;v\\\ N>\>^\^VAvs>*5ll SONNETS AND OTHER POEMS ISABELLA J. SOUTHERN THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES SONNETS AND OTHER POEMS BY ISABELLA J. SOUTHERN. LONDON: WALTER SCOTT, 24 WARWICK LANE, PATERNOSTRR ROW. 1891. TO MY FATHER THOMAS PALLISTER BARKAS. 85S89G CONTENTS. Action and Re-action .... Of Death Of Language The Ministration of Nature Law Love Liberty A Sleepless Night The Development of the Wedding Ring Of Rebellion and Suffering Cordelia "Sing not Sad Lays" The Limitation of Choice The Martyr Life's Justification Past and Present The Future .... Of Life .... The Reformer Tried by Success The Sacrament of Failure Of Duty .... The Sleep of Sorrow . Evolution .... PAGE I 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 lO II 12 13-14 15 16 17 18 >9 20 21 22 23 24 25 VI CONTENTS. PAGE Of Sympathy 26 Preparation is Inspiration " What Dost Thou Know ? " .... Of True Love Of Silence and Speech 27 28 29 30 The Joy of Production 31-32 . . • . -33 34 35 . . . . 36 37 . . . . 38 39 40 The World Within Sick unto Death Of Active Resignation Unconscious Influence . The Celibate . Of Maturity and Growth The Spectre of Want . Nature .... SONNETS OF THE CITY. John Hancock .... The Old Castle .... The Cathedral .... The Central Station The Church of the Divine Unity The Public Library .... The Cemetery .... The Rev. Frank Walters 41 42 43 44 45 46 47 48 Natural and Supernatural Of Twilight and Melancholy Is Love Eternal ? In Cloudland .... A Dawning Faith . Praise is Blame ! . . . The Transformation of Pain Autumn Of Children .... Of Failure and Progress Loving and Beloved 49 50 51 52 53 54 55 56 57 58 59 COJSTEJSTS. vu The Earth Shakespeare . John Milton Robert Browning The Rising Tide A. Magnetic Personality The Gift of Hope The Point of View Subterranean Currents To Each, His Own Is There any End? "He that Loveth his Lifi Of Education by Choice Suffer, and be Strong Of Presentiments Of Existence and Life In Oxford .... Disuse and Decay Limited and Limitless Of Passion The Nineteenth Century After Rain A Selfish Paradise Driven Out ! Of Genius and Humility The Telegraph Wires The Spring-time of Love New Year's Eve A Tragedy Of Seeming Waste The Indestructibility Matter and Spirit Of Heroism Hidden The Wages of Sin Suspense . Among the Hills SHAI OF Hope Lose it PAGK 60 61 62 63 64 65 66 67 68 69 70 71 72 11> 74 75 76 11 78 79 80 81 82 83 84 85 86 87 88 89 90 91 92 93 94-95 96 97 vin CONTENTS. Vicarious Suffering The Discoverer Carnival Lent Conversion A Reverie Of Blindness The Evolution of Womanhood . . . .105 A Sunbeam Then and Now Of Immortality Of Pruning and Production .... "The Divine Unrest" Of Consciousness Tears Christmas Day The Boiling Point Repentance and Restitution .... The Lily An Open Grave '. The Pagan's Protest . Expectation is Prophecy A Retrospect Look Upward Of Sorrow Of Discontent A Bride's Birthday "Out of the Eater cometh forth Meat' The Pioneer of Progress Rest, or Renewed Activity Of Sincerity Count Tolstoi . . Of Gravitation . . . Of Selfishness A Sensitive Plate A Gospel of Science The Elasticity of Time PAGE 98 99 00 [Ol [02 103 104 \o-] 108 109 10 II 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 r2o [21 [22 [23 (24 [25 [26 [27 [28 [29 [30 31 32 '34 f35 t36 CONTENTS. IX MISCELLANEOUS POEMS. Nature's Masquerade Search is Best The Dying Boy . The Heart's Reply The Ruling Power . The Very Gate of Heaven Changes .... A Life's Revelations Of Trifles .... Fulfilled, yet Unfulfilled Of Choice .... The Harvest Moon The Realm of Music My Ring A Day-Dream The Sisters .... A Day in June . The Progress of Liberty . Escaped ! . ... Dreams The Search for Truth . The Aged Fisherwoman An Autumn Morning Not Fallen, but Evolving Twilight Thoughts . Whence ? .... A Christmas Story Lord Armstrong Picturis of a Life . Snow in Spring " Out of much Tribul.\tion ' The Many and the Few In M.agdalen Chapel Fleeting or Im.mortai Of Be.\uiv .... . 141 M5 . 148 149 . 150 154 • 155 158 . 159 162 ■ 163 164 169 171 • 173 175 . 176 178-182 . 183 185 . 186 188 • 191 192 . 200 202 . 204 205 . 207 209 . 21 1 21", X CONTENTS. PAGE Re-union 216 Cast thy Bread upon the Waters . . . 217 Lydia 218 Variety 221 Before the Curtain 222 On the Stage 223 A Fusion of Mind and Matter .... 224 Through Brother to Brotherhood . . 226 "One Thing I Know" 230 Present, though Unseen 231 A Successful Man 233 Hope and Resignation 235 Times of Transition 236 The Altar Lamp 239 True Happiness 242 The Thirst for Knowledge 243 A Harvest Vision 245 Home Again ! 247 "Thoughts are Things" . 249 "Beneath the Stars" 250 The Gate of Peace 253 Twin-Stars 255 The Pursuit of Pleasure 257 PREFACE. • ♦• INTO THE OCEAN. Upon an isle I stand, And all around the restless ocean flows; I hear its ceaseless surging as it goes Through caves along the strand; And as I gaze, it seems that all I learn, Or dream, or think, is like the tiny burn That gurgles past my feet, Those mighty waves to greet, So small it is, while O, where'er I turn, The seething main outspreads, Till with the sky it weds, Nor ends e'en there, where earth seems heaven to meet. Despairingly my heart begins to beat, " Why labour so?" it asks; " Too arduous are the tasks Of this great world for hands so weak as thine.'' xii PREFACE. But sunbeams glinting, fall Athwart the moss-grown wall, And on the murmuring streamlet brightly shine. Flashing consoling messages divine Into my heavy eyes ; " Life's smallest never dies," The brooklet whispers, running to the sea, Content to freshen that infinity ! I. J. s. 22)rd March, 1891. SONNETS AND OTHER POEMS. ACTION AND RE-ACTION. Upon a Mount of Vision, with clear eyes, One stands for whom the walls of space dissolve He sees the doer and the deep resolve, The act accomplished. Then the action flies To set in motion force that never dies ; It passes worlds which round the sun revolve, Strange consequences in its mesh to involve, While still in seeming death the agent lies. Upon himself his deed must needs re-act, Or here or there 'twill come back to his hand ; And with it all the unexpected band It brought to life. Around him then, intact For good or ill, unbroken and compact. The circle of his influence shall stand ! OF DEATH. OF DEATH. I LAY and looked at Deatli. His face was mild ; He took me in his arms to ease my pain, As mothers lift a weary, helpless child, And then, — ah ! then, he laid me down again. And whispered gently as he calmly smiled, " 'Tis yet a little while ere thou shalt gain The Silent Land." The snowy pillows piled Grew wet with disappointment's bitter rain. To almost know what lies beyond the grave, To be returned upon this rugged shore, To struggle back to health and strength once more- May God my loved ones from such trial save ! And yet 'tis His to use the life He gave ; His purposes no mortal may explore. OF LAAGUAGE. OF LANGUAGE. In words, as in a clinging drapery, Men clothe an evanescent, shrinking thought, And send it forth. By passing breezes caught Upon its errand swiftly doth it flee From home to home, from land to land, to be A guest most gladly welcomed, and full fraught With inspiration from its fountain brought. It whispers hope and peace to misery, And breathes upon a frost-bound heart to thaw Its icy bands, that it may run and sing. To other souls reviving water bring : Then wakes a sleeping fancy to explore A magic land it never saw before The world within, which there lay slumbering. THE MINISTRATION OF NATURE. THE MINISTRATION OF NATURE. The bud is forming long within its sheath, Compressed in that small space with matchless skill, Unnoticed by men's careless eyes, until In some warm, genial hour, its clenched teeth Spring open, that the petals furled beneath May spread their wings and flutter at their will, Their growing life with summer sunshine fill. And weave themselves into a perfect wreath. Then, tossed upon the zephyr's balmy breath, They send their perfume forth upon the air, Content to be so sweet, so pure, and fair, To live retired \ to welcome coming death. If but one heart be cheered to see them there. Or one sad soul be saved from dire despair. LAW. LAW. A LIGHTHOUSE With its dear, revolving glare, Shines o'er a waste of waters, while the waves Rush up to kiss its feet ; through hollow caves Resounding on the surf-tormented air Their voices moan. The lifted light doth wear Its crown serenely; it is set too high To share the eager life beneath its eye. The way it points, 'tis all it can or dare ! "Wild hearts," saith Law, "the haven lies before, Beware the jagged rocks strewn at my base, I warn you from this danger circled place, Where grasping wreckers wait upon the shore. Go, go from hence, be wise, return no more." Men go, or stay, no tears bedew her face. LOVE. LOVE. On just and unjust, valley, plain, and hill Th' impartial sun looks down : strange power hath he To bring to birth life's hidden mystery. He shines, and woods awake ; the mountain rill Runs swiftly; songsters' mating raptures fill The forest and the field ; the restless sea Reflects his beams and draws breath happily; Intuitive his gentleness and skill. "O man," saith Love, "I make rough places plain, I rise, and lo ! the desert brings forth flowers, And though in torrid hearts the reptile cowers, Drain thou the slough and plant it well with grain. And where miasma breathed pure joy shall reign ; I bring the rainbow with my sunny showers ! LIBERTY. LIBERTY. Fair Liberty, with gentle, modest mien. Comes bearing lilies on her outstretched arms ; She fears no inquisition's secret harms. To her pure heart all men are brothers seen. The universe to her hath ever been A beauteous home. Of wars' abhorred alarms She never hears, for her soft accent calms The passions, as though force had never been. She sets men free their strife-scarred souls to cure. Breaks all their chains, and bids them learn to move, Then sit at Wisdom's feet, and learn to love. The filthy rags of Licence cease to lure An open soul, grown healthy, strong, and pure. And heavenly songs are sung in every grove. 8 A SLEEPLESS NIGHT. A SLEEPLESS NIGHT. Processions of strange faces passing by With smile or scowl look down, then onward glide ; The heavy winged moments cease to fly, And darkness groans and creaks beneath their stride. To pierce the shadeless blackness wide eyes try, While billows of wild phantasy deride The toiling brain, unable to apply A searching test of action, and divide The seeming from the solid. Hours are years As dawn delays to place upon the brow Her cooling fingers, with their spells of light, So potent to disperse the taunts of night. Be patient ; morn must break ; yea, even now Precipitates the gloom and stills thy fears. DEVELOPMENT OF THE WEDDING RING. 9 THE DEVELOPMENT OF THE WEDDING RING. The world grows nobler as it grows in age ! The fetter welded on the bare left arm Of captured maid filled her with wild alarm, And made her shrink before her captor's rage. But years roll on, and custom comes to assuage The fierceness of the bond with its sure balm ; A golden bracelet bodes no thrcat'ning harm, Becomes an honour at a later stage. To-day a tiny circlet is enough To bind the willing captive to a vow Which she, before an altar standing, gave To him she loved ; and though her life be rough, No force is needed to retain her now ; She holds her marriage sacred till the grave ! lo OF REBELLION AND SUFFERING. OF REBELLION AND SUFFERING. "The fire will burn," the tender mother saith, And yet the wilful child its power must try ; Then being burnt, he crieth bitterly Against the cruel heat with sobbing breath. " O youth, the round of pleasure withereth The heart, and draineth its deep fountains dry ; " Yet all in vain the teacher's warning cry, For naught will stay the young save pain or death. If children fall, the earth will never shrink. It keeps its place, and holds its even way, For cries, complaints, or tears it cannot stay. The rebels 'gainst its laws stand on the brink Of dire disaster, yet 'twere worse, I think, If for rebellion suffering did not pay. CORDELIA. II CORDELIA. O MIRROR of a noble womanhood, No fulsome syllable falls from thy lips, The rags of flattery thy strong heart strips With loathing from thy speech; and thou hast stood For duties quietly fulfilled, for good Unconquered and unconquerable still ; For moral courage and a stalwart will To do what true hearts may and honour should. Thou seem'st at first to lack the gentleness Of maiden nurtured in a kingly court ; But who may know the battles thou hadst fought Against foul spite, masked by a smooth address ! And thou art proved by life to be no less Than heroine, in deed, as well as thought. 12 ''SING NOT SAD LAYS." "SING NOT SAD LAYS." Sing not O poet, sad and mournful lays, And thou musician, play no minor tone ; Then bid the sea forget that she can moan, The sun deny dark winter's coming days. And let the morning shine without a haze, And happy laughter drown each long drawn groan. All hearts their tender memories disown, Lest on sad sights men's eyes aghast should gaze. It may not be ! The happy need no songs ; But while the world remains, sad eyes will stream, And frozen hearts will hope to catch a beam Of human sympathy ; the tried soul longs To know if men are callous as they seem. Indifferent to their fellow-creature's wrongs ! THE LIMITATION OF CHOICE. 13 THE LIMITATION OF CHOICE. The tree knows not its office to the air, The stream is quite unconscious whence it flows, O'er shallows and o'er rugged rocks it goes To ends unknown ; and yet it does not dare To wait until its course is clear or fair. Against obstructions, through ravines and woes Which bid it rend its locks and roar, it knows No rest, no pause, but moves for ever, there ! And shall a few poor tears cause man to stay Within the narrow limits of the seen ? Shall he remain content with what hath been, Or follow his own tendency's strange way, And take his share in struggles of to-day. His ear unto the future listening lean ? 14 THE LIMITATION OF CHOICE. THE LIMITATION OF CHOICE. II. 'Tis idle thus to question if man will Move on, as though 'twere given him to choose ; His noblest power through sloth he needs must lose, But no man may the gathering water still. If he build walls, surround himself, his skill Must find an outlet too, and either use His surplus energy, or so abuse His life, that it is tapped some slough to fill. Ah me, I listen long at Nature's breast. And wish that she would cease from parables ! There is so much her varied storehouse tells For which man seeks with endless, anxious quest, And yet, except to those who love her best, Her lips are sealed, and dry her living wells. THE MARTYR. 15 THE MARTYR. Thrown to the beasts, a shameful death he dies, The crowning horror of a barbarous show; Upon the ground his mangled body lies. While sighing night winds o'er him come and go. Deserted he, and dead ! His moans and cries Have pierced the pitying heavens at last, and lo ! Through darkest blue of midnight hither hies A shining band, to bear him from his woe. On swift unwearied pinions he ascends From scenes of strife, to regions calm above. The beauty of the crown by far transcends The torture of the cross ; peace, like a dove, Descends upon him, as he upward wends Enfolded in the radiancy of love. 1 6 LIFE'S JUSTIFICA TION. LIFE'S JUSTIFICATION. The happy mother, with her first-born laid Within her arms, rejoices that it cried; And let the world the artist's work deride, The scorn is naught to him, for he has paid His debt ; his thought in glowing hues arrayed Is born. Production only can decide If man, or tree, to live is justified ; For hfe has either blossomed or decayed. The healthy tree must grow and bring forth fruit, Or generous leafy shade, for those who toil ; Alive at every pore, 'twere hard to spoil Its heart, for sap is springing from its root. Is flowing freely to its farthest shoot. And giving strength, decay and death to foil. FAST AND PRESENT. 1 7 PAST AND PRESENT. The Past with fixed features lies behind, No manthng blush endears her visage cold, Her form is cast in monumental mould. The hands are still, the sculptured eyes are blind, Strange hieroglyphs upon her robes I find And seek some clue to priceless tales, untold Since living youth and beauty round her rolled. And loving hearts her secret lore divined. Both Past and Future must abide for aye ; The Present wanes, e'en as her name I speak, She waits not till I stoop to kiss her cheek, But slips from my embrace ; and where she lay. The Past, unchangeable, mocks my lips' play And laughs to scorn, my cry for her I seek. 1 8 THE FUTURE. THE FUTURE. The Future flits before me, while I race To catch her scented garments as she flies. Ah ! she disdains my eager, urgent cries. That she should slacken her aerial pace. Permit me but one glance at her fair face. She flits and flits ; my ardour never dies, " Did I possess thee, I were good and wise," Yet unrelentingly she veils her grace. Shall I e'er hold that lovely flutt'ring thing Within my hand, and kiss her bloom away ? Shall she elude me ever, and for aye, While I my love-sick praises to her sing ? 'Twere better so ; no present hour can bring A gift so glorious as the Future may ! OF LIFE. 19 OF LIFE. To work and sleep, to love, to think and learn ! How full is life of ever-springing joy. Unsullied, purest gold, without alloy, Which every heart e'en here, and now, may earn, If but the fire of earnest effort burn All dross away ; and once for all destroy Men's vicious pleasures : leave them free to employ Their gifts for good. Sin's punishments are stern ! She blights the blossoms in the bud, and shakes The unripe fruit from the impoverished tree ; She seems far gayer than calm purity, But 'tis a painted mask which loosely quakes Upon a grinning skull. The pure are free To learn through countless years what life may be ! 20 THE REFORMER. THE REFORMER. (three sonnets.) I. He stands proclaiming a gigantic scheme Of world reform ; the naked shall be clad, The hungry fed, the darkest lives made glad ; From vice and poverty he will redeem The thousands on whose dreary lives no gleam Of hope has fallen. Worldlings call him mad ; Yet he gives up the ease he might have had, For this divine, self-sacrificing dream. With little help he works, yet never quails Before the scoffing words opponents use; If they their power so harmfully abuse, 'Twere worse, he thinks, to be the man who rails. Than he who tries to do his best and fails ; If but the conscience naught can find to accuse. TRIED BY S UCCESS. 2 1 TRIED BY SUCCESS. II. Beyond his wildest hope his cause succeeds, And autocratic grow his stern commands. At one shrine only men may clasp their hands ; He shows no pity for outsiders' needs, No longer for the world his proud heart bleeds ; He thinks but seldom of the soul's demands, His forces 'gainst the other sects he bands. Defender of one more, of many creeds. The holy fire that flamed within his breast Is smould'ring now beneath a load of state ; His sounding words and high uplifted crest Are signs ironical of ruthless fate, Which, by success, has put him to the test ; He loved a world, yet doth his brother hate ! 22 THE SACRAMENT OF FAILURE. THE SACRAMENT OF FAILURE. III. An aged man, in prison and alone, Reviews the past. He sees himself again As once he stood, a youth beneath the rain Of ignominy borne without a moan : And then, the tender heart became as stone, He sees the man inflicting the same pain Youth had endured, yet had endured in vain, Since out of suffering pity had not grown ! And now, in failure's dark and searching hour, He sees himself as he had hoped to be, And as he is ! O dread eternity Of such a moment ! Shall the sad heart flower, Or like a craven, at the crisis cower ? He blossoms into true humility! OF DUTY. 23 OF DUTV. Duty, — men say, — though hard, is always clear, And he who runs may see her rugged road, Though oft necessity alone can goad His bleeding feet to tread the path ; so sheer It is, so difficult, so dull and drear. Yet many ways lead out into the dark, And not one steady light emits a spark To say, "This is the way, be of good cheer.' O God, how shall men know what they should do, When diverse duties lie before, behind. When rousing voices cry, "Pursue, pursue The stony upward track the truth to find,"' And wailing words of weaklings echo through The keen hill air, '• To leave us were unkind.'' 24 THE SLEEP OF SORROW. THE SLEEP OF SORROW. Strange, undefined, unmeasured land of Sleep, Where facts and fancies fall in finest spray, Dashed from the ebbing tide of waking day ; Where past and present wondrous revels keep, And spectral shadows of the future creep Behind the veil of sense, to fade away ; Where blackest robes of grief turn neutral grey, And swollen eyes forget awhile to weep. The bounds of time and space are all destroyed, And that which is, is as it ne'er had been; The non-existent treads there, plainly seen. While stripped of flesh, the spirit upward buoyed, Trembles to find its wing beat a vast void, And falling, — falling, — wakes to anguish keen. EVOLUTION. 25 EVOLUTION. Great Nature seems a Fury blind with rage, Devoid of plan, the slave of any chance, To those who judge her with a passing glance, Nor ever care to scan her wondrous page. They let the outward show their thoughts engage, And watch the whirling dust clouds wildly dance, But never note the long and slow advance Through all the centuries ; how stage by stage The lower into higher forms evolve, The monstrous to the human ever tend, And rage declines, while reason comes to bend The stubborn will of men, till they resolve To leave to brutes the coarser life, and wend Upon the path of progress to the end ! 26 OF SYMPATHY. OF SYMPATHY. The life which pulsing throbs and thrills through me Is as intense in you, and permeates The universe : all sad and happy states Of toiling, erring, hoping men, agree In this one thing ; each in himself doth see The centre of the world, and watching, waits Coming events, as though all God creates Were formed for his content or misery. Could man but realise that each man's heart Is sensitive to sound and sight as this Which beats in his own breast, how great a part Of suffering were spared, or changed to bliss, Through gentle tones and touches, from which start More subtile raptures than from lover's kiss. PRE PARA TJON IS INSPIRA TION. 2 7 PREPARATION IS INSPIRATION. Inspired men and women seem to be Those delicately poised and tutored minds The Spirit of an age most surely finds Prepared the trend of human thought to see ; Who, from dogmatic prejudice quite free, Are sensitive to each fresh impulse brought Within the vortex of revolving thought ; Who work, they know not why, yet steadily. These are the plates which ever ready stand, And only need the sun and focussed range To photograph the shadowy forms and strange. Already shaping 'neath the Future's hand, In her dim workshops, where she doth arrange What shall come next, in sea or air, on land. 28 " WHA T DOST THOU KNO JV? " "WHAT DOST THOU KNOW?" What dost thou know, O sage, at thy life's close, Thou, who hast spent thy Hfe in arduous quest Of all that knowledge yields of purest, best, Regardless of thy private pains or woes ? What hast thou heard, O poet, list'ning long To Nature and the beating human heart, So ready to yield secrets to thy art, And give thee ore, that thou raayst weld to song ? What have ye learned, ye gifted men and true. Who by so many avenues have sought To thread the maze of labyrinthine thought, That feebler feet may safely follow through ? With one accord they say, " We saw a light That fringed the garments of the Infinite." OF TRUE LOVE. 29 OF TRUE LOVE. In that it forces men to do their best, True human love is like the love of God, And will not spare the stinging of the rod. If that be needed, to urge on the quest Of the divine idea dimly impressed Upon the inmost essence of the soul ; And till the loved one find the glorious whole, Pure love prevents it sinking into rest. If then thy love bid thee with syren voice Content thyself among the herd to stay, Arouse at once, and put that love away While there is time to make a nobler choice. Then shall the powers of good o'er thee rejoice, And cry from star to star, " He will obey." OF SILENCE AND SPEECH. OF SILENCE AND SPEECH. Silence — 'tis said — is golden ! yet it seems To some the parched gold of desert sands, Dreary and desolate, where mirage stands Inuring the thirsty traveller, who deems That he shall drink, for he afar caught gleams As of a shining lake beneath the sun, Yet sadly is deceived, for he hath won But phantoms bodiless as are his dreams. Ah, when an eager, longing, lonely soul Athirst for sympathy, companionship. Meets Silence, 'tis more cruel than the grave ! But Speech, like summer thunder's passing roll, Relieves the air and cools the fevered lip. While its soft showers the drooping flowers lave. THE JO Y OF PR OD UCTION. 3 1 THE JOY OF PRODUCTION. I. Doth earth delight to clothe herself in green, And is the quiv'ring of the summer flowers The artist's rapture, as his growing powers Evolve the image which his soul hath seen ? Do birds their thrilling inspiration glean From sky or sea, from air, or earth's fair bowers, And are they sad when angry Nature lowers With frowning brow, to dull their lustrous sheen ? I know not. Nature keeps her secrets well. But man with his mysterious gift of speech. Inspired himself, his fellow-men can teach; And diving deeply, wondrous tales can tell Of those strange yearnings no success can quel), Of fairest forms that flit beyond his reach. 3 2 THE JO Y OF PR OD UCTION. THE JOY OF PRODUCTION. II. O HAPPY children, unto whom 'tis given Fair dreams to shape with chisel, pen, or brush ! E'en thunderbolts are powerless to crush The man who knows why gloomy skies are riven ; To pierce the storm-cloud's secret he has striven. To understand life's ripples and its rush, The human heart, the rose's beauteous blush, And how the soul from all its past is shriven. Exhilarating 'tis the pen to poise, And linger just a moment — then begin A harvest of ungarnered thought to win. Or break within a prism that destroys Invisibility, the common air, Till common things celestial colours wear. THE WORLD WITHIN. t^^ THE WORLD WITHIN. A WORLD within a world are such as we, With regions frozen fast and icy cold ; And torrid zones of wildest phantasy, Where unguessed possibilities unfold Beneath the noonday sun's intensity; And unexplored continents, where gold Lies massed in virgin richness, though none see The hidden treasure. Would that men were bold To search themselves and say what there they find, Undaunted by the forests dark and dense, The undergrowth entangled of the mind : Then seek the springs of thought, and learn from whence The aspirations and the passions wind Into the trodden realm of sight and sense. 34 SICK UNTO DEATH. SICK UNTO DEATH. The blinds are drawn, shut out the garish day, Upon its couch a faihng body lies, While hour by hour its power of living dies ; Attenuate through gradual decay, 'Tis falling fast from healing force away. A slower, smaller stream its need supplies, Till life lays down its sceptre with deep sighs And on the face falls pallor, ashen grey. Ah, shall a soul wound-weakened to its core By long intrusion of unholy life. Or by neglect's two-edged, remorseless knife Waste all its essence on the earth's mud floor, Grow weaker and yet weaker till all strife Is ended, and it sleeps to wake no more ? OF ACTl VE RE SIGN A TION. 3 5 OF ACTIVE RESIGNATION. Fear not the face of thy bemoaned fate, Declare, " Thus art thou ; I accept thee now," And then, no peevish fretfulness allow. O'er many sorrows cease to meditate, And do thy best to bear what thou didst hate. Behold ! the wrinkles on thy careworn brow Depart, serenity surrounds the vow. And calm descends upon the long debate. Thy nature to thy circumstance unfit Hath sorely frayed thy flesh ; resistance flings Corroding fetters o'er thy feeble wings. But ah, the fire of fervent patience lit May fuse encircling or opposing things. And shape them to the mould the spirit brings. 36 UNCONSCIO US INFL UENCE. UNCONSCIOUS INFLUENCE. The ripples come across the bay, and break In quick succession on the pebbly shore ; How faint th' impression each swift wave doth make Before it falls into the flood once more. It leaves perchance, a shell or stone more worn, More polished or thrown forward into sight, 'Tis pleasant to the eye, but scarcely born Ere it retreats, as flies a flash of light. Wave follows wave, as fresh thought follows thought. As life comes speeding after fading life ; How strange that each is with a purpose fraught, Though quite unconsciously it aids the strife Of that great power which grinds rough places smooth, Evolves from passion, love, so strong to soothe. THE CELIBATE. 37 THE CELIBATE. From childhood set apart, he has essayed With downcast eyes to avoid forbidden fruit ; Yet gazing steadily at chiselled flute Of massive pillar, a familiar shade The presence of th' avoided one betrayed. His quivering eyelids, though his lips are mute, Bid him beware ; for through the pulses shoot Of tonsured priest, the love of man for maid ! Full many are there who have loved in vain, And for love's sake have lived their lives alone ; But he, — and at the thought his heart will groan, - Has been devoted to this scourging pain. Enforced obedience finds it hard to gain The calmness of a choice which is its own. 38 OF MATURITY AND GROWTH. OF MATURITY AND GROWTH. The trees have clothed themselves most sumptuously In garments green of every varying shade ; The blossoms have adorned the wooded glade, The forming cones upon the boughs we see ; And now at this late hour, how fair to me Are those fresh shoots upon each tip displayed, Against the summer's dark'ning foliage laid. Like fingers pointing to futurity. Their growth gives promise for the coming spring Of ampler breadths of shade and wider bowers ; And from matured lips fresh thoughts should ring The advent of enlarged and freer powers ; For though the roots to earth must ever cling, The growing point into the ether towers. THE SPECTRE OF WANT. 39 THE SPECTRE OF WANT. A DREADFUL shape is that of pallid Want ! It paralyses every noblest hope, And narrows to the narrowest this life's scope ; Its famine-stricken limbs it seems to flaunt Before the eyes of plenty ; no fears daunt Its clutching fingers ; quickly down the slope Of beggary to vice, e'en to the rope It strides, and grows each day more wild and gaunt. This haggard spectre knocking at the door Brings in its train the loss of home and friends, The death of effort, beauty forced to flee. Fair honour dulled ; for squalor evermore Means loss of shame ; its scanty rags it rends, And sinks at worst beneath humanity. 40 NATURE. NATURE. Fair Nature smiles for happy youth, and scolds The fretful, frowning at them through their tears ; To timid souls most heartless she appears, Though braver children in her arms she folds, And makes them happy on the breezy wolds, In sheltered gardens, where the good ship steers Its path across the sea. Pure minds she cheers, And shapeless thoughts to lovely patterns moulds. A goddess she, who plays her strenuous part Without reluctance on the human heart ; To each law-breaker gives she that is his, And takes no heed of idle sophistries ; She will not pause for end of long debates. But heals her lovers, while her foes she hates ! JOHN HANCOCK. 41 JOHN HANCOCK. (^Naturalist. Died wih October, 1890.) O Nature, he is dead who loved thee well, He leaves thy haunts, to lie upon thy breast, Thy swift-winged children guard his well-earned rest, And chant Spring's birth songs and dark Winter's knell, Unheeded by the ears which once could tell This note from that, and what the songster's quest, His plumage and his habits, where his nest, On heathy hill-side or in wooded dell. A man designed by Nature for herself. With earnest purpose and contempt for pelf; With patient brain to search her ways abstruse. And clever hands grown skilful by long use ; Who heeded not the years already flown Devoted to her cause, and hers alone ! SONNETS OF THE CITY. THE OLD CASTLE. Thou dark and rugged relic of fierce days, If it be true that every surging sound Doth leave its trace, in striking and rebound, How strangely pictured to a piercing gaze Were thy grim masonry : what stirring lays Of border strife, of town-bred tumult found Upon thy walls would on the heart resound, All mingled with the tones of prayer and praise ; For Sabbath bells and holy anthems ring Around thy battlements in war or peace ; Defacing stains of toil upon thee cling, And at thy feet the waves of life increase, As one by one the generations sing Their songs of love and hate, which never cease ! SONAETS OF THE CITY. 43 II. THE CATHEDRAL. A LANDMARK thou ; thy lantern sings above The crowded thoroughfares that hem thee in, A song of steadfast peace all men may win By consecrating earthly life and love To that great Power in which men live and move, Resistless in its hatred of all sin, And merciful to those who truly win Their freedom from a narrow, selfish groove. Thy shadow falls upon the busy mart, Reminding men of life's true aim and cause ; Thy stones are annals of the Northern heart, Its history is gathered round thy doors ; And thou a sacred sanction canst impart To joy or sorrow, when the heart adores. 44 SONNETS OF THE CITY. III. THE CENTRAL STATION. The pulsing life blood of the City pours Through thee its throbbing heart, unceasingly ; Along thy gleaming ways the current roars In mingled tragedy and comedy. Strange scenes from stranger lives, upon thy floors Without rehearsal acted, thou dost see; And sad farewells of those who leave our shores, Bright marriage joy, and death's dark pageantry. A link thou seemest in the lengthening chain Which binds this land to that, and man to man, Until on one great Brotherhood no stain Of war remains, where once it wildly ran A sleuth-hound, bringing ravage in its train. Free intercourse like thine is hatred's ban ! SONAETS OF THE CITY. 45 THE CHURCH OF THE DIVINE UNITY. IV. A MONUMENT art thou, of that long roll Of earnest men who fought on freedom's side ; Who strove to save th' aspiring, yearning soul From prisons of the past, and open wide The Infinite ; that to its long-closed goal — The bosom of the Father — o'er the tide Of raging billows which around it roll. The burthened heart ma}' fly, and there abide ! A protest in the past ; for Faith to-day Thou standest firmly, full of fresh fire caught From ever-growing, ever-widening thought, Which onward, upward, cleaves its glorious way, And will not, dare not, in the partial stay, Constrained to find the One each soul hath sought. 46 SONNETS OF THE CITY. V. THE PUBLIC LIBRARY. Thou latest fledgling of fair Learning's brood, Thy ample chambers echo 'neath the tread Of those who had, in olden time been led Into the ghastly field of war, where stood The jealous barons, careless that the food Of wailing women, and weak children's bread, Depended on the men whom they have said Shall fight unto the death ! Not thine this mood ; Thou callest men to learn the arts of peace, Hast gathered on thy shelves a mighty store Of living words, which fell from men of yore. The seed corn of a harvest, to increase Through coming years, a thousand-fold and more, Until all bloodshed and fierce strife shall cease ! SONNETS OF THE CITY. 47 VI. THE CEMETERY. Within thy grassy spaces, lowly laid Our loved ones lie ; each grave's pathetic face Sun-kissed, acquires a silent, sadd'ning grace With velvet moss or gorgeous blooms arrayed. The signs of wealth or poverty displayed Are naught to those who wing through realms of space, And know no rest save in the close embrace Of Him to whom aspiring spirits prayed. E'en here alas, man's narrow love is found ; But list, God laughs. His forces all deride These false divisions of mere place and pride. In hallowed or unconsecrated mound The useless body lies beneath the ground ; No pall or pomp, th' immortal soul can hide. 48 SONNETS OF THE CITY. VII. THE REV. FRANK WALTERS. O MAN of God ! armed with a tongue of flame, To kindle in the soul a holy fire Of hopeful courage, and of pure desire To do the work of Him from whom it came : Thou bidst men cease from deeds and thoughts of shame, And shake from off their feet earth's clinging mire, Unto a nobler, better life aspire, The life of selfless love and stainless fame. The Universe the home of the Most High, The earth a temple when the heart is pure, Eternal life a promise, strong and sure. And God, a Father to His children nigh. Who hears the wand'rer's first repentant cry ; These are thy message, — men's sick souls to cure. NATURAL AND SUPERNATURAL. 49 NATURAL AND SUPERNATURAL. Familiar scenes and faces rouse no fear, And that which all men say gives no distress, The well-worn garments lose uneasiness, And daily rounds quite natural appear. Within a silenced room incline your ear To voices from afar ; then pause to guess The horror which had fallen for far less On those who knew not whence came sounds so clear. The unfamiliar supernatural seems, Strange, weird, and painful to the shrinking sight, It haunts the darkness of the gaping night With vague, ungrasped, and unaccustomed dreams. But on the shudd'ring world a new sun beams, For Law and Love, on every place pour light ! OF TWILIGHT AND MELANCHOL Y. OF TWILIGHT AND MELANCHOLY. An hour there is between the day and dark, When summer fohage and the fairest flowers Look grey and sombre as the evening lowers, Until a scintillating, quiv'ring spark Shines out o'er undulating hills, to mark The passing of the gloaming into night. A peaceful time it seems, though never bright, The plaintive nightingale supplants the lark ; And moments come to every heart when joy Gives place to melancholy's quiet thought, When past and present to one hue are brought. And jokes or merry quips are apt to cloy, For in life's shadows memory finds employ, While with deep meaning spoken words are fraught. IS LOVE ETERNAL? 51 IS LOVE ETERNAL? Doth aught last through the long eternity Of progress which awaits a conscious soul ? Or as it nears its final, long-sought goal Do lesser hopes entirely cease to be ? Doth Love remain when all else fades away, Inextricably woven into life, Steadfast and strong when death and change are rife, The joy of future as of present day ? Why ask such questions, O thou restless heart. Is Love of clay to perish on the earth ? The passions of the flesh must all expire When dust returns unto its native mire ; But selfless Love may dare the dangerous birth, — Called death ;— for Love is man's most God-like part. 52 IN CLO UDLAND. IN CLOUDLAND. Across the pearly arch of eve outspread A pair of Seraph wings were Hfted high, No form between them could my eyes descry, No face with friendly glance ; and soon the red Of sunset caught the snowy plumes, and shed From tip to tip a rosy hue, to die In burning blushes o'er the western sky. " A Seraph seeks the earth to-night," I said, " Who shall be counted fit his face to see, Or feel his hand withdraw from wrath and wrong ? " They laughed, — the others, — gaily mocking me, But trees took up a soft, angelic song, And bending, rustling, murmured it along The gleaming river, gliding to the sea. A DA WNING FAITH. 53 A DAWNING FAITH. The ancient faiths are crumbling to decay, Each saint is tott'ring in his time-worn niche \ The seer, no longer branded as a witch, Proclaims her oracles by light of day ; And rash, irrev'rent children rudely play With ball, and cross, and crescent; all of which Are sacred symbols given to enrich The inner life, to teach men how to pray. The outward forms are dying ; but incline Your ear unto the living, throbbing hearts Of toiling men in crowded, busy marts. You gaze astonished, for they answer thine ! ^Vhat is that pulse, so human, yet divine ? The sense that all men of One Life are parts. 54 PRAISE IS BLAME! PRAISE IS BLAME! The dewdrop forms its perfect glitt'ring sphere, And nestles in the hollow of a flower, Content to lie there hidden the brief hour Of its short life ; nor does it e'er appear To seek applause of fellow dewdrops near, For each fair orb is gifted with full power To form itself, and none need darkly glower To see the others pure and round and clear. And man is only praised because the lame, The deaf, the dull, the coarse are of his kind, Because endued with thinking, choosing mind, A few shine out against the many's shame. So sunny praise involves its shadow, blame ; For why laud sight, if never man were blind ? THE TRANSFORMATION OF PAIN. 55 THE TRANSFORMATION OF PAIN. Gaunt Pain, with sunken cheeks and closed lips, Stands weeping, groaning, rending her scant locks A writhing world with her wild eyes she mocks, Exuberance of thoughtless youth she nips. And flaws the cup the holy martyr sips. The feeble body quails beneath her shocks. And backward, forward, seeking ease it rocks, In vain attempt to avoid her scourging whips. But see, a miracle ! Her lips long sealed At last are opening into tender speech ; Her tears of sympathy begin to teach A sense of human oneness, which hath healed Full many a scar beneath its shelt'ring shield ; And Pain, transformed to Pity, smiles for each. 56 A UTUMN. AUTUMN. The Autumn leaves are falling, falling fast, And gusty winds are driving them away In stormy earnest, or in sportive play, Until they find a sheltered nook at last Where round the mould'ring heaps decay may cast Her blighting arms, to press them day by day More closely to her breast, and whisp'ring say, "All dead ! their fleeting hours of life are past." But are they dead? Their loveliness 'tis true, Their shapes and hues are gone for aye ; but look How Mother Earth absorbs them to renew Her energies, from which their life they drew. Why call it Death to fall back whence they took Their being? "Changed, not dead," says Nature's book. OF CHILDREN. 57 OF CHILDREN. Into a solemn household came a child, And all was changed by his soft, chubby hand, Which ruled with rod of iron ; his demand For love and care, for merry play, beguiled The stately mother till she gaily smiled. The nursery floor became a magic land, Where a promiscuous, ever-changing band Of angels, beasts, and fairies wandered wild. Behind that sunshine a dark shadow lurks, For there are little ones whose unshod feet Know nothing softer than the stony street. The pen to picture their condition shirks ! What can be done, O Mothers, to make sweet The lives of children whom men's curses greet ? 58 OF FAILURE AND PROGRESS. OF FAILURE AND PROGRESS. I CHOSE the rose, and laid it on my breast ; Its beauty filled my senses with delight, But e'en before the advent of the night Its withered petals, no more gaily dressed Fell one by one ; nor dared I lift them, lest The others followed. Did I choose aright To take that scented blossom frail and bright ? Was that the noblest choice, the purest, best ? Beside the flower of passion, sweet and gay, The scentless everlasting raised its head : But I, a mortal, chose the passing day, Nor looked beyond the portal of the dead. Shall I for ever choose the lower way, Or taught by failure, climb where it hath led ? LOVING AND BELOVED. 59 LOVING AND BELOVED. To love is hard, when love is unreturned, But being loved is far, far harder yet. Therein lies weariness and vain regret For all that might have been, had true love burned With equal flame in either heart, and earned The double power of those twin currents set In one broad channel. Now the stones scarce wet, The stream is by the least obstruction turned. O God 1 how shall both hearts be satisfied In time to come, if this can only know A bliss which from that other heart shall flow ? Yet in that heart no bond is ratified, Nor doth it long for love, more than the snow Doth long for sunshine which shall make it flow ! 6o THE EARTH. THE EARTH. Consider well the earth, its light and shade, The varied beauties everywhere displayed ; The wild luxuriance of its tropic clime, With wealth of blossoms and deep beds of slime \ The temperate zone, in verdant green arrayed, With starry hosts upon its meadows laid ; The rugged mountains, lifting crowns sublime Of hoary locks which know no summer time ; The frozen circle, where the ground dismayed Forgets to bloom, so keen is winter's raid ; The mystic ocean, whose deep currents chime Against great hills no foot of man may climb. Shall God disdain the glories He hath made, Who every atom in His balance weighed ? SHAKESPEARE. 6i SHAKESPEARE. Impartial art thou, as the teeming earth, On which swarm creatures vile and gay and good ; With sympathy o'erflowing, scorn, or mirth Men's heart's stripped bare before thy glances stood. The cup of life with bold hand thou dost fill, Nor dost withhold the fatal poisoned drop Which poured therein, all love and peace must kill, And yet far short of license dost thou stop ; For on himself the murderer's cruel knife Relentlessly returns to rend his flesh, And where vile lust and treachery are rife. The traitors fall at last in their own mesh. Robustest son of a most glorious age, No feeble palliations stain thy page. 62 JOHN MILTON. JOHN MILTON. Set high above the misty realms of sight, Thou hast created a Titanic sphere ; Hast darkened the dark shadows of the night, And deepened the deep hells of abject fear ; And yet 'tis strange, thy Satan, this world's blight. Is grandly human too when he comes near ; He will not bow before a tyrant's might. And reigns in Hell to keep his conscience clear ! O Poet, by thy blindness set apart To things impalpable thou drawest nigh ; Such fame as thine no mere success can buy, It is the load-star of the struggling heart That longs above all petty strife to fly. And must its work accomplish ere it die. R OBER T BRO WNING. 63 ROBERT BROWNING. Unmusical, grotesque sometimes thy lays, And yet how deeply dost thou probe the heart ! Thou lay'st thy finger on its inmost smart With healing magic ; and the soul arrays Reformed forces in more subtile ways, Upon more elemental, stronger lines ; Deep down into life's less exhausted mines Thou darest, winning ore for future days. Thy thoughts now saturate the minds of those Who read them not : from thy deep well they drink, Although of thee they never pause to think, Nay, deem themselves perchance, thy bitter foes ! Upon the past and future thy hands close, And that to this most firmly dost thou link. 64 THE RISING TIDE. THE RISING TIDE. A SURGING sea there is within the breast, Which ebbs and flows, and breaks upon the shore Of silence. Ah, the coming waves implore To understand their meaning, and find rest. The frothing foam upon th' uplifted crest Which hurries on to break with thundrous roar Upon the shining strand, and fall once more Into the ocean, puts life to the test. And if it gain one inch as yet unwon, Or learn one secret buried in the sand. Its life-work it has nobly, truly done, And paved the way for the advancing band Which shall accomplish that which it begun ; Till one by one, life's secrets open stand. A MAGNETIC PERSONALITY. 65 A MAGNETIC PERSONALITY. He enters ; small frivolities decline, A healthy movement, as of mountain breeze, Arouses slumb'ring earnestness, and frees The guarded tongue to utter thoughts divine. His gestures grant unspoken prayers ; like wine His flowing words give strength, and his decrees Are forming now the future that he sees ; Through clouds and darkness day begins to shine. He laughs ; despairing souls feel loads of woe Mysteriously removed ; the atmosphere Is cleansed of cobwebs, men aspire to go On herculean tasks forgetting fear, Contemptible excuses disappear, For all desire the noblest things they know. 66 THE GIFT OF HOPE. THE GIFT OF HOPE. The orphaned maiden dreams that she shall wed, That solitude and sorrow both shall cease. Th' unhappy wife is fain to lay her head Within the grave ; beyond it she sees peace. And weeping autumn, old and withered, Feels at her heart a promise of increase, While shrouded winter stirs in her cold bed. And longs of life to try another lease. The greatest gift that e'er to man was sent Is Hope ! She looks beyond the present hour, Above the thorn gives promise of the flower. She sees the raging storm-clouds' fury spent. And whispers that these pressing woes are meant To prove the spirit, and evolve its power. THE POINT OF VIEW. 67 THE POINT OF VIEW. Seen from afar the Master's canvas shows A blurred and formless stretch of dun grey sky ; No message there from Nature for the woes Of sorrowing men, who pass it dully by. But draw thou nearer ; see where daylight grows ; And nearer still, till here and there an eye Peers from the flakelets forming into rows. With outspread pinions, lifted as to fly. Then stand awhile with fix^d, steadfast gaze ; Ah, now the clouds take shape, and cherub heads With parted lips sweet hallelujahs raise. Their lifted faces catch celestial rays Descending from above ; the heavenly weds The earthly, nnd transforms thy anxious days. 68 SUBTERRANEAN CURRENTS. SUBTERRANEAN CURRENTS. A MIGHTY river runs beneath the ground Unguessed, until in some abysmal deep It leaves its hidden^V-d perforce, to sweep 'Twixt horrent rocks, which echoing, resound With fearful roar to every leap and bound. The faintest twilight falls upon its face, Where blindly rushing, raging with wild grace. It plunges back to darkness most profound. And are there none, of all our humankind, With subterranean currents running fast, Which flow with harmless swiftness till they reach The narrow cleft of unaccustomed speech ? Into that seething channel forced at last. The fierceness of the torrent who shall bind ? TO EACH, HIS OWN. 69 TO EACH, HIS OWN. " Why must I stay upon the dreary ground And suffer thus ? 'Tis fairer up above, In those clear spaces where no fogs are found, And nearer to the sky light cloudlets rove ; Where gloomy shadows fall not, and around The arch of blue an ample roof must prove ; Where steady lights in darkest night abound, And life is purity and peace and love." Thy beings law demands that thou shalt stay Upon the earth while thou art still of clay ; Like gravitates to like, and thou mayst choose The noblest or the worst of earth to lose ; And when thou'rt fit for fairer realms than this, Translated shalt thou be to higher bliss. 70 IS THERE , ANY END ? IS THERE ANY END? The tottering infant looks across the floor, His one desire to reach the arms he sees Outstretched to welcome him : he fails once more, Yet nothing save to walk upright will please Th' ambitious child. Within an open door There stands a youth, who envies every breeze That flits at will to some far distant shore, And till he follow he can know no ease. An aged man looks onward still, and longs For fresh experience in another sphere, To cross the boundary, redress old wrongs In ampler life, undewed by sorrow's tear : He strains to catch the echo of new songs, And bids the earth adieu without a fear. ' 'HE THA T LOVETH HIS LIFE:' 7 1 " HE THAT LOVETH HIS LIFE SHALL LOSE IT.' Go, garner thou thy store in well-locked barns, And keep thy thoughts within thy silent lips; Venture not forth when frosty winter nips, And hide thy gold in deep, dark mountain tarns. Keep all thou canst, let no man share thy gains, Let no man know thou hast a beating heart; In all the work of life, take thou no part, Dry no sad tears, alleviate no pains. And then, what art thou ? Living all alone, And petrifying slowly into stone, No humanising accents from thee fall ; No fallow field beneath thy care grows green; 'Twere better that thy life had never been, For thou art Nothing ! Judgment worst of ail ! 72 OF ED UCA TION B Y CHOICE. OF EDUCATION BY CHOICE. A CHOICE of youth may lead to long regret For false direction by its impulse given Unto the past, which then is rudely riven From life's small whole, to leave it smaller yet, With little time to learn or to forget. And yet, perchance the future had been lost Except for bitter sorrow failure cost, Arousing hopes for ever higher set. Some grossness of the nature made that choice Imperative, to cleanse away impurity Contracted by the soul, that its maturity On loftier level, with more even poise May stand and speak aloud with prophet voice ; A squandered past, the staff of its security. SUFFER, AND BE STRONG. 73 SUFFER, AND BE STRONG. The trees are pruned that they may bear much fruit, And storm and cold make strong the northern heart : Then rouse thee, suff 'rer, bravely do thy part. In life's tear-watered garden strike thy root. See all the martyrs, mutilated, flayed, Burnt at the stake ; yet their faith never failed, The tortured flesh it was, at most, which quailed. And these are they who walk in white array'd. The heroes of all ages, who endured But would not stoop to say one word untrue, From scattered graves speak yet, weak heart, lo you Of fruitful blessings their sad lives secured. They smiled in persecution's fire for Right, And died in arms against the tyrant Might. 74 OF PRESENTIMENTS. OF PRESENTIMENTS. The air before a storm is dull and still, Yet restlessly the leaves sway to and fro Wavering from side to side. Some coming woe I augur from the deadly, numbing chill Of this sad heart, which once was wont at will With ease to rise o'er trials, such as go And come, from whence and whither none can know. I turn from hope to fear, from good to ill, For clouds brood heavily along the West, As lies my future cowering 'neath a fear, A shapeless doubt, and far extending dread. The lightning flash shall be a welcome guest, To rend the growing gloom, and leave it clear, E'en though it strike my heart and leave it dead ! OF EXISTENCE AND LIFE. 75 OF EXISTENCE AND LIFE. Is toiling life so sad as some men think, So steeped in pain, so gloomy and distressed ? Believe me, no ! Stand on a river's brink And watch the water gliding, then compressed. Which grinds the corn ? The sluggish, shallow stream, Loitering 'twixt lovely meads in verdure dressed, Or yonder narrowed mill-race you see gleam, Resisting, tossing, rearing its white crest ? The fretted water, turned against its will By some disposing power that shapes its end. Through pressure rises to its work at length. Shall man exist without th' exultant thrill That honest labour and great effort send Along each nerve, arousing latent strength. 76 IN OXFORD. IN OXFORD. To stand within these ancient, echoing halls, And tread these foot-worn cloisters, cool and dark, Or meditate in high-walled gardens, mark The hand of Time laid softly on the walls Which sheltered generations; this appals The eager heart, and bids it use its spark Of life with honesty, to light the bark That sails a moment, ere death's curtain falls. Yes, man is small compared with all mankind. Not e'en so much as one hewn stone close set In these grey Colleges, and yet, — and yet, — Each stone must keep its place, that it may bind The whole to its perfection : so I find Each life is needed, and my eyes are wet. DISUSE AND DECAY. 77 DISUSE AND DECAY. The unused limb must shrivel and decay, And a neglected soul as surely pines, Contracts, grows dim, no longer clearly shines. Then flickers, and fades out. The god-like ray Of spirit vision vanishes away. And though the lamp remain, the light is lost, Contentment gained at th' overwhelming cost Of that divine unrest which once held sway. The passing soul, departing, gives no groan. Its agonies grow feebler as it faints. And darkness settles down where light once reigned. The furrows fallow lie, with grain unsown, While foul malaria the still air taints ; A slothful heaven of selfish peace is gained ! 78 LIMITED AND LIMITLESS. LIMITED AND LIMITLESS. Within the narrow compass of the real, As in a splendid palace, mankind dwells, With space to live and breathe, and many wells From which to drink ; but needful for his weal Are boundless heights and depths of the ideal, Exhaustless as the ether which outswells Into a seeming arch, whose vastness quells All limitations to the truth unleal. The future, looming large and unconfined, And free from trammels of a fixed past, Gives ample breathing room for boundless hope. Elastic, radiant, far beyond the scope Of one short life to grasp, or to hold fast ; Illimitable as Eternal mind ! OF PASSION. 79 OF PASSION. Fierce Passion, like the heat of tropic cHnie, Awakes the latent powers within the heart To sudden growth ; from hidden deeps upstart The poisonous weed, or gorgeous crown sublime Of fragrant flowers ; the soft, melodious chime Of whirring insect life its drowsy part Takes up harmoniously ; or lightning's dart To devastate the toil of previous time. In that upheaval each soul brings to birth, According to its nature, good or ill In wild profusion, nor is sated till For weal or woe, its torrent to the earth Is poured resistlessly in deeds of worth. Or hideous crimes with horror hearts to fill. 8o THE NINETEENTH CENTUR Y. THE NINETEENTH CENTURY. This is the time for living souls to live, For generous hearts their wealth of love to pour Into an ocean widening evermore To hold the utmost measure man can give. And this the age for earnest minds to seek Secure foundations for fast-growing thought ; To ask, and ask again, is strongly taught. And what each finds, with courage must he speak. Of freedom, glorious glimpses gleam and glance Across the eager eyes oped wide to see The promise of a grander century When all shall march where now a few advance. Although we see it not, our lives to-day Are paving, ill or well, the widening way. AFTER RAIN. 81 AFTER RAIN. How pure the air when ceases summer rain, And day's bright atmosphere is crystal clear ; The birds in ecstasy arise again On quiv'ring wings, that almost still appear. Each living thing lifts up its head anew, The sun shines out, and clouds pass quickly by ; Our tears are shed, and hope springs up to sue For life and love, where sorrow longed to die. Thank God for tears ! It is the silent grief That eats like rust into a sullen soul, Or flashes swift, dry fire, to devastate With dangerous lightning of despair and hate. When torrents fall, away the storm-clouds roll And sunshine gilds each shining, rain-washed leaf. 82 A SELFISH PARADISE. A SELFISH PARADISE. They live within an Eden full of joy, By day they wander in its leafy glades, At night lie down to sleep in grateful shades, Their youthful hearts are full of glad employ, The cares of life pass by without annoy. She envies not the dancing, singing maids, And he breast-high in rapture's river wades, No serpent glides, — it seems, — peace to destroy. They fare not forth beyond the shining gate. And take no heed of distant, wailing cries. She cares not that the orphaned maiden dies Untended, that wild hearts and hungry wait Outside, for falling crumbs of her glad state. But ah ! the longest summer quickly flies. DRIVEN OUT I 83 DRIVEN OUT! Fate lingers ere she strikes the final blow ; And when the boisterous breath of winter falls, Its biting edge their tender flesh appals ; For hardship unprepared, yet must they go To meet the penetrating, drifting snow. For warmth and shelter each dismayed heart calls, But closed is Paradise, and round its walls A swollen torrent swirls with gath'ring flow. Shall they succumb to this severer clime. Or braced to nobler effort by the blast. Their selfishness for ever from them cast. And rise to truer life, and more sublime. Leave Eden-gate, and bravely thither climb Where love attains true blessedness at last ? 84 OF GENIUS AND HUMILITY. OF GENIUS AND HUMILITY. How shall a gifted man be arrogant ? As well the lighthouse of its place be proud, And scorn the rushing and excited crowd Of waves, which roaring round it, seethe and pant. His lamp is lighted ; and 'tis his to lift A steady front, to cast his beams afar. That mariners in danger on the bar No longer on unwarnbd rocks may drift. Capacity is God's one measure used To test the life-work of the small or great ; For what man can^ he must do soon or late ; And he who boasts his power has most abused His gifts. Shall widest ocean be elate That it is deep ; a boon to rills refused ? THE TELEGRAPH WIRES. 85 THE TELEGRAPH WIRES. Across a grey and heavy Autumn sky A fleeting glimpse is caught of phantom wires, Enveloped in a mass of clouds they lie And scarcely clearer than half-formed desires. I stay to listen with abated breath As breezes through those far threads faintly sigh : What words of hope or dread, of life or death, O'erhead from heart to heart unnoticed fly ? So slight and subtle e'en material things Need be to annihilate dividing space ! Why need we wonder then that mind has wings Which flash with lightning speed from place to place, That soul its fibres o'er the dark gulf flings To hold a loved one in a fond embrace. 86 THE SPRING-TIME OF LOVE. THE SPRING-TIME OF LOVE. As each returning Spring awakes the flowers And whispers with its sweet, reviving breath, "Arouse, and bloom again, it was not death But sleep which held thee," and her gentle showers Transform gaunt woods to happy lovers' bowers, Which echo back the sacred, solemn vows Oft spoken 'neath the interlacing boughs By youth and maid, in life's divinest hours ; So on the wintry heart Love breathes awhile. And stirs it to its innermost recess, Awaking strange and yearning restlessness To reach the soft, warm air. Love can beguile The dead to life ; his eyes and tender smile Work miracles of new-born happiness. NEW YEAR'S EVE. 87 NEW YEAR'S EVE. The sacred past, the unknown future, link Together on the eve of New Year's Day : Last year, the year to come, — we pause, and think What that has been, what this shall have to say ; And while the eyes and lips are sparkling, gay, The heart stands trembling on the very brink Of tears, to know how many are away. A silent health to absent friends we drinL A darkness lies around the future's flight, And hides her pathway from our eager eyes ; One step before her flashes a faint light, One thread across her busy finger lies. No man may know if she be dark or bright, Upon her lips unbroken silence lies. 88 A TRAGEDY. A TRAGEDY. An honoured man, and splendidly arrayed, The envy of a thousand lesser lights. But ah ! look in where now his conscience bites And bids him lay aside this false parade. Devotion to his office has decayed Through changing thought ; within himself he fights To keep, if possible, the dear delights Of pomp and place. Decision is delayed. Successful, yet how often hath he pressed A hand upon his heart the pulse to still That throbs so painfully against his will. A prisoner at the bar knows more of rest Than this great cleric, flattered and carressed, Who starves his soul, and reads, "Thou shalt not kill." OF SEEMING WASTE. 89 OF SEEMING WASTE. The forest flower, the heather on the hili, The teeming insect life that swarms the air, What purpose do these serve ? Their beauty rare Seems wasted, for blooms die ungathered still ; No hand hath plucked them perfume to distil, No voice is heard to say the flies are fair, Nor each for other do they seem to care, But come and go, and meet and part, at will. This wild profusion seems sometimes but waste ; And yet, it may be, we are far too dull To see their subtle influences start. Th' Omniscient has no need for any haste, Nor doth he wish that MAN should all things cull ! God sees the whole, where mortals see a part. 90 THE INDESTRUCTIBILITY OF HOPE. THE INDESTRUCTIBILITY OF HOPE. The nesting birds in Spring sing merrily, And mate with busy note calls to his mate, " These hours are sweet, but summer soon shall be, For that more glorious time 'tis hard to wait." Wild Autumn hurries on to strip the tree, And with her rough wet hand to desecrate The home ; all unfulfilled the prophecy Of perfect pleasure, though the year grows late. Yet hope survives ! In this life man may fail, His cherished plans be trodden in the dust, His young ideals wither and grow pale, And still assuredly he puts his trust In joy to come : he feels the future must Ope wide the gate, his spirit longs to assail ! MATTER AND SPIRIT. 91 MATTER AND SPIRIT. Dull matter lies content in its fixed place, No thrilling current through its essence runs ; Not yet the subtle and refining grace Of rousing, restless soul, its visage suns. But breathe the Breath of Life into the clod, And spirit stirring, strains with opened eyes To pierce the trammels of its narrow sod, And flutter nearer to the azure skies. To work will it desire, to teach, be taught, But ne'er to live as though it were not come From warmer climes ; ah, thence it surely brought Its snatches of sweet song. Soul is not dumb, For rising feebly on its half-grown wings, An exile's home-sick melodies it sings. 92 OF HEROISM. OF HEROISM. Great heroes have been praised for warhke deeds, Philanthropists for courage to be just, The white-robed priest because he puts his trust In God the Father, who e'en ravens feeds. In every country, and of all the creeds, Prophets and martyrs waging war 'gainst lust Have been revered ; by later ages thrust Into the niches superstition breeds. But he who lives a stunted, quiet life, Heroic in self-sacrifice, too great For his dull prison house, how deep and dire The suff'ring he has borne ere eager strife Could end in noble patience, strong to wait. Who sings his steadfast courage in that fire ? HIDDEN. 93 HIDDEN. Throw open, silent soul, the pearly gate Of thy dark mind, and let the moving air, The vivifying sun, play freely there, For unexplored wonders hidden wait A friendly hand the gloom to dissipate, And bring to light its secrets strange and rare, Which now dense drapery of dust must wear ; The mourning garment of the desolate. Thou heedest not ; ah, thou art silent still ! No words hast thou to turn the rusty key Of that dark fortress where no footstep falls With answering echo on the massy walls. Mute lips impassable, imprison thee Alone, in dungeons dreary, dark, and chill. 94 THE WAGES OF SIN, THE WAGES OF SIN. I. Twice o'er Sin pays thee, if thou kiss her hand ; She gives thee life, where haunting spectres race To lay their soiling fingers on the brand Thy lips have taken from that dread embrace. Remorse, then fear, dark secrecy demand. And scorpion whips surround thee, for disgrace With mocking smile and scornful eye doth stand To tear thee at a word from thy loved place. With one hand Sin gives life unknown before ; And with the other death ! She takes from thee Fair innocence that probes thought to the core, Majestic in its fearlessness, and free. And thou art ferried to another shore, Where many phantoms menace threateningly. THE WAGES OF SJN. 95 THE WAGES OF SIN. II. Upon the brink thou standest long to mourn The smiling landscape, once thy fair estate, By swiftly running river from thee torn. No boatman backward plies ; why dost thou wait With fruitless tears and aspect so forlorn Upon the abhorred deed to meditate, And curse the bitter day, the cheerless dawn. For which unwillingly thy heart doth wait ? March on, O man, in sober, chastened guise. Well armed by this first fall against surprise ; So through disaster wisdom shall gain strength, Some safeguard for the future to devise, And bring thee to a citadel at length Where stalwart purity all ill defies. 96 SUSPENSE. SUSPENSE. The sword is dangling from a lofty roof, Suspended by a frail, elastic thread ; And he who sits beneath looks not aloof. Although intensely conscious, sick with dread. Against such agony no gold is proof. And fate disdains to spare the crowned head, In weaving her mysterious warp and woof. Fair purple raiment rends she to a shred. The shudd'ring flesh endures the coming wound A hundredfold ; and that dark, threatened woe, Through every nerve to torture pitch attuned, Upon a rising scale strikes blow on blow. But see ! the sword has fallen ; he has swooned. Suspense is o'er, and healing forces flow ! AMONG THE HILLS. i^i AMONG THE HILLS. I WAKE, and lo ! the sparkling air seems dumb, So deep the peace that broods upon the hills ; But casements opened wide let in fresh rills Of blissful sound. From noisy city come, In place of industry's gigantic hum, A murmur of the bees the garden fills. And mountain calm upon the heart distils In soothing dews, till carking care grows numb. 'Tis life's elixir to leave towns behind And revel in a place of crowded peaks ; Each well-known outline eagerly to find, And press the Kps to Summer's blushing cheeks. Up, up, past beds of bracken, where the wind Across the bursting heather softly speaks. 98 VICARIOUS SUFFERING. VICARIOUS SUFFERING. Though every man his meed of pain endures, Not all have felt the joy beneath the grief, For which the longest agony seems brief, So true the satisfaction it assures. A power there is in sufif'ring that allures The sternest and the hardest to its side ; A dying word suffices to ope wide The long-locked soul, and pour in oil that cure?. Then die is faith. Nay, harder, choose to live ! Thy pain upon the altar bravely lay ; Unselfish joy is thine, if thou canst say " My pangs for him, or her, I freely give." Long tongues of light shoot from celestial day Their roseate hues to cast upon thy way. THE DISCOVERER. 99 THE DISCOVERER. He stands with lifted taper in the midst Of dark mysterious worlds, and strains to see Beyond the circlet's haloed radiancy. Titanic facts he holds with iron wrist, Until their Hfeless lips to life are kissed, Their features limned for all futurity. Content he is to live most sparingly If but one link the less of truth be missed ! One atom understood, one inch annexed, One higher harmony, a lifetime sought, Hath he by patient toil with ardour bought ; One secret opened, one thought less perplexed, One step prepared for him who cometh next. He sleeps in peace; his life was not for naught. loo - CARNIVAL. CARNIVAL. In holiday attire, with sparkling eyes The young fare forth a Carnival to enjoy; In glitt'ring shows the senses find employ, O'er seething multitudes day swiftly flies ; Exhilaration wave on wave doth rise, Till fast and furious grows the fun, and masks Are donned to cover o'er mysterious tasks, And merriment in boisterous laughter dies. Processions pass, fair flowers are wildly thrown. Unearthly forms glide stealthily, disguised. The sober citizen is soon despised, And Order yields to wild Misrule her throne. The dancing masquers every care disown, And hour by hour are gayer games devised. LENT. loi LENT. But list ! The Minster chimes ring midnight. Lent Begins, with days of penitence enforced, The heated brain, where pleasure swiftly coursed, Is aching on a pillow, or down bent Beneath a lofty dome. The air is rent No more with madd'ning ecstasy or song, Dark words, instead, of agony and wrong With piteous prayers and dull regrets are blent. For this year, — or this life, — the masquerade Is over; treading softly, strive thou well. That on thy heart the coming advent-bell May echo gladly. O prepare to wade The stream 'twixt years, — or lives, — all undismayed, Full glad that Lenten penance on thee fell. 102 CONVERSION, CONVERSION. We walk perforce upon an upward track, Our faces backward turned to glance below ; With stumbling and unseeing steps we go, As to the sharp embrace of torture's rack. To this side, then to that, we vainly tack, And progress is uncertain, painful, slow. For duty knows not ardour's cheerful glow. And from the valley voices call us back. But hark ! at noon a clear, resounding note Far, far above, falls through the stilly air ; And eager eyes are turned to scan with care The rocky incline, whence the accents float. Th' abyss forgotten, dangerous steps we dare ; To willing feet the steep ascent grows fair. A REVERIE. 103 A REVERIE. She sat beneath the hawthorn's scented shade, Her golden head against its rugged trunk, In day-dreams of the future deeply sunk, With spotless robes of innocence arrayed. The summer breezes, softly passing, swayed The blossom-laden branches ; white showers fell Upon the upturned face, and broke the spell, Recalling wand'ring fancies whence they strayed. What were the thoughts behind that dream-rapt face, What hopes, what visions crowded on her sight? Saw she a silver thread, by which to trace Her way through cloudy day and moonless night. Or have her wishes cankered roots, to blight Her beauty, and destroy her guileless grace? I04 OF BLINDNESS. OF BLINDNESS. Within the arching hollow of the dark, Resounding on the sight-stripped, quickened ear, Fall many steps and voices. Ah, how drear To list the rising of the happy lark, To feel the warmth of summer sun, and mark The fall of ripples on the strand, and hear The rustle of the giant limes quite near. Yet never see of beauty, e'en one spark ! Ah yes, 'tis sad to live with closed eyes, But sadder far, that blindness of the soul Which hears the tide of life for ever roll, And feels the heat that glowing hope applies To rouse a frost-bound world, yet helpless lies. Awaiting guidance to its unseen goal. THE EVOLUTION OF WOMANHOOD. 105 THE EVOLUTION OF WOMANHOOD. Woman a living soul ! The savage laughs, So wild the thought. What, she, the slavish squaw, Who humbly stands within the wigwam door And bending, hands her lord the cup he quaffs. The woman has no soul ; no epitaphs. No tales, no songs of all his great tribe's store Are said, or sung, for her who lives no more, And then again in utter scorn he laughs ! But she who hears the words, knows what is said. And in her heart a Something strangely stirs As softly as a zephyr o'er the furze. It whispers, " Thou, and he whom thou hast wjd, Shall never die." The stern chief turns his head, Gazes on her brightened face, and wonders ! io6 THE EVOLUTION OF WOMANHOOD. THE EVOLUTION OF WOMANHOOD. II. Woman a living soul ! The brave knight yields The point : benignly grants that greatest gift Of immortality, and deigns to lift The woman from the earth. Yet still he wields A mighty power. " 'Tis man," he says, "who shields The weakling from the dangers of the way. From all the heat and burthen of the day, That she may shelter in his shady fields.'' But she, who sees fair strangers come, and go. From distant lands, or to some warmer clime, Who hears of oceans vast, of hills sublime, With summits clad in pure, eternal snow, Grows weary of those groves and longs to climb To heights where fresher breezes freely blow. THE EVOLUTION OF WOMANHOOD. 107 THE EVOLUTION OF WOMANHOOD. III. Woman a living soul ! Thank God, we say, No woman now need ask that boon to share ; She claims her right that crown of thorns to wear, To lift the cross, to tread the rugged way Which leads from earth, to pure, eternal day; In truth's great quest her earnest part to bear, From falsehood its beguiling mask to tear, Her part right well upon this plane to play. Unsullied womanhood, with lifted eyes, Stands gazing steadily on opening skies ; Before that purity the proudest bow. No scornful lip her worshippers defies. She listens calmly to their clam'rous cries, And bids them live as those bound by a vow. io8 A SUNBEAM. A SUNBEAM. As when a sunbeam lights a gloomy vale, And gilds the common haunts of every day; Or pierces through the wierd and weary wail Of sighing wind, with bright and cheery ray; Or penetrates a dark tarn's misty veil Forcing a smile upon its face to play; Or follows on the storm-cloud's inky trail, To chase its sullen sadness quite away; So on my heart a gleam of purest joy Breaks through the atmosphere of doubt and dread, And flickers round my bowed and aching head. It whispers in my ear, " Rise now, employ Thy God-given powers; thy dark way boldly tread." I rise, and lo ! the stormy clouds have fled ! THEN AND NOW. 109 THEN AND NOW. In bygone days I carolled like a bird, And thought to penetrate life's secret core ; Deep draughts I drank of sweet delight, and saw Prismatic hues around ; light fancies whirred In sunny places, nor was I deterred From explorations on the slippery shore Of unrestrained imagination's lore, For fear remained a pulseless, lifeless word. But now, my hand goes out into a realm So vast, I feel no thrill of air returned From any boundary, and I have learned To fear the infinite, lest it o'erwhclm The individuality that burned A beacon for the pilot at the helm. no OF IMMOR TALITY. OF IMMORTALITY. Why wait for an immortal life, till Death Has laid his hand upon a life like this ? The future will not bring created bliss Or new desires, through failure of the breath. The child exists before he breathes the air ; Could he inspire at all, save that he lives ? And only in the measure this day gives 'Tis possible to-morrow's life to share. Bestir thyself; draw in deep draughts of thought, Of love, and sympathy ; awake, and know That here, and now, the heavenly waters flow From founts perennial, waiting to be sought. Immortal life is not mere length of days. But growing power to walk in widening ways ! OF PR UNING A ND PR OD UCTION. 1 1 1 OF PRUNING AND PRODUCTION. The gleaming knife seems cruel, ruthless, keen, While throbbing flesh is shrinking from its bite, And darkness, like the coming of the night, Is falling on the spirit held between This world and that, and all things it has seen Flash, phantom-like, upon its failing sight. What words are these the pruning blade doth write Upon the branches robbed of vivid sheen ? ^^Pain 7neans production^ Though the wounds still smart. The bruisbd body groans against its will, Its ebbing life-blood soon rebounds, to fill The mutilated limbs, and then the heart With quickened pace takes up anew its part. And autumn fruits attest the gard'ner's skill. 112 ''THE DIVINE unrest: "THE DIVINE UNREST." If ocean rested from her ceaseless flow, The whole domain of Nature were unstrung; And if man's heart should ever cease to know The restless striving, — of which he has sung, — Then were his future lost at one fell blow, The passing bell of progress o'er him rung, His stature stunted, then, he could not grow, And back to earth his useless clay were flung ! A constant longing, which he cannot quell, To follow where swift-footed doubt first ran ; His discontent in shady ease to dwell. And dogged effort to do all he can ; The aspirations words can never tell, All these are choicest gifts of God to man. OF CO NSC 10 USNESS. i \ 3 OF CONSCIOUSNESS. The ocean covers gardens wondrous fair, And hideous monsters, from all curious eyes, Hides them away, save in the shallows, where Quite near the shore it bares its mysteries, And yields to sight an underworld. Ah, rare Are days when e'en that little clearly lies Revealed to man ; and who shall ever dare To say, the fringe is all the sea supplies. Deep down, below the conscious life which speaks Its thoughts, lie unexjilorbd regions vast, Where tangled yearnings growing sway, and cast Entreating arms unto the light, that seeks To find them ; but the earth-wind passing, shrieks, And all is tumult where his foot hath passed. 114 TEARS. TEARS. Spring showers are tears of childhood, soon they pass, And leave the sweet forget-me-nots more pure ; They freshen every tender blade of grass, The little griefs they quickly, surely cure. But tears of stern maturity, alas ! Are wild destructive torrents, hard to endure, And gather sullenly, a leaden mass, With scanty power to soften, or allure. Old age forgets the fiercer thunder rain. As spirit cleanses off each earthly stain ; The bliss and agony for it are past, An even hue o'er joy and grief are cast : Though gentle tears of memory may fall, The light and shade of life no more appal. CHRISTMA S DAY. 115 CHRISTMAS DAY. 'Tis Christmas Day ! The day when joy and peace Were promised to a wild, tumultuous world : Yea, peace is planted, though she lies long furled In human hearts ; and sure is her increase, As sure as God ; whose hand doth never cease To guide the avalanche, like thunder hurled Upon the plain ; or tender bud close curled Within its sheath. He shall, at last, release His children from the prison-house of doubt. And set them free, in pure and perfect air Of love and hope ; and then each life made fair As His who gave it, clean within, without, Shall send from land to land a ringing shout — " All hail ! for men are brothers everywhere ! " ii6 THE BOILING POINT. THE BOILING POINT. Go, watch a seething cauldron as it boils, And note the sudden stoppage of the steam ; The treacherous calmness of the surface foils The senses, — all is silent as a dream. But one degree between the seeming peace And wildest torrents bursting all their bounds ; And, ere the raging lava currents cease. The shrinking air with groans and sobs resounds. Beneath the calm, collected, courteous speech Which covers these tumultuous hearts of ours, Lie surging passions which shall only reach To action, during strain of life's hot hours ; And yet this heat, in man and nature too, May be the motive power great deeds to do. REPENTANCE AND RESTITUTION. 117 REPENTANCE AND RESTITUTION. At the eleventh hour man may repent, — The thief upon the cross a pardon won, — But can his thoughts on ease or bliss be bent. Until what man may do is truly done To right old wrongs, to clear the innocent, To drive away the mists that hide the sun. And close the yawning cleft his hand has rent? This side the grave, th' repentant man doth run To make full restitution ; shall he lose Unselfishness in passing out of time. And fly to sing "Hosanna," knowing well The load, that for his sake, so darkly fell On those he leaves behind ? That were a crime Impossible, if he have power to choose ! ii8 THE LILY. THE LILY. A GENTLE maiden sings her tender song Of quiet joy amid her blossoms rare ; She kisses their sweet faces, hng'ring long, And only plucks the fairest of the fair, Herself a flow'ret pure as any there. No thought hath she of hardship or of wrong ; Shall any mortal in her presence dare To flaw her girlish peace, with passion strong? Ah no ! in sheltered gardens let her rest, Not hers the stormy heights of life to gain ; For summer sunshine and soft falling rain Is her frail spirit fitted. Leave her, lest Her love awaked should bring her life-long pain, And broken, she should wither on thy breast. AN OPEN GRA VE. 119 AN OPEN GRAVE. O MOURNER, be consoled ; she is not far, For neither earth nor sea delays the flight Of her ethereal essence, robed in light. It flashes like a beam, where loved ones are; And they who grieve too much may e'en debar Her entrance to the regions of the bright. And bring a shadow, as of earthly night. Upon the visage that were else a star. This world knows her no more ; yet she survives ! Awake, O hope of immortality. And set the mourner from death's trammels free. The narrow portal of the grave deprives No living soul of life : that passage shrives The spirit from its fleshly agony. I20 THE PAGAN'S PROTEST. THE PAGAN'S PROTEST. Speak not to me of joy born out of tears, Of life transfigured in the fire of grief. I love the sunshine, and 'tis my belief That happiness is best, and that it clears The vision more completely : it endears All earthly life, to silver turns each leaf, And casts a halo round the gathered sheaf, All nature looks her best when sun appears ! Is then this life the whole, the Christian asks ? Is joy the end for which mankind was born ? Are there no nobler and more fruitful tasks Than just to glitter through a sunny morn ? Believe me, he, or she, who only basks, The fairest crown of life has never worn ! EXPECTA TION IS PROPHEC V. 121 EXPECTATION IS PROPHECY. If man could see behind the aging breast, And read the thoughts beneath the whitened hair, Could feel the calm exterior hardly pressed, By surging longings, ne'er in words laid bare, Then would he realise that life at best Is not an end ; it cannot still all care Within a soul which here can find no rest. Yet ever hopes to find it otherwhere ! Prophetic are these aspirations ; sight Is only possible where things exist, And now matured hearts discern a morn To break in splendour after Time's long night. The mother loves her child ere she has kissed Its lips. E'en thus diviner life is born ! 122 A RETROSPECT. A RETROSPECT. The end is drawing near ; I seem to know That what I had to say is almost said ; That one prepares to sever from my head The lock that binds to life ; that I may go To render my account of joy and woe, In fairer regions of the happy dead. Upon my eyes a dawn begins to spread Behind the hills of time. My lamp burns low. Let me remember all the varied past In this last softened and matured mood. At first, with youth's audacity I stood Alone, and feared not ; then by grief downcast I looked from earth, to win a hope more vast : I wonder, and adore ; all has been good ! LOOK UPWARD. 123 LOOK UPWARD. They walked one day together, he and she, Along a rough field-path ; a silent pair. He inwardly repined, "There's naught to see Upon a road like this, that leads nowhere." While she, with beaming eyes, looked lovingly At budding trees and hedgerows passing fair, And higher yet, where on an azure sea The cloudlets sailed without a shadowing care. Was that one universe these creatures saw ? His gloomy brows were gathered to a frown, While she forgot the beaten track worn brown, And saw on every side a bounteous store Of beauty, that transfigured earth's dull floor ; For she gazed up, while he looked ever down ! 124 OF SORROW. OF SORROW. I SAID, " This burthen is too hard to bear, And I will cast it from me, and go free To distant lands, new constellations see, Live for myself alone, and know no care." 'Twas done ; and yet sometimes the balmy air Took shape and weight, and laid itself on me, Intangible, a ghost of memory, Rebellious hearts unwillingly must bear. The fairest scene became a haunted spot ; Unhurt, I stood as one bowed down with pain ; I yearned for rest, and yet she heeded not, For dreamless sleep I prayed, — yet prayed in vain ! And then I said, " This is the hardest lot, Let me go back to my own place again." OF DISCONTENT. 125 OF DISCONTENT. If thou art satisfied with that thou hast, How can man teach thee aught ? 'Tis seekers find The hidden treasures of the earth and mind ; And restless ones who ever forward cast Their longing eyes, though outcome of the past, With faces to the future well inclined, Against the chains of custom have repined, Undaunted by the clouds around them massed. O man, be not content, but dredge the deep Within thee, till great thoughts may sail With safety there, nor dread a stormy gale. But spread broad canvas to the breeze, and keep A steady course, though roaring billows leap, And wailing voices warn thee thou shalt fail ! 126 A BRIDE'S BIRTHDAY. A BRIDE'S BIRTHDAY. A CHILD I knew thee, and a fair, fresh maid ; And now a wife art thou to whom I sing, And as I ponder it my heart would ding To thee as now thou art ! I tremble, am dismayed. To think that every year, a tribute paid On this thy natal day, youth's knell must ring. That time the lines of care and age will bring ; And yet, why should I be so sore afraid, For time, which ages thee, must age me too. And young together, life shall only knit Our hearts more closely ; and the love-flame lit Within my heart must steadier grow, more true, For thou, O Love, hast power my life to imbue With earnest purpose, for thy pure soul fit. ''OUT OF THE eater:' 127 OUT OF THE EATER COMETH FORTH MEAT.' Upon a slough trees thrive and grow awhile, Seem flourishing, and deck themselves with leaves, But tossed by storm, no rooted strength retrieves Th' unwonted strain ; they fall in one vast pile ; Then fade, decay, become but refuse vile, And are absorbed into the porous soil To lie for centuries ; until the toil Of later days finds that which coal they style. Thus e'en disaster turns to good in time ; The ills of one age benefit the next ; The problems which to-day have so perplexed Sad souls, may, in some distant age or clime. Be found the only means for ends sublime. Though shallow man o'er them his heart has vexed. 128 THE PIONEER OF PROGRESS. THE PIONEER OF PROGRESS. "The folly of this foolish law I see; Why then shall I refrain from swift advance ? " Look back, O pioneer, with eagle glance, And pause ere opening floodgates to a sea Of lawlessness and fierce ferocity. Remember Revolution's ghastly dance. Then realize the force of circumstance, And of the outward lives of men like thee. A law art thou unto thyself; then stay Within the barrier, and ever strive Along progressive paths to lead the way, And train the infant future day by day. At no licentious liberty connive. Yet pour on sham a penetrating ray. REST, OR RENEWED ACTIVITY. 129 REST, OR RENEWED ACTIVITY. How shall he rest at death, whose roving feet The ways of life have walked without a pause, For whom the days and years have been too fleet, And every season an exciting cause To work ? E'en night and sleep have open doors, And problems are propounded while hearts beat Unconsciously ; oblivion rarely pours Her waters on the soul that finds thought sweet. The sensuous heaven of settled, selfish peace Were scarcely heaven to any seeking soul ; Its search for truth can never, never cease, Desiring always to explore the whole, Its ardour and unrest can but increase Upon attainment of desired goal. I30 OF SINCERITY. OF SINCERITY. Sincerity bestows her silent gifts On open minds, as evening showers dew Upon the fields, refreshing them anew. Her patient perseverance slowly lifts The life above the superstitious drifts Of futile fallacies, to facts untrue, Restoring all distorted forms ; in lieu Of worthless dross, grains of pure gold she sifts. She rocks the cradle of the infant truth, And shelters him from desecrating hands, Until a godlike hero bravely stands To captivate the hearts of martial youth, And send them forth in regulated bands, Beneath his flag to conquer distant lands. COUNT TOLSTOI. 131 COUNT TOLSTOI. From many lands thoughts fare on pilgrimage Unto the home of him who tries to rise Above desire of any worldly prize, The fever-heat of avarice to assuage, 'Gainst luxury a holy war to wage. New pathways for the future to devise, Bestowing on the blind perceptive eyes, To pierce the secret hidden 'neath his page. A man of many sorrows, yet revered For honest purpose, and a heart of gold Most freely spent, with agonies untold, To feed the hungry. Strange the way he steered To gain the shore he overran, and cleared Of those who in the Temple bought and sold. 132 OF GRA VITA TION. OF GRAVITATION. Some are there who perform their daily round Of active service, and make no complaint ; Unto the wheel of painful duty bound, Endure with patience, never fail or faint, And yet from earth contract no soiling taint. For though the body clings to solid ground. The spirit gravitates, a haloed saint, For ever upward, where its like are found. A moment of repose, and lo, 'tis there ! All sorrow quite forgotten, as it rings A rythmic measure from its rising wings ; For moving freely through the rarer air, No shadow of perplexity or care, Remains to dull the rapturous song it sings. OF SELFISHNESS. 1 3 3 OF SELFISHNESS. A FROSTY fog lies on the fields and hides The ample sky and panorama spread Above, around ; and sullen thoughts are bred In selfish hearts, restricting on all sides The sympathies, those far-expanding guides By which one soul to other souls is led, To share with men less favoured daily bread, In faith cast out on life's o'erflowing tides. The fate of those condemned to icy caves, Where echoes shrilly answer wasted breath, Congealing as it hangs in cloudy waves, Is bliss compared with selfishness that laves In petrifying pools of living death, Yet isolated, hates the life it craves. 134 A SENSITIVE PLATE. A SENSITIVE PLATE. The lightest touch pure melody creates On well attuned and deftly handled string, And ah, how sensitive the mind that waits Reverberations of its age to sing ! No hesitation knows it, nor debates Of what were best to do, or say, or bring ; All sounds it hears it earnestly relates, And echoes on its polished surface ring. It has been taught, perchance, as others are, And only moulds materials it knows, But far beyond that narrow limit flows, Reflecting earth and sea, the sky and star ; Impressions dimple on it, as it goes Into the infinite unknown, afar. A GOSPEL OF SCIENCE. 135 A GOSPEL OF SCIENCE * Good news, good news, proclaimed upon the earth, Is sounding through the pulses of mankind, And if the gospel taught be true, how blind Has been the past ! Not tainted at his birth, Not handing down fresh stains destroying worth. But always fitted to begin afresh, If but relieved from the destructive mesh Of adverse circumstance. Of joy no dearth Were this great message proved; then hope would raise Her youthful head, and look with beaming eyes Upon the foulest man that grovelling lies, And sing sustaining and restoring lays To banish dark despair from future days, Bestowing life as a desired prize ! Professor Weismann's theory of the continuity of the germ-plasm. 136 THE ELASTICITY OF TIME. THE ELASTICITY OF TIME. " The days are rigid, circumscribed and short, Monotonously wearisome and tame." Not so, O sensualist ; a noble aim A widely dififerent lesson soon had taught. Thy days are empty rounds of pleasure, fraught With memories too few, and full of shame; But 'tis thyself, not Time, that thou shouldst blame, Elastic he, by strong hands firmly caught ; For well-used moments draw out pliant hours To wonderous lengths of joy and usefulness; And days there are, that seem to be no less Than infinite, so plentiful the showers Descending on the quickly growing powers Of him who spends himself, his kind to bless. NA TURE 'S MASQ UERADE. 1 3 7 NATURE'S MASQUERADE. Fair Nature singing, danced and played, In summer's garb of green arrayed, And wandered with a sober pace Through autumn days with stately grace ; And then she longed to change her part, To act the stoic-seeming heart. She cast about awhile, to see How she might do it thoroughly. "I have been gay and grave," she said. And now I'll feign that I am dead ; I'll clothe the world in stainless white. And make the darkest forests light." She chilled her breath and sent it forth From unknown regions of the north ; Through hollow spaces of the air Bright elfin forms, both frail and fair. Came hovering ; uncertain yet The destination for them set. But faster, faster, came they till They settled down on dale and hill. On cottage, tree, and riverside, At first to melt and then abide. The downy plumage of the sky Soon buried earth from every eye, 138 NA TURE 'S MASQ UERADE, The laden trees enchanted stood Along the edges of the wood, And stretched still arms across the fence, As if deploring deadened sense, And warding off the coming snow Which fell above, around, below. The world lay glitt'ring, silent, cold, The sun stayed long behind the wold ; With crowding flakes the air grew dark, Till earth began the gloom to mark And changed her robes from white to grey, Befitting dreary winter day. Each breath hung visibly in air, The lake assumed a face of care ; Its ruffled surface stiffened soon To wrinkles 'neath the struggling moon. And frowned, and tossed its tresses light, In answer to the breath of night, Nor smiled when eve's fair orb looked out, But seemed to shudder or to pout. The fettered river ceased to implore Unheeding Nature to restore Congealed currents to a state More fit with life and love to mate. And then when snow forgot to fall. Over the undulating pall Of Mother Earth, long tongues of light From glancing stars gleamed diamond bright. NATURE'S MASQUERADE. 139 No sound of beast, or song of bird, O'er all the ghostly world was heard, The forests and the streams were dumb, And Nature's hour of death seemed come. Serene and strangely still she lay, Awaiting her last judgment day ; No requiem disturbed her rest, No child lay sobbing on her breast ; The last of all her kind seemed she, Unwakable eternally. But soon the fickle dame began To peep where once her children ran, She wearied of her solemn game, And then commenced to scold and blame. The sighing breezes took her plaint And whispered it with accents faint, Along the frost-bound river brink, To laden trees, and through each chink Cracked open in the hardened ground ; Till soon two tiny shoots were found, Which peered above the stiffened soil ; Not long the envious snow could foil Their eager curiosity, The whispering air above to see. Then weary of her masquerade Dame Nature waked each dripping glade ; And where the snowdrop hung its cup, The hardy crocus started up. 1 40 NA TV RE 'S MASQ UERADE. And boldly raised her golden head To gem once more her grassy bed. The ice 'gan groaning on the lake, Which rose and strained its bonds to break ; The trees shook off their tiresome load, And gusty winds began to goad The hedgerows, till with shrilly cry, Unclad, they begged him pass them by. A friendly face the sun once more Displayed at morn, and to her core The earth drank in reviving heat ; Her thawing pulses 'gan to beat. Flashed messages to tree and bush, Increased their current to a rush ; And when the nesting birds at last Sang their sweet songs, the Masque was passed ; And Nature, glad to be alive. Woke up all inmates of her hive. And bade each creature rouse, and bring Its tribute to another spring. SEARCH IS BEST. 141 SEARCH IS BEST. Where fringes of the ocean chafing, fret The wave-worn stones, a youth with eager eyes Is striving to discern through glowing skies, The shore, where soon the sinking sun will set. Upon his face fall glorious crimson rays, Yet is he not content to stand and look ; He longs to hear the words the wavelets shook From meeting crests, ere parting diverse ways. Some secret of the gorgeous sunset land They whispered, each to each in that embrace, And now delighted, smiling, rush and race A happy, restless, and adventurous band. *• Shall I alone stay here and never know What lies beyond this beauteous, beaconing deep, Shall I, alive, be hushed to death-like sleep, And o'er the ocean sailing, fail to go ? " Ah no, I cannot stay, some shadowy hand Is luring me to deeds unthought before, Some voice is whispering a mysterious lore To be attained, could I but understand. 142 SEARCH IS BEST. " I cannot stay ; my heart is beating fast With sudden hopes flashed on me from above, Their value or their emptiness to prove I lift my anchor and forget the past." With hasty tread he hurries to the shore To spread broad canvas to the summer breeze, And float away across unsounded seas. Returning to his childhood's strand no more. Far, far away, a frail and tossing boat Speeds o'er the waters ; though the billows roar, A weary man plods on with broken oar To keep the little coble still afloat. Its timbers strain, and threaten at each shock To part asunder ; breezes loudly shriek, Tormenting words they seem to him to speak, His parched lips with the salt spray they mock. No shore in sight ; clouds racing o'er the sky, A golden halo round the shrouded moon ; The end is coming, coming all too soon, And he upon the waste of waves must die. "Give up, O man," they cry, "thy toil and rest, Thou sought'st the land, thy life has been in vain. Dost thou regret thy youth, thy long-borne pain ? " " Not so," he sighed; "I sought, and Search is Best." THE DYING BOY, 143 THE DYING BOY. Sit here beside me, mother dear, And don't put out the light just now ; I Hke to see the stars appear, And feel your hand upon my brow. While I lie here so quietly, I often see such pleasant things ; Trees wave, and birds sing merrily, I feel as though I rose on wings. I quite forget I cannot walk, Indeed it does not matter much, For I can always think or talk. Don't move your hand, I like your touch. There's only one thing I regret. The time slips far too fast away. Why, mother dear, your eyes are wet ! Have you not had a happy day ? O there's my star ; so now good-night ; I know you're tired, because you weep, So kiss me, and put out the light. He slept that night his long last sleep. 144 THE HEARTS REPL Y. THE HEART'S REPLY. Rippling river, tell me What your wavelets murmur as they go ; Tell me, stay and tell me Why they smile so gladly as they flow. Rolling ocean, tell me What your billows murmur to the strand ; Tell me, sound and tell me Why they laugh so blithely round the land. Breezy woodlands, tell me What your boughs are breathing to the air ; Tell me, speak and tell me Why they rustle gaily everywhere. Joyous song-birds, tell me What your swelling throats desire to say : Tell me, sing and tell me Why you never weary all the day. 'Tis my heart must tell me What the sea is saying, or the grove ; Through it Nature tells me, "Earth is beautiful and God is Love." THE RULING POWER. 145 THE RULING POWER. Men come and go, the nations rise and fall, While evil seems triumphant, good laid low ; An earthquake shatters cities, and men call For help in vain, — at least it seemeth so ; — The arrow shot with true aim from the bow Falls broken, though an idle schoolboy's ball Destroys a priceless vase, and weeds will grow Where flowers droop and die ! Doth Chance rule all? The waters move with constant ebb and flow, And regularly day succeeds the night ; The seeds Spring planted Autumn's hands shall mow, And sunny noon evolves from morning light. Yes, even now, with all the past in sight, Man sees an ordered sequence come and go. And Nature loses nothing of her might ; Can fickle Chance through all things govern so ? 10 146 THE RULING POWER. No sparrow falleth unobserved, and Chance Can have no part in human destiny, Though shallow, purblind man, with narrow glance, No beautiful Necessity can see. Plunged in a gloomy, gruesome reverie. He sits and broods amid the whirling dance Of long processions, which scarce seem to be Within the sphere of Law as they advance. Yet in the days to come, when fleeting shows Have vanished, as the dew before the sim. When chilling blast of earth no longer blows, And Time's phantasmal pantomime is done, When doubts and dreams realities have won, And Truth's eternal sunshine melts the snows. Then shall man see an ordered current run, A steadfast purpose, which unaltered grows. And standing on that summit he shall gain A comprehensive view of the long way. An outlook such as travellers attain Who reach an Alpine peak at close of day ; Then looking backward, humbly shall he say, " The plan was far too vast ; I tried in vain, With frail and finite eyes, to pierce the grey," So infinitely far extends the plain ! THE RULING POWER. 147 Then shall he see that paths which skirt the hills, Which cross, and re-cross, in a network fine. Are trending to one mount, and all the rills To one great ocean ; and that Mind Divine Alone can guide 'mid labyrinths that twine Through mazy windings, to the end it wills : The end for which all conscious souls must pine, The triumph of pure Good o'er seeming ills. 148 THE VERY GATE OF HEAVEN, THE VERY GATE OF HEAVEN. Some days there are, when sky and sea and air Are still and pure and delicately fair, When giant mountains lie like vap'rous clouds On the horizon, and the heat mist shrouds Their rugged sides with veils of tender grey, Till scarce they seem to share the light of day. The nearer hills glow green and brown and gold. And from the scattered houses, fold on fold The curling smoke ascends, like incense burned Upon an altar fire, and roofs are turned To gleaming jewels on the brow of day, Flashing and glitt'ring 'neath the sun's bright ray. The wind forgets to blow, the sun to scorch, And earth appears the hallowed, silent porch, In which men rest a moment, ere they tread The Holy Temple of the sainted dead. CHANGES. 149 CHANGES. Changes are in the air, Falling softly like first flakes of the snow, Dropping and melting there, Dissolved before one comes their shape to know. Changes are in the air, Coming quickly o'er thought and word and deed ; Stability is rare, Time takes no heed of wounded hearts that bleed. Changes are in the air. Fast, undefined, but wonderful and strange ; How then shall men prepare For that which Ues beyond thought's widest range ? How doth the earth prepare For coming life and death to her unknown ? By earnest, constant care Each day to use its hours before they're flown ! 1 5 o A LIFE 'S RE VELA TIONS. A LIFE'S REVELATIONS. Before a mirror kneeling see a child, Who tries to fathom its mysterious deep ; Unwinking eyes look up at her, and sleep Flies far away : her thoughts are sad and wild. In fascinated silence down she peers ; "Are those the eyes of God ? " she says at last, " Shall I into eternal flame be cast, Because I think Him cruel? O, He hears ! " For those reflected eyes had seemed to flash ! Unhappy child, 'tis thine own eyes grown dim, And thou hast thine own thoughts transferred to Him. A teardrop falls ; she starts to hear it plash. The years roll on. A maiden wends her way Through flowery meads, along the fresh sea shore. Of God, of heaven and hell she thinks no more, Content to live within the present day. Tis naught to her that tears fall bitterly, That she is ignorant of others woes ; If but the sunshine follow where she goes, She cares not where the storm-clouds chance to be. A LIFE'S REVELATIONS. 151 '' If God were infinite or even great, How soon could He put all the wrong things right. Can I, a feeble girl, remove the night, Or change the world, reverse decrees of fate ? I can but laugh and love, but dance and sing, And feel it joyous to be thus alive; For pleasure only will I always strive. And take my chance of all that life may bring." Alas, fair girl ! disease hath laid his hand On thy frail flesh and marred its youthful bloom : And o'er thy days the shadow of a tomb Rests darkly. Rain falls fast upon the land. She makes no moan, but day by day she thinks Deep thoughts that surge within unceasingly ; Had she the choice, she now would cease to be, And down to Death's dark portal slowly sinks. With trembling fingers knocking, yet she fears To hear the warder answer that faint call ; The groaning hinges of the gate appal Her shrinking heart ; it opes, and what appears ? Not dreary dungeons, gloomy, dank, and cold, But glorious gardens, bathed in sunshine bright ; No shadows follow the celestial light, And warmth begins her senses to enfold. 152 A LIFE 'S RE VELA TIONS. Fain would she enter in, but soon the door Swings back and leaves her leaning 'gainst its bolts ; At that fresh cruelty her soul revolts, Yet must she wend her way to earth once more. Restored to consciousness, the light seems red Within the walls of the familiar room; And through the ever-growing, deepening gloom. Flit floating shapes of those men call " the dead." Ah, now she knows there -is not any death. That life is good, that God is not unkind! Each day a stronger faith begins to bind The aching body to its flick'ring breath. Before her lies a long and thorny road. No strength has she to tread the toilsome way, And yet with courage waxing every day She stoops to lift her heavy, cumbrous load. Beneath its weight at first she almost sinks ; Its form is shapeless, unaccustomed, strange; But unseen powers their forces round her range, Till she no longer at the dark shape shrinks. Then all amazed, she finds the thing she feared Transformed into an angel, strong to save ! Upon his wings she smiles across the grave, And finds the darkest spot by hope endeared. A LIFE '5 HE VELA TIONS. 1 5 3 The book of fate, so hard to understand In brooding childhood, and in thoughtless youth. Lies open, shining with transfigured truth, Unlocked at last by Sorrow's strong right hand. And as she reads, her heart with ardour burns To flow into the tide of fuller life, And melt to harmony discordant strife, Till every obstacle a pathway turns. Her hand she lays upon the heart of earth, That seems so still beneath its garments fair, And stooping low to Hsten, lingers there, For 'gainst her fingers pulses spring to birth. Below the finite lies a form divine ! Her eyes are opened, and with glad amaze She sees the veil dissolve before her gaze. As sunlight through the mist begins to shine. 154 OF TRIFLES. OF TRIFLES. Not a joy nor a sorrow in vain Passes onward upon its swift way ; Each is leaving in mirth or in pain, All unnoticed, its mark on the day. Not a word nor a look can be lost, Not a step ever taken alone, Though no soul ever count up the cost, And the path never draw forth a groan. For the smallest of waves sets afloat Many motions which vibrate afar • And a trill from a nightingale's throat May be felt, — it is said, — in a star. How appalling if such be the fact, For we all are so careless in speech ; And so reckless in many an act. And so thoughtless, yes, e'en when we teach. FULFILLED, YET UNFULFILLED. 155 FULFILLED, YET UNFULFILLED. (a tale of second-sight.) Upon the broad white doorstep of her home, Erect, an agbd Highland woman stood, And watched the road by which all travellers come Bound Northward, past the waving pine tree wood. Her eyes grew absent as her thoughts roamed South, Unto the son away in distant lands ; Her paling cheek, the quiver round her mouth, Spoke volumes of distress, like those hard hands With their tight grasp upon her apron-strings. Those near her stood in silent sympathy. They saw her mind was wandering forth to things, To distant scenes, her neighbours could not see. "He comes," she said at length, with fixed eyes, " He comes across the deep, — I see him now, — And now I lose him." Eagerly she tries To follow a ship's course with knitted brow. Fear, anger, agony, passed like the shades Of fleeting clouds across her dream-rapt face ; iS6 FULFILLED, YET UNFULFILLED. " There, there he is ! I see the dripping blades Of oars, among the rowers is his place." A moment's silence, then again, " He seems Distressed, disfigured, — and ah, worse, — disgraced!" And with a cry she turned from the full beams Of midday sun ; her way she blindly traced To her accustomed place beside the fire, Not one dared then intrude upon her grief. Alone she lived thenceforth, nor seemed to tire, Nor gave herself a moment of relief. Weeks lengthened into months, months to a year, And summer once again had clothed the land ; A feeble cry of weakness or of fear Fell on her startled ears, and stilled her hand. "The dreaded day has come at last," she said, " Disgraced, degraded, he comes back to me ; " And as she spoke, her face glowed dusky red With bitter shame and utter misery. Then opening wide the door, upon the stone Where she had stood, foreseen, a year ago, A rag-clothed figure lay. With stifled moan She murmured, "Yes, I knew it would be so." She stooped and lifted that poor wasted lad In her strong arms as though he were a child. " Mother, I am come home, — to die, — 'tis sad, But not the worst," he said, and ah, he smiled ! Then hope awoke within her burthened breast. She laid him gently in his father's place ; FULFILLED, YET UNFULFILLED. 157 "Thou hadst been, mother, far, far more distressed Had I brought riches, — and with them disgrace ! " " My lad, my bairn," she cried, " my own good son, How hast thou eased me of my sharpest pain ! And death is naught, for soon my work all done, I know that we shall meet in Heaven again." 158 OF CHOICE. OF CHOICE. In deep recesses of the human heart The battlefields of life are daily fought ; For here and now the ways of Being part, And man decides the struggle in his thought. Momentous questions each soul must decide, Eternal issues on its answers rest. The scoffing tongue and scornful eye deride The truth, yet must endure its searching test. Sometimes unconsciously men make their choice, They drift into decision — ah, sad state ! — The limbo of the neutral ; and what voice Shall wake them to abhor the idler's fate ? No angry Deity debars the base From entrance to the Heaven of the pure. The sluggard cannot, cannot win the race; Himself his judge, inevitably sure. O that some angel with his clarion voice Would rouse the nations from their foolish hope Vicariously to save themselves. 'Tis choice, And choice alone, decides life's future scope. THE HAR VEST MO ON. 159 THE HARVEST MOON. How redly through the mists of earth Thou risest to thy harvest birth, To bring hard toil and banish dearth From men away j Thou messenger of work and mirth And gath'rings gay. The dew is falling all around, On every leaf and blade is found, Yet not the faintest patt'ring sound Disturbs the sense ; And over all the level ground The fog is dense. The full ripe ears of golden wheat Are bending 'neath the dew's soft beat. And here and there late songsters greet Thy friendly face, Where gurgling rivers swiftly meet In close embrace. i6o THE HARVEST MOON. The cooing pigeon of the wood, Hath ceased awhile to seek his food In those broad fields where leaning stood The early sheaves, And nestles in a restful mood, Beneath the leaves. The lowing kine are still at last, And their broad shadows, darkly cast Across the meadows, seem more vast Than e'er at morn. And timid travellers' hearts beat fast, By fear are torn. On heathy hills and down the dale, Through balmy breeze or stormy gale, Thou gazest on the varied tale Of human life ; Thou hearest the sad heart's wild wail Of doubt and strife. Across the sea thy soft beams shine, And lay a pathway o'er the brine, To link the earthly and divine, That side to this, Till here and there alike are thine, And full of bliss. THE HA R VEST MO ON, 1 6 1 And happy lovers, pacing late Beside the well-known trysting-gate, Through light and shadow softly prate Of love and hope ; Then hand in hand they meditate On life's wide scope. And ere they part, thy radiance brings To them upon its silvery wings, A vision of diviner things Which they may share. And list ! the curfew's call-note rings Upon the air. Fair orb ! if I could rise as thou Art rising o'er my head just now, And with thy light upon my brow Look down below, I dared not live as I live now, And judge men so ! No cloudy wreath obscures thy light, Above the steaming earth's dark night Thou shinest, waxing still more bright. And yet too soon Thou yieldest to the morning's miglu, O Harvest Moon ! II i62 THE REALM OF MUSIC. THE REALM OF MUSIC. In music lies a Fairy-land, A timeless, shoreless place ; Beneath ethereal, fadeless trees Thoughts airy circles trace. Elves play therein mysterious pranks, And groping goblins live, Sad changelings sigh for human love, Which fairies cannot give. Bright fancies dance with soundless tread, And hopes have no fixed size ; While e'en th' invisible is seen, And pleasure is surprise ! Waves surge and break in melody, And cascades fall with song. The hills and dales can speak aloud, Voices to them belong. And all are welcome there whose souls Nurse wishes to fulfil. This Fairy-land has always been. And is existing still. MY RING. 163 MY RING. Within the plain gold ring I wear My story I can read : A few poor words are graven there, Yet they are all I need. Above the words a vacant space Tells of a childhood gay, Of all the hopes and dreams which grace A maiden's joyous way. " June 4th of eighteen eighty-eight," That is not much to say, But my whole future is the freight Of that eventful day. And now I add a few words more — Thy birthday, boy, that's all ! A date which means new joys in store. Or griefs, — which shall befall ? Beneath these lines another space, Untouched by graver's art. Who knows the story which that place Shall write upon my heart ? 1 64 A DAY-DREAM. A DAY-DREAM. A MAIDEN Stood beside a purling brook, And at her feet its rippling tresses shook ; Her heart awaking from its childish sleep, With trembling ecstasy began to leap. The birds were calling, calling, o'er the stream, And myriad insects danced upon the beam Which fell across her path along the grass. "O river," sang she, "thou dost ever pass To bring fresh water ere the old is gone ; And yet I love thee, though thou flowest on. Would I might follow this new wave I see Dash down the mountain side so merrily." Her eyes grew dream}-, steady, dark, and still ; Her feet seemed drawn along against her will, Now swiftly, and now slowly, as the wave The signal, by its rushing, staying gave ; Until a booming sound fell on her ears, And then a treacherous calmness roused her fears. Constrained to follow, where great boulders stood In an aggressive and defiant mood. Dividing the broad stream, which parting, roared, And gasping, down a rocky slope was poured. A DAY-DREAM. 165 To leap at last into a great abyss, The maiden heard the water's angry hiss, And saw its eddies swirl between the walls Of rugged stone, through which perforce it falls. The dashing spray obscured awhile her sight, But through the dark ravine soon shone a light ; And thither ran the water with a rush, Regardless of the briar, tree, or bush. She followed still with throbbing, aching heart. Her feet on those sharp rocks began to smart ; An opening gained, the sun shone through, to pour His warmth upon her shivering flesh once more. This danger past, she kept her way with ease, Until again the birds called from the trees Familiar notes that forced her tears to flow, For always onward, onward, must she go. The water soon forgot its dreadful haste, And lingered lovingly along the waste Of moorland, list'ning to the plover's note, And toying with the burnished trout which float And dart and flash from stone to stone, then leap To glitter in the sunshine, and plunge deep Into the sullen pools that here and there, Their inky garments in weird silence wear. The moorland left at last, far, far behind. Through well-tilled fields the growing stream must find i66 A DA Y-DREAM. A widening pathway, fed on every side By runlets, added to the swelling tide. Serenely quiet then its stately pace, Until the mill-dam reached, it swerved to race Along a narrow channel, there to turn A mighty wheel. Among the springing fern The maiden waited to observe its task, And fain had rested there, but dared not ask, For onward, ever onward, like a fate. The river ran, and would not pause or wait. Past verdant lawns and stately mansions tall, Past forest edges and a graveyard wall. Past scattered houses, hamlets, a small town, And under bridges whose dark shadows frown, All day she wandered ; till the evening shade Began to deepen, into night to fade. And then great, glaring eyes gleamed through the dark. And belching chimneys threw their fiery mark Across the vault of ever-darkening hue, And stars came trembling one by one to view. Vast, shapeless boats, with lights on each dull prow, Passed phantom-like, and furrowed the stream's brow. She stood at length upon a massy quay, And ah, what awful sights were there to see ! Down narrow lanes came foul, debauched reek, " Can these be Women who in curses speak ? A DAY-DREAM. 167 And children these," she thought, "who scream and fight, Regardless of the darkness of the night?" She lingered there. A stirring at her heart Seemed bidding her to stay and do her part In the redemption of the world from sin ; But from the river rose a startling din. The signal-horns of vessels on its breast ; And oh, the river would not, could not rest ! Past factories and gaunt, bare ribs of ships, It glided, glided, till from moaning lips An accent new seemed on the air to float, So faint, its presence she could scarcely note ; But soon the river in uneven waves Chattered its teeth and groaned as through (la:k caves ; The light buoys danced upon the broken sheen Of that rough surface, and the stars were seen Serene and still above, but there below- Tossed up and down, in constant ebb and flow, The river halted, — seemed e'en to turn back, And straining ship ropes caught its floating wrack. She stood amazed to see where she had come ! She called unto the river ; he was dumb : But other voices sounded from the strand. First far away, and then quite near at hand ; 1 68 A DAY-DREAAI. A salty breath lay moist upon her face, And very solemn seemed the meeting place, Where messengers from earth's fair scenes first greet The ocean waves, as they so wildly beat Against the rocky walls which bound the land, Embrace, and ebb together, hand in hand. The maiden sobbed, " Is this the end of pain. Have I come here, so far, and come in vain ? Are rivers lost when once they reach the sea ? If so, 'twere better, better not to be ! " " Be still, wild heart," the ocean seemed to say, '' I take this mountain water far away ; No longer fresh and shallow as of yore, But deep and strong it beats a farther shore. It carries in its heart the sacred past Unchangeable, which must for ever last, And joyfully flows out to learn once more The secrets which the Future keeps in store." THE SISTERS. 169 THE SISTERS. Two children kneel at eventide, " Our Father," trustfully to say ; The mother with a tender pride Still lingers near to hear them pray. Two maidens at God's altar stand To take for life a solemn vow : This goes henceforth with ring on hand. And that with bandage on her brow. Two women at an open grave Re