Red Letter Library POEMS BY ELIZABETH BARRETT BROWNING First printed September, igo2 Reprinted November, igoz; igo4 O O o [UZAB[TABAKK[T['BK0W/1inG '^ WITM^AnM/ITKODVCTIo/l-BY ^ ^ ALICL- ALT/1LLL » BLACML ^ AHD ^ 5°/1 ^ LIAITLD '■ LO/IDo/1 ^ ncnilll Stacff" Annexe Elizabeth Barrett Moiilton Barrett, eldest child of a large number, was bom in March, 1806, at Coxhoe Hall, Durham. Her child- hood was passed in the beautiful western county of Herefordshire ; she had a country youth. In later years her health was so broken that she was every winter threatened with death. The drowning of her best- beloved brother off Torquay as she lay ill in her sea-side chamber was a shock and a grief that almost killed her. After years spent in her fathers house at Wimpole Street, mtich in the seclusion of an in- valid's room, Elisabeth married Robert Browning, with a secrecy made necessary by her father's anger at any project of marriage for his daughter. The story of the devoted love and most happy marriage of these two poets is known to the world. They lived in Florence, and Mrs. Browning became rashly and sentimentally "-patriotic " OvT) on heh.alf of Italy . There she died, and there she lies buried. By all consent she is one of the poets of whom all the educated must know some- thing. The covipa7iy of such poets is large but not innumerable, and to be amongst them was without doubt the ambition of her lieart. For in that band there is no separa- tion of sexes, and a writer is admitted an English classic, without that abatement of critical judgment ^^ good for a woman ''\ or that lateral sub-division ''a high place amongst women poets ". To be deprived of both the honour and the severity to which her work made claim — and to be so deprived not by reason of anything amongst its own qualities — was an injustice Mrs. Browning felt or feared sorely. In order to secure themselves against the same thing, the two great Georges^ George Sand and George Eliot, assumed these famous names, and Charlotte Bronte attempted in a half-hearted way the mystification of "■ Currer BelV\ Mrs. Browning took the more logical ground, that a woman ought to be free to reveal, and indeed to insist upon, her own sex, and yet ought to have equal judgment upon her literary pouers. She wrote distinctively as a wovian, ivhether her subject were art, love, maternity, or the unity of Italy, knowing that she was bring- ing a complementary power to the repre- sentation of human things. Her poetry has genius. It is abundant and exuberant, precipitate and immoderate ; but these are faults of style, and not de- ficiencies of faculties. When she is gentle she is classic, and all but perfect. In the present collection, while some example of all her pozvers has a place, th-e best work is most richly represented. The blank verse, which has almost every fault of form, however rich and even loaded the matter, is omitted. Yoking readers should sttidy the lovely sonnets froin the Portuguese, and " The Sea- Mew ", and for impassioned feeling that needed, neither spur nor restraint, ' ' Cowper's Grave ". ALICE MEYNELL. Contents Page The Sleep i A Sea-side Walk ... - 4 The Sea-Mew 6 My Doves 9 Consolation - - - - - 13 Cowper's Grave - 14 The Pet-Name 19 The Soul's Expression - - - 23 Irreparableness 24 Tears 25 Grief 26 Comfort 27 Perplexed Music - - - - 28 Futurity 29 The Two Sayings - - - -30 The Look 31 CONTENTS The Meaning of the Look - - - 32 A Thought for a Lonely Death-Bed - 33 Pain in Pleasure ----- 34 Cheerfulness taught by Reason - - 35 Exagfg-eration 36 The Romaunt of the Page - - - 37 The Lay of the Brown Rosary - - 53 Lady Geraldine's Courtship ' - - 82 Rhyme of the Duchess May - - n? The Cry of the Children - - - 146 Crowned and Buried - - - - 156 To Flush, My Dog - - - - 167 The Cry of the Human - - - 173 Bertha in the Lane - - - - 179 Loved Once 191 Catarina to Camoens - - - - 195 A Portrait 202 The Romance of the Swan's Nest - 205 The Dead Pan 210 Hector in the Garden - - - - 224 Flush or Faunus 230 The Prospect - - - - - 231 A Child's Thought of God - - - 232 X CONTENTS A R«ed 233 A Child's Grave at Florence - - 234 Inclusions - - , . - . 242 Sonnets from the Portug-uese - - 243 The Sleep '■ He giveth His beloved sleep." — Psalm cxxvii. 2. Of all the thoug-hts of God that are Borne inward unto souls afar, Along the Psalmist's music deep, Now tell me if that any is. For gift or grace, surpassing this — "He giveth His beloved, sleep"? What would we give to our beloved? The hero's heart, to be unmoved, The poet's star-tuned harp, to sweep. The patriot's voice, to teach and rouse, The monarch's crown, to light the brows ?- He giveth His beloved, sleep. What do we give to our beloved? A little faith all undisproved, A little dust to overweep. And bitter memories to make The whole earth blasted for our sake. He giveth His beloved, sleep. THE SLEEP IV "Sleep soft, beloved!" we sometimes say. But have no tune to charm away Sad dreams that through the ej'elids creep. But never doleful dream again Shall break the happy slumber when He giveth His beloved, sleep. O earth, so full of dreary noises ! O men, with wailing in your voices! O delved gold, the wallers heap! O strife, O curse, that o'er it fall ! God strikes a silence through you all, And giveth His beloved, sleep. VI His dews drop mutely on the hill; His cloud above it saileth still, Though on its slope men sow and reap. More softly than the dew is shed, Or cloud is floated overhead. He giveth His beloved, sleep. Ay, men may wonder while they scan A living, thinking, feeling man Confirmed in such a rest to keep ; THE SLEEP But angels say, and throug-h the word I think their happy smile is heard — "He giveth His beloved, sleep". For me, my heart that erst did go Most like a tired child at a show, That sees through tears the mummers leap, Would now its wearied vision close, Would childlike on His love repose, Who giveth His beloved, sleep. IX And, friends, dear friends — when it shall be That this low breath is gone from me, And round my bier ye come to weep, Let One, most loving of you all. Say, "Not a tear must o'er her fall;'' "He giveth His beloved, sleep". A Sea-side j^ j^ Walk I We walked beside the sea After a day which perished silently Of its own glory— like the princess weird Who, combating the Genius, scorched and seared, Uttered with burning breath, "Ho! vic- tory!" And sank adown an heap of ashes pale. So runs the Arab tale II The sky above us showed A universal and unmoving cloud, On which the cliffs permitted us to see Only the outline of their majesty. As master-minds when gazed at by the crowd ! And, shining with a gloom, the water grey Swang in its moon-taught way. Nor moon, nor stars were out. They did not dare to tread so soon about, Though trembling, in tiie footsteps of the A SEA-SIDE WALK The light was neither night's nor day's, but one Which, life-like, had a beauty in its doubt. And silence's impassioned breathings round Seemed wandering into sound. O solemn-beating heart Of nature ! I have kno\\ ledge that thou art Bound unto man's by cords he cannot sever — And, what time they are slackened by him ever, So to attest his own supernal part, Still runneth thy vibration fast and strong The slackened cord along. For though we never spoke Of the grey water and the shaded rock. Dark wave and stone unconsciously were fused Into the plaintive speaking that we used Of absent friends and memories unforsook; And, had we seen each other's face, we had Seen haply, each was sad. The Sea- Mew AFFECTIONATELY INSCRIBED TO M. E. H. How joyously the young sea-mew Lay dreaming on the waters blue, Whereon our little bark had thrown A little shade, the only one, — But shadows ever man pursue. Familiar with the waves and free As if their own white foam were he. His heart upon the heart of ocean Lay learning all its mystic motion, And throbbing to the throbbing sea. Ill And such a brightness in his eye, As if the ocean and the sky Within him had lit up and nurst A soul God gave him not at first, To comprehend their majesty. ^ B 65 ) 6 THE SEA-MEW We were not cruel, yet did sunder His white wing from the blue waves under, And bound it, while his fearless eyes Shone up to ours in calm surprise, As deeming us some ocean wonder ! We bore our ocean bird unto A grassy place, where he might view The flowers that curtsey to the bees, The waving of the tall green trees, The falling of the silver dew. VI But flowers of earth were pale to him Who had seen the rainbow fishes swim; And when earth's dew around him lay He thought of ocean's winged spray, And his eve waxed sad and dim. The green trees round him only made A prison with their darksome shade; And drooped his wing, and mourned he For his own boundless glittering sea — Albeit he knew not they could fade. (B65) 7 B THE SEA-MEW VIII Then One her gladsome face did bring, Her gentle voice's murmuring, In ocean's stead his heart to move And teach him what was human love — He thought it a strange, mournful thing. IX He lay down in his grief to die, (First looking to the sea-like sky That hath no waves!) because, alas! Our human touch did on him. pass. And with our touch, our agony. My Doves " O Weisheit ! Du red"st wie eine Taube ! "— Goethe. My little doves have left a nest Upon an Indian tree, Whose leaves fantastic take their rest Or motion from the sea; For, ever there, the sea-winds go With sunlit paces to and fro. The tropic flowers looked up to it, The tropic stars looked down, And there my little doves did sit. With feathers softly brown, And glittering- eyes that showed their right To general Nature's deep delight. And God them taught, at every- close Of murmuring waves beyond, And green leaves round, to interpose Their choral voices fond. Interpreting that love must be The meaning of the earth and sea. 9 MV DOVES Fit ministers ! Of living loves, Theirs hath the calmest fashion, Their living voice the likest moves To lifeless intonation, The lovely monotone of springs And winds, and such insensate things. My little doves were ta'en away From that glad nest of theirs, Across an ocean rolling grey. And tempest-clouded airs. My little doves, — who lately knew The sky and wave by warmth and blue! And now, within the city prison, In mist and chillness pent, With sudden upward look they listen For sounds of past content — For lapse of water, swell of breeze, Or nut-fruit falling from the trees. The stir without the glow of passion, The triumph of the mart. The gold and silver as they clash on Man's cold metallic heart — The roar of wheels, the cry for bread. These onl}' sounds are heard instead. MV DOVES Yet slill, as on my human hand Their fearless heads they lean, And almost seem to understand What human musings mean, (Their eyes, with such a plaintive shine, Are fastened upwardly to mine!) Soft falls their chant as on the nest Beneath the sunny zone; For love that stirred it in their breast Has not aweary grown, And 'neath the city's shade can keep The well of music clear and deep. And love that keeps the music, fills With pastoral memories; All echoings from out the hills. All droppings from the skies, All flowings from the wave and wind, Remembered in their chant, I find. So teach ye me the wisest part, My little doves ! to move Along the city-ways with heart Assured by holy love, And vocal with such songs as own A fountain to the world unknown. MV DOVES 'Twas hard to sing by Babel's stream- More hard, in Babel's street! But if the soulless creatures deem Their music not unmeet For sunless walls — let us begin, Who wear immortal wings within ! To me, fair memories belong Of scenes that used to bless, For no regret, but present song, And lasting thankfulness. And very soon to break away. Like types, in purer things than they. I will have hopes that cannot fade. For flowers the valley yields! I will have humble thoughts instead Of silent, dewy fields ! My spirit and my God shall be My sea-ward hill, my boundless sea. Consolation All are not taken; there are left behind Living Beloveds, tender looks to bring, And make the daylight still a happy thing, And tender voices, to make soft the wind. But if it were not so — if I could find No love in all the world for comforting. Nor any path but hollowly did ring. Where "dust to dust" the love from life disjoined. And if, before those sepulchres unmoving, I stood alone, (as some forsaken lamb Goes bleating up the moors in wear}' dearth) Crying "Where are ye, O my loved and loving?" . , . I know a Voice would sound, " Daughter, I AM. Can I suffice for Heaven, and not for earth?" i3 Cowper's Grave It is a place where poets crowned may feel the heart's decaying. It is a place where happy saints may weep amid their praying. Yet let the grief and humbleness, as low as silence, languish : Earth surely now may give her calm to whom she gave her anguish. O poets, from a maniac's tongue was poured the deathless singing ! O Christians, at your cross of hope, a hopeless hand was clinging! O men, this man in brotherhood your weary paths beguiling. Groaned inly while he taught you peace, and died while ye were smiling! M COWPERS GRAVE in And now, what time ye all may read through dimming tears his stor}', How discord on the music fell, and dark- ness on the glor}-, And how when, one by one, sweet sounds and wandering lights departed. He wore no less a loving face because so broken-hearted. He shall be strong to sanctify the poet's high vocation. And bow the meekest Christian down in meeker adoration. Nor ever shall he be, in praise, by wise or good forsaken, Named softly as the household name of one whom God hath taken. With quiet sadness and no gloom I learn to think upon him, — With meekness that is gratefulness to God whose heaven hath won him, Who suffered once the madness-cloud to His own love to blind him, But gently led the blind along where breath and bird could find him. COWPERS GRAVE VI And wrought within his shattered brain such quick poetic senses As hills have language for, and stars, har- monious influences. The pulse of dew upon the grass, kept his within its number. And silent shadows from the trees refreshed him like a slumber. Wild timid hares were drawn from woods to share his home-caresses, Uplooking to his human eyes with sylvan tendernesses. The very world, by God's constraint, from falsehood's ways removing, Its women and its men became, beside him, true and loving. VIII And though, in blindness, he remained un- conscious of that guiding. And things provided came without the sweet sense of providing. He testified this solemn truth, while phrenzy desolated, — Nor man nor nature satisfy whom only God created. i6 COIVPERS GRAVE IX Like a sick child that knoweth not his mother while she blesses And drops upon his burning- brow the coolness of her kisses, — That turns his fevered eyes around — "My mother! where 's my mother?" — As if such tender words and deeds could come from anv other! — The fever gone, with leaps of heart he sees her bending o'er him, Her face all pale from watchful love, the unweary love she bore him ! — Thus, woke the poet from the dream his life's long fever gave him. Beneath those deep pathetic Eyes, which closed in death to save him. Thus? oh, not thus\ no type of earth can image that awaking, Wherein he scarcely heard the chant of seraphs, round him breaking. Or felt the new immortal throb of soul from body parted, But felt those eyes alone, and knew, — "J/y Saviour! not deserted!" 17 COWPERS GRAVE Deserted ! Who hath dreamt that when the cross in darkness rested, Upon the Victim's hidden face, no love was manifested? What frantic hands outstretched have e'er the atoning- drops averted? What tears have washed them from the soul, that one should be deserted? Deserted! God could separate from His own essence rather; And Adam's sins have swept between the righteous Son and Father. Yea, once, Immanuel's orphaned cry His universe hath shaken — It went up single, echoless, " My God, I am forsaken ! " XIV It went up from the Holy's lips amid His lost creation, That, of the lost, no son should use those words of desolation ! That earth's worst phrenzies, marring hope, should mar not hope's fruition, And I, on Cowper's grave, should see his rapture in a vision. i8 The Pet-Name " the name Which from their Hps seemed a caress." —Miss Mitford's Dramatic Scenes. I have a name, a little name, Uncadenced for the ear, Unhonoured by ancestral claim, Unsanctified by prayer and psalm The solemn font an ear. It never did, to pages wove For gay romance, belong. It never dedicate did move As " Sacharissa ", unto love — "Orinda", unto song. Ill Though I write books it will be read Upon the leaves of none, And afterward, when I am dead. Will ne'er be graved for sight or tread Across my funeral-stone. 19 THE PET'NAME This name, whoever chance to call, Perhaps your smile may win. Nay, do not smile ! mine eyelids fall Over mine eyes, and feel withal The sudden tears within. Is there a leaf that greenly grows Where summer meadows bloom. But gathereth the winter snows. And changeth to the hue of those If lasting till they come? VI Is there a word, or jest, or game, But time incrusteth round With sad associate thoughts the same' And so to me my very name Assumes a mournful sound. VII My brother gave that name to me When we were children twain, — When names acquired baptismally Were hard to utter, as to see That life had any pain. THE PET-NAME vin No shade was on us then, save one Of chestnuts from the hill — And through the word our laugh did run As part thereof. The mirth being done, He calls me bv it still. IX Nay, do not smile ! I hear in it What none of you can hear, — The talk upon the willow seat, The bird and wind that did repeat Around, our human cheer. I hear the birthday's noisy bliss, My sisters' woodland glee, — My father's praise, I did not miss, When stooping down he cared to kiss The poet at his knee, — XI And voices, which, to name me, aye Their tenderest tones were keeping- To some I never more c-an say An answer, till God wipes away In heaven these drops of weeping. THE PET-NAME XII My name to me a sadness wears, No murmurs cross my mind. Now God be thanked for these thick tears. Which show, of those departed years. Sweet memories left behind. XIII Now^ God be thanked for years enwrought With love which softens yet. Now God be thanked for every thought Which is so tender it has caught Earth's guerdon of regret. XIV Earth saddens, never shall remove, Affections purely given; And e'en that mortal grief shall prove The immortality of love, And heighten it with Heaven. The Soul's Expression With stammering lips and insufficient sound I strive and struggle to deliver right That music of my nature, day and night With dream and thought and feeling inter- wound, And inly answering all the senses round With octaves of a mystic depth and height W^hich step out grandly to the infinite From the dark edges of the sensual ground ! This song of soul I struggle to outbear Through portals of the sense, sublime and whole, And utter all myself into the air. But if I did it, — as the thunder-roll Breaks its own cloud, my flesh would perish there, Before that dread apocalypse of soul. 33 Irreparableness I have been In the meadows all the day And gathered there the nosegay that you see, Singing within myself as a bird or bee When such do field-work on a morn of May. But now I look upon my flowers, decay Has met them in my hands more fatally Because more warmly clasped, — and sobs are free To come instead of songs. What do you say, Sweet counsellors, dear friends? that I should go Back straightway to the fields, and gather more? Another, sooth, may do it, — but not I ! My heart is very tired, my strength Is low, My hands are full of blossoms plucked before, Held dead within them till myself shall die. Tears Thank God, bless God, all ye who suffer not More grief than ye can weep for. That is well — That is light grieving! lighter, none befell. Since Adam forfeited the primal lot. Tears! what are tears? The babe weeps in its cot, The mother singing,— at her marriage-bell The bride weeps, — and before the oracle Of high-faned hills, the poet has forgot Such moisture on his cheeks. Thank God for grace, Ye who weep only! If, as some have done. Ye grope tear-blinded in a desert place And touch but tombs, — look up! those tears will run Soon in long rivers down the lifted face. And leave the vision clear for stars and sun. 25 Grief I tell you, hopeless grief is passionless ; That only men incredulous of despair, Half-taught in anguish, through the mid- night air Beat upward to God's throne in loud access Of shrieking and reproach. Full desert- ness In souls as countries, lieth silent-bare Under the blanching, vertical eye-glare Of the absolute Heavens. Deep-hearted man, express Grief for thy Dead In silence like to death: — Most like a monumental statue set In everlasting watch and moveless woe, Till itself crumble to the dust beneath. Touch it: the marble eyelids are not wet. If it could weep, it could arise and go. 26 Comfort Speak low to me, my Saviour, low and sweet From out the hallelujahs, sweet and low, Lest I should fear and fall, and miss Thee so Who art not missed by any that entreat. Speak to me as to Mary at Thy feet ! And if no precious gums my hands bestow, Let my tears drop like amber, while I go In reach of Thy divinest voice complete In humanest affection — thus, In sooth To lose the sense of losing. As a child, Whose song-bird seeks the wood for ever- more. Is sung to in its stead by mother's mouth, Till, sinking on her breast, love-reconciled, He sleeps the faster that he wept before. Perplexed Music AFFECTIONATELY INSCRIBED TO E. J. Experience, like a pale musician, holds A dulcimer of patience in his hand, Whence harmonies we cannot understand, Of God's will in His worlds, the strain unfolds In sad, perplexed minor. Deathly colds Fall on us while we hear and countermand Our sanguine heart back from the fancy- land With nightingales in visionary wolds. We murmur, — " Where is any certain tune Or measured music, in such notes as these?" — But angels, leaning from the golden seat, Are not so minded ; their fine ear hath won The issue of completed cadences, And, smiling down the stars, they whisper — Sweet. Futurity And, O beloved voices, upon which Ours passionately call, because erelong Ye brake off in the middle of that song We sang together softly, to enrich The poor world with the sense of love, and witch The heart out of things evil, — I am strong, Knowing ye are .not lost for aye among The hills, with last year's thrush. God keeps a niche In Heaven, to hold our idols : and albeit He brake them to our faces, and denied That our close kisses should impair their white, — I know we shall behold them raised, com- plete. The dust swept from their beauty, — glorified New Memnons singing in the great God- light. 29 The Two Sayings Two sayings of the Holy Scriptures beat Like pulses in the Church's brow and breast ! And by them, we find rest in our unrest, And heart-deep in salt tears, do yet entreat God's fellowship, as if on heavenly seat. The first is Jesus wept, — whereon is prest Full many a sobbing face that drops its best And sweetest waters on the record sweet: And one is, where the Christ, denied and scorned. Looked upon Peter. Oh, to render plain. By help of having loved a little and mourned, That look of sovran love and sovran pain Which He, who could not sin yet suffered, turned On him who could reject but not sustain ! The Look The Saviour looked on Peter. Ay, no word, No gesture of reproach ! the Heavens serene Though heavy with armed justice, did not lean Their thunders that way ! the forsaken Lord Loolied only, on the traitor. None record What that look was, none guess ; for those who have seen Wronged lovers loving through a death- pang keen. Or pale-cheeked martyrs smiling to a sword, Have missed Jehovah at the judgment-call. And Peter, from the height of blasphemy — "I never knew this man" — did quail and fall As knowing straight that God, — and turned free And went out speechless from the face of all, And filled the silence, weeping bitterly. 31 The Meaning of the Look I think that look of Christ might seem to say — "Thou Peter! art thou then a common stone Which I at last must break my heart upon, For all God's charge to His high angels may Guard my foot better? Did I yesterday Wash thy feet, my beloved, that they should run Quick to deny me 'neath the morning sun? And do thy kisses, like the rest, betray? The cock crows coldly. — Go, and manifest A late contrition, but no bootless fear! For when thy final need is dreariest, Thou shalt not be denied, as I am here — My voice, to God and angels, shall attest, Because I know this vian. let him he clear. " 32 A Thought for a Lonely Death-Bed INSCRIBED TO MY FRIEND E. C If God compel thee to this destiny, To die alone, — with none beside thy bed To ruffle round with sobs thy last word said, And mark with tears the pulses ebb from thee, — Pray then alone — "O Christ, come ten- derly ! By Thy forsaken Sonship in the red Drear wine-press, — by the wilderness out- spread, — And the lone garden where Thine agony Fell bloody from Thy brow, — by all of those Permitted desolations, comfort mine ! No earthly friend being near me, interpose No deathly angel 'twixt my face and Thine, But stoop Thyself to gather my life's rose, And smile away my mortal to Divine!" 33 Pain in Pleasure A Thought lay Hke a flower upon mine heart, And drew around it other thoughts Hke bees For muhitude and thirst of sweetnesses, — Whereat rejoicing, I desired the art Of the Greek whistler, who to wharf and mart Could lure those insect swarms from orange- trees. That I might hive with me such thoughts, and please My soul so, always. Foolish counterpart Of a weak man's vain wishes ! While I spoke, The thought I called a flower grew nettle- rough. The thoughts, called bees, stung me to festering. Oh, entertain (cried Reason, as she woke,) Your best and gladdest thoughts but long enough. And they will all prove sad enough to sting. 34 Cheerfulness taught by J^ Reason I think we are too ready with complaint In this fair world of God's. Had we no hope Indeed beyond the zenith and the slope Of yon grey blank of sky, we might grow faint To muse upon eternity's constraint Round our aspirant souls ; but since the scope Must widen early, is it well to droop. For a few days consumed in loss and taint? O pusillanimous Heart, be comforted, — And, like a cheerful traveller, take the road, Singing beside the hedge. What if the bread Be bitter in thine inn, and thou unshod To meet the flints? — At least it may be said, " Because the way is shorty I thank thee, God!" 35 Exaggeration We overstate the ills of life, and take Imagination (given us to bring down The choirs of singing angels overshone By God's clear glory) down our earth to rake The dismal snows Instead, — flake following flake, To cover all the corn. We walk upon The shadow of hills across a level thrown, And pant like climbers. Near the alder brake We sigh so loud, the nightingale within Refuses to sing loud, as else she would. O brothers ! let us leave the shame and sin Of taking vainly, in a plaintive mood, The holy name of Grief ! — holy herein, That, by the grief of One, came all our good. The Romaunt of the Page A knight of gallant deeds And a young page at his side, From the holy war in Palestine Did slow and thoughtful ride, As each were a palmer and told for beads The dews of the eventide. "O young page," said the knight, "A noble page art thou! Thou fearest not to steep in blood The curls upon thy brow ; And once in the tent, and twice in the fight, Didst ward me a mortal blow." "O brave knight," said the page, "Or ere we hither came. We talked in tent, we talked in field, Of the bloody battle-game ; But here, below this greenwood bough, I cannot speak the same, 37 THE ROM AUNT OF THE PAGE "Our troop is far behind, The woodland calm is new ; Our steeds, with slow grass-muffled hoofs, Tread deep the shadows through ; And in my mind, some blessing kind Is dropping with the dew. ' ' The woodland calm is pure — I cannot choose but have A thought from these, o' the beechen-trees Which in our England wave. And of the little finches fine Which sang there, while in Palestine The warrior-hilt we drave. " Methinks, a moment gone, I heard my mother pray ! I heard, sir knight, the prayer for me Wlierein she passed away; And I know the Heavens are leaning down To hear what I shall say." VII The page spake calm and high. As of no mean degree. Perhaps he felt in nature's broad 38 THE ROM AUNT OF THE PAGE Full heart, his own was free. And the knight looked up to his lifted eye, Then answered smilingly: — VIII "Sir page, I pray your grace! Certes, I meant not so To cross your pastoral mood, sir page, With the crook of the battle-bow ; But a knight may speak of a iadys face, I ween, in any mood or place. If the grasses die or grow. IX "And this I meant to say, — My lady's face shall shine As ladies' faces use, to greet My page from Palestine ; Or, speak she fair or prank she gay, She is no lady of mine. "And this I meant to fear, — Her bower may suit thee ill I For, sooth, in that same field and tent, Thy talk was somewhat still ; And fitter thy hand for my knightly spear, Than thy tongue for my lady's will." 39 D THE ROM AUNT OF THE PAGE XI Slowly and thankfully The young page bowed his head : His large eyes seemed to muse a smile, Until he blushed instead, x^nd no lady in her bower pardie, Could blush more sudden red. " Sir Knight, — thy lady's bovver to me Is suited well," he said. Beati, beati, mortui! From the convent on the sea, One mile off, or scarce as nigh, Swells the dirge as clear and high As if that, over brake and lea. Bodily the wind did carry The great altar of Saint Mary, And the fifty tapers burning o'er it, And the Lady Abbess dead before it, And the chanting nuns whom yesterweek Her voice did charge and bless, — Chanting steady, chanting meek, Chanting with a solemn breath Because that they are thinking less Upon the dead than upon death! Beati, heati, mortui! Now the vision in the sound Wheeleth on the wind around. 40 THE ROM AUNT OF THE PAGE Now it sweepeth back, away — The uplands will not let it stay To dark the western sun. Mortui! — away at last, — Or ere the page's blush is past ! And the knight heard all, and the page heard none. XIII A boon, thou noble knight, It ever I served thee ! Though thou art a knight and I am a page, Now grant a boon to me ; And tell me sooth, if dark or bright, If little loved or loved ariglit Be the face of thv ladve." Gloomily looked the knight ;— " As a son thou hast ser\-ed me, And would to none I had granted boon Except to only thee ! F^or haply then I should love aright, For then I should know if dark or bright Were the face of my ladye. 41 THE ROM AUNT OF THE PAGE XV "Yet ill it suits my knightly tongue To grudge that granted boon! That heavy price from heart and life I paid in silence down. The hand that claimed it, cleared in fine My father's fame: I swear by mine. That price was nobly won. "Earl Walter was a brave old earl,- He was my father's friend ; And while I rode the lists at court And little guessed the end, My noble father in his shroud, Against a slanderer lying loud, He rose up to defend. XVII "Oh, calm, below the marble grey My father's dust was strown ! Oh, meek, above the marble grey His image prayed alone ! The slanderer lied — the wretch was brave, For, looking up the minster-nave, He saw my father's knightly glaive Was changed from steel to stone. 42 THE ROMAUKT OF THE PAGE XVIII " Earl Walter's glaive was steel, With a brave old hand to wear it, And dashed the lie back in the mouth Which lied against the godly truth And against the knightly merit ! The slanderer, 'neath the avenger's heel, Struck up the dagger in appeal From stealthy lie to brutal force — And out upon the traitor's corse Was yielded the true spirit. XIX " I would mine hand had fought that fight And justified my father! I would mine heart had caught that wound And slept beside him rather ! I think it were a better thing Than murdered friend and marriage-ring Forced on my life together. XX ' ' Wail shook Earl W^alter's house ; His true wife shed no tear; She lay upon her bed as mute As the earl did on his bier: Till — ' Ride, ride fast,' she said at last, 'And bring the avenged's son anear! Ride fast, ride free, as a dart can flee, For white of blee with waiting for me Is the corse in the next chamb^re.' 43 THE ROM AUNT OF THE PAGE XXI " I came — I knelt beside her bed — Her calm was worse than strife ; ' My husband, for thy father dear, Gave freely when thou wert not here His own and eke my life. A boon ! Of that sweet child we make An orphan for thy father's sake, Make thou, for ours, a wife.' XXII " I said, ' My steed neighs in the court, My bark rocks on the brine. And the warrior's vow I am under now To free the pilgrim's shrine; But fetch the ring and fetch the priest And call that daughter of thine, And rule she wide from my castle on Nyde While I am in Palestine.' XXIII "In the dark chambere, if the bride was fair. Ye wis, I could not see, But the steed thrice neighed, and the priest fast prayed. And wedded fast were we. Her mother smiled upon her bed As at its side we knelt to wed. And the bride rose from her knee And kissed the smile of her mother dead, Or ever she kissed me. 44 THE ROM AUNT OF THE PAGE XXIV " My page, my page, what grieves thee so, That the tears run down thy face?" — "Alas, alas! mine own sister Was in thy lady's case : But she laid down the silks she wore And followed him she wed before, Disguised as his true servitor, To the very battle-place." And wept the page, but laughed the knight, — A careless laugh laughed he : "Well done it were for thy sister, But not for my ladye ! My love, so please you, shall requite No woman, whether dark or bright, Unwomaned if she be." XXVI The page stopped weeping and smiled cold — ' ' Your wisdom may declare That womanhood is proved the best By golden brooch and glossy vest The mincing ladies wear ; Yet is it proved, and was of old, Anear as well, I dare to hold, By truth, or by despair." 45 THE ROM AUNT OF THE PAGE He smiled no more, he wept no more, But passionate he spake, — "Oh, womanly she prayed in tent, When none beside did wake! Oh, womanly she paled in fight. For one beloved's sake ! — And her little hand defiled with blood. Her tender tears of womanhood Most woman-pure did make!" XXVIII — "Well done it were for thy sister, Thou tellest well her tale ! But for my lady, she shall pray r the kirk of Nydesdale. Not dread for me but love for me Shall make my lady pale ; No casque shall hide her woman's tear- It shall have room to trickle clear Behind her woman's veil." — " But what if she mistook thy mind And followed thee to strife. Then kneeling, did entreat thy love, As Paynims ask for life?" — *' I would forgive, and evermore Would love her as my servutor, But little as my wife. 46 THE ROM AUNT OF THE PAGE XXX " Look up — there is a small bright cloud Alone amid the skies ! So high, so pure, and so apart, A woman's honour lies." The page looked up— the cloud was sheen — A sadder cloud did rush, I ween, Betwixt it and his eyes : XXXI Then dimly dropped his eyes away From welkin unto hill — Ha! who rides there? — the page is 'ware, Though the cry- at his heart is still I And the page seeth all and the knight seeth none, Though banner and spear do fleck the sun, And the Saracens ride at will. XXXII He speaketh calm, he speaketh low, — " Ride fast, my master, ride. Or ere within the broadening dark The narrow shadows hide." "Yea, fast, my page, I will do so, And keep thou at my side." 47 THE ROM AUNT OF THE PAGE " Now nay, now nay, ride on thy way Thy faithful page precede. For I must loose on saddle-bow My battle-casque that galls, I trow, The shoulder of my steed ; And I must pra)^, as I did vow, For one in bitter need. "Ere night I shall be near to thee, — Now ride, my master, ride ! Ere night, as parted spirits cleave To mortals too beloved to leave, I shall be at thy side." The knight smiled free at the fantasy, And adown the dell did ride. Had the knight looked up to the page's face, No smile the word had won : Had the knight looked up to the page's face, I ween he had never gone : Had the knight looked back to the page's geste, I ween he had turned anon ! THE ROM AUNT OF THE PAGE For dread was the woe in the face so young, And wild was the silent geste that flung Casque, sword to earth — as the boy down- sprung, And stood — alone, alone. XXXVI He clenched his hands as if to hold His soul's great agony — "Have I renounced my womanhood, For wifehood unto thee. And is this the last, last look of thine That ever I shall see? XXXVII "Yet God thee save, and mayst thou have A lady to thy mind. More woman-proud and half as true As one thou leav'st behind ! And God me take with Him to dwell — For Him I cannot love too well, i\s I have loved my kind." XXXVIII She looketh up, in earth's despair, The hopeful Heavens to seek. That little cloud still floateth there, Whereof her Loved did speak. How bright the little cloud appears ! Her eyelids fall upon the tears. And the tears down either cheek. 49 THE ROM AUNT OF THE PAGE XXXIX The tramp of hoof, the flash of steel — The Paynims round her coming ! The sound and sight have made her cahn,- False page, but truthful woman ! She stands amid them all unmoved. A heart once broken by the loved Is strong to meet the foeman. XL *'Ho, Christian page! art keeping sheep, From pouring wine-cups resting?" — "I keep my master's noble name, For warring, not for feasting; And if that here Sir Hubert were, My master brave, my master dear. Ye would not stay to question." XLI "Where is thy master, scornful page. That we may slay or bind him?" — " Now search the lea and search the wood, And see if ye can find him ! Nathless, as hath been often tried, Your Paynim heroes faster ride Before him than behind him." 50 THE ROM AUNT OF THE PAGE xLn "Give smoother answers, lying page, Or perish in the lying." — "I trow that if the warrior brand Beside my foot, were in my hand, 'Twere better at replying!" They cursed her deep, they smote her loW; They cleft her golden ringlets through; The Loving is the Dying. XLIII She felt the scimitar gleam dovN-n, And met it from beneath With smile more bright in victory Than any sword from sheath, — Which flashed across her lip serene. Most like the spirit-light between The darks of life and death. XLIV Inge inisco^ inge m isco ! From the convent on the sea, Now it sweepeth solemnly ! As over wood and over lea Bodily the wind did carry The great altar of St. Mary, 51 THE ROM AUNT OF THE PAGE And the fifty tapers paling o'er it, And tlie Lady Abbess stark before it, And the weary nuns with hearts that faintly Beat along their voices saintly — Ingemisco, ingemisco! Dirge for abbess laid in shroud, Sweepeth o'er the shroudless dead, Page or lady, as we said, With the dews upon her head. All as sad if not as loud. Ingetnisco, ingemisco! Is ever a lament begun By any mourner under sun. Which, ere it endeth, suits but 07ie? 52 The Lay of the Brown Rosary First Part " Onora, Onora," — her mother is calHng, She sits at the lattice and hears the dew falling Drop after drop from the sycamores laden With dew as with blossom, and calls home the maiden, "Night Cometh, Onora.'' She looks down the garden-walk caverned with trees, To the limes at the end where the green arbour is — "Some sweet thought or other may keep where it found her, While forgot or unseen in the dream light around her Night Cometh — Onora!'' 53 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY She looks up the forest whose alleys shoot on Like the mute minster- aisles when the anthem is done, And the choristers sitting with faces aslant Feel the silence to consecrate more than the chant — " Onora, Onora!" And forward she looketh across the brown heath — "Onora, art coming? "—what is it she seeth? Nought, nought, but the grey border-stone that is wist To dilate and assume a wild shape in the mist — " My daughter!" — Then over The casement she leaneth, and as she doth so She is 'ware of her little son playing below: " Now where is Onora?" — He hung down his head And spake not, then answering blushed scarlet-red, — "At the tr\'st with her lover." 54 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY But his mother was wroth. In a sternness quoth she, "As thou play'st at the ball, art thou play- ing with me? When we know that her lover to battle is gone, And the saints know above that she loveth but one And will ne'er wed another?" Then the boy wept aloud. 'Twas a fair sight yet sad To see the tears run down the sweet blooms he had : He stamped with his foot, said — "The saints know I lied Because truth that is wicked is fittest to hide! Must I utter it, mother?" In his vehement childhood he hurried within, And knelt at her feet as in prayer against sin ; But a child at a praver never sobbeth as he— "Oh! she sits with the nun of the brown rosar\% At nights in the ruin! hS E LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY "The old convent ruin the ivy rots off, Where the owl hoots by day, and the toad is sun-proot; Where no singing-birds build, and the trees gaunt and grey As in stormy sea-coasts appear blasted one way — But is this the wind's doing? "A nun in the east wall was buried alive, Who mocked at the priest when he called her to shrive, — And shrieked such a curse, as the stone took her breath, The old abbess fell backward and swooned unto death With an Ave half-spoken. " I tried once to pass it, myself and my hound, Till, as fearing the lash, down he shivered to ground, A brave hound, my mother! a brave hound, ye wot! And the wolf thought the same with his fangs at her throat In the pass of the Brocken. 56 LAY OF THE BROWN ROSARY "At dawn and at eve, mother, who sitteth there, With the brown rosary never used for a prayer? Stoop low, mother, low! If we went there to see. What an ug-ly great hole in that east wall must be At dawn and at even ! "Who meet there, my mother, at dawn and at even? Who meet by that wall, never looking to heaven ? O sweetest my sister, what doeth with thee^ The ghost of a nun with a brown rosary And a face turned from heaven? " Saint Agnes o'erwatcheth my dreams, and erewhile I have felt through mine eyelids the warmth of her smile; But last night, as a sadness like pity came o'er her. She whispered — ' Say two prayers at dawn for Onora ! The Tempted is sinning'." 57 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY " Onora, Onora!" they heard her not coming, Not a step on the grass, not a voice through the gloaming; But her mother looked up, and she stood on the floor Fair and still as the moonlight that came there before, And a smile just beginning. It touches her lips — but it dares not arise To the height of the mystical sphere of her eyes; And the large musing eyes, neither joyous nor sorry. Sing on like the angels in separate glory, Between clouds of amber. For the hair droops in clouds amber- coloured, till stirred Into gold by the gesture that comes with a word ; While — O soft! — her speaking is so inter- wound Of the dim and the sweet, 'tis a twilight of sound And floats through the chamber. 58 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY "Since thou shrivest my brother, fair mother," said she, " I count on thy priesthood for marrying of me. And I know by the hills that the battle is done — That my lover rides on, will be here with the sun, 'Neath the eyes that behold thee." Her mother sat silent — too tender, I wis, Of the smile her dead father smiled dying to kiss. But the boy started up pale with tears, passion-wrought, — *'0 wicked fair sister, the hills utter nought ! If he Cometh, who told thee?" "I know by the hills," she resumed calm and clear, " By the beauty upon them, that he is anear. Did they ever look so since he bade me adieu? Oh, love in the waking, sweet brother, is true As Saint Agnes in sleeping." 59 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY Half-ashamed and half-softened the boy did not speak, And the blush met the lashes which fell on his cheek : She bowed down to kiss him — Dear saints, did he see Or feel on her bosom the brown rosary, That he shrank away weeping? Second Part A bed. — Onora sleeping. Angels, hut 7iot near. First Angel. Must we stand so far, and she So very fair? Second Angel. As bodies be. First Angel. And she so mild? Second Angel. As spirits when They meeken, not to God, but men. First Angel. And she so young-, — that I who bring Good dreams for saintly children, might Mistake that small soft face to- night, 60 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY And fetch her such a blessed thing, That at her waking she would weep For childhood lost anew in sleep. How hath she sinned? Second Angel. In bartering love; God's love — for man's. First Angel. We may reprove The world for this, not only her. Let me approach to breathe away This dust o' the heart with holy air. Second Angel. Stand off! She sleeps, and did not pray. First Angel. Did none pray for her? Second Angel. Ay, a child, — Who never, praying, wept before : While, in a mother undefiled Prayer goeth on in sleep, as true And pauseless as the pulses do. First Angel. Then I approach. Second Angel. It is not willed. First Angel. One word: is she re- deemed ? Secand Angel. No more! The place Is filled. [Angels vanish. Evil Spirit in a Xiui's garb by the bed. Forbear that dream — forbear that dream ! too near to Heaven it leaned. 6i LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY Onora in sleep. Nay, leave me this — but only this ! 't is but a dream, sweet fiend ! Evil Spirit. It is a thought. Onora in sleep. A sleeping thought — most innocent of good. It doth the Devil no harm, sweet fiend ! it cannot, if it would. I say in it no holy hymn, I do no holy work, I scarcely hear the sabbath -bell that chimeth fi-om the kirk. Evil Spirit. Forbear that dream — for- bear that dream i Onora in sleep. Nay, let me dream at least. That far-off bell, it may be took for viol at a feast. I only walk among the fields, beneath the autumn-sun. With my dead father, hand in hand, as I have often done. Evil Spirit. Forbear that dream — for- bear that dream ! Onora in sleep. Nay, sweet fiend, let me go. I never more can walk with him, oh, never more but so. 62 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY For they have tied my father's feet beneath the kirkyard stone, Oh, deep and straight! oh, very straight! they move at nights alone : And then he calleth through my dreams, he calleth tenderly, "Come forth my daughter, my beloved, and walk the fields with me!" Evil Spirit. Forbear that dream, or else disprove its pureness by a sign. Onora in sleep. Speak on, thou shalt be satisfied! my word shall answer thine. I heard a bird which used to sing when I a child was praying, I see the poppies in the corn I used to sport away in. — What shall I do — tread down the dew, and pull the blossoms blowing? Or clap my wicked hands to fright the finches from the rowan? Evil Spirit. Thou shalt do something harder still. Stand up where thou dost stand Among the fields of Dreamland with thy father hand in hand, And clear and slow, repeat the vow — de- clare its cause and kind, Which, not to break, in sleep or wake, thou bearest on thy mind. 63 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY Onora in sleep. I bear a vow of sinful kind, a vow for mournful cause : I vowed it deep, I vowed it strong — the spirits laughed applause : The spirits trailed along the pines low laughter like a breeze, While, high atween their swinging tops, the stars appeared to freeze. Evil Spirit. More calm and free, — speak out to me, why such a vow was made. Onora in sleep. Because that God de- creed my death, and I shrank back afraid. Have patience, O dead father mine! I did not fear to die ; — I wish I were a young dead child, and had thy company ! I wish I lay beside thy feet, a buried three-year child, And wearing only a kiss of thine upon my lips that smiled! The linden-tree that covers thee might so have shadowed twain, For death itself I did not fear — 'tis love that makes the pain : Love feareth death. I was no child — I was betrothed that day ; I wore a troth-kiss on my lips I could not give away. 64 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY How could I bear to lie content and still beneath a stone, And feel mine own betrothed go by — alas ! no more mine own, — Go leading by in wedding pomp some lovely lady brave, With cheeks that blushed as red as rose, while mine were white in grave? How could I bear to sit in Heaven, on e'er so high a throne, And hear him say to her — to herX that else he loveth none? Though e'er so high I sate above, though e'er so low he spake, As clear as thunder I should hear the new oath he might take. That hers, forsooth, were heavenly eyes — ah, me ! while very dim Some heavenly eyes (indeed of Heaven !) would darken down to him. Evil Spirit. Who told thee thou wast called to death? Onora in sleep. I sate all night be- side thee — The grey owl on the ruined wall shut both his eyes to hide thee, And ever he flapped his heavy wing all brokenly and weak, 65 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY And the long grass waved against the sky, around his gasping beak. I sate beside thee all the night, while the moonlight lay forlorn, Strewn round us like a dead world's shroud, in ghastly fragments torn. And through the night, and through the hush, and over the flapping wing, We heard beside the Heavenly Gate the angels murmuring: — We heard them say, " Put day to day, and count the days to seven, "And God will draw Onora up the golden stairs of heaven ; "And yet the Evil ones have leave that purpose to defer, " For if she has no need of Him, He has no need of her." — Evil Spirit. Speak out to me, speak bold and free. Onora in sleep. And then I heard thee say, — " I count upon my rosary brown the hours thou hast to stay ! "Yet God permits us Evil ones to put by that decree, " Since if thou hast no need of Him, He has no need of thee — 66 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY "And if thou wilt forego the sight of angels, verily *'Thy true love gazing on thy face shall guess what angels be ; "Nor bride shall pass, save thee" . . . Alas ! — my father's hand 's acold, The meadows seem — Evil Spirit. Forbear the dream, or let the vow be told ! Onora in sleep, I vowed upon thy rosary brown, this string of antique beads. By charnel lichens overgrown, and dank among the weeds. This rosary brown, which is thine own, — lost soul of buried nun. Who, lost by vow, wouldst render now all souls alike undone, — I vowed upon thy rosar^^ brown, — and, till such vow should break, A pledge always of living days, 'twas hung around my neck — I vowed to thee on rosary (dead father, look not so !), / would not thank God in my weal, nor seek God in my woe. Evil spirit And canst thou prove— Onora in sleep. O love, my love ! 1 felt him. near again ! 67 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY I saw his steed on mountain-head, I heard it on the plain ! Was this no weal for me to feel? — Is greater weal than this? Yet when he came, I wept his name — and the angels heard but his. Evil Spirit. Well done, well done ! Onora in sleep. Ah me ! the sun . . . the dreamlight 'gins to pine, — Ah me ! how dread can look the Dead ! — Aroint thee, father mine ! She starteth from slumber, she sitteth up- right, And her breath comes in sobs while she stares through the night. There is nought. The great willow, her lattice before. Large-drawn in the moon, lieth calm on the floor. But her hands tremble fast as their pulses, and, free From the death -clasp, close over — the brown rosary. Third Part 'T is a morn for a bridal; the merry bride-bell Rings clear through the green-wood that skirts the chapelle, 68 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY And the priest at the ahar awaiteth the bride, And the sacristans slyly are jesting aside At the work shall be doing-. While down through the wood rides that fair company, The youths with the courtship, the maids with the glee, Till the chapel-cross opens to sight, and at once All the maids sigh demurely and think for the nonce, "And so endeth a wooing!" And the bride and the bridegroom are leading the way, With his hand on her rein, and a word yet to say : Her dropt eyelids suggest the soft answers beneath, And the little quick smiles come and go with her breath, When she sigheth or speaketh. And the tender bride -mother breaks off unaware From an Ave, to think that her daughter is fair, 69 LAY OF THE BROWN ROSARY Till in nearing the chapel and glancing before She seeth her little son stand at the door. Is it play that he seeketh? Is it play? when his eyes wander innocent- wild And sublimed with a sadness unfitting a child? He trembles not, weeps not — the passion is done, And calmly he kneels in their midst, with the sun On his head like a glory. "O fair-featured maids, ye are many!" he cried, — " But, in fairness and vileness, who match- eth the bride? O brave-hearted youths, ye are many! but whom. For the courage and woe, can ye match with the groom, As ye see them before ye?" Out spake the bride's mother, "The vile- ness is thine, If thou shame thine own sister, a bride at the shrine !" 70 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY Out spake the bride's lover, " The vileness be mine, If he shame mine own wife at the hearth or the shrine, And the charge be unproved. "Bring the charge, prove the charge, brother ! speak it aloud. Let thy father and hers, hear it deep in his shroud!" — — " O father, thou seest — for dead eyes can see — How she wears on her bosom a brown rosary, O my father beloved!" Then outlaughed the bridegroom, and outlaughed withal Both maidens and youths, by the old chapel-wall. "So she weareth no love-gift, kind brother," quoth he, "She may wear an she listeth, a brown rosary. Like a pure-hearted lady." 71 F LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY Then swept through the chapel the long bridal train. Though he spake to the bride she replied not again : On, as one in a dream, pale and stately she went Where the altar-lights burn o'er the great sacrament. Faint with daylight, but steady. But her brother had passed in between them and her. And calmly knelt down on the high-altar stair — Of an infantine aspect so stern to the view That the priest could not smile on the child's eyes of blue As he would for another. He knelt like a child marble-sculptured and white, That seems kneeling to pray on the tomb of a knight, With a look taken up to each iris of stone From the greatness and death where he kneeleth, but none From the face of a mother. 72 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY " In your chapel, O priest, ye have wedded and shriven Fair wives for the hearth, and fair sinners for Heaven ! But this fairest my sister, ye think now to wed, Bid her kneel where she standeth, and shrive her instead. O shrive her and wed not ! " In tears, the bride's mother, — "Sir priest, unto thee Would he lie, as he lied to this fair company." In wrath, the bride's lover, — "The lie shall be clear! Speak it out, boy ! the saints In their niches shall hear. Be the charge proved or said not." Then serene in his childhood he lifted his face. And his voice sounded holy and fit for the place. " Look down from your niches, ye still saints, and see How she wears on her bosom a brown rosary I Is it used for the praying?" 73 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY The youths looked aside — to laugh there were a sin — And the maidens' lips trembled from smiles shut within. Quoth the priest, "Thou art wild, pretty- boy ! Blessed she Who prefers at her bridal a brown rosary To a worldly arraying!" The bridegroom spake low and led on- ward the bride, And before the high altar they stood side by side : The rite-book is opened, the rite is begun, They have knelt down together to rise up as one. Who laughed by the altar? The maidens looked forward, the youths looked around. The bridegroom's eye flashed from his prayer at the sound ; And each saw the bride, as if no bride she were, Gaizing cold at the priest without gesture of prayer. As he read from the psalter. 74 LAY OF THE BROWN ROSARY The priest never knew that she did so, but still He felt a power on him too strong for his will, And whenever the Great Name was there to be read, His voice sank to silence — that could not be said. Or the air could not hold it. *' I have sinned," quoth he, " I have sinned, I wot" — And the tears ran adown his old cheeks at the thought. They dropped fast on the book, but he read on the same, And aye was the silence where should be the Name, — As the choristers told it. The rite-book is closed, and the rite being done They who knelt down together, arise up as one. Fair riseth the bride — Oh, a fair bride is she, — But, for all (think the maidens) that brown rosary, No saint at her praying ! 75 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY What aileth the bridegroom? He glares blank and wide — Then suddenly turning he kisseth the bride — His lips stung her with cold ; she glanced upwardly mute : " Mine own wife," he said, and fell stark at her foot In the word he was sa3-ing. They have lifted him up, — but his head sinks aw^ay, And his face showeth bleak in the sun- shine and grey. Leave him now where he lieth — for oh, never more Will he kneel at an altar or stand on a floor! Let his bride gaze upon him. Long and still was her gaze, while they chafed him there And breathed in the mouth whose last life had kissed her, But when they stood up — only they! with a start The shriek from her soul struck her pale lips apart — She has lived, and forgone him ! 76 LAY OF THE BROWN ROSARY And low on his body she droppeth adown — " Didst call me thine own wife, beloved — thine own? Then take thine own with thee ! thy cold- ness is warm To the world's cold without thee ! Come, keep me from harm In a calm of thy teaching." She looked in his face earnest-long, as in sooth There were hope of an answer, — and then kissed his mouth, And with head on his bosom, wept, wept bitterly,— "Now, O God, take pity — take pity on me! — God, hear my beseeching!" She was 'ware of a shadow that crossed where she lay. She was 'ware of a presence that withered the day — Wild she sprang to her feet, — "I surren- der to thee The broken vow's pledge, — the accursed rosary, — I am ready for dying!" 77 LAV OF THE BROWN, ROSARY She dashed it In scorn to the marble-paved ground Where it fell mute as snow, and a weird music-sound Crept up, like a chill, up the aisles long and dim, — As the fiends tried to mock at the choris- ters' hymn And moaned in the trying. Fourth Part Onora looketh listlessly adown the garden walk: " I am weary, O my mother, of thy tender talk. I am weary of the trees a-waving to and fro. Of the steadfast skies above, the running brooks below. All things are the same but I, — only I am dreary, And, mother, of my dreariness behold me very weary. *' Mother, brother, pull the flowers I planted in the spring And smiled to think I should smile more upon their gathering. 78 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY The bees will find out other flowers — oh, pull them, dearest mine. And carry them and carry me before Saint Agnes' shrine." — Whereat they pulled the summer flowers she planted in the spring. And her and them all mournfully to Agnes' shrine did bring. She looked up to the pictured saint and gently shook her head — " The picture is too calm for me — too calm for w^," she said : "The little flowers we brought with us, before it we may lay. For those are used to look at heaven, — but / must turn away, Because no sinner under sun can dare or bear to gaze On God's or angel's holiness, except in Jesu's face." She spoke with passion after pause — "And were it wisely done, If we who cannot gaze above, should walk the earth alone? If we whose virtue is so weak, should have a will so strong, And stand blind on the rocks, to choose the right path from the wrong? 79 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY To choose perhaps a love -lit hearth, in- stead of love and Heaven, — A single rose, for a rose-tree, which beareth seven times seven? A rose that droppeth from the hand, that fadeth in the breast, — Until, in grieving- for the worst, we learn what is the best!" Then breaking into tears, — " Dear God," she cried, "and must we see All blissful things depart from us, or ere we go to Thee? We cannot guess Thee in the wood, or hear Thee in the wind ? Our cedars must fall round us, ere we see the light behind? Ay sooth, we feel too strong in weal, to need Thee on that road. But woe being come, the soul is dumb that crieth not on 'God'." Her mother could not speak for tears; she ever mused thus, '* The bees will find out other flowers, — but what is left for wj-?" But her 5'oung brother stayed his sobs and knelt beside her knee, — "Thou sweetest sister in the world, hast never a word for me?" 80 LAV OF THE BROWN ROSARY She passed her hand across his face, she pressed it on his cheek, So tenderly, so tenderly — she needed not to speak. The wreath which lay on shrine that day, at vespers bloomed no more. The woman fair who placed it there, had died an hour before. Both perished mute, for lack of root, earth's nourishment to reach. O reader, breathe (the ballad saith) some sweetness out of each ! 8i Lady Geraldine's Courtship J^ J^ A Romance of the Age A poet writes to his Frie^id. Place — A Room in Wycombe Hall. Time — Late in the evening: Dear my friend and fellow -student, I would lean my spirit o'er you. Down the purple of this chamber, tears should scarcely run at will. I am humbled who was humble. Friend, — I bow my head before you. You should lead me to my peasants, — but their faces are too still. There 's a lady — an earl's daughter, — she is proud and she is noble. And she treads the crimson carpet, and she breathes the perfumed air, And a kingly blood sends glances up her princely eye to trouble, And the shadow of a monarch's crown is softened in her hair. 82 LAD Y GERALDINE'S CO UR TSHIP She has halls among the woodlands, she has castles by the breakers, She has farms and she has manors, she can threaten and command, And the palpitating engines snort in steam across her acres, As they mark upon the blasted heaven the measure of the land. There are none of England's daughters who can show a prouder presence. Upon princely suitors' praying, she has looked in her disdain. She was sprung of English nobles, I was born of English peasants; What was / that I should love her — save for competence to pain? I was only a poor poet, made for singing at her casement, As the finches or the thrushes, while she thought of other things. Oh, she walked so high above me, she appeared to my abasement. In her lovely silken murmur, like an angel clad in wings ! 83 LADYGERALDINE'S COURTSHIP Many vassals bow before her as her car- riage sweeps their doorways ; She has blest their little children, — as a priest or queen were she. Far too tender, or too cruel far, her smile upon the poor was, For I thought it was the same smile which she used to smile on me. She has voters in the commons, she has lovers in the palace ; And of all the fair court-ladies, few have jewels half as fine. Oft the prince has named her beauty 'twixt the red wine and the chalice. Oh, and what was / to love her? my beloved, my Geraldine! Yet I could not choose out love her. I was born to poet-uses. To love all things set above me, all of good and all of fair. Nymphs of mountain, not of valley, we are wont to call the Muses ; And in nympholeptic climbing, poets pass from mount to star. 84 LADYGERALDINE'S COURTSHIP And because I was a poet, and because the public praised me, With a critical deduction for the modern writer's fault, I could sit at rich men's tables, — though the courtesies that raised me, Still suggested clear between us the pale spectrum of the salt. And they praised me in her presence ; — ' ' Will your book appear this summer? " Then returning to each other — "Yes, our plans are for the moors." Then with whisper dropped behind me — "There he is! the latest comer! Oh, she only likes his verses! what is over, she endures. ** Quite low-born ! self-educated! somewhat gifted though by nature, — And we make a point of asking him, — o*"" being xQvy kind. You may speak, he does not hear you i and besides, he writes no satire, — All these serpents kept by charmers, leave the natural sting behind." 85 LAD V GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP I grew scornfuller, grew colder, as I stood up there among them, Till as frost intense will burn you, the cold scorning scorched my brow, — When a sudden silver speaking, gravely cadenced, over-rung them. And a sudden silken stirring touched my inner nature through. I looked upward and beheld her. With a calm and regnant spirit. Slowly round she swept her eyelids, and said clear before them all — "Have you such superfluous honour, sir, that able to confer it You will come down. Mister Bertram, as my guest to Wycombe Hall?" Here she paused, — she had been paler at the first word of her speaking, But because a silence followed it, blushed somewhat, as for shame. Then, as scorning her own feeling, re- sumed calmly—" I am seeking More distinction than these gentlemen think worthy of my claim. 86 LADV GERA LD INK'S CO UR TSHIP " Ne'ertheless, you see, I seek it — not be- cause I am a woman," (Here her smile sprang like a fountain, and, so, overflowed her mouth) " But because my woods in Sussex have some purple shades at gloaming Which are worthy of a king in state, or poet in his youth. " I invite you. Mister Bertram, to no scene for worldly speeches — Sir, I scarce should dare — but only where God asked the thrushes first — And xi you will sing beside them, in the covert of my beeches, I will thank you for the woodlands, ... for the human world, at worst." Then she smiled around right childly, then she gazed around right queenly, And I bowed — I could not answer; alter- nated light and gloom — While as one who quells the lions, with a steady eye serenely, She, with level fronting eyelids, passed out stately from the room. 87 G LADY GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP Oh, the blessed woods of Sussex, I can hear them still around me. With their leafy tide of greenery still rippling up the wind. Oh, the cursed woods of Sussex ! where the hunter's arrow found me, When a fair face and a tender voice had made me mxad and blind ! In that ancient hall of Wycombe, thronged the numerous guests invited. And the lovely London ladies trod the floors with gliding feet; And their voices low with fashion, not with feeling, softly freighted All the air about the windows, with elastic laughters sweet. For at eve, the open windows flung their light out on the terrace, Which the floating orbs of curtains did with gradual shadow sweep. While the swans upon the river, fed at morning by the heiress. Trembled downward through their snowy wings at music in their sleep. LADYGERALDINE'S COURTSHIP And there evermore was music, both of Instrument and singing, Till the finches of the shrubberies grew restless in the dark ; But the cedars stood up motionless, each in a moonlight ringing, And the deer, half in the glimmer, strewed the hollows of the park. And though sometimes she would bind me with her silver-corded speeches To commix my words and laughter with the converse and the jest, Oft I sate apart, and gazing on the river through the beeches. Heard, as pure the swans swam down it, her pure voice o'erfloat the rest. In the miorning, horn of huntsman, hoof of steed, and laugh of rider, Spread out cheery from the courtyard till we lost them in the hills. While herself and other ladies, and her suitors left beside her, Went a-wandering up the gardens through the laurels and abeles. LADYGERALDINE'S COURTSHIP Thus, her foot upon the new-mown grass, bareheaded, with the flowing Of the virginal white vesture gathered closely to her throat, — And the golden ringlets in her neck just quickened by her going, And appearing to breathe sun for air, and doubting if to float, — With a bunch of dewy maple, which her right hand held above her. And which trembled a green shadow in betwixt her and the skies. As she turned her face in going, thus, she drew me on to love her. And to worship the divineness of the smile hid in her eyes. For her eyes alone smile constantly: her lips have serious sweetness, And her front is calm — the dimple rarely ripples on the cheek; But her deep blue eyes smile constantly, as if they in discreetness Kept the secret of a happy dream she did not care to speak. 90 LADYGERALDINE'S COURTSHIP Thus she drew me the first morning, out across into the garden, And I walked among her noble friends and could not keep behind. Spake she unto all and unto me — "Be- hold, I am the warden Of the song-birds in these lindens, which are cages to their mind. " But within this swarded circle, into which the lime-walk brings us. Whence the beeches, rounded greenly, stand away in reverent fear, I will let no music enter, saving what the fountain sings us. Which the lilies round the basin may seem pure enough to hear. "The live air that waves the lilies waves the slender jet of water Like a holy thought sent feebly up from soul of fasting saint. Whereby lies a marble Silence, sleeping! (Lough the sculptor wrought her) So asleep she is forgetting to say Hush ! — a fancy quaint. 91 LADYGERALDINKS COURTSHIP "Mark how heavy white her eyelids! not a dream between them lingers. And the left hand's index droppeth from the lips upon the cheek; While the right hand,— with the symbol rose held slack within the fingers, — Has fallen backward in the basin — yet this Silence will not speak! "That the essential meaning growing may exceed the special symbol, Is the thought as I conceive it : it applies more high and low. Our true noblemen will often through right nobleness grow humble. And assert an inward honour by denying outward show." "Nay, your Silence," said I, "truly, holds her symbol rose but slackly, Yet she holds it — or would scarcely be a Silence to our ken. And your nobles wear their ermine on the outside, or walk blackly In the presence of the social law as mere ignoble men. 92 LAD V GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP "Let the poets dream such dreaming-! madam, in these British islands, 'T is the substance that wanes ever, 't is the symbol that exceeds. Soon we shall have nought but symbol ! and, for statues like this Silence, Shall accept the rose's image — in another case, the weeds." "Not so quickly," she retorted, — "I con- fess, where'er you go, you Find for things, names — shows for actions, and pure gold for honour clear. But when all is run to symbol in the Social, I will throw you The world's book which now reads drily, and sit down with Silence here." Half in playfulness she spoke, I thought, and half in indignation ; Friends who listened, laughed her words off, while her lovers deemed her fair. A fair woman, flushed with feeling, in her noble-lighted station Near the statue's white reposing — and both bathed in sunny air! — 93 LADYGERALDINE'S COURTSHIP With the trees round, not so distant but you heard their vernal murmur, And beheld in light and shadow the leaves in and outward move. And the little fountain leaping toward the sun-heart to be warmer, Then recoiling in a tremble from the too much light above. 'Tis a picture for remembrance. And thus, morning after morning. Did I follow as she drew me by the spirit to her feet. Why her greyhound followed also ! dogs — we both were dogs for scorning — To be sent back when she pleased it and her path lay through the wheat. And thus, morning after morning, spite of vows and spite of sorrow. Did I follow at her drawing, while the week-days passed along. Just to feed the swans this noontide, or to see the fawns to-morrow. Or to teach the hill-side echo some sweet Tuscan in a song. 94 LADYGERALDINE'S COURTSHIP Ay, for sometimes on the hill-side, while we sate down in the gowans, With the forest green behind us, and its shadow cast before, And the river running under, and across it from the rowans A brown partridge whirring near us, till we felt the air it bore, — There, obedient to her praying; did I read aloud the poems Made to Tuscan flutes, or instruments more various of our own ; Read the pastoral parts of Spenser — or the subtle interflowings Found in Petrarch's sonnets — here 's the book — the leaf is folded down ! — Or at times a modern volume, — Words- worth's solemn-thoughted idyl, Hewitt's ballad-verse, or Tennyson's en- chanted reverie, — Or from Browning some " Pomegranate", which, if cut deep down the middle, Shows a heart within blood-tinctured, of a veined humanity. 95 LAD V GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP Or at times I read there, hoarsely, some new poem of my making. Poets ever fail in reading- their own verses to their worth, — For the echo in you breaks upon the words which you are speaking. And the chariot-wheels jar in the gate through which you drive them forth. After, when we were grown tired of books, the silence round us flinging A slow arm of sweet compression, felt with beatings at the breast. She would break out, on a sudden, in a gush of woodland singing, Like a child's emotion in a god — a naiad tired of rest. Oh, to see or hear her singing ! scarce I know which is divinest — For her looks sing too— she modulates her gestures on the tune ; And her mouth stirs with the song, like song; and when the notes are finest, Tis the eyes that shoot out vocal light and seem to swell them on. 96 LADV GERALDINKS COURTSHIP Then we talked — oh, how we talked! her voice, so cadenced in the talking. Made another singing — of the soul I a music without bars. While the leafy sounds of woodlands, hum- ming round where we were walking, Brought interposition worthy -sweet, — as skies about the stars. And she spake such good thoughts natural, as if she always thought them ; She had sympathies so rapid, open, free as bird on branch, Just as ready to fly east as west, which- ever way besought them, In the birchen-wood a chirrup, or a cock- crow in the grange. In her utmost lightness there is truth — and often she speaks lightly. Has a grace in being gay, which even mournful souls approve, For the root of some grave earnest thought is understruck so rightly As to justify the foliage and the waving flowers above. 97 LAD V GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP And she talked on — 7ve talked, rather! upon all things, substance, shadow, Of the sheep that browsed the grasses, of the reapers in the corn. Of the little children from the schools, seen winding through the meadow — Of the poor rich world beyond them, still kept poorer by its scorn. So, of men, and so, of letters — books are men of higher stature, And the only men that speak aloud for future times to hear; So, of mankind in the abstract, which grows slowly into nature, Yet will lift the cry of "progress", as it trod from sphere to sphere. i\nd her custom was to praise me when I said, — "The Age culls simples. With a broad clown's back turned broadly to the glory of the stars. We are gods by our own reck'ning, and may well shut up the temples. And wield on, amid the incense- steam, the thunder of our cars. 98 LADV GERALDINE'S CO URTSHIP "For we throw out acclamations of self- thanking, self-admiring, With, at every mile run faster, — ' O the wondrous wondrous age,' Little thinking if we work our souls as nobly as our iron, Or if angels will commend us at the goal of pilgrimage. "Why, what is this patient entrance into nature's deep resources, But the child's most gradual learning to walk upright without bane? When we drive out, from the cloud of steam, majestical white horses, Are we greater than the first men who led black ones by the mane? "If we trod the deeps of ocean, if we struck the stars in rising. If we wrapped the globe intensely with one hot electric breath, 'Twere but power within our tether, no new spirit-power comprising, And in life we were not greater men, nor bolder men in death." 99 LADY GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP She was patient with my talking-; and I loved her, loved her certes, As I loved all heavenly objects, with up- lifted eyes and hands ! hs I loved pure inspirations, loved the graces, loved the virtues, In a Love content with writing his own name on desert sands. Or at least I thought so, purely! — thought no idiot Hope was raising Any crown to crown Love's silence — silent Love that sate alone. Out, alas! the stag is like me — he, that tries to go on grazing With the great deep gun -wound in his neck, then reels with sudden moan. It was thus I reeled. I told you that her hand had many suitors ; But she smiles them down imperially, as Venus did the waves, And with such a gracious coldness, that they cannot press their futures On the present of her courtesy, which yieldingly enslaves. LADY GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP And this morning, as I sat alone within the inner chamber, With the great saloon beyond it, lost in pleasant thought serene. For I had been reading Camoens — that poem you remember, Which his lady's eyes are praised in, as the sweetest ever seen. And the book lay open, and my thought flew from it, taking from it A vibration and impulsion to an end be- yond its own. As the branch of a green osier, when a child would overcome it, Springs up freely from his clasping and goes swinging in the sun. xA.s I mused I heard a murmur, — it grew deep as it grew longer — Speakers using earnest language— ' ' Lady Geraldine, you wouldV And I heard a voice that pleaded ever on, in accents stronger As a sense of reason gave it power to make its rhetoric good. lOl LAD V GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP Well I knew that voice — it was an earl's, of soul that matched his station, Soul completed into lordship — might and right read on his brow; Very finely courteous — far too proud to doubt his domination Of the common people, he atones for grandeur by a bow. High straight forehead, nose of eagle, cold blue eyes, of less expression Than resistance, coldly casting off the looks of other men, As steel, arrows, — unelastic lips, which seem to taste possession, And be cautious lest the common air should injure or distrain. For the rest, accomplished, upright, — ay, and standing by his order With a bearing not ungraceful ; fond of art and letters too ; Just a good man made a proud man, — as the sandy rocks that border A wild coast, by circumstances, in a reg- nant ebb and flow. LAD Y GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP Thus, I knew that voice— I heard it, and I could not help the harkening. In the room I stood up blindly, and my burning heart within Seemed to seethe and fuse my senses, till they ran on all sides darkening, And scorched, weighed, like melted metal round my feet that stood therein. And that voice, I heard it pleading, for love's sake, for wealth, position. For the sake of liberal uses, and great actions to be done — And she interrupted gently, "Nay, my lord, the old tradition Of your Normans, by some worthier hand than mine is, should be won." " Ah, that white hand !" he said quickly, — and in his he either drew it Or attempted — for with gravity and in- stance she replied, " Nay, indeed, my lord, this talk is vain, and we had best eschew it, And pass on, like friends, to other points less easy to decide." 103 H LAD Y GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP What he said again, I know not. It is likely that his trouble Worked his pride up to the surface, for she answered in slow scorn, "And your lordship judges rightly. Whom I marry% shall be noble, Ay, and wealthy. I shall never blush to think how he was born." There, I maddened! her words stung me. Life swept through me into fever. And my soul sprang up astonished, sprang, full-statured in an hour. Know you what it is when anguish, with apocalyptic never. To a Pythian height dilates you, — and despair sublimes to power? From my brain, the soul-wings budded, — waved a flame about my body, Whence conventions coiled to ashes. I felt self-drawn out, as man. From amalgamate false natures, and I saw the skies grow ruddy With the deepening feet of angels, and I knew what spirits can. 104 LAD Y GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP I was mad — Inspired — say either ! (anguish worketh Inspiration) Was a man, or beast — perhaps so, for the tiger roars, when speared ; xA.nd I walked on, step by step, along the level of my passion — Oh my soul ! and passed the doorway to her face, and never feared. He had left her, peradventure, when my footstep proved my coming — But for her—sh^ half arose, then sate — grew scarlet and grew pale. Oh, she trembled ! — 't Is so always with a worldly man or woman In the presence of true spirits — what else can they do but quail? Oh, she fluttered like a tame bird, in among its forest-brothers Far too strong for It; then drooping, bowed her face upon her hands — And I spake out wildly, fiercely, brutal truths of her and others. /, she planted In the desert, swathed her, windlike, with my sands. 105 LADYGERALDINE'S COURTSHIP I plucked up her social fictions, bloody- rooted though leaf-verdant, — Trod them down with words of shaming, — all the purple and the gold, All the "landed stakes" and lordships, all, that spirits pure and ardent Are cast out of love and honour because chancing not to hold. "For myself I do not argue," said I, "though I love you, madam, But for better souls that nearer to the height of yours have trod. And this age shows, to my thinking, still more Infidels to Adam, Than directly, by profession, simple infidels to God. "Yet, O God," I said, "O grave," I said, ' ' O mother's heart and bosom. With whom first and last are equal, saint and corpse and little child ! We are fools to your deductions, in these figments of heart-closing. W^e are traitors to your causes, in these sympathies defiled. io6 LADY GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP " Learn more reverence, madam, not for rank or wealth — that needs no learning, That comes quickly, quick as sin does, ay, and culminates to sin ; But for Adam's seed, man ! Trust me, 't is a clay above your scorning. With God's image stamped upon it, and God's kindling breath within. "What right have you, madam, gazing in your palace mirror daily, Getting so by heart your beauty which all others must adore, While you draw the golden ringlets down your fingers, to vow gaily You will wed no man that 's only good to God, and nothing more? "Why, what right have you, made fair by that same God — the sweetest woman Of all women He has fashioned — with your lovely spirit-face, Which would seem too near to vanish if its smile were not so human. And your voice of holy sweetness, turning common words to grace, 107 LA D Y GERA LDINE' S CO UR TSHIP "What right can you have, God's other works to scorn, despise, revile them In the gross, as mere men, broadly^ — not as noble men, forsooth, — As mere Pariahs of the outer world, for- bidden to assoil them In the hope of living, dying, near that sweetness of your mouth? "Have you any answer, madam? If my spirit were less earthly. If its instrument were gifted with a better silver string, I would kneel down where I stand, and say — Behold me ! I am worthy Of thy loving, for I love thee! I am worthy as a king. "As it is — your ermined pride, I swear, shall feel this stain upon her. That /, poor, weak, tost with passion, scorned by me and you again. Love you, madam — dare to love you — to my grief and your dishonour, To my endless desolation, and your im- potent disdain !" io8 LADY GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP More mad words like these— mere madness! friend, I need not write them fuller, For I hear my hot soul dropping on the lines in showers of tears. Oh, a woman ! friend, a woman ! why, a beast had scarce been duller Than roar bestial loud complaints against the shining of the spheres. But at last there came a pause. I stood all vibrating with thunder Which my soul had used. The silence drew her face up like a call. Could you guess what word she uttered? She looked up, as If In wonder. With tears beaded on her lashes, and said "Bertram!" it was all. If she had cursed me, and she might have — or if even, with queenly bearing Which at need is used by women, she had risen up and said, *'Sir, you are my guest, and therefore I have given you a full hearing, Now, beseech you, choose a name exact- ing somewhat less, instead," 109 LADYGERALDINE'S COURTSHIP I had borne it ! — but that " Bertram" — why it lies there on the paper A mere word, without her accent, — and you cannot judge the weight Of the calm which crushed my passion. I seemed drowning in a vapour, — And her gentleness destroyed me whom her scorn made desolate. So, struck backward and exhausted by that inward flow of passion Which had rushed on, sparing nothing, into forms of abstract truth, By a logic agonising through unseemly demonstration. And by youth's own anguish turning grimly grey the hairs of youth, — By the sense accursed and instant, that if even I spake wisely I spake basely — using truth, if what I spake, indeed was true. To avenge wrong on a woman — her, who sate there weighing nicely A poor manhood's worth, found guilty of such deeds as I could do ! — LAD V GERALDINE'S CO URTSHIP By such wrong and woe exhausted — what I suiYered and occasioned, — As a wild horse through a city runs with lightning in his eyes, And then dashing at a church's cold and passive wall, impassioned, Strikes the death into his burning brain, and blindly drops and dies — So I fell, struck down before her ! do you blame me, friend, for weakness? 'T was my strength of passion slew me ! — fell before her like a stone. Fast the dreadful world rolled from me, on its roaring wheels of blackness — When the light came, I was lying in this chamber, and alone. Oh, of course, she charged her lacqueys to bear out the sickly burden, And to cast it from her scornful sight — but not beyond the gate ; She is too kind to be cruel, and too haughty not to pardon Such a man as I — 't were something to be level to her hate. LAD Y GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP But for me — you now are conscious why, my friend, I write this letter, How my life is read all backward, and the charm of life undone. I shall leave her house at dawn; I would to-night, if I were better — And I charg-e my soul to hold my body strengthened for the sun. When the sun has dyed the oriel, I depart, with no last g-azes. No weak moanings, (one word only, left in writing for her hands,) Out of reach of all derision, and some unavailing praises. To make front against this anguish in the far and foreign lands. Blame me not. I would not squander life in grief— I am abstemious. I but nurse my spirit's falcon, that its wing may soar again. There 's no roOxTi for tears of weakness in the blind eyes of a Phemius ! Into work the poet kneads them, — and he does not die //// then. LADY GERALDINE'S CO URTSHIP Conclusion Bertram finished the last pages, while along the silence ever Still in hot and heavy splashes, fell the tears on every leaf. Having ended he leans backward in his chair, with lips that quiver From the deep unspoken, ay, and deep unwritten thoughts of grief. Soh! how still the lady standeth! 'tis a dream — a dream of mercies ! 'Twixt the purple lattice-curtains, how she standeth still and pale ! 'Tis a vision, sure, of mercies, sent to soften his self-curses — Sent to sweep a patient quiet o'er the tossing of his wail. ** Eyes," he said, " now throbbing through me! are ye eyes that did undo me? Shining eyes, like antique jewels set in Parian statue-stone ! Underneath that calm white forehead, are ye ever burning torrid O'er the desolate sand-desert of my heart and life undone?" 113 LADY GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP With a murmurous stir uncertain, in the air, the purple curtain Swelleth in and swelleth out around her motionless pale brows. While the gliding of the river sends a rippling noise for ever Through the open casement whitened by the moonlight's slant repose. Said he — "Vision of a lady! stand there silent, stand there steady! Now I see it plainly, plainly; now I cannot hope or doubt — There, the brows of mild repression — there, the lips of silent passion, Curved like an archer's bow to send the bitter arrows out." Ever, evermore the while in a slow silence she kept smiling, And approached him slowly, slowly, in a gliding measured pace ; With her two white hands extended, as if praying one offended. And a look of supplication, gazing earnest in his face. 114 LA D Y GERA LDIXE'S CO UR TSHIP Said he — "Wake me by no gesture, — sound of breath, or stir of vesture ! Let the blessed apparition melt not yet to its divine ! No approaching — hush, no breathing ! or my heart must swoon to death in The too utter life thou bringest — O thou dream of Geraldine ! " Ever, evermore the while in a slovv^ silence she kept smiling — But the tears ran over lightly from her eyes, and tenderly. "Dost thou, Bertram, truly love me? Is no woman far above me Found more worthy of thy poet-heart than such a one as /?" Said he — " I would dream so ever, like the flowing of that river. Flowing ever in a shadow greenly onward to the sea! So, thou vision of all sweetness — princely to a full completeness, — Would my heart and life flow onward — deathward — through this dream of thee!" IIS LADY GERALDINE'S COURTSHIP Ever, evermore the while In a slow silence she kept smiling, While the silver tears ran faster' down the blushing of her cheeks; Then with both her hands enfolding both of his, she softly told him, ' ' Bertram, if I say I love thee, ... 't is the vision only speaks." Softened, quickened to adore her, on his knee he fell before her — And she whispered low in triumph, "It shall be as I have sworn ! Very rich he is in virtues, — very noble — noble, certes ; And I shall not blush in knowing that men call him lowly born." ii6 Rhyme of the Duchess May To the belfry, one by one, went the ringers from the sun, Toll slowly. And the oldest ringer said, *' Ours is music for the dead. When the rebecks are all done." Six abeles i' the churchyard grow on the north side in a row, Toll slowly. And the shadows of their tops rock across the little slopes Of the grassy graves below. On the south side and the west, a small river runs in haste, Toll slowly. And between the river flowing and the fair green trees a-growing Do the dead lie at their rest. 117 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA V IV On the east I sate that day, up against a willow grey. To// s/ozi'/y. Through the rain of willow-branches, I could see the low hill-ranges. And the river on its way. There I sate beneath the tree, and the bell tolled solemnly. To// slowly. While the trees' and river's voices flowed between the solemn noises, — Yet death seemed more loud to me. VI There, I read this ancient rhyme, while the bell did all the time Toll slowly. x\nd the solemn knell fell in with the tale of life and sin. Like a rhythmic fate sublime. ii8 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA Y The Rhyme Broad the forests stood (I read) on the hills of Linteged— Toll slowly. And three hundred years had stood mute adown each hoary wood, Like a full heart having prayed. And the little birds sang east, and the little birds sang west, Toll slowly. And but little thought was theirs of the silent antique years, In the building of their nest. Ill Down the sun dropt large and red, on the towers of Linteged, — Toll slowly. Lance and spear upon the height, bristling strange in fiery^ light, While the castle stood in shade. 119 J RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA Y IV There the castle stood up black, with the red sun at its back, — Toll slowly. Like a sullen smouldering pj^re, with a top that flickers fire When the wind is on its track. And five hundred archers tall did besiege the castle wall, Toll slowly. And the castle, seethed in blood, fourteen days and nights had stood, And to-night was near its fall, VI Yet thereunto, blind to doom, three months since, a bride did come, — Toll slowly. One who proudly trod the floors, and softly whispered in the doors, " May good angels bless our home." VII Oh, a bride of queenly eyes, with a front of constancies ! Toll slowly. Oh, a bride of cordial mouth, — where the untired smile of youth Did light outward its own sighs. 1 20 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA Y VIII 'Twas a Duke's fair orphan-girl, and her uncle's ward, the Earl ; Toll slowly. Who betrothed her twelve years old, for the sake of dowry' gold, To his son Lord Leigh, the churl. IX But what time she had made good all her years of womanhood. Toll slowly. Unto both those lords of Leigh, spake she out right sovranly, "My will runneth as my blood. X " And while this same blood makes red this same right hand's veins," she said, — Toll slowly. " 'T is my will as lady free, not to wed a lord of Leigh, But Sir Guy of Linteged." XI The old Earl he smiled smooth, then he sighed for wilful youth, — Toll slowly. " Good my niece, that hand withal looketh somewhat soft and small For so large a will, in sooth." 121 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA Y XII She, too, smiled by that same sign, — but her smile was cold and fine, — Toll slowly. ''Little hand clasps muckle gold, or it were not worth the hold Of thy son, good uncle mine!" XIII Then the young lord jerked his breath, and sware thickly in his teeth, Toll slowly. " He would wed his own betrothed, an she loved him an she loathed, Let the life come or the death." XIV Up she rose with scornful eyes, as her father's child might rise, — Toll slowly. "Thy hound's blood, my lord of Leigh, stains thy knightly heel," quoth she, "And he moans not where he lies. XV " But a woman's will dies hard, in the hall or on the sward ! " — Toll slowly. " By that grave, my lords, which made me orphaned girl and dowered lady, I deny you wife and ward." 122 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA Y XVI Unto each she bowed her head, and swept past with lofty tread. Toll slowly. Ere the midnight-bell had ceased, in the chapel had the priest Blessed her, bride of Linteged. XVII Fast and fain the bridal train along the night-storm rode amain. Toll slowly. Hard the steeds of lord and serf struck their hoofs out on the turf. In the pauses of the rain. XVIII Fast and fain the kinsmen's train along the storm pursued amain — Toll slowly. Steed on steed-track, dashing off — thicken- ing, doubling, hoof on hoof. In the pauses of the rain. XIX And the bridegroom led the flight on his red-roan steed of might, Toll slowly. And the bride lay on his arm, still, as if she feared no harm, Smiling out into the night. 123 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA V XX "Dost thou fear?" he said at last.— "Nay," she answered him in haste, — Toll slowly. "Not such death as we could find — only life with one behind — Ride on fast as fear — ride fast!" XXI Up the mountain wheeled the steed — girth to ground, and fetlocks spread, — Toll slowly. Headlong bounds, and rocking flanks, — down he staggered, down the banks, To the towers of Linteged. High and low the serfs looked out, red the flambeaus tossed about, — Toll slowly. In the courtyard rose the cry — "Live the Duchess and Sir Guy!" But she never heard them shout. XXIII On the steed she dropt her cheek, kissed his mane and kissed his neck, — Toll slowly. " I had happier died by thee, than lived on a Lady Leigh," Were the first words she did speak. 124 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA Y XXIV But a three months' joyaunce lay 'twixt that moment and to-day, Toll slowly. When five hundred archers tall stand beside the castle wall, To recapture Duchess May. XXV And the castle standeth black, with the red sun at its back, — Toll slowly. And a fortnight's siege is done — and, ex- cept the duchess, none Can misdoubt the coming wrack. XXVI Then the captain, young Lord Leigh, with his eyes so grey of blee, Toll slowly. And thin lips that scarcely sheath the cold white gnashing of his teeth, Gnashed in smiling, absently, XXVII Cried aloud, " So goes the day, bridegroom fair of Duchess May!" — Toll slowly. "Look thy last upon that sun! if thou seest to-morrow's one, 'T will be through a foot of clay. 125 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA Y XXVIII " Ha, fair bride! dost hear no sound, save that moaning of the hound?" — Toll slowly. "Thou and I have parted troth, — yet I keep my vengeance-oath, And the other may come round. XXIX "Ha! thy will is brave to dare, and thy new love past compare " — Toll slowly. "Yet thine old love's faulchion brave is as strong a thing to have. As the will of lady fair. XXX " Peck on blindly, netted dove!— If a wife's name ihee behove," Toll slowly. ' • Thou shalt wear the same to-morrow, ere the grave has hid the sorrow Of thy last ill-mated love. XXXI " O'er his fixed and silent mouth, thou and I will call back troth." Toll slowly. " He shall altar be and priest, — and he will not cry at least * I forbid you, I am loth ! ' 126 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA Y XXXII " I will wring thy fingers pale in the gauntlet of my mail." Toll slowly. "'Little hand and muckle gold' close shall lie within my hold, As the sword did, to prevail." XXXIII Oh, the little birds sang east, and the little birds sang west, Toll slowly. Oh, and laughed the Duchess May, and her soul did put away All his boasting, tor a jest. XXXIV In her chamber did she sit, laughing low to think of it, — Toll slowly. "Tower is strong and will is free — thou canst boast, my lord of Leigh, But thou boastest little wit." XXXV In her tire-glass gazed she, and she blushed right womanly. Toll slowly. She blushed half from her disdain — half, her beauty was so plain, — "Oath for oath, my lord of Leigh!" 127 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA V XXXVI Straight she called her maidens in — '* Since ye gave me blame, herein," To// s/o-w/y. "That a bridal such as mine should lack gauds to make it fine, Come and shrive me from that sin. XXXVII "It is three months gone to-day, since I gave mine hand away." To// s/ow/y. " Bring the gold and bring the gem, we will keep bride-state in them, While we keep the foe at bay. XXXVIII "On your arms I loose mine hair! — comb it smooth and crown it fair." To// s/ow/y. " I would look in purple pall from this lattice down the wall, And throw scorn to one that's there!" XXXIX Oh, the little birds sang east, and the little birds sang west. To// s/ow/y. On the tower the castle's lord leant in silence on his sword. With an anguish in his breast. 128 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA Y XL With a spirit -laden weight, did he lean down passionate. Toll slowly. They have almost sapped the wall,— they will enter therewithal, With no knocking at the gate. XLI Then the sword he leant upon, shivered, snapped upon the stone, — Toll slowly. "Sword," he thought, with inward laugh, ' ' ill thou servest for a staff When thy nobler use is done ! XLII " Sword, thy nobler use is done! — tower is lost, and shame begun ! " — Toll slowly. "If we met them in the breach, hilt to hilt or speech to speech. We should die there, each for one. XLIII "If we met them at the wall, we should singly, vainl}- fall," — Toll slowly. " But if/ die here alone, — then I die, who am but one. And die nobly for them all. 129 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA V XLIV "Five true friends lie for my sake in the moat and in the brake," — Toll slowly. "Thirteen warriors lie at rest, with a black wound in the breast, And not one of these will wake. XLV "So no more of this shall be ! — heart-blood weighs too heavily," — Toll slowly. " And I could not sleep in grave, with the faithful and the brave Heaped around and over me. XL VI "Since young Clare a mother hath, and young Ralph a plighted faith," — Toll slowly. " Since my pale young sister's cheeks blush like rose when Ronald speaks, Albeit never a word she saith — XLVII " These shall never die for me — life-blood falls too heavily:" Toll slowly. "And if/ die here apart, — o'er my dead and silent heart They shall pass out safe and free. 130 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA Y XLVIII " When the foe hath heard It said — ' Death holds Guy of Linteged,'" Toll slowly. "That new corse new peace shall bring, and a blessed, blessed thing Shall the stone be at its head. XLIX "Then my friends shall pass out free, and shall bear my memory," — Toll slowly. "Then my foes shall sleek their pride, soothing fair my widowed bride Whose sole sin was love of me. L "With their words all smooth and sweet, They will front her and entreat," Toll slowly. "And their purple pall will spread under- neath her fainting head While her tears drop over it. LI "She will weep her woman's tears, she will pray her woman's prayers," — Toll slowly. " But her heart is young in pain, and her hopes will spring again By the suntime of her years. 131 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA Y LII *'Ah, sweet May! ah, sweetest grief! — once 1 vowed thee my belief," Toll sloiuly. " That thy name expressed thy sweetness, — May of poets, in completeness ! Now my May-day seemeth brief." LIII All these silent thoughts did swim o'er his eyes grown strange and dim, — Toll slowly. Till his true men in the place, wished they stood there face to face With the foe instead of him. LIV "One last oath, my friends that wear faithful hearts to do and dare!" — Toll slowly. "Tower must fall, and bride be lost! — swear me service worth the cost!" — Bold they stood around to swear. "Each man clasp my hand and swear, by the deed we failed in there," Toll slowly. " Not for vengeance, not for right, will ye strike one blow to-night!" — Pale they stood around to swear. 132 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA Y LVI "One last boon, young Ralph and Clare! faithful hearts to do and dare!" — Toll slowly. " Bring that steed up from his stall, which she kissed before you all ! Guide him up the turret-stair. LVII "Ye shall harness him aright, and lead upward to this height." Toll slowly. "Once in love and twice in war, hath he borne me strong and far. He shall bear me far to-night." LVI 1 1 Then his men looked to and fro, when they heard him speaking so. Toll slowly . — " 'Las! the noble heart," they thought, — " he in sooth is grief-distraught. Would, we stood here with the foe ! " LIX But a fire flashed from his eye, 'twixt their thought and their reply, — Toll slowly. "Have ye so much time to waste? We who ride here, must ride fast, As we wish our foes to fly." 133 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA V LX They have fetched the steed with care, in the harness he did wear, Toll sloTi'ly. Past the court, and through the doors, across the rushes of the floors, But they goad him up the stair. LXI Then from out her bower chambere, did the Duchess May repair. Toll slowly. "Tell me now what is your need," said the lady, " of this steed, That ye goad him up the stair?" LXII Calm she stood; unbodkined through, fell her dark hair to her shoe, — Toll slowly. And the smile upon her face, ere she left the tiring-glass, Had not time enough to go. "Get thee back, sweet Duchess May! hope is gone like yesterday," — Toll slowly. " One half-hour completes the breach; and thy lord grows wild of speech ! Get thee in, sweet lady, and pray. 134 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA V LXIV " In the east tower, high'st of all, loud he cries for steed from stall." To/l slowly. '* He would ride as far, quoth he, as for love and victory, Though he rides the castle-wall. LXV "And we fetch the steed from stall, up where never a hoof did fall." — Toll slowly. Wifely prayer meets deathly need! may the sweet Heavens hear thee plead If he rides the castle-wall." LX\1 Low she dropt her head, and lower, till her hair coiled on the floor,— Toll slowly. And tear after tear you heard fall distinct as any word Which you might be listening for. LXVII "Get thee in, thou soft ladye!— here, is never a place for thee!" — Toll slowly. " Braid thine hair and clasp thy gown, that thy beauty in its moan May find grace with Leigh of Leigh." ^35 K RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA Y LXVIII She stood up in bitter case, with a pale yet steady face, Toll slowly. Like a statue thunderstruck, which, though quivering, seems to look Right against the thunder-place. LXIX And her foot trod in, with pride, her own tears i' the stone beside. — Toll sloivly. "Go to, faithful friends, go to! — judge no more what ladies do, — No, nor how their lords may ride!" LXX Then the good steed's rein she took, and his neck did kiss and stroke: Toll slowly. Soft he neighed to answer her, and then followed up the stair, For the love of her sweet look. LXXI Oh, and steeply, steeply wound up the narrow stair around ! Toll slowly. Oh, and closely, closely speeding, step by step beside her treading, Did he follow, meek as hound. 136 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA Y LXXII On the east tower, hig-h'st of all, — there, where never a hoof did fall, — Toll slowly. Out they swept, a vision steady, — noble steed and lovely lady, Calm as if in bower or stall. LXXIII Down she knelt at her lord's knee, and she looked up silently, — Toll slowly. And he kissed her twice and thrice, for that look within her eyes Which he could not bear to see. Quoth he, " Get thee from this strife, — and the sweet saints bless thy life!" — Toll slowly. "In this hour, I stand in need of my noble red-roan steed, But no more of my noble wife." LXXV Quoth she, "Meekly have I done all thy biddings under sun;" Toll slowly. " But by all my womanhood, which is proved so, true and good, I will never do this one. 137 RHYME OF THE DUCHESS MA Y LXXVI " Now by womanhood's degree, and by wifehood's verity," Toll slo2vly. " In this hour if thou hast need of thy noble red-roan steed. Thou hast also need of 77ie. LXXVII "By this golden ring ye see on this lifted hand pardie," Toll slowly. "If, this hour, on castle-wall, can be room for steed from stall, Shall be also room for vie. LXXVIII "So the sweet saints with me be," (did she utter solemnly) Toll slowly. " If a man, this eventide, on this castle- wall will ride, He shall ride the same with w