i / ^x ^t- T~~ "/> WlLLOUGHBY'S WISDOM A STORY NEW ENGLAND COUNTRY LIFE IN BY-GONE DAYS BY N. W. GILBERT BOSTON CHAS. H. HUFF, PUBLISHER 131 DEVONSHIRE STREET 1890 Copyright, 1890 BY N. W. GILBERT All rights reserved PREFACE. LET no reader imagine that a new literary character has come upon the stage. The writing of a simple, short story, in prose or song even though it should be conceded to have been written in respectable verse by no means makes a man of letters. And this is strictly an amateur performance. One, it is true, into which I have put considerable effort, it having occupied a large part of the little leisure I have had for a number of years. And it has helped to while away many an otherwise sad and lonely hour. If it shall do as much for my readers, even in the aggregate, it will not have been written in vain. My motives have been, to produce a readable story, that somebody might get interested in, and also to put on record some phases of social and religious life in rural New England a half century ago, which have since disappeared, or are now rapidly passing away. My language is commonplace and familiar. I have made free use of the pronouns I and you, both as a matter of convenience and a matter of choice ; as it seems to bring writer and reader somewhat nearer together, and so into closer sympathy with each other, provided the writing be such as shall tend to attract rather than to repel. And to whoever approaches the iii M204201 IV PREFACE. door of my little literary air castle, I say most cordially, Come in and sit down. Make yourself quite at home. We shall be all by ourselves, and we can talk about our neighbors as freely as we like. I will speak well of some of them ; and even that is not always done. I may reveal some of their secrets, but they came to me without the customary promise not to tell. And that the narrations herein contained may prove sufficiently interesting and instructive to compensate all readers for their time and money, and that we may separate on more friendly terms than the commercial ones which have brought us together, is the earnest wish of THE AUTHOR. WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. CANTO FIRST. I. 'TWAS many years ago, in early spring, And on a pleasant Sunday ; I should say About the last of April, as I bring Old recollections up, or first of May: The buds were out, the birds were on the wing, Although the earth was still in sombre gray, Dismantled of its white and snowy sheen, And waiting for its robe of summer green. ii. I say the earth, I mean that part of it, Wherein occurred, by fortune or by fate, The commonplace events which, seeming fit For warp or woof of what I would relate, I weave into my song ; with how much wit, Or sense, I cannot say ; and so must wait, Until the public verdict, being had, Proclaims it good, indifferent or bad. in. Midway between two little country towns, Along the base of that Green Mountain range, Above whose lofty peaks old Mansfield frowns, And looks upon a scene of constant change, 2 WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. On lake and river, hill and meadow downs, On many a peaceful home and quiet grange, Where sways the graceful elm and towers the pine, 'And where the bleating sheep and lowing kine IV. Roam o'er the verdant slopes to satiate An appetite that's keen for native food, Then lie beneath the trees and ruminate, In seeming happy and contented mood, Or patiently stand waiting by the gate, Or graze again some fresh and tempting rood Here long ago some incidents occurred, Of which the world at large has never heard. v. Between these towns, and on the old highway, Which, night and morning, witnessed the approach Of that famed monarch of a former day, The heavy laden, rapid running coach, O'er which the driver held despotic sway And on his rights 'twere dangerous to encroach, For horse or man, at least for boys who tried To hang upon the rack and run or ride. VI.} That old stage-coach, by nimble horses drawn, With its attendant clatter, dust and din, Has served its purpose and, alas ! is gone; And now the iron horse comes neighing in : Some passengers get off, some more get on, The uniformed conductor may have been The gallant driver, in the days of yore, Of the pretentious stage-coach, now no more. VII. Well, on this old stage road there used to stand, Between the villages, as I have said, Upon an elevated piece of land, A farmer's dwelling-house, with L and shed ; And from the intervale on either hand, A private carriage-way obliquely led Thereto ; commencing fifty yards or so, From where the house looked on the road below. VIII. Two barns were also standing on the same Convenient rise, which nature had designed, Apparently with philanthropic aim, Of thus conferring favors on mankind ; . At least upon the one who should reclaim, From native solitude, the place we find These buildings on, this higher spot of ground, Which overlooked the intervale around. IX. The intervale was smooth, at least not rough, The elevation mentioned was not high, Not quite what, in the west, they'd call a bluff, Or in the east a hill, against the sky. Its altitude was moderate, just enough To be convenient, pleasant, sandy, dry ; And in Vermont at least, a house will stand The test of wisdom, built upon the sand. Or sand and gravel, with a little loam, Which this contained, a good convenient soil Whereon to found a hearthstone and a home, In which to rest from weariness of toil ; WISDOM. Where children may return who haply roam, To seek repose where filial love may coil Around the parent hearts, which ever burn With stronger love than children e'er return. XI. The house and L stood fronting to the east, A little south of which, the barns, in form Of half a square, gave shelter to the beast, That sought protection from the wintry storm ; Kept out the wind to some extent at least Let in the genial sunshine, bright and warm, Which cows and sheep may love, as well as men, Whene'er released from stable and from pen. XII. I said 'twas on a pleasant Sunday in The long ago, that certain things befell, Which I must chronicle, and so begin The story which I had designed to tell. 'Tis not a pleasant thing to speak of sin, In close connection with the old church bell, Which had successively been rung and tolled, To call the worshippers into the fold. XIII. And yet the truth requires that I should say At least if I should say it, 'twould be true That here, in one of these two barns, that day, We might have seen four daring youngsters, who Were sitting in a circle on the hay, And by the modest light the cracks let through, Between the boards, contracted at each edge, Were playing at the game we call old sledge. XIV. They were but novices at such a game, They hadn't played extensively before, A fact which I may hardly need to name, The oldest but thirteen, or little more ; 'Twas not to be expected they could claim A large amount of this peculiar lore, Whereby to judge correctly of the use To which 'twere best to put the ace or deuce. xv. George Hayden was a lad just past thirteen, Whose father lived some half a mile away, Directly to the southward from the scene Which I have just described upon the hay ; Have just commenced describing it, I mean r - His nose was Roman and his eyes were gray, His form symmetrical, though rather slight, He wasn't scholarly, but keen and bright. XVI. His brother Willoughby was only ten ; His birthday coming a few weeks before The time of which I write ; and even then, He showed some leanings to scholastic lore, And frequently would listen to the men, As often they debated, o'er and o'er, The long contested claims, respectively, Of Federalism and Democracy. XVII. And Nathan Alden was between the two, In point of age, as reckoned by the date Of birth a stout and chubby fellow who, Although in intellect perhaps not great, WILLOTJGHBY'S WISDOM. In muscular estate was well-to-do ; The other boys agreed, at any rate, That he was hard to match in feats of strength, At rough-and-tumble, side-hold or arms-length. XVIII. And he was fond of exercising this, His chief accomplishment, on any one, Among his fellows, who should go amiss In moral conduct, or in having done Some fancied wrong ; and none attained the bliss Of being able constantly to shun Some trilling breach of his imperious and Unwritten law, as shifting as the sand. XIX. In fact, the law was made to suit the case, Directly after it had been transgressed ; And executed in as brief a space As guilt were proven in, or even guessed ; A quite convenient method, in the face Of all the facts, to settle what were best, As fancy might suggest, or passion bid, As many do as then young Nathan did. xx. They called him Nate, to make a shorter name, And I shall deem it not at all unfair, And not disparaging to his good fame, If I should chance to use it here and there ; Or Nate or Nathan it were all the same, Like Ralph or Ralpho Hudibras's Squire Which Butler said he should be free to call him, Recording faithfully what might befall him. WISDOM. XXI. Tim Turner once, a sprightly little soul, . Was on his way to school, and unattended By George and Will, on whom, as cheek by jowl, Especially with Will, he much depended For his protection to and from the goal He now was striving for ; but unbefriended, On this occasion, he went past the house Where Deacon Alden lived, and his good spouse. XXII. He wasn't running, but he briskly walked, And hoped he might get by unseen by Nate, Whose notions of humility were shocked, By his straightforward look and rapid gait, As he observed him, and he swiftly stalked, Or rushed upon him at a furious rate, And seized him by the coat, and " jest to show " That he was " master," threw him in the snow. XXIII. But after that the two walked arm-in-arm, Until at length they reached the district school ; And Tim, subdued, received no farther harm, Except by being called a " little fool," Which lent another luster to the charm Of education, and the wholesome rule Of old-time pedagogues, whose valiant deeds Supplied our discipline and mental needs. XXIV. O lust of power ! which undermines apace, The righteousness of almost any ruler ; And powerfully checks the " growth in grace," Of him who governs army, church or school or WILLOUGTIBY S WISDOM. Dominion, save in Prince Siddartha's case, (As chronicled by Arnold and Max Miiller,) And other few, but Buddha lacked the merit Of righteous rule he did not yet inherit. xxv. O district school! and each imperious master, That lorded over it in days of yore ! How oft I wished the seasons would go faster, In early youth, and even mildly swore Although I'd met with no extreme disaster- That I would try and even up the score, For what I had endured with great humility Should I possess the muscular ability. XXVI. And time supplied me that, but I had learned That we must all eventually receive, From nature's balance sheets, what we have earned ; At least I've come sincerely to believe We must, and that we need not be concerned For others' sins, so much as we should grieve In memory of our own, which round us throng Or seek revenge for real or fancied wrong. XXVII. So I condemn my masters only through A higher power, as did the great Saint Paul The wicked coppersmith, who sought to do The saint " much evil," when he just let fall An earnest prayer I think a just one too, Which we may safely use concerning all Schoolmasters, whether Christians, Jews or Turks, Whom Heaven " reward according to their works." WILLOUGIIBY S WISDOM. XXVIII. But I digress, and I will now return, To where I left the party on the hay, To give some facts from which the world might learn Just who they were ; but I forgot to say Tim Turner was the fourth, and he would spurn A mild suggestion that he couldn't play " As well's the rest " wherein perhaps he might, Although the youngest, have been nearly right j XXIX. For he had been allowed to play at home, A privilege the others hadn't had ; They having been compelled to always roam, In search of pleasure, which is always bad For children who, beneath the parent dome, Should all, at times, be " riotously glad," With sports and games intended to amuse them, And thus be taught to moderately use them. xxx. But Mr. Hayden entertained a notion That children should be rather strictly reared ; Suppressing every juvenile emotion, Excepting such as he himself revered ; And so, with an unwavering devotion, He taught his own such precepts as appeared To him commendable and wise and true, Most strict in morals and in manners too, XXXI. He always paid the latter great attention, Enforcing them with a peculiar zest. Propriety is not a late invention, And what of true politeness to a guest, 10 WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. He didn't know, 'tis not worth while to mention, Or carry forward to the very best Of his ability ; and his ability Was very great in matters of civility. XXXII. But I digress again, the common lot Of story tellers, as it seems to be ; Although the widow Hezekiah Bedott Assured the world with emphasis, that she Believed in always coming straight to what She had designed to say ; and as for me, I'll tell what further happened on the hay, Before the truant urchins got away. XXXIII. Though I perhaps should say, in common suavity, That Deacon Alden owned the fair estate I've partially described ; a man of gravity, Who gave to " worldly things " but little weight, And who believed in the complete depravity Of all mankind ; and thought it was innate ; A faith which then extended far and wide, And still quite frequently seems verified. XXXIV. I said 'twas Sunday, but the village spire, Which pointed reverently towards the sky, And beckoned to the world to " come up higher," And to the faithful to be drawing nigh To where upon the altar burned the fire, Whose brightness wasn't seen but by the eye Of faith, was three or four long miles away, From where my youthful heroes spent the day. WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. 11 xxxv. And there Nate's older brothers went to hear The joyful tidings of salvation free, Their father had embraced for many a year, Instructing them therein in some degree, Although to him it still seemed pretty clear They needed further teaching more than he, So he remained at home, content to search The sacred word, while sending them to church. xxxvi. Although there were, in that same neighborhood, Devout religious services that day ; Where any seeker after truth, who would, Might hear good Elder Sherman preach and pray ; A blacksmith and a minister, who could, By turns, drive horseshoe nails and drive away The enemy of souls ; and plainly tell The road to heaven the other road as well. XXXVII. 'Twas at the schoolhouse, half a mile or so, From where the Aldens lived, and towards the town ; Where my young friends were given leave to go, And listen to the truth as there laid down, By those deemed competent at least to show, On what conditions to avoid the frown Of God's displeasure, and securely hold A safe position in the Christian fold. XXXVIII. Nate started off, but seeing George and Will Were coming up the road, with little Tim, He walked in their direction slowly, till The parties met, when George accosted him, 12 WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. " How are you Nate ? you look dressed up to kill ;" His clothes were tidy and he did look trim " Did anybody know when you got back, The other night, from playing high-low-jack ? " XXXIX. Which, thus referring to a former game, Suggested also that it would be quite Enjoyable again to do the same, And one remarked that " like enough " they might ; And all to that conclusion quickly came, Provided they were safely out of sight ; As presently they were, as we have seen, The barn walls making a sufficient screen. XL. They found a clean half-bushel standing in The granary, wherein was kept in store, In subdivisions of the ample bin, Oats, corn and wheat, of which there still was more Or less remaining. " This is neat's a pin," Said George, inverting it upon the floor, For on the mow he thought they would be able To make of it a quite convenient table. XLI. They had no seats, but sat upon the hay, In primitive position round the measure ; And thus, in quite an unpretentious way, Commenced what they regarded as a pleasure ; Instead of the improvement of the day, In laying up some little store of treasure, In that bright haven of man's future weal, Where moth will not corrupt and thieves not steal. WILLOUGIIBY'S WISDOM. 13 XLII. . " I'll save my ace," said Nathan, as he drew From out his hand, and on the other three, Already played, and nearly worthless, threw The ace of trumps ; which you and I can see Was less sagacious though the best he knew, From what he'd seen of playing then than he Himself regarded it ; a grand mistake, Which inexperience must often make. XLIII. " The ace," observed his partner, who was Will, " Don't need no savin', for it takes 'em all ; And when you have it you should keep it till You have a chance to swing ;" which seemed to call In question his ability, or skill, And intimate that it was rather small ; Which, though 'twas true, and though 'twas kindly meant, Appeared to him somewhat impertinent. XLIV. And he replied quite earnestly, " I know As much, I guess, about this game, as you ; I've seen the big boys play, and they play so And seen 'em play it 'fore you ever knew Enough to tell which card was high or low ;" And thus enforcing what he deemed was due, In deference to seniors, Nate removed The trick, for taking which, he'd been reproved. XLV. It being now his turn to play again Will being notified to keep his place He came to partly comprehend that when A player held the king or queen or ace, 14 WILLOTJGHBY'S WISDOM. It might be well to " swing " for jack or ten, Especially the former, which, in case It should be captured, counted him the same As high or low, or one point in the game. XLVI. He thought it over, but a,* he could bring Himself to no decision, condescended To say inquiringly, " Now I can swing," As if it were the course he had intended ; For his remaining hand contained the king, Which he would play if it were recommended ; And hesitatingly he looked at Will, Half throwing down the card, but holding still. XL VII. " "No talking crossboard," here demanded Tim, For he, as luck would have it, held the jack, Which was the only trump dealt off to him, Of all the baker's dozen in the pack, Which made the prospect seem a little grim, If his opponent swung, which now, alack ! Was threatened, and he knew it was but fair, That all the rules should be observed with care. XL VIII. " You mind your business ; I shall say and do," Retorted Nate, " jest what I please about What I shall lead with, and I'll lick you too, You little fool you, if you don't look out ; " A threat he'd willingly have carried through, Had circumstances favored it, no doubt, But as it was, some future time must bide, While Tim in bristling eloquence replied, WILLOTJGHBY'S WISDOM. 15 XLIX. " No you won't lick me nuther," and his eye Was flashing with defiance all the while, " You can't do no such thing, you da^n't try, You great stout lummox, you, you dasn't, I'll Here his bravado was determined b^ A sound which, grating harshly, like a file, On all their ears, at once was recognized, And they were no less frightened than surprised. 'Twas made by turning round the old halfmoon, Or crescent fastener which held the door, That opened from the yard ; and very soon A well-known step was heard upon the floor ; And as the dial was approaching noon, They knew that one or two short minutes more, And Deacon Alden would be on the mo\v, Where they were busy with their playing now. LI. They were expecting him, but thought he would Have been a half hour later at the least ; And being well aware the buildings stood In such position he must pass the east, And enter from the southern side, they should, They thought, detect the sound long ere it ceased, Of his approaching footsteps, when they might Get on the " high beams," safely out of sight. LII. And this they would have done, I have no doubt, At any point of time except the one Wherein unhappily it came about, The little angry scrimmage was begun ; 16 And which, the very moment he came out, Was at its height ; and ere the fray was done Save by the creaking of the great barn door He unannounced, stepped in upon the floor. LIII. They saw the situation at a glance A mental glance, which came to them by sound ; Wherein was nothing seen but sore mischance, In view of which, in silence most profound, They stood in fear which ever doth enhance Our present woes and scarce could look around. Tim's courage was all gone, and Nathan's too, The latter whispering, " What shall we do ? " LIV. He said no more, and could have made no move, To further any plan of extrication, From what appeared, and what would doubtless prove, To be a rather awkward situation. Will's thoughts ran slowly in the mental groove He couldn't act without some meditation, Requiring time ; and 'twas too grave a case For little Tim to meet with, face to face. LV. 'Tis said that when a people are oppressed, By home misgovernment or foreign nation, Until their grievances must be redressed, And when, to push some vital reformation, They need a leader of a magic crest, Whose genius seems to come of inspiration, The leader always comes; which reverential And wise men have believed is Providential. 17 LVI. I say not this is so, nor do I say That it is not ; but rather, by evasion, I leave the reader free to have his way, In his beliefs, without undue persuasion ; But this I say as frequently we may That there was one who equalled the occasion We're now considering, and made amends For lack of effort by his younger friends. LVII. George Hayden I have said was but a lad, And he could not endure a mental strain, Perhaps, beyond his years ; and yet he had A nimble finger and a nimble brain ; And to his other merits we may add That (which, if old or young, but few maintain, With judgment such as needs but slight revision,) Of quick perception and of prompt decision. LVIII. In other words, he could decide instanter, In many cases, what 'twere best to do ; He reasoned in a sort of moral canter, On great occasions, like the one in view, Where ordinary wits would balk and banter,. Until the opportunity fell through ; As I have squandered many an opportunity, Because my mental powers were not in unity. LIX. He hesitated but an instant, when He had discovered, or devised a way By which they might escape detection ; then He whispered, " Quick, get underneath the hay : ' 18 WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. And ne'er was warrior, marshalling his men, Obeyed with more alacrity than they Displayed in executing his commands, By quick and dexterous use of feet and hands. LX. The shrinkage of the mow made some beginning, Or helped to much more readily begin The game they had but little chance of winning, Which they, however, were in hopes to win ; And at the terminus of their "first inning To use a sporting phrase they all were in Between the boards and hay ; a situation That screened them partially from observation. LXI. But one important thing they all forgot, Which threatened to assume an ugly shape ; And 'twas a question if they LOW were not In what might prove a still more serious scrape ; For this new difficulty seemed full fraught With danger which they yet might not escape Of placing him they fled from face to face With all the facts pertaining to the case. LXII. They'd left the pack of cards where they were laid, Upon the measure, when the trump was turned ; Except the ones they held, and hadn't played, Which they had quite instinctively inurned In their side pockets, ere their flight was made ; And when George thought of this, which now concerned So unmistakably, their future weal, He feared it might the whole affair reveal. 19 LXIII. And even then, from out his hiding-place, He thrust his head, and glanced around anew, To see if he might cautiously retrace His one misstep ; but coming into view, He saw the old slouched hat and solemn face Of Deacon Alden, and again withdrew, To wait, as needs he must, to see what next ; Chagrined, defeated, puzzled and perplexed. LXIV. And now the deacon stepped upon the mow, And chanced to turn his eyes directly where The measure stood ; and then with knitted brow, He murmured to himself, " I do declare ! What have those reckless boys been up to now? And why should they have left their things right there, Especially the cards? which they are sure To always put where they will be secure." LXV. He slowly turned to where his pitchfork lay, " They can't be up here now ? " he queried, as He looked upon the beams, and in the bay, And all about, " no, I am sure there has Been no one here ; besides, they went away To church. It must have been, and doubtless was, Last night, for I remember mother said She heard them going up quite late to bed." LXVI. And he resolved to sacrifice the pack, Or what was left of it, and place it where It could entice no more to ruin's track, Its youthful owners, in its evil snare ; 20 WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. At least he'd see that when they should come back To look for it, they shouldn't find it there ; And thus while vindicating heaven's law, He busily threw down his hay and straw. LXVII. Young George, meanwhile, had not been idle in His hiding-place, but slyly peering through His rustic covering, so loose and thin, Had been determining what he could do ; If it were possible he yet might win, And save, perchance, his reputation too ; For he himself regarded getting under The hay without the cards, a sort of blunder. LXVIII. He saw the deacon once or twice, who seemed Quite busy with the hay he chanced to get Some distance from the cards, and so he deemed It likely that he hadn't seen them yet ; A kindly circumstance, through which there gleamed A lingering hope ; in view of which he set Himself to work to cautiously fulfill A purpose which he hoped might serve them still. LXIX. He wasn't more than half a dozen feet From where the measure stood ; and it occurred To him that he perhaps might yet compete Successfully and not be seen or heard For what were now a prize ; and thus complete The safety of their flight. He gently stirred, And pushed the yielding hay to right and left, And crawled along the seam he thus had cleft, 21 LXX. "Until he reached a point from which he thrust His hand up through the hay, beside the measure, And with commendable, undoubting trust, In Providence or fortune, had the pleasure (As commonly such great persistence must) Of grasping in his hand the longed-for treasure ; Which he withdrew, but he was still in fear The deacon might have chanced to see or hear, LXXI. His coup cTetat; and anxiously he lay, And listened for the sound, his ears to thrill, Of further rustling of the deacon's hay, Which he had heard so constantly until The present ; but the sound had died away, And now no longer reached him. All was still ; Unless we should, perhaps, except the beating Which his own heart was rapidly repeating. LXXII. The stillness was, however, broken when, A moment afterwards, he heard the tread Of footsteps going down the ladder, then Across the floor, and rapidly they sped : The great door on its hinges swung again, The deacon had precipitately fled ; As was apparent to the listening ear, Until the sound it could no longer hear. LXXIII. No sooner had George listened to the last Faint, lingering echo of the footsteps' fall, Than (as a feudal chieftain's bugle blast Might bring his followers to moat and wall), 22 WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. Emerging from the hay, and having cast A hasty glance around, his muffled call Of "boys, he's gone," brought face to face with him, His waiting fellows, Nathan, Will and Tim. LXXIV. Said Tim, " Did he git all the cards there, say ? " " I reckon not," said George, " but he'll git us, Unless we hurry up and git away From here darned soon " the mild and only " cuss Word " often used by him " he didn't stay To do his fodderin' ; there'll be a muss When he comes back, I'll bet, unless we're gone," Then saying in commanding tones, " come on," LXXV. He led the way to where the ladder stood, Descending which, he walked across the floor, As quickly as conveniently he could, And very cautiously unclasped the door, For Jie conjectured that the deacon would Be likely to return, perhaps before They would be able to get safely hence, Across the yard and o'er the lofty fence. LXXVI. But this they soon accomplished, when they were, At least for now, well out of danger's reach, Debating as to what might yet occur, Indulging in congratulative speech ; And thanking all the saints the calendar Enumerates, or catechisms teach, That they had thus escaped what might have been A bad predicament to have been in. WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. 23 LXXVII. It only now remained for Nate to get Into the house ; and he, perchance, would learn That such an undertaking was beset With dangers which might justly give concern ; Although it must not be attempted yet, Until the time arrived for his return From morning service at the schoolhouse, where They hadn't reached as yet the closing prayer. LXXVIII. George thought it over hastily and said, " You go along behind the buildings till You git the other side, and in the shed, And hide behind the woodpile and keep still ; Or git up on the timbers overhead, And when you hear 'em comin', as you will 'Fore long, from meet'n, then as still's a mouse, Slip out the shed and go right in the house." LXXIX. Which he, according to his orders, did ; Or rather, which he undertook to do, As nearly as he could as he was bid ; While George and Will and Tim ran quickly to The little brook a few rods off and hid, Behind some bushes which they might look through ; The " beaver meadow brook," 'twas called, which crossed The road, and running eastward, soon was lost LXXX. In Joe's brook, or " the great brook," which its way From thence pursued to river, lake and sea ; And here the truants had designed to stay, In safe concealment, till it seemed to be 24 WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. Judicious to go home ; where they would say But little of the meeting, or agree 'Twas " 'bout as common," if interrogated, Wherein the truth should not be overstated, LXXXI. To any great extent, they rightly thought, Although we must admit they would thereby, Have done what Jerry Train, the drover, sought, By sheer deception, deep and dark and sly, To do, when he from purest fiction, wrought " A truth which artfully concealed a lie ;" As many a lie has often been concealed, By truth which was but partially revealed. LXXXII. " I wonder," queried Gecnge, " if Kate got in The woodshed, as I told him to, and what He's up to now. If he plays so's to win, And gits into the house and don't git caught, We're all right, and they won't know where we've been." " Hum ! " muttered Tim, " they'll ketch him, like as not, I'll bet if I was there I'd keep away But didn't I stump him pretty smart though, say?" LXXXIII. " Yes," George replied, " you stumped him smart enough, But then you wouldn't if you hadn't known That Will and I was there. You wouldn't bluff Him that way much if you should be alone With him, for you'd git handled mighty rough, As once last winter, when you had to own You dasn't go to school alone ; and one Time when you met him, that you cut and run." WISDOM. 25 LXXXIV. " I guess you'd run," said he, in more subdued, And milder tones, " if you'd been where I was, That day last winter, cold as 'twas* and you'd Been ducked and had your face washed, all because You wouldn't own you'd sassed him " some old feud Referring to, that hinged on private laws, And arbitrary rule, " I'll bet you'd do Jest what I did ; you're older 'n he is, too." LXXXV. While thus his prowess and his grievances, He dwelt upon by turns, young Nate, instead, Was quite successfully performing his Allotted task. He got into the shed, Unseen by mortal ; which should be, and is, Recorded to his credit ; as 'tis said The only rule the world will even profess To judge us by, is failure or success. LXXXVI. And thus far he succeeded very well, But climbing up upon the wood pile, he, By awkwardness or chance I cannot tell Exactly which, I wasn't there to see Displaced it slightly, whereupon it fell, And with a crash quite loud enough to be Distinctly heard some little distance round, The wood and he came tumbling to the ground. LXXXVII. That he was frightened, we may safely say, If ordinary methods may be trusted, Of ascertaining facts, and there he lay, Considering himself completely " busted ; " 26 Although he would have tried to get away, Or as the modern phrase is, would have " dusted," But there was no convenient place to dust ; And so he did what such an urchin must, LXXXVHI. . In such predicament ; he quickly got Upon his feet, and looking towards the door, He stood and trembled, as of course he thought The time of his prosperity was o'er ; That they would presently be out, and what The dickens he should do or say, was more Than he could tell ; but as they didn't come, He thanked his stars, although his lips were dumb. LXXXIX. Moreover, he proceeded to express His gratitude for being let alone, When he had stood a minute, more or less, Until his wits had come to be his own, Or he had come to normally possess The faculties so lately overthrown By getting into two old empty barrels, In hopes to " save his bacon " and his laurels. xc. I say two barrels, he got into one, Which proved too small to hold him at his ease, And turned another over it, which done, He stood erect and hidden ; and in these, Although 'tis true some little risk was run, He felt as snug as old Diogenes, When living in his tub ; and all unknown, And undisturbed, he there remained alone, WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. 27 xci. For half an hour or so, until he heard The wagons coming slowly down the road, And people talking; and it then occurred To him he'd best be changing his abode ; And slipping through the door not having erred In point of time as in his breast there glowed The rapture of success, which he had earned He walked into the house quite unconcerned. xcn. Now Nathan had a pious old grandmother ; And what benighted one of us has not Or hasn't had, at least, sometime or other, Though now she may be gone and quite forgot ? And grandmas " stick much closer than a brother," Insisting their descendants shall be taught The good old way, and made to walk therein, To shun the paths of evil and of sin. ICIII. His father's mother and she lived with them, In patient waiting for the great " I Am," To crown her with the Christian's diadem, To call her to himself and to the Lamb. As much more righteous than the world, as Shem And Japheth were than was their brother Ham, She waited, as I say, for the reward Of those who most devoutly " love the Lord." xciv. She loved this grandchild too, perhaps no less, Though not in such a reverential way ; She loved his person, and she sought to bless His soul, for which she ne'er forgot to pray : 28 WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. And while she met him with a fond caress, On this occasion, she went on to say When she had called him to her side, and thrown Her arms around him in a solemn tone, xcv. " You know, my child, how often you've been warned Against the wicked practices of men And boys who play at cards." Had she suborned, Or summoned witnesses to prove that then He'd just been playing, and if he had scorned, Like Washington, to tell a whopper when It would have served him, he could not have been More startled and surprised. The tears came in xcvi. His eyes, for when the cards were mentioned, he Suspected that somehow the truth was out : His father sat close by, and seemed to be In meditation, or perhaps in doubt ; His mother too was near, and seeing she Was looking earnestly, he was about Half ready to confess the whole affair, And take the consequences then and there. XCVII. But grandma kindly said, " Don't cry, my dear, For I'm not going to chide you, only tell What happened in the barn." Poor Nathan here Grew pale again, and from his cheek there fell, Upon her wrinkled hand, -an honest tear ; For he was frightened puzzled too, as well, To catch the hidden meaning of it all, While tears continued rapidly to fall. WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. 29 XCVIII. " Don't cry," continued she, " for you have been To meeting, like a good, well-meaning lad ; I hope the preacher pointed out the sin Of playing cards, so dangerous and bad But don't you think the boys were playing in The barn last night ? " By this time Nathan had Begun to see the turn that things were taking, And so left off his crying and his quaking. xcix. "At least," she presently went on to say, " The reasons why we think so, seem so good, We have but little doubt; for when, to day, Your father went to give the cows their food, And got upon the mow, there on the hay, His own half-bushel, bottom upwards, stood, And on it lay a pack of cards, as when They had been played, or might be played again. c. "The ten of hearts,' whatever that may be, Had been * turned up for trump,' your father said A card with spots, as he explained to me, In shape like human hearts, and colored red ; A thing I wish that you might never see, By which so many human souls are led Away from Him who died to save mankind, And from the ' narrow path ' which ' few shall find.' ci. " But what I've told you now, my child, is not The strangest part of what I had to tell ; At least it isn't what your father thought Most unaccountable of what befell ; 30 Though I have long believed, and sometimes sought To prove to others that it is a well Established fact that Satan always guards, With jealous care, the players and the cards. en. " And now it has been shown to be a fact, Beyond a doubt, or pretty nearly so ; The Evil one has been so plainly tracked, In what has just occurred, I almost know (Although he wasn't noticed in the act, As he invisibly may come and go) 'Twas he himself ; for there could be no one But him to do what surely has been done. cm. " For when your father got upon the mow, Where all was still, there being no one there, He saw the cards, as I remarked just now, In plain sight lying on the measure, where They doubtless had been used ; and then, somehow, By unseen hand, or spirit of the air, They disappeared ; and when he looked again, The cards were gone, and out of human ken." civ. " And was the measure gone ? " asked Nate, who seemed Less shocked than she apparently expected, By revelations she so dreadful deemed, That all his hair might well have been erected ; As would her own, perhaps, if she had dreamed Of all the means by which he had detected The error into which she had been led, And error long by superstition fed. \ cv - " No, no, my child, the measure wasn't gone," Grandma replied, " but 'tis enough to know, That he took care of what was lying on The measure, or enough at least, to show That he had come, and suddenly withdrawn ; And some connection of the world below, With wicked games; and cards especially, Which lead to ruin, as I plainly see. cvi. " But that's not all ; for when your father came Into the house and told us what the boys Had done, and how that he of evil fame, Had used the arts which he alone employs, I think that he was followed by the same Intruding spirit ; for we heard a noise, Out in the shed, as if a tier of wood Had fallen to the ground ; and why it should, cvn. " We couldn't see, as there was no one there, Unless it was the evil genius, who Had come again, his presence to declare, To see if there was mischief yet to do ; And as we didn't any of us care To venture out to see if it was true That any wood fell down when rumbling so, We're still uncertain if it did or no." CVIII. " I'll go and see," said Nate, " I ain't afraid," And suddenly he started towards the door, And though she was surprised, and though she made Some strong objections, in a moment more, 32 The door was opened and the matter laid Before them, with the evidence which Bore Upon the case, whereon some light was thrown, And that the wood was down was clearly shown. cix. " Why Nathan," Grandma said, "how dare you go Out there? Is it because you didn't hear The crash, at which we all were startled so, Or is it that the good have naught to fear ? " Yet she herself was good, but didn't know What I do and to me it seems quite clear That, while our virtues may our fears dispel, 'Tis sometimes done by knowledge quite as well. ex. And Nate had some good reasons to believe That Grandma's theory was incorrect ; And, though he wasn't rapid to perceive A subtle truth, could easily detect The error here. However she might weave Her superstitions round it, and connect The warp and woof of Satan and of sin, The " broken threads " could not be " woven in." CXI. Well, when the older boys got home from church, The deacon took them solemnly to do, In such a way at first, as seemed to smirch The goodly record they referred him to ; But, though he prosecuted his research As best he might, could not discover who It was that left the measure on the hay, Wherefrom the cards were spirited away. 33 CXII. For they, of course, could honestly deny All knowledge of the facts ; they could, in sooth, Have proven for themselves, an alibi, But that would have revealed an ugly truth, More dangerous than a suspected lie ; As many truths confront us in our youth, That 'tis a little hard to frankly own, And would be troublesome if they were known. CXIII. Their history was, in fact, somewhat akin, That evening, to the one that I've related Of these, the smaller boys ; for they were in The smithy, similarly situated ; The shop of Elder Sherman, which had been A place where boys had sometimes congregated, To play at this old game of high-low-jack, Though 'twas, of course, behind the elder's back ; cxiv. Or in his absence, for he had a son, Who, though strong influence had been exerted Thereto since early childhood was begun, Despite his preaching, wasn't yet converted ; And when the labors of the day were done, As by a plan that had been preconcerted, With other boys he sometimes, in the shop, Played games long after it was time to stop. cxv. But this the deacon didn't ascertain, And, though he questioned them concerning where They were the night before, he didn't gain Much knowledge throwing light on this affair, 34 . WILLOTJGHBY'S WISDOM. But counselled them in future to abstain From practices which might their souls ensnare, And, partially recovered from the shock, Which he'd received, went back to feed his stock. cxvi. Meanwhile the other boys, Tim, George and Will, Had left their hiding-place among the trees And bushes, where they had remained until The " meetin' folks " appeared, when, seeing these, George bade the others to " keep mighty still " About where they had been ; then quite at ease, They slowly walked along among the rest, As each concealed the knowledge he possessed. cxvu. On reaching home, Will's mother asked if he Remembered anything the preacher said, When George, conjecturing that he might be Unequal to the task, replied instead : " He said " (and that was probable) " that we Must not play cards or dance, or else old Ned Would git us, but I don't believe he knew, For I can't see what hurt 'twill do, can you ? " CXVIII. This served the purpose which he had designed, And called attention from the question to The answer he had made ; wherein we find A proposition, whether false or true, That each may settle as he has a mind, Or has capacity for seeing through A moral problem, and without confusion, For coming to a rational conclusion. WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. 35 cxix. Some earnest counsel then the mother gave, Concerning moral and divine affairs, And virtues which she deemed most sure to save, And when she had resumed some household cares, Will went for what his stomach seemed to crave, Into the pantry, and George went up stairs, And with the hand his mother's lips had kissed, Drew forth the cards and locked them in his " chist." cxx. And by the way, that " chist " of his was what I might denominate an institution ; To which his earthly treasures he had brought, As on the world he levied contribution : A varied list, the length of which was not Allowed to suffer any diminution, For what he had acquired, when once 'twas there, He watched and guarded with a miser's care. cxxi. Just what he had therein I cannot say, That is, I cannot give the list complete ; Although I've seen and handled in my day, A few things which he used to there secrete. He had a more or less obliging way, Though he was apt to make his favors meet Some obligation which from him was due, Or due him, being cancelled, to renew. CXXII. He had a book entitled " Abalino," A quaint old story of an eastern swain Although concerning it but little I know And used to loan it to his sister Jane, 36 For a consideration, not of rhino, Like circulating libraries, for gain, But something she could either say or do ; And in the same way Will would get it too. CXXIII. But they could have it only by the hour, And sometimes only half an hour a day; Which made them feel at times a little sour, And even angry ; but it was the way In which he would perpetuate his power, Dominion, influence, control or sway; As kings and emperors perpetuate Their own, in managing affairs of state. cxxiv. He had some other domineering ways, Exhibiting assumed superiority, Which he was fond of in the early days And years that long preceded his majority, Exacting homage which submission pays To those who, for the time, are in authority, Which often is usurped, but holden still, In bold defiance of its subjects' will. cxxv. O tyranny ! thou hast as many forms, As shapeless things in a kaleidoscope ; And livest on the woes which come in swarms, To drive away the sweet, delusive hope, That men had cherished ; and which cheers and warms Us ever as we onward blindly grope Base tyranny, which dost forever frown Of priest and king, of mitre and of crown. WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. 37 cxxvi. And thou, the tyranny of older boys I How much the world has suffered from thy power ; How often hast thou filched away the joys That natively belong to childhood's hour, Till nature has restored the equipoise Of justice and of right ; and made thee cower Before the subjects of thy late oppression, Whose rights at length were in their own possession. cxxvu. Another interesting book George had, The story of "Alonzo and Melissa"; The heroine and hero, he a lad Who often quarrelled with the pretty miss he Was making love to, which is always bad, For lovers or for married people. This he, However, remedied by magic power By living in a peace enchanted bower. CXXVIII. I wish somebody would invent a thing Or rather would construct a new condition Of things which should, by love's enchantment, bring A universal peace ; that some magician Might over human hearts a halo fling, To justify the ancient premonition, That peaceful men should make, in future years, Plowshares and pruning hooks from swords and spears. cxxix. That night, that is, the night succeeding to The day on which occurred what I've related, At ten o'clock or so, the actors who Had played their several parts therein, as stated, 38 Had all begun successfully to woo The drowsy god, save two who, animated By thoughts more serious, were wakeful still : Grandma was one of these, the other Will. cxxx. The former was so thoroughly intent On making out the case she had begun, In her own mind, according to its bent, And her conceptions of the " Evil One," To whom such superhuman power was lent, In all things happening beneath the sun, That she her watchful vigils still was keeping, Long after common mortals had been sleeping. cxxxi. The latter wasn't seeking to sustain The fact of diabolic interference, By which old Clovenfoot attempts to gain Accessions to the host of his adherents, But he was trying rather to explain A moral problem on its first appearance ; And in a way by which to be acquitted Of wrongs which he already had admitted, cxxxn. As to himself, who, in a childish way, Was sitting now in judgment on the case ; As we must do when in the "judgment day," Our own misdeeds confront us face to face ; And " we ourselves" shall be compelled to say We have not won as yet the moral race, And " to the teeth and forehead of our faults, To give in evidence " where virtue halts. WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. 39 CXXXIII. He then believed it was a deadly sin To play at cards, for so he had been taught ; A habit he had not been largely in, And one wherein he hadn't yet been caught, By father or by mother, who had been So careful to instruct him as they ought, In all which might secure his future weal, . And bring him to his manhood clean and leal. cxxxiv. And now besides the ordinary one Of doing that which he had been forbid, He knew that he some other wrongs had done, Which might or might not easily be hid ; Which, independent of the hazard run, His own reproving conscience sorely chid; He had deceived his mother, whose kind care And love had sent him to the house of prayer. cxxxv. Besides, it was the holy sabbath day, That he had thus been led to desecrate, In such unchristian, irreligious way As heaven's law might justly compensate, By retribution which they tell us may, And often does, the guilty soul await, Unless sincere repentance should forestall The consequences of the ancient fall. CXXXVI. But he repented, and he even wept, In view of wrongs, too many far for one day, And made a resolution ere he slept, That he would never play again on Sunday ; 40 And he determined that it should be kept, Though not in deference to Mrs. Grundy, Of whom he hadn't heard, but in compliance With what his mother taught as moral science. CXXXVII. And having thus repented of his sins A shift to which sad mortals oft are driven, In this frail world, whose moral outs and ins Require that souls should frequently be shriven, When retribution for the past begins And deeming he was partially forgiven, And having earnestly essayed to pray, He soundly slept the silent hours away. WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. CANTO SECOND. A Mr. Rollins lived half way between The deacon's house and Mr. Hayden's place, Who had a boy, perhaps about eighteen, Or nineteen, as I recollect the face His growing beard had just begun to screen ; His form was tall, but had but little grace, His character, I grieve to say, had less; At least he wasn't famed for righteousness. ii. A caustic writer says that every man Has faults enough to spoil him ; and 'tis true That every one has faults, as doubtless can Be demonstrated, as by me or you ; But when he puts all mortals under ban, To such extent of worthlessness, 'tis due To God and man, to say it cannot be, Since He created wisely you and me. in. But this Alfonso, whom they nicknamed Fon, Was quite as valueless, I think, as any Whose character I ever studied on, If I can judge correctly by the many 42 WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. Bad things I knew of him in days agone, Although he may perhaps receive his penny, For service rendered, the eleventh hour, To humankindj or to a higher power. IV, But when I knew him he was not a saint Was rather quite an unregenerate sinner ; I think not from hereditary taint, His mother had much native goodness in her, His father too, was fairly in restraint Of virtues which in him were vastly thinner Than in the parent stock on either side; Alas ! that such sad things should e'er betide. v. Among the early pastimes which he had, Was to entice away a smaller boy, (And I remember when I was a lad, To thus have fallen into his decoy ; Indeed a memory would be rather bad That failed to recollect it) and annoy The helpless victim in all sorts of ways, To make unhappy The other time, for lack of opportunity ; But now the words had somehow slipped away, Just when he could have used them with impunity, If not with good effect ; and he or they, Were both as silent as a staid community Of Friends assembled, calmly waiting there, To have the Spirit move to speech or prayer. XXII. 'Twould not, however, do to so remain, And he could hardly frame his question whether The time had dragged, or whether she would fain Have made it shorter ere they came together. And she to think of something tried in vain, And therefore they resorted to the weather ; And one remarked the day was very fine, Which answered well enough to the design xxin. Of saying something, and 'twas very true, And Mrs. Ryder thereupon came in, About the time this wise remark was through, And asking how he was and how he'd been, Since he was there before, " I welcome you," She said most pleasantly, " again to Lynn ; " Extending both her hands, the frequent mode By which she welcomed friends to her abode. XXIV. As I have been received by some good dame, Of years and dignity, some dear old friend, And one or two examples I could name, Of ladies who their greetings thus extend ; WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. 205 But then I might, perhaps, incur some blame And broken friendship's rather hard to mend So I refrain from giving their address, But leave it for my other friends to guess. xxv. And this time Will was glad to see the mother, For she had helped to dissipate the spell Of awkwardness, which had, somehow or other, Crept in upon him, as it were the knell Of self possession, all his wits to smother, Which ordinarily had served him well ; Which Mrs. Ryder thus restored him, when Our youthful Richard was himself again. XXVI. At length they went the evening meal to get, When Mr. Ryder, coming from the store, Gave Will a friendly greeting as they met, And chatted with him for an hour or more, When they had eaten, till the sun had set, And he and Nellie started for the shore ; Which being rather out of easy reach, Her father carried them upon the beach. XXVII. He said to Nellie, " Don't stay late, my dear," And left them standing on the drifting sand. The night was warm, the balmy atmosphere Was almost motionless on sea and land. The stars were just beginning to appear, The moon ascending to the sky so grand, It being full, while underneath it lay A shining belt upon the watery way. 206 WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. XXVIII. Now Will and Nellie were alone once more, But circumstances had improved meanwhile, And they could not but partially ignore Themselves, while looking out on sea and isle ; And what he had acquired of lovers' lore, Was more available ; and lovers' guile, He knew but little of in any hue, Nor would he stoop to practice what he knew. XXIX. Yet I've no doubt he diligently tried To be agreeable, to please or charm ; He went around to the unusual side, And with his left hand gently clasped her arm ; And walking thus, looked forth upon the tide, Whose tiny, ceaseless waves could do no harm To even such a web of gossamer As he was weaving while he walked with her. xxx. He said " Miss Nellie," then he dropped the Miss, And called her simply by her given name ; Nor did she seem at all displeased at this, But grew familiar too, about the same, In swift successive metamorphosis, As over both their hearts the " glamour " came, The normal sequence of the " time and place," And all the circumstances of the case. XXXI. Thus long and sweetly did they walk and talk, The passing moments flying swiftly by, Until their shadows gave them such a shock, On turning round to where they chanced to lie, 207 For they had grown so short ; they seemed to mock Their joy, while pointing to the upper sky, To which the moon had climbed, to such a height, Approaching rapidly the noon of night. xxxn. " Oh dear ! " said Nellie, " can it be so late, When Father said we mustn't stay ? Oh dear ! Let's hurry homeward now at any rate," And taking out her watch, "why just look here," Continued she, " it's almost 'leven ; fate Seems now against us, though I have no fear Of being scolded, but I fear they may Regard it wrong to thus have staid away." XXXIII. They hurried on as fast as they could go Conveniently, the moon still getting higher, While they were coming down, as you must know, For rapid walking suffocates the fire Then burning brightly in their breasts, although They still were harping on the golden lyre Of, well, they hadn't called it love, 'tis true, But friendship which for present use will do. xxxiv. Next day we find them basking in the sun, On famed High Rock, that overlooks the sea, Nahant and Lynn between. The scene was one That, when I saw it, quite enchanted me. The afternoon was scarcely yet begun, The sun declining in a slight degree, And such a day we seldom look upon ; They come but rarely and they soon are gone. 208 WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. xxxv. I would describe it if I could, but no, 'Twas one, of which, the summer season through, Kind nature has but very few to show, And never in succession even two ; So clear, so bright, so calm, so silent, so Extremely charming to admirers who Are in accord with nature's harmonies, And with the music of her melodies. xxxvi. They occupied a little grassy plot, With which the native rock was interspersed, Which seemed to be a quite convenient spot , From which to look around; and they were versed In that great art of seeing ; and could not But be enamored of the scene at first, But an enchantment of a different kind, At length drove this one partly out of mind. XXXVII. They were as sociable as birds in spring; They seemed as fond as kitten, fawn or dove ; Though flung together as the fates will fling, They seemed to fit each other like a glove. They freely talked of almost everything, Of friendship and, though sparingly, of love, Whereon they both appeared to be intent, But as to which they both were reticent. XXXVIII. But by and by he looked in Nellie's eyes, A little pensively, while in his own He felt the moisture, though he could disguise Its presence for a time, till it had grown 209 Somewhat persistent, when with some surprise, At such a weakness, which had thus been shown, He quickly brushed the starting tear away, And earnestly proceeded thus to say : XXXIX. " Tis but a day, and scarcely yet a day The hours have told but twenty since I came ; And they so rapidly have slipped away, That if 'twere one 'twould seem almost the same ;. And but for one thing I could truly say And that is one for which I take some blame, And doubtless you will blame me more or less I should have been in constant happiness. XL. " And now I must apologize to you, , If I have wronged you, as I really fear I may have done to some extent, in view Of certain facts which I must tell you here ; Because to simple justice it is due, As well as friendship, if it be sincere, As ours appears to be, and as I fain Would know that it forever might remain. XLI. " 'Twould be presumptuous, should I assume That you were waiting for a proposition, And thereupon endeavor to illume Your mind in reference to the condition Of my affairs ; and yet I may presume That you at least will grant me your permission, To say that, were it not for honor's due, I should present my heart and hand to you. 210 XL1I. " But many years ago I loved another ; A boyish love, and one I sought to shun ; Thus being counselled by an older brother, 'Don't get in love before you're twenty-one ; ' And thinking he was right, I tried to smother The passion, which I partially had done ; But this new love revives the old. Somehow, I cannot drive her image from me now. XLIII. " It happened so that I had rendered her A trifling service, and her gratitude Made quite a hero of me, as it were, And made me think that I should not intrude, By calling on her; that I should confer A favor rather, so I oft renewed My visits for a little while, and she, Apparently, grew rather fond of me, XLIV. " As well as I of her ; although I said, Not half as much as I have said to you, In fact said nothing of my love, instead Of which, I simply promised to be true To friendship, as we called it, though it led To something more on my part ; but in view Of what I meant to do, I tried to quell My love, and so I lost my friend as well. XLV. "I'd known her but a fortnight, more or less Perhaps three weeks before I left the place ; And through my resolution to suppress My strong attachment though to my disgrace WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. 211 I didn't write her for a year, I guess, And now I doubt if I should know her face : And when I did write, she made no reply, But I have never known the reason why." XLVI. " And you propose," said Nellie, with a sigh, " When you get back, to look her up again ; " And he could see the moisture in her eye, And thought she hadn't looked so sweet as then ; " And then," said she, " you may discover why She didn't write to you in answer, when You'd written her. Well, Heaven bless you, Will, And if you marry her, God bless you still." XL VII. He pressed her hand and said, " 'Twill not be so, I think ; at least 'tis not what I expect ; She wasn't quite sixteen eight years ago And her development and my neglect, Have left small room for such a love to grow, And she would now be likely to reject My suit, and yet it might be wrong to " here He stopped, and on her hand there fell a tear. XLVIII. O love of woman ! passion hard to smother, In any age or section of the globe ; O woman ! who, as sister, wife or mother, Art fitly decked with angel's crown and robe ; O women ! who are hateful to each other, As ever Satan was to righteous Job ; Both saint and sinner worship at thy shrine, And deem thou art half human, half divine. XLIX. The reader may object that 'tisn't fair, To get the boy in love with everybody, And may insist that no true love was there, But that 'twas only sentimental shoddy ; And in a general way we may declare That every boy that falls in love's a noddy, Except my hero when he chanced to fall so, Of course excepting my young readers also. L. But Will had never loved but two or three, And I had loved as many most sincerely, Before I ever was as old as he, When he went down to Lynn ; and he was clearly In love with two at once in some degree ; I've known a man to marry almost yearly, The sorrows and the ills of life to soften, And sometimes they have " done it once too often :" LI. As did the senior Weller, as he said To Sammy, when he cautioned him to shun " The vidders," and in fact, whoe'er would wed The senior Weller's interesting son. You recollect how circumstances led To quite a boyish fancy for the one Will learned to dance with, whom, to some extent, He early loved, but who, as matters went, LII. Refusing first a young collegiate, On whom her heart its love would not confer, Long ere 'twas time that he should choose a mate, Had wed a worthy youth who courted her, 213 And Will surrendered to an adverse fate, In that particular, if such it were, But never lost the old respect he had For her, a lass, when he was but a lad. LIII. So there was no great reason to regret The termination of his first affair, Of but incipient love, but when he met With Nellie, it was time he should beware ; For he by no means had forgotten yet, The girl at Mrs. Grant's, and couldn't bear The thought of what he otherwise would do, Until he knew if she remembered too. LIV. Nor could he think of leaving Nellie so, To go in search of one he hadn't seen, Or heard from, since so many years ago ; And like St. Paul, was in a strait between The two attractions ; for he didn't know Which way to turn him, or which way to lean, While love's divided stream was coursing through him, When Nellie made a proposition to him. LV. " I'm sure," she said, " that I've no claim on you, Against this prior one ; you first shall see If she the old attachment would renew ; And if so, well ; if not, come back to me. And yet all this requires a short adieu, My long lost, dear old friend, for I am she." And thus revealing what she long had kept, She fondly fell upon his neck and wept. 214 LVI. The language of a tear ! in grief or joy, 'Tis most expressive of the heart's emotions ; Although 'tis said some people can employ Their tears as stock in trade ; like Yankee notions ; And some good honest heart thereby decoy, By false pretenses, into true devotions ; Yet I regard it in its native fitness, In almost every case, an honest witness. LVII. But those of Will and Nellie soon were dry, And they were living over " auld lang syne," And looking forward to the by and by, Around which all our hearts their hopes entwine ; And they could now look on the deep blue sky, And " calmly watch the peaceful day's decline ; " And when it had declined, they too descended, And joyfully their homeward way they wended. LVIII. They reached the house in time for supper, when She quickly ushered in her old gallant, And said, " O mother, he's the same as then, O Will, don't you remember Mrs. Grant ? If not, I'll introduce to you again, My dearest life-long friend, my former aunt, With whom I lived when first we knew each other, And she soon afterwards became my mother." LIX. 'Twill be remembered that the gossippers, Who intermeddle so in our affairs, Made no exception in regard to hers ; They often have us married unawares : 215 It is a favor which the world confers On " single blessedness ; " and never cares For truth, though she, as they had not belied her, Had subsequently married Julius Ryder. LX. She was an aunt, though not by consanguinity, To Nellie, and 'twas on her mother's side, Her mother's brother's wife, thus by affinity Related to them only ; so she tried This new relationship, as 'twere a trinity Of mother, wife and aunt ; and none denied That she had filled the three positions well, And all the joys of home had helped to swell. LXI. Step-mothers oftentimes are humbugs ; so Are second husbands' children none the less , As many a hapless child has come to know, And many a woman who had sought to bless Some motherless young brood. The embers glow, On altars of domestic happiness, But feebly oft, though that we cannot say, Of Mrs. Ryder and her protegee. LXII. The marriage had occurred in ^arly spring, Succeeding their so short acquaintanceship With Will ; but neither told him anything Of that, perhaps as the proverbial slip, That chance and adverse circumstance may bring Between the cup and the expectant lip, Had made them reticent concerning it, As prudent dames have often deemed most fit. 216 WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. LXIII. And when the marriage rites had taken place, They had no tidings from the truant boy ; Nor had they any means by which to trace His journeyings ; and therefore Helen's joy Was incomplete : her father's fond embrace Conveyed a pleasure not without alloy ; Nor did she ever get the letter Will Had written her, or hear from him until LXIV. They introduced her to him in the hall At Dr. Hathaway's, as said before ; And she had then abandoned nearly all Her hopes of ever hearing from him more. His looks contained but little she could call To mind, and she resolved that she'd ignore The old acquaintance now, and would remain Incognito to him, and ascertain, LXV. If possible, the reason why he should Have thus deserted her in former days ; And that she would recover, if she could, His friendship at the least, in other ways Than by demanding it ; and failing, would Conceal her former self still from his gaze. She sought new love, the old meanwhile to screen, With what result, we've now already seen. LXYI. They named her Helen Mabel, at her birth, The former being given for her aunt ; But when her mother passed away from earth^ Or when she went to live with Mrs. Grant, 217 The latter called her Mabel, for its worth, But more for its convenience ; to supplant The name of Helen, as it was her own, Still used by some old friends she long had known. LXVII. But on returning to her native place, Where all had known so well the name she bore, That being as familiar as her face, It then was Helen, as in days of yore ; But an improvement having come to grace This sweet old name, some little time before, They called her NeUie ; to distinguish her From this new mother, as I now infer. LXVIII. I said the story that I had in mind, Would not be one of love ; but it has carried Much more of that than I at first designed ; Before its altar I too long have tarried. And now the reader will be glad to find That Will and Nellie presently were married ; And settled down to the domestic bliss, That comes of marriage in a world like this. LXIX. Thus many a wooing has turned out since Eve's, 'Tis native fruit and men are prone to pluck it ; They fall in love as fall the autumn leaves ; They seek for happiness, and think they've struck it ; And maidens reason as did Mrs. Reeves, Whose home was in the island of Nantucket ; Wherein she used to keep an old museum Of curiosities, and let you see 'em, 218 LXX. For due consideration. She was bred A Quakeress, and when a young man came To ask her hand, whose soul had not been fed On Quaker diet, she was held to blame, That she did not reject him ; but she said, To those opposing her, " Pray can you name Some Quaker youth of whom I may be sure, If I this gentile suitor should abjure ?" LXXI. I like the Quakers, and I loved the fair, Though aged lady of that island town, Who was so kind to me when I was there, And who in queenly fashion wore the crown Of noble womanhood. I hardly dare To give her name, lest I incur the frown Of one whose memory delights me now, As when I listened to her thee and thou. LXXII. I called upon her first to thus renew The old acquaintance of a teacher, when My own accomplishments were very few ; And she invited me to call again, Which I was very glad to do, in view Of her intelligence concerning men And things, whereof she talked without restraint, As also of Nantucket, old and quaint ; LXXIII. And once so prosperous in days of yore When every ocean recognized her sail, When she pursued her prey the wide world o'er, Subsisting, as did Jonah, on the whale. WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. 219 But she, like him, at length was cast ashore, When gas and kerosene began to pale Her feeble light, and so restrict her gains, But much of her old quaintness still remains. LXXIV. The promenades that frequently adorn The roofs of houses with their shingled sides Wherefrom old residents, at night or morn, Could see what ships were floating on the tides : The village crier, with his bell and horn, Still stalks about the streets with rapid strides, Proclaiming to the world, with much ado, What has occurred or is expected to. LXXV. They sell their meat upon the auction block, The crier heralding their beef and ham ; " There'll be a meat-ox, half past ten o'clock, At Burgess' market, corned beef, mutton, lamb, At half past ten o'clock, meat-ox." Their stock, Their local history says to which I am Indebted for the record of a case They thus dispose of in the market-place. LXXVI. Although Nantucket has released her hold Upon the whale, and he her holds deserted, She has, as I, when I was there, was told, And as 'twas very commonly asserted, Like Peter and the fishermen of old, When they to Christian faith had been converted, To some extent at least, " struck oil " again, Her people being fishers now " of men." 220 WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. LXXVII. That is to say, they've learned to advertise The island as a " favorite resort," For summer tourists, whom I may advise That 'tis a pleasant place to make a short Sojourn upon ; nor would it be unwise, In those who have sufficient leisure for't, To make a longer stay ; at least to me, It seemed a gem in the surrounding sea. LXXVIII. And there Will planned to take his bridal tour ; And would have done so, as I chance to know, But that he had as yet been kept so poor, 'Twas rather inconvenient then to go, To any distance, though I'm pretty sure They took a sail to Hull or Hingham, so As not to altogether lose the trip, That should begin a marriage partnership. LXXIX. And later in the season, he returned, To father, mother and his native place : The tune for which his heart so long had yearned, At length had come to him by Heaven's grace. Through all the years, within his bosom burned, A love of home that time could not efface, Until he had, among its olden charms, Been fondly folded in his mother's arms. LXXX. His brother George was married settled down, And fairly prosperous upon a farm, Half way between his father's and the town ; His home already had the added charm 221 Of two small feet beneath a baby gown ; - His younger sister seemed to see no harm, Almost while she was still embracing him, In asking rather fondly after Tim. LXXXI. They welcomed Nellie in a kindly way, Though Mr. Hay den had been prejudiced Against her slightly ever since the day Will first had written them of her, the gist Of which, through preconceived opinions, lay In that she was an educationist, As he adhered to his old notion still, That knowledge necessarily was ill, LXXXII. For common people ; it belonged to those Who somehow had been fortunately born Thereto ; and this young lady, when she chose To marry Will, was of her birthright shorn, If e'er she had it. He could not suppose The flimsy vail so easy to be torn, Between plebeians and patricians, who May change positions, as they often do. LXXXIII. And Will, as rated by his father, seemed A sort of " upstart," who had left the sphere That he belonged in ; whose success he deemed Almost impossible ; and it was clear That if his merits should be thus esteemed, By everybody, that would interfere With his prosperity, but still he thought The world at large would rate him as it ought. 222 LXXXIV. He hesitated some concerning whether 'Twere best to settle in his native town, Or better to abandon altogether, His home and birthplace, and again go down And settle by the sea ; but stress of weather, Wherein his father found himself a frown Of fickle fortune answered for him, as Some unforeseen occurrence often has. LXXXY. Existence any way is perilous, And Mr. Hayden found, one fateful day, That his, just then especially, was thus, When, turning round, his horse had got away ; A dislocation of the humerus, As with the scapula, that is to say, A dislocated shoulder being what Resulted from it. Will, however, thought LXXXVI. 'Twould not be difficult to then reduce The dislocation, as he soon suggested ; But here his father interposed a truce, And said he'd wait, he being interested ; Nor did he deign to offer an excuse For nonconsent to have the matter tested ; But simply said, " You go and get a doctor." O Harvard ! Harvard ! how it would have shocked her. LXXXVII. And Will was rather nonplussed, I suspect, At such an order, yet did not demur ; Nor did he his allotted task neglect, But went and got the mare and started her 223 Directly for the town. He little recked What pre-existing notions of him were, But thinking over what he hoped to do, He said, " I'll show him I'm a doctor too." LXXXVIII. He overtook at length, upon the road, Old Dr. Whitman, whom they had employed Aforetime ; and he noticed that he showed The marks of age, and what he had enjoyed, That he was slowly n earing the abode Where happiness, they say, is unalloyed. He did his errand and they turned about, And both went back to help the father out. LXXXIX. His arm was swollen more than at the first, More difficult to set in consequence, Though Dr. Whitman said 'twas not the worst That might have come to him. " A little hence," Continued he, " if this young man is versed In such affairs, we will at least commence The operation ; " and they soon succeeded, Will rendering assistance when 'twas needed. xc. Two doctors practised at the village then, One being old and rich : the other one Had ridden several years, some eight or ten, And it was evident that he'd begun To take the lead from Dr. Whitman, when The latter met with Will. And when he'd done For Mr. Hayden what he could, he said To Will, while sitting by his father's bed, 224 AVILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. xci. " Where had you thought of hanging out your shingle ? I'm half inclined to want to keep you here ; For five and forty years I've practised single, But I grow lazy now from year to year ; I never fancied very much the jingle Of doctors' partnerships, but you appear Quite well informed, perhaps you'd like to try The thing a while together, you and I. XCII. " I'd like to set you on your feet ; besides, I'd like to knock my rival off his pins." A sweet benevolence, which thus divides, In generous fashion, with the common sins Of selfishness and envy. Conscience strides Into the saddle when the race begins, But leaves one stirrup empty all the while, For such companionship as may beguile XCIII. The dull monotony of virtue's ways. " The apparatus I've already got, Some horses, books, a practice still that pays," He said, " and might have more as well as not, If I could do as in the early days I did do, when I showed them what was what, As you can now if you will do the work That I did then, which now I'd like to shirk." xciv. The conversation then grew scientific, Or rather technical, as also quizzical ; As Dr. Whitman seemed to be prolific Of questions appertaining to the physical WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. 225 Of man ; and what was reckoned a specific, For his diseases, dropsical or phthisical, Acute or chronic ; much of which was said, To ascertain if Will were fairly read. xcv. While they conversed, and Mr. Hayden lay, A silent listener, their words, somehow, Began to drive the cloud of mist away, Through which he'd looked at both of them till now ; Until the doctor seemed but common clay, And Will was competent, he must allow, To talk intelligently, and sustain His own position in fair science' fane. xcvi. And then the glamour of distinction seemed, To Mr. Hayden, to be growing less. Approaching deities are less esteemed Than those who dwell in some far off recess : The ancient gods of wood and stone were deemed. But representatives of mightiness Of gods who ruled the destinies of man, From far away, as Jupiter or Pan. XCVII. " No man's a hero to his valet," so An old French writer said, and so I view it. No set of men are heroes whom we know, No calling sacred to those who pursue it. Its halo loses largely of the glow, With which it was surrounded ere they knew it, Except by vague and magnified impressions, As Mr. Hayden did the learned professions. 226 XCVIII. When, by his deeds of love and virtue done, Had Jesus, long ago, made such a stir, They asked each other, " Isn't this the son Of Joseph (whom they knew) the carpenter ? " " Can any good thing," grimly queried one, " Come out of Nazareth ? " as if it were Not fit that any mighty things should be Accomplished by a son of Galilee. xcix. Thus Mr. Hayden had regarded Will, As natively inferior to those He thought were born to higher life, until He saw them face to face, and saw him pose So well with one who used to have, and still Had many a healing balm for human woes ; But when the other left with words like these, " You'll pay the junior partner if you please," c. He would have trusted him to even set A dislocated shoulder, though 'tis wise, I think myself, to let young doctors get Their practice slowly, and to exercise Their talents under supervision yet A little while, until they've learned to prize Experience, as well as education, which It is her province largely to enrich. ci. Will went to town to prearrange details, The Dr. offered him some rooms up stairs, And partly furnished, from the fair avails Of his prosperity. Some slight repairs, WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. 227 Or changes, prompted him to say, " What ails It now for keeping house ? " and their affairs Appeared to him and Nellie both to be Quite promising, so far as they could see. en. He waited patiently and patientless, Except his father, for a week or two, And that, though not the very best success, Was not the worst that young physicians do ; A hasty call, a patient in distress, The case unlike the ones presented through The books and lectures, as they seemed to be, Has puzzled many a newly fledged M. D. cm. But by and by his senior had a call, To go and see a man who, gruff and grim, Lived on the mountain slope ; whose turbid gall Had made him feel, that day, " uncommon slim." The evening shadows had begun to fall, And so the Dr. sent Will up to him. When he arrived, he found the man in bed, In spite of which, he vigorously said, civ. " I sent for Dr. Whitman, whom I knew, Before you ever saw the light of day ; When I want you to come, I'll send for you, And that is all, young man, I have to say." And Will concluded it were best, in view Of what he had said, that he come away ; But Dr. Whitman laughed and said, " We'll find Another for you shortly, never mind." 228 WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. ev. And sure enough, next day, when he was gone, To see the one who thus rejected Will, A young man came who said they sent him on, To get a doctor for some children, ill With scarlatina ; and he went anon, And this time managed so to fill the bill, As to commence a practice which increased As fast as he expected, at the least. cvi. Nate Alden's wife and 'we will not go back To where we last saw Nate, except to say That he, alas ! pursued the downward track, That gaming took the place of harmless play, And drink came also in its wake, to sack The moral citadel, and take away Still more of virtue, righteousness and truth, The priceless jewels of both age and youth. cvn. His wife, whom Will had slightly known of yore, Came early to him to implore his aid ; To know if, through his Esculapian lore, Some new discovery had not been made Or if some remedy were known before By which the ghost of Bacchus could be laid ; And then perchance his gambling habit might Be broken up, and he be set aright. CVIII. Will said the ailment was a moral one, Which only moral remedies would touch ; And in the present case so long had run, That even they might not accomplish much ; 229 But if the treatment were to be begun, The circumstances of the case were such As might suggest, he thought, as being fit, Some method like the following, to wit : cix. He said, " If I were you, I'd try instanter, The homoepathic system, which is this, 4 SimUia, similibus, curanturj Or ' like cures like,' which might not come amiss : And you, perhaps, could be the wise enchanter, To conjure up the metamorphosis, From guilt to innocence, without the loss Of gold or crucible, or even dross. i ex. " That is, if pleasure's dross, as we are told, By those who would persuade us to eschew it, Although the contrary is true, I hold ; According to the light in which I view it, All righteous pleasureh are but sands of gold, When life is waning, helping to renew it ; But Nathan simply carries things too far, And tries to get more pleasures than there are. CXI. " And now, if anything, I would propose That you yourself, at once begin to play At euchre, high-low-jack, and games like those ; And thus induce him, if you can, to stay Much more at home. The places where he goes, Are bad ; and if he could be kept away, His vices might, perhaps, be overgrown, By something better, heretofore unknown." 230 WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. cxn. But Mrs. Alden sadly shook her head, As if it were a point she couldn't see ; She didn't hold to playing cards, she said, And then the deacon and his wife would be So shocked, and deem that she was so ill bred They lived at Deacon Alden's, Nate and she, And so were hedged about by virtues such As gain so little while they seek so much. CXIII. When Rev. Mr. Talmage says, " I hail The rod of fisherman and sportsman's gun " Those cruel implements why should he quail Before the ace of spades, or turn and run, From euchre more than chess ? Why should he fail To recognize the little boyish fun That comes of seven-up, old sledge or whist, And put them on his recreation list ? cxiv. Nate would have furnished rather poor material, With which to try a nice experiment, And such experiments must needs be serial, To show if they would be beneficent: Will's moral castle might have proved aerial, Or more substantial but by accident ; But as he couldn't try his method so, We cannot say if it were wise or no. cxv. Will thence proceeded on his peaceful way, And helped his fellows when and where he could, And helped himself, it is but fair to say, As others do, and as perhaps they should ; WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. 231 We all to some extent are beasts of prey, And he was but comparatively good, And as the story is so nearly through, We'll only follow him a year or two. cxvi. The lamps were lighted in the quiet town, Where he and Nellie lived ; and Nellie rose From where. she sat, and laid the baby down, He having now forgotten all his woes, When Dr. Whitman's wife, whose locks of brown Were being whitened by the falling snows Of age, came up the stairs to ask if she Would meet the ladies of the church, to see cxvn. About the coming yearly festival, And make arrangements for it, such as would Be best adapted to the annual Associations of the brotherhood, In social gathering ; the prodigal To be invited with the " unco good," And asked to spend his substance there in giving, If not in riotous and rapid living. CXVIII. The meeting was at Mrs. Whitman's, so 'Twould not be very inconvenient then, For Nellie, while the baby slept, to go ; And Will would probably be back again, From visiting some village patients ; though He didn't come till rather late, and when He did, they asked him to the council too, To hear of what they had designed to do. 232 CXIX. And say if their designs should yet be changed, For they had got them pretty well laid out, Though one or two were partially estranged From what was general, and were in doubt As to the wisdom of the plans arranged, Which they were still in some debate about ; Although the great majority were still In favor of them, when they called on Will. cxx. The proposition was to introduce Some lottery schemes, by which to sell some things They'd bought and made, for ornament or use, At higher prices than the market brings ; For which they merely offered the excuse, That 'twas for righteousness, which often flings Its mantle over doubtful methods, such As common sinners cannot safely touch. CXXI. They'd had the same thing once or twice before Substantially the same and liked it well ; At least they liked the golden fruit it bore, It having helped materially to swell The gross amount of what they had in store ; 'Twas a commodity that seemed to sell : Hence they proposed on this occasion, when The time should come, to offer it again. cxxn. What says the Dr. ? " asked a lady who Had engineered it largely, whereupon Will rose and said, " 'Tis not my province to Attempt to dictate, either pro or con ; WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. 233 But I will tell you what I tried to do, An hour ago or so, while I was gone, As yet apparently without success, But I consistently could do no less. CXXIII. " I had a patient at the tavern, whom I went to see a little after dark, And in the hall, when coming from his room, I met three fellows who were on a lark. The light was rather dim, but in the gloom, I saw their faces, and I knew Bert Clark, And Nathan Alden, Deacon Alden's son, But didn't recollect the other one. cxxiv. " ' Say Doc,' ejaculated Nate, ' come in, Along with us ; perhaps you'd like to play A game of poker either lose or win, And I've done more or less of both to-day.' And as they were about to re-begin, I went into the room where he and they Were playing * penny poker ; ' or at least They had been, but at supper time had ceased. cxxv. " They all sat down, and left a place for me, Requesting me to take it. ' No,' said I, ' 1 incidentally dropped in to see What you were doing, and to also try To get you all to promise and agree To neither drink nor gamble.' Nate's reply Was singularly pertinent, I thought, To one of the proposals I had brought. CXXVI. ;< < No doubt,' he said, < it is a pleasant thing To be so virtuous and good and true ; ' Then holding up his hand so as to bring His little linger into plainer view, Continued, ' do you know I got that ring, By gambling for it in the church that you Belong to now, of which my father was The senior deacon ? Better have a clause cxxvu. Inserted in the creed or government, That shall prevent the wicked practice there ; And then its emissaries may be sent To places where they gamble fair and square, With some consistency.' Bert said, * I spent What money at the church I had to spare, But I had nothing for it when I'd done. The chances here are better, two to one.' CXXVIII. " I made reply by saying what I could, And say it honestly, in such a case, But that was little, and that Nathan should Have made his statement with so good a grace, And that I knew that he could make it good, And at his pleasure throw it in my face, I much regretted ; and I could but see, That he in some sense had the best of me. cxxix. " And now you may, perhaps, anticipate, What, speaking further, I would further say ; But I intended simply to relate What came to me in this peculiar way; WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. 235 And you the lesson may appropriate, Or may reject its teaching, yea or nay : 'Tis not my province, as I said before, To dictate to you, and I'll say no more." cxxx. This tale is one of fiction ; or in part Fictitious, though with much of truth combined ; But true, according to the mystic art Of story telling or at least designed To be so to the facts of history's chart ; Or true to nature, as in humankind Developed ; but I'm not prepared to show If their designs were carried out or no. cxxxi. I've preached that way myself from year to year, And now church lotteries are less in fashion ; But whether from the preaching, isn't clear, Or whether from subsidence of the passion ; The clearing of the moral atmosphere, The enterprising and devout Caucasian Has been surrounded by ; the world's advance In knowledge, which all virtues should enhance. cxxxn. " Kind nature gives our blood a moral flow," Somebody says, from whom my memory quotes, Arid this of churches, as of men, is so, Although their eyes contain some moral motes, Which seems to make their progress rather slow, Though just as sure from all prophetic notes As e'er my hero's was, when nature gave him, Of moral leanings, just enough to save him. 236 CXXXIII. And if she's done as much for you and me, And given us the aspirations high, That tend to make us what we ought to be, And lead us gently to the by and by Of truth and righteousness for all so free- We should be thankful for it, you and I, And ever pray that we may thus be led, Till all our sins are crucified and dead. cxxxiv. My story's told. It was designed to show What may be done by culture and progression. I took an ordinary boy, you know, And one who, at the time, was in possession Of ordinary faculties ; which grow By normal use ; and in the learned profession, Which he had chosen for a livelihood, He sought his own and others' highest good. cxxxv. And in the same direction both must lie No man may wrong his fellows with impunity, And whoso would be blest himself, must try To bless mankind, as he has opportunity ; And much of happiness will come thereby ; Because men's interests are more in unity, Than in the selfish past they e'er have seemed ; Than kings and conquerors have ever dreamed. cxxxvi. Life is at best a game, and he who plays By nature's honest rules, is sure to win ; Although at times, in this world's crooked ways, His tricks are taken by the trumps of sin : WILLOUGHBY'S WISDOM. 237 But he a broad and deep foundation lays, And when at length the cards are gathered in r When all dissimulation shall have ceased He'll surely have the odd one at the least. CXXXVII. The sweets of life should sparingly be tasted, Or haply left untasted as we pass. With selfish pleasures life is often wasted, And we are left to cry, alas ! alas ! And nature has her placards duly pasted On post and fence and tree, " Keep off the grass," As city fathers do on boulevards ; And none may safely scale the moral bars. CXXXVIII. The good alone are happy. Even they Are so entangled in the sin and woe Of those behind them in the upward way, That unmixed happiness they seldom know. And yet that vice was never made to " pay," As virtue does, the facts of life will show, Should they be traced sufficiently to see What their legitimate results may be. cxxxix. The moral world, so little understood, Is one of justice and of recompense, Wherein alone the evil and the good Are both determined by the inner sense Of well developed man and womanhood Of noble aspirations, gleaning thence Some slight capacity to rightly read The higher law and the diviner creed. 238 CXL. To build a character, and do it well, Should be the aim of life ; and yet how few, In moral architecture so excel, As even Willoughby ; who might review His life with some regrets, for what befell Therein of wrong and error, which may you, My reader, shun, at least in some degree, Acquiring more of wisdom than did he. FOURTEEN DAY USE RETURN TO DESK FROM WHICH BORROWED This book is due on the last date stamped below, or on the date to which renewed. Renewed books are subject to immediate recall. 22Nov'55PW NOV 81955LU LD 21-100m-2,'55 (B139s22)476 General Library University of California Berkeley THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY b