M® 0Wsm PR 4262 >IS1 Bu-hanan - llorth Coast and ofbev poems. ^/A ■ ■jp^ Southern Branch I of the University of California Los Angeles Form I, I inis DOOK IS uun on rne lasi uaic siainpcu ociunr JUL 7 194i7 Form L-9-15m-8,'26 .V(; still, he noted not the dreamy stranger, Who, breathing hard after the steep ascent, Stood close at hand, and strangely looked upon him. The Exiles of Onna.—I'. 171J. NORTH COAST AND OTHKR POEMS i',\ ROBERT BUCHANAN WITH IT.I.rSTRATlOXS HV |. WOI.F A. i:. HOUGHTON - W. SMAl.l. 1. DAI.ZIKI. (;. J. PINWEIJ- i;. l)AI,Zli:i. J. B. ZWF.CKKR. Jiir^rai'rd h\' tlir /hv//icrs Dalz'ni 1. OX DON' GEORCH': ROUTLEDGE AND SONS THF, HKOADWAV, I.inOATF. NF.W \0KK: 416 llROOMi: SIUKFT iS6,S 8 J 3 5 \ • • -•• ••• • • • • -• • I \ •- > ^ H21 \ ANNOUNCEMENT. ■*■ — HREE Poems in this volume have appeared '^ ■*■ before — ' The Northern Muse,' * An Enghsli Eclogue,' and ' A Scottish Eclogue ; ' all the others V are now published for the first time. 0^ DALZIEL BROTHERS. T t Caiiidiii Press, October. 1867. ^ CONTENTS. NORTH COAST POEMS. Meg Blane. PART I. PART II. I'ART III. PART IV. , ^ . The Battle of Drumi.temoor The Northern Wooing . A Sct)'nisH Eclogue The Exiles of Oona. i. on the hill-sidk . U. THE KIRKVARD OF tJLEN OONA I i8 29 3« 73 106 149 .78 '97 MEDIEVAL. SiuuRL) OF Saxon V The Saint's Story '57 MISCELLANEOUS. A Prelude An Enc.m^h luLocn. The XoKiHEKN MisF \lll Contents. The Ballad-Maker Pa\t 90 '1"he Brook .... ■ 103 The Ballad of the Stork . 124 A Poem to David 143 Hahon . . 215 Celtic Mystics. PART I. .... 218 pari 11. TilE VISION 222 PART III. .... . 238 PART IV. .... 240 PART V. SOUL AND BODY 242 PART VI. .... 244 PART VH. .... • 245 PART VI 11. • 247 PART IX. ... . 250 -•*r LIST OF ILLUSTRATIONS. MEG BLANE. JJ Silhjtct. Tliick recks the storm d iiigJit Round him tliat steers t/ie sliip. . The/i, sigliing deep, she turned from the storm, And crept into her lonely htit again. . And snu^king in the ster?i the man would lie Mil He Meg was hoisting sail or plying oar. yirlist. . T. Dalziel. T. Dalziel. T. Dalziel. r.ige 1 1 Though now and then the moon gleamed moist behind The rack, till, smitten by the drift, she sank. . T. Dalziel. Hither and thither, thick with foam and drift. Did the deep waters shift, Swiu'^-imr luith iron clash on rock ami sand. . T. Dalzii:l. i I nth blowing hair and onward-gazing eyes The woman stands erect, and grips the helm. Meg, shading eyes against the morning sun. Gazed seaward. ....... Along the huts she went — Among the rainy pools where, shouting, played Brown and barefooted bairns. .... Closer still she crept. Holding the lamp aloft, until his breath Jl^as hot upon her cheek. .... T. Dalziel. i6 T. Dalziel. T. Dalziel. 1 8 .\. ]'.. H0UGHTt)X. -J 27 X List of Illusttwtioiis. Suhjcct. AUUl. r.i^e And quidlic she mu nun red, weeping not, '■Perchance— for men forget— he hath forgot! A. W. Houghton. 2y And thong h, with pity in his gnilty heart, The man spake on and sought to heal her smart. She heard not, but was dnn/t> and deaf in woe 36 A. 15. HuUGHI'ON. Arid fell upon the sands. And spake not while the wondering fishers called. And tore the slippery seaweed with her hands. And screamed, and was appalled. A. B. Houghton. 45 But wandered with his mother hand in hand. Hunting for faggots on the inland lea. . . . T. Dalziel. 47 Outside the hut she sat upon a stool. While Angus leant his head against her knee, A fid with thin fingers fashioned carefully A long white dress of wool. . . . A.. 13. HoiXHlON. 51 AX ENGLISH ECLOGUE. Well, here 's the cuckoo come again, after the barley sowing. The duckweed white upon the pond, all round the violets blo^uing. 65 G. J. PiNWEKL. THE BATTLE (JF DRUMLIEMOOR. Now, wife, sit still and hark ! — hold my hand amid the dark; O Jeanic, we are scattered e'en as sleet ! . . . . -75 G. J. PiNWELL. But we sang and gripped our brands, and touched each other's hands. While a thin sleet smote our faces from the sky. ... 77 E. Dalziel. Then we fled ! the darkness grew! 'mid the driving cold we flew. Each alone, yea, each for those whom he held dear. . . 81 T. Dalziel. List of Illustrations. xi THE NORTHERN MUSE. Sithjcct. ylrtist. Pane And oft., while ivotidrous-eyed she wanders, She meets a sweet face, — pauses, ponders, — And then peers backward as she goes. . A. B. Houghton. 85 THE BALLAD-MAKER. This room is papered with them, big and small. So that a man can read them on the wall. . G J. PiNWELL. 91 I felt Jem's hand between my fingers creeping. And, looking down, T saw that little Jem was weeping. . . 99 G. J. PiNWELL. THE BROOK. O Brook, he smiled, a happy child, Upon thy banks, and loi'cd thy crying. . . T. Dalziel. 103 THE NORTHERN WOOING. Lad and lass, to-night beware ! There is magic in the air I ... A. B. Houcihton. 109 And, while I paused, and pinched my e'en to mark. The wind swung to the door, and left me in the dark. . . 119 A. B. Houghton. THE BALLAD OF THE STORK. They loose it then 7cith eager hands, they open it and read, — The widow screams, for here is 7i>rought a miracle indeed. . 1 29 A. l'>. Houghton. SIGURD OV SAXONY. This is a place where mortals find not speech; Sa-iie the small murmurous 7ua'-i>es that crawl the beach. All is as still as death G. J. PlNWl.l.l.. 133 Here on the beach we stood, and hand in hand Waited to wander to that silent land, And all the shore was dark. . . . G. J. Pinwell. 137 xii List of lUnstratioiis. A SCOTTISH ECLOGUE. Suhjeci. Affist. Page O Ji-aiiic Gourlay ! keep thy clapper still ; It talks t/iini^^s yon understand but ill. A. V>. HoUGllTox. 151 THE SAINT'S SrOKV. And, ah .' she trembled, fluttering and panting. While on my knees I fell. . . .A. V,. HOUGHTOX. 165 A long and lantern-featured Carmelite, As melancholy as the garb he wore. . A. B. HOUGHTON. 169 And there we sat in the dim dusk alone, She looking down, and pale with passionate prayer. . . 175 A. n. Houghton. THE EXILES OF OONA. So still, he noted not the dreamy stranger, Who, breathing hard after the steep ascent, .Stood close at hand, and musing looked upon him. (Frontispiece.) W. Small. His eyes were fixed upon the still vale lying Beneath him, on the space beside the pine-wood, And on the gray deer twinkling in its shadow. . T. Dalzik.l. 179 And when I trode The deck, my step was proud, my head erect, Because I seemed to walk upon the heather. . . T. Dalziel. 186 And where the Highland lassie drew her water. The moor-hen builds her clumsy nest of sedge. . J. Wolf. 189 And as the sunlight tra7>clled on the hill-side. The fallow and the brood-deer with their shadows Followed in mottled swarms from gleam to gleam. J. Wolf. 191 From mossy ridge to ridge they passed in silence. While dimlier, darklicr, fell the dewy twilight. . T. Ualzii:l. 194 And on the roof gre^u slimy grass and weeds. The wild leek, and the wallfloiuer, tufts of corn ; And in the midst a thin she-goat stood browsing. 1'. Dalzii;l. 196 List of flliixiratious. Xlll Subject. T/wn, rising up., he drew his plaid aroictid him, And stepped across the threshold, where /he dawn Fell like a silver trouble on his features. ''Tis stiller than the frozen seas; 'tis drearer Than a dead calm with rain on the mid-ocean I ' . Then sunrise, glistening faintly o'er the peaks, Fell moist and slant into the lake beneath. And as the boat dreiv nearer, and the music Grew clearer yet and louder, they who watched Beheld a sad and silent companie. . . . . While the inourners wended Along that silent land, and slowly entered The still green darkness of a little laood. For yonder in the liai'cn waits the ship, And ere the sun sets twice the ship will sail. Silent they stood, each gazing on the dust Of kindred, — on the well-beloved ones Whom they should never lie beside in slumber. And on a steep crag, overhead, behold ! Huge antlers glimmered, then a migJity stag Rose slowly, the red Monarch of those wilds. Artist Pnge T. Dalziel. 198 T. Dalziel. 201 , T. Dalziel. 203 T. Dalziel. 205 T. Dalziel. 207 T. Dalziel. 209 W. .Small. 21 1 J. Wolf. 213 HAHON. Tlicn, calling to his Junchman red, ^Slit me the throat x,'-Iiii(ts to t)ic rose-buds T. Dalziel. 227 .■Ind at the sunrise Shivered behind their husbandmen afield. . . T. Dalzif.l. 231 / saw a two-year^ ehiid., and he 7uas playing; And he found a dead luhite bird upon the doorway, And taughed, and ran to show it to his mother. T. Dalziei,. 233 The reindeer abideth alone., And flee th swiftly From her following shadow J. li. Zwecker. 239 NORTH COAST AND OTHER POEMS. M EG BLANK. (NORTH COAST, i8— .) ' T ORD, hearken to me ! -'^^ Help all poor men at sea! Thy breath is on their cheeks,- Their cheeks are wan wi' fear ; Nae man speaks, For wha could hear r The long-haired sea-wives scream, The wind cries loud ; Ghaistly the fireflaughts gleam JA'^'' Blaiic. On tattered sail antl shruLul ; Under the red mast-light The hissing waters slip ; Thick recks the storm o' night Round him that steers the ship, And his een are blind, And he kens not where they run. Lord, be kind ! Whistle back Thy wind, P\)r the sake of Cnuisr Thy Son.' And as she prayed she knelt not on her knee, But, standing on the threshold, looked to sea; Yet all was blackness and a watery roar, Save when the red light, glistening far away, Ghastlied the hne of foam upon the shore. And showed the ribbed reef and surfy bay. There was no sign of life across the dark, No piteous light from fishing-boat or bark. Albeit for such she listed so to pray. With tattered plaid wrapt tight around her form, She stood a space, blown on by wind and rain ; Then, sighing deep, she turned from the storm, And crept into her lonely hut again. Afeg Blane. Jt was a wooden liiit under the heiolu o'"' Shielded in the black shadow of the crao; i*-) One blow of such a wind as blew that nielit Meg B/aiic. Could rend so rude a dwelling like a rag ;" But, gathering in the crannies overhead, Down fell the spouting rain heavy as lead, So that the old walls and the rafters thin Dripped and steamed, gloaming in the surf, And the black rain-drops through the roof of turf Splashed momently on the mud floor within. There, swinging from the roof, an earthen lamp Waved to the wind and glimmered in the dam|). And made strange shadows round the chamber bare And on the household things of the poor place, And glimmered faintly on the woman's face. Sooted with rain, and on her wringing hair. It was a piteous spot wherein to (hvell, . And yet she loved it well. ' O mither, are ve there r' A deep voice filled the dark, and she could hear. With hard hand she pushed back her dripping hair, And kissed him. 'Whisht, my bairn, for mither 's near.' Then on the shuttle bed a figure thin Sat rubbing sleeping eyes: A bearded man, with heavy hanging chin, And on his face a light not over-wise. Meg Blanc. Water!' he said; and deep his thirst was quelled Out of the broken pitcher she upheld, And yawning sleepily, he gazed around, And stretched his limbs again, and soon slept sound. Stooping, she smoothed his pillow 'neath his head. Still gazing down with eyes dewy and mild. And while she gazed, softly he slumbered, That bearded man, her child. And a child's dreams were his ; for as he lay, He uttered happy cries as if at play. And his strong hand was lifted up on high, In act to catch the bird or butterfly; And often to his bearded lips there came That lonely woman's name ; And though the storm of ocean roared so near. That one sweet word Was all the woman heard. And all she cared to hear. Not old in years, though youth had passed away, And the meek hair was tinged with silver gray. Close to the gloaming of the day of life, She stood, calm featured hke a wedded wife ; And yet no wedded wife was she, but one Meg Blmic. Whose foot had left the pathways of the just, And meekly, since her penance had been done, Her true eyes sought men's faces, not the dust. Her tearful days were over : she had found Firm footing, work to do upon the ground : The elements had welded her at length To their own truth arid strength. This woman was no slight and tear-strung thing. Whose easy tears fall sweet on suffering, But one in whom no stranger's eyes would seek For pity mild and meek. Man's height was hers— man's strength and will thereto, Her shoulders broad, her step man-like and long ; 'Mong fishermen she dwelt, a rude, rough crew. And more than one had found her fist was strong. And yet her face was gentle, though the sun Had made it dark and dun ; Her silver-threaded hair Was combed behind her cars witli cleanly care ; And she had eyes liquid and sorrow-fraught. And round her mouth were delicate lines that told She was a woman sweet with her own thought, Though built upon a large, heroic mould. Meg Blane. Who did not know Meg Blane ? What hearth but heard the deeds that Meg had done r What fisher of the main But knew her, and her httle-witted son r For in the fiercest waters of the coast Her black boat hovered and her net was tost, And lonely in the watery solitude The son and mother fished for daily food. When on calm nights the herring hosts went by, Her black boat followed the red smacks from shore, And smoking in the stern the man would lie While Meg was hoisting sail or plying oar ; 8 A/c^r Blanc Till, a black speck against the morning sky The boat came homeward, with its silver store. Antl JNIeg was cunning in the ways of things, And watched what every changing lineament Of wind and sea and cloud and water meant, Knowing how Nature threatens ere she springs. She knew the clouds as shepherds know their sheep. To eyes unskilled alike, yet different each ; She knew the wondrous voices of the deep ; The tones of sea-birds were to her a speech. Much faith was hers in God, who was her Guide; Courage was hers such as God gives to few, For she could face His terrors fearless-eyed, Yet keep the still weird woman's nature true. Lives had she snatched out of the waste by night. When stormy winds were blowing, And to sick-beds her presence carried light. When like a thin sail lessening out of sight Some rude, rough life to the unknown sea was going ; For he who scorned a feeble woman's wail Would heark to one so strong and brave as she. Whose face had braved the lightning and the gale. And scarce grown pale, Save when it looked on other lives at sea. Meg Blanc. Yet often, as she lay a-sleeping there, She started up, blushing as if in shame, And stretched out arms embracing the thin air, And named an unknown name ; And there was a strange listening in her face If sudden footsteps sounded in her ear ; And when strange seamen came unto the place She read their faces in a quiet fear ; And finding not the object of her quest, Her hand she pressed hard upon her breast. And wore a white look, and drew feeble breath, Like one that hungereth. It was a night of summer, yet the wind Had wafted from the hills the rain-clouds dank, Blown out heaven's thousand eyes and made it blind. Though now and then the moon gleamed moist behind The rack, till, smitten by the drift, she sank. But the deep roared; Sucked to the black cloud, spumed the foamy main, "While lightning rent the storm-rack like a sword. And earthward rolled the gray smoke of the rain. 'T is late, and yet the woman doth not rest. But sitteth with chin drooping on her breast : lo Meg Blanc. Weary she is, yet will not take repose ; Tirtfd her eyes, and yet they cannot close ; She rocketh to and fro upon her chair, And stareth at the air. Far, far away her thoughts were travelling : They could not rest — tliey wandered far and fleet. Like wild white birds that o'er the waters wing, And cannot find a place to rest their feet ; And in her ear a thin voice murmured, ' If he be dead — be dead !' Then, even then, the woman's face went white And awful, and her eyes were fixed in fear. For suddenly all the wild cries of night Were hushed : the wind lay down, and she could hear Strange voices gather round her in the gloom, Sounds of invisible feet across the room, And after that the rustle of a shroud, And then a creaking door. And last the coronach, full shrill and loud, Of women clapping hands and weeping sore. Then Meg knew well that ill was close at hand, On water or on land. Meg Blanc. 1 1 Because the glamour touched her hds hke breath, And burned her heart ; but in a waking swoon Quiet she stayed, — not stirring, — cold as death, And heard those voices croon ; Then suddenly she heard a human shout, The hurried falling of a foot without, Then a hoarse voice — a knocking at the door- ' Meg, Meg! a ship ashore!' Now mark the woman ! She has risen her height. Her dripping plaid is wrapt around her tight; 12 Aleg Blanc. Tight clenched in her pahn her fingers are ; Her eye is steadfast as a fixed star. One look upon her child — he sleepeth on — One stej) unto the door, and she is gone : Barefooted out into the dark she fares, And comes where, rubbing eyelids thick with sleep, The half-clad fishers mingle oaths and prayers. And look upon the deep. Black was the oozy lift, Black was the sea and land ; Hither and thither, thick with foam and drift, Did the deep waters shift, vSwinging with iron clash on rock and sand. Faintlier the heavy rain was falling, Faintlier, faintlier the wind was calling With hollower echoes up the drifting dark, And the swift rockets shooting through the night Ghastlied the foamy reef with pale blue light. And showed the piteous outline of the bark Rising and falling like a living thing, Shuddering, shivering, While, howling beast-like, the white waters there Spat blindness in the dank eyes of despair. Meg B lane. 13 Then one cried, 'She has sunk!' and on the shore Men shook, and on the heights the women cried ; 14 . Meg Blanc. But, lo ! the outline of the bark once more! While blue and faint the rocket rose and died. Ah, God, put out Thy hand ! all for the sake Of little ones, and weary hearts that wake ! Be gentle ! chain the fierce waves with a chain ! Let the gaunt seaman's little boys and girls Sit on his knee and play with his black curls Yet once again ! And breathe the pale lad safely through the foam, Back to the hungry mother in her home ! And spare the bad man, with his glazed eye ; Kiss him, for Christ's sake, bid Thy Death go by — He hath no heart to die ! Now faintlier blew the wind, the thin rain ceased. The thick cloud cleared like smoke from off the strand, For, lo ! a faint blue glimmer in the east, — God putting out His hand ! And overhead the storm-rack thinned too, And through the smoky gorge The wind drove past the stars, and faint they flew Like sparks blown from a forge ; And now the thousand foamy eyes o' the sea Hither and thither glimmered visibly, Meg Blane. 15 And gray lights hither and thither travelled, Like dim shapes searching for the drowned dead; And where these shapes most thickly glamoured by, Out on the ribbed reef the black hulk lay. And cast, against the glimmering eastern sky, Its shape gigantic on the falling spray. Yet there upon the shore the iishers fed Their eyes on horror, waiting for the close, When sudden in the midst a shrill voice rose ; 'The boat! the boat!' it said. Like creatures startled from a trance, they turned To her who spake : tall in the midst stood she, With arms uplifted, and with eyes that yearned Out on the murmuring sea. Some, shrugging shoulders, homeward turned their eyes, And others answered back in brutal speech ; But some, brave hearted, uttering shouts antl cries, Followed the fearless woman up the beach. A rush to seaward — black confusion — then A struggle with the sea upon the strand — 'Mid shrieks of women, cries of desperate men, The long oars smite, the black boat springs from land. Around tlie thick sj^ray iiies ; i6 Meg Blanc Tlie waves roll round and seem to overwhelm. With blowing hair and onward-gazing eyes The woman stands erect, and grips the helm. Now fearless heart, Meg Blane, or all must die ! Let not the skilled hand thwart the steadfast eye ! The ridged wave comes near, — crag-like it towers Above ye, scattering round its foamy showers : One flutter of the hand, and all is done ! Now steel thv heart, thou woman-hearted one! Softly the good helm guides ; Round to the ridged waves the boat leaps light, — Meg Blane. 17 Hidden an instant, — on the foamy height, Dripping and quivering hke a sea-bird, rides. Now through the ragged rift the moon looms pale, Driven before the gale, And makes a silver trouble with her breath, Till duskily the water shimmereth ; And, lo ! she gleameth on the reef, and on The black hull, as the fisher-boat comes nigh. A crash ! — the wreck upon the reef is gone ! A scream ! — and all is still beneath the sky, Save the weird waters as they foam and cry. i8 Meg Blanc. ^ ^^A/>-.^^r II. T~^AWN; and the deep was still. Without her door, ^ — Meg, shading eyes against the morning sun, Gazed seaward. After trouble there was peace. Smooth, many-coloured, as a ring-dove's neck, Stretched the deep, and on its eastern rim The cool, sweet light, with rainy yellow beams, Gleamed like a sapphire. Overhead, soft airs To feathery cirrhus flecked the deepening blue ; Beneath, the smooth sea's breathing made a breeze ; And up the weedy beach the blue waves crept, Breaking in one thin line of creamy foam. Meg Blane. 19 Seaward the woman gazed, with keen eye fixed On a dark shape that floated on the calm, Drifting as seaweed ; still and black it lay, The outline of a lifeless human shape : And yet it was no drowned mariner, For she who looked was smiling, and her face Looked merry ; and more merry when a boat, With pale and timorous fishermen, drew nigh ; And as the fearful fishers paused and gazed, A boat's length distant, leaning on their oars. The shape took life — raised up a dripping head, Screaming — flung up its body in white foam, And, with a laugh they echoed with a curse. Dived headlong, as a monster of the deep Plunges deep down when startled on its coucli Of glassy waters. Twas the woman's child, The witless water-haunter — Angus Blane. For Angus Blane, not fearless as the wise Are fearless, loved the waters like a thing Born in their still depths of the slimy ooze. A child, he sported on their rim, and crept Splashing with little hands amid the foam ; And when his limbs were stronger, and he reached 20 Meg Blanc. A young man's stature, the old sea had grown Dear and famiUar as his mother's face. Far out he swam, on windless summer days. Floating like some sea-monster far from land, Plunging from terror-stricken fishermen. With eldritch cry and wild unearthly face ; And in the untrodden deeps below the sea. Awaking w^ondrous echoes, that had slept Since first the watery Spirit stirred and breathed. On summer gloamings, in the bay for hours He glistened like a sea-snake in the moon. Splashing with trail of glistening phosphor-fire. And laughing shrill till echo answered. And the pale helmsman on the passing boat, Thinking some demon of the waters cried, Shivered and prayed. His playmates were the waves. The sea his playground. On his ear were sounds Kinder than human voices ; on his soul. Though misted with his witless thoughts, there passed A motion and a glamour that at times Broke through his lips, and troubled witless words With weird sea-music. When he w^as a child Children had mocked him — he had shunned their sports, And haunted ocean places, — nurturing Meg Blane. 21 The bright, fierce, animal splendour of a soul That ne'er was clouded through the pensive mists Of mind that smoke the souls of wiser men. Only in winter seasons he was sad ; For then the loving Spirit of the Deep Repulsed him, and its smile was kind no more ; And on the strand he wandered ; from deep caves Gazed at the tempest ; and from day to day Moaned to his mother for the happy time When the white swallows glisten from the South, And summer gUmmers through the rain, and brings Smiles and a windless silence to the sea. And as the deepening of strange melody, Caught from the unknown shores beyond the seas. Was the outspreading of liis life to her Who bare him ; yea, at times, the woman's womb Seemed laden with the throes of him unborn, So close his being clave unto her flesh, So strangely linked his spirit with her own. For the forebodings of her heart, when first She saw the mind-mists in his infant eyes. And knew him witless, turned as years went on Into more spiritual, mysterious love 22 J/cg Blanc Than common mothers feel ; ami he had power To make her nature deeper, more alive Unto the spiritual feet that walk Our dark and troubled waters. Thence was born Much of her courage on the sea, her trust In the sea's Master ; thence, moreover, grew Her faith in visions, warnings, fantasies, Such as came thronging on her heart when most Her eyes looked inward — to the place wherein She hid a secret sorrows While she gazed. Smiling, the bearded face of Angus rose Nearer to shore, and panting in the sun. Laughed at the fishers. Then the woman turned. And took, with man-like step and slow^, a path That, creeping through the shadows of the cliffs, Wound to the clachan. In the clear, bright dawn Lay Thornock glittering, while, thin and blue, Curled peat-smoke from the line of fisher-huts That parted the high shingle from the land. The sea was low : amid the tangled weeds And many-coloured rocks and sparkling pools, Went stooping men and women, seeking spoil, Meg Blane. 23 Treasure or drift-wood floating from the wreck; Beyond, some stood in fish-boats, peering down, Seeking the drowned dead ; and, near at hand, So near, a tall man might have waded thither With a dry beard, the reef loomed black with weed. And there the sea-fowl ever and anon Rose like a cloud of foam, whirled in the air. And, screaming, settled. But not thitherward Wandered Meg Blane. Along the huts she went — Among the rainy pools where, shouting, played Brown and barefooted bairns — among the nets 24 Meg Blanc. Stretched steaming in the sun — until she reached The cottage she was seeking. At the door, Smoking his pi])e, a 'grizzly fisher sat, Looking to sea. With him she spake awhile, Then, with a troubled look, entered the hut. And sought the inner chamber. Faint and pale Light glimmered through a loop-hole in the wall, A deep white streak across the rush-strewn floor. All else in shadow ; and the room was still, Save for a heavy breathing, as of one In quiet sleep. Within the wall's recess. On the rude bed of straw the sleeper lay. His head upon his arm, the sick thin light Touching his upturned face : while Meg drew near. And gazed upon him with a stranger's eyes. Quiet and pitying. Though his sleep was sound. His dreams were troubled. Throwing up his arms. He seemed to beckon, muttering ; then his teeth Clenched tight, a white smile wrinkled on his brow. And still he lay like one awaiting doom ; But suddenly, in agony supreme, He breathed like one who struggles, sinks, and drowns. Meg Blmie. 25 Struggling, with wavering arms and quivering limbs, And screaming in his throat, he fought for life ; Till, half-awakening with the agony, His glazed eyes he oped and glared round, While Meg drew shivering back into the shade ; And then, with deeper breath, as if relieved, Dropped down his bearded face upon his arm, And slept again. Then Meg stole stilly forth, And in the outer chamber found a lamp, And lit the same in silence, and returned On tiptoe to the sleeper. As she went, White as a murdered woman's grew her face, Her mouth was clenched as in death ; her eyes With ring on ring of widening wonder glared. Fixed to fascination upon him Who slumbered. Closer still she crept, Holding the lamp aloft, until his breath Was hot upon her cheek, — so gaunt, so white. It seemed her time was come. Yet in her look Was famine. As one famished looks on food After long agony, and thinks it dream, She gazed and gazed, nor stirred, nor breathed, nor lived, 26 Me^ Blanc Save in her spirit's hunger gleaming forth Out of her eyes ; till suddenly the man, Half-opening his eyes, reached out his arms And gript her, crying, ' Silence ! pray to God ! She's sinking!' and, with shrill and eldritch groan. Awakened. Then the woman would have fled Had he not gript her. In her face he gazed, Thrusting one hand into his silvered hair, And sought to gather close his scattered thoughts. And his eye brightened, and he murmured low, ' Where am I ? Dead or living ? Ah, I live ! The ship r the ship r' Meg answered not, but shrank Into the shadow ; till she saw the mists Pass from his bearded face and leave it clear. And heard his voice grow calmer, measured By tranquil heart-beats. Then he asked again, 'The ship: How many live of those aboard?' And when she answered he alone was saved. He groaned ; but with a sailor's fearless look, 'Thank God for that,' he said; 'and yet He might Have spared a better man. Where am I, friend r' ' On the north coast,' said Meg, ' upon the shore At Thornock.' Meg Blane. 27 Could tlie seaman, while she s|)ake, Have marked the wondering light on that pale face, 28 Meg Blanc. All else, — the storm, the terrible fight with death, — Had been forgotten ; but his glazed eye Saw dimly. Grasping still her quivering wrist, He questioned on ; and, summoning strength of heart, In her rude speech she told him of the storm : How to the w^atery gulf the ship had rolled When aid was nigh ; how, hovering near its tomb, The fishers from the whirling waters dragged Two drowned seamen and himself, a corpse In seeming ; how by slow and gentle means They wound his thin and bloody thread of life Out of the slowly-loosening hands of Death. Meg Blaiie. 29 III, Then, with strange trouble in her eyes, Meg Blane Crept swiftly back unto her hut again, Like one that fleeth from some fearful thing; Then sat and made a darkness, covering Her face with apron old, and thought apart ; And yet she scarce could think, for ache of heart, But saw dead women and dead men go bv, 30 -^■^^'£' Blauc And felt the wind, and heard the waters cry, And on the waters, as they washed to shore, Saw one Face float alone and glimmer hoar Through the green darkness of the breaking brine. And Meg was troubled deep, nor could divine The wherefore of her trouble, since 't was clear The face long wished for at last was near. Since all her waiting on was at an end. Ay, Meg was dull, and could not comprehend How God put out His breath that day, and blew Her sailor to her feet before she knew, And misted the dull future from her sight ; Wherefore she stared down on her delight As on a dead face washing in from sea. But when she understood full certainlie The thing had come according to her prayer, Her strength came back upon her unaware, And she thanked God, all)cit the pleasure seemed Less absolute a bliss than she had dreamed When it was a sweet trouble far away ; For she was conscious how her hair was gray. Her features worn, her flesh's freshness gone, Through toiling in the sun and waiting on; Meg Blane. 31 And quietlie she murmured, weeping not, ' Perchance — for men forget — he hath forgot.' And two long days she was too dazed and weak To step across the sands to him, and speak ; But on the third day, pale with her intent. She took the great hand of her son, and went, Not heeding while the little-witted one Mouthed at the sea and muttered in the sun ; And firmly stepping on along the shore. Beheld afar off, at the cottage door. The figure of her shipwrecked marinere ; When, deeply troubled by a nameless fear, She lingered o'er her footsteps, pale and wan. Then, coming near, she noted how the man Sat sickly, holding out his arm to please A fisher bairn he held between his knees, Whose eyes looked on the mighty arm and bare, Where ships, strange faces, anchors, pictured were, Pricked blue into the skin with many a stain ; And, sharply marking the man's face, Meg Blanc Was cheered and hoi pen, and she trembled less, Thinking, 'His heart is full of kindliness.' -^y. Meg Blanc. j)-^ And, feeling that the thing if to be done Must be done straight, she hastened with her son, And, though she saw the man's shape growing dim, Came up with feverish smile and spoke to him, Pausing not, though she scarce could hear or see, ' Has Angus Macintyre forgotten me r' And added quickly, 'I am Maggie Blane!' Whereat the man was smit by sudden pain And wonder — yea, the words he heard her speak Were like a jet of fire upon his cheek ; And, rising up erect, 'Meg Blane!' he cried. And, white and chilly, thrust the bairn aside, And peered upon the woman all amazed, While, pressing hard upon her heart, she gazed Blankly at the dim mist she knew was he. Then for a space both stood confusedlie, In silence ; but the man was first to gain Calmness to think and power to speak again ; And, though his bloodless lips were pressed tight. Into his eyes he forced a feeble light, And took her shivering hand, and named her name In forced kind tones, yet with a secret shame, Nor sought to greet her more with touch or kiss. Meg Blanc. 33 But she, who had waited on so long for this, FeeHng her hand between his fingers rest. Could bear no more, but fell upon his breast. Sobbing and moaning like a little bairn. Then, while her arms were round him, he looked stern, With an unwelcome burden ill at ease, What time she freed her heart in words like these — * At last ! at last ! O Angus, let me greet ! God 's good ! I never hoped that we would meet ! Lang, lang hae I been waiting by the sea. Waiting and waiting, praying on my knee ; And God said I should look again on you. And, though I daredna hope, God's word comes true, And He hath put an end to my distress !' And, as she spoke, her child plucked at her dress. Made fierce grimaces at the man, and tried To draw her from the breast whereon she cried ; But looking up, she pointed to her child, And gazed full piteous at the man, and smiled. ' God help him, Angus ! 'T is the bairn !' she said ; — ■ Nor noted how the man grew^ shamed and red, With child and mother ill at ease and wroth. And wishing he were many a mile from both. 34 Meg Blaiic. For now Meg's heart was many a mile away, And unto her it seemed hut yesterday That, standing inland in a heathery dell, At dead o' night, she bade the man farewell, And heard him swear full fondly in her ear Sooner or late to come with gold and gear, And marry her in kirk by holy rite ; And at the memory a quiet light, Rose-like and maiden, came upon her face, And softened her tall shape to nameless grace, As low winds blowing on a birk-tree green Make it one rippling trouble of white sheen. But soon from that remembrance driven again By the man's silence and his pallid pain. She shivered for a moment as with cold. And left his bosom, looking grieved and old, Yet smiling, forcing a sweet smile, and seeking For tokens in his face more sweet than speaking. But he w^as dumb, and with a pallid frown. Twitching his fingers quick, was looking down. ' What ails thee, Angus r' cried the woman, reading His face with one sharp look of interceding ; Meg Blaiie. 35 Then, looking downward too, standing apart, With blood like water slipping through her heart, Because she thought, ' "T is ill if it should be That Angus cares no more for mine and me, Since I am old and worn with sharp distress, And men like pretty looks and daintiness ; And since we parted twenty years have past, And that, indeed, is long for a man's heart to last.' But, agonized with looking at her woe. And bent to end her hope with one sharp blow, The troubled man, uplifting hands, spake thus. In rapid accents, sharp and tremulous : ' Too late, Meg Blane ! seven years ago I wed Another woman, thinking you were dead, — And I have bairns !' And there he paused, for fear, As when, with ghostly voices in her car, While in her soul, as in a little well, The dusky silver of the glamour fell, She had been wont to hark o' nights alone, So stood she now, not stirring, still as stone, While in her soul, with desolate refrain, The words, 'Too late!' rang o'er and o'er again; 36 A/ro- Blanc And gazed on his face with chill white stare; Then raising her wild arms into the air, Pinching her face together in sharj) fear, She quivered to the ground without a tear, And put her face into her hands, and thrust Her hair between her teeth, and spat it forth like dust. And though, with pity in his guilty heart. The man spake on and sought to heal her smart, Meg Blaue. 37 She heard not, but was dumb and deaf in woe ; But when, in pain to see her grieving so, Her son put down his hand, and named her name. And whispered, ' Mither ! mither ! let us hame!' She gript the hand, and smoothed her features wan, And rose erect, not looking at the man. But, gazing down, moved slowly from the spot. Over this agony I linger not. Nor shall I picture how upon that shore They met and spoke and parted yet once more, So calmly that the woman understood Her hope indeed had gone away for good. But ere the man departed from the place It seemed to Meg, contemplating his face. Her love for him had ne'er been so intense As it had seemed when he was far from thence ; And many a thing in him seemed little-hearted And mean and loveless ; so that ere they parted She seemed unto her sorrow reconciled. And when he went away, she almost smiled, But oitterlie, and turned to toil again, And felt most hard to all the world of men. 8055 i ■^8 Meg Blaiic. o IV. Lord, with how small a thing Thou canst prop up the heart against the grave ! A little glimmering Is all we crave ; The coming of a love That hath no being ; The thin point of a little star above, Flashing and fleeing. Contents our seeing. The house that never will be built ; the gold That never will be told ; The task we leave undone when we are cold ; The dear face that returns not, but is lying. Licked by the leopard, in an Indian cave; The coming rest that cometh not, till, sighing. We turn our weary eyes upon the grave. And, Lord, how should we dare Thither in peace to fall. Meg Blane. 39 But for a feeble glimmering even there — Falsest, perchance, of all r We are as children in Thy hands indeed, And Thou hast easy comfort for our need, — The shining of a lamp, the tinkling of a bell, Content us well. And even when Thou bringest to our eyes A little thing, to show its worthlessness, Anon we see another thing arise. And we are comforted in our distress ; And, waiting on, we watch it glittering. Till in its turn it is a worthless thing ; And even as we weep Another rises, and we smile again ; Till, wearied out with watching on in vain, We fall to sleep. And often one poor light that looks divine Is all one soul seeketh along the ground : There are no more to shine When that one thing is found. If it be worthless, then what shall suffice r The lean hand grips a speck that was a spark. 40 Meg Blanc. The heart is turned to ice, And all the world is dark. Hard are Thy ways when that one thing is brought Close, touched, and proven nought. Far off it is a mighty spell, and strong To help a life along. But, lo ! it darkens hithenvard, and now Droppeth, a rayless stone, upon the sod, — The w orld is lost : perchance not even Thou Survivest it, Lord God ! In poverty, in pain, For wear}' years and long, One hope, one fear, had comforted Meg Blane, Yea, made her brave and strong : A hope so faint, it seemed not hope at all. But a sweet trouble and a dreamy fear, A hearkening for a voice, a soft footfall. She never hoped in sober heart to hear : This had been all her cheer ; And with this balm Her soul might have kept calm For many another year. In terror and in desolation, she Meg Blane. 41 Had been sustained, And never felt abandoned utterly While that remained. Lord, in how small and poor a space can hide The motives of our terror and our pride, The clue unto the fortunate man s distress, The secret of the hero's fearlessness ! What had sustained this woman on the sea When strong men turned to flee ? Not courage, not despair, Not pride, not household care, Not faith in Thee! Nought but a hungry instinct blind and dim — A fear, a nameless pain, A dreamy wish to gaze again on him She never wholly hoped to see again. Nor all at once, — nor in an hour, a day. Did the strong woman feel her force depart, Or know how utterly had passed away The meaning of her heart ; It was not love she missed, for love was dead. And surely had been dead long ere she knew ; She did not miss the man's face when it fled, 6 42 Meg Blaiic As passionate women do : She saw him turn into the world a^ain. And had no pain ; And shook him by the hand, and watched him go, And thought it better so. She turned to her task-work as of old, Kissed her bearded child with love tenfold, Hoisted the sails and plied the oar. And wandered out from shore. And for a little space Wore an unruffled face. Though wind and water helped her heart no more. But, mark : she knelt less often on her knees, For, labour as she might. By day or night, She could not work enough to give her ease ; And presently her tongue, with sharper chimes, Chidcd at times. And she who had endured such sharp distress Grew peevish, flushing at her peevishness ; And though she did not weep. Her features seemed with tears disfieurcd. And in the night, when bitterest mourners sleep. She feverishly tossed upon her bed. Meg Blane. 43 Slowly the trouble grew, and soon she found Less pleasure in the loud unrestful sea ; The wind and water had a duller sound, The moon and stars were sick as corpse-lights be ; Then more and more strange voices filled her ear, And ghostly feet came near, And strange fire blew her eyelids down, and then Dead women and dead men, Dripping with phosphor, rose, and, ere she wist, Went by in a cold mist ; Nor left her strengthened at heart and bold, As they had done of old ; But ever after they had gone away She had no heart to pray. Bitter and dull and cold. She shivered back into the common day. Out of the east by night Drifted the black storm-cloud ; The air was hushed with snow-fiakes falling white, But the seas below were loud ; And out upon the reef the piteous light Rose from a shipwrecked bark Into the dark. 44 Meg Blanc. Pale stood the fishers, watching for the close, Till suddenly the fearless cry arose, And forth into the foam the black boat flew, And fearless to their places leapt the crew. Then one called out * Meg Blane !' But Meg stood by, and trembled and was dumb, Till, smit unto the heart by sudden pain, Into her hair she thrust her fingers numb, And fell upon the sands. And spake not while the wondering fishers called, And tore the slippery seaweed with her hands. And screamed, and was appalled. And in that hour the woman's fearless strength Snapt like a thread at length, And tears, ev'n such as suff'ering women cry, Fell from her eyes anon ; And she knew well, although she knew not why, The charm she had against the deep was gone. And after that dark hour. She as a feeble shadow anguished. All terrible things of power Turned into things of dread. And all the peace of all the world had fled. Meg Blanc. 45 Then onlv in still weather did she dare To seek her bread on ocean, as of old, And in the stormy time her shelf was hare, 46 Meg Blaue And her hearth black and cold ; Then very bitterly, with heart gone wild, She clung about her child, And hated all the earth beneath the skies, Because she saw the hunger in his eyes. For on his mother's strength the witless wight Had leant for guide and light, And food had ever come unto his hand, And he had known no thought of suffering; Yea, all his life and breath on sea and land Had been an easy thing. And now there was a change in his sole friend He could not comprehend. But, lo ! unto the shade of her distress His nature shaped itself in gentleness ; And when he found her weeping, he too wept, And if she laughed, laughed out in company ; And often to the fisher-huts he crept. And begged her bread, and brought it tenderly, And held it to her mouth, and till she ate Would touch no piece, although he hungered sore. And these things were a solace to her flite. But wrung her heart the more. Meg Blane. 47 Yea, to the bitter dolour of her clays, In witless mimicry he shaped his ways. He fared but seldom now upon the sea, But wandered with his mother hand in hand, Hunting for faggots on the inland lea. Or picking dulse for food upon the strand. Something had made the world more sad and strange, But easilv he changed with the change. 48 Meg Blanc. For m the very trick of woe he clad His features, and was sad since she was sad, And leant his chin upon his hands like her, And looked at vacancy ; and when the deep Was troublous, and she started up from sleep, He too awoke, with fearful heart astir ; And aye the more her bitter tears she shed Upon his neck, in woe to mark his woe. The more in blind, deep love he fashioned His grief to hers, and was contented so. And as a tree inclineth, weak and bare, Under an unseen weight of wintry air, Beneath her load the weary woman bent, And, stooping double, trembled as she went ; And the days snowed their snows upon her head As they went by. And ere a year had fled She felt that she must die. Then like a thing whom very witlessness Makcth indifferent, she lingered on, Not caring to abide with her distress, Not caring to be gone ; »' Meg Blane. 49 But gazing with a dull and fixed eye, And seeing dreams pass by ; Not speculating whither she would go, But feeling there was nought she cared to know. And melting even as snow. Save when the man's hand slipped into her own, And fluttered fondly there, And she would feel her life again, and groan, ' My God ! when I am gone, how will he fare r' And for a little time, for Angus' sake. Her bruised heart would ache, And all life's stir and anguish once again Would swoon across her brain. ' O bairn, when I am dead. How shall ye keep frae harm r What hand will gie ye bread ? What fire will keep ye warm? How shall ye dwell on earth awa frae me r'- ' O mitlier, dinna dee !' ' O bairn, by night or day I hear nae sounds ava', But voices o' winds that blaw. D o Meg Blanc. An(.l the voices o' ghaists that say I must aw a. The Lord tliat made the wind, and made the sea, Is hard on my bairn and me, And I mek in I lis breath like snaw.' — ' O mither, dinna dee !' ' O bairn, it is but closing up the een. And lying down never to rise again. Many a strong man's sleeping hae I seen, — There is nae pain ! I 'm weary, weary, and I kenna why ; My summer has gone by, And sweet were sleep, but for the sake o' thee.' — 'O mither, dinna dee!' But when sweet summer scents were on the sea, And 'neath the moon the waves plashed bright and cool, Outside the hut she sat upon a stool, While Angus leant his head against her knee. And with thin fingers fashioned carefully A long white dress of wool. ' O mither,' cried the man, ' what make ye there :' Meg Blane. 51 ' A blanket for our bed !' O mither, it is like the sark folk wear When they are drowned and dead !" And Meg said nought, but kissed \\\\\\ on the lips, And looked with dull eye seaward, where the moon Silvered the white sails of the passing ships, Into the land where she was ffoing so soon. 52 Meg Blaite. And in the reaping-time she lay abed, And by her side the dress unfinished, And with dull eyes that knew not even her child Slie gaz'ed at vacancy, and sometimes smiled ; And ever her fingers worked, for in her thought, Stitching and stitching, still the dress she wrought ; And then a beldame old, with bleared ee, - Came to the hut for Christ and charitie, And stilly sewed the woollen shroud herself, And set the salt and candle on a shelf. And like a dumb thing crouching moveless there, Gripping the fingers wan, Markins; the face with wild and wandering stare, And whining beast-like, watched the witless man. Then like a light upon a headland set, In winds that came from far-off waters blowing, The faint life glimmered — fainter — fainter yet ; But suddenly it brightened at its going ; And Meg sat up, and, lo ! her features wore The fearless sweetness they had known of yore ; And delicate lines were round her mouth ; sweet rest Was in her eyes, though they were waxing dim; And when the man crept close unto her breast, Meg Blane. 53 She calmly kissed him. And it was clear She had heard tidings it was sweet to hear, And had no longer any care or fear. ' I gang, my bairnie, and ye will come to me !' ' O mither, dinna dee !' But as he spake she dropped upon the bed, And darkened, while the breath came thick and fleet 'O Jessie, see they mind my bairn!' she said, And quivered, — and was sleeping at God's feet. When on her breast the plate of salt was laid, And the corpse-candle burnt with sick blue light, Tlie man crouched, fascinated and afraid, Beside her, whining through the night ; And answered not the women who stole near, And would not see nor hear; And when a day and night had come and gone, Ate at the crusts they brought, and gazed on ; And when they took her out upon a bier. He followed quictlie without a tear; And when upon the kist fell dust and stone, He murmured a thin answer to the sound. And at the end he sat, with a (kill moan, 54 Meg Blane. Upon the new-made mound. And as a dog that mourns a master dead, The man did haunt the grave in dull dumb pain ; Creeping away to beg a little bread, Then stealing back again ; And he was held accursed who did not give The gift of bread or meal, that he might live ; — Till, (lull and piteous-eyed, He moaned beneath a load too hard to bear. 'Mither!' he cried, — And crawled into the dark, to seek her there. A PRELUDE. OTHOU whose ears incline unto my singing, Turn with me to the mountains, and behold A sad thing in the land wherein thou dwellest. I have to utter dread things of mans heart; I have to point at evil with my hnger; I have to find the light of God in evil. And yet I am no wielder of the thunders ; I have no little curse to hurl at sinners : My full heart hungers out unto the stained. I have a word to leave upon my tombstone ; I have a token for the men who follow : — ' This mans heart hungered out unto the stained" 56 A Prelude. And love and sorrow and wrong shall scent my song ; From discords I will wring harmonious breathings. Sounding a plea for all men, here and yonder. 't)-"? For I have stains upon me, and am base : It is not much that such a man can say; And yet 't is much, if said with all his might. II. O thou whose ears incline unto my singing, Woman or man, thou surely bear'st thy burden, And I who sing, and all men, bear their burdens. Even as a meteor-stone from suns afar, Didst thou not reach the ways of life, and breathe r No wonder that to much thou art a stranger. Sweet, sweet it is to sit in leafy places, In a green darkness, and to hear the stirring Of strange breaths hither — thither — in the branches ; And sweet it is to sail on purple waters. Between the heaven o'er and heaven under. The hills above us, and their ghosts beneath us : A Pyelude. 57 And sweet it is to watch the blue-maned Hghtning Spring shrieking at the earth, and slowly perish Under the falling of the leaden rain. Thou lov'st all grand and gentle and sweet things, — The wind-flower at the tree-root, and the white cloud, The strength of mountains, and the power of waters. And unto thee all seasons utter pleasure : Spring, standing startled, listening to the skylark, The wild flowers from her lap unheeded falling; And Summer, in her gorgeous loose apparel ; And Autumn, with her dreamy silver eyebrows ; And Winter, with his white hair blown about him. Yea, everywhere there stirs a dreamy beauty, A gleaming and a flashing unto change. An under-stream of sober meditation. Yet nought endures, but all their glory fadeth, And power and sweet and sorrow are interwoven; There is no single presence of the Godhead. 8 58 A Pyclndc. III. The world is wondrous round thee — God's green world — A world of pleasant waters and soft places, And weirdly woven colours in the air. Yet evermore a trouble doth pursue thee, — A hunger for the wherefore of thy being, A wonder from what regions thou hast fallen. Thou gladdenest in the glad things of the world. Yet criest surely, 'Wherefore, and oh, wherefore? What am I ? wherefore doth the world seem happy?' Thou saddenest in the sad things of the world. Yet criest on, ' Why are men bruised and beaten r Whence do I grieve and gladden to no end ? ' Thy trouble grows tenfold when thou beholdest The agony and burden of thy fellows, The pains of sick men, and the groans of hungry. A Prelude. 59 Thou seest the good man tear his hair and weep ; Thou seest the bad man tread on human necks, Prospering and blaspheming ; and thou wonderest. The silken-natured woman is a bond-slave ; The gross man fouls her likeness in high places : The innocent are heart-wrung; and thou wonderest. The gifts of earth are given to the base ; The monster of the cities spurns the martyr ; The martyr dies, denying; and thou wonderest. How shalt thou reconcile these bitter things ? How shalt thou cast thy hope beyond the sunset : The sweetest man's conception is a coward's. — How shalt thou ask for more from him who singcth He can but sing aloud that these things are, And look about for signs that Gon |)erceives them. TV. The singer is the curious-eyed man Who searches in the bycways of the world For little signs the Loud has dropped in passing. 6o A Pyehtde. For where His robe has brushed grow grass and pansies, And where His smile has fallen there are song birds, And where His tears have dropped are tear-strung women ; And from His strange mysterious robe, in passing, Drop jewels, and they lie in gloomy places, — Yea, in the dark depths of a murderer's spirit. There is no place so wholly desolate But tokens of His passing there lie hidden : The curious-eyed man must seek these out. Have I not found them in an outcast's hair r And in tlie breast and on the feet of sinners? There is no place so base that God hath scorned it. And ever, when he comes upon such tokens, A glamour fills the vision of the singer. And he is sure the Lord hath passed that way. And 't is his task to put on bleared eyes The euphrasy of beauty, that his fellows May see as he hath seen, and so be holpen. A Prelude. 6i There is no hope but one for him who singeth, — To wander in the highways and the byeways, To see deep down into the depths of action. Is there a cheek on earth he would not kiss ? -Let him upon a mountain-top, and there Ask for the Hghtning of annihilation. V. All is not o'er if loving is not o'er : Somewhere the basest thing contacts with God ; The curious-eyed man discovers where. He sitteth not within a purple chamber ; He hath read deep in books and deep in souls ; The cunning; of a craft is on his finoers. He knoweth the dark windings up to God ; He goeth where the murderer's knife is lifted, But feareth not. — God hath him by the hand. He hath no stool to sit and suck liis thoughts on ; He hath no creed where all creeds may not join him ; He hath no love that is not love for all men. 62 A Prelude. The eyes of men and women love the distant ; They scorn the wonders on their hearths and thresholds. How should the stale grass on their doors look fair r But, lo ! the singer passeth by, and straightway The common things are looming in the distance. Distant in beauty and in revelation ; And long thin lines of meaning gleam afar off, Like shafts of moonlight shimmering sweetly upward, And then the singer's voice is heard intoning. And evermore the singer's soul is troubled, When Music, with her beautiful eyes bent upward, Springs from his side, and soars, of earth disdainful. And evermore, in those consummate moments. The singer cries, ' God is above the world ! Up, up! sing in Ilis cars, beloved spirit.' And o'er the wastes where weary eyes are watchino, A sudden glory is shaken, like a banner Unfolded rapidly to strains f)f music. AN ENGLISH ECLOGUE. Timothy. "X^ TELL, here's the cuckoo come again, after the ^ ' barley sowing, Tlie duckweed white upon the pond, all round the violets blowing, The gorse has got its coat of gold, and smells as sweet as clover. The lady-smocks are in the hedge, the primroses nigli over. And out upon the common there you see the lambkins leaping, The very snakes crawl here and there, - — hut Holy Tommie's sleeping. Jacob. Ah, liini that used to work with Bourne ! Bourne told me how he blundered. 64 Ail English Eclogue. He used to preach. I heard him once. Lord ! how he groaned and thundered ! The women squeaked Hke sucking-pigs, the men roared out hke cattle, And my gray hair stood up on end I Timothy. A.11 ignorant stuff and tattle ! He lost his head through meddling so with things that don't concern us ; When we go questioning too close, 't is little God will learn us : 'T is hard enough to squeeze the crops from His dry ground about us, But as for serving 't other world, — it gets its crops without us. Ah, Tommie's was a loss that used to put me out com- pletely ! No man about could plough a field or kill a pig so neatly. Jacob. That's where it lies! We get no good by asking ques- tions, neighbour : An English Eclogue. 65 Parsons are sent to watch our souls, while we arc hard at labour : 66 All English Eclogue. This world needs help to get along, for men feed one another, And what do we pay parsons for, — if not to manage 't other r Timothy. You're right! No man as grumbles so with this here worki has thriven ; Mutton won't drop into our mouths, although we gape at heaven. Why, Tommie was a ruddy lad, as rosy as an apple, Till Methodism filled his head, and he was seen at chapel, Found out that he 'd received a call, grew dismal, dull, and surly. Read tracts when working in the fields, went praying late and early, And by-and-bye began himself to argue with the doubting, And though he'd scarcely been to school, began his public spouting. And soon I found — I wasn't blind — how he let matters go here, — While he was at his heavenly work, things suffered down below here : An English Eclogue. 67 The hens dropped off through want of feed, horses grew sick and useless, For lack o' milking presently the cows grew dry and juiceless ; And when I sought him out, and swore in rage and con- sternation, I 'm hanged if Tommy didn't cry and talk about salva- tion! * Salvation's mighty well,' says I, right mad with my disaster, ' But since I want my farm-stock saved, you find another master !' And I was firm, and sent him off, though he seemed broken-hearted : He slipt a tract into my fist the morning he departed ; Ay, got a place next day with Bourne, who knew the lad was clever. But dawdled still about his work, and preached as much as ever. Jacob. But Bourne soon sent him packing off — Bourne's just the sort of fellow ; Why, even when the parson calls, he grumbles and looks yellow ! 68 An English Eclogue. Timothy. He got another master, though, but soon began to tire him : His wages sank, and by-and-bye no farmer here would hire him ; And soon between this world and that. ]5oor Tommie grew more mournful, His strength and cleverness went off— the country folk looked scornful — And soon the blessed Methodists grew tired, and would not hear him, And bolted when he tried to speak, and shrank from sit- ting near him. Jacob, T is just the way with Methodists. Give me the High Church, neighbour. Timothy. ' Why don't you be a man r' said they, ' keep clean, and do your labour r' And what d'ye think that Tommie baid .-- ' I don't play shilly-shally ; An EnglisJi Eclogue. 69 If I'm to serve the Lord at all, 'twill be continually: You think that you can grub and cheat from Sunday on to Sunday, And put the Lord Almighty off by howling out on one day ; But if you want to get to heaven, your feelings must be stronger.' And Holy Tommie would not go to chapel any longer. Learned sense ? No, no ! Reformed ? Not he ! But moped and fretted blindly, Because the blessed Methodists had used him so un- kindly. His life grew hard, his back grew bare, his brain grew dreadful airy. He thought of t' other world the more 'cause this seemed so contrary ; Went wandering on the river-side, and in the woods lay lurking, Gaped at the sky in summer-time when other men were working, And once was spied a-looking up where a wild lark was wino-ino; And tears a-shining in his eyes, — because the lark was singing ! yo All EjiglisJi Eclogue. Last harvest-time he came to me, antl begged for work so sadly, And vowed he had reformed so much, and looked so sick and badly, I had not heart to send him off, but put him out a-reaping. But, Lord! the same tale o'er again — he worked like one half-sleeping. ' Be off!' says I, ^ you 're good for nought;' and all the rest stood sneering. ' Master, you may be right,' says he,^ — ' the Lord seems hard o' hearing ! I thought I could fulfil below the call that I had gotten, But here's the harvest come again, and all my life seems rotten. The Methodists are little good, the High Church folk are lazy, And even when I pray alone, the ways o' Heaven seem hazy. Religion don't appear to keep an honest lad from sad things. And though the world is fine to see, 'tis full of cruel bad tlimo-s. An English Eclogue. 71 Why, I can't walk in fields and lanes, and see the flowers a-growing. And look upon the bright blue sky, or watch the river flowing, But even there, where things look fine, out creeps the speckled adder, Or silver snakes crawl by, and all at once the world looks sadder. The better I have seemed to grow, the worse all things have gone with me. It's all a great blank mystery ! I wish the Lord was done with me !' And slowly, ever after that, Tommie grew paler, stiller. And soon he could not work at all, and quickly he grew iller : And when the early new-year rains were yellowing pool and river, He closed his eyes, and slept, and gave the puzzle up for ever. Jacob. His head was gone, that 's clear enough — the chapel set it turning. 72 Ail English Eclogue. Timothy. Now, this is how I look at it, akhough I have no learning : In this here world, to do like him is nothing but self- slaughter, — He went close to the edge o' life, and heard a roar like water, His head went round, his face grew pale, his blood lost life and motion, — 'Twas just as vi'lets lose their scent when set beside the ocean. But there's the parson riding up, with Doctor Barth, his crony ; Some of these days the parson's weight will kill that blessed pony ! Ah, he's the man to settle things that make the wits un- steady ! Wife, here 's the parson ! Draw some ale, and set the table ready. THE BATTLE OF DRUMLIE- MOOR. (NORTH COAST. COVENANT PERIOD.) T3 AR the door ! put out the hght, for it gleams -*— ^ across the night, And guides the bloody motion of their feet ; Hush the bairn upon thy breast, lest it guide them in their quest, And with water quench the blazing of the peat. Now, wife, sit still and hark ! — hold my hand amid the dark ; O Jeanie, we are scattered e'en as sleet ! It was down on Drumliemoor, where it slopes upon the shore, And looks upon the white surf of the bay. In the kirkyard of the dead, where the heather is turned red By the bloody clan that sleep beneath the clay ; 10 74 The Baffle of Drinnliemoor And the Howiesons were there, and the people of Glen Ayr, And we gathered in the dark o' night to pray. How ! Sit at home in fear, when God's voice was in mine ear, When the priests of Baal were slaughtering His sheep ? Nay, there I took my stand, with my reap-hook m my hand, For bloody was the sheaf that I might reap ; And the Lord was in His skies, with a thousand dreadful eyes, And His breathing made a trouble on the deep. Each mortal of the band brought his weapon in his hand, Though the chopper or the spit was all he bare ; And not a man but knew the work he had to do, If the Fiend should fall upon us unaware. And our looks were ghastly white, but it was not with affright. For we knew the Lord was hearking to our prayer. The. Battle of Druinlieinqor. 75 Oh, solemn, sad, and slow, rose the stern voice of Monroe, 76 The Battle of DniDilieniooy And he cursed the curse of Babylon the Whore ; And we could not see his face, but a gleam was in its place, Like the phosphor of the foam upon the shore ; And the eyes of all were dim as they fixed them- selves on him. And the Sea filled up the pauses with its roar. And when, with accents calm, Kilmahoe gave out the psalm. And the sweetness of God's voice was on his tongue. With one voice we praised the Lord of the Fire and of the Sword, And louder than the winter wind it rung; And across the stars on high went the reek of vapour by, And a white mist drifted round us as we sung. It was terrible to hear our cry rise deep and clear, Though we could not see the criers of the cry. But we sang and gripped our brands, and touched each other's hands. While a thin sleet smote our faces from the sky ; The Battle of Drumliemoor. 11 And, sudden, strange, and low, hissed the accents of Monroe, ' Grip your weapons ! Yea, be silent ! They are nigh ! ' And heark'ning, with clenched teeth, we could iiear across the heath The tramping of the horses as they flew, And no man breathed a breath, but all were still as death, And close together shivering we drew; 78 The Battle of Dniiiilieuioor. And deeper round us fell all the eyeless gloom of Hell, And the Fiend was in among us ere we knew. Then a shriek of men arose, and the cursing of our foes — No face of friend or foeman could we mark ; But I struck and kept my stand, trusting God to guide my hand. And struck, and struck, and heard the hell-hounds bark ; And I fell beneath a horse, but I reached with all my force, And ripped him with my reap-hook through the dark. As we struggled, knowing not whose hand was at our throat. Whose blood was spouting warm into our eyes. We felt the thick snow-drift swoop upon us from the rift. And murmur in the pauses of our cries ; But, lo ! before we wist, rose the black reek and the mist. And the pale Moon made a glamour from the skies. The Battle of Drumliemoor. 79 O God ! it was a sight that made the hair turn white, That withered up the heart's blood into woe, To see the faces loom in the dimly lighted gloom, And the dead men lying bloodily below ; While melting, with no sound, fell with gentleness around The white peace and the wonder of the Snow ! Ay, and thicker, thicker, poured the pale silence of the Lord, From the hollow of His hand we saw it shed, And it thickened round us there, till we choked and gasped for air. And beneath was ankle-deep and stained red ; And soon, whatever wight was smitten down in fight Was buried in the drift ere he was dead. Then we beheld at length the troopers in their strength. For faster, faster, faster, up they streamed. And their pistols flashing bright showed their faces ashen white. 8o The Battle of Dnnulienioor. And their blue steel caught the driving moon and gleamed. And a dying voice cried, 'Fly!' And behold, e'en at the cry, A panic fell upon us, and we screamed ! Oh, shrill and awful rose, 'mid the splashing blood and blows, Our scream unto the Lord that let us die ; And the Fiend amid us roared his defiance at the Lord, • And his servants slew the strong man 'mid his cry.; And the Lord kept still in heaven, and the only answer given Was the white Snow falling, falling, from the sky. Then we fled ! the darkness grew ! 'mid the driving cold we flew, Each alone, yea, each for those whom he held dear ; And I heard upon the wind the thud of hoofs be- hind, And the scream of those who perished in their fear, The Battle of Druniliemoor. 8i But I knew by heart each path through the darkness of the strath, And I hid myself at dawn, — and I am here Ah ! gathered in one fold be the holy men and old. And beside them lie the cursed and the proud; The Howiesons are there, and the people of Glen Ayr, Kirkpatrick, and Macdonald, and Macleod. And while the widow groans, lo ! God's hand around their bones His thin ice windeth softly as a shroud. IL 82 The Battle of Driimliemoor. Ay, on mountain and in vale our women will look pale, And palest where the ocean surges boom ; Buried neath snow-drift white, with no holy prayer or rite, Lie the loved ones they look for in the gloom ; And deeper, deeper still, drops the Snow on vale and hill. And deeper and yet deeper is their Tomb ! THE NORTHERN MUSE. T3 ELL from the North hath journeyed hither -^—^ She brings the scent of heather with her, To show in what sweet glens she grew. Where'er she trips, in any weather, She steps as if she trod on heather, And leaves a sense like dropping dew. The mountains own her for their daughter; Her presence feels like running water, Cooled from the sun in a green glade : So strange she seems to city seeing, — A playmate of the winds, — a being Made of the dew and mountain sliadc. In the strange streets she stops to listen. Her red lips part, her blue eyes glisten, Wild windy voices round her speak ; 84 The Northern Muse. She sees the streets roll dark and clouded, Fearless as when she paused, enshrouded By mists upon a mountain-peak. And oft, while wondrous-eyed she wanders, She meets a sweet face, — pauses, ponders, — ■ And then peers backward as she goes ; As in the far-off solemn places She drooped the tenderest of faces Over some tender thing that grows. Long have the clouds and winds been by her. Long have the waters murmured nigh her. And sweet delight in those hath she ; Long has she watched the shapes of wonder Darken around with crying thunder. Yet all have used her tenderlie. Yea, she hath been a frail flower, lying Under the peak where storms were crying, Feeling the hills quake through and througli, And, when the storm was ended, raising A little dewy head, and gazing With pensive pleasure up the blue. The Northern Muse. 85 Yea, then tlie serpent lightning often Watched her with eyes that seemed to soften, And smiled, and tied, and smiled again ; 86 The Northern Muse. Till, all around her gentler growing, She felt the moist winds blowing, blowing, While shafts of cool light drank the rain. When mighty shapes had love and pity, What should appal her in the city? What should she fear in sun or shower ? The cloud of life is pleasure-laden, She fears it not, — she is a maiden Familiar with the things of power. She is as sweet as maidens may be, Yet does not seem as things of clay be, But seemeth, as she passes by. The shadow of a spirit-lady (A wool-white cloud with image shady) Floating above her in the sky ! Yet seems she made in mortal fashion, — A thing of pureness and of passion, A winning thing of eyes and lips, A maiden with a cheek to sigh on, A heart to love, a breast to die on, Kiss-worthy to the finger-tips ! The Northern Muse. 87 No pantaloon, no simpering sinner, No little man of straw shall win her, No scented darling of the sun ; But he who wins must win in honour, And stir her soul, and breathe upon her, Even as the shapes of power have done. And such a one his plaint should utter Where the torn wings of tempests flutter, Where waters stir and winds are loud ; Or in the dark mysterious city, When she is stirred to human pity. In the windy motion of the cloud. Bell from the North, how shall I win her? Wind, cloud, shade, water dwell within her. And she, like those, is meek and strong. How shall I weave, O mountain daughter, A song of wind, cloud, shade, and water? How make thee mine with such a song ? Lo ! here the things of power are meaner, The flowers around our feet uncleaner. Than where her vagrant footsteps climb ; 88 The Northern Muse. And here we prize ignoble thinking, And here sit latter rhymesters drinking The muddy lees of ancient rhyme. And, oh ! the singing must be mournful ; Strong things are cruel, sweet things scornful, And the fresh breath of life grows foul ; While where she roams strong things are tender. Great things are grand things, sounds of splendour Drown the dull hooting of the owl. The life-cloud round me thunders, lightens ; Strong without gentleness, it frightens The timid soul to grovelling deeds ; And when the brave soul, hating error. Upbraids the many-headed terror, It smites him down, and no man heeds. If, ere the song be uttered duly, I who have served her long and truly Should faint and fall, though strong and brave. Last I will pray in loving duty That Bell will come, with all her beauty, To look a little on my grave. The Northern Muse. 89 And she will come (while up above her The spirit-lady still will hover, Pausing a space, with white wings furled) ; Her foot will rest, her eye look nor'ward. And that one grave will be thenceforward The sweetest grave in all the world. And surely, when she wanders thither. The scent of heather will be with her, The shady peace of mountains blue ; And she will breathe like fresh winds blowing. And glide away like water flowing. And leave a sense like dropping dew. 12 THE BALLAD-MAKER. (LONDON.) STOP ! that 's your training. You 're too hard, 1 say, Far, far too hard on those that go astray : There 's something to be said, by folk who feel, For girls that step astray, and lads who steal, And they are human souls in sin's despite. 'Tis hard to find one's way without a hght Through this dark world, seeking the bit o' bread; And being good comes after being fed. If you had seen as much of town as me. As much of wickedness and misery. You 'd look on townsfolk with a friendlier gaze ; But you are from the country, and their ways Look black beside the life that you have led. The Ballad-Maker 91 How did I know that you were country bred r Ah, that's a trick I keep, though I am gray; 92 The Ballad- Maker For once I lived in Sussex, far away ; And though full forty years have passed, and more, I know a country face among a score, By tokens that I catch before it flies — Dress, voice, and something cow-like in the eyes. Ay, and whene'er a coster girl I meet Selling her violets up and down the street. Or see a country cart go past with hay. It seems I lived in Sussex yesterday. And I can see the salt green marsh, and hear The washing of the waters low and clear, And see the silver sails out in the bay Come in the moon like ghosts, and dip, and melt away. Yes, friend, I am the man who makes the rhyme ; Much have I made and sold too in my time : This room is papered with them, big and small, So that a man can read them on the wall. And they are but a few of those I made. Since I began the task and found it paid. There 's one that every 'prentice boy has read, — How Tommie Thresher shot his sweetheart dead ; And that's another on the poisoner Brown, And there's a comic song that took the town. The Ballad-Maker. 93 But these are poor weak things, akhough they pay ; There 's something in me better far than they ! There's nothing in them fine, and fresh, and true, — They jingle, but they never thrill one through, Like some by other men that I have read. But I should like for once, ere I am dead, To write a thing more true, and fresh, and fair, Fit for poor folk whose hearts are full of care. Why, if a man, just by a rhyme, could show How fresh the winds down in the country blow, How by the sea the marsh smells salt and sweet. Or how the bird cries ' cuckoo ' in the heat. Or if a man his feelings could write down When flower girls sell their flowers about the town, Or put in music all the frets and fears Of townsfolk, the deep murmur in their ears, The crying out for sleep, the fight for bread. The strange hard thoughts they feel when they lay down their dead. Ah, many a night I 've tried to speak my mind, — 1 wanted learning, though, as now I find; The rhymes would never answer as they ought. Or, coming, killed the feeling and the thought. 94 ^ he Ballad-Maker. And so I found 'twas useless waste of time, But turned again to money-making rhyme, Where thoughts and feeUngs were of small ado. So that the words were strong, the jingle true ; And when the printer sold 'em far and wide, Was fool enough to feel a kind of pride. Last year I tried it hard, but all in vain, Although my heart was full of a sharp pain. Because my little neighbour, up on high, Was taken badly, and about to die, — • Little Jem Hart, half coster lad, half thief, One of the sort you wish to bring to grief; Only sixteen, and with his spine amiss, — So thin, that when he raised his hand like this, You saw the yellow sunlight sliining through. He had been bred among a wicked crew. And ne'er a friend in all the world had he, — Never a friend in all the world but me. To nurse him, shake the straws to make his bed, And stuff with rags a pillow for his head. For hope was gone — he knew that he must die; But life was dismal, and he did not cry. And wore away with little pain — up there. The Ballad-Maker. 95 And so, whenever I had time to spare, I sat by Jem, and tried to give him cheer ; And he was thankful from his heart, poor dear! And proud he had at least one friend to stay Beside him watching as he went away. And though he said but little, now and then He startled me with what he knew of men : For it was terrible how one so young Could have such crafty sayings on his tongue ; And sore to look on one so weak and wan, A child, yet weary as an old, old man. He knew full wtII his time was short below. And yet his heart was not afraid to go ; And when I sunk my voice and took his hand, And talked to him about a better land. He seemed to think it sure no place could be More dull than London was to such as he. But now and then, when he could hear the cries Of boys outside, a sharp look filled his eyes, And his thin hand hung heavier on mine. And it was summer, and the days were fine, And through the smoky glass the light came red, 96 The Ballad-Maker. And tinted little Jem upon his bed ; And he would wake for hours, and watch the pane, Until it dazzled him to sleep again. And he would have strange dreams, and toss, and moan, And cry to some one to be let alone, Whining for fear ; and often it would seem He stole or picked a pocket in his dream, And drew breath hard, hearing the folk rush by. And ran till he was caught, and wakened with a cry. It was a sight to make a man's heart ache To sit like me up there and see him wake From one of those hard dreams ; for ' Dick,' he said, ' Give me your hand — I thought that I was dead.' And then, afraid, he told me all he dreamed. He thought he was in Heaven, and it seemed Pleasant and bright and green like Primrose Hill, And there was no one there, but all was still ; And he was clean and naked, and the light Shone on his body, and made it golden bright; And though a little hungry, through his breast He felt a tired and pleasant peace and rest. Then, seeing no one nigh, and tired, he crept Into a corner full of flowers, and slept. The Ballad-Maker. 97 But all at once, while lying on the sod, He heard a deep gruff voice, and knew 't was God, And felt rough fingers seize him by the ears, While he was thick with sleep, and full of fears ; And heard God say, 'What boy lies here apart?' And some one said it was the thief, Jem Hart ; And thougli he sobbed and cried, they would not hark, But took him to a gateway, cold and dark. And thrust him out — and full of pain he woke. Pale was his face and fearful as he spoke : But when I answered him in cheerful style, I coaxed his poor pinched features to a smile. And lying back he watched the smoky pane, And hearkened to the people down the lane, In silence thinking till his eyelids closed; But, looking up o' sudden as he dozed. He pressed my hand more tight, and held his head, — ' Dick, say some bits of poetry,' he said. I stared at first, because it seemed so new ; But, after pondering what to say and do, I nuirmured low some things that I had made, — Fine-sounding things, tiiat took the town and paid; 13 98 The Ballad- Maker. And Jem closed eyes, and noted every one, And kept as still as stone till I had done, And hearkened to the rhyme as one might list To the clock's ticking, careless though he missed The meaning of the ditty, sad or glad. But when my stock was done, and still the lad Asked me to tell him more, I called to thought A ])oor thing I had made when overwrought. One of those weary times I tried in vain To put in honest verse my own heart's pain ; And I was troubled, as I said it o'er. By feelings written down so long before. And my voice broke, — my throat was full of tears, — The sounding city murmured in my ears, — I felt Jem's hand between my fingers creeping. And, looking down, I saw that little Jem was weeping. Then I was touched to see him grieving so. And clasped his hand, and spoke more sad and low, Peering upon his face ; and as I spoke. Instead of the low hum of city folk, I heard the washing sea upon the shore ; And when I had said the silly verses o'er. The Ballad-Maker. 99 'Say it again!' cried little Jem; and when, To please his lieart, I said the song again, loo The Balhni-Maker. In tlirniioii tlic smoky glass the setting sun Gleamed sickly, and the day was nearly done. Oh, London is a dismal city, W hen one is all alone, And it 's hard to keep your heart up When your friends are dead and gone ; And what is the good of living, And struggling bitterly, wet or dry ? It's better just to shut your eyes, And lie down on your back and die ! II. Oh, who would struggle antl struggle To get the bit of bread, Wlio would be cold and weary, With an aching heart and weary head, When all in the dark still earth (^liet and peacefid you can lie r Then isn't it better to close your eyes, And lie down on your back and die ' The Ballad-Maker. loi III. There 's green fields, flowers, and cresses In the place where I was born, And you hear the waters of the sea A-sounding night and morn ; But London city is dismal work, And your heart feels lonely as the days go by Then isn't it better to close your eyes, And lie down on your back and die ? That was the song, and o'er and o'er to him I murmured it until mine eyes were dim. And my heart ached again ; — for all the time There seemed a kind of magic in tiie rhyme, And I could hear the washing sea, and smell The salt green marshes where I used to dwell. And see the grim room melt around me, showing The water trembling, and the fresh breeze blowing. And white-sailed fish-boats dipping in the breeze. But while my heart was full of things like these. The evening came; ant! when the pale moonlight Crept o'er the house-to])s. dim and dusky bright, 102 The Ballad- Maker. The arm of little Jem grew heavy as lead, Antl, looking down, I saw that he was dead. And even then, far, far away, I seemed Staring down dumbly at a face that gleamed On water in the moonlight silver clear, And though 'twas night, full plainly I could hear The bird that comes when summer days are blue, Crying afar away, 'Cuckoo! cuckoo! cuckoo!' Ah ! many a time, amid the hum of town, I 've tried my best to put such feelings down : Full oft they come, they go ; but when I try To hold them fast, they turn to mist, and die. THE BROOK. o H, sweet and still around the hill Thy silver waters, Brook, are creeping; 104 ^/''^ Brook Beneath the hill as sweet and still Thy weary friend hes sleeping: A laurel leaf is in his hair, His eyes are closed to human seeming, And surely he has dreams most fair, If he indeed be dreaming. () l^rook, he smiled, a happy child, Upon thy hanks, and loved thy crying. And, as time flew, thy murmur grew A trouble purifying ; Till, last, thy laurel leaf he took, Dream-eyed and tearful, like a woman, And turned thy haunting cry, O Brook, To speech divine and human. O Brook ! in song full sweet and strong He sang of thee he loved so dearly ; Then softly creep around his slecj), And murmur to him cheerly ; For though he knows nor fret nor fear, Though lite no more slips strangely through him, Yet he may sleep more sound to hear Hh friend so close unto him. The Brook. 105 And when at last the sleepers cast Their swathes aside, and, wondering, waken, Let thy friend be full tenderlie In silver arms uptaken. Him be it then thy task to bear Up to the Footstool, softly flowing, — Smiles on his eyes, and in his hair Thy leaf of laurel blowing ! 14 THE NORTHERN WOOING. (NORTH COAST.) ^^ KIES are dusky, winds are keen, ^-^ Round Lallan Farm on Hallowe'en. All is dark across the night, But, see ! one crimson glare of light. What are those that in the air Flit against the crimson glare? Falling flakes of snow they seem, Or night-moths gathered by the gleam. Round and round they wind and wind.- Tiny shades against the blind. The Noytheni PVooing. 107 Child, wish now ! while thou canst see ! 'T is the faery companie ! O'er thy shoulder peep ; and so Behold thy future b~edfell6w. Once a year, on Halloween, Are the faery people seen. Thus round happy farms they iiy, While the peat-lire blazes high. Lad and lass, to-night beware ! There is ma"ic in the air ! ' Ah, bairns, my bairns, forbear on Plallow Night To mock the folk o' faery and their might, For though ye deem these things arc all untrue. Yourselves may be the first to see and rue ! Hark ! now the wind a moment sinks and dies, Hear ye not low faint voices and strange cries Outside the door, and liutterings on the pane io8 The Norf/icni IVooing. Of little finger-taps, like gentle rain r Ay ! 't is the folk o' faery hovering nigh : Draw back the blind to peep, and they will fly ; But serve them maidenly, with charm and spell, And the old customs that they love so well, And they will show you all you wish to see, — Your true-love's face, his country and degree, — All, all a lass with pleasure asks and learns, Down to the very number of her bairns. ' Aye please the fays ! 't is easy if ye will ; But woe be yours if they should wish ye ill : Your joe will take to drink, or drown at sea, Or find another sweeter companie ; Your cheeks will droop, your een will lose their light ; Ye '11 marry an old man, and freeze at night ! In vain, in vain ye seek to change your fate. When they have fixed your lot and future mate ; In vain ye seek to frown and turn aside, — They make your heart consent in spite of pride. 'T was so with me, when I was }oung and gay, Though I was loth to hearken and obey. They led me to their choice by spells and charms : They closed my eyes, and drew me to his arms ! The Northern JVooing. 109 Or grandfatlier had ne'er prevailed on me To droop my pride, and smile as low as he. 1 1 o The Northeru Wooing. ' For, though I say it, bairns, my f^^ce was fair, And I was Farmer Binnie's child and heir ; A widowed father's pet, I ruled the place. Right proud, be sure, of fortune and of face. My hair was golden then, like Maggie's here, And I had een as sly, yet crystal clear, And I could look as bright when pleased and fliin, Or toss my curls with just as sweet disdain ! What wonder, then, if half the country-side Looked bairns into my face, and blushed and cried, Bleating behind me, like a flock of sheep Behind a shepherd-lass, who, half asleep, Counts them in play, leads them with pretty speech, Rates all alike, and scarce knows each from each ? One found me coy, another found me gleg, Another skittish as the gray mare Meg ; Just as the humour took me, I was wild Or gentle, — one day cross, the next day mild ; But ci:red no more for handsome Jamie West, When he came o'er the heather in his best, Jingling his silver spurs at our fire-end, In brccks so tight 't was near his death to bend. Than for the grim old Laird of Glumlie Glen, Who rode on solemn sheltie now and then The Northern IVooing. 1 1 1 Over the moors, — and, making mouths at me, With father cracked of crops o'er barley-bree, — While Jock the groom, who knew I loved such fun, Gingered the sheltie for a homeward run ! * Yet oft I tried to picture in my brain What kind of laddie in the end would gain, And vainly sought 'mong those around to find The substance of the shadow in my mind. But, bairns, in vain I pictured ; and anew Will you and children's children picture too : — The bonnie shadow flies, and in its place The chilly substance steals to our embrace. I swore he should be stately, dark, and tall, — His hair was fiery red and he was small ; I swore he should be rich in gold and lands,^ — - His fortune was the strength of his two hands ; I swore he should be meek and ruled by me, — The De'il himself were easier led than he !' Round the happy farm they flce,- Facry f(jlk in companie. 1 1 2 The Northern II 'ooing. Near the peat-blaze range in ring ; Fiddler, twang the fiddle-string. In the great tub duck the head After apples rosy red ! Slyly let each pair by turn Watch the magic chestnuts burn ! Love who never loved before, — Kiss me quick behind the door Lad and lass, to-night beware ! There is magic in the air ! ' O bairns, we gathered round the blazing peat, And lad and lass sat close and whispered sweet, While ancient women spake of wonders seen On many a long-forgotten Hallowe'en, And old men nodded snowy polls the while. Passing the snuff-box round with sceptic smile. Tall in the midst my father had his place. Health and a golden harvest in his face ; The Northern IVooiiig. 113 And, hand in his, full rosy and full sly, Surrounded by my silly sheep, sat I. Loud rang the laughter! fearless grew tlie fun' Happy and warm at heart w^as every one ! The old, old shepherd, worn with rain and wind, Blinked in the ingle-nook with eyes half blind. While at his feet his tired old dog slept deep, And, barking, dreamed of gathering the sheep. ' James West was there, the Laird, and many more, Wooers both old and young, and rich and poor ; And, though I say it, bairns, that night I smiled My sweetest, and their hearts were fairly wild, Braw with new ribbons in my hair lint-light. Clean as a guinea, newly minted, bright, I sat and hearkened to their silly speech, Happy, and with a careless smile for each ; And yet, though some were fine and fair to see, Not one had power to steal my heart from me, ' Oh, Hallowe'en in those old times, I vow. Was thrice as merry, thrice as sweet, as now ! The benches drawn aside, the supper o'er, Fresh sand was strewn upon this very floor ; 15 1 1 4 The Nor f hern IVooing. The fiddle played — the fiddler gave a squeal — Up stood the folk, and father led the reel ; The lads louped up and kicked the beam for fun, The crimson lassies screamed to see it done ; Meantime the old men, with contented look, Smoked clean new cutties in the chimney nook, And thought of days when they were young and gay. And pleased the lassies, too, with feats of play. Yet one there was, my bairns, amid the throng, Who, though his years were young, his limbs full strong, Danced not that night ; but pale and gloomy, stayed Among the gafiers, in the chimney shade, — Hugh Scott his name, an orphan lad, whose hand Guided the ploughshare on my father's land, But one my father prized and trusted best For cunning and for skill o'er all the rest. Full well I knew the rogue esteemed me sweet, But I was gentry, and his masters' meat. And often smiled on him full fond and free, As ne'er I smiled on those who courted me. Pleased that my smiles sank sweet to his heart's core. But certain he would never hope for more. ' There in the chimney shadow, pale and sad, llie Northern IVooiug. 1 1 5 Clad in his clothes o' Sabbath, sat the lad : In vain, to catch his look, the lassies leered, In vain the old folk saw his sulks, and sneered, But aye his dim and melancholy e'e Turned glittering in the shade and followed me ; Whene'er I danced with some fine wooer there, I saw his fist clench and his eyeballs glare, — Red as a rick on fire I saw him grow Whene'er my partner whispered sweet and low, And had a kiss been stolen in his sight, I swear he would have ta'en revenge in fight. Half pleased, half careless, to increase his ill, I marked him kindly, as a lassie will, And sent him many a smile of tender light To cheer him in his nook, that Hallow Night, ' Louder the fiddler, warmed with many a glass, Shouted to stir the hearts of lad and lass ! Faster and faster on his strings he skirled ! Faster and faster round the dancers whirled ! Close by, the young folks ducked for apples red. Splashing, with puffing cheek and dripping head, Into the washing-bine, or, in a ring. With gaping mouths, they played at cherry-string. 1 1 6 The Northern JVooing. But in the parlour, from the turmoil free, My father sat with antique companie — Cronies wlio mixed their tumblers strong and deep Twelve times, and toddled sober off to sleep. ' But, bairns, 't was near the hour when ghaists are said To rise white-sheeted from their kirkyard bed, When the owl calls, and blinks his e'eball white. In ruins, where the fairies flit by night. And now my heart beat fast and thick for fear, Because the time of spells and charms was near. And I was bent that night alone to fly Out o'er the meadow to the kiln, — and try The twining charm, the spell 'of fairy fate, And hear the name of him that I should mate.' Lad and lass, to-night beware ' There is magic in the air ! Winds are crying shrill, and, hark ! Ghosts are groaning in the dark. The Northern IVooing. 1 1 7 Who will dare this Hallow Night Leave the happy ingle -light ? Who will dare to stand alone, While the fairy thread is thrown r Who this night is free from fear ? Let her ask, — and she shall hear ! * Dark, dark was all, as shivering and alone I set my foot upon the threshold-stone, And, trembling close, with twitching fingers caught The great horn lanthorn from the stables brought, And leant against the door to keep it wide, And peered into the dreadful gloom, and sighed. Black was the lift, and faintly fell the rain, The wind was screeching like a ghaist in pain ; And, while I paused, and pinched my e'en to mark. The wind swung to the door, and left me in the dark. ' O bairns ! what would my foolish heart have gi'en To let the fairies be that Hallowe'en ! But I had sworn, and all the lassies knew. ii8 The Northern JJ^ooiug. And I was shamed, and fain must see it through. Oh, where were all my boasts, my laughter hght, Now I was there alone amid the night r While faint far ben the farm the fiddle cried, And far away the sound of dancing died. ' Thud, thud against my breast my wild heart leapt, As out across the misty yard I crept, Holding the lanthorn up, whose flickering ray Made darkness doubly deep along the way. Then in my ears I seemed to hear strange screams, And awesome faces flashed with lightning-gleams. And, as I wandered, fingers sharp and wee Pinched me and pulled my garter o'er the knee, And nipt my breasts (ay, laugh! your time is near!) Yet still I held along, though sick with fear ; Out of the yard, across the field, the dew Still drizzling blindly in my face, I flew. Till, breathless, panting hard against the wind, Fearful to look before me or behind, I reached the kiln, — and, standing dizzy there, Heard softer voices round me in the air, A sound like little feet along the gloom, And hummings faint, as of a fairy loom. The NortJieni Wooing. 119 ' Then setting down the lanthorn on the ground, I entered in, nor paused to look around, I20 The Northern irooing. But taint and fast began to say the charm All northern lasses know, and reached my arm, Casting the twine, and holding one end tight — Flinging the other loose into the night. O bairns! O bairns! scarce had I uttered thrice The fairy spell, with lips as cold as ice, When through my blood a fearful shudder spread, For ghaistly fingers tightened at the thread ! Then in a hollow voice, to know my doom, ''Who holds, who holds ?" I cried, into the gloom. And ere the echo of my voice had died, "Hugh Scott ! Hugh Scott '."' a hollow voice replied ; And, screaming out, and covering up my face. Kicking the lanthorn o'er, I fled the place. Stumbling and tripping, flew across the field, Till, white as any ghaist, I reached the bield. And crept up to my room, and hid my head. Moaning, among the blankets of the bed !' Lightly soon shall rise the sun ! Fays, begone ! your work is done. Fiddler, put your tools away. Take a nap among the hay. • The NortJiern Wooing, 1 2 1 Lads and lassies, flushed and red, Yawn no more, but ofi' to bed. Maiden, thou hast heard and seen Wonders strange at Hallowe'en. Thou hast wished to hear and see — And thy fate is fixed for thee. Sad or merry, ill or well. Fairy looms have spun the spell. In among the blankets creep — Dream about him in your sleep. Wake and smile with heart resigned ! Kiss and cuddle, and be kind ! * * ' Oh, bitt&r was my heart, my wits amazed ; Wildly I pondered like a lassie crazed : Hugh Scott my mate! Hugh Scott, of all around! A pauper lad, a tiller of the ground ! When wealthy men came lilting o'er the lea, In shining braws, and sought to marry me! 122 The N'orfhcrii IFooij/g. ' Nay, nay ! ' I cried, and frowning raised my face, ' No force shall make me choose a lot so base : The spirits of the air but wish this night To try my heart, and fill my soul with fright ; Yet they shall know^ full soon they rate me ill, — I fear them not, nor shall I work their will !' But as I spoke, I shook, and unaware Keeked o'er my shoulder at the glass, and there In the faint lamplight burning by the bed, His face, a moment mirrorVl, came and fled ! ' O bau-ns !- — what further tale have I to tell r How could I fight against a fate so fell r Strive as I might, awaking or asleep, I found my eyes in fascination deep Follow Hugh Scott, and, till my heart went wild. He haunted me from place to place, and smiled. Then, unaware, to notice I began That he w^as trim and stout, and like a man. That there was wanning sweetness in his tongue, And that his voice was honeyed when he sung. Nay, more, full soon his manners seemed lo me More fine than those of loftier degree, And as for gold, though he was humble, still The NortJieru IVooing. ii^^ He had a fortune in his farming skih. Ay, bairns ! before another Hallow Night The fairies to their wish had worked me quite ; And, since his heart had ever favoured Hugh, Full easily they won my father too — And when at last Hugh craved me to be his, I fell upon his heart and cried for bliss. 'Ah! heed not, bairns, though grandfather should swear That, when I tried the spell, himsel' was there ; That, when I saw the phantom in the room. He too, was near me, keeking through the gloom ; And that his craft and cunning were the charms Which cheated me and drew me to his arms. Nay! nay! but maidenly, with song and spell, And the old customs that they love so well, Serve ye the fays this night — be meek ! be brave ! And though they may not give you all ye crave. Be sure that you will find, as I have found, Their choice right wise, and all their counsels sound. And bless for many a year the love and light They spin for liappv licarts, on Hallow Night. THE BALLAD OF THE STORK. (SCANDINAVIA.) HE widow on the storm-tost shore of Denmark T -*- had her home, Under the shade of pleasant woods, close to the salt sea- foam ; But little peace was in the hut, and grief was at the door, For day and night the widow's thoughts were tossing far from shore. To Ilim whose white foot stills the waves and bids the storm be done, The widow prayed upon her knees, to send her back her son ; For Goo had sent a watery wind to blow the boy away. And to the Indies he had sailed all on a summer's day. The Ballad of the Stork. 125 ' See, mother, mother!' cried the lad, 'thou hast not land nor gold ; The dun cow, fastened to its ring, grows dry and waxes old,— But, running silver from this cup, the water says to me, "What fool would starve ashore when wealth is on the shining sea r ' ' And sticking in his cap a sprig of green, he kissed her lips, And sprang away that summer day, and rowed among the ships ; And, weeping, on the beach she stands, — sails fill and pennons fiy, — He stands on deck, and waves his cap — and the great ship goes by. Three years she waited wearily, and watched with weary eyne, And spun upon the threshold as she searched the straight sea-line ; And pale she tossed on bed o' straw, and heard the waters moan. And day still came and went at sea, and still she was alone. 126 The Ballad of the Stork. Ah, little one ! ah, wilful one I now are ye fast asleep ! The waters roar around your bones under the dreadful deep : Your sleep is in the dark cold depths, — you cannot turn nor cry ; , No mother now may keep you warm, or kiss you where ye lie.' To kirk she hied full wearily upon each holy day, Yet little peace the kirk could give — she had no heart to pray ; But in September, when they read the tale of other years. About the widow's son of Nain, her heart was full to tears. Then to the hut she weeping turned, and wearied on once more, And sadly watched the tall ash tree that grew beside her door ; For there a Stork had made his home for many a year, and he Was now an ancient Stork, and knew full many a far countree. The Ballad of the Stork. 127 For every autumn on tlie roof he stood and waved his wing, Then cloudwards rose, and in the wind went southward travelhng ; And every spring on stately wing back to the hut he hied. Far as the Red Sea had he fared, with summer for his guide. And now the widow saw him rise, less fleet of wing and strong, For now he was an ancient Stork, nor would his years be long. 'Ah me!' she thought; 'with thee, old friend, my laddie played full sweet — Green leaves he tied around thy neck, and gave thee food to eat. ' Perchance thy sharp round eye hath seen what still is hid from me — My little one afloat and dead upon a glassy sea. Here hast thou dwelt for many a year, and we have watched thy nest, But thou art powerless in thy turn to help my heart to rest.' 1 28 The Ballad of I he Stork. How ! powerless r God's mild will to work what thing is quite unmeet ? Where is the widows wandered son ? wrapt in his wind- ing-sheet ? Nay, on Morocco's blazing shore with slaves behold him stand, — Weeping, he shakes a chain, and looks towards his native land. He heeds not yonder sweet-eyed slave, who smiles to soothe his pain. Nor yonder fat and turbaned Turk, who holds him in his chain ; He thinks upon his mother's liut, he bites his bitter lips. He strains his eyes, and in a mist of tears he sees the ships. But suddenly he stares amazed, for near him on the sand, With long spare legs and ancient air, he sees a stranger stand — A Stork, a grim and ancient Stork, full dim and dull of e'e. The picture of the Stork he knew within his own coun- tree. The Ballad of the Stork. 129 Ah ! could it be indeed my old brave comrade travelling r He hath the same bright beak and feet, the same black ruffled wing ; 17 130 The Ballad of I he Stork. I seem to know the very walk, the solemn stately pace, And I could almost swear he hath some memory of my face.' 'T is spring again in Denmark, and all is green once more, ' Spring comes again ! the stork has come !' they cry upon the shore ; And all the folk wear feast-day dress, and the good priest is there ; And with the rest the widow stands, and looks into the air. It is the Stork, the ancient Stork, — he lights upon the ground : 'Oh, see!' they cry, 'around his feet a paper tightly bound.' They loose it then with eager hands, they open it and read, — The widow screams, for here is wrought a miracle in- deed ! ' O mother, here I dwell alive, but held in slaverie. So gather, gather gold, and send a ransom o"er the sea. The Ballad of the Stork. 131 If this should reach thy hands, bless God, who sent the bird to me.' — And all the rest was guidance how to send and set him free. Oh, who that Sabbath was so pinched as grudge from out his store A silver mite to fill the plate they placed at the kirk door, The cow-girl brought the piece of gold that was to buy a gown, The beggar slyly neared the plate, and threw his beg- gings down. Now in his mother's hut again the sailor sits once more. Content to cast a fisher's net, nor wander far from shore. But blessings on the ancient Stork, and honours three times three. Who followed summer round the world, and set the sailor free ! SIGURD OF SAXONY. (MEDIAEVAL.) I ^HE sedgy shores of this enchanted lake ■^ Are dark with shadows of the swans which make Their nests along its marge ; And on the hither side, where silver waves Curl with low music into hollow caves, Waiting for that bright barge Which beareth sleepers to the silent land, I, Sigurd, in my ghostly sorrow, stand. I stand alone beneath heaven's silent arch, Shaded both night and day by clouds that march And countermarch above ; A sombre suit of perfect mail I wear, A gloomy plume, that troubles the thin air To murmurs if I move ; My sword is red and broken ; and my shield Bears a gold anchor on a sable field. »• Sigurd of Saxony. 133 This is a place where mortals find not speech ; Save the small murmurous waves that crawl the beach, 134 Sigiircf of Saxony. All is as still as death : I hear my heart against my ribs of stone. Like to a wild bird in the net, make moan ; My slow and frozen breath Curls like a vapour o'er the silent spot ; My shadow seeks my feet, and moveth not. Nought can redeem her. Wherefore I seek grace To join her in her distant dwelling-place Of pastoral repose ; And I would make this heart that aches and grieves As white and perfect as a lily's leaves And fragrant as a rose, That with a stainless spirit I may take The solemn barge across the enchanted lake. For, having worn her stainless badge in fight, Tlirice conquering in her name, by day and night I rode with vizor down. Meeting and slaying honourable foes. Wounded in flesh, giving and taking blows, To compass her renown. Thus, warring a sweet war without reprieve, I, Sigurd, wore her badge u[)on my sleeve. Sigurd of Saxony. 135 Armed from head to heel, with spear in hand, I cried her praises through the wondering land, And few her praise refused ; Then flushing with my victory complete, I hastened back and knelt me at her feet, Battered, and maimed, and bruised ; And then I wooed her in a secret place, With light upon me from her shining face. She bathed my bloody brow, with red wounds striped. And with a kerchief white as snow she wiped The foam from off my mouth ; She set my unhelmed head upon her knee. And wound white arms about me tenderly. And slaked the thirsty drouth That ebbed in sluggish fire through blood and brain, From a full cup of cool white porcelain. Wherefore my soul again was strong. I caught The voiceless music of her form and thought. I knelt upon my knee. Saying, ' I love thee more than life or fame ; I love thee only less than my good name, 136 Sigurd of Saxony. Which is a part of thee ; And I adore thy beauty undefiled !' Whereat she looked into mine eyes and smiled. I wooed her night and day with virtuous deeds, And that humility which intercedes With ladies for true men. I took her lily of a hand in mine, Drinking her breath, as soft as eglantine, And wooing well ; and then She toyed with my great beard, and gave consent So down the flowery path of love we went. Twined closely, down the soft descent of love We wandered on, with golden stars above. And many flowers below, Until we came to this dark lake or sea, Which openeth upon eternity. And could no farther go ; For beyond life and death, and these dark skies, The place of sleep, the Silent Valley, lies. Here on the beach we stood, and hand in hand Waited to wander to that silent land. Sigurd of Saxony. 137 And all the shore was dark ; Saying, ' We yearn to see the Happy Vale, And iiand in hand tooether we will sail IS 1 38 Sigurd of Saxony. In the enchanted barque.' Too late to turn : one passage we must take Across the gleaming silence of the lake. She said, 'The waters make such threatening moan, Neither can pass across their waste alone ; We cannot, cannot part; We will together cross these waves of death.' But the dark waves grew darker, and the breath Came colder from the heart ; And by each face a quiet cloud was worn. Small as the shadow of a lamb new born. Then in the distant waves we could behold A radiance like the blowing autumn gold Of woodland forests deep ; And my sweet lady trembled, growing white As foam of ocean on a summer night, When the wild surges leap ; And falling very cold upon my breast. She faltered, ' I am weary, — let me rest.' I laid her down upon a flowery bed, And put soft mosses underneath her head, Sigurd of Saxony. 139 And kissed her, and she slept ; And the air brightened round her, as the far Bkie ether burns Hke sih'er round a star. And round her slumber crept A trouble of the air, and silver clear The ghostly light upon the lake grew near. Yea, nearer, nearer grew the light, and soon. Shaped like the sickle of the early moon, The barge drew shoreward slow — A vapour and a radiance all around, A gleaming of fair faces, and a sound Of flutes and lute-strings low. And round my lady crept a shadowy crowd. Fading and brightening like a moonlit cloud. They clustered with a ghostly light around My lady dear, and raised her from the ground, And bare her to the barque ; Whereon I would have followed, but a hand Held me like iron to the hated land. Then all again was dark ; And from the breathing darkness came a hum Of voices sweet, 'Thy time has not yet come.' 140 Sign nil of Saxony. And tlicn I shrieked in utter agony; While fading far away upon the sea I saw the hght again ; And with a cry into the waves I sprung, And sought to follow, but the waters clung About me like a chain ; And thrice I fought amid their rage and roar, And thrice they hurled me bleeding on the shore. Long have 1 waited here, alone, alone, Hearing the melancholy waves make moan Upon the pebbly beach : With eyes upon the pitiless stars above Here have 1 waited in my homeless love. Pale, patient, deaf to speech, With the salt rheum upon me, pale and bent, And breathless as a marble monument. This lonely watching would invite despair Did I not oft catch glimpses of my fair Lady, so sadly lost, Making, with radiance round her like a star, A luminous pathway on the hill afar. Then fading like a ghost ; Sigurd of Saxony. 141 What time I shout aloud, and at the shout Pause, shuddering at the echoes round about. Twice has the barge returned : once for a bent Old serv^itor, who, down the soft descent That leads to this dim land, Had wandered from the towns that lie behind, And, groping in the cold, had falfn stone-blind Upon the shifting sand ; Once for a little gold-haired child astray. Who, wandering hither, fell to sleep at play. Twice has the mystic barge returned, and twice Have I been frozen to the earth in ice. Helpless to move or speak ; Thrice have I fou2,ht with the relentless roar Of water, and been flung upon the shore Battered, and maimed, and weak ; But now I wait with quiet heart and brain, Grown patient with unutterable pain. And I uUl wait. To slay myself were sin. And I, self-slaughtered, could not hope to win My solitary boon ; 142 Signrd of Saxony. But if the barge should come again, and leave Me still in lonely watch without reprieve, Under the silver moon I will lie down upon my back and rest, With mailed hands crossed praying on my breast ; And fall to slumber on a bed of weeds, A knight well worn in honourable deeds, Yet lost to life, and old ; And haply I may dream before I wake That I am floating o'er the pathless lake In that bright barge of gold ; And, waking, I may see with sweet surprise Light shining on me from my lady's eyes. A POEM TO DAVID.^ * T WOULD not be lying yonder, ^ Where thou, beloved, art lying, Though the nations should crown me living, And murmur my praises dying. Better this fierce pulsation. Better this aching brain. Than dream, and hear faintly above me The cry of the wind and the rain ; Than lie in the kirkyard lonely, With fingers and toes upcurled, And be conscious of never a motion Save the slow rolling round of the world. * David Gray, Author of " The Luggie, and other Poems." 144 ^ Poem to David. I woukl not be lying yonder, Tliougli the seeds I had sown were springing ! I would not be sleej)ing yonder, And be done with striving and singing ! For the eyes are blinded with mildew, The lips are clammy with clay, And worms in the ears are crawling, — But the brain is the brain tor aye ! The brain is warm and glowing, Whatever the body be ; It stirs like a thing that breatheth, And dreams of the Past and To be ! Ay ! down in the deej) damp darkness The brains of the dead are hovelled ! They gleam on each other with radiance, Transcending the eye that is shrivelled ' Each like a faint lamj) lighteth The skull wherein it dwelleth ! Each like a lamp turneth brighter Whenever the kirk-bell knelleth ' A Poem to David. 145 I would not be lying yonder Afar from the music of things, Not were my green grave watered By the tears of queens and kings. If the brain like a thing that breatheth Is full of the Past and To be, The silence is far more awful Than the shriek and the agony ; And the hope that sweetened living Is gone with the light of the sun, And the struggle seems wholly over, And nothing at all seems done ; And the dreams are heavy with losses. And sins, and errors, and wrongs, And you cannot hear in the darkness If the people are singing your songs ! There 's only the slow still rolling Of the dark world round and round, Making the dream more wondrous. Though it render tlie sleep more sound. 19 146 A Poem to David. "T is cold, cold, cold and weary. Cold in a weary place : The sense of the sin is present Like the gleam of a demon's face ! What matter the tingling fingers That touch the song above you ? What matter the young man's weeping. And longing to know you and love you Nought has been said and uttered, Nought has been seen or known, — Detraction, the adder above you. Is sunned on the cold grave-stone. II. Yet "t is dark here, dark, And the voices call from below ! 'T is so dark, dark, dark. That it seems not hard to go ' A Poem to David. 14.J T is dark, dark, dark, And we close our eyes and are weary ! 'T is dark, dark, dark, And the waiting seems bitter and dreary ! And yonder the sun is shining, And the green, long grass hath grown, And the cool kirk-shade looks pleasant, And you he so alone, so alone ! The world is heartless and hollow, And singing is sad without you. And I think I could bear the dreaming Were mine arms around about you ; Were thy lips to mine, beloved. And thine arms around me too, I think I could lie in silence, And dream as we used to do ! The flesh and the bones might wither, The blood be dried like dew, The heart might crumble to ashes, Till dust was dust anew ; 148 A Poem to David. And the world with its slow still motion Might roll on its heavenward way, — And our brains upon one another Would gleam till the Judgment Day ! A SCOTTISH ECLOGUE.* (NORTH COAST.) Sandie. /^~\ LORD above, Thy wrath is swift and deep I ^-^ And yet by grace Thou sanctionest Thy sheep ; And blest are they who till the day o' doom, Like haddocks, bear the marking of Thy thumb ; And curst, in spite of works and prayers, are they On whom Thy mark has ne'er been printed sae. For while the non-elected lie beneath. And fast in flaming fire, and gnash their teeth, ' Above their heads, where streams of honey spring. Thy Elders stand in shining sarks, and sing, And bless Thy Name for present gifts and past. . O wife, John Galloway is gone at last ! * See a/i/e, p. 63, An English Eclogue. 150 'A Scottish Ectogitc. Jeanie. Dead ? Weel, we are all bound to God's abode, And John has started first upon the road. A Christian man and kind was John, indeed, And free o' siller unto folk in need : Ay, many a b.ouse will want now he is cold ! But God will give him back his gifts tenfold. Sandie. Jeanie Gourlay ! keep thy clapper still ; It talks o' things you understand but ill : 1 doubt, I sorely doubt, John Galloway Is 'neath the oxter* o' the De'il this day : True, in the way o' sinful flesh, his mind Was charitable, and his heart was kind ; But light he lacked as long as he drew breath, And lost the Eldership before his death ; And he had many a ghostly whispering To tell he was a miserable thing, Doomed by the wisdom of the Just to be Condemned with those who graceless live and dee. * Annpit. A Scottish Eclogue. 151 Ay, grace, I fear, John Galloway was denied, Though loud and oft for grace he groaned and cried. 152 A ScottisJi Eclogue ' Sandie/ he used to say, ' I fear, I fear I have no right among the holy here ; I fear, I fear that I am in the dark — The Lord on me forgot to put I lis mark, I canna steel my heart to folk who sin, I canna put my thoughts to discipline ; Oft when I pray, I hear Him whisper plain, "Jock Galloway, pray awa', but 'tis in vain;" — Nae sweet assurance arms me 'gainst the De'il, Nae happy faith, like that my fellows feel : I long for God, I beg Him on my knee. But fear He hath to wrath previsioned me!' Jeanie. Poor man ! his strife was sore ; but, Sandie, mind, Nae man can tell what folks are predestined ; Ev'n Sandie Gourlay may be one the De'il Hath liberty to catch within his creel ! Sandie. Oh, blasphemy! Thou fool, forbear and cease! The sign o' grace is perfect faith and peace, Such as the Lord, in spite o' many a cross, Vouchsafes to men like me and neighbour Ross. A Scottish Eclogue. 153 But Galloway ever was a braxie sheep, A whining thing who dug his doubts too deep. Why^ mind ye, when old Robin Caird himsel' — A heretic, a rogue, a man o' Bel, Averring written Scripture was a lee. And God was hard, stretched out his limbs to dee, John by the sinner knelt and offered prayers : ' Lord God,' he said, ' pity his poor white hairs ! Be kind unto him ! Take him unto Thee !' And paid the coffin and the burial fee. ' Sandie,' he said, when Caird was in his grave, ' I doubt I am less holy than the lave :* My blood is milk, and I am weak o' brain, — Lord, it broke my heart to see his pain ! 1 thought — I dared to think — if I w^ere God, Poor Caird should never gang so dark a road, And thought — ay, dared to think, the Lord forgi'e !- To think the Lord was crueller than me ; Forgetting God is just, and knoweth best What folk should burn in fire, what folk be blest * Such was his nature, neither strong nor deep, — Unlike the stern strong leaders of His sheep : * The rest. 20 154 ^ Scottish Eclogue. We made an Elder of Jolin Galloway ! Large seemed his heart, he ne'er was known to stray; But he had little strength or wrath severe — He softened at the sinful pauper's tear ; He gript his purse and pleaded like a fool For every lassie on the cuttie-stool. Jeaxie. Where had the parish bairns sae kind a friend ? Sandie. Bairns ? did he teach them grace, and make them mend r At Sunday School what lad or lass had care For fear o' flaming Hell, if John was there, — Qiiestioning blushing brats upon his knees, And slyly slip|)ing in their hands bawbees?*^ Once while he talked to me o' life and death, I smelt the smell o' whisky in his breath. 'Drinking again, John Galloway:' I said; As gray as this pipe-reek, he hung his liead. 'O Sandie, Sandie!' he replied, 'I ken I am indeed the weakest man o" men. * Halfpence. t' A Scottish Eclogue. 155 Strange doubts torment me daily, and, alas ! I try to drown them in the poisoned glass. By fits I fear ! and in my chamber say, Lord, is Thy mark on poor John Galloway f And sorely troubled, stealing slyly out, I try in drink to drown the imp o' Doubt.' Woman, is this the man ye would defend? Nay, wheesht awhile, and hearken to his end. When he fell sick, in Martinmas, his fears ; Grew deeper far ; I found him oft in tears ; Though from the prophets of God's might I read, He hearkened, but was little comforted, And even 'Revelations' had no powder To soothe the pangs of his departing hour. A week before he left this vale of woe. He at his window sat, and watched the snow Falling and falling down without a sound, Poured slowly from God's hand upon the ground : 'See, Sandie, how it snaw^s!' I heard him say; ' How many folk are cold, cold, cold this day ! How many want the fire that 's warming me ! How many starve ! — and yet why should it be r' And when I took the Book, explained, and read. He only gave a groan and shook his head. 156 A Scoitish ILclogiic ' Clearer and clearer I |)erceive my sin. How I to grace may never enter in ; That Book is for the strong, hut I am weak." — And trembled, and a tear w^as on his cheek. Jeanie. Poor man ! poor man ! small peace on earth he found. Sandie. The day he died, he called the elders round, Shook hands, and said, ' Friends, though I gang from here, Down under earth, all will at last be clear. Too long have I been dwelling in the dark, The Lord on me forgot to put His mark, God help me!' And, till he was cold as clay, His foolish lips had little more to say ; Yet after we had laid him down in dust. Weak to the last we found him, and unjust ; For when his will was read, unto our shame, The kirk was scarcely mentioned in the same ! But he had left what little gold he had To Caird's sick widow and her lass and lad ! THE SAINT'S STORY. (FRANCE, 13—.) T A BELLE DAME Sans Mercy -^-^ Seldom knelt on her knee To Saints of any degree Ere she made a Saint of me 1 Listen now as spirits can, Spirit of the sacristan, And come and join me where I smile, Sitting cross-legged on my own Effigy, cut out in stone ! Let us chatter for awhile! How quietly, amid the moonshine faint, The full-length figure of the blessed Saint (Myself), with wrinkled brow and broken nose, Eyes closed and full of dust, upturned toes, 158 The Saiiifs Story. And hands so meekly folded on his breast, Lies in the melancholy crypt at rest ; See ! how the round eye of the moon looks through The shapes embroidered on the window-panes, Saints and Madonnas — purple, orange, blue — And with their ghosts the marble pavement stains ; Mark, too, the faint religious mist, Azure and amethyst ! Wherein along the fretted aisle and dim The shadows of the good stalk now and hymn The distant cherubim ! Come, sit cross-legged and talk. And watch them as they walk ! You with your pinched and melancholy face, Your httle nose out of place. Sitting and stroking slowly at your ease The spectres of your spider legs and knees, And jingling spectral keys ; Me, the spectre all forlorn, Tall and tattered, tossed and torn, Hollow of cheek, of aspect dreary ! Domine, domine, miserere! But listen now as spirits can. Spirit of the sacristan ! The Sainfs Story. 159 A long, long time ago, When you were sacristan, A wheezy white-haired man, Who fluttered to and fro Through the church shadows after prayers, Or perching on the belfry stairs, Looked like a big black moth against the light Of such a moon as shineth here to-night, — When you were in the land of life, old ghost. But wrinkled, blind, and deaf as any post, I was a fine young spark of twenty-one, Airing my merry beauty in the sun ! Ringlets were curling on my back, My eyes were bright, my beard was black, My lips were juicy, and beneath Sparkled two rows of ivory teeth ; And everywhere I went, by day or night, The women smiled and tingled with delight. I clad myself, that all the fair might see, Like to a blossom-laden apple tree ; I oiletl my hair, I gave moustache a twirl, I rouged my cheeks, powdered my teeth with pearl, Then, with the air of corsair kings afloat. The arm-sweep of a king, I drank red wine ; i6o The Saiufs Story. And, in the secret of my chamber, wrote, On many a pink embroidered Httle note, Petrarchan sonnets, which I wrote out fine, That she might read, perchance, and smile on me- La Belle Dame Sans Mercy. At the Duke's court, despite my admiration. Her charms made no sensation. Although she was, the Duke himself admitted. Pleasing and subtle-witted. Stuff! she was frivolous and narrow, — Wit ? with the brains of a she-sparrow ! But, ah ! the witty eyes ; The ringlets shining golden as they shook ; The soft, soft tinkling laughter; and the wise Half innocent, half crafty look, Wherewith, with small white finger fluttering gay To tap your hand, she spake your heart away. Her lips were sweet bon mots, her eyes a pun. Her cheeks were sarcasms mocking one to bliss ; And she would give her little glove in fun The sweetest of all epigrams — a kiss ; Well, for the rest, though older, bolder, colder. She scarcely reached my shoulder — The Saint s Story. i6i A sweetling pale, too delicate to be human, A little white mouse of a woman ! What wonder, then, that there, 'mong beauties tall, And plump, and proud, she wandered lost and small : And small she was indeed, though sweet, — so sweet. From little shining head to tiny feet ! And, even as a small doe cropping flowers. She minced between her teeth this speech of ours. Till it was small and full of honey-juice. And fitted for her use. And there it was ! When hidden quite among The flounced and furbelowed and flimsy throng, She seemed so meek, so tiny, so unsinning, I smiled, and dreamed she would be easy winning ; For I was passing comely, as I thought. And, further, gilded with a little gold ; But, ah ! for wealth and glitter she cared nought, And as for love, — now mark me I — she was cold. Cold, ancient comrade — yes ! Not cold, though, to her poodle or her dress ; Not cold to the Court scandal and its sweets; Not cold to ragged hunger in the streets; 21 1 62 TJie Saint's Story. Not cold to deep and noticeable grief Or gladness, whatsoe'er the rank and place of it; Not cold unto the world ; and, to be brief. Not even cold to me upon the face of it. You take me? Warm as fire To whatsoever nice sensation chose To hover 'neath her nose, Begging her eyes to pity or admire : Not cold to gracious notice from the Duke ; Not cold entirely to my passionate look ; Not cold unto the dish that she was eating; Not cold unto the friend whom she was meeting; Not cold when hearing of your pain or strife ; Not cold to kindly hint or savage comment ; Not cold to aught she looked on, for the moment, But cold to all the earth, for lasting life. So, though so sweet and small, as I have stated, She seemed less charmed than I anticipated. When, perfumed, powdered, pale, and hungry-eyed, I followed in her silken train, and sighed. When on my knee 1 gave her lily or rose. Oh, friend! to see her smiles and happy flushes! To see her hold the gift up to her nose, The Sainfs Stof^y. 163 And flutter, till the bliss broke out in blushes I But plague ! ay, plague upon the wanton head ! Whate'er you did or said, Whate'er you placed before her peerless eyes, Within her little bosom would arise But one emotion, still the same — surprise ! For lily or rose to smell, for book to read. For the fresh glimpses of the woody mead, For peeps in spring-tide at a sparrow's nest, For peeps all seasons at a bleeding breast, For compliment, praise, sorrow, wrath, admonishment. Her answer was — astonishment ! Even as a bee a rose's sweetness rifles. She ]:)layed with life, and sipped it best in trifles, Nor took too greedy draughts of grief or pleasure, But, slowly tasting, had of both her measure. Since her small heart discovered deep enjoyment. Her small brain amplest action and employment. In delicately hovering on the brink Of earnest, seeing others plunge and sink. Thus, floating on the tide where'er it went, Where'er it chose to carry her content. She found for ever something here and there 164 I he Saint's Story. Supremely sweet and fair, Which for the minute occupied the whole Of botlv and of soul, And though she tripped divinely on the border Ot folly, could be wicketl in a way. Keeping her little heart in icy order, So that it never tempted her astray. And, mark : had I but known the way to win it, And had I chosen just the proper minute. Her heart, though neither amorous nor warm. Might have been won by storm ; But, just as I approached her on the tide Of faces, and she raised her hands, and cried. With blush divine and flutter of amaze, ' Oh, what a sweet young man !'. Some other novelty drew off her gaze. — But listen still as spirits can. Spirit of the sacristan. Now, when I made my passionate profession, With eyes serene she criticised my dress, Peeped at my face, blushing at its expression, And smiling so divinely, you would guess Her little mind was busy all the time The Saiiifs Story. ■65 With sentiments sublime. Then as niy s])eech more passionate-languaged grew, Fuller of feelings exquisite and choice, 1 66 TJie Saiiifs Story. And the full heart was thrilling in the voice, Tears gathered quickly in her eyes of blue ; And then she noticed suddenly the fact That my fine voice had husky grown and cracked, By an accursed draught caught through a door, At the Duke's ball a night or two before. And, ah ! she trembled, fluttering and panting, While on my knees I fell, with voice that broke. Urging me on divinely, and half granting My boon with an astonishment enchanting, And thinking — in how thick a voice I spoke ! And when I paused, she thoughtfully perused me. And fluttering from my side, grew icy cold; Then, softening to sweet sorrow, she refused me, — Because I had caught cold 1 These women ! never to be made out ! Spirit of the sacristan ! The prologue of the business was played out, My vanity was paid out, But listen, ancient one, as spirits can. Fiist, by the chiders rescued from the fiame That roasted sweet St. Lawrence, by the blest TJie Saint's Story. 167 Toenails of Blois, by clippings from the same, By the red nipples of St. Jonquil's breast, By rags of St, Augustine's chemisette, Still odorous with her sweat, By relics down below, by saints above, I swear that I had loved as few men love ! Instead of seeking out the usual cure, In lips more willing sweet, I grew demure. Lost appetite, avoided all friends' faces. Cried like a babe in solitary places. Spilt in hot tears the wdne I tippled nightly, Neglected dress, and cared not to be clean. Till in the end a figin^e more unsightly Was nowhere to be seen. Then, friend, between the liquor and the woe. My wits began to wander, memory failed me. My brain was going — I could feel it go — ■ And horrid dreams assailed me : Then (while the friends and gossips deemed I lay Butchered and dead in some untrodden wav) For human company and speech unlit, I sought, outside the town, the Swines' society. And there the weathercock of mv weak wit 'J'urncd suddenlv to Piety ! 1 68 The Saiufs Story Tall and tattered, tossed and torn, Ragged and bare, and all forlorn, With beard unkempt upon my breast unclean, Hair matted on my shoulders, Behold me — changed from what I once had been, A sight to amaze beholders ! Sitting where swine resort, I shared Their husks, and smote my bosom bared, And prayed and prayed both day and night To all the saints with all my might, For heaven athirst, of life full weary, Domine, domine, miserere! But listen on as spirits can, Spirit of the sacristan. Here, in the city, spent in those days His pious and morose days, A long and lantern-featured Carmelite, As melancholy as the garb he wore. Famed for his horror of all lewd delight, Unspiritual feats at dead of night, And for a v^ow that he had made — no more To look on water, till his days were o'er; A grimy man, with eye like any hawk. The Saiiifs Story 169 Sententious, hating talk. To him I bent my steps one evening kite, rz lyo TJic Saiiifs Sfory. Half naked, hairy, foul, and sick for food, And found him standing at the convent gate, Moodily scowling underneath his hood. And after bentd'idte was uttered There was a pause ; and, while I shook and fluttered, He noticed, with complaisance and amaze, My diity dress and my lack-lustre gaze, My skeleton frame, and hollow sunken cheek, Wild hair, and beard antique. Then, gripping at his robe, I questioned greedily How such a poor unfortunate as I Might purchase for his spirit, and most speedily, A place among the blessed in the sky r W ith wild anticipation The hair upon my ha])less body bristled, As, pursing uj) his lips, gravely he whistled ; And with deliberation Widening the hawk's eye, deeplier black than sc.ot. Eyed me from hea:l to foot. Long did he meditate in silence, eyeing me As if 1 were a brute, and he were buying me; And when at last he had appraised me fullv, He stopped, and whi^|)ercd coollv, The Saiiifs Story. i^i ' Be of good cheer, my son ! Thy place among the holy shall be won, And in a speedy manner, if unpleasant : We are in want of a new Saint at present,- A place not easily nor lightly had ; But in my estimation. You are a very likely sort of lad To fill the situation,' Listen on, as spirits can. Spirit of the sacristan. Ere long a rumour travelled up and down. And grew from street to street, and stirred the town, That grace at last had fallen in a shower Upon the holy Brothers Carmelite, Ev'n in the figure of a saint, whose power Made even faith turn white. And whom a brother found one evening late Dropped as from heaven at the cloister gate. Pale as the dead, naked and bare completely, And praying in strange tongues, and smiling sweetly. Wonder of wonders ! — when these holy men Bare him within, he frowning turned from bread. Nor had he taken bite or sup since then, I - 2 7/n' S'jinf's Sforv. But sAt apart, with ashes on his head, Full of (lce[) rapture, in a dripping cell. While rats and lizards crawled on head and breast ; And whoso, being sick, approached, was well, And whoso filled his lap with gifts, was blest. Wonders ! — ay, miracles ! Rich and j)oor came near 1 Fine ladies in their coaches, prince and peer; The ill, the well, the youthful, and the hoary : While I, now cUmly shaping my insanity Into a ghastly vanity, W^ent starving up to glory. Ha, ha! And yet you question, my old friend, "^J'he bodily bliss of such a hungry end. But take, I pray, into consideration The sj)iritual exaltation, The great and beautiful goal That body was employed to earn for soul ; And now, if still you think I did amiss. And should have taen my fill of fleshly passion. Lean over your old ears, antl answer this — Who, when the wondrous Saint had grown the fashion, Was first to kneel unto him on her knee? — \:a lUllc Dame Sans Mcrcv ! The Sainfs Story. 173 Now, hold your breath and hearken! Wliile I sat upon my bed and prayed, With glazed eye and vacant smile, Nor saw nor heeded those who paid Their vows before me in the shade, Suddenly from my trance I started : The spell seemed broken ; through my brain Strange whispers from the world there darted, — My heart was thick with a strange pain ; And I was ware Of a sweet voice that filled the air ! And of a rustling dress, and of a smell More pleasing than the odour of the cell ; And, darkly stirred from my ecstatic doze, I yawned and rolled my black eyes round to see. And, lo ! a slight shape kneeling close to me. Holding a smelling-bottle to her nose ; And at the sight My eyeballs seemed to burst and burn with light ! My skin was like a snake's, wrinkled and curled, I felt the blood like lava froth and roll ; Yet still I sat as stone, while all the world (\uuc back upon my soul ! 174 ^ li(^ Saiiifs Story. O Gou I to see her there ! The tearful face, the golden hair I To sicken in the j)erfumes of her ch'ess, To (hink her breath, to feel her loveliness, To see the rapturous worship in her eyes, True (for that minute) as the changeless skies, To feel, to smell, to burn, to see. To hear her musical accents fall and rise, Praying to me, to me! And there we sat in the dim dusk, alone. She looking down, and pale with passionate prayer. Till at her ear I made a ghastly groan, And, looking up, she met my frozen stare ; And then, with fingers in her palms compressed, Screaming and fluttering, gasping at the air. Fell fainting on my breast ! Now all the world was mine ! I could not think ! But to hold tight my burthen, and to drink Her beauty like wild wine, was all my care ; Or dipping in the ashes and the sands, Slowly to let them trickle through my hands Upon the powdered face and scented hair. And laugh, ami huigh in ecstasy divine, »• The Saiuf s Story 175 Feeling the flutter of her heart on niiiie: Or tearinq; at her lM)cKliee, with dark mouth 176 T/ic Sninfs Sfory. To kiss her snowy breasts and leave the stains, And drink the joy, as though I shikcd my drouth Out of her purple veins ! Even as we sat, behold ! a flash of light, Th?n thunder, following soon ; And, as the tempest deej^ened through the night, She wakened from her swoon ; While the pale meteors flickered through the place, Frightening the rats and lizards to their lair. Great joy was mine to gaze into her face. And drink her breath, and toy with her soft hair. And feel she could not scream, Nor stir, hut only lie in a wild dream. And look into my eyes, and feel my breath. While the light flickered and the thunder rolled ; Until I knew that she had swooned to death, Because she grew so cold ! Ere morning, at her side, The Saint stretched out his skeleton linibs and died ; I'he rapture of that night was far too rare For one so blest to hear ; But afterwards 't was made a tale of wonder. The Sainfs Story. 177 That late at evening, when the httle dame Confessed her sins before the Saint, there came A terrible Fiend, with lightning and with thunder, Intending for the soul o' the Saint that night To risk a last fierce fight ; But being overthrown, of course, entirely By one whose sinless nature could defy him. The Fiend had thereupon demolished direly The sinful dame close by him ; In sign of which the pious folk might note Those stains like finger-marks upon her throat ! You shiver, friend ! He ! he ! Well, now my tale is told, you may repose, — And, for the rest, there in the crypt you see My saintship — broken nose and turned-up toes I But, hark! that distant crowing, Familiar, ancient ghost, to me and you ! The morn is breaking. Cock-a-doodle-doo ! 'T is time that we were eoino- ! O C3 23 THE EXILES OF OONA. (NORTH 'COAST, , i8— .) I. ON THE HILL-SIDE. ^^ O still he sat upon the mountain-side, *^— ^ The white cloud rested on him there, and mingled Its dew-breath with the moisture on his eyelids; So still and gray, the rainy light played on him. As on an antique statue hewn m stone — A worn old boulder, not an old man breathing ; So still, the ancient sheep-dog at his feet Rose up, and placed its cold nose in his palm, And gazed upon him, wondering he stirred not ; llie Exiles of Ooiia. 179 So still, he noted not the dreamy stranger, Who, breathing hard after the steep ascent, Stood close at liani.1, and nui^ing looked upon him. i8o The Exiles of Ooiia. Tliis old nuin's heart was not on the hill-side, Nor with the flying cloud, nor on the heather. That stained the dark hill-side like bloody footprints ; He could not see the flowing of the shadows, The palpitating light ; he could not hear The brook sing, nor the wind blow% nor the shepherd Shouting afar off to the mountain echoes ; He could not feel the touch of wind and cloud ; Yet all these things had portion with his sorrow. His eyes were fixed upon the still vale lying Beneath him, on the space beside the pine-wood, And on the gray deer twinkling in its shadow. And yet these things he saw not, but saw visions : The blue peat-smoke curling from human dwellings, The matron spinning on the clean red threshold, And down the dale the kilted huntsman, standing With chin thrust forward, watching, while the hills Echoed the sharp peal of his smoking gun. 7'he Exiles of Oona. . i8i Yea, all the things he heard were visions also, — The humming of the wheel, the low of kine, The sheep-dog barking, and the sheep-bell tinkling. So still, so still, he sat in meditation, . The sheep-dog watched with dumb and piteous eyes. And the dark stranger looked, and came no nearer; And neither knew his eyes were moist and dim, Because he heard the cry of little children Filling the dale where little children were not. Till, setting hand upon the old man's shoulder. The stranger murmured, in the Gaelic speech, ' Can this be Adam Hart that I behold ?' When, looking up under his twitching eyelids, The old man saw a bearded, bronzed face, Wherein much thought had hardened into wrinkles ; A face fiimiliar with the wind and water, A worn companion of the ocean tempest, And yet the face of one in life's mid-season. 1 82 The Exiles of Oona. And long and wearily, with ciucrulous wonder The old man gazed ; then said in a low voice, ' Your face is strange, and yet you seem to know me.' 'Know you!' the stranger echoed, laughing sadly; ' Not Oona yonder, with his cloud-cap on, Not the salt sea beyond, is more familiar. ' Am I so changed with piping tunes to Fortune, So twisted to the likeness of the world. That even my old master hath forgot me .- ' Does the first face I meet, returning homeward. Look thus upon me, with no smile of greeting? Has Adam Hart forgotten Hector Stuart r' Then as one smitten sudden by a sunbeam. Dazzled and blinded, Adam cried aloud, 'Hector!' and trembled like a breaking wave; And gripped the strong hand with his feeble fingers. And rubbed his eyes, and looked again, still doubting. And moved his lips, but spoke not, breathing deej). The Exiles of Oona. 183 * Why, see !' cried Hector, while the hound smelt round him, And looked into his face as if in greeting, * Why, see, old Fingal's memory is better ! ' He knows his ancient playmate on these hills ; Though ten long years have passed, he has a welcome, A kiss too!' for the old hound licked his fingers. Then for a space the eyes of Adam Hart Dimmed their weak orbs on Hector, till at last His voice found speech in accents faint and broken. ' Hector ! alive ! — a wraith among the wraiths Of the old clachan ! Now indeed I know you ; The voice grows on me, ay, and the face haunts me. ' Welcome ! — and yet how can I give you welcome r My heart aches, Hector. I am old and broken ; — Ah, God ! all things are changed since you departed. ' I am the grave of him you knew. At times It seems that I am harder than these rocks. Surrounded but liy mist and hollow voices. 184 The Exiles of Ooiia. ' Useless and feeble, here I linger yet, As animals linger on, content, and never Smiling as happy human folk can smile. ' Yet welcome, welcome to a weary place, And to a weary bosom. You have heard — You know — things are not as they were of old r' * Ay, Adam,' Hector answered, bitterly, Glancing into the valley at his feet, ^ I have heard much, but there is more to hear. ' Yet fear not ; nothing now can quite appal me ; I am too used to the rough stabs of men ; The world is full of devils — men must fight them.' Clear were his accents as the plover's crying, And fierce and strong he stood, but his keen eyes Peered upon Adam with a questioning hunger. And Adam knew the thing he dared not ask, And murmured, looking downward, ' Have you seen them : Tlie old folk:' And the eyes of Hector kindled. The Exiles of Oona. 185 * Nay, but they live!' he cried, and gripped the arm Of Adam, searching in iiis eyes for answer. 'They hv^e? they hve?' And Adam, answered, 'Surely!' Then tears came, which the strong man dashed aside. Tears through whose mist the old man's weary shape, And rocks, and trees, and clouds, swam phantom-like ; And for a moment like a broken reed He trembled there ; then as a lion's mane Shakes off the dew, he dashed away the weakness, Saying, 'God has not lied upon the waters! The wind, the waves, the sea-birds, cried they li\ cd ; It is enough — I ask no more of God. ' Oh, dawn by dawn rose up across the greenness Ot the blank sea, and I was looking eastward, Hither to Scotland — hither to the home; * And not a star by night but said they lived ; And when the white moon walked alone above me, I felt that it was shining on their faces. 2i i86 The ILxilcs of Ooiui. And in the s:ii()()tli sea, ONcr snipboard leannig, I saw the Hnes of mountains and of pine-woods, And seemed to hear the rush of mountain torrents ' And the sails' creaking overhead at night Was hke the wind's sough in the tall tree-tops; And th.e wave plashing on the vessel's side 'Was lull of Highland sounds; and when I tro:'e The deck, mv step was proud, mv head erect. Because I seemed to walk upon the heather. The Exiles of Oouii. 187 ' It is enough, I say, to know they live; The rest is easy — they will smile upon me, I shall be near them, 1 shall close their eyes.' Stilly the old man listened ; his dim eyes Roamed heavenward wirli no look of vacant worship, And, suddenly, his face went white as wool, His dim eye flamed under his wrinkled forehead, And fiercely with his staff he smote the ground, And cried, 'There are more bitter things than dying! ' Better be foul with dust, be food for worms. Better be food for foid crows on the hill-side. Than see again the things that I have seen. ' I say there is no refuge from these things, But sleep like that! My heart cries up at God! How can He sit so still and see it all :' Then, as the black wind passes from a lake. And leaves the quiet surface merely troubled, His anger faded, and his voice grew weaker. 1 88 The Exiles of Ooiia. ' Heaven help us all, alas, we need some help ! Why, sometimes, when I sit and muse alone. My hand grasps thus, like one that seeks a knife. * Ay, and such murder were less black, I swear, Than is that other murder base men pardon, — The poison dropped into the poor man's bowl, ' The draining of the heart's blood drop by drop, To feed the red deer and the flying fowl, Making us carrion for the beasts, though living. ' O Hector, where the little children came To hsp the English tongue at these old knees, The sportsman's dogs loll out red tongues and bay ' And where the Highland lassie drew her water, The moor-hen builds her clumsy nest of sedge, And bloody hands see that she does not hunger ; ' Antl where the old gray men and snooded matrons Gathered to hear the wandering preacher preach, The horned buck leads his dun herds, silent- footed. The Exiles of Ooia. 189 ' And hlootly heather grows upon the threshold, And on the hearth the bitch-stag bears her htter, And not a human sound disturbs the stiUness. 190 J he /ixi/cs of Ooi/ii. t ' And yet the clouds pass, and the sun is shining", And the hills keep their seats, and God sees all, Who made the honnie world for men and women. And Hector answered not, but cast around him A gaze like that cast by a shipwrecked sailor Over a lonely waste of sky and water. And neither spake again. The old man gripped His staff, and led the way across the hill. The old hound running slowly at his heels ; While Hector Stuart followed, with his eyes Searching the landmarks of his youth, and ever Seeing some hitter change as in a dream. Sweet was the air, that afternoon of autumn. For day was going gently .o'er the hills. Lifting the loose hair with a last moist breathing : Westward, between the hills, the sinking sun Burned like a ciirvsolite on one smooth sweep Of ocean, turning it to gleams of fire ; 11 ic Exiles of Ooiia. 191 While overhead tlie bhic west turned to amber, Liquid and golden, underneath the shadow Ot one lonp, line ol" pur[)ie-riuinK'd \a|)()ur. 192 The Exiles of Ooiia. Nearer, on either hand, arose the hills, Clothed with the soft and mossy tints of autumn, Blue, gray, and purple, flecked with velvet shadows ; The boulder gray in sunset, and, still nearer, The boulder's shade; the golden tipped pme-wood. And, underneath, the shadow of the pine-wood ; And as the sunlight travelled on the hill-side, The fallow and the brood-deer with their shadows Followed in mottled swarms from gleam to gleam ; And from their track the clumsy partridge flew, Whirring and screaming, and the red grouse rose And winged its way down to the running brook. It was a scene that seemed at peace with God, Beautiful with His beauty, strange and sweet. And not a sound broke on the hush of sunset. Save the breeze breathing, and that half-heard murmur The hills make to each other when they feel 'Hie burden of God's stillness heavy on them. The Exiles of Ooiia. 193 Not yet at peace with that sweet stillness throbbed The hearts of those over the hill-side wending. With twisted sha lows lengthening from the west. And Adam looked not around him as he walked, But pulled his bonnet o'er his wrinkled brow And gazed upon the ground through the white hair Blown in his eyes by the moist mountain breeze ; And the old hound leaped not nor made a sound. And seemed to know the sorrow of his master. But Hector Stuart looked toward the ocean, And finding hope there, brightened thitherward. And trode with lighter footstep on the heather. From mossy ridge to ridge they passed in silence, While dimlier, darklier, fell the dewy twilight, And then at last descended to the valley. Then on by rocky paths they journeyed slowly, Winding their way 'neatli dismal crags and boulders, Until thcv reached the shadow of the ])inc-wood. 194 1/ic ILxilcs of Go Jill. Here, pausing, Adam pointed through the twihght, And said, 'This is my home,' And Hector gazed, But sa.v no s:gn ot human habitation. Only at intervals the dim black square, The heaj) of stones, the moss-wrapt threshold-stone, Showing where human dwellings late had been ; And here and there among the growing grass The wild potato mingled up with weeds. Yet blooming, tilled no more by human hands ; TJie Exiles of Ooua. 195 And on the sun-side of a little hillock The wind stirred on a little patch of greenness — A piteous little patch of growing corn. Then Hector stood upon the threshold-stone, Saying, ' Were I not hard, my heart would break ; But wdnd and wave have done their duty, Adam. ' Why, on this very place my mother sat, At sunset hour, and held me up to see Her strong man bounding lightly from the hills. ' Desolate, desolate, all desolate ! No touch of hands, no sound of happy voices! Speak, Adam ; lift the burden froni my heart. ' I cannot hunger on in silence longer — I must hear all : pour out, yea, drop by drop, As it it were mv hearts blood you were pouring. So speaking, he distinguished in the twilight A rude mud shieling, worn with wind and weather. And round the walls the tail dark flagwecd o-n)wino 000 95 1/ic Iixilcs of Ooiia. And on the roof grew slimy grass and weeds, The wild leek, and the wallflower, tufts of corn ; And in the midst a thin she-g;()at stood browsimr. Enter,' said Adam Hart, ' and you shall hear All that my tongue can tell you of our story ''J'he woe, the hitter cup that we have drunk ; And here this night take shelter, if you will. And let my speech j^repare your heart to suffer The things your eyes shall look upon at dawn.' The Exiles of Don a. 197 \\. THE KIRKYARD OF GLEN OONA. T IKE one whose spirit evil dreams have troubled, ^~^ Haggard and weary, Hector Stuart wakened, After a heavy sleep on sheaves of straw ; And, rolling wild eyes round the dusky chamber, Unlit by any window-pane or loophole, Knew by the chill o' the air that it was dawn. ' You have slept sound,' said Adam, stooping o'er him. And Hector, with a bitter laugh and hollow. Cried, ' Fair or stormy weather, 't is our way ! 'But I have dreamt — God keep me from such dreams! I saw it all — I heard — 't was clear as waking — The terror and the sorrow of that story. 198 The Exiles of Oona. 'The women's shrieks are in my ears; I feel The white woe of tlieir faces ; I behold Fire ami tlie fiends of hell devour the dwellings!' Then, rising up, he drew his plaid around him, And stepped across the threshold, where the dawn Fell hke a silver trouble on his features, And, drinking in the air with swelling nostrils, Doffed to the sunrise, and beheld the vajjours Clothing the hills and steaming in the valleys, The Exiles of Ooiia. 199 While, overhead, the hit from gray to blue Kindled, and white light deepened from the east, And far off faintly barked a huntsman's hound. ' Desolate ! desolate !' he cried aloud. Full bitterly ; ' no cries of little bairns, No happy voices welcoming the sunrise ; ' But, cold antl gray, dawn drops into the silence. Startling the deer and wild fowl from their lairs, To make the lonely desolation deeper.' Then Adam called him in, and set before him Oat-bread and whisky ; and he ate and ch'ank, Feeding the sheep-dog moodily from his pahii ; And when the meal was over, Adam took His staff, and whistled to the dog, and left The shieling, followed slowly by the seaman. Northward they turned, and ankle-deep in dew. Walked in the chisky shadow of the mountains. Then through the chillness of a dripping wood; 200 llic Exiles of Ooiia. Whence issuing, they came upon the brink Of a dark water, bottomed with black slate, And girt around by mountains stee]) and sunless. There all was silent as a dead man's heart, Chill, still, and sombre, and a hlmy rain Was shaken from a dim and cloudless sky; While the dark water shimmered, and thin waves Broke with no sound uj)on the lonely shore, O'er which the wild black ouzel whirled and screamed Then Hector crossed himself, and shivered, saying-, ' Well might the ancient women of the clachan Christen this loch the Water of the Dead ! ' 'T is stiller than the frozen seas ; "t is drearer Than a dead calm with rain on the mid-ocean! W^hy came we hither r \\ hitlicr are we bound r' Even as he spake, dead silentness was broken By a strange music, echoing far away, — A murmur like a wind, yet deeper, louder. The Exiles of Ooiia. 201 'Hark!' cried the old man, and the sound grew clearer, And echoes faintly leaped from hill to hill. Dying afar off on the thy my {Deaks : And clearer grew the music, till, at last, Distinct, though fiiint, an ancient Scottish air Came floating melancholy o'er the water. 'The pipes!' cried Hector, holding up his hand Against his ear, and hearkening open-mouthed, 'The j)ipes! They play the Sorrow of Lochabcr!' 202 riic Ilxilcs of Oo)Ul. Even ]ike a ghostly mtlotly by spirits Woven, anil wafted faintly o'er the waters That iiow between us and the shores that lie Behind the horizon of our nuitual sorrows. Over the lonely lake that music floated, A plaintive trouble in the heart of silence, — While the day grew, and still the rain was shaken Out of the brightening lift, and on the hill-tops The Jilmy wreaths of vapour thinned and lifted. Showing the stony peaks antl alps untrodden, Hie torrents downward flashing through the spray, The runlet glistening silver through the shadows. Then sunrise, glistening faintly o'er the peaks. Fell moist and slant into the lake beneath. And where the rays fell clearest, far away In the mid-water, moving very slowly, With measured stroke of dripping oars, a boat Appeared out ot the fading mists of ir.orning ; TIic Exiles of Don a. 203 And clearer, louder, from the boat was wafted The plaintive air, the Sorrow of Lochaber, Aching upon the heart-strings of the hearers ; And as the boat drew nearer, and the music Grew clearer yet and louder, they who watcl.ed Beheld a sad and silent companic: 204 J lie JLxilcs of Ooiia. The boatmen hanging heads and pulHng slow, And men and women sitting sadly round them, And all the men bareheaded to the sunrise ; And stretched along the stern a silent shape, Covered from head to foot with sombre plaid, And by its side a white-haired priest, who prayed ; And at its head the Piper stood erect, Gazing across the waters, playing softly, Lochaber, and Lochaber, and Lochaber ! Then Adam raised the bonnet from his brow. And drooped his gray head, saying, ' Blest be he Whom they are bearing to his happy sleep ! ' I have no tear for him, the blessed dead ; Aiy tears are for the living, whose sad eyes Must close beyond the sunset, on strange shores ; ' How shall they sleep in peace apart from dust Of kmdred ? How shall man or woman rest Out of the quiet shadow of these hills ? The Exiles of Don a. 205 ' Better have stabbed with bloody huntsmans knife Man, wife, and bairn ! better with gun and hounds Have hunted them for sport across the heather ! 2o6 TJic Exiles of Ocvia. ' Then had their end been sweeter, for their eyes Had closed among the hills where they were born, And they had slumbered in familiar places !' And nearer yet and nearer came the boat. And clearer yet and clearer grew the air, — Lochaber, and Lochaber, and Lochaber ! And those who sat within the boat were plainer. Women and men, a ragged companie, Each with a band of black around the arm ; But most were very old, yea, ancient men, White-haired and wrinkled, leaning on their staves, And toothless crones with visionary eyes ; And some were crooning in a thin low voice A Gaelic chant, and counting over beads, With blank eyes fixed on the space where God Dwelt as a misty trouble ; and a few Kept time with feeble lips to the sad music Made by the gray old piper in the stern. The Exiles of Oona. 207 Then, quickening oars, the rowers ran the boat Into a narrow cove, and touched the shore, And one by one the pale-faced mourners landed, 2o8 The Exiles of Oona. Okl women leaning on their weeping daughters, And ancient shepherds on their sons ; the rowers Helping the feeblest gently up the shore. And one there was, old, old, who could not see, But, stooping double, leaned upon his staff, And had an old, old sheep-dog for his guide. ' Follow ! ' said Adam, while the mourners wended Along that silent land, and slowly entered The still green darkness of a little wood ; And they who watched were 'ware of others coming From east and west, by mountain-path and valley, All making for the wood, and sadly meeting ; And, while the gray old piper led the mourners, Tenderly playing, from the east and west Came other players, leading other mourners ; Till hill, and vale, and water rang, and voices Took up the gentle strain in accents broken — Lochaber, and Lochaber. and Lochabcr ! The Exiles of Oona. 209 And Hector Stuart, following Adam Hart, Came to the wood, and peering through the trees, Beheld the kirkvard of the clan within : A desolate })lace, where rough graves, rudely hcapen, Gathered like waves, with rocks and stones I etween. And in the midst a Runic cross quaint-carven ; And there around an open tomb they gathered, Ragged and homeless, while the gray-haired priest Cried shrilly the sad service for the dead ; 27 2IO TJie Exiles of Oona. Till, his voice ceasing, once again the pipes Played softly, and across that weary crew There ran the blunted moan of hearts o'erladen. Then Adam whispered, 'Blest is he they bury! For yonder in the haven waits the ship. And ere the sun sets twice the ship will sail ; ' And all these souls will gather on her decks. Heart-broken, bitter; gazing, young and old, While Scotland fades into the waste of water.' Silent they stood, each gazing on the dust Of kindred, — on the well-beloved ones Whom they should never lie beside in slumber. - It was a sight that withered up the heart. To see these old, old faces, pinched and tearless, Those quivering heads, those hands strained tight together; To mark the woe of women, and the heartache Of ancient men, all human, and all wearing The piteous justification of gray hairs ! The Exiles of Oona. 21 1 Then one cried, ' God, my God, I want to die ! The sweetest of my bairns arc gathered here: How should I breathe the air across the sear' 2 12 The Exiles of Ooiia. And tlicn another answered, ' He knows best ! And yet I would His sleep were on my een ; He knows that I must die if ta'en from home.' And yet another said, 'Our bairns are young, And care not ; they are strong, and love to roam : Let them depart in peace, if we may stay. ' Tliis is the glen where wife and I were born, These are the hills we know, this is the place Where we had hoped to slumber side by side.' m. And at his words, his wife, an ancient dame, Groaned loud, and sobbed, and lifted up her arms. And, praying, fell upon her knees beside him. Then once again the priest brake out in prayer, Solemn and piteous ; and the place was hushed, And the day brightened, and the heaven grew clearer ; And on a steep crag, overhead, behold I Huge antlers glimmered, then a mighty stag Rose slowly, the red Monarch of those wilds, The Exiles of Ooua. 213 And, while behind liim followed harts and hinds, Brood-deer and fallow, gathering swarm on swarm, He gazed with bloodshot eye on his dominions; 214 ^'^^<^' I^^yi^cs of Ooiia. Then vanished as a mist, with all his people, In silence ; while the Exiles prayed bareheaded, And, faint and low, the pipers played Lochaber ! Lochaber I and Lochaber ! and Lochaber ! HAHON. T T AHON of Thule, ere he died, ■^ ^ Summoned a priest to his bed-side. Ho, priest,' he said, with glazed e"e. What comfort canst thou give to me r' The young priest, with a timorous mouth, Told of the new gods of the South, — Of Mary mother and her Child, And holy saints with features mild ; Of those who hate and those who love, Of hell below anel heaven above. 2l6 HnJwn. Then Hahon laughed full loud and shrill — ' Serv^e thy puny gods who will ! Hahon. 217 ' 'Neatli braver gods my star was born; How should I pray to things I scorn r' Then, caUing to his henchman red, ' Sht me the throat o' the priest/ he said ; ' His red heart's blood shall flow before, As gracious sacrifice to Thor ! ' Bring me my mighty drinking-cup I With fiery wine now fill it up !' Then, though so faint his life's blood ran,- ' Let me die standing, like a man!' He swore, and staggered to his legs, And drained the goblet to the dregs. ' Skaal be to the gods !' he said — His great heart burst, and he was dead! 28 CELTIC MYSTICS. I. I F thou art an Angel, Who hath sent thee, Phantasy, brooding Over my pale wife's sleeping r In the darkness 1 am listening For the rustle of thy robe ; Would I might feel thee breathing, Would I might hear thee speaking. Would I might only touch thee Bv the hand! She is very cold. My wife is very cold, Her eyes are withered, Celtic Mystics. 219 Her breath is dried like dew, — The sound of my weeping Disturbeth her not. Thy shadow, O Phantasy, Lieth hke moonhght Upon her features, And the hnes of her mouth Are very sweet. In the night I heard my pale wife moaning, Yet did not know What made her afraid. My pale wife said, ' I am very cold,' And shrank away from thee. Though 1 saw thee not ; And she kissed me and went to sleep, And gave a little start upon my arm When thou camest near And touchedst her! What art thou r Art thou an Angel r 220 Celtic Mystics Or art thou only The chilly night-wind, Stealing downward From the regions where the sun Dwelleth alone with his shadow On a waste of snow ? Art thou the water or earth r Or art thou the scented air? Or art thou only An apparition Made by the mist Of mine own eyes weeping ? She is very cold, My wife is very cold ! I will kiss her, And the silver-haired mother will kiss her. And the little children will kiss her ; And then we w411 wrap her warm. And hide her in a hollow space; And the house will be empty Of thee, O Phantasy, Cast on the unhappy household By the strange white clay. Celtic Mystics. 221 Much I marvel, O Phantasy, That one so gentle. So sweet, when Uving, Should cast a shadow so huge as thine ; For, lo ! thou loomest Upward and heavenward. Hiding the sunlight. Blackening the snow, And the pointing of thy finger Fadeth afar away On the hunsct-tinged edges. Where Time and mortal vision perish, Where Man's company ends, And CloDs loneliness begins. 222 Celtic Mystics, II. THE VISION. A ND sitting by her side, worn out with weeping. •*- ^ Behold, I fell to sleep, and had a vision, Wherein I heard a wondrous voice intoning : Crying aloud, 'The Master on His throne Openeth now the seventh seal of wonder. And beckoneth back the angel men name Death ; ' And at His feet the filmy terror kneeleth. Breathing not ; and the Lord doth look upon him. Saying, " Thy wanderings, dear Cain, are ended. * " To thee, O Cain, I gave in the beginning The punishment of dealing out decay, And, lo ! thou art the sweeter from thy labour. Celtic Mystics. 223 ' " Hie back into the City of the Chosen, Where Abel is awaiting to embrace thee ; I need thee on the earth of men no longer. And there the dreamy angel sitteth silent, Even at the silver gates of heaven, Drowsily looking in on the Eternal, And puts his silence among men no longer. * And at the bottom of a snowy mountain I came upon a woman sorrow-thinned. Whose voice was like the crying of a sea-gull. Saying, ' O Death, Death, Death, come hither, hither ; And bring the corpse I seek for on thy bosom. That I may close its eyelids and embrace it. ' I curse thee that I cannot look upon him ! I curse thee that I know not lie is sleeping ! Yet know that he has vanished upon God 1 224 Celtic Mystics. * I laid my little girl upon a woocl-bier, And very sweet she seemed, and near unto me, And putting flowers into her shroud was comfort. ' I put my silver mother in the darkness, And kissed her, and was solaced by her kisses, And set a stone, to mark the place, above her. ' And green, green were their quiet sleeping-places, So green that it was pleasant to remember That I and my tall man would sleep beside them. ' The closing of dead eyelids is not dreadful, For comfort comes upon us when we close them, And tears fall, and our sorrow grows familiar ; * And we can sit above them where they slumber, And spin a dreamy pain into a sweetness. And know indeed that we are very near them. '■ But to stretch out empty arms is surely dreadful, And to feel the horrid empty world is awful, And bitter grow the silence and the distance. Celtic Mystics. 225 '^ ' There is no space tor grieving or for \veej)ing ; No touch, no cold, no agonv to strive with, And nothing hut a horror and a hlankness,' 29 226 Celtic Mystic. * And, behold! I saw a woman in a mud-hut, Raking the white spent embers with lier fingers, And folding her bright hair with the white ashes ; And her mouth was very bitter with the ashes ; Her eyes wath dust were blinded ; and her sorrow Sobbed in the throat of her like gurgling water. And all around the voiceless hills were hoary, And a red light scorched their edges ; and above her There was a soundless trouble of the cloud-reek. ' Whither, and, oh, whither,' said the woman, ' O Spirit of the Lord, hast thou conveyed them — My little ones, my little son and daughter ? ' For, lo ! we wandered forth at early morning, And winds were blowing round us, and their mouths Blew rose-buds to the rose-buds, and their eyes 'Looked \i()lcts at the violets, and tlicir hair Celtic Mystics. 227 Made a sunshine in tlie sunshine, and their passing Left a pleasure in the dewy leaves behind them ; 228 Celtic Mystics. ' And suddenly my little son looked upward, And bis eyes were dried like dew-drops : and his going Was like a blow of fire upon my face. ' And my litde son w^as gone. My little daughter Looked round me for him, clinging to my vesture, But the Lord had blown him from me, and I knew it ' By the sisn He o-ives the stricken that the lost one Lingers nowhere on the earth on hill or valley, Neither underneath the grasses or the tree-roots. ' And mv shriek was like the splitting of an ice-reef, And I sank among my hair, and all my palm Was moist and warm where the little hand had filled it. 'Then I fled and sought him wildly hither — thither — Though I knew that he was stricken from me wholly Jiv the token that the spirit gives the stricken. * I sought him in the sunlight and the starlight, I sought him in the forests, and in waters Where I saw mine own pale image looking at me. Celtic Mystics. 229 And I forgot my little bright-haired daughter, Though her voice was like a wild bird far behind me, Till the voice ceased, and the universe was silent. ' And stilly, in the starlight, came I backward To the forest where I missed him ; and no voices Brake the stillness as I stooped down in the starlight, ' And saw two little shoes filled up with dew. And no mark of little footsteps any farther. And knew my little daughter had gone also.' * The world was very quiet. Men in trafhc Cast looks over their shoulders ; pallid seamen Went wild to walk upon the decks alone: And women barred their doors with bars ot iron, In the silence of the nig-ht ; and at the sunrise Shivered behind their husbandmen arteld. 230 Celtic Mystics. Only the children sported very stilly, And grew paler and still paler, and drew closer Unto their mothers as they wox the older, 1 could not see a kirkyard near or far ; I thirsted for a green grave, and my vision Was hungry for the white gleam of a tombstone. But hearkening dumbly, ever and anon I heard a cry out of a human dwelling. And felt the cold wind of a lost one's going. One struck a brother fiercely, and he fell, And faded in a darkness; and that other Tore hi:5 hair, and was utVaid, and couKl not pjrisli. One struck his aged mother on the mouth. And she vanished with a grav grief from her hearth-stone. One melted from her bairn, and on the ground Tiie bairn lay smiling up, with pink curled fingers. And many matle a weeping among mountains, And hid themselves in caverns, and were drunken. Celtic Mystics. 231 And I heard a voice from out the beauteous earth, Whose side rolled up from winter into summer, Crying, ' I am grievous ior my children.' 232 Celtic Mystics. Ami I licard a voice from out tlic dreadful ocean, Crying, ' Burial in the breast of me were better, Yea, burial in the salt liags and green crystals.' And I heard a voice from out tiie hollow ether Saying, ' Tlie thing ye cursed hath been abolished, — • Corruption, and decay, and dissolution!' And the w^orld shrieked, and the summer-time was bitter, And men and women feared the air behind them, And for lack of its green graves the world was hateful. * But beasts died ; yea, the cattle in the yoke. The milk-cow in the meadow, and the sheep, And the dog upon the door-step; and men envietl. And birds died; vea, the eagle at the sun-gate, The swan upon the waters, and the farm-fowl, \\m\ the swallow^ on thi.- h()Usc-to])S : and men cn\icd Celtic Mystics. 233 And reptiles ; yea, the toad upon the road-side, The shmy speckled snake among the grass, The lizard on the ruin ; and men envied The dog in lonely places cried not over The body of his master ; but it missed him, And whined into the air, and died, and rotted. And the traveller's horse lay swollen in the pathway, And the blue fly fed upon it : but no traveller Was there, — yea, not his footprint on the ground. 30 234 rV///r Mvs/irs. Antl the cat mewed in the mk'night, anil the blind Gave a rustle, and the lamp burnt blue and faint, — And the father's bed was empty in the morning. And the mother fell to sleep beside the cradle, Rocking it while she slumbered with her foot, And wakened, — and the cradle there was empty. I saw a two-years' child, and he was playing; And he found a dead white bird upon the doorway, And laughed, antl ran to show it to his mother. And the mother moaned, and clutched him, and was bitter, And flung the dead wdiite bird across the threshold. And another white bird flitted round and round it. And uttered a sharp cry, and twittered, and twittered. And lit beside its dead mate, and grew busy, Strewing it over with green leaves and yellow. # V Celtic Mystics. 235 So far, so far to seek for were the ]i;iiits Of affliction ; and men's terror grew a homeless Terror, and a fatal sense of blankness. There was no little token of distraction, There was no visible presence of bereavement, Such as the mourner easeth out his heart on. There was no comfort of the slow farew-ell, Nor gentle shutting of beloved eyes, Nor beautiful brooclings over sleeping features. There were no kisses on familiar faces, No weaving of pure grave-clothes, no last pondering 0\tx the still wax cheeks and folded fingers. There was no putting tokens under pillows, There was no dreadful beauty slowly fading From the vision, slowly fa'iing into darkness, — So slowly, that, when it doth vanish wholly, The heart is ready with its tears and outlet. And parting can he borne wnli. tli()uo;li so hitter. 236 Celtic Mystics. There were no churchyard paths to walk on, thinking How near the well-beloved ones are lying ; There were no sweet green graves to sit and muse on, Till grief should grow a summer meditation, The shadow of the passing of an Angel, And sleeping should seem easy and not cruel. Nothing but wondrous parting and a blank ness. And I woke, and, lo ! the burthen was uplifted, And I prayed within the chamber where she slumbered, And my tears flowed fast and free, but were not bitter. I eased my heart three days by watching near her. And made her pillow sweet with scent and flowers. And could bear at last to put her in the darkness. And I heard the kirk-bells ringing very slowly, And the priests were in their vestments ; and the earth Dripped awful on tho hard wood, vet I bore it. Celtic Mystics. 237 And I cried, ' O unseen Sender of corruption ! I bless Thee for the wonder of Thy mercy, Wherein Thou helpest us to lose our loved ones. * I bless Thee for the change and for the comfort, The fixed face, shut eyes, and waxen fingers ; Foi sleeping, and for silence and corruption. ' I bless Thee that she slumbers underneath me, I bless Thee for the place that will be cheerful When the winter of mine agony is over.' 238 Celtic Mystics. III. A S in the snowy stillness, ■^ ^ Where the stars shine greenly In a mirror of ice, The reindeer abideth alone, And fleeth swiftly From her following shadow In the moon, — I speed for ever FVom the shape abhorred That m.y mind projects, And my soul believes; And I loom for ever Through desolate regions Of wondrous thought ; And I fear the thing That follows me, And cannot escape it Night or day. Celtic Mystics. 239 13()tli thv winged lightning Strike, O Master! 240 Celtic Mystics. The reindeer flying Her shade ? Will Thy wrath pursue me, Because I cannot Escape the shadow Of the thing I am ? I have pried and pondered, I have agonized, I have sought to find Thee, Yet still must roam. Affrighted, fleeing Thee, Chased by the shadow Of the thing I am, Through desolate regions Of wondrous thought' Celtic Mystics. 241 B IV. ECAUSE Tliou art beautitLil, Because Thou art mysterious, Because Thou art strong, Or because Thou art shadowy, Shall my soul worsiiip Thee, O thou Unseen One? As men bow to monarchs, As servants to masters, Shall I bow to Thee? As one that is fearful, As one that is insolent, Shall I pray to Thee ? Wert Thou a demigod, Wert Thou an angel, Praycr-wor.tihip might scr\e ; To Thee, most beautiful, ai 242 Celtic Mystics. Wondrous, mysterious, How shall it avail ? Thou art not a monarch, Thou art not a master, — Why should I bow to Thee ? I am not fearful, I am not insolent, — Why should I pray to Thee ? Enough, if Thou beest, Gently and humanly To ask if Thou art ? To worship and wonder at, Pray to and strive with, The wonders which be ? Celtic Mystics, 243 V. SOUL AND BODY. "A /r Y Soul, thou art wed -^'^^ To a perishable thing, But death shall dissolve Thee and thy slimy mate. If thou wilt reap wings. Take all thy mate can give. The touch of the smelling dead The kiss of the maiden's mouth, The sorrow, the hope, the fear, That floweth along her flesh : Take all, nor be afraid ; Cling close to thy mortal mate ! So shalt thou duly wring Out of thy foul embrace The hunger and thirst whereof 244 Celtic Mystics. The Master maketh thcc wings, The beautiful wondrous yearning, Tl:e mighty tliirst to cnchire. Be not afraid, my soul, To leave thy mate at last, Though thou shalt learn in time 1\) love each other well : Jkit put her gently down In the earth beneath thy feet. And dry thine eyes, and hasten To the imperishable springs ; And it shall be well for thee. In the beautiful Master's sight, If it be found in the end Thou hast used her tenderlie. Celtic Mystics. 245 M VI. ASTER, if there he Hell, All men are bereaven ! If, in the universe, One spirit receive the curse. How is there Heaven? If there be hell for one. Thou, Master, art undone. Were I a soul in heaven. Afar from pain, Yea, on Thy breast of snow At the scream of one below I should scream again. Art Thou less piteous than The conception of a man? 246 Celtic Mystics. VII, T T E heard a voice, 'How should God pardon sin? •^ -^ How should tie save the sinner with the sinless?' That would be ill: the Lord my God is just. Further he heard, ' How shall God pardon lust ? How should he smile on the adulteress ?' That would be ill : the Lord my God is just. Further he heard, ' How should God pardon blood ? How should the murtherer have a place in heaven Beside the innocent life he took away ?' And God was on His throne ; and in a dream Saw small things making figures out of clay, Shapen like men, and calling them God's justice. And saw the shapes look up into His. eyes, Exclaiming, 'Thou dost ill to save this man; Damn Thou this woman, and curse this cutthroat, Lord !' Celtic Mystics. 247 God dreamt this, and His dreaming was the world ; And Thou and I are dreams within His dream ; And nothing dieth God hath dreamt or thought. 248 Celtic Mystics, VIII. ' C^ AD, and sweet, and wise, *^— ^ Here a babe reposes ; Dust is on his eyes, Quietly he hes,— Satan, strew roses I ' Weeping low, creeping slow, Came the w-eary-wingcd ; Roses red over the dead Quietly he flingcd. ' I am old,' he thought, ' And the world's day closes. Pale and fever-wrought. Darkly have I wrought These blood-red roses.' By his side the mother came, Shudderingiy creeping; Celtic Mysfics. 249 The Devil's and the woman's heart Bitterly were weeping. * Sweet he came, and swift he flew ; Hopeless he reposes : Waiting on is weary too, — ■ Wherefore on his grave we strew Bitter withering roses.' The Devil gripped the woman's heart, With gall he staunched its bleeding. Far away beyond the day The Lord heard interceding. 'Lord God, One in Three! Sure Thy anger closes : Yesterday I died, and see The weary-winged over me Bitterly streweth roses !' The voice cried out, ^ Rejoice ! rejoice ! 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