.ND STORIES AND INTERLUDES BY BARRY PAIN NEW YORK HARPER & BROTHERS, FRANKLIN SQUARE 1892 Copyright, 1892, by HARPER & BROTHERS. All rights reserved. TO A. K L. My thanks are due to the Editors of " The English Illustrated Magazine," " The Illustrated London News," " Black and White," " The Speaker," " 77ie National Observer," " 77 Granta," and " 77ie Gentlewoman " 'for permission to reprint several things in this volume. \ CO^TESTTS PAGE I. THE GLASS OF SUPREME MOMENTS, . . 1 II. EXCHANGE: 1. Doris, 20 2. Major Gunnical, 28 3. Doris in the Hereafter, . . 34 Interlude : A Man and a God, ... 40 III. RURAL SIMPLICITY, .... 42 IV. CONCEALED ART, .... .62 Interlude : TJie Devil's Auction, ... 83 V. WHEN THAT SWEET CHILD LAY DEAD, . 85 VI. THE MAGIC MORNING, 98 Interlude : My Lady's Lilies, . . .114 VII. "JADIS," 115 Interlude : Tlie Bird Cage, .... 123 VIII. THE DOG THAT GOT FOUND, . . .126 Interlude : TJie Bat and the Devil, . .135 IX. Two POETS, 137 Interlude : Ainigmata, .... 144 PAGE VI CONTENTS X. WHITE NIGHTS : 1. The Story of Una and Altera, , . 146 2. The Story of the Ferryman, . . . 159 3. The Story of Sybil, 169 4. The Story of the Captive, . . .176 5. The Story of an Experiment, . . 184 6. The Story of a Picture, . . . .193 STORIES AND INTERLUDES THE GLASS OF SUPREME MOMENTS LUCAS MORNE sat in his college rooms, when the winter afternoon met the evening, depressed and dull. There were various reasons for his depression. He was beginning to be a little nervous about his health. A week before he had run second in a mile race, the finish of which had been a terrible struggle ; ever since then any violent exertion or excitement had brought on symptoms which were painful, and to one who had always been strong, astonishing. He had ^felt them early that afternoon, on coming from the river. Besides, he was discontented with himself. He had had several men in his rooms that afternoon, who were better than he was, men who had enthusiasms and had found them satisfying. Lucas had a moderate de- votion to athletics, but no great enthusiasm. Neither had he the finer perceptions. Neither was he a scholar. He was just an ordinary man, and reputed to be a good fellow. His visitors had drunk his tea, talked of their 1 INTERLUDES own enthusiasms, and were now gone. Noth- ing is so unclean as a used tea-cup ; nothing is so cold as toast which has once been hot, and the concrete expression of dejection is crumbs. Even Lucas Morne, who had not the finer per- ceptions, was dimly conscious that his room had become horrible, and now flung open the window. One of the men a large, clumsy man had been smoking mitigated Latakia; and Latakia has a way of rolling itself all round the atmosphere and kicking. Lucas seated himself in his easiest chair. His rooms were near the chapel, and he could hear the organ. The music and the soft fall of the darkness were soothing ; he could hardly see the used tea-cups now ; the light from the gas- lamp outside came just a little way into the room, shyly and obliquely. Well, he had not noticed it before, but the fireplace had become a staircase. He felt too lazy to wonder much at this. He would, he thought, have the things all altered back again on the morrow. It would be worth while to sell the staircase, seeing that its steps were fashioned of silver and crystal. Unfortunately he could not see how much there was of it, or whither it led. The first five steps were clear enough; he felt convinced that the workman- THE GLASS OF SUPREME MOMENTS 3 ship of them was Japanese. But the rest of the staircase was hidden from his sight by a gray veil of mist. He found himself a little angry, in a severe and strictly logical way, that in these days of boasted science we could not pre- vent a piece of fog, measuring ten feet by seven, from coming in at an open window and sitting down on a staircase which had only just begun to exist, and blotting out all but five steps of it in its very earliest moments. He allowed that it was a beautiful mist; its color changed slowly from gray to rose, and then back again from rose to gray ; fire-flies of silver and gold shot through it at intervals ; but it was a nui- sance, because he wanted to see the rest of the staircase, and it prevented him. Every moment the desire to see more grew stronger. At last he determined to shake off his laziness, and go up the staircase and through the mist into the something beyond. He felt sure that the some- thing beyond would be beautiful sure with the certainty which has nothing to do with log- ical conviction. It seemed to him that it was with an effort that he brought himself to rise from the chair and walk to the foot of that lovely staircase. He hesitated there for a moment or two, and as he did so he heard the sound of footsteps, high up, far away, yet coming nearer and nearer, with light music in the sound of them. Some 4 STORIES AND INTERLUDES one was coming down the staircase. He listened eagerly and excitedly. Then through the gray mist came a figure robed in gray. It was the figure of a woman young, with wonderful grace in her movements. Her face was veiled, and all that could be seen of her as she paused on the fifth step was the soft, dark hair that reached to her waist, and her arms white wonders of beauty. The rest was hidden by the gray veil, and the long gray robe, that left, however, their suggestion of classical grace and slenderness. Lucas Morne stood looking at her tremulously. He felt sure, too, that she was looking at him, and that she could see through the folds of the thin gray veil that hid her face. She was the first to speak. Her voice in its gentleness and delicacy was like the voice of a child ; it was only afterward that he heard in it the under-thrill which told of more than childhood. "Why have you not come? I have been waiting for you, you know, up there. And this is the only time," she added. "I am very sorry," he stammered. "You see I never knew the staircase was there until to-day. In fact it seerns very stupid of me but I always thought it was a fireplace. I must have been dreaming, of course. And then this afternoon I thought, or dreamed, that a lot of men came in to see me. Perhaps THE GLASS OF SUPREME MOMENTS 5 they really did come; and we got talking, you know " "Yes," she said, with the gentlest possible interruption. "I do know. There was one man, Fynsale, large, ugly, clumsy, a year your senior. He sat in that chair over there, and sulked, and smoked Latakia. I rather like the smell of Latakia. He especially loves to write or to say some good thing ; and at times he can do it. Therefore, you envy him. Then there was Blake. Blake is an athlete, like yourself, but is just a little more successful. Yes, I know you are good, but Blake is very good. You were tried for the 'Varsity Blake was selected. He and Fynsale both have delight in ability, and you envy both. There was that dissenting little Paul Reece. He is not exactly in your set, but you were at school with him, and so you tolerate him. How good he is, for all his insignificance and social defects ! Blake knows that, and kept a guard on his talk this after- noon. He would not offend Paul Reece for worlds. Paul's belief gives him earnestness, his earnestness leads him to self-sacrifice, and self-sacrifice is deep delight to him. You have more ability than Paul Reece, but you cannot reach that kind of enthusiastic happiness, and therefore you envy him. I could -say similar things of the other men. It was because they made you vaguely dissatisfied with yourself that 6 STORIES AND INTERLUDES they bored you. You take pleasure a certain pleasure in athletics, and that pleasure would become an enthusiastic delight if you were a little better at them. Some men could get the enthusiastic delight out of as much as you can do, but your temperament is different. I know you well. You are not easily satisfied. You are not clever, but you are " She paused, but without any sign of embarrassment. "What am I?" he asked eagerly. He felt sure that it would be something good, and he was not less vain than other men. " I do not think I will say not now." "But who are you?" His diffidence and stammering had vanished beneath her calm, quiet talk. " You must let me at least ask that. Who are you ? And how do you know all this ? " " I am a woman, but not an earth- woman. And the chief difference between us is that I know nearly all the things you do not know, and you do not know nearly all the things that I know. Sometimes I forget your ignorance do not be angry for a word ; there is no other for it, and it is not your fault. I forgot it just now when I asked you why you had not come to me up the staircase of silver and crystal, through the gray veil where the fire-flies live, and into that quiet room beyond. This* is the only time ; to-morrow it will not be possible. And I have " Once more she paused. THE GLASS OF SUPREME MOMENTS 7 There was a charm for Lucas Morne in the things which she did not say. " Your room is dark," she continued, "and I can hardly see you." " I will light the lamp," said Lucas hurriedly , " and and won't you let me get you some tea? " He saw, as soon as he had said it, how unspeak- ably ludicrous this proffer of hospitality was. He almost fancied a smile, a moment's shim- mer of little white teeth, beneath the long gray veil. " Or shall I come now at once? " he added. " Come now ; I will show you the mirror." "What is that?" " You will understand when you see it. It is the glass of supreme moments. I shall tell you about it. But come." She looked graceful, and she suggested the most perfect beauty as she stood there, a slight figure against the background of gray mist, which had grown luminous as the room below grew darker. Lucas Morne went carefully up the five steps, and together they passed through the gray, misty curtain. He was wondering what the face was like which was hidden be- neath that veil ; would it be possible to induce her to remove the veil? He might, perhaps, lead the conversation thither delicately and subtly. "A cousin of mine," he began, "who has 8 STORIES AND INTERLUDES travelled a good deal, once told me that the women of the East " "Yes," she said, and her voice and way were so gentle that it hardly seemed like an inter- ruption; "and so do I." He felt very much anticipated ; for a moment he was driven back into the shy and stammer- ing state. There were only a few more steps now, and then they entered through a rosy cur- tain into a room, which he supposed to be "that quiet room beyond," of which she had spoken. It was a large room, square in shape. The floor was covered with black and white tiles, with the exception of a small square space in the centre, which looked like silver, and over which a ripple seemed occasionally to pass. She pointed it out to him. " That, " she said, "is the glass of supreme moments." There were no windows, and the soft light that filled the room seemed to come from that liquid silver mirror in the centre of the floor. The walls, which were lofty, were hung with curtains of different colors, all subdued, dreamy, reposeful. These colors were repeated in the painting of the ceiling. In a recess at the further end of the room there were seats, low seats on which one could sleep. There was a faint smell of syringa in the air, making it heavy and drowsy. Now and then one heard faintly, as if afar off, the great music of an organ. Could it, he THE GLASS OF SUPREME MOMENTS 9 found himself wondering, be the organ of the college chapel? It was restful and pleasant to hear. She drew him to one of the seats in the recess, and once more pointed to the mirror. " All the ecstasy in the world lies reflected there. The supreme moments of each man's life the scene, the spoken words all lie there. Past and present, and future all are there." " Shall I be able to see them? " "If you will." "And how?" " Bend over the mirror, and say the name of the man or woman into whose life you wish to see. You only have to want it, and it will appear before your eyes. But there are some lives which have no supreme moments. " " Commonplace lives? " "Yes." Lucas Morne walked to the edge of the mirror and knelt down, looking into it. The ripple passed to and fro over the surface. For a mo- ment he hesitated, doubting for whom he should ask ; and then he said in a low voice : " Are there supreme moments in the life of Blake Vincent Blake, the athlete?" The surf ace of the mirror suddenly grew still, and in it rose what seemed a living picture. He could see once more the mile race in which he had been defeated by Blake. It was the third and last lap ; and he himself was leading 10 STORIES AND INTERLUDES by some twenty yards, for Blake was waiting. There was a vast crowd of spectators, and he could hear every now and then the dull sound of their voices. He saw Vincent Blake slightly quicken his pace, and marked his own plucky attempt to answer it; he saw, too, that he had very little left in him. Gradually Blake drew up, until at a hundred yards from the finish there were not more than five yards between the two runners. Then he noticed his own fresh attempt. There were some fifty yards of desperate fighting, in which neither seemed to gain or lose an inch on the other. The voices of the excited crowd rose to a roar. .And then then Blake had it his own way. He saw himself passed a yard from the tape. "Blake has always just beaten me," he said savagely as he turned from the mirror. He went back to his seat. "Tell me," he said; "does that picture really represent the supreme moments of Blake's life? " "Yes," answered the veiled woman, "he will have nothing quite like the ecstasy which he felt at winning that race. He will marry, and have children, and his married life will be happy, but the happiness will not be so intense. There is an emotion-meter outside this room, you know, which measures such things." "Now if one wanted to bet on a race," he beg-an. Then he stopped short. He had none THE GLASS OF SUPREME MOMENTS 11 of the finer perceptions, but it did not take these to show him that he was becoming a little in- appropriate. " I will look again at the mirror," ' he added after a pause. " I am afraid, though, that all this will make me more discontented with myself." Once more he looked into the glass of supreme moments. He murmured the name of Paul Reece, the good little dissenter, his old school- fellow. It was not in the power of accomplish- ment that Paul Reece excelled Lucas Morne, but only in the goodness and spirituality of his nature. As he looked, once more a picture formed on the surface of the mirror. It was of the future this time. It was a sombre picture of the interior of a church. Through the open door one saw the snow falling slowly into the dusk of a winter afternoon. Within, before the richly decorated altar, flickered the little ruby flames of hanging lamps. On the walls, dim in the dying light, were painted the stations of the Cross. The fragrance of the incense smoke still lingered in the air. He could see but one figure, bowed, black-robed, before the altar. " And is this Paul Reece who was a dissenter? " he asked himself, knowing that it was he. Some one was seated at the organ, and the cry of the music was full of appeal, and yet full of peace : " Agnus Dei, qui tollis peccata mundi ! " 12 STORIES AND INTERLUDES Then the picture died away, and once more the little ripple moved to and fro over the sur- face of the liquid silver mirror. Lucas went back again to his place. The veiled woman was leaning backward, her small white hands linked together. She did not speak, but he was sure that she was looking at him looking at him intently. Slowly it came to him that there was in this woman a subtle, mastering attraction which he had never known before. And side by side with this thought there still remained the feeling which had filled him as he witnessed the supreme moments of Paul Reece, a paradox- ical feeling which was half restlessness and half peace. " I do not know if I envy Paul," he said, " but if so, it is not the envy which hurts. I shall never belike him. I can't feel as he does. It's not in me. But this picture did not make me angry as the other did." He looked steadfastly at the graceful, veiled figure, and added in a lower tone : " When I spoke of the travels of my cousin a little while ago over Palestine and Turkey, and thereabouts, you know I had meant to lead up to a question, as you saw. 1 had meant to ask you if you would put away your veil and let me see your face. And there are many things which I want to know about you. May I not stay here by your side and talk?" THE GLASS OF SUPREME MOMENTS 13 " Soon, very soon, I will talk with you, and after that you shall see me. What do think, then, of the glass of supreme moments? " " It is wonderful. I only feared the sight of exquisite happiness in others would make me more discontented. At first you seemed to think that I was too dissatisfied." "Do not be deceived. Do not think that these supreme moments are everything ; for that life is easiest which is gentle, level, placid, and has no supreme moments. There is a picture in the lifo of your friend Fynsale which I wish you to see. Look at it in the mirror, and then I shall have something to tell you." Lucas did as he was bidden. The mirror showed him a wretched, dingy room sitting- room and bedroom combined in a lodging- house. At a little rickety table, pushed in front of a very small fire, Fynsale sat writing by lamp- light. The lamp was out of order apparently. The combined smell of lamp and Latakia was poignant. There was a pile of manuscript be- fore him, and on the top of it he was placing the sheet he had just written. Then he rose from his chair, folded his arms on the mantel- piece, and bent down, with his head on his hands, looking into the fire. It was an un- couth attitude of which, Lucas remembered, Fynsale had been particularly fond when he was at college. 14 STORIES AND INTERLUDES When the picture had passed, Lucas looked round, and saw that the veiled woman had left the recess, and was now standing by his side. "I do not understand this," he said. "How can those be the supreme moments in Fynsale's life? He looked poor and shabby, and the room was positively wretched. Where does the ec- stasy come in? " "He has just finished his novel; and he is quite madly in love with it. Some of it is very good, and some of it from merely physical reasons is very bad ; he was half-starved when he was writing it, and it is not possible to write very well when one is half -starved. But he loves it. I am speaking of all this as if, like the picture of it, it was present; although, of course, it has not happened yet. But I will tell you more. I will show you, in this case at least, what these moments of ecstasy are worth. Some of Fynsale's book, I have said, is very good, and some of it is very bad ; but none of it is what people want. He will take it to pub- lisher after publisher, and they will refuse it. After three years it will at last be published, and it will not succeed in the least. And all through these years of failure he will recall from time to time the splendid joy he felt at finishing that book, and how glad he was that he had made it. The thought of that past ecstasy will make the torture all the worse." THE GLASS OF SUPREME MOMENTS 15 "Perhaps, then, after all I should be glad that I am commonplace? " said Lucas. " It does not always follow, though, that the commonplace people have commonplace lives. There have been men who have been so ordinary that it hurt one to have anything to do with them, and yet the gods have made them come into poetry." Once more Lucas fancied that a smile with magic in it might be fluttering under that gray veil. Every moment the fascination of this woman, whose face he had not seen, and with whom he had spoken for so short a time, grew stronger on him . He did not know from whence it came, whether it lay in the grace of her figure and her movements, or in the beauty of her long, dark hair, or in the music of her voice, or in that subtle, indefinable way in which she seemed to show him that she cared for him deeply. The room itself, quiet, mystical, rest- ful, dedicated to the ecstasy of the world, had its effect upon his senses. More than ever be- fore he felt himself impressed, tremulous with emotion. He knew that she saw how, in spite of himself, the look of adoration would come into his eyes. And suddenly she, whom but a moment be- fore he had imagined to be smiling at her own light thoughts, seemed swayed by a more serious impulse, 16 STORIES AND INTERLUDES "You must be comforted, though, and be angry with yourself no longer. For you are not commonplace, because you know that you are commonplace. It is something to have wanted the right things, although the gods have given you no power to attain them, nor even the wit and words to make your want eloquent." Her voice was deeper, touched with the under- thrill. "This," he said, "is the second time you have spoken of the gods and yet we are in the nineteenth century." "Are we? I am very old and very young. Time is nothing to me ; it does not change me. Yesterday in Italy each grave and stream spoke of divinity. l Non omnis mortar,' sang one in confidence, 'Non omnis moriar ! ' I heard his voice, and now he is passed and gone from the world." " "We read him still," said Lucas Morne, with a little pride. He was not intending to take the classical tripos, but he had with the help of a translation read that ode from which she was quoting. She did not heed his interruption in the least. She went on speaking : "And to-day in England there is but little which is sacred ; yet here, too, my work is seen ; and here, too, as they die, they cry, 'I shall not die, but live!' " "You will think me stupid," said Lucas THE GLASS OF SUPREME MOMENTS 17 Morne, a little bewildered, " but I really do not understand you. I do not follow you. I can- not see to what you refer." " That is because you do not know who I am. Before the end of to-day I think we shall under- stand each other well." There was a moment's pause, and then Lucas Morne spoke again : " You have told me that even in the lives of commonplace people there are sometimes su- preme moments. I had scarcely hoped for them and you have bidden me not to desire them. Shall I even I know what ecstasy means? " "Yes, yes; I think so." " Then let me see it, as I saw the rest pictured in the mirror." He spoke with some hesita- tion, his eyes fixed on the tiled floor of the room. "That need not be," she answered, and she hardly seemed to have perfect control over the tones of her voice now. "That need not be, Lucas Morne, for the supreme moments of your life are here, here and now." He looked up, suddenly and excitedly. She had flung back the gray veil over her long, dark hair, and stood revealed before him, looking ardently into his eyes. Her face was paler than that of average beauty; the lips, shapely and scarlet, were just parted ; but the eyes gave the 18 STORIES AND INTERLUDES most wonderful charm. They were like flames at midnight not the soft, gray eyes that make men better, but the passionate eyes that make men forget honor, and reason, and everything. She stretched out both hands toward him, im- pulsively, appealingly. He grasped them in his own. His own hands were hot, burning; every nerve in them tingled with excitement. For a moment he held her at arm's-length, look- ing at her, and said nothing. At last he found words : "I knew that you would be like this. I think that I have loved you all my life. I wish that I might be with you forever." There was a strange expression on her face. She did not speak, but she drew him nearer to her. " Tell me your name," he said. " Yesterday, where that poet lived that con- fident poet they called me Libitina ; and here to-day, they call me Death. My name matters not, if you love me. For to you alone have I come thus. For the rest, I have done my work unseen. Only in this hour only in this hour was it possible." He had hardly heeded what she said. He bent down over her face. "Stay!" she said in a hurried whisper; "if you kiss me you will die." He smiled triumphantly. "But I shall die THE GLASS OF SUPREME MOMENTS 19 kissing you," he said. And so their lips met. Her lips were scarlet, but they were icy cold. The captain of the football team had just come out of evening chapel, his gown slung over his arm, his cap pulled over his eyes, look- ing good-tempered, and strong, and jolly, but hardly devotional. He saw the window of Morne's rooms open they were on the ground- floor and looked in. By the glow of the fail- ing fire he saw what he thought was Lucas Morne seated in a lounge-chair. He called to him, but there was no answer. " The old idiot's asleep," he said to himself, as he climbed in at the window. "Wake up, old man," he cried, as he put his hand on the shoulder of Lucas Morne's body, and swung it forward; "wake up, old man." The body rolled forward and fell sideways to the ground heavily and clumsily. It lay there motionless. II EXCHANGE 1 DORIS THERE was once a girl-child named Doris who went out skating with her bigger brothers one afternoon over flooded fields in the Fen country. But her brothers played hockey with school-fellows, and Doris skated contentedly enough by herself. She was wearing Bob's skates, which she liked better than her own, and the man had put them on very well indeed. She went from one field through a gap in the hedge into the next, and then on into a third field. There were very few people here, and most of the ice was not swept ; all of this was very pleasant to Doris, and made her feel ad- venturous. It was beautiful, too; and even children unconsciously understand a sunset with those old thin trees trembling black against the crimson disc, and everywhere bits of white brightness on a gray sea of fog. She skated as fast as she could, the wind helping her, feeling strangely and splendidly animated, when quite suddenly . . . EXCHANGE 21 But this was not the Fen country. This was the north of Yorkshire. She had been here before on a visit to her cousins. Yonder was the top of Winder ; she had climbed it on clear days and seen Morecambe Bay flashing in the distance. But it was night now almost a black night, and it was very cold for Doris to be wan- dering over those hills alone. She had an irri- tating sensation that she had to go somewhere before the dawn came, and that she did not know where or why. It was lonely and awe- some. " If I only had somebody to speak to, I shouldn't mind it so much," she said to herself. At once she heard a low voice saying, " Doris ! Doris ! " and she looked round. In a recess of the ravine which a ghyll had made for itself as it leaped from the cold purity of a hill-top to the warm humanity of a village in the valley a village no better than it should have been a small fire of sticks was smoul- dering. Doris could just see that the person crouched in front of the fire the person who had called her by her name was an old, hag- gard woman, with her chin resting on her knees. "Tell me, old woman," Doris said almost angrily, "what does this all mean? I was at Lingay Fen skating, and now I am wandering over the Yorkshire hills. It has changed from afternoon to night " 22 STORIES AND INTERLUDES " It generally does, " said the old woman in a chilly, unemphatic way. Doris stamped her foot impatiently. " I mean that it has changed quite suddenly. Just a moment ago, too, I felt quite certain that I had to go somewhere, and I had forgotten where. Now I don't think I have to go anywhere. " " No you have arrived," said the old woman softly. At that moment a dry twig burst into flame, and lit up the old woman's face and figure for a second. She was hideous enough; her face was thin and yellow ; her cavernous eyes spar- kled to the momentary flicker. Her dress and cloak were torn and faded, but they had been bright scarlet. "You naturally ask why," she continued, "because you are young and have not yet learned the uselessness of it. What has just happened to you seems very meaningless and foolish, but it is not more meaningless and fool- ish than the rest of things. It is all a poor sort of game, you know. Explain? No, I shall not explain ; but it was I who brought you here. Sit down by me under the night sky, and watch." "No, I will not," said Doris, and walked away. She took about ten paces away, and then came back again and did the very thing which she said she would not do. She sat down EXCHANGE 23 by the old woman, and was a little angry be- cause she could not help doing it. Then she began to grumble at the fire. " That's not half a fire," she said; "it just smoulders and makes smoke. I will show you what you ought to do. You put on some fresh sticks so. Then you put your mouth quite close to the embers, and blow and keep on blowing. There ! " She had fitted her actions to her words, and now a bright flame leaped out. It shone all over, on her dark hair and dark bright eyes, and on the gray furs of her dress. It shone, too, on the old woman, who was smiling an ugly, half-sup- pressed smile. " Doris, " said the old woman, " leave the fire alone. I do not want flame. I only want it to stream forth smoke." "But why?" "See now there." The old woman made a downward gesture with both hands, and the flame sank obediently down again, giving place to a quick yield of black smoke. " Look at the smoke, Doris. That is what you have to watch. " There was a little more energy in the old, qua- vering voice now. DoriS did as she was told ; but suddenly she stopped and cried, half-frightened, " There are faces in it ! " "Yes, yes," said the old woman, almost eagerly ; " and there are pictures of the future 24 STORIES AND INTERLUDES in it of the future as it will be unless I alter it this night. I alone can alter it, you know. Are you not glad now that you came? " " It is something like fortune- telling ; did you ever have your fortune told?" "No, I never did," replied the old woman. Her smile was very ugly indeed. " But how shall I know that it's true? " "Why, you do know." That was the strangest part of it. Doris felt certain without having a reason that she could give for it. "Show me my future," she said breathlessly. "Watch the smoke, then." So she watched, and picture followed picture. At the first of them she made some little exclama- tion. " Ah ! " she cried, " that is a splendid dress; and I do like those shoes. I wish I might have long dresses now I'm sure I'm old enough ; and I want to have my hair done up the proper way, but " She stopped sud- denly, because the picture had changed. "I look much prettier in this one," she said. "I have been dancing, I think, from the dress, and because I seem a little out of breath. There is a man with me, and now he no, no.! I would not. I should hate it. That picture cannot be right ! " The third picture represented her marriage with great splendor. "Well," she said, " I do not mind that so much just stand- EXCHANGE 25 ing up and wearing a beautiful veil. But I don't want to be married at all. I like skating ever so much better." There was a faint sound of laughter, muffled and bitter, from the old woman. "You like skating? " she said. "Where are your skates, then, Doris? " Doris looked for them, but could not find them, and this distressed her. "Oh, what shall I do? They were not my skates; they were Bob's." "Who is Bob?" " Bob is my smallest brother ever so much younger than I am; he's my favorite brother, too. He's got red hair, but he's a pretty boy." " He must be a milksop if he can't skate." " He can skate. He can do the outside edge backward; he skates better than any of my three big brothers." "Well, well it's a pity that he's stupid, though." " Stupid? Do you know why he lent me his skates? Because he was going to write a story this afternoon, and he's going to put me in it. Bob can do almost anything. He's wonderful. When he grows up he'll very likely write a whole book, he says." "Look at his future Bob's future in the smoke, " said the old woman grimly, heaping on more sticks. 26 STORIES AND INTERLUDES Doris looked reluctantly. The pictures came flashing past one after the other. Some she could not altogether understand, for she knew nothing of the vices of young men; but they were vaguely terrible. But even a child could understand the last picture of all. It was awful and vivid. She almost fancied that she could hear the report of the pistol, and the dim thud as the body fell awkwardly on the floor. "You needn't cry," said the old woman, as Doris burst into tears. "Oh! Bob is so splendid," sobbed Doris. " Don't let it be like that. Do alter it. You don't know him or you would change it. You said you could. I'll give you everything I've got if you'll stop it somehow." " Will you give me your beauty your youth your life? " " Oh, willingly everything ! " "I want none of them none of them," said the old woman fiercely and quickly. " But I want something else. Give it me, and I will alter it as you wish." She stretched out a lean finger and tapped Doris' forehead, and whis- pered a few words in her ear. Doris turned white enough, but she nodded assent. "Then it will alter my future, too," she said with a little gasp. " It will alter the future of everybody in the EXCHANGE 27 world indirectly and in some cases very slightly. But you will give it me? " " Yes, yes. " She paused a moment, and then added a torrent of questions: "Old woman, who are you? Why are you dressed in scarlet? Why did you have me brought here? I should like it to turn out to be a dream. Oh ! why do you want it? Why are you so horribly horri- bly cruel?" But the old woman, and the fire, and the great dark hills grew dim and indistinct ; and there was no answer. The two old men one with a medical, the other with a military air came slowly down the broad staircase from the bedrooms without speaking. The little red-headed boy was wait- ing for them as usual. " Is Doris any better, papa? " he asked eagerly. " Will she live? " It was no good to keep it from him ; he would have to know sooner or later. "Yes, Bob," said the colonel, "she will live. But the the injury to her head has " He stopped with a gulping sound in his voice. The boy looked up at him wistfully with a scared face. "Don't, colonel," said the doctor; "you'd better leave it to me. I will tell the boy." *8 STORIES AND INTERLUDES 2 MAJOR GUNNICAL NOBODY ever denied in my presence that Major Gunnical was a capital shot and a good fellow. He went straight, and it was always imputed to him for righteousness. But the other day the only man of the world with whom I am acquainted accused the major of want of taste, and based his accusation on the fact that he took the liberty of dying in the country-house of a friend, not having been invited for that purpose. I might have pointed out that Major Gunnical knew Sir Charles quite well enough to take a liberty which would have been unpar- donable in a casual guest ; I might have added that it was one of those accidents which may happen to any man, and that it was uninten- tional and unforeseen on the major's part. But I prefer to give the facts of the case, which seem to me to explain everything. On the evening which opened the night of his death, Major Gunnical had gone upstairs to dress sooner than the rest of them. He stood in his bedroom with his back to the fire, well knowing that if the back be warm the whole body is warm also. He was half-afraid that he had caught a chill, and chills affected him. There was nothing in his appearance to tell you that his heart was wrong. His body was large and muscular, and he looked a strong man. EXCHANGE 29 His hair had only just begun to get a little gray. His complexion was pale, but it had been tanned by hot suns and seemed clear and healthy. His eyes were thoughtful gray eyes quite out of keeping with the active look of the man. His best point was his simple directness ; he could do right things, even when they were not easy, without thinking of them at the time or after- ward. His worst point was his temper, which broke loose occasionally. At the present mo- ment he was thinking about himself, which was not a usual occurrence with Major Gunni- cal, and his thoughts were depressing; so he tried to dismiss them. " It's all nervousness and too much tobacco, " he thought to himself ; " but I will go up to town to-morrow and let old Peterson prescribe for me. I shall be all right in a day probably only liver no exercise, thanks to this cursed frost. Oh, yes, it's just liver nothing else." He paused once when he was fastening his collar, and said slowly and distinctly, "Damn presentiments." But he was not able to shake off a feeling of quietness : a desire to be at peace with men and a tendency to look at the sad side of things. When he got downstairs he found only one man already in the drawing- room a man called Kenneth, who wrote. Now there was a certain disagreement between Kenneth and the major. In the smoking-room 30 STORIES AND INTERLUDES the night before, the major had expressed his sincere admiration for a certain story of soldier life by a new writer, and Kenneth had ex- plained to him that this admiration was wrong, because the story was not at all well constructed. "I own," he had said, "that it takes a critic to see the faults of the technique." This was a little vain of Kenneth. "Yes," said the major hotly, " and it takes a man to feel the merits of the story." This was a little rude of the major, for Kenneth was obviously an effeminate person. Kenneth put up his eye-glasses and looked at the major curiously. " Don't be so damnably affected," said the major. Then Sir Charles had interposed lazily. Consequently, when the major entered the drawing-room Kenneth at once began to assume more dignity than Providence had made him able to carry easily. The major walked up to him and held out one hand. " Look here, Ken- neth," he said, "I'm an old fool, and always thinking I know another man's business as well as my own. I'd no right to question your opinion last night and make an angry ass of myself. I'm sorry." Kenneth's dignity came down heavily, and he took the major's hand at once. For a fortnight he loved him, and then he told publicly the story of how he had gone to the major and forced him to apologize. For EXCHANGE 31 there is a combination of imagination and van- ity which nothing not even kindness can kill. The major was very dull at dinner, but when his host's two children came in afterward, they seemed to find him very satisfactory. The major loved children. He did not stop very long in the smoking-room that night. He wanted badly to be alone. For some time after he had gone to bed he lay awake thinking. Maude, his host's elder daughter, reminded him in appearance of his own niece Doris. It seemed hard that Maude should be so bright and happy, and that Doris owing to a skating accident should be con- demned to lose all her brightness, and her flow of talk, and her power to understand. Yet Doris never seemed actually unhappy ; her eyes were vacant, as if the light behind them had gone out, but she did not seem to be suffering. During the first part of her illness she had bab- bled about some woman, an old woman dressed in scarlet, who frightened her. Thus thinking, the major fell asleep. It was long past midnight when he opened his eyes and saw a figure of a woman standing on the hearth-rug, and stretching yellow hands like claws toward the remnant of the fire. It startled him, but he did not want to wake up the rest of the house. 32 STORIES AND INTERLUDES "What are you doing in my room? " he said in a rapid whisper. The old woman turned round. He could hardly see her face, but the flicker of the fire showed him that she was dressed in rags of faded scarlet. Her voice was very gentle and low. "Awake? Are you awake? I made a little noise to wake you on purpose. But generally they go on sleeping when I come. I am the scarlet woman of whom Doris spoke. She has been taken." "Dead? A merciful deliverance." " No, she is not delivered yet. She has to go through life again in a lower form before she is delivered. I hate her. I will see that she is unhappy again before she is delivered." "Why does this all seem real instead of seeming fantastic and absurd as it ought to?" " Because it is real ; but they always ask me that, all those who see me. Doris shall become a caged bird, I think one of those who are driven nearly mad by captivity and yet are so strong that they die slowly." "You can't do that," said the major quickly. "You know I can, and you know I shall," replied the old woman in the same soft whisper. " I need not argue, or prove, or do anything of that kind. When I speak men know that all is EXCHANGE 33 as I say; but they do not often hear me, be- cause they are nearly always asleep when I come." " Where is Doris now? " " She waits in dreamland, where nothing is real, until I get my opportunity, and she is born once more, and caught, and caged, and tortured." As she said this she seemed to grow a little more excited ; and, as if in sympathy with her, the fire suddenly burned up more brightly, and showed her horrible, lean face, and deep, leer- ing eyes. "That's cruel," said the major. "And what shall I be when I die? " "You will not have a bad time," she said, grinning. "You shall be a dear little white lamb that lives an hour and then is delivered. You will die to-night, by the way. But Doris shall beat her heart out against bars, because I hate her. You will see one another in dream- land, while you are waiting until I get the two right opportunities." An idea occurred to the major. " Change us, Doris and myself." The old woman trembled with agitation, and her voice rose shrilly. " I will not ! I will not ! " she cried. But something bright and sure, like a steady light, seemed to fill the man's mind. " But you 3 34 STORIES AND INTERLUDES will you cannot help it," he answered very quietly. The old woman strode quickly across the room, her face aflame with rage, and touched him on the heart. He fell backward, and did not speak any more. " I must always come when they are asleep in future," said the old woman, as she went back to the fire. " It is too much to risk I have lost by Doris and this man." There was a long pause. " But I will torture him even more than I would have tortured Doris," she whis- pered gently to the fire. Two months afterward a white lamb was born, in a sheltered place, on a grassy fell. And in an hour it died. And on the same day a certain bird-catcher, resident in Whitechapel, went out early and had luck. 3 DORIS IN THE HEREAFTER THE release had come at last. To Doris it was an exquisite release; the years spent in darkness were over ; the short, mystical period which followed her death was over; her spirit went out into the moonlit night white, naked, beautiful. She could remember but little con- sciously of her earth-life. She had suffered EXCHANGE 35 she could recollect that, and she had spoken with a grim woman an old woman dressed in rags of faded scarlet. She did not recollect what had been said, but she knew that it had been the beginning of the darkness which had fallen on her mind. Of her death she knew nothing ; of a short strange time after her death she knew a little, dimly and vaguely. She was free, and it was enough for her. It seemed to her that she still kept the body which had been called Doris during its earth-life, but that now it was light as the air, stronger than before, and far more beautiful. She stood, a childish figure, graceful and erect, on a shred of dark cloud which a steady night wind blew past the hill-tops and over the valley. Below her she could see the flooded river, angry with its old stone bridges, crying itself to sleep in long, still reaches, with the mists rising white all about it. She saw, too, much that the living do not see. In a lonely cottage, low and roughly built, some young spring flowers had just died; she saw their souls their fragrance, as she had been used to call it pass upward ; and as they passed they changed and became a handful of ghost-lilies in the garden-land of dreams. And all night long she went on her way, seeing beautiful things. She could never be tired any more ; and the rain and the dew did not hurt her ; and the cold wind did not seem cold to her. 36 STORIES AND INTERLUDES And when the morning came, a little baby breeze came up to her with a message. It was so young and forgetful that it had not got the exact words of the message. But it remem- bered the drift of it. " He said you were to go and look for sorrows," it whispered in her ear. It lingered for a moment, playing with her hair, and then it went down below and tried to blow a dandelion clock. And not being strong enough, it sat down and sulked ; for it had not yet learned that the only things worth doing are the things one cannot do. Then Doris went on about her work, very happy, singing little songs that she remembered. And first of all she went to a great house where a proud and beautiful lady lived. But the proud lady sat huddled up and quite undignified in her own room, crying till her nose was red and she was not pleasant to see. And all be- cause some one or other I think it was her husband was dead, and was going to be for- ever happy! Doris laughed contemptuously, and passed on. She next went to a nursery where there was a little freckled girl with sandy hair. And the little girl was unhappy because of a bad acci- dent to a ninepenny doll, which was her most intimate friend. There was a small hole in the doll's neck and a possible escape of sawdust. It was only by holding the doll wrong way up and EXCHANGE 37 shaking it that you could make the sawdust come out ; and the little girl did not want the sawdust to come out at all, for it caused her agony when it came out ; and yet she held the doll upside down and shook it. For this was the kind of girl that, when she grows up, be- comes a woman. Doris was sorry for her, and whispered in her ear, " You had better get a little piece of stamp-paper and stick it over the hole in the doll's neck but it won't last long. " The child thought Doris was a beauti- ful idea, and went radiantly to the study and opened the despatch-box. There was no stamp- paper. There was one penny stamp, and she knew that it was wicked to take it. So she compromised which was feminine of her and tore the stamp in two and only took half of it. Then she went back to the nursery, and fixed the half-stamp as Doris had suggested. Doris, who had watched her, was horrified. "You ought not to have taken that stamp," she said to her. " You had better confess what you have done, and say that you do not wish to tell a lie. " Then the little girl supposed Doris was con- science for, of course, Doris was invisible and did not think quite so much of her. Neither did she confess. Doris was not very unhappy about it, knowing that children are always for- given and occasionally forgotten. She saw many other sorrows and she thought 38 STORIES AND INTERLUDES very little of them. People, she perceived, always exaggerated the importance of death, and money, and love. Yet she saw a wind a venomous wind snap the stalk of the very loveliest daffodil, and nobody wore black clothes for it, or had sherry-and-biscuits, or showed any of the signs of sorrow. She had only been for a few hours in the Hereafter, and yet she already felt herself to be out of touch with humanity. And it happened that she came to a great dirty city, and she stopped where a cage of wicker-work was hung outside a grimy shop in a grimy street. There were several things in the cage : a yellow glass for water with no water in it ; a blue glass for seed with no seed in it; something which had once been a turf and now looked like a badly cooked brick ; and something which panted on the floor of the cage in the corner it was all that was left of a bird, a soaring bird that loved the upper air and the sunlight, but was now reduced to plain dying and high thinking. Now none of the other sor- rowful persons had seen Doris; but the bird saw her and called to her, but she did not un- derstand the language. She went into the shop and whispered to the man in charge, "Your bird outside wants attention; it's ill." " Bless my soul ! and I gave a shilling for it ! " So he took the bird some water and something EXCHANGE 39 to eat which was not good for it. The bird chirped. " It knows me and loves me already," said the man. It was really saying, " Would you kindly wring my neck, and end this? " "I am sorry for it," said Doris, as she passed on. "I am glad I was never a pet." She would have been more sorry if she had known all the history of that bird. A MAN AND A GOD I HUNGER and am not satisfied : . Because I am small, and the world is wide ; And the world is one, and the stars are sand, Flung right out by a careless hand Into the darkness to slide and slide ; And all the darkness is one small blot That He who made it regardeth not. He hath nor sorrow, nor joy, nor pride, And His face is set as it were of stone ; He worked, and he letteth the work alone ; And none are above Him and none beside. The dead leaf blown from the dying tree, The great ship wrecked in a cruel sea, The creeping things that the cart-wheels crush, The ruined star in its downward rush Alike to Him all these things be, And the darkness is as the day's full light, Ever and ever, by day and night, He sits alone, and His great eyes see A million worlds in their courses turn ; Yet like a flame the deep looks burn Even in this small heart of me. A MAN AND A GOD 41 He thought me, and He let me go ; He thought a man and it was so. For He thinketh all and there liveth naught That came not first from out God's thought; Then we are left to die or grow, He has forgotten us all by now, And stony swoon on His stony brow Lies, and His breath is strong and slow. He sees, and recks not what He sees, And never it moveth His frozen ease That we cry, and die, and rot below. Yet the far hills, that snow makes white, Stretch Godward, longing for His light; And all last night the winds outpoured Their rhythmic Glory to the Lord I listened longingly last night. We hunger and are not satisfied ; All the worlds and the darkness wide, Every depth and every height, Longing to be in God again. And hunger is hunger, and longing vain, And man is nothing, and God is right. Ill RURAL SIMPLICITY 1 A LETTER FROM Miss MILLJCENT MARSHE, OF CARLESTON RECTORY, TO Miss CLARA ORMRY, OF THE LAWN, LOWANSTANTON, SEPTEMBER 2D MY DEAREST CLARA : I am going to write you a long letter. There is just a little news to tell you, and I want to talk about something I could not possibly discuss with any one else. You are only a few years older than I am, and yet you know so much more about things. I feel sure that if you advise me at all, you will advise me well. You have read so many more novels and stories than I have, that you under- stand human nature much better. And you are so sympathetic too. I have often thought it very sad that at the age of twenty-five you should have decided that you can never love again ; but I know that you do take the warm- est and deepest interest in the love-stories of others, and there is no one to whom I could more readily tell all the secrets of my heart. You must not imagine that I have any love- story or any secrets of that kind to tell you now. RURAL, SIMPLICITY 43 On the contrary, I have just realized that you are quite right about my cousin Tom, and that I can never, never love him at all. Every word that you said about him was true : mere good looks, good nature, and a partiality for athletics are not enough ; I can see now how right you were when you told me that " one wants the wonderful insight and sympathy that can understand the delicacies and simplicities of a young girl's soul" I think that is the most beautiful sentence in your last dear letter. And it is so true ! It is just a little difficult for me, because Tom is living at the rectory until he goes up to Cambridge in October, and al- though he spends a good deal of his time in the study with papa, working for his examina- tion, he does get a good many opportunities of seeing me. He really behaves just as if I had encouraged him ; and he seems almost to expect me to fall in love with him. I like him well enough, but it would be absurd to think about loving him. I did that only before I had the benefit of your wise advice, my dear Clara. And now I must tell you a little news. Do you remember how you used to rave about " The Long Dream"? Of course you do, because in your last letter you speak of the book again, and say what a consolation it has been to you in your great trouble. You give me, too, a sketch of what you imagine the author, Mr. Merle, 44 STORIES AND INTERLUDES must be like. What will you say when I tell you that for the last fortnight Mr. Merle has been living at Carleston, and that I have seen him constantly? It's true. Oh ! You were not quite right in your imaginary description of him. You said that you thought the author of " The Long Dream" would be " tall and dark, with flashing eyes and a complexion like cream with the faintest suspicion of coffee in it." He really has rather a roundish face, a fresh color, and fair hair which is generally rather untidy. I think his eyes are gray ; but I have not been near enough to see properly. You were quite right in thinking that he would be tall, however. What made you guess that? In dress he is just like any other man. Mr. Merle's father and mine were at college together, it turns out ; so naturally we have seen a good deal of him. He has dined here twice and been to tennis several times. He plays better than Tom. He has got rooms at an old farm-house, and will perhaps stay for another month, he says. Papa is delighted with him, and so is Aunt Mary ; Tom does not like him so much, and says that he is conceited. This is utterly untrue ; he is really quite unaffected, and very good-tempered. He does not mind talking about his books ; I told him last night that I loved " The Long Dream," and it seemed to please him. Was I wrong? Tom behaves RURAL SIMPLICITY 45 very badly, I am sorry to say, and cannot even keep his temper when Mr. Merle beats him at tennis. I think a boy of eighteen ought to know better, and I told him so. Then he got angry, and said a perfectly outrageous thing a thing for which there is not the slightest foundation, which no amount of intimacy could have justi- fied him in saying. I would not speak to him all the rest of that day ; and I have now told him that if he dares even to hint at such a thing again, I will never speak to him any more at all. I cannot think what has come over poor Tom lately ; he used to be all right, but now he is horrible. He seems to have completely changed during the last fortnight. He said the other day that Mr. Merle was an atheist. I told him that, even if it were true, such a charge would come very badly from him, because, as you know, on fine mornings Tom is rather given to shirking church ; and I pointed out to him that Mr. Merle had been to church twice on each of the Sundays that he has been here he sits just opposite to our pew and that he must have listened to papa's sermons, because he talked to papa about them afterward. Tom had no reason whatever to offer for saying so ; except that he had been told that most authors were atheists. I asked him how about St. Paul? which of course he couldn't answer. I do wish that Tom could manage to behave 46 STORIES AND INTERLUDES a little more as Charles Leader, Mrs. Leader's eldest son, did. I saw a good deal of him some time ago, and he asked me to marry him, you know, shortly after Tom's arrival here. He had simply misunderstood my manner to him ; but when I told him his mistake, he never re- proached me at all ; he has left the village and never troubled me since. I wish Tom would go away too. It is so indelicate of him to keep on caring for me when I have stopped caring for him. You must not think that, when I said Mr. Merle's face was roundish, that I meant it in a disparaging way at all. He is very good-look- ing; he has that appearance of nobility and strength which I so much admire in a man. He makes every one like him, except Tom. I wish I could give you a better idea of his per- sonal appearance, but there really is no one we know who could be compared with him for a moment. He likes music ; I sang two or three songs for him in the drawing-room the last time he dined here. He has a strange way of looking at one sometimes, as if he were thirsty. It is very interesting to talk to him; he has just come from London, you see, and has heaps of things to tell us. One hears so little in this benighted village. We are going to have tea at his rooms in the farm-house this afternoon, which will be splendid. Tom says he shall not RURAL SIMPLICITY 47 go. I shall meet him again in the evening at Mrs. Leader's. Please write soon to me, dearest Clara, and tell me what to do. Ever your most loving friend, MILLICENT MARSHE. P. S. His other names are Cecil Vanstoun. He only puts the initials, you know, on the title-page of his book. I forgot to say that I think Hike him very much very much indeed. I have begun to keep a diary ; you suggested it some time ago. 2 A LETTER FROM CECIL VANSTOUN MERLE TO JOHN DUNHAM, FELLOW OF SIDNEY COLLEGE, CAMBRIDGE, SEPTEMBER 3D DEAR JACK: No, I am not going to give you a humorous and epigrammatic account of the aborigines of Carleston, and the way they treat the unusual apparition of a live Londoner. That kind of thing has been done too often and too badly. Besides, I may possibly be an author, but I am certainly a man of business. I couldn't send you, free, in a letter that which might be printed and purchased. It would offend your natural delicacy; at any rate it ought to ; I might as well send you a couple of guineas at once as amusement to that amount. And lastly, what is the use of a friend if we may not be very dull with him ? We keep our brill- iant side for the comparative stranger, or sell 48 STORIES AND INTERLUDES it to the positive editor ; we use it to make an impression or a livelihood; we don't waste it on friends. Well, as you know, I came down here from London about a fortnight ago, sick of the sea- son, overworked, eagerly desiring to be alone, and dumb, and idle, and to drink new milk. I am already somewhat refreshed. I have drunk the new milk; I have stretched myself on the grass in the sun, and smoked many pipes, and become an object of derision to my landlady by reason of my laziness ; I do not think she ever had a lodger who did less and enjoyed it more ; and if I have not been absolutely dumb, I can at least guarantee that I have said nothing which would be worth repetition. I like this village; there's an indefinable air of goodness and rural simplicity about it. My rooms are not exactly artistic, of course, but everything is spotlessly clean. Why is bad Berlin wool- work on the sofa always accompanied by mina- tory texts on the walls? It is a pity that you restrict yourself to answering academical ques- tions and I restrict myself to asking the other kind. The rooms do very well ; I have imported a good piano, which is rather luxurious of me, I suppose. But I have not been alone. When I decided , rather in a hurry, to take these rooms and come to Carleston for a couple of months or so, I RURAL SIMPLICITY 49 neglected to inquire who was the village par- son. He is the Rev. Hubert Marshe, and was at Trinity with my father. They were friends, and consequently I have been up to the rectory a good deal. He is a man of some culture, has a touch of bibliomania, is gentle in everything but his orthodoxy, and is really loved by every one in the village. His wife died six years ago, and an unmarried sister, Mary Marshe, keeps house for him. She is rather a prim old lady, and insists on all the small points, but she has as sweet a disposition as her brother. A nephew of his is stopping in the house, and is supposed to be reading for the little-go with the rector. He seems to occupy most of his time with adoring the rector's only child Millicent, a girl of seventeen. He himself is not a bad fellow altogether, but rather a cub. Cambridge will improve him. I went to dine last night with a Mrs. Leader, a widow who has a big house here, but who formerly lived in Cornwall. I had met her at the rectory. By the way, whenever the rector's nephew, Tom, gets very angry with the rector's daughter, Millicent which happens sometimes, because he is as unreasonable as most adorers he always talks to her about this Mrs. Leader's elder son, who is now away from home. He does this simply to annoy her a fact which I had in my mind when I said he was rather a 4 50 STORIES AND INTERLUDES cub. However, that's none of my business. It was rather a pleasant dinner. Mrs. Leader has that shade of gentle Puritanism in her which one still finds occasionally in the inhabitants of English villages. It is the old Puritanism with charity added. She is hard on herself and in- dulgent to the rest of the world. There are some good people still alive, my dear Jack, but one does not as a rule meet them in London. For real goodness and simplicity one must come to the country. I had a long talk with Mrs. Leader about her elder son Charles, whom she worships, and, curiously enough, I had another talk with Miss Marshe on the same subject later in the evening. She implied, in that vague and delicate way which comes to girls by instinct, that Charles Leader had asked her to marry him, and that she had refused him. She did not say either of these things directly, but she talked as if I knew them, until I actually did know them, and altogether well, I am going to stop these uninteresting details and come to the main point. I had not meant to tell you, but I find that I must. You may have guessed it already you are rather clever at such things. I take back all that I have ever said about women. I had never met the perfect woman before, but I have met her now. I love Milli- cent Marshe, and I am going to ask her to marry me. RURAL SIMPLICITY 51 At least, I am not sure whether I shall ask her to marry me or not. I am not yet sure whether she cares for her cousin Tom. I rather gathered from a hint that her aunt let fall that a marriage between these two was not unlikely. If she really cares for Tom, of course I shall not annoy her by my interference. You must not misunderstand me when I say that she is per- fect. I do not mean that her attainments her intellectual attainments are better than those of all other women. I have not entirely lost my critical faculty. I can see, for instance, that her playing is slipshod, and her singing only shows the average drawing-room quality. Very likely she was not well taught. What I meant rather was that she was quite unspoiled. I feel sure that she has never given one senti- mental thought to a man in her life. There are girls in town who have a hideous practice of writing morbid confidences to each other about men they have met. She would never do that. She is quite incapable, too, of fickleness. She will love once and love always. But at present she has never thought of love and marriage. She is the perfect, virginal type fresh and un- tainted as a fragrant wild- flower in one of the hedge-rows here ; and yet a strange, unconscious, delicate instinct keeps her from all mistakes she would never let a man believe that she cared for him if she did not. This Charles 52 STORIES AND INTERLUDES Leader, who, I have told you, asked her to marry him, must have been an idiot to have thought that he had a chance. She would never lead a man on unless she meant to marry him. She has lived all her days in this country vil- lage, far away from the vulgar flirtations and sickly sentimentalities of London. She is a white soul, framed in a lovely body. I could write pages about her beauty, Jack, but I fear you would only laugh at me. She has dark hair, and brown, faithful eyes, and a young rosebud of a mouth that what am I doing? I who have hated sentimentality all my days ! Yes, you may laugh at me as much as you like. I don't mind. I suppose it will all be over soon, for I am afraid that it is for Tom, not for me, that she cares. I have studied character all my life, and I do not think I can be mis- taken. Briefly, my plan is this. I shall observe as closely as* possible during the next few days. If she seems to favor Tom, I shall go away and trouble her no more. If she seems to favor me, I shall propose to her. I feel absolutely sure that she would never mislead either Tom or myself. You will tell me that I am wanting in pluck, but I do not think so. It would be foolhardiness to propose to her if she obviously cared for Tom ; and it would also be, probably, very offensive to her. I do not allow myself to RURAL SIMPLICITY 53 hope much, and yet at times hopes will force their way in, and I picture happiness. That is my plan of campaign. Cambridge is quite desolate just now, I suppose. Why do you stop? I had a good deal to tell you about a book that I am planning, but I've taken up all my space with my account of Millicent Marshe. You may be as amused as you please, but it's terribly serious with me, and I have no notion how it will all end. Ever yours, CECIL VANSTOUN MERLE. 3 EXTRACTS FROM THE DIARY OF MILLICENT MARSHE September 3d. Oh! oh! oh! I wish I could understand myself. I wish I knew what I was doing. I wrote a long letter to Clara about Mr. Merle this morning. I went to his rooms with the others this afternoon. I met him at dinner this evening at Mrs. Leader's. I am immensely interested in him, but I am not quite sure that I love him ; what is much worse is that I am by no means sure that he loves me. Tom walked back with me from the Leaders' to the vicarage, and I thought that he did not seem to care for me as much as he once did. Of course, that was just what I wanted, for I can never marry Tom ; but it pained me to see that he could be so fickle and forget so easily. So I 54 STORTES AND INTERLUDES made a sort of appeal to his better nature, to see if he really had forgotten ; and now I am afraid that he will think I was encouraging him. I do not believe Charles Leader has ever forgotten me. I only wish that he would, except that it would rather lessen my high opinion of him. I do so hate fickleness. I like simplicity and constancy. Mr. Merle is very brilliant. He has had a piano sent down here from London, and I sang " Love's Rapturous Sorrow " to him this after- noon at his rooms; I thought that he might have thanked me rather more warmly. When I had finished, Aunt Mary asked him if he played, and he said that he did, a little. I was rather surprised at this, because it had never occurred to me that any men, except profes- sionals, played the piano at all. He consented to play at once and asked me what I should like. I suggested the "Pathetique Sonata," because I can never make the rondo go right, and I wanted to see if he could. "You're right," he said, as he sat down at the piano. "The school-girls have got at that terribly, but they will never make me stop liking it. Didn't you find that in the days when you were at school? " He did not wait for me to reply, but began at once. He played it all through without notes magnifi- cently. He would not play any more, and he would not sing, although he confessed that he RURAL SIMPLICITY 55 sang "a little." I wish that I had known all this before I sang those drawing-room songs to him. He must have hated them, and probably he hates me in consequence. I think that if he had possessed perfect taste he would not have played quite so well he would have seen that it was a sort of reproach to me. Besides, I thought that he had got the piano simply for my pleasure, and now it appears that he got it entirely for his own. Still I do not think that he meant to be selfish. Men as a rule have very little tact. Yet, I don't know I fancy that I should not have liked him so well if he had been less brilliant. I cannot help thinking about the power he holds. His book is read everywhere and quoted everywhere. It is ad- mired by the very best critics, and yet I am almost sure that he was pleased when I told him that I loved it. I like to feel that he can do things which are beyond other men, but I do wish he would be a little how shall I write it? a little more decided. He leaves me uncer- tain. Charles Leader never did that. Whenever I go to Mrs. Leader's I always find a certain train of thoughts tender and sorrowful start up in my brain about Charlie, as I called him then. Charlie was always quite decided. But so mistaken ! Tom never left me in doubt, either. He's mistaken, too. 56 STORIES AND INTERLUDES September 4th. I have just had a long let- ter from my dear Clara, answering the letter which I sent the day before yesterday. I have no notion how she arrived at the conclusion, but this is it : " Unconsciously perhaps, you are very much in love with Cecil Vanstoun Merle." What magic there is in those words! I think I have read them over a hundred times, and it makes me tremble to write them down. I cannot imagine how she guessed it. She must have great insight in these things, or she would never have discovered my feelings from my letter. I had hardly guessed them myself. Well, this is my own diary, and no one but my- self will ever read it ; so I will write down my confession. I love Cecil Vanstoun Merle. I love him more than any one or anything in the whole world. I could never, never, never love any one else. And he has not yet shown me plainly that he loves me. Consequently, I have no right to love him. I won't love him. I can't help loving him. I should like just to sit down and cry forever and ever. I am very unhappy. And yet I am not sure that I shall not in the end be very happy indeed, if I only follow the plan which dear Clara has made out for me the plan of campaign, she calls it. She is so wise, and RURAL SIMPLICITY 57 she has had experience. This is what she says: " You know, my dear Millicent, that I myself have loved and lost. I was then in the first bloom of my girlhood, young, guileless, tender- hearted, beautiful, some said. I never attempt- ed to conceal my passion, and that ivas why I lost him. Men only care to win what is difficult to win. Especially is this the case with men of the bold and intensely masculine physique that you describe in Cecil Merle. An obstacle is an allurement to such men. I am convinced that if you show Cecil Merle that you care for him, he will at once lose any love that he may have for you. If, on the other hand, you show a marked preference for your cousin, and if Cecil cares in the least degree for you now, he will care a thousandfold more then, and you may count on a proposal from him before he leaves Carleston. Besides, this is the only truly maidenly course to pursue; my own conduct was unwise. I was blinded by love, and I have paid the debt in a life-long sorrow." I almost think that she is right. There may, perhaps, be a little difficulty with Tom. A very little encouragement always encourages Tom so very much. He may not see the true motives for my conduct ; and even if he saw them he might be selfish. Of course, if he really loved me, it would be a pleasure to him to add to my 58 STORIES AND INTERLUDES happiness ; and he would be adding to my hap- piness if he helped me to win Mr. Merle I mean if he helped to give Mr. Merle an opportunity of winning me. Perhaps that is the way that I ought to look at it. Besides, as Clara points out, if Tom presumes too far, I can always tell him that he is insulting me. Yes, I must for a few days try Clara's plan, and pretend to be fond of Tom. I can always alter the plan if I find that it does not succeed. I must see what effect it has on Mr. Merle. Only, because I love him so much, I shall always call him Cecil in future in these secret pages of my diary. I know that if I let him see that I loved him he would hate me. And if he hated me, I should die. Clara is quite right about his boldness, and I feel sure that with him an obstacle would prove an allure- ment. If it makes him declare his ah, I can't write it! He is coming to dinner to-morrow night, and I will write again then. September 5th. I have just come up from the drawing-room. I talked to Tom most of dinner-time, and I played the accompaniments to Tom's songs. I told him that I should have " The Devout Lover " ringing in my head all night. Afterward I talked to Cecil chiefly about Tom's prospects at Cambridge. I watched most anxiously to see what effect this had on Cecil. I could not discover that it had any RURAL SIMPLICITY 59 effect at all ; he does not let one see very easily what his feelings are. He ought to, I think. Tom, however, was very much elated ; I thought he would never let go of my hand when he said good-night. This is unfortunate, but I must go on with the plan a little longer, until I see things more clearly. When one sees the two men together, one cannot help noticing Cecil's distinct superiority. He is really god-like, far beyond all other men. Charles Leader appealed to me to some extent ; my friendship for him was invested with a cer- tain sentiment. I was a simple country girl, and I was misled at the time by my feelings. When Tom came, he appealed to me far more, but although I have always tried to be kind to him, I can see now that I never loved him. Cecil, on the other hand, does not exactly appeal to me ; he masters me, absorbs me. To see him is joy unspeakable ; to think of him is the rapt- ure that almost tortures. How utterly I love him! Something within me seems to tell me that Clara was right. Cecil is so brilliant, so bold, so intensely masculine, that the thought of a rival would add to the ardor of his love ; I feel that I know his nature perfectly ; he is made to conquer, and he would care nothing for a victory which involved no fighting. Yes, for one day more I will carry on the plan, and then I will 60 STORIES AND INTERLUDES let him say what he will be dying to say. I hope it will be in the conservatory. It seems so nice to think of it happening in a dim light, among the flowers, and ferns, and things. September 7th. It does cut me to the heart to be so cruel to Cecil, and it hurts me ever so much more to be so kind to Tom. But this at any rate will be the last day of it. I have given the plan every chance now, and I do not mean to conceal my real feelings so completely for the future. Mr. Merle came for tennis this afternoon. I made papa take him off to see our collection of early prayer-books. When he came back I had managed to get rid of Aunt Mary, and was seated in the summer-house alone with Tom. I was distinctly cold in my manner to Cecil, and tried to make him feel de trop. I thought he would be very furious ; but he was not. He was very polite, and seemed to be very careful what he was saying. He left early. I must get ready for dinner, and have no time to write any more now, but I shall add a word or two perhaps when I come up to bed. 10.80. It is all over! Let me set down as calmly as my despair will allow me how every- thing happened. After dinner Tom suggested that I should go out with him into the garden, as it was cool and pleasant there. I thought this would be a good opportunity to begin to let him down RURAL SIMPLICITY 61 easily; so I went with him. But I could not let him down, because he hardly spoke; he seemed strange in his manner, I thought. We wandered into the conservatory, where it was almost dark ; and then quite suddenly he put his arm round my waist, and kissed me. I die with shame ! How can men be such brutes such gross, coarse, unmannerly brutes! I told him that I hated him ; he wanted to excuse himself, but I would not listen, and hurried back into the drawing-room. Papa was standing on the hearth-rug with an open letter in his hand, which he had been read- ing to Aunt Mary. She looked at me rather curiously. The letter was from Cecil no, Mr. Merle; for I must call him Cecil no longer and apologized for not coming to sav good-by. He has been suddenly called away, and is going abroad, probably for two years. Oh, my heart is broken, and I would that my life might end to-night ! 4 FROM THE " DAILY TELEGRAPH " OF SEPT. 7ra (A YEAR LATER) LEADER MARSHE. On the 4th inst., at St. Margaret's, Carleston, by the Rev. Patrick Downs, Charles, eldest son of the late Charles Leader, of Tredennick, Cornwall, to Millicent, only daughter of the late Rev. Hubert Marshe, formerly rector of Carleston. IV CONGEALED ART (EXTRACT FROM THE DIARY OF EDWARD TINNERSLEY) March 21st. Dined to-night with the Mer- ricks. There were a lot of people there. The Birnleys looked as profuse as ever. Old Dr. Farnham told the story of the blind zebra once more. Eric Thorn bored me. And I forgave them all, because I was too pleased with myself to bear enmity to anybody in a word, I do be- lieve that I am at last making some progress with Maud. I blundered before, because I did not quite understand her. And now I believe that I know her better than she knows herself ; and consequently I can play my cards I can create the right impression. Maud Merrick, my tall, noble beauty, you would be very angry if you could read this. You are affectionate, but you use always a decent reserve. You would not care to know that anybody had seen through the veil, and knew all your little likes and dislikes, all your personal qualities, and even the one or two in- CONCEALED ART 63 firmities of your character. I know them all, my dear Maud, and I do not mind telling you in the pages of my diary that you want too much. Your ideal man, the man you are look- ing for, the man you mean to marry, does not exist, and never did exist except in books. You want, in the man of your choice, intellect, cour- age, strength, physique, chivalry, and purity. You do not care for either birth or wealth. We none of us care for birth really, and we all pre- tend to ; we all care very much for wealth, and all pretend not to. (Mem. Work this into epigrammatic form, and use it.) But you are quite genuine about it ; you really do not care for either. And yet, on the whole, you ask too much. Take myself, for instance. I can give you intellect, but I must draw my pen through the remainder of your list of requirements. What does it matter? Having intellect, I can make you believe that I have all, or nearly all, the rest. Maud Merrick, you are clever in your way, but I am cleverer, and I gain some advan- tage from having absolutely no scruples. You may throw down your cards. The game is won, and I have won it. Physique? Well, I must let that pass. I have not the beefy good looks of Eric Thorn. No amount of intellect can make a five-foot-six man, bent with the sedentary profession of au- thorship, into a straight young giant like Thorn. 64 STORIES AND INTERLUDES There he has the advantage of me, and he may make the most of it. I am not fool enough to sneer at his good points to her. I gaze admir- ingly at him, playing tennis at a little distance, and say to her, " What a splendid fellow Eric is! It is a positive pleasure to look at him. Ah ! I'd give all I have in the world to " and then I stop short. I do not sigh, because that would be unmanly, and would seem to make too much of it. I look rather sad, and then cheer up suddenly, as if with a slight effort, and talk brightly to her about something impersonal. A girl I knew once told me that she rather liked me when I looked sad, but that when I laughed, or when I was angry, my face was positively hideous. I think she was right. My dear Maud, I did all this, and I was charmed to find that the little trick made every point that I intended. You noted my generos- ity to a rival, and associated it in your mind with chivalry; you noted my humility; you noted that I lingered on so personal a subject as my own appearance only for the second when my enthusiastic admiration of Eric reminded me of it, and that I turned back at once to the decent reserve which is a sign of strength, and which you yourself maintain so well ; you noted my sadness and sympathized. That was why you said a pretty thing to me about my book, "AFroward Woman," soon afterward. You CONCEALED AKT C5 wish to console me ; if you console me now, you will love me soon. Courage? I have not got a particle of it. Men of delicate taste, of the subtle, critical faculty, of poetical imagination, are often cowards. I am a coward, and I make you be- lieve, Maud, that I am brave. How? Chiefly by telling you that I am a coward. It is just a little amusing that it should be so, but it is. " I hate going over Putney Bridge at night. I am always afraid that some poor wretch will jump into the water, and that I shall not dare to jump off the bridge after him." You replied just as I knew I should make you reply. " You would do it, though, because you think you wouldn't. No coward ever dares to confess cowardice." You were a little pleased at your own insight into human nature, and you believed what you said. You are one of those women who like to go a little deep ; but I always know precisely how deep you will go, and I go a little deeper. Chivalry and purity? Ah, Maud, I need say nothing ; you will believe the best, because you have no reason to think otherwise. You do not know the story of that girl I knew once, who said she rather liked me when I looked sad. I will take care you never know it. Though I am writing in cipher and in a diary which is always kept under lock and key, I do not care 5 66 STORIES AND INTERLUDES to put down that story. I have no scruples ; I do things ; but I sometimes hate myself for a little while when I think about them afterward. I got on very well with Maud to-night. Her father and Lady Merrick both like me, I think. The dinner itself was capital, and I was in a good talking mood. But I am getting into the habit of bringing out my impromptus a little too quickly. A slight pause makes them look more natural; if the pause is too long they seem labored and not really impromptu. It is not an easy thing to get quite right; I must practise it. When one dines with the Merricks, I find that one has to be kind to the Birnleys. That is a little hard on me, because I hate the nou- veau riche, and also because I have some par- ticularly smart things ready to say about the Birnleys. However, Maud will have it so. She says that they are awfully good-hearted people, and not really vulgar, but only a little ignorant, and that they are sensitive and quick to see when a jest is aimed at them. (Mem. Work off the smart things in a sketch of the nouveau riche. Found it on the Birnleys and describe their country-house. Tell the story of how Birnley shot the keeper.) Maud sang one song to-night some Italian thing, I don't know the name. She has a fine contralto. I walked back with Thorn, and we talked about old college days together. That man is CONCEALED ART 67 a damnable nuisance. In speaking of college days to Maud, I must either tell the plain truth or run the risk that she will find me out from Thorn. And I can't use any of my old good things in talking to her, because she might quote them to Thorn, and he has heard them all before. How the brute would jeer at me for the repetition ! My diary, I think I should go mad without you. It rests me to write in your pages with- out effort. I need not mind being dull here. In my talk and my books I have to maintain a reputation. Here I can be dull and I can tell the truth. I feel to-night like a tired actor, glad to get into his dressing-room and be rid of his wig and make-up. (Mem. Might elaborate that sentence a little, and then use it.) I will not write any more now. I am going to bed. I ought to do some work first, but I cannot. My brain is full of madness and Maud. If I am to get any sleep, I must go back to the old remedy. But I will never use it again after to-night. March 30th. I have just finished my sketch of the Birnleys, and I really do not think I ever did anything better in my life. I stopped at their place for a month last year, and I flatter myself that I have got the people, the house, and the furniture, with the accuracy of a photo- graph. I've just touched it up a little in places, 68 STORIES AND INTERLUDES but that is all. I've made Mrs. Birnley a shade more vulgar, perhaps, than she really is. I shall call it " The Barnsley Menagerie." I shall not put my initials to it, because that would ruin me with Maud, and would also stop the Birnleys from inviting me this year. I shall send it to The Drop Scene because none of them know that I write for that paper. Eric Thorn had a story in it last week sporting and stupid, like its author. That man would make a very good navvy. What ails him that he should be called to the bar and dabble in literature? April 3d. Eric Thorn has just been here. He has proposed to Maud Merrick, and has been refused. I am glad. "We're old friends," he said to me, "and I thought I would tell you all about it. No one can read your book, ' A Froward Woman, ' and doubt your sympathy, old man." I assured him that I was sorry for him, deeply sorry. " Yes, Ted , " he replied, " I know it. I thought once that I had a chance. She seemed to like me once, and then she found out that I knew the author of 'A Froward Woman, ' and asked me or made Lady Merrick ask me to bring you there. Well, the natural consequences have followed . I can't talk as you can. You're always sparkling and amusing. And you're a better fellow." CONCEALED ART 09 I said something deprecatory here, but ho went on. " No, Ted, I am quite right. Do you know what she said to me before she ever met you? She said that she thought the author of ' A Fro- ward Woman' must have a noble nature. I reminded her of that the other day, and asked her if she thought she was right. 'I know I was right,' she replied. It was the nearest thing to a confidence I ever had from her. You always depreciate yourself when you are talk- ing, but you sometimes let a little thing drop by accident, or do not quite succeed in hiding it. I've noticed those little things, and they are all evidence that Maud was right. You may sneer at yourself as much as you please, but you don't deceive me. You have a noble nature, nobler than mine. Besides, you are my intel- lectual superior. Look at your fame in the world. I have written a lot of things, and I've only got one story printed. It was in The Drop Scene. Did you see the note about it in The London Eevieiv this week cutting it all to bits? " I said that I had not seen the note. I wrote it, by the way. I also asked him what his point was in accusing me of being noble and intellectual. "Because your absurd humility has made you blind. Let me ask you one question 70 STORIES AND INTERLUDES we are old friends. Do you like Maud Mer- rick? " " I love her with all my soul," I said solemnly, seeing what was coming. ' " And you never told her, because you knew that I loved her too, and because you wanted to give me the first chance." I assumed an unnatural manner, and inten- tionally spoke a little more quickly than usual. " No, no not at all you're quite mistaken. I only waited to be quite sure that she loved me, and I never thought you would speak so soon. On my word, I would have done you a bad turn with her, if I could." What a curious thing human nature is ! Every word of this was true, and yet he didn't believe it. I had an impres- sion that he wouldn't believe it. "My dear fellow," said Thorn, "why try to hide your generosity by talking such absolute nonsense? She herself told me that you were always singing my praises to her." My dear simpleton, didn't you know that it is quite possible to ruin a man's chances with a woman by praising him very carefully? I praised you, my dear Thorn, with the utmost discretion. He continued : " In this point I am going to try not to be less generous than you. I feel sure that Maud Mer- rick loves you. I suspected it even before I spoke to her, and I only spoke because I could CONCEALED ART 71 not bear the suspense any longer. It may seem strange that I a rejected lover should come to tell you this, but I felt that I owed it to you ; besides, I want her to be happy. You are the only man in the world who can make her happy." I thanked him. " And you? " I asked. " I'm going away, Ted, going to travel and forget it. I start on the 8th. I will see you again before I go." He went soon after this. He looks terribly knocked over. All this is going splendidly. Now I have three things before me a letter to write to Sir Charles Merrick, two-thirds of a bottle of very excellent brandy, and the proofs of "The Barnsley Menagerie" to correct. I will take them in that order. April 5th. Maud, my beautiful Maud, has promised to be my wife. April 6th. A most terrible thing has hap- pened. The Drop Scene has been sent me here with my article " The Barnsley Menagerie " in it, signed with my initials. How on earth did they get there? I must have added them from force of habit when I corrected the proof. I remember that it was late on the night of the 3d that I corrected it. It was the night I wrote to her father, and then I ah, yes, I remember now. As far as I can see, there is nothing to do but 72 STORIES AND INTERLUDES to calculate what will happen, and then see how it can be stopped. In the first place, the Birn- leys will read the article ; they will certainly see that it is meant for them, and that it must have been written by some one who stayed at their place in the country ; they know that I write for the press and they will see my initials. I fancy that they will all go mad. They will call me hard names and will cut me dead for- ever and ever. Well, I care nothing about the Birnleys. They may go to the devil. But Maud my beautiful, noble Maud what will she think? Now I come to think of it, she will have a little piece of evidence that the Birnleys will not have, and which will make her doubly sure that I am the author of that article. It commences with a little epigram of mine on birth and wealth. Now, on the day after I wrote the article, I called at their house with Eric Thorn. In the course of conversa- tion I dropped that very epigram. She heard it and noticed it. I had meant to strike it out when I got my article in proof, but I suppose I forgot it. I cannot have been quite m} T self that night. She will simply hate me and despise me. I can imagine her eyes flashing, and the tender sympathy she will show with her good-hearted Birnleys. It would be pretty to watch, if one could be a little more outside it. However, I do not fancy it is quite checkmate. I will have a CONCEALED ART 73 quiet pipe, think out a probable story to account for everything, and go to bed. I am sure my doctor would recommend me a little chloral to-night, considering the excited state of my nerves. What a letter I shall get to-morrow morning ! April 7th (morning). Here is the letter. I see by the date that it was written yesterday : "Sm: I read this morning your article in The Drop Scene, entitled 'The Barnsley Men- agerie.' Kindly consider my engagement to you at an end. If you wish for a more definite reason, I may say that the article must have been written by an insufferable, vulgar, cruel cad. I know it is yours by the initials, by your acquaintance with the Birnleys, and by the fact that you have used in it an epigram which I heard from your own lips. On the whole, I am thankful that you have been so stupid as to allow your real character to be seen. " I saw Mr. and Mrs. Birnley this afternoon. She sat fierce and dry-eyed, reading your spite- ful article again and again. She hardly spoke to me. He tried to take it more easily. 'It's partly my own fault,' he said, 'but it is rather hard -that we should be treated like this, Maud, by a man who was our guest. We did our best to entertain him when he was here. But still it's partly true that article. I'm a very good 74 STORIES AND INTERLUDES manufacturer, but I only made a fool of myself when I tried to play the country gentleman. And I'm clumsy with a gun that's true.' He paused a second, and then looked at his wife. 'My God! Maud,' he flashed out suddenly, 'if only I could have the thrashing of the hound who wrote that ! ' I wish he had. He is an old man, but vigorous. I think he could thrash you well. How could you be so cruel to people who had tried to be kind to you? " I have no patience to write more. You will oblige me by not answering this letter, cr call- ing at our house, or making any attempt what- ever to see me. "MAUD MERRICK. "P. S.O Ted, how could you do it? I did really love you once, and now I hate you." Now, that is not altogether a nice letter to re- ceive. " An insufferable, vulgar, cruel cad " I suppose that is very much what I am, judged by ordinary standards, but I have always had wits enough to hide it so far. It's not my fault. I was born so, and no one could expect me to do anything else but hide the real self. I do not really care, as long as I can keep Maud. I must have Maud. I thought of an explanation ]ast night, but it is not absolutely satisfactory. I will go and get something particularly pleas- ant and inspiring in the shape of lunch. I shall CONCEALED ART 75 bo able to think better after a half-bottle of champagne. (Evening.) Eric Thorn has just been here. Really, he is a most useful person. When he came in, he was as white as death, and there was a queer sort of huskiness in his voice. " Ted, old man," he said, " I've just been tell- ing lies, any amount of lies." "All this I steadfastly believe," I replied. He went on talking : " I called at the Merricks' to-night to say good- by. Sir Charles came into the room with that number of The Drop Scene in his hand, open at your article: ' Thorn, old fellow, I want you just to read that. ' There was no one else in the room. I sat down and read it. Of course, I saw that it was yours, and that the Merricks would in all probability have nothing more to do with you. Ted, how could you write such a thing about people who were so kind to you? " This made me a little angry. "Possibly," I said, " I could give a sufficient explanation to any one who had a right to ask for it." " Well, I didn't see how it could be quite ex- plained away. Yet all the time I was reading it, I thought I could see how it happened. You caricatured the Birnleys, but half unconsciously. Your tremendous power of satire carried you away, and made you say things that you didn't really mean. I know that a man who behaved 76 STORIES AND INTERLUDES with the generosity that you showed to me about Maud could not possibly do a shabby thing in- tentionally. I know how hard it is to criticise one's own work, and I felt sure that you had failed to see how certain it was that the Birnleys would be offended. If you had meant it as an intentional insult, you would not have been fool enough to put your initials to it, and to com- mence it with an epigram which both Maud and myself had heard from your lips. It was the only slip I ever knew you make, and I felt sure that you would never do that kind of thing again, as soon as you saw the distress that it caused. Well, I knew Maud would give you up, and break your heart over it and her own as well. So I made up my mind on the spur of the moment, and took the liberty of claiming the authorship of the work as my own. Our initials are the same, you know, Ted." " You did that ? " I said. I own that he had surprised me. "How did you make the old man believe it? " " I pointed out that the initials were mine, that you never wrote for Ilie Drop Scene, and that I had a story in it a short time before. I told him that I borrowed the epigram at the commencement of the article from you, that I had stopped with the Birnleys, and that I didn't care for them. I said that I couldn't see much harm in the article, and that The Drop Scene CONCEALED ART 77 liked a thing to have a few personalities in it." "How did he take it?" " He was very sad about it. They've known me for a long time, you see. 'I can't think how you came to write it, Thorn,' he said. 'You ought not to have done it. You have caused my daughter and all of us to do a friend of yours a great injustice ; and you have given great pain to people whose hospitality you en- joyed. I hate saying it, but I must you can- not come here any more. It is well that you are leaving the country. Take a word of ad- vice before you go, from an old man who was once glad to have you for his friend if you can't be smart without being shabby, let it alone let it alone, my boy ! ' Then he touched the bell, a,nd I retired ignominiously. " He rose to go, paused a moment, and said : " That's the story I told, and you must back it up. Good-by, old man. I will find a new character for myself abroad somewhere." He tried to hide it, but I could see that he thought he had acted generously, and naturally that maddened me. I could not allow him to think that he had put me under any obligation. I like to take the conceit out of young men of the type of Eric Thorn. The self-sacrificing saint is too provoking for anything. "I am very sorry, Thorn," I said, "that you 78 STORIES AND INTERLUDES have destroyed your own character, stolen my property, and told some most abominable lies, because it was all unnecessary. I know you did it for my sake, but you would have served me better if you had trusted me more. How could you think I should be such a blackguard as to caricature a host of mine in the public press? " "You didn't write it, then ?" he stammered out. " Yes, I wrote it wrote it for practice to im- prove me in delineation of character but not for publication. It was published without my consent and without my knowledge. Do you know the editor of The Drop Scene ? " "No." I was delighted to learn this. " I am very sorry to hear it," I said, "because, if you had known him, you would have understood my explanation better. He is the most unscrupulous man engaged on the press, and the finest critic. I took him my sketch of the Birnleys to look at and criticise as a literary performance. He liked it and wanted to print it. I told him that I would not have it printed. He offered me a very high price ; I replied that the sketch was from real life, and that there was not enough money in London to buy it; that I would sooner have my right hand cut off than make fun at the expense of a friend and host of mine. I took the manuscript away with me CONCEALED ART 79 there and then. He must have expected this, for he had had a copy made of it. It was pub- lished without my consent. I should certainly have prosecuted." "And now?" "Well, now I must leave it." " It would be possible to explain to the Mer- ricks my innocent deception, and for you to clear yourself by telling them what you have told me. Would not that be best? " This was a little difficult; for if there had been a single word of truth in my story of the unscrupulous editor, it would have been much the best. "I think not," I said; "I think not. You have gone too far. Of course, I know that your motive for the story you told Sir Charles Mer- rick was innocent enough. But I might find it difficult to persuade him of this. As a literary performance, my article has attracted consider- able attention ! From that point of view it is undoubtedly good. I am afraid that Sir Charles will think that you wanted the literary credit of it, and then backed out to avoid the moral infamy. I do not think your position would in any way be improved." He looked at me curiously for a second or two. "Good-by, then," he said. "I'm sorry I was so stupid and mistaken." He went out in a dejected, hopeless way. I fancy he has a lurk- 80 STORIES AND INTERLUDES ing suspicion. Let it lurk! He's going away and I shall not be bothered with him any more. So the Merricks believe now that Eric Thorn wrote that article, do they? I think then that I will answer Maud's letter in spite of her in- junctions. I should imagine that my beautiful Maud wishes now that she had never written it. Never mind I can be magnanimous, Maud, and very high-souled. This is what I shall write to you, Maud : " DEAR Miss MERRICK : I am sorry that you could ever have imagined that I wrote 'The Barnsley Menagerie.' Had I done so, you would have been quite just in your criticism of me. " I can only prove to you that I did not write it by telling you who the real author is, and this I cannot do. He confessed the authorship to me in confidence. Perhaps he may afterward decide to let his name be known. But, if he does not, I cannot tell you I cannot break my word to him. " ' I co.uld not love thee half so much, Loved I not honor more. ' " Forgive me for having disobeyed your com- mand by writing this letter. I could not rest until I had made an appeal to you to believe my word for the present, and to trust to time to CONCEALED ART 81 prove the truth of it. Believe me, yours in all sincerity, EDWARD TINNERSLEY." And this is what I shall write to the editor of The Drop Scene : "DEAR TOM: No end of a row about 'The Menagerie.' Keep my name dark, for God's sake, and I'll do you something ripping for next week. It's rare sport at present; but the coun- try wouldn't hold me if it were known that I wrote it. Say a man called Eric Thorn wrote it, if asked. It's safe. Yours ever, "TED TINNERSLEY." And now I think I may go to bed with a clear conscience. I shall be able to sleep all right to-night. Good-night, my darling Maud. I am afraid that you will lie awake, thinking of those hard names you called me. April 8th. A very pretty, penitent letter from Maud. She seems really distressed at having written to me so fiercely. She has not an atom of pride or reserve left in her now. " Eric Thorn has confessed that he wrote the hateful thing. It was noble of you to keep his name secret because of your promise to him. Are men always so loyal to their friends? " That is really very nice. " Forgive me ! for- give me ! " she says at the close of the letter. 82 STORIES AND INTERLUDES Yes, Maud, I forgive you, and I will call on you to-day to say so. I am feeling particularly magnanimous just now. With what sorrow I shall speak of the shocking behavior of my for- mer friend, Eric Thorn ! And how really high- toned I shall be! I really must stop to laugh. To-night, Maud, you will know the joys of sin forgiven ; they are not quite so great as the joys of sins concealed. I have tried both. (Mem. Might put that into the mouth of some cynical blackguard in a story it's not bad.) In a few months' time, Maud, you will be mine indeed ; and then will come the disillusion. You will know that I really am what you once called me, "a vulgar, cruel cad." I was born so. I tried to be better once, but it was of no use. There is a certain horror about that which comes over me suddenly sometimes. It is an awful thing to be hateful and to know that it is of no use to try to be anything else. In the midst of success, and high spirits, and jeers at everything, that thought suddenly comes over me, and I writhe. I seem to see the devil him- self sitting in the room with me, looking at me and smiling horribly. And with him is that other girl of whom I have spoken she drowned herself. She does not smile. She just sits and scares no, I won't write any more. (Mem. Some of the above paragraphs might be useful for a sketch of character, called "Remorse.") THE DEVIL'S AUCTION Now, gentlemen, your offers. This maiden sings and dances, She's beautiful, and innocent, and lively as the day. You bid a fortune? Thank you, sir. I'm waiting for advances ; And you a life's devotion? Here, take that boy away. A title? Come, that's better. Now it's going, going, going- She is but seventeen, sirs, and lovely as you see Gone! Madam, you're the property, you will be pleased at knowing, Of a genial old roue of the age of sixty -three. Now here's a nice cold chicken and a bottle from the ice, sirs Ah, you dramatic critics, aren't you hungry? Won't you bid? Won't some one offer me his soul a very mod- erate price, sirs? You sold your soul last week, sir? Yes dear me of course you did ! 83 84 STORIES AND INTERLUDES Here's a ticket for n, prize-fight. The magis- trate's the winner, After some sharp contention the bidding's getting bold. Here's a poet. What, no offers? Won't some one bid a dinner? Take the brute away and drown him; he never will be sold. And lastly I would offer here an over-dose of chloral. That boy again? Bids twopence? Why don't you turn him out? I may mention that the notion that suicide's immoral Is an antiquated fallacy it's utterly played out. We cannot think of twopence ; now, I'm wait- ing for advances There's not a death more painless, and I'll guarantee it true Oh ! Here's a better offer from the maid who sings and dances. Thank you, maiden I'd a fancy I should sell this lot to you. WHEN THAT SWEET CHILD LAY DEAD A VIGIL IT was quite a little room. The window looked out on a garden, on an orchard beyond it, and on the old quiet hills that had made the child understand what " far away " meant. She had heard, months ago, the bees monotonously, musically busy among the garden flowers ; she had watched in the orchard the blossoms delicate with the fragile grace of immaturity, and when the autumn came, she had seen the boughs twisted and bent with their effort to do good, with their burden of fruit; she had strayed through the park-land ; she had seen the sun set over the hills, when far up the sky went the touch of pale gold on clouds that were like angels' wings. Her eyes had grown brighter, always, and her thoughts stranger as she watched; it had made her, the child of a musi- cian, want to hear the music that in her serious moments had seemed to understand her best. She was not to see such things, nor hear them, nor understand any more. On this eve of the 85 86 STORIES AND INTERLUDES New Year she lay motionless, arranged with white hands crossed, on the bed in one corner of the room ; the trees in the orchard were gaunt and black, mocked by cruel winds; the snow drove and drove ; the year's last day died out in darkness. Everything in the little room a little room in a great house was very neat and orderly. Some one had taken away from the low table by the bedside the row of medicine bottles grim reminders of futile effort and had placed there an old blue-and- white bowl, full of Christ- mas roses. In the fireplace the logs burned brightly. She did not need the grace of the flowers nor the warmth of the fire any more. But some one had seen to these things had done them from a sentiment ; nearly all the best things that one does are done from a sentiment. Flowers and fire were useless ; but when that sweet child lay dead, to those in the great house all things had seemed useless. She had been very dear to all of them; they thought her lovelier, brighter, gentler than other children. Yet her chief charm was, perhaps, that she had returned their affection; she had loved people very easily even unlikely people. Downstairs the servants who had waited on her were ludi- crously pathetic; it was a chance whether one who had seen them would have laughed or felt like weeping. Two maids, who had known WHEN THAT SWEET CHILD LAY DEAD 87 enmity from some jealousy about that child, now snuffled together in common sorrow, gro- tesquely genuine. " And Mr. Richards feels it too," said one of them, ''though it's little as Mr. Richards ever shows." Richards was the old butler, a stern man, made cynical possibly by too intimate a knowledge of the wine trade. He was in his pantry, polishing silver very briskly, almost jauntily ; ho caught sight of her cup, a christening gift; he recalled how she had once wrung from his sternness some slight concession about a new footman, really by no means up to his work; ho began at once to whistle the gayest of tunes in a desperate whis- pered whistle, then stopped suddenly, made an involuntary curious sound in his throat, and went on polishing furiously. Later on his manner grew icy. From her room one could now have heard very faintly the sound of the organ being played in the wide gallery which ran from wing to wing of the house. It was her father, the great composer, who was playing. She had been his only child, and her mother had died in her baby- hood. So he was alone now. He had been saying that to himself during the day : " I am quite alone now . " There were other people in the house, relations more or less near ; but, as far as his sorrow was concerned, they were a hundred miles away. He had been happy, as 88 STORIES AND INTERLUDES some count happiness; he had loved his art and had been great in it ; he had wealth, and could follow art for art's sake. Only he was human and had not escaped human joys, nor the sor- rows that follow them so closely ; he had loved a wife and child, and he had lost them. That afternoon he had sat quite alone in his studio, thinking. A salver, laden with letters, was brought into the room. He opened a few of the letters. They were all well-meaning, and yet so futile. He felt that he could read no more of them, and that he could not keep quiet and inactive any longer. He went up into the long gallery and paced up and down. Then he arranged the mechanism which blew the organ, and opened the instrument, and lit the candles on either side of it. The rest of the gallery lay in darkness. And then he s-at down to play. The music was sorrow without consolation; religion without hope. In the little room the flicker of fire-light fell on the golden hair and delicate upturned face of that sweet child. Did it matter to the rest of the world to things that are inarticulate, or even voiceless, and, as some think, inanimate? Were the flowers that she had loved sorry, or the winds that had played in her hair? Per- haps on that bleak eve of the New Year there was something said that one would not have heard as one hears a voice, which might through WHEN THAT SWEET CHILD LAY DEAD 80 a dream have won its way to words. What did the Christmas roses think about it in that old blue-and- white bowl on the table by her side? Was it all nothing to them when that sweet child lay dead? ' It was sheer carelessness, of course, and had not been done with any evil intention at all. But that did not alter the facts of the case his stem was not in the water, and he had felt a little wilted at the very outset. Flowers choose their own names, and this one had called himself Wilkinson. He had seen the name on a scrap of newspaper that had been blown down the garden walk, and never ought to have been there, and was the under-gardener's fault. Wilkinson knew that owing to sheer carelessness his death would be hastened by some few hours; he did not mind the death (flowers, possibly from vanity, love to be cut and put in vases ; and it is heaven to them to be worn in a girl's hair), but he did object to anything like carelessness. He liked people to do their whole duty. Even while selecting the name of Wilkinson he had deprecated the un- tidiness of the under-gardener. " Cut me and put me in a bowl, if you like, " he remarked snappishly. "If you think mo beautiful, you couldn't do any better. Only do it. Don't half do it. Don't leave me with 90 STORIES AND INTERLUDES my stem out of the water in this sickening way. If you do, you commit sin; and I can't bear to S3e it done." He was not addressing any of the other flowers in particular, he was merely solilo- quizing on the subject of strict duty, which was an unpleasing habit that he had. No flowers care in the least about death, except tho sweet violets, who have some mysterious love secrets of their own, never properly understood, which they do not like to be interrupted. Few flowers are quite so strict or quite so sharp- tempered as Wilkinson was. "It wasn't her fault," pleaded a little bud, called Candor, who had been looking at the sweet child- motionless on her bed. "My dear child," said Wilkinson, rather patronizingly, " how very young you are ! Any one could tell you were a bud. Don't you know that sweet child's dead? She's no use can't put flowers in water any more so they'll throw her away. They ought to have thrown her away before, I should have thought ; but human beings are always so careless and untidy." "She's very pretty," said Candor; "very pretty indeed. I wish they had put me in her hair. Who was it placed us in this bowl? " " Ah ! yes. You were too young to remember it. It was Richards who put us here and left my stem out of the water. How mad such thoughtlessness does make me! You're too WHEN THAT SWEET CHILD LAY DEAD 91 young to be worn in a girl's hair. But Richards might perhaps have selected something some- thing a little more full blown. I don't refer to myself in particular, of course, although for the matter of that, as far as mature beauty is con- cerned well, well, it's not for me to say." " Death is very beautiful. Do human beings like to die?" Wilkinson shrugged his petals impatiently. " What a perfectly bud-like remark ! Death is not beautiful. Death is nothing. You simply stop, that's all. As you are generally feeling rather faded, you're not sorry to stop. But you're not particularly glad. It's pleasanter, of course, to die in a girl's hair than to live in a garden, especially where the under-gardener's so grossly untidy. I believe you have been talking to those violets," he added, rather sharply. " No, really, I haven't. Why did you ask that? " "They've got some sentimental ideas about death. No, I don't suppose human beings mind it. I don't see how they can mind a thing which is of absolutely no importance." " They live longer than we do. " " They live an unconscionable time, most of them, especially under-gardeners. That is prob- ably because they have not our advantages, and do not understand. That child has stopped 92 STORIES AND INTERLUDES rather early yes, she is a sweet child. I can remember when I was quite a bud, she went past laughing. You should have seen the sun- light on her hair ! " There was a long pause. Candor spoke at last : "Wilkinson, do you think anything really stops, or is it just seeming? She is so pretty, and you remember her laughter, and any flower would have been glad to die in that beau- tiful hair. It can't have all been to no purpose. " Wilkinson was distressed deeply distressed. " You pain and grieve me more than I can say. The old faiths are all going. Have you not been taught to believe in the nothingness of everything? "Why do you listen to the hideous voice of emotion? " Candor grew almost passionate. "I must. If I did not listen I should not know what to do for sorrow! She is lovely. She is an angel's dream not dead, but corne true at last. Sweet child, speak to me and tell me that I am right. Speak only once and tell me this trifling this life and death is not everything. Tell me that there is more beyond beyond." "You are sickly and heterodox," said Wil- kinson sternly. " There is nothing beyond. I believe nay, I know that death is entire ces- sation. And I am going to drop." He dropped f ragmen tarily. It is ordained WHEN THAT SWEET CHILD LAY DEAD 93 that in its last moments even the tidiest flower shall be untidy. And Candor still waited; but all was silent in that little room. Now, the winds are spirits, lost spirits ; they never rest, and they ever long for rest. That night a great wind swept past the house, ice-cold and howling with misery. It beat on the windows of that little room until they shook ; and then it went flying onward through the driving snow. After it came another, softly pattering, like the pattering of a child's feet as it shuffles through the crisp, fallen leaves. These two winds were spirits, without shape to human eyes ; and yet a dreamer a musician, perhaps, seated at the organ, alone with sorrow might have imagined something. He might have seen them the first like a gaunt woman, with flying robes and hair; the second like a girl- child, with an old man's malice and a devil's cruelty in her look, and to the dreamer their voices might have grown articulate. "Perdita," said the young wind, as side by side they sped onward into the night, " did you not see as we went past the house? In one of the rooms a child is lying ; a beautiful child, and she is dead ; I shook the window to frighten her, but she never moved. Can I not do any- thing to hurt her? I hate all beautiful things." "No, we can do nothing, Ira. I, too, used 94 STORIES AND INTERLUDES to hate as you hate, but with me it has worn itself out. I am tired, and cold, and miserable. But there is no rest no rest anywhere. We can do nothing to hurt that child and nothing to help her. She is dead." " I would help no one, but I would hurt her. Can we not reach her, even though she be dead ? What is death?" Perdita seemed now to be speaking to herself rather than Ira. " It was a thousand years ago that they sent me here they to whom a thousand years are but as a day. Beyond this world, be- yond the tangle of which this world is a thread, I lived in broader space, in brighter light, in warmer, clearer air. I do not remember what it was that I did, but for my punishment they sent me here to roam forever up and down. For a thousand years I have never rested ; I have seen the children of men grow up, and fall, and die ; and I have found out many secrets ; but I do not yet know what death is." "I too," said Ira, "came from that place of which you speak. With me it was but a day ago ; yet I, too, cannot remember what it was that I did. But I have been punished punished Until there is nothing left in me but hatred. I long to wreck the ships and tear down the trees. Nothing will make me happy any more, and I am most miserable when I destroy. Yet I cannot help longing to destroy." WHEN THAT SWEET CHILD 1 LAY DEAD 95 "It does not matter," Perdita answered. " The longing will wear itself out. You may grow gentle and play with the flowers. That will not matter either. You will always be unhappy and you will never rest. Oh, if one could rest! If one could be still for a little while, only a little while ! " " In that great house the child that was dead was still motionless. What is death? " There was a pause a long pause before the voice of Perdita spoke in reply : "Can it be? Can it be that we are already dead? Can it be that the punishment of which we spoke was nothing else but death, and that death means the torture of endless unrest? Per- haps the spirit of that child is out in this lonely night, suffering as we suffer." "I feared that you would say it," whispered Ira. " It is quite true. This night that child is with us. Did I want to hurt her? That was foolish of me." And Ira laughed savagely. The two winds sped on together, past an iron coast, over a dark, desolate sea, and on and on. In the long gallery of the house the music was changed ; into its sorrow had entered that tragic anger which knows its own impotence. The night had grown very quiet. The furi- ous winds had passed; the sky had cleared. Over the wide lands lay the fallen snow. The 9(3 STORIES AND INTERLUDES child's father had risen from the organ and opened one of the windows. He stood there looking out. Perhaps it was because he thought of the gentleness of falling snow, or because its wonderful whiteness seemed almost like a con- scious kindness: but as he looked out into the tranquil night his anger ceased. Far off he heard the flooded river sweep the base of the bridge, and the monotonous sound seemed to him like a consolation, like a consoling voice : " I am glad because I draw near to the sea. I shall die, but I shall not be really lost. It is only change. I give myself to the sea, and in return I enter into its strength. The life of a man is but the bandage that blinds his eyes ; and he shall never see the great secret until he himself is part of it. All the rivers run into the sea, and all the lives run into the life eternal. No gain is greater than that loss of self." His own thoughts followed the voice of the river. Could it be that our identity, which we valued so much, was better lost? He had no patience to think the thing out, but he liked that idea of all the lives flowing into the life eternal. He found himself believing in the river's guess-work ; or else he had grown tran- quil under the tranquillity of the night ; or else, perhaps, this quietness was but reaction follow- ing upon action, and the bitterness of sorrow had exhausted itself. He cared very little what WHEN THAT SWEET CHILD LAY DEAD 97 the reason might be. He only knew that he was in some wonderful way consoled. Death was not annihilation. Death was not punish- ment. Death was just the loss of individuality and the gain of something far greater; some- thing which possibly the saints thought when they spoke of perfect communion and of peace that cannot be understood. He turned instinctively to symbolism and analogy. That thing for which lovers long that total surrender of self to the beloved, which love ever desires and ever misses, is the gift that death has for us. By death we merge into that fulfilment which is past words. And past music? He turned once more to the organ to that mysterious language that can be translated into no known tongue. "And," said Richards, next morning, "as I stood at the fur end, he began to play. You won't believe me, Mrs. Smith, and I can't hardly believe myself, but it was one of the 'appiest toons I ever heard him play regular light. Well, thinks I to myself, this is queer; and there, all of a sudden-like, 'e drops 'is 'ands and bends 'is 'ead low this way and begins sobbing great, gaspin' sobs. I couldn't bear it. I come away. It was too awful ! " 7 VI THE MAGIC MORNING THE sunlight fell with steady brightness through the haze of a hot morning. A breath of wind came across the heath, over the dusty road, and down the strip of scented garden that lay in front of the white cottage. It lingered for a moment over some very dark wall-flowers, and then passed through the open window into the lower room on the left of the porch, to see what Mervyn Vallend and his young wife Joyce were going to have for breakfast. The pale yellow curtains moved into soft folds as the wind passed ; there was no one in the room. It was Sunday, and breakfast was not till nine o'clock. The little silver clock it had been a wedding present, and looked it showed that it still wanted a few minutes to nine. The break- fast-table seemed appealing and rather solitary ; it was quite ready. Everything on it was fresh and spotless. There were a handful of loosely- made white roses in a low glass bowl in the centre ; the shaft of mote-speckled light touched the bright silver and a crimson fragrant heap of THE MAGIC MORNING 99 strawberries. They lay on their green leaves, and hoped that Joyce would like them when she came downstairs. It was a pretty room, and everything in it seemed very much as it should be. Joyce loved the extra hour of rest on Sunday mornings. On week-days breakfast was in- clined to be rather a hurried affair, because Mervyn had to catch the train which took him up to the city, and Joyce never felt properly awake at eight o'clock. The extra hour made all the difference. Just at present she was gaz- ing meditatively into the looking-glass. She had a sweet, delicate face, gray eyes, and soft fair hair. She was trying to remember the dream she had had during the night ; and only had an indistinct idea that it had been a very happy dream. She had been still asleep when Mervyn got up to go down to the river for a swim before breakfast. As she turned from the looking-glass she saw through the window across the heath ; Mervyn was coming back along the narrow track that wound through the golden broom and brambles with wet glistening leaves. Joyce turned again to the looking-glass for a second, made some imperceptible feminine alteration, and then ran lightly downstairs, and stood in the porch waiting for him. She had a slight tremble at her heart; and a reason for it. She had only been married two years, and yet 100 STORIES AND INTERLUDES last night she had nearly hated Mervyn. She did not hate him now. He came slowly and easily over the heath. He was wearing flannels. His towel was flung over his shoulder. His cap was pushed at the back of his untidy brown hair. His face was thin and sunburnt. He was tall and straight, and looked younger than he really was. He, too, was wondering at the change this magic morning had made in him. For last night he had thought, almost with despair, that he should never love Joyce any more. Yet nothing unusual had happened to bring about the sad state of things which had existed on the Saturday. Had anything unusual hap- pened, all might have been well; for they had the sensitive temperament which is irritated by the persistently ordinary and is attracted by the unusual. They had both of them, from the very first, been rather too much inclined to think that things would be different with them than with other people. They had expected love's ecstasy to last ; to be always together, and apart from the rest of the world ; to live in a continuous exaltation of spirit ; to have a per- petual summer gentle, cultured, and idyllic in the white cottage, away from the dirt and din of the city. In a word, they had quite for- gotten about action and reaction ; they had been a little too self-conscious. They were not prigs ; THE MAGIC Mervyn was too masculine and Joyce was too feminine for that ; besides, an absence of con- ceit and the presence of a sense of humor saved both of them from being prigs. But in the ecstasy of their love for each other a little of their common sense had evaporated. Even the arrangement of the furniture in the white cot- tage was rather sentimental. And the ecstasy had not lasted. It never lasts. So surely as you go upward from one side of the hill, you must, when you have reached the summit, go downward on the other. There are those who have grown bitter about this necessity. And yet it is sometimes very pleasant and quiet in the valley. Mervyn and Joyce had not quite got down into the valley yet, and were feeling rather lost. For a few months after their marriage, Mervyn had gone on making fresh and exquisite discoveries in Joyce's nature; chance words of hers, little gestures, her choice of flowers and music, seemed to illuminate the reason why she was so lovable. Then he reached the point when there seemed to be no more discoveries to make. She was like a beautiful prayer or poem that has been learned by heart and has been said so often that it has lost its meaning. And there were besides a few disillusions. She was too human to be quite perfect. Just that turn of her tempera- ment which made her love the fanciful stories AND INTERLUDES and verses that Mervyn wrote from time to time also made her a little unpractical. Some- times she forgot how much the most spiritual happiness depends on the most material things. At first, Mervyn had thought nothing of occa- sional discomfort ; but there came a time when he noticed it. Joyce was delicate; it was for this reason that Mervyn had taken the white cottage; and sometimes, when he got back from the city, Joyce was too tired to take much notice of him to sing to him or talk to him. Then he would reproach himself for not being able to take more care of her, for not being able to give her a more easeful and luxurious life, for not having waited until he had secured a better position before he married her. For Mervyn was not mad enough to think that he could live by writing fanciful verses ; they only were one of his pleasures; as far as business was con- cerned, he was the least possible partner in his father's uurom antic firm. He would be a fairly rich man one day; but at present he was poor enough to find himself frequently irritated by limitations. Sometimes the thought had passed through him swiftly, and the night before it had not passed, but had lingered on and on perhaps it would have been better if he had not married Joyce ; Joyce was not fitted to be the wife of a poor man. Last night he had feared that his love for her was slowly wearing THE MAGIC MORNING 103 itself out. She, too, had been through similar experiences; she had begun to think that she was losing his sympathy ; she did little things on purpose to please him, and he never noticed them. Besides, it was rather lonely in the white cottage when Mervyn was away in the city ; and she hated the work of housekeeping, though she did it as faithfully as she could. And there were small worries which tried her and made her fear that she was losing her sweet temper. She had cried herself to sleep on Sat- urday night, being filled with the idea that Mervyn would have been much happier if he had married a capital housemaid. They had not openly quarrelled. On the Saturday afternoon Mervyn got back from the city rather earlier than he had expected ; he was hot and irritated by some petty business wor- ries. He found the white cottage rather dish- evelled. An unclean charwoman was defiling the staircase with her presence. Joyce had been doing accounts ; and the accounts were all wrong ; and her fingers were all inky. She had a headache, and was depressed, and not in- clined to make very much of Mervyn. He walked to the looking-glass and found that he had a smut on his nose. It had probably been there all the hateful morning. He swore gently under his breath ; Joyce heard him and looked hurt. He repented, and asked her to come out. 104 STORIES AND INTERLUDES She reminded him that she had the accounts to do. He told her, rather self -righteously, that she should have got the accounts done before. She, looking as if she were being burned at the stake, but was determined not to mind it, re- plied that she had a headache. One knows how such conversations end. Saturday evening was passed almost in silence. It was all child- ish enough, but troubles do not have to be rational to be troublesome. And these childish troubles had started in both of them a most per- nicious train of thought, ending in the entirely unfounded belief that they were not suited for each other, and did not love each other. But now all these troubles were yesterday's delu- sions; they could not stand before this magic morning. Mervyn had paused a second just before leav- ing the bedroom to go down to the river, and had turned back to look at his sleeping wife. There was a look on her face that he had never seen there before ; it was a look to win love and reverence ; it was the dignity of a sleeping Ma- donna. He took off his cap and, bending over her, kissed her on the forehead gently so as not to wake her. Then he went downstairs, and out through the porch, and up the narrow strip of garden. Yes, the weather was glorious ; but mere weather was not enough to account for THE MAGIC MORNING 105 the splendid exhilaration that filled him. He felt that he liked everything immensely. He watched the bees busy at the work that had been given them; he caught the fragrance of the dark wall-flowers; he heard the repeated calls of the birds the clear tremble, rise and fall of their music. It was all old; it had all been so before ; yet now there was a new wonder in it. There was a new delight in the refreshing plunge into the cold river, and the long, steady swim up against the stream. He was still thinking of this as he came back across the heath. He seemed to have an excess of strength and spirit, a fresh power of enjoyment. As he entered the garden he looked up and saw Joyce a sweet, graceful figure in gray and white standing in the porch. There was a light in her eyes which showed him that she too had felt the magic of the morning. Both knew that there was sympathy again between them. She gave him both hands, and he kissed her ; it was the kiss of a glad lover not the per- functory, matrimonial kiss. As .they sat down to breakfast, both of them could hardly help laughing ; they were so pleased at nothing. They refrained, however, owing to the notion for which something might have been said that such conduct would be slightly idiotic. Mervyn removed a cover : 106 STORIES AND INTERLUDES "That," he said, "is routine sheer routine." " No, no," said Joyce, " it's only poached eggs nothing worse, I assure you." " I meant the number, Joyce. Don't you see the mystic number three? Anna Martha has absolutely no variableness, and she won't allow for it in other people. She knows that I gen- erally eat two and you generally eat one. So she expects us always to do that, and always sends os just exactly three. She's cast a sort of spell over me, and I find myself eating two eggs when I only want one, simply to satisfy the passion for regularity in Anna Martha. I'm not going to stand it any longer. To-day I will only eat one and you shall eat two ; and that will break Anna Martha's clockwork heart." "But I don't see how she's to know, unless you tell her, which of us had two." " That's true, Joyce, horribly true, and I cer- tainly daren't tell her. Well, I must get out of the groove, somehow. I might do it by not eating any at all, only I happen to be distinctly hungry," he added, as he helped himself. They did not always talk such utter nonsense as this ; for both Joyce and Mervyn had as much intellect as the average man and perhaps keener appreciation. But this morning they were talking nonsense with a set purpose ; and yet neither of them had any notion that they were talking with a set purpose at all. This THE MAGIC MORNING 107 happens rather more frequently than is generally supposed. Underneath the words of both of them lay quite unconsciously this thought: " We must not let our minds dwell for a moment on yesterday ; what took place then was all a mistake, and too horrible to think about; we must forget it, and show that we have forgotten it by being cheerful. " " I've got a new dress on to-day," said Joyce, presently. " Do you like it? " "Yes; I had been adoring in silence. It really is a lovable sort of a clothing." He paused for a second. " Talking of new things, " he added, "when I was going down to the river this morning, I stopped for a second to look at you, and, really, there was something something indescribable in your face that I had never seen there before. " Joyce's gray eyes opened a little wider. "How? What do you mean? How did I look? " "Different." " Improved better? " "Happier a saintly sort of happiness." " And it's not so easy to look happy either, with your eyes shut. I I had the loveliest dream. Of course I have forgotten what it was all about; I always forget dreams. But perhaps I was just dreaming it when you looked at me." 108 STORIES AND INTERLUDES " Perhaps. I'm afraid it's one of the things we aren't going to know for certain." "Did you " Joyce paused irresolutely. " No, nothing," she added. " Have some more strawberries? " Mervyn laughed a little. "Yes, I did," he said. " I hope it didn't wake you. I tried not to wake you." "No, it didn't wake me. I'm glad. How on earth did you know what I was going to ask you? I only said two words of it." "Your eyes said the rest." " Joyce, " he added presently, rising from the table, "do you think we are going to church this morning? " Joyce also rose. She walked to the window and looked out. " I feel quite sure that we are going to church this evening ; but this morning is too fine, and it would be too hot in church. I think we will go out into the open air and sit down somewhere. You shall take a book with you, and the cooler of the two whichever it may be shall read to the hotter." " Which way shall we go? " asked Mervyn, as shortly afterward they passed through the gar- den gate out on to the high-road. " Up on to the hills. It will suit a queer kind of exaltation that I'm feeling this morning. I suppose it is because it is such glorious weather." THE MAGIC MORNING 109 " Yes ; it's a magic morning. " "Magic! That's just the word for it. It changes everything; quite common things do not seem common any longer. Look at that golden broom there with the light on it, just on the edge of the heath. It's the ordinariest golden broom, but it's simply beautiful, and I love it I could kiss it." "Do," said Mervyn. "I'm not going to be jealous of a wretched vegetable ; and there's no one coming. Do, by all means." " It wouldn't be a very sane sort of thing to do, I own; but then that's where the magic comes in. It's all the weather; now yester- day " She stopped short. She had only been intend- ing to speak of yesterday's weather, but yester- day did not stand speaking about, or even thinking about, just yet. They went up the hill-side. The bracken was waist-high a sea of pale green rippling to the slightest wind. Below its graceful stems lay the old bracken, brown and faded. On the fine sand of the pathway a thousand tiny insects hurried to and fro. Joyce had gathered two or three wild white roses from a hedge that they had passed, and was fastening them affection- ately in her dress. In the distance they could hear the church bells just beginning; they sounded more sweetly and more musically than 110 STORIES AND INTERLUDES when one heard them in the village street; in- deed, they suggested distance, far-awayness, remoteness ; they awoke in Joyce a feeling of sad longing, the "desiderium" of the Latins, the " 7ro0o9 " of the Greeks a feeling for which a more prosaic nation has no one exact word. For a time the two walked on in silence ; then they sat down in the shadow ; a fallen tree seemed to have fallen on purpose for their convenience. And because Joyce was a little tired with her walk, it was Mervyn who read ; his voice was low and monotonous. Perhaps he was almost too careful not to be declamatory ; but his read- ing was intelligent. It was rather a sad story that he was reading ; these were the last words of it: " Not only was his character entirely cleared. It was thought that he had undergone very much, and had done so for a very noble motive. He was admired indeed, almost worshipped; and his book brought him fresh honor ; it was praised everywhere and bought everywhere; almost every post brought him letters from peo- ple of whom he had never heard before, telling him of the pleasure or the consolation that they had found in his work. He had won reputation and the love of many. He had wealth now, and the life of ease and luxury was possible to him. That was why in all the city there was not one as unhappy as he," THE MAGIC MORNING 111 There was, perhaps, some truth in this. The man in the story had missed the one thing that he wanted most; and the gain of the other things that he had always wanted so much less was only another bitterness to him. There was some truth in it, because after all we are the merest children, and if we cannot have just what we want, we are very much inclined to say that we will not play, and to sulk in a corner. Joyce had heard the story before, and she liked it at times. In more critical moments she could see that it was wanting in brightness and strenuity. The author of it was very young, and had not learned that you must have a light to see the darkness by. But the story fitted her present mood ; it seemed to suit their height above the village and their sense of dis- tance. It is hard to sympathize with the sor- rows to which one is nearest. Yet it was not a morning on which Joyce could stay long in the air of sorrowful sentimentality; her thoughts strayed from the sad story to other and happier things. Mervyn had put the book down and was stretched at her feet ; he was rolling a cigarette and taking a lazy man's trouble about it ; he lit it and smoked for some time in silence. All manner of quaint little summer sounds were going on around them chirp and twitter, nutter of wings, buzzing of insects, rustle of branches. Presently he happened to look up into his 112 STORIES AND INTERLUDES wife's face. "Joyce," he said, "can you tell me what you were thinking about then?" She hesitated a second, and then looked away from him. " No, dear, I don't think I can tell you. Why?" " Because you had that look again the new look that you had when I kissed you in your sleep this morning." "This morning this magic morning," she echoed softly. " No, it's not only the weather; I don't know what it is." They walked home, back to the white cottage, in silence. On Sunday they dined in the mid- dle of the day because it suited Anna Martha better ; in merely material matters they generally arranged themselves as might suit Anna Mar- tha best. The afternoon passed drowsily away ; Joyce read books in a hammock that was stretched between two trees in the garden at the back of the house ; Mervyn smoked many cigarettes and went for a short walk. And in the evening they went to church ; it was not an evening on which either of them was in a mood to criticise very severely. The curate meant to be quite right ; so did the choir of village boys ; so did the organ, a very poor instrument. They all meant to be quite right, and the rest did not seem to matter very much. Later in the evening Joyce played the piano for Mervyn, and he sat and watched her. THE MAGIC MORNING 113 She looked very sweet and delicate in the can- dle-light. She was playing from memory, and her thoughtful eyes were half closed. Her hands, moving over the keys, were small and white and beautiful. Outside, beyond the trees, one could see the crescent moon in a sky that was still thinking about the daylight that had gone but an hour ago. The music that she had been playing had suited well the fall of night, and the recollection of worship, and all gentle thoughts. She paused a moment, and then began to play the second movement of Beethoven's E-minor Sonata, the converse of the lovers. He waited until she had finished, and then he spoke : "Joyce, dearest, I don't know how it hap- pened, but yesterday I did not love you. It won't ever happen again. I love you now." Joyce looked down at her hands, resting on the keys. There were tears in her eyes. "I knew," she said, almost in a whisper, "and I did not love you then." "And now?" "Very very much." She put out the can- dles at the piano, and in a moment she was close to him in the dusk, with her head upon his shoulder. "Mervyn, my dear husband," she said, "I I've got something to tell you." 8 MY LADY'S LILIES "THEY'RE full of graciousness," you said Of lilies in your garden growing. " And you, " I answered, " you are like The fairest lily blowing." To you the simile was naught; It was too trite it did not strike you. But weren't the lilies mad with joy At hearing they were like you ! VII "JADIS" OVER the flat fen country there were white mists rising. It was already growing dusk, but it was not going to be very dark this summer night. The weeds had been cut, and drifted down stream in thick masses. A thin middle- aged man stood by the lock-gates, watching an approaching boat. He was dressed in country clothes, but he had not the air of a country- man ; he was pale and had a look of experience. Save for the regular sound of the sculls, every- thing was quite still. Save for the man at the lock-gates and the solitary occupant of the boat, there was no one in sight. It was a wide, flat, desolate scene. The boat was rather a heavy tub, and the man who was sculling was tired and out of temper. As a rule he was thought to be a dis- tinctly brilliant and genial young man ; but he wanted to get on to Nunnisham, which was five miles beyond the lock, that night, and he had been considerably delayed by the weeds. The gods had given him extraordinarily good 116 STORIES AND INTERLUDES looks and many other good things, enough to keep him genial unless, as on the present occa- sion, circumstances tried him severely. At the lock he drew into the bank and hailed the mid- dle-aged man who still stood watching him. " Hi ! what are the weeds like above the lock? " " Very bad, sir. " The answer was given in a serious, respectful voice. The young man swore gently to himself. " Is there any place near here where I could put up for the night? " " There is only a public-house, sir. I am the landlord of it my name is Hill. I could give you a bedroom ; a little rough, perhaps, but " "Good a bed and some supper capital! That is the only bit of luck I've had to-day." As he was speaking the young man picked up a small knapsack which was lying in the stern of the boat and jumped out. He made the boat fast, and joined the landlord on the towing-path. " It is this way. You will allow me to carry that for you, sir." As they walked along, the brilliant 'young man his name was Philip Vince chatted freely. He was taking a holiday up the river, and was to have joined a friend at Nunnisham that night and then gone on with him the day after. He told the landlord all this, and also surmised that Hill was not a native of the fen country. 117 "No, sir," was the answer. "I was valet to Sir Charles Sulmont. You have perhaps heard of him." Philip had never heard of him, but said that he had. " When Sir Charles died he left me a little money, and I married a maid who was then in Lady Sulmont's service. I bought this house with a little assistance from her ladyship, and settled here. I was very young then, and I have been here eighteen years." Philip gathered from further talk as they went along that Mrs. Hill was dead, and that she had left one child, Jeanne, a girl of seven- teen, who lived with her father. When they reached the inn, Hill showed Philip a bedroom a large, comfortable room, and began to make some apology about supper. They very rarely had any one staying in the house, and there was nothing but Here Philip interrupted : " You would be doing me a kindness if you would let me have supper with you and your daughter. I hate solitude. I mean, if your if Miss Hill wouldn't object." " If you really wish it, sir, I should be very pleased; so also, I am sure, would Jeanne." Hill was a born valet ; he had the manner ; if he had lived out of service for a hundred years, he would have been a valet still. When Hill left him, Philip looked round the room and 118 STORIES AND INTERLUDES congratulated himself. Everything was very neat and clean. The landlord was a capital fellow a little solemn, perhaps, but still a capi- tal fellow. This was far above the accommoda- tion which he had expected. Just then a light footfall came up the stairs, and Philip caught a snatch of a French song. The song stopped short just before the footfall passed his door. Philip conjectured that this must be the daughter, and that it had been a French maid that Hill had married ; hence the name Jeanne and that snatch of song. Also that the daughter had been warned of his ar- rival, and had gone to put on her prettiest dress. All of these conjectures were quite cor- rect. And yet when Jeanne entered the sitting- room a few minutes afterward and saw Philip for the first time, she was so startled that she showed it slightly. Philip was also a little sur- prised, for a different reason, and did not show it at all. He had thought of the possibility that Jeanne might be pretty; and she was a beauty a brunette, childlike in many ways, but with a woman's eyes. Her voice was good, and her first few words showed that she had had some education. It took her about ten minutes to get from de- cided shyness to complete confidence. Philip was feeling far too good-tempered to let any one be shy with him ; he made Hill and his daugh- 119 ter talk, and he talked freely himself. He liked the simplicity of everything about him ; he had grown tired of formalities in London. He liked cold beef and salad, for he was very hungry, and yes, above all, he liked Jeanne. What on earth were that face and that manner doing in a riverside inn ? She was perfect ; she did not apologize too much, did not get flurried, did not have red hands, spoke correctly, laughed charmingly in a word, was bewitching. Really, he was glad that he had been prevented from going on to Nunnisham. Toward the end of supper, he discovered that she was wearing a white dress with forget-me-nots in it. The table was cleared by a native servant, who seemed all red cheeks and new boots. Hill went off to superintend the business of the inn. Philip was left alone with Jeanne. She told him to smoke, and he was obedient; he also made her tell him other things. Yes, she had been to school at Nunnisham rather too good a school for her, she was afraid ; but her mother had wished it. Her mother had taught her French and a little music. Music and drawing were the best things, she thought; but she liked some books. She owned that it was lonely, sometimes, at the inn. " I am glad you came," she confessed frankly. "Jeanne," said Philip, "I heard you hum- ming a line or two of * Jadis' before supper, 120 STORIES AND INTERLUDES didn't I? I wish you would sing it to me." She agreed at once, crossing the room to a little cottage piano rather a worn-out instrument, but still a piano. The melody plaintive, gentle, childish of Jeanne's sweet voice, and the sadness of the words, with their quaint, pen- sive refrain, did not miss their effect. " Je n'attends plus rien ici-bas ; Bonheur perdu ne revient pas, Et mon coeur ne demande au ciel Qu'un repos eternel. " He thanked her; he had liked that very much. "Why," he added, "were you startled when you saw me? " " Because you are a dream come true. I saw your face in a dream last night as clearly as I see you now. All this time I have been feeling as if I had known you before." " Really ? " he said. He had not quite believed it. " How many things come true ! One says things about the shortness of time or the cer- tainty of death so often that they lose all mean- ing ; then when one grows old or lies dying, the platitudes get to have terrible force they come true." She was struck by that; she kept her eyes fixed on his, and he went on talking to her. He did not, as the time wore on, always mean quite so much as he said ; and she meant much 121 more than she said. That is a common differ- ence between a man and a woman on such occa- sions. It seemed to her that now for the first time she really lived. After Jeanne had said good-night, Philip had some chat with her father about her. " I expect that she will be engaged very soon, sir," he said; "a young man called Banks William Banks is anxious, and has spoken to me ; and she likes him. " "Now, I wonder," thought Philip to himself as he went upstairs, " why she never even hinted that to me. 'M yes, I see." Next morning after breakfast he went away, taking with him a few forget-me-nots, a pleasant memory, and just the faintest possible feeling of remorse. They all faded. Jeanne had seemed so quiet and depressed of late that her father, in order to cheer her up, had invited Mr. William Banks to spend the evening. Mr. Banks was a small shopkeeper in Nun- nisham, and considered to be no mean wag by those who knew him. Yet he felt unable to cheer her up. " Supposing we had a bit of a toon, Jenny," he suggested at last. She was quite docile. She played one thing after an- other. Suddenly she began " Jadis." "I don't understand French myself," Mr. 122 STORIES AND INTERLUDES Banks remarked, "but the words of a song don't matter." She had never thought much about the words herself before. But now? "Depuis qu'il a trahi sa foi Rien n'a plus de charme pour moi." Her voica faltered a little, but she sang on to the end of the verse : " Et mon coeur ne demande au ciel Qu'un repos eternel." Yes, the song had " come true." Just there she gave way and began to cry a little. A week afterward Mr. Banks announced that his attentions to Miss Hill were at an end. THE BIRD CAGE THERE is a cage of many a bird Hung up in space by Natural Law ; Doves coo, the peacock is absurd, Swans .sing and die, and black rooks caw ; The fighting cock is killed or wins, Peewits peewit, and pouters pout ; The ostrich feeds on sardine tins, And they can none of them get out. That's what the noise is all about ; They want to, but they can't get out. The cage has many thousand bars ; Each bar's a scientific fact ; Through these they watch the shooting stars, And get emotion from the act. But one owl says the stars aren't there, But in the eyes that watch them fall ; " And eyes, however fine a pair, Don't as a fact exist at all. These bars that make our prison wall Are but phenomena that's all." 124 STORIES AND INTERLUDES That doesn't stop them, not a bit; The skylark sings, and beats his breast Against a bar, and stunned by it, Drops down to die and to protest. As panting in the cage he lies, The glory of a shooting star Drops splendor down the dazzled skies, Where dreams and their cloud-chambers are. " And oh," he cries, "to fly so far Where dreams and bright star-glories are ! " "Tu-whit! the little brute is dead; That will be one star-gazer less. " These are the words the great owl said ; The others cry, "Oh, yes! oh, yes!" But one sweet- voiced and golden brown Croons o'er the lark a plaintive song : " Though the claws are crossed and the wings droop down, And the breast is still, it is not for long. His voice was sweet and his wings were strong, Surely he will awake ere long." "Quite right," the duck quacks, "there are germs Of life when life seems wholly gone. The lark will do to feed the worms, And worms are good to feed upon." " That's splendid ! " all the owls reply, "Our life from death its substance draws; A skylark should be glad to die, THE BIRD CAGE 125 And make us fat by Natural Laws. You and the rooks with their First Caws, Are getting on in Natural Laws." Ages are past, the cage is there, But now to suffocation packed, The dying cry for light and air, With quavering notes that thirst has cracked. The living beat against the bars, Bedewed with tears, begrimed with jest, In mad desire to join the stars, To fly away and be at rest. The down falls from their wounded breast; They die and no one knows the rest. VIII THE DOG THAT GOT FOUND THERE was a dog once that got to be utterly sick of conventionality. It lived in a great house, had proper exercise, proper food, a prop- er control over its temper, and everything quite proper. And after a time things got so bad that it made its complaint to the butler, who had condescended to take it out with him a short way. And this is what the dog said to the butler : " O beautiful butler, I am a-weary, a- weary ! Why should I bark whenever I hear the front- door beh 1 ring, and have it imputed unto me for intelligence? For I know in my heart that the visitors at this house are respectable visitors. I know that they will not steal the spoons, or murder my master and mistress, or growl at you, O beautiful butler. Why then should I bark at them and frighten them? It is such a paltry farce. Why should I pretend to be de- voted to my master and mistress? I like them well enough ; but they are quite ordinary peo- ple, and I am most emphatically not devoted to THE DOG THAT GOT FOUND 127 them. Yet I let them believe it. My master thinks that when he dies I shall fetch a Sir-Ed- win-Landseerish artist, to show my instinct, and then die oleographically on his tombstone to show my fidelity. Bah! Why should I lie down when I am told, and get up when I am told, and always be sent off to bed at the same time? Why should I pretend to be surprised and piggishly pleased, whenever I have any food given me? I tell you that I'm the slave of conventionality, and I hate it. Let us be natural ! For the love of bones let us be natural ! Liberty, beautiful butler, and Fraternity, and Equality!" The dog stopped, gasping. To the butler it was only a noise that the dog was making, an unintelligible noise. For the butler could not understand doggish; moreover, on that morn- ing he had been rendered unhappy by circum- stances, and he was in no mood to tolerate the yelping of a fox-terrier. " Look here, master Fido," he said severely. "Sickly, sentimental name it is, too," inter- rupted the dog. "Look here, master Fido," the butler re- sumed, more severely. "If you can't close your head, I shall just take you back again. That's what I shall do with you. Here am I. I gets my eyes cursed by master Frederick for what's not my fault nor anybody else's fault 128 STORIES AND INTERLUDES except his own. I expect that and I put up with it. And very likely I'm a worm, a trodden worm, being treated as such. But I am not going to be yelped at by no fox-terriers. Human nature draws the line somewhere." "A stupid man, although beautiful," the dog thought to himself, as he silently took his place at the butler's heels. And when he got home he went straight to his bed, and dreamed of a free artistic life, full of love-stories. On the following day a large tom-cat was brought to the house. It had come from a beautiful home for lost culture in South Ken- sington. Fido discovered that it was expected that he would fight with the cat ; so he at once made friends with it to show his originality, and he explained to it how this kind of life hurt him, and how hungry his soul was. Now the cat was very high-toned and as full of other people's phrases as it could stick. " Ah, yes ! " it murmured with a tired mew. "You revolt. It is so very fin de siecle to re- volt. And you would live? I do not see the necessity; that goes without saying, since I am a quietist. It is almost more fin de siecle to be a quietist, you know. You don't know? Ah, how right of you! Never know. Only imagine dream. There are rose-leaves in the world, and old silver and beautiful women, and wind-songs and sea- songs. Go and look for THE DOG THAT GOT FOUND 129 them. Go out into the cool night, when it is dark, and you can see nothing, and look for them. You're drinking my milk, you pig." The last remark, which as compared with the rest was plain, was unfortunately also true. Fido had done it from absence of mind, and he was sore ashamed. But he liked the way the cat talked ; it did seem so very high. So that night he made unto himself an oppor- tunity, and got away from the great house. And first of all he careered into Piccadilly. There he sat down in the middle of the road, scratched his head with his hind-foot, and said, " my adventurous soul ! " At that moment a passing cah nearly ran over Fido, and the driver flicked him with his whip. It was painful. "This is life," said Fido to himself, "poig- nant and intense, it is true, but still quite free from conventionality. I shall come to the sweetness and brightness of it presently. But lovely Helen ! how that whip did hurt ! " He was a moderately intelligent dog, and he saw that these crowded thoroughfares were irk- some to a dog that wanted to be soulful and not to take the trouble to see where it was going. The desert the sandy, lonely, wind-swept desert would do him far better. So he stopped a large St. Bernard, which was taking its mas- 9 130 STORIES AND INTERLUDES ter out, and inquired which was the way to the nearest desert. "Go home, you flighty-headed young idiot," said the St. Bernard sternly. Fido walked on, determined to take no notice of this insult ; but his angry soul bubbled and boiled within him, and called for vengeance until he could stand it no longer. "I must punish that dog," he said to himself; "I '11 go back and bark at his tail, and then run away. He's chained to a man, so he won't be able to run after me." So he went back and barked most nobly; unfortunately he barked at the wrong dog, who was not chained, and when he ran away the wrong dog ran after him, being wishful to eat a portion of him. And for a long time Fido ran on, going westward, and then southwest- ward, skirting passionate Brompton, and paus- ing at last in the North End Koad. But his pursuer had run into a lamp-post that stood in the parts about Knightsbridge, and so had gone no further, being sorry for himself. In the North End Road Saturday night is market-night, and there is such cheapness in that road as can only be found in one other part of great London. It was Saturday night when Fido got there, and the street was crowded. The flare of the lights on the barrows, the hoarse cries of the salesmen, the hurry of every- THE DOG THAT GOT FOUND 131 body, and the excessive intoxication of the three people nearest him, flurried Fido. He found, however, something which was very like a small desert under a barrow where peppermint rock was being sold at a price which, the pro- prietor explained, barely paid for the paper in which it was wrapped. At the next stall was a very scientific-looking old gentleman in a dressing-gown, a gray beard, and a college cap. Fido sat in his miniature desert and listened to the old gentleman, who was addressing the crowd : " It was my aim, therefore, bein' a philosopher as well as a scientist, to go a little further than this Edising what discovered electricity. The question which I arst myself, and which I arsks you to-night, was simply this why should I die? Why should I not use some modification of this electricity, combinin' it with other things, to restore my wasted vitality and pro- long my life? For this purpose I studied for several years in three forrun capitals, and the results is the little machine you see before you. You grasps the two 'andles in your two 'ands, and say when the shock's as strong as you care to 'ave it. ' Appiness and 'ealth for one penny ! ' Appiness and 'ealth by the newly invented life- improver for one penny a shock. After to-night the price will be one guinea a shock, so now's your chance," 132 STORIES AND INTERLUDES "This is better," Fido thought to himself. " We never had any brilliant theories and new discoveries in that horrible abode of conven- tionality where they made me do trust-and- paid-for." At this moment the dog noticed a butcher's shop on the other side of the pavement. The butcher himself stood at one side of it, with the agony of a great soul written on his fat face, speaking to the crowd with the earnestness and conviction of a dying man to dying men : " (Prestissimo) Buy, buy, buy ! (Adagio con molto expressione) Lyedy, gentle lyedy, 'ere's a Sunday dinner for yer. Make your own price, lyedy, and we cuts to suit yer. (Batten- tando) Gentle lyedy, to-morrer's Sunday." " This is Fraternity and Equality," thought Fido. And then another of those curious fits of absence of mind came over him, and he came out from under the barrow, and went over to the butcher's shop; he made a small selection, and walked away with the selection in his mouth. But the butcher saw him, and his voice rose like the wail of a lost spirit: "Blanks and initialled hyphens! kick that dorg, some of yer!" And then it seemed to Fido that earthquakes, explosions, volcanoes, and empty meat tins were all happening at once, and that in the middle of them he himself was running in three different THE DOG THAT GOT POUND 133 directions simultaneously. When he collected his thoughts again he was limping along in great pain on the darker side of the Fulham Road, having dropped the selection into the mud, and feeling like to die. He paused on Putney Bridge to make a moral reflection, ad- dressed to no one in particular: "When you forsake the paths of conventionality keep your eye upon your fleshy appetites. Never forget that you were not made wholly spiritual. " He crawled with infinite difficulty up Putney Hill. It had grown very late now, and there was no one about. He was cut, and bruised, and broken, plastered with mud and blood. When a dog means to do a pathetic thing, it likes to do it in private. So Fido crept away to the right on to Putney Common, and there he hid himself under a bush, panting, with his tongue out. He prayed in faltering doggish that it might occur to a stream of clear, cool water to come past him, because he was too tired to go in search of it. In the early hours he heard a kind of singing in his ears ; and at first his wandering mind thought that this must be his mistress practising her scales in the room overhead; and then he remembered that there was no room overhead, nothing but darkness, and then again it might possibly be the sound of the cool stream coming toward him. He waited a little longer, but the stream did not 134 STORIES AND INTERLUDES come ; there was only one thing left to do, and he did it in a simple and unaffected manner. The laboring man noticed the body, as he took his short cut across the common. " Bill," he said to his mate, " 'ere's a dead dorg, with a silver collar to 'im; 'e must 'ave got lorst." As a matter of fact he had just got found, and his soul was chasing ghost-rats in the happy hunting-grounds. " Fair doos with the collar," remarked Bill. THE BAT AND THE DEVIL I THE bat he hung on the yew-tree bough, As the devil came over the high hill brow. He opened the gate of the grim churchyard, And cursed at the hinges that went so hard. He sat him down 'neath the same yew-tree And long at the poor little bat glared he: " It is but a leaf that is hanging there, Dead, but moved by the strong sweet air. Plants and trees are nothing to me, And nothing to Him who made them be. They have one life and no more than that " Poor old Bat! II The bat dropped down from the yew-tree spray, And crawled on the devil in a grewsome way. A woman's skin would have leaped with fear At the cold claws touching there and here ; But the devil did naught but chuckle and sing : " It's a creeping thing ! It's a creeping thing ! By the Serpent of Eden, first of the line, All that creeps on the earth is mine. 136 STORIES AND INTERLUDES This is no leaf, but a soul to crawl In my inner chamber along the wall, With the poison-snake and the snail of slime In hell's dark place that knows not time, For my sisters to mock and be merry at ' ' Poor old Bat ! Ill But the grim churchyard grew dusk and dark, And stars 'gan twinkling, spark by spark ; And out and away on the air of night Sailed the bat with a noiseless flight, With scarce a whirr of its nervous wing, As it wheeled around in a widening ring ; But a curse came into the devil's eyes, And his mouth was red with blasphemies : " By the angels that float in the heavenly air, By the holy sheen of the wings they wear And damned be they f orevermore ! All that flies in the air will soar Upward to Him, and away from me ! " And the lightning blasted the grim yew-tree, And the thunder roared, and the rain made foam On the path, as the devil got him home Home by the broad road and the level Poor old Devil ! IX TWO POETS "Now, look here, Hubert, do just let me read you the finest part." There was something splendid in the vanity of this large, venerable man. He was only middle-aged, but he looked venerable. He sat well back in his easy-chair, full of complacency and dinner. His fat, white, ringed fingers toyed delicately with his liqueur-glass. His eyes, as he spoke, glanced lovingly toward an awful portfolio a portfolio as bulgy as its owner which rested on a writing-table in a far corner. He was so childish and eager that Hubert felt that it was impossible to be angry with this fatuous poet, although it would be still more impossible to listen to his verses. Hubert was five years younger than the vener- able Archibald, and looked ten years younger. He had the broad, low brow and the luminous eyes that see the humor of things. They had been friends at college, and college friendships stick. They only resembled one another in the fact 138 STORIES AND INTERLUDES that they both wrote verses. Archibald was a fairly rich man, and was about to publish his own works at his own expense in dainty vellum binding. Hubert, although not poor, was much poorer, and quite unpublished. Archi- bald had never suffered a strong passion, had no strange experiences, and no close ties of af- fection; for he had many acquaintances and no near relations. In Archibald's affections, Hubert had told him more than once, Archi- bald himself and his own verses came first, sweet champagne and oily liquors second, chocolate bon-bons third, and the rest nowhere. At which Archibald would smile a fat smile, and say that he was quite prepared to own his devotion to his art. He was so perfectly well satisfied with himself that the laughter or jeers of his friend never affected him, and would not have affected him even if they had not been as they were always uttered good-humoredly. Hubert had been less fortunate than Archibald. He was more sensitive and less sensible. He was susceptible, and had been the fool of more than one woman. At this time he was mar- ried, but separated from his wife. He was re- served on such points, and Archibald never knew that his friend was, or ever had been, married. Hubert was always suffering the re- morse that he was always causing himself ; and yet his frailties were lovable, and he had never TWO POETS 139 lost his sweet temper and his geniality. His experiences and sorrows had gone straight through his heart out into his verse. In verse he had found much consolation, but no money. It was not poverty that caused either of the two to write. Vanity compelled Archibald; the desire for comfort moved Hubert. Yet with all their differences they remained very good friends. They often dined together, as they had been dining now, in Archibald's chambers. On rare occasions Hubert would allow Archibald to have recourse to the awful portfolio; then Archibald was happy. Hubert never read his own poetry aloud, and his friend only knew that he had written some verses for which he had not been able to find a pub- lisher. "Now, my dear fellow," said Archibald, re- peating his request, "I value your opinion. The part I want to read you is the first twenty lines of * The Darkness of Eros.' After that, if you don't want to hear any more, I promise to stop. I read those twenty lines to Smith - son, and he asked me to go on ; and you know Smithson's not the man to be easily pleased." Archibald rose and waddled toward the port- folio like a frightened hen getting home. "All nonsense, old man," said Hubert; "you'd had Smithson to dinner." "But that's nothing to do with it," replied 140 STORIES AND INTERLUDES Archibald, fumbling with a bundle of proofs which he had selected from the portfolio. "Well, you know, Smithson's mostly used to dining at restaurants, and he can't quite un- derstand a free feed. I can. I like it. But Smithson always has an idea that he's got to pay for his dinner somehow. When he dines with one, he alwaj's admires the pictures and furniture. Of course, he can't admire your Landseers; because, although Smithson's vul- gar, he's not so hopeless as all that. But he praises your poetry instead." Archibald smoothed out one long slip on his plump knee. " Now it's just precisely because by a remark like that you show a certain amount" of insight that Smithson doesn't pos- sess that I want you to er now then." And before Hubert could stop him he had read the first line : "'Shall we sing of the sea-foam that bore thee, the Mother of Love?'" " Next line ends in 'dove/ " remarked Hubert waywardly. "It does not," said Archibald emphatically. "It ends in 'above.' And you might have had 'grove' or 'shove,' or heaps of things. You spoil it, you know, by talking like that." "No, my dear fellow," said Hubert; "it's Smithson who really spoils you. Look here. TWO POETS 141 When you read your verses I want to laugh, and that's not right. I'll tell you what I'll do. I'll do something I never did for you before. I'll take that proof home and read it, and give you my detailed opinion of it." "You will?" said Archibald, and his eyes brightened as he handed him the proof. " I'm not sure that it would not be better for me to read it ; but, on my word, it's something that you want to read it yourself when you've only heard one line." For it was Archibald's conviction that Hubert must have been attracted by that line to make the proposal. "And you'll give me your opinion of it," he continued, "your candid opinion just what you think, you know?" "I will," said Hubert; "but you will publish it just the same, whatever my opinion is." "I own that," replied Archibald blandly: "because I have a confidence in that work which I am persuaded is just. " "And talking of candid opinions," Hubert went on, with the plain speaking of a very old friend, "this particular mixture of citron and treacle is rather more nasty than I care for. I know it's your taste, but " Archibald smiled and touched the bell. Then they fell to talking of the wickedness of wine merchants and publishers and of the beauty of old college-days, until the small 142 STORIES AND INTERLUDES hours. Hubert was thinking as his cab took him back to his own chambers. He was think- ing of a certain ship of his which had recently come in and which he had long before given up. It would enable him, if he liked, to do precisely what Archibald was doing to publish his own verses at his own expense. On the table in his chambers he found a let- ter waiting for him, addressed to him in a fa- miliar feminine hand. It was written on thick, rough-edged paper, and bore a great gilt mon- ogram. She was always adopting fashions, he knew, but they took time in reaching her. There were three sheets, all crossed; and one of them was smeared with cigarette ashes. He glanced through them impatiently and flung them on the fire. Then he took out his check-book, wrote a check, and put it in an en- velope, which he stamped and addressed. Then he went to bed with the pleasant con- sciousness that the ship which had come in had now gone out again ; and that the poems would have to wait. Yet they ultimately found a publisher. Archibald Somers and Hubert Ray both died in the same year. Sixty years afterward a critical work appeared on Archibald Somers. As this critical work expressed what were cer- tainly the general sentiments of the time, some TWO POETS 143 of it may be quoted. Besides, it is a little curi- ous: "It is to be regretted that Hubert Ray had not the humility to undertake the work of Boswell for John- son ; although he was undoubtedly less than Boswell, even as Somers was undoubtedly greater than Johnson. Had he done so, we might have had a clearer picture of the personality of the finest English poet since Mil- ton. As it is, Archibald Somers is an indistinct fig- ure ; a figure which we love and reverence, but of which we would fain know more. Hubert Ray was too much taken up with his own filthy intrigues, his own morbid rhymes and spiteful lampoons ; he was too much blinded by conceit to see the greatness of his intimate friend. It is a satire on their times that Hu- bert Ray should have found a publisher foolish enough to produce his works for nothing, while Archibald Somers positively had to pay to give the world a work which it now knows to be priceless. It is true that subsequently, even in their life-time, the pre-emi- nence of Somers was acknowledged ; but if we may judge the man from the delicacy of his writing, his modesty would be astounded if he knew alas, he can never know ! the position which he justly holds now among the poets of this land. " AINIGMATA I WANTED the sweep of the wild wet weather, The wind's long lash and the rain's free fall, The toss of the trees as they swayed together, The measureless gray that was over them all ; Whose roar speaks more than a language spoken ; Wordless and wonderful, cry on cry The sob of an earth that is vexed and broken, The answering sob of a broken sky. What could they tell us? We see them ever The trees, and the sky, and the stretch of the land; But they give us a word of their secret never ; They tell no story we understand. Yet haply the ghost-like birch out yonder Knows much in a placid and silent way ; The rain might tell what the gray clouds ponder, The winds repeat what the violets say. Why weeps the rain? Do you know its sorrow? Do you know why the wind is so sad so sad? AINIGMATA 145 Have you stood in the rift 'twixt a day and a morrow, Seen their hands meet and their eyes grow glad? Is the tree's pride stung at its top's abasement? Is the white rose more of a saint than the red? What thinks the star as it sees through the casement A young girl lying, beautiful, dead? 10 WHITE NIGHTS 1 THE STORY OF UNA AND ALTERA LILIAS, the princess whom all loved, was ill and not able to sleep. We did not know just at first what was the matter with her, and in- deed the court physicians owned that they did not understand her illness. The king, her father, was away at a conference in a distant island, and her two sisters, the Princesses Rosalys and Yseult, grew very anxious. Lilias had always been slight and delicate ; and now every day she seemed to grow more pale and fragile and worn. A very little thing would be a burden to her and make her tired. Yet she kept her beauty; it seemed even to be in- creased, and there was a more pathetic mean- ing in her gray eyes. Her loveliness lay in her rare and wonderful spirituality. It was not the common beauty of a woman; it was the beauty that one would imagine in a saint the reflection in her look of the beautiful soul with- in her. To all around her she was as kind and gentle WHITE NIGHTS 147 as ever, but one could see that she had lost her interest in things. She would sit, looking out on the sunset or listening to the far-off sound of the sea, saying nothing. We knew that she had some sorrow, and we would have done much anything to have helped her; for she had many lovers, and she always seemed to win, even from quite ordinary men, the best love the love that desires only to give and not to receive. But there was none who would have dared to ask for her confidence. It was very rarely that she spoke of herself. Most women will chatter about their hearts to other women, but the Princess Lilias was not like that. Her share of the more intimate sorrows and joys of humanity was so sacred that even sympathy was in peril of becoming profanation. All this should have been nothing to me, the king's fool, the son of a scullion in the royal household, but it happened one night that Lilias said she would like some one to come and tell her stories from time to time, especially on those nights when she could not sleep. It was then that the chief minister told me to hold my- self in readiness; he explained to me that he had no reason to believe I could make up stories myself, but he knew that I was well acquainted with the jests of all lands, and that I might, by drawing from the stores of my memory, be able to be amusing. I was not to tell sad sto- 148 STORIES AND INTERLUDES ries. My audience was to consist of the three princesses, as a rule. I mistrusted my own powers. The Princess Rosalys was quiet, kind, womanly, and I knew that she would not judge my attempts too hardly. Yseult was petulant, wayward, provo- cante, and sometimes bitter of spirit, although she was not able to hurt me. And it seemed impossible to make anything good enough for Lilias to hear; and yet I wanted to try. I was not going to obey the minister's orders and make my stories consist entirely of remembered jests ; for it did not seem to me to be the best kind of sympathy to laugh with those that weep. Yes, I was glad that I was going to be with Lilias; I liked to look at her; indeed, I liked all beautiful and sorrowful things, being des- tined to ugliness and merriment all my days. Those days will soon very soon be at an end now. For I who write these words am un- der sentence of death, and together with this account of the white nights of the Princess Lil- ias, I shall be writing the last chapter of my own story, showing how it was that I was con- demned to die. Now, when I was first sum- moned, it was to the great hall, and the prin- cesses were seated near the fire, for it was early in the summer and the nights were still chilly. Lilias was half reclining, looking tired and white, but with her gray eyes wide open. Ho- WHITE NIGHTS 149 salys was seated on the ground at her feet, her head resting on her sister's knees. But Yseult sat a little way apart, with laughing eyes, her fingers trembling on the strings of the harp which she had been playing. "We await your story, fool," said the dark- haired Yseult. " Will you tell us a story, Otho? " asked Ro- salys more gently. "A story of children," added Lilias; her voice was more musical and softer. " Yes, " I said, " but you must play for me a little while, Yseult, while I think." It was the privilege of the king's fool to be allowed abso- lution from all etiquette. It was generally felt that he did not matter, and I said what I would. " Will you play for me? " She showed her little white teeth. "Why should I play for you, fool? Yes, I will," she added petulantly. " What shall it be? " " Searching music music that goes away to look baffled music." "But you are reasonable, fool. You ask a light thing an easy thing." And, being wayward, she would not play as I had asked her. She made music that laughed and laughed; and suddenly it found out that all was too sad to laugh about, and went sob- bing away and hid itself. She looked at me proudly when she had finished, knowing that 150 STORIES AND INTERLUDES she had played well and thinking that I would praise her. But I stood leaning against the high mantelpiece, with my eyes on the gray eyes of Lilias. The silence was pleasant; pleasant too was the dim light and the fragrance of the logs that smouldered on the open hearth. For a moment I said nothing, and then standing there I began the story of Una and Altera. Some people thought that Mark, the king of Mirage, was eccentric; others considered him to be wise ; but to most he seemed brutal. He had a queer temper, soured, but with a streak of tenderness in it. He would frequently make theories on the spur of the moment, which were not good ; he also clung to them, as a rule, and acted upon them, which was still worse. One day, when he was a young man and had not been long on the throne, he was talking to his chief counsellor. And the chief coun- sellor happened to say something on the subject of education. It was enough; it started Mark. " No looking-glasses ! " Mark said suddenly, "and- no portraits! They are the ruin of all education, and 'Know thyself is the worst ad- vice that ever was given. Why am I self-con- scious? Looking-glasses and portraits are the reason. Why are you you will excuse me WHITE NIGHTS 151 so outrageously affected? Once more look- ing-glasses and portraits. " For Mark was not good-looking, but the chief counsellor had a very fine open countenance. The chief counsellor moved his shoulders just a very little and made his eyebrows ex- pressive. "One must brush one's hair sometimes," .he said deprecatingly, "and without a looking- glass " "I don't see the necessity," interrupted the king. " Besides, with a little practice you can do even that without a looking-glass. I always brush my hair without a looking-glass." This had been moderately obvious, but the chief counsellor did not like to allude to it. " When I am married and have a son," the king went on, "I will not allow him even to know of the existence of such things as looking-glasses or portraits. He shall never see his own face un- til his character is formed." "Were you thinking of getting married? " asked the chief counsellor, by way of chang- ing the subject. "I was." " Might I" the chief counsellor hesitated "might I ask if you have already honored any woman with your love? " " You might, but it has nothing to do with it. Immortals! You don't think I would 152 STORIES AND INTERLUDES marry any woman that I really loved. Would you drink Lafite out of a stable-bucket? " " No, but I should like to own enough of it to last me my life- time." "And marriage does not last a life-time," the king broke in impetuously. " Love does, if you don't marry. Marriage, sooner or later, at the best changes love into that nauseous wholesome affection you have for your dog or your father. Oh, you're an ordinary person! You simply darent be new." The chief counsellor might have retorted that the king "simply daren't" be anything else. But he did not. He sighed and with- drew. Shortly afterward the king acted on one of his theories. He married a woman he did not love in the least. He told her so. " I like you because you're fairly pretty and good-tempered," he said. " I don't love you, and I never shall, because our souls don't touch at any point. You couldn't possibly love me, because I hap- pen to be horrible in most ways. But business is business. You probably would like to be a queen, and I have the vacancy to offer. To- day week would suit me very well. If you've any engagement for that day don't mind say- ing so, and I'll find somebody else." Curiously enough, this particular woman did love Mark loved him very badly. It is still WHITE NIGHTS 153 more curious, seeing that she loved him, that she should have married him after such a pro- posal as this. " But, " she thought, " I will never let him see that I love him until I have made him love me." She never did let him find out her love for him, and, as a natural conse- quence, he never loved her ; a little less nobility would have made her happier. After a year she bore him a daughter and died, and King Mark walked up and down the long gallery out- side the room where she was lying dead, curs- ing his dead wife and all women, for he had greatly desired to have a son. He bade the women of the palace to take charge of the child and call her Una. He gave minute instructions about her education; she was never to see the reflection of herself in a mirror, or polished metal, or water ; there were to be no pictures whatever in the rooms where she lived. She was not to know that there were any such things. His orders were carried out with exactitude. People mostly had a habit of obeying King Mark. For seven years the king never saw his daughter: he went away to the wars, and absolutely refused to sit in a tent of cloth-of-gold three miles away from the scene of action, drinking sack and being styled Most Puissant. That kind of thing did not amuse him ; he wanted fighting. He was not a good swordsman, but he came out safely 154 STORIES AND INTERLUDES from all his battles. " You have brought back your life and your honor," said the chief coun- sellor. "And I do not want either," answered King Mark. "I only want one thing, and I shall never have it." One day he suddenly entered that wing of the house where his daughter Una lived. He was shown the room where she was ; he opened the door and entered. She had no dolls, be- cause they were considered to be contrary to the spirit of the king's regulations. She was read- ing in a big illuminated missal, for she had no companions and no games, and had been all her time learning things. The illuminations had been very carefully selected. There was no butterfly, nor bird, nor flower depicted there- in. The king sat down with his elbows on his knees and his chin in his hands, looking at her. She was very beautiful; there was sunlight in her hair ; there was sunlight in her eyes ; her smile was sunlight. As soon as she saw the king she put the missal aside, and without the least shyness or embarrassment came toward him. She took both his hands in her own and kissed him. " You are my dear- est Mark," she said, "and I have never seen you before. They have told me of you. You have been away fighting. That is grand. The more you fight the more I will love you." King Mark was enraptured. He was espe- WHITE NIGHTS 155 cially pleased that Una called him by his name and not by the commonplace style of the com- monplace relationship. He stayed a long time with her, and found her most bright and affec- tionate and free from self-consciousness. He told her stories and she told him stories in re- turn, using free dramatic gestures. "Now I must go, Una, " he said at last. " Is there any- thing I can do for you anything you want? " "You, you and your stories," she answered. "You tell them as if you hated people and wanted to fight them, and it's grand." So the king went away madly exalted. In the corridor he met the grave chief counsellor. " Counsellor, " he cried joyously, " is there anything in the world that you want? " "The Order of the Innermost has not yet been conferred upon me." This had always been a sore point with the chief counsellor. "You shall have it," shouted the king, and passed on. He next met Una's governess. " Una's governess, tell me is there anything in the world that you want? " he asked. "Nothing, O king nothing for myself. But, oh, that poor Una ! That poor child ! " and she burst into tears. " Come with me and explain yourself, " said the king. And he took her to the room where he never did any work, and which was conse- quently called his study. There the governess 156 STORIES AND INTERLUDES explained. Una was so beautiful and had no chance of knowing her own beauty the great- est joy that child or woman can have. " And I mayn't speak to her of it. Can't she have just one looking-glass? " The king thought for a moment and replied : " She shall have a large looking-glass, and I will take her to see her reflection in it. But you must go on as before and never speak to her of such things." "Thank you," said the governess. "Women do need a looking-glass." She herself was as ugly as an unromantic virtue. On the following day the king had one end of a little room entirely covered with looking- glass. Four yards in front of the looking-glass a silk cord was stretched across the room. He had a fresh lock put on the door with a little silver key to it. Then he bound over the work- men to secrecy and went to find Una. " Una," he said, " I have a secret to tell you. It is not generally known, but you are one of twins. Your sister is rather like you, and I always have her dressed exactly like you. Her name is Altera." " I have always wanted a sister a sweet sis- ter. May I not see her? " "Yes, under certain conditions. There are state reasons. I will take you to a room where she is. You must not speak to her, nor she to you as yet ; you may make signs, and if she WHITE NIGHTS 157 loves you she will copy them exactly; if you smile at her she will smile at you. You must not go beyond the silken cord which is stretched across your part of the room, and she will not go beyond the cord which is stretched across her part. And you must not say a word about it to any one. " The child excitedly promised obedience. The king had arranged the light in the looking- glass room it was generally called the red room so that it should be soft and dim. " I shall wait outside," said the king. " You must only stay for a few seconds." So Una went in, and the king waited out- side with mad humor shooting out of his eyes. Presently Una came out again. "Oh!" she cried eagerly, "how I love her! How I love her. My sweetest, dearest Altera ! She is far far more beautiful than I am. And she must love me, too, because she made all the signs and so quickly. When may I speak to her and kiss her? I am really happy now that I have Altera. Oh, she is sweet! " Then the humor all went out of the king's eyes, and great wonder came into them. " Go away, Una, for a little while," he said. "I want to think." He went out and stretched himself in the long grass and felt half -frightened at the thing that he had done. And a little brown snake 158 STORIES AND INTERLUDES came through the grass and bit him, and he died. There was great lamentation in the palace. The chief counsellor, at the close of the next day, went to find Una in her own room and comfort her. She had been crying all day and her face was tear-stained. As soon as he en- tered, before he could say anything, she spoke : " Have you told Altera? " * "Who is Altera?" asked the counsellor blankly. "No, you don't understand. I thought you would not. You have the king's keys there. Give me the little silver key and follow me to the red room." The child already spoke im- periously, like a queen. "Take that taper, please. I may be able to tell you about Altera directly." At the door of the red room Una took the taper and entered, bidding the counsellor wait outside. He left the door ajar and listened. This is what he heard : "They told you then, sweetest Altera, and you were coming to comfort me. I love you for that. You must not cry any more, because you are so beautiful, and it spoils you. I want to kiss you and have you in my arms. Speak ! Speak ! It can't matter now that he is dead. See, I undo the cord and you do so too. I put down my taper and you put down yours. WHITE NIGHTS 159 Speak to me ! Come, I can wait no longer. I must go to you. Ah! you come to me. Quickly! Quickly!" Then there was a cry a crash of glass a fall a low moan and silence. " When talk sends you to sleep silence wakes you," said Yseult, with a little yawn. "Thank you, Otho," said Rosalys. " What made you think of that story? " asked Lilias. " You did, " I answered, and withdrew from their presence. 2 THE STORY OF THE FERRYMAN A FEW days after I had told my first story, there began to be some little talk about the Prin- cess Lilias. There were hints and murmurs, and the burden of them was that all would be well with her again when the prince came back. I knew that they spoke of the Prince Hilaro. He had come from over seas, from the Isle of Storm, to our court and had stayed with us for a while. I saw him often then, and yet it is hard to describe him. He was young and tall ; body and soul he was made of beauty, and brightness, and strength. All his days he had lived the life of a knight and of a saint, and all the great deeds that he had done, and all his long endurances and hardships, and all 100 STORIES AND INTERLUDES high and spiritual thoughts, seemed to have given something to the beauty of his face. He was made perfect. There was no fear in him, and no vanity, and nothing that was not noble. He had no idea that he was great, and to all except himself he was kind. When he was with us, there were some who thought that he loved Lilias. I, the king's fool, had thought it. But he had gone back again to his home in the Isle of Storm, and had said noth- ing. None of us had supposed that Lilias loved him ; she seemed above all love. Yet now we heard that the king had left the conference and had gone on to the court in the Isle of Storm. Despatches were received, and the old ministers whispered together. Folks said that Prince Hilaro was coming again, and that all would be well when the prince came back. One night I was bidden to come to the sum- mer-house that the king had built for the prin- cesses in the part of the palace gardens which was called the wilderness. The three prin- cesses were waiting for me there. Lilias stood by the window ; she was in shadow ; yet once I saw her eyes, looking prayers, as it seemed, at the strewn stars, for it was a glorious, fair night. Perhaps her thoughts were for a time far away with Prince Hilaro. Yseult, with flashing eyes and lips pressed close together, WHITE NIGHTS 161 touched very softly the strings of her harp. She made it whisper curses. Then came a scrap of a wild song. Rosalys, who was seated by her side, started a little and said : "That is horrible, Yseult do not sing it. But but yes, I must hear the rest of it. Go on. Sing ! " Yseult turned to me, instead of answering Rosalys. "Listen, fool," she said, "listen. This is called the 'Song of Hate/ and I love it. See, the symphony begins a beautiful witch' woman, red-lipped, starving-eyed, passionate, looking out into the storm." Suddenly she began to sing. The music was the wickedest music I ever heard in my life. Here are the words : " My eyes look out on the storm and night, And my heart is mad with fierce delight ; By my spells have I worked their fate aright I have worked the deaths of my brothers three. " They took my lover from my side ; There were flashing swords, and a voice that cried ; At the hands of the cowards my lover died Dead, dead ere the dawn they'll bel "One's gone to sea with his merchandise ; One's gone to war where the red flag flies ; One sits reading, to make him wise Such men are my brothers three. 11 162 STORIES AND INTERLUDES " One for his merchandise wins gold ; One in the battle would fain be bold ; One learns secrets manifold Dead, dead ere the dawn they'll be! "There's storm and wreck on the sea to-night; There's a blade that circles swift and bright ; There's lightning to strike with a falchion white These things wait for my brothers three. " The trader will die in storm and wrack ; And the soldier will fall and no more come back ; And the third will be horrible, burned and black Dead, dead ere the dawn they'll be! " Over the harp-strings, breathless and swift, upward, upward, louder and louder leaped the storm-music; and suddenly stopped, as though stabbed by a quick thrust, trembled, and was still ; and out of the awful hush, slowly, like a thing that has been crushed and hurt, crept the melody once more whispering, sobbing : " Oh, my dead lover, come ! I fall ! I die, and do not hear thee call ; I see thy face no more at all Come in this darkness come to me ! " It was for thee I wrought the spell That even now is working well For their three lives my soul in hell Dead, dead ere the dawn I'll be !" The music had us all by the throat. No one spoke. I had never heard Yseult sing so effec- WHITE NIGHTS 163 lively, so dramatically before. ""At the last note she rose quickly, and stood for a second sway- ing, with fluttering breath. Rosalys was watching her anxiously. Then like a blind woman, as if she were finding her way by in- stinct, with hands outstretched, Yseult made her way across the room to Lilias, and flung her arms about her waist, letting her head droop. They stood there in the shadow to- gether against the window, and Lilias said something to her, gently, as one soothes a child. I did not hear nor try to hear what it was. Rosalys looked nervous questions at me. Yes, I had nearly been present at a little scene, and that was not as it should be. Presently they left the window and sat down by Rosalys. " Otho," said Lilias, " will you tell us a story a quiet story? " " Yes, do, Otho, " said Yseult. She had sung the spirit out of her, and there were tears in her eyes I do not know why I cannot under- stand women. She had forgotten to be scorn- ful. This was my story : On the western side of Philistia lie the Great Marshes. Stretches of wet sand flash to a sun- setting ; and there are broad sheets of water and little pools; and all is flat, and desolate, and 164 STORIES AND INTERLUDES still. And on the outskirts of the Great Marsh- es runs a very wide river, tired, and sliding slowly. There is an island in it with two tall trees on the island where the herons build, and further down the river is a ferry and the ferry- man's cottage. It was lonely for the ferryman, because he had none other living with him in the cottage. The scenery did its best to be diversified, but it was a poor, flat thing ; and he could not talk to it, of course. Sometimes for days he would hear no human voice, because there would be no one going to Philistia or coming from it by way of the Great Marshes. On those days it seemed hard to him that the birds on their island should be happy, or that the sun should be bright, or that the long tremble of the moon by night should turn the marshes to a golden dream. Sometimes he would speak to himself : "Why do you go on doing it? The light will come and the darkness will follow with its sleep, whether you live or die. And all will be the same, whether you live or die. For if you died another would come to row the folk across the wide river, one who would perhaps have wife and child to make a sweetness of this soli- tude. Why do you go on? " Or he would speak to the river : " River, why do you go on ? Do you not know what will be the end of it the awful, limitless WHITE NIGHTS 165 sea where you will be lost, lost? Why did you come this way? Why did you not pass through the city four miles yonder where there are children, and love, and laughter? Poor river, you could not help yourself, just as no man can help himself. The tilt of the land for you and the set of circumstances for me ; and we both go on." On the other side of the river, nearer to Phil- istia, there stood a tall tower, and in the tower there hung a great bell ; so that those who came from Philistia and would cross the wide river might make the bell speak. Far away on his side the ferryman could hear the bell, and would bring his boat to take the folk across. Now one night he lay awake, obeying that wise ordinance by which the more a man wishes to sleep and forget, the more it is absolutely certain that he will lie awake and think. And suddenly he heard in the distance on the other side of the river the bell clanging irregularly. "It is a woman," he thought to himself. Hurriedly he dressed, and pulled his heavy old boat across over the still river to the landing- stage. There was a lantern burning there all night, and by its light he saw on the lowest step a woman standing a strange figure. She had an imperious face, but the pride of her gray eyes and firm mouth was touched and softened by weariness and sorrow. Over her 166 STORIES AND INTERLUDES hair and shoulders she had flung something of silver and gray ; her dress was white and gold, and the train of it was flung over one arm ; he could see tiny silken shoes and the flash of gems on the buckles. She was splendid in the lan- tern light, with the screen of dark trees behind her that hid the roadway. But what did she alone by night in such attire? She stepped into the boat, saying nothing, and seated herself in the stern of it. The ferry- man, half-dazed with wonder, began to pull slowly back again with his precious cargo of gems and beauty, when he heard the sound of wheels dying away in the distance on the road that the dark trees hid. " It is the carriage that brought her," he thought. When they had reached the middle of the river, she spoke at last. Her voice was a voice to move men. "Kow no farther," she said. "Let the boat drift; and in an hour's time take me back once more to the landing-stage. My carriage will have returned, and will be waiting in the road." He bowed his head and did as she bade him, and said nothing. With every tone of her voice and with every glance of her gray eyes the world was changing for him. And it would all be for an hour for an hour only. She began to speak once more : "Did I wake you? No? I was so weary of WHITE NIGHTS 167 it all. Every night in the city yonder it is the same for me dance, and mask, and pageantry ; crowds, and brilliancy, and glare, and empti- ness." She laughed softly to herself; and it was to herself that she seemed to be speaking when she continued : " To-night I slipped away unnoticed. It was intolerable, it was stifling. And I thought of this wide, silent river four miles away ; I thought that the quiet, the cool- ness, the drifting, would be sweet for an hour. Perhaps even now they are wondering won- dering." The night was sultry, and she flung off the shawl of silver and gray; the white moonlight covered her ; the diamonds sparkled in her hair and on her white neck. There was a long spell of silence, and then she made the ferryman speak of the ways of birds, of the sandy ridge a mile away, high above the sea, where the yellow poppies grew ; of the legend about the ghost-moth ; of his cot- tage ; of himself. " Alone? " she said ; " always alone? Almost I would that I were you. You cannot think how in the end the monotonous brightness of life wearies and hurts one." She did not know what she was doing with her words and her perfect presence. And the talk went on, broken by easy silences. A dark thought came to the ferryman. He could not live with her, with this woman for whom he seemed to have been waiting all his 168 STORIES AND INTERLUDES life, for one more hour. But it would not be hard to die with her, going down under the sliding waters. No, he would not mar what he could not make. And at last, as they neared the landing-stage again, something seemed to tell her that it would be kinder not to pay this man in the usual way. "I want to give you something," she said. " Let me give you a new boat ; this is so old." He shook his head. His eyes were fixed on the purple flowers dying in the gemmed clasp at her breast. " May I have those flowers? " he asked. Amusement touched the corners of her mouth. He was the third man who had asked her for them that night. "You may not," she said shortly. Two servants were waiting at the landing-stage, and helped her from the boat. She had grown a little angry, and she whispered a word to one of the servants. In obedience the man flung a couple of gold pieces half-contempt- uously into the ferryman's boat. The ferry- man murmured a word of mechanical thanks and pulled back to the cottage. He made the boat fast. As it lay there, the moonlight fell on the gold pieces still lying at the bottom of the boat. And the ferryman went into his cottage and threw himself once more upon his bed. "If WHITE NIGHTS 169 there is any mercy any mercy," he cried, "I shall die this night." He did not die ; and the nights, and days, and loneliness went on as before ; and nothing was changed. As I went back alone from the summer-house to the palace, Lilias came up with me and walked a few steps by my side, in silence, down the great avenue. And then she put one hand lightly on my shoulder : "You are not very happy, Otho, are you? " she said gently. I tried to speak, but my voice choked me. I shook my head. "Nor I, "she said, "nor I." 3 THE STORY OF SYBIL I WANDERED aimlessly out into that part of the gardens which was called the Wilderness. I had not been bidden to come to the princesses that night; and it seemed that by this time all within the palace were sleeping, for all the lights were out. The day had been stifling and noisy ; but now beyond the palace, in the ter- raced gardens and right away to the stretch of sleeping hills, there were cool, quiet hours. A shy wind red-lipped, as I fancied, from secret kisses of flowers came stealing out, as though 170 STORIES AND INTERLUDES it had been afraid to come by day, lest it should meet people who would not understand it. I could hear the fall of the fountain, as it whis- pered love-stories to the ghost-stars reflected in its dark basin. Suddenly in the plantation, a little farther off, an owl hooted. It was like the cry of a mad woman. Then once more there were only murmurs whisper of wind, and trees, and water. Over the patient crouching hills came the moon, like a golden spirit flying slowly in its sleep. The light fell brightly on the gardens of the palace. And now I stood at one side of a broad lawn, and on the farther side was the plantation. All day Lilias had been in my thoughts, and I knew by sympathy that she was in the night ; I was not startled when I saw her come out from the darkness of yonder trees on to the lawn. She was all in white a peaceful figure. She had seen me, and came toward me, stretch- ing out both hands. " Otho," she said, " Otho, you too? I am glad, because I want a story. Rosalys and Yseult are sleeping, and I thought that I could not send for you because it was so late. Tell me a story to take me from my thoughts." We walked together to an old stone seat under the trees. She sat down there, and I stretched myself on the grass at her feet, waiting to see WHITE NIGHTS 171 my story that I was to tell her. I looked out into the night and then upward to her. The scent of the white flowers that she wore came down to me ; almost I heard her thoughts. And all the world seemed a mist of dreams and pict- ures, and she alone was real. Life was like a tense string of a 'cello, touched steadily by the bow, vibrating, pleading. Suddenly I became conscious that she was speaking to me. I fancy she was asking me if I were tired, if I would rather not tell her a story that night. "No, no," I said, "I see the story now." There was once a girl-child who had very little luck indeed. She had six sisters all of a larger size and of a more comely appearance than herself, who loved her and were rather amused at her. For she was always demurely sad; and yet obviously wanted to be happy, and thought a good deal about different ways to be happy. "I'm afraid she's not a very pretty child," said the eldest sister, who was a beauty. " Poor little Sybil! she will feel that when she grows up." This was true. The Fates had given Sybil short red hair, and freckles, and a curious, sal- low little face that had lots of thoughts in it but no dimples. 172 STORIES AND INTERLUDES When she was quite a small child her sisters gave her a large doll which was all that mech- anism and wax could be. "That's to make you happy," said the eldest sister. u Is it? " said Sybil ; " thank you." She took the large doll and squeezed its waist according to instructions, and thereout came something like a very bad quack. "It's saying 'papa,' " exclaimed the second sister. " Is it? " said Sybil ; " thank you." Then she kissed the large doll on a portion of its face. Now the large doll was very cold and tasted very much of paint, and did not kiss her back again. "Thank you all very much," said Sybil. " And I like you for being so kind to me. But the doll's not not IT." "What's IT? " asked the third sister. "I don't know the thing I want most badly." "We can all of us kiss you," explained the eldest sister, " and we like kissing you, if that's IT." Sybil shook her head. " If you couldn't kiss me couldn't anyhow and yet somehow did, I believe that would be something like IT." And at this Sybil's six sisters smiled amusedly and said she was a queer child, and let her be. And years passed ; and Sybil went on being de- WHITE NIGHTS 173 murely sad she never grumbled ; and she grew taller, and older, but not prettier. On her four- teenth birthday she had not yet found what she wanted, and did not yet know what it was. She went out into the garden and walked to an archway where the sun was blazing. Round the archway clematis grew, and one grand pur- ple flower touched her cheek as she went under the archway. She stopped short and picked it, and held it out a little way from her in the bright sunlight. "You do know me well," she said. She was sometimes rather shy in speaking her thoughts to her sisters; but to inarticulate beauty she would often speak freely. " And if I knew you as well, that would be almost almost IT." Then she put the flower in her dress. Her eldest sister saw it there. " I wouldn't wear purple flowers, if I were you, Sybil; you see your hair's " "Yes, yes don't," said Sybil piteously. "I know you're right I won't wear them any more." And she gave the purple flower to her sister, whom it suited admirably. And the sister being pleased offered to kiss Sybil. " No not now, " pleaded Sybil. " What a quaint child you are ! Why not? " "Because because it wouldn't make any difference," said Sybil, laughing as she went away; and she went straight upstairs to her 174 STORIES AND INTERLUDES own room and lay down on her bed and cried bitterly without knowing why. Two more years passed, and many things happened. Four of her sisters got married and one of them died. And the one that died was the happiest, though that has nothing to do with the story. So Sybil was left now with only one sister, whose name was Helen. At sixteen years old Sybil wanted IT more than ever, and yet she did not know what it was. And one day she was reading some queer verses called "Values," by a man who had failed at verse and quite a variety of other things. And these verses, not good enough to quote, made some impression upon her. They told that when work was all done and all ridiculed, when you were left out, passed by, or even execrated, when you saw that you had done your best and that nobody thought it was worth having done you need not care if there was one that one to tell you not to mind, because she knew and understood. Sybil read these verses several times, and it seemed to her that the man who wrote them must have known IT. She was not seventeen when she first knew. She saw a man falling in love with her sister Helen, and she saw her sister fall very much in love with the man. And for Sybil this man was the one that one. The whole thing dawned on her one evening an evening that WHITE NIGHTS 175 she had got through somehow, she hardly knew how. Only she was glad when the man had gone from the house, and she had said good- night to Helen and found refuge in her own room. For a time she stood before her window, lonely, trembling, hardly daring to think. Then she turned to a bowl of flowers on her table and took out one. It was the ugliest flower there, a rose of an unpleasant pink color, very hard and knob-like, with hardly any fragrance. She chose it because it was such an ugly, forsaken little monstrosity. And she whispered to it all her story her ordinary, commonplace story that yet hurt her just as much as if it had been a novelty and worth putting in a book. " Now go to sleep," she said, as she put the rose back in the bowl, "and don't tell the other flowers." She was wondering if it were possible that ugly, deformed rose had the same kind of trouble. In spite of trouble she slept for an hour, and woke up to find with a kind of surprise that the world was going on just the same. "Yes," she sighed, " that will be the worst to go on as if nothing had happened, when it's just every- thing for me that has happened ; and not to let Helen see; not to let any one even guess." And blessed are the ugly failures who have feelings, for their days are generally long in the land. Sybil lived to be an old maid and grew a shade uglier, and was thought by some 176 STORIES AND INTERLUDES to be rather cantankerous. She was only rather heart-broken. Far away in the East a new day was begin- ning. " Yes, yes," said Lilias, " it is hard for women who are not beautiful and yet have hearts. It's harder always for women than for men. " We walked back together toward the palace. I wonder whether what she said was true if such things really are harder for women. 4 THE STORY OF THE CAPTIVE OUR good, erratic king had come back again from the Isle of Storm. He looked as if he knew things and as if they pleased him. But he was taken with an unusual fit of discretion and said nothing. Sometimes I noticed Lilias looking wistfully at him, as if she had expected a message. Yet there were the old rumors rumors that the Prince Hilaro was coming back to us once more, for the love he had of Lilias ; and that all would be well when the prince came back. The rich summer days went by in a beautiful adagio. By day the sun was hot and the air was still ; there was a patience in everything, a waiting for something to come. The green stalks, growing all together, were happy, yet WHITE NIGHTS 177 longing; for they knew they would be golden and happier soon. The leaves of the lime-trees were passionate with innumerable bright trem- blings. '* Yes, we will wait," they said. "We will wait quite calmly. But, oh ! to fall gently down on to the dark, fragrant earth, and to lie there in cool brown quiet until the feet of the little children pass through and make us a rus- tling music for their pleasure ! " But in the evening the clouds were sorrowful because the sun had loved them kissed them until they were crimson and now he was going away. And at night in the plantation the nightingale sang, " To be beloved is the only joy ; and to love is the only sorrow ; but the miracle that passes music comes when that joy and sorrow meet. The silence of it is silence on fire." The frogs heard it and croaked, " Utterly morbid ! utterly morbid ! " They had the trained critical taste, those frogs. Yet the nightingale, who did not sing exclusively for publication, went on : " Come to me, fiery silence ! Come to me now ! For of sorrow, sorrow only, I am a- weary. Come to rne ! " On one of these warm summer nights the princesses and I were together in the south room. The windows were open ; and the moon- light came just into the room, blending curi- ously with the faint yellow glow from the hanging lamp. The great mastiff, that belonged 12 178 STORIES AND INTERLUDES to Kosalys, was stretched at the feet of its mis- tress, asleep. Yseult lay back upon deep cush- ions, her hands clasped behind her head ; there was generally a pretty kind of insolence in her look, but to-night her eyes seem softer. Since that night when she sang I had liked her better for all her petulance and waywardness. And of Lilias it is not easy to speak. For although she was always beautiful, at certain times her beauty was more eloquent than at others. The gray eyes go to Paradise; her eyes to-night seemed as though already they saw within the gates. I have often wondered that I dared to tell Lilias any stories at all. This was the story that I told her: "And so," said the king not unkindly, "they took you away, did they? " He was a young king and quite new to the conquering business. His father, whom he had succeeded, had done well at it. His minis- ters had told him that it was among the dearest traditions of his country. So he had done a little just a very little conquering ; and now he was trying to look at it from the point of view of the conquered. He was talking it over with one of the captives. The captive whom he had chosen for this purpose was a woman, WHITE NIGHTS 179 young and most wickedly beautiful. He was a king, but he was also a man. The king and the captive were alone together. It was a quaint room, hung with dim tapestries, lit by tapers placed in little groups. There were spots of light in the room, and corners where the shadows were deep and dark. There were rugs lying loosely on the black polished floor. The king himself was lounging care- lessly in the deep window-seat; he had the curious, half -reckless look that comes from too much happiness and success. Behind him were the leaded, diamond-shaped panes of greenish glass. Old trees growing just outside stretched thin arms and tapped lightly on the glass when the wind blew ; behind the trees one saw a flat country meeting a deep gray sky with a young moon in it and as many stars as it wanted. The captive had stretched herself at full length on a low couch in a recess of the room, facing the king. There was the grace of an untrained flower about her. Her hair was midnight, her eyes were all sleep and fire with long dark lashes; her lips were red. She was pale, almost dusky no pink-and-white beauty. Her dress was scarlet and gold, a barbaric dress ; but it loved her and went the way that made her most impressive. It was clasped at her breast by a strange serpent, wrought in gold, with diamond eyes that laughed to the taper-light as she 180 STORIES AND INTERLUDES breathed. One hand held a long spray of heavily scented white flowers. The other was thrust into the loose girdle of her dress ; yes, it was there a slight, curved blade, but it would suffice. " And so they took you away? " the king said. She turned her eyes from him and answered : "Yes, they took me away. My sister was murdered by them. All whom I loved were murdered by them. They burnt down our house and laid waste our lands. And they treated me most courteously sweetly, kindly and that was the cruellest thing of all." Her voice had been soft and musical; there had been no anger in it; yet there was a moment's glimpse of set white teeth between her red lips at the close of the sentence. Suddenly she re- membered that her words were ill-advised; it was her plan to charm the young king to her, to win him as most women can win most men, and then at the right moment to strike with the poisoned dagger that she had hidden in her dress. "It was the king's pleasure," she added. "Shall not a king do as he will?" Her little fingers clasped firmly the graven gold that made the handle of her blade. She was surprised that the king did not speak ; she had been half afraid that he would be angry with her and send her away. WHITE NIGHTS 181 " It was not my pleasure, " the king said at last. " I do not make war on women. I was not there I never knew such things were hap- pening. But why why should I excuse myself to you ? You can never forgive me for I should have seen that such things did not happen. I will conquer no more. " "That is true," the woman thought to her- self, "I shall not forgive you, and you will certainly conquer no more. " She looked straight into his eyes ; the expression of his face had changed ; it was troubled ; he was looking fixedly at her. She began to tell him of her country ; her voice was soft and alluring; with every word she drew the spell closer round him. Yes, she had made her plan well when she had based it on the fact that the king was a man. " For the harm that I have done I will pay to the uttermost, as far as man can," said the king. The woman smiled. "That also," she thought, "was quite true." " But I am glad that they were kind to you," the king added. "Why was that? Yes, I remember, you can sing. They thought that I should like to hear you sing. Your name is Enid, is it not? " " That is my name. I will sing for you, I will " she checked herself, and made her eyes look passionate, unspeakable things. Swift as 182 STORIES AND INTERLUDES light the passion flashed back from the eyes of the king. Why did she quiver under it thrill under it? She explained it to herself that it was just from the joy of vengeance. " It was war for the sake of war," the king said sadly. " My ministers advised me into it. Surely there must be something which I can do to make amends." And then for a long time they talked about the war. And all the time Enid felt that it would have been easier for her if the king had been somehow different. Why was he so gentle? Why did he seem to want her sympa- thy and pity? Worse yet why did he almost get them? She found herself saying that the cruelty of the war was not his fault and be- lieving it. A chance word of the king's he happened to speak of " victory " brought her back again to her plot. " I will do it. I can do it," she said to herself. Just then the king happened to ask if there were anything that he could do to make her happier. "Nothing, I think I don't know. It is lonely, very lonely ; and I am not one of those that suffer it easily. The palace is beautiful ; the whole of your kingdom is beautiful ; and I am no longer angry that you are kind to me. But that is not enough for the happiness of a woman. I want more. I want sympathy. I want oh, I say too much ! " WHITE NIGHTS 183 She had risen from the low couch, and stood with swimming eyes and outstretched hands. It was brilliant art or perfect nature. " Enid ! Enid ! " said the king in a low voice. " I will sing to you," she said. She took her mandolin from a table near her and ran her fingers over it to see if it was in tune. Then she began to put out the taper-lights one by one. "It is a song that is best sung in the darkness." She knew that if she saw his face she would not be able to kill him. Then she seated herself on the couch again. She sang the first verse. It was a love-song. The music to it was the music that takes tight hold of one. The appeal of it was irresistible. There was just enough light came through the windows to show her that the young king had sprung from his place. He came rapidly across the room to her. She flung the mandolin on one side and began to feel hurriedly for the dagger. But already he held her hands. She was standing up now, swaying. Lights seemed to be dancing through the darkness before her eyes. " Enid ! " he was saying. " Forgive me ! I love you. It is you that have conquered ; I am the captive." "No, no," she answered. "You have con- quered once more. For I meant to kill you, 184 STORIES AND INTERLUDES and now now I love you more than my life more than all the world." And the rest of their words were whispers in the darkness broken with long kisses and the happiest tears. For she had remembered that the king was a man; but she had forgotten that she herself was a woman. "But that is quite wrong," said Yseult. "She would have killed him first and found out that she loved him afterward." 5 THE STORY OF AN EXPERIMENT IT was soon after this that the betrothal of Princess Lilias and the Prince Hilaro was an- nounced. I know nothing of the way in which the betrothal took place, except that Prince Hilaro sent a messenger to our court, bearing letters for the king and Princess Lilias. The announcement had been constantly expected, and yet it surprised us when it came. A change took place in Lilias ; her eyes grew wonderfully bright and eager. There was a faint, beautiful color in her cheeks. She walked erect, her head a little thrown back. Great passion is only possible to those of great spirituality. Now, as ever before, Lilias was beyond us and above us. Her sisters, Rosalys and Yseult, now that she was so soon to leave them, petted her more WHITE NIGHTS 185 than ever and made much of her. Yet even at this time I knew that something was wrong with Yseult. Sometimes she seemed to me to be acting a part; sometimes she would spend whole days in solitude; sometimes she would seem almost to shrink from Lilias. But no one thought this of any importance. " Yseult is always wayward." Rosalys said to me. Joy as well as sorrow has its insomnia, but many of these sweet summer nights Princess Lilias could not sleep, and sent for me to tell her stories. I have already said that I am con- demned to die; my time is very short and I cannot write down all those stories. I knew that if any man in the world was worthy of Lilias, Hilaro was that man. He was brave and good and beautiful; rich and of high birth. And to the man that had much, much was given. And I, who had nothing, was allowed to sit at the feet of Princess Lilias and tell her stories. I would not think about it. It was too humorous ; and one does not care to think about his own tragedy, when even he himself can see that that tragedy is farcical. I am going to write now the story of the last night but one. It was expected that on the following day Prince Hilaro would sail from his own island, and would arrive by the next dawn at the court. The king and several of the courtiers hap- 186 STORIES AND INTERLUDES pened to have joined the princesses to listen to the story. They were all grouped together at one end of the great hall, where the lights were placed; the farther end of the hall was quite dark. Yseult had been playing to us and sing- ing ; her eyes were fixed on me, with guesses in them. I sat crouched in the shadow. I al- most thought that Yseult had guessed my secret. It did not matter. Lilias did not know. When the news of her betrothal had first been announced I had put the whole thing from me and had refused to think about it ; but all this day I had had to think about it. It came be- tween me and everything. I could not get past it. I had a consciousness that I was mastered. All day the air had been still, heavy, sultry ; at evening the clouds drew themselves together and waited in blackness and anger. As the last notes of the music ceased, a flash of light- ning, strangely bright, shone over us. The darkness at the farther end of the hall ran away from it, and for a moment let us see the dark panelling and the dim portraits in the deep frames above. The king involuntarily put his hand over his eyes and shrank back a little. " But that was fierce ! " he said. Almost immediately the high windows began to rattle ; low and quivering, then sonorous and prolonged, came the rattle of the thunder. Then followed the swift kiss of the rain. Yseult WHITE NIGHTS 187 laughed and touched the harp-strings. It was the melody of " The Song of Hate " whispered. Then another flash tore at the darkness with its white fingers. "Thank Heaven!" said the king, "that it is to-morrow night, and not to-night, that the Prince Hilaro will be on the sea." As he said these words it happened that I and I alone was closely watching the Princess Yseult. She half-started from her place, one hand moved to her throat, her color changed, and her eyes well, there was more in them than I cared to think about. But this much I knew, and had not known before, that Yseult loved Prince Hilaro. Under those light, wayward moods those flashes of temper and tenderness there had been a deep current that we had never been allowed to see. I was to learn something of its tragic intensity later on this night. I guessed even then that in some way or other Yseult knew that Prince Hilaro would be crossing the sea that night, and not as the rest of us thought on the mor- row's night. I know now, by the light of the events which followed, that while she was play- ing, singing, laughing this evening, she must have been maddened with love and jealousy. It was quite a short story that I told this night. 188 STORIES AND INTERLUDES There were once two brothers of a royal house. One of them, Bertillon, was born in the spring- time; his younger brother Bruno was born eighteen months afterward in the autumn. As soon as they were old enough to do anything they both began to hate. They hated one an- other. In all things they were too well matched. In appearance they were alike; in the field their prowess was equal; none could say that one was more quick-witted than the other. As they grew up their hatred increased. "Bertillon," said Bruno one day, "if you were only a little better than I am, I could bear with you. But you are not. Your sole superi- ority lies in age ; you have the virtue of an antique. " "Bruno," answered the elder brother, "be a little worse than I am, and I will forgive you for existing; you are only inferior in years; you inspire the same disgust as an excellent replica." When the king, their father, died, Bertillon by reason of his superior age ascended the throne ; and Bruno, supported by a small section of the province and with a hopelessly inferior army, made war upon him. In this war Bruno was defeated; and, being taken prisoner, was sentenced to death for his treason by his brother Bertillon. WHITE NIGHTS 189 "But," said Bertillon, "I will not tell you on what day you will die. You will be allowed a moderate liberty, within the prison walls ; you may amuse yourself as you will ; one day when you are not expecting it, when you are in the middle of some story that interests you, when you have begun to think that I must have for- given you the man to whom this is appointed will bring you the poisoned cup. Perhaps you will be made to drink it ; and perhaps the man will only frighten you, laugh at you, and take the cup away again for a time. I shall have you watched, so that you will not be able to take your own life. I shall play with you. It will amuse me." " There must be two to every game, " said Bru- no. " Nothing that you can do will make the least difference to me. You are an antique, you know, and sooner than you think 3'our passion for being the only extant specimen will get the better of you, and you will kill me. You have not even the strength to carry out your own paltry plans." As soon as Bruno had been removed, Bertillon turned to his councillors : " This is a little experiment of mine. I am not really going to kill my brother Bruno at all. He will really be in just the same position as any one of us, except that he will think about it. Any one of us may die on any day, at any 190 STORIES AND INTERLUDES hour or moment ; but we never think about it, and consequently it does not hurt us. Now Bruno will be asking himself every moment if he has another moment to live if it is worth while to begin anything, since he may not be able to finish it. He will think about it, and consequently he will go mad!" In three weeks' time Bruno gave in and sent a humble petition that he might be killed at once. "For," he said, "I would sooner lose my life than my reason." "You are amusing me," was the message that Bertillon sent back. "I shall not amuse you any more," was Bruno's reply. Nor did he. It had suddenly occurred to him that he was in no worse position than any one else ; all must die, and none knows when. He resolutely put the whole thing from his mind, and lived a very cheerful, pleasant life. But, as it happened, Bertillon, in devising this punishment, had pictured to himself rather too vividly this awful uncertainty. The thought of it had fixed its claws in his consciousness and could not be torn away. By day and night it haunted him. He constantly heard a voice warning him, " There may be but one hour be- tween you and the hereafter." So it happened curiously enough that it was WHITE NIGHTS 191 Bertillon, not Bruno, who went mad. Bruno succeeded him. The only real things in this life are the things which exist solely in the imagination. The storm had ceased. As I passed out of the great hall into the palace gardens, Lilias followed me. " Otho," she said, " to-morrow night you must tell me another story, for Prince Hilaro will not arrive until dawn. And then then there will be no more need for stories. I am not un- happy any longer now, Otho. You have been good to me is there nothing that I could do for you? " She really did not know ; I wonder why. I walked away in the direction of the coast that night. It was five miles from the palace. I felt sure that Prince Hilaro would arrive this night, and that Yseult not only knew it, but was the cause of it. I thought it better to be there, for I had seen for one second into Yseult 's real nature, and I hardly knew what she would do. On reaching the cliff I could see nothing, and being very tired, I flung myself down in the wet, long grasses that met over my head, and slept. It was gray dawn when I was wakened by hearing voices. 192 STORIES AND INTERLUDES They were the voices of Prince Hilaro and Yseult. Raising myself slightly, I saw that they were standing on the cliff edge a few yards from me. "I did as your letter asked," he was saying. " I came a day sooner, and met you here alone, secretly, at this hour as you wished, because you said it was necessary for the happiness of Lilias. And now you have nothing to say but to ask me if I love her? " Yseult laughed lightly. " I love Lilias better than any in the world save one. I would give her my life, my soul, everything except one." I crept a little closer, for I knew now what she would do. But it came sooner than I had thought. "What is that one?" " You, Hilaro ! " she cried, suddenly letting her voice go as it would "you, whom I love and hate!" With these words she thrust suddenly at him with a short, curved knife that she had held concealed. The blade went into his throat, and he staggered backward over the cliff. I was just in time to drag her back from flinging her- self after him. " Otho ! Otho ! " she said, panting for breath, " I have killed him. Let me go." I took her backward a few paces from the cliff WHITE NIGHTS 193 edge and looked into her eyes. "Now you may go, " I said ; " kill yourself also. " She swayed and fell face downward in the 2^rass, moaning : " I dare not die ! Otho, I dare not die ! " I had seen that in her eyes. And there, after a little while, in the gray dawn I showed her what she must do. 6 THE STORY OF A PICTURE I HAD but a short time in which to persuade Yseult to agree to the plan which I had formed ; for it was necessary that we should both return to the palace and enter it unobserved while all were still sleeping. She was shaken with ex- citement, terror, fever ; but she had no remorse. At last I made her believe all that was neces- sary that the murder of Hilaro had been com- mitted in an hour of madness, and was not really murder; that Lilias must never know that the sister she loved had killed the man she loved ; and that if I took the guilt and paid the penalty it would be best. "But," said Yseult, "if I take your life to save mine, that will be murder indeed." I forget what lie I told her in answer to this. But I persuaded her. She clung desperately to life. As we returned she grew quite calm, and was far more ready and skilful than I in arrang- ing the details of the plan. I could not think 13 194 STORIES AND INTERLUDES very well. I was tired out soul and body and wanted to sleep. After a time, I just heard her speaking without understanding what she said. When I got to my own room I slept easily and dreamlessly. It was late in the day when I woke again, and the setting sun was shining in at my windows. Underneath them I heard the voices of the three princesses as they passed down the steps of the terrace. Rosalys was laughing. So the body, shattered and spoiled by the knife and the jagged rocks, had not yet been found. The prince's companions were to come ashore to-night, and had been ordered to meet him on the cliff. Yseult had told me this. They would find the body and bring it with them to the palace. That night I told a story to the three princesses under the open sky, on a broad lawn in the palace gardens. I knew that Lilias had chosen this spot because from it she could see the road to the palace, bending with a broad, white curve in the moonlight. She thought that her lover would come by that way before the dawn, with music and gladness, strong and beautiful, with the retinue from his court attending him. She wished to be among the first to welcome him and do him honor. Her eyes were bright with ecstasy. Both Rosalys and Lilias were very affection- WHITE NIGHTS 195 ate with Yseult that night. " Poor Yseult has hardly spoken a word all day," said Rosalys. "You are not ill, Yseult, are you? " She shook her head sadly. She was acting her part to perfection. "And now tell your story," said Rosalys, turning to me. " There will be little sleep to- night for any of us. All within the palace are busy preparing to receive the prince. There is a watchman on the towers who will see the lights that the prince's company will carry as they come down yonder road, and will give the signal of his approach. Then all the palace will be lit up, and there will be music and revelry." So I began my story. As generally happens, these two people, who had not long been married, were coming down from the heights. He, the poet, felt almost with regret the vanishing of that fierce sense of exaltation which had been his when he first knew that this woman loved him, and trembled in knowing it. He could recall old days, before he had spoken, when he had weighed each chance word that he heard from her and drawn from it ecstasy or despair, when every moment that he did not see her had seemed to him blank and wasted. He had not ceased to love her now; only there were no more discoveries to 196 STORIES AND INTERLUDES make and nothing more to say, and vain repeti- tion had drawn all the sweetness from sweet love- words. It was quiet, placid love. He was so sure of it that he could put it from his mind for a little. There had been days, he remem- bered, when he had been unable to write or read for thinking of one thing ; there had been nights when he had been unable to sleep for continued thinking of one thing. They never came now. She felt the change too. She had fallen in love with the poet almost with the reputation ; she had married the man. The days of fears, of hopes, of secrets, of idealizing were over. She loved him still, but without any illusions, with- out honestly thinking herself honored by his love. He had just that little kink in the brain, just that tiny turn of the temperament, which makes the difference^ between the poet and the ordinary man ; but in most things he was only ordinary. And their love was becoming ordi- nary too. They no longer felt that all the rest of the world lay fathomless depths below them ; they no longer felt angry with all other people for their gross impertinence in existing ; on the contrary, they were rather pleased when some of the rest of the world came to see them. It made a change. And yet they loved one another in the or- dinary, quiet way until that fateful time when he had her portrait painted by Raoul. A WHITE NIGHTS 197 portrait by Raoul was generally a revelation of the person painted. "That is like my son," a woman said, looking at his portrait by Raoul; " but there is a look in the face which my son never has it is the look of a murderer." Three years afterward, at her son's execution, she remembered that she had said that. " It's quite true," a girl said to herself, looking at her own portrait by Raoul, " but I had never told any one how did he know? " It was acknowledged that he was the greatest portrait painter of his time and country if he would only give up playing little tricks to amuse himself. He was also accused of laziness ; and it is certain that he did not devote himself now, as he had done in his younger days, wholly to art. He had taken up with sundry curious studies, and his success had made him melancholy, taciturn, sar- donical. He was middle-aged, unmarried, and rather displeasing in manner. When he had finished the portrait of the poet's wife, he smiled. Raoul seldom smiled, but the poet's wife had interested him, and he had just made a little experiment. For a few weeks he heard nothing, and then the woman came to his studio, attended only by one servant, who carried the portrait. At her orders the man put the portrait down and left her alone with Raoul. "Raoul," she said, "my husband is away, 198 STORIES AND INTERLUDES and I want you to alter your portrait of me before he returns." Raoul did not seem surprised. He hummed a fragment of a tune and glanced at her from head to foot. " Why have you been crying? " he asked bluntly. " I have not been crying." The artist shrugged his shoulders and went on humming his tune. Suddenly he stopped. " If you tell me lies " he began. Then he stopped again, for there was no doubt that the woman was crying now. He sat down and waited patiently ; she told a strange story in between her sobs. In brief, she said that her husband had, ever since the arrival of the portrait, ceased to love her. He had been absolutely cold to her, shunned her society, had never even spoken to her if he could avoid it. "But," she said, "he has fallen wildly in love with my portrait. All day he keeps it before him. He cares for noth- ing but to look at it. It is an absurdity a madness ; but it makes me wretched, for I never loved him so much in my life before. Oh, it is brutal of you to make me tell you this ! What is it? What have you put into the portrait that I have not got? " "Nothing," replied Raoul, "absolutely noth- WHITE NIGHTS 199 ing. I have simply left something out. I have painted you as though you had never loved and would not love. He is a poet and is chiefly attracted by the unattainable. " " They told me that in the portrait I looked too cold." " Too cold? Yes, that is one sign one very little sign, but it is not all, or nearly all. What I have done is not merely a trick of expression. They do not understand these people. But your husband is a poet understands more than he can explain." "Will you alter it?" " No, I should spoil it. Not that I care for art except as a means to mastery. Mastery is what I want to make people do things, feel things, see things, just as I want to get a grip of people without their knowing how." He looked at her again, very curiously. Then he took the portrait to the light and carefully examined it. " Ah ! " he exclaimed under his breath. Then he turned to the woman. " Go away. You shall have the portrait this evening, and your husband will soon give up loving it. You may take my word for it. I have changed my mind." As soon as she had gone he went from his studio to a room which was fitted as a labora- tory, and returned with a little bottle containing 200 STORIES AND INTERLUDES some colorless oily stuff. He began to work, using great precautions. Then he sent the por- trait back. The poet's wife hung the picture once more in her husband's study in its usual place, and lit the candles that stood below it. She could see that the lips in the portrait had been just touched, but she could not see that any difference had been made. Then she went to bed. Later at night she heard her husband return to the house. The door of his study slammed, and then all the house was quiet. She waited for hours, and he did not come upstairs. At last, in the dawn, she could bear the suspense no longer, but arose and went down to the study. She knocked, but there was no answer. She thought that he might be asleep, and opened the door softly. The candles were flaring, yel- low and ghastly in the gray dawn, lighting up the little picture of her own loveless face. The poet lay in an ugly attitude, as though he had fallen, on the floor beneath the picture. His lips were white, save in just one place where there was a curious scarlet stain; and his eyes " Otho, stop ! stop ! " cried Yseult. We were all startled a little at the suddenness of it. For WHITE NIGHTS 201 a moment I was doubtful, and then I saw that all was right, that she was just carrying out the plan. "I can bear it no longer," she went on, turning to Lilias ; " Lilias, dearest Lilias, I must tell you. Hilaro will not come to you to- night. He will never come to you any more. He is dead." "What are you saying? What do you mean?" said Rosalys excitedly. Lilias said nothing. She was staring blankly at the white curve of the road. "This morning at dawn I was on the cliff edge. Otho and Prince Hilaro stood there to- gether. And as I watched, hidden, Otho drew a knife and stabbed the prince in the throat, and flung him over the cliff." She spoke boldly, defiantly, dramatically. As she was speaking, I saw lights appear in the dis- tance on the road, and knew that they were bring- ing the body of the dead prince. Lilias saw them, and with a low cry fell forward on the grass fainting. The watchman on the tower saw them too, and gave his signal. Immediately the whole palace was lit up, and the doors were flung open, and the musicians stationed there began a joyful triumphant march. " I will go and stop the music and " Yseult paused, then hastened into the palace. And Rosalys said to me, " Why do you stand 202 STORIES AND INTERLUDES there, Otho, with staring eyes, doing nothing? Deny it! I command you to deny it." " It is true !" I answered. And so all ends happily for me, at least. There was a trial a matter of form, since both accuser and accused were agreed . To have lived on would have been sad enough ; but to die is easy. I have often wondered why those who would write or tell a pathetic story will make it end with death. To have endured the great- est sorrow and still to live is sad indeed. Death can be very happy. Only I would that by my death I could bring back Hilaro to life ! Oh, my Princess Lilias, I have at least saved you one thing you can still love your sister Yseult ! Sooner or later I think that you will make her good like yourself. Indeed, she was good but for that night of madness ; and there are things which we cannot control at all we cannot say that we will love this and not that. It is as it comes. No man thinking of his own love-story can well believe in his own free-will. I know that Princess Lilias will not lose her reason nor take her life; after some months she will try to speak and smile once more ; she will, most pathetically, interest herself in the lives of others. But she will never forget, and memory WHITE NIGHTS 203 will soon wear out her strength. I have heard no more of the princesses. I have written all this in the week between my sentence and my death. I am told nothing, and I can only wonder. But it is late late at night and to-morrow there will be no more wonder of any kind, and no more trouble, and no more vain longing. THE END. TESS OF THE D'URBERVILLES. A Pure Woman, Faithfully Presented. By THOMAS HARDY, author of "The Woodlanders," "A Laodi- cean," etc. Illustrated. Post 8vo, Cloth, Orna- mental, $1 50. Neiv Edition, revised and consider- ably expanded by the author, according to the latest English edition. A remarkably fine and moving story. It is marked by all those qualities of genius which we are accustomed to associate with the work of Mr. Hardy. It is full of poetry of incident and phrase. ... A great story. Nobody should miss it. N. Y. Sun. In "Tess of the D'Urbervilles " Thomas Hardy exhibits the strongest, and in some respects the best, piece of literary work that has ever left his pen. Philadelphia Ledger. One of the few great novels of the century. N. Y. Mail and Express. Not only by far the best work Mr. Hardy has done ; it is one of the strongest novels that have appeared for a long time. . . . 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O3F The above icorks sent by mail, postage prepaid, to any part of the United States, Canada, or Mexico, on receipt of the price. BY MARY E. WILKINS. A NEW ENGLAND NUN, and Other Stories. 16mo, Cloth, Ornamental, $1 25. A HUMBLE ROMANCE, and Other Stories. 16mo, Cloth, Extra, $1 25. Only an artistic hand could have written these stories, and they will make delightful reading. Evangelist, N. Y. The simplicity, purity, and quaintness of these stories set them apart in a niche of distinction where they have no rivals. Literary World, Boston. The reader who buys this book and reads it will find treble his money's worth in every one of the delightful stories. Chicago Journal. Miss Wilkins is a writer who has a gift for the rare art of creating the short story which shall be a character study and a bit of graphic picturing in one ; and all who enjoy the bright and fascinating short story will wel- come this volume. Boston Traveller. The author has the unusual gift of writing a short story which is com- plete in itself, having a real beginning, a middle, and an end. The volume is an excellent one. Observer, N. Y. A gallery of striking studies in the humblest quarters of American country life. No one has dealt with this kind of life better than Miss Wilkins. Nowhere are there to be found such faithful, delicately drawn, sympathetic, tenderly humorous pictures. N. Y. Tribune. The charm of Miss Wilkins's stories is in her intimate acquaintance and comprehension of humble life, and the sweet human interest she feels and makes her readers partake of, in the simple, common, homely people she draws. Springfield Republican. There is no attempt at fine writing or structural effect, but the tender treatment of the sympathies, emotions, and passions of no very extraor- dinary people gives to these little stories a pathos and human feeling quite their own. N. Y. Commercial Advertiser. The author has given us studies from real life which must be the result of a lifetime of patient, sympathetic observation. ... No one has done the same kind of work so lovingly and so well. Christian Register, Boston. PUBLISHED BY HARPER & BROTHERS, NEW YORK. XSkirThe above works sent by mail, postage prepaid, to any part of the United States, Canada, or Mexico, on receipt of the price. SEVEN DREAMERS. A Collection of Seven Stories. By ANNIE TRUMBULL SLOSSON. pp. 286. Post 8vo, Cloth, Ornamental, $1 25. A charming collection of character sketches and stories humorous, pathetic, and romantic of New England country life. The volume includes "How Faith Came and Went," "Botany Bay," "Aunt Randy," "Fishin' Jimmy," " Butterneggs," "Deacon Pheby's Selfish Nat- ur'," and " A Speakin' Ghost." They are of the best sort of " dialect" stories, full of humor and quaint conceits. Gathered in a volume, with a frontispiece which is a wonderful character sketch, they make one of the best contributions to the light literature of* this season. Ob- server, N. Y. Stories told with much skill, tenderness, and kindliness, so much so that the reader is drawn powerfully towards the poor subjects of them, and soon learns to join the author in looking behind their peculiarities and recognizing special spiritual gifts in them. N. Y. Tribune. These stories are of such originality, abounding in deep pa- thos and tenderness, that one finds himself in perfect accord with the writer as he reads of the hallucinations of these he- roes. Watchman, Boston. Dreamers of a singular kind, they affect us like the inhabit- ants of allegories a walk of literary art in which we have had no master since the pen dropped from the faint and feeble fin- gers of Hawthorne, and which seems native to Mrs. Slosson. N. Y. Mail and Express. The sweetness, the spiciness, the aromatic taste of the forest has crept into these tales. Philadelphia Ledger. PUBLISHED BY HARPER & BROTHERS, NEW YORK. he above work will be sent by mail, postage prepaid, to any part of the United States, Canada, or Mexico, on receipt of the price. BEN-HUE : A TALE OF THE CHRIST. By LEW. WALLACE. 16mo, Cloth, $150; Half Leather, $2 00; Three-quarter Leath- er, $2 50 ; Half Calf, $3 00 ; Full Leather, $3 50 ; Three- quarter Crushed Levant, $4 00. GARFIELD EDITION. 2 volumes. Illustrated with twenty full-page photo- gravures. Over 1,000 illustrations as marginal draw- ings by WILLIAM MARTIN JOHNSON. Crown 8vo, Silk and Gold, Uncut Edges and Gilt Tops, $7 00. (In a Gladstone box.) Anything so startling, new, and distinctive as the leading feature of this romance does not often appear in works of fiction. . . . Some of Mr. Wallace's writing is remarkable for its pathetic eloquence. 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Meanwhile it evinces careful study of the period iu which the scene is laid, and will help those who read it with reasonable attention to real- ize the nature and conditions of Hebrew life in Jerusalem and Ro- man life at Autioch at the time of our Saviour's advent Examiner, N.Y. The book is one of unquestionable power, and will be read with un- wonted interest by many readers who are weary of the conventional novel and romance. Boston Journal. PUBLISHED BY HARPER & BROTHERS, NEW YORK. JUST" The above icork sent by mail, postage prepaid, to any part yf the United States, Canada, or Mexico, on receipt of Hie price. BY MRS. BURTON HARRISON. BAR HARBOR DAYS. A Tale of Mount Desert. Il- lustrated by Fenn and Hyde. 16mo, Cloth, $1 25. A bright story of life at Mount Desert. ... It is exceedingly well done, and the scenery, the ways of the people, and the social methods of the rnsticators lend interest to the book. Christian Advocate, N. Y. The book is bright and readable. Courier, Boston. 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Oue is permitted to discover qualities of mind and n proficiency and capacity in art from which something new aud distinctively the work of genius may be anticipated in American literature. Boston Globe. Miss Rives has imagination, breadth, and a daring and courage oftenest spoken of as masculine. Moreover, she is exquisitely poet- ical, and her ideals, with all the mishaps of her delineations, are of an exalted order. K Y. Star. It was little more than two years ago that Miss Rives made her first literary conquest, a conquest BO complete and astonishing as at once to give her fame. How well she has sustained and added to the repu- tation she so suddenly won, we all know, and the permanency of that reputation demonstrates conclusively that her success did not depend upon the lucky striking of a popular fancy, but that it rests upon en- during qualities that are developing more and more richly year by year. Richmond State. It is evident that the author has imagination in an unusual degree, much strength of expression, aud skill in delineating character. Bos- ton Journal. There are few young writers who begin a promising career with so much spontaneity and charm of expression as is displayed by Misa Rives. Literary World, Boston. The trait which the author seems to take the most pleasure in de- picting is the passionate loyalty of a girl to her lover or of a young wife to her husband, and her portrayal of this trait has feeling, and is set off by an unconventional style and brisk movement. The Book Buyer, N. Y. There is such a wealth of imagination, snch an exuberance of strik- ing language in the productions of this author, as to attract and hold the reader. Toledo Blade. Miss Rives is essentially a teller of love stories, and relates them with such simple, straightforward grace that she at. once captures the sympathy and interest of the reader. . . . There is a freshness of feeling and a mingling of pathos and hninor which are simply delicious. iVew London Telegraph. PUBLISHED BY HARPER & BROTHERS, NEW YORK. ' HARPER & BBOTHKKS will send either of the above works by 'mail, postage prepaid, to any part of the United States or Canada, on receipt oftlte price. THE CAPTAIN OF THE JANIZARIES. A Talc of the Times of Scanderbcg and the Fall of Constantinople. By JAMES M. LUDLOW, D.D., Litt.D. 16mo, Cloth, $1 50. The author writes clearly and easily ; his descriptions are often of much brilliancy, while the whole setting of the story is of that rich Oriental character which fires the fancy. Boston Courier. Strong in its central historical character, abounding in inci- dent, rapid and stirring in action, animated and often brilliant in style. Christian Union, N. Y. Something new and striking interests us in almost every chap- ter. The peasantry of the Balkans, the training and govern- ment of the Janizaries, the interior of Christian and Moslem camps, the horrors of raids and battles, the violence of the Sul- tan, the tricks of spies, the exploits of heroes, engage Mr. Lud- low's fluent pen. N. Y. Tribune. Dr. Ludlow's style is a constant reminder of Walter Scott, and the book is to retain a permanent place in literature. Ob- server, N. Y. An altogether admirable piece of work picturesque, truthful, and dramatic. Newark Advertiser. A most romantic, enjoyable tale. ... As affording views of inner life in the East as long ago as the middle of the fifteenth century, this tale ought to have a charm for many ; but it is full enough of incident, wherever the theatre of its action might be found, to do this. Troy Press. The author has used his material with skill, weaving the facts of history into a story crowded with stirring incidents and un- expected situations, and a golden thread of love-making, under extreme difficulties, runs through the narrative to a happy issue. Examiner, N. Y. One of the strongest and most fascinating historical novels of the last quarter of a century. Boston Pilot. PUBLISHED BY HARPER & BROTHERS, NEW YORK. W The above work sent b>j mail, postage prepaid, to any part of the United States, Canada, or Mexico, on receipt of the price. A KING OF TYEE. A Tale of the Times of Ezra and Nehemiah. By JAMES M. LUDLOW, D. D. 16mo, Cloth, Ornamental, $1 00. The picture of the life and manners of that far-away period is carefully and artistically drawn, the plot is full of interest, and the whole treatment of the subject is strikingly original, and there is a dramatic intensity in the story which will at once remind the reader of " Ben-Hur." Boston Traveller. It is altogether a fresh and enjoyable tale, strong in its sit- uations and stirring in its actions. Cincinnati Commercial- Gazette. Another distinct success in the field of historical fiction. ... Must be unhesitatingly set down as a highly satisfactory per- formance. Boston Beacon. In "A King of Tyre " we live and move amid old ideas, old superstitions, and an extinct civilization. But this vanished order of things the author has pierced to the core, aud laid bare the human heart that animates it all. When we say that his tale is interesting, that it is satisfying, that it is dramatically con- clusive, we give it high praise, yet we give it deliberately, and are convinced that the opinion of all intelligent readers will confirm the verdict. Churchman, N. Y. Vivid with the richness of Oriental habits and customs, and the weird accompaniments of pagan worship, this tale of the times after the return of the Hebrews to their own land, will hold the attention of the reader with unflagging interest. Its development shows marked ability and skill. There is an his- torical basis to the story which gives it additional attraction. Living Church, Chicago. Will enhance the reputation of the author, and can be wel- comed as not only a novel of absorbing interest, but a faithful study and portraiture of an eventful historical period. Chris- tian Intelligencer, N. Y. PUBLISHED BY HARPER & BROTHERS, NEW YORK. j&g~ HARPER & BROTHERS will send the above work ft?/ mail, postage prepaid, to any part of the United States, Canada, or Mexico, on receipt of the price. TWO USEFUL HANDBOOKS. EVERYBODY'S WRITING-DESK BOOK. By CHARLES NISBET and DON LEMON. Revised and Edited by JAMES BALDWIN, Ph.D. Square 16mo, Cloth, Ornamental, $1 00. 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