5- THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES IF *-\ ¥1 m A WINDOW IN LINCOLN'S INN A Window in Lincoln's Inn And what was seen within and without BY ADDISON M'LEOD LONDON KEGAN PAUL, TRENCH, TRLTENER & CO. Ltd. 1897 Contents Sonnet to Rossetti PAGE I I. Inside the Window- The Mission Art Music Nature . Love 3 4 5 7 lO II. Outside the Window — Law 15 III. In the World— Working Playing . 33 42 IV. Beyond the World 55 81Gfir?7 Contents V. Personal and Critical Pieces— On Sir E. Burne-Jones' Garden of the Hesperides On Mr Swinburne's " Astrophel " In Memoriam. William Morris On Mr Gladstone's Retirement from Political Life 63 66 71 73 VI. Miscellaneous Pieces— Day and Night . Death's Ante-chamber . In a Music Hall . Mephistophiles confined to Hell The Sunset of Life 77 82 84 86 VI On Rossettl's '^Versicles and Fragments >> When from the workshop of a jeweller The workers part, they sweep the corners round, And scraps of gold and precious stones are found Beneath the dust broom of the scavenger. And from this dust of jewels, which the whirr Of working wheels throughout the day has ground, Into a smooth and even surface bound. To-morrow's jewels shall glow lovelier. So from thy works wrought out so wonderously Fell down the dust of precious thoughts and rare, And small rich pieces of verse fiUigree. Sweeping thy death chamber with loving care They found these fragments, and have brought them[me To polish my rude verse and make it fair. I. Inside the Window SOMEWHILE a growing need has mastered me, Defined but unexpressed ; of one deep power That should uphold the tree of life, not stayed By props without, but feeding it within. And being in the law I turned to that ; Opened the books, and heard the judgment set : But the law answered, " It is not in me." Then summoned I my heart and said to her, " Here I am chained immovable. But you Are tempest-free to roam. And here awhile I need you not. Therefore, my heart, arise And traverse all the ways that we have been. Seeking some comfort. Where I led you forth Like an untutored child, not knowing then What precious memories were bestowed on you. Revisit them again, and at the sight Awake to clearer knowledge. So she went Passing thro' church and gallery of art ; And back returning, these she brought to me. 3 Inside the Window An old Madonna of Cimabue speaks and says Dull-eyed and heavy headed, stern and bold, Upon a world that knows me not, I gaze ; (For he is dead who made me, many days) Out of a wilderness of tarnished gold. Lo ! I was worshipped in the days of old In Italy, to me they poured their praise, And ever at feast seasons they would raise The offerings of duty manifold. Where are my flowers now and frankincense, That hid my feet and bathed my senses round — Where the deep music thriUing in mine ears ? All parted from me when they brought me thence. And yet — have men a nobler worship found Than that they gave me in those long past years ? Madonna ^^'^ S^^^ ^ ^^^'^^^ longer. You shall see di Latte S. The gracious bending down of heavenly love. Lorenzo, Florence''' And human sympathy seen clear above The far horizon of heaven's mystery. What has time's passage wrought on us that we Should worship not ? For here the sculptor wove Three gifts that most man's heart to worship move : Godhead, Maternity, Virginity. * My guide told me there were three things there Virginity and the Madonna. I thought he v\as right. 4 Maternity, Inside the Window The Virgin in the full young life unspent And linen head-gear bare of ornament : The Matron in the life-exchanging breast : The deep Madonna, in the sad head bent By weight of God, which over much oppressed Her human soul to suffer perfect rest. And then she led an unaccustomed voice That sounded sweetly but reluctantly From a far off and half familiar realm ; Not to be visited but when the heart, Passed thro' the fire, has purged herself of dross. Sleep on, Valkyrie. Thine, a bed of rock After hear- Curtained in flame. For many a lingering year ing The The howling storm shall fill thee not with fear, Valkyrie Nor ever shalt thou feel the thunder's shock. Sleep, till the hero's courage shall unlock Those gates of sleep, which Wotan, with a tear. Kissed into silence ; till his foot shall near, And all the fire gods fury spurn and mock. Before that kiss thou rod'st, the thunderer's child. Cloud-shielded and thy spear the lightning, To bear the heroes to thy father's hall. Another kiss shall wake thee, calm and mild. And to an earth-born hero thou shalt bring An earthly love, and count it more than all. 5 Inside the Window The Same, a The frightened air about my head is shrill few days Wish maidens of the war god, with your cry ; V^^^ Ever since the night you passed me thunderously Flinging weird cries from yonder craggy hill. Why in my work do ye pursue me still ? No hero's courage flashes from mine eye : I ride no chariot of victory : And for my spear I wield a goose's quill. Go ! speed your message over sea and land. To ward the danger from your father's throne, Ye need a keener eye, a stronger hand. And, though my soul for briefest space has flown Through those high regions which the Gods have planned, Earth is my place. So much to me is shown. I answered : These are but the works of man Which from the truth perchance have wandered far Even of themselves : who then misconstrues them Shall into double error plunge the soul. Therefore go forth to nature and discern What lessons are there in the fields and trees ; Or from the mountains and pellucid springs What thoughts arise, or down the o'erlapping vales, Drawn by the broad blue distance, sweep along Bearing fresh life : and bring me word again. Therefore she went and these she brought to me. 6 Inside the Window When on the bosom of a fleecy cloud Mercury at Faint with the kisses of the dying king Sunset I musing lie, who fast is journeying To where black night shall wrap him in her shroud, Much I misdoubt that man is not endowed With ears to hear the messages I bring, Which I to catch grow faint with listening, But in their bearing I am apt and proud. I think my lips are fluent as the lips Of other gods, my feet are swifter far, And in my mind is subtle wisdom stored. Jove ! as the light from yon round pellet slips, Breathe in mine ear of what these secrets are. I shall be faithful in thy business, lord. If in the realm of nature I were king, 77^^ Two I'ld have two palaces of fair renown. Palaces Not one for country ease, and one for town. But one for Autumn and the other Spring. One where the voices of all nature sing, And the breeze, stealing from the hay new-mown Her hidden sweets, and scent of flowers fresh blown, Touches the sallows, softly whispering. But when wild Autumn tears her treasures down, I'ld plant my palace on those northern peaks 7 Inside the Window Crowning the moorland like a broken wall. Where, midst wild cries, the voice of silence speaks ; Where orange deer's-hair deepens into brown 'Till sinks the night of winter over all. True Sacra- ment. In Swttzerla?id Not in a dark Cathedral, where the knees Press velvet ; and the lips from cups of gold Drink precious wine ; and endlessly o'ertold One long dark stream of muttered mysteries Sinks into ears half heeding. Not from these Drink I God's Spirit, but where mountains bold Rise in disdain ; and tempests, wintry cold. Cut out the heart of man's infirmities. There with a jut of rock for altar rail With bitter bread and rough and eager wine. On peaks that only hardiest feet have trod. Spirits that in the valley droop and fail. Turn to their Maker, with a touch divine, To take the Sacrament ordained of God. In the Italian Lakes Some folk there are (I think not overwise), Who of fair Italy affect a scorn ; Crying for rugged mountains upward born. More manly air, more fresh and stormy skies. 8 Inside the Window Yet let them understand ere they despise. For in the face no rugged chasms yawn ; Rich hued it is. And know the earth has worn Aye for her face this realm of Italy's. Yea, in the stillness of the noon we hear Her speech, we feel the sweetness of her breath. We touch her cheek rich-dyed with many a hue ; Unwrapped from mountain heights her brows appear, Eye-browed with soft beech-copses ; and beneath Her eyes are set : a lovely liquid blue. All other powers have failed and fallen. The sun, Like some great Eastern monarch absolute. Extends his empire over man and brute. Earth, air and water ; each and everyone. Man pants and frets ere work is half begun : Winds wander restlessly in swift volute : Trees' sinews wither to the very root : And so all lingers till the day is done. Night follows and he sleeps. The clouds, poor pale Detractors of his glory, then advance, Conspiring how his sleep may be their chance To draw a web about him : nor prevail. For at his rising, lo ! they shrink and fail Before the splendour of his countenance. 9 Sufiimer's Tyratit Inside the Window Vain Simile My poet's mistress has a neck of snow : Lilies her breasts : Her fair cheeks rosily Are touched with dainty colour : Rosemary Breathes out from lips that mock Dan Cupid's bow. When swift words rise, men say the breezes blow : Hatred and anger find their parody In the swift tumult of the ravening sea ; And death is melted into sunset's glow. Yet are a maiden's cheeks far lovelier Than any flower. Breath out-perfumes scent. Earth's grandeur fades when human souls depart. And storms that ocean to loud anger stir Quick witted cloud and warring element Are but the shadows of man's angry heart. Not satisfied but answered, I replied " Be still and rest awhile." But waywardly She strayed thro' all my house, and entrance found Into a sacred chamber that had lain Unmoved and covered with the dust of years Wherein I kept a memory of mine ; Like those dear keepsakes of a little life Long past and sleeping ; which the mother's love Dares not destroy but cannot bear to see : Save for one day, blackest of all the year, To sorrow consecrate. And then she mounts ro Inside the Window With even tread the unaccustomed stair And takes her treasures out and looks at them With still despairing hands and silent eyes. So like a faithful dog that enters there Finding the door unbarred and brings to her A tiny shoe, and lays it at her feet, So my heart brought these memories to me. My love's eyes follow me though all else fade ; As the Eye So when the clouds are driving duskily of Heaven Across the blue pavilion of the sky, Yet ever and anon they leave displayed A ghmpse of heaven. And even when their shade Is deepest over me, yet, dreaming, I Scale them and gaze into thy very eye, And by that dream alone am overpaid. Even in the world of art is found no hue To match the hollow vacant sky's deep blue What colour then shall inky pen prepare O, my love's eyes, that I may picture you Lit by that pure and maiden bosom there Sith emptiness shews forth a hue so fair ? II Inside the Window spring Greetings ^g The Spring is here. Come let us welcome it, O Mistress mine, whose eye is like a star Shining by day. Let no harsh discord mar From our twain lips a welcome sweet and fit. Come ; we will sing together — stay a bit ! How shall we sing together? She is far ; Down by the shore where fresh sea voices are, And birds returning homewards perch and sit. Yet spring is there, and spring is here as well ; And in her voice are sweeter notes than mine To render greeting to the gracious spring. We may not meet below, but I can tell In the lark's realm, at least, our songs combine. Therefore I sit and watch it as I sing. All else a Dreafn Although I live, my life lies dreamily A woven wonder paced upon the floor : And one small spot, hard by the ocean shore, The only fragment of reality. Thou with a touch, a look, hadst lifted me Into a realm I dreamed not of before ; And when thy finger fell from me, the more My fall was heavy in obscurity. Thou art the one thing beautiful and rare : A Goddess, standing out so clear and tall 12 Inside the Window That I must worship. And beside thee all, Day's service, light talk littered everywhere Strong hearts of men and maidens' faces fair. Are stories carven on thy pedestal. But for few hours our meeting was to be Love s And nothing spoke in sadness. Yet I caught Vindication Some far-off glimpses of thy heart : and thought Life's highest purity therein to see. And thereby know I that this purity Is not of me, nor fashioned out of nought That through the years thine image still is brought By noblest scenes and voices back to me. When with the kneeling throng I utter praise Thy voice amid the organ answers low. From the clear sky I feel thine eyes to gaze. Thy heart is framed among the mountain snow, Like one white peak, whereon the sunset stays In the deep silence of the afterglow. As when a wanderer from native land — The Heart's Ropes cast ; the vessel moving out to sea, Memory With the quick engines throbbing audibly — Barren of thought, with eyes that still expand, 13 Inside the Window Looks homeward, on a spire like some tall wand Mid trees and clustered houses heavily Dark outlined on the fading sunset sky. So, like a rock-hewn statue doth he stand Until the darkness fall. And ever thro' The images that time revolving brings, Tho' his eyes move and look on other things, Still in his heart that picture : so on you I gazed, I cannot shut you out of view, Graven too deep by fond imaginings. Then said my heait to me, " I have done my part. There is no further profit in the past. Here you are brought unto the river's mouth, The wide sea lies beyond. The world I mean Wherein are mighty tides, winds contrary, And towering storms, which none may hope to cross But by the aid of some true compass. Think How shall thy course be shaped and to what end. Here is a window opens on the world : Look down from it and see and understand." So I looked down and saw ; but understood Only a tithe of what was passing there. Yet as I understood it thus it runs : 14 II. Outside the Window That muse, whichever of the nine she be, Who has descended from Olympus high Or sped from Tempe's vale, to keep her watch Over the muddy ways of Lincoln's Inn, Must I invoke. In sooth a sorry muse By now, I think, amid the London smoke. Wearing a wig no doubt : while down her back, From those fair shoulders which Apollo praised When he grew merry, hangs a gown of black : Made of alpaca — Base material — Which Silvius bears to keep his topper dry Taking his Sunday walk with Mary Ann, Or silk the profit of those London slums So aptly designated Spittal fields. How strange, my muse (I will not name you now, Fearing the law of libel), seem those days When you were sitting robed in green and gold With shoulders bare and flowers about your head, 15 Outside the Window Hearing the tinkling pipe of Gannymede, Jove's Jester. Or if great Apollo came To lead your chorus with his manly voice, Listening all ears to his enthralling strain. And all your duty was to comfort man Toil wearied ; drinking in from woods and trees And bubbling streams, and breezes in the reeds, And chirping wood birds wonderfully sweet. Their hidden melodies, to sing again The thoughts that there you drank unconsciously. How altered now ! But all is altered now. I had a garden and a field of hay, Where as a boy I used to play and romp. And toss the hay about with sunburnt hands. And pick the wild flowers bedded in the banks. Or scattered through the grass dispersedly. But now they have destroyed my field and flowers, And stacked instead pale-faced and sickly bricks Into long rows of weakly cottages. And, now and then, they bring me bags of gold. Saying that times are hard and rents are low, And No. 6 is always in arrear. But I bewail the golden buttercups And star faced daisies that I used to love. Yet everywhere the walls are rising now. Even perhaps the sides of Tempe's vale Are sprinkled down with workmen's cottages i6 Outside the Window And some contractor rakes the sovereigns in. Or builds a tower upon Olympus' peak, Higher than Watkin's Tower at Wembly Park. And 3rd returns from Athens, one and nine, Are issued by the Railway Companies. But, Wayward Muse, where are you wandering ? I sent for you to sing of Lincoln's inn ; And you have led me through my childhood's time, The buttercups and daisies of fresh youth ; These are long past : and into Tempe's vale Where I may never come. Or if at all Only when I have served my sentence here ; Only when I have done with dusty briefs And squeaking quills and yards of measured tape. Sing then of Lincoln's Inn : and that your eyes. May follow mine, and that your heart may know To beat the weary hours along with mine, Peer from this window. Tell me what you see. I see the noiseless hurrying to and fro Of listless clerks bearing the tape-tied scroll. I see a brougham standing at the door Of some great lawyer, where the lady Stubbs Is trying to persuade that master mind That her aunt's will is fraudulent and void. I see wigs passing. Some are old and dark As are their owners' faces, both with years And legal wisdom, then there passes one B 17 Outside the Window Fresh curled and new ; and under it a face As fresh ; but striving to look old and grave And heavy with responsibility. Be wise, good boy, and play not with old age. 'Twill be thy master soon enough. I see The shadows of the gables on the ground, Like giants fallen prone and worshipping Before the awful majesty of law. I see the trees ; four ; planted evenly ; Each one toward a corner of the Court : And bounded by each other and the court To grow a quarter of its wonted size. And so in my heart's soil, that's beaten out And made a path for men to walk upon, The planted green is bounded by the Court, (Only we spell it with a capital ' C ') : And by my fellows here ; and walled all round With Rules and orders, forms and precedents. And stunted of its vigour. Nor can spring My spring, my world beyond ; nor April showers, The soft hearts of my kinsfolk breaking forth ; Nor the fresh murmur of their musical voices. Revive it ever to a forest tree. I see the flowers in even beds disposed. Dying for lack of air and light. Poor Flowers ! Yet wherefore poor? For happier than I, Ye are who cannot taste unhappiness ; i8 Outside the Window Whose life can only hold them for a while Of pleasant sunshine and reviving rain, And dies from storm or darkness. Here I feel A touch upon my shoulder from the Muse. " You sent for me to sing of what I saw. Then let me stand neglected by your side The while your eyes are roving up and down." "A thousand pardons. Then your eyes behold Another sight than mine .'' " " No. But the same Though I perhaps should phrase it differently." "Then Madam, if your business calls you forth To prompt a Judge with law on negligence, Inspire the eloquence of a fat Q.C., Or breathe a pleading in a Junior^s ear, Begone, and I will tell the rest myself." She rises, bows, and I am left alone. Alone at last. How long to be alone ? How strange and pleasant to be left alone To wreak my naughty will in pen and ink ! A school-boy, playing in his master's desk Tossing the hated task-books on the floor. Is not more free and mischievous than I, Writing no more to order. School-boys still By whatsoever name we call ourselves ; Soldier or tinker, pedlar, engineer. Merchant ; nor least, though lastly, barrister Nay, barristers are school-boys most of all. 19 Outside the Window We are " instructed " by solicitors (Our private tutors :) lessons given us — And hard it is to learn and construe them, — Then we must go to school (that's into court) To say our lessons to the master there The stem preceptor, wry and yellow faced, Who sits above, arrayed in wig and gown. Not as of old in gown and mortar board. And asks us questions : catechises us As to when Lord Mountnessing made his will ; What remedies the 50th section gives Against defaulting debtors. All of which We try to answer, saying with a bow " May't please your Lordship," in the place of " Sir." Poor school-boys ! For our work is harder far Than what they gave us when they called it School ; Our hours far longer : lesser holidays. Long sleepless nights waiting the reckoning day : And Father Christmas sings us ditties now Of Christmas bills, instead of Christmas gifts. And if indeed I do my lessons here Throughout the term of life, well, patiently. Perhaps with honour ; is my conduct good. And no black mark set down against my name ; What is the prize that death can offer me ? See cuttings from the papers following. " Last night there passed away Sir Thomas Jones 20 Outside the Window Deeply regretted by his learned brothers And all the bar. ... His judgments were precise And lucid expositions of the law. . . . Funeral on Thursday. Neither cards nor flowers." Or runs it thus : " we note with much regret The sudden death of Mr Jones Q.C. Who died last night at half past eight o'clock. His most extensive practice chiefly dealt With law on real estate : and at his death He had in hand a work on settlements, 'Jones on the law of waste, of disentail And tenants in remainder ' which we hope May be completed by the end of April, Edited by his able son-in-law." So ! Mr Justice Jones has passed away And Mr Justice Jackson takes his seat. And courts are sitting, laws administered Just as they were administered before. And " Jones on Waste," the which for many years Held royal sway among conveyancers, Is superceded by another work And goes up higher, to that upper room. Wherein the eldest not the highest prized Are honoured, cloaked in bullocks' hide and dust. How many lives are packed and put away In those old volumes in the library ! How like a vault it stands, whose rows of urns 21 Outside the Window Hold not more useless ashes of the past Than these old leathern tomes. O may my grave Be far from these : beneath the open sky, Beneath the falling rain ; no ashes dark Be kept of me, but all my earthly frame Shall pass away by natural decay Into the elements of earth and air, As shall my soul be taken into God. By natural decay. The hearts of men Be they my grave. I ask no other one. So to the eye though perished utterly, Passing to other hearts I live in them ; As our dust bodies passing into dust Bring forth fresh flowers and cups of golden juice. Which, held in leaden case or mummy bands, Ape an unnatural mockery of life, And crumble in the air unprofiting. Yet comes a voice and whispers in my ear : " These things are but the refuse of man's life, And must be buried in a useless grave. Love is immortal and can never die. Seeming to die, it passes to fresh hearts And feeds fresh souls only by perishing. Your life's profession is a cypher? True ! And if you live for that, you die indeed. But live beyond it. Where you touch the world In hours of resting, touch with hand of gold 22 Outside the Window And make the earth smile bright beneath your feet." True friendly monitor ; and wisely warned. Yet — yet — for me I think it otherwise, For see ! I am a little thing enough, And for my task, one work and one alone ; Which I must do with all my soul, the power. Might, strength, and striving of a passionate heart. Law or a human sympathy ! What doubt If such the choice. Or shall I rise and stand. Writs in my hand and quibbles at my heart, Demanding entrance to the house of life ? Yet law is not ignoble ! That I know. It is a fence, an honourable bar. That guards from perjury and violence And visible results that wait on wrong, All that is left of Eden. Which without, We could not now enjoy the flowers of life, Rest in the shadow of her banks of trees, Or eat her fruits in freedom. Yet not all Are to be lopped and sawn for stake or rail. Some are less hard and sturdy in the trunk. More sweet in blossom or in spreading leaf. And such am I, if any use at all. O Muse of law, it is not that I wooed With fickle voice or with unsingle heart. All through my boyhood I believed myself A lawyer born, and as I grew in years 23 Outside the Window My prayer was ever "skill in argument." Arrived at man's estate I wooed you still, Not from the heart, perhaps, but faithfully, And you accorded favours moderate, As to a bridegroom of a parent's choice. Letting me kiss your hand, but not your cheek. Kissing the cheek of law ! what words are these ! What is her cheek ? Dry yellow parchment skin ; Lined with indentures of perpetual pens Making more haggard her undying face. And all the while another spoke to me, Sounding sweet music, which I heeded not. So she grew sorry, leaving me awhile. Till I should feel a want, and turn to her. And even here, within the house of law. Guarded so closely by law's ministers, Strange faces rise and greet me, voices strange Speak in a language heard but seldom there. How often at my desk of solid oak (Picked up a bargain somewhere second-hand) I sit, trying to chain my thoughts to law. And then the sun, who should know better now Old lively patriarch, comes peeping in. Making my books look, O ! so dull and dry, My carpet shabbier even than before, And showing up the dust on everything. Cries laughingly : " Poor little man of laws, 24 Outside the Window What ever are you doing tucked away In that dark hole ? Come out, and show yourself." And then he tells me how in distant woods The birds are singing, and the daffodils Make spear heads through the sheaf of sword-like leaves. And how the crocuses are coming up : And talks of old red mansions ivy-grown Set in green lawns, which freed from winter's grasp Show the first sign of sprouting blade to-day. And having well aroused and maddened me, He mounts his coach of clouds, and rides away. Or when the thickness of a London fog Crowds round my close and chequered window-panes. The light tree branches turn to heavy lines. Making a chart upon the face of heaven, Dividing it in infinite small squares ; As if to show how hard it is to win, How small a space for each. The darkness grows : Fiend faces form themselves, and cry to me, " You may not mount to heaven : come down to hell And see the wonders and the tortures there. The glow of seething souls, the unending moan, The long black streams of impotent remorse Wherein the eternal souls are plunged and drowned, And yet live on in drowning evermore. 25 Outside the Window And utter darkness reigns, albeit a light, Red like the glowing of an angry wound. Lights up the silence of its hollow halls." And then the breeze of spring, God's messenger, Like a fresh spirit chases forth the fiends. And I am staring at a cold, grey sky. Like the unconscious grey of emptiness, Which greets our waking from a stunning blow. And sometimes through the short close summer night. Restless I lie ; and dream that over me Law like a stone is weighing, under which I lie, death-swathed in living burial. While overhead, yea, on the very stone That shuts me down, the passing footstep light Lingers, and joyous voices humanly Speak greeting : then a mighty organ sounds And follow low, pure voices praising God. And from beneath I cry, and sound is none : My throat is dry, and cannot make a sound : I strain, and not an inch the stone is moved. And if my life has buried me so deep, What burial awaits me after death ? Tell me my brethren, learned in the law. There is no place for us in all wide heaven. God needeth not our rules. His Spirit there Swells all hearts equally with love and joy 26 Outside the Window Which law's knife lopped to make them equal here. Not heaven then. Nor does the Devil need Our crabbed practice or procedure slow Delaying vengeance, but a flashing sword Or close-clamped fetter works his royal will, Uttered with swift command executive. Therefore not Hell. And is it Chaos then ? And shall we sit to all eternity In some dark hall midway 'twixt heaven and hell, And, like a bubbling fountain underground, Mutter our jargon over, hearing suits And giving judgments, none regarding them .'' Or shall our spirits never leave the earth. And stray about these dim and sullen squares. Inhabit these dark rooms, while happier ones Bask in God's sunshine ? Haply this shall be. And, while I write, the room wherein I sit Is thronged with spirits, who in former days Wrought here the prison task unmurmuring. And now they sit and act the past again, Or watch the present, like a far-off scene Shewn through the arch that severs life and death. Even while I write, one leaning over me Reads, sighs, and turns away. About the Court Whereon I gaze, the printless footsteps pass. The faded eyes stray stealthily about Looking for stairs that are not ; passages 27 Outside the Window Long since removed. The Phantom fingers play Round locks that yield not to them. Then the door Opes suddenly. The spirit enters in, Finds not a trace of what he used to know, Aye, and to love ; for ever custom breeds A kind of love in most unlovely things ; And turns again, and restless wanders out Through court of Justice, office, library, Nothing the same nor ever rest for him. And as your workshops are destroyed and gone. So have they pulled you down, O men of laws. Ye are not built until the end of time ; But temporary sheds and shanties, raised Till law grows greater, needs a finer house. When she shall pull you down and cast you by. Yet, if we mould ourselves to finer clay, We with our lives may build a house on earth, Or help to build it. Stately towers rise, Long graceful colonnades, translucent domes. And when the work is done the world shall end. And no more do we know the plan of it. Or wherewithal we make it glorious. Than coral insects working in the sea Know what a wondrous land shall rise to life. What woods, what shores, what flowers cover it And with our hearts a house is built in heaven, 28 Outside the Window If they are worthy, where the Source of all Shall have his dwelling : using them perchance As veined marble for the lower walls While the white angels make the coping stone. All surely, all aspire to such a place. Yet even here, upon the earth I love, I would be something. Aye a part indeed Of that vast structure raised by after years. Let me not perish wholly. All my work Shall be thought out and carven on one stone If they will keep it and will build with it. Is this a false ambition ? Surely, no. For if God gave me, as I think He did, Something untouched, unknown by other men. Some power of feeling what they cannot feel, Were it not wrong to cast that thing away, Or bury it beneath the silent grass ? Is man absolved from ties of kindliness By man's unkindness ? Shall we strive no more To ope the door to solitary hearts. When churlish fingers hold the bolt in place ? And for the gifts that God has given man, It is his duty, more than his delight. To give them to the world ; although the world Pass them in silence and regard them not. And for my gift is but a little thing. Not fitted to uphold the weight of life, 29 Outside the Window Unapt to bear, like some great capital, The massive building in the open street, Some inner court of life shall have my work, Far from the horror of the desolate place, Where the beasts howl ; far from the mountain- heights. Where avalanches crash and tempests roar ; Far even from the busy throng of men. Who would not heed it. Haply one or two, Fleeing the bustle and the noon-day glare Within the quiet of those square grey walls And shady galleries, shall raise the eye Up to my stone and read the story there ; And pause awhile and think in solitude And, when again he mingles with the crowd, Shall feel the stronger for his sojourn there. So moralising in a lofty strain, A sound of thunder coming from the door Arouses me ; the edges bending in. As if a hurricane was clamouring For my opinion on a point abstruse Touching the mysteries of light and air. " Who is it ?" Hastily the Muse is sent Under the table, and the law resumes. Then enter Clerk "for the last half hour, sir, I have been hammering to make you hear." 30 Outside the Window " What is it, Edwards ? " " Mr Bullard's clerk About the Wapping Mortgage." " Shew him in." (Scene closes on the poet discussing with the clerk whether the title is affected by a sub-demise to Skinflint in fee tail, with every appearance of interest). 31 III. In the World Working Co7nmerce: An Ode Dame of the Sandstone Eyelids, and battlements born on the brow, Lips of iron to guard thee, with fuming of smoke and of fire ; Lifting aloft to the distance the finger that never shall tire ; Queen of the earth for ages, but mightier never than now ! Far in the days of chaos and darkness thou wert not seen, Nor yet in the earth's fair spring in the day that she brought forth men. Comfort and help were none ; and she was harsh to us then, Grudgingly raising her bounty from under her mantle of green. c 33 In the World But men grew weary with waiting, eyes grew dull and forlorn, Lips were heavy and fevered with sucking the paps that repelled. Ah ! but the infant creation was suddenly weaned, and there swelled Forth from the darkness a voice that a helper, commerce, was born. Born on a stony hill-side with never a sheltering tree : Watched by the lions for midwives and bathed in the boisterous rain : Born of a mother that hated, a father too weak to maintain : What wonder thy heart grew callous, thine eye unready to see. Till then, the stony uplands were fenced, as with a rail. And pastures lying behind them, and rivers that wound and leapt, Danced through the mountain gorges where never a man had stept. Past hill-tops towering to heaven, too high for pleasure to scale. 34 In the World Pleasure, thine elder sister, more loved and quicker to thrive : Nurtured in easy places and schooled in a garden of flowers. But thou ! the sea was thy cradle, thy master the tempest that lowers ; And by shores and lonehest dales thou wert nourished and kept alive. Power that piercest the mountains, and bridgest the valleys across, Leading from hill to hill with the grip of an iron glove. Hast thou given us more to help us than taken of what we love ? Is our sore at thy strokes or comfort the greater, our gain or loss ? And in the earth who in wanton youth was proud of her dress so fair. And deigned not to disarray it to give us jewels or gold. Now she has felt thy finger ere beauty is yet grown old: A woman stricken in fever, and shaven of all her hair. 35 In the World Her mantle of green and silver, bound round with a girdle of flowers, Ruthlessly torn asunder and tarnished by fingers black, Boring her fair round breasts as she stretches bound on her back. Ah, Earth ! thou hast cause to sorrow. Thy hurt is deeper than ours. Commerce I A fair young mistress thou wert in the days long gone. The noblest cities of men were knights that sought for thy love. Foremost amongst them Venice in vanguard peerlessly strove. On the Sea's arena they fought, they died, and thou smilest thereon. Birds of the Chase they rode, whose wide wings whiter than milk. Maimed and powerlessly hanging were dyed in the blood of the foe. Breathless they rode through the tempest, and, lashed by the hail and the snow. Pressing to lay at thy feet a riband, a piece of silk. 36 In the World Now thou art grown far older, and ribands delight not thine eye, Even the matronly jewels that glitter and dance on the breast, Even the royal splendour wherein thy body is drest. Slowly are losing their charm, and thou layest them coldly by. Now thou hast bound thy slaves to toil in darkness and smoke. Never to see the work their toil has fashioned and made ; Work with work never ending, in dark grim Irony paid ; Never a moment's silence, nor space our God to in- voke. All is hurry and tumult, and whirring of endless wheels ; And if thy finger pauses, take heed where the hammer descends. Though working shoulder to shoulder afar are the spirits of friends, Eyes are fixed on the work, and no one wonders or feels. 37 In the World Feel ! how should we ? Our hearts are cast her furnace upon ; Fuel to feed her engine, and smoulder, and flame, and glow ; Rising in smoke to the sky from the fire that rages below. Nations are cast on the fire ; consumed ; and the wheel spins on ! Above, the angels are watching the thousands that come and go, Poured by pipes into cities, drained back by dykes to the mead ; Covering, as insects cover, the pasture whereon they feed ; Toiling with pale drawn faces. Ah ! God, shall it ever be so ! Hearing the mass of discords, and longing to stop the ear : The roar of the teeming workshop, the breath of the spirits that pant ; The wailing of women's voices, grown dry with waiting and want ; The noiseless rythmical sweep of the pens, are the sounds they hear. 38 In the World How long shall the sounds continue ? The years grow weary and fall. Still we are heaped on the fire, consumed, and our ashes are cast, Refuse like, on the stream that's sweeping soundlessly past. Shall the wheel go whirring for ever ? or what is the end of it all ? Still shall we serve this mistress, no longer gracious or fair ; Grind out gold at her bidding ; and grant her the usage of lives ? Dance in Fetish before her, and sunder our hearts with knives ? Bow down low at her altar that cannot pity nor spare ? There is no heart's joy she can grant us ; no love, not even a smile ; No sweet refreshing at noontide ; no rest at close of the day. Heaped wealth is rising around us and still love's beggars we stay. Is there none more ready to cherish? Pause and con- sider awhile. 39 In the World From the silence of sylvan splendour, from heights of the cavernous hills, Listen ! a voice is calling, silver, and old, and pure. " I am the Earth, thy mother, I am while the years endure, And still in my old worn heart a motherly longing thrills. " In youth I was light and wanton; I brushed my children aside ; Left them to fight alone with hunger, and want, and pain. Now that my hands are withered, they feel for my sons again. The day has been sore for us both. Come back in the evening tide ! " Listen ! And leave the mistress, whose gifts were prick- ings and smarts. Leave her standing aloft in the red of the evening glare : Leave her to crumble and fall ; an idol who ruled, made fair With the painting of faith, and fed with the incense of burning hearts. 40 In the World Then shall be joy once more, and the earth be eased of her pain. Her tresses fair and abundant, her sores grown over and healed, Wrapped with a coating of moss, and salved with a covering field : Tumours of brick die down, and veins flow freely again. And no more smoke and cursing shall hide the light of the stars ; And the ruined courts of the prison shall quiver with rising flowers ; Mothers shall sit, and children run through the happy hours, Playing around the scaffold, and kissing between the bars. Lay down, O Soldier, thy glory ; lay down, O merchant, thy gold And come, let us counsel together how all may be swept away. Then shall the earth be made a field for the angels' play, And God shall walk in the midst as He walked in Eden of old. 41 In the World Playing A Morning in Florence Florence. 10-30 on a winter morn, And gloriously fine. The clear blue sky, Not flecked or tainted by a single cloud, Spread over us. The distance, half as blue And twice as misty, ever and anon Peered down the sudden turning of the street, Beneath the broad black eaves. I sauntered out Quite idly. Where to go and what to see Leaving to chance. Across the Trinita, Then down an alley winding in and out. Then through a little silent square, wherein Were palms and laurels planted ; and it lay Sleeping and dreaming in the morning sun Not having power to wake it. Suddenly The Pitti Palace from a rising hill Lifted its rocky head and stared at me. Thursday. The state apartments to be seen. Why not ? So in I wandered. I was met By (if I dare so style his mightiness) 42 In the World A Flunkey, too magnificent for words. Height — six feet six, at least ; a livery Of royal scarlet overlaced with gold. I felt inclined to fall before his feet And cry : " O Signior most magnificent, I am not come for plunder. Only tell, Where that fond man, who arrogates himself To be thy Lord, has his apartments here. And may I be allowed to view the same ? But do not strike or blast me with your wand." Yet managed to refrain : and stammered out A hasty phrase, half English and half French, (Part in Italian, but a minor part,) Something about "Appartements Royales." He listened : answered with a wave of the hand, Far slighter than Jove's bending of the brow. To indicate the way that I must go. So, only anxious to escape unscathed, I hurried off : across another court, Through a glass door, and there the office was. They asked me of my name, height, weight, and age, Of my profession, what I drank for dinner, How many times I'd had the whooping cough. And so forth : and they bade me take a seat. The while they took a form and filled in it. Then enter doubtfully two English girls ; (Girls I have called them, though they topped my years 43 In the World By two or three). The same demands were made, But modified to suit a lady's case. They sat ; and such a scratching of the pens ! Not great St Peter at the golden gate, Will be so ravenous of particulars : Nor any peri seeking entrance, wait Half as submissive as we waited there. The writing over, one official rose And disappeared : (No ; not mysteriously I 'Twas only through a door. — More waiting.) Then Returning, handed us two documents. Which he called tickets, and the other one Came up forthwith, demanding " Tickets please." Then growing tired of their piece of fun, They let us in, to see what we might see. And I suppose that wondrous catalogue Of weights and measures, facts and fantasies, Is copied out in fair round characters, In some huge volume with a metal clasp, Sealed with his majesty's imperial seal, And countersigned by some high minister And put away, and then who looks at it ? Some day, no doubt, when I have taken seat Upon the highest pinnacle of fame ; (And pray that it be something quite distinct From any pinnacle I yet have seen !) The part I occupy will be framed and glazed, 44 In the World Hung up in some museum, and the world Will come and read it as it strolls about, Looking at soaps and bottled conger-eels ; And say, " How interesting ! " or perhaps, " I never thought of him a bit like that, But slim with curly hair, and dark brown eyes. How one's Ideals vanish ! " Then the watch. "Past Five! Come Charlie. Let's get in to tea." So the world strolls away to feed itself And talk its gossip. Let us stroll on too. Straightway we entered, half on speaking terms ; I ventured forth a shy remark or two, Received in friendly wise : yet with reserve Fitting two maidens with a strange young man. A broad high Hall, with windows square and deep Received us, covered all with fresco work : Brown at the sides, all colours overhead. Round us fat cherubs, rather lightly clad, Sang, whistled, danced, and played the Pandian pipes. While anvils, paint brushes, long scrolls of tape Garlands of flowers, shortly, whatsoe'er A well conducted cherub might require, Lay ready to their hands. And over us Black Pluto chases green-robed Proserpine : Venus admires herself in marble fountains : Some Pope, say haply Paul the 26th, Receives the oxen offered him by Jove, 45 i In the World While on the other side he grants the mob Charters confirming them their liberties : Which they proceed to take in diverse wise. Then in the corners, the four cardinal virtues Are sitting on the seven deadly sins : Three upon two. So one has only one. Descend a little from the demi-gods, That flood the ceiling. All about the Hall Glass cases standing, hold embroidery, Plate of all fashion, jewels, rosaries ; The ornamental portions of an age, Whose fabric long has crumbled. As we keep Quaint frescoes and small carven pinnacles. From some old building when we pull it down. First came the plate. Ye Gods, what splendid plate ! After Cellini, partly by his hand. Such legends, such pursuits, such fairy forms ; Wrought with the even finish of the day. Yet in my ignorance, and all unused To courtly ways, I hold such plate as this More fitly shewn in case or cabinet Than on the board : and honest crockery The best for dining with a quiet mind. I shrink from taking up the last remains. Of what has cloaked a maiden's nakedness, So leave them unconsumed. My knife is stayed By fear of cutting off a cupid's toe. 46 In the World My choicest morsel stays upon the plate By lodging in a cornucopia. And so my dinner suffers grievously. Well, I might be less scrupulous perhaps, Were nymphs to me an everyday affair, And all my food served up with goddesses. Nor is it so with royalties, who sit. Adorned with jewels and the airs of court. Watching old Neptune rising through the sea — I mean the soup — while graceful Nereids play In the seclusion of the gravy boats. And Ceres, great earth-mother, scarce is seen Beneath the burden, heavier than she bore In olden time, of grapes and oranges. And in the salad bowl an earwig crawls Across Pan's forehead, and he smites it not. Those were rare times ; when royalty was royal, And dressed in draperies of damask silk. And never dined without its crown of gold, Nor drove abroad, but in the car of state With prancing steeds and horsemen not a few. How are we fallen ! From the envious sun Top hat or bonnet shields the princely head Like any other — Here my reverie Is rudely interrupted, " Si, Signor. Ah ! Questa molto Bella ! " and I hear My fair companions whispering apart, 47 In the World Their new acquaintance has a taste in plate Extremely critical. And find myself Staring Athena out of countenance. I start and blush and ask the date of it. And then the Conduttore shews us round Marking the points of interest. " This cup Once held the fell draught of a poisoner. . . . That crucifix a holy father bore On his last pilgrimage. . . . The casket there (The Signorine will observe) was made Only from sealing-wax and rushes dried, Looking like marble at a yard or two. Is it not wonderful ? This Mercury Was cast from pieces of the very tongs With which St. Dunstan tweaked his Majesty The Devil." Then the Frescoes have their turn. This yoke of oxen would appear to plough If we would move across the room : this way (Guiding us in among the furniture). This painted Cupid looked in bold relief If we would be so good as squeeze our heads Into this cabinet. "Your elbow here Against the pane of glass. Ecco signor, See, it is easy." So we try it too With varying results ; declaring all We see it plainly ; but confide upstairs We caught not one stray word of all he said. 48 In the World Then, after sundry wonders of the kind, Here was the end of what he had to show, Another man would take us up the stairs. The fee one Lira. Grazia, Signor ! The other man appeared : conducted us Up a broad staircase, and unlocked a door. Then, first demanding payment in advance. He let us in to wander where we would. We wandered. Through long brilliant corridors, From room to room, and yellow changed to blue, And blue to red, then orange, violet, As if a rainbow lay across the place. And the gold varying from room to room Like prisoned sunshine, which would wax and wane To do a monarch service. Bedrooms now, Now rooms of state ; here the king dressed, and here The Queen sat talking ere she went to rest, While all the fairest maidens Florence knew Hung round about her in a graceful knot. Sitting or kneeling ; listened while she spoke, And filled the gaps of silence with soft speech. Then at the wonted signal went they forth All save a few who knew her inmost heart. Who stayed for further counsel ; while the light Darkened about the windows, and the voice More rich from silence and the evening time Flowed out from heart to heart. So ranted I, D 49 In the World Careless of fact. " But what same Queen was this ? " Said my companion who had spoken most. " I thought that Florence was republican In former times. You cannot speak, for shame, In such rich terms of modern Royalty." Then slyly said her friend, " He thinks, perhaps. That any history will do for us. I was at school not many ages since. Then Badeker you know ! " She hit me hard ; And I was fain confess that fancy light Had quite outstripped old plodding history. But I protested, if they tied me down To Badeker, (and here a splendid shrug] Learnt from the gay Italian), 'Twas an end To conversation : and they laughed, and said They made me free of Badeker. I bowed ; And thence the talk flowed on without reserve. So having wandered through the rooms of state, (Like other rooms of state, which we despise As fit amusement for the vulgar herd, Being in England : but being here The past rich glamour of old Florentines Makes all of interest), demanded we The Botticelli late discovered there. And being now on virgin ground, unstirred By plough of Ruskin or rapacious Crowe, We played the critic ; blamed the pallid tones, 50 In the World But held the picture gracefully composed ; Thought that great Pan had borne most patiently The pulling of his lock of hair, and praised The floral pattern on Minerva's breast. Then down the stairs, and leaving state above We strolled into the little court behind, Where the old palace lies more orderly, And less terific with its jutting stones. And leaning on a rail, we breathed and peered Into the darkness of a hollow grot ; Where weird sea monsters, scarce distinguishable So old were they, so white and moss-o'er grown. Drove boldly through the surf in miniature With which the light breeze lapped their hoary sides. While Father Neptune, not himself exempt From ravages of time, for in his skull Where hollowed out, some idle birds had built Careless of oceanic majesty. Leaning upon his trident, gazed with pride Upon a sea some twenty feet across. And was he happier (I wonder now !) When in old Ilium they bowed to him. Offered him incense, prayed his furtherance Across the ocean which was all his own. Maybe the ocean nymphs were wayward things And hard to keep in order ; then the sea. How very trying to a peaceful god : SI In the World (And gods at times were peacefully inclined.) And then the dolphins, though a splendid team, Must have been sadly difficult to match ; So many cares surrounded his wide rule. And now, like many a worn and past old man Whose range of acts was wide, whose range of thought Was wider still, silent, he babbles on To that half-human figure at his side, (Who may be Venus self for ought I know,) Of chariot races through the boiling surf, Of how he shouted down the roaring sea. And stayed its hand, even in the very act Of tearing up frail ships, and how at night, (This was a youngster when his heart was gay. His form less portly than it since has grown,) He floated up from caverns, sea-weed hung. With scarce a follower, and with the moon Casting a shimmer on the even sand, Sang in a liquid voice so sweet a song That a fair princess, whom he deigned to woo In her high tower on the rocky cliff, Sprang in the sea : which parted in surprise Sending out silver flashes and a cry : And how he drew her to the depths below. Whereat the monsters mentioned heretofore Attempt a viank, but, having scarce one eye Between the three of them, with small success. 52 In the World " More meditation," says a quiet voice, " What castles are you building ? Tell us now, More queens, perhaps ? Or royal children play Before their nurses at the fountain's brim ? " Then I, like many an Englishman who loves, Having a soul, to hide it out of sight, Said I was thinking half past twelve or so Was rather past the time for dejeuner, Following a cup of coffee and a roll. Whereat they laughed, and for, I said, I knew That ladies never cared for dejejcner. At least in Florence, I would take my leave. Late guests were coldly served. So soon, they said, And gracefully but simply, that the time Had passed more quickly for my company, Bade me good-bye. And thinking quite the same, But having, clumsy bumpkin that I was, No graceful phrase to say it in, I bowed Good-bye in silence as I turned away. 53 IV. Beyond the World Before the City Gates I HAD a dream which filled me yesternight Full of strange thoughts too wild to live in me. Just as a wine cask filled too full with wine Will crack and burst and all the wine be lost, My dreaming hulk, fulfilled to breaking point, Cracked into waking, and this wine of dreams Ran wild and pallid into daylight's glare. Yet with a hasty zeal I saved a part Stored in my memory : and here it is. — Sleeping I lay ; and dreams came over me ; And in my dream one took me by the hand And said, "Arise, I have a sight for thee." I heard his voice ; his face I did not see. I never saw his face. Through all the while Until his presence merged in greater things, Something forbad me look at him. I knew Only a mystical and thrilling sound That clothed my senses with obedience. 55 Beyond the World Then up we moved : my chamber silently Parting to let us pass. On high we rose, And down beneath our feet the earth grew blue With distance. Tall trees dwindled into moss That sucks the rock, and wondrous wavy lines Came gently circling as the earth spun round. Swifter than light we mounted through the space Held by our sun, and through the liquid air We slid, as through clear water. Planets now Came whirling past and dancing asteroids, Their graceful pursuivants ; and, now and then, Wandering comets from the hollow void Peered wistfully, breathed dankly, over us. And went their ghostly way. Thick darkness now ; And through the darkness upwards still we slid. Into the region of another sun, A brighter far. And gold and silver balls Came sailing past. Then regions of strange storms, And whirring hail and boiling meteors. Still upward ; till the sense grew sick and dim, And I cried faintly, " I can bear no more. I am a thing of earth and in this void I perish. Let me die at rest." But still We moved, and clouds of darkness covered me. And when my senses came to me again Strengthened and purified ; I know not how ; The storms were left behind. The air released S6 Beyond the World Was calm about us. We were moving now More slowly, and a vast illumined mass, That seemed to shroud a greater light within, Shone out above. Then whispered me my guide. " Prepare thyself, for we are close at hand." And all the while, dissolving like a mist. The light grew rarer, and a Shape within More firm, more bold, but fifty times more bright, Grew from the misty halo round about. And then I saw the city of beaten gold, Four square, majestic : flooded with a light Most wonderful, that streaming through the gates. Guarded not clouded by a single pearl, Shot out twelve pathways through the quivering air, By which the great rewarded might ascend. And even the smooth and infinite extent Of golden wall was dimmed, and even the vast, And rare foundations of it, Sardony.x, Chrysophras, sapphire, emerald and the rest, Whereby 'twas builded on the ether pure, Grew dim and lurid like a dying eye. Close to the wall we lay, which, like a plain That beat and quivered in the towering sun, Spread from me. And I felt me utterly, More utterly in that I came so near, Shut from the city. So a drowning man Clutching a ring beneath the parapet, 57 Beyond the World That fronts the sea, might hang, and hear the throng Pass and repass him in the angry night, And know himself too weak to make them hear. Not long I waited, (for my guide had gone Although I knew not when he left my side,) Until the light, that equally before Had issued forth from all the gates of pearl, Swung forward to the side at which I lay And from the others faded : Till above Stood forth the Christ, that was the Source of all. Around Him clustered the redeemed, who stood. Their faces radiant with a gentler light ; Making the softness of a bank of clouds That shades the sun's noon glory. Shading His Still to a narrow pathway, as the clouds Shut in the sun, and, through their spirit forms Gently diffused, a soft and pearly light, Spread on the deep embrasures of the walls. A Triumph, mild, serene, magnificent, Sat on His Face, wherefrom the wondrous eyes, To the far distance gazing earnestly. Looked for the coming up of other souls Who should defeat the world. And following them. And partly too grown dizzy with the light, I turned and looked. A faint horizon cloud Was coming into sight. As if a breeze, Had moved it nearer, disarraying it 58 Beyond the World With interchanges of an early cloud, That spring has fashioned and is playing with. First distantly and vague the cloud appeared, And then a close grey throng. But when that throng Came where the ray, dispersing hitherto Over the brink of chaos, gathered in An ordered path, the light passed into them, Or like a prism they divided it Into a thousand parts. And each was seen Clad in the colours that he loved on earth. And bearing them to heaven. On ; On they came ; Till I might see the faces, and divide The women from the men. Some still were pale With suffering, some strong and eagle-eyed As never tempted : some intense and full As never weak : but all were soft and pure. Then halted they before the city wall, And one by one advanced. He welcomed them, As He had known and loved them in past days. Some greeting personal to each. Perhaps What danger overcome, what sin removed. What pain borne patiently : and each in turn Passed him and mingled with the throng behind. And as they passed Him by, I turned my gaze Upon the crowd that waited patiently. And watched the faces lighting, as a friend, Sister beloved, or father, joined with them 59 Beyond the World In soft embrace with greeting low and deep : The gentle binding of the ancient tie Not severed but suspended. Those indeed That waited longer had the cup of joy- More deeply filled. To see the longing eyes, Growing more hungry, as the throng went by And still their hope remained unsatisfied, Suddenly, with supreme unearthly joy, Break into light ! But still one face remained Unsatisfied. It was a woman's face. Drawn pale with watching, and her body thin Shewed through the sombre robe that covered her. Upon her forehead one great swollen mark As from a blow. The last had passed her by, And still she gazed and gazed. Then starting up, She hailed the Master who had turned about ; And in her voice a throbbing undersong That sounded strangely at the gates of peace ; "Where is my boy? He surely should be here. They tell me that they killed him yesternight. Where is he now ? " Whereat with saddened brow And low still voice the Master spoke to her. " It may not be that we receive him here. Sad — sad it is ; almost a shadow cast Across our heaven, to have rent apart Mother and son. But yet it must be so. He deeply sinned and he repented not, 60 Beyond the World So died he unforgiven : and thou knowest Sin unforgiven hath its wages — Death. And did I pass, as I do pardon, sin, Happy he could not be among the pure, Still black at heart. But thou be comforted. And cease to weep for that which cannot be, Dulling the heart of joy that brought thee here." Whereat she cried in pain, " Be comforted ! Comfort is not, nor very life itself Only with him. O ! let him come to me." But still He answered low. " It cannot be." Then in her bitterness she cried again. Living the old years through, " Be comforted Without the son I nourished at my breast ! Without the son whose early years I watched. Loving through his sad wild ways ; the son Who from his own true self, by evil men — Curses, a mother's curses be upon them — Was led away : For whom I suffered more Than Thou upon the cross. Saviour of men. I was the wronged, not Thou ; and I forgive : See here my bleeding forehead. But if heaven Be not for him, heaven is not then for me. Hell is for me : where I may be with him. Where I may love him ; though he spurn me still." Moved by her speech the Saviour raised his head, Which bent before the torrent of her words, 6i Beyond the World And answered, " Wonderful is woman's love ! " But yet I saw a change between the face Bent down, and raised again ; and still He said, " It may not be. Here is no place for him." " No place for me," she answered, springing up, And as she sprang she grew immense in size, Intense in sorrow. " Bring me to my boy ! Where is my son ? Where is my only son ? " And at her piteous wailing, lo ! the scene Went misty ; and the glory of the light And all the wonder of the towering burgh Grew like the faded fresco on a wall Painted by some old monk of long ago. And then the mother, growing vaster ever. Black outlined, pale as death, her raven hair Streaming behind her and the deadly wound Wild gleaming on her forehead ; started forth Across the far faint lines that lingered there Blotting them out, and filled the air with night. 62 V. Personal and Critical Pieces On Sir E. Burne-Jones' Garden of the Hesperides O GLOOMY sisters of the western sun Guarding the treasure which to touch is death, Engrafted on a tree ; This very one Which your fair circle round encompasseth ; Ye are the ministers of Jove, who saith " Let none approach ! " and to make guard more true. He bent him toward the ground ; and at his breath Up sprang a snake of silver scales and blue, Who is your help-mate still to watch the long hours through. What is the secret he has hidden there Within those balls of gold. And do ye know And feel its influence when your wanton hair Sweeps lightly past them ? Depth of weal or woe ? Or, chance, some secret, that if man might know 63 Personal and Critical Pieces He should become far mightier than his lord ? Or would it shed soft sleep on all below Olympus' peak ; and death to man restored Rob Jove of all the gain their toil to him afford ? And is he sooth at pains to turn away Man's eyes therefrom, that still it might endure ? Why were ye planted, fragrant as the day And weird as moonlight ; rather as a lure To snare his heart, than as a sentry sure To hear his foot afar and challenge him : To meet his hand with hands so soft and pure ? And thou bright beast with visage keen and grim Why stare at me so fiercely through the shadows dim ? O wonderful confusion of sweet thought ! Sad eyes, soft throats, and gently throbbing breasts, Fringed with deep tresses wonderfully wrought. Broad leaves where never song birds built their nests. And shadows deep wherein the fancy rests To shelter from so dread a mystery As fearing to be struck with deadly pests : Deeming itself a trespasser to be On ground that heavenly power has wreathed so awfully. 64 Personal and Critical Pieces Nay do not dance ! About the tree they swim, Mocking the motion of a river reed In the wind music evening breathes on him. Aye ! I am captive to the sight indeed : And ever thickening mists mine eyes impede. Great Goddess Trio ! Cease awhile the dance. Ye are not hungry with the spider's greed. Sit on the slope, and to my wistful trance Sing me the threatened fruits of mine intemperance. Lo ! they are silent and the dance is still. The song, the music of the breeze doth cease, And on the tree, and on the grassy hill Is shed around an universal peace. The fruit still hangs. Fruit never to increase, Never to fall. Still, still that serpent thing Gleams like a spirit striving for release. And, for the Goddesses deny to sing, Those pendant balls of gold still whet our question- ing. O Golden lure of life ! O maidens fair ! And O keen serpent lurking there behind ! You daze the eye, you tangle with your hair. And then you spit your poison on the mind. When shall the hour, embosomed on the wind, E 65 Personal and Critical Pieces Bring to us men a nobler aim than these ? Or shall we still lust for the golden rind Or dream away our life beneath the trees ; Losing our souls' strength here for heaven's eternities ? On Mr Swinburne s Astrophel Verse is the people of a poet's mind That bear his gifts, so none be left behind. Verse is the mystic band, A torch in every hand, Life's way intent to find. 2. Is his a weighty gift ? Their backs are broad. Love's burden ? Bosoms fair to be adored. Is his gift gay and bright? Lo ! then their limbs are light And grace in every word. 66 Personal and Critical Pieces 3. But whose like thine alike were strong and swift, To bear the weight, to scale the mountain rift ? Who bore love's burden so ? Held torches to our woe That still would drift and drift ? 4. Still are thy verse ftjlk fair, they still are strong. But what is given them to bear along ? What food of life prepare they ? What heaven-lit torches bear they ? What message in thy song ? 5. I hear the dancing of their myriad feet, The sound of all thy voices ; that is sweet : So from the mountain-side, Seeking the endless tide, The bubbling waters meet. 6. They rise obedient to my soul's commands Thy fair creations in their measured bands. But see ; their faces stare Beneath their braided hair. And, nothing in their hands. 67 Personal and Critical Pieces 7- Only they dance beside me as I lie, Fair-coloured groups, defiling gracefully. All sound one monotone : No ecstasy is shewn ; No laughter, nor a sigh. 8. Hearts empty ; empty and vain lips that speak No word of all the visions that I seek. And as one fair face dips And I lift up my lips, No fervour in that cheek. 9- Where are the thundrous thoughts that used to roll ? Where is the fire that flamed and scorched the soul ? Where is the great broad sea Of swelling symphony. Bearing to life the whole ? lO. Thou hadst drunk deep the cup of bitterness : Lust came and sat by thee in golden dress. And, with the turmoil past, Thou hadst no voice at last Either to curse or bless. 68 Personal and Critical Pieces II. Though Ebal and Gerizim rear in state Their soaring peaks, whereon thou wast so late, Through valleys thou dost move ; And on the heights above Thy path is desolate. 12. Thou sittest by the sea. Once angry waves Speak to thee softly, and no thunder raves. While arches ivy-grown Above thy head are thrown On moss-carved architraves. 13- I too have communed with the thoughtful deep ; Nature's spread hands have lulled me into sleep. I too have stopped and ate Dark Pluto's Pomegranate, Down in Earth's caverns steep. 14. Hast thou no message, poet, yet to give From realms wherein I may not walk and live : Where thundrous voices crash. And eyes of lightning flash Command imperative ? 69 Personal and Critical Pieces 15- When the round sunset hall came floating by Wherein the great gods live eternally, Passed not from earth thy flight Up by that bridge of Hght, The rainbow in the sky ? 1 6. But still thy voice is silent from it all : Evening has come on thee, night spreads her pall ; And over sea and sky And mountains spiring high The mists of silver fall. 17. Yet though the heaven is swathed in darkness fleet, The heavy earth is silent at our feet In one vast awesome hush, Still silent rivers rush Some far-off sea to greet. 18. So we must render thanks to thee, I deem That thou hast given us beside the stream That rushes toward a sea Removing endlessly Somewhere to sit and dream. 70 Personal and Critical Pieces In Memoriam — IVilliam Morris {Died October 1896) Of many men of virtue, rank, and power, Has death bereft us in a month or two ! And yet my voice is raised in praise of one Who boasted not of rank, who loved not power, But lived for virtue only. William Morris ! When our time's story comes in history Where shall thy name be written ? High enough. If I might write the story of our time. True earnest worker for the people's good, Deep in our day he lived, yet loved withal The fashion of old time, and not despised The legacy our fathers left to us. He loved the stories of heroic deeds Of gods, and giants, and the twisted forms Of snarling dwarfs, and told them in our ears, Making sweet music of this English tongue. Most rightly deeming that these tales of old, Wherein man wrote the truest part of him. Must still for us be true. But not alone From legends of the past, he drew the voice Of honour, but he touched and beautified The useful things, the needs of every day : 71 Personal and Critical Pieces Making art practical to human life. He loved sweet Nature. Loving her, he bent Her form and spirit to our daily use. Flowers grew on the walls, and colours pure, Disposed as Nature most had taught to him, Came at his mandate ; and the graceful vine, No longer now the bane of human-kind. Bent her proud head, consenting to adorn The margin of a book. And printed speech. The stubbornest, grew graceful at his touch. And, be it but a few had use of these, (For the high work of human brain demands High recompense, 'twas so in every age ;) Such few were not the measure of his good. Was not the man, who traced those fair designs, Spread those fair colours, and imprinted deep On honest page those graceful borderings, The happier thereby ? O think it so. And far above all this a work he wrought. Poor erring boys, who trembled on the brink Of sheer destruction, like a growing tree Whose roots spread forth, half o'er a precipice, Half into sand, he took, and planted them In a fair garden girt about with flowers. And bade them weave the things he shewed them there. Growing pure in heart : and fairy tales of old. And legendary forms of fearless men 72 Personal and Critical Pieces Who slew and spared not : and like them to slay The evil beasts that ravened in their hearts. Shall not his memory live for this alone ? And to crown all, although his mind was great, Far greater than it seemed to all the world, He deemed it less : and so the noble mind Shewed nobler for the humbleness of heart. Sleep softly Morris ! May thy memory Be washed as gently by succeeding years. As the slow quiet Thames, undreaming yet Of spire and college and the laden barge, Washes those lawns at Kelmscott. Lie in peace Where'er thou liest ; for thy part in life. Though meek and silent, none the less endures To after-ages indispensable. On Mr Gladstone s Retirement from Political Life Is Gladstone really gone? A space of calm Hangs o'er us. For a moment all is peace, And in that peace he passes. Well, I think Upon a story that was told to me Once by a friend ; who in his childhood's day 73 Personal and Critical Pieces Lived in a far off country vicarage — One of those old and stalwart English homes, That seems to promise us a thousand years Of quietude, enjoyment, and content. Hard by there grew an oak, a mighty tree, Spreading abroad its curled arms everywhere, And no one knew whose hand had planted it, For far beyond the memory of our time Those very boughs had spread and flourished there. And underneath, the rustic flute-player Piped to the dancers on the first of May. And many an ancient festival was held Of England's childhood : Many a vicar past Had greeted there the village gathering, With no respect of person. Children oft. Worn out with morning romps, had flung themselves Panting within the circle that it made Of shadowy purple on the grass at noon. But when he knew it, it was bent with years ; Long, long its prime was over : here and there A branch had withered and the bark was gone. And here it had been struck with Hghtning, And one tall bough had perished from the trunk. Folk often said it stood too near the house And thought that mischief would befall one day. My father, said my friend, had thought the same : And when a tempest passed across the land 74 Personal and Critical Pieces Would wake at night and listen for the crash ; And in the morning from his window peer, To tell himself the oak was standing yet. But tempests came and went, the boisterous winds Threw down a multitude of lesser trees Throughout the forests, but our ancient oak Still stood in triumph and defied them all. One day the sun sank in an autumn calm : No leaf was stirring : singing us to rest With gentle songs of wood birds fell the night. And when the sweet-breathed morning called to us, Lo ! the old oak lay prone upon the grass. How long it stood indeed was wonderful ; But most of all we wondered how it fell. And now the threatened danger was removed. We only thought on what it once had been ; And all of us were sad that it was gone. 75 Miscellaneous Pieces Day and Night " Day unto day uttereth speech, and night unto night sheweth knowledge." How art thou praised so, O garish day ? For sure thy praise is ever on the tongue ; Before the common eye thy light doth play, And through the world thy joyous sounds are rung. While thou, O modest night, art left unsung. Or haply, if a song is raised to thee, In strain scarce fitting thy deep modesty. For thou art likened to the blackest deeds : Dull hatred, anger pale, the gloomy hearse And all the evil train that envy leads. And, that thou art the mate of revellers The misconceiving poet still avers. And ever in his blindness charges thee With schism dark, and foul conspiracy. Miscellaneous Pieces Rating thee so, how little see they still ! These things are hostile to thee ; not thine own, But making contrary to thy grave will. If death or wrong beneath thy rule are known, Down from thine ear they shrink in undertone. And Revelry is veiled in borrowed rays, Not daring to endure night's steadfast gaze. And by such revellers thou art belied. Wantons, that call thee wanton ; Slaves that start From thy robes' fringes. Therefore I have tried, Albeit to know the fulness of thy heart Too young and frail, to paint thee in a part. So the old Psalmist gave, and he was right, Speech to the day, and knowledge to the night. Truth, but the truth told tamely. Sooth is it, Knowledge is father unto keen debate ; And silence preludes ever-sparkling wit ; And quiet thought has rooted up rank hate. And in its stead plants love immaculate. And speech that passes, in itself, is nought But current coin exchanging thought with thought. Therefore, as thought is far more excellent. By so much is the night more rare and deep 78 Miscellaneous Pieces Than wayward day ; whose boasted hours are spent Only in speaking. When he falls asleep And silence comes to us, the night doth keep Her watch, with silver brow and bosom meek ; Thinking fresh speeches out for him to speak. And what a speech ! Upon the moor at morn The wild wind whispers, stirring its low hair, And the swift clouds upon that wind upborn Cry out how free they wander through the air, And how divine he is who set them there. The trees take up the song so often told, When the warm sunshine melts them into gold. Then at the waning, when the sun's red eyes Bid the lost day a sorrowful adieu. Yet in those orbs a hope of future lies. Time takes me by the hand and leads me through Grey gentle twilight's dusky avenue ; And by an antechamber starry bright He brings me to the mighty hall of night. And ye that enter, see that with awe ye come ; With no loud rioting or song profane. The night shall mask it not with general hum, 79 Miscellaneous Pieces But hear it with a chilHng cold disdain ; Or with clear echo cast it back again : As giving forth command, 'tis not her choice To be disturbed with such unthoughtful voice. No light is set among us where we are, Calm in our awe and silent : but instead A gentler glow irradiates from afar, Where the wide roof is bent above our head. Or from one silver lamp a gleam is shed. And, with the world so darkened. Heaven is seen Above the dusk more pure, and more serene. Here we may bring our griefs and spread them out. Unseen by others, seen by him alone ; And all the strain of ignorance and doubt ; And every ill that under day is known. Here hang our hearts like roses overblown, By the long sunshine pitiless out-worn. And from their languor, scentless and forlorn, The night will water them with silver dew, Feed them with silence ; till they bloom again, And greet the rising day with vigour new. And whatsoe'er may be of want and pain. In all that hall, some thought of love is fain 80, Miscellaneous Pieces To soften it ; yet no words break the air. Only thought's ministers are moving there. Here prayers are answered ; and God's voice is heard. Here widowed hearts are healed, if that may be. Here to his mistress sings the faithful bird. Here with her needle staunch Penelope Wrought a deceit more rare than fealty. And many deeds of praise have here been done, Which had not scope beneath the tyrant sun. O ! mighty, and O ! world enfolding hall. Yet crowded never : though the world increase, On thy broad pavement there is room for all. Who, sitting in the silence, shall not cease To commune with thy spirit's mysteries, Beneath heaven's roof, which mighty piers upbore From long lost ages on the earthly floor : In some far corner find a place for me. I shall not riot ; nor as he that lies Fast bound in slumber use it carelessly. 'Tis written on thy gates " This Hall suppHes Good hope to all who seek it, and denies Access to no one, for the only key To ope the gate is man's humility." F 8i Miscellaneous Pieces DeatJt s Ante-Cha7nber Shall our spirits, loosed by the death throe, wander Listless over the earth's drawn face ? Sit in the shade of the woods, or squander Unheard sighs by their dwelling place ? Wither away in the fruitless pain To speak to the souls they loved again ? Stray to the ending of time beyond our Vision in regions of endless space ? Who knows but the spirits of men dissolving, Like living water in fine rare mist, Are poised, an ocean of clouds revolving, Cold and fervent, an endless list. Gross and haggard ; they float and fly Above the earth and beneath the sky. And wait for the message of God absolving Their souls in a hmitless Eucharist. Some are purple and full of passion. Some are yearning with pale lean lip. Some are broad, which the sunbeams splash on, Dyeing their edge with a golden strip. 82 I Miscellaneous Pieces And some are joyous and lightly pass In the long white train of a parent mass ; And move around it in graceful fashion, And rise and sunder, and pause and dip. And the sad lone spirits whose stay was painful Close down and cover the earth with rain. And those of temper on earth disdainful Lie stretched in easy and cold disdain. And many, whose lives on earth were rent By the power of a tyrannous element, Freed by death from the fetter baneful, Meet and greet in the air again. And some will sit by the silent river ; And some will brood on the lonely moor ; And some in wistfullest haste will shiver On the high rough rock that it needs endure. And the great of the earth are moving there, Like snow hills drifting in open air. Against whose whiteness the strained eyes quiver. As ocean mighty, as snowflakes pure. And the soft faint heart of the gentle wooer Glows in the ray of the sunset warm ; And the bright hearts round him, fewer and fewer, An endless circle of dance perform. 83 Miscellaneous Pieces And the heavy and thoughtful sit and wait About the porch of the sun's closed gate ; And the angry shout of the evil-doer Sounds in the wrack of the rising storm. And just for a little, where life had birth We will linger, and touch it lovingly ; And wander over the sea's wide girth. And into the haunts of the sea-gull pry. And having greeted the friends we keep With soft faint breath as we lie asleep, Then, freed from earth and the taint of earth, We rise and melt in the open sky. In a Mttsic Hall Palace or lowly cottage, calm or storm, In scenes that harrow, and fair lights that please, The same obedient elements perform What various offices. The pure brow of the virgin queen, absorbed In grief for man, her gentle face and meek Grows from the self same colour that is daubed Upon the harlot's cheek. 84 Miscellaneous Pieces The very cardboard of the rock upbuilds The stately palace, shimmers where the trees Spread growing leaves, and the same lime-light gilds The sunset's mysteries ; Shines from the rare glass jewelry, or throws Dark gleams on robber caves ; and thereby fed The grail, the symbol of redemption glows A deep and bloody red. Always the same, a thousand shapes they keep As our hearts fancy makes them what they are. A tree, a cavern of the waveless deep. Or an eternal star. Even so our Hfe can shew as many views Wherein we act not. Surely too in them It lies with fancy wholly that we choose To praise or to condemn. In one small corner only lies our part. Then over all the rest let good endure. And such shall be the reading of our heart If only that is pure. 85 Miscellaneous Pieces Mephistophiles confined to Hell How shall I live ! My food is fire and blood : My passion is the whirlwind unwithstood : My laughter is the sounding thunderclap : My whispering the roaring of the flood. Before my feet are wrath and terror spread : My brows are with a cloud encompassed, Through which mine eyes, like brands of steel, look down On the bleak empire of the voiceless dead. Joyless revenge has waned for many a day : Torture has palled, and horror has grown grey The fibre-searching instruments are cold ; The joy of using them has passed away. I can no longer bear this bleak abode Frescoed with all the races death has rode. I cry aloud for living beating hearts And fair young flesh to canker and corrode. 86 Miscellaneous Pieces But every creature of the living womb Sharp fingered Death has dragged within the tomb And all the sweetness that is hid therein He sucks away before he gives me room. Deep lust unsatisfied returns again To tear the heart and feed upon the brain. So, for the treasures that I cannot reach, I rend myself, and tenfold is the pain. I am a spirit lost, that once was good. But goodness is a dream scarce understood. And from the palaces of lust I cry ; How shall I live, my food is fire and blood ! The Sunset of Life Clear is the ray the parting sunlight Sheddeth o'er mountain, mere and stream. And in the flickering, darkening twilight, Food may be found from many a dream. Pure is the ray which scarcely tinteth Rippling waters with blood red hue. Deep is the shadow which it sheddeth Over the hills and the waters too. ^1 Miscellaneous Pieces Thus is the end of many a mortal : Restful and gentle, pure and good. Such as the light which scarcely hovers Over the peaceful sleeping wood. 'Tis as the spirit, the higher nature, Casts a last ghmpse on its earthly abode ; Giveth a last fond kiss at parting : Soon to attend the throne of God. TURNBULL AND SPEARS, PRINTERS, EDINBURGH. UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY Los Angeles This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. Form L9-100m-9,'52(A3105)444 T7JE LIF^nAIjY UC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY AA 000 367 126 PR h971 M39w