me COM I No c. bp li^a me SMljite WINTERBOROUGH. A Novel. i6mo, $1.25; paper, 50 cents. WHEN MOLLY WAS SIX. A Book for Chil- dren. With Colored Cover Design and other Illustrations. Square i6mo, $1.00. THE COMING OF THEODORA. A Novel. i6mo, $1.25. HOUGHTON, MIFFLIN & CO. BOSTON AND NEW YORK. THE COMING OF THEODORA ELIZA ORNE WHITE AUTHOR OF " WINTERBOROUGH," " MISS BROOKS," ETC. BOSTON AND NEW YORK HOUGHTON, MIFFLIN AND COMPANY (Cbe iiiucrsiDc press, Cambn&ge 1895 Copyright, 1895, BY EUZA OKNE WHITE. All rights reserved. The Riverside Press, Cambridge, Mass., U. S. A. Electrotyped and Printed by H. O. Hougbton & Co. TO MY MOTHER 17I1S81 THE COMING OF THEODORA. I. EVERY one in the Davidson household was rejoicing over the coming of Theodora, from her brother, the master of the house, down to the little maid who swept and made ready her room. Every one in Edgecomb was rejoicing, too; for Edgecomb was small enough to re- joice with those who rejoice. It was twelve years since Theodora had gone from the narrow, kindly community into the great world, but she had left behind her a vivid impression of her capacity, strength, and fearlessness. She had gone away a girl of sixteen ; she was coming back a woman of twenty-eight, with the prestige of a college education, and the more recent honor of an excellent position as teacher of political econ- omy and history in a Western college. 2 THE COMING OF THEODORA. "Ned, do tell me something about Theo- dora," Mrs. Davidson had said to her hus- band when he proposed inviting his sister to spend her summer vacation with them. " You know I have n't seen her, except for a day or two, since she was sixteen," he had returned. " She was a very good fellow then. I beg her pardon, but she was such a tomboy that I was in the habit of considering her somewhat in the light of a brother. We were great chums ; although she is two years younger than I, she was in all my classes. " "Was she pretty?" " Not pretty, exactly, and yet certainly not plain. She had handsome blue eyes, with dark lashes, and when I knew her she had not discovered that eyes can be used for other pur- poses than to see with," and he glanced at his wife, who raised her brown eyes with a protesting expression. " Is she dark or light ? " she inquired. " Her hair is dark, a little darker than mine, and her complexion neither dark nor light, as I remember it, a good, useful tint that can go without veils all summer, and only look the better for a few shades of tan." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 3 " Is she fond of children ? " "I don't know; but I am sure that she is enormously efficient, and I have no doubt, Marie, that she will be delighted to preside over your mending-basket. You will like her immensely." Marie gave a gentle sigh as she looked at the aforesaid basket, which was piled high with small stockings and tiny undergarments. She was a graceful woman, with both charm and beauty and a manner that suited her face. " I shall be delighted to have your sister come," she responded cordially. In this case she spoke the absolute truth, but she would have said the same thing if Theodora had been represented as a terma- gant, so strong was her belief in wifely sub- mission, and so great was her dislike of wound- ing the feelings of those she loved. It is hardly necessary to add that Marie Davidson was a favorite, not only with men, but also with her own sex, which is perhaps a greater compliment to a woman. As a girl she had the prospect of a brilliant future, for she showed sufficiently pronounced artistic talent to make two years in Paris seem a necessity, 4 THE COMING OF THEODORA. and she had made a mark for herself during those two years. Her course, however, had been impeded by a number of importunate lovers, for, although she could not make up her mind to desert her art for the sake of any one of them, she was too tender-hearted to view their pain with equanimity. At last Edward Davidson, a brilliant and fascinating young artist, appeared upon the scene and at once joined the ranks of her suitors, and Marie, after a struggle of a few months, con- sented to become his wife. He vowed that her marriage should make no difference in her career, and urged that they could continue their work together, a suggestion which was more magnanimous in sound than in reality, as her talent was far more pronounced than his. They lived in Europe for some years after their marriage, and Marie painted in the intervals of baby-tending, while Edward planned great pictures that he was to do in the future, and made a few clever sketches. Perhaps they never would have come home, so dear was the freedom of the foreign life to both of them, if it had not been for the death of Edward's father and the consequent rever- THE COMING OF THEODORA. 5 sion to himself of a considerable fortune, as well as the old family estate in Edgecomb. They somewhat reluctantly agreed that Amer- ica was a better country than France for chil- dren to grow up in, and transported their little flock across the Atlantic, and then pro- ceeded, somewhat to the consternation of their good Edgecomb friends, to set up their easels in the sacred best parlor of the Davidson mansion. Mrs. Davidson gave several hours a day to her painting, and, as the oldest of her three children was only six, it is no wonder that all Edgecomb rejoiced in the coming of Theo- dora. Not that the little Davidsons were neg- lected in any graver particular, but that there was a paucity of buttons on their gowns, and a general scantiness of wardrobe, which might be picturesque and convenient, but which did not recommend itself to this conventional com- munity. The Davidsons came home in December, and Theodora joined them the following June. She arrived one bright day when Edgecomb was buried in green, with its leafy streets in their first freshness, and every garden a bower of roses. The little town nestled at the foot 6 THE COMING OF THEODOEA. of some green hills which surrounded it, and helped, together with its placid river, to make it the charming village it was. Architectu- rally there was much to be desired, according to its inhabitants, but they took heart of grace when Edward Davidson, fresh from European travel, heartily admired the square white houses with their green blinds, and the smaller white cottages with their vine-covered piazzas. As Theodora drove through the Edgecomb main street with her brother, there was not a pedestrian, however humble, who was not inter- ested in catching a glimpse of the artist's sis- ter. When they reached the Davidson house, which was half a mile away from the centre of the town, Theodora alighted from the carriage before Edward could help her out and ran quickly up the steps. " Oh the dear old white house! " she cried. " Here is the brass knocker just as it used to be, and the green front door. I am so glad that you have left everything as it was, Ed- ward ! " The door opened as she spoke, and a fair- haired, brown-eyed lady in a pink gown ap- THE COMING OF THEODORA. 1 peared in the square hall, with a small girl clinging to one hand, and a smaller child of uncertain sex burying its face in the folds of its mother's gown, while another little girl glanced dubiously through a half-opened door. " Dora, this is the aunt for whom you are named," explained Mrs. Davidson. "Why, my little daughter, how naughty you are ! " she added, as Dora flatly refused to be kissed by her relative. " And this is Guy," she con- tinued, gently pushing forward the toddling baby ; " and where is Gladys ? Come, Gladys, and kiss your aunt." " That is too much to expect," said Theo- dora in her pleasant voice as she followed her sister-in-law into the parlor. There could not have been a greater con- trast than these two women presented, and Edward Davidson wondered how well they would understand each other as he watched them during the evening. He looked first at Marie with Theodora's eyes. Surely no one could help thinking her pretty, with her exquisite complexion and her fluffy, golden- brown hair. But would not Theodora think its artistic and careless arrangement untidy ? 8 THE COMING OF THEODORA. Then, too, would she quite like that enchant- ing but somewhat conscious smile, and the upward, appealing glance from those soft eyes ? He noticed, also, that his wife's grace- ful pink gown was a little the worse for wear. Would his sister see that soiled line around the bottom? These reflections were induced by the striking impression which the first glimpse of Theodora made upon him. She looked so self-reliant, so exquisitely neat, so frank, and as utterly unconscious of her attractions as if she were a sensible man. There was a simplicity and a breeziness about her which was refreshing, and she was un- usually fine-looking. Her blue eyes had a charm of their own, from the directness of their glance, and her brown hair was arranged simply, but with such finished care that it gave her a look of distinction. The same perfection was seen in her dress, a plain blue serge, which could bear a microscopic inspec- tion as to its cut and its spotless tidiness. Theodora was tall, even taller than Marie, and she had a figure built for strength rather than grace ; but her straight carriage and a certain fearlessness of movement prevented THE COMING OF THEODOBA. 9 her from seeming awkward, and added to the impression of distinction that Edward had al- ready received. He next proceeded to look at Theodora with Marie's eyes. Would not she be repelled by her directness? Would not she be appalled by her neatness ? Would not her range of subjects seem hopelessly deep to the poor child ? Edward, however, was a closer observer than either of the women, and was rendered nervous by his love for them. At the end of the evening, Marie took one of the old brass candlesticks from the high white mantelpiece and lighted Theodora to her bedroom. " It is my own old room," Theodora said as she paused on the threshold. " How good of you to give it to me ! " " We thought you would feel more at home in it. We have left the flowered paper on the wall, although it is a little soiled, because we thought if you wanted a new one you would rather choose it yourself. The furni- ture is all old, you see, except the brass bed- stead." " What lovely roses ! " exclaimed Theodora. 10 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " Edward has not forgotten how much I used to care about the moss-rose bush under the lilac. What a good picture of the children ! " and she paused before a sketch of Dora and Gladys in a very foreign-looking garden with their French bonne. " How Edward has im- proved ! It is the best thing of his I have ever seen. It is charming, but why didn't he put you in, instead of the nurse ? " " I painted it," Marie replied, while a wave of color made her prettier than ever. " I had no idea that you could paint like that." "I hope you have everything you want," said Marie as she turned to leave the room. " I am rather a shiftless housekeeper, and I am always seized with a fear lest I have forgotten pins or matches." " I am sure you have forgotten nothing." Then Theodora, with a sudden impulse of which she seemed half ashamed, put her arm about Marie and gave her a kiss. " Good- night, dear," she said. " I can't thank you enough, or half tell you how delightful it is to be here." " Why, Ned, she is charming," Marie enthu- THE COMING OF THEODORA. 11 siastically declared when she joined her hus- band. " I have fallen hopelessly, desperately, in love with her. I should love her because she looks so much like you, if for no other rea- son. How nice it was of her not to make the children kiss her! And how clever she is! Where did she ever learn so much about in- vestments, and the stock exchange, and the condition of the poor in Europe ? She knows a great deal more about the poor in Europe than we do, although we lived there for eight years." " My dear, our minds were wholly taken up with the condition of two of the poor." The next morning Edward was still further relieved when Theodora said, "I must tell you how much I like Marie. I have never believed in a married woman painting, but if a woman has her talent she ought not to give it up, and I shall be only too delighted to make it easier for her this summer by taking all the care from her that I can. I will tell you frankly that I did not expect to like her, but I fell in love with her at first sight." " So did I," said Edward. n. " THERE is only one thing in the world more delightful for a man than to have his wife and his sister love each other devotedly, and that is to have them both love him even more devotedly," Edward Davidson decided, after Theodora had been with them for a month. In his heart he was aware that he was not worthy of the affection that these two women lavished upon him, for he was almost as clear-sighted regarding himself as he was concerning others. He knew that, although he was not a bad fellow, he was both indolent and selfish, and he thanked Heaven for giving him charm and an amiable disposition, which were the heritage of his mother's people, since it had denied him the sterling qualities of the Davidsons. " Theodora ought to have been the man," he reflected. " She would have made Marie an exemplary husband." And yet Theodora was very womanly in her intense and somewhat old-fashioned way. Beneath THE COMING OF THEODORA. 13 her skillful fingers Marie's work-basket was rapidly emptied, and under her direction the house became immaculately clean. The only thing that Edward regretted in his lot was, that Heaven had given these two charming women but a slight sense of humor, for, al- though they appreciated his most conspicuous sallies, his subtler wit was often lost upon them. And yet, after all, perhaps it was bet- ter as it was, he thought, at least so far as Marie was concerned, for no woman with a sense of humor could have taken him seriously enough to have married him. One cannot have everything in this world, and he felt that he could not afford to have complete sympathy and comprehension. As for Theodora herself, she was radiantly happy. Her love for her brother had been the one passion of her life. It had been fos- tered on scant food, and for the last twelve years would have languished had it taken root in less fertile soil, for writing letters chanced to be one of the many things that Ned David- son disliked. When he did write one, how- ever, it was so charming as to give Theodora a warm feeling about the heart, which did not 14 THE COMING OF THEODORA. quite depart before the next letter came some months later. And now Theodora was under the same roof with her brother! She could help to make his life run more smoothly. She could anticipate his wants. She could ride with him, row with him, drive about the country with him. He had made her welcome to all that was his with the air of a prince. He had given her equal rights in a leaky boat ; he had allowed her to ride Dobbin, a worthy horse that had been bought at a bargain for farm work, or to drive him in the shabby buggy ; he had offered her the hospitality of the tennis-court, a picturesque spot under the spreading elms, where the grass was so long that the white boundaries were indistinct. Theodora, who was a woman of action, had promptly seen to the mending of the boat, and to the rejuvenating of the buggy, and had had the grass cut on the tennis-court and marked out its boundaries with her own hands. No wonder that Edward Davidson found it plea- sant to have the companionship of a sister who loved him ! No wonder that all Edge- comb rejoiced in the coming of Theodora ! She soon gave outsiders reason to rejoice THE COMING OF THEODORA. 15 on their own account, for she entered into the good works of the community with zest. She helped get up a fair for the benefit of the new hospital, and she was one of the chief supports of a vacation school. Every one gave her a warm welcome, for the sake of her brother as well as on her own account ; but although she made many stanch friends, she was too inde- pendent and decided to be such a universal favorite as Edward. The people who were not attracted by her were chiefly women who liked to rule, and whose judgment clashed with hers in committee meetings ; but even her enemies agreed that she was greatly needed in her brother's family, where her desire to lead would find its legitimate field. Edgecomb was about twenty miles from Boston, and therefore near enough to that me- tropolis to share some of its advantages, and yet far enough away to have its own fashions and standards. Society in the little town was composed of two classes, those persons who went out with the coming of the summer heat and sought refuge at the seashore ; and those who came in with the summer, seeking refuge from the greater heat of the cities. It 16 THE COMING OF THEODORA. was therefore not as purely feminine a com- munity as one is apt to find in New England ; but the masculine element was composed wholly of the married, the elderly, or the very young. There were plenty of boys, and sev- eral young fellows of twenty or thereabouts at home on a college vacation ; but there was nobody " of the right age for Theodora," as Mrs. Davidson expressed it. "Not that it makes any difference," she confided to her husband, " for Theodora does n't like men." "Doesn't she?" he asked. "Then she is the first woman I have ever seen who does n't like them. A woman may be too proud or too shy to show it, or so unattractive that men do not like her, but I have never yet seen a woman who in her heart of hearts did not find my sex interesting." " You can't look into their heart of hearts," she objected, " and, in common with most men, you think all women are somewhat like your wife, but you must believe me when I tell you that Theodora despises men." " Despises them ? Very likely ; that is an- other matter. I only maintain that in her heart of hearts she likes them." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 17 She certainly liked boys, there could be no doubt upon that score, and she soon had a little circle of friends of the other sex who admired her in a hearty and unqualified fa- shion. Her strength, her freedom from affec- tation, and her skill in playing tennis won their respect. They did not fall in love with her, however. Theodora Davidson was not the kind of woman with whom men fall in love ; at least so her friends said. This was one reason why she was such a favorite with the mothers of sons : they liked her because she was so sensible and so " safe." A young man could gain nothing but good from her, for she was as unsentimental as the fondest mother's heart could wish. Her brother adapted Sylvia's song to her: " Who is Theo ? What is she, that mothers all commend her? Helpful, fair, and wise is she ; The heaven such grace did lend her That she might admired be. " Is she kind as she is fair ? Indeed, we think she 's kinder. Our dear sons' faults she doth repair, And makes all Edgecomb mind her, And, helping all, inhabits there. " Then to Theo let us sing, for Theo is excelling," etc. 18 THE COMING OF THEODORA. During the summer, Edward and Marie saw far too little of Theodora, for the various fes- tivities that were given in her honor made her, for the time being, a public character. In addition, all her Eastern friends demanded little visits from her, so that she was seldom able to spend a peaceful, unbroken week at home. As the summer drew to a close, her brother and his wife became aware with dis- may that it would soon be time for Theodora to return to her college. They had grown so dependent upon her that they could not bear to think of the wrench of the approaching parting. It was Edward who conceived the idea that there need be no separation. He had found his sister scanning two letters with a perplexed expression. "What's the matter, Theo?" he asked lightly. " You look as if you had something on your mind." " I have. Here is a letter from the princi- pal of my college saying that she wishes to know whether I mean to return this autumn, as she has heard of some one who could fill my place. She hopes that I may come back, as she would prefer me to any one else, but. she THE COMING OF THEODOBA. 19 has heard a rumor to the effect that I mean to stay in the East. I can't think how, as I have never dreamed of such a thing." Theodora had felt herself so indispensable in the school that the thought that her position could be filled with so much ease gave her a sharp pang. "I have another letter," she continued, "from Rhoda Emerson; you remember, Ed- ward, what a charming little girl she was, and she is even more lovely now ; she wants me to join her in starting a college settlement. If I see my way clear to doing this, she will give up her position as governess, but other- wise she will keep on where she is for another year, as she does not feel that she is suffi- ciently practical to succeed in a college settle- ment alone." " Theo, what perfect nonsense it is for you to think of doing either of these things," he cried impulsively. " Of course they all want you, everybody does, but your place is here." "They don't all absolutely need me," she said with a little tremor in her voice. " That is just the point ; my place, you see, can be filled in the college. Rhoda needs me, and so, 20 THE COMING OF THEODORA. although I have never tried that sort of work, I may decide to go to her, and yet I am so fond of teaching and of my scholars that I am inclined " " Theo, your place can never be filled here," he broke in. " Marie and I were saying only last night how we should miss you when you went away. I did n't think you could give up your work in the West, but if they can fill your place Theo, my dearest Theo, you have no idea how much good you have done us this summer, and, when these everlasting visits are over and you settle down here, it will be even nicer. Why not live with us always ? A sister's place is surely with her only brother, and Marie will be able to do so much more painting if you are here to help take charge of things. Dearest, I know that your con- science is your strongest point. Consider that it is your duty to stay with us and I am sure we shall keep you." Theodora was more touched by her brother's words than she cared to show. Nevertheless she took some days to consider his proposition, an unusual thing with her, as her mind was generally made up at once on all subjects ; but THE COMING OF THEODORA. 21 this was a very serious decision, for if she stayed with him it involved renouncing all her old ambitions. She longed to be a power in the world, either through her teaching or by some larger scheme, such as Rhoda Emerson proposed, and it would be a sacrifice, in many ways, to be instead merely a power in one quiet village household. When Edward told his wife that he had asked Theodora to live with them permanently she made no comment, but his quick eye caught an added shade of color in her face. " Why Marie, don't you like it ? " he asked in distress. " I thought it was just what would please you beyond everything, as you are so fond of Theodora." " I am very glad to have her stay, and I do love her dearly." " Then what is the trouble ? Out with it, young woman." " I was thinking that you might have con- sulted me first, but that was a narrow and selfish feeling," said Marie generously. " I did n't have time to consult anybody ; the words sprang to my lips and I couldn't help saying them." 22 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " I am glad she is to be here this winter ; I was only thinking forever is such a long time, Edward, she may get tired of us. Could n't you ask her to spend the winter with us ? " she inquired timidly. " My dear, you are as unpractical as the rest of your sex. Theo can't give up teaching for a year and expect to get back her old position. I shouldn't have the face to ask her to live with us merely for a year. No, it must be forever or not at all ; and of the two I vastly prefer forever." " So do I," assented Marie. " Where is she ? Let me go to her and beg her to stay with us." Theodora finally decided to remain in Edge- comb. She knew that a few years ago she would have made a different decision, but she had begun to hunger for family ties. Her passionate love for her brother, and the cer- tainty that she could be of use to him, out- weighed her larger ambitions. When she told him her determination, he drew her arm through his and kissed her affectionately. " I knew you would n't go back on us, Theo," he observed, " and so I was n't the least little bit uneasy while you were making up your mind." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 23 Her face glowed with happiness. When it lighted up in that sudden fashion she was beautiful. " Edward, you have given me more pleasure by wanting me to live with you than you can imagine. You can't think what it is to me to have a home among my own people, and to be able to be of use to those I love." " And a home you shall have with us al- ways," he replied fervently, being in truth greatly touched by her affection; "at least until some other fellow finds out that " Theo is excelling Each mortal thing upon the dull earth dwelling." " That will never happen," she said firmly. "All the better for us, then," he returned lightly. III. IN September the summer population of Edgecomb began to scatter, while its place was filled by the more permanent winter residents. Among them the two ministers returned, for Edgecomb was divided theolo- gically into liberal conservatives and conser- vative liberals. The Davidsons had a pew in both churches, rather to Edward's amusement. Nathaniel Davidson had been a pillar in the Orthodox Church, and his pew descended to his son, who kept it because he could not bear to hurt the feelings of good old Mr. Thorndyke, the clergyman. On the other hand, Francis Compton, the conservative lib- eral, was his most intimate friend, and so he felt obliged to take a pew in the new church, especially as Marie preferred to go there. Edward, however, disliked to hurt his own feel- ings quite as much as to disturb those of his friends, and therefore his attendance at church was chiefly vicarious. He was glad to have THE COMING OF THEODORA. 25 his wife go, for he believed that religion was a good thing, especially for women : poor souls ! they had a sufficiently hard time in life, and it was only fair that they should have all possible alleviations. Theodora chanced to dislike church-going as much as her brother did, and was always ready to stay at home with him and the children on Sunday morn- ing, while Marie went to church and gathered what help she could from the ministrations of Francis Compton. A warm friendship existed between her and the young preacher. It was the kind of friendship that is viewed with equanimity by the most gossiping of neighbors, and with satisfaction by the most jealous of husbands. Edward, however, was far from being a jealous husband. He gloried in the thought that his wife charmed other men, and that, notwithstanding, she should have chosen this same faulty, good-for-nothing Edward Davidson to love and to honor. He did not grudge Compton the overflowings of her large sympathy, poor Compton, whose brilliant young wife had died seven years before, after a brief twelve months of marriage. Ever since the Davidsons had returned from abroad, 26 THE CONING OF THEODORA. Compton and his little girl had dined with them once a week, until his vacation had made an interregnum in the pleasant custom, and now that he was at home again it was to be renewed. " I am longing to see how you will get on with Frank Compton," Marie said to Theo- dora, as they were putting the finishing touches to the dining-room on the day when their guests were expected. " Of course you will like him, for everybody does, but I am wondering whether you will draw each other out or shut each other up." " Judging by the one sermon of his which I have heard, I should say that we shall not have one taste or idea in common. I have no doubt that he is an excellent man," Theodora added, as she noticed the troubled flush on Marie's face, "but I don't particularly take to young ministers. I shall like him, though, because he is Edward's friend." " We all feel so sorry for him," continued Marie with a sigh. "His marriage was ideal, and he has had such a hard life ever since his wife died ! He was so wrapped up in her that I am sure he will never marry again, THE COMING OF THEODORA. 2T and so life holds nothing very cheerful for him." " He has his child," Theodora suggested. " Yes, but he can't get much comfort out of her, for she is a difficult child to manage; a problem in short. She is so mischievous that I don't like her influence on my children, yet I can't let Frank see that I disapprove of her." " Why not ? If she has a bad influence over your children, I should tell him frankly that I thought it best that they should see very little of each other." " The poor child is so lonely that I have n't the heart to suggest her seeing less of Dora and Gladys, and besides, it would hurt Mr. Compton deeply if he knew that I did not approve of his little girl. It must be terribly hard," she added after a pause, " to have your life all duty, and your chief happiness in the past. The thought of his wife is a great in- spiration to him, and perhaps he could not preach such helpful sermons if he had not suffered." Theodora had scant sympathy for a man whose native powers, reinforced by the mein- 28 THE COMING OF THEODORA. ory of his wife, could accomplish nothing less commonplace than the sermon that she had heard. She did not give voice to this senti- ment, however, but silently followed her sister- in-law into the parlor. " Here they come now," said Marie pres- ently, " and Edward is with them." As Theodora shook hands with the Rev- erend Francis Compton, she thought that she had never seen so boyish-looking a man of his age. This youthful appearance was accounted for by the extreme delicacy of his complexion, which was as fair as a girl's, and his very blond hair and beardless face ; but it suggested lack of force, and his low voice added to the impression. She quickly made up her mind that there was nothing distinctive about him, but changed her opinion when she looked into his gray eyes, which were on a level with hers. She read candor, sympathy, and extreme refinement in their expression. He did not belong to the class of men that stirred her imagination, but she felt confidence in him at o once, and she liked him as she would have liked a gentle, sweet-natured girl. " Essie, shake hands with Miss Davidson," THE COMING OF THEODORA. 29 he said, turning to his child, whose presence Theodora had forgotten. Essie had clasped her hands behind her, but she obeyed her father, and held out a small hand awkwardly and half defiantly. She was a pale, plain little thing, with a mop of straight black hair, and large black eyes, which looked at her new acquaintance with preternatural solemnity as if they were gazing through all outer disguises to her very soul. She was seven years old, as we count age in this world, but she had a quaint shrewdness and an uncanny penetration that made it seem at moments as if the head on those young shoulders had seen ten times seven years in some other planet. She was painfully shy, and Theodora only succeeded in extracting short and frightened replies from her ; but she had, nevertheless, the disconcerting feeling of having been judged and found wanting. It amused her to find that a creature so small and frail could produce such a vivid impres- sion of strong and peculiar personality. There was much pleasant talk during din- ner, about local matters, town politics, and literature. Afterwards, while Marie and Ed- 30 THE COMING OF THEODORA. ward were occupied with the children, Theo- dora and Mr. Coinpton had a few words to- gether. They adjourned to the studio, a room that had been positively obnoxious to Theodora's order-loving soul ever since she had first seen its picturesque confusion. The canvases, bric-a-brac, old carvings, draperies, and plaster casts were arranged, so far as she could see, without method, or regard for anything but a desire to furnish a resting- place for dust. Unanswered letters were lying untidily about on the table, together with Edward's driving-gloves, and Guy's torn straw hat, while the dark covers of the books had taken on a gray complexion. " I will show you that passage of which we were speaking," Mr. Compton observed, as he took up one of the volumes. " Let me dust it for you," she said, quickly divining in the neat and well-appointed man before her a kindred spirit, so far as dirt and disorder were concerned. She returned pres- ently with a cheese-cloth duster of her own make. " Give it to me," he begged. " You will soil that fresh white dress." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 31 He looked with hearty approval at her spot- less dimity gown, with the blue ribbon around the waist, and then his eyes rested on her blue eyes and brown hair. " Do you know you are wonderfully like Edward," he said. " It gives me so much pleasure to be thought to look like him," she responded heart- ily. " I can't see the likeness myself, for he is so handsome, and then he is so much lighter in coloring ; but I suppose there is a family resemblance, since every one speaks of it." "I wish I could tell you what Edward has been to me," he proceeded with a frank com- radeship of manner that had its charm. " I can only say that there is nobody like him, and this you know already." " I do," she replied with enthusiasm. " I am so glad to know his sister," he added impulsively, after a little pause. " And I am so glad to know his best friend." " It is awfully nice that you are to live with them," he went on, " for the one thing, the only thing, that they need is a little more order and system." She looked around the studio and gave a 32 THE COMING OF THEODOEA. bright laugh. " You must think that I haven't accomplished much here, but I am biding my time. I have given up doing any- thing in this place while Marie is so hard at work, but is n't the wall-paper dreadful ? " The old, soiled wall-paper, of a dingy gray hue, brightened by inconspicuous gilt figures, had been covered in places by gray cartridge- paper roughly tacked up to make a temporary background. " Edward has promised to get a new paper," she continued, " but I am afraid he will never do it." " What terrible plot are you two people hatching ? " Edward inquired, as he sauntered into the room and threw himself down on the faded blue window-cushion. Marie appeared presently with a bowl of nasturtiums, which she put on the untidy table with no apparent consciousness of its disorder. " Oh, Mr. Compton," she said, " I have n't told you yet how much I liked your sermon. It was so good to get you back. Your views about truth frightened me a little, however, and made me feel like a lying hypocrite." " Come now, Mrs. Davidson, don't praise THE COMING OF THEODORA. 33 that particular sermon, or I shall accuse you of hypocrisy. It was written after I had at- tended two funerals, and when I was dead- tired, so it was very poor. I am sure Miss Davidson agrees with me." Theodora was silent a moment, trying to find a reply which should combine truth and polite- ness, an exercise in which she was not skilled. " I liked the extracts from Emerson im- mensely," she said at last. Her brother and Mr. Compton laughed, but Marie seemed disturbed. " You are having a glimpse behind the scenes, Theo," Edward remarked. " I dare say you supposed that a minister was like a clock, and that all that was necessary was to wind him up and set him going. He is more like a fire ; sometimes he sparkles and scintil- lates, and sometimes he refuses to kindle." " I must confess," Theodora acknowledged, turning to Mr. Compton, " that I have always heretofore thought of a minister as an abstract quantity, a person who belonged in the pulpit. I have not thought of his outside life ; but then I have never known a minister unpro- fessionally." 34 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " In sh^rt, you regard a minister, as you would a ticket-agent or a horse-car conductor, as only existing for official purposes, and at the point where he touches your own life ? " Edward suggested. "I shouldn't have thought of making the comparison," Theodora said gravely, not no- ticing the sparkle in her brother's eyes," but I suppose I do think of people in that outside way." " Now this is very interesting," said Mr. Compton. " How do you manage to accom- plish it? It must be so restful ! But you have never had to deal with a whole parish." " No, but I have had to deal with a large school. Life would be simply intolerable to me if I had to take a personal interest in every one I met," she confessed. " If I treated all the world as if they were my friends, it would seem to make genuine, true f riendship a mock- ery." " There is truth for you ! " said Edward. " Can't you preach another sermon about truth and work that in ? " Mr. Compton laughed. " You have no idea, Miss Davidson, what interesting suggestions THE COMING OF THEODORA. 35 your brother has to offer with regard to ser- mons. I have often wanted to construct one on the lines he indicates. It is a pity that the men with the original fancies are so seldom in the pulpit." " If here is n't old Mrs. Fraley," Edward exclaimed at this point. " Good Lord deliver us!" He made a hasty retreat, but Marie called after him, " Edward ! It is cruel of you to go off when the poor old thing adores you so." " Tell her I adore her, too, but that I want to leave the field clear for Frank. It is against my principles to try to cut out an- other fellow, and Frank is even fonder of her than I am." Edward was in the orchard with the children by the time Mrs. Fraley had made her way into the studio ; she always dispensed with the formality of ringing the door-bell. She was a forlorn-looking creature, with a shaking head and a withered hand, and a gown and shawl that were neat but hopelessly shabby. In former years she had done the spring cleaning in the Davidson household, and she was now living, rent free, in a small house that Edward 36 THE COMING OF THEODORA. owned. She accepted his generosity as a mat- ter of course, and was always finding fault, in her querulous voice, because he did not keep her cottage in better repair. And yet, al- though she felt privileged to scold him freely, she loved him fondly. " Why, I thought I see Mr. Eddie at the winder," she said, with such keen disappoint- ment that Marie and Mr. Compton threw themselves into the breach with even more than their accustomed ardor. As for Theodora, she shared her brother's physical repulsion to this woman, as well as his mental aversion to all bores ; but she was so sorry for her that she struggled against her uncharitable feelings, and even went the length of promising to see what could be done about her smoking stove. Marie loaded her down with good things from the larder, and Frank walked home with her to carry her properties, while Essie trotted along by his side like a little dog. Edward returned to the studio as soon as the guests had departed. " Well, what was it this time ? " he inquired. " New ' winders ' ? Or a new roof ? Or per- haps she would like the house painted ? " THE COMING OF THEODORA. 37 " It was just a friendly visit." " She mentioned that the stove did n't draw well," Theodora remarked. " Poor old stove ! I can sympathize with it, for I don't draw well either. Did she add that it smoked ? If so, we have still more in common. I feel like a twin brother to that stove ! I suppose Marie was as effusive as ever. Theo, I could tell the rank of our vis- itors if I were blind, for Marie's greeting is always in inverse ratio to their importance. If Mrs. Fraley were a duchess, or the queen of England herself, she could not treat her with more distinguished consideration ; whereas she would be a trifle haughty if Queen Victoria were to walk in, and her manner would seem to say, ' You are only a widowed queen, whereas /am the wife of Edward Davidson ! ' As for Frank, I suppose you recognized, Theo- dora, that Mrs. Fraley was his favorite parish- ioner ? They all are. He has what might be called the ministerial manner." " How did you like Frank ? " Marie asked Theodora. " I think he is very pleasant." Marie was troubled by this lack of enthusi- 38 THE COMING OF THEODORA. asm. " He is more than pleasant. He is very unselfish, and so nice with the children. He has a beautiful nature." " I like him very much. I don't think I underrate his attractions ; but I prefer a man who is masculine, even if he has the faults of his sex. He can leave a beautiful nature to women." "Theo, my love," said Edward, "I have always admired you, but now I adore you. I have been struggling for the last six months to copy Frank and cultivate a ' beautiful na- ture,' to please my wife. I shall cease now and be my old, unregenerate self, to please my sister." After Frank Compton and his little girl had seen Mrs. Fraley home, Essie remarked, " I don't like that lady." " My dear, you must try to like her. If you were poor and old and unfortunate " " Oh, I don't mean Mrs. Fraley ; I don't mind her. I mean that Miss Davidson." " Why don't you like her ? I thought her charming." " She was n't charming to me," the child said sullenly. THE COMING OF THEODORA. 39 " What did she say to my little girl ? " "She asked me what my name was." " I am sure there was no harm in that." " But what came after was the harmful part. I told her ' Essie,' of course, and she said she knew that, but she wanted to call me by my real name, as she did n't like nick- names ; and when I told her it was Estelle she said, 'You have a French name,' as if a French name was wicked ! ' However,' she said, ' I shall call you by it if you don't mind.' I hate her because she did n't like my darling mother's beautiful name." " My dear," her father said gently, " she didn't know it was your mother's name." " I don't like her, and I don't Want her to call me anything!" the child exclaimed pas- sionately. So it will be seen that there was one person in Edgecomb who did not rejoice in the com- ing of Theodora. IV. So long as Theodora was a visitor in her brother's house, her activity was kept in check. Now that she was a permanent part of the family it grew apace, for there was so much, in every direction, to be done, besides a number of things that needed to be undone. Marie was hard at work on a portrait of her handsome neighbor, Mrs. Shimmin, that was to be finished by the first of October, when the Shimmins returned to New York, and so the housekeeping was of a more than ordinarily defective kind, while the picture grew in the opposite direction, and became each day a better representation of its beautiful original. In the studio, Marie was more charming than at any other time. She looked as young and fresh as a school-girl, as she stood before her easel, enveloped in a big blue apron, with her paint-brush in her hand, and her pretty head tilted thoughtfully to one side, too intent upon her work to be conscious of her charms. She THE COMING OF THEODORA. 41 never looked so lovable and dear, and Theo- dora was often seized with the unseemly wish to throw her arms about her and kiss her, a desire which she was too considerate to gratify. The children were less thoughtful, and Marie was often interrupted in her work by the clasp of a small hand, and a little upturned face that begged for " just one kiss, mamma." Theodora wondered at her unvarying sweet- ness and patience with these troublesome little comforts. There were other interruptions that were less agreeable. " I wish I did n't have to think about breakfasts and dinners ! " Marie cried in de- spair one morning, when the butcher appeared just as her work was well under way. " Let me see him for you," said Theodora, who was entertaining the model. " What shall I order?" " Anything you like. Perhaps you can find up a new animal. We have had beef, mutton, and chickens until I 'm tired of the sight of them." It was after this opening that Theodora proposed taking charge of the housekeeping until Marie's press of work should be over. 42 THE COMING OF THEODORA. Marie gratefully accepted the offer. She had always disliked housekeeping, and it was a com- fort to put it out of her mind for a few weeks and devote herself wholly to painting. Theo- dora could not resist making a few changes in the ways of the household. Under Mrs. Da- vidson's management there had been lazy com- fort, and an easy elasticity in the hours of the meals, especially in the morning, when the family came to breakfast late or early, accord- ing to their vagrant or punctual desires. There was a profusion of food at one time, with little variety the next day, and a careless- ness as to table etiquette, but much thought concerning dainty china and a centre-piece of flowers. Theodora could recall one dinner of bacon and eggs and baked potatoes, with a dessert of canned peaches and crackers, an improvised affair that occurred on Labor Day, for Marie had forgotten that a holiday was coming and had neglected to lay in supplies. Some Boston friends had chanced to drop in, and Marie had urged them to stay to lunch- eon, as she called it, with charming cordial- ity, feeling happily confident that what the meal lacked in solids was made up for by a THE COMING OF THEODORA. 43 graceful bunch of goldenrod and asters in the centre of the table. Under Miss Davidson's supervision the general average of the food improved, and less money was spent on the marketing. The ta- ble was waited upon in the most approved way, not that Theodora cared a straw for fashion, but because she felt that order and method simplified life. In the West she had kept house and taken girls to board, besides teaching, and she therefore had a practical knowledge of every kind of work. She grad- ually brought about greater promptness at meals, and in many little ways she made her presence felt. She loved the dear old house too well to attempt any radical changes in it, but she had the dilapidated white paint cov- ered by a new coating of white, and a new fence took the place of the old one with the broken palings. In her zeal for improvement she even attacked the family lot at the ceme- tery, which for some years had been left en- tirely to its own devices, so that weeds and tall grass disputed possession with the vines and flowers. One afternoon, in the end of September, 44 THE COMING OF THEODORA. Theodora went by appointment to the ceme- tery to meet the gardener who was to renovate the Davidson lot. He was late, as work- people always were in Edgecomb, but she could never get used to this laxity regarding time, and so had been prompt to the moment. Theodora was too healthy-minded, and too bent upon the practical aspect of her errand, to be saddened or greatly impressed by her sur- roundings ; but she had a sensation of peace, and she took a physical pleasure in the soft stir of the pine-scented wind. How quiet it was ! The cemetery seemed worthy of its name, " a sleeping-place." It was on the brow of a little hill which rose in its soft slope of grass above the narrow country road. Tall pines and graceful elms and maples were scattered about within the friendly inclosure, keeping faithful watch above the silent homes of the dead in the quiet " white village." She looked half absently at the inscription on the headstone that marked her father's grave, and wondered, as she had often done before, why her brother had not called his son Nathaniel Bradlee, a name that had been borne with dis- tinction not only by their father, but also by THE COMING OF THEODORA. 45 their grandfather and great-grandfather. At last she grew impatient, for fifteen minutes had passed and the gardener was not in sight. She began to pace the narrow walk restlessly, and to read the familiar Edgecomb names on the monuments, in as friendly neighborhood in death as their owners had been in life. "'Phillips,' 'Fraley,' ' Reycroft,' ' Comp- ton ' ' she paused. There was only one green mound in that lot and a very simple headstone. She read the inscription on its white surface : Here lies Estelle, daughter of David Murray and Elizabeth Gray, And beloved wife of Francis Compton. Born Sept. 27th, 18. Died Dec. 25th, 18. Aged 22 years, 2 months, and 28 days. " Poor young thing," Theodora thought, with a rush of compassion ; " she was only twenty-two years old when she died ! " She read the lines over again, and the word " beloved " jarred upon her, for she did not like any public expression of feeling, and yet she was more sorry for Francis Comp- ton than she had ever been before. As she 46 THE COMING OF THEODORA. thoughtfully walked back to her own lot, she saw a dark figure in the distance and hastened forward, expecting to greet the gardener, but presently she recognized Mr. Compton. His little girl was with him ; she had hold of one of his hands, and he carried a bunch of fringed gentians in the other. " Good afternoon, Miss Davidson," he said ; " we are here, it seems, on similar errands." " I have come to see that our family lot is put in thorough order," she returned, vexed at the inappropriateness of her words, and yet not able at the moment to think of anything else to say. " It is my wife's birthday," he said simply, " and so I have brought these flowers here." There was in his tone a quiet taking for granted of her comprehension of his frame of mind. An unprecedented shyness seized Theodora. "That is very pleasant," she said vaguely. She had never felt so hopelessly out of her element. "It is not pleasant; it is very sad," said Essie in her shrill treble. Theodora had not heard the child speak THE COMING OF THEODORA. 47 since the day when they had first met, and she could hardly have been more surprised if a voice had come from one of the silent graves. She could not help smiling as she looked down into the defiant dark eyes. Poor Essie was covered with confusion as soon as the words were uttered, but that smile added the sting of an insult to her former sense of in- jury- Theodora was not sensitive to atmosphere, and she was entirely unconscious of the hos- tility that she aroused in the little girl. " Of course it is very sad that your mamma has died," she said gently, " but it is pleasant that you can come here with your papa." " I try to come here every week," Mr. Compton stated. " It seems to put me in a better frame of mind for writing my sermons." The practical Theodora thought that his sermons would have been better if he had found his inspiration in helping the living; and yet he had so much simplicity, and there was such a boyish frankness about him, that she could not find it in her heart to criticise him severely. 48 THE COMING OF THEODORA. Mr. Compton went on to his own lot with his little girl, and, as the tardy gardener pres- ently made his appearance, Theodora was at once engrossed in the business of the hour. She had just decided to have a certain tree cut down, when she was interrupted by Fran- cis Compton. " That little hemlock must stay," he said with vivacity. " Your brother never would forgive you if you had it cut down." " But it is such a scrubby little hemlock," she objected, " and it makes too much shade." " It makes the charm of the whole place. Miss Davidson, I shall never like you any more, I shall think you an objectionable Phil- istine, if you have that tree cut down." " I don't like ugly little trees," she said, half inclined to prove that she always had her own way by giving the obnoxious order at once, and half won over by his words. " But this is a beautiful, artistic little tree," he protested ; " and you certainly must like robins, whatever you think of hemlocks. There is a robin that builds its nest there every year, and Essie and I take such pleasure in watching the young families. At least THE COMING OF THEODORA. 49 wait until you have consulted your brother," he entreated, as she still hesitated. " Very well, I will wait." He lingered to make sure that she did not commit any other atrocities, but soon found that her taste for the most part was excellent. She loved all beautiful things, and she even let association glorify some ugly things, but she did not allow for other people's associa- tions ; the little hemlock-tree had not been in the lot when she was a girl. Mr. Compton waited to walk home with her, in spite of some whispered remarks from his daughter. " It is odd that Gray should have left the best verse out of his elegy," he said as they turned towards home. " You mean the one about the robins ? Please say it ; I have forgotten it." " ' There scattered oft the earliest of the year, By hands unseen, are showers of violets found. The redbreast loves to build and warble there, And little footsteps lightly print the ground.' " " It is beautiful," she assented, " but it has less thought in it than the other verses." " Miss Davidson, do you believe in ' the 50 THE COMING OF THEODORA. village Hampden ' and in ' the mute, inglori- ous Milton ' ? " he asked. "No, most emphatically, for we are all given a chance to show what is in us, and if we have grit enough we are sure to succeed. Genius implies grit, and therefore genius can- not be extinguished by any obstacles. A Milton can never be mute." " You care a great deal for visible achieve- ment," he said. He and Theodora had grown to be very good friends in these autumn weeks, and he had a habit, when with her, of saying whatever lay below the surface of his thought. " I am not judging merely by what you say now," he went on, " but I have often noticed that you underrate those people who to outward seeming have not succeeded, whereas personal influence is such a subtle thing that failure cannot be judged by tangible tests alone. Your brother, for instance, has not done much in the way of actual work, but I don't know any one who is more of a help to others, with his cheery sympathy and his " " My brother will accomplish great things some day," she broke in. " One of my chief reasons for being glad to live with him is that THE COMING OF THEODORA. 51 I hope to rouse him to a sense of responsibil- ity about his unusual talents. He loves ease too much. I would not say this to any one but you." He was silent, and Theodora presently turned the conversation into another channel. When they reached the parsonage he told Essie to run in to her nurse. She gave an angry glance at Miss Davidson and whispered something to her father. " Go in like a good little girl," he said. " I have a parishioner I ought to see at the other end of the town, so I will walk home with Miss Davidson, but I will get back before you have y6ur tea." "You must have had an unusually fortu- nate life," he began, as they walked on to- gether, " for otherwise you would have more charity for ' the inglorious Miltons.' You cannot understand how hard it is to accom- plish anything if one has an indolent or a self-distrustful temperament, or if one has had a crushing blow." "Can't I?" There was something in her tone that made him say hastily, 52 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " I beg your pardon." "You need not beg my pardon. If it in- terests you to know it, I am willing to own that any success I have attained has been won in spite of a blow that almost crushed the youth out of me when I was a girl." His face instantly grew sympathetic. " I am so sorry," he said heartily. " I am very happy now," she added quickly. " So it has all come out right ? I am glad of that." " I thought you understood to what I al- luded. I thought everybody knew what a great trial our father's second marriage was to Edward and me." " Edward always gave me the impression that his step-mother was rather a fascinating woman," he said with some hesitation. " Fascinating ! Perhaps she was fascinating to men, but she was Never mind her, we will talk of something pleasanter." " She was not much older than Edward, I believe?" "No. She was twenty-one when my fa- ther married her, and I was sixteen. I hated her from the very beginning ! " she cried pas- THE COMING OF THEODORA. 53 sionately. " I hated the way in which she flirted with Edward, but I never dreamed for a moment that she was bent upon captivating my father." As Theodora went on with her tale she grew eloquent over the recapitulation of her wrongs. The girl whom her father married was her music-teacher, Edith Mortimer by name, a pretty little thing, with a pair of ap- pealing dark eyes and some very fascinating dimples. She was, according to Theodora, a young woman whose bright eyes were fixed on the main chance, and she was only too willing to exchange a very humble home for the roof of the elderly but rich widower. There were some things that Theodora could not tell in detail, which in fact she tried not to remember. There had been a bitter scene when Mr. Davidson had called his daughter to him and told her that he was going to marry Edith Mortimer. Theodora, who was white and trembling, had said pite- ously that she knew it could not be true, and then he had replied very gently that he had thought his daughter would enjoy having a companion. 54 THE COMING OF THEODORA. Theodora, dumb with anger, had scornfully fixed her eyes on her father. It was hard enough to admit that he wanted to marry again, but she despised him for taking shelter behind such a falsehood. " That is not true," she said when she found her voice. "You know that I hate her. She is a scheming, cold-hearted wo- man." The two had stood facing each other angrily, curiously alike in feature and in dogged deter- mination. At last he said, "Theodora, you must unsay those words. She is a lovely wo- man, and I want you to be kind to her, as she is to be your mother. " My mother ! " she started at the word. " It will be a great advantage for you to have some one to take the care of the house," he continued, reverting to commonplaces. "Have I not' kept house well, father?" she asked. " I will try so hard to please you ; I will give up going to college ; I will live with you always. Father, if you will only give up this marriage I will do anything, everything. How can you marry that woman, whom I hate, when you think of my mother ? How THE COMING OF THEODORA. 55 can you marry her ? Give it up, father, for my sake," she entreated ; " oh, give it up." The answer came with quick decision, " I cannot, my word is pledged." Then Theodora, after more vain pleading, told her father that he must choose between Edith Mortimer and herself. If he married she should go away from home at once, and never live under his roof again. He had replied sternly, " Very well, Theo- dora." The memory of those days was so painful that, even in going over the bare facts, her face grew hard and rigid. She told of her abrupt departure from home the very next day, after a scene with her brother, who tried to shake her determination. " Edward was almost as much troubled as I was," she said. " But he is made of differ- ent stuff. He always wants to compromise ; and when he found father was determined to carry out his pui^pose, he adapted himself, as well as he could, to the new conditions. Pie was in college then, and was only at home on his vacations." " And you went at once to college ? " 56 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " Yes." " Did you never forgive your father ? Did you never come home ? " " No. How could I ? " " It was a hard position, certainly, but I think you were wrong." ' Wrong ? " she repeated. His manner was so courteous, and his voice so gentle, that she felt she had not heard aright. "Yes, wrong. I think you ought to have come home in the vacations and made the best of things." ' With that woman sitting in my mother's place?" "Yes." " Why do you think I was wrong ? " " Because your father had a right to marry again if he chose." " It seemed so unnatural that he should for- get my lovely, saintly mother in three years, and marry that little creature, who was a bit of tinsel instead of pure gold. How could he love her? How could he love any one again?" "That is hard for me to understand," he admitted. "When a marriage has been a true one, I cannot understand how a man can THE COMING OF THEODORA. 57 love twice. I can understand his marrying again, if he is lonely, or for the sake of his children. And yet it happens frequently." "But one does not expect one's father to be an average man. One expects him to be constant and fine." "You are too hard upon him. He must have suffered very much in being separated from you," he suggested presently. " It was his own choice." " I beg your pardon. It was your choice ; a choice that you forced on him. And you never saw him again ? " " No. They left Edgecomb some years be- fore his death. When he was dying she sent for me, but she sent too late." Her voice sank at the words. " It was a tragedy. No wonder that you resented my supposing that you had never suf- fered. I am far more sorry for you than I seem to be ; I did not mean to be unsympa- thetic, but I could not help saying that I thought you in the wrong. Will you forgive my plain speaking ? " Theodora fixed her clear eyes upon him. "I will forgive anything but an untruth. If 58 THE CONING OF THEODORA. you had let me think that you approved of what I did, while in reality you were con- demning me, I should not have forgiven you." " You are exacting. Do you always demand the whole truth from your friends?" " Yes." "You give it in return," and a smile played about his lips at the recollection of some of her remarks. " By the way, I am going to preach another sermon with extracts of Emer- son in it, which I hope you will like." She had not sufficient pliability to turn easily from her tragic memories to another subject, and besides she took him seriously. " You care too much whether you please people with your sermons or not," she said bluntly. " It is very natural ; indeed, I con- sider you quite humble when I remember that you are the centre of interest in a small New England town," she added with a smile. " I suppose in this quiet little place it must be hard not to get absorbed in the details of your profession, weddings, and funerals, and ser- mons, and parish calls." He laughed outright. " Really, Miss David- son, sermons, and weddings, and funerals, and THE COMING OF THEODORA. 59 parish calls may be insignificant trifles, but if you leave these ' details,' as you call them, out of a minister's life, there is n't much left." She was vexed by his manner. " I only meant that if you were burning with the mes- sage you had to give, you would have no time to worry over the way in which it was given ; and if your heart were sufficiently in the parish calls, it would be no effort to make them." Theodora always had a ready-made judg- ment about everything and everybody, but, like other ready-made articles, it did not al- ways fit. In the present case she was far from having taken the correct measure of her companion. He had too little vanity or too much humor to be hurt by her words, and bade her good-by at her gate in a friendly spirit. "Mrs. Underwood is really very ill," he said with a smile ; " so I trust you will approve of my going to see her." She had recovered her poise and smiled back at him. " It was abominably rude of me to criticise you as I did. I am very sorry, but thinking about that terrible part of my 60 THE COMING OF THEODORA. life completely upset me. Will you forgive me?" " The only thing I can never forgive in my friends is lack of truth," he quoted mis- chievously. " If you had made me think you approved of me, while in reality you were condemning me, I could not have for- given you." V. IN October Theodora achieved a triumph. After Mrs. Shimmin's portrait was finished she induced Marie and Edward to go on a driving-journey through Berkshire, while she contentedly stayed at home to take care of the children. It was a satisfaction to have these curly-headed, engaging little beings entirely dependent upon her. She devoutly wished that the younger ones were not called by such fancy names as Gladys and Guy. She was sure that it was her sister-in-law's taste ; and, after all, what else could be expected from a woman whose parents had set the example by calling her Marie? Even Theodora's own namesake had her good, old-fashioned name contracted to Dora, which had a weak sound. However, the children did not seem at all repressed by their appellations, but were as mischievous, and had as constant a tendency to soil their pinafores, as if they had been plain Mary and John. 62 THE COMING OF THEODORA. During the absence of her brother and his wife, Theodora, among other things, found time to rearrange and clean the studio thor- oughly, as well as to look over some family letters that had been stored in the barn ever since the days of her grandfather. She also turned a little storeroom upstairs into a com- fortable den for Edward. Everything was in readiness before the end of the fortnight, and she awaited the return of the travelers with impatience. They came back in excellent spirits. The weather had been perfect, they had met charm- ing people, and the trip had been in every way a great success. " And we could n't have taken it, dear Theo- dora, if it had n't been for you," said Marie gratefully. " It was only a pleasure to stay here," Theo- dora returned. " And now I want you to come into the studio and see what I have done there," she added proudly. " You have n't done anything to the studio ! " said Edward in consternation. " Efficient be- ing ! was n't it enough for you to have the house painted, the buggy renovated, and the THE COMING OF THEODORA. 63 barn altered ? Was n't it enough to spruce up the resting-place of the dead Davidsons without sprucing up the working-place of their descendants ? " " Come and see for yourself what I have done," said Theodora with a smile. "You know you always approve of my alterations after you are used to them." She opened the door into the studio as she spoke. At the first glance Edward saw that it had wholly changed its character. It was a prim room now, exquisitely neat, charming in a way, for Theodora had good taste, with a certain flavor of quaintness about it ; a room, in short, which seemed the fitting shrine for some dainty maiden lady, some Miss Davidson of bygone times, but not a comfortable work- ing-place for a poor, average, clumsy man and his busy wife. " Well, you 've done it now, Theodora," he said. " Done what ? Don't you think it is pretty ? " she asked anxiously. " Adorably, deliciously pretty. I was merely admiring your taste." " You see that I have taken away those dull- 64 THE COMING OF THEODORA. blue hangings," she went on. " They were charming- in color, but they were too faded and spotted to stay up any longer ; and I hope you like the dotted-muslin window-curtains that I have substituted for them. I made them my- self." " Have you burned up the hangings ? " Ed- ward inquired in a subdued voice. " Oh, no ; I have made two lovely cushions out of the best part of them. You can see them over there in the window ; and was n't it wonderful that I was able to match them so well in the new covers for the cushions on the window-seats ? " " I would have given a great deal if you had found it convenient to save those hangings intact," said Edward. "They were full of associations." " I am sorry, dear, but I did n't see the as- sociations and I did see the spots ; and, be- sides, now you will have the added association that your sister made them into cushions. I could n't remember just how the things went before, and I have tried to arrange them with a little more system. You see I have had that chest of drawers brought down from the THE COMING OF THEODORA. 65 spare room, so that all the odds and ends can be put in it. Do you see how exactly I have matched the cushions in getting the ribbon to tie back the curtains ? And I hope you like the new paper ? I got plain gray cartridge- paper, because I supposed, from your having it tacked up in part of the room, that you pre- ferred it to anything else." " That was very thoughtful of you," said Marie with an effort. " And what a pretty rug ! Where did that come from ? " " That is a present from me. Mrs. Shim- min and I chose it together." How could these sweet-tempered young people, with an almost abnormal dislike to hurting the feelings of their friends, do any- thing but praise her work? And yet, when they were left together in the studio while Theodora went to see about tea, Edward groaned : " It 's awfully pretty, but we shall never dare to make a mess here again. How could she have the floor shellacked? And, Heaven help us ! does she think the one object of a studio is to have its properties put neatly away?" , " The rug is lovely, and so are the new win- 66 THE COMING OF THEODORA. dow-cushions ; I am very glad to have them ; but, oh, Edward ! I had dreamed of a dull-red wall-paper." " Yes, I know, dear, and so had I." " But think how much worse it might have been ! " Marie suggested cheerfully. " She might have put on a dull-blue paper, that seems to be her favorite color, and then we could not have worked here at all." " No, she could n't have done that, for that would have been downright stupid, and Theo- dora is n't stupid." "How I hate those dotted-muslin window- curtains ! " said poor Marie ; " but it is a mercy she did n't put them at the north window. Oh, dear! I shall feel homesick here, and I can't paint in a room where I don't feel at home ; but the rug is lovely, and her inten- tions were so good." "That's just the trouble," said Edward. " Hush ! she is coming." "You really like it, don't you? " Theodora asked anxiously. " Of course you can change things about as much as you please, if I have ' spruced up,' as you call it, too much." " It 's awfully kind of you to permit that," THE COMING OF THEODOBA. 67 Edward observed ; then, as her face fell, he added quickly : "Of course we shall like it, only only I shall never dare to smoke among all these dainty things." " I am glad of that," Theodora assented promptly, " for I have noticed that when you smoke, the dining-room is permeated with the odor, for it goes through the cracks of the folding-doors ; so I have arranged a charming den for you upstairs, a real man's den, without a pretty thing in it ; and I have had the old desk moved down from the attic ; and I have sorted out the most valuable letters from one of the barrels in the barn, and have burned up the others, and I am going to get you to help me with the rest of them, and when we have sorted them all " " Satan finds some mischief still for busy hands to do," quoted Edward. " Theodora, I wish you had n't burned any of those letters ; you know I have always meant to write a life of our great-grandfather some time." " But you never would have had the pa- tience to look through the letters, and now, as soon as you and I have sorted the rest of them, you can begin on the life at once." 68 THE COMING OF THEODORA. Unfortunately Edward Davidson strongly objected to beginning any work at once. He liked to have a number of projects in his future horizon, castles in the air, that he could build in any style of architecture he pleased, provided he was not obliged to per- petuate them in the substantial form which achievement implies. He saw a dreary series of probabilities stretching out before him. " Theo," he asked, " are all the women in the West as energetic as you are ? " " Yes, and a great deal more so." " The East is good enough for me," he murmured. After tea Mr. Compton dropped in to greet the travelers, and was shown into the studio, where the family had assembled. " You see, Frank, that we are thoroughly reconstructed," Edward remarked, after they had gone through with the first greetings." " How charming the room is ! " said Frank. " I am so unobserving that at first I did n't notice the new curtains and wall-paper, al- though I saw that there was less of a fewer things around." " It is Theodora who has transformed us." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 69 " I guessed as much." He gave her a quick glance of approval that irritated both Marie and Edward, who considered it a mark of Philistinism to put primness and spotless neatness above charm and comfort. However, Francis Compton was in a mood to appreciate to the utmost the immaculate perfection of this room, for he was fresh from an encounter with an untidy housemaid. He had a feminine love of beauty and neatness, joined to a masculine ignorance as to the best means of obtaining them. His sister had kept house for him until she was married, but for the past two years he had passed through a series of domestic misfortunes. " How I envy you people ! " he said with a little sigh. " I have had chaos at my house all the week. My study is either so dusty that I can't stay in it, or else they are sweep- ing it when I want to write my sermon ; and as for the cook Mrs. Davidson," he asked in appealing tones, "can you please tell me how to prevent grease from coming on the top of soup?" " I should think that was a very simple 70 THE COMING OF THEODORA. matter," said Ned. "I should give up soup altogether, Fanny, my love." " Fanny" was his favorite nickname for his friend when he was absorbed in these household details. Theodora came to the rescue, and discussed cooking with their guest to his heart's con- tent, greatly to the amusement of her brother. " What should you do, Ned," Mr. Comp- ton inquired at last, " if you had a housekeeper who would never give you your breakfast until half past eight?" " I should fall down and kiss the hem of her garment. I have one who insists upon giving me mine at half past seven. Suppose we change housekeepers ? " he added airily, but a furious blush on Frank's part, and an indignant glance from Theodora, warned him that he had gone too far. " On the whole, I could n't give mine up," he added ; " and besides, she has promised to live with me always." Marie had already begun to have moments of regretting that this was the case. She hardly dared to breathe the thought, even to herself, Theodora was so good, and such a prop in the household ; yet she could not help THE COMING OF THEODOBA. 71 an occasional bitter twinge of jealousy when she acknowledged the superiority of her sister- in-law's management. Marie had been as anxious to be rid of housekeeping as Henry the Second was to be delivered from Thomas a Becket, only to find, when it was too late, like the remorseful king, that she would give worlds to recall her hasty words. Of course it would have been an easy matter to resume the housekeeping, now that she had returned rested and refreshed from Berkshire ; but Marie dreaded the disapproval of the ser- vants, who so evidently preferred their new mistress, and a sense of her own incompetency weighed her down. It did not occur to Theo- dora to offer to relinquish the care of the house, when Marie had seemed so delighted at the thought of giving it up ; she was waiting for some suggestion from her. Marie was ill and wretchedly out of spirits during the early part of the winter, and her sense of incapacity and uselessness increased, for she had to give up her painting, which in these days was all that kept alive her self- respect. She was extremely reserved, and did not open her heart, even to Edward, whose 72 THE COMING OF THEODORA. pleasure in his sister's society she would not spoil. She still loved Theodora, but her illu- sions concerning her were dispelled, and she had consequently a sense of irremediable loss and disappointment, which seemed, for the moment, to leave little behind it. Where had it all gone? Marie asked herself piteously before the winter was over, her passionate delight in her sister-in-law's mere physical presence, in her tall, straight figure, and her frank, blue eyes and smooth, brown hair ? There was a time when she had taken a keen enjoyment in the tones of her cheerful voice, and now none of these things quickened her pulses ; on the contrary, she was cold and apathetic when Theodora appeared, and some- times she felt ashamed that it should be so sometimes her sister-in-law's very attractions aroused in her a feeling of antagonism. She had idealized her in the beginning, and now she was paying the penalty, and underestimat- ing her to make the balance even. VI. . IN February the Davidson children were made happy by the arrival of a little brother. They had been spending the day with Essie Compton, and when they came home in the afternoon they were greeted with the good news. They were allowed to go upstairs to the dressing-room, that opened out of their mother's room, and there they saw a small bundle of blankets in the nurse's arms. A very red, wrinkled little face peered out of the wraps. The children looked at the baby in silence for a moment. "He isn't very pretty, is he, Aunt Theo- dora ? " observed Dora at last. " I wish he had come in a larger size," said poor Guy, who had been hoping for a brother old enough for a playfellow. " He will grow very fast," said Dora, with the wisdom of six. " But I want him in a larger size right off now." 74 THE COMING OF THEODORA. "What's his name, Aunt Theodora?" asked Gladys. " Nathaniel Bradlee Davidson." " Do you think that is a very pretty name, Aunt Theodora?" Gladys ventured. She had inherited her mother's desire to please. " I am fond of it, because my great-grand- father he is your great-great-grandfather, children was named Nathaniel Bradlee Da- vidson, and so was his son, and so was my father, and consequently it seems the best name in the world to me." Theodora took the small bundle from the nurse's arms with a sudden gesture of tender- ness. " You dear little thing ! " she exclaimed. " I am so glad there is to be another Nathaniel Bradlee Davidson. The first one was a gen- eral in the Revolutionary War, and my grand- father was a doctor, and your grandfather was a judge. It is a great thing to have come of a long line of God-fearing and law-abiding ancestors, children, and we ought all of us to be ashamed of ourselves if we do not accom- plish some useful work in the world." " I mean to be a stable-keeper when I grow THE COMING OF THEODORA. 75 up," said Guy, " and then I can drive horses all the time." " Be sure you give your aunt a very high horse to ride," said their father, who had come into the room unobserved by his sister. Theodora smiled. Edward had never seen her look so gentle, tender, and feminine. He recognized new possibilities in her as she bent her proud head to look into the tiny face that lay against her arm. " See his little foot, Edward," and she pulled back the blue-and-white blanket. " Did you ever see anything so small and yet so perfect ? " " Yes, I have seen three other pairs equally small and perfect." The little pink foot lay quiet in her strong hand. " Think how soon this tiny, tiny foot will have outstripped mine," she mused, " and Nathaniel Bradlee Davidson will have grown into a man, taking his part in the world, and mercilessly ordering his Aunt Theodora about ! " She already had a sense of possession in this small nephew which she did not feel with the other children, for was he not to be her especial charge from the very first? And 76 THE COMING OF THEODORA. was he not to bear the honorable family name ? Edward had consented to his being called Nathaniel Bradlee, to Theodora's great delight. Poor Marie, meanwhile, was so frail and ill that she could no longer control her jealousy. During the weeks which she spent upstairs Theodora naturally became more and more prominently the head of the household. As Marie heard her giving orders to the ser- vants, in her pleasant, even voice, she felt sure that they would never consent to be ruled by her again. She fancied she detected a pity- ing glance from Sarah, the housemaid, that seemed to say, " Poor thing, what a weak and inadequate mistress she is when compared with the energetic Miss Theodora ! " All well-trained domestics liked Miss Davidson, for she planned their work with system, and was indulgent to the conscientious. The inefficient nursery-maid, on the contrary, had shown a marked dislike to her ; but Theodora had sent her away, and had filled her place with an exemplary Scotchwoman, who believed in bringing up children by strict rule. Even the children always appealed now either to THE COMING OF THEODORA. 77 Elizabeth, their new nurse, or to their Aunt Theodora. One morning Gladys asked her mother if she might eat some candy that she had brought home with her from a children's party the night before ; and when she was told that she could have two pieces, Dora said severely, " Gladys, you are a naughty girl ; Aunt Theodora told you that you must n't eat the candy. Aunt Theodora is our mamma now that mamma is sick." Marie turned her face to the wall and shed bitter tears ; then she drew her baby close to her and gave him a passionate embrace. " She shall not come between us, you dear little thing," she thought, " even if she does supplant me in the affections of the older children." When Theodora entered the room a little later, she was surprised to see that her sister- in-law's cheeks were flushed. " I must take the children away ; I am afraid they are disturbing you," she said. " Please leave them ; they are not disturbing me," Marie entreated eagerly ; but Theodora, with the best intentions in the world, was 78 THE COMING OF THEODORA. inexorable, and made them go downstairs with her. Marie had a little dictionary by her side, and as soon as Theodora and the children had left her she turned to " Common English Christian Names of Men." She knew that Theodora wanted to call the baby Nathaniel Bradlee, and she had not had the courage as yet to make more than a feeble protest against this dreadful name ; but she meant to suggest a beautiful one, such as Valentine or Cyril, to her husband, who, until his sister had come, had never gainsaid her wishes. " My precious baby," she began, " you shall have the finest name that any little boy can have. How would you like Anthony, you darling ? Or Arthur ? That is a little too common now. What do you think of Brian ? Or Cyril ? That is one of the prettiest. Dennis is another of my favorites, but I don't like the sound of Dennis Davidson. Lionel is fine, but that means young lion, and, dar- ling, I hope you won't be that kind of a man, but will be gentle and courteous to every one, like your father." She commented in turn on each name that THE COMING OF THEODORA. 79 pleased her fancy, and reduced the number at last to Cyril, Lancelot, Norman, Reginald, and Valentine. The baby was born on Valentine's eve, which seemed a reason for giving him that name ; but it was not as imperative a reason as if his birthday had beqn on the fourteenth, and Valentine might be too fanciful if he lived to be an old man. " Theodora," Marie inquired timidly, when her sister-in-law brought in her tea that even- ing, " don't you think that Cyril would be a very good name for the baby ? Cyril Davidson sounds so well." It took a good deal of courage to ask this question. " Why, Marie ! " Theodora cried in conster- nation, " I thought the baby's name was settled. Edward told me that you had agreed that he should be called Nathaniel Bradlee." " But Nathaniel is such a of course it is a very good name," she added hastily, not wanting to hurt Theodora's feelings, " only don't you think he might object to it after he grew up ? So many people think it an ugly name." " If he is anything like our side of the house, 80 THE COMING OF THEODORA. he will be proud of a name that has been in the family for three generations." " But suppose he should be like my fam- ily ? " Marie asked with hesitation. " So many of us have had pretty names and cared about them. If he were to be called some- thing besides Nathaniel, which do you like best, Cyril, or Norman, or Reginald ? Or do you prefer Lancelot or Valentine ? " " I dislike them all, and so would he when he grew up. No man likes to go through life saddled with a fanciful name." " But do you think, Theodora, that a man likes to go through life saddled with an with a name that most people think is ugly?" " A plain name is n't any more of a draw- back to a man than a plain face, and it is a great advantage to him from a business point of view to have a name that is known through- out New England. Don't you agree with me ? " " I suppose it is an advantage," Marie ac- knowledged weakly. She had neither the physical strength nor the moral courage to pursue the subject at present. " I am sure you will grow fond of ' Nathan- iel,' " Theodora said cheerfully as she left the THE COMING OF THEODORA. 81 room. " There is nothing like having plea- sant associations with a name to make one care for it." Marie wondered if the same rule would work in Theodora's case, and if pleasant asso- ciations would endear Lancelot or Valentine to her, but she kept her thoughts to herself. As for Theodora, she was too thankful to have rescued one of her nephews from the infliction of a romantic name to have any sympathy for his mother's point of view. After her sister-in-law had departed, Marie drew her baby to her and gave a despairing sigh. " My precious love," she said, " I can't bear to have you called by that odious name Nathaniel, all because your aunt wishes it ; I am of no account any more ; but you are mine, mine, mine ! Nathaniel Bradlee Davidson, you are only her nephew, and yet you are to have her mark upon you. Nathaniel Bradlee, you poor little fellow, your mamma will call you Niel ! that will make a very pretty nickname. I am of no use to anybody, baby, and if I were to die I have no doubt that your Aunt Theodora would bring you up beautifully, a 82 THE COMING OF THEODORA. great deal better than I shall, you darling! How I hate her ! And yet how I love her, too ! for she is so good." When the day for the christening came, Marie was well enough to be lying on the sofa in the studio in a pale-blue wrapper. She looked as fair and sweet as a Fra Angelico angel. The two ministers had been summoned for the occasion : the Reverend Mr. Thorndyke was to take the preliminary part of the service and give the little fellow his name, as he was an old friend of the last Nathaniel Davidson ; and Mr. Compton was to make the concluding prayer. Marie wanted the christening to take place in the studio, for sentimental reasons ; but Edward had a sense of whimsical incongruity, as he noticed that the silver hair of the bene- volent old clergyman had a plaster cast of the Apollo Belvedere for a background. The head of Clytie kept watch in another corner, and the Venus de Milo looked at them benig- nantly from the top of a chest of drawers. There were copies from some of the old mas- ters on the walls ; Correggio's Diana was next to a Cupid and Psyche, while some of Marie's THE COMING OF THEODORA. 83 studies filled in the interstices. Paganism and Christianity seemed to meet as the old minister began his long prayer, unabashed by the motley company that Edward felt were gazing curiously at him from the walls. The three older children sat with big, round eyes fixed on their little brother, who looked very trim and nice in the long white dress that his aunt had daintily tucked and ruffled. His father held him in a tentative fashion, and presently the little fellow puckered up his red face and began to wail lustily. " Edward, he is n't comfortable ; let me take him," Theodora whispered. Edward re- linquished him, only too gladly, in spite of Marie's disapproval. The little creature stopped crying at once, and nestled his head against his aunt's strong arm. She looked very beautiful as she stood with the winter sun- light shining on her fine face, that was softened almost beyond recognition as she glanced down at the tiny person in her arms. The baby was very quiet during the minister's long prayer, but he gave one faint cry as the kind old man took him from his aunt. Then Mr. Thorndyke dipped his fingers in a silver bowl 84 THE COMING OF THEODORA. that stood on the table and touched the child's forehead. Theodora felt a thrill as she thought of the other Nathaniel Bradlee Davidsons who had once been as helpless as this baby, and had afterwards taken a useful part in the great world. There was a hush for a moment broken at last by Mr. Thorndyke's solemn voice : " Cyril, I baptize thee in the name of the Fa- ther, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost." Theodora seemed dazed, and glanced at her brother in a questioning way. He nodded as if to say, " It is all right." Her color rose, and an angry light shone in her eyes. The angel- like Marie's face wore an all too earthly ex- pression of triumph. Mr. Compton, who had heard the name discussed, looked sympathetic- ally from the mother to the aunt. Theodora did not hear one word of his concluding prayer. After the outsiders had departed, she con- fronted her brother with an unnatural calm in her voice, and an equally unnatural brilliancy about the eyes. " Why did you let that child have such an outlandish name as Cyril, after what you promised me ? " she asked. THE COMING OF THEODORA. 85 " Now, Theo, calm yourself." "I am calm enough," she said coldly. " Why did you allow it? " she persisted. " Because I found at the last minute, after the ministers had come, and while you were getting the little beggar, that his mother was worried almost to death at the idea of his be- ing called Nathaniel. Now, Theodora, do you honestly think it is a pretty name? " " It was a good enough name for three gen- erations of Davidsons." " That is true, my love, but it was not suffi- ciently euphonious for the fourth generation. My father did not like it well enough to give it to me." " If she had called him Edward, for you, I should not have minded ; but fancy carrying the name of Cyril through life ! " " It is better than Valentine." " Valentine would have been preposterous ; but, Edward, you promised me " " Look here, Theodora, what is a poor man to do, when his only sister says she shall die if his child is called Cyril, and his only wife says she shall die if he is called Nathaniel? We might have called him Cyril Nathaniel, or 86 THE COMING OF THEODORA. Nathaniel Cyril, to be sure, but the names don't seem to ' gee,' if you will excuse the col- loquialism." " Well, there is nothing to be done about it now," she said in tragic tones. Theodora went upstairs to her own room, and, after locking the door, flung herself down in the old-fashioned chintz armchair, and wrung and twisted her handkerchief through her fingers ; she was all ablaze with anger. She was too unused to self - analysis to be aware that her indignation arose quite as much from the fact that she had been de- feated by Marie as from the question of names. " The underhanded little thing ! " she said to herself. " If she had told me that she was going to call him Cyril, I should not have com- plained. And this is the woman to whom my brother has given his passionate affection ! " It did not once occur to her that her sister-in- law's lack of openness was the direct result of her own domineering will. Theodora had never been so angry since the night when she had defied her father so many years ago. Why was it, she asked herself, that insincere women without strength of character were the THE COMING OF THEODORA. 87 women who were idealized by men? She would willingly die for her brother. Had she not sacrificed all her cherished plans because she believed he needed her? and toiled for him patiently for nine long months ? And this was her reward ! At the first faint sug- gestion from his wife, he had broken his pro- mise to her. The strongest and the most unselfish love of a brother for a sister counted for nothing when put in the scale against the love of husband and wife. Theodora was a woman who craved with her whole passionate heart to be first with those whom she loved. What was the meaning of life? she asked herself. Was it to be one long struggle to do and to bear, with no reward in this world but to see her best beloved drift away to worship at some alien shrine? Was there nothing that a woman could call her own unless she had a husband and children ? As her anger in the present petty quarrel died away in her interest in these greater questions, she looked down absently at the handkerchief in her lap, and saw that she had torn it badly in her excitement. This insignificant circumstance brought her to herself with a shock. It terri- 88 THE COMING OF THEODORA. fied her to think that she had so far lost her self-control as to be unconscious of what she was doing. She thrust the handkerchief into the grate, and pressed it down with the tongs into the heart of a bed of coals. She watched it smoulder and burn, and then gave a little sigh of relief. The conflagration seemed to clear the atmosphere, and now that she was calmer she was able to do justice to her sister- in-law, and went downstairs, with a revulsion of feeling, to find her. Marie was still lying on the sofa in the studio, and Edward was ten- derly holding her hand. They started guiltily at her approach. " Marie," said Theodora penitently, " I am sorry that you did not tell me how much you wanted to name the baby Cyril. Of course you were the person to name him, and it was selfish of me to urge you to call him something else, but I did not know how much you cared." Marie colored rosy red and opened her arms wide to Theodora. " Dear, dear Theo- dora," she said, " I meant to call him Xa- thaniel, to please you ; but at the last moment it seemed as if I could not bear it : will you forgive me ? " VII. DUEING the weeks that Marie was upstairs, Theodora had rejoiced in having her brother to herself, for she thought it an excellent opportunity to counteract his wife's influence. Her sister-in-law's chief object was to make Edward comfortable and happy, whereas her own cherished desire, as she had confided to Frank Compton, was to develop his latent powers. It was inexcusable for a man with such unusual talents to fritter away his life. He did not seem inclined to begin one of the important pictures for which he so often found a subject, and, as she knew nothing about art, she decided to turn her attention to his literary career. He had been class poet in college, and in his younger days had fre- quently dreamed of distinguishing himself in literature. Theodora was sure that he was exactly the person to write the biography of their Revolutionary ancestor, and conse- quently, evening after evening, she made him 90 THE COMING OF THEODORA. read over old family letters with her, and put aside those which might be useful in the Life of General Nathaniel Bradlee Davidson. At first he had been amused by the letters, as he was by all new things, and had rashly expressed his interest, in his somewhat exag- gerated fashion. " Theo," he said, as they sat together cosily one evening in the studio, " how nice it is that you are here, and what a jolly thing it is to have ancestors ! By the way, how thoughtful it is in Providence to provide all of us with them ! A poor fellow may miss the joy of descendants, but ancestors, like the poor, are with him always." In the course of time, however, Edward deeply regretted the ubiquitous quality of his ancestors, for he found the perusal of their letters an intolerable bore. Theodora also interested herself in making out the Davidson genealogy, but her brother gave her slight assistance in this pursuit. There are limits which the most amiable of men cannot pass. " I wish to Heaven that I had been a work- house foundling," he once said to Marie, " or THE COMING OF THEODORA. 91 that all of my ancestors had been hanged ! They were such a terribly upright race, too ! If I could only learn of a Davidson who had forged, or committed a murder, I should have a feeling of thorough satisfaction, but they were so monotonously exemplary and ener- getic ! They make me feel as if I wanted to burn down somebody's house, or run off with somebody's money, just to vary the family record." "Why don't you tell Theodora how you feel ? " his wife asked with a smile. " Good heavens, Marie ! I should as soon think of telling you that Cyril bores me, or that I should be pleased if Guy and Gladys could be quietly drowned in the river. Her ancestors are to Theo what our descendants are to us." " I am sure it is a fine thing to have come of such a noble race," said Marie. " It would be all very well except that they set a standard. I don't mind people's being good, if they only won't expect me to follow in their footsteps. What do you suppose Theodora is trying for now? She wants to turn me into a model citizen. She says that I 92 THE COMING OF THEODORA. am one of the richest men in town, as if that were my fault and not my misfortune. I can't help it if my ancestors worked like bees and hoarded up a little pile of money, and I don't see why I must assume responsibilities that are not of my own making. She thinks that, because I am one of the richest and idlest men in Edgecomb, I ought to go to town-meeting, and take an active part in all the town projects. She wants me to be one of the selectmen. I tell her that I am a suf- ficiently select man as it is." So long as Theodora had confined her at- tention to improving his property, Edward had remained quiescent ; now that she had begun to attempt to improve himself, he grew restive. Why in thunder did a man settle in the country? Had he been of an active, stirring temperament he would have lived in the city. He did not want to " improve each shining hour ; " far from it ! His mission in life was, not to do a great work, but to amuse himself and charm his friends. Would he be as much beloved if he dashed into the arena of the town-meeting, and took sides in all the petty questions that divided his fellow towns- men? THE COMING OF THEODORA. 93 Of course he did not say all this to Theo- dora, for Theo would not have liked it. He could not bear to destroy that ideal of him which she had enshrined in her heart ever since they were boy and girl together. He did not want to have her learn suddenly what it had taken him a dozen years to discover, namely, the probability that he never would become either the artistic or literary genius that in those far-away days he had beguiled her into thinking he was to be. When Marie was well enough to come down- stairs, she too was treated to the letters of General Nathaniel Bradlee Davidson. She thought them insufferably tedious ; but it pained her less to seem to listen to them, while she was in reality thinking about her next picture or planning her children's clothes, than it would have done to hurt her sister-in- law's feelings. How Marie sighed for the dear, delightful, vagrant evenings of a year ago, when she and Edward sat in the all too dusty studio, while he smoked and she sewed, and they chatted about trifles, or else he read aloud some amusing novel ! Theodora by no means despised novels, and had read a number of 94 THE COMING OF THEODORA. them aloud in the past nine months, but she was a woman who was always intensely inter- ested in the subject at hand. Unhappily for Edward, the sorting of the family letters could not go on forever. By April the flowers had been culled from the weeds, so to speak, and had been put in his desk, tied in neat bundles and ready for im- mediate use. " There is no reason for delaying your work any longer, Edward," Theodora said with de- cision one bright morning. " I will escort you to the den now, and leave you to begin your task, for everything is ready." " Theo, I am going up the river to make a sketch this morning." " So you said yesterday, but you came back without a sketch. You might as well begin to-day as to put it off any longer." "My darling, my beloved and cherished Theodora, you do not understand these things. I have no stirrings of the muse to-day. I must wait until I am in the right mood to begin." " You have said that all winter, dear. If you wait for the right mood, you will never accomplish anything." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 95 " Was n't it George Eliot who said that 'genius must never cramp its glorious wings by writing, unless the spirit of the muse moves ' ? " he inquired insinuatingly, impro- vising the quotation with guilty facility. " I don't think so. You must have got it mixed up with what somebody else said, for it does not sound like her. She said that 'genius implies hard work.' ' " Then, Theo, it is barely possible that you have overrated my ability, and that I have merely talent. Indeed, my dear, I begin to doubt my capacity for the job." " And I begin to doubt your desire for it. If you have no intention of writing this life of our great-grandfather, please say so at once ; no one compels you to do it. It is what you always have said you meant to do, ever since we were children." Should he own that he did not have suffi- cient patience for the task? Or should he honestly try to accomplish this piece of work, which covered an interesting period of history, and was well worth the doing? He tempo- rized. " It would be awfully interesting if it were 96 THE COMING OF THEODORA. well done," he acknowledged ; " but, after all, the ground has been covered so many times that I don't believe I could ever get it pub- lished. You have no idea, Theodora, how hard it is to find a publisher, even for the best books." " I suppose it is ; but you can at least ar- range the letters in such a form that your sons can read them by and by. As they are now, no one will ever take the trouble to decipher them, but your handwriting is as legible as copperplate." " I have at least improved upon the old general in that particular." " Indeed you have. You can copy the let- ters, and put in a few connecting links, and have a pamphlet printed for private circula- tion, if you do nothing more. You would be much happier if you had a regular occu- pation." " Yes ? If so, I am almost afraid to risk it. I am awfully happy as it is, Theodora. If I become any happier, I don't think I can stay on this earth." Theodora could not help laughing, but she did not give up her point. THE COMING OF THEODORA. 97 " Edward Davidson, will you, or will you not, copy some letters this morning? As I said before, no one compels you to do it. It is only a little thing that I ask as a favor." Edward yielded because it was easier to yield than to contest the point. He had evaded his fate for two months ; he felt that he coidd escape it 110 longer. He went up to his den and had a good smoke. As he was a sociable man, he did not like being shut away from the others while he smoked, and neither did he enjoy working alone, but, nev- ertheless, in the two hours of his solitary confinement he actually copied three letters. Theodora was radiant when she saw what he had done. It was all very well for once, but there was a to-morrow coming, in fact a long succession of bright spring to-morrows, when he wanted to be out in his boat, or dreamily drinking in the fragrant air on some hillside while he dashed off a hurried sketch, or hunted for wild-flowers with the children. " You know nobody likes an out-of-door life more than I do," Theodora returned, one morning, when he gave the glorious weather as 98 THE COMING OF THEODORA. an excuse for not working. " I can sympa- thize with your feeling entirely, but you will have all the rest of the day for out-of-doors, and I am sure you will enjoy yourself a great deal better if you do a little work first. If you once give up working for a day, it will be hard to resume the habit. Do copy at least one letter to please me," she entreated. It was easier to copy one letter than to have a discussion, but Edward went up to his den in an angry frame of mind. Theo was a fine girl and he loved her dearly, but if she was to live with him for the rest of his life and insist upon his distinguishing himself either in lit- erature or art, or town politics, he should go out and hang himself at the first convenient opportunity. When he unburdened himself to Marie she reproved him gently, although she could not help a secret sense of triumph at the turn that affairs had taken. " She is a splendid woman, and I wish I were half as superior," she said. " Marie, dear, I should have deserted you long ago if you had been. Happily, one can get a divorce from an uncongenial wife. One can leave home, as Theodora did, if one has THE COMIXG OF THEODORA. 99 uncongenial parents. But, ye gods ! how is one to escape from a sister whose only fault is her superiority? You can't get a divorce from a sister, and neither can you turn her out of your house when you have asked her to live with you forever. Who would have thought that a fine-looking, conscientious, attractive, efficient girl could have contrived to make herself so insufferable in one short year ? " " Dear," said Marie soothingly, " think how much she has done for us. You will love her as well as ever to-morrow. You are vexed because she made you go to town-meeting last night, and insisted upon your copying those letters to-day ; but really, Ned, it will be a fine thing if you do write a book about your great-grandfather. We shall have a little change to-morrow," she added, for they were going to spend a few days with Frank Comp- ton's sister. " Yes, Heaven be praised ! Charlotte Pres- ton is almost as much of a trump as old Fanny. To be sure, her husband is a trifle particular, being a minister ; but he is a sym- pathetic soul, and when he knows my suffer- ings, I think he will let me smoke in the 100 THE COMING OF THEODORA. drawing-room, and swear a little, in a quiet and genteel way, of course ; and perhaps, if he knows the whole state of the case, he will consent to let me relieve myself by setting fire to his stable." VIII. THAT evening Frank Compton came to give the Davidsons messages for his sister. " Mrs. Davidson," he said, as he settled himself comfortably in the studio, where she and Theodora were sitting, " I have made up my mind that I can't leave the study as it is any longer. Marianne, my housemaid, says it is disgraceful, and I ani afraid she is right. The Association is to dine with me next month, and I must have it in order before that time. If you will ask Charlotte to get a carpet, and some curtains and things, I shall be greatly obliged to you." " You are going to change that room ? " Marie asked in a low tone. " Yes, I can't help it ; the carpet is actually in rags, and the curtains and two of the chair- coverings are past redemption." " Then I suppose she would be the first to wish it," Marie said, with a little sigh. ' What are the dimensions of the room ? " she inquired presently. 102 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " I have n't the faintest idea. I thought perhaps you and Ned would be so good as to look it over to-morrow morning, and see what colors would go best there, and how much I need of everything. I know it is asking a great deal, but you have been so awfully good to me, and your own house is so pretty, and I don't know in the least what I ought to have." Theodora could not help joining in the dis- cussion that followed, for house-decoration was as stimulating to her as the battle is to the war-horse. She threw herself into the question of reconstruction with such ardor that it was finally settled that she and Marie should go to the parsonage the next morning to overlook the study and take the requisite measurements. " By the way," said Edward, who sauntered in at this point, "how are the new servants working ? " Frank's domestic affairs had had the variety and picturesqueness of a dime novel of late, to quote one of Edward's phrases. " I am not sure of Nora, but Marianne is a trump. You can tell Charlotte that I have n't THE COMING OF THEODORA. 103 been so well off since she was married. I can have my ' evening out ' now as often as I like, for if she says she will stay with Essie she keeps her word." " If I am not mistaken, I met her in the vil- lage half an hour ago with Patrick O'Brien." " It is impossible ! She promised that she would not leave the house, and besides she is too self-respecting a girl to have anything to do with that O'Brien fellow. It must have been her sister Lizzie." " Has she a twin sister, who wears a gray dress just like hers, and a hat with red roses in it ? " " I don't know their clothes, but you could n't have seen Marianne, for I am as sure of her as I should be of you." " If she is like me, she must be a perfect treasure, must n't she, Theodora ? What ! are you going so soon, Frank ? " " Yes ; if there is any chance that Essie is left alone, I must go back, although I am sure Marianne would not break her promise." When Mr. Compton reached the parsonage he rang the bell, instead of letting himself in with his latch-key. To his infinite relief, 104 THE COMING OF THEODORA. Marianne appeared promptly. She was as demure and respectful as usual, and as he glanced at her slight, lady-like figure and gentle face he was ashamed of his doubts, and yet he felt it incumbent upon him to inquire if she had been at home all the evening. " And why should I go out, sir ? " she asked reproachfully. " Did n't I promise you that I would stay in ? " and she raised her innocent blue eyes to his with a grieved expression. " I was sure it was a mistake, but somebody thought he saw you in the village with that O'Brien fellow. I don't like his looks, Ma- rianne." " I don't myself," she assented ; then she added, " It must have been my sister Lizzie who was with him, sir." " If I had a sister who knew him, I should warn her against him, for he drinks." Marianne did not reply, but turned to go back to the kitchen. " Oh, see here, Marianne," he called after her, " there seemed to be very few towels and pillow-cases in the linen-closet when I went for some towels this morning. Do you know where they are ? " THE COMING OF THEODORA. 105 " Yes, sir, there were a great maiiy in the wash this week." " Ought n't they to be out of the wash by Friday ? " he asked with hesitation. He dis- liked exceedingly to reprove this delicate, refined-looking creature. " Yes, sir ; they ought to be ironed by Tues- day night, but it rained the first of the week." "Marianne, some ladies are coming in the morning to take the measure for the new cur- tains and carpet in the study. You must see that the room is in order, and if I am not at home you must have the yardstick and tape- measure ready." A shade came across Marianne's face. " Of course it is as you please, sir, but I could have taken the measurements, and gone to Boston and bought anything you required." " You are very kind, but my sister will get the things for me." Early the next morning Dobbin, the worthy but lazy white horse, was harnessed into the rejuvenated buggy, and Theodora drove Marie down to the parsonage. It was a pleasant, square, old-fashioned white house, standing a little back from the street, with two great 106 THE COMING OF THEODOEA. horse-chestnut trees, one on either side of the bricked walk which led from the gate to the door. Marianne met them with the news that Mr. Gompton had been called away to see a sick parishioner, and she showed them into the study at the right of the hall with her habitual air of imperturbable respect. " It seems a shame to have to alter this dear old room," said Marie, as they crossed its threshold. " It is full of the things that belonged to Mrs. Compton ; Frank would not have anything changed." Theodora glanced about her with inter- est. " How charming that is ! " she said, as she paused to examine the white mantelpiece, carved with festoons of leaves, which was op- posite her as she entered the study. In front of the fireplace stood Mr. Comp- ton's study-table, a commodious affair, with numerous drawers and an ink-splashed green cover. In one corner of the room was an up- right piano, and over it hung a banjo tied with a ribbon that had once been pink. In an- other corner was a Davenport desk, and above it was a portrait of Mrs. Compton. Theodora gave an exclamation of surprise as her eyes THE COMING OF THEODORA. 107 reached this point in her survey. " What an interesting face ! " " Is n't it ? Edward painted her long ago, before she was married." " It is the best piece of work he ever did ; very sketchy, of course, but the eyes seem alive as they look at us. What beautiful dark eyes ! like Essie's, only with a soul in them. Why has nobody told me anything about her?" Theodora stood spell-bound before the pic- ture of the dark-haired girl, with her Spanish coloring, and pathetic, earnest, passionate eyes. It was a life-size sketch of her head and shoulders against a dusky background, framed in tarnished gold. She wore a white dress of some shimmering material, which caught the light, and the only bright bit of color in the picture was a deep-red rose at her throat. " Was she unhappy when she was a girl? " Theodora asked. " She has a half sad, half dissatisfied expression that I can't quite make out." " I don't think she was unhappy. I fancy she was passionate and intense, like Essie, only with fascination. She was full of talent. She 108 THE COMING OF THEODORA. and Edward used to act together in private theatricals, and he says that she was a capital actress and wanted to go on the stage. I im- agine she was something of a flirt, for she had all the boys in town in her train ; but as soon as Frank Compton came upon the scene nobody else had a chance, for they fell in love with each other at first sight. They were ideally happy. Edward is n't sure it would have lasted, for she was an erratic creature, and thirsted for excitement ; but I think it would, for Frank is so fine, and she was very devoted to him during the year of their marriage. Edward says he never saw such a change in any one." Theodora looked from the intense young face, that seemed glowing with life even when seen merely through the medium of paint and canvas, to its dingy surroundings, and she had a longing to escape into the air and sun- shine, out of this room full of bitter and sweet suggestions, where she had no business to be, she, the clear-headed, practical woman of af- fairs. She had a quick shrinking from the knowledge that there was pain in the world which was greater than she could imagine. THE COHflNG OF THEODORA. 109 "Can't we keep a part of the carpet and have the floor painted around the edge?" Marie was asking, and Theodora came back to the present with an effort. "Those curtains are hopeless," Marie de- cided, after the carpet had been thoroughly discussed. " If you will measure them, I will measure the floor." Theodora mounted a mahogany chair with a worn flowered chintz cover, and began to take the measurements. At this moment the door opened with a bang, and Essie, flushed and stormy-eyed, rushed into the room. " What are you doing here in my papa's study ? " she asked, in the voice in which the biggest of the three bears addressed Silver- hair. Marie gave a little start. Theodora, who had never overcome her antagonism to this child, glanced down at her half contemptu- ously. " We are here because your father asked us to come," she replied succinctly. " What are you doing? " " Essie, darling," said Marie gently, " your 110 THE COMING OF THEODOSA. papa thinks that he must have a new carpet and paper and curtains, so that the ministers may be comfortable when they come here next month." " I don't want anything changed," Essie cried passionately. " My dear mamma bought the curtains and carpet." " They were very pretty then, dearest, but they are ragged now, and your mamma would not like your papa to have ragged things in his study, for she was very particular. Every- thing else will be here just the same, her pic- ture and the piano, and her desk and all her little things. Dearest Essie, be reasonable. You are only seven years old " " Seven and a half," Essie corrected. " And your papa is a grown-up man. He knows what is best, and you love him so much that I am sure you want to please him." Essie was silent a moment, and glanced angrily at Theodora. " Why is she here ? " she demanded in a fierce whisper. "Can't you get along with- out her?" Theodora overheard the question, and turned to look down at the tempestuous child. THE COMING OF THEODORA. Ill " Essie," she said dryly, " your papa asked me to come here this morning, but if you wish to send me home I will go, and you can tell him that you prefer to choose the guests who are to come to his house." Essie was brought to her usual self-con- scious, awkward, painfully shy self by these words. She relapsed into silence and presently quitted the room, retiring to a corner of the staircase, where she sobbed as if her heart would break. " I must comfort the poor little soul," said Marie ; and when Mr. Compton came home, a few minutes later, he found the two sitting together on the stairs. Essie's dark head was lying in Mrs. Davidson's lap, while she tenderly stroked the child's forehead. Theodora could hear Marie's gentle expos- tulations with Essie, and Frank's explanations to his daughter. She longed to have them give the child the shaking she so richly de- served, instead of condescending to argue with her. " Essie," said her father at last, " you will tumble your Aunt Marie's nice dress with that tousled black hair of yours. By the way, I 112 THE COMING OF THEODORA. am thinking of having her hair cut, she is so uncomfortable ; on a day like this she really suffers." " I would," said Marie. " Children are so much more comfortable with short hair, and it would be more becoming to her." This reminded Theodora that it would be a good plan to have her nieces' hair cut, but in the hurry of the preparations for Marie's journey she forgot to broach the subject. Her brother and his wife were much re- freshed mentally by their outing, in spite of the severe heat which followed them, but Marie was greatly fatigued physically. It frightened her to find how little strength she had, and that the least adverse circumstance brought her to the verge of tears. Edward, however, was so devoted and considerate that even the jolting car-ride was not wholly unen- durable. " Dearest," Marie said, as the train ap- proached Edgecomb, "what bliss it has been to have these three days with you ! " " We could not have gone without Theo- dora," he reminded her. They smiled at the mention of her name, THE COMING OF THEODORA. 113 and felt a little guilty, for they had not been able to refrain from a few remarks, made to each other in the strictest confidence, concern-- ing- the pleasure of having a vacation from her. They were too loyal, however, to give even a hint to outsiders of the state of the case. Edward had business in the village, so Marie went home without him. As Michael drove up to the front gate, she noticed Guy's bright face at the window, and then there was a quick pattering of little feet. " Don't say a word, Gladys," said Dora, gleefully ; " we '11 see if she notices." As the front door opened, Gladys, in spite of Dora's caution, rushed forward and cried : " Look at me, mamma ! And look at Dora ! Don't we look comfortable ? We feel so cool ! " Two red spots were burning in Mrs. David- son's cheeks. " My little girls," she said, " my naughty, naughty little girls! who told you that you could have your hair cut ? " " Aunt Theodora told us that we could have our hair cut," replied Dora, emerging from the parlor with her little cropped head. 114 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " I should like to kill your Aunt Theodora," said their mother under her breath. The children could not hear the exclama- tion, but they saw that something was wrong. " Don't you like it, mamma ? " Gladys in- quired anxiously. " Aunt Theodora said you thought children were more comfortable with short hair in hot weather. We were sure you would be pleased. Aunt Theodora said we could have it done, and Essie was hav- ing her hair cut, and it was such a good chance ; and you were away, so we could not ask you." " It is all very well for Essie to have that long, straight mane of hers cut, but your curly hair was so picturesque and so pretty ! Oh, my darlings ! I shall never have my curly- headed little girls any more ! " and she sank tearfully into a chair in the studio. Gladys's golden cropped head was instantly in her mother's lap, but the cropped brown head of Dora was defiant. " Aunt Theodora said " she began. " You should not have minded what your Aunt Theodora said. You should not have had your hair cut without asking me. You THE COMING OF THEODORA. 115 were very naughty children. Aunt Theodora is not your mother." " Dear mamma," said Gladys, " dear, dear, darling mamma, I am so sorry ! " " Oh ! you don't seem like my little girls ! This is too much ! I can never forgive her. Oh dear, oh dear ! How pretty your hair was ! And it may never curl again. It may make a difference all your lives. I can never, never forgive her." The little girls looked at their mother in a wondering way. They felt vaguely that they had been very naughty, but that Aunt Theo- dora had been very naughty, too. There was some comfort in this reflection. When Edward hurried in a little late to tea, he could not but notice that something was amiss, as he glanced at his wife's flushed face. What is the matter now? he thought in dismay, as he talked with elaborate gayety of Frank Compton's latest domestic misfor- tune, the discharge of Nora, his cook, for in- temperance. " The poor fellow seems fated," he ended. There was an ominous silence, broken at last by Marie, who asked him if he had seen the children. 116 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " The children ? No. Has anything hap- pened to them ? " he asked anxiously. '"Yes. Theodora has had their hair cut," she announced in tragic tones. " Oh, is that all ? " he said with relief. " All ? " Marie's lip quivered, and she looked at her husband reproachfully. She felt the hot tears rising to her eyes, and she had a desperate wish to keep from giving way be- fore her sister-in-law. "You used to like their curly hair," she managed to say. " Marie," said Theodora, " I am very sorry I had their hair cut, as I have spent the last half hour in telling you, but the mischief is done and cannot be undone." " No, it can't," Marie assented drearily. " It is better than if it had to be cut because they had the typhoid fever," Edward sug- gested soothingly. At these words Marie precipitately left the table. " I am so sorry, Edward," Theodora said penitently. " I suppose I ought to have con- sulted her, but I never thought she would take it in this way. It is all my fault." " It is partly the heat," he said, " and she has n't got back her strength." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 117 That night, as Edward soothed and com- forted his wife, telling her she was dearer to him than six Theodoras, he wondered gloomily what the outcome of all this was to be. " And, by the way," he proceeded with af- fected cheerfulness, " think how grateful we ought to be that I have n't half a dozen sisters, dearest. Fancy six Theodoras planning our life for us ! Let us remember to be thankful for all our mercies." " Edward, I wish you would ever take things seriously." He had been trying, poor fellow, not to take things too seriously. " Little girl," he said gently, " it was only the other night that you told me I was too hard on her." "I know she is good, but she is turning me into a shrew. If she would only go away, I think I could be myself again. How I wish she would get married ! but she is so conscien- tious she never will leave us for any other rea- son, and there is nobody for her to marry." " There is old Frank," he suggested. " The poor fellow needs looking after sadly." " Frank will never think of marrying again," she said, shocked at her husband's levity. 118 THE COMING OF THEODORA. "She would just suit him," Edward went on, pleased with this new idea, " for he likes order and neatness and that sort of thing, and he admires her immensely. He would be much better off if he were married. Marie, I have a brilliant idea ; I mean to offer him Theodora ! " IX. A FEW days after this conversation, Edward was summoned to the telephone. " Can't you come down and spend the even- ning with me ? " Frank Compton asked. " I haven't a servant in the house, and I can't leave Essie." "What 'sup now?" " I '11 tell you when you come. I don't care to shout my woes through the telephone." " This is the worst yet," Frank said, as the two friends were sitting together in his study. " Marianne, whom I thought such a treasure, and who was doing the cooking as well as her own work, has decamped." " You don't say so ! However, / don't call decamping so bad as getting drunk." " But she has gone off with a lot of our spoons and forks. She was going to be mar- ried and " A shout of laughter interrupted his revela- tions. " Going to be married, is she? Well, 120 THE COMING OF THEODORA. it is a good scheme to gather in a few wed- ding presents. I am surprised that you don't sympathize with her, Fanny, my love. Why did n't you throw in the candlesticks, as the good bishop did in ' Les Miserables ' ? Hon- estly, Frank, don't you think she would have found the candlesticks useful in her new home?" " You may laugh as much as you please," Frank said in an offended tone, "but you wouldn't find it a laughing matter if your old family silver had been stolen." " I wish somebody would steal our old fam- ily letters. But, Frank, surely you can get it again ? " " I told you she had decamped. She is married and starting for California by this time." " Tell me all about it. This is the most thrilling thing yet." " I noticed that there were very few pillow- cases and towels in the linen closet, but Ma- rianne assured me that there had been an unusual number in the wash." " And, having as great confidence in her as you have in me, you could not doubt her sweet face. I understand." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 121 " Two evenings ago she came to tell me that she wanted to spend the night with her sick sister. Of course I let her go, and when she did not come back in the morning I supposed Lizzie was worse, and so I did not send for her until evening ; and Essie and I feasted on canned things and crackers. After tea, Dr. Reycroft, who had a patient living in the neighborhood, offered to hunt her up, for I could not leave Essie, and he returned with the astounding intelligence that she had not been near her sister. In the morning I went there, and found Lizzie in an excited and tear- ful state of mind " " AVearing a gray gown, and a black hat with red roses in it, I presume? " " Come, don't sit 011 a fellow when he 's down. She told me that Marianne had doubt- less married that scamp of a Patrick O'Brien, in spite of her numerous warnings and entrea- ties, and started for California with him. I went home with a sinking of the heart, for I had a vision of pillow-cases and towels, and I made an inventory of my possessions. My stock of towels, pillow-cases, table-cloths, and napkins was suspiciously low ; while half a 122 THE COMING OF THEODORA. dozen small forks, two large ones, half a dozen teaspoons, and a little silver cream-pitcher that was my mother's had vanished. It is n't so much that I mind what she has taken " " There you go again, Monseigneur Bien- venu ! I was sure you would have given her the candlesticks had you known of her contem- plated departure." " Will you keep quiet ? It is an awful set-down to one's pride to find one's self so mistaken in a face. Why, that girl had the sweetest, the most honest and demure face in the world. I trusted her with everything. And how did she repay me ? She even went so far as to plan refurnishing my study herself, and ordering too much of everything, so that she could have the remnants. That scheme did not work, however." " Women are deceitful creatures. It takes one of their own sex to find them out. Both Marie and Theo said they never liked that girl's face. Theo went so far as to say that she would not trust her out of her sight." "Did she? I tell you, Ned, such an ex- perience makes one marvel at the intuition of women, and at their brains, too. It takes THE COMING OF THEODORA. 123 the brain of a Napoleon to run a house. I would rather write twenty sermons than keep house one week ; yet keeping house is a thing which has been thrust upon me, and is likely to stay with me to the end of the chapter, for I can't board, on account of Essie." " Why don't you try another housekeeper ? " " That is worse than anything else. Why, oh why, did my sister ever get married ? " " Why don't you get married ? " " I ? I have so much to offer a woman ! Not that I have n't thought of it ; and last night I was so desperate that I was ready to offer myself in turn to every woman in the parish until I found one who would take me." " You would n't have to go far." " What do you mean ? " " I mean the first woman you lighted upon would be only too glad to take you." " Don't, Ned ; I can't stand you when you are like that. Women are not so anxious to* marry." " Did I say they were ? I merely meant that you are uncommonly attractive to the 124 THE COMING OF THEODORA. sex. And honestly, Frank, any woman would be a fool not to take you." " I 'm much obliged for your good opinion, but I happen to be equally sure that any wo- man would be a fool to take me. It would be an awkward matter to ask a woman to be your wife when you were not in love with her." " It would, rather," Edward admitted ; " but you might strike one who was unromantic." " Ned, you little appreciate your blessings, with a wife and sister both devoted to you, and ready to shield you from the wear and tear of every-day life. I have spent my whole day in the intelligence-offices in Boston, and I can't find any ' lady ' who will be willing, for love or money, to ' accommodate ' me until my summer vacation." " Don't you want Theodora to go to the in- telligence-offices for you ? She got a splendid servant for us. She has a way with them, and she has wonderful insight into character." " She has indeed," said Frank, with a lit- tle laugh that Edward supposed merely re- lated to Marianne. " But, Ned, I could never allow your sister to do a thing of that kind for me." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 125 " She 'd like it. Theo has a morbid love of being of use ! and if she were to run down to Boston for a day, that would give me a holi- day. You don't appreciate your blessings in not having to keep your nose at the grind- stone." " That is good ! You merely copy old let- ters for two hours in the morning. What would you say if you had to write a sermon every week and run a parish, besides running your house ? " " I should blow my brains out, Fanny, my love, or else," he added boldly, " I should marry Theodora Davidson." " How dare you ! " " I am not sure that I should dare ; it would take a good deal of courage." " Your sister is " " A fine girl, but unromantic, quite unro- mantic, Fanny dear, which in this case I should say would be a good thing. She has a perfect genius for running a house, and she ought to have a home of her own. She loves to sacrifice herself, too. Indeed, in my long experience of this wicked world, I don't think I have ever known any one who was so good. 126 THE COMING OF THEODORA. By the way, you were not at town-meeting the other night ? " " No, it was Marianne's evening out, and I had to stay with Essie." " You didn't miss much." They discussed the town-meeting and kin- dred subjects for an hour or more, during which time Frank was very absent. When Edward rose to go, he said carelessly, " Well, Frank, shall Theo get you a couple of servants to-morrow ? " " No," his friend implied with a hot flush. " I could not think of troubling Miss David- son." " These household developments must have a bad effect upon Essie," Edward called back insinuatingly from the doorstep. " They have. I am very much worried about her, for she is a nervous, excitable lit- tle thing." " If he does take up with my suggestion, it will be a mighty good thing for us, and it will be a good thing for him, too," Edward re- flected, as he wended his way home. " It is a great deal better to have your house kept by a woman who manages it too well than to have no one to keep it at all." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 127 Of course Mr. Compton's parishioners were immensely kind during his tribulations, and invitations to dinner and tea came in for him and Essie by the score. They took most of their dinners with the Davidsons, and Frank had a conscious manner whenever he was in Theodora's company. Sometimes he would sit for five minutes with his eyes fixed on her face while she was sewing or reading, for she always went on with her own pursuits if Marie or Edward was present to entertain him. If she chanced to glance up and find his eyes upon her, he would change color. His blushes annoyed her. She thought that a man who was more than thirty years old ought to have gained sufficient self-control to prevent such an obvious sign of embarrass- ment. To be sure, he had an uncommonly fair complexion. She could not account for this sudden change in his demeanor. If she had been another kind of woman, and he a different sort of man, she would have fancied that he was in love with her ; but as she had never had a lover, and as his affec- tions were known to be irretrievably appropri- ated, the idea merely flashed into her mind 128 THE COMING OF THEODORA. to be dismissed as preposterous. She finally settled down to the belief that some officious parishioner must have coupled her name with his, and, having accepted this theory, she made an effort to be more friendly than usual, that he might see how needless it was to feel any embarrassment in her society. Frank's trips to the intelligence-office were at last productive of one old woman, with very poor sight and an equally bad disposition, who kindly condescended to make his house her home until his vacation. There was no reason now why he should not have his meals, such as they were, at home ; but while this simplified life, it did not add to its gayety, for although a dinner of herbs, where love is, is better than a stalled ox and hatred therewith, it is generally admitted that a stalled ox is a decided improvement upon a dinner of herbs, provided the love in the two cases is equal. It was a little depressing to settle back to poor dinners, enlivened merely by his turbu- lent little daughter, after the pleasant glimpses into the outside world, and the delicious fare, that his varied meals had afforded. The most sympathetic of Mr. Compton's THE COMING OF THEODORA. 129 many friends, with the exception of the David- sons, were his next-door neighbors, the Rey- crofts. Dr. Reycroft was a small, slightly built man, with a slouching gait and an uncommonly plain face. In spite of these disadvantages, however, he produced the impression of hav- ing unusual power. His patients were often afraid of him, for he was sometimes brusque and sarcastic, but they never questioned his skill. After having railed at marriage for many years, he suddenly took the town by storm by becoming engaged, when he was past fifty, to Helen Gordon, a gentle, unselfish woman, who was no longer young, and who never had been beautiful. It proved* a most happy marriage, and turned the doctor from a detractor of women into their ardent cham- pion. Helen Reycroft and Theodora were on some of the same committees, and a strong friendship had grown up between them. Mr. Compton and Essie had taken their break- fasts with the Reycrofts during their cheer- less condition, and a meal seldom passed without some allusion to Miss Davidson. Dr. Reycroft often spoke with enthusiasm of her practical ability as director of the new hospi- 130 THE COMING OF THEODORA. tal, and Mrs. Reycroft descanted upon her good judgment, or her sincerity, or her devo- tion in friendship. "Compton, you ought to marry again," Dr. Reycroft said abruptly one night, as the two friends walked home from the village together. They had paused as they reached the doctor's gate. " When I see that cheerful light in my house, and think of all it means to me, and then look next door at your blank walls, it is more than I can stand." " You did n't always hold these views about marriage," the younger man returned with a smile. " I have been converted, my boy. I was a fool for thirty years, but that does not make me any more lenient to another fellow's folly." " I have had my chance." " Look here, Compton, romance and con- stancy are mighty fine things, but they are not especially ' filling for the price.' Won't you come in ? " " No, thank you ; I must go home and write my sermon." The doctor's face suddenly became radiant at this point, for a graceful woman in a lilac THE COMING OF THEODORA. 131 gown appeared in the doorway, holding a lamp in her hand. "I'm coming directly, Helen," he called out. " Good-night, Coinpton ; I 'in sorry you can't make us a call," and he strode hastily into the brightness, while Compton let himself into his lonely house. " Miss DAVIDSON, I wonder if you would like to climb to the top of the hill with me? " Frank Compton asked, a few days later. " There is a fine view, and it is a glorious afternoon for a walk." Theodora shut the book which she had been reading, and rose with alacrity, for she was always ready for a climb. It was Marie's birthday, and the Davidsons, Mrs. Reycroft, and the Comptons had gone on a picnic up the river. They had finished the appetizing repast that had been set out in the wood on the border of the stream, and Edward had taken the children for a row, while Marie and Mrs. Reycroft were making a sketch of the three graceful arches of the stone bridge and the drooping willows. The rocky path taken by Frank and Theo-. dora was hedged in by a tangle of bushes and some young maples, which were still so small that they seemed like a grove for children. THE COMING OF THEODORA. 133 It was impossible to do much talking until they came out on the broad, open stretch of the hilltop, when they turned and looked back at a charming view. Far below them the river wound its tranquil way between banks of unmown grass, sprinkled with white daisies, yellow buttercups, and pink clover ; and farther down the stream, the town of Edgecomb, with its white houses and two slender white spires, made a peaceful picture in the frame of the landscape. A long way off, they could see the miniature white vil- lage that was consecrated to the dead, but at this distance the dwelling-place of the living seemed equally dream-like and silent. " How beautiful it is ! " said Theodora. " Yes," Frank assented. " Sometimes I think this peaceful Massachusetts farming country, with its low hills and its green fields that seem so suggestive of prosperity, is more beautiful than the sterner New England of the north." Theodora settled herself comfortably in a nook in the hillside, and took out the small book that she had slipped into the bag that hung from the belt of her blue serge gown. 134 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " Miss Davidson," her companion expostu- lated, " do you think it polite to read when I have invited you to take this walk? I want you to devote yourself to me." " I was going to read aloud something that I am sure you will like." " What have you there ? Sill's poems ? I am surprised that you care for his poetry." " What an unflattering opinion you must have of my taste ! To me ' Field Notes ' is the most beautiful poem about nature that I know. Listen to this : " ' So all that day In the lap of the green earth I lay, And drinking of the sunshine's flood.' " She read the rest of that verse and a part of the next : " ' Were men all wise and -women true, Might youth as calm as manhood be, And might calm manhood keep its lore And still be young, and, one thing more, Old Earth were fair enough for me.' " " I suspect it is the ' one thing more ' that most of us miss," he broke in. " However, there are some fortunate beings who seem to have exactly what they want. You, for in- THE COMING OF THEODORA. 135 stance, are particularly well placed, for you have many of the privileges of a married woman without her responsibilities." " Oh, but nothing is mine," she cried, with a sudden ring of pain in her voice. " I can't do what I should like for the children, be- cause the methods of their father and mother are so opposed to mine. Of course it is a delight to live with my brother, but I some- times feel like an outsider ; it can't but be different from what it was when we were growing up together." " You are all the more necessary to him. The life of your household seems ideal to me. Mrs. Davidson is the most charming woman in the world, but she is not very practical, whereas you " " Whereas I am not the most charming woman in the world, but I am practical," she said, with a little smile. " Yes, I have the satisfaction of knowing that they need me." Frank looked earnestly at her strong face. She had that indescribable attraction that comes from a fine physique and an absence of self-consciousness, while certain contradictions in her character suggested reserves of feeling 136 THE COMING OF THEODORA. that made her interesting. To-day she seemed overflowing with health, and moral and physi- cal strength, and she was as refreshing and stimulating as mountain air to her more highly strung and sensitive companion. " I am afraid I gave you the idea that I am not entirely happy," she said presently. "I am very. contented, as a general thing, only the occupation of filling in gaps is not so exciting to the filler as it seems to the spec- tator. Still it is a comfort to have gaps to fill; only married people seem so sufficient to themselves." " Do you ever wish that you were mar- ried ? " he inquired abruptly. " It has never come near enough to me for me to think much about it, but I am sure that marriage is almost always the happiest lot for a woman." "Do you really think so?" he asked im- pulsively. " Yes," she answered, vexed to feel the color rising to her face. " Miss Davidson, do you suppose that you could ever like me well enough to be my wife ? " THE COMING OF THEODORA. 137 " Mr. Compton ! " The two words con- tained a whole language of meaning. " I did n't intend to ask you in this blunt fashion. I had n't any idea of saying any- thing about it at present, and I suppose I have startled, perhaps shocked you ; but if you knew how wretched I have been of late, and how worried about Essie, and what a comfort you are to me with your calm tem- perament and your practical ways, and how much I like you " " But you do not love me ! " He hesitated for a moment, and then looked straight at her with an appealing glance. " I don't want to deceive you," he began, " and I suppose it is only fair to say that I never can care for any woman as I once cared ; but I like you immensely, and the older I grow the more sure I feel that a strong friendship between a man and a woman is a good basis for marriage, supposing there is no possibility for the other thing. It isn't as if we were either of us very young." " I don't know how it is with you," said Theodora, " I can't put myself in your place ; but I know that at twenty-nine I have the 138 THE COMING OF THEODORA. possibility of loving, and that I should not think it right to marry unless I did love, and that I do not love you." " I suppose you despise me ? " he remarked after a little pause. " I don't despise you ; on the contrary, I feel very sorry for you. You must have suf- fered a great deal of annoyance before you, a romantic and chivalrous person by nature, could have made up your mind to do a thing like this." " Please don't ! you have made me feel con- temptible enough already." " I did n't mean to make you feel con- temptible ; I only want you to realize that there is one thing worse than loving again, and that is to marry without love." He was silent. She rose as she spoke, and began to walk hastily towards the path that led down the hillside. " Do you despise me too thoroughly to be my friend any more ? " he asked humbly. " No. I am willing to be as much your friend as I have ever been." The humor in the situation appealed to him at this point, and he gave a short laugh, which irritated Theodora. THE COMING OF THEODORA. 139 " ' Were men all wise and women true,' " he quoted. " I don't think either you or I can be accused of rhetorical flourishes. If you had n't been the most truthful woman I know, I should not have told you the truth in this bald way ; but you are so honest and straight- forward that I did not think it fair not to be absolutely frank with you, and you seemed so unromantic and so sensible that I thought " She did not come to his assistance, and he lamely left the sentence unfinished. Theodora paused for a moment to look down at the view. She could not help thinking of the fascinating Estelle Compton, the " beloved wife," who lay buried in that distant cemetery, and of the passionate attachment which had preceded her marriage. It seemed the irony of fate that Francis Compton, the hero of that romance, a man full of feeling and sentiment, should make her this bald offer, unadorned by any pretense of love, and that she, the practical and matter-of-fact Theodora Davidson, should find it insufficient. She began to walk swiftly down the path, but her progress was stayed by a blackberry- bush which caught in the folds of her gown. 140 THE COMING OF THEODORA. She paused to extricate herself, and, as she glanced back, she saw Frank Coinpton's for- lorn and dispirited face a little above her. " Miss Davidson," he began, " I said what I had to say very clumsily, but I am desper- ately unhappy ; that is the truth of the mat- ter. I never should have had the audacity to ask you what I did, however, if you had seemed wholly satisfied with your own life. I had always supposed you were perfectly con- tented, and then this afternoon, when you spoke of sometimes feeling like an outsider, and of I thought I was a fool, of course I thought that perhaps we could be hap- pier together than apart. I thought " " Don't think any more about it," she said, impatiently cutting short his halting speech; then she added more gently, " Happiness is not entirely over for a man when he is only a little past thirty. You will be a great deal hap- pier some day than you are now ; only, no matter how desperate you may get, don't ever fancy again that you have the right to ask a woman to marry you when you have merely a cold regard for her domestic virtues." " Miss Davidson, you do me injustice." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 141 She did not reply to this observation, but walked quickly down the hill, that she might put an end to the interview. In the watches of the night she reproached herself for her severity. She knew that it had arisen, not so much from the fact that an offer had been made in which there was no love, but from the circumstance that the offer had been made to her. It gave her a sore and angry feeling to think that she was so different from the rest of her sex that a man had dared to tell her that he supposed her too sensible to care for love and romance. She thought of her own prosaic girlhood, as free from all dis- tractions of sentiment as if there had been no men in the world, and contrasted it with Marie's youth, which had been filled with a succession of romances. She herself did not want a succession of romances ; she would have been content with one true lover. She knew that she could love devotedly, but this latent capacity in her nature had never been called out. Frank Compton was not the man to do it; he was weaker than she. She could not love a man who was not stronger than herself, and yet it was astonishing how the fact of the 142 THE COMING OF THEODOBA. offer, bald and prosaic though it was, softened her feelings towards him. After all, he had not been so much to blame. What was the poor man to do ? He honestly believed that he could not love again, but was he therefore to lead a lonely life always, and a life full of petty cares, when he had it in his power to materially improve his condition? His con- duct was not ideal, certainly, but this was not an ideal world. Alas, alas ! it was far from an ideal world ! She thought again of Marie. Had she been free, how easily Frank Compton could have fallen in love with her ! How little would he have dared to talk of quiet friend- ship ! At one glance from Marie's brown eyes, an appealing, conscious glance, he would have thrown his old scruples of constancy to the winds, and he would have loved her, if she had been free. There were plenty of Marie Davidsons, and before long some pretty girl with a taste for flirtation would make Frank Compton forget the past. Why was she her- self so different from other women? She was fine-looking, she was intelligent, she was effi- cient, and she was not unattractive to men ; they liked her as they liked an aunt or a sister. THE COMING OF THEODORA. 143 Was there no place in the economy of the world for a sensible woman, except in virtually joining the ranks of the men ? It was unfair. She, too, would like to love and to marry, and to be loved devotedly in return. But it was not to be. And why? On account of her very virtues ; simply because she was so high- minded that she scorned flirtation and affecta- tion. This was how she put it to herself in the watches of the night. She would like a strong, manly, ardent lover, and instead of this she had had an offer without love from the gentlest and most feminine of his sex. She had a burn- ing sense of envy of the women like Marie who could please so easily that to charm be- came to them a thing of course. It was simply impossible for her to marry without love, and it was equally impossible for her to love Frank Compton, even supposing he had loved her ; but she wished that she were a weak woman instead of a strong one. She wished, for once in her life, that she were a fragile, dependent, even a frivolous girl. " Look here, Theo," her brother asked her the next morning, " what did Frank say to you yesterday ? You both looked so terribly 144 THE COMING OF THEODORA. conscious when you came down that hill that I could have sworn that he had been offering you nothing less than his hand and heart." "Not that exactly." " Theodora, I don't want to seem officious or meddlesome, but if Frank ever should say anything of that kind to you, I want just to mention that he is the finest fellow I know, and that any girl would be lucky to get him." " Edward," said Theodora, " you once told me that I could live with you always, and you can set your mind quite at ease on the subject of my ever wanting to do anything else." XI. IF it was not so satisfactory to have Theo- dora permanently under his roof as Edward had once fondly dreamed it would be, never- theless there were compensations which he was quick to seize. To be unhappy was so foreign to his nature that it was a necessity for him to make the best of any inevitable sit- uation. In the old days he could seldom leave home, for, unexacting as Marie was in many respects, she demanded his constant companion- ship. There was no reason now, he told him- self half guiltily, why he should not occasion- ally go off on little pleasure trips, as he could leave his sister with Marie and the children. Accordingly, one day in early June, he casually remarked to his wife that he had agreed to go with some friends to the Rangeley Lakes for a fortnight's fishing trip. He was prepared to meet with the opposition that he received, and he could not bear to make Marie unhappy in her weak and nervous state, but it had come 146 THE COMING OF THEODORA. to a point where lie must choose between mak- ing her unhappy and being unhappy himself. Home was no longer the charming, restful spot it had once been ; and if Theo was to live with them always, and persist in making him write biography when the thermometer was 95 in the shade, why, hang it ! he must take an occasional vacation. Marie was in despair at the idea of a fort- night of Theodora's society without Edward. She was of so sensitive a nature that she was as fully aware of her disapproval as if she had told her all that was in her heart ; but Theo- dora was too little introspective, perhaps also too unconscious and healthy-minded, to be sen- sitive. It did not often occur to her to think whether she was liked or disliked, and it cer- tainly never occurred to her to fancy that her sister-in-law disliked her. Why should she, when she, Theodora, was devoted to her and the children with her whole heart and soul? She was blind to all the little signs that would have led a more sensitive woman to question the strength of her position, and was not in the least dismayed at the thought of a fort- night alone with her brother's wife, for Marie THE COMING OF THEODORA. 147 could be a charming companion in spite of her faults. When Edward went away on his journey, he knew that he departed under the cloud of Marie's disapproval, and this made him un- happy, as he longed for the contentment of the whole world, and especially for that of his wife ; but, unfortunately, we cannot have every circumstance propitious, and he was forced to be satisfied with his sister's hearty sympathy. Edward's absence was prolonged beyond the two weeks, as Marie had felt sure it would be, and she received only a few lines from him at rare intervals. In her nervous state she worked herself into a white heat of worry, having each day a presentiment that some ac- cident had happened to her husband, until a tardy letter would assure her of his exuberant health and spirits, and then dreading that in his new-found liberty he would grow tired of the restraints of home. She grew paler and weaker so rapidly that even Theodora was at length alarmed. " Marie, you must go to bed early and get a good, long night's sleep," she said one even- 148 THE COMING OF THEODORA. ing when Edward had been away for almost a month. " I can't have you looking so ill when my brother comes back." " It does not signify how I look," Marie replied coldly, as she bent over the stocking that she was darning. The sharpness of a uniformly sweet-tem- pered person is always a disconcerting surprise, and Theodora took up her book in perturbed silence. " Poor little thing ! how she must be worrying about him to answer me like that ! " she thought, and she said : " Marie, it is only eight days since we have heard from Edward, and he did n't write for almost a week once before, so I don't think there is any reason to be anxious about him. It is simply that he hates to write letters." " Why should I worry about Edward ? " Marie asked petulantly. Theodora's presence was intolerable to her. Her optimism, her obtuseness, her blindness to Edward's faults, all united to make her a most aggravating companion ; for poor Marie was analyzing her husband pitilessly, as she had never done before. " He lives in the present," she thought. "When I am a THE COMING OF THEODORA. 149 part of his present he is fond of me, but as soon as he leaves ine he forgets me. He has written to me just four times in all these weeks, and I have written to him every day. I am an incident in his life, whereas he is my world. It is Theodora who is responsible," she reflected bitterly, "for if she had not been here to make his home uncomfortable, he would have been content to have me a part of his present always. I know how it will end. He is so clever, and those men like him so much, that he will go away from me more and more, until I am nothing to him. Oh, Theo- dora, good woman that you are, what harm you have wrought ! " "Let me mend those stockings," begged Theodora, " and that will give you time to read." Marie turned a white face towards her, but she controlled herself with an effort and said, in her usual sweet tones, " You are very kind, but I don't care to read." " Give me one at least, then ; " and Theodora reached over and took up a small, almost heel- less black stocking. Marie snatched it away. " I like to do 150 THE COMING OF THEODOEA. them, and I have plenty of time. You are very good, dear," she added gently, " but I have been letting you do too many things." " Oh, no, indeed ! I love dearly to do things for you, if that is all " She ended her sentence by forcibly taking possession of the little stocking. There was a long silence, while Theodora darned away neatly and swiftly on one side of the table, and Marie took slow, ineffective stitches on the other. These silences were growing longer and longer every evening. It was a stormy night, and the wind was blow- ing the rain in great gusts against the window- panes. " How pleasant it is by this cheerful fire ! " said Theodora at last. " I am glad we are not out in the storm." " I should like to be out in it." As Marie spoke, one gust more furious than the rest fairly shook the house. " Is n't that the door-bell ? " Theodora asked presently. " One can hardly hear it through this tempest." " Yes, it is the door-bell," Marie assented ; *' some one has ventured out," and both women THE COMING OF THEODORA. 151 had a feeling of relief that their tete-a-tete was to be interrupted. "Mr. Compton is here," the maid an- nounced. " He wants to see you in the entry, Miss Theodora. He is so wet that he won't come in." As Theodora went out of the room with heightened color, Marie had a sickening fore- boding that he had come to urge her sister- in-law to marry him. Marie had a firmly rooted disbelief in all second marriages, but in this case she felt it positive sacrilege for Frank Compton to dream of putting another woman in his wife's place ; and, as if to aggra- vate the keen pain which the thought of his defection gave her, came the swift certainty that Theodora would make him miserable. When the sound of their low voices ceased, and the front door opened and shut, Marie went out into the hall. " I am going to see if the children are prop- erly covered up," she said. "Let me go for you," begged Theodora, as she hastily thrust something into the table drawer. " By the way, Mr. Compton wanted to know if Dora and Gladys could dine with Essie to-morrow." 152 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " On Sunday ? He never has any one there on Sunday." As she spoke, her eyes wandered to the table drawer. In her haste, Theodora had not done her work thoroughly, and half an inch of tell-tale magenta paper was visible. At sight of it the current of Marie's thoughts changed with lightning-like rapidity. " That is a Pathfinder," she said. " Why did Frank bring it here? Is Edward ill?" Theodora hesitated. " What has happened ? Tell me what has happened at once ! " Marie demanded breath- lessly. " My dear child, I would have spared you this to-night if I could. It is nothing serious," she added hastily, as she caught a glimpse of Marie's blanched face. " Edward fell and cut his hand on a rock a week ago. At first they thought it of no account, but he was careless, and it is badly inflamed, and he is a little feverish, so, as his friends have had to come home, I am going to him on Monday." " You ? I shall go to him." " My dear child, that would be simply sui- cidal. You are not well enough to take the THE COMING OF THEODORA. 153 journey, and would be too used up by the time you reached Camp Bemis to nurse Edward. Mr. Compton and I have planned it all. He came to say that he would gladly take care of the children if we felt we could both leave home, but I told him that you would not be strong enough to go." " Tell me all you know," Marie entreated piteously. " What did Frank say ? How did he hear? Edward must be very ill. I am sure you are keeping something back. It will kiU me." " I am keeping nothing back. You can see for yourself just how things are ; here is the letter." Marie devoured its contents eagerly. " And both those men have left him," she cried in- dignantly. "It is what might have been ex- pected. Theodora, how can you take it so quietly? Think of the poor fellow suffering there without his friends, and too ill to come home ! Think of it, Theodora ! And we have been calmly living on, knowing nothing of it ! They ought to have telegraphed to us at once." " Don't you see that at first they thought it a mere scratch ? They are not worried about 154 THE COMING OF THEODORA. him now, or they would not have left him, but I shall feel easier to go to him. This was why he has not written, for it was his right hand." Marie sank down on the parlor sofa, and buried her face in her hands. " Poor boy ! " she moaned. " Yes, this was why he has not written, and I thought I fancied Is n't there a Sunday train ? I must go to him at once. Wounds are so dangerous ! Blood-poi- soning may set in, and he may die." " My dear, don't get so excited ; there is no danger of that. There is no Sunday train, but on Monday " " It is easy for you to be calm, for he is not your husband. You do not love him better than any one in the whole world." " Marie, I do love him better than any one in the whole world." " You do not love him as I love him ! I love him so much that heaven itself would be a wretched place without him, and hell would be heaven with him ! " " My dear child, you must n't talk in this wild way. You poor thing, you are trembling all over. I wanted to prevent this, and not let THE COMING OF THEODORA. 155 you know of the accident until to-morrow, for I feared "- " I would rather know to-night ; you ought to have told me the first minute. Theodora, I can bear things ; I am not a child." " No, but you are an invalid just now, and consequently you are easily upset Go to bed, dear, and try to get some sleep." "Sleep?" " Yes, you must sleep for his sake, so as to be strong and well when he comes back to you." " I shall go to him." " Marie, be reasonable. Dr. Reycroft will not let you go. There is no need of worrying, for Mr. Hunt says particularly that there hap- pens to be an excellent doctor at the camp, and I shall take such good care of Edward that he can come back to you in a few days." Poor Marie felt utterly powerless before her sister-in-law's strong will. Her one wish was to "escape to her own room, where she could think in quiet : she must feign a calmness that she did not feel, and then I " Theodora," she observed quietly, " as you say, there is no use in worrying ; it will be 156 THE COMING OF THEODORA. much more sensible for me to go to bed and to sleep." This abrupt change of manner surprised Theodora, but did not arouse her suspicions. She herself felt very anxious concerning Ed- ward, but she was thankful to have partially allayed Marie's fears. " Good-night, dear," she said tenderly, and she kissed her. " Good-night, dear," Marie echoed, passively letting herself be kissed. XII. WHEN Marie was in her own room, she threw herself down on the bed and pressed her hands to her burning head. " I hate her ! I hate her ! " she repeated over and over again. " And I let her kiss me, hypocrite that I am ! Oh, how I wish that she would go away and never, never come back ! And she talks about my nerves, when it is she who has broken me in body, mind, and soul! But I will go to my husband, I will, I will ! " She rose, and went stealthily about the room, taking a wrap and a hat out of her closet. The wind was still blowing a gale, but the rain had almost ceased. She stole down- stairs, and letting herself out of the front door, locked it and slipped the key into her pocket. She could hear Theodora's step, and glanced fearfully up at her window, as if she expected even now to be detected and called back. It was half past ten o'clock, and the lights had 158 THE COMING OF THEODORA. disappeared from the neighboring houses. She had never been out alone so late in Edgeconib, and the darkness terrified her. When she came to the centre of the town, she grew still more frightened, and longed for the friendly quiet of the street she had left, for some of the liquor-saloons were not yet closed, and a group of disorderly loafers was sitting on the church steps. They glanced at her offensively as she went by. She trembled more and more as she sped past the shops and into the dark, silent thoroughfare beyond them. A great dog that sprang out from behind some bushes snapped at her, and a drunken man reeled towards her and almost touched her. She walked faster and faster, until she at last reached the parson- age gate. She could see that Mr. Compton was still up, for there was a light in his study window. She sank half exhausted upon the doorsteps to get her breath. The minister was finishing the last para- graph of his sermon when he heard a faint, tremulous ring. He went to the door himself. " Mrs. Davidson ! " he exclaimed in surprise ; " I did not recognize you at first, for it is so dark outside." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 159 "I don't wonder you did not know me," Marie said tremulously, as she pinned up her disheveled hair. " I don't seem to know my- self." He ushered her into his study, and pushed forward a leather armchair before the smoul- dering fire. " Miss Davidson has told you the news ? " he asked. " Yes, I made her tell me." " And you have come to see if I have been keeping anything back ? I know nothing more than you do. I am sure there is no cause for undue worry ; and yet I don't wonder that the news upset you." His gentleness and sympathy were too much for poor Marie, who began to cry furtively. He went out of the room to give her time to recover her self-possession, and came back presently with some milk biscuits and a glass of wine. " Oh, you are so good to me," she said with a little sob. " I ? good to you ? I can never forget the many times that you and Ned have been kinder to me than words can tell." " You must think me a fool," Marie began, 160 THE COMING OF THEODORA. after a long pause, " but I knew I could n't sleep until I found out whether you had any more news ; and besides, besides " " Besides ? " he echoed kindly, " what can I do for you besides ? " She hesitated for a moment, and then said, " You can make Theodora let me go to my husband." " But, Mrs. Davidson, I don't understand. If you tell your sister that you wish to go too, it can easily be arranged." " I don't want to go with Theodora. I mean we can't both leave the children. She is determined to go. She thinks she will be more useful, and that I am not strong enough." "Of course you want to do whatever is best for him." " That is just the point," she said eagerly. " I have a quieting effect over Ned, whereas Theodora she is so strong that she might not make allowance for his weakness. Sometimes I think I shall be insane if I cannot go to him," she added piteously, as she raised her beautiful, appealing eyes to his. " And yet, if it is best to have your sister " THE COMING OF THEODORA 161 " Mr. Conipton," she interrupted, " remem- ber how you felt when your wife was living ; " and she glanced up at the picture of the dark- haired girl with the passionate, earnest eyes. He looked at it, too, and there was a sud- den change in his expression. Marie did not see it, for her eyes were fixed on the portrait. " Would you have liked best to have your sister come to you when you were ill ? " she asked. " When you love some one better than all the world, does it not give you new strength to see the dear face, and to hear the beloved voice ? It is true that I am not physically strong, but my love is so great that, if they told me Edward was dying, I am sure I could bring him back to life. And he loves me as dearly as I love him, weak and faulty as I am. Don't you see why I must go to him ? " "You shall go to him," he said impul- sively. "Oh, thank you, my dear, kind friend. I can never thank you enough." She rose as she spoke, and there were tears in her eyes as she bade him good-night. " You are not going to walk back," he ob- 162 THE COMING OF THEODOBA. jectecl. " I heard Dr. Rey croft drive into his yard just now, and I will get him to take you home. Besides, you ought not to go to Camp Bemis without consulting him. Remember, if anything were to happen to you, it would be far harder for Edward than to have you stay here now. And there is another thing to be thought of. The journey is by no means a simple one. You will have to spend the night on the way, and take a steamboat the next morning. You would find it much more comfortable to have Miss Davidson with you. As I told her, I shall be only too glad to keep the children and their nurse with me, if" "No, I should not feel safe to leave the children with any one but Theodora," she interrupted hastily. " Mr. Compton," she added with a sudden impulse, "you have always been a good friend to Edward and me, and you asked just now what you could do for me. There is one thing that you can do. You can come with me to Edward." The idea of the solitary journey into the wilderness had all along been terrifying to poor Marie. " Mr. Compton," and again she THE COMING OF THEODORA. 163 looked at him beseechingly with her wonder- ful eyes, " if you were with me, I should fear nothing. It is a great deal to ask, I know, but you are so good ; you love to sacrifice yourself for your friends." " It would be no sacrifice. There is nothing in the world that I should like to do so well, if it can be arranged ; but I don't see how I could leave Essie." " Theodora can take care of her. She can stay with my children while you are gone." The color came back into Marie's cheeks, and a smile played about her mouth. The idea of a whole week, perhaps a fortnight, with her husband without Theodora was in- toxicating to her. Her fears concerning his condition were subsiding, and the future looked brighter to her than it had for months. " I know that I shall get well in that glo- rious air," she said. " Don't you see how much better I look already ? Go and get Dr. Reycroft, please, and tell him how much better I look already." The doctor was most satisfactory when he came. He agreed that it would be a greater strain on Mrs. Davidson's nerves to stay at 164 THE COMING OF THEODORA. home, worrying over her husband's condition, than to go to him. He thought, if Mr. Comp- ton could travel with her, there would be little danger of her getting over-tired, and suggested that they could send for an experienced nurse if they found one was needed. He was so cheery all the way home, and made so light of the accident, that Marie grew less and less anxious. The light was still burning in Theodora's room when the doctor left Mrs. Davidson at her gate. She walked on tiptoe along the path and turned the key softly in the lock, feeling like a burglar. She stole softly up the stairs, but as she opened the door of her room, Theodora's quick ears caught the sound. " Is that you, Marie ? " she asked. " Can I get anything for you ? I hoped that you had gone to sleep long ago." " I have everything I want, thank you ; and I shall go to sleep very soon." In the morning, when they met at breakfast, it was Theodora who was pale and troubled, and who showed the marks of having passed a sleepless night, while Marie looked less fagged than she had for many days. As she THE COMING OF THEODORA. 165 had now made up her mind that Edward's illness was to be a brief one, Theodora's grave face was as irritating to her as her calmness had been on the previous evening. Her heart smote her, however, when she saw her putting the house into exquisite order, and mending the children's clothes, that she might leave no extra work to be done after her departure. Marie tried once or twice to tell Theodora of her determination, but her natural timid- ity, joined to the certainty that she would do more harm than good to her cause by speak- ing, kept her silent. She felt sure that it would be wiser to leave Mr. Compton to break the news to her, when he called in the after- noon, as he had promised to do. Occasionally, the frightful possibility crossed her mind that she and Frank Compton together, backed by the doctor's authority, would not have suffi- cient determination to make Theodora change her plans. Whenever Marie thought of stay- ing in Edgecomb, her husband's condition at once seemed critical ; he might die if she did not go to him. Marie was driven to church, while Theodora stayed at home to continue her preparations. 166 THE COMING OF THEODORA. She could not understand her sister-in-law's volatile nature. On the previous evening she had been on the verge of hysterics, and now she seemed to have dismissed her fears, and to be cheerful to the verge of light-heartedness. Could she feel deeply? Did 'she know the meaning of the words ? Mr. Compton lingered after church, as usual, to exchange greetings with his parish- ioners, and finally walked down the aisle to speak to Mrs. Davidson. She stood just out- side her pew, listening, in her usual absorbed way, to the woes of Mrs. Fraley, the paralytic with the withered hand. The forlorn, shabby old creature, in her rusty, patched gown, with her wrinkled face and shaking head, made a sharp contrast to the beautiful young woman in her dainty pale-green gown and broad- brimmed leghorn hat, trimmed with pink roses, and tilted back to show the fluffy golden curls on her forehead. Mr. Compton made a few kindly inquiries of Mrs. Fraley, and then turned to Mrs. Davidson. " Does your sister agree to your plans ? " he asked. " I have n't told her yet ; I am waiting for THE COMING OF THEODORA. 167 you. I feel like a wicked conspirator. Do you, too, feel like a wicked conspirator?" " I am sure she would prefer to have you tell her." Marie shook her head. " She has only a poor opinion of my capacity or my strength. She would insist upon my staying at home. Now don't you think I look quite strong to- day ? Don't you think Edward will be glad to have me with him? Do you see anything very much amiss in my looks? " " I think you look very beautiful." She colored like a girl. " It gives me great pleasure to have pretty speeches made to me, although I am really quite old, almost an old woman, twenty-eight in fact ; and yet, when Edward and I were at your sister's this sum- mer, somebody thought we were on our wed- ding journey. Fancy ! " "Mrs. Davidson, I have not seen you in such good spirits for months." " It is because I am going to see Ned so soon. Mr. Comptou, you won't desert me? No matter what sensible things Theodora may say about her being an excellent nurse and having the strength of five Samsons, you will 168 THE COMING OF THEODOBA take my part ? She is so determined, and I am afraid my having kept it from her so long will make her angry " " To tell you the truth, Mrs. Davidson " " Don't tell me the truth ; the truth is such a very ugly thing ! it is often as ugly as that palsied old woman. All the disagreeable peo- ple I know tell the truth. Edward never tells it, and I never tell it, and we are agreeable I mean that we never tell the whole truth. Don't look so shocked ; I don't mean that we are liars." He laughed. " All the same, I advise you strongly to go straight home and tell Miss Da- vidson your plans, for she will have the right to be very angry with both of us if you do not ; and when I come this afternoon we will make our final arrangements." Marie was in the parlor when Mr. Compton arrived after dinner. " I will let Theodora know that you are here," she said, as she rose to greet him. " I am very weak, but I am sure you will forgive me, for you are so good; I I haven't had the courage to tell her." "But, Mrs. Davidson, what will she think of us?" THE COMING OF THEODORA. 169 " I will call her now, and we will tell her together ; or rather I will tell her, and you can support me." Theodora was packing. She had taken off her gown and put on her bedroom wrapper, and, to Marie's consternation, she refused to see their visitor. " It would take me too long to dress," she stated. " Tell Mr. Compton how busy I am, and I am sure he will excuse me." This was a possibility which Marie had not contemplated. It filled her with consterna- tion. " My dear, that would be so impolite," she said. " You must see him, for he has come on especial business." " I am very sorry, but I really can't take the time for it." " Please come down, Theodora ; he will be so disappointed." " Disappointed ? Oh, no ; if he sees you, that will be all he wants." " You quite refuse to see him ? " " Yes ; I am sorry, but, as I said before, I can't possibly spare the time." The color came and went in Marie's face, and she nervously put both hands for support 170 THE COMING OF THEODORA. on the back of an old-fashioned armchair, looking furtively behind her at the open door, like a prisoner who wishes to be sure that the way of escape is plain. " Theodora," she began tremulously, " I have decided to go to Edward to-morrow, and Mr. Compton is going with me." " And this was the ' especial business ' on which he came?" flashed out Theodora. The words escaped her in spite of herself. Marie could see by her face that she was very angry. " Mr. Compton agreed with me in thinking that it would be much better for me to go to Edward," Marie added, gaining courage. " It was very kind of Mr. Compton to take such an interest in our affairs. Does he feel sure that you will have the strength to do the necessary nursing ? " " Yes, he is sure of it, and so is Dr. Rey- croft." " Oh, you have seen the doctor ? " " Yes ; after what you said, I did n't think it would be prudent to go without first con- sulting him." " Marie, you are the kind of woman who can make men agree to anything you propose, THE COMING OF THEODORA. 171 against their better judgment ; but, charming as you are, your charm does not influence me. Do you suppose that I would urge you to let me go to Edward if you were as strong as I am, or if Edward were well and it were a mere question of his pleasure ? Don't you see that if he has good nursing at once, it may make the difference between a long illness and a short one ? I should feel diffident about my capacity, if I had not taken a course in nurs- ing, and always had the oversight of the girls who were ill at school. I would leave it to any impartial jury of women to decide which of us two is the better fitted to take care of Edward. A jury of men, I am aware, would decide in your favor." " And if a jury of men would decide for me, there must be something to be said on my side. Come down, Theodora, and hear what Frank Comptou has to say." " I don't care to hear what he has to say. He has n't any opinion of his own. He agrees with you, when you are with him, and last night he agreed with me. I can hear just what he will say : ' Miss Davidson ' (how his gentle, feminine voice tries me !), ' it would undoubt- 172 THE COMING OF THEODORA. edly be a good tiling if Edward could have you for a nurse, and yet he may long for his sweet wife. Why not both go, and let me take care of the adorable children ? ' ' Nevertheless, as she spoke, she began to array herself for the interview. The contrast between the two women was even more striking than usual as they entered the room where Mr. Compton was sitting. Marie still wore her graceful green gown, and her rosy face and golden hair made one think of a flower drooping above its green stalk. There was nothing flower-like about Theodora. She was too much interested in her purpose to think of feminine adornment, and had put on the plain, dark dress that she was meaning to wear on her journey. She had never looked so well, notwithstanding, for her face was full of suppressed feeling, and this softened look, together with the bright color that her excite- ment had given her, made her really beautiful. To complete the contrast, Theodora seemed unaware of her attractions, while Marie was fully conscious of her own numerous advan- tages. " Mrs. Davidson tells me that you mean to THE COMING OF THEODORA. 173 go to Camp Bemis with her to-morrow," The- odora began coldly, as she took a seat at the opposite side of the room from Francis Compton. She felt a contempt for him when she thought of the underhanded work in which he had been engaged, and his slight figure and fair, boyish face added to her irritation. This thing was called a man, this pretty, feminine, amiable thing, that she could easily overthrow if it came to a question of physical strength, and that she could still more easily disarm on moral grounds. With two such weak antago- nists, she must surely conquer. She was so truly anxious to do the best for all concerned that she felt no hesitation in pressing her point. She went over in detail, for the benefit of Mr. Compton, the many advantages to be gained if she went to Edward, and when she had finished her recapitulation, she turned to him and asked, " Do you not think that I am right?" "No, Miss Davidson," he said in his gentle voice, with a touch of apology in his manner, " I think you are wrong." " Wrong ! You think me wrong ? When 174 THE COMING OF THEODOEA. I am so strong, and she is so delicate ? You forget that she has her children to think of, as well as her husband, and that she is unac- customed to the strain of nursing, while I am used to it. You think me wrong, when the long journey is a terror to her and a joy to me ? when everything seems easy to me, and most difficult to her ? When you think of all this, do you still say that I am wrong ? " " Yes," he said slowly, " I still say that you are wrong." " And why do you think me wrong ? " " Because her desire to be with her hus- band will give her strength, whereas the anx- iety might make her ill if she stayed be- hind ; because all the hardships will be turned to joys, since she is doing it for him ; and forgive me, Miss Davidson, I shall have to speak plainly : we once promised to tell the whole truth to each other because I think that Edward would rather have her with him." Her face changed. " That is true," she said in a low voice ; " it is quite true." Theodora's eyes followed Marie, who si- lently left the room at this point. THE COMING OF THEODORA. 175 " Forgive me for being so brutal," Mr. Compton begged. " You only said what I have known for a long time was true," Theodora returned. She looked absently out of the window at the fragrant syringa blossoms and the yellow butterflies darting hither and yon like bits of sunshine. "It is a strange world," she ob- served " everything is so uneven. Yet although butterflies are loved the best," she added pres- ently, " it does not prove that they will be as useful in the sick-room. If I were not so sure of my own power, I should let Marie have her way ; but it seems as if my training as nurse, my strong constitution, and my intense long- ing to help Edward were so many sign-posts pointing to the fact that it is right for me to go to him." " Your sister, on her side, would say that her love for her husband, and her intense longing to be with him, as well as his strong desire to see her, were so many sign-posts pointing to the fact that it is right for her to go to him. Miss Davidson, has it never occurred to you that perhaps the best way of helping Edward is to sacrifice your own 176 THE COMING OF THEODORA. wishes ? Have you never thought that it was wrong, even for you, with the best intentions, and the greatest love for both of them, to put yourself between husband and wife ? Have you never thought that, because you are stronger than Marie, it is for you to yield ? You are magnanimous. Are you not magnanimous enough to stay behind to do the hard drudg- ery and let her go ? " She had been sitting all the time by the open window, but now she rose and crossed the room to where Francis Compton stood. " You do not understand either her or me," she said, " but you are right in advising me to stay here. She shall go." XIII. THEODORA never did anything by halves, and, having once made up her mind that Marie was to join her husband, she put all her en- ergy into smoothing the path for her depart- ure. Even Marie could find nothing that a reasonable woman could object to in her sis- ter-in-law's conduct, but she realized that she had ceased to be a reasonable woman, so far as Theodora was concerned, for the very excess of her strength and efficiency exasperated her. The next morning, Frank Compton came at an early hour to leave his little girl under Miss Davidson's charge, and to take Mrs. Davidson to the station. She looked very happy and pretty as she turned to bid Theo- dora good-by. " I shall write every day, dear, and so must you," she said. " Don't let Gladys go out in the sun without her hat ; and poor Guy needs some new shoes sadly ; and, if you don't mind sterilizing the milk yourself for baby, I shall 178 THE COMING OF THEODORA. feel safer about him ; and there is something else : I promised to send some flowers to old Mrs. Fraley. I know that you will remember all these things, and a hundred more, for you are so good." Her heart had already begun to soften toward the unhappy being who was to stay at home, instead of having the bliss of Edward's society. " Good-by, Marie. Give my love to Ed- ward. I will do the best I can for the chil- dren," said Theodora. She watched the carriage drive off, and then went into the house with bitterness in her heart. The way was always smoothed for women like Marie ! but if she had been the one to go, would any friendly hand have been stretched out to speed her on her journey? Life had never seemed so unutterably flat, stale, and unprofitable. Instead of having the happiness of nursing her brother, joined to the excitement of being in new, wild places, she had to stay at home to see that four chil- dren did not go beyond the bounds of reason in their mischief, and to sterilize the milk for a fretful baby, who did not even have the name of Nathaniel Bradlee to recommend him ! THE COMING OF THEODORA. 179 The temporary legacy which Francis Comp- ton had left behind him did not serve to make her life any easier. She felt sure that another such naughty, willful little girl as Essie Comp- ton did not exist. Essie, in fact, having an equally unflattering opinion of her hostess, gave vent to her various impulses, and led the other children into numerous forms of mis- chief. She was a bright little thing, the kind of child who is supposed by her fond relatives to show marks of genius, but is regarded by the cold world beyond the domestic circle with scant favor. One virtue she had, how- ever : she always told the truth ; and as Gladys had lax views with regard to veracity, poor Essie had more than her share of punish- ment, for Dora, although an honest child, could not protect her friend without betraying her sister. One of their escapades was to re- gale themselves freely upon green currants. They all suffered the reward of the evil-doer, but the consequences to Essie, who was a deli- cate child, were so disastrous that Theodora doubted whether she ought to let her go to a children's party, with Dora and Gladys, given by Mrs. Shimmin. 180 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " I am afraid that you ought to stay at home, Essie," she said, as she tied Gladys's blue sash. "You will be sure to eat some- thing that will make you ill again." Essie's face assumed a woebegone expression that changed to a sullen look of defiance. " I hate, hate, hate her ! " she said to herself. " You see, if you had not been a naughty girl, Estelle, then you would not have been ill," Theodora continued. " But Gladys and I were naughty girls, too, Aunt Theodora," Dora suggested, "and yet we are going to the party. Please let her go ; she will promise to be a good girl, and not eat anything that will hurt her. We will all promise." " Will you promise not to eat any fruit or cake? I want Gladys to promise that, too." " Can she go if we won't eat any fruit or cake ? " asked Gladys. "Yes." " Oh, goody ! goody ! goody ! We '11 prom- ise. And you can wear your white dress and red sash, Essie. Promise, quick ! for there is n't much time." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 181 Essie promised, half defiantly, and the three little girls set off in due season for Mrs. Shim- min's charming house with the entrancing garden. When they returned at night, there was a suspicious pallor on Essie's cheeks, and a drawn look to her mouth. " Estelle," Theodora asked, " did you break your promise ? Did you eat any fruit or cake?" " I did not eat any fruit." " Did you eat any cake ? " Gladys, unobserved by her aunt, was mak- ing negative signs from the corner of the room. " Well," said Essie deliberately, " I didn't eat any cake exactly, but I did eat some Washington pie." "Estelle, I trusted you entirely. Do you think it was being a good girl to get around your promise in that underhanded way ? Your father is a very truthful man, and I am sure that it would grieve him to know that his little girl had been so naughty. You knew that Washington pie was the same as cake ? " " Yes 'm," she said doggedly. 182 THE COMING OF THEODOEA. " And you promised me that you would n't eat any cake ? " " Yes W " Then why did you eat it ? " Poor Essie might have replied in the lan- guage of Scripture, " The woman tempted me, and I did eat," for this evasion of the spirit of her promise had been suggested by Gladys, but she was too loyal to her friend. " Why do you do things that you ought not to ? " she retorted. " Estelle, you must not speak to me in that way. It is very impertinent. I am sorry that you were a naughty girl, and I shall send you to bed half an hour earlier than usual." As the child was too tired to sit up any longer, this did not seem an overwhelming punishment, to Theodora, but suitability in punishment is not often considered by chil- dren. " Elizabeth will put you to bed now," Theo- dora proceeded. As Essie lay in the deepening twilight, try- ing to stay awake all night, " just to spite that hateful, horrid Miss Davidson," the world seemed a most unjust place. Gladys was the THE COMING OF THEODORA. 183 worst culprit, for she had eaten twice as much "Washington pie, and with no ill effects. She was sitting up half an hour longer, listening to " Alice's Adventures in Wonderland," and Miss Davidson would never find out that she had eaten any Washington pie. If she were asked whether she had eaten any cake, she would say " No," and her aunt would believe her. And yet, strange to say, her childish indignation was not centred upon Gladys, fas- cinating, darling Gladys, whom everybody loved, but upon the undiscerning, unjust Miss Davidson, and the inequality of things in gen- eral. As she tossed about in her little bed, she was struggling with the same problems that had suggested themselves to the older woman, and she, too, cried in the bitterness of her heart, "It is an unfair world." After Gladys had been put to bed, she stole into the next room to comfort her friend. " How do you feel now ? " she asked, smoothing her pillow as tenderly as her mother might have done. "My body feels well enough," said Essie sententiously, " but my mind feels strange." " You don't think you are going to have 184 THE COMING OF THEODOBA. a fever, do you ? " asked the anxious little nurse. " I guess not ; I never heard of Washing- ton pie giving anybody a fever." " Why did you tell her that you had eaten any Washington pie? She asked you if you had eaten any cake, and I kept making a sign to you to say ' No.' " " It was cake." " It was n't cake ; it was pie. She did n't say not to eat any pie. Dora wanted me to tell her that I had had pie, too. But it would n't have made you feel any better to have had me go to bed early and lose ' Alice in Wonderland,' would it ? " she asked caress- ingly. " I think it would have made me feel better in my mind." " Essie, darling, I will let you play with Muriel all to-morrow, and she is my very sweetest doll. Will that make you feel better in your mind ? " " It does n't seem the same thing, somehow, as telling the truth," objected Essie, " but I should like to play with Muriel." " Essie, you love me just as well as you do THE COMING OF THEODORA. 185 Dora, even if I did n't tell about the pie, don't you?" " I can't help loving you better than Dora, no matter what you do," confessed poor Essie. "Good-night, then, and we won't say any- thing more about the pie." "No, we will never speak about it again," said Essie ; and yet her sense of justice was not satisfied. The next morning, a letter came to Essie from her father, saying that he should have to be gone another week, and this news nearly broke her heart. Even Muriel afforded but slight comfort. Essie was not well enough to play out-of-doors with the other children, and Theodora was too full of her own anxieties to do more than provide her with a paint-box and some pictures. The poor little thing was terribly homesick, and read her letter over and over until she knew it by heart. " I am sorry not to be with niy little girl," her father wrote, " but her poor Uncle Ned, whom she loves so much, is very ill, and so I must stay here a week longer, and all the people at church must have somebody else preach to them, and my little girl must have 186 THE COMING OF THEODORA. somebody else preach to her. She must be brave, and not cry at all, and she must be a good girl, and not trouble kind Miss David- son, who is taking such excellent care of her." " Excellent care ! " At this point her tears began to flow. She struggled to keep them back, because her father had told her not to cry, but she thought how little he knew the real state of the case. How she longed for him ! He had never been away from her for so many days before, and she loved him more than she loved any one in the whole world, even better than she loved Gladys; and she hated Miss Davidson more than she hated any one in the whole world, even more than she hated the cook who drank, or the maid who stole. Indeed, Marianne had always been very nice, and she had loved her dearly until she found what a bad, bad girl she was. She hated Miss Davidson more than she hated the others, for the reason that she was so strict and decided, and because she sometimes called her Estelle, which was not right, as it was her mother's name ; and because she had sent her to bed half an hour too early, just because she had not told a lie ; and she should think that THE COMING OF THEODORA. 187 George Washington would feel very sorry up in heaven when he heard that a little girl was punished on account of having told the truth about one of his pies. Miss Davidson was an unkind, hateful woman, and she would not do a thing to please her, not even for her papa's sake. Poor Theodora, who was nearly beside her- self with anxiety concerning Edward, was too preoccupied to give much thought to the pale- faced little girl, who bent over her painting in a silence that the older woman did not recog- nize as hostile. A letter had come for her, also, by the morning mail, in which Mr. Compton stated that the inflammation was spreading on Edward's hand, and that they feared an operation would be necessary. Con- sequently the whole ghastly range of possibil- ities, with which her medical knowledge made her only too familiar, was in her mind all day. The week that followed was inexpressibly dreary. For four days Theodora heard no news ; then she received a few penciled lines from Marie, saying Edward was doing well, and that Mr. Compton would tell her every- thing when he returned on Saturday. " Dear 188 THE COMING OF THEODORA. Theodora," the letter ended, " I can never be sufficiently grateful to you for letting me be with my husband during all this time of anxiety." What did these words mean ? Marie should have said less or more. What were they keeping from her ? Did no one remember that she, too, would have given her heart's blood to be with Edward, and that she, too, was consumed with anxiety? Could Marie never learn that a sister may love with the same in- tense devotion as a wife ? Theodora longed and yet dreaded to have Saturday come. One moment she felt that she would give anything to have her suspense ended, and the next she wished that she could postpone indefinitely the certainty that might be so much worse than suspense. XIV. IT was late in the afternoon of Saturday when Mr. Compton finally appeared. Theo- dora ran eagerly to the door to let him in. " What is the news ? " she demanded breath- lessly. Then a glance at his face told her that there was no good news. " Is he worse ? Is he " She could not finish the sentence. " He is doing as well as he can under the circumstances, Miss Davidson." " Something has happened. Do not keep me in suspense ! " she entreated. He followed her into the parlor, where she took her accustomed seat by the window, and motioned to him to take a chair a little distance away from her. There was a pause. " I know what it is," she said unsteadily. " There has had to be an operation, and " "Yes." " Oh ! " she cried, with a little shudder, " poor boy ! " 190 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " He was very brave." "Yes," and she raised her head proudly, " the Davidsons are not cowards." " Miss Davidson, I wish that I did not have to tell you this thing ; I thought Marie was going to write it to you, but she said she could not. It was worse than we feared." " You don't mean " " I mean that in order to save his life " " Don't tell me," she said, putting up her hand imperiously. Then, as she let it drop again, she looked at it for a moment absently and added, " And it was his right hand ? " "Yes." " Do you mean to tell me that he has had to lose his right hand ? " she asked hoarsely. He was silent. " Miss Davidson," he added presently, " he was very brave." "You have told me that before. I oh, I beg your pardon for speaking like that, it was so good of you to be with him ! but I think it will break my heart." As she spoke, she buried her face in her hands and burst into a passion of tears. Frank Compton felt as helpless as if a strong man had given way to grief.- She was too un- THE COMING OF THEODORA. 191 conscious to think of putting a restraint upon herself on account of his presence. It would have been the same if the room had been full of people. Her tears seemed like a sudden storm, unexpected, terrible, inevitable. " Don't go," she begged, as he rose to leave the room. There was something in his pres- ence that comforted her. He, too, loved Ed- ward. When she grew a little calmer, she asked him many questions concerning the last fortnight, and by the time his narration was over she had wholly regained her self-control. " I can hardly, even yet, believe that it is true," she said at last. " He has always been so strong and so handsome, and he has had almost a contempt for the unfortunate people in the world. I mean the unconscious half pity, half aversion of a nature that, physically speaking, is beyond reproach. He would do anything for them, he is always kind ; but they have annoyed him, the army of the halt and the maimed, and he has had a shrinking from them, and now " her voice sank " he will be one of them ! How will he bear it ? " " He will bear it like a brave man. He will not be made morbid by it, and so and 192 THE COMING OF THEODORA. because he is so charming no one will give it a second thought ; but it is a terrible loss." " If I had only gone to him, perhaps I could have prevented it," she moaned. " I don't think it would have made any dif- ference, and you certainly have nothing with which to reproach yourself. The whole affair was taken out of your hands." " To lose one's right hand," she continued ; " never to paint again ; always to be helpless, even in the smaller concerns of life ; to be maimed, crippled; and for it to have come to him of all people, to my superbly strong, tal- ented brother ! When I think of the bright and hopeful boy that he was, of all his plans for the future, of the great pictures that he was going to paint" She left her sen- tence unfinished, and struggled with her tears. "Miss Davidson, I would have given my own right hand if it could have saved his." " Would you ? " she asked, glancing up ea- gerly, as if in some way the exchange might be effected. " I like you for saying it. How willingly would I give mine for his ! " and she looked down at her own well- shaped right hand. " A woman's hand ! Of what account THE COMING OF THEODORA. 193 is a woman's hand in the world, when com- pared with the hand of a strong man, of a man with a touch of genius who might have done some glorious thing! " " I sometimes think " he began hesitat- ingly- She cut him short. " Don't say it, please. I have sometimes thought so too ; but to put a thing into actual words seems to make it more true, and I like to think now that he might have done, might have been anything." " And so he might." " I am glad you have not told me, as Mr. Thorndyke would have done, that I ought to be thankful things are not any worse. He would say that I should be humbly grateful that Edward's life is spared. I hate all the trite, consolatory, ministerial remarks. Do you believe that everything works together for good ? " " There is another clause to the text : * All things work together for good to them that love God.' I think we often fail to get all the good we might out of our trials." " You are begging the question. I, for my part, do not believe that a thing like this is 194 THE COMING OF THEODORA. sent by God as a means of discipline. I think it happens by accident, and that He is no more responsible for it than I am." " Call it accident, or call it God's plan, and the fact remains that the thing has happened, and that the misfortune can be borne in such a way that it will do positive harm to the per- son himself and to all about him, or it can be borne well. Have you never found that you have got unexpected good from your own trials?" " Never ! I have got nothing but harm from them. I should be a much sweeter person if my girlhood had not been embit- tered by my father's marriage." " That is quite possible," he said absently. Theodora resented these words. It is pleas- anter to be told the truth, the whole truth, and nothing but the truth, in theory than in practice, and, truth-loving as she was, she was but human. " You would not be as strong a woman as you are now if you had not suffered," he added gently. " I hate strong women ! " she exclaimed vehemently. " How could I have got any THE COMING OF THEODORA. 195 good from my own trials?" she added irrele- vantly. " Miss Davidson, I am sure you don't want me to make any ' trite ministerial remarks ' ? " " I suppose you mean that our trials ought to make us more sympathetic ? " " I don't like to preach any better than you like to be preached to. I was only think- ing that in my own case I have found a cer- tain unexpected comfort in having sounded the depths of sorrow. It has made it easier to understand the point of view of those who have suffered." " Yet you would be happy again, if you could ? You would undo the past, if you could, and make it different ? " She was surprised at the effect of her words. "Don't ask me that question," he said with agitation ; " we can't choose : that ought to be enough for us." They were interrupted by Essie at this point, who rushed into the room and flung her arms around her father's neck. " You dear papa ! " she cried, as she kissed him over and over again, "you dear, dear, darling papa! How I have missed you ! And you must 196 THE COMING OF THEODORA. never, never go away without me again ; and I have had a perfectly horrid time, and I never want to come here " " Hush ! my dear child, you must n't say that ! I am afraid you have been so naughty that Miss Davidson will never want you here again. We must go home now. Shake hands with her Essie, and thank her for having been so kind to you." " Don't make her say that ; that is a matter of opinion," said Theodora, as she touched the tips of Essie's fingers. She watched the two go down the walk to- gether, and wondered how it would seem to be loved by any human being as Estelle loved her father. The night which followed was terrible to Theodora. She could not get away from the vision of the bright boy, as he had been in past years, who now in the prime of life was crippled and helpless. She had a blind feel- ing of rebellion against a resistless, remorse- less fate, by the side of which she, strong of will and strong of purpose, was as thistledown in the wind. She, Theodora Davidson, who would have given her life for her brother, was utterly powerless to help him. . THE COMING OF THEODORA. 197 Day came at last, another day, heralded by a golden sunrise, and the twittering of birds, and all the delicious minor sounds that go to the making of a July morning ; but Theodora was blind and deaf to the outside world, and could only repeat to herself, " All thy waves and thy billows have gone over me," and she knew, as she had never known before, the meaning of the words, " The valley of the shadow of death." Later in the day, the Sunday bells rang out clear and sweet, and the usual sedate stream of church-goers passed the house in their sober Sunday array. Theodora followed them at a distance, for she had a sudden impulse to hear Francis Compton preach. She did not sit in the Davidson pew, which was in the centre of the church, where she would be seen and questioned, but she took her seat close by the door, in the free pew that was reserved for the poor in the parish. An old woman who was nearly blind, and Mrs. Fraley with her withered hand, were the other occupants. She shuddered when she remembered that into this world of suffering her brother had entered now, and she felt herself a part of it through 198 THE COMING OF THEODORA. the intensity of her sympathy for him. There was little of the spiritual in her nature, but to-day her heart cried out for strength and comfort, and as she heard the opening reading she had a strange, new feeling of fellowship with all the stricken souls who had heard the same words from generation to generation, and sought like herself to find comfort and strength somewhere. " Why art thou cast down, O my soul," Mr. Compton read, " and why art thou disquieted in me ? hope thou in God : for I shall yet praise him for the help of his countenance." She was not in the habit of listening atten- tively to a church service, but she caught stray sentences, and she liked to be there. When it came to the sermon, there was some- thing in its directness and simplicity that went straight to her heart, and made her forget to criticise it, as usual, from an intellectual stand- point. The young minister was, for the time being, an apostle with a message for all the sorrowing, and a half-forgotten text came into her mind, fraught with a new meaning, "A man of sorrows and acquainted with grief." She hurried home as soon as church was THE COMING OF THEODORA. 199 over, that she might not have to speak to any one ; and, as she pursued her solitary way, she noticed that the birds were singing, and that the sun was shining in a cloudless sky. The worst was over. Hers was a nature that would always have a sharp, passionate struggle and then submit to the inevitable, and she was al- ready gathering courage to face her life as it must be in the future. She would devote her- self to her brother more intelligently than she had ever done before, and help him, as no one else could, to bear this great trial. XV. IN the weeks that followed, Theodora looked forward eagerly to Frank Compton's daily visit, for he always brought the latest news from Edward, and Edward was a strong bond between them. Their intercourse was now on a thoroughly satisfactory footing. When a man has told a woman that he does not love her, and has been refused by her because she does not love him, there is a straightforward simplicity in their relations that is not without charm. There need be no self-consciousness on either side. If to love him would be im- possible, it was quite possible to like him, and to feel that she had not done justice formerly to the quiet strength that lay concealed be- neath a misleading manner. Theodora's anxieties were increased by the baby, who took this inconsiderate time to have an ill turn. It proved to be nothing serious, but the hours that she spent with the little Cyril were the means of giving him a place in THE COMING OF THEODORA. 201 her heart second only to that occupied by his father, and she even grew to love the sound of his objectionable name. One afternoon, when the baby was better, but very restless and fretful, Mr. Compton came in just as she was trying to hush him to sleep. He entered un- announced, as the front door was open, and saw her bending over the unhappy baby, who was doubling up his little fist and dealing reckless blows in blind rage at his aunt. " Come, now, little man, you must behave yourself," she said. " You must go to sleep." It might be easy for Theodora to force older people to obey her, but she was wholly routed by a five-months-old baby. He evidently had no idea of behaving himself. She looked so unusually attractive as she glanced down at her obstreperous nephew that Frank lingered a moment before making his presence known. Her smooth hair had been roughened by small hands, and her becoming blue gingham gown had lost its usual spotless daintiness, and was somewhat crumpled. These imperfections served to make her seem more dear and human. " * This little pig went to market,' " she was 202 THE COMING OF THEODORA. saying, "look out, baby, you will pull my hair down, ' this little pig had roast meat ' " " No, he did n't," said Frank, " * this little pig stayed at home ; ' it was the other little pig who had roast beef; history has been kind enough to give us realistic details. I am sur- prised that such a well-informed young woman should have so sadly forgotten her Mother Goose." She looked up with a smile. " Mr. Comp- ton, I did n't know that you were there. Do take that armchair, and please forgive this very naughty young person, who has done nothing but howl for the last hour." " Give him to me ; I can make him go to sleep." "You?" " Yes. I had a lot of practice with Essie, who was a very fractious baby." " But that was years ago. You need not tell me that you can put this baby to sleep more successfully than his aunt can, need he, baby? For we won't believe him, will we? Is n't he a fascinating little thing?" " Very, especially when he tries to demolish you." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 203 " No, but really don't you think he is re- markably handsome for a small baby ? " " Just now, with his face drawn up into a knot?" " You are most unappreciative. Cyril, you need not look at him ; he is a heartless man." " Give him to me, and I will make him a very good little boy." " I shall do no such thing." " He is putting out his hands to me, Miss Davidson. He wants to come to me." " The unnatural little wretch ! " It was too true. He put out his hands in a most enticing and irresistible manner; and when Theodora turned his face the other way, he gave such a heart-rending wail that she was obliged to relinquish him. Mr. Compton took him, and began to walk the room with him. " You are getting him into dreadful habits ; he is not supposed to be walked with, ever." The baby had already stopped crying, and Frank threw a mischievous glance at Theo- dora. " Perhaps he takes after his aunt ; per- haps he can't get any good out of discipline," he ventured. " Anyway, he seems to be going to sleep ! " 204 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " What have you done to him ? You have bewitched him ; I ani desperately jealous." " He likes me ; he thinks me very nice," he observed with a tantalizing smile. " Young man, you are most undiscerning. I declare, he is almost off already ! " He was wholly " off " a little later, and Frank stopped before Theodora in his walk and announced the fact. " The little rascal is actually asleep. What shall I do with him?" " Give him to me." " I will do nothing so rash. He will wake up again and demand all your attention, and I want it myself. You shall not have him. I will dump him into his carriage, or his crib, or wherever the orthodox place is." " Very well, you may take him upstairs to Elizabeth in the nursery." When he had satisfactorily disposed of Cyril and returned to the parlor, Theodora's hair was in its usual state of trim perfection. " I am sorry you did n't let the baby's rav- ages stay," he said. " It seems to put you more on a level with other people to have a ' rav- age ' or two, and I feel less afraid of you." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 205 " I have not observed that I have succeeded in inspiring you with awe precisely at any tfme." They talked about Edward at first, and then of nothing in particular. Theodora could not help knowing that she pleased him, and the knowledge was very delightful. Her girl- hood had been so sombre and hard-working that there was the charm of novelty even in the admiration of a man like Francis Comp- ton, whom she considered more than half a woman. She knew, or she thought she knew, that there was no danger of his falling in love with her. Essie had gone away on a three days' visit to her aunt, and therefore her father insisted upon spending the rest of the afternoon with Miss Davidson. In vain she suggested to him that he ought to make parish calls. " I should like to know what I am making now," he replied. " I am sure you are half a parishioner of mine, even if Thorndyke does claim the other half." " I am at least no parishioner of his." " I intend to stay here all the afternoon," he went on, " unless you turn me out. I used 206 THE COMING OF THEODORA. to go in for duty and that sort of thing, but you once told me that I felt it of too great consequence whether I made all the parish calls that I ought to make, and ever since I have decided to relax." " If this is a parish call, your position is illogical," she said, smiling. "No, for you told me that, if I put my heart into the parish calls, it would be no effort to make them. I am doing that now ; my heart is very much 'in it.' ' " If you stay, I shall set you to work," she observed with mock severity ; " the tennis- court ought to be marked out again : and I shall have to pick some currants for tea, for it is the cook's ' afternoon out.' " " If I help you pick the currants, may I help you eat them? The children would love to have me stay," he proceeded plaintively ; " they like me, and the baby might wake up, you know." He stayed, to the infinite delight of the children, who surrounded him in a body, as soon as they discovered his presence, and demanded stories. "You tell lots nicer stories than Aunt THE COMING OF THEODORA. 207 Theodora does," Dora observed, with the Da- vidson frankness. " I am sure Aunt Theodora tells very nice ones," said Gladys politely. " Why, you know you said yourself," ex- postulated Dora, " that they were always the same thing over and over ; she only knows three or four." " But they are very nice," reiterated Gla- dys. " Everybody is n't a minister, and used to making up stories." " We are even now, Miss Davidson," Frank laughed. Presently they all went out into the delight- ful, old-fashioned garden behind the house, where the currants hung in tempting red clusters, no longer fraught with disaster, and the apple-trees, full of young, half-grown apples, made a pleasant green bower over- head. Here the children flitted from bush to, bush, sharing a small pail, while Frank and Theodora each filled a large one ; and Theo- dora was almost as light-hearted as the chil- dren, and the world seemed very bright, as the mellow sunlight fell on the little group of merry, upturned faces. 208 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " Here are some very large currants," said Guy at length. " I want you to have them, Aunt Theodora," and he slipped his small hand over the edge of her pail to drop in the juicy red cluster. The sight of that sturdy little right hand brought to her mind, with a sudden shock, the remembrance of her bro- ther's affliction. " Maimed, crippled," she thought, and the world seemed suddenly overshadowed, while she reproached herself for having completely forgotten Edward's misfortune for a happy half hour. She forgot it again afterwards, when Mr. Compton served currants and bread- and-butter and cold mutton to a hungry group, while she made tea at the other end of the table ; and many times, in the days that fol- lowed, she had a young, irresponsible feeling of happiness. When the time was at last set for the return of her brother and his wife, Theodora had a vague sense of chill and disappoint- ment. She was not used to self-analysis, and took it for granted that it arose because she could no longer forget for a moment the ter- rible calamity that overshadowed her brother's THE COMING OF THEODORA. 209 life. As the hour of his home-coming drew nearer and nearer, her light-heartedness disap- peared, and she was once more the serious woman burdened with many cares. How could she bear the first greeting ? How could she hide the shrinking that any physical de- formity caused her? How could she show her sympathy, and yet prevent the first mo- ments from being too tragic ? When the hour for Edward's arrival actu- ally came, as Theodora stood at the parlor window waiting for the first sight of the re- turning travelers, she grew more and more nervous. At last she saw Dobbin coming into view, and then she had a glimpse of Marie, looking very pale and fagged, poor child, and of Edward, pale too, but with a smile on his lips. She had a sudden impulse to flee, but she bravely stood her ground. The carriage had reached the front gate now, and they were getting out. Edward came along the path, and ran up the steps with his old elastic tread, and in another minute Theodora rushed towards him with outstretched arms. " Excuse my left hand, Theo," Edward ex- claimed cheerily, as he grasped hers. "If 210 THE COMING OF THEODORA. I were only that old fellow Briareus, was it ? who had so many, I could give you more of a choice." " Edward ! " Her voice was husky, the tears came into her eyes, and, with a sudden abandon of feeling, she threw her arms around his neck and sobbed as if her heart would break. " Dear old Theo, don't mind so much. I 'm not worth all this commotion," he said unsteadily. Then, after a moment, he added in his usual cheerful tones : " I know what is troubling you, Theo, my love ; you are worry- ing for fear the Life of General Nathaniel Bradlee Davidson will never get written." XVI. WITH the return of her brother, Theodora, who was a woman of one idea at a. time, for- got Frank Compton altogether, in her over- mastering desire to be of use to Edward. He was touched by her devotion, and by the self-abnegation which meant so much from a woman of her type ; for she entirely aban- doned her old position of mentor, and her one wish now was to make him happy in his own way. Nathaniel Bradlee Davidson and the town-meeting were alike consigned to obli- vion. He had always loved Theodora, and, even in the days when she exasperated him the most, he had regarded her as a sister of whom any man might be proud, and had taken pleasure in her many mental and physi- cal attractions ; but now that she had given up her incorrigible desire to improve him, he found in her a hundred new charms. He had never suspected that she had such a tender and lovable side ; and he felt a sense of exhil- 212 THE COMING OF THEODORA. aration when he succeeded in drawing out from this proud and reserved -woman some half -shy expression of the strength of her love for him, or the depth of her tenderness. None of the flirtations of his early days had given him as keen enjoyment as the study of his sister under these new conditions. He was, as Frank had said, a brave man, and he accepted his disability as a brave man should. He had never set up for a model in any respect, and his creed was a short one ; but he firmly believed in not worrying other people with his misfortunes, and in looking persistently on the bright side. He devoutly hoped that no one would ever realize how much he suffered, not even Marie ; but Theo- dora, who was made of the same Spartan stuff, divined that his gayety was but a cloak to hide his depression, and this knowledge gave the final touch of tenderness to her man- ner. She never spoke of his affliction, but they understood each other without words. Unhappiness was so overwhelmingly distaste- ful to Edward, that he cast about for all the alleviations to his lot that he could find, and, mingled with his acute pain, there was a THE COMING OF THEODORA. 213 half-shamefaced feeling of relief. He need no longer struggle with his inertia and love of ease. Fate had settled the question for him, and no one would ever again expect him to become an eminent artist. " Poor old David- son ! he is out of the running now," the men would say, and would regard him all the more affectionately. To go through life as a man of genius whose career has been prematurely cut short by the loss of his right hand is tragic ; but it is more dignified than to go through it as a man of genius whose career has been impeded by his indolence. So, if life was hard for Edward Davidson, it was not without its compensations. At present, Theodora was the greatest of these. Marie, after the strain that she had gone through, had collapsed utterly. She was well enough to go about all her daily avo- cations, including her painting, but she was in that exhausted state of the nerves when a sharp word brings tears to the eyes, and the mind refuses to act with its accustomed quick- ness. She was too worn out and depressed to be a cheerful companion for her husband, and at first she welcomed Theodora's devotion with 214 THE COMING OF THEODORA. self-reproachful gratitude ; but a few days of it, coupled with Edward's increasing pleasure in his sister's society, was enough to arouse, in fresh intensity, her sleeping jealousy. This was the worst calamity that had befallen her. Hitherto her husband had shared her regret that Theodora was a fixture in the household, but to have him enjoy his sister's society to the extent of neglecting his wife was a trial which she had not the fortitude to bear. It takes not only a generous woman to rejoice in her husband's absorption in another, even if the other is his sister, but a woman who is mentally and physically strong; for when the head is tired, and the body racked with pain, it is impossible to take a healthy view of things. Marie no longer had the outlet of her husband's sympathy, but kept her feel- ings to herself, where they smouldered in unnatural repression. " Oh, she is good, so good, and she loves Edward so ! " she cried. " What am I that I should hate her very goodness ? " Meanwhile her husband and his sister went their way with a serene unconsciousness of her feelings that added the final, poignant THE COMING OF THEODORA. 215 drop to her cup of bitterness. Theodora was ready to walk with Edward when Marie was too tired to drag herself out of the house, or to drive or row with him when Marie was sketching. She played chess with him by the hour together, a game in which his wife was not proficient ; and she let him read aloud to her all the articles in which her sister-in-law had no interest. Even at meal-times Marie had cause for jealousy, for Theodora had taken Edward's place at the foot of the table, and was his right hand. Poor Marie, down among the teacups, with Guy on one side of her and Gladys on the other, had to see Theo- dora doing all those little services for Edward that she was longing to do herself. She was too generous to show by word or deed that she was disturbed by their growing intimacy, and even went so far as to urge them to go to walk or to row together ; but when they took her words at their face value, she felt annoyed by their lack of discernment, and hurt by their readiness to dispense with her society. It never occurred to Theodora that her sister-in-law would not be grateful to her for her efforts in Edward's behalf, and she took 216 THE COMING OF THEODORA. pride in securing an uninterrupted time for Marie's painting. Marie was making a sketch of the willows by the river, in the late after- noons, after the children had had their tea, and that was the hour that Theodora generally chose to take Edward on a row up the river. She had never been so happy as she was during the hours when they glided over the smooth water, with the sunset all aglow behind the sil- very-green willows, and that touch of almost unearthly beauty over the landscape which comes but once in the twenty-four hours, and seems all the more exquisite because it is so soon to give place to darkness. As she and her brother talked of many things, she had the happy consciousness that the dreams of her girlhood were being fulfilled in a measure, for she was becoming indispensable to him ; only it was all so sadly different! She had hoped then to help him to accomplish some great work that should make his name famous throughout the world, and now she could only help him to bear a great trial. His increasing affection for her gave her a sense of pleasure that was almost pain from its keenness. THE COMING OF THEODORA. 217 And so, night after night, their friendship grew, while Marie's sketch grew also. One afternoon, while Marie was at work on her picture, Mr. Compton came across the little path that led past her retreat, and stopped to look at her sketch. " That is first-rate," he said, as he examined it critically. " It is the best thing that you have done for a long time." " It ought to be good, for I have worked at it until I have given myself a frightful head- ache and rheumatism from having my feet on this damp grass." " It is too late for you to be out here ; give me your traps and I will take them home for you." " I must do a little more," she pleaded, " for the light is so beautiful, and it will never be the same again." He went into the next house, where Mrs. Fraley lived, and presently returned with a rag-mat for Mrs. Davidson to put under her feet, and a coarse gray shawl that he threw over her shoulders. The light was fast fading, and a white mist was rising from the river. He waited patiently until she should be ready to go home. 218 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " Mrs. Fraley tells me that you come to see her very often," said Marie, as she put the finishing touches to a willow. " I think that is so good of you. I wish you could hear her praise you, poor old soul! It must be a pleasure to be in one's right niche," she continued with a little sigh. " Whenever I am tired and discouraged, it is a comfort to me to think that you are making every- body happy, and doing your work in the best possible way." " But I don't," he said, with the flush of color that any words of praise or blame al- ways bi-ought to his sensitive face. "I do it very badly. I constantly have the feeling that I have only half expressed my thought in my sermons, and that I don't do half I ought to do for the parish." " Everybody agrees with me in thinking you are doing everything for the parish. You can't really feel discouraged. Now with me " She paused. " I suppose we are all conscious of our shortcomings," he rejoined. " Now your life looks far more useful and satisfactory to me than mine, for you are indispensable to your THE COMING OF THEODORA. 219 family. My larger world could get on very well without me, but your little world would go to pieces if anything should happen to you." " My little world could get on very well without me, for Theodora can manage the household much better than I can." " My dear Mrs. Davidson, don't allow yourself to think such a thing for a moment. Your sister-in-law cannot in the least fill your place." " She is so good," said Marie ; " but she is unsympathetic sometimes, and she does not understand me, and so she is cold and hard occasionally." " She can be cold and hard," he admitted. The truth was that he had missed Theodora unspeakably since her brother's return, and her evident friendly indifference to himself cut him to the quick. " She is never cold or hard to Edward," justice compelled him to add. " No ; she is absolutely devoted to him." Marie was already regretting her lack of loyalty in making any criticisms upon her husband's sister, and changed the subject. " I don't know why it is," she said, " but 220 THE COMING OF THEODORA. when I feel ill I can paint as I never can when I am well. I have a feverish feeling that some one is behind me urging me on and guiding my hand." " If you feel like that, you must go home without painting another stroke." He took her easel and sketch summarily into his pos- session. " Wait a minute while I return Mrs. Fraley's rug," he added, " and I will walk home with you." As they crossed the meadow together to- wards the road, he said, " I am surprised that Mr. and Miss Davidson let you paint to-day. You look too ill to be out of the house ; " and he glanced at her flushed cheeks. " I don't tell them how I feel ; they are so happy together that I don't want to spoil their pleasure." Her voice broke. She brushed her hand hastily across her eyes, and made an effort to control herself. " It would spoil their pleasure a great deal more if you were to be ill." " Sometimes I wish I could be ill and die," she cried passionately. " That would be much the best way out of things." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 221 "Mrs. Davidson!" he exclaimed in dis- tressed tones. " Think what the world would be for your husband and children without you, and for your friends ! You must not say such things." " Yes, I must. I had n't meant to tell you, but I must speak to some one, or I shall go insane. I am of no account in the world, or even in my own family. Theodora is all in all to Edward and the children, and I There are worse things than losing one's right hand. I am so sensitively organized that I am no more fitted to cope with life than a cripple or a deaf-mute. I am so weak that I am men- tally crippled. I am a moral deaf-mute. I do not dare to say what I think. Mr. Comp- ton, if I am ever insane, you will know that I was made mad, not by too much learning, but by too much goodness. When you put a woman like Theodora Davidson into daily con- tact with a weak creature like myself, the re- sults are worse than when the iron pot and earthen vessel go down the stream together. And, after all, is n't it partly the fault of the pot for being too strong? " Her eyes were very wistful and appeal- 222 THE COMING OF THEODORA. ing, and there was something infinitely touch- ing in the dejected pose of her beautiful head and the penetrating sadness of her low voice. " Mrs. Davidson, I am very sorry for you," he said, much moved. " You have been work- ing too hard, and so you see everything with a twist. I am sure your state of mind is merely temporary. You are worn out with the terrible strain of Ned's accident." Marie was silent, and they presently began to talk of other things. When Mr. Compton bade Mrs. Davidson good-by at her gate, her conscience was already reproaching her. " I shall never forgive myself if what I have told you has prejudiced you against Theodora," she said. " She is so devoted to me and mine that it is very ungrateful in me to have these wretched, unjustifiable feelings." "Nothing can prejudice me against her. She is so generous and magnanimous that I am sure she would not consciously cause you a moment's pain. Of course I can't help seeing her occasional lack of sympathy ; but, take her THE COMING OF THEODORA. 223 for all in all, she is the finest woman I have ever known ; and so I am sure that everything will come out right in the end. Good-by," and he pressed her hand affectionately ; " you will be happy when you are stronger." She shook her head. "You are like Ed- ward. He always expects everything to come out right, but there is no cure for incompat- ibility. It is an awful thing when two people are forced to live under the same roof who cannot understand each other, and who love a third inmate of the household with their whole strength while they hate each other in their heart of hearts. "What have I said ? " She was shocked when she heard the pent-up feelings of months put into bald words, whose strength she realized by their effect on her companion. " I don't know what is the matter with me," she added, with a pathetic little break in her voice. " Please forget everything that I have said, and only remember that I am too ill and unhappy to care whether I live or die. Theo- dora is a fine woman. It is not her fault that I am weak and jealous and tried by trifles. I am glad that Edward has such a stimulating 224 THE COMING OF THEODORA. companion, and that the children are so well cared for, at least I am when I am in my right mind. Oh dear ! I don't see why sensitive people were ever put into this rough world. It is no place for them. Good-night." XVII. MR. COMPTON was greatly worried by Mrs. Davidson's condition, and he urged her hus- band to take her away from Edgecomb at once, for he believed that she would soon recover her old tone in a more bracing climate. As the baby and Guy were ailing too, he suggested that their father and mother should take them to the mountains, and that Miss Davidson should stay behind with the older children. Edward, however, could not see the neces- sity of leaving his sister in Edgecomb. " The poor girl has n't been 'away from home all summer," he said. " And besides, I should miss her dreadfully. She is awfully sweet, Frank, if one is only unfortunate enough. If we go at all, we must all go. The family has been separated too much al- ready. But, Frank, you don't think there is anything seriously amiss with Marie?" he asked anxiously. " She had a severe strain at the time of 226 THE COMING OF THEODOEA. your accident, and she seems very much out of spirits, but I think all she needs is change of air, rest, and your entire devotion. Have you ever thought " He hesitated, and the color came into his face. " Has it ever oc- curred to you," he began again, " that, with the best of intentions on both sides, and although they are very fond of each other, your wife and your sister are so fundamentally different that they do not quite pull together ? " " Thought of it ! Good Lord ! The thought has been consuming me and preying into my vitals, as it were, for the last six months. Why should they pull together? My dear boy, do you expect a thrush to be put in harness comfortably with an eagle ? " " Opposite* often have an attraction for each other," Frank hazarded. " ' I believe to you that,' as the Portu- guese grammar says ; otherwise, Fanny, my love, you and I would be bitter enemies." " Ned, do stop joking for one moment. Your wife may be seriously ill if something is not done at once, and I am sure that she will get well much faster if she and your sister are separated for a few weeks : that is the plain English of it." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 227 Edward's face grew grave. " Then you will go away without your sis- ter ? " Frank proceeded. " No, I won't. It would make her too un- happy; but I will promise to devote myself to the thrush from early morn till dewy eve, and let the eagle forage for herself." Edward might talk in this light fashion, but nevertheless he was greatly distressed and perplexed. Ever since his return he had been so absorbed in showing his gratitude to his sister, whom he felt he had neglected in the past, that he had forgotten his wife might not sympathize with his changed point of view. The pendulum, it seemed, had swung too far, and now he must needs devote himself to his wife, to the comparative neglect of his sister. He felt that it would be better to take Theo- dora away with them, for leaving her behind would not tend to the solution of the real prob- lem ; the same conditions would have to be faced upon their return. No, he must needs be the mediator between these two, and find some way of satisfying them both. Theodora had certainly been a most exasperating inmate of the household at periods, but she had also 228 THE COMING OF THEODORA. shown great self-f orgetf ulness in taking charge of a houseful of unruly children while Marie was away, and she deserved a vacation. As a consequence of this conversation, Lit- tleton, New Hampshire, was selected as the place for their summer outing, and rooms were engaged there for the whole family. As the day fixed upon for their departure approached, it became evident that Marie was in no condition to take the journey. She was flushed and feverish, and had one or two severe chills. Dr. Reycroft was summoned, and forbade her going away from home at present. At this juncture he went out of town for a few days, leaving his patients in charge of his assistant. As it was important to get the baby and Guy and their father out of the heat as soon as possible, Theodora pro- posed to the young doctor that her brother should establish the children and their nurse at Littleton, and that she and her sister-in-law should follow as soon as the latter was well enough. Dr. Murdock acceded to her plan at once. He was just out of the medical school, and was by nature diffident and lacking in self-confidence, and it was a relief to him, in THE COMING OF THEODORA. 229 the absence of his chief, to lean upon Miss Davidson's strength. Marie had been very quiet and apathetic ever since she had opened her heart to Mr. Compton, but she did not hear this project in silence. " I cannot let my husband go away," she remonstrated timidly. " I would much rather have him stay with me, and let Miss Davidson take the children to Littleton." Dr. Murdock disliked to take sides against any woman. He fidgeted about nervously in his chair, and looked out of the window. " We hope to have you as right as a trivet in two or three days," he said; "but your husband needs the change, and in case of ill- ness he would be, on account of his accident, absolutely helpless, whereas Miss Davidson is a born nurse," he added with admiration. " You should see her superintending the nurses at the hospital. By Jove ! I believe she knows more about illness by intuition than I do after all my study." Marie's eyes filled with tears, and she turned her face to the wall. She longed for Dr. Reycrof t, who would have understood her ; but she could not tell this young fellow, who 230 THE COMING OF THEODORA. admired Theodora so heartily, that she felt it would kill her to have her for a nurse ; the thing seemed too unreasonable ; he would think that she was out of her mind. She pressed her hand to her burning head, and wondered if perhaps the fever had not crazed her already. " When does Dr. Reycroft come back ? " she asked. " Day after to-morrow, and I hope by that time that Mr. Davidson and the children will be in Littleton, and that you can follow with Miss Davidson the first of the Week." She had a despairing sense of helplessness as she heard these words, but she decided to make a final appeal to her husband. It chanced, however, that Theodora was unwit- tingly the person to whom it was made. She came into Marie's room to bring her some sweet peas, soon after the doctor had departed. It was a close, hot day, but Theodora looked delightfully cool in a white dress, with pale- blue ribbons around her waist and her throat. She seemed the embodiment of health and strength as she crossed the room. "You look flushed," she said, as she left the sweet peas on the table by Marie's side. " Shall I open the other window? " THE COMING OF THEODORA. 231 "No, thank you. I wish you would take those flowers away; they make me ill. My head is aching so that I can hardly bear it," she added despairingly. " I am so sorry. Shan't I stroke your forehead ? Perhaps I could make the pain go away." " No, thank you. Where is Edward ? " " He has gone down town." " When he comes back, I want to see him." " You shall, but until he comes I will sit in the next room, where you can call me if you want anything." She was unbearable to Marie. Her neatly arranged hair, her fresh, unruffled appearance, a certain coolness of temperament and deft- ness of touch, in short all the things which united to make her a " born nurse," were to poor Marie only so much fuel to fan the flame of her irritation. Her nerves were quivering, her whole energy was bent upon keeping her- self on this side of the line " beyond which madness lies." The fever was burning in her brain, and it distorted everything. Theodora, calm and unperturbed, went over to Marie's work-table and took out some stock- 232 THE COMING OF THEODORA. ings that needed mending. Her soft tread seemed like the tramp of an army to her sis- ter-in-law. She crossed the room again, and pushed up the other window. " I am sure you will feel better if you have more air," she observed. Marie clenched her hands, but did not speak. Theodora stopped to straighten a rug, and then started to take the sweet peas out of the room. " Leave them," Marie commanded, " I like to see them ; but oh, do, do go away ! " " Why, Marie ! " Theodora said in surprise, " what has come over you ? " and she added in a low tone, " It is the fever." " It is not the fever. I am quite myself. Do go away, please, and tell Dr. Murdock that I don't want you for a nurse. I want Edward, even if he doesn't know anything about illness. You can take the children to Littleton, and let him stay with me." Theodora was too good a nurse to urge the wisdom of her own plans when her patient was in such an excitable condition, so she said gently, " Very well, dear, if you prefer it THE COMING OF THEODORA. 233 Edward shall stay with you, and I will take the children to Littleton. And if any one else is needed, we can get a trained nurse from the hospital," she added, half to herself. Marie shuddered. " Oh, not a trained nurse, Theodora ! That would be terrible. I could not have a stranger take care of me. Promise me that I shall not have a trained nurse, what- ever happens," she entreated. " My dear, I can't promise that ; but I don't believe there will be any need of one ; there certainly will not if I stay here." " But I want Edward." " You shall have him," Theodora said sooth- ingly. " He will stay with you in any event." Marie sank back on her pillows and seemed comforted. " You are telling me the truth ? " she asked presently. " I shall not wake up some morning and find Edward gone ? " " Marie, have I ever deceived you?" " No, you never have." Everything might have gone on with out- ward tranquillity, and Theodora might never have discovered her sister-in-law's real feel- ings, if there had not been at this moment a loud wail from the lower regions, where the 234 THE COMING OF THEODORA. children were playing. Into the midst of this war Theodora descended like an avenging goddess. She upbraided them for making a noise and disturbing their mother, and she thrust Guy, who seemed to be the ringleader, into the depths of the hall closet. When she returned, Marie drew from her a full account of the fray. " I can't have my little Guy punished in that cruel way," she said, with heightened color. " He is terribly afraid of the dark ; when I shut him up in the closet I always shut myself in with him, so he shall not be frightened. Go down at once, Theodora, and let him out." " But, my dear," Theodora expostulated, " I told him he must stay there until he prom- ised to be good." " He never will ; he is n't that kind. Go down at once, Theodora." Theodora obeyed, somewhat reluctantly, but she stayed with Guy until he gave the re- quired promise. She found Marie quivering with excitement upon her return. " You did not let him out at once," she said. "I can't allow you to go to Littleton, if you are going THE COMING OF THEODORA. 235 to put my children in the closet. Do you often punish them ? " " Very seldom." " You have n't ever slapped their hands, have you ? " Marie asked with sudden sus- picion. " Marie, you can trust me never to punish them when it is not necessary, nor to hurt them severely, for I love them too well." " I can't have their hands slapped," Marie cried. " You must promise me never to slap their hands, never, never, Theodora. I would not have believed it of you. I knew that you were sometimes cold and unkind to older people, but I thought wou loved children." "I, cold and unkind to older people ? What do you mean ? Don't be afraid of telling me the whole truth." " If you want the truth, you shall have it," said Marie desperately. " You are sometimes cold and hard, because you have n't the faint- est conception of what it means to put your- self in another person's place." " Marie ! I am putting myself in your place now, and I know just how ill you are feeling, and that by and by " 236 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " No, it is n't that. I may not have the courage to speak by and by, but I shall be feeling angry and rebellious just the same." " Angry and rebellious on account of some- thing that I have done ? " Theodora asked anxiously. " Tell me what you object to, and and I won't do it any more." A sudden wicked impulse came to Marie, apparently from the outside, to let Theodora know all that was in her mind. Perhaps she had already crossed the line where responsi- bility ends. " It would be easier to tell you what you have not done," she said passionately. " Ever since you came here, you have been doing first one thing and then another. You took away the housekeeping ; you wanted to give my child an odious name ; you cut off my little girls' beautiful curls ; and you turned our comfortable studio into a prim place, where Edward would not work because it was so unhomelike." " Marie ! " " You think I am delirious. If you won't believe me, ask Edward ; perhaps you will believe him." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 237 " My dear, you must stop talking, or the doctor will never forgive me." " I am sure you think that I am out of my head, but I am not. I sometimes fancy I shall be insane, and if I am it will be you who have brought it about, you ! And you want me to stop talking and to think of something else ! Oh, I have such a pain in my head," she moaned, u and I feel so ill ! Won't you go down town and get Edward, please ? " " He has been with you all night and all to-day. He is so used up that he needs the rest, but I will let Elizabeth take my place now, and I will send him to you the minute he comes home." " You consider me selfish and exacting, and so you are taking Edward away from me more and more. You think me too weak and incapable to do things for him and the chil- dren, but I was strong enough to be Edward's nurse, and the doctor said a trained nurse could not have done better. I was strong enough to stay with him all through the ter- rible operation, so that my face should be the last thing he should see before he was uncon- scious, and the first thing when he came out 238 THE COMING OF THEODORA. of the ether." She covered her face with her hands. " It was horrible ! I cannot bear to think of it." " It must have been an awful shock," said Theodora, " and you had n't the strength to bear it ; if I had only gone to him and " " You ? You feel that you can make every- thing right in God's universe; and yet, if it had n't been for you, he might be well now." " What do you mean ? " " You drove him away. You made him go to the Rangeley Lakes because home was so uncomfortable. If he had stayed at home, he would be well now." At last Theodora lost control over herself. " I sometimes think that if I had gone to him he would be well now," she said. Marie started up in bed. Her eyes grew wild, and she gave a low cry. " Theodora ! oh, Theodora, you will kill me if you say that ! Go away ! Oh, go away ! I wish that you would go out of the house, out of the town, far, far away, and that I might never, never see you again ! And if you won't believe me, ask Mr. Compton if he did not say that you could be hard and cold, and ask THE COMING OF THEODORA. 239 Edward if he did not say, over and over again, that he wished you would go, but that 'unfortunately one could not divorce a sister!' Shut the door, and don't dare to come in here again to-day ! " XVIII. AT first Theodora had regarded Marie's words as having but a slight foundation of truth, which her excitable state of mind mag- nified, but what she said concerning Edward smote her to the heart. Marie could not have invented the sentence about his wishing that he could divorce a sister. The idea that her brother had ever wanted her to leave him came like a bolt from a clear sky. The events of the past fourteen months flashed be- fore her in swift succession. Could it be that all the deeds that she had done from the most conscientious of motives had merely resulted in alienating from her the affection of her brother and his wife ? She had a horrible feeling of black depression, without a glimpse of light. If these things that Marie had said were true, where was there any comfort or hope for her ? Edward had not yet come in, so Theodora sent Elizabeth to Marie, and, hastily putting THE COMING OF THEODORA. 241 on her hat, she went out into the intense August heat. Not a breath was stirring, and almost all the inhabitants of Edgecomb were sheltered behind green blinds. She went swiftly down the main street, thinking only of the terrible words which had burned into her very soul ; and as she thought of them, a blind anger seized her against the woman who had made such havoc in her happy life. And everybody loved Marie ; even Francis Comp- ton had nothing but praise for her ; while, in speaking of herself, he who had known her in her great sorrow had called her hard and cold. As she went along the quiet street and glanced at the familiar houses, she thought of the bright day, scarcely more than a year ago, when she had passed them on her first arrival, with her brother by her side, proud and happy to have her with him, and in the bitterness of her heart she cried out, " It is that woman who has done it ; it is she who has poisoned Edward's mind." She kept on and on, past the shops, where a few loafers were lazily smoking, who looked at her as one looks at a brilliant comet; past the parsonage, with its green blinds closed ; and then on and on until 242 THE COMING OF THEODORA. she came to the little cemetery, green and white, and hardly more peaceful than the town itself. She had had no object in view when she started on her walk, but she turned in at the gate, as if it had been her destination from the first. She walked along its shady paths until she came to the Davidson lot, and then she sank down on the bank outside of the iron, vine-covered fence. The sight of the graves of her father and mother brought the past more vividly before her than anything else could have done. She saw herself, a slim, overgrown girl, with a heart full of passionate rebellion against her father and his new wife ; and then as a hard-working student, too bent on accomplishing her education to have time for girlish friendships ; and again she saw herself in the coveted position of teacher of other girls. She had been happier then, for the girls had admired her, and she had been of use ; but she asked herself if even then she had been greatly loved. Was she to go through her whole life regarded merely as a useful woman and an agreeable acquaintance, when she was hungering and thirsting for love ? For the love of a brother and his wife and THE COMING OF TUEODOEA. 243 their children? a love that happier women hardly remember to be grateful for, counting it as a matter of course. Must her life always be full of work, work, work, with no thanks and scant affection? Was there no one to understand her ? No one to realize that she was human, and cared for all the things that other women love? How long she stayed there she did not know, but she was finally aroused from her reverie by the sight of fleecy clouds in the west, tinged with pink, and, has- tily rising, she went swiftly out of the gate and turned towards home. As she passed the parsonage, Mr. Compton, who had seen her approaching, came out to ask the latest news concerning Mrs. Davidson, but she did not see him and went quickly by the house. " Miss Davidson," he called after her, "are you trying to escape from your best friends?" " No," she said, turning a face towards him that was tragic in its expression of hopeless- ness ; " I am only trying to escape from my- self." " What has happened ? " he asked anxiously. " Is Marie worse ? " 244 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " She is no worse ; you need n't be alarmed, nothing has happened. At least," her scru- pulous truthfulness impelled her to add, " no- thing has happened that makes a difference to any one but me." " But if it concerns you, it will make a dif- ference to me." " You like to say pleasant things," she said bitterly. " I like to say the truth-." " What is the truth ? " she cried passion- ately. " All through the year I have thought that it was a happiness to my brother and his wife to have me live with them, and, now that Marie is too ill to control her words, I find that it was all a mask, a hideous mask of hypocrisy, and that in reality they were longing to have me go away. God deliver us from the truth ! God keep us blind always, or else let us have the truth in the beginning ! If they had told me frankly at first that I tried to rule their lives too much, I would have gone back to my teaching; but to tell me now, when I have grown to love the children as if they were my very own, and my brother far more than most women love their husbands, is too cruel." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 245 " There must be some mistake," Frank said gently. " I am sure your brother loves you dearly, and, if his wife has been made jeal- ous by his affection for you, it is not strange if, in her excitable condition, she magnifies everything. Perhaps you said something, quite inadvertently of course, that made her angry." " I gave her no provocation that I can re- member, but she upbraided me for one thing after another, and finally said that I had driven Edward away from home, and therefore that I was responsible for his accident. Oh, I did say something then ! I lost my self-control, and I said that I sometimes thought that if I had gone to him he would be well now." " But that was unkind. How could you say such a thing to the poor child ? " " She had said things twenty times as cruel to me." " But she is ill in mind and body, and you " - " I did not mean to say it. I have wanted to say it many, many times, but I had never said it before. I tried hard to be fair-minded and sympathetic ; in all my life I have never 246 THE CONING OF THEODORA. tried so hard ; but the words escaped me in spite of myself." " Go back and beg her pardon. Ask her to forgive you for all your unconscious mistakes, and tell her that you have seen me, and that I feel sure it would have made no difference if you had gone to Edward. She will worry her- self into a fever, if she lies there thinking that she was partly responsible for the loss of his hand. And even now she will be consumed with penitence for her words to you. You do not understand her. Hers is an exceptionally sensitive nature. Go back and comfort her, and all may yet be right." " If Comfort her ? I ask her pardon ? " " Yes, for you are strong, and she is ill." " How you all love her ! " she said vehe- mently. " Put her charming personality out of your mind and think only of the bare facts. Don't think of me or of her, but of the right and the wrong of the question, and then you will not be governed by a personal bias. If you think of her, you can't no man could help deciding in her favor." " It is of the right and the wrong of the question that I am thinking. If I allowed THE COMING OF THEODORA. 247 a personal bias to govern me, I should decide in favor of you," he said impulsively. For a moment she raised her clear blue eyes to his, and a delicate color swept over her face ; then she looked away from him, and began to talk in a matter-of-fact way about the advisability of getting a trained nurse for Marie. When he left Theodora at her gate, he gave her hand a warm pressure, and said, " If I can do anything for you, you know that you can count upon me always." Theodora went directly upstairs to Marie's room. Her anger had spent itself, and in the reaction her mind was full of forgiving thoughts. Marie caught sight of her as she opened the door. " Take that woman away ! " she cried. " She is a horrid woman a hideous, ugly, excel- lent, virtuous woman ! " The little doctor, who was sitting in the room with Edward and the maid, came apolo- getically into the entry and closed the door behind him. " She has been violently delirious for the 248 THE COMING OF THEODORA. last hour," he explained, " and something seems to excite her against you. Sick people, you know, often take a dislike to their best friends. I have telephoned to Dr. Reycroft, and he will get back to-morrow morning, I am happy to say ; I have given her husband and the maid full directions as to what is to be done until he comes ; and I am sorry, but I am afraid that it will be best for you to keep out of the room." That evening, as Edward and his sister sat forlornly over their tea, he asked her what she thought of Marie's condition. " Murdock is non-committal," he added. " It is my belief that he does not know as much about the case as you do." " That is very true," she said faintly. " I know altogether too much about it; I know that, quite unwittingly, I have aggravated her condition." "You, Theo?" His surprised tone gave her a moment of hope. " She thinks that I have taken too much upon my shoulders ; that I have been man- aging ; and it has worried her. I only meant THE COMING OF THEODORA. 249 to save her, but it seems Edward," she asked desperately, "is it true that you, too, have wished that I would go away? Did you ever say, I entreat you to tell me the absolute truth, it is a matter of vital impor- tance, did you say that 'unfortunately one could never divorce a sister ' ? " Poor Edward was very unhappy. There was something in his sister's burning gaze that demanded the whole truth. " Dear child," he said finally, " you know my joking way. You must never take what I say seriously. I dare say I may have said a hundred things of the kind. And yet in my heart I am only too delighted to have you live here always, and so will Marie be when she is herself again." " No, Edward," she said, shaking her head sorrowfully, "nothing can ever be the same again. Poor Marie ! How much she must have suffered before she, a woman who would rather die than give the humblest creature pain, could have said the things she did ! But oh, Edward, why did you not tell me the truth ? I would have gone away in a moment, if you had only given me the slightest hint." " Theo, my dear Theo ! " He rose as he 250 THE COMING OF THEODORA. spoke and came over to her end of the table. She rose, too. They stood looking at each other mournfully. " My dear, you know that I am impatient, and I was tried by your constant efforts to reform me. That was all my fault. If I had only been the model fellow you wanted to make me, I should never have had any little feelings of irritation. If, like ' pretty little Mary Wood, I had always done the best I could ' " - " Don't, Edward, this is no time for joking." " Theo, dear," and he flung his arms around her and kissed her, " let us forget it all and make a fresh start. I am awfully fond of you now. We will wash off the slate and do the sums all over again, just as we used to do when we were children. Don't you remember how you helped me with my arithmetic ? " " Yes ; I must have been an odious, man- aging little thing, even then." " Come, dear, shall we forgive and forget? " " W r e will forgive, Edward, but such things can't be forgotten. They have gone too deep. Marie can never love me after this ; and if I stayed on, now that I know how she feels THE COMING OF THEODOEA. 251 towards me, I should be miserable. Fancy living in an atmosphere where you were con- scious every moment that you were disliked ! " " Marie does n't dislike you, Theo. She has a very high opinion of you, and as soon as she is stronger she will get over being troubled by the little things that have disturbed her." She shook her head. " You know that is n't true. You are only saying that to make me happier. She may have a high opinion of my character ; I suppose she feels that my intentions are good ; that, in short, I am an ' excellent, virtuous woman,' but she does n't love me, and she never will. It does no good to refuse to face things fairly and squarely ; and, now that I know the truth at last, I am sure that there is nothing for me to do but to go away." " But, Theo, where will you go ? " " To Littleton with the children, and while there I will make some plan." " We can't give you up permanently, Theo," he said, with a sudden sense of the loss that would come to his life if she were taken en- tirely out of it. " Marie will be the first, when she is well, to urge you to stay. You can live 252 THE COMING OF THEODORA. with us, and let her take charge of things her- self." " Edward, what opinion would you have of me, if I should stay after what has happened ? And don't think that I blame either you or Marie. I am not the kind of person who was ever meant to live in a home. I was intended " " Theo," and again he put his arm around her and drew her towards him. " Dear old Theo, I really don't know how I can get along without you. You have been so good to me these last few weeks ! I can't let you go." " Don't you see, dear," she said very gently, " that the only thing I can do for you is to leave you ? Go up to Marie now, and if you want anything, call me. I shall be in the next room, where I can get anything you need, but where I shall not trouble her." And all that night the brother and sister kept watch ; he where he could comfort Marie, and she, like some outcast, sitting alone in the darkness, that she might not disturb her, think- ing through the long night of her bleak future. When Dr. Reycroft returned, his cheery, confident presence in the sick-room did much THE COMING OF THEODORA. 253 in itself for Marie. He pronounced that she had malarial fever, but did not seem in the least alarmed by her condition. He secured a trained nurse from the hospital, whom he introduced to Marie as a friend of his, and he summarily dispatched Theodora with the children and their nurse to Littleton. "Theo is a fine girl," Edward said of her to Frank the next time he saw him; "there is nothing small about her. Just rouse her suffi- ciently, and she will not stick at any generous deed. But it takes a cannon-ball to do it! Any other woman would have been made alive to the fact that a battle was impending by the sharpshooting that has been going on all summer." " I think she is n't sensitive because she is more high-minded and straightforward than the rest of us," Frank returned. " She is so truthful that she expects it of other people." " But, Heaven help us, Frank ! We can't all of us go through the world telling our fellow-creatures in plain words what we think of them. It may be high-minded and straight- forward, but it would be deucedly unpleas- ant." 254 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " We might be more sincere than we are, however." " Come, now, Fanny, my love. You have nothing with which to accuse yourself. If you are going to be any more sincere, just say good-by, once for all now, to Edward Davidson." XIX. A COLD, drizzling rain greeted Theodora and her party upon their arrival at Little- ton. The mountains had entirely vanished behind the mist, and the view consisted of a number of ugly little houses in the immedi- ate foreground, with a rolling, hilly country in the middle distance, sparsely dotted with trees. The cottage where they had rooms was con- nected with the hotel by a steep ascent of planking and steps under a covered way, but the rain came in at the sides with such relent- less persistence that, if it continued, their three meals a day promised to afford a water- cure. Theodora was so homesick and unset- tled that the feeling amounted to physical and mental misery. The whole depressing, rain- blurred view seemed a fitting accompaniment to her frame of mind. Her reason told her that she would see sunshine and mountains some time, and that her life would by and by have a brighter outlook; but at present the 256 THE COMING OF THEODORA. sunshine, both real and metaphorical, seemed very far away. She sat down on her trunk, in the midst of the chaos of a first arrival, and wondered how she could live through the four weeks of her allotted stay, to say nothing of the drearier life that lay beyond, for here she at least had the children. It was not until they were asleep that she had time to let her thoughts dwell continuously on herself. As she sat in her forlorn room, ostensibly writing let- ters by the light of a kerosene lamp, while the rain beat against the window-panes, her thoughts compassed her whole past. Very dreary and profitless it seemed to her ; and if she had been asked at that moment if life were worth the living, she would have answered with an emphatic " No." It counted for no- thing that she had been radiantly happy dur- ing the last fourteen months, now that she knew she had made such a miserable failure of her opportunities. To feel dissatisfied with herself, and thoroughly, abjectly humble, was a sensation as novel as it was overwhelming. These appalling discoveries as to her own character that had been forced upon her were the hardest features in the affair. Heretofore THE COMING OF THEODORA. 257 she had never questioned that her aims were of the highest, and that she was to be a power in the community ; but she had been awak- ened from her happy confidence with such a rude shock that she felt a distrust of herself and of all her schemes and plans. The prac- tical difficulties of her position next presented themselves, and she asked herself to what she should turn her hand in the future ; for, although she had sufficient income to live where she pleased, she knew that she would never be contented to lead an idle life. It was too late in the year to get a position as teacher, but what did it matter ? She felt that the spring of her ambition was broken. The only part of the last fourteen months which it did not fill her with pain and humiliation to contemplate was her friendship with Francis Compton ; but even here she could find little satisfaction, for their intercourse must inevita- bly come to an end, together with all other good things, when she should leave Edgecomb. In the weeks that followed, she managed to keep busy, and so in a measure to drive away thought, but there was an undercurrent* of depression that made the background for 258 THE COMING OF THEODORA. each day. To add to the general dreariness, the weather settled down into a succession of northeast storms, with but fleeting glimpses of sunshine and mountain views. Happily the news from home was the least discourag- ing part of the situation. Marie continued to improve slowly, and the delirium had left her. As soon as she was a little stronger, Edward was going to take her to the seashore, where the doctor hoped that a few weeks of rest would completely bring back her strength. There was little variety in Theodora's daily routine, for as her rooms were in the cottage she did not mix much with the other guests, who were civil and polite, but who interested her no more in her present frame of mind than figures in a pantomime. At the end of a fortnight the storms were over and the sun came radiantly forth, and Theodora could not resist the contagion of the children's exuberant spirits when they enticed her into the grove behind the house, for long mornings or afternoons, where her keen love of beauty could not but find pleasure in the fine mountain views, with their shifting lights and shadows. THE COMING OF THEODORA. 259 One afternoon, at the beginning of the third week of her absence from home, she was in the grove with the children as usual. She had a book in her hand, but her eyes wan- dered to that distant horizon line, misty and undulating, and like an unsubstantial vision of some brighter world. She was happy with- out knowing why. It was as if a hand had suddenly pulled up the black curtain that had been stretched between her and the future. She had a sensation of physical pleasure that was almost intoxicating in contrast to her former depression. She heard the sound of approaching foot- steps, and looked up, expecting to see one of the guests from the hotel. " Here you are," said a familiar voice. " I was sure I could find you." " Mr. Compton ! " she exclaimed, as she rose hastily ; " I don't think I was ever so glad to see any one before. How do you happen to be in this part of the world ? " " I came because I could n't help it. Are you really glad to see me?" he asked eagerly, as he took her outstretched hand. Something in his imploring glance caused her to drop her eyes. 260 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " I am very glad indeed to see any friend of Edward's," she replied stiffly. " Have you ever seen anything so lovely as that view ? " she added nervously, as she pointed to the distant mountains. " It is beautiful. Miss Davidson, will you mind if I stay here for a few days ? I am at Thayer's, in the village. Of course I can leave Littleton, if you insist upon it; but I have never seen such a heavenly place, and I do want to see the children. I might be of use," he added plaintively, " for I can tell better stories than you can, you remember, being a minister. Besides, I shall not have any chance to get too absorbed by the details of my profession. You can take me in hand and quite make me over. May I stay ? " She could not help smiling. "I shall be only too glad to have you stay, if " " If I am here merely as a kind of nursery governess for the children, an adjunct to Elizabeth, in short. I don't care in what capacity I stay, provided you don't turn me out." He stood watching her changing expression, as if he could not take his eyes from her face. THE COMING OF THEODORA. 261 " You look well," he said at last ; " you have grown brown and sunburned." " How are Marie and Edward ? " she asked. " Or have you been away from Edgecomb all the time?" " I have been away, but I stopped there last night to get the latest news for you." " That was very good of you." " I am afraid it was merely very selfish. I knew that I was sure of a welcome, if I brought news from them. Marie is really quite herself again ; and Edward is as de- lightful and as amusing as ever. He has had a hard time, poor fellow, but no one would ever imagine it." Mr. Compton took tea with Theodora and the children that night, and while she went down to the cottage with them afterwards, he stayed on the hotel piazza chatting with the guests, and discovering more about them in the hour and a half which followed than she had done in three weeks. She told him that she would be free again at eight o'clock, and precisely at that hour he joined her on the cottage piazza. " What a glorious night it is," he said. 262 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " One does not know what moonlight means until one sees it in the mountains. Would you mind walking up the road a little way ? We could get so much more of a view higher up." " I should like it." They crossed a bridge which spanned a tiny stream, and went on past a house that was buried in flowers, and then higher, and still higher, until they reached the summit of the hill. At their feet was a silvery, misty world, for the lower hills were hidden by a filmy, shimmering covering of mist, which looked like an immense lake of some substance more ethereal than water ; while above and beyond it were the sharp outlines of the Franconia mountains, and in the distance the dreamlike, undulating lines of the Presidential range. On the other side, to complete the marvelous view, were the faint outlines of the far-away mountains in Vermont. Heretofore, at the glare of high noon, Theodora had thought this hill a prosaic spot ; but now, in the moon- light, and with a companion by her side who was keenly alive to beauty, it seemed enchant- ingly poetic. THE COMING OF THEODORA. 263 It was not until they had descended the hill, and she turned to take leave of Mr. Compton at the door of her cottage, that he uttered one word betokening anything more than friendly interest. " Good-night," she said. " It is such a pleasure to have you here." " Theodora," he returned, " I have promised to stay on your terms, and so I won't venture to say half how much I love you ; but the whole world has seemed full of you since you went away, and I have felt as if nothing was any good that was n't somehow connected with you." " Oh, please don't." " No, I won't ; but I must just beg you not to decide this thing too quickly. If you don't feel sure that you would be happy with me, don't feel too sure that you would be unhappy. Might n't you be happier than to go away as you mean to do ? Theodora, I need you so much. Don't answer me until we are in Edge- comb again. To-morrow it will be exactly as if I had not said this to-night ; " and before she could recover from her surprise, he had gone out of the gate and was walking rapidly down the road. 264 THE COMING OF THEODORA. She sat for a long time in front of her window, letting her eyes absently rest on the silver flood of moonlight in the valley and on the distant mountain peaks. She was loved, really loved ! In 110 period of her life could this fact have given her such keen and exquisite pleasure, such a thrill of surprise, and such humble gratitude, for of late she had been thinking of herself as a woman who was destined to go through life without the power to touch the heart. It al- most seemed as if she could not help giving her heart in return. Could she not love him enough to make him happy ? But no ; for although it gave her pleasure to be with him, her pulse-beats did not quicken when he was near, and she had none of that unreasoning admiration of him which she had always thought she should feel for a lover. She had sometimes fancied herself in love with some man physically and intellectually her supe- rior, who would sway her, rule her, perchance even break her spirit. She felt that she had it in her to be the wife of a statesman, and to help him guide the affairs of state ; or of a justice on the bench, or a general, or an Eng- THE COMING OF THEODORA. 265 lish peer. It was not mere worldly ambition, however, that attracted her, for she would have cheerfully married a ranchman, and buried herself from the world for life, or a philanthropist who had chosen to live in the worst slums of a city, provided that he were a king among men. And the only man who had ever fallen in love with her was a coun- try minister, without ambition, a lovable, sweet-tempered fellow, who was neither intel- lectual nor especially interesting. If she mar- ried him, her way would always lie in quiet, home-keeping paths ; for she had learned this much from her late experience, that, if she be- came his wife, she must help him to be happy in his way and not in hers. And yet to be loved was so great a thing ! But even here she was not satisfied, for his affection was not the passionate devotion she craved. It was a compound of pity for her and need of her. She felt that the time had come when he could love again, and that she was the woman who had chanced to come in his way. Alas ! she did not love him, and to-morrow she must tell him so and send him away. The next morning, as she was leaving the 266 THE COMING OF THEODORA. breakfast-table, a lady stopped her and said : " I want to tell you how much I like your brother." " Where have you seen him ? " she asked with her face all aglow. " Last night, when you were at the cot- tage." " Oh, that is n't my brother ; that is Mr. Compton, his most intimate friend, who came to bring me the latest news from home." So it seemed, Theodora thought, with a little pang, she was the kind of woman that no one would dream could have a lover ! Later in the morning Frank Compton ap- peared, and proposed that Miss Davidson should climb Parker Mountain with him. The children were eager to go too, and were with difficulty persuaded that it would be too hard an expedition for them. " I made up my mind last night that I ought to tell you it will do no good for you to stay," Theodora said resolutely. " At least it won't do any harm, since you have forewarned me," he returned cheerfully. She wished she knew just how much he cared for her and why, but reticence and her THE COMING OF THEODOEA. 267 nice sense of honor forbade her taking any steps to discover. Their way led at first through the valley, where the scorching sun fell full upon them, but after a time it began to ascend the moun- tain, under the grateful shade of a forest of pines and hemlocks. Far above them were a tiny white house and a tower that marked the end of their expedition. The sky was blue and cloudless, and the air was laden with a fragrance of the woods. It was one of those days when to be alive is so keen a pleasure that it makes up for months of more conven- tional living. Theodora had a light-hearted, happy feeling, such as she had not known for weeks. The certainty that this man loved her gave an added touch of beauty to the world. It was true that she did not love him, and perhaps a stern moralist, such as she herself had once been, would say that she should have insisted upon his going away at once ; but she was no longer capable of being a stern moralist, she was too hungry and thirsty for happiness. What harm would a few days of happiness do either of them? After that he would go back to Edgecomb, and she ? Some- 268 THE COMING OF THEODORA. where in the world there would be work for her. "I should like to stay out-of-doors every moment of my time from May until Novem- ber," she exclaimed presently. " So should I. I wish you could have gone to the Kangeley Lakes. How you would enjoy it ! I should like to spend a whole summer there with you." " That would be delightful," she said, with- out thinking of the interpretation that could be put upon her words until she saw his tell- tale face. "Oh, why weren't you my brother?" she broke out. " I should n't like you at all for a sister." " I don't wonder. I have failed lamentably as a sister, but I should fail still worse as a wife." " Perhaps you would." She felt chilled, and looked at Frank with a slight contraction of the eyebrows. " If I knew of any fellow who wanted to marry you, I should warn him that he was by no means sure of being happy with you." " You would do well. I should give him the same warning." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 269 "But I should add that the discipline he would get would be excellent for his character. Don't you think discipline is a very important thing, Miss Davidson ? " " Very," she assented, with a gay laugh. What nonsense we are talking ! " she added presently. " ' You began it,' as the children say." " Here is the finest view of all," she said, a few minutes later, as she stopped before a gap in the woods and seated herself on one of the rude, unpainted benches that had been thoughtfully placed at intervals along their way. The forest made a frame of green around the opening, which showed Lafayette alone in its majesty and perfect symmetry : the other mountains were hidden from view behind the trees. Theodora made room for Frank on the bench, and they looked at the matchless picture for some moments in silence. " Do you know you make me think of Lafayette ? " he said at last. " Why ? Because we are both ' hard and cold ' ? " " Because you are both so entirely self-suffi- cient and so superior," he ventured. 270 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " Those are very disagreeable points of re- semblance." " You won't allow me to say anything agree- able." Theodora had a sense of exhilaration of which she was thoroughly ashamed, for she had always had a contempt for women who took pleasure in the admiration of men. A bright color glowed in her cheeks, and there was a new softness in her blue eyes. " I wonder if I should like you and Lafay- ette just as well if you were not beautiful?" he said presently. " I, beautiful? Indeed, I am not beautiful ; no one has ever thought so before. And you must not say such things ; they are not ' in the bond,' and they are very upsetting to my mind." . " If that is the effect they have, I shall con- tinue to say them ; if it gives you any pleasure to know that I think you beautiful " " It does n't. I mean it ought n't to give me pleasure. It was very wrong of me to let you stay here, and I shall send you home to-morrow." "To-morrow I have promised to take the children on a picnic, and we shan't invite THE COMING OF THEODORA. 271 you. Have you forgotten that I am here chiefly to amuse them ? " " No, but I thought you had forgotten it." Later in the ascent, when it seemed as if the summit of the mountain must be close at hand, an old, weather-beaten, gray-bearded workingman suddenly started out of the ground, as it seemed, and warned them back. " Don't come any nearer," he said ; " there is going to be a blast." " Are we safe where we are ? " Frank asked. "Yes; I have never known the stones to come so far." They stood chatting with the old man for a few minutes. At last, as they were beginning to grow impatient, there was a loud explo- sion. Frank seized Theodora and drew her to one side, and a great piece of stone whizzed by them and fell close to the spot where she had stood. All three of them were breathless and awestruck for a moment. " I never knew it to come so far," the man ejaculated at last. " It might have killed me ! " said Theodora under her breath. She was suddenly confronted by the serious- 272 THE COMING OF THEODORA. ness, nay the awfulness of existence, and its mystery. Had she been a few steps farther to the left, her life would have been quenched like the flame of a candle in the wind. Si- lently she followed their guide up the steep, short cut that led to the summit of the moun- tain ; silently she climbed the staircase of the observatory, and found herself in the treetops, like a bird in its nest ; and silently she let her eyes wander over those mysterious ranges of mountains, one behind the other, which grew dimmer and vaguer until they melted into the horizon line. What a world of beauty it was ! a world where it was so good to be, that the thought of going to any other, unknown world gave her a keen pang. For what purpose was she here? she asked herself. And what was the best use that she could make of her life ? Frank respected her silence, and hardly said a word to her all the way home ; and it was not until he was bidding her good-by, some days later, that he ventured to speak on the subject that was nearest his heart. " You have been very good to me," Theo- dora said, as they parted, " and I shall never fonret it." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 273 " Whatever you may decide, remember how much I love you." " I don't see why. I don't think I am the sort of woman to be loved, or to make any one happy." " I can't tell you why. Or perhaps I could in part ; I will some time, if you care to listen." " I am abjectly ashamed of myself," she exclaimed. " I ought to have given you a positive answer. I thought I had, but the more I see of you the harder it is for me to let you go ; and yet I am sure that I don't love you enough. Will you have patience with me a little longer ? " "I will have all the patience in the world. I understand what you are feeling as well as if I could see into your mind. If I were different, you would decide quickly." It was true, and it touched her to think that he was so keenly in sympathy with her as to take her part even against himself. " I never knew any one so good as you are, or so unselfish," she said warmly. " I am neither the one nor the other." She did not in the least realize the strain to which she was submitting him by her indeci- 274 THE COMING OF THEODORA. sion. Perhaps it would have been impossible for her to understand a temperament as emo- tional as his, had he given free play to his feelings, but he had succeeded in controlling himself so well for her sake that she fre- quently doubted whether he was deeply in love with her. Although she did not love him, it was aston- ishing how blank the world seemed to her after he had gone, and how eagerly she waited for a possible letter. He did not write to her, and when she first reached Edgecomb he was still away on his vacation. The fact that she had not heard a word from him since he bade her good-by made the whole episode at Littleton seem unreal. Should she try to make him happy ? she asked herself over and over again. She was hon- estly distrustful of her own powers. She dreaded the care of Essie, and the idea of the parish filled her with terror ; but on the other hand, she longed to make him happy, and she had a craving to be loved. What should she do ? What was right, and what was wrong ? XX. IT was a crisp September day when Theo- dora reached Edgecomb. It was not without a certain amount of nervousness that she pre- pared to meet Marie. They could never have any comfort in each other again, and she herself was too sincere to affect a love which she did not feel. Edward was unfeignedly glad to see her ; and Marie, who looked so ill that Theodora's heart softened towards her, thanked her most warmly for her care of the children. " They were very good," Theodora said ; " they did n't give me any trouble." Marie colored at the recollection that these words called up. She rose hastily, and, coming over to Theodora, threw her arms impulsively around her neck. " Dear, dear Theodora," she cried, " I was very wicked and cruel. Will you forgive me for saying all those dreadful things? I was half out of my mind, for my head was troubling me so." 276 THE COMING OF THEODOEA. " Indeed I will forgive you," Theodora answered warmly, " but it is I who ought to ask to be forgiven for having unconsciously caused you so much pain." And yet both of these women knew, even as they spoke, that nothing could ever be the same between them again. " We want you to stay here all winter," Ed- ward said eagerly. " Marie and I have been talking it over, and she is as anxious to have you with us as I am." Theodora saw Marie's forehead contract, and she knew, as well as if she had spoken, what was in her mind. " It cannot be," she replied. " I am think- ing of joining Rhoda Emerson in starting a college settlement. She has St. Louis or Cin- cinnati in her mind." " At any rate you must stay with us as long as you like," said Marie, and Theodora knew that all was over. She thought she had tasted the full bitterness of this knowledge before, but as she wandered around the dear, familiar rooms, where henceforth she was to be a stranger and an alien, she felt a new and more poignant sense of anguish in the thought that THE COMING OF THEODORA. 277 here, where she so passionately longed to be, she was not wanted. She would go away into the great world, leaving her heart behind her ; and they would settle comfortably back into their slipshod methods of living, and say, when they chanced to think of her, " Is n't it good to be by ourselves again ? And is n't it lucky that Theodora has found her mission at last in looking after poor people by the wholesale, instead of directing her energies against one poor family?" When she thought of Frank Compton, her heart warmed ; but the more she thought of him, the surer she was that she ought not to yield to his entreaties. She felt that she had been looking at him through a magnifying- glass during those happy days at Littleton, for since her return he had at once dwindled to his usual proportions, so much more intense was her feeling for her brother, and so much keener was her grief at the prospect of the impending parting from him. When she had at last definitely made up her mind, she felt that it would be easier to write her de- termination to Frank than to see him face to face : 278 THE COMING OF THEODORA. DEAR MR. COMPTON [her letter ran], I cannot blame myself sufficiently for let- ting you stay those five days in Littleton. My only excuse is that I was so unhappy, and that you were such a comfort to me, which is no ex- cuse at all. Now that I am at home again, I seem to be myself once more, and to see clearly. I am certain that I could never make you happy, and that in the knowledge of my failure I should be unhappy myself. I should mean to keep in the background, and to think only of your wishes ; but to save my soul I could not help interfering in a hundred ways, with your management of Essie and in your care of the parish, and you would be miserable in the end. I am glad that I have made up my mind before causing you any lasting pain. I expect to go, very shortly, to help a friend start a college settlement in the West, and I have no doubt that I shall soon be absorbed by my new work. I must add that it has been a very great happiness to me to have known you, and to have won your good opinion. Faithfully yours, THEODORA DAVIDSON. THE COMING OF THEODORA. 279 She read the letter over and felt that it was too cold, but she did not know how to improve it ; then she sealed it and sent it to the mail. Frank Compton answered it in person. He came to the house one afternoon when Edward and Marie were away. It was a warm day, and Theodora had taken her book out on the side porch, where she sat trying 1 to fancy herself in the mountains as she looked across the level meadows to the river. He had almost reached her before she was aware of his presence. He looked so cheerful and well satisfied that she said, " You did not get my letter?" " Yes, I did. That is why I am here. It gave me a great deal of pleasure, that letter." " Pleasure ? " " Yes, for it told me that you did care for me a little. If you had n't cared, you would have written very differently." " Mr. Compton ! " " Miss Davidson ! " "Don't try to change my determination. My mind is made up." "Theodora, in some ways you are delight- fully young, in spite of your twenty-nine years. 280 THE COMING OF THEODORA. Did you seriously expect me to take your letter as final? If so, you have a very limited ac- quaintance with human nature. I, to give you up for any such paltry reasons, when you could love me ! " " I never said I could." The next hour was a very bewildering one to Theodora ; before she knew what she was admitting, before she half realized what she was doing, she had been swept off her bear- ings by the tide of his eloquence, and she had promised What had she promised ? After he left her, she sat in the fading twilight trying to face the wonderful fact that she had promised to marry him. It was all so strange, so unexpected, and so overwhelming that she could not grasp the situation. \Vhy4iad she yielded against her better judgment? Did she love him ? She hardly knew, but she was sure at last, beyond the possibility of doubts and misgivings, that he loved her. Was she happy ? She could scarcely tell, but deep down in her heart was a feeling of peace and content. She sat there until the rosy glow had left the sky and the world was only a dull gray once more, and she was still sitting there when the THE COMING OF THEODORA. 281 harvest moon rose behind the gnarled apple- trees. She absently watched a slight, childish figure come along by the front of the house and turn in at the gate, and with a start of surprise she recognized Essie Compton. The- odora rose to greet her prospective daughter. " I am very glad to see you, Estelle," she said. " Has your father told you " " He told me that you had promised to marry him, and I slipped away, before he knew it, to say that I can't bear it ; I can't, oh, I can't ! " " My dear child ! " Theodora said gently, " I am sorry that you do not like it, but it is too late now for me to decide differently, for I have given your father my promise." Essie's face grew very white. " Why should papa want to marry anybody ? " she demanded fiercely. " He used to say that my mamma was in heaven, but that she was just as inter- ested in all that he and I were doing as if she were here ; and when Aunt Charlotte said she hoped he would marry again, he said he never could. I can't bear it ; I can't! I can't ! " and she stamped her foot and clenched her hands. " How would you like it, if you were a little 282 THE COMING OF THEODORA. girl, and your dear papa was going to marry a hateful woman ? " The present world was for a moment blotted out of Theodora's consciousness, and she was once again a passionate girl of sixteen, trying to prevent her father's marriage. The tortures of jealousy that she had suffered, and the lonely years in which she had grown hard and bitter from being misunderstood, were vividly before her. Could it be that this child was feeling what she had felt ? Heaven forbid ! " Come and sit on the steps," she said, " and we will talk things over. You and I both want to make your father happy. If he loves me, it will make him happy to have me with him. His heart is large enough to love us both." " He can't love me much if he likes you. He said he thought it would be good for me to have you take care of me, and I told him I should die if you did." " What did he say then ? " " He said he loved you, and that you had promised to be his wife, and that I must be a good child and go to bed." "Estelle" THE COMING OF THEODORA. 283 " Don't call me Estelle ! " she flashed out. "Why not?" " It was mamma's name." *' Why did you never tell me before that you did not like me to call you Estelle? " " Because I was afraid of you." " Why are you not afraid of me now ? " " I can't stop to be afraid now. It is like a battlefield." " Poor child ! I am not really a person to be afraid of, Essie. If you knew all about me, if you could see into my heart, you would not be afraid of me." The child flung herself down on the door- step, and sobbed as if her heart would break. " Oh dear ! oh dear ! " she cried, "I wish I were dead ! " Theodora tried to stroke Essie's forehead, but the little girl struck her outstretched hand. " Essie, that is naughty ! you must try to be a good child for your papa's sake." " Oh dear, oh dear ! " she moaned. " Papa does n't care about me any more." Theodora knew so well what Essie was suf- fering that it seemed almost as if it were her younger self that was before her. She had a 284 THE COMING OF THEODORA. swift vision of her own future life shadowed by the knowledge of this child's unhappiness. And yet, might it not be possible to overcome her dislike iu time? She was such a young child, only eight years old I Alas ! incompatibility of temperament takes no account of age, and she felt certain that their mutual antagonism would but grow more intense under the friction of daily life. She could measure the child's capacity for jealousy by her own, and she asked herself if any woman had the right to cause such pain. When she was a girl she felt sure she had not, and she must not let her judgment be clouded by her present feel- ings. For more than half an hour Essie stayed with her, first begging her piteously not to marry her papa, and then crying and moaning, and all the time Theodora's heart was pierced by the keen knowledge of the child's sufferings. " I can't bear this any longer," she said at last. " Essie, it is getting late, and your papa will be worried if he finds that you are not at home. Wait a minute ; it is so late that I must get Michael to go home with you." " And you think perhaps you won't marry papa? ; ' the child asked. THE COMING OF THEODORA. 285 O Essie, Essie ! you are only a little child, and it seems as if your first grief would break your heart. Suppose your papa married again, and you were very unhappy, and there was nobody to love you very much for years and years and years ; and then suppose a man like your papa told you that he loved you, and you were longing to be loved, woidd it be easy for you to give him up ? Think of me as well as of yourself. Do you imagine it would be an easy thing for me to give up your papa ? " The little girl could not follow all this, but she vaguely felt that Miss Davidson was weakening in her determination. " You can't love my papa very much," she observed, " for you have only known him a little while, and I have known him all my life. I am sure he would be very unhappy if you came to live with us, for I was n't happy when I lived with you ; and I heard Aunt Marie say that you would make any man wretched, and that she prayed Heaven you would not marry papa, for he was so unselfish that you would ride right over him." Theodora's face darkened. " Did Mrs. Da- vidson tell you that? " she asked. 286 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " No ; I heard her say so to Uncle Ned when they did n't remember that I was in the next room." " And that is why you do not want me to marry your father?" " Oh, no. It is because I hate you so ! " she answered, with the cold-blooded truthful- ness of childhood. "Miss Davidson, won't you please marry some one else ? If you were to go away, I think papa would be just as he used to be." " Is he different now ? " *' Yes ; he seems to be thinking about some- thing else, and to have forgotten mamma. Will you please promise not to marry him ? " " Essie, I will promise you this much. I will not marry your father now, as he wants me to do. I will take six months to think about it, and perhaps, if you feel just as strongly as you do now at the end of that time, perhaps I will not marry him." After the child had gone, Theodora went up to her own room and closed the blinds to shut out the moonlight. She knew that she must decide now, once for all, and that there could be no question of six months. If she THE COMING OF THEODORA. 287 were to break with Francis Compton, it must be done at once ; she could never have the strength to do it if she were to see him famil- iarly day after day. Only two days ago, of her own free will, she had done what this child entrea'ted her to do, she had refused to marry him, for many reasons that had seemed to her wise. The reasons against the marriage were far more urgent than she had supposed, and yet now it seemed well-nigh impossible to give him up. Why ? Simply because she had had one hour of exquisite happiness. She knew, now that it was too late, how well she could have loved him. For a moment she half tremulously and breathlessly thought of what it would mean to have her daily life wrapped about with such tenderness as his. For a mo- ment she wondered if to be the wife of a ser- vant among men would not be a happier fate than to be the wife of a king among them. All her old standards and judgments were swept away like ice melted in the warm sun- shine of spring. Then she resolutely turned her thoughts another way, for she knew, as well as if she had already given Francis Compton up, that the deed must be done; 288 THE COMING OF THEODORA. and, with her characteristic promptness of action, she wrote a hasty note reversing all that she had said in the afternoon. Marie and Edward looked at her furtively as she took her place at the breakfast-table the next morning. It was evident that they had heard something from Frank. She must undeceive them as quickly as possible. After their somewhat preoccupied meal was over, Edward opened the studio door, and, taking Theodora by the arm, led her into the room. " Dear old Theo," he said, " I am awfully glad. Frank has told me." " There is nothing to be glad about, Ed- ward," she said drearily. " Frank should not have told you anything. There is nothing to tell, except that I am going to start a college settlement with Rhoda Emerson." " But, Theo ! " he gasped, " Frank said"- " It is all a mistake ; I am sure I could not make him happy." " My dear girl, he does n't seem to agree with you there. Theo, do you mean to say that you are going to let a chance like this slip ? Do you think it is a bigger future to THE COMING OF THEODORA. 289 live in the slums, and take care of a lot of people who will wish you in Jericho, than to make a fellow like Frank Compton happy? You ought to go down on your knees and thank the Lord for your good fortune." " If I were to marry him I should make his child miserable, and I know what that means so well that I should be miserable myself." " I have heard of marriages being prevented because the stern parent objected," Edward remarked afterwards to his wife, " but I have never before heard of one that was given up out of deference to the stern child. Great Scott ! what are we coming to, if we allow ourselves to be governed so abjectly by young America ? " " I am very glad it has been broken off," said Marie, "for I am sure she would have made him wretched." " Well, one thing is certain : she will make him wretched if she breaks it off; but she won't, she can't. No man who wanted her would be fool enough to let her go when he was so near getting her." It chanced that Francis Compton was of 290 THE COMING OF THEODOEA. Edward's opinion, and at an early hour he appeared, leading his little girl by the hand, and demanding to see Theodora in a voice which made the mocking words die on Ed- ward's tongue, and 'sent him hastily into the garden in search of her. Frank and Essie followed him. Theodora was picking the few hardy flowers that had outlived the frost of an earlier period to blossom in this Indian summer. There was a bench at the end of the garden that over- looked the tennis court, and two garden chairs, into one of which Theodora sank. Frank seated himself on the bench, and Essie nestled close up to him, taking his hand between her two. "Theodora," Frank began unsteadily, "you can hardly expect me to take what you wrote seriously?" Theodora looked down at the brilliant sal- vias and geraniums in her lap. " I do," she said simply. " You could not have supposed that I would write like that if I were not in earnest ? " " You wrote like that once before when you were not in earnest." THE COMING OF THEODORA. 291 " I was in earnest then, and it was weak of me to allow you to persuade me against my better judgment. I have known all along that what you want never ought to be, except in that one interval of temporary insanity. I should probably have been a terrible disap- pointment to you, even if there were no ques- tion of your child, yet I would have risked that ; but, with her dislike to contend with, it would be impossible to make you happy." " I have brought my little girl here this morning on purpose that she may tell you she is sorry she was so unreasonable last night." He looked down at the child as he spoke. She remained obstinately silent. " Essie," he said gently, "remember what you promised me." " Miss Davidson," she began sullenly, " I will try to be a good girl." " Look at her eyes. She may say one thing with her lips, because she loves you so much that she will promise anything you ask, but her eyes cannot tell a falsehood. She cannot help hating me, and violently objecting to this marriage. You once told me that I ought to be more sympathetic," she added in a lower 292 THE COMING OF THEODORA. tone. " How can I, when I think of my own miserable girlhood, help having the most in- tense sympathy with this poor little crea- ture?" " Run away, Essie," her father said ; " you can go into the house and play with the chil- dren." " Theodora, you are exasperatingly conscien- tious ! " he exclaimed, as soon as Essie had departed. " You talk of sympathy, but you have no power of sympathizing unless you have been in a similar position. Put yourself in my place," he continued vehemently. " Fancy having passed years of hopelessness, and then discovering that there was possible happiness for you, and then imagine being tortured with suspense for weeks, and at last fancy your- self at last made so happy that you hardly dared to think of what life might be, and then imagine being told that it was all at an end, simply for a morbid scruple. How would you feel, if you were a man who was hungry for love and happiness ? " " I don't know," Theodora said in a low voice. " Theodora, do you suppose I am going THE COMING OF THEODORA. 293 calmly to give you up now that I find you could love me ? " he asked impetuously. " Yes, for we have no right to be happy at your child's expense. She is a part of your past, before you knew me, and she has her claim before me." " Theodora, you will drive me mad by your talk of duty. Is it right to promise to marry a man, and then take back your promise for no fault of his ? Is it right to spoil the lives of two people for the sake of an unreasonable child ? You do not love me as I love you, or you could not do it." Theodora turned pale. She looked down once more at the scarlet flowers in her lap. At last she raised her eyes. " I suppose I do not love you as well as you love me," she said unsteadily, " for then I could not see so clearly. But I love you enough to make this very hard ; yet it is right, I am sure it is right, and when I know a thing is right I never change." " You are always so dead sure that you are right," he cried despairingly. " Can't you see that there is another side to this question? I am just as certain that I am right." He poured out his love for her in incoher- 294 THE COMING OF THEODORA. ent sentences, and she listened to his eager pleadings with outward calm, while her mind was in a tumult of conflicting emotions. She had never been so stirred and melted before. " Oh," she exclaimed at last, " why did you ever love me ? I feel as if I were to blame." " You need n't feel that, dear. Whatever happens, you need n't feel that. It was all so gradual and inevitable. I did not realize it for a long time, and all at once Do you remember that afternoon when I met you as you were going home, and you told me about Marie ? " She bowed her head. " And I told you that, if I allowed a per- sonal bias to govern me, I should decide in favor of you ? Do you remember ? " " I do." " When I said that, you looked at me, and the whole world changed ! It was as if I had never seen your real self before. You had looked at me before as if I were a chance ac- quaintance, but you looked at me then as if you really cared for me a little, and you were so beautiful ! " Meanwhile a small figure in red was coming THE COMING OF THEODORA. 295 nearer and nearer, for Essie was growing im- patient at the long delay, but they were both too absorbed to hear her approach. Theodora covered her face with her hands. " I wish I had not looked at you like that. I did not know it. You must forgive me if I have ever tried to make you like me. I did not suppose then that you could love again." " I know it, dear. I did not suppose so either." There was a brief silence, and then a shrill voice asked, " Do you love her as well as you loved mamma ? " Theodora and Frank both started. They turned, and saw the child standing behind them with flashing eyes. Frank looked away from his daughter towards Theodora. " Yes," he said with emotion, " I love her quite as much, but in a different way. I loved Estelle with a boy's first passion, and I love you, Theodora, with a man's whole strength." The color rushed into Essie's face. " You ought not to love her as well as you loved mamma ! " she cried passionately. " I wish mamma were here now, and then you could n't marry Miss Davidson ! " 296 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " Essie, you need n't feel troubled, I am not going to marry your father." "Theodora" " Please don't say anything more," she en- treated, " I cannot bear it. I know that your judgment is blinded by your feeling for me, and so I have to decide for both of us, for your fate and that of your child are in the balance. Do you suppose that we could either of us be happy with the knowledge that we had made a little girl miserable ? " "Theodora, you take it all as so final. Essie would love you, she could not help lov- ing you, when she had made up her mind to this marriage." "Look at her, now, and see if you think it probable. If people once dislike me, it is final. And how could I love her ? We are antagonistic at every point. I know from experience that it is hell on earth to live in the house with some one who dislikes you, if you are conscious of that dislike, and I would rather earn my bread by sweeping the streets. Think of all the long, wearing days that a woman and a child who are uncongenial have to live through together at home, while the THE COMING OF THEODORA. 297 man they love goes out into the world. You are too sensitively strung to be oblivious to the daily friction there would be, and it would make you wretched to feel that we were both unhappy." " Theodora " - "Nothing you say will make any difference," she said firmly ; " I shall not change." " But the conditions may change. Essie may grow to feel differently." " Can't you see that all the willingness in the world on Essie's side and mine to make the best of things cannot really alter the con- ditions? We cannot change our natures." She was silent a moment ; then she raised her eyes and looked at him steadily. " If I ever succeed in making anything of my life," she said tremulously, " it will be because I have known you. When you came to me in the mountains, I had lost all faith in myself. I can never tell you how much good you have done me. I shall be better and happier all my life for having known you. And now good-by ! Don't say another word," she added imperiously ; " that is the only thing you can do for me." 298 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " Theodora, you have me completely in your power. I cannot force you to marry me, but there is one thing that I will say, and that is that I shall never give you up. You cannot prevent my thinking of you, and living for you, and planning for a time when you will feel differently. You have a very strong will, but with all your strength you cannot prevent that." XXI. THEODORA went to the West and joined her friend in starting a college settlement. She threw herself into her work with all her old enthusiasm and energy, and with greater powers of sympathy than she had ever carried into her teaching, and a distrust of her abso- lute infallibility that sometimes saved her from making mistakes ; yet she could not change her nature, and so, through lack of comprehension, she did some harm, but she did more good. Edward, by means of dictat- ing to Frank, became her constant correspond- ent; but save for these weekly letters, her connection with the past was wholly severed. Marie and Edward were more content in their freedom regained than they had been when Theodora was with them, but something of the fine aroma of their happiness had de- parted. Edward missed the devotion of his sis- ter, and he sometimes felt the want of her prac- tical supervision of the household, although J 300 THE COMING OF THEODORA. he scarcely owned this fact even to himself. Marie did not miss her, but her conscience was not quite at ease, and, now that Theodora was at a distance, she could do justice to the strength and nobility of her character, and overlook the faults that made her so irritating in every-day life. There finally came a time when she hoped that her sister-in-law would return and take up her abode in the parsonage, and indeed Theodora at the other end of the village would be quite a different thing from Theodora under one's own roof. The terra-cotta wall-paper on the studio is still a dream, for there never seems to be a con- venient moment for making the change. Marie is too busy with her painting and her house- hold cares to accomplish it, and Edward is Edward. The studio, however, has returned to its normal state of picturesque disorder, and its owners are, if possible, a more charm- ing and genial host and hostess than they were in the days of its prim perfection. Edgecomb wonders, indeed, why it is that Mrs. Davidson looks so young and fresh, now that she is left to fight with her domestic problems single- handed. THE COMING OF THEODORA. 301 " How you must miss Theodora ! " even such an intelligent friend as Mrs. Shiinmin observes, while Marie smiles and keeps her own counsel. The gayety and serenity for which she was always noted have returned, and people find Mrs. Davidson more attractive than ever. It was in the early summer that Edward wrote his first letter to his sister with his own hand, a poor, scrawling, cramped chirography that was touchingly different from the distin- guished handwriting that had once been his : DEAR OLD THEO [the letter ran], I want to tell you myself, what I am sure you will be glad to hear, that we have a little boy, born just twenty-four hours ago, and that both mother and child are doing well. I think it will please you to know that Marie, of her own accord, has suggested naming the baby Nathaniel Bradlee. So you see, my dear, that the life of the general may be finished by his namesake. Both Marie and I wish, dear Theodora, that you would come and spend the summer with us. Is there no vacation from the slums ? Will not the poor be glad to have a little 302 THE COMING OF THEODORA. rest and go to the deuce in their own way for two months ? To quote a hymn, " I need thee every hour." Or is it a hymn ? My knowledge of such matters is rather shaky. If I were only dictating to old Frank, now, he would set me straight, for he knows them all. Poor fellow ! His life is neither a very happy nor a very easy one, but so long as he does n't live in the slums you can't be expected to trouble your head about him. I am afraid, however, that he has n't given up troubling his head about you, and I believe he still thinks you have it in your power to make him di- vinely happy. Is n't it singular how long some people will cherish their illusions ? His small daughter is as rampageous as ever. I am thankful, when I see her, for my many bless- ings, thankful, I mean, that a good deal of natural depravity is scattered about equally through four no, I must learn to say five now, instead of being concentrated in one. Do come to us for a couple of months, my love, and give us a mental and moral house- cleaning, which I am sure ought to be an an- nual institution. And now, having quoted a hymn, if it is a hymn, I will close with the THE COMING OF THEODORA. 303 words of St. Paul : " See how long a letter I have written to you with my own hand." Per- haps I have n't got that quotation straight, but you won't know it if I have n't ! With love from Marie and the five, Your ever attached brother, EDWARD DAVIDSON. Be sure to come, we all want to see you. Marie and Edward awaited an answer to this letter with much impatience. He was all eagerness to have Theodora spend the summer with them, and she, after a struggle, had reached that point of magnanimity where she was willing to have her make them a long visit because he wanted it. The answer was brought to them one afternoon when Edward was sitting with Marie and the little Nathan- iel. His mother took a joy which she felt to be unholy in having this small morsel of humanity quite to herself, and yet she could not help thinking how proud his aunt would be of him. Edward tore open the letter and read it hastily. " What does she say, Ned ? " Marie asked. 304 THE COMING OF THEODORA. " She says she cannot possibly leave the college settlement this summer, but that some time another summer, she hopes she will join us at the seashore, or in the mountains, for she wants so much to see us all." " But if she does n't come to Edgecomb, she won't see Frank Compton. Does she say any- thing about him ? " " Yes. She says, ' That chapter is fin- ished.' 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