#4**- 2. /^ ROWENY IN BOSTON H BY MARIA LOUISE POOL AUTHOR OF "DALLY" ETC. NEW YORK HARPER & BROTHERS, FRANKLIN SQUARE 1892 Copyright, 1892, by HARPER & BROTHERS. All rights reserved. CONTENTS. CHAP. PAGB I. MARTHA S. TRYING "TO GIT A FIT" i II. GOING BY BOAT 17 III. INVITED TO A SEA-ANTS 34 IV. MAJOR STANGER 48 V. A BUNCH OF MATERIALIZED PINKS 63 VI. A LETTER FROM THE COUNTRY 76 VII. SOME SALESLADIES 90 VIII. PHILIP S VISIT 103 IX. AT THE THEATRE 121 X. AT A BROWNING CLUB 137 XI. GEORGIE 154 XII. THE ADVENT OF MARMADUKE 171 XIII. A LITTLE TALK 188 XIV. MR. FOSTER S SISTER 204 XV. A HORSEMAN 219 XVI. SOMETHING ON HER MIND 234 XVII. THE EPISODE OF MARY JANE JEWETT. ... 250 XVIII. ON LOVE 266 XIX. FERDINAND IN TROUBLE 282 XX. MARMADUKE AND MARTHY S. MAKE THEM SELVES USEFUL 297 XXI. ON CHARLES STREET 3 3 XXII. ALLESTREE S PROPOSITION 323 XXIII. CONCLUSION . 337 2137721 ROWENY IN BOSTON. I. MARTHA S. TRYING "TO GIT A FIT." " WHICH one of them Tuttle girls is it that is so sut on goin to Borston ?" " I should think you d know thout bein told. It s the one that wears that soft felt hat with scarcely no trimmin on it to meet n ." The relation between wearing a scantily dec orated soft felt hat and being " sut on goin to Borston " seemed very clear and close to this speaker, however obscure it might appear to the ordinary human being. Mrs. Warner s two daughters always wore very stiff hats with large quantities of cheap flowers on them, and they had never announced any intention of visiting Boston. Perhaps, therefore, their mother had her reasons for coming to her present conclusion. " I want to know !" exclaimed Martha Hancock. 2 ROWENY IN BOSTON. " Then it s Roweny. Wai, she never was like your girls, Mis Warner. Of course Hiram Tut- tle can t give her a cent to go with. And then the temptations there. I hope she won t come to no bad end." Mrs. Warner drew in her lips and shook her head. She remarked that she had been greatly blessed in her children, but that there was a mighty sight in bringing up. She didn t be lieve, if she did say it herself, that either of her girls would ever git a notion that they must go where their parents never d been. Of course no one could tell what would happen, but she did think that wouldn t happen. Miss Hancock shook her own head in sympa thy. She was forty-four years old, and had never married. She always said, when rallied on this fact, that she had never been inclined to matri mony. She saw enough of it in the lives of her married friends. The apparent acidity of this speech was attributed to the fact that no one, so far as was known in the neighborhood, had ever desired to marry Miss Hancock. The people in this village were not given to be lief in those words of Thackeray s that any wom an may wed any man, if she makes up her mind to it. On the contrary, they were sure that all the old maids in the world were so from dire necessity. Miss Hancock was commonly called " Marthy ROWENY IN BOSTON. 3 S.," to distinguish her from another Martha with the same surname who lived in the same district. When Marthy S. mentioned her vocation, she said she " dressmaked " for such as wanted her. She would usually add that, though she made no pretensions to being stylish, she did think she could put a touch on to a garment that could be equalled by few. This was true, although in a different sense from what she meant it. Her patrons, or her victims, always presented the same trussed ap pearance across the chest, and always suffered from the same sense of restraint in the elbows. Naturally, those who had never had any other dress-maker, and these were many in this locali ty, believed that to be trussed, and to be con fined at the elbows, was the condition of woman when she was " dressed up " it was one of the inevitable misfortunes of being born feminine in stead of masculine. Marthy S. took in The Fashion Delineator and she did not think it necessary to go anywhere to see what "folks were wearing." She frequent ly made up patterns. She said she wouldn t give in to anybody in the matter of making up patterns. Sometimes she was asked if she had ever been in Boston. She always replied : " No, but she had been in Providence." 4 ROWENY IN BOSTON. It seemed to her that the fact of her having seen the capital of Rhode Island would in a way establish her as a traveller, and would atone for her not being familiar with Boston. Her Uncle George had taken her to a restaurant in Provi dence and they had each had an oyster stew. She often mentioned this stew as being one of the most delicious dishes she had ever tasted. I do not know why it is, but the person who comes from the real country to a city always or ders an oyster stew at the eating-house where he stops, and he feels a certain sense of exhilarating dissipation when he eats it, and when he pours in some of the table-sauce he has a sense that he is a cosmopolitan. He thinks he would give a great deal if he could take all his meals at a restaurant. He reads with awe and enjoyment those curious names of wines on the other side of the bill of fare. But he is a Son of Temper ance. Mrs. Warner was " running the machine " while Marthy S. cut and basted. At intervals there were pauses while one of Mrs. Warner s daugh ters would be " fitted." This fitting was some times very tedious, and the person undergoing it would at last get very squirmy. It was not agreeable to have Miss Hancock standing by you with her mouth full of pins, pulling you here and pulling you there. She confessed that ROWENY IN BOSTON. 5 she did not, at such times, think anything about the sufferings of her patient. She only thought of "gittin a fit." The youngest of Mrs. Warner s daughters was about sixteen. She was pale and thin and nerv ous-looking. She was considered to have grown too fast. It was she who was now beneath Miss Hancock s hands. At first she was very calm and patient. She was acting upon a firm resolve she had made, and privately communicated to her sister, that " she wouldn t git into no tan trums this time." But after a while she became fascinated by the way Marthy S. put pins into her mouth. The child watched with ever-increasing horror. It seemed to her that no human mouth could hold so many pins, and still they went in and disap peared behind those thin lips. Why did not the points of some of them pro trude through the dress-maker s cheeks ? How large was that mouth inwardly, anyway ? Viewed from the outside, it was small, and nipped in at the corners. Eunice began to grow faint from standing. Objects were vague before her. She suddenly grasped Marthy S. around the waist, leaned upon her, and cried out, brokenly : " Oh, you ll swaller um ! you ll swaller um !" Miss Hancock made a gurgling, rattling noise, 6 ROWENY IN BOSTON. and hastily ejected a great many pins into the palm of her hand. She had almost swallowed them in her sudden alarm lest Eunice would faint. She put the child down on a lounge while the mother brought out the camphor. "You d made anybody swaller a rhinoceros, yelling like that," cried Miss Hancock, in uncon trollable anger, when she saw a tinge of color coming to the girl s face. Eunice sobbed. She turned her eyes to her mother. " She d got in twenty-nine, mother," she said, " and I knew if she put in the thirtieth I couldn t bear it, n she did," with another sob, " she put it in." " It s none of our business if she puts in a bushel of pins," said the mother, soothingly. " But I tell you I can t endure to see her do it," cried Eunice, hysterically, pushing aside the camphor-bottle and spilling some of the liquid in her eyes. " Rowena Tuttle says that pins don t hurt dress-makers, even when they do swaller um. And she didn t think they d hurt Miss Hancock, anyway." " Did she say that ? Did Roweny Tuttle say that?" indignantly asked Marthy S. But why should it make one angry to be thought able to take pins safely into the inter nal economy ? Particularly, why should one ROWENY IN BOSTON. 7 whose calling is that of a dress -maker be an noyed by any such cause ? Poor Eunice was trying to clear her eyes of the camphor ; she was using her mother s apron for that purpose, and she did not see the warn ing looks which her parent directed to her. She went on with entire recklessness : "Yes, Rowena said so, n when I said I didn t believe that pins was good fur anybody, she said your stomach must be lined with um, and when a person had a brass inside, a few pins more or less wouldn t make no dif runce." " How silly you do talk, Eunice !" said Mrs. Warner. " She don t mean nothin , Marthy. She s kinder high-strickey, she is." Eunice was laughing and crying, and could not say whether she meant anything or not. The waist of her new blue cashmere was pinned about her, and her arms were bare. She huddled a shawl on her shoulders. " You re dretful foolish to talk so," whispered her mother. " You see Marthy s jest s mad s she can be." But Eunice did not seem to repent. The dress-maker had turned to the table where she had been " cutting out." She lifted the long shears which lay there and viciously snapped them in the air. One felt sure, from her action and from the expression of her face, that if 8 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Rowena Tuttle had been between those blades in reality, as she was in Miss Hancock s imagi nation, Rowena Tuttle would have been cut in twain. Marthy presently bethought herself that she was a professor. She walked about the room with the shears uplifted in her hand. " I never could endure that girl, anyway," she said, in a high voice, " n I sha n t like her any bet ter now, you may be sure, Mis Warner. What is one of Hiram Tuttle s girls, I sh d like to know, more n other folks? And she er stickin up her nose at everybody !" " She don t stick up her nose." These words came very decidedly from the lounge where Eunice sat. " She s jest brighter than some people, that s all." " Eunice !" Mrs. Warner spoke severely. "Let her go right on, Mis Warner; let her go right on," said Marthy S., red with excite ment. "Well, she is brighter," persisted Eunice. Possibly the girl was taking her revenge for the uncomfortable way in which Miss Hancock had pinched and pushed her while trying to get a fit. Mrs. Warner now informed her daughter that whether she was faint or not, if she spoke an- ROWENY IN BOSTON. 9 other word in the next ten minutes she should leave the room. This threat had its effect. There was entire silence on the part of Eunice. Her mother again told Miss Hancock that " it was only them chil dren s silly talk, V she didn t think Marthy ought to take it so serious." It is so very easy to be calmly cheerful over an annoyance which affects some one else. It may be that Mrs. Warner s cheerfulness irritated the dress-maker. At any rate this latter person repeated that dreadful motion with her shears, and she remarked in a shrill voice that " Mis Warner hadn t been told she had a brass in side." " Law !" responded the other, comfortably, " I almost wish I had got one ; then mebbe fried cakes n pickles wouldn t be so apt to hurt me." She went on to say for the third time, with great seriousness, that she did think that Mar thy was making a great deal too much of a few thoughtless words that " didn t really mean nothin ." After a few more minutes had passed the dress maker resumed her work. Eunice was unpinned and allowed to put on her old gray wool gown. She was sulky and did not attempt to speak, even when the time prescribed for silence had passed. Miss Hancock s scissors hissed through the 10 ROWENY IN BOSTON. blue cashmere and the cambric with dangerous swiftness. Mrs.Warner s sewing-machine whirred on with pauseless industry. The winter sunlight came in at the small -paned windows and fell brightly on the gay braided rugs on the yellow floor. The cat placed herself in the middle of the sunshine, curled her tail about her front paws and blinked and purred. Eunice sat for some time by one of the win dows and stared out on the narrow road, which made a turn here, and went off straight up a long hill. At the turn was a guide-board, and on the board the words "To Boston 29 miles;" there was also a hand with the stump of an index fin ger pointing up that hill. That direction might have said 290 miles to Boston, and the idea of distance would not have been any greater to the child looking at it. People around here were not in the habit of going to Boston. Nothing called them there. The nearest railroad station was eleven miles away. It was true that there were people over in the " middle village " who often went to the city. But this hamlet was in effect almost as remote as if it had been a great deal farther away from any large town. Up at "the Corners" there was a boat-shop where they built boats, and from which, about once a week all the year round, a man drove to Boston with two boats. The smaller was set ROWENY IN BOSTON. II into the larger, they were fastened on two pairs of wheels very far apart, and drawn by one horse. The driver started in the morning. The next day he returned, sitting on a folded horse blank et near the front wheels. Eunice often thought this man must know the world thoroughly. She envied him. Now as she sat with her forehead pressed against the glass she heard the rattling of wheels coming down the long hill. She knew instantly that it was the rattle of the boat - cart on its way home. There was no snow, the road was hard and almost white ; everything passing over it re sounded. " There s Reuben Little comin home," said Mrs. Warner, as she stopped her machine and drew out a long seam from it. " It must be mighty tedious drivin so fur in the winter-time." " I guess Reub keeps liquor enough down to make the time pass tollable well," responded Marthy S. " I should think his wife d hate to have him go to Borston so, where he c n git liquor so easy." The dress- maker threaded her needle before she added that wives had to put up with a good many things that they d have dif runt if they could. Mrs. Warner said "that was so" with more fervor than she would have employed if she had 12 ROWENY IN BOSTON. not wished to propitiate Marthy S. for the treat ment she had received at the hands of Eunice. Meantime the four wheels had clattered down the incline, turned with dangerous shortness round the corner, and had very unexpectedly stopped a little beyond the house. Mr. Little apparently did not wish to take the trouble to leave his position among blankets and old buffalo robes. He made a beckoning move ment with his whip towards Eunice, who imme diately dashed out of the side door and ran up to him. The man finally disinterred a brown paper package from somewhere near his feet. He held it out to Eunice. " Roweny had me git that framed in Borston," he said, " V she told me to give it to you when I come by. They said where they put on the frame that it was ruther good for a emmytoor. Mcbby you know what a emmytoor is. I don t. I told um my niece done it. I let urn know she could do lots better n that. Clk ! Git up!" He swung the whip around, the horse started, the wheels began to rattle. Eunice dashed back into the house again. Her mother and Miss Hancock had been watch ing her with that keen curiosity which seems in separable from a life among such surroundings. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 13 They both hung over Eunice as she tore the wrappings from her parcel. " I declare !" exclaimed Mrs. Warner, in undis guised delight, " ain t it jest as nat ral as life ? N there s the old butternut, n I do believe it s the roan cow by the brook there. N the chim ney look at the chimney !" In the speaker s mind it seemed little short of marvellous that a chimney could be made so "life-like." It was a water-color sketch of the old Warner place. Perhaps it was crude, perhaps it showed great ignorance, but there was something in it that was able to hold the attention for a mo ment, something which might make one say: There is life." To those now gazing at it the sketch seemed phenomenal. A gray house with a two - story front, and sloping down to one low story over the kitchen. No projection, no "jet " at the eaves, everything bare and rigid. An immense chimney with many chinks in it ; a stretch of meadow at the right with a brook running through it, and some cows standing. Not a tree, save one distant butter nut and some young willows by the stream ; a pale-blue summer sky overhead. Eunice breathed a long breath of delight. Mrs. Warner was stepping here and there to get new 14 ROWENY IN BOSTON. views of the picture. Her face also was ra diant. Marthy S. preserved an unflattering calmness of demeanor. She said she never seen no sky but what was bluer n that. Eunice cast a withering glance at her, but did not think it worth while to speak. "The grass ain t anywhere nigh green enough," went on the dress-maker, feeling her critical pow ers expanding with use. "And I never noticed that medder when there wa n t more crows flyin over it." Here she sniffed very decidedly, and said that anybody could make a picture as good as that. Eunice now lost her ability to keep silent. She looked up at Marthy S. "You re talkin like that," she said, with the unutterable scorn of youth, " because Rowena said that about pins. I should be ashamed to be so mean !" Mrs. Warner was still so pleased with the sketch that she could not rebuke her daughter as she ought to have done. Miss Hancock again was conscious of the strong necessity of remembering that she was a professor. " We ll hang it up in the parlor next to the scene," said Mrs. Warner, with pride ; " they ll kinder set each other off mighty well." ROWENY IN BOSTON. 15 There was a large chromo in the Warner par lor. It had been there ever since Eunice could remember. It consisted of a pile of mountains at the right, two deep chasms at the left, and in the middle, very far away, were the turrets of a massive castle. There was a red gloom over the whole like the hue on the stage when the red lights have almost died away. The name of this object was " A Scene in Ger many," but it was always deferentially mentioned in the family as " the scene." The possession of it was felt to confer a kind of distinction. Eunice had a vague feeling that she did not wish her gift to be placed near the scene. The only well-defined objection which she could urge, however, was that if this sketch were hung in the parlor no one could ever see it, for the par lor was always shut up. Miss Hancock had gone back resolutely to her basting. The sunlight had suddenly left the kitchen. There was only a brilliant glow in the west, which was reflected vividly on the old house and over the now brown meadow. A rush of bitter cold air from the north-west came against the doors and windows, making them rattle. Miss Hancock took her basting to the lightest place; she glanced out, thinking that she should 1 6 ROWENY IN BOSTON. have to borrow an extra shawl when she walked home after supper. As she looked she saw a figure coming from among a clump of pine-trees, through which the road ran to the west. It was the figure of a young girl walking rapidly. The dress-maker s aquiline face darkened with irritation as she gazed. " If that ain t her now," she exclaimed to her self. " I don t see how in time she happens to look so stylish, I declare I don t. She don t dress, nohow, but there s something or other about her." When the girl came nearer it could be seen that her fur cap was quite worn and shabby, and had been cheap to begin with. Her coarse blanket shawl was like other blanket shawls. Nevertheless, Miss Hancock was perfectly right, though rather indefinite, when she said of this girl that " there was something or other about her." ROWENY IN BOSTON. If II. GOING BY BOAT. "THERE S Rowena now," cried Eunice War ner, as a dark object went quickly by the win dow. The child started up and carefully put down the sketch she had been holding. " I guess she s come over to be thanked," re marked Miss Hancock, with some venom. Eunice had no time to retort, for the porch door opened immediately and Rowena Tuttle entered. "Take your things right off," said Mrs. War ner, hospitably, " n stay to supper. I s pose Georgiana s had to keep some scholars after school or she d be here by this time ; but tain t late neither. It does git dark so quick this sea son of the year." Rowena had nodded at the dress-maker and looked at Eunice. She sat down and threw back her heavy shawl. " No, I can t stop to supper," she answered. l8 ROWENY IN BOSTON. " I was down here to Mrs. Morris s, and so I came to see Gcorgie a minute." " She ll soon be to home now," responded Mrs. Warner. " We ve ben admirin the picture, Ro- weny. We set a lot by it already." " She s goin to hang it by the scene," said Eunice, discontentedly. "You know the scene, don t you, Rowena?" The girl smiled brilliantly. "Oh, yes." Then she seemed to restrain a laugh. She knew that the dress-maker was looking at her, and she also knew that, for some reason, there was malevolence in her gaze. When Rowena spoke she uttered her words in a clear-cut way that sometimes seemed almost incisive in contrast with the slovenly manner in which people chewed their syllables in this vil lage. This was one of the sins which were laid at her door. She was too good and too fine to talk like other folks, "and she nothin but Hiram Tuttle s daughter." From a child, however, Ro wena had taken to correctness of speech as some boys take to mischief as soon as they can com pass it. When she spoke, even in the most cas ual manner, there was a curious thrill in her voice which always made a stranger turn quickly to see who had spoken. She was hardly responsible for this, and if it suggested deeps, or heights, or any- ROWENY IN BOSTON. 19 thing in her nature out of the common, ought she to be blamed ? " It was awful good of you to give me that," said Eunice, with enthusiasm. " I thought you might like a keepsake when I m away," was the reply. "So, you re really goin , be ye?" asked Mrs. Warner, with some awe mingled with reproach in her speech. It could not be right for a girl to leave a good home where she might have a chance to sew straw part of the year and do slop work when straw was dull. It must be remembered that this was the one of Mr. Tuttle s daughters who was " sut on goin to Borston." "Yes, I am really going. I must have a chance, Mrs. Warner ; I feel that I must." As she spoke, the girl rose and walked to the window. She turned there and looked back at the woman who was preparing to make griddle- cakes for supper. As she moved across the floor one saw that it is not clothes that make a person " stylish," though clothes are not to be despised as aids. A woman is born stylish just as she may be born with blue eyes. The attribute may not be im mediately perceptible, but it is ready to appear at the proper time, if it be her birthright, as the second teeth come at the appropriate period. 20 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Rowena s rusty dress hung on her "with an air ;" the shawl slipped off her shoulders now as she stood there as shawls never slip from shoul ders undowered with that mysterious, elusive gift which Marthy S. could recognize, but could not achieve. " I suppose you think I am very wicked, Mrs. Warner," said Rowena. " I know your girls nev er would think of leaving home unless they were married." "I m terrible afraid you ll git into temptation, Roweny," said Mrs. Warner, stirring her cake bat ter rapidly. " Somehow it don t seem right." " Temptation ?" cried Rowena. " I shall be hard at work ; I shall have one little room and get my own meals. I shall live like a slave com pared with the way I live now." " Then why do you go ?" wonderingly ques tioned her hostess. " But I s pose you expect to make a lot of money. Now for a picture like that you give Eunice I shouldn t wonder if you d git as much as a dollar, or a dollar n a quarter, shouldn t you ?" " It s more likely I shouldn t get a cent," re plied Rowena. "But I ve got to make money, somehow. It s all father can do to let me have what I ve been earning this last year." " I should think," remarked Miss Hancock, now folding her work with remarkably quick ROWENY IN BOSTON. 21 motions, " I should think that a good principled girl d stay to home, if she had a home. Women that go gallivantin round hither and yon ain t thought much of by folks that keep where they should. Tain t gen rally liked here that you should leave your father n mother n brother n sisters, Roweny. I speak as a friend. It seems my duty to say what is gen rally thought." Rowena looked for an instant in silence at the dress-maker; a scarlet flush rose to her face as she did so. " I wonder why it is that when folks speak as a friend they are always so horribly disagreea ble," she said. " The truth ain t always pleasant, Roweny," responded Marthy S., feeling an inspiring sense of having performed a duty. She had intended for a long time to tell this girl what folks thought. She now felt better nat- ured. She advanced from the window and in quired if Rowena had a pattern of that skirt, or did she git it out of The Delineator. She was told that she had no pattern, and it did not come out of The Delineator. " It ain t just right ; there s too much of a fall to the back, but still " began the dress-maker. Here the porch door again opened, and a short, thick-set girl came in impetuously and rushed across the room at Rowena, exclaiming : 22 ROWENY IN BOSTON. " I was most sure that was you I saw through the winder. Now you ve got to stay to supper, n Eunice n I ll walk home with you." This was Georgiana Warner, who taught school in the north district. She brought in a great whiff of fresh, keen air with her. She laid vio lent hands on Rowena, and carried off that per son s " things " into the bedroom, Mrs. Warner looking on admiringly the while. Everything Georgie did was admirable in her mother s eyes. What other girl of her age had earned a " cham ber set?" Who but Georgie could have com bined a herring-bone pattern with something else as indescribable as it was lovely, and have introduced the combination into a bed-quilt? The three girls clustered round the lamp-stand, leaving space for Marthy S. to continue to baste at one side of it. " Seems to me you re dreadful sober," at last said Georgie, after the sketch had been volubly commented on. In truth Rowena felt an odd tightness about her throat as she looked around the familiar room and listened to the familiar voices. " I don t know when I sh ll be here again," she said, huskily. " But you ain t goin fore next week," hastily exclaimed Eunice. " Uncle Reuben goes Monday with the boats. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 23 I m going with him to save money. I shall be too busy to come here again." Afterwards Miss Hancock felt constrained to say that Roweny Tuttle " did show some signs of feelin about leavin them Warner girls that night. Whatever end Roweny might come to, she certainly did show feelin that night." The snow was slow in coming this winter. The roads were still bare and hard on that day when Rowena came out of the door of her home as she heard her uncle Reuben s cart rumbling along the stretch of level ground from the west. At this moment she almost wished she had never " sut out " in this way. The cart stopped. Dimly she saw her father and uncle tugging and straining to get her trunk into the smaller boat, which was set down in the larger. Her mother and two younger sisters were clus tered about her. " Don t go out yet, Roweny, you ll only git chilled fore you start," said Mrs. Tuttle, her lips quivering as she spoke. " It ll take urn some time to h ist that trunk in. You might s well se down. Put your feet right on that stick of wood in the oven n keep um warm. I ll be wrappin up the soapstonc." Rowena sat down as she was bidden and put 24 ROWENY IN BOSTON. her feet, with "rubbers" over her boots, in the edge of the oven of the cook-stove. She could not speak. She had never felt so utterly miserable in her life. She hated Boston. She was no longer interested to know how the city looked. She did not know, after all, as she could ever learn to be even the most ordinary art student. It seemed utterly preposterous now that she had ever thought of trying to study art. She could not do it. She was struggling against a powerful desire to turn and fling herself in her mother s arms and declare that she could not leave her. Her ears heard dully her mother s voice saying : " You know I ve put the plum-cake n the corn beef n the bread in the right-hand top of your trunk. I wouldn t resk puttin in no pies nor no preserves, though I did want to, you re so fond of um. Your father s put the lamp kerosene stove in a separate box. Don t forgit to have Reuben leave it where you stop. You ll want it to boil your coffee and eggs, n do whatever you can do. I s pose you ll have to live mighty close. You know we sh ll send in victuals most every week by Reuben. Mrs. Tuttlc kept talking on as if she were afraid to stop. The sound of the commonplace words helped her not to break down entirely. When she had wrapped up the hot soapstone ROWENY IN BOSTON. 25 in an old newspaper that steamed about the stone, she came and stood by her daughter s chair. Rowena pulled off her mitten, put her hand out, and took her mother s hand in a close clasp. She could not help sobbing a little as she did so. " Don t, Roweny," whispered the mother, trem bling. " No, no, I won t. And Boston isn t so far but I can come back any day." "Arty day. And be dearly welcome." Now Mrs.Tuttle sobbed. Rowena pressed her cheek against the rough hand. " Mother, if you cry I shall feel like killing my self," she said, almost violently. " Sho, now! How foolish we be!" responded the mother, immediately swallowing her tears. One of the girls had gone to the window, and from that position she now announced that " Fa ther had got a ladder, n they were tryin to shove the trunk up on that. But it kep a-slippin back." " I hope I sha n t keep slipping back," remarked Rowena, with a hysterical laugh. Mrs. Tuttle laughed too, even more hysterical ly. She said she hoped they wouldn t hender Reuben too long. She was thankful the wind was in the north-west, and so Roweny wouldn t have to face it. The girl rose and walked about the room. She looked at everything in it as if she should never 26 ROWENY IN BOSTON. be there again. But she did not dare to look at her mother s face. " There ! The trunk has tumbled in," cried the observer at the window. " All ashore that s goin ashore !" shouted Un cle Reuben s jolly voice. Rowena hurriedly kissed her sisters, held her mother fast a moment, and heard the tremulous words : " I know you ll keep straight, Roweny. N don t forgit us." She ran down the path. Her father held the ladder in place, and she climbed up and stepped over into the boat. There were a great many blankets and shawls in the bottom of the boat. Mrs. Tuttle came out with the hot soapstone, which was carefully placed at the girl s feet by her father, who had come aboard with her. He also said : " I m sure you ll keep straight. P raps the Tuttles ain t no great for layin up, but they ain t crooked. Good-bye." He went down the ladder and then set it care fully against the fence. All the Tuttles were in the yard. They waved their hands. Uncle Reuben said " it wa n t nothin to go to Borston. Clk ! Git up !" In another moment the cart had gone round a curve. The Tuttles ran into the house. How ROWENY IN BOSTON. 27 the wind swept about ! How the dust blew over the frozen road ! There was a slight gray film rising in the north and west. Mr. Tuttle stood a good while by the kitchen stove with his hands in his pockets. He was a thin man with a stoop in his shoulders, a long face, with a great development on his head of the bump that is called benevolence. He would have been rather "beforehanded "if he had not twice " signed " for friends who were sure they could pay long before the notes were due. But they did not pay, and Mr. Tuttle had to raise the money each time. His wife had made him pledge himself never to sign again. He was now out of the debts so incurred, but he was no longer a young man. At last he said that if the wind got into the east he guessed there d be a tough snow-storm, by the way the sky looked. He walked out towards the barn. His wife, watching him, thought he was more bent than usual. " He always did think everything of Roweny," she whispered. Then she hurried about the house-work which had been "left standing." She was glad there was so much to do. She hus tled the girls off to school, for it was not yet nine o clock. 28 ROWENY IN BOSTON. When the boats passed the Warner place all the family came to the door. Rovvena stood up and flung out her hand. She saw that Georgie was crying. Uncle Reuben repeated his remark that " it wa n t nothin to go to Borston." After that Rowena wrapped herself heavily, and gave herself up to her thoughts. They were not quite so dismal, now the wrench of parting was over. She began to see the road-sides and the distant pastures. She thought the differ ent hues of brown were charming. She began to compound in her mind the colors she would use in sketching that far-away hill, where the stunted savins now looked blue-black in the cold air. All at once she became aware that Uncle Reuben was pulling in his horse and saying, " Whoa !" An open wagon was driven alongside, and a young man sprang out of it. In some way he managed to get into the boat with two or three agile movements. "You d better remember that these horses won t bear much courtin this weather," said Un cle Reuben, slapping his hands against his chest. Now he was in the boat with Rowena, the young man apparently had nothing to say. He stammered, and was very red. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 29 " I wanted to say good-bye," he at last began. "I think it was kinder mean not to let me say good-bye." " I am not hindering you," responded Ro- wena. Uncle Reuben chuckled. The young man, whose name was Barrett, felt it was very hard to have old Little sitting there listening. He had a clear vision of Little in the store the next evening telling every particular of this interview, with dreadful embellishments. Philip Barrett took a good grip of his resolu tion, and turning his back on the place where the driver sat, he murmured, in a pleading voice, " I do wish you d write to me, Roweny." " I shall be so very busy," was the reply, in the same murmur. " But think how lonesome I sh ll be ! I tell you I can t stan it, Roweny." Barrett reached down and seized the thick mittens that contained the girl s hands. At that moment his horse, left alone, began to walk forward, and its owner was obliged to straighten himself and cry out : "Whoa! Hold still, can t ye?" He saw that Rowena was smiling when he turned to her again. He grew more red. " Tain t no laughin matter with me, I c n tell you," he cried, indignantly. " I jest as lives hang 30 ROWENY IN BOSTON. myself if you don t write. Stop, you old brute, you ! Little, do git down V stop that boss !" " I m too stiff in the joints to keep climbin in n out er this rig," was the response. " Oh, I ll write," hastily said Rowena. Barrett squeezed the mittens hard for an in stant. Then he scrambled down somehow and ran headlong after his horse, which was now trot ting along the road. Mr. Little looked over his shoulder at his pas senger. He told her it must be a great thing to be a girl n have beaus ; but she did not reply. Finally the long stretches of country were left behind. There were large villages now. Rowe na looked at them eagerly. Then tall buildings, the gilded dome of the State-house, spires, chim neys were in sight. But it was a long time then before they reached the pavements. The film over the sky had increased. Some flakes of snow were falling when the boat-cart turned into At lantic Avenue, where the load was to be deliv ered. Rowena never knew how she got down. She had not known a city was like that. A " thick- settled place " she had expected, but not this rat tle and turmoil. She had a glimpse of ships and the water in the harbor when she rose to her feet in the boat. There was some joking among the men where ROWENY IN BOSTON. 31 they stopped about the passenger old Little had brought. She walked with her uncle to a melancholy- looking house on Hudson Street. This was where he took his meals while he was in Boston. He bought so many tickets for three dollars, he ex plained to her, and he used these tickets for his meals. The woman who kept this house would let Rowena a room. This woman came to the two as they waited in a dark parlor, which was supposed to be heated through a register. This register apparently opened into a boiler wherein cabbage was cooking in some underground regions. Mrs. Jarvis nodded at Rowena. She asked her if she had ever been in Borston before, and when the girl said " No," she said, "Indeed," and look ed at her in pitying surprise. Mrs. Jarvis was a very spare woman with a narrow forehead, and gray hair rolled up in that fashion sometimes called " pompadour." This roll appeared to increase the length of her face by a great deal more than the height of the roll itself. When Rowena first looked at her she had a bewildered idea that at least a third of Mrs. Jarvis s height consisted of face and hair. Mr. Little explained that this was the girl who wanted that room. Mrs. Jarvis said " Certainly," and went and said something down a spout which obviously led into the kitchen. This spout, so 32 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Rowena thought, must also act as a conductor of cabbage odor, for even a register going at its full capacity could not bring up so strong a fra grance. Mrs. Jarvis returned to the parlor, but had a preoccupied air, as if waiting to hear from the spout. She remarked to Rowena that she would find Borston very pleasant. She appeared to be about to say something more when a hollow sound was heard in the spout, and the lady immediately told Rowena that, as the servants were all busy, she herself would show her the room. Mr. Little, who was somewhat subdued, said he guessed he d go down and take his grub, and he disappeared in a place even darker than the parlor and hall were, and which Rowena after wards learned was the stair-way leading to the dining-room and kitchen. Rowena followed her hostess up four flights, and was then shown into a little room with a very small cylinder stove with no fire in it. " Shall you require fuel?" asked Mrs. Jarvis. Rowena felt very miserable and helpless. She said feebly that she would need a fire. She could hardly speak. "Fuel will be extry," said Mrs. Jarvis, "though some lets their room doors remain open dooring the day, and has heat from the halls." Rowena had not noticed that there was much ROWENY IN BOSTON. 33 heat in the halls, save what would unavoidably come in the warm cabbage vapor. It was at last settled that a servant should come immediately and make a fire. Mrs. Jarvis turned to go, but she came back to ask: " Shall you require meals?" "No." "You will do light house-keeping?" Rowena did not know just what light house keeping was, but she said she thought she should do it. Mrs. Jarvis said again that she believed Rowena would find Borston very pleasant. Then she went out into the hall. The girl sat down on the bed, and said aloud that she would go home with Uncle Reuben the next day. She was very hungry and very cold, and with all her emotions there was mingled a delirious desire to demolish that pompadour roll on the top of Mrs. Jarvis s head. At last the fire was made, her room was warm, and she had eaten some bread and corned beef from her trunk. There must be something stim ulating in corned beef, for Rowena now felt that she could better combat her inclination to re treat. 3 34 ROWENY IN BOSTON. III. INVITED TO A SEA-ANTS. ON the morning after her arrival at that house in Hudson Street, Rowena rose long before it was light. She felt that if she should fail of seeing her Uncle Reuben when he came for his break fast she should die. The fire had long since gone out in her stove. It seemed miles away, in an undiscovered and dreadful country, that the supply of kindling and coal probably was kept. She did not dare to turn on the gas lest some thing should explode. She knew that there was nothing gas liked so well as exploding. She would get a small kerosene lamp that very day. When kerosene exploded she knew where she was, or thought she did, which was equally com forting. She dressed herself in the semi-darkness. With a shawl wrapped about her she went out into the narrow, musty hall and leaned over, listening. An Irish servant girl came out of the room opposite and brushed indifferently by her. Rowena wished ROWENY IN BOSTON. 35 she dared to ask if she might come down and get some wood and coal, but the girl went clumping along flight after flight, and Rowena could not speak. The house was as mysterious to her as any Radcliffe Castle. Once, when some door was slammed open far down in the abyss, she heard a frightful sound, and did not know that it was the milkman s call. She wondered if she should al ways be trying not to cry. Presently there were more steps somewhere in the halls. She heard Mrs. Jarvis s voice asking somebody where " them tickets were," and then inquiring if " the reg lars had begun to come in yet." She could not hear the replies. She told herself that her Uncle Reuben must be more of a reg lar than otherwise, since he was there at certain times. The cabbage odor of the day be fore had become stagnant now, and the active perfume was that of frying liver and bacon, with something that was probably called coffee. Ro wena did not care whether she ever ate or not. She had no oil for her little lamp-stove, and no coal. She could not imagine when she should have any breakfast. But she could not swallow food. She knew that she must go down to the ground floor if she expected to see her uncle. He was part of her home. " My darling home," she said, in a whisper, and twisted her hands in her shawl. 36 ROWENY IN BOSTON. What if Reuben Little had eaten already and gone? She started hastily, but she was obliged to go slowly, it was so dark, and she was sure there were rents in the stair carpets. As she went on the smell of bacon became stronger and the sounds of dishes rattling louder. And this was Boston ! At last she finished her cautious descent and stood in the hall into which the street door was opening constantly to admit what she supposed to be the reg lars. Each deposited a ticket with Mrs. Jarvis, who sat at a small table in the open door-way into the parlor. Nearly all of this lady s patrons were of those who are obliged to be at their work at seven o clock. There was the most reduced flame of gas going at the mouth of the one burner which stood out from the wall high up towards the dingy ceiling. This blue flame revealed the fact that every one who came in was covered with snow. Few had umbrellas. There was a hasty stamping of feet, a flinging down of hats, a delivery of tickets, and then a rush down the stairs into the basement. It seemed to Rowena as she stood there shrink- ingly that nearly all of these were girls. Where did they all come from ? What were they doing? As they went by her each gave her one swift, cold glance. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 37 Mrs. Jarvis was constantly saying "good-morn ing " in a dry, impersonal tone. She kept her tickets in piles. She wore a wadded, loose morn ing-gown. It was-so much wadded, and had such a large pattern of palm -leaves on it, together with a hitherto unclassified tropical fruit, that the wearer looked very much as if she had wrapped her bed-comforter about her. The pompadour roll on the top of her head was so exactly as it was the night before that Rovvena, gazing tremu lously at it, felt almost sure that it must have been taken off and put in a box before its owner retired. In a lull in the arrivals Mrs. Jarvis leaned back wearily in her chair, and her wandering glance rested upon Rovvena. She said " good-morning " again, this time with a slight show of interest. The girl hurriedly advanced. " Do you know whether my uncle, Mr. Little, has come in yet ?" she asked, quickly. " I don t think so ; good-morning, Miss Chute," as a pallid girl in a long, straight " gossamer de posited her ticket, and then almost ran down the stairs. " I hope I haven t missed him," said Rowena, in a low, strained voice. "I presume not; I presume he will soon be here. Did you sleep well, Miss Miss "Tuttle," said Rowena, feebly. 38 ROWENY IN BOSTON. But Mrs. Jarvis did not hear her. Somebody had come to buy a package of twenty-five tick ets for three dollars. This person was a stout young man, with an ulster so long that it drag gled about his heels. Rowena had stepped into the parlor and was standing directly behind Mrs. Jarvis, leaning over that lady s chair and watch ing the door eagerly. She did not see the young man. But he watch ed her quite intently. As he put the tickets into his pocket she uttered a cry and rushed out into the hall again. "Holloa, Rovveny!" cried Uncle Reuben, stamping his feet briskly. " Bright n early, ain t ye? Grand snow-storm. Guess Phil Barrett 11 wish you could try his sleigh. If this keeps up I sh ll have to go back on runners. Of course, you ain t got to goin yet. Come down to break fast with me. I ve got lots of tickets. I ain t in any hurry. How do you like Borston?" Rowena caught the man s hand and held it fast. " I hate Boston," she answered, with subdued violence. "That s cause you ain t got to runnin yet. You ll think dif runt in a day or two." Uncle Reuben spoke so comfortably that the girl felt calmed. She went down-stairs with him. By this time the outward flow had set in ; but ROWENY IN BOSTON. 39 people were constantly filling up the empty places. Rowena did not see a single face ; there was for her only a confused nightmare-like med ley of human beings, a good deal of heavy, much- chipped white crockery, a lavish provision of food and drink, some talking and laughing, two black-haired Irish girls running back and forth between kitchen and dining-room, bearing plates and cups and saucers. Mr. Reuben Little felt that he was doing the honors of Boston. He conversed affably with the stout young man opposite, who had taken off his voluminous ulster, and now revealed a large, pale- pink necktie that bulged out a great deal in front, and threatened to retain a number of crumbs of bread and potato and some drops of coffee. It did not have the least effect on the pink neck tie that its wearer was constantly trying to thrust back into a more retiring position. Rowena did not know that this person was talking at her, though he never addressed her. But all the oth er girls at the table knew it, and most of them thought she was a bold piece to allow it. When she walked away they looked at her. The young man hurried up-stairs after her. He opened the front door with his ulster on his arm. Then he lingered. The clouds were breaking away. The sun was beginning to shine. Reuben Little would not, after all, be delayed 40 ROWENY IN BOSTON. by the storm. He said good-bye to his niece. He wondered why she clung to him so, and what made her so pale ; but he concluded it was be cause she hadn t got to runnin* yet. Mrs. Jarvis, still at her ticket -table, saw the parting. She told Rowena to come right into the parlor a minute and stand by the register. She spoke as if standing by the register would be very comforting. So Rowena did as she was bidden. She crouched by the iron lattice, and felt that her misery was greater than she could bear. After a time Mrs. Jarvis beckoned to her. Ro wena went to the woman s side and began to look at the pompadour roll, succumbing more and more to the strange fascination it had for her. "You ll soon be cheerful," said Mrs. Jarvis, feeling her rather dried-up heart going out some what towards this girl. "Of course, I m always busy, but if I have a minute I will try to make Borston agreeable. I think you ll find Borston very pleasant. It is a privilege to live here. Rowena tried not to groan. She said " thank you," and was moving towards the stairs, think ing she would go up to her cold room and cry the rest of the day. "Stop a minute, Miss Miss "Tuttlc," again said Rowena, and again her ROWENY IN BOSTON. 41 hostess did not hear her, for she went back to her table to take two tickets from two girls who were laughing so that they seemed to fall down into the lower hall. " I was going to say," went on Mrs. Jarvis, re turning, " that it would probably do you good to come into the parlor here this evening. We are going to have a sea-ants." Rowena looked and felt bewildered. But she was thankful to know that Mrs. Jarvis meant to be kind. " Madame Van Benthuysen will be present," said Mrs. Jarvis, with great unction. " Of course you have heard of Madame Van Benthuysen?" " No, ma am," said Rowena, conscious of a de praving ignorance. Mrs. Jarvis looked at her pityingly. The roll of hair even had a commiserating aspect. " Madame makes it her home in Borston," went on Mrs. Jarvis. " She resides in Harrison Avenoo. She says the mental atmosphere of this city is more congenial than the mental at mosphere of any other place. She sometimes speaks of it as soulful. I do not suppose there is a human being on the face of the globe as sen sitive to mental atmospheres as Madame Van Benthuysen." Rowena stood in silence. She was greatly per plexed. She wished, confusedly, that if the air 42 ROWENY IN BOSTON. here were soulful she might have a realizing sense of it. She had not thought of the air as being in the least like that. But perhaps it was differ ent in Harrison Avenue. " I shall be glad to have you present this even ing at about eight," resumed Mrs. Jarvis. "We expect the sea-ants to be peculiarly interesting. Madame gave me to understand that she was al most sure that her first husband, Major Stanger, who was killed in the battle of Bull Run, would be with us." Mrs. Jarvis made this ghastly announcement with the utmost satisfaction of manner. Rowenu felt her hair rising. How could she be present ? And yet it seemed ungracious to refuse. She wished Major Stanger would not appear. It was possible that an engagement in heaven or hell, or in some intermediate sphere, would keep him away. Still, the girl knew she must come ex pecting to meet the major. It was only in the vaguest and slightest way that Rowena had ever heard of Spiritualism, and she knew nothing of any of the terms used by its followers. " Have you ever attended a sea-ants?" inquired Mrs. Jarvis. " No, ma am. I don t know what they are." "Is it possible? And you don t know wheth er you could be a medyum or not ?" ROWENY IN BOSTON. 43 " Oh, no, no !" Rowena put out both her hands, as if warding off the thought. She began to make a backward movement towards the door. " You have that peculiar expression about the eyes that usually indicates great medyumistic powers," went on Mrs. Jarvis, showing a new in terest in her lodger. " Have you never had no thoughts of being developed ?" " Oh, no ! no !" cried Rowena again, this time more emphatically than before. A wild idea came to her that she would run away if there were danger of being developed. "You shrink now because you are ignorant," said Mrs. Jarvis. " Ignorance is always coward ly; it is only as you reach forward that you get into the full stream of spiritualistic light. I m sure madame will be interested in you. Don t fail to come at eight." Rowena did not know how she could es cape the sea -ants. She gave her promise to be present, thinking she might die before night. When she had climbed half the stairs to her room, she came back and asked if she might take up some fuel. She was shown into a dun geon underneath the house, where there was a quantity of coal and some small bunches of kin dling. She was told to come here for fuel, and 44 ROWENY IN BOSTON. did not know that she paid for having it carried to her room. An hour later she was sitting over her little stove, which was now red-hot. She had tidied her room, she had made a list of the things she must immediately buy. She must go out on the street. She wished that she had something be sides that heavy, coarse shawl a jacket, for in stance. But she must hoard all her money for her living and her lessons. She looked at a card she held in her hand. " Mr. Allestree, Studio 4, No. Tremont Street." In five minutes she was walking up Beach Street, with a small portfolio of her own sketches under her arm. She was very pale, and her heart beat heavily. She had to inquire her way a good many times ; and when at last she had mounted the broad and what seemed to her magnificent staircase of that building on Tremont Street, she found that Mr. Allestree would not come for nearly two hours. It was now not much after eight. She went back, and sat the two hours in her room. She could not buy tea, or kerosene, or any such vulgar necessity until she had seen Mr. Allestree. It seemed to her that she could hardly breathe until she had seen him. And perhaps he would not take her. She held herself in her room ten minutes after ROWENY IN BOSTON. 45 the time mentioned by some official she had seen in that place. She did not know whether to knock or go bold ly in. She knocked twice, and then had her hand on the latch, when the door was suddenly flung open from the inside by a lady who held a pal ette in her left hand, together with a maul-stick, and who had a paint-brush between her lips. As soon as she released the door she removed the brush from her mouth and said : " I don t know why you can t come right in." Rowena stepped in, and the door clanged shut behind her. She felt dazzled. She knew vaguely that there were busts and casts and statues and drapery and pictures, framed and unframed, ev erywhere about ; but what dazzled her was the woman who had opened the door, and who now stood looking at her with that calm kind of a gaze which one gives to an inanimate object which cannot look back. Rowena knew very well that she was only an object to this person ; she was indignant, but she was drawn all the same. The woman was dressed in something light gray and soft ; there was a fall of pale, thin silk at one side of her skirt, and some of the same silk was fluffed about her throat, and by some means stood up high, and, in a manner, framed the face, which was radiantly colorless, except 46 ROWENY IN BOSTON. for the lips. It was high-featured and thin and disdainful and questioning. It had a quantity of light, reddish hair, short and curly on the forehead hair of the exact hue of the thick eye brows and eyelashes. Rowena, who, even in her most embarrassed moments, involuntarily no ticed colors, said to herself: " Her eyes are green, and oh, how red her lips are!" " I wanted to see Mr. Allestree," said Rowena, at last, making a great effort. The woman now turned and walked off to an easel at the end of the room. She had evidently been at work there. As she walked she said that Mr. Allestree might not be in for an hour ; that Rowena might wait if she chose. Was she one of his pupils? Rowena shyly followed across the immense room. She was possessed by a desire to see this woman s work. " I want to be one of his pupils," she said. Her voice sounded so young, so clear, and it had so markedly that quality in it which has been mentioned that the other occupant of the room turned again, then deliberately put down her pal ette and other tools. "Have you brought some of your sketches in that portfolio?" she asked. "Yes." ROWENY IN BOSTON. 47 " Show them to me. I ve studied everything. Now I m digging at art. Show me your sketches." Rovvena resented the tone, but she obeyed the command. She was very slow in untying the rib bon which bound her portfolio ; her fingers trem bled so, and she could not steady them. The other woman watched her intently. " You have good hands," she remarked, coolly, not caring that the words made Rowena flush hotly. " I like them." Then she suddenly added : " I hope you haven t come here to Allestree just because you can daub placques, and put aw ful hints of daisies on squares of black satin to hang up in your rooms. Horrible things ! That s what most women do, and think it s art. If I can t do some real work, I shall ah, did you do that?" 48 ROWENY IN BOSTON. IV. MAJOR STANGER. Row EN A had at last spread open her portfolio. The first sketch that lay there was the original of the Warner homestead, a copy of which she had given Eunice. Her companion reached out a long, slim hand with an imperative motion and took the sheet. But she did not say anything, though Rowena stood looking at her with dilated, hoping, and fearing eyes. Every sketch was taken out and gazed upon slowly and keenly, and in silence. At last Rowena could bear it no longer. She walked to the easel, where this woman had been at work. Presently a voice close beside her asked : " What do you think of it ?" " I think it is bad," said Rowena. "And you dare to tell me so?" " Why not tell you so, since you asked me ?" The country girl turned an astonished glance at her interlocutor, who answered it angrily. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 49 "Mr. Allestree does not say it is bad," she re marked. " Perhaps it isn t ; I only think it is," responded Rowena, humbly, " and I am very ignorant." The other woman s face flushed and paled. Every movement of hers had a certain graceful, final decision in it, and was rapid without being hurried. She took up a brush and drew it across the landscape in oil, which was almost finished, on her easel. A broad line of crimson paint was left on the picture. The action seemed to have dissipated her anger. She turned with a sin gularly sweet smile to the girl who was close to her. " I knew it was bad all the time. I m not a fool," she said, " but all my friends praised it. They said I must stick to my latest fad, I was born to be an artist, and all that rot. You have told me the truth ; you can t lie. I might better have stuck to theosophy. What do you think of theosophy, Miss ?" " Tuttle," said Rowena, and as she said that word a vivid vision of Mrs. Jarvis and her morn ing-gown and her hair rose before her. " Miss Tuttle," said her companion, promptly, " what idea have you formed about theosophy?" " I don t know what it is," replied the girl, blushing with shame. " Nobody knows what it is," was the unex- 4 50 ROWENY IN ROSTON. pcctcd rejoinder, " but it is sometimes entertain ing to talk as if we knew. A whole lot of us meet here and there and talk and talk. It is great fun at first, but afterwards it gets to be a bore. But one must do something, or what s the use of living in Borston ?" The speaker was standing directly in front of Rowena. She spoke in a voice that was not high or loud, but that could be heard with a peculiar distinctness, each word being like a perfectly formed bit of marble suddenly chipped off and sent out on its mission. It was evidently a hab it, long cultivated, that she should speak thus. Rowena tried to listen understandingly, but she was waiting for the master to come, and she was wishing she dared to ask what this stranger had thought of her sketches. But of course she had not liked them, or she would have told her. Just then the great door of the studio clanged again. A large man in a fur-coat entered briskly. " There is Allestree," said the woman, in an undertone to Rowena, who began to tremble piti ably. She gathered her sketches hastily into her arms and hurried out towards the door. Alles tree saw her coming, and was sorry for her. "Another poor devil who thinks she can paint," he said to himself, as he threw off his cap and coat. She stood and waited. "Well?" he said. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 51 " Will you look at these ?" Rowcna now held herself straight and stiff. She was thinking she could go home. Her fa ther and mother would be glad to see her. She could get a school. The man glanced to where the other woman stood, far away, near her easel. "Good-morning, Miss Phillipps," he said. Rowena thought he dreaded to look at her work. Again she said to herself, " I can go home. If I can t get a school, I can do slop work." Allestree threw himself down in a long chair and put his legs on the foot-rest. " Give them to me, please," he said. She laid her armful across his knees. He took up a sheet. " H m," he said. He took up another sheet. Again he said "H m." He had so much beard on his face that the girl could not make out one expression more than another, and at last she lowered her eyes and waited in despair. Finally he turned himself sideways and looked at her. " Did you want me to give you lessons?" "Yes if you think " We ll make a beginning. Come to-morrow at eleven." 52 ROWENV IN BOSTON. He held out her sketches to her. She took them mechanically. It was all she could do not to cry with relief and joy. Since Allestree would teach her there must be some promise in her work. She did not know how she got to the door. As she was trying to open it Miss Phillipps walked quickly to her. " Here is your portfolio," she said. With two or three deft movements she fastened the sketch es in place. "Wait one moment outside for me," she said, and opened the door for Rowena, who stepped without, and stood dazed and tremulous. She thought of Uncle Reuben, and hoped she should soon "git to runnin ." The door swung open again, and Rowena was joined by Miss Phillipps in heavy furs. " It occurred to me that I could take you home," she said. " My carriage will be here. You seemed so overcome." The two went down the stairs. " You were afraid Allestree would not teach you?" "Yes." " He would not if he had not seen you had some talent. It s my opinion that you have a great deal. He took me because I am Miss Phillipps," with a little laugh. " Here s the car riage. Get in. Where do you live ? Hudson Street, driver." ROWENY IN BOSTON. 53 Miss Phillipps sat down beside Rowena, who was almost sure her senses were leaving her. But through the whole time a shrewd good sense had enabled her to guess that her companion was a person who had whims, and who could afford to indulge them. " I shall see you at the studio," remarked Miss Phillipps. " But you have spoiled your picture." " I spoiled that long ago. I shall begin an other. How old are you ?" "Almost twenty-two." " And I m thirty. I suppose you are very poor?" "Yes." " Don t look so proud. I m not going to offer you alms. Is this your place? What is that sign over the basement window ? Twenty- five tickets for three dollars tickets for what ?" " For meals." " Oh ! Do you have tickets ?" " No. I m going to do light house-keeping in my room at the top of the house." "Oh! Cook your own meals? I should like that much better. Perhaps when you know me well you will invite me to lunch ? You look as if you never would. Don t let your face show so plainly what you feel. What are you going to do evenings?" 54 ROWENY IN 15OSTON. " This evening I am going to a sea-ants in the parlor here," replied Rowena, with some desper ation in her manner. " A sea-ants ? Mercy ! Can it be there are still Spiritualists? I went through all that long ago." " I haven t been through it yet," said Rowena. The driver had been holding the door open for the last few minutes, but Miss Phillipps had put a detaining hand on Rowena s arm as she asked her questions. " Well, good-bye." Miss Phillipps smiled and leaned slightly tow ards the young girl as she said this. Rowena wished that she did not feel such a strong attrac tion towards this lady when she smiled like that. She stepped out onto the sidewalk. As she did so, Mrs. Jarvis looked from the parlor win dow. She was dusting that room that it might be in good order for the evening. The carriage rolled away through the mud and slush, and Rowena mounted the steps. Her cheeks burned and her eyes sparkled. Mrs. Jarvis came to the parlor door, which was always open into the hall. There was almost deference in her manner. "Wasn t that Miss Phillipps?" she inquired. "Yes." " I didn t know she was a friend of yours. I ve ROWENY IN BOSTON. 55 seen her preside at different meetin s, woman suf frage, and so on. She s a great reformer, I ex pect." Mrs. Jarvis looked at Rowena as if hoping she would explain. " She isn t a friend of mine. I never saw her before. She was at the studio. I don t know why she brought me here." Rowena thought she would be dishonest if she did not say this. "She must be very kind," remarked Mrs. Jar- vis, beginning to whisk her feather-duster again. As Rowena climbed the stairs she said to her self that Miss Phillipps did not seem exactly kind to her. And yet the girl had not resented the questions, nor the incisive abruptness of them. By supper-time Rowena told herself she was "settled," and felt as if she had been occupying that attic for months. She made tea and boiled eggs on the top of her kerosene stove. She dipped a tough-looking substance from a tin can labelled " Swiss Condensed Milk " into her soli tary teacup. She had some baker s rolls and something she had bought for butter. She had really begun to "room-keep;" she was doing light house-keeping. Even the dexterity and the thrift of a New England country girl cannot make it cosey or home-like to get one s meals on the top of a 56 ROWENY IN BOSTON. small oil-lamp stove. There is a certain desola tion about a boiled egg that has been hopping up and down in a saucepan over that flame. Rowena was conscious of the desolation, even in her triumph that Allestree would give her les sons. Besides, her eggs were store -eggs, and had forgotten that they had once been laid by real hens. She wished she had not spent her money for them, but had eaten corned beef from her trunk, as she had done for dinner. But, for some unknown reason, even corned beef, if you have brought it in a trunk, loses the original delicacy of flavor which so endears this dish to the rural inhabitant. Rowena had " made out her supper," as her mother would have said, and was pensively try ing to stir a second wad of condensed milk into a second cup of tea. She was thinking that she had been very remiss in not asking at the very first the price of the painting-lessons. She was also trying not to think about that old house she had left the day before. She was impatient to become hardened. All those girls down-stairs who were coming and going through the hall they were hardened, of course. They were not homesick. She sat long in front of her stove. The door was open, and she could look in upon the bright coals. She did not light her new lamp. All at ROWENY IN BOSTON. 57 once she found that she was sobbing and the tears were running down her cheeks. Somebody knocked at the door. Rowena went and opened it, glad that her room was so dark. There was a rustling of black silk as Mrs. Jar- vis, in her best gown, entered. " I was afraid you had forgotten the sea-ants," she said. " I m expecting Madame Van Ben- thuysen every minute. Most of the friends are here." Mrs. Jarvis did not say that she had told the friends that her new lodger was a particular friend of " that Miss Phillipps." Rowena went timidly down the stairs behind her hostess, who had waited for her to make her piteously simple toilet. At the last step Mrs. Jarvis suddenly was aware that some very nervous fingers were clutching her arm. " Remember," hurriedly whispered Rowena, " I won t be developed ! I wouldn t be a medi um for the whole world !" She shuddered violently. Before any reply could be made the outer door, directly in front of them, was opened, and a young man entered, followed by a tall lady in a gray fur circular. It seemed to Rowena that the ulster of the man was familiar ; the way it flopped about the an- 58 ROWENY IN BOSTON. kles recalled something to her. The next in stant she knew that it recalled a pale pink neck tie and bread crumbs and coffee drops. Mrs. Jarvis rushed forward to greet the person in the circular. The two women kissed each other loudly. They talked in a mumbling, rapid way for a moment, while the young man took off his hat in a pointed manner to Rowena, who still kept her place on the lower stair. She could hear the murmur of conversation from the par lor. She had thoughts of flying back up the stairs. The young man appeared to suspect that she had such thoughts, for he moved around behind the two and whispered, with a deprecat ing look: " Don t go; you ll find it great fun." Rowena forgot how very improper it was to speak without an introduction. " If I do stay," she said, in the same voice, " I won t be a medium." Then she blushed painfully, and knew she had done very wrong. The young man flushed up with pleasure be cause she had answered him. He was going to say something more, when Mrs. Jarvis turned and drew the girl forward, saying : " This is my young friend, Miss I didn t quite catch your name, my dear." " Tuttle," said Rowena. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 59 " Oh yes, Tuttle. You see, she is a sensitive subject, open to influence." Madame Van Benthuysen was not only tall, but large, and her circular made her almost im mense. She had a dark face, with heavy-lidded eyes and thick, black eyebrows. She took Rowena s hand with one of her own and put the other arm over the girl s shoulders. A great fold of the cloak nearly enveloped the slight figure. " My dear child, I am truly glad to see you," said madame, in a rolling, unctuous voice, that was indicative of great good nature and enor mous self-esteem. " The conditions are lovely to-night. I knew it as we came along in the horse-car ; I said to my nephew, Ferdinand, said I, I feel that the conditions were never more propitious than to-night. " The speaker pronounced propitious as if it were spelled " propishuous," and she uttered the word with such an air that Rovvena almost thought that she herself had always been mis taken about that word. "Were you coming to the sea-ants in the hope of being developed?" inquired madame, still holding the cold, slender hand warmly in her fat fingers. Rowena, with a great effort, removed her hand. Again the nephew of madame, who was now in 60 ROWENY IN BOSTON. the background, saw that she had the impulse to run away up those stairs. He moved forward rather precipitately, and asked if he might be presented to the young lady. His aunt imme diately performed the introduction with effusion. Then she proceeded to lay aside her circular. During this process she informed Mrs. Jarvis, who was assisting her, that the reason her circu lar wore so well and looked so fresh was because she never sat down in it. If you sat down in a circular you ruined the fur and crushed the silk. Economy was one of the first of virtues with her. She was never ashamed of economy. The major had always said she could dress better on twenty-five dollars than any other woman could on a hundred. She was now smoothing the front breadths of her black satin gown, and adjusting herself gen erally before the small mirror in the hat- rack. Rowena was conscious of a sort of shock when she saw that madame also wore a pompadour roll and how black it was, and how it shone ! Involuntarily the girl s hand went up to her own head ; she feared lest she herself might have such a roll it might be the first visible symptom of development towards mediumistic powers. " Is Major Stanger coming to-night?" It was Rowena who asked this question, be cause an ungovernable curiosity prompted her. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 6 1 Madame turned from patting her hair. Rowe- na did not know why the young man broke into a laugh, which he instantly strangled. It was the most natural thing in the world, Rowena thought, for her to make that inquiry. Had not Mrs. Jarvis told her that that gentleman was ex pected ? Rowena still hoped he would not be present. " It is impossible to tell until I am under con trol," rather coldly answered madame. And then they all went into the parlor, and the dozen la dies present all shook hands with madame, and the one man who was already there nodded icily at madame s nephew. They all sat down. Madame was opposite a closed card-table. At first there was a little des ultory talk, but very soon there was complete silence. Everybody looked at madame save the stout young man, who looked at Rowena. Madame continued to smile in a broad, gen eral way, even after her elbows began to twitch and she had shut her eyes. All at once she crossed her legs in a very pro nounced manner. She placed one hand on her hip. She put the other hand to her face and ap peared to twirl a mustache. " Gad," said she, in a husky voice. Everybody moved a little, in subdued wonder and admiration. 62 ROVVENY IN BOSTON. "Gad," said madamc again; "seems to me there s a new gal here, ain t there?" More admiration. " It s the major," whispered some one. Mrs. Jarvis held up her finger for silence. Ev erybody listened breathlessly for more words of wisdom. Madame asked for a cigar. She said some thing about a cocktail. She seemed to smoke and to drink. She was evidently now a person ating medium. Rowena was sorry for her. She did not reply when Mrs. Jarvis asked in a very low tone if it wasn t wonderful. But after a moment Rowena, in that clear voice of hers, asked if it was Major Stanger. On being told that it was, without a doubt, she said it was very lucky that the major had been killed, for he must have been horrid when in the flesh. She could not guess why such daggers were looked at her. She had forgotten that the ma jor had once been the husband of the medium. She was liable to forget such things, and there fore her remarks were sometimes quite electrify ing in their frank simplicity. Ferdinand, who, she now perceived, was sitting very near her, thrust his handkerchief into his mouth and look ed at her over it with eyes that almost fright ened her. ROWENY IN I5OSTON. 63 V. A BUNCH OF MATERIALIZED PINKS. MRS. JARVIS S narrow forehead appeared nar rower than ever with that frown upon it. She looked at Rowena with such persistence that the girl s face grew deeply red. Madame Van Benthuysen continued to smoke an imaginary cigar and to sip an imaginary cock tail. She seemed to find the occupation rather exhilarating. She said something more about a " new gal," and wanted to know where the deuce she came from referring to Rowena. She said there was nothing so thundering skurse in the world as a pretty gal. If they had any of that article, just trot um out. If he was a judge of anything on the footstool he was a judge of that article. I find that I do not know whether to use the masculine or feminine pronoun in my present description. When I say "she" I am thinking of the medium, and when I say "he" I am thinking of her "control." I could wish that 64 ROWENY IN HOSTON. the pronoun of common gender had been in vented ; this would include both Major Stanger and his widow, and would relieve a reporter of any embarrassment. The company began to titter in a delighted manner, and to look at each other. Those who had had the pleasure of the gentleman s ac quaintance before the battle of Bull Run ex plained that they should have known him any where. Those who had not previously met him said that it must be the major, for they could almost smell the cocktail, and if it had been an impostor they could not possibly have done that, now, could they? Ferdinand Foster, the nephew, began to be afraid that his aunt would get drunk ; he thought she showed symptoms of ordering another cock tail. He wished he knew what to do. He thought he would ask for a communication. He consulted with Mrs. Jarvis, who, in the bottom of her heart, was beginning to think they had had enough of the gallant soldier. Stanger had now relapsed into a silence that was only broken by an occasional "Gad." This remark was va ried by whiffs of tobacco and sips of liquor. Rowena s face showed such unutterable disgust that young Foster was afraid she would leave the room. Suddenly madame threw away the stump of ROWENY IN BOSTON. 65 the invisible cigar. With her eyes fast closed she rose from her chair and stepped over to where Rowena was sitting. (Let me say here in parenthesis that, in justice to my narrative, I find that I must use the masculine pronoun part of the time.) Madame Van Benthuysen put his arm about Rowena s shoulders. " Thunderin pretty gal !" he said. Rowena started up with a furious motion. At the same instan^ Ferdinand seized madame s arm and led her back to her chair, in which she sat down heavily. The other gentleman here rose with some pomposity, and remarked that " the control was perhaps too strong for the medyum. It was sometimes the case that, when the conditions were specially favorable, the control was too powerful for the medyum." He walked to madame, whose head was hang ing down and mouth hanging open. He made a few passes across her forehead. She soon be gan to twitch again and to gasp. She opened her eyes, looked wildly about, and then resumed her natural expression. She asked if the major had been there. All this time Rowena was standing, holding the back of her chair. Before any one could answer madame s ques tion, Ferdinand said impressively that he had 5 66 ROWENY IN BOSTON. been hoping to hear from his grandmother that night. He had come to the sea -ants in that hope. Madame did not notice his remark. She looked at Rowena and asked if there was no one in the spirit land she would like to have a mes sage from. Rowena said that she had no one in the spirit land ; none of her friends had died. "No bond of affection in other spheres?" ex claimed madame, who was evidently preparing now for a very different control from the major. It was plainly felt that it was an unlucky thing that Rowena had no friends who had " passed away." One little woman questioned her closely. Were her uncles and aunts all liv ing? Grandparents on both sides? Cousins? Indeed! How singular! Suddenly Rowena re membered that one of her mother s sisters had died before the girl s birth. This fact she ac knowledged under cross-examination. " I was sure of it !" cried the little woman. She turned towards madame. "A precious aunt of our sister here has gone on into the flower spheres. Cannot we hear from that dear one ?" But Rowena was now inwardly almost frantic. She tried to be calm. She said she did not wish to hear from that aunt. She said she would not hear from her. She had never known her and ROWENY IN BOSTON. 67 was not interested in her. She was very tired. She thought she might better go to her room. She walked to the door. They all looked at her as the girls at the table had looked at her.* Ferdinand was so angry that it was with diffi culty he restrained himself from getting up and kicking over his chair. His aunt saw his face. She was very fond of him. She rose hastily and followed the girl, who was mounting the stairs rapidly. " My dear," said the rolling, full voice, very kindly, " do come back for a moment." Everybody felt how honored that little chit was. What did it mean ? Rowena came back, very tremulous and very indignant. " It is not polite to Mrs. Jarvis," said madame. " Come." She held out her hand and Rowena put hers in it. As she did so the woman drew her nearer and whispered : " There will be a slight c lation by-and-by. Sometimes there is charlotte-russe." There was such a curious mixture of moth erly kindness and ridiculousness in the woman s words and manner that the lonely girl was touch ed. She wanted to cry and to laugh. "There! there!" whispered madame again. " Did the major try to make love to you?" " He was dreadful !" hotly cried Rowena. 68 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Madame smiled complacently. " I knew the conditions were very propishuous," she said. "The major was always fond of young ladies. It was his way." The two entered the room again. Young Fos ter sprang to see that their chairs were ready for them. Madame Van Benthuysen resumed her place by the card-table. The gentleman who had made passes over the medium s forehead now again came forward. He said he was under influence. He said he should be obliged to ask madame to give him her hand. He requested that from himself and the medium there be a circle of joined hands formed. He was obeyed. While the circle was forming the gen tleman became more and more agitated. He even uttered a smothered war-whoop, and be trayed symptoms of jumping up and down. Ferdinand confidentially informed Rowena that old Thompson s control was Red Jacket, and that he guessed Red Jacket was coming on the stage, by the appearance of things. The speaker had kept out of the circle because he saw that Miss Tuttle was careful to do so. It was evident that madame was not over- pleased at the advent of Red Jacket. She looked rather glum, and let her hand lie very loosely in deed in the man s clasp. As she told Mrs. Jar- vis later when the c lation began, " It was always ROWENY IN BOSTON. 69 very trying when that old Thompson put himself forward. There were lots of spirits crowding to be heard through her, but they had to go back to their spheres on account of Red Jacket. And Red Jacket was never interesting." He was not interesting now. As Mrs. Jarvis said, " he hollered a good deal." He also had recurrent inclinations to engage in a war-dance, and was only restrained by the persistent and unyielding power of the circle of hands. Mrs. Jarvis was always afraid her furniture would suffer at the hands of this control. She had not meant that Mr. Thompson should be pres ent this evening, but he had come. She knew how very ready a hole \vas to appear in her worn carpet, and how the horse-hair of the chairs was longing to unravel itself. There were reasons connected with the charlotte-russe, too, why she would have preferred that this medium should stay away. Her face was now very strained and anxious. Red Jacket had just jumped up and down on the poorest place in the carpet. If he did it again she was sure Here her attention was diverted by the appearance of Madame Van Benthuysen. That lady was plainly going into her second trance. She sank into a chair; the circle was broken ; Mr. Thompson gradually disposed of Red Jacket, and seemed to be quite sulky at the 70 ROWENY IN BOSTON. necessity for such disposal. Madame began to murmur something about " Flowers of heaven ! Beautiful blooms of the spirit land ! How beau tiful !" She went on in a low voice which charmed Rowena s ears. The words flowed in an easy tide, not meaning much, but seeming to the girl to mean something extraordinarily lovely. Rowena sat spellbound, eagerly bending for ward in her chair, her eyes on madame s face, which now did not seem so swarthy nor so "fleshly." After a few minutes Mrs. Jarvis rose and noise lessly made a request of Mr. Foster, who imme diately stood up and turned off the gas from all the burners of the chandelier. Rowena was inexpressibly astonished. At first the room seemed entirely dark, but presently the light from a street lamp dimly relieved the abso lute darkness. No one spoke, save that madame went on with her monologue. Rowena was some what subdued and somewhat alarmed. Suddenly the girl was aware of the odor of flowers. The odor made her think of the per fume from the bed of pinks in the front-yard of the old house at home; and of warm summer days when the birds were singing in the apple- trees. She felt a stinging of the eyes and a hur rying of the pulses. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 71 Something cool and soft touched her hands, which lay clasped tightly in her lap. The voice went on. Through the mist in her eyes she dim ly saw Foster s figure moving towards the chan delier again. The monotonous voice of madame ceased. There was the crack of a match, and then the glare of the gas again. All the people looked at each other ; then they looked at Rowena, who perceived on her lap a bunch of white carnation pinks. With an exclamation she raised the flowers to her face. As she did so she saw Foster s eyes upon her, and something in their expression made her think of Philip Barrett. She heard one of the women saying : " They have been materialized," and she won dered what those words meant. She was still thinking of that bed of pinks at home. It was not for some time that she understood that these were supposed to be spirit flowers. She was not quite clear whether they had been made by spirit influence out of the air of the room, and had accidentally fallen into her lap, or whether they had dropped there directly from heaven. She did not like to think they had been pro cured by Mr. Foster ; no one appeared to sus pect him in the least, and he, after that first glance, looked so impressively innocent that Ro- 72 ROWENY IN BOSTON. wena gave up all thought, save that of simple gratitude for the blooms themselves. Then there was the collation, which was brought round on plates by Mrs. Jarvis and one of her friends. There was cake, and bread, and cold ham ; but there were no " charlottes." Mr. Thompson spoke somewhat feelingly of the ab sence of this delicacy, and Madame Van Ben- thuysen said that she was always conscious of a great sense of sinking after being under influ ence, and charlottes removed this sinking more rapidly than anything she had ever tried. Ro- wena judged from appearances that perhaps ham might in time have an effect on that sensation in madame s internal organization. Mrs. Jarvis seemed very much worried ; she explained that at the last moment her baker had disappointed her, and she had always found charlottes from every other baker to be rancid. This was a sweeping libel on other bakers, but the company seemed to accept it and tried to hide their disappointment. The little woman said emphatically that nothing in this world " took hurt " so quickly as charlottes. You might get a mess and think they were as good as they could be, and all at once they were taken hurt. She didn t know why twas they were so perishable. Very soon after the collation the company ROWENY IN BOSTON. 73 broke up. The person whom Red Jacket con trolled went away in a very glum manner. Per haps he had reckoned on damaging Mrs. Jarvis s furniture more seriously, and was disappointed. Madame Van Benthuysen took a very affec tionate farewell of Rowena. The great circular again partially enwrapped the girl. Its owner whispered that she was longing to know her better, and that she should call on her upon the first spare moment that the spirits gave her. She spoke as if the spirits worked her very hard. At last the street door had shut on the last woman. Mrs. Jarvis looked so weary as she be gan to set back the chairs that Rowena stopped to help her. "I sha n t have no chance in the morning," said Mrs. Jarvis; "the reg lars begin to come so early, and I can t trust anybody else to take the tick ets. I sh ll have to pick up and wash these dish es before I go to bed. I can t ask the servant- girls to do it. Sometimes I think it don t pay to try to have a good time. That old Thomp son set me all on edge." Rowena packed up the dishes and hurried down into the kitchen with them. The water- bugs scuttled away in battalions as she opened the door. The small gas-jet revealed their hur rying forms. The country girl had never seen a water-bug before. If they had not retreated be- 74 ROWENY IN BOSTON. fore she could possibly turn her back, she would have run. She had never seen any place so desolate as that kitchen was. It was so different from that cosey room where one might live in thrifty com fort in her own home. The steaming water came out of the faucet onto the pile of dishes in the pan. Mrs. Jarvis, coming down after her labor in the parlor, found that she had very little to do. Her thin, worn face lighted up. " I declare, you do know how to take hold," she said. At last the furnace was attended to and the two women slowly mounted the dingy basement stairs. It was after midnight. Rowena went into the parlor for the bunch of pinks she had left there that she might work. Mrs. Jarvis paused an instant to look at them. She glanced up in the girl s face, but Rowena was bending over the blooms. " I should think a sight of them if I d had them," remarked the elder. " Tain t often the conditions are all right. I do almost think you d develop first-rate." Rowena hurriedly said " good-night." But be fore Mrs. Jarvis could lay herself down to rest, she must pull out the bed-lounge in the back parlor and arrange it that she might repose ROWENY IN BOSTON. 75 upon it. By that time the arrival of the ear liest reg lars seemed so near that Mrs. Jarvis again asked herself whether or not it paid to have a sea-ants, particularly if old Thompson were coming. 76 ROWENY IN BOSTON. VI. A LETTER FROM THE COUNTRY. "WHAT did you have at the seance last night?" suddenly asked Miss Phillipps, as she paused close to where Rowena sat at work drawing. " Carnation pinks." " From where?" " From heaven." " Oh yes, I remember. We used to have flow ers from heaven at our seances if the condi tions were right if no frost had touched the conservatories of Paradise. What else ?" " Ham and bread and cake." " From heaven, also ?" " No ; from the butcher s and the baker s, at the corner." Rowena suddenly laid down her pencil. She looked up at the woman near her. " Miss Phillipps," she said, earnestly, " truly, where do the flowers come from ?" The girl s face was so earnest and innocent and eager that Miss Phillipps, who resisted very few impulses, felt that she deserved praise for ROWENY IN BOSTON. 77 not yielding to the temptation to kiss that face. She said, instead, gravely and distantly, on ac count of her resistance : " They are materialized." Rovvena was silent, and resumed her work. This was her first lesson. She was told to do what she could, with cardboard and pencils, with a clay figure of a dog set up before her. Allestree had told her that, technically, she knew absolute ly nothing. Miss Phillipps had tried to encourage her by saying that Allestree had never told her even as much as that. Technique was something that might be acquired, but one had to be born with talent. Of course, she would not be obliged to do anything at all with that clay dog. Alles tree did not care what he put people at, at the first. He watched them to see what was in them. The girl flushed and paled as she heard those words. Miss Phillipps went on with her own work. She seemed to do exactly what she pleased in the studio. She had now begun a cluster of Indian-pipes, growing from a patch of grayish- green moss, near a small clump of sweet-fern. She said that any idiot could do flowers, after a fashion; they would not be flowers, but people would think they were, particularly if you labelled 78 ROWENY IN BOSTON. them. She doubted if Indian-pipe was a real flow er, however. Probably it was a kind of fungus. There were a dozen or more pupils at work now in the great studio. They were very silent. Allestree, in a blue velvet jacket, was walking slowly behind them, pausing and criticising, then standing in the centre of the room and talking instructively, often using phrases of which Rowe- na was entirely ignorant. If she had dared she would have thought him verging on the grandil oquent ; but he was so big, and had such a beard, that it was appropriate that he should be gran diloquent. The girl felt very small and helpless and wretch ed, even though she had been admitted here. " Elsewhere," Allestree had just said, in his magnificent baritone, "elsewhere they talk about art ; in Boston they love it." Then he walked up and down, his beard gath ered in his left hand, his head bent. He had a large diamond on the third finger of the hand that held the beard, and every time Rowena looked up a ray from the diamond seemed to smite her. He went on talking. He did not examine very particularly the work of his pupils this morning. He stopped oftenest at the side of the latest comer, but he made no remark. As Miss Phil- lipps had said, Rowena could do very little with ROWENY IN BOSTON. 79 that clay dog. She wondered why it had been given her. She drew and erased, and drew and erased, until she felt that there was no hope for her. The hour was nearly over. Nobody talked, save that Miss Phillipps made one or two remarks concerning the folly of think ing that more than one or two in a century might learn to paint. The principal point, she said, was to find out who these one or two were ; when that was discovered, the rest might put away their brushes. Allestree listened to her with some deference, but he made no reply. Such a theory as that would not be good for the painting-master. Miss Phillipps suddenly looked at her watch, and then left abruptly, not again speaking to Rowena, who felt unreasonably depressed, and who was very thankful when the lesson was over. One or two of the other pupils smiled at her and nodded, but the majority did not notice her. Why should they? She passed by Allestree, who was standing with a brush in his hand before a winter land scape. He turned and watched her as she went towards the door. Something made his face soften. He stepped quickly after her. The thought in his mind was that he should like to make a sketch of her as she walked. What he said was : 80 ROWENY IN BOSTON. " Don t be discouraged. This is only the first lesson." A flash of sunlight seemed to fall suddenly on the girl s face. " Oh, thank you !" she said, hurriedly, and went out of the door. The rest of the week was very dreary indeed, in spite of all she had to encourage her. She would only take one lesson a week at present. She had learned the price of those lessons, and they were very high. She did not see Miss Phil- lipps : she hardly saw Mrs. Jarvis. She stayed in her room most of the time and did light house keeping. Sometimes, when she went out for a bit of butter or some rolls, she would walk up to a brighter part of the city and stroll across the Common, thinking it was a very poor make-be lieve of the country. Once, in a carriage that quickly turned the corner of Park Street, she thought she saw Miss Phillipps with a gentleman beside her, and both were talking animatedly. The sight made the girl more gloomy than before. The " reg lars " seemed to be very faithful at their meals, and Mrs. Jarvis was faithful at her ticket-table in the parlor door-way. Rowena be gan two or three sketches, trying to obey, in the attempts, some hints Allcstree had given. But everything was confused and vague. She wrote ROWENY IN BOSTON. 8 1 a long letter home : in the letter she talked of everything in the country, but of nothing in the city. She would have it ready for her Uncle Reuben, for whose coming she longed pitiably. But the day she expected him there came a blind ing snow-storm. Now she did not know when to expect him. She would have sent her letter by mail, but she knew her father only went to the post-office when other business called him to "the Corners." The letter might lie there a long time. On this day she received an epistle directed with such extreme care, on ruled lines on the en velope, that Rowena stared at it for some time before she opened it. She had never seen Philip Barrett s handwriting before. She was surprised at the warmth of her feeling when she saw his name. But the letter was far from being warm. It had evidently been composed under the influ ence of a determination to write a letter, let the consequences be what they might. It began, "Respected friend," and it was signed, "Respect fully, P. Barrett." It bore not the slightest in ternal evidence as to whom it was addressed. The writer related every particular of a recent snow-storm ; gave the depth of the snow on the level, and the height of the highest bank. He spoke in a tone of considerable awe of the fact that corn had risen three cents a bushel within 6 82 ROWENY IN BOSTON. the last week. In this connection he stated that wharf-rats had done a good deal of damage in the corn -houses. It was not known how that kind of rats had come so far inland. The writer had shot one. He was still lame from this act, for his gun was an old one and had never been very good, and had kicked considerably. All throughout the epistle the author of it never once wrote the pronoun " I," but always referred to himself as " the writer." At the conclusion the writer hoped that he might receive an early reply. Rowena smiled, with a quiver in her lip ; then she laughed as she had not done since that time, so long ago, when she lived at home. She wondered how long it had taken Philip to compose this document. She could guess how arduously he had worked at it. And he had not put in it a single item of interest. It was as if he had started with the idea that everything that the recipient might care to know must be scru pulously kept out. And he had adhered to this idea with perfect success. He had not even men tioned his horses and his two setter dogs, and he knew how Rowena liked them. The average bucolic mind of New England does not consider the art of familiar composi tion as one that is needful in this life. The average bucolic mind is very stiff in the joints ROWENY IN BOSTON. 83 when contemplating the perpetration of an epis tle to a friend. There are instances, generally among women, where one is able to " reel off a letter jest as easy;" these instances are looked upon as remarkable, and the person thus gifted is not envied, but is thought to have an extreme liability to shiftlessness. The connection between shiftlessness and a certain " glibness "with the pen is obscure, but powerful. Philip Barrett had not this glibness, and he was not shiftless. When this young man had finished this article he read it many times, and copied it until the words ceased to mean anything to him. He said to himself that he would rather mow the whole east meadow than to write another letter. But he knew he should write another ; he knew he should feel so drawn to Rowena Tuttle that he could not help it. The perspiration burst from his forehead as he thought of another attempt like this one. It was wonderful, considering the power it re quired to inspire this man to write, that there should be no sign of the inspiration in the re sult. It would have been as appropriate to send that missive to old Uncle Lenas Torrey as to Rowena. Philip s mother furtively watched the progress of the composition. Her son sat at his father s old desk at one end of the kitchen. The first 84 ROWENY IN BOSTON. evening he wrote something on a slate. After a great deal of " smooching " a few paragraphs were let to stand over night, and were carefully locked in a drawer. Mrs. Barrett grew very weary as every even ing this writing was continued. One night her boy seemed to be so nervous that she silently steeped some catnip and offered it to him. It was refused. She told Eudory Barnes that " if Philup didn t git his letter done fore great while she, for one, should go ravin distracted." But there came a day when the last copy was made and the thing was put in the post-office at the Corners. Then there was a reaction. Philip sat as if half alive over the cook-stove the next evening. He was picturing Rowena as getting the letter and reading it in the midst of luxury. He had a nebulous belief that all people in cities lived in luxury. This thought gave him very un easy feelings concerning Rowena. If she forgot him, it should not be because he did not write to her. Some day he should go to Boston and call upon her. But not yet. He had not got round to it yet. He was resolved to do it, though. Mean while he could be thinking about it. Rowena, sitting by her little stove, and forget ting that her tea was boiling on the lamp, won dered why Philip s unimportant words made her, after she had laughed, feel so much like crying. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 85 She allowed her tea to continue boiling, and wrote to him. And again she said nothing about the city, but asked a score of questions about the country. She wanted to know how the dogs were, the horses, the sleighing, the evening meetings. She hardly knew what she did write, only that she was unusually moved. The home she had left seemed so remote, but so unutterably dear. She heard the wind and the snow moaning around her window. She tried to drink her tea, but it was bitter. It seemed as if it must be very late in the evening. She looked at her watch, and found it to be half after seven. By this time her father and mother had been sitting a good while by the kitchen stove. Her eldest sister had become sleepy over her " sums " for the next day. The rest had gone up-stairs to bed in the " open chamber," where it was so cold, and where the snow would be sifting in. Rowena started up and began frantically walk ing the room and wringing her hands. How was she to bear it? What should she do? Again she thought of the slop work and the straw, and per haps Georgie Warner would speak to the com mittee about getting her a school. "Ain t you at home?" This question was asked impatiently outside her door. When the door was opened, it revealed Mrs. Jarvis stand ing there. She said she didn t know how many 86 ROWENY IN BOSTON. times she had knocked. Then she added, with some awe : " You ve got a caller down in the parlor." " It s Uncle Reuben ! He has come after all !" Rowena was going to rush by her hostess. But a hand detained her. " Tain t your Uncle Reuben. It s a lady. I guess she ll be tired of waiting." " But I don t know any lady." " It s that Miss Phillipps." Mrs. Jarvis could hardly have told why she always employed the demonstrative adjective pronoun in mentioning that lady. In her mind at this moment two emotions were struggling resentment because she had just been snubbed by that Miss Phillipps, and pride that this woman had chosen to call on one of her lodgers. Rowena ran down the stairs. By this time she had acquired a useful dexterity in avoiding the holes in the stair carpet. As she went she wished she were not quite so glad of this visit. Her com mon-sense told her that it was a perilous attrac tion which she felt. Miss Phillipps fancied to take her up ; by-and-by she would set her down. Entirely inexperienced as she was, Rowena had this fear strongly; she could not have told why; perhaps something intangible in the lady s pres ence itself gave it to her. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 87 The visitor stood beneath the one gas light. The long, close fur cloak and small bonnet, the thick fluff of hair, thin face and vivid eyes, made a picture which Rowena s glance took in eagerly. She liked it. It stirred her pulses. It was new and strange. The lady was not pretty, but she had grace and lovely clothes and savoir-vivre, and, above all, she showed her interest in her new acquaintance. Miss Phillipps stepped forward quickly. She held out both her hands. She wore gloves which fitted as Rowena had never known gloves to fit. " I m glad you have come," exclaimed Miss Phillipps. " Five minutes more in this room would have made me insane. Why do they al ways have the trial of Effie Deans in such a place as this ? And that dreadful portrait of a Spirit Friend? Won t you ask me up to your own room ? However dreadful it is, it can t be so bad as this. You will have diffused an atmosphere in it. It isn t because the furni ture is poor. I hope you don t think I care a rap for that kind of thing. I m not so low as that. It is here the speaker gave a little shudder, " it is the feeling of it as if it had held so many commonplace people in it, and they had all left their impress. I suppose the walls are covered with invisible portraits of dull folks. You know there s a theory that the walls 88 ROVVENY IN BOSTON. of houses retain pictures of every scene which has been enacted within them. Some day some thing will be discovered that will bring out all those impressions. It will be an awful day. I ve been looking into that. It is quite bewitching." As she talked in her careful, rapid way, Miss Phillipps continued to hold Rowena s hands close ly. Now she looked at her keenly, curiously. " You have been crying," she asserted. " What a pale face you have ! And what a curious little quiver in the right side of your upper lip. You would cry again, now, if I were not here. Please do take me to your room. If I stay here I shall be very disagreeable ; and I feel as if I could be quite the reverse if you will make the conditions right." Rowena spoke for the first time. She said " Come," and the two went up the stairs. Miss Phillipps cast a rapid glance about her. She sighed. " This is better. Any place where you stayed would be better. I m going to take off my cloak. I told the driver not to come for an hour. Do you mind unfastening this upper clasp ? Thanks." Rowena put the cloak on her bed. Her guest did not seat herself immediately. She stood, slowly removing her gloves. She looked almost continuously at the girl, and her face grew softer and softer, until Rowena ROWENY IN BOSTON. 89 wondered why she had ever thought it disdain ful. " Will you allow me to kiss you ?" The question was unexpected, but it should not have been so, as it was in keeping with the expression of the speaker s countenance. Rowena smiled and came nearer. The lady s lips touched hers gently. Then she sat down in the little rocker close to the bit of a stove, and Rowena drew up a chair near her. How very strange it was to the girl. She knew that her guest had spoken truth when she had just said she could be very agreeable if the conditions were right. Evidently they were right. Although Miss Phillipps sat silent for a few moments, she seem ed to radiate satisfaction and enjoyment ; when a person produces such an effect that person is usually agreeable. Miss Phillipps s feet were stretched out tow ards the stove ; she leaned far back in her chair, her hands, which to-day were ringlcss, hanging at each side of her. Although she sat in such a position, she could not look indolent. Rowena waited for her to speak. At last she made this remark : " We are weeding out our Browning Club." go ROWENY IN BOSTON. VII. SOME SALESLADIES. ROWENA tried to look interested in the fact that a Browning Club was, as her father would have put it, " bein wed out," like a bed of pars nips. The country girl could not have believed it possible that that great man s name could be mentioned so flippantly, not to say disrespect fully. She did not know how to make any re sponse to such a remark. She did not know that in Boston nothing is so great but one may be come familiar with it. She had once belonged to the book-club which led a struggling and doubtful existence in Mid dle Village. She had then taken out a volume of poems called Men and Women. She had read "One Word More "with ardent eyes and beating heart. She should always remember the author s name. " They were getting insufferable," went on Miss Phillipps. "Several of them pretended to under stand him. I decided to form a new club and drop those creatures." ROWENY IN BOSTON . 91 " Why shouldn t they understand him ?" asked Rowena, calmly. " I think he is real easy." Miss Phillipps suddenly sat upright. She turned a confounded face towards her compan ion. " Well, you are delicious !" she said, more slow ly than she usually spoke. Rowena reddened with anger. For some rea son she did not find it agreeable to be called de licious. Miss Phillipps seemed to wish she had some kind of a glass with which to examine the girl. At last she became conscious of what she was doing. She withdrew her eyes. She laughed, noiselessly, but with intense enjoyment. She put out her hand and took Rovvena s reluctant, cold fingers. " Do forgive me !" she said, pleadingly. " But what can I do before one who finds Browning real easy? What have you read of his?" Rowena told her, stiffly. - Miss Phillipps suddenly became warmly caress ing, and the girl s anger melted before that man ner. " I always think of what Jo Gargery said about reading, When you do come to a J and a o, how interestin readin is ! When you do understand Browning, he is divine. And what should we do here in Borston without him ? We can have a 92 ROWENY IN BOSTON. go at Psychic Research, Christian Science, and no end of things ; you think you can see your way into them, but there s always Browning. No, we couldn t get along here without him. Mr. Hern- don said at our last meeting that he didn t think life would be worth living when he was once convinced that he understood Sordello. There would be no object. I don t feel precisely like that, but still" Miss Phillipps s gaze came back from what she would have called " the ail-where," and rested on Rowena for a moment in silence. Her next re mark was so unexpected that the girl felt help less before it. " I have the dearest little seal-skin jacket," said she. Then she added, " but it doesn t fit me across the shoulders." As she spoke her eyes rested on Rowena s shoulders in an interrogative manner. She went on. " How did you get a dress to look like that ? It is really chic. That must be a miraculous coun try from which you came. Who is your dress maker ?" Rowena laughed. " Marthy S. is the dress -maker in our dccs- trict," she answered, with a drawl. " She can cut coats and pantaloons, too. She s bound to git a fit." The girl laughed again, and then grew sud- ROWENY IN BOSTON. 93 denly sober, as the picture of the lonely, snow- covered fields, the narrow sleigh-track, the mel ancholy houses, came vividly to her mind. As for Miss Phillipps, she felt as if she had an entirely new specimen of humanity before her; and she exulted accordingly. This was not her idea of a country girl at all ; and yet she was keen enough to take in, as if it were a delightful odor, the innocence, the utterly unsophisticated nature with which she was now in contact. She also felt that she had discovered Rowena, and she had a pleasing and decided consciousness that, so far as the girl proved interesting, she was in some sense not only the discoverer, but the author, the proprietor. " Marthy S. not only got a fit, she got more an air in this instance, "said Miss Phillipps. " She ought to come to Borston. If there is anything Borston needs it is style. She has brains enough. If we can only combine brains and style, we shall have the most delightful result in the world. Now I know a New York woman if I only catch a glimpse of the hem of her gown ; there s a something about that hem that tells the whole story. But the chances are that the owner of the gown has never heard of Madame Blavatsky, or if she has, she thinks madame is some kind of a milliner." Miss Phillipps resumed her lounging position 94 ROWENY IN BOSTON. in the very unadaptable chair furnished by Mrs. Jarvis to her top-story lodgers. Rowena blushed as she said that she did not employ Marthy S. ; she cut and made her own dresses. She found she had kind of a knack, and so she had saved some money that way. " Oh," said the other, " it is what you call a knack, is it ? And that soft hat you wear ? Is that a knack, too ?" " I guess tis. Do you like it?" timidly. "I adore it." There was silence after this. There was a somewhat beatified expression on the elder wom an s face as she rested her head on the back of her chair. Perhaps she explained this by saying, presently, with a deep drawn breath : " I knew I should like your atmosphere." Rowena had never had her atmosphere praised by any one else, and she felt somewhat confused. She did not attempt any response. In a moment Miss Phillipps said : " Did I mention my seal-skin jacket ?" " Yes," responded Rowena, wonderingly. She even thought there was some embarrassment now in her guest s manner. " May I show it to you ?" " Why, of course," still more wonderingly. Miss Phillipps rose. "How do you ring here?" ROWENY IN BOSTON. 95 " We don t ring ; we go out in the hall and scream down the stair -way. It is like calling down a well, for nobody hears." " I certainly shouldn t scream down this stair way just for amusement." Rowena had opened the door, and the two stood in the gloom of the upper hall. Miss Phil- lipps thought she could feel her garments becom ing saturated with the combined odors of the place. She wondered what her lungs thought of the air, and how long they would take it in be fore, in the language of the day, " they went on strike ?" " Where is the jacket ?" asked Rowena, inno cently. " In a box in the carriage. Can t you get a servant to go out and get it?" The girl disappeared down the stairs. The lady left standing there felt a sense of unreason able disappointment at Rowena s alacrity ; and when the girl came back with the box in her hand and a sprinkling of storm on her face and hair, Miss Phillipps was suddenly very cold in deed in her manner. Rowena felt the change instantly. The two entered the room in silence. Miss Phillipps took the jacket from the box. She said it was too loose for her ; she had a curiosity to see it on Rowena; and she helped the girl to put it on. 96 ROWENY IN BOSTON. An irrepressible exclamation of pleasure came from Rowena as she saw a portion of herself in the little mirror. Miss Phillipps seemed to stiff en still more. " Would you like to wear it ?" she asked, icily. Rowena turned towards her with a radiant face. " I would like to wear one like it," she said, eagerly ; " it fits exactly." She seemed loath to take it off. " It will give me pleasure if you will wear this one," remarked Miss Phillipps, in a stately man ner. It was now Rowena s turn to stiffen. She re moved the garment and laid it on the bed. It was odd that Miss Phillipps should look re lieved. She had brought the jacket expressly that she might give it to this girl. Will you not oblige me," she asked. There was something almost dramatic in the way in which Rowena turned to her companion. " You meant it as a present ?" she inquired. "Yes." "Thank you very much. I m sorry you thought that way of me. I have a shawl " here the proud young voice began to tremble. " I know it isn t pretty, but it keeps me warm, and I ve got to wear it. I sha n t take your jacket. I do wish you hadn t offered it to me. I do wish" ROWENY IN BOSTON. 97 Here the voice stopped altogether. Rowena stood very straight. But she hung her head. Miss Phillipps put her hands behind her. She seemed to put them there to be sure that they should not touch Rowena. It was plainly no time to touch her now. " The moths will eat the jacket," said she, smiling. "Let them," responded the other, still with her head down. " But I also am not without New England thrift ; I hate to see things destroyed." No answer. Rowena gave a side glance at the jacket. Then she turned her back more decided ly upon it. " What if I should leave it here while you think about it?" suggested Miss Phillipps. "Where is the disgrace in your acting as a sort of package of camphor and tobacco in regard to this fur jack et? Consider yourself merely as an animated anti-moth packet." "No." A deep sigh followed this monosyllable. Miss Phillipps s spirits were rapidly rising. "Why not oblige me?" But Rowena did not feel that she could com mand her voice sufficiently to try to say any thing. The owner of the garment now rapidly re- 7 98 ROWENY IN BOSTON. turned it to the box. The odor of camphor was very strong in the little room. Miss Phillipps went close to the girl. She looked at her a moment in silence, and the high bred, somewhat mocking face softened a good deal. " Since you will not wear that, will you do something else for me?" Rowena lifted her eyes to the face before her. She clasped her hands and said, fervently : "Oh yes!" "Will you join our new Browning Club?" The moment she had made this request Miss Phillipps did not know how she was going to live up to it ; but she would not be so weak as to withdraw it. Rowena s first emotion was one of thankful ness that she could know something further of the man who wrote " One Word More." So she said "Yes," Avith effusion. But when her visitor was gone and she sat alone, and the wind and sleet beat on the win dow, she wondered at herself that she had obeyed any such impulse. Of course she could not go. She wished she had never seen Miss Phillipps. It was horrible to have a glimpse of lovely things. No, she would not go. What a wretch she must be, that she could not help thinking of that jack et ! She found it so difficult to put it out of her ROWENY IN BOSTON. 99 mind that she resorted to the desperate remedy of going down into the parlor to see Mrs. Jarvis. The supper hour was long since over. She was greatly astonished to find Ferdinand Foster and three or four girls engaged in shrill laugh ter. Mrs. Jarvis was not there. Rowena made a quick backward movement and would have re treated up the stairs, but one of the girls ran for ward and caught her hand, crying out in the sharp voice that one hears so much in the east wind here perhaps it is the east wind which makes the voice : " Now don t you go to runnin right away, s if you was too good to stay here. Lemme intro duce ye to the rest. We ve got an off night. Twas so horrid stormy we finally concluded to stay here n try high jinks in this old parlor. Mr. Foster got Mrs. Jarvis to say we might have the room. I m sure I d know what we should do without Mr. Foster. There ain t hardly any gen- tlemun that s ever at leisure. They re jest bound up in business. We ladies have to git along with precious little of gentlemun s society. I tell the other ladies I guess I shall go West. They say ladies are so scarce out there that the gentleman crowd up to the deepo when the trains come in, and jest pop the question as the ladies step out the cars. So you see they re engaged before they leave the deepo. Now that s what I call an in- 100 ROWENY IN BOSTON. terestin country to live in. What s Borston to that?" Shrieks of laughter greeted these words, which were so rapidly spoken that they almost seemed one long word of many syllables. Rowena could not help laughing, though she felt shy and in definably disgusted. She reproved herself for being disgusted. These were working-girls. She was a working-girl herself. She was introduced quickly by the girl who had appointed herself her guide, and who was at tired in a black dress so tight that it was only by a constantly renewed miracle she could breathe. She had a small face, that made Rowena think of a weasel her father had caught in a trap set near a chicken -coop. She gave the country girl an impression that she would say something decid edly vulgar the next time she opened her lips, and she was continually opening her lips. But there was a kind of good-humor about her which prevented Rowena from positively hating her. One of the company patronizingly asked if Rowena were learning to color photographs, and if she were going to be paid by the hour or the piece, advising strongly that she try to be paid by the piece. She herself had tried the "touch- ing-up business," as she called it. She had tried most everything. She was now in R. H. Black s dry-goods. She d about as lives be a saleslady ROWENY IN BOSTON. IOI s anything. If you felt cross you could snub folks no end. Here some one across the room, who had been examining the speaker with the greatest interest, suddenly shouted : " Mattie, seems to me you ve been trimming your bangs, ain t you ?" The girl who had been talking with Rowena quickly put her hand to her forehead. " No, I ain t trimmed um ; I ain t combed um half out. I was kind of saving um ; I didn t know but somebody might ask me to the the atre to-night." Here she gave such a look at young Foster that there was another universal shriek of laugh ter. Some one clapped her hands and cried : " That s right ! Give it to him !" Foster looked irritated. He had looked so ever since Rowena s entrance. He did not come near her, but he appeared to find it diffi cult to keep his eyes from her face. He was standing by the mantel in front of the register. His face was almost sulky. His hands were thrust far down in his pockets. He was wondering what kind of an ass Miss Tuttle would think he was. Perhaps she would not think of him at all ; that would be worse still. "Ain t there no other gentlemun coming?" asked a new voice. " I thought you said you 102 ROWENY IN BOSTON. had two friends that were coming to-night, Mr. Foster. I might just as well have stayed in my own room and had a nap." Again every one laughed. There were peals of laughter apparently every time anybody spoke. Mr. Foster grinned. He replied that perhaps his friends had found a place where the girls were prettier. In the hilarity excited by this remark the door-bell rang violently. The girl who had wel comed Rowena ran to open it. She admitted two young men in rough ulsters with the great collars turned up above their ears. A burst of laughter immediately filled the narrow hall. Mr. Foster remained in the parlor. He turned towards Rowena, who was looking on in a kind of benumbed attention. " I s pose you think we re a set of wild beasts, don t you, Miss Tuttle ?" She smiled at her questioner. He appeared so depressed that she wished to cheer him. And it was quite remarkable how much cheered he was immediately. " Only wild beasts don t laugh," she said. He laughed now so delightedly that she was surprised. He became animated. " A set of idiots, then," he said. " But we re really rather of a good sort, only not deep, you know. Don t you go and run away from us. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 1 03 We ain t going to have a sea-ants. Major Stan- ger won t be here. My aunt s got a sea-ants up on Harrison Avenoo to-night, and I guess the major 11 be there. Anyway, he won t be here. Do stay; we fellows have ordered some oysters n ice-cream to be brought in about ten. I wanted awfully to ask you, but I couldn t get a glimpse of you, for all I ve tried so hard. I thought my aunt would have called on you be fore this. She was quite taken with you. She said" here young Foster stopped to laugh again "she said she thought you d develop into the best medyum there was in Borston. And that is saying a good deal, for Borston is just stuffed with medyums. What ain t Christian Scientists and Buddhists, and all that, don t you know, are medyums. You ve got to be one or the other if you live here. Which shall you choose ?" Ferd Foster s appearance had become so cheer ful, not to say happy, that he did not look like the same youth Rowena had seen when she first came down-stairs that evening. She did not say she would stay, but she lingered until the oysters and cream were brought in from " a caperer s " on Washington Street. This was Foster s joke, and it was laughed at with an abandon that re newed itself and began afresh ; and when Foster said gravely that he knew they d find the oysters 104 ROWENY IN BOSTON. good, for he was very particular as to who ca pered to him, the girl with the wasp waist went into such convulsions of laughter that Rowena was really alarmed. She had known one girl at home who, in the neighborhood parties, had be come celebrated as a " trainer," but secretly Ro wena was convinced that this Miss Martin was the greatest trainer she had ever seen. It was after eleven o clock before the salesla dies went to their lodging-rooms. These rooms were close by. Poor, little, chilly rooms they were, too. The young men walked away with them. Rowena could still hear them training, as they went along the narrow sidewalk; their piercing laughter came back to her on the cold air. Mrs. Jarvis came out of the back parlor, where she had just pulled out her folding-bed and spread the sheets on it. She looked so weary that again Rowe na helped her " trig up " the parlor. The landlady did not seem to think there had been any unusual noise. She made the startling remark that young folks would be young folks, and she s posed they must take their good times when they could get em. I hope no one will think any the less of Ro wena if I record that the last clear image in her mind before she fell asleep was the image of her self in that seal-skin jacket. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 105 VIII. PHILIP S VISIT. ROWENA was hurrying down Tremont Street. She had been up since six o clock. At twenty minutes after that hour she had drunk her coffee and eaten a baker s roll. If she had been at home she would have given the roll to the chick ens. It had never been good, and now it was stale. Having eaten it, it remained not only heavily present in the digestive tract, but in her mind also. She kept thinking how poor it had been, and how good her mother s hot biscuit al ways were. She thought she must need some thoroughwort or sarsaparilla, now it had become spring. She felt, as her uncle Reuben had said, " kind of pindlin ." On his last trip to Boston he had attempted to bring in a squash-pie as an offering from his wife to Rowena. The attempt had resulted in the most disastrous failure. When it arrived it was "jest pig s victuals," as he said, ruefully. It was eventually gathered up in the public cart which stopped at Mrs. Jarvis s. 106 ROWENY IN BOSTON. But the home-made sausages, and the " souse," and the gingerbread from the Tuttle homestead came in good condition. Rowena cried over them, even over the souse. She ate them thank fully. They were gone now. But the letter accompanying them remained. It was a joint production of all the Tuttle family. By this statement I do not mean that it was long. These people could not express themselves with pen and paper. The most terse statement of facts was presented. One sister announced that it was believed that " Georgie Warner had got a beau. He worked winters in the factory at Mid dle Village. He had red hair. He was called a likely man." Rowena thought this might account for Geor- gie s remissness in writing. Another sister wrote that " Philip Barrett s gray horse had died of the botts." Rowena could repeat the entire epistle from beginning to end. She was doing so as she walked now. She had come out for a long tramp before it was time to go to the studio. As she approached that place she was thinking of her mother s counsel that she " should be sure and not work too hard." With her mother s words in her mind, and with their effect in her face, making it soft and tremulous, she paused as an object fell at her ROWENY IN BOSTON. 1 07 feet. She had not been noticing anything around her. Mechanically she picked up the object, a short, cane-like whip, such as she had seen in the hands of horseback riders. At the same moment a voice above her said : "Oh, it is Miss Tuttle ! Thanks," for Rowe- na gave the whip into Miss Phillipps s hand. " Don t dismount, Keats ; there is no need." Now Rowena saw the two riders, Miss Phil- lipps and a gentleman, who lifted his hat while he looked at the girl rather more markedly than was necessary for the polite salutation of a stranger. As for the country girl, still quivering with her thoughts of home and the beloved ones there, the sight of these two, mounted on glossy horses, dressed scrupulously, with the indescriba ble air of wealth and leisure and refinement, the sight of them was like a picture, not as if they were living human beings. Rowena felt remote. She hardly responded to Miss Phillipps s words. The two rode on. Again the gentleman raised his hat. Miss Phillipps waved her hand and smiled. Something bitter and rebellious rose in Rowe- na s heart. It was still there when she reached the studio, and she was late. Breathless, flushed, she walked in among the class of young ladies. The model was already posing. Allestree was I08 ROWENY IN BOSTON. moving up and down the long room after his manner, with his big beard held in his left hand. Hurriedly Rowena took her customary place. She arranged her brushes. She looked at the model, who was a young girl with arms and bust undraped that they might be studied and copied. Rowena s hands trembled. She had walked too far and too fast, and she had not yet become accustomed to the idea of a model at least, not a model like this. The girl s face, as she stood there, with all those eyes upon her, was as inex pressive as a bit of wood. Allestree sometimes walked up to her and slightly touched her neck or arm as he spoke of some muscle that must be well brought out. Every time he did so Rowena shrank and her lips quivered that is, at first. After a time she forgot that her model was alive. The spirit of her work had entered into her. It was not until the class broke up and she was putting on that despised shawl that she again thought of the two she had seen on the street. She envied them. As she descended the broad marble stairs, which no longer overawed her with their grandeur, she said, aloud : "Yes, I envy them. How mean I must be to feel like that !" She was recalling the man s face, which bore ROWENY IN BOSTON. 1 09 a slight family resemblance to that of Miss Phil- lipps. There had been a monocle in the right eye, and Rovvena strongly resented the effect it gave. She had childishly wished to strike it out. She did not believe there was any need of it. Miss Phillipps was getting careless about com ing to the studio. Her group of Indian-pipes on their moss-bed had not grown of late. Instead of going to her room, Rowena wan dered across the Common and out towards the Public Gardens. She was senselessly irritated and despondent. Her art was drudgery. She did not see that many people turned to look back at her. The ugly shawl could not hide the springing grace and style of her carriage. She did not see some one coming hesitatingly down the walk that led from the direction of the State House. She had just decided in her own mind that the gentleman with Miss Phillipps was the same she had once seen in the lady s carriage, when a hesitating, almost deprecating, voice said : "Ain t that you, Roweny?" She paused suddenly, the color leaving her face in the excess of her surprise. It was almost as if she had looked in at the old kitchen at home to hear that slow, nasal tone. She held out her hands, impulsively. " Oh, Philip !" she exclaimed. 110 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Young Barrett could now hardly speak from sheer joy at the greeting given. Of course he was sufficiently masculine in his appreciation of himself to feel that it was her gladness at seeing him. He could not suspect that all the happi ness and freedom of her old life seemed to come back to her at sight of him. He held her hands. He stammered out rapt urously that "he d ben kinder fraid she wouldn t know him." " Know you ? Do you change so rapidly out there?" She withdrew her hands. She laughed gayly. Philip laughed also. The two stood looking at each other. The people who hurried by glanced smilingly at them. Philip had bought a new suit of clothes for this visit. He had bought them at Middle Vil lage, and he had been very proud of them. They bagged where they should have been snug, and were snug where they should have bagged. But he did not know it. Where he lived a new suit was a new suit. The art of dressing is not in the least a complicated affair in remote New England towns. At last Rowena bethought herself and moved on. Philip walked by her side. He was still smiling broadly. He had never been so happy in his life before. He was glad he had given all ROWENY IN BOSTON. HI that time and labor and those forces of life to writing that letter. He would write another, if necessary. He guessed he could write a letter if he " sut out." When the two reached the Tremont Street pavement a horseman came slowly close to the curb. It was the man who had, a few moments ago, ridden by with Miss Phillipps. He again looked seriously at Rowena, with a kind of in- tentness that made Philip ask, quickly: "Who in time is that feller?" And the girl only said, " I don t know." To which her com panion remarked " that he hoped he stared hard enough." The mere sight of that horseman had somehow quenched Rowena s pleasure in meeting Philip. She tried to keep her face set to its first look. She made an attempt at a sprightly interest in Philip s talk. She asked questions, and did not wait for the answers. But Philip only remem bered her greeting. He said he was going to stay in Boston until the next day. He announced proudly that he had engaged a room at a hotel on Brattle Street, where his uncle Tim used to put up, and he guessed it was a first-rate house. He had left his bag there. He wanted Rowena to go over to Bunker Hill with him that afternoon. In the evening they would go to a theatre. He didn t 112 ROWENY IN BOSTON. spend money very often. He guessed he could afford to lay out a little once in a while. So he talked on eagerly, his honest face ear nest, his eyes constantly seeking those of his companion. He came into the house on Hudson Street. He had already been there once, and had been directed to the studio. Now he sat in the par lor while Rowena went to her own room. He thought the parlor was beautiful. He found no fault with the atmosphere, as Miss Phillipps had done. It seemed to him a fascinating luxury that the apartment should be heated by a fur nace. The picture of the " Spirit Friend " on the wall was wonderful, though he could make nothing at all of it, it was so vapory and unde fined. But he supposed it was a work of great art, and he hoped Rowena would some time be able to copy it. He did not dare to walk about in the room. He sat with his feet very near together and his hat on his knees. He inhaled the odor of onions that came up through the furnace and from the basement. Mrs. Jarvis, in her palm-leaf, wadded morning- gown, came to the door and inquired if he had called to buy meal tickets. At that question, so unexpectedly put, he could hardly tell whether he wanted meal tickets or not. He had in- ROWENY IN BOSTON. 113 tended to disport himself among the various res taurants, for he had all the countryman s appre ciation of restaurant food. But now he had a confused sense that it might be in some way a favor to Rowena to buy tickets of her landlady. He said he guessed he d take some; how much was she selling them for? It ended by his purchasing twenty-five tickets for three dollars. As he paid for them he inci dentally remarked that he had come in to wait for Miss Tuttle. At this Mrs. Jarvis said, with some animation, that she thought, and Madame Van Benthuysen also thought, that if she would only let herself be developed Miss Tuttle would make one of the finest medyums in Borston. As he heard this, Barrett felt his hair rising and his hands growing cold. He had heard of mediums. He knew they were liable at any moment to find their affinities. What if Rowena should find her affinity? He did not dare to say that he hoped Miss Tuttle would not be a medium for fear Mrs. Jarvis might, in some mysterious way known only to spiritualists, cause the girl to be devel oped at once. Barrett s ideas about spiritualism were something the same as the generally re ceived notion regarding Salem witchcraft. One never knew who would next be declared a witch. So great was his perturbation at the thought 8 114 ROWENY IN BOSTON. of Rowena s becoming a medium that he would not speak to the girl on the subject when she presently came down-stairs and took a seat near the register. He sat looking at her yearningly. He now saw she was pale. He also told her she was "kinder pindlin ." She laughed at that. He said " he s posed she could paint n dror s good s anybody now." At this she laughed again, now with some bit terness. She was learning every day how dif ficult excellence is, and how much drudgery there is on the road to it. And she had also heard a great deal of talk about the folly of women in trying to be artists. But she could not give up her hope. Once in a while her brush would, apparently of its own volition, make a few strokes that gladdened her like an inspira tion. She meant to toil for the time when there would be more such strokes. Once Allestree, looking at her work at such a time, had said in his autocratic way: " Miss Tuttle, you will do. You have the touch." Then he had added, as if to himself: "if only the confounded feminine limitations do not interfere!" Miss Phillipps had heard these last words. She had left her easel and walked to Rowena and put her hand on her shoulder as she looked ROWENY IN BOSTON. 115 at the picture. She had pressed the hand caress ingly. " Don t believe his heresies," she had remarked. "There are no more insurmountable feminine limitations than masculine. In fact, art is sex less." " It should be, but it isn t." With this re joinder Allestree had seized his beard and walked away. Rowena drank in all this talk and all these in fluences. She had moments of thinking. She was very wise indeed. She felt wise now as she sat opposite Philip Barrett. She wished he had not procured a new suit of clothes. All his natural dignity was hid den by that dreadful Middle Village suit. And he looked at her so persistently. Worse than that, he somehow gave her the feeling that she had given him the right to look at her thus. What had she written him ? And what had been her manner just now when she had met him? What made him hold his hat as if it were a basket of eggs ? " I s pose you ve ben to the monument a good many times sence you come to the city, ain t you ?" Barrett put this question rather timidly. He was sensible of some change in Rowena s man ner, though he could not account for it. Il6 ROWENY IN BOSTON. " What monument?" she asked. He looked surprised. For him there was but one monument. He had told his mother he was coming to Boston principally to see it. " Why, Bunker Hill, of course." " No ; I haven t been there," indifferently. " I wish you d go with me this afternoon." He was greatly cheered by her consent. He took her to Copeland s for dinner. He was sur prised that he had so little appetite in the midst of such luxury. In the horse-car ride to Charles- town he gave a detailed account of the case of botts which had resulted in the death of his gray horse. In this recital Rowena showed a good deal of interest. She now became animated and asked many questions about "all the folks." Barrett eagerly replied. He showed an almost pitiable desire to say what would please her. He watched her. He felt there was something in her face he had never seen there before. He wondered what it was. He thought it was miserably foolish in her to study art. Women needn t study art. Of course she would get over it in a little time. But, meanwhile, he found it very hard to bear. She could paint and draw well enough now to make pictures to hang up in the sitting-room. In Philip Barrett s mind it was the very pinnacle of excellence in art to be able to hang something ROWENY IN BOSTON. 117 of your own in the sitting-room. He did not un derstand Rowena, but he meant to do so. They climbed wearily to the top of the monu ment on Bunker Hill. When they stood there Philip found it more interesting to look at his companion s face than at the view. But she looked at the view. It was not a clear day. There was an uncertainty of outline that made the outlook peculiarly lovely and which stirred her soul. She uttered one or two exclamations of delight. Barrett had the discretion not to re spond. He thought it was "very pretty" to see everything spread out so before them. He would tell his mother about it. Rowena clasped her hands. The wind blew her hair about the soft hat. Her eyes were ra diant. " That must be the Charles," she said, in a low voice. " And see, where the high light strikes that shore ! What a delightful effect !" Philip s spirits rose again. He wondered what she meant by " high light," but he had a kind of feeling that the beauty of the scene was some thing he had procured for her. This feeling gave him immense satisfaction. After a while they crept down within the tow ering dungeon and emerged into the world with other people again. Philip pleaded with the girl to go to supper Il8 ROWENY IN BOSTON. with him. They rode back to Boston and stroll ed rather aimlessly along the streets. Rowena was getting very tired, but Philip did not think he should ever be tired. He said as much, rather ardently. At last they had supper in a place where the waiter girl was in convulsions of laughter with another waiter girl. The effect of this hilarity was such as to dampen Barrett s spirits a great deal. He could not shake off the idea that they were laughing at him. It did not occur to cither of these people that a chaperon was necessary. It was a simple and ordinary thing that they should go about thus. Evidently Philip had laid out a plan of battle to which he would adhere. He was so grieved when Rowena said she thought she would not go to the theatre in the evening that she relented. He went somewhere and returned about seven, while Mrs. Jarvis s later reg lars were coming in. He had orchestra tickets for the Hollis Street Theatre. He said he guessed one play was the same as another, but some one had told him the Kendals were about the thing. Did Rowena know what the Kendals were? He would have been perfectly calm and unsurprised if she had answered that they were a species of gorilla. Now that the name was mentioned, Rowena remembered that she had heard Miss Phillipps ROWENY IN BOSTON. 119 say to some one in the studio that there was a certain strong charm about Mrs. Kendal s act ing, but that she could wish the woman did not " pose so much at virtue " in her private life, it was wearing it was protesting too much. No one suspected her of being otherwise than exem plary. The girl had felt a cynical ring in the voice that spoke those words, but she had not in the least understood them. Now at mention of the Kendals a swift inter est sprang up in her mind. She forgot her fa tigue. She had never been to a theatre in her life ; neither had her escort. She ran up-stairs for hat and shawl. When she descended she met Ferdinand Foster and his aunt, Madame Van Benthuysen. The latter was in her volumi nous circular. Her voice was as rolling as ever. She threw one arm and part of the circular over Rowena s shoulder and kissed her. She said she and Ferd had come to call on her. She had really been so occupied with one spirit and an other for the last week or two that she had not had a minute of her own. Inside the parlor Philip was waiting, and heard these words. He also saw the impressive man ner with which Foster looked at Rowena. The country youth was much struck with the glory of Ferdinand s necktie and watch-chain. He ex- 120 ROWENY IN BOSTON. perienced a sinking of the heart as he saw them. His own tie was a narrow black ribbon. He wished he had worn the silver chain that be longed to his watch ; but he had left it at home lest it might tempt pickpockets. He stepped forward in time to see Rowena smile at Foster. Almost at the same moment Foster said he and his aunt were going to get up a little party to hear the Kendals and have a supper afterwards. Of course Miss Tuttle would be one of them. As he finished speaking Foster swung himself round in his big, rough ulster, and saw a fellow in the parlor glaring at him. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 121 IX. AT THE THEATRE. YOUNG Foster glared back at young Barrett in the narrow hall on Hudson Street. As they looked the natural antagonism of one to the other sparkled in their eyes. Rowena hastened to introduce them. She felt that there was thunder in the air, but she could not guess why. The two men nodded ferociously at each oth er when she mentioned their names. Madame Van Bcnthuysen shook hands in her large, cordial way with Philip. She told him she hoped he would stay over and come to their sea- ants on Harrison Avenue that evening. As Philip did not know what a sea-ants was he was not alarmed, and only thought this lady was very kind. Her fur circular and her black satin gown made as much impression on him as the necktie and chain of her nephew. His heart sank at the knowledge of what fine friends Ro wena had. But did he not desire fine friends for her? 122 ROWENY IN BOSTON. He could not keep his eyes from Foster. He was sure that if that person s ulster had been an inch longer in the skirt or an inch higher in the collar he could not have refrained from throw ing him out into the street. He vaguely heard Madame Van Benthuysen talking about a thea tre party, " The Queen s Shilling," balcony, sup per. What did it mean ? Was Rowena going with them ? After a few moments Rowena turned to Philip and said she was ready to go. Foster was trium phant and smiling. He repeated two or three times that they d have no end of a jolly even ing. He insisted on shaking hands with the girl before she left ; he bent over her hand with a good-natured swagger. He seemed delighted when she laughed at his rattle. When she and Philip were in the street she did not notice that her companion was sulky. But when they reached the theatre the great in terest and novelty of everything absorbed them both. There was a pleasure to Rowena in being gen tly hustled by well-dressed people. She liked the semi-darkness, the mingled odors of perfumes. They both thought they had never seen any man so wonderfully well dressed as the usher who came sliding up to them to take their tick ets and conduct them to a seat. Even before ROWENY IN BOSTON. 133 the curtain rose, the gilding, the upholstery, the whole aspect of the place, together with the murmur of music from the unseen orchestra, gave Philip a strong impression that it must be wicked to be there. Anything so pleasant and so unlike anything he had ever known would necessarily be wicked. He recalled with a pang of conscience that the evangelist now preaching in Middle Village had said distinctly that thea tres were works of the evil one. In an awed whisper he gave this information to his companion. But Rowena laughed ; she was much further from Middle Village than Philip was. She did not care what the evan gelist told those people. Her face showed her pleasure. There was not an attraction, from the dome downward, that did not appeal to her ar tistic nature with a tingling sense of joy. The strains from the hidden instruments thrilled her. This was her first night. You whose first night in a theatre is involved in the mists of the past, do not laugh at her. How much would you give could you change places with her? Very soon Philip lapsed into a bewildered si lence. All through the evening he was more puzzled than entertained. They were so near the stage that when the curtain rose on the first scene of the " Iron Mas ter" Rowena felt a shock of almost disillusion- 124 ROWENY IN BOSTON. ment ; she saw so plainly how the people were made up, and the pitch of their voices startled her. But when, in a moment, Claire came in, re freshingly unmade up, speaking theatrically, Ro- wena gave a long sigh of delight, and from the first sight of the heroine she gave herself up to fervent love and admiration for her. She went through with Claire with all her love and all her misery. She longed to rush upon the stage and fling her arms about her. When the husband went out to fight the duel and the wife beat upon the locked door and shrieked in her agony, Rowena sprang up in her seat and made a frantic effort to get away, crying : " I must let her out !" The curtain fell. Rowena shrank back to her place and covered her face with her hands. Ev erybody looked at her. Philip did not know what to do. He did not know but that he ought to aid in the effort to unbar that closed door whereupon Claire had struck in her suf fering. Among those who looked at Rowena when she thus stood were two people in a box at the right. A man and woman sat in front, Miss Phillipps and her cousin, Keats Bradford. The lady s white silk cloak was on the back of her chair; her slightly tinted gown was high in the neck and long in the sleeves, but still it gave ROVVENY IN BOSTON. 125 with perfect effect the impression of evening dress. She had flowers in her hair and in her hand ; her pale face was a little flushed with in terest, and her emerald-colored eyes were very brilliant ; her lips even more than usually red. The thick fluff of hair, the straight brows, the keenly alive face, made it reasonable that her companion should have deliberately decided that she was in great good looks to-night. He had just said that Mrs. Kendal was satisfy ing, that she never overdid things, when he saw Rowena standing there palpitating with the emo tion roused by the scene before her. He half rose, as if he would shield the girl, and he paused abruptly in a sentence. Miss Phillipps followed his glance. " Rowena Tuttle !" she exclaimed. The young man breathed a long breath of re lief when Rowena sat down and people stopped gazing at her. He polished his glass on his hand kerchief and put it to his eye. " Is she alone with that man?" asked Miss Phil lipps. She had, in spite of her unconventional spirit, strict ideas on some topics. " Not exactly alone," was the answer, "as there are several hundred people with her." The lady did not reply. She bent forward, and aimed her glass at Rowena so persistently that the girl presently seemed to feel it focussed upon her. 126 ROWENY IN BOSTON. She removed her hands from her face and made a great struggle for composure. She was in ter ror lest Philip should speak to her. She did not think she could bear the sound of his voice just now. But when she saw the lady in the box she experienced a glow of pleasure. Miss Phillipps removed her opera -glass the instant she had caught Rowena s attention. She gave her a glance that warmed her, but reproved her as well. It is not good form to show emotion in public; but Rowena had forgotten herself. She became painfully crimson. " If the play were not about over I would send you down, Keats, to bring her here," said Miss Phillipps, autocratically. Presently the play was done. Claire had been lugged rather unnecessarily to the front of the stage, and it was discovered that the bullet had not injured her seriously ; everybody was going to be happy ever after ; the handkerchiefs were put away ; people bustled towards the door. Rowena tried to wake from her illusions. Philip said he guessed the theatre must be finished, for all the folks were going out. The two moved with the rest. As they stood on the sidewalk, Miss Phillipps and her cousin came out and entered a carriage. As she sat down, and while Bradford had his foot on the step, the lady saw Rowena and her friend stand- ROWENY IN BOSTON. 127 ing near in the lamplight. She beckoned im peratively. People usually obeyed her before they considered whether they needed to do so. Rowena advanced, with Philip behind her. She vaguely saw the shining white expanse, the low waistcoat and white tie, beneath Bradford s overcoat. He had a pair of gloves in his hand. He fell back with a deferential movement as she approached but not far back. " Did you like it ?" asked Miss Phillipps, tak ing the girl s hand closely. " Oh, I " began Rowena, when the other bent so near that her breath was on Rowena s face, as she whispered, hurriedly : "You did not remember that I told you not to show all you feel in your face. You are like a poor little lamb, with no shield nor buckler, and wolves all about. Dear, good-night !" As she let go the hand she said, aloud : " Don t forget, it is the Browning Club to-mor row night." Rowena was very pale as she walked away. She knew her friend was right, but she was hurt, all the same. " I heard what you said," remarked Bradford, as the carriage rolled on. " Don t you know it is her greatest chawm that her face does miwwor her feelings. You re all wrong." 128 ROWENY IN BOSTON. " I m right," said the other, positively. " I m going to protect that girl." " By all means, pwotect her," sinking back on the cushions. " I ll help you pwotect her." Miss Phillipps glanced up at him. " Do wait, Keats, until I ask for your help. And can t you pronounce the letter R? you are so ridiculous! I suppose you think it is Eng lish?" "To be widiculous? I know it s English." The next day Rowena experienced a sense of relief when she thought that Philip was going. She was somewhat weary. She told herself that it was all that new suit of clothes. She liked Philip best in his overalls and "jumper." There was a simplicity and manliness about him when he was on his own farm. His face was very long when she was called down to the parlor to bid him good-bye. He gave her the twenty-five meal tickets he had bought of Mrs. Jarvis. He said he hoped Rowena would use them, for it must be kind of lonesome to take one s victuals all by one s self. When she hesi tated he explained that " they wouldn t do him no good, n she might s well have um." He sat uneasily, holding his hat more than ever as though there were eggs in it. She wait ed. She had exhausted herself in conversation the day before. There did not seem another ROWENY IN BOSTON. 1 29 thing to say. Something was evidently resting heavily on his mind. At last he got up and stood before her. " It s not time to go yet," she remarked. " No, it ain t." He put his hat on his head, and then, remem bering his manners, he took it immediately off, and instantly converted it again into a recepta cle for eggs. " Does that feller git up them sea-antses him self?" he asked, sternly. "What fellow? Oh, you mean Mr. Foster? No ; it is his aunt who is the medium." Rowena tried not to laugh, remembering how short a time it was since she herself had any knowledge of seances. Philip suddenly changed his ground. " I s pose," he said, " that the feller is very agreeable." " Oh, I don t know him any scarcely." " Be you goin to the play with him ?" Rowena rose. She was going to reply angrily, when she saw how miserably unhappy her com panion was. There was a look in his eyes that went straight to her heart. " I don t know," she said, feebly. Philip put his eggs desperately down on the floor. His face was very pale and drawn. He kept his glance upon her a moment in silence. 9 130 ROWENY IN BOSTON. He wondered blindly what there was different in her; what was it? Then he said aloud, and indignantly: " It s jest livin in Borston ! You can t live in a thick settled place n be jest the same. I ought to er known it. I ought to er known it !" His big brown hands shut hard. " Philip," said the girl, very gently, " don t let s quarrel." He looked at her so wistfully that she hung her head. She felt that she could not keep the tears back much longer. In some inexplicable way it seemed to her as if in being hard to Phil ip she was ungrateful to her old home and all in it that she loved. " I ain t goin to plague ye," he said. " I wouldn t plague ye for all the world. And I c n wait. I guess I ll be goin to the deepo. What sh ll I tell um to home for you ?" Rowena s gratitude made her almost effusive. She was so thankful for what she hardly knew. A short time later she stood at the door and saw Philip go down the street. He did not look back, but walked sturdily on. She went up to her own room and sat down. Immediately her thoughts of Barrett grew warm er. She did not know that when that Middle Village suit was removed from her eyes the wearer of it assumed a different aspect. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 13! Then it occurred to her that this evening she was going to the Browning Club. There was a tumultuous quickening of her pulses at the thought. She was conscious of a shy longing to see this new kind of people. And the prospect of meeting Miss Phillipps was always a distinct pleasure to her. Does not one who has spent much time in Boston remember the large women with gray curls looped up each side of their large faces? They are ruddy, with a comfortable conscious ness of living in Boston diffused through their redundant personality. They always look, as you see them walking on Charles or Beacon Street, as if they had just descended from an in tensely Bostonian coupe. If you peer into that coupe you will see the last Atlantic in the pock et ; perhaps, also, a pamphlet on Nationalism, or a sketch of Confucius as he was, not Confucius as we have thought he was. Somebody in Boston has found out the exact facts concerning him, and to Boston is given the discovery. The horses in the shafts will not have any check- rein nor any curb -bit, for this kind of woman does not confine herself to theories. She has a very soft spot in her heart for animals, for everything that is abused or that does not have its rights. Besides The Atlantic and the pamphlet, there 132 ROWENY IN BOSTON. is often also in this carriage a dog. He is sitting calmly superior to mere " foot folks." He is a well-groomed King Charley or Yorkshire. Never a fox terrier for this kind of woman. The dog meets your eye with a gentle pity in his expres sion, a pity for you because you are not a York shire sitting in a coupe" belonging to a person like his mistress. He knows there is a sketch of Confucius in the vehicle with him, and he re spects himself accordingly. He wags his little stub of a tail if you approach. He is perfectly affable. He knows his position too well not to be so. He is like his dear friend and mistress ; it is a good thing that, incidentally, he has wealth, but he is sincere in his conviction that^ wealth is not to be compared with culture and blood. He probably has clear ideas as to what Buddha preached ; anyway, his eyes are bright enough to have such ideas. He is not going to fall into Nirvana when he dies; he confidently expects that in the future state cats will be pro vided for him to worry. There were three of these gray-haired ladies in the rooms of the house on Charles Street where Miss Phillipps lived. They put up tor toise-shell-handled eye-glasses and looked at Ro- wena when she entered, not impertinently, but with the questioning air they gave to everything new. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 133 There were young ladies, also, in the rooms, a few men. There was a murmur of talk and low laughter. The rooms themselves were, in reality, almost simple, but they seemed magnificent to Rowena. There were low fireplaces, in which smouldered heavy oak logs. There was no gaslight, but queer old lamps shed a mellow light. To this country girl everything appeared in. keeping with Miss Phillipps. It was enough for Miss Phillipps that she was Miss Phillipps ; enough for her house that it was hers. This hostess when she chose could do some kind things with a grace that made them more than kind. An almost tender light came into the green- tinted eyes as their owner saw that black-clad, slender, hesitating, and altogether charming fig ure in the door-way. Ignorant and unsophisticated as Rowena was, she could not be awkward. There is a hesi tancy like that of the flower stalk which hardly knows from which direction the breeze is com ing. A man standing at the end of the first room, with his hands behind him, rather carelessly list ening to one of the gray- haired ladies, saw Ro wena the instant she appeared. He saw, also, a 134 ROWENY IN BOSTON. swift suffusion of gladness go over the girl s face as she met Miss Phillipps s glance. That lady walked quickly to her side and took both her hands in an impressive welcome. This welcome was meant to show her own feelings towards o this stranger, and to set an example. "Who is this that Vanessa has taken up now?" asked Mrs. Sears, with her glass up. "Weally, I don t know," was the answer from the gentleman whom Rowena had seen riding with Miss Phillipps. Though he said " weally," he did not look like a man who would say it. Though he had a glass in his eye, he did not look like a man who would have a glass in his eye. There were several in congruities about this individual. " Vanessa is sometimes very trying," went on Mrs. Sears, as their hostess led Rowena to an old lady who was sitting near the fireplace hold ing a screen between her face and the heat. " She takes up a person or a theory with ardor, and then " " She puts them down with ardor," said the gentleman. " It doesn t hurt the theowy, a the- owy can stand it ; but a person doesn t like it, naturally." "That girl is something quite out of the ordi nary," said Mrs. Sears. She had removed her glass. Now she lifted it again. " She is why ROWENY IN BOSTON. 135 searching for fitting terms of praise " she might almost be one of Us." The man smiled. " Where did you say she came from ?" " From Middle Village or thereabouts." " But I thought you didn t know anything about her." " I don t. But I know Vanessa has secured a girl from Middle Village with whom she is now infatuated." An inarticulate murmur was all the response to this remark. Miss Phillipps was now bringing Rowena to Mrs. Sears. Keats Bradford thought he had never admired his cousin Vanessa as strongly as he admired her now. You would have said from her manner it was a princess whom she was conducting, choos ing to do this rather than wait for the people to be conducted to the princess. It must have been a very hard-hearted elderly lady indeed who could resist the desire to greet Rowena warmly. There was about her the pen etrating grace of unsullied youth, and nothing is more attractive to age. Moreover, her own indescribable and individual personality, which, perhaps, Miss Phillipps called her " atmosphere," which is born with one, and which makes one be loved or shunned, this was markedly winning. 136 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Mrs. Sears took the girl s hand in her thick, cushiony palm. " So you have come to study Browning, Miss Tuttle? It is an occupation which never fails." The words did not mean very much, but they were said with the accompaniment of the kind est smile. Mrs. Sears made room for Rowena on the little couch where she sat. The young man near her instantly came for ward and asked to be presented. The girl re membered him very well, but she tried not to let her face show that she did so. She was be ginning to heed the advice Miss Phillipps had given her concerning a reticence of countenance. The gentleman did not address her, save a few words after his greeting. He continued to con verse with Mrs. Sears. But he had the ability to let the girl know that she was in his thoughts ; that, though he talked to Mrs. Sears, it was that Miss Tuttle might hear him. Presently he looked at his watch. He said it was almost time for him to read that selection. He walked away a few steps, then he returned and said to Rowena : " I have the honor to open the meeting. I shall not wead the extract I selected yesterday. I want you to hear something else the first time you come. I shall ask you what you think of it, so please pay attention." ROWENY IN BOSTON. 137 X. AT A BROWNING CLUB. " Rivals, who . . . Tuned, from Bocafoli s stark-naked psalms, To Plara s sonnets spoilt by toying with, As knops that stud some almug to the pith Pricked for gum, wry thence, and crinkled worse Than pursed eyelids of a river-horse Sunning himself o the slime when whirrs the breeze Gad-fly, that is." " Oil, no ; I never go anywhere without my little geological hammer, not even down Wash ington Street. My -hammer and one of Ibsen s plays. One never knows, don t you know, when one may find a specimen ; and it is so inter esting to get a new one and then, if I have to wait a few moments in a shop, don t you know, if I have Ibsen with me, I don t lose any time, you see." " It must be quite dreadful to lose any time," said Mrs. Sears, with an indulgent smile that had a suspicion of irony in it. " Did you bring your 138 ROWENV IN BOSTON. hammer with you to-day, Miss Sargeant ? You might pound away at Childe Roland. I think it would bear all your strength." " Is it to be Childe Roland again to-day?" "Yes." The owner of the geological hammer tossed her head. She had that type of weasel -face which Rowena had noticed in one of the sales ladies that evening at Mrs. Jarvis s. She did not look any more refined. She was painfully alert. She tossed her head again. She said for her part she was tired of that poem, if it were a poem. Why didn t they drop Browning and take up Ibsen ? She was told that this was not an Ibsen club. She flung her bits of hands out and her bangles tinkled. She gave sharp glances at Rowena, who still kept her place by Mrs. Sears. " I went out to Diamond Hill the other day," she began. " Rhode Island, you know. Real ly a curious place; might be a thousand miles away. Natives don t know anything; stand about in overalls aren t they overalls, Miss Tuttle?" "They are overalls, "replied Rowena, her clear voice contrasting with the chipping noise this Miss Sargeant made in talking, "also jumpers," added Rowena, with a slight laugh. Miss Sargeant stared an instant. Then re peated: "Also jumpers. Thanks. They stand around in these things, and look at you till you ROWENY IN BOSTON. 139 feel their eyes boring like gimlets. I could feel them in the back of my head. They fry their beefsteak there, too in lard. And they expect you to eat pickles with it large cucumbers steeped in vinegar." " Did you get any specimens, Miss Sargeant?" " Magnificent rough amethysts. I should think there must be a strata of these amethysts somewhere there, a strata upthrown by some subterranean action. Shouldn t you say so, Mrs. Sears?" The elder lady had shrunk perceptibly at the word " strata," which was spoken as if spelled "strarter." " Don t you think, Miss Sargeant," she said, with some emphasis, " that you might better use your geological hammer a trifle less, and look into the subject of singular and plural forma tions a trifle more? Pardon an old woman s advice." The girl stood an instant in vindictive silence. She was very fond of that word " strarter." She walked away. Mrs. Sears glanced at Rowena. " Do you think I was harsh, my dear ?" she asked. " But then, I know Delia Sargeant so very well. If I can be the means of teaching her to say stratum when that is what she means, I slxill have done an excellent thing. I may 140 ROWENY IN BOSTON. confide to you that her friends are very weary of what she does not know about geology. Ah, Mr. Bradford is going to read. Some one usu ally opens the session by reading a selection. I m glad it s not Mr. Herndon, for he never reads anything but Sardello. He says we don t meet to discuss what we know, but what we don t know. To tell you the truth, Miss Tut- tle, I have reached that age when I like to talk about things I understand." There was such a whimsical look on the speak er s face that Rowena could not tell if she were speaking as she felt. Before she could make any attempt at a reply some one rapped on a table which held many different copies of the poet they were to study. A stout man with a very large bald head and English whiskers said in a heavy voice that Mr. Bradford had kindly consented to read for them. " That is Mr. Herndon," said Mrs. Sears. " He lives to struggle with things he doesn t compre hend. The moment he sees a subject clearly, that moment it ceases to interest him. Odd, isn t it?" Instead of standing there by the table, which was very far away from the couch which held Mrs. Sears and Rowena, Mr. Bradford sauntered down the room until he came to a window near that couch. He stood in a nonchalant attitude, ROWENY IN BOSTON. 141 with his back to the light. As a reader in select companies he was rather of a lion, but this girl from the country could not know that, and she would not have respected him any more had she known it. The young man began : " O lyric Love, half angel and half bird, And all a wonder and a wild desire, His voice was not specially musical, but it in terpreted the words with a force as if fire ran along with his utterance. Rowena felt her heart burning ; every syllable clove its way to her soul. Had there been a human being who could write such words as those ? And he had loved. And he had lost. But he could not despair. She did not think of the reader at all. She did not know that after those two first lines his eyes had left the book and were, though not openly, watching her. Miss Phillipps thought she had never heard her cousin read so well. There was not the least art about it. He was simply letting himself be borne on by the lines. Even she forgot herself in listening. And she forgot Rowena, until just as Bradford came to the last. Then, as she saw the girl, a cloud came over her face. It was cruel to play on a sensitive and unsophisticated nature in this way. And yet Miss Phillipps 142 ROWENY IN BOSTON. knew that she had never loved Rowena as warmly as at this moment. The young face gleamed transparent the eyes seemed reaching out to heaven itself. Silently Miss Phillipps glided round behind her guests. Again she was conscious of that de sire to protect Rowena. There was an instant murmur as the reader s voice ceased. Rowena heard some one whisper, "Dear!" close behind her. She knew the tone, and interpreted it. She so quickly recovered her ordinary look that her friend s estimate of her rose greatly. Miss Phillipps did not address her again ; she made some remark about Browning as a poet of the emotions. Mr. Hcrndon rose to read a portion of " Childe Roland." Miss Sargeant said, when the portion had been read, that she judged that the passage was so "electrically stimulating" that it was not need ful to know clearly what it meant. Another young lady, in an almost man-like severity of costume, said that what had most struck her in this author was his " formative en ergy." He created, he energized : he said " Let this be," and straightway it was. He was, more than any one who had come before him, a kind of god. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 143 Miss Sargeant now said earnestly that he was, above all else, Bostonian. There were some nat ures so endowed that, though they had never seen Boston, they were yet Bostonian. She con sidered Browning so endowed. Rowena heard in amazement. She saw Miss Phillipps s lips fold tightly together. She saw the smile on Keats Bradford s face. Mrs. Sears turned to her with an impatient movement. " I wonder why it so often happens," she said, " that people with the least mind are so ready to let us know their limitations." Mr. Herndon said ponderously that he be lieved the question now before the club was the question as to what the dark tower was. It was asserted positively that "Childe Roland to the dark tower came," but what was the tower? Symbolical, of course. But symbolical of what ?" " The round squat tower, blind as a fool s heart, " recited Miss Sargeant. " Built of brownstone you see they used brownstone without a counterpart in the whole world. " This girl sat by a table holding a volume of poems in her hand. She was perfectly sure of herself. She never meant to give up this club. She knew they could not get along without her, and she loved to throw light. She knew that her own ideas were clear. 144 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Rowena rose and walked to the table, taking up one of the copies of the poem that lay there. By this time she was so interested that she had forgotten her surroundings. She resumed her seat and read the poem for the first time, experiencing a strange, baffled feel ing, and that kind of admiration awakened by power, even when it is obscure power. She read the poem again, her face lightening. She looked up with flashing eyes. She leaned forward. She fastened her glance on Mr. Herndon. "It is glorious endeavor sticking to your ideal it is keeping on with the fight dauntless courageous it is oh, how hard it is to find words !" A deep red covered her face. She suddenly sank back, almost against Mrs. Sears. But she kept her fiery glance on Mr. Herndon. Before that gentleman could speak Miss Sargeant, in her voice like the rattling of dry sticks, made this remark : "That is very well. But what is the tower? We are losing sight of the main subject. A brownstone tower we know that much." Mr. Bradford advanced from the window where he had remained since he read from The Ring and the Book. " Miss Tuttle is wight," he said. He looked over at the girl. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 145 " Of course we are glad to know about the brownstone," bowing to Miss Sargeant. " We have Mr. Browning s explicit word for that. I cannot help wishing we could know if there was a bay window, or anything of that sort ; but we can only judge by internal evidence. I think from the text it was a plain tower, without any such window. What is your opinion, Miss Sar geant ?" Miss Phillipps had been standing with one hand leaning on a table. She walked forward. Her face did not often flush, but it was flushed now. " How silly we all are," she exclaimed, with that air she had of being permitted to say any thing. She went on rapidly, and with the man ner of one who gives an ultimate decision. " It is just a gloomy phantasy the sporting of a strong mind. We take it seriously, we try to find what is not there." She spoke nearly ten minutes, carried on by a kind of strenuous earnestness that often took possession of her when she spoke at any gather ing of people. She showed a power which re vealed to Rowena why women concerned in any public meetings usually tried to have " that Miss Phillipps " one of the speakers. After she had ceased, Rowena cared very little for what followed. She hardly listened to it. 146 ROWENY IN BOSTON. She sat quietly by Mrs. Sears, and heard vaguely all the talk. Mr. Bradford came and stood behind the couch where she sat. Sometimes he bent over and said a word or two in an undertone to Mrs. Sears. It was always said so that Rowena might hear it. He always glanced at her. He found it extremely pleasant to stand there, and he liked very much to do things which he found to be pleasant. This girl had gratified a some what exacting taste the first time he had seen her on Tremont Street, with her portfolio under her arm. He had been rather surprised at him self that he had remembered her face and figure so well. Young women were usually very flat and unprofitable. They made eyes, they put in flections in the voice, they sidled ; they pranced, or they were demure, not because they really were so, but because they chose to appear so. And they were, some of them, painfully intel lectual; they kept one s mind strained up to the verge of insanity; they never let one down. This young man, lounging behind the couch where Rowena sat, was conscious of a delightful feeling of refreshment. He did not speak to her, because it was enough to be there, knowing that he might address her if he chose. Since it was a Browning day, it was appropriate that he should think of that much -quoted line from Evelyn ROWENY IN BOSTON. 147 Hope about " spirit, fire and dew." He even went further than that. His mind suddenly seized upon, "There s a woman like a dew-drop, She s so purer than the purest." The whole song murmured itself over, and the sense of it tingled in his veins and diffused itself deliciously through him. He had not thought he was impressionable ; certainly he had not been so in these later years. But then, with an inward smile, he told himself a man did not often meet a woman like this one. The city life spoiled women ; so did country life spoil them, in its way. When at last the club broke up and the mem bers were departing, Miss Phillipps detained Ro- wena. " Will any one be frightened if you don t go back to that Hudson-Street place to-night?" she asked. "I don t suppose they will even know whether I m there or not," was the reply. "Then, of course, you ll stay. Keats, there is no need for you to linger." " You are awfully careless about hurting a fel low s self-esteem, Vanessa," said the man. "I don t want to go yet. I want to sit by this fire a minute. I m so weary of Miss Sargeant and that other little weasel of a girl." 148 ROWENY IN BOSTON. He flung himself down and looked into the fireplace, where the log was now a big coal. The two girls were standing. " She was just like a weasel," responded Rowena, eagerly ; "and there s one at R. H. Black s a saleslady ; only one is a member of a Browning Club, and I guess the other isn t," she laughed. She was in great spirits, better than at any time since she had come to Boston. " Miss Phillipps " she turned with an impulsively fond movement towards that lady "you said you had been weeding out your club ; why didn t you weed out Miss Sargeant ?" " Yes, why didn t you ?" from Bradford. But Miss Phillipps did not choose to reply. She sat down and drew Rowena to her side. She \vas silent. She looked thoughtful, even slightly troubled. But she was very tender towards the girl near her. She did not notice her cousin. Still, he was content not to be no ticed by her. " I intended to take Miss Tuttle down to what you call that Hudson-Street place," he said, after a silence. " I thought she might give me pri vately some of her views of us to-night. But, since I am not to be useful that way, I can be simply ornamental and comfortable, here." He stretched his feet towards the fire and thrust his hands into his pockets. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 149 Rowena looked at him with a laugh in her eyes. The glance was returned. Then she turn ed her own gaze towards the fire. She felt the pressure of Miss Phillipps s arm about her shoul ders, and the touch gave her happiness. She was beginning to lose that fear she had had of fickle ness in her friend s regard for her. Just now she had no fear of anything. She had never been so much at home with any one. Looking back now she told herself that, of course, she had been at home with Georgie Warner. But Georgie, though she loved her, " had not known things." And then, one slightest touch of Miss Phillipps s hand was more of a caress than a vigorous hug from Georgie. Rowena had not known there were such people in the world as this new friend of hers. She did not know now but that the world was full of them, only they did not live out near Middle Village, or the Corners, or on Hudson Street. The silence continued so long that Bradford rose. There was still humming over in his mind " There s a woman like a dew-drop." He had been dangerously near repeating those words once or twice as he sat there. " Keats, I do wish you would go," said his cousin. "Thank you," he responded," I don t think I can stay any longer this evening, though you 150 ROWENY IN BOSTON. urge me so kindly. Good-night, Vanessa. Good night, Miss Tuttle." He held out his hand, a slender hand like that of his cousin. He strolled to the door. He came back. " Are you weally going to pweside at the Psy chical Wesearch to-morrow, Vanessa?" He looked down at the two, but saw only the younger face with its pure outline and shining eyes. "Yes, I am." "Oh, well," shrugging his shoulders," they told me I must pweside if you concluded not to do it yourself. I wanted to get myself up a bit, don t you know." He stood an instant. His cousin did not glance at him, or she would have been startled by some thing in his face. "Your sweetness is very long drawn out to night, Keats," she said. " I know it. I m weally going now. Good night," to Rowena, who bent her head in si lence. This time the young man lifted the curtain at the entrance, and presently the outer door shut heavily. When he reached the pavement he straight ened himself and stood still a moment, looking vaguely about him. Then he smiled. Then he ROWENY IN BOSTON. 151 gave a long, shrill whistle, and started to walk briskly down the street. In the room he had just left the silence con tinued for some time. Rowena, within her companion s arm, looked happily into the fire. " Was that a country friend with whom I saw you at the theatre?" The question came like a kind of blow to the girl. She moved uneasily. " Yes," she answered. " Are you going to marry him ?" Rowena now sat upright. " No ; no, indeed !" she almost cried out. " He means to marry you. He has a good face ; he has also a strong will." Rowena s heart contracted. She hurriedly rose and stood before her questioner. " Why do you talk to me like that ?" she ex claimed. Instead of replying, Miss Phillipps said : " You should not go alone with him to the theatre." Rowena blushed. " Not go alone with Philip Barrett ?" she said. " Not go alone with Philip ?" The eyes of the elder woman were searching the face before her. " Perhaps, without really knowing it, you love him," she said. 152 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Rowena turned indignantly away from that gaze. The words opened bewildering possibilities to her. Did she not know herself ? She recalled Philip s face as he had said " he didn t want to plague her," and " he could wait." The recol lection almost melted her. She could at this moment recall nothing of all that in his appear ance which had irritated her. She was only conscious of his noble unselfishness and his devotion. " I don t think I love him," she said. Her face took on a wistful expression. She looked down at her companion. " Don t you know when you love a man ?" she asked. Miss Phillipps laughed slightly. She reached forth and drew the girl down by her again. "According to the old-fashioned stories," she replied, " we knew when we loved just as we knew when lightning flashed before our eyes. But we have changed all that. Now we are not sure of anything." Rowena pressed closely. She timidly lifted her face so that her friend could look down into her eyes. " I think I m almost sure of one thing," she whispered. She put her lips to the warm palm of the hand that had drawn her near. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 153 " Of what ?" " If I felt to a man as I feel to you I should know I loved him." Miss Phillipps s eyes flashed through a sudden dew. She smiled as few ever saw her smile. " My darling !" she said. 154 ROWENY IN BOSTON. XI. GEORGIE. WHEN Rowena went back the next day to her attic on Hudson Street she began to work ar dently. The old inspiration and love of her art burned within her. She sat at her easel, and her brush made no false move. And yet it did not seem to her that she was thinking so much of what she was doing as of the Browning Club, and of her friend with whom she had breakfasted. That was ideal life. She smiled as she held her brush over her palette, choosing her colors. She chose the right colors this morning. She rose and walked away to view her work. " If I might always drink coffee from a cup like that," she said aloud, laughing like a child, "and always have Miss Phillipps opposite me as I drank it, perhaps then my work would be worth while. Can it be that I am a Sybarite after all? Can Hiram Tuttle s daughter, who was sut on goin to Borston, be a Sybarite ?" She laughed again. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 155 She approached her canvas and put a few more touches on the face she was sketching. She had believed that the longer she stayed away from home the more strong would be her desire to return to it. She was surprised to know that the precise opposite might be true. This thought passed rapidly through her mind, and immediately was superseded by mem ories of the hours she had just spent in Charles Street. She recalled that Miss Phillipps had quoted to her some words of George Eliot, that " No list of circumstances ever made happiness." That must be true. Just now Rowena felt that she could be happy anywhere, that "God s in His heaven, All s right with the world." Outside the day was balmy and delightful. The fire in the cylinder stove made her room too warm. She knew that in the orchard at home the bluebirds and "Harry-wickets" were sing ing; that robins were hopping about in the yard ; the frogs peeping in the meadow back of the house. Also, sure sign that spring was well advanced, men were coming up from Taunton with new herring for sale ; it was now so late that the herring would be cheap enough to buy. As she thought of all these things her heart did not ache as it had done at such memories ; 156 ROWENV IN BOSTON. she was conscious only of a gentle and not un pleasant sadness. She worked all the forenoon and into the afternoon, only pausing to eat the chop she broiled over the coals. She had actually forgotten that this was the day of the week when Uncle Reuben usually came in. There was a sound on the stairs. A voice which she did not recognize, but which was familiar, said : " I guess I c n find my way somehow." Rowena opened her door. Somebody in the gloom shouted : " There she is now !" Somebody sprang at her, and hugged her and kissed her. " It s Georgie Warner!" cried Rowena, pulling the new-comer into the room and shutting the door. " Of course it s Georgie Warner," exclaimed the owner of that name. " I ve been calc latin on this for more n a month, but I wanted to sur prise ye. n I guess I ve done it. I told mother s soon s the roads got settled I sh d git a chance to come in with your uncle Reuben ; n here I am. How be ye, anyway ?" Although Georgie taught school, and could "talk grammar" when it was necessary, she did ROWENY IN BOSTON. 157 not consider it necessary now. She fell back upon the dialect that slipped so easily from her tongue. She looked sharply at Rowena as that girl re plied that she was perfectly well, and " awful glad " to see Georgie. After a few moments of incessant talking, Rowena bethought herself that now would be an excellent time to use one of the meal tickets that Philip had left with her. Mrs. Jarvis s din ner extended from twelve until two. They had just time. Georgie tried not to be impressed with the luxury and profuseness before her. It was a strange thing to have a servant come and mention several kinds of meat and fish to her and wait for her to choose. At home, if they had baked sparerib they had no other meat. This variety was princely. But Georgie was not so overcome but that she ate heartily. Rowena sat by her and was hospitable. There were not many now at the table ; but before the two girls left, while Georgie was eat ing cranberry-pie, and wishing she knew how the lemon-pie tasted, a young man came swaggering round the room and sat down opposite. He seemed so very glad to see Rowena that Georgie was greatly impressed. Of course it was Fer dinand Foster. He was bedecked with his chain; his necktie to-day was not pink, but it 158 ROWENY IN BOSTON. was ornate. He had a daffodil in his button hole. He eagerly told Rovvena that he had secured first-rate seats for to-morrow night first row in the balcony. His aunt had put off all the spir its, so as to make a sure thing of it. They d have the jolliest kind of a time. If Miss Tuttle did not think it wicked, he would order some champagne for supper. Would she let him or der it? " Oh no ; that would be foolish," said Rowena. " Don t order it." She rather liked Mr. Foster ; he was so good- natured, and such a rattle ; she need never take him seriously. "Just as you say, of course," he answered; " but there s nothing a bit wicked about cham pagne." Georgie s amazement grew with every moment. Her last morsel of pie nearly choked her. When the two were safe up-stairs again she looked solemnly at Rowena. " I s pose," she said, " that is your beau. He dresses beautiful, n he seems real pleasant ; but She did not know how to go on. She went to the small looking-glass and patted her hair. Rowena watched her with eyes full of laughter. Georgie had on her best blue cash mere gown, with imitation Valenciennes about ROWENY IN BOSTON. 159 the throat and wrists. Marthy S. had cut this gown, and it bound about the chest and fettered the arms, like all of that lady s fitting. But Georgie was conscious of being very much dress ed in it ; she had even wondered what Mr. Fos ter thought of it. Now, standing at the glass, she wondered again, as she went through small, pigeon -like movements. "But what?" asked her friend. "Why, I must say I was as surprised s I could be when the gentleman mentioned that wine. For my part, I ve always considered champagne as the wickedest kind of wine there is. I guess all them horrid, mean women you read about always drink it, don t they?" " I don t know." " Mebby you drink it, Roweny?" in a hushed whisper. " No ; I never tasted it in my life." Georgie s face showed her relief. She gazed intently at her companion. " Yes ; you be changed, somehow. Philup told me you was kind of dif runt, somehow ; n you be." " I m not a particle different. How can you be so foolish?" Rowena spoke angrily. She could not help asking: l6o ROWENY IN BOSTON. "Did Philip say that? He ought to have known better." " He told me. He said he shouldn t mention it to another soul. He said you was just as nice, nicer, f anything, but you was dif runt he couldn t tell how ; I can t tell how, either." "Of course you can t tell. Tisn t so!" indig nantly. Georgie and Rowena sat down on the side of the bed. They " took hold hands," as they had done when children. "Yes; tis so, too," responded Georgie, with the persistence that had characterized her when a child. " I was kinder sorry for Philup ; he seemed so sorter down. But he said you treat ed him the best kind, n he had a grand time goin round with you. Do you go round with Mr. Foster much ?" Rowena s face was burning now with various emotions. " I don t go round with him at all, and he isn t my beau!" flinging out the last word in disgust. " But you re goin somewhere with him. What d he mean by the balcony, n so on?" " I did say I d go to the theatre with him and his aunt." " Oh, his aunt s goin ?" This fact seemed to modify the aspect of ROWENY IN BOSTON. l6l things, in Georgie s eyes. Where she lived, if a man really admired a girl, no third party ever accompanied the two anywhere. She was be wildered. She shook her head. " I don t care," she said, emphatically, " he s jest awfully taken with you even if his aunt is goin ." " It isn t just as it is at home," said Rowena, somewhat sadly. " Men are not taken with any body, even if they dp appear to be. That Mr. Foster is only a oh, a fellow who has his meals here," with a laugh, "and has an aunt who is a medium." Georgie had something to communicate con cerning her own history, or she would have given a more extended expression to her horror that Rowena should know a medium. She knew there were mediums as she knew there were hyenas. She had come in to tell about her own love affair, and to see Rowena. She considered Rowena her most intimate friend, and half the delight of having a love affair would be lost if she could not tell her most intimate friend about it. She said she did hope she never should know a medium. She never had known one, and mebby she never should. Having said this she was silent. She gazed 162 ROWENY IN BOSTON. at her friend with a face of mingled curiosity and importance. The admiration in Mr. Foster s eyes when he had looked at Rowena, and he had looked at her all the time, had greatly impressed Georgie, and raised Rowena in her estimation, if that were possible. And what was there " dif runt " in her com panion? She was just as cordial and warm in her manner, "jest as dear s she could be." She had nothing to complain of. What was it ? She nestled closer to her as they sat on the bed. She blushed. She said she s posed Ro- weny hadn t heard anything special, had she? Rowena said promptly that she had received a despatch about a certain person in Middle Vil lage a red -headed person, wasn t it with a mischievous glance. Georgie said she must own that she s posed his hair was red, but he was real good, and there vva n t no likelier man anywhere round. But she would tell Roweny, though she hadn t let out a word to any one else that she cared, and she shouldn t, either ; that there was one thing she wished could be changed, but it couldn t be changed, and it wa n t no use cryin for spilt milk." She leaned her head on Rowena s shoulder, and was held closely there. At last Rowena said : ROWENY IN BOSTON. 163 " I m so sorry if something isn t right. Are you going to tell me what it is ? Perhaps it won t always be so." " Yes, it ll always be so, s long s the world stands ; n the worst of it is everybody else knows it. It ll always be true that Jim Town- shend was jilted by that nasty old Jewett girl at the Corners. Homely old thing, with her nose all turned up !" Georgie sobbed, but directly controlled herself. "You ve seen Mary Jane Jewett, ain t you? She used to come over to evenin meetin s some times. She s one of them kind that always has a beau. I d know what tis, but the fellers are continually running after her. She s as homely as pison, n as bold as brass." " I ve seen her," said Rowena. " It s unac countable that men like that kind of woman." "Ain t it?" flashed out Georgie. "You see, I m takin her leavin s. Jim was crazy about her. He expected to marry her. All to once t she give him the mitten, and was goin with Charley Simmons. His mother was mighty glad it was broke off. But she said Jim was in a ter rible way for a long time. They most lost their crop er medder hay cause Jim was so upset. You see it happened long the first of last Au gust. Then I got acquainted with Jim. He s ben workin at the Corners this last winter, n 1 64 ROWENY IN BOSTON. he used to come real often to a place where I had to board in the worst of the weather. He s jest s good s he can be. I d know what did make him like that girl." Georgie paused, rather breathless, her face red and her eyes full of indignant tears. " Has he ever said anything about her to you ?" " Oh yes ; he said she bewitched him. He said he couldn t help it. He said he guessed it was jest like being drunk. But she wa n t noth- in to him now, and never would be again. He said he thanked the Lord he had got acquainted with me. He s jest s good s he can be." Here Georgie sobbed once more. Rowena tried to think what to say to her. She sympa thized almost too keenly to be able to speak easi ly. She plainly remembered " that Jewett girl," and the memory of that face was not reassuring. It was an animal face, not pretty, but there had been something in the owner of it that had made Rowena watch her as she talked with her at tendant, watch and distrust her, thoroughly re pelled. " I s pose you think I m jest as silly s a goose," at last said Georgie. "No, I don t." " But you wouldn t er taken up with her leav- in s, would you ?" ROWENY IN BOSTON. 165 This fact appeared to be very galling to Georgie. " I shouldn t worry about that," Rowena an swered, cheerfully. " Better be a man s last love than his first," with a laugh. " It s all right if you love each other, and he is good. Not wor thy of you, of course," with a hug. Georgie brightened a great deal. " Oh, I ain t half so good s he is. He s as stiddy ; n he s got something laid up. N I m makin the love liest pattern of a bedquilt you ever see. Ma says it beats all I ever did before, all holler. I shall teach the summer term, for I want to git a little more money, n then in the fall, p raps " She paused and left a blank. She prattled on without pause for the next hour, all about herself and her plans. She said Rowena s folks were all well and gittin along first-rate. Mr. Tuttle " had taken some sarsaparilla for fear his humor would work, it being spring, so." But Georgic believed his humor hadn t yet worked. There was noth ing like sarsaparilla if you steeped it yourself and put a little dandeline root in it. She had been taking some. She had brought a bottleful of it to Rowena. She reckoned humor was as liable to work in Borston as anywhere. The bottle was in her bag, and Uncle Reuben was going to bring the bag along when he came over from " delivering them boats." She was going 1 66 ROWENY IN BOSTON. to stay all night and go back with Mr. Little. " They d have time to talk over everything, wouldn t they?" She seemed inclined to go back to the subject of the unusual pattern of the bedquilt she was making, and to the goodness of Jim Townshend. But Rowena was able to turn the tide some what. She was aware of a pricking of conscience because she could not be intensely interested in that bedquilt pattern. She wondered if this lack of interest was because she was " dif runt." Had there been a time when this subject would have enchained her attention? She redoubled her efforts to listen absorbedly. She could not conceal from herself that she was getting weary. In a short pause in the mono logue she suddenly bethought herself that they would go to walk. Although her window had long been deeply shadowed, she knew the sun light was warm and bright on the Common. Georgie would like to look in at the shop windows. It turned out that Georgie was entirely unin terested in the Common and the State House, and wished to give her attention to the things in the windows. At the corner of Winter Street a gentleman jostled against them. He took off his hat and began an apology. He had a glass in his eye. " Oh, it is Miss Tuttle," he exclaimed, eagerly. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 167 " I ve just been to Hudson Street. They couldn t find you. I left something. My cousin would have come, only she s at the Psychical Wesearch, you know." He did not linger. The crowd drifted in. "The land sake!" cried Georgie. "Is that another " " Don t say beau !" interrupted Rowena, indig nantly. "Well, I was goin to say it," confessed the other. " What makes um look so awful glad when they see you ? But I don t wonder ; I sh d think they would. There always was something or other bout you, Roweny ; I never knew what. This feller ain t so dressy as that one we saw to dinner, is he? But he s got kind of a high n mighty look, s if twould do him good to be taken down, somehow. N what a funny little glass that was ! How does he keep it in his eye ? I sh d think twould fall out. What do you s pose he s left there where you live?" Rowena wondered, too. She answered that she did not know, something his cousin, Miss Phillipps, had sent. Miss Phillipps had been very kind to her. Georgie glanced shrewdly at the girl, whose face was touched by the feeling the thought of Miss Phillipps awakened in her. Georgie s eyes wandered over the figure by her side. 1 68 ROWENY IN BOSTON. " She s dressed in jest the same clo es," she said to herself. " I s pose I sh d be shamed to go round here in that old shawl." Georgie wore a rough jacket which seemed to have been purchased where Philip Barrett pro cured his garments, for it produced the same ef fect on the beholder. " But Roweny c n carry off things," concluded Georgie in her own mind. The two girls tramped about until nightfall. Georgie made several small purchases in refer ence to the fact that she was " fixin " that is, fixing to be married. She thoroughly enjoyed herself. She almost felt dissipated. When they returned Rowena thought it seemed a good time to use two more meal tickets, and they went down to Mrs. Jarvis s table again. It was now the hour of the greatest crowd. They were obliged to wait a few minutes before they could have seats. The salesladies with whom Rowena had spent that evening nodded and laughed at her. They sat opposite to where the two found places. They were talking loudly and earnestly. Georgie thought they looked and seemed very stylish. She listened greedily to what they said about the different kinds of goods that were fashion able this spring. " There s been such a feeling for small checks ROWENY IN BOSTON. 169 along back," said one of them, " but I guess tain t going to hold out." " Yes ; n you know there was quite a feeling for large muffs in the first of the winter. Our firm got a lot." " So did ours. Ain t it funny about the silk mufflers ? I give up wearin one s soon s I saw all the girls from the country had em. We used to say we could tell what suburb a girl came from by the muffler she wore. If she was from Newton, twas blue and brocaded. The Maiden girls went into fine stripes." They laughed shrilly. They gobbled and drank. They talked of the different theatres, and usually called the more noted actors by their first names. They kept an eye on Georgie, who did not try to disguise her admiration for them. She was lost in looking at their slim waists as they left the table. They all wore black frocks, and these frocks encased their waists without a wrinkle, and were as unyielding to any move ment of the wearer as if they had been iron. The bangs on their inane foreheads were all of the same length and of the same degree of friz- ziness. They only varied in color. Miss Martin, who had " trained " so on the night of the oyster supper, was in excellent spir its. She informed the company that she was going to " the Borston " that night, and she 170 ROWENY IN BOSTON. would bet they couldn t guess who had invited her. Several of the salesladies immediately tried to guess, and each attempt was greeted with volleys of laughter. When Rowena and her guest were mounting the basement stairs Georgie said, almost envi ously, that she hadn t known that Roweny had so much good society ; but then she supposed Borston was full of good society. As they reached the hall Mrs. Jarvis, at her ticket-table, beckoned to them. "There s been something left for you, Miss Tuttle. I didn t know what to do with it exact ly, and so I had one of the girls put it down sul- ler. I guess you ll find it all right." " Goodness !" exclaimed Georgie, " what on earth can it be ? Can t I go with ye to git it ?" ROWENY IN BOSTON. 171 XII. THE ADVENT OF MARMADUKE. THE two girls turned back and groped their way down into the cellar, the liveliest curiosity animating them. It was very dark, and very dismal, and very damp down there. In her surprise that what Mr. Bradford had brought should be in the cel lar, Rowena had not thought to go up to her own room for her lamp. She did not know of any lamp nearer than her room. She now pro posed that she should go for that necessary ar ticle, while Georgie should remain exactly where she was until the light was brought. But Georgie protested that "she d ruther die than stay there a minute alone." She said she had already heard the strangest noise, and if she should hear it again she would not answer for her senses. She grasped a fold of Rowena s skirt, and thus followed her companion up to where that high and solitary gas-burner in the hall shed light on the incoming and outgoing reg lars. There Georgie consented to wait. And as she waited 172 ROWENY IN BOSTON. she secretly hoped that the splendid Mr. Foster would come in to his supper while she was there. But he did not come. Presently the two were in the cellar again, Ro- wena holding her lamp high and walking slow ly, Georgie directly behind her. "There!" said the latter, "I heard that noise agin; do you think it can be rats? Why didn t you ask Mrs. Jarvis what it was that was brought? How awful queer they should have put it here, anyway. Do you think it s flowers, or is it alive?" The rays of the lamp now fell behind the stairs upon a basket, and the basket moved. There was a hole in the cover, and from this hole emerged a small, hairy head, with two ex cessively bright eyes in it. A combination of whine and growl came from this head, and the basket rustled again. There was a card on the handle. The two girls rushed at the basket. Could this be " it ?" It certainly was it, for the card bore the words, " Miss Rowena Tuttle." It seemed hardly a moment before Rowena and her friend were in the attic room. The cover was torn off. A blue -and -tan Yorkshire terrier put his very hairy paws on the edge and barked. Then he paused to wag his stub tail. He peered from under his fine, long hair at his ROWENY IN BOSTON. 173 companions, who stood back to let him do as he chose, only uttering frantic exclamations of de light. He put up his nose and sniffed, and his nose was exceedingly small and exceedingly black. He jumped out of the basket and shook him self. Perhaps he weighed five pounds, but his self-appreciation, to judge by his manner, could not have been greater if he had weighed two hundred pounds. Now that he stood on the floor it was per ceived that there was another card fastened to the scarlet ribbon round his neck. This card was gently removed so that the dig nity of the wearer might not be hurt. In close handwriting Rowena read aloud : " Pardon the whim of an old woman who wishes you to have an entertaining companion who will never bore you, and who wants Marma- duke to have a faithful friend. " CAROLINE APPLETON SEARS." At the word " Marmaduke " the terrier pricked up his ears and wagged his tail again. Then he began a minute and exhaustive tour of the room, smelling over and over at every object within his reach. " It s from Mrs. Sears," remarked Rowena. " I 174 ROWENY IN BOSTON. thought Miss Phillipps sent it. Oh, isn t he a darling! See his little tail! Oh, you precious thing, you! Marmaduke, come here and kiss me!" She sat down on the floor. Georgic also sat down on the floor. At this moment Marma- duke s explorations had taken him under the bed. They heard him snuffing there. He came to the edge and looked when he heard his name called. He wagged. His eyes shone. He paused a short time, looking from one to the other. "Do come and kiss me, you darling little love !" pleaded Rowena, holding out her hands. He wagged again. Then he turned and went back. His two admirers continued to sit there. When he again appeared there was a fuzz of dust on his nose. He came leisurely forward at last, climbed into Rowena s lap, and licked her lips, absolutely refusing to bestow a touch on any other part of her face, but his atom of a red tongue was quite persistent. He sat down on his haunches and gazed at Georgie, not replying in the least to her blandish ments, but retaining a very amiable aspect, as much as to say: " I m very fond of incense. But I don t re spond if I don t choose, only go right on with the incense ; it keeps me in a good-humor." Rowena retained her position for a long time; ROWENY IN BOSTON. 175 every muscle in her body soon became rigid, but how could she move while Marmaduke chose to sit on his little haunches in her lap and look so awful cunning? Georgie also remained on the floor. Every time the dog put out his tongue, and every time he didn t put it out, the two girls declared they wanted to squeeze him. His brilliant dark eyes surveyed them with searching discrimination. After a while he curled himself round into a ball and reposed upon Rowena s lap. "Shall you keep him?" asked Georgie, after having declared that he " was a great deal cun- ninger asleep than he was awake." She ventured to rise, very carefully, lest he be disturbed ; but Rowena kept her position. " Keep him !" cried she; "I wouldn t part with him for anything. Look at the sweet fluff of hair on his head! do you think I d part with that ? And I do believe he s almost beginning to love me already." Georgie stood looking down at the two. "You know Phil Barrett wanted to give you a setter puppy." "Yes, I know he did," in a low voice. "And you wouldn t take it." "No; I couldn t have a dog as large as that here. I suppose I really ought not to keep this one; but I shall!" with emphasis. 176 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Georgie turned away. She looked into her satchel. She brushed her hair very gently at the glass, but she did not seem to be thinking of what she was doing. Even the sight of herself in that blue cashmere did not divert her thoughts. " I declare, she suddenly said, facing round upon her friend, and not sufficiently thoughtful of Marmaduke s slumbers " I do declare I m real sorry for Philup." Rowena answered, almost crossly, that she didn t know why anybody should be sorry for Philip just because a lovely old lady had given her a perfectly bewitching Yorkshire. Georgie did not retreat. She never did retreat. " Tain t that," she said, in her solid way. " You re all taken up with them folks. I s pose they be terrible fine. But you know we can t keep sociating with that kind of folks. They ll stop it when they git ready ; n when they stop it they won t be hurt any, but you will." Rowena did not reply: her heart was like lead. She knew that her friend had common-sense and probability on her side. The knowledge hurt her. In vain she told herself she might take the good the gods provided. The mere thought that Miss Phillipps might become indifferent brought a bitter pang with it. " Yes ; they ll stop it, as you say," she said, tremulously. " I m expecting it all the time. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 177 And I do love Miss Phillipps so ! There isn t anybody like her." She bent over the dog and gathered him up in her arms. " But I shall have you, you darling sweet heart, you precious precious !" she cried, rather hysterically. Marmaduke, thus disturbed, twinkled his eyes at her and yawned, showing a black-roofed mouth and extremely white teeth. Then he extricated himself from her embrace, jumped on the bed and curled up in the centre of the pillow, not without a previous examination, which left it to be inferred that Mrs. Jarvis s pillows were not according to his deserts, and not what he had been accustomed to. Rowena leaned back against the wall and looked up at her friend with a dreary smile. " If my friends fail me and my art fails me," she said, " perhaps I can have your school when you leave it to be married. You know I must earn my living some way." "Why don t you take my school?" asked the other, quickly. " Your folks d be jest as glad as they could be." Rowena sprang up. Enthusiasm blazed sud denly in her eyes. She walked to the easel where was the picture on which she had been at work that day. She turned it about. She had often 178 ROWENY IN BOSTON. tried her hand at heads, but never seriously at a likeness before. This was the head of a woman. It had thick, reddish hair lying profusely on the forehead, green-tinted eyes, and a very red mouth, with a disdainful curve in it. The straight brows lay across a white forehead. Thus far this, as a whole, was the best she had done. Rowena was sure of that. She wished Allestree might see it. He would not look so much at the expression as at the drawing. Georgie Warner advanced and gazed with some awe at this object she said it almost spoke. Then she asked : "It s her, ain t it?" Rowena smiled at the picture. "Yes, it is Miss Phillipps," she answered. " It s only a sketch, you know. She never sat to me. I wish she would. I wanted to do this. But I really love best to paint from nature fields and hills and sky meadows, where the scent of white violets comes on the warm wind anything, al most, in the country. I can learn I must learn ! It s in me !" She took a brush, but she put it down again. Her friend could not understand. She herself liked to make bedquilts of a remarkable pattern; that was something that was not only pretty but useful. She wondered if Rowena were not a little ROWENY IN BOSTON. 179 unbalanced. If she only ever decided to marry Philip Barrett, things would be all right. Any way, she loved her the best of any friend she had. Of course she excepted Jim Townshend Jim was a man. It was the way to love a man best, but Rowena came next. She did not see her way clear to any reply to Rowena s words, so she said, with a good deal of emphasis : " I can t bear that face ! Does she really look like that jest as if you was dirt for her to tread on?" "She does have that expression a good deal," was the answer, the speaker still smiling at the canvas. " Then I sh d think you d hate her." " Not if she treads on other folks and smiles at me," was the reply, rather mockingly. " But I sh d think you d always be dreadin when your turn would come," persisted Georgie. " Don t let s talk like this any more," cried Rowena. She immediately put an artful ques tion about Mr. Townshend. At the appointed time the next day the two girls walked to Atlantic Avenue, where they found Uncle Reuben just putting his horse into the shafts of the boat-wagon. He had expend ed his last supply of meal tickets, and his wife had decided that he need not lay out any more l8o ROWENY IN BOSTON. money that way, but might " take his victuals with him," which he did. Owing to this arrange ment Rowena was not sure of seeing him every time he came in. He usually brought cooked food from Mrs. Tuttle for her daughter, but she often had to go down to Atlantic Avenue for it. As Marthy S. had hinted, Mr. Little had a weak ness for "liquor," and there were seasons when in many ways, as his neighbors said, "you couldn t depend on him more n you could on the wind." Still, he was never so drunk that he could not manage his horse, and come in and go out of Boston safely. Or perhaps his horse was now so wise in this business that he needed no man agement. When Rowena and Georgie found him now, his face was so red and he was so conversation al that they knew directly that he had " had too much." He even acknowledged that he had had too much. But he explained at great length that the reason was because " he d ben havin a spell of his cussed nooralgy." He was obliged to take something for that. " He guessed he should ride it off long fore he got home." He did not say whether " it " referred to the neuralgia or the ef fect of the liquor. Rowena tried to persuade her friend to go home by train. She was afraid her Uncle Reu- ROWENY IN BOSTON. l8l ben would think his "nooralgy" needed even more medicament. But Georgie said she wasn t afraid. " If it come to that she could take the reins n drive jest s well as Mr. Little. Her folks d be expectin her. She had told Jim she should surely come." At mention of Jim, Rowena refrained from any more urging. The two friends embraced under Uncle Reuben s eyes. He said he was glad to see there was affection somewhere in the world, but there wa n t much where he lived. Three young men in the boat-office were much interested in the parting. They bet ten to one that the two would turn back for a second hug, < and the two did so. Marmaduke was under one arm and beneath Rowena s shawl, save for his head. His presence made the embracing more difficult than it would otherwise have been. When at last Georgie was mounted on the seat beside Mr. Little and the wheels of the cart began slowly to revolve, the terrier bristled his beard and mustache and barked furiously. Rowena watched the cart out of sight. When the weather was a little milder she would go home for a week. Georgie carried with her a volumi nous epistle to Mr. and Mrs. Tuttle. This letter was full of genuine love and longing to see them. Mrs. Tuttle read it for the third time after she 1 82 ROWENY IN BOSTON. had put her dried-apple pies into the oven to bake. The back door was open, and the frogs were very loud in the meadow there. Blue- wings were cleaving the air, and the owners of these wings were saying blithely, over and over, " Dearie ! Dearie !" " I m glad she s gittin kind of weaned from home," said Mrs. Tuttle, with a sigh ; " she won t suffer so much. But it makes me sorry, too. But that s nature, I expect. The young ones go. Oh, I do hope there won t nothin happen to Ro- weny ! I don t know what her father would do." Mrs. Tuttle put the letter in the pocket of her calico skirt. She looked in at her pies. Then she went to the open door and stood there a long time, not seeing anything, conscious only of a dull sense of loss and dejection. This was the first letter her daughter had writ ten home in which there was something that showed that new interests were really crowding upon the old. The mother could not put her finger upon that something, however. It was not in words, but it was there. Mrs. Tuttle furtively passed a corner of her apron across her eyes. " Yes," she said again, " I m real glad she s gittin weaned from us jest nough so t she won t be homesick. Of course that Miss Phillipps is good to her. I sh d think everybody d be good to Roweny. I guess I ll ROWENY IN BOSTON. 183 make a jelly cake to send next time Reuben goes." She was about turning away from the door when a rattling of wheels was heard, and a pair of horses hitched to a farm cart came into the yard. Standing up in the cart, driving, was Philip Barrett. A glossy red setter ran nosing about, then came forward tumultuously to greet Mrs. Tuttle. She put her hard, thin hand on his head while she watched his master descend from the cart. " Come right in, Philip," she said, cordially ; " I ve got a cup of coffee that ain t cold yet. I ve ben expectin you d call ever sence you went to Boston." The young man walked in slowly, as he did everything. He had just come from the Corners, where he had mailed a letter to Rowena. He had been at work all his spare time on this docu ment since his return. Rowena s letter, the first and only one she had yet written him, and which breathed such a warm friendliness, he carried about with him. It had been so worn that he had now protected it by enclosing it in two stout envelopes. When he was out of doors, busy on his farm, he liked to put his hand to his pocket where the letter was. He talked to his dogs about the girl ; he confided to them his hopes and his misgivings. 184 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Now, as he sat down in the " roundabout " chair commonly occupied by Mr. Tuttle, he re marked that the "spring was ruther forrard of the two." "So tis," responded Mrs. Tuttle. " Hiram got in his early pease some time ago." After this there was a long silence. The wom an looked wistfully at her guest while he drank the coffee she had given him. Then he gazed at the cook-stove, from the oven of which Mrs. Tut tle now withdrew the two dried-apple pies. " I s pose you seen her, of course," at last said Mrs. Tuttle; " cause she writes she seen you, and how kind you was. I hope you had a good time." "Yes, I had a real good time." Philip paused lengthily before he added : " She needn t go to sayin I was kind. Kind to her!" Something almost like a flash came to his steady blue eyes. "Yes; she was jest as nice s she could be. When she first seen me on the Common I al most made up my mind she was about half s glad s I was. Half s glad would have ben enough I wouldn t arst for no more." "Wa n t she glad afterwards?" anxiously. " She was jest s nice s could be," reiterated Philip ; " but I thought she was some absent- minded. You see, Mis Tuttle, she s got some other friends. There was a feller in a chain n ROWENY IN BOSTON. 185 necktie, with a long coat on, real dressy, and with a lot to say for himself. He had an aunt that wore a fur cloak. They come to see Rovve- ny. They wanted to take her to the theatre. I only seen him a minute; but I seen the way he looked at her." At this intolerable memory Philip rose sud denly from his chair and walked to the win dow. "We can t be surprised that folks like Rowe- ny," said Mrs. Tuttle, with a mother s pride. " No ; I ain t surprised," from the window. After a little hesitation, Mrs. Tuttle walked to Philip and put her hand on his shoulder. This was an action that, in an undemonstrative New England woman, meant a great deal. "I wish she d never gone to Borston!" cried Philip, almost violently, turning round and facing his companion. " I s pose I hadn t ought to come to you like this ; but I ve ben thinkin it all over every min ute sence I got home, n I couldn t seem to help comin ; n I made up my mind that I wish she never d gone to Borston." " It ain t no use talkin like that," returned Mrs. Tuttle, sorrowfully. " She was crazy to go. It wa n t no notion that would pass off, either. She was sut on it, n has been sence she was half grown up. She s gone without clo es n saved 1 86 ROWENY IN BOSTON. every cent. Oh, it would er killed her not to gone to Borston to learn how to paint." Philip took a strong grip on the top of a chair near him. He was very pale, and his eyes were hollow. He looked at his companion pite- ously. " If I didn t love her jes s I do, if I hadn t loved her all my life, I sh d try to git over it ; but I can t even try. I might s well think I could stop bein Philip Barrett, as that I could stop lovin Roweny." There w r ere tears in the woman s eyes as she heard him. If there was one longing strong with in her, it was that her daughter might consent to marry this man. But she had always been wise enough to say nothing on the subject to any one. " I d ruther she d marry you than any other bein on the footstool, Philip," she said, earnest ly; "but what c n I do?" "You can t do nothin," returned the other, bracing up visibly. " Things have got to jest take their course. But I won t give up I can t give up. I ve been a good deal down lately. I hope you ll overlook my talkin so, Mis Tuttle. Tain t my way to, you know; but I ve been so down." " I ain t nothin to overlook," she said, warm ly. " I know how close-mouthed you gen ly be. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 187 But who should you speak to, if not to Roweny s mother, I d like to know?" Philip went out to his cart. His dog sprang to greet him. He drove away somewhat cheered. The very fact that he had spoken to Rowena s mother cheered him. 1 88 ROWENY IN BOSTON. XIII. A LITTLE TALK. " IF there were such a state of body and mind as being tired, I should say you were in that state." Miss Phillipps had just taken her seat in Mrs. Jarvis s top-story room, on the afternoon of the day on which Georgie Warner had started home with Mr. Little. Rowena was mending her stockings. Marma- duke was in the centre of the pillow on the bed. He had been down to investigate the ankles and skirts of the new-comer, and had returned to his pillow. The lady had noticed him, but as yet had not spoken of him. Rowena looked pale and fagged. She had really exerted herself to entertain Georgie, and she had never known before that a good deal of information in regard to patterns of bedquilts and about Jim Townshend might at last become wearing. She let her stockings drop unheeded to the floor. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 189 " I am so tired !" she said. "You mustn t say that," returned her friend, " because there is no such thing as being tired. Looking at everything from the inmost and that is the only way to look at things you can t by any possibility be tired." Rowena stared helplessly. She said nothing in response. Miss Phillipps leaned back in her usual posi tion in the little rocker. She seemed kind, but rather absent and absorbed. She wore several rings to-day. She turned them on her fingers. " Have you formed the habit of looking at all things from the inmost?" she asked. " No," said Rowena, still more helplessly, " I haven t." "You must, then. Begin with me from this very hour to form that habit." Rowena said she would try. Then she ex claimed, boldly, that she didn t know how to try. " It is in the inmost where God dwells in us. View everything from that stand-point. Then, you see, we shall be charitable in our judgment. It is a great thing to be charitable." " Yes," said Rowena. She could comprehend that last remark, and was cheered that she could. " There is, in very truth, no death ; and we are law. God is law, love, wisdom, force. It is dis- 1 90 ROWENY IN BOSTON. orderly to pray, and, above all things, we must not be disorderly. You dear little thing!" with a sudden warm look at the girl, " do you know what I m talking about?" " Not in the least." " I thought you didn t. But you must learn," more seriously ; " it is the principal thing in life. You see, what with my Browning and Psychic Research and Sloyd and painting, and one or two other things that I can t call to mind just now, I ve let my mind-cure and my Christian Sci ence fall into the background. I went to one of their lectures this morning. I really must keep up with that, if I let other things go. I ve been trying to think what I can best drop. But what has tired you so?" changing her manner again. " That is, if you are still in the old thought, and think you are tired." But Rowena was not going to admit that the visit of her friend from the country had wearied her. " One isn t vigorous in the spring," she an swered, evasively. "I think I must need some of mother s bitters, made of dandelion root, and such wholesome things." Saying this, she remembered that Georgie had brought her a bottle of this approved medicine. She would begin to take it the next morning. " One is vigorous always vigorous. It is only ROWENY IN BOSTON. 19 1 that one much choose to be so," said Miss Phil- lipps, strongly. " I surely should choose to be so." Miss Phillipps did not heed the girl s words. She rose and walked to the bed, where she look ed at Marmaduke,who in turn looked at her with great interest, but did not think it necessary to rise from his recumbent position. " Where in the world did you get such a dar ling as this ?" she inquired. " Don t you see he s a thoroughbred and a regular angel of a York shire?" Rovvena came to the bed. " I guess I know he s an angel of a Yorkshire," she replied, fervently. " I was going to ask you how I might have a chance to thank Mrs. Sears. I don t even know where she lives." " Did Mrs. Sears send you this dog?" " Yes ; and I want to thank her. Mr. Bradford brought him yesterday when I was out with Georgie." " Mr. Bradford brought him ?" " Yes. It was very kind of him." " Very." Miss Phillipps now stooped down and picked up Marmaduke, who, though thus disturbed, retain ed his amiability and licked the lady s lips, declin ing, as he always did, to caress any other portion of the human countenance. IQ2 ROWENY IN BOSTON. She looked over him at Rowena. "And you wouldn t take my seal-skin jacket!" she said. Rowena colored deeply. "A dog seems different, don t you think?" " Yes, a great deal better. I wish I had given you this one. He will be a comfort to you. He ought to be very happy in being a comfort to you, Miss Tuttle." These words were accompanied by a soft glance, which the girl felt go straight to her heart. Marmaduke now leaped back onto the bed. " You will probably see Mrs. Sears at my house soon. You can thank her then. She lives at No. Beacon Street. But I am frittering away my time and yours," in a more business-like tone. " You see, I came this afternoon particularly to tell you that you must not live in the old thought any more. You must take up the science." " With you ?" " Certainly, with me." " Oh yes, Miss Phillipps, I think I would take up anything with you." This remark was received with a warm, approv ing smile. " That is because you are ignorant. If you knew me better you would not be so charming in your confidence. Supposing we go into the- osophy a little at the same time?" ROWENY IN BOSTON. 193 " Is theosophy very hard ?" hesitatingly in quired Rowena. "Well, it is not real easy, like Browning, for instance." " Don t laugh at me, Miss Phillipps." But the lady did laugh, and Rowena could not help joining her, until the small, dingy room was full of the sound, and Marmaduke sat up on his haunches and asked what it was all about. " I don t think I shall have time for theoso phy," at last Rowena said. " You know I m in earnest about my painting. I must succeed in some degree in that." She spoke with an almost solemn emphasis, and her visitor respected the feeling. " I won t tempt you. But I shall hold you to the Christian Science. What have you on the easel there? Let me see some of your work. Your lessons should have some effect by this time." Miss Phillipps spoke with the abruptness and positiveness which she sometimes used. She walked quickly to the easel and turned it about. It was the sketch of her own head which she saw. Rowena watched her face with tremulous anx iety. Her pulses seemed all crowding into her throat. She had unbounded confidence in this woman s judgment of her work. 13 IQ4 ROWENY IN BOSTON. She thought a faint color came into the pale face which was in profile as she watched it. " I was too bold, I know," murmured Rowena, deprecatingly. "You hitched your wagon to a star, " was the sarcastic response. It was another long moment before Miss Phil- lipps turned to her companion. When she did speak she used Allestree s very words. "You have the touch," she said. She looked at the picture again. " Crude as it is, it is abso lutely alive." Rowena s eyes shone. She felt as if she had been drinking wine. Now her friend turned her back on the canvas and moved nearer the girl. " Have I really such a cruel expression as that ? "Sometimes; not now." " Little truth-teller ! But you hurt." She went back to the sketch as if drawn to it by invisible cords. " Senour painted my portrait two years ago. I ll show it to you when you come to my house again. He hasn t put a bit of that look in; and I never saw it in my mirror. Is it really so marked?" The tone in which this question was put was almost wistful. It was hard to reply, as Rowena did reply: ROWENY IN BOSTON. 195 "Yes, it is; but not always." " Oh, I should hope not always. If I had no different face for a friend I would shoot myself forthwith. And I ve been quite set up in my mind when I have looked at Senour s portrait. The only assurance this thing gives me is that I have an aristocratic countenance to face the world with. I should judge that human beings in general were but dirt beneath my feet." " That is just what began Rowena, and then paused in confusion. Her friend instantly caught her up. " Just what some one said of it, you were going to say?" She spoke sharply. " Keats Mr. Brad ford has not seen it?" "Oh no!" " Who then ?" " Only my friend, Georgie Warner, who went away this morning." "Your friend, Georgie Warner, knew what she was talking about. I forgive her. I shall for give you. But I shall not forgive myself for fur nishing the material for that look. " We have talked more than enough about it. Now I am going home. I walked down here. If you did not look so so weeny, I used to say to my dolls when they were ill, I should ask you to come out for a stroll." The speaker put on her hat and mantle, which 196 ROWENY IN BOSTON. she always removed if only for a few moments stay. She walked to the door. Then she came back and put her hands on Rowena s shoulders. " I shall treat you," she said, after an intent look. " Treat me ?" repeated the girl. Miss Phillipps gave her a little shake. "Yes. You must not say my words over after me. I shall treat you. I shall say inwardly, you know Rowena have you any other Chris tian name? no then I shall say Rowena Tut- tle, you are not weary, for there is no such thing. You are fresh and strong. When I have said this a few times, with emphasis, and put myself in the new thought, and in the God-current, you will be surprised at the delightful sense of well- being that will come to you." "You will stay with me to do this?" hesitat ingly inquired Rowena. " Oh no. Thought knows no space. I could treat you a thousand miles away just as well as here." Miss Phillipps looked and seemed quite seri ous. Rowena felt a trifle uncomfortable. " Can any one treat me, any one who chooses," she asked, anxiously and I cannot help myself ?" Now Miss Phillipps laughed. "Why do you talk in that way?" she said. " Because I should have a choice, decidedly," ROWENY IN BOSTON. 197 she answered, firmly. " I won t have any one not any one treat me but you." There was intense seriousness and almost alarm in Rowena s face and voice. Miss Phillipps suddenly put her arms about the girl and kissed her. Instead of being amused, she seemed touched. A moment later Rowena was standing at the hall door watching the lady as she walked along the sordid, dingy street. How out of place her face and figure looked in it ! There was still sunlight in the open spaces and in the country, but here it was almost twilight. As the girl looked, there came almost a terror in her heart that she should care so much for this woman. She saw one of the salesladies from R. H. Black s coming for her supper. The two met and the saleslady turned to look back. She tossed her head as she came up the steps. She gave Rowena a disagreeable glance. " I guess that is that Miss Phillipps that Mrs. Jarvis tells about, isn t it?" she asked. "Yes." " Has she been here to see you ? She looks odd enough on this street, walkin as if nothin was quite good nough for her to step on. She d better stay where she belongs !" The saleslady went down into the basement. A young man in a light suit, with gloves and a 198 ROWENY IN BOSTON. cane, now appeared, walking rapidly. He raised his hat eagerly and with a flourish as he saw the figure at the door. He hastened, but Rowena had disappeared when Ferdinand Foster had reached the steps. Miss Phillipps had turned onto Essex Street. She was thinking very intently, and not expect ing to meet any one she knew, when she was aware of a tall, masculine form approaching. It was very familiar. "Why, Keats! How came you here?" she asked, as her cousin gravely lifted his hat. "How came you here?" he responded. He turned and walked with her. " I came here in the interest of Christian Sci ence," she answered. " Can you give as reason able an explanation ?" He fancied she was looking at him sharply, and he was annoyed. " I m not sure I shall explain at all," was the cool response. " I weally suppose a man may stroll on Essex Street and not be guilty of en gagement in any very sewious intwigue." " Oh, if you are going to take that tone," and Miss Phillipps walked faster. He kept beside her. He swung his stick; he adjusted his glass to his eye. At last he laughed. But she was very serious. She did not glance at him. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 199 " You have been to see your latest and strong est fad," he remarked. " I am so tired of that word !" she said. "What word? I used several." " Fad." He laughed again. She frowned distinctly. The two turned into Washington Street. He kept beside her, and said cheerfully that he knew she did not want him, but that he was bound to walk home with her; he had something particu lar to say. She might better become resigned at once. W T hereupon she assumed a pleasant aspect immediately, but walked even faster than before. Neither spoke until they struck across the Common. They did not appear to wish to go directly to Charles Street. Now, with the roar of the city somewhat removed, Miss Phillipps turned to her companion. "Well?" she said. But Mr. Bradford did not seem quite ready to speak. He gazed about him vacantly. "You had an air as if you were going to ar raign me before the bar of justice," she contin ued, after a moment. "I am." " Go right on. Don t mind hurting my feel ings." The man turned to her with sudden sternness. " I object to your latest fad," he said. 200 ROWENV IN BOSTON. Miss Phillipps paused in her walk. " So you will use that word," she responded, and then continued, frivolously: "Let me think do you mean Sloyd, or hypnotism, or Ibsen ? I m interested in all, but I can t tell you positive ly which is the latest." She looked quite scornful and disagreeable. All the unpleasant possibilities in her face be came accentuated. But Mr. Bradford was not intimidated. He rather assumed a more masterful manner. " I mean Miss Tuttle," he said. " Oh, you don t call her a fad ? You must have very few words from which to choose in your vocabulary, Keats, Avhen you arc reduced to calling Miss Tuttle a fad." " I am sorry for her I mean, I shall be sorry for her." "You shall be sorry for her?" Miss Phillipps glanced up at him and smiled very exasperating- ly. " Do you know precisely at what period this sorrow is to begin ?" "That depends upon you." " Really, you are crediting me with a great deal of power." " I want to pwotect her. She is going to need pwotection." " Hardly if you are her champion." "Vanessa, be sewious, be humane." ROWENY IN BOSTON. 2OI Miss Phillipps looked about her. " He asks me to be humane," she said to the surrounding air. " I am in earnest. You are the crudest woman I ever knew, Vanessa, sometimes. I even think you capable of being unkind to that girl ; and if you ever do make her suffer you will be a howwible bwute. I shall hate you." Miss Phillipps suddenly turned aside and said, sweetly, " Let us sit down here a moment." The two sat down on one of the iron benches. The woman s face was much changed and soft ened. Her lips were slightly tremulous as she said: "How could you think I would hurt her?" with a stress upon the last word. " Oh, you won t hurt her until you are weary of her. I have known you since I ve known any body, Vanessa." " But she appeals to something strange, unused in me, Keats. You don t believe it. But it is true. When I am with her it is almost as if I also were unhackneyed, unsullied by the world. You can t be near her and not breathe pure air. She is a tonic. She is something better. When I look in her eyes I feel once more as if I might keep true to the dreams of my youth." 2O2 ROWENY IN BOSTON. The speaker s voice ceased almost inarticu lately. The man did not reply. He had averted his face, and appeared to be gazing out towards the pond. " I want to protect her, too," went on Miss Phillipps, hurriedly. " She will suffer so much, I am afraid. I want to take care of her. Keats," turning upon him with a most unexpected sav- ageness, " are you going to make love to her?" "Why shouldn t I do what you are doing?" " For the best of reasons because you are a man." " You have given just the weason why I should do it; it is a man s glowious pwivilege to make love to a woman. Vanessa, you are usurping mas culine rights." For some inscrutable reason Mr. Bradford drop ped his earnest manner with the utmost abrupt ness. He rose and stood before his cousin, look ing down at her whimsically. " Miss Tuttle comes very near adoring you,Va- nessa, and I know you like to be adored. Shall we walk on ?" " I wish you would let me go home alone, now, Keats," responded the other. " I want to think, and you confuse me." Mr. Bradford went away in silence. " I was foolish enough," he said to himself. ROWENY IN BOSTON". 203 " Rowena Tuttle must take her expewience in life as we all must, and when Vanessa is weally in earnest why she is in earnest." The young man strolled along aimlessly until he found himself opposite Mrs. Sears s house. He rang. He was allowed to go into a small apartment on the ground floor, which Mrs. Sears was in the habit of calling her " withdrawing room," because she said she withdrew there from bores. She was knitting and reading. She was of the opinion that women over sixty ought to knit stockings occasionally. One could always give them to the poor. " I hope you know it is a great favor to be per mitted to enter here," she said, as Bradford came forward. A small dog, almost exactly like Marmaduke, slowly lifted himself from the skirt of her dress where he had been reposing, shook back the hair from his eyes, and then sprang forward. Brad ford picked him up and put him comfortably on his knee at he took the chair his hostess moved towards him. This young man was fully aware that he had called now upon this old lady because she had said some very nice things of Miss Tuttle, and because she had sent Miss Tuttle a terrier. 204 ROWENY IN BOSTON. XIV. MR. FOSTER S SISTER. " I NEVER did see such a flirt in all my life, I declare !" Rowena was slowly descending the stairs from her room. It was not yet eight o clock, but she considered it extremely late. She had a small tin pail in her hand. She was going out to the corner for some milk for her morning coffee. It was raining. Two girls were hanging dripping water-proofs on the pegs of the hat-rack in the hall ; one of them was Miss Martin, and it was she who now cried out shrilly that she " hated a man flirt above ground." At this stage in the conversation they saw Ro wena. "Holloa, is that you ?" said Miss Martin. "We were talkin about Mr. Foster. Did you know he s an awful flirt ?" Rowena wondered why the two looked so close ly at her as this question was put. She paused at the last step and rested her pail on the top of the post. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 205 " No ; I didn t know it," she said. " Well, he is ; he s jest awful. They do say now he s got a girl out in Maiden and one in Roxbury. I d know how many he s got in Boston." They still gazed sharply at her. " I hope none of them are inclined to be jeal ous," she remarked, somewhat embarrassed by their scrutiny; resenting it, but feeling helpless. Miss Martin laughed boisterously. " I pity um if they be," she said ; " I guess they d have to take it out in being jealous, don t you, Jen ?" Jen said she guessed they would, too. Rowena had a sensation of disgust, and of self- reproof that she was disgusted, a feeling she had known when in Miss Martin s company before. She knew that all working- girls were not like this. She made a movement to go. They ap peared disposed to linger a little before going down to breakfast. "Ain t to-night the night you re going to the theatre?" inquired Miss Martin. Rowena could not tell why she should feel somehow ashamed that she must reply " Yes." "The medyum s goin , ain t she?" "Yes." The two girls giggled. Miss Martin said she hoped she wouldn t go into a trance. Then she 206 ROWENY IN BOSTON. informed Rowena that she, Miss Martin, and a "gentleman friend" had been asked to join the party, but " they d ben otherwise engaged. Be sides," she added, with another laugh, "she didn t know s twas necessary to have a dooenna along ; there couldn t be half as much fun." Now Rowena opened the hall door and stepped out into the street. She could not tell why she was conscious of a sense of humiliation. Her cheeks burned as she recalled the talk and the glances she had just heard and seen. She wished she were not going to the theatre. She tried to think of some excuse she could offer. The more she thought of the subject the stronger was her disinclination. She walked by the grocery where she was to get her milk, and hurried back to it. She bought an extra pint every day now because Marmaduke had shown a liking for that kind of food, and she had learned that he was rather particular. She never dared to have him on the street without a string attached to him. She scrupulously took him a long walk in this manner every day. She was already absurdly fond of him. She conversed with him as she sat in her room painting hour after hour. She considered that she had had a piece of great good-luck lately. She had sold two little water-color sketches, both of them bits of the up- ROWENY IN BOSTON. 2 07 land pasture back of her home. The small sum she received she put away in the bottom of her trunk to be sacredly reserved for the use of Mar- maduke ; if he wanted a scrap of something good he must have it. He was a person who quite ap preciated a scrap of something good. Now, if Marmaduke had not been waiting for her in her room, Rowena felt that she would have liked to prolong her stroll indefinitely. It was spring. It was raining gently. Even the town could not avoid letting one know that it was spring. And how busy the sparrows were ! How they fought ! A few bunches of fading, trailing arbutus were in a shop-window that she gassed. She thought the housatonia must be thick in the lane that led from the cow- yard, and the saxifrage among the rocks in the or chard. She sighed. But though she sighed she did not feel that poignant pang which she had known so many times in the first weeks of her stay. She now hurried along with her tin pail. When she came in sight of her house she grew hot again and thought of the interview with those girls. A sudden fear came to her that she would meet Mr. Foster before she could possibly get to her room. She ran up the steps and did not slack en her pace until she was at the top of the first flight. Marmaduke began to bark when he heard 208 ROWENY IN BOSTON. her coming, and when she opened the door of her room she set down her milk that he might leap into her arms. She hugged him and con fided to him the fact that she had not half lived until he came ; that she should not half live if he should go away. She had a joy in the knowl edge that it is so safe to love a dog. In a short time she was drinking her coffee, and Marmaduke was lapping milk and greatly dabbling his beard and mustache in the liquid. He kindly ate, also, a small quantity of boiled egg, then went and sat on the window-ledge lest some stray cat should walk over the roof below and he should not see her. Rowena tried to settle calmly to her work; she was thinking all the time of the theatre -party. At last she rose and went down-stairs, taking the terrier under her arm. She liked to feel his lit tle warm body held closely to her, and he looked out from this position as if he were thoroughly used to it. Mrs. Jarvis had just risen from her ticket-ta ble. Since spring had really come she wore until noon a palm-leaf loose gown that had precisely the same effect as the wadded gown, only it was not wadded. Her pompadour roll never varied by as much as a hair. Her shabby face lighted a little at sight of the girl. "I m jest going down for my breakfast," she ROWENY IN BOSTON. 209 said. " They ve all gone, finally, and I hope I c n have a minute s peace. Don t you want a cup of coffee with me ?" Rowcna went to the dining-room with her. The girl had almost come to have a sort of lik ing for the always -tired hack of a woman by whom she sat now. " Nothing tastes good," said Mrs. Jarvis, after trying to eat some lukewarm ham-and-eggs. She pushed the plate from her. She now glanced at Rowena. " Seems to me you look kind of wor ried yourself." " I don t want to go to the theatre to-night. I m worrying about that now," replied the girl, with a smile. " Goodness ! I hope you won t have anything worse n that to worry about. Most girls d be fretting cause they couldn t go. Madame Van Benthuysen s going, ain t she?" "Yes," said Rowena ; " she has put off the spir its for one night I m sorry I said I d go. Can t you think of an excuse for me, Mrs. Jarvis?" The young voice fell very sweetly on the wom an s ears. The elder woman turned and met the young, questioning eyes. " I guess you d better go," she counselled. " You ll have a real good time. They like you first-rate, and they ll be awful disappointed if you don t go. Ferdinand s sister is comin in 14 210 ROWENY IN BOSTON. from Newton on purpose to go. You ll like her. She s a book-keeper, only she s out of health now. Her firm thought so much of her that they re keeping her place for her. Oh, you d bet ter go." Rowena sighed, and offered Marmaduke a bit of ham, which he refused. He had his front paws on the extreme edge of the table, and was looking leisurely and thoroughly about him. Pos sibly he was thinking that Mrs. Sears s dining- room did not in the least resemble this one. " I suppose I shall go, then," said Rowena. " Oh yes, of course. They did it jest for you, I guess. Madame was real taken with you. Have you thought any more about being developed ?" "Oh no." " Well, there s time enough. You ll get used to the idea after a while." When it was time to begin to get ready for the evening Rowena needed a great deal of moral courage to enable her to rise above the thought of her clothes. She did not quite succeed in the effort, but she did not give up the attempt. She felt, however, that it was contemptible to be con scious of one s apparel. It was not more than seven o clock when one of Mrs. Jarvis s servants called her down to the parlor. She said there was a lady there. Rowena s heart began to beat as it always did ROWENY IN BOSTON. 211 when she thought that Miss Phillipps was near. She hurried down. But it was not Miss Phillipps. A very differ ent person rose from the horse-hair couch beneath the " spirit friend." A small person in gray gown and gray spring jacket, very neatly and yet cheap ly dressed. Rowena hesitated. She thought there had been a mistake. "Miss Tuttle?" said the stranger. " I am Miss Tuttle," said Rowena. " I asked for Mrs. Jarvis," went on the girl, with some shyness, " but she is out. I thought it might not be so awkward if she could intro duce us. I am Miss Foster, Ferdinand s sister. He suggested that I make you a little call before the theatre ; and I was glad to come." Rowena now held out her hand cordially. She was pleased with Miss Foster. She told her so earnestly that it was kind of her to come that Miss Foster felt her sincerity with a curious pleasure. Rowena s voice, also, gave her almost a thrill, it was so clear and sweet and honest. She held her hand an instant longer than was necessary. Then she dropped it and blushed. She was not self-possessed like her brother. She did not look like him either. " I should have liked real well to call on you before," she began, " but I ve been so out of health I haven t been much of anywhere. Fer- 212 ROWENV IN BOSTON. dinand has mentioned you several times, and he doesn t often mention his acquaintances ; he thinks I won t be interested in em, usually. And I don t think I should, either. Ferdinand is quite gay." She said the last phrase as if, while she depre cated the fact of her brother s gayety, she was still somewhat proud of it. She coughed, and put her handkerchief to her lips bashfully. Rowena sat down near her. "You are not well?" she said, sympathetically. " Oh, I m a great deal better than I was a month ago. I shall go back to my work soon. And I owe it all to the science. If it hadn t been for the science I don t know what would have become of me." Rowena leaned forward eagerly. " The science ?" she repeated. Yes, indeed," was the almost feverish re sponse. "Don t you know about the science? You see, I ve been living in the new thought, and I m so thankful to Mrs. Jones-Burt that I don t know what to do. If it hadn t been for her I should have been thinking now that there was such a thing as disease." " But there is disease, you know," said Rowe na, with innocent conviction. " Oh no, no ! That s the old thought ; that s because you have fear. You must drop fear. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 213 Now, for instance, one cause of a cold is being in the draught, but the main cause is fear. It is all cured by putting yourself into the mind of God. Just be borne by the current. Face the light instead of the dark. You have only to hold yourself still and let God, who dwells in you, do the work. You know you can be all that God is. If you keep yourself in that thought, all evil drops. Don t you see?" Miss Foster s eyes were sparkling, and her thin face was red with excitement. Rowena was excited, also. She sighed. She must be very stupid. She said, " No, she could not see." " Oh, it s all so clear to me !" exclaimed Miss Foster. " Just as clear !" The two looked at each other a moment. "You must hear Mrs. Jones-Burt ; you certain ly must." " I should like to hear her," responded Ro wena. Miss Foster gave a short, nervous laugh. " Here I have been going on about Christian Science just as if I had known you ever so long, Miss Tuttle. I hope you ll excuse me. Ferdi nand says I m about crazy on the subject. He laughs at it. He laughs at a good many things. But it s done just everything for me, just every thing for me." 214 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Miss Foster coughed, and again put her hand kerchief to her lips with the same nervous mo tion. Then she said, with a polite assumption of interest : " I understand you are studying art, Miss Tut- tle?" As Rowena was replying, the door-bell rang. After a long time a large Irishwoman came lum bering up from the kitchen and opened the door. Madame Van Benthuysen entered, followed by her nephew. She was in a plaid suit with a plaid cape, and in this guise she seemed to be even larger than she had been in her fur circular. The nephew was in great spirits. " So you re here, Sis," he said, after they had greeted Rowena. " Told her all about the sci ence, I expect. What does Miss Tuttle think of it? But you are better and no mistake." " If the science has helped her, let the science have the credit," remarked Madame Van Ben thuysen, largely. It was as if she had said that she was willing to acknowledge that there were things in this world as effectual as the spirits in the other world. Mr. Foster looked at his watch and said that there was no hurry. The rest of the party, con sisting of two, would be at the theatre. After a short time the young man s face underwent a change ; it was no longer so gay. In truth, he ROWENY IN BOSTON. 215 did not feel so happy. He could not tell pre cisely why. He had, as he would have said, " reckoned " on this evening ever since the ap pointment. Rowena smiled at him and talked with him, but there was a certain remoteness about her that had a very disastrous effect upon his spirits. This effect continued all the evening. In thinking over these hours afterwards, the young man could not, to quote him once more, " put his finger on a thing." Rowena never had been particularly kind to him, he owned, but she had never been so very far away from him. She and Miss Foster talked with an appear ance almost of intimacy. At last, after the oys ters and the ice-cream, and after Rowena had been safely left at Mrs. Jarvis s, Ferdinand was alone with his sister at Madame Van Benthuy- sen s residence on Harrison Avenue. She ex claimed enthusiastically that she knew " she should like Miss Tuttle awfully." Ferdinand only grunted inarticulately. He did not remain. He went out and slammed the door with extreme violence. He twitched out the small bunch of violets from his coat and flung them into the street. He swore he had had a devilish poor time, and he hoped the rest hadn t had any better. He was not in a good- luunor. 2l6 ROWENV IN BOSTON. Rowena, on the contrary, was in a very good- humor. She had liked Miss Foster, though she had wished she was not quite so nervous. She had been greatly interested in the way she lived when she was book-keeping in Boston. She kept house in a room up at the South End. The two girls found a common ground here. They told their experiences between the acts. Of course, Rowena had not much time to give to Mr. Foster, although she tried to attend to his remarks. Miss Foster was to resume her work next week, and Rowena was going up to her room to visit her. Marmaduke was very sleepy when Rowena re turned ; but he waked thoroughly, and from that time on until the morning he was continually springing off his cushion to rush at the walls of the rooms, behind which was a great scuffling of rats. Therefore his mistress slept very little. Once, at about three, Marmaduke was so violent, and squealed and scratched so, that Rowena almost believed he had caught a rat. She lighted her little lamp, having a dreadful feeling that she was surrounded. But there was nothing but Marmaduke wagging and dancing on his hind-legs for joy at seeing her up. The light, however, revealed a letter which she had not seen when she had come in. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 217 The envelope bore Eunice Warner s handwrit ing. It was a childish hand. In one corner was the word " imediate," deeply underlined. The lack of the usual number of letters seemed to make the word stand out more urgently. Rowena wrapped her shawl about her and opened the envelope, while the terrier jumped in her lap to investigate. " Georgie s been just crazy for me to send for you," the missive began abruptly, "and I m goin to, anyway. She s sick. She s got a fever, I guess. And she s terrible odd. Mar says she must have something on her mind, but Georgie says she ain t got a thing on her mind ; but she does wish you d come out if you possibly can. She sets up some, but she don t eat nothing scarcely; don t nothing taste good. We thought mebby as you was talking some of coming home fore long, you could come out to-morrer with Mr. Little. He said he d take this and he could bring you s well s not. Mother said I was to be sure and not scare you about Georgie, but she couldn t help feeling kinder worried. Jim Townshend s been here every day. He seems all used up about Georgie. He s just s good s he can be. Yours respectfully, EUNICE WARNER." Rowena read the letter through twice. She crept back to bed, with the terrier in her arms. 2l8 ROWENY IN BOSTON. "We shall have to go, Marmaduke," she said. " It will only be a little earlier, anyway. I must send word to Miss Phillipps that I can t go to Mrs. Jones- Burt s lecture on the science. And I can t finish that sketch of the brook by the birches. Allestree calls that good work. Of course, it isn t anything about Jim Townshend. I shall go right home first." Rowena liked to talk to the dog. It had been a privation not to speak in the long hours when she was alone. She could not go to sleep again. The thought of seeing her father and mother and the others made her restless. Now she wondered how she had stayed away all these weeks. She could hardly wait for the time when she should be on the way. She cried at thought of the meeting. She had stuck to her work ; she was glad of that. But she deserved no praise ; she loved it so well she could not neglect it. As soon as it was light she dressed. It was too early to go out. Uncle Reuben would not start for several hours. Rowena put the portrait of Miss Phillipps on the easel and looked at it. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 219 XV. A HORSEMAN. IT was a fortunate thing that Reuben Little was not what is called "in liquor" the day Ro- wena was to go home with him. He was very melancholy and despondent. He said the girl might ride with him if she thought he was good enough. He said he hadn t taken the pladge yet, but he should before he was twenty-four hours older. This was an assertion that he was in the habit of making, so it did not greatly impress his companion. The two were sitting on an uncomfortable seat placed on the narrow platform which connected the two pair of wheels on which the boats were fastened. Now an arrangement made exclusive ly for the transportation of boats is not supreme ly comfortable for the human being. But Ro- wena thought she should not mind it. She was somewhat cramped, but she could get out and walk occasionally. She was afraid Marmaduke would not like his accommodations. The terrier was rather particular. He had not been used to 220 ROWENY IN BOSTON. travelling by means of wheels arranged for row- boats. It was not nearly as comfortable as if the boat had been along and they in it. When the horse went uphill Rowena thought she should slide backward, and when he went downhill she knew she should go forward be tween the animal s hind-legs. There was noth ing visible to prevent her doing these two things. Uncle Reuben, who to-day took a black view of everything, said there wasn t much chance that he could see why she shouldn t slip off both ways a dozen times before they got home. And Marmaduke was seized with a desire to stand upright in her lap and lurch this way and that, barking ferociously at every carriage they met. This peculiarity of his made the situation still more complicated, for Rowena was obliged to have a firm hold on the terrier s hind-legs lest in his intensity he should precipitate himself on the ground and be trampled on or run over. And for the first few miles they were constantly meet ing all kinds of teams. When they had traversed a distance of five or six miles matters in regard to Marmaduke began to grow calmer. He sat down on his haunches and put out his adorable little red tongue to pant. Rowena was beginning to rest somewhat when all at once Marmaduke stood up in order to wag ROWENY IN BOSTON. 221 his stub-tail, and his diminutive self vibrated as it did when he saw a friend. A man on horse back had cantered from a side street. This man would not have looked at the equipage moving at a foot-pace had he not heard the dog s sharp bark of welcome. But once looking he glanced again. He wheeled quickly round and raised his cap, exclaiming : "It is Miss Tuttle!" Miss Tuttle, keeping her terrier in her lap by main force, met Mr. Keats Bradford s surprised eyes with a smile. " Are you leaving Boston ?" he asked, quickly. " Yes." " Does Miss Phillipps know it?" He was prepared to be very angry with his cousin if she had known and kept the knowl edge from him. " She will know it when she gets my note to day." " But you are coming back?" with more eager ness than he usually displayed. His face showed unmistakable relief when she replied. He did not turn his horse towards the city. Into his air and attitude there came a sud den gayety. His eyes, in color and capability of expression so much like those of Miss Phillipps, took on a certain look which somehow Rowena found it difficult, nay, almost impossible, to meet. 222 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Without suspecting in the least why, she also was conscious of a sense something like exhilara tion. Mr. Bradford had pity on Marmaduke s ex cited condition. He leaned forward from his horse, skilfully took the dog from the girl and placed him in front of him, keeping gentle but firm hold of one hairy hind -leg. Marmaduke seemed absolutely to grin in the superlativeness of his content with this arrangement. He gave Rowena a glance of kindly commiseration be cause she could not come also. " He and I are old friends," said Mr. Bradford. " We understand each other perfectly." Rowena was in an exceedingly pleasant frame of mind ; she even laughed at this man s inabil ity to pronounce some words correctly. She thought that to see him was something like seeing his cousin, without that occasional sense of insecurity which she knew when with Miss Phillipps. The suburbs of the city were left behind. They were in the open country where farms began to stretch out over the hills and fields. It was May. People were planting. There was the scent of the earth in the air. There were dandelions by the road -side, where the grass was growing strongly. The robins and blue birds were wildly happy. The little song spar- ROWENY IN BOSTON. 223 rows swelled their tiny throats with their deli cious songs. Mr. Reuben Little was mostly silent. This gentleman had been duly introduced to him by his niece, and he had looked him over very sharp ly, Mr. Bradford being perfectly conscious of the scrutiny, and even going so far as to wish it might bring a favorable conclusion. For the first ten miles Mr. Bradford thought that in a few moments he would say " good bye " and turn back. But he went on. Real ly, how marvellously lovely the country was in May ! It was different from the suburbs, alto gether different. He said a few ardent words to this effect. He did not quite know himself in this ardor, which seemed to be present in his most commonplace remarks. Or rather, to be strictly true, perhaps he did know himself, vaguely, as being under the influence of that girl who sat there in that rubbishing old cart, and who now and then glanced up at him for one swift instant. He began to cast about in his mind for subjects which should have the effect of making her look at him. All other subjects appeared very flat, indeed. But I hope it is not understood that Keats Bradford did not know what he was about. He knew extremely well, no man better, and when he said, after a dozen miles had been gone oyer, 224 ROWENY IN BOSTON. that he believed he would continue right on to the end of Miss Tuttle s journey, he had most thoroughly made up his mind to let himself go. He knew there was a rush and a swing and an intoxication about letting one s self go that was comparable to nothing else in the world. " I ve been wondering what little trip to take," he remarked, in explanation, " and a fortunate chance has decided me. Don t tell me it will annoy you, Miss Tuttle; be kind and say you ll like to have me along." " Yes, indeed," replied Rowena, almost too readily to please Mr. Bradford thoroughly, " it will be pleasant." And it was extremely pleasant. Sometimes the girl alighted from the cart and walked up a long hill, Mr. Bradford walking beside her with the bridle over his arm, and Marmaduke career ing madly everywhere. Mr. Reuben Little did not once change his po sition. He said he was used to it. He sat there while the two went on ahead, for anything that could move at all moved faster than Mr. Little s horse when it was going uphill. "Thunder and lightning!" remarked Reuben once to himself; " I wonder what Roweny thinks of him. Gals is so mortal queer you can t make em out more n you can a riddle. N Roweny never was in the least sut on beaux. She never ROWENY IN BOSTON. 225 seems to perk n twist herself jest cause a man speaks to her kinder pleasant. Cluck ! Git up !" Mr. Little languidly slapped the right line on the horse s back. The horse in response turned his right ear backward, and he made no other re sponse. This man entertained himself by studying for a long time the riding costume worn by Mr. Brad ford. He made an estimate of the cost of those leather leggings, leather always being " mighty high ;" but he was rather baffled by some other articles of the suit. Then he gave himself up to stolid watching of the man and to listening to every word he said. Mr. Bradford was particularly gifted in many respects, but in none more than in the ability to put a great deal of meaning into words that in themselves meant very little. For instance, he could say "Thanks" with eye and tongue in such a way that the most sensible and reasonable girl might be pardoned for blush ing and for remembering the moment with a tremor. But Keats Bradford was not fully aware of this power of his. It was only one of the re sults of the process of " letting himself go." When he spoke and looked in this kind of a way it was only because he felt strongly. He was not that sort of a creature who tries exper iments. If he was deeply moved, the result 15 226 ROWENY IN BOSTON. often was that some one else became deeply moved also, and generally in a way similar. Even Reuben Little had a dim sense of some thing rather out of the ordinary in this person in the leather leggings. He could not, as he told his wife afterwards, when he discussed the matter with her, he could not make out as "that feller" said a word to Rowena all the way out but what he might have said himself; but he vowed it was the tallest and by far the most su perior kind of courtin he ever saw done in his life. If he d " been a gal he should have jest been pleased nough." And praise from Reuben Little, when he was not " in liquor," was praise indeed. At last the way began to seem familiar to Ro wena. There was the " third district school- house ;" there was the old pine-tree which had been struck by lightning and riven down the middle of the trunk. Even the horse-briers by the way-side had a different look to them. At the top of a hill she could see the spire of the Baptist Church at the Corners. In two miles more she would be at home. She grew silent with the sudden rising of the emotions which had been kept in the background. Mr. Bradford presently asked Mr. Little to di rect him to the hotel of the nearest village. He told Rowena he might be in the vicinity a couple ROWENY IN BOSTON. 227 of days ; in that case he should call on her, if she gave him permission. Then he rode down a cross road. Rowena was glad he was gone. Now that she was so near her home his presence confused her. She drew a long breath and looked eagerly at every object ; every birch-tree spoke to her in the old language, but was it as sweet a language as she had thought ? Was there really a hint of dreariness and desolation in the rocky farms and the low-browed, solemn-looking houses near which she sometimes saw a man slouching and gazing intently at them ? Everybody they saw now nodded at them. Rowena knew they would all tell that " they seen Roweny Tuttle goin long with Little." She knew also that they would wonder among each other as to whether she had " come home for good or not." Delegates from different direc tions would appear soon at Mr. Turtle s to learn whether her arrival was for good. There .was a very well-defined feeling of hostility towards her plan of" studyin in Borston." They did not un derstand it. If she wanted to study, why not have her paints and things at home? You could get real good paints at Middle Village ; and one of the stores there had for sale those thin brass disks on which some women painted daisies and pansies. Philip Barrett had long had it in his mind that he would present Rowena with one of 228 ROWENY IN BOSTON. these brass objects so that she might paint what she chose on it. But he had never yet resolved to do it. To him there was some mystery in the way she thought about painting "art," as she called it. Rowena could hardly wait for the movements of Uncle Reuben s horse to take her over the road. They had now climbed to the top of that long hill, near the foot of which was the turn, and opposite the Warner house. Rowena felt as if she could not stop, even for the time necessary to inquire about Georgie. She must get home to her father and mother. But she knew she would be expected to stop. She had asked Uncle Reuben about Georgie. He had said she was probably going into a decline, or " failing," as he expressed it. But Rowena knew too well what a view her uncle took of all subjects when he was contemplating signing the pledge. Therefore she did not greatly heed his opinion. The long cart rattled tumultuously down the hill and round the corner. Eunice was in the yard with an apron hastily pinned over her head. Rowena hurriedly alight ed with Marmaduke under her arm. Eunice precipitated herself so furiously upon her that the terrier deemed it incumbent upon him to growl and bristle up his mustache. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 22Q While Rowena was endeavoring to return the embrace, and before she could say a word about Georgie, a young man came walking slowly round from the back of the house. He had his hands in his pockets and his hat pushed far back on his head. A thin, reddish beard covered the lower part of his face, leaving fully revealed a mouth which was shaped in a way that was both hand some and weak. His eyes also were handsome, and of that light, limpid blue which frequently accompanies sandy hair and skin. His shoulders were bent and very broad. He gazed with great interest at Rowena, whom he had never seen be fore. Eunice turned quickly to him and seized his arm. "Oh, Jim," she cried, "she s come! I knew she d come ! Now I guess Georgie 11 begin to pick up, don t you ?" " I do hope so," was the earnest response. " I d know what we shall do if she don t pick up soon now." With a great deal of pride in her ability to per form an introduction, the child now introduced Mr. Townshend to Miss Tuttle. The two shook hands. She had a decided impression that she should like Jim Townshend. The troubled, drawn look on his face was due, of course, to his anxie ty. Rowena hastened to say that she would go 230 ROWENY IN BOSTON. home now. She must see her mother. She would r come right over that very afternoon and sit with Georgte. As she was about to climb back into the wag on Mrs. Warner hurried out, rolling down her sleeves as she came. She gave Rowena a loud kiss. She said she hoped Roweny d make up her mind to stay to home. She d had a real good chance to learn to dror n paint now. Rowena could not reply to this. Marmaduke peered at them all from the folds of her shawl. They exclaimed at him. Mrs. Warner said she thought he was real cunning, but she s posed he wa n t good for an earthly thing, and how much had he cost? The Tifts on the pine road had some kind of puppies that they sold for two dol lars a-piece. Rowena said, rather coldly, that this dog was a gift to her. Mrs. Warner said she didn t see why Georgie didn t git long, only she didn t. Roweny must come right straight over. When Rowena drove on she held the terrier close. She told him she supposed the Warners had always been just like that, but she had for gotten. After a few rods they met Marthy S. walking. In her hand she had the basr which Rowena remem- b bered so well, the flat, square twine bag in which ROWENY IN BOSTON. 231 were carried a tape-measure, scissors, thimble, and sometimes a roll of work to be taken home. " Don t stop," whispered Rowena to her uncle. He nodded. But when Marthy S. stepped right up almost in front of the wheel he was obliged to stop. Marthy S. put up her little, hard hand, and when Marmaduke reached forward she sprang back, exclaiming : " Gracious ! Does he bite ? How dy do, Rowe- ny? I s pose you ve come home for good now. Your mother needs ye. She ain t first-rate. Her humor s ben workin some, she told me, when I seen her last week. I guess you know all bout paintin n dorin , now, don t ye? Mr. Lapham s daughter Julie s ben takin lessons of a woman that comes to the Corners. She was good enough for Julie. But I guess she wouldn t do for you. She s painted something on a piece of slate. They say you c n paint on most anything now adays. I s pose you ve had a first-rate time. But your mother needs ye. She didn t say so, but I knew if her humor was workin she must need ye." Rowena was growing more and more angry. The old animosity this woman always roused in her sprang up again. " I ve been very busy, Miss Hancock." she said. " I didn t go to have a good time." 232 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Marthy S. drew back so that Uncle Reuben could safely slap the lines and cluck. The horse moved forward, and the dress-maker went on her way. " She s just the same stuck-up thing she always was," she said, aloud. " I don t care if I did give her a dab." Over Rowena s face the heat was rising in waves, each wave hotter than the last. Her eyes burned so that she could not see very well. The narrow white road glimmered and seemed to rise up and down before her. "I wouldn t mind that critter one grain, Ro- weny," her uncle said, roughly. The girl almost sobbed. 11 She made me feel as if she thought I was careless about my mother my own mother!" she cried, in a smothered voice. Rowena put her face down on Marmaduke s back. "Dumb her!" responded Uncle Reuben; "of course she made you feel bad if she could. It s jest like her." The girl was not going to yield to this emo tion. In a few moments she would be at home. She raised her head and tried to believe that " things looked natural." Certainly they had not changed. Everything was as it usually was at this time in May. Nevertheless, there was a ROWENY IN BOSTON. 233 sense that everything was alien. Rowena was im patient with herself that it was so. She could not understand it at all. " There s somebody comin down the road." Mr. Little s voice brought back the girl s eyes from the fields where the savins were growing and where the clear air so sharply defined the outlines. She looked down the road. A tall, thin figure with a plaid shawl round it and a cloud on its head was walking rapidly. Rowena s face and eyes suffused. Her heart gave a great bound. " It s mother !" she cried, in a loud whisper. She began to climb down from her seat before the horse stopped. She put Marmaduke on the ground and began to run, the terrier at her heels. Almost in a moment she was in her mother s arms. Those arms closed so tightly, so tightly about her. " I couldn t help comin to meet ye," said Mrs. Tuttle, huskily. " My bread was almost riz, but I couldn t help comin . 234 ROWENY IN BOSTON. XVI. SOMETHING ON HER MIND. THE girl and her mother hurried towards the house, while the boat-wagon rattled slowly home ward. Marmaduke s progress was very deliber ate, for he was obliged to smell of every shrub and every tuft of grass. Sometimes a bluebird came swooping down close to the two women. The frogs were " hollering " in all the low places. " You see, I ve got to git right back," said Mrs. Tuttle, gazing in an almost famished way at her daughter. " My bread was almost riz," she re peated ; " but I thought you must have got round Warner s Corner, and I couldn t help coming." She put one hand over her eyes for a moment. Her lips trembled. Now that Rowena had act ually come, she could hardly struggle against the reaction from that long waiting and longing. Her other hand clutched tightly that of the girl. " Oh, mother, it was wrong of me to go, wasn t it? Have I been so wicked?" ROWENY IN BOSTON. 235 Rowena s breath caught. Her words roused Mrs. Tuttle as nothing else would have done. " It wa n t wrong, neither not an atom," she exclaimed. " You can t expect me to jest love to have you gone, Roweny ; but I guess you ve got a right to your life s much s I had to mine when I married your father V left my home. I ain t goin to be foolish another minute. The children are all to school. They ve missed you a lot. Your father was bliged to go to the Cor ners, but he expected to be back by this time ; n there he is now." An old gray horse attached to an ancient cov ered wagon, of the kind locally called " bed rooms," was now seen coming from the opposite direction. Mr. Tuttle bent over and whipped his horse, which gave a lurch and then seemed to re trace its steps. Rowena ran forward. Mr. Tuttle hurriedly stepped on top of the wheel and jumped to the ground. "Well, I am glad," he said, after he had kissed her. " I declare, the days have been awful long, Roweny. How s your drorin ?" The terrier allowed himself to be greeted warm ly. It was plain that he approved of this part of the world ; it was much better than pavements and city streets. He followed Rowena as she went about to every nook and corner of the 236 ROWENY IN BOSTON. house and barns. She strolled up the lane. Ap parently the same woodpecker was pounding on the immense old chestnut- tree that stood by the bars at the brook. Absolutely nothing had changed, and yet Rowena did not know what it was. She was so glad, so very glad to be there. She knew that if she had returned within a week or two after she had left, her happiness would have been greater. She did not understand it at all. Per haps it would all come to her at last ; she was waiting for absolutely the same feeling. There was no one to tell her that absolutely the same feeling would never come to her again. Presently she heard her mother s voice calling to her from the back door of the barn. She ate a lunch, with her father and mother sitting and looking at her. Their faces shone. They tried to be staid and calm. Rowena was "obliged to eat before supper-time, because she was going directly to see Georgie Warner. " It does seem as if Georgie had something on her mind," Mrs. Tuttle had just said. " Tain t natural for a girl to take all the bitters she s taken without havin some appetite, less there was something on her mind. But she keeps sayin there ain t." " She ought to know," remarked Rowena, try- ROWENY IN BOSTON. 237 ing to eat a seed-cake. " I m sure I should know if I had anything on my mind," she laughed. " Who s going to know, if you don t know your self ? What is it supposed to be?" " I guess it ain t supposed," replied Mrs. Tut- tle, giving lavish morsels of very sweet ginger bread to Marmaduke, who partook approvingly. " She s had to git a substitoot for her school. Jim Townshend s there every day. It can t be no trouble about him. P raps she ll tell you something." " Oh, well," said Mr. Tuttle, in his usual opti mistic way, " I guess Gcorgie 11 weather it fast enough. I s pose she s got kind of er spring fe ver ; n mebby her humor s workin some." Mrs. Tuttle shook her head. " Hiram, you know there ain t nobody equil to Mis Warner for doct rin a humor. It s mor n a humor." Very soon Rowena was hurrying along the road alone. She could hear Marmaduke s shrill remon strance against being left behind. As she walked through the pines she recalled that day she had walked there before she went to Boston. How long ago was that ? She had known Miss Phil- lipps since then and Mr. Bradford. She walked still faster. Eunice was lurking among the pines nearest her home. She had an apron pinned over her 238 ROWENY IN BOSTON. head, and the long, broad strings of it fluttered like pennons as she now ran forward. " She s expectin ye !" she shouted, when still at some distance. " She s ben cryin . She cries a lot. She cries if you speak to her, n if you don t. Tain t very pleasant to our house now." The latter sentences were spoken after the child had reached Rowena and was walking by her, holding her hand. Although Georgie was so impatient, Eunice was disposed to linger. She had a great deal she wished to say ; she wished to tell Rowena, among other things, what Marthy S. had been saying about her. But Rowena would not linger. She was some what excited when she began to ascend the stairs that led to the chamber where Georgie was. She went alone. It had been Georgie s desire that she come alone. She stopped an instant at the broad, top stair. Then she softly opened the door. Georgie was dressed in a pink calico wrapper. She was lying on a lounge that was drawn to the window. There was a small air-tight stove in the room, and the air was close and warm. She half raised herself and eagerly held out her arms, her thin, flushed face looking strange to Ro wena, who had never seen it save when it was plump and commonplace. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 239 The new-comer sat quickly down on the side of the couch and encircled her friend in her own arms, putting her cool face to the hot, weary one. Georgie began to tremble and to sob. " Don t cry don t cry," murmured Rowena, holding the trembling form more closely. Her presence and her voice appeared to soothe the sick girl. She became more quiet. "I shall take you out in our old bedroom, " said Rowena, after a while. " You must have the air." Georgie shuddered. " I don t want the air," she said, with her head on Rowena s shoulder. She turned her face into the folds of Rowena s shawl and cried out in a fierce, muffled tone : "It s her! It s her! I knew twould be, n tis ! But I ain t lisped it to anybody else. I couldn t !" The other girl remained silent a moment. She was trying to recall a name. " Do you mean Mary Jane Jewett ? The one you told me about?" A kind of convulsion shook poor Georgie as she heard. " Yes," she said. " He s all carried away with her. And he wants to do right. He suffers aw ful. N I love him so ! Oh, dear me !" Georgie s shoulders heaved ; she gasped hys terically. 240 ROWENY IN BOSTON. " But everybody says Mr. Townshend is per fectly devoted to you, Georgie ; that he is here every day. Aren t you mistaken? Isn t this a notion of yours?" Georgie lifted her head. Her eyes were dry and staring. " I wish twas a notion. But tain t. I guess I know. Yes, he is here every day. He s tryin to do right, I tell ye. N I ve been so silly I jest let him come. I can t give him up ! I can t ! I couldn t tell nobody. It s killin of me?" Georgie put out her hot hands and shut them hard. " Oh, how I hate her ! Do you think I c n let her have him ? I hate her ! I d know but I could try to give him up if it wasn t to her. But I can t ! I can t !" She spoke as one does who has been long de nied speech on a certain subject, and now the words came in torrents, incoherent, sometimes ambiguous, running into each other. " She s ben after him agin. She s made him believe she loves him. He says he can t seem to help himself; he says he s mad for her; he says it s like bein drunk. But he s tryin to do right." Thus, after her wild talk had calmed a little, there seemed nothing for Rowena to say. She was bewildered. She could only hold her friend closely and wait. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 241 At last the stream of words ceased entirely. Georgie lay still on Rowena s shoulder. She was both exhausted and relieved. She fell asleep. The afternoon was almost gone when Rowena had come. Now, as she sat there motionless, the sun went down and the long spring twilight be gan. The robins sang their evening song. The sound of the frogs was louder than ever. She grew stiff, and her limbs ached. When it was very dusky in the room the door opened softly, and Mrs. Warner looked in. Seeing that still group she noiselessly closed the door and crept down the stairs. " I do hope Georgie s goin to be better," she said to her husband as she stole about her even ing work. " She s fast asleep with her head on Roweny s shoulder." " I do hope so, too," was the response. " It s ben mighty hard on you. Sh ll I bring home some herrin from the Corners ? I m goin to hitch up n see bout them seed p taters." Eunice and her mother continued to creep about the lower rooms for a half hour longer. At the end of that time Rowena came down stairs for a glass of fresh water. Georgie had wakened. She wanted Rowena to stay all night with her. Would Eunice go over and tell Mrs. Tuttle, so that nobody need 16 242 ROWENY IN BOSTON. to worry ? Whereupon that child started off on a run to do her errand. Mrs. Warner drew a bucket of water from the well. As she dipped a tumbler in it she looked wistfully at the girl before her. " How do you think she is, Roweny ?" she asked, in a whisper. " I m too ignorant about sickness," answered Rowena, " but it doesn t seem to me she is dan gerously ill and yet she suffers." Mrs. Warner set the glass by the sink instead of giving it to her companion. There was in- tensest curiosity as well as concern in her face as she said, in a still lower whisper, " She s got something on her mind, ain t she ?" The girl hesitated. She resented the ques tion ; but she thought she must give some an swer to Georgie s mother. " I m afraid she has," she said. " There !" exclaimed Mrs. Warner, but still whispering, " I told um it wa n t all humor, n tain t. Is what she s got on her mind bout Jim?" "You must ask Georgie, Mrs. Warner." The woman now remarked that she didn t see how under the canopy it could be about Jim. Jim was the best fellow in the world, n he d ben near crazed cause Georgie was sick. She did hope Georgie hadn t got any other feller in ROWENY IN BOSTON. 243 her mind, looking sharply at Rowena as she said these last words. The girl was thankful it was so dark. She hurried back up the steep stairs with the water. She helped Georgie take off the pink wrapper and prepare for bed. She found her friend to be pitiably weak and full of fancies, so different from the sturdy, commonplace girl she was when in health. At last Rowena lay down beside her and held the feverish hands closely. She was surprised that Georgie soon dropped asleep. But it was long before she herself could sleep. Strange thoughts trooped with almost painful vividness through her mind. Now that she was alone she could recall the face and voice and manner of the man who had ridden so many miles by the side of the boat-cart that day. She could think of Miss Phillipps. She must go back next week. She must not lose too much time before the long summer va cation, when her lessons would cease and she would be at home. She almost dreaded being at home so long. Where would Miss Phillipps spend the Summer? Finally, long after the clock down-stairs had struck twelve, she also fell asleep. She was awakened while it was still dark by a spasmodic clutch around her neck, and by Georgie whispering shrilly: 244 ROWENY IN BOSTON. " I ll tell you what you must do you must see her." Rowena thought at first that her friend was dreaming. She tried to soothe her. " You jest promise you ll see her promise !" persisted Georgie, " and don t you let no mortal know it." Rowena hesitated. She could guess very well what person she was to see. But how could she do it? "Ain t you goin to promise?" asked Georgie. " Don t you care nothin bout me ? I ve ben de- pendin on ye. I thought you wouldn t fail me." The girl s chest began to heave, and she began to tremble. " I ll see her," said Rowena. " I want you to see her to-day this very day." " I ll see her to-day if I can have father s horse and wagon." 1 Georgie stopped trembling. Rowena felt herself in a very humiliating po sition, but she could not retreat. " You must give me some idea of what I am to say to her. If she is what you think, she won t be agreeable." Georgie replied in rather a strong voice : " Tell her," she began, "tell her I m dyin " But you are not." " I be, too ! I guess I know when I m dyin . ROWENY IN BOSTON. 245 And I want her to stop tryin to git Jim away from me. If she stops her nasty, mean tricks he ll git over it. I know he will. He told me solemnly that he believed I was the best girl, and would make him the best wife. He said he wanted to throw off her influence, but he couldn t seem to. Jim s real good, but he ain t got so much resolution s some folks have ; he ain t to blame for that." Rowena was silent for so long a time that her companion broke forth into a long-drawn whine. Georgie Warner was completely unstrung with the nervous strain and the slow fever which her lover s conduct had induced. She had also learn ed that the more she gave way the greater be came the facilities for giving way. She had dis covered what others had discovered before her, that there is a strange, perverted kind of enjoy ment in a "fit of the nerves." She was really ill ; but not nearly so ill as she believed herself to be. "What you so still for?" she asked, in her sharp ly feeble voice. "Georgie, don t do that don t do it," ex claimed Rowena, earnestly. u Let Jim go, if he must. You can t furnish him with resolution. You ll despise yourself if you try to keep him that way." " Oh, dear me !" cried Georgie. " You said you d see her! You said you would !" 246 ROWENY IN BOSTON. " I will. But I m ashamed to do it." Georgie did not care; if her errand were done, no matter what the cost to the doer of it. She now began to hug her friend and to weep softly. Notwithstanding this, Rowena could not help remaining rather cold and impassive. She made one more attempt to bring her friend to reason. She tried to persuade her to wait un til she was stronger, when she might look at the matter differently. At this Georgie tossed about violently, and protested that she should never get stronger, never, until Mary Jane Jewett had been seen and made to stop her nasty, mean tricks. Rowena rose and dressed. She wanted all the time she could have to herself before she should seek Miss Jewett. She had not the remotest idea as to how she should state the case. As she walked along the solitary road, now flooded with the level, new rays of the sun, she made a resolution which she felt was rash. She would see Mary Jane Jewett ; but she would see Jim Townshend first. That man s winning face, with its indeterminate mouth and chin, came very strongly before her. When she came within sight of her home she saw the terrier nosing about in the yard. Her father walked across to the barn, a milk-pail in each hand. A thick smoke was going straight up from the immense mouth of the old chimney. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 247 Now Marmaduke saw her and raced furiously towards her. She caught him joyfully in her arms. The sight of him rested her; and his pres ence also brought pictures of her Boston iife. Had she really lived that life, and known Miss Phil- lipps and Mr. Bradford ? How very odd it was that Mr. Bradford should have happened to come out with her yesterday ! She remembered now that she had not mentioned this fact, even to her mother. Was it because she had forgotten it? Doubtless he was already starting back to Bos ton. It was pleasant to know him, he was so much like his cousin in many ways. At breakfast Rowena announced that she had an errand to do for Georgie. She should need the horse perhaps all the forenoon. Mrs. Tuttle inquired with the keenest curiosity if Rowena thought Georgie Warner had anything on her mind. She said she was sure she didn t know why it had got round so that Georgie had something on her mind, when Jim Townshend was so attentive. It was perfectly evident that it was not thought for a moment that a young woman could have anything on her mind unless this thing were connected with some past or present or possible lover. Rowena replied that she thought Georgie was rather worried about some matters. Mrs. Tuttle knew her daughter s face too well to press her question. 248 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Rowena took her place on the narrow seat in the covered wagon. She gathered up the worn leather lines, and the old gray horse walked out of the yard. At this moment it seemed to her as if she had never been away. As she turned the corner on the road that led towards Middle Village, and by the Townshend farm, she won dered if Mr. Bradford would really call on his way to Boston. Perhaps she ought to have warned her mother of the possibility of such a call. Then she forgot Mr. Bradford, and, for the moment, her disagreeable errand, in the beauty of the hills and vales before her. Their loveli ness penetrated with a subtle exhilaration. The horse walked on unheeded. The girl s eyes and soul drank in the enchanting vistas where tints of green and gray, and all the colors of unfolding leaves, stretched away in every di rection. " Oh !" she murmured, in a kind of ecstasy, " I can paint all this ! I must ! I will !" She forgot where she was going. When the horse stopped to bite off the top leaves from a scrub-oak she did not notice. She was leaning forward ; she was setting up her palette ; the canvas was before her. The high light should come just there, then the shadows. The horse did not care where the high light would come. There were some tender leaves ROWENY IN BOSTON. 249 just over the wall. He pulled forward to reach them. The two right wheels of the " bedroom " lurched and strained, and finally rose up on some large stones. It was too much for the ancient axle. It snapped ; so did something in the front wheel. Then the front wheel collapsed, and Ro- wena stopped thinking about how she would paint the scene before her. She slipped down from her seat onto the ground. As soon as she could she hurried to the horse s head, fearing he might have a fancy to go on. She had forgotten that the gray never had a fancy to go on. He looked round benignly at her and continued to eat twigs. 250 ROWENY IN BOSTON. XVII. THE EPISODE OF MARY JANE JEWETT. THE girl and the horse and wagon were on a hill nearly two miles from any house. It was not a convenient place for a wheel to collapse. It was hardly a convenient place for anything, save fresh air and scenery. Having recalled the fact that the horse would be the last to make any kind of a movement, Rowena stopped holding his bridle and stumbled back over the stones to the road. She sat down on a rock to think for a few moments. The road was not much travelled ; she might wait there for half a day before any one came. But it was a very lovely place. Be fore she knew it her artist eyes were again ab sorbed in gazing. She made an effort and roused herself. She walked round the turnout. She wished Marmaduke were with her. Things were always so much more cheerful where Marmaduke was. It was very vexatious. There was nothing for it but to go back home. She had ridden bareback as a child, but later she had an old ROWENY IN BOSTON. 251 side-saddle. She must try bareback again. She went up a few rods to the very summit of the hill. She looked both ways along the road. It wound on beneath the clear blue of the sky. Nobody was in sight. "Yes," said Rowena, aloud, "I shall have to ride the old gray home." Instead of unharnessing the animal directly, however, she fell again to gazing about her. She had been shut up in Boston for so long she had half forgotten the vigorous, bounding sweep of the country. Finally she began to take the tugs from the whiffletree. It was hard work to pull them from the hooks in the position now occupied by the wagon. Rowena s hat fell off, and she began to grow red and to pant. She did not see a narrow, dingy-top buggy reach the brow of the hill and then come slowly towards her. The buggy stopped, and the horse attached reached its head far out and tossed it up and down, trying to get at the road-side grass. " I guess something s happened to your ex. ain t there ?" asked a voice. Rowena stopped pulling on the strap so sud denly that she nearly fell over. The occupant of the buggy got lightly out of it and walked to the other side of the old gray. 2$2 ROWENY IN BOSTON. "Let s get this tug out first, and then the oth er 11 have a chance to give a little," she said. This person was a young woman, rather large and rather plump. She had a somewhat coarse- featured, handsome face, with immense black eyes under heavy brows. She spoke in a good- humored voice, and she put her red, strong hands very effectively upon the strap and unfastened it from the whiffletree. She had judged rightly. Rowena was now enabled to release the tug on her side. The two girls worked together until the horse was free and Rowena had led him out into the middle of the road. " I guess that wagon ain t wuth mendin , is it?" asked the stranger; then she said, more quickly, " Why, it s the old gray Tuttle hoss, ain t it ?" " Yes," said Rowena. The girl looked full at Rowena an instant now. She smiled, showing white, even teeth. " Then you must be Rovveny Tuttle." " Yes, I am. And you are Mary Jane Jewett, aren t you ?" " Of course. But how d you come to know me, I sh d like to know?" She was evidently much interested in this girl, who would go to Boston to learn to paint when she might have received instruction of a woman who came to Middle Village for the express pur pose of giving lessons. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 253 "I ve seen you once at an evening meeting," said Rowena, rather stiffly, " and I saw you at a picnic last summer with James Townshend." Miss Jewett laughed. "Yes, I ve been round with Jim consid able. I c n generally find some feller to go round with me. Hadn t you better git right in n lemme take you home ? You c n hitch the hoss on behind. Twon t be no trouble to me; not a speck." Miss Jewett had looked Rowena over. As she spoke she had decided to ask her for a pat tern of her dress. She did not know what there was about it, but it just suited her. She didn t believe Martha S. cut it, " never in the world." Rowena stood for a moment leaning against her horse. She asked herself if Providence were not aiding her to an interview with Mary Jane Jewett. She must go with her. She cast a side- glance at the girl as she stood there waiting. There was something in that personality so thor oughly antagonistic to her that Rowena s anger rose high against Georgie Warner for having placed her in such a position. " You are very kind," said Rowena, even more stiffly than she had yet spoken. " I shall be glad to go with you." She tied the gray horse by a rein to the axle of the buggy behind. She stepped up and sat 254 ROWENY IN BOSTON. down on the seat. As Miss Jewett put her foot on the step she gave a short laugh and said that she had seen folks before that had swallowed ramrods and had um stick in their backs. Miss Jewett had felt very kindly and very help ful when she had arrived upon the scene. She had been favorably impressed also by Hiram Tut- tle s daughter. She resented Rowena s manner. Rowena knew it, and thought she did not have it in her power to try to conciliate her com panion. The two drove on in silence. Suddenly the silence was broken by Rowena s saying, desper ately, " I was on my way to see you." Miss Jewett stared. "The land!" she cried. "You don t mean it! Well, I am beat." "Yes," went on Rowena, hurriedly, "I wanted to see you about about Georgie Warner." Rowena blushed uncomfortably as she said this. She added that Georgie was a dear friend of hers. Mary Jane Jewett had turned, and was looking squarely and unblinkingly at the speaker. There was a hint of a smile on the large mouth, and a malicious amusement in the black eyes. "Well," she said, " I m a listenin ." " Mr. Townshend is engaged to Georgie," said ROWENY IN BOSTON. 255 Rowena, now beginning to feel so actively hostile that she was ready to fight. "I want to know!" responded Miss Jewett. "Is she a holdin on to him yet? I guess she finds him kinder slippery, don t she?" Rowena turned savagely upon the other. Her eyes burned ; her voice trembled with fury. " Do you think it honorable to try to get a poor sick girl s lover away from her?" " It don t take much tryin , you d better be lieve," was the answer. " But you do try. If you hadn t tried he wouldn t have gone back to you again. You know that. It isn t fair. It s mean ; and she ill and half crazed just with this trouble about him. And she loves him so !" Rowena paused, nearly breathless. She did not know why the vivid picture of Georgie lying in that little, close room all at once removed all her anger. With one of the sudden transitions which were characteristic of her she bent near the girl beside her. She put her bare hand on the bare hands that were holding the lines. " Don t do it ! Don t do it !" she said, so soft ly and pleadingly that Miss Jewett, who had been " real mad," as she would have said, a moment ago, was now conscious of an unaccountable re vulsion of feeling. Rowena s hand pressed upon hers. Perhaps 256 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Miss Phillipps could have analyzed what there was in Rowena s touch, and often in her glance, that so won upon people. Whatever it was it had its effect now. Miss Jewett met Rowena s eyes. Her face changed. " I declare," she cried ; " what makes you care so much? I shouldn t think she d care neither for a fellew that was bewitched with somebody else. N Jim is jest bewitched bout me, n that s a fact." The girl laughed, but not too triumphantly. She withdrew one hand and placed it on Ro wena s with a strong pressure. " You wouldn t want to keep a beau that way, would ye, now ?" she asked. Rowena recoiled. " No," she said ; " but Georgie is ill and weak, and so unhappy. Do you care for him ?" " Oh, land, no ; not particular, you know. It s amusin , though, to keep him on. N I like him first-rate. Is she really sick?" with interest. "Yes, really." Miss Jewett laughed again. " Odd, ain t it, that any one should git real sick about Jim Townshend ? There ain t a man on the face of the earth wuth gettin sick about." The idea seemed to amuse Miss Jewett great ly. She shook her broad shoulders and broke ROWENY IN BOSTON. 257 into a loud laugh. Then she said, apologetically, that " she was laughin at what she was thinkin on." Nothing at this juncture occurring to Rowena to say, she said nothing. She knew that she could do very little more. She began to wonder why her companion continued to laugh. She was not quite so disagreeable now as she had been at first. " I s pose Jim s hangin round there, ain t he?" "Yes." " I thought s likely s not. He s hangin round me, too. Betwixt Miss Warner n me it s a won der how he gits a chance to do his work, ain t it?" More laughter. At last Mary Jane became somewhat com posed. She turned round on the circumscribed buggy seat that she might face Rowena. " I m sure I don t know what there is about you, Miss Tuttle," she began, with broad frank ness, " but I was mad nough a few minutes ago to throw you out of the buggy, n now I ain t mad a bit. I kinder like you. N I wish I knew how you git such a fit on your dress. Have you got a pattern ?" She seemed disappointed when she learned there was no pattern. Rowena was now very much depressed. She 17 258 ROWENY IN BOSTON. felt that she had accomplished nothing ; and still there was hope lurking in her heart. Miss Jewett spent a short time in urging the horse and remonstrating with it, with no effect whatever. Then she sat back. " Now I m goin to tell ye something; it s a secret. I ain t even told mar yet. It s some thing Georgie Warner 11 give her ears to hear. You may tell her, but you needn t lisp it to an other soul. Promise me you won t." " No, I won t." " Well, then, I m ingaged." "Oh!" Rowena could say no more. She felt a great load lifted from her heart. She already pictured herself as giving the good news to Georgie. " I s pose you don t know him. It s Charley Simmons. He s got er place in a grocery store in Borston, V we expect to be married in the fall, V I sh ll live in Borston! Mebby it ll be near you." The glow of exultation and satisfaction on Miss Jewett s face was superlative. "Will you tell Mr. Townshend?" "Won t he be cut up, though ?" responded Miss Jewett. "Will you tell him?" persisted Rowena, almost feverishly. " Oh yes ; of course I will." ROWENY IN BOSTON. 259 " The first time you see him ?" " How you go on ! Yes, I will. That s a prom ise ; n I ll keep it, too. But there couldn t any body else have made me do it, I tell you." " Thank you thank you, so much !" said Ro- wena, warmly. " Mebby you ll jest kiss me for that," said Miss Jewett, almost shyly, and coloring faintly as she spoke. "Now we re real friendly, ain t we?" she re marked, after the kiss had been given. " You jest tell Georgie Warner I wouldn t have done it for anybody but you. She s a bright one to send you." Miss Jewett went on talking in the same start- lingly frank manner. She was telling some pe culiarities of an admirer who had threatened to kill himself unless she " had him," when she in terrupted her recital to exclaim : "Mercy! Who is that, anyway? Ain t he jest got up fit to kill, and no mistake ? Did you ever see anything beat that little dorg he s got?" Coming slowly up the hill down which Miss Jewett s horse was walking, with the old gray stumbling behind, was a man on horseback. Of course, it was Keats Bradford. Sitting quite calmly in front of him, just as if one hind leg were not held lest he might fall, was Marma- 260 ROWENY IN BOSTON. duke, surveying the landscape with approving eyes. Mr. Bradford was not looking to find Rowena in this buggy with a companion. He was in pur suit of the covered wagon and the gray horse. He was very near the two before he looked at them with any interest. Then his face lightened brilliantly. He stopped his horse and, lifting his cap, said : " Miss Tuttle, Marmaduke knew you before I did. Will you have him ? He was happy with me until he saw you." The terrier was wriggling with joy. With very small aid he leaped from the saddle into Rowe- na s arms. Miss Jewett was staring with undisguised in terest and admiration. She was absolutely sure that she had never seen leather leggings like these now before her. Her never-sleeping instinct of coquetry became instantly active. Her opinion of Rowena rose still higher. She could not help respecting a girl who knew a man who had such leggings, who had a glass in his eye, or rather dangling from a cord, and who could take off his cap with such a manner as that. This was no common beau. Charley Simmons seemed, for the moment, to recede very far into the background. Bradford had turned his horse, and the animal was now walking by the side of the carriage. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 261 " I called at your home, Miss Tuttle," he said. " Your mother told me in which direction you had gone. Marmaduke was frantic to come with me. If we intrude, send us away." The young man s face was radiant. There was no more any languor on it. He had gone to sleep the night before with the resolution to see Miss Tuttle at every possible moment. The carrying out of this resolution was already as full of en joyment as he had anticipated it would be. He now looked down at the girl with a reckless pleasure in his eyes. He felt that he would not deny himself a single glance. Miss Jewett s shrewd observation was upon him. She was fully capable of interpreting the expression on the man s face. She changed her mind about exercising any of her arts upon him. She did not wish to waste any ammunition. But she pushed a powerful el bow against Rowena, and whispered : " Do introduce him !" Rowena obeyed. Bradford could be polite, but he thought it was time lost to look long at any other face when he might see Rowena. He was gratefully aware that his cousin Vanessa was a good many miles away, and that she did not know where he was at this moment. He did not know that she had the slightest influence upon him, but he did know that she 262 ROWENY IN BOSTON. knew him almost as well as he knew himself. And there are occasions in life when the absence of such a person is desirable. There was a bitterness in his thoughts of his cousin that was very like the bitterness of jeal ousy. Later, he acted under a different feeling. Perhaps this was the first time that Mary Jane Jewett had, since she was grown, been in the company of a gentleman and not been first in his eyes. She was one of those women who seem to change in manner and looks the mo ment a man appears. But now she came nearer effacing herself than she had ever come before. She watched the two ; she had a sharp curiosity to know Rowena s attitude towards this man, and she was wise in such matters. But she could not decide. The girl was unaffectedly glad to see Mr. Bradford ; her eyes shone at him ; some times she blushed beneath his look. She laugh ed gayly ; she talked with a naive freedom ; or she was sometimes silent. "Well, I am beat," said Miss Jewett more than once to herself during the next quarter of an hour. When she parted from the two at a corner near the Tuttle place she sat a moment watching them. Bradford was leading his horse and the old gray. He was walking between the two ani- ROWENY IN BOSTON. 263 mals. Rowena and the terrier were strolling behind. Rowena turned and waved her hand. She cried out, joyously, 11 1 shall go right and tell Georgie !" " Go ahead !" shouted Miss Jewett. " I ll keep my promise." And now she saw Rowena hurry forward. She left Bradford far behind, the dog caracoling about her. Mary Jane Jewett, as she went on her way, told herself that this was the first girl she had ever seen that wa n t as flat as dish-water. Girls was usually so uninterestin it wa n t no use spendin time with um. It wa n t cause that Tuttle girl had said anything bright, either ; she didn t know what twas. Keats Bradford did not know what it was, either, and he was not in the mood to analyze. He remained most fully in the mood to let him self go. He put up the old gray in the barn and hitched his own horse, while Rowena hastened over to Georgie Warner s with her good news. She would not let him go with her. He went in the house and sat in the kitchen, while Mrs. Tuttle was frying doughnuts. He successfully concealed his great surprise when he discovered that Mrs. Tuttle called these fried cakes " sim-balls." He 264 ROWENY IN BOSTON. had never heard that word before, and it affected him almost to the verge of hysteria. He ate a sim-ball and was able to thank the giver of it. When Rowena returned she also ate a doughnut. While partaking of this lunch she asked Mr. Bradford what her mother had called this food, putting the question as simply as a child would have done. When he had gravely replied, she looked at her mother fondly as she said : " I ve been trying to teach mother not to call these cakes that way. There s something so ri diculous in that word, don t you think? There was a piece in our old reading-book which we children always thought meant doughnuts. I shall never forget when Georgie Warner stood up one examination day and began, Heaven hung no symbol there. She said sim-ball. I ve always believed that the committeemen didn t know the difference. We don t know as much in this deestrict as we do in Borston, Mr. Brad ford." Her eyes sparkled as she looked at Bradford. He felt a most idiotic gladness that he had al ready eaten two sim-balls. Perhaps you do not believe that a man who was born and reared in Boston, who has spent more than a year in London, don t you know ; who tries to wear a monocle, and who says " weal- ROWENY IN BOSTON. 265 ly," could be as much in love as another man without such advantages. But Keats Bradford was capable of being ex tremely in love. At this present time he is liv ing most thoroughly up to his capabilities. He has reached that stage when he acknowledges this to be the truth. 266 ROWENY IN BOSTON. XVIII. ON LOVE. WHEN a Boston Brahmin falls in love the spectacle presented to the outer world must be very impressive. Keats Bradford, however, was not thinking at all of the spectacle he presented. It did not seem to him that he was thinking anything ; he was only feeling. But he was man of the world enough to be able to offer a sane front to people whom he met. He had to go back to Boston on the third day after his arrival in Middle Village. He was now capable of the bravado of calling upon his cousin Vanessa. She was not alone. There was with her a gentleman of imposing appearance, and large, clean-shaven face. He was introduced as Professor Vacci, the great hypnotist. He seemed hardly to sec Mr. Bradford, save in the general, comprehensive view which took him in as a speck in the field of vision. Incidentally, there was present also Madame Vacci, the professor s wife, and she appeared to ROWENY IN BOSTON. 267 be a still smaller speck in the outlook taken by her husband. The two guests were standing, and apparently about to go. Miss Phillipps was greatly inter ested in what had been said. Her face was vivid ly animated. When her guests had departed she turned to her cousin. " Keats, you ought to have been here. The professor was superb. You should have seen the sudden and wonderfully complete way in which he gained control of his wife." " Oh, I can believe that easily enough." " Don t scoff. I do hate to have any one scoff in the presence of science." "I came not here to scoff," said the young man, sitting down and taking up a book. " Nev ertheless, I would challenge that man to hypno tize me or you." Miss Phillipps was walking back and forth in the room. She was absorbed. Mr. Bradford presently looked at his watch. He had an hour to spare before he need go to his rooms preparatory to returning to Middle Village that afternoon. He laid down his book. " I am going to wait here sixty minutes, Va nessa," he said. " If you come to before the end of that time I shall be very glad." 268 ROWENY IN BOSTON. He crossed his legs. His attitude was very calm. Nevertheless there was a life and excite ment in his face that made it possible that he might say some very strange things. Miss Phillipps continued to walk. "You know I ve never really looked into this ; it is a vast subject. This and telepathy appear to me kindred ; I have an idea but I cannot give the thing real attention until after the the- osophy session. You know Mrs. Besant is com ing. I am going to preside at one of the meet ings; I want to make a little speech. I want that bold spirit to be welcomed properly. We Boston women owe her a great deal. You heard her in London, didn t you, Keats?" "Yes." Miss Phillipps casually looked at her cousin as she asked this question. The casual look was ar rested and changed from vagueness to keenness. She stood still in front of him. " Where have you been ? What has happened to you ?" she asked, imperatively. " So glad you have come to, " said Bradford. He rose also. He stood up before her. He was smiling absently. She took him by the arm and turned him more towards the light, scrutinizing him in silence. " Does any one of your sciences tell what has happened to me?" he inquired. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 269 " I know you rather well, Keats," she said, still keeping her hand on his arm, and her eyes upon him. " I think, yes, I am almost positive, that you are in love. Are you ?" Now looking at him in a wondering way, as if he were under the dominion of some miraculous power which she had not yet thorougly studied and classified. The man moved suddenly away, and in his turn began walking back and forth. " I want you to do me a great favor, Vanessa/ he said, earnestly. " Haven t I always been willing to do you fa vors ? "Yes, yes. I don t think you ll find this very difficult." Still he hesitated. He could not quite define the expression in his cousin s face. "I am waiting." " Do you think Miss Tuttle ought to live in that Hudson Street place?" suddenly asked Bradford. "Miss Tuttle? Oh!" There was so much meaning in that exclama tion that the young man reddened slightly. " I cannot prevent her living there," remarked Miss Phillipps. " She is a proud girl. I cannot say to her, Let me support you in some more fitting locality. " There was an accuracy about this utterance that almost made it sound cold. 270 ROWENY IN BOSTON. " I don t expect you to say that," said the man. " I only wanted to suggest that you invite her here for a visit. I dislike to think of her on Hud son Street. She is coming back. She is going to keep on with her work until summer. You will not leave here at present you said " Here that indefinable something in the wom an s face became so marked that Bradford stop ped abruptly. " It will be pleasanter for you to visit Miss Tuttle here, you think?" Miss Phillipps said. "Pleasanter for me? I was not thinking of myself. I can stand Hudson Street. Pardon me, Vanessa. I ought not to ask so much of you. I suppose you have wecovered from what fancy you had for Miss Tuttle. Perhaps the fancy is transferred to Pwofessor Vacci, or is awaiting the pwesence of Mrs. Besant. I only hope Miss Tuttle will not be too much wounded. She loves you." There was something in the speaker s voice as he pronounced those last words, or in the words themselves, that made Miss Phillipps s face trem ulous for an instant. She turned away. Thus removed from her companion s eyes she asked, quite steadily, " Does she love you ?" " I don t know." Bradford made a movement towards the door. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 271 In spite of all his knowledge of his cousin, he was puzzled and indignant. " I will ask her here. I will write to her to day." Miss Phillipps came forward now to her cous in s side. She held out her hand. " It is too early to congratulate you," she said, cordially. " You are weally kind, Vanessa," exclaimed Bradford, eagerly. " But don t do this if it in terferes with any plans. You see, I was hoping you still cared for her. Oh, don t hurt her by coldness when you see her !" " Indeed, Keats, what kind of a wild beast do you think I am ? Now go ; tell her no, I will write. Good-bye. I am due at the Christian Science in a quarter of an hour." Bradford left the room. Miss Phillipps heard him leave the house. She lingered a moment. She looked at some tablets she drew from her pocket. She wrote a few words on them, then gazed at the words as if she could not see them. That afternoon when Bradford went out to Middle Village he went again on horseback. He was not going to tell Rowena that he had been to Boston and had seen Miss Phillipps. He was a good walker. He could travel easi ly the miles which separated the hotel from the Tuttle farm, and still reach that place by twi- 272 ROWENY IN BOSTON. light. He laughed at his own impatience, while he greatly enjoyed it. He swung rapidly for ward. He wondered if the girl would be out-of- doors would she be standing or sitting when he first saw her? Would her eyes become radiant in that enchanting way they had ? Would she smile? or have that serious look which, per haps, was sweeter than a smile ? Was it sweet er, after all ? Her very simplicity perplexed him. What did she think when she met his glance with those clear eyes ? and when she flushed You perceive that Mr. Bradford s mind was very much occupied as he walked over from Middle Village. He hoped the Tuttles would have had their supper. He wondered if they had "Johnny cake " and milk and herring every night in the year. He had survived seeing Rowena partake of that fare. He had even partaken of it with her and found it delicious. But when removed from her presence he could not honestly say he liked the odor of herring. He did not know that this fish was only eaten for a certain time in the spring. It was not a lover s fancy that made it seem as if Rowena were possessed of a simple and entirely unconscious dignity that enabled her to do what others could not do in the same way. Bradford was within a couple of miles of the ROWENY IN BOSTON. 273 Tuttle farm. He was thinking of trying a cut across a pasture, when he saw a pair of horses attached to a light wagon coming briskly along the road. He thought he heard a shrill bark proceed from the carriage. He hesitated, leaning on the fence he had been going to jump. Now he saw that the occupants of the wagon were Rowena, with Marmaduke standing on her lap and barking at him in great excitement, and a young man whom Bradford recognized as the one whom he had seen at the theatre with Miss Tuttle. It was Philip Barrett, who now stared at him as he went by. Rowena returned Bradford s greeting in a manner that he could not dislike. The dust flew round him from the turnout. He felt ignored and slighted. It had not once oc curred to him that Rowena might have some other employment than that of being ready to receive him when he came. He was furious. His imagination had not gone so far as this. He struck his stick violently against the post. I am almost afraid he swore. He felt as if a bucket of cold water had been flung in his face. He could not tell himself at first that it might be only a natural thing that Miss Tuttle should go out driving with an old acquaintance. But Bradford was possessed of perception enough to discover that Barrett was not a mere 18 274 ROWENY IN BOSTON. acquaintance. He remembered the fellow s face at the theatre. " Here s Philup, Roweny," Mrs. Tuttle had said while the family were at the supper-table. " I guess he s come to take you out. There ain t no better feller n Philup. Of course you ll go." And Rowena went. But she took Marmaduke. The terrier had a way of barking or of suddenly rising to lick her face that might be very exas perating to her companion, but that she found to be protective and comforting. Marmaduke generally desired to caress her at the most inop portune moment, in the eyes of some one else. Young Barrett, well as he liked dogs, could have found it in his heart to fling this small spec imen over the wheel before the first mile had been passed over. But he tried to control him self. He had come over filled with a desperate resolution. Everybody was talking about that " city feller " that had come out " from Borston " and who was hanging round Roweny Tuttle. Of course she would take up with him ; and who knew anything about him, anyway? He might be a gambler. That very morning Philip s mother had talked all breakfast-time on the subject. She said "Ro weny was actin shameful. She guessed Philip wouldn t write any more letters to a girl like that, she wa n t deservin of such letters." ROWENY IN BOSTON. 275 At last the long-suffering Philip had risen from the table. He stood a moment looking fiercely at his mother. " If you ever speak like that agin bout Ro- weny, I ll clear out. She couldn t do anything shameful. I mean what I say." He had then gone to the barn, leaving his mother cowering. She was sickeningly subser vient all the rest of the day. She made no re mark when her son appeared towards night in that suit he had bought before he went to Bos ton. Yes, it is true that he arrayed himself in those garments, and that no intuition told him not to do so. When the horses were hitched to the carriage he walked into the kitchen where his mother was just taking the herring from the oven. " I sha n t want any supper," he said. He stood with the door in his hand. " I m goin over to ask Roweny to marry me," he continued, "and I want you to understand that if she don t, tain t no fault of hern. Tain t no crime not to want to marry me." Mrs. Barrett opened her lips to speak, but she did not quite dare to say the words that came to her. It was in this resolved condition of mind that Philip drove over to the Tuttle house. His mood was such that really it did seem a pity that Ro- 276 ROWENY IN BOSTON. wena should assume that Marmaduke was in cluded in the invitation. But there sat the ter rier perched on the girl s knee, and he kept such a very sharp watch that Philip almost began to think that the dog knew the whole state of affairs. Every time the young man turned particularly towards his companion he met the terrier s bright eyes, or the terrier would give a lurch and a bark, and immediately absorb Rowena s entire atten tion. This party had not driven many rods before the girl had divined Philip s intention. Indeed, it required no particular power to divine this, for in some inexplicable way Philip s present deter mination was written boldly all over him, even in the creases of those dreadful clothes. Rowena tried to converse on topics quite for eign to anything in her companion s mind. Each attempt was very much like throwing a stone into an extremely deep well ; you suppose the stone reaches the water, but you cannot see nor hear anything to hint that it does. Finally, in despair, Rowena became silent. She was now convinced that she could do nothing towards averting the inevitable. With all his will and nerve, poor Philip from moment to moment put off the fatal question. He grew more and more depressed and silent. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 277 With the cruelty with which fate seems to like to afflict a man, never had he thought Rowena so entirely what he longed for as now. He had been a blind fool to think of her. Use less to tell himself that. He had thought of her and loved her ever since he was a boy. If he could not drag Rowena Tuttle home from school on his sled on winter afternoons he would not have anybody. But he usually could take her. She had always liked him ; surely she had always liked him. And in those days there had been few competitors. He had almost considered it a settled thing. But now, now her life appeared to branch out far away from his. Philip took a long, deep breath. He turned towards Rowena. Marmaduke immediately was seized with an irresistible desire to caress his mistress. Philip grew red, then nearly purple. " I do almost wish that terrier hadn t come," he said. " But I can t go anywhere without Marma duke," responded the girl, effusively. "I was going to say," continued Philip, "that it s a mighty pity you ever went to Borston, I think. You can t live in a thick-settled place n be jest the same ; you can t do it." He returned thus to this old conclusion of his. 278 ROVVENY IN BOSTON. " I m just the same," said Rowena, with quiet emphasis. " No you ain t, either," he cried. " You ain t. You re all taken up with that paintin notion of your n ; you re " "Yes," interrupted Rowena, "I am all taken up with it ; I shall always be taken up with it ; I love it beyond words. I don t know as I should want to live if I thought I couldn t work at paint ing, and try to do better and better work. Do you understand me, Philip ?" She turned to him with beseeching eyes. But if he understood, he would not own that he did so. He would rush to his fate. He thought that a fellow never was exactly sure how to know what a woman meant. He believed that the only manly way to put things beyond a doubt was to ask her. But his heart sank very low. The terrier con siderately remained quiet for an instant. But one never knows precisely how long a Yorkshire may continue to be considerate. Philip met Rowena s eyes with such a look that her own dropped, and she had a wild feeling that perhaps she pitied him almost enough to love him. But she did not love him. She would certainly know it if she did. Miss Phillipps s assertion that we know nothing positively in these days ROWENY IN BOSTON. 279 came back to her, and with that memory came the recollection of Miss Phillipps s presence. A curious glow and thrill went through the girl s heart. " You know what I m going to ask ye, Ro- weny," now said Philip, visibly bracing himself. His voice trembled pitiably. It was really ter rible that Marmaduke should have chosen this instant to make a furious attempt to fling him self from Rowena s arms upon a stray hound which had just emerged from the woods at the right. Philip shut his teeth hard, while his companion reasoned with Marmaduke, and at last quiet ed him. When peace was restored, and the terrier had nobly offered to kiss Philip himself but had been restrained, the young man repeated his words. " I s pose you know what I m goin to ask you, Roweny ?" She did not reply. Probably he did not expect a reply. There was a somewhat long and painful si lence. Philip cut his horses with a whip. They were so surprised that they sprang forward furiously. As they sprang their driver turned to the girl. " Will you have me, Roweny ? I love you with all my heart. I ll take awful good care of you. 280 ROWENY IN BOSTON. You sh ll paint all you want to. You sh ll do whatever you please." It was said now. Rowena s lips appeared stiff to her as she spoke. " I can t marry you, Philip." She wondered if it hurt him any more to hear those words than it hurt her to speak them. It was dreadful to her to seem cruel to Philip Barrett. He sat without moving, with his eyes fixed straight ahead. He had got his blow. He had been almost sure it would be like this. Now there was no more doubt, and no more hope. He was to live without Rowena Tuttle. How was he going to do it ? He hoped no one would tell him he would get over it and marry some one else. He should want to kill any one who said that. His mind went groping dully among various probabilities. What did Rowena think of that "city feller" who was staying at that hotel in Middle Village? And there was that person, and his aunt who was a medium that person who was so " dressy." What did she think of him ? He could not ask her. He did not think it would be exactly " the thing " to put such ques tions. The twilight was now fast merging into even- ROWENY IN BOSTON. 281 ing. It was half a dozen miles to Rovvena s home. " I guess we ll go round by the Corners," at last Philip said, and turned his horse into a well- travelled road. It was useless to try to talk. Marmaduke was the only one who was quite himself. They drew up at the post-office, where the late mail had just arrived. The two sat there in the mild, sweet air of the spring gloaming until the mail was distributed. Then Philip brought out all the papers and letters for his neighbors. They made but a small package. There was one letter for Rowena. She could not see the writing plainly enough to guess the author of it. Who would write to her now she was at home ? She had very few letters. She was interested and excited about this one. Philip had involuntarily glanced at the enve lope as it had been handed to him. It was a large, flowing superscription. He was sure that no one but a man would write in that way. He thought, with a heavy bitternesss of spirit, that this epistle was from that man who had the aunt who was a medium. 282 ROWENY IN BOSTON. XIX. FERDINAND IN TROUBLE. As soon as she reached home Rowena took her little hand-lamp and went up to her room where the one window looked over the wide stretch of pasture-land. The moon lighted up the pasture now. The girl sat down a moment with the letter in her hand. Philip had gone. He had not lin gered a moment, save to take her hand and say in an unsteady voice that "he didn t know when he should see her again. He should try not to see her; he didn t think he could stan it to keep meetin her." Mrs. Tuttle was standing in the open door when her daughter walked slowly up to the house. "Oh, Roweny!" she exclaimed. "I do hope you ain t done nothin you ll be sorry for." " I hope so, too," returned Rowena. " I ve done what I had to do. Don t stop me, mother, I can t talk about it." Then she had taken her lamp and gone up stairs. Her sisters looked at her wonderingly. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 283 Mrs. Tuttle stepped out to the barn, where her husband was looking after a sick cow. "I guess it s all over, Hiram," she said, stop ping in the yard, where she found him cutting up fodder. "What s over?" in an alarmed tone. " All our plans bout Roweny n Philup. She s jest come home." "Oh, well," returned Mr. Tuttle, "we can t manage them things, you know. The young folks have their own notions. I hope it ll all come out right, n I guess twill. Do you think" pausing in pushing the fodder through the cutter, "do you think she s got a fancy for this feller that s round, n that can t say r only once n a while ?" " I ve ben tryin to make up my mind, but I can t. Well s I know her, I can t seem to tell. What do you think of him ?" " I like him first-rate. He ain t no fool, I tell ye. I ve been watchin him. He s in love with her." Mr. Tuttle spoke rather proudly. He had taken to Bradford more than his wife had done. It was a recommendation for the young man that he had fallen in love with Rowcna. At last the girl detached her thoughts from Philip sufficiently to recall her interest in the letter she had just received. 284 ROWENY IN BOSTON. It was not from the young man whose aunt was a medium. It was from Miss Phillipps. She had lost no time in keeping her promise to her cousin Keats. Her note to Rowena had gone out the same day on which he had gone. There were not many lines. The girl s eyes flashed eagerly down the page, then back again for a second reading. Surely there was more than that. No, there was not. The letter seemed to be cordial. It asked Ro wena to come to Charles Street for a visit of a week or two on her return to Boston. The writer would not leave town quite as early as she had once intended. It was in vain for Rowena to read the words again. She was chilled. But she did not know why. Her very fingers grew cold as they held the paper and felt the message from her heart. And yet it seemed a cordial, sincere invitation. She \vould not go to Miss Phillipps s house. Even if she had felt differently she would not go, because she was in Boston to work. She was to leave home the following Monday. She could spare no more time before the long summer when she would be in the country, and would feel as if everybody were looking at her and con demning her because, if she must take lessons, she did not take them of that woman who came out from some place it was not known where ROWENY IN BOSTON. 285 only " she came out." She made a person an artist in six easy lessons. Rowena was very much depressed when at last she lay down for the night. In the back ground of all her reflections was the face of Phil ip Barrett when he had bidden her good-bye. There was also a feeling that she might not have money enough. She supposed people always spent more than they intended to spend. She felt that she had been saving of her pennies to the verge of meanness. And they were getting so low. She must decide whether she would apply for the school Georgie Warner would give up in the fall. She should dislike it; but she might be obliged to teach a term or two so that she might still go to Allestree for lessons. She could not conceive any stress of circumstances beyond an interference by Provi dence that would make her give up her learning to paint. It had been a dear triumph for her to know that, since her study, she had far more control of her hand when she made sketches from nature. There was a something she could catch and hold now which had always eluded her be fore. Mr. Bradford praised while he criticised. He had many ways like his cousin. Rowena had al most fallen into a habit of watching for those ways. When they came she would suddenly 286 ROWENY IN BOSTON. look up at the young man and smile. On such occasions the responsive smile upon his face was becoming so ardently warm that Rowena was vaguely moved by it. The next day was Saturday. On the Monday, early, she would go back to Boston in a boat with Uncle Reuben. To ride thus would not be tedious now that the days were sweet and warm with the near presence of summer. Besides, she saved a car fare by going this way. She would send Miss Phillipps a note from Hudson Street. Lying there, close to the roof of the old house, she began to compose the note to Miss Phillipps. But her mind wandered ; she no longer heard the frogs. She was asleep. Georgie Warner was already mending rapidly. The news that Mary Jane Jewett was really going to marry Charlie Simmons and " live in Borston," was now widely disseminated. Miss Jewett had kept her promise. She had told Jim Townshend. He had struggled manfully under the blow, and he was resolved that Georgie should comfort him as resolved as he could be with his kind of a mouth and chin. Miss Jewett, to facilitate further the distribu tion of the news, had imparted it to Marthy S. When Rowena walked over to see Georgie, late Saturday afternoon, she had found that invalid sitting in a rocker, with a pillow at her back, ROWENY IN BOSTON. 287 looking over strips of patchwork. She even had visions of a new kind of pattern of a bedquilt that should outdo anything ever yet made. Georgie was still weak, however. She was melted to tears at sight of her friend, who had not been afraid to speak to that Jewett girl. She hugged Rowena with hysterical fervor. She asserted that if it had not been for her she "should have ben in her grave fore the Fourth of July." Rowena could not dispute this assertion. She sat down and put her arm round Georgie. She listened, a little absently, to a great deal of talk of Jim and Jim s goodness, now he was "really red of that awful Jewett girl." Georgie almost hinted that Jim would probably have taken measures himself to be "red of her," if things hadn t turned out exactly as they had. It was not many days since this change of cir cumstances had occurred, but it seemed rather long ago. Georgie s intensity of interest in bed- quilts at last wearied even Rowena. She must go back. She rose. She skilfully parried or ignored any references to the city feller, also to Philip Barrett. She thought she could not hear Philip s name mentioned. She was in terror lest Georgie might speak it. She caught up Marmaduke under her arm and hurried away. She would stop and say good bye on Monday. 288 ROWENY IN BOSTON. She walked through the small pine wood, the odorous dusk soothing her. She was almost ashamed and wholly astonished that she was eager to get away from home again. She believed her home and its surroundings must have changed. Only her mother and father were the same always. At thought of them, all that she feared must be a wicked hardness in her nature melted suddenly and flooded her eyes. It was full of black shadows among the pines there, though the moonlight was bright beyond the trees. Rowena could hear the terrier rus tling about in the sweet-smelling pine-needles, sniffing and sometimes growling under his breath. He was as protective as if he were a very large dog. Suddenly he ran forward and barked in such a tumultuous way that each explosion raised his fore-feet from the ground. Rowena stood still, hidden in the shadows. It was a lonely place, but the girl had traversed it many a dark night and never thought of fear. It was a part of her home to her. But she was startled. She could not see Marmaduke at all, but he kept up his clamor as he never did save at some kind of an intruder. After waiting a moment, Rowena walked for ward towards the dog. Now she saw in the moon- ROWENY IN BOSTON. 289 light the figure of a woman, hesitating, and look ing about her doubtfully. " Come here, Marmaduke ! Be still, sir !" Rowena advanced as she spoke, and so did the stranger. "Is it Miss Tuttle?" inquired a voice which Rowena had heard before, but which she could not really recognize. She went swiftly forward. " Did you want me?" she asked, alarmed and surprised. The stranger, who wore a long, gray cloak and a close bonnet, clasped her hands nervously to gether. "Oh, I m so thankful to find you!" she cried, in a subdued voice. " It seems as if I d been looking for you for ages, though I only left Bos ton this afternoon. You know me, don t you, Miss Tuttle?" Rowena held out her hand. "Why, it s Miss Foster!" she said, in strong surprise. Miss Foster moved a few steps until she came to a tree ; she leaned heavily against it. " I m just as nervous s I can be," she said, dis tressfully. " We drove over from the next town. Ferdinand would have it so. He said he didn t care what did happen ; he would see you before he went ; and he made me come with him. He 19 290 ROWENY IN BOSTON. said he shouldn t dare to come without me. He took a notion that you seemed to like me. You know we said we d go to see each other in Bors- ton." " Yes," said Rowena. She was becoming ex cited herself now. She wanted to question the girl, but she hardly knew how to do so. She tried to be quiet, and wait. Meanwhile the moon light revealed Miss Foster s face to be more pal lid than usual, and full of the keenest suffering. Her eyes were wild and dilated. She was contin ually looking behind her, and often she stopped in the middle of a sentence and seemed to listen. She left the tree and came close to Rowena. "You see," she said, almost whispering, and speaking so rapidly it was difficult for her listen er to follow her, " Ferdinand s got into trouble. He made me promise to tell you. He s so gener ous and so good-hearted, you know, that he s been spending too much money. He s the most gen erous fellow in the world ; money just slips out of his hands. Oh, Miss Tuttle, don t you go and think he s bad! I d know what I should have done if it hadn t been for him since I ve been sick, him and the Science. He s got into debt. Oh, I mustn t stop to tell you all about it. You know he s head book-keeper for Nichols Brothers. He s been taking money, now and then, for some time. He was going to pay it back, you know. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 29 1 He fixed up the books so it didn t show. He says in a few months more, he thinks, he should have had a chance to pay it all back. But they ve found it out, or Ferd is almost sure they suspect. He says he s got to skip ; he says he ll go out of the country ; he says he sh ll find some way to pay urn ; he s sure he shall. He s out there, round the turn, the other side of those savins. Will you come ? He s waiting." Rowena could not, for the moment, reply. She gazed in silence at the girl, who kept twisting her hands together. "We can t waste time," said Miss Foster. "We ve got to be over to Hibbard s Station to catch the midnight train, and our horse s been getting lame for the last mile or two. It s a stable horse from the town here, and I ve got to drive it back. You see he might have gone right on in the train, but he was bound to see you. He said he d risk it. Oh, do come ! How can it harm you ?" Rowena did not hesitate any longer. Miss Foster took her hand eagerly, and together the two girls ran along the dusty, moonlit road. Not far, however. The terrier, racing on ahead, came to a place where he began to bark again. A form detached itself from the darkness under the savins. There was a horse and buggy stand ing near. 292 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Rowena had not a single word at her com mand as young Foster came out into the moon light. She held fast to her companion s hand lest she might try to leave her. Ferdinand Foster took off his hat without any of his old flourish. He had no display of neck tie and no flower in his button-hole. He fixed his eyes eagerly on Rowena. She held out her hand. There was something so desolate and ap pealing in Foster s face and attitude, something so entirely different from the way she had re membered him, that she obeyed her kindly im pulse and put out her hand. " It is awfully good of you," he stammered. " You see, I had to see you. I " He stopped suddenly. He turned and walked away a few steps, his hat still in his hand, his head bent. Rowena hardly knew him. She was so sorry that her face was almost tender. He returned and stood in front of her, his back to the light, which was upon her in full radiance. "Since I ve seen you, Miss Tuttle, ; he began again, " I ve meant to be a better fellow. I d got into kind of bad ways, you know. But from the minute I saw you I felt different. I ve left off doing a lot of things that I knew you wouldn t like. I meant to tell you all about it some time, when I knew you better. But I couldn t see you ROWENY IN BOSTON. 293 much, somehow. I wish I could have seen you more. I don t see how a fellow could be very bad that saw you often. Yes, I do wish I could have seen you more." Rowena was silent. She was trying to recog nize the man before her. Even his voice seemed unfamiliar. She could not quite realize that these words were spoken by Mr. Foster and to her. It was all unreal. The moonlight, the two peo ple, the shadowy carriage and horse ; even the terrier, now sitting silently close to her feet, might have been some other terrier. " You ain t going to be angry with me, are you ?" asked Foster, coming still nearer. " I know I was cheeky in tryin to see ypu ; but you ll over look it, won t you ? I guess you don t know how I ve been thinkin of you. To tell you the truth, if you were a friend to a fellow I don t see how he could help being good. I wish I d known you a good while ago." Still Rowena did not speak. But she was touched. She did not understand very well how he could really mean that a man would be better if she were his friend. She thought it was only a way of speaking. Foster was looking at her intently, longingly. His commonplace face received a little dignity from his earnestness. His sister drew out her watch and looked at it. 294 ROWENY IN BOSTON. " There ain t much more time, Ferd," she said. He turned almost savagely upon her. "I can t help it," he cried. "I don t see; how I m going to get that train, anyway. Look at that horse. He can t put that foot to the ground now. I m just up a tree that s what I am." Miss Foster began to wring her hands. " Don t do that," he went on. " What s the use of it? If I can get away I shall. If I don t they ll nab me, that s all." He seemed ashamed of this outburst, for he went on directly, looking at Rowena and then back to his sister : "You see, I ain t slept much lately. I m a regular brute, Miss Tuttle " Here he appeared unable to control his voice directly. He put his hand to his necktie, as if he must loosen it. All the time he was gazing intently at Rowena, whose feelings were a mixt ure of pity and a desire to turn and run away. " I don t suppose I shall ever see you again," he said. " I can t ever tell you you wouldn t want me to tell you how I " Oh no, no !" cried Rowena, in a kind of fright, suddenly feeling that the expression in the man s eyes had all at once become unendur able. She could not be looked at in that way by Ferdinand Foster. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 295 She retreated a few steps. Perhaps uncon sciously, Foster followed her. " I tell you I shall never see you again," he re peated, passionately. " Haven t you any pity to throw to me ?" The pleading in his voice touched her now. She put out both her hands. " Oh, I am sorry ! I am sorry !" she said, with pathetic earne-stness. He seized her hands and held them despair ingly. He could not say any different words from those he had already used. " I do wish I could have seen you oftener !" " Ferdinand !" His sister called his name. She was trying to lead the horse forward ; but the animal could not step ; he could not put his foot to the ground. "What shall we do? What shall we do?" moaned Miss Foster. Her brother stamped furiously. He ran to the horse and looked down at the leg which was held from the ground, the toe just resting. " What will become of you ? You must catch that train !" Miss Foster seemed beside herself. Rowena tried not to be too excited to think clearly. There was no neighbor who had a horse that could go beyond a slow trot. Useless to think of them. 296 ROWENY IN BOSTON. She knew that Mr. Bradford s horse was fleet. She had thought he would come over this even ing, because it had been his habit to come over. Perhaps he was at her house now. But could they have all the time necessary to walk that dis tance ? It is true that things sometimes happen oppor tunely. One of these things happened now. The sound of a quick gallop came down the road. Ro- wena knew that gallop very well. She ran along to meet the coming horseman. He saw her and came yet more rapidly. He sprang to the ground. She hardly looked at him. She seized the horse s bridle. "Come, Mr. Foster! Quick! This horse 11 take you !" Foster ran forward. He caught Rowena s oth er hand and kissed it. He jumped into the sad dle and rode away. Rowena now turned to Keats Bradford. " You ll lend your horse for a few hours, won t you, Mr. Bradford ? The case is very urgent." Bradford s face was rather black. He was think ing of the kiss upon Rowena s hand. "I think I shall lend him," he answered, "since you ask me, and since he is already gone." ROWKNY IN BOSTON. 297 XX. MARMADUKE AND MARTHY S. MAKE THEM SELVES USEFUL. THE two stood in the middle of the dusty road just where Foster had left them. " Were you alone here with that man ?" Mr. Bradford put the question with so much asperity that Rowena s eyes flashed. "I have^been alone here with you," she said. Then she seemed to think it not worth while to be angry, and added, quickly, "Do you consider it being alone if you have a buggy and a terrier and a girl and a horse with you ? But the horse is so lame that perhaps he doesn t count. Do you think we can get him anywhere, Mr. Brad ford? Please look at him. Perhaps you can lead him. This is Mr. Bradford, Miss Foster," as the two came to the place where Foster s sister was standing desolately by the buggy, hardly taking it in that her brother had really gone. Mr. Keats Bradford needed all his self-posses sion to enable him to be as nonchalantly calm as he was now. He greeted this new young lady as 29& ROWENY IN BOSTON. if he were meeting her in a drawing-room. He asked if he could help her in any way. In five minutes he found himself first in a procession which consisted of himself, leading that other young man s lame horse, while two young wom en and a dog followed on behind. Bradford was not wearing his eye-glass so much in these days, but he was still as helpless con cerning his pronunciation. He was swearing occasionally now with a great deal of earnestness. He had ridden over this evening with the intention of having a short time alone with Miss Tuttle. He did not know when he should have another opportunity. It would not be so easy to meet her in Boston. He felt that it was an absolute necessity for him to see her. He glanced back at her now. She was walk ing somewhat by herself. Her hat was pushed back. He saw the outline of her face and that her lips were close shut, as if she were thinking steadily. Was she thinking of that man who had just ridden away ? It was all very odd. How did the fellow come here? And were the police af ter him? It seemed to Bradford as if there was a flavor of the police in the way the escape had been made; for it must be an escape. He would have it out with Rowena at the first possible mo ment. He looked back again. This time Rowe na looked at him ; she smiled. He could not ROWENY IN BOSTON. 299 comprehend why this country girl should have a smile that might mean nothing or everything. He had spent a great many hours of late think ing of that smile. Just at this moment he asked himself if it were likely she had ever bestowed it upon that person to whom he had just now lent his horse. It was a great trial to Keats Bradford that a stranger should ride his horse. He winced now as he thought of it. He had not an acquaint ance whom he would willingly have mount that intimate equine friend of his. What if that fel low should strike him ? What if he should make him go too far and too fast ? And when and where was the owner to have him again ? Having asked these questions irritatedly of himself, Bradford fell to planning precisely what he should do if he ever succeeded in leading this atrociously lame beast as far as Mr. Tuttle s. He made his plans very distinctly, and he adhered to them. At last the company had entered the yard of the Tuttle house. Rowena ran forward and soon returned with her father. What explanation she had given him was not known. Mrs. Tuttle ap peared on the porch with an apron over her head. She invited Miss Foster to come in and rest. Ro wena was following her. There could be no ques tion about the farther travel of the lame horse. 300 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Bradford s face was set to a resolution. Rowena heard a voice close behind her say, " Miss Tuttle." She paused, and half turned her head. The others went on. " I am devoured by curiosity," said Bradford. " Oh," said the girl. " I am also devoured by anxiety lest some thing happen to my horse. I love my horse." She turned fully round towards him. " If you are devoured by two such feelings, there will soon be nothing left of you," she re sponded. Then she added, quickly and earnest ly, " I know what it was for you to lend your horse thus. It was so good of you." "Are you weally very grateful?" "Indeed I am." " Prove it." She blushed and hesitated. He tried to speak calmly. " Must I prove it," she asked. "Yes; you must. I hope it won t cost you much to walk down the road with me." " But if I meet some one who asks, Are you alone with that man ? " " I will answer such a person. Come." Rowena again hesitated. Something whisper ed to her not to go. She was afraid. " But Miss Foster" ROWENY IN BOSTON. 301 x " She can wait." Why should she not go ? There really was no reason. She turned and whistled for Marmaduke, who had followed Miss Foster into the house, and who was now deeply engaged in smelling of her skirts. He felt that there was something of which he did not fully approve about this new comer, and he was trying to decide precisely what it was. He galloped out at the door, however, when he heard his mistress whistle. " Are you going to take him ?" asked Brad ford. " You would not separate me from Marma duke?" She glanced up at him as she lifted the terrier and put him under her arm. Bradford groaned aloud. He would perhaps learn, as Philip Barrett had learned, that a small dog is not always a source of unmixed pleasure to all parties concerned. There was an especial ly strong desire on Rowena s part to have Mar maduke with her. He was a third person, a shield, a protection. He was usually discrimi nating as to the times when he ought to assert himself; but it must be owned that he some times asserted himself when he ought not, thus resembling many human beings. He never erred 302 ROWENY IN BOSTON. on the side of self-suppression ; again resembling many human beings. Bradford and his companions walked slowly out of the yard and down the road in a different direction from that in which they had just come. The young man was still thinking of the fact that another man had kissed Rowena s hand a short time ago, and that he might have been in the habit of doing so. He broke out in a startling manner. " Was that person your lover?" Rowena reddened furiously. She did not like to think of that kiss. It made her shudder to remember it. " No," she answered. " Did you want him to kiss your hand?" "No." Bradford straightened himself and opened his lips to speak. He was conscious of an ecstatic gratitude. But he hesitated to say what had rushed from his heart to be said. Instead, he remarked that he supposed his companion had not been expecting those people. But Rowena did not choose to be catechized any more on the subject. She did not reply at all. Bradford bent his head towards her. " Pardon me," he murmured. " I know I have no right. I " ROWENY IN BOSTON. 303 Here Marmaduke made a furious leap out of his mistress s arm at a squirrel that ran across the way. She started after him. " I would not have him catch a squirrel for worlds !" she cried. Bradford stood still. His eyes glittered with something like ferocity. At that instant the terrier could not have confided in him as a friend. After a delay of rather a long time, and after a wrestle in the underbrush, Rowena captured Marmaduke and again put him under her arm. " I believe you took that dog purposely," re marked Bradford, with no amiability in his voice. " Of course I took him purposely," she replied. " You did not think it was accidental, did you ? And when you speak of Marmaduke as that dog I feel as if you did not respect him, and as if you were not friendly to us." Bradford now offered to prove his respect and friendship by carrying the terrier, if he were not going to run ; " but why not let him run ?" look ing with ill-subdued eagerness at Rowena. The girl answered that she could not tell ex actly why she did not want him to run : he might catch a squirrel, or frighten one, and he was so small that if a horse and carriage came along he might be run over; and she should never get over it if 304 ROWENY. IN BOSTON. Here Bradford mutely held out his arms, and Marmaduke was transferred to them. It oc curred to the young man that Mrs. Sears might better have presented this animal to some one else ; or have waited before giving him to Miss Tuttle until Bradford did not formulate this thought very clearly in his mind. The two walked on. Bradford had a sense that he could not adequately say what he wished to say while he was carrying a dog ; and since the dog was not to run, he had believed that he would prefer to have him rather than to allow his companion to have him. But now he was not sure that he did prefer this alternative. He frowned as he walked. Marmaduke appeared to be perfectly contented. There was not the slightest excuse to change his position. " I almost believe he likes you as well as he likes me," remarked Rowena, after a while. " Then he is not the discriminating dog I thought him. I could dispense with his com pany just now." " Can you say that when you look at that dis tracting fluff of sweet hair on his head?" " Miss Tuttle, I am not here to talk of Marma duke." " But Marmaduke being here, how can you help talking about him ? Qh, Mr. Bradford, are you hurting him ?" ROWENY IN BOSTON. 305 " Good heavens ! Don t you suppose he would cry out if I injured him?" " He looked as if he were just going to cry out," said Rowena. " Perhaps his little feelings were hurt by something you were thinking about him." " Perhaps they were." At this point in the conversation the two looked at each other. There was a mischievous shining in the girl s eyes. They both burst out laughing. In the midst of the laughter the ter rier made a dexterous struggle and jumped to the ground. "You did not mean to carry him, and he felt it." For answer Bradford turned rather triumph antly towards his companion. He put out his hand, and with the tips of his fingers touched her arm. These fingers were not quite steady. She shrank involuntarily. She felt the fire of his eyes on her face. A tumultuous rebellion rose in her heart. Why could she not have warded off this moment? In her mind she groped wildly for some means, even now, of avert ing what seemed inevitable. Where was Marmaduke ? His shrill voice re sponded to her mental question. She stopped suddenly and looked back. A woman was coming rapidly behind them. In an- 306 ROWENY IN BOSTON. other moment Rowena saw that the woman was Marthy S. with her hemp bag in her hand. "I ve ben hurryin s fast s I could to git up to ye fore I got to that strip er woods between here n old Mr. Gray s," she said, panting as she spoke and peering sharply at both the faces near her. " I thought I shouldn t be afraid, twas so mooney, but I am kind er fraid after all. I s pose you re goin right along. You d better intro- dooce me, Roweny. I ain t acquainted with the gentleman." Rowena introduced Mr. Bradford, who found it very difficult to be civil. If he had done pre cisely what he was tempted to do he would have lifted Marthy S. and thrown her over the wall among the brakes that were growing there. He now thought of Marmaduke s presence with some thing like pleasure. Rowena was walking with great demureness the other side of Marthy S. The terrier was pacing deliberately just ahead of her. Bradford thrust his hands deep in his pockets and clinched them there. Martha S. gave them a minute account of the reason why Mary Jane Jewett had given her own dress-maker the slip and had decided to employ Martha S. while she (Miss Jewett) was "fixin 1 ." She told how many dress-makers there were to be, and that one of the waists was to be shirred ROWENY IN BOSTON. 307 all up and down the front, and that the effect was beyond anything she had ever dreamed of. "But then Mary Jane was one of them as could carry most anything off." The dress-maker expressed the conviction that that shirred waist would be very much liked in Borston, where the bride was going to reside. Marthy S. said " reside " for the first time in her life. She said it out of deference to the city fel ler, and she was conscious of a certain feeling of respect towards herself as a woman capable of using such a word. Her spirits rose. She thought Rowena had never been so pleasant, and her usual estimate of Hiram Tuttle s daughter was that she was " too stuck up for anything." She had a strong sense of exultation in the prospect of relating, the particulars of this in terview at the place where she was going to dress -make Monday morning. It was a trial to her that a Sunday must intervene. But she would go to meeting. There were many ways in which a woman like Marthy S. could utilize going to meeting. And the dress-maker was one who never wasted an opportunity in her line. This party had not walked more than a quar ter of a mile when Rowena paused. She began to think of Miss Foster with compunction. She 308 ROWENY IN BOSTON. must return. That piece of wood was now visi ble ahead of them. " I think I will go back," said the girl, steadily ignoring the imploring look which Bradford fixed upon her. She glanced superficially at him as she went on to say that perhaps Mr. Bradford would be so kind as to walk with Miss Hancock through the wood. Then she said good -night, and hurried away from them. Bradford, in spite of his social training, was for the moment absolutely inarticulate with disap pointment and rage. He raised his hat in silence and was left alone with Marthy S., who involun tarily began to bridle somewhat in acknowledg ment on her part of being left alone with " a gen- tlemun." This gentleman was thinking that to-morrow would be Sunday, and that he had been let to know unmistakably by Mrs. Tuttle that she did not approve of having visitors on Sunday. He supposed an exception would be made in favor of a regular accredited admirer who came for Sunday evenings. But he was not occupy ing that enviable position in regard to Rowena Tuttle. No ; he could not call the next day. And here he was, stranded as it were, on a lonely road in the moonlight with a woman who had a hemp ROWENY IN BOSTON. 309 bag, and who kept smirking and appearing as if she were going to make a remark, but who had not yet made one. Of course, on Monday he meant to ride his horse to Boston beside the boat-cart. But there were a great many drawbacks to be anticipated in that journey. It is true that Bradford had been only too thankful for the opportunity to ride beside the boat-cart some days ago. But he had got beyond that period now. He demanded a great deal more than that at this stage of his malady. Mr. Reuben Little would be present. It was uncertain whether Mr. Little would be in liquor or not ; probably not, as it would be the day after Sunday. There was, however, the chance of a stroll on foot along some lovely bit of road with Rowena. All these thoughts went flashing through Brad ford s mind as he stood therewith the dress-maker. He wondered why she did not walk on. He offered to carry her bag. She was confused at his offer, but did eventually relinquish the bag, telling him it had the lining of Mary Jane Jew- ett s wedding basque in it. She appeared to be uncertain whether it was proper for her, under the circumstances, to con tinue her walk or to wait for "the gentlemun " to propose it. 3IO ROWENY IN BOSTON. Bradford, after a few moments of doubt as to her intentions, asked if they should not go on. So they went on. He did not try to talk. He was too deeply irritated. But he was kind ; he could not be otherwise. Marthy S. made a few confused observations, to which he replied as well as he could. He accompanied her to her destination. He delivered up the bag and left her with deferential respect. From that time on the dress-maker was abso lutely sure that " that Tuttle girl would ketch that feller if she possibly could do it. It wouldn t be no fault of her n if she didn t ketch him." Among all the people for whom she worked that season Marthy S. held the proud position of one who was acquainted with the man that was hanging round Roweny Tuttle. She came to be rather an authority concerning him. She told what she thought he would be likely to do, and what he would not be likely to do. The Monday morning was clear and beautiful and full of the scents of late spring. Rowena had a companion in the boat with her besides her Uncle Reuben. See invited Miss Foster to stay over Sunday and go to Boston with her. She thought such an unusual trip would do the ROWENY IN BOSTON. 311 girl good. The lame horse was left in charge of Mr. Tuttle, who was to go to the stable and re port. " It s only a very few weeks now before I shall be home for a couple of months, mother," Ro- wena had said. She spoke with apparent gayety, and her moth er replied with apparent cheerfulness. So she went back for the second time. She felt a score of years older. In her thoughts there was constantly the let ter from Miss Phillipps. The memory of it was like a sore place in her consciousness. You can imagine the sensation which Keats Bradford experienced when he cantered up along side the boat and saw Rowena s companion. He was obliged immediately to give up all thought of the strolls along solitary bits of road. This renunciation made him very silent and very un responsive when both girls eagerly inquired how he found his horse, and if it had been injured in any way. When Rowena at last encountered Bradford s eyes she felt sorry for him. Without looking at him, without speaking to him, how did she yet console him somewhat? It must have been by a process in connection with some science kin dred to thought transference. Was there a subtle brain-wave set in motion? 312 ROWENY IN BOSTON. As she came nearer and nearer to Boston, Rowena s resolution to write to Miss Phillipps an answer to her letter of invitation gradually changed to a resolution to call on that lady. She had never been to that house on Charles Street save by special invitation. She would go there. She must know if Miss Phillipps herself would now repel her as her written words or, rather, the words she had not written had done. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 313 XXI. ON CHARLES STREET. THE girl returned to her work with an enthu siasm which sustained and animated her. While she sat at her easel in Allestree s studio on Tre- mont Street she found that she could think with more calmness of Miss Phillipps s fancied cold ness. " If I may only work," she whispered to her self. " It must be true that a woman may be happy that way. Miss Phillipps says it is true. I wonder how much she really knows about it. She makes you feel as if she knew, and that is something." Rowena was surprised at the warmth of Alles tree s greeting. "It is worth while to teach a pupil like you," he had remarked, after shaking hands with her. " It makes a master s life endurable. You made some sketches out there in the country? Ah! Let me see them." He instantly selected one from the three she gave him. His face lighted. He seized his beard after his manner when interested. 314 ROWENY IN BOSTON. After a long glance at the sketch of some birches standing beside a narrow brook, he put the paper down and held out both his hands. " You ll do, Miss Tuttle ; you ll do, if you only keep on. Take courage. How good your draw ing is getting! I didn t dare to praise you too much before. Girls are such very strange beings they can t take praise or blame they fly off at the strangest tangents. I ve been watching you. You mean business. Painting is not merely a means with you tis an end. You really love it." Rowena looked up at the man with a glowing face. She could hardly speak for pride and joy. " Oh, indeed, I love it !" she exclaimed, in an uneven voice. " I know I know. Now if you were a young man, I should have no hesitation in predicting your future. Being a girl " Rowena glanced indignantly at him. He smiled indulgently. He was in a pleasant frame of mind. " Don t you know what it is to be a girl? It is to love some man and marry him, and put your easel up in the attic." " I shall not put my easel in the attic," she re plied, angrily. "We shall see. I hope not. If you do, I shall want to choke the man. You have no business to marry." ROWENY IN BOSTON. 315 Rowena worked in a state of exaltation much of that day. It was the first after her return from her home. In the afternoon she walked out across the Common. She lingered there, longing, and yet afraid, to seek Miss Phillipps. The reaction from that exalted condition was now beginning. As she went aimlessly down a mall she felt desolate and depressed. If it were not that she rarely failed to adhere to a resolu tion she would have gone back to Hudson Street. She had also to contend against the wish which was now almost intolerable, to see Miss Phillipps, and to have her the same as she had been. What if she should not be ? What if that note was like what the writer of it now was ? When she could bear these thoughts no longer Rowena started rapidly for Charles Street. She kept up her pace until she reached the very door of the house. When she had rung, it occurred to her for the first time that it was very probable that Miss Phillipps would not be at home. She was inter ested in so many things : she attended so many meetings. The servant who opened the door conducted Rowena to a room which was strange to her. On the wall of this room the girl immediately saw a portrait of the mistress of the house. This must 316 ROWENY IN BOSTON. be Senour s portrait, which Miss Phillipps had mentioned. Rovvena was held fast before it. It was just as the original of that portrait had said : it was the face without the disdain and the sug gestion of cruelty in it ; a refined countenance, aristocratic, but somehow lacking in a certain incisive power which was characteristic of the woman herself. Rowena was standing thus absorbed when Miss Phillipps appeared at the open door, com ing noiselessly over the thick carpet. She paused on the threshold and gazed at the girlish figure. As she gazed a slight contraction stirred her feat ures. Then she walked forward and held out her hand. " I am glad to see you, Miss Tuttle," she said. " Did you have a pleasant visit in the country?" Rowena turned. She could hardly extend her hand in response. She needed no more than the inflection of that voice. She could not look at the speaker. But the girl was not without something in her character which came to her aid now. With the knife-thrust in her heart, she held herself upright. "Thank you," she answered. " I enjoyed my visit. But I am glad to be at work again." Miss Phillipps motioned her guest to a seat. She sat down near. "Yes, work is a great thing, 1 she said. "I ROWENY IN BOSTON. 317 sometimes wish I were compelled to labor in some way for my bread. It would at least be a new sensation, and I like new sensations." " I received a note from you," said Rowena, after a little pause. " As I was coming directly to Boston, I waited to see you to tell you that I shall not be able to accept your kind invitation to spend a week or two with you." She uttered these commonplace words in a steady voice. She could not imagine why that invitation had been given. She rose. " You think you will not come ?" remarked Miss Phillipps. " Don t go yet. It seems to me that there was something I wished to say to you. Please sit down." Rowena obeyed, and waited silently. Miss Phillipps was not leaning back in her chair as usual, but was sitting erect. The young girl glanced at her. The lady was always pale, but she was very pale now. Rowena looked quickly away. She hoped she would not be kept there long. She felt a wild, sharp feeling of thankfulness that she had her work. There came a knock on the door which Miss Phillipps had closed when she entered. A serv ant announced that Professor Vacci was in the reception-room. " Tell him I cannot see him," peremptorily. 318 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Again Rowena rose. Her hostess put out her hand. " Stay," she said. "Professor Vacci says he came by appoint ment," remarked the servant. "Tell him I cannot see him," repeated Miss Phillipps, and the door was closed again. Rowena had not resumed her seat. Now the lady rose also and stood gazing at the girl whose eyes were lowered, for she needed all her forces to aid in the struggle of this moment. " I asked you to visit me now, because it was Mr. Bradford s wish that I do so." Miss Phillipps spoke in her clearest voice. A color rose over Rowena s tense face. She did not think it necessary to reply. The woman watching her saw the color, and it had a curious effect upon her. She seemed to throw away, with a sudden gesture of both hands, the somewhat icy calmness which had been hers. "When a man," she exclaimed, "chooses to assert himself, he is always the victor. See! Because my cousin Keats fancies this or that, I must yield. It were indeed a waste of strength for a woman to contend with a man, and that man Keats Bradford. I thought it must be my duty to retreat ; but I have changed my mind ; I won t retreat." ROWENY IN BOSTON. 319 Miss Phillipps s eyes were flaming. " I am used to having what I want," she said, "but I thought it was for your good not to try to place a straw in the way of his love. I won t now, if you return it. I distrusted myself. I tried to make myself believe I was really like your por trait of me. Perhaps I am. Yes, I think I am. But I never saw any one like you before. It may be I have seen better people, but never one who was to me what you are. It is not what a person is, but what he is to you, that tells. You may read a thousand hearts, but if you cannot read mine, if I cannot read yours, what is it all worth? Do you know he told me not to hurt you ? Not to hurt you !" Gradually Rowena s face had been changing. The terrible grip upon her had been relaxing and giving place to something which she was afraid could not be real. At the moment when Miss Phillipps had spo ken the last words some one entered and paused just within the room. "They said I should find you here, Vanessa," said Bradford. He stopped abruptly. " You need not go," said his cousin, as the young man now turned, with a murmured apol ogy- But he could not stay. The jealousy, he could 320 ROWENY IN BOSTON. not call the feeling anything else, which Vanessa had awakened in him became just now very powerful. He had wished to ignore that emo tion as something unworthy of him. He had resolutely acted up to that resolve and confided in his cousin. As well as any man could understand, he be lieved that he understood the charm which acted and reacted between these two women. But how long would it last? At what time would his moment arrive ? Surely it must arrive. Was it not right and just to believe that, with a woman, it is the masculine element which at last prevails ? And there was the art which so dominated the woman he loved. Bradford walked rather blindly down the street. He wanted to get away from every body. He realized that he had a great deal to contend with. He was conscious that he should have an opportunity to test his waiting powers to their fullest capabilities. And the end of it? He could still see Rowena s face as she had been looking at his cousin when he had entered the room just now. When would she look at him like that ? There must come a time when she would do it. He also was used to having what he wanted. Yes, there must come a time. Vanessa must have been thoroughly in ear- ROWENY IN BOSTON. 321 nest in what she had said to him on the Common of her interest in that girl. But Vanessa could not change her nature. Had he misunderstood his cousin all these years? Impossible, he told himself. Still one never knows precisely when something latent will suddenly start into life and rule one ; had Rowena s touch roused in her friend something which should modify what she had once been ? Bradford s thoughts ran on with a miserable, confused haste. Within the room the two stood in silence. The younger woman almost feared that she could not bear this swift change from misery to happiness. She clasped her hands tightly to gether. She was looking at her friend, who re turned her gaze. Miss Phillipps came nearer. She put her hand on Rowena s shoulder. " I almost thought you loved him," she said. " I was greatly attracted to him," Rowena an swered, " because Here she paused, again absorbed in the eyes meeting hers. "Because " repeated Miss Phillipps. " Because he reminded me so much of you." The girl s lips trembled under the stress of her feeling. "Ah !" said Miss Phillipps, in her softest tone. 322 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Late that evening a messenger boy brought a note from Bradford to his cousin. " I am leaving town for an indefinite time," he wrote. " But I give nothing up. I can wait. Do you remember what the French say : " To-day to thee. To-morrow to me? " ROWENY IN BOSTON. 323 XXII. ALLESTREE S PROPOSITION. PERHAPS it was simply because human nature, particularly feminine human nature, has so many phases, that Rowena,when at last she left Charles Street that afternoon, was conscious of some feel ing besides that of supreme happiness. Still she was so happy that she was almost successful in ignoring that emotion to which she gave no name. Miss Phillipps had never been more tenderly charming. She may also have been a trifle tri umphant. Rowena had never more entirely surrendered her fancy, and perhaps her heart, to the woman whose wish it was to enthrall her. The girl had listened eagerly as she sat at the lady s feet in that half -lighted, elegant room. The portrait by Senour had looked down upon them. Miss Phillipps had talked of many plans, and in all of them Rowena filled a part. The voice was at its softest, the face at its gentlest and 324 ROWENY IN BOSTON. best. But with that caution which is so often a characteristic of New England rural nature, Rowcna could not give an unreserved affirma tive to the words she heard. But they charmed her. The long June twilight was gone, and a dusk, odorous even here in the city, was coming among the trees on the Common when Rowena rose to go back to her shabby little room and to the Yorkshire. This latter individual had been try ing to beguile his ennui by a complete destruc tion of a pin-cushion which Georgie Warner had made and presented to the friend who had gone to Boston to learn to paint. This article was constructed of infinitesimal fragments of silk, laboriously sewed together and stuffed with bran. It was in the midst of this bran that Marmaduke was lying in peaceful slum ber, awaiting the return of his mistress. It was not until Rowena had strolled some what vaguely two or three times up and down the Beacon Street Mall, and not until she had been some time out of Miss Phillipps s presence, that she suddenly became aware that she was thinking of Bradford s face as it had been at that moment when he had stood within the door of the room and looked at the two women. Ro wena had not known she had seen him so plain ly, but now he came before her with a vividness ROWENY IN BOSTON. 325 which made a red color rise even to her fore head. The love and the disappointment in the man s eyes were working an effect. It is a curious truth that pity really has so much to do with that feel ing which is said to be akin to it. And now Rowena was sorry for Bradford. It cannot be expected that a girl can imagine that a man may possibly find some consolations, or that he may occasionally think on subjects un connected with her. She began to walk very fast. She crossed Tremont Street and almost ran down Winter Street. Her mind was hurrying like her feet, but, unlike them, that was hurrying blindly. How unspeakably shabby Hudson Street look ed under the light of the lamps! And how out of place the sweet June sky seemed, bending above that thoroughfare. When she drew nearer the house, Rowena be gan to walk more slowly. She attempted to ar range and classify the tumult in her mind. She found, as is generally the case, that tumult will not be arranged and classified. Three girls who were very late were just giv ing their supper tickets to Mrs. Jarvis at her small table. It made Rowena sick to see the girls and the tickets and the table. She hastened up the stairs and entered her room. 326 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Marmaduke rose from the bureau and from the bran which had once been a pin-cushion. He stretched himself, yawned, and then frantically vibrated his short tail and his little body. His mistress caught him up to her neck. " Oh, my sweetheart ! My darling ! My only Yorkshire love !" she exclaimed. He enthusiastically licked her face. He knew very well that he was her only Yorkshire love. He would have been very dull indeed if he had not known, having been told a great many times since his residence with her. He was doubtless conscious that there was now an extraordinary fervor in this assurance, for his response was pro portionately ardent. Rovvcna spent a feverish night, in which she was not able to distinguish between her waking and sleeping visions. She was very glad when the time came for her to go to the studio. Whatever confusion there might be in her thoughts about other matters, there was no confusion about her work. Her devotion to that was clear as ever. After some of the drudgery of learning has been gone through there are days when one seems to work as if by inspiration. Ideas are lucid, and the hand unerringly follows their guid ance. It was so with Rowena for the next few days. And she was so young and had had so ROWENY IN BOSTON. 327 little experience that she almost believed that she could continue to work thus. There was no outward occurrence to intrude itself. She did not see Miss Phillipps, who had been called out of town, and who would remain a week. Allestree, walking about -among the few stu dents that the early summer had left with him, was continually stopping by Rowena s easel. His glance was warm with approval, but he refrained from speaking until just as the hour had expired. He saw the girl linger, loath to leave her canvas. " Stay a moment, Miss Tuttle," he said, " I have something to say to you." She began cleaning her brushes, trying not to be too eager to know what he would speak about. There was a deep flush on her cheeks, but her hands, as an artist s hands should be, were per fectly steady. When the two were alone the master said, abruptly, " I suppose you would like to study in Paris?" The girl looked at him. She grew pale. Then she said : "Yes. But I cannot do it. I don t wish to talk about it." " But we will talk about it," was the autocrat ic response. " I have decided. A pupil whom I recommend, as I shall recommend you, is to be sent abroad by a fund which was placed in my 328 ROWENY IN BOSTON. hands for the purpose of furthering worthy art study. Mind you, it is an impersonal affair. It is for art. The thing is often done. Recall the scholarships in colleges. You need not look so proud, Miss Tuttle. This is no charity. And you would have to live as economically as you do now possibly more so. But think of the op portunities !" " Is all this just as you tell me, about the fund?" The voice was, by a great effort, made steady as it put this question. "Just as I tell you. If you care, if you really care, young woman, you may be an artist. But to be one you must work, work, work. Do you care?" Allestree seized his beard firmly in his left hand, and the diamond on his finger sent a spark right into Rowena s eyes. She stood up very straight. Her head was flung back. Her eyes were a great deal brighter than the diamond. " Do I care?" she cried out, sharply. Allestree gave a short laugh, and walked half down the studio and back again. " When will you go ?" he questioned. " To-morrow to-day," was the answer. All at once her brilliant glance softened. Her face quivered. " What is the matter?" he asked. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 329 " I was thinking of my mother my father," she said, brokenly. " It is very far away that Paris." She put a hand over her eyes. " Now don t be womanish !" he said, angrily. "Yes, I will be womanish, too !" she answered. " But I will go all the same." The man laughed again, well pleased. It was all she could do not to begin to weep tempestuously. But she did not weep. " We will talk about this to-morrow," remarked Allestree, with more consideration. " You will not go till the early fall. There will be time to arrange everything." There was time to arrange everything time even for Marthy S. to call on the Tuttle family, ostensibly as a delegate from the entire respect able portion of the neighborhood, and remon strate with Mrs. Tuttle for letting her daughter go into foreign parts. They had all heard of Paris, Marthy S. said. It was a place where ev ery woman was bad and every man worse. She suggested for the hundredth time that if Rowe- ny must still continue to learn to paint, though if she had common faculties she must know how by this time, then, that she take lessons of that woman who came out to the Corners " on pur pose to teach girls like Roweny." And this woman was known to paint hollyhocks beyond everything. 330 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Mrs. Tuttle listened with a pale and patient face to all this talk. But her cheeks burned when Marthy S. incidentally remarked that everybody thought that "if Roweny could have caught that Borston feller that pretended to want her, there never d ben no talk bout goin to Paris to learn to paint." Thus the dress -maker kindly related to the Tuttles the prevailing gossip, and the Tuttles suffered therefrom. When Rowena informed Miss Phillipps of the good -fortune which had befallen her through Allestree s commendation, she looked with un controllable suspicion at that lady. But Miss Phillipps bore her look with a perfectly innocent air. She did not seem to see it. And it was not until midsummer that she wrote that she had made up her mind to go abroad with Rowena. She had long been thinking of going again, and when could she hope to be so happy as in making the journey in such company? Mrs. Tuttle felt a load lifted from her heart at this news. It had been dreadful to her that her daughter should go ; still more dreadful that she should go alone, or in the care of some stranger. Before this proposition of Allestree s, Miss Phil lipps had asked that the girl might spend part of the summer with her, but now she said it was no more than just that the mother should have her. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 331 Frequent letters, brief but telling, came hurry ing out to the remote hamlet from the mount ains and the sea-side. Rowena read them eager ly. Everything seemed unreal to her now. She used to ask the terrier if he were her own terrier, or if he would suddenly vanish. He replied by not vanishing. The girl and the dog would walk down that road where they had walked with Keats Brad ford when that gentleman had been so irritating- ly treated by both the girl and the dog. In these walks the girl would recall that the gentleman had been very forbearing. She would also recall some of the glances which had come from his eyes. Whether Marmaduke also thought of Brad ford it was impossible to tell ; if he did so, the memory -did not in the least interfere with his brisk cheerfulness of demeanor. A terrier may be brimful of love, but he is never sentimental. But do not let it be understood that Rowena spent much time in yielding to sentiment in these days. She had too many other occupations. By Allestree s advice she did not touch her brushes and paints. But she began a struggle with the French language, and as this struggle was begun and carried on alone during those quickly-flying weeks of summer, it was bewildering to an ex tent that terrified her. She had heard some French words spoken by Miss Phillipps ; they 332 ROWENY IN DOSTON. had rolled so glibly off that lady s facile tongue that Rowena had been pleased with them. As the girl had a quick mind and an enviable share of resolution, she soon acquired a good idea of the forms of verbs and genders when she saw the words written down. But afterwards she hardly knew if this arduous effort was of much benefit. It became noised through Middle Village, and even beyond the Corners, that Hiram Tuttle s daughter was not only going to some outlandish place about that painting notion of hers, but that she was actually trying to learn to talk in some outlandish tongue; "just as if our own talk wa n t good enough for her!" " Be you really learnin to talk foreign ?" in quired Georgie Warner with some awe one even ing when the two girls were walking arm in arm on the road between their two homes. Georgie had entirely recovered from the illness caused by her lover s disposition to yield to the blandish ments of Mary Jane Jewett. She was now in the full tide of the production of marvellous wedding bedquilts. She rarely conversed upon any topic not connected with her " things," or with the goodness of Jim Townshend. This question concerning Rowena s studies was put as a concession to Gcorgie s interest in one who was not even engaged, and who was only ROWENY IN BOSTON. 333 going to Paris. Georgia felt that her friend was getting very odd, but her love for her did not abate. She always made it a point to " stand up " loyally for Rowena if any one spoke the slightest derogatory word. She had even gone so far as to refuse to have Marthy S. " put a sin gle stitch into a single one of her things." The result of this decision was that the story of Jim Townshend s infatuation with Miss Jewett was disseminated over a frightful extent of country, and many people were led to believe that this infatuation was even now at its height, and that the Warner girl insisted upon holding on to Mr. Townshend, notwithstanding that gentleman s pronounced desire not to be held on to. In answer to Georgie s question, Rowena re plied that she had begun to try to learn French, but she found she could not do much without a teacher. Georgie had about the same horror of French as a language that she felt towards champagne as a wine. They both expressed to her the height of dissolute wickedness. She could not help shuddering somewhat at her friend s reply. Then it was true. " I hope you know best," she remarked. And she began to describe the pattern of some " cro chet edgin " which was to be the crowning glory of a white morning-dress. 334 ROWENY IN BOSTON. Rowena did not know what became of the days. As the summer advanced, the girl s feel ing of shrinking and of regret became stronger and stronger. It seemed to her that she sat for whole hours looking at her mother as she went back and forth in the house about her work. She helped in the work with an eager desire to do all she could. She now was continually thinking of that mo ment when she should put her arms around her mother s neck for the last time before she began the journey. She almost came to believe that that last moment would kill her. But she did not think of retreating. She must go. It was her destiny, her life-work. She must go where she could learn what she so longed to know. Mrs. Tuttle felt her child s gaze like a knife in her heart. She could not meet it, or only mo mentarily. She was afraid that, if she looked full in those young, stainless eyes, she should break down and beg the girl not to go so far from her. And she wanted her to go. It was Rowena s chance. She must not throw it away. It was not a matter of much surprise to the mother that Rowena should have such an opportunity, Ro wena being what she was. The two carefully avoided any talk on the sub ject. Their conversation was what one might al most have called deliriously cheerful. Mr. Tut- ROWENY IN BOSTON. 335 tie, when he came into the porch for a drink of water, would sometimes hear them laughing loudly. As he drew the back of his brown hand across his dripping lips after his draught, he would mutter that women were the strangest beings the Lord ever created. He did not laugh. It was only by a distinct effort that he could smile in those days. He supposed it was a great thing for his daughter to be able to go to Paris, but he could not help wishing that she did not want to go, that she was more like some other girls. Still, if she were more like them he would not be so proud of her. He used to won der what had become of that Bradford fellow. And what had Rowcna thought of him? He knew of no way of rinding out. There was no way of finding out much of anything about women. Immersed in these gloomy thoughts, he was walking slowly along through his potato field one August day, with meditations concerning potato-bugs mingled with everything else in his mind, when he saw some one coming quickly across the pasture beyond. In a moment more he recognized Philip Bar rett. That young man strode along as if pos sessed by a very strong propelling idea. He paused suddenly when he saw Mr. Tuttle. "Is Roweny to home?" he asked, in that ag- 336 ROWENY IN BOSTON. gressive tone which a definite resolution will sometimes give to one s voice. " I guess she is. I heard she V her mother laughin jest now when I was to the house for a drink." That they should laugh struck Philip in much the same way as the fact had affected Mr. Tuttle. Philip continued his walk for a few rods. Then he returned quickly. His face had been tanned the color of bronze, and his honest eyes looked out from it with a strange intentness that re vealed his excitement. He struck his hand on top of a post. " I ain t thought of nothin else," he said. " Mr. Tuttle, why don t you stop her goin ? Why don t you put your foot down ? It s for her good." Mr. Tuttle shuffled uneasily. He picked off a potato-bug and carefully ground it under his heel. " I know tain t my business," went on the young man. " But I ve loved her all my life I can t stop lovin her." He paused and clinched his hand on top of the post. After a silence he asked, " Don t you know what Paris is, Mr. Tuttle ? Ain t you never heard ? I ve ben readin a lot about it sence I knew Rowcny was goin ." ROWENY IN BOSTON. 337 XXIII. CONCLUSION. HIRAM TUTTLE looked anxiously at the man the other side of the fence. " I s pose it s jest like other big places," he said. " Of course there s a good deal of wick edness there, but Roweny won t be in that part of it." " She can t help it," returned young Barrett. " You don t seem to realize ; you " He stopped from inability to find words powerful enough. He could not endure this feeling of helplessness. He was sure that there were words that would express what he wanted to say if he could only find them. From the first he had had that vague, but strong, distrust of all outlandish things, particu larly of French things, which is ingrained in the ignorant and suspicious countryman. But he had a desire to be just. A few weeks before he had ridden ten miles to a town where there was a book- store; He had asked the clerk for a "book about Paris." 1 He could not tell what he 338 ROWENY IN BOSTON. wanted clearer than that the volume should be concerning that city. The store was not very large and its stock was mostly of a certain kind. The clerk suggested The Mysteries of Paris as being about what his customer desired. Philip bought the book, and since then he had been slowly poring over Sue s lurid pages. His worst apprehensions were more than confirmed. He was driven over to the Tuttle homestead by a terror for Rowena s future. What were they thinking? Rowena ! Philip Barrett was frantic. And when a slow, somewhat phlegmatic nature is wrought up to this stage the result is pitiable. He gazed at Mr. Tuttle, who looked back at him and then picked another potato-beetle and destroyed it, this time with two stones. Philip actually gasped. Could not he make even the girl s own father know what a place Paris was ? He had not the power of gesticula tion, and he had not the power of words. He thrust his hands deep into his pockets and shut them furiously there. " D it !" he cried out. Then he walked quickly down towards the house, leaving Mr. Tuttle strongly impressed by words which he had never before heard the young man use. Philip saw Rowena standing on a ladder, which was placed against a tree of late cherries at the back of the house. She had a two-quart " rind " ROWENY IN BOSTON. 339 tied to her waist, and was putting cherries into it. Marmaduke was leisurely nosing every cher ry that fell to the ground. He looked up and barked when he was aware of Philip s ap proach. Rowena quickly descended and advanced to meet her visitor. She had hoped to see him be fore she left home. But she paused and almost shrank when she noticed his face. " Is anything the matter?" she asked. Philip seized her by the arm. " You can t go," he said. " It s a horrible place a Sodom. I ve ben readin all about it. I Oh, you can t go !" He had hoped he should be given some words. It was all so clear to him ; why could not he make it clear to those who ought to understand? " I don t know what you mean," said the girl, slowly. " I mean Paris. YOU can t go." " Please don t talk like that," sajd Rowena, " because I shall go if I live. I am to learn all about painting there." The man felt his strength leaving him. He was powerless then. He had not seen Rowena for many months ; now to stand near her and hear her voice, to be indefinitely and hopelessly aware that to him she was more charming than ever, and to l<no\v that he could not prevent her 340 ROWENY IN BOSTON. from going to Paris how was he to endure all this? And he could not possibly find words to tell all he knew about Paris. He was sure if he could only tell he should be able to convince even Rowena. Neither of them noticed that a carriage had driven quickly up to the front of the house. Nei ther noticed that Marmaduke had dashed round and was now barking a welcome. The terrier immediately returned, conducting a lady, whose glance directly saw the group under the cherry- tree. She paused slightly in her walk. The two by the tree were very much in earnest ; they did not yet know of her approach. It was Rowena who turned and uttered a quick exclamation of relief and joy. Barrett also turned, and he immediately knew the stranger as the woman whom he had seen at the play in Boston, Rowena s friend. He stepped forward and reached Miss Phil- lipps with one long stride, as it seemed. He did not wait for any greetings from anybody, but the lady silently put forth her hand, with its exqui site gray glove, and took the girl s cherry-stained fingers closely. "You are the one that can stop it," said Bar rett, with heavy emphasis. " If you don t know about that place, and that tain t fit for a girl to ROWENY IN BOSTON. 341 go to, I c n tell you. I ve read a whole book about it. It s worse n Sodom." The young man paused. The pale, high face and incisive glance were not affected by his words, save that the glance softened in a kind of pity, touched with contempt. "Do you mean Paris?" asked Miss Phillipps. "Yes." Philip raised his voice, " I tell you it s worse n "But I shall be with her," interrupted Miss Phillipps, calmly, "and I know my Sodom veiy well." She turned to Rowena, now ignoring Bar rett completely. " I came for you, dear. It is better to go sooner. We will take a Cunard from Boston to-morrow." Barrett did not know what a Cunard was, but he knew Rowena would go to-morrow. His head sunk. He did not try to speak. Of what use was it trying to speak ? With his head still down he walked towards the road. At the gate a slight figure came to his side. Two hands caught his hand, which hung inertly. " Good-bye, dear Philip," said Rowena. " Don t worry. Paris shall not hurt me. Good-bye." Sitting with the Tuttle family that evening, Miss Phillipps explained how some friends of hers had given up going on the next steamer, and that she and Rowena could have their rooms, changing boats with them ; it was a better boat ; 342 ROWENY IN BOSTON. it was every way better than the one in which they had expected to go, and it was only two weeks earlier. Mrs. Tuttle was somewhat bewildered by this stranger. She could not think of disputing what was wished. She only said, with a quiver in her voice, not daring to look at her daughter, "We could have had her two weeks longer." Miss Phillipps leaned towards the mother in that way Rowena knew so well. " I know," she said, with penetrating gentle ness, " but I will take care of her." Mrs. Tuttle breathed heavily. Her toughened hands gripped together tightly as they lay on the faded gingham apron. But she said nothing more. And so Rowena went early the next morning. Her father could only tell her, as he had told her when she had gone to Boston for the first time, that she must "keep straight. The Tuttles al ways had kept straight." During the journey to the city Miss Phillipps hardly spoke. She sat back in her seat, glancing sometimes from under half -closed lids at her companion, who did not lean back, but who sat rigid. When the train had reached its destination, Rowena roused and asked if there were time for her to see Mr. Allestree. She seemed greatly ROWENY IN BOSTON. 343 disappointed to learn that her master was out of town. " I wanted to ask him before I start if he knew who gave the fund." " He told me he did not know," replied Miss Phillipps. " I hope you are not fighting against good-fortune." " No, no. But if it were not just as he says, it would be wrong for me to incur such a debt," the girl answered, in a troubled tone. Miss Phillipps smiled. " I advise you to believe him," she said. "And let me tell you that good-fortune sometimes comes to one as well as evil." The steamer sailed out of the harbor. Rowe- na stood on deck looking rather blindly back at the receding city. She kept asking herself when she would stop dreaming and become herself again. She was aware of her friend standing near, and it seemed to her that this conscious ness was what enabled her to maintain any de gree of self-control. She was fully roused when the harbor had been left behind by the approach of Miss Phil- lipps s maid, who had been arranging their be longings in their rooms. This person came to inform them that Mar- maduke absolutely refused to stay in his basket another instant. 344 ROWENY IN BOSTON. " He is so furious that he ll rouse the whole ship. And the steward says he ll have to go where the dogs belong." " He sha n t." As Rowena made this declaration, she felt that she had come to realities again. She looked at her new friend. " I don t know where dogs belong on a ship," she said, " but I belong with Marmaduke." The maid had retreated immediately. As the two followed her and neared their rooms, they heard a muffled sound, and they found the ter rier struggling beneath the folds of a shawl in the maid s arms. " He s just like a tiger," exclaimed the woman. The individual who was just like a tiger now succeeded in making a rent in the shawl and in putting his ferocious head through the aperture thus made. He trembled with delight at sight of his mistress, who immediately sat down with him held up to her face. Miss Phillipps assured the girl that a judicious placing of fees would modify laws regarding indi viduals like Marmaduke. And she proved to be right. Marmaduke made the voyage without being entirely banished from his friends. But he was glad when the travelling was over and he was settled, though in very small quarters, in Paris. ROWENY IN BOSTON. 345 He immediately began to take walks with his mistress, and was soon as knowing as any " dog of the boulevards " of them all. He accompanied her to the studio of the great master, and as she sat at her easel, he reposed himself on a fold of her skirt. Both calmly ignored the edict that young girls should not go out alone. It was enough, Rowena felt, that this teacher also told her, as Allestree had done, that "she had the touch." And how was Miss Phillipps employing her self? Was it that she was too absorbed, or that Rowena was too absorbed ? Certain it was that, after some months, the two saw less of each oth er than Rowena had expected. But if anything were occupying Miss Phillipps s mind, she never relaxed her care and oversight over the girl. She was never less than kind. It could not be helped that, because she was not more than kind, Ro wena should suffer. But she was too proud to show by the slightest sign that she suffered. Many times as she sat alone with brush in hand she recalled with a keen bitterness some of her old fears and thoughts of her friend. She re membered the face she had painted. But she could complain of nothing. Could she ask for the glance and the touch she missed? More and more she realized the blessing of work. She applied herself with a sustained and 346 ROWENV IN BOSTON. healthy energy. Youth quickly adapted itself. Rovvena felt for her work, not a fancy, but a saturating love. Nothing, she believed, could come into her life that could make her give that up. She was thinking of this one day, of how her master had praised her drawing that morning; of how it was almost a week since she had seen Miss Phillipps ; of how quickly a year was near ly gone, and that she could really see her prog ress, when Marmaduke, who was sedately walk ing at her heels across the park they frequented, suddenly darted forward, apparently for the pur pose of effusive greeting. Rowena saw a man stoop and pick up the ter rier, who was wriggling and barking. The next moment she was shaking hands with Keats Brad ford. I wish this were a love-story, and this were the beginning of it. In that case, I should have the privilege of describing all the interviews which followed between these two I beg Marmaduke s pardon between these three, during the next few months. Bradford had known for a long while that he was in earnest. It may have been previously stated in these chronicles that when he was in earnest he behaved precisely like a young man who did not wear a monocle, who could pro- ROWENY IN BOSTON. 347 nounce the letter r, and who did not belong to "the very best set in Borston." As, however, this is not a love-story, I cannot tell of all which led up to the utterance of the following remarks, to which a small but extreme ly intelligent dog was a listener. " Allestree says, everybody says, that a woman virtually gives up her work if she marries. Now, I will never give up my work." It was Rowena who spoke, apparently in re ply to something not here set down. " I would not ask it ; I would not wish it," was the fervent response from Bradford. "Besides, there are always exceptions. Only think of the Brownings. Do you believe they loved their art any less because they loved each other?" "They are, indeed, exceptions," said Rowena. "And so might we be," said Bradford, ar dently. Rowena looked up at him for an instant. " It is too dangerous an experiment to try," she answered, with a touch of asperity. " I am going right on with my study," with an air of finality. " I seem now to have got a hold, to have really begun. I am even contemplating the Salon in the future," blushing now with a beau tiful warmth. "You shall go right on with your study just the same, if you will only " 348 ROWENY IN BOSTON. The young man almost paused there in the public park where the three were walking. Some passers-by glanced at them and smiled. "If you will only give me the opportunity to try to persuade you Again Rowena looked up at him. It is possible that it was something in her eyes which made Bradford s heart give that sudden, delightful leap. He was quite content to believe her eyes rather than her words. Nevertheless, the girl had spoken truth when she had spoken of a dangerous experiment THE END. UC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY A 000127844 9