THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA PRESENTED BY PROF. CHARLES A. KOFOID AND MRS. PRUDENCE W. KOFOID MEMORIALS JOHN [BOWEN, LL.D., LATE BISHOP OF SIERRA LEONE. COMPILED FROM HIS LETTERS AND JOURNALS BY HIS SISTER " And when we all meet again as we shall never do, till the graves are rent and the books are opened, and the names are rehearsed, and the crowns are distributed at the lastit will be seen that no effort in Christ's cause has been forgotten, nor has any labourer in His vineyard missed his reward." Sandford'sBampton Lectures. LONDON: JAMES NISBET & CO.. 21 BERNERS STREET. M.DCCC.LXII. - : ,; EDJ> 7 BUROH : PRINTED BY BALLANTYNE AND COMPANY, PAUL'S WORK. TO THE WEST AFRICAN CHUECH, In ItorB of ONE TO WHOSE HEART HER WELFARE WAS EVER DEAR FROM THE FIRST HOUR THAT HE BECAME HER BISHOP, THESE PAGES ARE, WITH EARNEST PRAYER FOR HER PEACE AND PROSPERITY, INSCRIBED BY THE AUTHOR. INTRODUCTORY CHAPTER. IN a day so prolific with memoirs, it is necessary to apologise for any addition to their number. I believe that Bishop Bowen's prominent connexion with the West African Mission will, in some measure, justify the editing of his life. The history of that eminent, but in some respects most afflicted church, a church so incessantly arrayed in the mourning attire of orphanage, as one by one its chief pastors have been removed, after just sufficient stay to leave behind them no faint remembrance of their love for Christ and His body, has a special appeal to the sympathies of English hearts. Nor are the peculiar incidents of its trials and bereavments, nor yet the records of those who have passed swiftly over its eventful stage, to be carelessly withheld. Then, too, Bishop Bowen's early history was characteristic and peculiar. He was thorough in every respect. Called early in the providence of God to the hardships of an emi- M311619 VI INTEODUCTOEY CHAPTEE. grant's life, subsequently to the hallowed ministry of the word, and eventually to the solemn elevation of the episco- pate, he displayed in these various and contrasted posi- tions the same earnestness of spirit, the same cheerful, faith- ful fulfilling of duty, that had distinguished him from his earliest days. It is not so much because he was a great man, a man of large thought and intellect, wide sympathy and love, and plain practical good sense, that 1 wish to tell the story of his life, as that I feel that in that history there is a lesson of earnest truth, which teaches us that God's promises are sure, and that he who gives up all to follow Christ, shall in this world reap his reward as well as in the next. So many and varied were the scenes in which he laboured to promote his Master's cause, that it has not been possible to collect together in one view the results of his work on earth ; but we know that wherever he went he caused all to feel that a man of God had been with them, really doing God's work, and exhibiting the omnipotence of that heavenly grace which made him what he was. My own recollections of the genuine simplicity of his character have effectually arrested any effort of mine to dress up an elaborate description or a regular book-made memoir of his eventful life. I have therefore chosen the simple expedient of letting his letters and journals tell their own tale. It is true they bear but feeble testimony to the real standard of the man, being but the daily record of his thoughts, and the hastily-sketched incidents of his travels. We cannot trace there all the large- INTRODUCTORY CHAPTEE. vii lieartedness which desired to work for the whole world. There was no missionary station, no far-off land, his sym- pathy did not reach. His regards were verily catholic ; and so it ever is with the truly great. In grasping the high things, they do not forget the low. " I will sow the whole valley of the Jordan with corn," he said, when return- ing to the East, " and Palestine shall be the granary of the world." Nor will the reader be able adequately to discover in the Bishop's own accounts that utter absence of all thought of self which especially marked his character. His constant habit of self-denial and great temperance in all things gave him such a complete power of self-control, that few who knew him guessed that he was of quick warm feelings, and impulsive, passionate temperament. Though no ascetic, he carried out strictly the habit of daily abstinence in little things, and diligent cross-bearing for Christ. Worldly men, who rather despised religion as a weakness, felt and acknowledged its power in his presence, and have said of him, " He is a truly great man/' We cannot in this Memoir call him back as he was, in the radiance of his countenance, and the charm of his conversa- tional powers. " I never saw any one like him," said one who had often met him in the higher ranks of society ; " let who would be in the room, all were listening to Mr Bowen, and he was himself perfectly unconscious that he was the centre of attraction." " He was the most real man I ever met," was the testimony Viii INTRODUCTORY CHAPTER. of another ; " the nearest to my ideal of what Adam was in Paradise.'"' " As for my master," said the old Welsh woman who had been his nurse, as she was one day mourning over the dangers to which his travels exposed him, "As for my master, he goes like an angel over the earth ; nothing can harm him, for he is always looking to God." " What a strong man Mr Bowen is ! " exclaimed an Irish railway porter in Orton ; " he walks along the road so that no one can pass him, and he does look as if he could fight ! " We could multiply without end these expressions of ad- miration, which his character and appearance called forth from those who had only casual intercourse with him, as well as from those who knew him better. His sterling good sense, clear intellect, and perfect freedom from prejudice or party-feeling, rendered him a valuable counsellor at the various missionary stations he visited. He went " strengthening the churches ; " and however contrary to his own the views of others might be, every one relied on his judgment. " If we had but that God-fearing, straight- forward man, John Bowen, here with us," was said at a perplexed committee meeting, " we should soon know the truth." Calm and deliberate in coming to a decision, often pausing once again at the last moment to weigh carefully both sides of a question, he was ever prompt in action. He was often accused of being tardy and procrastinating, yet he was al- INTRODUCTORY CHAPTER. IX ways ready at the right time. Those who saw his study strewn with papers on an infinite variety of subjects, would have said that he was a most disorderly man ; but when those papers were examined, after his death, every one was found in its place ; no letter had ever been destroyed ; all were arranged according to date and subject ; and every detail of business was in perfect order. " Let us work and project wherever we are," he was wont to say, " as if we expected to be always there ; and, at the same time, let us be ready to depart at a moment's notice." This is the man whose life we wish to trace a man who walked unflinchingly in the path of duty, and did that which was given him to do, with joyous thoroughness. And this life of his, all developed and matured as it appears to us, was still peculiarly and beautifully a boy's life throughout. Not that it lacked the sobriety of age or the wisdom of ex- perience, but that it was unmarked by the departure of that open-souled, trustful reliance, that gentle affection of manner, that cheerfulness and radiance of spirit which call up the vision of the guileless, generous lad, who, with no thought of trickery himself, had not learnt to add to his simple creed that all men are liars. And herein lay the secret of that marvellous influence that attended his presence wherever he went. Morally he had a giant's strength, for he kept within him the beautiful love of a little child. That precious relic of the old divinity, too often scorched by the summer of life, or frozen by its winter, he maintained X INTRODUCTOEY CHAPTER. in its vigour to the last, responding heartily to the gentle monitions of the poet : " Bear through sorrow, wrong, or ruth, In thy heart the dew of youth, On thy lips the smile of truth." Yet not he, but Christ Who lived in him ; Whose everlasting kingdom and glory may these pages advance ! AOA TQI 0EQI ! CONTENTS. PAGE CHAP. I. THE SCHOOLBOY, ... .1 II. THE SETTLER, ..... 13 III. THE STUDENT, 89 IV. THE CURATE, . .... 155 V. THE ENVOY, ... 177 VI. THE RECTOR, 447 VII. THE MISSIONARY, 461 VHI. THE BISHOP, ... ... 523 LX. THE END, 601 X. IN MEMORIAM, 625 APPENDIX, . 631 CHAPTER L Like to the mother plant in semblance grew A flower all gold ; And bravely furnish'd all abroad to fling The winged shafts of truth, To throng with stately blooms the breathing spring Of Hope and Youth." ON the soil of Africa many martyrs have laid down their lives. In the early days of the Church, they fell beneath the sword of pagan persecution. In these later times, although "the perils amongst the heathen" have not ceased, "the arrow that fleeth by day, and the destruction that wasteth at noonday/' have been the most formidable enemies in the lands between the tropics. It was as a forlorn hope, and bearing the banner to the battle's front, that the first mis- sionaries went forth to that fatal clime ; and in the same spirit, when the friends of the late Bishop Bowen urged him to refuse the episcopate of Sierra Leone, he replied " If I served in the Queen's army, and, on being appointed to a post of danger, were on that account to yefuse to go, it would be an act of cowardice, and I should be disgraced in the eyes of men. Being a soldier of the cross, I cannot de- cline what is now offered to me because it exposes me to danger. I know it does, and therefore I must go. Were I offered a bishopric in England, I might feel at liberty to decline it ; one in Sierra Leone I must accept/' Even so he went forth, his life in his hand, and in this spirit he laid down that life during the fatal epidemic in Freetown, which hurried many a white man to the grave. 4 THE SCHOOLBOY. No mere idle panegyric is the aim of the following record of his eventful life, but rather the shewing forth His power and glory who lived in His faithful servant, and caused him to leave behind him indelible footprints to be trodden by those who should come after, as they would follow Christ. JOHN BOWEN, the son of Thomas and Mary Bowen, was born at Court, near Fishguard, Pembrokeshire, November 21, 1815. There is not much to tell of his parents or ancestors. On both sides he was descended from respectable Welsh families. His father had been in the army, where he had risen to the rank of Captain in the 85th Kegiment, but had left the service rather early in life, his health having suffered severely from the effects of the disastrous expedition to Holland under the Duke of York in 1792-3. Captain Bowen had been a good soldier, and was valued by both the officers and men in his regiment. He ever retained a warm affection for his old profession, and brought up his family in almost military discipline, exacting great punctu- ality and the most prompt obedience. At the same time, he would often join in the children's games, and had many a merry drill and march with them. He had been twice a widower before he married John's mother, and had four children by his second wife. In November 1813, he married Mary Evans, his third wife, the daughter of the Rev. John Evans, who had been for some years chaplain to the garrison at Placentia, New- foundland. She was a woman of no common talent and energy of character, and devoted herself entirely to the THE SCHOOLBOY. 5 education and training of her thirteen children, of whom two died in infancy. After the others had grown beyond the need of constant protection and care, she was active in seeking to promote the welfare, and administer to the wants, of the poorer classes. She was one of the first to establish Sunday schools, or make any effort to improve the education of the poor in Pembrokeshire. Her most ardent desire, when a young mother, had been to dedicate her first-born son, like another Samuel, to the Lord ; and when the nurse first placed the infant in her arms, she lifted up her heart in prayer that God would re- ceive him to be an earnest, useful minister in His Church. When, in after years, her wishes seemed likely to be thwarted, still her prayer ascended that he might be the Lord's, and serve Him in whatever situation he might occupy. How surely and fully her prayer was answered, her son's whole life will testify. There are many tales of John's early days preserved in the family ; and these prove him to have been an ardent, industrious, and somewhat passionate boy. One of the earliest plainly indicates his determination to carry out his ideas, and displays that readiness for travel and adventure which characterized his maturer life. When four years old, he was lost for several hours, much to the terror of his mother; but was at last discovered returning home, quite unconscious of the alarm and disturbance his absence had occasioned. He had been to a farmhouse, more than a mile distant, having gone there in quest of a little boy, whom he had seen the day before, and whose acquaintance he had wished to cultivate. His mother thought it desirable to put 6 THE SCHOOLBOY. a stop to such wanderings by administering the old-fashioned punishment of a whipping. He received it at first with the noisy demonstrations customary on such occasions ; when, suddenly remembering some of the incidents of the morning expedition, he exclaimed, " Mamma ! mamma ! Mrs George's apples are ripe ; they have red cheeks ; and she has a one- handled cart ! " Having vouchsafed this information, he once more relapsed into the dismals, resuming the loud weeping as if it had not been interrupted. Another incident, which occurred when he was a very little boy, proves that desire to give help which distinguished him through life. Eunning in, one day, from his play, he saw his mother with a large basket of stockings and socks before her. He stood looking on for a few moments in silence, and then said, " Mamma, have you all these to mend ? " On finding that she had, he begged for a needle and thread, that he might help ; and, sitting on a stool at his mother's feet, he soon learned to darn, and really proved an efficient assistant, not only on this occasion, but whenever the basket of stockings was produced. This was no small effort of self-denial ; for, full as he was of life and spirits, John loved play as well as, if not better than, most boys. As he grew older, he became the leader in all the pursuits and sports of his brother and sisters, who, under the guid- ance of judicious parents, led a healthy out-door life. Many were the mimic fights they fought, John marshalling the armies ; forts were built, stormed, and defended. His word of praise or blame was as influential among the younger children as the approval or disapproval of their parents. THE SCHOOLBOY. 7 His mother was his first, and for some time his sole instructress. She taught herself many things for her son's benefit ; particularly the Latin grammar and the higher branches of arithmetic, in both of which he was more for- ward than most boys of his age. Beading, which he acquired at an early age, was his great source of enjoyment. " Sandford and Merton," " Plutarch's Lives," and " Evenings at Home," were especial favourites, and over these he would pore for hours. An old friend of the family's would often tell the story of John's being repeat- edly called to breakfast one morning, when seated near the window reading, and of his answer, " Wait till I come to a full stop ; " which was said so often, that for years after, this gentleman would inquire, when he met him, "Well, Johnny, have you come to a full stop yet?" Stonehall, where his parents resided, was situated in a Welsh district, so that there was an English service only once a fortnight in the church. On the intervening Sunday, John would collect his brothers and sisters in their school- room, and while they placed forms for pews, he constructed a pulpit of chairs on the table. Then, putting on his pinafore, hind part before, for a surplice, he read part of the Church Service Thomas, his younger brother, acting as clerk and afterwards preached to his young hearers. Two of these sermons are still remembered ; one, the offering of Isaac, in which he set before his youthful congregation the example of Isaac in submitting to be sacrificed, and not increasing his father's trial by resistance ; and the other, that divine exposition of the new birth, in the third chapter of St John. 8 THE SCHOOLBOY. Though this and his thoughtfulness on religious subjects made his mother hope he would fulfil the high calling to which she had dedicated him, his own most ardent desire was to go to sea. With very few opportunities of observing them, John had, in a wonderful way, acquired a knowledge of boats and ships, and made many sketches of them, which, considering his age, were surprisingly accurate. Ship-build- ing was also a favourite pursuit, and after seeing the dock- yard at Pater, he endeavoured to imitate it in his playground at home. This effort came to an untimely end ; for, much to his grief and disappointment, he discovered one day that a too tidy sister had destroyed it with her broom. In the bitterness of his wrath he led her to their mother, declaring that she had swept away such a quantity of timber ! Years afterwards, the Bishop helped with his own hands to fit out the boat which was to take him and his wife from Fourah Bay to Freetown, designing and fashioning the flag himself. So thoroughly did the old taste remain ! When John was about ten or twelve years old, a favour- able opportunity occurred for his indulging his cherished wish, as an old friend of his father's offered him a midship- man's berth under most advantageous circumstances. An immediate answer was necessary, but John was at the time too far from home to allow time to consult his mother first, and, notwithstanding that he had his father's consent, the boy refused to go without knowing her wishes ; indeed, he felt she would not like it, and without a murmer gave up, on her account, the darling project of his heart. At twelve years of age, he was sent to school at Merlin's Vale, near Haverfordwest. Here he was noted for his steadi- THE SCHOOLBOY. 9 ness and diligence, and so won the confidence of his mas- ters, that if they knew he was concerned in any affair, they would remark, "It is all right if Bo wen is there." In 1830, the family removed to Johnston Hall, near Haverfordwest, and soon after John and his brother Thomas, four years his junior, were sent tathe Rev. David Adams's, in Haverfordwest, who took at that time six pupils. While here, he made good use of his time, and often alarmed his master by the length of his lessons. Mr Adams would fidget, and say, "That is enough, Mr Bowen;" but John would answer, " I have much more than that to say," and poor Mr Adams was obliged to submit and hear him to the end. He was much beloved by his schoolfellows, and through life entertained an affectionate remembrance of them. He remained at Mr Adams's until he was old enough to go to college. He had more than the good man's esteem ; and his old master looked forward to the time when his favourite pupil would gain the honours that had been denied to himself. "When about sixteen, his mind dwelt much on religious subjects ; but he felt unsettled in his views, and declared, when urged to decide on his future course, that obedience to his mother's wishes was the only reason he had for entering the ministry, and he did not think that a sufficient call to take upon himself so solemn and responsible an office. The following letter was written about this time, and is given as the first that has been preserved : "JOHNSTON, February 25, 1834. "Huzza! Wonders will never cease, only think of my 10 THE SCHOOLBOY. sitting down to write a letter, a thing I have not done these twenty years, I was going to say five will be about the mark. Had a bad pen, obliged to stop hone my knife, and mend it not much better, but n'importe. " Home news. Yesterday was Queen Adelaide's birthday, and Fanny Bowen's, (a much more important personage.) Got a cold, and a wet morning, so was in the midst of it. Nothing but garlands and puddings, as you may remember, on these occasions. All well here I believe, though L and I could not go to school last Sunday, for which I was not sor hush ! Mamma and E went to Milford some time ago, to see an infant school set up there by some kind soul or other. Well ! horribile dictu, one subsequent Sunday I was up in the old place with my class, when oh ! on a sudden I heard an awful clapping of hands, singing or chanting, or some desperate noise, proceeding from a score or two of young brats, highly delighted at this applausive mode of learning, or rather I think playing, terribly to the tormenta- tion of the studiously inclined, especially Nanty and myself. The next Sunday, E and her who]e regiment of clapping babies started me out of my quarters. Where was I to go ? Why, I marched my ragamuffins up to the first floor in the steeple, and increased a cough. " Foreign news. The parson and family are well. Haver- fordwest stands where it did, relations and friends dwelling there in statu quo. Little Davy is well, and so is . Stop, hallo ! I forgot a most important piece of intelligence, at least to the gay of the said town. There is to be a splendid bachelors' ball on the 27th. W was so kind as to give tickets to E and L , others also for papa, who THE SCHOOLBOY. 11 transfers his to Thomas, and for mamma and me ; and only think, N , not to be outdone by you, is making me a black silk waistcoat. " I have written a deal of nonsense, but you will not like it the less I hope. Are you drowned in Cornwall ? We are almost here ; nothing but rain and storms. A ship is in at Milford with some Barbarian, I beg their pardon, Barbadian friends. . . . We are building a schoolroom on the turnpike road. Some one will tell you the details. L will write as soon as she can get a frank ; but of our three members, one being in London, the other in Italy, and one in the smallpox, she must wait a little. " I did intend to give you a full and fair account of my adventures and travels from Swansea, how I found a friend, dinner and supper at Caermarthen, how I went home safe outside the mail, and other wonderful things and queer chaps I saw. Yours affectionately, "JOHN BOWEN." John remained at Mr Adams's until Christmas 1834, while his younger brother Thomas had already chosen his profession, and had been apprenticed to a surgeon in Mon- mouthshire the summer before. He had not been there long before he was taken ill, and John was sent to bring him home. He was young then to be commissioned to travel in charge of an invalid, before railways had super- seded the old stage-coach; but very thoughtfully and carefully did he fulfil his trust, and when Thomas became so much worse on the way that they were obliged to remain at an inn at Llandovery, his brother nursed him with the 12 THE SCHOOLBOY. most assiduous and delicate care. Their mother soon reached them, to share the love-labour of the tender watcher. Availing themselves of a brief rally, they brought the sufferer home ; and never did brothers' yearnings discover themselves more strongly than by the bedside of the dying lad. John was ever at his side ; soothing him in pain, cheering him in despondency, ministering to him out of the fulness of an overflowing heart, and bending over him as he closed his weary eyes and fell asleep. CHAPTER IL tttltr. 1835. " What time we hold the cmward track, Into the Future pressing fast, Up from the caverns of the Past, There comes a lingering echo back; " A noiseless echo of the days That were to us, yet are no more, Of many friends we knew before Within our ancient dwelling-place. " They are a portion of the Past; Yet comes a noiseless echo back, What time we hold the onward track, Into the Future pressing fast." IT was now high time that Mr Bowen should decide on his future course in life. Just at this period there was some idea of the whole family emigrating, and he had the two alternatives put before him Canada or the Church. His choice will be best explained in his own manly words. "JOHNSTON, April 7, 1835. " MY DEAR , My father has for the present given up his Canada expedition, but I am going out with the intention of settling on my own account. About a fort- night ago, papa and mamma gave me my choice Cambridge or Canada ; and not thinking that I had those impressions without which no one ought to enter the ministry, my inclinations led me to fix on Canada as the scene of my future endeavours. " My father approves of my choice, and has liberally pro- mised me the means of getting agoing, in a moderate way, and he has even said, that if I do not like it, or cannot succeed, that I might have the option of returning and en- tering the Church, which is very kind of him ; but I hope and trust that I shall be under no necessity of using this permission. With regard to the Church, if I should wish to 16 THE SETTLER. take orders at any period not very remote, my having a little property in Canada will be no obstacle, especially if those necessary sweeping reforms should take place in the Establish- ment. "Since we last parted, our number has been somewhat lessened ; before we meet again, if we do, it may be smaller. It was at Llandovery that I received your letter. Poor Tommy ! We are all in the hands of God. I am afraid I shall not see you before I bid ' my native land good-night/ as it is likely I sail on the 20th inst. from Bristol. I did not expect to have gone so soon, but it will be a great advan- tage to me, never having been, as it were, in the world before, to go with W . We go via New York, per river Hudson and Erie Canal to Niagara. I shall remain a couple of months in the country before I fix, and then, a merry Canadian farmer, I shall send you an invitation to take a jaunt to the Falls and Lakes. "I leave home on the 15th or 17th, for I shall have some things to get at Bristol. It was only to-day that we knew the time of the ship's sailing, so my outfit is somewhat hurried. " May Almighty Providence direct that I may be a comfort to my parents ! Poor comfort, you will say, leaving them three thousand miles the other side of the Atlantic. I thought so too at first ; but considering that now at home I am but of small utility, except for carving a round of beef on a Sunday, and that college would be the same as Lake Huron or Quebec for that, only a little nearer, and that it would be four years before I could do anything for myself, in which time, I now hope, to have cleared a good many acres of good land, I have THE SETTLEK. 17 made up my mind to try my luck. You shall have a good- bye from Bristol. JOHN BOWEN." The voyage to New York was long and tedious, as they did not arrive there until the beginning of July. After re- maining a few days, and seeing the celebration of the 4th July, he proceeded with his friends to Canada. As their destination was fixed, he soon separated from them, visiting first an old companion of his father's in the 85th Regiment, Colonel Talbot, who had been settled for many years in Upper Canada. He then travelled over a great part of the province, in search of a desirable locality; many of these journeys were made on foot. After a short time spent in this wandering life, he decided on purchasing a farm on Lake Erie ; forwarding to his mother the following account of his bargain. These letters home will best illustrate his character, while yet a boy, before the great change had taken place. "HAMILTON, September 3, 1835. " MY DEAR MOTHER, I hope you will not be angry that I have so long delayed writing, but since you last heard, I have been so much engaged in moving about, that I could scarcely find time ; and I was desirous of giving you as full an account as possible ; and the impressions produced by various places and persons were so opposite, that I scarcely knew what to think or say. I hope my father will not think I have been too precipitate when I say I have bought a farm, the particu- lars of which I will relate, as that is uppermost in my mind, before I give a detailed account of my peregrinations in 18 THE SETTLER. Canada. It is 157f acres of wild land, at $3, or 15s. Halifax currency, per acre ; situated about four or five miles west of the mouth of the Grand River. My lot fronts on Lake Erie ; it is a quarter of a mile broad, and about one mile long. The soil is a good rich loam or marl, on a clayey bottom; the timber in front is light, being from thirty to forty years' growth, (the timber before hav- ing died off from some cause or other,) of the best kinds, viz., the sugar-maple, elm, beech, basswood, some oak, hickory, and iron wood, with a little poplar ; the back part has some very heavy timber. The lot adjoining mine to the west, said not to be so good as mine, was bought last year for $4J. All along the shore is settled by gentle- men from the old country ; some gave $5 or $6 an acre for their land. " The township of Dunn, which has not been settled more than three years, is a part of the reserve for the ' Six Nation Indians/ and surrendered by them to Government for sale, the money to be converted into a fund for their use. " I purchased at a sale of Indian lands at Brandford, August 25th. The reason I bought was, that if I should not remain in the country, I might be able to sell it for perhaps double. " I shall now attempt to give you as correct and minute an account of Canada, and the manners and means of living, as my own observations, and the information I have endea- voured to acquire from others, will admit of." The remainder of this long letter abounds in singularly graphic and faithful description. He had been but a short THE SETTLER 19 time in the country, yet he enters into every detail respecting the prices of land, labour, and provisions, in the different districts; no advantage or drawback is omitted, but all is fairly and clearly set down. As these facts, however, will no longer be interesting to the emigrant, and have nothing to do with the personal career of the writer, we shall pass on to the next in order. "DUNNVILLE, October 26, 1835. " MY DEAR MOTHER, I received your letter about a fort- night ago, and was quite rejoiced, for I have been anxiously looking for one. You speak about my coming home I dare say you would like a description of the place I am in. The township of Dunn has not been settled, in any part, more than three years, so there is very little cleared. It is only settled along the lake shore, and a few lots on a road that has been cut through it, if road it can be called ; but the greater part has been bought. The Grand River is a noble stream, and bounds the township on one side, and Lake Erie on another. The lake has all the appearance of a sea, except tides. My shore is rather exposed, but the beach is steep, and deep water, so that a small sloop can easily discharge in fine weather. . . . Dunnville is situated on the Grand River, where a very large dam has been made, to raise the water to a suf- ficient height to feed the Welland Canal. There are about fifty houses all of wood, and several stores, three saw-mills, and a grist-mill. . . . " There is no church nor other place of worship within thirty miles of this place, but every Sunday a little few as- semble in the school-house, and hold a Sunday school, and a 20 THE SETTLEE. reading and prayer-meeting; occasionally an itinerant preacher comes. These men are frequently illiterate, but they appear to have the work at heart. Many, most of the inhabitants use the Sabbath as a holiday, go deer-hunting, fishing, shooting, &c. ; but there is a talk of building a church. There is a good deal of game about this district. One day, going along Lake Shore, four deer crossed the road, twenty yards before me ; but unluckily I was without my gun. There are quantities of the pheasant and partridge or quail, snipe and wild fowl, on the river. I have seen some of the white-headed eagle about the shore. I know a great many of the birds by the plates you have in the book at home. . . . " The settlers in this part are all in the rough, having to begin entirely, and are subject to many inconveniences. There is but little pleasure to be expected in emigration ; but if people come here through necessity, to make a little money go a long way, and to increase that little, they can live very comfortably. Every one works ; no one is idle. There is, too, a kind of pleasure in this way of life, an independent feeling, a knowledge that every year your condition is improving. As for myself, the country is much what I thought it was, and I think that in a few years / could go ahead, as they say here, and get on very well. ... I think that after a little practice, I shall be a good chopper. I have been busy looking- for hands to work, who are scarce here. I can tell you it is no small trouble to be a landed proprietor. The solid ad- vantages of Canada are great, with up-hill work. Perhaps I speak rather hardly of the country, but it is the safe side ; it is preferable to find things better than you expect, instead of worse. To some people it is a kind of pleasure to be THE SETTLER 21 put to their wit's end, how to contrive to get over incon- veniences and events. I have seen gentlemen cooking, and washing the plates after their workmen ; have been in a house where they were without bread, butter, or flour, by chance had some potatoes and pork, and tea no sugar ; cows astray, no milk ; yet we were merry enough. I shot a black squirrel to-day they are scarce ; but I have rarely had my gun in my hand, having no time for that sort of work. " Remember me to all the numerous signers of your letter ; and hoping, my dear parents, that what I have done is to your satisfaction, I remain your affectionate son, " JOHN BOWEN." TO A SISTER. " DUNNVILLE, December 1835. ****** " Some weeks ago, I moved into a small log-house, belong- ing to a Mr B , who is now in England, and whose land adjoins mine. I now live in it till my own house is finished, which has been greatly delayed, in consequence of all the lumber i.e., timber, bricks, &c. being wrecked on the beach. The materials were all put on board a sloop at Dunnville, which brought them and landed the greater part a good way above the usual height of the water ; when a most furious gale came suddenly on from the south-west, to which the shore is quite exposed, and raised the water twelve feet higher than usual higher than men who have known the shore for forty years ever recollected. The waves, where the bank was low, went clear into the woods. The lumber was almost all carried away or broken to pieces. It was 22 THE SETTLER. astonishing to see how strong boards were smashed into little bits. The sloop was driven ashore half a mile from my beach, and went to pieces. My house has, therefore, been delayed a month or two : they are now going on again. The weather has been much against them ; but I hope, if the frost does not prevent plastering, to get it done in about five weeks. " The winter has commenced. A fortnight ago, we had a heavy fall of snow, and the frost has been severe. The carpenters, who are in the same house with me, got a quarter of beef, which they expect the frost to preserve. What would you think of cutting beefsteaks with an axe ? Water freezes within two yards of a strong lire, and no mistake ! but they tell me this is nothing. The Grand Kiver is frozen over, and, if the frost continues, will soon be a good road. There has not been much sleighing here yet ; but I have seen a few driving about with bells. When the roads get well beaten is the only time that one can travel with any pleasure in this country. I have now a chance of getting some flour and other things from Dunnville, which at other times is a difficult matter. What would you think of seeing me carrying fourteen pounds of butter, in a tin pail, five miles, on a snowy day ? it is fact ! You ask what you would have to do here? You can answer that question better than I. If you had no servants, or only one or two, what would you have to do at home ? There is as much, or more, to be done here. I have heard that one of General M 's daughters makes all the butter of his large farm. As you say, money goes much further here than at home, in a ratio of nearly two to one. One reason, if you go far THE SETTLER. 23 back, you have not the means of spending it. Almost every- thing is much cheaper than at home, except clothing, espe- cially woollens, which are very high. Another reason is, that most people, on coming out, find that they can do with- out many things that they before thought almost necessaries, and that they must do a great deal for themselves. And as for young persons having to wait on themselves, it is not such a trouble as one may at first think. The chief thing is, that it takes up a good deal of time. " It would amuse you, I think, to see me cooking my dinner, washing the plates, making my bed, when it is made, and doing other household jobs. Indeed, if you had a peep at the present internal arrangements of my domicile, you would think it anything but neat or comfortable ; but such things are by comparison ; and as soon as I get into my own house, I shall put a better face on affairs " N wishes me to describe a small farm particularly. That would be difficult, I saw so many some pretty, some ugly. Her Grace and Nelly are quite ready for a house. Now, would they like one in the middle of the forest, with maybe a wolf or rattlesnake for their next-door neighbour ? but neither are much worse than an adder or a fox, except to the sheep. "And now, with best love to all, I bid you good-bye, warning you that if you come to Canada, you will not lead so easy or so refined a life as at home ; but there is no doubt you will be independent, although you must take it a little in the rough sometimes." "January 1836. " The frost is very severe here sometimes. I am obliged 24 THE SETTLER. to have the ink close to the fire to keep it thawed while I am writing. The rivers now are excellent roads ; the lake freezes over sometimes a long way out, and then a storm comes, and breaks it all up, heaping it high on the beach. There is a kind of mirage frequently seen here ; the hills on the opposite side appear considerably above the horizon. I have seen those at a distance, supposed to be about seventy miles off, reflected upside down. I have seei\ schooners in the air, which were naturally below the dip of the horizon. The lake is about thirty miles wide at this part ; but the land we see is the Alleghany mountains. "Old Bill* sends his best regards to Miss Fanny, and hopes the rest of the ladies of the round-table will excuse being separately named. I tell over their names in my mind. Your affectionate son, JOHN BOWEN." "March 29, 1836. " .... At the beginning of this month, my man wanting to go away for a week, I took the opportunity of shutting up the house, and going to pay W a visit at the Falls. .... They have very pleasant society there ; indeed, their neighbourhood may be considered the genteelest in Canada. The cataract has in winter a very singular appearance. Im- mense rocks of ice reach from the bottom nearly to the top of the waterfall ; the trees immediately adjoining are covered with frozen spray. Below the Fall, where the ferry plies in summer, people cross on foot. Higher up and lower down, * A pet name given to him at school, and in the family. Fanny, the youngest, was then a very little child. They had for years sat down, twelve or thirteen, to a round dining-table. THE SETTLER. 25 the unchained river is rushing on ; here, suddenly arrested, it is trodden like a bridge or turnpike road. The Falls them- selves have not the same immensity as in summer, being greatly concealed by the quantities of ice that are hanging about them ; but I think that the effect of the whole is more curious and picturesque. I staid there three days ; it took me nearly two to walk the distance of forty miles. A part of the road is along the Canal, in which there is one reach of from nine to ten miles, straight as an arrow, principally through what is called in this country a tamarak swamp.* It is a most dreary place, only one house on the line, the population being chiefly composed of wolves and deer. " I think I described my house in another letter ; but if not, I have five rooms, a good-sized kitchen, a sitting-room, two little bed-rooms, and a pantry, all on the ground-floor. It has not been built with an upper story, but I think of using the garret for a sleeping-place. You and N are, you say, still willing to come out. I can promise you few plea- sures in a Canadian life. Even if you bring a servant with you, you must look forward to being left without her at any time ; and to give up the comforts of home, to undergo the drudgery here, is a sacrifice which, on my account, I have no right to expect. Milking and other out-door work is generally done by men ; as to cleaning shoes, each performs this operation for him or herself. Of course, I need scarcely say, that were you or any one of my sisters to join me, my happiness would be greatly increased : still your emigration is a step I have begun to contemplate as nearly impossible ; indeed, I think that unless there were a necessity for it, it * Tamarak, or tamarish, is nearly the same as larch. 26 THE SETTLER. would be wrong, although as I have said before, you might be happy in finding your independence. I have seen ladies, brought up in less knowledge of household concerns than you have, cheerfully undergoing the hardest work ; but that is what you should never do with my consent. Ever yours, " JOHN Bo WEN." "May8, 1836. "MY DEAR MOTHER, I received your letter of the 13th February by this week's post. I am really sorry that you should feel so distressed at the imaginary hardships to which it leads you to believe that I am exposed. I do not recollect any that I mentioned, or any very severe ones that I have endured, except perhaps a hard bed, on which my sleep is sounder than that of many a peer on down. As long as a man has enough to eat, and can keep himself tolerably warm, he has no business to complain of hardships. What if he has to toil sometimes? It is all in the day's work. To be sure, this sort of job may be somewhat disagreeable and troublesome, but what is there without trouble in this world ? You need be under no apprehensions of my hurting myself with hardships, I am stronger and stouter than ever I was, and burnt quite brown ; by the end of the summer I shall be converted into an Indian or a nigger, as the negroes are called here. . . . We have had a very backward spring, the trees are only now beginning to come out in leaf. I have been very unlucky, too, for one day I upset a kettle of boiling pea-soup on iny foot, scalding it so badly, that I could not get my shoe on for three weeks. It is now quite well again, but it has hindered me very much. THE SETTLER. 27 " I have burnt a good piece of ground, and shall soon have the logs off. I have planted some potatoes, but shall be late with my oats. We have some beautiful spring flowers, and some handsome birds, particularly a scarlet and blue one. A whip-poor-will takes his station every night close by my house. I have a large canoe, and was eleven miles along shore in her the other day for a load of potatoes/' It was at last decided that the family should remain in England, and that an old servant should be sent out to him. She was much pleased with the proposal, having known him from a boy, and did not hesitate to undertake the voyage, and brave the wilds of Canada, in the service of her young master. She arrived on the 6th of June, and considerably added to the comfort of his housekeeping, though she in vain endeavoured to persuade him to give up his deerskin couch, and use the feather bed she had brought from home. It was reported of him, at this time, that he looked twice at a dollar before he spent; it; and yet no one could say of him, at any period of his life, that he was other than liberal in all his dealings. We shall continue to give such extracts from his letters as will best illustrate the young settler's history, manners, and disposition. TO A SISTER. " LAKE SHORE, September 23, 1836. " MY DEAR E , I have long been promising myself to write to you, but, from some cause or other, have been so 28 THE SETTLER. engaged that I could not find time, and now I do not know when I may finish this letter. For the last three months I have been very busy burning brush, and logging ; it took me a week to go into the woods and hunt up my cattle, which had been away all the summer ; but now I have a piece of the wood fenced to keep them at home. We have had a very wet summer, which has hindered me a little. We had one good long time of dry weather, and just then my man took it into his head to behave so badly .that I was obliged to discharge him, and depend upon myself alone for some time. After a while, I got two men to come and help me to log, that is to roll the trunks of trees together and burn them. I have logged upwards of twelve acres this summer. I do not intend to sow the whole with autumn wheat, as some of it is rather too wet. I 'think I shall be ready to sow next week " One of my neighbours and I took a fine buck the other day; an account of the chase may be entertaining. One morning as I was looking for my cow, I met Mr J. B looking for a yoke of oxen. The cattle had all gone far back that day. After searching for some time, we gave them up, and coming home by the shore, we saw a large deer cross the road and go down towards the lake. Our dogs imme- diately set on him he took back to the woods they followed at full cry in five minutes they had him in the lake, more than a quarter of a mile further down. He swam straight out, the dogs following, but in the water he gained fast on them. We ran as hard as we could to where Mr B had a partly-finished flat-bottomed skiff of his own building. Calling to our assistance a Scotchman who was logging for THE SETTLER. 29 him, we got on board, and pulled with all our strength. There was a heavy ground-swell on the lake, and the skiff leaked a good deal, especially through a seam that was not caulked ; B baled with his shoe. The deer grew tired we got closer unfortunately we had no gun the Scotchman made two or three attempts to seize him, nearly upsetting the boat in the endeavour the deer doubled several times, and, turning faster than we did, left us each turn a little be- hind, and nearly as exhausted as himself. At last, about a mile from shore, we knocked him on the head, and secured him and a fine buck he was. The chase lasted nearly an hour. I hunted a fawn one day in my canoe, and managed to secure him. Deer are plentiful in the forest, but we have no time to hunt them. One Sunday afternoon, a doe came close to my house ; no one was in except Betty, who was wonderfully pleased. In the frosty weather, I dare say they will be coming after my turnips." TO HIS MOTHER. . "February 6, 1837. " I received your letter of October 27th on the 3d of last month, and though I have allowed a month to elapse before answering it, I have not thought the less* about it. I shall proceed at once to what is to me the most important part that which relates to my returning home. Certainly there is nothing I should like better than to be at home with you all again ; there is nothing I could wish for more than to be a comfort and assistance to you both. Perhaps I was a little hasty when I started for Canada in such a hurry ; but 30 THE SETTLER. what is done cannot be helped. I think I ought to be a little more cautious in the next step I take. " First there is the farm " I have bought myself a couple of planes, and turn car- penter on bad days. I am making a bedstead of a cherry-tree. The winter still hangs on The wolves have visited us this winter ; they killed a fine buck some nights ago, on the ice opposite to my house. The other morning about day- break, we heard them howl, and discovered four or five on the ice, looking for the remains. I called a man who lives in a shanty close by, and setting him to watch the shore, I went after them, but they got away to the other side of the bay. They do make a very doleful and savage cry, but we have not heard them for nearly a week. The lake has been for some time frozen as far as the eye can reach, and is covered with snow. Betty is a good servant, and makes soap, candles, and starch. I have sold some butter from my cow, by way of a beginning. Excuse this jumbled and blundering letter, but my mind outruns my pen. With love, &c., " JOHN BOWEN." TO THE SAME. " I should have answered your letters before this, had I not been on the eve of setting about an experiment, the result of which I wished to communicate to you. It was to make maple sugar, and I will give you as brief an account of it as I can. There being only a very few maple-trees near our houses, young M and I agreed to go towards the back of our lands, where there was more likelihood of finding a sufficient sugar bush that is, a number of the sugar-maple- THE SETTLER. . 31 trees together. After wandering about a good deal, we fixed on a spot which, though not very good, was the best we could find at a convenient distance. It is about half a mile from my house, towards the back end of my land. We next set about making troughs, and carrying out our kettles. The trees are tapped by cutting into them with an axe ; inserting a piece of wood for a spout, the sap is caught in a trough cut out of solid wood. Being novices, we did not make our spout fit well, and so spilt a good deal of sap. A good tree will run a pailful a day, and two or three pailfuls will make a pound of sugar. Good trees, well managed, will, they say, average from two to three pounds of sugar in the season. Ours, I am sorry to say, did not turn out anything like it. The sap is collected together, and boiled down till it becomes sugar. The first that we boiled, we spoiled ; but we made afterwards fourteen pounds of very good brown sugar, in a cake as hard as white sugar. Some molasses made from a few trees near the house is like honey. I wish you could taste it. " .... A church is going to be erected at Dunnville by subscription. It is to be finished by the 1st August ; and a regular clergyman is expected to be appointed, who would also serve the Lake Shore, if the English settlers there, ex- tended along the lake for eight miles, could agree on a place on which to build. Your subscription will be very accept- able, and I hope the example may stimulate others. The church will be Episcopal, under the jurisdiction of the Bishop of the diocese. " Did I tell you that at the township-meeting I was chosen one of the Commissioners under the new Township Act ? an 32 THE SETTLER. office somewhat analogous to that of common councilman at home. The Board consists of three chosen annually." He commenced keeping a private diary the latter part of the previous year, and continued it at intervals. It does not possess sufficient interest to be given here, as it consists chiefly of entries on the weather, sowing of crops, killing of pigs, with an account of articles for house use, or, as he calls them in Canadian phrase, notions, brought from Dunnville. Still, in the notes on the Sundays, there is some token of self-examination, and evidence that the Spirit was even then striving with him and preparing him for a higher calling than that of a tiller of the ground. For example, the follow- " January 22, 1837, (Sunday.) Fine and bright. Snow ten inches deep. At home. Eead the Lessons and Psalms. Studied the Greek Testament, but find it difficult to fix at- tention. Read ' Young Christian,' on personal improvement ; find directions for keeping a minute personal journal; deter- mine to try to follow them also in regard to intellectual im- provement. How have I wasted the opportunities presented to me, particularly when at Mr Adams's ! although I made some progress in the classics, and might have made more, both in them and in general knowledge, had I been more diligent and known better how to improve advantages which now I fear will scarcely be offered again. Especially in re- gard to religion, how improvident have I been at times ! Now that I think that my mind has been opened to see the truths THE SETTLER. 33 of the gospel in a clear light, I am far removed from those much-abused means of grace. Again, how inconsistent is my conduct and conversation ! Although there may be no glaring immorality, yet how light and careless I am, and with what cowardly weakness do I veil the real sentiments of my mind with regard to pure Christianity, in company where I know they will be unacceptable or liable to ridicule! May God grant me strength to overcome this weakness, this meanness ! I think my greatest faults are weakness of mind, and indolence of mind and body." .... ****** The next twelve months were passed in much the same manner as the last ; and we do not find any of his letters again until April 1838. Meanwhile, the Kebellion had broken out in Upper Canada, and John Bowen was amongst the first volunteers who marched to the support of the Government. He after- wards entered a Militia Kegiment, a circumstance which he duly mentions in the following letter : "WATERLOO, NEAB FORT ERIE, April 8, 1833. " MY DEAREST MOTHER, I have to-day received your letter of February 15th. How little do I deserve your kindness! May God enable me one day to repay you and compensate for all this trouble and uneasiness. It does indeed seem as if the Almighty intended to punish me for seeking the things of this world rather than His service. I have a strong desire to return to my original destination, but a sense of my own unworthiness prevents me ; and at present I am engaged in 34 THE SETTLEE. a pursuit which I cannot hastily abandon. Besides, it shall be my endeavour not to cost my dear father anything more. I ought, and I hope to be able, now to maintain myself. I sup- pose you must by this time be aware of my present situation ; but in case you may not have received the letter I wrote six weeks ago, I shall tell you again, that I am a Lieutenant in a regiment of Militia Volunteers, enlisted to serve until the 1st of July. Three thousand have been raised in the Upper Province. Our regiment is called the Queen's Niagara Fencibles, and is five hundred strong, having ten companies. I do not think it would do for me to resign my commission, as there is a probability of our being kept on, though that does not seem so likely now as it did some time back, when a war. appeared all but inevitable. At present, when the so- called American sympathisers have been defeated in every part of the frontier, when the Government of the country is at length rousing itself to something like energetic effort to put down the various factions, when the English Cabinet, too, is assuming so forbearing an attitude on the question, it appears highly probable that peace may yet be maintained, notwithstanding the recent shameful conduct of the American authorities, displayed in their taking no steps at the outset, as they might have done, to suppress the rebellion so far as their own people were concerned. I like soldiering pretty well, although we had hard fare at first, but now we have found out the way to take care of ourselves. Since the weather has moderated, we have been pretty well drilled, and, considering the inexperience of officers and men, are allowed to have made great progress ; but the men have not yet had all their clothing, and some of them are, I must say, very THE SETTLER. 35 ragged. I should have no objection to the regiment's being kept on as a regular provincial corps, as it is the opinion of many it would save the expense of sending out troops from home, and it would be advantageous to have men acquainted with the nature of the country. Were this plan carried out, I fancy I have a good chance of a company, being fourth on the list, and pretty well in the good graces of the Colonel ; but if you wish it, I will endeavour to arrange matters so as to come home. I have already let my farm for four years, it being my intention at the termination of my military service to seek some civil or mercantile situation. During the four years my farm will improve, and at the same time cost me nothing. Meanwhile, I may be able to do some- thing for myself. I should like at the end of the time to come home, but should be unwilling to return empty- handed." .... " FORT ERIE, July 3, 1838. "MY DEAR MOTHER, I thought that ere this I should have taken some decided steps with regard to my future proceedings ; but I am still soldiering, the Governor having requested us to continue our services until the 1st August, there not being a sufficient regular force at his disposal to guard the frontier without the assistance of the provincial corps. At the same time, as the period for which our men enlisted expired on the 1st of this month, such of them as wished were at liberty to go. So, as this is the season for agricultural work, our ranks have been slightly thinned. How much longer we may be kept on, I cannot say. On the 21st of last month, a large party of rebels, estimated at from 36 THE SETTLER. two to five hundred, assembled in this district. Many of them crossed at night from the American shore in small parties. They assembled in the township of Pelham, noted as being a disloyal part of the district. It is generally known by the name of the Short Hills. They attacked a party of four- teen of a provincial corps of Lancers, stationed at a village called St John's, A great many shots were fired into the house ; and it appeared not improbable that the outlaws would have burnt it to the ground, when this danger was averted by the surrender of the Lancers. Four rebels and one Lancer were wounded. The Sedentary Militia were turned out, and some of the 24th Eegiment marched in pur- suit of the insurgents, or rather rioters, who dispersed in all directions, setting the Lancers at liberty. A great many have been taken: they have been hunted all through the woods ; and their leader, who calls himself Colonel, has been captured. These futile and ridiculous attempts scarcely merit the name of rebellion ; but they serve to harass and annoy the Royalists, and keep alive the excitement along the borders, which, however, is fast subsiding. There are rumours of fresh disturbances in the west ; but they do not appear to be confirmed, The idea of an American war seems in a great measure to have been given up. Both Governments are exerting themselves to preserve peace, and the Americans are displaying a tardy sincerity in their endeavours to keep down the sympathisers. " Since I last wrote, I have been a little on the move. I was ordered to take charge of a company going on detach- ment to a place called Point Abino, about twelve or fourteen miles distant, We remained there from the 5th June till THE SETTLER. 37 the 2d July. It is a very pretty spot for Canada, where the landscape is generally exceedingly flat and monotonous. It is a point running about a mile into the lake, consisting of a number of small steep hills, most of them covered with wood. It is considered a strong position : and there was a rumour that a party intended to effect a landing there ; but they never made their appearance. Our detachment con- sisted of two small companies, under the command of a Major. We often wished they would come : we have been playing at soldiers now for upwards of six months, and have not had the satisfaction of seeing a single shot fired, or even the shadow of an encounter. I am now stationed at Fort Erie, so called, for the fort is nothing but a heap of ruins, with half-filled-up ditches and mud bastions. We are quartered in some old houses, which have been repaired. It is a good joke, that the old house which was condemned by the Quartermaster as being unfit for repairing, has been made officers' quarters ; but myself and four others have taken possession of an old store, or what, at home, you. would call a shop, close to the water a delightful place in summer, but, I should imagine, rather cold in winter. I am writing in full view of Buffalo, which lies along the water's edge, with a number of small craft anchored at its wharves. I was really quite surprised, when over there some time ago, to see two large three-masted square-rigged ships and some barques, which navigate these inland seas. Buffalo is a straggling town ; looks from here, about a mile and a half distant, a mass of red and white buildings, apparently larger than Caermarthen, with some good houses and two or three very large hotels, It is really a very surprising 38 THE SETTLER. place, when you consider that twenty years ago it was only a small village. ****** "The intention of raising a standing black corps seems to have been given up ; so that it is necessary for me to determine what course I am to take on the disbanding of our regiment I believe that if nothing advantageous offers here, it will be both my duty and interest to return home as soon as I can complete my final arrangements I fancy I have gained some experience, if God will enable me to .use it. I may be of use to my father ; if not, we may concert further measures. The more I think of my return, the more I long to see the family circle, and trust it may be all as I left it. I often imagine to myself the party in schoolroom, or in parlour, or in your walks on the turnpike road. I beg you will present my apology to all who feel in- dignant and, I blush to say, justly so at my neglectful correspondence ; but I generally consider my letters public property. I shall mention no names ; but the parties aggrieved will, no doubt, take it to themselves. At all events, I hope if I make my appearance before Christmas, that I may meet no black looks on that account. With best love and wishes to ALL at home, I remain ever yours, "JOHN BOWEN." He did return home before Christmas. Having settled his affairs in Canada, he took a passage in a vessel laden with timber from Quebec to Milford. To save his mother from anxiety on his account during his voyage, he did not tell his family the time of his leaving America, which, for her sake, THE SETTLEE. 39 was fortunate, as they had a very long and stormy passage across the Atlantic, so unpleasant in every way, that he often said that it was this voyage which cured him of his boyish disappointment at not having gone to sea. They very nar- rowly escaped being shipwrecked off Cape Loop in Ireland, and being weary of the sea, (the vessel, too, being likely to be detained for repairs,) he landed, crossed the country and the channel from Waterf ord to Milf ord, and walked into his home, from which he had now been absent rather more than three years and a half. He remained in England until April 1840, when he returned to Canada. Nothing had occurred to keep him in England, and he could not yet decide on entering the Church. His departure was hastened by his presence being required on his farm, which his tenant had quitted without giving any notice. He again took his passage in a Milford timber- ship bound for Quebec, taking a boy with him, the son of the parish clerk. It was a lovely spring morning when the Cheviot weighed anchor, spread her white sails to the breeze, and steered out of Milford Haven. The sailors were in high spirits, promis- ing themselves a fair, quick passage ; while the steady pre- valence of east winds for some weeks made those at home fondly believe that the voyage would be prosperous. On the 1st May, his name was often mentioned in the family circle. The morning was singularly warm and sunny, and they rejoiced to think that he must have nearly landed by that time. A few weeks after, his father brought in the report one morning that the Cheviot was lost. This terrible tidings was not willingly believed, until a letter arrived from the 40 THE SETTLER, owners stating the fact, and enclosing one from the captain. It contained no names, nor even a hint that lives had been lost or saved. A messenger was quickly despatched to the post town, three miles distant, and before long the follow- ing letter relieved their suspense : " DEER ISLAND, GARIA BAT, NEWFOUNDLAND, May 8, 1840. " MY DEAE FATHER, I write now, in the hope that some opportunity may occur of forwarding a letter before we get to Halifax, and I trust that this will be the first intelligence you will get of us and the Cheviot. Thank God, we are all here safe and sound, but our vessel is lost, though all the baggage is saved. I will now try and give you an account of our voyage and shipwreck, premising that, as far as I can see, not the slightest blame can be attached to any one for this unpleasant affair. " We had fine weather, and made a good run the first week ; the next we did not do so well, and the third scarcely better, having some rough weather and very little fair wind. We soon discovered that the vessel was a very heavy sailer, and did not work well. We made the bank of Newfoundland on the 24th ult., in lat. 46 K, and ascertained by soundings that the vessel was twenty or thirty miles ahead of the reck- oning. Fearing the Virgin Kocks, which we knew to be not far off, we tacked and stood off south till we were off the bank in lat. 44 59' N. We then had the wind to the south. We saw some fishing vessels at anchor on the 27th. We were on the Green Bank on the 28th ; we lay to in a heavy gale and snowfall from the N.W. On the 29th, the wind THE SETTLER. 41 moderated. We then stood to the N., and in the evening made Cape Chapeau Rouge at the entrance of Placentia Bay. Here we tacked and stood off south, the wind coming off shore. Stood W.N.W. for St Peter's, which we made about morning with a fine, fair breeze, and steered N.W. for the entrance of the gulf. During the afternoon the breeze increased ; at six o'clock we began to take in the studding- sails, when the starboard foretopmast-studding-sail-boom was carried away. We got these sails in, and also the larboard ones; took in topgallantsails, and close-reefed the foretop. While the men were reefing the rnaintopsail, the sheet of the fore was carried away. The captain, cook, and myself, clewed it up ; and as soon as the men came down, it was furled, and also the foresail ; the mainsail had been furled at four o'clock. The gale now increased very much, and we lay to at about eight o'clock. The reason for lying to, was our fear that we might meet the ice coming out of the gulf. The wind was E.S.E., the ship's head N.N.E. ; and we supposed that the current was setting out of the gulf against us. (I am obliged to stop writing, to put my things on board a small schooner, which is to take them to a place called La Poile, where there is a Merchants'-room, as it is called, whence a vessel is about to sail for Halifax in a few days.) "La Poile, May 11. To return to my narrative. We found the Cheviot lay to badly under the maintopsail, so we endeavoured to reef the trysail, which was bailed up and furled. But in the confusion of the darkness, and the violence of the wind and snow, the sail was quite unmanage- able. We hung a lantern in the rigging, fearing lest any ships might be running before the wind for the gulf. I saw 42 THE SETTLER. that the captain felt uneasy, and I was not very comfortable myself ; the principal dread was that we might carry away the topmast-sheet, and drift against the ice. About twelve, I lay down, only taking off my boots ; soon after, a heavy spray broke on board, rushed into the cabin, and inundated some things under my berth. I turned Tom out, put his bed- things out of the wet, and fell into a kind of doze, when I heard a crash, jumped up, and ran to the door. The cap- tain was out before me. At first I thought that only the sheet was gone, but was surprised that the vessel had so little motion, with such violent crashing and trembling. Immedi- ately there was a cry, ' We are all gone we are on the ice she will sink directly ! ' I ran and turned out young Tom, who, having been asleep the whole time, could not think what was the matter, and put him in the boat. Some were look- ing for the axe to cut the gripes of the long-boat ; others, apparently paralysed with fear, sat in the boat, crying out most piteously. It was very dark, the hurricane was terrific, the sea was all white around us, which we took for ice, and the spray kept washing over us. I took out my knife, and attempting to sever the lanyard of the gripes, succeeded only in cutting my thumb. So I lent it to a boy who seemed inclined to work, and immediately afterwards lost my cap. Poor little Tom entreated, in a lamentable voice, to be told what was the matter, and what he should do. I assured him that his life was in great danger ; and added that all he could do was to pray, and not attempt to leave the boat. Nor did he fail to cry earnestly to the Lord to have mercy on us. I had seen some darkish object, which we took for smooth water, inside the ice, which gave great THE SETTLER. 43 hopes. As the thick fog gradually cleared off, we observed land close to us. We were then getting up the oars, when we found that we were on the rocks, and that there was no ice at all. The sea broke heavily outside, but only the spray came over us. This gave us great hopes of our lives. " I now began to think of saving my baggage ; put my gold about me, and seized my portmanteau. Meanwhile, the men had a glass of grog each. We ascertained that it would soon be high water, (it was a little after two that we struck,) and thought that we had better wait till daylight, before attempting to leave the vessel. At the recoil of the waves we could see the rocks dry and close, three or four yards from us. At about four, day dawned ; it appeared very long in coming. We felt hungry, and had some bread and butter. " The sea began soon to strike the vessel more heavily, rolling her on to the starboard side, next the land, and let- ting her fall back on the other. There appeared as yet no water in the hold ; we rather wished her to fill, as she would then be more steady, and less likely to go to pieces. Being fearful of her falling over on the larboard side towards the sea, and getting on her beam-ends, by slipping on the rock, I called the mate's attention to the danger, and, consulting together, we thought it best to try and get on shore. In the meantime the vessel began to lean more to the sea, rolling up and falling back with heavy crashes. One man, William James, of Goodwick, got down the side with a ladder, and a line round his body, but had great difficulty in reaching the shore ; sometimes the sea left him dry on a bit of rock, at others it washed nearly over him, and he had a small deep place to cross before he landed. At last he succeeded, but 44 THE SETTLEE. was unable, from cold and exhaustion, to draw the rope on shore, which was attached to the line ; and the tide rising, it was very dangerous to try again. Soon it began to clear, and the gale having slightly moderated, we waited a little longer. The tide did not appear to fall till nearly nine o'clock. The water now was nearly up to the beams, and the ship was much steadier. " The land presented a most desolate aspect : a low rocky shore, a few stunted spruce, rocky barren hills, and not a vestige of inhabitants. The gale moderated, the tide ebbed ; we put on some dry clothes, and got together blankets and a few light things. Two hours back, my thoughts had ranged from my dear English home to the eternal future on which I seemed about to enter. I had resolved, with God's help, to do all I could to save my life, caring for nothing else ; now that life seemed safe, I felt a slight sorrow for my two poor chests in the steerage. "Rescued from death, we began to think of landing, which appeared tolerably easy, when there was a shout that some men were at hand. Five fishermen now came to our assistance ; another line was thrown, and reached by them ; some of the men and things went on shore. The fishermen told us that at twelve the ship would be dry ; so we sent ashore as much provisions as we could my chests and all the men's clothes, with two or three studdingsails to make tents. The poor captain cried much at leaving the ship. We landed dry by a ladder over the bows. Never shall I forget my sensations when I stood on solid ground. I hope and think that gratitude to Heaven was the first pre- dominant feeling. Oh, never may I forget His mercies ! THE SETTLER. 45 May my life be dedicated to His service ! There were several rocks outside the channel ; on them the sea broke awfully, and if we had struck there, not a soul, in all human proba- bility, would have escaped to tell the tale. Within a short distance there were some points more exposed, where the vessel would have gone to pieces, and most likely some have perished; whereas, not only was every life saved, but scarcely a single article belonging to any individual was lost. It was, however, very disgusting to see some of the men, just escaped from the brink of eternity, and who were at the moment apparently deeply impressed, now thoroughly intoxicated, having free access to the stores, though since that time they have behaved very well. " We soon found that we were on a small island, as per first dating, about thirty miles eastward from Cape Kay; that there were only two houses near on the main island of Newfoundland, and a few others three or four miles apart along the coast. " The captain went on shore with the fishermen, most of the crew going with him. The first mate, with myself, re- mained on the island, in addition to three or four more who were for the most part drunk, to take care of the things. One of my little hams, which you thought I should have taken to Upper Canada with me, was eaten raw ; I thought it very good. A fire was lit ; we put up a tent for ourselves. I got my baggage together, and tried to make a shelter for it with a sail During the night, it rained hard ; my bed was wet in the tent, which, being badly made, leaked con- siderably. In the morning, we had abundance of rain and snow. We made, however, a pretty good breakfast ; and 46 THE SETTLEE. the fishermen coming off, I went on shore with one of them, got another breakfast, went to bed for a couple of hours, and then returned to the island. Some more things were brought out of the ship. We made a fine large tent with the mainsail and a topsail over it, capable of holding all hands, baggage, and provisions. Got the caboose and set it up, and prepared to sleep in the tent. Sent Tom ashore, as he wished to go. The next day, we came with the fishermen to this place, the Merchants'-room of La Poile, as it is called, to know how we were to get away, and to dispose of the vessel, there being no agent for Lloyd's within a hundred miles, and no vessels, but fishing boats and small coasters of fifteen or twenty tons. Here, there is an establishment of a Jersey Company, for the purpose of trading goods for fish, and a little fur, the only produce of this dreary region the bar- renest I ever saw. The only means of travelling is by boats. "On our way, which was along shore, among rocks and small islands, we landed at the bottom of a deep inlet, and walked two miles over a hilly piece of ground, and through a little wood of spruce fir, till we came to another bay. We saved several miles of pulling by the journey. The coast is very much indented by bays, and long crooked pro- montories running into the sea, with numerous islands. It has a very wild and picturesque appearance. There are a great number of excellent little coves for keeping small boats, in most of which a fisherman is established, each having a harbour to himself, and generally a particular fishing ground. They are a rough-looking set, fitted out with long boots and numerous flannel shirts; they seem happy and contented, THE SETTLER. 47 live pretty well, and sometimes earn a good deal if they have, as they say, good luck. "Halifax, May 19. Here comes another break in my letter. I have, as you see by the date, taken a journey in the interim. After getting what information we could from the Jersey Company's agent at La Poile, it appeared that the best thing we could do was to take the opportunity of one of their vessels (the brig Pallas) sailing for this place. The other alternative was hiring some of the small coasters to take us up the gulf to some of the ports there, whence we might procure a passage to Quebec, or get put on board some vessel bound there ; but, from what we could learn, we should have better and surer opportunity from this place, so we returned to the island. The materials of the vessel were saved, and taken to La Poile to be sold. I dried the con- tents of my deal chest, which had been wetted by the rain after we came ashore, and made myself quite comfortable in the tent. I found Tom very useful in looking after the things, and I consider myself very fortunate in having lost nothing to my knowledge, but my old cap (blown off in our first confusion) a loss which, of fcourse, / lament very deeply* " On the 8th, having put my baggage on board a small schooner, laden with the saved materials, with five of the crew, we came to La Poile, whence the second part of my letter is dated. There I took up my quarters, using my own bedding, in the house of Mr Antoine, agent attached to the * There was a joke between him and his sisters about this cap, which they had decided to be too shabby to be worn. 48 THE SETTLER. firm, 'Michel et Antoine.' There are five or six clerks, Jersey men, a master builder, fifty or sixty hands, shipwrights, smiths, &c. &c., shippers of the coasters, belonging to the employ. These sum up all the inhabitants of this place, with the exception of the custom-house officer, who is also a magistrate. He has not much to do, as you may suppose. They build a few vessels here for their own trade, which is tolerably extensive, consisting of an exchange of goods for cod fish with the planters, as the fishermen are called. They also make no small profit, about these parts, upon the ' god- sends ' they get in the way of wrecks ; indeed, in a great measure they fit out their vessels with such materials. On the 12th, all hands, with the remainder of the stuff, came down. We had a capital sale : a chain cable fetched 8 ; sails, 50s. ; the hull, as it lay bottom out, lower and topmasts, 16. I wish it were nearer Pembrokeshire or Dunnville. " On the same evening we sailed for this place, where we arrived to-day, being a week going three hundred miles. Though tedious, (a little rough weather and plenty of foul winds,) it was rather a pleasant voyage. We had for a fellow-passenger a very amusing good-tempered Irish Roman Catholic priest, and the captain, a very gentlemanly young man, a native of Jersey. He was exceedingly kind and civil to us. I have begged him, if ever he should be driven into Milford, to call on you at Johnston. "The day being very calm with baffling winds, W and 'I took the pilot's little skiff, and one man, leaving the brig six miles off, and pulled for the town, where we arrived about four o'clock. The appearance of Nova Scotia about here is more pleasing than most of Newfoundland, though THE SETTLER. 49 it is not very fertile about Halifax. We found that the packet had sailed four days ago, but that a vessel was to leave for England in one or two days, by which I determined to send this scrawl, in spite of all blunders. "There are also two vessels to sail in a few days for Quebec, in one of which I think I shall proceed. If I am here long, I shall write again, in case this may miscarry. I do hope you will not have received any imperfect or exag- gerated account before hearing from me. However incon- venient this unfortunate affair may be to me, it is a source of great thankfulness that it is no worse : we might have perished, or we might have escaped with the loss of all our possessions ; whereas I have been a loser only in the precious article of time, incurring, of course, some additional travelling expenses. On the other hand, I have had an opportunity of seeing a little of Newfoundland and Halifax. Please tell young Tom's parents, that he is quite well, getting fat, not- withstanding all his hardships, in good spirits, with plenty to eat and very little to do. He was quite happy in two or three hours after the vessel struck, and behaved well all through. The crew will all do well here, as hands are much wanted, and wages higher than anywhere out of Wales ! It is getting late, and I am getting sleepy. May God Almighty be with you all ! JOHN BOWEN." A few extracts from his diary will prove interesting, as shewing the bent of his mind at this period : "May 1st. Most graciously preserved, when shipwrecked on Deer Island, Garia Bay. D 50 THE SETTLER. " 9th. Went to La Poile, and was hospitably entertained by Mr Antoine at the Merchants'-room. The whole coast is composed of granite, which in some places attains a con- siderable elevation. These cliffs, as far as my observation extended, are from four to five hundred feet above the level of the sea, and much water-worn. In the upper end of La Poile Bay, there is a kind of greenish flagstone, used at the room for building the foundations of houses, for the granite is too hard to work with a mason's hammer, and either in the form of boulders or masses is far too unwieldy for common purposes. ****** "May I9th. Arrived at Halifax. " 23cZ, (Saturday.) I am obliged to keep a journal, lest I should forget the days of the week. "In the afternoon I took a stroll with Captain L ; spent a short time at Keefa's reading-room, an accommoda- tion which may with advantage be introduced into similar institutions. I had been struck with the profound silence that reigned here, undisturbed by the busy hum or noisy talking often heard at such places. This is in reality a reading-room. Opposite to the entrance is a second door, leading to a small apartment, with the words ' Conversation- room" over it, in large gilt letters, with two directing hands. If this room be not much used for this purpose, the hint is certainly taken in the other, to the great comfort, no doubt, of those who wish to get information for themselves, rather than have it retailed second-hand, and seasoned with small talk and additions. "25th, (Monday.) Yesterday attended St Paul's Church, THE SETTLER. 51 a large and rather old wooden building, surrounded by a heavy gallery. The congregation was numerous, and highly respectable; amongst them the Lieutenant-Governor and several officers. I had gone with the fullest intention of endeavouring to render acceptable service to the Almighty, or rather of joining as a privilege in the worship of that God who had but lately so graciously preserved me ; but, alas ! my wandering thoughts and eyes were everywhere but where they should have been. In the church are several neat tablets in memory of some of the principal in- habitants who have died in the colony, and on the wall at the back of the gallery a number of hatchments, which in- dicate a higher degree of aristocratic feeling than is generally supposed to exist on this continent, even in the British Provinces. " Wednesday. I took a walk as far as Three-Mile House on the Windsor Koad. The whole country appears to be exceedingly sterile and rocky, the ground much broken, the timber being, for the most part, spruce or fir. Notwith- standing this, there are several neat residences, surrounded by fields presenting a fertile appearance, no doubt owing to the facility of obtaining manure from Halifax. " June 3d The drive by Bedford Basin is very beautiful. The trees were just beginning to shoot ; the light green of the birch contrasting exquisitely with the dark, almost black, hemlock spruce, and those other firs which generally pre- dominate. About five miles from Halifax are the ruins of a country-house built by the late Duke of Kent when in this country ; the situation is very pretty, on the side of rather a steep slope covered with the original forest, which has been 52 THE SETTLEK. tastefully laid out in walks and pleasure-grounds, with the basin presenting a most beautiful sheet of water in front. " June 5th. My landlady told me one evening that a man wanted to see me. On going down-stairs, I saw a roughish- looking fellow with a prodigious quantity of black whiskers, who introduced himself as from Pembrokeshire, and hearing that there was a countryman in the house, had taken the liberty of asking for him. He was one James B , from the parish of N , who has been in Nova Scotia six or seven years, a relation of your neighbour, David B . He seemed very glad to see some one from his native country, so I took him to Captain G and W , who were from the same neighbourhood, and could give him news of his family. He says he has done pretty well here, principally by horse-jobbing, and a little speculating in land. He gave me an invitation to go out and see the country where he lived, about twenty-three miles from Halifax an opportunity of which I was glad to avail myself. He has married a nice sensible woman, (a Nova Scotian.) The road lay along Bedford Basin for about nine miles, and is the stage route to Windsor on the Bay of Fundy. For the most part it is very tolerable, though in some parts hilly and rough. There is a great deal of forest, and in one place some pretty extensive clearings. The land is not fertile, but improves the further we get from Halifax. The most fertile part of Nova Scotia is on the Bay of Fundy, in the townships of Horton and Gornwallis. I was invited to see this district by some farmers I met at my boarding-house, who said there was no land worth looking at within thirty miles of Halifax ; but I had not time to accept their invitation. I spent the night at THE SETTLER. 53 and walked with him some two or three miles back. The fire had been making great ravages in the woods. I saw one patch of ten acres burnt quite black. Indeed, a short time back, Halifax was quite darkened by the clouds of smoke from the woods behind the town, and the inhabitants, all through the country, have been in fear for their houses. These fires appear to be common here, for I saw the marks of several on a very large scale, which have destroyed parts of the woods years ago. The next day, as I could not remain, my host drove me to within thirteen miles of Halifax ; and I walked back, expecting to sail the following morning, but we did not get men for three or four days, and when we did get them, they were but a poor set. " Wednesday, June 1 Qth. Becalmed off Cape Gaspd We sailed from Halifax on the 3d. "June loth. Yesterday I had a disappointment. As we were beating up with a head-wind, we saw a brig coming with an ensign, shewing that she had a pilot. We made a signal, they lowered a boat to put him on board : as it came alongside, I recognised the cabin-boy we had had in the Effort, now with Rees in the Triton, which was bearing down, homeward bound. What a fine opportunity to send a letter ! We were not near enough to speak, but I asked the boy to call at Johnston and say he had seen us. What a pity I did not take my passage in her ! I should then have had potatoes planted by this time, and oats sown ; but it cannot be helped. At present, we have a fair light breeze, and are off the Island of Brie, a hundred and sixty miles from Quebec, with very fine weather. " V7th. We are still ninety miles from Quebec, with a 54 THE SETTLEE. foul wind. My hands are sore with working in tacking ship ; one of the crew is ill. If I were not in a hurry to get on, I might find this cruising about the river very pleasant during this fine weather. The vessel is the most comfortable one I was ever in, and the captain is very kind and obliging. He will perhaps call at Johnston when he gets home. He talks much about his daughter, who, he says, is twelve years old. I have lent him ' Means and Ends ' to look at, as he seems anxious about her education. " I have set Tom to write a letter home. He is a very good boy, and a general favourite with all the crews of the vessels in which he has sailed particularly with the old cook of the Cheviot, who is here. That old man was with Nelson at Trafalgar ; in the mutiny at the Nore ; has been several times shipwrecked ; is now sixty-eight years of age ; going to sea still ; but has no pension, nor any other provision for his old age, owing to his wildness and unsteadiness of character." The next letter is written from the Lake Shore. " July 10, 1840. "MY DEAR MOTHER, You are by this time, no doubt, acquainted with the cause of my having been so long on my journey I hope you will not think I am getting quite a heathen, because I have taken an hour on Sunday to write to you ; but I don't know when I shall have any other time, there is so much to be done. I found matters here better than I expected I fancy you would rather know something of my domestic arrangements, and I assure you I am in a wonderfully comfortable condition. Tom is a most THE SETTLER. 55 indefatigable and invaluable fellow, and of a very cheerful disposition : he seems quite happy and contented, and will soon be very handy. The inventory of my furniture is rather meagre, to be sure ; consisting of one table, one stool, one dresser, and one small clothes-horse, which I was rather surprised to see ; there are, besides, a couple of pails, pans, &c. You cannot think how comfortable we look ; the small dresser well filled with plates, &c. &c. ; the kitchen nicely swept and clean. I am sitting at the open window the grass and Dutch clover between me and the woods about twenty yards distant, in the height of their beauty ; and about fifty yards further is the lake, just glancing through the thin parts of the trees. The day is bright and lovely, and we are being regaled with a fine, fresh breeze. How you would enjoy it ! Tom is sitting in the next room, de- nominated the parlour, reading aloud (that mode seems to suit him best) the story of the Widow Ellis. The rippling lake, rustling leaves, and tinkling bells of a few cattle stray- ing near, with now and then a chirp from a bird, form but a slight interruption to the quiet and repose of all around. Perhaps it is the solitude of the place, the feeling of rest, or the having no work to do, that makes everything appear so quiet. There is one pleasure on the Sunday, which none but the labouring man can know ; and a labouring man I am at present of a verity, for hands are scarce and wages high." " October 4, 1840. ". . . . Lately I went to plough with a very primitive instrument, called a shovel plough, in a piece of land half- cleared by Mills, and finished by me and Tom with a little 56 THE SETTLER assistance. Since then, however, my work has been broken in upon, in consequence of my having had a slight attack of ague, which, after shaking me every other day for a week, took its departure, leaving me very feeble ; but, thank God, I am now quite well again. I hope you will not distress yourself with the idea of my being ill, and no one to look after me : I assure you that when I am unwell, I take infinite care of myself, and have drilled Tom into a capital nurse : he must have thought me very cross. Mrs M was very kind to me, mixed my quinine in proper propor- tions, and lent me a wine-glass to measure the dose Though my situation is solitary, time flies too fast for me, I have so much to do. I burnt some lime the other day. Having picked up the limestone on the beach, I put it on a large log-heap in the clearing, and set fire to it a very simple process. I wanted it to put with my seed wheat, and for the plastering of the kitchen. The next job I have to do is to split rails to fence the wheat; then I shall com- mence ploughing, and getting out stumps : when the frost stops the plough, I shall still have plenty of work. You see I have quite entered into the spirit of the farm again ; though the toil has some disadvantages, I should.be sorry to relinquish it " As I know you are interested in animals of the feline race, you may not think it trifling if I tell you that I have two cats, both of which came as volunteers. One is the finest animal of the kind I ever saw. He walked into the house one cold evening : we shut the door suddenly ; he made desperate efforts to escape, and I was alarmed for the windows and my eyes. After having been imprisoned for THE SETTLER 57 four days, he made off; was succeeded by another smaller one ; eventually, however, he too returned. These and a black dog, named Judy, whom Tom considers as company when I am away, complete my domestic establishment. .... I can- not write this evening ; I have been regularly ploughing. I talk, think, and dream of ploughing ; the idea of it haunts me. Every frosty morning and each shower of snow makes me think of approaching winter, and I am fearful of not getting the work done in anticipation of its arrival." It was during his Canadian life that he became ac- quainted with one who remained his friend to the last the Rev. C. B. Gribble. Ministerial intercourse in the mutual relation of pastor and parishioner first associated them. Under the teaching of the one, commenced the new life of the other. What wonder, then, that so firm a bond should have united these faithful servants of Christ, and that the records of the history of the departed brother should be affectionately treasured up by the survivor ? To Mr Gribble's graceful pen the editor is indebted for a copious narrative of so much of her brother's life as came under his observation. This intimacy was soon followed by Mr Bowen's conver- sion, and, in course of time, by his resolve to enter the ministry of the Church. Over this decisive step their mutual deliberations were numerous, anxious, and protracted; but we need not anticipate the sequel Alluding to Mr Bowen's final determination at this crisis, Mr Gribble thus writes to the editor : 58 THE SETTLEE. " Your brother's separation to the ministry of our Lord's gospel was marked by characteristics which justify lan- guage of the highest praise. To describe how devotedly he served the Church of Christ, in his Master's name ; how beautifully he blended with that service the fine native qualities of his character; how easily and consistently he combined with the apostleship the man, the brother, the husband, and the friend, is the design you have proposed to yourself, as his biographer : and if my assistance can further your object, it is a tribute due, and most affectionately paid, to one of my best and dearest friends." * Referring to his own arrival in America, the same corre- spondent proceeds as follows ; and his letters may be here quoted as a continuous narrative of Mr Bowen's Canadian life : " It was on Easter day in the year 1841, that the American liner Quebec lay at single anchor off Spithead, awaiting the last of her passengers. The Blue Peter had been at the fore since eight in the morning. The cable was hove short, and Captain Hebert had delayed his departure until the arrival of a steamer from Southampton. We that is, my wife, two young children, and two servants came in that steamer, and immediately went on board the Quebec. The anchor was weighed, the topsails and topgallantsails were sheeted home, and by the time we had fitted into our cabins, the ship was standing out to sea through the Needle passage. " We found our friends the Hydes on board, and we were * See Appendix A. THE SETTLER. 59 introduced by them to your sister. I mention this because she was a link which connected me with your brother. Her destination, like that of the Hydes, was the district and parish in Upper Canada to which I was appointed as a missionary from the Society for the Propagation of the Gospel. " It was to join her brother, and to keep house for him on his farm, that she had left England. We soon became friends, and that friendship remains to the present hour. " The voyage occupied six weeks. There were many pas- sengers on board. Sickness broke out, and the measles swept off several children. Mr Jukes, whom I had married to a daughter of an old friend a few weeks before, caught the disease ; he recovered, and lived to become a distin- guished clergyman. My youngest child received the in- fection ; he drooped till he seemed dead, but God gave him life, and he is now a man of vigour and health, in India. "On our arrival in New York, Mr and Mrs Hyde, Mr and Mrs Jukes, (Mr Jukes was Mrs Hyde's son,) with your sister, proceeded at once to Canada ; we followed them a few days afterwards. " We sailed up the noble Hudson as far as Albany, where we left the river and proceeded by the canal to Buffalo ; from which city we crossed to the wooded shores of Canada : and, on the second Sunday after landing in the New World, I began my ministry, first at Dunnville, and a few hours afterwards on the Lake Shore. We held our opening ser- vice in the house of your relation Mr Farrell, as the little church on the Lake Shore was not completed. This was the first occasion on which I met your brother. I saw at 60 THE SETTLER. once that he was a sensible and gentlemanly young man, and as your sister, with whom we had sailed from England, !>o with him, we felt no difficulty in becoming mutu- ally acquainted. "There were at that time some fine energetic men on that Lake Shore. They were distinguished from ordinary s by their intelligence and resources. Their houses were pretty villas with verandahs garnished with creeping plants ; their farms were thriving : their habits were indus- trious and simple ; they assisted each other when the heavy labour of logging, or barn-building, or reaping demanded a larger measure of manual effort than a single proprietor could command. There was consequently much good feeling in the little community. They were not only known as farmers : they had honour- ably served their mother country, and the colony in which they were now naturalised, during the Rebellion which dis- turbed Canada two years before ; for it was from that settle- ment that many an undaunted spirit came forward, brave to ;-, and strong to carry out a loyal and dutiful allegiance ; and ever, in the heat of impetuous enterprise, or the cautious delay of protracted counsels, to render signal service to the cause of order. " Always in the van, among the readiest for peril, v be found your brother ; serving throughout the entire cam- paign, and enduring all its hardships as a good man and true to the Queen and the realm. " I must resist the solicitation which memory offers of describing that young and interesting colony. My present duty is to supply you with a memoir of your brother. Yet THE SETTLER 61 it were unfair to detach him entirely from the others, as though he were the only one to be remembered : for there were many fine characters among those settlers ; many Christian men and women ; many loving souls who helped their pastor, who sustained him in his difficult labours, and who adorned and advanced the community to which they belonged. "Among .the leaders of that settlement your brother had an honourable place. He was always reliable; his energy, common sense, and good temper were ever ready when required. He had no pretensions to leadership, and his modesty gave no place for envy to detract from the award universally granted to real and unpretending merit. " Our pretty little church stood on a wooded eminence near where the ' Grand Eiver ' (or Ouse) floats its lazy waters into Lake Erie. Thence towards the west, the shore of the lake is irregularly denticulated in bays all fringed with trees and jagged by broken rocks. The houses of the settlers, built, of course, on their lots of land, dotted the shore. Your brother's farm was some miles from the church. It consisted, I think, of one hundred and fifty acres. His cottage was very small, having only four rooms and a garret. On your sisters arrival, the establishment well filled the house, although it only comprised John and Louisa and Tom Saunders, a fine useful lad, who has since done very well; and may be one day a member of the Provincial Parliament, or general in the United States' army, or anything else conceivable ! The seclusion of that dwelling _>mplete ; the uncleared part of the surrounding forest 62 THE SETTLER. shut out of view the houses of the nearest settlers, and a belt of trees, which John's axe had intentionally spared, excluded all sight of the water, and sheltered the domicile from the strong winds which sometimes scour over the lake, and excite it to that state of fury which led the Indians to denominate it by the appropriate and beautiful name Erie, or madness. " Things were then in a very crude and unfinished state. Art and labour had struck out some clear space, which, notwith- standing the yet undecayed stumps of the hewn forest trees, had submitted to the plough, and taken the nomenclature of fields ; but nature reigned close at hand : it was with stubborn reluctance she yielded to the heavy blows dealt to her mag- nificent subjects by the vigorous arms of John Bo wen and his lad Tom. The tenants of the woods often disputed it with the invaders ; wolves still howled and hunted near the farm, and bears were one morning shot by your brother in a field where your sister had been gathering wild strawberries the previous evening. " Hard work, sometimes interrupted by attacks of inter- mittent fever caught during his campaign in the Eebellion, did not exhaust your brother's power of mental application ; it made him thirsty for knowledge. " The little family read together in the evenings. Some of the subjects of their study were Wilberforce's Life ; Milner ; German ; and poetry. It was a charming refreshment to me on returning from long rides among the more distant settlers, to spend an hour with those dear friends. I vividly remem- ber their warm welcome. I see Louisa with a neat frock actually drawn through the pocket-hole, in the thrifty style THE SETTLER. 63 of my grandmother, stooping over the stove to boil some coffee ; John's gun hanging on the wall ; a written notice in a conspicuous place proclaiming war against all untidiness, in these words, 'A place for everything, and everything in its place;' while John's long boots, coated with mud, rebelliously lay at right angles to and across each other upon the floor, as though in defiance of the warning suspended over them. " One day, after a long and fatiguing walk through the Rainham district, I stopped on my way home to pay John and Louisa a visit. It was late in the afternoon ; we had tea together; we conversed, and ended our conference with evening prayer. Twilight had faded away ; the stars shone out in rapid and startling succession, as though the great Creator were throwing magnificent seeds of light broadcast over the universe. John proposed to accompany me part of my way home. We walked by the lake shore to a rocky point where the road, following the sweep of a bay, turns with a sharp angle towards the north. The expanse of the lake was before us ; its surface was calm as a child's sleep ; the faint blue line of the mountains on the American side was just visible. The moon rose yellow, and seemingly of monstrous size ; but by the time I had succeeded in resisting John's desire to accompany me further, her light had cleared itself of the atmosphere of earth, and she shone out deliciously clear, like the purity of God. We had spoken together on general topics ; but the stillness and grand beauty of the night gave us higher thoughts, and religion became the principal topic of our conversation. When we stopped to take leave of each other, I asked him if he had given attention to the duty of 64 THE SETTLEE. receiving the holy communion. He seemed rather discon- certed at the question, but not offended. He hesitated a little, and replied that he had often wished to speak to me on the subject, but at present he would prefer postponing the discussion; assuring me of his wish to resume it on some other occasion. " We parted for that evening. His route led him westward to his cottage ; mine lay in the opposite direction, along a sandy beach indented by little bays and fringed occasionally by trees whose foliage had not yet entirely yielded to the recent blasts of the autumnal equinox. " Weeks passed away. The harvest had been gathered in ; the grain was nearly threshed out ; and there were occasional groupings of the settlers at their several homesteads at one time to raise a barn, at another to make a clearance of land, or to repair a road. On such occasions there was a com- mingling of all classes of settlers. Gentlemen and labourers, proprietors and squatters, all worked together. At whatever house or farm the 'bee' was to 'come off,' the ladies of the neighbouring farms assisted. Preparations for a sub- stantial meal were made a day or two before the appointed gathering. Ladies, wives of officers in the army, habituated to the comforts and elegancies of English life, met in the balcony of some cottage, and, in the delicious temperature of the ' Indian summer/ chatted and arranged about the con- tribution which they were severally to bring. Under the delicate canopy of the Virginia creeper, whose leaves were reddening with the last hue which the season lent them, and with the glow-worm emitting its gentle gleam beneath the glorious starlight of a Canadian sky, there would be Mrs THE SETTLER. 65 Colonel J and her daughter, Mrs Colonel T and her granddaughter, Mrs B and Mrs F and Mrs L , and the Misses S , and many other mesdames, sitting in serious conclave, and arriving at last at the grand conclusion as to who should provide the mutton, who the hams, who the vegetables, and who the fruits. " I look back now over twenty years, and see the merry gathering at the logging bee. Early in the morning the party assembled. Farrell, the Johnstons, dear old Dobbs, willing, but not strong, Hyde, Jukes, Hoggan, the Turlacs, Blunt, Spratt, M'Murdoch, Bouchier, M'Gregor, and many other stalwart fellows, dashed into the thicket. The under- brush fell before them ; some drew it aside and piled it in heaps at given distances from each other. Then commenced an onslaught on noble trees whose heads had reared them- selves up a hundred feet without a single branch below. John Bowen and Alick M'Gregor attack one tree ; other pairs of rustic heroes address themselves to other giants of the forest. Two men to one tree. John takes his axe, a weapon not like our flat and feeble things in England, but an instru- ment of excellent steel with convex sides. Alick handles his. Now then. John on his side strikes a horizontal cut. Alick on his side does the same. John strikes again with an oblique blow, meeting the inmost incision of the first cut ; forthwith springs out a wedge shaped chip. Alick does the same. And now having made their opening, one on either side, next comes a horizontal cut, then an oblique one. Their blows succeed with unerring aim and resistless force, until the sheen of their axes and the flitting chips from the axe-cuts follow, and blend in rapid and continuous succession. 66 THE SETTLER. Ten minutes suffice to bring the two axes almost together. The tree groans ; loud cracks are heard ; a crash follows ; and the splendid forest-plant of centuries' growth tumbles ; but not alone ; for others, in noble rivalry, are doing the same; and before the blast of the cow's horn summons them to dinner, acres of land are despoiled of the magnificent vegetation which has grown in the heat and waved in the storms of five hundred years. "The dinner over, the spoilers resume their labour. The trees, already felled, are cut into lengths of twenty feet or more : a yoke of oxen with a chain is attached to each log. A given number of logs being dragged to the several heaps of underbrush, fire is in due time applied, and thus, with a waste but unavoidable profusion, the virgin soil is laid bare to the ploughshare and the hand of the sower. " In all these exploits your brother did his part like a man and a gentleman. To affirm that he was the first, would be invidious and unjust ; but it is not too much to say that he was a leading spirit in every public duty. And this is say- ing a good deal ; for the English settlers on that lake shore were no ordinary men. They remind me of other bold adventurers who had farms on the Grand River the Ouse which debouches into the lake close by our little church and who were sharers in many a daring enterprise/' From this graphic portraying of home scenes, and spirited allusions to displays at one time of manly ardour, at another of military skill, Mr Gribble is naturally led into an epitome of those events which had accomplished the Canadian crisis, and challenged the patriotism of the settlers. His remarks THE SETTLER. 67 on this special period of our colonial history come with the force of experience and the accuracy of observation. Nor will less interest be found in his review of the position of the English Church in the West. Established if, indeed, to so insecure an attitude the term be applicable in the very centre of contending factions ; embarrassed in some measure by her political character, yet respected for her wide-spreading influence ; attacked by factious rivals, who forgot, in her presence, their mutual jealousies in order to combine the more effectually for her annoyance it asked no ordinary temper and tact of him who was to be of the num- ber of her office-bearers, to enable him to charm away the animosity that so many faults of judgment and practice had occasioned and increased. To Mr Gribble, at this time, Mr Bowen's presence and influence in the district were of great value. The esteem, in which he was held, and the sagacity and experience which he so largely possessed, enhanced the worth of his support. But his pastor shall tell the tale in his own words : " The policy of the Canadas had, at the time of my narra- tive, experienced very recently considerable changes. The Rebellion, which, like most rebellions, had been caused by the undue pressure and exclusive political influence of a party, and by the impatience and wantonness of some reckless spirits, eager for change, had been quelled by the loyalty and courage of the faithful subjects of the Queen. The Earl of Durham had proposed, and the Government had consented, to unite the two provinces under one Governor-General, and to designate them in future Canada East and Canada West. 68 THE SETTLER. A more liberal policy, and a fairer distribution of office and power, was gradually advancing; self -taxation, under municipal authority, for the support of schools and for the making and maintenance of roads, gave more local liberty of action, and began already to produce great results. " The Church was also extending her influence throughout the provinces. The energy of the Bishop of the Western Diocese had long been felt in the political department, and had now begun to stimulate her to more vigorous action. At that period, however, our ecclesiastical community was being strongly moved by an impulse from Oxford ; and although, on the whole, that impulse was beneficial, yet it needed to be more moderate in its tone, and less exaggerated and overbearing in its pretensions. "In our district the Church had been in bad odour. The occasional visits of a missionary clergyman had in a measure won over a little more confidence ; but the Presbyterians were from education and prejudice opposed to liturgies and Episcopacy, and many of our members, through violent party feeling and loose living, inflicted serious injury on their own communion. The Methodists were numerous, and were at that time exposed to the misleading of an Arian teacher. The Baptists were zealous, and had then a venerable leader in the worthy ' Elder ' Vauloon. " It is obvious that much wisdom, forbearance, and firm- ness were required to make head against the opposing influences of immorality, party spirit, Anabaptism, Presby- terianism, and a Methodism widely away from the doctrines of Wesley or of Wesleyans in England. Ignorance, also, was THE SETTLER. 69 a dead weight, that could only be removed by right teaching and sound education ; it shewed itself in non-acquaintance with the common use of words, and in a misapprehension of the nature of true religion. " As an instance of the former, some were shocked at the use of the word ' catholic ' in our prayers ; and when told that it meant 'universal,' they asked if, then, we held the creed of the Universalists. And, to illustrate the latter, a member of our Church was one day greatly scandalised, because his wife, who had a leaning towards Methodism, had her gown torn by the violence of some people who were attending a service in a schoolroom, and wished to force her, against her inclination, to take a seat on the 'anxious bench ! ' "Americanism also gave a tinge to the inhabitants of Dunnville ; and a few of them, though most worthy souls, were shocked and disgusted because a coloured woman was admitted with them to the holy communion. But there were some excellent and intelligent people members of the Church, and many true Christians in the other Societies ; and the general demeanour of all was marked with extreme kindness, warm hospitality, and a desire for improvement. " Your brother's pastor felt no hesitation as to the course he should pursue : the preaching of the gospel of God ; a straightforward and faithful adherence to the principles and services of the Church ; kind remonstrance with those of her members who were neglecting or abusing their privileges and duties as baptized members of Christ ; resistance to the overbearing tone of one section of the Church, which then 70 THE SETTLER. assumed dictation over the consciences of the clergy ; an affectionate conciliation of Dissenters, and the cultivation of friendly relations with all of every creed and name. " For some little time, he encountered strong opposition. The immoral represented him as a meddler in their concerns. The Dissenters looked coolly on him, because he was a Church- man. The extreme Church party disapproved of his leniency towards Dissenters. So intense, indeed, though but for a short time, was the factious spirit of one section, that on his declining to join the Orange party, he was stigmatised as a disloyal subject and a Papist in disguise. This droll and harlequin guise was, however, too grotesque for any one to wear long, and a more generous and manly temper gained ground, and enabled the people to divest their pas- tor of the motley dress in which their fancies had clothed him. " Many Dissenters joined us ; the Church people attended more closely to their public and private duties ; and, with two or three exceptions, the community, including some who had been most fierce in their opposition, united in a grateful and affectionate address to their pastor, expressing their heartfelt confidence, and proving it by a munificent testimonial. " Without the moral support of some right-minded people, it is probable that at first, until matters took a favourable turn, the clergyman would have failed or fainted in his work. To mention these now might be invidious to others : but they are reaping the reward of their own consciences ; and this tribute of gratitude from their old pastor will scarcely be altogether unacceptable. "Your brother was one of those early and hearty sup- THE SETTLER. 71 porters : the respect in which he was generally held, together with his reputation for force of character and practical and successful farming, rendered his moral support of great value to his minister. - " Such, then, were the circumstances which surrounded your brother's life at that period, and amidst which he gradually formed a resolve that affected his subsequent career. "He fulfilled his promise of communicating freely with me respecting his own religious feelings. He told me much of his past history, some of which you will doubtless intro- duce in his memoirs, and some of which was too intimate and personal for me to disclose. It is sufficient for me to say that he made no secret of former errors, such as few young men arrive at manhood without having occasion to lament, and which, although condemned by the law of Christ, are generally deemed venial by society, and were in your brother's case certainly not deviations from what is usually considered to be the law of honour. He told me, further, that his mother had always designed him for the Church, but that as his inclinations had not been in that direction, he had chosen the life of a colonist, in which by the generous aid of his uncle he had so far succeeded He said that even in his gayest days, and while exposed to the irregularity and occasional licentiousness of military service, he had con- stantly serious and deep impressions of religion ; that at one time those ^convictions had so strongly worked upon his soul as to induce him to come to the holy communion ; but that afterwards temptation and sin had drawn him back to the world, and the remembrance of that weakness now haunted him with a dread of exposing himself to a second departure 72 THE SETTLER. from God, should he again openly declare himself a servant of Christ. "It was impossible not to admire and sympathise with this manly avowal of what is a very common case. I spoke to him in substance as follows : ' Your conscience is op- pressed with sin, and the removal of this remorse must be your first care and duty ; and when that removal is felt, it will next behove you to confess Christ at the holy com- munion. Such is the direction of the Church " It is re- quisite that no man should come to the holy communion but with a full trust in God's mercy, and a quiet conscience." ' " We then spoke together of the manner in which the con- science may be relieved from remorse. As there is only one true way of finding that relief, I told him that he must believe in the forgiveness of sins through God's mercy in Christ ; and in the strength of that belief, address himself to Christ, and fully confessing all his guilt, labour to throw it on his Saviour ; and so do the work of faith and prayer until Christ should set him free. " We had many conversations after this, and generally on the same subject. "It is easy for us to explain the way of eternal life through faith in Christ, and to give advice to others ; but the compliance of the heart with the gospel is no child's play. In some strong natures, and in minds of a speculative and proud temperament, there are many obstacles, self-raised, against believing in Jesus. Your brother was of this class. I have seldom seen in a man of such delicacy of sentiment and tenderness of feeling, so large a measure of stout and resolute self-will ; seldom, in one who had such a humble THE SETTLER 73 opinion of his own merits and powers, so much intellectual height of speculation. He had to pass through a long and painful struggle with himself. I remember once, while riding over the dam which connects Dunnville with Holdi- mand and constrains the broad river to throw the principal part of its stream into the feeder of the Welland Canal, I met him walking towards the town. The deep dejection of his countenance almost alarmed me. I asked him why he looked so miserable. He replied, that he felt miserable, and that while walking through the bush he had been tempted to desire earnestly for annihilation that he looked back into the past with hopelessness, and into the future with despair. I cheered him up, reasoned with him, and even laughed at him for his folly in despairing of the love and forgiveness of God ; and on seeing his honest face brighten with half a smile, I rode on, leaving him to better thoughts/' A brief extract from his own diary will be interesting here, as affording his view of his own experience at this time : " I felt doubtful, dark, and unhappy, was burdened with the conviction of sin, and saw how justly I merited eternal punishment. So great was my pride and obduracy of heart, (God gave me grace to see it,) that I wondered how I was suffered to exist. My reason was convinced of the necessity of a Saviour, but pride and the world prevented my receiving Him. I felt I could not give up all for Christ. I wanted to serve Him and Mammon. I had almost repined at the appointed way of salvation how gloomy my reflections 74 THE SETTLER. but God in His mercy inclined me to pray. I fervently begged for light, that the Holy Spirit would guide me into truth, and shew me all my sins. I certainly was greatly aided in attaining a desirable state of humility by recalling as much as possible when engaged in prayer the most promi- nent sins of my former life. Oh, what a mass of iniquity ! not only duties omitted and opportunities neglected, but sins committed, shameful to remember, proceeding out of, and clearly evincing the depravity of my nature. Impious pride, unbelief, and thoughtlessness, all live in the inward man ; but, thank God, I trust I do desire that which is good." But we turn from this sorrowful tale of conflict to Mr Gribble's history of a sunnier time : " At length his day of freedom came. " I am writing to you from recollection, as my journals are in England, but it is a recollection as vivid as if the events had happened yesterday. On a Sunday in March 1842, your brother and Louisa had walked as usual to the Lake Shore church a beautiful little temple raised on a tree-covered bank about sixty feet above the lake. Winter had not yet given way to spring, but occasional fine days had begun to loosen its hold upon the frozen lake and hard ground ; the sleighing still continued, and the bells of the horses, by their merry sound in the clear air, almost com- pensated for the absence of the more sonorous peal which summons our English villagers to the house of God. " The prayers were read, and the sermon, previous to the communion, was preached ; the subject was Abraham offer- THE SETTLER. 73 ing up Isaac, and it was moulded into an application having reference to the sacrament. " The surrender which the patriarch made both of his will and affections, was presented as an example for all Christians to follow ; and it was enforced that, although such a peculiar sacrifice as that of Abraham's son was exceptional, and probably so for its typical reference to the offering up of Christ, yet, that every Christian must make a surrender of his heart and will to God, and that, too, without parleying or questioning. " The sermon being ended, some of the congregation left the church, others remained, and among them, for the first time since I had known him, was your brother. " Louisa had arranged to stay out the day with, and sleep at, the Farrells'. John left the church, when the service was over, and went straight home without speaking to me or to any one. " A few days after this, we met at his house on my usual monthly tour. And when we were alone, he told me with a bright cheerful smile, that he felt himself another man. He related that, during the sermon on the previous Sunday, he had encountered a fearful struggle with himself, and that he was then conscious of the crisis having come when he must decide for ever whether thenceforward his whole pur- pose and will should be given, without reserve, to God and His service. . . . That his resolution had been taken once and for all, and that immediately on his coming to that deter- mination, peace filled his soul ; the world seemed nothing, and therefore as a seal to his purpose of dedication to God, he went forward to the communion of Christ's body and blood. 76 THE SETTLER. " Then, but with some diffidence, as if he almost doubted the reality of what he was about to relate, or as if he thought I should question the soundness of his intellect, yet with increasing earnestness as he proceeded with his story, he told me that on the same Sunday evening, while sitting alone in his cottage, and thinking on the events of the day, an in- describable sweetness stole over his whole frame, as, with feelings of awe and delight, he seemed to feel the Saviour near him. He said that the presence, or whatever it was, remained a short time and then withdrew, leaving him deeply affected with gratitude and love to God/' His own account of this solemn experience given in his diary, ought not to be omitted. It is significant in the ex- treme to mark the guarded terms in which he wrote of it, and his jealous avoidance in the brief entry that records it of anything like inflated or hyperbolical language : "I experienced such an ecstasy last evening in prayer, that I doubted if I were in my right senses. Christ was slain for me. I could give myself up to Him unreservedly. I cannot describe my sensations of joy. I could not praise God sufficiently for the great scheme of salvation. I re- mained a long time giving thanks, and praying that such a heavenly view might not be taken from me." But to return to Mr Gribble : " I am conscious that this recital may seem to many per- sons beyond the limits even of excited enthusiasm. And perhaps it may be deemed unfair in his friend to publish THE SETTLER. 77 what might cast a reflection on the judgment of Mr Bowen. That I cannot help. This I know, that a plain-spoken, honest gentleman, whose power of mind was very considerable, and scarcely at all (as his journals all prove) given to imagina- tive flights, did relate to me, almost as calmly as I write it down, the history I have given. I know that the events of that day and evening decided his whole after-life ; that he never obtruded the subject on any one, and that he never swerved from the same account ; that in a letter written some years afterwards, in reply to my questioning him again on the subject for the greater certainty of my own recollec- tions, he alluded to the vision as a fact still present in his memory ; and I find in one of his communications, written long after the event, the following statement, which proves how indelibly his conversion, with the features which so strongly marked it, had fixed themselves in his thoughts : " ' You ask/ he says, ' for the day of my birth. I was born into this world, November 21, 1815 ; for this I would say, " For as in Adam all die, even so in Christ shall all be made alive," (1 Cor. xv. 22.) I believe the new birth took place in me, March 6, 1842. " One thing have I desired of the Lord, that will I seek after ; that I may dwell in the house of the Lord all the days of my life, to behold the beauty of the Lord, and to inquire in his temple/' (Ps. xxvii. 4.) ' " The last quotation, which refers so directly to God's house and to the personal glory of the Lord, is most appro- priate to the recollection, still fresh in his mind, of that which he had felt while in the house of God, of what he had seen of his Saviour's majesty, and of his own determination, con- sequent upon that, to devote himself for ever to the service of Christ." 78 THE SETTLER It would appear, from a letter addressed to Mr Gribble, from Trinity College, in the month of October 1845, that Mr Bowen had had an anxious and earnest conversation with Mr Krause of Dublin, on the subject of ' realising the presence of Christ.' The origin of the discussion was, of course, his own experience of the 6th of March ; the subject, the nature of the manifestations referred to. Mr Krause questioned any other than such as come through the word. Mr Bowen con- tended that there might be a perception of the actual pre- sence of Christ apart from the word. If for no other reason,