A A 1 2 5 9 8 8 1 JNIVERSITY OF CA RIVERSIDE. L BRARY 3 1210018387454 : - I \ C ' I 10 VENUCCL SINGER LIBRARY UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA RIVERSIDE COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER AND OTHER POEMS COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER AND OTHER POEMS BY MAY EARLE LONDON KEGAN PAUL, TRENCH, TRUBNER & CO. 1890 PS (The rights of translation and of reproduction are reserved?) CONTENTS fACiS COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER ... ... ... ... i A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM ... ... ... 66 Two IN PALERMO ... ... ... ... ... 91 FRIENDS ... ... ... ... ... 97 THE SUICIDE'S WIFE ... ... ... ... 102 SUNSET IN THE SOUTH ... ... ... ... no "LA BELLE DAME SANS MERCI " ... ... ... 112 AFTER MARRIAGE ... ... ... ... 117 A BROKEN FRIENDSHIP ... ... ... ... 122 MONODY OF DOUBT ... ... ... ... 125 SONG OF THE SPIRIT OF NATURE ... ... ... 129 IN LESBOS ... ... ... ... 132 SONNETS TO MY MASTER ... ... ... ... 137 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER, ERRATA. Page 10, line 3, for "art" rend "Art." 15 6, for "cicada's" read "cicalas'." ,, 26 ,,20, for "treasures" read "treasuries." ,, 47 6, for "Beloved" read "Beloved." ,, 59 ,, 8, dehle full-stop after "above." 100 ,, n, for "breaks" read "break." '33 i '9i for "To Paean" read " lo Paean." COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. PRELUDE. AGAINST the golden maize that hangs above Old Gian's botte"ga, where the pigeons love To flit and peck at noon, the western sun Burned as a golden fire ; the day was done, And when the music of the bells awoke As was my wont I took my singer's cloak, (The dear old cloak that hath outlived the song ;) And wandered up the Duomo through the throng Of sculptured saints ; by buttresses flung fair As Babylonian gardens in mid air, Past spires and traceries until I came Unto this terrace, where the sun's last flame Shines on the golden Virgin, at whose feet I stand to watch the day and twilight meet, Far down below me where the Lombard plain (Traversed by shades that wax and lights that wane) Spreads purple 'neath the purple skies of eve, And dim with mists that glide and interwreathe As phantom dancers on its flowerless meads, And follow onward while the river leads COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. By leafless poplars, willows brown and bare, By vineyards, now despoiled and ragged where Purple and green late glowed ; through mulberry-groves, Waste with the coming winter ; past alcoves Of trellised roses, bud and blossom gone ; By cities, mountains, hamlets on and on And as I gaze, behold, before mine eyes Old memories as new-come phantoms rise And join the shadowy mists in airy dance And follow with them through the plain's expanse ; Then from my sight, as surf by sea-winds blown The mists depart, the memories dance alone, As in a dream the autumn twilight fades, Still they dance on, then flit as mournful shades Over bare rice-fields, that as lakes of gold Shone beneath summer skies that eve of old When standing at the silent Virgin's feet I saw as now the light and shadows meet, And the plain darken till at last it grew Like to a dusky sky shot through and through With crimson flame, while Alp and Apennine As bastioned clouds upheld the horizon line : When young in years and passionate of soul I watched the last stray sunbeams as they stole Down from the waning splendour of her crown, From golden palms of sculptured martyrs down, And faded in the twilight (dim as flowers Trampled to death by feet of careless Hours.) COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. And in the gathered gloom yon carven saint, His hope unfailing and his heart unfaint, Stood 'mid his fellows, rapt in steadfast prayer That searched Heaven vainly yet believed God there. Still he looks upward from his marble height As through the vigil of an age-long night Watching unwearied for eternal day ; Still the strong lips unfaltering seem to pray, Locked in a passion of appeal from speech That (as a blossomed cliff or rock-bound beach Which bourns the ocean) bourns the soul's desire And is but as to Song itself some choir, Still he prays on unchanged, but I since then Have passed from youth to age in years of men, Have changed the singer's voice for songless lips, The sun of Art for darkness of eclipse, Have changed young passion, yearning, hope, that were For something which is like yon statue's prayer But yet is these (as unrefracted light Holds every glowing colour in the white.) Life too is changed lapsed lost ; she sings above Who was its life, the love of its whole love ; And he, my Master, whose stern words of praise Were sweeter than all early budding bays, Than all La Scala's shouts and wreathen flowers, Sleeps wakened by no song of transient Hours. The past is quick within my heart and strong, Old memories from their phantom wanderings throng COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. Closely around me, and lost voices call Athwart the wind ; with cadenced rise and fall Old songs ring on mine ear ; once more I feel A woman's tender arms about me steal, A woman's burning kisses on my lips, And straight the weight of weary seasons slips From off me, and my life is lost in hers : I hear anew the choired choristers Sing for us as so long ago they sang When Santa Croce's shrines re-echoing rang, And by her day my barren night was blest. The past is quick within and will not rest ; It sends me homeward to the olden rhymes I strung together in the olden times, Unto the olden songs laid at her feet, That haply there we once again may meet. ( 7 ) COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. " COSMO VENUCCI sings to-night, we hear ; But many singers sing and disappear, Flying, (as birds our Lombard winter's frost), La Scala's silence, and Milano's ear Loses less song than with her birds is lost." Or " young Venucci sings ' Roberto ; ' he The tenor whom our Master holds to be The city's lark and nightingale in one ; Voice pure as dawn, pathetic as the sea, And true as is the sun-ray to the sun." Thus in the Galleria's gorgeous blaze Of golden lights (that in the short-lived days Was brighter as the western splendour wanes) The joyous idlers praise him or dispraise, While in his heart one only passion reigns ; B COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. One only hope, one fear, shall he sing well For her who draws him with a deeper spell Than mortal maiden, Fame, or e'en his song. The Thracian's love thrilled through his harp in hell Would love were all, for his were not less strong. If song were sweet as love is strong, the fire Of his own soul would serve him for a lyre Whence Orphic music should the world enthrall, And as the singing of Apollo's choir Would be his song if love indeed were all. " Cosmo Venucci " how my very name Sounds strangely to me ! Are we, then, the same, The singer of this night and I who here, Forgetful of approaching fall or fame, Kneel at my lady's feet and crave her ear? O Art, my love, I sing for thee alone ; My life is in my song, the song thine own, And through it in thy presence I am known, Or, unknown there, sing but unto my shame. My life is in my song ; that life is thine. If thou live not in me, (as light will shine Through any film of cloud), then death is mine ; And if thou call me not, I have no name. COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. Lead me to thee by any lowly ways. What if the world should wreathe for me its bays ? They would but pierce as thorns without thy praise ; Lacking thy laurel, I know nought of fame. The Lombard birds before the frost take wing, But where thou art is ever-quickening spring. The singer of this night, to thee I sing ; Thou art the fire, burn through me as a flame. O'er bourgeoned woods the western zephyr blows ; A myriad flowers spring where Boreas trod ; The red and golden willow of the snows Hath each bough budded as the Levite's rod ; The morning dews on emerald pastures fall, On early tendrils of the flax and maize ; As speechless love the nightingale's first call Thrills through the gathered dusk, and sunlit days Quicken with music of returning birds ; Season and song of Nature are begun, While in the city new-born silence girds La Scala with its song and season done. Which season is the sweeter, Which song the rarer song? Hath Nature, when we meet her, A witchery so strong, COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. So strange a power to thrall us, To draw us to her knee, As art hath if she call us, Albeit no face we see ? The song of Nature's singing Is as a mighty psalm ; A sea where life is winging O'er soundless depths of calm ; A mystic song that fills us With peace and high desire, Draws us with love, yet chills us By seeming lack of fire. The song of Art is ever Song of the human soul ; Within herself it never Is perfectly made whole ; She, in some charmed fashion, All human tears and smiles, All human hope and passion, Into her song beguiles. She perfects its terrestrial With strains of seraphim, With melodies celestial Of flaming cherubim ; COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. And thus it burneth through us As fire through lava burns, Or if she cometh to us, Or if from us she turns. To it the singer hearkens Through storm and windless calm. While day shines or night darkens, No moly stays the charm ; Or will he not or willeth, Lashed vainly to the mast, He strives to her who killeth Or loveth him at last This song he seeketh ever To echo as his own This song whose fulness never By mortal lips is known ; But oft in him she findeth Voice for some single strain, And with its magic bindeth Men, as the moon the main. Ere cadence of this song is heard again Within La Scala's walls, seven moons must wax O'er Alp and Apennine, seven moons must wane O'er Lombard meads, and this young emerald flax Be blue (as yonder heavens) with countless flowers. 12 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. The singer's season with La Scala's song Is over in the city, past the hours Of midnight splendour, when, before a throng, A cloud of listening faces, half aware, Half unaware, that any heard, we sang ; By the pulsating silence on the air, And the proud passionate acclaim that rang Around us (as a storm-lashed sea which beat On moonlit shores), fired deeper in our song, While Lombard flowers fell fast about our feet And, by the sound and silence borne along, Came to our ears the still small voice of Art, " Lo, in my love and kingdom ye have part." Oh. sweeter than the passionate acclaim, The voice that saved me from a laurelled shame And " bays unbudded " of a futile fame ! Oh, sweeter than the passion of the lyre, The passion of the singer when as fire It mingles with the soul of its desire ! Oh, sweeter than all mortal joy and gain, The singer's when his lady's voice is fain To count his love and service not in vain ! Oh, sweeter than all mortal love is sweet, The singer's as he kneeleth at her feet, And mortal lips with lips immortal meet ! COSMO VENUCC1, SINGER. 13 Songs in the Marinella, Passionate songs and gay ; Songs on the Molo, songs in the stradi, Songs from the barques on the bay. " O dolce Napoli, O suol beato, Ove sorridere Voile il create Tu sei 1'impera Dell' armonia Santa Lucia, Santa Lucia." Fair shine the sapphire sky And sapphire ocean ; Fair shines the shallop, Rocked with soft motion ; Fair shine the islands, Vineyards, and flowers. Fair shine the naiads in coral bowers. Fair shines the city, Sun-loved and holden By some enchanted Spell of the golden Saturnian summer ; Fair as the crescent Seen on the azure of skies nigrescent. 14 COSMO VENUCC1, SINGER. Down on the Molo, The Cantastori Tell of Rinaldo Story on story ; In San Carlino The people after Cry, "Pulcinella !" with peals of laughter. Dark eyes flash love to love, Eros enhancing Spirit and form become Motion entrancing, Where in the vineyard Or ruined " cella " Maidens and youths dance the tarantella. Still, as a siren, The city laveth Her feet ; beside her The pine-tree waveth, The bay's blue waters Throb with emotion Around her, the sun-loved child of the ocean. O dolce Napoli, Well may we sing thee ; Queen by thy beauty, What do we bring thee ? COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 15 Song, while far sweeter Thine own song is swelling, A paean past praise as its charm is past telling. Song in San Carlo ; now the grilli chirp But sleepily beneath the setting sun, And the cicada's fairy windmills turn No longer in the flowerless autumn fields, Now that in cypress groves the nightingales Sing seldom in full-throated passion, Song, Within the city strikes her silent lyre. I sing of love to-day, here where the earth Is quick with fiery pulses at my feet, Here where at eve a lurid crimson cloud Beats o'er the burning mountain of the bay ; I sing of love, here where the people's heart Is molten lava in its kindled flame, Here where the passion of the southern throng Swells with the swelling cadence of the song ; I sing of love, albeit my lips have known No mortal maiden's kiss, for, knowing Art, In her I know the lesser human love Which is but as one pulse within her life. Dawn breaks above the bay, the crimson flame Pales o'er yon mountain steep, the night is done ; The fervid song-filled night in which were won, Through thee, O Art, these laurels in thy name. 1 6 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. Trophies of thine, I lay them at thy feet, With this Parthenopean wealth of flowers Plucked in the passion of my midnight hours ; Accept them, though an offering all unmeet. For thee I sang, O Art, for thee alone ; To thee I kneel for benison or blame : Plaudits are but a scourge, and proffered fame A broken palm, save as these are thine own. ***** A land enchanted, where no beauty wanes, Dim dream-locked waters, green and glowing plains, Where Nature as a drowsy Hebe fills Her beaker at the great Olympian's nod, And drinks nepenthe with the fallen god. Wild satyr-shades still frolic in the vines Whose purple presses foamed at Grecian feet, And ghostly fauns make gambol 'neath the pines Where sweet Cybele found a still retreat. Inland, Avernus shines amid the hills, As moonless darkness blossomed into day ; While on the Lucrine marsh light sea-winds sway The Ladon-reeds, and a weird music thrills Along its verge, where tangled fern and flowers Widen through ivy knoll and bramble brake, Onward to reddened chestnut-woods that shake Their ripened fruit into the vineyard bowers. In ruined Baie, seen beneath the bay, COSMO VENUCC1, SINGER. 17 The naiads weep Poseidon's vanished day, And in his temple, (by the god drawn down), Sing woeful dirges of his lost renown. In ruined Baie, on the moonlit heights, Flit the wan ghosts of Roman sybarites, And where among the brushwood gleams the snake Echoes of ancient revelries awake, Borne shoreward on the midnight winds that blow Around Guinea, where the grasses grow 'Mid broken marbles, and the poppy blooms In the grey tufa of the plundered tombs. By sun and moon alike, the plain and bay, Mountains and islands, with strange glamour hold The sight and soul entranced ; night steals on day As in the ear a magic charm is told. Bewitched beyond e'en beauty's power to thrall, We linger spellbound, live anew through all, While in our hearts, at one with our desire, There seems to throb the mountain's restless fire. ***** I sing of love again, of love to-night, I who beneath yon moon's first crescent light, Insensate, drunk with darkness, sang indeed Of that I knew not doing it despite By blind disdain or word of little heed. Of love I held as less than love of Art, A minor voice that in her song bore part, 18 COSMO VENUCC1, SINGER. A poorer passion of the soul I sang : I sing that love now made my very heart, My whole life's life, on which all issues hang. An Amadeon seraph half on wing, A mortal maiden, unto her I sing, The night's wild song unto the distant noon, And at her feet San Carlo's flowers fling, As ocean-weeds flung down before the moon. What is most like her here, where all is fair Around and fair above, What best can image or with her compare, My love, my love ? More lissome than the silver sapling birch Swayed by the western wind ; More rhythmical than Ladon's reed, I search But never find Amid the seen an image for her grace, Which is, as Psyche's, born Of soul. The budding glory of her face Is more than Morn A mystery of loveliness ; her hair Is as the ripened gold Of ruddy chestnuts (yet of hue more rare) A ring might hold Its wealth, which loosened were a sunset cloud ; On either side her blown, COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 19 Wings of the covering cherub, as he bowed Before the Throne. Her lips are kissing flowers such as those Lerici's poet saw, Lips that embrace each other in repose By nature's law; That sever (as those flowers wind-blown apart) For speech or song, then meet To kiss again. The siren voice of Art Is not so sweet As is her singing, and the cooing doves Round Aphrodite's head Make not such tender music as my love's Least sentence said. Her eyes are like the mystic moonlit sea, Like sunlight in the pines, Like stars above the plains of Galilee When no moon shines Are like all beauties of the day and night, All beauteous things that be ; Are like Were Heaven opened to his eyes, What man is he Could tell the glory that he saw ? Song fails, And melody is dumb Before her who is Music's self; as veils And cumbersome All lovely things but wrap her round from view Who is with Beauty one, COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. But could I see the angel Dante drew With pencil won From Love's own hand, ah ! then perchance, perchance A beauty might be there, A music in its perfect utterance Not unlike her. Fire calleth unto fire as deep calls deep Here on the burning mountain's beaconed steep, While the dim city yonder lies asleep, And o'er the bay the moonlit shadows sweep : The fires of love and fires of nature meet As soul with soul oh, meeting bitter-sweet ! The prisoned lava surges at my feet, The lava flames far up the midnight beat, The pale moon sickens in the lurid heat, And faints half falling from her heavenly seat, But with the spirit of the seething fire Love is made one, as music with the lyre. No longer by a mortal presence bound, I live in the quick flames that break around The cratered summit, and that underground Throb in pent passion with a speechless sound, And with the mountain's mighty heart beats mine, Pulse within pulse, Beloved, unto thine. COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. I live, I love in these, once more I seek By the fire's voice, the lava's force, to speak That for which every song was found too weak, But still am voiceless ; on the burning steep The soul of Love meets Nature's soul in fire, Pulses as one, but with a passion higher. I live, I love, while the quick lightnings start From the rent lava clouds above, and dart Into the night ; but now the mountain's heart Beats within mine, its fire is but a part Of the fierce fire that labours in my breast, By all the fires of Nature unexpressed. It draws them to itself, and is at one With stars and meteors, burneth with the sun, Yet of an equal fervour findeth none, And but a lesser life the life so won; The fires of the whole universe are drawn Within it, as the stars within the dawn. Fire meets with fire, Beloved, as deep with deep, Here on the burning mountain's beaconed steep, While o'er the bay the day's first shadows sweep, And the first bird sings softly through thy sleep. Love hath no song to wake thee, as the lute Dumb at thy pillow, still his lips are mute. COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. Through orange groves and fruiting vines, Green chestnut copses, solemn pines ; Through thickets where the woodbine twines, With myrtles over columbines, Beneath an azure sky ; Through meadows rich with asphodel, And budded poppies (that might well Have lured Proserpina from hell), We wandered, she and I. At sunset, when the golden day Slept on the bosom of the bay, Through olive-woods, whose silver grey As clouds about the uplands lay, We climbed until we came By orange gardens, blossomed white, Unto a villa on the height, Which bowered myrtles hid from sight, And "pines that burned like flame." Within, where briar-roses hung About the lattices, she strung Her lute, and through the chamber rung Songs which the seraphs left unsung On leaving Paradise ; Without the twilight waves caressed The slumb'rous shore and isles, the west Held the pale moon unto his breast, And kissed her opening eyes. COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 23 The sunless waters swelled around The burning mountain's base, where wound Green vines to fruited fig-trees bound, Or lavishly trailed on the ground 'Mid hamlets deep in flowers ; The utmost summit's columned white Changed to a crimson fire as night Descended on its throbbing height, And called the star-lit hours. O love, had we then stood alone, Speech at the last these lips had known ; But the wild briar buds half grown, The roses 'gainst the lattice blown, Spake more in sooth than I ; And now Firenze's flowers must bloom For thee ere from this gathered gloom My heart can question life and doom, Or thine give their reply. ***** The city slumbers with its quick and dead, And Galileo's star-lit skies are spread O'er his enshrined dust ; this silent street, Whose pathways burned beneath young Dante's feet, Is traversed but by Night who steals alone, Narcissus-like, to woo herself in stone, And mix her soul with that of Angelo. For me in vain Lethean poppies blow. c 24 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. When life is love, and love of hope unsure, Song hath no lullaby wherewith to lure Sleep and its errant dreams ; her voice is fire, Her hand is as the samiel on the lyre. Beloved, beloved, what word upon my lips Were other than the petrel's wing that dips Into the surges of the soundless deep, Were other than the golden bee that sips A little honey from the Hymettian steep ? The bulbul sings its love, the moonlit main Thunders a cadenced passion, but in vain I seek an echo for mine heart in song ; The lyre-strings tremble, and my voice, though fain, Falters beneath a burden found too strong. A little foam upon the petrel's wing Such is my song when I of love would sing ; A little honey from a Bormian mead, Such as the golden bee might sip and bring This is my song, if 'tis not dumb indeed. Beloved, beloved, the music faileth me. Can any sing of love, or sing of thee ? Silence is sweeter than melodious speech Sweeter and stronger ; silence let it be, For there are heights not even song can reach. COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 25 The night grows darker, deeper shadow falls On yon grey palaces, whose massive walls Hold still the unlighted cressets, and the sky Deepens its starlit purple ; dawn is nigh. I will go forth ; these overhanging eaves Shut out the sweet fresh western wind, which leaves Murello's pastures ere the day appears To dry the dewy lilies' wakening tears. ***** The city lies below me beautiful (As the enchanted fabric of a dream, That with some mighty and resistless spell Allures men to itself), the while the sun Crimsons the east and burns above these hills. Mother of mighty men through days of yore, As Niobe grief-smitten into stone Thou standest in thy beauty, as a queen, Encompassed by their glory and encrowned With their unfading laurels, thou art seen Reigning within thy kingdom ; of their love, Firenze, and their spirits mother still. Mother of him who quickened into life Carrara's marble, and who raised at will Prophet and sibyl ; mother, too, of him The deathless singer of the deathless song. Mother of many who are loved of Art, Thou drawest us who are not born of thee By thy great motherhood, until we come 26 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. Strangers to seek thy blessing at thy knee. Me more than all thou drawest on this day, For not Angelico's choired angels e'en Sing to thee with so sweet a song as she Who wakes amid thy lilies ; thou hast seen None lovelier in life, in Art, in dream ; Not Angelo's Madonna (though she bear The very image of the face he loved In the Colonna) can with her compare ; Though .in her poet's song shrined evermore, Not Alighieri's love is found so fair As she who is in one, Love, Life, and Art, The beauty of all things that are and were. The sunlight fills the valleys, sunbeams dance A fairy-footed measure in the meads, ' And frolic on the silver Arno's stream ; Sleep from the domed and spired city speeds Full-winged to shores Lethean, and the day Shines on the stir of reawakening streets ; Shines on the storied treasures of Art, On the Art-hallowed chambers (wherein beats The pulse of life more strongly through the dead Than through the living) ; shines most fully where, Amid her lilies red and white, awakes My love, Firenze's lily, still more fair Than are the dewy blossoms of its dales, Than Grotto's lily carved in living stone. Here on the hills I am too far away, COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 27 The sweets of all her garden flowers are blown Through the sun-lighted city, here are none ; The winds around me hasten to the plain And wander near her, and the sun has left These distant heights : I will return again. In the sky for sunlight is cloud, And silence for song of the bird ; The wind in the woodland sighs, The sunless grey river replies, And the lilies' heads are all bowed As the sough of the storm is heard. Dear, the dawn was more sweet than the day, The bud than the blossoming flower, The promise of noon than the noon That shone and was shadowed so soon ; The winds had but led me astray, And the sun had mistaken thy bower. For the height of Camaldoli, A moonrise, a sunrise, still Holds thee from us and its pines, As pines at Hellenic shrines On approach of divinity, Yet a moonrise, a sunrise, thrill. 28 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. The lights of the spring are with thee, Here is gloom and the thundercloud ; The skies are bereft of the sun, The wind and the storm are at one, And my soul as a midnight sea For the lost day calls aloud. A garden of the Apennines, With clustered olives, clambering vines, With cypresses, and singing streams Wherein the golden iris gleams ; With almond trees a wealth of bloom, And eglantine that scarce finds room To blossom for the woodbine bowers, The budded thorn, and bramble flowers ; The garden of Fiesole. High on the garden's cy pressed steep The daylight and the darkness keep At earliest morn and latest eve A tryst that each is loth to leave ; Far down below the valley lies As a primeval Paradise Embosomed in its wooded hills, And sung to by such song as thrills Thy days and nights, Fiesole. COSMO VENUCCI, SINGEK. 29 'Tis sundown, and the storm hath swept O'er hill and plain, the rains have wept Themselves away, and the winds creep Weary, with folded wings, to sleep ; The thundercloud, rent through with fire, Died at the birth of its desire ; Between the western day and night I stand upon thy garden height, O olive-girt Fiesole. From mulberry-groves and blossomed leas, (Whose sweet drenched flowers lured the bees ;) From little pools the naiad knows And to the hamadryad shows : From woodlands where the lilies gleam, From irised banks of Arno's stream, From Arno, sunset vapours rise Where the wide plain 'neath twilight skies Looks up to thee, Fiesole. As mists that watered Paradise Before the firstling rains they rise, Softly and slow, and dim and white, Hiding the blossomed leas from sight, Ascending higher till they seem, There where the city stands in dream, Like shrouded spirits of its dead Whose feet of old were wont to tread Thy cypressed paths, Fiesole. 30 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. Swifter and closer at thy base, And in the wide plain's sunless space, They throng, Hellenic Hades lies Outspread at last to mortal eyes; Its countless shadowy phantoms stray Through myrtle groves or far away Where noon hath darkened into night Moan for lost life and foregone light Light which is thine, Fiesole. Lo ! the scene changes. Swifter still, Still closer the mists rise and fill The plain's expanse from verge to verge, As clouds with clouds they meet and merge Each in the other, all in one Vast firmament, whose stars and sun Unseen are hastening unto birth : Between two heavens I stand on earth, If this be earth, Fiesole. Again is change. The nether skies Become, as denser vapours rise, A surging sea of billowed cloud, Silent where other seas were loud A vast white sea that swells and heaves Beneath the western day, which leaves The upper heavens ; a sea whose waves COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 31 Are hollow with a myriad graves Insatiate, Fiesole. In the dim western sky the day, Requickening, flushes through the grey, And (as one risen from the dead In the full flush of life late fled) Burns in the gorgeous after-glow : The cloudlike sea still heaves below. But now its risen waves are rolled, Purple and crimson, red and gold, Throughout the plain, Fiesole. The passion of the throbbing sky Is with its colours mirrored by The vaporous sea, a tremor thrills Its depths, and with strange tempest fills The waves that, as storm-driven, arise Higher and higher 'neath mine eyes ; And as the fires of heaven fail, The purple, red, and golden pale Back to the white, Fiesole. Change once again. The wind-rent deep Is broken up, the valleys keep Its place no longer ; the wide air Knows it not any more, but where Its seething billows surged, behold 32 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. Aerial spirits, manifold, Legions on legions without count, Mist-formed, mist-winged, upward mount Towards the skies, Fiesole. From north, south, east, and west they throng, As spirits of earth's waters long Sundered from waters of the skies By the primordial word, they rise, Each seeking restlessly, in pain, The spirit which with it was twain Yet one by some eternal love, Since severed from it, lost above In the wide heavens, Fiesole. Far higher than thine utmost height (Where song rings fuller as the night Shadows the cypress-groves) they soar ; From nether mists still myriads more Uprising spread their wide white wings, And hide from sight terrestrial things ; Higher and higher they ascend, Till with the very heavens they blend And are at one, Fiesole. Nor sky nor water is, nor land ; The elements commingle, and COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 33 Are merged (as shadows in the sun, As blessed souls with Buddha one,) In the ethereal vapour, drawn Within a wider life as dawn Within the day : all matter seems Sublimed to mind, sunk deep in dreams ; Thou too and I, Fiesole. Substance and separate life gone by, Behold all lives, thou too and I, As soul in the creating soul, The part-life perfect in the whole. Earth is no more nay, 'tis a dream From which, with special pain supreme Above all phantasy, mine heart Recalls me, finding not Her heart Within the dream, Fiesole. The mists arose in dim ascent, From their high place the heavens leant, The spirits of the waters met, The upper with the nether, yet Her spirit from its pure height bent Not ever down to mine, nor blent Its higher with my lower ; still, Though all around seems one, yea, still I am alone, Fiesole. 34 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. Within the dream I was alone, A spirit desolate, unknown ; And from the dream recalled, I stand An alien in a foreign land, Where all seems spirit still and rest. A restless fire burns in my breast, A "homeless hunger" fills my heart; These have in peace, in rest, no part : I will go hence, Fiesole. The sun of the morrow Is risen at length ; The passionate sorrow That gives the full strength To the nightingale's song in mid-darkness is soothed by the presence of morn, And its song from the cypress rings sweeter for joy of the anguish outworn. This sunlight but darkens Camaldoli's pines ; Each one of them hearkens As 'twere at Greek shrines ; But no stir of soft footstep approaches and never the sap in them burns, For the moonrise, the sunrise, are over, my love to her lilies returns. COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 35 Fresh flowers spring to greet her, A thousand birds sing ; I also shall meet her, But will the noon bring Their desire to the lilies and birds, and but hide mine still further from me ? Hope sings in the sunlight, but fear is the shadow of all that I see. ****** She loves me not thus life and death are one, Darkness and light ; infinity, Late budding as illimitable day, Is gulfed within this little space of night. No song, no sound of aught that lives, comes here ; One single agony with fiery pulse Beats through the silence where I stand alone. Far off beyond the outskirts of the night I see her in her clinging gown of white, As Pontinari's daughter past compare, Tending her lilies in the day's sweet light, The fitful sunbeams nestling in her hair. O love, my love, removed from me as far As is the firmament's remotest star, Unreachable as noon is of the night, What reck you of the life you made and mar, Tending your crimson lilies and your white ? 36 COSMO VENUCC7, SINGER. What reck you who as yet of love know nought, Whose gentle eyes would sorrow at the thought That hand of yours might stay the bulbul's song, Crushing its throat, but you have witless wrought A deeper silence, a more cruel wrong. You loved me never ; to the singer's song, Not to the singer, did your love belong. God knows the singer and the song were one, And by the singer's soul the song rose strong, But you, you know it not, there in the sun. Loose your hand from me ; let the bird take wing, And in the moonlight 'mid the roses sing ; Loose your hand from it, tender-hearted one. Nay, let the little ringers closer cling About its throat : see, song and life are done. Me you love not, but music makes me wise To know the light it kindles in your eyes, Though not for me, will for another's sake Burn through your maiden soul with sweet surprise- Yea, by-and-by the human shall awake. Then you will understand the song I sang, The singer's love that in each cadence rang, Thrilling San Carlo with its passion's power The boundless life you gave, and the death-pang You dealt it, you will understand that hour. COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 37 An Amedeon seraph, you did lure My soul from earth, O tender one and pure, Playing upon a lute of Paradise ; You opened heaven to me, then swift and sure Shut its wide golden gates before mine eyes. Say, shall I thank you, sweet, for this, or cry (After old counselling, " Curse God and die ") Against you and the love and life you gave ? I question, but your lips give no reply, Responseless as dead lips within the grave. Far off beyond the outskirts of the night You stand amid your lilies red and white : One word athwart this darkness shall take wing And mingle with the voices of the light, From him who hath no further song to sing ; One word which with remembered music blends, The songless singer of "San Carlo" sends, A surging ocean to a silent shore. Lady, through life I loved you, life that ends ; Lady, through death I love you evermore. ***** Space, solitude ; wide ways for unquiet feet, Wide air where unquiet hearts find room to beat ; Silence from babbling voices, silence stirred But by the unconscious singing of some bird, Or the regardless chirp of grilli near. 38 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. Space, silence, solitude, these all are here, Here on the still Campagna's broad expanse, Where the last rays of lingering sunlight dance With the young winds in meadows lush with flowers, And gambol in the corn and vineyard bowers, Or smite the purple gloom of sterile hillsj Changing to burnished gold their snow-fed rills. The darkness of far forest pines they fire, And touch with flame each zephyr-shaken spire In yonder tract of golden asphodel, And where blue shallows round the Pan-reeds swell, And Syrinx moans as heedless winds pass by, A second sun shines from a second sky. Day in the sunless heavens full loth expires, The wide plain glows (as strange and subtle fires Restrained within its breast, were kindling through The outer calm) with sunlike gold where hue Sinks into deeper hue, with lambent red Whose throbbing pulse by viewless flame is fed, With radiant purple, deep drawn under deep, While the dim night ascends the eastern steep. Here the day dies, life fails ; here too but death Is here but beauty, laughs with latest breath, Death is not deadly here ; it bears no sting : If day died thus with love, lips stricken dumb should sing. All night, Beloved, beneath the waning moon I wandered, wandered on from night to noon COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 39 (As those who in the desert found no way), Seeking in vain for rest that came not soon With the still darkness nor came late with day. The bare seared mountains where of old had swept The lava streams, where lava flames had leapt, Stirred not in any pulse beneath my feet, But in dead calm of outworn passion slept A heavy sleep which unto love were sweet. Until the hour when Arno's valley lies A sunset dream of early Paradise, I wandered on by barren moor and brake, Through grey sparse grass where every flower dies, And in the scorching wind the thistle shakes. And when the sun was westering I came Where Nemo's stagnant waters filled for flame A mountain crater, whose green woodlands stirred With the rich song of nightingales the same, The same old song we had together heard. (Not far away were lava banks I knew, Where like a sweat of blood the poppies grew ; And in black woods, fire-smitten to the root, A bird lived songless, while the morning drew To even, and the night bore stars for fruit.) D 40 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. The pale blue shallows of the Tiber shone ; As fields of flame far stretching on and on The golden reeds of Ostia's blue lagoon Burned 'neath the west ; and ere the day was gone, As the dim wraith of joy arose the moon. Once more the plain is quick with glowing fire, And beats as some great heart with pent desire, While o'er it bends the throbbing twilight sky Yet e'en if I could tune my silent lyre Unto their passion, thou wouldst not reply. On surging waves the ocean-weed may drift, The withered leaf be driven of the wind, But love is not as these are, nor is man A weakling whirled within the gurge of woe. Though noon be dark as night above his head, And life unto him be at one with death ; Though Heaven be hidden from his hope, and hell Gape at his feet, still must he nathless on. In that I love, my love demands of me My best and noblest, that it should not be A gift that costeth nothing, save this pain, Nor all unworthy, though 'tis given in vain. In that I love, my life with labouring breath Shall wring a music from the pangs of death COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 41 Worthy the love, and from this unkissed mouth Shall rise a song the sweeter for its drouth. I sing of love once more, of love to-night, Here where the stars, as at some solemn rite, Are gathered in the moonless calm of heaven, Nor throb with restless fires, nor burn with light. I sing of love, and for love's very sake, The passion of my soul this night shall break Its songless silence with a music which Shall win the ear of Art herself, and wake The sleeping life in the cold northern throng. Once more I feel the keen swift flame of song Thrill through me, and these dry and unkissed lips, By their long drouth, are waxen sure and strong. I sing for love, Beloved ; I sing for thee. If there be aught not all unworth in me, I wring it from despair, and, though it be But as the brine-weed of the bitter sea, Cast it before thy feet. This song of mine, Born newly of my grief, and therefore thine, Pulses with stronger life than that which died Where, 'mid the fireflies' dance, your lilies shine. 42 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. The starlit skies throb over Arno's vales ; I hear the far song of their nightingales Within this high-walled city of the north ; I hear them all, not one among them fails. Nor shall I fail ; a song (perchance as sweet) Shall echo as the sea's song at thy feet, And with its fuller passion fill the gloom, And fuse their singing in one song complete. Night after night there is silence where night after night hath been song, And love sits dumb in the soul for the music that bore it along Over darkness and time and the hell of despair, as on pinions of fire That stirred its set lips till they sang as the winds in the lyre Of the Pythian Apollo, the music is wingless, and sleeps as the dead, While nor slumber nor song comes to love, and it leaveth all things unsaid. Speech is too poor for its passion, and words are too weak for its woe, Who seeks the sea in the shallow, the fire in the mountain snow? Only the passionate strains of a melody which will rise COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 43 From the depths of fathomless oceans to heights of the uttermost skies Can have power to descend to its woe, or have strength to sustain its desire, To allure, unconsumed, from its lips the strong flame of their smouldering fire. Night after night there is silence, where night after night hath been song, And the singer's love in his soul sitteth dumb, and despair is waxed strong. Shall I bid him go forth and regather the bays he flung down as he came Through the nights of the north, from his singing with lips that were mute with thy name ? Shall I garland his head with their leaves, and lead him to feasts he would shun ? Shall he drink of the vintage of fame when his heart is undone ? He careth for none of these things ; for the sake of his love he hath wrung A song not unworthy the love from his uttermost pangs, and hath sung ; Now he sits, as a victor might sit, all alone with the thought of his dead ; As a victor will rise at the war-call, and lead as aforetime he led, So he, when the music awakes, will stand forth with firm feet on the fang 44 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. Of the serpent once more among men, and will sing as aforetime he sang. Here in the isle of the north, where the light of the sun is half shade, And the moon is dim in the heavens, and the stars are as flowers that fade, When e'en in its southernmost woods the songs of the nightingales fail, And the glow of its richest gardens and meadows at noontide is pale ; Here where the grey northern sea sings a strange and fierce song of its own, He but waits until love findeth voice, and the waves sing no longer alone. As in a dream, Song hears the music of your lute, And stirs from sleep ; the lips of love long mute Pulse with the passion of the old refrain Heard oft from lips of yours, heard now again As Orphic music known in sunny Thrace, And after in the dark and deathly place. As in past summer hours, perchance you stand Beneath the red pomegranate boughs and sing (The lute strings thrilling to your tender hand), Love which is always everything. COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 45 Far off I hear you, and retune my lyre, The pale flowers tremble round me as I sing ; I also, while the north wind blows as fire, Love which is always everything. Sing on, Beloved, nor let the echoes wake A trouble in your song, which soars on wing ; Far down below they but as wild waves break, Love which is always everything. In the lapsed seasons, hath song shown you aught That makes you know as you knew not in spring, What among men these rhythmic words have wrought, Love which is always everything ? Sing on, Beloved ; the best love hath to show, You with the clear-eyed seraphs see and sing. Why should you know, as lesser singers know, Love which is always everything! A siren of the surging midnight sea (We hear her as the sweet words round us ring) ; A poisoned flower, the loveliest of the lea ; Love which is always everything. A Lamian serpent with envenomed fang ; A sorceress, who from men's hearts will wring The life, as juice from grapes that o'er her hang ; Love which is always everything. 46 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. Within our souls, as Proserpine in hell, She sits as queen the while dark Dis is king; Why should you know her deep and deadly spell, Love which is always everything? Sing on, nor know how singers' hearts may quake, As from their lips these same words hoarsely ring ; Not for its sweet, but for its bitter sake, Love which is always everything. Sing on, unwitting of the unslaked thirst, The quenchless fire it faileth not to bring, Where all fair things are by its bane accurst, Love which is always everything. Behold, I do it wrong ; I know it well. The life of life, the death of death, I sing ; The utmost heaven, what knoweth it of hell, Love which is always everything ? In the new city of the west, Where snows fell soft with sound of rest, And on the earth's unheaving breast The keen still frosts lay uncaressed, There night by night was song. The singer's special pain and pang Merged in the world's pain as it rang, COSMO VENUCCI, SIA T GER. 47 And self waned ever as he sang, And life waxed full and strong. Far off beyond the winter seas, Where no bird from the leafless trees Sings or for pain or happy ease, He sang, Beloved, for thee Within the city, whose young heart Was quick with spring, and had no part In bygone seasons' fruits of Art, Whose fruit was yet to be. With lips close-locked, as flame on flame, And mute, Beloved, with thy name, Back o'er the barren waves he came, Not glad to win the bays of fame, But glad he won for thee. And now, with burning feet and fain, He stands 'mid southern scenes again, Here where the purple Lombard plain Spreads like a summer sea. Stands speechless, for all words were naught, And songless, for all song hath taught Fails in him ; yea, all life is wrought Into the fire of one sole thought The thought that thou art near. 48 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. The tendril vines, the green knots shown Upon the trees, the flowers half blown, Are drawn within it, and alone As fire on fire appear. With unkissed lips, unholden hands, Unmet, unwelcomed from far strands, Yet he is blest in that he stands (His wanderings o'er in weary lands) On the same soil as thee. The spring is quick above, below ; It quickens at his heart, and slow The bud of hope steals through the snow, Perchance a flower to be. Song in La Scala ; the still night, With throbbing breast and folded wing, Beyond this circled blaze of light, Stands by to hear the singers sing Their song of spring. In that they sing of love, though it Be as a boundless winter bare, A desolation infinite, Whose bud and blade requicken ne'er In the starved air. COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 49 Though love be such, or though it be A spanless summer whose fierce heat Consumes all fair things utterly, Where winds and seething fires meet, A waste complete ; Though it be such, yea, whatsoe'er it be And whatsoe'er it bring, Drouth-parched, death-stricken, budless, bare, In that they sing of love, they sing Of very spring. They sing of love ; with them I sing, Not as last year for art alone, Yet art is not a lesser thing To me, nor is its passion known More rarely as mine own. They sing of love, they sing of spring : Behold, I know not any more The words that I myself must sing ; I hear the sea's song to the shore Swell o'er and o'er. My lips are dumb 'tween hope and fear ; One moment, and my song shall ring SO COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. Perchance, perchance upon her ear, Who is the love of love, the spring Of very spring. ***** As the dream of a moment, the night is gone by and the darkness is past ; Silent and still comes the dawn, no tumult, no trumpet- blast From the warring of winds wins her entrance, but calm, with inaudible feet, O'er the hills, through the wide purple plain she draws nigh ; the narcissi spring sweet At her step, and the iris and crocus as stars in an amethyst sky Shine out as she stands in the meadows/ Her voice is unheard, and no cry From her lips breaks the silence, while softly, enwrapt in a mystery profound, In repose that is deeper than tumult, in silence known stronger than sound, She comes as all highest beauty, all deepest feeling must come, Calm where the tempest is weakness, where all words are but impotence dumb ; As this day-spring of hope to my heart that through dark- ness approacheth at length, Hushed by its infinite passion, subdued by its measure- less strength. COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 51 O'er the night of love's uttermost sorrow where dawn was a splendour unknown, Shone a radiance of flame, and within it the face that sleep only had shown, And despair, through the lapse of long seasons when, exiled from light as the blind, I had wandered with song through far regions alone as a desolate wind. Oh, sweet pale face gleaming fair from its aureole glory of hair; Sweet eyes that had smitten me blind, then smote sight to mine eyes unaware ! Oh, my love ! at the last I beheld her, after ages of long- ing and pain ; As I sang with the singers of spring, lo, the spring to my heart came again. I had chosen the role she loved best, the role I that sum- mer had sung, Ere song died on my lips at her word, ere the ordeal of fire had wrung From the silence of death a new voice, ere these lips had waxed strong in their drouth, And I sang it once more there before her, as the wild northern wind to the south ; I sang unto her, to her only, unto me in La Scala was none, As to me in all worlds were none other, in joy, or in torture, save one. 52 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. Was it but a delusion of hope, a deception of dazzled sight ? Did a fair faint flush, as I sang, change her cheek from its delicate white ? Did a tremor touch the still mouth ? did a strange new light fill the eyes (Eyes half hid by the drooped fringe of lashes) was it so ? Who replies ? E'en if it were, 'twas perchance but the passion and power of the song That had thrilled to her heart as aforetime, thrilled deeper perchance after long, And the singer was naught save a voice, though his life was sung out at her feet ; What recked he? At last he beheld her, and his song on her ear had rung sweet. What cared he that full-flowered laurels, that bays all around him were thrown, For the thundered applause of the throng ? He had sung for his love's sake alone For his love's sake alone ; to his loved, as at springtide the sea to the shore, Enough that his song had rung fuller, sweeter, stronger, than ever before. Here on the wide Lombard plain all the shadows of night are dispelled By the dawn, and day on the glowing hills, in some fast- ness held, COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 53 Scales the golden height of the stronghold, and issues a splendour of flame. Encrowned with the sun, O my love, if this dawning of hope overcame The glooms of the night of despair, if the day as a glorious fire From the desolate strongholds of Doubt should break forth, could these lips ever tire Of singing, if only for gladness of singing, e'en were it alone Of joy that they sang, and all passions save joy to their song were unknown? Here the birds o'er the hills, o'er the plain, sing aloud to the new-risen sun ; "\Yhat song should I sing unto thee, love, were my day with their day begun ? Could I sing as the birds sing, unwitting Of the toil and the trammel of words, No thought to their thraldom submitting, Beloved, could I sing as the birds, Then my voice in a paean ascending, A passion of music alone, Full-throated should sing without ending A song of love's own. A song of love's own unto thee, love, For thou wert the new-risen sun, 54 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. The sole dawn that could come unto me, love, Were my day with their day begun ; As Hellenes of old hymned Apollo On the phorminx in jubilant choir, I should hymn thee, but their song were hollow To mine on love's lyre. Shall I stand in the light of thy presence ; Shall I look on thy face, touch thy hand ; Will all pain be a dream's reminiscence Ere the day darkens over the land ? Ere the birds in the covert are sleeping, Will my laurels be laid at thy feet, Will love be at rest in thy keeping, And life once more sweet ? Hope sings in my heart, disregarding The shadows of doubt and of fear, As a lark in the sunrise discarding Night's gloom in a glory so near, As the sea to the proximate haven, As the wind drawing nigh to the west, As the flowers that spring's pathway have paven, By summer caressed. _, All my songs in the winter of sorrow Were thine, as at budding of spring All my songs are still thine, and but borrow A music grief ceases to bring ; COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER 55 Song hath but one key-note for ever (For thou, love, and Love are as one) ; From the lyre, should these twain e'er dissever, No music were won. Still the birds on the plain sing around me : I sing not ; nay, e'en had I sung Unbounden by words, song had bound me By music, the lyre were unstrung (Smitten dumb by the strain of that stringing To the height and the depth of love's thought) ; Could I sing as my heart sings, the singing To love were as naught. Beyond the city, where the white March lilies bloom Around a villa, where no flight Of hours brings gloom ; Where, 'neath the casements, close in sight, Narcissi blow; As unto noon the storm-filled night, To Her I go. Calm, for I hold, restrained at last, Within my soul The passion that through tempests past Knew no control ; 56 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. And love, less foolish, fails to find A strength through storm ; Nor seeks the limitless to bind By finite form. Fire answers fire, deep answers deep, In me ; I go. Is long despair but lulled by sleep To waken so? Nay, if she love none other, hope Shall take no leave ; With all save this a man may cope, A man achieve Full victory o'er all else. If still Her heart be free, If it should free remain, she will, She shall, love me. For love is stronger than unlove, As life than death, And holds a power all powers above In its least breath. But should another be to her That I would be, And hope find place not anywhere, May God help me ! COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 57 For, evermore unloved, I then Love evermore. Did He who made both love and men Think well before ? Nathless if even love could choose, 'Twould bate no whit From its own love, or torture lose Through lack of it. And man is not so weak that he In aught should fail, Though to himself his life must be Of none avail. Nor straitened so that when there slips, After long drought, The honeyed chalice from his lips, And they wring out The utmost dregs which, poisoned, sting From pain's full cup, They therefore should refuse to sing For men who sup. With love, or to men's grief deny Songs that rejoice ; Though life in me may lapse, still I Will live a voice. 58 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. Beyond the city, where the white March lilies bloom Around a villa, where no flight Of hours brings gloom, I go to her ; all else is lost In that sole thought; As surf upon the ocean tost, All else is nought. * * * * The last song of sorrow is ended, The dream of despair is dreamed out, The forebodings of fear have descended To hell, the misgivings of doubt ; And aloft in the wide empyrean (As a stream with a river is blent) Blends the paean of hope with the paean Of joy in ascent. The land sings in sunlight around me, I hear the far song of the fire Away in the south where love found me At even alone with my lyre ; From all things around song is ringing, And afar from the wild northern sea, I sing with them too, and our singing, Beloved, is of thee. COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 59 As speech of a boundless devotion, Benediction of infinite praise, As the words of a wordless emotion, Of a joy unexpressed all its days, To thy presence our paean arises, Our song of unsingable love, In a music that only disguises A passion above. Song and music for ever and ever, As thou art for ever above Our highest and best, that can never Express thee, and infinite love Were unworthy to love thee, but taken At the last by thy love to thine heart, In a dream from which naught shall awaken, It is as thou art Made perfect by mystic transition, And one with thy life evermore ; As the Florentine blessed in his vision, With thee for my guide I explore The circles of Heaven, descending Not as he, O beloved, unto earth, For thou bringest a joy never ending, No phantasy's birth. 60 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. Through death I had loved thee, thou knowest, For aye ; thou gav'st life in its stead. The highest bent down to the lowest, And kissed back his breath to the dead. All singing is vain ; I had sung not, This paean were dumb on my mouth ; But what song from dead lips, love, had rung not, Kissed so in their drouth ? # # * * * Here once more, amid the gardens, I had bidden her good-night ('Twas our last one), and gone homeward as a blind man dazed with sight ; But shut out a weary season while these darkling hours go by, From the whole of love and life, now I return to feel it nigh. In the risen moon's full splendour gleam her lilies, red and white, All around the terrace shining in a haze of silver light ; Here among the pines and laurels, and the fragrant myrtle bowers, By the orange groves white-blossomed, the pomegranates' crimson flowers, I will wander, while she wanders with sweet dreams through realms of sleep, Nor so far be parted from her, but with moonlit shadows keep COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. 61 Watch beneath the trellised lattice till these last long hours depart, And I be for ever with her, as my heart is with her heart. Every other bird is silent, but the nightingales sing loud In a paean of full rapture, where all sorrow seems as cloud Lost within a cloudless heaven, surf within a summer sea, And as they sing song is kindled as a flame of fire in me. In a land of drouth and darkness, where no day was, Love had lived a weary while with death and night ; At the last song showed him where a hidden way was, And he came unto a land of life and light. O beloved, O beloved, as he singeth Wilt thou waken to the music of his lyre, Wilt thou hear the song that to thy casement ringeth From his lips, kissed through with life as living fire ? Unto thee he sang alone in love's beginning; Then thou lov'dst the song, the singer was undone ; At the last he lured thine heart away with singing, And the singer and the song became as one. Wake, oh, wake, beloved ! he singeth through thy slumbers ; Lo, his light, his life, his all with thee sleep on; Shine upon him as the laggard hours he numbers, Counting eagerly if night be nearly gone. 62 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. From yon eastern skies a day that darkens never Will descend, a dazzling fire with flame for wings, And shall give thee to his heart at last for ever : Watch a little moment with him as he sings. * * * * Still the nightingales are singing, as of old the Florentine Heard them sing here through his passion as I heard them sing through mine, Far away in northern islands, where the sun and moon are pale, And the fires of man and nature with the fires of heaven fail. There for thee (with them), in triumph over death and hell, I sang; Here for thee (with them) in rapture, feeling neither pain nor pang, As for thee henceforth for ever, whatsoe'er the ages bring, With their fuller, wider music (still found impotent), I sing. When our present lights are shadows, and our highest reach of thought Is our lowest, and our beauty and our knowledge things of naught ; When our love's most perfect passion (infinite, as we believe) Will be lost in love not even love itself can now conceive ; All new arts in all new aeons, all our own arts may become In their endless evolutions, still to love must be as dumb ; COSMO VENUCC1, SINGER. 63 For all Art is but the passion of the shadow of its thought, And for ever and for ever unto it must be as nought. Evermore, throughout all ages, love can speak by love alone ; Evermore its secret language unto none save love is known. Here with still the night around it of the land that gave it birth, Compassed by the limitation, toil, and travail of the earth ; Let it speak with thee one moment soul to soul and heart to heart, And the night, the limitation, toil, and travail will de- part; Let it speak with thee one moment, as it watches here with me In the darkness for the dawning of the day that is to be. ***** Over the hills is a glory of light, Purple and golden and crimson ; the night Dies of its own deep joy at the sight, The heart of the dawn, as a maiden's might, Throbs quick and thrills as, a splendour of fire, The day comes onward, the day of desire. Surcharged with a life and a gladness that beat 'Gainst all bounds in a passion too great and too sweet, 64 COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER. Earth springs into multiform life at its feet, And the joy that she cannot contain complete Blossoms over in flowers, or rejoices on wings Of a myriad tiny radiant things. All birds sing for joy of the joyance begun, The south wind sings to the woods in the sun, All insects a web of sweet singing have spun, And the flowers in the meadows every one, Cicalas have made into jubilant song That zephyrs in chorus bear softly along. Over at length is all death and all night ; Naught liveth save life in a wondrous delight, And joy that is endless and infinite. As a man love shall kneel at a mystical rite, Where, winged with flame as a splendour of fire, The day will bring to him his heart's desire. ***** Beloved, by whom is born this day, My heart to thy heart speaks alone ; Whatever words these lips may say, Thou knowest, are as wild birds flown Forth from an infinite unknown. Whate'er these lips may sing to thee Is but a music borne along, Thou knowest, from Love's infinity COSMO VENUCCI, SINGER 65 Upon a summer wind of song, And, being such, must do love wrong. Thou only livest ; seen apart, A show of shadows all must be : All song, all life, all love, all art, All beauty seem to merge in thee, As soundless rivers in the sea. I go to wait where thou wilt come. The wreathen lilies hang and twine In Santa Croce : song is dumb ; The singing of the Florentine Were futile as his vacant shrine. Love waits with me, kissed on the mouth ; Kissed through with life, his lips disclaim Once more as once in deathly drouth All singing, closed as flame on flame, And mute, beloved, with thy name. " I have no marriage-song for thee ; " What lyre of all lyres could I string Whose music were not vanity ? I sing not ; none of love may sing Love which is always everything. ( 66 ) A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. BY the prophets of old, it is said, God surely hath spoken ; Dare we trust in the lips of the dead ? What sign or what token Have they left us who fain would believe With a faith still unshaken ? Alas ! they had nothing to leave That doubt hath not taken. " I am," spake Jehovah, by voices Of poet and seer : Thus the record is read, and rejoices Our ears that would hear. " I am ; I inhabit (eternal) Eternity ; I Fill all things." The voice is supernal, The word it is nigh. A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. 67 Down the ages the echo resounds, " I, even I, am the Lord ; I am God," but a challenge confounds The sign we implored. " Is there any who knoweth He spake, Trust in no written word ; Would you lean on a reed that will break, Ye yourselves, have ye heard? 1 ' In the soul, doubt and faith, alternating, Seek proof and disproof, While the Lord, from the storm agitating Our life (if He be), stands aloof; Thus the marvellous echo of ages Grows faint, and no more The sound of great waters assuages Our thirst as before. I. At the meeting of aeons there trod The paths of the earth A man who was " Fellow " to God, Yet of mortal birth ; A greater than poet or seer, He spake with God's voice As His own, "Who hath ears let him hear, And once more rejoice." C8 A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. Still and soft, after earthquake and fire, Through the desolate waste, Comes this whisper of faith to desire, And we rise up in haste Yea, we cry, " We will hear, we will follow That voice anywhere ; " But the echoes around mimic " follow," And mock us with " where." Will you go to His grave to weep ? Would you there raise your paean ? How know you thence rose as from sleep The dead Galilean ? Have ye proved He was God the Lord ? As the joy in us quickens, Doubt smites it with death by this sword, And our whole life sickens. " God is a Spirit ; I know Him ; With Him I am one. Would ye yet cry beseeching, ' Lord, show Him,' Behold Me His Son : If a man hath seen Me, he then surely The Father hath seen." Still this voice through the night rings forth purely From days that have been. A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. 69 Yea, once in the sunlight we saw, But the vision hath faded away, As a mirage from sight will withdraw, And perchance we but dreamed in the day : Yea, once in the sunlight we heard The voice as God's voice ; Now we hear it not thus, and no word Maketh night to rejoice. What did we hear or see ? The purest feet that have trod Earth's bitterest ways, it may be Were the feet of a man, not a God, For the purest of men might mistake, Might be misunderstood. Do we even know He so spake ; Is the record made good ? Our own souls repeating the echo, Re-mock us with " follow " and " where : " Unto whom, unto whom shall we go, For the Christ, is He here was He there ? As the weary and homeless winds, We range to and fro ; Hope whispers that whoso seeks finds : Is there aught or to see or to know ? 70 A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. II. Out of Heaven, His holy Place, from the Universe distant and nigh, From the earth, from all regions of space, from the spheres that make music on high, From the unknown infinite Vast, the great Spirit, the one Soul of all, Had gone forth as a dream that is past, and the skies were but drawn as a pall O'er the fane of the Heavens forsaken, the Holy of Holies left void, O'er the earth, where no dawn could awaken the soul of its beauty destroyed, And the Universe, known to be by the vision of eye or of mind, Seemed the glorious mask of a Deity hollow, a blank behind. By night (which would sleep divorce when new thoughts and old dreams were at strife), As a beautiful soulless corse that had guarded the trick of life, It would haunt me, and oft by day, as I pondered the seen and unseen, The old deep smile on its lips of clay would mock me with what had been. A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. 71 In the desolate light of their splendour the sun, the stars, and the moon Still shone through the depths of the night or the wide free spaces of noon, But the marvellous pageant no more brought me joy, but unbounded pain, And a pitiless hunger that tore, as a harpy, at soul and brain. The mighty song of the sea had become as an empty roar, The glorious melody that had girded the earth before With a music of measureless passion, of measureless loss and desire, That had been in some godlike fashion humanity's song and its lyre, Rang hollow as resonant brass where nor music nor meaning is found, And but rarely the old song would pass, with a soulless beauty of sound, Through the waste of the moonlit waves, or the sun- crimsoned waters of morn, Bringing only the thirst that craves for the lost, and a passionate scorn ; No answer of soul to soul, no fulness of hope or delight, For no spirit spake in the billows' roll, as none looked from the heavens' height The mountains, the rivers, the plains, the forests, the dales, and the hills F A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. Seemed some beautiful realm where death reigns, some necropolis splendour (that chills With its painted and carverr glories, which as living the dead recall ;) For they were but as wondrous effigies the soul had gone forth from them all. The birds, in dim regions of dawn, made a melody shallow though sweet ; The winds that were legions of spirits had lapsed into air ; at my feet The flowers appeared strange from their birth, for the life of their life was gone out Yea, the life of the whole fair earth lay dead at the feet of a soulless Doubt. Void was the Home of the Holy, where the glorious God had been, Void, doubtly void unto me, was the universe known and seen, For with Him from its manifest beauty there had passed, as it were from a shrine, Thrust forth by some sceptical ban, all the spirits that spake unto mine The spirits of bourned and of boundless, of nature and visible things, That had spoken with soundless voices, and drawn nigh on invisible wings ; All were gone, and God's fair creation was the birth of a mindless Force, A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. 73 Evolved by mere mingling of atoms from primordial matter, its source ; And the beauty I knew as ethereal, when I gazed on its face alone, As a beauty only material, seemed to change me into stone, As the fabled Medusan face wreathed around with the serpentine hair ; It froze my soul by its soulless grace, till I seemed to myself to share In the curse of the world around me, and my soul, as a soul, ceased to be ; Mind was but matter, life's song was but sound, and all things were vanity. III. In a wind-haunted wood where the larches Shadow sunlight through midsummer hours, Where the elms' verdant roof overarches The home of a myriad flowers ; Where the reeds and the zephyrs, replying To the songs of the birds and the stream, Make a soft drowsy music of sighing, I slept unawares, and in dream 74 A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. (That was born of the beauty around me, And the soulless despair in my breast) All the spirits long lost to me found me, And sleep was half curst and half blest. With a joy which was great as the yearning That had sought them, I saw them again ; But their scorn, and apparent returning Unto death, brought as boundless a pain. Above me in sunlighted spaces, As the circling of opaline mist, Rose a vision of fairy-like faces That turned to each other and kissed. Of fairy-like forms interwreathing In the maze of aerial dance, Now so nigh I could fancy them breathing, Now afar in the sunlit expanse. A spirit-set song they were singing, The same song I had heard in past hours, When the earth had a soul at the springing, The bud, and the bloom of its flowers. As they circled afar or anear me, High or low, still the melody rang, Impalpably, purely, and clearly, At the last, dim and pallid, they sang A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. 75 " Hearken, oh, hearken ! we sing through the sleeping Of that doubt in your breast, which holds death in its keeping. We are the spirits of flowers ; you knew us Ere as the bleak eastern wind there stung through us The breath of a soulless despair from your lips, And we faded before you as beams in eclipse. Hearken, oh, hearken ! we sing for the last time ; You will know us, will see us, no more as in past time. Doubt from its slumber awakes ; in your dreaming Only the zephyrs you hear now, misdeeming Our song for the stirring of flowers as they pass ; We are fading you hear but the winds in the grass." They were lost to my sight e'en in sleeping, E'en in dream I could hear them no more ; With the balm of nepenthe still steeping My brain, doubt awaked as before ; And the soft rhythmic sighing around me Of wandering zephyrs, that stirred 'Mid the grasses and reeds, would confound me E'en in sleep, and seem all I had heard. Ever fuller and louder and deeper Through my dream swelled this sigh of repose, Till as rushing of winds when they keep their Night trysts in a forest it rose. A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. Then it fell as- a tempest that waneth, To the moan of the wind o'er the sea ; And once more, as a giant regaineth His strength, it arose full and free, As the sound of winged winds that were soaring Through regions of measureless space : Doubt slumbered, the dream was restoring Again unto me the lost grace Of that life, when as brother with brother The soul of the wind and my soul Held converse, and one with another Sped forth to a limitless goal. As of old time the same voice spake to me, And spirit with spirit we met ; I was dumb, for its words but stung through me As the scourge of a cruel regret. " Hearken now in sleep (they rang) who will not hearken waking, Once you knew me as the spirit of the wind, Ere the worlds unseen of beauty and of truth forsaking, Faithless, for the seen, you languished, deaf and blind, A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. 77 Deaf to all the spirit voices that with you had spoken, Blind to all the spirits you so well had known, Narrowed in to sights and sounds of sense, the old ties broken That had linked all spirit-life unto your own. Oft with me you have sped forth, yourself a bodiless immortal, Songs of stars, anear in spheric heights, we heard ; Oft together swept through space and lingered at the portal Of the infinite, or where the oceans gird Our fair earth with music of a speechless passion, wan- dered With the midnight moon, or with the tempest blent. Now you know me not, for as the soulless you have pondered On the spirit-life until you thus lament That as dead which by the soul alone can be discerned as living, That as lost which you but see not being blind : In your heart sleep doubt for faith and mourning for thanksgiving, Lo, they wake I lapse from spirit into wind." Still in dream, I cried out as forsaken ; None answered there came no reply Save the sough of the elms that were shaken Around me by winds risen high. A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. And Doubt spake once again, "What deplore you, A dream that was born of a dream ? Sleep soft, for no grief can restore you A shadow, all spirits but seem. Then the winds in the wood, as an ocean That is lashed by night-tempests, rose higher And silenced its voice, (as emotion Makes a silence of thought,) and desire Waxen strong, by sheer strength of its yearning Drew the spirit-life toward me once more : On the wings of the tempest returning, The Sea-Spirit spake through the roar Of the winds that as waves while I slumbered Rose, quick with past storms that were known Of me well in far hours, which Time numbered By the boom of the breakers alone. Thus the Spirit found speech (and as friend who meets friend after parting and silence and pain, My spirit rejoiced at its presence and voice and was glad with lost gladness again) : " In my storms, in my calms, you discerned me of old, as the soul is discerned of the soul, We have mingled as one in the noon, in the night ; you have heard in my billows' roll A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. 79 The tides of a life that arose, as the tides of your own life, to beat 'gainst a shore That barred from the boundless beyond (as yours beat ;) you have heard in my tempest's roar The passionate strain of the strife, of the struggle to issue free To burst the impregnable bounds and break forth on a boundless infinity : In my halcyon calms you have slumbered full oft, to us both there came dreams of repose ; I was Mother, and Brother, and Friend to you then, I was more than they all ; as soul knows And is known when the veil of the flesh is withdrawn, so we knew and were known each of each, We were one by an union closer than mortal relation can reach ; One in the temple of God, in the Universe, where through the things that were seen Soul was manifest unto your soul ; now the God of the Temple is not, hath not been Save in faith or in vision you fear, and His glorious House unto you Is left void, for all spirits with Him are gone forth and you know me no more as you knew. You hear in the roll of my billows the sound of full waters alone, In my tempests the tumult of force-driven tides, my deepest repose is but shown So A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. To you now as an ocean becalmed, and the life of us twain as a word that is said Is gone by, for you live as a soulless soul in a world where all spirit is dead." Still the winds in the wood through my dreaming Roared loud as a tempest at sea ; But the Spirit was gone, and joy's seeming Had wrought yet more sorrow in me. Sleep became as a void : soul-forsaken My own soul slept in me as dead, Then the horrible silence was shaken By voices of spirits that said, " From the vast, the sublime, the august In the Universe manifest ; From invisible glories exprest By visible, to your mistrust We draw nigh and our being attest : " We draw nigh through your slumber, our voices You hear as in days that are past, Now once more you perceive us at last ; As of old time our presence rejoices Your spirit and grief is outcast. A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. 81 " Understood by you dimly, but dimly discerned, We were more to you then than the shown, For the viewless that by us was known Drew you on, and you strove to us blindly and yearned With our spirits to mingle your own. " The ineffable spake by our lips and you heard, The transcendent looked forth from our eyes And you saw ; now no longer, (made wise With the wisdom of fools who through folly have erred) Your spirit or hears, or replies. "We opened infinity's portals to you, Yet you turned to the finite and shown, And believed in its presence alone : We are lost to your life, lo, we fade from your view As mists, from Lethean shores blown." Ere I knew, they had left me and sorrow Sate dumb in my heart, unexpressed ; As a night that expecteth no morrow, Though of moon and of stars dispossessed. Once again the dream changed : as in past time The beautiful world I beheld ; Once again as it were for the last time The darkness of doubt was dispelled. 82 A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. And the universe then in the glory Of days when all matter had soul I knew once again ; as a story Told long since of darkness and dole, Seemed the life I had lived when creation Had been but a desolate shrine, For, returned to its void habitation, The Spirit of all spake with mine. As the Presence of God was the presence, the voice still and tender that said, " In the visions of sleep you perceive me, as one who is raised from the dead You have life at my word ; once again as a child to his Father's breast Your spirit turns unto me, and my infinite manifest Unto yours that yet buds through the finite, once more brings you fulness and peace, Thus the weary repose, and the terrors of doubt from their torturing cease. You know me in dream as in days when the universe, quick with my soul, By the sweetness and strength of a mystical spell that you could not control, Seemed to draw you unto itself, and you stretched blind arms through the seen In your passion and yearning, to find me; yea, as in those days that have been A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. 83 ' By the cords of love, by the bands of a man,' yet withal by the power And attraction of infinite spirit I have drawn you to me in this hour : Soul to soul in your slumber we meet, heart to heart ; at the last you have rest, Your bounded merged in my boundless, your being in my Being blest." : Thus a fulness of life as I slumbered Was mine, and a peace passing thought : Time was lost, for its hours never numbered The term of such joy, and unsought Is its presence of sleep, but in seeming There had been scarce a moment's space And the Spirit had passed from my dreaming, And the joy and the life had given place To a horror of great desolation, (Deeper death than by mortals is known :) From mine own, from all souls alienation ; I lived, then, as matter alone. And matter alone was before me, Behind me, above and beneath ; Had the night of Gehenna closed o'er me, The worm and the gnashing of teeth 84 A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. Had been painless and sweet to that terror, That soulless and Godless despair ; " If I erred, grant me hell for my error, For Thy Presence, O Lord, may be there ; " Thus I cried in my dream, though I knew not There was any to answer or see, For the sword of that death which yet slew not Smote the cry from mine agony. A cry of unspeakable yearning, Of uttermost woe and despair ; Sleep recoiled at the sound, as discerning There was none or to answer or care ; And awakened (as anguish will waken When known in the direst extreme :) 'Neath the larches by summer winds shaken I came to myself from the dream ; In the wood, where the reeds, still replying To the songs of the birds and the stream, Made a soft drowsy music of sighing, Where beauty and peace reigned supreme. Still the horror and dread were upon me, And I seemed anew come unto birth, In a land where God's sunlight shone on me As I lay in the lap of the earth. A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. 85 The power of the vision still held me, And the words of the spirits that spake Echoed still in my soul and compelled me To joy and to weep for their sake. " Fool of phantasy, lo, with the vision The spirits were born and are dead ; Dream no longer," Doubt cried in derision 'Twas an idle thing that she said. For I knew, with the force of full passion, That henceforth it were easier to deem Myself mad in some mystical fashion, Than to think they had birth of a dream And had lapsed with its lapse, or had ever In past days of my doubt ceased to be ; Once again we were one as though never Their sun was a darkness to me : The power of their life, through the sorrow, The joy, and the dread that sleep bare, Had wrought me deliverance ; the morrow Had dawned ere the night was aware ; And once more in the wood all around me Was quick as in days that had been, With the Spirit I knew ere Doubt bound me In the prison of sense and the seen. 86 A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. With the Spirit I knew in my dreaming At the last, ere left desolate where Force was God, in some horrible seeming I became but a soulless despair. From the skies, from the trees, from the flow'rs, and From Nature's full glory It spake, It looked forth as in far-away hours, and All beauty was sweet for Its sake. " Unto everything there is a season (Said Doubt), dream in slumber, sleep o'er Let no poppied delight lull your reason, Nor linger on Lethe's dim shore." As a clarion her voice rang ; replying, Long trains of old thought in me rose ; Conclusions of sense testifying 'Gainst the faith that had brought me repose. But a stronger than Doubt, as the sunlight Shone then in my soul, and these past As shadows at noon : I had won light, Though it were through a dream at the last. And I knew beyond need of conviction, By the sense or by travail of brain, With belief, (in itself benediction Which speech would but serve to profane) A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. That in some way I cared not for seeing The spirits of my spirit known In lapsed years, in lapsed dream, had true being, True life in some fashion their own. Of one Unity haply the phases, Of one spirit : the whole by the part Discerned, as full light that but dazes If broken is seen : heart to heart, Soul to soul in the past I had known them ; Heart to heart, soul to soul once again I knew them, as slumber had shown them After absence and silence and pain : And the soul of the Universe drew me Once more to itself, and seemed God (As in days before doubt darkened through me To night, and soul-blinded I trod The manifold ways of creation, When the beauty of visible things Appeared but a fair desolation, An angel despoiled of its wings.) Was It God ? 'neath the midsummer moonlight, In the wood where the winds still sang low, As they sang in the larch-shadowed noonlight Ere my dream, I sought vainly to know. 88 A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. In the temple I stood, but the curtain O'er the Holy of Holies still hung : If the harp give a music uncertain, Who shall tell to what concord 'tis strung ? Who shall tell, though with blind bitter yearning He strive to discover the strain, If 't be paean or dirge scarce discerning For fruit of his travail and pain. Thus it seemed with me, thus it seemeth, I seek that my search hath not found, With the passion of one who esteemeth Aught else but as loss ; yet a sound Undefined, a vague music perplexing, Alone ever falls on mine ear, And nor travail, nor torment, nor vexing Of soul, makes the dominant clear. I question the wood, the wide spaces Of Nature, the sea and the sky, And the Spirit whose Being embraces These all, but there comes no reply. Is it I who am deaf to the answer, Is there music mine ear fails to hear, Unconfused, a deep consonance, a Response full, determinate, clear ? A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. Am I deaf as I was to the voices Of the spirits of earth, am I blind As I was unto that which rejoices My soul now with soul half-defined ? Oh, could but this silence be broken As that, by some voice which should speak Through a dream ; that as then I might waken Unto sight of the God whom I seek. Long ago, in the temple Judsean, The blind and the halt, it is said, Were made whole by the great Galilean ; Doth He sleep the long sleep of the dead ? Did He wake ? would the Hand of His healing Might touch me as I watch in the fane Of the universe for the revealing Of the God who may be, though in vain I have sought Him as blind, and have hearkened For His voice as the deaf in the night, Nor have known if His heavens were darkened Or mine own eyes but dark to their light. In the Temple I wait at some hour when I think not the Christ may draw nigh And His hand be on me, and His power then Seem no myth of an era gone by. co A PHASE OF AGNOSTICISM. With a joy beyond all comprehending, My own soul is certain of soul : Will Doubt cease at the last all contending, And desire win its uttermost goal ? TWO IN PALERMO. " TELL me of England, of your isle, How cloud and rain Shadow the summer's short-lived smile Tell me again. " Tell me once more of fog and mist And eastern wind, And how the earth's sweet eyes are kissed By snows that blind, " How the June heavens are calm and blue, While these above Us here the sun fires through and through As if with love. " Tell me it all again," you say, " And tell me more ; " Cara, 'tis like a dream when day Stands at the door ; 92 TWO IN PALERMO. A dream of glooms and shadows gone, Wherein I see Dimly as ere your Helios shone Flame-crowned on me ; Ere in the wake of darkling hours I saw you stand Amid Sicilian myrtles, flowers In either hand. For now I have no life save yours, Nor country, dear ; I am as one who thus abjures Old hope and fear ; Old grief and gladness, sound and sight, Old cold and heat, Old dawn and dusk, old dark and light, Long incomplete. As one who changes warmth for fire, Cheer for delight, Hope for the uttermost desire, Veiled for full sight. Dim skies for skies burnt through with flame, Pale flowers for flowers, That blaze as gems of every name In southern bowers. TWO IN PALERMO. 93, As one who changes dawn for noon, A cloud-girt isle For lands that 'neath the sun and moon For ever smile. As such an one am I ; your lips The charm have wrought, Let them meet mine now, lest eclipse Follow my thought Of sunless climes where half the year The sun is dead, And half the year shines dim or clear, Ne'er thus o'erhead. Look with your southern eyes on mine, Look long, sweetheart, Lest telling you of shade I see Full light depart. Listen, 'tis summer in the land You count as mine, And on this olive-girdled strand ; I draw a line 'Twixt summer here and there, they are And are not one ; Would you see that which gleams afar, Child of the sun ? 94 TWO IN PALERMO. In wide dim skies it wakes at dawn As soft grey light, And in the dewy meads withdrawn, Kisses the night. At noon perchance as pale and grey As at the morn, It sleeps in clouded skies, while day Wanders forlorn ; Or on the sun perchance it stands With shining feet, And pours upon the tranquil lands A pleasant heat. At eve it hides with blood -red shroud The day's decease, Or spreads out every western cloud As Jason's fleece. Or in a humid mist ascends From hill and plain ; Then like a saddened spirit wends Through slumbrous rain. When darkness silent as the tomb Hides northern dales, It lures to fire the songless gloom No nightingales. TWO IN PALERMO. 95 (And if to southward of the isle Their passionate strain, To ravish sorrow, or beguile It seeks, 'tis vain ; In alien lands they fail to sing That wondrous song Wherewith your groves and gardens ring The whole night long.) Give both your hands to both of mine, And shut my lips With yours ; of suns that but half shine While summer sips From joy's full cup the glowing wine She dares not drain, Of the pale moon's birth and decline, And the calm reign Of placid darkness in that distant isle We'll speak no more ; See where as flame the noonday's smile Burns on the shore. Shake down your hair, its shade is deep, And sweet as night's ; 'Tis like a purple sea asleep In shadowed lights ; 96 TWO IN PALERMO, Bright as the sunbeams on the wings Of rooks in May, Dark as the brine-weed ocean brings At break of day. Let me forget that I was born Where Proserpine Ne'er wandered 'mid the flowers and corn And fruited vine. For, love, I never lived until You gave me birth, (Speaking as gods speak when they thrill With spirit, earth ;) Here where the sunlit air is rife With throbbing fires, Where e'en the mote is winged with life And never tires : Let me forget dim strands, dim skies, Dim summers too ; Let me remember only these, Nay, only you. ( 97 ) FRIENDS. " FRIENDS " yes, thank God we are, and if there be Or long, or short, or any time at all In that which by no season's rise or fall Is shaken more than is eternity, We have been friends since many years ago, And evermore are so. You smile the slow soft unbelieving smile Of one who from some vantage ground beholds That which but partially you think unfolds Itself to me ; you cannot reconcile A friendship such as his and mine with aught You say, by love untaught. "Love love" you listen to the world, which sees All deepest feelings narrowed in one word (So choice of sight be given :) " it hath not heard Of friendship in this wise " such doth not please, Blind where it willeth, it hath stopped its ear To that it would not hear. 98 FRIENDS. You speak of what you know not, let me speak Of what I know ; did I believe you were That you appear I should not hope, nor care, To show you aught, but rather on you wreak My scorn of those who smote you with this blight Of hearing and of sight. You have a woman's heart which were not slow To understand all woman's heart can feel Would you but suffer it ; why then appeal To the world's judgment and your own forego ? Why borrow the world's speech, smile the world's smile, E'en for this little while ? Cast off this curse from hearing and from sight, Yes, he and I are friends, thank God, I say Once more, as every hour of every day I say it in mine heart, and should the night Shut out the noon with darkness, then each hour Of every night my heart would say it still, And night with noontide fill. Listen, what thing this friendship is all speech Must fail to tell you in so many words, Its utmost depth and height a silence girds Like that encircling where no sound can reach The heaven-kissed Alp, or hushing, soft as sleep, Far down below the waves the abysmal deep. FRIENDS. 99 We have no thought of love as you count love, Yet we do love : think you there is no fire, No passion of the heart save one ? Inquire Of some true sibyl, seek some guide above A petty-souled and purblind world which sees No light in heaven save that itself decrees. Among all men and women of God's earth, Who in the world's eyes are nor kith nor kin, Did He make two and two for love, as twin One man one woman, and albeit by birth Of the same Father save in this condemn Men's love for women, women's love for them ? Is God so straitened at the heart ? doth He Hedge in our love, choose for it but one way, Or set it bounds as 'twere a stream or bay, Or e'en the unfathomed and unmeasured sea ? Himself illimitable Love, with "Thus, Thus only " doth He limit love in us ? I grant you as regards the outer sign Friendships of men and women may be rare, Their inward grace to mockery lies not bare, And oft, as neophytes before a shrine Too fearful of the world, unfit for strife, They crush within the unblossomed bud their life. ioo FRIENDS. I grant you too that while the bud is green Or opening to the flower Love's wizard wand May change its nature ; I allow the bond May thus be broken with sharp pain between Two friends by one alone ; all this may be, But Friendship is for this no fallacy. I seek in vain for words that will not come. Within the soul of Israel's poet king The fire burned, and his eager words found wing ; In mine the fire burns also, but my words are dumb, They cannot speak the thoughts that from it breaks, And as pent lava-flames my being shake. If as in vision of the eastern seer Some angel from God's altar would now take A living coal and touch these lips that ache With their long impotence, then full and strong My voice as clarion-call or trumpet-blast Should champion 'gainst the world this cause at last. This cause of Friendship, judged unrighteously, Then should I vindicate and scathe with scorn The unrighteous judges, then should shame be born A bitter birth within their soul ; and free To love as friends, as friends in heart and hand Would be God's men and women through the land. FRIENDS. 10 1 The honour is too great, too high for me, I pass the gauntlet to some worthier hand, But though words fail I know you understand What I would say could speech as feeling be, For through my failure your own soul speaks clear, And the world's voice falls idly on your ear. Touching the friendship foremost in your thought, A friendship ever open to all sight, My heart now that your heart hath judged aright Seeks silence ; words were vainly sought, For as I think of all it is to me, They do but fail once more, fail utterly. ( 102 ) THE SUICIDES WIFE. DROWNED by your own deed O ray love, my love ; Why at the least could I not die with you ? You were alone, that thought still stabs me through, Scant of death's clemency with pangs above All mortal agony : why did you go Companionless ? you knew my life went so ; " Dishonoured," and you could not bear that I Should hear it uttered by your living lips, " Words that must lash (you say) as scorpion whips, Fall spoken from the dead less cruelly." O God, how little men know love ! for this Stings more than all, that now I cannot kiss The dear set lips disburdened of their shame. That you denied me, Willie, which you gave Unto the bitter sea, where many a wave Held you in hungry arms ; they had no claim, You were not theirs, but mine ; close on the mouth, With ruthless lips they kissed you in their drouth ; You let them do it, and you said me nay : How you were come to death they had no care ; THE SUICIDE'S WIFE. 103 Your shame, your agony they could not share, And yet they kissed you and bore you away Unto some secret place within the sea, And you strove ne'er to come again to me. They loved you not, why did you go to them ? Could you misdoubt or dream my love could fail When you had need of it ? Could it avail You nothing at the last ; did you condemn It to the deepest hell by your mistrust ? You must have known it better, oh, you must. I loved you far too well to love you less For any wrong of yours, or think of blame ; What matters unto love the bitterest shame, What matters aught, so love be left to bless ? Your love was mine, your shame then equally, It was my right, why did you choose the sea ? We had borne all together ; that had made Heaven for me, and I should have stood in pride When the world passed us on the further side, (As it will pass the sick in soul nor aid :) I knew you, and though you had stooped to ill I should have known that you were noble still. Could you not, Willie, have borne life with me ? Would not my love have been as sweet as death ? My kisses had not brought the sobbing breath Unto your lips one half so cruelly As the waves' kisses, in such bitter wise They had not drawn the darkness o'er your eyes, H 104 THE SUICIDE'S WIFE. And yet I think they could have made you blind To that you would not see, and kissed you dead To that you fain had died to, and a bed Softer than any that the waves could find I could have found you in my arms ; ere long You would have known I could, love is so strong. But you have given yourself, though you were mine, Unto the sea, that unrenouncing holds You still, and in unyielding arms enfolds You secretly, lest I should yet discern Some plan to steal you for myself again Had she not hidden you where search is vain. Could I e'en find you deep in some lone cave, And win you from her, and draw down your head On my own breast, what would it boot you dead ? What profit could it work me though I crave, As crave the famished, for one glimpse of you, And almost feel I could bring life anew Unto your lips, if I but found your grave ? And yet you are not there, I know I know Alone, uncomforted, where did you go, Where are you, Willie ? There was none to save You from your anguish in the cruel sea, Are you alone still with your misery ? Somewhere perhaps stung through the soul by shame, Heart-sick and comfortless you need my love ; The torture of the thought racks me above That I can bear and live ; what right, what claim THE SUICIDE'S WIFE. 10$ Hath life to hold me from you ? I will go To the same waves and seek you even so. I will come to you wheresoe'er you are, My love by its sheer love shall find you out, Were Hades infinite I should not doubt. The billows sing aloud on shore and scar, As white-winged angels of the waiting sea Eager to speed my search they beckon me. I will go to them, Willie ; even God Cannot be to you that which I could be, He is too holy ; howso bitterly With human feet the ways of shame He trod, Sin could not touch Him ; I I am not good, He cannot understand quite as I could. He never knew that utmost misery Where sin and shame seem as our very own, Soul of our soul, born of ourselves alone, I know, I understand so well, oh, we Were one in this as in all else ; if you Have sinned and suffered, I myself have too ; And in your own sin I sinned equally, And my shame is as yours, are you undone I am undone we are not twain, but one ; There is no question or of you or I Between us, and these bitter hours apart With too much agony have broken my heart I come, I shall be with you where you are, God will not hide you as the cruel sea ; io6 THE SUICIDE'S WIFE. It is enough, where you are I shall be. Though He from Heaven hath banished you afar, And draws you to Him through the deeps of hell, E'en there, with you, for me all must be well. Surely my love would make you suffer less E'en there; we should strive toward the Heavenly height Together, by a travail thus half light. You are not there, hell is for wickedness ; But wheresoe'er you are I come to be, I cannot live and think you lack for me. Around me far along the midnight shore The billows sing a requiem o'er my dead, And call for me that they may lay his head Haply e'en yet upon my breast once more ; How sweet their voices sound at last, how sweet ! Life is so desolate, a two-edged sword It smites me through the soul with every breath, But I had striven to bear it, nor seek death For my own sake before Thou wouldest, Lord : If Thou art love Thou doubtless wilt forgive The love that can no longer let me live. I go to him, perchance in grief, alone, He calls for me, and there is no reply ; Thou knowest none can comfort him as I, Or stand him in my stead ; he is mine own, THE SUICIDE'S WIFE. 107 Thou gavest him to me ; I was his All. O Lord, couldst Thou Thyself hear Thy Son call, "I am forsaken," and not haste to Him On Golgotha in His great agony ; And that Thou couldst not wilt Thou ask of me ? E'en if Thou couldst, I am not God too dim Are my love's eyes to fathom the divine And soundless mysteries of love like Thine My love is only human, and too weak For such a strength ; it cannot hear the cry Of its beloved afar, nor hasten nigh : Its lips refuse all silence, they must speak; Thou madest human love, Lord, and wilt know Why by the ways of death this night I go. Forgive me where I trespass, Thou who art Love's very self, who madest love to be, And understandest all love utterly, For all had birth in Thine own boundless heart ; We cannot understand its infinite, But we and all our loves live but by it. What do I say ? this love of his and mine Lives but by Thy love then and he and I Are loved by love that is infinity : I do love wrong, if such a love as Thine Can fail before the love.it made in me, Then my own love becomes a mockery ; If Thy love cannot love him as my love, And serve him with a service better worth, io8 THE SUICIDE'S WIFE. What hope have I ? When mine of Thine had birth, It was not born omniscient to prove For its Beloved the hidden and unknown ; Neither omnipotent as is Thine own. It knoweth only to count all things naught For service of its loved j death hell yea, aught ; To love unto the uttermost and dare All for its love ; but, Lord, that all may fail, Without Thy love what shall our love avail? Still the waves sing ; a deep wild mournful strain (Soft-tuned unto some exquisite delight) That woes me to them, and as if for flight They spread white wings above the moonless main, Impatient to receive my soul from me And bear it straight to his soul from the sea. How sweet death seems ! yet yet I must not die As the swift lightning in a storm will blast Some single thing the storm unscathed hath past, Thus late the thought strikes my heart's hope : shall I Set my love in such wise 'gainst Thine, and take His welfare into my hands ? For his sake I dare not do it. Shall my love, being blind, Find out a surer way to love and bless Than Thine which seeth and loves him not less ? How the waves urge me ! barely can I find Power to resist ; but love indeed were lost To serve itself at its Beloved's cost ; I dare not trust for him mine own love, Lord, THE SUICIDE'S WIFE. 109 I must go mad or trust the love in Thee ; Thou who art very Love, love him for me ; That is enough until Thou sheathe this sword Of life with Thy hand, give the strength to wait, My love is left unto me desolate. SUNSET IN THE SOUTH. OVER this golden isle The sun, (as love) awhile Tarries with lingering smile, Loth to depart. Let us stay here and rest ; I too would linger, lest My day adown the west Sink swift, sweet-heart. See how the crimson glow Fires with its flame as snow Chilled through the night, you know, Yon mountain's height. Thus love with life inspires My soul, enfolds and fires ; As snows of dead desires Chilled it through night. SUNSET IN THE SOUTH. Nay, stir not yet, around Stretches enchanted ground, Nature herself is bound By slumb'rous charm In rest whose spell is deep, Sweet, soft as spells that steep In dews of Lotos-sleep, And pain disarm. Stay yet a little space, All things awhile embrace, All things in love's sole grace ; Shadows enfold Shadows, the sea and sky Tryst, hills and valleys nigh ; The winds together sigh, Listen behold. The sun beyond our sight Kisses the wakening night, And fills with golden light Her lamp the moon. All things in love are met, We too, dost thou regret ? Then, dearest, stir not yet, 'Tis still so soon. "LA BELLE DAME SANS MERCL" AT mid of night, on storm-lashed shores, A poet oft was wont to roam, He sang a wond'rous song, which winds Drave by as foam. With swift and restless feet he paced, Singing as one whose heart was fire, Whose soul was as the storm, and lashed By vain desire. At dawn of day, through dewy mead s He wandered in the wake of light, With wild-strained eyes, as one who sought Some vanished sight. Up sultry heats of summer noons His voice would wing its way alone, While to sweet shade of covert boughs All birds had flown. "LA SELLS DAME SANS MERCJ." 113 And sad as death athirst for life He sang through many a summer eve ; The nightingales to hear his songs Their own would leave. He was as one whom Love had blessed With boundless joys of heart and brain, And after blessing cursed him with As boundless pain. As one whom Beauty passing by Kissed close upon the youthful mouth, Then after left the burning lips To quenchless drouth. As one to whom the gods had given High passion with his lightest breath ; Fulness of life, wrung speedily By pangs of death. The burden of his songs at eve, At morn, beneath the noonday-sun, At mid of night on sea or shore Was ever one. The burden of a poet's love Of which our lesser loves are part, The burden of an only name, The name of Art. 114 "LA BELLE DAME SANS MERCJ." The song of mortal lips that woo A mortal maiden's firstling kiss, The moan of mortal lips that mourn For mortal bliss ; Had never such impassioned power, Such fathomless profounds of woe, As these his songs that mingled were As fire and snow. The lady of his love in sooth Descended from no mortal race, Hers was immortal beauty, and Immortal grace. Her deep immortal eyes had looked Love to his eyes one hour : one hour Their lips had met as flame with flame, As flower with flower. She was a goddess at her will, Fairy, enchantress, sibyl, Fate ; She drew him to her feet, then left Him desolate. The breath of gods was on his cheek One hour, their secrets in his ear ; The things of time and sense were lost, And heaven near. "LA BELLE DAME SANS MERC I." 115 By an immortal loved, behold Immortal as a god he grew, And his exceeding love became Immortal too. Thus when on his her lips waxed cold, And to his eyes her eyes grew dim, When fading in a magic mist She passed from him ; And nevermore at dawn nor eve, By midnight moon or noonday sun, Returned to look upon the man She had undone, His immortality was made Prey to inexorable pain, Stung ceaselessly by scorpion-whips, Yet never slain. Nigh driven mad by sense of loss And sheer extremity of woe, He sought her of the gods above And shades below. He questioned sun and moon for her, And importuned the night and day For tidings that should guide his feet Where hers might stray. u6 "LA BELLE DAME SANS MERCI." In vain ; he never saw her more ; As sleep's fair dreams from waking view She had passed from him, soft and swift As summer dew. Therefore upon our storm-lashed shores Frenzied at heart and brain he strode, As one whose soul was homeless, and Despair its goad. And ever in his woe he sang Songs that no mortal lips had learned, Saving from lips immortal that On them had burned. Circe ne'er wrought a spell so deep As hers, even Leucosia's wiles Were less alluring, and less sweet Medea's smiles. Until he wandered from our shores He listened for her lightest call ; Ever "la belle Dame sans merci" Held him in thrall. And now amid Elysian bowers He seeks her still with feet untire,d ; Immortal as the life she gave The love that she inspired. ( 7 ) AFTER MARRIAGE. SAY, have I spoken words in any wise One with the love which forced them from these lips In its last strain toward speech? thus, in your eyes I seek the answer, while this silence slips Like a familiar spirit known in pain Back to my heart again. Within the unheaving bosom of the earth The lava fire seethes long and makes no sign, Voiceless, unknown, imprisoned from its birth ; But outer calm not always may confine Its dumb pent passion, which at length breaks free From pure necessity. Through ebb and flow of equal tides the sea Holds the full forces of its surging life Deep in its utmost depths all silently ; Unheard they travail till at strenuous strife With bounds and silence, lo, they issue free, And thunder mightily. AFTER MARRIAGE. Is it not so with love ? it travails long Dumb and in secret, but at last must speak ; Who is content with silence ? it is strong, We say, and words are poor, worthless, and weak, Yet love strains outward as the fire and sea From pure necessity. Through stammering lips it finds itself a way And thinks it speaks thus it hath thought in me, I seek your answer, has it spoken, say : In the great outward rush as it broke free If speech were poor or rich I could not know, I felt the love surge so. The secret forces of the ocean's life Break forth in storm, but still are unrevealed, The boom of billows, the white rage of strife On rock and scar must leave them still concealed, The storm they sought themselves to issue by, Bears but their travail cry. The lava-forces burn a way at last Outward in roaring flame and molten fire, Thunders and lightnings, riven rocks (upcast As glowing meteors), yet with foiled desire The mighty spirit of the whole apart Seethes dumb in earth's deep heart. AFTER MARRIAGE. 119 Love strives for speech by no volcanic storm, Sea-tempest, fire nor earthquake, the still voice It best can issue by, can best inform With its great passion, yet love hath no choice, Its outward rush sweeps all things else away ; Dear, hath it spoken, say. Look back upon the lava's seething way Its fiery outbreak, but one moon gone by ; Look back on the lapsed sea-storm but one day, What then remains ? beneath a calm blue sky The cold still lava stream, the fireless stone, Seaweed and shell alone. If I could stand but just so far from this Whereby my love sought egress, would it be As the quenched lava from the fire's abyss, As weed and shell from the unfathomed sea ; Would it be such, could I then set apart This surging at my heart ? Would it be even less ? perchance could I Have stood with you outside love's inner life, E'en at the moment of its travail-cry And issuing birth, I should have known the strife 'Gainst bounds and silence, the wild rush and strain Than sea's or fire's more vain. i AFTER MARRIAGE. Words into which love fused its very soul And dreamed it thus broke forth on wings of fire ; Words in which love's pent passion seemed to roll Outward on wide free waves at its desire, E'en at their utterance then perchance would be Fireless and void to me. While yet I speak love's surging tide ebbs fast, And sinks back in my heart, yea, now I know Over its soundless depths all speech hath past As the sea's storm, nor entered ; far below Love, as the mighty spirit of the sea Still travailed voicelessly. All strain for egress left it now I know Deep in abysmal silence seething dumb, As far beneath the lava's outward flow Seethes the fire's inner force, yea, speech hath come, Yet love itself hath not e'en spoken so, Nor can speak now I know. Words have not touched love, yet words have been we 11, I pity all things voiceless : evermore To feel love's infinite mute passion swell In its pent torture, and not even for One moment let it dream it issues free Were too much agony ; AFTER MARRIAGE. 121 I could not bear that always, Dear, and live, Is it love's strength which thus strains forth in me ? Is it love's foolishness ? thou wilt forgive, E'en so, its failure ; less intolerably The mighty forces of its life in mine Seethe dumb now with no sign. ( 122 ) A BROKEN FRIENDSHIP. How long this silence lasts, a year ago Words were as many as the meadow flowers That crowded each on each for space to blow, As swift of birth ; in those far summer hours Both quickened for sheer gladness of the sun, And now of both there is not left e'en one. Who made the silence, was it you or I ? Who made the last year's words to be the last ? How much I wonder and how bitterly Had I turned to you ere the chance was past And said, " Be friends, be friends," if then you would, If then you would have fully understood. I miss you so ; once more the summer sun Shines, and new flowers blossom on the graves Of the old flowers, but the old words have none To follow them ; the barren east wind raves Still o'er their burial-place and keeps it bare, And though 'tis summer-time no sun shines there. A BROKEN FRIENDSHIP. 123 Some have a way of caring much for friends, And whet a sword to wound themselves thereby I had it from a child such friendship spends Its surplus wealth of power as uselessly As shore-bound seas ; six times from seven 'tis so, As Nature wastes six fruits and lets one grow. I speak full bitterly, forgive me, too I speak as speaks a fool, there is no waste Of Nature's or of friendship's wealth, but you, You wring a cry straight from my heart in haste That else were dumb ; why were you friends with me, And after on that last day would not be ? Why did you hurt me then ? I cared for you Unto the utmost that a woman can Care for a woman, or a man for man, Above a common friendship ; if you knew Why did you hurt me ? if you did not know Why did you blindly misconceive me so ? It was my fault perhaps, I wrought it all, It was my fault that you misunderstood And but my own fault's issues on me fall As penalty ; you did not think they could Cut me thus deeply, will you take my hand, Will you be friends now, will you understand ? 124 A BROKEN FRIENDSHIP. You did not mean to hurt me e'en so much As the small thorn that on some rose we find, You did not think you would, O God that such Griefs can come unawares ! I made you blind, Unwittingly I did it, and this pain Has punished me enough, be friends again. Forget forget and let me too forget ; Let me remember but the happiness That came with you, e'en that last time we met, Ere all things banned which late were wont to bless Will you forget, will you be friends once more, Just as we were not many days before. MONODY OF DOUBT. YEA, " Vanity of vanities," we cry, All things are vanity and we than all More vain and profitless ; the hour we die Shadows our hour of birth with funeral-pall, So fast it follows after : lo, we call The sunlight day, the darkness night, a space Then unto both are blind, then wine and gall Bear to our passive lips the self-same grace. All human lives are but as gossamers Floating at eve upon a summer wind ; As firstling snows, the winter's harbingers, That pass ere they a place of rest may find : We are as blind men and our seers are blind, We know not what we are nor what shall be ; Time in his triumph drags us on behind, Who knoweth aught of an eternity ? 126 MONODY OF DOUBT. Love kisses us upon the lips and fills Life's proffered cup with nectar, as a god, Then at our feet the golden wine he spills And follows death below the grass-grown sod ; Or we unto ourselves are made the rod And scourge of change and kiss with languid lips (Lips that late burned upon the ground he trod) While from our loosened hold his beaker slips. What can we ? we may sit beside the grave Of the beloved while grief wrings out our life In tears of blood : shall life so given save Their lives from death ? and we may spend in strife With change our strength, or plunge the avenging knife Into our hearts as by our own dead love We stand ; shall this avail ? Nay, let us take to wife Despair, love is beyond us and above. Sun, moon, and stars shine down upon our youth, Earth blossoms into flowers beneath our feet, Laughter is on our lips unhushed of ruth, Joy lingers with us, sorrow's wings are fleet, And every bitter thing is one half sweet : Yea, haply then we hear Apollo's lyre Amid the laurels in some still retreat, And life thrills through us quickened by his fire : MONODY OF DOUBT. 127 A new-born passion pulses in our breast, We fall upon our faces at the shrine Where 'mid surrounding darkness, manifest, Enrobed in crimson flames that sting and shine, Art stands a goddess and her priests divine. Psean or dirge with fervid lips we sing, And drink with sateless thirst her seething wine, Full fain our hearts as holocausts to bring. Thus is it in our youth ; a little while And darkness deepens in the mystic fane, The beauty of the goddess grows, her smile Waxes more sweet than joy, more keen than pain But, lo, the glory is become our bane, A too transcendent light it blinds our eyes, And as our prayers her presence would constrain She leaves us mourning, for her native skies. It is for ever thus with all things great, They pass beyond us, leave us to self-scorn, To weary conflict, cursing of dark Fate By which without our wills our lives were born And are reaped down in haste as unripe corn : We come to no perfection, have nor scope Nor strength for action and with raiment torn . In dust and ashes wail our buried hope. l?8 MONODY OF DOUBT. Yea, " Vanity of vanities," we cry, All things are vanity ; day follows night, Night day, and grief and joy together die, Falsehood and truth shine with alternate light, Who knoweth how to judge of each aright? Visions of God, as in a dream or trance Shine with uncertain splendour on our sight, But peace comes not on pinions of " Perchance." We know not aught of anything above Life's fitful fever stilled by death's cold kiss ; Art, beauty, knowledge, passion of high love Quicken our throbbing hearts to pain or bliss, The afterward is blank, we know but this : We run a race, unwitting to what goal Before us lies a fathomless abyss, Therefore we travail ceaselessly in soul. ( I2Q ) SONG OF THE SPIRIT OF NATURE. O FOLLOW, follow where I lead From wind-swept moor and dewy mead, From stately oak and shaken reed, From foam-strewn beach and purple weed, O follow, follow; From pools where lilies gold and white Sleep in a starlit haze of night, O follow me beyond all sight, O follow, follow. From tender glooms of forest pines And southern hills of fruited vines, From thickets where the woodbine twines With myrtles over columbines, O follow, follow; From surging of the moon-drawn sea, The wind's lyre in the coppice-tree, From the brook's babble to the lea, O follow, follow. 130 SONG OF THE SPIRIT OF NATURE. From lullabies of streams and showers, From blazoned pomp of sunset hours, Of sunrise ; from sweet scents of flowers And splendours, in Hymettian bowers, O follow, follow ; From their sweet singing as they bloom, From the loud tempest's blast and boom, The bulbul's passion in the gloom, O follow, follow. From mysteries of eve and morn, From silences whose hearts are torn By speechless secrets, from forlorn And weary autumns, years outworn, O follow, follow; From the broad arch of azure skies Withal too straight for mortal eyes, From all that charms, not satisfies, O follow, follow. follow, follow, I am She Who lives in moon and moon-drawn sea, In song of bird and hum of bee, In wind and storm and flower and lea ; O follow, follow ; In sound and silence, gloom and light, 1 live, in vale and mountain height, I live too in the infinite, O follow, follow. SONG OF THE SPIRIT OF NATURE. 131 follow, follow where I lead, 1 am the spirit of the mead, Of moor, and mountain, flower and reed, Of sky and sea and purple weed, O follow, follow ; As soul thralls soul your soul I thrall, With mine as though the seen I call, O follow me beyond it all, O follow, follow. ( 132 ) IN LESBOS. DRAW nigh, Apollo, e'en at Delphi's shrine, No Pythonissa's cry can claim thine ear, Fraught with one half the passion and the pain That hath burned dry these weary lips of mine In calling on thy name from Lesbos, here Where never I have sought thee thus in vain, Hearken, draw nigh, for at my heart song lies as slain. Blind unto sun and moon, through dark and light, A long and bitter vigil I have kept, Here in thy vacant temple, lo, 'tis day ; Black as the wings of a forsaken night (That weeps for its lapsed fires as I have wept) Thy deep-groved laurels show against the grey Of this far-widening dawn, why dost thou still delay ? Blood-red through all its depths yon sapphire sea Ripples beneath the rising sun ; blood-red Through the clear white of marble columns glows This Mitylean temple, yet to me IN LESBOS. 133 (Whose songs, new- quickening, unborn lie dead And cold about my heart as northern snows) No prescient thrill, great Delius, thine approach fore- shows. Sole watcher at thy shrine I wait for thee, Know'st thou not Sappho's voice, hath love so changed Its every cadence, sapped its music so That but as the hoarse surging of some sea It breaks the silence here ? has love estranged Thee from me, as it hath estranged I know All of my old life save this one thing, woe Love, love ; have I not always loved ? yea, song Was but the birth of love and in its fire Nurtured, as was Neraea's son, but now Waxen too fierce the fire hath smitten song Unto the death and hath become a pyre Whereon I burn (as held by some dread vow) The green bay shrivelled round my hair and brow. Hear me, Apollo, as in bygone hours, When from these lips the "To Paean" rang In jubilant acclaim, when at thy side Amid the nine (crowned with Pierian flowers Even as they) I stood, nor quailed, but sang Mingling my voice with thine unterrified, Though to thy lyre my lyre alone replied. 13 V IN LESBOS. Then love was sweet, love made so bitter now, Swathed in its living flames and thus well-nigh Waxen immortal, song laughed then I know, As laughed the young Triptolemus, but now Yea, love was then as lava-fires that lie Hidden in earth's quick heart and nurture so, All rarest fruits and flowers deep down below. But now as molten lava-floods that sweep Through fertile lands and leave them seared and bare, It hath swept through my life and laid it waste, Smitten with dearth its fruitful plains, burnt deep Unto the root all ripening growths and rare ; Amid the ravage now I stand abased, With empty arms which then the world embraced. If I could ease me of my love in song, Then life were softer borne, but these mute lips Are as the white charred ash burnt through with fire, And very weak, unkissed, that were so strong Between love's kisses, lo, Castalia slips From them ere they can slake their dumb desire, And at thy shrine, unstrung, hath fall'n my lyre. Hearken, draw high ; thy love I would not, none Of all the gods can love as love in me ; Sappho hath too much loved, been loved too much, And is grown sick of all loves save this one IN LESBOS. 135 Which hath laid waste her life ; mortality Fails in it, yet, howso immortal such No lips but Phaon's hers to love may touch. Ere into such a devastating fire Love rose within me, love was lord of song, Amid her myrtles Erato grew pale, And trembled at the passion of my lyre, Her sweet mute lips but blanched where mine waxed strong To bear unseared all flame-winged words nor fail, To sing Love's own intolerable song nor quail. Great Pythian, god of that for which I thirst, Let but thy spirit enter mine one hour, Let it possess me, fuse within its fire All of my life that lives (this life still nurst Deep in the heart it daily doth devour As a Promethean vulture ;) let thy lyre Be strung by Sappho's hand to her desire ; So life and death, so love and love's despair For one short moment shall be lost in song, Merged in the passion of a music which Shall draw within it hell, earth, heaven, and bear All joys, hopes, sorrows that to these belong Upward upon a melody so rich That all things of their special nature 'twill bewitch. K 136 IN LESBOS. Then Sappho's proper self shall be no more Unto herself as Sappho, in that hour Thy spirit, Pythian, shall seem her own, Thus respite from love's torment shall restore Her full deep life in sky and sea and flower ; Here at thy shrine she seeks for this alone, Let her forget all love, make but thy power known. 137 ) SONNETS TO MY MASTER. DEDICATION. I CANNOT come before thee as 'tis meet, What song have I wherewith to win thine ear, Whereon the music of each wandering sphere Rings incommunicably strange and sweet. O Poet, in whose life all pulses beat Of all things living ; singer in whose song The passion of the world is borne along God- ward and as a sea breaks at His feet ; What claim have I who yet with thee would speak Heart unto heart, my Master, soul to soul, When the wide universe awaits thine ear ; What plea have I that will not prove too weak To gain thee for me while from pole to pole Life, death, joy, sorrow, urge thee to draw near ? 138 DEDICATION. Master, I have no claim, yet knowing thee Fearless I offer from my heart to thine, 'Mid others' claims this only plea of mine, Because I love thee : thou wilt speak with me. My life sends forth its homage to thy knee As other lives, but now thine ear I seek, Because I love thee, and my love must speak, As thou must sing, from sheer necessity ; In that thy song my soul from hell hath drawn, In that thy day hath thrilled my night with dawn, And thy love taught me love, in that thy life Hath given me life, with silence long at strife Past days and present cry alike in me For speech, though words must prove but vanity. SONNETS TO MY MASTER. 139 I. LOVE. Because I love thee, and my love must speak, As thou must sing from sheer necessity, For this I sought thee, but I did not seek Speech for love's self, which as eternity Is voiceless, and its secret words would hide Yet deeper ; children on the ocean shore Whose little feet play in the summer tide, Of the sea's boundless passion, could tell more : Love cannot speak of love, but still must yearn 'Gainst silence and seek utterance by some phase Or mode of loving that it may attain Speech with its loved and access in far days. Thus I stretch hands across this waste to thee And strain for speech, but love is dumb in me. 140 SONNETS TO MY MASTER. II. SEPARATION. A CHILD I wandered often at thy side, Drawn by thy song as sea-birds by the sea, Drawn more by some mysterious charm in thee, And thou wouldst take mine hand nor ever chide, But thine high solitude with me divide. Thrice swallows built, and learning at thy knee The child's young heart grew great with love in me, And as a child's with love was satisfied ; It knew thee not, but with the passing years Childhood slipped past, and love with deeper eyes Saw clearer, and the young heart understood ; So I have craved for this and have no tears, The hour which parts us shall immortalize The singer and his song how God is good. SONNETS TO MY MASTER. 141 III. HOMAGE. VOICELESS, I tender thee an unpenned scroll, Beyond all written words and spoken speech, Beyond the power of all the Arts to reach Is the unlanguaged homage which my soul Offers, as at some altar, unto thine. I thought to praise thee, but behold, I stand Dumb, and the pen drops useless from my hand. A seer of God thou shew'st the light divine, My Master, by thine own light, unawares, And these dim eyes that else had seen it not Can thank thee, as thou knowest but by tears, Tears smitten sweet from night as day appears And wrung out bitter for the stain and spot And darkness that the deepening splendour bares. SONNETS TO MY MASTER. IV. MISUNDERSTOOD. " DISTANT from me, yet never from mine heart Removed ; in evil days as late in good, By many newer friends misunderstood I seek the years ere space held us apart And the young soul which loved me and my art." Thou writest to me thus in some sad mood Some hour of darkness, when the poet's rood Is heavy on thee, when the sting and smart Of the thorn-crown hath pierced unto thine heart ; And I, for tears, scarce see the tender words, For sorrow of thy sorrow scarce rejoice In thy renown, but love gives me no voice To call thee back, its bitter silence girds Me round from speech, for thus thou winn'st the goal. SONNETS TO MY MASTER. 143 V. WOMANHOOD. FIVE years, my Master, as five golden sheaves Stand gathered in the harvest-field of Time Since we were wont in autumn days to climb These wooded hills and watch the waning leaves Drift on the wind as dreams that Fancy weaves, Down where the ripe corn rang a magic chime And poppies danced as to some merry rhyme. The child is grown a woman, and that grieves Thine heart afar with sense of change in me ; Nay, think not thus, in sweet days ere those years The singer held the child's hand as he sang ; Still hold my hand, spare the child's heart this pang, For as the soul to that it most reveres Is evermore a child so I to thee. 144 SONNETS TO MY MASTER. VI. SONG. THE sea's song and the wind's song and the song Of stream and river, wandering bee and bird, Within thy single song are borne along As all sweet words are borne in one sole word, Yet is the song a song beyond all these As is the word beyond all sweetest words. Thy voice from mortal bonds the spirit frees, And by its deep melodious cadence girds All human things with the divine ; through it An incommunicable music thrills, And the far murmur of love's infinite, Its rhythmic rise and fall, its pauses fills. I cease, for speech can name thy song to thee But as the frailest shell may name the sea. SONNETS TO MY MASTER. " 145 VII. FAILURE. STUNG to the quick, o'erwrought and overworn, Thou speak'st of failure yes, I understand Thy whole soul burning with its fiery scorn Of littleness and evil in the land, Zealous for love and passionate 'gainst wrong Thou singest and men listen ; unto them Thou art as one who sings a lovely song, Whose burden they pass lightly or condemn ; Thus there seems failure and the bays stab deep As wreathen thorns ; thy grief is doubly mine, But well thou knowest on the stony steep The seed springs first ; I wait the fruit of thine, For revolutions, by the world unsought, Through single-handed genius are wrought. 146 SONNETS TO MY MASTER. VIII. SPEECH. Too long I sit with silence here alone, As the sea-bird holds converse with the sea By virtue of the life born from its own, Beloved, my Master, I would speak with thee. As the sea's life encircles and transcends The bird's life so thy life this life of mine Yet born of thee its lesser comprehends Thy greater, and by birth my spirit thine. Stoop down and hear me, once more take my hand As in the old days when our words had wings ; Stoop down, speak to me, I shall understand, This silence is too bitter, naught now brings The voice I crave for, as the sea-bird craves, Driven inland, for the music of the waves. SONNETS TO MY MASTER. 147 IX. THANKS. LONG I have striven to thank thee, striven in vain ; I seek no more for words that will not come, Too well thou knowest though for speech they strive The deepest passions of the soul are dumb ; And could I thank thee words would but profane A debt unreachable by aught of mine, By life, by love, by all these may attain, Though they unto the uttermost are thine : I stand before thee mute, thou canst not tell How my whole soul is surging (as a sea At strife 'gainst adverse winds will surge and swell,) With its unspoken gratitude to thee. Oh, let my silence, silence quick with pain Speak as the hush beneath the storm-filled main. 148 SONNETS TO MY MASTER. X. MUSIC. "AND when the evil spirit came on Saul, The son of Jesse took a harp and played : " Before a mist of tears the letters fade, I read no more, again I see it all ; See it but as in dream, the hand is thine That from the harp, my Master, wins such strains As must have soothed a whole world's soothless pains, And drawn the darkest fiend to the divine ; The hand, the harp are thine, the poet-soul ; The evil spirit rageth fierce in me As a wild storm within a midnight sea ; But as thou playest, lo, the waters roll Calmed in the dawn, the swollen tide sinks fast The storm is over and the darkness past. SONNETS TO MY MASTER. 149 XL COUNSEL. WHAT words of mine can bear thee my reply ? I am not worthy even to unloose The latchet of thy shoe, how then should I Give as thou askest counsel for thy use ? Doth Nature seek for guidance from the flower Or any sun from its encircling star Or Time from any year or day or hour ? Nay, this is never and behold as far As these apart are we ; I can but give That which is thine, teach me that I should say For by thy counsel I have lived and live, Nor fear its issues even for this day ; 1 have no lightest doubt, whate'er it be, But am content to trust it, e'en for thee. 150 SONNETS TO MY MASTER. XII. ATTAINED. Now at the last, my Poet, through the land Men wreathe for thee the laurel and the bay ; The dawn is flooded with the sun-filled day, Men hear the song I heard and understand. How I have looked for this, the child's young hand And the child's voice (which thou wouldst oft gainsay) Were as the seer's when Saul stood in the way Crowned king to be by all the tribes' demand ; Crowned poet thou by all the people's choice, Far off I lay these laurels at thy feet And listen as of old unto thy lyre, While songs new-quickened thrill thy soul as fire. Now, at the last, hope and fruition meet, I (as the Bridegroom's friend) at last rejoice. 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