The Gun-Bearer A WAR NOVEL By E. A. Robinson and G. A. Wall. ILLUSTRATED BY JAMES FAGAN. UC SOUTHERN REGIONAI THE IMPROVISATORS; OR. LIFE IN ITALY. TRANSLATED FROM THE DANISH OP HANS CHRISTIAN ANDERSEN. By MARY HOWITT. ILLUSTRATED BY HASBI O EDWARDS I2mo. Bound in Cloth, $1.00. Paper Cover, 50 Cents. This is an entrancing romance dealing with the classic scenes of Italy. To those who desire to behold with their own eyes those scenes, it wO create a fresh spring of sentiment, and fill them with unspeakable longing. To those who have visited the fair and memory-haunted towers and towns of Florence, Rome and Naples, it will revive their enthusiasm and refresh their knowledge. Andersen published this novel immediately after his return from Italy, and it created an extraordinary effect. Those who had depreciated the author's talent came forward voluntarily and offered him their homage. It is a work of such singular originality and beauty that no analysis or description could do it justice, and the universal admiration which it at once excited has caused it to be read and reread throughout the world. For sale by all booksellers and newsd 2alers, or sent, postpaid, on receipt ,o: price, by the publishers, ROBERT BONNER'S SONS, COR. WILLIAM AND SPRUCE STREETS, New Yo THE GUN-BEARER. THE GUN-BEARER. BY EDWARD A. ROBINSON AND GEORGE A. WALL, Authors of "The Disk," etc. WITH ILLUSTRATIONS BY JAMES FAG AN. NEW YORK: ROBERT BONNER'S SONS, PUBLISHERS. TMI CHOICE HKIE8 : IMUtO SEMI-MONTHLY. SUMCHIPIION PHICf, TWELVE DOLLAR* Pt *NUM. O. 10T, APRIL 15, lilt. ENTIMO AT TMI NEW YORK, N. ., POST OPPICI A* MCOND CLAM MAIL HATTI*. COPYRIGHT, 1894. BY BOBEBT BONNEB'S SONS I SEE the cloud of battle and the flame. I hear the cannon roar, the crackling note Of rifles and the clash of angry steel. My pulses quicken and my brain is wild With frenzied shouts and yells of men in strife. There father, son and brother fearless stand For all men hold most dear. There, right and left, brave men are stricken down Beneath the banner that they love so well ! And all the while, pulsating with the shriek And hiss of shot and shell, with cries and groans Of wounded, dying men, the sulph'rous air Speaks to each sense, as if in thunder tones: The price of peace is blood. 1703618 THE GUN-BEARER. PART L PROLOGUE. "W CHAPTER I. AR ! Ledger ! Midnight edition ! Fort Sumter fired on !" was the cry which, at two o'clock on the morning of the i3th of April, 1 86 1, aroused the slumbering village in which I lived. It was a cry which stimulated and thrilled every fiber of my being, as I ran, splashing through mud, darkness and rain, toward the Waytown Arms, our village inn. I had recognized the hoarse, familiar voice shouting this stirring news as belonging to old Joe, the paper- carrier, and though I was but a boy, I knew the storm that had been threatening the safety of the Union had burst upon us. Joe was standing on the seat of a light wagon in the open roadway before the tavern. His vehicle was drawn by two small mules, whose sweating bodies threw up clouds of steam, which the lantern in the [7 ] 8 THE GUN-BEARER. hands of the innkeeper scarcely penetrated, and in which old Joe's form towered black and gigantic. A surging crowd of hurriedly dressed men had al- ready gathered around the wagon, and I could see the gleam of papers as they were passed from hand to hand. Drawing near, I saw there was another person in the wagon who was distributing the papers old Joe, maintaining his lofty position above the heads of the encircling crowd, and, whip in hand, as if impatient to be off, had but the one care on his mind, to rouse the heaviest sleeper in the village with this dreaded news. A moment before silence had reigned in the unsus- pecting security of our village, and I, too thoughtful for sleep, by reason of the excited talk which we boys, imitating our elders, had been indulging in at our sur- reptitious meeting that evening, was standing by the window of my room up under the roof, looking out into the darkness and listening abstractedly to the drip, drip of the rain from the eaves. Not a light was to be seen anywhere ; utter gloom and, save the noise of the rain, silence everywhere. After a while I fancied that the echo of another sound mingled with the patter of the water. It was like the blast of a horn. I opened the window, that I might hear better, and, listening with suspended breath, heard the sound again, this time more plainly. Toot ! Toot ! It was a horn, surely, but still far away. Later I could hear the muffled rumble of wheels and the thump of hoofs in the covered bridge at the north end of the village and, when that ceased, the rattle of wheels over stony ground and the sound of a hoarse voice shouting something. Others were waking in the village ; lights gleamed THE GUN-BEARER. 9 from many windows, and the heads of many people appeared, some with night-caps and some without. Meanwhile the noise of hoof -beats and the sound of wagon-wheels grew louder, the shouting more distinct, and, when the team turned the corner, came full and strong the cry of " War." I made a short cut to 'the ground by way of my win- dow, the porch underneath, and a drop from the edge of that to the soft lawn below, and in a very short space of time was, as you see me at the beginning of this story, splashing through the darkness and mud on my way to the inn, where I had rightly concluded Joe would rein up. By the time I arrived, however, the demand for papers had been satisfied, and old Joe, anxious that no one should get ahead of him in th"e village beyond cried : " Ready, boys ! G'lang !" Then letting the whip fall on the steaming mules, and with a final cry "War !" he went rattling and splash- ing away into the darkness. As Joe drove off, the crowd which he had called to- gether began to diminish, some going one way and some another, all anxious to know the particulars. Many of the villagers went into the tavern, whither I followed, but on presenting myself at the door of the bar-room, where they seemed to have assembled, ad- mittance was refused me. " The room is already too full," they said. On trying the office, I found gathered there several of the boys whom I had left only a little while before. They were all in one group at the end of the room, watching with a mixture of diffidence and curiosity a strange man who was reading one of Joe's papers by the light of the desk-lamp. 10 THE GUN-BEARER. Curiosity at last getting the best of every other feel- ing, little Tommy Atkins ventured to break the silence and ask the stranger the meaning of all the excitement. " It means war, I suppose, boys," he said, in a kindly voice, looking toward us ; then, probably surmising that we were anxious to know all about it, he added : " but would you like to hear what the paper says ?" "Yes!" we cried, in chorus. " Very well ; you sit down, and I'll read." We scattered to seats, and the stranger, springing to a place on the desk, by which he had been standing, drew the lamp toward him, and holding the paper side- wise, so that the light would fall strong on the print, read: " 'SPECIAL DISPATCH TO THE LEDGER. "'Charleston, S. C., April 12, 1861. The rebels opened fire upon Fort Sumter at 4:30 this morning. The first shot was fired from Fort Moultrie. The iron-clad floating battery and the heavy batteries on Mt. Pleasant and Cummings Point im- mediately followed suit. The encircling guns poured such a storm of shot and shell upon the loyal fort that only the cannon in the casemates could be used,' " etc., etc. But everybody has read these first dispatches, and been as excited over them as we were. Our youthful spirits under the weird spell of the early morning hour could not be held entirely in check, even by the magnetic charm of the .stranger's voice and manner or the strange news that he was reading, and broke through all restraint at times. We were enthusiastic partisans of the northern cause, and understood, in a youthful way, the nature of the crisis. Yet I am sure none of us really grasped the whole significance of this news. The novelty wore away somewhat, I confess for myself, as the stranger went on reading, and my atten- tion wandered occasionally to outside matters. I heard a wagon rattle up to the door, saw the post- THE GUN-BEARER. 11 master come into the office, take his hat and coat from a peg, and go out again. He was evidently thinking deeply about something, for he took no notice of the stranger, who kept on reading, nor of us boys sitting around in silence. In a little while I heard the wagon rumble away. Again, the stranger had not long been reading be- fore Joe Bentley, the blacksmith's son, who was sitting astride a chair, with his elbows resting on the back, began fumbling about in his pockets. Bringing forth, at last, a short clay pipe, from which he carefully shook the ashes, he crowded down what tobacco there was in it, fished out a live coal from among the ashes in the big fireplace, and proceeded to light it in an ab- stracted sort of way. Then placing the pipe in one corner of his mouth, where neither it nor the smoke could interfere with his vision, he fixed his eyes un- waveringly on the stranger. Joe was the biggest and oldest one among us, and we always looked up to him a little on that account ; but now he seemed more than ever sedate and trust- worthy. War and the horrors prophesied by the paper might seem unreal and overdrawn to the rest of us, but Joe must realize them, I thought, as I watched him sitting there so stately and thoughtful with the stump of a pipe between his teeth. Tommy Atkins also seemed to realize something of the terrible news. He, too, seemed absorbed by it, and sat on the end of the newspaper-table, swinging his feet and twisting and untwisting his cap, from which he had long ago wrung out every drop of moisture, ut- terly unconscious of everything about him except the words of the stranger. During this time it was evident, from noises which 12 THE GUN-BEARER. came to us from the bar-room, that the older people there assembled were not without their excitement. First we would hear an indistinct roar, as if all were talking at once. Then came a more decided shout, with stamping of feet and thumping of chair-legs. After this a short silence, and then the indistinct tones of a single voice murmuring on, sometimes undisturbed, sometimes interrupted by applause, and in one or two cases completely overcome by noises of an opposite character, not quick and soon over, like applause, but slowly growing from a mere murmur persistently louder and louder until the one voice was swallowed up and lost. This effort to drown the speaker's voice occurred but twice. At the end of the second time I heard a scuf- fling of feet, a crash as of breaking furniture, followed by a loud, angry voice, shouting: "You lie! Take that !" A pistol-shot added to the confusion, and as I heard some one cry out : " Murder !" the stranger jumped to the floor and darted through the doorway leading to the bar-room. Curiosity overcoming my judgment, I followed just far enough to see the cause of this disturbance, and there, close by the door, struggling in the grasp of two of the worst roughs that ever disgraced the quiet of a mill-village, was old white-haired Deacon Miller, his face streaked with blood, his coat torn to shreds, his hat off and a crowd of dazed and seemingly helpless men watching this unnatural combat, yet making no effort to offer the help that was needed. Pressing through the crowd, the stranger jumped like a tiger at the bully nearest him, and, with a well- directed blow, knocked him senseless. Before the other villain could appreciate the situation, he, too, received a well-merited punishment, and the deacon, faint with THE GUN- BEARER. 13 exhaustion, would have fallen to the floor had not the stranger caught him in his arms. A murmur of approval went up from the crowd, and Billy Green, of the variety store, shouted : " Kick the rascals into the road ! Hang 'em to the sign-post !" "Silence !" thundered the stranger, in a commanding tone. " Can't you act like men ? Landlord, get out your carriage and help me take the deacon to his house. And you, sir," addressing Billy Green, "get me a basin of water and a sponge." It was soon discovered that the Deacon had received only a slight flesh wound, and that, aside from the damage sustained by his clothing and the exhaustion resulting from rough handling, there was no serious damage done. After the carriage with the deacon, the stranger and the landlord had rolled away, the two miscreants, who by this time had gained their feet, muttered threats of dire vengeance upon the deacon. " You'd better let him alone," said Joe Bentley, who was standing behind me. " If he can't take care of himself, he's got a friend who can take of him." The roughs looked at Joe angrily an instant, then turned and left the tavern. " They 're a bad lot," said Dick Wentworth, the sta- tion-agent, as the door closed after them " a bad lot and they ought to be watched. They're mean enough to do anything." " Who are they, anyhow ?" asked Billy Green, rather out of contempt than for information. " Jail-birds a couple of jail-birds of the worst sort, just two weeks out of jails, where they've been board- ing for the past three years for setting fire to the dea- con's mill." 14 THE GUN-BEARER. " They '11 get another three years if they don't make themselves scarce 'round these parts," said Billy. " Like enough like enough," answered Wentworth, meditatively ; " but they'll be up to some deviltry before they go. You see if they don't." An hour was spent discussing the war-news, during which the situation was viewed from every stand- point. The village orator, Bert Smith, who, by the way, hap- pened to be town-crier, had a good deal to say about the Stars and Stripes, the scream of the eagle for liberty, and rounded out his speech with the solemnity of a prophet. " I see," he said, " this beautiful land of ours deluged with blood ; our sons slaughtered on our own hearth- stones ; ruin, wretchedness, tears, despair and death, everywhere." Just as he had finished the landlord returned, and, rushing into the room, shouted excitedly : "The rascals! What's become of them? Where are those brutes that struck the deacon ?" " Gone !" answered Billy Green. 4t They left just after you drove away." " Boys," replied the landlord, " there 's going to be trouble to-night, sure ; and those villains are going to make it." " What's the matter now?" asked Billy. " Matter enough. The stranger and I took the dea- con home, and were coming back through the woods. When we 'd got as far as Paddock's, I saw two men sneak in behind the big stone at the bound'ry line and crawl off into the darkness. The stranger also saw them, and said : ' Landlord, you 'd better turn and drive me back to Miller's house. Those imps mean mischief, and the old man may need help. I'll stop with him THE GUN-BEARER. 15 to-night ?' So I drove back, left him, and he's there now." "What's that?" said Billy, from the west window. " The moon ?" " Moon !" replied the landlord, going hastily to the window. " Moon don't rise in the west. My God, boys ! They 're at it ; they Ve fired either the mill or the deacon's house. Come on ; help me out with the big wagon ; and you, Billy, run for the sexton, get the key to the church, and ring the bell, quickly ! Away with with you !" noticing a little hesitation. Willing hands helped the landlord get out the big wagon, to which were harnessed a fresh pair of horses, and into which sprang half a dozen men, eager to ren- der whatever assistance might be needed to save the mill, upon which so many of the townspeople depended for their daily bread. Just as the horses were put to a gallop toward the fire, the old church-bell rang out an alarm, which aroused every able-bodied man in the village. While I stood in the doorway, watching the teams disappear in the rain and haze which were reddened by the light of the distant fire, and was debating with myself whether or not I should run after the other boys, I distinctly heard the thump of a crutch on the floor behind me. There could be no mistake about this, and I at once became conscious that my father was near me, as he was the only man in the village who used a crutch. I was proud that I could show my father that his own interest in affairs of state, as well as of local im- portance, were finding a ready second in the person of his son ; but I was also aware of a little inward trem- bling for all that. My father was one of those men who could never be 16 THE GUN-BEARER. depended upon beforehand to look at anything in any particular way. Of a very nervous temperament, and made irascible by chronic ailing and loss of property, his views, I often thought, were colored by his feelings ; and as I was an only child, and babied, as the boys say, it occurred to me that he might think this a fitting op- portunity to reduce me to my proper place, as a person of no importance, and, more's the pity, I was right, for hardly had he caught sight of me when he cried : "You here? This is no place for a boy on such a night as this. Go home !" Why didn't I run before I was discovered ! To say I was vexed would be putting it too mildly. It seemed to me that I was old enough to be allowed some rights, and had about determined to resist parental authority when my father took me by the shoulder, and pushing me, said : " March !" I went, and felt then as I have felt since, my body move forward, though my spirit rebelled and bade me stay. "Yin Ml iKiwv. AND I'LL UK A 1 1. -. 1'aye IO. CHAPTER II. When I again came out of the house, although the morning sun was high in the heavens, I noticed that the village was unusually quiet. Everybody seemed to be asleep ; but, without pausing to wonder at the unwonted stillness that reigned all around, I went to the barn and began work on the horses, finishing with my mare ; for I liked to spend all extra time on her. In the next house to ours lived Mrs. Atkins, Tommy's mother. Mr. Atkins had died in debt, father said. Consequently, Tommy's mother was compelled to de- pend upon her own exertions for a living, and called upon Tommy to add to the family treasury all he could earn by driving the grocer's wagon, and doing any other light jobs that came in his way. Out on all occasions and in all kinds of weather, Tom- my improved a happy faculty for picking up little bits of news, to which his ingenuity and imagination added many interesting details, and therefore, though the youngest boy among us, he was generally the best in- formed as to whatever was of current interest. But he was a little too conscious of this superiority, we sometimes thought. We did not like to have to listen to him always. Tommy's bedroom window was just opposite the doorway of our barn, and the noise I made over the [17] 18 THE GUN-BEARER. horses, and the low whistle I kept up to drive the dust from my mouth must have aroused him, as he appeared suddenly at the stable-door. " Hello, Tommy," I cried, on seeing him. " Hello yerself. I say, Dan, 'twas too bad yer had to go home. Yer missed all the fun." " Did you see it all ?" "Did I see it? Wa'n't I out all night?" Tom, in- deed, did look as though he had been out, as he said : " Gosh ! wa'n't it lively, though ?" " Well, what was it burnt ?" I asked. But Tommy was not going to tell the whole secret or any part of it in a hurry, so he passed over my ques- tion as though he had not heard it. "D'yer s'pose I 'd gone home, 'nd left a big red sky like that ? Not much ! It beat all the Fourth -of -July fireworks you ever saw, all holler." I was breathless with impatience to hear about it, but saw Tommy had made up his mind to tantalize me, and at the same time show me how much more independent he was than I. It would not do to allow that ; besides, I knew that if let alone he would give me the whole story in time. I said nothing, therefore, but applied myself more closely to my work. I was rub- bing down the mare's hind legs at the time. This gave me a chance, as I bent over, to watch Tommy under my arm, and by saying "Whoa!" now and then I seemed to acquire independence and carelessness, as it were. Tommy at first seemed disturbed, because I did not show more enthusiasm, and I became almost afraid that he was going to disappoint me, and go away with- out giving me the news ; but the desire to air some of his knowledge conquered all other inclinations, and, taking up a position on the mealchest, he began : THE GUN-BEARER. 19 11 Yer know the stranger who read to us. Yer remer- ber him, don't yer ?" Of course I remembered him. Was not his face, with its black hair and glittering black eyes, the clearest thing in my mind of all last night's excitement ? But I simply said : "Yes." "Well, he's a brick." Tommy shut his teeth, winked his eyes, and shook his head convincingly. " You know, of course, 'bout his killing the rough ?" I was startled from my forced calm, and straighten- ing up stared over the mare's back at Tommy sitting on the chest. Tommy saw his advantage and sneered. " Don't even know that, hey ?" I went back to work in a hurry. "Yer a pretty feller to be 'round when there 's anything goin' on." " Whoa ! Stand still, can't you ?" said I to the mare. " Well, " said Tommy, with a gleam of satisfaction in his eyes, " when we left the tavern the landlord whipped up his horses, and away we went in fine shape, I tell yer." " But you weren't in the wagon, were you ?" I asked, remembering distinctly that when the wagon started Tommy and the other boys were afoot. " No ; but they hadn 't reached the corner before I was with them." " I suppose they needed you," said I, determined to get a fling at Tommy. " Of course," answered Tommy indifferently, as if that were a matter about which there ought to be but one opinion, and that further remarks on that subject were unnecessary. " But don't bother me, Dan, if you want to hear what happened." ' Go on, then !" I muttered. " Well, 's I was sayin', we went off in fine shape. We 20 . THE GUN-BEARER. picked up some of the mill overseers on the way, and by the time we got clear of the town we had a dozen men in the wagon. My, but it was dark and drizzly when we got into the woods ! Just after we got through them, and came out at the top of the hill, we could see the blaze over the tops of the trees that stood between us and the mill. One of the overseers said : ' It 's the mill, boys, sure enough !' " " ' The rascals !' said the landlord, sharp and angry like. ' Keep a sharp eye along the roadside, boys, for two of the meanest skunks that ever went unhung. Don't let 'em get away. It '11 be some satisfaction in running those fellows in.' " " ' Better hang 'em,' said Billy, 'and run 'em in after- ward.' " A little turn in the road as you reach the mansur house brought us into a full view of the fire, which proved to be " here Tommy began to mount his high horse again " but what are you looking at me in that way for, with your mouth wide open, and your eyes fairly sticking out of your head ?" "Stand still there," I cried to the mare. I had to say something to cover my excitement. Tommy waited an instant, just to bother me, and then said : " Well, it was the" " Whoa ! Be quiet !" I shouted to the mare, as Tommy again paused, with a smile at my eagerness to catch every word. " The barn. The mill was all right, but the deacon's house was in danger. The barn is close to the house, yer know, and well filled with hay. It made a mighty hot fire. We could hear it roar as the big waves of flame, all edged with a fringe of sparks and smoke, rose high into the air." THE GUN-BEARER. 21 I had now stopped work and was standing, curry- comb and brush in hand, staring at Tommy. Tommy, warming to the subject, for the moment forgot his superiority, and, not noticing my attitude, continued rapidly : " When we turned into the mill road we heard a couple of explosions. Some of the men said 't was powder in the barn ; others said 't was more like the crack of a rifle. When we reached the house we saw the stranger, the deacon and 'a couple of his men throwin' water on blankets hung on the side of the house nearest the barn. Edith and the servant girl were there, helpin' carry water from the well to the house. " Our comin' was a lucky job for them, for they were all tuckered out. In a few minutes the old hand-engine arrived, the suction-pipe was lowered into the well, the breaks were manned, and when the leadin* hosemen got a stream on the fire they began to get the best of it. "By George," said Tommy, as the whole scene seemed to come into his mind, " what a sight that was and how we all shouted when the flames died down and we knew the house was saved ! " After the fire was all out the deacon opened a barrel of cider and everybody drank his fill." " Did they get the horses out ?" " Yes, got 'em all out. Ah, I thought there was some- thin' else. The explosions we heard " here Tommy looked at me, as if meditating another triumph. But I was ready for him, and had resumed work on the mare. " The explosions were caused by the stranger's firin' at the two roughs who attacked the deacon at the tavern." " Did he hit them ?" 22 THE GUN-BEARER. " You bet he did," replied Tommy. " He killed one of 'em stone dead, and he hurt the other so he couldn't get away, and we brought him back with us." " What were they trying to do ?" " Set fire to the house, of course. They 'd piled a lot of straw against the rear of the house, and with a card of lighted matches were goin' to set fire to it when the stranger, who 'd been watchin' 'em and was all ready, up and fired. The ball passed right through the neck of one feller and broke his spine, so he died at once. The other one was hit in the leg and fell, so they cap- tured him. He 's an ugly feller, that rough ; but they '11 fix him now." Just here Mrs. Atkins called : " Tommy !" Tommy heard her and said : "But perhaps you haven't been interested in what I 've been tellin'. Look at yourself." I did not look at myself, and I did not want Tommy to go away without telling me the rest, for I was inter- ested to know if there was anything more, so I said : " Anything else happen ?" " Can't stop any longer. There 's mother callin' and I 'm late to work as 't is." Tommy sprang down from the chest and started home on the run ; but as he was passing out of the door an idea seized him and, catching hold of the door-post with one hand, he swung the upper part of his body into the barn. " Say ! Come round to the store this afternoon, and if I 'm there I '11 tell you the rest." He winked one eye at me and grinned. I let the currycomb fly at him, but he dodged it easily, disap- peared, and in a moment I heard his feet strike the ground on his side of the fence. CHAPTER III. " Daniel, come to breakfast !" It was my mother calling from the kitchen door. As I entered the house, mother, who was taking break- fast from the stove, turned to say : " Don't make any noise, Daniel. Father didn't sleep much last night, and he 's abed now." " Is he sick ?" I asked, knowing the contrary, but hop- ing she would tell me what I had failed to learn from Tommy. " No ; but news was brought last night that Fort Sumter had been fired upon. Deacon Miller's barn was also burned. There were great doings in the village last night." " I know that," I said, taking a seat at the table ; " but what about the stranger and the man he killed ?" Mother was just stooping over the stove with a towel in her hand to open the oven door for the potatoes, but hearing my question, she straightened up and looked at me with astonishment. " Why, Daniel, this all happened in the night." She did not know that I had been out at all a bit of evidence that father must have been thinking of some- thing else when he came in or he would have told her. " Who told you about it ?" [23] 24 THE GUN-BEARER. "Tommy Atkins," I replied. "He came over this morning when I was cleaning the horses, and told me all about it ; besides, I was in the village part of the time, myself." " You were ? I did not hear you come in," she said, and bent over the stove again. Breakfast was soon upon the table, and by the time we began to eat, a door opened and father appeared. I expected to be scolded, and watched him from the corners of my eyes. He looked tired and cross, and the moment he noticed me he was evidently reminded of where he had found me last night. "Look here, young man," he said, harshly, " it is time for you to be in bed at two o'clock in the morning." " But, father "I objected. " No ' but ' about it, sir. I don't, and what's more, I won't have any more of these goings-on." " He did not think you wouldn't like it," interposed mother. " Didn't think he 'd no business to think. Why, I found him at the tavern wet through, just as the tavern keeper with his big wagon and half a dozen men were starting for the fire. A minute more and he 'd been off with them, as big as you please. Look here, young man " father always began with this phrase when he wanted to reprove me " you Ve got to grow before you 11 be of much account." " Dan'l wanted to see what was going on, I suppose. You must remember, father, we were all children once." " That is all very true, but no excuse," and while he was saying this, he leaned his crutch against the wall and slowly lowered himself into his chair at the table. Hardly had he turned around and faced us, before the crutch fell with a crash to the floor. THE GUN-BEARER. 25 He jumped in his chair as though a pistol had been fired, and turning, looked at the fallen crutch as if it had been a dog ready to bite him. This seemed so funny that I would have laughed, vexed as I was, if a scared, troubled look on mother's face had not stopped me ; the look made me realize that father's nerves were all unstrung with disease and trouble and sleeplessness, and that he was not himself. But the unfavorable view he had taken of my pres- ence in the tavern the night before and the way he had talked to me about it had driven all desire for news out of my mind, and turning my attention to the break- fast, I discovered I was quite hungry. Not so with my father ; nothing seemed to please him. The beef was too tough, the coffee too hot, or the potatoes too soggy. " Why can't we have as good beef here as in the city ?" was a standing question with him. He was never satisfied with the meat to be had, and every time he returned from his periodical trip to the city he had a great deal to say about it. Mother always bore all this complaining patiently. It must have hurt her feelings, yet she did not seem to mind it much, or else I did not see it. Her face in these years had always a careworn expression, and her eyes the same watchful look that was in them when I was recovering from the scarlet fever. Father finally pushed away his plate, remarking, as he did so : " Oh, I don't want anything. I 'm not hungry." Yet he had eaten half of what he had helped himself to. " I hope Deacon Miller feels well this morning ," he said, after a pause. " Why, he was not hurt much last night, was he ?" asked mother, a little anxiously. 26 THE GUN-BEARER. I began to be interested again, but knew enough to keep quiet and let them talk, undisturbed. " Hurt, no ; but he 's lost a pretty figure by the fire ; and to a man who loves money as he does, it 's enough to make him sick. It's lucky for him the stranger happened around as he did ; he'd have lost his house, and the mill, too, for aught I know. Well, he's got money enough he can stand it." " Yes, father ; but think of the people depending upon that mill for their bread and butter." " Of course, I 'd be sorry for the mill people," said father ; " but I haven't any sympathy for the deacon. He has none for me. He '11 foreclose on this property the first chance he gets, and there 's no need of his being so grasping. His clerk told us yesterday that he 'd more orders on hand than he could fill for a month." Father waited for mother to speak, but she only looked worried, and said : " I am sorry for Mrs. Miller." "Sorry for Mrs. Miller? Yes; I suppose you are. That 's just like a woman. Do you suppose she 'd be sorry for you if the deacon foreclosed to-day ?" " Yes, I do," said mother, bravely. " Oh, you do ? Well, I don't. There 's no difference in them. They 're all in the same boat deacon, wife, Edith and all grasping, grasping, getting all they can out of everybody." " You ought not to be so hard on the deacon," said mother. " He loaned you money when you needed it, and it 's not his fault that you have been sick and that things have gone wrong with you. Don't fret, father ; things will come out all right when you get well. What started the row at the tavern ?" " Why, the deacon was talking about the war what THE GUN-BEARER. 27 secession meant, how the price of everything would go up, and how long it would be before manufacturers could pay any more for help than they were paying now. That was about all he had to say when one of the roughs jumped up and, running to the deacon, shaking his fist in his face, said : " ' I know you, Deacon Miller ! Yer a slick, palaverin', lazy aristercrat, too lazy to do anything yerself, an' too mean an' stingy to want an honest laborin' man paid full wages for an honest day's work. Yer always rob- bin' somebody an' tellin' 'em yer a frien', an' I tell yer yer lie !' " Just then he pulled a pistol from his pocket and pointed it at the deacon. Wentworth, who was stand- ing close by at the time, knocked the pistol up just as the fellow fired. Another rough companion to the fellow who fired the pistol jumped for Wentworth, and in a minute there was some pretty tall fighting. It didn't last long, for no sooner had some one shouted: 'Murder!' than the stranger rushed in like a mad bull and put an end to it all. The tavern-keeper told me after he came back from the fire this morning that the stranger killed one of these two men just as they were firing the deacon's house, and that he shot the other, wounding him so he was captured, and he 's now in the calaboose. But that don't matter much. Those fellows deserved putting out of the way, both of them. The thing we now have to face is war a war that has come to stay until the cause has been washed out by blood. Civil war," said my father, dropping his voice to a meditative tone. " Civil war ; grim-visaged, fratricidal, terrible. But," turning suddenly to me, " aren't you going to do any work this morning ?" "The chores are done, the horses cleaned and the stable put to rights," said mother, interfering. 28 THE GUN-BEARER. " It 's a wonder," said father, disappointedly. "You are not going to the mill to- day, are you, father ?" asked mother. " I wouldn't." " I don't believe I will. But that grain must go up the river to-day. That must be done. Here, Daniel, you take the double team and carry it yourself. Be sure that Granger gives you a receipt for the right weight. There's more than I usually carry in. Tell him there '11 be less next week." " All right," I said, and left the room ; but he could not let me go without a parting shot, and shouted after me : " Look here, young man, I don't want any mistake about this. It must go to-day." I hurried off. I could see before me a pleasant drive, and a chance to hear what the people thought of the war. v ******* It had come. That crisis which the wise had fore- told, and which the thoughtful, earnest few looked for- ward to as a means to the end they desired ; that reality which the great body of conservative, well-fed, unsus- pecting populace had pooh-poohed at, and refused to believed in, had come at last. War, with all its hor- rors, was at the door. The little fleecy cloud that had crept up above the nation's horizon, unperceived by any one but the most weather-wise, had suddenly taken on enormous pro- portions, and become terribly visible to all. Broad, black and ominous, it covered the whole heavens, preg- nant with rain and hail, hiding, in its shadow, de- structive winds. I, as a boy, lying at ease upon a wagon-load of grain, as my two horses plodded slowly along the river bank that pleasant spring morning, felt something of the THE GUN-BEARER. 29 excitement in my blood, looked at the approaching tempest with steady, curious eyes, and waited some- what impatiently, not knowing the frightful power be- hind it, for the first tangible signs that it was a re- ality; a fearful fact and no empty though exciting dream. PART IL CHAPTER I. Three years have passed since first the country responded to the call to arms ; three years since first was raised the cry of " On to Richmond ;" since the setting in of that tide of war, which has ebbed and flowed along the coast and rivers of the South and among her mountains, on the plains and valleys of the Mississippi, of Tennessee and of Virginia ; which has broken over Maryland into Pennsylvania and rolled along northward until it threatened to submerge Washington and Baltimore ; three years of fatiguing toilsome march ; of camp, of bivouac and of battle. Hundred of thousands of brave men have bared their breasts as a bulwark for the cause they loved. Tens of thousands have been swept resistlessly onward to die upon the field of battle, to languish in some gloomy, far-off hospital or pestilential prison pen. Again and again have the voice and bloody arms of war been raised for men, more men. The lines are more contracted, but the battle cloud that has hung so long in the southern horizon has not yet lifted ; the smoke and gleam from a country ravaged and burning has not yet faded away ; there is no near prospect of peace from the shock of battle. [30] THE GUN-BEARER. 31 The North is determined, strong ; the South is de- fiant, desperate. Three years next month old Joe roused Waytown with the cry of "War." Since then how changed the village grew. So changed and strange I did not care to stay there. Seventy-five thousand men were called for, and my comrades, all who could, enlisted. Almost everybody said : " Pshaw ! the war will soon be over ;" but when we received the report of the attack upon the Sixth Massa- chusetts regiment in Baltimore, and soon afterward news of the fight at Bull Run, our people began to realize that war was really at the door, and that, per- haps, it would be long and bloody. In a few days a pine box, large enough to hold a man, came in on the train. The whole village knew it almost instantly. " Who is it ?" somebody whispers. " Mike Clancy, one of the volunteers from Miller's factory." Then a half dozen Irishmen called for the pine box and carried it away to the north end of the town. The next day a funeral, with many over-crowded wagons and raw-boned, knock-kneed horses crawled slowly down Main street out of the village to the Catholic graveyard on the hill. No one thought of the shabby, strung-out pomp. It was a soldier's funeral, the first offering of our village on the country's altar. A cheap cotton, star-spangled banner gleamed through the glass sides of the hearse. Children, barefooted and bareheaded, stood by the gateways or climbed the road-side fence to watch with wide-open, calm but wondering eyes the sad procession. The busy housewife forgot for a moment her morning 32 THE GUN-BEARER. cares and from her windows watched it crawling by. She saw it climb the hill, pass through the graveyard gate, and turned away with apron to her eyes. Farmers suspended work, and with rake or hoe in hand watched it in silence out of sight. Months passed, and the people grew silent, anxious and impatient. Newspapers were eagerly scanned and passed from hand to hand. The Ball's Bluff battle was reported. Many faces in Waytown turned pale, for " our boys " were there. And in the next few days, " He is dead," " He is wounded," " He, too, is dead," were the sad whispers which passed from mouth to mouth. Billy Green and Baker, the sadler, were shot there, and Joe Bentley, the big-hearted, big-bodied blacksmith's son, was wounded. These dead were not sent home, and all that the fathers and mothers could say to inquiring friends was that their comrades have written us how Billy stood to the first shock like a man ; how, almost immediately after it, he was seen to drop, never to rise again ; how, near the end of the fight, Baker was seen standing with the rest, waiting for the charge, with blood running from his cheek and from his shoulder, two places where bullets had hit him ; and how, after the charge, when the rebels had fled and the smoke had lifted a little, he was found, dead. This was all they knew, all we could learn of the men of our village sent out to the war. Two, at least, Baker and little Billy, would never return. Thus the war became a more personal matter while such news was going the rounds a struggle not to be fought out by strangers and to end soon in hurrahs and holidays, but a reckless, hand-to-hand conflict, which threatened to draw every one, man, woman and child, in some way into the vortex of strife. THE GUN-BEARER. 33 From the faces of the men around me I saw hope fading, to give place to a settled, anxious but determined look, while the cheeks of anxious women, of widows and of fatherless children, were pale and tear-stained. After months more of waiting Joe Bentley came limping home, pale and weak, having been for a long time in the hospital, recovering from an amputa- tion. Old man Bentley had mounted his big horse long ago and ridden off to the South, and now, at long intervals, his daughter for he had no wife would get letters from him, saying that he was making a dash into the enemy's country or quietly shoeing horses. With Joe and his father both away, the blacksmith's shop had been left to itself. Across the dingy win- dows spiders had spun their dusty webs undisturbed ; the big loose-jointed double doors, which Mr. Bentley had swung groaning to, on the day he rode away, were now as he had left them, closed and barred, and through the many cracks and crevices in them you could see, in the dim twilight which reigned there, no matter how bright the sunlight might be outside, the forge, grim, dirty and cold ; the big bellows, collapsed and gray with dust ; the noisy hammer, now lying silent, across the anvil where the blacksmith had left it. Nor was the appearance of the adjoining house, where the daughter and her aunt lived awaiting the return of father and brother, scarcely less gloomy, with its green blinds carefully closed, and the sparkling whiteness of its walls staring out cold and lifeless from the shadow of the waving trees above. When Joe appeared in Waytown he seemed to have grown suddenly much older, and his face, though tired and worn, looked nobler and wiser. The village folk would never have grown tired of asking him questions 34 THE GUN-BEARER. if he had cared to answer, but he had no stories to tell them. I remember that Parson Slim once asked him what he thought of the war. " Parson," said Joe, harshly, with no reverence in his voice, and pointing to his stump of a leg, " it is a hard fact," and he turned and limped away. Joe soon got strong again, and the forge was no longer deserted. The big double doors were thrown wide open, letting in the daylight ; the bellows groaned and wheezed ; a bed of live coals sparkled and glowed in the center of the forge so lately cold and grim ; sparks flew out from the red-hot iron, and once more the sharp ring of the anvil, under the heavy blows of Joe's hammer, sounded along the quiet street. Tommy Atkins and I were the only boys of our crowd left. Perhaps Joe felt more friendly to us be- cause we had been so much together before the begin- ning of the war. At any rate, however silent he was with others regarding the scenes he had taken part in, he seemed quite willing to tell us about them when there were no others about. Often in the long dark winter twilight, when his work was done we three met by the side of the forge, and he told us of war and its horrors. As the twilight deepened and the night closed in, war seemed to over- shadow us also ; and while Joe went on, I could hear the drums and the trumpets. I saw woods sparkling with the flash of rifles, and with clouds of smoke drift- ing off through the trees. I saw the grassy plain strewn with the dead and wounded and the earth red with blood. Did I fear war ? Was I afraid to go ? I think not ; but I did see more clearly, and began to realize the hard fact that the highway to a soldier's glory leads through THE GUN-BEARER. H5 the valley of the shadow of death. Thus the first flush of enthusiasm left me, and I began to look on war as a business, for I was still resolved to go, if, when I grew old enough to enlist, the fight was still on, resolved that no one should point a finger at me, when the struggle was over, and ask, ' And where were you all this time you who had the opportunity ? Why didn't you go?" But my father would not hear of my going. War was banished from all conversation at home, and I was forced to wait in silence, with the echoes of battle shouts and of rattling drums ringing in my ears. But the excitement of those times, so powerful over every one, combined with Deacon Miller's foreclosing the mortgage he held on our property, affected my father's health very sadly. He became quite ill and took to his bed. We could see that he was failing day by day ; doctors and nursing were of no avail, and we, mother and I, were forced to watch his decline, helpless, until, at the end of March, about a year after the firing on Fort Sumter, he passed away. A sad time that was for u~. the spring of 1862. Many and heavy were the cares that were thrust upon my young shoulders, under the ever increasing burden of which I must struggle on for the rest of my days, but in those stirring times no one could remain long a boy. By the end of September, 1863, our affairs in Way- town having been settled, and with barely enough to meet the expense, we were ready to leave for Kentucky, where mother intended to live with her sister. The war was still going on, and I was old enough to enlist. How eagerly I longed for the departure ! CHAPTER II. We arrived at my uncle's place in Kentucky after a tedious trip in the cars. Delay, delay at every turn, especially when we came near our destination, explain- able only from the tumultuous nature of the times and the moving across our way of troops and provision trains. We were getting into the domain of war, and as its spirit took possession of me the sorrows of my private life faded away. Mr. Nichols my uncle's family consisted of himself and wife, both much older than my mother, and an adopted daughter, Mary. There were two sons, Charlie and Fred, each of whom had shouldered his musket and departed at the beginning of the war, and neither had, as yet, returned. From the last of Fred's letters, which came at rare intervals, they judged that he was, about the time mother and I arrived at his home, somewhere in Eastern Kentucky or Tennessee. Of Charlie, the elder, they had heard almost nothing since the first year of the war. He disappeared in a battle, and all search for him having been given up for a long time, they came to think him as dead. Judge of their surprise, however, when a half-demented tramp, wandering aim- lessly through the village, brought word that Charlie [36] * , THE GUN-BEARER. 37 was a prisoner. As may be imagined, much of the time after my arrival was spent in trying to devise some means of determining Charlie's whereabouts, so that they might get word to him in case he was suffer- ing, and do all they could to relieve him. This did not prove to be an easy matter, and they finally concluded to wait until Fred came home, as his three years of ser- vice had about expired. We were, therefore, looking impatiently forward to his return, as he would be likely to know, better than any one, how to go to work to find his brother. In the meantime, I was making prepara- tions in secret for entering the service, and cogitating the best way to do so. But while waiting for the time to come when I should be ready to depart, I could not help feeling that this going away would not be the easy matter I had once thought it. How could I say good-by to the good, kind mother with the tears in her eyes that I knew would come, and how could I bring myself to turn my back on this pleas- ant, hospitable home ? How would I feel when, taking Mary by the hand and looking into her eyes, I should try to say good-by, knowing that it might be good-by forever ? The more I thought of it the more difficult did it appear, until I became at last disgusted with my- self. I was thinking too much of Mary's handsome face and her sweet voice. In the early morning, when the sun was bright and everything was glaring and unrornantic, I suffered from the consciousness of having been a fool the day before, and determined to be one no longer. I decided that I would attend to business for that day at least. After breakfast I strolled down the street and watched the long trains bearing soldiers and supplies to the front. At noon I returned for luncheon, and after it strolled 38 THE GUN-BEARER. tip to Fred's room with my pipe, for I was a smoker now. Mary would, of course, appear there ; but how could I help it, I asked myself. I was not obliged to shun her ; besides, her presence was very agreeable to me. She generally brought some of Fred's letters, and the two or three that Charlie had sent home, and we read them there together, she explaining what the letters left unsaid, and telling me about the country, for she had been through and was familiar with that section ; and so, however strong my determination had been in the morning, by dinner time, which came on the edge of evening, I was as much under her control as ever, and when we went for a walk afterward my hopes and plans were almost forgotten, and I re- membered only at long intervals that over there beyond the moonlit hills were fire and smoke and blood and duty. I went to bed to dream of her, and awoke next morn- ing to the same round of savage resolution, battle and defeat. At length Fred arrived, travel-stained, sun-tanned and hungry. But what stories he had to tell stories to make us laugh, stories to make us weep and stories that made the blood tingle in my veins ! I could see how proud the father was of his son, and the mother too, despite her tears ; and Mary what would I not have given to bring for myself such a look of interest into her dear face. One morning, soon after Fred's arrival, I found him in the barn, enjoying a quiet smoke. "Well, Fred, what are you going to do?" I asked, striking a match on a post to light my pipe. " I 'm going back ; I don't feel at home here, and so much going on down yonder." " Why, I thought your time was up ? Are you going to re-enlist ?" THE GUN-BEARER. 39 " I have already re-enlisted," he replied. " You see, most of our fellows were awfully tired of tramping. We had been at it three years pretty steady, so when they asked us to veteranize, we said we would, if they would agree to give us horses, make us cavalry, or mounted infantry." "Are they going to ?" I asked. " I don't know about that. They promised to, so we veteranized ; that is, re-enlisted." " Then it is all settled. You are going back ?" " Yes," said .Fred. " This is only a furlough of thirty days. They 'don't know it in there," motioning toward the house, " and how I am going to tell them without having a scene I hardly know. 'T was a terrible scene indeed when Charlie and I went off. I don't want to go through it again." " Well, what am I going to do ? I 'm going into this thing." Fred looked at me, his mouth opening in surprise. "Why what you are too young !" " That 's all right. I 'm not too young. I 'm big enough, and it 's no use to say no. My mind is made up." " Now, don't be in a hurry, Dan," said Fred, looking serious. " This a bad business." " That 's all very true ; but what am I to do ? You know as well as I that there are younger fellows in the army." Fred nodded assent. " Then that is no reason why they wouldn't take me. I want to go-7-have been wanting to go ever since the war began, but I could never get the chance. Now mother 's with her friends, I 'm going to skip, if I have to do it when they are not looking." " Better not do that. They '11 let you go if you stick to it. After all, if you 've made up your mind, it would 40 THE GUN-BEARER. be best to let you go. They '11 see it in that light, only there '11 be the usual amount of crying." " I suppose there will ; but it can't be helped." " But think a moment, Dan ; there are many sides to this thing. A bullet through your lungs or liver or heart or your head torn open with a shell, isn't the worst of it. Camp life isn't all that it 's cracked up to be. And then the endless tramps !" I shuddered, but did not waver. " But you say you are to have horses. Why couldn't I go with you ? Wouldn't they take me ?" " Why, yes, and it 's a good regiment to join, but it 's not so sure that we are to have Horses. They said so, and there '11 be a row if we don't ; but we may not get them, after all. But if we do, there 's the camp and the mud and wet and disease and wounds and prisons. There 's much to be thought of." " And I Ve thought of it. Why did your regiment go in, if they once got out of it ? For the thirteen dollars a month ?" Fred scratched his head and answered : " It 's hard telling what most of us joined again for. I suppose most of us couldn't stay away if we tried. The thirteen dollars had mighty little to do with it. A fellow don't stand up to be shot at for thirteen dollars a month, if that 's the end of it." " But somebody must have found a reason. What did they say ?" I asked, pressing the point. " Most of 'em said they were not going to quit now ; they would see it through. One man, when asked if he was going to put his name down, said : ' Yes, if I was out, I couldn't stay out while this thing is going on.' One fellow, who lost his two brothers on picket at Stone River, said : ' I owe the Johnnies something, and I'm going to stay to pay it.' One man came out of THE GUN-BEARER. 41 the hospital and put his name down. I heard another man say he re-enlisted because the others did ; but perhaps the greatest sacrifice of all was that made by Eli Norcross. His mother is old and feeble in health; his wife and children poor, and looking with hope and* longing for his return to their midst. The boys all watched him as he came forward ; with the perspiration starting from his face. His hand trembled a little as he leaned over the roll, but he signed." " These fellows know all there is in it ; they don't hesitate. I want my share. Now don't try to persuade me not to go," I said, noting Fred was about to speak ; " my mind is made up to that ; but help me to go away easily." "All right, I will, Dan. After all, you wouldn't be much of a chap if you did not want to go. I was not as old as you when I went. Now, what do you know about handling a gun ?" " O, I know a little. There were few boys East who could not go through the manual of arms with a broom, and I learned it with the rest." " That 's good, you 've got the motions, eh ? Well, now, I will get a musket somewhere and help you a little, for even if we have horses, it won't hurt you to know how to handle a gun; and if we 're made cavalry, we Ve all to learn to drill." We kept silence about our plans and went to work. A musket was obtained and kept hidden in the barn, except in the morning when no one was around. Then it made its appearance, and I went through the drill at the bidding of Fred. He seemed to take delight in teaching me ; whether his mind was on such things, and this gave him an opportunity to relieve his pent-up feelings, or whether he tortured himself for my benefit, 42 THE GUN-BEARER. I do not know. At any rate, in a very short time I grew accustomed to handling the gun. Meanwhile, all knowledge of our doings was kept a profound secret. We were going to put off telling the folks until two or three days before the time should come for us to leave, as we did not wish the time for grief and tears spread out any more than was necesary. I had been going through this exercise daily more than a week, when one morning, while we were hard at it, and more than ever oblivious to everything else, something was wanted of Fred at the house and he was called for. As no answer came to repeated calls, it occurred to Mary that she had seen him strolling to- ward the barn a short time before, and starting out to find him, caught us at work. I was not quite as quick as usual ; at any rate Fred found fault at the slow time I made loading the gun. He was saying : " That 's too slow," taking the gun. " It goes to count like this one, two, three, four," speaking quickly. " So now, then," handing it back to me, "try it again." As he stepped back to give me room I saw Mary standing in the doorway behind him. The light was at her back, so that I could not see her face. " Fred," she said, in a soft, sad voice, "mother wants you." I felt that she knew all. And when, after Fred left us, she came up to me, I could see that her face was pale, that her lips quivered and that tears were trem- bling on her eyelids. " You are going to the war," she said, laying her soft little hand on my arm. The blood rushed to my face, my heart seemed to come up into my throat, and for the first time I felt sorry for the step I was taking, realized what I was THE GUN-BEARER. 43 breaking- away from. But it was only for an instant, although it took all my strength away and forced me to sit down. Mary took a seat beside me. "And Fred is going, too," she sobbed, turning her face away. I took one of her hands and drew her a little toward me without her noticing it. My voice was scarcely steadier than hers when I began, although it grew stronger. " Yes, Mary, we are both going. Fred, although he did not tell you, re-enlisted before he left his regiment. He could not stay, and when he goes to join his regi- ment I 'm going with him." " And you would not tell us, Dan !" she said, reproach- fully. " It would have done no good. If we had, the fact would have spoiled Fred's furlough. We were going to keep quiet until two or three days before the time came for us to leave." Mary could not stop her tears. I was beside myself, not knowing how to comfort her. I felt as if I had done her an injury, drew her closer to me and tried my best to change the current of her thoughts. We began again to talk, and, once started, I could not stop until I had told her everything. Many things I said that I had never expected to say to her. The sun was shining brightly that pleasant day. The dry and withered grass seemed just beginning to turn green, I thought. The air, the sky, the distant woods and hills seemed just ready to burst into the beauties of spring. My own life seemed rather strange, as my eyes wandered from the quiet village outside to Mary's head with its sunny, waving hair, resting upon my shoulder. Yet I never wavered in my purpose to take my musket in hand and depart when the time should come. 44 THE GUN-BEARER. In the sweet, sad days that followed Mary gave no sign to the others of what Fred and I had in view ; only her eyes were sometimes red in the morning, as if she had been crying, and once in a while I found her sitting silent, her hands, from which the work had fallen, folded in her lap, and her eyes dim and blank. But we were more together now than before. I did not try to avoid her any longer. There was a promise between us, that if I escaped the clutches of war I was to call for her. She would wait for me. So these little scenes of comedy and tragedy were enacted in and around that Kentucky home, and yet unnoticed ; hours of drill in the use of the gun in the morning ; long walks or drives with Mary in the after- noon when the weather was pleasant. But the time came when they had to be told the fathers and mothers, I mean. Fred and I came off victorious from the struggle ; but let me pass over it in silence. Two days later came the hour of parting. It was a dark and dismal time, especially for me. Fred had been anxious for the time to come. True, he was leav- ing home, but he was going back to the camp of old companions, to scenes he had grown to love. I was going into a new country, to new scenes, regions of death and horror, leaving behind me home, pleasures, love all for what ? At that time I could find no answer to this question. But I would not turn back, and Fred and I departed, going south. CHAPTER III. About two o'clock in the afternoon of the following day we reached Lebanon, a large town at the terminus of the railway. The houses were old, dirty and dust- covered ; the streets were thick with a fine yellow dust which the feet of hundreds of mule teams and the wheels of army wagons were grinding still finer and throwing into the air until it was loaded with a yellow haze that filled the lungs and settled like a mantle upon everything. At the quartermaster's department we learned that a train was about to leave for our point of rendezvous on the Cumberland River. We started out to find the train, but it was almost sundown, and we were just about to give up the search when a voice from a pass- ing wagon hailed us : " Hi, Fred, hello there ! Whoa ! Where you going ? Here, this way !" Looking through the clouds of dust in the direction of the voice we saw a man standing on a wagon tongue, leaning over the back of a mule, and gesticulating frantically. " Come here !" said the voice through the dust. "Who is it, Fred," I asked. "It looks like Jack Maddox," answered Fred; "but [45] 46 THE GUN-BEARER. he 's so thickly covered with this infernal dust that his own mother would not know him. Let's see," said he, walking toward him. 1 followed and soon saw Fred grasp the fellow by the hand, and heard him say : 'Jack, I would not have known you for dirt." " Well, there 's a heap of dirt here for sure, but it 's better than mud. Goin' back to the company ?" " Yes. But what are you doing here, driving a team ? Haven't left the company, have you ?" " Yes. You see, Fred, the horses haven't come, and it didn't look to me as if they ever would. I 'm sick of tramping, so when this chance opened in the quarter- master's department I got the detail." " Like it ?" Fred asked. " Like it ! Well, I don't like it so well as I should like to be with the boys if they were made mounted infantry. One horse is easier to take care of than half a dozen ugly mules. But things don't look first-rate for the horses, and I'm not goin' to take any chances ; 'sides, I get bet- ter feed where I am, sleep in the wagon, and don't have to tramp and carry everything on my back." " There is no doubt about our horses, is there?" u They haven't come yet," and Jack shrugged his shoulders. " What do they say about it ?" Fred asked. " I heard one of the officers say t'other day that Gen- eral Potter had promised in writing that horses would be furnished and the regiment should be mounted." " There is no danger but what they '11 get 'em, Jack ; they would not get us in under promise of giving horses and then back out." " Well, I hope they will ; but I am trusting Jack Mad- dox, just now. But," he said, lowering his voice, and looking toward me, " who 's that with you ?" THE GUN-BEARER. 47 " That 's my cousin. Here, Dan," said Fred, turning to me, " this is Jack Maddox. You remember I told you about him. He 's the fellow who did the good turn for me at Mill Springs. My cousin, Jack ; he 's going to enlist in our company." " It 's a good company," said Jack, nodding his head, taking me by the hand and looking me over seriously. " There are no better men in a skirmish, and no better men in a fight than those men ; they hang together, somehow, better than most men, and you can't skeer 'em a little bit." " Same officers ?" Fred asked. "Pretty much. Of course you know of the new captain. Hartee 's his name. Nobody knows anything about him, except he 's seen service. He 's a good talker, and if it hadn't been for him and the way he talked about the horses at Strawberry Plains, I don't believe so many of the men would have 'listed again. But come, if you 're goin' to camp right away you might as well get on and ride; it 's a heap easier, and it 's a right smart tramp to the river." We climbed to a seat beside the dusty, good-natured driver, and while Fred and he discussed the probabili- ties of the company being mounted, and all the little odds and ends of camp gossip he had picked up relating to the question, I lay back against a barrel and list- ened, with my eyes closed. Mile after mile of that dusty road we passed, nor did we stop until long after sundown, when he came to a halt by the side of a creek. Here we washed, built a fire, made coffee, and fried pieces of beef, which, with soft bread, completed our supper. Here also we slept, wrapped in blankets thanks to Maddox by the fire. Early the next morning, about daylight, after a hasty bath and breakfast, we were on the road again. 48 THE GUN-BEARER. Up and down hill we went, with nothing 1 but the creaking of the wagon frame, groaning under its heavy load; the rattle and clatter of camp kettles, frying- pans and buckets that were hung from beneath, the shout of the driver, the crack of his long whip, or an occasional remark from him or from Fred, to break the monotony of the ride. On we went through Liberty, Mount Gilead and Somerset, until, on the afternoon of the second day, we came in sight of the river where Jack Maddox, pointing to the side of a distant hill, said : " There 's camp." " What have they got, tents or log-houses ?" Fred asked. "Tents. We can see them a little further up on the road," Jack answered, and we relapsed into silence. Perhaps half a mile further, and we were at the top of the hill, from which we could look across the little valley to the camp. I saw that it was situated on the north side of the Cumberland River, on the hillside plateau above the road, and that it overlooked the river, valley and away to the hills and mountains beyond. I could make out lines and rows and squares of small tents, a group of larger tents, a flagstaff from which floated the Stars and Stripes; while here and there the smoke from a burning camp-fire drifted lazily along on the still air. " So that 's camp, is it ?" said I, partly to myself, and yet loud enough for Fred to hear, who answered : " Yes, good place, isn't it !" he said, with a tone of approval in his voice. " It 's out of the dust ; that 's one good thing about it," said I, "and has a good prospect over the surround- ing country." Then Fred and Jack compared its location with some HAT yor, .MARS' DAX r .set J*agt 52. THE GUN-BEARER. 49 other place they had camped in, while I, partly listen- ing to them and partly wondering what my first duties would be, said nothing more. When we reached the foot of the hill leading up to the camp we left the wagon, to ascend on foot. At the top we paused to look over the scene, and I saw men moving about, building fires, carrying wood and water, cleaning guns, putting up tents, &c., &c. " You never saw a camp before, did you, Dan ?" Fred asked as we stood there. " When the regiment is full each company has fifty tents, divided into five rows, and, with the exception of a company street, sometimes twenty-five feet wide, a space of about six feet between them. The officers have their tents near their com- panies. Over there," said he, pointing to a row of larger tents at the further end of the line, " is the regimental headquarters. Just back of that, in that large tent, is the sutler, where we can buy condensed milk at fifty cents a can ; molasses cakes, not more than a mouthful, at thirty cents a dozen; canned meats, oysters, fish, preserves and jellies of all kinds ; even butter and fresh milk and extravagantly high-priced eggs, and not war- ranted good at that, are also sold there." " What is that vacant space over there ?" I asked, pointing to the open end of the plateau. " I suppose that will be used mostly for exercising us in horse-movements. But come, let 's go to the captain's tent and report. There you can sign the roll, and we can get orders for tents, blankets and so forth." We approached the camp, where Fred was pleasantly greeted by members of the different companies through which we passed. " Where 's company D," he asked of a man who had been tightening up one corner of his tent, and was driving the pins into a new place. 50 THE GUN-BEARER. " Lower end of the line," the man replied. We soon came to the company, and after an intro- duction and a hearty shake of hands all around, we went to the captain's tent, where I discovered what was necessary to complete my formal joining of the company. I signed the roll, and as I made the last strokes to my name I happened to look over the heads of the officers sitting by the camp-table, to the back end of the tent, and there saw somebody just lifting up the flap, to come in. As he straightened up inside the tent, I recognized, much to my astonishment, the stranger of the Waytown Arms. But he gave no sign that recognition was mutual. No doubt the face of the boy who had listened to him reading the news of the war had long since passed from his mind. I, however, knew him at once, although he had grown older and bigger. He evidently did not notice me or the stare with which I honored him, for he turned to speak with some of the officers, and I, pulling myself together, fol- lowed Fred out of the tent. " Who is that man ?" I asked Fred, as we came out- side. "That's Captain Hartees, our captain," he replied carelessly. The conversation stopped here, and we followed the sergeant, who took us to the quartermaster, where I received a suit of army blue, overcoat and all haver- sack, knapsack, canteen, rubber blanket, woolen blanket and half of a shelter-tent. Fred took the other half a tin dipper that would hold at least a quart and a tin plate. At Fred's suggestion I had bought at Louisville a knife, fork and spoon that folded together completely. In addition to the other things I also received a gun, a THE GUN-BEARER. 51 bayonet, a belt, bayonet-scabbard, and cartridge- box. With this load we followed the sergeant back to the company, where our position in line was pointed out, and I took my first lesson in tent-pitching. First we obtained, from the woods near by, two forked sticks for the two standards, and a straight stick to serve as a ridge-pole. The forked sticks were then driven into the ground, and the ridge-pole laid into the crotches of these uprights. The two tent halves were then buttoned together, thrown over the cross-poles, and the ends brought to the earth, where they were pinned tightly, forming a regular pitch roof. All around our tent, which was about six feet long, five feet wide, and just high enough in the center for one to sit down inside and not have his head touch the ridge-pole, we dug a deep ditch to receive and lead off the water in rainy weather. On the inside, close to where the cloth was pinned to the ground, we banked up the earth to further insure protection against water. From Jack Maddox we obtained all the hay we wanted. This we spread on the ground, under the tent, and covered with a rubber blanket. Our canvas home was hardly completed when some one said : " There goes the grub-call, boys. Better go up and get your coffee." " What, already ?" said Fred. Then, turning to me : " Get your dipper and plate, Dan, and let 's go." With our new tin plates and dippers, Fred and I hastened to interview the cook. As we approached the fire, already surrounded by men drawing their rations, I saw a stalwart negro, on his knees, holding over a bed of red coals a frying-pan, the sizzling contents of which he was turning with a fork. The man was jet-black, apparently oblivious of 52 THE GUN-BEARER. his surroundings, and was singing, in a low musical tone: "Nebber min' de wedder, so de win' don't blow; Nebber min' de wedder, so de win' don't blow; Nebber min' de wedder, so de win' don't blow ; Don't yer bodder 'bout yer trouble till it comes." " Same old song, Lige," said Fred. The man grinned, rolled up his eyes, and nodded in assent ; then, starting quickly as he glanced at me, said : 'Golly ! Dat you, Maws' Dan ? I's glad ter see yer. 'Deed, I is." " How 's this, Dan ?" said Fred. " Do you know black Lige ?" "No. I never saw him before." " What ! Don' yer know me, Maws' Dan ? I 's Lige brack Lige, whose ole mamma used to tote yer in her arms when yer wus a pickerninny. Don' yer 'member her ?" " Mistake, Lige. I am Daniel Wright ; came from the North, where I was born." " Bawn in de Norf ? Wasn't raised 'round yuh ? Das jes like yer foolin' ol' Lige." " No, Lige ; I 'm not fooling." " Well, I thought yer was my ol' maw 's boy ; yer does look pow'ful like him for sho." Then turning his attention to the frying-pan, he added : " But I s'pose yer wouldn't be 'round yuh, do ; yer wouldn't be 'round yuh ?" Saying which, and as if dismissing the subject, he sang : " Nebber min' de wedder, so de win' don't blow; Don' yer bodder 'bout yer trouble till it comes." " I say, Lige," said Fred, after a while, " sing the other one. I want Dan to hear it." " Long 's Maws' Dan done born in he Norf," said Lige, after a moment of hesitation and with a quizzical THE GUN-BEARER. 53 look at me, " I 's bound ter sing it. But dat 's more 'n a song, Maws' Fred ; mor 'n a song." Taking from the fire the pan he had been tending he stood erect and fixed his eyes steadily on mine. His gaze was sharply questioning, almost fierce at first, but soon turned into a vacant, far-off stare, broken at length by a sudden flash of expression, when, throwing back his head and fixing his eyes on the sky, he broke forth into a strain so abrupt, impassioned and of an energy so wild that it seemed inspired by a soul too large for mortal form. It was not Black Lige's voice we heard, but the voice of his people, the cry of an oppressed race, struggling, striking and dying for liberty. It rang out in trumpet tones, drawing and thrilling the entranced listeners, who came softly stealing up from all directions. As the chant moved to a close the voice swelled with the waxing theme, and Lige stood like one turned to stone ; then, as tears started from his eyes, the tones became more tender and subdued, dying away at length in a hoarse whisper. Even after the song was ended Lige's glance did not wander from the heavens. His lips moved and there was a look in his eye as if he saw in the air above a something that was vanishing, yet he could not look away from it till it was quite gone from view. When he did turn to the circle of silent and awe-struck soldiers gathered round him he looked dazed; and sinking to the ground, he covered his face with his hands. After a moment, when most of the soldiers had gone away, Lige got up and resumed the work that our coming and the song had interrupted. " Who is that man, Fred ?" I asked, after we received our rations of coffee, hard bread and fried beef, and had moved away from the fire. " The captain's cook; got him somewhere in Tennessee, 54 THE GUN-BEARER. a year ago. Do you know, Dan, I Ve heard Lige sing that last song of his three or four times, and each time I hear it there seems to be something new about it. He 's a whole-souled fellow, is Lige, wonderfully clever; got lots of good sense, and does about as he pleases. He is quite a favorite with the boys. They never mock him or impose on him in any way. He 's manly and commands respect, in spite of some of his oddities. Then, too, he will find things to eat when no one else can. The captain fares well with Black Lige to care for him. Funny he called you by name." , " Merely a coincidence," I responded. " I suppose so." Then, as if noticing for the first time the contents of his plate, he continued : " This is pretty good, Dan ; we don't get fried meat very often." " What do you get ?" " Coffee and hard-tack." " A simple meal for a hungry man." " Yes, rather ; but to-morrow 1 11 get a junk of salt pork ; that 's the stuff ; that '11 give us a meal fit for a king. There 's nothing like salt pork for a regular 'stand by.' With that, either fried, broiled, toasted, boiled, baked or raw and a little hard, or even a little soft tack to eat with it, a man always feels well, can stand any amount of marching, and is never hungry. You can do anything in the line of cooking if you only have a little salt pork. If you have beans to cook, it 's the pork cooked with them that makes the beans fit to eat. If you want a little fat to fry your meat in, if you want to fry pancakes, or do anything else under heaven for which fat must be used, pork is the article you want. It is the only butter a soldier gets in the field. Depend upon it, Dan, there 's nothing like pork." By this time we arrived at our fire, where we found three of Fred's friends (Alf Kimball, Dick Taylor and THE GUN-BEARER. 55 Jake Bence), Fred's crowd, as he called them, already seated on the logs about it, each busily discussing his ration of beef and coffee. Fred introduced me in an off-hand manner, and, as I took my seat, I became so much one of them as if we had known each other for years ; for formality, espe- cially at meal time, has no place about a soldier's camp fire. A man's heart naturally expands as his stomach fills ; the fresh air flavored with odors of burning pine, steaming coffee and frying and broiling meat lends its charm ; an atmosphere of bohemianism, a spirt of romance, and a sense of companionship in a dangerous calling all combine to find the "good fellow" lurking (sometimes pretty well concealed in some of us) and drag him into view. Kimball was a good-natured, fine-looking fellow, easy-mannered and possessed of a happy faculty of giving conversation on unpleasant subjects a turn to keep it bright and pleasant. He was always ready to take things as they came, whether it was a plump goose, a fat hog or an order to march. Taylor was quiet, good natured, always ready to do a favor for any one, and was popular with all. Bence was a big-boned mountaineer and invet- erate growler. To give Fred's own language : " He 's a good feeder, brave to recklessness, good on a forage, but he can outgrowl any other man in the regiment." He had the reputation, also, of being able to get at all there was going on among the officers ; and if there was anything to be done, Bence was sure to know it before any one else excepting, perhaps, Black Lige. I shall never forget this, my first meal in camp, as I sat with these men on the logs by our fire, drank my coffee and ate my crackers and beef. The sun had set. In the fading light the distant hills 56 THE GUN-BEARER. came out in bolder outline, and seemed to draw near, while the intervals up and down the valley and along the river deepened in color until they gradually disap- peared. In silence I listened to my comrades chatting good-naturedly over the incidents of their short fur- lough of their homes, of the camp and its surround- ings and of their probable future. Everything was so new my uniform, belt, tin dip- per, plate, the faces of the men about me, the surround- ings even the coffee, the hard bread and the fried beef were a revelation to me. And this was camp-life. I did not think it at all disagreeable. In fact, it was a pleasant hour to me, tired as I was with the excitement of new scenes, new work. It was a pleasant sight, the fire in front of me, around which our fellows were lounging ; the other fires further off, with their groups of men against a background of tents ; the clear night, with the evening star as large as a lantern ; the night wind whispering in the woods. Of all, the hardest thing to realize was that I was a soldier not my own master, but a man bound to obey orders to mount and ride into the teeth of death if need be. I turned this strange phase of a soldier's character over and over in my mind, the voices of my companions gradually fading from my ear, and in such cogitations I went back to the first results of war I had known to the funeral of Mike Clancy at Waytown, to the columns upon columns of reports I had read about the battles and desperate charges of cavalry ; about infantry facing, undaunted, storms of shot and shell that were slaughtering them by the thousands. But what had I to do with this ? Then I was a boy ; now I was a soldier. Come what might, I would follow my company. THE GUN-BEARER. 57 Then Mary, in all the loveliness of her youth, glided into my mind. Should I ever see her again ? But I put that thought quickly away. What was she doing then ? I wondered. And as I thought I seemed to see her, as I had found her once in a while, when we were together, sitting by herself, dreaming, and her vague, tear-dimmed eyes fixed on the southern hills. And I fancied myself at her side, although I knew those same southern hills spread wide between us. CHAPTER IV. " Come, Dan, turn out ; there goes the roll-call !" said Fred, the next morning, punching me in the side with his elbow. I awoke while the last notes of the bugle sounding the reveille were echoing up and down the river through the valley below. The sun was already up and shining into our tent through the open end. " Come, Dan, come ! A soldier is up at reveille," he cried again, giving another poke to assist me in collect- ing my drowsy senses. Throwing off the blanket I crept out of the tent and looked about me. All over the camp men were crawling from tents, rubbing their eyes, and assembling in little groups in the company streets. " Good-looking men, Fred," I said, for want of any- thing better, and accompanying the remark with a yawn, still feeling decidedly sleepy and, withal, a little chilly at being forced to leave a nice warm bed for the cold morning air from the river. Fred, on the other hand, was all life and activity. " No better men in the country," he responded briskly as he dragged our accouterments out of the THE GUN-BEARER. 59 tent. " These men are mostly from the mountains of Kentucky, thorough Unionists and brave to a man. But come, fall in ; there 's the sergeant, and he's going to call the roll." I was soon in line with the rest of our company, responded to my name when it was called, and then returned to the tent to roll up my blanket and clean my musket, which, with Fred's, had lain between us all night. While at work over it, I paused often to survey the scene before me. The sun was shining brightly over the tops of the hills, upon the woods and meadows, and making luminous the thin wreaths of mist hanging above the river. In the camp our little dog-tents looked clean and white in the fresh morning light, and, like the grass, sparkled with beads of dew. The mo- ment was one of life and activity, our camp presenting a most animated scene. Never during a whole day does a camp look so popu- lous as in the early morning 'hours, when every man is up and busy about his tent, bringing things into order for the day. From one end of the encampment to the other men were scattered in all sorts of positions, some cleaning muskets, as I was, and others building fires, still others bringing wood and water. In some places men had assembled in little groups and gossiped as they worked ; but, as a rule, we were separated, each man working by himself. Working over a gun is good exercise ; at least, it soon brought my blood into better circulation, filled my lungs full of the fresh air, and in consequence dispelled much of the discomfort of mind and body. " Clean mine while you 're about it," said Fred at that moment, coming up from the direction of the cook's fire, and indicating his gun, leaning against the ridge- pole just outside the tent, " How 's this for a piece of 60 THE GUN-BEARER. pork ?" he cried exultingly, holding up a piece of salt pork that would weigh at least four pounds. " What are you going to do with that ?" I asked. " Show you when breakfast is ready if they don't give us beef." " Which I sincerely hope they will, for I don't want to commence on pork before I have to." " I hope you may always get as good, my boy," said Fred, his face assuming a serious look. " I have seen the time, more than once, when I would have given almost anything for a piece of pork like this. 1 11 take care of it now. It '11 keep and come in handy before long." And he stowed it away in his haversack. " How much longer do we have to wait before break- fast is ready ?" I asked, having an inward feeling that that subject was not receiving all the attention it should " Oh, somewhere between half-past six and seven o'clock. It '11 soon be ready now. Some of the boys went down to the river for water right after roll-call, and as soon as the water boils and the coffee is made breakfast is ready." " You don't need to do anything but wipe the guns, do you, Fred ?" I said, after having wiped away every sign of moisture from the barrel. " Not while they are new," he replied. " After they have seen weather and the fire-bronze is worn off it takes a little elbow-grease to keep them clean. As long as you can keep the bronze on, wiping is good enough. Most of the boys prefer to keep their old guns to hav- ing new ones. They know them, you see, and what they can do with them, but they have to work a little harder to keep them in shape." I gave my gun an extra rub, rested it against the ridgepole and began on Fred's. " What follows break- fast ?" I asked him, after a pause, THE GUN-BEARER. 61 " Guard -mounting, I suppose." " What is that ?" I asked, having, however, a fair idea of what he meant. " Relieving the guard that have been on duty all night." " That is what I supposed. But is there any particu- lar parade about it ?" " Usually there is," he replied. " But how is that, sergeant ?" he cried to the orderly sergeant, who was passing at that moment. " Are we to have guard- mounting this morning ?" " No, not until all the officers and men are in. Until then the guard will be detailed from the different companies, without parade. It was our turn last night." " Then we won't come in for it again for a week," said Fred. " Well, I don't know if that is anything to crow over ; we'll get our share in time, and not have to forage for it, either." After a while the men most interested in the prep- arations for breakfast began to gather around the cook's fire, where they stood dreamily gazing at the smoke from the burning wood as 'it curled up into the air, or watched the steam rise from the kettles as the water in them began to boil. To those who pre- ferred it a ration of uncooked beef was served instead of fried meat. It saved the cook just so much labor if the men took it raw, and many of us preferred to cook it in our own way. Fred and I, for instance, availed ourselves of the privilege, and took our meat with a pot of hot coffee, some hard bread, and a can of condensed milk, tmr- chased of the sutler, to another fire. There, with my coffee resting on some hot coals that I had raked from the fire, I placed my piece of beef 62 THE GUN-BEARER. upon the end of a pointed stick and held it near the flames to broil. It was an interesting sight to see at least a dozen men squatting round the fire with a dozen pots of coffee resting on little piles of hot coals similar to my own ; a dozen outstretched hands and sticks holding as many pieces of beef that shriveled, sputtered, smoked and blazed in the flames, and the men, without an idea of the ludicrous side of the picture they were making, gazing seriously and earnestly at the sizzling beef. The lower part of the beef cooked, the ends were reversed and returned to the fire until the rest was done. Then, with a little salt for seasoning, the meal was ready, and, with an appetite sharpened by the clear morning air, I fell to. Never did beef, coffee and hard bread taste so good. The beef was cooked to a turn ; the coffee was fine ; and the hard tack was fresh and crisp. Breakfast over, the awkward squad was drilled by a corporal, who acted as instructor. At first, we made more or less awkward work of it ; but, by persevering, our showing, in time, was good. After this came dinner, which, while we were at this place, usually consisted of some sort of stew, made of fresh beef, potatoes, and onions ; stewed beans and pork, or salt beef and vegetables, with an occasional treat of boiled rice to give a variety. Day after day we went through this sort of thing, becoming more familiar with the use of a gun, and getting an infusion of military experience, discipline and skill in maneuvering, that in every way fitted us to drill with the company whenever they began. As stragglers kept coming in all this time, our ranks were soon full, and all the officers present the colonel coming almost the last of all. Everybody was on the THE GUN-BEARER. 63 watch for him, and his arrival was known almost in- stantly throughout the whole camp, although we were busy with our supper at the time. " Now look out for battalion drills and see if our horses don't soon show up," remarked Fred. " Yes, if we are to have them !" growled Jake Bence, at my elbow, never taking his eyes from the beef he was holding to the fire. " They Ve as good as lied to us, and I tell you, Fred, I 'm getting mighty sick of it," and there was a sour expression on his face which cor- responded strictly with the sentiment and tone of his grumbling. CHAPTER V. The next day, as we expected, all the companies were ordered out for drill, and we exercised on the parade ground, in all known movements for infantry, for at least an hour, marching, countermarching, forward, right oblique and left oblique ; now at a double quick, then at common time, marching with a full regimental front, or in column, and then wheeling front into line. Then came the parade, where we went through the manual of arms, and at " rest," while the drums and fife marched up and down the line playing " Yankee Doodle," " Hail Columbia " or the " Star Spangled Ban- ner." Every day, when it was pleasant, we went through these movements. I could not see the necessity for it then, but I see now how important it all was. When it happened to be stormy, the men who were not on guard kept their tents and wrote letters home or amused themselves in reading. Those little dog tents were anything but comfortable in wet weather. The space inside was very small, and the cloth so thin that one could scarcely touch it on the inside without getting wet. A severe rainstorm fell upon us one day. Fred and I covered both ends of our tent with rubber blankets and, sitting under the ridge- [64] THE GUN-BEARER. 65 pole, tried to write. But the wind, which had full sweep of the plateau, seemed to drive the water in tor- rents upon us. The rain beat so hard that it penetrated the cloth and fell in a fine spray over us, wetting us, and making the place so uncomfortable that writing was out of the question. We had to make the best of it, however, and sat and smoked until the worst of the storm was over. That was the most miserable and dis- agreeably wet day I had passed yet. On every fairly pleasant day we went through the same course of drill- ing over and over again, always for infantry there were no horses yet. The colonel had come. All the officers and men had reported for duty. Still no horses. The team drivers who came into camp or were met driving by were asked had they seen them on the road. And they answered : " No ; not a sign of a hoof." Still we looked for them. Still they did not come. Disappointment was widespread, and grumbling grew loud. In addition to all this, a rumor went over the camp that we .were soon to move. It did not seem pos- sible that, in the face of the promises made to these men, we would be asked to move without horses. One afternoon Fred, Jake and I were sitting smoking under a tree on the edge of the plateau, where we com- manded a view of the road leading from the camp down the slope into the valley, and for a long way up the valley beside the river. Jake had called our attention to a line of army wagons on the road, saying : " Here comes the grub train." For lack of anything else to do, we were watching it drawing near, one wagon after another appearing from behind the woods. 66 THE GUN-BEARER. " I wonder what that means," muttered Jake. And I looked closely to see if there was anything that had escaped my attention. " What ?" I asked. " Why, that wagon-train. It *s three times as long as usual. Let 's go and meet it." We went, Fred and Jake looking anxious, I thought. We met the train at the entrance to the camp and found Jack Maddox on the first wagon. " Well, boys, yer off, for sure," he shouted as soon as he caught sight of Fred. " This is the last train com- ing down here. I heard 'em say so in the quartermas- ter's office at Lebanon." " I suppose so. But where 're the horses ?" responded Fred. " You haven't got them yet, have you ? Didn't I tell you so up in Lebanon ?" Jake muttered an oath or two, turned away, and I followed him, leaving Fred and Jack together. " So we are not to have horses after all ?" I said. " I never thought we would. But this thing won't go down. The boys 11 well, you '11 see when they hear it. They have grumbled a heap already, 'cause they thought they were exercising too much, as if they were to be nothing but infantry. I, for one, don't propose to stand it." We were not far from the wagons then, and looking back I saw that a crowd of twenty or thirty men had gathered about Fred and Jack and were gesticulating wildly and swearing, and some of their faces were not pleasant to look at. While we stood there looking back, Peter Grimes, a veteran of Company G old Pete, his comrades called him left the crowd, his face hardened into a firm, determined scowl, and his short, iron-gray beard curling with anger. THE GUN-BEARER. 67 n Boys !" he shouted with an oath. " I am done." He stripped his belt, with bayonet sheath attached, from his body, lifted them high above his head and threw them into the road, where they lay half-buried in the dust. He jerked off his cap and threw it beside them. Then, running his fingers through the thick locks of bristling hair on his head until they stood on end, and with a curse that seemed to roll up from his very bowels, he cried : " I 've just come off guard, and by the living God, if they don't give us horses, I '11 never go back again !" and without another word, or a look to right or left, he strode away to his tent. I looked away from him to the rest, and saw that many were preparing to follow his example, when " Boys, what 's the matter ?" said a quiet voice in their midst, and at the same instant Captain Hartees appeared from behind Jack's wagon. Jake and I walked back to see what would come next. " Where 's the horses we were to have ?" growled several who had just been relieved from guard, and stood with their accouterments on just as they had come off duty. They did not turn toward the captain ; the hard lines in their faces did not relax ; some of them even took off their belts and pitched them as deter- minedly and as resolutely into the dust as Grimes had done. The captain walked up to the man who seemed most determined and, pointing to the discarded belt in the dust, said : " Look here, my man, pick that up !" The man looked up with a derisive smile on his face, but the smile and the look of derision faded under the piercing gaze of the captain. " I know you are disappointed," said the captain ; 68 THE GUN-BEARER. "so am I. We have done our best to keep our promises ; but, because we have failed, this is no way for you to do. Pick that up !" and the man, after waiting a mo- ment, obeyed ; but his face, though the smile had van- ished, was as hard and as grim as ever. "There 's yours and yours !" said the captain, turning to the other men and pointing to the belts that they had thrown away. I was relieved to see the belts taken from the ground, although the men held them in their hands without making a motion to fasten them about their waists. " Whose is this ?" the captain asked, without ad- dressing any one in particular. "Pete's," growled the first man who had been spoken to. " You take it to him then," said the captain, picking it up ; " and tell him from me not to throw it away again. He will need it by and by ;" then, turning to the crowd who were watching him in gloomy silence, he said : " Boys, this war is not over. A great work still re- mains to be done, and it needs just such men as you to do it. When your time expired, you said that you could not and would not leave the work unfinished. You re- enlisted again, and I hope you '11 live in the service until the last blow is struck and the war is over. " But you did this with the understanding that you were to have horses, you say. I grant that horses were promised to you, and that they have not come. But this is a greater disappointment to me than it possibly can be to you, for I feel in part responsible. It was I, per- haps, who urged you most, but it 's too early yet to give them up. I still think the horses will come. When we go to the front it will probably be in the cars from Lebanon, and we shall, without doubt, find our horses THE GUN-BEARER. 69 waiting for us at the end of the route. Till then, we must be patient, and wait and walk. I know what walking is, and want you to remember that I ask no man to do what I would not do, or to go where I would not go. I shall not send you one inch nearer the enemy than I go myself. Great deeds are still to be done. This regiment has done them and will do them again. In the three years of your hard-fought service you proved yourselves men. Don't shame your record now." He turned, and walked calmly away ; but as he passed us, I saw that his face was very grave, almost anxious ; and when he had gone on some distance his hands met, and clasped each other behind his back. His pace be- came gradually slower, and his head fell forward on his chest, as if he were oppressed with the weight of serious thoughts. The men remained standing for a few moments in the same positions. The three who had thrown away their accouterments were buckling them on again, but they all looked as morose and savage as ever. We felt that the storm had not broken after all, but was still brewing. As the crowd separated Fred joined me, whispering as he did so : " It is not over yet. This is only a beginning." 'That night the whole camp was gloomy ; no songs were heard, no laughter. The men, squatting about the fires, cooking their suppers, were silent and sullen ; and when the evening meal was finished and darkness had fallen, the same feeling of uneasiness was in the air. Nothing was heard but growling and grumbling on every side. I lay for a while on the ground, listening to the dis- contented mutterings of my comrades, and wondering how and when it would all end. When my pipe finally 70 THE GUN-BEARER. went out I put it in my pocket, arose to my feet an<3 walked away. Fred, who had been seated near me, sprang to his feet and followed me, saying : " Where are you going, Dan ?" " I am going to walk," I replied. " I go on guard at eight o'clock." When he came quite close to me he said : " This looks bad, mighty bad, and I don't like it." " Neither do I. But what's going to be done. The boys have been used badly ; there's no use denying it, and somebody is to blame for it." "There's one thing you can count on," said Fred. " The boys are not going to leave camp quietly without horses." As we walked we approached the quarters of com- pany I. Owing to the fact that this company had not been recruited, there were fewer men in it than in ours. But these men were veterans, who had fought side by side since the regiment was mustered into service. They were mostly from the same section in Kentucky, all of the same habits of life, too all mountaineers. When we reached them they were grouped around one fire which, uncared for, was dying slowly away. The red embers glowed without giving much light, but occasional flashes of flame enabled us to see the scowling faces and iron frames of the men, who seemed to be gathered in council, some standing, some sitting on the logs and some lying flat on the ground, while wreaths of pipe-smoke floated away into the clear, moonless night. They were not given to much talk, these silent, reso- lute men, and we stood for some time on the outskirts of the crowd before we caught the drift of what they had been saying. THE GUN-BEARER. 71 " They say we 're to have 'em bum-by, when we get nearer to the front," somebody on the opposite side of the fire was saying. "It's a lie," some one else growled. "Who believes it?" " What are we drillin' and drillin' as infantry every day for, if we 're to have horses ?" said another. " I tell yer, boys, it 's dog-goned crooked, an' we don't stand it." There came a deep growl of assent from the hearers assembled. Another spoke, after a pause : " I '11 tell yer what, I 'm in fer the work, if they '11 use me squar', but I '11 be dogged if I 'm goin' to tramp another three years and tote the duds I have had to, to make me comfortable for the last three. I 'listed for mounted infantry and not for ' foot,' and if they don't give us horses I 'm done." The silence which fell then was soon broken by another harsh voice. " Tears to me like the only chance the reb's have for success is in our government goin' back on the soldiers that 's willin' to do the fightin". We 're strong 'nough, know 'nough, and we 're brave 'nough, but the men that 's over us don't know 'nough 'nd they can't do the work as belongs to 'em ter do. We went through one three years, and 'pears to me a man 's got no right to tell us we 're goin' to have horses when he knows we ain't, just to get us to 'list over again. No Kentucky man would do so mean a thing-as that." " No Kentucky man would do it," repeated another voice. Just then the dying fire gave out a flash, and look- ing toward the place whence the last voice came, I saw that Still Dick Vedder was the man who had 72 THE GUN-BEARER. spoken. He was seated on a camp-stool at the back of the circle, a little apart from the others. The sudden flash of light appeared to startle him, and as he looked up I thought I saw a murderous ex- pression just vanishing from his face. Vedder was known as a strange man ; something peculiar about him. He had no chums ; did not seem to want any, and no one cared to cross him in anything. It was told of him that his father, mother and his wife and children were shot by a band of guerrillas, or driven into the woods to die, and some one said that he had sworn a fearful oath of vengeance. This accounted for his hatred of the rebels. There were strange stories told of his doings in battle. He was reckless, brave to a fault, and would fight as long- as there was any one to fight, and had almost to be driven from the field. Last of all it was told, and often repeated, how, at Chicamauga, he walked up to a de- fenseless prisoner and shot him dead. He had recog- nized one of his father's murderers, it was claimed, but the action was brutal. Such was the man silent, determined, reckless ; not to be turned aside when once he had made up his mind to an action. CHAPTER VI. It was a night of cloudless beauty that closed this most eventful and, as we learned later, last day of our camp life at Point Burnside. When we left the camp fire of Company I, Fred and I walked together as far as the headquarters of the guard, where we parted. Here I found the corporal just about to take out the relief, so I fell into place and soon reached the post where I was left to my duty. Alone with the cold stars staring down from above and my thoughts which were not, on that occasion, the most pleasant companions I tramped back and forth from a solitary tree, which was the boundary at one end of my beat, in a direct line to a big stone mark- ing its limit at the other end. I could think of nothing but the disturbed state of our camp and of the air of surly and defiant stubborn- ness in the men of Company I. But, however much my mind was occupied with a consideration of the pres- ent condition of things and of the causes which had given the boys occasion for grumbling, I still found myself trying to reason out, to my own satisfaction, what the result of this disappointment was likely to be. As may be imagined, there could be one conclusion from my point of view. [73] 74 THE GUN-BEARER. That there would be trouble was evident to all. There was little that these men would not do if the proper leader was at hand and had the courage to step to the front at the right time. Recklessness certainly had no limits to which they would not go if occasion offered. Again and again I came to the conclusion that we were standing over a volcano, which might burst forth at any time or place. And as often as I arrived at this conclusion, and its horrible results became clear to me, I would be aroused from my meditation, with a shiver, to find myself standing still, grasping with both hands the stock of my gun, the barrel resting across my left arm, and my eyes fixed upon the ground. It may have been the chill of the dew that affected me, or it may have been the feeling of dejection with which I seem to have been overcome, that was responsible for these creeping chills ; but of one thing there was no longer a doubt in my mind this matter was working me up to a high state of nervous excitement, and, for a soldier, this ought not to be. As I stood in the darkness and listened with anxious ears, I would catch, now and then, a vague murmuring sound from the camp, like the moaning sometimes heard in a forest before a storm ; then the bodeful, startling cry of some night-bird hovering over the place would sound out upon the quiet air. Occasionally I heard the slow and measured tread of the sentinel whose beat adjoined my own. The moon rose about eleven o'clock, throwing up a delicate rosy haze at first, then mounted into a green- ish silver, dispelling the melancholy gloom, and, as the obscurity of the night vanished, I could look about me, out over the vague unearthly landscape, over the hills and dales, and up and down the shadowy, winding THE GUN-BEARER. 75 river. Just then, also, a breeze sprang up, and the dewy freshness that filled the air was a thing for which to be grateful. By the smoldering camp fires, I still could see indis- tinct forms of men ; few had gone to their tents, though it was long after " taps." The very air breathed sus- picious wakefulness. Occasionally I heard footsteps, not of my comrades of the watch, but of some one approaching from the camp ; but those that made the noises either stopped short or turned away before I could make out who they were or what they intended doing. At length a more hurried and more decided foot- step startled me. It did not turn aside, but came straight on. My heart beat fast, and I confess to a feel- ing of loneliness, as if every friend had deserted me. Very distinctly do I remember also the stirring of the hair upon my head, an effect, I had thought once, was beyond the most extreme result of terror. A cold sweat started from my face, and my hands grew wet, as if they had been doused in water ; and had I tried to run away I believe my legs would have failed me. I had no time for a cool decision between the glory of death at my post of duty and shameful retreat, for the footsteps came pounding on. I was scared, and would have run, but something beyond my power to name rooted me to the spot. Hastily summoning all the resolution at my com- mand, and nervously bringing my rifle to a position of defense, I cried with a voice as loud as the dry and parched condition of my throat would permit : " Halt ! Who goes there ?" " Friend," came the response, and the dark form of a soldier stepped from the shadow of a tree into the moonlight, not ten feet away. 76 THE GUN-BEARER. *' Advance, friend, and give the countersign," I said, in as steady and stern a voice as I could command. " I haven't any countersign but horses. That 's what 's the matter with me, 'nd I 'd as lief be sent to the guard house for it as not," the man said, as he came to a stop not two paces from the point of my bayonet. "Well," I replied, gaining confidence in myself as the knowledge that I was master of the situation dawned upon me, " I don't propose to send you to the guard- house ; only don't try to cross the line here." The man moved away, and I resumed my walk with a sigh of relief. For a time everything was quiet. I saw nothing new heard nothing strange. The soldiers lounging about the camp fires left one by one, until all had disappeared. The neglected fires were fast dying out, and I was just calculating that my time for duty was about up, and that I would soon be relieved and asleep, when I saw something moving among the headquarter tents. Soon the black shadow of a man on horseback left the camp and approached the line of guards across the wagon road. It halted at command, approached the sentry, gave the countersign, probably though I was too far away to hear it, and was allowed to pass. Then I heard, indistinctly, the hoof beats of a galloping horse. I wondered what it all meant, and watched the rider in his course down the road to the valley, and up along the river bank ; saw him pass into the shadow of the woods ; watched for him where I knew he must reap- pear in the moonlight, and so on, until he finally disappeared behind the woods of the valley. I turned away, for I knew I should see him no more. A few moments later I again heard footsteps ; this time coming toward the camp from outside the line. This was the first time I had heard any sound outside THE GUN-BEARER. 77 our lines, and thoughts of an enemy at once presented themselves, only to be dispelled by the thought that we were much too far north for that. Strange to say, I was not nearly so scared as on the former occasion. A steady look in the direction of the new-comer soon revealed our orderly sergeant, walking leisurely and unconcernedly toward me. " Halt !" I said, when the sergeant had approached to within a few paces of me. " Hello, Dan !" was the response. " Is that you ?" I was somewhat surprised rather pleasantly than otherwise at the first non-commissioned officer in the company addressing me thus familiarly, so I replied in a voice full of confidence in myself : "Yes, it is I !" " Has there been any passing the lines to-night ."' " Not on this beat." " Heard anything or seen any of the officers of the other companies ?" " No. They haven't been this way !" " Well, there 's lot of 'em out, and they '11 be along soon ! We Ve been out since sundown, and there isn't a blessed one of us has the countersign. Lucky for me I happened to strike your post instead of that of some of the men who came day before yesterday ; for you happen to know who I am, and that makes it all right." " Certainly !" I replied, repeating the last words of his remark. " That makes it all right." " By the way, Dan," said the sergeant, pausing in front of me as he crossed the line ; " I notice there 's one thing you have either forgotten or have never been taught. Let me show you how to hold your gun when you challenge an officer." This was a new idea to me, and supposing there might be something that I had not learned in the line 78 THE GUN-BEARER. of respect due an officer from a sentinel on duty, I handed my gun to the sergeant. " Now, sir !" said the sergeant, sternly, bringing the gun to a charge and pressing the point of the bayonet so hard and close to my breast that I was compelled, in order to prevent injury, to step back back back. " Now, sir, supposing I was a stranger and an enemy, who had wheedled you in giving up your gun. Where would you be ? I could easily lay you out, eh ?" This was a fact, and I had to admit it. " I have purposely done this to teach you a lesson. Always remember, when you are on duty, that until you get the countersign, there is no more respect due from you to your superior officer than there is to a private. You are not supposed to know any one. What you want, and all you want is the countersign ; and that in every case you must have before you let any one pass. Another thing ; don't let any one not even a general take your gun away from you again. Never let it go out of your hands. The safety of the army depends upon the faithfulness of those detailed to watch while others sleep. Never forget this. An unarmed soldier on guard is as useless as a cat without claws in a fight. Here, take your gun, hang on to it, and don't give yourself away to your comrades to-morrow morn- ing. The countersign is ' Sherman.' " Saying which the sergeant left me and walked toward the camp. I was somewhat humiliated by this experience, for the necessity of being vigilant and alert was already known to me. It had been impressed upon my mind before we went on guard ; but it occurred to me that this was an emergency, an affair where circumstances seemed to alter cases one demanding the exercise of sound judgment. I saw now that I was wrong, and was ashamed I had been so easily caught. The only bit of THE GUN-BEARER. 79 consolation left me was in the warning, " Not to give myself away." It was evident my instructor was one who considered only the importance of my efficiency as a soldier. Shortly after this I heard a commotion along the guard line, and by the heavy tramp of feet knew that my neighbor had been relieved and that it was my turn next, CHAPTER VII. When I awoke the next morning Fred was already outside, talking with Bence and Kimball, who occupied the next tent. Kimball was saying : " The^ won't dare to order us off after what hap- pened yesterday. They know mighty well we won't leave here if we don't get them." It was plain to me that horses formed the subject of their conversation, and that, with the rising sun, this one absorbing topic for discussion was returned to with as much passion as ever. " And I tell you they will- order us out," drawled Jake, " and they won't make any bones of it, either. The men who left last night knew what they were about." Then, after a moment of pause, he added im- patiently : " I was a fool that I didn't go, too." " Has anybody gone ?" I asked, sticking my head out of the tent, and feeling, at the same time, that I could account for one absent one if I would. " I reckon there has," responded Jake, with a flourish of the pipe-stem he had been cleaning. " Company D lost two, three gone from Company I, and when roll-call is over you "11 find a heap more missing." And sure enough, when the roll was called, at the [80] HE LKVKLKD HIS MUSKET AT THE CAPTAIN'S BREAST. Ste 1'O.ge SO. THE GUN-BEARER. 81 name of Hiram Haines no voice answered ; and so, later on, there was no response to the name of Henry Roberts. The call over, we began to cook breakfast. All the time the conversation moved upon only one subject horses, and the trouble sure to come if we were ordered to leave without them. " What are we going to do ?" Fred asked. " Do !" sneered Jake, with his arms squared firmly on his breast, the rugged wrist of one hand showing out past the dark, half-concealed knuckles of the other. " Do ! I don't want to be the man to give the order to leave this place." " You wouldn't mutiny, would you ?" I asked. " Couldn't say what a lot of men that have been im- posed on would do," replied Bence, with a challenging glance toward headquarters. " We 're no fools, nor cowards either, and they '11 find it out." Immediately after breakfast we were ordered to strike tents, to roll up our blankets, and get ready to move. " That settles it," said Taylor. " There 're no if s about that." " Didn't I tell yer," muttered Jake, and both men, from very force of habit, started to obey the order, although they first looked around expectantly, to see if any opposition was made. All over the camp men were executing the command ; but slowly, as though they were doing it under protest. Shortly after this we were marched by companies to the supply wagons, where three days' rations were issued to us. Then forty rounds of ammunition were distributed. This filled our cartridge boxes and left a handsome balance to stow away in our haversacks with the rations. 82 THE GUN-BEARER. Men were gathering in little groups, and in some instances exhibiting considerable feeling ; still, there was no alarming disturbance. I was all keyed up with suppressed excitement. What could it mean ? All the talk and bluster of the day before must have meant something ; and that it did, indeed, mean something, I saw too plainly, as I glanced at the faces of the veterans about us. There is a point where surly, dissatisfied obedience ends, and mutiny defiant, reckless and often deadly mutiny begins ; and this crisis in our affairs was fast approaching. At last the tents were all struck, divided and rolled up with the blankets. Every one had decided how many of the little things that had been collected he would want to carry in his load, and how many must be left behind. When my accouterments were all on, my load, per- haps a fair sample of the others, was as follows : A haversack hung by a strap from my right shoulder across my body to my left side, and in it were knife, fork, spoon, plate and enough pork, hard bread, coffee and sugar for three days. In my knapsack, strapped to my back, were writing paper, pins, pens, pipe and tobacco, ink, soap, towels, underclothing, stockings, etc., etc. Hung over my left shoulder was a canteen full of water ; also over the same shoulder hung my blankets and tent, rolled up tightly into a horse-collar shape, and tied at the ends. From my belt hung a dipper, a cartridge-box, which was heavy with ammunition, and over my left hip a bayonet in its sheath. This, with my gun, made load enough for one man to carry. All that was now left for us to do was to kill time by talking, smoking and lounging around, waiting for orders. This is an experience which enters largely into THE GUN-BEARER. 83 every soldier's career, and, already familiar with many of the possibilities in this direction, I had seated myself and was smoking my pipe and dreaming of home when, unexpectedly, one of the teamsters arrived from Lebanon with the mail. Thoroughly aroused by the chances of that mail- pouch containing a letter for me, I arose and, with others, followed the mail-carrier to headquarters, where the letters and papers were distributed. There were two letters for me one from mother, which was opened first and read where I stood. The other letter I knew, by the writing on the envelope, was from Mary. It did not take me long to find a place where it could be absorbed without disturbance. Again and again I read it, until every word seemed to me a text from which a sermon on the loveliness of woman might be preached. I was assured that the house was now very lonely without me. That my room remained just as I had left it, and that nothing in it should be disturbed until I returned. That every even- ing, when it was pleasant, she had been to walk along the same road and by the paths which we had so often walked together, and that every step she took, every foot of ground passed over, reminded her of some word or look from me, which she had jealously hoarded in the treasure-house of her heart. She would wait and hope and pray for my safe return. By the time I had fully digested the contents of my two letters and returned to the company, the incident of the unlooked-for mail had apparently been forgotten, and horses again formed the topic for discussion. About ten o'clock we had left the camp ground and were standing by companies in a line on the road at the foot of the slope facing the hill. " Where 's the colonel ?" Fred asked. 84 THE GUN-BEARER. " He left last night, so the boys say," muttered Kim- b^all, abstractedly. " Yes, and I saw him leave ; he went about midnight," said I, for the rider of the horse which I had seen gal- loping away last night could have been none other than , the colonel. " He did well," said Jake, harshly. " Who '11 command ?" I asked. " Hartees, I reckon ; he 's the senior captain. Yes, there he is now !" I looked in the direction Jake indicated and saw the captain standing in front of the center of the line, leaning against his sword, the point of which was rest- ing on a stone behind him. He was waiting until we should be joined by the last of the purposely straggling squads which kept coming in sight on the brow of the hill. At last, a party of three or four came down, followed by a lieutenant of one of the companies. The men took their places in line, and the officer reported that the camp ground was clear. Then the command was passed from company to company : " Right face ! Forward ! March !" Away off to the right of the line the drums began to beat and mechanically we obeyed the order. Without the buoyant feelings and the excitement that change is wont to bring, for even the drums seemed to be affected by our discontent, and without other noise, except the scuff of feet in the dust and a mut- tered oath now and then in grim, determined silence, we began our march. But the complaints of Company I, which was directly in front, kept coming over to us, keeping my comrades in a chronic state of discontent. They had come into THE GUN-BEARER. 85 possession of some liquor somehow, possibly from the sutler, for he was a sympathizer in our troubles, and that also added vehemence to their grumblings. I think we would have gone along quietly enough if left alone. Jake Bence was the most mutinous in our company, and his growling was without effect, for he was always at it ; but listening to the grumbling in Company I, which was every moment becoming louder and more excited, we were rapidly being wrought up to about the same state of mutiny. Besides, the sergeant of Company I was chiming in with the men, and was as mutinous as any one. It seemed to me, though, it was his duty to encourage a cheerful obedience of orders rather than to discour- age it. Right in the midst of it, happening to look up, I saw the captain standing on an embankment beside the road watching the regiment, as company after company marched past him. No man's actions or bearing escaped him as the lines marched by ; and although he seemed at ease, on his face I plainly saw the same expression of anxiety that I noticed there the day before. Every muscle in his body was strung up to its high- est tension. His face was paler than usual under its coat of tan, and his eyes and hair never seem so black. He saw clearly in what a demoralized condition his command was, and knowing that something must be done to improve it, was watching for the proper time and place for action. Nor did he have long to wait, for the steady marching brought Company I, with its mutinous sergeant, directly in front of him. The company was making its way along the road with a shambling, devil-may-care gait for the most part, and growling as they went. 86 THE GUN-BEARER. The sergeant had not seen the captain, probably, for he was saying : " To be cheated and gulled into re-enlistment, as we have been, and then to expect us to quietly give in like a lot of whipped dogs ! I tell you, boys, I 'm not going through this sort of thing for another three years." " There it goes," said I to Fred ; " somebody will catch it now." I had hardly spoken when the captain, with two steps, stood beside the orderly. " Give me your sword," he commanded sharply, at the same moment snatching it from the sergeant's hands. " You are under arrest ; go to the rear." The action was so unexpected that the sergeant, dumfounded, shrank back, and for a moment looked at the captain irresolutely ; then, turning to the men, ran his eyes quickly over their faces, as though seeking some sign of encouragement. The whole regiment had been watching the motions of the captain, and, simultaneously with the arrest of the sergeant, moved by a common impulse, broke from the order of march, fell back, and gathered in a circle around this center of interest. In that center stood the captain, with his black eyes flashing lightning as he swept the circle of faces, watch- ing for the first sign of what was to come next. He was playing for his life, and he knew it. He was one man at bay, and encircled by a regiment six hundred angry, desperate, reckless men. It was a moment to try the stoutest heart. As I followed the captain's angry glances around the circle of faces, noting the well-conveyed indifference to his peril, the extraordinary actions of Still Dick caught my eye. He was leveling his musket over the shoulder of his file leader, and had lowered his head to THE GUN-BEARER. 87 take sight at the captain's breast, not a dozen feet away from the muzzle of his gun. Dick was as cool as ice. His wooden face was as vacant of expression as if he were about to fire at a target ; his eyes alone revealed, in their cold, glittering, cruel glance, something of what was passing in his mind. The two men immediately in front of Vedder, when they saw the gun barrel appear between them, stepped quickly to one side, leaving the captain thus face to face with his silent enemy, the most dangerous and deadly-sure man among us, who held a loaded musket at his breast, making preparations to fire. It seemed as if the silence, broken only by the " click," " click," as Vedder pulled back the hammer of his gun, could be felt ; and, while the crowd behind the captain separated to the right and left to be out of the way, the rest of us, paralyzed by this deliberate murderous intention, stood spellbound, and watched every motion with strained eyes, expecting to see the fire leap out, and our captain fall bleeding and dying in the road. Yet Vedder did not fire, and those moments of hesi- tation seemed to our torturing suspense expanded into hours of waiting. The man's face was changing, too ; taking on an ashy pallor and becoming expressive, first a black, determined scowl and tightening of the lips, then a nervous twitching of the features and the gun barrel began to waver. Quicker than thought so quick, in fact that none of us really saw it the captain's sword flashed up beneath the gun-barrel, struck it a ringing blow, and the mus- ket, knocked from Vedder's nerveless fingers, exploded harmlessly above our heads. And, in dumb, motionless astonishment, we stood staring at the two men until 88 THE GUN-BEARER. the captain, pointing with his sword tip the road, cried : " Now, men, to business ! Fall in !" * The hard faces relaxed, the trouble was over. A sigh of relief parted the lips of all ; and, as we fell into line, some one iri Company I waved his cap in the air and called for " Three cheers for our captain !" in a loud, clear voice. They were given with a will, and it seemed as if all the reckless desperation vanished in them, giv- ing volume and power as it went out of the hearts of men into harmless sound, ju.*. as a heap of powder touched off in the open air bursts forth into harmless flame and clouds of smoke. " Forward ! March !" Was it because we were in fear that we now so cheer- fully obeyed this command ? Did we repent our mutinous attitude when we saw our captain standing before the muzzle of Vedder's gun ? Wer^ we ready now to give over our grumbling and go in peace, because the officer in command had so ordered ? Were we fickle ? Were all the grumbling and threats so freely indulged in the day before all idle bluster ? With me it might have been so, but with the others it was not. A thousand times, no ! In that moment, when our captain faced Vedder, if he had betrayed the slightest movement of a muscle, if his eye had wavered from Vedder's by a hair's breadth, * I often pause to wonder over this incident in our history. Why did not Vedder flre 1 What power rested in the eye or will of our captain to turn that man of all others from his purpose? What did the expressions of Vedder's face mean, if they were not the outward signs of the struggle in his mind? The determined scowl and tightening of the lips signifying that his resolution was wavering, and he was trying to force it to stand firm. His mental strain must have been terrible ; but, though careless and reckless of all consequences to do this one deed in the way it had to be done, he had not the nerve. The captain did not stain his victory with any harsh measures, and Vedder, thoroughly cowed and trembling like one stricken in years, was allowed to tramp on with rest. THE GUN-BEARER. 89 he would have fallen at our feet with a bullet in his heart, and a little later six hundred veteran soldiers would have been tramping away from that place, in per- haps as many directions, going back to their homes. It was the man who could look death in the face without flinching, that had caused this revulsion of feeling, had excited the admiration of his fellows, and had conquered. Among soldiers, it is not the face nor the form, nor anything else, that is admired except the will, the indomitable will that knows no fear. What- ever sort of man our captain might turn out to be, he was at least a brave one. All day long, up hill and down, through mud and dust, in broiling sun and cooling shade, we tramped. Though the shoulder-straps of our accouterments were cutting into the flesh, though our feet were blistered, still we did not complain. . At last, almost at night, we came into a quiet valley with pleasant fields beside the road, and fence rails for fire wood. "Halt!" came the command from the head of the column. Here we were to camp, and we knew it ; a tired but unanimous cheer waked the echoes of the valley. In a trice our guns were stacked ; the load was off our backs ; fires were built and supper cooked. We were contented almost happy ; for we were at rest. The power of one man ; that power which had para- lyzed Still Dick's finger on the trigger of the gun aimed full at his breast ; which had quelled the mutiny and kept us wearily but willingly plodding on through dust and heat, all that livelong, tedious day, was over us still : and when', at night, we gathered about the cheerful camp-fires, with our pipes well filled, we came to talk of that never-to-be-forgotten scene, as we re- 90 THE GUN-BEARER. called the heroism of the captain and in our minds' eye saw him again standing unflinchingly before the muz- zle of Vedder's rifle, horses were forgotten, and our weariness lost sight of. Would there be any more trouble, any more attempt at mutiny ? Never. The captain had conquered the whole regi- ment made us as one man. There was not one among us who would not have faced a battalion at his com- mand. Did we talk of horses ? They might have been mentioned, but they were not considered of so much importance now. The captain had tried to get them, we said. The colonel was the most to blame. He had fled, leaving another to take his place and front his danger. The veterans were loud in the captain's praise and promised themselves that their old achievements would be as nothing compared with the glory they would win under such a leader. The sentinels pacing the watch that night looked on a different scene from the one I saw the night before. They saw no restless excited forms about the dying fires, heard no footsteps save their own. Our regiment had, indeed, settled down to business. We were on a war footing. One man had controlled and united us into one huge machine, obedient to his will. We slept soundly, undisturbed by dreams of home or friends or battles ; only for an instant, as I slept, Mary seemed to be standing before me, and her eyes were sad with tears. I seemed to be saying : " Now I am off to the war"; and she vanished. We awoke, footsore but refreshed. But we must " up stakes " and be off. THE GUN-BEARER. 91 The distance travelled that day, however, was not nearly so great as that of the day before, but at night there was hardly one in the regiment who had not a blister to remind him of the two days' tramp ; and then we saw something of the spice and wit that flow so easily about the campfires of soldiers on the march. At Point Burnside our life had been like a picnic, in a way. We had a few hours of drill and duty, it is true, but there was no danger and no changing scene. We had collected, besides, little conveniences bits of comfort, as it were but these were now left behind, and I was surprised to see how easily we got along without them. The days then were all alike, but now no one could tell what the next hour would bring forth. For several days we marched from place to place, but no day's journey was as long as the first ; resting- places were more frequent, and the hours of camp more pleasant. Everybody seemed in excellent spirits. We were well, though simply, fed. Our blisters were dis- appearing, and our load was getting lighter. We were marching in a northward direction through Somerset, Waynesburg, Stanford, Danville ; thence across to Lebanon, where we were put into cars and landed at Louisville. Here, many were mustered in, and after a few days we were cooped up in box-cars on the road to the front. Travelling in box-cars is not the most comfortable way of going from place to place, but we enjoyed it nevertheless. Many were the little devices we made up to make our quarters comfortable. By forage we collected hay and straw enough to cover the floor of our cars, and on this we lay and 92 THE GUN-BEARER. dozed, or listened to such parts of the stories that were told as the rattle of the train permitted us to hear. We were hastening toward the front, covering a great deal of ground without marching, and without having, as Jake said, "to take our accouterments;" and for all this we were thankful. CHAPTER VIII. After we had travelled thus by rail for two days or more, I awoke one morning to the consciousness that something must be wrong. I had an idea that we should be rattling and slam- * ming over the road as usual, but, on the contrary, the train was now stopped, and the clatter I had gone to sleep by having ceased, the silence of death seemed to have taken its place. As I lay, for some moments, on my bed of hay, drowsily pondering the situation, I be- came more and more aware of the fact that most of my comrades in the car had disappeared, and that the few whom I still could see standing at the door between me and the bright sunlight were talking together and pointing in various directions. Raising myself upon one elbow, my eyes first fell upon a broad river sweeping by. There was no breeze to ruffle its surface ; no merrily dancing sunlit waves , nothing but a darkly flowing stream, smooth as a pol- ished floor, sustaining a reflection of the opposite shore on one side, and on the side nearest me a few wavering creases of the surface marking the whirling eddies underneath. [93 1 94 THE GUN-BEARER. Beyond the stream I saw the outcropping rocks and heavily-wooded hills of a very broken and moun- tainous country. Taking the whole scene together, it made an impression upon me that I shall not soon forget. Whether due to the wild and rugged character of the hills and mountains, standing out so bold and striking in the clear, strong light of the morn- ing, or to the resistless rush of the river, which I in- stinctively felt rather than saw, or to the unwonted stillness into which I had been so unconsciously and suddenly plunged, or to a mingling of all thes* effects, I cannot say ; but whatever it was, some time passed before I could make up my mind whether I was really awake or dreaming. " What river is that ?" I asked, throwing off my blan- ket and coming to my senses, at least sufficiently to ask questions. At the sound of my voice two comrades by the car door turned around, and at the same time the heads of several others appeared from the outside. What a shout greeted me as they heard my voice, and what unflatter- ing remarks were bestowed upon me ! " Oh, you 're awake, are you ?" said one. " If you are as much of a fighter as you are a sleeper you will be a corporal before you know it," said an- other. " You 11 wake up some fine morning to find out that we have wound up this war business and gone home," contimied a third. By this time my connection with the regiment had taught me to take such shots at my greenness in the right spirit, and to give, now and then, a volley in reply. Begging them not to let such tender solicitude for me disturb their sweet repose, I repeated my question as to the name of the river which, now that I had come THE GUN-BEARER. 95 to the car door and could get a better view of it, seemed more magnificent than ever. " That is the Tennessee," said Jake ; " somethin' of a brook, ain't it ?" There did seem, indeed, to be a large body of water passing by, and I said so, which induced Bence to remark that the river was specially high this season, which may or may not have been the case ; I did not know. " But what are we stopping for, and where are we ?" I asked. " Don't get anxious, little one," said Bracebridge, a particularly quiet, unimpressionable old veteran in our party. " You know as much as the rest of us do." Bence broke in here to remark that Fred and one other of the boys had been seen near the head of the train, with comrades from other companies, listening to our captain, who had been in conference with a lot of strange officials ; and that, probably, when he (Fred) returned to our car, we would have some definite information. "And here they come now !" cried one of our men from a position outside the car. Shortly afterward Fred climbed in ; and we plied him with questions to our heart's content. In the meanwhile "All aboard!" had been called, and the train began to move. It seemed that we were within a few miles of Bridge- port, Alabama that we would probably have to leave the cars at that place and go the rest of the way on foot, as the track to the rear of Sherman's army was already overcrowded with trains. " I gathered from the conversation in general," Fred went on, " that we have about sixty miles to go, over a part of the Racoon Mountains near Shellmound, to a 96 THE GUN-BEARER. place called Ringgold, where Sherman's army is, and if we don't find him there, we 're to follow on until we overtake him." "Mighty poor pickings we '11 get after Sherman's army," muttered Taylor. " Well, we can be trusted to make up for it when we get a chance," said Jake, sententiously. "Yes," Fred broke in, "and it looks as if we were going to get a chance right away, for the captain said that he was going to take us over a road that had not been travelled before." "That 's the kind of talk !" we all cried, impulsively. After this, Fred's stock of information having been exhausted, we fell to discussing the fine prospects of good foraging, which we might reasonably expect, if the captain did what he hoped to do. I felt as if walking would rest me after being cramped up in a freight car for three days, and, not knowing how the rest felt about it, I ventured to say as much. This also shook down an avalanche of unflattering remarks. " That 's all very well, but you just poke your head out here," cried Jake, seizing my arm and leading me to the car-door. We were rattling along over the road at a good rate of speed at the time, and though there was a sameness about the green wall of forest foliage that fronted us, I could catch, now and then, through open spaces, glimpses of rugged scenery and of the eternal hills beyond. " Yes," said I, " that is what I have been looking at for some time." "Well," said Jake, "those hills lie right across our track, and by the time you have marched over them two or three months and been in the service as long as THE GUN-BEARER. 97 we have, you'll make up your mind that there 's no fun in tramping up and down hill all the time." " Besides," interrupted Kimball, feeling that the sub- ject of walking should be tabooed, and anxious to talk of something else, " we are going to find it a trifle hotter in Alabama." " A trifle !" cried Jake, as willing to grumble about one thing as another. "A trifle ! it '11 be a heap hotter ; the summer 's only just coming on, too." In the midst of our good-natured chaffing, the train came to a stop, and we were all ordered out. In a few minutes more we had cleared the cars of everything that belonged to us, and were marching up the track beside the 'train. Afterward we passed through the town and over a bridge to where we halted, to light our fires for breakfast. From this halting place, looking back across the river, we could see Bridgeport and the railroad for some distance, where long lines of empty cars were waiting to pass the train which had brought us, and start on their journey northward, for " more provisions and more ammunition," it was said. We learned, later, that we had enjoyed a special favor in being transferred to the front in cars, as all other regiments joining Sherman had been required to march, because the railroad was taxed to its utmost in carrying to the front ammunition and provisions. As soon as breakfast was over, the command to " fall in " was given and, as we stood in line, in the road, fully equipped for whatever might happen, when we had got fairly into the enemy's country, Captain Hartees stepped in front of us and, calling : "Attention !" said : " Men, we are just on the borders of a hostile country ; our previous methods of marching will now have to be changed ! I want you to keep close together from 98 THE GUN-BEARER. this time out. No straggling, remember ! I hope to pass through a country that has not been tramped over by both armies and, if we do, I believe you will en- joy it." Smiling, good-naturedly, as he concluded, he turned away, took his place at the head of the line and, after three rousing cheers -which we gave with a will, away we went. We followed the main road as far as Tyler, a small town which we reached early in the afternoon. There was nothing to be begged, bought, borrowed or stolen in this place. It was literally cleaned out of everything. The few people still living there looked peaked, half- starved and poor, indeed ; the rest had gone away, leaving behind them only their houses and other im- movable property. We filled our canteens with fresh water, however, and, after thoroughly satisfying ourselves that there was nothing else worth taking, we moved on, leaving the main road, at that place, to follow one that evidently had been less traveled. Along this new road we marched for three or four hours, without seeing signs of habitation of any kind. There were neither fences nor clearings, nor any- thing but woods and breaks, and rocks, that sometimes lay close to the edge of the road, but quite as often had rolled in heaps into it, making our path the roughest kind of walking. Late in the afternoon we came to a clearing, in the center of which stood a house. On one side the land- scape was just beginning to turn green with young shoots of corn. On the other side vegetables, of vari- ous kinds, were planted and beginning to grow. At the open door stood two small white-headed boys, THE GUN-BEARER. 99 watching us as we turned in from the road ; and within we caught sight of a red-cheeked woman. Her sleeves were rolled up as if she had been cooking. " Got any chicken ?" Fred asked of the woman who came to the door, as soon as she discovered our ap- proach. " No, I aint got no chickens, nor anything else, 'cept a duck and a drake, and those I don't want to sell." " Sure you haven't ?" Fred insisted. " No use to hide them, you know ; if you Ve got 'em we are goin' to make a search for 'em. We'll buy 'em, but we'll have 'em sure." " 1 tell you I aint got no chicks, nor ducks, nor nothin' else. You'd better go on about your business. Come here robbin* people !" " Quack, quack, quack !" came from the back of the house. The woman's face flushed as she started from the door and ran round the house to a little pen that stood behind, where we soon saw her struggling with old Grimes for the possession of her duck, which was flapping its wings violently and giving utterance to half- strangled cries in a vain effort to get away from the strong hand that had grasped its neck. " It 's no use, mum," said Grimes ; " the duck 's a goner. I '11 give you four bits for him, but he 's my meat." While she was fighting for one bird the other myste- riously and noiselessly disappeared, and we were about to investigate further when a beehive, that had been upset to open a way to the honey, sent out a swarm of maddened insects, and we fled before them. In spite of the bees, however, some of the boys got a little honey. We left the young corn standing when we went, and while our actions, looking back on them now, were 100 THE GUN-BEARER. unquestionably mean, it seemed to me at the time that the woman, poor as she was, ought to have been grate- ful to us for not taking everything, whether we wanted it or not. The next habitation that we discovered on our march was a large, fine-looking mansion, having a double row of balconies running entirely around the house, and surrounded by numerous outbuildings. The sun was on the point of setting when we arrived; and in a moment, after we were ordered to halt, the place was swarming with our blue-coated men. I saw a private of Company I fix his bayonet and run it through a young pig that, with several others, was following its mother at full speed away from him. A number of our company, Fred among them, joined in chasing the pigs that had not been secured. I, however, felt too tired to go running about after pigs, and so, with others, selected the house as the scene of my explorations. As we approached we saw a few black faces shyly peering at us from around the corners of the building, but we saw no one either to welcome us or tq dispute our right to enter and make ourselves at home. Entering, we gave attention first to the cellar where we found, among other things, a half -barrel of peach brandy, some preserves and thirty or forty pounds of honey. When we came up we found the owner of the place. We had no particular use for him, but he was a sight that, in spite of us, claimed our attention for some little time. He stood on the stairs cursing and calling down all sorts of maledictions on the heads of Yankee soldiers, in general, and upon us in particular ; and his fingers worked as though he would have liked to have a clutch THE GUN-BEARER. 101 upon each and every one of us ; but he did not have it and seeing, probably, that we were a few too many for him, contented himself with words only. After silent- ly enjoying his antics for a little while, we left him, talking as loudly and as blasphemously as ever. Loaded down with bacon, honey, corn-meal, pre- serves., brandy and wheat flour, we left the house and joined some of the boys in the road. Other comrades were coming from all points of the compass, some with chickens, ducks, peas, fresh pork ; some with one thing and some with another ; and, while we waited, out of the woods, away up on the other side of the road, came perhaps a dozen others, bearing on a fence rail several portions of a cow which they had found and killed. There was little use in our attempting to go much farther that night, and it was with gladdened hearts that we received orders to bivouac where we were. In a short time a guard had been thrown out around the house and the regiment ; rail-fences were then pulled down, fires lighted, and in a short time a glorious feast was preparing. We had plenty of everything that night, and all at the expense of one man who, thus far, had evidently not been treated to a taste of war. There were a charm and a romance about this sort of thing which rather pleased me, and I began to see something of the glamour that surrounds the soldier's life and leads him to reenlist in spite of ties of blood and home. Hay and straw from a well-filled barn supplied us with comfortable roadside beds, and the next morning, a little after sunrise, our breakfast eaten, we took to the road again. Since starting, we had been marching in column ; now, however, our company were deployed as skinn- 102 THE GUN-BEARER. ishers on the right of the regiment which was following the road. Fred explained to me, as we tramped along, that marching thus, something in the shape of a letter T, with a line of skirmishers thrown out each side from the head of the column, we covered more ground, and guarded more completely against surprises from the enemy. The rest of the regiment marching in the road found no difficulty in getting along but for our company, scattered in a long line at right angles to the regiment, with about twenty or twenty-five feet between each man, this method of marching was hard work. With no road or beaten path to walk in, we were compelled to force our way up and down hill, through woods and creeks, and swamps and tangled jungles and places where it seemed as if the foot of man had never trod- den before. Sometimes we, at the further end of the line, would come in sight of the road from a clearing on the top of some hill, a quarter of a mile distant ; then the road would be lost to sight for an hour, perhaps. Occasion- ally we were walking comfortably along over some sparsely wooded hill, where the bright sunlight poured through the branches above us, and in a moment after- ward we were plunging through the tangled under- growth of some densely wooded dell, always trying to maintain our distances, keep up with the left of the line, move when the regiment moved, and halt when it halted. Dismal and lonely, with no other sign of life except the whir from the wings of some bird, that had been startled from its meditative solitude by our approach or the far-off sound of " H-a-l-t !" or "At-ten-tion !" as it was borne to us on the quiet air. THE GUN-BEARER. 103 On one occasion, after we had been tramping for a long time over this rugged country without resting, Fred discovered a little clearing and a house hidden away off to the right. It was a spot that did not appear to ever have been visited by foragers from either army. Just at that moment it also happened that our boys in the road were called to a halt. Here was an oppor- tunity for our own exclusive investigation that was too good to be resisted ; and, stimulated by the same impulse, tired as we were, we started on the run for the clearing. As we drew nearer we saw a little shanty, or curing- house, which held forth a promise of tobacco. A few steps farther, and we saw hidden in a hollow a little stone building sitting astride a brook, evidently a spring- house, where milk, butter and eggs were kept. The promise of something more than tobacco was enough to divert our attention from the shanty, and when the spring-house was reached it was but the work of a moment to remove the wooden pin from the staple, pall back the hasp, open the door and walk in. The room we entered was not above six feet high and, perhaps, ten feet square. It was provided with a brick floor, in the middle of which, running from wall to wall, and through a stone-lined ditch about two feet wide and eight inches deep, flowed a stream of clear cold water from a neighboring spring. A single crock of fresh milk sat cooling in the water. "They did not hide that, did they?" said Fred. " But," reflectively, " they 've hidden the cow." " We are not going to find fault with the milk for that," said I. It was surprising how careless of dirt I had become after being a soldier for so short a time. I rubbed the dust from my fire-blackened tin dipper as well as I 104 THE GUN-BEARER. could against a wisp of grass that grew by the door, and scooped up a dipper full of milk. Fred, who had filled his dipper before me, did not even take the trouble to clean it ; just hit it against the wall of the building. After drinking our fill, we poured what milk was left into our canteens and looked searchingly around for something more. " What's above here, I wonder ?" said Fred, looking upward. I glanced up and saw, just over my head, a square hole cut in the flooring. Raising myself through the hole by my hands, I got my head above the level of the floor and, with Fred's assistance underneath, was soon sprawling up there in the darkness. " Find anything ?" Fred asked, expectantly. " Yes ; here 's some tobacco." " Throw it down." I threw down half a dozen heads at least all I could find, at any rate and continued my search. " Here 's some beans or peas ; I don't know which they are," said I, after a few "moments' search. " Let 's have 'em. We do not get peas or beans either while marching." Down went the beans. I felt along a little further and came upon a small barrel which seemed to be half full of something, as, when tipped to one side, it fell back heavily into its upright position. " What is it?" said Fred, hearing the jar on the floor. " I don't know. It 's heavy, like sirup." " Perhaps it is honey strained honey. They hide it in that way sometimes. It takes up less room." We were in a bee country, and had found some honey the day before. Why should not this be honey? I THE GUN-BEARER. 105 reached my hand down into the barrel until it came in contact with a soft, sticky fluid. There could be no doubt about it. My imagination swam in honey. I did not have my share of yesterday's find, and with that in mind, perhaps, my anticipation now was the more lively. "Well/* cried Fred, somewhat impatiently, "what are you going to do about it ?" " I smelt of it and imagined that it smelt very much like honey." "Smells like it, "said I. " Taste it, or else let me," said Fred, impatiently, catching hold of the side of the floor. I took one taste and that was enough. It was nauseating. It seemed as if I never could get that taste out of my mouth, try as hard as I might. " Dash it, it 's soft soap !" I cried, fairly shivering with disgust, and my face, particularly the mouth part of it, went through all sorts of contortions at the same time, which were of course, lost in the darkness. Fred who was looking up in expectation uttered a snort, half of disappointment and half of enjoyment it my ludicrous mishap and said : " Never mind, pass me down a dipperful " and I saw his hand with the dipper sticking up through the hole, and I heard him say, as I was filling it : " I wish I had time to wash a shirt." CHAPTER IX. That night there came up a violent rainstorm that seemed to have been sent purposely to unpleasantly vary our experience. How long it had been raining before I woke I did not know ; but I was fully conscious of the fact that one corner of our tent had broken away from its fastening and was flapping in the wind, that my feet were in a pool of water and that I was literally drenched. As sleep was out of the question, I put my head through my poncho [rubber blanket] and went to a sputtering fire that some of the boys had kept well supplied with wood. To get dry was impossible. I could only keep warm. One after another of our rain-soaked and thoroughly demoralized comrades joined us at the fire, where we spent the night feeding the blaze, rubbing our eyes, which smarted with smoke, and toasting our calves and shins. By daylight the rain had ceased, and we were able to wring the water out of our blankets and tents and partly dry them by the fire before breakfast. When our morning meal was finished and our damp blankets and tents were rolled up, we went trailing and sloshing along, through mud and wet, as disconsolate- and gloomy-looking a column and skirmishing line as [106] THE GUN-BEARER. 107 ever ventured into an enemy'g country. Shortly after we started a drizzling rain set in and continued through- out the day. The boys all put on their ponchos, from the corners of which the water flowed in streams and, in this picturesque condition, carrying our muskets at a " se- cure," we plodded along hour after hour. There was little or no comfort to be gained from the " rests," for the ground was soaked with water, and sometimes we went in over our shoe-tops in the soft earth. About the only bit of pleasantry offered during the day came from Fred, who said : " I did hope to get time enough to wash a shirt ; but it 's all right now. All I need is to dry it." The only encouragement we received came late in the afternoon from " Black Lige," who, with a couple of fat chickens in each hand, passed us, singing softly to himself : " Nebber min' de wedder so de win' don' blow, Nebber min' de wedder so de win' don' blow, Nebber min' de wedder so de win' don' blow, Don' yer bodder 'bout yer trouble till it comes." Here was a bit of philosophy for me ; for our situa- ation, bad as it was, would have been infinitely worse had there been any wind blowing. The life of a soldier, in fine weather, had thus far possessed for me an inde- scribable charm ; but a soaking rain was something I had not bargained for, and but for the sentiment con- tained in the song of Black Lige, my patriotism, which was already at a low ebb, would have disappeared altogether. All day long we had marched over hills and moun- tains, and into valleys so deserted and lonesome that they seemed isolated from the rest of the world ; now threading our way along ridges so narrow that a dozen 108 THE GUN-BEARER. men could scarcely walk abreast ; at other times slowly pushing through the heavy wet undergrowth in deep defiles, with towering, perpendicular cliffs on either side. The sun was already getting low and the prospect of finding a. good camping spot for the night was dreary and cheerless enough, but after a while, coming to the top of a hill, we saw, in the valley below, a small village nestled among the trees. A little brook, concealed here and there by bushes, threaded its way close by the village. Along the banks of this rivulet everything was fresh and green, while the foliage in the country beyond looked, in the murky atmosphere, as if it needed a week of steady rain to redeem it. " There 's a good place for a bivouac," said I, point- ing to an open field, near the village. " Yes, looks as well as you might expect on a day like this, but there are too many houses around. Too many houses. You never know what to expect when you camp near a town," Jake answered thoughtfully. " But you don't call that a town, do you ? There are only a few houses, and they certainly look honest enough." " Looks don't count for much down here. It don't take much of a town to stir up a hornet's nest, where there 's a few lively rebs living. Just give 'em a chance, and they 're like a lot of wolves ; they '11 sound an alarm, and bring a whole pack down on you. I had a taste of it once up in East Tennessee, in 'sixty-two." " Come, men," said Corporal Stebbins, " we 're goin' to camp on the other side of that town below there ; nice place, heaps of rails, straw, water." " What, water ?" interrupted Jake, sarcastically. " Yes, and everything else we want. Move along a little faster, men. Let's get down there as soon THE GUN-BEARER. 109 as the column does and have our fires started before it 's any darker." Stimulated by this cheering bit of information, we put more vigor into our movements, and, after passing one or two houses, reached a broad, level bottom-land, where we halted and went into camp for the night. We seemed to be in a sort of basin, surrounded by woods, and only a short distance removed from the town, which consisted of a dozen or more old tumble-down houses, scattered along, at irregular intervals, by the side of the road. These houses were without paint and falling to pieces, and we would have thought them tenantless if we had not seen two or three men stand- ing about the doorways, who acted as if they had a right there. The fences, that had formerly inclosed the yards from the road, were all down, leaving only a post here and there to mark the place they had occu- pied. The road itself showed signs of having been used at some time or other, but it was now cut by deep ruts and washouts, and the grass grew rank there. Alto- gether, it was a- sleepy, deserted place, firm in the grip of decay. The zigzag fences in the fields gave us firewood ; and, after a little patient effort, we got a fire started and went to work to cook our supper. The two or three men we had seen at last gathered courage sufficient to satisfy their curiosity as to what sort of beings we were, and came cautiously slouching along the road through the camp, watching, with hun- gry, wide-open eyes and mouths, our boys cooking supper. They did not improve in looks on near view. They were thin, lank, barefooted and dressed in tat- tered clothes ; their beards were tangled, their long hair uncombed, and their faces almost imbecile for 110 THE GUN-BEARER. want of expression. They were the poor whites, cor- responding to what are called " Crackers " in some parts of the South. " Hello, stranger," cried Fred to one of them. " What do you call the name of this place ?" " 'Coon Bottom," drawled the man, discharging a mouthful of tobacco juice upon the ground. " That 's for Raccoon Bottom ?" I asked. " Yes, 'Coon Bottom," he repeated, looking at me out of the corners of his yellow eyes. "Can we get any milk here !" inquired Fred, as he blew out the blaze on a piece of bacon he had been holding in the fire. "No cows," drawled the bushwhacker. " Got anything at all ?" Fred asked again. " Nope." " Seen anything of Sherman's army ?" " Nope." " Do you belong here ?" " Yep," and he skulked off after his companions, who had gone on ahead. " Didn't get much out of that chap, did you, Fred ?" said I. " No ; he didn't seem very anxious to talk." " I wonder if they are all like that down here in these parts ?" " Whether they are or not," Bence broke in, " there 's a devilish grin in their ugly faces that I don't like, and I can't feel easy in this place, wet or dry. Wish we were out of it." So do I, if there is any harm in staying !" said I. " The guard will have to keep their ears open to-night." " Of course they will," answered Bence. " But what '11 that amount to, if there 're any bushwhackers lying around here? They '11 sneak up on the best of us. THE GUN-BEARER. Ill These fellows will be away to give the alarm long be- fore we can surround the place and keep them in with a picket." . " Well, I suppose we '11 stay, whatever comes !" " Yes," he responded ; then, pointing to the hill, he said : " There, what do you think of that ?" I looked in the direction indicated and saw, fading in the gloom, on the top of the hill, the dark forms of three men. " That looks like trouble for us," Fred remarked, tersely. He, also, had followed the direction of Jake's finger. " But, perhaps not," he added. " I hope not." Shortly after supper the storm ceased, the clouds parted, the stars came out, and the air became clear and warm. After we had partly dried our clothing the fires were allowed to die away, and the regiment, with the exception of the guard, was soon asleep. I was suddenly startled from my dreams by a wild yell, a volley of musketry and the whistling of bullets. Every man of us was on his feet in an instant. But, by the time we had seized our weapons and rallied to repel our enemy, there was nothing to be seen in the darkness -except the woods and the black outlines of the houses here and there. Neither was there a sound to be heard, save the thud and thump of horses' hoofs retreating up the road. Replenishing our fires with more broken fence rails, we found, by the light, that Peter Baker, one of the boys in Company D, had been killed outright and per- haps a dozen others had been slightly wounded. Un- doubtedly more would have been killed if the enemy had fired at us at a little shorter range. There was nothing we could do about it except to attend the wounded and await further developments. The camp was soon as deathly still as the dead form THE GUN-BEARER. of our comrade, lying motioness beside us, and there yet remained many dark hours of the night in which I might think it over. I was glad when I saw the day break ; happier still when the sun rose above the edge of the woods. At an early hour, and after another, and this time successful, effort to dry our blankets, and when every- thing was ready to resume our march, we were drawn up in line and addressed by Captain Hartees. " Men," said he, " before we leave this place we must bury Peter Baker, who was shot last night by that gang of cowardly ruffians who fired upon us when we were asleep." Two men detailed from Peter's company had already dug a grave at the foot of a huge butternut tree, in the bark of which a comrade had cut a large cross. While they were bringing the body, wrapped in a blanket, to lay it in the grave, we could see the hang- dog, sulking vagabonds of the village collecting on the other side of a distant fence. This was the first death in our regiment and, coming as it did, in a time of comparative peace, it oppressed us with a sorrow more than usually keen and, as we stood in silence about the grave, we marked well the indifferent curiosity of the people who were watching and grinning at us from behind the fence. It x was not the chance of battle, but an assasin's bullet that took a comrade from our ranks forever, and many a savage scowl came to the bronzed faces of my com- panions ; many a muttered threat passed from mouth to mouth, against the wretches who were responsible for this thing. When the body had been lowered to its last resting- place and the grave had been filled in, Captain Hartees, said : THE GUN-BEARER. 113 " I want Comrade Baker's company to fire a volley over his grave. Fall into line, Company D, on the other side of the road." Baker's company then fell into line as ordered, and at the word of command, faced about, bringing them- selves opposite to the distant fence, with the men from the village partly concealed behind it. " Ready !" ordered the captain. " Captain !" cried the orderly sergeant of the com- pany, " these guns are all loaded with ball." " Silence ! Aim." " But, captain " said the sergeant, not wishing to be misunderstood. " Fire ! Right face ! Forward march !" We had little time and still less inclination to see what the effect of that volley had been upon the people in the vicinity of the fence, but there was evidently some excitement over there, from the appearance of things. " Served 'em right," said Fred ; " I only hope the seed we planted fell into proper ground. This is the second time we have been served like this by trusting these people." " It is a little rough if we 've punished the innocent for the guilty," said I. " There hain't no innocent," muttered Jake ; "all those were gone long ago." Resuming our order of march, we moved on without a word. I was thinking of him who had been left asleep under the butternut-tree, and wondering when my turn would come. Nothing unusual happened to us that day. We picked up forage enough to give diversity to our meals ; enjoyed the usual number of halts, and grumbled over the same amount of tiresome marching as on the day 114 THE GUN-BEARER. before. At night, tired, as usual, we came to a halt in an uninhabited valley, and, after a supper from our rations and forage, we turned in and slept, undisturbed. The next day and the next we went through the same round of changes, from rest to motion and back again, up hill and down, with nothing especially new to excite us, until the life seemed to be getting about as monotonous as our existence had been at Point Burn- side. On the evening of the second day after we left Rac- coon Bottom, we marched down through Rossville, and there reached the main road. We did not halt in the village, but marched two or three miles beyond it and bivouacked for the night. CHAPTER X. The day following our arrival in Rossville was Sun- day, the 8th of May ; but, notwithstanding the sacred- ness of the day, we were on the march as early and we marched as far. There was so little to attract the attention on this monotonous tramp that I kept continually thinking of the changes time brings about. In my mind's eye I could see my New England home, the village of Way- town, steeped in Sabbath stillness. The shops were closed and the roadways full of pious people, in response to the tolling bells directing their way, with sober faces, to church. I wondered if Tommy was among the num- ber. What a difference there was between that scene and the one of which we formed a part ! I thought of old Joe ; of the sounding horn, and of the scene in front of the tavern on the night he brought in the news that Fort Sumter had been fired on, and then the stranger now our captain reading to us in the tavern. How curiously it had all come about ! I thought of the disturbance and of my father. Poor father, a rarely good man at heart and made fretful only by sickness. How it all came back to me, and how little I then realized that the war would last long enough for me to have a part in it. "$] 116 THE GUN-BEARER. This days' tramp was not as interesting as those of the few days before, because, now that we were follow- ing the main army road, those little delicacies obtained in the fresh country we had passed through were no longer to be had, even by Black Lige, the most sharp- eyed genius for foraging in the regiment. Everything eatable and drinkable, with the exception of water, had been already seized, devoured or drunk by the hordes of Confederates and Unionists that had preceded us. Indeed, the region in which we now were had been well stripped by the enemy before Sherman arrived, and our people finished that work completely. I was now more accustomed to marching, and, realiz- ing more fully that every step was taking me nearer to the front, I did not lack food for thought and excite- ment with which to brace my nerves. Almost any- thing, I thought, would be better than tramping through that desolate and devastated country ; but the proba- bility that only a day or so more of such work would put us in the midst of action did much toward reconcil- ing me to the present. In this day's march we passed through two or three villages, or rather groups of houses, but made no halt among them. The houses looked so empty and deserted, with windows open and doors agape and no signs of life anywhere, that none of the boys were tempted to investigate. All along the line of march we were constantly dis- covering evidences of the wreck and waste of war, and of the myriads of men that had marched that way before us, and were then 'pressing hard upon the enemy behind the hills in front. The fences had vanished from the roadside and from the fields as far as we could see. Here and there we came upon groups of blackened circular places which THE GUN-BEARER. 117 marked the location of camp fires. At times these blackened spots were numberless, dotting the ground for miles around. The turf was cropped short by horses, torn up by their hoofs, and scored into deep ruts by gun-carriage wheels. The lower branches of the trees also, those within reach of a horse's teeth, were stripped of leaves ; the bark had been gnawed from the tree trunks, shrubs and bushes had been torn up by the roots, and skeleton twigs and branches lay scattered about. The banks of the water-courses showed the plainest traces of the army. There, in the moist ground, as far up and down the stream as we could see, were the tracks of brogans, bare feet, hoofs and wheels, just as they had been left when the feet were drawn out or the wheels rolled on. If we had had no idea before, we learned from these tracks what it was that had ground the earth up into the fine dust that now rose about us in stifling clouds at the softest footfall or lightest breath of wind, and, floating away, covered houses, trees, grass and shrubs with a thick, dry coat of yellow- ish gray. In this bed of dust we were constantly turning up all manner of things which the army had cast away: broken wheels, bits of harness, worn-out shoes, hats, under-clothing, broken canteens, battered dippers everthing that was useless, worn out or cumbersome. In a little rivulet stood, or rather lay, an army wagon. The forward wheels had been dished as the wagon came down the steep bank to enter the stream, and there it lay, emptied of everything except the smell o pork brine. One end of the wagon was beneath the surface of the stream, and the water rippled through and around it, while the dirty white cover flapped lazily in the breeze. 118 THE GUN-BEARER. Such were some of the scenes we met in that country on that Sunday march. It seemed as if Sherman had used the country as the men did their shoes and their clothing used it up and then dropped it in the dust. That night we arrived at Ringgold, a town somewhat larger than any we had passed through and decidedly more populous ; for, although the former inhabitants had, in great measure, disappeared, there were blue- coats enough to take their places. Here was another new and striking scene for me. In the place of white tents scattered through the fields, there were the yellow- white covers of army wagons, drawn up on the lawns beside the road. They were the baggage and supply wagons of Sherman's army, which could not now be far in advance of us. In these wagons, also, I found most positive proof that we were not advancing alone into the enemy's country, but that not far away, though hidden now by intervening hills, we should find the encampment of friends. I even went so far as to care- fully scan the country in front of me, to see if I could catch the gleam of a tent. While some of the boys were building a fire, I started, coffee-pot in hand, for a well that stood near and, while waiting among a crowd of others for my turn at the bucket, I noticed, a short distance away, a pretentious- looking mansion, which must have belonged to the village magnate. The air of former grandeur and present desolation that pervaded it attracted me so strongly that I approached it to get a better view. No noise broke the stillness surrounding the place, nothing was heard except the rumble of some distant wagon or the low growls of the tired and foot-sore soldiers about the well. The doors to the house were gone ; the windows were open, and without shutters or curtains ; everything wide open and staring, like the THE GUN-BEARER. 119 eyes of a dead man. Tastefully laid-out flower beds were trampled out of all shape ; urns had been over- turned and broken, and the contents, roots and mold, scattered over the trodden turf. All around lay broken pieces of crockery and of furniture. The marble steps and the floor of the veranda were covered with dust and dented with musket butts. Inside, I saw what had once been a piano ; the cover off, the strings all broken and snarled, and a jagged hole in the sounding board, where a musket butt had been smashed down through it, shredding it into splinters ; and as if this were not enough, the keys of the piano had been broken and some of them were sticking straight up into the air. If the house and its contents had been fired and con- sumed, I should have passed the place without thought ; but, standing, as it did, in desolation and ruin, with that unmusical ghost of luxury in the parlor, it left a picture in my mind that I would gladly be freed from ; a pic- ture which is like a lasting reproach. But little time was left me for gloomy reflections as I was soon startled into consciousness of myself and my duties on that occasion, by the voice of one of our company who, in language more emphatic than choice, demanded what I was doing there with the family coffee-pot ? That evening I hurried through supper, that I might use the fading daylight to add a few more lines to the letter that, at every opportunity for several days, I had been writing to Mary. Not an hour slipped by without some thought of her ; not a day without some addition to this letter, which I had carried in my knapsack. At Point Burnside the mail had arrived regularly ; but, since the day of our leaving that place, I had received no letter, and, compelled to be satisfied with the ones I already had, I lived in anticipation of the one that must 120 THE GUN-BEARER. be waiting for me with the army in front. This even- ing, not knowing how long it might be before our regi- ment would be plunged into the very heart of strife, I was especially anxious to improve the opportunity for writing. I had now determined to bring my letter to a close, so as to post it in Ringgold, but it was a hard thing for me to do ; there were so many little things to be said, so many pledges to be repeated, that I lingered over the epistle until the daylight was all spent ; then, under the shadow of the rapidly approaching night, I folded up the letter, and, almost with a wish that I might carry it myself, placed it in the bag with other mail for the north. After this I joined Fred, Jake and others of our com- pany, who were just starting out to find the provost guard, and from this source learn the latest news. We did not find the provost guard, but discovered a group of wagoners, which answered our purpose quite as well. The wagons were standing on the turf of an unfenced yard beside the road, and in their order of arrangement formed a crescent, between the arms of which brightly blazed a most extravagant fire, that lighted up a picture of camp-life comfort which left nothing to be desired. The men looked contented, fresh and must have been supremely happy in the knowledge that, when ordered to move forward, they could either ride or walk, as best suited them ; and they seemed to be experts in the art of " taking things easy." There were men reclining on wagon tongues, others seated by the fire, and others luxuriously stretched at full length on wagon seats, lazily watching the play of light and shadow on the scene in front. They were evidently just finishing supper, as some of THE GUN- BEARER. 121 them still held half-emptied dippers of coffee ; while others, with pipes already lighted, were enjoying a quiet smoke. Somebody was saying as we came up: " It 's surprising how well they do feed us !" " I tell you," said another, " there 's many a poor chap in the army, doing garrison duty at some fort, struggling with salt horse and smacking his lips over it ; while we, always on the move, get fresh beef," and the speaker jerked the coffee dregs out of his dipper under the wagon behind me. " But, hello ! Who comes here?" All eyes were instantly turned toward us, and one man, while he gazed at us inquiringly, said, in reply to the last speaker : " Yes, and we are goin' to have it right along ! The old man " [meaning Sherman] " knows enough to keep communication with his base of supplies and good food coming forward all the time." Then to us, while he puffed hard at a short clay pipe : " Reckon you belong to that new regiment, don't you ?" It occurred to me at that moment that I had never before heard so harsh a voice. " Yes," I answered. " What may it be ?" " Twelfth Kentucky." " What division ?" " Cox's," said Fred. " That 's the Twenty-third Corps, Scofield's !" " You 're right," we answered. " Have some coffee ?" " No, been to supper," responded Fred. We advanced to the fire, took positions that suited us best, and opened on the mule drivers with our questions, Jake being the first to speak, 122 THE GUN-BEARER. " What 's goin' on ? Why are you all here ?" he asked with his usual drawl, addressing no one in particular. Two or three made ready to reply, but he of the harsh voice and the obstinate pipe, anticipating the others, replied : " You, see, the old man's got things about right to begin work, and he 's begun. Ain't he, boys ?" " Yes," one or two voices replied, and one pleasant- voiced fellow near me continued, this time getting the start of the harsh voice : " One fine morning, two days ago, the boys got orders to lay in ten days' rations, and started off ; they left all the baggage wagons here." "They "11 be back in about four days," interrupted the harsh voice. " Don't you believe it," said the pleasant voice. " They won't be back here for some time. Old Sher- man is goin' to push the Johnnies, as they were never pushed before." " How many men are there with Sherman ?" asked Fred. " Some say one figure, and some another, but they all fix it about one hundred thousand." "Is this all the baggage there is?" I asked with a surprised look at the little groups of wagons. "That 's what it is, baggages for the whole army, 'cept what the company mules took." " How is that ?" I asked ; but, feeling immediately that this was a question calculated to show my ignor- ance, I glanced at Fred's face to see if he disapproved of it. Judge of my silent relief when I saw plainly that he was as much in the dark as I had been. " You see," said our pleasant friend in explanation, "each company has a mule and a darkey to drive it, and between the two they carry all the cooking things." THE GUN-BEARER. 123 ** Oh, I tell you," said the harsh voice, " the old man knows how to save lugging, and they do say that the boys have better fixin's than the general officers." " But where 's our division ?" asked Fred of a soldier between him and me. " Let me see," said the man addressed ; then, taking his pipe out of his mouth, cried : "Say, Bill, where 's Scofield and the Twenty-third Corps ? Down at the Roost ?" " Yes," answered Bill, from the other side of the fire. " Well, Bill, you are wrong for once," said somebody at my elbow, who up to this time had taken no part in the conversation. Noticing how the others stopped to listen to what more this quiet man might say, I con- cluded that he must be the wagonmaster, as he was looked upon as an authority. " Wrong, am I ?" cried Bill. " What did that darkey say who came in last night ? Didn't he say that the rebs held the Gap and our boys were marching up to it?" " Certainly," the quiet man assented. " Then what 's the matter with what I said ?" asked Bill in an aggrieved tone. " Oh, dry up, Bill," cried several voices in a chorus. " The boys want to find their division. Let the boss tell 'em where it is. He knows more about it than you do." "What is this Buzzard's Roost, and where is it?" asked Fred of the wagonmaster, to change the conver- sation. " The Roost is a cliff, and overlooks a deep gap which divides the ridge of Rocky Face, and lies away off down yonder to the southeast " [pointing in that direction] " about fifteen miles or such a matter. The Rocky Face Ridge is a chain of break-neck hills several miles long, 124 THE GUN-BEARER. and running north and south. Dalton, which I make out is Sherman's present objective point, is just in behind the south end of this ridge. The rebels are now using this ridge as a fort, and they are spread out along the top of it the whole length ; and at the north end they turn off to the east at right angles and spread out across a railroad that runs into Dalton on the other side of Rocky Face. They have centered in one or two places, and the Roost is one of them." " That's all right enough," cried Bill, "but to get at Dalton without leaving the railroad, we 've got to drive the rebs away from Buzzard's Roost so tfiat we can follow the other railroad through the Gap." " That 's what Thomas is trying to do. You see," said the wagonmaster turning to us, " this railroad, that runs through Ringgold, enters Dalton through the Gap in Rocky Face, under Buzzard's Roost, and Thomas is down there with the Army of the Cumberland, the Fourth, Fourteenth and Twentieth Army Corps, trying his prettiest to get through, judging by the firing we heard this morning." " But isn't the Army of the Ohio there, too ?" ques- tioned Bill. " Of course not. You ought to know that. We 've not seen anything of that corps yet, and we would have had sight of it if it had gone down. Besides, two days ago, which was before Thomas's army left here, Scofield, with the Twenty-third Corps, was at Red Clay, a long stretch off to the northeast ; but I heard them say that when Thomas moved from here to Tunnel Hill a hill between the Ridge and the Roost, so called because the railroad tunneled it Scofield came just over the hills yonder " [pointing behind him to the north- east] " to Catoosa Springs. Now, I reckon, he 's spread put in line about east of here, facing the south, and THE GUN-BEARER. 125 trying to force that wing of the rebs, which I told you runs out east from Rocky Face." " Then, to reach our corps," said Fred, " we must leave the railroad and start off across the country to the east ?" " That 's about it," the quiet man assented, " if you want to go right away ; but, in my opinion, you '11 meet them in an easier way. McPherson, with the Army of the Tennessee, is far away to the south, a long piece beyond Thomas's, and you may be sure he is there for a purpose. If you start off down the railroad to- morrow, I shouldn't wonder if, by the time you arrive near the Roost, you should find that Thomas had al- ready pushed through. In that case you '11 be pretty sure to meet your corps somewhere on the road ; either on this or the other side of Buzzard's Roost Gap! Ac- cording as they march into Dalton direct from where they are now or come around to this side of Rocky Face and follow this railroad in." " Well," drawled Jake, with a yawn and a stare of amazement at the wagonmaster, " it is pretty evident that there is something goin' on, and I guess we'll get our share of it ; but I am dead tired, and going to turn in." " Oh, you'll be in the thick of it before long, make no mistake," some one cried laughingly after him as he went away. Fred and I stayed but a short time to finish our pipes, and then we also turned in. It was very strange how all my ideas of war had changed since my joining the regiment. This was due to the fact that my companions were veterans. Hearing them talk so much of their battles, a feeling of contempt for danger began to pervade me ; then, too, when I first joined the regiment, I had an indefinite idea that there 126 THE GUN-BEARER. would be firing and bloodshed right away. I lived in daily expectation of it ; but, as days passed, and, much to my surprise, nothing of the kind occurred, this feel- ing of suspense gradually yielded to one of indifference. I had been wearing the blue for three months, and no sign of the enemy' had I seen or heard, except the hur- ried shots in the dark at Raccoon Bottom. And now I half expected to be cheated out of my glory, or that, when it did come, it would not realize my expecta- tions. I do not remember that I ever slept more soundly than I did that night, under the little five-by-six tent in Ring- gold, by the side of the baggage of Sherman's whole army, on the eve of the campaign against Atlanta. CHAPTER XI. Monday morning dawned fair. Our little camp was broken early and, after several hours consumed in serv- ing out rations, we were again in marching trim. From this time forth we were going forward like other regi- ments, prepared for days of hard fighting and forced marches, and where the opportunities for foraging would be few and far between. The cool part of the forenoon had passed before we were able to move, so that when we did leave Ringgold and the baggage- wagons the sun was high and shining hot upon our heads. Beside the heat of the sun there were added to our other discomforts the extra rations, which were a load in themselves, and the fact that we were hurried along without the usual frequent halts. Under these condi- tions we had put miles behind us before we saw the head of the column break and scatter to rest by the roadside. " Here," cried Fred, when the halt was called, and running, as fast as his weary legs could carry him, to a little grass-covered knoll about one hundred feet from the road " here 's a good place." But I was already at his side, throwing off my accou- terments previous to stretching myself at length on the dusty but welcome grass. 127] 128 THE GUN-BEARER " This has been the worst day yet," I said, throwing" myself down by the side of my cousin and pillowing my head on my blankets. " Boom !" " Hello ! what 's that thunder ?" asked Fred, ex- citedly, scanning the sky as he raised himself with a jerk to his elbow and listened intently. " It sounded to me like a salute being fired from a gun, far away," I replied. " Boom ! Boom !" " That 's a fight for sure, and at Buzzard's Roost," said Jake, eagerly, who had also raised himself on his elbow to listen. " Reckon you 're right," responded Fred, as he re- sumed a prostrate position. " Well, we '11 be into it soon enough. It 's so long since I Ve heard a gun that thunder was the first idea which that firing put into my head." I lay for a few moments listening to this distant booming of cannon and then sat up to see what the veterans thought of it. But they seemed quiet and, for the most part, indifferent ; many of them, indeed, were already asleep. Only a few, here and there, gave the incident special attention and then, merely, to shout to some particular comrade that it sounded like old times or to make some similar remark. " Boom ! Boom ! Boom !" I listened earnestly, vainly trying to interpret those voices of war ; as if perchance they might tell me which side was speaking at that moment and with what effect. The sound was low-toned and drawn out by the distance, lonesome, and like a note of warning ; but it seemed innocent enough to me, and try as I would I could not connect it with battle or bloodshed. There was an air of excitement and threatening in THE GUN-BEARER. 129 it, but to me it awakened no personal experience, pre- sented no picture of men falling dead in heaps. It was to me the beginning of a new experience ; the first few drops of a protracted storm into which I was about to enter. Who could predict how I should come out of it ? For some time we lay and listened to the sounds which came to us sometimes singly, then in groups, and again in confusion until the cry, " Fall in !" brought us once more to a sense of the present. Hour after hour we plodded on, the sounds of battle becoming louder and more and more distinct, until Fred said he thought he could hear infantry. I could not tell, although I stopped to listen. For me there was only a confused roar of sounds, some louder than others, but I did not know enough at that time to distinguish the different reports ; later, however, as we lessened the distance to the conflict, I was aware that the intervals between the roar of cannon were filled with lesser noises, which the initiated recognized and pronounced musketry. At last we reached an elevation not far from Tunnel Hill, and from this point saw, rising like a wall before us, but still far away across the valley, the rugged, pre- cipitous sides of Rocky Face Ridge, full of such lights and shadows as are made by ravines and jutting ledges. There was also a lofty, darkly-frowning wall, with a crest cut out in rugged peaks and hollows that stood out in clear relief against the blue and white sky beyond. To the left, directly across the valley from where we stood, the ridge came to an end, sinking rapidly to a much lower level ; but away to the right there seemed to be no limit, and the ridge in this direction extended away off until it met the sky. Even the gateway in the Gap, under Buzzard's Roost, was not visible, as we were not in a position to see through it. 130 THE GUN-BEARER. We could determine, from what the wagonmaster had told us, where it should be, by a little sharper indentation in the outline, by heavier shadows, and because, in this neighborhood, the smoke of the battle seemed to be the thickest. But we were still too far away to distinguish individuals. Masses of men, when not concealed in the shadows of trees, were, however, distinctly visible. We could see, also, the flash of guns and the lasting color of flags moving hither and thither, sometimes shining brightly in the sunlight, at others almost vanishing in shadow or in smoke. The crest of the ridge occupied by the Confederates, from the north end, nearest us, and away to the south, as far as we could see, was alive with men and spark- ling with fire, while from every shadowy ravine that scarred the sides of Rocky Face our troops were send- ing out flashes in reply ; and from the whole surface thin wreaths of smoke .were rising and drifting off among the leaves and blasted .tree-tops, just as I have seen the steam creeping up from the shingles of our cottage roof, wet from melted snow. As we have been told, the Roost was the center of attack. There was the meeting-place and crash of battle. Heavy banks of smoke were floating away from this section, and the air above was dotted with fleecy puffs of smoke from bursting shell. It was a sight full of grandeur, and terrible to me, at least was its import. My heart for a moment stood still, but the intoxica- tion of such excitement was not to be resisted, and it resumed its beating with such force that the blood surged to my finger-tips. I would have rushed wildly to take part in the struggle had not the distance and the calmer actions of others restrained me. I looked in the faces of my companions ; there was THE GUN-BEARER. 131 fire in every eye, buoyant firmness in every step, as steadily, surely, but not one second faster, they marched on and on. Despite the impatience burning- in their hearts, their movements were as orderly and methodical, and their bearing as unchanged, as if the battle smoke were harmless mist and the roar of guns but the wind moaning among the trees. But as we advance with eyes fixed on the scene of strife, the sun sets, the firing gradually slackens, ceases, and the battle is over ; and when, as night fell, we reached the rear of our lines, instead of fitful flashes, the steady blaze of numberless camp-fires lit up the scene. About these fires thousands and thousands of tired soldiers were gathered, each telling his own story of the battle. CHAPTER XII. There are those ever ready with brilliant pens and standing far enough removed from any corporeal in- terest, if such expression be permitted concerning the strife of those two great armies camped so near to- gether, who might have grasped the scene on that first night we pitched our tents with Sherman's army, and from their serene point of view have given a lucid bird's-eye view of the whole situation. I saw what was in my neighborhood only. They would have painted in well-chosen phrases the picture of that long valley, lying to the west along the base of Rocky Face, all sparkling with union camp fires, in the light of which were to be seen horses, cais- sons, cannon and tents and men, everywhere. Men hard at work as were the surgeons about the blazing fires of the field hospitals ; men as couriers hurrying with dis- patches from camp to camp ; men at rest, as most of them were, grouped about the fires or dozing far apart beneath the trees. Mill creek would have been sketched as a muddy little stream, hedged on either side by a thicket of bush and creeping gloomily, stealthily along by the side of our camp to pass beneath Buzzard's Roost into the THE GUN-BEARER. 133 Confederate lines, unseen, except where in a few places our fires extended to its bank, and reddened it with their reflection. Beyond this, it would have been noted that Rocky Face Ridge reared its ponderous mass, blacker than the night itself, until the eye of the observer reached the top, which sparkled and scintillated with hostile fires all in striking contrast to the blinking stars and slowly-drifting clouds above. But the enemy did not have all of that long ridge to themselves. Our boys had fought that day to some purpose. They had won their way a little distance, at least, up its craggy sides, among the rocks and stunted trees. The northern slopes were ours, and we, camping near this upper end while eating supper, cast many wondering, curious glances along that line of friendly fires, following it away up the slope to where it stopped and a broad belt of darkness separated it from the enemy. These fires seemed to beckon us ; and when our meal was over, and it was arranged that some of us might leave camp, my fatigue vanished and I joined Fred and two or three others who were going on a tour of in- vestigation. As we climbed the hill our attention was attracted by one especially brilliant fire. We found about it the usual camp scene, men lounging about, sipping coffee, smoking and chatting, while some were cleaning their weapons. The excitement of the late struggle seemed to have disappeared with its smoke and grime, for these men conversed in low, quiet tones. The hands that poured the coffee or lit the pipes were steady enough ; it was only in the nervous, re- strained laugh that they betrayed any trace of the excitement of the day. 134 THE GUN-BEARER. As we advanced into the light and drew near the fire we were greeted with : " In the advance to-day ?" " No," we answered. " What regiment ?" "Twelfth Kentucky." " That 's a fightin' regiment. Part of Reilly's old brigade ?" " Yes," Fred remarked in a quiet way, in answer. " S'pose you had a taste of tumblin' over the rocks like the rest of us ?" " No," said Fred ; " we 're only just from Ringgold." "What !" exclaimed our interrogator. " The Twelfth Kentucky, and not in a fight ?" " This is the time we missed it. We veteranized a couple of months ago, had a furlough, and have only just now turned up for another three years." " Well, that beats me ! The Twelfth Kentucky and not Oh, well, you 're here early enough. Been to supper ? Have ? Well, take some coffee with us, any- how. Here you, Fattie " [to a veteran, who seemed to have the coffee-pot under his special charge], "pass these comrades some coffee." Fattie, who was tall and as thin as a rail, duly obeyed, handing us the boiling-hot, inky, aromatic fluid in blackened, dented cups. We sat down by the fire, sipped the coffee and soon learned that the regiment to which this group belonged was part of Newton's Division of the Fourth Army Corps, and that they had been in a skirmishing line all day. In answer to a question as to what they had done that day, one emphatic man they called Sandy cried : " What have we done ? Look you f You see those camp fires down there ?" pointing to the valley. " Well, they THE GUN-BEARER. 135 have not moved. They were there in the same place last night ; but here, last night the rebs slept. We drove 'em out to-day, we did. It cost us heavy, but we did it." " You 're right, it cost us heavy," said another voice. " How they picked us off ! But what a charge that was over such a mass of loose rock, and in the face of such a fire. Pratt and Sager fell first, away down in the bottom yonder, just after we started. While we were running up Magoun, just to the left of me, stumbled on a tilting rock. I had to laugh to see him run along on all fours before he could recover. But he had only just got straightened up, poor fellow, when over he went for good. That brought Ripley next to me in the line, but we hadn't gone a dozen rods together when he cried out : ' Oh, Bill !' and dropped. Clark, Kelley and Booth fell at the same time just about here ; and just on the edge of the ridge out yonder, we left the orderly and Tom Cranford and I know there was a heap more from some of the other companies dropped in the same place." " What, did you get much further up ?" asked Fred. " You bet we did," he replied, " and our pickets are out there now, I reckon, but it costs, it costs, just as Sandy says. They dropped us along here pretty thick, and it got to be mighty lonesome before we came to the end of the race." " Lonesome," echoed the deep-toned voice of a gray- bearded Illinoisan. " You were all together when you started out of the woods below, on that double quick up the hill, a-dodging from stump to rock, and from rock to tree, but I was away out on the left of the line and, somehow, in spite of all I could do, I kept getting farther and farther away from you, and edging toward the gulley which separated us from Company H. No 136 THE GUN-BEARER. mistake about it, the Johnnies were too many for me. Shot and shell were falling like rain out there, and the ground was getting a terrible sweeping." He paused as though to put back the thoughts that were crowding upon him, but as the rest of us waited for him to con- tinue, he took up the story again. " While I tried to get back into my old spot, a piece of shell struck my gunstock, knocked it into splinters, and laid me flat as a pancake. I thought I was done for. Oh, you needn't smile, you fellows, you have been through the same thing yourselves, but I soon found out what the trouble was, and that I was not hurt much. Of course, I was no good without a gun, and so I held back until I could get one. In a few minutes a fellow just ahead of me, threw up his hands and fell backward. This was my chance and I soon had the gun he dropped. 'T was barber Jim," [falteringly] " you all know him of Company H Jim, when I reached him, was trying to cover with his hand a hole in his breast that looked al- most large enough to put your fist in. The blood was running out between his fingers, and such a pitiful look as poor Jim gave me, as I took up his rifle and hurried away. I tell you what, boys," [and the bronzed face of the speaker beamed on the upturned faces around him] " I 'm right glad to get back to the company again. I Ve been in a good many skirmish lines before, but never in one when I was so blamed lonesome as to-day." " Begorra, and its meself that 's always lonesome in a skirmish," observed one of the listeners. " Sure, there 's no fun in it at all, at all ; a man 's always alone in such work, wid divil a sowl near him. I always feel as if every Johnnie had his murtherin' eye on me. By the same token, it 's Pat Cragin that would rather be at home carrying the hod, than standing up and stoppin 1 bullets for the rebs. Holy Mother, there 's the liftinint, THE GUN-BEARER. 137 and him we left on the crust up yonder wid a hole in his head." , " Only stunned a little, that's all," quietly observed the officer, who at this moment emerged from the dark- ness beyond, and was passing near enough to be seen by the light of the fire. "Sure it 's meself that 's glad to hear you say so," answered Pat ; and, as our little group watched the officer until he disappeared in the darkness, he con- tinued, speaking lower : " There goes a foine officer ; divil a better ever drew a sword or led a charge. If he ever gets his min into trouble, bedad, but he 's the boy that can get them out. I like him better 'n I did the cap'n, poor felly." After this there was a moment of silence, for Cragin's homely words had struck responsive chords in many breasts, and afterward the talk became general. While many little dialogues were passing among the boys who had come up with me and the soldiers about the camp-fire, I turned to Cragin, who was sitting just at my left, and asked if he thought there would be any fighting the next day. " Fittin', is it ? Faith, 'nd ye may just count on that same. We'll skirmish to-morrow, just as we did to-day. Sure, we 're only keepin' the Johnnies busy till McPherson has a chance to get in his work ; that 's him down there," said Cragin, in explanation, pointing away out over the landscape into the darkness. " Where ?" I asked, trying to follow the direction indicated. " The light from the fire 's too glaring to see it well. Just shade your eyes at the side a bit and look down there. Do you see a red glare in the sky ?" " I think I do." " Well, that 's him, and them 's McPherson's camp- 138 THE GUN-BEARER. fires that 's reddenin' the clouds ! The old man wants McPherson or some of 'em to get round into the rear of the rebs. The divil fly away wid 'em. It takes a power of marching to satisfy Sherman ; but, begorra, it is the kind of marching that counts and makes the inimy skedaddle all the same !" It was a comfort for me to hear that tramping paid, and that it was bringing about the desired result. But what did that result signify to those who had that day fallen ? This was the question I pondered. However great the importance of this movement might be to Sherman and to the country, my mind refused to leave my individual prospects. I could see myself an actor in just such scenes as had been described. Henceforth, until the end, I was to be one of those who must do not only the marching but the skirmishing. How long would it be before I should find myself enveloped in that leaden storm ? How much time might there be left me to think of home and of those I loved ? How long would it be before Fred or Jake or some others of my company about their camp-fires might speak of me as these soldiers spoke of poor Tom Cranf ord ?" We left him just out on the ridge yonder." " Where were you to-day ?" asked Cragin, interrupting my melancholy dreaming. " What part of the line were yon in ?" and he looked at me from cap to shoes, as if it had just occurred to him that not only was I a stranger, but that my uniform was in pretty good condition for a veteran. I did not care to admit that I had never been under fire, at least where I could stand up and face it, and so replied that we were not in the engagement but had been marching all day. " Well," replied Cragin, " that 's just the same wid THE GUN-BEARER. 139 Sherman some 's fightin* and some 's marchin', but it all counts." Before a second opportunity occurred to question me, Fred and I walked away and approached another fire, where another group were listening to a soldier describing his experience. He was saying : " We kept a mighty good line, though I never saw men fight harder than those fellows did on the right. Every time I looked in that direction I saw their ram- rods twirling above their heads. They were regular killers ; at work by the day ; just as if the boss was standing over them. And then the charge ! Boys, they put such things down in history." Then, after a pause, during which his companions sat staring at the burning logs, trying to realize the glory of it after the fire had left their blood, he added : " But I do not be- lieve it was ever intended. It looked to me, then, and I think so now, that sombody lost his head when he ordered both the first and second charge. The idea of charging in a place like this, with the chances all in favor of the other side. Sherman don't do business in that way. I tell you, somebody blundered, and this is not the first time, either. I hope there won't be any more mistakes to-morrow."* I fervently echoed this wish, and we went back to our own camp. I had seen something of the day's fight, had heard the booming of the guns and the rattle of musketry, and there was an awful, fascinating real- ism in these simple stories. As I rolled myself up in my blankets on the ground * "The orders were not to waste life in serious assault upon intreneh- ments, hut the zeal of the troops and subordinate commanders turned the intended skirmish iuto something very like a ranged battle, and the Con- federate reports state that five separate and regular assaults were made on their lines." Cotfs Atlanta. 140 THE GUN-BEARER. and tried to sleep, my brain was in a whirl. I seemed to hear the heavy tramp of armies, the ringing cheers of charging infantry, the roar of artillery, the shriek of shell, the groans of wounded, dying men ; and then I thought myself all that was left of an unsupported line of skirmishers. The army to which I belonged had fallen back ; the enemy were advancing ; my com- panions had been picked off, one by one, until I stood alone, a target for a thousand rifles. Unable to move, and realizing I was dreaming, yet powerless to break the spell, I stood and waited for the end that I knew must come, when I was roused to consciousness by Fred, who said : " Seems to me you dropped to sleep mighty quick. The colonel has come. I got it from Black Lige. He says the colonel 's all broke up about the horses ; that he tried to get 'em, and tried hard ; that he left Point Burnside for that purpose ; but it's no go. He couldn't make it win. Sherman 's sorry ; but the change in the plans for the movement of the army makes it impossi- ble. The boys are satisfied it's all straight, and don't care now." I was too tired, too sleepy, to exhibit much interest in that almost forgotten subject, and dozed again. The silence and darkness deepened, the camp-fires burned low, and yet lower ; the forms that had been moving about me in the gloom disappeared, one by one. I listened a moment to the breeze as it freshened and died away, moaning and sighing through the tree-tops, and fell asleep. CHAPTER XIII. Waking shortly after daylight, there came wafted to me, on the soft, dewy air of the morning, the warbling notes from some far-off bugle, sounding the reveille. An instant later, another bugle repeated the call more clearly. Another and yet another brazen throat re- sponded, nearer and nearer ; and now, as the piping of shrill-toned fifes and the heavy rolling of drums catch up and interpret the theme, the frowning cliffs of Rocky Face repeat and echo the medley of sounds until the air vibrates in all directions with martial music. The sputtering crack of rifle shots from along the summit of the ridge and the thundering of artillery which had again opened on the enemy now burst in upon the chorus and, with emphatic accompaniment, announced the day's work fairly begun. The previous evening had given me a glimpse of what one phase of my experience with Sherman's army was to be. The sounds and scenes of this morning presented the prospect to me from another point of view. Everything was new, strange and interesting ; so different from the quiet camp life from which we had come. Our position commanded a fine view of the plain, 142 THE GUN-BEARER. the open country to the south and of that section where a part of our army was concealed in the thick forest. The camps before us were springing into life. Thou- sands of smoke columns arose from plain and hill, mounted, until, caught by some passing current of air, they bent sidewise and floated out in waving pennants to a vanishing point. Thousands of soldier-cooks were preparing breakfast for myriads of hungry soldiers. Men were forming into companies and regiments and brigades, and marching, some in one direction, some in another. Batteries of artillery were hurrying off, sometimes along the roads, then across the fields, to disappear beneath the thatch of distant woods. Cavalrymen passed and repassed, leading riderless horses to and from the waters of Mill Creek. Locomotive whistles announced the frequent arrival of provision trains, from which supply wagons, moving every whither, were distributing hard tack, pork, coffee and ammunition. Occasionally a bit of color danced and waved in the sunlight on the heights above us, as a signal-flag com- municated a message to the officers below. We caught, now and then, glimpses of our troops and of the enemy, struggling away up among the trees and rocks of the ridge, while over all thin patches of light- blue smoke rose from the woods into the air and min- gling with the white puffs from bursting shell drifted away into the space beyond. It was a scene and a morning not easily to be for- gotten. It seemed hardly possible that all this stir and bustle could be the result of one general's planning, or that THE GUN-BEARER. 143 one general could successfully control the movements of so many men ; but the boys, who knew, said : " The old man can win more battles, keep the enemy more continually on the retreat and lose fewer men than any other general in the army." " But how is it done ?" I asked Fred. " How does Sherman manage to keep control of his army ? How bring order out of this confusion ?" "Well, you see, Sherman plans the campaign. Through his engineers he gets the lay of the land and knows how to take advantage of it. The generals under Sherman are only his executives, who have care of the details. They are told where to go and what to do, and upon their careful obedience depends our success. Generals are born, not made. Shoulder straps never planned a campaign nor won a battle." The arrival of the colonel was, naturally, the first subject for discussion ; but this event, aside from the letters he brought from headquarters, created no stir, awoke no feeling of resentment. The boys seemed to be satisfied that he had done all that man could do to redeem the promise he had made, and some even went so far as to say that the less we said about horses the better. Even Jake, now we were at the front, was con- tent without horses, and so expressed himself. Breakfast eaten, tents and blankets rolled up and guns carefully cleaned and made ready for use, we awaited orders. While we were waiting, taking in the surrounding scenery, " Black Lige " happened to pass, and Jake hailed him with : " Ho, Lige ! Has the colonel got his orders ?" " Yes ; he 's got 'em f er sure. I done heered de cap'n say dis mawnin' dat we 's a goine ter jine Scofield ter- day." " Did he say where Schofield was, Lige ?" I asked. 144 THE GUN-BEARER. " No, maws' Dan. He done say nuffin 'bout it 'cept wut I tell yer." " Fall in men, fall in," called the voice of our or- derly. "That 's the talk," said Jake. "We '11 get our share now, and when we get a chance, we '11 give the Johnnies the best we 've got in the shop." In a few moments we were in line, facing the south and quickly after, at the tap of the drum, amid rumble and rattle on every hand, we marched along the plain about two miles until near Rays Gap ; then, turning east, crossed Mill Creek, and climbed to the crest of the ridge, fully seven hundred feet above the base of the mountain. What a climb that was ! Scarcely a breath of air stirred in the woods ; the atmosphere was hot and stifling, and the ascent both difficult and hazardous. We were all in high spirits, however, notwithstanding the heat, and it mattered little to us that the battle was not far away. Up the side of this natural fortification, which con- tinually impressed us with a sense of its magnitude, over the rocks, now to the left, turning and winding, on, up and through a forest of stunted pines and a tangled undergrowth that filled the narrow clefts and crevices in this well named rocky ridge, we climbed, tumbled, slipped, scrambled and forced our way until late in the afternoon when we came to a halt near some of the Ohio regiments of Schofield's Division. What a country was spread out before us ! To the west of the open plain below were to be seen only deep valleys^ densely wooded forests and the rugged chains of rock which ribbed and intersected this region in every direction. To the south the corrugated surfaces of Rocky Face THE GUN-BEARER. 145 stretched away until it's identity was lost in a back- ground of distant hills beyond. Eastward the scene was of panoramic beauty. Dalton lay below us, close to the railroad, and not more than two miles distant. Nature had done much to make Dalton defensible, but added to it was the ingenuity of Southern engi- neers. For miles around the town we could see a series of ridges, which, with jutting spurs, stretched out in every direction ; lower than Rocky Face, but much more valuable to the enemy, on account of their near- ness to the town and the ease with which they might be occupied and converted into strong defensive out- posts. Creeks and rivers threaded the landscape, which was dotted here and there with houses, while away to the south and east we saw the blue summits of the hills that curtained Resaca. The air was better on the ridge ; and while we rested there, eating our dinner, and enjoying it, too, Kimball, who had been quietly taking stock of our surroundings, said, as if to himself : " What a place for defense ! The whole army of the North couldn't storm this ridge and capture it. See the chances here for sharpshooters ! Why, they could pick off skirmishers as easy as you 'd pick blackberries from a well-filled vine, and not stand in fear of a scratch." " 'Nd just look at the loose rock lyin' around here," interrupted Jake, who had been listening ; " 's almost as good as ammunition itself." " Sherman don't mean to give the enemy any such advantage as this over him, I know," continued Kim- ball. " He '11 drive him out of here, and he won't do it in the way Johnston wants him to, either. After this 146 THE GUN-BEARER. comes Dalton ; just look at it ! But that '11 go in the same way as Rocky Face." " That 's right," responded Jake ; " but, as one of those Illinois men said last night, it 's going to take a heap of marching to do it. Well, let it come ; I 'm ready, and want to be moving, seeing and doing some- thing. I reckon the colonel 's gone to report to Scho- field, ain't he, sergeant ?" speaking to the orderly who was standing near. " Yes," replied the sergeant ; " and we'll lie here until we hear from him." Here was an opportunity to read my letters, of which I had three two from Mary and one from mother. To be sure, I was occasionally interrupted by the booming notes of artillery, the crash of bursting shell, the- crack of rifles and the "zip "or "ping" of bullets as they passed by ; but though all of these sounds were new to me and caused me no little nervousness, my interest in the letters never flagged, and I read them through to the end. Mother inclosed in her letter a pressing invitation from Edith Miller, the deacon's daughter, to visit Way- town. " Come to Way town again," she said, " and come to stay. I need your kindly advice so much in my trouble. Father died shortly after you left, and mother died scarcely a month since, and you will see that I am alone, with no one to advise me. Won't you please come ? There are matters here of very great importance to you, and you must come and see to them. I can- not take ' no ' for an answer." Of course, my mother wondered what it could all mean, and referring to her reply, said she would have accepted the invitation if it had not been for my ab- sence, but that under the circumstances she could not, for the present, think of it. Mary's letters ah, well, no language can describe THE GUN-BEARER. 147 the comfort and encouragement I derived from these outpourings of a loving heart. They were all that could be hoped for from the pen of a true-hearted woman, and were read and reread for days and weeks afterward the same old story, but always appealing, always new. The rest of the day was spent in listening to sounds of the conflict still raging at Buzzard's Roost, watching the movements of the troops below us, the plain being gradually deserted, and chatting with some of the Ohio boys. From this source of information we learned that thus far the Twenty-third Corps had been used as a flanking corps, and that Sherman's movements were based on this part of his army as a pivot, swinging to the right or left as occasion demanded. " How long he '11 keep this thing up 's hard to say," said one of our informants, speculatively ; " but I allow he 's goin' to keep at it, for we Ve already heard we 're goin' to git out o' this in the morning." After supper, consisting of salt pork, hard tack and cold water, for we were not permitted to build fires on the Ridge, we put in the time as best we could, chat- ting, observing the lights in Dalton as they flashed out one by one in the darkness settling on the rapidly fading landscape, and then curled up under our blan- kets as comfortably as the rocky nature of the ground would permit, and went to sleep. I expected that the next day would certainly bring me face to face with the enemy, but in this I was dis- appointed, for when the day broke we were marched back over about the same stony ground we had strug- gled over the day before. The whole of the Twenty-third Corps was with us this time, for to the right or left, as the openings in the trees or between the hills permitted, we saw the whole 148 THE GUN-BEARER. landscape was full of bluecoats, all marching in a direc- tion parallel to our own. Away off to the south we heard the roar of battle. Behind us, far to the rear, a stray shot or two, perhaps, but nearer us only the usual sounds of the march, the clatter of tinware at our belts, the restless tap of a drum here and there, the profane clamor of artillerymen struggling to extricate a gun or wagon from some muddy creek. If we were retreating what were we retreating from ? There was not a gray- coat to be seen, and no sounds that I called alarming in our rear, and our movements, though somewhat guarded, did not resemble what I imagined a retreat must be. Nor did the talk of those about me give me any suggestion. There were the usual growls at the roughness of the way, but aside from that no one seemed to care whither we were marched or what the reason of the movement was. When one sees hundreds of others doing the same thing he is doing, and without a sign of anxiety as to the result or of criticism as to the method pursued, it soon becomes difficult to maintain even a small amount of private worry. Wednesday was spent in camp or in lines of battle. We did not move much, and reports that the enemy were advancing on us under cover of some woods at no great distance from our lines, kept my nerves always at a tension. Shortly after dinner we were called again to the front, and it seemed, by the look of expec- tation in our officers' eyes, that this time the graycoats must be certainly advancing. We stood and waited, hearing and seeing nothing. Suddenly there was a great cheering, away off to the left of the line ; other regiments near us took up the cry. " What is it ?" I asked, somewhat anxiously. THE GUN-BEARER. 149 " Look ! Look ! There 's Stoneman's cavalry. Hurrah, hurrah !" cried Jake at my elbow, pointing to the left. A body of horsemen were charging out of the woods into the open ground. It was an inspiring sight, and I swung my cap and shouted with the rest : " Hurrah ! Hurrah !" On they went, line after line coming into view, a dense mass flying over the green earth like the black shadow of a cloud. There were but two or three thousand of them, a drop in the bucket in comparison with the hundred thousand hid away in the miles of woods between us and the place far away to the south where McPherson's guns were booming. Yet it seemed as if nothing but the cold hard rocks of mother earth, nothing of flesh and blood could withstand that onward rush of men and horses. They looked all that has ever been said of them, daring, reckless, confident. There was an easy swing and rhythm about their motion that almost set me dancing. I gazed at them admiringly. A wild yell pierced the air, sabers flashed in the sun- light and I saw Wheeler's cavalry debouching swiftly from the opposite woods. Nearer and nearer they came together these two ponderous masses. My breath came in gasps with ex- citement, in expectation of the conflict. I imagined that when they came together I would hear a crash like the crash of an avalanche when it reaches the valley. I braced myself for the shock as if, when those two masses met, a heavy weight would strike me also in the chest. But when they had charged to within a rod of each other I should think a shrill bugle sounded the retreat, and the enemy turned and rode swiftly away. "That was just a scare/' said Kimball. " They only 150 THE GUN-BEARER. wanted to find out whether we were in .force or not." I thought of the old saw, " A man might as well be killed as be scared to death," but simply looked wise, smiled and said nothing. "A cavalry charge 's a grand sight," continued Kim- ball, encouraged by my attention. A grand sight ! It 's like a living ram, to batter down or scatter everything. Cavalry like Stoneman's 's like a hurricane in a city of paper houses. They '11 break up infantry every time, and '11 silence a battery by hacking the cannoneers to pieces. Why, a cavalryman on the dead run, 's these fellows were just now, '11 split a man from head to waist, with his saber, 's easy 's a butcher 'd split a spring lamb !" " Don't they use their Spencers ?" I asked. " Neither rifles nor revolvers are any good to cavalry in a charge. The saber 's the thing for the rush." The enemy made no further demonstration, and we held our position, unmolested, during the rest of the day. At night a picket was set, and our regiment came in for its share of duty. Fred and I were assigned to the same post ; . and there, by a big tree, we stood and listened. That about sums up the duty of a night picket. You stand by some big tree or stump or rock, while all around you is a darkness that almost may be felt. And how you do listen ! How keenly sensitive are the ears, and how vivid the imagination at such times ! You fancy some- body is moving toward you ; the breaking of twigs and rustling of leaves settle this to your satisfaction ; the sound ceases, and the cold chills creep over you as you think the cause of your alarm may be standing on the other side of your tree, and if you but stretch your arm around it you may touch him. THE GUN-BEARER. 151 I realized that the Confederate Army was only a short distance away, and, at times, strained my ears until it seemed as if the nerves and muscles of my face would crack with the tension in the effort to discover some evidence of their nearness. But the stillness was un- broken, with the exception, perhaps, of the piping of frogs and the low, far-off rumbling sound of some moving train. At daylight we were again on the move to the south- west. This time no regiments marched in front with us. Two days before we had swept round from east to west like a long, blue tidal -wave, regardless of road or broken ground ; to-day, a long, blue serpent-line of men drew its sinuous folds. To the left of us, the gloomy, unbroken wall of forest, hiding the ridge of Rocky Face from us and us from the eyes of our enemy along its crest ; to the right, a broken country ; ahead, long lines of soldiers marching on ; behind us, lines of soldiers coming after. "Looks as if the whole army was on the move," said Jake. " There '11 be fun soon, and we '11 have a chance to try these guns of ours." " Don't be in a hurry, Jake. Our guns won't rust," said Kimball. " We '11 catch it soon enough. I 've had all the square meals of that kind I want. I 'd rather march than fight any day. It 's better to get tired than it is to get killed, and a heap better to suffer with blis- tered feet than to lose an arm or a leg." " It 's skeery business," replied Jake ; " but we never got killed yet, and we 've been under fire a good many times." " Some of us have been mighty lucky ; but you can't tell, you can't tell," said Kimball, as he gave his heavy cartridge-box a hitch into a more comfortable position and walked away. 152 THE GUN-BEARER. We entered Snake Creek Gap and crowded on, some- times in the stony road, sometimes over the shingle beside the creek or along its sloping banks. Overhead the interlacing branches of the trees on either side of this narrow defile formed a thatch which for long distances shrouded us in gloom. Occasionally a break in the dense foliage let in the sunlight, and we could see the wild and picturesque scenery surround- ing us. We came through the gap at last and camped in flank with McPherson's army before the outworks of Resaca. We saw the light of rebel campfires reflected on the clouds drifting over Rocky Face far to the north of us, whence we had come, and we looked to our muskets at least I did expecting sharp work on the morrow ; but it did not come. The roar of McPherson's bat- teries and the ceaseless fire of musketry from his line, still snarling like an eager but wary watchdog before the intrenchments of Resaca, were now in our ears. We were not drawn into it, but were cautiously extend- ing our lines and resting on our arms. That night again we saw the firelight of our enemy still in its old position to the north. But the next day a report spread like wildfire along our line that Johnston had left Dai- ton and was concentrating on our front. This was great news. Our marching had countered them. We saw the smoke of a burning house or two along the railroad. We heard the shouts of our comrades of the Fourth Corps driving the enemy toward us along the ridge of Rocky Face and through Buzzard's Roost Gap, and we perceived that the fire in our front was much increased, betokening a stronger force there. Johnston and his whole army were there. It was the thirteenth of May. I had been a soldier three months, and I had not fired a shot, CHAPTER XIV. The Twenty-third Corps marched two and a half miles, in a northeasterly direction, on the Rome and Dalton Road; then left it, and, regardless of roads or fences, pursued an easterly course straight across the country. Shortly after leaving the road, we forded three or four tributaries of Blue Spring Creek. There was no time to stop and remove shoes and stockings at these places ; it was simply walk in, regardless of water or its depth, just as a horse or a mule would do. Fortunately, the water was not more than half way up to my knees, and all I had to do, on reaching the other side, was to squeeze my trousers as dry as possible, and depend for the rest upon the movement of my feet, which, when I walked, worked up and down in my shoes like a pump- plunger, throwing out water at every stroke. Our line of march seemed to be so planned that we passed no houses on this tramp, though we could I '53] 154 THE GUN-BEARER. not have been far removed from them, as we frequently saw fences surrounding lands under cultivation. At Line Creek we did not fare so well, as the water was quite deep in places, and the steep bank leading to the hill on the opposite side made it difficult to continue in a straight line ; but we forded the stream, and in zigzag order, with the water in our shoes chugging and crunching at every step as we ascended the hill and pressed on. We had heard more or less firing since daybreak ; but, after leaving the wagon road, the sound became more continuous, and rapidly increased in volume. When we gained the crest of the hill, close to Line Creek, the noise of battle grew more distinct, and we could with ease distinguish the booming of artillery from the rattle of musketry. It was nearly noon when we descended to the valley and came into line on the left of Thomas, facing Camp Creek, which separated us from the strongly intrenched hills occupied by the enemy north of Resaca. To the right and left the rattle of musketry from our skirmish lines, which were pressing the enemy toward the creek, was continuous. From still farther to the right and south, where McPherson was engaged, came the deep-toned thunder of artillery ; in our immediate front the silence was absolute. We knew the enemy was there, however perhaps felt it, rather than knew it. Between us and the enemy there stretched a broad, green valley down to the harmless creek, which rip- pled peacefully along as if there were no such thing as war. The sky was clear as crystal. The sun shone brightly, as if to gladden our hearts and induce us to abandon our wretched business. But the birds among the trees near by flitted nervously from branch to branch, discontented, fearful, silent. THE GUN-BEARER. 155 I had hardly taken in the beauties of the scene when an order was given for our deployment as a skirmish line. It came unexpectedly, and, it seemed to me, was given without the careful deliberation it merited, and wholly regardless of whether we were ready or not. I felt my face become pale and my strength suddenly leave me. The least push, or, it seemed to me then, breath of air, would have tumbled me headlong to the earth. I would, at that moment, have given all I had, or ever expected to have, for a place of safety. The idea of being ordered like that, to stand between two op- posing armies. That any human being should have it given into his power to say : " You go to the front and die !" I looked at my comrades for a sign that all was not right. There seemed to be no spirit of concern or question either in their faces or in their actions. Fred, on my left, was walking with his gun at the "trail," looking straight ahead. Jake, on my right, and Kimball next to him, were doing the same thing ; in fact, the whole line was steadily advancing. It seemed to me that the silence before us was awful. It did not matter that there was firing either to the right or left ; my ears were closed to that, and both eyes and ears were strained to catch a glimpse or hear a sound of the enemy in front. Of course, I was in position all this time ; spurred on by pride, absence of will-power to do other than what I was bid or what you will, I kept pace with the line as it advanced. At last a little break in the woods revealed the breast- works of the enemy. " Forward ! Double quick !" shouted a voice in our rear. 156 THE GUN-BEARER. I threw one glance behind me to see if the main line were advancing. They had not moved. Could it be that this order was meant for us alone. It seemed to me the faces of the men in our rear were cold, cruel and grim, and I wondered if it was usual to order a line of men, separ- ated so widely as we were, to charge upon an enemy of unknown strength. It was unreasonable to expect anything like success from such a movement. Would the silence before us never be broken ? That awful hush was wearing upon me ! I nervously raised my gun, looked it over to make sure it was all right, then again lowered it to a " trail," clinging tight- ly to it all the while. But look ! A puff of white smoke and a red blaze suddenly sprang out from the trees beyond the creek. Scarcely had I seen it, when a loud report reached my ears and then from the same spot a dozen or more fiery throats belched forth their wrath and passion. I heard, for the first time in my life, the shrill whistle made by flying shell, and as I ducked my head, now this way, now that, the sharp, quick shots of musketry followed and bullets went by my ears with a " zip, zip " or rattled like hail on the ground around me, or drove into the earth at my feet, throwing up pieces of dirt into my face. It seemed as if we were rushing into the very jaws of death. The artillery were getting our range now, and burst- ing shell were flinging their iron fragments far and wide. A sudden tug at the strap holding my canteen caused me to look down. My canteen had been struck on the side, just tearing its cloth covering. " Whew, that was a close one !" I thought, for I did a vast amount of thinking in that scrambling dash. THE GUN-BEARER. 157 " Forward, double quick !" But we were going then, to my mind, at breakneck speed. What need for another order ? I was running and trembling, when, suddenly, almost in our faces, a blaze of fire and the whistling of bullets nearly robbed me of what little strength remained. My heart seemed to stand still, waiting for my body to be struck. For a moment I didn't think I knew anything not even my own name, but I pulled down the visor to my cap and bent my head forward as I ran, like one breasting a stinging hailstorm. " Steady, boys, steady !" shouted our captain. "Drive 'em into the creek." The veterans set their teeth, grasped their guns more firmly and sprang forward, I dreamily rushing onward with the rest, without a definite thought save that of danger and an enemy that must be forced to retreat. "Fire at will !" Aha ! With the first discharge of my gun fear van- ished, and a proud feeling of ability to take care of myself intoxicated me after I had fired some half-dozen rounds, when I again looked to the right and left. Fred and Jake and Kimball and Taylor and all the others were there, not a man missing, all intent on the work before them, loading and firing as they advanced. Again and again, not in volleys, but as fast as guns could be loaded and fired, the enemy's artillery from the woods across the creek blazed and'thundered, filling the air with screaming, bursting shell. But high above it all now rose a prolonged cheer from the main line in our rear. Then the quick tread of many feet encouraged us, for we knew that the army was coming on. Cheer upon cheer, in which I joined as lustily as any one, rolled like a wave along the line, and as I took place In the front rank and touched 158 THE GUN-BEARER. elbows with the veterans of that advancing line, a thrill of enthusiasm shot through me which I shall always remember. The transition from weakness and fear to excitement and strength was brief but positive. I loaded and fired and cheered, loaded and fired and yelled like a madman, it seems to me, as I think of it now. Whether I ever hit anybody I don't know, as the smoke settled down upon us and we could only aim low and trust to chance for results. Several times in my haste I came near not with- drawing my ramrod before firing, and shooting that useful implement into the enemy's camp. On, on, through a deadly cross-fire of shot and shell that whistled and screeched and howled above us and around us, striking trees, cutting through branches, bounding along, plunging, ricocheting, tearing up the ground and throwing clouds of loose earth over us, we hurried to the finish. Men were now falling about me but I only loaded and fired the faster. Presently the artillery ceased fir- ing, and almost at the same instant from out of the woods in front flashed a red line of musketry. "Charge !" Forward, we sprang, rushing at full speed, stumbling, scrambling through briers and leaping over such ob- stacles as lay in our path. The enemy turned and fled into the creek, we' pursuing close after them, firing as we ran. Across the creek, waist deep with water, and up the steep bank on the other side we followed, lessen- ing the interval between the lines at every step. At the top of the hill the enemy, gathering courage from the presence of fresh troops behind intrenchments, stopped long enough to fire another volley at us, then retreated to other intrenchments still further to the THE GUN-BEARER. 159 rear and left the outer line of defense in our posses- sion. And now, as the enemy's artillery from another point directed their fire upon us, a new element of confusion was added to the pandemonium of sounds about us. A battery or a number of gunners from our own side had come to our relief and began to blaze away at the enemy. For awhile it seemed as if shot and shell met in the air and fought for right of way, such a bellowing, burst- ing, roaring, echoing sound throbbed and beat upon the air. It did not last long, as the enemy soon retired to other intrenchments still further to the rear. We advanced again, occupied the second line of works, strengthened the reverse side as much as possi- ble, and waited in silence. There were few of us who cared to talk much. I had just time enough to eat a small piece of bacon and a couple of hard tack when some one shouted : " Look out, boys ! They 're going to try and take this line back again ! They 're corning up the hill !" This was followed by a rattle of musketry from the enemy at the foot of the hill. They are coming in huge, dust-covered masses, loading and firing as they advance, without stop, determined to drive us out of our position or die. When they were within a hundred yards of us we leveled our guns over the breastworks and let them have it. They did not waver, though their lines were broken and disordered, but came on faster and nearer. Bullets were flying about my head with a nearness that was exasperating. We were standing two or three deep, with just enough space between to allow room for loading. The rear 160 THE GUN-BEARER. lines were firing between and over the heads of the men in front of them. There was something maddening in the flashing and explosion of the rear rank guns, their muzzles almost on a line with our faces. The sharp report that was continuously ringing in our ears ; the sulphurous odor of burned powder, and the " zip, zip " of the enemy's bullets above us, around us and between us when they did not strike may. fairly be said to have constituted my baptism of fire. In camp, each movement in the operation of loading and firing was anticipated by an order. Now we were loading and firing independently of each other without word of command ; the man who loaded quickest firing oftenest. I went through the process of loading and firing mechanically, and without giving any special thought as to what I was about. The noise in my ears was so deafening that I could not tell whether my gun had been discharged or not, and I did not even feel it kick, although my shoulder was sore for days afterward. My ammunition was fast disappearing. My cartridge- box had been emptied long ago, and I was then using cartridges from my haversack ; these, too, were nearly gone, yet the enemy were coming on. Men are falling in all directions. We saw them a moment advancing through the smoke ; they disappear like specters and others glide into their places ; yet always the same blackened faces, flashing eyes, clenched teeth and grip- ing hands. It is hard to see men fall like that, yet the sickening work went on. But they could not long en- dure our terrible fire, that had already told fearfully on their ranks ; and, at last, they doubted, hesitated, then turned and broke for the bottom of the hill, leaving 'FIRK AT wiu.!" Net f'ayt I. r t7. THE GUN-BEARER. 161 their dead and wounded behind them, covering- the sides of the slope. At this moment we were relieved by other troops and marched to the rear, over the ground we had just passed. Dead and wounded were scattered in all direc- tions, and men were continually dropping out of line to look at this one or that, and to offer such assistance as was possible. While I was looking at the faces of the different men we passed, I heard Kimball say : " Hello ! There 's Eli Norcross, and he 's been hit, too ; hit hard, I reckon. Perhaps we can help him ;" saying 1 which, Kimball, Fred and I started toward a form lying on the ground, some distance away. Reaching the spot where the wounded man lay, Kim- ball kneeled beside him and said : " Are you hurt, Eli ?" " Yes." "Where?" "Through the body. I 'm 'most gone. Can't last long. Hand me my haversack." Kimball reached for the haversack, which lay a short distance away, and drew it toward him. Open it, Kimball, and take out the things that are in there." Kimball did as directed, and spread the contents of the bag on the ground, where they could be easily seen. " Kimball," said Eli, " stand the four photographs so I can see them." The pictures of his wife and three children were placed so he could look at them. After a moment's pause, during which the dying man gazed earnestly at the pictures, he spoke, falteringly, and with labored effort: "Kimball, I want my wife to have my watch and the little money I Ve got in my pocket. I I ain't got much else nothin' fer the children, God bless 162 THE GUN-BEARER. 'em ! Give my writin'-kit ter my oldest girl. To Katie give my sewin'-gear. To my boy my baby what can I send ter him ?" After pondering a moment, he continued, huskily : " Kimball, give me a drink from my canteen." The canteen was produced, and placed to the parched and whitening lips. After drinking, Eli said : " Kimball, send the canteen, just as it is, to my boy. Write to his mother and tell her that I drank from it just before I died. Tell her to explain to my boy when he gets old enough, that I was killed in defend- ing the flag of my country. Tell her I want my son to know all about the wrong done by the men who have tried to ruin this country, and that, whenever he looks at this battered old canteen, to remember that his father drank from it just before he died on the battle- field. Kimball, you take my blanket ; it 's better than yours. My poncho give it to to Hold the pict- ures nearer, Kimball ; there, that's better. Ah, 'Kate we did not think, as you stood in the lane holding baby in your arms, the day we parted, that I should never see you again. By-by, baby ; by-by, darling." And a smile hovered around the lips of the husband and father, as he closed his eyes and passed peacefully away. Taking the few things which had been intrusted to his care Kimball arose, and together we left the spot, hurrying on to our company, where we were loaded down with a hundred rounds of ammunition. While we were resting waiting to be called into action the firing continued along the whole line, and was kept up far into the night, when it gradually died away, and finally ceased altogether. At sundown the company was mustered into line and the roll called. THE GUN-BEARER. 163 " Alfred Abbot !" cried the orderly, repeating the first name on the list. No response. " Alfred Abbot !" the sergeant called again, this time falteringly, as, lowering his book, he fixed his eyes upon the ground ; for Abbot and the orderly were like brothers. " Alfred Abbot was shot as we were crossing the val- ley, and before we reached the creek," replied a trem- bling voice to the right. " He was by my side when he fell." The sergeant coughed, as if to control his voice, raised the book, and then called : " Ezra Armstrong !" " Here !" " Thomas Bennett." " Here !" " Erastus Brown." No response. The sergeant repeats the name, raises his eyes from the book and looks inquiringly up and down the line. " Does any one know about Brown ?" he asks. " We jumped into the creek together," replied Taylor, " but I missed him before we got to the other side." " John Butterworth !" " Here !" " Charles Carroll." " Here !" And so on down the list, the response " Here " was given, without break, until the name of Eli Norcross was reached. When this name was called Kimball spoke. " Eli is dead, sergeant. He went down in the valley yonder. Just as the order was given to charge. A piece of shell hit him in the side." 164 THE GUN-BEARER. " Poor Eli !" said Fred, who was standing at my side. " It was he who hesitated so long when we veteranized. His family will miss him." " Enoch Norton." u Here, sergeant, all but the tip of my little finger," replied Norton holding up his left hand and showing the bandage around that member. Altogether, we lost from our company, in missing and killed, about a dozen men, and some half dozen more that were disabled by reason of wounds. My own messmates were all present, and had passed through the fire, unharmed. A cup of coffee, the first I had tasted since leaving the camp at Mill Creek, a piece of bacon, toasted in the fire, and a quantity of hard tack, for I was ravenously hungry, constituted my bill of fare for supper, after which I enjoyed a quiet smoke and then slept. I tried to write to Mary that night, for I had much to tell her. I got so far as to tell her that I had passed through my first fire test unharmed when I caught my hand making unintelligible lines on the paper and my- self nodding over it. My eyes would not stay open. I tore up the paper and rolled myself in my blanket. The rugged bosom of Mother Earth was softer than down to me that night and the occasional booming of artillery a soothing lullaby. Monday morning Sherman entered Resaca and an- other town was scored to our credit. CHAPTER XV. From this time onward our movements to the south were through a country more open, less broken up by hills and valleys and much easier to travel over. The excitement was so continuous that I soon became accus- tomed to it, finding time to take interest in affairs beyond my own neighborhood, and to watch, as much as possible, the movements of our army. We never saw a tenth part of our whole force at one time ; rarely a battle in which any considerable num- ber of men were engaged. But we did see any amount of skirmishing and had our share in it enough to satisfy even Jake ; at least, we heard no grumbling from him on this subject. For the most part, after we left Cassville, we were under fire night and day, and the feeling of fright at the sound of the bullets changed to one of indifference. I listened to their bodeful whistle with respectful atten- tion, but not with so much anxiety and dread as at first. While we were away off on the left, watching the flank of Johnston's army and trying to turn it, we kept ourselves well informed as to the movements of the rest of the army. Our information was always recent and very seldom erroneous, though I am sure most of it originated in [165] 160 THE GUN-BEARER. the practiced judgment of my veteran comrades and their ability to interpret the sounds of distant strife rather than in definite news. We seldom had time for visiting with other regiments. Word would come gal- loping up from headquarters, somewhere away off to the right, or be " ticked " out in spasmodic jerks on the telegraph key, and before the sound of the hoof- beats or the click of the instrument had died away drums would be beating and a regiment or two, or per- haps our whole corps, would have gathered up its belongings and be on the move. The boys, with Thomas at the center, had an easy time of it comparatively. It was their business to push the enemy back and to hammer away until he was driven out of his stronghold. It was on the Army of the Tennessee at the right and on us at the left that the hard work fell, and in this hard work the Army of the Ohio had more than its share. Day and night we were on the move, marching, countermarching, crossing creeks and rivers, sometimes on bridges, oftener in the water, throwing up earthworks, fighting, skirmishing, continually harassing and threatening the enemy's flank. A forced march is a horror to the best soldier that ever carried a rifle. It means torture of mind and body ; a dull aching of bones to the very marrow ; in- tense weariness and pain, and complete prostration of the physical powers. It means to fall asleep before you touch the ground in an attempt to lie down. Ten minutes' rest at such times is only an aggravation. It is easier to keep moving than to again rise at the com- mand, " Fall in, men !" and find yourself stiff er and sorer than before if that were possible ; but one thing encourages us through it all the fact that the enemy were always retreating and that our pains and aches THE GUN-BEARER. 167 had not been needless, and when an objective point was once reached long rests were the rule rather than the exception. But whenever we started, with a long distance to cover and a clear road before us, we pressed on and on, halting rarely, and then only for five or ten minutes, just long enough to snatch a bite of something to eat and to find out how tired we really were.* The country through which we passed was deserted by its inhabitants ; in some places scarcely a family was left, and the males, if there were any, were either too young or too old to handle a musket or were prevented from so doing by reason of sickness. The slaves, also, were mostly too old to be of any use ; the others had been run off to the south, where they could be of service to the Confederates. Over the hills which had been so stubbornly defended, passing intrenchments and retrenchments, passing the enemy's dead, lying just as they had fallen, down the slope, out of the woods, to the plain we marched in a southeasterly direction and toward the Connasauga. Reaching the river, we followed down its right bank to Fites Ferry, where we crossed. As the water was more than waist deep at this point, and as there was no bridge, the artillery was ferried over on flatboats ; we were allowed to strip before crossing. A comical sight it must have been to see us with clothes, haversacks, ammunition and rifles rolled up in blankets and carried above our heads. Shouts of laughter greeted the un- lucky fellow who slipped and wet his bundle, and they were not a few who fell. Whether the cool water and the opportunity for a bath presented a temptation too strong to be resisted or whether it was accidental, only * " We marched and fought during the day and fortified under cover of the night. This was characteristic of the Atlanta campaign." .Diary of O. L. Overly, 16