M i LIBRARY UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA RIVERSIDE JP* *l"r A BLOT OF INK. A BLOT OF INK. TRANSLATED FROM THE FRENCH OF RENE BAZ1N, BY Q PAUL M. FRANCKE. CASSELL & COMPANY, LIMITED: LONDON, PARIS 4- MELBOURNE. 1892. [ALL KIGIITS EES B31T3.3 A BLOT OF INK. 1, 2, 3, 4, 5, 6, 7, 8, 9, 10, 11, 12, 13, 14, 15, 16, 17, 18, 19, 20, 21, 22, 23. That is all I have to record of the first twenty-three years of my life. Simple enumeration is enough : it hits off their family likeness and family monotony. I lost my parents very young. I can scarcely recall their features : and I should keep no me- mories of La Chatre, our home, had I not been brought up quite close to it. It was sold, however, and lost, like the rest, to me. Yes, fate is hard, sometimes. 1 was born at La Chatre : the college of La Chatre swallowed up eighteen years of me. Our head master used to remark that college is a second home ; whereby I have always fancied he did some injustice to the first. My schooldays were hardly over Avhen my uncle and guardian, M. Brutus Mouillard, solicitor, of Bourges, packed me oft' to Paris to 13 A BLOT OF INK. go through my law course. I took three years over it. At the end of that time, just eighteen months back, 1 became a licentiate, and " in the said capacity " as my uncle would say took an oath that transformed me into a probation- ary barrister. Every Monday, regularly, I go and sign my name among many others on an attendance-list, and thereby, it appears, I am establishing a claim upon the confidence of the widow and the orphan. In the intervals of my legal studies I have succeeded in taking my Arts Degree. At present I am seeking that of Doctor of Law. My examina- tions have been passed meritoriously, but without brilliance ; my tastes run too much after letters. My professor, M. Flainaran, once told me the truth of the matter. " Law, young man, is a jealous mistress : she allows no divided affection." Are my affections divided ? I think not, and I certainly do not confess any such thing to M. Mouillard, who has not yet forgotten what he calls " that freak " of a Degree in Arts. He builds some hopes upon me, and, in return, it is natural that I should build a few upon him. Really, that is all my past: a couple of certificates. A third diploma in prospect and an uncle to leave me his money that is my A SLOT OF INK. future. Can anything more commonplace be imagined ? I may add that I never felt any temptation at all to put these things on record until to-day, the 10th of December, 1884. Nothing had ever happened to me : my history was a blank. I might have died thus. But who can foresee life's sudden transformations? Who can fore- tell that the skein, hitherto so tranquilly un- wound, will not suddenly become tangled ? This afternoon a serious adventure befell me. It agitated me at the time, and it agitates me still more upon reflection. A voice within me whispers that this cause will have a series of effects, that I am on the threshold of an epoch, or, as the novelists say, a crisis in my existence. It has struck me that I owe it to myself to write my Memoirs, and that is why I have just purchased this brown memorandum -book in the Odeon Arcade. I intend to make a detailed and particular entry of the event, and, as time goes on, of its consequences, if any should happen to flow from it. " Flow from it " is just the phrase : for it has to do with a blot of ink. My blot of ink is hardly dry. It is a big one. too; of abnormal shape; and altogether monstrous, B 2 A BLOT OF INK. whether one considers it from the physical side or studies it in its moral bearings. It is very much more than an accident : it has something of the nature of an outrage. It was at the National Library that I perpetrated it, and upon But I must not anticipate. I often go and work in the National Library ; not in the big hall, but in that reserved for literary men who have a claim, and are provided with a ticket, to use it. I never enter it without a gentle thrill in which respect is mingled with satisfied vanity. For not everyone who chooses can walk in. I must pass before the office of the porter, who retains my umbrella, before I make my way to the solemn beadle who sits just inside the doorway a double precaution, at- testing the majesty of the place. The beadle knows me. He no longer demands rny ticket. To be sure, I am not yet one of those old ac- quaintances on whom he smiles : but I am no longer reckoned among those novices whose passport he exacts. An inclination of his head makes me free of the temple, and says as plainly as words, " You are one of us, albeit a trifle young. Walk in, sir." And in I walk, and admire on each occasion the vast proportions of the interior, the severe A BLOT OF INK. decoration of the walls, traced with broad foliated pattern and Avainscoted with books of reference as high as hand can reach ; the dread tribunal of librarians and keepers in session down yonder, on a kind of judgment-seat, at the end of the avenue whose carpet deadens all footsteps ; and behind again, that holy of holies where work the doubly privileged the men, I imagine, who are members of two or three Academies. To right and left of this avenue are rows of tables and arm-chairs, where scatters, as caprice has chosen and habit consecrated, the learned popu- lation of the library. Men form the large majority. Viewed from the rear as they bend over their work they suggest reflections on the ravages wrought by study upon hair-clad cuticles. For every hirsute Southerner whose locks turn grey without dropping off, heavens, what a regiment of bald heads! Yisitors who look in through the glass doors see only this aspect of devastation. It gives a wrong impres- sion. Here and there, at haphazard, you may find a few women among these men. George Sand used to coine here. I don't know the names of these successors of hers, nor their business ; I have merely observed that they dress in sober colours, and that each carries a number A BLOT OF INK. of shawls and a thick veil. You feel that love is far from their thoughts. They have left it outside, perhaps, with their umbrellas. Several of these learned folk lift their heads as I pass, and follow me with the dulled eye of the student, an eye still occupied with the written thought and inattentive to what it looks on. Then, suddenly, remorse seizes them for their distraction, they are annoyed with me, a gloomy impatience kindles in their look, and each plunges anew into his open volume. But I have had time to guess their secret ejaculations : " / am studying the Origin of Trade Guilds ! " " /, the Reign of Louis the Twelfth ! " " /, the Latin Dialects ! " " /, the Civil Status of Women under Tiberius \" " I am elaborating a new trans- lation of Horace ! " " / am fulminating a seventh article, for the Gazette of Atheism and Anarchy, on the Russian Serfs!" And each one seems to add, "But what is thy business here, strip- ling ? What canst thou write at thy age ? Why troublest thou the peace of these hallowed precincts ? " My business, sirs ? Alas ! it is the thesis for my doctor's degree. My uncle and venerated guardian, M. Brutus Mouillard, solicitor, of Bourges, is urging me to finish it, demands my return to the country, grows .1 BLOT OF INK. impatient over the slow toil of composition. " Have done with theories," he writes, " and get to business! If you 'must strive for this degree, well and good ; but Avhat possessed you to choose such a subject ? " I must own that the subject of my thesis in Roman law has been artistically chosen with a view to prolonging my stay in Paris : " On the Latini Juniani." Yes, gentle reader, a new subject, almost incapable of elucidation, having no connection not the remotest with the exercise of any profession Avhatsoever, entirely devoid of practical utility. The trouble it gives me is beyond conception. It is true that I intersperse my researches Avith some more attractive studies, and one or two visits to the shoAvs, and more than an occasional evening at the theatre. My uncle knows nothing of this. To keep him soothed I am careful to get my reader's ticket reneAved every month, and every month to send him the ticket just out of date, signed by M. Leopold Delisle. He has a box full of them ; and in the simplicity of his heart M. Mouillard has a lurk- ing respect for this nepheAv, this modern young anchorite, Avho spends his days at the National Library, his nights Avith Gaius, Avholly absorbed A KLOT OF INK. in the Junian Latins and indifferent to what- soever does not concern the Junian Latins in this Paris which my uncle still calls the Modern Babylon. I came down this morning in the most indus- trious mood, when the misfortune befell. Close by the sanctum where the librarians sit are two desks where you write down the list of the books you want. I was doing so at the right-hand desk, on which abuts the first row of tables. Hence all the mischief. Had I written at the left-hand one, nothing would have hap- pened. But no : I had just set down as legibly as possible the title, author, and size of a certain work on Roman Antiquities, when in replacing the penholder, which is attached there by a small brass chain, some inattentivcness, some want of care, my ill-luck in short, led me to set it down in unstable equilibrium on the edge of the desk. It tumbled I heard the little chain rattle it tumbled further then stopped short. The mischief was done. The sudden jerk, as it pulled up, had detached an enormous drop of ink from the point of the pen, and that drop Ah ! I can see him yet, as he rose from the shadow of the desk, that small, white- haired man, so thin and so very angry ! A BLOT OF INK. " Clumsy idiot ! To blot an Early Text ! " I leant over and looked. Upon the page of a folio, close to an illuminated capital, the black drop had flattened itself' Around the original sphere had been shed splashes of all conceivable shapes rays, rockets, dotted lines, arrow-heads, all the freakish impromptu of chaos. In a moment, owing to the slope, the channels had drained into one, and by this time a black rivulet was crawling downwards to the margin- One or two readers near had risen, and eyed me like examining magistrates. I waited for an outbreak, motionless, dazed, muttering words that did not mend the case at all. " What a pity ! I am so sorry ! If I had only known " The student of the Early Text stood motionless as I. Together we watched the ink trickle. Suddenly, summoning his wits together, he burrowed with feverish haste in his morocco writing-case, pulled out a sheet of blotting-paper and began to soak up the ink with the carefulness of a Sister of Mercy stanching a wound. I seized the oppor- tunity to withdraw discreetly to the third row of tables, where the attendant had just deposited my books. Fear is so unreasoning. Very likely by saying no more about it, by making off and hiding my head in my hands, like a man crushed 10 A BLOT O/' INK. by the weight of his remorse, I might disarm this wrath. I tried to think so. But I knew well enough that there was more to come. I had hardly taken my seat when, looking up, I could see between my fingers the little man standing up and gesticulating beside one of the keepers. At one moment he rapped the damn- ing page with his forefinger; the next, he turned sideways and flung out a hand towards me ; 'and I divined, without hearing a word, all the bitter- ness of his invective. The keeper seemed to take it seriously. I felt myself blushing. "There must be," thought I, " some law against ink- stains, some decree, some regulation, something drawn up for the protection of Early Texts. And the penalty is bound to be terrible, since it has been enacted by the learned : expulsion, no doubt, besides a fine an enormous fine. They are getting ready over there to fleece me. That book of reference they are consulting is of course the catalogue of the sale where this treasure was purchased. I shall have to replace the Early Text. 0, Uncle Mouillard ! " I sat there abandoned to my sad reflections when one of the attendants, whom I had not seen approaching, touched me on the shoulder. " The keeper wishes to speak to you." A BLOT OF INK. 11 I rose up and went. The terrible reader had gone back to his seat. " It was you, sir, I believe, who blotted the folio just now ? " " It was, sir." " You did not do so on purpose ? " " Most certainly not, sir ! I am indeed sorry for the accident." "You ought to be. The volume is almost unique; and the blot, too, for that matter. I never saw such a blot ! Will you, please, leave me your Christian name, surname, profession, and address ? " I wrote down, " Fabien Jean Jacques Mouil- lard, barrister, 91, Rue de Rennes." " Is that all ? " I asked. " Yes, sir, that is all for the present. But I warn you that M. Charnot is exceedingly annoyed. It might be as well to offer him some apology." " M. Charnot ? " "Yes. It is M. Charnot, of the Institute, who was reading the Early Text." " Merciful Heaven ! " I ejaculated as I went back to my seat ; " this must be the man of whom my tutor spoke, the other day ! M. Flamaran belongs to the Academy of Moral and Political Science, the other to the 12 A JJLOT OF INK. Institute of Inscriptions and the lielles Lettrcs. Charnot ? Yes, I have those two syllables in my ear. The very last time I saw M. Flamaran he let fall a 'rny good friend Charnot, of the " Inscriptions." ' They are friends. And I am in a pretty situation : threatened with I don't know what by the Library, for the keeper told me positively that ' this was all for the present ' but not for the future : threatened to be disgraced in my tutor's eyes : and all because this learned man's temper is upset. " I must apologise. Let me see, what could I say to M. Charnot ? As a matter of fact, it's to the Early Text that I ought to apologise. I have spilt no ink over M. Charnot. He is spot- less, collar and cuffs : the blot, the splashes, all fell on the Text. I will say to him, ' Sir, I am exceedingly sorry to have interrupted you so unfortunately in your learned studies.' ' Learned studies' will tickle his vanity, and ought to go far to appease him." I was on the point of rising. M. Charnot anticipated me. Grief is not always keenest when most recent. As he approached I saw he was more irritated and upset than at the moment of the A BLOT OF INK. 13 accident. Above his pinched, clean-shaven chin his lips shot out with an angry twitch. The portfolio shook under his arm. He flung me a look full of tragedy and went on his way. Well, well ; go your way, Monsieur Charnot ! One doesn't offer apologies to a man in his wrath. You shall have them by-and-by, when we meet again that is to say, if we ever meet again. December 28th, 1884. This afternoon I paid M. Flamaran a visit. I had been thinking about it for the last week, as I wanted him to help my Junian Lathis out of a mess. I am acquiring a passion for that interesting class of freedrnen. And really it's only natural. These Junian Latins were poor slaves whose liberation was not recognised by the strict and ancient laws of Rome, because their masters chose to liberate them otherwise than by " vindicta," " census," or " testamentum." On this account they lost their privileges, poor victims of the legislative intolerance of the haughty city. You see, it begins to be touching, already. Then came on the scene Junius Nor- banus, consul by rank, and a true democrat, who brought in a law, carried it, and gave them 14 A BLOT OF INK. their freedom. In exchange, they gave him immortality. Henceforward, did a slave obtain a few kind words from his master over his wine ? he was a Junian Latin. Was he de- scribed as " filius meus " in a public document ? Junian Latin. Did he wear the cap of liberty, the pileus, at his master's funeral ? Junian Latin. Did he disembowel his master's corpse? Junian Latin, once more, for his trouble. What a fine fellow this Norbanus must have been ! What an eye for everything, down to the details of a funeral procession, in which he could find an excuse for emancipation ! and that, too, in the midst of the wars of Marius and Sylla in which he took part. I can picture him seated before his tent, the evening after a battle. Pen- sive, he reclines upon his shield as he watches the slave who is grinding notches out of his sword. His eyes fill with tears, and he murmurs, "When peace is made, my faithful Stychus, I shall have a pleasant surprise for you. You shall hear talk of the Lex Junia Norbana, I promise you ! " Is not this a worthy subject for picture or statue in a competition for the " Prix de Rome " ? A man so careful of details must have A BLOT OF INK. 15 assigned a special dress to these special freedmen of his creation; for at Rome even freedom had its livery. What was this dress ? Was there one at all ? No authority that I know of throws any light on the subject. Still one hope remains : M. Flamaran. He knows so many things, he might even know this. M. Flamaran comes from the south Marseilles I think. He is not a specialist hi Roman law ; but he is encyclopaedic, which comes to the same thing. He became known while still young, and deservedly : few lawyers are so clear, so safe, so lucid. He is an excellent lecturer, and his opinions are in demand. Yet he owes much of his fame to the works which he has not written. Our fathers, in their day, used to whisper to one another in the corridors of the Law School, ' Have you heard the news ? Flamaran is going to bring out the second volume of his great work." ' He means to publish his lectures." " He has in the press a treatise which will revolution- ise the law of mortgages : he has been working twenty years at it ; a masterpiece, I assure you." Day follows day ; no book appears, no treatise is published, and all the while M. Flamaran grows in reputation. Strange phenomenon ! like the aloe in the Botanical Gardens. The blossoming 16 A BLOT OF /A A'. of the aloe is an event. " Only think ! " says the gaping public, " a flower .which has taken twenty springs, twenty summers, twenty autumns, and twenty winters to make up its mind to open ! " And meanwhile the roses bloom unnoticed by the town. But M. Flamaran's case is still more strange. Every year it is whispered that he is about to bloom afresh ; he never does bloom ; and his reputation flourishes none the less. People make lists of the books he might have written. Lucky author ! M. Flamaran is a professor of the old school, stern, and at examinations a terror to the can- didates. Clad in cap and gown, he would reject his own son. Nothing will serve. Recommenda- tions defeat their object. An unquestioned Roumanian ancestry, an extraction indisputably Japanese, find no more favour in his eyes than an assumed stammer, a sham deafness, or a con- valescent pallor put on for the occasion. East and west are alike in his sight. The retired registrar, the pensioned usher aspiring late in life to some petty magistrature, are powerless to touch his heart. For him in vain does the youthful volunteer allow his uniform to peep out beneath his student's gown; he will not profit by the patriotic indulgence he counted on A BLOT OF INK. 17 inspiring. His sayings in the examination room are famous, and amongst them are some ghastly pleasantries. Here is one, addressed to a victim, " And you, sir, are a law student, while our farmers are short of hands ! " In my case his good-will was won under circumstances which I shall never forget. I was in for my first examination. We were discussing, or rather I was allowing him to lecture on, the law of wardship, and nodding my assent to his learned elucidations. Suddenly he broke off and asked, "How many opinions have been formulated upon this subject ? " " Two, sir." " One is absurd. Which ? Take care, sir, how you give the wrong answer ! " I considered for three agonising seconds, and hazarded a guess. " The first, sir." I had guessed right. We were friends. At bottom the professor is a capital fellow ; kindly so long as the dignity of the Code is not in question, or the extent of one's legal knowledge; pro- verbially upright and honourable in his private life. At home he may be seen at his window tending his canaries, which, he says, is no change of occupation. To get to his house I have only 18 A BLOT OF INK. to go by my favourite road through the Luxem- bourg. I am soon at his door. " M. Flamaran at home ? " The old servant who opened the door eyed me solemnly. So many young freshmen come and pester her master under the pretext of pay- ing their respects. Their respects indeed ! They would bore him to death if he had to see them all The old woman inferred, probably from my moustache, that I had taken at least my bachelor's degree. " I think he is." He was very much at home in his overheated study, where he sat wrapped up in a dressing- gown and keeping one eye shut to strengthen the other. After a moment's hesitation he recognised me, and held out his hand. " Ah ! my Junian Latin ! How are you getting on ? " " I am all right, sir ; it's my Junian Latins who are not getting on." " You don't say so ? We must look into that. But before we begin I forget where you come from. I like to know where people come from." " From La Chatre. But I spend my vaca- tions at Bourges with my Uncle Mouillard." A BLOT OF INK. 19 " Yes, yes, Mouillart with, a t, isn't it ? " " No, with a d." " I asked, you know, because I once knew a General Mouillart who had been through the Crimea, a charming man. But he cannot have been a relation, for his name ended with a t." My good tutor spoke with a delightful sim- plicity, evidently wishing to be pleasant and to show some interest in me. " Are you married, young man ? " " No, sir ; but I have no conscientious objec- tions." " Marry young. Marriage is the salvation of young men. There must be plenty of pretty heiresses in Bourges." " Heiresses, yes. As to their looks, at this distance " " Yes, I understand, at this distance of course you can't tell. You should do as I did ; make inquiries, go and see. I went all the way to Forez myself to look for my wife." " Madame Flamaran comes from Forez ? " " Just so ; I stayed there a fortnight, fourteen days exactly, in the middle of term-time, and brought back Sidonie. Bourges is a nice town." " Yes, in summer." "Plenty of trees. I remember a grand c 2 20 A BLOT OF INK. action I won there. One of niy learned col- leagues was against me. We had both written opinions, diametrically opposed of course. But I beat him my word, yes ! " " I dare say." " My boy, there was nothing left of him ! Bo you know the case ? " "No." "A magnificent case! My notes must be somewhere about ; I will get them out for you." The good man beamed. Evidently he had not had a talk all day, and felt he must expand and let himself out to somebody. I appeared in the nick of time, and caught the full gush of his friendliness. He rose, went to a bookcase, ran his eye along a shelf, took down a volume, and began in a low tone " ' Co-operation is the mighty lever upon which an effete society relies to ex- tricate itself from its swaddling clothes and take a loftier flight.' Tut tut What stuff is this ? I beg your pardon. I was reading from a work on moral philosophy. Where the deuce is my opinion ? " He found it and, text in hand, began a long account of the action, with names, dates, moments of excitement, and many quotations in extenso. "Yes, my young friend, 218,000 francs did I A BLOT OF INK. 21 win in that action for M. Prebois, of Bourges ; you know Prebois, the manufacturer ? " " By name." At last he put the note-book back on its shelf, and deigned to remember that I had come about the Junian Lathis. " In which of the authorities do you find a difficulty ? " " My difficulty lies in the want of authorities, sir. I want to find out if the Junian Latins had not a special dress." " To be sure." He scratched his head. " Gaius says nothing on the point?" " No." " Papinian ? " " No." " Justinian ? " " No." " Then I see only one resource." What is that ? " "Go and see Charnot." I felt myself growing pale, and stammered with a piteous look " M. Charnot, of the Acad " " The Academy of Inscriptions : an intimate friend of mine, who will welcome you like a son, for he has none himself, poor man ! " 22 A BLOT OF INK. "But perhaps the question is hardly import- ant enough for me to trouble him like this " " Hey ? Not important enough ? All new questions are important. Charnot specialises on coins. Coins and costume are all one. I will write to tell him you are coming." " I beg, sir . . . " " Nonsense ; I'll write him this very evening. He will be delighted to see you. I know him well, you understand. He is like me ; he likes industrious young men." M. Flamaran held out his hand. " Good-bye, young man. Marry as soon as ever you've taken your degree." I did not recover from the shock till I was halfway across the Luxembourg Gardens, near the Tennis Court, when I sat down, overcome. See what comes of enthusiasm and going to call on your tutor ! Ah, three-and-twenty, when will you learn wisdom ? 9.0 p.m. I have made up my mind. I will go and see M. Charnot. But before that I will go to his publisher's and find out something about this famous man's works, of which I know nothing whatever. A BLOT OF INK. 23 December 31st. He lives in the Rue de 1'Universite. I have called. I have seen him. I owe this to an accident, to the servant's forgetting her orders. As I entered, on the stroke of five, he was spinning a spiral twist of paper beneath the lamp-light to amuse his daughter he a member of the Institute, she a girl of eighteen. So that is how these big- wigs employ their leisure moments ! The library where I found them was full of book-cases open book-cases, book-cases with glass doors, tall book-cases, dwarf book-cases, book-cases standing on legs, book-cases standing on the floor, of statuettes yellow with smoke, ot desks crowded with paper-weights, paper-knives, pens and inkstands of " artistic " patterns. He was seated at the table, with his back to the fire, his arm lifted, and a hairpin between his finger and thumb the pivot round which his paper twist was spinning briskly. Across the table stood his daughter, leaning forward with her chin on her hands and her white teeth showing as she laughed for laughing's sake, to give play to her young spirits and gladden her old father's heart as he gazed on her, enchanted. I must confess it made a pretty picture : and A JJLOT OF INK. M. Charnot at that moment was extremely un- like the M. Charnot who had confronted me from behind the desk. I was not left long to contemplate. The moment I lifted the portiere the girl jumped up briskly and regarded me with a touch of haughtiness, meant, I think, to hide a slight confusion. To compare small things with great, Diana must have worn something of that look at sight of Action. M. Charnot did not rise, but hearing somebody enter, turned half- round in his arm-chair while his eyes, still dazzled with the lamplight, sought the intruder in the partial shadow of the room. I felt myself doubly uneasy in the presence of this reader of the Early Text and of this laughing girl " Sir," I began, " I owed you an apology He recognised me. The girl moved a step. " Stay, Jeanne, stay. We shall not. take long. This gentleman has come to offer an apology." This was a cruel beginning. She thought so, too, perhaps, and withdrew discreetly into a dim corner, near the book-case at the end of the room. " I have felt deep regret, sir, for that accident A BLOT OF INK. 25 the other day I set down the penholder clum- sily, in equilibrium unstable equilibrium besides, I had no notion there was a reader behind the desk. Of course, if I had been aware, I should 1 should have acted differ- ently." M. Charnot allowed rne to flounder on with the contemplative satisfaction of an angler who has got a roach at the end of his line. He seemed to find me so very stupid, that as a matter of fact I became stupid. And then, there was no answer not a word. Silence, alas ! is not only the reproof of kings. It does pretty well for everybody. I stumbled on two or three more phrases quite as flatly infelicitous, and he received them with the same faint smile and the same silence. To escape from my embarrassment " Sir," I said, " I came also to ask for a piece of information." " I am at your service, sir." " M. Flamaran has probably written to you on the matter ? " " Flamaran ? " " Yes, three days ago." " I have received no letter ; have I, Jeanne ? " "No, father." 26 A BLOT OF INK. " This is not the first time that my excellent colleague has promised to write a letter and has not written it. Never mind, sir : you are suffi- ciently introduced." " Sir, I am about to take my doctor's degree." " In arts ? " " No, in law ; but I have a bachelor's degree in arts." " You will follow it up with a degree in medicine, no doubt ? " " Really, sir " Why not, since you are collecting these things ? You have, then, a bent towards litera- ture ? " " So I have been told." " A pronounced inclination hey ? to scrib- ble verse." "Ah, yes!" " The old story : the family driving a lad into law ; his heart leaning towards letters ; the Digest open on the table, and the drawers stuffed with verses ! Isn't that so ? " I bowed. He glanced towards his daughter. " Well, sir, I confess to you that I don't understand don't understand at all this be- haviour of yours. Why not follow your natural bent ? You youngsters nowadays I mean no A BLOT OF IKK. 27 offence you youngsters have no longer any mind of your own. Take my case : I was seventeen when I began to take an interest in numismatics. My family destined me for the Stamp-Office; yes, sir, the Stamp-Office. I had against me two grandfathers, two grandmothers, my father, my mother, and six uncles all furious. I held out, and that has led me to the Institute. Hey, Jeanne ? " Mademoiselle Jeanne had returned to the table, to where she was standing when I entered, and seemed, after a moment, to busy herself in arranging the books scattered in disarray on the green cloth. But she had a secret object to regain possession of the paper spiral that lay there neglected, its pin sticking up beside the lamp-stand. Her light hand, hovering hither and thither, had by a series of cunning man- oeuvres, got the offending object behind a pile of duodecimos, and was now drawing it stealthily among the ink-stands and paper-weights. M. Charnot interrupted this little stratagem. She answered very prettily, with a slight toss of the head " But, father, not everybody can be hi the Institute." "Far from it, Jeanne. This gentleman, for 28 A BLOT OF INK. instance, devotes himself to one method of inking parchment that will never make him my colleague. Doctor of Laws and Master of Arts, I presume, sir, you are going to be a notary ? " " Excuse me, an advocate." " I was sure of it. Jeanne, my dear, in country families it is a standing dilemma : if not a notary, then an advocate; if not an ad- vocate, then a notary." M. Charnot spoke with an exasperating half- smile. I ought to have laughed, to be sure. I ought to have shown sense enough at any rate to hold my tongue and not to answer the gibes of this vindictive man of learning. Instead, I was stupid enough to be nettled and to lose my head. " Well," I retorted, " I must have a paying profession. That one or another what does it matter? It's not everybody can belong to the Institute, as your daughter remarked ; it's not everybody can afford himself the luxury of publishing at his own expense works that sell twenty-seven copies or so." I expected a thunderbolt, an explosion. Not a bit of it. M. Charnot smiled outright with an air of extreme geniality. " I perceive, sir, that you are given to gossip- ing with the booksellers." A SLOT OF INK. 29 " Why yes, sir, now and then." " It's a very pretty trait, at your age, to be already so strong in bibliography. You will permit me, nevertheless, to add something to your present stock of notions. A big sale is one thing to look at, but not the right thing. Twenty-seven copies of a book, when read by twenty-seven men of intelligence, outweigh a popular success. Would you believe it that one of my friends has had no more than eight copies printed of a mathematical treatise ? Three of these he has given away. The five others are still unsold. And that man, sir, is the first mathematician in France ! " Mademoiselle Jeanne had taken it differently. With lifted chin and reddened cheek she shot this sentence at me from the edge of a lip dis- dainfully puckered : "There are such things as 'successes of esteem,' sir ! " Alas ! I knew that well, and I had no need of this additional lesson to teach me the rudeness of my remark, to make me feel that I was a brute, an idiot, hopelessly lost in the opinion of M. Charnot and his daughter. It was cruel all the same. Nothing was left for me but to hurry my departure. I got up to go. 30 A BLOT OF INK. "But," said M. Charnot in the smoothest of tones, " I do not think we have yet discussed the question which brought you here." " I should hesitate, sir, to trespass further on your time." "Never mind that. Your question con- cerns . . . ? " " The costume of the Latini Juniani." " Difficult to answer, like most questions of dress. Have you read the work, in seventeen volumes, by the German Friedchenhausen ? " "No." " You must have read, at any rate, Smith, the Englishman, on Ancient Costume ? " " Nor that either. I only know Italian." " Well, then, look through two or three treatises on Numismatics, the Thesaurus Morel- lianus, or the Prcvstantiora Numismata of Valliant, or Banduri, or Pembroke, or Pellerin. You may chance upon a scent." " Thank you, thank you, sir." He saw me to the door. As I turned to go I noticed that his daughter was standing motionless still, with the face of an angry Diana. She held between her fingers the recovered spiral I found myself in the street. A BLOT OF INK. 31 I could not have been more clumsy, more ill-bred, or more unfortunate. I had come to make an apology and had given further offence. Just like my luck ! And the daughter too I had hurt her feelings. Still she had stood up for me ; she had said to her father, " Not every one can attain to the Institute," evidently mean- ing, "Why are you torturing this poor young man ? He is bashful and ill at ease. I feel sorry for him." Sorry yes ; no doubt she felt sorry for me at first. But then, I came out with that impertinence about the twenty-seven copies, and by this time she hates me beyond a doubt. Yes, she hates me. It is too painful to think of. Mademoiselle Charnot will prob- ably remain but a stranger to me, a fugitive ap- parition in my path of life ; yet her anger lies heavy upon me, and the thought of those dis- dainful lips pursues me. I have rarely been more thoroughly disgusted with myself and all about me. I needed some- thing to divert me, to distract me, to make me forget, and so I set off for home by the longest way, going down the Rue de Beaune to the Seine. I declare we get some perfect winter days in Paris. Just now, the folks who sit indoors believe 82 A BLOT OF INK. that the sun is down and have lit their lamps : but outside, the sky a pale rain-washed blue-^is streaked with broad rays of rose-pink. It is freezing, and the frost has sprinkled diamonds everywhere, on the trees, the roofs, the parapets, even on the cabmen's hats, that gather each a sparkling cockade as they pass along through the mist. The river is running in waves, white- capped here and there. On the penny steamers no one but the helmsman is visible. But what a crowd on the Pont de Carrousel ! Fur cuffs and collars pass and repass on the pavements; the roadway trembles beneath the endless line of Batignolles-Clichy omnibuses and other vehicles. Everyone seems in a hurry. The pedestrians are brisk, the drivers dexterous. Two lines of traffic meet, mingle without jostling, divide again into fresh lines and are gone like a column of smoke. Although slips are common in this crowd, its intelligent agility is all its own. Every face is ruddy, and almost all are young. The number of young men, young maidens, young wives, is be- yond belief. Where are the aged ? At home, no doubt, by the chimney-corner. All the city's youth is out of doors. Its step is animated ; that is the way of it. It is wide-eyed, and in its eyes is the sparkle of life. The looks A BLOT OF INK. 33 of the young are always full of the future; they are sure of life. Each has settled his position, his career, his dreaui of common- place well-being. They are all alike : and they might all be judges, so serious they appear about it. They walk in couples, bolt upright, looking neither right nor left, talking- little as they hurry along towards the old Louvre, and are soon swallowed out of sight in the gathering mist through which the gas- lights glimmer faintly. They are all on their way to dine on the right bank. I am going to dine on the left bank, at Carre's, where one sees many odd customers. Farewell, river ! Good night, old Charnot ! Blessings on you, Mademoiselle Jeanne ! 8.0 p.m. I am back in my study. It is very cold; Madame Menin, iny housekeeper, has let the fire out. Hullo ! she has left her duster, too, lying on the manuscript of my essay. Is it an omen, a presage of that dust which awaits my still unfinished work? Who can fathom Fortune's ironic humour ? 8 o'clock. . . . Counsellor Mouillard has D 34 A BLOT OF INK. finished his pleadings and must be sitting down to a game of whist with Counsellors Horlet and Hublette, of the Court of Bourgcs. They wait for me to make up the four. Perish the awful prospect ! And M. Charnot ? He, I suppose, is still spinning the paper spiral. How easily serious people are amused ! Perhaps / am a serious person. The least thing amuses me. By the way, is Mdlle. Jeanne fair or dark ? Let me try to recollect. Why, fair, of course. I re- member the glint of gold in the little curls about her temples, as she stood by the lamp. A pleasant face too : not exactly classic, but rosy and frank ; and then she has that anima- tion which so many pretty women lack. Madame Menin has forgotten something else. She has forgotten to shut my window. She has designs upon my life ! I have just shut the window. The night is calm, its stars twinkling through a haze. The year ends mournfully. I remember at school once waking suddenly on such a night as this, to find the moonlight streaming into my eyes. At such a moment it is always a little hard to collect one's scat- tered senses, and take in the midnight world A BLOT OF INK. 35 around, so imhomely, so absolutely still. First I cast my eyes along the two rows of beds that stretched away down the dormitory two parallel lines in long perspective ; my comrades huddled under their blankets in shapeless masses, grey or white according as they lay near or far from the windows ; the smoky glimmer of the oil lamp half-way down the room ; and right at the end, in the deeper shadows, the enclosure of yellow curtains surrounding the usher's bed. Not a sound about me ; all was still. But without, my ear, excited and almost feverishly awake, caught the sound of a strange call, very sweet, again and again repeated fugitive notes breathing appeal, tender and troubled. Now they grew quite distant, and I heard no more than a phantom of sound ; now they came near, passed over my head, and faded again into the distance. The moon's clear rays invited me to clear up the mystery. I sprang from my bed, and ran in iny nightshirt to open the window. It was about eleven o'clock. Together the keen night air and the moonlight wrapped me round, thrilling me with delight. The large courtyard lay deserted with its leafless poplars and spiked railings. Here and there a grain of sand D 2 36 A BLOT OF INK. sparkled. I raised rny eyes, and from one con- stellation to the other I sought the deep blue of Heaven in vain ; not a shadow upon it, not one dark wing outlined. Yet all the while the same sad and gentle cry wandered and was lost in air, the chant of an invisible soul which seemed in want of me, and had perhaps awakened me. The thought came upon me that it was the soul of my mother calling to me my mother, whose voice was soft and very musical. " I am caring for thee," said the voice. " I am caring for thee ; I can see thee," it said, " I can see thee. I love thee ! I love thee ! " "Reveal thyself!" I called back. "Oh, mother, reveal thyself ! " And I strove fever- ishly to catch sight of her, following the voice as it swept around in circles ; and seeing no- thing, I burst into tears. All at once I was roughly seized by the ear. " What are you doing here, you young imp ? Are you mad ? The wind is blowing right on to my bed. Five hundred lines ! " The usher, in night-dress and slippers, was rolling his angry eyes on me. " Yes sir, certainly sir ! But don't you hear her ? " A BLOT OF INK. 37 " Who is it ? " " My mother." He looked to see if I were awake ; cocked his head to one side and listened ; then shut the window angrily and went off shrugging his shoulders. " It's only the plovers flying about the moon," said he. " Five hundred lines ! " I did my five hundred lines. They taught me that dreaming was illegal and dangerous, but they neither convinced nor cured me. I still believe that there are scattered up and down in nature voices which speak, but which few hear ; just as there are millions of flowers which bloom unseen by man. It's sad for those who catch a hint of it. Perforce they come back and seek the hidden springs. They waste their youth and vigour upon empty dreams, and in return for the fleeting glimpses they have en- joyed, for the perfect phrase half caught and lost again, will have given up the intercourse of their kind, and even friendship itself. Yes, it's sad for the schoolboys who open their windows to gaze at the moon, and never drop the habit ! They will find themselves, all too soon, solitaries in the midst of life, desolate as I am desolate to- night, beside my dead fire. 38 A BLOT OF INK. No friend will come to knock ut my door ; not one. I have a few comrades to Avhom I give that name. We do not loathe one another. At need they would help me. But we seldom meet. What should they do here ? Dreamers make no confidences ; they shrivel up into themselves and are caught away on the four winds of heaven. Politics drive them crazy; gossip fails to interest them ; the sorrows which they create have no remedy save the joys which they in- vent; they are only natural when alone, and only talk well to themselves. The only man who can put up with this moody contrariety of mine is Sylvestre Lampron. He is nearly twenty years older than I. That explains his forbearance. Besides, between an artist like him and a dreamer like myself there is only the difference of handiwork. He trans- lates his dreams : I waste mine ; but both dream. Dear old Lampron ! Kindly stalwart heart ! He has Avithstood that hardening of the moral and physical fibre which comes over so many men as they near their fortieth year. He shows a brave front to work and to life. He is cheerful, and with the manly cheerfulness of a noble heart resigned to life's disillusions. When I enter his home, I nearly always find A SLOT OF INK. 39 him sitting before a small ground-glass window in the corner of his studio, bent over some en- graving. I have leave to enter at all hours. He is free not to stir from his work. " Good day," he calls out, without raising his head, without knowing for certain who has come in : and goes on with the engraving he has in hand. I settle down at the end of the room on the sofa with the faded cover, and, until Lampron deigns to grant me audience, I am free to sleep, or smoke, or turn over the wonderful drawings that lean against the walls. Among them are treasures beyond price; for Lampron is a genius whose only mistake is to live and act with modesty, so that as yet people only say that he has "im- mense talent." No painter or engraver of repute and he is both has served a more conscien- tious apprenticeship, or sets greater store on thoroughness in his art. His drawing is correct beyond reproach a little stiff, like the early painters'. You can guess from his works his partiality for the old masters Perugino, Fra Angelico, Botticelli, Mernling, Holbein who, though not the masters in fashion, will always be masters in vigour of outline, directness, in simple grace, and genuine feeling. He has copied in oils, water colours, pen, or pencil, nearly all 40 A BLOT OF INK. the pictures of these masters in the Louvre, in Germany, in Holland, and especially in Italy, where he lived for many years. With tastes such as his came the habit, or rather the fixed determination, never to paint or engrave any but sacred subjects. Puft's and cliques are his abomination. His ideal is the archaic rendered by modern methods. An artist of this type can but obtain the half-grudging esteem of his own profession, and of the few critics who really understand something about art. Gladly, and with absolute disdain, he leaves to others the applause of the mob, the gilded patronage of American purchasers, and the right to wear lace cuff's. In short, in an age when the artist is often half a manufacturer and half a charlatan, he is an artist only. Now and then he is rich, but never for long. Half of his earnings goes in alms ; half into the pockets of his mendicant brethren. They hear the gold jingle almost before it is counted, and run with outstretched palms. Each is in the depths of misfortune ; on the eve of re-ascending the fatal slope ; lost, unless the helpful hand of Lampron will provide, saved if he will lend wherewithal to buy a block of marble, to pay a model, to dine that evening. A SLOT OF INK. 41 He lends I should say gives : the words mean the same in many societies. Of all that he has gained, fame alone remains, and even this he tries to do without modest, retiring, shun- ning all entertainments. I believe he would often be without the wherewithal to live were it not for his mother, whom he supports, and who does him the kindness to need something to live on. Madame Lampron does not hoard : she only fills the place of those dams of cut turf which the peasants build in the channels of the Berry in spring ; the water passes over them, beneath them, even through them, but still a little is left for the great droughts. I love my friend Lampron, though fully aware of his superiority. His energy sets me up, his advice fortifies me, he peoples for me the vast solitude of Paris. Suppose I go to see him ? A lonely watch to-night would be gloomier than usual. The death of the year brings gloomy thoughts ; the 31st of December, St. Sylvester's day St. Syl- vester ! Why that's his birthday ! Ungrateful friend to give no thought to it ! Quick ! my coat, my stick, my hat, and let me run to see these two early birds before they seek their roost. 42 A BLOT OF INK. 1 1 p.m. When I entered the studio, Lampron was so deep in his work that he did not hear me. The large room, lit only in one corner, looked weird enough. Around me and among the medley of pictures and casts, the piles of can- vases stacked against the wall, the eye en- countered but a series of cinder-grey tints and undetermined outlines casting long amorphous shadows half-way across the ceiling. A draped lay-figure leaning against a door seemed to listen to the whistling of the wind outside ; an immense glass bay opened upon the night. There was nothing alive in this part of the room, nothing alight except a few rare glints upon the gold of the frames, and the blades of two crossed swords. Only in a corner, right at the far end, at a distance exaggerated by the shadows, sat Lampron engraving, soli- tary, motionless, beneath the light of a lamp. His back was towards me. The lamp's rays threw a strong light on his delicate hand, on the workmanlike pose of his head, which it surrounded with a nimbus, and on a painting a woman's head which he was copying. He looked superb like that, and I thought how doubly tempted Rembrandt would have been A BLOT OF INK. 43 by the deep significance as well as by the chiaro-oscuro of this interior. I stamped my foot. Lampron started, and turned half round, puckering up his eyes as he peered into the darkness. " Ah, it's you," said he. He rose up and came quickly towards me, as if to prevent ine from approaching the table. " You don't want me to look ? " He hesitated a moment. " After all, why not ? " he answered. The copper plate was scarcely marked with a few touches of the needle. He turned the reflector so as to throw all its rays upon the painting. " Oh, Lampron, what a charming head ! " It was indeed a lovely head ; an Italian girl, three-quarter face, painted after the manner of Leonardo, with firm but delicate touches and lights and shades of infinite subtlety, and possessing, like all that master's portraits of women, a straightforward look that responds to the gazer's, but which he seeks to interrogate in vain. The hair, brown with golden lights, was dressed in smooth plaits above the temples. The neck, a somewhat long one, emerged from a dark robe broadly indicated. 44 A BLOT OF INK. " I do not know this, Sylvestre ? " " No, it's an old thing." ' A portrait, of course ? " " My first." " You never did better ; line, colour, life, you have got them all." " You need not tell me that. In one's young days, look you, there are moments of real inspira- tion, when someone whispers in the ear and guides the hand ; a lightness of touch, the happy audacity of the beginner, a wealth of daring never met with again. Would you believe that I have tried ten times to reproduce that in etching without success ? " " Why do you try ? " " Yes, that is the question. Why ? It's a bit foolish." " You would never find such a model again ; that's one reason." " Ah, no, you are right. I should never find her again." " An Italian of rank ? a princess, eh ? " " Something like it." " What has become of her ? " " Ah, no doubt what becomes of all prin- cesses. Fabien, my young friend, you who still see life through fairy tales, doubtless you imagine A SLOT OF INK. 45 her happy in her lot wealthy, spoiled, flattered, talking with disdainful lips at nightfall, on the terrace of her villa among the great pines, of the barbarian from across the Alps who painted her portrait tAventy years since ; and, in the same sentence, of her last new gown from Paris ? " " Yes, I see her so, still beautiful." " You are good at guessing, Fabien. She is dead, my friend, and that ideal beauty is now a fe\v white bones at the bottom of a grave." " Poor girl ! " Sylvestre had used a sarcastic tone which was not usual with him. He was contemplating his work with such genuine sadness that I was awed. I divined that in his past, of which I knew but little, Lampron kept a sorrow buried that I had all unwillingly revived. " My friend," said I, " let that be ; I come to wish you many happy returns." " Many happy returns ? Ah, yes, my poor mother wished me that this morning ; then I set to work and forgot all about it. I am glad you came. She would feel hurt, dear soul, if I for- got to pass a bit of this evening with her. Let us go and find her." " With all my heart, Sylvestre, but I too have forgotten something." 46 A BLOT OF INK. "What?" " I have brought no flowers." " Never mind, she has plenty ; strong-scented flowers of the south, a whole basket full, enough to keep a hive of bees or kill a man in his sleep, which you will. It is a yearly attention from an unhappy creditor." " Debtor, you mean." " I mean what I say, a creditor." He lifted the lamp. The shadows shifted and ran along the walls like huge spiders, the crossed swords flashed, the Venus of Milo threw us a lofty glance, Polyhymnia stood forth pen- sive and sank back into shadow. At the door I took the draped lay -figure in my arms. "Excuse me," I said as I moved it and we left the studio for Madame Lampron's little sitting-room. She was seated near a small round table, knitting socks, her feet on a hot-water bottle. Her kind old rough and wrinkled face beamed upon us. She stuck her needles in under the black lace cap she always wore, and drew them out again almost immediately. " It needed your presence, Monsieur Mouil- lard," said she, " to drag him from his work." " Saint Sylvestre's Day, too. It is fearful ! A BLOT OF INK. 47 Love of his art has changed your son's nature Madame Lampion," She gave him a tender look, as on entering the room he bent over the fire and shook out his half-smoked pipe against the bars, a thing he never failed to do the moment he entered his mother's room. " Dear child ! " said she. Then turning to me : "You are a good friend, Monsieur Fabien. Never have we celebrated a St. Sylvestre without you since you came to Paris." " Yet this evening, madame, I have failed in my traditions : I have no flowers. But Syl- vestre tells me that you have just received flowers from the south, from an unfortunate creditor." My words produced an unusual effect upon her. She, who never stopped knitting to talk or to listen, laid down her work upon her knees, and fixed her eyes upon me filled with anxiety. " Has he told you ? " Lampron, who was poking the fire, his slip- pered feet stretched out towards the hearth turned his head. " No, mother, I merely told him that we had received a basket of flowers. Not much to 48 A BLOT OF INK. confide. Yet why should he not know all ? Surely he is our friend enough to know all. He should have known it long since, were it not cruel to share between three a burden that two can well bear." She made no answer, and began again to twist the wool between her needles, but nerv- ously and as if her thoughts were sad. To change the conversation I told them the story of my twofold mishap at the National Library and at Monsieur Charnot's. I tried to be funny, and fancied I succeeded. The old lady smiled faintly. Lampron remained grave, and tossed his head impatiently. I summed my story up thus : " Nett gain, two enemies, one of them charming." " Oh, enemies ! " said Sylvestre, " they spring up like weeds. One cannot prevent them, and big sorrows do not come from them. Still, beware of charming enemies." " She hates me, I swear. If you could have seen her ! " " And you ? " " Me ? She is nothing to me." " Are you sure ? " He put the question gravely, without looking in my face, as he twisted a paper spill. A BLOT OF INK. 49 I laughed. "What's the matter with you to-day, mis- anthrope ? I assure you that she is absolutely indifferent to me. But even were it otherwise, Sylvestre, what wrong would it be ? " " Wrong ? No wrong at all ; but I should be anxious for you ; I should be afraid. See here, my friend. I know you well. You are a born man of letters, a dreamer, an artist in your way. You have to help you on entering the redoubt- able lists of love neither foresight, nor a cool head, nor determination. You are guided solely by your impressions : by them you rise or fall. You are no more than a child." " I quite agree. What next ? " " What next ? " He had risen, and was speaking with unusual vehemence. "I once knew someone like you, whose first passion, rash, but deep as yours would be, broke his heart for ever. The heart, my friend, is apt to break, and cannot be mended like china." Lampron's mother interrupted him again, and almost reproachfully. " He came to wish you a happy birthday, my child." " One day, mother, is as good as another to listen to good advice. Besides I am only talking E 50 A BLOT OF INK. of one of my friends. Tis but a short story, Fabien, and instructive. I will give it you in very few words. My friend was very young and enthu- siastic. He was on his way through the galleries of Italy, brush in hand, his heart full of the ceaseless song of youth in holiday. The world had never played him false, nor baulked him. He made the future bend to the fancy of his dreams. He seldom descended among common men from that sublimer air where the con- templation of endless masterpieces kept his spirit as on wings. He admired, copied, filled his soul with the glowing beauty of Italian landscape and Italian art. But one day, without reflection, without knowledge, without foresight, he was rash enough to fall in love with a girl of noble birth whose portrait he was painting ; to speak to her and to win her love. He thought then, in the silly innocence of his youth, that art abridges all distance and love effaces it. Crueller nonsense was never uttered, my poor Fabien. He soon found this ; he tried to struggle against the parents' denial, against himself, against her, powerless in all alike, beaten on every point .... The end was Do you care to learn the end ? The girl was carried off, struck down by a brief illness, soon dead ; the man, hurled out of A BLOT OF INK. 51 heaven, bruised, a fugitive also, is still so weak in presence of his sorrow that even after these long years he cannot think of it without weep- ing." Lampron actually was weeping, he who was so seldom moved. Down his brown beard, tinged already with grey, a tear was trickling. I noticed that Madame Lampron was stooping lower and lower over her needles. He went on " I have kept the portrait, the one you saw, Fabien. They would like to have it over yonder. They are old folk by now. Every year they ask me for this relic of our common sorrow ; every year they send me, about this time, a basket of white flowers, chiefly lilacs, the dead girl's flower, and their meaning is, ' Give up to us what is left of her, the masterpiece built up of your youth and hers.' But I am selfish, Fabien. I, like them, am jealous of all the sorrows this portrait recalls to me, and I deny them. . . . Come, mother, where are the flowers ? I have promised Fabien to show them to him." But his old mother could not answer. Having no doubt bewept this sorrow too often to find fresh tears, her eyes followed her son with E 2 A BLOT OF INK. restless compassion. He, beside the window, was hunting among the chairs and lounges crowded in this corner of the little sitting-room. He took up and brought us a box of white deal. " See," said he, " 'tis my wedding bou- quet." And he emptied it on the table. Parma violets, lilacs, white camellias and moss rolled out in slightly faded bunches, spreading a sweet smell in which there breathed already a vague scent of death and corruption. A violet fell on to my knees. I picked it up. He looked for a moment at the bunches that heaped the table to overflowing. " I keep none," said he ; "I have too many reminders without them. Cursed flowers ! " With one motion of his arm he swept them all up and cast them upon the coals in the hearth. They shrivelled, crackled, grew limp and dis- coloured, and vanished in smoke. " Now I am going back to my etching. Good- bye, Fabien. Good-night, mother." Without turning his head, he left the room and went back to his studio. I made a movement to follow him and bring him back. Madame Lampron stopped me. " I will go myself," said she " later on much later." A BLOT OF INK. 53 We sat awhile in silence. When she saw ine somewhat recovered from the shock of my feelings she went on : " You have never seen him like this, but I have seen it often. It is so hard ! I knew her whom he loved almost as soon as he, for he never hid a thing from me. You can judge from her portrait if hers was not the face to attract an artist like Sylvestre. I saw at once that it was a trial, in which I could do nothing. They were very great people ; different from us, you know." " They refused to let them marry ? " " Oh, no ! Sylvestre did not ask ; they never had the opportunity of refusing. No, no ; it was I. I said to him : " Sylvestre, this can never be never ! " He was convinced, against his will. Then she spoke to her parents on her own account, They carried her off. and there was an end of it." " He never saw her again ? " " Never ; he would not have wished it ; and then she lived a very little time. I went back there two years later, when they wanted to buy the picture. We were still living in Italy. That was one of the hardest hours of my life. I was afraid of their reproaches, and I did not feel 64 A BLOT OF INK. sure of myself. But no, they suffered for their daughter as I for my son, and that brought us together. Still I did not give up the portrait ; Sylvestre set too great store by it. He insists on keeping it, feeding his eyes on it, reopening his wound day by day. Poor child. Forget all this, Monsieur Fabien : you can do nothing to help. Be true to your youth, and tell us next time of Monsieur Charnot and Mademoiselle Jeanne." Dear Madame Lampron ! I tried to console her ; but as I never knew my mother, I could find but little to say. All the same, she thanked me and assured me I had done her good. January 1st, 1885. The first of January ! When one is not yet an uncle and no longer a godson, if one is in no Government employ and goes out very little, the number of one's calls on New Year's day is limited. I shall make five or six this afternoon. Jt will be " Not at home " in each case : and that will be all my compliments of the season. No, I am wrong. I have been wished the compliments of the season. My porter's wife came up just now, wreathed in smiles. " Monsieur Mouillard, I wish you a happy new year, good health, and Heaven to end your days." A SLOT OF INK. 55 She had just said the same to the tenants on the first, second, and third floors. My answer was the same as theirs. I slipped into her palm (with a " Many thanks " of which she took no notice) a piece of gold, which brought another smile, a curtsey, and she is gone. This smile comes only once a year ; it is not reproduced at any other period, but is a dividend payable in one instalment. This, and a iear on All Souls' day, when she has been to place a bunch of chrysanthemums on her baby's grave, are the only manifestations of sensibility that I have discovered in her. From the second of January to the second of November she is a human creature tied to a bell-rope, with an immovably stolid face and a monosyllabic vocabulary in which politer terms occur but sparsely. This morning, contrary to her habits, she has brought up my post, two letters ; one from my Uncle Mouillard (an answer), and the other I don't recognise the other. Let's open it first : big envelope, ill- written address, Paris postmark. Hullo ! a smaller envelope inside, and on it Antoine et Marie Plumet. 56 A SLOT OF INK. Poor souls ! they have no visiting cards : but kind hearts are more than pasteboard. Ten months ago little Madame Plumet, then still unmarried, was in a terrible pother. I remember our tirst meeting, on a March day, at the corner of the Rue du Quatre-Septembre and the Rue Richelieu. I was walking quickly along with a bundle of papers under my arm, on my way back to the office where I was head clerk. All of a sudden a dressmaker's errand girl set down her great oilcloth-covered box right in my way. I nearly went head-first over it, and was preparing to walk round it, when the little woman, red with haste and blushes, ad- dressed me. " Excuse me, sir, are you a lawyer ? " " No, mademoiselle, not yet." " Perhaps, sir, you know some lawyers ? " " To be sure I do ; my master to begin with, Counsellor Boule. He is quite close, if you care to follow me." " I am in a terrible hu.-ry, but I can spare a minute or two. Thank you very much, sir." And thus I found myself escorted by a small dressmaker and a box of fashions. I remember that I walked a little ahead for fear of being seen in such company by a fellow clerk, which would have damaged my reputation. A BLOT OF INK. 57 We got to the office. Down went the box again. The little dressmaker told me that she was engaged to Monsieur Pluinet, frame-maker. She told her tale very clearly ; a little money put by, you see, out of ten years' wages ; one may be careful and yet be taken in ; and, alas ! all has been lent to a cousin in the cabinet- making trade, who wanted to set up shop ; and now he refuses to pay up. The dowry is in danger, and the marriage in suspense. " Do not be alarmed, mademoiselle ; we will summons this scoundrel cabinet-maker, and get a judgment against him ; we shall not let him go until he has disgorged, and you shall be Madame Plumet." We kept our word. Less than two months later thanks to my efforts the dowry was re- covered ; the banns were put up ; and the little dressmaker paid a second visit to the office, this time with Monsieur Plumet, who was even more embarrassed than she. " See, Antoine! this is Monsieur Mouillard, who undertook our case ! Thank you again and again, Monsieur Mouillard, you really have been too kind ! What do I owe you for your trouble ? " "You must ask my master what his fees come to, mademoiselle." 68 A BLOT OF INK. " Yes, but you ? What can I do for you ? " The whole office, from the messenger to the clerk who came next to me, had their eyes upon me. I rose to the occasion, and in my uncle's best manner I replied " Be happy, mademoiselle, and remember me." We laughed over it for a week. She has done better, she has remembered it after eight months. But she has not given her address. That is a pity. I should have liked to see them both again. These young married folk are like the birds ; you hear their song, but that does not tell you the whereabouts of their nest. Now, uncle, it's your turn. Here it is again, your unfailing letter, antici- pated like the return of the comets, but less difficult to analyse than the weird substance of which comets are composed. Every year I write to you on December 28th, and you answer me on the 31st in time for your letter to reach me on New Year's morning. You are punctual, dear uncle ; you are even attentive ; there is something affectionate in this precision. But I do not know why your letters leave me unmoved. The eighteen to twenty-five lines of which each is composed are from your head, rather than your heart. Why do you not tell me of my A BLOT OF INK. 59 parents, whom you knew ; of your daily life ; of your old servant Madeleine who nursed me as a baby ; of the Angora cat almost as old as she ; of the big garden, so green, so enticing, which you trim with so much care, and which rewards your attention with such luxuriance. It would be so nice, dear uncle, to be a shade more intimate. Ah, well ! let us see what he writes : " BOURGES, December 31st, 1884. "My DEAR NEPHEW, The approach of the new year does not find me with the same sentiments with which it leaves you. I make up my yearly accounts from July 31st, so the advent of the 31st of December finds me as indifferent as that of any other day of the said month. Your repinings appear to me the expres- sions of a dreamer. " It would, however, not be amiss if you made a start in practical life. You come of a family not addicted to dreaming. Three Mouillards have, if I may so say, adorned the legal profession at Bourges. You will be the fourth. " As soon as you have taken your doctor's degree which I presume should not be long I shall expect you, the very next day, or the day after that at the furthest ; and I shall place you under my supervision. "The practice is not falling off, I can assure you. In spite of age, I still possess good eyes and good teeth, the chief qualifications for a lawyer. You will find every- thing ready and in order here. " I am obliged to you for your good wishes, which I entirely reciprocate. " Your affectionate uncle, " BRUTUS MOUILLARD. " P.S. The Lorinet family have been to see me. Mademoiselle Berthe is really quite pretty. They have just inherited 751,351 francs. " I was employed by them in an action relating thereto." 60 A BLOT OF INK. Yes, my dear uncle, you were employed, according to the formula, " in virtue of these and subsequent engagements," and among the " sub- sequent engagements " you are kind enough to reckon one between Mademoiselle Berthe Lorinet, spinster, of no occupation, and Monsieur Fabien Mouillard, lawyer. " Fabien Mouillard, lawyer " that I may perhaps endure, but " Fabien Mouil- lard, son-in-law of Lorinet," never! One pays too dear for these rich wives. Mademoiselle Berthe is half a foot taller than I, who am moderately tall, and she has breadth in propor- tion. Moreover, I have heard that her wit is not in proportion. I saw her when she was seventeen, in a short dress of staring blue ; she was very thin then, and was escorted by a brother, squeezed inside a schoolboy's suit ; they were out for their first walk alone, both red-faced, flurried, shuffling along the sidewalks of Bourges. That was enough. For me she will always wear that look, that dress, that clumsy gait. Recollections, my good uncle, are not unlike instantaneous photographs ; and this one is a distinct negative to your designs. March 3rd. The year is getting on. My essay is growing. The Junian Latin emerges from the fogs of Tiber. A BLOT OF INK. 61 I have had to return to the National Library. My first visits were not made without trepida- tion. I fancied that the beadle was colder, and that the keepers were shadowing me like a political suspect. I thought it wise to change my side, so now I make out my list of books at the left-hand desk and occupy a seat on the left side of the room. Monsieur Charnot remains faithful to his post beneath the right-hand inkstand. I have been watching him. He is usually one of the first to arrive, with nimble, almost springy, step. His hair, which he wears rather long, is always carefully parted in the middle, and he is always freshly shaven. His habit of filling the pockets of his frock coat with bundles of notes has made that garment swell out at the top into the shape of a basket. He puts on a pair of spectacles mounted in very thin gold, and reads determinedly, very few books it is true, but they are all bound in vellum, and that fixes their date. In his way of turning the leaves there is something pontifical. He seems popular with the servants. Some of the keepers worship him. He has very good manners towards everyone. Me he avoids. Still I meet him, sometimes in the cloak-room, A BLOT OF INK. oftener in the Rue Richelieu on his way to the Seine. He stops, and so do I, near the Fontaine Moliere, to buy chestnuts. We have this taste in common. He buys two sous' worth, I buy one: thus the distinctions of rank are preserved. If he arrives after me, I allow him the first turn to be served ; if he is before me, I await niy turn with a patience which betokens respect. Yet he never seems to notice it. Once or twice, certainly, I fancied I caught a smile at the corners of his mouth, and a sly twinkle in the corners of his eyes ; but these old scholars smile so austerely. He must have guessed that I want to meet him. For I cannot deny it. I am looking out for an opportunity to repair my clumsy mistake and show myself in a less unfavourable light than I did at that ill-starred visit. And she is the reason why I haunt his path ! Ever since Monsieur Mouillard threatened me with Mademoiselle Berthe Lorinet, the graceful outlines of Mademoiselle Jeanne have haunted me with a persistence to which I have no objection. It is not because I love her. It does not go as far as that. I am leaving her and leaving Paris for ever in a few months. No ; the height of my desire is to see her again in A SLOT OF INK. 63 the street, at the theatre, no matter where, to show her by my behaviour, and, if possible, by my words that I am sorry for the past, and im- plore her forgiveness. Then there will no longer be a gulf betwixt her and me, I shall be able to meet her without confusion, to invoke her image to put to flight that of Mademoiselle Lorinet without the vision of those disdainful lips to dash me. She will be for me at once the type of Parisian grace and of filial affection. I will carry off her image to the country like the remembered perfume of some rare flower ; and if ever I sing Hymen Hymencee ! it shall be with one who recalls her face to me. I do not think my feelings overpass these bounds. Yet I am not quite sure. I watch for her with a keenness and determination which surprise me, and the disappointment which follows a fruitless search is a shade too lively to accord with cool reason. After all, perhaps my reason is not cool. Let me see, I will make up the account of my ventures. One January afternoon I walked up and down the Rue de 1'Universite eight times in succession, from No. 1 to No. 107, and from No. 107 to No. 1. Jeanne did not come out, 64 A BLOT OF INK. in spite of the brilliancy of the clear winter day. On the 19th of the same month I went to see Andromaque, although the classic writers, whom I swear by, are not the writers I most care to hear. I renewed this attempt on the 27th. Neither on the first nor on the second occasion did I see Mademoiselle Charnot. And yet if the Institute does not escort its daughters in shoals to applaud Andromaque, where on earth does it take them ? Perhaps nowhere. Every time I cross the Tuileries Gardens 1 run my eyes over the groups scattered among the chestnut trees. I see children playing and falling about ; nursemaids who leave them cry- ing ; mothers who pick them up again ; a vagrant guardsman. No Jeanne. To wind up, yesterday I spent five hours at the Bon Marche\ The spring show was on, one of the great occasions of the year ; and I presumed, not without an apparent foundation of reason, that no young and pretty Parisian could fail to be there. When I arrived, about one o'clock, the crowd already filled the vast bazaar. It was not easy to stand against certain currents that set towards the A BLOT OF INK. 65 departments consecrated to spring novelties. Adrift like a floating spar I was swept away and driven ashore ainid the baby-linen. There it flung me high and dry among the shop-girls, who laughed at the spectacle of an undergradu- ate shipwrecked among the necessaries of baby- hood. I felt shy, and attaching myself to the fortunes of an Englishwoman, who worked her elbows with the vigour of her nation, I was borne round some twenty counters. At last, wearied, mazed, dusty as with a long summer walk, I took refuge in the reading-room. " Poor simpleton ! " I said to myself, " you are too early ; you might have known that. She cannot come with her father before the National Library closes. Even supposing they take an omnibus they will not get here before a quarter past four." I had to find something to fill up the some- what long interval which separated me from that happy moment. I wrote a letter to my uncle Mouillard, taking seven minutes over the address alone. I had not shown such penman- ship since I was nine years old. When the last flourish was completed I looked for a paper ; they were all engaged. The directory was free. I took it, and opened it at Ch. I discovered that F 66 A BLOT OF INK. there were many Charnots in Paris without counting mine : Charnot, grocer ; Charnot, up- holsterer ; Charnot, surgical bandage-maker. I built up a whole family-tree for the member of the Institute, choosing of course those persons of the name who appeared most worthy to adorn its branches. Of what followed I retain but a vague recollection. I only remember that I felt twice as if some inquisitive stranger were looking over my shoulder. The third time I Avoke up with a start. " Sir," said a shopwalker, with the utmost politeness, " a gentleman has been waiting three- quarters of an hour for the directory. Would you kindly hand it to him if you have quite finished with it ? " It was a quarter to six. I sidl waited a little while, and then I left, having wasted my day. Oh, Jeanne ! where do you hide yourself? Must I, to meet you, attend mass at St. Germain des Pres ? Are you one of those early birds who, before the world is up, are out in the Champs Elyse"es catching the first rays of the morning and the country breeze before it is lost in the smoke of Paris ? Are you attending lectures at the Sorbonne ? Are you learning to sing ? and, if so, who is your teacher ? A BLOT OF INK. 67 You sing, Jeanne, of course. You remind me of a bird. You have all the quick and easy graces of the sky-lark. Why should you not have the sky-lark's voice ? Fabien, you are dropping into poetry ! April '3rd. For a month and more I have written nothing in this brown note-book. But to-day there is plenty to put down, and worth the trouble too. Let me begin with the first shock. This morning, my head crammed with passages from Latin authors, I leaned my brow against the pane of my window which looks on the garden. The garden is not mine, of course, since I live on the fourth floor ; but I have a look out on to the big weeping willow in the centre, the sanded path which runs round it, and the four walls lined with borders, one of which separates it from the huge premises of the Carmelites. It is an almost deserted garden. The first-floor tenant scarcely ever walks there. His son, a schoolboy of seventeen, was there this morning. He stood two feet from the street wall, motion- less, with head thrown back, whistling a monotonous air, which seemed to me like a F 2 68 A BLOT OF INK. signal. Before him, however, was nothing but the moss on the old wall gleaming with golden lights. People do not whistle to amuse stones nor yet moss. Further off, on the other side of the street, the windows of the opposite houses stretched away in long straight lines, the majority stand- ing open. I thought to myself, " The bird is somewhere there. Some small Abigail will look out in a moment with her white cap." The suspicion was stupid and ill-natured. How rash are our lightest judgments ! All at once the schoolboy took one step forward, swept his hand quickly along the moss as if he were trying to catch a fly, and ran off to his mother triumphant, delighted, beside himself, with an innocent grey lizard on the tips of his fingers. " I've got him ! I've got him ! He was basking in the sun and I charmed him ! " " Basking in the sun ! " this was a revela- tion to me. I flung up the window. Yes, it was true. Warmth and light lay everywhere : on the roofs still glistening with last night's showers : across the sky, whose gay blue pro- claimed that winter was done. I looked down- wards and saw what I had not seen before : the willow bursting into bud, the hepatica in flower at the foot of the camellias, which A BLOT OF INK. 69 had ceased to bloom, the pear-trees in the Carmelites' garden dusted with red as the sap rose within them, and upon the dead trunk of a fig-tree a blackbird, escaped from the Luxem- bourg, who, on tiptoe, with throat outstretched, drunk with delight, answered some far-off' call that the wind brought to him, singing as if in woodland depths the rapturous song of the year's new birth. Then, oh ! then I could contain myself no longer. I ran down the stairs four at a bound, cursing Paris and the Junian Latins who had been cheating me of the spring. What ? live there cut off from the world which was created for me, tread an artificial earth of stone or asphalte, live with a horizon of chimneys, only see the sky chopped into irregular strips by house-roofs, smirched with smoke, and allow this exquisite spring to fleet by without drinking in her bountiful delight, without renewing in her youthfulness our youth, always a little staled and overcast by winter ! No, that cannot be ; I mean to see the spring. And I have seen it, in truth, though cut and tied into bouquets, for my aimless steps led me to the Place St. Sulpice, where the flower- sellers were. There were flowers in plenty, but very few people ; it was already late. None the less 70 A BLOT OF INK. did I enjoy the sight of all the plants arranged by height and kind, from the double hyacinths, dear to hall porters, to the first carnations, scarcely in bud, whose pink or white tips just peeped from their green sheaths ; then the bouquets, bundles of the same kinds and same shades of flowers wrapped up in paper, lilies of the valley, lilacs, forget-me-nots, mignonette that, being grown under glass, has guarded its honey from the bees to scent the air here. Everyone had a look of welcome for those exiles. The girls smiled at them without knowing why. The cabdrivers in line along the kerb seemed to enjoy their neighbourhood. I heard one of them, with a face like a half-ripened strawberry, red, with a white nose, say to a comrade, " Hello, Francis ! that smells good, don't it ! " I was walking slowly along, looking into every stall, and when I came to the end I turned right about face. Great heavens ! Not ten feet off ! Monsieur Flamaran, Monsieur Charnot, and Mademoiselle Jeanne ! They had stopped before one of the stalls which I had just left. Monsieur Flamaran was carrying under his arm a pot of cineraria, which made his stomach a perfect bower. Monsieur A BLOT Of INK. 71 diarnot was stooping down, examining a superb pink carnation. Jeanne was hovering jindecided between twenty bunches of flowers, bending her pretty head in its spring hat over each in turn. " Which, father ? " " Whichever you like ; but make up your mind soon : Flamaran is waiting." A moment more, and the elective affinities carried the day. " This bunch of mignonette," she said. I would have wagered on it. She was bound to choose the mignonette a fair, well-bred, graceful plant like herself. Others choose their camellias and their hyacinths ; Jeanne must have something more refined. She put down her money, caught up the bunch, looked at it for a moment, and held it close to her breast as a mother might her child, while all its golden locks drooped over her arm. Then off she ran after her father, who had only changed one carnation for another. They went on towards St. Sulpice Monsieur Flamaran on the right, Monsieur Charnot in the middle, Jeanne on the left. She brushed past with- out seeing me. I followed them at a distance. All three were laughing. At what ? I can guess : she because she was eighteen, they for 72 A BLOT OF INK. joy to be with her. At the end of the market- place they turned to the left, followed the railings of the church, and bent their steps towards the Rue St. Sulpice, doubtless to take home Monsieur Flamaran, whose cineraria blazed ainid the crowd. I was about to turn in the same direction when an omnibus of the Batignolles-Clichy line stopped my way. In an instant I was overwhelmed by the Hood of passengers which it poured on to the pave- ments. " Hullo, you here ! How goes it ? What are you staring at ? My top hat ? Observe it well, my dear felloAv, the latest invention of Leon : the patent ventilating anti-sudorific and evaporating hat ! " It was Larive who had just climbed down from the knife-board. Everyone knows Larive, head clerk in Ma- chin's office. He is to be seen everywhere, a tall, fair man, with little close- trimmed whiskers, and moustache carefully twisted. He is always perfectly dressed, always in a high hat and new gloves, full of ah 1 the new stories, which he tells as his own. If you believe him, he is at home in all the ministries, whatever party is in power; he has cards for every ball, and A SLOT OF INK. 73 tickets for every first night. With all that he never misses a funeral, is a good lawyer, and as solemn when in court as a dozen old bonzes. " Come, Fabien, will you answer ? What are you staring at ? " He turned his head. " Oh, I see, pretty Mademoiselle Charnot." " You know her ? " . " Of course I do, and her father too. A pretty little thing ! " I blushed with pleasure. He went on : " Yes, a very pretty little thing ; but wants style dances poorly." " An admirable defect." " A little big, too, for her eyes.'' " What do you mean by that ? " " Her eyes are a little too small, you under- stand me ? " " What matter that if they are bright and loving ? " " No matter at all to me ; but it seems to have some effect on you. Might you be re- lated ? " " No." " Or connected by marriage ? " " No." 74 A BLOT OF INK. " So much the better eh, ray boy ? And how's uncle ? Still going strong ? " " Yes ; and longing to snatch me from this Babylon." " You mean to succeed him ? " " As long hence as possible." " I had heard you were not enthusiastic. A small practice, isn't it ? " " Not exactly. A matter of a thousand a year ! " " Clear profit ? " "Yes." "That's good enough. But in the country, my poor fellow, in the country ! " " It would be the death of you, wouldn't it ? " " In forty-eight hours." " However did you manage to be born there, Larive ? I'm surprised at you." " So am I. I often think about it. Good- bye. I must be off." I caught him by the hand which he held out to me. " Larive, tell me where you have met Made- moiselle Charnot ? " " Oh, come I see it's serious. My dear fellow, I am so sorry I did not tell you she was perfection. If I had only known ! " A BLOT OF INK, 75 " That's not what I asked you. Where have you seen her ? " " In society, of course. Where do you expect me to see young girls except in society ? My dear Fabien ! " He went off laughing. When he was about ten yards off he turned, and making a speaking- trumpet of his hands he shouted through them, " She's perfection ! " Larive is decidedly an ass. His jokes strike you as funny at first; but there's nothing in him, he's a mere hawker of stale buffooneries ; there's nothing but selfishness under his jesting exterior. I have no belief in him. Yet he is an old school friend ; the only one of my twenty- eight classmates whose acquaintance I have kept up. Four are dead, twenty-three others are scattered about in obscure country places ; lost for want of news, as they say at the private inquiry offices. Larive makes up the twenty- eight. I used to admire him, when we were low down in the school, because of his long trousers, his lofty contempt of discipline, and his pre- cocious intimacy with tobacco. I preferred him to the good, well-behaved boys. Whenever we had leave out I used to buy gum arabic at the druggist's in La Chatre, and break it up with a 76 A BLOT OF INK. small hammer at the far end of my room, away from prying eyes. I used there to dis- tribute it into three bags ticketed respectively : " large pieces," " middle-sized pieces," " small pieces." When I returned to school with the three bags in my pocket, I would draw out one or the other to offer them to my friends, accord- ing to the importance of the occasion, or the de- grees of friendship. Larive always had the big bits, and plenty of them. Yet he was none the more grateful to me, and even did not mind chaffing me about these petty attentions by which he was the gainer. He used to make fun of everything, and I used to look up to him. He still makes fun of everything; but for me the age of gum arabic is past, and my faith hi Larive is gone. If he thinks he is going to disparage this charming girl in my eyes by telling me that she is a bad dancer, he is wrong. A lot of good it is to have a wife who dances well ! She does not dance in her own house, nor with her husband from the wardrobe to the cradle, but at others' houses, and with other men. Besides, a young girl who dances much has a lot of nonsense talked to her. She may acquire a taste for Larive's buffooneries, for a neat leg, or a sharp A BLOT OF INK. 77 tongue. In that case what welcome can she give to simple, timid affection ? She Avill only laugh at it. But you would not laugh, Jeanne, were I to teh 1 you that I loved you. No, I am quite convinced that you would not laugh. And if you loved me, Jeanne, we should not go into society. That would just suit me. I should protect you, yet not hide you. We should have felicity at home instead of running after it to balls and crushes where it is never to be found. You could not help being aware of the fascina- tion you exert ; but you would not squander it on a lot of dancers, and bring home only the last remnants of your good spirits, with the last remnants of your train. Jeanne, I am delighted to hear that you dance badly. Whither away, Fabien, my friend, whither away ? You are letting your imagination run away with you again. A hint from it, and off you go. Come, do use your reason a little. You have seen this young lady again, that is true. You admired her; that was for the second time. But she, whom you so calmly speak of as " Jeanne," as if she were something to you, never even noticed you. You know nothing about her but what you suspect from her maiden grace and a dozen words from her 78 A BLOT OF INK. lips. You do not know whether she is free, nor how she would welcome the notions you enter- tain if you gave them utterance, yet here you are saying, " We would go here," " We would do this and that." Keep to the singular, my poor fellow. The plural is far away, very far away, if not entirely beyond your reach. April 27th. The end of April. Students pack and be off! The first warm breezes burst the buds. Meudon is smiling, Clamart breaks into song, the air in the valley of Chevreuse is heavy with violets : the willows shower their catkins on the banks of the Yvette, and further yet, over yonder beneath the green domes of the forest of Fontainebleau, the deer prick their ears at the sound of the first riding parties. Off with you ! Flowers line the pathways, the moors are pink with bloom, the undergrowth teems with darting wings. All the town troops out to see the country in its gala dress. The very poorest have a favourite nook, a recollection of the bygone year to be revived and renewed ; a sheltered corner that invited skep, a glade where the shade was grateful, a spot beside the river's brink where the fish used to bite. Each one says, A BLOT OF INK. 79 " Don't you remember ? " Each one seeks his nest like a home-coming swallow. Does it still hold together ? What havoc has been made by the w r inter's winds, and the rain, and the frost ? Will it welcome us, as of old ? I, too, said to Lampron, " Don't you re- member ? " for we too have our nest, and summer days that smile to us in memory. He was in the mood for work, and hesitated. I added, in a whisper, "The Blackbird's Pool!" He smiled, and off we went. Again, as of old, our destination was Saint- Germain, not the town, nor the Italian palace, nor yet the terrace whence the view spreads so wide over the Seme, the country dotted with villas, to Montmartre blue in the distance; not these, but the forest. " Our forest " we caU it : for we know all its young shoots, all its giant trees, all its paths where poachers and young lovers hide. With my eyes shut I could find the Blackbird's Pool, the way to which was first shown us by a deer. Imagine at thirty paces from an avenue, a pool no, not a pool (the word is incorrect), nor yet a pond but a fountain hollowed out by the upheaval of a giant oak. Since the death of this monarch the birches which its branches kept 80 A BLOT OF INK. apart have never closed together, and the foun- tain forms the centre of a little clearing where the moss is thick at all seasons and starred in August with wild pinks. The water, though deep, is deliciously clear. At a depth of more than six feet you can distinguish the dead leaves at the bottom, the grass, the twigs, and here and there a stone's iridescent outline. They all lie asleep there, the waste of seasons gone by, soon to be covered by others in their turn. From time to time out of the depths of these submerged thickets an eft darts up. He comes circling up, quivering his yellow-banded tail, snatches a mouthful of air, and goes down again head-first. Save for these alarms the pool is untroubled. It is guarded from the winds by a juniper that an eglantine has chosen for its guardian, and crowns each year with a wreath of roses. Each year, too, a blackbird makes his nest here. We keep his secret. He knows we shall not disturb him. And when I come back to this little nook in the woods, which custom has endeared to us, merely by looking in the water I feel my very heart refreshed. " What a spot to sleep in ! " cried Lampron. " Keep sentry, Fabien ; I am going to take a nap." A BLOT OF INK. 81 We had walked fast. It was very hot. He took off his coat, rolled it into a pillow, and placed it beneath his head as he lay down on the grass. I stretched myself prone on a velvety carpet of moss, and gave myself up to a profound investigation of the one square foot of ground which lay beneath my eyes. The number of blades of grass was prodigious. A few, already awned. stood above their fellows, waving like palms meadow grass, fescue, fox- tail, brome-grass each slender stalk crowned with a tuft. Others were budding, only half unfolded, amid the darker mass of spongy moss which gave them sustenance. Amid the number- less shafts thus raised towards heaven a thousand paths criss-crossed, each full of obstacles chips of bark, juniper berries, birch-nuts, tangled roots, hills raised by burrowing insects, ravines formed by the draining off of the rains. Ants and beetles bustled along them, pressing up hill and down to some mysterious goal. Above them a cunning red spider was tying a blade of grass to an orchid leaf, the pillars it had chosen for its future web; and when the wind shook the leaves and the sun pierced through to this spot I saw the delicate roof already mapped out. I do not know how long my contemplation G 82 A BLOT OF INK. lasted. The woods were still. Save for a swarm of gnats which hummed in a minor key around the sleeping Lampron, nothing stirred, not a leaf even. All nature was silent as it drank in the brimming sunshine. A murmur of distant voices stole on my ear. I rose, and crept through the birches and hazels to the edge of the glade. At the top of the slope, on the green margin of the glade, shaded by the tall trees, two pedes- trians were slowly advancing. At the distance they still were I could distinguish very little except that the man wore a frock-coat, and that the girl was dressed in grey, and was young, to judge by the suppleness of her walk. Neverthe- less I felt at once that it was she. I hid as they came near, and saw her pass on her father's arm, chatting in low tones, full of joy to have escaped from the Rue de I'Universite'. She was looking before her with wide opened eyes. M. Charnot kept his eyes on his daughter, more interested in her than in all the wealth of spring. He kept well to the right of the path as the sun ate away the edge of the shadows ; and asked from time to time " Tired ? " " Oh no ! " A BLOT OF INK. 83 " As soon as you are tired, my dear, we will sit down. I am not walking too fast ? " She answered " no " again, and laughed, and they went on. Soon they left the avenue and were lost in a green alley. Then a sudden twilight seemed to have closed down on me, an infinite sadness swelled in my heart. I closed my eyes, and God forgive my weakness, but the tears came. " Hullo ! What part do you intend me to play in all this ? " said Lampron behind me. " ' What part ? ' " " Yes. It's an odd notion to invite me to your trysting place." " Trysting place ? I haven't one." " You mean to tell me, perhaps, that you came here by chance ? " " Certainly." " And chanced upon the very moment and the spot where she was passing ? " " Do you want a proof ? That young lady is Mademoiselle Charnot." "Well?" " Well, sir, I have never said another word to her since my one visit to her father; I have only seen her once, for a moment, in the street. You see there can be no question of trysting G 2 84 A SLOT OF INK. places in this case. I was wondering when you came. It is luck, or a friendly providence that has used the beauty of the sunlight, the breeze, and all the sweets of April to bring her, as it brought us, to the forest." " And that is what fetched the tears ? " " Well, no." " What then ? " " I don't know." " My full-grown baby, I will tell you. You are in love with her ! " " Indeed, Sylvestre, I believe you're right. I confess it frankly to you as to my best friend. It is an old story already ; as old, perhaps, as the day I first met her. At first her image would rise in my imagination, and I took pleasure in contemplating it. Soon this phantom ceased to satisfy ; I longed to see her in person. I sought her in the streets, the shops, the theatre. I still blinded myself, and pretended that I only wanted to ask her pardon, so as to remove, before I left Paris, the unpleasant impression I had made at our first meeting. But now, Sylvestre, all these false reasons have disappeared, and the true one is clear. I love her ! " " Not a doubt of it, my friend, not a doubt of it. I have been through it myself." A BLOT OF INK. 85 He was silent, and his eyes wandered away to the far-off woods, perhaps back to those distant memories of his. A shadow rested on his strong face, but only for an instant. He shook off his depression, and his old smile came back as he said " It's serious, then ? " " Yes, very serious." " I'm not surprised : she is a very pretty girl." " Isn't she lovely ? " " Better than that, my friend : she is good. "What do you know about her ? " " Only that she is a bad dancer." " That's something, to be sure." " But it isn't all." " Well, no. But never mind, find out the rest, speak to her, declare your passion, ask for her hand, and marry her." " Good heavens, Sylvestre, you are going ahead ! " " My dear fellow, that is the best and wisest plan ; these vague idylls ought to be hurried on, either to a painless separation or an honourable end in wedlock. In your place I should begin to-morrow." " Why not to-day ? " 86 A BLOT OF INK. "How so?" " Let's catch them up, and see her again at least." He began to laugh. " Run after young girls at my age ! Well, well, it was my advice. Come along ! " \Ve crossed the avenue, and plunged into the forest. Lampron formerly acquired a reputation for tireless agility among the fox-hunters of the Roman Campagna. He still deserves it. In twenty strides he left me behind. I saw him jumping over the heather, knocking off with his cane the young shoots on the oaks, or turning his head to look at me as I struggled after, torn by brambles and pricked by gorse. A startled pheasant brought him to a halt. The bird got up under his feet and rose into the full light. " There's a beauty !" said he. " Look out, we must be more careful ; we are scaring the game. We ought to come upon the path they took, about sixty yards on." Five minutes later Tie was signalling to me from behind the trunk of a great beech. " Here they are." Jeanne and Monsieur Charnot were seated on A BLOT OF INK. 87 a fallen trunk beside the path, which here was almost lost beneath the green boughs. Their backs were towards us. The old man, with his shoulders bent and his gold-knobbed cane stuck into the ground beside him, was reading out of a book which we could not see, while Jeanne, attentive, motionless, her face half turned to- wards him, was listening. Her profile was outlined against a strip of clear sky. The deep silence of the wood wrapped us round, and we could hear the old scholar's voice; it just reached us. " Straightway the godlike Odysseus ad- dressed her with honeyed words beguiling : ' Be thou goddess or mortal, queen, I kneel before thee ! If thou art one of the deities who dwell in boundless heaven, by thy loveliness and stature and grace I guess thee to be Artemis, daughter of high Zeus. But if thou art a mortal dwelling upon earth, thrice blessed then thy father and thy queenly mother, thrice blessed thy brethren ! Surely their souls ever swell with gladness because of thee, when they see a maiden so lovely step into the circle of the dance. But far the most blessed of all is he who shall prevail on thee with presents and lead thee to his home ! ' " 88 A BLOT OF INK. I turned to Larapron, who had stopped a few steps in front of me, a little to the right. He had got out his sketch-book and was drawing hurriedly. Presently he forgot all prudence, and came forth from the shelter of a beech to get nearer to his model. In vain I made sign upon sign, and tried to remind him that we were not there to paint or sketch. It was no use ; the artist within him had broken loose. Sitting down at the required distance on a gnarled root, right in the open, he went on with his work with no thought but for his art. The inevitable happened. Growing impatient over some difficulty in his sketch, Lampron shuffled his feet ; a twig broke, some leaves rustled Jeanne turned round and saw me looking at her, Lampron sketching her. What are the feelings of a young girl who in the middle of a forest suddenly discovers that two pairs of eyes are busy with her ? A little fright at first ; then when the idea of robbers is dismissed, and a second glance has shown her that it is her beauty, not her life, they want a touch of satisfied vanity at the compliment, not unmixed with confusion. This is exactly what we thought we saw. At first she drew back slightly, with brows knitted, A BLOT OF INK. 89 on the verge of an exclamation ; then her brows unbent, and the pleasure of finding herself admired, confusion at being taken unawares, the desire of appearing at ease, all showed at once on her rosy cheeks, and in her faintly troubled smile. I bowed. Sylvestre pulled off his cap. Monsieur Charnot never stirred. " Another squirrel ? " he said. " Two this time, I think, father," she answered in a low voice. He went on reading. " ' My guest,' made answer the fair Nausicaa, ' for I call thee so since thou seemest not base nor foolish, It is Zeus himself that giveth weal to men ' " Jeanne was no longer listening. She was thinking. Of what ? Of several things perhaps, but certainly of how to beat a retreat. I guessed it by the movement of her sunshade, which was nervously tracing figures in the turf. I signalled to Lampron. We retired backwards. Yet it was in vain; the charm was broken, the peace had been disturbed. She gave two coughs musical little coughs, produced at will. Monsieur Charnot broke off his reading. 90 A BLOT OF INK. " You are cold, Jeanne ? " " Why, no, father." "Yes, yes, you're cold. Why did you not say so before ? Lord, Lord, these children ! Always the same think of nothing ! " He rose without delay, put his book in his pocket, buttoned up his coat, and leaning on his stick glanced up a moment at the tree-tops. Then side by side they disappeared down the path, Jeanne stepping briskly, upright and supple, between the young branches which soon con- cealed her. Still Lampron continued to watch the turn- ing in the path down which she had vanished. " What are you thinking about ? " said I. He stroked his beard, where lurked a few grey hairs. " I am thinking, my friend, that youth leaves us in this same way, at the time when we love it most, Avith a faint smile, and without a word to tell us whither. Mine played me this trick." " What a good idea of yours to sketch them both. Let me see the sketch." " No ! " " Why not ? " " It can scarcely be called a sketch : it's a mere scratch." A BLOT OF INK. 91 " Show it all the same." " My good Fabien, you ought to know that when I am obstinate I have my reasons, like Balaam's ass. You will not see my sketch-book to-day, nor to-morrow, nor the day after." I answered with foolish warmth. " Please yourself ; I don't care." Really I was very much annoyed, and I was rather cool with Lampron when we parted on the platform. What has come to the fellow ? To refuse to show me a sketch he had made before my eyes, and a sketch of Jeanne, too ! April 28/i, 9 a.m. Hide your sketches, Sylvestre ; stuff them away in your portfolios, or your pockets ; I care little, for I bear Jeanne's image in my heart, and can see it when I will, and I love her, I love her, I love her ! What is to become of her and of me I cannot tell. I hope without knowing what, or why, or when, and hope alone is comforting. 9 p.m. This afternoon, at two o'clock, I met Lam- pron in the Boulevard St. Michel. He was 92 A BLOT OF INK. walking fast with a portfolio under his arm. I went up to him. He looked annoyed, and hardly seemed pleased when I offered to accompany him. I grew red and angry. " Oh, very well," I said ; " good-bye then, since you don't care to be seen -with me." He pondered a moment. " Oh, come along if you like ; I am going to my frame-maker's." " A picture ? " " Something of the kind." " And that's all the mystery ! Yesterday it was a sketch I mustn't look at : to-day it's a picture. It is not nice of you, Sylvestre ; no, decidedly it is not nice." He gave me a look of friendly compassion. " Poor little chap ! " said he. Then in his usual clear, strong voice : " I am in a great hurry ; but come if you like. I had rather it were four days later : but as it is, never mind; it is never too soon to be happy." When Lampron chooses to hold his tongue it is no use to ask him questions. I gave myself up to meditating on the words, " It is never too soon to be happy." We went down the Boulevard, past the beer- shops. There is distinction in my friend's A BLOT OF INK. 93 walk : he is not to be confused with the crowd through which he passes. You can tell, from the simple seriousness of the man, his indifference to the noise and petty incidents of the streets, that he is a stout and noble soul. Among the passers-by he is a somebody. I heard from a group of students seated before a cafe the fol- lowing words, which Sylvestre did not seem to notice: "Look, do you see the taller of those two there ? That's Sylvestre Lampron." " Prix du Salon two years ago ? " " A great gun, you know." " He looks it." " To the left," said Lampron. We turned to the left, and found ourselves in the Rue Hautefeuille, before a shabby house, within the porch of which hung notices of apart- ments to let ; this was the frame-maker's. The passage was dark, the walls chipped by the in- numerable removals of furniture they had wit- nessed. We went upstairs. On the fourth floor a smell of glue and sour paste on the landing announced the tenant's profession. To make quite certain, there was a card nailed to the door with " Plumet, Frame-maker" " Plumet ? A newly-married couple ? " 94 A BLOT OF INK. But already Madame Plumet is at the door. It is the same little woman who came to Boule's office. She recognises me in the dim light of the staircase. " What, Monsieur Lampron, do you know Monsieur Mouillard ? " " As you apparently do, too, Madame Plu- met." " Oh, yes ! I know him well ; he won my action, you know." " Ah, to be sure against the cabinet-maker. Is your husband in ? " " Yes, sir, in the workshop. Plumet ! " Through the half-opened door giving access to an inner room we could see in the midst of his moulders, gilders, burnishers, and framers a little dark man with a beard, who looked up and hurriedly undid the strings of his working apron. " Coining, Marie ! " Little Madame Plumet was a trifle upset at having to receive us in undress, before she had tidied up her rooms. I could see it by her blushes and by the instinctive movement which she made to smooth her disordered curls. The husband had scarcely answered her call before she left us and went off to the end of the A BLOT OF INK. 05 room, into the obscure recesses of an alcove over- crowded with furniture. There she bent over an oblong object, which I could not quite see at first, and rocked it with her hand. " Monsieur Mouillard," said she, looking up to me : " Monsieur Mouillard, this is my son, Pierre ! " What tender pride in those words, and the smile which accompanied them ! With a finger she drew one of the curtains aside. Under the blue muslin, betAveen the pillow and the white coverlet, I discovered two little black eyes and a tuft of golden hair. " Isn't he a little rogue ! " she Avent on, and began to caress the waking baby. Meanwhile Sylvestre had been talking to Plumet at the other end of the room. " Out of the question," said the frame-maker "we are up to our knees in arrears; twenty orders waiting." " I ask you to oblige me as a friend." " I wish I could oblige you, Monsieur Lam- pron ; but, if I made you a promise, I should not be able to keep it." " What a pity ! All was so well arranged, too. The sketch was to have been hung with my two engravings. Poor Fabien ! I was saving 96 A BLOT OF INK. up a surprise for you. Come and look here." I went across. Sylvestre opened his port- folio. " Do you recognise it ? " At once I recognised them. Monsieur Char- not's back ; Jeanne's profile, exactly like her ; a forest nook ; the parasol on the ground ; the cane stuck into the grass : a bit of genre, perfect in truth and execution. " When did you do that ? " " Last night." " And you want to exhibit it ?" " At the Salon." " But, Sylvestre, it is too late to send in to the Salon. The Ides of March are long past." " Yes, for that very reason I have had the devil of a time, intriguing all the morning. With a large picture I should never have suc- ceeded ; but with a bit of a sketch, six inches by nine " Bribery of officials then ? " " Followed by substitution, which is strictly forbidden. I happened to have hung there be- tween two engravings a little sketch of under- woods not unlike this; one comes down, the other is hung instead a little bit of jobbery A BLOT Of INK. 97 of which I am still ashamed. I risked it all for you, in the hope that she would come and recognise the subject." " Of course she will recognise it, and under- stand ; how on earth could she help it ? My dear Sylvestre, how can I thank you ? " I seized my friend's hand and begged his forgiveness for my foolish haste of speech. He, too, was a little touched, and overcome by the pleasure his surprise had given me. " Look here, Plumet," he said to the frame- maker, who had taken the sketch over to the light, and was studying it with a professional eye. "This young man has even a greater interest than I in the matter. He is a suitor for the lady's hand, and you can be very useful to him. If you do not frame the picture his happiness is blighted." The frame-maker shook his head. " Let's see, Antoine," said a coaxing little voice, and Madame Plumet left the cradle to come to our aid. I considered our cause as won. Plumet repeated in vain, as he pulled his beard, that it was impossible ; she declared it was not. He made a move for his workshop ; she pulled him H A BLOT OF INK. back by the sleeve, made him laugh and give his consent. " Antoine," she insisted, " we owe our marriage to Monsieur Mouillard ; you must at least pay what you owe." I was delighted. Still, a doubt seized me. " Sylvestre," I said to Lampron, who already had his hand upon the door-handle, " do you really think she will come ? " " I hope so ; but I will not answer for it. To make certain, someone must send word to her : ' Mademoiselle Jeanne, your portrait is at the Salon.' If you know anyone who would not mind taking this message to the Rue de 1'Universite " I'm afraid I don't." " Come on then, and trust to luck." " Rue de 1'Universite did you say ? " broke in little Madame Pluinet, who certainly took the liveliest interest in my cause. "Yes; why?" " Because I have a friend in the neighbour- hood, and perhaps " I risked giving her the number and name under the seal of secrecy ; and it was a good thing I did so. In three minutes she had concocted a plan. A BLOT OF INK. 99 It was like this : her friend lived near the \ otel in the Rue de 1'Universite, a porter's wife of advanced years, and quite safe : by means of her it might be possible to hint to Mademoiselle Jeanne that her portrait, or something like it, was to be seen at the Salon discreetly, of course, and as if it were the merest piece of news. What a plucky, clever little woman it is ! Surely I was inspired when I did her that service. I never thought I should be repaid. And here I am repaid both capital and interest. Yet I hesitated still. She snatched my consent. " No, no," said she, " leave me to act. I promise you, Monsieur Mouillard, that she shall hear of it, and you, Monsieur Lampron, that the picture shall be framed." She showed us to the top of the stairs, did little Madame Plumet ; pleased at having won over her husband, at having shown herself so cunning, and at being employed in a conspiracy of love. In the street Lampron shook me by the hand. " Good-bye, my friend," he said ; "happy men don't need company. Four days hence, at noon, I shall come to fetch you, and we will pay our first visit to the Salon together." Yes, I was a happy man ! I walked fast, H 2 100 A BLOT OF INK. without seeing anything, my eyes lost in day dreams, my ears listening to celestial harmonies I seemed to wear a halo. It abashed me some- what: for there is something insolent in pro- claiming on the housetops, " Look up at me, my heart is full, Jeanne is going to love me ! " Decidedly my brain was affected. Near the fountain in the Luxembourg, in front of the old palace where the Senate sits, two little girls were playing. One pushed the other, who fell down crying, " Naughty Jeanne, naughty girl ! " I rushed to pick her up, and kissed her before the eyes of her stupefied nurse, saying, "No, mademoiselle, she is the most charming girl in the world ! " And Monsieur Legrand ! I still blush when I think of my conversation with Monsieur Le- grand. He was standing in a dignified attitude at the door of his shop: "Italian Warehouse; Dressed Provisions ; Specialty in Colonial Pro- duce!' He and I are upon good terms : I buy oranges, liquorice from him, and rum when I want to make punch. But there are distinctions. Well, to-day I called him " Dear Monsieur Legrand " ; I addressed him, though I had nothing to buy ; I asked after his business ; I remarked to him, " What a heavenly day, A BLOT OF INK. 101 Monsieur Legrand ! We really have got fine weather at last ! " He looked up to the top of the street, and looked down again at me, but refrained from differing, out of respect. And, as a matter of fact, I noticed afterwards that there was a most unpleasant drizzle. To wind up with, just now as I was coming home after dinner, I passed a workman and his family in the Rue Bonaparte, and the man pointed after me, saying " Look ! there goes a poet." He was right. In me the lawyer's clerk is in abeyance, the lawyer of to-morrow has disap- peared, only the poet is left that is to say, the essence of youth freed from the parasitic growths of everyday life. I feel it roused and stirring. How sweet life is, and what wonderful instru- ments we are, that Hope can make us thus vibrate by a touch of her little finger ! May 1st. These four days have seemed as if they would never end ! especially the last. But now it wants only two minutes of noon. In two minutes, if Lampron is not late JRat-a-tat-tat / 102 A BLOT OF INK. " Come in." "It is twelve o'clock, my friend, are you coming ? " It was Lampron. For the last hour I had had my hat on my head, my stick between my legs, and had been turning over my essay with gloved hands. He laughed at me. I don't care. We walked, for the day was clear and warm. All the world was out and about. Who can stay indoors on May Day ? As we neared the Chamber of Deputies, perambulators full of babies in white capes came pouring from all the neighbouring streets, and made their resplendent way towards the Tuileries. Lampron was in a talkative mood. He was pleased with the hanging of his pictures, and his plan of campaign against Mademoiselle Jeanne. " She is sure to have heard of it, Fabien, and perhaps is there already. Who can tell ? " " Oh, cease your humbug ! Yes, very possibly she is there before us. I have had a feeling that she would be for these last four days." " You don't say so ! " " I have pictured her a score of times ascend- ing the staircase on her father's arm. We are at the foot, lost in the crowd. Her noble, clear-cut profile stands out against the Gobelin tapestries A BLOT OF INK. 103 which frame it with their embroidered flowers ; one would say some maiden of bygone days had come to life, and stepped down from her tapestried panel." " Gentlemen ! " said Lampron, with a sweep of his arm which took in the whole of the Place de la Concorde, "allow me to present to you the in- tending successor of Counsellor Mouillard, lawyer, of Bourges. Every inch of him a man of business !" We were getting near. Crowds were on their way to the exhibition from all sides, women in spring frocks, many of the men in white waist- coats, one hand in pocket, gaily nourishing their canes with the other, as much as to say, " Look at me well-to-do, jaunty, and out in fine weather." The turnstiles were crowded, but at last we got through. We made but one step across the gravel court, the realm of sculpture where antique gods in every posture formed a mythological circle round the modern busts in the central walk. There was no loitering here, for my heart was elseAvhere. We cast a look at an old wounded Gaul, an ancestor unhonoured by the crowd, and started up the staircase no Jeanne to lead the way. We came to the first room of paintings. Sylvestre beamed like a man who feels at home, 104 A BLOT OF INK. " Quick, Sylvestre, where is the sketch ? Let's hurry to it." But he dragged me with him around several rooms. Have you ever experienced the intoxication of colour which seizes the uninitiated at the door of a picture-gallery ? So many staring hues impinge upon the eyes, so many ideas take confused shape and struggle together in the brain, that the eyes grow weary and the brain harassed. It hovers undecided like an insect in a meadow full of flowers. The buzzing remarks of the crowd add to the feeling of intoxication. They distract one's attention before it can settle anywhere, and carry it off to where some group is gathered before a great name, a costly frame, an immense canvas, or an outrage on taste ; twenty men on a gallows against a yellow sky with twenty crows hovering over them ; or an aged antediluvian, some mighty hunter, com- pletely nude and with no property beyond a loaded club. One turns away, and the struggle begins again between the eye attracted by a hundred subjects, and the brain which would prefer to study one. With Lampron this danger has no existence : he takes in a room at a glance. He has the. A BLOT OF INK. 105 sportsman's eye which, in a covey of partridges, marks down its bird at a glance. He never hesitates. " That is the thing to make for," he says ; " come along ; " and we make for it. He plants himself right in front of the picture, with both hands in his overcoat pockets, and his chin sunk in his collar ; says nothing, but is quite happy developing an idea which has occurred to him on his way to it ; comparing the picture before him with some former work by the same artist which he remembers. His whole soul is concentrated on the picture. And when he con- siders that I have understood and penetrated the meaning of the work, he gives his opinion in few words, but always the right ones, summing up a long sequence of ideas which I must have shared with him, since I see exactly as he does. In this way we halted before the Martyrdom of St. Denis by Bonnat, the two Adorations by Bouguereau, a landscape of Bernier's, some other landscapes, sea pieces, and portraits. At last we left the oil paintings. In the open gallery, which runs round the inside of the huge oblong and looks on the court, the water-colours, engravings, and drawings slumbered, neglected. Lampron went straight to his works. I should have awarded them the 106 A BLOT OF INK. mddaille d'honneur : an etching of a man's head, a large engraving of the Virgin and Infant Jesus from the Salon Carre" at the Louvre ; and the draAving which represents " Great Heavens ! Sylvestre, she's perfectly lovely ; she Avill make a great mistake if she does not come and see herself ! " " She will come, my dear sir ; but I shall not be there to see her." " Are you going ? " " I leave you to stalk your game ; be patient, and do not forget to come and tell me the news this evening." " I promise." And Lampron vanished. The drawing was hung about midway between two doorways draped with curtains, that opened into the big galleries. I leaned against the wood- work of one of them, and waited. On my left stretched a solitude seldom troubled by the few visitors who risk themselves in the realms of pen arid pencil. These, too, only came to get fresh air, or to look down on the many-coloured crowd moving among the white statues below. To my right, on the contrary, the battling currents of the crowd kept passing and rcpassing, the provincial element easily distinguished by A BLOT OF INK. 107 its jaded demeanour. Stout, exhausted matrons, breathless fathers of families, crowded the sofas, raising discouraged glances to the walls, whilst around them turned and tripped, untiring as at a dance, legions of Parisiennes, at ease on their high heels, equally attentive to the pictures, their own carriage, and their neighbours' gowns. peaceful functionaries, you whose business it is to keep an eye upon this ferment ! unless the ceaseless flux of these human phenomena lull you to a trance, what a quantity of silly speeches you must hear ! I picked up twenty in as many minutes. Suddenly there came a sound of little footsteps in the gallery. Two little girls had just come in, two sisters doubtless, for both had the same black eyes, pink dresses, and white feathers in their hats. Hesitating with outstretched necks, like fawns on the border of a glade, they seemed disappointed at the unexpected length of the gallery. They looked at each other and whis- pered. Then both smiled, and, turning their backs on each other, they set off, one to the right, the other to the left, to examine the draw- ings which covered the walls. They made a rapid examination, with which art had obviously little to do ; they were looking for something, 108 A BLOT OF INK. and I thought it might be for Jeanne's portrait. And so it turned out ; the one on my side soon came to a stop, pointed a finger to the Avail, and gave a little cry. The other ran up ; they clapped their hands. "Bravo, bravo !"* Then off they ran again through the further door. I guessed what they were going to do. I trembled from head to foot, and hid myself further behind the curtains. Not a minute elapsed before they were back, not two this time, but three, and the third was Jeanne, whom they were pulling along between them. They brought her up to Larnpron's sketch, and curtsied neatly to her. Jeanne bent down, smiled, and seemed pleased. Then, a doubt seizing her, she turned her head and saw me. The smile died away; she blushed, a tear seemed ready to start to her eyes. Oh, rapture ! Jeanne, you are touched ; Jeanne, you understand. A deep joy surged across my soul, so deep that I have never felt its like. Alas ! at that instant someone called, " Jeanne ! " A BLOT OF INK. 109 She stood up, took the two little girls by the hand, and was gone. Far better had it been had I too fled, carrying with me that dream of delight ! But no, I leaned forward to look after them. In the doorway beyond I saw Monsieur Charnot. A young man was with him, who spoke to Jeanne. She answered him. Three words reached me : " It's nothing, George." The devil ! She loves another ; May 2nd. In what a state of mind did I set out this morning to face my examiners ! Downhearted, worn out by a night of misery, indifferent to all that might befall me, whether for good or for evil. I considered myself, and indeed I was, very wretched, but I never thought that I should return more wretched than I went. It was lovely weather when at half-past eleven I started for the Law School with an annotated copy of my essay under my arm, thinking more of the regrets for the past and plans for the future, with which I had wrestled all night, than of the ordeal I was about to undergo. I met in 110 A BLOT OF INK. the Luxembourg the little girl whom I had kissed the week before. She stopped her hoop and stood in my way, staring with wide opened eyes and a coaxing, cunning look, which meant, " I know you, I do ! " I passed by without noticing. She pouted her lip, and I saw that she was thinking, " What's the matter with him ? " What's the matter? My poor little golden locks, when you are grown a fair woman I trust, you may know as little of it as you do to-day. I went up the Rue Soufflot, and entered the stuffy courtyard on the stroke of noon. The morning lectures were over. Beneath the arcades a few scattered students were walking O up and down. I avoided them for fear of meet- ing a friend and having to talk. Several pro- fessors carne running from their lunch, rather red in the face, at the summons of the secretary. These were my examiners. It was time to get into costume; for the candidate, like the criminal, has his costume. The old usher, who has dressed me up I don't know how many times in his hired gowns, saw that I was downcast, and thought I must be suffering from examination fever, a peculiar malady, which is like what a young soldier feels the first time he is under fire. A BLOT OF INK. Ill "We were alone in the dark robing-room ; he walked round me, brushing and encouraging me ; doctors of law have a prescriptive right to this touch of the brush. " It will be all right, Monsieur Mouillard, never fear. No one has been refused a degree this morning." " I am not afraid, Michu." " When I say ' no one/ there was one refused you never heard the like. Just imagine a little to the right, please, Monsieur Mouillard imagine, I say, a candidate who knew absolutely nothing. That is nothing extraordinary. But this fellow, after the examination was over, recommended himself to mercy. ' Have compassion on me, gentlemen,' he said, ' I only want to be a magis- trate ! ' . Capital, isn't it ? " " Yes, yes." " You don't seem to think so. You don't look like laughing this morning." 'No, Michu, everyone has his bothers, you know." " I said to myself as I looked at you just now, Monsieur Mouillard has some bother. Button up all the way, if you please, for a doctor's essay ; if you please. It's a heart-ache, I dare swear." " Something of the kind." 112 A BLOT OF INK. He shrugged his shoulders and went be- fore me, struggling with an asthmatic chuckle, until we came to the room set apart for the examination. It was the smallest and darkest of all, and borrowed its light from a street which had little enough to spare, and spared as little as it could. On the left against' the wall is a raised desk for the candidate. At the end, on a platform before a bookcase, sit the six examiners in red robes, capes with three bands of ermine, and gold-laced caps. Between the candidate's desk and the door is a little enclosure for spectators, of whom there were about thirty when I entered. My performance, which had a chance of being brilliant, was only so-so. The three first examiners had read my essay, especially Monsieur Flamaran, who knew it well and had enjoyed its novel and audacious pro- positions. He pursed up his mouth preparatory to putting the first question, like an epicure sucking a ripe fruit. And when at length he opened it, amid the general silence, it was to carry the discussion at once up to such heights of abstraction that a good number of the audi- ence, not understanding a word of it, stealthily made for the door. A BLOT OF INK. 113 Each successive answer put fresh spirit into him. " Very good," he murmured, " very good ; let us carry it a step further. Now supposing " And the demon of logic at his heels, we both went off like inspired lunatics into a world of hypotheses where never man had set foot. He was examining no longer ; he was inventing and intoxicating himself with deductions. No one was right or wrong. We were reasoning about chimseras, he radiant, I cool, before his gently tickled colleagues. I never realised till then what imagination a jurist's head could contain. Perspiring freely, he set down a white mark, having exceeded by ten minutes the recognised time for examination. The second examiner was less enthusiastic. He made very few suppositions, and devoted all his art to convicting me of a contradiction between page 17 and page 79. He kept repeat- ing, "It's a serious matter, sir, very serious." But, nevertheless, he bestowed a second white mark on me. I only got half white from the third. The rest of the examination was taken up in matters extraneous to the subject of my essay, a commonplace trial of strength, in which I replied with threadbare arguments to outworn I 114 A BLOT OF INK. objections. And then it ended. Two hours had passed. I left the room while the examiners made up their minds. A few friends came up to me. " Congratulations, old man : I bet on six whites." " Hullo, Larive" ! I never noticed you." " I quite believe you : you didn't notice any- body; you still look bewildered. Is it the emotion inseparable from " " I dare say." " The candidate is requested to return to the examination room ! " said the usher. And old Michu added in a whisper, "You have passed. I told you so. You won't forget old Michu, sir." Monsieur Flamaran conferred my degree with a paternal smile, and a few kind words for " this conscientious study, full of fresh ideas on a diffi- cult subject." I bowed to the examiners. Lariv6 was wait- ing for me in the courtyard, and seized me by the arm. " Uncle Mouillard will be pleased ! " " I suppose so." " Better pleased than you." A BLOT OF INK. 115 " That's very likely." " He might easily be that. Upon my word I can't understand you. These two years you have been working like a gang of niggers for your degree, and now you have got it you don't seem to care a bit. You have won a smile from Flamaran and do not consider yourself a spoilt child of Fortune ! What more did you want ? Did you expect that Mademoiselle Charnot would come in person " Look here, Larive " to look on at your examination, and applaud your answers with her neatly gloved hands? Surely you know, my dear fellow, that that is no longer possible, and that she is going to be married." " Going to be married ! " " Don't pretend you didn't know it." " I have suspected as much since yesterday : I met her at the Salon, and saw a young man with her." " Fan- ? " "Yes." "Tall?" " Rather." " Good looking ? " H'm well " I 2 116 A BLOT OF INK. " Dufilleul, old chap, friend DufilleuL Don't you know Dufilleul ? " " No." "Oh yes you do a bit of a stock-jobber, great at ecarte, studied law in our year, and is always to be seen at the Opera with little Tigra of the Bouffes." " Poor girl ! " " You pity her ? " " It's too awful ! " " What is ? " " To see an unhappy child married to a rake who " She will not be the first." " A gambler ! " " Yes, there is that, to be sure." " A fool, as it seems, who, in exchange for her beauty, grace, and youth, can only offer an assort- ment of damaged goods! Yes, I do pity girls duped thus, deceived and sacrificed by the very purity that makes them believe in that of others." " You've some queer notions ! It's the way of the world. If the innocent victims were only to marry males of equal innocence, under the guardianship of virtuous parents, the days of this world would be numbered, my boy. I assure A BLOT OF INK. 117 you that Dufilleul is a good match, handsome for one thing " That's worth a lot ! " " Rich." " The deuce he is ! " " And then a name which can be divided ! " " Divided ? " "With all the ease in the world. A very rare quality. At his marriage he describes him- self as Monsieur du Filleul. A year later he is Baron du Filleul. At the death of his father, an old cad, he becomes Comte du Filleul. If the young wife is pretty, and knows how to cajole her husband, she may even become a Marquise." " Ugh ! " " You are out of spirits, my poor fellow ; I will stand you an absinthe, the only beverage which will suit the bitterness of your heart." " No, I shall go home." " Good-bye, then. You don't take your degree cheerfully." " Good-bye." He spun round on his heels and went down the Boulevard St. Michel. So all is over for ever between her and me, and, saddest of all, she is even more to be pitied than I. Poor girl ! I loved her deeply, but I 118 A BLOT OF INK. did it awkwardly, as I do everything, and missed my chance of speaking. The mute declaration which I risked, or rather which a friend risked for me, found her already engaged to this beast who has brought more skill to the task, who has made no blots at the National Library, who has dared all when he had everything to dread I have allowed myself to be taken by her maiden witchery. All the fault, all the folly is mine. She has given me no encouragement, no sign of liking me. If she smiled at St. Germain it was because she was surprised and flattered. If she came near to tears at the Salon it was because she pitied me. I have not the shadow of a reproach to make her. That is all I shall ever get from her, a tear, a smile. That's all : never mind, I will contrive to live on it. She has been my first love, and I will keep her a place in my heart from which no other shall drive her. I will now set to work to shut this poor heart which did so wrong to open .... I thought to be happy to-night, and I am full of sorrow. Henceforward I think I shall understand Sylvestre better. Our sorrows will bring us nearer. I will go to see him at once, and will tell him so. But first I must write to my uncle to tell A BLOT OF INK. 119 him that his nephew is a Doctor of Law. All the rest, my plans, my whole future, can be put off till to-morrow, or the day after, unless I get disgusted at the very thought of a future and decide to conjugate my life in the present in- dicative only. That is what I feel inclined to do, May 4>th. Lampron has gone to the country to pass a fortnight in an out-of-the-way place with an old relative, where he goes into hiding when he wants to finish an engraving. But Madame Lampron was at home. After a little hesitation I told her all, and I am glad I did so. She found in her simple womanly heart just the counsel that I needed. One feels that she is used to giving consolation. She possesses the secret of that feminine deftness which is the great set-off to feminine weakness. Weak ? Yes, women perhaps are weak, yet less weak than we, the strong sex, for they can raise us to our feet. She called me " My dear Monsieur Fabien," and there was balm in the very way she said the words. I used to think she wanted refinement : she does not ; she only lacks reading, and lack of reading may go with the most delicate and lofty feelings. No one ever taught her certain 120 A BLOT OF /A K. turns of expression which she used. "If your mother was alive," said she, "this is what she would say." And then she spoke to me of God, who alone can determinate man's trials, either by the end He ordains, or the resignation He inspires. I felt myself carried with her into the regions where our sorrows shrink to insigni- ficance as the horizon broadens around them. And I remember she uttered this fine thought, " See how my son has suffered ! It makes one believe, Monsieur Fabien, that the elect of the earth are the hardest tried, just as the stones that crown the building are more deeply cut than their fellows." I returned from Madame Lampron's softened, calmer, wiser. May 5th. A letter from Monsieur Mouillard breathing tire and fury. Were I not so low-spirited I could laugh at it. He would have liked me, after taking my degree at two in the afternoon, to take the train for Bourges the same evening, where my uncle, his practice, and provincial bliss awaited me. Monsieur Mouillard's friends had due notice, and Avould have come to meet me at the station. In A SLOT OF INK. 121 short, I am an ungrateful wretch. At least I might have fixed the hour of my imminent arrival, for I cannot want to stop in Paris with nothing there to detain me. But no, not a sign ; not a word of returning: simply the announcement that I have passed. This goes beyond the bounds of mere folly and carelessness. Monsieur Mouil- lard, his most elementary notions of life shaken to their foundations, concludes in these words, " Fabien, I have long suspected it : some creature has you in bondage. I am coming to break the bonds! "BRUTUS MOUILLARD." I know him well ; he will be here to-morrow. May 6th. No uncle as yet. May Tth. No more uncle than yesterday. May 8th. Total eclipse continues. No news of Monsieur Mouillard. This is very strange. May 9th. This evening at seven o'clock, just as I was going out to dine, I saw, a few yards away, a A BLOT OF INK. tall broad-brimmed hat surmounting a head of lank white hair, a long neck throttled in a white neckcloth, a frock coat flapping about a pair of attenuated legs. I lifted up my voice. "Uncle!" He opened his arms to me and I fell into them. His first remark was " I trust, at least, that you have not yet dined." " No, uncle." "ToFoyot's, then!" When you expect to meet a man in his wrath and get an invitation to dinner, you feel almost as if you had been taken in. You are heated, your arguments at your fingers' ends, your stock of petulance ready for immedi- ate use : and all have to be stored in bond. When I had recovered from my surprise, I said " I expected you sooner, from your letter." " Your suppositions were correct. I have been two days here, at the Grand Hotel. I went there on account of the dining room, for my friend Hublette (you remember Hublette at Bourges), told me : ' Mouillard, you must see that room before you retire from business.' " " I should have gone to see you there, uncle, if I had known it." A BLOT OF INK. 123 "You would not have found me. Business before pleasure, Fabien. I had to see three barristers and five solicitors. You know that business of that kind cannot wait. I saw them. Business over, I can indulge my feelings. Here I am. Does Foyot suit you ? " " Certainly, uncle." " Come on then, nephew, quick march ! Paris makes one feel quite young again ! " And really Uncle Mouillard did look quite young, almost as young as he looked provincial. His tall figure, and the countrified cut of his coat made all who passed him turn to stare, accustomed as Parisians are to curiosities. He tapped the wood pavement with his stick, admired the effects of Wallace's philanthropy, stopped before the enamelled street-signs, and grew enthusiastic over the traffic in the Rue de Yaugirard. The dinner was capital just the kind a generous uncle would give to a blameless nephew. Monsieur Mouillard, who has a long standing affection for Chambertin, ordered two bottles to begin with. He drank the whole of one and half of the other, eating in proportion, and talked unceasingly and positively at the top of his voice, as his wont was. He told me the story 124 A BLOT OF INK. of two of his best actions this year, a judicial separation my uncle is very strong in judicial separations and the abduction of a minor. At first I looked out for personal allusions. But no, he told the story from pure love of his art, with- out omitting an interlocutory judgment, or a judgment reserved, just as he would have told the story of Helen and Paris, if he had been employed in that well-known case. Not a word about myself. I waited, yet nothing came but the successive steps in the action. After the ice, Monsieur Mouillard called for a cigar. " Waiter, what cigars have you got ? " " Londres, conchas, regalias, ca^adores, parta- gas, esceptionales Which would you like, sir ? " D the name ! a big one that will take some time to smoke." fimile displayed at the bottom of a box an object closely resembling a distaff with a straw through the middle, doubtless some relic of the last International Exhibition, abandoned by all, like the Great Eastern, on account of its dimen- sions. My uncle seized it, stuck it in the amber mouthpiece that is so familiar to me, lit it, and under the pretext that you must always first get the tobacco to burn evenly, went out trailing A BLOT OF INK. 125 behind him a cloud of smoke as of a gunboat at full speed. We "did" the arcades round the Odeon, where my uncle spent an eternity thumbing the books for sale. He took them all up one after the other, from the poetry of the decadents to the Veterinary Manual, gave a glance at the author's name, shrugged his shoulders, and always ended by turning to me with " You know that writer ? " " Why yes, uncle." " He must be quite a new author ; I can't recall that name." Monsieur MouiUard forgot that it was forty- five years since he had last visited the bookstalls under the Odeon. He thought he was a student again, loafing along the arcades after dinner, eager for novelty, careless of draughts. Little by little he lost himself in dim reveries. His cigar never left his lips. The ash grew longer and longer yet, a lovely white ash, slightly swollen at the tip, dotted with little black specks, and connected with the cigar by a thin red band which alter- nately glowed and faded as he drew his breath. Monsieur Mouillard was so lost in thought, and the ash was getting so long, that a young 126 A BLOT OF INK. student of the age that knows no mercy was struck by these twin phenomena. I saw him nudge a friend, hastily roll a cigarette, and doffing his hat accost my uncle. " Might I trouble you for a light, sir ! " Monsieur Mouillard emitted a sigh, turned slowly round, and bent two terrible eyes upon the intruder, knocked off the ash with an angry gesture, and held out the ignited end at arm's length. " Wjth pleasure, sir ! " Then he replaced the last book he had taken up a copy of Musset and called me. " Come, Fabien." Arm in arm we strolled up the Rue de Medicis along the railings of the Luxembourg. I felt the crisis approaching. My uncle has a pet saying, " When a thing is not clear to me, I go straight to the heart of it like a ferret." The ferret began to work. "Now, Fabien, about these bonds I men- tioned ? Did I guess right ? " " Yes, uncle, I have been in bondage." " Quite right to make a clean breast of it, my boy ; but we must break your bonds." " They are broken." " How long ago ? " A BLOT OF INK. 127 " Some days ago." " On your honour ? " " Yes." " That's quite right. You'd have done better to have kept out of bondage. But there, you took your uncle's advice : you saw the abyss, and drew back from it. Quite right of you." " Uncle, I will not deceive you. Your letter arrived after the event. The cause of the rup- ture was quite apart from that." " And the cause was ? " " The sudden shattering of my illusions." "Men still get illusions about these creatures?" " She was a perfect creature, and worthy of all respect." " Come, come ! " " I must ask you to believe me. I thought her affections free." " And she was ? " " Engaged." " Really now, that's very funny ! " " I did not find it funny, uncle. I suffered bitterly, I assure you." " I dare say, I dare say. The illusions you spoke of -anyhow it's all over now ? " " Quite over." "Well, that being the case, Fabien, I am 128 A BLOT OF INK. ready to help you. Confess frankly to me. How much is required ? " " How much ? " " Yes, you want something, I dare say, to close the incident. You know what I mean, eh ? to purchase what I might call the veil of ob- livion. How much ? " " Why, nothing at all, uncle." " Don't be afraid, Fabien ; I've got the money with me." " You have quite mistaken the case, uncle ; there is no question of money. I must tell you again that the young lady is of the highest respectability." My uncle stared. "I assure you, uncle. I am speaking of Mademoiselle Jeanne Charnot." " I dare say ! " " The daughter of a member of the Insti- tute." "What!" My uncle gave a jump and stood still. "Yes, of Mademoiselle Charnot, whom I was in love with and wanted to marry. Do you understand ? " He leaned against the railing and folded his arms. A SLOT OF INK. 129 " Marry ! Well, I never ! A woman you wanted to marry ? " " Why yes ; what's the matter ? " " To marry ! How could I have imagined such a thing ? Here were matters of the utmost importance going on, and I knew nothing about them. Marry ! You might be announcing your engagement to me at this moment if you'd still, you are quite sure she is engaged ? " " Lariv told me so." " Who's Larive ? " " A friend of mine." " Oh, so you have only heard it through a friend ? " " Yes, uncle. Do you really think there may still be hope, that I still have a chance ? " " No, no ; not the slightest. She is sure to be engaged, very much engaged. I tell you I am glad of it. The Mouillards do not come to Paris for their wives, Fabien we do not want a Parisienne to carry on the traditions of the family, and the practice. A Parisienne ! I shudder at the thought of it. Fabien, you will leave Paris with me to-morrow. That's under- stood." " Certainly not, uncle." " Your reasons ? " 130 A BLOT OF INK. " Because I cannot leave my friends without saying good-bye, and because I have need to reflect before definitely binding myself to the legal profession." " To reflect ! You want to reflect before taking over a family practice, which has been destined for you since you were an infant, in view of which you have been Avorking for five years, and which I have nursed for you, I, your uncle, as if you had been my son ? " " Yes, uncle." , " Don't be an ass ! You can reflect at Bourges quite as well as here. Your object in staying here is to see her again." " It is not." " To wander like a troubled spirit up and down her street. By the way, which is her street ? " " Rue de I'UniversiteY' My uncle took out his pocket-book and made a note, "Charnot, Rue de 1' University." Then all his features expanded. He gave a snort, which I understood, for I had often heard it in court at Bourges, where it meant : " There is no escape now. Old Mouillard has cornered his man." My uncle replaced his pencil in its case, and his note-book hi his pocket, and merely added : A BLOT OF INK. 131 " Fabien, you're not yourself to-night. We'll talk of the matter another time. Five, six, seven, eight, nine, ten." He was counting on his fingers. "These return tickets are very convenient ; I need not leave before to-morrow evening. And, what's more, you'll go with me, my boy." Monsieur Mouillard talked only on indifferent subjects during our brief walk from the Rue Soufflot to catch the omnibus at the Odeon. There he shook me by the hand, and sprang nimbly into the first 'bus. A lady in black, with veil tightly drawn over a little turned-up nose, seeing my uncle burst in like a bomb, and make for the seat beside her, hurriedly drew in the folds of her dress, which were spread over the seat. My uncle noticed her action, and, fearing he had been rude, bent over towards her with an affable expression. "Do not disturb yourself, madame. I am not going ah 1 the way to Batignolles ; no further indeed than the Boule- vards. I shall inconvenience you for a few moments only, a very few moments, madame." I had time to remark that the lady, after giving her neighbour a glance of Juno-like disdain, turned her back upon him, and proceeded to study the straps hanging from the roof. j 2 132 A BLOT OF- INK. The break was taken off, the conductor whistled, the three horses, their hoofs hammering the pavement, strained for an instant amid showers of sparks, and the long vehicle vanished down the Rue de Vaugirard, bearing with it Brutus and his fortunes. May Wth. It is an awful fate to be the nephew of Monsieur Mouillard ! 1 always knew he was obstinate, capable alike of guile and daring, but I little imagined what his intentions were when he left me ! My refusal to start, and my prayer for a respite before embarking in his practice, drove him wild. He lost his head, and swore to drag me off, per fas et nefas. He has mentally begun a new action Mouillard v. Mouillard, and is already tackling the brief; which is as much as to say that he is fierce, unbridled, heartless, and without remorse. Some might have bent. I preferred to break. We are strangers for life. I have just seen him to the landing of my staircase. He came here about a quarter of an hour ago, proud, and, I may say, swaggering, as he A BLOT OF INK. 133 does over his learned friends when he has found a flaAv in one of their pleadings. " Well, nephew ? " "Well, uncle?" " I've got some news for you." " Indeed ? " Monsieur Mouillard banged his hat down furiously upon my table. " Yes, you know my maxim : when anything does not seem quite clear to me " " You ferret it out." " Quite so ; I have always found it answer. Your business did not seem clear to me. Was Mademoiselle Charnot engaged, or was she not ? To what extent had she encouraged your atten- tions ? You would never have told me the story correctly, and I should never have known. That being so, I put my maxim into practice, and went to see her father." " You did that ! " " Certainly I did." " You have been to see Monsieur Charnot ! " " In the Rue de 1'Universite. Wasn't it the simplest thing to do ? Besides, I was not sorry to make the acquaintance of a member of the Institute. And I must admit that he behaved very nicely to me, not a bit stuck up." 184 A BLOT OF INK. " And you told him ? " " My name to begin with : Brutus Mouillard. He reflected a bit, just a moment, and recalled your appearance: a shy youth, a bachelor of arts, wearing an eye-glass." " Was that all his description ? " "Yes, he remembered seeing you at the National Library, and once at his house. I said to him, ' That is my nepheAv, Monsieur Charnot.' He replied, 'I congratulate you, sir; he seems a youth of parts.' ' That he is, but his heart is very inflammable.' ' At his age, sir, who is not liable to take fire ? ' That was how we began. Your friend Monsieur Charnot has a pretty wit. I did not want to be behindhand with him, so I answered, ' Well, sir, he caught fire in your house.' He started with fright and looked all round the room. I was vastly amused. Then we came to explanations. I put the case before him, that you were in love with his daughter, without my consent, but with perfectly honour- able intentions ; that I had guessed it from your letters, from your unpardonable neglect of your duties to your family ; and that I had hurried hither from Bourges to take in the situation. With that I concluded, and waited for him to develop. There are occasions when you must A BLOT OF INK. 135 let people develop. I could not jump down his throat with, 'Sir, would you kindly tell me whether your daughter is engaged or not ? ' You follow me ? He thought no doubt I had come to ask for his daughter's hand, and passing one hand over his forehead he replied, ' Sir, I feel greatly flattered by your proposal, and I should certainly give it my serious attention, were it not that my daughter's hand is already sought by the son of an old schoolfellow of mine ; which circumstance, as you will readily understand, does not permit of my entertaining an offer which otherwise should have received the most mature consideration.' I had learned what I came for without risking anything. Well, I didn't conceal from him that, as far as I \vas concerned, I would rather you took your wife from the country than that you brought home the most charming Parisienne; and that the Mouillards from father to son had always taken their wives from Bourges. He entered perfectly into my sentiments, and we parted the best of friends. Now, my boy, the facts are ascertained : Mademoiselle Charnot is another's; you must get your mourning over and start with me to-night. To- morrow morning we shall be in Bourges. and 186 A BLOT OF INK. you'll soon be laughing over your Parisian delusions, I warrant you ! " I had heard my uncle out without inter- rupting him ; though wrath, astonishment, and my habitual respect for Monsieur Mouillard were struggling for the mastery within me. I needed all my stock of self-restraint to answer with ap- parent calm : " Yesterday, uncle, I had not made up my mind ; to-day I have." " You are coming ? " " I am not. Your action in this matter, uncle I do not know if you are aware of it has been perfectly unheard-of. I cannot acknow- ledge your right to act thus. It puts between you and me two hundred miles of rail, and that for ever. Do you understand me? You have taken the liberty of disclosing a secret which was not yours to tell ; you have revealed a passion which, as it was hopeless, ought not to have been further mentioned, and certainly not exposed to such humiliation. You went to see Monsieur Charnot without reflecting whether you were not bringing trouble into his household ; without reflecting, further, whether such conduct as yours, which may perhaps be usual among your business acquaintances, was likely to succeed A BLOT OF INK. 137 with me. Perhaps you thought it would. You have merely completed an experiment, begun long ago, which proves that we do not under- stand life in the same way, and that it will be better for both of us if I continue to live in Paris, and you continue to live at Bourges." " Ha ! that's how you take it, young man, is it ? You refuse to come ? you try to bully me ? " "Yes." " Consider carefully before you let me leave here alone. You know the amount of your for- tune 1,400 francs a year, which means poverty in Paris." " Yes, I do." " Well, then, attend to what I am about to say. For years past I have been saving my practice for you that is, an honourable and lucrative position all ready for you to step into. But I am tired at length of your fads and your fancies. If you do not take up your quarters at Bourges within a fortnight from now, the Mouillard prac- tice will change its name within three weeks ! " My uncle sniffed with emotion as he looked at me, expecting to see me totter beneath his threats. I made no answer for a moment ; but a thought which had been harassing me from the beginning of our interview compelled me to say: 188 A BLOT OF INK. " I have only one thing to ask you, Monsieur Mouillard." " Further respite, I suppose ? Time to reflect and fool me again ? No, a hundred times no ! I've had enough of you ; a fortnight, not a day more ! " " No, sir ; I do not ask for respite." " So much the better, for I should refuse it. What do you want ? " " Monsieur Mouillard, I trust that Jeanne was not present at the interview, that she heard none of it, that she was not forced to blush " My uncle sprang to his feet, seized his gloves, which lay spread out on the table, bundled them up, flung them passionately into his hat, clapped the whole on his head, and made for the door with angry strides. I followed him ; he never looked back, never made answer to my " Good-bye, uncle." But, at the sixth step, just before turning the corner, he raised his stick, gave the banisters a blow fit to break them, and went on his way downstairs exclaiming, " Damnation ! " May 20th. And so we have parted with an oath, my uncle and I ! That is how I have broken A BLOT OF INK. 139 with the only relative I possess. It is now ten days since then. I now have five left in which to mend the broken thread of the family tradition, and become a lawyer. But nothing points to such conversion. On the contrary, I feel relieved of a heavy weight, pleased to be free, to have no profession. I feel the thrill of pleasure that a fugitive from justice feels on clearing the frontier. Perhaps I was meant for a different course of life than the one I was forced to follow. As a child I was brought up to worship the Mouillard practice, with the fixed idea that this profession alone could suit me ; heir-apparent to a lawyer's stool born to it, brought up to it, without any idea, at any rate for a long time, that I could possibly free myself from the traditions of the law's sacred jargon. I have quite got over that now. The courts, where I have been a frequent spectator, seem to me full of talented men who fine down and belittle their talents in the practice of law. Nothing uses up the nobler virtues more quickly than a practice at the bar. Generosity, enthusi- asm, sensibility, true and ready sympathy all are taken, leaving the man, in many instances, nothing but a skilful actor who apes all the emotions while feeling none. And the comedy 140 A BLOT OF INK. is none the less repugnant to me because it is played through with a solemn face, and the actors are richly recompensed. Lainpron is not like this. He has given play to all the noble qualities of his nature. I envy him. I admire his disinterestedness, his broad views of life, his faith hi good in spite of evil, his belief in poetry in spite of prose, his unspoiled capacity for receiving new impressions and illusions a capacity which, amid the crowds that grow old in mind before they are old in body, keeps him still young and boyish. I think I might have been devoted to his pro- fession, or to literature, or to anything but law. We shall see. For the present I have taken a plunge into the unknown. My time is all my own, my freedom is absolute, and I am enjoying it. I have hidden nothing from Lampron. As my friend he is pleased, I can see, at a resolve Avhich keeps me in Paris ; but his prudence cries out upon it. " It is easy enough to refuse a position," he said ; " harder to find another in its place. What do you intend to do ? " " I don't know." " My dear fellow, you seem to be trusting to A BLOT OF INK. 141 luck. At sixteen that might be permissible, at. twenty-four it's a mistake." " So much the worse, for I shall make the mistake. If I have to live on little, well, you've tried that before now; I shall only be following you." " That's true ; I have known want, and even now it attacks me sometimes ; it's like the influenza, which does not leave its victims all at once ; but it is hard, I can tell you, to do without the necessaries of life ; as for its luxuries " "Oh, of course, no one can do without its luxuries." " You are incorrigible," he answered, with a laugh. Then he said no more. Lampron's silence is the only argument which struggles in my heart in favour of the Mouillard practice. Who can guess from what quarter the wind will blow ? June 5fh. The die is cast ; I will not be a lawyer. The tradition of the Mouillards is broken for good, Sylvestre is defeated for good, and I am free for good and quite uncertain of my future. I have written my uncle a calm, polite, and clearly worded letter to confirm my decision. 142 A BLOT OF INK. He has not answered it, nor did I expect an answer. I expected, however, that he would be avenged by some slight regret on my part, by one of those faint mists that so often arise and hang about our firmest resolutions. But no such mist has arisen. Still, Law has had her revenge. Abandoned at Bourges, she has recaptured me at Paris, for a time. I realised that it was impossible for me to live on an income of 1,400 francs. The friends whom I discreetly questioned, on behalf of an unnamed acquaintance, as to the means of earning money, gave me various answers. Here is a fairly complete list of their expedi- ents. "If your friend is at all clever, he should write a novel." "If he is not, there is the catalogue of the National Library ; ten hours of indexing a day." " If he has ambition, let him become a wine- merchant." " No ; ' Old Clo,' and get his hats gratis." " If he is very plain, and has no voice, he can sing in the chorus at the opera" " Shorthand writer in the Senate is a peaceful occupation." A BLOT OF INK. 143 "Teacher of Volapiik is the profession of the future." " Try ' Hallo, are you there ? ' in the telephones." " Wants to earn money ? Advise him first not to lose any ! " The most sensible one, who guessed the name of the acquaintance I was interested in, said : " You have been a managing clerk ; go back to it." And as the situation chanced to be vacant, I went back to my old master. I took my old seat and den as managing clerk between the outer office and Counsellor Boule's glass cage. I correct the drafts of the inferior clerks ; I see the clients and instruct them how to proceed. They often take me for the Counsellor himself. I go to the Courts nearly every day, and hang, about chief clerks' and judges' chambers ; and go to the theatre once a week with the " paper " supplied to the office. Do I call this a profession ? No, merely a stop-gap which allows me to live and wait for something to turn up. I sometimes have forebodings that I shall go on like this for ever, waiting for something which will never turn 144 A BLOT OF INK. up ; that this temporary occupation may become only too permanent There is an old clerk in the office who has never had any other occupation, whose appear- ance is a kind of warning to me. He has a red face the effect of the office stove I think straight white hair, the expression, when spoken to, of a startled sheep, gentle, astonished, slightly flurried. His attenuated back is rounded off with a stoop between the neck and shoulders. He can hardly keep his hands from shaking. His signature is a work of art. He can stick at his desk for six hours without stirring. While we lunch at a restaurant, he consumes at the office some nondescript provisions which ' he brings in the morning in a paper bag. On Sundays he fishes for a change ; his rod takes the place of his pen, and his tin of worms serves instead of inkstand. He and I have already one point of resem- blance. The old clerk was once crossed in love with a flower-girl, one Mademoiselle Elodie. He has told me this one tragedy of his life. In days gone by I used to think this thirty-year-old love story dull and commonplace: to-day I under- stand Monsieur Jupille ; I relish him even. He and I have become sympathetic. I no longer A SLOT OF INK. make him move from his seat by the fire when I want to ask him a question : I go to him. On Sundays, on the quays by the Seine, I pick him out from the crowd intent upon the capture of tittlebats, because he is seated upon his pocket- handkerchief. I go up to him and we have a talk. " Fish biting, Monsieur Jupille ? " " Hardly at all." " Sport is not what it used to be ? " " Ah ! Monsieur Mouillard, if you could have seen it thirty years ago ! " This date is always cropping up with him. Have we not ah 1 our own date, a few months, a few days, perhaps a single hour of full-hearted joy, for which half our lite has been a prepara- tion, and of which the other half must be a remembrance ? June 5tk. " Monsieur Mouillard, here is an application for leave to sign judgment in a fresh matter." " Very well, give it me." "To the President of the Civil Court, Mon- sieur Plumet of 27 Rue Hauteville, in the city of Paris, by Counsellor Boule his advocate craves leave " K 146 A BLOT OF INK. It was a proceeding against a refractory debtor, the commonest thing in the world. " Monsieur Massinot ! " " Yes, sir." " Who brought these papers ? " "A very pretty little woman brought them this morning while you were out, sir." " Monsieur Massinot, whether she was pretty or not, it is no business of yours to criticise the looks of the clients." "I did not mean to offend you, Monsieur Mouillard." " You have not offended me, but you have no business to talk of a 'pretty' client. That epithet is not allowed in a pleading, that's all. The lady is coining back, I suppose ? " " Yes, sir." Little Madame Plumet soon called again, tricked out from head to foot in the latest fashion. She was a little flurried on entering a room mil of jocular clerks. Escorted by Massinot, both of them with their eyes fixed on the ground, she reached my office. I closed the door after her. She recognised me. " Monsieur Mouillard ! What a pleasant surprise ! " She held out her hand to me so frankly and A BLOT OF INK. 147 gracefully, that I gave her mine, and felt sure from the firm, expressive way in which she clasped it, that Madame Plumet was really pleased to see me. Her ruddy cheeks and bright eyes recalled my first impression of her, the little dressmaker running from the workshop to the office, full of her love for Monsieur Plumet and her grievances against the wicked cabinet- maker. " What, you are back again with Counsellor Boule ? I am surprised ! " " So am I, Madame Plumet, very much sur- prised. But such is life ! How is Master Pierre progressing ? " "Not quite so well, poor darling, since I weaned him. I had to wean him, Monsieur Mouillard, because I have gone back to my old trade." " Dressmaking ? " " Yes, on my own account this time. I have taken the flat opposite to ours, on the same floor. Plumet makes frames, while I make dresses. I have already three work-girls, and enough customers to give me a start. I do not charge them very dear to begin with. One of my first customers was a very nice young lady you know who ! I have not talked to her of you, but I K 2 148 A BLOT OF INK. have often wanted to. By the way, Monsieur Mouillard, did I do my errand well ? " " What errand ? " " The important one, about the portrait at the Salon." " Oh yes, very well indeed. I must thank you." " She came ? " " Yes, with her father." " She must have been pleased ! The drawing was so pretty. Plurnet, who is not much of a talker, is never tired of praising it. I tell you, he and I did not spare ourselves. He made a bit of a fuss before he would take the order ; he was in a hurry such a hurry : but when he saw that I was bent on it he gave in. And it is not the first time he has given in. Plumet is a good soul, Monsieur Mouillard. When you know him better you will see what a good soul he is. Well, Avhile he was cutting out the frame, I went to the porter's wife. What a business it was ! I am glad my errand was successful ! " " It was too good of you, Madame Plumet ; but it was useless, alas ! she is to marry another." " Marry another ? Impossible ! " I thought Madame Plumet was going to faint. Had she heard that her son Pierre had A SLOT OF INK. 149 the croup, she could not have been more upset. Her bosom heaved, she clasped her hands and gazed at me with sorrowful compassion. " Poor Monsieur Mouillard ! " And two tears, two real tears, coursed down Madame Plumet's cheeks. I should have liked to catch them. They were the only tears that had been shed for me by a living soul since my mother died. I had to tell her all, every word, down to my rival's name. When she heard that it was Baron Dufilleul, her indignation knew no bounds. She exclaimed that the Baron was an awful man 5 that she knew all sorts of things about him ! Know him ? she should think so ! that such a union was impossible, that it could never take place, that Pluniet, she knew, would agree with her " Madame Plumet," I said, " we have strayed some distance from the business which brought you here. Let us return to your affairs : mine are hopeless, and you cannot remedy them." She got up trembling, her eyes red and her feelings a little hurt. " My action ? Oh no ! I can't attend to it to-day. I've no heart to talk about my business. What you've told me has made me too unhappy. 150 A BLOT OF INK. Another day, Monsieur Mouillard, another day." She left me with a look of mystery, and a pressure of the hand which seemed to say: " Rely on me ! " Poor woman ! June 10th. In the train. We have passed the fortifica- tions. The stuccoed houses of the suburbs, the factories, taverns, and gloomy hovels in the debatable land round Paris are so many points of sunshine in the far distance. The train is going at full speed. The fields of green or gold are being unrolled like ribbons before my eyes. Now and again a metallic sound and a glimpse of columns and advertisements show that we are rushing through a station in a whirlwind of dust. A flash of light across our path is a tribu- tary of the river. I am off, well on my way, and no one can stop me not Lampron, nor Counsellor Boule, nor yet Plumet. The dream of years is about to be realised. I am going to see Italy merely a corner of it : but what a pleasure even that is, and what unlooked-for luck ! A few days ago, Counsellor Boule called me into his office. A BLOT OF INK. 151 "Monsieur Mouillard, you speak Italian fluently, don't you ? " " Yes, sir." " Would you like a trip at a client's expense ? " " With pleasure, wherever you like." "To Italy?" " With very great pleasure." "I thought so, and gave your name to the court without asking your consent. It's a com- mission to examine documents at Milan, to prove some copies of deeds and other papers, put in by a supposititious Italian heir to establish his rights to a rather large property. You remember the case of Zampini against Veldon and others ? " " Quite well." " It is Zampini's copies of the deeds on which he bases his claim, which you will have to com- pare with the originals, with the help of a clerk from the Record Office and a sworn translator. You can go by Switzerland or by the Corniche route, as you please. You will be allowed 600 francs and a fortnight's holiday. Does that suit you?" " I should think so ! " " Then pack up and be off'. You must be at Milan by the morning of the 18th." I ran to tell the news to Lampron, filled with 162 A BLOT OF INK. surprise and not a little emotion at the mention of Italy. And here I am flying along in the Lyons express, without a regret for Paris. All my heart leaps forward towards Switzerland, where I shall be to-morrow. I have chosen this green route to take me to the land of blue skies. Up to the last moment I feared that some obstacle would arise, that the ill luck which dogs my footsteps would keep me back, and I am quite surprised that it has let me off. True, I nearly lost the train, and the horse of cab No. 7382 must have been a retired racer to make up for the loss of time caused by Monsieur Plumet. Counsellor Boule sent nie on a business errand an hour before I started. On my way back, just as I was crossing the Place de 1'Opera in the aforesaid cab, a voice hailed me : " Monsieur Mouillard ! " I looked first to the right and then to the left, till, on a refuge, I caught sight of Monsieur Plumet struggling to attract my attention. I stopped the cab, and a smile of satisfaction spread over Monsieur Plumet's countenance. He stepped off the refuge. I opened the cab-door. But a brougham passed, and the horse pushed me back into the cab with his nose. I opened the door a second time ; another brougham came A BLOT OF INK. 153 by ; then a third ; finally two serried lines of traffic cut me off' from Monsieur Plumet, who kept shouting something to me which the noise of the wheels and the crowd prevented me from hearing. I signalled my despair to Monsieur Plumet. He rose on tiptoe. I could not hear any better. Five minutes lost ! Impossible to wait any longer ! Besides, who could tell that it was not a trap to prevent my departure, though in friendly guise ? I shuddered at the thought and shouted "Gare de Lyon, cabby, as fast as you can drive ! " My orders were obeyed. We got to the station to find the train made up and ready to start, and I was the last to take a ticket. I suppose Monsieur Plumet managed to escape from his refuge. Geneva. On my arrival I found keeping order on the way outside the station the drollest policeman that ever stepped out of a comic opera. At home we should have had to protect him from the boys ; here he protects others. Well, it shows that I am really abroad. I have only two hours to spare in this town. 164 A BLOT OF INK. What shall I go and see ? The country ; that is always beautiful, whereas many so-called " sights " are not. I will make for the shores of the lake, for the spot where the Rh6ne leaves it, to flow towards France. The Rh6ne, which is so muddy at Avignon, is clean here ; deep and clear as a creek of the sea. It rushes along in a narrow blue torrent compressed between a quay and a line of houses. The river draws me after it. We leave the town together, and I am soon in the midst of those market-gardens where the infant Topfier lost himself, and, overtaken by nightfall, fell to making his famous analysis of fear. The big pumping- wheels still overtop the willows, and cast their shadows over the lettuce-fields. In the distance rise slopes of woodland, on Sundays the haunt of holiday-makers. The Rhone leaps and eddies, singing over its gravel beds. Two trout- fishers are taxing all their strength to pull a boat up-stream beneath the shelter of the bank Perhaps I was wrong in not waiting to hear what Monsieur Plumet had to tell me. He is not the kind of man to gesticulate wildly without good reason. On the lake. The boat is gaining the open water, and Geneva already lies far behind. Not a A BLOT OF INK. 155 ripple on the blue water that shades into deep blue behind us. Ahead the scene melts into a milky haze. A little boat, with idle sails em- broidered with sunlight, vanishes into it. On the right rise the mountains of Savoy, dotted with forests, veiled in clouds which cast their shadows on the broken slopes. The contrast is happy, and I cannot help admiring Leman's lovely smile at the foot of these rugged mountains. At the bend in the banks near St. Maurice- en- Valais, the wind catches us, quite a squall The lake becomes a sea. At the first roll an Englishwoman becomes sea-sick. She casts an expiring glance upon Chillon, the ancient towers of which are being lashed by the foam. Her husband does not think it worth his while to cease reading his guide-book or focussing his field-glass for so trifling a matter. On the diligence. I am crossing the Simplon at daybreak, with rose-pink glaciers on every side. We are trotting down the Italian slope. How I have longed for the sight of Italy! Scarcely had the diligence put on the break, and begun boAvling down the mountain side, before I discovered a change on the face of all things. The sky turned to a brighter blue. At the very first glance I seemed to see the dust of long 166 A BLOT OF INK. summers on the leaves of the firs, six thousand feet above the sea, in the virgin atmosphere of the mountain tops ; and I was very near taking the creaking of my loosely fixed seat for the southern melody of the first grasshopper. Baveno. No one could be mistaken ; this shaven, obsequious, suavely jovial Innkeeper is a Neapolitan. He takes his stand in his mosaic- paved hall, and is at the service of all who wish for information about Lago Maggiore, the list of its sights ; in a word, the programme of the piece. Isola Bella, Isola Madre. Yes, they are scraped clean, carefully tended, pretty, all a-blow- ing and a-growing ; but unreal The palm-trees are unhomely, the tropical plants seem to stand behind footlights. Restore them to their homes, or give me back Leman, so simply grand. Menaggio. After the sky-blue of Maggiore and the vivid green of Lugano, comes the violet-blue of Como, with its luminous landscape, its banks covered with olives, Roman ruins and modern villas. Never have I felt the air so clear. Here for the first time I said to myself: " This is where I would choose to dwell." I have A BLOT OF INK. 157 even selected my house ; it peeps out from a mass of pomegranates, evergreens, and citrons, on a peninsula around which the water swells with gentle murmur, and whence the view is perfect across lake, mountain, and sky. A nightingale is singing, and I cannot help re- flecting that his fellows here are put to death in thousands. Yes, the reapers celebrated in poems and lithographs are desperate bird-catchers. At the season of migration they capture thousands of these weary travellers with snares or limed twigs; on Maggiore alone sixty thousand meet their end. We have but those they choose to leave us to charm our summer nights. Perhaps they will kill my nightingale in the Carmelite garden. The idea fills me with indig- nation. Then my thoughts run back to my rooms in the Rue de Rennes, and I see Madame Menin dusting with dejected mien my slumber- ing furniture; Lampron at work, his mother knitting ; the old clerk growing sleepy with the heat and lifting his pen as he fancies he has got a bite ; Madame Plumet amid her covey of work-girls, and Monsieur Plumet blowing away with impatient breath the gold-dust which the gum has failed to fix on the mouldings of a newly finished frame. 158 A BLOT OF INK. Monsieur Plumet is pensive. He is burdened with a secret. I am convinced I did wrong in not waiting longer on the Place de 1'Opera Milan. At last I am in Milan, an ancient city, but full of ideas and energy, my destin- ation, and the cradle of the excellent Porfirio Zampini, suspected forger. The examination of documents does not begin till the day after to-morrow, so I am making the best of the tune in seeing the sights. There are four sights to see at Milan if you are a musician, and three if you are not : the Duomo, vulgo cathedral ; The Marriage of the Virgin, by Raphael ; The Last Supper, by Leonardo ; and, if it suit your tastes, a performance at La Scala. I began with the Duomo, and on leaving it I got the news which still worries rne, But first of all I must make a confession. When I ascended through the tropical heat to the marble roof of the cathedral, I expected so much that I was disappointed. Surprise goes for so much in what we admire. Neither this mountain of marble, nor the lacework and pin- nacles which adorn the enormous mass, nor the amazing number of statues, nor the sight of men smaller than Hies on the Piazza del Duomo, nor A BLOT OF INK. 159 the vast stretch of flat country which spreads for miles on every side of the city : none of these sights fanned the spark of enthusiasm within me which has often glowed for much less. No, what pleased me was something quite different, a detail not noticed in the guide-books, I sup- pose. I had come down from the roof and was wan- dering in the vast nave from pillar to pillar, when I found myself beneath the lantern. I raised my eyes, but the flood of golden light compelled me to close them. The sunlight passing through the yellow glass of the windows overhead en- circled the mighty vault of the lantern with a fiery crown, and played around the walls of its cage in rays which, growing fainter as they fell, flooded the floor with their expiring flames, a mysterious day-spring, a diffused glory, through which litany and sacred chant winged their way up towards the Infinite. I left the Cathedral, tired out, dazed with weariness and sunlight, and fell asleep in a chair as soon as I got back to my room, on the fifth floor of the Albergo dell' Agnello. I had been asleep for about an hour, per- haps, when I thought I heard a voice near me repeating " Illustre Signore ! " 160 A BLOT OF INK. I did not wake. The voice continued with a murmur of sibilants " Illiistriasimo Signore ! " This drew rne from my sleep, for the human ear is very susceptible to superlatives. "What is it?" " A letter for your Lordship. As it is marked ' immediate/ I thought I might take the liberty of disturbing your Lordship's slumbers." " You did quite right, Tomaso." " You owe me eight sous, Sir, which I paid for the postage." " There's half a franc, keep the change/' He retired calling me Monsieur le Comte : and all for two sous fatherland of Brutus ! The letter was from Lampron, who had forgotten to put a stamp on it, "MYDEAR FRIEND, Madame Plumet,to whom I believe you have given no instructions so to do, is at present busying herself considerably about your affairs. I felt I ought to warn you, because she is all heart and no brains, and I have often seen before the trouble into which an over-zealous friend may get one, especially if the friend be a woman. "I fear some serious indiscretion has been committed, for the following reasons. A BLOT OF INK. 161 " Yesterday evening Monsieur Plumet came to see me, and stood pulling furiously at his beard, which I know from experience is his way of showing that the world is not going round the right way for him. By means of questions, I succeeded, after some difficulty, in dragging from him about half what he had got to tell me. The only thing which he made quite clear was his distress on finding that Madame Plurnet was a woman whom it was hard to silence or to con- vince by argument. " It appears that she has gone back to her old trade of dressmaking, and that one of her first customers God knows how she got there was Mademoiselle Jeanne Charnot. " Well, last Monday Mademoiselle Jeanne was selecting a hat. She was blithe as dawn, while the dressmaker was gloomy as night. " ' Is your little boy ill, Madame Plumet ? ' " ' No, Mademoiselle/ " ' You look so sad.' "Then, according to her husband's words, Madame Plumet took her courage in her two hands, and looking her pretty customer hi the face, said, " ' Mademoiselle, why are you marrying ? ' " ' What a funny question ! Why, because I am L 102 A BLOT OF INK. old enough ; because I have had an offer ; because all young girls get married, or else they go into convents, or become old maids. Well, Madame Plumct, I have never felt a religious vocation, and I never expected to become an old maid. Why do you ask such a question ? ' " ' Because, Mademoiselle, married life may bo very happy, but it may be quite the reverse ! ' " After giving expression to this excellent aphorism, Madame Plumet, unable to contain herself any longer, burst into tears. "Mademoiselle Jeanne, who had been laughing before, was now amazed and presently grew rather anxious. "Still, her pride kept her from asking any further questions, and Madame Plumet was too much frightened to add a word to her answer. But they will meet again the day after to-morrow, on account of the hat, as before. " Here the story grew confused, and I under- stood no more of it. " Clearly there is more behind this. Monsieur Plumet would never have gone out of his way merely to inform me that his wife had given him a taste of her tongue, nor would he have looked so upset about it. But you know the fellow's way ; whenever it's important for him to make A SLOT OF INK. 163 himself clear he loses what little power of speech he has, becomes worse than dumb unintelli- gible. He sputtered inconsequent ejaculations at me in this fashion : " ' To think of it, to-morrow perhaps ! And you know what a business ! Oh, damnation ! Anyhow, that must not be ! Ah ! Monsieur Lampron, how women do talk ! ' " And with this Monsieur Plumet left me. " I must confess, old fellow, that I am not burn- ing with desire to get mixed up in this mess, or to go and ask Madame Plumet for the explanation which her husband was unable to give me. I shall bide my time. If anything turns up to-morrow, they are sure to tell me, and I will write you word. " My mother sends you her love, and begs you to wrap up warmly in the evening : she says the twilight is the winter of hot climates. " The dear woman has been a little out of sorts for the last two days. To-day she is keeping her bed. I trust it is nothing but a cold. Your affectionate friend, SYLVESTRE LAMPRON." Milan, June ISth. The examination of documents began this morning. I never thought we should have such L 2 164 A BLOT OF INK. a heap to examine, nor papers of such a length. The first sitting passed almost entirely in classi- fying, in examining signatures, in skirmishes of all kinds around this main body. My colleagues and I are working in a room in the municipal Palace del Marino, a vast deserted building used, I believe, as a storehouse. Our leathern arm-chairs and the table on which the documents are arranged occupy the middle of the room. Along the walls are several cup- boards, nests of registers and rats ; a few pictures with their faces to the wall ; some carved wood scutcheons, half a dozen flag-staffs, and a tri- umphal arch in cardboard, now taken to pieces and rotting, gloomy apparatus of bygone festivals. The persons taking part in the examination besides the three Frenchmen, are, hi the first place, a little Italian judge, with a mean face, wrinkled like a winter apple, whose eyelids always seem heavy with sleep ; secondly, a clerk, shining with fat, his dress, hair, and countenance expres- sive of restrained jollity, as he dreams voluptuous dreams of the cool drinks he means to absorb through a straw as soon as the hour of deliverance has sounded from the frightful cuckoo clock, a relic of the French occupation, which ticks at the end of the room ; thirdly, a creature whose position A BLOT OF INK. 165 is difficult to determine I think he must be employed in some registry : he is here as a mere manual labourer. This third person gives me the idea of being very much interested in the fortunes of Signore Porfirio Zampini, for on each occasion, when his duties required him to bring us documents, he Avhispered in my ear "If you only knew, my lord, what a man Zampini is ! what a noble heart, what a paladin ! " Take notice that this " paladin " is a macaroni- seller, strongly suspected of trying to hoodwink the French courts. Amid the awful heat which penetrated the windows, the doors, even the sun-baked walls, we had to listen to, read, and compare documents. Gnats of a ferocious kind, hatched by thousands in the hangings of this hot-house, flew around our perspiring heads. Their buzzing got the upper- hand at intervals when the clerk's voice grew weary and, diminishing in volume, threatened to fade away into snores. The little judge rapped on the table with his paper-knife and urged the reader afresh upon his wild career. My colleague from the Record Office showed no sign of lassi- tude. Motionless, attentive, classing the smallest papers in his orderly mind, he did not even feel the gnats swooping upon the veins in his hands, 166 A BLOT OF INK. stinging them, sucking them, and flying off red and distended with his blood. I sat, both literally and in metaphor, on hot coals. Just as I came into the room, the man from the Record Office handed me a letter which had arrived at the hotel while I was out at lunch. It was a letter from Lampron, in a large, bulky envelope. Clearly something im- portant must have happened. My fate, perhaps, was settled, and was in the letter, while I knew it not ! I tried to get it out of my inside pocket several times, for to me it was a far more inter- esting document than any that concerned Zam- pini's action. I pined to open it furtively and read at least the first few lines. A moment would have sufficed for me to get at the point of this long communication. But at every at- tempt the judge's eyes turned slowly upon me betAveen their half-closed lids, and made me desist. No a thousand times no ! This smooth-tongued, wily Italian shall have no excuse for proving that the French, who have already such a reputation for frivolity, are a nation without a conscience, incapable of fulfilling the missions with which they are charged And yet .... there came a moment when he turned his back and began to sort a fresh A BLOT OF INK. 167 bundle with the man of records. Here was an unlooked-for opportunity. I cut open the envelope, unfolded the letter, and found eight pages ! Still I began: " MY DEAR FRIEND. In spite of my anxiety about my mother, and the care her illness de- mands (to-day it is found to be undoubted congestion of the lungs), I feel bound to tell you the story of what has happened in the Hue Hautefeuille, as it is very important " " Excuse me, Monsieur Mou-li-ard/' said the little judge, half turning towards me, " does the paper you have there happen to be number 27, which we are looking for ? " "" Oh dear, no : it's a private letter." " A private letter ? I ask pardon for interrupt- ing you." He gave a faint smile, closed his eyes to show his pity for such frivolity, and turned away again contented, while the other members of the Zampini Commission looked at me with interest. The letter was important. So much the worse, I must finish it : " I will try to reconstruct the scene for you, from the details which I have gathered. 168 A BLOT OF INK. "The time is a quarter to ten in the morning. There is a knock at Monsieur Plurnet's door. The door opposite is opened halfway and Madame Plumet looks out. She withdraws in a hurry, ' with her heart in her mouth,' as she says; the plot she has formed is about to succeed or fail : the critical moment is at hand : the visitor is her enemy, your rival Dufilleul. "He is full of self-confidence and comes in plump and flourishing, with light gloves, and a terrier at his heels. " ' My portrait framed, Plumet ? ' " ' Yes, my lord yes, to be sure.' "'Let's see it.' "I have seen the famous portrait : a miniature of the newly created Baron, in fresh butter I think, done cheap by some poor girl who gains her living by colouring photographs. It is in- tended for Mademoiselle Tigra of the Bouftes. A delicate attention from Dufilleul, isn't it ? While J eanne in her innocence is dreaming of the words of love he has ventured to utter to her, and cherishes but one thought, one image, in her heart, he is ex- erting his ingenuity to perpetuate the recollection of that image's adventures elsewhere. "He is pleased with the elaborate and costly frame which Plumet has made for him. A BLOT OF INK. 169 " ' Very nice. How much ? ' " ' One hundred and twenty francs.' " ' Six louis ? very dear.' "'That's my price for this kind of work, my lord ; I am very busy just now, my lord.' " ' Well, let it be this once. I don't often have a picture framed : to tell the truth, I don't care for pictures.' "Dufilleul admires and looks at himself in the vile portrait which he holds outstretched in his right hand, while his left hand feels in his purse. Monsieur Plumet looks very stiff, very unhappy, and very nervous. He evidently wants to get his customer off the premises. " The rustling of a dress is heard on the stair- case. Plumet turns pale and, glancing at the half- opened door, through which the terrier is pushing its nose, steps forward to close it. It is too late. " Someone has noiselessly opened it, and on the threshold stands Mademoiselle Jeanne in walking-dress, looking, Avith bright eyes and her most charming smile, at Plumet, who steps back in a fright, and Dufilleul, who has not yet seen her. " ' Well sir, and so I've caught you ! ' " Dufilleul starts, and involuntarily clutches the portrait to his waistcoat. 170 A BLOT OF INK. " 'Mademoiselle No, really, you have come " ' To see Madame Plumet. What wrong is there in that ? ' " ' None whatever of course not.' " ' Not the least in the world, eh ? Ha, ha ! What a trifle flurries you. Come now, collect yourself. There is nothing to be frightened at. As I was coming upstairs, your dog put his muzzle out ; I guessed he was not alone, so I left my maid with Madame Plumet, and came in at the right-hand door instead of the left. Do you think it improper ? ' " ' Oh no, Mademoiselle.' " ' However, I am inquisitive, and I should like to see what you are hiding there.' " ' It's a portrait.' " 'Hand it to me.' "'With pleasure; unfortunately it's only a portrait of myself.' " ' Why unfortunately ? On the contrary, it flatters you the nose is not so long as the original : what do you say, Monsieur Plumet ? ' " ' Do you think it good ? ' " ' Very.' " 'How do you like the frame ? " ' It's very pretty.' A BLOT OF INK. 171 "'Then I make you a present of it, Mademoi- selle.' " ' Why ! wasn't it intended for me ? ' " ' I mean well ! to tell the truth, it wasn't ; it's a wedding present, a souvenir there's noth- ing extraordinary in that, is there ? ' " ' Nothing whatever. You can tell me whom it's for, I suppose ? ' " 'Don't you think that you are pushing your curiosity too far ? ' " ' Well, really ! ' "'Yes, I mean it.' "'Since you make such a secret of it, I shall ask Monsieur Plumet to tell me. Monsieur Plumet, for whom is this portrait ? ' " Plumet, pale as death, fumbled at his work- man's cap like a naughty child. " 'Why, you see, Mademoiselle, I am only a poor framemaker." " ' Very well ! I shall go to Madame Plumet, who is sure to know, and will not mind telling me.' "Madame Plumet, who must have been listen- ing at the door, came in at that moment, trem- bling like a leaf, and prepared to dare all. " ' I beg you won't, Mademoiselle,' broke in Dufilleul ; ' there is no secret. I only wanted to 172 A BLOT OF INK. tease you. The portrait is for a friend of mine who lives at Fontainebleau.' " ' His name ? ' " ' Gonin, he's a solicitor.' " ' It was time you told me. How wretched you both looked. Another time tell me straight out, and frankly, anything you have no reason to conceal. Promise you won't do like this again.' " ' I promise.' " ' Then, let's make peace.' " She held out her hand to him. Before he could grasp it, Madame Plumet broke in : " ' Excuse me, Mademoiselle, I cannot have you deceived like this in iny house. Mademoi- selle, it is not true ! ' " ' What is not true, Madame ? ' " ' That this portrait is for Monsieur Gonin, or anybody else at Fontainebleau.' "Mademoiselle Charnot dreAv back in surprise. " ' For whom, then ? ' " ' An actress.' " ' Take care what you are saying, Madame.' " ' For Mademoiselle Tigra of the Bouffes.' "'Lies!' cried Dufilleul. 'Prove it, woman; prove your story, please ! ' " ' Look at the back,' answered Madame Plumet quietly. A BLOT OF INK. 173 " Mademoiselle Jeanne, who had not put down the miniature, turned it over, read what was on the back, grew deathly pale, and handed it to her lover. " ' What does it say ? ' said Dufilleul, stooping over it. " It said : ' From Monsieur le Baron D to Mademoiselle T , Boulevard Haussmanru To be delivered on Thursday.' " ' You can see at once, Mademoiselle, that this is not my writing. It's an abominable conspiracy. Monsieur Plumet, I call upon you to give your wife the lie. She has written what is false, confess it ! ' " The framemaker hid his head in his hands and made no reply. " 'What, Pluinet,have you nothing to say for me?' "Mademoiselle Charnot was leaving the room. " ' Where are you going, Mademoiselle ? Stay, you will soon see that they lie ! ' "She was already half-way across the landing when Dufilleul caught her and seized her by the hand. " ' Stay, Jeanne, stay ! ' " ' Let me go, sir ! ' "'No, hear me first: this is some horrible mistake. I swear ' 171 A BLOT OF INK. " At this moment a high-pitched voice was heard on the staircase. " ' Well, George, how much longer are you going to keep me ? ' " Dufilleul suddenly lost countenance and dropped Mademoiselle Charnot's hand. " The young girl bent over the banisters, and saw at the bottom of the staircase, exactly underneath her, a woman looking up with head thrown back and mouth still half-opened. Their eyes met. Jeanne at once turned away her gaze. " Then turning to Madame Plumet, who leaned motionless against the wall " ' Come Madame/ she said, ' we must go and choose a hat.' And she closed the dressmaker's door behind her. "This, my friend, is the true account of what happened in the Rue Hautefeuille. I learned the details from Madame Plumet in person, who could not contain herself for joy as she described the success of her conspiracy and how her little hand had guided old Dame Fortune's. For, as you will doubtless have guessed, the meeting between Jeanne and her lover, so dreaded by the framemaker, had been arranged by Madame Plumet unknown to all, and the damning inscription was also in her handwriting. A BLOT OF INK. 175 " I need not add that Mademoiselle Charnot, upset by the scene, had a momentary attack of faintness. However, she soon regained her .usual firm and dignified demeanour, which seems to show that she is a woman of energy. "But the interest of the story does not cease here. I think the engagement is definitely at an end. An engagement is always a difficult thing to renew, and after the publicity which attended the rupture of this one, I do not see how they can make it up again. One thing I feel sure of is, that Mademoiselle Jeanne Charnot will never change her name to Madame Dufilleul. "Do not, however, exaggerate your own chances. They will be less than you think for some time yet. I do not believe that a young girl who has thus been wounded and deceived can forget all at once. There is even the possibility of her never forgetting of living with her sorrow, preferring certain peace of mind, and the simple joys of filial devotion, to all those dreams of married life by which so many simple-hearted girls have been cruelly taken in. " In any case do not think of returning yet, for I. know you are capable of any imprudence. 170 A BLOT OF INK. Stay where you are, examine your documents, and wait. " My mother and I are passing through a bitter trial She is ill, I may say seriously ill. I would sooner bear the illness than my present anxiety. Your friend, " SYLVESTRE LAMPRON. " P.S. Just as I was about to fasten up this letter, I got a note from Madame Plumet to tell me that Monsieur and Mademoiselle Charnot have left Paris. She does not know where they have gone." I became completely absorbed over this letter. Some passages I read a second time ; and the state of agitation into which it threw me did not at once pass away. I remained for an indefinite time without a notion of what was going on around me, entirely wrapped up in the past or the future. The Italian attendant brought me back to the present with a jerk of his elbow. He was replacing the last register in the huge drawers of the table. He and I were alone. My colleagues had left, and our first sitting had come to an end without my assistance, though A BLOT OF INK. 177 before my eyes. They could not have gone far, so, somewhat ashamed of my want of attention, I put on my hat, and went to find them and apologise. The little attendant caught me by the sleeve, and gave a knowing smile at the letter which I was slipping into my pocket- book. " E d'una donna ? " he asked. " What's that to you ? " " I am sure of it : a letter from a man would never take so long to read ; and, per Bacco, you were a time about it ! Oh, le donne, illustre signore, le donne ! " " That's enough, thank you." I made for the door, but he threw himself nimbly in my way, grimacing, raising his eye- brows, one finger on his ribs. " Listen, my lord, I can see you are a true scholar, a man whom fame alone can tempt. I could get your lordship such beautiful manuscripts Italian, Latin, German manuscripts that have never been edited, my noble lord !" " Stolen, too ! " I replied and pushed past him. I went out, and on the neighbouring square, amicably seated at the same table, under the awning of a cafe, I found my French colleagues and the Italian judge. At a table a M 178 A BLOT OF INK. little apart, the clerk was sucking something through a straw. And they all laughed as they saw me making my way towards them through the still scorching glare of the sun. Milan, June 25f//. Our mission was concluded to-day. Zampini is just a low comedian. Brought face to face with facts he could not escape from, he confessed that he had intended to "have a lark" with the French heirs by claiming to be the rightful heir himself, though he lacked two degrees of relationship to establish his claim. We explained to him that this little "lark" was a fraudulent act which exposed him at least to the consequence of having to pay the costs of the action. He accepted our opinion in the politest manner possible. I believe he is hope- lessly insolvent. He will pay the usher in macaroni, and the barrister in jests. My colleagues, the record man and the translator, leave Milan to-morrow. I shall go with them. Milan, June 2Gth. I have just had another letter from Sylvestre. My poor friend is very miserable; his mother A BLOT OF INK. 179 is dead a saint if there ever was one. I was very deeply touched by the news, although I knew this lovable woman very slightly too slightly indeed, not having been a son, or related in any way to her, but merely a passing stranger who found his way within the horizon of her heart, that narrow limit within which she spread abroad the treasures of her tenderness and wisdom. How terribly her son must feel her loss ! He described in his letter her last moments, and the calmness with which she met death, and added : " One thing, which perhaps you will not understand, is the remorse which is mingled with my sorrow. I lived with her for forty years, and have some right to be called ' a good son.' But, when I compare the proofs of affection I gave her with those she gave me, the sacrifices I made for her with those she made for me; when I think of the egoism which found its way into our common life, on which I founded my claims to merit, of the wealth of tenderness and sympathy with which she repaid a few walks on my arm, a few kind words, and of her really great forbearance in dwelling beneath the same roof with me I feel that I was ungrateful, and not worthy of the happiness I enjoyed. I M 2 180 A SLOT OF INK. ana tortured by the thought that it is impossible for me to repair all my neglect, to pay a debt the greatness of which I now recognise for the first time. She is gone. All is over. My prayers alone can reach her, can tell her that I loved her, that I worshipped her, that I might have been capable of doing all that I have left undone for her. " Oh, my friend, what pleasant duties have I lost ! I mean, at least, to fulfil her last wishes, and it is on account of one of them that I am writing to you. " You know that my mother was never quite pleased at my keeping at home the portrait of her who was my first and only love. She would have preferred that my eyes did not recall so often to my heart the recollection of my long- past sorrows. I withstood her. On her death- bed she begged me to give up the picture to those who ought to have had it long ago. ' As long as I was here to comfort you in the sorrows which the sight of it revived in you,' she said, ' I did not press this upon you : but soon you will be left alone, with no one to raise you up when your spirits fail you. They have often begged you to give up the picture to them. The time is come for you to grant their prayers.' A BLOT OF INK. 181 " I promised. " And now, dear friend, help me to keep my promise. I do not want to write to them. My hand would tremble, and they would tremble when they saw my writing. Go and see them. "They live about nine miles from Milan, on the Monza road, but beyond that town, close to the village of Desio. The villa is called Dannegianti, after its owners. It used to be hidden among poplars, and its groves were famous for their shade. You must send in your card to the old lady of the house together with mine. They will receive you. Then you must break the news to them as you think best, that, in accordance with the dying wish of Sylvestre Lainpron's mother, the portrait of Raffaella is to be given in perpetuity to the Villa Dannegianti. Given, you understand. " You may even tell them that it is on its way. I have just arranged with Plumet about packing it. He is a good workman, as you know. To- morrow all will be ready, and my home an absolute void. " I intend to take refuge in hard work, and I count upon you to alleviate to some extent the hardships of this method of consolation. " SYLVESTRE LAMPRON." 182 A BLOT OF INK. When I got Larnpron's letter, at ten in the morning, I went at once to see the landlord of the Albergo dell' Agnello. " You can get me a carriage for Desio, can't .you?" " Oh, your lordship thinks of driving to Desio ? That is quite right. It is much more picturesque than going by train. A little way beyond Monza. Monza, sir, is one of our richest jewels ; you will see there " " Yes," said I, repeating my Btedeker as accur- ately as he, " the Villa Reale, and the Iron Crown of the Emperors of the West." " Exactly so, sir, and the cathedral built " " by Theodolinda, Queen of the Lombards, A.D. 595, restored in the sixteenth century. I know ; I only asked you if you could get me a decent carriage." " A matchless one ! At half past three, when the heat is less intense, your lordship will find the horses harnessed. You will have plenty of time to get to Desio before sunset, and be back in time for supper." At the appointed time I received notice. My host had more than kept his word, for the horses sped through Milan at a trot which they did not relinquish when we got into the Como road, A BLOT OF INK. 183 ainid the flat and fertile country which is called the Garden of Italy. After an hour and a half, including a brief halt at Monza, the coachman drew up his horses before the first house in Desio, an inn. It was a very poor inn, situated at the corner of the main street and of a road which branched off into the country. In front of it a few plane- trees trained into an arbour formed an arch of shade. A few feet of vine clambered about their trunks. The sun was scorching the leaves and the heavy bunches of grapes which hung here and there. The shutters were closed, and the little house seemed to have been lulled to sleep by the heat and light of the atmosphere and the buzzing of the gnats. " Oh, go in ; they'll wake up all right," said the coachman, who had divined my thoughts. Then, without waiting for my answer, like a man familiar with the customs of the country, he took his horses down the road to the stable. I went in. A swarm of bees and drones were buzzing like a whirlwind beneath the plane-trees; a frightened white hen ran cackling from her nest in the dust. No one appeared. I opened the door : still nobody was to be seen. Inside I found a passage, with rooms to right and left and a 184 A BLOT OF INK. wooden staircase at the end. The house, having been kept well closed, was cool and fresh. As I stood on the threshold striving to accustom my eyes to the darkness of the interior, I heard the sound of voices to my right : " Picturesque as you please, but the journey has been a failure ! Those people are no better than savages ; introductions, distinctions, and I may say even fame, had no effect upon them ! " "Do you think they have even read your letters ? " " That would be still worse, to refuse to read letters addressed to them ! No, I tell you, there's no excuse." " They have suffered great trouble, I hear, and that is some excuse for them, father." " No, my dear, there is no possible excuse for their keeping hidden treasures of such scientific interest. I do not consider that even an Italian nobleman, were he orphan from his cradle, and thrice a widower, has any right to keep locked up from the investigation of scholars an un- equalled collection of Roman Ases, and a very presentable show of medallions and medals properly so-called. Are you aware that this boorish patrician has in his possession the eight types of medal of the gens Atilia?" A BLOT OF INK. 185 * Really ? " " I am certain of it, and he has the thirty- seven of the gens Cassia, one hundred and eighteen to one hundred and twenty- one of the gens Cornelia, the eleven Farsuleia, and dozens of Numitoria, Pompeia and Scribonia, all in perfect condition, as if fresh from the die. Besides these, he has some large medals of the greatest rarity: the Marcus Aurelius with his son on the reverse side, Theodora bearing the globe, and above all the Annia Faustina with Heliogabalus on the reverse side, an incomparable treasure, of which there is only one other example, and that an imperfect one, in the world a marvel which I would give a day of my life to see ; yes, my dear, a day of my life ! " Such talk as this, in French, in such an inn as this ! I felt a presentiment, and stepped softly to the right-hand door. In the darkened room, lit only by a few rays that were filtered between the slats of the shut- ters, sat a young girl. Her hat was hung to a nail above her head ; one arm rested on a wretched white wood table ; her head was bent forward in mournful resignation. On the other side of the table, her father was leaning back in his chair against the whitewashed wall, with 186 A BLOT OF INK. folded arms, heightened colour, and every sign of extreme disgust. Both rose as I entered, Jeanne first, Monsieur Charnot after her. They were astounded at seeing me. I was no less astounded than they. We stood and stared at each other for some time, to make sure that we were not dreaming. Monsieur Charnot was the first to break the silence. He did not seem altogether pleased at my appearance, and turned to his daughter, whose face had grown very red and yet rather chilling, " Jeanne, put your hat on : it is time to go to the station." Then he addressed me "We are going to leave you the room to yourself, sir; and since the most extraordinary coincidence" he emphasised the words "has brought you to this damnable village, I hope you will enjoy your visit." " Have you been here long, sir ? " "Two hours, sir, two mortal hours in this inn, fried by the sun, bored to death, murdered piecemeal by flies, and infuriated by the want of hospitality in this out-of-the-way hole in Lom- bardy." " Yes, I noticed that the host was nowhere to be seen, and that is why I came in here ; I had A BLOT OF INK. 187 no idea that I should have the honour of meet- ing you." " Good God ! I'm not complaining of him ! He's asleep in his barn over there. You can wake him up ; he doesn't mind showing himself ; he even makes himself agreeable when he has finished his siesta." " I only want to ask him one question which perhaps you could answer, sir, and then I need not wake him up. Could you tell me the way to the Villa Dannegianti ? " Monsieur Charnot walked up to me, looked me right in the eyes, shrugged his shoulders, and burst out laughing. " The Villa Dannegianti ! " " Yes, sir." " Are you going to the Villa Dannegianti ? " " Yes, sir." "Then you may as well turn round and go home again." "Why?" " Because there's no admission." " But I have a letter of introduction." " I had two, sir, without counting the initials after my name, which are worth something, and have opened the doors of more than one foreign collection for me ; yet they denied me 188 A BLOT OF INK. admission ! Think of it ! The porter of that insolent family denied me admission ! Do you expect to succeed after that ? " " I do, sir." " My words seemed to him the height of pre- sumption. " Come Jeanne," he said, " let us leave this gentleman to his youthful illusions. They will soon be shattered very soon." He bowed with an ironical smile and made for the door. At this moment Jeanne dropped her sun- shade. I picked it up for her. " Thank you, sir," she said. Of course these words were no more than ordinarily polite. She would have said the same to the first comer. Nothing in her attitude or her look displayed any emotion which might put a value on this common form of speech. But it was her voice, that music I so often dream of ! Had it spoken insults, I should have found it sweet. It inspired me with the sudden resolution of detaining this fugitive apparition, of resting if possible another hour near her to whose side an unexpected stroke of fortune had brought me. Monsieur Charnot had already left the room : A BLOT OF INK. 189 his rotund shadow rested on the wall of the passage. He held a travelling-bag in his hand. " Sir," said I, " I am very sorry that you are obliged to return already to Milan. I am quite certain of admission to the Villa Dannegianti, and it would have given ine pleasure to repair a mistake which is clearly due only to the stupidity of the servants." He stopped ; the stroke had told. " It is certainly quite possible that they never looked at my card or my letters. But allow me to ask, since my card did not reach the host, what secret you possess to enable yours to get to him ? " " No secret at all, still less any merit of my own. I am the bearer of news of great import- ance to the owners of the villa, news of a purely private nature. They will be obliged to see me. My first care, when I had fulfilled my mission, would have been to mention your name. You would have been able to go over the house, and inspect a collection of medals which, I have heard, is a very fine one." " Unique, sir ! " " Unfortunately you are going away, and to-morrow I have to leave Milan myself, for Paris." 190 A BLOT OF INK. " You have been some time in Italy then ? " Nearly a fortnight." Monsieur Charnot gave his daughter a mean- ing look, and suddenly became more friendly. " I thought you had just come. We have not been here so long," he added ; " My daughter has been a little out of sorts, and the doctor advised us to travel for change of air. Paris is not healthy in this very hot weather. He looked hard at me to see if his fib had taken me in. I replied with an air of the utmost conviction, " That is putting it mildly. Paris, in July, is uninhabitable." " That's it, sir, uninhabitable ; we were com- pelled to leave it. We soon made up our minds, and, in spite of the time of the year, we turned our steps towards the home of the classics, to Italy, the museum of Europe. And you really think, sir, that by means of your good offices we should have been admitted to the villa." " Yes sir, but owing entirely to the missive with which I am entrusted." Monsieur Charnot hesitated. He was prob- ably thinking of the blot of ink, and certainly of Monsieur Mouillard's visit. But he doubt- less reflected that Jeanne knew nothing of the old lawyer's proceedings, that we were far from A BLOT OF INK. 191 Paris, that the opportunity was not to be lost; and in the end his passion for numismatics conquered at once his resentment as a book- worm and his scruples as a father. " There is a later train at ten minutes to eight, father," said Jeanne. " Well, dear, do you care to try your luck again, and return to the assault of that Annia Faustina ? " " As you please, father." We left the inn together by the by-road down the hill. I could not believe my eyes. This old man with refined features who walked on my left, leaning on his malacca cane, was Monsieur Charnot. The same man who received me so discourteously the day after I made my blot was now relying on me to introduce him to an Italian nobleman ; on me, a lawyer's clerk I led him on with confidence, and both of us carried away by our divers hopes, he dreaming of medals, I of the reopened horizon full of possibilities, we conversed on indifferent subjects with a freedom hitherto unknown between us. And this charming Parisienne, whose presence I divined rather than saw, whom I dared not look in the face, who stepped along by her father s side, light of foot, her eyes seeking the depths of 192 A BLOT OF INK. heaven, her ear attentive though her thoughts were elsewhere, catching her Parisian sunshade in the hawthorns of Desio, was Jeanne, Jeanne of the flower-market, Jeanne whom Lampron sketched in the woods of St. Germain ! It did not seem possible. Yet it was so, for we arrived together at the gates of the Villa Dannegianti, which is hardly a mile from the inn. I rang the bell. The fat, idle, insolent Italian porter was beginning to refuse me admission, with the same words and gestures which he had so often used. But I explained, in my purest Tuscan, that I was not of the ordinary kind of importunate tourist. I told him that he ran a serious risk if he did not immediately hand my card and my letter Lampron's card hi an envelope to the Countess Danne- gianti. From his stony glare I could not tell whether I had produced any impression, nor even whether he had understood. He turned on his heel with his keys in one hand and the letter in the other, and went on his way through the shady avenue, rolling his broad back from side to side, attired in a jacket which might have fitted in front, but was all too short behind. A SLOT OF INK. 193 The shady precincts of which Lampron wrote did not seem to have been pruned. The park was cool and green. At the end of the avenue of plane-trees, alternating with secular haw- thorns cut into pyramids, we could see the square mass of the villa just peeping over the immense clumps of trees. Beyond it the tops and naked trunks of a group of umbrella pines stood silhouetted against the sky. The porter returned, solemn and impassive. He opened the gate without a word. We all passed through Monsieur Charnot somewhat uneasy at entering under false pretences, as I guessed from the way he suddenly drew up his head. Jeanne seemed pleased; she smoothed down a fold which the wind had raised in her frock, spread out a flounce, drew herself up, pushed back a hair-pin which her fair tresses had dragged out of its place, all in quick, deft and graceful movements, like a goldfinch preen- ing its feathers. We reached the terrace, and arranged that Monsieur and Mademoiselle Charnot should wait in an alley close at hand till I got them per- mission to visit the collections. I entered the house, and following a lackey, crossed a large mosaic-paved hall, divided by N 194 A BLOT OF INK. columns of rare marbles into panels filled with mediocre frescoes on a very large scale. At the end of this hall was the Countess's room, which formed a striking contrast, being small, panelled with wood, and filled with devotional knick- knacks that gave it the look of a chapel. As I entered an old lady half rose from an arm-chair, which she could have used as a house : the chair was so large, and she was so small. At first I could only distinguish two bright, anxious eyes. She looked at me like a prisoner awaiting a verdict. I began by telling her of the death of Lampron's mother. Her only answer was an attentive nod. She guessed something else was coming and stood on guard, so to speak. I went on and told her that the portrait of her daughter was on its way to her. Then she forgot everything, her age, her rank, and the mournful reserve which had hitherto hedged her about. Her motherly heart alone spoke within her ; a ray of light had come to brighten the incurable gloom which was killing her ; she rushed towards me and fell into my arms, and I felt against my heart her poor aged body shaking with sobs. She thanked me in a flood of words which I did not catch. Then she drew back and gazed at me, seeking to read A BLOT OF INK. 195 in my eyes some emotion responsive to her own, and her eyes, red and swollen and feverishly bright, questioned me more clearly than her words. " How good are you, sir ! and how generous is he ! What life does he lead ? Has he ever lived down the sorrow which blasted his youth here ? Men forget more quickly, happily for them I had given up all hope of obtaining the portrait. Every year I sent him flowers which meant, " Restore to us all that is left of our dead Raffaella." Perhaps it was unkind. I did reproach myself at times for it. But I was her mother, you know ; the mother of that peerless girl ! And the portrait is so good, so like j He has never altered it ? tell me ; never retouched it ? Time has not marred the life- like colouring ? I shall now have the mourn- ful consolation I have so long desired; I shall always have before me the counterpart of my lost darling, and will gaze upon that face which none could depict save he who loved her; for, dreadful though it be to think of, the image of the best beloved will change and fade away even in a mother's heart, and at times I doubt whether my old memory is still faithful, and recalls all her grace and beauty as clearly as it used to do when the wound was fresh in my heart and my N 2 1% A BLOT OF INK. eyes were still tilled with the loveliness of her. Oh, sir, sir ! to think that I shall see that face once more ! " She left me as quickly as she had come, and went to open a door on the left, into an adjoining room, whose red hangings threw a ruddy glow upon the polished floor. " Cristoforo!" she cried, "Cristoforo! come and see a French gentleman who brings us great news. The portrait of our Raffaella, Cristoforo, the portrait we have so long desired, is at last to be given to us ! " I heard a chair moved, and a slow footstep. Cristoforo appeared, with white hair and black moustache, his tall figure buttoned up in an old- fashioned frock-coat, the petrified, mummified remains of a once handsome man. He walked up to me, took both my hands and shook them ceremoniously. His face showed no traces of emotion: his eyes were dry, and he had not a word to say. Did he understand ? I really do not know. He seemed to think the affair was an ordinary introduction. As I looked at him his wife's words came back to me, " Men forget sooner." She gazed at him as if she would put blood into his veins, where it had long ceased to flow. A BLOT OF INK. 197 " Cristoforo, I know this will be a great joy to you, and you will join with me in thanking Monsieur Lampron for his generosity. You, sir, will express to him all the Count's gratitude and my own, and also the sympathy we feel for him in his recent loss. We will write to him, too. Is Monsieur Lampron rich ? " " I had forgotten to tell you, Madame, that my friend will accept nothing but thanks." "Ah, that is truly noble of him, is it not, Cristoforo ? " All the answer the old count made was to take my hands and shake them again. I used the opportunity to put forward my request on behalf of Monsieur Charnot. He listened attentively. "I will give orders. You shall see every- thing, everything." Then, considering our interview at an end, he bowed and withdrew to his own apartments. I looked for the Countess Dannegianti. She had sunk into her great arm-chair, and was weeping hot. tears. Ten minutes later, Monsieur Charnot and Jeanne entered with me into the jealously guarded museum. Museum was the only name to give to a 198 A BLOT OF INK. collection of such artistic value, occupying as it did the whole of the ground floor to the right of the hall Two rooms ran parallel to one another, tilled with pictures, medals and engravings, and were connected by a narrow gallery devoted to sculpture. Scarcely was the door opened when Monsieur Charnot cast his eyes in search of the famous medals. There they were in the middle of the room in two rows of cases. He was deeply moved. I thought he was going to make a raid upon them attracted after his kind by the " auri sacra fames," by the yellow gleam of those an- cient coins, the names, family, obverse and re- verse of which he knew by heart. But I little understood the enthusiast. He drew out his handkerchief and spectacles, and while he was wiping the glasses he gave a rapid and impatient glance at the works that adorned the walls. None of them could charm the numismatist's heart. After he had enjoyed the pleasure of tasting how feeble in comparison were the charms of a Titian or a Veronese, then only did Monsieur Charnot walk step by step to the first case and bend reverently over it. Yet the collection of paintings was unworthy of such disdain. The pictures were few in num- A SLOT OF INK. 199 ber, but all signed with great names, most of them Italian, a few Dutch, Flemish, or German. I began to work systematically through thern^ pleased at the absence of a catalogue and the small number of inscriptions on the frames. To be your own guide doubles your pleasure : you can get your impression of a picture entirely at first hand; you are filled with admiration without anyone having told you that you are bound to go into ecstasies. You can work out for yourself from a picture, by induction and comparison, its subject, its school, and its author, unless it proclaims in every stroke of the brush, " I am a Hobbema," " a Perugino," or " a Giotto." I was somewhat distracted, however, by the voice of the old numismatist, as he peered into the cases, and constrained his daughter to share in the exuberance of his learned enthusiasm. " Jeanne, look at this : crowned head of Cleopatra, Mark Antony on the reverse; in perfect condition, isn't it ? See, an Italian as Iguvium Umbrice, which my friend Pousselot has sought these thirty years ! Oh, my dear, this is import- ant : Annius Verus on the reverse of Commodus, both as children, a rare example yet not as rare as Jeanne, you must engrave this gold medal 200 A BLOT OF INK. in your heart, it is priceless : head of Augustus with laurel, Diana walking on the reverse. You ought to take an interest in her, Diana the fair huntress. This collection is heavenly! Wait a minute; we shall soon come to the Annia Faustina." Jeanne made no objections, but smiled softly upon the Cleopatra, the Umbrian as, and the fair huntress. Little by little her father's enthusiasm ex- panded over the vast collection of treasures. He took out his pocket-book and began to make notes. Jeanne raised her eyes to the walls, took one glance, then a second, and, not being called back to the medals, stepped softly up to the picture I had begun at. She went quickly from one to the other, having evidently no more than a child's un- tutored liking for pictures. As I, on the contrary was getting on very slowly, she was bound to overtake me. You may be sure I took no steps to prevent it, and so in a very short time we were both standing before the same picture, a portrait by Holbein the younger. A subject of conversation was ready to hand. "Mademoiselle," said I, "do you like this Holbein ? " A SLOT OF INK. 201 " You must admit, sir, that the old gentleman is exceedingly plain." " Yes, but the painting is exquisite. See how powerful is the drawing of the head, how clear and deep the colours remain after more than three hundred years. What a good likeness it must have been ! The subject tells his own story : he must have been a nobleman of the court of Henry VIII, a Protestant in favour with the king, wily but illiterate, and wishing from the bottom of his heart that he were back with the companions of his youth at home in his country house, hunting and drinking at his ease. It is really the study of a man's character. Look at this Rubens beside it, a mere mass of flesh scarcely held together by a spirit, a style that is exuberantly material, all colour, and no expression. Here you have spirituality on one side and materialism on the other, uncon- scious, perhaps, but unmistakable. Compare, again, with these two pictures this little drawing, doubtless by rerugino, just a sketch of an angel for an Annunciation ; notice the purity of outline, the ideal atmosphere in which the painter lives and with which he impregnates his work. You see he comes of a school of poets and mystics, gifted with a second sight which 202 A BLOT OF INK. enabled them to beautify this world and raise themselves above it." I was pleased with my little lecture, and so was Jeanne. I could tell it by her surprised ex- pression, and by the looks she cast towards her father, who was still taking notes, to see if she might go on with her first lesson in art. He smiled in a friendly way, which meant : " I'm very happy here, my dear, thank you : Va piano, va sano." This was as good as permission. We went on our way, saluting, as we passed, Tintoret and Titian, Veronese and Andrea Solari, old Cimabue, and a few early paintings of angular virgins on golden backgrounds. Jeanne was no longer bored. "And is this," she would say, "another Venetian, or a Lombard, or a Florentine ? " We soon completed the round of the first room, and made our way into the gallery beyond, devoted to sculpture. The marble gods and goddesses, the lovely fragments of frieze or cornice from the excavations at Rome, Pompeii, or in Greece, had but a moderate interest for Mademoiselle Charnot. She never gave more than one glance to each statue, to some none at all. A BLOT OF INK. 203 We soon caine to tho end of the gallery, and the door which gave access to the second room of paintings. Suddenly Jeanne gave an exclamation of surprise. " What's that ? " she said. Beneath the large and lofty window, fanned on the outside by leafy branches, a wooden panel, bearing an inscription, stood upright against the wall The words were painted in black on a white ground, and arranged with considerable skill after the style of the classic epitaphs which the Italians still cultivate. I drew aside the folds of a curtain, and read : A te Rafaella Dannegianti Che Nata da venti anni, e poco piu Avesti esperienza piena Delle illusions ei dolori di questo mondo E il giorno 6 gennaio Come angelo che anela al suo cielo Serena e contenta te ne volasti a Dio 11 clero di Desio Gl'impiegati e gli artisti della Eccma casa Dannegianti Queste solenni esequie. " It is one of those funeral inscriptions, Made- moiselle, such as people hang up in this part of the country upon the church doors on the day of the funeral. It means : 204 A SLOT OF INK. "To thee Raff'aella Dannegianti who, aged twenty years and few months after having fully experienced the sorrows and illusions of this world on January 6th like an angel longing for its heavenly home didst wing thy way to God in peace and happiness the clergy of Desio and the labourers and artificers of the noble house of Dannegianti tender these last solemn offices." " This Raffaella, then, was the Count's daughter ? " " His only child, a girl lovely and gracious beyond rivalry." " Oh, of course, beyond rivalry. Are not all only daughters lovely and perfect when once they are dead ? " she replied with a bitter smile. " They have their legend, their cult, and usually a flattering portrait. I am surprised that Raffaella's is not here. I imagine her portrait as representing a tall girl, with long, well-arched eyebrows and brown eyes " " Greenish brown." " Green, if you prefer it ; a small nose, cherry lips, and a mass of light brown hair." " Golden brown would be more correct." " Have you seen it then ? Is there one ? " A BLOT OF INK. 205 " Yes, Mademoiselle, and it lacks no per- fection that you could imagine, not even that smile of happy youth which was a falsehood ere the paint had yet dried on the canvas. Here, before this relic, which recalls it to my thoughts, I must confess that I am touched." She looked at me in astonishment. " Where is the portrait ? Not here ?" " No it is at Paris, in my friend Lampron's studio." oh ! " She blushed slightly. " Yes, Mademoiselle, it is at once a master- piece and sad reminder. The story is very simple, and I am sure my friend would not mind my telling it to you to you if to no other before these relics of the past. When Lampron was a young man travelling in Italy he fell in love with this young girl, whose portrait he was painting. He loved her, perhaps without con- fessing it to himself, certainly without avowing it to her. Such is the way of timid and humble men of heart, men whose love is nearly always misconstrued when it ceases to be unnoticed. My friend risked the happiness of his life, fearlessly, without calculation and lost it. A day came when Raffaella Dannegianti was carried off by her parents, who shuddered at A BLOT OF INK. the thought of her stooping to a painter, even though he were a genius." "So she died?" " A year later. He never got over it. Even while I speak to you, he hi his loneliness is pondering and weeping over these very lines which you have just read without a suspicion of the depth of their bitterness." " He has known bereavement," said she ; " I pity him with all my heart." Her eyes filled with tears. She repeated the words, whose meaning was now clear to her, " A te Rafaella." Then she knelt down softly before the mournful inscription. I saw her bow her head. Jeanne was praying. It was touching to see the young girl, whom chance had placed before this simple testimony of a sorrow now long past, deeply moved by the sad tale of love, filled with gentle pity for the dead Raftaella, her fellow in youth and beauty and perhaps in destiny, finding in her heart the tender impulse to kneel without a word, as if beside the grave of a friend. The daylight's last rays streaming in through the window illumined her bowed head. I drew back, with a touch of awo. Monsieur Charnot appeared. A BLOT OF INK. 20? He went up to his daughter and tapped her on the shoulder. She rose with a blush. " What are you doing there ? " he said. Then he adjusted his glasses and read the Italian inscription. " You really take unnecessary trouble in kneeling down to decipher a thing like that. You can see at once that it's a modern panel, and of no value. Sir," he added, turning to me, " I do not know what your plans are, but unless you intend to sleep at Desio, we must be off, for the night is falling." We left the villa. Out of doors it was still light, but with the afterglow. The sun was down and out of sight, but the earth was still enveloped as it were in a haze of luminous dust. Monsieur Charnot pulled out his watch. " Seven minutes past eight. What time does the last train start, Jeanne ? " " At ten minutes to eight." " Confusion ! we are stuck up in Desio ! The mere thought of passing the night in that inn gives me the creeps. I see no way out of it unless Monsieur Mouillard can get us one of the Count's state coaches. There isn't a carriage to be got in this infernal village ! " 208 A BLOT OF INK. " There is mine, sir, which luckily holds four, and is quite at your service." " Upon my word, I am very much obliged to you. The drive by moonlight will be quite romantic." He drew near to Jeanne and whispered hi her ear, " Are you sure you've wraps enough ? a shawl, or a cape, or some kind of pelisse ? " She gave a merry nod of assent " Don't worry yourself, father ; I am prepared for all emergencies." At half-past eight we left Desio together, and I silently blessed the host of the Albergo dell' Agnello, who had assured me that the carriage- road was " so much more picturesque." I found it so, indeed. Monsieur Charnot and Jeanne faced the horses. I sat opposite to Monsieur Charnot, who was in the best of spirits after all the medals he had seen. Comfortably settled in the cushions, careless of the accidents of the road, with graphic and untiring forefinger, he undertook to describe his travels in Greece, whither he had been sent on some learned enterprise by the Minister of Education, and had carried an imagination already prepossessed and dazzled with Homeric A SLOT OF INK. 209 visions. He told his story well and with detail, combining the recollections of the scholar with the impressions of an artist. The pediment of the Parthenon, the oleanders of the Ilissus, the stream " that runs in rain-time," the naked peak of Parnassus, the green slopes of Helicon, the blue gulf of Argos, the pine forest beside Alpheus, where the ancients worshipped " Death the Gentle," all of them passed in recount upon his learned lips. I must acknowledge, to my shame, that I did not listen to all he said, but, in a favourite way I have, reserved some of my own freedom of thought, while I gave him complete freedom of speech. And I am bound to say he did not abuse it, but consented to pause at the frontiers of Thessaly. Then followed silence. I gave him room to stretch. Soon, lulled by the motion of the carriage, the stream of reminiscence ran more slowly then ran dry. Monsieur Charnot slept. We bowled at a good pace, without jolting, over the white road. A warm mist rose around us laden with the smell of vegetation, ripe corn and clover from the overheated earth and the neighbouring fields which had drunk their full of sunlight. Now and again a breath of fresh air o 210 A BLOT OF INK. was blown to us from the mountains. As the darkness deepened the country grew to look like a vast chess-board, with dark and light squares of grass and corn land, melting at no great distance into a colourless and unbroken horizon. But as night blotted out the earth, the heaven lit up its stars. Never have I seen them so lustrous nor in such number. Jeanne reclined with her eyes upturned towards those limitless fields of prayer and vision : and their radiance, benignly gentle, rested on her face. Was she tired or downcast, or merely dreaming ? I knew not. But there was something so singularly poetic in her look and attitude that she seemed to me to epitomise in herself all the beauty of the night. I was afraid to speak. Her father's sleep, and our consequent isolation, made me ill at ease. She, too, seemed so careless of my presence, so far away in dreamland, that I had to await opportunity, or rather her leave, to recall her from it. Finally she broke the silence herself. A little beyond Monza she drew closer her shawl, that the night wind had ruffled, and bent over towards me. " You must excuse my father ; he is rather A BLOT OF INK. 211 tired this evening, for he has been on his feet since five o'clock." " The day has been so hot, too, Mademoiselle, and the medals ' came not in single spies, but in battalions:' he has a right to sleep after the battle." " Dear old father ! You gave him a real treat, for which he will always be obliged to you." " I trust that the recollection of to-day will efface that of the blot of ink for which I am still filled with remorse." " Remorse is rather a big word." "No, Mademoiselle, I really mean remorse; for I wounded the feelings of a gentleman who has every claim on my respect. I have never dared to speak of this before. But if you would be kind enough to tell Monsieur Charnot how sorry I have been for it, you would relieve me of a big burden." I saw her eyes fixed upon me for a moment with a look of attention not previously granted to me. She seemed pleased. " With all my heart," she said. There was a moment's silence. "Was this Raffaella, whose story you have told me, worthy of your friend's long regret ? " " I must believe so." o 2 212 A BLOT OF INK. " It is a very touching story. Are you very fond of Monsieur Lainpron ? " " Beyond expression, Mademoiselle ; he is so open-hearted, so true a friend, he has the soul of the artist and the seer. I am sure you would rate him very highly if you knew him." "But I do know him, at least by his works. Where am I to be seen now, by the way ? What has become of my portrait ? " " It's at Larnpron's house, in his mother's room, where Monsieur Charnot can go and see it if he likes." " My father does not know of its existence," she said, with a glance at the slumbering man of learning. " Has he not seen it ? " " No, he would have made so much ado about nothing. So Monsieur Lainpron has kept the sketch? I thought it had been sold long " Sold ! You did not think he would sell it ! " " Why not ? Every artist has the right to sell his works." " Not work of that kind." " Just as much as any other kind." " No, he could not have done that. He would no more sell it than he would sell the portrait of A BLOT OF INK. 213 Raffaella Dannegianti. They are two similar relics, two precious reminiscences." Mademoiselle Charnot turned without a reply to look at the country which was flying past us in the darkness. I could just see her profile, and the nervous movement of her eyelids. As she made no attempt to speak, her silence emboldened me. " Yes, Mademoiselle, two similar relics ; yet sometimes in my hours of madness as to-day, for instance, here, with you near me I dare to think that I might be less unfortunate than my friend that his dream is gone for ever but that mine might return to me if you were willing." She quickly turned towards me, and, in the darkness I saw her eyes fixed on mine. Did the darkness deceive me as to the meaning of this mute response ? was I the victim of a fresh delusion ? I fancied that Jeanne looked sad ; that perhaps she was thinking of the oaths sworn only to be broken by her former lover ; but that she was not quite displeased. However, it only lasted for a second. When she spoke, it was in a higher key : " Don't you think the breeze is very fresh this evening ? " 214 A BLOT OF INK. A long-drawn sigh came from the back part of the carriage. Monsieur Charnot was waking up. He wanted to prove that he had only been meditating. " Yes, my dear, it's a charming evening," ho replied ; " these Italian nights certainly keep up their reputation." Ten minutes later the carriage drew up, and Monsieur Charnot shook hands with me before the door of his hotel. " Many thanks, my dear young sir, for this delightful drive home ! I hope we shall meet again. We are off to Florence to-morrow; is there anything I can do for you there ?" " No, thank you." Mademoiselle Charnot gave me a slight bow. I watched her mount the first few steps of the staircase, with one hand shading her eyes from the glare of the gas-lights, and the other holding up her wraps, which had come unfolded and were falling around her. Milan, June 27, Before daybreak. He asked me if there was anything he could do for me at Florence. There is something, but he would refuse to do it : for I want him to inform A BLOT OF INK. 215 his charming daughter that my thoughts are all of her; that I have spent the night recalling yesterday's trip now the roads of Desio and the galleries of the villa, now the drive back to Milan. Monsieur Charnot only figured hi my dreams as sleeping. I seemed to have found my tongue, and to be pouring forth a string of well turned speeches which I should never have ready at real need. If I could only see her again now that all my plans are weighed and thought out and combined ! ReaUy it is hard that one cannot live one's life over twice at least certain passages in it this episode, for instance What is her opinion of me ? When her eyes fixed themselves on mine I thought I could read in their depths a look of inquiry, a touch of surprise, a grain of disquiet. But her answer ? She is going off to Florence bearing with her the answer on which my life depends. They are leaving by the early express. Shall I take it, too ? Florence, Rome, Naples Why not ? Italy is free to all, and particularly to lovers. I will toss my cap over the mill for the second time. I will get money from somewhere. If I am not allowed to show myself, I will look on from a distance, hidden in the crowd. At a pinch I will disguise myself guide at Pompeii, 216 A BLOT OF INK. lazarone at Naples. She shall find a sonnet in the bunch of fresh flowers offered her by a peasant at the door of her hotel And at least I shall bask in her smile, the sound of her voice, the glints of gold about her temples, and the pleasure of knowing that she is near even when I do not see her. On second thoughts, no: I will not go to Florence. As I always distrust first impulses, which so often run reason to a standstill, I had recourse to a favourite device of mine. I asked myself: What would Lampron advise ? And at once I conjured up his melancholy, noble face, and heard his answer : " Come back, my dear boy." Paris, July 2nd. When you arrive by night, and from the windows of the flying train, as it whirls past the streets at full speed, you see Paris enveloped in red steam, pierced by starry lines of gas-lamps criss-crossing in every direction, the sight is weird, and almost beautiful. You might fancy it the closing scene of some gigantic gala, where strings upon strings of coloured lanterns brighten the night above a moving throng, passing, repassing, and raising a cloud of dust A BLOT OF INK 217 that reddens in the glow of expiring Bengal lights. Moreover, the illusion is in part a reality, for the great city is in truth lit up for its nightly revel. Till one in the morning it is alight and riotous with the stir and swing of life. But the dawn is bleak enough. That delicious hour which puts a spirit of joy into green field and hedgerow is awful to look upon in Paris. You leave the train half- frozen to find the porters red-eyed from their watch. The Customs officials, in a kind of stupor, scrawl cabalistic signs upon your trunk. You get outside the station to find a few scattered cabs, their drivers asleep inside, then* lamps blinking in the mist. " Cabby, are you disengaged ? " " Depends where you want to go." " 91, Rue de Rennes." " Jump in ! " The blank streets stretch out interminably, grey and silent ; the shops on either hand are shuttered ; in the squares you will only find a dog or a scavenger ; theatre bills flap in rags around the kiosques, the wind sweeps their tattered fragments along the asphalte in yester- day's dust, with here and there a bunch of faded flowers. The Seine washes around its tethered 218 A BLOT OF INK. boats; two great-coated policemen patrol the bank and wake the echoes with their tramp. The fountains have ceased to play, and their basins are dry. The air is chilly, and sick with evil odours. The whole drive is like a bad dream. Such was my drive from the Gare de Lyon to my rooms. When I was once at home, installed in my own domains, this unpleasant impression gradually wore off. There was friendliness in my sticks of furniture. I examined those silent witnesses, my chair, my table, and my books. What had happened while I was away? Apparently nothing im- portant. The furniture had a light coating of dust, which showed that no one had touched it, not even Madame Menin. It was funny, but I wanted to see Madame Menin. A sound, and I heard my opposite neighbour getting to work. He is a hydrographer, and engraves maps for a neighbouring publisher. I never could get up as early as he. ... The willow seemed to have made great progress during the summer. ... I flung up the window and said " Good morning ! " to the wall-flowers, to the old wall of the Carmelites, and the old black tower. Then the sparrows began. What o'clock could it be? They came all together with a rush ; chirping, A BLOT OF INK. 219 the hungry thieves ; wheeling about, skirting the walls. in their flight, quick as lightning, borne on their pointed wings. They had seen the sun, day had broken ! And almost immediately I heard a cart pass, and a hawker crying, " Ground-SEL ! Groundsel for your dickey- birds!" To think that there are people who get up at that unearthly hour to buy groundsel for their canaries ! I looked to see if anyone had called in my absence ; their cards ought to be on my table. There were two there : " Monsieur Lorinet, retired solicitor, town councillor of Bourbonnoux-lez-Bourges, deputy-magistrate ; " " Madame Lorinet, nte Poupard." I was surprised not to find a third card "Berthe Lorinet, of no occupation, anxious to change her name." Berthe will be difficult to get rid of. I presume she didn't dare to leave a card on a young man: it wouldn't have been proper. But I have no doubt she was here. I scent a trick of my uncle's, one of those Atlantic cables he takes for spider's threads and makes his snares of. The Lorinet family have been here with the twofold intention of taking news of me to " my dear good uncle," and discreetly recalling 220 A BLOT OF INK. to my forgetful heart the charms of Berthe of the big feet. " Good morning, Monsieur Mouillard ! " " Hallo ! Madame Menin ! Good morning, Madame Menin ! " " So you are back at last, sir ! How brown you have got, quite sunburnt. You are quite well, I hope, sir ? " " Very well, thank you; has any one been here in my absence ? " " I was going to tell you, sir ; the plumber has been here, because the tap of your cistern came oft' in my hand. It wasn't my fault ; there had been a heavy rain that morning. So " Never mind, it's only a tap to pay for. We won't say any more about it. But did anyone come to see me ? " " Ah, let me see, yes. A big gentleman rather red-faced, with his wife, a fat bowerly lady, with a small voice : a fine woman, rather in my style, and their daughter but perhaps you know her, sir ? " " Yes, Madame Menin, you need not describe her. You told them that I was away, and they said they were very sorry." " Especially the lady. She puffed and panted and sighed : ' Dear Monsieur Mouillard ! How A SLOT OF INK. 221 unlucky we are, Madame Menin ; we have just come to Paris as he has gone to Italy. My husband and I would have liked so much to see him ! You may think it fanciful, but I should like above all things to look round his rooms. A student's rooms must be so interesting. Stay there, Berthe, my child.' I told them there was nothing very interesting, and that their daughter might just as well come in too, and then I showed them everything." " They didn't stay long, I suppose ? " " Quite long enough. They were an age look- ing at your photograph album. I suppose they haven't got such things where they come from. Madame Lorinet couldn't tear herself a way from it. ' Nothing but men,' she said ; ' have you noticed that, Jules ? ' ' Well, madame, I said, ' that's just how it is here ; except for me, and I don't count, only gentlemen come here. I've kept house for bachelors where well, there are not many. " That will do, Madame Menin ; that will do. I know you always think too highly of me. Hasn't Lampron been here ? " " Yes, sir ; the day before yesterday. He was going off for a fortnight or three weeks into the country to paint a portrait of some priest, a bishop, I think." A BLOT OF INK. July 15th. " Midi, roi des et6s ." I know by heart that poein by " M. le Comte de 1'Isle," as my Uncle Mouillard calls him. Its lines chime in my ears every day as I walk back from lunch to the office I have left an hour before. Merciful heaven, how hot it is ! I am just back from a hot climate, but it was nothing compared to Paris in July. The asphalte melts underfoot ; the wood pavement is simmering in a viscous mess of tar ; the ideal is forced to descend again and again to iced lager beer; the walls beat back the heat in your face ; the dust in the public gardens, ground to atoms beneath the tread of many feet, rises in clouds from under the watercart to fall, a little further on, in white showers upon the passers-by. I wonder that, as a finishing stroke, the cannon in the Palais Royal does not detonate all day long. To complete my misery, all my acquaintances are out of town : the Boule family is bathing at Trouville ; the second clerk has not returned from his holiday ; the fourth only waited for my arrival to get away himself; Lampron detained by my Lord Bishop and the forest shades, gives no sign of his existence ; even Monsieur and Madame Plumet have locked up their flat and taken the train for Barbizon. A BLOT OF INK. 223 Thus it happens that the old clerk Jupille and I have been thrown together. I enjoy his talk He is a simple-hearted, honourable man, with a philosophy that I am sure cannot be in the least German, because I can under- stand it. I have gradually told him all my secrets. I felt the need of a confidant, for I was stifling, metaphorically as well as literally. Now when he hands me a deed, instead of saying " All right," as I used to, I say " Take a chair, Monsieur Jupille " ; I shut the door and we talk. The clerks think we're talking law, but the clerks are mistaken. Yesterday, for instance, he whispered to me : "I have come down by the Rue de 1'Universite. They will soon be back." " How did you learn that ? " " I saw a man carrying coals into the house, and asked for whom they were, that's all." Again, we had a talk, just now, which shows what progress I have made in the old clerk's heart. He had just submitted a draft to me. I had read it through and grunted my approval, yet Monsieur Jupille did not go. " Anything further, Monsieur Jupille ? " "Something to ask of you to do me a kind- ness, or rather, an honour." 224 A BLOT OF INK. " Let's hear what it is." " This weather, Monsieur Monillard, is very good for fishing, though rather warm." " Rather warm, Monsieur Jupille ! " " It is not too warm. It was much hotter than this in 1844 ; yet the fish bit, I can tell you ! Anyhow, will you join us next Sunday in a fishing expedition ? I say ' us,' because one of your friends is coming, a great amateur of the rod, who honours me with his friendship too." "Who is he?" " A secret, Monsieur Mouillard, a little secret. You will be surprised. Is it settled then next Sunday ? " " Where shall I meet you ? " " Hush, the office boy is listening. That boy is too sharp ; I'll tell you some other time." "As you please, Monsieur Jupille; I accept the invitation unconditionally." " I am so glad you will come, Monsieur Mouillard. I only wish we could have a little storm between this and then." He spoke the truth ; his satisfaction was manifest, for I have never seen him rub the tip of his nose with the feathers of his quill pen so often as he did that afternoon, which was with him the sign of exuberant joy, all his gestures 225 having subdued themselves long since to the limits of his desk. July 20th. I have seen Lampron once more. He bears his sorrow bravely. We spoke for a few moments of his mother. I spoke some praise of that humble soul for the good she had done me, which led him to enlarge upon her virtues. " Ah," he said, " if you had only seen more of her ! My dear fellow, if I am an honest man ; if I have passed without failing through the trials of my life and my profession ; if I have placed my ideal beyond worldly success ; in a word, if I am worth anything in heart or brain, it is to her I owe it. We had never been parted before ; this is our first separation, and it is the final one. I was not prepared for it." Then he changed the subject brusquely : " What about your love affair ? " " Fresher than ever." " Did it survive half-an-hour's conversation ? " "It grew the stronger for it." " Does she still detest you ? " I told him the story of our trip to Desio, and our conversation in the carriage, without omitting a detail. A BLOT OF INK. He listened in silence. At the end he said : " My dear Fabien, there must be no delay. She must hear your proposal within a week." " Within a week ! Who's to make it for me?" "Whoever you like. That's your business. I have been making inquiries while you were away ; she seems a suitable match for you. Be- sides, your present position is ridiculous ; you are without a profession ; you have quarrelled, for no reason, with your only relative: you must get out of the situation with credit, and marriage will compel you to do so." July 21st. Monsieur Jupille had written to tell me where I was to meet him on the Sunday, giving me the most minute directions. I might take the tram to Massy, or to Bievres. However, I preferred to take the train to Sceaux and walk from there, leaving Chatenay on my left, strik- ing across the woods of Verrieres towards the line of forts, coming out between Igny and Amblainvilliers, and finally reaching a spot where the Bievre broadens out between two wooded banks into a pool as clear as a spring and as full of fish as a stew-pond. A BLOT OF INK. 227 " Above all things, tell nobody where it is ! " begged Jupille. " It is our secret ; I discovered it myself." When I left Sceaux to meet Jupille, who had started before daybreak, the sun was already high. There was not a cloud nor a breath of wind ; the sway of summer lay over all things. But, though the heat was broiling, the walk was lovely. All about me was alive with voice or perfume. Clouds of linnets fluttered among the branches, golden beetles crawled upon the grass, thousands of tiny whirring wings beat the air flies, gnats, gadflies, bees, all chorussing the life-giving warmth of the day and the sun- shine that bathed and penetrated all nature. I halted from time to time in the parched glades to seek my way, and again pushed onward through the forest paths overarched with heavy- scented leafage, onward over the slippery moss, up towards the heights below which the Bievre stole into view. There it lay, at my feet, gliding between banks of verdure which seemed a season younger than the grass I stood on. I began to descend the slope, knowing that Monsieur Jupille was await- ing me somewhere in the valley. I broke into a run. I heard the murmur of water in the p 2 228 A BLOT OF INK. hollows, and caught glimpses of forget-me-not tufts in low-lying grassy corners. All at once a rod outlined itself against the sky, between two trees. It was he, the old clerk. He nodded to me and laid down his line. " I thought you were never coming." "That shows you don't know me. Any sport ? " " Not so loud ! Yes, capital sport. I'll bait a line for you." " And where is your friend, Monsieur Ju- pille?" " There he is." " Where ? " " Staring you in the face; can't you see him ? " Upon my word, I could see nobody ; until he directed my gaze with his fishing-rod, when I perceived, ten yards away, a large back-view of white trouser, and brown, unbuckled waistcoat, a straw hat which seemed to conceal a head, and a pair of shirt-sleeves dangling over the water. This mass was motionless. " He must have got a bite," said Jupille, " else he would have been here before now. Go and see him." Not knowing whom I was about to address, I gave a warning cough as I came near him. A SLOT OF INK. 229 The unknown drew a loud breath, like a man who wakes with a start. " That you, JupiP.e ? " he said turning a little way ; " are you out ( i bait ? " " No, my dear tutor, it is I." " Monsieur MouiUard, at last ! " " Monsieur Flamaran ! Jupille told the truth when he said I should be surprised. Are you fond of fishing ? " " It's a passion with me. One must keep one or two for one's old age, young man." " You've been having sport, I hear." " Well, this morning, between eight and nine, there were a few nibbles; but since then the sport has been very poor. However, I'm very glad to see you again, Mouillard. That essay of yours was an extremely good one." The eminent professor had risen, displaying a face still red from his having slept with his head on his chest, but beaming with goodwill. He grasped my hand with heartiness and vigour. " Here's rod and line for you, Monsieur Mouillard, all ready baited," broke in Jupille. "If you'll come with me I'll show you a good place." "No, no, Jupille, I'm going to keep him," answered Monsieur Flamaran; " I haven't uttered A BLOT OF INK. a syllable for three hours. I must let myself out a little. We will fish side by side, and chat." " As you please, Monsieur Flamaran ; but I don't call that fishing." He handed me the implement, and sadly went his way. Monsieur Flamaran and I sat down together on the bank, our feet resting on the soft sand strewn with dead branches. Before us spread the little pool I have mentioned, a slight widening of the stream of the Bievre, once a watering- place for cattle. The sun, now at high noon, massed the trees' shadow close around their trunks. The unbroken surface of the water reflected its rays back in our eyes. The current was barely indicated by the gentle oscillation of a few water-lily leaves. Two big blue dragon- flies poised and quivered upon our floats, and not a fish seemed to care to disturb them. " Well," said Monsieur Flamaran, " so you are still managing clerk to Counsellor Boule ? " " For the time." " Do you like it ? " " Not particularly." " What are you waiting for ? " " For something to turn up." A BLOT OF INK. 231 " And carry you back to Italy, I suppose ?" " Then you know I have just been there ? " "I know all about it. Charnot told me of your meeting, and your romantic drive by moon- light. By the way, he's come back with a bad cold ; did you know that ? " I assumed an air of sympathy : " Poor man ! When did he get back ? " " The day before yesterday. Of course I was the first to hear of it, and we spent yesterday evening together. It may surprise you, Mouillard, and you may think I exaggerate, but I think Jeanne has come back prettier than she went." " Do you really think so ? " " I reaUy do. That southern sun look out my dear Mouillard, your line is half out of water has brought back her roses (they're brighter than ever, I declare), and the good spirits she had lost, too, poor girl. She is cheer- ful again now, as she used to be. I was very anxious about her at one time. You know her sad story ? " " Yes." " The fellow was a scoundrel, my dear Mouil- lard, a regular scoundrel ! I never was in favour of the match, myself. Charnot let himself be 232 A BLOT OF INK. drawn into it by an old college friend. I told him over and over again, ' It's Jeanne's dowry he's after, Charnot I'm convinced of it. He'll treat Jeanne badly and make her miserable, mark my words.' But I wasted my breath : he wouldn't listen to a word. Anyhow, it's quite off', now. But it was no slight shock, I can tell you ; and it gave me great pain to witness the poor child's sufferings." " You are so kind-hearted, Monsieur Ma- in aran ! " " It's not that, Mouillard : but I have known Jeanne ever since she was born. I watched her grow up, and I loved her when she was still a little mite : she's as good as my adoptive daughter. You understand me when I say adoptive. I do not mean that there exists between us that legal bond in imitation of nature which is permitted by our codes, adoptio imitatur naturam; not that, but that I love her like a daughter Sidonie never having presented me with a daughter, nor with a son either, for that matter." A cry from Jupille interrupted Monsieur Flamaran : " Can't you hear it rattling ! ' : The good man was tearing to us, waving his A BLOT OF INK. 233 arms like a madman, the folds of his trousers flapping about his thin legs like banners in the breeze. We leapt to our feet, and my first idea, an absurd one enough, was that a rattlesnake was hurrying through the grass to our attack. I was very far from the truth. The matter reaUy was a new line, invented by Monsieur Jupille, cast a little further than an ordinary one, and rigged up with a float like a raft, carrying a little clapper. The fish rang then* own knell as they took the hook. " It's rattling like mad ! " cried Jupille, " and you don't stir ! I couldn't have thought it of you, Monsieur Flamaran ! " He ran past us, brandishing a landing-net as a warrior his lance : he might have been a youth of twenty-five. We followed, less keen and also less confident than he. He was right, though ; when he drew up his line, the float of Avhich was disappearing in jerks, carrying the bell along with it beneath the water, he brought out a fair- sized jack, which he declared to be a giant. He let it run for some time, to tire it, and to prolong the pleasure of playing it. " Gentlemen," he cried, " it is cutting my finger off!" 234 A BLOT OF INK. A stroke with the landing-net laid the monster at our feet, its strength all spent. It weighed rather under four pounds. Jupille swore to six. My learned tutor and I sat down again side by side, but the thread of our conversation had been broken past mending. I tried to talk of her, but Monsieur Flamaran insisted on talking of me, of Bourges, of his election as professor, and of the radically distinct characteristics by which you can tell the bite of a gudgeon from that of a stickleback. The latter part of his lecture was, however, purely theoretical, for he got up two hours before sunset without having hooked a fish. " A good day, all the same," he said. " It's a good place, and the fish were biting this morn- ing. We'll come here again some day, Jupille ; with an east wind you ought to catch any quantity of gudgeon." He kept pace beside me on our way home, but wearied, no doubt, with long sitting, with the heat, and the glare from the water, fell into a reverie, from which the accidents of the walk were unable to rouse him. Jupille trotted before us, carrying his rod in one hand, a luncheon-basket and a fish-bag in A BLOT OF INK. 235 the other. He turned round and gave us a look at each cross-road, smiled beneath his heavy moustache, and went on faster than before. I felt sure that something out of the way was going to happen, and that the silent quill- driver was tasting a quiet joke. I had not guessed the whole truth. At a turn of the road Monsieur Flamaran suddenly pulled up, looked all around him, and drew a deep breath. " Hullo, Jupille ! My good sir, where are you taking us ? If I can believe my eyes, this is the Chestnut Knoll, down yonder is Plessis Piquet, and we are two miles from the station and the seven o'clock train ! " There was no denying it. A donkey emerged from the wood, hung with tassels and* bells, carrying in its panniers two little girls, whose parents toiled behind, goad in hand. The woods had become shrubberies, through which peeped the thatched roofs of rustic summer- houses, mazes, artificial waterfalls, grottoes and ruins; all the dread handiwork of the rustic decorator burst superabundant upon our sight, with shy odours of beer and cooking. Broken bottles strewed the paths ; the bushes all looked weary, harassed, and overworked; a confused 236 A BLOT OF INK. murmur of voices and crackers floated towards us upon the breeze. I knew full well from these signs that we were nearing " ROBINSON CRUSOE," the land of rustic . inns. And sure enough here they all were, " THE OLD ROBINSON," " THE NEW ROBINSON," "THE REAL ORIGINAL ROBINSON," " THE ONLY GENUINE ROBINSON," " ROBINSON'S CHESTNUT GROVE," " ROBINSON'S PARADISE," each unique and each authentic. All alike have thatched porches, sanded paths, transparencies lit with petroleum lamps, tinsel stars, summer- houses, arrangements for open-air illumination, and highly coloured advertisements in which are set forth all the component elements of a " ROBINSON," such as shooting-galleries, bowling- alleys, swings, private arbours, Munich beer, and dinner in a tree. " JupiUe ! " exclaimed Monsieur Flamaran, " you have shipwrecked us ! This is Crusoe's land : and what the dickens do you mean by it?" The old clerk, utterly discomfited, and Avearing that hangdog look which he always assumed at the slightest rebuke from Counsellor Boule, pulled a face as long as his arm, went up to Monsieur Flamaran and whispered a word in his ear. A BLOT OF INK. 237 " Upon my word ! Really, Jupille, what are you thinking of? And I a professor, too! Thirty years ago it would have been excusable, but to-day Besides, Sidonie expects me home to dinner " He stopped for a moment, undecided, look- ing at his watch. Jupille, who was eyeing him intently, saw his distinguished friend gradually relax his frown and burst into a hearty laugh. " By Jove ! it's madness at my age, but I don't care. We'll renew our youth for an hour or so. My dear Mouillard, Jupille has ordered dinner for us here. Had I been consulted I should have chosen any other place. Yet what's to be done ? Hunger, friendship, and the fact that I can't catch the train combine to silence my scruples. What do you say ? " " That we are in for it, now." " So be it then." And led by Jupille, still carrying his catch, we entered THE ONLY GENUINE ROBINSON. Monsieur Flamaran, somewhat ill at ease, cast inquiring glances on the clearings in the shrubberies. I thought I heard stifled laughter behind the trees. " You have engaged chestnut No. 3, 238 A BLOT OF INK. gentlemen," said the proprietor. " Up these stairs, please." We ascended a staircase winding around the trunk. Chestnut No. 3 is a fine old tree, a little bent, its sturdy lower branches supporting a platform surrounded by a balustrade, six rotten wooden pillars, and a thatched roof shaped like a cocked hat to shelter the whole. All the neighbouring trees contain similar con- structions, which look from a little way off like enormous nests. They are greatly in demand at the dinner-hour ; you dine thirty feet up in the air, and your food is brought up by a rope and pulley. When Monsieur Flamaran appeared on the platform he took off his hat, and leaned with both hands on the railing to give a look round. The attitude suggested a public speaker. His big grey head was conspicuous in the light of the setting sun. " He's going to make a speech ! " cried a voice. " 'Bet you he isn't," replied another. " This was the signal. A rustling was heard among the leaves, and numbers of inquisitive faces peeped out from all corners of the garden. A general rattling of glasses announced that A BLOT OF INK. 239 whole parties were leaving the tables to see what was up. The very waiters stopped to stare at chestnut No. 3. Crusoe, to a man, was staring up at Flamaran without in the least knowing why. " Gentlemen," said a voice from an arbour, " Professor Flamaran will now deliver his lec- ture." A chorus of shouts and laughter rose around our tree. " Hi, old boy, wait till we're gone ! " " Ladies, he will discourse to you on the law of husband and wife ! " " No, on the foreclosure of mort- gages ! " " No, on the payment of debts ! " " Oh, you naughty old man ! You ought to be shut up ! " Monsieur Flamaran, though somewhat put out of countenance for the moment, was seized with a happy inspiration. He stretched out an arm to show that he was about to speak. He opened his broad mouth with a smile of fatherly humour, and the groves, attentive, heard him thunder forth these words : "Young people, I promise to give you all white marks if you let me dine in peace ! " The last words were lost in a roar of applause. " Three cheers for old Flamaran ! " 240 A BLOT OF INK. Three cheers were given, followed by clapping of hands from various quarters, then all was silence, and no one took any further notice of our tree. Monsieur Flamaran left the railing and un- folded his napkin. " You may be sure of my white marks, young men," he said, as he sat down. He was delighted at his success as an orator, and laughed gaily. Jupille, on the other hand, was as pale as if he had been in a street riot, and seemed rooted to the spot where he stood. " It's all right, Jupille : it's all right, man ! A little ready wit is all you need, dash my wig ! " The old clerk gradually regained his com- posure, and the dinner grew very merry. Monsieur Flamaran's spirits, raised by this little incident, never flagged. He had a story for every glass of wine, and told them all with a quiet humour of his own. Towards the end of dinner, by the time the waiter came to offer us "almonds and raisins, pears, peaches, preserves, meringues, brandy cherries," we had got upon the subject of Sidonie, the pearl of Forez. Monsieur Flamaran narrated to us, with dates, how a friend of his one day depicted to him a young girl at Montbrison, of A BLOT OF INK. 241 fresh and pleasing appearance, a good house- keeper, and of excellent family : and how he, Monsieur Flamaran had forthwith started off to find her, had recognised her before she was pointed out to him, fell in love with her at first sight, and was not long in obtaining her affec- tion in return. The marriage had taken .place at St.-Galmier. "Yes, my dear Mouillard," he added, as if pointing a moral, " thirty years ago last May I became a happy man ; when do you think of following my example ? " At this point, Jupille suddenly found himself one too many, and vanished down the corkscrew stair. " We once spoke of an heiress at Bourges," Monsieur Flamaran went on. "Apparently that's aU off?" "Quite off." " You were within your rights ; but now, why not a Parisienne ? " " Yes, indeed, why not ? " " Perhaps you are prejudiced in some way against Parisiennes ? " " I ? Not the least." " I used to be, but I've got over it now. They have a charm of their own, a certain style of Q 242 A BLOT OF INK. dressing, walking, and laughing which you don't find beyond the fortifications. For a long time I used to think that these qualities stood them in lieu of virtues. That was a slander ; there are plenty of Parisiennes endowed with every virtue : I even know a few who are angels." At this point, Monsieur Flamaran looked me straight in the eyes, and, as I made no reply, he added : " I know one, at least : Jeanne Charnot Are you listening ? " " Yes, Monsieur Flamaran." " Isn't she a paragon ? " "She is." " As sensible as she is tender-hearted ?" " So I believe." " And as clever as she is sensible ? " " That is my opinion." "Well then, young man, if that's your opinion excuse my burning my boats, all my boats if that's your opinion, I don't understand why Do you suppose she's got no money ? " " I know nothing about her means." " Don't make any mistake ; she's a rich woman. Do you think you're too young to marry ? " "No." A BLOT OF INK. 243 " Do you fancy, perhaps, that she is still bound by that unfortunate engagement ? " " I trust she's not." " I'm quite sure she's not. She is free, I tell you, as free as you. Well, why don't you love her ? " " But I do love her, Monsieur Flaniaran ! " " Why then, I congratulate you, my boy ! " He leaned across the table, and gave me a hearty grasp of the hand. He was so agitated that he could not speak choking with joyful emotion, as if he had been Jeanne's father, or mine. After a minute or so, he drew himself up in his chair, reached out. put a hand on each of my shoulders and kept it there as if he feared I might fly away. " So you love her, you love her Good gracious, what a business I've had to get you to say so ! You are quite right to love her, of course, of course I could not have understood your doing otherwise; but I must say this, my boy, that if you tarry too long, with her attrac- tions, you know what will happen." " Yes, I ought to ask for her at once." " To be sure you ought." " Alas ! Monsieur Flamaran, who is there Q 2 244 A BLOT OF INK. that I can send on such a mission for me ? You know that I am an orphan." " But you've an uncle." " We have quarrelled." " You might make it up again, on an occasion like this." " Out of the question : we quarrelled on her account ; my uncle hates' Parisiennes." " Damn it all, then ! send a friend, a friend will do under the circumstances." " There's Lampron." " The painter ? " " Yes, but he doesn't know Monsieur Charnot. It would only be one stranger pleading for another. My chances would be small. What I want " " Is a friend of both parties, isn't it ? Well, what am I ? " " The very man ! " "Very well. I undertake to ask for her hand ! I shall ask for the hand of the charming Jeanne for both of us : for you, who will make her happy ; and for myself, who will not entirely lose her if she marries one of my pupils, one of my favourite graduates my friend, Fabien Mouillard. And I won't be refused, no, damme I won't!" A BLOT OF INK. 245 He brought down his fist upon the table with a tremendous blow which made the glasses ring and the decanters stagger. " Coming !" cried a waiter, from below, think- ing he was summoned. " All right, my good fellow ! " shouted Mon- sieur Flamaran, leaning over the railings. " Don't trouble. I don't want anything." He turned again towards me, still filled with emotion, but somewhat calmer than he had been. " Now," said he, " let us talk, and do you tell me all." And we began a long and altogether delight- ful talk. A more genuine, a finer fellow never breathed than this professor let loose from school and giving his heart a holiday a simple, tender heart, preserved beneath the science of the law like a grape in saw-dust. Now he would smile as I sang Jeanne's praises ; now he would sit and listen to my objections with a truculent air, tightening his lips till they broke forth in vehement denial " What ! You dare to say ! Young man, what are you afraid of?" His overflowing kindness discharged itself in the sincerest and solemnest asseverations. 246 A BLOT OF INK. We had left Juan Fernandez far behind us ; we were both far away in that Utopia where mind penetrates mind, heart understands heart. We heard neither the squeaking of a swing beneath us, nor the shouts of laughter along the pro- menades, nor the sound of a band tuning up in a neighbouring pavilion. Our eyes, raised to heaven, failed to see the night descending upon us, vast and silent, piercing the foliage with its firstling stars. Now and again a warm breath passed over us, blown from the woods : I tasted its strangely sweet perfume ; I saw in glimpses the flying vision of a huge dark tulip, striped with gold, unfolding its petals on the moist bank of a dyke, and I asked myself whether a mysterious flower had really opened in the night, or whether it was but a new feeling, slowly budding, unfolding, blossoming within my heart. July 22nd. At two o'clock to-day I went to see Sylvestre to tell him all the great events of yesterday. We sat down on the old covered sofa in the shadow of the movable curtain which divides the studio, as it were, into two rooms, among the lay- figures, busts, varnish-bottles, and paint-boxes. A BLOT OF INK. 247 Lampron likes this chiaro-oscuro. It rests his eyes. Someone knocked at the door. " Stay where you are," said Sylvestre ; " it's a customer come for the background of an engrav- ing. I'll be with you in two minutes. Come in ! " As he was speaking he drew the curtain in front of me, and through the thin stuff I could see him going towards the door, which had just opened. " Monsieur Lampron ? " " I am he, sir." " You don't recognise me, sir ? " " No, sir." " I'm surprised at that." " Why so, sir ? I have never seen you." " You have taken my portrait !" " Really ! " I was watching Lampron, who was plainly angered at this abrupt introduction. He left the chair which he had begun to push forward, let it stand in the middle of the studio, and went and sat down on his engraving-stool in the corner, with a somewhat haughty look and a defiant smile lurking behind his beard. He rested his elbow on the table and began to drum with his fingers. 248 A BLOT OF INK. " What I have had the honour to inform you is the simple truth, sir. I am Monsieur Charnot, of the Institute." Larapron gave a glance in my direction, and his frown melted away. " Excuse me, sir ; I only know you by your back. If you had shown me that side of you I might perhaps have recognised " " I've not come here to listen to your jokes, sir ; and I should have come sooner to demand an explanation, but that it was only this morning I heard of what I consider a deplorable abuse of your talents. But picture-shows are not in my line. I did not see myself there. My friend Flamaran had to tell me that I was to be seen at the last Salon, together with my daughter, sitting on a tree-trunk in the forest of St. -Germain. Is it true, sir, that you drew me sitting on a trunk ? " " Quite true." " That's a trifle too rustic for a man who does not go outside of Paris three times a year. And my daughter you drew in profile, a good likeness, I believe." " It was as like as I could make it." " Then you confess that you drew both my daughter and myself ? " A BLOT OF INK. 249 " Yes I do, sir." " It may not be so easy for you to explain by what right you did so ; I await your explanation, sir." " I might very well give you no explanation whatever," replied Lampron, who was beginning to lose patience. " I might also reply that I no more needed to ask your permission to sketch you than to ask that of the beeches, oaks, elms, and willows. I might tell you that you formed part of the landscape, that every artist who sketches a bit of underwood has the right to stick a figure in " " A figure, sir ! do you call me a figure ? " " A gentleman, I mean. Artists call it figure. Well, I might give you this reason, which is quite good enough for you, but it is not the real one. I prefer to tell you frankly what passed. You have a very beautiful daughter, sir." Monsieur Charnot made his customary bow. " One of my friends is in love with her. He is shy, and dares not tell his love. We met you by chance in the wood, and I was seized with the idea of making a sketch of Mademoiselle Jeanne, so like that she could not mistake it, and then exhibiting it with the certainty of her seeing 260 A BLOT OF INK. it and guessing its meaning. I trusted she would recall to her mind, not nryself, for my youth is past, but a young friend of mine who is of the age and build of a lover. If this was a crime, sir, I am ready to take all the blame for it upon myself, for I alone committed it." " It certainly was criminal, sir : criminal in you at any rate you who are a man of weight, respected for your talent and your character to aid and abet in a frivolous love aft'air." " It was the deepest and most honourable sentiment, sir." " A blaze of straw ! " " Nothing of the sort ! " " Don't tell me, sir ! Your friend's a mere boy." " So much the better for him, sir, and for her too ! If you want a man of middle-age for your son-in-law, just try one and see what they are worth. You may be sorry that you ever refused this boy, who, it is true, is only twenty-four, has little money, no decided calling, nor yet that gift of self-confidence which does instead of merit for so many people ; but who is a brave and noble soul, sir, whom I can answer for as for myself. Go, sir, you will find your daughter great names, fat purses, gold lace, long beards, A BLOT OF INK. 251 swelling waistbands, reputations, pretentions justified or not, everything, in short, in which he is poor ; but him you will never find again ! That's all I have to tell you." Lampron had become animated and spoke with heat. There was the slightest flash of anger in his eyes. I saw Monsieur Charnot get up, approach him, and hold out his hand. " I did not wish you to say anything else, sir ; that is quite enough for me. Flamaran asked my daughter's hand for your friend only this morning. Flamaran loses no time when charged with a commission. He, too, told me much that was good of your friend. I also questioned Counsellor Boule. But however flattering the characters they might give him, I still needed another, that of a man who had lived in com- plete intimacy with Monsieur Mouillard, and I could find no one but you." Lampron stared astonished at this little, thin- lipped man who had just changed his tone and manner so unexpectedly. " Well, sir," he answered, " you might have got his character from me with less trouble ; there was no need to make a scene." " Excuse me. You say I should have got his 252 A BLOT OF INK. character ; that is exactly what I did not want : characters are always good. What I wanted was a cry from the heart of a friend outraged and brought to bay. That is what I got, and it satisfies me. I am much obliged to you, sir, and beg you will excuse my conduct." "But, sir, since we are talking sense at present, allow me to put you a question in my turn. I am not in the habit of going round the point. Is my friend's proposal likely to be accepted or not?" " Monsieur Lampron, in these delicate matters I have decided for the future to leave my daughter entirely free. Although my happiness is at stake almost as entirely as hers, I shall not say a word save to advise. In accordance with this resolve I communicated Flamaran's proposal to her." "Well?" " I expected she would refuse it." " But she said ' Yes ' ? " " She did not say ' No ' ; if she had, you can guess that I should not be here." At this reply I quite lost my head, and was very near tearing aside the curtain, and bursting forth into the studio with a shout of gratitude. But Monsieur Charnot added, A BLOT OF INK. 253 "Don't be too sure, though. There are certain serious and, perhaps, insurmountable obstacles. I must speak to my daughter again. I will let your friend know of our final decision as soon as I can. Good-bye, sir." Lampron saw him to the street, and I heard their steps grow distant in the passage. A moment later Sylvestre returned and held out both hands to me, saying, " Well, are you happy now ? " " Of course I am, to a certain extent." " ' To a certain extent ' ! Why she loves you ! " " But the obstacles, Sylvestre ! " " Nonsense ! " " Perhaps insurmountable those were his words." " Why obstacles are the salt of all our joys. What a lot you young men want before you can be called happy ! You ask Life for certainties, as if she had any to give you ! " And he began to discuss my fears, but could not quite disperse them, for neither of us could guess what the obstacles could be. August 2nd. After ten days of waiting, during which I have employed Lampron and Monsieur Flamaran 254 A BLOT OF INK. to intercede for me, turn and turn about ; ten days passed in hovering between mortal anguish and extravagant hopes, during which I have formed, destroyed, taken up again and aban- doned more plans than I ever made in all my life before, yesterday, at five o'clock, I got a note from Monsieur Charnot, begging me to call upon him the same evening. I went there in a state of nervous collapse. He received me in his study, as he had done seven months before, at our first interview, but with a more solemn politeness ; and I noticed that the paper-knife, which he had taken up from the table as he resumed his seat, shook between his fingers. I sat in the same chair in which I had felt so ill at ease. To tell the truth, I felt very much the same yesterday. Monsieur Charnot doubtless noticed it, and wished to reassure me. "Sir," said he, "I receive you as a friend. Whatever may be the result of our interview, you may be assured of my esteem. Therefore do not fear to answer me frankly." He put me several questions as to my family, my tastes, and my acquaintance in Paris. Then he requested me to tell the simple story of my boyhood and my youth, my recollections of iny A BLOT OF INK. 255 home, of the college at La Chatre, of my holidays at Bourges, and of my student life. He listened, without interruption, playing with the ivory paper-knife. When I reached the date (it was only last December !) when I saw Jeanne for the first time : " That's enough," said he, " I know or guess the rest. Young man, I promised you an answer ; this is it " For the moment, I ceased to breathe : my very heart seemed to stop beating. " My daughter," went on Monsieur Charnot, " has at this moment several proposals of marriage to choose from. You see I hide nothing from you. I have left her time to reflect; she has weighed and compared them ah 1 , and communicated to me yesterday the result of her reflections. To richer and more brilliant matches she prefers an honest man who loves her for herself: and you, sir, are that honest man." " Oh, thank you, thank you, sir ! " I cried. " Wait a moment, there are two conditions." " Were there ten, I would accept them without question ! " " Don't hurry. You will see : one is my daughter's, the other conies from both of us." 256 A BLOT OF INK. " You want ine to have some profession, perhaps ? " " No, that's not it. Clearly iny son-in-law will never sit idle. Besides, I have some views on that subject, which I'll tell you later, if I have the chance. No, the first condition exacted by my daughter, and dictated by a feeling which is very pleasant to me, is that you promise never to leave Paris." " That I swear to, sir, with all the pleasure in life!" " Really ? I feared you had some ties." " Not one." " Or dislike for Paris." "No, sir; only a preference for Paris, with freedom to indulge it. Your second con- dition ? " " The second, to which my daughter and I both attach importance, is that you should make your peace with your uncle. Flamaran tells me you have quarrelled." " That is so." " I hope it's not a serious difference. A mere cloud, isn't it ? " "Unfortunately not. My uncle is very positive " But at the same time his heart's in the right A BLOT OF INK. 257 place, as far as I could judge from what I saw of him, in June, I think it was." "Yes." " You don't mind taking the first step ? " " I will take as many as may be needed." " I felt sure you would. You cannot remain on bad terms with your father's brother, the only relative you have left. In our eyes this recon- ciliation is a duty, a necessity. You should desire it as much arid more than we do." " I will use every effort, sir, I promise you." " And in that case you will succeed, I make no doubt." Monsieur Charnot, who had grown very pale, held out his hand to me, and tried hard to smile. " I think, Monsieur Fabien, that we are quite at one, and that the hour has come " He did not finish the sentence, but rose and went to open a door between two book-cases at the end of the room. " Jeanne ! " he said, " Monsieur Fabien accepts the two conditions, my dear." And I saw Jeanne come smiling towards me, And I who had risen trembling, I who up till then had lost my head at the mere thought of seeing her, I who had many a time asked R 258 A BLOT OF INK. myself in terror what I should say on meeting her, if ever she were mine, I felt myself suddenly bold, and the words rushed to my lips to thank her, to express my joy. My happiness, however, was evident, and I might have spared my words. For the first half-hour all three of us talked together. Then Monsieur Charnot pushed back his arm-chair, and we two were left to ourselves. He had taken up a newspaper, but I am pretty sure he held it upside down. In any case he must have been reading between the lines, for he did not turn the page the whole evening. He often cast a glance over the top of the paper, folded in four, to where we were sitting : and from us his eyes travelled to a pretty miniature of Jeanne as a child, which hung over the mantel-piece. What comparisons, what memories, what regrets, what hopes were struggling in his mind ? I know not, but I know he sighed, and had not we been there, I believe he would have wept To me Jeanne showed herself simple as a child, wise and thoughtful as a woman. A new feeling was growing every instant within me, of A BLOT OF INK. 259 perfect rest of heart : the certainty of happiness for all my life to come. Yes, my happiness travelled beyond the present, as I looked into the future and saw a long series of days passed by her side; and while she spoke to me, tranquil, confident, and happy too, I thought I saw the great wings of my dream closing over and enfolding us. We spoke in murmurs. The open window let in the warm evening air and the confused roar of the city. "I am to be your friend and counsellor?" said she. " Always." " You promise that you will ask my advice in all things, and that we shall act in concert ? " " I do." "If this very first evening I ask you for a proof of this you won't be angry ? " " On the contrary." " Well, from what you have told me of your uncle, you seem to have accepted the second condition, of making up your quarrel, rather lightly." " I have only promised to do my best." " Yes, but my father counts upon your success. How do you intend to act ? " R 2 A BLOT OF INK. " I haven't yet considered." " That's just what I foresaw, and I thought it would perhaps be a good thing if we con- sidered it together." " Mademoiselle, I am listening ; compose the plan of campaign, and I will criticise it." Jeanne clasped her hands over her knees and assumed a thoughtful look. " Suppose you wrote to him." "There is every chance that he would not answer." " Reply paid ? " " Mademoiselle, you are laughing ; you are no counsellor any longer." " Yes, I am. Let's be serious. Suppose you go and see him." "That's a better idea. He may perhaps receive me." " In that case you'll capture him. If you can only get a man to listen " " Not him, Mademoiselle. He will listen, and you know what his answer will be ? " "What?" " This, or something like it : ' My worthy nephew, you have come to tell me two things, have you not ? Firstly, that you are about to marry a Parisienne ; secondly, that you renounce A BLOT OF INK. 261 for ever the family practice. You merely confirm and aggravate our difference. You have taken a step further backwards. It was not worth while your coming out of your way to tell me this, and you can return as soon as you please.' " " You surprise me. There must be some way of getting at him, if he is really good- hearted, as you say. If I could see your uncle I should soon find out a way." " If you could see him ? Yes, that would be the best way of all ; it couldn't help succeeding. He imagines you as a flighty Parisienne ; he is afraid of you ; he is more angry with me for loving you than for refusing to carry on his practice. If he could only see you, he would soon forgive me." " You think so ? " " I'm sure of it." " Do you think that if I were to look him in the face, as I now look at you, and to say to him : 'Monsieur Mouillard, will you not consent to my becoming your niece ? ' do you think that then he would give in ? " " Alas ! Mademoiselle, why cannot it be tried ? " " It certainly is difficult, but I won't say it cannot." 262 A BLOT OF INK. We explained, or rather Jeanne explained, the case to Monsieur Charnot, who is assuredly her earliest and most complete conquest. At first he cried out against the idea. He said it was entirely my business, a family matter in which he had no right to interfere. She insisted. She carried his scruples by storm. She boldly proposed a trip to Bourges, and a visit to Monsieur Mouillard. She overflowed with reasons, some of them rather weak, but all so prettily urged ! A trip to Bourges would be delightful something so novel and refreshing ! Had Monsieur Charnot complained on the previous evening, or had he not, of having to stop in Paris in the heat of August ? Yes, ho had complained, and quite right too; for his colleagues did not hesitate to leave their work and rush off to the country. Then she cited examples, one off to the Vosges, another at Arcachon, yet another at Deauville. And she reminded him, too, that a certain old lady, one of his old friends of the Faubourg St.-Germain, lived only a few miles out of Bourges, and had invited him to come and see her, she didn't know how many times, and that lie had promised and promised and never kept his word. Now he could take the opportunity of going on from A BLOT OF INK. 263 Bourges to her chateau. Finally, as Monsieur Charnot continued to urge the singularity of such behaviour, she replied : "My dear ftither! not at all; in visiting Monsieur Mouillard you will be only fulfilling a social duty." " How so, I should like to know ? " " He paid you a visit, and you will be returning it ! " Monsieur Charnot tossed his head, like a father who, though he may not be convinced, yet admits that he is beaten. As for me, Jeanne, I'm beginning to believe in the fairies again. August 3rd. I have made another visit to the Rue de 1'Universite. They have decided to make the trip. I leave for Bourges to-morrow, a day in advance of Monsieur and Mademoiselle Char- not, who will arrive on the following morning. I am sent on first to fulfil two duties ; to engage comfortable rooms at the hotel first floor with southern aspect, and then to see my uncle and prepare him for his visitors. I am to prepare him without ruffling him. 264 A BLOT OF INK. Jeanne has sketched my plan of campaign. I am to be the most affectionate of nephews, though he show himself the crustiest of uncles ; to prevent him from recurring to the past, to speak soberly of the present, to confess that Mademoiselle Charnot is aware of my feelings for her, and shows her- self not entirely insensible to them ; but I am to avoid giving details, and must put off a full explanation until later, when we can study the situation together. Monsieur Mouillard cannot fail to be appeased by such deference, and to observe a truce while I hint at the possibility of a family council. Then, if these first advances are well received, I am to tell him that Monsieur Charnot is actually travelling in the neighbour- hood, and, without giving it as certain, I may add that if he stops at Bourges he may like to return my uncle's visit. There my r6le ends. Jeanne and Monsieur Charnot will do the rest. It is with Jeanne, by the light of her eyes and her smile, that Mon- sieur Mouillard is " to study the situation ; " he will have to struggle against the redoubtable arguments of her youth and beauty. Poor man ! Jeanne is full of confidence. Her father, who has learned his lesson from her, feels sure that my uncle will give in. Even I, who cannot A BLOT OF INK. entirely share this optimism, feel that I incline to the side of hope. When I reached home, the porter handed me two cards from Larive. On the first I read : CH. LARIV, Managing Clerk. P.P.C. The second, on glazed cardboard, announced, likewise in initials, another piece of news : CH. LARIV. Formerly Managing Clerk, P.F.P.M. So the Parisian who swore he could not exist two days in the country is leaving Paris. That was fated. He is going to be married ; I'm sure I don't object. The only consequence to me is that we shall never meet again, and I shall not weep over that. Bourges, Aiujust 4