IC-NRLF AN INHERITANCE THE IVORY SERIES Each, 16mo, gilt top, 75 cents AMOS JUDD. By J. A. Mitchell Editor of " Life " IA. A Love Story. By Q [Arthur T. Quiller-Couch] THE SUICIDE CLUB By Robert Louis Stevenson IRRALIE S BUSHRANGER By E. W. Hornung A MASTER SPIRIT By Harriet Prescott Spofford MADAME DELPHINE By George W. Cable ONE OF THE VISCONTI By Eva Wilder Brodhead A BOOK OF MARTYRS By Cornelia Atwood Pratt A BRIDE FROM THE BUSH By E. W. Hornung THE MAN WHO WINS By Robert Herrick AN INHERITANCE By Harriet Prescott Spofford Other Volumes to be announced , fv & ? AN INHERITANCE BY HARRIET PRESCOTT SPOFFORD NEW YORK CHARLES SCRIBNER S SONS 1897 COPYRIGHT, 1897, BY CHARLES SCRIBNER S SONS TROW DIRECTORY t RINTINO AND BOOKBINDING COMPANY NEW YORK AN INHERITANCE IT is not at all an- unpleasant thing to come into a little property when it is at tended by no personal loss. And there was really no personal loss, as people said, that could attend Miss Barbara Camperdoun s inheritance from a cousin who, it was thought, had wished a number of years ago to be something nearer than a cousin, but had been promptly discouraged by that worthy lady. It was not that Miss Bar bara, as her sister-in-law once said, had no idea of marrying anything less than a prince of the blood royal, and as no prince was proposing, had therefore remained sin gle ; but as she herself said, whatever ulti mate reason she kept unspoken, she pre ferred to be no one in particular in Boston, M174941 .-, ?; ,: .-:.-. -AN INHERITANCE , , t t c * * * . . t , . . so far as a Camperdoun could be no one in particular, to being the first lady in a mountain village. Besides, she might not have been first lady, had she gone. The minister s wife no, a country minister s wife, Miss Barbara assured herself, could hardly take precedence of her, with the minister more or less dependent on her good will. But the doctor s wife ah ! everyone was dependent on the good will of the doctor, that viceroy of life and death ; and Dr. Donner was a man of power. She remembered seeing him when breaking a horse for her uncle, a vast black brute of a Bellerophon, while she was a girl visiting at Woodsedge. Someone said that now he was content with horses other people had broken, for driving about the country on his prac tice that went far and wide among the hills. She had seen him occasionally since then, at her brother s house when he had come down about her cousin s affairs, or about his own, from time to time. Miss Barbara had gone up to Woodsedge AN INHERITANCE 3 now, a day and night s journey, to take pos session of her house, bringing with her Luisa, her exceedingly pretty niece. It was at the close of a long and gay season, through which Luisa had danced and dined and lunched, gone to theatre and opera and pri vate views and five-o clock teas and dinner dances, posed in living pictures and assisted in skirt-dances given for charity to a femi nine audience, and Miss Barbara said the mountain air would bring Luisa back to a normal standard of health and morals. And besides, she was not going alone, any way ! Luisa was certainly below normal stand ard now, sleepless by night, and languid and listless by day, and in danger of losing that wonderful bloom, softer than the tint on the petal of the sweetbrier rose, that flushed the oval of her cheek, and bright ened the lustre of the dark eye under its drooping lid and shadowy lashes, and deep ened the red of the tender, pulpy mouth. Miss Barbara had thought, apropos of her 4 AN INHERITANCE sister-in-law s speech, and when she looked at Luisa s lithe and slender shape, the abundance of her dark hair, the modelling of every feature, that if royal princes were really an question, here was a girl to be mentioned ! But although, of course, that was idle talk, Miss Barbara gave it to be understood that what money she had and it was not inconsiderable was going to Luisa Camperdoun, Luisa being the one thing in this world that the imperious lady loved better than no, no, as well as her self; about as well, at any rate, as her own way. No ; Miss Barbara s fortune was not by any means inconsiderable, as she had said. It had been a fair share of her father s accumulations in the beginning ; and she had always lived with her brother, spend ing but little, saying to people who ap pealed for charity that she had charities of her own, and telling the children on birth days and holidays that she was doing better for them in the future than if she gave them AN INHERITANCE 5 gifts now. Of course, all the connection and acquaintance spoke of Barbara s parsi mony ; and the amount of her savings and well-turned-over investments was put at va rious large figures. The only deviation from her quiet way of holding her own was when she saw the charm that Luisa was going to develop. Then she had more expensive masters than the father thought he should afford, paying, however, only the difference in price ; and she had taken her a short European journey. When in her nineteenth year Luisa came out, Miss Barbara had supplied her with a half score of bouquets, lest she should not have enough, although, as it happened, she had too many ; she had given the girl every thing which could adorn her beauty; she had bought Symphony tickets at nameless prices, and a box at the horse-show; and furbishing up her own old gowns, some of which might well have been heirlooms, she had chaperoned her at the opera ; had sat out tiresome germans Mrs. Camperdoun s 6 AN INHERITANCE delicate health making her unequal to such fatigues and had done her best as a dragon to keep off the youths who danced on a small capital, and to see that beauty had its rights. The youth who gave her the most trouble was Penny Gower, an attractive but impe cunious young artist, who danced so fault lessly that it left him with an exhausted air, as if he would really be quite unable to stand if he did not lean back upon past genera tions, an air that was often found irresisti ble. To tell the truth, the persistency with which Penrose Gower loitered about her was one of the reasons that made Miss Barbara so resolved upon Luisa s going up into the hill country with her. Penny had been painting Luisa s portrait the work well under way before Miss Barbara knew of it. And as it had gone so far, and was supposed to be a labor of love, Miss Bar bara, on her well-worn principle of getting something for nothing, had allowed the AN INHERITANCE 7 sittings to proceed, herself accompanying Luisa, however, in the place of the maid, or of Helen Reynolds, or other victim of the hour. But the presence of Miss Bar bara had brought back the old exhaustion to Penny s manner, and the picture s prog ress had been too slow for Miss Barbara s impatient habit. "That young man," she said, "must have the tired feeling you read of in the patent medicine advertisements." " She has the stony stare of the gorgon, when she puts up her glass," said Penny, as he was walking on the avenue with Luisa. "She simply paralyzes me; I can t have her coming to the studio, don t you know. I shall find the picture turning into a likeness of her." "Do it ! " exclaimed Luisa. "Do it ! It will make your fortune ! Composite picture of a Boston family! Hereditary traits coming to the top " "Well, I didn t suppose you cared," declared Penny. " But I care." 8 AN INHERITANCE "Pshaw! " said Luisa. " A man with a heart in his body," said Penny, flicking a pebble out of the way with his stick, as they swept on past the congregated nurses and luxurious babies who monopolize that way, " ought to keep at a distance from you ! "Then you are all right," said Luisa, gayly. "You know the only reason I haven t a heart is "Oh, Penny, Penny!" cried Luisa. "Why will you talk of what you know nothing ! And didn t you learn in your anatomy class that the heart is a delicate organ and will never endure being bandied about so ? It runs a risk of being broken ; and then what will it be good for ? " "To dangle at your belt," he said, moodily. " How you mix metaphors ! One would think I carried scalps at my belt ! " " When you are out on the love-path. But " AN INHERITANCE 9 " Oh, I forgot to tell you ! I am going away. Going with Aunt Barbara " Going away ! " said Penny, blankly. " Yes, into the wilderness." 11 And the portrait? " "Oh, turn it to the wall." " Luisa ! The lovely thing why, my whole heart is in it !" "There you go again! Well, let your heart stay in it, and it will be perfectly safe." 1 I believe you have no more heart your self than there is in that picture ! "You just said there was a heart in it. Yours, I believe. So you re wrong there, you see. But I m coming home. At least I suppose I m coming home," said Luisa, rather ruefully. " When one is in Aunt Barbara s hands one is never sure of any thing. She has come into some property up there ; an old family place, and all that. And she will have me go with her and it s very provoking just now, and that s the truth!" " Well, then," said Penny, brightening. 10 AN INHERITANCE " Well, then. It s Woodsedge. Up back of the mountains, a perfectly lovely place for a painter to recreate." And Luisa s face was the color of a carnation. " Now you ll say I haven t any heart ! " she said. " Oh, dear! " pausing a moment at the crossing, bending forward, and looking over to the river, "isn t that Helen and Anne? Yes, it is ; they are going down the alley. Oh, the crews are out ! " " I don t care anything about the crews ! " exclaimed Penny. "Good-by, then; I do." And the naughty coquette was hurrying away through Gloucester Street, a little afraid, a little ashamed, a little amused, and leaving Penny disconsolate Penny who was madly in love with her color and her out lines, her eyes and her dimples, and thought he was in love with her ; Penny whom she liked very well, whose devotion she liked very well, whom she found it pleasant to keep in evidence, but whom she knew it would never do in the world for her to AN INHERITANCE II marry, even if she had wished, which she didn t. Very few men, to be sure, had such eyes as Penny black as a gypsy s, and that sometimes seemed to strike sparks. But then man cannot live on eyes alone, Luisa had said. He was a handsome fellow, with his dark, smooth skin ; although, to be sure, his nose was large. But, there, he hadn t a cent ; so what was the use ? She had reached the corner, when she stopped to gather up her skirt and glance over her shoulder. Penny was standing where she left him, leaning back a little on his stick ; but the girl who had accosted him those nodding plumes, the chinchilla capes, that bright plaid of the silken skirt- lining blowing out on the wind that eddied all about the wearer Luisa murmured to herself that she never could imagine what Penny Gower saw to flirt with in that ab surd Fanny Fairfield ! So Miss Barbara had come up to Woods- edge, her nerves very much racked by the day and night s travel; and after resting 12 AN INHERITANCE another day and night, had proceeded to ex plore the house and feel herself in possession of her new property. The commercial value of the property here was, of course, nothing at all to her in com parison with its sentimental value. She went over the house with Luisa, somewhat to the disgust of old Martha, who had been undis puted mistress, servant, nurse, and friend, and who now had to learn that there was but one mistress where Miss Barbara was; and she pointed out its family features the room where her grandfather was born, the room where his mother used to sit in state and receive homage of the lesser people, their pictures it was no wonder that Miss Barbara was an imperious person. There was still much of the beautiful French porcelain about, a couple of hundred years old, perhaps, that had been brought up into the wilderness on the backs of men who knew what a misstep meant, and some of the antique silver. "It s a real find," said Miss Barbara. AN INHERITANCE 13 " To think of Launce eating with a gold spoon up here in the Ultima Thule every day of his silly life, and taking pleasure in it! " " They will be lovely for afternoon teas," said Luisa. "This old Martha must be a very care ful person ; perhaps she will do to keep on with some others. I don t know but we shall have to turn the place into a summer mansion, after all, and bring up your father and mother and Bob and the boys. It has every requisite, you see ancestral quality, numberless rooms, plenty of land Good ness, what a gardener can make of these grounds! mountain air and, bless my soul, what scenery ! " lifting her lorgnon to look out, a little patronizingly, at the great mountains veiled with sunshine and purple that seemed to be offering her their hospi tality. " We can have golf links " 1 If you want. Croquet is good enough for me, though." 14 AN INHERITANCE "Well, as you never play either, Aunt Barbara " "To be sure, the boys will cry havoc and let loose the dogs of war here and get into that old bog," said Miss Barbara, pur suing her own thoughts. "I don t know if I will have them this year, at any rate. You and I can be very comfortable here without them for one summer " The whole summer ? cried Luisa, in dismay. "The whole summer. You are run down, and need a good rest from dancing and flirting." " Well, I sha n t build up if I am bored to death with nothing to do and no one to see." "You shall have a horse. And here is this great Bursar for protector. I never did like a mastiff before ; but he seems to have taken quite a fancy to us. And you can roam the country with him, and be out doors most of the time. "I shall simply die ! " AN INHERITANCE 15 " Oh, no. There s a very good doctor here, I believe. Yes, we might do worse. And we 11 try it." " Aunt Barbara, you look exactly like that old portrait, the last one in the lower hall." " I ? We used to call her the Iron Lady. She was a grandmother or a great-grand mother somewhere. 11 That s what it means then your iron will. Wouldn t Penny have a fine time with these portraits ! " "Oh! Penny!" " The strange old masks ! It seems as if we either had more ancestors than other people and a queer lot, too or else that they had a furious habit of hanging them selves " " Luisa ! " said Miss Barbara. " How you do let your tongue run away with you ! " "Why, what earthly harm in hanging themselves on the wall in gilt frames? No, some of them are old carved wood, aren t they ? Why, what of it ? They never any I( 5 AN INHERITANCE of them paid the penalty of their crimes at the rope s end, did they ? " "I never knew they committed any crimes," said Miss Barbara, coldly. But she was quite white for a few moments. She alone, perhaps, a keeper of traditions, knew who they were in every generation of the Camperdouns that had themselves pulled down the eternal shadows about them, as her young sister Lona had done, with her own hands. She had always tried to keep the whole subject out of her thoughts it was never spoken of before the children and her iron will held her in good stead there. She pulled herself together now. " Well, there were a good many of them," she said. " I suppose travelling portrait- painters happened along " The very thing for Penny ! I ll write him how to turn his summer to account ! "Oh, let Penny rest! " "Aunt Barbara, you are dangerously near slang. Penny could take his brush and turn those ogres, with their eyes looking all ways AN INHERITANCE 17 of a Sunday, into really valuable antiquities. I m sure that going through the upper halls at midnight here I shall have to run. I shall know the house is haunted. What if a moonbeam suddenly lights up that pale girl whose eyes look as if she were out of her head they are, anyway " " There, there, Luisa, don t cultivate ridiculous notions ! You will be very proud of these old portraits some day. Yes, the more I see the house and place, the better I think of it all and its possibilities. And as for Penny there, Luisa, don t let me hear anything more about him. He bored me to death before I left town, and I should like to have one place free from him. Now, you take Bursar and run along. I am go ing through the papers in Cousin Launce s desks. I mean to do the thing up thor oughly, and know just where I stand, and all about it." "Poor Aunt Barbara! It s an awful task. Can t I help you? Let me have some of them 1 8 AN INHERITANCE " Didn t you hear me say I was going through them myself? What good would it do me to have you read them ? Besides, if Launce had not left them here I shouldn t feel as if he were willing I should read them. To be sure, he may have forgotten to destroy them. He he was not per fectly well in his last years. However," said Miss Barbara, in a more sprightly manner, "I should have had the freedom of everything if he had had his way. So I sha n t hesitate. But I know he did not mean you should overlook his papers, at any rate." "All right, then," said Luisa. "I am sure I don t want to." And she pursed her pretty lips in a whistle that Bursar, suffering from loneliness, bounded to hear, and was off with him into the overrun and long-neglected garden, where the spring was just beginning to pout in leaf and bud of the old primroses and sweetbriers and spice-buds and honeysuckles. "I suppose," said Luisa, touching the long, red sprays AN INHERITANCE 19 of the bare climbing roses half tenderly, " that the women imprisoned here in their lonely lives loved every inch of you. I dare say there was some poor sweet girl I will trim you now and help you for their sakes. I shall really feel as if I were doing something for them. I must have had, all told, so much gayer a life than they." And she began to disentangle the stems, and went searching for a trowel to open the earth around their roots, old Martha looking at her askance from the kitchen window. But at that, Bursar wanted a frolic, or perhaps he recognized Brow trot ting along after the doctor s gig, for he was over the wall like a ball, and Luisa, running to the gate and throwing it open, rushed almost into the arms of a young girl, into whose face an apple-blossom color had just mounted a lovely young girl with a sort of ivory fairness on her perfect feat ures, and with eyes like stars in midnight blue, and pale blonde hair in great masses, 20 AN INHERITANCE and a smile like sunshine, as superbly straight and tall a young girl as Botticelli s Flora. "Oh, I beg your pardon," said Luisa; " I was afraid the dog would run away." " He has," said the young girl, smiling. " He won t come back to-day. He loves to go with Brow and the doctor. But he s all right. I suppose I suppose," she said, hesitatingly, and looking at Luisa a little wistfully, " that you are Miss Camperdoun. And I am Mary Swann. My father is the minister, you know. You are working in the garden. Don t you want to let me help you ? I am a famous gardener." "I was going to work in the garden," said Luisa, "and I should have been de lighted to have you help me. But now we will sit down on this bench and have Martha bring us some lemonade and sweet cakes. Poor old Martha ! She thinks I am the woman of Babylon now ; but she is go ing to adore me before the summer is over. And you shall tell me about this place, AN INHERITANCE 21 so that I can find my way I mean among the people. As for these mountains, did you ever know anything like them? I never did. They look as if they were made of sunshine and purple chiffon. I suppose they can be ugly enough when it rains, though." " No, never, never ! " " Oh, you love them, I see, just as I love Boylston Street, and the milliners windows, and Englander s and the Common, and the Back Bay fens, and all. Well, you are the minister s daughter," leaning forward, her elbows on her knees, and surveying her. "I suppose you are awfully good. Who was that youth I saw then tall, blonde, with black eyebrows, going up the road ? There he is, looking round now," said Luisa, half turning to peer through the crack of the open, back -garden gate. " That is John Donner," said Mary Svvann, and the apple-blossom color became that of a damask rose. 1 That is John Donner, is it?" said 22 AN INHERITANCE Luisa, looking at her with a bubbling laugh. "And now, tell me all about John Don- ner." And the two girls were on the way to be friends without more ado. It was at the same moment that Luisa had run for the trowel that a similar sensa tion of pity for cribbed and cabined lives passed here touched Miss Barbara with the shiver that people say you have when some one is stepping on your grave. "This is nonsense," said Miss Barbara, and then she wiped her reading-glasses and adjusted herself to her task. It was not a very interesting task at first Miss Barbara s. There were copies of vari ous old wills and decrees of court; the Camperdouns had been a litigious race. There were deeds of land and woodland, which she examined carefully; and there were old account-books, which she handled more cursorily; and there were some dia ries brief, threadbare statements of the days of dull and simple lives ; and then there were old letters. AN INHERITANCE 23 They were yellow, and falling apart in folds, these letters. Here was one a love- letter ? Yet, in what stilted phrase ! But out of it dropped a pressed and faded rose, and all the pride and passion hidden in the stately words were revealed in the flower. A tear sprang in Miss Barbara s eye ; they were her own people. She felt how precious the pompous and sounding old letter once had been. Here was the epistle her grand father had sent from the Indies, whither he had sailed, beginning, "Esteemed Wife." And, yes, here was the reply, " My Hon ored Husband." Were they really alive then, these people ? Did their hearts beat ? A still shining little lock of a dead baby s hair, that she had sent him as if he must have something to touch of the child born and dead in his absence, fell from the next letter and answered her. Here were her own letters to her Cousin Launce, among them the one in which she had refused to marry him. " We are cous ins," she had said in it, "and that might 24 AN INHERITANCE be bad enough if we were all as other people, we Camperdouns. But with the dark possibility that hangs over every one of us, it would be inviting ruin. Perhaps we would better not see each other often, if ever. I shall not marry." His answer had been brief and to the point: "Neither shall I." Plainly, he had lived up to his determi nation. There were no love-letters from other women. There were a few business letters, on the backs of which he had noted memoranda, a passing thought, an extract of something he had been reading, one or two letters from friends one where the signature caught her eye first, John Donner, the same name as that at the foot of the letter lately announcing her cousin s death and her inheritance; Dr. Donner telling her she was the executor of Mr. Camper - doun s will, made many years ago. " I don t know now whether I am eaves dropping or not," said Miss Barbara. "He s alive but it s part of the business, AN INHERITANCE 25 I suppose. All the same " and she smoothed out the old letter, as she had done the others, and read : " Thanks to you, dear boy, the work is over, and he that was Rusticus salutes you Medicus. Nor shall I be so long as I had feared in paying what it cost. I am paying what it cost now. " I am bringing a wife to Woodsedge. That surprises you. It did me. "Of course, you know, remembering the nights we had in Egypt, that it was no thought of mine. But while I was at work, some good friends saw the chance and smoothed the way. And I simply fell in with their suggestion. She has let me tell you a little pot of money. With that I shall look up my debts, and buy old Pil- cott s place and practice in Woodsedge ; I always liked that house. I shall turn the place into a stock-farm, and start a new breed of horses do what I must in the way of my profession, and no more. And 26 AN INHERITANCE for the rest, there shall be marauding of the hills with you, and all the pleasures of our youth so long as youth lasts. "The only trouble is that she may wish to make a man walk too straight a line. Her own lines are very straight a girl who never was young, and who looks at life through the narrow chink of the church door. Oh, well, it s a hard world, and very few of us get out of it alive. But when I remember your flashing Cousin Barbara, when I remember the pretty girls across the hills and far away " There it is, old fellow. I had to pour it out or die, and you are all I have. But keep it to yourself. It is Mrs. Donner, you know. And Mrs. Donner shall be treated with respect. But a wife is not the end of the world, my boy. A hard world ? No it isn t, no it isn t ! It s a good, gay world ! And with many a bout before us yet, I am yours to command, ")OHN DONNER." Miss Barbara read the letter again. Some- AN INHERITANCE 27^ how it made her heart stand still with a sense of the tragedy in it. " Was the man writing about his wife ? " she said, as she folded it up and put it back into the desk with the rest of the papers. "Was he writing of a woman who had given him not only her money but herself? What incredible baseness ! The lout the scoundrel ! I could not have believed a man capable of it ! What a contemptible thief! Can it be it is impossible! It can t be But it is! The man who wrote me of Launce s death ; he has always been close to the poor fellow. But I don t understand. That man who met us at the station, and drove us over here with what he called his lightning-shod team; that silent man with his rugged face, his eyes that were set in his head like wells and seemed to reflect the very blue of heaven and all its beneficence why, that man looked as if he might be a messenger of God ! Dear me it is the greatest mystery I ever came across. But there were never 28 AN INHERITANCE two John Donners here, and he is the one I saw breaking in that great black brute and looking like a centaur, nearly forty years ago, for I reminded him of it. Yes ; and he had a sort of blind worship of Launce, I remember. Well, the longer you live the more you know," said Miss Bar bara. "I wouldn t have thought," she presently began again, " I wouldn t have thought any one out of state s prison could He ought to be in state s prison now ; that s where he ought to be ! That poor girl, that poor woman he married I wonder what became of her ? " And Miss Barbara s eyes wandered dreamily to the window of the west parlor where she sat. " Dear me! " she cried. "Do they have countesses up here in the woods? Who is that, I wonder ? And she sur veyed with an admiring interest the figure moving slowly up the path, and bearing a parcel in her hands as if it were a crown upon a cushion ; a tall and slender person, a small, white shawl upon her shoulders, AN INHERITANCE ^ 29 carrying herself and her napkin-covered dish with a gentle, high-bred air. " I declare," said Miss Barbara, aloud, " I should think a Copley had stepped out of a portrait, if her dress were silk and satin instead of hod den gray. Who is it, Martha?" as pres ently that dame opened the door, holding a platter of golden butter-balls set in great green leaves and bunches of scarlet blos som. " She wouldn t come in, then," said Martha, " seein s you wuz jes come, an tired, she ses. She s jes fetched this over in the way of you feelin among friends. Ye needn t set nothin in pertickler by it, though; she s doin ez much fer ev ybuddy. She keeps the keys fer the poor o this perrish, an it s a wide an along one," said Martha, a little defiantly, as if Miss Barbara had challenged her. " I do know w at she ll do in heaven with no poor nor sick nor dyin ter be seen ter. She s been a-tend- in the wounded feet o the Lord ever sence she set her own in this place an come here 30 ;: AN INHERITANCE for its best blessing, arter the doctor him self. It s Mis Dr. Donner, ma am." " Oh, Aunt Barbara," cried Luisa, as she came into the west parlor, where Miss Bar bara was still sitting, speechless, " I ve fallen in with the loveliest girl a real wild rose of a girl, if she wasn t so white an exquisite creature ! But there must be something in the air here that makes people charming, for I met the most beautiful creature at the gate. She wasn t young ; she was she was "All of my age, Luisa. Say it," said Miss Barbara. "And she wasn t handsome; she wasn t pretty. She was simply heavenly looking. Oh, one of the angels bearing the Grail might have looked just so. A middle-aged angel, you know." " She was bearing butter in a lordly dish," said Miss Barbara, in reply. But to herself she said, " And that was Dr. Donner s wife. The woman with a pot of money. Well, there s an old song I ve heard that says, They went up through much tribulation. Perhaps she knows what it means." II IT had been a very unhappy woman that came so long ago to Woodsedge, a month s bride, the wife of John Donner. Always a silent woman, now she was stricken dumb. In the month she had dis covered what her pot of money meant. If she were not absolutely sure in the matter, her suspicion was as sad as certainty. She had lived the quiet life of her native seaport more than ordinarily quiet, perhaps, owing to the long illness of her mother, whose death had been followed by that of her father with few other pleasures than that of church-going, an eventless walk with a friend, an afternoon sail, maybe a lecture. Her temperament had been attuned to the calm and even tenor of the sick-room if the sky were blue and the sun shone the pitch was rather higher than if the rain 32 AN INHERITANCE poured in a gray torrent ; but when the rain poured, a little more effort was given to maintain the tone. When she first saw John Donner, who had come down with a fellow-student from the medical school for a Sunday, something stirred in her heart which she had never felt before. She did not fairly know what it was; but perhaps under its stress her gaze rested on the young man a little longer than she was aware. When he lifted his own eyes and their glance happened to catch hers, a color dyed her face that made him look again, and the gray eyes under their straight black brows fell as swiftly. His friend saw the glance and the color, made a jest, and mentioned her money a small enough sum of money, but riches to the young student helped to his profession by the kindness of Launce Camperdoun and others and the rest was easy. He found that much warmth of expression was not needed ; Nancy had been bred in the ways where still waters run deep, and her life AN INHERITANCE 33 took the fresh force and swung over into its new channel, and flowed along there with the strength and depth of a great river. It was all the sweetest surprise to her. Her plain, immobile face and tall, gaunt fig ure, her silence, her shyness, her ignorance of the social arts, had hindered admiration and attention; she had never supposed she would have a lover. And suddenly heaven had opened to her. Certainly, in those bright days she did not feel as if she walked the earth. Yet no one would have dreamed from her serious demeanor that she was oc cupied with anything but a business agree ment. She loved the taking, handsome scamp with her whole heart. She was glad that she had money to give him ; she gave it all, and at once. She wished that she had beauty for him; but what did it signify when he was so high-minded that he did not heed its absence, and looked for an inner beauty in her soul ? He imagined it there, she said in her humility ; but for his sake she would make it grow there the desert 34 AN INHERITANCE should blossom as the rose. She made few confidences to those about her she hardly made a confidant of heaven; but into her formal prayer would sometimes escape his name as she implored the Lord s best bless ing for him, with every fibre of her being trembling. She little dreamed the fiery path they must tread together to reach that blessing. And then they were married and went away. He had a fancy to know a little of the wider world before going back among the hills. He had never had the means to do so before. He wanted to see some races, some great stables, to buy some Kentucky horses. She was a sort of necessary adjunct to the journey. He was not unkind to her ; he was even kind, after a fashion now and then. As for her, she asked nothing more ; she did not know there was anything more to ask ; she was his ; they were to be to gether all their lives. Perhaps her admiring worship was not unpleasing, at first ; it made him think that he was not wholly a bad fel- AN INHERITANCE 35 low, when he thought of it at all. Then he didn t care. Then he forgot it. But everything was so novel, she had no time to consider herself; the great world was slipping by her like the scenes of a panorama. Instead of caresses, she con tented herself with his masterful air of cool proprietorship. She was a part of this world, she no longer stood outside ; she had entered into its broad currents ; she was a wife, the wife of a man built on the scale of great men, noble, fine, past her imagin ing alas, as yet, ail of her imagining ! She lived a month in her fool s paradise. And she awoke one night in her room at the cheap hotel where he had left her while he pursued his pleasures, to see Dr. Donner sitting in a chair in the middle of the floor, his coat off and his hat on, and with other disarrangements of undress, his feet outstretched, his head hanging for ward, and the gas blazing over him, lost in a drunken doze. He woke with a start at her exclamation, 3 6 AN INHERITANCE looked about in a bewildered way, and then his head fell forward again. " Sold out! " he was muttering to himself, in a thick undertone, with now and then an oath. "Thass so, Donner. Gone for a shil n , gone! Go the price, though," he mum bled again, fetching himself up from another doze, with a lurch on his chair. " Sma price. Saddled with cumbrance. Good woman good woman s ever was my Nan nie O," with a tipsy laugh; and one foot went up in a jig-step, to the danger of his equilibrium on the seat. " Lock self in an los key," he was babbling, presently again. "Go a jailer damn fool! Plain s they make em. Worse n a scarecrow," he ex claimed, angrily, at that. "Puts me in mind stock-farm horses pot o money," and he was nodding off again. "Treat her with respec ," he gurgled then, with another start. Mis Donner no foolin no foolin ith Mis Donner hear wha I say ? Pot o* money blamed cumbrance, all the same ! Married her money, didn t marry her! " AN INHERITANCE 37 For half an instant she supposed it was some sudden attack of illness. With the next breath she knew all about it. But it was as if a thunderbolt had struck her. She lay cold and stiff, unable to move hand or foot, a breath out of the very iciness of death blowing over her as she gazed at him. And then her eyes grew hot with scalding tears, and she was trembling like a leaf her idol, her idol ! Everything was shattered with that, every hope, every joy. Her heart was lead. The world had come to an end. She gathered her senses with pain, to wish wildly that she were dead, that he that he, her love, her husband, had died before this evil chance. And while she lay there half lifeless, now and again a long shudder sweeping her from top to toe, she heard these dreadful words. To tell the truth, they affected her but little at the time. His love of her, or the contrary, was of small consequence now. That went down in all the other ruin. But something must be done. She slipped 38 AN INHERITANCE out of bed as soon as she could command her movements, and went to him, taking his hat, unbuttoning his collar, half holding her head away from his hideous breath, trying to remove his boots. He slowly opened and rolled his fiery eyes upon her. " Lemme lone!" he said. "Lemme lone cat ! " And then, as if possessed of a sudden fury, he clenched his fist and lifted it to strike her, but paused with it doubled in the air. "No," he said. "Mis Don- ner. Treat her with respec . All the same, cumbrance." And he rose, swing ing and steadying himself, stepped off with dignity on his heels, and fell forward on the side of the bed in a stupor. With all her strength and all the knowl edge she had gained in her long experience of handling the sick, she at last got off a portion of his clothes, had a cold-water compress on his head, covered him up, put the room in order, and throwing on her own wrapper, sat down for her dreadful vigil with her dead happiness. AN INHERITANCE 39 It was in the gray of the morning when he awoke, with his brain emerging from the fervors that had obscured it, pushed away the compress from his aching head and saw her kneeling at the window, her hair drop ping round her poor, bent face, her hands folded in an intensity of prayer, the curtain up, a great silver star shining over her in the whitening east. He looked at her a moment curiously. " Damned rascal ! " he said then to him self. "Don t deserve her. Looks like a Saint Something. Who ever heard of a Saint Nancy?" And he laughed and turned over into sleep again. When he once more awoke, in the middle of the afternoon this time, she sat heating over a spirit-lamp a bowl of broth that she had ordered to the room. He watched her in silence. He was faint and dizzy it seemed good to have some one caring for him. As she turned and met his eyes, he saw what havoc he had wrought in her. "Made a beastly fool of myself last 40 AN INHERITANCE night, Nancy!" he said. "Never hap pened before. And sha n t happen again," with which two lies he meant to comfort her. And he did. She ran to his side and threw her arms round him, and forgave him everything. And then, before he could lift his hand to caress her as he had intended, she remem bered those words of his, those deadly bru tal betraying words of his, and rose quickly and drew back out of his reach, frozen half to marble. "No, "she said, "I will believe you. It was an accident. A man like you will not let himself down to a lower level. You will not throw away your future. He had expected reproaches and beseech- ings and implorations for her sake. She had put it all for his own sake. She didn t cry out when she was hurt. Well, she was something of a thoroughbred, after all. He asked her, as soon as he was on his feet, what she would like for some last en joyment before going home, expecting, of AN INHERITANCE 41 course, she would take a gala night in all the stir and light and color of the play. But she chose instead to hear a preacher who had a way of searching men s souls, and he went along with her. It was a good while since he had been in any church. He was rather amused with himself. He looked about at the people, expecting to be amused by them, also. But whether it was the personality of the preacher, or his mes sage, a light seemed to flash out of darkness upon John Dormer, and although it was gone again directly, he had it to remember. He had also to remember the look in his wife s face as the great music of choir and organ rolled over them a look in the gray eyes that startled him with the might of something beyond his ken. "She shall have a pew of her own," he promised him self. And the next day they started for home. Home ! She half wondered at herself that she let him call it so, and that she went with him there. But in the long sleepless 42 AN INHERITANCE night of her first misery she had chosen her way. She could not go back to the place she had left ; nor had she the money to do so ; all her money was in his hands. To be sure, she could go to work she was well and strong. " But I promised," she said, "for better, for worse. I will not break my vow because his was false. He needs me, too. I must help him. And oh, I cannot, I cannot leave him ! Oh, no oh, no; I love him still!" She had resolved before, that as he was unaware of his revelation on that drunken night, she would never let him know of it, or guess that she understood what he had done, or knew of his feeling of repugnance to her. She would appear to take things for granted. She had no expectation of ever changing his feeling. That was a thing impossible, she said, with her hopeless face, her stiff manner, her lack of the pretty graces of pretty women. In a day and night at a grand hotel she had seen beautiful ladies in beautiful toilets with a sort of alarm; if AN INHERITANCE 43 she had had their gowns she could not have worn them so ; she would not have had a notion how to dress her thin, sleek hair in the bewildering way of theirs. She com prehended that there was a fine art of dress of which she was ignorant. She saw, too, that her husband was so indifferent to her that he was not even ashamed of her poor, home-made finery. She felt as if she would like to put on black, the deepest crape of mourning, and wear it the rest of her life ; she never did wear anything again but sombre tints and the gray and white which afterward became a sort of lovely fashion of her own. She had seen his glance follow ing those women she would be willing to be boiled in oil if she might become beau tiful enough to be followed in that way by those eyes ! Wild fancy, hopeless thought ! And there was work to do. All that night in the rush and jolt of the cars through the defiles and up the grades of the hills, she prayed for John Donner s soul, and a passion leaped into her prayer like the 44 AN INHERITANCE fresh blood to a wound, giving it life that it seemed must bring its answer. And so she took up the days at Woods- edge, in the old-fashioned white house upon the green, that John had always wanted and had now bought, with its paddocks and pastures up the hill behind it, on which he soon had a notable knot of horses wild, lovely creatures, that gave a new life to the dark mountain on whose slope they gal loped. It was well for Mrs. Donner that she had her household duties to attend to, a house wife by nature and training, for otherwise she could not have endured, with all her other trouble, and the confronting of the strange women who called upon her, the presence of the dark and unfamiliar moun tains. She wanted to push them off; they worried and saddened and oppressed her ; she longed so for a sight, a sound, a smell of the sea, that sometimes her soul was sick within her. But she knew that she must put a stop to AN INHERITANCE 45 all that, for the little life that was coming must not be clouded by the mother s gloom ; and she tried to think of everything that was bright and beautiful, and to go singing about her work all the glad, sweet hymns she knew. She hung out bits of string and wool for the building birds, and felt as if she had friends with the other mothers when they took them. But she had hard work to keep her cheer. She saw very little of her husband. She began to be sure that he was not obeying half the calls that she so laboriously an swered at the door, and that when he came home late at night it was not because he had been with the sick or dying. She did not exactly know where he had been, of course. But in snatches of talk that she overheard when Launce Camperdoun was about, and in other ways, she was vaguely aware of the existence of the tavern in between the hills, of the race-course and trotting-park on the intervale beyond Loon Mountain, of Daw- lish s on the other side of the quaking 46 AN INHERITANCE heath, and the roystering companions, the betting and card-playing there. As for the events that made the life of those places gay, she had no power of imagination to picture them, and she did not even conject ure them. But she had such a reverence for her husband s profession, as something that stood guard at the gates of life and death and waited on the will of God, that he was himself involved in it in a measure, even when she knew he was doing wrong ; he had received a consecration ; he must in the end come out right, and she ignored all but the end. In the meantime, as far as she could, she made up for his deficiencies by her own presence, and with little gifts out of the pantry-stores that had been sent from her old home when broken up, and out of her abundance of jellies ; and with delicate tisanes and broths from her kitchen, too, Mrs. Donner made herself welcome in many a sick-room long distances apart ; and being there, it was she, who had closed her moth- AN INHERITANCE 47 er s and her father s eyes, who made it easier for these others to go out of life. One night when John came home from a long bout, he found that a patient whom he had neglected and forgotten had been taken home by her where she herself could do the nursing, and where the doctor must needs be on hand more or less. * You are a good woman, Nancy," he said, after a moment. " I thought you would prefer it," she re plied, as if it had been not his suggestion but his wish. "But I am not going to have the house turned into a hospital for every acquain- tance-in-law, with you for head nurse," he said. "You shall if you like." And with half an idea that it had been his wish, and with an interest that sur prised himself, be bent all his skill to the cure ; and Dr. Donner s resources were not small. The people who had wondered at Dr. 48 AN INHERITANCE Dormer when he brought his wife to Woods- edge were beginning now to wonder at themselves. And then the long winter was at hand, with the snows borne on whistling winds, flying down the mountain passes and drift ing deep in gorges and ravines, making it seem as if one were in a dead world. But although she could not always hinder the feeling of something near despair creeping over her, she never yielded to any longing to be dead herself. No, she desired to live whether he wanted her or not, she had to live for John s sake. But he had observed her so little that he was unaware of her con dition till lately, and she was alone with the nurse who had happened in the doctor off on a carouse at Dawlish s the night the little boy was born. It was a stinging piece of her mind that Martha, the nurse, gave Dr. Donner when he came home. " That is right," he said, laughing, " and well deserved. And then it would do you AN INHERITANCE 49 harm to keep that to yourself too much venom in it ! Do you know," he said, quite with the air of saying a pleasant thing, "if it was a hundred years ago you would be treated to the ducking-stool " " A hundred years ago or now, I know w at you d orter be treated to!" said Martha. " Now," he went on, " we will see if you are as good a doctor as you are a scold." And he satisfied himself that all was right. " You have done me a good turn, Martha," he said, "and I sha n t forget it," and then he went to bed. But the sight of that white, patient face upon the pillow had sobered him more than Martha s words had done ; and he had kissed his wife and told her she had a son that was worth it all. He never seemed to feel that he had any share in the boy a long, thin starveling of a child. He hardly ever looked at him ex cept when his ailing required it. He never liked to see suffering ; he was too pleasure- 50 AN INHERITANCE loving for that. But something sent a thrill through him one night after his wife was about, as he saw her sitting by the fire with the child on her arm, a look of the rapture of love shining on her countenance. He stopped a moment and came back, and lifted the blanket away from the little face. " Nancy," he said, again, " you are a good woman ! It was all he had to say, when a month later the little weakling was laid away in a span-long grave, that the snows had been hollowed out to make, and she had swal lowed her tears, and taken home the child of a neighbor to lie in her child s place till the mother should be well of a blasting fever. "It is our little son who is giving all he had to the baby," she said, looking up with the sorrow still in her eyes. " Nancy always had beautiful eyes," the doctor thought. And neither cock-main, nor dog-fight, nor a dance at Dawlish s called Dr. Donner off till the baby s mother was well enough AN INHERITANCE 51 to take him back and leave Nancy s arms empty again. There came to the door, not long after ward, a worthless-looking woman, with her child in the bundle she carried, and followed by a dog. She wanted help to get back to her own parish, where she would go upon the town. " What are you doing with that trollop ? " the doctor asked, as he saw his wife take her in. "I thought perhaps we could help her," she replied. And she bathed the woman s sore feet and put her to bed ; and she gave the dog a bone ; and she washed the baby, a fine, crowing boy, and then went to the closet where her own baby s clothes had been put away. She could not help the tears nor the kisses she gave the dear, soft wool and cambric things, she who had noth ing left to kiss. But she dressed the lucky little stranger out in them from top to toe. " That was hard for you to do, Nancy," said the doctor, seeing her. 52 AN INHERITANCE " I wanted our little boy to take his part in helping in the world," she replied. " He is still alive to you, in a way." He was drinking coffee, and Nancy s coffee was a cordial. " Oh, yes ! Even if not here. And do you know," she said, timidly, and half under her breath, " does it does it not strike you do you never feel a sort of oh not pride to think you are the father of an angel ? "I?" roared John, with a clatter of laughter. "I? I never felt I was the father of a child. You and he are too good for me, I guess." But it was, perhaps, a new wonder he felt concerning his wife, when he found that Sally with her boy and the dog Brow stayed on in Nancy s kitchen. They were staying there many a long year after. Lonely or longing or sorry now, Nancy could not let herself be cast down. The house must be kept cheerful for its master s sake. And then there was so much ready AN INHERITANCE 53 for her hand to do. In those days, and in that remote region, nurses were not to be had for the asking, and friends and neigh bors helped out the need of every family when sickness came; the squire s wife and the minister s served their turn, and already there was no one in all the township who had such a name for a good watcher as Mrs. Donner had. But often in the dead waste and middle of the night she drew aside the curtain of the sick-room to look out on the snowy wilderness and the white hillside where her baby lay. It was so hard that the cold snow should cover him, her little darling, when her heart yearned so to warm him on her breast ! But she said to herself that God hides His flowers in the bosom of the earth till summer shines again ; and she remembered pictures she had seen where the clouds about heaven were full of chil dren s faces. Sometimes she saw the full moon hang over that little grave like a great presence of brooding motherliness ; and she grew to love the solemn encampment of the 54 AN INHERITANCE hills round about it, and the dark -green firs that now and then shook down an avalanche of crusted snow with a far sweet thunder; and the stars seemed to come and go be tween the great purple crests, like spirits keeping watch about that one little spot. Occasionally, when some member of the family rose early, that she might go home and have a short rest herself before it was yet light, she met her husband coming in the dawn from Dawlish s, or from some of the cabins beyond Loon Mountain. If he were any way ashamed, he was still suffi ciently master of himself to be a little en tertained by the situation ; and it was a curious glance he gave her then out of the corner of his eyes, as something he could not make out or understand. But he knew perfectly well that she was supplementing his work sometimes supplying its absence. It happened that once or twice in a way Dr. Donner, for some reason or other, whether compassion or a divine curiosity, had warmed to his work, had searched out AN INHERITANCE 55 many inventions to serve a patient, faithful by night and day with a faithfulness that fatigued his unwonted spirit, leaving no power of his will or secret of his art unused ; but nature being too strong for him, or the abuse of nature, the case had lapsed into failure ; and then the people whom he had attended were bitter about his methods and slandered his skill, and took care that he should know it. And I must spend my life and waste my youth and be made a target for these blunderbusses!" he cried. " Oh, you know their calibre, Launce, but you can t know their bore! " It used to cut him to the quick, however, as the re proaches he had deserved had never cut him, and his wife s resentment and fellow- feeling then were a balm to his heart. They gave him a kindlier mood in her re gard, that desired her sympathy and for bearance, and did more for her with him than all her simple goodness did. If people were often indignant with Dr. Donner, they were, on the whole, patient. 56 AN INHERITANCE There was no one else very near ; they regarded his talent as prodigious, his heal ing power as something special to himself. Now and then, if rarely, an interest in some malady seemed to take him and absorb him ; now and then he wrought some mira cle. They fell into a way of saying that when the need was great enough Dr. Don- ner was always there. "The merest nonsense ! " he said to his wife once, when he felt some extenuation necessary, a thing that a short time since would not have occurred to him. " Brown- bread pills and a phial of clear water will work half the cures, and when I let them alone I am only helping nature do her own work." " But there is more," she said, a little surprised at herself, yet perhaps taking courage because Launce Camperdoun was at the table. To be a physician is to make a promise that one would give " " Everything required of a physician. Well, I do," he said, in high good humor. AN INHERITANCE 57 " I give them you. I do one part, you do the other. But look here, old lady, take care you don t encroach." "Encroach ! " she exclaimed, before she thought. "I should as soon think of en croaching on the work of heaven ! Oh, you know," she said, setting down her cup, "a. doctor s work is the work of heaven. He holds so many hearts in his hand. He gives life or death. He gives hope, comfort, relief. The people feel safe thinking of him. They lean on him. They love him. He brings them into the world, he makes the way easy for them going out. Even pain obeys him. He forgets himself. The weather doesn t hinder him. Sick or well, storm or shine, he is all the time doing the work of his Master. Oh," she added, looking up across the table, her face aglow, " I didn t mean to say so much, but it seems to me that there is no one in the world stands so near the Lord as he does " " Hold on, hold on ! " cried John, with 58 AN INHERITANCE a slightly difficult laugh. " Is it possible that I am all this?" You must be. You are under doctors vows." "By George, Nancy! You are enough to put the spirit of it into a man ! " "You builded better than you knew when you married that woman," said Launce, as they went out together. "By God, I did ! " said John. He did not think it was encroaching when, a few weeks later, having left a pa tient in extremity and forgotten how the time passed, he came back to find the mother resting comfortably with the new born baby beside her, and his wife in at tendance, she having gone when the third summons for him came, feeling she must risk everything both for the woman and in his behalf. There was not room for two in the gig, and he walked home in the thick night beside her, the horse s head over his shoulder. AN INHERITANCE 59 "How did you know how?" he asked, presently. 11 1 didn t," she said. " But I had been with three or four cases, you know. And I had my own experience. I was expecting Martha every minute, and she came at the very last. And Mrs. Janes had to be taken care of. And oh, John, you had to be pro tected, too ! And I just prayed God to help me. And it was life, and not death, you know, and that helped, too." "That is the way God helped," said John, in a low voice. " Well, Nancy, you have saved me this time ! She went for the lantern, that he might put up the horse. He took it, and stooped and lifted her hand to his lips. She laughed, with a kind of childish pleasure. He swung the ray of the lantern up across her face. "You are growing prettier every day, Nan," he said. 1 No, she answered, suddenly pale and cold again, "I am growing an old woman. 60 AN INHERITANCE But we are very good friends, I think, John." It happened that the next day was Sun day. Nancy always went to meeting, and would have done so even had it not been expected that everyone in that community should regard the day as one of solemn ceremony, except the doctor, who in a measure was excused by reason of his du ties. Save for the Sunday, now so long ago, when he brought her home, Dr. Donner had taken advantage of his privileges. "See Mis Donner," said Deacon Ashly to his wife, as they jogged home together, " w en the doctor come inter meetin ter- day? She looked sif twouldn t take much to make her drop. Kinder took by s prise, mebbe." " Sho ! I guess nothin he could du d take her by s prise. She s jest all tuckered out, being th Mis Janes overnight. Miry Dean was tellin me between meetin s. He s be n tendin out on her, an I s pose she thought Mis Janes was gone. AN INHERITANCE 61 " He tol me himself Mis Janes wuz right as a trivet. So twarn t thet. But I ll tell ye what I think, Mis Ashly; I think Dawlish s ll hev seen the last o Dr. Donner afore long ! "I ll believe it w en I see it," said Mrs. Ashly, grimly. A good wife goes a great way to the makin of a good man, Mis Ashly," said the deacon. " Good or bad, Deacon Ashly," said the worthy dame, with decision, " there s never be n a doctor here between the hills that was Donner s beat. Old Dr. Pilcott was well enough w en he knowed jes w at ailed ye, but Donner looks right inter the marrer. I do know s I d like to trust myself in his han s w en that black horse o his n takes him home cause he can t drive himself. But if I did, he d fetch me thru ! " " P r aps so, p r aps so," said the deacon. " But fer my part, I like the man thet hes ter tend my mortle body or my immortle sperrit ter hev all his wits about him. 62 AN INHERITANCE " Wai, part o Dr. Dormer s wits is more n most men-folks hes. Ef he allus bed the hull on em about him we shouldn t keep him long up here tween the hills. They d be a-wantin of him down ter Bos ton quicker n scat. I do know es it s very profitable talk we re a-havin , Deacon Ash- ly. Did you see Miry s new shawl? I noted the fringe warn t es long es mine by an inch. Hm. That s a cur us text the preacher hed this mornin . I allus thought it was a pretty varse. Woe unto the drunkards of Ephraim, whose glorious beau ty is a fading flower. Twas a good sar- mon, though." "S archin ," said the deacon, " s arch- in 1 ! " Whether Dr. Donner found it searching or not, the next Sabbath his wife, who had hitherto been the guest of the often empty Camperdoun pew, sat in a pew of her own, carpeted and cushioned in a way to allevi ate that mortification of the flesh for which the village congregation had apparently ar- AN INHERITANCE 63 ranged the straight backs and narrow seats, and on which they would have looked with disfavor had it been for any one but Mrs. Donner. Ill IT was at about this time that the epi demic of fatal influenza broke out in Wood- sedge. There was no loitering possible then, no time, if it were wished, for any life at Dawlish s, for any running of horses, for any meeting of sports between the hills ; the calls were too frequent, too urgent, the need was too apparent. But Dr. Donner rose to the moment. He had forty cases on his hands at once. If he lost very few, it was due as much to his wife as to himself, he said to someone afterward. " I hate to tell you," she would say, when he came home from a round of calls on patients des perately ill, at midnight, wet through, per haps, and tired to the ends of his fingers, " but there are three other calls for you, and they all seem to need you so. There are your dry clothes hanging by the fire for 64 AN INHERITANCE 65 you to change. And you must take this thick, hot soup first. Mrs. Ashly is doing nicely. And I left the minister an hour ago sleeping like a baby." And while he was gone she kept the fire alive, getting her naps only on the sofa, and was bright and ready for him, sometimes with a hot break fast, when he came back. "It is dreadful," she sighed. "I am afraid you will be down yourself. But it seems as if you must go. I feel oh, I hope it isn t wicked ! I almost feel as if you had only to say Talitha cumi, and they rise and walk." "Not I! Not I!" said John. "So far from it that when I come to the bed sides of the people, with nothing but my small skill between them and the power of the pest, I feel like a worm with a foot hanging over me. And when I have made a cure, if I have made it, I only feel like the same worm that the foot has failed to tread on ! " Fortunately, the epidemic had passed, and 66 AN INHERITANCE the mild spring weather had brought hope and cheer, before Launce Camperdoun fell ill. Whether the letter from his Cousin Bar bara had had anything to do with his con dition or not, the fever that presently ap peared increased, with symptoms involving the brain that gave the doctor a great deal of alarm. He had the more alarm that he knew the idiosyncrasy of the Camperdouns, and the danger there when the brain was called in question. For Launce Camper doun had been his friend from long ago, his intimate even when he was employed on the big farm breaking the Camperdoun colts, his companion afterward in all those times when they had heard the chimes at mid night, the strength, the daring, the fresh earthiness of the one feeling the subtlety and delicacy of a failing race in the other with almost a passionate sensibility. When Launce came into the property, knowing John Donner s parts, he had helped him to his profession, often going down for a wild AN INHERITANCE 67 beat together about the town, where John always lost his way. "It takes heredity to know the Boston streets," John used to say. And he had seen with Launce now and then at the Camperdoun cousin s house what lovely women and gracious manners are. Now the doctor called up all he knew, cursed the time that he had been playing instead of learning more, bent to use every energy he had, sent for older doctors in consultation, let other patients get along as they could, lost no moment and no en deavor in the struggle with this devouring fire, and hardly left the house by day or night unless upon compulsion of some more exacting or pitiable demand, worn and weary himself to exhaustion, every throb of that tortured brain striking like a sharp blow upon his own sensation. Martha, the nurse, came to help him, and stayed afterward the remainder of the man s life. But he had sent her to rest that day, and it seemed to the doctor as if a minister of light had come into the room when his 68 AN INHERITANCE wife closed the door behind her and said, softly, " They have sent for you to go down to Three Rivers the Judge s child. The ride in the wind will help you. I can keep on the ice-cap and the warm applications, and give the drops and attend to the nour ishment. I am not afraid of his delirium. I am strong. You can trust me." And he went, with a sort of preknowledge that on returning he should find Camperdoun better for that calm and cooling presence. And he did. There was something about Nancy that carried healing in its wake. I don t know why it occurred to Dr. Don- ner to do as he did just then, except for a freak of light -heartedness at his patient s improvement. " He does not look as I expected," he said, beckoning her into the next room. " Has he had the drops from the blue phial? If you have forgotten I told you to give them I wouldn t give that for his life ! " as he snapped his fingers. "Oh! It isn t possible!" whispered Nancy, clasping her hands. AN INHERITANCE 69 "What isn t possible? Do you mean to tell me you forgot them?" flashing on . her a strange glance from those keen blue eyes. "Yes," she said, pale even in the half- light of the curtained place. "Think a moment. You may not re member now. Perhaps you did give them at half-past three," closing the door as he spoke. "No," she said, with white lips. "I did not. Oh, do something ! Oh, save him, John ! " "Save him?" he repeated, laughing, taking her hand and leading her to a seat. " You have saved him ! He doesn t look as I expected he looks a great deal better. And, of course, you haven t forgotten be cause I never told you to remember ! " Oh ! " she said, pressing her fingers on her eyes to keep the tears from spurting. "It has startled me so." "You mean I have. It was cruel," said John, still looking at her steadily. " But I 70 AN INHERITANCE wanted to try you. To see if you would tell a lie " "No, no! oh, no! " " You will not, I see, to help yourself. I wonder if you would to help me. "Oh, don t you, don t you ask me ! " "But if I were in difficulty about Well, I will put it to you. If I am called into court for malpractice that broken arm of Miss Turpey s and your testimony would clear me, testimony about which I would instruct you " "And not true? " " Not true, of course." " Oh, don t let me be summoned ! " she cried, her hand over her mouth the next moment. " Oh, John, don t let me be tried so ! I could not ; oh, I could not ! " " You would rather I went to prison, then! " " Oh, no, no, no ! I would not testify against you. I would be silent " " That would be contempt of court ; and you would go to prison yourself." AN INHERITANCE 7* " I could go. I could be as happy there as anywhere. But, oh, if you could spare me that ! " she half sobbed. " I have tried to be a good wife a helpmeet to do my duty " < A good wife ! You are my good angel ! People call you Dr. Donner s good angel ! And he leaned forward and kissed off the two great tears rolling down her face. " By George ! but tears are salt," he said, laughing. " There, there, I m a hardened villain, very like, but there s no such case. I only wanted to see what is this stuff you are made of. I never saw anyone just like you, Nancy. I believe you are descended from one of the children Christ laid his hands on ! " and although she knew it was profane she felt that it was pleasant. If she were a little angry, she was also a little glad. She never forgot, though, that he had no love for her the sense of those old, wicked words of his was seldom out of her consciousness. But she was glad that he felt not unkindly toward her. She 72 AN INHERITANCE alternated the watches with him after that, till the immediate danger was over. And when the doctor was going on his daily rounds again, she came across the green with her little tempting dish, or her kindly pleas ant talk, and let Martha off for an hour ; an hour in which she made the weak and sad man feel as if he had a home, and envy the other man who had married the girl of straight lines for her money. It was Mrs. Donner who detected first in Camperdoun s melancholia symptoms of the degeneration that the doctor had dread ed. There is only one thing to do," said John, "and that is to reduce him to an animal, feed, and overfeed, cush ion these rasped nerves in fat, and send new red blood to enrich the exhausted brain." "Yes," said Nancy. "And he will always be subject to attack ? " You will have it to see to as long as he lives," said the doctor, looking at her care fully. AN INHERITANCE 73 "It is very little to do," she said. " I am glad to do it." " My poor wife ! " he said, " you mar ried into trouble. But if there is any way known under heaven among men to hinder his becoming a victim to the family curse But there isn t; no, there isn t! And, N anc y somehow it hurts me if I had been a better man he might have gone up with me instead of down God knows ! But what s done is done, and what s to do is still to do. Possibly Camperdoun would have been much the same, anyway. " I understand," said Mrs. Donner. " But I could give myself in his place," the doctor went on, more as if to himself than to her, "and that s a fact ! I never had anyone very near me since I was in boots. I think I have loved Camperdoun more than any living thing. You care for him, too, Nancy. By mighty ! he thinks well of you ! It was like a cold hand on her heart when he said he loved Camperdoun so dear- 74 AN INHERITANCE ly. But why be foolish ? She knew that already. And it was something that he made her so kindly his confidante and then he had called her his wife ! The doctor came in one twilight when she had been with Camperdoun, as usual, an hour or two. He had been inclined to vio lence, and she had soothed him, singing. She sat beside the brooding man, and sang, 44 Art thou weary, art them languid, Art thou sore distressed ? Come to me, saith One, and coming, Be at rest." It was not much of a voice, hardly more than a sweet and gentle sigh set to tune. 4t If I ask him to receive me, Will he say me nay ? Not till earth, and not till heaven Pass away ! " But as Dr. Donner paused and flung him self into an arm-chair in the shadow, and saw her singing, the light on her face, white and wan, with a something pathetic about the mouth, but with lifted eyes that AN INHERITANCE 75 seemed looking into heaven, he understood that she was doing her work neither for love of him now nor for love of the sufferer, but for the love of God, and only the love of them in him. " And I might have had the heart of that woman," he thought ; for he knew his deserts too well to suppose she could be caring for him now after the life he had led her these three years. And then, in a greater humility, the soul within him cried, "But what am I, that such a spirit bearing such a light walks through my life at all ? " and he stole out as softly as he had entered. Opening his door that night, he was for the first time struck by the differ ence between the interior of his house and that of the old Camperdoun mansion. He had bought the place of the Pilcott heirs, as it stood, bare but comfortable, and what pleasant look it had was owing only to Nancy s home-making qualities. " It isn t fit for her ! " he exclaimed to himself. And when she came home from some of her calls of mercy one night, a print of Guercino s 76 AN INHERITANCE Aurora hung over the fire in the parlor, and Murillo s Madonna, with the moon beneath her feet, was looking down from the mantel of the sleeping-room. And after that, bit by bit, a vase, a cast, a lovely book, ap peared in the house. " He likes pleasant things about him," thought Nancy. He had married her so viciously, he had neg lected her so long, he could not tell her they were for her. > One evening, when Camperdoun was quite himself again, Dr. Donner found his wife reading, as often before, to the con valescent, and talking in the intervals in the confidential way that had grown up be tween them. He waited a moment in the adjoining room. She was not a woman, as you know, of much culture or of more than average mental quality, but she had far more than the average capacity for loving. It was a little volume of Wordsworth she was holding ; she had been reading some of the ballads that she felt had a kinship with the life of this hill country. " We AN INHERITANCE 77 used to parse this in school," she said, " The Happy Warrior. I wonder if you will understand how it makes me think of my husband." Of John ! " cried Camperdoun. "I don t mean altogether what he is though he is so much," she said, a little timidly, "but of what he might be will be. I think of him," she said, opening the book again and reading, " as one " 4 Who, doomed to go in company with Pain, And Fear, and Bloodshed, miserable train ! Turns his necessity to glorious gain, " And then " More able to endure As more exposed to suffering and distress ; Thence, also, more alive to tenderness. "And you yourself must see," she said, turning the leaf, " that his 1 powers shed round him in the common strife, Or mild concerns of ordinary life, A constant influence, a peculiar grace. "And he never goes out in the night but I say to myself, 78 AN INHERITANCE " Or if an unexpected call succeed, Come when it will, is equal to the need. "Yes, yes," she said, still running her eye along the page, "it is true of him all through ! And I know, I know, that when the end comes he will be the man who, " While the mortal mist is gathering, draws His breath in confidence of Heaven s applause. " " But, man alive," said Mr. Camperdoun, " that is about a soldier." "And John is a soldier. You know if he if he has anything to encounter in himself and his surroundings," said Nancy, hesitatingly. " And there are the forces of nature he has to fight as he goes about the hills in sun and storm and wind and rain, by night and day. And there are the forces of evil in pain and suffering and sor row that he fights with," she exclaimed. "And sometimes he fails, and so much more often they go down ! "Well, well, then, you are an eloquent little cuss I mean customer. I beg your AN INHERITANCE 79 pardon, Mrs. Donner. John Donner is a lucky dog! " But as John Donner stood up and groped his way out, he was not so sure of that. And it was something very like a hoarse sob one might have heard if walking home behind him. How could he, who had mar ried and abused this woman so, tell her now the truth? He trembled before the thought of it. He went out on another call presently, however. The profession he had chosen was compelling him to recognize its power. He found himself feeling as deep an interest in his cases as if he saw the action of a drama with mighty agents on the board. It began to make him melt among his kind, as if he were to be poured out and spent in their service. He had never been quite the same since the night Janes broke down, when he told him his wife would win through, and had cried, and, greatly to his embarrassment, kissed both his hands, sur prising him as much as if a side of sole 8o AN INHERITANCE leather had suddenly showed human feeling. It was directly afterward that he had been called to the little girl scalded past help, the only child left to her mother, a gay-hearted Irish woman, shut into a dark hut in the notch of the hills. " Mother of God ! " the woman was wailing, "you saw your own child suffer, so you did. But he was a man grown, more betoken ! Whist now, Biddy, darlint, it s tearing the harrt out of me, ye are!" The child s eyes, pools of darkness and pain, turned on him with a look that filled his own with tears; and the sight of her torment, the clenching of her little hand on his, broke up all the fountains of his pity. " Bridget, I would bear it for her if I could ! " he said, with a sudden persuasion that he would, and had gently put the little child into her last sleep ; and the love that could die for another on the cross itself had for the first time a personal reality in his thought. The reality of it grew stronger when he saw Mrs. Morris, in the throes of AN INHERITANCE 81 an agony that was taking her into her grave, murmuring hymns and verses that had given her comfort, leaning on the divine assurance as if upon a bed of roses, and herself inspir ing his terrible knife with courage. At the beginning he had been used to say that in the presence of any such anguish there could be no omnipotent power that was not also a malignant one ; but now he had a vision of the strength given and the heights scaled by suffering. But while he was gone to his patient, on the night when he had heard his wife read ing from the " Happy Warrior " to Cam- perdoun, Nancy came home and saw her crab-cactus in its full flush of pendulous bloom, and although the early November dark had fallen, she threw on her shawl again to take the pot, as it had often gone before, a little missionary flower, to the house of a sick person who had so much that all she could give her was the blossom ing of this plant. When she came out of the house again, 82 AN INHERITANCE having done her errand, a bright light streaming through the mist from a knoll ap parently not far away attracted her; and thinking of forest fires and their dangers, she walked on a little way in their direction outside the village, without remembering that it was the night the boys up there built their Guy Fawkes bonfires, according to the custom still surviving in a few towns, their fathers taking advantage of the frolic to get their brush and rubbish burned. She was not unhappy as she went; the constant undercurrent of her feeling was that she had boundless goodness to be grateful for in the growing change in her husband s life and in his different manner toward her. She never suffered herself to be misled by that ; he was naturally a kind man; but she had heard the truth from his own lips. All the more she yearned in her affection and in spite of herself longed for his love. When ever she had looked at any pretty girl upon the way, she had felt as if there were no physical pain, no other possible disaster, she AN INHERITANCE 83 would not be glad to undergo, if she might come out as fair as that and have her hus band regard her as the minister regarded the rosy, beaming thing he had brought home. She was not thinking of any of this, however, but that she ought to turn back now ; when suddenly a score of bonfires sprang out of the darkness on the ledges of the neighboring hills, shadowy figures run ning before them with a gypsy-like sugges tion. She paused, turning from one to an other, and then, starting to retrace her steps, found herself bewildered as to the way, for there was neither moon nor star, and the November mists gave a sort of weirdness to the fires. She went on presently in what she supposed the right direction, hesitating at last with a strange sense of unacquaintance even in the gloom. She was not one, how ever, that often allowed herself to fear, and she went on again, sure that she must pres ently come upon some way-mark, and sud denly stopped with one foot in water and the other on yielding moss, and found that 84 AN INHERITANCE in some incomprehensible way she had taken the wrong turn, and had reached the first edge of the great quaking heath, on the border of the town, the terror of the mothers in the place, but where the more daring went for blueberries in the summer-time, the heath which was only a bed of moss and peat lying on a subterranean lake. She stood still then, for it would not do to move and plunge into she knew not what, and after a minute or two she began to call for help, nothing answering her but the echoes of her voice beating from hill to hill with airy music that had no sound of music to her. Still, there was not any danger, unless a wildcat, or something of the sort, came down from the mountains. She stooped and groped with her hands for a hummock, found one directly beside her that seemed dry and firm, and sat down and waited, every now and again calling, and experiencing a kind of awe of the flapping echoes. She was not afraid ; she was usually not at all afraid of AN INHERITANCE 85 death in the abstract. If it had not been for feeling that John must not be left, she would never, in these years of her marriage, have closed her eyes at night without a wish that she might not unclose them in the morn ing. But the loneliness and darkness now filled her with vague horror, and she left off calling and began singing softly to herself the hymns she loved best, as if she sur rounded herself with their sacred power, and with perhaps some of the same feeling as that which once used certain rites and ob servances to keep evil spirits at bay. But when Dr. Donner returned, as the nine-o clock bell was ringing, and found his wife neither awaiting him, as usual, nor coming in presently, he made inquiry of Sally, and was concerned to find that she was already concerned, as there was no very sick person for Mrs. Donner to forget herself over, and, moreover, she had said she would be back directly. He went once or twice to the window, shielding it from the bright firelight that, painting upon the outer dark- 86 AN INHERITANCE ness the scene within, gave him a fleeting thought of life itself as something unreally painted on the darkness. Tea had been wait ing a long while. He went to the door, and looked up and down into the night. He remembered how not long since he would have laughed at the thought of this anxiety, and he hated the man that he had been. But after a while he had found it impos sible to wait, and he sallied forth again to find her and come home with her ; and by eleven o clock he had called at every door in the east end of the village, growing more and more alarmed with his own alarm, and shortly finding himself surrounded by the lanterns of fifty people following the high way, separating down this and that lane, coming together again, men and women alike, calling her name, listening for a hal loo, full of excitement and fear, he him self silent, and as if he had in him the re pressed force of a whirlwind. Suddenly Sally darted past him, following Brow, the dog, with his nose down. And AN INHERITANCE 87 the doctor then was after them breathlessly, all the lanterns dancing and sparkling be hind him, and in their light, before she caught sight of him, he saw Nancy sitting on the hummock in the marsh, white and calm, as she sang her hymn and stopped quickly at Brow s baying and leaping and caressing. In an instant he had sprung across and reached her and clasped her in his arms. " Oh, my wife, my darling! " he was ex claiming. And she looked up in amaze ment, for his tears were streaming over her cheek. Mrs. Donner had never expected to be so happy, in all her life before, she never ex pected then to be so happy again as she was that night when, friends and neighbors gone after their glad entertainment, her husband, kneeling on the rug before her, as she sat by the fire, drew her face down and kissed her on the mouth the long, deep, silent kiss of perfect love. "I thought I had lost you, Nancy," he half sobbed in pity of himself. " I never 88 AN INHERITANCE knew life could be such a desert. Oh, you must teach me to be good as you are, half as good as you are, and to deserve the mercy I have had, my wife, my wife ! " But in his arms out there on the edge of the morass, half a flashing thought with her had been followed by remembrance that he was never to dream she knew he had married her as he did. And here in this ecstatic mo ment, while her transfigured face glowed in the firelight almost like a thing of beauty, unaware of change and development in him self the consciousness possessed him that this precious being was never to be so hurt as to be allowed to dream that her marriage had been desecration, that he loved her more now than he had always loved her, other than in the knowledge that love grows and increases as the flower grows from the bud, as the flame swells from the well-fanned fire, as the world grows from shapeless nebula to star. But it was only to John Donner s eyes that beauty blossomed in this pale face. To the rest of the small village world there was AN INHERITANCE 89 no change in Mrs. Donner; they wanted none, indeed. Pure goodness and the light of a great happiness made that face fair enough for them. Life then began again for John Donner. He knew that he had been delivered from evil. He felt that it was for a purpose. All along of late he was aware that he had been taking this in hand and taking that to please Nancy. Suddenly, whether he had caught the habit from life with her, from growing sympathy, or whether a miracle had been wrought, his endeavor was to please a higher power. It was Nancy who had said a doctor did God s work in the world, and here he was doing it with an eager, silent joy ; do ing it all the more that his life with Nancy seemed a part of it. Sickness and suffering and sorrow loomed before him so appallingly that he felt as if threescore and ten years would be too few for his share of the work. Although he still bred and sold his horses, the race-course beyond Loon Mountain knew him no more. The Break o Day house 90 AN INHERITANCE forgot him. He went over to Dawlish s when they sent for him, and helped a man there wallowing in abject fear back to life again. He was friendly as before ; he had no right to be otherwise, he said ; he had been one of them only the Lord had given him Nancy. But they all knew the difference there; they excused him. "A man ain t any business foolin ith dead an dyin , and ith us, too," they said. " It s the same Johnny," said one of the girls, " only he s gittin his fun out n the other thing." " I guess a man ain t seen fer long the misery a doctor has, to be as light as Johnny Donner uster be," said an older woman. " That night he took the mortal pain ofFn my baby I says to myself, says I, That man won t be settin em up long at Daw lish s, says I." " Tut, tut, tut, then," remarked the old white-headed crone sucking her pipe in the corner. " Ain t you got eyes ? Johnny Donner has gone on." AN INHERITANCE 9 1 "He s hed his part ith publishers an sinners, I guess," said the woman with the baby. " Granny s right ; he s gone on." He was driving home one night from behind Loon Mountain, where he had done some surgical work, while the people there were in their turn discussing him. " Don t see much o Johnny Donner now," one said. "They say he s got re ligion. But he s got the same twinkle into his eye, fer all I see." "P r aps it s religion," argued another, whittling his tobacco ; "but w en I see him do that lightning act ith his knives an ban dages, it looked the leastestest mite sif he d sold his soul to the Old Boy, it did ! " "Wai," drawled the patient from his cot, " I do no w ether he s got religion or religion s got him ; but ef you d ben whar I were this time yesterday, you d a thought twas the han s o the livin Lord a-draggin of you out o hell ; you d a wanted them to hold on their grip. You d a knowed 92 AN INHERITANCE that man s made fer suthin* else than the nights at the Break o Day." Perhaps in less coarse phrase this was presently the sentiment of all Woodsedge and its dependencies. One year followed another, and you would have said that Dr. Donner had for gotten there was anything in the world but sickness and suffering, except for the joy within his own doors for all around his wife in her deep happiness now there was the calm of perfect peace. And when little John was born, he seemed himself to enter a sacrament with God and his wife and his son. He had not greatly loved at the time the little motherling who lay on the hill side ; he loved him now with a reflex love he was Nancy s child ; he was the brother of little John. He had the figure of a small, sculptured angel set up there in shining stone, and took Nancy to see it, with the new baby in her arms, turning the corner of dark cedars to come suddenly upon it. AN INHERITANCE 93 You knew the pulse of Woodsedge pres ently as you met the doctor. There was fine weather and but slight ailing when you saw him in the chaise with Nancy and the baby. There was little or nothing the mat ter with people when you saw him, a year or two later, with the boy in the chaise, and Brow sitting upright on guard beside him. Things were not so very serious with the health of the hills when you saw him plodding along, with Brow following. But when you saw him alone in his gig, his head bent down, his face brooding, driving the successor of Satan as if his namesake were after him, you knew there was work to do, and that Dr. Donner was doing it. Time and work, watching and waiting and weather made his features rugged, and powdered hair and beard, but his forehead kept its whiteness, his eyes their keen glow. There was no house or hearth for twenty and more miles around where the dwellers had not grown to regard him as they would a direct vicegerent of heavenly power. 94 AN INHERITANCE Here, as the long day broke with its stretch of pain, he was sure to come and fill the morning with hope. Here, as the dark drew on with its awful shadow and dread, he brought help to bear it, courage for these, and blessed sleep and surcease of pain for those. Here, when the need was bitter, he had given not only such science and ef fort as he had, but he gave himself, staying night and day and night again, lost in the fight with pain and grief, with despair and death, with dark and terrible destinies. The people felt as if there were life-giving, health-compelling power in his touch, that those eyes of his could penetrate to the root of hidden evil ; they had been born into his hands, their dead had died in his arms. Some of the older ones said there had been wild stories of Dr. Donnerin his youth ; but they seemed to have forgotten what they were. The younger ones had the more con fidence in him it may be because of that ; they remembered no time when he had not been there, possessing all their trust; they AN INHERITANCE 95 felt as they would had he been a figure up holding the sky that the sky would fall without him. One and all, when he went by, said, "There goes a good man," the feeling so fervent that it burned away all but the simplest phrase. He had prospered, too, as the world goes. For, although Dr. Donner had collected but little money, what was left of Nancy s had increased in his care ; a stretch of forest on the north of the hills, that he had al ways owned, had brought him revenues which, with a mica mine he opened in con nection with others, had made him rich. With the years his boy had grown to man hood, perhaps not brilliant, but on the whole satisfactory, stalwart and sturdy, a handsome youth, who came home from Dartmouth to have a run through Europe. Death had not knocked at his door, and he had been able to keep Camperdoun in a fair measure of content and cheer till the end came. The very vagaries of his youth had deepened his knowledge and influence and 96 AN INHERITANCE sympathy. Now past his fiftieth year, if the serious side of life had subdued some of the old gayety of nature, a tenderness had grown into the seldom smile ; and the bent head, the broad shoulders, made one who gazed at him think of Titanic strength and intensity of power. And while all this was accomplishing, and the people had grown in their devotion to him, he had grown through his devotion to his wife. He remembered well the day when driving alone in the deep gloom of overhanging woods he had climbed the nar row green way and come out upon a burst of light, and as if he had received some spiritual revelation, thinking of Nancy he had passed to the worship of that which Nancy worshipped. It was something that never left him. As he went his way in the starry nights, the hollows of the midnight blue were full of a divine presence; going between the high hill pastures where the skies stretched long wastes of lonely light, it was with him ; and he felt its companion- AN INHERITANCE 97 ship in the solitary drives from hill to hill in moonless nights, wrestling with wild snow-storms and whistling winds. And yet perhaps he never had any sweeter and loftier moment than when in the meeting-house, with the blue sky shining through the bare windows on the white walls, and glittering on white cloth and silver tankard, in his place as deacon, a place his other duties seldom allowed him to fill, he passed the bread and wine to his wife, and entered with her into the presence of God. And this was the man, this was the wom an, round about whose happiness Miss Bar bara Camperdoun encamped with all her forces. IV " IF I had had any idea it was like this I wouldn t have made Aunt Barbara s life such a burden to her before we came up here," said Luisa, when she had found her breath again after the climbing, still feeling as though her lungs were made of red-hot brass, and had thrown herself upon the flat rock of the summit. "Why, what did you think it was like? " said the young man standing beside her and looking over the distance. " Oh cows and stubbly pastures and people who say heouw. " You were not very wrong. There are cows and pastures here. And there are people who say heouw. So there are in Virginia, and in Iowa, and in Texas. It seems to be one consentaneous point of national dialect. But you see there is some- AN INHERITANCE 99 thing more. My father says that if the view of the promised land was as fine as this, the prophet ought to have been satisfied with that." She glanced up at the young man as he stood there at his ease, leaning slightly on his long staff, but no more fatigued than if he had strolled down a lane, and gazing off at the sea of hills below them, a vast welter of green and purple melting into the hori zon s azure, with every here and there out of cloud or shower sudden rainbows spring ing, flaming, disappearing. There was something in young John Donner s face that held Luisa s glance, notwithstanding the marvel beneath them, as if it were the light of a sun she had never seen, a gladness of gazing where the very soul shone through in beauty. "What is it you see?" she cried. "I never see anything like that ! " "Why not?" said he, turning a little and smiling down at her. "You have eyes." ioo AN INHERITANCE ; i But I see not," said Luisa. "What were you thinking of then ? " "I? Oh, but that doesn t matter." " What were you thinking of ? " " Must I say? I was thinking of a temptation in a high mountain, and wonder ing if heaven were so beautiful that the kingdoms of the earth paled before them ; such a kingdom as this scene, for in stance." "And what else ? " as he paused. "Well, I was gathering a hint of the Lord s city out of the golden mists over there in the east, and thinking that after all they belonged to earth, and I, too, and that if earth was to be transfigured into heavenly likeness I must do my share " Do you know, if you were in Boston I should call you a prig ! You are very re ligious, are you not ? said Luisa, still looking up at him gravely. " As you are," he said. "I religious?" cried Luisa. "Well! I m the dancingest girl in Boston ! " AN INHERITANCE ib< He laughed. " Perhaps you might be that, and religious, too," he said. " No, indeed ! " she replied, turning away and gathering the broken pebbles about her. To be religious for me means to go down to North Street and the South Cove, you know, and over the other side of the hill generally. No time for dancing, or for anything but picking up sick old women and dirty babies." "That is one way, truly. But there are a great many paths to heaven, and travellers on the way those who see the city and hearten others as they go ; those who dream dreams and have visions Well, perhaps you are right," abandoning himself to the confidential moment. "You can t be con scious of the great joy and not want to help others up to its experience." "Oh, I hate the whole thing!" she cried. "It means death and dying and after death. I don t want to think of it; I don t want to hear about it ! " He looked at her and laughed again. fC2 .AN INHERITANCE "You are a brand to be snatched from the burning," he said. "You can t live long in the same town with my mother and feel that way." "But I like here." "So do I." "And this life, this earth, are good enough for me. " She will show you how to live on earth, and in heaven, too." " Do you ? " she exclaimed. "I am not as good as my mother. Hardly anyone could be," he said, gently. " Your mother ! Oh, what a horrible time your wife will have ! " "I don t think so," he said. "Al though, to be sure, the lot of a country doc tor s wife is not cast in velvet ease." "A country doctor ! Are you going to persist in that ? I can t talk you out of it ? " "Why should you?" "But why?" exclaimed Luisa. "I mean that is I know it is no affair of mine ! " AN INHERITANCE 103 " I did have other views " "Of course you did. Why, just think what you could do at the bar ! And you would be in politics 11 Politics ! " "Yes, indeed; you would be senator; you would " "No. I wished to study for the min istry." " Oh ! " and she struck a spark of fire from two flints in her hand, and then tossed them away. "And my mother wished it, too," said John, unobservantly. "But my father thought otherwise. He thinks I am adapt ed for his work. And he says it is the Mas ter s work. And when my mother remem bers what it has done for my father, she says she cannot ask more for me, and there you have it," he added, seating himself on an edge of the bowlder behind her. " And so I am studying with him for the present. But I shall go down to the medical school, as I told you, and after that, perhaps again 104 AN INHERITANCE across the water for Vienna, and to walk the Dublin Hospital " To come back and practise up here among the hills ! But to be sure. What am I thinking of?" opening her eyes. " You will be a great city physician. You will be the fashion. You will have an in come of forty thousand a year ! " There is quite as much to do here among the hills." " You don t mean to say you would really settle here? To take care of boors and bumpkins ? To waste yourself on clods ? " There is no such thing as waste, you know see that rainbow ! And as for that, my father is a country doctor. " I should think it was enough, then, to have one such power thrown away. "We don t look at it so. There are bodies and souls of value here. My father thought it worth while, when Mr. Morris died, to bring here a preacher of as rare gifts as there was to be had " "Yes, I know. Mary told me herself. AN INHERITANCE 105 And he pays him out of his own pocket a big salary. She told me not to speak of it. But then, of course, you knew." " No, I didn t. And, excuse me " "I should have minded Mary, and my own business," said Luisa, laughing. " I was never taken up so shortly and so fre quently in my life. There is something in the atmosphere of these hills very condu cive to frankness." " I beg your pardon." " No, indeed. But you see my excuse is that you are all so different here, and you interest me." " Thanks," said the young man. "And now you are offended. But you are like the people in a book. Mary is so white and fair and Blessed Damozel seem ing. St. Paul or St. John, or some of them, Luke, perhaps, would have looked exactly like the doctor. And as for your mother those old Hebrews and Arabs didn t think much of women, did they ! or there would have been a seraph of their 106 AN INHERITANCE naming to compare your mother with ! Oh and, of course," she cried, "I ve made another blunder now ! You call it playing with sacred things." " If you say nothing worse than that," said he, "I fancy you will be forgiven." And the smile that played round his lips and kindled the rather severe outlines, as he looked down at her, who gazed up at him with the light sparkling in her gypsy-like eyes, and the color glowing in her velvet cheek, was all that was needed to send the dimples dancing over Luisa s face again. " Well," she said, " when I see you gal loping by as if you had a lariat coiled on the saddle-bow, I must say you don t look as if the future of a country parson or a country doctor was the one you had chosen for yourself ! " I really don t know why either of those people should not ride a good horse. "All the same, I believe. I shall go into Tucson, or another such spot, some day yet, and see you with a cowboy s hat and car- AN INHERITANCE 107 tridge-belt, speaking with your gun for all it s worth." " May your prophetic powers increase." "I suppose you mean to say they never can be less. Well, Mary ought to be tired holding the horses," she said. "And I m sure I m tired. Hills are all very well to look at. But I never could live on scenery. I want people, too, and all the touch and go of life. I can t have the go without the touch. And yet, who knows?" she said. " I think if I lived long among such people as you are here, I might be in time just a fraction as good. What they call not half bad, you know." And she lifted her hand for him to help her up and forfend her in the scramble down to the hollow, where Mary had waited with the horses. "Oh, I rode all one fall with the Myo pias," said Luisa, as they mounted and went on, " but it was nothing like this ! I feel every instant as if I were going to slip over the edge of the earth. Mary, what possesses you to sit up in your saddle that Io8 AN INHERITANCE way? You ride like one of the Wild Ladies ! " And John had to dismount and give Mary his bridle-rein, and lead Luisa s horse himself, to the accompaniment of shrieks and laughter and blushes and great gayety. And it was early dusk when they reached the village and found Miss Barbara at the Camperdoun gate with old Martha, just properly disquieted and no more. "Oh, no," said Miss Barbara, with sus picious sweetness, " I felt you must be per fectly safe with Mr. John. He knows every cleft of the hills, Martha says. Thanks ! Thanks!" to the young man. "Good night ! Good -night ! " and she turned with her charge. "Well, I hope, Luisa," she added, after the door was closed, " you are not going to treat this one as you have treated all the young men at home let him get interested in you and then drop him " "Into nether blackness," said the girl. "Aunt Barbara, I should think you consid ered me a perfectly hopeless flirt." AN INHERITANCE 109 " I do," said Miss Barbara. They went in and sat in the old parlor, just where the light of the hall lamp fell on the portrait of the girl that Luisa used to say would drive her wild if she met her in the dark. "If these people weren t crazy," she said, expecting some expostulation, and thinking to ward it off, "they got them selves up for the part. They ll drive me crazy some dark night yet. Aunt Barbara, we must put some netting over them, and have it thick " " When I came up here," said Miss Bar bara, paying no attention to the new issue, " it was to arrange a matter of property. And I brought you along to be rid of love- making, not to plunge into more. And as for this young man, Luisa, he is the only child of his father and mother, and I can t have you playing with him." "I am not playing with him," said Luisa. "I don t dispute that he is, all things no AN INHERITANCE considered, eligible. Yes, eligible, and pre sentable an only son, idolized. Dr. Don- ner, I understand, is a very wealthy man now, and with a large income besides from mica mines and wood-lots and what not. And money grows there s no doubt of that. And if you are in earnest about young John Donner," said Miss Barbara slowly, "and if he chooses to come down and settle in town, we could soon fetch him a practice. He has seen the world ; is col lege-bred ; is serious it would give you stability; yes, indeed, I think well of it." "Aunt Barbara!" shrieked Luisa, from the lounge, "what in the world are you talking about ? You are all out. You are just as much mistaken as if you had torn your gown. My goodness ! what do I want of him ? He is dead in love with Mary." "So was Romeo with Rosaline. It was before he had seen you. When I said I would die a bachelor I did not think I should live till I were married, said Bene dick. He isn t dead in love with Mary AN INHERITANCE in now." And at that Luisa caught up her hat in a fine temper and rushed to her room and locked the door, and flung herself on her bed in a passion of tears. "Oh!" she sobbed, "I don t care a scrap ! And I know he doesn t care a scrap. He is in love with Mary ; he ought to be, I want him to be ! Oh, to think I ve only been here six weeks, and am in all this trouble ! Oh, what was I born for ? I will go home ; I will go right home ; the house is there whether the family is or not. And oh, I don t know ! I don t know how I can go away ! And then she pulled the other pillow over her head in a whirl of pride and shame the handsome, haughty Luisa, who had been so long in the habit of breaking hearts with her black eyes and her damask cheeks and her bewildering smiles and her silver voice, that she never knew she had a heart of her own to break ! And while Luisa was crying in her pillow, and rising and walking the floor, and bath ing her eyes, and beginning to cry again, 112 AN INHERITANCE Mary leaned over the gate with John and watched the moon float up full over the crest of Benbow, and John watched its sil ver glorying of her face and her fair hair and her great night-blue eyes. "I am so sorry," she was saying, " that I was born anywhere but here. I love it all so. I should like to feel I was its very own." "You would not advise me, then, to go down and open my practice in the city?" he asked after a moment. "I? Oh, John, never! To be sure," she added, with rather a regretful intona tion, " you might become more famous there ; have more opportunity "There is all the opportunity in the world here," he said, quickly. "And I must be with my father." She turned in a little surprise, as if she saw he had been weighing a point about which there was no question. The minister, who had no more wisdom, despite his gifts, than to step down just then and join them, AN INHERITANCE 113 thought he had never seen anything so beautiful as his daughter standing there in the moonlight like a statue that has just melted into a woman. Perhaps John thought so, too. But as he gazed, a thin cloud drifted across the moon, and in the place of that innocent white still beauty swam a little dark face, all blush and smile and sparkle, glancing, laughing, flashing, living, and dazzled and dimmed his eyes. But old Martha was, on the whole, some thing wiser than the minister. She had seen John dashing off the next morning, in his saddle, for a long ride up and down hill. " Ye needn t go horseback riding," she muttered to herself, although apparently addressing him as he galloped by, " to work it off. It s only time cools hot blood an ye come rightly by it ! But ye re yer mother s son, ez well ez his n, an ye ve got the stuff in ye ter overcome ten tation. Ye ve got princerple, John Donner ! An ef this little minx o ourn ain t tew much fer ye, ye 11 clap it right on now ! " H4 AN INHERITANCE Apparently John had no sympathetic way of taking the unheard advice to heart, for he came up the yard the evening of that day, scattering with his stick the petals of the poppies by the path. But before he could drop the knocker, Martha, who had been on the watch, came out and closed the door behind her. " She s ben to bed all day ith the head ache, an you can t see her," she said. " An ez for you, John Donner, you jes put me in min of a fly t can t keep away frum the honey, pizon in it or not ! I ve hearn tell of men t was in love ith two women ter oncet, but I didn expec ter see em in a Christian Ian . Now, you better go home tell ye know yer own mind. What ! Oh, ye ain t no need to look glowering to me ! I ain t a gal, an I don t mind yer looks the leastestest mite. Ye d be ez harnsome as the Archangel Gabriel as ye be an I shouldn t see it, an ye can stan* up as big an forbiddin as Mount Pisgeh, an I shouldn t be afraid of ye. I should only see AN INHERITANCE 115 the little boy thet uster run acrosst the green ter old Marthy fer her hot gingerbread. Wai , I m takin better care o my hot gingerbread now " "What in the world are you talking about, Aunt Martha ? said the young man, impatiently, looking up at the house. But Martha took a step nearer, and laid her old seamy hand on his arm. " Now, John," said she. " I give ye the fust kiss ye ever hed yes, I did ! I was yer mother s nuss. Mr. Camperdoun, he lent me an I d a gone ef he hedn t. An I ve ben fond o ye sence ye were so high. An I ve watched out on ye, an prayed for ye, an ben proud of ye. " Yes, Aunt Martha, I know it," said the young man. " And I recognize and return all your friendship. I don t know just what you are driving at now." " Yes, ye do. I ain t ben all the same s own folks to ye all yer life fer nothin , an ye know me well enough ter know w at I mean. Cause I m fond o you ain t the n6 AN INHERITANCE reason I m willin ter see ye go straight ter destruction." "Well, look here," said the young man, laughing now, " if this is all you have to say " Tisn t. An you needn t laugh. On- less you want ter laugh t other side yer mouth. Tain t no laughin matter. Fond ez I be of you, John Donner, I ve ben jes ez fond o Mary Swann, ever sence she lighted in this town like a little white bird. It seemed ez ef she was too good ter stay, an I vum I do no but she be ! She s a sight too good fer ye, anyway, playin fast an loose ez ye be. Now, maybe," said Martha, with half a wheedling emphasis " you ain t jes so s ter say engaged to Mary, but ye know ye ain t eyther of ye expected ter marry anybody else. Ye know she s cut out for ye, an there ain t nobody else in this breathin world that s fit ter be yer blessed mother s darter, an twould nigh about break her heart to hev Mary s heart broke." AN INHERITANCE 117 " Come, come, Aunt Martha," said the young man, " you will have to let me pass." " Wen I m ready. I ain t said my say yet. I m yer mother s an yer father s friend. I knowed em afore ye did. An that s one side of it. The other is," and Martha s little pale eyes flashed at him, " I ve been hired help in the Camperdoun fambly this thirty year come nex month. Their fortins hes ben mine. I ve ben true to em, an I mean ter be. Where the Camperdouns is consarned, I m a Camper doun," and there Martha choked a little, but not at all with any fear of the disdain of the landed gentry among whom she had taken her place, and reached up and pulled the comb out of her hair and gave the gray wisp a stronger twist, as if the tension tightened her control over her feelings. "An so ye see," she began again, after thrusting in the comb more firmly, " I can t hev no playin ith this here little minx. She may be a poppet," said Martha, " but she s a Camperdoun. An she s a dear, n8 AN INHERITANCE pooty, coaxin little cat, an I m fond o her, tew. An that s all they is about it. An I tell ye, ef ye don t let her alone, John Donner, I ll go toyer father. An then we ll see. Hev ye forgot," she exclaimed, her voice rising, " that she s got w at yer father calls the Camperdoun inheritance, jes ez much ez the worst of em ? Don t ye know this girl s got the thing in her blood, jest ez strong ez Launce Camperdoun hed, ef there s anythin wakes the sleepin beast? Ef that there Miss Barb ry s name warn t Camperdoun I wouldn t hev one mite o respec for her," cried the old woman, with fervid inconsequence. " Fer ef I know black an w ite w en I see it, it was her give him his death notice w en she sent him word they was cousins, and t warn t no use doublin crazy blood, or words to that ef- fec . I come an nussed him through brain- fever, an arter that he jes wilted down. I s pose she done right, though. In the end, that is. But she d orter thought o thet in the uptake. An ye see that ye do right, AN INHERITANCE 119 John Dormer ! I won t hev this Loizy o* ourn tampered with. Let sleepin dogs lie. She ll do well enough ef thar don t nothin pertic lar come acrost her hawse, ez they say. But she sha n t be upset by a feller thinkin he s in love with her w en he knows in his soul he s agoin ter marry another gal." A blind slammed open on the second floor, a head where the sunset glinted in points of light on every dark ring of hair was thrust through the open window, a laughing face looked down at him. " I ve had a headache," said Luisa. "I m all right now. Stay a moment. I ll be down directly." Mary waited, leaning on the garden-gate alone that night, and went in when the nine- o clock bell rung, with a sort of chill at her heart that she had never felt before. She didn t know why it was that, as she copied out her father s sermon for him the next day, she listened for a sound the morning long with a painful eagerness ; the sound of a familiar foot on the gravel that did not 120 AN INHERITANCE come ; and that when she put the little chil dren to bed for her mother, and sat singing to them in the twilight, the beating of her heart made her voice tremble so that the boy reached from his bed and put an arm about her neck and whispered, " Buvver loves Mawy." Buvver was ill next day, and when Luisa ran down for Mary to join them on a tramp up the Weathergauge, Buvver would not hear of Mary s leaving him ; and, of course, Mary would not cross the sick child s whim, and she stayed at home, but with the heart going out of her and up the mountain-side where the party scrambled. She contented herself as she could by thinking of the high pasture where she and John had sat while the sun revealed the mysteries in the front of old Blue opposite, the long descending slope between peopled with the wild horses of the doctor s upper farm, and Blue Moun tain rising with layers and lines of pine forest, into which presently wound veils of smoke, while the forest as it climbed became AN INHERITANCE 121 deep violet glooms suddenly smitten and parted by rifts of sunshine, disclosing, still above, bare, scarred precipice and leaping torrent and misty caverns ; and the heights beyond, swathed in deep, impenetrable azure, seemed, she had said to John, to be both the throne and the high altar of Power. She wondered if John would not remember her there. And as she sat beside the bed where Buvver was now asleep she was ashamed of herself that her breath went and came so eagerly ; that she found it so hard to sit still ; that the unreasonable tears would start and drop upon her work. Perhaps John would have remembered her there, if he had gone there for the un spoken words that had trembled on his lips as they had rested there were like those strains that " pipe to the spirit ditties of no tone," and they had both known what the presence of others hindered from further expression. But to-day the party wound round the Weathergauge by another path ; and after luncheon he had been sitting with 122 AN INHERITANCE Luisa, a little apart from the rest, looking at quite a different view the view of a rosy face where dimple chased dimple, where white eyelids drooped their dark lashes over dark eyes and lifted them with flashes of laughing light, and little teeth glittered, and the corners of a pretty mouth curved bewilderingly ; the face of a woman like those he had read of, a woman of the great outer world with its dash and life and sparkle, such as he had seen but not ap proached in Paris perhaps ; a woman fit for the life of courts, and smiling now on him. And they had risen and strolled away, fol lowing a track John knew, now under arches of green boughs where he had to clear the tangle; now pausing to look at the world through open spaces while they discussed their young experiences and opin ions ; now resting before starting to go down and find the others ; and at last wrapped in a cloud that came up about them and played its lightnings to and fro under their feet. AN INHERITANCE 123 11 I think we will climb a little higher and get out of these mists," said John. " And if we keep to the left there s a path down. I have heard my mother say that when it is dark where we are it is best to climb higher and into the light." 1 That is one of the good things," said Luisa, with a little sigh. " It isn t my way. I should just shut my eyes and fight on." "There isn t much fighting here," said John. " No ; only marching and countermarch ing. And I have my marching orders. I shall be going home so soon now," she said, with another little sigh. "Going home!" And he stood still with sudden consternation. " Yes. They are all settled on the Shore by this." " I thought I hoped " "Oh, Aunt Barbara is going to stay," said Luisa, demurely. " What in the name of wonder " "Do you care whether Aunt Barbara 124 AN INHERITANCE stays or not, I suppose you want to say. Well, she will have the place ready for the family by another season." " Another season. It might as well be another life." " Exactly," said Luisa. And then she stopped and looked behind her. " I thought the others would be somewhere here," she said. " Oughtn t we to go back? Sha n t we lose them?" " What do we want of the others? " he asked, roughly. She shrugged her shoulders. "You said there were no bears in these woods," she said, with a side glance. He laughed then. "You make no al lowances," he began. "What nonsense!" interrupted Miss Luisa. " To be sure, it is impossible for you to see, to know I don t imagine a rose blow ing all alone would have any idea of what the world would be without it." "I m sure I don t know how roses feel. AN INHERITANCE 125 I hardly think science has gone so far. Though I always did believe flowers felt it when you picked them. But just now," she exclaimed, coming to a halt, "have you really any idea where we are? It doesn t seem to me that this is even a bridle-path. Chaperones do have their uses, don t they ? If there were such things at Woodsedge, we could have lost our selves on Weathergauge just the same." John started and looked about him. "I thought I knew every twig on the Weathergauge," he replied. " We we really must wait where we are till the sky lifts." And he began to break off some hemlock boughs for her to sit upon. As she waited, watching his movements, something of her thought concerning his splendid young stature and strength shot so swiftly into her face that he cast down his eyes. "Yes," he exclaimed, suddenly, "the first man might have been breaking boughs for the first woman, as I am doing " 126 AN INHERITANCE "But she wouldn t have worn a bicycle suit from Ballard s," said Luisa. "Why are you cutting so many boughs ? "It may come up cold," looking away after a quick glance. "I may have to cover you, while I go up on the ledge and build a fire to tell them where we are." "You don t mean to say how roman tic ! How Penny Gower would enjoy this ! Are we really lost ? " Not exactly," he said, piling the plumy boughs. " There," he continued, seating her on the soft, fragrant heap, and throwing himself down beside her. "When the sun sets I think it will open the clouds below, and we shall see our way. There is nothing to be afraid of. I have an idea," he said, " that we have wound round the mountain, and that the shaking heath is some hundreds of feet below us. That shaking heath is like a piece of the Debatable Land. The common people used to declare it was pos sessed by spirits, for it is ubiquitous ; a piece of it comes almost into town, and it AN INHERITANCE 127 encircles the base of Weathergauge ten miles away, except for the causeway by which we crossed. I suppose Weather- gauge was some old volcano, rising from the lake once." " Adam and Eve and the beginning of the world," said Luisa. "Quite genea logical." It grew dusky, and the wind, sweeping by, freshened. "Do you know," she said at last, look ing up gravely, "if we only were lost, and were never to be found, and it were the real end of all things here for us She stopped, her voice trembling. He took her hand and kept it ; it fluttered a moment like a bird, and then lay still in his. She was so near that her breath fanned warm on his cheek. "There is no such fortune," he said, "good or bad. And I had rather live with you, than die with you! " And the next moment his arms were about her and he had kissed her on the mouth. 128 AN INHERITANCE They neither of them spoke for a long while. The moment was enough ; alone, above the world, in each other s arms ! They had no idea if it were a moment or an hour that they lingered, with murmurs, with caresses, with simple silence of rapture. There is nothing by which to measure time in Paradise. And then it began to grow light about them, and out of a great golden glamour the friendly face of the moon looked through. "Oh! " cried Luisa, "that is the end. There is the light and the world and life again ! " " This is life/ said John. " And there is the heath, as I thought. Now our way is clear and safe. My mother told me the happiest night of her life was on the edge of that heath, where once she was lost and had abandoned herself to the love and care of heaven, and my father came and found her and snatched her back to the love here. And here, just above, Luisa, has been and is the happiest night of my life, too." AN INHERITANCE 129 And for answer, Luisa burst into tears, sobbing vehemently, uncontrollably. "What is it? Oh, what is it?" cried John. "Nothing, nothing!" she sobbed. " Only I have been so happy, and life is so short, and things things are so cruel. Oh, how could Paolo and Francesca have been in hell when they were together ! And he held her, and she clung to him, till the tears stopped, and hand in hand, with whispered words of endearment, as if they feared the very trees should hear, they took their way down. It was that forenoon that Mrs. Donner had come across the green to Mary. "Buvver is better," she said. "Noth ing really ailed him, the doctor says. He does not need you, indeed, dear soul, and I do. Your mother is willing, Maida is pack ing your trunk, and we are going on a little journey together, you and I. The doctor thinks the salt air will be good for both of us. And he can t go; and I can t go 130 AN INHERITANCE alone, and you haven t seen the sea for years, Mary. John will come and bring us home, I hope. And there isn t a half hour to spare." An hour before that the doctor had said to his wife, as he saw the young people go ing by the gate with their baskets, and tak ing the Weathergauge lane, " I suppose you haven t noticed Master John s fancy for the little Camperdoun puss? " "Yes, I have," she said, somewhat de jectedly. " I am afraid I have. And I had so wished for something else, you know." " You will have something else," he said, smiling at" her, as she sat folding and un folding the white Liberty scarf round her shoulders. " It is only a fancy, an infatua tion, if I know the signs. It will pass pres ently, like any phase of the moon. Yes, I have seen and heard too much of the Cam perdoun taint to have my son s life ruined by it. While he is waiting for my consent he will outgrow it. This part of him is my son," he said, still looking at her and won- AN INHERITANCE 131 dering, without knowing that he did so, what further loveliness heaven could add to her. " But if history repeats itself it is on the upward spiral here. And I haven t any fear for your son, my wife. He will come out all right." "It troubles me to think," she said, " that he will make me his confidante when he is ready. And it will be the first time he has not had my sympathy. "Then he shall not make you his confi dante. It will be best for him not to do so. To confide a thing is to cement it, in a way. You shall go off somewhere. I suppose I can live while you are gone. To come home at night and not find you it is a sacrifice. Nancy, I never dreamed youth would last so long. What is the rhyme the children were saying, Monday s child is fair in the face, Tuesday s child is full of grace, you must have been born between the two, for you are as fair to me to day " "There, there," she 3aid, smiling, and 132 AN INHERITANCE taking his knotty hand and passing it across her lips. "I was never fair, you know." "The years have moulded your soul into your face ! " he said. "Yes, I know how it will be ; the moment you are gone I shall begin to quake lest it is a delusion that you care for your old man still." "One would think it was a superior be ing. I am only your old wife." " There is no wife so beautiful as an old wife." " I hope John will think so when his time comes," as she laid her cheek upon the hand she still held. " Ah ! John, yes well," he paused a mo ment. " What do you say to the Shoals? " he asked then. "It seems like running away in the face of danger. " It is best for John. I might be able to run down by and by. And I think a little toning up with the open sea will do you no harm." AN INHERITANCE 133 "I will take Mary with me," said Mrs. Dormer. And so it happened, as John wound down the mountains, threading the narrow green wood ways, lifting the rain - drenched branches, scaring the wild bird from her nest, climbing round bowlders, and coming out of the shadow down the long wet past ures into the glory of the moonlight, his feet upon the earth, his head in a cloud of joy, that his mother and Mary were speeding away in a sleeping-car, with the iron echoes beating round them as they clanged along, like an everlasting resonance of bolts and chains shot home and barring them out of happiness. But when there is a disturbance in the at mosphere for one or two people, there is apt to be at the same time a disturbance for several. As Miss Barbara Camperdoun at her door was surveying the clouds, just be fore the thunder-storm burst over the valley, she hardly saw the carriage taking Mrs. Donner to the station, for at the same mo- 134 AN INHERITANCE ment she saw a figure strangely familiar coming along the dusty road yellow um brella and camp-stool and other fine artistic belongings under his arm, and a generally weary air about him, as he also looked at the clouds, not to be mistaken. "My gracious! " she exclaimed, as she went in quickly and shut the door. "Was there ever anything more unfortunate? There isn t a moment to lose. I shall speak to Dr. Donner at once, and tell him what I propose to do for Luisa, if she marries to please me. And I really think she might go further and fare worse. He can t do less for John. He will do more. Yes, I think the house will be on the Avenue. But the nail must be clinched now, for Luisa s as changeable as the day. What in the name of goodness sent Penny Gower to Wood- sedge now ? THE thunder-storm that had swept through the valley while the party of young people rested on the ledges of Weathergauge had left the air next morning more light and nimble than that round Macbeth s castle, and Miss Barbara Camperdoun had recovered from the fright into which thunder always cast her, sufficiently to remember the look on Luisa s face as John had parted from her at the gate, and she had darted past her aunt and old Martha and up to her own room, something disordered, something flushed Miss Barbara could not tell if that look were one of purpose, of joy, or of agony. " It is all settled ! " said Miss Barbara to herself. " And, of course, it has excited her. She is such a little free and inde pendent spirit, she does not take kindly to the idea of being mastered, and it is plain that love has mastered her at last. Well, 135 136 AN INHERITANCE I m glad things have declared themselves before Penny Gower, with his ridiculous at tractions, came upon the scene to make a diversion. And as I said this noon, the very first thing I ll do to-morrow is to see Dr. Donner and have the thing made irrev ocable. With what the doctor is able to allow, and I am convinced that is something extraordinarily handsome, and with what I can do," said Miss Barbara, counting off imaginary sums on her fingers, " few young people have a better start in life than they will have. Yes, it is decidedly the best chance Luisa has had, or is likely to have. I m sure I don t know who there is and I want her settled ! We will get him a Back Bay practice, with the kind of people that go out of town from May to October, so that they can come up here for four months in the year at least. And the more I see of this ideal village and this ancestral place of ours, the more fit I think it all is ! And, for my part, I shall have a load off my mind when Luisa is married and tied down to some AN INHERITANCE 137 duties, for I never know what in the world the little brimstone is going to do next ! It certainly is a misfortune to be an only daugh ter and a beauty, and have a spirit and a will, and lovers, and all that. Dear, dear me, it is nearly midnight now ! I wonder if they have such storms here frequently thunder does always string me up so ! " So it was early in the morning when a note, written in Miss Barbara s most mannish hand, but sealed with her most ladylike wax, and asking his presence for a brief interview, was put into Dr. Donner s hand. The doctor was breakfasting by himself, and feeling exceedingly lonesome. He missed the face opposite him for so many mornings of so many years for even when his wife had been up all night with the sick she had always made shift to pour his coffee ; and he felt as if there were something gone wrong in the relation of things without it the face that might be old and plain, but in which the sweetness of the spirit, as he had told her, had wrought a loveliness that to 138 AN INHERITANCE him was more than beauty, and that of late years it had never crossed his mind to doubt was beautiful to all the world besides. He was thinking of her as he slowly sipped his coffee. A bitterness of sudden remem brance of those early days, and what now seemed to him her divine patience in endur ing them, made even his cup taste bitter. He thanked heaven, as he bent his head in the silent grace, that she had never known his baseness in marrying her as he did. He felt as he thought of it afterward while fill ing his phials that he could not have borne her righteous contempt. He felt, too, that he could even less well have borne the sting of anguish it would have been to her. He thanked heaven for another thing as in his practice he had noticed that the son, al though he might have the father s physical resemblance, was. almost invariably the moral and mental and spiritual child of his mother that John was his mother s son ; and as he thought of it, John seemed to him to have an immense advantage, a tremen- AN INHERITANCE 139 dous spring-board for his work in the fact that he was his mother s son. It was al ready a consecration for the Master s work. " And there is need of him," thought the doctor. " Here, it may be, too. For where there was one Break o Day with all its miseries, one Dawlish s when I was a lad, there are five now farther off, to be sure," for neither of those places existed now in Woodsedge, " but still within reach, and fermenting evil, needing the strength of his mighty young frame and the purity of his principle." And then it flashed over him, not for the first time, the conviction of the boy s feeling if he knew of the early life of his father. And he groaned in spirit. " Well, well," he said. " We are forgiven a sin when we have reached a point where we could by no possibility commit it again. And if I have the Lord s forgiveness, I think I must rely on the boy s. And in all probability he will never have a dream of it. For who would have the temerity to speak of it to him ? there is not a creature in the 140 AN INHERITANCE world so cruel, so ignoble. Come, come, this is a poor beginning of a day s work ! And the young fellow on his horse half-way up Weathergauge already I wish he hadn t to have this pain that I fear may be coming but it would be worse pain by and by. Somehow the best we have comes through pain. His mother will make it all right, though." As he went out, he saw lying on the table in the hall the white Liberty scarf that his wife had worn the day before ; he took it up and kissed it ; it had lain in one of her old sandal-wood boxes, and car ried the delicate scent, sweet and evanes cent, that was always about her garments, and he put it in his breast-pocket before reading the note from Miss Barbara that Sally handed him. It was but a short distance across the green to the Camperdoun house under its great oak-trees. Not waiting for his gig, the doctor strolled over, his hands in his pockets, except when he took them out to put them on the curly heads of two children AN INHERITANCE 141 running along on either side of him a little way, Brow, the grandson of old Brow, fol lowing at his heels in the hope of a frolic with Bursar, and he paused at the Camper- doun gate for a draught of the fresh, dewy fragrance that blew down from the mountain side and curled about the valley, and seemed to fill it with strength and courage, and all the deliciousness of life besides. The doc tor had need of that long draught of brac ing air and vigor before he turned and went up the path to meet Miss Barbara at the door. She took him into the west parlor, a cool and shadowy place in the morning, with its heavy damask curtains, whose moss-green hues had long since faded to a silver-olive sheen, and among whose old spider-legged mahogany and dark imprisoning portraits Launce Camperdoun had been wont to spend his sunsets and long evenings. It was all the same as it had been, except for the great jars of fresh flowers that stood about here and there. But it gave Dr. 142 AN INHERITANCE Donner a more than passing mood of sad ness to recall the life that had been lived and had gone out here in its mild mad ness ; and as he stood looking at the pict ure of Camperdoun in his youth, in the niche over the fireplace, he found tears in his eyes. Luisa had not yet come down ; the little maid who helped Martha had been told to bring her toast and tea to her room some time ago. So Miss Barbara felt herself at perfect liberty. Not that she anticipated any difficulty of course she was doing the Donners an honor which they would rec ognize and acknowledge ; but still she pre ferred to have the doctor by himself. " Pray be seated, doctor," she said. And she could not have told you why she felt a slight sensation of awe, as if in the presence of majesty, when this man, who used to break her uncle s horses, took the great arm-chair near her own and laid his arm along the ebony table there. I hope you are not very much occupied AN INHERITANCE 143 this morning, she said, blandly ; for I want your counsel and agreement concern ing our young people." "Our young people?" inquired Dr. Donner. " Yes Luisa and your son. They are as, to be sure, you are aware very much interested, I may say, in each other," said Miss Barbara, hesitating a little at the calm unsuspiciousness of the doctor. " I had supposed they had a warm mutual in terest," she said, hurriedly, "and with very good reason. And I had thought of bring ing the affair to your attention before. But last night when they came down from the mountain Weathergauge, do you call it? I was quite sure from Luisa s face that they had arrived at a happy understand- ing " " I hope not," said the doctor, gravely. "You hope not? " " I mean that with every wish for their happiness so much so, indeed, that it is absurd to speak of it," said the doctor, 144 AN INHERITANCE "yet anything such as you imply would be very unfortunate." "Very unfortunate? " "I think so." "Not at all," said Miss Barbara, re mounting the heights from which she had been startled. " Not at all, when it is with my full approval." "What," began the doctor, in his deep est tones, "what " "Has that to do with it?" said Miss Barbara, so affable and sprightly that she was half astonished at herself. "Why, everything ! "I really fail to see " " I hardly expected you would. And of course I am conscious that, looking at it from the point of view of the last genera tion," said Miss Barbara, with much sweet condescension, " something might be said about a misalliance. But we are living in this generation. And you have become so eminent in your profession, Dr. Donner, and have accumulated such wealth " AN INHERITANCE 145 " Who knows anything about my wealth? said the doctor, stoutly. "And John being your only child," continued Miss Barbara, not allowing her self to falter, although feeling the ground less firm beneath her feet, " that why, all that puts a very different face upon the af fair. "Miss Barbara," said the doctor, more gently, " wiser people than we have made mistakes " Oh, no, indeed, not in the least ! " she exclaimed with assurance. " There is no mistake about it ! I have not lived in the world of men and women for nearly sixty years not to know love, and first love, par parenthese, when I see it. Trust a woman for that ! Luisa is a girl of strong feelings, and no one of her lovers has ever touched them before. I must admit that there is something something very compelling about this young man his face, his figure, his manner and then, brought up as he has been, his mother s companion " 146 AN INHERITANCE The doctor bowed. "Ah! I thought you would see it as I " By no means," said the doctor. " This is all a mistake, Miss Barbara, as I said be fore " " And as I said before, there is no mis take about it ! " exclaimed Miss Barbara. "My niece, who is a belle and a beauty, and your son, who has a future before him, have chosen each other, for better, for worse." "It would be decidedly for worse if they had done so," said the doctor, moving his fingers impatiently on the table. " I don t know what you mean ! " cried Miss Barbara. " What insufferable breed ing the man has ! " she thought. " Drum ming his fingers ! And really it is quite too much mock humility. Of course, it s a great thing for his son but he needn t pretend to misunderstand me so altogether abjectly! " She used her smelling-salts a moment. AN INHERITANCE 147 "I am told," she said then, "that your son is to follow your profession. With our family connection and friends, it will be easy to build up for him a good Back Bay practice very rapidly. With his talents he will soon make it a fine one. The Back Bay in Boston affords opportunities " " My son will practise his profession in and about Woodsedge," said Dr. Donner. " Oh, I know you would not like to part with him a son like that ! But you would not have to do it. For at least four months of every year he would return, if he chose, and you and his mother would have him here. I should surrender to Luisa all my right and title to this house for their sum mer home, and to the whole of my cousin s property, indeed, as well as to some other a few thousands, but enough to keep the wolf from the door," said Miss Barbara, with a genial laugh. " There will be some thing handsome, too, for Luisa on her fa ther s death, but festina lente, we will not count on such contingencies," she said, 148 AN INHERITANCE gayly. " You, of course, are able to do much more on your side of the bargain such are the revanches of fate but, of course, Luisa s family and social relations count for a good deal." Miss Barbara had never been troubled by too much delicacy in her life. " Excuse me," she said, how ever. "It is not a time for sensitiveness in the weighing of advantages, and we are all going to be one family so soon it hardly signifies. And so," said Miss Barbara, "I sent for you this morning, Dr. Donner, to ask what settlement you would be willing to make on the young couple. I suppose Commonwealth Avenue would be the best, but a house on the water side of Beacon Street, between Berkeley and Exeter, has much in its favor. And there should be a certain yearly allowance to keep it up, of course, as Luisa s dress and her brougham and coachman would probably absorb the greater part of her own income, and she would be providing the house up here " " Miss Barbara ! " exclaimed the doctor, AN INHERITANCE 149 as soon as he had the chance, raising his voice the least in the world, " you are going altogether too fast. Allow me the opportu nity of saying that I should give nothing to my son in such an event. Nothing at all. Not even my consent. Miss Barbara looked at him with a puzzled, almost a bewildered, air. " You would give nothing in such an event not even con sent," she repeated. " I I don t think I understand you." " It is very simple," he said. " I tried to spare you, Miss Camperdoun, when I divined the drift of your thought " YOU spare me ! " cried my Lady Dis dain. " What in the world do you mean?" "That I am unwilling to countenance any such agreement as that you mention," he said, looking at her steadily. "And for reasons of which you must be perfectly well aware." The sun fell on Miss Barbara s face, and he rose to adjust the curtain, giving a nod and smile as he did so to the pretty creature 150 AN INHERITANCE standing by the althea-bush in the yard with a young man beside her there Luisa, who had come down and was amusing herself with Penny Gower. Do I comprehend you?" said Miss Barbara. "Is it possible? Are you de clining for your son an alliance with my brother s daughter?" " She is a charming child, a lovely girl," said the doctor. " I could take her delight edly for my daughter, but not for my son s wife." Miss Barbara waited a moment, looking at the table, and beginning to draw figures there with the blunt point of a paper-knife. It was very annoying. But then for Luisa s sake some diplomacy. " For what rea sons?" she said, leaning forward, a little breathlessly. The doctor looked up ; his eye swept, one after another, the old portraits. He moved his hand with a slight, quick motion toward them. " The best of reasons," he said. * There they are. I cannot you must for- AN INHERITANCE 151 give me I cannot give my son any share in the Camperdoun inheritance." " Speak more plainly ! " commanded Miss Barbara, with flashing eyes. " There is no need of that," he replied. " You know very well the traditions con cerning every pictured person in this room, from your cousin Launce up. Is there one of them who did not suffer from the family taint? " She waited a moment. " I cannot believe," she said then, throw ing down the ivory plaything, " that a man of your scientific acquirements can attach any importance to those old notions of he redity." "I attach importance," he said, angrily at last in his turn, " to the Camperdoun in sanity, which has gone from mother to son, and from father to daughter, for a hundred and fifty years, and I will not have my son made its victim." "But they love each other," said Miss Barbara. 152 AN INHERITANCE " They think they do, possibly. Two months ago my son was of a different opin ion," said the doctor, a light shooting across the steel-blue eyes. " Your pretty Luisa came, a charming novelty very like he swerved aside. I regret that he could be swayed but it is pardonable. When she is gone, the fascination will be gone, too, and he will marry and be happy with the lovely girl who is fitted for him, has grown up with him, has my heart and his mother s, as well as his own yes, under this infatuation, his own." Miss Barbara was wondering at herself and her forbearance. Still, it might be worth while But you really make too much of the matter," she said. "We do not regard it so seriously in society. A bar to marriage ! At home one would be thought out of his head who entertained such an idea ! " " You entertained it once yourself, Miss Barbara. There were two of us," said Miss Bar- AN INHERITANCE 153 bara, with a slight start. "And really I don t know that it advances matters to use personalities." "I beg your pardon; you have sought this interview and opened this conversation on nothing but personalities. You have compelled me to state plain facts and to use plain language." And the doctor leaned back in his chair as if tired of the subject. "Well, do you know," began Miss Bar bara again, after another confidential mo ment with the paper-knife, "it seems to me you are fighting shadows. I think the trouble, such as it is, has died out." " A thing never dies out by multiplying." " But healthier blood I will not say better blood there is no better blood than the Camperdouns ! " She paused ; but the doctor said nothing. " There has been only my cousin Launce of all this generation. For, of course, my brother s epileptic seizures " " Do not count, you would say. Excuse 154 AN INHERITANCE me, they count for what they are worth. All insanity is not of the madhouse. Half the crimes of the world, and most of the crimes of what you call society, are but forms of insanity. Once the infection does its deadly work, those of the descendants who do not share its poison as madmen are the drunk ards, the kleptomaniacs, the epileptics, the slaves of the senses, the women who abandon their children " 11 How you talk ! That comes of living in the country with no companions but your own notions. I don t know anyone who would agree with you. Why, I won t say it is a patent of nobility, because I m not claiming any merit on account of it, al though it does imply a highly wrought and delicately sensitive organization, does it not? But upon my word, you won t find twenty families in our State, who think well of them selves who have blue blood, you know who haven t some member, near or far, in a retreat." " My son s children," said Dr. Donner, AN INHERITANCE 155 bending forward and gazing at her gravely, " will not be added to the number." " Do you mean to say," cried Miss Bar bara, all restraint giving way, "that you persist in such folly, that you are going to obstruct instead of assist this marriage ? Do you know who you are, John Donner ? Do you forget the time when you were my uncle s hired man " " I was hired to break your uncle s horses. I broke them well. I have never been afraid of wild rage in any form. I shall not sacri fice my son to it now," said the doctor, rising. "Well," said Miss Barbara, " perhaps I ought not to have spoken exactly that way. "Certainly you ought not!" said the doctor, turning on her. "Your uncle was my benefactor. Your cousin was my friend. I, also, I was his friend. You should have remembered the long years in which I shielded him from himself and the world while he suffered under the black spell of his inheritance " 156 AN INHERITANCE She was not listening to him. Some thing had flashed across her recollection and was gone. What was this he said? He had been her cousin s friend. Of course he had ! Why, there were those letters there was that letter ! " Wait a moment ! " she cried. " Wait a moment ! " and she added to herself, " I have not done with you yet, Dr. Donner ! " She swept across the room to the old escritoire. The key stuck in the lock a second ; she had time to reconsider, if she would. Reconsider ! She had opened the matter out of pure goodness, she said to her self, as her thought flashed along the points. She remembered admiring John Donner, more than thirty years ago, as a splendid specimen of a man. She had thought now that an infusion of this strong blood into the tired Camperdoun race might be a good thing. She had been willing to overlook the social inequality. She had been very much afraid that Luisa would marry that Penny Gower, with nothing but his brush AN INHERITANCE i$7 and palette to his name. She had always been afraid Luisa would do something ec centric, and she had thought that the sooner she should be tied fast in happy fetters, with husband and children, the bet ter. She had, to be sure, been rather star tled when she saw Luisa showing favor to young John Donner, and then she had thought, why not? "There is health, strength, virtue, wealth, all that is requisite the very thing," she said. And she was fond of Luisa ; the girl had always been her pet and darling; and now that her affec tions were engaged Still, if the man here were going to oppose it, there was not much use in talking ! Very likely that wife of his had her mind set on something else Mary, the minister s daughter, of course. She would like to put a spoke in that wheel ! And the man presuming to stand in her way she a Camperdoun he who had sprung from the clods of the valley ! Miss Bar bara s blood was up. There was nothing she had liked more than a fight all her life. She 158 AN INHERITANCE was not going under in this one, if she could help it, fair means or foul. Contest the point with her ! Decline an alliance with her niece ! He would, would he? " I will see about that ! " she said. It was not for Luisa now that she strove. It was not for love or happiness or anything of the sort. It was simply to carry her point, to overcome John Donner ! And her heart burned within her with revulsion from the certainty that he would accept her condescension, with anger that he should have dared oppose her, with determination to have her own way, now while she turned the key, took a bundle of papers from a pigeon-hole, fluttered her fingers to and fro among them and drew one out, and went back to the table where the doctor had again seated himself, and spread the yellow old sheet out before him. " Do you remember that ? " she asked. It was the letter in which he had an nounced his marriage to Launce Camper- doun. Dr. Donner arranged his glasses to look at it. AN INHERITANCE 159 " If you do not withdraw all opposition and give your full consent and assistance to this marriage as I propose it," she said, " I will show this letter to your wife ! As Dr. Donner began to read, it was with an entirely impersonal sense. Even his handwriting had changed so much in the course of years that he did not at first recog nize this script as his own. And that life was so far away, he had so utterly and en tirely outlived it, that it was a moment or two before he quite comprehended where he was. " The cad ! " he said, presently. And then Miss Barbara s long, thin, yel low hand on the table, with its great emer ald sparkling upon the lean, pointed finger that detained the sheet, caught his eye, and he saw that she was holding the sheet down to prevent his taking it ; and the whole truth smote him that this shameful letter he had written himself, of his wife, and it was her purpose to let Nancy see it. He sprang to his feet with a cry. Nancy see this letter ? 160 AN INHERITANCE His face grew red as he thought of it grew purple. He bent over the table, the veins all but bursting on his forehead, and the sweat beaded it in great drops. Not for all the wealth of all the Indies would he have Nancy see that letter ! Not for the greatest joy of earth or the highest hope of heaven ! Have Nancy know he was capable of such a villainy ? There was a grossness of rascality in it that appalled him even now. To have Nancy know that he had been that das tardly wretch, to have her despise him as she must to have her loathe him? Oh, no ! no ! He put up his hands before his face, from which the color fled, and sat down and leaned back in the chair, white as the dead. His pure-hearted, innocent Nancy ! The beautiful soul, who believed in him so and in all the pain he might have given her, he had given her, during those first years had never known that he had not loved her, had never dreamed she had been subjected to such insult, such outrage ! To have his AN INHERITANCE 161 dear wife so hurt, so irretrievably, so irrepa rably hurt he cringed at the thought of the blow, the pain and his the hand to deal it ! His eyes as he looked up were like those of some great wounded wild creature, blood shot, and full of anguish and bewildered im ploring. "Have you no mercy?" he stammered, with his stiff, white lips. " Not the least particle," said Miss Bar bara. "It isn t a case for mercy; it is a mere matter of business. You have to take care of your family. I am taking care of Through the open window came a pleas ant hum of voices. It was Luisa, who knew she looked particularly well standing among the scarlet blossoms of the trumpet-flower trellis for Penny Gower to admire. They might have strolled away presently ; it was as still outside as it was in the west parlor. The sound of the voices only made Miss Barbara set her teeth more firmly. It was very warm. The doctor wiped his 1 62 AN INHERITANCE forehead and tried to think again. The odor of the new lilies came curling into the room ; the balsam-branch in the great fire place oppressed him with its fragrance ; he heard a cat-bird drop its shower of melody from the bough outside, and it struck him like a sound of pain ; the murmur of the bees in the warm sunshine seemed to be buzzing in his brain. No, no, thrice no ! He himself could endure the shattering of all his earthly happiness ; he could endure anything, everything, but his wife should never have that cruel hurt, she should never know the dishonor she had suffered, she should never know there was a time he had not loved her. Miss Barbara s long hand still lay across the paper, and her cruel, mocking eyes sur veyed him. "Well?" she demanded. "You have no business with it," he said. "It is mine." "No, it was my cousin s. He be queathed me all he had. It is mine. AN INHERITANCE 163 Simply as his executor it would be mine. You can have it, though, on the conditions named. What are you going to do about it?" His boy, then, was the price of that let ter. He could save himself his wife s scorn, he could save his wife the misery of that knowledge and that was the thing ! He could endure the scorn, but he could not en dure her misery. It could all be spared by giving his boy what was now the desire of his heart, and would presently be fire under his feet and ashes in his mouth. He could save himself, he could save his wife, but then the boy s life must be ruined. As he sat there, that yellow sheet of paper seemed to rise and hang in the air between him and the sunshine. It was dark all around him ; he heard the rustling of the boughs sweeping against one another in the soft summer wind as if it were the murmur of another planet. He fumbled for his handkerchief again, and the Liberty scarf fell out, with its delicate perfume, bringing his wife s presence almost 1 64 AN INHERITANCE about him. Someone lifted a latch; he could not have told if the sound were leagues away or striking on his breast. But he stood up, supporting himself with both hands on the table, drenched to the skin and trembling. He knew what to do now. He would not spare himself for the boy. Neither would the mother spare herself for the boy. It was all clear. "Do as you please with the letter," he said. " But I will never give my consent to the ruin of my son by means of the Cam- perdoun inheritance." At that moment the door that Miss Bar bara had so carefully closed flashed open, and Luisa stood in the sunshine that burst through from the hall, as if she were radiant with it. " I was under the window with Penny," she said, in a high, shrill tone. " Perhaps I have not heard all you have been saying, but I have heard enough ! And that letter ! AN INHERITANCE 165 I don t know what is in it, but I know where it belongs!" and she snatched it from under her aunt s hands, tossed it on the balsam-boughs in the fireplace, and be fore Miss Barbara could hinder, scratched a match and sent bough and letter blazing and roaring up the big chimney. Then she turned and faced the two again. 1 You are quite right," she said to the doctor, her hands hanging before her, tightly clasped, and her face pallid. "I will not see your son again. I understand about the Camperdoun inheritance now. It is some thing not to be shared. I may never come to my own," she said, with a light and bit ter laugh then, "but I will make no one else wretched with a peradventure. I will go down with Penny there and we will rub along " " Penny ! " shrieked Miss Barbara. " Are you mad already, Luisa! Marry Penny when " Goodness gracious, Aunt Barbara ! said Luisa, in a perfectly matter-of-fact 1 66 AN INHERITANCE key. You seem to think of nothing but marrying ! I shall not marry anyone, now or ever. I shall not join the St. Margaret sisterhood, either," she added. "Helen Reynolds, Fanny Fairfield, and I are a sis terhood by ourselves. I shall just loiter along as I have been loitering, with Penny for a pis aller. He can t afford to marry. I can t afford to marry with a difference. He will go on with his pictures that never sell. I shall go on with my flirtations that always sell. The doctor looked up at her suddenly, as if roused from a stupor. "No, no," she said, with a swift, depre catory gesture. " I am all right. There is nothing the matter now. I am no more feather-brained than I always was. It hasn t broken out yet ! " " My dear child," said the doctor, trem ulously, " it never may. In all probability it never will. Only, for my son s sake, I cannot accept the the possibility." "And I suppose you think I ought to AN INHERITANCE 167 love God, who has given me such a horrible inheritance ! "All the more, my poor little girl, you will have need of such a comfort and of its shield," he murmured, in a voice that sounded a long way off. " I never knew about it," she said, wist fully, twisting a lock of her loosened hair, " till I heard Martha talking to him. And then I didn t wholly understand. And I didn t want to understand ! I felt I was sure I knew it must all come to nothing. But I wanted to know what it was just to be to be oh, oh, so happy for one mo ment ! " and she hid her face in her arms with a great sob. "Luisa," said the doctor, trying to move toward her. And then his knees bent un der him, he tottered and swayed, and slipped heavily to the floor. Sitting by his father s side that night, holding his wrist, watching every pulse, every breath, John Donner read the note 1 68 AN INHERITANCE that Sally put into his hands, almost as un- comprehendingly as if it had been written to someone else, while the last echoes of the night - train went throbbing between the hills. "It was all a mistake," the note ran. "Think of me as having been a little mad up there on Weathergauge, and forget me. It dropped from his fingers as if it were a dead leaf, and seemed to have no more re lation to him than if it had belonged to a previous life. All his being just then was centred in the beating of his father s heart, all his new skill was put to proof in keeping him alive, the physician from the other side of the hills having gone to lie down, and there was nothing in his consciousness but the love for his father, the fear for his mother. The night had been hot ; the windows were all wide open ; the sunrise was in the room at last, luminous, purple, shot through and through with gold, and in the won drous glow the great, dark peaks swam out AN INHERITANCE 169 like giants couched about the bed and wait ing on the sick man s breath. The rising wind blew in a riot of fragrance and fresh ness, when the doctor opened his eyes and lifted first one hand and then the other. "Nothing but a vertigo," he said. " Your mother must not know," and sank away again. And the weeks of effort, of suspense that followed, with the endeavor to keep his mother unaware, gave John so small time to think of himself that when, in clearing off some papers, he came across that little note which cost Luisa such a heart-break, he was aware only of a sense of relief. He had a vague idea of what had hap pened. Had there been something wild and wrong in his father s youth that his mother was not to know ? All the more he loved him, and he held him in a passion of tenderness. He would not let Martha or Sally do a thing now that he could do him self, nor would he let the friends and coun try people who held their breath and would 1 70 AN INHERITANCE gladly have risked their lives, perhaps have given them, for him who had been Provi dence to them, and had brought them and their dear ones up from the power of the grave. At length then he took his father down, well again, if still weak, to his mother by the sea, having written to her constantly as if from his father too busy at first to write himself. At the last she had known some thing of the doctor s illness, but also that he was coming to her, and wished her to await him; and his wish had always been obeyed by her. When the doctor waked in the late even ing, in the soft, delicious dark, full of salt smells and of the wide singing of the sea, his head upon his wife s breast, her arms about him, (t We are old people now," he said, " but, O my wife, not too old for love." " With our whole heart ! " she answered him. AN INHERITANCE 171 " And are you sure I always loved you? " " Why, what ails you?" she said. You are weak. You are so tired, and she kissed his forehead and his mouth. "And you forget the dark and evil days ? " he whispered. "There never were any," she said. "The people offered thanks in all the churches of all the mountain-side for you, the day before yesterday, but I thank God for you every hour I live ! And while his father slipped back into purple dreams again, John was sitting high in a cleft above the sea with Mary, forefeel- ing the coming of the moon across the water, through the silvered dusk, watching some far-off, lonely breaker leap to catch the light, hearing the deep, melodious thunders plunge about them and fall away in stillness and come in again borne on the dripping winds from the midsea hollows. And when, in answer to his sigh, Mary laid her hand gently on his, he felt that there was health where she was, and that, at some time, 172 AN INHERITANCE life was going to be good again with this fair, white woman, whose beauty he could not see in the shadow. And his sigh was only for the sweetness of it all the night, the sea, the returning love the sigh of the finite in the presence of the Infinite. 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