LIBRARY UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA RIVERSIDE Ex Libris ISAAC FOOT ANTHERO DE OUEXTAL All rights reserved ANTHERO DE OUENTAL 3& ' ANTHERO DE QUENTAL SIXTY-FOUR SONNETS ENGLISHED BY EDGAR PRESTAGE BALLIOL COLLEGE, OXFORD CORR. MEMBER OF THE LISBON GEOGRAPHICAL SOCIETY: EDITOR OF 'THE LETTERS OF A PORTUGUESE NUN ' E T C. E T C. X LONDON Published by DAVID NUTT in the Strand Edinburgh: T. and A. Constable Printers to Her Majesty T O M V F RIEN I) S THEOPHILO BRAGA LUCIANO CORDKIRO, JOAQUIM DE ARAUJO XAVIER DA CL'NHA, JAYME BATALHA REIS TOMMASO CANXIZZARO, GORAN BJORKMAN MAXIME FORMONT i* \< I- l a c i \ - NCOURAGED y ///6 7 ready welcome given to my version of the ' Lett res de la Rel intense Par- tugaise,' 1 which was an attempt to bring one of the masterpieces of Portuguese literature to the not ice of Englishmen, I now in- troduce a very different character 1 The I a It, >:- of a for/ it ;n :, A'uit \Ma> iaiina AhoforaJo). Ti.!ii-l.;<:i,- Motkrna-, 1^1 L'llilinii 1 SO ^ , 2nd edition 1S75. H A NT HERO DE QUENTAL poems, certainly, a calmer tone prevails, and in these the philosophical intent of the book appears, indefinite, it is true, but humane and elevated. The novelty, the boldness, may be even the undecided tone of thought, only vaguely idealist and humanitarian, made the fortune of the book with the rising gener- ation, which proves, at least, that it was well timed, and that is about all I can say of it. To this cycle belong the Sonnets con- tained in the third part of the Complete Sonnets, many of which had already ap- peared in the Modern Odes. In the year 1874 1 ^e latter book went through a second edition, vastly improved, and enlarged by several new pieces. I consider this edition, such as it now is, and in spite of the defects inseparable from work of this kind, defini- tive. 1 Its imprint is of the next year. 1875. 42 AUTOBIOGRA P H Y In that same year of 1874 I feU danger- ously ill of a nervous complaint from which I never thoroughly recovered. The conse- quent enforced idleness, the prospect of approaching death, the ruin of many ambi- tious plans, and a certain sensitiveness peculiar to those that suffer from neurosis, again, and more imperatively than ever before, brought me face to face with the great problem of existence. My past life seemed to have been unprofitable, and existence on the whole incomprehensible. The poems that make up the fourth part (1874- 1880) of my little book, as well as man)' others that I afterwards destroyed those only remaining which Olivcira Martins published in his intro- duction to the Sonnets, bear witness to the struggle that I was then engaged in for five or six years with my own thoughts and feel- ings, both driving me to a barren pessimism 4 5 ANT HERO DE QUENTAL and despair. You know them, and therefore I need not explain them to you. I will only- remark, however, that this evolution of feeling corresponded with an evolution of thought. Naturalism, however sublime and harmonious, even that of Goethe or Hegel, affords no real solution, for it leaves the con- science in suspense, and the mind unsatisfied, as regards everything in which it is most deeply interested. Its religiousness is false and lies merely on the surface ; at bottom it is nothing more than an intellectual and refined form of Paganism. Thus I strove in despair, without being able to over- step the bounds of Naturalism, within which my intellect had been born and developed. It made up the very air I breathed, and yet I felt as if it stifled me. Naturalism in its empirical and scientific form is ' the struggle for life,' a horrible strife, in which every man's 44 A I' T O HI O G R A P H Y hand is against his neighbour amid universal blindness ; in its transcendental form it is a cold and barren course of dialectics or a selfishly contemplative Epicureanism. Such were the consequences I then saw result from the doctrine on which I had been brought up, from my alma mater, so to speak, when I questioned it with the gravity and earnestness of one who before dying at least wishes to know what he came into the world for. The reaction of my moral forces, and a fresh quickening of thought, preserved me from despair. At the same time, perceiving that the voice of moral consciousness cannot be the only unmeaning one amid the innumerable voices of the universe, I found, on reforming my philosophical education, that point of view confirmed, whether 1 referred to doctrines or to history. I now 45 ANTHERO DE QUENTAL diligently resumed the perusal of works on philosophy, such as those of Hartmann, Lange, and Du Bois-Reymond, and, hark- ing back to the sources of German thought, Leibnitz and Kant. More than this, I read the ancient and modern moralists and mys- tical writers, especially the Theologia Ger- manica, and Buddhist literature. I found that mysticism, as the last word of psycholo- gical development, must naturally correspond with the deepest essence of things, unless the human conscience be an incongruity in the system of the universe. Naturalism struck me not as the final explanation of things, but merely as the outer system, the law of phenomena, the phenomenology of Being. In Psychism, that is, in good and in moral freedom, I found the final and true explanation, not only of moral man, but of all nature, even 4 6 AUTOBIOGRAPHY in its physical and elementary moments. Leibnitz's Monadology, properly emended, lends itself perfectly to this idea of the world, at once naturalistic and spiritual. The spirit is the type of reality ; nature is no more than a distant imitation, a vague mimi- cry, a dim and imperfect symbol of the spirit. Goodness, therefore, is the supreme law of the universe, and the essence of the spirit. Freedom, in spite of the in- flexible determinism of nature, is by no means an empty word ; it is possible, and is realised in holiness. To the saint, the world ceases to be a prison ; on the con- trary, he is master of the world, because he is its highest interpreter. Through him alone the universe knows the reason for its exist- ence, and he only realises its end. These thoughts and many more, but in systematic combination, form what I will 47 A N THERO DE Q U E N T A L call my philosophy. My friend Olivcira Martins has made mc out a Buddhist. 1 There is, I must confess, much in common between my doctrines and those of Buddhism ; but still I believe the former contain some- thing more than the latter. To my mind this is the tendency of modern thought, which, given its direction and starting-points, cannot escape from Naturalism, as its every endeavour to do so is succeeded by still further discomfiture, except through the door of Psychodynamism or Panpsychism. This I believe is the nucleus, the centre of attraction of the great nebula of modern thought on its way to condensation. Every- where, but particularly in Germany, I find evident traces of this tendency. The West will therefore in its turn bring forth its Buddhism, its definitive mystic doctrine ] Vide Preface to the Sonctos CompLtos. 4 S A U T O R I O G R A P H Y but on more lasting foundations, and under conditions in ever)- way more favourable, than was the case with the East. I do not know whether, much as I wish it, I shall ever succeed in reducing my philo- sophical ideas to a system. I should like to concentrate on this great work the whole energy of the years that I may still have to live, but I have no confidence in my ability to carry it out. The complaint that attacks my nervous system compels me to abstain from so great, so persistent an effort as would be indispensable to bring such an important undertaking to a successful issue. I shall die, though, with the satisfaction of having foreseen the eventual direction of European thought, of having beheld from a distance the Polar Star that attracts the needle of the divine compass of the human mind. Hut I shall also die, after a life so full of ANTHERO DE QUENTAL moral agitation and sorrow, in the serene repose of thoughts closely connected with the innermost longings of the human soul, die, as the ancients used to say, in the peace of the Lord. This is what I hope. The last twenty-one Sonnets of my little book reflect this my final state of mind, and represent symbolically and emotionally my present views upon the world and human life. It is very little as compared with a subject so comprehensive, but to produce anything more or better was beyond my power. Poetical composition was always something quite involuntary with me, and therefore I have at least this advantage, that my verses have ever been written in perfect sincerity. I prize this little volume of Sonnets, because, like the record of a private diary, and with no more con- sideration than the accuracy of such daily AUTOBIOGRAPHY entries demands, it accompanies the succes- sive phases of my life, whether intellectual or emotional. It forms a kind of autobio- graphy of thought, and, as it were, the memoirs of a conscience. My reason for entering into such extensive biographical explanations is the conscious- ness that the greater part of the interest likely to be inspired by the perusal of these Sonnets would be otherwise lost. German critics may perhaps find it interesting to observe the effects of Germanism on the unprepared mind of a Southerner 1 and a descendant of the Catholic navigators of the sixteenth century. This phenomenon will possibly furnish another section, though but an unimportant one, in the history of 1 In appearance Anthero belonged to a Northern type, with his fair skin, flaxen hair, and blue eyes. His family, ndeed, is said to have been of French origin. 5> ANT HERO DE QUENTAL Germanism in Europe, and attract the attention of those who study the com- parative psychology of nations. I am, etc., ANTHERO DE QUENTAL. 5^ THE SONNETS i860 1862 Chorosos versos metis . . . Se os ditosos vos lerem sem ternura, Ler vos hfto com termini os desgracados. BOCAGE, Sonnet II. IGNOTO DEO ^r-n|^7HAT mortal loveliness is like to thee, f Thou vision dreamt of by mine '^ ardent sprite, That dost reflect in me thy vasty light, E'en as the sun is mirrored in the sea? The world is wide my longing counsels me Seek thee on earth : but though, poor faithful wight, I search below a pitying God to sight, His altar, old and bare, is all I see. What I adore in thee is not of earth. What art thou here? a kindly glance in need, A drop of honey in a poisoned bowl : I'ure essence of the tears I weep sans dearth, Dream of my dreams, if thou be Truth indeed, Show thee in heaven, at least, dream of my soul ! ANTHERO DE QUENTAL A LAMENT li^A*-^ SEA of light descends the mountain- W^iVc side ; J^^J^kjJ The day, the sun, that spouse beloved, is here ! There 's not a care in all the world so wide That dares amid the earth-bathing light appear ! An icebound gulf or troubled ocean tide, A struggling flower upon a hill-top drear, Where doth the being so God-forsaken bide, Whose prayer for peace the heavens refuse to hear? God is a father ! the All-Father too : His love embraces every creature born : He ne'er forgets the wrongs his children rue. Ah ! if God give his sons good hap as wage This sacred hour, and I cannot but mourn ; I 'm like a son reft of his heritage ! 5S SONNETS TO SANTOS VALENTE J^T^'OW small through life the cup of i^llrtr * pleasure is ! ,^*/'(('^j But deep as seas are deep and wide as wide, In joys unfruitful as their endless tide, The bitter chalice of unhappiness. And yet our souls but fruitful love and bliss Demand of life as through the world they glide, And pilgrims, full of doubting, they confide In no vain hope as fully as in this. This mighty yearning is God's high decree, And still Illusion must impose on Life, It gives us darkness, bids us seek the dawn ! Ah ! since the All-Father centred such a sea Of love and grief within us 'mid the strife, Why was the mirage made or why withdrawn? 59 ANTHERO DE QUENTAL THE TORMENT OF THE IDEAL KNEW the Loveliness that never dies And yet was sad. For as a man may see From lofty mount oceans and earth so wee, And thence the tallest tower or ship espies Grow less, and vanish 'neath the brightening skies, E'en so the world and all appeared to me To lose its hue, like clouds that o'er the sea Make journey as the sun to slumber hies. Asking of forms, in vain, the Ideal pure, I stumble in the dark on matter dure, And see how crude are all things that exist. Such baptism as poets get was mine, Amid imperfect shapes I sit and pine, And ever have remained pallid and triste. 60 S O N N E T S TO FLORIDO TELLES ^T^ 4* F power I compare or gold or fame, Good fortunes that conceal a wicked With that supreme affection for awhile Known as true love and light of purest flame, I see that they are like an artful dame ** Who hides deceit under an honest smile, And he that follows them an imbecile, Leaving who loveth him for pleasure's name That sterile joy is born of arrogance, And all its glory is but a deceit, Like his that bears the palm for vanity : From passion springs its fairest radiance, And passion's boisterous storms soon cover it, But love is soul-born in its majesty ' ANTHERO DE QUENTAL TO JOAO DE DEUS ~ A * F 'tis a law which rules o'er thought obscure That searching after verity is vain, That in light's stead we must to dark attain, And every gain must failure fresh insure ; 'Tis law besides, though torment cruel and dure, That we should ever seek for what is plain, And only hold as clear and certain gain, That which our reason long has rendered sure. What is the soul to choose 'midst wiles so great ? For now it doth believe and then suspect ; It seeks, but meets with nought save vanity ! God is our only help in such a fate : Let us eternity's clear light expect, Be this world Exile, heaven our Destiny ! 62 SONNETS TO ALBERTO TELLES ^ 1a* J/, LONE ! the hermit on the mountain- b^vf side ^^r - God visiteth and gives him con- fidence : The sailor, tossed by storms and in suspense At sea, a favouring breeze from heaven doth bide. Alone ! yet he whom seas and land divide From friends in memory hath a sure defence : And God hath left him with at least the sense Of hope who sobs alone at eventide. He 's not alone who, grief and toil despite, Hath still one tie that binds him to this life, A faith, a wish e'en an anxiety. but he that folds his arms, disdainful wight. Or stalks alone amid the crowded strife, He 's the forsaken one, the solitary ' ANT HERO DE QUENTAL TO J. FELIX DOS SANTOS tj^TA^LWAYS the future, and the present ^^J^g q^ De t hi s hour of life with misery And doubt ever the wretchedst, and be Desire but sated by a good not there ! Ah ! what imports the future if, as e'er, That hour arrives which we have longed to see, Inclement, and but waits on grief to flee ? And so what hope of ours is not a snare ? Unhappiness or madness ? What I chase, Deceitful mirage is, if it but fly, Worse if it wait, a spectre foul and base. E'en thus our life must loiter and pass by ; The present sighing for the future's face ; The future e'er a phantom and a lie ! 64 SONNE T S TO GERMANO MEYRELLES J LLS only meet us, nought but grief And joys are only born of fantasy ; Of nothing but a dream our good consists, Each moment, hour, and day is misery. If we search for what is, what ought to be By nature's law in smallest way assists ; Save sadness, there is left no remedy For him who to a mind-born good e'er lists. Oh that we had the power to travel through Life in a dream, nought seeing, sure 'twere best But 'twould be labour lost amid the unseen ! Had we the hap to lose all memory too ; E'en then our ills would not be lulled to rest, For to have lived the worst has ever been ! ANTHERO DE OUENTAL AD AMICOS ^Tl a'N v ^in we strive. As in a misty space jv^liv V The uncertainty of things our mind >*V\*> involves, Our soul as it creates, as it revolves, Ensnares itself in its own net's embrace. For thought, which many cunning plans will trace A vapour is that vanishing dissolves : And the ambitious purpose that resolves, Breaks like a wave upon the headland's face. Our soul is as a hymn to liberty, To light, to fruitful good, ye Sons of Love, The prayer and cry of foresight heavenly ; But in a desert with deep barren bed, Our voices echo back, and Destiny Hovers impassible and mute o'erhead. 66 i862 1866 LIVING LOVE O love ! but with a love that has some life, And not those weak arpeggios some admire, Not only wild delirium and desire Of foolish heads made hot with passion's strife. A love that lives and glows ! a light that's rife To fill my being, not a kiss of fire Snatched in the air delirium and desire But love ... of those amours that have some life. Yes, warm and vivid ! then the light of day Will not dispel it, clasped to my breast, As though it were an empty fantasy : Xor the sun's lifted torch its strength deprive ; For wiiat can heavenly bodies do, at best, Against the weakest loves . . . if they 're alive ? () ANTHER O DE QUENTAL A VISIT rtlTH prickly thistle-flowers my room was starred, fi I scented me with fragrant musk and sweet, And, robed in glowing purple to the feet, I conned my canzons over like a bard : My face and hands anointed were with nard Brought from an Eastern garden, as was meet, With fitting pomp and dignity to greet The visit I had looked and longed for hard. But what king's daughter was it, or what fay, Or angel else, that thus came down to me, Inside the humid dwelling where I lay ? Nor yet princess, nor fay. Nay, flower fair, That knock was but the memory of thee At my love's golden gate bright sans compare ! 70 SONNETS LITTLE ONE %'VwvV KNOW they call thee l little one' full oft, _j^*X~* Fine as the veil in dancing dis- arrayed, That thou art not as yet in judgment staid, And that thy childish frocks are scarcely doffed. That thou 'rt a rill of water slight and soft, The linden leaf that to and fro is swayed, The breast with running that's soon weary made, The head that bends when breezes suffering waft. But, daughter, there where I 've been wandering Among the hills, I grew so full of fear The Infinite's deep echoes listening to, That I don't wish to rule or be a king, Hut that thy breast should be my kingdom dear, And all thy dolls my subjects this I do ! ANT HERO DE QUENTAL AN EASTERN DREAM "ty A*"hould betray the sorrow that I feel, And furtively and silent held my course; Nor had I or the will or power, in fine, To tell those stars, thy sisters pure and leal, How false thou art, my sweet, and how indign ! ANTHERO DE QUENTAL SELF-DENIAL hffi/jrLA-Y rose an d lily rain thy neck .W|> around ! f^K^'^*;V ^ n ^ ma y tn y sou l t> e flooded with a psalm Of praise and adoration's kindly balm, My darling dove, my hope that knows no bound ! May heaven give thee stars, and flowers the ground, Perfume and songs the air and shade the palm, And when the moon is out and ocean calm, Its lazy loitering roll a dream profound ! Oh ! may'st thou ne'er remember that I mourn, And e'en forget I love thee, poor forlorn, And, passing me, look not from off the soil ; While, from the tears fast flowing out mine eyes, May faithful flowers beneath thy feet uprise, For thee to careless crush, or smiling spoil. 76 SONNETS A SPECTRE ^>M1 YjNE day, my love for now I see it loom, J^^^P E'en now I feel my heart is breaking fast ! Thou wilt remember, pitiful at last, The tender oaths I made, fearing my doom. Then in the secret corner of a room, Beneath the lamp that flickering rays doth cast, I '11 rise up like a phantom of the past, A ghost escaped its exile in the tomb. And thou, at seeing me, with many a sigh And groan, with outstretched arms and eager face Wilt seek to grasp my garments then and cry, ' Oh 1 listen ! wait ! ' but I '11 refuse to hear, And, dreamlike, fleeing from thy dear embrace, As smoke amid the air will disappear ! 77 ANTHERO DE QUENTAL A MOTHER MOTHER to compose my life of pain, KiS-f^laif To watch this chilly .night about my bed, And with her pitying hands retie the thread Of my poor being, nearly cut in twain. To bear me at her bosom, overta'en By sleep, when passing places dark and dread, And in the stream of clear effulgence shed By her dear glance to cleanse my soul from stain. For this I 'd give my manly pride, and eke My fruitless knowledge, careless of the rest, I 'd turn me to a little child and weak, And be as happy, docile, without fear, If I could take my sleep upon thy breast, If only thou couldst be my mother, dear ! 7S SONNETS THE PALACE OF HAPPINESS *^*y^^N dreams an Errant Knight I seem ## tobe - ,^vT^.>V Through deserts, under suns, by night obscure, Love's paladin, I search for eagerly The enchanted house of Happiness secure ! Put now I 'm faint and worn and like to flee, My sword is broken, armour insecure, When lo I sight it shining, suddenly, In all its pomp and airy formosure ! With many a blow 1 strike the gate and cry : The Wanderer, the Disherited am I ! Ye gates of gold, to my complaining ope! ' With a loud noise the golden gates fly wide, But nothing meets my sorrowing gaze inside, Save deathlike calm, and darkness without hope. 79 & ANTHERO DE QUENTAL AN OATH Y wrinkles on a forehead deep in ^t5*^" thought, ^Jkx^l And by the questioning look that nought can see, And by the icy hand of misery That has eclipsed the star our soul's eye sought ; And by the crackling of a flame distraught, Amid the failing fire's last agony, By the fierce cry of one who 's left to dree The ruin swift her lover on her brought ; By all things fateful, all that mingled shade And terror, that beneath a gravestone lies ; gentle dove of esperance ever-green ! 1 swear to thee I 've seen, and been afraid Of horrors but a thing in any wise More cruel than a child's laugh I 've never seen ! So SONNETS WHILST OTHERS FIGHT ^nf^^ERE I to grasp the sword the valiant W&+. bear ' . 0^J[/ ^ And rush into the fight, intoxicate, In that dread battle-field, where Death and Fate Give laws to trembling Kings, and nations dare ! And were my lungs to breathe the fiery air The arena, stained with blood, gives forth, elate : Were I to fall, shrouded in radiance great By glittering sword-blades with their tawny glare ! I should not have to see the morning pale Of my so useless years and hourly wail Them spent in nought save dreams and bitterness ! Nor watch while, in my very hand undone, The roses fall to pieces, one by one, ( )f this my sterile youth and colourless ! Si i' ANTHERO D E OUENTAL DESPONDENCY %^^^H let it go, the bird from which viJ*^!^ they 've ta'en TJ^SJf Both nest and young, its all, sans ruth or care, And be it carried by the boundless air, On parted wings, from solitary pain ! Oh let it go, the ship the hurricane Has whirled across the ocean, loath to spare, When darkest night came down from out its lair, And when the winds rose from the Southern main ! Oh let it go, the soul that, full of gloom, Has lost all trust and all its peace, for aye, To silent death and to the restful tomb ! Oh let it go, the ending note and slow Of a last song, and then hope's final ray . . . And life . . and love, as well . . Oh let life go ! 82 SONNETS DAS UNNENBARE ^Vr^'HIMERA, thou that passest cradled fo# ngHt ; : *^=s: * Amid the wavelet of my dreams of woe, And brushest with thy vapoury vesture's flow My forehead pale and weary of the light ! Thou 'rt carried by the air of peaceful night : In vain, with anxious mien, I seek to know What name on thee the venturesome bestow In thine own country, mystic fairy wight ! But what a fate is mine ! What a dim glow This dawn brings, like that at the sun's last pace, When only livid clouds float to and fro ! for night grants no illusion, and I seem To view thee far off only when I dream, And even then I cannot see thy fa< e ! ANTHERO DE QUENTAL A WOMAN FRIEND ^l^ip'iY dear ones have been scattered by Ay 1'^ some wind, f^J^Sj^A I see them not, I know not where they wone, I stretch my arms out when the light has flown, And kiss the phantoms called up by my mind. While others cause me pangs of sharper kind Than yearning for the dead, whose lot alone I envy, for they pass as if they 'd grown Ashamed of me, unfriended, and declined ! Of all that happy spring-time once enjoyed No flower is left, not e'en a rose, to-day ; The wind has swept them off, the frost destroyed ! But thou wast faithful, and, as in the past, Thou turnest still thine eyes, so bright and gay, To see my tale of ills and mock at last ! SONNETS THE VOICE OF AUTUMN WT. *C~ 1ST thou, my wearied heart, attentively, To Nature's voice and words to thee,