140 TRANSFORMED BY FAYE HUNTINGTON NEW YORK THOMAS Y. CROWELL & CO. COPYRIGHT, i8S6, BY THOMAS Y. CROWELL & CO. CONTENTS. PAGE CHAPTER 1 5 CHAPTER II 14 CHAPTER III 22 CHAPTER IV 32 CHAPTER V. 43 CHAPTER VL .62 CHAPTER VII 74 CHAPTER VIIL 8; CHAPTER IX 108 CHAPTER X. 123 CHAPTER XL 137 CHAPTER XII 152 CHAPTER XIII 170 CHAPTER XIV 184 CHAPTER XV 200 CHAPTER XVL 218 CHAPTER XVII 232 CHAPTER XVIIL 245 CHAPTER XIX 265 CHAPTER XX. 283 CHAPTER XXL 297 CHAPTER XXII 314 CHAPTER XXIIL 3*4 2061921 TRANSFORMED. CHAPTER I. " I went by the field of the slothful ; . . . and, lo, it was all growh over with thorns, and nettles had covered the face thereof, and the stone wall thereof was broken down." THEY called him "Old Barney." Indeed, it had been so long since he had heard himself called any thing else, that he had almost forgot- ten that this was not his real name. As for his wife, she was not called by even so respect- able a name as " Mrs. Barney : " to most peo- ple she was " Old Moll." And yet neither of them was old ; they had not seen forty years come and go. Indolence, liquor, and tobacco had dragged them so low in the social scale, that the appellation old had been attached to them rather as a term of contempt than of de- 5 6 TRANSFORMED. scription. Had any citizen of Waltham been asked, who of all the inhabitants of that town- ship was the lowest in poverty and degradation, the unhesitating reply would have been, "the Barneys." Barney himself was tall and angular, with legs and arms apparently too long to be dis- posed of conveniently ; he was habitually un- shaven and unkept. He had the appearance of great physical strength ; but he was so stupefied with poor tobacco, and poorer whiskey, as to be incapable of exertion. When he walked, he seemed scarcely able to drag his ungainly body along ; and often the rude boys of the neighbor- hood would call out, " Say/ which way are you going, anyway ? " Barney was not a great conversationalist ; peo- ple were wont to say that he was too lazy to open and shut his mouth for the formation of words. And when he did speak, it was in a drawling tone ; indeed, there was a saying that old Bar- ney never framed his reply to any question un- til the next day after the inquiry had been made. As for work, there were few who had TRANSFORMED. 7 any patience with his "shiftlessness," and, con- sequently, the avenues of employment open to him were not very broad. * Mrs. Barney was a slight, wiry woman of medium height, with long dark hair tightly twisted into a knot at the back of her head without regard to smoothness ; her complexion was dingy from exposure and greasiness. Her dark eyes had a restless expression, and she had a habit of moving her fingers nervously when she talked. By nature she was more active and energetic than her husband, but in the discouragements of poverty she had grown indolent and careless. A little north of the Waltham district was, fifteen or twenty years ago, a large tract of land known as "the swamp;" and there, on a little clearing, lived the Barneys. The hovel in which they existed was built partly of logs and partly of slabs. It had no floor, and no chim ney ; there had been a sort of a floor made ot slabs laid with the flat side up, but these, having rested upon the damp ground, had long since rotted away. There had been three windows ; 8 TRANSFORMED. but one of these was boarded up, while the oth- ers had many broken panes, their places being variously supplied with papers, rags, and bits of boards. The roof was broken and leaky ; the door sagged on its hinges ; and the stove, with its pipe projecting through one of the broken windows, smoked. There had originally been but one room : but some enterprising ten- ant (certainly not Barney) had conceived the idea of a bedroom, and in pursuance of this happy thought had partitioned off one corner, leaving the main room an " L " shape ; then as a further convenience two or three shelves, like the partition made of slabs, had been fastened to the wall across the end of the " L." As for furniture, there was absolutely nothing which hinted of comfort or even decency: of filth there was an abundance. And there was something else of which there seemed to be no lack, and that was children, half a dozen tow-headed, bare-footed, and bare-legged boys and girls, in years from one to twelve. How the miser- able beings who composed the Barney family contrived to live, was an unexplained mystery. TRANSFORMED. g The head of the family would sometimes per- form a day's labor for the neighboring farmers, while his wife now and then went out for a day's washing or scrubbing ; but the exertion was quite too severe to be often indulged in. Barney had been a soldier, and had been slightly wounded, a fact which he was assiduous in keeping to the front, and which afforded him an excuse for laziness, though his wound was not of a nature to disable him. However, he had a pension, which kept them from starvation, and furnished the supplies of liquor and tobacco which both he and his wife considered among the neces- saries of life. It was a raw November morning. As usual, the family slept late : as a matter of economy in wood and lights, they were accustomed to spend as much time as possible among the rags which constituted their sleeping accommodations ; these could not be called beds. As a rule, they break- fasted upon a sort of griddle-cake made of what is known, in some sections at least, as "mid- dlings," a coarse sort of wheat-flour which forms, when wet with water, a sticky dough. 10 TRANSFORMED. . As they had no griddle, these cakes were cooked in a primitive manner. A little salt having been added to the dough, it was ready for cook- ing. As the only spoon they had possessed had now been missing for several months, a piece of a shingle had been whittled into a paddle- shaped utensil, and made to do duty as a spoon ; with this the dough was placed upon the top of the stove in small portions ; and as fortunately they still possessed a knife, when one side was cooked the cake was turned, and when done through, with a rude sort of skill it was tossed towards the child whose turn it was to receive the delicate morsel. As the cake was invari- ably characterized by stickiness, and was often too hot for even the accustomed fingers, the rickety table and dilapidated chairs received the adhesive article while cooling, and in con- sequence were well plastered with dried dough. But this Saturday morning the "middlings" had given out ; there was scarcely sufficient for break- fast ; and, as Barney himself had taken too much whiskey the night before, he was too stupidly sleepy to arouse himself, or to be aroused, TRANSFORMED. 1 1 to go to the mill for a fresh supply. And, in- deed, that was not the worst of it. There was no money : the last dollar had been expended for a jug of whiskey, and it was yet a week to the time when the pension-money could be drawn. " There's no use o' whimpering," said Mrs. Barney ; " ye'll jist hev ter go ter Gray's, and git sum injun-meal. We've got to hev suthin' to keep off starvation till yer dad gits over this spell. Now start yersel' ! " " I sha'n't go a step, so there ! " said the old- est boy, to whom his mother had spoken ; " not if ye kills me ! Let Pug and Nan go." The children of this family ought to be in- troduced by name. The oldest, who had just delivered himself of this disrespectful reply to his mother's command, was twelve years old, and answered to the name " Reg : " his mother, who was given to novel-reading, had named her first-born after a favorite hero, Reginald Fitz- Henry, though all excepting the first syllable had long since been dropped. Next to him was a lame boy : a little touch of tenderness having come over the mother, and a memory of some- 1 2 TRANSFORMED. thing she had heard in her childhood about a boy and his mother, stealing into her mind, she had called her boy Samuel ; and yet when and where that mother and son had lived, or where the story was told, she had no idea. Then came the two whom Reg had called Pug and Nan : Pug's real name was John, and his sister was Annie. Estelle's name had been selected from another novel. But when that other blue- eyed boy opened his eyes in that wretched hovel, the father declared that he would have no more nonsense, and that he would name one boy to suit himself, and so he called him Jehu ; but fortunately no one else ever called the baby by that name : he was just Huey to them all. Though Pug and Nan were scantily clothed, and the weather was severe, there seemed to be no help for it ; Reg would not go, and their only hope of dinner lay in getting the meal from Mr. Gray's. It was a long walk, more than two miles ; and even a small bag of meal was a heavy load for two children of six and seven years : but their mother said coaxingly, " Now be good uns, and run along. Maybe's TRANSFORMED. 13 you'll git some goodies. Yer knows Mis' Gray allers gins yer suthin' nice. Maybe's it'll be a cooky, or who knows but it'll be a piece o' mince-pie ! " Thus urged and encouraged, the children set off upon their long walk over the frozen ground, the keen wind piercing them through and through. You do not like my picture ? Well, it is not a pleasing one, but it is drawn true to life. Alas, there are still such homes ! TRANSFORMED. CHAPTER II. " Go work in my vineyard." " Work, for I am with you, saith the Lord." Go back with me a few months. It was a June morning ; and Marian Kingsley, with half a dozen other bright young girls, stood beneath an evergreen arch upon the chapel platform in a young ladies' seminary. Interwoven among the evergreens, wrought in white flowers, were the words of the class motto, "A Work Life." In presenting the diplomas which the young ladies had earned by four or five years of devo- tion to a prescribed course of study, the vener- able president, referring to the motto, reminded those white-robed young creatures that a " work- life" meant something more than a fluttering around the sweets of life, extracting honey for their own regaling. To some of them, a work- life might mean hand-toil ; to others, work for TRANSFORMED. 15 heart and brain : to all, it must stand for sacri- fice, weariness, and self-abnegation. " Much those frizzed girls know of the mean- ing of their motto ! " said a young man, whose handsome face wore a cynical expression, and whose voice had in it a sneering tone. "They look like it. White kid gloves indicate just the kind of work they expect to do. They will spend two or three years angling for a husband, and call that work." " Aren't you rather severe on the ' sweet girl- graduates ' ? " responded his friend, a gentleman some years his senior. " I am sure the essays to which we have listened evince considerable character, and some aspirations and desires for usefulness." "Sentimentalism! Mere sentimentalism ! They have been reading poetry." " But you read poetry," said the other, laugh- ing; adding, "you seem to expect young girls to put on the appearance of riper years, and to present to us the thoughts df experience, ex- pressed in the language of a sober philosopher." "That is exactly what I am protesting 1 6 TRANSFORMED. against : the sham of it all. Those girls dis- course upon 'the dignity of labor,' and parade their motto ; but I tell you it is all like the thing up there, made of flowers. Their sentiment is as perishable as the daisies which they have so skilfully inwrought among the evergreens." " See here ! " said his companion, turning sharply upon him, " Gray, I am afraid you are already caught. Which one is the successful angler ? Is it your brother's pretty ward, or is it the black-eyed beauty with the voluminous essay on 'The Harmony of Silence'?" Then more seriously the elder man said, "I think, Gray, you are mistaken in your estimate of these young ladies ; and, as you will probably have the opportunity, it may be a matter of in- terest to watch and see how at least one of the group carries out the idea of the motto." That evening, at the reception given by the president of the college, Dr. Carlton stood near Miss Kingsley, so near that he could not avoid hearing bits of what seemed like senseless chat- ter, as, one after another, the curled, perfumed, and gloved exquisites came up to pay their TRA NSFORMED. 1 7 empty compliments to the members of the graduating class ; and, listening, the doctor said to himself, " I wonder if Gray was right, after all ? I don't believe it yet.'' Then, as an opportunity offered, he said, " Miss Kingsley, may an old man ask a ques- tion ? " Dr. Carlton was not an old man, and if Miss Kingsley had expressed her thought she would have said so. But she replied simply, "Cer- tainly," though her face may have expressed surprise at the abrupt request. " I was interested in your class-motto," said the doctor, "and I want to ask, what is your idea of a work-life ? " " My idea ? Well, ' Doe the nexte thynge.' So far as I can see into the future, it will be to pack my trunk to-night ; then, as my room-mate has sprained her wrist, I shall pack for her." " But, supposing the ' nexte thynge ' proves to be a disagreeable task ? " asked the doctor. " I don't mean to have any disagreeable tasks," she said brightly. The doctor's face expressed his disappoint- 1 8 TRANSFORMED. ment. After all, she was going to shirk. But she saw the look, and said, laughing, " You think I am going to skip the next thing if it proves disagreeable. Not a bit of it. I mean to take that quality out of it." " Indeed ! I wish you would give me your secret." " I have no secret : but, when I was a little girl, my mother told me that if I grasped a nettle firmly, and quickly, it would not sting ; and I have found that her rule would apply to a great many things. Indeed, I suspect that she meant it so. Anyway, it has helped me a great many times when I was dreading some duty. Now, of course, I do not know just what my work is to be ; but I expect to go to my guardian's home, and, if I can, I would like to relieve his wife by assuming some of her cares. So, if you should happen to come in some morn- ing, you may find me putting up the winter's supply of fruit, or even darning the children's stockings, or maybe it will be hearing the boys' Latin lessons." " But, Miss Kingsley, these things are trifles." TRANSFORMED. 19 "I beg your pardon," she said interrupting, and laughing merrily, "but some people con- sider a hole in their stockings no trifle ; still, as you say, they may be considered as compara- tively trifling matters." " I was about to remark," continued the doc- tor, smiling at her, "that it would seem as though all these years of study would have given you aspirations for something higher than can- ning fruit and darnirtg stockings. Have you no looking-forward to a career ? " Miss Kingsley looked sharply at her compan- ion, and wondered if he could be quizzing her; but he met her gaze with a grave questioning, and she replied earnestly, " Yes, but not in the way which I presume you mean. Louise Ran- dall expects to go out to China as a missionary, but I have no such expectation. Still I do not think I shall be exactly an idler." " Oh, I did not mean that ! " Dr. Carlton responded quickly. " But this work you have been planning, does it not seem narrow ? ex- cuse me, but is it not belittling ? I should have supposed that you would seek a broader field to 20 TRANSFORMED. give scope to your energies, and to meet the requirements of your intellectual capacities." " Why, Dr. Carlton, my field will be as broad as yours. I shall have the whole of Waltham to cultivate ; and if I do not find my mental powers called into exercise sufficiently in keep- ing the run of things throughout the township, I can have recourse to the puzzle corner of the village newspaper." And she laughed again. It was easy for Marian Kingsley to laugh : this was her escape-valve, and saved her many a fit of despondency, and tided her over many a dif- ficulty. She resumed more soberly, " I think all the girls mean to live by our motto ; but we shall not have the same sort of work. Annie Maynard will, without doubt, be a writer : she has decided talent. And Fannie Clark is a born artist. But, while I am aware that there are many broad avenues open to women, I think I shall find my work-life leading me in the narrower paths of home-life." " But you will enter society ? " "Oh, yes, I presume so." " And will not the claims of society interfere with your work-life, as you call it ? " TRANSFORMED. 21 " I think not. Indeed, I may find my work in society. The people who need help are not all among the poor, or among the stay- at-homes. But there is Miss Randall. She can give you a better idea of the meaning of our motto than I can. Shall I introduce you ? " " No, I am satisfied with your explanation," replied Dr. Carlton ; saying to himself, " It is as I thought. Her befrizzled head is not all taken up with her frizzes." 22 TRANSFORMED. CHAPTER III. " Naked, and ye clothed me." THAT November morning, Marian Kingsley was luxuriating in a warm wrapper, an easy- chair, a book, and the open fire, which last she found in grandmother Gray's room. Suddenly, without a warning knock, the door was pushed open, and there appeared before her two of the most remarkable-looking human beings she had ever seen. Had her home been in a city, it is possible that such objects might have been a familiar sight ; but in country neighborhoods such abject poverty is not common. Waltham is a country town ; and, Mr. Gray's handsome home being about a mile from the centre of the town, it might be considered as a country home. Shocked at the sight which met her astonished eyes, Marian ran to call Mrs. Gray, who came TRANSFORMED. 23 at once in answer to her excited summons. After a glance at the visitors, she said care- lessly, " Oh, it is the Barneys ! You have not seen them before ? Well, they are frequent visitors. They are miserable little beggars. I don't see how they found their way in here, but I suppose they are looking for mother ; she gives them a great deal. And I suppose they will find their way into places where they ought not to go, anyway." " But what is to be done with them ? " ex- claimed Marian. " Done with them ? Oh, send them home, I suppose : that is what we generally do after they have made known their errand. What is it ? " she asked, turning for the first time to the children, who stood shivering before the grate. " Some meal," said Pug. " Well, go to the kitchen, and ask Bridget to give you some ; and then go home." " Why, Mrs. Gray ! Are you going to send them home without any clothing ? " "They came without." 24 TRANSFORMED. " But they will perish. This cold day ! See, the little girl has but a single cotton garment." "That is nothing," said Mrs. Gray quietly. " They are no worse off than usual." " But it is inhuman to let them go so. I should not be able to sleep for a week," said the excited girl. " Have you not some old clothes of Fred's and Bertie's for them ? I am sure you have." " But, my child, they are so filthy ! Think of putting my children's clothes upon such vile bodies as these little outcasts." " But they ought to be washed, and dressed in warm clothing. I cannot understand how the people in a Christian community can let children remain in such a suffering condition. Think of their walking over the frozen ground barefooted ! And did you see that their feet were bleeding ? Have the people around here no humanity ? " Mrs. Gray was used to Marian's outbursts, and she did not mind her thrusts. She only smiled, and said, " Now, Marian, don't waste your pity on TRANSFORMED. 2$ the Barneys. They are used to this sort of thing." " Waste pity ! I beg your pardon, "but I think that they are objects of pity. They must have a good warm bath, and some clothing, before they go out of this house." " A bath, indeed ! And who will give them a bath ? " " I will," replied Marian with flashing eyes. "You!" "Yes, I will." " Well, if you will give them a bath, I'll find clothes for them," said Mrs. Gray sceptically. " I'll do it," responded Marian. "Much you will ! You'll want Bridget to do it ; but she won't soil her fingers with them, any more than you will.'' " But /will, and I will not ask Bridget. You may as well take yourself off to the attic, for we shall call for the clothes. Mind you, two full suits is the agreement," said Marian laugh- ing, though her tender brown eyes were filled with tears of pity. " You'll not need them : you'll be sick of your 26 TRANSFORMED. bargain when you find out how filthy the chil- dren really' are. And I tell you, Marian, it is of no use. I am not so hard-hearted as you think. The Barneys will not be helped. The people about them have done for them until they are tired of it, for it does no good. They are a miserable set." "But the children will freeze to death." "No, they are used to it. But I will fulfil my part of the agreement if you will do your part." Marian found the children in the kitchen, munching the doughnuts with which Bridget had supplied them. Telling them to wait, she went to her room to change her handsome wrapper for a dress more suited to the task she had undertaken. And it was indeed no light undertaking. Meeting old Mrs. Gray on the way, she received a word of encouragement from her. " They ought to be clothed up," she said. " I know Lewis and Clara don't believe in giving much to the Barneys, but it is a sin to let the children suffer for the parents' shiftlessness." TRANSFORMED. 27 It was not a brief operation, that of cleans- ing those filthy bodies. The work of combing out those tow-like and tangled locks was one of time. They spent the most of the morning in the bath-room ; but at last the children were pronounced clean, and ready for the clothing which Mrs. Gray had provided with no niggardly hand. Indeed, Marian knew that if she was once persuaded to do any thing, it would be carried out in all the details. There were warm flannels, with long stockings and strong shoes ; a full suit of Fred's, outgrown and not badly worn ; a felt skirt and a flannel dress of Ber- tie's ; there was even an overcoat, and mittens, and a cloak and hood. Nothing seemed to be wanting to a complete outfit for both children. "There," said Mrs. Gray, "I have done this to please you, and against my judgment. I as- sure you that in a week they will be here again, ragged and dirty. They never keep any thing decent." " Children," said Marian, " I want you to come and see me next Saturday, and see how clean and nice you can keep your clothes, and 28 TRANSFORMED. how clean you can have your faces and hands. Do you understand ? " They nodded, and went away. " They make me think of little pigs," said Marian, laughing. "They seemed to enjoy their bath, but they expressed their pleasure only by little grunts." "There, you have it exactly! They are like pigs, and that is the way they live. I can tell you, Marian, if you could see the hovel they live in, you would understand me better." The following Saturday the children appeared, according to promise ; they had evidently made an effort to be decent, and Mrs. Gray acknowl- edged that they looked much better than she expected. They came again ; and, indeed, they became such frequent visitors, that it was a subject of laughing remark that the Barneys were Marian's proteges. Mrs. Gray senior was somewhat of an invalid, and Dr. Carlton was a frequent visitor. One day he remarked to Marian, "The mother of your prot/gfc is going to die, I am afraid." TRANSFORMED. 29 " Why, doctor ! I did not know she was sick. The children did say that ' mam ' as they call her was sick; but Mrs. Gray remarked that they always said that, and that she did not suppose she was sicker than usual." " But she is very sick ; I have little hopes of her, under the circumstances." " Who takes care of her ? " asked Marian. " She does not know what that means," said the doctor. "And that is the trouble; if she could have a little attention, she might pull through this sickness. I can only get around there once a day. The fact is, I can't do her any good ; it is nursing she needs, and that she can't have." "Can't? Why not?" " Who is to nurse her ? " " Christian people." "Humph! Christian people in this vicinity have something better to do." " What do you mean ? " asked Marian, shocked. The doctor laughed as he replied, "Why, there's a meeting at our house this afternoon, 30 TRANSFORMED. to make up a bundle, or box, or something, to send off to some missionary station out West. That is all right, if only they will set a box alongside to fill for the Barneys ; I am sure they are heathenish enough to call for mission- ary effort." " Doctor, what is wanted over there ? " " Every thing." " When are you going over again ? " "Now." " May I go with you ? " " Marian ! " expostulated Mrs. Gray. " Let her go. I'll take care of her." " Yes, I am going. I want to see for myself what all this is about. You all say such dread- ful things, but I suppose they are human." As Marian turned to leave the room in search of her wraps, Mrs. Gray remarked not ill- naturedly, " I do not suppose you'll listen to advice, but I would suggest that you wear something that you will be willing to burn or bury." "Why, doctor, is it so bad as that?" said Marian, aghast. TRANSFORMED. 31 " Not quite, but it is bad. You may as well wear your old clothes if you have any." When, in the course of half an hour, Dr. Carlton's cutter stopped in front of the Barney hovel, Marian was more dismayed than she al- lowed her face to express. Could it be possible that human beings lived in such a wretched place as that ? Why, Mr. Gray's pig-sty cer- tainly presented a more inviting aspect ! But then, Mr. Gray was a fancy farmer, and his out- buildings were kept in perfect order. But if the exterior repelled, what did she think of that wretched interior? " Do you think you will go in ? " asked the doctor. " I shall not stay long, if you have a mind to sit in the sleigh." " Indeed I am going in," she said bravely. "I have come to see the sick woman, and I hope I am not made of the stuff to turn back now." 32 TRANSFORMED. CHAPTER IV. "I was sick, and ye visited me." MARIAN shivered slightly as she followed the doctor into the wretched place. Her little ac- quaintances, John and Annie, as she always called them, believing that the children would have more self-respect if they could drop the disagreeable nicknames, greeted her shyly; and Barney himself shambled forward, and made a pretence of offering the hospitalities of the place. But Marian's eyes were intent upon the face of the woman whose wild eyes gleamed out at her through the doorway of the rough bedroom. As the doctor advanced to the side of his patient, she exclaimed, "Who is that ?" pointing her bony finger at Marian. The doctor beckoned the girl forward. " This TRANSFORMED. 33 is a friend who has come to see what she can do for you," he said ; while Annie, clinging to Marian, said, " Mam ! mam ! it is the beautiful lady." Marian stood by while the doctor asked a few questions : she watched his face, and as he turned away heard him mutter, " And there's no one to help, and no one to care ! " She followed him into the outer room. "Doctor," she said, "give your directions for the day to me : I will see that they are carried out." " You ! " " Yes ; I am going to stay and take care of her until some one can be found who is able to do better." "But, Miss Marian, you ought not. Mrs. Gray will never consent." " Yes, she will ; anyway, I am here." " But I promised to bring you back." Marian thought a moment. "That was a foolish promise to make. But perhaps it will be- better to go. Give her the medicine you wish her to have now, and as we drive back 34 TRANSFORMED. you can tell me exactly what to do ; that is, if you think it will do to leave her so long." The doctor smiled. How suddenly it had become necessary that the sick woman should have a constant attendant ! He mused a few seconds, then said, "I have a call to make, a mile farther on. I will leave you here to find out what is most needed, for I think they are nearly starved ; and then we can decide what to do, as we drive back to Mr. Gray's. The woman is compara- tively free from fever now ; but by three o'clock it will be raging, and she will need care for the rest of the day. It is a sort of low remittent fever that is wasting her strength away, caused largely by want of proper food." Within an hour Marian learned several things. One was, that there was not food in the house for a single meal ; another, that the house, the bed even upon which the woman lay, was in- expressibly filthy. As she drove home with Dr. Carlton, they discussed ways and means. Finally Marian said, "Unless Mr. Gray positively forbids, and TRANSFORMED. 35 he will not, I am going back. I shall gather a few comforts for the woman, and some food for the children. I never heard of such desti- tution." " Mr. Gray," Marian began as soon as she entered the house, "can I have Patrick and the long sleigh for two hours ? I want to take some things up to the Barneys." "You may as well say 'Yes 'at once," said Dr. Carlton ; "for I shall have to go back un- less you do, and my patients will have to suffer. But, seriously, something ought to be done : they are suffering." "All right. I'll order Patrick to be at the door in fifteen minutes. Will that be soon enough for your ladyship ? " "Well, sir, what will you give towards my load ? " " What do you want ? " "Any thing they can eat, wear, or sleep upon." "Very well: I'll put in a bushel or two of potatoes, some flour, and meat." " I am anxious about a bed for the sick 36 TRANSFORMED. woman ; can you let Patrick put in two or three bundles of clean straw? Or, wait: I'll see if auntie Clara will not let me have a straw tick, and I know there's an old feather-bed in the attic that I can have. I have some sheets of my own ; and somebody will give the comfort- ables, I guess." " It looks as if you would need the long sleigh," said Mr. Gray. " Of course ! I am going to beg my way over there." And that was exactly what she did. Mrs. Gray furnished the bed, though declaring it was of no use to try to do any thing for the Barneys. At Mrs. Preston's she secured a quilt and a comfortable, and some decent un- derwear for the sick woman, and Mr. Preston gave her a dollar. Another neighbor added apples and butter; another, a jug of milk; and still another, a package of children's clothing, saying, " I don't feel like giving old Barney any thing, but I don't want the children to surfer." It was two o'clock when Marian arrived at the little hovel with her supplies. TRANSFORMED. 37 " There isn't a decent place inside to put any thing," she said to Patrick; "so I think it will be best to leave what we can out in the pure air until I get things cleared up a little. The first thing will be to get the woman on a clean bed. Mr. Gray said you could stay and help me as long as I needed you." Patrick, who would do any thing for " Miss Marian," assented, and, carefully covering his horses, began to unload. The doctor had said that if his patient could be bathed in saleratus-vvater, it would be re- freshing and beneficial ; and Marian remember- ing had brought a package, and also a supply of towels and soft cloths from her own store. What a wonder that bath was to the miserable woman ! And I want to stop here, and ask you, my friend, if you think it was a little thing to do ? If young Gray could have seen that delicate girl standing amid the squalor and filth of that hovel, surrounded by that miserable group, with the father lying upon a bundle of rags in the corner in a half-unconscious state, he might 38 TRANSFORMED. have changed his opinion in regard to the "sentimentalism " of at least one of the group of "sweet girl-graduates." But I do not know : his prejudices were deep ; and, although he had learned to respect and admire Miss Kingsley, he was still sceptical ; and it would have re- quired, even then, the knowledge of more than one act of self-sacrifice to remove it. Patrick was called to assist in arranging the clean bed, and to lift the invalid. When the poor woman, in fresh, sweet-smelling garments, was finally laid between the clean sheets, upon the soft yielding bed, it seemed to Marian that she could see a look of peace steal over her wan face ; and, as if talking to herself, the poor creature said, " Can it be ? " and Marian bend- ing low caught the whisper again, " Can it be ? Is it heaven ? " There had been no time to do any thing towards making the room clean ; and Marian looked with dismay at the accumulations it seemed to her it must be of centuries which the changing of the bedding had revealed. To make the invalid as comfortable as possible, was TRANSFORMED. 39 the first consideration : other matters must wait. She had directed Patrick to take from a basket which grandmother Gray and Bridget had filled, some crackers and cakes for the hungry children ; and, as soon as the mother seemed to be resting, she said, " Now, children, we have a great deal to do. While your mother sleeps, we must clear up here a little. There are some potatoes in a bag, and some apples ; and, if you will help me, I will cook some meat, and give you a grand sup- per. First we will clear off those shelves, and place the things I have brought there. Here what is your name ? Reg ? Well, take those chairs outside, and scrub them thoroughly with this brush. Here's soap, and a basin of water. Here, Johnnie, you are to wash the table, and as soon as your father wakens we will have him mend it." And so directing the rest, and working busily herself, going in often to look at her patient, things began to look " cleared up." When, about six o'clock, the doctor drove up, and hurried anxiously in, he stopped at the door 40 TRANSFORMED. astonished. The shelves across the " L " had been cleared of rubbish, and covered with news- papers, of which enough had been taken from the different packages. The stove had been washed ; and Marian had promised the children that she would bring some blacking the next time she came, so that Reg could black the stove. Old Barney had roused himself, and working under Marian's direction, submissive like the others to her ordering, had succeeded in mending the old table so that it could be set out in the middle of the room, though it required some propping on account of the unevenness of the floor. The supply of news- papers holding out, Marian had improvised a table-cover ; and having found among the rub- bish that lay around the room, especially in the corners, quite a supply of dishes and knives and forks, the table was set for the family. Even the missing old spoon had been found. There were baked potatoes and fried meat, and a loaf of bread and some butter, besides milk in an old tin cup. They were waiting for Barney, who, still TRANSFORMED. 41 working under Marian's direction, wa? cutting wood to fill a box which had been found out- side, and which Marian decided should be the wood-box. " You must have wood enough to keep a fire all night," she declared; "for Mrs. Barney is very sick, and must have a warm room." The doctor advanced to the side of his pa- tient, and was still more astonished at the change in her appearance. She was certainly no worse, and some symptoms seemed rather more favorable. She was not so restless as the previous day. " Miss Marian, are you a fairy? " he said; then, more seriously, "what have you eaten to-day ? " "Nothing since breakfast, excepting a cup of chocolate when we went down home at noon." " I thought likely. Well, get ready to go as soon as possible." " But what will we do about to-night ? " "I don't know ; but one thing is certain, you cannot stay here. I think Barney is sober enough, and has sense enough, to manage, and to carry out my directions. Anyway, it is all 42 TRANSFORMED. we can do. I told Mr. Gray I would bring you home." " I thought I would stay until about ten o'clock, and told Patrick to come then," she replied. " You are to go with me." After giving Barney some peremptory orders, the doctor hurried Marian away. When they were gone, the family sat down to their own table, for the first time in years ! It is a fact, that none of the younger children had ever seen a table set for a meal ; and they gazed wonderingly at the unwonted spectacle. TRANSFORMED. 43 CHAPTER V. " For even Christ pleased not himself." MARIAN KINGSLEY had been cared for by her guardian and his wife with great tenderness, and she felt that she owed to these early friends of her parents respect and deference to their wishes. But in most matters she was allowed to have her own way. In regard to going to the Barney hovel, Mrs. Gray was strongly op- posed ; but her husband yielded to Marian's persuasions, and grandmother Gray said, " Let the child go ! It may be that she will do them good. And there is not much risk to run ; Barney is not ugly or cross, even when he has been drinking." And so, with encouraging words, Marian was allowed to go her way, with this restriction : she was not to spend a night in the swamp. 44 TRANSFORMED. For many days Mrs. Barney hovered upon the borders of the grave. Dr. Carlton said he had been unable to get the control of the fever, and that it must run its course ; and run it did for weeks. And when at last the fever left the patient, it left her so weak that it seemed impos- sible that she could rally. Marian was faithful to her self-imposed task. Every morning she went to spend a few hours caring for the sick woman. Sometimes she rode up with the doctor; and sometimes Pat- rick drove up with her, and went again after her later in the day. It was during the first week of her acquaint- ance with the family, that she undertook the task of clearing out that bedroom. The work had to be done cautiously and quietly, during the more comfortable hours of the patient ; but the doctor said she would be more likely to re- cover if the place were clean, even if she should be somewhat disturbed by the cleansing process. Just over the head of the bed, high enough to be reached by one lying in bed, was a shelf fastened upon the wall : here stood an old tin TRANSFORMED. 4.5 candlestick with a tallow candle in it. It had been Mrs. Barney's habit to lie in bed, and read novels ; and the drippings from the candle had smeared the shelf, and accumulated in masses of dirty tallow. And while she read, Barney smoked; and at the other end of the shelf were clay pipes, black and vile-smelling, bits of to- bacco, burnt wisps of paper, and little heaps of ashes. There was a dime novel or two, a piece of mouldy bread, a slice of salt pork dry and rusty, a saucer of grease with a rag in it which had been made to take the place of the candle when that gave out. Under the bed how shall I tell it ? Marian, in speaking of it after- wards, said, "Reg and I cleared it out; but oh, it was dreadful ! He carried out three bushel-basket- fuls of rubbish, shovelled it in with an old shovel. There were sticks of fire-wood ; Reg said the way those came there was by being thrown under the bed to scare out the cat. There were rotten apples, potatoes, rags and paper, dime novels and old pipes, half-used packages of tobacco, a broken jug and empty 46 TRANSFORMED. bottles. There were long-lost garments too. Once Reg held up an apron ; and his mother said faintly, 'Why, there's that apron of Nan's that I looked everywhere for, and I reckoned she'd done gone and lef it in the berry-lot las' summer ! ' And another time Reg exclaimed, 'There's that shoe of mine ! I lost it two years ago ; and I couldn't wear the mate, so I went barefoot. I reckon t' other's round somewheres. I'll have a pair now. But laws ! they'd be too small for me, jist about big 'nuff for Pug. Reckon it must 'ave been more'n two years since I lost it.' ' Marian discovered that the boy Sam was teachable in the line of housekeeping ; and she taught him how to prepare some plain dishes, and showed Annie how to set the table, so that between the two a sort of housekeeping was carried on. She also discovered that Sam could be trusted to give his mother her medicine reg- ularly, that is, as regularly as possible with- out a timepiece, and one day while rummag- ing in the attic she found an old clock, which she coaxed a jack-at-all-trades in the village to put TRANSFORMED. 47 into running order, and this she lent to Sam. I3ut she found, to her astonishment, that none of the children were able to tell the time from a clock ; and she spent several days in teaching them this accomplishment. The people who had so long been indifferent to the welfare and enlightenment of the heathen in their vicinity, now that some one had been found .to take an interest in them were ready to follow and help with their means, though no one was found ready to put a hand to the work. One day Dr. Carlton said, "The woman stands a narrow chance of get- ting well, with all those children in the house continually : they cannot keep very still, and she needs quiet." Marian made some calls that afternoon. To Mrs. Preston she said, " I have come to ask a favor. I am trying to find places for two of the Barney children for a few days while the mother lies so low : I thought perhaps you would give them a bed, and feed them." "What ! those dirty little vagrants?" 48 TRANSFORMED. " Oh ! I assure you they are not dirty. I washed them myself, and they have decent clothing: indeed, they are quite respectable." And Marian pleaded so earnestly for the for- lorn little ones, that Mrs. Preston consented to receive them if Betty was willing ; and Marian was allowed to plead with Betty, and succeeded quite as easily, indeed, more easily than with her mistress. Mrs. Stone promised to take Estelle for a few days. And Marian took the little one home. She prevailed upon Bridget to look after him during the hours she spent with the sick mother. " If you will only take care of him while I am away," she said, " I will make it up to you." And Bridget, who knew Miss Marian meant what she said, and that it would be a liberal making-up, consented to do a kind act. The place was more quiet with the younger ones away ; Sam acting as nurse, Reg going in and out subdued and still, doing many a kind and thoughtful act for the sake of Miss Marian, who had won his heart by her kindness and tact. Barney himself drank less whiskey than TRANSFORMED. 49 usual, and smoked less. He kept the supply of fire-wood constantly replenished ; and at Mari- an's suggestion he brought some boards from the neighboring saw-mill, and laid them down in both rooms as evenly as possible, for a floor. "It will be better than the damp ground," Mar- ian said ; " and when your wife is better you can lay them properly." A great many things were to be done when the sick woman should be well again. Marian always seemed to take it for granted, that the condition of affairs was largely owing to the ill- ness of the wife and mother. She never criti- cised or blamed, but sympathized with the family in their misfortunes, and encouraged them to hope for better things when their mother should be well again. Already a feel- ing of self-respect was springing up in the boy Reg's heart ; and Marian moved cautiously, and prayed that it might not be trampled upon and crushed out. Dr. Carlton, meeting young Gray one day, said to him with a quizzical expression, " Miss Kingsley has selected a queer spot for angling." 50 TRANSFORMED. " What do you mean ? " "Oh, nothing! only, if I were going to put a hook into the water, I would select a stream which was frequented by the sort of fish I wanted to catch ; that's all. She won't catch any thing over at Barney's, unless it be a ty- phus or malaria." " Seems to me, doctor, you talk in riddles/' said his friend. " I believe you are the young man who not many months ago suggested that a young lady's life-work was to angle for a husband ; and I re- marked just now that Miss Kingsley has chosen a queer place for her fishing-ground, if a hus- band is what she is after. I never saw the husband that I thought was worth what she has been through during the last four or five weeks." " Oh ! Miss Kingsley has no other amusement at present. Let something come up which promises more entertainment, and I'll warrant you she will drop the Barneys." "Not while that woman needs her. She is not the sort, having put her hand to a thing, to turn back." TRANSFORMED. 51 " I feel like proving you in the wrong for once ! " exclaimed Mr. Gray. " How would you do it ? " " By actual experiment." " I do not understand." " I mean that I would prove to you that Miss Kingsley can be turned from this absorbing occupation, or entertainment, simply by the presentation to her mind of a matter of selfish interest ; and my sister-in-law and myself have such a plan in view." " You will fail." " We will not fail : I am sure of it. Miss Kingsley is not superior to certain induce- ments, as I shall prove to you. It is no secret ; at least, it will not be after this evening. I am going out to my brother's to talk it over. Lewis only decided this morning that he could bring it about. It is only this : my brother and his wife, with Cora Butler, Miss Kingsley, and myself, will make up a party to spend the winter in Florida. Miss Kingsley was very anxious to go a month ago, and I think her Quixotic scheme for lifting up the Barneys will 52 TRANSFORMED. fall to the ground before this opportunity of realizing her dream. If they go, they are to start in a week from now." " Your plan will fail," said the doctor. " The mistake you make is in thinking she has a scheme for elevating the Barneys. She simply sees a bit of work there waiting for her, and she has put her hand to it : that is all. And it is work, but it tells ! I would not give a flip for the woman's life if Miss Kingsley deserts her now." " Nonsense ! That sort of people live through every thing." " Well, I'd like to go out with you to-night, and witness your triumph," with a slight em- phasis upon the last word. "Very well. I shall be glad of your com- pany, and you know you are a welcome guest at my brother's." The two friends found Mrs. Gray alone, and apparently not in good humor. " I am glad you came out," she said to her brother-in-law ; " and I am glad to see Dr. Carl- ton ; though I believe, if he did not get us into TRANSFORMED. 53 this trouble, he has helped it on, and now he ought to help us out." " Why, what is the matter ? " asked young Gray. " Marian says she cannot go with us. If the doctor here will only say that she needs a change, perhaps she would believe him." Just then Marian entered the room, looking the picture of perfect health. The doctor smiled at the idea of sending her off to Florida in search of what she already possessed in perfection. Very soon after the greetings, the subject of the Southern trip was again brought up. This time it was Mr. Fred Gray who broached it : " Miss Marian, what do you think of this plan of Lewis's ? " "Oh! I am very glad he has decided to go. I only hope that the doctor's hopes will be realized, and that he will come back strong and well. Of course I shall miss them dread- fully, but I am so busy that I shall not mind it much." " But you are going with them ? " 54 TRANSFORMED. " No : I cannot see my way clear to go. I was wild to spend this winter in Florida, but that was before I got my hands so full of work. I may go later, if there should be an opportu- nity for escort, and I could leave. I am glad Cora is going : you will be a pleasant party." "But, Marian Miss Kingsley I don't un- derstand. But come into the library : I want to talk with you ; " and rising he led the way. Since that June day when Fred Gray went up to the commencement to bring home his brother's ward, he had become somewhat famil- iar with that young lady. They had been thrown much together, as he was often at his brother's home. He had found her a pleasant companion, and admired her very much ; indeed, he sometimes fancied that he more than ad- mired her. But, after all, he knew very little about the real girl Marian, as events proved. She, on her side, liked the young man. Half the charm of this Florida scheme lay in the fact that he was to make one of the party. She said she was glad that Mrs. Gray's sister was going, and she spoke truly; yet" it cost her a TRANSFORMED. 55 little effort to be glad. Cora-Butler liked Fred Gray, and she was herself a very attractive young lady : what might not come of their being thrown together in this way ? There was a powerful temptation set before this girl Mari- an ; and as Fred placed her in an easy-chair, and stood beside her ready for the talk, she wondered within herself, would she hold out against them all, especially against him ? "Now, Miss Marian, will you allow me to express my views about this matter ? " " Certainly. I have neither the right nor the wish to deny you the privilege of free speech," she said, laughing. "Believe me, Marian, this is not a subject for jest." She was sober instantly. " Excuse me," she said ; " I did not know Has any thing hap- pened ? Is uncle Lewis worse than we have thought ? " And her cheek had paled in an instant. Perceiving this he replied quickly, "Nothing has happened, or is likely to hap- pen, that I know of. But I want to ask you seriously, why you refuse to join this party. Is 56 TRANSFORMED. there any thing disagreeable in the making-up of the party ? " " Oh, no ! it is perfect." Then she blushed at her own admission ; but rallying from her momentary confusion she added, " But I cannot leave Waltham just at present; because I have put my hand to some work, and unless the need for my staying should suddenly cease, I must not drop what I have undertaken." "But, Marian," and his voice took on the persuasive tone which he knew so well how to use effectively, " others have need of you. I have been looking forward to this trip with pleasure ever since Lewis proposed it. The Barneys have no claim upon you." "You are mistaken. The Barneys have a claim upon me, just now, that is stronger than any other." " What is that claim, pray ? " "They need me." " Nonsense ! " Mr. Fred Gray quite forgot himself in his vexation over his evident failure to make an impression, or he would never have spoken thus to a lady ; and he instantly apolo- TRANSFORMED. 57 gized : " Excuse me. But, Marian, you might say the same of all the poor wretches in the country. They all need you, but you will scarcely consider it your duty to look after them all?" " No, only those whom I can reach. We are never required to work impossibilities." " Only those whom you can reach ! Then I suppose, after you have made the Barneys over new, you will try your hand upon some other outcast family." " Possibly : I work under orders." He looked an inquiry which she answered, - " ' What saith my Lord unto his servant ? ' Mr. Gray, I am a servant of the Lord Jesus Christ : I may not shirk when he gives me work." " Of course not. I am a Christian too ; but I believe the Lord has given us common-sense to guide us, and that is the only way he directs us as to our work." She smiled. "Then, you do not believe that he meant it when he said, ' I will instruct thee, and teach thee in the way which thou shalt go ' ? " 58 TRANSFORMED. "Certainly I believe it, in just that way : we are to follow our judgment, and live up to the light of reason, subjecting all, of course, to the general teachings of the word of God." "Then, you do not think that we may receive special direction, and that the word of God con- tains particular as well as general directions?" " Miss Marian, we are getting away from the subject. We do not want to discuss theolo- gical questions to-night : we shall have time enough for that in sunny Florida, among the orange-groves." " Mr. Gray, cannot I make you understand that it is quite out of the question that I should join your party ? " " I don't want to understand it. I think Lewis ought to use his authority." " I beg your pardon ; but, while I acknowl- edge that I owe much to your brother, I believe that he does not claim to have any authority over my personal movements. However, I should feel that I ought to yield to his wishes. But he quite agrees with me, and has decided to make his arrangements without regard to me." TRANSFORMED. 59 "And he will leave a young girl like you here alone ! " " Oh, no ! Grandmother Gray is to remain here, at least as long as I do : if she goes to stay a while with Helen, I shall accompany her. Indeed, that is one reason why uncle Lewis and I have decided that I ought to stay. She wishes to remain here, and she ought not to be left alone." Now, Mr. Fred Gray was very fond of his mother, and he was just a little touched by this thoughtfulness on Marian's part. Still, he had supposed she would spend the winter with his sister Helen in her city home, and he was just a little vexed that his last argument was knocked away. He fully expected to convince Marian and his brother that it would be very improper for her to remain at home alone with only the servants ; but, if his mother was to be there, there was no chance for any discussion on that point. " Oughtn't we to return to the parlor ? " asked Marian presently. " I see that Mr. and Mrs. Preston have come in." 60 TRANSFORMED. Dr. Carlton could not help giving a little glance of " I told you so " at his friend, as the pair re-entered the parlor, Marian calm and serene, Fred looking savage. Presently he went across the hall to his mother's room, to try to persuade her that if she positively would not go to Florida it would be better for her to go to Helen at once. " You know, mother, we should all feel easier if we knew you were with one of your children. If you should be sick, who would take care of you ? " " Why, Marian and Dr. Carlton, of course." Fred winced : the coupling of those names was quite unpremeditated on his mother's part, but he did not like it some way. "That is one reason why I do not want to go. Dr. Carlton tells me confidentially that he is going away from Waltham in February, and I am anxious to continue the treatment he is giv- ing me as long as possible. I presume Marian and I will go to Helen's as soon as he leaves." Evidently there was nothing to be gained here ; and, somewhat wrathful, the young man TKA XSFORMED. 6 1 announced to his friend that he was ready to go. He waited impatiently while Dr. Carlton made a deliberate adieu, stopping to chat a moment with Marian and Mrs. Preston about the little Barneys. " We have opened a regular orphan-asylum," declared Mrs. Preston. " My husband told Marian only this morning that he was quite ready to take in all she would bring, after she had fixed them up a little. He says he would never suspect that they were the same children he passed on the street a few weeks ago, carry- ing an empty bag." " I declare ! " said Fred savagely, " I believe the whole town has gone crazy over that miser- able outcast family. I wish I had never heard of them." Mrs. Preston looked at him with wonder in her face ; and the young man, seeing that he was making an idiot of himself, laughed, and said, " Come, doctor, if you are going home with me, you'll have to wind up that conversation." 62 TRANSFORMED. CHAPTER VI. What think ye of Christ ? " SOON after her first visit, Marian Kingsley fell into the habit of reading a little to her pa- tient as soon as she had attended to her physi- cal needs. The few dime novels which were scattered about, greasy and dog-eared, were the only books the hovel contained ; excepting an old primary spelling-book from which the par- ents, in some spasm of interest in their wel- fare, had taught the older boys to read a little. Reg could read simple words, and Sam quite as well ; but there was nothing to read, why should they learn ? As for going to school, that was out of the question : they never had clothes to make themselves decent. Once, a long time ago, Reg went for a few days ; and that was how they became possessed of a spelling-book. TRANSFORMED. 63 The other children had never seen the inside of a schoolhouse or church. As for a Bible, they had not even heard the name, much less seen one. Think of it ! within the sound of the church-bells, in a Christian community, and had never seen a Bible ! Dear reader, do you live in Waltham? and are there any Barneys in your neighborhood ? If so, God grant that you may be a Marian Kingsley ! When Marian asked the sick woman, " Shall I read a little to you ? " she replied, " Yes : I was reading a story when I got too sick to read any more, but I dunno what's come o' the paper." " Never mind : I have a book which I think you'll like." And softly she read bits from the Word of God ; only a few verses, for the woman was very weak. She read without comment, praying that the Holy Spirit might make the word effect- ual. One morning there was a slight show of interest, and the pale lips moved : " What was that ? " Marian repeated, " ' Come unto me, all ye 64 TRANSFORMED. that labor and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest.' " "Who said that? I am weary: I want rest." " Christ says it." " Is it true ? " "Yes, it is true : I know it is so. You may trust him." "But I am sick I cannot go. I wish I could, I am so tired ! " And the eyes closed, and the weary hands, which had been raised a little in her eagerness, fell helplessly. Marian laid down her book. " Let me tell you about it. You need not go : Christ can hear your faintest whisper. You have surely heard of God ? " " Yes ; but it was so long ago I cannot re- member. God is a Spirit is that it?" " Yes, God is a Spirit : he is here, and if you whisper ever so softly he will hear you." "Me! Hear me!" " Yes : he has said so. All who will may come to him." Then, lest her patient be wearied with talk- ing, Marian began to sing softly, TRANSFORMED. 65 " Jesus, lover of my soul." And presently the tired brain and wearied body sank into a restful sleep. Another time she said, '"Blessed are they that hunger and thirst.' I have been so hungry ! Will I be fed ? " Sometimes, while the mother slept, Marian talked to the boys, Reg and Sam. She told them the story of Jesus, making it plain and simple ; so that it was clear to them that Jesus became a little child, that he went about doing good, and at length was cruelly put to death by his enemies. As she dwelt tearfully upon the sad details of the story, Sam exclaimed, "What a shame! I hate them!" "But Jesus forgave them." " I wouldn't ! I'd have hated them ! What did he do it for ? He was God, he could have kiKed them in a minute: what did he let them* do it for ? " Then Marian tried to tell them how Christ died for them, how for their sins he had suf- fered ; and slowly Sam seemed to take in the wonderful truth, saying as it dawned upon him, 66 TRANSFORMED. " Are you sure it is true ? Mam sometimes tells us stories that would be nice if they were true, but you say this is true ? " " It is true, Sam. Christ loves us all ; and he died for us, and he wants us to love him." " Why, I'll love him if he wants me to ! I should think anybody would. What does he want me to do ? " This question startled Marian. Here was a soul repeating the cry of one arrested by the Spirit, eighteen hundred years ago, on the road to Damascus ! Could it be that in that hovel a soul had been born into the kingdom ? Amazed and awed, lifting her heart to God in quick petition, she replied, "Sam, he wants you to just give yourself to him, to be his servant forever. His commands are all written out in this Book ; and you must 4earn to read it, and you will know his will. You must pray to him continually." " I never heard any one pray : I don't know how." Ten years old, and never heard a prayer ! " Miss Kingsley," he said, " is that what they TRANSFORMED. 6/ do at a place they call a church ? I've seen that big white house with a thing on the top, and I've hearn the bell sometimes in summer ; but I've never been in there. Would they let me in if I could learn how to pray ? " Marian replied promptly to this inquiry ; yet in her heart she wondered, would they ? Not that she thought for an instant that they would turn the poor little lame boy away from the church-door, at least, if he should appear clothed respectably : she was not so sure how it would be if he wore the garments in which she first saw him, or if they knew that he was one of the Barneys. There was something wrong about the Waltham church. It was dying, freezing to death ! Marian herself had been chilled through and through. She had come into that fold, full of zeal, expecting to be met with sym- pathy, and to be allowed to work for her Mas- ter. She had mistakenly supposed that there would be work to do in that church. But there was actually nothing to do, certainly nothing for the younger members. She had come from 68 TRANSFORMED'. a school and a church that were wide awake in missionary work, as well as in other branches of church work ; and she looked for the same thing everywhere. "When does your missionary society meet ?" she asked one of the young ladies, soon after her arrival among them. A look of blank amazement was the only reply she received. Missionary society, indeed ! " We have no such society," her new friend managed to say at last. " Do you meet with the older ladies ? Well, that is pleasant, though some people' think it is better for the girls to meet by themselves. When does the woman's society meet ? the first Wednesday in every month, as it does almost everywhere ? And do you sew and knit, and have tea, or just a devotional meeting?" Again that look of astonishment ; indeed, it was utter bewilderment this time. " I really do not know what you are talking about ! I never heard of any societies in our church. We sometimes have a mite-society when they want to raise money for lamps, or TRANSFORMED. 69 something of that sort ; but I don't know any thing about missionary societies." Not quite quenched, Marian suggested that it might be pleasant to organize a mission- band ; but the response to this proposition was disheartening. " Oh ! I haven't time to give to any such matter. I am very busy with my German and embroidery ; indeed, I do not get time to make half the calls I ought to make." However, there were a few young ladies who did seem interested in the scheme ; but upon consulting the mothers they were informed that it was a very foolish idea, that the church did not believe much in foreign missions, and that it would not be considered proper for the young ladies to set themselves above the older members in such a matter. Mrs. Carlton, the doctor's mother, said to Marian, when she asked if there was really nothing done by the ladies for missions, " We have no organization. Sometimes, when we know that the people in Brighton are going to send off a box, those of us who are 70 TRANSFORMED. interested make up a package to put in ; and that is about all we do for missions besides the annual collection, the amount of which you can find out for yourself by looking up the report. I never have courage to look. I know it must be small." " But why is it that we have no missionary society ? " "Because there is not sufficient life among us. I have made two or three efforts to start one, but have failed ; and I should not advise you to undertake it." Marian's next chill was received at the weekly prayer-meeting. After the pastor had said, "The meeting is now in your hands, brethren," and two or three of the brethren had improved the opportunity in long prayers and exhortations, this young girl, with a heart full of love for her Master in whose name they had met, expressed her joy at having found this home in the Church of Christ, and asked to be received as one of the workers, and shown what to do. She was immediately con- scious that she had made a mistake ; indeed, TRANSFORMED. 7 1 it was hinted at in the remarks and prayers which followed ; and as they left the lecture- room Cora Butler said, " Why, Marian Kingsley ! I ought to have told you, but I never dreamed that you would do such a thing." " Why, what have I done ? " asked the bewil- dered girl. "Nothing, only nobody ever speaks in meet- ing here excepting the old men, and it sounded queer : besides, I don't think they liked it." After a few efforts in keeping with her zeal- ous, enthusiastic nature, which were met with the same chilling indifference, or what might almost be called opposition, Marian Kingsley began to realize that the atmosphere was differ- ent from that in which she had spent the last four or five years. It was fortunate for her, as well as for the church of Waltham, that she became interested in the Barneys ; though noth- ing was farther from her thoughts then or ever, than that the fire in her own heart should creep by a circuitous route into the church, and melt the ice of aristocratic complacency. 72 TRANSFORMED. Thinking of the chilliness which she had felt, is it any wonder that the girl hesitated over Sam's question? But she answered, " Yes, Sam, that is what they do there, worship God in songs of praise, and prayer. But it is a long walk for you. When warm weather comes again, perhaps you can go. But you can learn to read the Bible and pray at home, even if you cannot get to the house of God." With a powerful incentive thus before him, Sam's progress in learning to read was some- thing wonderful. Every spare hour was spent poring over a reading-lesson. And meantime Barney worked nearly every day. Marian had managed to have him sent for by one and another of the neighboring farmers, for a day's work. " You know you will have to do something for the support of the family, and I am sure it is better to do it in a way to help them to a little self-respect than to make beggars of them." "But the man won't work," said Mr. Pres- ton, to whom she made her first application. TRANSFORMED. 73 "I think he will, if only you authorize me to say that you have work for him." Mr. Preston smiled, a doubtful expression upon his face, as he replied, " Well, send him along. I will give him work so long as he keeps sober. But I tell you, Miss Kingsley, you have a bigger job on your hands than you think ! " 74 TRANSFORMED. CHAPTER VII. " I will arise, and go to my father." BY degrees the home of the Barneys took on a look of something like comfort. It was not a very striking specimen of a pleasant, com- fortable home : still, there was an improvement. Besides the new floor, there were whole panes in place of the broken ones in the windows ; even the third window, which had been boarded up, was found to be not beyond repairing. The door was re-hung; and Marian had contrived a way to have the stove-pipe carried up through the roof instead of out of the window, so that the stove no longer smoked. One day, as she was leaving, she appeared with an empty jug in her hand. Barney was talking with Patrick at the sleigh ; and she said, "I thought I would take this jug down, and TRANSFORMED. 75 have Patrick get it filled with sirup to-night. The children will like some for their cakes ; and it can just as well be brought up, and save Reg the journey down after it." Her assurance almost staggered the man. Why, that was his whiskey-jug! Did she know it ? He could not tell, but he ventured to say, " I don't think, Miss Kingsley, that 'ere jug's fit ter put merlasses inter." "I know it smells queer," she replied; "but Bridget will scald it, and that will make it all right." The man was silent, absolutely awed into silence ! He had meant to go to town himself, after she went away, and have the jug filled with a very different article. As they drove away Patrick said, " Why, Miss Marian, do you know you have old Barney's whiskey-jug there?" "Have I?" she asked innocently. "Well, sirup will be a very good substitute." As for Barney himself, he went in muttering, "Wall, a merlasses-jug is a good thing ter have 76 TRANSFORMED. in the house ; " and straightway took himself off to buy a new whiskey-jug. But, as money was scarce, he was unable to buy a jug, and get it filled besides, so he was compelled to be satisfied with a smaller quantity than usual ; and he kept the jug hidden until it was empty. But afterwards, leaving it in sight, Marian ex- claimed, - " Now that is nice ! You have a jug for milk. I'll send it right down by the doctor, and when Patrick comes after me he can bring the milk for your suppers." And she did. Barney had not a word to say : he was astounded. But he thought within him- self, " What will she put into the next one ? " But he could not be buying jugs all the time ; and he resolved to get hold of that one again, as soon as ever it was empty. Barney had one good trait : he would not run into debt, even for liquor; he would drink as long as the money lasted, and then abstain until he was in funds again. And it was about the same way with supplies of food : they had enough until the money gave out, and then TRANSFORM-ED. 77 they starved until pension-money was received. Neither did he often take his drinks at a hotel or saloon bar : he was accustomed to get his jug filled, and bring it home, sharing with his wife. Now and then he would go off on a spree, and remain away for a day or two ; but such occasions were comparatively rare. He was too lazy to care much for society ; and his drink- ing was for the most part done at home, so that a whiskey-jug was considered a necessity. But, for reasons best known to himself, Barney de- cided not to invest any more money in whiskey- jugs. At length Mrs. Barney was pronounced con- valescent ; and Dr. Carlton said to her, " You owe your life to Miss Kingsley. You would certainly have died if she had not come to you." And the woman answered, with deep emo- tion, " I know it. I owe every thing to her." The time came when Marian felt that she could be released somewhat from her watchful care of this family so strangely thrown in her 78 TRANSFORMED. way. The Gray party had delayed their in- tended departure, principally on account of some business complications which had unex- pectedly arisen, detaining Mr. Gray, so that about the middle of January they were all to go, Marian with them. When Mrs. Barney began to go about the house, there was a tenderer expression upon her face than had ever been seen there before. Even Barney noticed it, and it seemed to have a softening effect upon him ; and when Marian came to say good-by they both wept like chil- dren. "What can we do for you? I owe my life to you," said the woman, swaying back and forth upon her rickety chair, and sobbing as if her heart would break. " Yes, and more than my life," she added with sudden emphasis. " What you have told me about God is worth more than this miserable life." And Barney himself, shambling from the bed- room where he had gone to hide his emotion, said, " Miss Kingsley, we owes every thing ter ye. TRANSFORMED. 79 We're good fur nothing anyway, even now ; but we was was when you took us in hand. My old woman here was putty nigh about dropping off this 'ere life ; and, as Dr. Carlton sez, she owes her life ter ye. So it sorter belongs ter ye. And seein' we're one flesh, as the minister said we was, what's done fur one is done fur t'other : so ef ther's any thing we kin do fur ye, to kinder show our gratitood, why, ye must jist say the word, and it's done." And Barney finished this remarkably long speech with an unwontedly energetic movement of his lank figure. Then suddenly both husband and wife dropped upon their knees before the astonished girl, and exclaimed in one breath, "Tell us what we can do to show our gratitude ! " Then Marian replied, " Friends, there is one thing you can do, which will make me glad, and will benefit you more than all I have done for you." "Tell us what it is: we will do any thing!" "It is this: Promise me that you will give up, now and forever, whiskey, tobacco, and 80 TRANSFORMED. novel-reading, and that you will read this Bible which I am going to leave with you ; and prom- ise me that you will send the children to school and to Sunday school." "We will : we will do every thing you ask." Then Marian said to Barney, " Your wife has begun to pray. I wish you would begin : it will not be easy to keep the promises you have made here to me, unless you seek help from God." Barney replied, " I knows I am a poor weak critter : I've been ashamed sence you begun to come here. We've been living jist like beasts ! I'm bound to turn over a new leaf." "And will you kneel down here, and make to God, on your knees, the promises you have made to me ? " "Yes, I will!" I verily believe that at that moment it would not have been easy for Marian Kingsley to find any thing to ask of that man or his wife that they would not have undertaken to do. And there on the rough floor of the cabin they knelt, the wondering children, following Sam's ex- ample, knelt too, while Marian prayed. TRA NSFORMED. 8 1 That prayer came from the depths of a sim- ple, trusting heart. It was an earnest pleading for these outcasts of society, asking that they might have their manhood and womanhood re- stored to them, that they might have strength to carry out their resolutions, and that God would raise up friends for them, that they might not lack for sympathy and encouragement in their efforts to lead a new life. Then the woman, who was just learning to pray, took up the petition ; and Marian in her surprise said within herself, " Where did she learn to pray ? " So simple and trusting were her words, so pure her tones, so correct her lan- guage, that Marian could scarcely believe her own senses. So quickly do we learn when taught by the Spirit. Then, as they lingered upon their knees, little Nan's voice was lifted up ; and in very childlike words she asked God to make them all good. Kind Mrs. Preston had taught the child a sim- ple prayer, and strangely appropriate it was to this time. Still they waited ; and now the husband and 82 TRANSFORMED. father for the first time in his life prayed. He said, " God in heaven, I need strength to keep the promises I now make before thee. I do solemnly promise before Heaven to give up strong drink now and forever, and tobacco in every form ; and I promise to read the Bible, and to try to pray, and to live a Christian life : so help me God." "Amen!" said Marian fervently. Soon they said good-by to their kind friend, but it was with the expectation of seeing her again within three months. How little she or they dreamed of the years that would pass, or of all that would come into their lives, before they saw her again ! And now Marian Kingsley went away from Waltham. She had lived there six months only ; and yet she had set in motion forces which would touch many lives, and do much to revolutionize habits of thought and feeling. For years no person had come into their midst so quietly, moved about among them so unobtru- sively, and gone so silently, who had left behind such a far-reaching influence. And yet Marian TRANSFORMED. 83 Kingsley never knew all she had done, though in after-times some of the results of that win- ter's work were revealed to her ; yet the years immediately following were so filled with work of much the same sort, that this effort was not to stand out in her memory as any thing re- markable. She went away, expecting to return in three or four months ; but, instead of months, it was years before she saw Waltham again. Return- ing from Florida in April, upon reaching New York she left the party, to visit some relatives in that vicinity ; who a little later carried her off to the sea-side for the summer, and then in September to the mountains for a few weeks, "to see them light up with autumn glory," one of the cousins said. Meantime it began to be evident that Mr. Gray could not endure the Northern winters ; and, acting upon the advice of his physician, he determined to remove with his family to the Pacific Coast. Of course Marian would' go with them, and she had intended to return to Waltham to assist in the packing ; but a sudden 84 TRANSFORMED. illness seizing her, after she returned from the mountains, it was determined that she should not undertake the extra journey, but should join the Grays in New York, on their way to the San-Jacinto Valley. TRANSFORMED. 85 CHAPTER VIII. " Pure religion . . . unspotted from the world." I HAVE told you that Frederic Gray was much interested in Marian Kingsley, even before the Florida trip ; and, during the weeks that they were so constantly together, his admiration for that young lady was in no wise lessened, though he was obliged to divide his attentions some- what between the two young ladies of the party. Cora was an attractive girl, with apparently no great depth of character, one of those pretty girls who drift along upon the waves of society, with no very definite aims in life. Cora expected to marry some time, at least, she presumed she would, but she was in no hurry : she enjoyed life ; society treated her well ; she had plenty of money to go where she liked, and to wear what she pleased. She was 86 TRANSFORMED. not capable of a sacrifice, and fortunately never felt called upon to make one. She liked Fred Gray, whom she had known from childhood ; and, being very fond of admiration, she sought to win his attentions only for their own sake. She liked to hold him in her train of admiring friends. At this period Fred was quite sure that he was in love with Marian, and he felt equally certain that he would be accepted whenever he chose to offer her his hand. This assurance was not strange. Frederic Gray was not used to being denied any thing ; besides, flattery and petting, added to his native conceit, fostered the impression in his own mind that he was quite irresistible. Now, I do not want to give you an unfavor- able opinion of this young man. He was looked upon as quite a model young gentleman. People said he was bound to rise in his profes- sion (that of the law) ; and no doubt he would rise, for he possessed ability somewhat above the average. He was ambitious too, and made everything subservient to the end in view. He TRANSFORMED. 87 was a church-member, and I really think he was a Christian even then ; though his standard of Christian attainment was low, and, having reached his standard, he had no thought of going beyond. He always went to church and Sunday school, except when his Saturday-night labors were too wearying, so that he needed the sabbath for rest without worship instead of rest and worship. He was pretty regular at prayer- meeting, though sometimes a lecture or concert detained him. He neither smoked, nor drank wine ; though he kept a few choice cigars on hand for his friends, and, if a point was to be gained, he saw no reason why the crowd should not be responsible for the sort of entertainment which they might choose at his expense. Perhaps you can understand why he did not quite satisfy Marian Kingsley, after she came to know him better. At first, as I have said, she was pleased with his attentions, and the Florida trip had charms for her because he was to be of the party ; and you will remember that the thought of being left behind while Cora Butler should be thrown constantly in his soci- 88 TRANSFORMED. ety had brought to her the greatest temptation of her life ; and the fact that Fred had been almost angry with her, for adhering to what she considered her duty, had made the trial harder. After all, Providence had interfered ; and, the journey having been delayed, they all set off together. In the weeks that followed, the young people came to know each other better, and often found themselves at variance upon points of Christian practice. Unlike Cora, Marian had very decided views upon whatever topic came up for consideration, and conscientious as well as decided. Marian Kingsley never once thought of laying aside her motto when she left home, and found work wherever she went. Those in sorrow and need are everywhere, and she was not long in finding some one who needed her help. " Seems to me, Marian," said Fred one day when she had given a helping hand to a poor family, "that you did enough of that sort of thing in Waltham to last at least until you get back there." " My text reads, ' Do good as ye have oppor- TRANSFORMED. 89 tunity ; ' but I suppose you read it, ' Do good in Waltham.' " " I wish you would get off that hobby of yours." " Which one ? " she asked, smiling. He went on, not heeding her question, "You spoil all your enjoyments with this idea of help- ing every miserable wretch you come across. Of course I wish everybody was comfortable and happy ; but they are not, and I can't revo- lutionize things ; and I do not think it worth while to make myself miserable over the sor- rows of people who are nothing to me. Be- sides, I do not think there is as much real suffering as appears at first glance. People who are used to things do not mind. Now, there's the Barneys. They have lived in the way you found them for years, and they will go back to the old way ; and what will your self- sacrifice amount to?" " I do not know ; that part of the subject is not my business. I did the work which was set me to do, as well as I could ; and there my responsibility ends." 90 TRANSFORMED. "Of course, Marian, I believe in benevo- lence, and think it well enough to give money to help such people. What I object to" and here his voice took on tljat tender tone which made Marian's pulses beat quicker "is your going into such places. There are women whose business it is to look after the poor, employed by societies. But I cannot bear to think of you in such surroundings. Promise me you will do up your charities by proxy. Will you?" " I can't ! Why, Fred, that child I cared for this morning would have died- while I was run- ning around in search of some of those women whose business you say it is to look after such cases." Upon this and many other points they never came to an agreement. One day Fred came in with the declaration, that "at last there was to be a change in the programme ; the dulness of which they had been complaining was to be broken up." "Who has been complaining?" asked Marian. " I am sure Cora and I have not been dull, and TRANSFORMED. 91 if you have it is not very complimentary to us." Mr. Gray laughed, and begged the young ladies' pardon, and said, " However, Miss Marian, you must acknowl- edge that had it not been for our satisfaction in each other's society, we must have found it dull here." " I'll not acknowledge any such thing. I could never be dull in this perfect climate. Sunshine and a basket of oranges satisfy me." " O you dreadful girl ! Pleasures of the appetite!" exclaimed Cora Butler. "But, Mr. Gray, if you and Miss Kingsley can stop quar- relling long enough for you to tell us what it is that is to break in upon our I mean your dulness, I shall be glad." "A party; or rather, a ball. Just think of it, a regular swell affaii ! You young ladies will have an opportunity to display your fine dresses and your graceful dancing." " How delightful ! " exclaimed Cora, but Marian was silent. " You do not speak, Miss Kingsley. Does 92 TRANSFORMED. your pleasure of anticipation take away your power of expression ? " asked Mr. Gray. " Not quite," she replied : " it will scarcely make a ripple in the even current of my life." " Why, what do you mean ? You'll go, surely ? " " Hardly, as I do not dance." During the few months of her residence in Waltham, it had so happened that the subject of amusements had not come up. The young people of Waltham danced sometimes, at least, some of them did, but dancing-parties were not common, especially among the people with whom Marian mingled ; in fact, I suppose I may say that on the whole Waltham people did not favor dancing. But the question was now open. "Marian Kingsley ! Are you one of that sort ? " exclaimed Cora. " What sort ? " asked Marian. "Why, the sort who think it wicked to dance." "I do not think it right," replied Marian. TRANSFORMED. 93 " Why, what harm can there be in stepping about to music ? " said Cora. "We are not talking about that. School- children march to music, and go through their gymnastic exercises with the accompaniment of music ; but I supposed you were speaking of the modern social dance." " Well, I don't think that is any worse than a great many other things Christians do." " Very likely you are right ; but would you * advocate lying because it is no worse than stealing ? " "Well, I don't see any harm at all in dan- cing," persisted Cora with a little petulance. " Probably not. I suppose you are like most people, you have made up your mind that it is right, because you want it right ; and if you investigate the subject at all, it is a one-sided investigation." " But will you tell us why you do not dance ? " "Well, in the first place, I have no time to waste in that manner." " But do you think time wasted that is spent in recreation ? " 94 TRANSFORMED. " Not if the recreation is harmless, healthful, and moderate." "And you do not consider that your adjec- tives will apply to dancing ? " " Certainly not." " I must disagree with you," responded Cora. " Say, Fred, you must help my side : we are in for an argument." " On the principle that a gentleman ought to come to the rescue of the weaker party ? " asked Fred. " No : I have the best side of the question, of course ; but you ought to help because you belong on this side, and I foresee a hard fight unless you bring your argumentative powers to bear upon the question, and so help me to an easy victory." "Go ahead : I'll put in a word as I think you need it. I shall enjoy your discussion," said Fred lazily. " Well, Marian, I should like to hear you dis- pose of those adjectives." "Very well: I'll begin with 'healthful.' If it were true that the amusement could be con- TRANSFORMED. 95 sidered healthful, I think you would hardly be prepared to assert that it is allowable to seek healthful pleasure in a questionable manner. But almost all the accompaniments of modern dancing are unhealthful. If we confine our dis- cussion to parlor dancing, there are the close, heated, and often crowded rooms, the dusty carpets, the air laden with the poisonous ex- halations of the over-heated dancers, mingled with the particles of wool arising from the friction of. the many quick-moving feet ; all to be taken into the lungs with every breath, causing incalculable injury to those delicate organs. Then the movement is forced and violent, the body is over-heated, and the action of the heart unduly excited. You know, Cora, that Jennie Granger gave her life in return for a few hours' pleasure : she went into a cooler room after dancing, and took a cold which caused her death in a few weeks. And one of the girls at school died of heart-disease devel- oped so the physicians said by the violent exercise of the dance. Now, as to the other adjective. If we admit that the amusement is 9S TRANSFORMED. not healthful, that disposes of the question of its being harmless ; though perhaps you would apply the word in another sense. An amuse- ment which brings us in close companionship with those whose society we would shun on other occasions can scarcely be said to be harmless." "But I thought we were only speaking of private parties." "Very well : did you never know of a person for whom you had very little respect, being invited to a private dancing-party just because he was a fine dancer? I know that is often the case. And, besides, the parlor dance is only the stepping-stone to the public hop or ball. You want to confine our argument to parlor dances, while you and Fred are planning for a public entertainment ! It is true, as I said, that home dances lead up to the ballroom. I remember that Louise Bradley argued just as you do in favor of parlor dances, and soon after we left school I read in a paper her name among the belles at a charity-ball in the opera-house. And speaking of the question- TRANSFORMED. 97 able character of those who by means of their one accomplishment gain an entrance into some of our first circles, reminds me, that, while young people take to the art so naturally that many learn without teaching, most are like my cousin Fannie. The last time I visited her, she refused an invitation to a dancing-party, saying she would not go again anywhere where there was dancing until she could take lessons of a dancing-master ; and aunt Corry said she did not know of a teacher in the city with whom she would trust her daughter. It seems that the improper associations begin before one is prepared for the enjoyment of even parlor dancing." "You are hard on the dancing-masters," laughed Cora. " And it is a fact that you would not invite your dancing-master, or many of the pupils, to your own house," said Fred. " True ; but I don't invite all the people I meet at a concert or lecture, or even at church, to my own house either." " Now, Cora, you know that is nonsense. 98 TRANSFORMED. The cases are not parallel. And besides, I suppose if your house were turned into a place for the worship of God, you would open your doors even to the lowest. Associating with people in the way of pleasure and in matters of religion are different, say what you will." " Seems to me you are on the wrong side of the question, sir! " Fred laughed : " I am on both sides." "You will admit that dancing makes people graceful," said Cora, returning to the argu- ment. " Suppose I do admit it. Is not a graceful carriage, gained at the expense of health and morals, dear bought ? But there are many people who never dance, who can vie with the dancers in grace of movement. This end can be attained by other means." " But, Marian, do you really think there is any harm in the mere act of dancing?" Marian laughed outright. " Excuse me," she said, "but I always laugh when any one brings that point out ; and they always do. Now, the act of swallowing is not sinful : but if I swal- TRANSFORMED. 99 low a dose of opium I commit sin ; I use a power God has given me, for a wrong purpose. The gymnastic exercises of school-girls, or the dance of the children on the village-green, may not be sinful. But we are not talking about the 'mere act:' we are discussing the dance of modern society, which is very different ; and I insist that parlor dances are the nurseries of the ballroom, and the ballroom is no place for a Christian." " But," said Fred, " what are we to do ? Dancing is fashionable, and one appears odd in society unless one engages in the amusement." " I suppose it is not absolutely necessary to go to places where not to dance makes one conspicuous. I know that your excuse is often given. I have heard of a Christian man saying, that while he did not approve, still he did not like to have his daughters appear singular. But I would rather be a wall-flower all my life, than go contrary to my conscience in the matter." Fred smiled. The idea of Marian Kingsley being a wall-flower in any assembly which she 100 TRANSFORMED. might condescend to grace with her presence seemed absurd. But he urged, " Do you not think your ideas are growing obsolete ? Are not Christians coming to look with more favor upon this amusement ? " " I think hardly, yet not having lived in ante- diluvian times I cannot be certain. But sup- pose it be true ; because the church is growing in worldliness, would you advocate worldliness in the church ? Indeed, herein is my strong objection to dancing : it savors of worldliness ; and you very well know that when the world creeps into the church, piety dies out. The Christian who tries to serve Christ and the world at the same time is making a compromise which will drag him downward. Living in a quiet country town where we have so little dan- cing that I was not aware that either of you were given to the amusement, we do not see the evils that attend its indulgence ; but at one time after I became a Christian, I was thrown into a circle where I had occasion to study the subject, and settle it once for all. I have been over the ground again and again pretty thor- TRANSFORMED. IQI oughly. And besides considerations of health and associations, and the danger of falling into worldliness, many older and most earnest Christians would be grieved ; and I have no right uselessly to pain them, neither have I any right to antagonize the labors of my pastor, or to place a hinderance in the way of my own success in Christian work. Now, if you will look over the list of your acquaintances, where will you find one devoted to the amusement of dancing, who is an active, earnest worker in the church, or who is even a growing Chris- tian? So far as my observation goes, dancing is a bar to Christian progress. It unfits the mind for serious thought, for meditation and prayer. Think of reading a chapter in the Bible, and kneeling down to pray, in your ball- dress ! Perhaps I should not say as much ; but both of you will recall our conversation last sabbath afternoon, during which you lamented your want of interest in religion." "Well, I know I am not much of a Chris- tian," said Cora, "but I do not believe that dancing is to be blamed for it. We are not all 102 TRANSFORMED. alike in our tastes : yours run to good works, mine to good times ; and we'll have to go each her own way." "It cost me something to give up dancing," said Marian in a quiet tone. Cora looked at her in surprise. Evidently she had not thought that Marian's settled views upon this or any other subject might have been born out of a struggle with inclination and love of the world. "Well," she said at length, "for my part, I am not ready to pay the cost." "There is another reason why I do not dance," said Marian. " So many of our dances are in themselves of questionable propriety ; and, as you very well know, many are positively improper in the degree of familiarity which they allow. I don't choose to place myself where I may have to submit to the touch of those I would shun outside the ball-room under other circumstances." " You are right in that," said Fred. " I con- fess I should not like to see either of you, or, indeed, any lady for whom I have any respect, whirled about in the arms of some of the fel- TRANSFORMED. 103 lows over at the hotel. And see here, Miss Cora, I wish you'd promise not to dance any round dances next Wednesday evening." " I shall do no such thing ! If I get good partners, I shall dance round dances all the time. I just dote on them. If I had to dance only square dances, I would stay at home." Cora Butler could not let the subject alone ; and the arguments were gone over again and again, though she still adhered to her position, and refused to yield an inch of ground. But Fred acknowledged the superiority of Marian's position, and said to her privately that he be- lieved she was right, and that he had made up his mind that as a Christian he would have to give up dancing. However, the morning of the ball he came to her saying, " Marian, I meant to stay at home with you to-night, but I have discovered that Cora ex- pects me to act as her escort. I had planned in the first place for her to go with Tom Hast- ings, and I was to take you ; but Tom says she excused herself when he asked her, saying she had promised to go with me." 104 TRANSFORMED. Marian could not help a scornful smile. Whatever the subject discussed between them, while Fred would very likely acknowledge that Marian's views were correct, there was invari- ably some reason why he could not adopt them. Sometimes, as in this case, there were social reasons; but oftener business interests were made the excuse. He said once, " A man may hold a theory as to the right or wrong of a matter, and not be at liberty to express his convictions on account of his business. It would hardly do for me, a law- yer, to say under all circumstances what I think and believe. If I were an older man, and thor- oughly established in my profession, it would be different." " I think, Fred, there is less excuse for you than for any young man I know of." " What do you mean ? " " You can afford to be out-spoken. You are not dependent upon your profession. Under- stand me, I do not think your course justifiable under any circumstances ; but it is easy for a young man struggling to gain a foothold and TRANSFORMED. 105 a livelihood to argue that way. I have never been tried, but I think I would be out-spoken under all circumstances." " I think you would," responded the young man with a light laugh. He was well aware that Marian Kingsley spoke her real sentiments without regard to his opinions, and he wanted them to have weight with her. " There is such a thing as discretion," said Marian, "and I do not mean that one should express himself in antagonism to others with bluster and bravado : one's cause is never ad- vanced in that way. But I do think that when occasion requires, one should stand by his prin- ciples." " Well, I think that a man ought to look out for his business interests. You are fond of quoting from the Bible. ' Diligent in business ' is found there, I believe." " ' Let your light shine,' is another injunc- tion," returned Marian. "But I do not think we are called upon to flaunt our light in the face of other people's pre- judices," responded Fred. " Now, my partner 106 TRANSFORMED. is, as you know, interested in the liquor-busi- ness ; and of course it would not be expedient for me to express myself as devoted to the tem- perance cause, however I may feel about it." " I'd get another partner," said Marian with spirit. " Now see here, Fred. Some people are opposed to Christianity ; therefore I must not declare myself a Christian, and express my faith in the Lord Jesus Christ, for it might not be expedient in a worldly sense to run counter to the prejudices of infidels!" And Marian's lip curled slightly in scorn of his sentiments. Marian Kingsley admired out-and-out people ; and though he did not suspect it then, for he thought he was giving expression to very manly and dignified views, Frederick Gray was doing much to loosen his hold upon this girl's heart, by the utterance of such sentiments. And especially his position upon the temper- ance question rasped and angered her. Marian was only twenty years old, and yet she had settled questions which many girls never think of at all. There had been one or two dark chapters in her history. TRANSFORMED. 107 " You wonder why I hate the liquor-traffic ? " she said one clay. " If you knew what I have lived through because of that curse, you would cease to wonder. I am alone in the world be- cause of the rum-fiend. A drunken coachman caused my father's death. I was only a child, but I can never forget the scene when he was brought home. The shock killed my mother. But, Fred, there is a darker page still. Four years ago my only brother died. His was not a drunkard's death, for he had reformed ; but drinking-habits had undermined his health, and induced tuberculous consumption. He was saved from a drunkard's grave by the very means which you denounced this morning. I do not often open these old wounds ; but when you call me a fanatic, remember that what you name fanaticism is the outgrowth of suffering." 108 TRANSFORMED. CHAPTER IX. "Called by a new name." IT was not a light thing, that which the Bar- neys had undertaken. It is not easy to throw off habits of years ; it is not easy to rise above a weak, indolent nature, to break the chains of indulgence, to fit one's living into new grooves, to tear down the old idols, and set up the wor- ship of the true God in the heart and in the home : and this was what they had pledged themselves to do. It meant an entire revolu- tion of their manner of life. It meant rising in the morning at a seasonable hour, instead of "a little more slumber;" it meant a decent atten- tion to the duties of the toilet ; and a careful preparation of breakfast, and a thankful partak- ing of it ; to him it meant a regular going-forth to his day's work, and a steady holding-on TRANSFORMED. 109 through the day ; to her it meant careful house- wifery, and the training of the children ; to both it meant a life of prayer and study of the Bible. That evening, after Marian Kingsley left them, Barney said to his wife, " When shall we read the Book she left us ? " " In the evening, would be a good time, before the young ones go to bed," said his wife, at the same time bringing the large new Bible from out its wrappings. Barney took it in his hands, the children looking curiously on as he opened it to the first chapter of Genesis, which he read stumblingly, yet with an eager interest. As he closed the book, Nan said shyly, "At Mr. Preston's they all kneels down jist like Miss Kingsley did to-day, and he talks to God." And the child dropped upon her knees, evidently expecting the rest to do the same. In her mind, the reading was cemented to the praying. Barney looked at his wife. " I think it's what she'd like," she said. " She " referred always to Miss Kingsley. 1 10 TRANSFORMED. And thus, then and there, was a family altar set up. In all the Waltham township, you would unhesitatingly have picked out the Bar- ney household as the cne least likely to estab- lish family worship ; and yet here it was an accomplished fact. Of the language of prayer as usually spoken, the head of the family was ignorant ; but taught by the Spirit he was able to lay their wants before the Lord. The next morning when they gathered around the break- fast-table, again that look at his wife : she nodded, and he said, " I'd do it in a minute ef I knowed what ter say : I've heard it lots o' times, but I never paid no 'tention to the words. S'pose I kin say something though." And he did! Perhaps you would have smiled at the phraseology : I think the angels smiled at the fact. And so they began a new life, those two, who had lived so long in sin and degradation. The Bible which Miss Kingsley had given them was a large one, such as is called a family Bible. Mrs. Gray had exclaimed over what she considered Marian's folly in giving them such an expensive Bible. TRANSFORMED. \ \ \ "It is well enough," she said, "to give them a Bible, though I doubt if they ever read a word in it ; but a common small one would do exactly as well. You'd better put the dollars you would save into a barrel of flour." "I think not, auntie dear. They will be able to buy their own flour, now that Barney works all the time ; and this Bible will be more attrac- tive to the children. I have great hopes of those children." The handsome book was attractive ; and one evening in turning its leaves over Nan ex- claimed, " See here ! What pretty vines and posies all round the edges ! Say, dad, what is it for ? There ain't nothing printed onter these leaves." Looking over the child's shoulder, Barney saw that she had the book open at the pages set apart for the family record ; and he said, " Why, that's where they puts down the birth- days and sich like. I've seen 'em once in court." Turning to his wife: " Yer knows, Moll, when I had ter go onter the witness-stand in that 'ar' Clark case ? Thet Bosting lawyer brought 1 1 2 TRANSFORMED. Clark's big Bible inter the court to pruv thet Billy was of age. I tell yer, we orter have the names put down here ; I reckon as how I kin write 'em." " We hain't got no ink," said Moll. " Wall, I reckon ther's ink in Waltham," said Barney with some dignity. The idea of having a family record was already lifting him upon a higher plane : the very fact of becoming pos- sessor of a bottle of ink and a pen would bring him into a new realm. " I'll get a bottle of ink, and bring it hum with me ter-morrer night," he said. " And a pen," said his wife. " Oh, of course a pen ! What would I do with ink without a pen ? " Then they all laughed, the merriest, hearti- est laugh that had ever been heard in that house. Then they fell to hunting up the birthdays. Such an evening of reckoning, and such queer methods of calculation ! It was fortunate that Reg's birthday fell on Christmas, and Sam's on the Fourth of July : those facts helped along TRANSFORMED. \ \ 3 wonderfully, and gave them quite a start. But the others had to be calculated from the winter the snow piled itself up in great drifts almost covering the little house, or from the time the blackberries were so plenty, or other equally striking circumstances. True to his determination, Barney visited the store in the village where stationer's goods were sold, and invested in a bottle of ink. Mr. Bates, the stationer, was surprised at seeing his new customer, and asked in a friendly spirit, " Going to send your children to school ? " " Wall, I calculate they're going bam-by, but I've got other use for this 'ere. I knows I don't count fur much, but I used to be quite an eddi- cated man. / never had to make my mark. I kin sign papers with the best on 'em." "Oh, I suppose so," returned the merchant. " But I thought perhaps you were buying for the children, and I was going to recommend one of our patent inkstands." " Wall," said the customer, " I s'pose they'll be wanting 'em soon, and I'll most likely call around;" and gathering up his purchases he hurried home. 114 TRANSFORMED. Now, it never occurred to this ignorant man, that his poor scrawling penmanship would be a blemish on the fair pages open before him : on the contrary, to his uneducated eye that column of almost illegible names was the fairest picture he had ever looked upon. What struggles with an almost unmanageable pen it represented ! what wrinkling of brows over the spelling of names and the recollection of dates ! How pa- tiently it was all accomplished ! For was it not to place them on a level with the Clarks, whose family record had been produced in court ? What might not this one prove, some time in the future ? Who could tell what destinies it might determine ? It was not accomplished in a single evening, nor in two evenings. Slowly and with difficulty the letters were formed which with persevering effort grew into names, and evening after even- ing saw him bending to the task. One night there came to the younger mem- bers of the family a revelation ; indeed, it seemed to Barney himself almost like a new thought. He had written his own name, TRANSFORMED. \ \ 5 " Thomas Barnard, born," etc., and so on, until he came to Nan's, which he had written "Annie Louise Barnard ; " when Nan, climbing upon his knees, asked to be told the letters. Slowly she spelled out after her father, "A-n-n-i-e, Annie ; L-o-u-i-s-e, Louise ; B-a-r-n-a-r-d, Bar- ney." " No, that is not right : it is Barnard," said the father. " But my name's like yourn," said the child. "Yes, of course," was the reply. " But yourn is Barney." Then the man laughed, a coarse, heavy laugh, but it was a good-natured laugh ; and he tossed the child in the air, and said between his " ha, ha's," " You are a little goose, to pretend you dunno your own name ! " " I do know my name, so there ! " said the child, almost inclined to cry. "My name is Annie Louise Barney." " No, no ! Your name is Barnard, not Bar- ney." The children gathered around with wide-open Il6 TRANSFORMED. eyes. Even Reg was no wiser than little Nan. Why should he be ? He had never heard his father called by any other name than Barney, and he never knew that it was not really their name. They never received any letters : I doubt if the postmaster of Waltham would have known where they belonged if ever any had come for Thomas Barnard. At last Reg said, " Well, I'm glad ! I like that name better ; somehow it's a name that yer feels like making suthin' outen." "Ya-as," drawled his father, "it's a good name. I've hearn say as how there' ve been Barnards as was somebodies. But laws ! thet doant make us 'uns any better off, as I knows on." But some way it struck the boy Reg, that the new name was worth more ; and then and there his resolve was taken, to make it once more a respectable name. Not that he, even in his mind, shaped the thought ; but it was there, with a resolve born of it. As for Nan, she swayed herself backwards and forwards after a habit of hers, and sang softly to herself, to an TRANSFORMED. 1 1 7 improvised tune, " My name is Annie Louise Barnard," repeating the words again and again. Presently Reg asked, " Dad, do the people hereabouts know that our real name is not Barney ? " " I dunno ; never thought on't. S'pose likely they doant. They knows over ter Brighton, ter the pension-office. Yer see how 'twas : I worked a considerable of a spell fur Square Clark, and he called me Barney for short ; and thet's how it begun. Thet was when I fust moved here, and I 'spect folks never heerd my right name." " They'll be likely to hear on't though," said Reg. By the time the last name was reached, they had all grown familiar with their true cogno- men ; and, with familiarity, the resolution to drop forever the nickname which had clung to them so long grew and was strengthened. But over that last name there was a contro- versy. The mother insisted that it should not be written Jehu. "Nobody but yersel' ever call him so," she said. " Yer doant want yer- 1 1 8 TRA NS FORMED. sel* called Jehu, do yer ? " she added, address- ing the child ; who, seeming to understand, stamped his chubby foot, and exclaimed in baby tones, " I not Jehu ! I'se Huey ! " and amid the din which arose, the scribe dropped the pen, and left the record incomplete ; and thus it remained for many months. Meantime a sabbath had come into their lives. They had not thought of going to church, but as its hours wore away they began to talk about it. They said, "We ought to go to church. Miss Kingsley went : I think she would like it. We will go next Sunday." And they went. It was a sensation in Waltham church, when the " Barneys " appeared. There was the father and mother, Reg, Johnnie, and Nan. The walk was rather too long for the lame boy, though in pleasant weather he might be able to go. I think, if the Prince of Wales and his family had appeared in their midst, without any warning of their coming, the people could not have been more astonished. However, they were equal to the 6ccasion. TRANSFORMED. \ 19 The sexton seated the new-comers in an in- conspicuous pew, suggesting to the boy Reg that he ought to take off his hat before entering the church, a hint which the father took to himself. As the children had never been to church, and the parents not for years, it would not have been strange if they had shown some ignorance of church etiquette ; but they man- aged to get through the service without any very glaring mistakes. They Bat when the others did, and rose when the others did, and bowed in prayer with the congregation. Bar- ney even dropped a few pennies into the con- tribution-box, first whispering to his wife, " How much do they pay ? " And she whis- pered back, "I don't know." And he put in whatever he had in his pocket, thinking, " If he says it is not enough, we can go out." Now, if you suppose the regular attendants upon divine service in that place gathered around the strangers at the close of the morn- ing service, and welcomed them, and invited 120 TRANSFORMED, them into Sunday school, or asked them to come again, you are mistaken. Some whispered, " Who are they ? " loud enough to be heard by the strangers ; but that was all the attention they received. The pastor must not be cen- sured ; for he was absent for a sabbath by ex- change, else the family would never have been so coldly received in the house of God. How- ever, as they had never been accustomed to any other sort of treatment until Marian Kingsley took them by the hand, and gave them Chris- tian sympathy, they did not feel the neglect of Christian courtesy as they might otherwise have done. Yet they did feel it ; and when the next sabbath came around they said, "We'll stay at home to-day, and read our good Book to the children." The mother said, " I wish we had a singing- book. I believe we could sing ; and that would make it seem almost like going to church, wouldn't it?" Again and again Reg and the two younger ones rehearsed the story of their church expe- rience, for the benefit of Sam and Estelle ; and TRANSFORMED. 121 Sam would say, with a longing in his heart, " I wish I could go ! " After a sabbath or two at home, they tried the experiment again. And then again they went, receiving little attention, until one sab- bath the usher was astonished at being ad- dressed in this manner: "We're coming every Sunday now; and I s'pose folks as comes reg'lar has a reg'lar place to set, doant they?" " Yes, if they pay for it," was the curt reply. " Pays for it ! how much ? " "That depends upon where you sit. Some folks ' are particular, and pay a pretty large figure." " What is this ? " asked Mr. Graves, coming up just then. " Nothing, only this man thinks he wants to rent a pew," said the usher with a little sneer. " Ah ! that is it. We rent our pews the first of September ; but come this way, and I will show you a seat you can occupy until that time, when you can choose for yourself." 122 TRANSFORMED. " He choose ! " sneered the usher ; adding, loud enough for Reg to hear, " beggars mustn't be choosers." The seat which Mr. Graves pointed out was a back seat ; but the family were grateful and satisfied, for it was done with kind courtesy, and they occupied the pew frequently until the time of the annual rental came around. TRANSFORMED. 123 CHAPTER X. " And plant gardens, and eat the fruit of them." THE district school to which the children of this reconstructed family belonged was a mile from their home, a long walk for the lame boy; but, notwithstanding his lameness, he made one of a strange-looking group that was early at the schoolhouse at the opening of the spring term. The group was composed of four poorly dressed and, to a stranger, uninteresting chil- dren. Evidently no fashionable barber had had the trimming of those tow-colored locks of the boys ; while Nan's hair, instead of being tied loosely, and left to flow over her shoulders, after the fashion of the day, was drawn tightly back from her freckled face, and braided in one close braid, and tied at the end with a piece of twine. 124 TRANSFORMED. They had huddled together in one corner of the room, and no one spoke to them, though they attracted more notice than they desired. Some one whispered, "Why, they are the Barney children, as true as I live ! What are they doing here ? " "They are dressed up. Just look at that girl's hair!" " Say ! I believe they stole those clothes out of the old ark," another said. " I always thought old Barney was an antediluvian. May- be, now, he is old Noah himself! " Though the group did not hear all these unkind remarks designed to be witty, but, as usual under such circumstances, failing in that, they felt uncomfortable, and Reg was half a mind to give it all up and go home ; but Sam said, " It wouldn't do any good : dad would send us back. You know they promised her /" Presently the teacher came, and the school was speedily organized. She was a new teacher, and a stranger. In the course of taking the names, she came to Nan first of the stranger group. TRA NS FOR MED. 1 2 5 " What is your name ? " she asked with a smile that drove away Nan's timidity. " Annie Louise Barnard," she said in a low tone. The teacher repeated the name as she wrote it down, "Annie Louise Barnard." "That ain't right!" exclaimed a boy who sat near. " Teacher, you made a mistake : she said Barney." " No more I didn't ! " said Nan. " I said Barnard." " Your name ain't Barnard : it's Barney." "'Tain't ! It's Barnard ! " persisted Nan. The teacher was perplexed. Then she asked, " Are any of these your brothers ? " "All on 'em," said Nan; "and their names is Barnard too, jist like mine. And my dad's name is Barnard too." " What is your real name ? " asked the teacher, addressing Reg. "My name is Reginald Barnard. She dun told yer right." " My ! putting on airs ! " said the boy who had before spoken. 126 TRANSFORMED, " Folks does call my dad Barney," said Reg, "but 'tain't right." " It's writ down in the big Bible," said Nan, growing bold ; " and I spelled it out, and it's Barnard. That boy knows nothin' about it. I guess my dad knows as what his name is." " I don't believe it ! It's all a piece of make- believe ! Their name is Barney, but they are just trying to be somebody." These murmurs of disapproval of the name " Barnard " were heard in different parts of the room, and the teacher turned sharply around. " I shall write down the names they give me, and you will not call them by any other until it is shown that they have no right to the one they claim." And presently they stood recorded on the teacher's book in District No. 5 : "Reginald Barnard, "Samuel Barnard, "John Barnard, "Annie Louise Barnard." "Those are good names," said the teacher kindly, "and I hope you will do them credit." TRANSFORMED. 127 "That's what dad says," responded Reg. <; Don't you think it would sound better to sny ' father ' instead of ' dad ' ? " asked the teacher, bending down and speaking low to Reg, who replied, " I dunno : I will if you say so." "Thank you." And now their school life had fairly begun. True, their ignorance was deplorable, not only of books, but of manners and morals. In their brief intercourse with Marian Kingsley they had learned much, but they were still in the depths of ignorance. Nan had caught some new tricks of speech during her stay at Mr. Preston's, but had fallen back into the old hab- its as soon as they were all at home again. It would take long years of patient endeavor to eradicate those early habits, and before there could be a beginning there must be some sense of need of improvement. Reg and Sam were old enough to understand that they were unlike the other scholars in ap- pearance, and far behind them in scholarship ; but these two had powerful motives to urge 128 TRANSFORMED. them on. Reg had an ambition to make, as he had said, something out of the family name. How, or what, was an undefined idea ; but one thing was clear to his mind, he would not be called " Old Barney." Of rising to distinction in any particular line, he had no thought. He only knew that somehow there was a difference between themselves and certain other people whom he knew, and he was bound to make that difference less ; and he had in some manner come to the conclusion that getting a knowl- edge of books would help him to accomplish what he desired. As for Sam, he too had an ambition ; but it was not to make the family name great, but to make himself worthy to be called by another name, even the name of "servant of Christ." To be able to read the words of his Master, and to understand them so as to be ready for service, this was Sam's highest aim ; for this he studied ; for this he toiled painfully over the long stretch of rough road that lay between the little hovel and the schoolhouse. Miss Brown was a conscientious teacher, in TRANSFORMED. 129 a sense ; desirous of having her pupils improve, though she never thought of pointing them to Christ. That, in her estimation, was the busi- ness of a Sunday-school teacher, not of a day- school instructor. So, while she sympathized with Reg's evident desire to become a scholar, and was gratified at his progress, giving to him the same earnest endeavor that she gave to" the children of the wealthiest, she never sought to inspire in him a higher ambition. And while Sam was seeking after knowledge, that he might know Him better who is the source of all knowledge, Reg sought for the wisdom of the world, that he might advance to higher places here. " Father," said Tom Dexter, the boy who had been so forward in disputing Nan, "the teacher says we've got to call those Barney children ' Barnard.' Do you suppose that is their name ? " " Why, no : I never heard them called by that name, and should not have guessed that it was any thing but Barney. Still, it may be Barnard, for aught I know." 130 TRANSFORMED. "And you think we ought to be made to call them Barnard, when they have always been called Barney ? " "I don't see any objections to it. They cer- tainly ought to know their own name better than you." " That little Nan began it ; and I think she made a mistake, and that the rest of them just stuck to it for mischief." " Tom, that is not right. If they say their name is Barnard, you must call them so until it is proved that they have no right to the name." "That is what Miss Brown said," remarked Lou Dexter. "And Miss Brown is right. Barnard let it be." As Tom Dexter was quite a leader among the boys in No. 5, that question was settled. And it soon became usual to hear the school- children call out "Annie Barnard," or "Sam Barnard ; " and very soon the people of the neighborhood fell into the habit of using the real name instead of the nickname. And thus TRANSFORMED. 1 3 1 Miss Brown's decided command upon that first day of school was helping along the work of transforming the Barneys into Barnards and respectability. Weeks went by, and from the lowest classes Reg and Sam were steadily rising to the higher. And, while they studied hard, they found time for some other things. Their father was now at work every day ; and upon the boys devolved many little duties which had heretofore been left undone, or, if they could not be wholly neg- lected, done in a shiftless sort of a way. The swamp lying around their home was well wooded, and they had secured from the owners the privi- lege of getting their wood from the decaying fallen timber. This had been procured only as the necessities of the hour demanded. But it occurred to Reg, that a wood-pile at the door seasoning for use would be a good thing ; and, twelve-year-old boy as he was, with a little as- sistance from his father he had succeeded in getting quite a quantity of fuel prepared for use. The house stood in a little clearing sum- 132 TRANSFORMED. ciently large for a garden, but this had been suffered to lie waste for want of energy to plant it. But that spring Barney or Mr. Barnard as we must learn to call him said to his wife, " I don't know, Molly, but we might manage a bit of a garden. I could get Dexter to plough it, and I can plant it if the boys could help about the weeding. If I work for Dexter, I shall be kept pretty busy there." And the boys, delighted with the idea of a garden, promised to keep it free from weeds. How they delighted in that garden ! From the hour when Mr. Dexter came with his strong horses, and turned up the rich mould with the shining point of the plough, all through the consultations as to what should be planted, the interest increased. " We used to have a kind of bean they called kidney-bean, down in Poppleton," said Mrs. Barnard. "I wish we could get some to plant." " I'll ask Dexter about some," replied her husband. " Mrs. Dexter told me she had some garden-seeds to spare, and I'll bring them along to-night." TRANSFORMED. \ 3 3 " I saw some red posies running up before Mrs. Dexter's window last summer," said Nan. " Couldn't we have some ? They'd look awful pretty running up before the bedroom window." Mrs. Dexter had a package of seeds ready for Mr. Barnard, and a smaller package which she said was flower-seeds for the children. " Give them a little corner," she suggested. " It will encourage them, and they will work all the better. I have noticed your little Nan look- ing through the pickets at my flowers, and maybe she will like some of her own." And thus it came about, that the summer was a busy one. The boys, unused to garden- ing, made some blunders, but on the whole they succeeded admirably ; and Reg was proud of his early radishes and beets and his green pease for the Fourth-of-July dinner. And Nan de- lighted in the bunches of flowers which she was able to carry to Miss Brown now and then. The partial clearings in the swamp abounded in blackberries ; and, when the berry-season ar- rived, there was talk of the children staying from school to gather the berry-harvest. It 134 TRANSFORMED. had been their custom to pick berries to sell in the village ; and Reg said, " There are so many this year, that I believe we could earn a cow ! " A cow was now the height of their aspirations, so far as worldly possessions went. But Sam had a scheme. On his way to and from school, he had stopped to watch Mrs. Dexter at work in her strawberry-patch. One day Mrs. Dexter, seeing his interest, re- marked, " You might have a strawberry -patch just as well as not. That sandy knoll just back of your house would be a good place for berries. I'll give you the plants if you want to set them out." Then Sam questioned as to time and methods of cultivation, until he knew it all by heart. " I find market for all of mine in the village," said Mrs. Dexter ; " and I presume you could sell all you could raise. They could go right in with ours at first." And, thus encouraged, Sam grew wild to try the experiment. The knoll was of no use to any one. The owner of the place charged only TRANSFORMED. 1 3 5 a nominal rent for the wretched hovel and the little clearing around it. The place had for- merly been occupied by the sawyer at the mill half a mile farther on, but afterwards a better house had been erected nearer the mill. It required some little persuasion on Sam's part to make his father see his scheme in the light in which it appeared to the two boys ; but he finally said it wouldn't cost nothing more'n their own work, and they could go into it if they wanted to. It required some little ma- noeuvring on Sam's part to get the ground properly prepared for the setting of the plants, and I am inclined to think that Mrs. Dexter had something to do with it. Anyway, it was Mr. Dexter's strong horses which Mr. Barnard drove home one evening an hour before work- ing-hours were over, at Mr. Dexter's own sug- gestion. " You might as well go now, and plough that bit of ground for the boys," he said : " there's no telling what may come of it." Mr. Dexter remembered that remark after- wards ; and it stirred him to other kindly 136 TRANSFORMED. deeds, "not knowing what might come of them." It was only a little bit of ground, and a few tiny plants stuck into the pulverized soil at reg- ular intervals ; and yet it represented to the boys* Reg and Sam* the coveted cow. TRANSFORMED. j j 7 CHAPTER XI. " Ask counsel of God." IN their daily Bible-readings they read much that was a mystery to them, but now and then they came upon passages which stood out with wonderful clearness. One evening Barney read slowly and with difficulty, for he was at best but a poor reader, "And of all that Thou shalt give me, I will surely give the tenth unto thee." " One-tenth unto thee \ " he repeated, *' that is, unto the Lord. But what does it mean ? Molly, what do you suppose it means ? " "I'm sure I do not know, unless Why, Thomas, when you husk corn or dig potatoes for Dexter, you get one bushel out of every ten, don't ye ? And I s'pose that's what it means." 1 38 TRANSFORMED. "Yes, but giving it to the Lord, what's that ? The Lord ain't here. How be we going to give it to him ? That's what I want to know." For days they studied over this simple ques- tion in Christian ethics. "One-tenth," that they understood ; but what to do with it ? Un- derstanding, they meant to follow the example set by one of old, just as soon as they found out how it was to be done. There came a sabbath when the pastor chose for his text the passage, " Bring ye all the tithes into the storehouse." Nothing could have been farther from the thought of Mr. Manning than the idea of bene- fiting the Barneys by that sermon. He had preached to them sabbath after sabbath, shoot- ing as wide of the mark sometimes as it was possible to do ; but that particular sermon had been studied with a view to reaching certain members of the Waltham church who were somewhat niggardly in their gifts. But He who is responsible for the results of all sincere effort put forth in his name, had other thoughts TRA NSFORMED. \ 39 of that sermon. Whatever may have been the effect upon those for whom it was designed, it certainly enlightened two ignorant people. Thomas Barnard and his wife learned what giv- ing to the Lord meant ; they found out that for them it meant giving of their earnings for the support of the gospel, that it meant contributing for home and foreign missions ; and although the pastor did not lay any stress upon setting aside one-tenth of the income, they had already decided that this was the right thing for them to do, and they did not notice the omission. Indeed, so simple were they, that they supposed that every Christian did that ; and their only puzzle had been, what to do with it after it was laid aside. Indeed, they had already begun to lay away the small silver coins. It would have been amusing to hear the cal- culations that went on beneath that lowly roof. I do not believe that there was ever such a novel class in fractions elsewhere, as that one made up of father, mother, and the two older boys. How they puzzled over the fractional parts of small sums ! One-tenth of a dollar 140 TRANSFORMED. they could easily get at, but one-tenth of sixty, three cents was a problem almost beyond their solving. It was no satin-lined box or inlaid casket which held the precious five and ten cent pieces : they had not thought of any thing better than just to tie them up in a rag, and hide them in the straw mattress. Thomas Barnard had few cronies, but some- times in the summer he would go off for a day's fishing in the lake a few miles distant ; and these excursions had always been taken on the sabbath, because the neighbor whom he accom- panied worked with his team on week-days. As the summer wore on, this neighbor hailed him one Friday evening, as he went home from his work, with, " Say, Barney ! If it's fine Sunday, suppose we take the day at the lake." " All right." " Do you mean it ? " said neighbor Filkins with a little surprise in his tones. " Mean it ! Yes ; why not ? " "Oh, I didn't know but you had got too pious for that ! You've been going to meeting so TRANSFORMED. 141 much lately, and one of my young ones says you have prayers at your house now : with so much Bible-reading I didn't know but you'd cut an old crony." " I guess not : I haven't found any thing in the Bible about going to the lake with an old friend." "But on Sunday?" " I guess not." " Not ? " said Filkins. "Why, I thought the Good Book was very strong on that point ! But you ought to know. Well, if it's clear I'll be along early." "All right." "Well, now, that's queer," mused Filkins as his friend walked away. " I did think the fel- low had got religion ; but after all, I don't see as he is any better than the rest of us. Noth- ing in his Bible against going fishing on Sunday, ha, ha! My old woman, wouldn't agree with him : she says it is an awful sin. Guess Bar- ney has a different Bible from the rest of the world." As for Thomas Barnard, he asked his wife, 142 TRANSFORMED. the first thing when he reached home, if the Bible said any thing about going to the lake on Sunday, and if she thought there would be any harm in going. " You see, we fellows work hard all the week, and Sunday is the only time we have. The Book speaks of Sunday as a day of rest, not doing any work ; and that is what we are going for, to kinder rest up, and have a bit of pleasure." Molly shook her head. " I dunno," she said. " As you say, it is about work ; but I dunno, I am afeard it ain't right. I think I'd stay to hum until I found out about it for sure." The next sabbath proved unfair, and the ex- cursion was postponed another week. Mean- time Molly searched diligently for light upon the important question. They had read far enough to find out that the sabbath was ap- pointed for a day of rest from worldly pursuits ; but they could not quite see how that would forbid a ride of half a dozen miles with a friend, a sail upon the lake, and a little fishing for pleasure. Though Molly said, TRANSFORMED. 143 "You know, Thomas, you always say that you are more tired than as if you had been ploughing greensward. That don't sound much as if you made it a day of rest." "That's a fact," returned the perplexed man. However, as the week drew near the end, Molly poring over the Bible suddenly ex- claimed, "Here it is, the verse that fits! I knew there must be one." And she read out, " ' If thou turn away thy foot from the sab- bath, from doing thy pleasure on my holy day ; and call the sabbath a delight, the holy of the Lord, honorable ; and shalt honor him, not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words ; "'Then shalt thou delight thyself in the Lord , and I will cause thee to ride upon the high places of the earth, and feed thee with the heritage of Jacob thy father : for the mouth of the Lord hath spoken it.' " There ! and there is a promise hitched on to it besides. I guess that settles it." And when her husband came in, she showed 144 TRANSFORMED. him what she had found : " Listen : it says, ' not doing thine own ways, nor finding thine own pleasure, nor speaking thine own words.' I reckon, if you went to the lake with Filkins, you'd speak a good many of your own words ; and some of the pleasure he'd be looking out for wouldn't be the sort for any day, let alone Sunday." " Thet's so. But, Molly, I don't see how I am going to get out of it : I've as good as promised, you know." "But you can tell him we've found out it is forbidden, and that ought to be enough. If you's going to do suthin' contrary to the law, and then you'd 'a' found out 'twas, after you'd planned it, it would be enough to say you'd found out so. And if you have jist found that going fishing on Sunday is contrary to the law of God, why, 'tain't too late to back down. Filkins has got sense." " Well, I s'pose the best way will be to go over there, and tell him I can't go." And Thomas Barnard seized his hat, and went over to break his engagement. TRANSFORMED. 145 " You see," he said, " Molly has been hunting up the law on this 'ere question, and she's found out that if a man goes in to serve the Lord he hain't no call to break the sabbath for his own pleasure : so, neighbor, I hope there won't be no hard feelings if I don't go with you." " There ! " said Mrs. Filkins. " I am power- ful glad you've said that. I have been argying with John ; but he said you was a Bible man nowadays, and you didn't see no harm in it, and I felt e'en a'most discouraged. But what you've said gives me courage agin to go on argying." " Well," said Mr. Filkins, " I don't see any difference between some of them church-mem- bers down there in the village taking walks and rides on Sunday afternoon, and me a-going off for a little drive and a bit of a sail." "Now, John," replied his wife, "the Lord never told you that you was to follow any church-member. He said, 'Follow me.' He did tell his disciples to let their light shine so that men may see ; but if they don't do it, why, there's a bigger light than all the church-mem- 146 TRANSFORMED. bers put together can make, and you and I can walk by that." " Well, if Barney here won't go, I shall give it up. Maybe I'll hitch up the team, and take you and the children to church : I want to be as good as my neighbors ! " The question of sabbath recreations was not the only puzzling one that came up for decision during those first few months of Christian ser- vice. For years Thomas Barnard had never failed to make one of the crowd gathering in- side the great tent pitched outside the village upon the annual visit of the circus ; and often the whole family went, and great was the dis- appointment if any thing happened to prevent their going. It was the one holiday of the year, and planned for long beforehand. Though their food might be more scanty than usual for weeks, they must save money enough for their en- trance-tickets ; even the quantity of whiskey was sometimes lessened for the same purpose : so you see how important a matter it had been to the Barneys. The time had again come around ; and, as TRANSFORMED. 147 usual, the flaming show-bills with their vulgar representations often indecent as well as low and vulgar were posted in every available public place. Reg came home one night with the joyful news that the bills were up, and the show was to be along on the twenty-fifth. " We can all go, can't we ? " he said. Mr. Barnard looked at his wife : she seemed puzzled. "I don't know," she said, "as we ought: I never saw church-folks there much." " I have seen the Prestons and the Parkers there times and times," said her husband; "and once I saw the minister from Bannersville. But do you think she would go?" "I don't know: it kinder seems as if she would be out of place there, among the sort of folks that goes mostly ; and I don't believe she would like to let her pretty eyes rest upon some of them women and clowns that per- forms." " She'd let her eyes, and her hands too, rest on them quick enough if she could help them any," returned Thomas. " They ain't any 148 TRANSFORMED. worse than we were when she stepped her dainty feet into this old shanty." " Some way I don't care much about going," said Molly; "but if it is right, and you and the boys want to go, why, you can go, and take them. I'll keep Huey and the girls at home. I don't just want my little girls to go into any place that wouldn't be clean and pure enough for Miss Kingsley." " I don't s'pose there's any thing in the Bible about circuses, is there ?" said her husband. " I don't s'pose there is. Still there ought to be something to tell us what to do." " I found a verse to-day that tells what to do when one does not know," said Molly, going after the Bible. " Here it is : ' If any man lack wisdom, let him ask of God.' But I can't help wondering how he will tell us unless we find it written down here." "We know a good many things that we didn't use to know, and I guess he can teach us what we need to know about going to the circus." As the days went on, there was very little TRANSFORMED. 149 talk about the matter ; only Thomas never for- got to ask for wisdom, and Molly continued her search for a verse that would fit. She had al- ready decided not to go : Sam was the next one to say, " I don't want to go. I do not think I should be happy there ; anyway, I should not learn any good." Evidently he had received wisdom. A day or two before the twenty-fifth, Reg remarked, " Miss Brown don't believe in circuses, and she says she hopes none of us scholars will go ; and I told her I wouldn't ; and then Tom Dex- ter said if I didn't, he didn't believe he would. And Miss Brown said, 'There, Reg, you see that we are none of us too young to exert an influence.' I made up my mind that I'd have a big injltience when I am a man, and I told her so ; and she said she hoped it would be a good one." As for the head of the household, the impor- tance of the circus diminished ; and the day before the performance he said, " Well, I have not found any thing in the Good Book that 150 TRANSFORMED. throws any particular light upon the question. But it seems to me that the whole thing is set up opposite the Bible : the two things don't seem to fit." During that summer, Mr. Barnard made many little improvements about the shanty, working after hours. But one day it occurred to him, that, as he did not own the property, he might be turned out any time, and all his labor go for naught so far as his comfort and that of his family were concerned ; and there came into his mind the idea of investing in real estate ! He actually laughed as the thought came to him ; but the idea grew, and assumed such propor- tions that he mentioned it to Molly, and soon after went to his landlord with a proposition. He wanted to buy the shanty and two or three acres of land, and pay for it in instalments. A bargain was made, and the legal transfer made ; and " " Old Barney " became the owner of a homestead. As the lawyer who was no other than our friend Fred Gray was drawing the papers, he asked, TRANSFORMED. 151 " Your name is ? " "Thomas Barnard." " What ? Barnard ? not Barney ? " "Not much! You see, I was sunk pretty low ; and people took liberties with my name, and I hadn't pride enough to resent it. But my name is Thomas Barnard ; and I s'pose, to have the thing legal, it will have to go down that way. And my young ones are going to be called by the name that belongs to them." 1 5 2 TRANSFORMED. CHAPTER XIL "Take heed to yourselves, and bear no burden on the sabbath day." FREDERIC GRAY had fully determined that before parting from Marian Kingsley in New York, on their way from the South, he would ask her to become his wife. But alas for his plans ! A telegram summoned him home a day sooner than he intended to go, and he was obliged to leave without finding an opportunity to see Marian alone. Mr. and Mrs. Gray had gone on a few days earlier, leaving Cora Butler the guest of Marian's cousin, and she was to have accompanied Fred home ; but, as he took a Sunday-night train after receiving the de- spatch, that young lady refused to go. " I wouldn't mind it so much myself," she said, "but mamma would be shocked Of TRANSFORMED. 1 5 3 course it is different with Fred : he feels that he is obliged to go on at once. But there is no necessity for my breaking the sabbath." "Then, you think it is necessary to break the sabbath sometimes ? " said Marian. " Why, I don't know what you call it ; but it is necessary that Mr. Gray should be in Wal- tham to-morrow morning." " I confess," said Marian, " that I am so stupid as to be unable to see why it is any more excusable for Mr. Gray to break the sab- bath than it would be for you." " But, Marian, this is a business necessity. My client's interests, which I am bound to pro- tect, demand the sacrifice of my own inclina- tions." " And of principle too ? " asked Marian. "Now, Marian, it is all very well to take high ground when you can, but one has to meet the exigencies of business on a lower plane : we are told to be diligent in business, as I have reminded you before now." "'Serving the Lord,'" added Marian; "don't forget that part. If we set out to serve him, 1 5 4 TRANSFORMED. we have no right to pick out certain commands, and say, 'It is not convenient for me to do this thing.' God said, ' Ye shall keep my sabbaths, and reverence my sanctuary ; I am the Lord.' And so long as that people to whom the com- mand was first given obeyed, they had pros- perity ; but whenever they began to desecrate the sabbath, they fell into gross sin and idola- try. The fifth commandment has been called the commandment with a promise ; but God often repeated the fourth, and added a promise. And, Fred, I fully believe that a man's tem- poral prosperity depends upon how he sancti- fies his sabbaths." " O Marian ! " exclaimed Cora, " I wouldn't like to believe that." "Why?" " Because I should not dare to speak, or think my own thoughts, on the sabbath." "That is just what you are commanded not to do," returned Marian. " Are you sure of that ? " asked Fred. " Isaiah says we are not to speak our own words : that amounts to the same thing," re- turned Marian. TRA NSFORMED. 1 5 5 " You've studied it up more than I have," returned Cora. "I shall be in a state of tor- ment hereafter, for fear of breaking the sab- bath by some originality." "Marian, you would make the sabbath a gloomy day, and so hem us in by rules and regulations and prohibitions as to make us feel that we have no right to exist," said Fred. " Indeed I would not ! I would make it the brightest and most cheerful day of all the week. I would have every thought of care thrown to the winds. I would not have a sin- gle thought of business intruding. I believe that a Christian has no right to bring business over into holy hours." " But if one's business is perplexing, how can he help letting thoughts of it intrude ? " " You might as well ask, If one is hungry, how can he help stealing? So far as I know, there is no excuse for sinning, in all the Bible. It may be hard to throw aside the burden of business cares ; but, because obedience is hard, one is not excused for disobeying." "I do* not understand you. Do you mean to 1 56 TRANSFORMED. say that you think of it as a disobedience, to carry a heavy load of care and anxiety through the sabbath ? Even if it be wrong to plan and calculate, it is not easy to help carrying a sad heart when the prospects are dark." " Not easy, perhaps ; but we have the com- mand, ' Carry no burden on the sabbath day.' And I am sure there is no burden like a load of care : it is sometimes heavier than that of a hod-carrier. And you know this principle is recognized by our law-makers. A man is as free from molestation from his creditors during holy time as though he lived in the moon." " I declare, Marian," said Cora, "you do pin every thing down so close ! I wouldn't study up subjects as you do, for any thing. It is so hard to slip along easy, after a thorough inves- tigation of a subject. I am glad I have not an inquiring mind." " I do not see as that helps any : whether you investigate or not, the facts remain the same, and you are responsible. God has given us six days for our work and business, and set apart the seventh for his own worship ; and TRA NS FORMED. 1 5 7 though it serves us as well in giving us rest, it is nevertheless the Lord's own." - " But, Marian, I went to church this morn- ing, and to Sunday school, and I am not going to take the train until eight o'clock." "Who gave you a right to clip the sabbath at either end ? I cannot help thinking that time saved in that way will be lost twice over before the week ends." " Well, Marian," said Fred with a little sneer, "you object to my travelling on Sunday, but you are very willing to profit by it." " What do you mean ? " she asked, won- dering. " Why, you hold stock in the very road I am going over." Marian was as if thunderstruck for a mo- ment. Then she said, " Mr. Gray, I did not know it : at least, if I ever knew, I had forgot- ten. My guardian, as you know, has always attended to all business matters ; but I shall look into this. Thank you for reminding me. I assure you I shall not profit by sabbath- breaking in future. If any money of mine is 1 5 8 TRANSFORMED. invested in any of these sabbath-desecrating enterprises, I shall take measures to withdraw it at once." Mr. Gray saw that he had been making trouble for his brother, and endeavored to undo what his taunt had done. But Marian saw at once the inconsistency of her position, and de- clared that though it might be at a sacrifice she would sell her stock. " Of course," she said, " I understand that my little fortune is as nothing to these vast enterprises, and my influence is small ; but, such as it is, it shall be on the side of the sabbath." " But, Marian, can't you see that it is neces- sary to run Sunday trains ? " "Indeed, I may be very stupid, but I cannot see any thing of the sort. The Author of the Fourth Commandment must have foreseen the emergencies of the present day, but I cannot find that he provided for the running of Sun- day trains ; and I am forced to conclude that in his wisdom and far-seeing power he did not con- sider that it would ever become a necessity." TRA NSFORMED. 1 5 9 " Suppose," said Cora, " that a dear friend, one who was dearer than your own life, lay at the point of death, and that by travelling upon the sabbath you could reach that sick friend in time to receive the last farewell : would you refuse to do so ? " " In the first place, how could I be assured that it was necessary ? He who gave the Fourth Commandment holds life in his hand, and could as easily prolong the life of my friend beyond the sabbath as for the hours which in any event must pass before I could reach the place. And if it should not be his will that I should be in time, would it be harder to say, 'Thy will be done,' because I had obeyed ? " " But you would drive a long distance in case of illness ? " said Fred. " True, I might ; but in that case I should not be accessory to a great evil. My driving along the road would not necessitate the sab- bath labor of a great number of people. I do not believe in making a slight illness the ex- cuse for a Sunday drive ; nor, indeed, a serious 1 60 TRA NSFORMED. illness, if I could have gone on Saturday. The works of necessity and mercy will never turn the sabbath into one great work-day and holi- day combined. There is, as I look at rea- son, a great deal of false reasoning in the world, even among Christians, upon this very subject." " Marian Kingsley, you are a bit of a fa- natic ! " said Cora. " Am I ? What is a fanatic ? " Cora laughed, and did not reply ; and she repeated the ques- tion, " What is a fanatic ? " and Fred replied, " Why, one who takes extreme views of things." " What are extreme views ? " "Well, unreasonable views." "Ah ! Is the Bible unreasonable?" Fred laughed. " Dear me, how you corner one ! I really must say good-night and good- by." Then, as Cora left them for a moment to bring a package to send to her sister, Fred whispered, " Marian, I had something to say to you, TRANSFORMED. l6l something which I hope you may want to hear ; but this sudden call gives me no time. Don't look so sober, little girl : I shall come back to you soon." Marian went up to her room after he went away, with her thoughts all in a whirl. She could guess what he wanted to say. Did she want to hear it ? Had she given him reason to suppose she would listen ? Did he think her sober face was altogether because of grief at parting with him for a short time ? True, she hated to have him go ; she would miss him ; she had grown to depend upon him, as well as to enjoy his society. Yet at that moment when he had spoken of her sober face, she was think- ing of his infringement of the sabbath, and realizing that he was not doing violence to his conscience ; he honestly believed that his course was justifiable, and Marian mourned that he had not reached higher ground. She mourned, and excused him to herself, saying, " He has not been educated up to a strict observance of the sabbath : as he gets more light, he will look at the matter differently." 1 62 TRANSFORMED. And then she remembered his mother : cer- tainly her views upon the sabbath question were as strict as Marian's own. And his brother, her guardian, had followed the teach- ings of that mother. No, she could not lay it to his early training. Evidently he had been educating himself downward ! Still Marian's heart excused him. While in college, he had probably grown lax ; but now that she had ex- pressed her views so plainly, he would be led to think the subject over, and would be likely to see his mistake. And then her thoughts would go back to his last words to her. Did he mean any thing? and did she want him to mean any thing ? She was forced to confess to her- self that there had been a time, not many months ago, when she had named her ideal, Frederic Gray ; but now, since she had come to know Fred better, she knew that she must name her ideal over, or else lower that ideal. And this last she was not ready to do. During the weeks that passed before they met again, Marian had plenty of time to study the subject ; but it was not easy to arrive at TRANSFORMED. 163 conclusions. Gradually she came to think that she had imagined his words to mean more than he had intended to convey. As he did not write to her, she concluded, that, whatever it might be that he had meant to say, he had probably either forgotten it or changed his mind. But when, two months later, he was able to leave his business and join her at her cousin's cottage by the sea, she knew in that first hour of his coming that he had not forgotten. He arrived late Saturday evening, too late for more than a very brief call. He accompa- nied her to the sabbath-morning service in the little chapel, and later went with her to Sunday school where she was a teacher. At the invita- tion of the superintendent, he gave the children a little talk : it was so sweet and tender, so persuasive, that Marian was more ready than ever to excuse his inconsistencies. But during the afternoon something occurred which tried her very much. There was an accident at the beach, and Mr. Gray hastened down to learn the particulars. He stopped at the door of Mrs. Leigh's cottage, as he came back, to tell 1 64 TRANSFORMED. them the news : a child had been drowned. And he said to Marian, in a low tone, " I shall not be able to go to church with you this evening, but will get around to the door to walk home with you. I must get an account of this affair ready for the morning paper, and send it off by the nine-o'clock train." "To-night!" " Why, yes ; why not ? " Marian did not feel like entering into a use- less argument, so she made no reply to this ; and the young man, not satisfied, said, " You don't disapprove of that, do you ? " Thus urged for a reply, she said, " It does seem rather a strange thing to do, doesn't it ? " " It does not seem strange to me. What would a fellow do ? I am bound, as a faithful correspondent, to send the latest news ; and, in order to get into the morning issue, the item must go to-night." "Who will be benefited by its getting into the morning papers ? " "That is not my business. I am only re- sponsible for my part." TRANSFORMED. 165 " True, it is not a fair question in this con- nection. Even if we were sure that a score of people would be interested and apparently bene- fited by the knowledge that a little child had been taken home, that fact would not affect the question whether or not it is right to use the sabbath for secular concerns. Of course, when we feel sure that the affairs will have an impor- tant bearing upon the happiness or misery of other people, there seems to be an excuse ; but I do not suppose it really matters to anybody in the wide world, whether the accident is chronicled in the morning issue or in the after- noon's. But I did not mean to argue. We always leave off where we began. Do not mind coming around to the church after me. Very likely I may not go : I have a headache, and cousin Anna has been advising me to go to bed. So good-night." In the quiet of her room, quiet save as the dashing of the waves was ever sounding in her ears, Marian Kingsley laid down her aching head, and tried to still her throbbing pulses. " What is the matter ? " she queried of her 1 66 TRANSFORMED. own heart. " Am I over-particular ? Am I seeking for and expecting in my chosen friends a degree of perfection which can never be found ? " For two or three days, Fred hovered about, seeking for a private interview : he fancied that Marian avoided him, or rather avoided being alone with him. Could it be that he might lose her, after all ? He did not deem it possible, but he determined to end his suspense. " Marian, will you come with me down by the sea ? I must see you before I go away " And Marian, feeling that it must come now, let herself be led along the beach. It was just at twilight that he seated her in a deserted pavilion ; and it was perhaps half an hour later that he said, standing before her with set lips, " No, Marian, I do not blame you. I see now, how even before I left you in New York you tried to show your indifference to me, and if you failed to make me understand, it was be- cause I would not see. But, Marian, I am sure there was a time when, if I had asked you what TRANSFORMED. 167 I have to-night, you would not have sent me away without hope. But something came be- tween us: will you not lell me what it was ? " " It would not be wise. I do not want to lose your friendship, and you would be angry." " I promise not to be offended." " Well, Fred, it was not that any thing came between us ; but as I came to know you better I Well, I was disappointed in you. You know very well that we are not in sympathy; we do not think alike ; our views and our aims are very dissimilar. For instance, take the matter of Christian work : you have no interest in any effort to raise a fellow-being out of the depths, excepting by organized effort. And take the temperance question : I heard you say once that your wife should never mix in any temperance work. In fact, Fred, our ideas con- flict at every point of Christian living." " I know, Marian, I am not much of a Chris- tian ; but with you to help me I should do better." " No, you would not. I could never be that sort of a prop for any man. My husband must 1 68 TRANSFORMED. be one to whom I can turn for sympathy and help, and not one whom I must bolster up in the Christian life." " You are looking for perfection, but you will never find it." He said this almost sharply. " No, Fred, you are mistaken. The fact is, you are as near perfection as any one I know, perhaps ; but the very fact that you do not sat- isfy me, and that I am disposed to criticise you, proves to me that I do not love you. You ought to be a better and stronger man than you are. You ought to let your religion be more than something to enjoy. It needs to go down deeper into your nature, and to give you more earnestness. You fling opportunities to work for God, right and left ; especially if one stands in the way of a business interest, you thrust it aside, and consider yourself justified in doing so. Now you'll go away angry ; but you will know that I am right, and that we could never make each other happy." " I should think not ! " he said. She had arisen from her seat, and silently they walked back to the cottage. At the door he held out his hand. TRANSFORMED. 169 " I do not know as I ought to expect you to shake hands with such a miserable fellow, but I presume you shook hands with old Barney when you came away." " He promised to make the most of himself," she said, smiling. " There's enough of you to make a grand man." I/O TRANSFORMED. CHAPTER XIII. "Sit not down in the highest room." THE first Monday in September came ; and Thomas Barnard, dressed in his best clothes, betook himself to the church-meeting, where he was to transact what was to him an important piece of business. One of the officials asked, " Well, Barney, what can we do for you ? " " Well, I calculate I want to rent a pew for the year. Me and my family have concluded to run on another track the rest of our lives ; and I s'pose j'ining the church is where you switch on, and so we want to jine, and have a pew, and run alongside o' folks." " You mean, you want to belong to the church society, I suppose ? " "Well, we want to belong the same as other folks do. We ain't of much account, but I TRANSFORMED. \J\ read something about the Lord's Supper, and how he told his disciples to observe it ; and I was here one Sunday when you folks all took the bread and wine : the pastor said all who loved the Lord were welcome ; but my wife and I we didn't know, you see, we thought it had to be voted on whether or not we could belong ; and so I kinder shook my head at her, and we didn't either of us take any. And I thought we'd come and see about it to-day." If a clap of thunder had sounded in Mr. Nor- ton's ears that bright sunshiny day, he would not have been half so startled as by that queer speech. He was staggered for a moment ; and then he recovered himself, and said, and his voice had a strangely softened sound, even in his own ears, " I am glad that you are interested in these matters. I will take you to the pastor's study for a talk with him about coming to the Lord's table. Our business here to-day is to determine what seats we will occupy for the coming year. You can have the one you have been sitting in, if that suits you." 1/2 TRANSFORMED. The new-comer among them stood silent for a moment ; then he said, "Well, I'll wait a little, and see how you do it. I thought you rented the seats some way, and Mr. Graves said I could pick out one to suit myself. Of course I can't pay as much as some of you rich ones, but I thought maybe there'd be one out a little from that corner, that I could pay for." "Ah, yes! Well, I'll see. How much do you think you could pay?" "Well, you see," and here he grew confi- dential, " we don't know just how to divide it. But my woman and I thought we'd give three dollars to home missions, and three more to the other kind ; and I've figured it all out here. If I get work every day at say a dollar a day, I got two dollars in haying, but say a dollar taking it all round, why, that will be three hundred dollars, allowing for a holiday or two and for extra meeting days (for I see you have some meetings on week-days) ; and one-tenth of that is thirty dollars. Take away six dollars \ and then we thought we'd allow something, say TRANSFORMED. 173 about four dollars, for other things that come along, so there'd be ten to take away : and that would leave twenty for the pew-rent. But then, there's my pension-money, and my wife said we must take a tenth out of that : so I thought we'd make the pew-rent thirty dollars. Now, can you give us a kinder pleasant seat for that ? I suppose we might make it a little more by taking it off some of the other things. You see, we don't know just how you church-folks divide the tenths. We ain't much on arith- metic ; but my boys are getting quite smart at accounts, and we shall learn how to divide up things after a while." Mr. Norton had listened attentively to this long speech, and at its conclusion he said, " I'll speak to brother Graves." To tell the truth, he did not know what reply to make. Thirty dollars ! Why, that was more than he paid for the support of the gospel in Waltham. Indeed, there were not many members of that society who did more. That ought to entitle Barney to one of the best seats in the church. No wonder Mr. Norton wanted to consult 174 TRANSFORMED. brother Graves : the whole subject was too much for him. Already "old Barney" had gone beyond this officer in the church. Three dollars to home missions, and three to "the other kind " ! Why, he had never given more than one dollar a year ; indeed, he thought him- self quite liberal in giving that amount for the work of sending the glad tidings abroad. He very well knew that the greater part of the congregation helped on the spread of the gospel with their " small change." Tenths ! How many of them had ever thought of setting apart a proportionate amount for the Lord's treasury? And, if any thought of it, how many conscien- tiously did it ? Going over to brother Graves, Mr. Norton told his story as well as he could. Mr. Graves's astonishment surpassed even his own, and he said quickly, "This must not be allowed. The man is beside himself. The idea ! A man who has to have help from his neighbors to keep off starvation, talking about thirty dollars for a pew ! It must not be allowed." TRANSFORMED. 175 "Brother Graves," began Mr. Norton, "we will not be called upon to help that family after this. The man is made over somehow ; and if after talking with him you want to refuse his offering, you will have to take the responsibility; I would not like to suggest it. Let us go and talk with brother Manning." And to the pastor's study they went. Now, in justice to the pastor of Waltharn church, it ought to be recorded, that all through the long summer months every moment which could be snatched from public duties had been spent by the bedside of a suffering wife ; and his people had willingly excused him from any pastoral visiting. He had noticed the strangers who sat in the corner pew, and had sought them out several times after service to shake hands with them ; and now that the invalid was on the road to health, he meant to seek out their home. He had said to his wife, only the day before, " Those people they call the Barneys were at church again to-day. I must certainly get over there, or out there, or down, or up, I am sure 1/6 TRANSFORMED. I don't know which it is, some day this week." He listened to the story which his visitors had to tell, with great interest, and replied, " Well, brethren, I should say we had reason to thank God for his grace manifested in and towards these people." " But, brother Manning, you do not know the family. They are the lowest you can ima- gine. They live more like beasts out in that hovel than like human beings." "Well?" " The man does not know what he is about, evidently," said Mr. Graves. " I don't know," said Mr. Norton. " He talks as if he had looked the ground all over, and knew exactly what he wants to do." "So it seems," said the pastor. "Now, my opinion is, that you should select a pew for him just as you would for any stranger who came in offering to pay for a thirty-dollar seat. If there is any right in the plan of renting pews in this way, and I am not questioning it, then it is right that he should have what his money TRANSFORMED. 177 calls for. And, if he wishes to come to the Lord's table, I do not see how you can refuse him the privilege, except for reasons which would apply in the case of a member of your own family. I am sure that his readiness to bring in the tithes goes a long way to prove his sincerity. When a man's pocket-book is con- secrated, it is usually the case that his whole life is turned into a new channel." "But they have scarcely decent clothing," said Mr. Graves. "The man has on his best to-day, and you will think him a shabby-looking fellow if you'll step into the church and take a look at him." " His shabbiness will not trouble me. But if, as you say, they are in need of suitable cloth- ing, the church must find a way to help them to it without trampling on their self-respect. I must get acquainted with the family. It seems evident that we as a church have something to do. This family comes to us from the depths, as you say. They may be still reeking with slime, the habits of years may be clinging to them ; but if they have come up out of their 178 TRANSFORMED. degradation, it is our duty to help them to hold their footing, to see that they are not dragged back by the power of habit or by the discour- agements of the new life entered upon under unfavorable circumstances. If these people come into our church, we must see to it that they are neither allowed to stumble for want of light, nor frozen for want of warmth. If our own hearts are not sufficiently fired with reli- gious zeal to give them the comfort and glow they need for growth, then let us get fired ; let us seek for a new baptism. We have been so long with nothing to do, that a sensation of this sort, bringing work into our very midst, may warm us, and inspire us with a working spirit. I think I'll go now and harness my horse, and take Mrs. Manning for a short drive while you settle the pew-business ; then I'll drive brother Barnard home, and get acquainted with the family. Keep him here until I get back." Mr. Norton, who had talked with the new brother, could not dissent from their pastor's remarks ; but Mr. Graves evidently was not in sympathy with his ideas. TRANSFORMED. 179 " It is a great mistake," he said. " The Bar- neys ought to be kept in their proper sphere. They are as much out of place in the society of respectable people, and as much out of their element, as a duckling out of water. Besides, if we do the fair thing, they ought to have that pew next to Colonel Strong's." " But you would not counsel the doing of an unfair thing, would you ? " asked Mr. Norton, smiling. " Well, no ; but the colonel's wife will never endure to sit beside old Moll Barney, and that is what she will have to do if we give them what their money calls for." " But I do not quite understand. What would you propose ? " " I would try to persuade them that they ought not to give so much. If we could make the man see that he ought not to pay more than fifteen dollars, then we could give him the seat by the pillar, and no one would be annoyed by their proximity. And really it seems wrong to take even as much as that from a man in his circumstances." 180 TRANSFORMED. Mr. Norton shook his head. "It won't do. Mr. Manning has expressed himself too strongly. We must just go on, and do the fair thing." "But," persisted Mr. Graves, "I insist that it will be the fair thing to do what I propose ; besides, it will never do to offend the Strongs." " We will not do that. My pew is just across from the colonel's, and I presume an exchange can be made. My wife will not mind." But when Thomas Barnard was shown the seat marked thirty dollars, he said, " That won't do. Why, it is one of the best in the church! That ought to go to some of you rich fellows who have more tenths. A poor fellow like me can't expect the best. No, all I ask is a middling sort of a place, back there somewheres nigh that 'ere post. Now, I kinder think that post would be a good thing to lean my head agin when I'm tired. You see, I haven't been used to listening to such deep thoughts as the parson gets off, and sometimes my head whirls with trying to understand him. I'd like that seat right well, if you have no objections." TRA NS 'FORMED. 1 8 1 "But that seat is not marked quite so high," ventured Mr. Norton. "Makes no sort o ? difference what it's marked. I've got the thirty dollars, at least, I've got a part of it here to-day, and if the Lord spares my life and strength I'll have the rest on't ; and if I like the seat I dunno's it makes any differ- ence ef 'tain't marked more'n five dollars. I calculate I'm paying out money for the support of the gospel, and not for a seat. I hain't got no call to take the front seats just now. My woman was reading in the Good Book how the master of the feast said to one who took a low place, ' Friend, come up higher ; ' and she says to me, ' Now, Thomas, don't go to pushing for- ward ; take a low seat, and maybe some day you'll hear the Master a-saying, Come up higher. But it won't be money that buys the higher places at that feast.' " " The fellow is away ahead of us ! " said Mr. Norton, turning away. "I declare, I haven't heard a sermon in years, and our pastor preaches pretty plain too, that makes the duty of Christians in regard to giving half as 1 82 TRANSFORMED. plain as that man's example. And his ideas, homely as they are in the expression, are born out of something that I fear the most of us have not come into the possession of. I am going home to calculate my income, and see what 7 ought to give back to the Lord ! " The matter was settled quite to the satisfac- tion of Mr. Graves ; that gentleman quieting any scruples he may have had against renting a fifteen-dollar seat for thirty, by the reflection that " the man would never pay more than the fifteen dollars anyway : the rest would be in talk ! And that seat is much more suitable for the family : the idea that brother Norton thought they ought to have the pew next to Colonel Strong ! " Presently, at a seasonable moment, Mr. Man- ning drove up, and, shaking hands cordially, said, " Brother Barnard, I am going out your way, and I think I will call on your family. I have another parishioner beyond your house." "Another parishioner !" Those words im- TRA NS FORM ED 1 8 3 pressed Thomas Barnard. Another! then he must be considered as one. A parishioner? Of course : he was now a pew-holder in Wal- tham Church! 1 84 TRANSFORMED. CHAPTER XIV "God . . . giveth grace unto the humble." MR. MANNING made no haste, but drove leis- urely along the country roads, seeking to draw out and get acquainted with his companion. The day was bright and cool. There was no hint in all the woodland of the coming glory of autumn. The hay and grain harvests had long been gathered, and the stubble overgrown with the aftermath which had almost the fresh- ness of spring-time ; but there was a haze in the atmosphere, there were sounds in the air that belong only to the last days of summer and the first of autumn, the rustle in the corn-fields, the chirping of crickets, the drop- ping of ripening fruits, and the flutter of wings as some southward-bound flock of birds sweep over orchard and meadow. Mr. Manning en- TRANSFORMED. 185 joyed the brightness and the peculiar beauty of this September day ; but as he listened to the story of the man beside him, his soul was thrilled as he became the possessor of the secret of the transforming work which was going on in the life of the man and in his family. That night he said to his wife as he told the story of the day, "When Marian Kingsley first lifted her voice in our prayer-meeting, I felt that she had come among us to be a blessing, and I asked God to make her such. I realized that we needed the infusion of just such a warm, ear- nest spirit among us. But afterwards I felt that she had been chilled, and that the little spark of fire which she had brought had gone out in the blast of neglect ; and I blamed my- self that I did not do something to fan it into a blaze. And then I hoped and prayed that somewhere she would apply the torch which would set us all on fire. But she went away suddenly ; and then I mourned that she had gone, and wished that I had seen more of her, and thought that I had lost an opportunity 1 86 TRANSFORMED. of securing help. But to-day, after all these months, I have discovered in a remote corner of my parish the fire she kindled, burning brightly ! Yes, and likely to spread into the church. I tell you, Carrie, I felt humbled, but so thankful ! Why, that woman in that poor home is sitting at the feet of Jesus, learning of him. There are women who have been mem- bers of this church for years, who have not gone beyond the alphabet of Christian living ; while she has gained a knowledge of the duties and privileges of a Christian that is wonderful. She seems to have taken into her heart the essence of Christianity. The fact is, she has drank from the fountain-head only ; she has been living upon the Bible. She tells me she has been a great novel-reader, but that she has thrown aside every thing but the Bible, and has been seeking wisdom of God." Mr. Manning was somewhat surprised when he reached the little house in the clearing that afternoon. He remembered it, as he had seen it in driving past, some months previous. He had noted the miserable hovel, and wondered a TRA NS FORM ED. 1 87 little as to who occupied it, but had not been sufficiently interested to make any inquiries. It had not occurred to him, or at least not more than as a passing thought, that he had any thing to do with the people who lived there. But to-day, as he saw the work which had been done through the instrumentality of another, he sighed as he thought, " Here was an opportunity lost. God could and did reach these people without me, but I have missed the reward : I was unfaithful to what was within my charge, and passed it by." And yet, do you know, I think Mr. Manning blamed himself too severely. Perhaps the time had not come to help the family then. It was only when sickness and trouble came to them, that they were in a position to be reached ; and had he tried before that, he might have failed. It was only when Marian Kings- ley had won their hearts by her care of the sick mother, and her help in other ways, that she was able to lead them up to a higher plane. One would scarcely have known the little house for the same that Marian Kingsley's eyes 1 88 , TRANSFORMED. had first looked upon. Nan's bright scarlet beans, intermingled with other running plants which Mrs. Dexter's package contained, covered the windows, and hung in graceful festoons over the doorway. Every thing around the house was tidy, and had a cleared-up air. In- stead of the scattered logs and pile of uncut branches lying just as dragged from the swamp- lot, there was a trim pile of wood all ready for the stove, and sheltered from the rain by a few slabs which Reg had brought from the mill and laid with a slope sufficient to carry off the water. The little strawberry-patch on the sandy knoll was free from weeds, as was the garden with its ripening vegetables. A few golden pumpkins gleamed through the vines ; some mammoth cabbages, and a few brilliant red tomatoes, told of success in the experiment of gardening. Mr. Manning said to Reg, " Seems to me you have a knack at raising tomatoes : I haven't seen any so fine this sea- son ; " which bit of praise won Reg's heart, and set him to watching for an opportunity to consult his mother. TRA NSFORMED. 1 89 Though the inside accommodations were poor and scanty, all was neat and in order. Marian Kingsley's most careful clearing-up would have brought to light no long-lost spoons or knives, or missing articles of clothing. The chair which Mrs. Barnard set out for her vis- itor was well scoured, though slightly rickety. The stove was black, and shone with its fresh coat of blacking ; though the lids were cracked, and the broken door propped up with a brick. There were wonderful improvements in the domestic management of that household, though the visitor did not know it. The shiny tin tea- pot which stood upon the shelf had taken the place of the whiskey-jug. The bright tea- kettle which steamed upon the stove was an innovation. Wholesome Graham-flour, with an occasional treat of white flour, had taken the place of middlings ; and loaves of bread had superseded the sticky griddle-cake. With the daily exercise of her new-born energy, Mrs. Barnard was fast becoming a notable housekeeper. She longed to ask her pastor to stay to tea, but would not risk a IQO TRANSFORMED. refusal ; besides, she felt that she had nothing suitable to set before him. Yet she need not have been ashamed of her light, tender loaf of bread, baked only on the Saturday before, or of the cup of tea which she had learned to make properly before Miss Kingsley went away. But she did not know this, and looked forward with the hope that perhaps some day she could Have the coveted honor. But I be- lieve that Mr. Manning would have accepted the invitation, had it been given, and would have drunk his tea from a chipped cup, and eaten his bread and butter from off a cracked plate such as his wife would have consigned to the pile of baking-plates or perhaps to the waste-heap. The call was in all respects a happy one ; nothing occurred to mar the pleasure of the interview ; and the pastor marvelled more and more, as he talked with different members of the family, at the progress that had been made in the divine life. He realized as never before, what a few months of feeding upon the word of God will do for the growth of a soul. And TRANSFORMED. 191 it became evident, in the course of the conver- sation, that to study the Bible, and follow out its teachings, had become the leading thought in the minds of this couple. Thomas said, " You see, parson, I never set up to be much of a scholar : I can read some, but I don't seem to sense what I reads myself. I can write a bit too. Say, Nan, run and bring the Book. I want to ask the parson if I did that writing all straight, the names, you know, Molly, in the middle pages there. Oh, you- needn't mind if the minister does find out how old ye be ! We ain't either on us as young as we was. But then, I reckon as fur as real living goes, we are about as young as anybody in this neighbor- hood : why; parson, 'tain't a year yet since we was born over again ! Oh, I'm glad you didn't know us afore that ! " Meantime, while he talked, he turned over the leaves ; and, finding the record which he had filled out with such patient labor, he held it up for examination. "There! You can see I ain't much of a scribe, now, but I did the best I could." 192 TRANSFORMED. Mr. Manning took the Bible, saying, " I want to remember all your names : per- haps this will help." And he read over the names, evidently giving his host great satisfaction in being able to do so without trouble. As he came to the end, he looked around puzzled, and said, " Why, you have left out one ; which is it ? Why, it must be this little fellow." "Yes," replied the host, "that's the only quarrel my wife and I have had since we began to read the Book. We had a dispute about the boy's name : she wanted it one thing, and I wanted it another. No, that ain't it neither: I wanted it one thing, and she didn't want it that, and so I left it. But I've concluded that I've got to give up. I never meant to there! Not that I cared about the name, but I didn't mean to yield to nobody. I've had a good deal of a fight about that very thing, all alone with myself, with Satan backing the other side, out there in the woods, and sometimes in the night when Molly was asleep." " Why, Thomas ! I never knowed you cared TRANSFORMED. 193 so about that name. I'll never call him Huey again." "Then you won't call him by his name, kase that is what his name is going to be." " Do you mean that this little fellow has been all this time without a name ? " asked Mr. Man- ning. Thereupon Thomas explained how the child's name had been a bone of contention, and how the boy himself had sided against the father ; and went over again the story of his own struggle with himself, and of his final de- termination to yield. "And now, parson," he concluded, "I just want you to put the little chap's name down there, just as the mother and the rest on 'em wants it ; and then he will have a name." After some more discussion over a middle name, Mr. Manning wrote below the unskilled hand which had filled the other blanks, " Hugh Kingsley Barnard." Taking the Bible from the hand of his pas- tor, Mr. Barnard looked at the name, and said with feeling, " I'm glad it is written ! It stands for a vie- 1 94 TRA NSFORMED. tory over old Satan. He just fought hard on the side of my self-will and pride ! He told me over and over not to give up, that I had the best right to name the boy, and he argued that the little fellow was named already, and that he couldn't have his name changed only by an Act of Legislates But, land ! I knew it wasn't so. The child couldn't be named without the con- sent of his mother, and my putting 'Je' onter the name his mother called him by didn't make that his name. But now it's writ down here, I guess that the old enemy himself can't rub that out ! Well, I was a-saying, that I can't read much, not having great book-larning ; and there's one thing, if book-larning will make a fellow write like that 'ar, I'll see to it that my youngsters gets an eddication. But I was a-telling on ye, that seeing I ain't much of a reader, Molly here reads to us all. She is a master-hand at reading, and she makes us un- derstand every word." "But do you not find things in the Bible which are difficult to understand ? " asked Mr. Manning. TRANSFORMED. 195 "Well, sometimes ; though I think it is pretty plain mostly. But the other morning she read about the man who was found at the feast with- out a wedding-garment on, and was cast out. Now, it seemed to me that it might not be fair always to cast out a fellow who was not dressed quite up to style. Maybe he was poor, and wore the best he had." " But the master of the feast along with the invitations sent the proper garment to be worn upon the occasion, sent to all the guests. But this man refused to put it on." "I see!" exclaimed Mrs Barnard. "Don't you understand, Thomas ? It is Christ's right- eousness that he means, and we are the guests. And I suppose there's some that's too proud to take favors, and want to come to the feast in their own fine clothes, which turn out after all to be only rags ; and some maybe put off chan- ging until it was too late ; and maybe, Thomas, there'd be some like you and me, that never heard of the invitation, or had forgotten all about it. That's the way it would have been if that blessed young lady hadn't come here and told us." 196 TRANSFORMED. "But," said Thomas, "suppose a man was too proud to wear the garment which was given him along with the invitation, and should make one pretty near like it, just as near as he could, and put that on : d'ye suppose he could slip in ? " " He might slip in among the other guests undetected ; but when the Master of the feast came, he would know, and under his look the false garment would turn, as your wife has said, into filthy rags. We may deceive our fellow- men, but we cannot deceive Christ." " That is what I told neighbor Filkins," said Thomas. "We had a talk the other day. It wasn't about wedding-garments, for my wife hadn't come to that yet ; but he said as how he thought he lived as well as folks that called themselves Christians, and he believed his pass, as he called it, would take him into heaven as quick as anybody's. Now that you've explained about this wedding-garment, it seems to me that Filkins is trying to slip in in a fine dress of his own making; and the real will have the Master's name writ on it. I kinder allowed all along, that there was some sort of a meaning TRANSFORMED. 197 to that passage, like there is to a riddle ; but we couldn't study it out. But when my boys gets a little more larnin', they will help us out with the puzzles." Presently Mr. Manning proposed that they should all kneel, and ask God's blessing. " Sartin, sartin ! " said the host heartily. " Right there where you are setting, Miss Kingsley knelt down and prayed the first prayer I had heard in years ; and right there I prayed my first prayer, and promised on my knees to serve the Lord. My woman had done that afore ; but that was when I put Satan out, and took the Lord in." As the pastor drove homeward after making a call upon his other friends in that direction, meditating within himself, he said aloud, "The grace of God ! The grace of God ! How won- derful is its transforming power ! " Reg had managed a whispered consultation with his mother ; and as their visitor was ready to go, he appeared with a dozen of his finest tomatoes as a gift for the minister. Even if Mr. Manning had bushels at home, which he 1 98 TRA NSFORMED. had not, he would have accepted the gift with pleasure. He expressed his thanks warmly, and gave Reg an idea. " I shall have to get you to raise my vege- tables forme another year: I have no success with my garden. There are a number of us village people who sigh for some one to bring us our supply fresh from a country garden. You might set up for a market-gardener." And with a cheery smile and a good-by he drove off, leaving Reg richer in many ways, richer in friends, and richer in ideas. Now, how to please the one, and how to work out the other, became his study. Reg had reached his thirteenth birthday : he felt himself quite a man, and was as full of am- bitions as a boy could well be. It was not yet a year since he had awakened to the knowledge of the fact that he had ambitions. He had been satisfied with the sort of life he had been living, until that night when the family sat down to a well-spread tea-table ! Then and there a feeling sprang up in his heart, that things ought to be different ; and a resolve TRANSFORMED, 199 that they should be different was written down along with the other feeling. There was born in that hour an ambition to live like other people, though the boy did not know it. He had never heard of such a thing as an ambition. Perhaps because in all these twelve years he had never heard or thought of any thing better, the new ideas had taken hold with a firmer grasp : it would not have been easy for Reg to go back entirely satisfied with the old ways. Never from that evening was he content to eat a simple luncheon without a plate, knife and fork, and tablecloth : a little later a napkin be- came quite indispensable. He had never been wanting in energy, and his active mind had new fields of exercise. Heretofore his surplus ener- gies had been used exclusively in the carrying- out of mischievous schemes ; but now every thing must bend to the accomplishment of his purpose, to live like other folks ! 200 TRANSFORMED. CHAPTER XV. " For the place ... is holy." THOMAS BARNARD and his wife did not hear the notice of the weekly prayer-meeting given out from the pulpit, sabbath after sabbath, without becoming interested in it, and feeling that perhaps they ought to attend it. And yet a walk of two miles in the evening, after a day of hard work, seemed quite an undertaking. They consulted their pastor as to their duty. "Molly ain't strong," said Thomas, "and then there's the children : we don't like to leave them alone in the evening, though Reg is getting to be a great boy. But if we oughter go, we'll try to make it out." " It does seem a long walk," said Mr. Man- ning ; "and I am sorry to say that some of our good people who have horses think that two TRANSFORMED. 2OI miles is too far to come to prayer-meeting. I don't think you could come always ; but if you would remember the meeting at home, and come as often as you feel able, it will do great good. You have never been at all ? " " Never went to a prayer-meeting in my life, as I remember," said Thomas. " Well, try to come the next moonlight even- ing. It will do you good." The words had no sooner passed his lips, than Mr. Manning asked himself, "Will it do him good ? Are our prayer-meetings such as will help him ? Will they give him an upward impetus ? Will he get higher views of Chris- tian living, and be filled with a desire to emu- late our religious zeal?" And as the thought returned to him at intervals, the good man was troubled. Once it was suggested to his mind, that Thomas Barnard might help the prayer- meeting if the prayer-meeting did not help Thomas Barnard ; and then he wondered what some of his people would say to the sugges- tion. That prayer-meeting had troubled Mr. Man- 202 TRANSFORMED. ning for years. It was stiff and formal : the same people came year after year, and said the same things, and prayed the same prayers. Mr. Manning did not believe in too many new things, or in making innovations except rarely ; but he did believe in life. He wanted a live prayer-meeting and a live church, and he felt that he had neither. He had no cause to com- plain of his people personally : they were de- voted to him, they came to hear him preach, they paid his salary, they kept the church in good repair ; they were a well-dressed, decorous congregation on Sundays. But they did not come to the prayer-meeting, at least, only a few. The spiritual strength of the church seemed dormant ; and the pastor mourned over the facts, but failed apparently to reach their needs. What should stir them ? Thursday evening came around again. It was a pleasant evening, and the young people were taking advantage of the moonlight, stroll- ing up and down the pleasant walks of the vil- lage. Just before the last bell rang, Thomas Barnard and his wife stopped at Mr. Preston's TRANSFORMED. 203 door : at least, Mollie went in, while he waited outside. "We thought maybe you'd let us go down to the church with you to-night : we felt queer about going in alone." " To the church ? " said Mrs. Preston, bewil- dered. "Yes, to the praying-meeting. Thomas and I have never been yet, and he don't mind ; but I wanted to go with somebody the first time. I thought I wouldn't know where to sit if I went alone." I do not think Mrs. Preston was ever more embarrassed in all her life. If she had been less so, she would not have said what she did, though it was the truth. She said afterwards, " I needn't have told her that. I might better have said, what was also true, that I was too tired to walk down to the church." But what she said was, that she never went to prayer- meeting. And Mrs. Barnard's astonishment was so evident that it did not need her "Why, I supposed all the church-members down here at the village went ! " to convince Mrs. Pres- 204 TRANSFORMED. ton. Then, as if she might have divined the reason, Mrs. Barnard added, " But perhaps women don't go. I never thought of that ! " But Mrs. Preston could not hide behind that excuse, and assured her caller that women did go to the prayer-meeting though she did not go herself. Then Mrs. Barnard rejoined her hus- band, and they made their way to the church as best they could. As for Mrs. Preston, she was more disturbed by the incident than she cared to own. She was a bit angry. What business had that Bar- ney woman coming to remind her of her duty ? an ignorant creature just out of the depths! What if she didn't go to the prayer-meeting ? Plenty of people did not go. The prayer-meet- ing was a dull place ; anyway, that one was. She remembered then another prayer-meeting, away back in her girlhood : the memory took her back to the hour when she first opened her heart to receive the loving Saviour. Again she heard her father's voice lifted in praise and thanksgiving (her father's prayers were always begun and ended with thanksgiving) ; she heard TRANSFORMED. 205 again her pastor's voice, with its burden of lov- ing entreaty, of gentle admonition, of strong counsel, and of inspiration to the young souls under his charge. And there were women in that prayer-meeting, aged saints, and young energetic women, ready to bear their part in the service of song and in giving words of testimony to the loving-kindness of God, or in seeking the presence of the Spirit by words of prayer. Oh, that was not a dull prayer- meeting ! She had taken part in it herself, more than once. But it was different here in Waltham ; at least, it used to be : she was forced to confess that she didn't know much about it, it was so long since she had been to the meeting. But what made it different ? Could she make it any better if she went? She knew that if she wanted to go, her husband would go with her, and he would perhaps say something to add to the interest. And anyway she sup- posed she ought to go from a sense of duty, even if it was dull. But then her awakening conscience told her that the place where Christ 206 TRANSFORMED. himself was present could not be dull ; and she knew that if she went with her heart filled with his love, he would surely meet her there, and bless her with an increase of Christian grace. " Have I been growing in grace since I gave up the prayer-meeting?" she asked herself, and was forced to confess that she had grown away from Christ. Was it not true that the flame upon the family altar had burned low, that a chill of vvorldliness had crept over them, and that both she and her husband were drift- ing along with the world, carried by its current hither and thither, almost unheeding the claims of religion ? What had she done for Christ of late? She sent her children to Sunday school, conscientiously teaching them their les- son ; and she had taught little Nan a prayer : and that was all she could say for herself. She had given money, it is true ; but more from habit, and because it was proper, than from any interest in the causes to which she contributed. And did she hallow her sabbaths, study her Bible, love her neighbor as herself and God supremely ? TRANSFORMED. 207 What a train of thought her caller had started ! She could not get away from the subject. To think that she had been brought to confusion by that woman ! But was the woman to blame ? Was it not reasonable for her to be surprised to find that all church- members did not go to the prayer-meeting? Whom was the prayer-meeting for anyway ? If it was for those who needed it, then it surely must be for Mrs. Preston. She began to think that she needed it. She was very sober all the evening, so much so that her husband noticed it, and asked, "What is the matter, Ella?" and then she told him all about it, and they talked it over together. His heart was touched, and he said, " She was right, Ella, and we ought to go. Let's start out once more, and go regularly. Mr. Manning has spoken to me about it several times, but I have always had an excuse : now, if you say so, we will try it next week." Meantime the Barnards sat in wonder through that evening service. The opening hymn had thrilled their hearts. 208 TRANSFORMED. Grace Norton's sweet voice had made the words, " Sweet hour of prayer," to carry a deep meaning to these hearts to whom the hour and the hymn were new. But there were some things which Lou Strong was wont to say "took the sweetness all out:" there were long prayers, and long rambling remarks, and there were long pauses. Mr. Manning had grown accustomed to those pauses, but they were as painful to him as they had been years before when he used to try to have them filled. He had grown discouraged ; and nowadays he only said now and then, " Has any one a word for us ? " or, " Shall we have another season of prayer ? " This evening he was particularly annoyed, for there were the Barnards for the first time : how he longed for some one to say something that would help them ! It seemed to him that the pauses were longer and more frequent than usual, and that Mr. Martin was more fault-finding than ever before, and that Mr. Graves was more weary of this vale of tears, and Mr. Sloane more mournful because of his own shortcomings. It seemed to Mr. TRANSFORMED. 209 Manning that there had not been one bright or helpful thing said all through ; and even when he said, by way of bringing out something to the point, " Now, brethren, let us speak for a few moments of our encouragements. Tell of some of our victories over sin, or recount our causes for thanksgiving," Mr. Mansfield took occasion to deplore his own proneness to yield to the power of Satan, and another brother spoke as wide of the mark as was possible. Then suddenly, to the astonishment of all, the long, lank figure of Thomas Barnard rose slowly to an erect position. He said, "You all know that it is only a little while since we began to serve the Lord out to our house. And those who knew us then can see that the Lord has been paying us pretty well. The minister asked us to tell of some things we were thankful for. I am thankful for the religion of the Lord Jesus Christ. It has lifted me and my family right up out of the mire ; we feel the solid earth under our feet. We know that we are led all the way along, and when we meet the enemy we don't have to fight our bat- 2 1 TRA NS FORM ED. ties alone : there's One that fights for us, and gives us the victory. My wife and I hain't got book-learning, but we mean to know the Bible all through ; and we find something new every day. Since the parson was out to our house one day, and explained about the wedding- garment, how it was furnished by the One who gives the feast, I've thought that these wedding-garments given to us when we ac- cepted the invitation were all alike. And then I read about that one whom the master of the feast told to go up higher, and I thought may- be he had more ornaments on his robe. And I thought that I'd like to get some ornaments on my robe ; and so I am going to try to add to my faith, virtue and all the rest that are mentioned in that verse. And I think any- body that gets all those will have something better than the adornment of jewels." Something was the matter with Mr. Man- ning, and there were others who were touched by this testimony of one so lately an outcast. But presently a woman's voice was lifted in prayer : it was a strange sound in that room, TRANSFORMED. 2 1 1 but I think many hearts were carried heaven- ward in that hour. It was Mollie's voice, ten- der, earnest, and pleading. The words were simple as a child's words would be ; and more than one wondered within themselves, " Who taught that woman to pray ? " " Where did she learn to use such pure language?" Ah! she had been under the great Teacher ; she had been studying the pure word of God ; she had copied its style, and, too, she had there learned what things she had need of ; and she came direct to the source of supply, and asked for what she wanted, without formality. The burden of her prayer was for forgiveness for the past, and for strength for each day's living. There was a spirit of consecration and humble trust which touched the heart of the pastor ; and he said afterwards, as he talked it over with his wife, " That woman may be ignorant, but she has a most beautiful and childlike faith. Would that we had more of it ! " But a stranger thing was to happen in that meeting. While Mrs. Barnard was praying, Grace Norton sat in a tremble of anxiety. It 212 TRANSFORMED. was a foolish anxiety for Mollie. Mollie did not need her sympathy, for she was not con- scious of doing any thing out of the way ; but Grace was saying to herself, " Now, if no other woman takes a part in this meeting, Mrs. Bar- nard will notice it, and feel annoyed about it afterwards. Oh, how I wish some one would follow her ! No one ever does : I never heard a woman speak or pray in our prayer-meeting, excepting old Mrs. Perkins. But I wonder what the deacons and elders would say if I should speak ! I am half a mind to : I am so sorry for Mrs. Barnard ! " I think that Mrs. Barnard would have smiled, had she known of Grace Norton's thoughts ; but she was never to know them, nor was she ever to know that she had revolutionized that prayer-meeting. The regular weekly meeting of Waltham church was never to be just the same after that evening. Grace Norton's thoughts went on : " Why shouldn't I say a word ? I always did when we lived in Peckham. I don't suppose any one would object, but the fact that it has not been the custom makes TRANSFORMED. 21 3 it seem queer. What if Jesus wants me to ? " Presently when Mr. Manning said for the last time, " Has any one else a word for the Master before we close ? " Grace said suddenly, " Yes, I have ! I have lived in Waltham two years, and attended this meeting week after week, and I have never once spoken a word for my Master. I gave myself to him four years ago, and I have ever found his service a joy." '"Whosoever shall confess me before men, him will I confess also before my Father which is in heaven.' " It was the pastor's voice that repeated these words, as soon as Grace's voice died away. Then Mrs. Colonel Strong, having something of the feeling for Grace which Grace had for Mollie Barnard, repeated softly, '"In thy presence there is fulness of joy; at thy right hand there are pleasures for ever- more.' " "Seems to me, you and Grace took a new 2 1 4 TRA NSFORMED. departure to-night," said Lou Strong as she and her mother walked home together. " I think Mrs. Barnard was the one who led off," replied Mrs. Strong. " I know Mr. Man- ning has always wanted us all to feel free to join in the exercises of the Thursday-evening meeting ; but some way we have fallen out of the habit of it, or we were never in the habit, I don't know which. But to-night when Mrs. Barnard, not knowing the ways of the people, broke the ice, I thought it a good time to take, as you say, a new departure." To the credit of the brethren, let me record that they stopped after the meeting to shake hands with Mr. Barnard and his wife. One brother said, " I am glad, brother Barnard, that you found strength to take up your cross to-night." Mr. Barnard looked bewildered. "I don't think I know what you mean. You know I haven't learned all the ways of Christians yet : I'm only a beginner." " Why, I mean, I am glad you felt that you I could take part in our meeting ; to some, that seems a great cross." TRANSFORMED. 215 "Oh! I didn't understand at first. Well, now, I dunno : I can't quite understand that. I was down here once to a political meeting, and I noticed that it wa'n't no cross for folks to say what they wanted to. Everybody there seemed to want to talk, and show what they thought was the best way to push the interests of the party. Some of you couldn't say enough about your candidate, telling how much he had done for the country. Now, it strikes me that religion ought to go ahead of politics." " Well, that is hardly a parallel case," said the brother. " Parallel ? Because a thing is in an upper tier, ain't no reason why it can't be parallel," said Barnard. " I didn't count on getting a chance to speak in this meeting, because I thought you'd all have so much to say, that there would be no time for me ; but my wife and I we thought it would be worth a good deal to hear the experience of men who had been serving the Master for years. I hope we didn't either of us take time that somebody else wanted." 2 1 6 TRANSFORMED. " Oh, no, brother Barnard ! we were glad to hear from you," said the pastor. Then Thomas followed his wife out, and as they went home they talked of the meeting. " It was a good place to be in," said Mollie. "Yes, though it wa'n't just as I thought it would be. I expected to see a room-full, and thought everybody would have something to say. I don't see how a man who loves the Lord can keep still when the parson calls on 'em to witness for the Lord." "Well, I didn't think much about other peo- ple," said his wife. " I felt that my Lord was there, and that was enough for me ! I don't think I could have prayed if I had remembered about the people." " I agree with you that it was a good place to be in. I only mean that it seemed to me that the others some of them didn't know that the Lord was right there. If a man knew that he was right in the presence of the Lord Jesus Christ, how could he complain of the withdrawal of his favor and of walking under a cloud ? Why, I thought the way was never so TRANSFORMED. 21? bright. It seemed as though everybody must feel and almost see the Lord right there in the midst." " That sweet-faced girl knew he was there," said Mollie. Meantime a little knot of people were talking of the new-comers. At last Mr. Manning said as he turned away, "Brethren, it behooves us to see to it that we remove the stumbling-blocks out of the way of these people. They are evidently expecting to find in us the same mind which was also in Christ Jesus." 2 1 8 TRANSFORMED. CHAPTER XVI. " But to do good and to communicate, forget not." " I DON'T see any call for doing it. We have never had a Christmas-tree since I've been in the school." " But that is no reason why we should not have one if we want to," said Grace Norton. "But I do not see any need of having one," persisted Cora Butler. "It will be just an awful bother, and we are all as busy as we can be with our own Christmas work. I'm sure I have enough to do. I'm making an elegant screen for Fred, just perfectly elegant! besides all the rest of my gifts. I can't see how I could give a minute to a tree for the Sunday school." " Of course we are all pretty busy, but I think we can put in a few hours' work for our TRANSFORMED. 2 1 9 church and Sunday school. You see, we have some new scholars who never have any Christ- mas at home, and it is thought that this will encourage them." " Who ? " " Well, the Barnards for one family." " Dear me ! They don't need encouragement. They come every Sunday, rain or shine. There's that little Nan, she plods along under an old umbrella. The other morning I meant to stay at home, it rained so hard, and my old suit looked shabby, and I didn't want to get my new velvet wet, so I planned to have a quiet cosey time ; but don't you think, while I was peeping through the blinds to see if that was really Fred Gray going down in the rain, I saw that little midget trudging along through the mud ! If I had not seen her, it would have been all right; but after that I just had to get ready and go down to Sunday school. You know she is in my class. No, indeed ! I don't want to encourage the Barnards : they are too much for me already." " Well, little Nan hasn't lived in vain," said 220 TRANSFORMED. Lou Strong, "if she has for once stirred our Cora from out of her self-indulgence." "The Barnards may stir us all yet," said Grace ; while Cora curled her lip slightly, and said, " I don't care to be stirred, as you say, by that sort of people." " No," retorted Lou : " Cora wants a more aristocratic breeze to waft her way, if she must be moved out of her complacency." " But to come back to the subject," said Grace. " We have the Barnards among us. and there is another family that they have brought with them from over that way ; and if they do not need any encouragement to come, they need to be taught about Christmas ; and we want to give them a nice time, and make the birthday of our Saviour an interesting time to them. The fact is, I think we are a lazy set in our church. I was over at Olympia for a week. They are just wide awake over there : they have a woman's missionary society, and a girls' band and" " Oh, yes, I know ! And Marian Kingsley TRANSFORMED. 221 wanted to run a band here, but I told her it was of no use to try. You know the old folks always run things here anyway." "Well, let me finish my story. They have a Sunday-school missionary society, and a tem- perance band, and they are all just as wide awake as they can be. And I want to tell you, Cora Butler, that the girls do as much fancy- work as you do, besides ! If we weren't half asleep, we might do something as well as they. I have been vexed a dozen times to think that we didn't let Marian Kingsley go ahead, and we follow on." "Marian Kingsley has left her mark here," said Lou Strong. " She got that little Nan Barnard out, and Nan has moved upon the hitherto unruffled waters of Cora Butler's soul ; and who knows where it will end ? " No one appeared to know where the idea of having a Christmas-tree originated Grace Nor- ton said to the girls, " We were talking about it at Mr. Preston's the other evening." Then presently it began to be remarked, " If we have a tree for our Sunday school." You all know 222 TRANSFORMED. how such things sometimes grow from an idea which lodges itself in the brain of some quiet but determined worker : a remark here, another there, and the thought gets a foot-hold in other brains, and presently, when the public pulse beats high with expectation and interest, there comes a time for action. Grace Norton was a demure little lady, but she was learning to man- age Waltham people ; and she managed them into having a Christmas-tree, and to this day they do not know it. Whatever objection arose found this ever-ready reply, "There's the little Barnards, you know : we want to give them a good time." When Grace made this remark in her father's hearing, he laughed and said, " Why don't you young people say that you want a good time yourselves, and that you will let the Barnards in fora share ? Wouldn't that be nearer the truth ? " " No : I think we did start with the idea of giving those poor children a good time, but we are likely to enjoy it ourselves too." " Why did you think of the Barnards ? " TRANSFORMED. 223 " Why ? Because they are so poor, and we thought they would not be likely to have any Christmas unless we gave it to them." "Yes," replied Mr. Norton, "they are poor; but Mr. Barnard pays more towards the minis- ter's salary than I do." " O father ! You don't mean it ! " " It is true, Grace." " But I don't understand. It ought not to be true. If it is a fact, then Don't you think it ought to be different ?" "But would you be willing to make sacrifices, for instance, to dress like the Barnards, for the sake of having your father live up to the Bible rule of giving a tenth of his income ? " " A tenth ! I don't understand," said Grace. " Why, many people nowadays think that the old Jewish law of the tithe is still binding upon the Church ; and many who do not believe it is binding have adopted it, because they think it a good rule, and about a fair proportion for people with moderate incomes. Some way our brother Barnard found out this rule, and straightway adopted it ; and that is why he {lives more than I do." 224 TRANSFORMED. " Father, I never heard of it before ; at least, I never thought about it. But if it is the right thing to do, then we must set about doing it. We wouldn't have to dress quite like the Bar- nards, either, for I know how to make pretty things out of almost nothing. And anyway, if it is right to give tenths, we must do it ! " Ah, Thomas Barnard ! Who would have thought that your influence would reach out, and touch the heart of dainty Grace Norton, and lead her to a consecration of a set portion of her income to the cause of her Master? Farther even than chat it reached : the princi- ple having found a place in her own heart and practice, she taught it to her Sunday-school class, and who shall say where the influence shall end ? I do not propose to describe that Christmas- tree, or to tell you about the exercises and the enjoyments of the evening. These matters in no wise differed from the usual order. But just an incident or two connected with the festival may show something of its effect upon one fam- ily, and upon the young people themselves. TRANSFORMED. 22$ Of course there were committee-meetings, and it was wonderful how many of these Cora But- ler managed to attend ; and, indeed, the interest which she managed to get up over the affair was a source of amused remark among the girls. Said Lou Strong, "I told you, Grace, that if you could get Fred Gray into this thing, you would make a good worker out of Cora Butler." " Well, Cora is a good worker," replied Grace. "Yes, only she wants her own way." " So do the most of ,us." " Maybe : we do not all show it quite so plainly," said Lou. Cora's love of having her own way was shown in the discussion of the sort of gifts which should be put upon the tree : " I think we ought to give the Barnard chil- dren useful things." "Of course," said Lou: "we are all going to have useful things. I am coaxing papa to give me a diamond ring : I think that will be very useful." " I mean, that as they are so very poor, and 226 TRANSFORMED, probably need clothing, it would be very foolish to give them such things as you are talking about for the others." " I do not agree with you exactly," replied Grace. " To be sure, they are dressed very plainly, but they do not seem to be in absolute need." "Well, I don't know. There's that little Nan, she wears mittens to Sunday school, and I don't believe she has a pair of gloves." " Are gloves so important ? " and Grace held up her own dainty mittens. " Now, it seems to me that those children will enjoy gifts like the other children, more than they would gifts of clothing. If the family need help of that sort, let the church be notified, and they can be helped out of the poor-fund. But we'll give them dolls and toys on the tree. There are some lovely vases at Burton's, and I want to get a pair for Mrs. Barnard." "Vases ! Why, Grace Norton, do you know what kind of a place those Barnards live in ? " " I know that their house is a poor place enough." TRANSFORMED. 22/ " Well, I don't know where they would put a pair of vases. Why, they haven't a thing to correspond ! " "Can't help it ! They need just such things to help educate them. Even if they keep them in a box under the bed, they will help. Those children will prize a picture, or a bit of china, because it is a gift ; and every time they bring it out they will have a lesson of beauty and re- finement ; and after a while they will begin to think about a better house, and things to cor- respond. And they will be working towards better things every way." " O Grace ! You are visionary ! " Grace laughed " No, indeed ! I am a prac- tical person, and as methodical as the multipli- cation-table." " Well, if you have any method by which you can make twenty-five dollars do the work of one hundred, we hope you will produce it." " Never you fear ! I'll bring out all my meth- ods as they are needed." With much talk and some hard work, and I think without any serious differences, the thing 228 TRANSFORMED. was accomplished ; and the girls met the next morning to clear up, full of congratulations for themselves and each other over their first effort. " What a good time we have had all through ! " said one and another. " I wish we had gone on when Marian Kings- ley was here, and organized a mission-band. She knew all about how to do it. But I suppose we could find out." " Will you take the Barnards for your first experiment ? " asked Cora Butler. "Seems to me the Barnards rest heavily upon your mind," said Lou Strong. " No, we won't take them : we will stop nearer home. We will try to convert you to a way of looking upon poor people as of the same flesh and blood, and having the same feelings, as we ourselves." " What do you mean now ? " asked Cora, "What dreadful thing have I been saying?" " I'll tell you how your idea of gifts for poor children worked," replied Lou. "Last night when Stella Barnard's name was called, and she had a lovely doll, Nan's face was a perfect glow : she waited expectant until her name was TRANSFORMED. 229 called, and stood up to receive a pair of stock- ings ! She looked ready to cry : I thought she was going to throw them across the church." " But she had a doll too," interrupted Cora. " Yes : wait until I get through, please. I am telling you this, so as to convince you that your plan would not have worked well. Nan had the stockings up ready to throw, when Stella the little darling! whispered, 'Don't, Nan ! you may have part of my dolly.' Then she brightened, and admired and handled ten- derly Stella's doll. But when her turn came again, and she found she really had one of her own, I truly thought the child would have to be carried home on a stretcher, she looked so white." " O Lou ! how dreadfully you do exagge- rate ! " said Grace. " Well, I want to prove to Cora that the Barnarcls don't need a missionary half as much as some of us do," replied Lou, laughing. Mrs. Colonel Strong was there, not to help, but she had come in to look after certain arti- cles which she had loaned the girls, and which 230 TRANSFORMED. she was sure Lou would forget. She had lin- gered a little, watching the girls, and waiting for the carriage ; and now she said, " The oldest Barnard boy is in my class, you remember ; and he tells me there are quite a number of children and young people around them and farther on across the swamp, who never go to church or Sunday school because they say it is too far to come here. I was thinking it might be a good plan to start a mission-school out there. There must be a schoolhouse where you could hold the service. I did more than think, for I asked the colonel about it ; and he said that Patrick could drive out every Sunday afternoon, and take three or four teachers. Then, to make sure of Patrick, I spoke to him ; and he said he had a brother out there, and he had been wanting to get the gospel to his family for a long time. Now, if you young people want to take up the work out there, the way is prepared so far. "It seems," continued Mrs. Strong, "that there is quite a settlement in the vicinity of the sawmill, made up of the lumbermen's families TRANSFORMED 23! and the wood-choppers. It is about a mile be- yond Barnard's. The overseer at the mill you know the colonel has an interest in the property has a large family ; and though they live respectably, they never go to church at all. They could come here ; for they have the use of a span of horses, and I presume go off driving every Sunday. There's a work out there that ought to have been taken up long ago." Was that ice of aristocratic reserve in which Waltham church seemed to have been incased, about to be broken ? 232 TRANSFORMED. CHAPTER XVII. "What profit?" CORA BUTLER had a friend from the city spending a few days with her. It was Sunday afternoon ; and Cora, who had donned a wrap- per and slippers and taken to the couch imme- diately after dinner, was saying, " I am so tired ! That class will be the death of me. I don't know why I was so foolish as to undertake it. I never should have done it if Mr. Manning and Mr. Williams had not urged me. They made it appear that it was my duty. I don't believe that it is a person's duty to do a thing for which no talent has been given. Now, I don't know any thing about teaching." "But, Cora, I never supposed that it required much talent to teach a Sunday-school class. Why, the most of the people who teach in Sun- TRANSFORMED. 233 day school, whom I know any thing about, are very commonplace sort of people." " Commonplace or not, if they know how to teach, they know more than I do. Why, some of my little girls know more than I do. Now, to-day the lesson was about Joseph, and that lit- tle Miller girl said that Cleopatra's Needle was supposed to have been standing before some old temple in Egypt when Joseph was ruler. Truly I didn't know what she was talking about. Just think of it ! Of course I didn't let the children see that I didn't know what she was talking about, but all the same I didn't. And that Barnard girl puzzles me with her questions. I imagine that the whole family make a regu- lar business of studying the lesson. I don't get time to study it. We get up so late Sun- day mornings, that there is scarcely time to get ready for church. It takes me so long to comb my hair ! I can spend an hour over the dress- ing of my hair with the utmost satisfaction. I don't know but I ought to give up that class. I would, only Fred would laugh at me : he said I would soon get tired of it, and I am tired to 234 TRANSFORMED. death of it ; but I hate to be laughed at, or to hear him say ' I told you so ! ' I guess I'll go on a while longer ; maybe I'll get along better. I thought this morning, when I was hurrying around trying to get a chance to see what the lesson was about, that I would surely study next Sunday's lesson this afternoon. But I am too tired. I must find an hour for it during the week." " Don't you have teachers' meetings ? " asked her friend. " I think they have them in our church ; though, as I am not a teacher, I never go." " Oh, yes ! and Mr. Williams makes a great fuss about them. He is forever at me to go, and I promised that if possible I would go this week ; but, as I came out of Sunday school, I met Dell Northrup, and she stopped to say that her cousin from Baltimore was spending a few days with her, and she wanted to have a few friends to meet her to-morrow evening. I promised to go, and take you. Her cousin was with her, and I was introduced : she is a very stylish girl. Of course I will have to go there : TRANSFORMED. 235 it would not be courteous to decline. And I am sorry that it is the night for the teachers' meeting. The idea of teachers' meetings is some- thing new here ; at least, I never heard of them until lately. Seems as if our church was run- ning a great many new things nowadays. It makes one feel stirred up, and there is scarcely an evening left for any thing outside of the church. I don't know what has come over the people." The " few friends " who were invited to meet the Baltimore cousin included Fred Gray, who greeted Miss Butler with a bit of good-natured sarcasm. " I am surprised to meet you here, Miss Cora : I supposed you would be at your teach- ers' meeting." " Because you do not do your duty at all, you need not criticise me for half doing mine," she retorted. " There's a great deal more reason why you should be a Sunday-school teacher than why I should." " I don't know about that." " I do. There's only one reason why you should not be one, anyway." 236 TRANSFORMED. "And what is that?" "You think too much of Fred Gray's com- fort." "I see," he replied, laughing, though he felt the thrust ; " and you are ready to sacrifice self upon the Sunday-school altar. It looks like it!" At breakfast the next morning, Mrs. Butler inquired if they had a pleasant time ; to which Cora responded, " Oh, lovely ! Miss Blakeslee is charming. And, mamma, do you think I can have just a very few here to-morrow evening ? " "I see no objection; that is, if you do not wish a very elaborate entertainment." "Nothing more than we can order from Hummel's. We won't ask many ; and we'll have dancing, and turn the little sewing-room into a whist-parlor for the evening. There are a few who always prefer a game to dancing." " Very well," replied Mrs. Butler. " It seems to me, Cora," remarked her guest, " that you dance more here in Waltham than you used to. I don't remember that we had TRANSFORMED. 237 dancing anywhere that I went, the last time I visited you." "Well, I think we do dance more, though there are very few houses where it is intro- duced even now." " I noticed that your friend Mr. Gray did not dance last evening." " No : he says he has given up dancing. I can't always tell just what he means. He says he is getting old, and that dancing is unbecom- ing in a staid business-man ; and he goes on with a lot of nonsense about his dignity, and all that. But I believe that Marian Kingsley made a convert of him last winter." In the course of the morning, Cora went out to give some invitations ; and in giving an ac- count of her calls and adventures she said, " And don't you think, I met Mr. Williams ! He said he expected to see me at the teachers' meeting last evening. I told him how it was, but some people are so stupid ! I really think the man could not see that I had to go to Dell's. He said that if one made it a point to go to the meeting, and set Monday evening apart, it 238 TRANSFORMED. could be considered as an engagement, and would be accepted as an excuse as much as a party-engagement. Did any one ever hear such stuff ! Of course it would be an easy way to learn something about the lesson, if one could only find the time to go ; but there is always something coming up to prevent me from going. I mean to try to get away next week, just to see what the meeting that they make such an ado about is like. But I am sure I don't know how I am to get the lesson this week : we have engagements up to Saturday." " This evening," suggested Mrs. Butler. " Oh ! didn't I tell you ? Fred invited us to the concert over at Brighton. And, mamma, I asked him to go early, so that I could run in to Hummel's and give our order." " That is very fortunate," replied Mrs. Butler. "There seems to be considerable going on this week. It is fortunate, Alice, that your visit happened just now, for we are apt to be rather dull here in Waltham. Is Mrs. Jewell's party Thursday evening?" " Yes ; and it will be a great bother, for of TRANSFORMED. 239 course we shall have to go to prayer-meeting first. I wish things didn't mix so ! I hate to dress for a party, and then go to church in a great wrap to cover the party-dress. One gets so mussed, and I like to go to parties fresh from the toilet-room." "But why do you have to go to prayer-meet- ing this week ? " asked her friend. " If, as you say, this is an unusual time, I suppose it does not often happen that the two come together." "Well, I have always been in the habit of going to the Thursday-evening meeting, and I should not feel quite easy in my conscience if I did not go. And Mr. Manning would look at me, the next time I saw him, if he knew and he would know that I went to Mrs. Jewell's and not to the meeting. Of course in a city it would be different, but in a little place like this everybody knows what everybody else is doing every hour in the week." As Cora said, the week was full of engage- ments ; and it is no wonder that when Cora Butler awakened the next sabbath morning, her first words were, - 240 TRANSFORMED. " Dear me ! I am too tired to get up this morning. If it were not for that Sunday-school class, I would lie in bed. I have not looked at the lesson. I thought I was going to have time last evening, but I knew it would never do not to accept Minnie's invitation after going to the other places." "But wasn't it a queer night for a party?" queried her friend. "Well, you see, Miss Blakeslee is going home to-morrow morning ; and Minnie said, when she gave the invitation, that she knew it was a bad night, but we had been so full of engagements all the week that she couldn't get in a visit from Miss Blakeslee ; and as her father and Judge Blakeslee were old friends, she felt that she ought to pay her some atten- tion ; and she said we would break up early. But, dear me ! The clock struck twelve before I dreamed it could be near that time. And what a time we had getting away ! " " Yes, there were so many last words, and so many delays in the dressing-room. I peeped at my watch just as we were, starting, and it was one o'clock." TRANSFORMED. 241 " Yes," responded Cora; "and wasn't it dread- ful to hear the clock chime out twelve, right in the midst of the dancing! Oh, dear! I must get up. I wonder what that lesson is about, anyway. There's that book Miss Blakeslee lent me : I haven't quite finished it. I must run over the last chapter, and see how it ends ; for I promised to leave it on the way to church this morning. I read all the afternoon yester- day while you were out with mamma, but I did not quite finish it. One of my Sunday-school scholars was here, and said her sister was sick and wanted to see me. The idea ! What would / say to a sick child ? I didn't know but it might be some infectious disease ; and I couldn't have gone anyway, for I had promised to return that book this morning. I told the boy to go to Mr. Manning: it is his business to visit the sick. Pity sakes ! there goes the sec- ond bell, and I am not half dressed. I shall not get a minute to look at that lesson. If Mr. Williams wouldn't make such a commotion about it, I would teach them the Command- ments or something that I do know about ; but 242 TRANSFORMED. he thinks the International Lesson whatever that may mean must be taught anyway, whether it is adapted to children or not. I wonder if that child is very sick. I suppose I ought to have gone : do you think I ought ?" "I am sure I cannot judge: you certainly would not want to run any risk of taking a fever, or any thing like that." " I know that's it," said Cora, catching at the excuse. " I wonder why the child sent for me. I am sure I haven't been such a faithful teacher that any of my scholars should suppose I could help them." " But if she sent for you, she must have wanted you. Perhaps your teaching is better than you think." " No, it isn't ! You know Cora Butler well enough to know that she always thinks as well as possible of herself. She is not particularly humble or modest. But where is my Quarterly ? I must take a look at the title of the lesson, if no more." Now, do you wonder that about this time Mr. Williams said to his wife in a wearied tone, TRANSFORMED. 243 " I am quite discouraged about Miss Butler's class, or perhaps I should say about Miss But- ler. She disappoints me. Her class keeps up as to numbers; and I think that, with all her faults, there is material in her fora good teacher if one could only get a chance to work it up, and if her heart were in the work. She fasci- nates the children, but I doubt if she teaches them any thing to speak of. She says she can't get time to study the lesson, and that she has half a mind to give up the class. I almost wish she were entirely of that mind. And yet I cannot get rid of the impression that she ought to stay. The truth is, she is more inter- ested in affairs of society than in any thing connected with the church. It has thus far been impossible to get her out to the teachers' meeting. She says she has so many engage- ments ; and when I suggest that she should make the meeting one of her engagements, she looks at me with an astonished air, and says, ' Impossible ! ' If only some influence could be brought to bear upon her that would draw her out of herself, and get her to think of some- 244 TRANSFORMED. body besides Cora Butler, she might yet make a good teacher ; but at present there is no heart in her work, and evidently very little prayerful preparation, or, indeed, preparation of any sort Oh for consecrated teachers ! " TRANSFORMED. 24$ CHAPTER XVIII. "What is thy petition? and it shall be granted thee." MRS. COLONEL STRONG'S suggestion was not forgotten. The young people of Waltham some of them, at least had suddenly awak- ened : their newly-found energies and talents must have something to work upon, and this scheme of a mission Sunday school promised well in the line of hard work. " I can tell you," said Grace Norton, " it will not be a thing to take up when we feel like it. It isn't like a Christmas-festival, that you work hard for a few weeks or days, and then it is over, and you have time to rest up ; but rain of shine, sick or well, we must be at our post the year round." Cora Butler thought it would be quite too much for those who had classes in the home 246 TRANSFORMED. Sunday school, to go out there and teach another class. " But you know we will teach the same les- son in both places, and so have to make but one preparation," said Grace. " Oh ! it isn't the preparation," said Miss Butler ; " but I am tired to death with teaching one class." "Whom can we get to act as superintend- ent ? " asked Evelyn Baker ; adding the sug- gestion, " Fred Gray would make a good one." "You'll not get Fred Gray into it," said Grace. " Why, he does not come to our own Sunday school more than half the time : he says he has to work so hard through the week in the office, and often works late Saturday evenings, that he needs to rest Sundays. You know they wanted to put him in the librarian's office ; but he would not accept, because he did not want to feel obliged to go to church every Sunday." "We can ask him," said Evelyn. And they did ask him ; but it turned out as Grace had said, he was quite too busy a man to under- take any thing more. TRANSFORMED. 247 "But you drive out almost every sabbath afternoon," said saucy Lou Strong. " I should think you might as well drive out to Kitson district as anywhere, and help the girls a little in their mission work." Mr. Gray did not condescend to notice this speech. Lou Strong was not a Sunday-school teacher, being much younger than our other friends of this circle ; but she was greatly interested in this new undertaking, and only wished she was old enough to bear some of the responsibility, and share the work. Her mother was some- what of an invalid, and Lou was a sort of assistant in her Sunday-school and benevolent work : she often attended teachers' meetings and committee-meetings as her mother's proxy, and now and then taught the class as a sub- stitute. Perhaps no girl in Waltham was hav- ing better training in Sunday-school and church work than Lou Strong. Preliminaries were soon arranged. The con- sent of the proper authorities to the use of the schoolhouse was obtained ; arrangements were 248 TRANSFORMED. made about having it warmed every sabbath afternoon ; the notice was circulated, that there would be a Sunday school opened if there should be a sufficient number who would pledge themselves to attend. " Now, about that ' sufficient number,' " said Mrs. Strong. " Don't get your ideas too high : if you have five who will attend your school, let that encourage you to go on." The Kitson schoolhouse was a substantial, well-built structure, not very large. The over- seer of the mill, and lumbermen, made quite a settlement, besides several thrifty farmers who lived just a little beyond the wood-region. This wood-tract was rapidly clearing up, and being transformed into farms. The people in that vicinity seldom went to church : of many families it could be said that they never went. Through the summer the men lounged about, or went fishing or hunting, while the boys often indulged in a game of base-ball. In win- ter they lounged about still more, and drank hard cider and smoked vile tobacco in their own or their neighbor's kitchen, or sitting-room TRANSFORMED. 249 if there was one. The women spent a little extra time over the Sunday dinner, and per- haps, dressed in their holiday attire, gossiped with their neighbors, over the door-yard fence in summer, and around the fire in company with their husbands in the winter. If there was not much drunkenness among them, there certainly was not strict temper- ance ; and there was much profanity and vul- garity. On the whole, it was not a very encouraging field which these young enthusi- asts had undertaken to work. The trio who went out to this forlorn place that first sabbath were Grace Norton and Evelyn Baker, with Mrs. Preston. The move- ment was an independent one. The officers of the church had been consulted, but they did not think the field worth cultivating ; at least, so it appeared, for they offered no help and no encouragement. Mr. Williams, the superin- tendent, was interested, but he had been ill for several weeks. Mr. Manning encouraged and helped by his wise suggestions, and said, " Take up the work, and command me in any way you need." 250 TRANSFORMED. Perhaps, among that group of people who welcomed by their presence those who had come to start a regular Christian service in that destitute neighborhood, there were none so sunken in poverty and degradation as the Barnards had been ; yet there was to be found, especially among the children, the most deplo- rable ignorance. Among the number of the youngest that gathered around Grace Norton, there were several who had never heard of God as a creative Being. They had heard the name as it fell from the lips of wicked, profane men ; but of God as their Creator, their Father, and of Jesus Christ as a Saviour, of his death on the cross, they had not heard. The Bible had been excluded from the school in that district, and now some of those children heard it read for the first time ! Evelyn Baker acted as superintendent. The girl had passed through a struggle before she made up her mind that she could do it. " I could manage every thing but the prayer," she said in talking it over with Mrs. Preston and Grace. " I have never prayed TRANSFORMED. 2$ I before any one since I left school. We used to have a girls' prayer-meeting there ; and Miss Mills used to say, 'Girls, you may some time be called upon to pray in the presence of others, and you ought to become accustomed to the sound of your own voices, for it is your voice that frightens you more than the people.' And then she used to say, ' You are always in the presence of God : why should you fear or shrink from praying before other people?' But I am afraid I cannot do it." But Mrs. Preston was sure she could not ; and Grace, who was younger than Evelyn, said she should be frightened to death, and, besides, Evelyn was the oldest. And so, after a wake- ful night, and earnest prayer for strength, Evelyn Baker opened the Kitson Sunday school with prayer. And it was a prayer! Evelyn Baker had given herself to this work, not in a flash of enthusiasm which would fade away as quickly as it had come, but in the still hours of that wakeful night she had battled with the tempter, and come off conqueror. How Satan had striven for the mastery over 252 TRANSFORMED. that heart ! How he had argued, setting be- fore her all the discouragements of the field, the apathy of the church, and the opposition they would be likely to meet with from various sources! Then he had whispered, "It is not your place to do this thing. If there is no man who will take hold of it, it is clear that it ought not to be undertaken. Anyway, if a woman must do it, it should be an older per- son : a young woman should not make herself conspicuous. What will those people out there think of a girl setting herself up to lead in prayer, and conduct a service ? " and so on, repeating over and over all the old arguments which he has used from the hour our first parents were beguiled by his wiliness. And at last, worn and weary, Evelyn threw herself upon her knees, and cried, " Father in heaven, here am I ; use me as thou wilt ! " And in that moment Satan vanished. And in all the months and years of work in that neighbor- hood, Evelyn's was the leading spirit. Mrs. Preston and Grace were efficient help- ers, and the work grew and prospered. The TRANSFORMED. 253 attendance that first sabbath was good. Some came out of curiosity, and some were glad and eager to learn. There were mothers who re- membered their childhood's teaching, and wel- comed this opportunity for their children. As the warm weather came again, Evelyn and Grace scoured the neighborhood in search of recruits for the Sunday school, and here Grace Norton's peculiar talent for managing people came into play : where Evelyn would have failed, she won promises, and brought in new scholars. It began to be noticed that there were fewer fishing-excursions and less ball- playing than usual. From the beginning they had sighed for some one to help in the singing, realizing what a power there is in song. And in their visits they found out that there was a young man staying in the neighborhood who was a fine singer ; and when Grace asked him to come the next Sunday, and help along the singing, he replied that he would come and sing if that was all they would ask of him. " I would have come in before ; but I was 254 TRANSFORMED. afraid you would ask me to teach a class, or lead in prayer." "Well," said Grace, "what if we did ?" " I couldn't do it, and I would stay away if you did. Indeed, I won't go at all unless you'll promise." " You are a Christian ? " asked Grace. " Well, I am a member of the church, but I am not a talking Christian. But I will sing if you will be satisfied with that." " Very well, we will try to be satisfied ; and I assure you, that whether we are or not, we won't ask you to do any thing else." And so Herman Redinger came, and brought another young man with him ; the two making a wonderful improvement in the singing. " Now if we only had an organ ! " sighed Grace. Mrs. Preston and Evelyn laughed. "Wish for the moon while you are about it," said Evelyn. " No ; for I'd have no hope of getting it, and it would be useless if I had it. But I have hope of getting an organ for our school." TRANSFORMED. 255 "I am afraid your hopes have a poor founda- tion," said Mrs. Preston. " I do not know of any thing that seems more improbable." "Tell us how you expect to get it," said Evelyn. " I do not know how it will be done ; but we need it, and we will have it ! The first thing is to pray for it ; and I want you two people to think it over until you realize the need, and then exercise faith, and pray that the way may be opened for us to get it." " O Gracie, what a queer girlie you are ! " said Mrs. Preston. " Well, don't you see that music is our best bait ? We sing very well ; but an instrument would give us great help, and make our school more attractive. And we must attract and hold those boys ; and we will have an organ ! " The others laughed, but the thought staid with them ; and somehow both Mrs. Preston and Evelyn found the thought framing itself into words when they knelt to pray. Grace was sowing the seed of her latest enterprise : would it bear an organ for the Kitson school ? 256 TRANSFORMED. One other thing she did. She took from her drawer a pocket-book which had been her mother's; and taking not from her "tenths," but from her slender amount of pocket-money twenty-five cents, she placed it in the old pocket-book, and knelt to ask God to bless and increase the organ-fund. And very soon after that, people began to hear remarks about the Kitson organ-fund ; and that is how it began. The weeks and months rolled around, and the time for the cummer gathering of the Waltham Sunday school came ; and Evelyn Baker and her co-workers believed that the hour had come when the Kitson school should be recognized as a mission or branch of the home school, and taken under the care of the church. It was a bold move, and they were somewhat doubtful of success ; but they re- solved to set the matter before the leaders of the church. Mr. Williams and Mr. Manning had been out to the school several times, and both believed that a good work was going on there. All the workers asked was, that they should be acknowledged, and be given the pres- TRANSFORMED. 257 tige of the name, and be supplied with lesson- leaves. And so it came about, that at the annual picnic the Kitson school joined in the procession, and carried its own banner. There was a great deal said about the organ- fund that day. Already the money had begun to come in. There were other twenty-five- cent pieces in that old pocket-book ; and there were half-dollars and dollars, and one five-dollar gold piece. That last had a history. Reg Barnard had been at work for Colonel Strong for a few days, and when the colonel came to pay him the boy asked to be paid in small change ; and, watching to find out what he meant, the colonel noticed that Reg put as many ten-cent pieces as he had dollars in a separate division of his pocket-boolc " Why do you do that ? " he asked. " Oh ! that is my tenths," replied the boy ; "and I am going to stop and give it to Miss Grace Norton as I go home, for the organ- fund." Tenths ! Organ-fund ! What was the boy talking about ? 258 TRANSFORMED. " What is the organ-fund ? " asked Colonel Strong. Then Reg explained about the organ, and the fund which Miss Grace had started. "And do you give a tenth of all you earn to that ? " asked the colonel. " N6, not always to that ; but I give it to something, and I thought I would put it into the fund this time. Miss Grace is so set upon having the organ, and it seems as though it would be a good thing." " You think it is needed ? " " Yes. You see, there's a lot of fellows over there who would go anywhere and do almost any thing for the sake of hearing good music, and they say Miss Baker plays splendid ! So, you see, if we could get an organ, maybe we could get them fellows into the Sunday school." " I see." After a few more questions for the sake of drawing Reg out, Colonel Strong said, taking out his pocket-book, " See here, Reg, I must have a share in that organ ; give this to your treasurer," handing Reg the five-dollar gold piece. TRANSFORMED. 259 Sometimes when Grace was happy over a small contribution to her fund, the others would say, "At this rate, Grace, we shall all be old and gray-headed before we get the organ." That they were to have it some time, they seemed to think was assured ; but none of them looked for it at once. They believed that God had heard their prayer for this aid in their work, but they did not count upon an immediate answer ; even Grace herself did not look for it quite so soon. After that time she used to say that she had learned that God had ways of working that she knew not of, and of which it was not needful that she should know. There was a stranger at that picnic. At least, he was a stranger to the young people : many of the older ones remembered Dick Slat. Oh, yes, they remembered him well ! a rol- licking, good-for-nothing boy, who had been wont to spend days kicking his heels against the sides of a dry-goods box outside the prin- cipal store of Waltham ; whose sole recreation had seemed to be in trading jack-knives or balls or pencils with some other good-for-noth- 260 TRANSFORMED. ing. Dick was always ready for a trade, and knew how to make a good one : yet it could be said of him with truth, that he was honest. He never cheated : he always told every thing just as it was. But if he was ready to tell the demerits of his own property, he could see the demerits in the property of the boy with whom he was driving a bargain. If he never cheated, he never allowed himself to be cheated. His real name was Richard Slatham, which had been shortened to Dick Slat. One afternoon years and years ago, Dick announced to his friends of the dry-goods box his intention of going away. They laughed, but he insisted. "This is no place for trading," he said ; "and I am going off, out West, I guess. I am honest : this is the last you will see of me in this town until I get rich. Somebody else will have to kick their heels against this old box, and somebody else will have to manage the jack-knife business for this little town. Some day I'll come back, and you'll wonder if Dick -Slat I mean, the great Richard Slatham TRANSFORMED. 26 1 remembers the boy he last traded with in Wal- tham. But I'll remember, boys, I'll remember ! Good-by, boys ! " And he went off, laughing. But, sure enough, the next morning Dick was missing. I do not mean that he ran away fron home : he had no home to run away from. For two or three years he had "hung up," as he expressed it, almost anywhere, doing odd jobs, staying a while in one place, and a little longer perhaps in another ; and having, as he again expressed it, "gone the rounds," he con- cluded to take himself off to some place where trading was better. And now, twenty-five years later, he had come back. Evidently he had found a place where trade was good, for he had come back a millionnaire. He had sought out the boy with whom he last traded, and many others of his old companions. Some he found in the old graveyard, and some had moved away ; but there were enough left to give him a warm welcome. How it would have been if he had come back poor, I cannot say. As it was, many a home was open to him, and many were. 262 TRANSFORMED. ready to claim him as an old acquaintance. Well, this elegant gentleman, somewhat under middle age, was present at the sabbath service in the old church where he worshipped in his boyhood. He went to the Sunday-school pic- nic, and seemed to enjoy every thing thoroughly. Especially he enjoyed the boys. Some of his old cronies said, " Why, Dick, you are as much of a boy as ever ! " And he made reply, " Yes, it was staying a boy that saved me ! I have never been able to get away from my mother's voice as she used to say, ' Sonny, remember ! ' Old-fashioned as the expression is, I hear it sometimes ; and it always gives me a start, and I feel like answering to the call." In the course of the day, Mr. Slatham heard something about the Kitson organ-fund. He caught at that name " Kitson." "What is this I hear about a Kitson organ ?" he asked of a gentleman with whom he was walking. The gentleman laughed and said, " I reckon there is more about it than in it. But here's Grace : she will tell you, and get hold of your pocket-book, too, if possible." And TRANSFORMED. 263 Grace, arrested in her course, was introduced to the distinguished stranger, and requested to tell him all about the Kitson organ-fund ; and Grace told her story. "My mother's name was Kitson," said Mr. Slatham ; " and I suppose the Kitson district was named after her father. I should like to have a hand in that organ. Will you tell me how much you need ? " Grace, trembling, told him how much they wanted to raise, and how much she had already gathered. "We have not done much," she said ; "but we thought if we made a beginning we should get enough after a while." " Yes, I see. Well, here is a draft on New York : it is rather larger than you will need, but I happen to have no smaller one with me. And see here, you need a library for that school : you can use the rest of the money for that purpose." Grace was overwhelmed, and tried in vain to express her thanks. When she did find her voice, she said among other things that if he was willing, the library should be called the Slatham Library. But he replied, 264 TRANSFORMED. " No, let it be the Kitson Library. I like that name, Kitson organ and Kitson Library. I am going to have a monument put over my mother's grave, but she will have the best and most enduring monument out in the Kitson district. Thank you for giving me this oppor- tunity of honoring her name." And the rich Mr. Slatham went away the next day, having done the work for which he was sent to Waltham. And Grace said, " Only think ! Three days ago we had never heard of Mr. Slatham. I suppose that God knew all the time how he was going to answer our prayer." TRANSFORMED. 265 % CHAPTER XIX. "They helped every one his neighbor." THAT second summer of the new life of the Barnards was a busy one. Reg, now nearly fourteen, had profited by the hint of Mr. Man- ning in regard to raising vegetables. One day during the previous autumn, he came home full of a new idea. Mrs. Strong had offered to lend him a newspaper, any one of their papers which he might choose; and "I thought I would take one of the papers that tells about gardening, for if I am going to do any thing at it, I want to learn all I can." And Mrs. Strong had selected an armful of back numbers which she said would help him as much as the new ones, though he might have the paper every week. And through the long winter evenings Reg studied his papers until 266 TRANSFORMED. he felt pretty well informed as to the theory of gardening, and was quite impatient for the hour to come when he might begin work. The little garden was enlarged and carefully prepared. The soil was a rich mould ; and the seeds which Reg had saved the previous sum- mer, and a few which he had bought, and others that had been given him by kind neighbors who were watching his experiments with inter- est, had every inducement to grow. And they did grow ; and Reg was a happy boy when he carried his basket of early lettuce and radishes to the village, where he found a ready sale for all he could supply : indeed, he could have sold much more, and all through the season the de- mand for fresh vegetables exceeded the supply ; and Reg resolved to enlarge his operations another year. The little strawberry-patch yielded abun- dantly, and Reg was able to supply two or three families with a few boxes daily. And as one and another admired the large, luscious berries, and asked for them, Reg made another resolve : If his father were willing, he would set TRANSFORMED. 267 out strawberry-roots on that other sandy knoll. And of course his father was willing ; and he foresaw that the time was coming when he would no longer work as a day-laborer for his neighbors, but if Reg's plans were all carried out he would have work enough at home. Sam was not able to work much at garden- ing, and he and the younger children went to school. Reg would go in the winter, but his garden kept him at home for the summer. He spent as much time as possible reading ; espe- cially he read every thing he could get hold of upon gardening. The paper which Mrs. Strong gave him after they were through with it was a good one, and Reg grew more and more in love with his work. There was one particular issue that he had carefully put away, though he often brought it out to look at the picture of his dream. There it was, that pretty house, with its pleasant, well-kept lawn and flower- garden on one side, and a vegetable-garden stretching away in the rear. How well he knew every detail ! the house with all its conveniences, its good-sized bedrooms, its little 268 TRANSFORMED. parlor. Would they ever have a parlor ? There was a young girl standing upon the piazza in the picture, and a man at work in the garden. Just so it was in his dream. Would Nan or Essie ever have a piazza to stand in, and would they look like that ? He thought so, and it all seemed not so very far away. Even Nan's little flower-border was helping towards the fulfilment of his dream. One morning as he was starting for the vil- lage with his well-filled basket, Nan ran after him with a pretty bunch of flowers. "There!" she said, "put this on top. You can smell the sweet-peas all the way, and it makes the basket look pretty too." As he was serving Mrs. Hunter with the first tomatoes of the season, she exclaimed, " Sweet-peas ! Why, I haven't seen any since I lived in the old home. What do you ask for those ? " Reg was taken by surprise, but not thrown quite off his guard. His very first impulse would have prompted him to say that they were not for sale, but that he would give them to her. TRANSFORMED. 269 But he did not say that : they were Nan's flow- ers, and if they were worth any thing she ought to have pay for them ; and he replied after a moment's hesitation, " I do not know what they are worth : if you want them, you may pay what you would have to pay anywhere else. We are only just mak- ing a beginning with flowers, and these are the first I have brought in." " I must have them : will ten cents be enough ? " Reg thought so, and said, "We have beauti- ful scarlet beans and white candytuft that go prettily together, and I will bring some in the next time I come." " Do. And see here, are there any partridge- berry vines in the woods out there ? You know what I mean, long trailing vines with small round leaves, and tiny pinkish flowers, real fragrant, and bright red berries ? " " Oh, I know ! There's lots of 'em." "Well, bring me some, with a plat of fresh moss, if you can." And now Nan was a business woman ! Mrs. 2/0 TRANSFORMED. Hunter was well pleased with her scarlet-bean blossoms mixed with the contrasting white can- dytuft ; and the plats of moss with the trailing vines and scarlet berries found other admirers than Mrs. Hunter, and, what was more to the point, other purchasers. The income from this source was not large, for Nan's supply of flow- ers was even more limited than the purchasers ; but it was a hint of what might be done in the future. That next winter found the Barnards much more comfortable in every respect than ever before. Thomas had often said, "We must have a new house : just as soon as we get the land paid for, we will build." And though it might be long before the new house would shel- ter them, they would get out Reg's paper, and study the plan which suited them all. It was all down there, the kind of lumber used, and the cost of the whole when finished. " It is just the thing," Mollie would say ; " but, land ! it will take years to save all that money." " Not so very many years," Reg would reply. TRANSFORMED. 2/1 " You see, we shall be earning more and more every year, and we shall save quite a nice little sum this year." " We might build the wing part, say next year," said Thomas. " People often do that, and it would make us more comfortable than the old house. Then we could put up the up- right, and put on the piazza, when we could get. money enough." And after that, they began to talk about the house they were to build " next summer." There was to be a good-sized liv- ing-room, with a bedroom and a pantry, on the first floor ; and above, there were to be three bedrooms ; and there was to be a cellar too. " We will dig the cellar this fall," said Thomas. "The colonel says I can have the stone from the house that was burned last win- ter : he is not going to build up there again, and wants to clear away the rubbish. It will be only a mile to draw the stone ; and the col- onel said, if I would take Dobson's place in the mill while he is away, he will let me have his team for a few days." Thomas did not know that he had to thank 272 TRANSFORMED. Mrs. Strong for this generous offer. That lady had been out to call upon her Sunday-school scholar; and, seeing what a poor hovel they lived in, she had suggested to her husband that he should be on the look-out for opportunities to help the Barnards to a new house. And what Mrs. Strong suggested to her husband was likely to be carried out ; though he only laughed, and said, arching his eyebrows, " So you've taken up the Barnards ! " But she was satisfied that he would find a way to do what she desired, and the offer of the stone for the cellar grew out of this talk. And so during the fall, Thomas and Reg began to dig the cellar. The spot selected for the new house was near the centre of their lot. In this selection they were advised by Colonel Strong, who said, " The ground is higher there, and you want to put your house in the most healthful spot. Besides, if you follow out the plan which Reg has chosen, there may come a day when you will be glad of a wide lawn in front. Just for the present you will not need to take up room for a carriage-drive if you TRANSFORMED. 2/3 manage to draw your wood in the fall when you have no produce on the ground ; so you can use all the land for your garden, just as well as if the house stood closer to the street." Then, again, the colonel suggested, " I would not pull down the old shanty just yet. You may have a cow before you feel able to build a barn, and you could use the place for a stable ; or you may need it to store vegetables in." The work on the cellar was progressing when the colonel rode over to the mill one August day ; on his way back, he stopped to talk with Mr. Barnard. " Why don't you build your wing this fall ? " he asked. " Because we haven't the money to pay for it," replied Thomas. "We have only just made out to pay for the land this year, and a little more." " You can build much cheaper now than in the spring." " I suppose so, but there's no use in talking : we can't do it." " I am not so sure of that. Why, man, you 2/4 TRANSFORMED. can never get through the winter comfortably in that old shell ! " "Then we must get through it uncomfort- ably." " Well," continued the colonel, "you know it is rather dull times just now, and I have a couple of men in my employ who are idle ; and there's a lot of lumber there at the mill just rotting down, and it is pretty good too. Now, I have to pay the men, whether they work or not, for they are hired by the year; and I have to feed the mill-teams, even if there's nothing to do : so you see, my friend, that now is the time for that house to go up." Then the colonel went on to lay before Mr. Barnard a proposition so much to the latter's advantage that he could not fail to see it. " You see," said Colonel Strong, " that I run all the risk ; but I am willing to take it, and shall be very glad to have you accept my prop- osition." Thomas hesitated ; and the colonel continued, " The fact is, Barnard, my wife and I have taken a liking to that boy of yours, and think that he TRANSFORMED. 275 ought to have a chance to make something of himself. I hope, for your family's sake, you will think favorably of this plan." Mr. Barnard's face flushed with pleasure. " Reg is a smart boy," he said ; " and if he likes the plan I guess we will go into it. It will be getting out of the old hut sooner than we expected." "Yes, but none too soon." When, two months later, the family took possession of the new house, their delight was beyond any expression. It was curious, how many ways of helping the Barnards Mrs. Colonel Strong found with- out trampling upon their growing independence. One day she sent for Reg. Their man Robert was sick, and she wanted to go to the city ten miles away. She could drive her own pony, but she needed some one to hold the horse while she shopped or made calls. " I know you are very busy," the message ran ; " but I will pay you well if you can possibly be spared." " Be sure you do not set any price for your 276 TRANSFORMED. day's work," said Thomas as his boy was start- ing : " I'd let you go anyway, to accommodate the colonel's wife." That was a wonderful day to Reg. He had never been in the city, and every thing was strange to him ; but he was able to do all that was required, and Mrs. Strong was more pleased than ever. As they were going home, she asked, "When do you expect to get into the new house ? " " The men say we can go in the first of the month." " I suppose you will be glad." " Yes : the old house was pretty cold last winter, and pretty crowded too." " What sort of a stove have you ? " " Not a very good one." " That's a pity. You ought to have a good stove, going into a new house. The house will be somewhat damp, and good fires will remedy that. And then, if your stove smokes, it will spoil the looks of your walls very soon." Reg assented to these remarks, but he did TRANSFORMED. 277 not know that any thing could be done. But his companion did. " I'll tell you," she said. " We are going to put a new range into our kitchen : that was a part of my business in the city to-day, to look at one my husband likes. We intended to sell our stove for old iron, though it is almost as good as new. You see, we want to put in a range to burn coal, and this is a wood-stove. Now, if my husband is will- ing, you shall have the stove for the same it would bring for old iron ; and it will last your people for years. I told the colonel that it seemed as if he might sell it at second-hand ; but he said there, was never any chance for that, and he couldn't go about peddling a stove, and that the best way was to take it to the place where they buy old iron, and tumble it in. But I think you ought to have it. Now, you have done exactly the same work that Robert would have done to-day, and if you take care of my horse for me when we get home I shall pay you the same that he receives. What do you think of a man's wages ? " she said, laughing. " I think you ought not to pay me any thing," 278 TRANSFORMED. said Reg. " I have had such a good time, and, besides, you bought my dinner." "And wouldn't I have to give Robert his dinner?" asked Mrs. Strong, laughing. "And, as for your having a good time, that can't be helped. If you could get a good time out of a job that Robert would have growled over, I am glad of it." Of course the colonel was willing to dispose of the old stove, but he suggested a trade. He would take Mr. Barnard's stove in place of his. Probably that would bring as much for old iron as the other, and it would be an easier way of arranging it : it would save weighing, and it could be brought over and set up in the new house as soon as they had their range put in ; and with a little fire the house would be getting dry before they moved in. And so it was ar- ranged ; and, on the whole, Mrs. Strong felt quite satisfied with the result of her manoeuvring. The stove proved to be a good heater ; and with the pipe running up through the girls' room, and the door open from the boys' room, the whole house was made comfortable. Reg was TRANSFORMED. 2/9 in a fair way to see the realization of his ambi- tion, to live like other folks ! True, the fur- niture was scanty and plain ; but it was neat, and various home-made contrivances added to the comfort of the family. The day they moved into the new house hap- pened to be little Nan's birthday ; and Grace Norton and Lou Strong, having put their heads together, determined to give the family an old- fashioned " house-warming." " True, the house is small, but there is not much room taken up with furniture," said Grace. " It seems incredible that a family can get along with so little." Reg was taken into confidence, and fully ap- proved of the proceeding. "Of course we will take our suppers," ex- plained Lou: "people always do at surprise- parties. And at birthday-parties they always give presents. What shall I give Nan ? " Reg didn't know ; and Lou said by way of suggestion, "Suppose I give her something pretty for her own room ? She told me she and Essie 280 TRANSFORMED. were to have one of the pretty bedrooms up- stairs. But I don't know what it should be. Suppose you come up to my room, and look around, and see what you think she would like." Little by little Reg was getting his education. He had never in all his fourteen years seen a well-furnished and well-kept sleeping-room ; and here he was in the room of the only and petted daughter of a rich man. Swiftly his eyes took it all in, from the soft mossy-looking carpet on the floor, and the snowy bed with its great puffy pillows, to the dainty ornaments on the mantel and dressing-case; and he said to himself, "Some day Nan shall have a room like this." " Well, what shall I give her ? " asked Lou, after giving the boy time to look around. "I think/' he replied slowly, "that Nan would like a looking-glass." " Well, now, that is just the thing ! I am so glad I brought you up here ! I wonder I didn't think of that before/' "I guess," and Reg hesitated and stammered, " I ought not to have said that. Won't it cost a great deal ? " TRANSFORMED. 281 "Oh, no! I may not give her one just like that. You see, Reg, that things ought to cor- respond ; and a smaller one would do nicely for Nan's little room." " I see," said Reg simply ; and he thought over in his mind the expression she had used, "'Things ought to correspond.' That means, they ought to fit. Just as fast as I can, I mean to have things fit ! " It didn't take long to move, when they had not much to move. It was all over by after- noon ; and Reg suggested that they should all dress up, and have a jubilee, in honor of the event and Nan's birthday. " Sam and I have got little birthday-presents for Nan. Miss Lou says they always have birthday-gifts at their house ; and Sam and I thought it would be nice to begin doing as other folks do, now we have got a decent place to live in." It was well for Reg Barnard, that the "other folks " with whom he came in contact were of the genuine stamp, for the most part ; for as yet this was his highest idea of life, "to live like other folks." 282 TRANSFORMED. The house-warming was a success. The gifts for which Nan's birthday was an excuse had been wisely chosen ; and they were such as might have been given to any girl, and not cal- culated to make her or the family feel that they were objects of charity, a set of hanging- shelves, a few books, a pretty rug, a low rocker ; none of them costly, but such as to delight the heart of a child to whom such things were new. Mrs. Colonel Strong was not likely to do things as any one else would. She sent the little girl a large portrait of Washington, with this mes- sage : " Mamma said that this was too large to hang in your room, and she would like to have you hang it in the living-room where you could all enjoy it ; and she wants you and the boys to study the face, and tell her what you find in it, that is, what kind of a man you think he was, from the face." And Mrs. Strong did not forget. For months, whenever she met the children, she would say, " Well, have you found any thing new in that face?" TRANSFORMED. 283 CHAPTER XX. " In due season." THE months rolled away, and it was a whole year since Mrs. Preston and Grace Norton went out to Kitson for the first time. And what had been accomplished ? Quite a large school had been gathered, and thoroughly organized and equipped ; and it had been taken under the fos- tering care of the Waltham church. Every sabbath afternoon Colonel Strong's grays were reined up before the little school- house. " You don't seem to mind going out to Kit- son every sabbath," said the colonel to his man Robert. "Mind it? Yes, I mind it ! I mind it is a good thing to do. I ain't much on religion my- self, but I want them youngsters of my brother's to have a chance as good as the rest." 284 TRANSFORMED. "Do you have a class yourself?" asked his employer. " A class ! Oh, no ! I sits in Mrs. Preston's class, and listens to her. I tell you, that woman has got something that the rest of us hain't got." " She certainly has shown a good deal of pluck in going out there, and persevering the way she has. And yet I never thought she was a very earnest Christian, until lately." And the colonel mused upon the fact that a change had come over several people of his acquaintance. Walking down to his office, he met Mr. Williams at the corner, and they went down street together. " I was thinking, as I met you," said the col- onel, "that things are different in our church from what they were a year or two ago. I can think of several people who have suddenly, as it seems to me, developed into working Chris- tians. You know I am not one of that sort myself, but I can see the spirit in others." Mr. Williams smiled. He knew something of Colonel Strong's work. He knew that TRANSFORMED, 285 though he might almost be called a "dumb dis- ciple," his brain and his money were constantly at work for his Master. Mrs. Strong was full of schemes for which the husband must con- trive ways and furnish means for carrying into execution. "Yes," replied the superintendent, "there is a change in some of our people. I have been surprised at the wonderful transformation in one of our Sunday-school teachers." " You mean Mrs. Preston ? " "No, though she has changed within a few years ; but I mean Cora Butler. The develop- ment there is simply wonderful : she astonishes me. And it came suddenly too. I had been trying for years to get her to attend the teach- ers' meeting. She always insisted that she had not time ; but without warning she appeared one Monday evening about four months ago, and ever since she has been thoroughly awake and full of enthusiasm. She seems to have en- listed heart and soul in the work, and she is perfectly astonished to find that we are not all as enthusiastic as herself. She puts new life 286 TRANSFORMED. and energy into our meeting. She is full of plans for her class, and withal she seems thor- oughly imbued with the idea of seeking first the conversion of her pupils." "All this seems strange to me, for I always thought Cora Butler one of the gayest and shallowest of our young ladies," said the colo- nel, who had no patience with the " girl of the period." " Well, I confess I never thought her capable of this ; though I have been holding on, hoping for an improvement in her teaching." " Will it last, do you think ? " " Of course one can't tell, but it looks like the real thing : she has held on for four months, and seems to be growing in zeal." "Well, I am glad to hear it. They tell me that the school out at Kitson is quite a suc- cess." " Yes. As you say, things are different with us," replied Mr. Williams. " Have you ever been out there ? to the school, I mean." " No : the ladies have invited me out, but I have not been." TRANSFORMED. 287 "You ought to go, inasmuch as the school owes its existence to you." " To me ! " " Certainly. Who is responsible if you are not ? " The colonel whistled softly. " I did not sup- pose that responsibility was going to be laid at my door," he said, laughing. "You know, that, whoever originated the idea, it could never have been carried out but for your generous offer of the horses and car- riage." " Oh ! it would have been managed somehow." " I am not sure of that. We have no other person who could do what you have done." " Well, I don't want the credit of it in any degree ; because, you know, a man ought to show a little personal interest in a matter for which he is held responsible." "Yes, I think so," said Mr. Williams with a smile ; and as they had now reached Mr. Wil- liams's office, the two gentlemen parted with a "good-morning." " Robert," said Colonel Strong the next sab- 288 TRANSFORMED. bath afternoon, " if you have room for me in the carriage, I will ride out to Kitson district with you to-day." " Plenty of room, sir," said the pleased Robert. After the opening of the school, Mrs. Preston came towards Colonel Strong. He saw a re- quest on her face, and was not altogether sur- prised to hear her say, " There are half a dozen young men over there, who have fallen into the way of dropping in, and would like to be formed into a class if there were anybody to teach them. Now, colonel, we should like to have you get them organized this afternoon." To his utter amazement, Colonel Strong found himself seated in the midst of a group of young men, some of whom he recognized as his own employees ; and there came over him, for the first time, a suspicion that he had not done all his duty towards his employees in sim- ply helping on this enterprise by furnishing a conveyance for the self-sacrificing women who were doing the work. And this feeling that he TRANSFORMED. 289 had a personal duty towards these young men grew upon him. The young men were inter- ested, and he was interested ; and the next sabbath he astonished himself and astonished Robert, by going out to Kitson again. The third sabbath, no one was astonished. As the weeks went by, there seemed to be a growing interest among the people who met there in the schoolhouse from sabbath to sab- bath. The numbers increased ; and there was a tenderness of feeling, a spirit of inquiry into the principles of the Christian religion, a desire to make practical applications of the truth ; and one sabbath Evelyn Baker, who continued to act as superintendent, said, " I will ask the teachers to shorten the lesson a little to-day. And afterwards we will spend a little time in prayer and conversation. I am im- pressed with the thought that there are those here who would like to give expression to their thoughts and determinations ; and we will give them an opportunity to do so." Evelyn had asked Colonel Strong to lead the meeting which she proposed to hold ; and he 290 TRANSFORMED. had replied to the effect that the superintend- ent was the proper person to conduct it, but that she should have his support. " You may call upon me for any thing you desire, that I can do," he said. I should like to tell you about that meeting, as it was described to me ; but I fear I cannot. Evelyn, in a few tender, touching words, told of the preciousness of the Saviour's love, of the joy she had found in serving Christ, and ear- nestly invited, in her Master's name, those who had never sought him to come and find out for themselves how true it all was. Then Grace had a word to say, and Colonel Strong offered prayer. He never prayed in the Waltham prayer-meeting ; but here, where he had been at work for individual souls, he could pray for those souls. Then the young man Herman Redinger, who came only upon condition that he should not be asked to help except in sing- ing, found out that he could speak his Master's praises as well as sing them. He told how his heart had been touched by what he had seen and heard there in the months past, and how TRANSFORMED. 291 for a long time he had been desirous of an opportunity of speaking of the new experience of Christ's love which had come to him. " I am ready now for service in any place where I am needed. I can sing, but I can talk too; and I want to say, if there is one here who is try- ing to make a compromise, and wants to dictate as to the sort of service he will render, don't do it. Be ready for any service." Then Colonel Strong arose. "The remarks of our young friend have moved me strangely. For years I have held back from any personal work for Christ : I have been willing to serve him with the means which God has given me, and have excused myself from further duty. The little work I have been doing here of late is the first personal service I have ever given the Master. The prayer I prayed to-day is the first public prayer I have offered in years. But, like my young brother, I am constrained to say, Away with compromises ! I believe that the Lord wants my personal work, as well as the duties of my stewardship ; and I think I am ready to give it." 292 TRANSFORMED. Presently Evelyn said, " And now I want to ask if there are not some here who have never yet given any sign of their interest in these matters, who would like to express their concern, or maybe their determination, this afternoon. Some of you have said to me privately that you would like to secure a personal interest in the blood of Christ : will you confess him to-day ? " A moment's pause ; then a young lady, the teacher in the Kitson district, arose and said, " I have been trying to serve Christ secretly for a long time. I want this afternoon to con- fess him as my Saviour." " How many of us want to begin to-day to serve the Lord ? Who will in this hour enter upon a life of Christian service ? " It was Eve- lyn who gave this word of invitation. There was a momentary hush ; and then, as if by one impulse, five women all of them mothers arose and stood for an instant. " Let us pray," said Herman Redinger. The fields were white for the harvest, and they had not known it ! It was a surprise to TRANSFORMED. 293 the workers in the Kitson district, and to the Waltham church, many of whom had be- come interested in the enterprise, and were helping it on by their means and their influ- ence, when the fruitage began to appear. Evelyn Baker seemed to have been watching and waiting ; and she alone was not surprised when one after another, men and women, boys and girls, came into the kingdom. Once Mrs. Preston expressed her astonishment ; and Evelyn replied, "But it is just what we have been asking! Why should it have come upon us unex- pectedly ? " " Well, you remember, when Herod had im- prisoned Peter, how when he was delivered from prison he came to the house of Mary, where Christians were gathered praying as we may suppose for him, and they refused to believe that it was Peter who stood before them. I think we are often astonished when our prayers are answered." Evelyn made no reply to this. I do not think that she was ever, in those days, sur- 294 TRANSFORMED. prised at an answered prayer. Evelyn Baker had come to expect answers to prayer. The interest grew and widened. Mr. Man- ning and others came out to help by their coun- sel and their prayers. The influence of the gath- erings in the Kitson neighborhood reached out, and took in other neighborhoods ; some even came out from the village to become interested, and to be led to seek for better things than they had known hitherto. Colonel Strong's man Robert, who had all along been anxious for his brother's family, became anxious for himself, and found no rest from his anxiety until he found it in Christ. Whole families in some instances were brought into the king- dom ; and here and there a wild, reckless son, or a dissipated father, was saved. But some for whom much effort was made, and for whom many prayers were offered, held strangely aloof. When Tom Dexter said in a firm and determined voice, " I have made up my mind to serve the Lord," all looked to see his friend Reg Barnard follow his example. But Reg held himself steadily apart. He had TRANSFORMED. 295 always attended the Sunday-school there, and was almost always at the extra services, atten- tive and serious in demeanor, but looking qui- etly on as one who had no personal interest in the matter. To all appeals he listened respect- fully, but turned away with an indifferent air, which was not assumed : he was indifferent. If he could have expressed what he felt and thought, he would have said in effect, "I am not interested in these things. It is all right for those who are, but I see no special neces- sity for making a profession of religion. I am trying to do the best I can, and I am satisfied with the progress I am making in my effort to rise in the world. Religion is a good thing, no doubt ; but there are nice, respectable people who live without it, and I have no .time to attend to it now." John and Nan had given their young hearts to the Saviour, and even littfe Hugh and Stella were learning the way of life : only Reg would not give his attention to religion as a personal matter. It was a glad though solemn occasion for Waltham church, when a score or more of 296 TRANSFORMED. those who had scarcely ever been church at- tendants came and asked to be enrolled among the people of God in that place. One after another they had sought counsel in regard to this duty and privilege, saying, " If this is the next step, we are ready for it." Among those who came thus to unite with the people of God, was Sam Barnard ; and there was a sentence or two in a prayer which was offered at that time, which Sam never forgot, and which had much to do, it may be, with the shaping of his future. Mr. Manning prayed, " It may be, dear Father, that thou hast a spe- cial work for some among this group of boys who now come to consecrate their lives unto thee. It may be that thou wilt call some one of them to preach the gospel. If this shall be thy plan concerning any, wilt thou prepare the heart to receive the call, and to respond like thy servant of old, ' Speak, Lord, for thy ser- vant heareth.' ' In that hour there came to Sam Barnard the thought that perhaps he might be thus called; and in his heart he said, ' Here am I.' TRANSFORMED. 297 CHAPTER XXI. "Is there yet any portion or inheritance for us in our Father's house?" AT the time when Cora Butler so astonished Mr. Williams by attending the teachers' meet- ing, she had just returned from her summer jaunting. She was accustomed to take a sum- mer trip and a winter trip, with an occasional outing between times ; and adding to the sab- baths she was out of town those when she " really did not feel able to get out to church," it will be concluded that she had not been a very punctual teacher. It was observed that she was absent more Sundays than she was present, taking the whole year into account ; and why she did not stay away altogether, was a mystery to most people. On that particular September sabbath, certainly, as she had been 298 TRANSFORMED. accustomed to view things she had every reason for staying at home. She had returned from a wearisome journey only the evening before ; her mother evidently wanted her to stay at home for a nice long talk about things that had oc- curred in her absence ; she had a miserable headache ; her trunks were not yet unpacked, and ordinarily she would have been unable to suit herself as to a wardrobe ; and, besides, the day was quite damp. Nevertheless, she went to Sunday school. A letter written the next day to her friend Miss Wheeler will give an expla- nation of what was then and for a long time afterwards a puzzle to Mr. Williams : DEAR ALICE, Well, I am at home again, and now I will answer your letter received so long ago. I arrived in Waltham late Saturday evening, dreadfully tired. Mamma thought I would not go to church yesterday, but I was so anxious to get back to my Sunday-school class ! Now I can see your look, and hear your excla- mation of surprise. You know me as a very indifferent sort of a Sunday-school teacher; but, Alice, I am not the same that I was. I can never be the same again. Mr. Williams seemed surprised to see me; said he thought I would have grown so used to staying away that I would TRANSFORMED. 299 find it hard to break in again. I did not wonder he was surprised to see me on hand, for he came up in the train with me on Saturday evening. I only saw him at a dis- tance to bow; but of course he knew I had just got home, and that was why he was surprised to see me in Sunday school. I did not tell him of the new ideas I have gained this summer, but of one thing I am certain, it was never so easy to teach as it was yesterday. Why, I actually enjoyed it ! The experiences of the last month have made a new creature of me. I can hardly wait for evening, I am so anxious to get to teachers' meeting. I suppose that Mr. Williams's face will be something worth beholding when he sees me at teachers' meeting. I am going to study the lesson this afternoon, so as not to be quite ignorant about it if he should ask me any questions if they do ask questions : I don't know what they do at our teachers' meeting. I knew my teaching did not amount to much ; but I never realized what a wretched farce it was until I went to that Sunday-school Assembly at the lake, and saw hundreds of teachers who were wide awake and inter- ested, who talked about Sunday-school work from morn- ing till night, never wearying of it, and always saying something new. It wasn't three days before I caught the enthusiasm. And now I feel as if I had lived ten years since I went away from home. I have counted the cost, and given myself to the work. Hereafter there will be fewer parties and other entertainments for me. 300 TRANSFORMED. Monday, Thursday, and Saturday evenings are set apart. It will not be hard when once the rule is established. Two of my pupils were absent yesterday : I must call on those this week, and as many more as possible. Things must be got into working order at once. I have been pretending to teach, without having any system or object. I thought, when I took charge of the class, it would be easy enough ; but I did not count the cost, and was not willing to make sacrifices for it, and so made a wretched failure. I tell you, Alice, that I know it has been a mis- erable piece of work ; but now I am determined to learn how to do it better. I do not expect an easy time. I have taken it easy so long that it will be harder to do my work well now, but I shall not fail utterly. I have appropriated the promise " My grace is sufficient," and already I know something of its sustaining power. I had no thought of going to such a place as a Sunday-school Assembly, when I left home ; but Marian Kingsley's cousin, with whom I was staying a few days, wanted me to go with her to the lake, just for the bit of summering, and so I went. Then, for want of something to do, I dropped in at some of the sessions, and grew interested ; and now you have the whole of it. No, you cannot know it all ; I cannot tell you how great a change has come over me : you must come and see me, and let me convince you that it is real. Perhaps you will say that all this is a passing enthu- siasm born of that meeting. It was indeed born at the TRANSFORMED. 301 meeting, but it is not a passing feeling. I am going to tell you, dear, something. There was an evening when I sat alone, down by the lake, and looked my life all over, and saw just what a failure my Christian life had been ; and I shut my eyes, and there with people passing and repassing I whispered, " Dear Jesus, if thou wilt for- give the past unfaithfulness, I will henceforth give myself to thy service." And, Alice, I sometimes think that was my first real prayer ! There was more of this letter ; but the rest related to other matters, and will not particu- larly interest us. What I have copied will explain the change which so astonished Mr. Williams. There was another person who was quite as much puzzled as the superintendent, and that was Mr. Frederic Gray. I have intimated that Fred Gray was pretty well satisfied with his own Christian experience and with his Chris- tian life. At least, he had been until Marian Kingsley's plain speaking had disturbed his se- renity. Since that time, he had given himself up to anger and bitterness. He was mortified, but not humbled ; defeated and disappointed, but not convinced of his errors. He grew more 302 TRANSFORMED. and more bitter and sarcastic. The young ladies declared that he was growing unbearable. The only one of their set to whom he paid any attention was Cora Butler : he sometimes re- marked to her, that he was thankful that she was not a saint. But now Cora had " sud- denly developed into one," as he expressed it. The discovery was not pleasing to the young man. A week after her return, he ran in on Mon- day morning to say that there was to be a concert at Brighton that evening, and would she like to go over ? " I can't, Fred," she said : " it is the evening for teachers' meeting." Then, seeing the look of inquiry on his face, she added, " I may as well explain now and here. Fred, I have turned over a new leaf. I've had a new expe- rience, and some things are different with me. For one thing, I am going to do my Sunday- school work better, and must have the help of the teachers' meeting. I can never be like Grace and Evelyn, or like Marian Kingsley ; but I mean to make more of Cora Butler." TRANSFORMED. 303 "Now, why don't you go on, and do the proper thing under the circumstances, and say that I ought to make more of Fred Gray?" he said with a bitter laugh. " Because you know that already. You are not as well satisfied with Fred Gray as I was with Cora Butler. I may as well say that I intend to refuse to make engagements for Mon- day, Thursday, and Saturday evenings, as a rule. So you mustn't tempt me with concerts." " All right," said Fred ; and he went down the steps with a scornful smile on his face. " Never mind, it won't last long. The first dancing-party of the season will fix all that ! " But the season was half over, and Cora held on her way, growing steadily. Even Fred could see that ; and the consequence was, that he became more dissatisfied with himself, or with his religion. It was a humiliating con- fession which he made to himself one evening after he had been calling upon Cora. Invita- tions were out for a large party at Brighton, to which a number of Waltham people were invited, Fred and Cora among them. But 304 TRANSFORMED. Cora had announced her intention of sending regrets. " Why, Cora, I supposed you would not miss the Thornes' party for any thing ! " said Fred. " That shows that you do not understand me very well," was her reply. " So it appears. Will you explain yourself?" " In the first place, it is to be on Thursday evening. And even if it were not, I do not think I should go : I have lost all interest in dancing-parties." " Do you mean to say that you have given up dancing ? " asked Fred in amazement. " I suppose that when the prodigal went back to his father's house, he gave up the husks ! I lived on husks a long time, but I don't know why I should go back to them after finding a better way of living." " But, Cora, society has its claims upon you." " I know it, and I am trying to discriminate between just and false claims. I do not believe that society has any claim which will compel me to leave the meeting which I should enjoy, and which I may be able to make more en- TRANSFORMED. 305 joy able for others, for a gay assembly where dancing and card-playing will be the leading features, and not to engage in one or the other will be very singular, and where my presence will not benefit any one in the slightest degree." " Well, I never expected to hear Cora Butler arguing against dancing." " I am not arguing. If a man had lived all his life with the shutters closed and the cur- tains drawn, and never had seen the sun, it would be useless for me to argue that the glorious sunlight was better than gas-light ; but let him once come out into the clear light and warmth of the broad day, and he will be con- vinced. Fred, I have come into the sunshine of Christ's love ! " Fred Gray sat in his office until late, think- ing about Cora Butler. She was just as bright and pretty and attractive as ever, just as dainty in her dress ; and her parlor was as much as ever a bower of beauty, and as often filled with groups of her friends. But over all had come a change : there was a different atmosphere hanging about her ; there were new faces 306 TRANSFORMED. among the guests, new names on her list of acquaintances, and new books on her table ; new subjects seemed to be naturally introduced into conversation ; topics which he had never heard mentioned in that house were discussed as freely and as easily as once the latest novel or the newest style of bonnet had been com- mented upon. Cora was growing to be quite at home upon religious and church matters. Sometimes she would say, "I do not know what you are talking about, but I want to find out." Then Mr. Williams, with a curious smiie, would explain some Sunday-school mat- ter ; or perhaps Mr. Manning, making one of the group, would explain to the earnest listener some question of church polity : and so she was getting her education in these things rather late, perhaps, but grasping eagerly at every item of information. It was thinking over these changes in the girl and her ways of thinking and talking, that led Fred to say to himself, "There's no denying it, that girl has found something in religion that I have failed as yet TRANSFORMED. 307 to discover. With all my boasted sharpness, I have not found out the secret. Marian Kingsley is a fanatic ; but Cora Butler hasn't a bit of fanaticism about her, though she is made over." It was about this time, or perhaps a little later, that Fred Gray happened to be talking with Mr. Manning, and remarked that he was in search of an office-boy. " I can tell you where to find one who for brightness of intellect will suit you, but per- haps he will not be strong enough for the work." "The work is not hard. The principal thing is, to have some one to receive messages when I am engaged, and to stay in the office when I am away. Since Walters went, I have been alone. But who is your boy ? " " I was thinking of that lame Barnard boy. He is not strong enough for gardening, and he is very desirous of getting an education. If he would answer your purpose, I wish you would try him." And within a few days Sam Barnard was 308 TRANSFORMED. duly installed as lawyer Gray's office-boy. His duties were light, and he found considerable time for study. Mr. Gray grew to like the boy : he was intelligent and faithful, eager for knowledge, and of cheerful disposition, quali- ties which won Fred's admiration. It had been the understanding, that the arrangement should be for a few weeks of trial, after which, if both were suited, a permanent agreement should be entered into. There had been a slight misunderstanding. Sam under- stood by " permanent " a year, or perhaps two ; while the lawyer intended that the arrangement should be for years, until, in fact, the boy should be twenty-one, and would be educated for the bar. When he laid the proposition before Sam, to the effect that he would under- take the expense of his maintenance and edu- cation for the profession of the law, the boy was distressed. He did not want to seem un- grateful ; but he felt certain that he should never become a lawyer, and was obliged to tell his would-be patron so. Mr. Gray was impa- tient, and thought him ungrateful, and told him so. TRANSFORMED. 309 " You are too young to know whether you will like it or not, and you should allow some one older to decide," he urged. " I have been studying your capabilities, and I am sure you would make a successful lawyer. You suit me, and you say that you do not object to working for me. Now, what is the reason you are un- willing to strike a bargain, subject of course to your parents' approval ? " Sam hesitated. " Out with it ! " said Mr. Gray ; and thus urged, indeed commanded, Sam said, " I am sure I can never be a lawyer, because two years ago, when I first found out about Jesus, and how he loved us, I gave my life to him, and promised to do whatever he should set for me to do. And now I am pretty certain that he will want me to preach ; and if he does, why, I must do it. So I can't promise to study law." Mr. Gray honestly thought the boy was ab- surdly foolish ; and he continued to set forth the advantages which he had offered, telling him that there was no possibility of his pre- paring himself for the ministry, that he would 3 1 TRA NSFORMED. be very foolish to throw away this opportunity of preparing for usefulness. For, he assured him, he could be quite as useful as a lawyer; if he desired to be a benefit to humanity, the field was certainly wide enough even in the practice of law. But Sam was firm : he said, " Mr. Gray, you are very good, and I thank you ; but it would not be right for me to accept your offer, for I am almost sure I should dis- appoint you." " But what will you do ? Have you any prospect of being able to educate yourself for the ministry ? " " No ; but if God wants me he will show the way." " See here, boy ! where did you get this notion ? How long have you been thinking of it ? " " Why, when Miss Kingsley first told me about Christ, I said I would do any thing he asked me to do." " I might have known that this was more of Marian Kingsley's fanaticism cropping out ! " interrupted Mr. Gray angrily. He thought he TRANSFORMED. 3 1 1 was angry with the boy ; but I suspect he was more angry with himself, though he did not know it. He sent Sam home, and told him that he was an ungrateful little scamp. When Fred Gray stopped to reflect, he thought it was strange how many people he came in contact with of late whose religion meant something more than a name. But just then he was too angry at his failure to carry out his plan. He felt that it was really a good chance for the boy ; and indeed it was a gener- ous offer, and he was in no mood to have his generosity rejected for what he looked upon as a whim. And what made him more bitter was the fact that just then he had some trouble with an officer in the church, growing out of a legal matter. This made him more intolerant of the mistakes of his fellow-Christians, and for a long time he absented himself from church services. He afterwards confessed that he tried hard to give up all religious belief, and become an infidel. He looked upon the most of the Christians whom he knew as either hypocrites or fanatics, while he had lost confi- 3 1 2 TRANSFORMED. dence in his own religious experience. But, after all, he could never get away from the consistent lives of the very people whom he denominated fanatics. For months Fred Gray tried to put down his conscience. He had entirely lost his old and habitual satisfaction in his religion. He was thoroughly dissatisfied with himself; and he seemed to have placed before him a choice between a life of self- indulgence, with the renouncing of all claim to the name of Christian, or a new and entire consecration of all his powers to the service of Christ. He had tried long enough to com- promise between Christ and the world. He knew that there could be for him no half-way surrender this time : it must be complete, or not at all. How would it end ? One day when June had come, he left his office, turning the key behind him, and with his hunting-case and fishing-rod took the train for the woods. Perhaps it would have sur- prised his friends, had they known that neither rifle nor rod was once brought into use during his absence ; and perhaps they would have TRANSFORMED. 3 1 3 been still more surprised, had they known that the little black-covered volume in his pocket was a Bible. When he returned, he gave no account of himself, but he drove immediately out to the Barnards'. " Sam," he said, " I want to make another proposition to you. Will you come and act as office-boy for the present, with the understand- ing that you are to study in whatever line Mr. Manning shall direct, and that you are at liberty to leave whenever the way opens to better advantages ? " 314 TRANSFORMED. CHAPTER XXII. " I am as a wonder unto many." I HOPE you are interested in Reg, and his hopes and ambitions ; for then you will be glad to know that his dream was realized. It was a June day, nearly fifteen years after our story opened, that he was busy trimming out the withered roses from a luxuriant climber in the yard, when, happening to glance towards the house, he saw Nan standing upon the piazza. She wore a light dress, and was feed- ing the birds whose pretty gilded cages swung in the morning air. All at once it came back to him, that dream of his boyhood ; and here it was in every detail ! the pretty house with its low windows, its Venetian blinds, its broad piazza., and its clambering vines. And, too, there was the wide lawn, and the carriage-drive, TRANSFORMED. 315 broad and with a graceful curve, ending at the freshly painted barn in the rear of the house. As Reg was still gazing upon this reality, a pony-phaeton came along the road, turned in at the open gateway, and came to a stop at the end of the piazza. Nan left her birds, and ran down the steps to welcome her visitor, who de- clined her invitation to come in, saying, " I was out for a drive, and could not resist the tempta- tion to stop a moment ; but I must be back at ten to drive mamma to- the train. Say, Nan, will you give a little talk about Africa at the missionary meeting next week? " As Reg stood watching the two young ladies, he fell to dreaming again ; and in his dream the pony and phaeton and the fair young driver belonged to the picture. And as Bertha Gray "bade Nan good-by, and drove off, he said softly to himself, "Some time perhaps!" Would that dream, too, prove a reality ? Well, " some time perhaps." We must go back a little. It was now sev- eral years since the Grays came back to Wal- tham. One springtime when people had almost 3 1 6 TRA NSFORMED. given up their return, the news ran through the village, that they were coming back. The homestead had stood silent and empty of life for more than five years, while its master sought health in a more favorable climate. His search having been successful, he began to think of turning his face homeward. Waltham had been the home of his boyhood and of his early manhood, and was dearer to him than any other place on earth. Grandmother Gray, seeming to renew her' youth with the hope of seeing, her first-born again, came from her daughter's home to superintend the opening and airing of the old house ; and once more all was life and bustle. Early in May the family came, Bertha almost a young lady, bearing the dignity of her fourteen years with a wo- manly grace ; and Fred almost as tall as his' namesake uncle. And Marian Kingsley with them ? Oh, no ! let me tell you about that. When Dr. Carlton left Waltham, he had buried himself in a Western city, devoting himself untiringly to the duties of his profes- TRA NSFORMED. 3 1 7 sion. " I never saw a man so completely in love with his profession as Dr. Carlton," said a Waltham friend who had ferreted him out in his retirement. " He gives himself no rest, day or night. And even since his uncle left him that immense fortune, it makes not the slightest difference : he works just as hard as ever." " I never thought him a hard worker here at home," said Frederic Gray, with whom the gentleman was talking. "I thought he took life rather easy than otherwise. Not that he was in any way unfaithful to his patients, but he never seemed to care if business was dull." " Oh, but he isn't the Dr. Carlton that you knew ! He is as sober as a judge. He was very hospitable, treated us royally, but seemed pre-occupied and I thought sad. I heard that he was very popular, especially among the poorer classes." Perhaps if Frederic Gray had recalled a con- versation which he had with Dr. Carlton just before leaving home for that winter in the South, and had put alongside that conversation a letter 3 1 8 TRANSFORMED. which he had written to the doctor while still in Florida, he would have had the explanation of what was a sort of puzzle to him. He said to his friend at that time, that he meant to marry Marian Kingsley ; and in the letter he said, " You will like to know how I am pro- gressing in my love-affair. I say, finely ; in- deed, I consider the question as good as settled." And Dr. Carlton, foolish man, on the strength of that, exiled himself from home and friends. But one day when three years had passed, his mail was brought in as usual. He smiled as he took up an envelope with the unmistakable air of wedding-cards about it. "Who now?" he said aloud as he tore open the envelope, more as a form than for any interest he felt in the matter. "'You are invited to the marriage of Frederic Gray and Cora Butler' not Marian Kingsley ! " he exclaimed. He thrust the cards aside, ran hastily through the other letters, and, after sitting in thought for a quarter of an hour, arose and went to the office of a brother physi- cian. TRANSFORMED. 3 1 9 ' I have news to-night which makes it im- portant that I should leave the city at once, for an indefinite length of time. I want to transfer my patients to your care." The necessary arrangements were soon made, and by midnight Dr. Carlton was on his way to the Pacific Coast. By a somewhat remarkable coincidence, he had only three days before learned that Mr. Lewis Gray was still in Cali- fornia. He meant to go there for a visit, and if he found Marian Kingsley there he would try to win her : if she were married or dead, he would return to his work again. He never returned to his office and work in that city : the transfer of his business was made permanent, and three months later he went abroad with his bride. To Waltham people who inquired about the couple, Mrs. Gray said, > " The doctor and Marian have been travelling about in Europe ever since their marriage, and they do not even talk of coming home. The doctor sent for the half brother and sister, after their mother's death ; and they will probably 320 TRANSFORMED. stay in Germany and Paris until the young people finish their education. Marian wants us to send Bertha out to them next year, but I cannot make up my mind to let her go ; besides, Mr. Gray has a prejudice in favor of an Ameri- can education for Americans." "Do you notice many changes in Waltham?" asked Mrs. Preston. " Yes, and no. The place is the same, and the people are for the most part the same. I miss a few faces, and find a number of un- familiar ones Some of the young people have grown up since \ve went away. But there is a difference in the religious atmosphere of the place ; at least, so it seems to me. Perhaps I have been away so long that I have forgotten, but I should say there had been a transforming power at work." " I think there has been a change. You probably notice it more than we who have lived through it." " The most astonishing revelation I have had is the change which has come over Cora and Fred." TRANSFORMED. 321 " Yes : Fred is our Sunday-school superin- tendent since Mr. Williams resigned on account of his failing health, and he makes an admirable one. And Cora is developing into a rare Christian." " I cannot understand it," said Mrs. Gray. " They were neither of them tending that way when we left Waltham ; indeed, I sometimes doubted if either of them knew any thing about a real Christianity." " If ' by their fruits ' they are known, there is no room for doubt on that point at present," replied Mrs. Preston. " Bertha is quite enthusiastic over a girl in the Sunday-school class which she has joined. She pointed her out to me yesterday, a pretty girl, a little younger than Bertha. She says her name is Annie Barnard. They must be new-comers : I do not remember any Barnards here." Mrs. Preston laughed. " O Mrs. Gray ! you are quite behind the times. Not to know the Karnards ! Perhaps you may recall the Barneys," 322 TRANSFORMED. "The Barneys! Indeed I can recall them. But what of them ? It can't be " " Yes, it can be, and is ! The Barneys and the Barnards are the same." " But I do not understand." "None of us did for a long time. But we know now, whether we understand it or not, that the Barnards are among our most efficient church workers and among our most respected people." " Indeed ! But I suppose you would not consider them exactly fit associates for your children ? " "Whatever we may consider them, the fact remains that they do associate with our best people. The oldest boy is secretary of the young people's literary association, and a mem- ber of the choir ; and the second son is in your brother-in-law's office," " That boy a Barney ! Why, he is a bright young fellow. And Fred seems to have as good as adopted him : he told me yesterday that he expected to preach through that boy." " Yes : Fred tried hard to make a lawyer of TRANSFORMED. 323 him, but Sam thinks he must study for the ministry ; and Fred is going to help him through his studies." "But he never said a word to us about his belonging to the Barneys." "Well, I presume he did not think of it. No one ever thinks of them as ' the Barneys ' now- adays." " And you would not interfere with Bertha's liking for the girl ? " " If I were you, I would wait and see the girl for myself." Mrs. Gray did not interfere ; and a friendship sprang up between the two girls, which grew and strengthened until that June morning when Reg dreamed of a new tie, "some time per- haps." 324 TRANSFORMED. CHAPTER XXIII. "Other foundation can no man lay than that is laid, which is Jesus Christ." AND now, after a long time, the Carltons were coming back to Waltham. The girl Mar- ian Kingsley who went away fifteen years ago expecting to return in three months, and Dr. Carlton who went away a month later without any intention of returning, these two were coming back, for a time at least ; and this was one of the items of news which Bertha Gray communicated to her friend Nannie during that brief morning call. Of course they came directly to Mr. Gray's, and Fred and Cora came out the same evening to see them. " And now you have come home to stay ? " said Fred. TRANSFORMED. 325 "Well," replied Mrs. Carlton, "I do not know how long. We shall probably remain for several years, though we may go abroad again when Lewis and Claire are a few years older." " We hope you will stay in Waltham," said Cora. " Perhaps we may. Of course the doctor has strong attachments to this place, but I spent so little time here that I did not form many ac- quaintances." " And you may as well own that you did not like us very well either," said Cora, laughing. " No, I will not own that, though I will con- fess that I was never very homesick after I went away from Waltham. I did think the atmosphere a little chilly." "You will find it somewhat changed, I think : something thawed us out a few years ago, and we never froze up again." The doctor was asking questions right and left. "It is strange," he said, "how little we have heard from Waltham since we went abroad. We have never kept up a very vigorous corre- 326 TRANSFORMED. spondence, and I suppose the fact that our friends here were so long in California made them forget that we would be interested in af- fairs here. Marian wrote about her children, I suppose; and Mrs. Gray replied with whole sheets of motherly advice." "As if she needed it, with a doctor for a hus- band ! That is not fair," said Mrs. Gray. " I had enough to tell of our family affairs, without retailing the village gossip." "Well, tell me about the people I know," said Marian, seating herself by Cora's side. "They are so few that it will not tax you greatly ; then we will have that done up, and be ready for other matters. Mr. Manning is still here ? I think I heard uncle Lewis men- tion him a few moments ago." " Yes ; that is, he is still our pastor, though he is now away on a six-months' leave of ab- sence. We have a young man supplying his place, just from the seminary, quite a tal- ented young fellow. I think he told Frederic that he would call on you to-night." " Tell me about Evelyn Baker and Grace Norton." TRANSFORMED. 327 " Didn't you hear ? Evelyn married a for- eign missionary several years ago, and went out to India ; and Grace finished her work early, she lies over there, under the trees." " Gone home, has she ? and I had looked forward to seeing her ! " After a little pause, Marian asked suddenly, "What became of the Barneys, the poor family that the doctor and I took care of for a while, and that your husband and I used to quarrel over ? " As Mr. and Mrs. Frederic Gray were setting out for this call, he remarked, " I do not believe that Marian has any idea of what has been going on here since she went away. Sam says he is going to call at Lewis's to-night. I hope it will be while we are there : I should like to see her face when he is intro- duced." Cora was quick-witted ; and recalling this re- mark, she was not thrown off her guard when Marian asked about the Barneys ; and she replied, " Oh ! they live out there on the same place. 328 TRANSFORMED. . They have a better house, and I think they raise vegetables for a living. I understand they get along very comfortably. The boys are grown up, and they are doing very well." " And did they never go back to their drink- ing and smoking ways?" "No, I think not. The father and mother and some of the younger ones joined our church, and I have never heard any thing against them." " I am glad to know it ! I have thought of the family occasionally ; but I never thought to ask about them when I was writing to auntie, and I did not know but they had moved away. That sort of people are sometimes wandering in disposition, like ourselves." And she laughed gayly, quite like Marian Kingsley, so Cora said Presently the door-bell rang; and as a mo- ment later a peculiar sound was heard in the hall, Cora said, "That is the young minister: he is lame, and walks with a crutch." " Rev. Mr. Barnard " entered, and was intro- duced to the strangers. TRANSFORMED. 329 " Did you walk ? " asked Frederic Gray. " Yes. I expected my brother to drive down for me ; but he was late, and so I walked out, expecting to meet him. Probably he was de- tained, but he may call later." " I suppose it is a busy season with him," remarked Mr. Gray. "Yes; and you know, perhaps, that he is to deliver an address at the Horticultural Associ- ation next week, and of course that takes his leisure time." " Oh, well ! Reg is perfectly at home in horti- culture," said Mr. Gray. " If there is any one subject that he understands thoroughly, it is that, though he is pretty well posted on other matters." Just then Bertha Gray came in, dressed for the street ; and going over to Marian she said, " I am going down to choir-rehearsal : I am sorry I am obliged to go out to-night." Then turning to the young minister she asked, "Do you think Nannie will be down to rehearsal ?" " I expected her with Reg, but they have not arrived as yet." 330 TRANSFORMED. " Bertha thinks she cannot sing without Nannie," said Mrs. Gray. " When do you expect Stella ? " asked Cora. "The last of next week," was the reply. Frederic was watching Marion ; but her face showed no suspicion of any thing strange, and she had none. True, these names were famil- iar ; yet at that moment she had forgotten the names of the " Barney " children. But a moment later a young man entered. He greeted Mr. and Mrs. Gray courteously, but walked directly across the long room, and stood before Marian as if waiting recognition. " Mrs. Carlton," he said, and his voice was eager and excited, " you have not entirely for- gotten ' Reg ' ? " Then Cora, who still sat beside Marian, said, " Mrs. Carlton, allow me to introduce my friend Mr. Reginald Barnard." Then in an instant the truth flashed upon Marian, at least, a part of the truth. She did not as yet comprehend how it was that these old acquaintances of hers were called TRA NSFORMED. 3 3 1 " Barnard," nor did she realize even then the extent of the transformation. It was not until she had been out to the Barnards', and looked upon their pleasant, happy home life in what she declared was the prettiest house in the vicinity of Waltham ; not until she had shaken hands and talked, with the father and mother, and noted the change in them, in voice and manner, in dress and speech ; not until she sat in the village church, and heard Sam preach ; not until she talked with Reg of his business, and of his library, and of his attempts at giving his knowledge to others, that she realized the work that had been done in these fifteen years. When Marian was talking with Reg of his books, Mrs. Barnard brought out the Bible which Marian had left with them when she went away. It did not need that she should say, " There's never been a day since you went away, that Thomas and I have not read one or more chapters in this Book." Its well-worn appearance told the story ; and, too, their lives and their manner of speech told it. "I often tell Reir that this book is worth 332 TRANSFORMED. more than all other books in the world," said the mother. Then, as Reg was called away for a moment, Mrs. Barnard said, "O Mrs. Carl ton ! there's just one shadow upon our lives : Reg is the only one who is left out, and that is because he will not come. I cannot understand it : the rest of us all came so easily into the kingdom ! Reg has been prospered, and the sad thing about it is that he thinks he has done it all himself ! " Marian found an opportunity to have a pri- vate talk with Reg. " I am sorry to hear that you do not call yourself a Christian," she said. " Why are you not one?" " I suppose, simply because I have never set out to be one." " But why not ? " " I do not know as I can tell you. One rea- son is, that I have never had time. My life has been a very busy one : with work and study, my time is all taken up. I always go to church, but there my interest ends." " May I ask why you even go to church ? " TRANSFORMED. 333 " I do not know that I can give a reason : I suppose, partly because I formed the habit with the rest of the family, and partly because it is respectable to attend church. It throws one into good society." " Do you not consider the matter of personal religion important ? " asked Marian. "Why, yes, and no : it does not seem impor- tant to me. Some people appear to find it a help ; but I have succeeded in carrying out my plans, and have reached the point at which I aimed. My first ambition, though I -did not know it was an ambition, was to have a home like this, and to be able to live like other peo- ple. I have succeeded without being a Chris- tian, as you define the word, quite as well as many who are." " Reg, you certainly believe in God." " Yes, in a Creator." " And you believe in the Bible as a revela- tion of his will ? " " Yes, I suppose I do : I have not adopted infidel views. I may not interpret every thing in the Bible just as you would, but I believe in it as a whole." 334 TRANSFORMED. " Then, of course, you believe that the Creator, as you choose to call him, has cognizance of our movements, and is able to build up or de- stroy what he has created." " Able, I suppose ; but I imagine that after he has made things, and set them going, he does not trouble himself much about such in- significant matters as we and our affairs." " Now, it seems to me, that if he took pains to create us, he would take some sort of inter- est in his own work." " I do not mean just that ; but I think he has left us to do our work, and all we have to think of is to see that we do it as well as we know how. I do not see how I could have done any better work by being a professor of religion. I am willing to compare my work with that of almost any Christian I know ; and I think that if I do it as well as I can, the Lord will accept it." " What reason have you for thinking so ? " "Why should I doubt it?" " Because he' has distinctly told you that he will not accept your work, that unless TRANSFORMED. 335 you render a perfect service it all goes for naught." " Don't you think it a little hard on a fellow, when he has honestly tried to do his duty, to blame him for some slight imperfections ? " "That depends. If there was a chance to make his work perfect, and knowing this he neglected to employ the means, deliberately leaving out that which would cover all imper- fections, straighten out all the crooked lines, wash away all the soil, and make the work clean and pure and perfect in the eye of the Master, then would he not deserve blame ? I tell you, Reg, the most unworthy Christian, the weakest and most fallible among us, has that which you have not if you are not a Christian ; that through which justification comes, the righteousness of Christ. Until we put on Christ, our work goes for nothing." At the close of a long conversation Reg said, "Mrs. Carlton, if only out of consideration for you, to gratify you I would like to be inter- ested in these matters; but you would not wish 336 TRANSFORMED. me to express interest where I felt only indif- ference ? I respect religion and religious peo- ple, and I would not hinder in any way any one who is inclined to look at things differ- ently." "I am quite sure that you are making a mistake there. Let me tell you something that I know. Last sabbath I taught a class in the Kitson school, and I asked one of the boys why he was not a Christian: he said, 'All the good folks are not among the Christians. There's Mr. Reg Barnard, he's an awful good man, and he don't belong to the church ; and he don't think there's much good in praying neither.' Now, my friend, can you say that you are not hindering ? I want to say a word about your success. You have done wonders, I admit ; but to what is your success due ? What makes you to differ from others ? What was the turning-point in the history of your family? Was it not in the hour when your father and mother took Christ as their Saviour, the Bible as their guide, and the Holy Spirit as their Illuminator? What is the transform- 337 ing power that has changed every thing about you ? Do you not owe every thing to the reli- gion which you reject ? Reg, I believe that the Lord will yet open your eyes to the truth, but I fear that the revelation will come through pain and sorrow. " The Lord has been very gracious to you," she added. " It seems to me, that he has been seeking to win you to his service through his smiles : he has favored your plans, and ad- vanced your interests. And yet you refuse to give him the honor. He may yet be forced to show his power in bringing you low, unless you humble yourself before him. You have no refuge for a day of trouble, Reg." Reg smiled proudly as he replied, " It seems to me, Mrs. Carlton, that a man ought to have strength of character enough to bear the chan- ging fortunes of life with equanimity. I think I have fortitude for whatever may come." "I fear you will find your strength weak- ness." In all the twenty-seven years of his life, Reginald Barnard had not known a day's ill- 338 TRANSFORMED. ness. Of physical pain and suffering, he did not know the meaning. The memory of those early times of hunger and cold and privation had almost faded out of his memory. He had grown up strong physically, as he was men- tal^ and morally. The development of his spiritual nature, God-ward, only had been stunted and dwarfed. He was a handsome young fellow, of much manliness in form and feature and manner. He had a roundish face with little color, full gray eyes, broad forehead, and shapely chin ; his hair, which in childhood had reminded one of nothing so much as a hank of tow, had gradually grown darker, until now it, as well as the slightly curling mous- tache, was of a handsome shade of brown. He was always neat in his dress and personal hab- its. Of late he had been able to dress well, and was reckoned as one of Waltham's finest- looking young men. He had said to Mrs. Carlton, that he thought he had fortitude to meet the ills of life ; and he had not spoken without consideration. He had seen men sinking under misfortune, and TRANSFORMED. 339 had looked with something like contempt upon their failure to rise above their troubles. He had said within himself, "If reverses come, it would be only to begin over again. Other men have had disappointments : I may not be ex- empt, but the best way is to take philosophi- cally whatever comes." As often happens, the troubles for which we plan and provide are not those which befall us ; and Reg had never planned for the trial which was to test his philosophy. It was a warm July afternoon. He had gone out to inspect his young plum and apricot trees, and had taken his scythe to cut down some weeds which had sprung up in the orchard. He was not a clumsy workman, neither was he careless : on the contrary, he was both skilful and cautious ; indeed, it was often remarked by the neighbors, " Nothing ever happens to Reg Barnard; his horses never run away, his wag- ons never break down on the road, his Jersey cow never gets loose, and he never fails to have a good crop of whatever he puts in." And this was nearly true. Reg was careful, and 340 TRANSFORMED. faithful-to his own interests; not selfishly, for he was very obliging to his neighbors, but he was also very systematic in his work in all its details, the last person to whom an accident would be likely to happen. And how it did happen, no one could ever tell. He did not know then or ever. Whether he slipped and fell upon his scythe, or whether the fall was from being overcome by the heat, he could not think; but one thing they all knew, that in that hour his life-blood had nearly ebbed away. Nan found him helpless and fainting, and tore her dainty white apron into strips for a bandage with which she bound the wound in a skilful manner to stay the flow of blood. Tnen they carried him to the house, and laid him upon his bed. It was an ugly wound, and with it began a battle for life. For weeks fever raged in his veins, and delirium often tortured the weakened brain with wild imagin- ings. Reg Barnard knew from that time what pain meant ; he knew the torment of long weary days and nights of languishing ; he knew the agony of a soul that stands face to TRANSFORMED. 341 face with death, and sees the clutching hand stretched out to grasp the victim, and feels no overshadowing PRESENCE. 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