'HER: '.s.. JBRAW, THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA PRESENTED BY PROF. CHARLES A. KOFOID AND MRS. PRUDENCE W. KOFOID THOMAS FULLER. R. T. S. LIBRARY ILLUSTRATED THE WIT AND WISDOM OF THOMAS FULLEB WITH A BEIEF BIOGRAPHY THE RELIGIOUS TKACT SOCIETY 56, PATERNOSTER Row ; 65, ST. PAUL'S CHURCHYARD ; AND 164, PICCADILLY. 1886. CONTENTS. I'AGE BRIEF BIOGRAPHY OF THOMAS FULLER ... 7 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES ... ... 35 Personal Meditations ... ... ... 37 Scripture Observations ... ... 51 Historical Applications ... ,.. ... 62 Mixed Contemplations ... ... 73 GOOD THOUGHTS IN WORSE TIMES ... ... 84 Personal Meditations. .. ... ... . 84 Scripture Observations ... ... ... 96 Meditations on all Kinds of Prayers ... 106 Occasional Meditations ... ... ... 118 THE HOLY STATE AND THE PROFANE STATE 129 The Good Parent 131 The Good Child 133 The Good Master 135 The Good Servant ... ... ... 138 The Faithful Minister ... ... ... 140 Of Self-Praising 147 Of Company ... ... ... .,. 149 Of Apparel ... ... ... ... 152 Of Anger ... ... ... ... 154 Of Contentment 156 M313968 6 CONTENTS. PAGE Of Time-Serving' ... ... ... 160 The Witch of Endor ... ... ... 163 The Atheist ... ... ... ... 167 The Heretic ... ... ... 171 MISCELLANEOUS EXTKACTS ... ... ... 175 Primitive Monks ... ... ... 177 Miracles at the Tomb of St. Chad and Thomas aBecket 179 Gustavus Adolphus on the Jesuits ... 180 The Fatal Vespers at Blackfriars ... ... 180 All the Martyrs not alike Cheerful ... 181 WicklifiVs Ashes burned and drowned ... 182 Christian Perfection ... ... ... 183 Grace to be held fast in the Midst of Tem- poral Losses ... ... ... 184 The Kesurrection ... ... ... 185 God slow to Anger and of Great Patience ... 186 Poor Professors preserved by God's Providence 186 A Pleasant Story of King Henry VIII. ... 187 The Only Cure for Old Age ... ... 188 General Promises of Special Grace ... 189 Forgotten Martyrs ... ... ... 189 Martyrs .,. ... ,,, ... 189 Hope ... ... ..< . ... 189 BRIEF BIOGEAPHY OF THOMAS FULLER. 1 NEXT to Shakespeare,' writes Coleridge, ' I am not certain whether Thomas Fuller, beyond all other writers, does not excite in me the sense and emotion of the marvellous ; the degree in which any given faculty or combination of faculties is possessed and manifested, so far surpassing what one would have thought possible in a single mind, as to give one's admiration the flavour and quality of wonder ! Wit was the stuff and substance of Fuller's intellect. It was the element, the earthen base, the material which he worked in; and this very circumstance has de- frauded him of his due praise for the practical wisdom of the thoughts, for the beauty and variety of the truths, into which he shaped the stuff. Fuller was incomparably the most sensible, the least prejudiced, great *man of an age that boasted a galaxy of great men. He is a very voluminous writer ; and yet, in all his numerous volumes on so many different sub- jects, it is scarcely too much to say, that you will hardly find a page in which some one sentence out of every three does not deserve to be quoted for itself as motto or as maxim.' 8 BRIEF BIOGRAPHY OF Though Thomas Fuller was by no means a recluse student, and though he lived in one of the most eventful periods of our history, yet the recorded facts of his history are neither numerous nor important, and for the greater part of them the modern reader is indebted to Fuller's own works. He was born in the year 1608, at Aldwinkle, in which village his father, a man of considerable learn- ing, was rector. In his own quaint style he thus speaks of his birthplace. l God in his providence fixed my nativity in a remarkable place. I was born at Aldwinkle, in Northamptonshire, where my father was the painful (painstaking) preacher of St. Peter's. This village was distanced one good mile west from Achurch, where Mr. Brown, founder of the Brownists, did dwell, whom, out of curiosity, when a youth I often visited. It was likewise a mile east from Lavender, where Francis Tresham, so active in the Gunpowder Treason, had a large demesne and ancient habitation. My nativity may remind me of modera- tion, whose cradle was rocked between two rocks. Now, seeing that I was never such a churl as to desire to eat my morsel alone, let such who like my prayer join with me herein God grant we may hit the golden mean, and endeavour to avoid all ex- tremes ; the fanatic Anabaptist on one side, the fiery zeal of the Jesuit on 'the other, that so we may be true Protestants, or, which is a far betterjiame, real Christians in deed.' 1 1 Aldwinkle was likewise the birthplace of Dryden : and Dr. Haweis, one of the founders of the London Mission- ary Society, was incumbent of the parish. THOMAS FULLER. 9 At the early age of twelve, having attended a vil- lage school for four years, he was sent to Cambridge, and entered at Queen's College. Dr. Davenant, after- wards Bishop of Salisbury, his maternal uncle, was the master, and his cousin, Edward Davenant, one of the tutors. He took his degree of B.A. in 1624-5, and M.A. in 1628. His relatives used all their influence, which was considerable, to secure his preferment, and he speedily became Perpetual Curate of St. Bevis, Fellow of Sidney Sussex College, and Prebendary of Salisbury. Whilst incumbent of St. Bevis he de- livered a course of lectures on the Book of Kuth, which he subsequently printed. In the year 1631, he published his first book. It was a poem, with the quaint alliterative title of David's Hainous Sin, Ileartie Repentance, and Heavy Punishment. It is now quite forgotten, as, indeed, it deserves to be. Fuller did not possess the poetic ' gift and faculty divine.' In 1634, he preached, and subsequently printed, a sermon on The Doctrine of Assurance. It affords an admirable illustration of the calmness, moderation, and scriptural soundness of his views. Fanatical ex- travagance on one side, and ritualistic, Eomanizing tendencies on the other, had brought this doctrine in discredit. The one party spoke of assurance as essen- tial to salvation, and as conferred by a special Divine illumination ; the other rejected it altogether as mere enthusiasm. Steering between these two extremes, Fuller lays it down as the plain teaching of his text (2 Pet. i. 10), that assurance may be attained in this life without any miraculous revelation. But he strenuously insists that it can never be enjoyed by 10 BRIEF BIOGRAPHY OF those who make their Christian profession a life of worldly conformity or luxurious ease. * The grace of assurance,' he says, * is not attainable with ease and idleness. Christianity is a laborious profession.' Whilst he urges all his hearers to strive after its attainment and enjoyment, he is careful to show that true saving faith may be possessed without it. The two things are separable from one another. * I say, separable, to manifest my dissenting from such worthy divines, who make this assurance to be the very being, essence, life, soul, and formality of faith itself. Whence these two opinions, as false as dan- gerous, must of necessity be inferred, first, that every one who hath true faith and is eternally to be saved hath always some measure of this assurance ; secondly, that such who are devoid of this assurance, are like- wise deprived of all sincere faith for the present. But God forbid any preacher should deliver doctrines so destructive to Christian comfort on the one side and advantageous to spiritual pride on the other. Such will prove carnificince, the racks and tortures of tender consciences. And as the careless mother killed her little child, for she overlaid it, so the weight of this heavy doctrine would press many poor but pious souls, many faint but feeble infant-faiths to the pit of despair ; exacting and extorting from them more than God requires, that every faith should have assurance with it, or else be ineffectual to salvation.' Following the scholastic method then so popular, he proposed his argument in the form of a syllogism. The Major * He that truly repenteth himself of his sins, and relieth with a true faith upon Christ, is THOMAS FULLER. 11 surely called, and by consequence elected before all eternity to be a vessel of honour.' The Minor 'But I truly repent myself of my sins, and rely with a true faith on God in Christ.' The Conclusion 5 Therefore I am truly called and elected,' etc. He shows that in order to attain this assurance we must have, first, the testimony of a good conscience to the reality of our repentance and the sincerity of our faith ; and secondly, the witness of the Holy Spirit (Bom. viii. 16). In meeting some of the objections which were urged against this doctrine, he uses the following striking and characteristic illustration : l Now we must with sorrow confess that this doctrine of the Spirit dwelling in the hearts of God's servants, is much discounte- nanced of late, and the devil thereupon hath im- proved his own interest. To speak plainly, it is not the fierceness of the lion, nor the fraud of the fox, but the mimicalness of the ape, which, in our age, hath discredited the undoubted truth. But what if the apes in India, finding a glow-worm, mistook it to be true fire, and heaping much combustible matter about it, hoped by their blowing of it, thence to kindle a flame ; I say, what if that laughter-causing animal, that mirth-making creature deceived itself, doth it thence] follow that there is no true fire at all ? And .what if some fanatics by usurpation have en- titled their brainsick fancies to be so many illumina- tions of the Spirit, must we presently turn Sadducees in this point, and deny that there is any Spirit at all ? C T od forbicj,' 12 BRIEF BIOGRAPHY OF In replying to those who pretend that assurance of salvation would tend to a carnal and presumptuous security, he shows that the very reverse is the fact, and that the blessed effects of a well-founded assurance are amongst the proofs of its truth. 1 The third and last witness we will insist on is that comfort and contentment the conscience of the party takes in doing good works, and bringing forth the fruits of new obedience ; that though he knows his best good works are straitened with corruptions and many imperfections, yet because they are the end of his vocation, and the justifiers of his faith; because thereby the gospel is graced, wicked men amazed, some of them converted, the rest confounded, w r eak Christians confirmed, the poor relieved, devils repining at them, angels rejoicing for them, God him- self glorified by them ; I say, because of these and other reasons, he doth good deeds with humility and cheerfulness, and findeth a singular joy in his soul resulting from the doing thereof.' He admits that many true believers never attain to this comfortable assurance, and that some who are self-deceivers never doubt their safety ; but he main- tains that godly sorrow will, as a rule, be accompanied by inward peace, that it will be followed by spiritual joy, and that it will fill our hearts with gratitude, our lips with praise. He admirably says, 'All heavenly gifts, as they are got by prayer, are kept, confirmed, and increased by praise.' Excellent, too, is the following caution against presumption and false security: { Presumption is hot poison; it kills its thousands, makes quick riddance of men's souls to THOMAS FULLER. 13 damnation. Despair, we confess, is poison, and hath killed its thousands, but the venom thereof is more curable, as more cold and faint in the operation! thereof. Take heed, therefore, of presumptipn, lest the confidence of the assurance of thy calling betray thee to spiritual pride, that to security, that to destruction.' If controverted doctrines had always been defended in this temper and spirit, polemical theology would not have been the opprobrium of the Church. In the year 1634, he received, through the kindness of his uncle Davenant, the Eectory of Broad Windsor, in Dorsetshire, and in the following year returned to Cambridge, to take his degree of Bachelor of Divinity. It illustrates the affection with which his parishioners regarded him as well as the charm of his society that, 1 at his setting forth, he was acquainted that four of his chief parishioners, with his good leave, were ready to wait on him to Cambridge, to testify their exceeding engagements; it being the sense and 'request of his whole parish. This kindness was so present and so resolutely pressed, that the Doctor, with many thanks for that and other demonstrations of their love towards him, gladly accepted of their company, and with his customary innate pleasantness entertained their time to the journey's end.' On his return to Broad Windsor he set himself to complete the works which he had planned and com- menced at Cambridge. The first of these was the History of the Holy War, the dedication of which, to Lord Montagu and Sir John Powlett, is dated March Oth, 1639. It is a clear, well-written, and learned 14 BRIEF BIOGRAPHY OF history of the Crusades, and, at one period, was very popular. It abounds with his peculiar quaintnesses of style, which enliven what in other hands would he a dry catalogue of names. Thus in enumerating the important towns in Palestine, he says : ' Aphek, whose walls falling down, gave both the death and grave- stones to twenty-seven thousand of Benhadad's soldiers.' ' Sisera, who for all his commanding nine hundred iron chariots, was slain with one iron nail.' < Gibeon, whose inhabitants cozened Joshua with a pass of false-dated antiquity : who could have thought that clouted shoes could have covered so much subtilty ! ' ' Edrei, the city of Og, on whose giant- like proportions the Kabbies have invented more giant-like lies.' ' Gadara, whose inhabitants loved their swine better than their Saviour.' 'Pisgah, where Moses viewed the land ; hereabouts the angel buried him, and also buried the grave lest it should occasion idolatry.' ' The fountain where Bathsheba's washing her body occasioned the fouling of her soul. 5 Whilst at Broad Windsor he married ; the precise date is uncertain, and of his wife little is known. His wedded life soon terminated by the death of his wife, leaving an infant son, who survived his father. The strife between the King and the Parliament was now rapidly becoming embittered, and the clouds were gathering which were soon to break over the land in storm and tempest. In the year 1640, the memorable Convocation met at Westminster, which did so much to alienate the different parties in the Church. Of this Convocation Fuller was a member, THOMAS FULLER 15 and acted during part of the time as secretary. Dis- satisfied with the course of events, however, he joined with a number of members who protested against the course of the dominant party, and withdrew. In his Church History and Appeal of Injured Innocence he has left a minute account of the proceedings of the Convocation, and of his own share in them. These transactions, however, belong rather to ecclesiastical history than to the biography of Fuller, and need no further notice here. In the same year (1640), he contributed a sermon to a volume of funeral discourses, entitled Threnikos, The House of Mourning furnished ; and a volume which he called' Joseph's parti-coloured coat. In the sermon, which is upon Eom. xii. 2, occurs the follow- ing passage, the fidelity of which is worthy of all praise : c I know, and see by daily experience every- where, how few there be that in their lifetime deserve the praise of religion in their death. For my part, I never did, nor never will gild a rotten post or a mud wall, or give false witness in praising, to give the praise of religion to those that deserve it not. I desire those of my congregation would make their own funeral sermons while they be living, by their virtuous life and conversation. As the Apostle saith, "He hath not praise that is praised of men, but he that is praised of God."' Joseph's parti-coloured coat is a volume of ex- pository discourses, distinguished by all Fuller's vigour, piety, and wit. It abounds with quaint, pithy, epigrammatic sayings, such as * Practice with- out knowledge is blind ; knowledge without practic e 16 BRIEF BIOGRAPHY OF is lame.' ' To him, to whom the sacrament is not heaven, it is hell.' * "What was pride in the builders of Babel will be piety in us, to mount and raise our souls on high till the top of them reach to heaven.' Longer extracts from this work will be found amongst the selections in the present volume. In 1641, Fuller removed to London, where he was appointed to the Lectureship of the Savoy. His preaching seems to have been very popular, especially amongst the lawyers and barristers at the Inns of Court. In the numerous dedications prefixed to the chapters of his Church History, British Worthies, and Pisgah-sight of Palestine, he commemorates the names of many, eminent for learning and piety, whose friend- ship he had formed at this period. It was whilst preaching at the Savoy that he pub- lished the Holy and Profane State, perhaps his best known and most popular work. It consists of a series of brief biographies and sketches of character, admirable for their vivacity of style and accuracy of delineation. Extracts are given from this work in the following pages. Hitherto he had quietly pursued the * even tenour of his way,' faithfully preaching the gospel, and avoiding all cause of offence with any party in the State. But it was difficult, perhaps impossible, in those stormy and troubled times, to remain on friendly terms with the opposing factions. Fuller, though both by nature and from conviction a lover of moderation and of peace, was not the man to conceal or modify his own views of truth and duty. And it happened to him, as it commonly happens to those who in times of revolu- THOMAS FULLER. 1? tion t seek peace and ensue it,' that lie gave offence to both parties. In the year 1643, he preached at West- minster Abbey, on the anniversary of the King's accession. He chose as his text the words in 2 Sam. xix. 30, ' And Mephibosheth said unto the king, Yea, let him take all, forasmuch as my lord the king is come again in peace unto his own house.' The sermon was a characteristic exhortation to mutual confidence and good feeling. He urged upon the contending parties the duty of seeking peace as the object jof all their endeavours. ' There must,' he says, ' at last be a mutual confiding on both sides, so that they must count the honesty of others their only hostages. This the sooner it be done, the easier it is done. For who can conceive that when both sides have suffered more wrongs they will sooner forgive, or when they have offered more wrongs be sooner for- given? For our King's part, let us demand of his money what Christ asked of Cesar's coin Whose image is this ? Charles's : and what is the super- scription? Religio Protestantium, Leges Anglice, Lilertates Parliamenti : l and he hath caused them to be cast both in silver and gold, in pieces of several sizes and proportions ; as if thereby to show that he intends to make good his promise both to poor and rich, great and small, and we are bound to believe him. ' Nor less fair are the professions of the Parliament on the other side, and no doubt but as really they intend them. But these matters belong not to us to meddle with, and as for all other politic objections 1 The religion of Protestants, the laws of England, the liberties of Parliament, 18 BRIEF BIOGRAPHY OF against peace, they pertain not to the pulpit to answer. All that we desire to see, is the King re-married to the State ; and we doubt not, but as the bridegroom, on the one side, will be careful to have his portion paid, his prerogative ; so the bride's friends, entrusted to her, will be sure to see her jointure settled the liberty of the subject.' Towards the conclusion of his sermon he enforced the duty of prayer special, fervent, importunate prayer that God would overrule the events of the time for the nation's welfare and his own glory. 'Let us pray faithfully, pray fervently, pray constantly, pray continually. Let preacher and people join their prayers together, that God would be pleased to build up the walls and make up the breaches in the applica- tion, that what cannot be told, may be foretold for a truth ; and that our text may be verified of Charles in prophecy, as by David in history. Excellently St. Austin adviseth, that men should not be curious to inquire how original sin came into them, but careful to seek how to get it out. By the same similitude (though reversed) let us not be curious to know what made our King to leave this city, or whether offences given or taken moved him to his departure ; but let us bend our brains, and improve our best endeavours to bring him safely and speedily back again. How often herein have our pregnant hopes miscarried, even when they were to be delivered ! Just as a man in a storm, swimming through the sea to the shore, till the oars of his faint arms begin to fail him, is now come to catch land, when an unmerciful wave beats him as far back in an instant as he can recover in an hour : THOMAS FULLER. 19 just so when our hopes of a happy peace have been ready to arrive, some envious unexpected obstacle hath started up, and hath set our hopes ten degrees backwards, as the shadow of the sun-dial of Ahaz. But let us not hereat be disheartened, but with blind Bartimeus, the more we are commanded by unhappy accidents to hold our peace, let us cry the louder in our prayers, the rather, because our King is already partly come, come in his offer to come, come in his tender to treat, come in his proffer of peace. And this very day, being the beginning of the treaty, I may say he set his first step forward : God guide his feet, and speed his pace. let us thriftily husband the least mite of hopes that it may increase, and date our day from the first peeping of the morning star, before the sun be risen. In a word, desist from sinning, persist in praying, and then it may come to pass that this our use may once be antedated, and this day's sermon sent as a harbinger beforehand to provide a lodging in your hearts for your joy against the time, that " my lord our king shall return to his own house in peace." ' These were wise and weighty words. But we, who judge after the event, can see how hopeless were all such attempts at pacification. The disease in the body-politic was too severe and too deeply rooted to be eradicated without some violent measures. The discourse gave great offence to the more ex- treme partisans who heard it. Shortly after this he was called upon, together with the other London clergy, to take an oath of allegiance to the Parliament. 'This/ he says, 'was ten4ered to me and taken by 20 BEIEF BIOGRAPHY OF me in the vestry of the Savoy Church, but first pro- testing some limitations thereof to myself. This, not satisfying, was complained of, by some persons present, to the Parliament; where it was ordered, that the next Lord's day I should take the same oath in terminis terminantibus, in the face of the Church; which not agreeing with my conscience, I withdrew myself into the King's parts.' He seems to have found himself as little at home with the Koyalists in Oxford as with the Parliament- arians in London. Being called upon to preach before the King, his sermon gave great offence to the zealots of his own party, to whom his moderation and impar- tiality were very distasteful. After a stay of only three months in Lincoln College, Oxford, he applied for and received a chaplaincy in the army, under Lord Hopton. There were few of the officers in the King's service to whom a man of Fuller's character would have been acceptable, or under whom he could have served. Lord Hopton, however, and his Chaplain seem to have been in perfect accord. Fuller's anony- mous biographer says of him, ' This noble lord, though as courageous and expert a captain, and successful withal as any the King had, was never -averse to an amicable closure of the war upon fair and honourable terms, and did, therefore, well approve of the Doctor and his desires and pursuit after peace. The good Doctor was likewise infinitely contented in his attend- ance on such an excellent personage, whose con- spicuous and noted loyalty could not but derive the same reputation to his retainers, especially one so near to his conscience as his Chaplain.' THOMAS FULLEK. 21 We do not need the testimony of his admiring biographer to assure us that Fuller was indefatigable in "the duties of his chaplaincy, that he read the liturgy with the troops under his charge daily, and preached every Sunday. Whilst attached to Lord Hopton's regiment he formed part of the garrison of Basing House at the time of its celebrated siege by Sir William Waller. The successful defence against the Parliamentary forces seems to have been in great part due to the animating and vigorous exhortations which Fuller addressed to the troops. Fuller turned to good account the constant change of place which the duties of his chaplaincy involved. Marching and counter-marching through the southern and eastern counties of England, he employed himself in collecting materials for his great work, The Wor- thies of England. It was not published till 1662, the year after his own death, when it appeared as a folio, edited by his son. It is a work of great research and permanent value, though the whimsical episodes and antiquarian gossip in which it abounds often raise a smile at the author's expense. In the year 1644, Fuller left the army, and took up his abode in Exeter. He here received the honorary appointment of Chaplain to the infant princess Hen- rietta Maria, was presented to the living of Dorchester, and published his Good ThougJits in Bad Times, and two years later (1647) his Good Thoughts in Worse Times. These are perhaps his most generally popular treatises, and are given almost in extenso (pp. 35- 127). In his Worthies of England he records the following 22 BBIEF BIOGBAPHY QF remarkable occurrence as having happened whilst he resided in Exeter during its siege by Sir Thomas Fairfax : 'When the city of Exeter was besieged by the Parliament forces, so that only the south side thereof towards the sea was open unto it, incredible numbers of larks were found in that open quarter, for multitude like quails in the wilderness, though (blessed be God) unlike them, both in cause and effect, as not desired with man's destruction, nor sent with God's anger, as appeared by their safe digestion into wholesome nourishment. Hereof I was an eye and mouth wit- ness. I will save my credit in not conjecturing any number ; knowing that herein, though I should stoop below the truth, I should mount above belief. They were as fat as plentiful ; so that being sold for two pence a dozen and under, the poor (who could have no cheaper, as the rich no better meat) used to make pottage of them, boiling them down therein. Several natural causes were assigned hereof. . . . However, the cause of causes was Divine Providence, thereby providing a feast for many poor people who otherwise had been pinched for provision.' When Exeter fell into the hands of the Parliament, Fuller returned to London, and became Lecturer, first at St. Clement's, Lombard Street, 1 then at St. Bride's, 1 Mr. Russell, author of Memorials of the Life and Works of Thomas Fuller, has disinterred from the Churchwardens' accounts for April, 1647, the following entry, which is curious as illustrating the scale of ministerial remuneration at that period : Paid for four sermons preached by Mr. fuller, 001 06, 08, THOMAS FULLER. 23 Fleet Street. He did not hold these appointments long, for, as a known Koyalist, he was silenced by the dominant party in the State. But he could not be idle, and he employed his enforced leisure in preparing his Pisgah-sight of Palestine and the Confines thereof, ivith the history of the Old and New Testament acted thereon, forming a folio of about 700 pages, which appeared in 1650. . |_ After a brief interval, we again find Fuller preach- ing without let or hindrance, the prohibition being meant to apply chiefly to political offenders. He was summoned to appear before the Court of Triers, who were appointed to examine all ministers and remove such as they found ignorant, incompetent, or vicious. Fuller was in some doubt as to how he should succeed in passing the scrutiny of the examiners, and applied to John Howe for help and advice, to whom he said, 4 Sir, you may observe that I am a pretty corpulent man, and I am to go through a passage that is very strait ; I beg you would be so good as to give me a shove and help me through.' Howe gave him all the assistance in his power. When called before the Triers, they asked him, Whether he had ever had any experience of a work of grace in his heart ? ' Fuller replied that * He could appeal to the Searcher of all hearts that he made a conscience of his very thoughts.' This answer was deemed so satisfactory that, backed as it doubtless was by the friendly sup- port of Howe, no further questions were asked him, and he was duly authorized to preach. The ex- aminers requested him, before he left, to give them some proof of his extraordinary memory. With the 24 BRIEF BIOGKAPHY OF quaint humour which never forsook him, he replied, that if they would restore a poor sequestered minister, he would never forget their kindness as long as he lived. It speaks well, both for the courage of Fuller and for the moderation of Parliament, that one use he made of his restored liberty of speech was to preach, at Chelsea, a funeral sermon for the king. He did not, it is true, mention the name of the monarch, but no one could mistake the reference to Charles. The sermon was entitled The Just Man's Funeral, and was ' a vindication of the Divine Providence in the misfortunes and deaths of the righteous.' His ex- planation of the word righteous may serve to show how thoroughly Scriptural and evangelical were his views. He says the word is used of good men, com- paratively in reference to the wicked ; intentionally, inasmuch as they desire and endeavour after righteous- ness with all their might ; inhesively, as having implanted within them heavenly graces and holy endowments, which are sincere though imperfect; and imputatively, as having the righteousness of Christ imputed to them. 1 He now settled at "VValtham, to the perpetual curacy of which he had been appointed by the Earl of Carlisle, whose Chaplain he was. Whilst at Waltham he passed through the press his Pisgah- 1 The same thought is carried out at considerable length in a sermon preached a few years afterwards from Psalm xxxvii. 37, in which he lays great stress upon the imputed righteousness of Christ. THOMAS FULLER. 25 sight, to which reference has already been made, was a large contributor to a volume of biographies of the martyrs and confessors, called Abel Redivivus, and published many discourses, expositions of Scripture, and small treatises, amongst which was a defence of the baptism of infants, under the title of the Infant's Advocate. In 1654, Fuller married again. His second wife was a sister of Lord Baltinglass, and a great-granddaughter of Bishop Pilkington, by whom he had one son. Two years later, he published his great work, The Church History of Britain from the birth of Jesus Christ until the year 1648 : Endeavoured by TJiomas Fuller. It originally formed a large folio, and has frequently been reprinted. The last edition consists of three octavo volumes of between 500 and 600 pages each, with a supplemental volume, containing the Histories of Cambridge and of Waltham Abbey, and the Appeal of Injured Innocence, making nearly 700 pages more. These books, poured forth in such rapid succession, were all of a nature to require im- mense research, and they display the varied know- ledge and indomitable industry of their author. Even had they been produced by one who had no inter- ruption to his studies, no anxieties upon his mind, and who enjoyed all facilities for prosecuting his researches, they would still remain a marvellous monument of indefatigable diligence. But his posi- tion was the very reverse of this. Often and patheti- cally he laments the difficulties with which he had to contend. Yet even here his quaint humour con- stantly breaks through. Thus, in the preface to the 26 BRIEF BIOGRAPHY OF Appeal of Injured Innocence, he says, ' For the last five years, during our actual civil wars, I had little list or leisure to write ; fearing to be myself made a history, and shifting daily for my safety. All that time I could not live to study, who did only study to live.' Again, in the preface to his Church History, he says, * This history is now, though late (all Church work is slow), brought with much difficulty to an end. The first three books of this volume were for the main written in the reign of the late king. The other nine books were made since monarchy was turned into a state? The Church History was written by Fuller in a spirit of true charity, and with a warm sympathy for evangelical teaching. It, in consequence, gave great offence to the Romanizing party in the Church, who denounced Fuller as a puritan in disguise, and charged upon him as a fault that he held up to condemnation the superstitions and malpractices of the papacy. Heylin especially made a very fierce attack upon him on this ground. He, however, found more than his match in Fuller, who replied in one of the most remarkable controversial pamphlets in the language The Appeal of Injured Innocence. It is brimful of wit, learning, and logic, and leaves Heylin utterly discomfited. The restoration of Charles II. to the throne ended the troubles of Fuller, and placed him in the high road to promotion. But it came too late to enable him to reap the full rewards of his labours. He was restored to his lectureship at the Savoy and to his Prebendal stall at Salisbury, was appointed Chaplain THOMAS FULLER. 27 Extraordinary to the King, and received the degree of D.D. by royal mandate. There was little doubt that he would have been speedily raised to the bench, but his end was near. In August, 1661, he engaged to preach a wedding- sermon at the Savoy, for a relative who was to be married the next day. At dinner he complained of feeling unwell. On being pressed by his son not to preach, he replied that he had 'often gone up into the pulpit sick, but always came down well again, and he hoped he should do as well now, through God's strengthening grace.' Whilst in the pulpit he felt himself growing worse, and became apprehensive of danger. With a foreboding of the result, he said to the congregation, 'I find myself very ill, but I am resolved by the grace of God to preach this sermon to you, though it may be my last.' Bracing himself up to the effort, he offered prayer and preached extempo- raneously, as was his custom, with his usual point and vigour, except that once in the middle of the sermon he faltered, but speedily recovered himself. The effort was his last. He was unable to rise from his seat in the pulpit, and was with some difficulty conveyed home. He soon after became unconscious, but the day before his death ' it pleased God to restore to him the use of his faculties, which he very devoutly and thankfully employed in a Christian preparation for death, earnestly imploring the prayers of some of his reverend brethren with him, himself most intently joining with them, and commending himself to the will of God. Nay, so highly was he affected witli God's pleasure concerning him, that he could not 28 BRIEF BIOGRAPHY OF endure any person to weep or cry, but would earnestly desire them to refrain ; highly extolling and preferring his condition, as a translation to a blessed eternity. Nor would he revert to subjects of a literary or purely secular kind: nothing but heaven and the perfections thereof, the consummation of grace in glory, must fill up the room of his capacious soul, now ready to take its flight from this world. On the morning of Thursday, the sixteenth of Augus't, his sufferings were at an end, and he entered into rest.' In person Fuller was tall and robust, with bright blue eyes, fresh ruddy complexion, and light curly hair. In diet he was sparing and temperate, in 'drink very much abstemious, which, questionless, was the cause of that uninterrupted health he enjoyed till his first and last sickness.' He allowed himself little time for recreation, and was especially moderate in sleep. Had he not carefully husbanded his time it would have been impossible for him to have produced a succession of volumes which form a library of themselves. Reference has been made in the preceding page a to Fuller's extraordinary memory. Many of the mnemonic feats recorded of him almost surpass belief. It is said, for instance, that he could repeat five hundred strange words after once hearing them ; that having once heard a sermon he could preach it over again verbatim ; and that, on one occasion, he under- took, ' in passing to and fro from Temple Bar to the furthest conduit in Cheapside, to tell on his return every sign, as they stood in order on both sides of the way, repeating them backwards or forwards as they THOMAS FULLER 29 Should choose, which he exactly did, not missing or dis- placing one, to the admiration of those that heard him.' In a passage already quoted, Coleridge remarks that Fuller's reputation for wit has ' defrauded him of his due praise for the practical wisdom of his thoughts.* The justice of this observation will be apparent in the following selections. Passages of rare beauty, of deep insight, of devout piety, and of tender pathos, will be found in all his writings. This is especially the case in his Cause and Cure of a Wounded Conscience, a treatise of great value, though little known. The con- cluding sentences have a tender beauty, a soft and pensive rhythm, which have been seldom surpassed. Another passage, scarcely inferior to this in pathetic beauty, may be found in the same treatise, describing Adam in Paradise after his fall. Professor Eogers, in his essay on the Life and Writings of Thomas Fuller, after quoting Barrow's comprehensive definition of wit, proceeds to show how all its forms and varieties are exemplified by Fuller, and gives us amongst others the following instances : 'Speaking of the Jesuits, he says, "such is the charity of the Jesuits, that they never owe any man any ill-will making present payment thereof." Of certain prurient canons, in which virtue is in im- minent danger of being tainted by impure descriptions of purity, he shrewdly remarks " One may justly admire how these canonists, being pretended virgins, could arrive at the knowledge of the criticisms of all obscenity. " Touching the miraculous coffin in which St. Audre was deposited, he slyly says " Under the ruined walla of Grantchester or Cambridge, a coffin gO BRIEF BIOGRAPHY OF was found, with a cover correspondent, both of white marble, which did fit her body so exactly, as if (which one may believe was true) it was made for- it." On Machiavel's saying, " that he who undertakes to write a history must be of no religion," he observes, " if so, Machiavel himself was the best qualified of any in his age to be a good historian." On the unusual con- junction of great learning and great wealth in the case of Selden, he remarks, " Mr. Selden had some coins of the Eoman emperors, and a great many more of our English kings." After commenting on the old story of St. Dunstan's pinching the devil's nose with the red-hot tongs, he drolly cries out " But away with all suspicions and queries. None need to doubt of the truth thereof, finding it in a sign painted in Fleet Street, near Temple Bar." The bare, bald style of the schoolmen, he tells us, some have attributed to design " lest any of the vermin of equivocation should hide themselves under the nap of their words." On ex- cessive attention to fashion in dress, he says " Had some of our gallants been with the Israelites in the wilderness, when for forty years their clothes waxed not old, they would have been vexed, though their clothes were whole, to have been so long in one fashion." Speaking of the melancholy forebodings which have sometimes haunted the death-bed of good men, he quaintly tells us, "that the devil is most busy in the last day of his term, and a tenant to be outed, cares not what mishief he does." Of unreason- able expectations he says, with characteristic love of quibbling, "Those who expect what in reason they cannot expect, may expect." The court jester he THOMAS FULLEE. 31 wittily and truly characterizes thus " It is an office which none but he that hath wit can perform, and none but he that wants wit will perform." Of modest women, who nevertheless dress themselves in ques- tionable attire, he says " I must confess some honest women may go thus, but no whit the honester for going thus. That ship may have Castor and Pollux for the sign, which, notwithstanding, has St. Paul for the lading." He thus speaks of anger "He that keepeth anger long in his bosom, giveth place to the Devil. And why should we make room for him who will crowd in too fast of himself? Heat of passion makes our souls to crack, and the Devil creeps in at the crannies." Of intellectual deficiencies in the very tall, he remarks, " that oft-times such who are built four stories high, are observed to have little in their cock- loft." Of virtue in a very short man, he says, " His soul had but a short diocese to visit, and therefore might the better attend the effectual informing thereof." ' Of the " quirkish reason," mentioned as one of the species of wit in the above-recited passage of Barrow, the pages of our author are full. What can be more ridiculous than the. reason he assigns, in his descrip- tion of the "good wife," for the order of Paul's admonitions to husbands and wives in the third chapter of the Epistle to the Colossians? "The apostle first adviseth women to submit themselves to their husbands, and then counselleth men to love their wives. And sure it was fitting that women should first have their lesson given them, because it is hardest to be learned, and therefore they need have the more time to con it. For the same reason we first begin 32 BBIEF BIOGRAPHY OF with the character of a good wife." Not less droll, or rather far more so, is the manner in which he sub- tilizes on the command, that we are not " to let the sun go down on our wrath." "Anger kept till the next morning, with manna, doth putrefy and corrupt; save that manna, corrupted not at all (and anger most of all), kept the next Sabbath. St. Paul saith, 'Let not the sun go down on your wrath,' to carry news to the antipodes in another world of thy revengeful nature. Yet let us take the apostle's meaning rather than his words, with all possible speed to depose our passion ; not understanding him literally, so that we may take leave to be angry till sunset ; then might our wrath lengthen with the days, and men in Green- land, where day lasts above a quarter of a year, have plentiful scope for revenge." ' Such instances as these might be multiplied almost indefinitely. Indeed, it would be difficult to open any of his treatises, except those of a devotional character, without meeting with some quaint or witty term at the first glance ; and so inveterate was this habit in Fuller's mind, that it constantly crops out where we should least expect or desire it. It must, indeed, be admitted that the tendency to jest and drollery was excessive. A sober and candid criticism must regard it as a defect in Fuller's character and a blemish in his style. Two or three considera- tions may, however, be urged, not, indeed, in justifica- tion, but in palliation. First, it should be remembered that it was perfectly natural to him. To have written in any other style would have called for constant restraint, Few things are more offensive than an THOMAS FULLEB. 33 affectation of, or a striving after, witty terms and amusing allusions. From this affected and artificial jocularity Fuller was entirely free. It should, further, be borne in mind that his wit was merely the outward form in which sound sense, serious purpose, and practical piety embodied themselves. In so far as it was a defect, it belonged rather to style, and manner, and mode of treatment, than to the stuff and substance of his thoughts. It may be compared with the pedantry which led some of his contemporaries to fill their pages with quotations from classical authors, or allusions to recondite facts ; with the stiff scholasticism which led others to express their simplest statements in syllogistic and logical formulas ; or wfth the tedious verbosity in which others indulged, expatiating in endless divisions and refinements, hair-splitting defini- tions and wire-drawn conclusions. The theologians and divines of that age were great, and their works possess a permanent value, not in consequence of these defects of style, but in spite of them. Let Fuller's excessive, and sometimes wearisome, jocularity find the same excuse. He, at least, is never pedantic, formal, or dull. Fuller himself has prescribed the limits within which jesting is allowable, and it must be conceded to him that very seldom, if ever, has he outstepped them. His wit was never bitter and unkind, never profligate, never profane. Pie says, in his Holy and Profane State : ' Harmless mirth is the best cordial against the con- sumption of the spirits ; wherefore jesting is not unlaw- ful if it trespasseth not in quantity, quality, or season. B 34 BEIEF BIOGBAPEY OF THOMAS FULLER. 6 Jest not with the two-edged sword of God's word. Will nothing please thee to wash thy hands in but the font? or to drink healths in but the church- chalice ? And know that the whole art is learnt at the first admission, and profane jests come without calling. * * * Dangerous it is to wit-wanton it with the majesty of God. Wherefore, if without thine intention, and against thy will, by chance-medley thou hittest Scripture in thy ordinary discourse, yet fly to the city of refuge and pray God to forgive thee. 6 Wanton jests make fools laugh and wise men frown. Seeing we are civilized Englishmen, let us not be naked savages in our talk. ' Scoff not at the natural defects of any luhich are not in their power to amend. ! it is cruel to beat a cripple with his crutches ! Neither flout any for his. profession, if honest, though poor and painful. 'He that relates another man's wicked jest ivith delight adopts it to be his own. Purge them therefore from their poison. If the profaneness may be severed from the wit, it is like lamprey take out the sting, it may make good meat. But if the staple-conceit con- sist in profaneness, then it is a viper, all poison: meddle not with it. * He that will lose his friend for a jest deserves to die a beggar by the bargain. Yet some think their conceits like mustard, not good except they bite. Such let thy jests be that they grind not the credit of thy friend.' If further apology be needed for Fuller, let it be found in the concluding words of his preface to the History of the Holy War : ' MAY THE FAULTS OF THIS BOOK REDOUND TO MYSELF, THE PROFIT TO OTHERS, THE GLORY TO GOD, 5 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES AND GOOD THOUGHTS IN WORSE TIMES CONSISTING OF PERSONAL MEDITATIONS, SCRIPTURE OBSERVATIONS, HIS- TORICAL APPLICATIONS, MIXED CONTEMPLATIONS, MEDITATIONS ON ALL KINDS OF PRAYERS, AND OCCA- SIONAL MEDITATIONS, IN the year 1645, Fuller was at Exeter. The Royal cause, to which he had attached himself, was rapidly becoming desperate. Moderate men of all parties were beginning to despair of any satisfactory or peaceful settlement of the questions at issue. Fuller, who had now retired from his military chaplaincy, em- ployed his leisure in preparing and publishing his Good Thoughts in Bad Times. It was dedicated to Lady Dalkeith, governess to the infant Princess Henrietta, to whom he had received the appointment of Honorary Chaplain. Two years later, in 1647, he published a second series of meditations, entitled Good Thoughts in Worse Times, similar in style, subject, and arrangement to the first series. They were exceedingly popular, and went through six or seven editions within a very few years. Some years later, in 1660, he published a third series of meditations, entitled Mixed Contemplations in Better Tint?*. The first and second series are given almost in extenso. A few meditations have been omitted which, referring to the con- troversies of the day, possessed only a temporary interest. GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. Commune with your own heart -upon your bed, and be still. PSALM iv. 4. PEBSONAL MEDITATIONS. LORD, how near was I to danger, yet escaped ? I was upon the brink of the brink of it, yet fell not in ; they are well kept who are kept by thee. Excellent archer! Thou didst hit the mark in missing it, as meaning to fright, not hurt me. Let me not now be such a fool as to pay my thanks to blind fortune for a favour which the eye of Providence hath bestowed upon me. Kather let the narrowness of my escape make my thankfulness to thy goodness the larger, lest my ingratitude justly cause that whereas this arrow but hit my hat, the next pierce my head. # # # LORD, when thou shalt visit me with a sharp disease I fear I shall be impatient, for I am choleric by my nature, and tender by my temper, and have not been acquainted with sickness all my lifetime. I cannot expect any kind usage from that which hath been a stranger unto me. I fear I shall rave and rage. whither will my mind sail when distemper shall steer it? whither will my fancy run when diseases shall ride it? My tongue, which of itself is a fird 38 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. (James iii. 6), sure will be a wild-fire when the furnace of my mouth is made seven times hotter with a burning fever. But, Lord, though I should talk idly to my own shame, let me not talk wickedly to thy dishonour. Teach me the art of patience whilst I am well, and give me the use of it when I am sick. In that day either lighten my burthen or strengthen my back. Make me, who so often in my health have discovered my weakness presuming on my own strength, to be strong in sickness, when I solely rely on thy assistance. * & * LORD, this morning my unseasonable visiting of a friend disturbed him in the midst of his devotions : unhappy to hinder another man's goodness ! If I my- self build not, shall I snatch the axe and hammer from him that doth? yet I could willingly have wished that rather than he should then have cut off the cable of his prayers, I had twisted my cord to it, and joined with him in his devotions ; however, to make him the best amends I may, I now request of thee for him whatsoever he would have requested for himself. Thus he shall be no loser if thou be pleased to hear my prayer for him, and to hearken to our Saviour's intercession for us both. * * * LORD, since these woeful wars began, one, formerly mine intimate acquaintance, is now turned a stranger, yea, an enemy. Teach me how to behave myself towards him. Must the new foe quite jostle out the old friend ? may I not with him continue some com- merce of kindness ? though the amity be broken on PERSONAL MEDITATIONS. 39 his side, may not I preserve my counterpart entire ? Yet how can I be kind to him without being cruel to myself and thy cause ? guide my shaking hand to draw so small a line straight ; or rather because I know not how to carry myself towards him in this con- troversy, even be pleased to take away the subject of the question, and speedily to reconcile these unnatural differences. * * # LORD, my voice by nature is harsh and untunable, and it is vain to lavish any art to better it. Can my singing of psalms be pleasing to thy ears which is un- pleasant to my own ? yet though I cannot chant with the nightingale, or chirp with the blackbird, I had rather chatter with the swallow (Isaiah xxxviii. 14), yea, rather croak with the raven, than be altogether silent. Hadst thoti given me a better voice, I would have praised thee with a better voice. Now what my music wants in sweetness let it have in sense, singing praises with understanding. Yea, Lord, create in me a new heart (therein to make melody), (Ephes. v. 19), and I will be contented with my old voice, until, in thy due time, being admitted into the choir of heaverj, I have another, more harmonious, bestowed upon me. * * * LORD, within a little time I have heard the same precept in sundry places and by several preachers pressed upon me. The doctrine seemeth to haunt my soul ; whithersoever I turn it meets me. Surely this is from thy providence, and should be for my profit. Is it because I am an ill proficient in this point, that I must not turn over a new leaf, but am still kept to 40 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. my old lesson ? Peter was grieved because our Saviour said unto him the third time, ' Lovest thou me ? ' But I will not be^offended at thy often inculcating the same precept. But rather conclude that I am much con- cerned therein, and that it is thy pleasure that the nail should be soundly fastened in me, which thou hast knocked in with so many hammers. # * * LORD, before I commit a sin, it seems to me so shallow that I may wade through it dry-shod from any guiltiness; but when I have committed it, it often seems so deep that I cannot escape without drowning. Thus I am always in extremities : either my sins are so small that they need not any repent- ance, or so great that they cannot obtain thy pardon. Lend me, Lord, a reed out of thy sanctuary, truly to measure the dimension of my offences. But, ! as thou revealest to me more of my misery, reveal also more of thy mercy: lest if my wounds, in my apprehension, gape wider than thy tents, 1 my soul run out at them. If my badness seem bigger than thy goodness but one hair's breadth, but one moment, that is room and time enough for me to run to eternal despair. # # * LOED, I do discover a fallacy whereby I have long deceived myself, which is this I have desired to begin my amendment from my birthday, or from the first day of the year, or from some eminent festival, that so my repentance might bear some remarkable date. But when those days were come I have 1 A plug of lint, placed in wounds to stop the bleeding. PERSONAL MEDITATIONS. 41 adjourned my amendment to some other time. Thus whilst I could not agree with myself when to start, I have almost lost the running of the race. I am resolved thus to befool myself no longer. I see no day like to-day, the instant time is always the fittest time. In Nebuchadnezzar's image, the lower the members, the coarser the metal; the farther off the time, the more unfit. To-day is the golden opportunity, to-morrow will be the silver season, next day but the brazen one, and so long, till at last I shall come to the toes of clay, and be turned to dust. Grant, therefore, that to-day I may hear thy voice. And if this day be obscure in the calendar, and remarkable in itself for nothing else, give me to make it memorable in my soul, thereupon, by thy assistance, beginning the reformation of my life. # # # LORD, I saw one whom I knew to be notoriously bad in great extremity. It was hard to say whether his former wickedness or present want were the greater* If I could have made the distinction, I could willingly have fed his person and starved his profaneness. This being impossible, I adventured to relieve him. For I know that amongst many objects, all of them being in extreme miseries, charity, though shooting at random, cannot miss a right mark. Since, Lord, the party, being recovered, is become worse than ever before (thus they are always impaired with affliction, who thereby are not improved), Lord, count me not accessary to his badness because I relieved him. Let me not suffer harm in myself for my desire to do good to him. Yea, Lord, be pleased to clear my credit 42 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. amongst men, that they may understand my hands according to the simplicity of my heart. I gave to him only in hope to keep the stock alive, that so afterwards it might be better grafted. Now, finding myself deceived, my alms shall return into my own bosom. * * * LORD, thy servants are now praying in the church, and I am here staying at home, detained by necessary occasions, such as are not of my seeking, but of thy sending. My care could not prevent them, my power could not remove them. Wherefore, though I cannot go to church, there to sit down at table with the rest of thy guests, be pleased, Lord, to send me a dish of their meat hither, and feed my soul with holy thoughts. Eldad and Medad (Numb. xi. 26), though staying still in the camp (no doubt on just cause), yet prophesied as well as the other elders. Though they went not out to the Spirit, the Spirit came home to them. Thus never any dutiful child lost his legacy for being absent at the making of his father's will, if at the same time he were employed about his father's business. I fear too many at church have their bodies there and minds at home. Behold, in exchange, my body here and heart there. Though I cannot pray with them, I pray for them. Yea, this comforts me, I am with thy congregation, because I would be with it. # # * LORD, I trust thou hast pardoned the bad examples I have set before others, be also pleased to pardon me the sins which they have committed by my bad ex- amples. (It is the best manners in thy court to heap PERSONAL MEDITATIONS. 43 requests upon requests.) If thou hast forgiven my sins, the children of my corrupt nature, forgive me my grandchildren also. Let not the transcripts re^ main, since thou hast blotted out the original. And for the time to come bless me with barrenness in bad actions, and my bad actions with barrenness, that they may never beget others according to their likeness. # * * LOED, what faults I correct in my son I commit myself: I beat him for dabbling in the dirt, whilst my own soul doth wallow in sin : I beat him for crying to cut his own meat, yet am not myself con- tented with that state thy providence hath carved unto me : I beat him for crying when he is to go to sleep, and yet I fear I myself shall cry when thu callest me to sleep with my fathers. Alas, I am more childish than my child, and what I inflict on him I justly deserve to receive from thee : only here is the difference. I pray and desire that my correction on my child may do him good. It is in thy power, Lord, to effect that thy correction on me shall do me good. # * # LOED, I perceive my soul deeply guilty of envy. By my good will, I would have none prophesy but mine own Moses (Numb. xi. 28). I had rather thy work were undone than done better by another than by myself! Had rather thy enemies were all alive than that I should kill but my thousand, and others their ten thousands of them ! My corruption repines at other men's better parts, as if what my soul wants of them in substance she would supply in swelling. Pispossess me } Lord, of this bad spirit, and turn my 44 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. envy into holy emulation. Let me labour to exceed them in pains who excel me in parts : and knowing that my sword in cutting down sin hath a duller edge, let me strike with the greater force ; yea, make other men's gifts to be mine, by making me thankful to thee for them. It was some comfort to Naomi, that, wanting a son herself, she brought up Kuth's child in her bosom. If my soul be too old to be a mother of goodness, Lord, make it but a dry-nurse. Let me feed and foster and nourish and cherish the graces in others, honouring their persons, praising their parts, and glorifying thy Name, who hath given such gifts unto them. # # # LORD, when young I have almost quarrelled with that petition, 'Give peace in our time, Lord;' needless to wish for light at noon-day ; for then peace was so plentiful, no fear of famine, but suspicion of a surfeit thereof. And yet how many good comments was this prayer then capable of! Give peace, that is, continue and preserve it ; give peace, that is, give us hearts worthy of it, and thankful for it. In our time, that is, all our time : for there is more besides a fair morning required to make a fair day. Now I see the mother had more wisdom than her son. The Church knew, better than I, how to pray. Now I am better informed of the necessity of that petition. Yea, with the daughters of the horseleech, I have need to cry, Give, give peace in our time, Lord (Prov. xxx. 15). # # # LORD, unruly soldiers command poor people to open PERSONAL MEDITATIONS, 45 them their doors, otherwise threatening to break in. But if those in the house knew their own strength it were easy to keep them out; seeing the doors are threatening-proof, and it is not the breath of their oaths can blow the locks open. Yet, silly souls, being affrighted, they obey, and betray themselves to their violence. Thus Satan serves me, or rather thus I serve myself. When I cannot be forced, I am fooled out of my integrity. He cannot constrain if I do not consent. If I do but keep possession, all the powers of hell cannot violently eject me: but I cowardly surrender to his summons. Thus there needs no more to my undoing, but myself. # # # LOED, when I am to travel I never use to provide myself till the very time ; partly out of laziness, loth to be troubled till needs I must ; partly out of pride, as presuming all necessaries for my journey will wait upon me at the instant (some say this is scholar's fashion, and it seems, by following it, I hope to approve myself to be one). However, it often comes to pass that my journey is finally stopped, through the narrowness of the time to provide for it. Grant, Lord, that my confessed improvidence in temporal may make me suspect my providence in spiritual matters. Solomon saith, 'Man goeth to his long home.' Short preparation will not fit so long a journey. let me not put it off to the last, to have my oil to buy when I am to burn it, but let me so dispose of myself, that when I am to die I may have nothing to do but to die, 46 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES, LOUD, when in any writing I have occasion to insert these passages, God willing, God lending me life, etc., I observe, Lord, that I can scarce hold my hand from encircling these words in a parenthesis, as if they were not essential to the sentence, but may as well be left out as put in. "Whereas indeed they are not only of the commission at large, but so of the quorum, that without them all the rest is nothing ; wherefore hereafter I will write those words fully and fairly, without any enclosure about them. Let critics censure it for bad grammar, I am sure it is good divinity. # # # LORD, many temporal matters which I have desired, thou hast denied me. It vexed me for the present, that I wanted my will. Since, considering in cold blood, I plainly perceive had that which I desired been done, I had been undone. Yea, what thou gavest me, instead of those things wjiich I wished, though less toothsome to me, were more wholesome for me. For- give, I pray, my former anger, and now accept my humble thanks. Lord, grant me one suit, which is this, deny me all suits which are bad for me : when I petition for what is unfitting, let the King of heaven make use of his negative voice. Bather let me fast than have quails given with intent that I should be choked in eating them (Numb. xi. 33). & * * LORD, this day I disputed with myself whether or no I had said my prayers this morning ; and I could not call to mind any remarkable passage whence I could certainly conclude that I had offered my prayers PERSONAL MEDITATIONS. tf unto tliee. Frozen affections, which left no spark of remembrance behind them ! Yet at last I hardly re- covered one token, whence I was assured that I had said my prayers. It seems I had said them, and only said them, rather by heart than with my heart. Can I hope that thou wouldest remember my prayers when I had almost forgotten that I had prayed ? Or rather have I not cause to fear that thou remernberest my prayers too well, to punish the coldness and badness of them ? Alas ! are not devotions thus done, in effect, left undone ? Well Jacob advised his sons, at their second going into Egypt, ' Take double money in your hands ; peradventure it was an oversight.' So, Lord, I come with my second morning sacrifice : be pleased to accept it, which I desire and endeavour to present with a little better devotion than I did the former. * # # LORD, the motions of thy Holy Spirit were for- merly frequent in my heart, but, alas ! of late they have been great strangers. It seems they did not like their last entertainment, they are so loth to come again. I fear they were grieved, that either I heard them not attentively, or believed them not faithfully, or practised them not .conscionably. If they be pleased to come again, this is all I dare promise, that they do deserve, and I do desire they should be well used. Let thy Holy Spirit be pleased not only to stand before the door and knock, but also to come in. If I do not open the door, if it were too unreasonable to request such a miracle to come in, when the doors were shut, as thou didst to the apostles. Yet let me 48 GOOD THOUGHTS IN SAD TIMES. humbly beg of thee, that thou wouldst make the iron gate of my heart open of its own accord (Acts xii. 10). Then let thy Spirit be pleased to sup in my heart. I have given it an invitation, and I hope I shall give it room. But, thou that sendest the guest, send the meat also ; and if I be so unmannerly as not to make the Holy Spirit welcome, let thy effectual grace make me to make it welcome. * * * LORD, I confess this morning I remembered my breakfast but forgot my prayers. And as I have re- turned no praise, so thou mightest justly have afforded me no protection. Yet thou hast carefully kept me to the middle of the day, entrusted me with a new debt before I have paid the old score. It is now noon, too late for a morning, too soon for an evening, sacri- fice. My corrupt heart prompts me to put off my prayers till night. But I know it too well, or rather too ill, to trust it. I fear, if till night I defer them, at night I shall forget them. Be pleased, therefore, now to accept them. Lord, let not a few hours the later make a breach ; especially, seeing (being spoken not to excuse my negligence, but to implore thy pardon) a thousand years in thy sight are but as yesterday. I promise hereafter, by thy assistance, to bring forth fruit in due season. I am ashamed the sun should shine on me, who now newly start in the race of my devotions, when he, like a giant, hath run more than half his course in the heavens. # # # LORD, this day casually I am fallen into a bad com- pany, and know not how I came thither, or how to PERSONAL MEDITATIONS. 4U get heuce. Sure I am, not my improvidence hath run me, but thy providence hath led me into this danger. I was not wandering in any base by-path, but walking in the highway of my vocation. Where- fore, Lord, thou that calledst me hither, keep me here. Stop their mouths, that they speak no blas- phemy, or stop my ears, that I hear none ; or open nay mouth, soberly to reprove what I hear. Give me to guard myself, but, Lord, guard my guarding 01 myself. Let not the smoke of their badness put out mine eyes, but the shining of mine innocency lighten theirs. Let me give physic to them, and not take infection from them. Yea, make me the better for their badness. Then shall their bad company be to me like the dirt of oysters, whose mud hath soap in it, and doth rather scour than defile. # * # LORD, often have I thought with myself, I will sin but this one sin more, and then I will repent of it, and of all the rest of my sins together. So foolish was I and ignorant. As if I should be more able to pay my debts when I owe more : or as if I should say, I will wound my friend once again, and then I will lovingly shake hands with him : but what if my friend will not shake hands with me ? Besides, can one commit one sin more, and but one sin more ? Grant, Lord, at this instant I may break off my badness, otherwise thou mayest justly make the last minute wherein I do sin on earth to be the last minute wherein I shall sin on earth and the first wherein thou mightest make me suffer in another place. 50 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. LORD, the preacher this day came homo to ray heart. A left-handed Gibeonite, with his sling (Judges x. 16), hit not the mark more sure than he my darling sins. I- could find no fault with his sermon, save only that it had too much truth. But this I quarrelled at, that he went far from his text to come close to me, and so was faulty himself in telling me of my faults. Thus they will creep out at small crannies who have a mind to escape; and yet I cannot deny but that that which he spake (though nothing to that portion of Scripture which he had for his text) was according to the proportion of Scripture. And is not thy word in general the text at large of every preacher ? Yea, rather I should have concluded, that if he went from his text, thy goodness sent him to meet me : for without thy guidance it had been im- possible for him so truly to have traced the intricate turnings of my deceitful heart. * # # LORD, be pleased to shake my clay cottage before thou throwest it down. May it totter awhile before it doth tumble. Let me be summoned before I am surprised. Deliver me from sudden death. Not from sudden death in respect of itself ; for I care not how short my passage be, so it be safe. Never any weary traveller complained that he came too soon to his journey's end. But let it not be sudden in respect of me. Make me always ready to receive death. Thus no guest comes unawares to him who keeps a constant table. SCRIPTURE OBSERVATIONS, 51 SCRIPTURE OBSERVATIONS. LOUD, in the parable of the four sorts of ground whereon the seed was sown, the last alone proved fruitful (Matt. xiii. 8). There the bad were more than the good. But amongst the servants, two improved their talents, or pounds, and one only buried them. There the good were more than the bad. Again, 'amongst the ten virgins, five were wise and five were foolish (Matt. xxv. 2). There the good and bad were equal. I see, that concerning the number of the saints in comparison to the reprobates, no certainty can be collected from these parables. Good reason, for it is not their principal purpose to meddle with that point. Grant that I may never rack a Scripture simile beyond the true intent thereof. * * * LORD, thou didst intend from all eternity to make Christ the heir of all. No danger of disinheriting him, thy only Son, and so well deserving. Yet thou sayest to him, ' Ask of me, and I will give thee the heathen for thine inheritance/ etc. This homage he must do for thy boon, to beg it. I see thy goodness delights to have thy favours sued for, expecting we should crave what thou intendest we should have ; that so, though we^ cannot give a full price, we may take some pains for thy favours, and obtain them, though not for the merit, by the means of, our petitions. * # # LORD, I find that Ezekiel in his prophecies is styled ninety times, and more, by this appellation, ' Son of 52 GOOD THOUGHTS IN HAD TIMES. man/ and surely not once oftener than there was need for. For he had more . visions than any one (not to say than all) of the prophets of his time. It was necessary, therefore, that his mortal extraction should often be sounded in his ears, ' Son of man/ lest his frequent conversing with visions might make him mistake himself to be some angel. Amongst other revelations it was therefore needful to reveal him to himself, ' Son of man/ lest seeing many visions might have made him blind with spiritual pride. Lord, as thou increasest thy graces in me, and favours on me, so with them daily increase in my soul the monitors and remembrancers of my mortality. So shall my soul be kept in a good temper and humble deportment towards thee. # # # LORD, I read how Jacob (then only accompanied with his staff) vowed at Bethel, that if thou gavest him but bread and raiment, he would make that place thy house. After his return, the condition on thy side was over-performed, but the obligation on his part wholly neglected. For when thou hadst made his staff to swell, and to break into two bands, he, after his return, turned purchaser' (Gen. xxxiii. 19), bought a field in Shalem, intending there to set up his rest. But thou art pleased to be his remembrancer in a new vision, and to spur him afresh who tired in his promise, { Arise, go to Bethel, and make there an altar/ etc. Lord, if rich Jacob forgot what poor Jacob did promise, no wonder if I be bountiful to offer thee in my afflic- tion what I am niggardly to perform in my prosperity. But oh ! take not advantage of the forfeitures, but be SCRIPTURE OBSERVATIONS. 53 pleased to demand payment once again. Pinch me into the remembrance of my promises, that so I may re-enforce my old vows with new resolutions. * * * LORD, I read when our Saviour was examined in the high-priest's hall, that Peter stood without till John (being his spokesman to the maid that kept the door) procured his admission in. John meant to let him out of the cold, and not to let him into a tempta- tion, but his courtesy in intention proved a mischief in event, and the occasion of his denying his Master. let never my kindness concur in the remotest degree to the damage of my friend. May the chain which I sent him for an ornament never prove his fetters. But if I should be unhappy herein, I am sure thou wilt not punish my good will, but pity my ill success. * * * LORD, the apostle saith to the Corinthians, ' God will not suffer you to be tempted above what you are able.' But how comes he to contradict himself, by his own confession in his next Epistle, where, speaking of his own sickness, he saith, ' We were pressed out of measure, above strength ' ? Perchance this will be expounded by propounding another riddle of the same apostle's, who, praising Abraham, saith, ' That against hope, he believed in hope.' That is, against carnal hope, he believed in spiritual hope. So the same wedge will serve to cleave the former difficulty. Paul was pressed above his human, not above his heavenly, strength. Grant, Lord, that I may not mangle and dismember thy word, but study it entirely, comparing one place with another : for diamonds only can cut 54 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. diamonds, and no such comments on the Scripture as the Scripture. # # # LORD, I observe that the Vulgate translation reads the apostle's precept thus : ' Give diligence to make your calling and election sure by good works.' But in our English Testament these words, 'by good works,' are left out. It grieved me at the first to see our translation defective; but it offended me after- wards to see the other redundant. For those words are not in the Greek, which is the original. And it is an ill work to put good works in, to the corruption of the Scripture. Grant, Lord, that though we leave ' good works ' out in the text, we may take them in in our comment in that exposition which our practice is to make on this precept in our lives and conversations. * * * LORD, I find the genealogy of my Saviour strangely chequered with four remarkable changes in four im- mediate generations. 1, ' Kehoboam begat Abiam ;'/ that is, a bad [father begat a bad son. 2, * Abiam begat Asa ; ' that is, a bad father a good son. 3. ' Asa begat Jehosaphat ; ' that is, a good father a good son. 4. ' Jehosaphat begat Joram ; ' that is, a good father a bad son. I see, Lord, from hence, that my father's piety can- not be entailed ; that is bad news for me. But I see also that actual impiety is not always hereditary ; that is good news for my soru SCRIP TV RE OBSERVATIONS. 55 LORD, when in my daily service I read David's psalms, give me to alter the accent of my soul accord- ing to their several subjects. In such psalms wherein he confesseth his sins, or requesteth thy pardon, or praiseth for former, or prayeth for future, favours, in all these give me to raise my soul to as high a pitch as may be. But when I come to such psalms wherein he curseth his enemies, there let me bring my soul down to a lower note. For those words were made only to fit David's mouth. I have the like breath, but not the same spirit to pronounce them. Nor let me natter myself that it is lawful for me, with David, to curse thine enemies, lest my deceitful heart entitle all mine enemies to be thine, and so what was religion in David prove malice in me, whilst I act revenge under the pretence of piety. * * * LORD, I read of the two witnesses, e And when they shall have finished their testimony, the beast that ascendeth out of the bottomless pit shall make war against them, and shall overcome them, and kill them.' They could not be killed whilst they were doing, but when they had done their work ; during their employ- ment they were invincible. No better armour against the darts of death than to be busied in thy service. Why art thou so heavy, my soul ? No malice of man can antedate my end a minute whilst my Maker hath any work for me to do. And when all my daily task is ended, why should I grudge then to go to bed ? # # # LORD, I read, at the transfiguration, that Peter, James, and John were admitted to behold Christ, but 56 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. Andrew was excluded. So again, at the reviving of the daughter of the ruler of the synagogue, these three were let in, and Andrew shut out. Lastly, in the agony, the aforesaid three were called to be witnesses thereof, and still Andrew left behind. Yet he was Peter's brother, and a good man, and an apostle : why did not Christ take the two brothers ? Was it not a pity to part them ? But methinks I seem more of- fended thereat than Andrew himself was, whom I find to express no discontent, being pleased to be accounted a loyal subject for the general, though he was no favourite in these particulars. Give me to be pleased in myself, and thankful to thee for what I am, though I be not equal to others in personal perfections, for such peculiar privileges are courtesies from thee when given, and no injuries to us when denied. # # * LOUD, St. Paul teacheth the art of heavenly thrift, how to make a new sermon of an old. ' Many,' saith he, ' walk, of whom I have told you often, and now tell you weeping, that they are enemies to the cross of Christ.' Formerly he had told it with his tongue, but now with his tears ; formerly he taught it with his words, but now with weeping. Thus new affec- tions make an old sermon new. May I not, by the same proportion, make an old prayer new? Lord, thus long I have offered my prayer dry unto thee ; now, Lord, I offer it wet. Then wilt thou own some new addition therein, when, though the sacrifice be the same, yet the dressing of it is different, being steeped in his tears who bringeth it unto thee. SCRIPTURE OBSERVATIONS. 57 LORD, I read of my Saviour, that when he was in the wilderness, ' Then the devil leaveth him, and be- hold angels came and ministered unto him.' A great change in a little time. No twilight betwixt night and day. No purgatory condition betwixt hell and heaven, but instantly, when out devil, in angel. Such is the case of every solitary soul. It will make com- pany for itself. A musing mind will not stand neuter a minute, but presently side with legions of good or bad thoughts. Grant, therefore, that my soul, which ever will have some, may never have bad, company. * * * LORD, I read how Cushi and Ahimaaz ran a race, who first should bring tidings of victory to David. Ahimaaz, though last setting forth, came first to his journey's end; not that he had the fleeter feet, but the better brains to choose the way of most advantage. For the text saith, ' so Ahimaaz ran by the way of the plain, and overran Cushi.' Prayers made to God by saints fetch a needless compass about That is but a rough and uneven way. Besides one steep passage therein, questionable whether it can be climbed up, and saints in heaven made sensible of what we say on earth. The way of the plain, or plain way, both shortest and surest, is, ' Call upon me in the time of trouble.' Such prayers (though starting last) will come first to the mark. * * * LORD, this morning I read a chapter in the Bible, and therein observed a memorable passage, whereof I never took notice before. Why now, and no sooner, did I see it? Formerly my eyes were as open, and 58 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. the letters as legible. Is there not a thin veil laid over the word, which is rarefied by reading, and at last wholly worn away ? Or was it because I came with more appetite than before? The milk was always there in the breast, but the child till now was not hungry enough to find out the teat. I see the oil of thy word will never leave increasing whilst any bring an empty barrel. The Old Testament will still be a New Testament to him who comes with a fresh desire of information. * * * LORD, at the first passover God kept touch with the Hebrews very punctually : ' At the end of the four hundred and thirty years, in the self-same day it came to pass, that all the hosts of the Lord went out of the land of Egypt :' but at the first Easter God was better than his word. Having promised that Christ should lie but three days in the grave, his fatherly affection did run to relieve him. By a charitable synecdoche two pieces of days were counted for whole ones. God did cut the work short in righteousness (Rom. ix. 28). Thus the measure of his mercy under the law was full, but it ran over in the gospel. * * * LORD, the apostle dissuadeth the Hebrews from covetousness with this argument, because God said, * I will not leave thee nor forsake thee.' Yet I find not that God ever gave this promise to all the Jews, but he spake it only to Joshua, when first made com- mander against the Canaanites, which (without violence to the analogy of faith) the apostle applieth to all good men in general. Is it so that we are heirs-apparent SCRIPTURE OBSERVATIONS. 59 to all promises made to thy servants in Scripture? Are [the characters of grace granted to them good to me? Then will I say with Jacob, 'I have enough.' But because I cannot entitle myself to thy promises to them except I imitate their piety to thee, grant I may take as much care in following the one as comfort in the other. * * * LORD, I read how Paul, writing from Rome, spake to Philemon to prepare him a lodging, hoping to make use thereof, yet we find not that he ever did use it, being martyred not long after. However, he was no loser whom thou didst lodge in a higher mansion in heaven. Let me always be thus deceived to my advantage. I shall have no occasion to complain, though I never wear the new clothes fitted for me, if, before I put them on, death clothe me with glorious immortality. * * * LORD, I discover an arrant laziness in my soul ; for when I am to read a chapter in the Bible, before I begin it I look where it endeth. And if it endeth not on the same side, I cannot keep my hands from turn- ing over the leaf, to measure the length thereof on the other side; if it swells to many verses I begin to grudge. Surely my heart is not rightly affected. Were I truly hungry after heavenly food I would not complain of meat. Scourge, Lord, this laziness out of my soul; make the reading of thy word not a penance, but a pleasure unto me ; teach me that as amongst many heaps of gold, all being equally pure, that is the best which is the biggest, so I may esteem BO GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. that chapter in thy word the best which is the longest. * # # LORD, I find David making a syllogism, in mood and figure (Psalm Ixvi.). Two propositions he per- fected. 18. ' If I regard wickedness in my heart, the Lord will not hear me. 19. But verily God hath heard me, he hath attended to the voice of my prayer.' Now I expected that David should have concluded thus : ' Therefore I regard not wickedness in my heart.' But far otherwise he concludes : -0. ' Blessed be God that hath not turned away my prayer, nor his mercy from me.' Thus David hath deceived, but not wronged me. I looked that he should have clapped the crown on his own, and he puts it on God's head. I will learn this excellent logic ; for I like David's better than Aris- totle's syllogisms, that whatsoever the premises be, I make God's glory the conclusion. # # * LORD, wise Agur made it his wish, ' Give me not poverty, lest I steal, and take the name of my God in vain ' (Prov. xxx. 9). He saith not, lest I steal, and be caught in the manner, and then be stocked, or whipped, or branded, or forced to fourfold restitution, or put to any other shameful or painful punishment. But he saith, 'Lest I steal, and take the name of my God in vain ; ' that is, lest, professing to serve thee, I confute a good profession with a bad conversation. Thus thy children count sin to be tlie greatest smart SCRIPTURE OBSERVATIONS. 61 in sin; us being mure sensible of the wound they therein give to the glory of God, than of all the stripes that man may lay upon them for punishment. * # # LORD, I read that when my Saviour dispossessed the man's son of a devil, he enjoined the evil spirit c To come out of him, and enter no more into him.' But I find, that when my Saviour himself was tempted of Satan, 'The devil departed from him for a season.' Retreating, as it seems, with mind to return. How came it to pass, Lord, that he who expelled him finally out of others, did not propel him so from himself? Sure it doth not follow that because he did not he could not do it ; or that he was less able to help him- self, because he was more charitable to relieve others. iS T o, I see my Saviour was pleased to show himself .a God in other men's matters, and but a man in such cases wherein he himself was concerned : being contented still to be tempted by Satan, that his sufferings for us might cause our conquering through him. x # u LORD, Jannes and Jambres (2 Tim. hi. 8), the apes of Moses and Aaron, imitated them in turning their rods into serpents ; only here was the difference : Aaron's rod devoured their rods. That which was solid and substantial lasted, when that which was slight, and but seeming, vanished away. Thus an active fancy in all outward expressions may imitate a lively faith. For matter of language there is nothing what grace doth do, but wit can act. Only the difference appears in the continuance : wit is but for & GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. fits and flashes, grace holds out, and is lasting ; and; good Lord, of thy goodness give it to every one that truly desires it. HISTORICAL APPLICATIONS. THE English ambassador, some years since, pre- vailed so far with the Turkish Emperor as to persuade him to hear some of our English music, from which (as from other liberal sciences) both he and his nation were naturally averse. But it happened that the musicians were so long in tuning their instruments, that the great Turk, distasting their tediousness, went away in discontent, before their music began. I am afraid that the differences and dissensions betwixt Christian churches (being so long in reconciling their discords) will breed in pagans such a disrelish of our religion, as they will not be invited to attend there- unto. * # * 1 A SIBYL came to Tarquinius Superbus, king of Home, and offered to sell unto him three tomes of her oracles, but he, counting the price too high, refused to buy them. Away she went, and burnt one tome of them. Returning, she asked him, whether he would buy the two remaining at the same rate. He refused again, counting her little better than frantic. There- upon she burns the second tome, and peremptorily asked him whether he would give the sum demanded for all the three for the one tome remaining, otherwise she would burn that also, and he would dearly repent HISTORICAL APPLICATIONS. G3 it. Tarquin, admiring at her constant resolution, and conceiving some extraordinary worth contained therein, gave her her demand. There are three volumes of man's time youth, man's estate, and old age and ministers advise them to redeem this time (Ephes. v. 16). But men conceive the rate they must give to be unreasonable, because it will cost them the re- nouncing of their carnal delights. Hereupon one-third part of their life, youth, is consumed in the fire of wantonness. Again, ministers counsel men to redeem the remaining volumes of their life. They are but derided at for their pains. And man's estate is also cast away in the smoke of vanity. But preachers ought to press peremptorily on old people to redeem, now or never, the last volume of their life. Here is the difference : the Sibyl still demanded but the same rate for the remaining book, but aged folk (because of their custom in sinning) will find it harder and dearer to redeem this, the last volume, than if they had been chapmen for all three at the first. * '# * IN Merionethshire, in Wales, there be many moun- tains, whose hanging tops come so close together, that shepherds, sitting on several mountains, may audibly discourse one with another; and yet they must go many miles before their bodies can meet together, by the reason of the vast hollow valleys which are betwixt them. Our sovereign, and the members of his parlia- ment in London, seem very near agreed in their general and public professions ; both are for the Protestant re- ligion ; can they draw nearer ? Both are for the privi- leges of parliament ; can they come closer ? Both are 64 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. for the liberty of the subject ; can they meet evener ? And yet, alas, there is a great gulf and vast distance betwixt them which our sins have made, and God grant that our sorrow may seasonably make it up again. # * #- WHEN John, king of France, had communicated the order of the knighthood of the Star to some of his guard, men of mean birth and extraction, the nobility ever after disdained to be admitted into that degree, and so that order in France was extinguished. Seeing that nowadays drinking and swearing and wanton- ness are grown frequent, even with base beggarly people, it is high time for men of honour, who consult with their credit, to desist from such sins. Not that I would have noblemen invent new vices to be in fashion with themselves alone, but forsake old sins, grown common with the meanest of people. # # * THE Eoman senators conspired against Julius Caesar to kill him. That very next morning Artemidorus, Caesar's friend, delivered him a paper, desiring him to peruse it, wherein the whole plot was discovered : but Cassar complimented his life away, being so taken up to return the salutations of such people as met him in the way, that he pocketed the paper, among other petitions, as unconcerned therein; and so, going to the senate-house, was slain. The world, flesh, and devil have a design for the destruction of men ; we ministers bring our people a letter, God's word, wherein all the conspiracy is revealed. 'But who hath believed our _report ? ' Most men are so busy about HISTORICAL APPLICATIONS. G,'> worldly delights, they arc not at leisure to listen to us, or read the letter ; but thus, alas ! run headlong to their own ruin and destruction. * # # IN the days of King Edward VI. the Lord Pro- tector marched with a powerful army into Scotland, to demand their young queen Mary in marriage to our king, according to their promises. The Scotch, refusing to do it, were beaten by the English in Musselborough fight. One demanding of a Scottish lord, taken prisoner in the battle, ' Now, sir, how do you like our king's marriage with your queen ? ' * I always,' quoth he, 'did like the marriage, but I do not like the wooing, that you should fetch a bride with fire and sword/ It is not enough for men to propound pious projects to themselves, if they go about by indirect courses to compass them. God's own work must be done by God's own ways. Other- wise we can take no comfort in obtaining the end, if we cannot justify the means used thereunto. # * * A SAGAMORE, or petty king in Virginia, guessing the greatness of other kings by his own, sent a native hither, who understood English, commanding him to score upon a long cane (given him of purpose to be his register) the number of Englishmen, that thereby his master might know the strength of this our nation. Landing at Plymouth, a populous place, and which he mistook for all England, he had no leisure to eat, for notching up the men he met. At Exeter the difficulty of his task was increased. Coming at last to London, that forest of people, he brake his c 60 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. cane in pieces, perceiving the impossibility of his employment. Some may conceive that they can reckon up the sins they commit in one day. Per- chance they may make hard shifts to sum up their notorious ill deeds. More difficult it is to score up their wicked words. But, oh, how infinite are their idle thoughts ! High time then to leave off counting, and cry out with David, Who can tell how oft he offendeth ? Lord, cleanse me from my secret sins. * # * MARTIN DE GOLIN, master of the Teutonic Order, was taken prisoner by the Prussians, and delivered bound, to be beheaded. But he persuaded his execu- tioner, who had him alone, first to take off his costly clothes, which otherwise would be spoiled with the sprinkling of his blood. Now the prisoner, being partly unbound to be unclothed, and finding his arms somewhat loosened, struck the executioner to the ground, killed him afterwards with his own sword, and so regained both his life and liberty. Christ hath overcome the world, and delivered it to us to destroy it. But we are all Achans by nature, and the Baby- lonish garment is a bait for our covetousness. Whilst, therefore, we seek to take plunder of this world's wardrobe, we let go the mastery we had formerly of it: and too often, that which Christ's passion made our captive, our folly makes, our conqueror. * * * I COULD both sigh and smile at the simplicity of u native American, sent by a Spaniard, his master, with a basket of figs, and a letter, wherein the figs were mentioned, to carry them both to one of his master's HISTORICAL APPLICATIONS. 07 friends. By the way, this messenger eat up the fig* but delivered the letter, whereby his deed was dis- covered, and he soundly punished. Being sent a second time on the like message, he first took the letter, which he conceived had eyes as well as a tongue, and hid it in the ground, sitting himself on the place where he put it ; and then securely fell to feed on his figs, presuming that that paper, which saw nothing, could tell nothing. Then taking it again out of the ground, he delivered it to his master's friend, whereby his fault was perceived, and he worse beaten than before. Men conceive they can manage their sins with secrecy, but they carry about them a letter, or book rather, written by God's finger, their con- science bearing witness to all their actions. But sinners, being often detected and accused, hereby grow wary at last, and to prevent this speaking paper from telling any tales, do smother, stifle, and suppress it, when they go about the committing of any wickedness. Yet conscience (though buried for a time in silence) hath afterwards a resurrection, and discovers all, to their greater shame, and heavier punishment. # * # MARCUS MANLIUS deserved exceedingly well of the Itoman state, having valiantly defended their capitol. But afterward, falling into disfavour with the people, lie was condemned to death. However, the people Avould not be so unthankful as to suffer him to be executed in any place from whence the capitol might lie beheld; for the prospect thereof prompted them with fresh remembrance of his former merits. At 08 GOOD THOUGHTS IN SAD TIMES. last they found a low place in the Petiline grove, by the river-gate, where no pinnacle of the capitol could be perceived, and there he was put to death. We may admire how men can find in their hearts to sin against God. For we can find no one place in the whole world which is not marked with a signal character of his mercy unto us. It was said properly of the Jews, but it is not untrue of all Christians, that they are God's vineyard. ' And God fenced it, and gathered out the stones thereof, and" planted it with the choicest vine, and built a tower in the midst thereof, and also digged a wine-press therein.' Which way can men look and not have their eyes met with the remembrance of God's favours unto them? Look about the vineyard, it is fenced ; look without it, the stones are cast out ; look within it, it is planted with the choicest vine ; look above it, a tower is built in the midst thereof ; look beneath it, a wine-press is digged. It is im- possible for one to look any way, and to avoid the beholding of God's bounty. Ungrateful man ! And as there is no place, so there is no time for us to sin, without being at that instant beholden to him; we owe to him that we are, even when we are rebellious against him. * * * A DUEL was to be fought, by consent of both kings, betwixt an English and a French lord. The aforesaid, John Courcy, Earl of Ulster, was chosen champion for the English, a man of great stomach and strength, but lately much weakened by long imprisonment. Wherefore, to prepare himself beforehand, the king allowed him what plenty and variety of meat he was HISTORICAL APPLICATIONS. 09 pleased to eat. But the monsieur (who was to en- counter him) hearing what great quantity of victuals < Vmrcy did daily devour, and thence collecting his unusual strength, out of fear refused to fight with him. If by the standard of their cups, and measure of their drinking, one might truly infer soldiers' strength by rules of proportion, most vast and valiant achievements may justly be expected from some gallants of these times. - # # I HAVE heard that the brook near Lutterworth, in Leicestershire, into which the ashes of the burnt bones of Wickliffe were cast, never since doth drown the meadow about it. Papists expound this to be, because God was well pleased with the sacrifice of the ashes of such an heretic. Protestants ascribe it rather to proceed from the virtue of the dust of such a reverend martyr. I see it is a case for a friend. Such accidents signify nothing in themselves, but according to the pleasure of interpreters. Give me such solid reasons whereon I may rest and rely. Solomon saith, ' The words of the wise are like nails, fastened by the masters of the assembly/ A nail is firm, and will hold driving in, and will hold driven in. Send me such arguments. As for these waxen topical devices, I shall never think worse or better of any religion for their sake. # # * ALEXANDER the Great, when a child, was checked by his governor, Leonidas, for being over-profuse in spending perfumes, because on a day, being to sacri- fice to the gods, he took both his hands full of 70 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. frankincense, and cast it into the fire. But after- wards, being a man, he conquered the country of Judea (the fountain whence such spices did flow), and sent Leonidas a present of five hundred talents' weight of frankincense, to show him how his former prodigality made him thrive the better in success, and to advise him to be no more niggardly in divine service. Thus they that sow plentifully shall reap plentifully. I see there is no such way to have a large heart, as to have a large heart. The free giving of the branches of our present estate to God is the readiest means to have the root increased for the future. * * # THE poets fable, that this was one of the labours imposed on Hercules, to make clean the Augean stable, or stall rather. For therein, they said, were kept three thousand kine, and it had not been cleansed for thirty years together. But Hercules, by letting the river Alpheus into it, did that with ease which before was conceived impossible. This stall is the pure emblem of my impure soul, which hath been defiled with millions of sins for more than thirty years together. Oh that I might by a lively faith, and unfeigned repen- tance, let the stream of that fountain into my soul, 'which is opened for Judah and Jerusalem.' It is impossible by all my pains to purge out my unclean- ness, which is quickly done by the rivulet of the blood of my Saviour. * * * THE Venetians showed the treasure of their state, being in many great coffers full of gold and silver, to HISTORICAL APPLICATIONS 71 the Spanish ambassador. But the ambassador, peeping under the bottom of those coffers, demanded whether that their treasure did daily grow, and had a root. 'For such,' saith he, 'my master's treasure hath:' meaning both the Indies. Many men have attained to a great height of piety to be very abundant and rich therein. But all theirs is but a cistern, not fountain of grace : only God's goodness hath a spring of itself in itself. * * # THE Sidonian servants agreed amongst themselves to choose him to be their king who that morning should first see the sun. Whilst all others were gazing on the east, one alone looked on the west. Some admired, more mocked him, as if he looked on the feet, there to find the eye of the face. But he first of all dis- covered the light of the sun shining on the tops of houses. God is seen sooner, easier, clearer in his operations than in his essence. Best beheld by reflection in his creatures. ' For the invisible things of him, from the creation of the world, are clearly seen, being understood by the things that are made.' -* * # AN Italian prince, as much delighted with the person as grieved with the prodigality of his eldest son, com- manded his steward to deliver him no more money but what the young prince should tell (count) his own self. The young gallant fretted at his heart that he must buy money at so dear a rate, as to have it for telling it, but, because there was no remedy* he set himself to task, and being greatly tired with telling a small sum, he brake off in this considera- 72 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. tion, c Money may speedily be spent, but how tedious and troublesome is it to tell it! And by consequence, how much more difficult to get it ! ' Men may commit sin presently, pleasantly, with much mirth, in a moment. But that they would but seriously consider with themselves how many their offences are, and sadly fall accounting them! And if so hard truly to sum their sins, sure harder sincerely to sorrow for them. If to get their number be so difficult, what is it to get their pardon ? * # * I HEAD that uEgeus, the father of Theseus, hid a sword and a pair of shoes under a great stone, and left word with his wife (whom he left with child), that when the son she should bear was able to take up that stone, wield that sword, and wear those shoes, then she should send him to him, for by these signs he would own him for his own son. Christ hath left in the custody of the Church, our mother, the sword of the Spirit, and the shoes of a Christian conversa- tion, the same which he once wore himself, and they must fit our feet; yea, and we must take up the weight of many heavy crosses before we can come at them; but when we shall appear before our heavenly Father, bringing these tokens with us, then, and not before, he will acknowledge us to be his true- born children. MIXED CONTEMPLATIONS, 73 MIXED CONTEMPLATIONS. I HAVE heard some men (rather causelessly captious than judicially critical) cavil at grammarians for call- ing some conjunctions disjunctive, as if this were a flat contradiction. Whereas, indeed, the same particle may conjoin words, and yet disjoin the sense. But, alas ! how sad is the present condition of Christians, who have a Communion disuniting. The Lord's Supper, ordained by our Saviour to conjoin our affections, hath disjoined our judgment. Yea, it is to be feared, lest our long quarrels about the manner of his presence cause the matter of his absence, for our want of charity to receive him. # # * I HAVE observed that children when they first put on new shoes are very curious to keep them clean. Scarce will they set their feet on the ground, for fear to dirty the soles of their shoes. Yea, rather they will wipe the leather clean with their coats ; and yet perchance the next day they will trample with the same shoes in the mire, up to the ankles. Alas I children's play is our earnest. On that day wherein we receive the sacrament we are often over-precise, scrupling to say or do those things which lawfully we may. But we, who are more than curious that day, are not so much as careful the next ; and too often (what shall I say) go on in sin up to the ankles, yea, our sins go over our heads (Psalm xxxviii. 4). * * * I KNOW some men very desirous to see the devil, 74 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. because they conceive such an apparition would he a confirmation of their faith. For then, by the logic of opposites, they would conclude there is a God, because there is a devil. Thus they will not believe there is a heaven, except hell itself will be deposed for a witness thereof. Surely such men's wishes are vain, and hearts are wicked ; for if they will not believe, having Moses and the prophets, and the apostles, they will not believe (Luke xvi. 31), no, if the devil from hell appears unto them. Such appari- tions were never ordained by God as the means of faith. Besides, Satan will never show h'mself but to his own advantage. If as a devil, to fright them ; if as an angel of light, to flatter them ; however, to hurt them. For my part, I never desire to see him. And ! (if it were possible) that I might never feel him in his motions and temptations ! I say, let me never see him till the day of judgment, where lie shall stand arraigned at the bar, and God's majes'y sit judge on the bench ready to condemn him. * * * I OBSERVE that antiquaries, such as prize skill above profit (as being rather curious than covetous), do pre- fer the brass coins of the Koman emperors before those in gold and silver, because there is much falseness and forgery daily detected (and more suspected) in gold and silver medals, as being commonly cast and counterfeited, whereas brass coins are presumed upon as true and ancient, because it will not quit cost for any to counterfeit them. Plain dealing, Lord, what I want in wealth may I have in sincerity. I care not how mean metal my estate be of, if my soul have the M1XEU CONTEMPLATIONS. 75 true stamp really impressed with the unfeigned image of the King of heaven. * # # LOOKING on the chapel of King Henry V1L, in Westminster (God grant I may once again see it, with the saint who belongs to it, our sovereign, there in a well-conditioned peace), I say, looking on the out- side of the chapel, I have much admired the curious workmanship thereof. It added to the wonder, that it is so shadowed with mean houses, well-nigh on all sides, that one may almost touch it as soon as see it. Such a structure needed no base buildings about it, as foils to set it off. Kather this chapel may pass for the emblem of a great worth, living in a private way. How is he pleased with his own obscurity, whilst others of less desert make greater show ? And whilst proud people stretch out their plumes in osten- tation, he useth their vanity for his shelter: more pleased to have worth than 'to have others take notice of it. * # # THE mariners at sea count it the sweetest perfume when the water in the keel of their ship doth stink. For hence they conclude that it is but little, and long since leaked in ; but it is woeful with them when the water is felt before it is smelt, as fresh flowing in upon them in abundance. It is the best savour in a Chris- tian soul when his sins are loathsome and offensive unto him. A happy token that there hath not been of late in him any insensible supply of heinous offences, because his stale sins are still his new and daily sorrow. 76 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. I HAVE sometimes considered in what troublesome case is that chamberlain in an inn, who being but one, is to give attendance to many guests. For suppose them all in one chamber, yet if one shall command him to come to the window, and the other to the table, and another to the bed, and another to the chimney, and another to come up-stairs, and another to go down-stairs, and all in the same instant, how would he be distracted to please them all. And yet such is the sad condition of my soul by nature. Not only a servant, but a slave to sin. Pride calls me to the window, gluttony to the table, wantonness to the bed, laziness to the chimney, ambition commands me to go up-stairs, and covetousness to come down. Vices, I see, are as well contrary to themselves as to virtue. Free me, Lord, from this distracted case; fetch me from being sin's servant to be thine, whose service is perfect freedom,' for thou art but one, and ever the same; and always enjoinest commands agreeable to themselves, thy glory, and my good. * * * I HAVE observed that towns which have been casually burnt, have been built again more beautiful than before. Mud walls, afterwards made of stone; and roofs, formerly but thatched, after advanced to be tiled. The apostle tells me That I must not think strange concerning the fiery trial which is to happen unto me (1 Peter iv. 12). May I likewise prove im- proved by it. Let my renewed soul, which grows out of the ashes of the old man, be a more firm fabric and strong structure ; so shall affliction be my advantage. MIXED CONTEMPLATIONS. 7? OUR Saviour saith, When thou doest alms (Matt, vi. 3), let not thy left hand know what thy right hand doeth. Yet one may generally observe that almshouses are commonly built by highway-sides, the ready road to ostentation. However, far be it from me to make bad comments on their bounty, I rather interpret it, that they place those houses so publicly, thereby, not to gain applause, but imitation. Yea, let those, who will plant pious works, have the liberty to choose their own ground. Especially in this age, wherein we are likely, neither in byways nor high- ways, to have any works of mercy till the whole kingdom be speedily turned into one great hospital and God's charity only able to relieve us. * * * ALMOST twenty years since I heard a profane jest, and still remember it. How many pious passages of far later date have I forgotten ! It seems my soul is like a filthy pond wherein fish die soon, and frogs live long. Lord, raze this profane jest out of my memory. Leave not a letter thereof behind, lest my corruption (an apt scholar) guess it out again ; and be pleased to write some pious meditation in the place thereof. And grant, Lord, for the time to come (because such bad guests are easier kept out), that I may be careful not to admit what I find so difficult to expel. # # * I PERCEIVE there is in the world a good nature, falsely so called, as being nothing else but a facile and flexible disposition wax for every impression. What others are so bold to beg, they are so bashful as not to deny. Such osiers can never make beams to bear 78 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. stress in cliurch and state. If this be good nature, let me always be a clown ; if this be good fellowship, let me always be a churl. Give me to set a sturdy porter before my soul, who may not equally open to every comer. I cannot conceive how he can be a friend to any, who is a friend to all, and the worst foe to himself. -;;;- x * HA is the interjection of laughter. Ah is an in- terjection of sorrow. The difference betwixt them very small, as consisting only in the transposition of what is no substantial letter, but a bare aspiration. How quickly, in the age of a minute, in the very turning of a breath, is our mirth changed into mourning ! x # * I HAVE a great friend whom I endeavour and desire to please, but hitherto all in vain. The more I seek the farther off I am from finding his favour. Whence comes this miscarriage ? Are not my applications to man more frequent than my addresses to my Maker ? Do I not love his smiles more than I fear Heaven's frowns? I confess, to my shame, that sometimes his anger hath grieved rue more than my sins. Here- after, by thy assistance, I will labour to approve my ways in God's presence ; so shall I ever have, or not need, his friendship, and either please him with more ease, or displease him with less danger. # # # THIS nation is scourged with a wasting war. Our sins were ripe ; God could no longer be j ust, if we were prosperous. Blessed be his name, that I have suffered MIXED CONTEMPLATIONS. 79 my share in the calamities of my country. Had I poised myself so politically betwixt both parties that I had suffered from neither, yet could I have taken no contentment in my safe escaping. For why should I, equally engaged with others in sinning, be exempted above them from the punishment ? And seeing the bitter cup, which my brethren have pledged, to pass by me, I should fear it would be filled again, and return double, for me to drink it. Yea, I should sus- pect that I were reserved alone for a greater shame and sorrow. It is therefore some comfort that I draw in the same yoke with my neighbours, and with them jointly bear the burden which our sins jointly brought upon us. -!? $? */? WHEX, in my private prayers, I have been to con- . fess my bosom-sins unto God, I have been loth to speak them aloud ; fearing though no man could, yet that the devil would, overhear me, and make use ot my words against me. It being probable, that when I have discovered the weakest part of my soul, he would assault me there. Yet since, I have considered, that therein I shall tell Satan no news which he knew not before. Surely I have not managed my secret sins with such privacy, but that he, from some circum- stances, collected what they were. Though the fire was within, he saw some smoke without. Wherefore, for the future, I am resolved to acknowledge my darling faults, though alone, yet aloud ; that the devil who rejoiced in partly knowing of my sins, may be grieved more by hearing the expression of my sorrow. 7^R for any advantage he may make from my con- 80 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. fcssion, tins comforts me God's goodness in assisting me will be above Satan's malice in assaulting mo. * * # IN the midst of my morning prayers I had a good meditation, which since I have forgotten. Thus much I remember of it that it was pious in itself, but not proper for that time ; for it took much from my devo- tion, and added nothing to my instruction ; and my soul, not able to intend two things at once, abated of its fervency in praying. Thus snatching at two em- ployments, I held neither well. Sure this meditation came not from him, who is the God of order. He used to fasten all his nails, and not to drive out one with another. If the same meditation return again, when I have leisure and room to receive it, I will say it is of his sending, who so mustereth and marshalleth all good actions, that like the soldiers in his army, men- tioned by the prophet, They shall not thrust one another, they shall walk every one in his own path (Joel ii. 8). * # * WHEN I go speedily in any action, Lord, give me to call my soul to an account. It is a shrewd sus-' picion that my bowl runs down-hill, because it runs so fast. And, Lord, when I go in an unlawful way, start some rubs to stop me ; let my foot slip or stumble : and give me the grace to understand the language of the lets thou throwest in my way. Thou hast promised, * I will hedge up thy way ; ' Lord, be pleased to make the hedge high enough, and thick enough, that if I be so mad as to adventure to climb oyer it, I may not only soundly rake my clothes, but MIXED CONTEMPLATIONS. 81 rend my flesh ; yea, let me rather be caught, and stick in the hedge, than breaking in through it, fall on the oilier side into the deep ditch of eternal damnation. * * # COMING hastily into a chamber, I had almost thrown down a crystal hour-glass. Fear, lest I had, made me grieve as if I had broken it. But, alas ! how much precious time have I cast away without any regret ! The hour-glass was but crystal, each hour a pearl ; that but like to be broken, this lost outright; that but casually, this done wilfully. A better hour-glass might be bought ; but time lost once, lost ever. Thus we grieve morejbr toys than for treasure. Lord, give me an hour-glass, not to be by me, but to be in me. * Teach me to number my days.' An hour-glass, to turn me, ' that I may apply my heart to wisdom. 5 # * * WHEN a child I loved to look on the pictures in the Book of Martyrs. I thought that there the martyrs at the stake seemed like the three children in the fiery furnace, ever since I had .known them there, not one hair more of their head was burnt, nor any smell of the fire singeing of their clothes (Dan. iii. 27). This made me think martyrdom was nothing. But, oh ! though the lion be painted fiercer than he is, the fire is far fiercer than it is painted. Thus it is easy for one to endure an affliction, as he limns it out in his own fancy, and represents it to himself but in a bare speculation. But when it is brought indeed, and laid home to us, there must be a man, yen, there must be Gocl to assist the man to undergo it. 82 GOOD THOUGHTS IN BAD TIMES. TRAVELLING on the plain (which notwithstanding hath its risings and fallings), I discovered Salisbury steeple many miles off. Coming to a declivity, I lost the sight thereof; but climbing up to the next hill, the steeple grew out of the ground again. Yea, I often found it, and lost it, till at last I came safely to it, and took my lodging near it. It fareth thus with us whilst we are wayfaring to heaven ; mounted on the Pisgah-top of some good meditation, we get a glimpse of our celestial Canaan ; but when either on the flat of an ordinary temper, or in the fall of some extra- ordinary temptation, we lose the view thereof. Thus in the sight of our soul heaven is discovered, covered, and recovered ; till, though late, at last, though slowly, surely, we arrive at the haven of our happiness. i|fc 4 ; V LORD, I find myself in the latitude of a fever. I am neither well nor ill. Not so well that I have any mind to be merry with my friends, nor so ill that my friends have any cause to condole with me. I am a probationer in point of my health. As I shall behave myself, so I may be either expelled out of it, or admitted into it. Lord, let my distemper stop here, and go no farther. Shoot thy murdering pieces against that clay castle which surrendereth itself at thy first summons. spare me a little, that I may recover my strength. I beg not to be forgiven, but to be forborne my debt to nature. And I only do crave time for a while, till I be better fitted and furnished to pay it. * * -::= JT seemed strange to me when I was to]4 that MIKED CONTEMPLATIONS. S3 Ayua vitcu, which restores life to others, should itself be made of the droppings of dead beer. And that strong waters should be extracted out of the dregs (almost) of small beer. Surely many other excellent ingredients must concur, and much art must be used in the distillation. Despair not, then, my soul ! no extraction is impossible where the chemist is infinite. He that is all in all can produce anything out of anything. And he can make my soul, which by nature is 'settled on her lees,' and dead in sin, to be quickened by the infusion of his grace, and purified into a pious disposition. ,,*."# How easy is pen and paper piety, for one to write religiously? I will not say it costeth nothing, but it is far cheaper to work one's head than one's heart to goodness. Some, perchance, may guess me to be good by my writings, and so I shall deceive my reader. But if I do not desire to be good, I most of all deceive myself. I can make an hundred meditations sooner than subdue the least sin in my soul. Yea, I was once in the mind never to write more, for fear lest iny writings at the last day prove records against me. And yet Why should I not write ? that by reading my own book, the disproportion betwixt my lines and my life may make me blush myself (if not into goodness) into less badness than I would do otherwise. That so my writings may condemn me, and make me to condemn myself, that so God may be moved to acquit me. GOOD THOUGHTS IN WORSE TIMES. PEKSONAL MEDITATIONS. Curiosity curbed. Often have I thought with myself what disease I would be best contented to die of. None please me. The stone, or the colic, terrible as expected, intolerable when felt. The palsy is death before death. The consumption a flattering disease, cozening men into hope of long life at the last gasp. Some sicknesses besot, other enrage men, some are too swift, and others too slow. If I could as easily decline diseases as I could dislike them, I should be immortal. But away with these thoughts. The mark must not choose what arrow shall be shot against it. What God sends I must receive. May 1 not be so curious to know wheat weapon shall wound me, as careful to provide the plaster of patience against it. Only thus much in general: commonly that sickness seizeth on men which they least suspect. He that expects to be drowned with a dropsy may be burnt with a fever; and she that fears to be swollen with a tympany may be shrivelled with a consumption. Deceived, not hurt. Hearing a passing bell, I prayed that the sick man might have, through Christ, a safe voyage to his long home. Afterwards I under- stood that the party was dead some hours before ; and it seems in some places of London the tolling of the bell is but a preface of course to the ringing it out. Bells better silent than thus telling lies. What is PERSONAL MEDITATIONS. 85 this but giving a false alarm to men's devotions, to make them to be ready armed with their prayers for the assistance of such who have already fought the good fight, yea, and gotten the conquest ? Not to say that men's charity herein may be suspected of super- stition in praying for the dead. However, my heart thus poured out was not spilt on the ground. My prayers, too late to do him good, came soon enough to speak my good will. What I freely tendered, God fairly took, according to the in- tegrity of my intention. The party, I hope, is in Abraham's, and my prayers I am sure are returned into my own bosom. Nor full, nor fasting. Living in a country village where a burial was a rarity, I never thought of death, it was so seldom presented unto me. Coming to London, where there is plenty of funerals (so that coffins crowd one another, and corpses in the grave jostle for elbow-room), I slight and neglect death, because grown an object so constant and common. How foul is my stomach to turn all food into bad humours ! Funerals, neither few nor frequent, work effectually upon me. London is a library of mortality. Volumes of all sorts and sizes ; rich, poor, infants, chil- dren, youth, men, old men, daily die. I see there is more required to make a good scholar than only the having of many books. Lord, be thou my school- master, and 'teach me to number my days, that I may apply my heart unto wisdom.' Strange and True. I read, in the Eevelation, of a beast, one of whose ' heads was as it were wounded to death. 1 I expected in the next verse that the beast 86 GOOD THOUGHTS IN WORSE TIMES. should die, as the most probable cosequence, consider- ing : 1. It was not a scratch, but a wound ; 2. Not a wound in a fleshy part, or out-limbs of the body, but in the very head, the throne of reason ; 3. No light wound, but in outward apparition (having no other probe but St. John's eyes to search it), it seemed deadly. But mark what immediately follows : i And his deadly wound was healed.' Who would have sus- pected this inference from these premises. But is not this the lively emblem of my natural corruption? Sometimes I conceive that by God's grace I have conquered and killed, subdued and slain, maimed and mortified the deeds of the flesh ; never more shall I be molested or buffeted with such a bosom sin : when alas! by the next return, the news is, it is revived, and recovered. Thus tenches, though grievously gashed, presently plaster themselves whole by that slimy and unctuous humour they have in them ; and thus the inherent balsam of badness quickly cures my corruption, not a scar to be seen. I perceive I shall never finally kill it till, first, I be dead myself. Blushing to be blushed for. A person of great quality was pleased to lodge a night in my house. I durst not invite him to my family prayer, and therefore for that time omitted it : thereby making a breach in a good custom, and giving Satan advantage to assault it. Yea, the loosening of such a link might have en- dangered the scattering of the chain. Bold bashfulness, which durst offend God, whilst it did fear man ! Especially considering, that though PERSONAL MEDITATIONS. 87 my guest was never so high, yet, by the laws of hospi- tality, I was above him whilst under my roof. Here- after, whosoever cometh within the doors shall be requested to come within the discipline of my house ; if accepting my homely diet, he will not refuse my home devotion; and sitting at my table, will be in- treated to kneel down by it. A lash, for laziness. Shameful my sloth, that have deferred my night prayer till I am in bed. This lying along is an improper posture for piety. Indeed, there is no contrivance of our body, but some good man in Scripture hath handselled it with prayer. The publican standing, Job sitting, Hezekiah lying on his bed, Elijah with his face between his legs. But of all gestures give me St. Paul's, ' For this cause I bow my knees to the Father of my Lord Jesus Christ.' Knees, when they may, then they must, be bended. I have read a copy of a grant of liberty from Queen Mary to Henry Ratcliff, Earl of Sussex, giving him leave to wear a cap, or coif, in her Majesty's presence, counted a great favour because of his infirmity. I know in case of necessity God would graciously accept my devotion bound down in a sick dressing, but now whilst I am in perfect health it is inexcusable. Christ commanded some to take up their bed, in token of their full recovery : my laziness may suspect, lest my bed thus taking me up, prove a presage of my ensuing sickness. But may God pardon my idleness this once, I will not again offend in the same kind by his grace hereafter. Root, branch, and fruit. A poor man of Seville, in Spain, having a fair and fruitful pear-tree, one of 88 GOOD THOUGHTS IN WORSE TIMES. the fathers of the Inquisition desired (such tyrants' requests are commands) some of the fruit thereof. The poor man, not out of gladness to gratify, but fear to offend, as if it were a sin for him to have better fruit than his betters (suspecting on his denial the tree might be made his own rod, if not his gallows), plucked up tree, roots and all, and gave it unto him. Allured with love to God, and advised by mine own advantage, what he was frighted to do I will freely perform. God calleth on me to present him with ' fruits meet for repentance.' Yea, let him take all ; soul and body, powers and parts, faculties and members of both, I offer a sacrifice unto himself. Good reason, for indeed the tree was his, before it was mine, and I give him of his own. Besides, it was doubtful whether the poor man's material tree, being removed, would grow again. Some plants, transplanted (especially when old) become sullen, and do not enjoy themselves in a soil wherewith they were unacquainted. But sure I am, when I have given 'myself to God, the moving of my soul shall be the mending of it, he will so dress, so prune, and purge me, that I shall bring forth most fruit in my age. God speed the plough. I saw in seed-time a husbandman at plough in a very raining day. Asking him the reason why he would not rather leave off than labour in such foul weather, his answer was returned me in their country rhythm : ' Sow beans in the mud, And they'll come up like a wood.' This could not but remind me of David's expression, ( They that sow in tears, shall reap in joy. He that PERSONAL MEDITATIONS. SO gocth forth and weepeth, bearing precious seed, shall doubtless come again with rejoicing, bringing his sheaves with him ' (Psalm cxxvi. 5, 6). These last five years have been a wet and woeful seed-time to me, and many of my afflicted brethren. Little hope have we, as yet, to come again to our own homes, and in a literal sense, now to bring our sheaves, which we see others daily to cany away on their shoulders. But if we shall not share in the former or latter harvest here on earth, the third and last in heaven we hope undoubtedly to receive. Cras, eras. Great was the abundance and bold- ness of the frogs in Egypt, which went up and came into their bed-chambers, and beds, and kneading- troughs, and very ovens. Strange that those fen- dwellers should approach the fiery region ; but stranger, that Pharaoh should be so backward to have them removed, and being demanded of Moses when he would have them sent away, answered, To-morrow. He could be content with their company one night, at bed and at board, loth, belike, to acknowledge either God's justice in sending, or power in remanding them, but still hoping that they casually came, and might casually depart (Exod. viii. 3). Leave I any longer to wonder at Pharaoh, and even admire at myself. What are my sins but so many toads, spitting of venom and spawning of poison, croaking in my judgment, creeping into my will, and crawling into my affections ! This I see, and suffer, and say with Pharaoh, To-morrow, to-morrow will I amend. Thus, as the Hebrew tongue hath no proper present tense, but two future tenses, so all the per- HO GOOD THOUGHTS IN WORSE TIMES. ibrmances of my reformation arc only in promises for the time to come.* Grant, Lord, I may seasonably drown this Pharaoh-like procrastination in the sea of repentance, lest it drown me in the pit of perdition. Green when grey. In September I saw a tree bearing roses, whilst others of the same kind round about it were barren. Demanding the cause of the gardener why that tree was an exception from the rule of the rest, this reason was rendered ; because that alone being clipped close in May, was then hindered to spring and sprout, and therefore took this advantage by itself to bud in autumn. Lord, if I were curbed and snipped in my younger years, by fear of my parents, from those vicious ex- crescences to which that age was subject, give me to have a godly jealousy over my heart, suspecting an autumn-spring, lest corrupt nature (which without thy restraining grace will have a vent) break forth in my reduced years into youthful vanities. Miserere. There goes a tradition of Ovid, that famous poet (receiving some countenance from his own confession), that when his father was about to beat him for following the pleasant but profitless study of poetry, he, under correction, promised his father never to make a verse, and made a verse in his very promise. Probably the same in sense, but certainly more elegant for composure, than this verse which common credulity hath taken up. * Parcc precor, genitor, posthac non vcrsificabo.' 1 Father, on me pity take, Verses I no more will make*' When I so solemnly promise my heavenly Father PERSONAL MEDITATIONS. 01 to sin no more, I sin in my very promise. My weak prayers, made to procure my pardon, increase my guiltiness. the dulness and deadness of my heart therein ! I $&y my prayers, as the Jews eat the pass- over, in haste. And whereas in bodily actions motion is the cause of heat, clean contrary, the more speed I make in my prayers, the colder I am in my devotion. What helps not, hurts. A vain thought arose in my heart ; instantly my corruption retains itself to be the advocate for it, pleading that the worst that could be said against it was this, that it was a vain thought. And is not this the best that can be said for it? Remember, my soul, the fig-tree was charged, not with bearing noxious, but no fruit. Yea, the barren iig-tree bare the fruit of annoyance. ' Cut it down, why cumbereth it the ground ? ' Vain thoughts do this ill in my heart, that they do no good. Besides, the fig-tree pestered but one part of the garden ; good grapes might grow, at the same time, in other places of the vineyard. But seeing my soul is so intent on its object, that it cannot attend two things at once, one tree for the time being is all my vineyard. A vain thought engrosseth all the ground of my heart; till that be rooted out no good meditation can grow with it or by it. Always seen, never minded. Tn the most healthful times, two hundred, and upwards, was the constant weekly tribute payed to mortality in London. A large bill, but it must be discharged. Can one city spend according to this weekly rate, and bo not bank- 92 GOOD THOUGHTS IN WORSE TIMES. nipt of people? at leastwise, must not my shot be called for, to make up the reckoning ? When only seven young men, and those chosen Ly lot, were but yearly taken out of Athens, to be devoured by the monster Minotaur, the whole city was in a con- stant fright, children for themselves, and parents for their children. Yea, their escaping of the first was but an introduction to the next year's lottery. Were the dwellers and lodgers in London weekly to cast lots who should make up this two hundred, how r would every one be affrighted? Now none regard it. My security concludes the aforesaid number will amount of infants and old folk. Few men of middle age, and amongst them surety not myself. But, oh ! is not this putting the evil day far from me, the ready way to bring it the nearest to me ? The lot is weekly drawn, though not by me, for me; I am therefore concerned seriously to provide, lest that death's prize prove my blank. Wot whence, but whither. Finding a bad thought in my heart, I disputed in myself the cause thereof, whether it proceeded from the devil, or mine own corruption, examining it by those signs divines in this case recommended. 1.- Whether it came in incoherently, or by depend- ence on some object presented to my senses. 2. Whether the thought was at full age at the first instant, or, infant-like, grew greater by degrees. 3. Whether out or in the road of my natural incli- nation. But hath not this inquiry more of curiosity than religion ? Hereafter derive not the pedigree, but make PERSONAL MEDITATIONS. 93 the mittimus of such malefactors. Suppose a con- federacy betwixt tliieves without and false servants within, to assault and wound the master of a family ; thus wounded, would he discuss from which of them his hurts proceeded ? No, surely, but speedily send for a surgeon, before he bleed to death. I will no more put it to the question whence my bad thoughts come, but whither I shall send them, lest this curious controversy insensibly betray me into a consent unto them. Storm, steer on. The mariners sailing with St. Paul bare up bravely against the tempest, whilst either art or industry could befriend them. Finding both to fail, and that they could not any longer ' bear up into the wind,' they even let their ship drive (Acts xxvii. 15). I have endeavoured in these distemperate times to hold up my spirits, and to steer them steadily. A happy peace here was the port whereat I desired to arrive. Now, alas ! the storm grows too sturdy for the pilot. Hereafter all the skill I will use is no skill at all, but even let my ship sail whither the winds send it. Noah's ark was bound for no other port but pre- servation for the present (that ship being all the har- bour), not intending to find land, but to float on water. May my soul, though not sailing to the desired haven, only be kept from sinking in sorrow. This comforts me, that the most weather-beaten vessel cannot pro- perly be seized on for a wreck which hath any quick cattle remaining there. My spirits are not as yet for- feited to despair, having one lively spark of hope in my heart, because God is even where he was before. Wit outwitted. Joab chid the man (unknown in Scripture by his name, well known for his wisdom)