>rma ial MARIA J. McINTOSH'S TALES AND STORIES. AUNT KITTY'S TALES. CHARMS AND COUNTER-CHARMS. TWO PICTURES; OR, How WE SEE OUKSELVES, AND HOW THE WORLD SEES Us. EVENINGS AT DONALDSON MANOR. TWO LIVES ; OB, To SEEM AND To BE. THE LOFTY AND LOWLY. tamo. Cloth, $1.00 per vol.; $6.00 per set. TWO PICTURES; OR, WHAT WE THINK OF OURSELVES, AND WHAT THE WORLD THINKS OF US. BY MARIA J. McINTOSH. * There is some soul of goodness in things evil, Would men observingly distil it out" SJUAKESPKAKE, Hen. Y. NEW YORK : D. APPLETON AND COMPANY, 1, 3, AND 5 BOND STREET. 1881. Entered, according to Act of Congress, in the year 1SG3, by D. APPLETON AND COMPANY, la H'.< Clerk's Office of the District Court of the United States for the Southern District of New York. PREFACE THERE are some, it may be, to whom this book will be more a memory than an imagination some, who may recognize in the child-hearted Commodore Moray in his wisdom, free from one taint of guile, in his generous consideration for others, in his sensi tiveness to every touch of honor, in his more than womanly tenderness, and his more than manly cour age, a feeble portraiture of one of whom it may in deed be said, "None knew him but to love him" It has been suggested to the author that the dis covery of one portrait may lead to the search for others ; that in the official personages, at least, and more especially in those connected with the historical incident of the landing of our troops on the Mexican coast, the sketches, however imperfect, may be sup posed to be sketches from life. Such a supposition would be unjust to all concerned, and, most of all, unjust to the author, who has simply availed herself of the vraisemblance communicated to a story by the 1125289 4: PREFACE. working in of a historical fact, and who selected the fact in question mainly because the time of its occur rence, and the incident of the officer who first com manded the squadron having been withdrawn and another appointed in his stead before the landing was effected, harmonized with her plan. The incidents, and with the one exception to which allusion has been made, the characters of the book are purely imaginary, its principles, she trusts, will be recognized as universally and eternally true. It may, perhaps, be as well to say that the scheme of Hugh Moray, for the gradual elevation of those com mitted to his care, was suggested by her acquaintance with various experiments made by conscientious Southern masters, for the advantage of their slaves. The work was not only planned, but nearly complet ed, while there was peace in the land, and nothing seemed likely to interfere with the execution of de signs so truly Christian. The delay in its publication has been the result of circumstances of no interest to any but the author. NEW YORK, March 2Mb, 1863. OK, HOW WE SEE OURSELVES, AND HOW THE WORLD SEES US. CHAPTER I. " Where'er we roam, Our first, best country ever is at home." GOLDSMITH. HOME ! Home ! I have had many resting places in my not very long life this is my nineteenth birthday, but I have had, and can have but one home. For eight years, I have not seen it with the bodily eye, and yet, how vivid ly it stands before me at this moment ! A month ago, I determined to make a picture of it. The picture, to which I have given all my leisure hours, is done ; here, in this record of thought and feeling, meant only for my self, I may say what I truly think, that it is well-done ; yet I am not satisfied. There is the very beach on which I gathered shells with my faithful nurse, my kind, devoted Charity. To the eastward, the blue waves are lifting their white foam- crests to the sun. Inland, I can distinguish amid the mass of verdure which marked the almost tropical luxuriance of St. Mary's Isle, the glistening leaves of the orange trees 6 TWO riCTUBES. half concealing their snowy flowers and golden fruit, and the darker green of the old oaks, " the king of forests all," from whose giant boughs the long pendent moss sus pends its floating drapery of silvery gray. Within the circle of those oaks, rises the home which sheltered my orphan childhood ; a building of wood, two stories in height, surrounded by a piazza, whose pillars, wreathed with roses, honeysuckles and woodbine, gave something of airy lightness to what would otherwise have been without ornament or grace. So far, pencil and brush have done their part truly. The gnarled, misshapen trunk of that old oak, those great arms that seem to me now to be thrown out as in a grand despair, they looked not thus in my childhood, all, all are perfect. The very stains and streaks upon the weather- beaten walls of the house, have been faithfully retained in my memory and rendered here ; but ah ! I could not give the shimmer and the sheen as the sunlight flashed from the waves, and the leaves were stirred by the soft breath of heaven. And the sky ! I have spent hours on it in vain. Where could I find a blue so soft? What brush could give a touch so light as those white, gauzy clouds that floated along its surface ? One day I shall give this a companion picture. It shall be St. Mary's Isle as it appeared to me when the demon of the storm was abroad. Then, I could neither ramble through the woods, or over the flowery savannas, gay with pink anemones, crimson coral-plants, purple violets, and the yellow spires of the golden rod ; nor could I stand upon the beach, while Charity gathered for me the smoothest and brightest of shells, musing with a child's simple won der on the mysteries of that great and deep sea, with its ever-sounding voice. The voice I still heard on stormy days, as standing on a window seat in my uncle's library, TWO PICTURES. 7 I looked out upon its wildly tossing waves ; but its usual, deep-toned murmur became, then, a roar at which I trembled. I was called a fearless child, because at six years old I would ride my uncle's hunting horse whenever 1 was permitted, sitting in his large saddle as if it were a chair of state ; or, I would lay my hand upon our great St. Bernard dog, regardless of his thunderous growl ; but he would scarce have thought me brave, who had touched my cold hands, or felt my wild heart-beats, when the storm, dashed the ocean spray against the window by which I stood, tossed the fruit and flowers from the orange trees, and catching the outstretched arms of the giant oaks, made them shiver in its grasp, or bowed their lofty heads to the earth. I have heard that my uncle had been a gay man in his youth, and that afterward he had devoted himself to poli tics for a time, with extraordinary zeal. Long before my birth, both these phases of his life had passed away. I remember him first as a lonely man, rarely leaving his island home except on business connected with the sale of his crops, or the purchase of articles demanded by his large plantation. There was no doubt a history appended to this change, a history which might account for the tinge of moroseness that marked his character as I knew him ; but it remains an untold tale ; at least, I never heard it. There was nothing of the miser about my uncle. He had inherited a large property, which had been yearly in creased by his judicious management. Whatever he did, was done with a free, he would have said, " with a gentle manly spirit." The negro laborers on his plantation were as well, perhaps a little better, fed and clothed than others of the same class. St. Mary's was famed for its numerous deer, and scarcely less so for its master's hospitality to those who sought it for the pleasure of the chase, or for the 8 TWO PICTURES. enjoyment of its ocean breezes. Public and private chari ties found in him a generous contributor. But his principal outlay was for books. Few private libraries in our coun try, I have heard it said, could equal, in the number or value of their books, that plain, unadorned room, which was known by the name of " the study " in my Southern home. Yet, with all this expenditure, my uncle grew richer and richer, till Hugh Moray, of St. Mary's Isle, was talked of as one of the wealthiest men south of the Potomac. Much that I have hero said of my uncle I have recalled by an effort of memory, desiring to record for my own satisfaction those varied traits which make up the picture of the man. Children are more impressed by externals, and what occurs to me spontaneously when I think or speak of this guardian of my early life, is a man of medium height, with a vigorous, athletic form, curling hair of a dark brown mingled with gray, a forehead broad, straight, and somewhat low, eyes unusually grave and thoughtful, but flashing with a quick gleam of passion at slight provocation, a straight nose, and lips whose firm pressure seemed rigid as marble. Most vividly do I recall him, clad in a hunting suit of dark green cloth, the legs and thighs protected by leathern galligaskins, as I think they were called, a light cap upon his head, a powder flask, shot pouch, and small horn slung across his breast, mounting his horse amid the barkings and yelpings of his joyous hounds, to ride forth to the hunt; or sitting at dinner with his guests, shaming younger men by the neatness and good taste of his dress ; or, as was more frequent still, spending nearly the whole day in his study, seated in a hard, straight-backed chair, completely absorbed in the book before him. Uncle Hugh's only associate on the island was an old clergyman, Mr. Mortimer, who had been his tutor in his college days. Mr. Mortimer, having outlived his wife, and TWO PICTUEES. 9 the children who had probably inherited her consumptive tendencies, had been persuaded, in his lonely old age, to occupy a cottage which his former pupil had caused to be built for him, at the distance of little more than a mile from his own home. Here he employed the last years of a well- spent life, in giving the instructions of a Christian pastor to the negroes on the plantation, and to the occasional visitors on the island. In the midst of one of the clumps of oak dotting the level green of the savanna, rose the plain, un- painted, barn-like building, which was the scene of these in structions. My uncle made a point of attending them every Sabbath morning, whether from respect to Mr. Mor timer, or interest in his sacred theme, I know not. How unlike any thing to be seen elsewhere were these Sabbath scenes at St. Mary's ! On that day was brought out a heavy old family coach, which Charity assured me had been very handsome when my uncle purchased it on my father's marriage. Before I knew it, however, the silver ornaments showed too much of their copper base, and the paint was dull and scratched. It was still the coach, the only coach ever seen at St. Mary's, and I felt no little increase of dig nity when, seated in it beside my uncle, I was drawn to church by two shaggy ponies, natives of the island like myself. My uncle would have thought his beautiful saddle horses ruined by being put into harness. A few benches in the church 1 cannot call them pews were reserved for us and our guests, seldom numbering more than eight or ten, and the rest of the building was filled, crowded with negroes. It was a gay sight I think I was dimly conscious of its picturesque character even in my childhood to see the negroes in their bright-colored holi day dresses, wending their way to the church, along the road and over the savanna, where the view was broken only here and there, at considerable intervals, by clumps of 10 TWO riCTUKES. trees. The women especially added to the brightness of the picture, by the gay handkerchiefs wound around their heads, somewhat in the fashion of a turban. Mr. Mortimer, I am convinced, thought as much of these negroes, in his teachings, as of those among his hearers whose skin was colored like his own ; perhaps he thought even more of them ; yet my childish heart was often touched by his ear nest, fervent prayers, and simple, tender lessons, as it has never been touched in richly ornamented churches, where the most artistic music pealed " through long drawn aisles and fretted vaults," and all the graces of popular oratory lent their charm to the ministrations of the pulpit. The strongest passion of my Uncle Hugh's passionate nature I have good reason to know it was pride of family. I verily believe he would have rejected the largest estate, or the noblest place that could have been offered him, had it been necessary to its acceptance that he should cease to be a Moray, or as he would have said, the Moray ; for he never himself forgot, and did not like others to for get, that though the name might be borne in other lands by some who had won proud titles to prefix to it, he was still the Moray the eldest son of the eldest branch the head of the house. Whatever had been the disappointments or disgusts which had driven him at once from the social enjoyments and the political contests of life, they had probably pre vented his marrying, and I think there could have been no greater proof of their power. I am convinced, for reasons which will appear in this narrative, that when Uncle Hugh's brow grew suddenly dark, when he checked my childish glee and sent me from the room in which he sat, he was goaded by the thought that the place which he had hoped would become the seat of a new dynasty of Morays, must descend to a girl, and would probably pass eventually, by TWO PICTURES. 11 her death or marriage, into some other family, and so lose all connection with the name he desired to perpetuate. Uncle Hugh would not probably have fondled any child very much ; but to me he rarely spoke, except to blame or silence me. My birth had disappointed his most cherished desire. My father was his nephew, the son of his only brother, and he had adopted and educated him as his heir. With his ready consent, this highly prized heir married an orphan girl of good family, but without fortune. In little more than a year after this marriage, the war of 1812 with England began. The captain of a volunteer corps of cav alry, my father could not resign his position, because he foresaw that what had been hitherto a mere holiday show, was about to become a reality, full of danger to himself, and of heart-sickening dread to those who loved him. His company was called into action, and he died at its head. I was but a few days old when intelligence of his death was brought to his home. It was impossible to conceal it long from the poor young wife, whose senses had been quick ened by anxiety. She suffered but one pang, sinking imme diately into unconsciousness, and passing in that state from this world, to one in which there is neither parting nor death. And so my life began the life of a lonely orphan, left to the guardianship of one to whom its birth had brought only disappointment. Father ! Mother ! What sweet names ! Even their lifeless miniatures love tokens, not to their child, but to each other look to me as no other faces have ever done. And yet, I was not all uncared for. Charity, the negress assigned to me as my nurse, took me to her warm heart, and taught me all my childhood knew of love. Mr. Mortimer had always a kind word for the orphan, and my uncle took care that my physical wants were supplied. He was careful that my dress should be 12 TWO PICTURES. such as became Miss Moray of St. Mary's, and that I was kept from associations which might communicate a tinge of vulgarity to the manners of his supposed heiress. And so, for several years, I had nature for my teacher, and Charity for her interpreter. And no bad interpreter she proved. I learned from her to believe that there was a soul in all things. When the night winds swept around the room in which I lay, she heard the soft footfalls of my father and mother, or felt the touch of their cloud garments, as they glided by her low couch, to stand beside the crib in which their baby slept. She caught their whispers in the soughing of the wind through the pine forest, and according to her, they breathed into my childish ears, through the convolu tions of the sea shell, some faint echo of the angels' song, which, if they could succeed in giving it full expression, would draw my spirit upward to them in heaven. It may be thought that these were unhealthy influences, and would have made a child of sickly fancies : they only made me more than ordinarily sensitive to all the aspects of nature, soothed and gladdened by her gentleness, awed, till, as I have already said, my hands grew cold and my heart beat tumultuously when she spoke in wrath. Of any thing else but this mute, irresistible power, I had never ex perienced a sensation approaching to fear ; for, though my uncle had chided or passed me coldly by, he had never punished, or even threatened me ; and to all others Charity had taught me to think myself superior. Of my fearless ness of animals I gave an early proof. " Put me up," I said, at six years old, to Gib, my uncle's somewhat elderly attendant, as he stood beside Black Prince, the hunting horse from which his master had just descended. " I can't, missis ; I 'feared for you," the old man an swered, with a good-natured smile at my ambition. TWO PICTUKES. 13 " Put me up ! " I repeated, stamping my foot in childish wrath. " I 'feared, Miss 'Gusty," he replied again, glancing at his master, who had stopped in the piazza on hearing my tone of authority, and who was looking on with some appear ance of interest. " Put her on," he said to Gib, " and hold her in the saddle." Gib obeyed. " Let me go," I cried, struggling violently to release my dress from his grasp, regardless of his exhortations to be quiet, lest I should frighten the horse. At a sign from his master, he let the dress go, and only walked beside the well- trained horse, accustomed to obey his voice. I think I rose considerably that day in my uncle's estimation. Doubtless he sighed heavily, that one exhibiting so much of the genu ine Moray character should be only a girl. Still, he began to entertain the idea that she deserved some culture, and that with proper training, she would reflect no disgrace upon her name. I do not remember how my consent was won, but I soon found myself, for a part of every morning, the com panion of Mr. Mortimer instead of Charity. My vanity may perhaps have been flattered at first by the exchange ; but very soon, all personal considerations were lost in the excited curiosity, which made me willing to give much more time to my books than was demanded by my indul gent teacher. This new element of my life, important as it was, exercised no immediate influence on character. I re mained what nature and my first teacher, Charity, had made me shy, yet fearless to my equals or superiors, haughty to rny inferiors, or to those whom I considered such, yet not ungenerous, if they submitted to my claims. Such I was when new threads began to weave themselves 14 TWO PICTURES. into the web of my destirfy, giving to it at once a richer and a darker coloring. But my pulses must throb less wildly before I can write of these ; besides, I shall be wanted soon in the draw ing room, to preside at the tea table, or to play polkas and waltzes, till my weary fingers sympathize with my aching head and heart. Either employment would need steadier nerves than such a retrospect would give me. So, farewell to the pictures conjured by memory ! dim shadows of the past, farewell till another hour of freedom shall restore me to myself and to you. Alone ! alone ! so distant and yet so near ! Would that the wide world divided me from all I once loved ! Once loved 1 Ah me 1 CHAPTER II. " O Life ! how pleasant Is thy morning, Young Fancy's rays the hills adorning ! Cold, pausing Caution's lessons scorning, We frisk away." BITCNB. ONCE more I am alone. Enchantress ! by whose power the past and the distant stand again visibly before us, wave thy wand, and transform this chill, bare room, and the brick- walled street on which it looks, into the leafy bowers, the open sky, the blue waters of my home ; bid me lay aside the burdened heart and bitter consciousness of the woman, for the careless glee of the child ; let me sit again on the floor of the dining room at St. Mary's, weaving chaplets of the orange flowers and jessamines gathered in my morning walk, while my uncle sits longer than usual over his wine, in compliment to a stranger guest. I was a curious child, listening, with an air that did not seem to listen, to conver sations which would scarcely have been supposed to interest me, and puzzling over their meaning or no meaning, till I could win an explanation, sometimes from Charity, some times from time. The gentleman who was dining with my uncle on the day to which I allude, was from Scotland. lie had brought a letter of introduction from a friend of Mr. Moray, then in Europe. So far I had learned from Mr. Mortimer, who 13 TWO PICTURES. I shall hear of a Moray among them. I shall certainly inform you if I do. Come, little lady ! what will you give me for a husband ? I will not charge high only a kiss paid in advance." He held out his hand as he spoke, but I drew myself out of his reach, and looked, I dare say, haughty enough. " Proud as a Moray ! She proves her lineage, sir," said the stranger. " Perhaps," suggested kind Mr. Mortimer, thinking even then of the future to which I, poor, unconscious child, was so blind, " Perhaps she has no desire to relinquish her place to an heir." " Oh ! it will only be to share her dignities to take a king-consort," and the stranger lightly laughed. And so one whose very name I should have forgotten* but that I still preserve a letter found among my uncle's papers to which it is subscribed, one who came from a dis tant land to my remote island home, in the gossip of an idle hour, changed the whole color of my destiny, and, hav ing done his work, passed on, and we saw him no more. Strange it is to find the threads of our being thus crossed by other threads that have come so far to meet them ! I know not how it was with my uncle, but I had quite forgotten the stranger when the letter was received from him, which, as I have said, I still preserve. No foreboding had troubled my childish life. Mr. Mortimer was my teacher, and a most indulgent one. I had become, at eleven, an omnivorous reader ; not of the little books intended for children, for of these I had none. But I did not need them, for I had the glorious dream of Bunyan, Defoe's- weird tale of the shipwrecked solitary, and before I. had wearied of these, I became almost equally enchanted by Herodotus, with his quaint stories of a strange old world, half human, TWO PICTURES. 19 half divine, and Froissart, with his vivid pictures of knightly times. Of any existing world beyond St. Mary's, I neither knew nor thought. Its groves of orange and clumps of oak, its flowery savannas, its sparkling sea, and shell- strewn beach, were the whole visible, tangible universe to me. I love to linger over those untroubled years in which my life was so peacefully unfolding ; but the letter came, and all was changed. This letter told of two families of the name of Moray, liv ing in Elizabcthtown, in the State of New Jersey. These were both descendants of my great-grandfather's long-forgot ten brother. In each of these families there was a son ; in one, the only son the only child of his mother, and she was a widow. In the other, there were two daughters, both younger than the son, and the father and mother were liv ing, the former being an officer in the United States Navy. Mr. Home, my uncle's correspondent, seemed really inter ested in the success of the scheme he had suggested, and took some pains to introduce the heirs expectant, favorably. He narrated his visit to both families in a manner not un interesting. There was even something dramatic in his introduction to them, which may be presented thus : Act I, Scene 1. The playground of a large school boys playing ball one immediately attracts the stranger's observation by the beauty of his person and the activity and grace of his movements. This is Charles Moray the widow's son the leader of the school, both in sport and study. The stranger accosts him, is met with gentlemanly courtesy, and conducted to his mother's house. Scene 2. The mother, a graceful woman, fashionably and somewhat gaily attired, receives him graciously, laments that she can give him no information respecting her husband's family, as he had lived but a short time after their marriage. She 20 TWO PICTURES. directs him, however, to her brother-in-law's, Captain Mo ray's. Captain Moray is absent, she adds, but his wife and Hugh will be able to tell him all he wishes to know of a family in whom he professes a warm interest. Charles Moray offers to be his guide to the house of his uncle, and so Mr. Home goes to scene 3d: a small house, the door of which is opened by a young girl, whom Charles Moray accosts as cousin Jane. She invites the visitors into a parlor, neatly, but plainly furnished, and having seen them seated, goes to call her mother. The mother enters a beautiful woman, with the dark of her hair broken by a few silvery lines, with a somewhat careworn expression of face, and a style of dress whose Quaker-like plainness presents a singular contrast to that of Mrs. Charles Moray. Charlie Moray, having introduced the stranger, asks for Hugh, and is told that he will find him in his " den," a term explained to the stranger, as " a name we have given to the room appropriated to my son for his studies and sports." The mother, with somewhat of a mother's pride, bringing a sudden color into her pale cheeks, adds to this explanation : " He is just now absorbed in the wonders of a telescope which he has lately purchased for himself." "Purchased for himself!" exclaims the blunt Mr. Home, with a sufficiently significant glance at the plain fur niture of the room in which he sits. The answer shows that the glance was understood. " It has been purchased with the savings of eight years, made from the sum allotted by his father for his clothing, schooling, and all his expenditures. He begged to manage this himself, and we made no objections, for we felt that the habit of self-denial which he was forming, would be more valuable to him than even his coveted telescope." " You say he was eight years in collecting the necessary sum may I ask how old he is now 1 " TWO PICTURES. 21 " Eighteen," was the answer. " Then he began his savings at ten." " Yes, at ten ; the last year or two, he has added to them by some copying done in his leisure hours for a friendly lawyer." Mr. Home proposes a visit to the den, and Mrs. Moray accompanies him to scene but, no I must drop every thing that savors of the theatrical, when speaking of one who is truth and simplicity itself. Mr. Home ascended, under the guidance of Mrs. Moray, to the attic, and was ushered into a room having one win dow that looked toward the west. He glanced around the room for some evidence of the owner's tastes. Pictures in water colors, without frames, decorated the walls. A ter rier greeted the strangers with a sharp bark ; on being silenced, he retreated to a corner, whither Mr. Home's eyes following him, rested upon a strangely shaped, large tin vessel. Mrs. Moray led the way to it, saying, " Some of my son's pets," and looking in, Mr. Home saw that the vessel was filled half with water and half with earth, making an appropriate abode for two alligators about a foot long. But at this moment, Hugh, who had been arranging something about his telescope, turns and per ceives the stranger, who, to use his own words, they are before me " finds him a sickly looking, sallow faced lad, a head taller than Charlie, who is only fifteen, but wanting his easy, graceful, and even polished manner." Still, Mr. Home concludes, after some conversation with him, that he has unusual talent, and may be a credit to his name, of which he is evidently very proud ; but he thinks " he is better fitted to acquire distinction in one of the learned pro fessions, than to play the part of a gentleman of large, landed estate, to whom great social influence must neces sarily pertain." 22 TWO PICTURES. How strangely this letter stirred the quiet current of our lives at St. Mary's ! My uncle could speak of little else, and for me, my sleeping as well as my waking dreams were filled with the sayings and doings of these newly found cousins, who were to combine all the accomplishments of all my favorite heroes. A correspondence was at once opened between my uncle and the Moray s of Elizabeth- town, which resulted in the promise that the two boys should pass the ensuing winter at St. Mary's, whither they would-be accompanied by Mrs. Charles Moray. Let me try to recall what I was then, eight years ago almost half my lifetime. I will try to write of myself as I might of another, and an indifferent person. I had some gifts usually accounted good. 1 have no vanity to gratify in naming them, even were this paper intended for other eyes than mine, for they have proved themselves in my case, of little value they have won for me no love that I desired they have shielded me .from no evil that I dreaded. In the dining room at St. Mary's, hung a few family portraits. Among them was one of a remote ancestress of my uncle. This picture went by the name of the Moray beauty, and had always been greatly valued as presenting the highest type of the physical features of the family. It was probably for this reason that my great-grandfather had, at much inconvenience to himself, as I have often heard my uncle tell, brought it over with him from Scotland, when compelled to leave his paternal estate. It was a face of the purest Caucasian lineaments a perfect oval the forehead broad, the eyebrows delicately arched, the eyes large, of a brownish gray, and fringed by lashes of unusual length, the nose straight and finely cut, the mouth exquisitely formed, and expressive of tenderness and sensibility. It was the common remark of visitors at St. Mary's, that this, allow ing for the difference of age the portrait represented a TWO PICTURES. 23 young woman of twenty or thereabouts might have been taken for me. An artist who came to St. Mary's to take a likeness of my uncle, said, " It is very like, certainly, but there are decided points of difference. Already the pale chestnut of the hair and eyebrows in the portrait, has deep ened in the child into a darker brown ; the position of the head is different, and see, if you please, how that slight change affects the expression. In the picture, the head inclines a little to one side, and the expression is that of innocence and gentleness. In the child, it is set farther back, and held remarkably upright ; it does not bend even now, though the color rises, and the eyes are cast down with girlish shame and pride is its predominant character." Dear Mr. Mortimer ! to you, at least, I gave satisfac tion ; from you I never heard the accents of blame. But Mr. Mortimer, kind and judicious as he was, could not supply to the poor orphan a mother's vigilant and tender training. Charity might have done more for me in the cul tivation of the heart, but my poor Charity thought all I did, was " wisest, virtuousest, discreetest, best." My temper was ah ! I fear I should say, is unsubdued, my impulses uncontrolled. I had great faults of which I thought little, while I prided myself on my truthfulness, and on the absence from my character of what was mean or selfish. Wild as an untamed colt, my association with a punctilious gentleman, such as my uncle, could not fail to awake in me some perception of the proprieties, and even of the courte sies of life. My movements were perfectly untutored. I walked or ran, talked or was silent, sat on the floor or the window sill, was gentle or brusque, according to the humor of the hour. Mrs. Charles Moray, I remember, pronounced me " a little savage," but that is anticipating. Back, Memory, to the day and the hour ! bring up from the grave of the past, that morning, big with so much of woe, yet 2 24 TWO PICTURES. rising " so calm, so still, so bright," like George Herbert's " bridal of the earth and sky ! " My uncle had gone to Savannah to meet his stranger kindred. Mr. Mortimer had received a letter from him the evening before, announcing their arrival, and requesting to have a boat sent to a point on the mainland, eight miles distant, to meet them this day, on the arrival of the stage coach. I stood with Charity, in the early morning, under the great oak whose boughs over hung the landing place, as the men pushed off the boat and rowed away, the wind being too light for a sail. "What a pretty picture, the whole scene, as I remember it, would make I will paint it some day the great overhanging oak with its trailing moss, the child with her unshadowed face, full at that moment of gay fancies and but half defined hopes, the old nurse at her side with her shining black face, surmounted by a handkerchief of gay colors, wound in tur ban fashion around her head, and the black boatmen with their red flannel shirts, and pantaloons made of a coarse dark blue cloth, called by the planters, negro cloth. I stood on the same spot in the evening, with Mr. Mor timer, to receive the expected guests. I had been pleas antly excited during the day, for I had been helping Charity to prepare their rooms. When I afterward saw Mrs. Charles Moray's room at her own house, with its rosewood and canopied bedstead, its lace curtains, its velvet carpet, and brocade covered couch and lounging chairs, I remem bered with a smile, that prepared for her at St. Mary's the bedstead with tall posts and faded chintz curtains, the chintz curtained windows, the ingrain carpet, the pattern of which was blurred with frequent darns, and the old inlaid bureau with its mirror, from both of which the once rich gilding had been well-nigh effaced. Even Mrs. Moray, however, I remember, admired the antique china vases on the mantlepiece, and ths fragrant flowers that filled them. TWO PICTURES. 25 In the room appropriated to her son and nephew, there was not even an attempt at ornament, nothing to redeem its rudeness and bareness, except perfect cleanliness, the finest and whitest of bed linen and napkins the last supplied with an abundance which I have often had occasion to re member regretfully, in more ostentatious homes. Such as the preparations were, they had occupied Charity and me through the whole day. The floors had been made white as a curd, the small panes of glass were clear from spot, and the dark mahogany furniture glistened with wax and hard rubbing. It was five o'clock, and the season being now late in November, the sun was near its setting, when Mr. Mortimer came for me. He considered it an act of respect due to my uncle's guests, to meet them on their landing, and the boat was now in sight. " But you are not dressed, my child," he said. " Must I dress, sir 1 " I asked as, my thoughts thus directed to myself, I felt, for the first time in my life, some- thing like timidity stealing over me, and the question " How will they like me? " arose in my mind. The feeling thus excited was not allayed by Mr. Mortimer's answer. " Oh', yes ! you must be dressed, my dear. You do not know the importance of first impressions I wonder Charity did not think of it before." " Charity was not to blame," I answered, quickly ; " she wanted me to dress, but I was so busy." Mr. Mortimer's face relaxed into a smile as he repeated, " On hospitable thought intent ; but go quickly, my child, you have no time to spare you must go down with me." My toilette was easily made. I had no embarras des richesses in the way of dresses. To smooth the abundant ringlets that fell nearly to my waist, to exchange the blue merino dress I wore for a crimson of the same material, made by Charity precisely after the same pattern as those 20 TWO PICTURES. worn by the little negroes on the plantation a straight tight waist, low in the neck, and with short sleeves to add to this a coat or pelisse of dark red cloth grown some what short in the waist and sleeves, since the previous win< ter and to take my Sunday straw bonnet in my hand, dangling it by its long ribbon strings, and solemnly promis ing Charity to put it on before I should meet the strangers this was all my preparation. Mr. Mortimer and I stood where Charity and I had stood in the morning, watching the approaching boat. I remember he looked down on me and said, " What is the matter that you look so pale arid breathe so quick 1 Are you frightened ? " I did not like the word " frightened," and answered stoutly, " No," making a great effort at the same time to control or conceal the agitation which I did not understand. Till Mr. Mortimer's evident anxiety respecting the first impression I should make upon my cousins, had aroused a doubt of my acceptance with them, I did not know how con fidently I rested on their affection, or what joyous anticipa tions were connected with it. The calm, gentle regard of Mr. Mortimer, the devotion of Charity, these were all I had known of love. I had never seen another white child. I had loved my flowers and my pets, my old nurse and my tutor, the last perhaps more than he had loved me. I would have loved my uncle oh, how dearly ! if he had not repulsed me so often, but I knew even then, that there was love very different from all these love which I was ready to bestow love which I thirsted to receive. The poor, simple, child-heart, how full it had been of imaginings since the discovery of these stranger cousins ! How often in fancy I had played with the gay Charlie, or stood by the graver Hugh, while he arranged his telescope and permitted me to take a* peep through it at the starry heavens, and TWO PICTURES. 27 with a tender feeling a feeling that made the tears start to my eyes, I knew not why had rested in the arms, and laid my head upon the bosom of the lady, whom I pictured to myself as having Charity's heart, within a form of beauty and grace ! And now they were coming, and the thought had suddenly been awakened, that I might' not please them ; that all this wealth of love and joy would be brought near me, would touch my very lip, but that, Tantalus-like, I must not drink of it. It was no wonder that my breath came quick, that my color varied, that I trembled. But the boat approached the wharf, the boys sprang on shore, and Mr. Mortimer led me forward. My uncle handed Mrs. Moray from the boat, and after he had shaken hands with Mr. Mortimer, who seemed to divine that I had some thought of running away, and consequently held me fast, he presented me to the lady and to her young com panions as his niece, Augusta Moray. " Augusta Moray ! what a noble name, and what a noble looking creature she is positively beautiful!" and the lady kissed me, saying, as she lifted her graceful head again, " Charles ! here is your cousin Augusta come, speak to her Hugh ! " Charlie came forward easily, held out his hand with a smile, and greeted me in a pleasant, frank way, as if he had known me all his life, or, at least, all mine. Hugh turned at his aunt's call, but nothing further being said, he only bowed to me, and stood waiting for further directions. Will it be believed this grave, reserved youth pleased me better than the graceful, suave lady, or the ready Charlie ? A genuine, inartificial child stands ever in the palace of Truth. I am convinced that at the age to which I now refer, I knew instinctively the truth or falsehood of those who approached me ; not that I recognized those as the qualities which depressed and chilled me with some, or 28 T\VO PICTUKES. gave me, with others, a pleasant feeling of satisfaction and repose. Now, I almost shrank from the touch of Mrs. Charles Moray's lips I drew my head proudly up as Charles spoke to me but as my eyes met Hugh's, they softened, and, had he given me the least encouragement, I should have gone up to him, taken his hand, and walked to the house with him. But he did not encourage me, and Mrs. Charles Moray drawing me to her, made me walk with her, and called Charlie to my other side. My uncle busied himself with seeing to the safety of the baggage, and sending it up, and Hugh and Mr. Mortimer walked on a little before us. We were followed by Mrs. Moray's maid. As I had never seen one of my own color occupying a menial station, 1 did not at all understand the position of this very respectable looking young woman, and was pain fully embarrassed at the remembrance that not a word of welcome had been addressed to her. Mrs. Moray, at length, noticed my backward glances. " Do you want your uncle, my dear ? " she asked. " No ma'am but if you please no one has spoken to the lady." I spoke with hesitation, directing the last epithet by a glance to the girl. Looking back too quickly, I caught the exchange of glances between Charles and his mother, and the smiles which had not yet quite died from their lips. " Do not disturb yourself about her, my dear," said Mrs, Moray ; " it is only my maid." My uncle came up and addressed some observations to Mrs. Moray. She was immediately all attention to him, ;iiid slipping my hand out of hers, I went quickly up to Mr. Mortimer, placed my hand in his, and walked along on the opposite side from Hugh. They were speaking of his home. "Did you bring your telescope?" I ventured, to ask, with a beating heart. TWO PICTURES. '^J lie looked at me for a moment, his face, sombre hith erto in its expression, was lit up by a bright, cordial smile? as he answered, " No ! I could not bring it ; but how did you hear of my telescope ? '' " Oh ! Mr. Home wrote my uncle about it. I ain so sorry you did not bring it." " Why are you sorry 1 " " I wanted to see it, and I thought, may be, you would let me look at the stars through it, and then Air. Mortimer said I should learn something about astronomy." " Then indeed I am very sorry, for I should have liked to learn too from Mr. Mortimer, if he would have permitted me." " Oh ! you would, sir wouldn't you ? " I cried, eagerly, to Mr. Mortimer. My heart was t>n my lips, for I felt that here was a small portion of the rich feast which imagination had presented to me, that might indeed be mine, and I longed to secure it. " Certainly, my dear," said Mr. Mortimer, with a smile at my earnestness. " It would give me great pleasure and perhaps the telescope may be supplied I cannot promise, but I think it may." I clapped my hands with delight. " What pleases you so much, ma cousine ? " asked Charlie, coming up to us. Pie had a habit, as I afterward found, of using French words and phrases. His voice sobered me instantly, and I left Mr. Mortimer to explain the source of my pleasure. " Will you join us, Charlie 1 " asked Hugh. Charlie laughed gaily, and shook his head as he said, " I hope neither Mr. Mortimer nor my petite cousine here will think very badly of me, if I acknowledge that I should like a little holiday first ; " then, turning to Mr. Mor timer, he added, " I cannot be such a very good boy as 30 TWO PICTURES. Hugh, sir ; my mother says my motto should be, ' Vive la bagatelle ! ' " Mr. Mortimer, ever gentle to the young, did not answer Charlie by lecturing. " The bagatelle will not always charm," he said gently ; " when you grow tired of it, \ve shall be glad to have you." " Thank you, sir ; you are very kind," said Charlie, and Hugh added, " Charlie has had more opportunity to study than I have had, sir that will account for his liking play better." And I liked Charlie better in this conversation. I felt he had been true. If Mrs. Charles Moray missed the elegancies of her home, we were, happily, too ignorant to dream of such a feeling, and she was too 'courteous to manifest it ; but the poor girl who had come as her attendant to a land in which the laboring class is separated from all others by natural distinctions : holding herself superior to the one caste, and held inferior to the other, led a life so lonely and so di vorced from sympathy, that it touched the compassionate heart of my kind Charity. " Poor ting ! poor ting ! " I heard her say one day, with a sad shake of her head, as Alice passed the window. " Why do you call her so, Charity 1 " I asked. " What makes you say ' poor thing ? ' ' " 'Cause you see, Miss 'Gusty, him is poor, an' I tink poor buckra is worse off an' we." " But why, Charity ? Alice is a lady's maid ; her work is not hard ; you work harder than she doeSi" " I know, Miss 'Gusty ; but den you see we was make for work ; it comes sort o' nat'ral, an' people doesn't look down on we ; we jist as much respected, you know, as ef we didn't work, an' more ; nobody tinks much o' a lazy person o' color ; but tain't so wid a poor buckra, more TWO PICTURES. 31 pertickler where there ain't no other poor buckra to keep company with 'em for we don't like to 'mean ourselves to 'sociate with 'em, nohow ; an' so, the poor tings ain't got no companion ; but don't you tink, Miss 'Gusty, may be de obershay an' he wife would like Miss Alice ? " Upon this hint I acted. That very afternoon I obtained permission from Mrs. Moray, on the plea that Charity was busy, for Alice to accompany me in a walk, and, going to the overseer's house, I had the pleasure of seeing her quite at home before the visit was over. In the meantime, my acquaintance with my new rela tions progressed pleasantly enough. To Mrs. Moray I was a darling, a beauty, a sweet pet, and yet, strange to say, the lady did not win my favor. I liked her flattery ; under its warm rays, some traits of character which I had not yet exhibited, were rapidly developed ; and yet, I did not like her. Why was this, I wonder. I think there was some thing in the very sound of her voice, that did not ring true to my ear. But some of her conversations with me may suggest a better explanation of the mystery. Let me try to recall one : " My darling beauty ! how they have neglected you ! Just see, Alice, that dress is really made of very pretty Thibet, fine, and a good color, though I should not chyose so deep a crimson for her, myself; but only see how it is made ! a straight jacket for the waist, and the skirt dangling to her heels. I wonder how she ever learned to walk so freely and gracefully. Positively, Alice, you must set to work, and remodel all her dresses. Good woman," to Charity, who was with me as usual, "just give Alice all Miss Augusta's dresses, and let her see what can be done with them." " Yes. ma'am," Charity answered, and was turning away to obey the command, but I had heard the quiver in her 32 TWO PICTURES. voice, and seen the moisture in her eye, and I flew to her, and casting to the winds all the compliments to my beauty and my grace, cried almost fiercely, " I don't care what you think about my clothes, I want them just as Charity made them. I won't have them altered Alice shall not touch them." I caught the slight shrug of Mrs. Moray's pretty shoul ders, and the arch of her brows as she turned to leave the room, without a word. Had she answered me, I might have remained firm ; but this silence, this waving me aside from her path, as it Avere, made me feel at once the dis tance between the accomplished lady and the untutored child. She had seemed to mean me a kindness her words had been very gracious, and I had met them with rudeness, I blushed and hung my head, while hot tears, half of passion and half of shame, wet my checks. Yet I could not ask her pardon. I felt shame for my own want of self-control, not regret for having offended her. Her contempt crushed my pride, but wounded no affection. Charity saw my trouble, and hastened to say for me what I could not or would not say for myself. Mrs. Moray had not advanced two steps, when she arrested her, placing herself in her path, courtesy- ing humbly, and saying deprccatingly, "Please, ma'am, don,'t go. You see, ma'am, the poor chile a'n't used to strangers 'specially to great ladies, like you, ma'am " Charity understood the uses of flattery "An' she didn't mean nothing, ma'am, please she jist was a thinking o' poor Charity, an' she was afeard, ma'am, I might feel bad, 'cause I made the dresses, ma'am, an' so she forgot who she was talkin' to ; but please, ma'am, I'll be so glad cf you an' Miss Alice will only show me how to make the frocks, ma'am." Mrs. Moray let me do her justice has a placable temper. She was quite mollified before Charity had reached TWO PICTURES. 33 the conclusion of her appeal. Drawing me to her side, she touched my still wet and burning cheek with her cool lips, saying, "Poor little beauty ! did she think I was disrespect ful to Charity ? Why, I think Charity the best mammy in the world, and so, worth a dozen French dressmakers ; but now Alice and I will set to work on your wardrobe, and you shall see what a metamorphosis will ensue you will scarcely know yourself." She did not promise more than she performed. I was a little awkward in my new trappings at first^ especially after hearing Air. Mortimer exclaim, " The but- terfly has burst from the chrysalis ; " but my uncle was delighted at the change, and I soon caught somewhat of his satisfaction. When Alice' had finished the first suit and it was com- plete, from the frilled pantalets, to the dress with its flounced skirt and low neck and short sleeves, exposing the white shoulders and rounded arms Mrs. Moray dressed me herself, brushing my curls back from my forehead, and so giving a new character to the childish face beneath them ; then she led me into the library to my uncle. If there was any one in the world of whose admiration I was covetous, it was he. As the natural result of this desire, I entered, blush ing, and looking foolish and awkward enough, I doubt not. Yet my uncle was pleased, and looking at me with a gentler smile than his face ordinarily wore to me, he said, " She certainly is like that old portrait ; I never saw the likeness so strongly before ; but why do you blush so, child ? If you had the pride that becomes your name, dress would not discompose you." " So I think, sir," said Mrs. Moray, catching his tone in an instant. " Miss Moray should be always well dressed, but if by any accident she is otherwise what then ? She is still Miss Moray." 34: TWO PICTUIJES. " Very true, madam," said my uncle, gravely ; u you have expressed my thought better than I could have done myself." And so the best cure that my uncle knew for the vanity that was shadowing the child's unconscious grace, was pride ! This was setting one disease to drive out another one demon to overthrow another ; and it was successful. I no longer simpered, and if I could not altogether refrain from blushing, I felt provoked with myself for it, consider ing it a weakness unworthy of Miss Moray. Perhaps I recovered my equanimity the sooner, from finding that my dress did not recommend me to every one. Charlie, on first seeing me in my butterfly state, exclaimed, " Why, Miss 'Gusty ! " he delighted to teaze me by using the name adopted by the blacks, for the high sounding Augusta " How improved you are ! Ma cousine, vous etes tout-a-fait belief " Charlie, how ridiculous you make yourself with your parade of French ! " cried Hugh, in a testy tone. " Well ! it's true, if it is French," replied Charlie. " It is not true," returned Hugh, with increasing dis composure. " I don't believe any one was ever perfectly beautiful I don't even think she is improved ; for my part, I like to see a little girl look like a little girl." We were standing near the library door. The boys had just come in from a hunt with my uncle, and were going to their rooms to dress for dinner, when they were ar rested by my appearance. They now passed on, and I shrank into the library, mortified and depressed. Twenty minutes after, Hugh, whose toilette was always quickly made, camo in to look for a book. He found me resting my head upon a table, and sobbing violently. Seating himself beside me, he lifted my tear-stained fad6, and insisted on knowing what was the matter. TWO PICTURES. 35 " Let me alone ! " I exclaimed, struggling in vain to escape from him ; " let me alone ! you know you don't care a bit for me." " I don't care for you ! You don't know anything about it ; I love you as if you were my own little sister." " But you told Charlie I wasn't beautiful," I sobbed out. " Oh ! that's it, is it ? You are crying because you are not thought perfectly beautiful." I felt the arm with which Hugh was clasping me to his side, slackening its grasp. " I don't care whether I am beautiful or not," I an swered, quickly, and a little hypocritically, I fear ; " but I do care to be loved, and when we love people, we think they are beautiful." " We do ? well, I don't," said Hugh, with a smile in his voice. " I love both my sisters, and one of them is not in the least beautiful." " But your mother is beautiful I heard you say so," I rejoined. " And you want me to love you as I love my mother 1 " Hugh laughed, and so quickly are the tears of childhood dried, that I laughed with him. " I cannot promise to do that," he continued, playfully, " but I love you quite as much as you can wish me to do, as my own darling little cousin, whom I would not exchange for any other, though the other were twice as beautiful," and Hugh bent down and kissed me very tenderly. My cheek did not burn then to receive his kiss, as it does now to remember it. It was his first kiss the first kiss, except Charity's, that had ever seemed to me to have love in it. I was very happy. I longed to do something for Hugh, and I whispered, softly, " Hugh, if you would like me bet- 36 TWO PICTURES. tor in my old frocks, I won't have any more altered, and I'll take off this, and put on one they have not touched." Again Hugh lifted my downcast face and kissed me. " My dear little cousin," he said, " your dresses do not make the least difference in my love. I dare say I shall like this dress best when I have become accustomed to it. The truth is, I believe I was a little cross when I said what dis tressed you." As he said this, Hugh's face was very grave, though full of interest and affection. " What made you cross, Hugh ? " I asked. " Because I was afraid," he said, " that they were going to spoil my simple-hearted little cousin, and to make her like some of the foolish, vain girls I have seen at my Aunt Moray's, who think more of their sashes and curls than of anything else in the world." " But I won't do that, Hugh, because my uncle says dress cannot make any difference to Miss Moray." " So so " said Hugh, softly, " call in pride to kill vanity. Well it is the more respectable of the two ; but, Augusta," here Hugh turned again to me, the first part of his sentence having been in soliloquy, " do you ever read the Bible ? " " Sometimes," I answered, " with Mr. Mortimer, and on Sundays." " There are two verses in it, which I want you to learn for me ; will you do it ? " " Oh yes, Hugh ! " I was glad he had asked me to do something for him. He turned over the leaves of a large Bible on the table, till he found the First Epistle of Peter, third chapter, and third and fourth verses, and read : " Whose adorning, let it not be that outward adorning of plaiting the hair, and of wear ing of gold, or of putting on of apparel ; but, let it be the TWO PICTURES. 37 hidden man of the heart in that which is not corruptible, even the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit, which is in the sight of God of great price." I J aving read it over with me, and made me read it my self to him, he was leaving me to learn it, but the tender conscience of the child was touched, and drawing him back, I asked, " Hugh, is it wrong to wear this ? " showing, as I spoke, a small camao pin which Mrs. Moray had stuck in my dress. " No, dear not wrong to wear them, but wrong to make them your adornments the things for which you value yourself." Hugh left me very happy. I learned the verses, and when I recited them to him that evening, he made mo promise that I would repeat them whenever I was dressed. I keep the promise even to this hour. Sweet memories ! Ah ! who would not be a child again 1 As the hours of that winter pass before me, there are few salient points on which memory may rest, few promi nent traits to sketch into my picture ; yet how surely was my life acquiring new tone and coloring. My sky was be coming more picturesque, its blue expanse being shadowed now and then by floating clouds, and far away, in the distant horizon, a far seeing eye might have espied one rising, no bigger than a man's hand, yet inspiring fear by the depth of its hue, and its steady, though not rapid approach. My uncle had purchased a telescope at the request of Mr. Mortimer, who spent many a clear evening upon the bal cony with Hugh and Charlie and me, pointing out the dif ferent constellations, and giving names to those " bright particular stars," which most attracted our admiration. To Hugh, this was the most delightful relaxation after intense study, for he soon drew Mr. Mortimer far beyond what he had originally intended, by his offer of instruction in astro. 38 TWO PICTURES. nomical science. The mere elements of astronomy were all that I could understand, all that Charlie cared for ; but Hugh plunged at once into a deep sea, which we had no line to sound, and where even Mr. Mortimer, I sometimes thought, was upheld by the buoyancy of his companion. Looking into the library one morning, and finding both Mr. Mortimer and Hugh absorbed in the calculation of some abstruse mathematical problem, jny uncle exclaimed, " Come, come, Hugh ! All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy. The old Morays were soldiers, not book worms. Your horse is at the door, and this is just the morning for a hunt." I knew that Hugh loved a canter over the breezy savan nas, and that the excitement of a deer hunt to him, who had known little of the free joyousncss of youth till he came to St. Mary's, was a source of the keenest delight. I lifted my eyes from the book I was studying in the corner, and fixed them on his face. His usually sallow cheek was glowing, the eyes he raised to my uncle's face were sparkling with pleasure, as he half rose from his chair ; but he seated himself again, the sparkle died out, the color faded, and he said, " I believe, sir, it will be more in the spirit of the old Morays to stay till I have conquered this dragon of a problem. They never left a foe but half sub dued did they, sir 1 " My uncle smiled as he answered, " No ! I think not; " then added, " but, Hugh, this visit to the South was in tended for a holiday. Charlie is enjoying it thoroughly, while you are sitting in a confined room, and studying as if you were at school. Are you so dull always ? Do you not like such manly sports as riding and hunting 1 " " Oh dearly, sir i dearly ! and I am not dull ; but Charlie am go to school again when he goes home, and I I" TWO PICTURES. 39 Hugh had spoken with fluency and animation, but at this point, he stopped suddenly, and his eyes fell. " Well ! " cried my uncle, after waiting some seconds in vain for the continuance of his explanation, " you " " I do not expect to go to school again," Hugh con cluded, in an indifferent, matter of fact way, very unlike the impulsive, animated manner in which he had com menced. " And why will you not go to school again 1 " Again Hugh reddened, but even I, child as I was, could see that the color came from a different feeling from that which had lately flushed his cheek, and sparkled in his eye. After a moment's pause, he answered, simply, " For several reasons, sir." My uncle looked hard at him, but left the room without another word. The next minute, he and Charlie rode by in a brisk canter, with the hounds barking in a glad chorus around them. Hugh followed them for one moment with his eyes, and then I heard a suppressed sigh, as he turned again to his calculations. I slipped from my chair, and approached to offer such consolation as I could give, but before I reached his side, he was evidently so absorbed in his problem, that I could not venture to disturb him. Sometimes, when Hugh had conquered some great diffi culty in his course, he would bound up from the chair to which his resolute will had chained him, fling aside his books, rush out to the stables for his horse, take his gun, if he knew that my uncle was hunting, and gallop off with an exuberance of enjoyment manifest in his face and move ments, such as even Charlie rarely showed. Though he had seldom mounted a horse before his visit to St. Mary's, he had soon become, under my uncle's instruction, a fear less and graceful rider, and a very fair shot. Charlie was an adept in every manly accomplishment that ministers to 40 TWO PICTURES. pleasure. His gay, insouciant nature never denied itself a gratification. It was said of him by some one, that he seemed to be perpetually singing in his heart, " Begone dull care ; " but for my part, I think care never came sufficient ly near him to be sent away. He spoke truly when he said that the motto of his life was " Vive la bagatelle." Everybody was charmed with the graceful, handsome boy. Even Mr. Mortimer's face kept its brightest smile for Charlie. My uncle's eye rested on him with equal pride and pleasure, and the very negroes, while they bowed or courtesied respectfully to both the youths, kept their brightest glances and mei'riest words for Charlie. I was the only exception to this, and I grew jealous for Hugh. Charlie's brightness seemed to throw him into shadow, and I did not like it. This feeling doubtless made me unjust at times. Hugh was the first to show me this. It was a rainy morning, and no outdoor amusement could be thought of. Charlie threw himself on the sofa in the library, with an old novel which he had obtained by climbing to the highest shelf in the room. I was doing little better than he. giving only half my attention to the book I held in my hand, while with the other half I was watching the rain drops as they fell from a drooping bough, and trickled, bright and clear, down the panes of glass beside me. I was startled from my dreamy mood by Charlie's springing to his feet, throwing down his book, and crying, " Come, Hugh ! Put down those everlasting books, and let us do something to keep us alive." " Thank you ; I do not feel my life in any present dan ger," said Hugh, with a quiet smile. " Come, 'Gusty ! you have not read a page of your his tory this half hour, you little make-believe. Now come and play a game of battledore in the long room." lie snatched at my book as he spoke, but I clung to it TWO PICTURES. 41 exclaiming, " I don't want to play battledore I don't like battledore." " You liked it yesterday, when Hugh called you to play with him." " I like to play with Hugh," I said, sulkily. " Which means that you don't like to play with me an avowal somewhat more frank than polite, Miss Moray ; but chacun d son goiit" I was not mollified by Charlie's French, for, as I could not understand it, I always believed that he made it the vehicle of a sarcasm. He now left the room with a height ened complexion. I looked toward Hugh, and met his eyes fixed upon me, with an expression of grave rebuke. I hung my head. " What made you so cross to Charlie 1 " he asked. " I did not want to play with him," I answered, eva sively. Hugh bent forward, stretched out his hand, and drew me to him. " Why did you not want. to play with Charlie? Would you not play with me if I should ask you ? " He was answered by a smile, though I still declined to meet his eye. " Charlie is always pleasant to you he is pleasant to every one." I spoke suddenly, quickly, angrily, I suppose. " I wish Charlie had never come. I am tired of hearing people say ' Charlie's pleasant,' as if it was so hard to be pleasant." " I should think you had proof in yourself, that it was sometimes hard to be so. Do you remember, the other day, how angry you were with the Athenian who voted for the exile of Aristides, because he was so weary of hearing him called the just. I am afraid you have no better reason for wishing Charlie aw r ay." 42 TWO PICTURES. " Well, it was reason enough, if the Athenian knew some one more just than Aristides, who never got any praise, while every one was talking of him." " And so you are jealous of Charlie's reputation, are you ? " " I am not jealous I don't want people to think me pleasant," I said, hotly. " No ! but you want that they should think me so," and Hugh stooped and pressed his lips to my flushed brow ; then, taking my hand in his, he added in that gentle, yet earnest tone which always thrilled my very feeart, and made me willing to attempt anything he could propose: " My little cousin's love is very dear to me. I would rather have that love, than know that a thousand people for whom I do not care a great deal, said, how pleasant I was ; but then her love to me must not make her unjust, or spoil her temper. Charlie is pleasant pleasanter than I am." " I don't think so," I exclaimed. 'That is because you love me; but strangers will always find such a gay, sunny temper as Charlie's, agree able, while they must wait awhile, and know what is behind my grave face, before they can like me." " 1 did not wait I liked you best at the very first, Hugh." " I think you did, but I have never understood how that came about. Can you tell me why you liked me best ? " " Because," 1 stopped ; I found reasons not so plenty as blackberries, " because I liked you best I mean, be cause you suited me I don't know, Hugh somehow I felt comfortable with you." Hugh laughed, and rising from his chair, said, " And you suit me, and I am very comfortable with you ; but now we will be generous, and find poor Charlie, and try to make him comfortable too." TWO PICTURES. 43 Charlie had already forgotten his little pique against me, for I must do him the justice to say, that he is, and always has been very good tempered. I really think I should in time have forgiven him the little conceited ways that annoyed me, and have liked him heartily in the main, though we might still have quarrelled occasionally, had not his mother so often wounded my self-love, and irritated my quick temper. I do not yet understand how it was that Mrs. Charles Moray, never appearing to be discomposed herself, could yet work my nature into a tempest ; how, petting me as I had never been petted before, she could yet infuse into my heart suspicion, never felt before, of the truth and the kindness of all around me, herself included. There was a falsetto tone in her voice that roused me to opposition, as the trumpet stirs a war horse. And yet others thought it was "so sweet." How intensely unarniable I must have appeared to the onlookers in these scenes ! I know not how soon after Mrs. Moray's arrival it was that I became conscious of a change in my feelings to my uncle. I have said that while sheltering me in his home, and providing liberally for my wants, he had never mani fested to me anything like love, had never caressed me in my infancy, or taken pleasure in my society as 1 grew older. But my uncle was liberal to all, and a paper of candies, or a new toy, made an epoch in the life of a child so lonely, and the giver was sure to be remembered with pleasure. There was more than this in my feeling to my uncle. I was proud of him, as I have already said, proud to belong to one who seemed to my childish fancy so great a man. Does he love me ? was a question I had never asked myself, till Mrs. Charles Moray both suggested and answered it. It is probable that I did not immediately notice the pa- hetic intonation of voice and the glance of the eye, by which 44 TWO PICTURES. she gave deeper significance to the " Poor darling ! " her usual name for me when we were alone. But I was not long permitted to retain this happy unconsciousness. It was not long before I found myself watching my uncle's words and manner, as I had never watched them before, and feeling something of resentment take the place of ad miration and gratitude. The serpent had entered my Eden. I was no longer satisfied to accept, with glad, untroubled heart, the good gifts showered upon me. I had entered the path through which every earnest life must pass to glory, or to shame to the joy of success, the diviner joy of self- renunciation, or the unmixed bitterness of disappointment. I coveted the unattainable. I would know both the evil and the good. It was cruel to disturb so early my beautiful dream of life. All I have since experienced might have come, but it would have come gradually, and I should have been stronger to bear it. Our visitors had come in the autumn, and when spring had covered our savannas with its more delicate flowers, I had already begun to feel that I had no more right to call St. Mary's mine my home than they had. And this was very bitter, for my life seemed a part of that beautiful nature, with which and in which I had lived so long. Oh the desolateness of heart with which I first admitted the thought, that there was no natural bond between it and me ! The hour and the scene rise before me, in which I was made to stand face to face with that idea, already perhaps dimly imagined, but then first endowed with life and power. My uncle and Hugh and Charlie were all away. They had gone to a little town on the mainland my uncle on business, my cousins for the enjoyment of boating on a bright, warm, spring day. The house was dull without them, and as soon as my lessons were over, I had wandered TWO PICTURES. 45 off, in my old fashion, with Charity. Coming back laden with flowers, I sat down upon the upper step of the piazza to weave them into chaplets, with which I thought to astonish Mrs. Moray. They were not yet ready for exhibi tion, when she came out from the house, and putting her hand caressingly on my bowed head, said in her usual soft falsetto, " My poor darling ! have you come back ? " She had often given me this pitying title, and I had borne it quietly. I know not why it was, that on this especial day I could not bear it. I answered quickly, " What makes you call me poor, Mrs. Moray ? I don't like to be called so I am not poor." " Are you not, dear child ] I feel as if every one was poor who was left an orphan, with no one to love them very dearly." " I have my uncle to love me, and " I was going to add Hugh, but a feeling which I did not understand, restrained me. Mrs. Moray finished the sentence for me. " And Mr. Mortimer," she said. " You are right I be lieve he feels as kindly to you as any one in the world, poor dear ! " " But I am not poor, Mrs. Moray," I repeated, perti naciously. " My uncle is rich." " True he is. This is a very valuable place, and you love it dearly, Augusta, do you not 1 " Love ! I had never asked myself the question ; it would have been as natural to ask if I loved light, or air, or any of those blessed things which are so essential to our life, that they seem but a part of it, and we forget to be thankful for them as for separate gifts. " You would not like to go away, and never see St. Mary's again, would you ? " Mrs. Moray again questioned, as I sat mutely gazing upon the waving boughs and gleam ing waters of my beautiful home. 46 TWO PICTURES. " Never see St. Mary's again ! " I repeated, slowly. What infinite sadness there was in the words ! " Why, you know, my dear child, it might be so." Mrs. Moray seated herself beside me on the step, and con tinued very gently, " You must remember you are not Mr. Moray's child, and should he die, as every one, you know, is liable to do at any time, he might leave it to some other per son to some person whom you would not like to live with, or who would not care to have you here. Indeed, even during Mr. Moray's life, if you displease him, he may send you away ; so you see now, darling, why I called you poor. And now, my pet, I have told you these things, not to make you unhappy, but because I think you will be more careful not to offend your uncle, after you understand them. I know it is nob easy always to please him, but you must try you must not be so independent, and you are so cold in your manner to him ; you must be more affectionate; you must caress him ; take his hand, and lean on him, and talk to him as you do to Mr. Mortimer, sometimes. You see, dear child, I am thinking only of your good." Was this true 1 Did she seek my good ? If so, she was a poorer judge of character than I think. I doubt if any more certain way of estranging my uncle could have been chosen than the fawning, forced caresses thus advised. But there was no danger of these. She might have seen that there was not, by the burning cheek and sullen brow that met her eyes when she strove to read, in my face, the answer my tongue refused to utter ; by the cold withdrawal of the hand she would have taken ; by the passion with which, at last, as she began another of her soft sentences, I sprang down the steps, and rushed from her presence the vain, impotent passion of a child, which soon dissolves in tears. As soon as 1 was fairly out of sight of the house, I threw myself down at the foot of an old oak tree, and rest- TWO PICTURES. 4:7 ing my head against its trunk, wept bitterly. When the fit of weeping was over, I went down to the beach, and sat for what seemed to me a very long time, throwing pebbles into the water, and trying to picture to myself some other child living in my home, enjoying my few simple pleasures my uncle's niece, Mr. Mortimer's pupil, Hugh's cousin and I, separated from all these, a poor castaway, it might be, begging my daily bread for a childish imagination, once excited, is a wonderful exaggerator. At length I heard Charity's voice calling me. I did not wish to meet her I would have been glad to meet no one that day ; for, though the passion of my grief had abated, it had left me cross dissatisfied with myself, and yet more dissatisfied with others. I returned home, avoid ing the direction from which Charity seemed to be approaching. When I reached the house, I found that my uncle had arrived, that dinner had been served, and that all the family were seated at table. The two greatest faults I could commit, in my uncle's estimation, as I had long since learned, were want of punctuality at meals, and want of neatness. That day I was reckless, and I walked into the dining room, fifteen minutes or more after the rest had been seated, with my hair and dress in disorder, my face stained with tears, and my hands soiled with the flowers I had gathered in my walk, and the pebbles I had since handled. Without a word of apology for my tardi ness, or of greeting to those whom I had not seen since the day before, I walked to my place, and was about to take the vacant chair that stood there. My uncle looked up, and said, not angrily, " You are late, Augusta." I turned my face toward him without speaking. His brow grew stern. He bade me come to him, and when I obeyed, he looked with coldly investigating eyes upon my disordered hair and dress, and my soiled face and hands. I 48 TWO I'ICTL'liES. did not shrink from the examination. I think I was in the mood to be rather pleased with the prospect of a combat. If so, the desire did not seem likely to be gratified, for my uncle only ordered a waiter to call Charity, and when she appeared, desired her to take me to my room, and arrange my dress, before she suffered me to come to table again. My heart swelled high with pride and anger ; I shook off the light touch which Charity had laid upon my arm, and turned to leave the room. I had to pass Mrs. Moray's chair, and as I did so, she stretched out her round, white arm, covered with bracelets, and drew me, spite of my resistance, to her side. " My darling child," she whispered in my unwilling ear, " remember what I said to you to-day speak gently to your uncle ask his pardon for being so careless of his wishes ; " then, still holding me fast, she turned to my uncle and said, aloud, " Mr. Moray, you must forgive our little pet ; I am sure you would, if you knew how anxious she was to please you." Every word she had said, had been as fuel to the fire of my passion, and it was no longer to be controlled. Tear ing my hand from her clasp, and showing, I doubt not, in looks and gesture, the fury that had mastered me, I cried, in a voice that sounds even now in my memory, sharp and high, " I wish you'd let me alone ; I am not your darling child, and you know you're telling a story when you say that I'm anxious to please Uncle Hugh ; I don't care to please him I won't ask his pardon I don't care for him I don't care for anybody." My uncle had not attempted to interrupt me. Asi I began, he put down, untasted, the glass of wine he had raised to his lips, and looked at me coldly, calmly, as at a strange study. When I accused Mrs. Moray of untruth, his face flushed, and he rose from his chair ; but he did not advance TWO riCTUKES. 49 to me until I had finished my speech, then, two steps placed him at my side. He laid his hand heavily on my shoulder, and pushed me toward Mrs. Moray. " You have insulted a lady a guest at my table ask her pardon," he said, in a low, determined voice. Even then, child as I was, his stillness awed me more than angry words could have done ; but at that moment, not even this could bow me to make any amends to Mrs. Moray. I was sullenly silent. " Ask her pardon on your knees," and my uncle at tempted to press me down. I offered only passive resis tance. I would not kneel. I did not speak, but I did not attempt to escape his pressure ; I did not lift my eyes to his. Perhaps if I had, the stem, unbending purpose I should have seen there, would have overpowered my will ; but I know not, it was very strong. My only contests hitherto had been with Charity, and I had always con quered her. During this scene, there was perfect silence in the room. Mrs. Moray had indeed begun an expostulation, but my uncle stopped her with a look, and then all were still, and waited a minute or an hour I know not ; but it seemed to me very long, before my uncle lifted his hand from my shoulder, and said, " Go to your room you will not leave it again until you are ready to obey me, and I request that no one in my house will hold any communica tion with you till then." I walked out of the room with a firm step, carrying my head somewhat more proudly erect than usual, went to my room, and locking my door against Charity, who was fol lowing me, I threw myself on the floor, and wept as only a child can weep. There was no healing in such tears they left me as they found me, hard, proud, and resentful. One word of kindness would have melted me. Could I but have seen Hugh ! 50 TWO PICTURES. The long hours wore on, and no one came except Charity, whom I sent angrily avr>\y. At length, there was another step, a knock it might be Hugh. I sprang up, I opened the door ; I saw the waving of a white dress, closed it instantly, and locked it. My visitor was Mrs. Moray. " Open the door ! " she cried, in guarded tones, as if afraid of being overheard, " I have come to see you, while your uncle is lying down in the library. I have brought you some candy that Charlie got for you this morning. Let me in, and we will make friends, and I will tell your uncle you have asked my pardon, and all will be right again." The candy might have softened me, but the ofier to tell an untruth for me, made me despise her more than ever ; no, I could not ask her pardon, I could not be friendly with her. " If you will not let me in, I must go," she said, at last. I did not speak I did not move. " Well, good by," the last word lingeringly pro nounced, as if to give me time for repentance, and then she was gone. As her steps died away, I wept again. I wished, perhaps, that 1 had yielded, for I was hungry, hav ing eaten no dinner. The evening came on cold and dark. Will they leave mo here all night alone, I asked myself; and then I thought of some of Charity's stories of ghostly visitants. My father and mother would they visit me to night ? For the first time, the thought brought a shudder with it. My spirit was not in accord with angel visitants. Suddenly a light shone under the door, and Charity's voice called to me to open it. With more pleasure than I would have liked to confess, I admitted her, and with her came light and fire and food. " Did Uncle Hugh tell you to bring me my tea 1 " I questioned Charity, after I had emptied the well-filled plate TWO PICTURES. 51 of buttered toast, and drank every drop of milk from the bowl she brought me. " No, Miss 'Gusty ! you think I wait for ax 'im 1 You think I let strange people come here and starve my chile ? " Charity's resentment was as strong and keen as mine, and evidently pointed in the same direction. " Charity, did you see Hugh ? " The question cost me no little effort. " I has not seen Master Hugh since he's went to Mr. Mortimer's, Miss "Gusty," said Charity, in reply. " How do you know that it was to Mr. Mortimer's he went ? " " Well, I hearn him tell Master Charles so, and he telled him too as how he thought Mr. Mortimer ud be the best peacemaker." My heart sprang up, and threw off the heaviest part of the load that had been oppressing it. Hugh was not in different to me. Though he had not disobeyed my uncle by coming to me, he was thinking of me, and trying to bring me help. I was long silent and thoughtful ; then came another question, spoken hesitatingly, and with low and faltering tones, for I was not quite sure that it was right thus to interrogate a servant, even though the. ser vant was Charity. " Charity, did you go back to the dining room after I came away ? " Charity turned her face away, and pretended to be too busy at the fire to look up, as she answered, " Yes, Miss 'Gusty, I went back and stayed round awhile, 'cause I wanted to hear." I waited with the hope that she would tell me, unasked, all I wished to know ; but she remained silent, and I was obliged again to question. " What did they say, Charity ? " 52 TWO PICTURES. " Oh ! Misses Moray say she's bery sorry ; she wish master ud let you come back ; you is only a chile, and she don't care for you to beg pardon ; but master, he say well, 1 don't know a'cisely, but he warn't goiir to send for you.' 1 " But Hugh did Hugh say nothing ? " " No, Miss 'Gusty ! but he looked bery sorry, and he excused hisself, an' has went, as I telled you, to Mr. Mor timer's." 1 was very weary that evening, and fell asleep more than once in my chair ; but the house was all still before Charity could persuade me to go to bed, so strong was my -hope that either Hugh or Mr. Mortimer would visit me. The next morning, Charity wanted me to remain in bed, saying that I had been feverish, and talked all sorts of non sense in the night with me, a common effect, as I have since found, of any very great excitement. But I was wilful us usual, and rising early, dressed myself, saw Charity put my room in order, and then sat waiting and listening. The morning was warm, and Charity had raised one of the sashes in my room. Oh how lovely it was ! I can smell even now the sweetbrier, which sent its delicate sprays, all gemmed with morning dews, across my window. The dew lay upon the grassy lawn, and its pendent drops were like a thousand mimic suns suspended from every bush and tree. The majestic oaks and their gray drapery looked gay in that morning light, and the mocking birds seemed to feel it, as they fluttered from bough to bough, and poured forth their rich melody. And I, as free in general as they, must be shut up in this room, catching only glimpses of the beau ties of sky and sea and land, which I had till lately felt were all my own, to be enjoyed at will. My spirit passed into a rebellious mood. " It is too hard," I said to myself; " besides, as Mrs. Moray said, I am not Uncle Hugh's child, TWO PICTURES. 53 and so I am not bound to obey him. And what more can he do than send me back, and shut me up here, if he meets me ? At any rate, I will have one good run." My hand was on the sill of the window, my foot on a chair, from which I intended to spring out, when Charity opened the door, and entered with a waiter filled with all I bes't liked. She had nearly let the waiter fall as she saw what I was about. " Why, what is the chile a doing ! Here, your uncle's been an' sent you' breakfast, an' you is agoin' out when he is say, ' Stay in ! ' ' Charity spoke with evident alarm. Such an act of an tagonism to my uncle's will seemed fearful to her. Her fears infected me, and I drew back from the win dow, cowed and yet more depressed. I had no appetite for the breakfast which, sent by my uncle, seemed another mark of my bondage. Poor Charity's eyes filled with tears, as she saw me push aside the dainties she had pre pared so carefully, and, crossing my arms on the table, drop my head upon them, and weep bitterly. I could have borne punishment in the shape of pain, sharp and quick, or privation of some definite pleasure ; I could have stood my ground against angry words, or even against hard blows ; but this stern quietude, this leaving me to myself, this shutting me out from all the sweet influences of nature and books and friends, this pressure of a power that did not even expose itself to the contact of rude words from me, which cared not for my sorrow, and would release me only on submission it crushed me it ground me down be- neath its heel, but it did not subdue my spirit ; it did not hush the voice of passion it increased the virulence of the hatred, for the expression of which I was suffering ; but it made me, at the same time, feel that I was powerless it reduced me to despair. I know not how lono; it was after this for I had no 51 TWO PICTURES. means of measuring time but my own weary sensations, and what seemed many hours may have been only one when Mr. Mortimer turned the latch of my door, and asked if ho might enter. My heart beat so as almost to slide my voice as 1 strove to answer, " Yes." lie came in, and I rose from my chair ;' but there was something in my heart which prevented my springing to meet him as I was accus tomed to do. 1 stood belbre him with my sullen face bent downward, and my arms hanging lifelessly at rny side, but not for long. The good man placed himself in the chair from which J had risen, and passing his arm around me, rested his other hand gently on my head, saying, softly, " Poor child ! poor child ! " At once the hardness seemed to melt from my heart, and my head dropped upon his shoulder, as if I had found there a resting place and shelter. lie looked at me kindly, lovingly, for a moment, and then asked, " Have you asked God to bless you, this morning, Augusta 1 " I did not answer, for, in truth, I had not dared that day to repeat the prayer which asks to be forgiven as we for give. " Let us clo it now," said Mr. Mortimer, and without any change of position, he asked God's blessing and guid ance for us through the day, and not for us only, but for all ; for our friends for our enemies ; interweaving with this petition an acknowledgment of guilt, and a prayer that we might be enabled to show that mercy to others which we sought for ourselves. There was about this good man a simplicity, a vivid truthfulness of manner, that seemed to bring the Being he addressed so near, to mnke his Intercession so thorough a reality, that the impression was almost overpowering to the sensitive mind of a child. Thua Mr. Mortimer had made me feel that it was a duty to put ftway resentment from my heart nay, he had, as it TWO PICTURES. 55 were, introduced me into a presence in which I feared to show angry feeling, before he began to speak on the subject which had brought him to me. We were both silent for a while after his prayer ; then raising my head from his shoulder, and placing me where he could look full into my face, he said : " And now come, tell me what troubles you. Why should you stay shut up in this room you who love liberty so well when you have only to say you are sorry for your rudeness to Mrs. Moray, and walk out of it? Come, tell me, what is your reason 1 " " Because I won't tell a story, and I am not sorry," I answered immediately. " Of course you cannot tell an untruth ; but did you say you were not sorry for being rude to a lady who is your uncle's guest, at his own table ? besides, she was your guest, too." " I only said what was true ; she did tell a story ; she said I was so anxious to please Uncle Hugh." " And are you not anxious to please Uncle Hugh Uncle Hugh who loved your dear father as if he were his o\vn son, and who has always taken care of you ? For shame, Augusta ; can you be so ungrateful 1 " My cheek flushed, I hung my head and answered, almost in a whisper : " I did not care to please him then." " And why not 1 " " Because Mrs. Moray said that Uncle Hugh did not love me much, and that if I did not take great pains to please him, he would send me away from St. Mary's and never let me come back ; and then she told Uncle Hugh I was so anxious to please him just as if I was afraid of him, and was making believe." " All this, Augusta, only shows that Mrs. Moray did not understand either you or your uncle very well ; it may have been all kindly meant, and she may have believed all 56 TWO PICTURES. she said. At any rate, if she had done wrong, it did not become a little girl to tell her so, and in her own home, too." " But she said it was not my home." " She could not mean that it was not your home ; but, even suppose it had not been, do you think it was proper for a little girl like you, to speak as you did to a lady like Mrs. Moray ? Answer me, Augusta ; I know you will answer truthfully." I answered " No ! " "Then surely, my truthful little friend, you will not refuse to obey your uncle, and tell Mrs. Moray what you have told me." - " But they ought not to treat me so she ought not to tell me such things." " The question is not what they ought to do, or what she ought not to do, but \vhat you, Augusta Moray, ought to do always the most important question in the world for you, my child." How could I resist such a teacher ! Oh that he were beside me now ! Then he conquered all my opposition, and led me out, if not prepared with a very ample apology, willing, at least, to assent to his assurances that I saw I had acted very improperly, and regretted having given way to angry feeling. I was received by Mrs. Moray with the utmost apparent cordiality ; her tenderness during the day was wellnigh overpowering to my temper, at least ; but with the help of Charlie's candies and an outpouring of my full heart to. Hugh, I managed to endure it. This was by no means the only occasion on which Mrs. Moray aroused my combativeness, or insinuated, in her gentle tones and tender manner, doubts of my uncle's kind ness to me. I can recall now the change which passed over my feelings and manner, and I can remember, too, TWO PICTURES. 57 how his indifference grew into irritability, and, as I verily believe, for a time into positive dislike. Had Hugh remained at St. Mary's, he might have helped me to resist the evil in my own heart ; but he was gone, and under Mrs. Moray's influences, I went from bad to worse, till even Charity exclaimed that " she did not know what had come to her chile." My uncle seemed, at first, equally pleased with the two boys. He liked Charlie's gay, adventurous spirit, and he was gratified by Mr. Mortimer's report of Hugh's talents. Perhaps he may sometimes have feared that a bookworm, ns he was disposed to consider Hugh, must lack the quali ties on which the old Morays had built their fame. If he had such a doubt, it did not long exist. My uncle and Charlie went out as usual one morning on a hunt, and left Hugh, as usual too, at his studies. The hunters had not returned at one o'clock, when Mr. Morti mer was going home to his early dinner. Hugh and I walked home with him. Ah! how spicy the woods were on that warm, winter's day. Hugh and I were sauntering slowly back again, stopping now to listen to the song of a bird, and now to watch a squirrel jumping from tree to tree, or a rabbit scampering off among the bushes, fright ened by the sound of our tread upon the dry leaves in our path, when we were startled by hearing a woman's scream. Hugh, bidding me remain where I was, sprang off in the direction of the scream, or screams, for they were repeated several times. A little frightened at finding myself alone, I followed, and was soon in presence of a scene which by no means tended to calm my terrors. A schooner was then lying near the Island, taking in my uncle's cotton for market. The sailors from this schooner had been guilty of some disorderly conduct, which had caused my uncle to forbid their coming on shore, 58 TWO PICTURES. except at the point at which the cotton was to be delivered ; yet here was one of them, a thickset, powerful man, with a knife by his side, just sufficiently intoxicated to make him insolent, and opposite to him, defending himself by a stick he had caught from the ground as he ran, was Hugh, a mere stripling. How noble he looked, his sallow cheeks flushing, his dark eyes gleaming, his graceful form swaying hither and thither, to evade the blows which his brutal antagonist showered thickly on the air. Behind Hugh was a young negress, who had been pursued by the sailor, and whose screams had drawn us there. And now I resorted to the same feminine weapon. Again and again I uttered that sharp cry which terror prompts. Fortunately, my uncle and Charlie were at no great distance from us, on their return homeward. They heard me, and arrived just as the wretch, who had drawn his knife, had succeeded in giving Hugh a pretty severe cut upon the head. Of course the battle was at an end as soon as the horsemen appeared. The man took to flight, and, though punished afterward by confinement on board the schooner, escaped then with only a blow from my uncle's whip in passing, for all attention was engrossed by Hugh, down whose face the blood was flowing in a stream. A Southern planter is not unac customed to act as a surgeon on a sudden emergency, and in a, few minutes my uncle had closed the wound on Hugh's head, fastened the edges together with adhesive plaster, which he always carried in his pocketbook, washed the blood away with Hugh's handkerchief, which he dipped in the water of a neighboring ditch, and tied his own around Hugh's head. While he was doing this, he complimented him warmly on the prowess he had displayed, and even I was not dissatisfied with the manner in which lie told the story the next day to Mr. Mortimer. I was less pleased Wvth Mrs. Charles Moray's remarks upon it. It is true her TWO PICTURES. 59 words were even more flattering than my uncie's. She talked of Hugh's heroism, called him a "preux chevalier" " un heros de roman ; " for, like Charlie, she was accustomed to use many French phrases. I did not quite understand all this. So far as it was intelligible to me, I thought it just and true ; but there was a tone in Mrs. Moray's voice, a sparkle in her eye, which made me doubt whether she meant what she said ; and this doubt was strengthened by observing that her speeches vexed Hugh, and that even Charlie was sometimes annoyed by them, arid answered impatiently. These little scenes, be it observed, did not occur in my uncle's presence. One afternoon, Hugh and Charlie were amusing them selves with pitching quoits, on a level spot about a hundred yards from the house. I was not with them, not from any idea on my part that the game was unfeminine, but be cause I was absorbed in a book brought me that morning by Mr. Mortimer. I sat just within the library door ; my uncle, Mr. Mortimer, and Mrs. Moray were on the piazza near the same door, which was open. They were watching the play of the young men, with occasional observations on the vigor and grace of their movements. " How we shall miss them when they leave us ! " said Mr. Mortimer. " They will be often with us, I hope," my uncle an swered. Then came the soft voice of Mrs. Moray, which always had a disagreeable sort of fascination for me, and I laid down my book to listen. " I am sure, sir, nothing would give Charlie greater pleasure," she said ; " but then, what shall we do about his school ? Northern schools give their long vacation in the summer, when it is scarcely safe to come from a northern climate to your beautiful home." 60 TWO PICTURES. My uncle did not reply immediately to this. The men tion of schools seemed to have sent his thoughts off in another direction. " Hugh told me the other day that he did not expect to go to school again. Does he not intend to enter college ? " " I believe not," Mrs. Moray answered ; ." I have heard that Mrs. James Moray intended her son to go into her brother's counting house or office I hardly know how they style it ; he is in some sort of money making busi ness." " And so Hugh Moray is to go into trade ? " I knew by my uncle's tone, how his eyes were flashing. " I believe so," said Mrs. Moray, who, I have observed, seldom commits herself positively to a statement of facts. " You surprise me, madam," exclaimed my uncle. " I cannot understand how Captain Moray, himself holding an honorable position in the military service of the United States, can consent to suoh a thing." " Captain Moray seldom withholds his consent from anything proposed by his wife. He is an easy, good- natured man, who has no great partiality for the military service to which his father devoted him." " No partiality ! " my uncle repeated, impatiently ; " a military man and not love his profession ! strange in deed ! " Mrs. Moray laughed a low, merry, musical laugh yet it heated me as I sat listening, and made me angry for Hugh's father. " My dear Mr. Moray, what would you have 1 Men love that pursuit in which they distinguish themselves. Captain Moray says the Department is unjust to him he never obtains any place of distinction." Now, every word of this statement was true, but the tone ! the tone ! that said the Department was not unjust ; TWO PICTURES. Gl that it was wise to give Captain Moray no very responsible position. I heard my uncle push back his chair, and pace the piazza with the quick step that marked, with him, a ruffled spirit. But a peacemaker was near. " Hugh is a fine lad, with uncommon abilities, and a brave and enterprising fellow withal," said Mr. Mortimer, after allowing a little time for my uncle's irritability to calm itself. " So he is," said uncle Hugh, with decision, " and he shall not go into trade." The next morning, before Mr. Mortimer came, Hugh was helping me with a Latin sentence which I found some what beyond my reach, when my uncle entered the library, so quietly that we were both, for a moment, unconscious of his presence. Hugh was not quite unprepared for what followed, for I had communicated to him Mrs. Charles Moray's statements of the evening before, and the effect they had produced on my uncle. The communication had been made in the way of questions, beginning, " Docs not your father like ? " and " does your father say ? " I had hoped to obtain a prompt denial of Mrs. Moray's facts, but to my surprise and chagrin, Hugh's answers con firmed them all, and when I said, at length, " Mrs. Moray said so, but I did not believe her," he answered, " It is all true, Augusta, though it may be that Mrs. Moray has drawn some incorrect conclusions from them. I hope Mr. Moray will know my father one day, and then he will see how much reason I have to be proud of him." " Well, uncle Hugh says you shan't go into trade. What does that mean, Hugh ? Is it anything bad ] " Hugh smiled as he answered, " It means a great deal more than you can understand at present ; but it is nothing bad." 62 TWO PICTURES. So Hugh was prepared for my uncle's visit. Seating himself in Mr. Mortimer's chair, my uncle said : " Hugh ! how old are you 1 " " Eighteen, sir." " Why, my dear boy, you ought to have been in col lege two years ago ; if you enter now, you will be of age sometime before you can graduate." Hugh's face (lushed ; he lowered his eyes and was silent. " Are you not prepared to enter ? " asked my uncle, showing by the question what interpretation he put upon Hugh's embarrassment. " Yes, sir ! my teachers thought that I might enter the Sophomore class, at Columbia College, a year ago, and I do not think that I have lost anything since." " And why did you not enter when you were so well prepared ? " Hugh's brow became of a yet deeper crimson. I pitied the embarrassment, which I did not understand, and drawing near to him, laid my hand on his. He clasped it closely, and as if the contact with one who loved him gave him strength : he answered : " I have no hope of a collegiate course, Mr. Moray. My father has done all he could for me. I have sisters to be provided for. My father has given me a very good academical course, and I cannot ask for more. I ought now to be doing something for myself and for them too." " And what have you thought of doing, Hugh ? I should think from what I saw yesterday, that you would have no objection to your father's profession ; or, would you like the army better ? " " Oh, yes, sir ! the army West Point a West Point education I should prefer to any other ; but " here Hugh's uplifted head drooped again " I must not think of it. TWO PICTURES. There is but one thing my father is obstinate about he will never consent to a military life for me." " And why not, Hugh 1 1 have little doubt that I could procure a cadet's appointment to West Point for you. I think it strange your father should object to it." " Ah ! Mr. Moray, you would not think it strange if you had had my father's experience. He says I may be a ship carpenter if I will, but he never wishes to see me com mand a ship in the United States' service, or enter its mili tary service in any way ; he could not bear to see me wear away life, as he has done, in the sickness of hope deferred." " But I do not see that you need do that, Hugh ; you are brave and active, you would, I hope, soon distinguish yourself by promptitude and daring." " It is hard to do that in a time of peace, Mr. Moray ; but as far as it could be done, my father has done it ; he has never been under arrest ; he has the highest testimo nials from every officer under whom he has served ; he has seen more sea service than many officers who have worn the uniform of the country longer than he, and he has vol unteered for every enterprise of difficulty or danger that has been undertaken in his time." " How old is your father, Hugh ? " " Fifty, Mr. Moray ; he entered the navy at sixteen." " Well, he is now Post-Captain we have no higher rank." " He is not Post-Captain, sir ; he is only a Comman der." " What salary does that give him 1 " " Twenty-five hundred dollars when on duty either on sea or shore, and fifteen hundred when waiting orders." ' Is it possible that this is all he has won by the devo tion of over thirty years of his life ? I had no idea our naval officers were so ill paid. Of course, your father must 4 TWO PICTURES. keep constantly employed at sea or on shore, for it would be impossible to support a family, as an officer of his rank would be expected to do, on an income of fifteen hundred dollars." " He would be very glad to be always employed ; but he cannot often obtain service on shore ; such favors are re served for those who, having independent fortunes, can afford to live at Washington, and make themselves agree able in society there, or for those who can command great political influence." My uncle was long silent ; at length, he said : " This seems a hard case, Hugh." " No harder than many others, sir." Hugh strove to speak cheerfully, but it would not do ; tears rushed to his eyes, he bit his lip, his chest heaved against the passionate emotion he would fain have sup pressed, and he covered his face to hide his agitation. I wept with him, and kneeling at his side, kissed again and again the hand which still clasped mine, wetting it with my tears as I did so. My uncle himself twinkled away some unusual moisture from his eyes as he said, "Don't don't, Hugh ! Calm yourself, my dear boy, and hear me ; I have something to propose to you." Hugh had already mastered himself, though his moist eyes and flushed face showed with what difficulty. " I wish to take charge of your education in future, Hugh; if your father will consent to West Point, I think I have interest enough to procure an appointment there." " I am sure he will not consent, sir." " lie may he may, Hugh I will write myself; but if he should not, select your profession, and I will be answerable for all your expenses while preparing for it." " Oh, Mr. Moray ! you overpower me with kindness. How shall I thank you 1 " TWO PICTURES. G5 How I loved my uncle at that moment, as I looked at Hugh's happy, beaming face ! " You owe mo no thanks, Hugh," said my uncle ; " I only perform a duty that devolves on me as the head of our house, in making this proposition; but if you think yourself indebted to me, you can repay me a thousand fold, by making the name of Moray as distinguished in America as it was in Scotland. Do for it, Hugh, what I have failed to do, and you will make me your debtor but we will speak of this another time ; write now to your father we have no time to lose." " My father is cruising on the coast of Africa ; but I will write to my mother. She will know exactly how he feels, and whether I may hope for West Point." "And if you may not hope for West Point, what will be your next choice 1 " ' ; I can scarcely say, sir. I have never hoped for a pro fession, the preparation was so expensive. " Well ! think of it now. How would the law suit you ? " " I should like it very much, sir ; better than anything except West Point, I think." " You had better write without delay to your mother. I will give you a note to enclose to her " my uncle took out his watch while speaking, and having glanc d at it, added, " It is but ten o'clock if you write immediately, I will send a boat up with the letter, and it will be quite in time for the weekly mail which leaves Sunbury to-morrow." A little more than a fortnight later it must have been, I think, that as we wore seated at the breakfast table, the weekly mail was brought in, and my uncle having exam ined its contents, handed a letter to Hugh. There Avas an other addressed in the same handwriting to himself. Both were from Mrs. Captain Moray, as we afterward learned. 66 TWO PICTURES. Hugh glanced at his letter, turned very pale, and rising from table, hurried from the room and from the house. When he came back, about an hour afterward, I was sitting on the upper step of the piazza waiting for him, while my uncle stood but a little removed from me, taking some observation of the weather, which threatened rain. Hugh seemed to see no one but my uncle ; he walked directly to him, and said : " My mother tells me she has written to you, Mr. Moray. She has thanked you, I feel sure, better than I can do ; but I will try to fulfil your wishes, and I desire to be guided in all things by your advice." " That is enough, Hugh ; " my uncle grasped for a moment the hand that Hugh held out to him " never speak to me of thanks. My life promised much which it has not fulfilled, Hugh let it not be so with yours ; exert your great talents rise to distinction in your chosen career help to redeem some of my failures by the honor you reflect on the name we both bear, and it is I who shall be the debtor." My uncle spoke with an emotion which I had never seen him show before. This rivetted my attention, and im pressed on my memory words which I did not fully under stand. I was surprised and somewhat impatient that Hugh did not answer ; but I suspect the glow on his cheek, and the light in his eye, were a better answer in my uncle's opinion, than any words could have been. They walked side by side once across the piazza in silence. Then my uncle spoke again. " And so we must relinquish West Point. Were you much disappointed at that, Hugh ? " " More than I expected to be, sir. I hoped to the last that my mother might find some way of reconciling my father to what I wished so much ; but I am sure she is right, and I am quite reconciled now." TWO PICTURES. 67 But I found it much more difficult to be reconciled, when I knew that the result of all this would be to take Hugh away nearly a month earlier than had been originally intended. My uncle, indeed, seemed impatient of every day's delay. He had thrown himself into the question of Hugh's success with all the ardor of his nature. Hugh left us the last of April. My parting with him was a great sorrow. How well I remember every incident connected with it ! I helped him pack his trunk, and make the little arrangements necessary for his journey to Savan nah and his voyage thence. He had a parting present for me it was Campbell's " Pleasures of Hope." " To-morrow you will know all about them, Augusta," he said, with a smile, " for as soon as we part, you must begin to hope that we are to meet again under the happiest circumstances." "And never to part again Hugh, may I hope that? When you come back, will you stay always ? " " Stay here, at St. Mary's, always ! Why, Augusta, what should I do with my law-learning here 1 No my dear child, I have no prospect of staying in any place half so pleasant I must live in a great, bustling city." "And will you send for me, Hugh? When you are done with college, will you send for me, and let me live with you 1 " " Would you come to me if I sent ? Would you live with me ? " Hugh looked into my eyes with such an earnest expres sion that it brought the hot blood into my cheek innocent child as I was but I answered, decidedly, nevertheless, "To be sure I will," and laid my little hand in his for confirma tion of the promise. " Would you leave your beautiful home here, and all your friends for me ? " GS TWO PICTURES. " I love St. Mary's," I answered, with a childish sim plicity, " but it can't love me back you will love me back, won't you, Hugh? " I was very much in earnest, and I doubt not both eye and voice expressed it. Hugh's was the only hand, except Charity's, from which I had ever tasted that sweet draught of love which makes all other draughts insipid. He knew this well, and the knowledge doubtless touched him to a tenderer feeling. He threw his arm around me as I stood before him, and drawing me close close to him, kissed my forehead, and said gravely and impressively, " I will, dear child I will love you truly, so long as I live." As he raised his head, I saw him color, and at the same time, I heard Mrs. Charles Moray's low laugh, and then fol lowed words, uttered in a taunting tone. " And so I have been present at the betrothal ! Really, Hugh, you seem to bo hurrying rapidly to the goal ; you are determined to secure yourself at all points ; but I hardly thought you would be so dishonorable as to bind a child like that by promises." Mrs. Moray's color rose, and her breathing quickened as she spoke. Hugh rose from his seat, still holding my hand, and meeting her angry eyes with a firm, manly look, he said, " I will not pretend to misunderstand you, Mrs. Moray, but I entreat you to spare the innocence and sim plicity of this child. As for me, I am willing to repeat to Mr. Moray every word of our conversation." " Oh ! I dare say ; but that is quite unnecessary as far as I am concerned, quite, of course I was only jesting just as J am when I remind you, Hugh, that " ' There's many a slip, Between the cup and the lip.' " She turned and left the room. I suppose I looked a TWO PICTURES. G9 little frightened as well as puzzled, for Hugh smiled cheer fully on me arid said, " Don't be alarmed there is no harm done. 1 have promised to love you always, and I will keep my word. Be sure you keep yours, and we can both rejoice in the pleasures of hope." Some time after Hugh had gone away, Mrs. Charles Moray told my uncle what she had heard him say to me in that interview. She did not know I was near her, yet she spoke very gently of Hugh. She said he was a very fine young man, but too young to know all the consequences of his words ; she was sure he had no wrong meaning ; but Miss Moray was such an heiress, men were so selfish, one could not be too careful she had felt it her duty to tell Mr. Moray, though at first she had hesitated for Hugh's sake. My uncle heard her with a smile ; he was much obliged to her for her care ; but the young man had told him of this the evening before he left St. Mary's. There was enough in all this to have completely turned my little head, and it would doubtless have done so had I understood Mrs. Moray then as I do now, had there been near me any one who would have instructed me in the world and the world's ways. But my only confidante was Charity, and when 1 asked her for an explanation of Mrs. Moray's meaning, she said : " Mrs. Moray was cross, and she was sure it was right for cousins, like Hugh and me, to love one another adding, " I only wish to goodness, Miss 'Gusty, Master Hugh had been your brother ! " And did not I wish it too ! What a sweet word " brother " seemed to me ! I long called Hugh so in my heart, and sometimes in the answers that I sent to the little notes that came to me through my uncle, with whom Hugh corresponded regularly, though not frequently. His letters I never saw, but I have since heard all of his life at this time, which they could have told, from lips which reported 70 TWO PICTURES. more partially of Hugh, than Hugh would have reported of himself. Desirous to complete his course of study as rapidly as possible, both that he might lessen his pecuniary debt to my uncle, and that he might hasten the time, when, by the practice of his profession, he should not only win independence for himself, but contribute also to the comfort of those he loved, he pursued his preparatory studies with untiring ardor. My words seem cold, as I remember how his sister Esther's eyes grew moist and her lips trembled, as she told me how the color our Southern sun had burned into his cheeks paled away, and the fire of his eye grew dim, and his movements languid, as if he were giving his life in exchange for the knowledge which was to be power the power of benefitting others. Amid all the degradation, all the squalid misery of this our earth, it is a pleasant thought that the pure eyes of angels turned hitherward see some unwritten epics, more glorious than any that the poet's genius has commemo rated ; some unconscious martyrdoms, whose silent suffer ing has in it as much of true sublimity as has ever poured its glory around the fagot and the stake. Mrs. Moray and Charlie left us two months after Hugh, and one month later still, my uncle and I followed them. Oh, that parting from my home ! How I lingered on the beach that last evening ! how I kissed the very turf in my favorite walk under the orange trees ! Some of that turf, so green and soft, I brought away with me. It is all withered and dried up long since, yet as I press my lips to it even now, my heart throbs, and my eyes grow dim with the memory of what it was" that day. And how I sobbed myself to sleep that night in the arms of my poor Charity, whose tears dropped upon my cheek, I doubt not, long after I slept, for we too were to part. " Oh Times ! Times ! " I stretch out my arms across that long, weary interval TWO PICTURES. 71 between then and now, and my heart aches with the long ing to draw back all I lost that day my home Mr. Mor timer Charity. Yet I was not all sorrowful at that departure, for if I was going from St. Mary's, I was going to Hugh, and I was to see his home, and his beautiful mother and his sisters, and like him, I was to be a student, for four years, my uncle said, and I was to learn to paint glorious pictures, of which I sometimes dreamed ; and in my dreams, there was the softly blue southern sky, and the white beach, on which dashed the great, foam-crested waves, and under the sky, and on the beach, and sometimes borne toward me on those great waves, was ever one form, one earnest, kind face and the form and the face were Hugh's. This record, originally intended only as a picture of my early home, in all its aspects, varied as no pencil could vary it giving all its changes from storm to calm, from fragrant morn to dewy eve, from the stern and almost gloomy constraint within, to the brightness and the freedom without, this record should close here with my parting from St. Mary's Isle ; but in the dearth of human com panionship, I have learned to love the employment in which I can pour out my soul, though it be but to these lifeless pages. It is not the first time that I have confided the gladness or the sorrow of my soul to inanimate objects ; but then, the sea seemed to give me back my exulting shout the winds to answer with their wail to my wild cry, and I could cheat myself into the belief of sympathy, even from these " mute ministries of nature." Here all is lifeless ; and yet, as I turn to the dead past, it looks not at me with such a fixed and stony gaze from these pages, as from the grave in which I strive in vain to bury it. Hugh met us in New York, and went with us to Elizubethtown. My uncle drove to a hotel, left our bag- 72 TWO PICTURES. gage there, and then we called, under Hugh's guidance, at Mrs. Charles Moray's. Here the unusual luxury dazzled my childish eyes, and yet there was no vulgar glare. The coloring was rich, yet subdued, the forms chaste arid ele gant ; still, it had not to me a home-like look. Very differ ent was that home to which Hugh and Charlie next accom panied us. The house might once have been a farm house, so rudely simple was its style of architecture. It stood now as it had stood within its surrounding fields in former times. The fields had become a part of the city. There were brick pavements now where once there had been grassy meadows, and rows of houses where once the clover had scented the air, or the harvests of yellow grain had waved. But still the great elms stretched their protecting arms above the old house, which stood back from the street, with its little plot of flowers in front, its porch covered with climbing roses, now all in bloom, and the parlor win dows draped with honeysuckles. We entered the parlor, and I think we both felt at once it was a home, simple and sweet. I cannot describe it, familiar as its aspect after ward became to me there was nothing to describe. I only know that it seemed like rest and peace. Cool and shaded it was, with no bright thing in it except the flowers in old-fashioned china vases, which decked the mantle shelf. We were not expected, for my uncle had not permitted Hugh to announce our arrival, and as the front door was open, we entered the hall, and caught a glimpse of the tableau in the room on our right, before we were per ceived. What a picture it was the stately lady, with her beau tiful, Madonna lace, the hair yet black and glossy as in youth, the dress so simple, yet so marked with refinement. And the young sisters, one a year or two older than Hugh how very old she seemed to me then I thought of her TWO riCTUEES. 7o as her mother's sister. The other was about my own age. The elder, Esther, was not beautiful indeed, she would probably be considered plain but for the plainness of her features she atoned by a countenance of thoughtful intelli gence, and by a neatness of dress which satisfied the most fastidious eye. On a footstool at her mother's feet, sat the bright-eyed, curly-headed pet of the family, Lily, reading aloud. It was but a moment's glimpse we had. Hugh stepped quickly forward, saying, " Mamma, Mr. Moray, of St. Mary's." Mrs. Captain Moray, raising her graceful head, per ceived us, and coming forward, welcomed the strangers \vith a union of quiet dignity and genial kindness that I know now, as I remember it, must have charmed my uncle. I am surprised to find how vividly these pictures have impressed themselves upon my memory. Perhaps it is because no single trait in all our future intercourse ever seemed incongruous with the impressions of that hour. There are no cross lines blurring their clear, distinct out lines. How grateful I was to my uncle for consenting to Mrs. Moray's request, that he would leave me in that sweet home ! How dear is the memory of those bright summer weeks ! Hugh and Charlie were both gone with my uncle, and by his invitation, to travel through the Northern and Eastern States, and into Canada. And I scarcely missed them, living in Hugh's home, with Hugh's sisters and mother. Mother ! There I learned all the dignity and all the tenderness of that name. When Mrs. Moray's hand rested, as it sometimes did, caressingly on my head, I felt as if I had indeed found a mother, and but for a strange diffidence with which she had inspired me, I would have thrown myself in her arms and told her so. I loved Lily, and venerated Esther almost as much as I did her mother. And she 4 TWO PICTURES. deserved it, for the perfect propriety of her manners, her unvarying neatness, her conscientious perseverance in what* ever she esteemed a duty, and her ready surrender of her own pleasures for the gratification of others. I have seen her plain features lit by the glow of feeling, till they became almost beautiful, as she pleaded for permission to take her mother's place in the performance of some necessary task at home, that the dear mother herself might be free to accept some proffered recreation. There was much that was new to me in this family life, so regular, so self-governed, so harmonious. " Remember that this is your Northern home," said Mrs. Moray, on the day I left her to enter the school chosen for me in New York. I did remember it, and my holidays were all spent there. Bright and pleasant were these holidays. Their very memory brings a flush of pleasure to my cheeks, as I recall the bounding of my heart, when I was told that Hugh was waiting for me in the parlor ; then came the walk with him to the boat, the sail up the Hackensack, the drive through the woods, the loving greetings from the dear ones at home each of which, singly, was enough to make the happiness of a day to the lonely child, thirsting for love and for freedom. Ah me ! Two homes lost ! I shall say nothing of my school life. It was, on the whole, happy, but it was not picturesque ; it had its lights and its shadows, doubtless ; but in the glow and the tem pest which succeeded, they were obliterated. It was in the second year of my school life, when I was about fourteen, that dear Captain Moray returned from his cruise on the African coast. At first, his presence threw a shadow on the brightness of my days at Elizabethtown. He was himself very grave and silent, and others became grave and silent in his presence ; but, child as I was, I soon saw and TWO PICTURES. 75 loved, as all capable of one generous emotion must have loved the nature at once so child-like and so manly, the quick, generous sympathies, the open truthfulness, incapable of dis guise, and never suspecting it in another, the more than womanly tenderness and delicacy, the more than manly courage and sense, which formed the rare, if not unique combination of qualities in his character. Dear old friend ! father as he would have had me call him ! My cold, dead heart throbs still with a little life as I name him. He was never cold to me ! He was very unlike his son in appear ance, indeed, Esther was the only one of his children who at all resembled him in features. Hugh towered above him in height full half a head, though part of that was lost to Captain Moray by a habit of stooping. His hair was gray, yet it still retained the curl I had admired in the brown locks which Esther had shown me, as having been cut from his head some years before. I have said that he was grave and silent, yet when he laughed, it was with an entire abandonment to the pleasurable sensation, such as we rarely hear after childhood, and when his sympathies were aroused by another's sorrow, or his heart touched by a noble or a tender trait, tears, which his manhood often strove to hide, rushed to his eyes as quickly as to a woman's. And mine are flowing as I write. My pictures are growing sad sad even as my present ; they bring me no relief I will have done with them. Even Charlie's merry face comes back to me, shadowed with the gloom which it wore under the constraints of West Point, where, after much opposition on his part, my uncle had placed him, and whither I once accompanied his mother, during my summer vacation, to see him, or with a deeper shadow still upon his face and life. I have welcomed these glowing pictures of the past, as TWO PICTURES. the one excitement of my life. In my few hours of leisure, I have locked my door upon the outer world, and said to them, " Come ! " though each as it passes, plants a barbed sting within my heart " come ! better the keen pang that tells of life, than this 'waveless calm ' this torpor allied to death." But I overestimated my strength ; there are some things I dare not face some, from whose shadowy forms, half revealed, half shrouded in the dark veil of mystery, I shrink. No ! I will write no more. Here I leave these pages ; I will not destroy them, but I will place them under a seal which shall not be removed till the hand that traces these characters moulders in dust unless the future shall withdraw the veil from the past. The future ! what future is there when hope is dead ? The past ! it is lost to me, since I dare not awaken its memories. Henceforth, my life moves on under leaden clouds, and through dreary mists which close around it, narrowing its horizon to that space on which it stands at each succeeding moment. " Live in your duties, my dear," said Miss Drayton, when I said to her that I had neither hope nor memory left to me. Duties ! a cold life, indeed ! Well, there is such a thing as freezing to death. But I must go farther from Elizabeth- town. My poor, weak heart still throbs, tears still start to my eyes when I think of the kind old Commodore. How tender was our last parting ! And now they tell me he is wounded ; if if but, no he will get well again. The honors he craved, not for himself, but for his loved ones, are his, and he will be hap pier. Tic will forget me and better so I should only trouble him now. Forget him I never shall ! Thank God ! I can remember him without a pang. Into that well- spring no bitterness has been infused. I know he loves me. I think he will sorrow for me, but he will be comforted. CIIAPTEE III. " I could not love thee, dear, so much, Loved I not honor more." LOVELACE. THE manuscript, withdrawn from the oblivion to which it had been thus determinately consigned, in a manner to be hereafter made known to the reader, has acquainted us with the childhood of Augusta Moray. How the proud, passion ate nature, springing to meet the lightest touch of tender ness, recoiling with scorn from the approach of falsehood however veiled, turning from- the hopes which had faded as a dream, only to pour the glowing light of a free, strong spirit upon hopes that might prove as unsubstantial as they, how this nature could have sunk into the " wave- less calm " described in the last page, it shall be our task to unfold. Six years of a school girl's busy life had passed happily orer Augusta. Her inquiring mind had found delight in exploring the varied paths through God's wondrous uni verse which lay open before her. Yet true to that quality in woman, from which springs at once her weakness and her strength, her mind drew half its power from her heart. She passed the last Saturday and Sunday of every month, as well as the weeks of her summer vacation, at Elizabethtown, and she well knew the pleased smile with 78 TWO PICTURES. which Hugh would greet every new acquisition she made. And what had these years brought to Hugh ? lie had graduated, studied law, been admitted to the bar, and now life was at a standstill with him. The full tide of action which had swept him so far on toward the fulfilment of his hopes, was suddenly checked. Well ! he had expected this ; he must " bide his time." Waiting was as much a preparation for life as action was. So hopeful, so strong of spirit he was, and none ever knew that he was otherwise. Months a year passed the slow passing weeks grew into months again, and the receipts from Hugh's practice at law, had scarcely done more than clothe him. He grew more quiet though quiet he had always been in manner more concentrated in thought. It was such a change as might come over a man, who, having entered upon a conflict, finds the strength of his antagonist greater than he had supposed. He does not yield, he does not even doubt, but he watches more warily, addresses himself to his task with more entire- ness of purpose and with more force of will. It was at some time in this second year of Hugh's independent life, that Augusta Moray began to feel or fancy some difference in his manner toward her. With all the frankness of a child, and the confidence of one who never doubted his interest in her, she asked at once, " What is the matter, Hugh? Have I done or said anything to hurt you. ? " Hugh colored as he answered with a quick disclaimer, " Not at all ; what could make you ask such a question ? " " Because something is the matter with you, and it is not at all like you to deny it." " I did not deny it, Augusta ; my reply was addressed to the latter part of your question, whether you had said or done anything to hurt me." " Then somebody has vexed you I knew it." TWO PICTURES. 71) " You mistake nobody has vexed me." " Then what is it, Hugh ? I shall think you very unkind if you do not tell me," Augusta added, after a mo ment's pause, during which Hugh remained silent. "There is nothing to tell, my child," he said, gently, looking into the clear brown eyes that were fixed upon his face ; " nothing but the old story as old as man himself of manhood awakening from the dreams of the boy, and sor rowing to see his beautiful bubbles breaking." Hugh's last words were spoken with a sort of bitter ness, in which an experienced ear might have recognized ihe tone of one who scorned himself, either for his past credu lity, or for his present sorrow. "What bubble is it, Hugh? Can we not do as the children do blow another bubble in its place ? " " Of course ; that is the approved mode, and we shall do as others do ; but no bubble will ever take the place of that, Augusta." " I don't know ; how can I know when you will not tell me what it was ; I dare say, if I only knew, I could blow you up one twice as /landsome." " Do you think so ? What if this carried away with it my hope of early independence of honorable standing among my fellow men, and of that home that simple yet beautiful home, for so I had pictured it to which you had promised to come when it was ready for you ! " A flush suffused Augusta's face, and her eyes drooped beneath Hugh's earnest look. He remembered well the clear, frank, childish face that had been turned calmly to his when the promise to which he had referred was given, and his heart beat more quickly, and more passionate feel ing made his voice unsteady, as he said, " You do not answer me. You cannot promise to replace such a bub* ble." 80 TWO PICTURES. The flush grew deeper on her cheeks, but she lifted her eyes he saw it was with an effort and said, speaking rapidly, " I do not care for bubble houses. 1 want nothing more beautiful than my home at St. Mary's, or or yours at Elizabethtown." Hugh made no rejoinder, and neither he nor Augusta ever recurred to the subject. From this time, she felt, with a pained feeling, to which she dared not give a name or assign a cause, that a change had passed over their rela tions to each other. Always kind to her, manifesting some times when she least expected it, watchfulness of her com fort, Hugh no longer showed a desire to appropriate her in any degree to himself. He was always too much engaged to come for her often prevented by important business from seeing her for more than an hour during her monthly visits to his home. Twice he absented himself altogether, sending her, in a note to his mother, an apology for his seeming rudeness. The second time that this was done, Augusta had felt so sure of seeing him, so sure that he would be as kind as of old, or even kinder, after so loncc * / o a separation, that the disappointment was too great to be borne with perfect quietude. She had some reason to fear that Captain Moray at least read an emotion which pride and girlish shame urged her to conceal, for as she tried in vain to twinkle away the tears that would come, and to steady the lips that quivered with an unuttered cry, she felt his hand laid caressingly on her head, and when she bade him "good night," she felt or fancied that there was peculiar tenderness in the fatherly kiss which he pressed upon her forehead. As she was going toward her room that night her can dle was extinguished, and she returned to the parlor to relight it. She had left no one but Captain and Mrs. Moray there, and as she drew near the door, she caught TWO PICTURES. 81 their tones in conversation, with something of earnest ness in their expression which made her pause with the fear that her entrance might be an inopportune interruption. As she hesitated, these words reached her ear from Captain Moray : " Poor child ! I cannot bear to see her suffer ; but Hugh is right quite right; he could not, with honor, act otherwise." With that quick intuition which in matters of feeling supplies the place of reason, and that with a precision which reason never knew, she at once appropriated to herself the " poor child ! " which would just as well have suited Lily, or some other. But neither then, nor ever, had she a doubt that she was meant, and turning, with rapid yet cautious steps, she threaded the halls, ascended the stairs, and lock ing herself into her darkened room, threw herself, dressed as she was, upon the bed, and wept through many hours of the long night. Those were tears rather of shame than grief, or if grief there were in them, it was for a present disappointment. A lasting estrangement from Hugh \va* too large a sorrow to find entrance yet into her child heart. It would have burst with the effort to entertain it. Captain Moray had said that Hugh was right ! " Of course he was when was he wrong ? " that he had acted honorably " how could he act otherwise ? but it was very provoking, nevertheless, to be treated so, and Hugh should be as sorry for. it as she was before she made it up with him." Such was the somewhat contradictory tenor of her thoughts, and then she fell asleep with tears still upon her cheeks, and dreamed that Hugh came and kissed them off as he had done when she was a little child, and laying her head upon his bosom, soothed her into deeper slumbers. Poor child, indeed ! Charlie Moray, somewhat earlier than this, had pre- 82 TWO FICTUEKS. vailed u[)on his mother to sanction his withdrawal from West Point, which he had entered with great reluctance. Its discipline had been intolerable to his self-indulgent nature, so fretting and wearing it, that his thin frame and pale cheeks made an irresistible appeal to the sympathies of his mother and Augusta, on his return home. Captain Moray, it is true, looked gravely upon him, and said it was a pity to have wasted two such important years ; but Charlie cared little for his disapprobation. Only one thing seemsd to trouble him what would Mr. Moray of St. Mary's say ? He evinced such anxiety on this subject, that Augusta offered to exert such influence as she might have in his favor. It was a generous offer, for it cost her no slight effort to depart from the stereotyped form of monthly let ter, in which she informed her uncle of her health, her progress in study, &c., and to rise to such an interchange of feeling and thought with him as might really be termed a correspondence. She awaited his answer with many dou'jts. Would he think her too bold ? if he did, what would he say ? or would the penalty of her audacity be to suffer the mortification of being unanswered 1 Her doubts did not continue long. In a shorter time than usual the answer came. She opened it not without fear. It was unusually kind. There was something in it, which really looked like a desire to relieve her solicitude respecting Charlie's health. As to Charlie's fear of having displeased him, he said : " Tell your cousin Charles that I cannot be angry with OTIC whose actions I have no right, and he must excuse me if I add, after the vacillation he has shown, no inclination to control. He is a pleasant boy, and I shall always be glad to give him a hunt at St. Mary's ; but advise him from me, to study Jacob's sentence on his sen Keuben : K ' Unstable as water, thou shalt not excel.'" This correspondence had really brought Mr. Moray and TWO PICTURES. 63 his niece nearer together, than anything which immediately concerned either of them could have done. We have seen that the admiration with which she regarded him in her childhood seemed to herself nearly akin to affection, and we cannot believe that he was really without a warm, even a loving interest, for the orphan girl whom he had reared, though the coldness and reserve of his manner had been O deepened to her by her association with the disappointment of his cherished hopes in respect to the perpetuation of his name in the country of his adoption. His slight unbend ing in the letter to which we have alluded, aroused a new interest in Augusta's heart. She could not venture on the expression of this interest to Mr; Moray himself, but she said in a letter to Mr. Mortimer, with whom her corre spondence was far more intimate and more full : " Do tell me something of my uncle ; is he as young in appearance I mean, of course as handsome, as active, as when I left him ? When do you think he will let me come back to St. Mary's ? I think that, without being troublesome, I could do many things now which would make home pleasanter to him. For one thing, he loves music, and I do not play budly." Whether Mr. Mortimer showed these sentences to his friend, we know not ; but very soon afterward Mr. Moray began to speak of coming North the next summer, and of hav ing Augusta return with him in the autumn. The time was past when Augusta would have sought an opportunity of com municating this to Hugh alone, before she spake of it to others. Yet she was no less anxious to know how it would affect him, and obtaining permission from her kind instructress, she went to Elizabethtown under the care of a faithful ser vant, on a Saturday when she was not expected. It must not be supposed that Augusta had frankly acknowledged her motive for this, even to herself. Oh no ! she was very 84 TWO PICTURES. desirous to consult her friend, Mrs. Moray, on the best course of study during the remaining months of her school life, or on her reply to her uncle, or some other very proper and young lady like reason ; but she was none the less pleased, none the less conscious that the chief object of her visit was accomplished, when about eight o'clock in the evening, Hugh, little suspecting whom he should meet there, entered the room. She had time to notice that his face was pale and his movements languid, before his glance rested on her, and the pale face flushed, and he hurried eagerly forward with joy dancing in his eyes. Hugh had forgotten himself, but Augusta, who had dreamed only of this moment all day, who had in thought rehearsed her part again and again, though her very heart quivered with the long untasted joy of his presence, was able to assume her intended air of nonchalance, and even to utter the words of surprise at meeting him, which she had conned for the occasion. But oh ! the unsteady, tremulous voice in which they came. She fancied it was her cold manner which sent him away to his own room that evening, to study, as he said, some difficult case. Poor child again ! She dreamed not that those tremulous tones, that quivering hand had sent him away with a fire in his heart, which he feared would make him unable to preserve in her presence the tranquillity of manner he had prescribed to himself. The following evening, Sunday, Charlie carno in after toa. He was always welcome ; but his fine tenor voice made him a great acquisition on Sunday evening, when Captain Moray always asked for sacred music. Augusta played, and added her rich contralto to the pure soprano of Mrs. Moray, the deep bass of Hugh, and the full, soft tenor of Charlie. The afternoon had been cloudy and blustering, and toward evening, a little snow had fallen, probably the last of the winter, as it was now late in April, and spring TWO PICTURES. 85 rams had already softened the frosty earth. As Augusta rose from the piano, she approached a window, expecting to see the same gloomy sky with which the day had closed in ; instead of this, the moon had risen, and at that mo ment was pouring a flood of light through the rifts of a cloud, whose jagged edges gleamed golden in her rays. As she looked up admiringly, Charlie followed her, and ex claimed, " The moon is shining, and the snow is done ! no hope for a sleigh ride to-morrow, Lily." " Oh ! I am so sorry," cried Lily, coming up, and send ing her bright glances out into the night. *' You insatiable snowbird ! " said Charlie ; " did you ever have sleighing enough, Lily ? " " Often," she replied, trying to look dignified a diffi cult, if not impossible achievement, with her petite form and lovely baby face. " I was not thinking of myself at all ; I wanted Augusta to have all the sleighing she could this winter, as it will be her last." " Her last ! What do you mean by such a tragical announcement ? " " I do not see anything tragical in saying that one is not likely to have any more sleighing," said Lily, a little tartly, for she thought Charlie was laughing at her, and she was at the age most susceptible to the horrors of such a suspicion. " So it was the last sleighing, and not the last winter you were predicting for Augusta ; but why should she not have sleighing another winter ? " " Because her uncle is to take her home next fall, and she is not likely, I think, to have sleighing at St. Mary's." " You are going home ! " cried Charlie, turning with animation to Augusta ; " how I wish I were going with you \ " "Well! why should you not? You know my uncle said he would be glad to have you take a hunt with him 86 TWO PICTURES. that is equivalent to an invitation, for he never hunts except at St. Mary's." "Come, Hugh ! cut the law next winter, and let us go to St. Mary's, ride rough ponies, and shoot fat, lazy deer what do you say ? Will you come 1 " " There are two objections to my doing so," said Hugh, speaking so quietly that he did not even raise his eyes from the book he seemed to be reading ; " I have no time and no invitation." Augusta, determined to appear indifferent to what she desired most earnestly to hear, had moved toward the door while he was speaking, and either her distance from him, or the slight rustling of her dress as she moved, made his words indistinct, and she mistook " no invitation " for " no inclination." Stung by what in her present mood of feel ing, she was ready to believe a rudeness especially aimed at her, she opened the door, and, forgetful of every thing but her desire to escape from his presence, she stepped out upon the piazza. In an instant, Hugh had sprung from the table where he sat, taken a large blanket shawl to the piazza, and thrown it over her, saying as he did so, " I do not think you are quite prudent to be here at all, Augusta ; it is very cold." " Do not mind him, Augusta ; stay, and have a walk with me," said Charlie, who had followed Hugh, drawing her arm through his as he spoke. Hugh stopped a moment and looked in Augusta's face, as if waiting some rejoinder. Inconsistent as passion ever is, the power he had conscientiously determined to make no effort to retain, he yet could not refrain from testing with the hope that he should prove it undiminished. There was something almost defiant in the curl of Augusta's haughty lip, as, meeting his glance fully, she passed her arm yet farther through that of Charlie, and TWO riCTUKES. 87 commenced her walk. Without a word, Hugh stepped back into the parlor. All was very quiet there. Esther sat at the table in the centre of the room, reading by a shaded lamp, Mrs. Moray had gone to her room, Captain Moray sat in his large arm chair dozing, and Lily still stood at the window, looking out at the bright moonlight, and the broken promise of snow. Hugh, stepping lightly, not to arouse his father, paced the little parlor to and fro. He was taking himself to task for his departure from a decision adopted upon principle. He had just found an excuse for himself, in the fact that Augusta had lately had a very troublesome cough, and that her delicacy of form might well make her friends anxious to guard her from exposure to anything that might cause its recurrence, when Lily exclaimed, " Where are Chai'lie and Augusta going?" and looking over her shoulder, Hugh saw them with uncov ered heads running through the light, inch deep snow, across the yard. " And Augusta has nothing but kid slippers on," said Lily. Could Hush have surmised that the desire to test her O power over his self command had, however slightly, entered into the inducements to this imprudence, he would, perhaps, have remained where he was, whatever had been the con sequent suffering to both of them. As it was, Lily had scarcely spoken, when she saw Hugh crossing the yard to a spot somewhat in shadow, where Charlie and Augusta were now standing still. Charlie occasionally stooped for a moment, then rose to give vent to his amusement in bursts of laughter, that were heard even in the parlor. He was laughing when Hugh reached them. It was this probably that so stirred his anger, for he exclaimed, violently, " I can see no cause for laughter in such absurdity such worse than absurdity. I presume, having done enough to show your 88 TWO PICTURES. disregard of life, Augusta, you -will now be persuaded to return to the house." Augusta did not move, and Charlie, with another laugh, exclaimed, " Hugh ! my dear fellow ! don't you see she can't move an inch ? She's another Lot's wife, or Daphne, rooted to the soil." It was indeed so. This shaded spot was always wet. The light snow of the evening had covered it, but through that, Augusta's slippered feet had come in contact with the tenacious clay, and every attempt to remove them was vain, except at the expense of leaving the slippers behind her. Vexed at Charlie's laughter, and scarcely less vexed at Hugh's observation of her difficulty, she determined at any cost to escape from them, and crying, " I shall leave you to take your walk alone, Charlie," with a desperate effort, she freed her feet from both shoes and mud, and would have run into the house and up to her own room, hoping by the quickness of her movements to escape obser vation ; but she had to do with one quick to perceive and to act, and scarcely had the light glanced on her white stockings before she found Hugh's arm encircling her, and before she had power to remonstrate or withdraw from it, she was lifted from the ground, borne through the yard and piazza, and set down at the parlor door, with the quiet words, " I would advise you to go to your room and dry your feet." It may be supposed that she needed no persuasion to adopt this advice. The next morning, when she was sum moned to breakfast, Hugh had already gone to his oflice in Nrw York, and she was obliged herself to return to the city in a few hours. Augusta had been deeply wounded in her pride, if not in a purer feeling, by the results of this visit, and she vowed a vow within herself, that Hugh should come for her TWO .PICTURES. OU himself, and entreat her very earnestly before she would go again. Six weeks passed by, and though she had a letter from Esther, urging her usual visit at one time, and at another, Captain Moray himself came for her ; she kept her vow, finding at each time a civil and not untrue excuse. One day she was called to the parlor to receive a visitor, and found Hugh, not the cold, quiet Hugh from whom she had parted last, but Hugh with more vivacity of manner, more abandon to the feeling of the hour, than she had ever known in him, even in his boyhood. All the conditions of her vow were fulfilled, and with the permission of her teacher she returned with him to Elizabethtown. Her sympathy with his joy was in no small degree abated by learning its cause. He was in a few days to sail for Europe on a commission which might detain him there for months or even for years, but whose successful termination could scarcely fail to place wealth and professional honors within his grasp. And Hugh had not a doubt of success. He had studied his case thoroughly, and he was assured of the justice of his cause, and fully convinced that somewhere there still existed proofs of the right, recoverable by a patience that would not be exhausted, and an assiduity that would not be wearied. Hugh had faith in himself as well as in his cause. Two days more only were left to Hugh in his home. His preparations were completed, with the exception of a few of those little works which mother and sisters delight to perform for the loved ones. In these Augusta had sought to share, and she now sat, on a warm June aftx-r- noon, at an open window through which floated the mingled odors of rose and mignonette, embroidering the initials II. M. on some fine cambric handkerchiefs. On the other side of the low window, leaning on its sill, .stood Hugh, watching the taper fingers that moved so deftly 90 TWO PICTURES. in his service. As Augusta laid aside a handkerchief, Hugh lifted it, looked at the letters, and said, "I shall bring these baek with me, whatever else 1 lose, and how ever long I stay." " You have not told me yet how long that will probably be," " The law's delays, you know, are proverbial I go for six months, I may not return for two years." " Two years 1 Oh, Hugh ! And you can be so glad 1 " He bent down till the soft ringlets of her hair touched his cheek, and said, in those low, deep tones that bear a heart throb in every word, " Shall 1 tell you why 1 am glad ? " No answer came ; but he saw the lids that drooped over the half closed eyes quiver, he saw the crimson flush that mounted even to the white temples,, and he added, " Because I hope to be ten years nearer that home of which I have talked so often, and which you have promised to share. "W;ill you not repeat that promise, now that I am going so far away ? What! not a word! only say, 'Hugh, your home shall be mine.' " The trembling lips moved, but the words which had once been uttered so easily, would not come. That sweet silence, more eloquent than speech, was broken by another voice, and they both started and looked up, to see Captain Moray standing before them. " Let me answer for you, my child," he said, very gently, to Augusta. Her glance at him had shown her that even while speaking to her, he was looking at Hugh with an expression which she did not understand. She too turned to Hugh. He was still more unintelligible. Having risen from the careless attitude in which he had been leaning over her, he stood erect, drawn up to his full six feet of height, with his arms folded across his chest, TWO PICTURES. 91 while a smile, good-humored, yet with something defiant in it too, parted his lips, and shone in his eyes. The smile died away, however, as Captain Moray continued : " Tell Hugh he cannot expect that the woman should keep the promise made by the child, and that a beauty and an heiress would scarcely find her appropriate place in the home of a poor barrister." It was not Hugh, but Augusta who answered him, ve hemently, as if a feeling akin to indignation had restored the voice which excitement of another kind had taken from her. " I am neither a beauty nor an heiress," she said, " and I never made a promise to Hugh that I do not mean to keep." She was ready to die with shame the moment these words were spoken, so bold they seemed to her. Unable to. meet the looks of either father or son, she hastened from the parlor to her own room, locked her door, and gave vent to her mingled emotions in a burst of tears which had more of gladness than of sorrow in them. Hugh would have escaped too, but as he would have turned away, Captain Moray said, " Do not go away, Hugh ; it is necessary that we should understand each other on this subject." " I have no desire for any concealments from you, sir," said Hugh, overcoming his natural reluctance. He sprang in the window as he spoke, and placed himself at his father's side. For a moment they looked steadfastly and silently each in the other's face. In Hugh's was the strong resolu tion of unbroken, vigorous manhood, and the hope, which long repressed, had just burst into life a life fuller and more tenacious for the difficulties it had conquered. On Captain Moray's was the weariness of a long struggle which hope had ceased to cheer. In this very expression which hiight have seemed significant of defeat, lay his power over 92 TWO PICTURES. Hugh, and not over Hugh only, but over every one of ten der and generous heart that knew him. It would not have been so, had not all seen that the weariness was accom panied by no weakness ; that there was power unsubdued to struggle on, even though he felt that the struggle must end in defeat. Defeat is a wrong word, for such struggles know no defeat they conquer even in death. Those who have ceased to strike for success, whom hope has ceased to animate, are inspired by the nobler principle of duty, and crowns of victory which shall be immortal await the fol lowers of this " stern daughter of the voice of God." As he looked on Hugh, the habitual depression of Cap tain Moray's countenance deepened, and he turned aside with a heavy sigh. That sigh seemed to have wafted tons of weight to Hugh's heart. It sank like lead. He laid his hand on his father's shoulder and said, " What would you have me do, father ? " " Wait till I am gone, my son. It will not be long," was the despondent reply. " Father, I have waited till every demand of honor seemed satisfied ; surely when I can offer her an indepen dent home, there can be no reason why I should wait longer. She is now eighteen no longer a child." " It is not years that make us old, Hugh. You are older than your twenty -four years, and she she is a mere child what does she know what has she seen of life? And her uncle, Hugh ! You have told rne he was a proud man ; what plans for his beautiful heiress for the increase of his family wealth and influence through her, may you not be disappointing. Oh Hugh ! my son I my son ! " his voice broke a deep sob heaved his bosom, and rising hastily, he turned away to hide the emotion which he could not subdue. Brave old veteran ! His heart was ever tender as a woman's to another's woe, but never had TWO PICTURES. 93 Hugh seen him thus moved by any personal consideration. He looked toward him as he stood by another window, with his gray hairs, silvered less by age than sorrow, streaming on the breeze. Every hair seemed to Hugh to plead against him. lie approached, stood beside him and said again, " Father ! .only tell me what you wish. All that depends on me shall be done." " Only wait till I am gone, Hugh, and then do as your own ripened judgment shall dictate. I have nothing, Hugh, but honor. My life has been a failure in all else, but my honor I hoped to carry to my grave, unsullied by a sus picion. Let not Mr. Moray have it in his power to say, that after all he has done for us for us I say, Hugh, for what was done for you was done for us all let him not think that we have solicited him to let his niece make this her home while she was at the North, only that you might have a better opportunity of winning the heiress of his for tunes." ' ; Father ! Mr. Moray will not think so ; he is a just and generous man." ' The more careful should we be not to deal with him ungenerously, Hugh." Hugh turned away, and paced the room with slow, measured steps. The sacrifice was too great ; besides, was he not already committed to Augusta ? He came back to the window and said : " Father, is it not too late ? My cwn disappointment might be borne, but have I not already gone too far? Remember her own words; after such an avowal, is not my honor irrevocably bound ? " " Hugh, she is but a child ; it would be most ungener ous to her to fetter her by promises before she has seen enough of the world to know her own mind : wait, Hugh, you are both young enough ; Avait till she has the power to compare you with others ; wait till you have shown what 91 T\VO PICTURES. you are ; then, Hugh, perhaps you may win her uncle's consent as well as hers, and I I will not then stand in your way, if indeed I shall not before that have left a world to which I have been but a burden." " Oh, father ! use not such words ; I cannot bear them. I repeat, I will do just what you say. Shall I tell her what you have just said, and release her from her promise till I have a better right to claim it ? " " No, Hugh ; that would but be to bind her by a yet stronger bond ; no, you must say nothing, not so much as by looks, that shall show you are mindful of this hour. It may be that she will forget it, or that she will learn to think she gave a deeper significance to your words than you intended she should." " And can I leave her to such a doubt ? How base I shall seem in her eyes ! " " Better seem than be base," said Captain Moray, with emphasis. Hugh flushed and turned away again from his father ; when he returned, it was to say, " I cannot trust myself. I must wait a calmer moment to decide this question ; now it is impossible. The conversation of this afternoon is the first step in our intercourse not already confided to Mr. Moray and sanctioned by him ; but on a point of honor, no opinion could weigh with me as yours, sir only that I would think but it is needless to speak of that. How I am to meet her with such confusion in my mind, I know not. I must hasten my departure ; 1 will go to-morrow, and this evening, I will spend abroad. I have some papers at the office that I intended to send for ; I will go instead." Accordingly, when Augusta that evening entered the parlor where stood the tea table, the timid, furtive glance she cast around her, told her that Hugh was not there, and while she still hesitated whether to consider his absence as TWO PICTUKES. 95 a relief or a disappointment, the information came, like two galvanic shocks, rapidly succeeding each other, that he would not return till very late that evening, and that he must leave Elizabethtown for Boston at an early hour the next day. Excess marks one phase of man's weakness. To keep the unerring line, neither approaching too near that central truth that has arrested, and is, for the time, controlling us, nor to fly off beyond its influence this seems impossible. Most move around it in a zigzag course, delivering them selves to the force of counter attractions, till, startled by the distance to which they have been led, fear drives them back as far in the other direction, the passive slaves of impulse. A few strong spirits take their observation, mark their course and walk in it, though every step be planted on sharp thorns or burning coals. But even these rarely find the true mean. The calculations of selfishness, the gener ous determination to tread every selfish desire in the dust, alike mislead. To such natures as Hugh Moray's, the dan ger lay in the last direction. He feared the decisions which were in accordance with his wishes. This last night at home was a sleepless one to him. He reviewed every step of his intercourse with Augusta Moray. In the promise he had asked and obtained as a boy, no passion had entered ; it was dictated by the calm, yet earnest affection of a brother. He saw the loneliness of soul which, as she grew * o older, would weigh more heavily upon her in the home of her childhood. He knew, of course, that she could not share his home alone ; but, had the question of propriety been suggested to him, he would probably have answered, " Of course, when I have a home to myself, I shall either marry, or Esther will keep it for me. In either case, Augusta will be happier there, with society suited to her age, than she can be here, shut out from all the world except her uncle O TWO PICTURES. and his friends. I have no doubt Mr. Moray would readily consent to give her to us." Mrs. Moray's sarcastic suggestions first aroused other thoughts in his mind. They made his communication to Mr. Moray of what had passed, more difficult, but more essential. His stammering tongue and blushing face, cer tainly conveyed to Mr. Moray more than his words ex pressed ; yet he received the confession kindly, praised the honorable feeling which had prompted it, said he had no doubt Hugh, if he were diligent, would achieve an early independence, and as little doubt that he would use it hon orably, and there he left the subject. And Hugh, as his own feelings grew more deep and passionate, remembering that their germs had been already quickening in his heart when he had that conversation with Mr. Moray, overlooked the fact that they had not been expressed, and felt as if Mr. Moray's silence had given them his sanction, ever bearing in mind, nevertheless, that the sanction depended upon his suc cess. When he began to doubt that success would come to him, he had withdrawn from Augusta, that he might not be tempted to seek that which he felt was forbidden to him except on that condition. And when fortune had again dawned on him, the feeling to which he had refused indul gence, sprang into fuller life and more decided manifesta tion, for its temporary repression. Now, his father's sug gestions pressed painfully upon him. Had a stain indeed fallen upon his honor ? Had he indeed given occasion to Mr. Moray to suspect him of ingratitude to brand him, even in his thoughts, as a fortune hunter? Again and again he travelled over the past, to find an answer to these ques tions. The result was a decided negative up to that after noon ; but there a doubt intruded. The attainment, not the hope of success that was the condition, and then the con sent was only implied by Mr. Moray, or inferred by him- TWO PICTURES. 97 self; ought he not to have waited till he could have asked a confirmation of his inference from that gentleman himself, before he sought to create a deeper interest, or to win for himself a more assured hope ? He was afraid he had done wrong afraid that in the glow of his new-born happiness, he had become blind to all that opposed him. To fear to doubt was with Hugh Moray, even at this period of his life, only the precursor to a sterner resolve. He had not forgotten after those words whose remembered tone thrilled him even now he could not ignore that the bur den of silence he imposed upon his own heart, might weigh heavily upon another. That was the heaviest part of his trial, but at least she knew his wishes he would do nothing to remind her of them, but he could not unsay them, and if she had faith in him, all might yet be well, and hope would again have painted an enchanting vision ; but he turned away from it " he would not unsay them " so Hugh resolved, yet with the tendency to excess which we have before noted as an attendant of human weakness, the looks, the tones from which he had intended to banish passion only, leaving to them the warmth and light of friendship, became cold as death. The strong hand with which he constrained himself, if it did not altogether still the movements of his heart, at least so fettered them that they were not perceptible, and before the breakfast of that last day at home was over, each one of the little party at Captain Moray's, the captain himself excepted, was asking, " What can be the matter with Hugh that he is so distant to Augusta?" and Augusta herself, with a cheek now paling with sor row, now burning with a proud anger, was accusing herself of having disgusted him by unwomanly unreserve. The moments hastened on and brought the parting. Under any circumstances, how bitter parting is ! but how is its bitterness increased, when at that moment the shadow of an 98 TWO PICTURES. unsatisfied doubt rises between us and the friend who is about to pass beyond our vision, and our speech a moment more and the question which is now throbbing at our heart, bursting from our lips, must remain unbroken till till when ? it may be till the grave shall give up its dead. With some such thoughts as these swelling in her heart, burning in her cheek, and glittering like a fevered agony in her eye, Augusta stood waiting for that last clasp of the hand, that last word, that last look which should tell her all, or leave it untold forever. Hugh would not look toward her, yet he not only felt that she was there, but he believed that in some strange abnormal way, he saw every change of her color, every turn of her inquiring eye. With an almost mechanical movement, he approached his mother and received her parting embrace then in turn Esther and Lily threw themselves into his arms, and were held for a moment to his heart what he most dreaded could no longer be delayed he turned to Augusta, and held out silently, not venturing even to look upon her face, a hand which did not shake, though it was cold as marble. She touched it with fingers as cold and more tremulous than his he could not forbear lifting his eyes for one moment to those which were striving to pierce through the lids that so obstinately veiled his own. Their glances met, and revealed to each, for one flashing moment, the unuttered agony in the other's heart. Her pride gave way one sob struggled up from her heaving bosom the next moment he had caught her in his arms pressed her with passionate force to his throbbing heart touched her forehead with quivering lips . then releasing, as suddenly as he had embraced her, rushed from the room, leaving his father to follow at a more leis urely pace with the hat and gloves which he had left behind him. CHAPTER IV. M If to her share some female errors fall, Look on her face, and you'll forget them all." Rape of the Lock. " Damn with faint praise, assent with civil leer, And without sneering teach the rest to sneer." POPE'S Satires. " MAN walkcth in a vain show," saith the inspired teacher, and who has not proof of the saying's truth in him self? How peaceful and calm to the outward vision is the life, when deep down below the surface, storms are raging and volcanic fires are pouring out their scorching, searing lava ! Especially is it thus when the storms are raised, and the fires lighted by elements, whose existence we would gladly conceal even from ourselves. It has been said that shame entered our world as the companion of sin. It is true, and so did contrition, and both are the protest of what remains of the divine in the soul of man, against that loath some enemy. Sometimes, indeed, that protest is made most vehemently when the transgression has not been against God's laws, but against those enactments of society which vary with varying latitudes. Of such, according to some, are those emotions which wither the self-respect and cast gloom over the life of the young, and pure, and delicate woman, who suspects herself, or fears that she is suspected 100 TWO PICTURES. by others, of having given her heart unsought. But 'not so does it seem to us. Wo Relieve the instinct to be true which feels the natural, eternal propriety of the Paradisaical order ; that man should feel it is " not good to be alone" that he should desire and seek his " helpmeet," ere she be given to him. Those who teach otherwise, would denude young life of its most bewitching charm, and make it hard, and cold, and loveless, even when they do not make it foul and loathsome. Thank God for those instincts adverse to such teaching, which He has Himself implanted in the soul of woman ; thanks be to Him that they are so strong ; yea thanks even for the warning agony which defends them from too rude a touch ! Yet we deny not that earth-born emotion, the offspring of pride and passion, often infuses a bitterer element into this agony, and drives its iron deeper into the soul. Pure, delicate and sensitive Augusta Moray suffered that instinctive pang ; proud and passionate, her life was steeped in that greater bitterness. Exaggerated, certainly, was that suffering, for it is the characteristic of passion to exaggerate ; but she was conscious of causes for it which may not have been manifest in our narration. Her words had been few and simple, such as friendship and sisterly affection might dictate ; but she knew well what feeling, awakened by Hugh's tenderness, resisting Captain Moray's effort to repress it, had burned on her cheek, flashed from her eye, quivered on her lip, and given its thrilling intona tion to her voice, and she believed that her throbbing heart had been at that moment laid bare before both father and son, and had been met by the one with a coldness intended to repulse, and by the other with a compassion which hu miliated. Hugh's strange distance on the last morning he was at home, had planted a doubt, a fear, in her heart ; but, ere it grew to more, the agitated, impassioned tenderness TWO 101 of his parting plucked it out. Again, however, it had taken root and sprung up, and strengthened till the doubt had become conviction, and the fear, despair. Hugh was an excellent correspondent. Every steamer brought to his mother or to Esther, his most frequent correspondents, some expression of his tender memories of home. At first Augusta watched for these letters as one weary of the night watches for the dawning. " Surely," she said to herself, " he will send me some little word to assure rue that I too am, remembered ;" but nothing came, unless she could consider herself as one of " that dear circle of home," to which his loving remembrance was ever sent. As month after month passed away, and letter after letter arrived, kindling hope but to quench it, all the fire of Augusta's nature retreated to her heart, and left her manners cold and proud where Hugh or Hugh's family were concerned. " Augusta, come write a postscript to my letter to Hugh ; I hate to send him blank paper across the sea, and I cannot fill my sheet." It was Lily who spoke. " Excuse me I have nothing to say to him," was the careless answer^ as Augusta lifted her eyes for a moment from the book she held in her hand. " Nothing to say to Hugh ! and you have not seen him for six months J " cried the wondering Lily. " Well ! I must tell him that." " Do so, and you will find his only wonder to be that you should imagine I could have," and Augusta rose and left the room as if to escape a disagreeable subject. Mr. Moray did not come north till late in the autumn. When the summer vacation in her school began, Augusta, according to a promise given soon after Hugh's departure, went to Captain Moray's to await her uncle's coming. Slowly and heavily the month of July passed away, and 102 TWO PICTURES. early in August she gladly embraced, with her uncle's consent, a proposition made by Mrs. Charles Moray, to accompany her to Saratoga. Charlie went with them, lie was very popular and his mother scarcely less so. As for Augusta, her beauty created quite a sensation. Gentlemen gathered in the hall to see her pass in to dinner, waylaid her in her walks around the grounds, and contended for the honor of her hand in the ball room. And all this scarcely raised the color on her cheek, and certainly never caused her heart to beat more quickly. She was not only an acknowledged beauty, but also a reported heiress, and a word, or even a glance of encouragement, would have brought more than one captive to her feet ; but neither glance nor word ever came, and " Beautiful, but cold as ice," or " Beautiful, but proud as the devil," were the verdicts pronounced on her. At length, the ice seemed to thaw, the pride to bend, and the world wondered more as they saw to whom. Among Charlie's intimates at Saratoga was a young naval officer a midshipman, of course. One afternoon, as Charlie and Augusta were riding, he joined them. Soon afterward they saw him take off his hat and make one of his lowest bows to a slender, pale faced pedestrian. " Why, Sutton ! who is that to whom you do such rever ential homage ? " " Don't you know him ? " asked Sutton, laughing and coloring. " No ! I should have thought him a Commodore, but that he is too young : is he your chief the Secretary ? " " Oh, no ! " and Sutton laughed again as if half ashamed of what he had to say, " he is my chiefs chief the Secre tary's secretary." " I cannot see his claims to such a very low bow yet," said Charlie. " That is because you do not write yourself U. S. N. TWO PICTUKES. 103 Uncle Sam's Nigger ; that gentleman's good word will do more for me than the Secretary's." " How is that, Mr. Sutton ? " asked Augusta, as if the subject interested her. " Why, you know, Miss Moray, our Secretaries are changed with every new administration ; it is scarcely pos sible for them to master the details of the Department in four years, so they retain, as a matter of necessity, the under secretary of the previous administration, and also, as a mat ter of necessity, commit themselves wholly to his guidance in all minor matters. The President and Secretary may plan expeditions, but what ships shall be sent, who shall command them, and how they shall be officered, are ques tions decided by Mr. Saville ; and as these are the matters that influence our fortunes, he is the man to whom we pay our court. Ah, Miss Moray ! A few smiles from you, if you would deign to give them, would be as good as a squadron to any captain in the navy that you wanted par ticularly to recommend." " Mr. Saville can be won by lady's smiles, then ? " in quired Charlie. " When, like Miss Moray's, they can confer social dis tinction otherwise, I am afraid a box of cigars would be a safer investment." " I must ask you to introduce him to me," said Augusta. " Thank you, Miss Moray, for the permission to do so such an introduction will be a trump card to me." " So you are going to intrigue for a squadron for Uncle James," and Charlie laughed at the transparency of her mo tives. " Captain Moray should not need any one ' to intrigue ' for him pray excuse me, Miss Moray, for using Mr. Moray's word intrigue. There is not a better officer in the service or one more beloved." TWO PICTURES. Charlie looked at him with surprise. lie had been so accustomed to hear his mother speak in a depreciating tone of his uncle, that the ardor of young Button struck him strangely, especially as he saw his check glow and his eyes glisten. " Augusta saw it too. " You speak warmly, Mr. Sutton," she said, " do you know Captain Moray ? " " Know him ! I have sailed with him, Miss Moray. I cannot tell you all I owe to him, but this I will say, if every young officer had found as kind a friend, there would be fewer shipwrecked characters to disgrace our profession." That evening Mr. Saville was introduced to Miss Moray, and received in her most gracious manner, very much to the astonishment of Mrs. Charles Moray, who had not been present at the conversation we have just narrated. " Who is your friend, my dear ? " she asked, when Mr. Saville had left them, " he must have some extraordinary claims to your attention." " Don't believe it," said Charlie, " she expects to be paid for all her condescension." " Of course, in some coin or other, we all expect to be paid," retorted Augusta, gaily. " Admitted my question then is, in what coin do you expect payment ? " Augusta colored, laughed, and looked to Charlie for help. -^ " In coin stamped with a squadron, and lettered with Captain James Moray," said Charlie. " Are you sure it would be the best thing for him to place him in such a responsible and conspicuous position, my dear ? " asked Mrs. Morayfflh her softest voice, and with a smile of peculiar meaning flitting across her face. Augusta's face grew hot and her eyes flashed. TWO PICTURES. 105 " I am sure there is no position to which he would not do honor," she exclaimed. " I dare say Hugh will be pleased, if you succeed," and Mrs. Moray smiled again as she raised her eyes quickly to Augusta's face, " I know and care nothing about Hugh's pleasure," she exclaimed, warmly, with yet deepening color ; " if Hugh were out of the world as he is out of the question, it would not lessen my luve for Captain Moray, or my desire to serve him." " Indeed ! " it is a simple word " indeed " but its meanings are numberless. As spoken now by Mrs. Moray, and interpreted by a look, it forced Augusta to turn away, abashed, indignant, and scarcely able to repress her tears. Charlie did not understand his mother he seldom did but he saw that Augusta was displeased, or distressed. Either was an uncomfortable feeling, and Charlie did not like uncomfortable feelings for others or himself, so he came forward in her defence. " Augusta is quite right, and you would think so, if you could hear how Sutton speaks of my uncle and you can hear him, for he is just coming this way. Here, Sutton ! " he caught the young midshipman by the arm as he was passing, and drew him toward his mother, adding, " come and tell my mother what you told my cousin and me about Captain Moray." Sutton told her not only this but more. He seated himself beside Mrs. Moray, and with an eloquence which sprang from feeling, he told of the trials of a midshipman's life, of the mad longing to break away from the restraint and confinement of a ship, of the tempters which lie in wait for them in every port, just when idleness makes tempta tion most powerful. He acknowledged that lie had not .always been able to resist, that he had passed more than 106 TWO PICTURES. one night on shore with companions as young and as thoughtless as himself; that once twice Captain Moray had advised him with a father's faithfulness and almost a father's tenderness, sending for him to his cabin, that their interview might be private. At length, emboldened, as he blushingly confessed, by the very goodness which should have made him more afraid of wrong, he was guilty of such gross neglect of duty, that it demanded severer pun ishment. It was not withheld ; he was reprimanded in public. Exasperated, perhaps all the more because he was obliged to acknowledge to himself that the reprimand was well deserved, in a moment of passion he declared his deter mination to resign his warrant. The words once said, pride did not permit him to retract. With an aching heart he wrote the letter to the naval department containing his resignation. Etiquette required that this should be trans mitted through his commander, who must, of course, be acquainted with its contents. Here the tones and manner of the young man grew so earnest, that Augusta drew nearer, forgetting her fear of Mrs. Moray's raillery, in the interest he inspired. He continued, " From the moment I gave that letter, Mrs. Moray, my peace was gone. I had taken a step which would shut me out from the career I most ardently desired ; but this I could have borne ; it was the thoughts of my mother's sorrow I am a mother's boy her only boy, Miss Moray this was what wrung my heart, and but for my pride, would have made me entreat Captain Moray to restore the letter to me before it could have left the ship. A week passed, every day sinking me deeper and deeper in depression and humiliation. I strove hard to hinder it, but at length every defence gave way, and I no longer made an effort to conceal that 1 was*very wretched. Just at this time Captain Moray sent for me to his cabin. I supposed it was to tell me that my resignation TWO PICTURES. 107 was accepted. I was so faint when I reached the cabin that I could scarcely stand. He saw it, and made me take a chair. Imagine my delight when, taking a letter from his desk, he said, 'Mr. Sutton, here is your resignation. I would not forward what seemed to me to be written in the heat of passion, till I had given you time to think on it. Now, if you please, you may withdraw it; if not, I will send it by this day's mail.' Oh ! how happy I was, when I once more held that foolish letter in my hand, and how grateful I have ever since been to Captain Moray ! " " He is a very good-natured person," said Mrs. Moray, in a tone that grated as harshly on the nerves of Augusta as her " indeed " had done. It did not seem to please Mr. Sutton any better. He answered quickly, " He is the best hearted man in the world ; yet he is also one of the most decided and efficient officers in the service. His subordinates love, but they also fear him. For this reason it is that his ship is always well- disciplined. As to his men, they adore him ; you can hardly meet an old tar anywhere who has not some story to tell of his daring or of his humanity." " You are very kind, Mr. Sutton, to tell us all this," said Mrs. Moray, with a slight yawn, which might have escaped observation had she not raised her fan to hide it. " I thank you a thousand times over, Mr. Sutton," said Augusta, warmly ; " you must tell me some of those sto ries before we part. My uncle will be so glad to hear them." " My dear Augusta ! I am sorry to interrupt you, but really, you are treating Mr. Delamere quite rudely ;" the observation was in a whisper, but scarcely Talma himself understood the art of so modulating the voice as to produce the desired effect, better than did Mrs. Charles Moray. In the present case it was intended that Mr. Sutton should 108 TWO PICTURES. hear, and he and Augusta both started and turned. Mr. Delamere, to whom Augusta was engaged for the quadrille that was forming, stood waiting to lead her to it. The interruption did not prevent her hearing from Mr. Sutton before they parted many of those anecdotes which in every military service become traditional of favorite officers. These were all of Captain Moray. They told of his daring spirit, evinced when almost a boy in the search for pirates in the Gulf; how he had bearded Lafitte, the terror of all traders, in the fastnesses of his own island home ; and in spired such respect for his heroism, that he had not only come off unharmed, but had won courteous treatment, and succeeded in the object he sought ; how, when disease, from whose loathsome aspect all shrank appalled, made its appearance at an important naval depot, and all who could were finding excuses for getting away from it, he volun teered for the command, and though he was himself struck down and brought near to the grave, so long as he retained his senses, the comfort of the meanest sailor was his care, and his self-forgetful devotion to them, won a name which would fill a ship commanded by him with good seamen, sooner than all the press gangs in the world could do. It has been said that every woman is born an intrigante ; it is true, we believe, that few women are born without that nice sensitiveness from which proceeds the tact that wins its way to its object, through obstacles insurmountable to man's force. Without obtruding the subject upon Mr. Saville, Augusta managed that these anecdotes should reach his car, and without taking the attitude of a petitioner her* self, or suffering Captain Moray to appear at all, she had impressed him with the conviction that to advance the pro fessional interests of Captain Moray was the surest way to win her favor. His own vanity deceived him into another deduction, to which her manner would have led no one else TWO PICTURES. 109 that with such a card in his hand, he need not despair of winning, not her favor only, but herself and the fortune of which report gave a somewhat exaggerated account. " I will see about that," thought the shrewd Mr. Saville ; " investments in Southern property are not always safe there are apt to be as many debts as acres, or more." Really good-natured, rather liking his uncle, and feeling more proud of him since listening to Mr. Sutton's stories than he had ever expected to be, Charlie readily lent him self to her plans, and at her instigation, solicited Mr. Saville to let them see him at Elizabethtown on his way to Wash ington. And so they parted. It was October when Mr. Moray of St. Mary's arrived, lie brought startling news with him. Measures of the ut most importance to the South, and to the party with which he had ever been associated in politics, were to be acted on during this session of Congress, and he had been prevailed on to accept a seat in the National Senate. He had refused to take any active steps for his own election, but he had remained at home, at the request of his friends, till the elec tion of the State Legislature was passed, and the success of his own party in that, had made his appointment certain. He had already secured a furnished house in Washington, having made the journey to New York by land, and stopped a few days in the Capital for that purpose. It was here, as the acknowledged mistress of his house, that Augusta was to make her debut in society. " You will need some chaperone, of course," he said to her ; " I will invite either Mrs. Charles Moray, or, if you would prefer it, Hugh's elder sister, who seems to me staid enough and mature enough for the purpose." A few months before, and Augusta would have answered instantly, " Esther pray ask Esther ; " but now she hesU tated, colored, met her uncle's eyes, fancied some peculiar 110 TWO PICTURES. meaning in them, and said," Mrs. Charles Moray, if you please." " And her son ? of course we must invite him with her ; if Miss Moray were with us, I should ask Hugh to come to us as soon as he arrived, and he may arrive any day, as he writes me that there is only one missing link in the chain of evidence he is searching for, and he will not delay a day after the attainment of that." Mr. Moray paused, but Augusta seemed to consider the subject as settled. " Then I shall ask Mrs. Moray and Charlie ? " Mr. Moray said, in rather a questioning tone, fixing his eyes upon her, as he lingered by the table at which they had breakfasted together, and from which he had just risen. " If you please, sir," answered Augusta. Mr. Moray rested his searching eyes for a moment on her downcast, glowing face, then turned away with a smile that had in it more of bitterness than of mirth, repeating to himself, " Varium et mutabile semper focmina." That day he went to Elizabethtown, and the invitation to Mrs. Moray was given and accepted. Charlie was not at home. " Though I do not often venture to accept invitations for him he is so seldom disengaged this I can quite confidently answer, for I know he will be but too happy to come ; and I have so wished that he should go to Washing ton and hear the debates in Congress. Charlie has excellent talents for elocution, and I think when he settles down, he will take to public life so Washington will be a capital school for him." Mr. Moray was decidedly verging on the school of TWO PICTURES. Ill Democritus, for again a grim smile passed over his face. His words were few and simple. " I shall expect you both, then, to be ready to leave New York by the last week in this month. In the mean time, I have a favor to ask of you." " I am delighted to hear it ; pray let me know what it is." " To give Augusta the benefit of your taste in her prepa rations for her winter in Washington. She will have her own carriage, and be at the head of my establishment, and I wish her to enter into society with the distinction due to her name, and to her position as my acknowledged heiress." He had risen, hat in hand, prepared to make his adieus, but was arrested by a gentle sigh and the words, " Ah ! my poor Charlie ! " from Mrs. Moray. Neither sigh nor word rang true on Mr. Moray's ear, and there was a little impatience in the quick glance of inquiry which he threw at her. " I was afraid you would be angry," she said, depreca ting! y, " and I know Charlie would be desperately so, if he ever had reason to believe that I had betrayed his secret ; but I really think it is hardly fair to let you invite him to your house, without telling you that he is coveting, and may steal its richest ornament." " You mean he is in love with my niece," Mrs. Moray almost started to hear her euphuistic phrase translated into such plain, unmistakable language " but I do not see," Mr. Moray continued, " why he is to be pitied for this." " Not for this, certainly ; but because the position in which you are about to place her, must surround her with admirers, many of whom may have greater advantages than he of position and fortune to commend them to your favor." 112 TWO PICTURES. " I would rather marry her to one of my own name, than to the greatest fortune in Christendom." Mr. Moray's answer had been quick and decided. " You delight me then you will give your consent." " Let him win her's, and mine shall not be wanting. Good morning ! " " You have made rne perfectly happy. Tell dear Augusta I will be with her early to-morrow. Good morn- ing,! " " How easy it is to manage these men who think them selves invincible ! My only trouble will be with Augusta. But somebody said once he could move the world if he only had a fulcrum for his lever ; her pride is a good fulcrum, and I will soon find the lever." Such were the lady's thoughts as she turned away from this interview. Let us listen to the gentleman's as he walked toward Captain James Moray's. " Well ! so after all it is Charlie a fickle boy instead of that noble fellow, Hugh, whom Mortimer as well as I thought she preferred. I wish it had been Hugh ; but at least it will be a Moray, and I will do all I can to enable Hugh and his father to distinguish the name here, while I am building up for its representatives in the South, one of the largest landed estates in the country. It is little enough for a man's life-work the thing by which he is to be remembered ; but I have wasted so much time," with a heavy sigh, " this is all that is left to me." It was the first time that Mr. Hugh Moray and Captain Moray had met. There was a simplicity and frankness about the brave old officer, which at once won Mr. Moray's esteem, and touched his kindlier feelings. Hugh furnished them with a subject of common interest. When all had been said and heard on this subject, they grew silent. Sud denly, with almost startling abruptness, Mr. Moray ex- TWO PICTURES. 113 claimed, " You are now a post captain, I believe, Captain Moray ? " " Yes, poor 's death promoted me." " What command have you had since your promo* tion ? " " None there is little hope of a command for any one who has no interest in Washington." " Are they not obliged to employ you in your turn, when there is no charge against you at the dejpart- ment ? " Captain Moray smiled, threw back his head proudly and said, " There are some whose turns come very often. It is true they dare not positively overslaugh me, and put a younger officer into the regular line of service over me ; but the old favorites are sent again and again to commands, and the young favorites have special service created for them, while those who have grown gray in a life of hard service, who, for the sake of their wives and children, have clung like desperate men to the commissions which were their all, after hope and ambition had been both crushed out of them, doing the disagreeable duties from which the perfumed pets of the department shrink these " the veteran broke down, his voice was choked, and rising, he turned from Mr. Moray to the window, that he might hide the emotion of which he was ashamed. A moment after, returning to his seat, he said, " Excuse me ; this is a sub ject on which I cannot speak." Captain Moray had said that all ambition had been crushed out of him ; but it was the ambition of a heart at once noble and tender, under whose pent up fires his heart was agitated by such uncontrollable emotion. He knew that those he loved would care little for the privation that poverty brought, could .they only know that his name was honored as it deserved ; but that to thorn, as to him, it gave TWO PICTURES. a bitter pang to have the world receive the impression, which the slights of the Government could scarcely fail to give, that he was unworthy of any office of trust. Mr. Hugh Moray remained silent for several minutes after the Captain had reseated himself. To a stranger it might have seemed, from the outward quiet, that the agitation of the past moment had been forgotten, but to those who knew, him well, that very quiet, in Captain Moray, was a proof that he was struggling against a strong tide of feeling ; and to an accustomed ear, the quick tapping of Mr. Hugh Moray's fingers upon the arms of his chair, would have told that his mind was full of a thought which he found it diffi cult to express. Yet it was but a delicate scruple at as suming the position of superiority indicated in the power to help he who had been all his life an idler, to offer help to one who had so faithfully performed its duties. Think of it as he would, however, there was but one way, and he spoke out. " I am going to Washington as one of the Senators from Georgia. Tell me how I can serve you, and I will use all my influence in your behalf." " Thank you ! thank you, heartily, Mr. Moray ! All I want is service, and the more work the service brings, the better." " The Gulf, if I mistake not, will soon be our most im portant command," said Mr. Moray. " If we have war with Mexico, as everything seems to threaten, it would be," replied the Captain. " Suppose, in anticipation of it, you should apply for that command ; you are entitled to a squadron now." " I may apply, but I shall never obtain it." " I think you will ; try make your application I will soon be in Washington to back it. Perhaps it would be better if you made it in person." TWO PICTURES. 115 " Excuse me for interrupting you that would be im possible." However, it proved not to be impossible, for the very next day Captain Moray called to say that he had decided to go himself to Washington. An invitation was immedi ately given him by Mr. Hugh Moray, to consider his house as his home while he should be in the Capital. " Dear Captain Moray is coming to us in Washington, and I am so glad ! " said Augusta to Mrs. Charles Moray, that day, in the presence of her uncle. " I wish he were not so unstable," exclaimed her uncle, " with his impossible one day, and his readiness to go the next." The instability admitted of easy explanation, and Lily, proud always of Esther's good deeds, gave it to Augusta. " Esther has been working all summer," she said, " working for money writing little stories for a magazine, and copying for a lawyer one of Hugh's friends no one knew anything about it, except mamma, and she helped her to do it and now they have given the money to papa." " And does he know how it came ? Have they told him about Esther's working ? " " Oh, no ! We are afraid it would grieve papa to know that it was necessary so please do not let Aunt Charles hear it, or Charlie either." "And how does Captain Moray think the money came?" " Oh ! he thinks mamma saved it, you know," she con tinued, with a laugh ; " papa knows nothing about money, and then he has such confidence in mamma's powers, that he would not be at all surprised to find her performing miracles." " May I tell my uncle ? " " Yes, I should like him to know how clever and good Esther is." CHAPTER V. " There is what is called the highway to posts and honors, and there is a cro&i and by-way, which is much the shortest.' 1 ' L.v BKUYKRE. " PARIS is France," it has been said ; but Washington is not America. Washington lacks the most important of our social elements. It has, it may be, our best, it has certainly a fair proportion of our worst, but it lacks that middle class which bears up the one and keeps the other in subjection which fills the great space between the wise counsellor and devoted patriot, and the political adventurer and scheming speculator. It is in association with this class that the sen timent of expediency, which is disproportionately cultivated in political life, becomes subjected to the eternal and uni versal principles of right. Without it, it must be a strong man, indeed, who does not find himself in danger of rushing to the goal at which all are aiming by some short cut, when he believes that to preserve the straight path would be to see himself certainly distanced by more unscrupulous com petitors. As the diver must occasionally rise to the sur face and breathe the air, so must these sometimes leave the troubled waters of politics to breathe the purer air of our common life, and to receive the light of Heaven through a less refracting medium, if they would preserve their souls alive. TWO riCTUEES. 117 But not such was Washington in the eyes of our young heroine. Too proud not to be reserved and shy in the expres sion of feeling, there was in her nature a lofty enthusiasm suspected by few. To her, Washington was the seat of life whence the body politic drew its forces. The statesmen congregated there, were men who lived not for themselves, but for their country. It was still possible for her to pre serve such an illusion. Men yet stood too near the grand old fathers of our country not to desire to assume some like ness to them, if they had it not. They wore robes of the same fashion, if they moved less freely in them. Our Sen ate had not yet become a debating club for the discussion of abstract questions, a discussion for the most part con ducted with a puerility of thought, and a noisy declamation that would scarcely do honor to youths fresh from college, nor was our Representative chamber yet converted into an arena for pugilistic combats. Webster, Clay, Calhoun the triumvirate to which, it is to be feared, we shall long have to look back as to our last, were still living ; and as Augusta Moray gazed on the dark, melancholy eyes of the first, shadowed by that wonderful brow, or looked into the face of the second, where if prescient thought sometimes rose as a flitting cloud, it was chased away before the glow of the warm heart and the quick kindling fancy, or turned to the sharp angular lines and firmly compressed lips that marked the iron strength of the third, she felt that she stood in the midst of her dream's fulfilment. The session was one of peculiar interest. Great questions agitated the public mind, and were treated greatly. Two great parties, springing from the very foundations of our civil polity, strove for supremacy in our legislative halls. The one, looking into the depths of our colonial history, took its stand on the unquestionable truth that each State of the Union was sov ereign over herself, from which was drawn the corollary 118 TWO PICTURES. that she was as free to leave as she had been to enter the Union. The other contended that the present Constitution of these UNITED STATES defined the boundary of the powers of each State as well as of the great whole into which they had been voluntarily fused ; that to look behind that was such a resort to first principles or natural rights as is involved in revolution, and must be decided as revolution ever is, by the relative strength of the ruling and the revolting forces. Denying the premises, the first yet accepted the conclusion, reminding their antagonists that though there was no doubt of their numerical inferiority, it was not the first time in the world's history that a weaker party had stood opposed to a stronger, and supported by the determination to dare all, and, if necessary, to lose all, for a principle, had worn out the patience, even where they could not subdue the power of their antagonists, taking at last from their relaxing grasp what they might in vain have sought to wrest from their determined hold. On neither side was there any trickery, any bullying, any flimsy display of rhetorical power. All was grand as the subject for which they con tended, solemn as the doom to which they seemed ap proaching. In the Chief Magistrate of that time all saw the unflinching executor of the nation's will a man whose words were the sure prefigurements of his deeds. Their verdict must be carefully weighed, for it would be surely executed. In stern silence each sat to hear, to deliberate, to judge. The sharp logic and fiery vehemence of Hayne called up no angry flash, roused no personal vindictiveness ; and the deep tones of Webster found as ready an entrance to Southern as to Northern hearts, while in those powerful words which seemed the fit weapons of a nation's champion, his mighty mind swept away all that opposed it save that principle which lay embedded in the very deepest stratum TWO PICTURES. 119 of the life of his opponents, and which could not be torn away from them till feeling and life were extinct. It was in the capital and in the presence of these great men that Augusta best liked to find herself. We are afraid she did not always listen when men of more ordinary power occupied the floor the gallery was an excellent dreaming place at such times. But this was only one phase of her life at Washing ton. Under the chaperonage of Mrs. Charles Moray, and with the escort of Charlie and sometimes of her uncle, she went much into its gay society. Mr. Hugh Moray was fully aware of the power derived from social influence. It was with difficulty that his party had per suaded him to enter again into the cares of a public life ; but now that he was in the arena, he must succeed it was essential to his personal, and yet more to his family pride. It must not be through him that the name of Moray should be connected with failure so every means of influence was studied and seized with avidity. Augusta acquired new importance in his eyes, when he saw " grave and reverend seigniors " pause in their conversation to gaze admiringly upon her beautiful face, or to follow with their eyes the proud grace of her retreating form. " We are greatly indebted to you, Mr. Moray," said one of these, Mr. Mellen, of Virginia, on being presented to Augusta ; " you have shown that there is something in which the South cannot be surpassed." "Ah, Mr. Mellen ! " exclaimed Mrs. Moray, who stood near, " we shall riot permit you to claim Miss Moray as Southern property." " I heard it surmised, madam, that one of your family held her in mortgage ; but he cannot prevent us from claim ing her as Southern. What say you, Miss Moray ; do you not belong to us ? " fi 120 TWO PICTURES. " Certainly, sir ; I have been six years at school at the North, but the South is my home." Augusta spoke with a steady voice, though her face was dyed with a crimson, the source of which Mr. Mellen strangely misapprehended, as his rejoinder proved. " Forgive me, my dear young lady, for calling up your blushes I am sorry to see them, beautiful as they are, for I suppose they testify to the truth of Washington rumors, and so we cannot hope that the South will continue to be your home. I must not introduce my son to you, I see." This was said in a subdued tone to Augusta, then raising his voice he added, to Mrs. Moray, " At least, Mrs. Moray, we have furnished you with the material for the beautiful man ufacture, and of genuine Sea Island, too." There were some things in this conversation which grated harshly on the ears of Augusta Moray. She thought she must remonstrate with Mrs. Moray surely she could not be aware herself of the impression her words must make on those who heard her. Could she really mean to insinuate that she was engaged to Charlie, or or to any one else? Oh, no! it was impossible. She would prob ably laugh at the idea if it were suggested. Such were Au gusta's thoughts, and having come to such a conclusion, to speak of taking a bull by the horns, or of attacking a lion in his den, or any other of those actions which are the conver sational standard of difficulty, would have given a faint idea of the effort necessary on her part to approach Mrs. Moray on this subject. It was simply impossible. Captain Moray had been detained a few days after them. When he arrived, Mr. Hugh Moray announced his intention to give a dinner for the purpose of introducing him to the Secretary of the Navy, whom he had never seen out of his office, and to some influential Members of Congress. If Captain Moray could have remonstrated against this, he TWO PICTURES. 121 certainly would. The bold seaman, and hospitable and courteous entertainer on board his ship, was mastered on shore by a shy reserve, which forbade his finding much en joyment in the society of strangers. His reluctance, how ever, would not have been noticed had it not been forced into observation by Mrs. Charles Moray. " I hope you will not run away from Washington to-day as you did from Elizabethtown, to avoid Mr. Jackson's dinner," she said to him ; and if her playful manner hid a deeper meaning, neither the simple-hearted old captain nor his frank host suspected it. " Run away from a dinner ! That casts at once an im putation upon your courage and your appetite, Captain," exclaimed Mr. Hugh Moray. " I am obliged to plead guilty to it, sir ; but I will try to redeem myself in your opinion, by my gallant assault on your good cheer to-day." Too modest to explain that this reserve and avoidance of society on shore had originated in an indisposition to receive courtesies which his small pay did not permit him, without a disregard of prudence and even of justice, to return, the Captain left Mr. Hugh Moray, himself a lover of society, associating that taste with all that was manly, en ergetic and daring in character, with just such impressions as Mrs. Charles Moray had probably wished to produce. To Augusta, presiding for the first time on such an occasion, over her uncle's table, the dinner would have been as formidable an affair as to Captain Moray, had she been at liberty to think of herself; but, in truth, that Captain Moray should make a favorable impression, was to her a subject of much more anxious desire than that she should. He was seated on her uncle's left hand, Mr. M n, the Secretary, on his right, and before she left the table, she was gratified by seeing the open-hearted, kind old Secretary's 122 TWO PICTURES. handsome face expand with cordial smiles, as the conversa tion between them drew out traits of mingled shrewdness and simplicity from the gallant officer. The arrangement of guests at table had not quite satisfied Mrs. Charles Moray ; indeed, she had ventured to suggest playfully, that her place was the one assigned to the Secretary, who ought to have the post of honor at Augusta's right hand ; but the suggestion was overruled by Mr. Moray, who said that Augusta might need an occasional hint from Mrs. Moray, suppressing his most forcible reason for the present plan, which was that it brought the Captain and the Secretary together. " You have done me a great favor, sir, in introducing me to Captain Moray," said the Secretary, in shaking hands with Mr. Hugh Moray. " I like him ; I wish there were more such in the service." " I am very glad to hear you say so, Mr. M n ; I have an application to make to you in his behalf, this week, and I was sure you would receive it more kindly if you had seen him," replied Mr. Hugh Moray, as he accompa nied his guest to the door. They were alone ; for the Secretary was compelled to leave early for another engagement, while the remaining guests went from the dinner table to the drawing room, where they were met by others invited for the evening, ladies as well as gentlemen. Mr. Hugh Moray joined them with a somewhat cynical smile upon his lips, excited by the involuntary coldness which had shadowed the Secre tary's open, cordial manner, at the mention of an application. Among the guests of the evening was Mr. Saville, invited at the special request of Augusta, who introduced him to her uncle and to Captain Moray. Mindful of Mr. Sutton's instructions, she was nervously anxious that her gallant old friend should make a favorable impression upon TWO PICTURES. 123 this " chief of the chief/' and a little vexed to find that Cap tain Moray, though sufficiently courteous, as he would have been with her introduction to a coal-heaver, showed no particular empresscment in his reception of Mr. Saville. Following him to another part of the room, Augusta found an opportunity to say, " Mr. Saville, whom I just introduced to you, is the chief clerk in the Navy Department, sir." " I know he is, my dear ; I have heard of him before," was the quiet reply. " Mr. Sutton told me he could do a great deal more for the officers than the Secretary himself; at least, he said the Sec retary would not do anything without Mr. Saville's advice." " And did he tell you that the officers paid their court to Mr. Saville ? " This was said with a laugh, which made Augusta believe that he saw through her manoeuvring, and, with a laugh and a heightened color, she said, " I see I must pay the court for you, sir." Captain Moray turned his eyes in the direction of Mr. Saville, with an unusual intenseness of expression in them, then letting them fall on the glowing, sparkling face at his side, he said, taking her hand as he spoke, " Better not, my good child, better not ; it might be dangerous ; that is not a face to be trusted ; he is a young man still, and might presume." Augusta's only answer was a proud little motion of the head, which said, as plainly as possible, that such a degree of presumption could not be imagined. Captain Moray smiled. " I see I may trust you, my dear, not to compromise your own dignity or mine." " Indeed you may, sir ; but I shall get you a squadron notwithstanding," she added, as she moved gracefully and smilingly away. There was something peculiarly soft yet sparkling about 124 TWO PICTURES. Augusta this evening. The ice seemed to have molted. She was always dignified, but to-night the dignity was with out a touch of haughtiness. Mrs. Charles Moray was struck with the change now as she approached her, and said, " Augusta, you look as if you had found a treasure, and were willing to bestow a little of it on your neighbors. Pray do not forget me if it be so." Again the glow and the sparkle were on her face as she said, " My treasure is incommunicable, Mrs. Moray, and indeed I feel much more like asking alms to-night, than bestowing them." " You look like it," said Charlie, laughing ; " ' so pale, so sad, so woc-begone ' it moves my compassion ; what can I do for you ? " " Give me a cup of coffee, if you please." It was handed her from a waiter just passing, and she added, with an effort to look grave, " If every one would be as compas sionate, my wants would soon be supplied." A glance to Mr. Saville, who stood near, had drawn him within their circle. " Who would not be proud," he said, " of contributing to such an object ! May I supply the cake to the coffee ? " " Is that all, Mr. Saville 1 I hoped you would offer mo a fine frigate, if not a squadron." "A squadron let it be ; there is one trifling difficulty, however : you have no commission. How shall we get over that ? " " Oh ! easily enough ; I will get seme one who has a commission to command it for me." " Captain Moray, for instance." " Exactly ; how fortunate that he should happen to be here just at this time." "Then, for form's sake, he will receive the squadron, and for form's sake, the Secretary will give it ; but you TWO PICTURES. 125 and I will understand the matter, and you will know that the squadron is yours, and that I have given it."- " Of course, and I will be your debtor forever ; how shall I begin to repay you? Shall I promise to dance one quadrille with you every evening this winter ? " " Unfortunately, I do not dance ; but do not trouble yourself to devise means of payment. I like the thought of being your creditor." " You are very kind, and I have no more wants." " Where is your squadron to go ? " asked the laughing Charlie, and at once destroyed, by his tone of badinage, the feeling of reality which mingled with this trifling on. Augusta's part, at least. He was called away, and Mr. Saville, suddenly dropping his voice, and changing his tone to one of great earnestness, said, " Your friend, Captain Moray, may command my best services, Miss Moray.'* " Thank you, Mr. Saville, thank you a thousand times ; I shall indeed be your debtor, Mr. Saville." She spoke with a throbbing heart, and extended her hand, scarcely conscious of what she did. The pressure it received recalled her to herself. " Creditor debtor that bond may go farther yet," murmured Mr. Saville, as he pursued his way homeward that evening. " How glad Hugh will be when he comes 1 and he is coming ! I heard his father tell my uncle that he had arrived, and that he knew he %vould be impatient to accept his invitation ; " so much in words, then in that deep under current of thought, which she refused to shape into words, yet which had throbbed in her heart, lent its fire to her eyes, and its soft grace to her movements through all that evening, came the conviction, " He looked at me I am sure he looked at me as if I had something to do with Hugh's coming when he said it." 126 TWO PICTURES. Such were Augusta Moray's last waking thoughts that evening. Captain Moray's application for a squadron was made the next day. It was backed by influential friends, and the Secretary, having consulted with Mr. Saville, somewhat to Captain Moray's surprise, appointed him to the command of the squadron in the Gulf of Mexico. This was particu larly grateful to Captain Moray and his friends, as there seemed little doubt that war between Mexico and the United States was not very distant an event which would render the post one of peculiar difficulty, and therefore of peculiar honor. Mr. Hugh Moray expressed very warmly his sense of the Secretary's kindness in this appointment, and Augusta, perhaps with more reason, thanked Mr. Saville. Each accepted the thanks, without any attempt at disclaiming their agency in the favor bestowed. Captain Moray w r as no courtier, but he was a very exact disciplina rian. He could not condescend to fawn on Mr. Saville, but he was very respectful to his chief, the Secretary ; and really liking him, there mingled with his respect a cor diality which overcame his usual reserve. The consequence was that at every visit to the department, he gained ground with the Secretary, and lost it with Mr. Saville, who would have been ready to revoke his decision in his favor, had that been possible, or had he not felt himself rewarded by the smiling reception he was always sure of obtaining from the beautiful Miss Moray, whose smiles were the more valued because they fell not on all. In the mean time, while Cap tain Moray was losing favor with this potential individual, Mrs. Charles Moray was gaining it. Soon after the appoint ment of Captain Moray to his squadron, she seemed to be come suddenly aware of Mr. Saville's claims to considera tion, and treated him with such distinguishing respect that they soon came to stand upon somewhat intimate terms. TWO PICTURES. 127 " Really, Mr. Saville," she said on one occasion when they found themselves together at an evening entertainment, " we are all under great obligations to you, for your advo cacy of my brother-in-law's claims." " You owe me nothing, nothing at all, madam ; it was all the Secretary of course I have no power ; all I could do, and more, if it had been possible, I would have been happy to do for your beautiful niece." " Ah, Mr. Saville ! Now you have touched my only cause of dissatisfaction with you." Mrs. Moray kept her smiling eyes rivetted upon him. She was not surprised to see his eyes fall, and his face flush as he uttered the one word, " Madam ! " " Can you wonder at it, Mr. Saville ? but I forget you do not know my reasons. See her," she continued,, directing his attention to Augusta, who was just passing them, lean ing on the arm of Captain Moray, who, much against his own inclinations, had been induced by her persuasions to accompany her to this soiree, dressed in the uniform of his rank, which he rarely wore except when acting officially ; " now, Mr. Saville, can I help wishing to secure her for my daughter ? " " It is a very natural wish, madam ; but pardon me if I say you cannot very much blame others if they wish to secure her not exactly as a daughter," and Mr. Saville smiled his most insinuating smile. " Not at all riot at all, Mr. Saville ; but to give one competitor such advantages over all the rest as you have just given to Captain Moray's son, is a little annoying, to say the least it almost throws the game into his hands, sir." Mrs. Moray spoke in lowered tones, yet with such play ful grace that her words might pass for jest or earnest, as her hearer pleased. Mr. Saville seemed quite disposed to take her in earnest. 128 TWO FICTUBES. " Captain Moray's son I I was not aware he had a son." " Nevertheless, he has a son a very decided son, Mr. Saville ; a son whom it is impossible to ignore and mistake, as you will feel when you have seen him. The only ele ment of success in this suit which he appeared to lack, was a position and prospects that would recommend him to Mr. Moray. These, I think, you have done much to furnish him with." " By helping to give his father a squadron ? you do not think he would marry upon a clerkship that is all which his father can give him." " His father can give him nothing which he would take he is a lawyer with very fair prospects in truth but we are proud, we Morays, Mr. Saville ; and Hugh would not say to Mr. Moray, ' Give me your niece,' till success was in his possession, not in prospect only I see I see what you are going to say but hear me out : it is true, as you have said, that Hugh is not personally advanced by your efforts ; but if Captain Moray should prove a successful commander, and there is little doubt he will, for he is a man of excellent judgment and undoubted bravery, the prestige of his hon ors will extend to all his family at least in Mr. Moray's consideration." " But I think you are needlessly alarming yourself and me, madam, after all. The young man will hardly feel that he has a right to wear his father's laurels, whatever Mr. Moray may do ; and if I understand aright, the difficulty is that he will not seek till he is more assured himself of his position." " Yes ; but, Mr. Saville, a humbler man might be en couraged into confidence, and Mr. Moray," she glanced around and dropped her voice yet lower, u with him, family name is the first consideration ; he cares for nothing so much TWO PICTURES. 129 as continuing the old name in connection with his splendid estate, except the making that name famous ; now, if Captain Moray does the last, and he will if there should be a war while he commands, Mr. Moray will desire Hugh above all others for his heir, and he will find no difficulty in making him understand that he does ; and I shall lose my daughter and you your what shall I say ? " Again her voice was light and playful she was con scious it had become gravely earnest. " Will you not walk ? " asked Augusta, pausing as she passed again with Captain Moray ; " Mr. Saville must be very entertaining ; I never knew you a fixture before." " Poor Mr. Saville ! he has been very good, and I have been entertaining him with eulogies on my own family, be ginning with our Commodore here. Oh, Mr. Saville ! I am really ashamed of myself, but the truth is, I am as very a Moray as my friend the Senator himself." " You could scarcely have chosen a subject which would have interested me more, madam ; will you walk now ? " he rose and offered his arm. " No I will reward you for your patience Augusta, my love, will you walk with Mr. Saville and let me have my brother's arm ? " The Commodore was perhaps the least satisfied person in this arrangement, but he was one of those who could never demur at any proposal made by a woman, so he sub mitted to the exchange of companions with what grace he could. " Mrs. Moray has been introducing me to another mem ber of your family, a son of Captain Moray, of whom she speaks very highly." He watched Augusta as he spoke, and saw the quick fall of her eyes till their dark fringe seemed to sweep her flush- 130 TWO PICTURES. ing cheek ; but she said nothing, and he determined to try her still farther. " You are acquainted with him, of course," he said ; " is he really so noble as she represents ? " Augusta could not remain silent to so direct a ques tion, but there was a tremor in her voice which showed the effort she was making as she answered, " I know not how Mrs. Moray represented him ; but of his nobleness of na ture she could not have said too much." Mr. Saville almost fancied he felt the reflection from her burning cheek upon his own, as he bent toward her. He was satisfied. " I will take care that our new commodore reaps little glory from his command ; she loves that man, but she is as proud as Lucifer, notwithstanding all her softness. She will all the sooner be won by another if she fancy herself neglected by him, which she will be sure to do, if, as Mrs. Moray thinks, he can be kept from proposing to her by doubts of his position. Her daughter ! She will never marry that brainless fellow I am not afraid of him." Such were Mr. Saville's evening meditations on this occasion. Augusta's were expressed in one intense heart- cry, " When will Hugh come ? " The two who rose earliest in Mr. Moray's house were Augusta and himself. Captain, or Commodore Moray, as ac cording to usage in the American navy, he was called since he had obtained his squadron, had the self-indulgent habits in this respect common to most seamen when on shore, and Mrs. Moray and Charlie were self-indulgent everywhere and at all times. The morning after the soiree mentioned above, at seven o'clock, Augusta entered the little room where her uncle usually wrote and read, and where the morning papers were always left. Expecting to find Mr. Moray there, she came to ask if he would come into the TWO PICTURES. 131 breakfast room and take his coffee with her. It was a sunny room, and, what with the sun shining through the crimson curtains of its one window, and the glow of the coal fire casting its reflection on the bright steel bars of the grate, it seemed on this especial morning to be all alight. The door had been left ajar, and Augusta, treading with velvet slippers on the thick carpet, entered noiselessly. A gentle man was seated beside the table, writing. His face was turned away from her, yet by a sudden light that flashed to her eyes, and the crimson that rushed over cheek and brow, it was evident that Augusta was at no loss respecting his identity. No one who looked in her face could doubt that she was glad, very glad ; yet there was a wavering in her movements, a sudden dropping of the clasped hands lifted in joyful surprise, a poise of the body, which seemed to speak rather of retreat than advance, when Hugh, though he could have heard no sound, seemed suddenly to become aware of her presence, and, starting from his chair, ap proached her with outstretched hands, and the one word, " Augusta ! " uttered in a tone that said as plainly as any words could have done, " I love you dearly," and " I am rejoiced to meet you again." One flashing glance from her eyes, a deepening flush, a half smile, were Augusta's only answer. Hugh lifted the still clasped hands which he had taken in his, to his lips. Just then her uncle's voice was heard at the door of the room giving an order to a servant, and, springing from the detaining hand, Augusta escaped from the room, passing Mr. Moray, who was entering, without a word. " Where are you going, Augusta ? Is breakfast ready ? " he called, turning and following her across the next room. " Yes, sir ; will you come ? " The answer was given with- out pausing or turning around. " Very extraordinary," thought Mr. Hugh Moray, who 132 TWO PICTURES. was somewhat punctilious on the subject of deference from the young to the old. And while he turned back to invite Hugh to come and take his breakfast with him, Augusta went on to the break fast room with face and heart all in a glow. Where was the coldness gone now 1 it had fled with the doubt and fear and mistrust for which, if she thought of them at all, she was ready to reproach herself at this moment so bitterly. " Doubt Hugh good, true-hearted Hugh ? How could she have done so ? He was too brave and resolute as well as too true, to profess anything he did not feel she should never forgive herself for having doubted him." Such were the thoughts that floated through her mind, while, hardly knowing what she did, she managed, with the aid of the waiter, to pour out coffee for her uncle and Hugh, with only the mistake of putting into one cup all the sugar intended for both. Mr. Moray was particular in the matter of coffee, and he called sharply to Gib to give him some coffee ; what he had, he declared, was syrup. The color on Augusta's cheek deepened and, with a little touch of consciousness, she turned her eyes inquiringly to Hugh ; but they fell in a moment before the smiling glance that met them. "I am afraid that your coffee" she began, stammer- Mglfr. " My coffee is excellent," he hastened to say, " but I will take a little sugar," extending his cup and saucer to her, and continuing to hold it to the manifest disapproval of Gib, who had offered to take it. " I have not lost my boyish taste for sugar, you perceive ; " he added, smilingly, as he withdrew it at length, becoming conscious that several lumps of sugar had been dropped into it while he was try ing to gain a look from the eyes too steadily intent ap parently upon the task of sugaring, to lift themselves from the cup. TWO PICTURES. 133 " I must have had all yours as well as my own," said Mr. Moray, innocently, as he watched this operation. " And so, Hugh, you have succeeded in the object of your journey ? " began Mr. Moray when these important prelimi naries had been settled. " So entirely, sir, that I think our case will be won by a simple recapitulation of testimony." " I heard you spoken of very handsomely the other day by a New York lawyer, whom I happened to meet at a din ner. He said that the resources you had shown in your search after testimony, and the acumen in testing it when obtained, had gained you a position in your profession which you must have been years in acquiring in the usual course of affairs at home ; he talked of your having had several partnerships offered you is that true ? " " It is. I have accepted an offer from Mr. Holton, to whose kind interest I was indebted for the appointment." " You have done well, Hugh I congratulate you. Mr. Holton is one of the first lawyers in the land. A partner ship with him ensures your reputation and your success." " He is most kind and generous," said Hugh, thought fully. " How long can he spare you to us, Hugh ? " " I have not entered on the business of the office yet, Mr. Moray ; and as the courts are not sitting at present, I have told Mr. Holton that I should be absent two weeks perhaps three if my father require me so long." There was a smile in his eyes, as he pronounced the last words, which, as Augusta met it in one hasty glance, seemed to her to say that this was not the only contingency in which he might be induced to extend his visit to three weeks at least so the sudden drooping of her eye and flush ing of her cheeks would intimate. " How do you like your father's appointment, Hugh ? " asked Mr. Moray. TWO PICTURES. " Very much, sir ; nothing could be better if the depart- ment only acts fairly by him and gives him, with the appoint ment, the means of holding it honorably." "They cannot help it, Hugh they cannot help it the public would hold them responsible for failure ; besides, the Secretary is very friendly to your father." " Sincerely so, I doubt not, sir ; but secretaries are not omniscient they must trust much to their agents their four years of power scarcely sufficing to give them any in sight into the details of their office, and it would be ex travagant to expect that their agents should be always high-toned men, incapable of being warped in their judg ments by selfish influences." " But, Hugh," said Augusta, quickly, yet with a little timidity of manner, very unusual but very becoming to her, "Mr. Saville has promised to do everything he can for your father." u To whom did he make this promise ? " inquired Hugh. " To me," Augusta answered. . "To you!" exclaimed Hugh, surprised and not alto gether pleased ; then, trying to speak lightly, " It is danger ous for a lady to incur obligations and if I have heard aright, Mr. Haville is not one to be satisfied without a quid for his quo" " But indeed, Hugh, the officers all say that you can get nothing at the department unless Mr. Saville stands your friend, and they think that he did help your father very much." " I have little doubt of it, if you condescended to ask his help," said Hugh, trying to smile, yet evidently unable to chase away the shadow from his brow. Just then Gib was called out, and returned to announce a gentleman who \vished to see Mr. Moray. " Sit still, Hugh," said Mr. Moray, as he rose to leave TWO PICTURES. 135 the room, " I may return in a few minutes, and if I do not, your father will soon be here." Hugh reseated himself silently. Augusta lifted her eyes to his face the shadow was still there. " Hugh," she said, with a little tremor in her voice, " you think I did wrong to speak to Mr. Saville ? " " Wrong ! I think you did what was most kind, most generous ; but, dear Augusta " there was a touch of tender ness in his voice as he pronounced those simple words, which made her heart thrill, ani bowed her head yet lower, " do you not know that it is just where their generous im pulses come into play, that your sex are in most danger cf committing themselves ? " There was a little flash from Augusta's eyes, quite different in character from the humid light that had lately filled them, as she said, " You need not fear for me ; Mr. Saville will hardly presume upon anything I have said or done." Hugh shook his head, yet he gave her a smiling and ad miring glance, as he replied, " Ah ! it is impossible for you to tell how presuming men are." There was a pretty daring in her manner as she smiled back at him, and exclaimed, " I would take the risk again for the prize to get the commodore another squadron when he wants one." " Wait a while see first that this does not prove one of the devil's gifts." " One of the devil's gifts f I do not understand you," said Augusta, slowly. " You are not read in necromancy, I am afraid. Have you never heard that when a poor man was at the lowest, the devil sometimes appeared to him and offered gold, which, if he accepted it, always brought to him more ter rible evils than any he had yet known 1 ? " " Oh, Hugh ! How could you say that ? but it is im- 136 TWO PICTURES. possible he cannot harm him I will not believe it ; " yet her color faded perceptibly. " Do not believe it," Hugh hastened to say, " indeed, the same old tales assure us that if the gift passed through a pure hand before it reached the poor man, it lost its evil properties ; no there is no danger for my father." " A very comfortable conclusion, Master Hugh," ex claimed the old Commodore, who had entered just in time to hear the last words ; " pray, have you brought a suit of armor from Europe proof against Mexican balls ? " Hugh had risen to meet his father, and while he gave and received a greeting so glad and affectionate, that in one less manly and self-possessed, it might have seemed boyish, he said, laughingly, " I shall leave you to face the Mexican balls as you may, sir ; my armor is only proof against at tacks at home." " In general, by far the most dangerous. But I really believe, Hugh, they are going to do the right thing this time ; they have given me the Congress for my flag-ship ; she is a noble frigate you must go on board to-day with me. We shall drop down to Norfolk in a few days to take in the remainder of our crew, and while they are being shipped, I shall spend a few last days at home." While saying this, the old Commodore had bent over Augusta, and laying his hand on her dark, glossy hair, had touched her glowing cheek with the fatherly salutation she was accustomed each morning to receive from him. Scarce ly had he seated himself at table, when Mrs. Moray entered, followed soon after by Charlie, and the conversation be came more general, and, Augusta thought, less interesting ; it was interrupted suddenly by Mrs. Charles Moray, who, pushing her chair back and rising quickly, exclaimed, " Wo ought to be ready, Augusta ; you know Mr. Mellen and hit, daughter are to call for us this morning on their way to TWO PICTURES. 137 the Senate. Hugh, do you go with us ? If you do, you must go trebly armed, or you will be compelled to sur* render to the fair Virginian." " Has Charlie found her so irresistible ? " asked Hugh. " Oh ! Charlie is out of the question ; he, long ago, was made captive by another," by whom, her glance sufficiently intimated. " I am equally safe, and for the same reason," said Hugh, significantly. Mrs. Moray looked surprised, and, for once in her life, the look was the true reflex of her feeling she was sur prised ; not surprised at the attachment which Hugh's words intimated that had long been no secret to her but at the acknowledgment of it. A few skilful questions to the unsuspicious Commodore, had made her au fait, as she believed, of all that both he and Hugh felt on this subject. She glanced at him now, expecting to see surprise and dis approbation in his face ; but no, he was smiling broadly in Hugh's face. What could it mean ? She was resolved to discover, and she did. " So Hugh has made up his mind to pocket all the hon orable scruples of which you talked so eloquently, and win the heiress if he can ? " she said to Commodore Moray when next she saw him alone. " Oh, no ! Hugh's pocket was not capacious enough for my scruples, though it might have disposed of his own Mr. Moray himself demolished them." " Demolished them ! I am curious to know how ; pray tell me that is if there is no secret involved ; you know I never pretend to keep a secret." " And I never have a secret to keep the whole thing was as simple and open as day. When Mr. Moray talked of inviting Hugh, I could not let him do it without telling him what Hugh felt, and what had passed between us on 138 TWO PICTURES. tliis subject ; and so, as I told you, he demolished all my scruples, declaring that it was the very thing of all others he wished." " And does the lady herself know all this ? " asked Mrs. Moray, endeavoring, not very successfully, to assume an indifferent tone. " Oh no ! of course not ; Hugh is very desirous that she should not even suspect it, so it must be a secret from her, at least," " The timidity of love, I suppose," she suggested, with a sneer. Timidity was a word the veteran particularly disliked, and he answered, " Well ! I should not be disposed to think it was timidity of any kind with Hugh. I don't think he knows much of that feeling ; but then, every man, in such affairs, likes to tell his own story in his own way, and at his own time." " I should think he would be in some hurry to tell it, seeing how many rivals he is likely to have here, unless he is pretty sure of his ground." " I don't think he has great reason to be in apprehension about it, do you ? " The open, kindly smile with which this was asked, might have charmed away any demon less obsti nate than envy. Two weeks of Hugh's visit passed rapidly and happily away. Commodore Moray's ship lay off the Portsmouth Navy Yard. He himself had returned home for those last, few, precious days into which the sweetness of years seemed to be distilled. Precious in succeeding years, was the memory of these days to those who loved him. They were as a glowing twilight between a dull, lowering day, and the blackness of night. Hugh lost these pleasant days. He still remained in Washington. He hoped, as he said, to be able to remain TWO PICTURES. 139 till his father should actually sail ; and again Augusta's cheeks glowed, and her pulses beat more rapidly as she asked herself, " What keeps Hugh ? Why did he not go home with his father ? " These were questions to which Hugh only waited an opportunity to furnish an answer. He had sought this opportunity daily during the last week of his stay, but had been always baffled by the superior tactics of Mrs. Moray. When Hugh first suspected her design, he smiled derisively and repeated to himself, " Where there's a will there's a way ; I can bide my time ; " but he found before the week was past, that his will was not all-powerful, nor his patience inexhaustible. Let us record the trials to which he was subjected in one day the last day, as it proved, that he was at this time to pass in Washington. " It is a very pleasant day, and there is nothing espe cially interesting in prospect at the Capitol this morning ; may I hope that you will fulfil your promise of* making me better acquainted with Washington and its environs ? " Hugh asked Augusta, as he took his seat at the breakfast table on his return from an early walk. Mrs. Moray, who had become an early riser, was present. " If my uncle can spare the carriage this morning," answered Augusta, glancing at her uncle, and speaking with a little more hesitation than so natural a proposition seemed to account for. " Certainly," said Mr. Moray ; " I will only drive to the Senate and send it back to you. I had a severe vertigo yesterday when walking, and my head is still a little con fused, or I should prefer walking. I shall not want it more than fifteen minutes, however." " Do not hurry yourself, uncle ; I shall not be ready in less than half an hour," said Augusta. " Might I ask you, my dear," said Mrs. Moray, as soon 14:0 TWO PICTURES. as the door had closed behind Mr. Moray, " to go a very little out of your way, to put me down at the house of my poor invalid friend, Miss Drayton? as you will be engaged all the morning, it will be just the time for me to make her a long, quiet visit." Of course there could be no dissent from such a pro posal, and soon Mrs. Moray, Augusta, and Hugh, entered the pleasant, roomy, open carriage, and were borne by a pair of spirited horses, in a few minutes, to Miss Drayton's door. It was one of those balmy days in winter, when the stern old tyrant seems to have yielded to the blandishments of spring, who has twined her flowers around his crown and sceptre, and melted the icicles from his beard, and the snows from his garments by her odorous breath. At Miss Drayton's, Mrs. Moray descended from the carriage, but paused a moment on the step to say, " Will you wait one moment, that I may see whether she can receive me," then glided into the house. Five ten minutes passed away, during which the coachman held in his impatient horses with difficulty, and Hugh, more impatient even than they, watched the door and the windows for some signal that should set them free. At length, the door opened, and he turned his eyes eagerly thither. Mrs. Moray appeared in the open doorway, but not unaccompanied. Beside her was a lady who appeared about thirty -five, perhaps forty years of age. Her face was destitute of every tinge of color not only the cheeks over which her dark hair was plainly folded, but the very lips were pale. In spite of this, the face was beautiful, from its indescribable sweetness of ex pression. " My dear Augusta," cried Mrs. Moray, " I have pre vailed on Miss Drayton to take a drive with you this pleasant morning. I told her that I knew it would give you pleasure to take her." TWO PICTURES. 141 " I could readily believe anything kind of Miss Moray, from the report given me of her by my niece, Annie Mel- len," was said in a tone so gentle, that it would have breathed peace, as Augusta thought, into stormier hearts than any there that morning. With a little glance at Hugh, perhaps with a little sigh of disappointment at losing the pleasure of that long tete-d,- lete drive, with its longed for, yet dreaded disclosures ; with an inconsistency which every woman will understand, Augusta turned to welcome Miss Dray ton with her most cordial manner, a manner which was entirely free from the pride she sometimes exhibited. Hugh did not so quickly recover himself; he was courteous, but silent at first, and by no means sympathetic. It was impossible, however, long to retain his coldness to one so gentle and unobtrusive, yet so intelligent and well-informed as Miss Drayton. He was first won to listen ; the hard lines of his face relaxed, he replied by a smile to Augusta's glance appealing for sym pathy with her pleasure, and at last found that she had sunk into silence, while he and Miss Drayton were in the full flow of talk, narrating incidents of European travel, sketch ing points of scenery, or commenting on national character istics ; for Miss Drayton too had been abroad. It was a triumph indeed to have made one's self an agreeable com panion under such circumstances, and we have no doubt Miss Drayton enjoyed it. Gifted with the most delicate tact, she had seen in a moment that Mrs. Moray's blan dishments and irresistible persuasions had made her one of a party in which she was completely de trop. It was seen too late, however, to retreat with dignity. Under such cir cumstances, a selfish woman would have made the drive painful to herself and her companions, by a cold and super cilious tone ; but it was a principle with Miss Drayton to add as much as possible to the sum of human happiness in 142 TWO PICTURES. little things as in great. There are some who reserve their powers for great occasions. Miss Drayton was eminently practical. She knew that she would rarely have opportuni ties of " binding up a broken heart," or, " ministering to a mind diseased ; " but that every day, perhaps every hour, she might dissipate the threatening clouds of temper, and call back the light of cheerfulness to a face shadowed by care, by only cultivating the habit of studying rather to please others than to win pleasure for herself. In the present instance, trusting to the generous nature of youth, she began by letting her companions see in a simple, quiet way, how much enjoyment she was deriving from what had cost them some sacrifice of pleasure, and the result proved how true was her judgment. The drive which had begun so unpromisingly, ended with a cordial feeling of admira tion and interest between Miss Drayton and her young friends, for friends they had become. But Hugh's trials were not yet past. As the door was opened to admit Miss Drayton, a more youthful form and face issued from it. It was that of the young and animated daughter of Mr. Mellen. Annie Mellon was a warm hearted child of nature. Just seventeen, and educated in her own paternal home in Virginia, she had seen even less of the world than Augusta Moray. In her whole style of character and manner, there was less depth, less power than in Augusta. She had not the slightest claim to be called beautiful, yet there was a charm in her bright fresh face, a charm in her simple, natural manner, and yet more in the glow of feeling which accompanied all she said and did. She had felt for Augusta from the first hour they met, one of those enthusiastic, devoted friendships, not {infrequently awakened in young girls toward those somewhat older, and somewhat more richly endowed than themselves ; a friend ship repaid by Augusta with more of interest and regard TWO PICTURES. : than any of the acquaintances she had made in Washington had attracted from her. " Augusta," said Annie, passing her aunt and Hugh, jind coming toward the carriage quickly, " Mrs. Moray invited me to lunch with you, and said you would take me home with you in the carriage, when you brought Aunt Lizzie back." " Certainly, Annie," said Augusta, cheerfully, " come in." But again Hugh's glance seemed to Miss Dray ton not quite so cordial. She hesitated a moment whether she should recall Annie ; but, besides that it would be a great dis appointment to Annie, she could think of no good reason to give Augusta, so she contented herself with bending for ward as Hugh was about to leave her, and saying in an undertone, " Persuade Miss Moray to make me a visit to morrow morning, and come with her yourself, Mr. Moray ; my quiet room is an admirable place for a tete a tete, and you will find me a most accommodating hostess." Both laughed, but Hugh gave her another clasp of the hand, which told that her conjecture was right, and that he was grateful for her sympathy. Annie Mellen remained not only to luncheon, but to dinner. The interval between these repasts was filled up with the reception of visitors. Hugh, while he remained in the house, devoted himself to Annie Mellen. Their gay chit-chat attracted Augusta's attention more than once from visitors who were less agreeable to her. She knew not that Annie's bright, cheery tones were conveying to Hugh's intently listening ear more of her Washington life than he could have obtained from herself in a much longer time ; she only saw .that he was unusually interested, and felt toward her who had excited that interest, a little touch of envy, not of jealousy 5 she knew Hugh too well to fear any 144 TWO PICTURES. rivalry from an acquaintance of a day. His, she knew, was not a heart to be won so easily. After dinner, the ladies withdrew to prepare for a ball at the house of the Russian Minister. This was the ball of the season in Washington ; nothing was wanting to majie the scene attractive, which wealth, guided by taste, could fur nish. All the greenhouses of the city or of its environs had been stripped to supply the orange and lemon trees that made the halls and staircases a bower of fragrance and beauty. Every doorway was wreathed with rare and costly flowers, every mantle shelf or console was a miniature gar den, where, from beds of soft greon moss, rose flowers, sometimes of purest white, without mixture of any color, sometimes of the most rich and brilliant and varied tints in nature ; pansies of purple and gold, scarlet verbenas, many- colored orchids, camellias and azalias of every shade, from the most delicate pink to the deepest crimson. Through this scene of enchantment moved the young and beautiful hostess, fit dweller in such a temple. Beautiful as she was, with that riant, sparkling beauty whose charm is felt by the most insensible, she dazzled no less by the brilliancy of her dress, its exquisite arrangement of graceful drapery and harmonious coloring, and the diamonds which, like mimic suns, flashed their rays as she moved. Yet there was ono moment that evening when all around her felt that there was a beauty which, without these adventitious aids, could throw hers into the shade. Mr. Moray would have desired always to see his niece magnificently attired. He had pre sented her with valuable jewels, among which were com plete sets of pearls and of diamonds. But Augusta's better taste taught her that the fresh loveliness of youth needed not those ornaments, and she wore them only to gratify hi-r uncle. This evening she had followed in her toilette the. suggestions of her own taste, it may be, not without some TWO PICTURES. 145 conviction that it accorded with Hugh's, and as she stood for a few minutes beside her beautiful hostess, even Mr. Moray was satisfied with the result. Her dress, of spot less white, fell in soft folds, rich and glossy, to the feet, not below them for according to the fashion of the day, although it swept the carpet behind her, it left visible in front the satin slippers, and even the arched instep. Lace of the most exquisite Point d'Angleterre dropped " like a powder of snow from the eaves," softening the full, yet delicate outline of the rounded bust and the perfect symmetry of the arms. A cluster of the delicately tinted flowers of the myrtle, a sprig of its glossy green leaves, with two or three flowers and a single leaf of scarlet geranium, formed her bouquet de corsage. The graceful line of the beautifully formed and well-set head was broken only by some of the same flowers tastefully disposed, from which there drooped, touching one white and rounded shoulder, a green vine hung with bright red winter berries. " Now, that's what I call beauty, Mr. Moray," said Mr. Mellen, always a great admirer of Augusta, " that with two or three flowers and green leaves, and just a white frock without even a bit of ribbon, can out-do all the diamonds and feathers and gewgaws. She just looks like a fresh white flower herself." " Doesn't she, papa ? " cried Annie Mellen, warmly ; "just like a white flower on a tall, graceful stalk?" " Yes, Nannie, and the rest of you like things made of paint and patches." " Oh, papa ! that is too bad." " Indeed, I think so, Miss Mellen," said Mr. Moray, good humoredly ; " too bad, and very unjust." And certainly nothing looked less like paint and patches than the animated young face, glowing with enjoyment, on which his smiling eyes were turned. 140 TWO 1'ICTURES. Later in the evening, Hugh was standing opposite a group of dancers looking with very evident admiration upon the graceful movements of Augusta and of Charlie, as they went slowly through the mazes of a quadrille, when he heard some gentleman near him say, in a tone which showed evident dissatisfaction : " She shall learn that I am not her glove to be put on and off at pleasure." " Hush sh sh ! " said another voice, on a lower key, " that is he." The last words were so low that one not remarkable for aculeness of ear, could not have heard them ; Hugh not only heard them, but recognized also the voice in which they were spoken, and was not therefore surprised when he turned, to find Mrs. Moray standing not far from him ac companied by a gentleman whom he had never seen, but whom by one of those intuitions which all have experienced and none can account for, he at once felt to be Mr. Saville. U may seem equally intuitive, it was not less certain, that he applied the pronouns " she" and " he" of this fragment of a dialogue to Augusta and himself. How she could ever have given Mr. Saville occasion to believe that he stood in any relation to her that might be symbolized by the close fitting of a glove was certainly somewhat of an enigma. Perhaps Hugh's professional habits of thought aided him in his conclusions. His experience as a lawyer had assuredly given him cause to know that a man readily believes what he wishes, and that the most innocent actions of a generous, unsuspicious woman, may be distorted by a designing man into the shape that suits his purposes. Whence he drew his convictions, he might perhaps have found it difficult himself to say, but they were not the less positive that Mrs. Moray and Mr. Saville had been speaking of Augusta, and that they feared to have him hear what they said of her. " There is always danger in secrecy where a woman is TWO PICTURES. 14:7 concerned," said Hugh to himself. lie looked at Augusta as this thought passed through his mind. " How ingenuous, how superior to everything like intrigue she looks ! How impossible that she should suspect it in another ! " His heart swelled with new tenderness to her a lonely orphan no mother to counsel no father to defend her her only guardian so unsympathizing. It gave a fresh impulse to his desire to win her, that he might become to her father, mother, and more and dearer still. " I will speak this very night I cannot bear this distance longer we have lost the old brotherly and sisterly position I doubt if she would come to me now with her perplexities as she would have done a year no it has been longer than that two years ago. That can never come back we must be more to each other or less." A pang of doubt shot through Hugh's heart. Augusta had certainly been more distant of late ; was that the timid ity of new-born passion, or was it the estrangement of growing indifference? Such thoughts had flashed on him before perhaps they had aided Mrs. Moray in her desire to prevent the speaking those decisive words which might render all her plans abortive ; but to-night they came with fiercer strength, rushing through the deep recesses of his soul, and threatening to overthrow its most cherished hopes. Such is the rapidity of thought, that scarce a minute had passed since he had been gazing with free, bright spirit on the gay scene around him, from which he now turned away feeling that his mood was not in accordance with it. From the glare and heat of the ball room, he found his way to a library, cooler and less brilliantly lighted than the other rooms. No one was there. Lifting a heavy crimson cur tain which fell again behind him, he entered the recess formed by a bow window, and looked out upon the tran- 148 TWO PICTURES. quil night. lie drank in its stilling influence, and soon his pulses .throbbed less rapidly and his thoughts grew calmer, lie was about to reenter the room when he heard steps approaching, and through an opening in the curtain saw Au gusta come in, attended by the gentleman whom he believed to be Mr. Saville. With instinctive repugnance to meeting that man, he drew back into his retreat, supposing that they would pass on to the rooms lying beyond, but they paused, and Mr. Saville, drawing forward a chair, asked Augusta if she would be seated. She declined it with a slight bow, saying, in a cold and somewhat haughty tone, " Excuse me, sir; I understood that Mrs. Moray had sent you for me." " And so she did, Miss Moray, that I might have an op portunity of asking to what I was indebted for the coldness of your reception this evening ? " The tone in which this was said betrayed uncontrollable irritation. Hugh made a quick step forward, but again he checked himself, as throw ing back her head with a movement of startled pride, Au gusta spoke. " May I ask you so far to explain yourself as to inform mo what reception you expected from me, sir ? " " What you were ready enough to give me as long as you had anything to gain by it." The tone was as insolent as the words. " I should forfeit my self-respect should I answer de mands made in such a tone." Augusta spoke low but very distinctly, and then moved to the door. " You don't get away so easily, my proud lady," cried Mr. Saville, intercepting her; " you shall hear first " What she was to hear was never known, for Hugh, un able to endure more, strode hastily forward, and Mr. Saville found himself suddenly dashed aside by a nervous arm. Not a word \vas spoken, not a glance bestowed on him. Silently Hugh drew Augusta's arm in his, and led her from TWO PICTURES. the room ; not so rapidly but that they heard the muttered curse and the " not loud but deep " " I will make you rue this, if I die the next hour." " Oh, Hugh ! your father! I am so sorry I ought to have been more patient I believe what you said of him had made me a little afraid, and I did try to avoid him this evening. What shall I do ? Had I better try " " Do nothing try nothing lie is not worthy of a thought and fear nothing for my father. I do not believe such a contemptible being as that can injure him." Alas ! Hugh forgot that the smallest insect may have the keenest sting. For his part, he dismissed Mr. Saville from his mind, and occupied himself wholly with Augusta, giving expression by look and manner to the admiration and tenderness of which his heart was full, while he longed- for the moment when he might speak what he could say in no presence but hers. The hour came at last, though Mrs. Moray delayed her departure to the latest possible moment. Hugh handed Au gusta to the carriage in which Mrs. Moray was already seated. She watched him with impatience, she even called to them to hasten, but Hugh still lingered. He was say ing, " I must see you alone, Augusta, though it be for a few moments only I fear you have not always understood me. I would put it out of your power not to do so in future ; could you not give me a few minutes in the library to-night, after Mrs. Moray has retired? I will not detain you long." " It is so late but I will try," Augusta faltered, in a voice that trembled even as did the little hand that lay in Hugh's warm clasp. There was no time for more. They were at the car riage in a few minutes they were at home. It was Hugh who opened the carriage door for them. He had ridden with the coachman on the box, while Charlie preferred to 150 TWO PICTURES. walk. lie gave his hand to Mrs. Moray, for Augusta had drawn herself away into the farthest corner. " I think she is asleep," said Mrs. Moray ; " I spoke to her twice, but she did not answer." In truth, she had not heard anything but the throbbing of her own heart, and the echo of those words, " You have not always understood me I would put it out of your power not to do so in future." She scarcely ventured to touch Hugh's hand in descending from the carriage ; she hurried before him, before Mrs. Moray into the house ; she would not for worlds have appeared to linger. Should she grant his re quest and see him in the library ? She could not decide. " I will see how he looks, what he says," she- thought, " per haps he will have forgotten it." She glanced at his face as the lamp in the hall flashed on them ; she met his eyes no, he had not forgotten. " Gib," she exclaimed, turning hastily away, ' ; whore is my uncle ? " " Gone to bed, Miss 'Gusty he a'nt very well he head is troublous, ma'am, and Mister Hugh, sir, here's a letter for you, an' Master said you must read it mejantly, sir it corned by a gen'lcman from New York. Master saw the gcn'leman." Before Gib had finished an explanation given with all his usual precision, Hugh had torn open the letter, and found it was from his partner and kind friend, Mr. Holton, written in great haste, and containing but these words : DEAR MORAY : My little daughter lies in a dangerous state ; Mifllin's case comes on on the 20th I fear I shall be wholly unfit to appear in it, or at least, to take the whole burden. You have studied it ; besides, you can take my notes. Can you come to my aid ? If you can, lose not a moment. You will have this, I hope, Thursday night. I think there is TWO PICTURES. 151 a 3. A. M. train. Take it if you can I am almost dis tracted. Your friend, O. UOLTON. " Half past two," exclaimed Hugh, looking at his watch, " stop that carriage, Gib bring my carpet-bag no stop I must do it myself." Hugh rushed upstairs, and in a few minutes was down again, bringing his carpet bag and travelling cloak. Mrs. Moray and Augusta were in the reception room opening on the hall. The door was open. Hugh entered, and took a hurried leave of both. " You will come back, Hugh ? " Augusta said, in a voice which she strove in vain to render steady. "The moment I am free," he said, turning back and clasping her hand once more for an instant. Little did they surmise how they were next to meet. CHAPTER VI. " When to mischief mortals bend their will, How soon they find tit instruments of ill." POPE. A LOUD knock on the door of her chamber, and her name called in a tone of alarm, startled Augusta from the lute sleep of the following morning. " What is it, Gib ? " she cried, springing to the door. " Miss 'Gusty ! I believe Master is a dyin', ma'am." There are some natures which such terrible shocks overpower at once to others they give a strength never felt before, as the electric spark before which one falls sense less, only braces the nerves of another to tenser resistance. Augusta belonged to the last class. She had caught up her dressing gown as she hastened to the door, and before Gib had ceased speaking, she had opened her door and stood ready to follow him to her uncle's room. Long before she reached that room, she heard the stertorous breathing which had first alarmed Gib, and caused him to enter his master's room at an unusual hour. It was a sad thing to sec the strong man lie there so helpless. His face was very pale. Masses of waving brown hair, mixed with gray, had fallen over his low, square forehead. Augusta pushed the hair aside and laid her hand on the forehead, but withdrew it quickly, startled by the coldness of that she touched. There was no movement in the stout form except as the heavy breathing stirred it. TWO PICTUKES. 153 " Oh that Hugh were with me ! " was Augusta's first thought but her first words, and/" 1 they seemed to come without delay, were an order to call Mr. Charles Moray, and when Charlie came, it was only to receive her earnest adjuration that he would go himself for the physician whom Mr. Moray had occasionally consulted since he had been in Washington. Charlie had seen enough to urge him to ac tivity, and he soon returned with I}r. Weston, though, soon as it was, the time seemed long to Augusta. Dr. Weston looked at the sick man, touched his wrist and turned at once to Augusta, saying, " This is no place for you, Miss Moray. You must leave your uncle to our care." " Is he dying ? " she asked, with husky voice, and tremu lous white lips. " No ; but he is threatened severely with apoplexy." And the threat was fulfilled, and when next Augusta was permitted to see her uncle, she saw that his tide of life had ebbed, and though none whispered such a fear, though even in thought she could not have borne to shape it into intelligible words, she felt that that tide would never flow again nay, that it would recede it might be slowly, it might be rapidly, but slowly or rapidly, it would recede till its last wave had swept beyond mortal vision. It gave to her feelings and to her manner an indescribable tender ness. His will was more powerful with her than it had ever been in its strongest and most despotic hour, yet with this submission there mingled strangely someAvhat of the ineffable gentleness, the pitying tenderness of a mother to. a sick child. His lightest wish outweighed with her not only her own inclinations, but those of every other person. She did not say, we can scarcely say she thought, but she fell it was to be for 50 short a time. Mrs. Moray was very attentive to the invalid, but she lacked the inimitable tact possessed by many of her sex, 154: TWO PICTURES. less gifted in other respects than herself, by which the pos sessor seems to divine what will best please the sufferer be fore it has shaped itself into a wish. Mr. Moray had not lost his gentlemanly self-control, but Augusta, by virtue of her new power of sympathy with him, knew that Mrs. Moray by her cold, shallow nature, often irritated him when she meant most to charm. Surely there is no labor so ut terly unrewarded as that to which hypocrisy condemns its unhappy followers ; for, however closely they may study their part, however perfectly they may act it, there is some principle in the most guileless and unsuspecting, nay, in the most stupid of human souls, if it be also a true soul, which clearly recognizes that it is but acting. Especially is this the case when the deeper emotions of our nature have been stirred ; a discord may pass unnoticed if it clash with a feeble tone, but if it break across some full deep organ tone, how our hearts quiver and shrink from its sharp clangor. Mr. Moray's nature had ever been far deeper and stronger than Mrs. Moray could understand, and it was increasing every hour in depth and strength, from the solemn shadows that were gathering around it. Charlie, though not less light, was truer than his mother. His gay chit-chat sometimes amused the invalid, and Au gusta never permitted him to evade his daily visit to the sick room. But there were thoughts and wants in that sick room in the heart both of the sick man and of his tender, pity ing nurse, which they never breathed to mortal ear, which they would have felt it a sort of sacrilege to breathe to spirits light as these, and which made them both turn with longing to Hugh. These feelings did not lessen in intensity even when, after a week, Mr. Moray resumed his accustomed habits, though his movements were slower than formerly, and had something of uncertainty about them, and on his face rested TWO PICTURES. 155 the shadow of a great fear. In one respect, he was greatly changed. lie had always shown superabundant activity of nature, sleeping but little, and never in the day. Now, after the least exertion, even that of a short walk, he would fall asleep, and after dinner he invariably slept in his large chair by the study fire. It was a pretty picture, while he thus slept, to see the beautiful young face that watched beside him with a softness in the dark eyes which gave a new charm to them. As they sat thus, one after noon, in stillness, the book which Augusta had been reading to her uncle lying half closed upon her knee, the study door opened with a click which startled Augusta, and aroused Mr. Moray. It was Mrs. Moray who entered. " Did I wake you ? " she exclaimed, forgetting or ignor ing that few things annoyed Mr. Moray more than to be told that he had been asleep. " I am very sorry ; but I wanted to know if you had any message for Hugh I am writing to him. Shall I say anything for you ? " The question was addressed to Augusta, over whose face and neck rushed a quick crimson tide, as s,he answered, softly, " No, I thank you." " Have you any message, Mr. Moray ? " " Yes ; tell him I want to see him as quickly as possible. I was thinking of writing to him myself; tell him to come as soon as he can. Of course, I know he must stay while he is absolutely necessary to Mr. Holton." The last words were said in a sort of sotto voce, as if they were addressed to himself rather than to her, and were intended to moderate his impatient longing. They were scarcely effectual for this last purpose, for after Mrs. Moray was gone he sat silent some minutes, and then said, with a strength of desire in his tone which made the tears spring from Augusta's eyes at the thought that she could not satisfy it, " I want Hugh very much. I hope he will come soon." 156 TWO PICTURES. Let us follow Mrs. Moray to her own room and see how far her letter was expressive of this strength of desire. The apparent subject of her letter was the request that Hugh would attend to some business at home for her then fol lowed, " I suppose you have heard of Mr. Moray's strange attack. We were a little alarmed about him at first, but it has passed away, and so have our fears. I have been to ask if he or Augusta had any message for you. She had none, but he charged me to say that he should be very glad to see you here again whenever it suited you to come, though, he added, you must not think of doing so while your services were needed by Mr. Holton. I know somebody who I think would be glad to have you come, whoever might need you in New York. Had I asked Miss An a Me n I use a few letters only of names which I am sure you are in no danger of mistaking, because I think we have no right to run the risk of compromising the delicacy of a young girl by the use of her name in relation to such a subject, espe cially when what we write is to pass through the Washing ton post office but, I say, had I asked the young lady whom those initials indicate, the question to which Augusta answered with such an indifferent "No," I can imagine how the eloquent blood would have spoken in her cheeks, and enabled me to divine the message to which her modesty might have refused utterance. Ah, Hugh ! You see, I have penetrated your secret. Not much of a secret cither, for your unveiled devotion made itself manifest to all. This is my excuse for saying what it would otherwise be cruel tivuchery to a young, pure heart, to tell you. I know you are too much of a preux chevalier to value less the heart you have sought, because it has surrendered to you." About this time it was that Commodore Moray sailed from Norfolk to his cruising ground. Two days before he sailed, he came to Washington to receive his latest ver.bal TWO PICTURES. 157 instructions from the Navy Department, and to grasp once more the hand of his kinsman, between whom and himself there had sprung up a cordial friendship based on esteem. " I am wanting to see Hugh very much when is he coming ? " asked Mr. Hugh Moray. " The moment he can get through with this case in which he is assisting Mr. Holton," said the commodore ; " but, if you want him particularly " No oh, no ! " exclaimed Mr. Moray, with that readi ness to disclaim the possibility of any one being needed by him which is often seen in elderly gentlemen, and espe cially in invalids, proceeding probably from the fear that others may suspect that failure in their self-reliance of which they are beginning to be dimly conscious themselves. During this visit of Commodore Moray, and for some days afterward, Mr. Moray seemed, decidedly better. He resumed his habit of daily attendance at the Senate cham ber, though he took no active part in what was done there, beyond giving his vote when called upon. This return to public life became the event of his day, the rest of which often hung heavily on his hands in spite of the unceasing tenderness which watched around him, and invented employ ment or amusement for his idle hours. In a society full of excitement like that at Washington, the man who runs not with others, is soon left behind and forgotten. But a short time had passed since Mr. Moray's house was a favorite re sort of the powerful and the gay, and now, except kind old Mr. Mcllen, who made a point of seeing, him at his own house once in the twenty-four hours, though it might be only for a few minutes' call, in going to the capitol, or re turning from it, few entered his doors. Augusta perhaps felt this seeming desertion more than he did. She could not. bear that he should have cause to think himself already forgotten. So completely did she lose herself in him, that 158 TWO PICTURES. she was positively grateful to Mr. Saville, who called fre quently, and sometimes passed an hour or two of the evening in playing backgammon with Mr. Moray. In his kindness to her uncle, she completely forgot his offence against her self, while Mr. Moray grew almost confidential with him, and one evening when Augusta had left them at their game, and gone to the tea table in the next room, he asked if Mr. Saville could recommend an honest lawyer to him, as he wanted to make his will, adding, that though he had quite recovered from his sudden attack, it had made him feel the necessity of adjusting his business. " If we believe the general verdict, sir," said Mr. Saville, with a smile, " an honest lawyer will be somewhat difficult to find ; but perhaps I can do what you wish myself. I have studied law and practised it for several years, though, disliking it exceedingly, 1 was not sorry to relinquish the practice for iny present position." " You are very kind," said Mr. Moray, with a little hesi tation of manner, " but " " But you are afraid to trust me," interrupted Mr. Sa ville, laughing, " you are quite right, if the will is at all complicated perhaps Mr. Hugh Moray will be back in time to meet your wishes." " It would not help me if he were I have particular reasons for not wishing him to do it." Mr. Moray spoke in a tone of annoyance. " Is not Mr. Mellon a lawyer of some eminence ? " asked Mr. Saville. " He is and he commenced the practice of law in my own State, Georgia, though he removed on his marriage to Virginia : yes, Mellen would suit me exactly and I spoke to him about it, and he promised to do it as soon as he could ; but he is so engrossed, and I I am impatient, per haps." TWO PICTUKES. 150 " Well, sir, suppose you give me the necessary items, and I draw up the instrument and bring it to you then let Mr. Mellen examine it ; that will not take much of his time. If it be correct, all is well ; if not, and he will point out the errors, I can correct them." " But I shall be taking so much of your time, Mr. Sa- ville," suggested Mr. Moray, looking at the same time, however, much pleased. " Oh ! say nothing of that it will only deprive me of one or two of my pleasant evenings with you here." " Thank you ! thank you ! I shall always remember your kindness as that of a friend ; but I cannot accept your time unless you permit me also to regard it in the light of a professional service." " You shall do just as you please in that as in all the rest." " Then will you close that door, and I will give you the memoranda at once there is no time like the present, you know." The door was closed, and the memoranda given. At ten o'clock, Mr. Saville entered the parlor where the ladies sat ; Charlie had gone out. " Miss Moray, I am afraid I have kept your uncle up too long he looks wearied." If Mr. Saville had intended to send Augusta away, he could not have chosen a more certain measure. With a hasty good evening, she went to the library, leaving him just in the act of taking leave of Mrs. Moray. From the library she went first to her uncle's room, to see that every thing was arranged for his comfort, and then to her own. As she said " Good night " to Mr. Moray, his eyes rested on her with an expression of such affection as she had never seen in them before. Augusta's heart overflowed with a tenderness which she knew not how to express, and taking 160 TWO PICTURES. the hand Mr. Moray had held out to her, she raised it to her lips. Suddenly a great sob broke from Mr. Moray, and drawing Augusta closer to him, he kissed her on her cheek, and said, in an agitated voice, " When your old uncle goes, you will find he has taken care of you." "And now you must take care of yourself, dear uncle, for which I care a great deal more than for anything else." She tried to speak in cheerful tones, and left the room immediately, fearful that he would continue to talk if she remained. She went to her own room, very weary, yet too much excited to sleep. It was so new, so strange, to have her uncle gentle and affectionate in manner. " It was pleas ant, certainly, very pleasant," she repeated to herself, feeling all the time a painful sense of loss and want. This kind, caressing uncle might be pleasant, but he was not the strong, self-relying, despotic, yet just and honorable man of whom she had been proud all her life. Him she should no more see. It is wonderful how much more such a character is missed by those who have lived within its influence, than one more amiable even, if less powerful. But Augusta's thoughts at last rested on one who seemed to her to com bine the strength and self-reliance, and even, on certain oc casions, a little of the despotism of Mr. Moray, with all that was tender and good, and her soliloquy terminated, as most of her soliloquies had done of late, with, " Oh ! when will Hugh come ? " These thoughts had held her long awake, and as she turned restlessly on her pillow, the clock in the hall below struck one. Soon after she heard the front door creak on its hinges, and she knew by that very creaking, that it was opened slowly and cautiously ; for she had made quite a study during her uncle's illness, of opening all the doors about the house with the least possible noise, and she had found that this door, while it creaked under her slow, care- TWO PICTURES. 161 ful manipulation, was perfectly silent under Charlie's care- less fling. The very conviction that this person did not mean to be heard made her nervous. Could it be Charlie returning home ? No she was sure it could not be, for she heard this person descending the steps. Her chamber was at the front of the house, and a full moon was shining on the opposite side, though her windows were in shadow. She started from her bed, and looking out, saw could it be Saville ? crossing the street. She drew nearer the window ; he was now in the middle of the street. Suddenly he paused, and turned toward the house, lifting his eyes toward her room. The moonlight streamed full upon his face, and she saw it as if she had stood beside him. There was a smile upon it, and yet she shrank back and drew her breath as if from actual pain as she encountered the glance which seemed to flash directly upon her. It was a glance she never forgot, and never recalled without a shuddering thrill the exulting glance of a demon whose prey was delivered to him. It haunted her even in her sleep that night ; the morning light could not drive it away, and though the pleasant, friendly look which Mr. Saville wore when they met, made her say to herself, " It was my fancy," when he was gone, and she recalled his face, it was as she had seen it in the moonlight. Mr. Saville brought a rough copy of the will, and left it with Mr. Moray for Mr. Mellen's examination. " Clever fellow, that Saville," said Mr. Mellon, after he had read it carefully over ; " there is scarcely anything to correct ; but we cannot be too cautious in such matters, es pecially as your niece will doubtless marry one day, and her husband may try to pick a flaw so I will make one or two pencil marks here on the margin." And with these pencil marks it was returned to Mr. Sa ville, with a request that he would bring it at four o'clock the next afternoon, if possible, as Mr. Mcllen would be there 102 TWO PICTURES. at that time, and Mr. Moray would like to have him wit ness his signature, and take charge of the instrument for him. " It is a sort of memento mori that a sick man does not greatly like to keep in his thoughts," he said with a smile, which he strove in vain to make cheerful ; " when once it is scaled up and put in his hands, I shall dismiss it from my mind altogether." Mr. Saville w r as detained " accidentally " we use his own words coming at eight, instead of four o'clock. Of course, Mr. Mellen was not there. " I am very sorry," said Mr. Saville, " but I have brought the original copy with his pencil marks, and if you will look over that while I read the other, you will see that I have exactly conformed to his directions ; then we can complete the signing and sealing, and it will be ready for your delivery to Mr. Mellen when he calls again, and you may dismiss it as completely from your mind as if it were already delivered." Mr. Moray hesitated a moment, for he had wished Mr. Mellen's signature ; but he was very anxious to complete the business he was afraid of delay, and there was more earnest than jest in his desire to dismiss it from his mind ; so he held out his hand at last for the rough draft, saying, " Very well, I will look on while you read the other, and then we will call in Mrs. Moray, and she and you can wit ness my signature." Mr. Saville took from the table where he had laid it, a plain black morocco portfolio, and handed Mr. Moray the rough draft ; then, holding the portfolio in his hand, read the will, very slowly and deliberately, glancing occasionally at Mr. Moray to see if all was right. All was right ; not a word, not a letter out of place. Mr. Moray asked to look at it ; it was handed to TWO PICTURES. 163 him, still in the portfolio. He read it carefully to himself, while Mr. Saville, with an unnatural pallor on his face, watched his every movement. " And now the signatures," said Mr. Moray, looking up gravely ; " ring the bell, if you please, and I will send for Mrs. Moray." Mr. Saville rung, the message was sent, and Mrs. Moray entered. Mr. Moray sat at the table with the port folio before him ; a glance quick and furtive passed between Mrs. Moray and Mr. Saville ; she was flushed and restless he, ghastly white, with a still fixedness of manner. " Mrs. Moray, I troubled you to come in that you might witness my signature to my will ; pray, take a seat." He turned, as he spoke, to the inkstand on the table beside him. " Where is my pen ? " he asked ; " I am sure it was here a moment ago." And so it had been, but Mr. Saville had dexterously removed it. " Never mind, sir, take mine ; you will find it writes very well." He dipped it himself into the inkstand, but not into the ink, as he spoke, and handed it to Mr. Moray, who received it silently, and signed, in a bold, full, and somewhat heavy hand, Hugh Moray. The seal had been already affixed. " Now, Mrs. Moray," said Mr. Saville, in a tone which seemed as rigid as his movements. With another quick glance at him, Mrs. Moray drew near the table, took the pen, and signed, Ellen Moray, then handed it to Mr. Saville, who wrote underneath, Richard Saville. " And now, Mr. Saville, will you please fold it the size of this envelope ? " turning to the drawer beside him for an envelope as he spoke. While he was thus engaged, Mr. Saville had drawn a paper from within the one thus signed. 164 TWO PICTURES. It presented a precisely similar appearance in every re spect, seal and signatures occupying the same position in each. 'Rapidly, Mr. Saville folded it to the size of the envelope given him, and placed it within it. Then he lighted the little candle in the inkstand, and gave the envelope and a stick of sealing wax to Mr. Moray, who immediately scaled it, impressing on it his own private seal. Each of the three gathered there, drew a long, full breath as this was done. " I shall sleep the better for that to-night," said Mr. Moray, " and I think if you will excuse me, Mr. Saville, I will retire at once. Good night ! Good night, Mrs. Moray ! " lie passed out of the library. Those he left, spoke not, moved not, till they heard him speak to Augusta two rooms away, and then, attended by her, ascend the stairs, enter his chamber and close the door. Then Mr. Saville turned to his companion, slightly opened his portfolio, and gave her a glimpse of the paper just signed. " These copying machines are invaluable," he said, in a low voice ; " you see that sheet in the portfolio which looks somewhat like a black slate ; there must be some pigment upon it it does not come off except on considerable pres sure ; but when this pen, which I suppose contains some of the same pigment, is pressed on a sheet above, the sheet immediately in contact with that leaf receives exactly the same characters. Capital idea, isn't it?" And Mr. Sa ville closed this seeming portfolio, and buttoned it up carefully in the breast pocket of his coat, as if it had ac quired new value in his eyes. " Had you not better burn that copy at once ? " asked Mrs. Moray, in a whisper, and glancing quickly around as she spoke. " Burn it I Oh, no, thank you ! I shallkeep it." Mrs. Moray made no remonstrance, but she felt that TWO PICTURES. 165 her punishment had already begun. Verily our sins do find us out, and that without long search ! This thoughtless, selfish, false woman of the world, had still been held to the days of her innocence by one memory the memory of the evening prayer said first at her mother's knee, and continued ever since with something of the superstitious feeling with which an African recites the charm that is to secure him from witchcraft. To-night she dared not repeat that prayer. The next day, Mr. Moray was in unusually good spir its, and talked, as he had not done since his illness, of his return home as soon as Congress should adjourn. " I am glad I did not let you write Mr. Mortimer of my illness," he said to Augusta, " he would come to me imme diately, I know ; but such hurried journeys do not suit an old man like him, and I could not have delayed here even to give him rest ; as soon as I am free, you and I and Hugh, if he will, must set out for St. Mary's. By the by, I have a promise to exact from you." Mr. Moray spoke almost gaily, regarding Augusta with a smile that had more of playfulness in it than she ever remembered to have seen upon his face in health. She had not time to question what the promise was, for just then Mrs. Moray entered with the papers and letters delivered by the postman at the door. " There is one from Hugh, I think," she said, as she handed the package to Mr. Moray. " Yes," he answered, and quickly breaking the seal, and glancing over it, he added, " It is to say that he hoped to be here a few hours after'his letter. His cause is gained ; Mr. Hoi ton is able to resume business, and there is nothing further to detain him. You must give orders to have his room ready, Augusta ; this letter must have arrived in the night, and I should not wonder to see him at any moment now." 166 TWO PICTURES. Augusta rose immediately and left the room. Perhaps she was not sorry to escape with her burning cheeks and beating heart from the eyes, which, as a momentary glance had shown her, were fixed on her while her uncle spoke. If so, she did not attain her object, for she was instantly followed by Mrs. Moray, who arrested her just as she was crossing the hall to ascend the stairs. " Come with me to my room, Augusta ; 1 want to speak to you a moment," said Mrs. Moray. There was a tremor in her usually steady voice, which Augusta had never heard there before. " What is the matter ? " she exclaimed, with a startled manner. " Has anything happened to Hugh ? " " Nothing has happened to him ; and yet what I have to say relates to him. But come with me ; I cannot tell you here." Mrs. Moray began to ascend the stairs, and Augusta fol- lowecl, wondering and agitated, for there was something in Mrs. Moray's voice and manner that told, as plainly as words could have done, that she was to hear what was painful. This impression did not decrease when Mrs. Moray, having held the door of the room open till she entered, locked it after her, and going to her desk unlocked it with a little key fastened to her watch chain, and taking a letter from a private drawer, placed it in her hand, saying, " Read it." " The letter is to you," said Augusta, drawn by curios ity, yet repelled by some feeling to which she could not give a name, from opening it. " It is to me, from Hugh. I received it a week ago and ought to have shown it to you sooner, but I wanted cour age ; now, Hugh is coming, and if it be done at all, it must be done quickly. Read, then." Augusta no longer hesitated. The paper trembled in TWO PICTUKES. 167 her hand, and her color came and went. She soon forgot Mrs. Moray, who sank upon a chair, as if unable to sup port herself, but who never for a moment removed her keen eyes from the face of her victim ; she saw the very moment in which her arrow entered the heart at which it was aimed, and a quick drawn breath, a sudden collapsing of her whole frame, showed that she had not yet become wholly insensi ble to the pang she was inflicting. That it was a pang of no ordinary bitterness, the sudden, ghastly pallor that over spread Augusta's face the one wild glance that shot from her eyes to Mrs. Moray as if she would question the reality of what she read, sufficiently proved. For a moment Mrs. Moray feared that she would faint ; but that single glance, the consciousness awakened that she was keenly observed, roused into action what had, till of late, been the dominant passion of her being pride. The current of life which had retreated to her heart rushed back in a swollen tide, dyeing face and neck and brow, and filling her pulses till the throb bing of her heart and temples became evident to the onlooker. It has been said by one of the best physiologists of our time, that man contains within the circle of his being the sum of all vegetable and animal life, with that higher life superadded, which was breathed into him by the Creator at his birth, and in virtue of which he became a " living spirit." There certainly are moments when the human countenance seems to wear a wonderful likeness to the type of some par ticular animal. As Mrs. Moray cowered before the flashing eyes that Augusta turned upon her, the fox, cunning, yet fearful, looked strangely out from her handsome features. Augusta had drawn herself up to her utmost height as she held the letter out to her. Her lips moved, but no sounds issued from them at first. She was not to be conquered, however ; one struggle more, and the words came in a voice soft and clear. 168 TWO PICTURES. " I cannot understand by what right, madam, you have made me the subject of such a correspondence." " Correspondence, my dear? indeed, I said nothing at all a mere jest on a subject which I thought a perfectly under stood affair ; and I never should have showed you this, but I thought you ought to see it before Hugh came." " It was perfectly unnecessary, madam ; I was under no mistake such as you seem to have been ; it would have been better to commit it to the flames, as you were requested to do." A little deeper tone of voice, as if some effort was neces sary to keep it steady, was the only mark of unusual emo tion which attended these words. Mrs. Moray was bewil dered, and began to think that she had intrigued very un necessarily in this instance. However, she comforted her self in the belief that at least she had done no harm, and taking the letter, she said, with something like a sense of relief, " I will follow your advice and burn it, and we will never speak of it to any one. Especially, I must beg of you not to mention it to Hugh he would be so angry with me for showing it to you. Will you promise me this ? " " You need have no fear that I shall ever recur to it again even in thought," she added, after the slightest per ceptible pause. " But promise ; will you promise ?" There was in Mrs. Moray, as she rose in uttering these words and placed herself between Augusta and the door to which she had turned, an eagerness of tone and manner, that sent a sudden dart of suspicion even into the agitated mind of the proud and passionate girl. She fixed her eyes on Mrs. Moray's face ; it grew visibly paler under her gaze. " Permit me, if you please, to see that letter again." Mrs. Moray hesitated, but only for a moment. To refuse vrould be to strengthen the suspicion which she saw had TWO riCTUKES. 169 already been excited. The letter was given. Augusta moved to the window, and by the full light there examined the address, the seal, the post mark ; then she unfolded the letter, subjected the interior to the same close inspection, and then read again, " You must pardon me if I say that I have never given you or any one the slightest foundation for attributing to me any desire to establish other than friendly relations with Miss A M . That you have been equally mistaken in the young lady's views 1 feel as certain. She has too much innate dignity of character to have given such feeling as you intimate to one who has cer tainly done nothing to deserve it from her. It is only my haste to free her from insinuations which I am sure she would resent, that gives me courage to use even her initials in such a connection. I entreat you to burn this letter im mediately, as I have already done yours." This passage read, the letter was folded again and returned to Mrs. Moray. " Will you promise now ? " asked that lady as she received it ; " will you promise that you will never let Hugh know I have shown it to you 1 " " If you consider such a promise necessary, it is yours ; I could have little pleasure in speaking of it least of all to him." There was a world of painfully suppressed passion in her tones. "Then here ends the whole foolish affair." She lit a match and held it to the paper as she spoke. " I beg your pardon for the mistake I made in thinking that you needed this to guard you from a more fatal error. There the last word has vanished in smoke, and you ' pass on in maiden meditation, fancy free.' " She moved from the door as she spoke, and Augusta passed out with a somewhat more stately and deliberate 170 TWO PICTCKES. step than usual. As the door closed after her, Mrs. Moray smiled and said to herself, " I was right ; she almost deceived me at one time by her proud endurance ; but I was right, and she has carried away with her the sharpest arrow that ever pierces a woman's heart." She moved twice across the room, and then the almost fierce gleaming of her eyes softened, and she added : " After all, it was really the kind est thing I could do for her ; there will be nothing now to prevent her from marrying Charley so no harm will come to her from Saville's plans ; after all, they were more his plans than mine" Augusta left Mrs. Moray's room, intending to proceed to her own ; but before she had reached it, she was met by her uncle's attendant, Gib, who said : " Master wants to see you, Miss 'Gusty ; I been a looking for you, ma'am." " I will come directly, Gib," she replied, still moving on in the opposite direction ; for there was a tempest in her heart which she felt must have way she must be alone. " Dere he is a calling now, ma'am ; won't you please to come, Miss 'Gusty ? Master has such inviolate ways, ma'am ; I'm feared he'll hurt hisself." Augusta had immediately turned at her uncle's voice, for it sounded sharp and imperative, so that Gib's conclud ing words were spoken as he followed her down stairs. They entered the library together. Mr. Moray looked quickly up. " You may go, Gib ; I want to speak to Miss Augusta ; I am expecting Mr. Hugh ; look out for him, and send him here- as soon as he comes." Gib went, leaving the door open behind him. " Sit down, Augusta ; what is the matter ? you look pale." lie paused, but she did not answer ; indeed, it is prob able that, though her eyes were fixed upon him, she did not know what he was saying. lie resumed : " Poor child ! you TWO riCTUKES. 171 have had too much anxiety of late ; but Hugh will take better care of you." A visible shiver passed over her frame, and Mr. Moray took her cold hand and placed her beside him, just in front of the fire. " You are certainly not well. I l;ave been selfish in letting you do so much for me ; when have I not been sel fish ? I have never cared for you as I should, but you will find I have taken care of your interests, and you will be happy, you and Hugh ; you will marry him by and by." " Never ! never ! " she exclaimed, starting from her seat; the face just now so pale, flushed crimson, her pulses throbbing, her form, which had seemed ready to sink beneath its weight of trial, suddenly instinct with life and passion. Mr. Moray looked at her with something wilder than sur* prise gleaming from his eyes. " What do you mean ? " he asked, sharply ; " you do not know what you are talking about. I said you would marry Hugh." " And I say I will never marry him ; I would sooner beg my bread from door to door ; no, there is no imaginable degradation that would be equal to that." She glanced upward, as if appealing to Heaven, and in the mirror that hung above the mantle shelf, she caught the reflection of a tall, manly form and of a white, stony face, from which dark, fiery eyes glared on her. She did not dream that Hugh's eyes could look thus. Perhaps he had not himself dreamed of the volcanic fire in his nature which that moment unveiled to both. Involuntarily she looked back ; Mr. Moray glanced in the same direction, saw Hugh, and rose with an agitated smile to welcome him. He took one step forward, held out his hand and strove to speak, but instead of words there came a gurgling, gasping sound ; he tottered, and ere Hugh, who sprang forward instantly, 172 TWO PICTURES. could reach his side, he fell heavily back into his chair with convulsed features and rigid limbs. When Augusta had seen her uncle ill before, though agi tated to the very depths of her soul, she had never lost her self-command ; but now self-reproach gave new bitterness to her suffering, and pressed from her heart a despairing cry, and " I have killed him ! I have killed him ! " burst from her quivering lips. Completely paralyzed by this horrible thought, all those tender cares which had given a safe outlet and noble expres sion to her burden of sorrow in Mr. Moray's former attack were surrendered to others. It was Hugh who summoned aid, despatched a messenger for the physician, and having aided to bear the unconscious sufferer to his room, stood beside him to offer the ministrations of pitying tenderness. While stooping over Mr. Moray in some of these ministra tions, he heard a slight movement on the other side of the bed, and raising his head, saw Augusta there. The proud fire had gone from her eyes, the color from her face, while instead of the haughty carriage and the passionate life with which her whole frame had seemed to thrill but an hour before, her form was bent as if under the weight of years. Never had his heart yearned over her with such unspeakable tenderness as at that moment. He longed to fold her to his bosom, to soothe, to comfort her ; but the memory of what he had seen and heard on his first arrival repelled him. Only their eyes met ; how differently from that last glance of fire ; lier's were now beseeching and humble, his sad and tender. Words might have followed, and the barrier so artfully raised between them have been swept away in the flood-tide of feeling, had not .the physician at that moment entered. " He is better again, dear lady ; he will recover from this," said good Dr. Frampton to Augusta, whom he found, an hour after, standing beside her uncle's door, looking TWO riCTUKES. 173 more like an unquiet ghost than like a creature of flesh and blood. " It was I, doctor. It was I who made him ill," came in husky tones from her quivering lips. The doctor had been accustomed to minister to the wounded mind as well as to the body, and asking no ques tions, he took the ice-cold hands in his and said, " My poor child ! that is not so ; this attack has been threatening for days ; I knew when I left your uncle this morning that it could not long be warded off. Only your devoted care has kept it off so long." " Are you sure, doctor ? are you quite sure ? " she asked, as a slight tinge of color returned to her cheek and a little life to her eye. " Quite sure ; so sure that I do not feel satisfied for my patient till I see you at his side; your cousin is very kind and very considerate, but there is no nurse like a woman." Augusta breathed freely again ; the blood flowed again through the veins in which it had seemed to stagnate ; she was like one awakening from a frightful nightmare. Every sorrow which brings with it no remorse is endurable, and this she felt as the doctor led her to her uncle's side, and she looked from his pallid face, now resting in a deathlike sleep, to the sterner and scarce less composed features of Hugh, whose eyes, after one rapid glance, no longer sought her face. Thus they sat through the darkening shadows of the evening, and the long, still hours of the night, together, yet apart. Their eyes never met ; their hands occasionally touched each other while busied about the patient, but it was as stone touches stone. As the gray light of the early dawn made yet paler the pale light of the lamp, Hugh stole around the bed, and stood beside her. " Will you not leave your uncle to me, and rest for a few hours ? " he said, softly. TWO PICTURES. " I will rest here," she answered, leaning her head, as she spoke, against the side of the large cushioned chair in which she sat, and closing her eyes. He did not attempt to remonstrate, but went cautiously back to his former place. She did not sleep, and there was little rest in the thoughts which kept up a wild tumult in her soul while she reclined there with closed eyes, and all the appearance of perfect tranquillity. About an hour had thus passed when her ex cited ear became conscious of a slight movement. She opened her eyes upon her uncle. He lay as he had done for hours, breathing quietly ; but Hugh had left his place, and was speaking to some one outside of the door. Again she lay still, till a stealthy tread beside her, and a whis pered, " She are 'sleep, Mas' Hugh," made her look up to see Gib standing beside her with a tray, holding a cup of coffee. " I am not asleep, Gib ; but I do not wish anything." "Set the tray down, Gib; Miss Moray will take the coffee presently." Hugh spoke in a low tone, but with something of quiet decision more powerful by far than the most vehement urgency. It seemed to say," No reasonable being can con test a point so trifling yet so clearly right," and Augusta, with a little irritation, both of feeling and manner, at being thus ruled, stopped Gib by a touch on his arm, took the cup from the tray, drained its contents, laid it back, and resting her head, closed her eyes again, without a word. Mr. Moray awoke from this long sleep apparently well. By his physician's direction, all appearances indicative of the night's watch or of his previous illness had been removed, and it was soon evident that he was not only un conscious of his attack, but also of the circumstances that had immediately preceded it. Hugh's presence was a pleasant surprise to him. He had insisted upon being TWO PICTURES. 175 dressed as usual and going to his library, and though com pelled to acknowledge himself somewhat feebler than he had been, he was greatly irritated by Gib's well meant but injudicious efforts to induce him to remain in his own room. He complained to his physician of it in a vehement tone, declaring that the associations of Washington and his long indulgence had made Gib quite forgetful of their relative positions. Dr. Frampton met these complaints with his usual tact, careful neither to deny their validity nor to treat them with indifference, yet mingling with his sympathy so many allusions to Gib's fidelity and traits of his conduct manifesting his devotion to his master, that he left Mr. Moray greatly mollified, and rather disposed to consider Gib's peremptoriness as a new proof of his attachment. " Will you come and see my new horse, Miss Moray ? I consider him the greatest beauty in Washington," said Dr. Frampton, as he prepared to leave the library. Augusta rose and followed him to a window of the front parlor, which was separated by a long middle room from the library. As they entered this parlor, they found Hugh there, waiting to learn from the doctor what he thought of Mr. Moray's condition. Hugh rose to leave the room as he saw Augusta enter, but Dr. Frampton laid his hand on his arm as he was passing him, and said, " Stay, Mr. Moray, I wish to speak to you both about your uncle." " Not my uncle, sir," said Hugh, quickly ; " I am but a distant cousin to Mr. Moray." " But a very devoted friend, as I can testify," observed the doctor. " He has a claim on me stronger than kinship, sir," Hugh replied, meeting the doctor's kindly smile with much gravity of manner. " To his generous aid I am indebted for my profession." u Then you desire to serve him," rejoined the doctor. 176 TWO PICTURES. " I am here for no other purpose," said Hugh, with an emphasis that sent the crimson blood in a rushing tide to the very temples of Augusta for one fleeting moment, leav ing her the next more pallid than before ; " I am waiting," he added, " to know from you how I may do it most eflec- tually." " And it is to tell you this that I brought Miss Moray here, and that I have now requested you to stay ; sit down, my dear young lady ; you look pale and feeble this morn ing, and you will need all your strength." Hugh glanced at Augusta's pallid face as she sank into the chair the doctor had placed for her, and for a moment his eyes softened into somewhat of their former tenderness ; it was but a moment, and they gleamed again with a light as keen and cold as if it had been reflected from an iceberg. " Dear lady, I am sorry to give you pain," Dr. Framp- ton continued, retaining the hand of Augusta, which he had taken to place her on the sofa ; " very sorry ; but it is my duty to tell you that I have no longer any hope of being able to do more than alleviate your uncle's sufferings." lie paused a moment as he saw the spasm of pain which con tracted the marble features he was watching ; but it passed instantly, and as it came, without a sound, and he continued : " Mr. Moray's symptoms this morning mark more rapidly progressing disease of the brain than I had suffered my self to anticipate. You have too much good sense to be shocked at my asking you whether his business arrange ments have been made in reference to the possibility of a sudden death." " His will was made more than a week ago," she said, in a low, but steady voice. " That is well ! then I shall not need to speak to him on the subject, which in his present state I somewhat feared to do. It only remains for me to give you both the best TWO PICTURES. 177 directions 1 can for his treatment. Medicine can do little for him, but your cheerful society and tender care may lengthen out his life for weeks, perhaps for months, and make it peaceful and comfortable to the close. You must be cheerful, yet sympathising ; above all, you must not permit the brain to be wearied by argument, or excited by opposition. However extravagant may be his propositions you must assent, if you can, and when assent is impossible, temporize ; divert, if you can, but never contradict or oppose. On you, my dear Miss Moray, I rely principally in this, for I know how unfailing is womanly tact under such circum stances ; here, every man must acknowledge the superior ity of your sex ; your cousin must, in all difficult cases, follow your lead." " I do not know," Hugh began, paused, dropped his eyes for a moment, then lifting them to the doctor's face, continued in a more resolute tone : " I am not quite sure that it will be best for me to remain." " Best ! for yourself, do you mean, or for Mr. Moray ? " asked Dr. Frampton, somewhat sharply. " Best for Mr. Moray," said Hugh, adding, with slight hauteur, " the question of what is best for myself I should scarce submit to another." " Then, sir, since you consent to let me judge of what is best for Mr. Moray, I must say that from what he said to me this morning of his delight at seeing you, and his expectations from you, your leaving him at present would be a great injury and a cruel disappointment." The doctor spoke very decidedly perhaps he was a little vexed by Hugh's manner. If so, he must have been mollified by the reply he received, given with, an impulsive warmth all the more valuable because it was so rare in Hugh Moray. Stretching out his hand and grasping the doctor's, Hugh said, " Enough ! enough, my dear sir ! I am 178 TWO PICTURES. grateful far the privilege of ministering in any way to Mr. Moray's pleasure or advantage ; I will bid you good morn ing and go to him at once, leaving Miss Moray at liberty to take the rest she so much needs." Augusta did not take advantage of the liberty thus given. A quarter of an hour after Dr. Frampton left her, she entered the library with a very composed manner, and an almost smiling face. " You look as if you had heard some pleasant news, ma cousine" said Charlie, who was making his usual morning visit to Mr. Moray when she entered. Hugh turned to her and read that studied air of cheer fulness very differently. The manner was too still ; it marked to him the heavy, crushing weight by which the usually impulsive nature was held down, and beneath the smile, he saw, or thought he saw, a sad, weary, hopeless look, that sent a pang to his generous heart, all the more bitter because he was no longer privileged to offer to her either sympathy or support. Charlie, always impatient of quietude, soon withdrew, inviting Hugh to accompany him to the capitol. Hugh declined. " It is kind of you, Hugh, to stay here with a complain ing old man,'* said Mr. Moray, looking gratefully upon Hugh, as Charlie closed the door behind him. " Though," he added, as his smiling face was turned toward Augusta, " I do not take the compliment wholly to myself, I am none the less pleased with it." Had his perception been as acute as formerly, he would have been startled by the impassive faces that met his kind ly glances. . Perhaps he was dimly conscious of missing something he had expected to meet, for after a moment's silence, pressing his hand to his forehead, he resumed, " There was something I wanted to say ; oh, now I have it ; TWO PICTUKES. 179 you are engaged ? " and he looked again from one to the other. There was no answer. Hugh knew not what to say, and Augusta's heart seemed for the moment to have stopped its beating. It was on her that Mr. Moray's glance rested last and longest. While thus resting, it suddenly changed its expression. Something of their former fire shot into his eyes, his head was flung back with the haughty gesture so familiar of old, as he said, " I hope, Miss Moray, you are not playing off the coquettish tricks of your sex upon my friend and relative here." " Dear uncle, I have not the least intention to play the coquette, I assure you," said Augusta, trying to take his hand as she spoke. " You are trying to evade giving me a positive answer, I see," he rejoined, flinging off" her hand with increasing irri tation as he spoke, " but you will find I am not so easily deceived as you think. What do you say to all this, Hugh 1 " " That you must not let your kindness to me make you unkind to your niece, Mr. Moray ; Augusta and I perfectly understand each other, I assure you ; there is no danger of any further mistake or misconception between us." The words were assuring to Mr. Moray, but in spite of all Hugh's efforts, he could not suppress a tinge of bitterness in the tone which made itself sufficiently apparent to one intently listening ear and throbbing heart. "Ah! " said Mr. Moray, while the fire faded from his eyes, " you speak as a man should, openly and honestly ; I wish Augusta could be as open, but it does not belong to her sex." " Indeed, uncle, I am quite as open and honest in what I say as Hugh is I " it was a retort she could not suppress, 180 TWO riCTUEES. and to which her burning cheeks and quickened breath gave double force. "If that is true, let me see you give him your hand and promise that you will be his as soon as we are all at St. Mary's again." " Better not exact any promises from me, uncle. Re member your own theory, that the more solemn a promise is, the more pleasure a woman has in breaking it." Her heart was trembling within her, yet it was scarcely possible to distinguish from the truth it aped, the mockery of mirth in her tone and eyes ; she had recovered from her first terror, and was beginning to feel an excitement not altogether with out a strange kind of pleasure in this conversation of double signification. " You see, Hugh, she will not promise ; I told you no woman was to be trusted." " No woman that makes promises, uncle," said Augusta, in the same seemingly flippant tone. Hugh looked at her with astonishment. Recollecting the warnings of Dr. Frampton, her terror of the past night, her sadness but a few minutes before, he could not under stand the change, nor tell which was real, the sadness or the mirth, or whether both were alike untrue. He found noth ing to help his conclusions in the eyes that met his with a touch of defiance in their clear, unfaltering glance. It aroused an answering spirit in him, and there was haughty carelessness in the smile with which he turned to Mr. Mo ray, saying : " Be at rest, sir ; I already have Augusta's promise to share my home when it is prepared for her ; she will, I doubt not, gratify you by giving me her hand in token that she will fulfil that pledge when ," he paused, seized the hand which had been scarcely lifted to meet the one extended by him, wrung it in a moment's passionate TWO PICTURES. 181 grasp, whether of love or hatred, he could scarce himself have told, and concluded, " when I shall claim it." " Do you promise this, Augusta ? " asked the persistent Mr. Moray. " Yes, sir, I think I may do so in a spirit as truthful and earnest as Hugh's ; but now I must run away from you for a little while." She rose quickly and moved to the door not too quickly ; Hugh had already seen the sudden fading of the flush from her face with something like remorse for the selfish passion of that clasp and those sneering words. Faint, dizzy, almost blind, she stumbled to the door, and finding herself unable to proceed, rested for a moment against it. Mr. Moray did not see her, Hugh did. " Permit me," said he, springing to her side, as if only to open the door, but as he did so, receiving her sinking form upon his arm, and bearing her to a sofa in the next room. Her eyes were closed, her features still, her face ghastly white. " Augusta ! " Hugh's voice trembled a little ; there was no answer ; " Augusta ! " he repeated more sharply, but with as little effect. For an instant he was almost as pale as herself; but before he could utter the wild cry which even remembrance of Mr. Moray could scarce have given him power another moment to repress, the cool air from the window beside her recalled her to life. Her cheeks became faintly tinged, her eyelids quivered. With life came the consciousness of suffering, and too feeble to exercise any self-control, and, it may be, not yet sufficiently aroused to know that she was not alone, the varied agitation of the last night and of this morning found for the first time expression in tears, which trickled through her closed lids and fell in heavy drops from her cheek upon the sofa pillow on which 182 TWO PICTURES. her head was resting, while not a feature, not a muscle of her face, was moved. Such weeping comes only from hearts that have been utterly crushed. Hugh stood beside her, deeply moved, longing to soothe her as he had often done in lesser griefs, yet feeling that he had lost the power and the right, and fearing even to stir lest the discovery of his pres ence should inflict on her an added pang. A sigh, which he could not suppress, startled her ; she opened her eyes, and instantly started to her feet and brushed away the tears that were yet hanging on her lids. " You have been ill, Augusta ; sit down, and I will ring for your maid," he said, gently. " I will not give you that trouble," she answered, coldly, and took a step forward ; but her trembling limbs refused to sustain her, and she sank back upon the sofa. Having rung for her maid, he returned to her, and standing before her, said, " Augusta, I have spoken and acted under the dictation of selfish passion this morning, and I am ashamed of it ; can you forgive me ? " She did not speak ; she could not, without an outburst of emotion which she would rather have died than yielded to. He resumed : " You cannot ; well, I deserve it, perhaps ; but I must not lose these few seconds, my only opportunity, it may be, of saying that, though I overheard your scornful rejection of me in the character in which your uncle presented me to you yesterday evening, I will yet, if you permit it, prove myself your friend. Be still, as you have ever been, dear Augusta, my friend, my sister, and let me feel that you confide in me ; let rne only help you in your present great trials, and I will ask nothing more." " God help me ! I have no other hope no trust in any human creature ! " burst in a wailing tone from her over charged heart. TWO PICTURES. 183 At that moment steps were heard approaching, and he had only time to say, " Trust me or not, I will be your friend, and you shall one day acknowledge it," when her attendant entered. CHAPTER VII. " When sorrows come, they come not single spies, But in battalions." SHAKSPEABK, " Pride requires very costly food its keeper's happiness." COLTON. THE pledge with which the last chapter closed was well kept by Hugh Moray. During the month which followed, Mr. Moray grew feebler hourly both in mind and body. At first he was peevish and impatient, but this phase of his disease passed away, leaving him unusually passive and gen tle. In both conditions one thought alone seemed to give him pleasure : the thought that Augusta was to marry Hugh, and that they would live together at St. Mary's. " You will take better care of my poor people than I have done, though I have tried to be kind to them," he would often say ; sometimes he added, " Let Mr. Mortimer do all he will for them ; I wish I had not opposed him, but things seem so different to me now." It was strange to see the apathy with which Augusta heard these observations. They brought no color to her cheek, her eyes remained calm and impassive, an unnatural stillness marked her whole aspect and manner, except when she was seeking to amuse her uncle, or ministering to his wants. Then her countenance lighted up ; there were smiles on her lips even while they quivered with a grief she would TWO PICTURES. 185 iiot express, and her eyes shone through tears which never fell till she was secure within her own room. Never had she been so dt'ar to Hugh as at such moments. The tender, protecting sentiment with which her almost unfriended childhood kid inspired him, the more impassioned feeling awakened by her grace and beauty as the child grew into the women, were now blended into one, while each had acquired new intensity. There were times when the touch of her dress, as she passed by him, thrilled him with emo tions which all his manhood, aided by all his conviction of their hopelessness, could scarcely repress ; there were times when, as he heard her utter words of cheerful hope, in tones which she strove in vain to render steady, as he saw her smiles trembling through tears, he was compelled to rush from the room, that he might combat in silence and solitude the strong impulse to fold her to his heart and entreat her to weep out all her sorrows there. Mr. Moray often fell asleep in the midst of conversation with them, and as he was always annoyed at finding either of them gone when he awoke, they were obliged to pass hours of the day com pletely tete-a-tete. Generally, these tete-d.-tetes passed in, perfect silence, while Hugh would read, or seem to read, and Augusta would take up some piece of embroidery or other feminine work. One day, however, Augusta started, as Hugh, whom she supposed to be on the other side of her uncle, spoke, and she found that he was standing beside her chair. " Augusta," he said, in low tones, " I am not satisfied at suffering your uncle to continue under such misapprehen sions in regard to our relations to each other." The hot blood rushed to Augusta's temples ; it was the first time she had felt its flow for many days. Before the quick, proud words could follow, Hugh spoke again. " We cannot indulge a hope that he will ever be better, 186 TWO PICTURES. and he sometimes uses words that make me fear his impres sions regarding us may influence his disposal of his prop erty." " My uncle's misconception is as annoying to me as it can be to you," she answered, coldly and haughtily, " but after what Dr. Frampton said, I cannot undertake to undeceive him ; I can only promise you that any arrangement of prop erty which you desire, hereafter, shall meet with no opposi tion from me ; if you still fear that your interests may be compromised " " I will not permit you to finish a sentence as unworthy of yourself as it is insulting to me," he exclaimed, looking with dignified composure on her flushed and agitated face ; " it is enough that I have your unconditional promise to consent to any arrangement of property that I desire." He was turning away, but she stopped him by a motion of her hand, and said, " My promise is not unconditional ; I will consent to any arrangement that is not intended to subject me to obligations more humiliating than the most abject poverty." It was Hugh's turn to redden, yet his words were calm and cold : " I understand you ; Dr. Frampton must under take the communication which I cannot in honor delay." He took his hat from the table as he spoke, but be-fore he could leave the room, Mr. Moray awoke and called him to his side. When he had an opportunity of speaking to Dr. Frampton, he found, if evil had been done, it was irre trievable, as the doctor declared no disposition of his prop erty made by Mr. Moray now could be regarded as valid, and that it was therefore worse than useless to disturb his mind by a reference to the subject. " Besides," he added, " before this last attack, his reason was unimpaired, and any will he made then was probably free from the influence of any mis conception whatever." TWO PICTURES. 187 With this, Hugh was compelled to be satisfied. During all this lime Mrs. Moray had scarcely shown herself in Mr. Moray's presence ; there was, indeed, such actual fear expressed in her countenance and manner when on a few rare occasions she had been forced to enter it, that even Augusta pitied and excused her. Charlie never failed to make his morning, noonday, and evening visit. His bright face and pleasant voice were always welcome to Mr. Moray, yet he never expressed any desire for his longer stay, or wished for him when absent. Evening after even ing, mother and son continued to show themselves in the gay saloons of Washington, strange contrasts to the silent watchers in the dimly lighted room where a shadow deeper and more enduring than that thrown from the dusky wings of Night was hovering. Sometimes they met Mr. Saville ; one evening he accosted Mrs. Moray, who had just entered, and was leaning still on her son's arm, with " I am glad to see you out of that dreary house ; and how is my friend, Mr. Moray, getting on ? " " I do not believe there is much change ; it is very sad ; I am really obliged to come out of an evening, that I may keep up my spirits, for poor Augusta's sake." " The truth is," said Charlie, who had no mock senti ment about him, " that neither my mother nor I are of the slightest use to poor Mr. Moray, while he can have Augusta and Hugh, and so we may as well enjoy ourselves while we can." "True," replied Mr. Saville ; " and so," he added, turn ing to Mrs. Moray again, " Mr. Hugh is very devoted in his attentions to poor Mr. Moray ? " " Very devoted, indeed," said Mrs. Moray. The words were all very well, but Charlie thought -the tone not sufficiently emphatic, and rejoined, " Entirely so ; Mr. Moray can hardly breathe without Hugh. I do not 1SS TWO PICTURES. know another young man who would confine himself so. I hope he will be rewarded for it as he deserves." " I hope he will," said Mr. Saville, with a glance at Mrs. Moray, from which she turned somewhat hastily away. " By the by, Mr. Charles, will you ask your cousin what he hears from his father? the department hears nothing from him, and we begin to think he is a little, slow in his move ments." There were several gentlemen near, over whose faces there passed a smile, not unobserved by Charlie. His blood fired, and resisting his mother's efforts to draw him on, he said, in a low but distinct tone, carefully modulated to reach the ears of those who had heard Mr. Saville, " If I had not a lady on my arm, sir, I would say that your words are a little insolent." " Charles ! my son ! " exclaimed Mrs. Moray, " you are mad ! Pray excuse him, Mr. Saville; he does not know " " His obligations to me," said Mr. Saville, bowing to Mrs. Moray with a smiling face, yet with a gleam in his eye which the lady little liked. " Do not be alarmed ; I have no intention to quarrel with your son, and I am sure that he will not quarrel with me when he knows that I exerted all my influence with the Secretary to obtain tho squadron for Commodore Moray, and that I must, therefore, feel especial interest in his proving himself fitted for a command which, now that we arc at war with Mexico, is decidedly the most responsible in the gift of the depart ment." " Those who know Commodore Moray will never doubt his fitness, and if I was a little quick, Mr. Saville, put it down to his account, and don't call him slow again ; " and with a good-natured laugh, Charlie held out his hand, which Mr. Saville took. Later in the evening, Mrs. Moray found an opportunity of saying a few words to Mr. Saville apart. TWO riCTUKES. 189 " I hope," she said, "you will not heed Charlie's boyish fully ; anything that touches his sense of family honor is so keenly felt by him." " I assure you I am not at all sorry to find him so sensi tive. It will be all the better for me by and by." " Mr. Saville ! What do you mean ? " Mrs. Moray's bitterest enemy might have pitied the agony in her pallid face and quivering lips as she asked that question. The dread future which crime ever brings, had started up before her, and she shrank cowering before it. " What do you mean ? " she repeated, as Mr. Saville looked silently upon her with a gleam of malice in his cold, hard eye. He turned away and left her, without an answer. " Why, Mrs. Moray I what is the matter ? You are fainting ; pray lean on me this room is very close ; we will get into the air," said a gentleman who, in passing, had been struck by her pallor. " My nerves have been too much tried by Mr. Moray's illness," she answered, slowly and feebly. " I should not have made the effort to come out this evening. I will sit here," placing herself on a sofa, " till my son comes, if you will be so kind as to call him for me, and say that I am ill, and would like to return home." Charlie was soon at her side, and was too much shocked by her look of suffering to express any reluctance to return, even if he felt it. Mrs. Moray pleaded illness for her silence as they w r ent, but she was in truth busied with the one thought, " How shall I free myself from Saville ? " She almost persuaded herself that she could bear the contempt and reproaches of those whom she had most deeply injured, if by so doing she might escape the malice of Saville, and disappoint his hopes of gain. When she arrived at home, Charlie would have seen her to her room, but with an impatient gesture 190 TWO PICTURES. and tone, she bade him leave her, and as. soon as he was out of sight, she went to the study where Mr. Moray, Augusta, and Hugh usually sat. All there was dark and still. It had been the scene of her crime, and from its corners, dimly lighted by the candle she carried, the malignant eyes of Saville seemed to gleam mockingly upon ht-r. She turned away with superstitious fear, and hastened up the broad stairs, feeling that Nemesis was already treading fast upon her steps. Up the stairs, through the hall, fleeing, though no man pursued, she went straight to the door open ing into Mr. Moray's room ; it was slightly ajar, and she paused to breathe, and to listen if any one were moving there, before she should enter. There was no movement, but a low, soft voice, was reading in reverent tones, and these were the words that first fell on the listener's ear : " Make us ever mindful of the time when we shall lie down in the dust, and grant us grace always to live in such a state that we may never be afraid to die." Mrs. Moray hurried away, feeling that a new and deadlier fear had entered her heart, from being brought into contact with the " powers of the world to come." She hastened to her own room, and set down her light there ; but thoughts of terror pursued her ; something seemed to whisper in her ear, " Make us mindful of the time when we shall lie down in the dust ;" she crept back in the dark, to Mr. Moray's door. The reading was ended, and Mr. Moray began to speak. " Hugh," he said, " I was always thought a brave man, but it is one thing to go forward in the strength of man hood to meet possible death, and quite another thing to lie here and wait for his certain coming." " Certain ! What makes you say that, dear uncle ? " remonstrated Augusta. " Because my mind is very clear to-night, Augusta, TWO PICTURES. 191 clearer, I think, than it has long been, and I feel it is certain, and want to say something to you while I have the power. Tell Mr. Mortimer, when you see him, that I learned at last to love the prayers that I listened to, at first, only to please you, and prevent your asking me to see a clergy man ; tell him I am able to forgive, as I hope to be lot- given he will understand you ; and that he must help you and Hugh to do all for my people, that I failed to do. And now, child, do you forgive me ? " " For what, dear uncle ? Have you not been the kind est and most generous of friends to me ? " said Augusta, kissing the hand which she had clasped in her own, and on which her tears were fast falling. " Generous ! " he repeated, " I never gave you what you most wanted, poor child ! but you will not want it now. Hugh will give it to you in full measure," and turning to Hugh, with a wistful smile, he added, " You must love her for me as well as for yourself, Hugh ; will you ? " Mr. Moray held out his hand to Hugh, who stood on the opposite side from Augusta, and placing his own in it, Hugh answered, clearly and firmly, " I will, Mr. Moray." Even there, within the shadow of that presence, before which pride ordinarily stands rebuked, Augusta lifted her head, and something of scorn flashed from her eyes, wet as they were with tears of tender sorrow, upon one whom she believed to be perjuring himself. " And now, I have said all, I believe ; good night. I shall sleep to-night, I think." Mrs. Moray heard steps approaching the door, and again hurried to her room, saying to herself, " I will see what I can do to-morrow ; to-night it is too late." To-morrow proved to be too late, for before its sun arose, Mr. Moray was beyond the reach of all earthly feel ing. There are few who do not think sometimes of the 9 192 TWO I'lOTUKES. irrevocable character which their own death stamps upon their actions, but it is doubtful whether we as often remem ber that the death of another as surely precludts all change in the character of our acts and feelings toward him. Have we been unkind to a friend, ungrateful to a benefactor, unjust to our fellow man ? We may live on, and our hearts be wrung with remorse long after they have passed beyond the reach of our atonement. Oh, the pangs of un availing regret ! Who that has felt them finds too strong the imagery of the worm that never dies, and the fire that is never quenched ? " It is too late ! " was the thought that impressed such haggard misery on Mrs. Moray's features for many days after Mr. Moray's death. And yet it was not too late to have done justice, by her confession, to those who had been wronged ; but with Mr. Moray had died the only power that could shield her from the consequences of her crime, and these she was not sufficiently sincere in her penitence, to meet voluntarily. Mr. Moray, she had hoped, could, and, to protect his family name from dishonor, would destroy the will now in Mr. Mellen's hands, and make another without revealing the cause of his doing so to any one; now, her confession, to be available, must be known to many. How could she bear to see her own son turn from her with shame ? How could she meet the world's scorn ? No ; it was too late ; things must now take their course. The funeral rite's were over ; the body deposited in a vault till it could be carried to the home which Mr. Moray had so loved, there to be laid beside kindred dust. Of all the long procession of Senators and Representatives, who, according to that reverent custom observed ever toward those whose death had left a vacant place in their country's councils, had followed the remains of Mr. Moray to their temporary place of rest, none but Mr. Mellen returned with the family to the house which had lately been his home. TWO PICTURES. 193 Charles and Hugh Moray were both in the carriage with him, and neither of them was surprised to hear that he had in his possession the last will of Mr. Moray. " 1 think it had better be read at once," said Mr. Mel- len, " and for that purpose I put it in my pocket. I read and corrected the first draft, so that, though 1 did not write this, I am acquainted, as I believe, with its contents. Mr. Saville wrote it, and as he and your mother, Mr. Charles, were the only witnesses, it would be well for us to call for him and take him along with us." " I fear it will be a very agitating ceremony to Miss Moray, and she is still suffering so much from the shock of her uncle's death, that if it could be delayed " Hugh paused, and Mr. Mellen replied, " My sister-in- law, Miss Drayton, is with her ; I will get her to speak to Miss Moray, and be guided entirely by her wishes ; in the meantime it will not be much out of our way to stop for Mr. Saville, and have him on hand. It is not necessary, but it is as well that he should acknowledge his signature." Mr. Saville was at home, and consented to take the vacant place in the carriage. As he did so, he handed a letter to Hugh, saying, " This letter from Commodore Moray arrived under cover to me with a request that I would forward it immediately if you had returned to New York. I thought I should see you to-day, and so put it in my pocket." Hugh thrust the letter into his pocket, feeling that the present hour was sacred to other interests. Augusta, over powered by the shock of her uncle's death sudden at last and by previous days and nights of agitation and fatigue, had lain on her couch almost ever since his death, in the stillness of exhaustion. Miss Drayton was the only one whom she had willingly admitted, and she had sat beside her through much of this day, not conversing, for of this, 191 TWO MCTUKES. Augusta seemed incapable, but repeating, in a gentle voice, at intervals, some passages from the Bible, or some of those hymns in which the truth and tenderness of the Bible have been reproduced, and which touch the heart with such soothing gentleness in the hour of sorrow, even where that heart has not learned to love truth for the sake of its Glorious Giver. During all this time of sorrow, Augusta had de clined seeing any one but Miss Drayton, and now, though she heard a knock at her door, she lay with her eyes closed as if asleep. Miss Drayton obeyed the summons, and found Judge Mellen standing there. His errand was told in a whisper. Miss Drayton looked back for a moment to the pale, still face upon the couch, and answered, " It is im possible ; she could not bear it." "What is impossible, Miss Drayton?" asked Augusta, without opening her eyes or making any movement except of the lips. Miss Drayton drew near and explained it to her. "Is it necessary ? is it not very hurried?" she inquired. " So it seemed to me," said Miss Drayton, " but my brother says that all who arc interested are now present, that each of them has some reason for desiring to leave Washington immediately, and that it may be long before they can meet again." "Very well; I will go." " But have you strength for it, dear?" " Oh, yes ! I have strength for anything that will bring me sooner to St. Mary's. There I shall have rest." Augusta rose as she spoke, but she became conscious as she did so, of greater weakness than she had suspected. Miss Drayton saw that she trembled,. and passed her arm around her tenderly. " You love your home," she said, hoping to calm Au gusta by drawing her thoughts away from the present. TWO PICTURES. 195 " Oh, dearly ! When I breathe its air again, I shall feel as if a mother's kisses were on my brow." " And you will have a great work to do there ; so many souls dependent on you ! " " Will you not come and see me there, and help good Mr. Mortimer to teach me how to do my work ? " They had reached the door of the parlor, and Miss Dray ton could only reply by pressing the white hand which lay upon her arm. Augusta's pale cheeks became slightly tinged with color as the door opened, and they entered. Hugh started forward to meet her, but checked himself, as if at some sudden memory, and suffered Judge Mellen to support her to the chair which had been placed for her near Mrs. Charles Moray's. Had Augusta raised her eyes, she might have been surprised at the deadly pallor of that lady's face, and the languid faintness of her usually quick glancing eyes. Miss Drayton, who, not having seen her before during the day, shook hands with her, did wonder at the cold, clammy touch of her hand. " Miss Moray," said Judge Mellen, as soon as they were all seated, " I was sorry to disturb you for what may seem to you a mere form, as our lamented friend made no secret of what had been his disposition of his property ; but as my sister told me it was your wish to return home as soon as possible, and as all our friends, indeed, are anxious to leave Washington, I thought if you could make the exertion, it would be better." Augusta answered only by a bow, and all having seated themselves, the Judge drew the will from his pocket, and proceeded, very deliberately, to break the seals of the en velope, and withdraw the paper from it. As he threw down the envelope, Mr. Saville raised it and examined the seal. " Do you use this ? " he said to Charlie, who, somewhat shocked at the levity in calling attention, at such a time, 196 TWO PICTURES. to anything extraneous, answered, shortly, " Mr. Moray did." The seal had the thistle and the " Nemo me impune lacessit" of the royal arms of Scotland, to which the Morays claimed a right in virtue of certain ancient matrimonial alliances. Had any one been sufficiently at ease to make observations on others, he might have seen Mr. Saville care fully remove the seal and put it in the pocket of his waist coat. While the carelessness or indifference of his manner was a little overacted, Mrs. Moray had lost all power over herself. We have spoken of her pallor and coldness ; equally remarkable was the wild expression of the eyes fastened on Judge Mellen, as if from his lips she awaited the sentence of doom. All this was unnoticed by the Judge, who commenced reading in the somewhat measured tones usual to him, the sentences in which the testator ex pressed his wishes respecting his removal to St. Mary's, and burial there ; then followed a few legacies the place on which he lived, five hundred dollars per annum, and the use of his library, being left to Mr. Mortimer during his life, as a mark not only of the esteem and friendship of the testator, but of his gratitude for the services he had rendered to the people on his plantation, in which he hoped he would hereafter meet with no obstruction ; to his friend and relative, Commodore Moray, was left five hundred dollars and a signet ring with the Moray crest, which had come from Scotland with the first emigrants of the name, and which, on Commo dore Moray's death, was to descend to Hugh. All this was exactly as it had been in the will seen by Judge Mellen, and he read it without a change of tone. Then came the ~ enumeration of certain shares in Bank stock, canals and rail roads, as well as of some thousands of ready money in the hands of his factor, all which was hereby willed and bequeathed to Judge Mellen made a pause could it be TWO PICTURES. 197 possible? to "Mrs. Charles Moray, of Elizabethtown, widow ; " the last words were read rather in a questioning tone, as if the reader doubted the evidence of his senses, and the glance around the circle which followed, seemed to ask if he could be right. Receiving no answer, unless the surprise on all faces except Mr. Saville's, and a gasping sob from Mrs. Charles Moray might be considered an answer ; he turned again to the instrument in his hand. Now fol lowed the mention of St. Mary's ; its acres of woodland and cleared fields, its houses, whether for dwelling or for plan tation use, then the negroes, named by families and enumer ated, then the horses, carriages, &c., nothing was omitted, and all was Avilled and bequeathed to Charles Moray, son of the before-mentioned Mrs. Charles Moray. Never did such simple words excite such varied sensations as were caused by these. As they were uttered, Augusta lifted her eyes and fixed them on Charles Moray's face, which burned beneath her gaze as if the brand of a shameful deed were blistering there. She never removed that gaze while Judge Mellen continued to read that the testator had made no especial provision for his dear niece, Augusta Moray, be cause she would find her home with these dear friends at St. Mary's, which, he hoped, would eventually become her own by her marriage with Charles Moray, which event would fulfil his most earnest wish. Before Judge Mellen had finished reading, Hugh Mo ray, obeying an uncontrollable impulse, had risen from his distant scat, and placed himself beside Augusta. Judge Mellen was the first who spoke. Still holding the will in his hand, he said, with emphasis, " This is a most extra ordinary document. Mr. Saville will, I am sure, bear witness, as well as I, that it is entirely unlike the will first dictated by Mr. Moray. That, if I am not greatly in error, placed Miss Moray and Mr. Hugh precisely in the positions 198 TWO PICTURES. occupied by Mrs. Moray and her son am I right, sir?" turning suddenly to Mr. Saville. " Yes ; but I suppose a man may alter his- will at any time during his life," said Mr. Saville, in a tone of studied carelessness. " A man may, but does he without some good reason ? I do not hesitate to say that, if this will be genuine and after careful examination of the signatures, I see no reason to doubt that it is it must have been dictated when my friend's mind was so much affected by disease as to destroy the validity of his acts. Indeed, he more than once, after his document was in my possession, alluded to Mr. Hugh Moray and his niece as his successors at St. Mary's. This testimony I am willing to give before a court of justice, and if you will take my advice, my dear," to Augusta, " you will contest the will." Before Augusta could reply, Charles Moray exclaimed, " That you need not do, Augusta ; for 1 am as well satisfied as Judge Mellon himself, that this will is no expression of your uncle's real wishes, and I here relinquish at once all claim that it gives me on his property." " Thank you 1 thank you, Charlie ! for giving me back my old confidence in you ; as for anything more, I cannot receive from your bounty, what would have been wel come from my uncle's affection. If I have been wronged, I commit my cause to Him who is the orphan's friend. May lie defend the right ! " Augusta had risen as she addressed Charlie, and her appeal to Heaven was made with an earnest look and an emphatic gesture, which made Mrs. Moray visibly shudder, and awakened a momentary terror even in the heart of Saville. Shfe turned as if to leave the room, and Hugh offered his arm with a manner of such graceful deference as a princess might have claimed, and as he had never offered TWO PICTURES. 199 to Augusta Moray before. She accepted the support she greatly needed, but ere she had made a step forward, Mrs. Moray laid her hand upon her arm to detain her. Augusta shook it off as if it had been some unclean thing, and turned to her with flashing eyes and heightened color. Mrs. Moray's contrition had not been sufficiently deep or sincere to make her humble. Its chief effect was to add intensity to her desire for Augusta's marriage with her son. For the injury to Hugh she had little compunction. " Hugh is doing so well he does not need it," she said to herself, " and he had no more natural right to it than Charlie." Were Augusta married to Charles, she believed that conscience would cease its perpetual sting, and more over, that Saville's power to intimidate her would be les sened. All these considerations gave earnestness to her manner, as she said, " You will remember, Augusta, that St. Mary's is your home, and we shall be ready to set out whenever you wish." " Excuse me, madam," replied Augusta, " Your home can never be mine, and I have no desire to influence your movements." Again she would have passed on with a haughty bow, but Mrs. Moray, with increasing, almost with impertinent vehemence, exclaimed, " Do you intend to treat your uncle's last wishes with contempt ? Remember ! St. Mary's will be forever closed to you if you refuse our offer now." " Mamma ! " cried Charles Moray, " you must not say that. Jf St. Mary's is indeed to be mine, it will ever be Augusta's rightful home, where I shall esteem her more mis tress than I am master, whenever she shall honor it with her presence." Charlie's open, boyish face was flushed, half with shame, at what seemed to him his mother's strange rudeness, half with eagerness to mark his own different feeling. Augusta 200 TWO PICTURES. could not answer. Indignation and pride had lent her tem porary strength, but it was fast failing. Hugh felt the trembling of the hand that rested on his arm, and putting back Mrs. Moray, who would still have urged her point, with a decided gesture, he led her from the room. Scarcely had the door closed behind them, when Augusta sank upon a chair in the hall, faint and gasping. Hugh felt that she must not be exposed to farther trial, and, disregarding her faint resistance, he lifted her in his arms and bore her up the stairs to a small room opening on her own apartment, where he laid her on a couch. " Thank you ! " Avhispered Augusta, feebly ; " will you ask Miss Dray ton to come to me ? " " In one moment, dear Augusta never so dear as now only let me say before I go that if not permitted to as sert a nearer claim, I have at least a brother's right to cher ish and to guard you." lie pressed his lips to the hand he held, then, alarmed by her increasing paleness, he hastened down stairs and sent Miss Dray ton to her. That lady was the only one he found in the room he had just left. Judge Mellen and Mr. Saville had left the house, and Mrs. Moray had carried off Charlie to her own room, to consult him, as she said, on business, but, in truth, to try to reconcile him to the new dignities which, she could see, sat somewhat uneasily upon his indolent but kind nature. When Miss Drayton had left him, Hugh continued long to pace, with slow, measured steps, through the deserted room which seemed to him, at that moment, to bear the aspect of death. Suggested by the contrast, there rose up the vision of that last gay, untroubled evening, when Au gusta, radiant in beauty, with the flush of excitement on her cheek, and a softened light in her eyes, had stood just where he had seen her stand to-day in her plain, black dress, with TWO PICTURES. 201 colorless cheeks, and eyes flashing with proud disdain, or dim with clouds of sorrow, yet not less beautiful to him, That evening there had been no scornful rejection in her eye or on her lip. If he could have but spoken then and what had made the difference now ? Was she indeed so fickle that a few weeks of absence had thus changed her ? that could not be. Had an enemy come between them ? that might be and his thoughts immediately reverted to Mrs. Charles Moray. " She never loved me," he said to himself, "and I think she has positively hated me, since she has regarded me as a possible rival to Charles." Still the utmost act of enmity he thought of ascribing to her was misrepresentation of some thoughtless word or action on his part. He had always thought her skilled in giving a gloss to language which the speaker little intended skilled in interpreting all things so as to advance her own ends, but of conscious, wilful untruth, of absolute fraud, he did not suspect her. In regard to this will, he believed, with Judge Mellen, that there had been some unfair influence exerted over the failing mind of Mr. Moray ; if there had been more, and the remembrance of the many conversations in which Mr. Moray seemed to consider him as his successor at St. Mary's, sometimes suggested the doubt, he believed that Saville was answerable for it. " That man hates both Augusta and me. I have read it in his eye, spite of all his cunning ; he would do us an injury if he could. It has been no injury to me. I should be sorry enough to relinquish my career at the bar for the burdensome responsibilities of a Southern planter, and as for Augusta, we cannot offer her a splendid home ; but my father by the by his let ter," and throwing himself into a chair, Hugh drew from his pocket the letter handed to him by Mr. Saville, and was soon absorbed in its contents. They ran thus : 202 TWO F1CTUKE8. II. 8. FRIGATE CONGRESS, j Gulf of Mexico, March 21, 18. \ I have been trying to write to your mother, Hugh, but find it impossible, and so I write to you that you may tell her what I have no heart to tell myself. My bitterest ene my could have chosen for me nothing more humiliating than my present position, a position accepted with the hope that I should be able at last to prove myself worthy of the con fidence so long withheld from me. If the department should continue its present course toward me, I shall come home a dishonored man, while it may be that some per fumed pet of theirs will be sent out to supersede me as an incapable, and obtaining what I have in vain petitioned for, will cast a deeper shadow on my name by his success. Three or four vessels, of not over one or two hundred tons, would enable me to make our naval power as much dreaded as our army has become under the gallant Taylor ; but here I am with ships of such heavy draught, that 1 cannot approach the coast near enough to throw a ball on shore; and yet all my remonstrances and appeals are met only by expressions of surprise that with such a gallant force at my command, I should have done so little. I am tempted to believe that my letters have not all reached the Secretary's eyes. From what I know of the ways of the department, I know it would not be at all impossible for this to be managed by a clerk who had a grudge against me, and, God forgive me if I wrong him, I have no trust in Saville. I believe he suf fered me to obtain this squadron because he hoped by it to ingratiate himself with my rich relative, Mr. Moray, and now that he, poor fellow, is too ill for him to hope for much future service from him, I should not Avonder if he were in triguing to give it to some other. As you wrote last from Washington, and seemed uncertain when you should leave it, I hope this letter may find you there. If it TWO PICTURES. 203 should do so, go at once to the navy department, see the Secretary himself, and tell him what I have here written you. Tell him I know the harbor of Vera Cruz thoroughly, and that with three or four vessels of light draught 1 will engage to land men enough to make themselves masters of the city, and of the whole country indeed ; but without such vessels it is simply impossible it would be throwing awa^i the poor fellows' Jives to send them in open boats, when 1 could not bring a cannon near enough to protect them. Make some inquiries where Commodore Puffer is ; I have had a hint from an old friend in the service that he has been a good deal in Washington of late. He is the only man in the service, I think, who would supersede me without reluc tance; not that I think him bad-hearted or dishonorable, but he has such an opinion of his own powers, that I honestly believe he considers it an act of injustice to the country that any important service should be committed to another. Exert yourself, my son, to save your father from this last and worst humiliation the last, I say, for certain I am that I should never outlive it. Send this letter to your mother, and tell her that though I do not write to her by this oppor tunity, my best comfort is the memory of her love and her prayers. Love to your sisters. Your affectionate father, JAMES MORAY. Hugh looked at the date of the letter. " This ought to have been here a week ago," he said, " I have not an hour to lose ; but first I must see Augusta." He went quickly up the stairs and to the room, where he had left her. The door was closed, but his light tap brought Miss Drayton to it ; she came into the hall to Hugh, closing the door after her. Without waiting to be questioned, she said : " She has been terribly agitated ; it could scarcely be otherwise ; but her greatest dread seems 204 TWO PICTURES. to bo that any one should see her in that state. I have promised that no one but myself shall enter this room." " I must not ask you to break your promise, and yet I know not how to leave the house without seeing her." " Leave the house ! You are not going away ! " ex claimed Miss Dray ton. " No farther than to the navy department on important business for my father." " Oh ! you will return here, then ? I feared you were talking of leaving Washington." " 1 hope, when I do that, it will be to take Miss Moray with me to Elizubethtown, where my mother and sisters are they love her dearly, and would be grieved, indeed, if she should choose any other home. Has she spoken at all to you about the future, Miss Drayton ? " " Not very coherently ; one thought, only, seems in con nection with it, that she must make herself independent by the exercise of her own powers. She has been much calmed by my promise to find work for her." " Work ! I must see her, Miss Drayton," and Hugh looked resolved. " You will not, without her permission, Mr. Moray ; to-day, especially," said Miss Drayton, remaining quite still, though Hugh had stepped toward the room, and even put his hand upon the latch. Her confidence was not misplaced ; Hugh withdrew his hand, and stepped back again. " You are right, Miss Drayton," he said, "it must not be without her permission ; and yet I must see her. Tell her, dear Miss Drayton, that I have an important commission from my father, which requires my immediate attention ; but that I cannot and will not leave the house till I have seen her. Will you do this, dear Miss Drayton ? " Miss Drayton could not refuse, and soon re-opened the door to tell Hugh that he might enter. TWO PICTURES. The incidents of his life, the training even of his boy- Hood, had given Hugh Moray a power over himself, pos* sessed by few men. Even now he was calm in appearance, self-possessed in manner, though his heart throbbed and his' pulses beat as they had not done when he first rose to address a court, notwithstanding that was under circum stances which induced the belief that his success or fail ure in that first effort would influence his whole future career. He had now a cause to plead requiring more deli cate tact than any he had yet approached, and the verdict he should obtain would affect the well-being of one dear to him as his own soul. The events of this day could not make Augusta more dear to him, but they had so touched the springs of his tenderest feeling, that he would have guarded her with his very life from the lightest touch of pain. This feeling grew acute almost to agony as he en tered the room in which she was, and, taking in with a quick glance, its luxurious and tasteful arrangements, he contrasted them by a lightning flash of thought with the home likely to be that of a woman who should make herself independent by her own work. Yet Hugh was very calm if any com plaint could have been alleged against his manner, it was perhaps the complaint of an excess of quietude. Augusta sat on the couch where he had left her. A crimson spot on each cheek served only to make the surrounding whiteness more distinct, while her eyes glowed with excitement. Over her, too, the thought of the injustice done to Hugh, had exercised some softening influence. She would now have risen to meet him, but he stepped quickly toward her couch, and taking the hand she held out to him, gently reseated her, and placed himself in a chair at her side. Retaining her hand, he said, " I wanted to see you before I went out, that I might know when you would be ready to set out for Elizabethtown. Do you think you could go to-morrow ? " 206 TWO PICTURES. Hugh, it will be acknowledged, was adroit. The place was only touched in his question, and touched as an ascer tained fact, the time was dwelt on as the great point at issue. In ordinary states of feeling such a taking-for-granted by one whose opinion she values, has a wonderful effect on a woman ; but to-day Augusta Moray was in no ordinary state of feeling. All in which she had most trusted had deceived her. The very pillars of her life had been shaken, and she stood among the crumbling ruins of the past with proud self-assertion, saying to herself, " They shall not crush me. I will build to myself a new world, and though it have in it no beauty and no joy, it shall suffice." Ah ! how dif ferent would it have been, could she have seen that it was the hand of love which held the bitter chalice to her lips, that the selfishness of man was but working out the loving designs of Him who " chasteneth those whom He loves, even as a father chasteneth his children." " You are very kind, Hugh ; but I do not think I shall go to Elizabethtown," she replied to Hugh's question. " We will talk of that at another time, when you are more composed ; at present we will only settle the time of our journey ; you must be impatient to get away from this house," Hugh began, with a smile ; but his face grew grave before he concluded. " I am more impatient to be understood by you, Hugh. \ ou must not put me off as if I was a feeble child, incapable of deciding for myself. I have no guide left ; I must mark out my own path." " Dear Augusta ! If Mr. Mortimer were here I think he would remind you of the Psalmist's petition, 'My Father, be Thou the guide of my youth ; ' and of his assur ance, ' Commit thy way unto the Lord, and He will direct thy steps.' " " He guides and directs us, not by sending an angel to TWO PICTURES. 207 clear our way before us, but by giving us the power and the will to act for ourselves." " Or by sending friends to act for us." " He has left me none on whom I have a natural claim. I could not be happy in dependence on others. The best thing that those who wish me well can do for me, is to help me in finding something to do for myself." Hugh thought of the loving, trustful child, who had said, " Hugh, I will live with you anywhere," looked up in the proud face beside him, and with a pang at his heart, which he could not wholly control, rose and walked to a window, that he might betray to no other eye what he suf fered. When he returned and again seated himself at Augusta's side, his face had regained its composure. Yet there was a change in its expression there was less tender ness there and more sternness. " Perhaps you are right," he said, " at least, no one living has the right to constrain your freedom of action. I will only say that you may command my services in any way you please, and until you have found your work and are ready to begin it, you will not, I hope, refuse to make your home with my mother and sisters at Elizabethtown. You can have no cause of displeasure with them, Augusta,"' he added, as he saw her hesitate, " and no one whom you do not wish to see, will intrude on you there." The color flushed to her face at his last words ; but before she could reply, Hugh rose, and hording out his hand to her, said, " I must not weary you now. You may trust my advice it is as disinterested as a brother's ; at least, you may trust the affection of my mother and sisters. But I will say no more now, for you look weary ; good afternoon." One lingering pressure of her hand, one questioning look from the door, as if he hoped yet to read some softening in her glance, and Hugh was gone. 208 TWO PICTURES. Months passed ere they met again. When Miss Dray ton returned to Augusta she found her weeping with an uncontrollable violence, which was the result of the almost superhuman restraint imposed on her by her proud determination to show that she needed not even sympathy from those around her. Reproach of Hugh was mingling with these tears, for, with the inconsistency of which most are guilty where the passions are excited, she accused him of coldness and hardness, because he had care fully guarded himself from the expression of any warmer sentiment than friendship, completely ignoring that she had more than once, of late, manifested her disdain of profes. sions of deeper interest from him. " He need not have been so careful to assure me of his disinterestedness to make me feel that I could give nothing in return for all this ostentatious kindness." Such were her thoughts. Yet when Miss Drayton, after letting her weep for some minutes in silence, drew her at last within the shelter of her arms, and with soft caresses said, " My poor child ! has he wounded you too ? 1 thought his truth, at least, might be trusted," she lifted her head proudly, and answered, " You know little of Hugh Moray if my tears can make you doubt him. Since I can not relinquish my plans for my own support, he urges me to go to Elizabethtown and remain with his mother and sisters till I am ready to begin my work." "And trusting him as you do, you will go, of course?" said Miss Drayton. Augusta had unconsciously set a trap for herself. If she would have Miss Drayton trust Hugh, she must show that she herself trusted him, and she assented, though the assent was faint, and with the addition, " Unless you should hear of some place for me immediately." " That is not very probable ; there are places enough, TWO PICTURES. 209 but few such places as I could conscientiously recommend you to. To know how to recognize the claims of a lady in the position of a governess, the employer must be a lady herself." " And are there so few ladies ? " asked Augusta, little disposed to submit to unnecessary delay. " Very few, I fear, in my acceptation of the term ; though there are a thousand counterfeits which, in the ordi nary exchanges of society, will pass current without detec tion." " I must not hope, then, for one of those few, but be satisfied if I find nothing worse than the common lot." " Well, we shall see ; in the meantime, I am truly glad that you have such a friend. Have you appointed any time for your journey ? " " No ; if I must go, I suppose I ought to go at once. Hugh's business must require his presence in New York ; he has been here more than a month ; but if I could hear of something first " She paused. " I think you are quite right not to wait for it ; Mr. Moray must, as you say, have already sacrificed much ; and I shall be as busy for you after you have gone as if you were here." Speech is a gift of Him whose every gift is good. Thought becomes clear, passion submissive to reason while we exercise it, provided passion have not so acquired the sway of our whole natures that speech has itself become its slave. These conversations, though not all that Hugh Mo ray or Miss Drayton could have wished, left Augusta more composed in mind than she had yet been. The future seemed less a tangled, pathless forest than it had been. Un consciously, perhaps, she derived comfort from the thought that, for a time, at least, she would be within Hugh's home, the object of his friendly care. The next morning she woke 210 TWO PICTURES. after a night of deep and almost untroubled sleep. Her first thought was, of course, of her bereavement and of the altered circumstances of her life. It is that first waking thought which brings to our hearts the keenest pang of sor row. That pang sent Augusta's thought not to a heavenly, but to an earthly comforter. Hugh would come this morn ing to know her decision. She must rise, for much was to be done to-day, if she were to be ready to set out with him to-morrow. Prompt as the thought came the action ; she arose and breakfasted alone in the little music room that opened into her own apartment. Soon after her breakfast, as she was still there, giving some orders to her maid respecting the arrangements for her packing, a knock was heard at her chamber door. " Say that I am here, Alice," she said to the Irish wait ing maid, who turned to attend the summons. " It's Gib. ma'am," said the girl, opening the door of the music room. " Yes, Miss 'Gusty, it's me, ma'am ; Master Charles sent me, ma'am, to see how you is, and to ax to speak to you." " Master Charles 1 " Augusta repeated. " You are sure it was he who wanted to speak to me 1 " " Oh yes, ma'am ! Sure for true. It couldn't be nobody else, now poor Master Hugh 's gone." Gib spoke with emphasis. He had seen a little, and suspected more, of what had been passing in the house for the last four weeks, and it was his own private opinion that Master Hugh had been badly treated on all hands, and he strongly suspected that " Miss 'Gusty " had now put the fin ishing touch to the injustice he had suffered, by sending him away. "Master Hugh gone ! " repeated Augusta, with a half bewildered expression. TWO PICTURES. 211 " Yes, ma'am, gone," repeated Gib, and this time with a little fierceness in his tone. He had expressed his pity for Master Hugh ; the next thing was to show his readiness to do battle with all his enemies. " When did he go, Gib ? " Augusta's voice trembled slightly in spite of her efforts. Gib began to be appeased. " Well, ma'am, I don't rightly know when he's left Washington ; howsomedever, he isn't been home to my knowledge sence yesterday one o'clock ; I know it was one, because I heard the big clock strike just as Master Hugh went out the door, and I was looking after him and saying to myself, Well ! who'd ha' thought that Master Charlie would be our master, instead o' Master Hugh; that Master " " And has not Master Hugh been back since that time 1 " asked Augusta, interrupting the flow of Gib's eloquence. " No, ma'am ; leastways I ha'n't seen him ; and he hasn't been in his room all night." " And have you heard nothing of him, Gib ? " " I only hearn the man that came for his valise and cloak say he was a-going away with some gentlemen from the hotel." Augusta sank back upon the couch by which she was standing. Now she felt how she had rested on that strong arm and faithful, courageous heart. Pride might still rule her words ; it might press back the tears from her eyes, and close her lips against the moan that rose to them, but it could not scare away the agony from her wistful eyes, nor renerve her shaking frame. Gib's emotions changed their direction. " I think it's very strange in Master Hugh to go off so ; and may be he's a coming back." " Yes, that was surely it ; he was coming back," and a little color returned to Augusta's pale cheeks. 212 TWO PICTURES. "And Muster Charles. What must I tell him, Miss* Augusta ? " " Say that I will see him here, Gib." She spoke with alacrity, fur she thought that Charles must have some communication from Hugh ; it might Le that he was coming to bring her some message from him. " You will go on with the packing," she said to Alice ; " I shall probably leave this place to-morrow." The girl returned to the chamber, as Charles Moray entered at the door of the music room. " You still look pale, Augusta," he said, after the usual salutations and inquiries had passed ; " I must see a little more color in your cheeks before 1 can ask you to set out for St. Mary's." What a pang that name on his lips cost Augusta he little knew ! She could not speak for a moment, and Charlie continued: " When we do go, would you prefer to go by land, or Avatcr ? If you are not strong enough for the land journey " " I am not strong enough for cither, Charlie." Augusta's tone was kind, even affectionate far more so than it had been to Hugh. " Not now, but you will be soon, and we will wait till you are." " I shall never be strong enough to be at St. Mary's as a visitor." " Not as a visitor ; I would not have you feel as a vis itor, let it be your home as it has always been." "That cannot be, Charlie. If I was not my uncle's child, I was, at least, his nearest living relative, and was taught from my infancy to feel that I had the claims of a child in his house." " And you would say that you are nothing to me ; but, TWO PICTURES. 213 Augusta, I have no sister, and I have always envied Hugh his sisters. Come with me and be my sister." Augusta remembered Mrs. Moray, and the color flushed her face and the proud light came again to her eye, as she said, " Such ties are of Nature's making ; I am not your sister, and cannot fancy myself so." " Augusta," Charlie began, and paused, rose from his chair and looked out of a window, reseated himself, and again said, " Augusta, there is a tie we make for ourselves ; will you be my wife ? you know your uncle wished it." " No, Charlie ; I could not be your wife, even if my uncle had wished it." "And do you doubt that he did, Augusta?" and Char lie's face grew hot. " I do not doubt, for I feel quite sure that he never did." " Why, then, should he have said it in his will ? " Char lie spoke rapidly, as one who was becoming roused by the doubt insinuated. " The will said it, certainly." Augusta's emphasis was significant ; there was a festering doubt in Charles Moray's own mind, and this emphasis was like a touch upon " the raw " to a mettled horse. He sprang from his chair. " I think it would be more just, if you have any belief that the will is a forgery, to say so at once, and let the case be decided by law ; do you suspect me of fraud ? " " I suspect you of nothing dishonorable ; but sit down, Charlie, and let us talk of other things ; I cannot afford to quarrel with the few friends I have left, and I should be sorry not to count you as one of them." " I am glad you will permit me to be anything to you," said Charlie, reseating himself, though with a shade of irri- tation still, both in tone and manner. TWO PICTURES. " That I regard you as a friend, I am going to prove, by asking a favor of you," said Augusta, trying to smile. Charlie was easily propitiated, and assured her that she could not gratify him more than to show him how he could be useful to her. " It is only, Charlie, by fulfilling what I know to have been my uncle's desire about his people. To Hugh and me, who were with him constantly during those last few weeks, he expressed it very often, and I promised him to use all my influence to secure for them the kind treatment and care of their future master." " You are not going to suspect me of cruelty, Augusta ? " Charlie questioned, still a little angrily. " 1 believe no man ever was more incapable of cruelty, Charlie ; but my uncle was not cruel ; he was considered, I believe, not only a humane, but a kind and generous master, and yet he was not satisfied with himself; indeed, he seemed often troubled by the feeling that he had not done all he should have done." " That must have been nothing but a sick man's fancy, Augusta ; for I am sure no set of laborers I have ever known were so happy as your uncle's negroes. They were com fortably lodged, well fed, not overworked, and free from all anxieties for the future. I am sure I have thought of them with envy sometimes, when I have incurred a heavy debt, without having a red cent to pay it with. Depend upon it, all that was a sick man's fancy." " I don't know that that is at all against it, Charlie ; I am afraid none of us think as we should do about these things till we are sick and feel ourselves drawing near to the eternal world ; I seemed to be brought near to it my self when I talked with him toward the last, and I must relieve my conscience of my responsibility in the matter, by telling you that my uncle felt grieved at remembering that TWO PICTURES. 215 he had sometimes objected to some of good Mr. Mortimer's plans for the improvement of the people, and that he hoped that whoever was at St. Mary's after him would suffer Mr. Mortimer to carry them all out ; and it was this I was going to ask of you as a favor to myself : it will make Mr. Mor timer so happy." " I fear it will have a tendency to make the people very unhappy ; but, of course, what you ask shall be done. And now, Augusta, let us come back to yourself. If you will not make your home with us, you must remember that your uncle intended that your home should be provided out of his property, so that, wherever it is, you must draw on me" " You must excuse me, Charlie, I cannot place myself under pecuniary obligation to any one." " Pecuniary obligation it would not be " " I should feel it as such ; and, once and for ever, let me say that if you would have me regard you as a friend, you will never make such a proposition to me again." " And how are you going to live, Augusta? With all your finespun fancies, you are human, and must eat, drink, and be clothed." Charles Moray spoke warmly. " It is true I am human ; but with human wants I have also human powers, and can work for what I need." " Work ! Are you going to put up a card, ' Washing, and going out to day's work, done here ' ? " There was a sneer in the tone of the question. " Not quite so bad as that," said Augusta, while her eyes flashed. " I am only going to seek, through Miss Drayton and my old teacher Madam B , a place as a governess." " A governess ! I advise you to change your plan and take my proposal it will be decidedly the easier life ; but, 10 216 TWO PICTURES. in the mean time, till this delectable governess-ship is found, what are you going to do 1 Will you remain here ? " " Till to-morrow morning, with your permission," said Augusta, haughtily. " And may I venture, without offence, to ask where you may be going then ; as I understand, this ' place ' is yet to seek." " I might well refuse to answer such questions , but I have nothing to conceal. I shall return with Hugh to Eliz- abethtown, and remain with his mother till I find employ ment." " With Hugh ? is not Hugh gone ? " asked Charlie. " What makes you suppose so ? " Augusta's heart sank again with a sickening dread, and her cheeks grew pale. " I did not suppose anything about it. Gib told me he was gone ; but, of course, that is a mistake, if you were going with him. There is the door bell now ; perhaps it is he ; " and Charlie hurried from the room, glad, it must be owned, of an excuse for escaping from Augusta's presence, for Charles Moray was of too pleasure-loving a nature will ingly to endure what gave force to a painful thought ; and at the sight of Augusta, all his mother's glosses vanished, and he could only feel that she had been deeply injured, and that he, more than any other, had profited by the injury. This thought, which should have made him peculiarly gentle with her, did truly, from some of those strange vagaries to which this poor, frail nature of ours is subject, make him irritable and impatient. It was not Hugh who rang, but Charlie did not return to say so. A new idea had seized him. He would go and see Judge Mellon and Miss Drny- ton. Augusta seemed to regard them as friends ; they might, perhaps, induce her to give up her unreasonable pride and accept a decent annuity from her uncle's large fortune. And so Charles Moray sauntered out, and, finding Miss TWO PICTURES. 217 Dray ton just preparing to visit Augusta, prevailed on her to stay and listen to him, and even to promise that she would advocate his cause with Augusta herself, though she acknowledged she had little hope of success. As to Judge Mellen, he declared it was the least Mr. Charles Moray could do, and it would be folly, it would be madness in Miss Moray to decline it. While this was passing at Judge Mellen's, life was not standing still with Augusta. Charlie had left her but a few minutes when a card was brought to her from Mr. Seton, the midshipman whom she had first met at Saratoga, and who had continued his acquaintance by occasional calls in Washington. His present call seemed to Augusta some what intrusive, as he must have heard of her uncle's recent death. " Say to Mr. Seton that Miss Moray is indisposed and receives no visitors," was her careless order to the servant who had brought the card. " I did tell him the ladies were not at home to-day ; but he is the most obstinatest young man, and didn't mind me at all," said the man in a grumbling tone, as he turned away. Half an hour later there was a light step in the hall, fol lowed by a knock at the door of the music room. Augusta opened the door herself, believing it to be Miss Dray ton. It was Mrs. Charles Moray. What an intensity does crime give to the emotions of the- most frivolous and shallow being ! Here was a woman that had lived all her life with no higher motive than her pleasure, no deeper stirring of her heart than a child experiences to the giver of a toy ; she had been led by a stronger spirit into crime, and the lowest abysses of her nature had been stirred, and fear and hate and cruelty had started forth : whatever she might be hence forth, she could not be frivolous. Something of this change was already marked in her face, as she stood there gazing 218 TWO PICTURES. for one moment silently upon Augusta. Augusta, too, was silent, and returned her gaze with a look of haughty questioning. " 1 have not intruded on you for my own pleasure, I assure you," said Mrs. Moray, answering that look as if its sense had been put into spoken words. " Mr. Seton, whom you refused to see this morning, requested me to give you that, and to say that Hugh gave it to him for you, just as he was going off yesterday evening to join his father in the Gulf of Mexico. Mr. Seton wished me to say that he did not seal the envelope, because Hugh thought the receiving it so, would show you the hurry he was in, and you would under stand then why he did not return to make any explanation to you." Augusta had had time to recover herself sufficiently to ask with tolerable composure, " Is Commodore Moray ill ? " " No. I suspect, from what Mr. Seton says, that he has been showing his incapacity, as I always thought he would, and there is some danger of his being superseded. I sup pose Hugh has gone to give him some help in commanding his squadron. I have no doubt he thinks himself quite equal to it." The sneer drew no answer from Augusta, and she might have appeared quite calm, but for the slight trembling of the hand in which she held the unsealed missive from Hugh, and for a bright red spot that burned on each cheek. " I will see Mr. Seton," she said, with sudden determina tion. " You are rather late for that, I suspect. Mr. Seton sails himself for the Gulf at two o'clock to-day. He said he must be on board his ship immediately ; his ship is the schooner ' Porpoise,' and if you have anything to send to Hugh, and will get it on board that vessel to him within the next two TWO riCTUKES. 219 hours, he will take it with pleasure : he will probably see Hugh within a fortnight." " I will read my note, if you will excuse me, madam, and send him my answer, if 1 find that it requires one." " To which pleasant employment 1 will leave you. Good morning ! " To the last the sneer was in her tone ; but Augusta thought little of it as she closed the door after her and sat down to learn what could have taken Hugh Moray from her side at such an hour, when he had just promised to guard and cherish her as a tender brother. She opened the envel ope and drew forth its contents a narrow slip of paper ; it was printed. What could it mean ? The burning flush rose to her temples as she read a check for one hundred dollars, drawn in her favor by Hugh Moray on the State Bank of New York. She looked again into the envelope, hoping there might be some word to explain this. No not a word. " lie might have spared me this," said Augusta to her self. It was not her own humiliation that occasioned her keenest pang, even when she remembered that the open envelope had probably made those through whose hands it had passed as well aware as herself of its contents. It was the vanishing away of her ideal ; it was the conviction that all noble delicacy, all true generosity must be absent from the mind of one capable of such an act. The Hugh Moray she had loved and trusted, was as much a creature of the imagination as was Hamlet or Othello. Here was the sharpest thrust, the cruel thrust which killed at once both hope and memory. But this was no time for thought ; neither, as she said proudly to herself, was she a love-sick girl, to waste her life in vain regrets. " Call Gib to me, Alice," she said, as she roused herself to action. While Alice was gone, she selected an envelope from her desk, enclosed the check, carefully sealed and 220 TWO PICTURES. addressed it. By the time she had done this, Gib was waiting. " Gib, I want this note for Master Hugh taken to Mr. Soton, who is on board the schooner ' Porpoise,' lying at the Navy Yard. lie is to sail in two hours, so you had better call a hack and drive to the Navy Yard, for it is very im portant you should be there in time ; and, Gib, you must give the letter into Mr. Seton's hands yourself, and you had better tell him that it contains money, and that I will be obliged to him to hand it himself to Master Hugh." She emptied her purse on the table, that Gib might take the money necessary for his drive; and then turned to pack ing her trunks with an assiduity which would speedily have accomplished the labor, had she not been interrupted by the entrance of Miss Dray ton. " Ah ! you are busy packing, I see ; what time do you intend to set out ? " " To-morrow morning," and Augusta busied herself with finding a comfortable seat for Miss Drayton, aud assisting her to take off her shaw r l and bonnet. " I am very glad you can go so soon," said Miss Drayton, as she kissed the flushed cheek bending down to untie her bonnet. " I was afraid, from what Mr. Charles said, that something had called his cousin off, and you might be de tained." " Hugh has been called away," said Augusta, in a low tone, turning, as she spoke, to lay aside Miss Drayton's wrappings. " Where ? " inquired Miss Drayton. " To his father, in the Gulf of Mexico. He went out to him in a ship which sailed last evening." " You saw him before he went ? " " No ; but he sent Mr. Seton to let me know all about it." " And to make arrangements for your going, I suppose. TWO PICTURES. 221 How grieved he must have been to leave you so ! . Is Mr. Seton to go with you to-morrow ? " " No ; he is ordered away, and sails this afternoon." " How unfortunate ! And who goes with you, then ? " " Nobody. Governesses, you know," with a faint smile, " may travel without protection." " But pretty young girls may not. Mr. Charles will go with you, I do not doubt, when he hears that Mr. Hugh cannot ; if he did not go, I am sure my brother would not suffer you to go alone ; one of them will see you safe to Elizabethtown. I could not answer it to my own con science, -to say nothing of Mr. Hugh, if I should part from you without knowing that you would have proper escort to his mother's care." Miss Drayton was surprised at the still, determined face that rnct her, as she looked up, at the end of this little speech. " Miss Drayton," said Augusta, " you have been so kind, so good I shall be sorry to seem ungrateful ; but I must have my own way in this I must go alone ; it is a proper beginning to my independent life. I do not ask this as a favor, I insist on it as a right," she continued, as she saw Miss Drayton prepare to remonstrate. " Of course, no one can dispute your right to direct your own actions, my dear," Miss Drayton replied, in a manner which, though still kind, was marked by more than her usual gravity. Augusta turned away with more sullcnness in her man ner than any one had ever seen there before ; for, though quick in temper, she had never been sullen. " It is but the loss of one friend the more," she said iff herself; " well let them go." But she was less stoical than she fancied herself. As she raised her eyes after a while to Miss Drayton's face, the 222 TWO PICTURES. gravity there seemed to her more like sorrow than anger. She could not bear it ; and drawing near, she said r " Dear, good Miss Draytcn ! my last friend ! forgive me for those unkind words ! I am sorry to do anything you disapprove, and I feel all your generous kindness in my very heart of hearts." " My dear ! do not talk of my kindness ; I would gladly do something for you, if 1 could, for I love you tenderly, Augusta, arid so does my poor Annie too, whom I loft weeping at home, because I would not let her come to you to-day ; " and Miss Drayton, with an affectionate caress, drew Augusta down beside her on the sofa, adding, " I have better matters to talk of than my kindness : I have a pro posal to make to you, that may alter all your plans." Then and there, Miss Drayton fulfilled her promise to Charles Moray, enforcing, with all her feminine ingenuity and all the energy of her affection, his proposition respecting the annuity ; but ingenious reasons and affectionate entrea ties were all in vain. Augusta was firm, though the fire in her heart did not again show itself in any ungentle word or action. She entreated Miss Drayton to be her friend, and to believe that she knew what was best for her own happi ness in choosing as she did. " I have heard Mr. Mortimer say that work was the best cure for unhappiness let me try it.*' " But, my dear, you may not obtain the work, and what will you do then ? Would you rather be dependent on Mrs. Commodore Moray, who, from what I know of our naval officers' families, is not likely to be very rich, than take that which is equitably, if not legally j'our own." " I shall not be dependent on Mrs. Moray," said Augus ta, with lowered voice, while her eyes fell. " Ah 1 I see. Her son will take you off her hands," and TWO EICTUKES. 223 Miss Drayton looked at the down-cast face with a benevo lent smile. The smile died away before the flashing glance that re plied to it, as Augusta said, " I shall not even go to Mrs. Moray's or to Elizabethtown at all. I shall go to Mrs. Brenton, in New York. I have no doubt she will consider my services in her school to be a sufficient compensation for my board, till I can get some better place." " Well, my dear, you may be right I would not dis courage you for the world ; but you know we ought always to be prepared for possible failure in our plans ; it is possi ble, you know, that Mrs. Brenton may have no place for you. Now will you let me be your Aunt Nancy, and do for you just what I would for my name-child Annie," and Miss Drayton drew out the purse which she had filled this morn, ing for just such a possible occasion. " Oh, dear Miss Drayton ! indeed indeed " Augusta began vehemently, laying her hand, as she spoke, upon that in which the purse was held. " My dear, listen to me ; the obligation would be mine it would relieve me from so much painful apprehen sion " " But, indeed, there is no cause for apprehension ; be sides I am not quite penniless, and if I could only part with some jewelry, which is entirely useless to me with my present prospects, I should be rich." " Let me see the jewelry." Augusta unlocked her jewel casket with a little key, suspended to her watch chain, and showed two morocco cases. Touching the spring of each in turn, the lids flew back, and displayed in the one a necklace, earrings, and pin, of very large and beautiful pearls in the other, earrings, pin, and ring, of diamonds of unusual size and purity. Miss Drayton raised the case containing the pearls, and 224: TWO FIQTUKES. said, " I should like to take these for Annie, if they are not beyond my purse. Do you happen to know what they cost, my dear?" "I do ; for my uncle took me with him to make the selection in New York they were three hundred dollars ; but they have been worn two or three times " " Which only adds to their value ; if you really wish to part with them, I will gladly become their purchaser at that price." And so Miss Drayton was comforted by knowing that Augusta would not be without the means of supporting her self for a few weeks at least, should Mrs. Brenton be unable to receive her. A small sum was also brought to her by Charles, as remaining in the Washington Bank, in which Mr. Moray had deposited his money, after all claims against him had been satisfied. As this had not been named in the will, it of course belonged to her as nearest of kin. This paid the milliner and dressmaker for the simple mourning, which Miss Drayton had procured for her, and furnished her with travelling expenses, leaving her three hundred dollars untouched for future contingencies. With all the alleviation thus given to their anxiety, her friends, Judge Mellen and his daughter, and Miss Drayton, who drove to the depot to say farewell to her, felt their hearts sink with a weight of pity as they saw her stand in the yet gray light of the early morning, with her black drapery falling gloomily around her, while the faithful Gib was attending to the safety of her baggage. They could not forget how lately crowds had been officious to proffer their services to her who was abandoned thus to the care of a menial. Those externals, which so deepened the sad ness of the picture to them, were, however, scarcely felt by her. Deeper sorrows had made her insensible to them. They found in her none of that girlish shrinking from her TWO PICTURES. lonely travel for which they were prepared. Indeed, when Judge Mellen would have introduced her to a lady and gen tleman, who were going in the cars, and with whom he was slightly acquainted, she declined the introduction with a decision that did not permit him to press it " Where is Mr. Charles Moray 1 " asked Judge Mellen. "In his bed, asleep, I suspect," answered Augusta, smiling. " He ought to be ashamed of himself," and the florid face of the kind-hearted judge flushed a deeper red. " Pray, do not blame poor Charlie ! He meant to come with me, but he did not wake in time." Her friends Annie and Miss Drayton wept, and even Judge Mellen's eyes were not free from the mist of sorrow, as the cars moved off, and the crape veil was thrown back for a moment from Augusta's pale, mournful face, that she might look her last upon them ; but her eyes were tear less. Be thankful, ye who weep, that severer grief has not frozen the fountain of your tears. We will not detain the reader by details of a journey without adventure. Mrs. Brenton received her former pupil with kindness, and sooner than her friends could have hoped, procured her a situation as governess in the family of Mr. Price, a very wealthy banker, whose house on the Fifth Avenue, was one of the show-houses of New York, while Mrs. Price was acknowledged by all to have the handsomest carriage, the most beautiful horses, and the richest livery ever seen in Broadway. Mrs. Price had been herself a pupil of Mrs. Brenton's, but had left her school some years before Augusta's appearance there. Her old respect for her teacher exercised still a restraining power on the lady of fashion, and she did not bloom out in her pres ence into that overpowering ostentation, which she dis played elsewhere. 226 TWO PICTURES. " You will not forget that Miss Moray is a lady," said Mrs. Brenton. Oh ! certainly not. It is really very important to get one who will not teach the children vulgarities why, do you know, my dear Mrs. Brenton, that 1 positively saw my last governess turn out her egg into a glass ; I really saw her do it with my own eyes. Now, really, you know, all the Latin and mathematics in the world would never repay one for having children taught such absolute neglect of the rules of polite society." " Well, my dear," said Mrs. Brenton, with a good- natured laugh, " since you are no longer my pupil, I do not mind confessing to you that I rather enjoy taking my own egg from a glass but do not be alarmed ; Miss Moray is, I am sure, quite free from such solecisms." And Mrs. Price soon made it known to all her acquain tances that she had been so fortunate as to secure for her governess Miss Moray, Avho had been .the belle of Washing ton all last winter. " Not that I think her so very beauti ful at least that style of beauty is not my favorite style," the lady added ; at which one could scarcely be surprised, as Augusta was tall, with dark hair, and eyes whose brown seemed to deepen into black when shadowed by excited feeling, while Mrs. Price was a pure blonde, " fat, fair, and forty." Sometimes the friends of Mrs. Price felt some curiosity to see the " belle of Washington," and a message was sent by the accommodating hostess requesting Miss Moray to come down and play a little for the young people to dance. Doubtless among the guests on these occasions there were some who pitied the young and beautiful stran ger, at whom the impertinent levelled their glasses, and the cold and selfish carelessly glanced ; but to pity and to imper tinence alike, Augusta Moray opposed the shield of a manner as cold and as impassive as if she had been indeed the TWO PICTURES. 227 marble statue she resembled in the delicate chiselling of hei features and the colorless purity of her complexion. Ou the whole, there was no want of material comfort in Augusta's position. Mrs. Price was not a cruel or unkind woman. Vanity and selfishness were the deepest shadows in her not very marked character. Augusta's room was in the fourth story ; but it was large and airy, lighted by gas, nnd its cold tempered in winter by the warm air from the furnace which, do what they would, could not be kept from ascending beyond the rooms occupied by the family, while her table, at which her pupils, two young girls, the one ten, the other twelve years old, ate, was supplied with good, healthy food, if not with luxuries. One complaint often made by persons in her position, could not be made by Augusta. Those who served her were never negligent or insolent. With an intuition, which we often see in a greater degree in that class than in any other, they recognized her as a " real lady" a term which means a great deal with them, and they did willing service to one who, even in her poverty, had not lost the open hand or liberal heart, and who, however haughty to her equals, or to those who con sidered themselves her superiors, was always gentle to her inferiors. While thus fortunate in externals, Augusta's heart and mind lived only in the past. She performed her duty faith fully to the children entrusted to her, but with no affection ate interest in them. Their improvement was of less moment to her than was the proud consciousness that she had paid for all she received. Could she have forgotten herself, could she have loved her work and those for whom it was done, how different would have been her life ! Love is the spirit of Heaven ; pride, of Hell. She lived only in the past, we have said, but even from that, pride drew not nutriment, but poison. Her former life seemed completely 228 TWO PICTURES. dissevered from her present. She heard nothing from St. Mary's, nothing from Hugh. Miss Drayton was the only one of those she had formerly known, from whom she occa sionally received a letter. It was at this period of her life that the autobiography, with which we commenced our little history, was begun, and the picture to which it alludes, was painted. The other picture, of St. Mary's under a stormy sky, was also painted then. And here we leave her, while we follow the steps of one, in whom we hope our readers feel some little interest. CHAPTER VIII. "Mine honor ia my life ; both grow in one, Take honor from me, and my life is done." SHAKSPEAKH WHEN Hugh Moray parted from Augusta, he supposed it to be only for an hour or two. He was going to the navy department, to see the Secretary himself. In his honor he perfectly confided. He would show him his father's letter ; if there had been any treachery practised, this would un mask it ; the Secretary would see the reasonableness of his father's request, and the wisdom of his plans, and so all would be arranged. " L'homme propose, et Dieu dispose." The Secretary's office was closed at the navy department. He was at a cabinet -meeting. Some naval officers were waiting to see him some with anxious faces, which strove in vain to look careless, others with faces stamped by the recklessness of dissipation, who strove in vain to look thoughtful. Among the younger men was Mr. Seton, to whom Hugh bowed, having occasionally met him at Mr. Moray's. " Can I see the Secretary ? " asked Hugh of an official, presenting his card, and adding, " I am the son of Commo dore Moray." " The Secretary is not here, sir ; but Mr. Saville is." " When will the Secretary be here ? ' 230 TWO PICTURES. " I really do not know, sir ; he is at a cabinet meeting." Hugh turned away, and was leaving the department, when he was joined by Mr. Scton, who said, " I am very glad to see you, Mr. Moray ; I could not venture to call so soon after Mr. Moray's death, and yet, as I sail for the Gulf to-morrow, I wanted to say that I would be glad to take anything you might have to send to the Commodore." " Thank you, Mr. Seton." The gentlemen walked silently on for a few minutes, and then Hugh said, " May I ask in what ship you are going 1 " " In the ' Porpoise,' a little schooner of about two hun dred tons just the thing for the Gulf service." " I am glad they are waking up to that fact at the depart ment ; my father says he cannot do anything without some vessels of light draught." Mr. Seton made no comment. " I believe you have served with my father, Mr. Seton," said Hugh. " I have, Mr. Moray ; and every man who has done so, I believe, loves him certainly, every careless youngster, over whom he has exercised the influence he did on me, must do so. You must lay it to that love, if I ask what may seem to you an impertinent question : Do you know do you think the Commodore knows that Commodore Puffer is to be sent out to the Gulf? It is not positively said that Commodore Moray is to be recalled, but that is the conclu sion ; as every one who knows Commodore Puffer knows he would not accept the position of second in command, and he is the junior of Commodore Moray." " Are you sure of this, Mr. Seton ? "' " / know that Commodore Puffer lies in Hampton Roads waiting for his orders, which will be carried to him by the Porpoise to-roorrow ; / know that the Porpoise is to go out in company with the Flint, which carries the Com- TWO PICTURES. 231 modore himself; I know that both these vessels are to carry out soldiers ; and, without looking into the Commodore's sealed orders, / know we are going to the Gulf of Mexico ; / know, too, that the schooner Dolphin, the fastest sailer in the navy, leaves the navy yard within an hour, and carries despatches to Commodore Moray. What these despatches contain, I do not know, of course ; "but the belief is that they will offer to Commodore Moray the option of asking for a recall or of being superseded by his junior. You have heard, of course, that the troops have not yet been landed, and that the General is becoming impatient." " 1 know that it has been impossible to land them for the want of armed vessels of sufficiently light draught, just such vessels as you tell me Commodore Puffer takes with him, and my father has in vain applied for. Do you call this justice, sir? " " No, sir," said Mr. Seton, with emphasis, and with excite ment equal to Hugh's. " I was sure there was a cloven foot in the business somewhere, and now I see it was Saville's. I would give my next year's pay, badly as I want it, if Commodore Moray would hold on in spite of them till he had accomplished the business, and then, when there was nothing more to be done, request to be recalled." " Could he do so ? would it not be regarded as disobe dience of orders ? " " I do not see how it could be, if the despatches that precede Commodore Puffer are only to give him the per mission to resign ; he certainly may refuse that, without any disobedience ; and for the rest, if he had everything prepared, he might go into action as soon as the vessels he wanted arrived, and read Puffer's despatches afterward, when he had leisure." " Do you think I shall have time to write by the Dol phin 1 " 232 TWO PICTURES. " Not much," and Scton shook his head ; " if you could go now " " Go I could, if I felt sure that that " Hugh hesi tated ; he feared to offend one who certainly wished to serve his father. " Sure that my advice was good ; I am but a middy ; yet I think all who love your father would give the same advice. Come with me to the yard and consult Captain Rapall. He is one of your father's warmest friends, and a man of excellent judgment." " I will ; but should he advise my going, shall I have time to go back for my trunk before I must be on board 1 " " No ; there will not be ten minutes to spare now when we get to the yard ; but stop, here's a darkey who'll drive there, get them, and have them at the yard as quickly as you can be there yourself. If you don't go, you know, it is only to take them back. Holloa, Hannibal ! " Hannibal, who was a hackney coachman, received his order, drove to Mr. Moray's, and executed it, as we have seen. The young men walked rapidly on. Hugh was thinking too busily to speak. He was weighing the necessity there was of his presence here for Augusta and there for his father ; he was trying to subdue the almost intolerable pain which the thought of her imagining that he could leave her at such a time for anything but an absolute necessity, caused him. " If I should go, Mr. Seton," he said, suddenly, " will you do me a great favor ? " " Your father's son may command me to the extent of my power." Mr. Seton spoke earnestly, for Hugh's tone was very earnest. " After all," said Hugh, smiling, " it is not quite a Her culean task I am going to demand of you. The greatness of the favor lies in its importance to myself. If I go, I must TWO PICTCKES. 233 send a few lines to Miss Moray, explaining my not being able to attend her to my mother's. Will you see that she gets it ? I would not like to trust it to an ordinary mes senger." " I will deliver it myself before I sail to-morrow," Mr. Seton replied. " Into her hand ? " urged Hugh. " Into her own hand, if she will permit me." They were at the navy yard. Captain Rapall was in his office. Hugh was introduced by Mr. Seton, and detailed the information he had received, and the suggestion that had been made by the young midshipman. Captain Rapall read Captain Moray's letter through with a grim smile, then lay ing it down, he spoke : " That is just your father, sir ; hon orable, unsuspecting, too keenly sensitive for this common, work-a-day world. Such a notion as Seton's of being too busy to read despatches till the action was over would never suggest itself to his guileless soul. lie ought to have lived in Arcadia. But if you can go and induce him to do that very thing, you will save both his life and his honor. No fear of his being tried for disobedience of orders. They know here that a courtmartial would bring out their own crooked dealings ; besides, if he be successful, which he is sure to be, he could afford to be tried ; they would not dare to touch him." " Then I will go," exclaimed Hugh. " You must be quick ; the sailing signal is flying," said the Captain, pointing, as he spoke, to the trim schooner that lay a few yards from shore in the Potomac. " 1 must write a letter first," exclaimed Hugh ; " it is im possible for me to go without." "Be quick, then; Seton, run down to the wharf; the Dolphin's boat is just pushing off; call them back tell them to hold on for ten minutes." 234: TWO PICTURES. " Shall I order Mr. Moray's trunk on board, sir ? " asked Seton. " Certainly, if it be here ; but we can't wait." " Here it is, sir," and Seton hurried off with willing obe dience. Captain Rapall seated himself to write a few lines of introduction for Hugh to the commander of the Dolphin, while Hugh himself filled up the check that Augusta had re ceived, and wrote the following note : DEAR AUGUSTA : Though I know I am doing what you would not forgive me for leaving undone, it is with infinite pain that I leavo you at such a moment. Nothing less than my father's honor, in which I believe his life also bound up, would I put in competition with your need of a friend, who is vowed to do you service as a brother, whether you will honor him by admitting his claim to a brother's place or not. 1 have no time for explanations ; I must trust them to Mr. Seton, who has promised to put this in your own hands. Let me only entreat you, by the memory of your childhood, trust me as your brother, and as a proof that you do so, use the enclosed, and draw on me for whatever you need afterward. It is the only way in which you can show me that I have not offended you in what I am now doing. Charles will go with you to my mother's, where it will be my delight to find you on my return. They will not allow me another moment. IT. MORAY. " Fold it quick, Moray ; here is an envelope," cried young Seton. " Mr. Moray, the boat will leave you," cried Captain Rapall ; " your ten minutes are gone." " Give it to me, you may trust me ; I will seal it, or, TWO PICTUEES. 235 better deliver it as it is ; it will show her what haste you were in, and that will plead your excuse for all omissions. Good-by ; I hope you will persuade the Commodore." " Good-by ; give that to Miss Moray herself; I can trust you more fully than I can some others in the world," said Hugh, as he sprang into the boat, which had been held within a short distance of the wharf by a signal from Captain Rapall. The Dolphin was a fast sailer, and little more than three weeks of northerly winds brought them off Vera Cruz. There lay the Congress, her sails reefed, her anchors down, everything about her trim and clean, and her beautifully proportioned hull and tapering spars reflected in the still, blue water, " Just like a painted ship, Upou a painted ocean." A peaceful picture it was indeed without, but within the idle soldiers scoffed, enraging the brave tars who loved their kind commander, by wondering if he had come there to show his ship to the castle ; if he was afraid that he should get his pretty toy-boats knocked to pieces, or more red paint on them than pleased his fancy, that he kept them there broiling in the sun, while there stood the Mexicans waiting for them. " Ah ! if the old General could only get ashore, one sight of his noble face, rising a head and shoul ders above any other man's, would send the rascals off in double quick time, before we had time to fire a shot. Just look at him up there now ; wouldn't he like to be at that castle ! I'm afraid he wouldn't be careful enough of your boats to please your nice Commodore." Such taunts, daily and hourly repeated, and growing more bitter as time wore on, but for the vigilant eye and strong hand of discipline, might have caused some danger of 36 TWO PICTURES. outbreak between the saucy, idle soldiery and the brave tars, each holding their own especial commander free from blame in this enforced delay, for which, in truth, both were respon sible. If the commander-in-chief of the land forces chafed at this idle time he who had already won his crown of laurels in combat against a nobler foe, on the field of Chippewa how must it have galled the sensitive nature of Commodore Moray, now for the first time entrusted with a large, inde pendent command, and supposed by his countrymen at home to be in a position in which he might show what were his true qualities as a leader. Never was sight more wel come to him than the Dolphin, as, with white wings ex panded, she came sailing up that noble harbor, and as she passed the Congress to anchor in her stern, fired her salute of twenty -one guns to the Commodore's flag. The schooner had scarcely anchored when, in obedience to the Commo dore's signal, the gig was lowered and her commander, accompanied by Hugh, took his way to the frigate. " Hugh ! my son ! what brought you here ? " cried Commodore Moray, pressing his son r s outstretched hand as he stepped upon the deck, and hardly refraining from a ten derer greeting than he thought becoming before so many witnesses while his troubled eye showed that he felt sure only some sorrow experienced or apprehended could have sent Hugh to his side. "All well at home, sir," said Hugh, briefly, and the Commodore's eye brightened as, with an unspoken thanks giving, he turned to give a courteous welcome to the gray- haired, weather-beaten commander of the Dolphin. They descended together to the Commodore's cabin, the Gen eral accompanying them. A quarter of an hour passed, and the General and the commander of the Dolphin again appeared, and with a courteous salute, the first returned to his walk upon the quarter deck, and the other, after a few hurried TWO PICTURES. 237 words with the officers standing around, went over the ship's side into his boat, and was pulled back to the Dolphin. " Confound his unsociality ; I'd have given him a glass of my best sherry to know that they were going to send us one or two more boats like the Dolphin," cried one of the younger lieutenants, older men only looking their disap pointment. Hugh had been introduced by his father to the ship's captain, and stood in conversation with him for a few min utes ; but as soon as he saw that Commodore Moray was alone he became abstracted, and kept both eye and ear intent upon the door of the cabin, beside which the sentinel paced to and fro. It was not lontj before he was summoned. The O door closed on him, and Commodore Moray held out his hand again, saying, in a voice he strove in vain to make firm, " So you have come to show your father you, at least, are not ashamed of him, Hugh." " I should hardly have taken a voyage for such an un necessary object. I had other designs, I assure you, in coming." " You do not know, then, that the despatches brought by the Dolphin permit me to resign my command and re turn in her to the United States, as another will be sent out immediately to take my place." " Yes, sir, I know that, and yet more ; I can tell you who your successor will be." " Puffer, of course ? I see I am right. Well, I must bear it ; but a Mexican ball would have been a less cruel death." " Father ! " exclaimed Hugh, as Commodore Moray turned away to hide the heaving chest and moist eyes, of which he need not have been ashamed, " Father ! listen to me, and all this may be redeemed. I come by the advice of your best friends in the navy, to entreat you not to accept this treacherous permission not to resign." TWO PICTURES. " I have no such intention, Hugh ; I shall never turn my back on yonder shore till I have seen the stars and stripes floating there. I shall leave the Congress and go on board the Dolphin ; I will not interfere with Puffer's command ; 1 will hoist no broad pennant ; but, since the department has graciously given me command of the Dolphin, I will take her as near to that shore as I can without putting her on it, and every shot she fires shall "tell the world I am no craven." The brave old man's eyes flashed, and the veins on his temples stood out like cords. How Hugh longed for his mother at that moment, for he felt that only a woman's gentle caressing touch could soothe that agony. He had no words of comfort for it ; he could only say, " This was not what I hoped you would do, father ; it was not what your friends, especially Captain Rapall, through whose advice I came, advised." " What then ? " the tone of the question was abrupt. " They thought you should retain your command, make all your arrangements for landing the troops " " They were made long ago ; I have had nothing to do but study the coast and make plans." " Then, they said, order the schooners up as soon as they were near enough to make out your signal, put the troops on board, and commence the attack at once ; they were sure General S would cooperate with you." " And where would Puffer be all this time ? " " Perhaps in his own ship, perhaps in yours, but he is your junior, and the despatches superseding you, you would be too busy to read till the action was over." Hugh ended with a smile, for he had talked himself, if not his father, into very cheerful anticipations. " A very pretty plot, Hugh, a very pretty plot ; but your father was not made for a plotter." TWO PICTURES. 239 " But, dear father, there are those at the department who are at war with you, and stratagems are permitted in war." " Still, an honorable man would never practise them in a private quarrel." " But, father, indeed I can see nothing wrong here. You are the commander of the squadron till displaced by the positive command of the flepartment, which cannot take effect till you receive their despatch." " And I, knowing that Commodore Pufler has that des patch in his pocket, refuse to see him, or refuse to receive it till I have executed my own will ! No, Hugh. While I hold my commission I am bound to obey the orders of my government, issued through its legitimate channels ; I do not deny that there are occasions rare occasions when an officer may run the risk of disobedience, but it must not be for his private advantage." "Captain Rapall assured me they would not dare to try you, for fear of exposing their own game ; moreover, he said, the country would sustain you if you were successful, and of your success he did not doubt." " Nor do I ; it is certain, if we can get within cannon shot of the shore, though it will not be as bloodless as peo ple at home believe ; but is an honorable man obedient only because he fears punishment ? or shall we do evil that good may come ? Wilful disobedience it would be, and I should deserve to be cashiered ; I dread my own verdict quite as much as I do that of a court ; the world may condemn me, but, thank God ! my own conscience will acquit me." " Father, will you speak to General S of this be fore you decide? he is a brave and honorable man, and if he" " No, Hugh ; I will take counsel of none but my own conscience ; I will strive to do right, let what will come of 11 240 TWO PICTURES. it, and when Puffer's pennant is in sight, I will haul down mine, though I would rather cutoff my right hand than give it such work to do ; and I will go on board the Dolphin, simple Captain Moray." And from this determination, though sleepless nights and days of painful thoughts left their impress on his pale, stern face, Captain Moray never swerved. When, two days after Hugh's arrival, Commodore Puffer's flag appeared on board the Flint which entered the harbor, followed at no great distance by two other sloops of war, Commodore Mo ray himself drew down his pennon, and with his son and secretary descended to his gig and was rowed to the Dol phin. It w'as a touching scene, and perhaps, could Commo dore Moray have known the feelings of admiring deference with which all, from the gallant General to the humblest tar, regarded him at that moment, he would have felt him self repaid for his outward humiliation. Something of it he did know, for as soon as it was rumored that he was to transfer his flag to the Dolphin, and suspected that it was his intention to bring her into action, more officers and sail ors volunteered to accompany him than the little craft could have accommodated. Hugh knew by the glistening eyes and heaving bosom of his father how these demonstrations touched his heart. It was then first that it became known to all on board that Commodore Moray was to be super seded by Commodore Puffer in the command of the squadron, and that he would return home in the Dolphin. It was a lovely day when Commodore Puffer at length arrived. The clear, blue summer sky was reflected un broken in the almost waveless sea, as Commodore Moray descended for the last time the frigate's side. Every man was at his post, and as, after shaking hands with the officers, the Commodore looked around him with a mute gesture of farewell, one loud spontaneous cheer burst from the men. TWO PICTURES. That heart-stirring sound had scarcely died away when it was echoed back from the Dolphin, as Commodore Moray stepped upon her deck, and again the men on board the frigate caught the dying sounds and sent them back across the wave, and as the Commodore's flag streamed out from the little Vessel, it was saluted by the camion of both ships. " I am afraid that will not please Puffer," said Commo dore Moray, as he saw the first flash from the frigate, " and, indeed, Mr. Pitman," turning to the lieutenant command ing the Dolphin, " I did not intend to hoist my flag on board. I have no command now. I am but your pas senger ; though, with your permission, I shall detain the Dolphin till after the attack is made, and assume com mand of her for that one day." " We shall all be proud to be so commanded, sir ; and we hope you will let us bear your pennant. Commodore Puffer will not break his heart, we may hope, at carrying a blue flag instead of a red for a few days." " We will not try his magnanimity so far," said Com modore Moray, with a melancholy smile, " he is Commo dore of the squadron, not I ; that pennant must be lowered, Mr. Pitman." The last words were in a tone that admitted of no remonstrance, and the order was obeyed promptly, though with reluctance. Commodore Puffer's flag was soon after saluted. A really active and meritorious officer, notwithstanding the vanity which made him sometimes forgetful of the claims of brother officers as deserving as himself, but less self-con scious, he lost no time in entering on his new duties. The salute had scarcely ceased when he presented himself on board the frigate to confer with the commander-in-chief. He had expected to meet Commodore Moray also on board, TWO PICTURES. butrfinding that he had already withdrawn to the Dolphin, he sent his secretary to that vessel with a note, requesting the Commodore to join their conference. Commodore Mo ray declined to do this, but sent back the plan which he hud himself drawn up for the landing of the troops and the as sault to be made by the ships upon the castle and town, for the purpose of covering their landing. In this plan there was one point marked, " Important, but, I fear, not to be attained. It may be held with comparative safety, if it can be reached." In his note the Commodore wrote, " It is my intention not to leave the harbor till after the attack, for per sonal reasons, as well as because I believe the Dolphin may do good service on that day. You will find on the plan sent a point marked ' Important, but, I fear, not to be at tained, &c ; ' if you will leave that to the Dolphin, her commander will try to give you a good account of it ; I ask this as a favor to myself." The favor was, of course, granted, in a note in which Com modore Puffer acknowledged the value of the plan submitted to him, and said that, as the commander-in-chief entirely approved of it, and as it was of the first importance to act immediately, he should not delay for any further examina tion, but would commence the action the next day at 8 A. M. This was followed by information respecting signals, and the note concluded thus : " If more men are wanted on board the Dolphin, they may be detached from the frigate." Commodore Moray sent a note that evening to Capt. Kecler of the frigate, requesting him to send him twenty men, adding that, as it was a sort of "forlorn hope" that he was about to lead, he should like to have volunteers for it. Accordingly Capt. Keeler, after assembling the men on deck, and making a little speech, in which he said that their gallant old Commodore wanted twenty men for the Dolphin, which he should himself command during the TWO ricxuKEs. 243 fight the next day, and which he meant to station where she would get the most balls of any ship in action, asked, " Who will be one of the twenty 1 " " I I I " rang over the ship, in such a shout that it was difficult to know, not who had spoken, but who had been silent ; and after he had selected the twenty whom he supposed most serviceable from those who offered, ten others urged their claim so earnestly, that they were per mitted to present themselves to Commodore Moray, who would not reject the brave fellows. The morning sun rose calm and clear ; the healthful breeze stirred the blue waves into quicker life, and filled the Vi'hite canvas as the ships, no longer held by their anchors, were turned with their prows toward the shore. Those ships looked little like bearers of wounds and death; as their gay flags streamed out upon the air, their bands played their inspiriting marches, and officers and men, dressed as for a gala day, and wearing the cheerful faces that would befit a gala day, took each his post. It has always seemed to us that in naval warfare a courage of nobler character was required than in contests on the land. In the last, th.e blood is stirred by the rush to meet the enemy, by the actual fight, often hand to hand with a visible foe, so that something of personal feeling almost necessarily mingles in the encounter. But he who stands to serve the cannon, to pilot the ship, or to direct the manoeuvres in a naval engage ment, must do all with the cool, collected courage of one who stands there to do his duty even unto death, yet with nothing to give a quicker flow to the blood, or to awaken the feelings that are stirred in the most peaceable by a personal assault. The narration of this morning's events belongs to his tory. Our business is with the little schooner, which car ries those in whose fortunes we have an especial interest. 244 TWO PICTURES. Commodore Moray would have had Hugh go back to the Congress, telling him that it was not his duty to remain, and even that his presence Avould interfere with his own calmness in action ; but Hugh suggested that it would discourage his men, if they saw him sending his own son out of the battle into which he was leading them. " But remember your mother arid sisters, Hugh, how much they will need you if anything happen to me." " I will not forget them, father, I will not expose myself unnecessarily ; but I may be of use to you I shall at least know all that happens to you." Commodore Moray yielded. lie had taken the com mand of the Dolphin, and now stood upon her deck dressed in the full uniform of his rank, with a face that was pale with concentrated feeling, but with a more cheerful countenance than he had shown for many weeks. There was a smile in his eyes, if not upon his lips, and the men on board, taking their tone from what they supposed to be his, laughed lightly as the formidable artillery of the Castle opened its fire on the approaching ships, while they were yet too distant to be touched by it. The sound of that laugh aroused a new train of thought with Captain Moray. He measured their distance from the Castle with his eye, glanced at the course he had himself marked for the ship, and ordered Lieutenant Pitman to direct the men to corne aft, while he said a few words to the chaplain of the ship. " My men," he said, when all except the helmsman stood there before him, " we are going into no child's play, we are not afraid of death when we meet it in our country's service; but we shall not meet it with less courage for knowing that it will give us entrance into heaven. A short prayer from the chaplain, and then every man to his post." Every head was uncovered, and bowed with at least the aspect of solemn reverence as the chaplain asked the mercy TWO PICTURES. 245 of Heaven on the bodies and souls not only of those present, but of all who were that day to meet in combat, whether friend or foe. We know there are those to whom such prayer, under such circumstances, would seem an impious mockery ; but not so do we regard it not so are we taught by Him to whom all human wisdom is but folly. It was when the hands of Moses were lifted to Heaven that Israel prevailed. Little do those know of magnanimity who cannot conceive of a man praying for the enemy and doing good to him as he has opportunity, against whom he will yet fight so long as he stands in opposition to his country, or to the cause which he has pledged himself to support. " Every man to his post ; and remember, live or die, our country will know how we have done our duty this day." The order was obeyed with alacrity ; and if after this the tone of the men was less gay, it was not less manly. The merriment of the scoffing infidel, in the presence of death, is a poor bravado, meant to hide from others the heart which he feels to be trembling within him. It is the Christian alone who can be at once wise and brave. Still, for some minutes after this, the Dolphin pur sued a course outside the line within which fell the shot from the castle ; but when she had arrived opposite the point marked out for her station during the landing of the troops, the prow was suddenly turned shoreward. The men had been ordered to shelter themselves, as far as it was pos sible to do so, till the station at which they aimed was reached. The guns of the little schooner could do little against the castle, but she could do good service, first by drawing its fire upon herself, while the boats from the other vessels were landing the soldiers, and after she had reached her proposed station, by preventing sallies from the castle, 246 TWO PICTUKES. as her shot would completely rake the plain between the castle and the spot selected for the landing of the American forces. Within a few minutes after the Dolphin's course was changed, the shot from the enemy began to fall thick and fast around her. The men were sheltered, as we have said the helmsman alone excepted. Some attempt had been made, by order of Commodore Moray, to strengthen the shelter provided for him, but it seemed only to offer a mark for attack, and was soon knocked to pieces, and the man himself so wounded, that he fell helpless on the deck. Another started forward to take his place. " Back ! buck, sir ! " shouted Commodore Moray, as he stepped at once to the spot, beside which he had stood to deliver his orders more rapidly, and seized the wheel himself. " Pardon me, sir," said Mr. Pitman, springing to 'iris side, " but that is my place rather than yours." " Your place is the one I assigned to you, sir ! back to it, this instant ! " again shouted the Commodore, too impera tively to be disobeyed. Fast and furious fell that iron hail ; and still, though some of her spars were carried away and her sails torn, the gallant craft held on her way with one form only rising above her bulwarks the form of Commodore Moray. Every eye on the deck was turned to him, and none saw an instant's change in that smiling eye and calm face* Hugh saw him not, for his father had taken care to give him em ployment with the surgeon below. Long it seemed as if he bore a charmed life, but at length a sudden spasm contract ed his brow, and his right arm fell helpless to his side. Scarcely paler than before, scarcely less cheerful was his face, as he laid his left hand on the wheel, and moved so as to use it with effect ; the blood soaked his sleeve, and ran in a little stream where he stood, but the strong spirit did not falter. Another ball shattered his thich ; he bent to his TWO PICTURES. 247 knee, yet still his hand grasped the wheel, and even as he sank into unconsciousness, his fainting voice uttered, " Not yet ! back for one moment ! " to those who approached to bear him below. But there was little farther need for such an order. They had got beyond the line which it had seemed madness to enter. Her hull leaking badly, her sails hanging, one mast shot away, and lying a helpless ruin on deck, the Dolphin slowly, with the help of a single sail, reached her station and began the work assigned her. It was brave work, and those who saw it felt that no ship had done more for the cause than had the Dolphin, as her fire, steadily and skilfully delivered, again and again drove back the advancing foe. Two days after the landing of the forces, the Congress was sent home with those who had been seriously wounded. Commodore Moray occupied his former cabin, in which a hammock had been slung for Hugh. His leg and part of his thigh had been amputated ; but the surgeon still hoped that his arm might be saved. He was too weak to do any thing but look his wishes, and to- Hugh's anxious inquiries the surgeon could only answer with hopes. Before they arrived in New York, to which port the ship had been ordered by Commodore Puffer, principally on Commodore Moray's account, fever had set in, which lent him tempora ry strength, even while diminishing the chance of his ultimate recovery. The surgeon, though desiring to keep him silent, could not prevent his speaking to Hugh at this time. " Hugh, there is one thing I must say to you," he began, as soon as he had strength for speech. " We shall have time enough for it by and by, father, better not exhaust yourself now." " We know not what time we shall have, and I must say it. They told you, I heard them, that I had exposed myself madly thrown away my life. That would have been un- 2-18 TWO PICTURES. Christian. They did not know, Hugh, that there was some personal feeling mingling with the motives that made mo volunteer for that service I am afraid the personal feeling was the strongest," and a groan, which his physical suffering had never wrung from him, quivered from his pale lips : " God forgive me 1 I felt when that poor helmsman fell at my feet he is better now, Hugh ? " " Yes, father." " I felt then as if he had fallen, not in the service of his country, but in my personal quarrel ; it was a terrible pang, and I determined none but I should take that exposed place while God gave me life and strength to hold it. Tell your mother how it was, Hugh, and do not let her think 1 threw away the life she valued, and which was God's, not mine." " You will tell her yourself, dear father," said Hugh ; " to-morrow evening we shall be in New York." Before the Congress had reached New York, the news of the landing of the forces by the fleet under the command of Commodore Puffer, had been carried there by the tele graph from New Orleans. For some days the daily papers, throughout the country, were as eulogistic of that officer as if he had himself written the articles treating of the event. How bitterly fell these articles, full of ungenerous com ments on the incapacity of him whom Commodore Puffer had superseded, upon the hearts of the little household at Eliza- bethtown. They could have borne any wound better than one that reached them through his sensitive heart. Mrs. Moray never lost her faith in him for an instant. " Oh ! mamma, if he had only landed them ! " cried the weeping, excited Lily. " Wait, Lily, you will find he has done all that was his duty." A few days before the arrival of the Congress, a new TWO PICTtTRES. 240 light began to dawn upon the public. A letter from the commander-in-chief had given honor where honor was due, without breathing the spirit of a champion against wrong. By a simple detail of facts, it was seen that no means of cov ering the landing of troops had been given to Commodore Moray ; that Commodore Puffer had been able to act so promptly only because he found everything prepared for him ; that the plan of operations, which had been so much lauded, had been given by Commodore Moray to his suc cessor, and that the most difficult and dangerous part of that plan had been undertaken and executed by himself. The papers, with more or less grace, unsaid their says, so far as they reflected on him who was now acknowledged to be the true hero of the day. Transparencies of Commo dore Puffer's full-length likeness figured, it is true, at all the illuminations, and over the doors of the Whig headquarters in every town Commodore Puffer was a whig but every one knew that the transparencies, having been painted, must be used, and the democratic party soon had Commodore Moray suspended over their headquarters. It is true, the likeness was not very good, as Commodore Moray had never been thought a man of sufficient importance to be asked to sit for his picture ; but the transparency was, we must acknowledge, much handsomer than the Commodore himself, so he surely had no reason to complain ; and besides that, the artist had guarded against mistakes by labelling his picture, Commodore James Moray. It could scarcely have been mistaken by any who had read the letter sent by Mr. Seton, though without his name, to the New York Herald, giving a detailed account of the action, since the moment chosen for representation was that in which the Commodore was sinking to the deck under his second wound, while his left hand still grasped the wheel, and his right hung useless at his side. The city of New York had 250 TWO PICTURES. promised itself the enjoyment of a grand demonstration in a public reception of the Commodore, in expectation of which one alderman had bought up large quantities of pow der, and another had speculated in fireworks, both intend ing to sell out to the city, of course, doubling their money. Both these gentlemen felt themselves aggrieved when they understood that Commodore Moray's condition was such as to render rejoicings at his reception somewhat ill-timed. Had not an astute associate suggested that public rejoicings at the success to which he had so largely contributed would be admissible, even if the Commodore should prove to be mortally wounded, they would have changed sides and backed Commodore Puffer as the hero of the day. The same gentleman added that, should the Commodore die on his way home, the city would doubtless pay well for funeral honors, out of which a pretty thing might be made with good management. So the two city fathers took the Com modore's reputation again under their guardianship, hasten ing their preparations for the rejoicings, lest. the funeral at which the fireworks and much of the powder would be unnecessary, might interfere with them. It was in conse quence of this haste that the Congress anchored amidst a blaze of light thrown across the bay from the illuminated city, and that the wounded men, many of them delirious with fever, were disturbed by the booming of cannon long after the surgeons had hoped to see them lulled to repose by the cessation of motion in the ship. Early the next morning, when the sun was scarcely an .hour high, a boat approached the Congress from the navy yard. In her stern sat the Commodore of the yard, and beside him a lady, who was so closely veiled and shawled that it was not easy to distinguish either face or figure ; yet, as she was handed with respectful attention to the deck, Hugh Moray recog nized his mother in the movements so full of gentle dignity, TWO PICTURES. 251 and hastened to her side. She raised her veil, and all read in the pale, but beautiful face, the sorrow which has no words. To the mute questioning of her melancholy eyes, Hugh answered, "Alive, dear mother, and I hope he will know you, and be better for the knowledge," yet there was something in his voice which forbade her to hope. " You may trust my mother's self-command," said Hugh, turning to the surgeon. ' 1 hope so," was the reply, in a tone which showed how needful it was considered, and the surgeon preceded them into the Commodore's cabin, intimating by a gesture that they should wait a moment at the door. It was but a moment, and he passed out, bidding them enter. Commodore Moray looked up with an agitated smile, " My wife ! " A silent, quivering kiss upon his trembling lips, a soft, caressing hand upon his gray locks, was her greeting. She could not speak, lest sobs should come with her words she turned aside her face that the big, silent tears should not drop upon his. He closed his eyes for a moment, and brushing away her tears, she pressed her lips to his broad forehead. He looked up with a faint smile, and whispered, " Did you know I had left part of myself behind me ?" " I know you have brought me all I value in your own great heart, my hero ! " He smiled ; such praise was sweet to his childlike, loving heart. " How did you hear ? " he asked a moment afterward. " Through the papers ; letters were sent by the way of New Orleans all the world knows now what I knew always " Her voice was choked it was not the present sorrow that overcame her, for that she had nerved herself. It was the memory of those long years of injustice under 252 TWO PICTURES. which his life ha^ faded away in silent sorrow, and to vindi cate himself from which he had faced such deadly peril. Dr. Maxwell, the surgeon, soon became convinced that Commodore Moray could have no nurse like his wife ; and as it was impossible that he should remain on board the Congress, which Commodore Puffer had requested should be ordered back to the Gulf, it was determined to attempt to convey him to his home at Elizabethtown. This was rendered comparatively easy by the ready civilities of railroad corporations and steamboat directors, all pleased to bring their names before the public in connection with one whom all now delighted to honor. A steamboat came alongside of the Congress, and received the Commodore, who was lifted on board in his couch, and accompanied by his surgeon and son, and by eight or ten stout sailors who were to bear him from the steamboat at Jersey City to the special car, which had been offered by the railroad com pany for his use, and from which several seats had been removed to make room for his couch. The same men at tended him in the car, and bore him with careful tread to his own home, asking as their reward to be allowed before they went, to press their old commander's hand, in token of their love and reverence, and positively refusing the money that Hugh would have pressed on their acceptance. And at every place at which they stopped on the route, crowds paused to gaze with eager eyes upon the carriage, or the curtained couch, that contained one who but a little while ago had walked amonjr thorn with " none to do him rev- CJ O erence." Let us close this sad and " o'er true talc." The sum mer passed away with varying hopes and fears to those with every cord of whose loving hearts, the brave old vet eran's life seemed bound. Autumn came, and clinging to the hope which grew fainter day by day. they said, " The TWO PICTURES. 253 bracing air will revive him ;" but he shrank from it. What braced them, chilled his exhausted frame. He had- been able, after his leg had healed, to sit in a large chair for sev eral hours each day, and even occasionally to take a turn or two across the room with Hugh's assistance and the use of a cane ; but day by day, as the winter came on, his strength decreased, he sat up less, and at length there came a day when he begged to have a couch placed beside his bed, and only to be helped from the one to the other. These changes formed sad epochs to the loving heart which had shared his griefs and watched beside his bed of suffering without one selfish thought. When the couch was brought, her gentle hand smoothed its pillows, and as he laid his head upon them, he looked up with his old, sweet smile, and said, " How sweet it is to have you to nurse me, darling." She could bear no more. Falling on her knees beside him, the long repressed agony burst forth. Her tears and kisses, mingled, fell upon his hands, his cheeks, his lips, and when he passed his arm around her neck and drew her head to his bosom, she lay there and sobbed as a weary child sobs on its mother's breast. Not a word was spoken till her sobs had ceased, though her tears still dropped and her kisses were pressed upon the hand that embraced her ; then he said, " I am glad, darling, since we were to part, that it was so they cannot refuse you the pension now." " Hush ! hush ! it would be to me the price of your blood," she answered, in a hoarse whisper, and with a shudder. " You must not feel so, love. You know if they had left me undisturbed, we must have had the fight just the same." " No ! oh no ! not the same. You would not have been there I " " Some one must have been and this was God's order- injr." 254 TWO PICTURES. Yes there was the one stilling thought. It was God's ordering ; and more and more, as the gloom settled down upon them, they anchored themselves upon it. Some earthly consolations they still had. Commodore Moray's native State, New Jersey, voted him, by its Legislature, the gift of a handsome sword. As he could not go to the cap ital to receive it, it was sent to him. His name and Vera Cruz were engraved on the golden handle. " You will keep it for your children, Hugh/' said the veteran, as, after examining it, he placed it in his son's hand. Congress met, and in the speeches of senators and repre sentatives, allusion was made to the gallantry of Commodore Moray ; and the navy department was questioned why one who had proved himself fitted for any command should have been displaced, and a life so valuable to the country, im perilled by the position which it was rumored he had been compelled to assume in vindication of his own honor ; to which questions the department replied somewhat oracularly, yet in terms of high compliment to the wounded Commo dore. Last of all there came a letter from the Secretary himself, written with his own hand, and marked private, in which, without alluding to the past, he complimented Com modore Moray's gallantry, regretted his wound, and assured him the government as well as the people of the country were ready to do everything that could manifest their regard for him. " Then they will not refuse a pension to my family," was the Commodore's thought as he read these words. We have narrated these testimonials, because, trifling as they may seem, they were very dear to the dying officer. Little do those who, to serve some party end, cast a slur upon our gallant navy, representing the vices or indolence of a few as characteristic of the whole, know how coldly and TWO PICTURES. 255 heavily fall their words upon the men who have looked to their country's approbation as the great reward for all their years of self-denial and of hardship. But, pleasant as they might be, there carne an hour when these things sounded like the far-off murmurs of a dream, when the loving hearts around that couch would have given all the fame, all the hope of fortune, for one word more from the still lips, one glance from the closed eyes, when the last tender whispers were dearer than would have been the loud huzzas of millions. But all was over, and to him who lay there so still and cold, human love and human glory were alike nothing. CHAPTER IX. " Not so sick, my lord, As she is troubled with thick coining fancies, That keep her from her rest." SHAKSPE ABB. AND during all these months had Hugh been quite for getful of Augusta ? That was impossible. The love, which has its birth in the untouched heart of a boy, which has grown with his growth, and strengthened with his strength, which has given life to his hopes and vigor to his action, being the very mould in which his life has shaped itself such a love is not forgotten easily even in one of ordinary firmness of character and tenacity of affection ; and the firm ness of Hugh's character, the tenacity of his affections, was not ordinary. Mr. Seton had been faithful to his trust ; he delivered, what he supposed a note from Augusta, safely. Hugh waited till he was alone to open it, and found his check re turned, without a word. His first feeling was of indigna tion. " Proud, foolish girl ! " he exclaimed, as he tore the paper into bits and scattered it to the winds ; " you may live to feel the want of the friend you have rejected." For a few days this conviction brought with it a certain sense of satisfaction, but softer feelings were soon awakened. " Poor child ! What does she know of the life that is TWO PICTURES. 257 opening before her. She must be saved from it, if possi ble," and Hugh wrote to Mr. Mortimer, asking his aid in accomplishing this object. " I owed her uncle for money expended on my collegiate and professional education. I always intended to pay it as soon as I could. I can now, and as he is not living to re ceive it, it is justly hers not only justly, but legally. Im press this upon her, I entreat you, since she refuses to hear me." To this letter Mr. Mortimer replied that he did not even know where Augusta was, his correspondence with her being carried on through Miss Drayton, whose address in Virginia he enclosed to Hugh. " I cannot be your medium of communication with Augusta," he added, " for she has declared that any mention of any one, with whom she was associated in the past, ex cept Charity, her old nurse, will at once put an end to our correspondence. Poor child ! Her trial has been great, and with no true faith in the divine, how can she be other wise than distrustful of the human ! She says, if she is ever to recover strength, it must be through forgetfulness ; her own words are, ' my past is indeed dead let it be buried out of my sight.' " Miss Drayton, to whom Hugh next applied, had also promised not to mention anything connected with Augusta's past life in her correspondence, but her womanly ingenuity found a way to reconcile her promise with her wishes. Pain ful and inconvenient as travelling was in her imperfect health, she went to New York and found her way to Mrs. Price's door. It was between eleven and twelve in the day when she rang at the door. Visitors were not usually admitted at that hour, and the man who opened the door hesitated for a moment ; but Miss Drayton was wrapped in an India shawl, and Mrs. Price's servants had been taught to pay 258 TWO PICTURES. respect to India shawls, so Miss Dray ton was admitted into the reception room as a small, tastefully furnished parlor was called and her card was carried to Augusta, who was engaged with her pupils. The next moment Mrs. Price, who was languidly descending the stairs to her car riage, was astonished beyond the power of expression at being, as she afterward expressed it, " literally swept out of the way " by her governess, who, haughty to all others, had ever been proudly deferential proudly humble, we might have said, for there is no contradiction in the w r ords in her manner to her employer. She was scarcely less surprised, when she looked up to question the meaning of this, to see that there was color on the marble cheeks, and the play of feeling on the chiselled features, which, till then, seemed to her so sternly still. " Why, Miss Moray ! " she cried, but cried in vain ; Augusta did not hear her. " After all, she is beautiful," she said to herself, " but she must have a lesson." Perhaps the lesson was none the less sharp for the per ception of the beauty. She had seen a card in Augusta's hand, and watched her till she entered the reception room. " Edouard ! " she cried, as she reached the door of the reception room, raising rather, than lowering the tone of her voice as she spoke, " Comment a-t-il arrive que vous avez admis un visiteur a Mademoiselle Moray a cette heure ; ne savez vous pas qu'elle est engagee, de rigueur, jusque deux heures?" All Mrs. Price's servants were French, and it would have shocked her to give an order in the English language. " Mais, Madame" began Edouard. " II n'y a pas de raison pour une telle chose. Ne le faites jamais encore c'est tout." Augusta was in Miss Drayton's arms, feeling her heart beat with a sensation unknown to her for months, pressing TWO PICTURES. 259 her tremulous lips again and again to the hand that rested on her shoulder, when these words reached her ear. Disengag ing herself from Miss Dray ton's arms, she stood haughtily erect till the " c'est tout," told her that all was said ; then she stepped toward the door ; but Miss Dray ton arrested her, and passing before her, presented herself to Mrs. Price just as that lady's velvet mantilla was disappearing through the inner door of the vestibule, while Edouard stood pre pared to throw open the outer one at her approach. " Permit me, madam, to speak to you for one moment, if you please," said Miss Dray ton. There was something in the very tone which announced a woman of gentle breeding, and when Mrs. Price had turned and* seen Miss Dray ton, there was a quiet dignity about her, aided a little, perhaps, by " that love of a cashmere," which enforced courtesy. " You will pardon my having called at such an unsea sonably early hour ; I was impatient to see my young friend. Indeed, the desire to see her, after so many months of absence, was the only incentive to a winter journey from Virginia to New York a formidable thing to an invalid ; but I will not now trespass on your courtesy and Miss Moray's time longer than to ask if she will be at liberty to come to me this afternoon, after two o'clock, at my friend, Mrs. Gerald Rashleigh's ] " Now it so happened that Mrs. Gerald Rashleigh was to Mrs. Price what Mordecai had been to Haman. Mrs. Rash leigh's was the only desirable circle in New York into which she had vainly sought to obtain her entree. " And she has such delightful foreign society, you know. Why, do you know, she came to church one Sunday last winter with an English lord and a French count in her car riage at the same time, and one of them, the Englishman, I believe, stayed with her for several days ; I should really 200 TWO PICTUKES. like to know her, for the sake of my daughters." A degree of forethought for her daughters, this, which was truly hon orable to her maternal love, considering the very tender age of those daughters. This little digression will explain to the reader the cause of that almost obsequious deference with which Mrs. Price was according her permission to this arrangement, when Augusta stepped forward, saying, " I shall be quite at liberty at " she glanced at her watch, " say a quarter past two. 1 have some minutes to make up, you know." " Then Mrs. Rashleigh begged me to say that she would be here in her carriage at, shall I say a quarter to three ? can you be ready in half an hour 1 " " Oh yes ! but Mrs. Rashleigh's coming is quite unne cessary." " She insists on it, and she says you must take it as a call, \vhich would have been paid long ago, if she had known where to find you." " She is very kind, but I neither receive visits nor pay them, except to you ; and now I must leave you. Good ly." Augusta bent to receive her friend's kiss. " Pray do not go, Miss Moray," began Mrs. Price, who had stood in the vestibule during this colloquy. " Excuse me, madam ; I am engaged, de rigueur, until two o'clock," and with her usual bow of proud deference, she ascended the stairs, leaving Miss Dray ton still below. " Our young friend is unpeu tropjiere" said Mrs. Price, with a smiling glance at the ascending form. " She cannot readily adjust herself, perhaps, to her new circumstances ? " said Miss Drayton, kindly. " Oh ! I cannot say that ; she makes a capital governess, and never obtrudes herself, which saves a great deal of awkwardness I mean to herself," said Mrs. Price, hastily, TWO PICTURES. 261 suspecting by a slight tinge on Miss Drayton' s cheek that she was not commending herself to the friend of Mrs. Ger ald Rashleigh ; " we should be glad to see more of her." Miss Drayton only answered by a bow, and moved toward the door, beside which Edouard still stood. lie opened it, and both the ladies passed out. Mrs. Rashleigh's carriage was in waiting for Miss Drayton. " Pray come whenever it suits you to see your friend," said Mrs. Price, as she turned to hers, which was also there. " It was on her account that I gave the order you may have overheard to Edouard j she dislikes very much to receive visits." Miss Drayton bowed coldly and went on her way, quite as well au fait of the lady's meaning as was Augusta her self, and feeling that her house, with all its grandeur, was not the place in which she would have chosen that her young friend should commence her new career. Mrs. Rashleigh was punctual to the appointed hour. Augusta was punctual, too, and presented herself as soon as she heard the footman inquire for her, not permitting Mrs. Rashleigh to descend from her carriage, as she was prepar ing to do. A single glance at Mrs. Rashleigh, as she held out her hand to assist her, and seated her beside her in the carriage, was enough to disarm Augusta of half that reserve from which, as from a shield of glittering ice, the obtrusive sym pathy of the little minded, or the insolent assumption of the vulgar crowd fell harmless. So far did this lady win her confidence before they parted on this day, that Augusta promised sometimes to visit her. " Will you let me call for you sometimes on Sunday ? or are you, like your friend Miss Drayton, too much of a churchwomnn to go with me we are Presbyterians at 262 TWO PICTURES. least the church we attend is Presbyterian ; where do you go?" " Nowhere, in New York ; I have no pew, you know," she added to Miss Drayton, who had exclaimed at this. " You must not say that again, Miss Moray," said Mrs. Rashleigh, taking her hand kindly in hers. " 1 shall call for you on Sunday next, and you will remember, after that, you have always a seat with us ; it will be vacant if you stay away," she added, with a smile. " You are very kind, madam," and a faint smile from Augusta's face reflected that on Mrs. Rashlcigh's ; " but " " But you cannot go the Presbyterianism. it is not very deep dyed. Come and try us." " I have no objection to that. I was accustomed from childhood to its simple forms, and love them for the sake of the lips from which I heard them, though I feel the beauty of the English service. I will go with you, Mrs. Rashleigh ; I only hesitated for fear there were others of your family whom my coming might annoy." " Do not fear ; my family is " " A unit," said Miss Drayton, smiling. " At most a duet," replied Mrs. Rashleigh, returning the smile ; " Mr. Rashleigh and myself." Almost as soon as she was left alone with Augusta, Miss Drayton began upon the subject which had brought her to New York. Augusta had been expressing her warm est gratitude to her for the interest which had induced her to travel so far only to see her, and Miss Drayton replied, " There is no one in the world, except my own Annie, whom 1 would go farther to see ; and yet, I scarcely deserve all the gratitude you are giving me, for I should have waited till the winter was over for my visit to you, had I not hoped to do you an important service by coming." " You have done me an important service ; I had begun TWO PICTURES. 263 to doubt whether there was such a thing as pleasure in the world, and to-day I have felt it." " My poor child ! " and Miss Drayton lifted her eyes, full of a tender pity that made them beautiful, to the face that was bending over her as she lay upon her couch ; " have you seen no pleasure around you in your new home ? " " Much of what they call pleasure, for I often am obliged to join their evening parties, to minister to their enjoyment ; but my eyes have been touched with the magic ointment ; I see now how little truth there is in all that charmed me so much but a year ago." " Perhaps, my dear, there was more truth than you are now disposed to think ; the position you looked from then, and that at which you stand now, are extremes both ; nei ther, probably, would give you a view that was quite true." " You may be right," said Augusta, listlessly. " I have something to say to you which I hope may in troduce you to a better point of view than either ; it will, at any rate, prove to you that the world is not destitute of truth and honesty. I would have written to you about it, but it concerns one of those of whom you had forbidden me" " To write or to speak equally ; you must excuse me, Miss Drayton, if I say it is cruel thus to disturb my hardly- won equanimity," and Augusta rose, trembling with agita tion, and turned as if to leave her friend. Miss Drayton also rose. " Augusta," she said, and her hands were outstretched and her eyes humid with tenderness, "you will not leave me leave me in anger, when I have come so far, through such difficulties, to visit you ? " Augusta stood still, but did not return to her seat. " Come back, dear Augusta ; sit down, and hear me." Miss Drayton sank back, with an exhausted look, on her 264: TWO PICTURES. couch, and pointed to the chair at her side, from which Augusta had risen ; but she paid no heed to the gesture, and placed herself in one at a greater distance. " Then I must come to you," and Miss Drayton was rising ; but Augusta took the seat she had indicated, saying, coldly, " I will not put you to that trouble." " Thank you, my dear," said Miss Drayton, gently ; " and now, if you will read that letter, you will see that I could not fail to communicate its contents to you." Augusta took the letter and glanced at the address. It was in the well-known handwriting of Hugh. She laid it down. " I will not read it," she said, passionately ; " it is cruel, I say again, to persecute me thus ; they are happy ; let mo, at least, enjoy such peace as they have left me." " Augusta," said Miss Drayton, " this letter is written by one who, as far as I know, has committed no offence against you ; and if you knew where it was written, you would not call him happy." Augusta glanced at Miss Drayton and then at the letter. " Where was it written ? " she asked, slowly, as if the words dropped from her without any effort of her will. " Beside his father's dying bed." " His father's dying bed 1 " in the same way, as if but half conscious that she spoke ; then, with sudden force, " Commodore Moray's dying bed 1 " " Even so ; did you not know he had been dangerously wounded in that battle at Vera Cruz ? " " I saw the pictures, and I heard people say he had come home wounded ; but dangerously dying " Augusta's voice altered. " It is a very sad affair altogether ; people blame the Government very much. They superseded him just on the TWO PICTURES. 265 eve of the battle, when he had made all the preparations for it. I have heard that some of his friends urged him to re tain the command till after the battle, which, as the oldest Commodore on the station, he was entitled to do ; but he is very punctilious, and would not palter with what he thought his duty ; so he resigned the command of the fleet, but took the little schooner that had been offered him for his return home, into the very thickest of the fight. She was not built for a war vessel, they say, so the helmsman was not suffi ciently protected, and he took the helm himself. Every one admired his gallantry, though some think he was wrong to expose himself so madly ; the wonder is, he was not killed immediately. lie was wounded in the thigh and in the arm very badly." Miss Drayton paused, for Augusta had grown very pale; but she faltered out, "Tell me all; was Hugh there ? " " He was, for he had resisted all his father's persuasions to leave him, and a young relation of mine who was on board, and from whom I had some particulars not men tioned in the papers, says he seemed entirely to forget him self after his father was wounded, and exposed himself al most as madly as the Commodore had done, but the worst of the danger was over then." '' And Commodore Moray ? " " Had his leg amputated and returned home to die among those but, my child, you are fainting ! " Augusta's pale lips moved to say no, but the room was reeling, the air was darkened, her eyes closed, and with a faint sob, she sank back upon the cushions of the large chair in which she sat. Miss Drayton threw some water into her face from a goblet that stood beside her, and with a con vulsive gasp, life came back life and consciousness and 206 TWO PICTURES. dropping her face into her hands, she wept with passionate emotion. "What strange revelations of our own nature do we find in those moments when its depths are stirred. With what rapidity does the past rush upon us. It can scarcely be said that we recall it. It lives, and we live in it, though for years we may have thought it dead and buried. We live in it, not as we once did, minute by minute, hour by hour, but all its hours seem concentrated into one flash of full, perfect life a life which is an agony, whether of joy or sorrow. Is it thus that in the future state of being, the life of earth is to flash on our consciousness, kindling in the hearts of the redeemed a more intense fervor of grateful love, and adding keener tortures to the imperishable regrets of those who re jected the only refuge for sinful man ? To Augusta, at that moment, little things at least they seemed little when they were passing words, looks, full of the tender, gentle, chivalrous, yet childlike character of her old friend, were distinctly present ; his joy at the oppor tunity given by the command of the squadron to show what was in him not for his own vain glory, but for the justifi cation of those who loved and confided in him. And this squadron she had taken some pride in believing had been her gift, a fatal gift. And he would die without her seeing him ; he had loved her, she knew. She had thought little of it through all those weeks and months when she had shut herself up in proud isolation, saying, " They do not care for me, neither will I care for them." Now she knew that he had cared very tenderly for her ; she had had it in her power to add a pleasure or a pain to the life which was so rapidly passing away, and she had chosen to add the pain. And this she had done to one who had been so unoffending ! Suppose Hugh had been cruel had sported with her love, and trampled on her pride was TWO PICTURES. 267 this gentle and noble heart to be slighted for Hugh's fault ? And now, when she saw this plainly, when for one look of tender forgiveness one gentle " My child," one word of guidance from those wise and loving lips, she would have given the best year of her future life, she heard the fatal words, " He is dying," and that wail " It is too late ! " earth's bitterest cry went up from her full heart. " But is it too late ? " she said, with gasping breath, un covering her pale face, and turning her tear-swollen eyes on Miss Dray ton. " Is it not possible for me to see him yet ? " Then, as pride, too strong to be wholly subdued, even by that agony, awoke, she added, " If I was sure he would see me ; but, perhaps, he has forgotten me ; he would hardly think of any at such a time, but those most tenderly beloved." " Read your letter, my dear, and you will see," said Miss Dray ton. The letter, Hugh's letter, was in her hand ; the color flushed to her pale cheek as she opened it not " the blush to wooers dear," but the angry flush of pride, which ex pected again to be stung by the indelicate offer of money as of alms to a beggar. She read : ELIZACETIITOTVN, Nov. 23d, 18 . DEAR Miss DRAYTON: When you know that I write beside what I fear to be my father's dying bed, you will readily believe that no common interest could claim a thought, or win me for one moment from the duties that have become our dearest solace. That you will sympathize with us in our dread of a sorrow whose bitterness can be in some degree appreciated by all who had any knowledge of him, I am quite sure, from my past ex perience of your kindness ; but not even to claim this sym pathy, dear as it would be to me, could I have written at this time. You will see, then, the force of the feeling which 2G8 TWO PICTURES. prompts this appeal to you, and you will not refuse to help me if you can. Mr. Mortimer, from whom 1 have just heard, tells me that you only know where Miss Moray is. That you do know is an unspeakable comfort to us all to none more than to my father. He loves her very tenderly, and has never ceased to mourn the strange circumstances that have acted so fatally upon her finely-strung nature, making her forgetful of the suffering she is inflicting upon all who love her. Knowing her as you do knowing how, amid all the faults of ungoverned impulse, and an almost insane pride her innate nobleness manifests itself in every movement of her life, making us almost forgetful in the deeper feeling it excites, of her unrivalled personal beauty, and of the witchery of her manner, you will not wonder that we, to whom she has been as a daughter or sister from her childhood, cherish the tenderest regard for her, and cannot rest until we know something of her present condition. 1 have sad reason to know that I have in some way excited her displeasure ; but I feel sure that if she knew my father's desire to see her, she could not in his present state refuse to gratify him ; he says this is his only unsatisfied wish." " I must go," cried Augusta, looking wildly around her, when she had read thus far ; " [ must go to him." " Not to-night, my dear, not to-night," said Miss Dray- ton, coming to her as she began to cloak herself for her in tended journey ; " see, it is already growing dusky." " Do not stop me, I have not a minute to spare ; see," pointing to the clock on the mantlepicce, " it is half past four ; the last train leaves at five." " But listen, my dear child, you will be too late ; you cannot go alone at this hour ; besides, you have no money with you," said Miss Dray ton, glad of any excuse that might stop her. " That is true," exclaimed Augusta, as she put her hand in her pocket ; " you must lend me some." TWO PICTURES. 269 " I do riot think I can ; to-morrow I will go with you." " No no ; if you cannot lend me, I must beg my way ; to-morrow will be too late ; he wants to see me ! Oh, Miss Drayton, why did you not come sooner ? Why not send the letter 1 " " I came as quickly as I could, darling ; and I feared to send it, lest you should send it back and withdraw yourself from me too." Augusta groaned ; it was all her own fault. How poor and mean seemed now that isolation which pride had coun selled ! She had thought only of herself. She might suffer, she had said, but she would prove that she could live with out them. It had never occurred to her till now that they might need her ministrations that she was resigning the blessed privilege of soothing as well as of being soothed, of serving as well as of being served. She had steadily con tinued to prepare herself for going out in spite of Miss Drayton's remonstrances, and was now half way down stairs, followed by Miss Drayton. " Where are you going, Miss Moray ? Surely you will not leave us before dinner ; we dine at five," cried Mrs. Rashleigh, who was coming up in her bonnet and shawl. Augusta turned her pale face toward her, and tried to speak ; but the voice would not come. " What is the matter ? " cried Mrs. Rashleigh, turning to Miss Drayton. " She insists on going to Elizabethtown to-night, to see Commodore Moray ; she had not heard of his illness be fore." " But, my dear Miss Moray, you cannot go to-night ; there is a snow storm coming on see " pointing to the window " to-morrow " " It will be too late ; I must go." " Then John shall drive you to the boat. Run, Florine, 270 TWO PICTURES. tell John to bring the carriage to the door again and drive Miss Moray to the steamboat for Jersey City ; she \vill hardly have time for the train now." The carriage, in which Mrs. Rashleigh had just returned from a visit of charity, was driven to the door, and Augusta ascended it, without a word of thanks for the kindness thus extended to her. Poor child ! her heart was full of one thought : Would she be in time 1 Miss Dray ton thrust her purse into the hand that continued to grasp the letter with an almost convulsive tenacity. " I wish I could have gone with her ; but I was afraid I should only add to their troubles," said Miss Drayton, as she shivered at the chill air of the damp November evening, and drew her shawl more closely around her. It was dreary, indeed ; a red glow in the Avest was all that relieved the dull, leaden line of the sky. Through the thick air a few snowfiakes flew, presaging the night, and the wind already swept in gusts through the streets of the city, and lashed the darkened waters of the bay into angry waves. Augusta saw nothing of all this, and if she heard the wind, it was but to wish that it would sweep her onward on its wings more rapidly than boat or car could bear her. It was not only that her affections had been touched at the thought of her friend, her " father," as she had sometimes called him in the intimacy of their intercourse, bearing her on his heart, suffering for her, in the midst of his own great agony ; it was not only that bitterest of all thoughts, that he should die with an unsatisfied desire to which she could have given its fulfilment her trouble lay deeper than this. The depths of conscience had been stirred, and its waves were overflowing her soul. There was a voice within her, saying, " You have chosen your way, and you must walk in it ; you separated yourself from them, and God will sepa rate them from you. He will die without your seeing him, TWO PICTURES. 271 and they will remember you only as the troubler of his peace the cruel one who added another pang to those under which he was already sinking." " How exaggerated ! " does the reader exclaim. True, for passion is ever an exaggerator, and Augusta Moray was still the slave of passion ; nothing was changed but the di rection in which it propelled. She reached the boat in season, and in less than two hours from the time she had left Mrs. Rashleigh's door, she was set down in Elizabethtown. " Did you see that tall woman in black that got out just now 1 " asked the conductor, of a gentleman in the car. " No ; why do you ask ? " " Why, she seemed sort o' queer to me, and I thought maybe you noticed her, as she sot just before you, and I was going to ask if you thought she was crazy." " I was reading my paper, and did not see her ; but what was there queer about her 1 " " Why, she never seemed to hear me when I asked for her ticket ; I had to take it out of her hand, and I don't think she knew it then ; and just now the horses in a car riage were jumping about so the driver could hardly hold them in, and she walked right straight under their heads ; and though the driver hallooed at her and cursed her, and the people ran to her to pull her away, she didn't walk a bit the faster ; the fact is, I don't think she heard the hub bub." " And did she get safely by 1 " " Yes ; but if she wasn't such a young lady, and a pretty nice looking one, too, I'd think she was drunk, or crazy." " Pretty people do get drunk or go crazy sometimes, and young ones too," said the gentleman, carelessly, as he returned to his paper. In the meantime Augusta, absorbed as she had been rep- 272 TWO PICTURES. resented by the conductor, was pursuing her way toward the well-known house where the happiest hours of her life had been spent. Her heart seemed to stand still for a mo ment, and then to hurry on with quicker beats, as through the thickening dusk and the falling snowflakcs she caught the first view of its dimly-defined outline. " If he still lives, I shall feel that I am forgiven, and may yet hope," was the thought that flashed upon her at that moment. She drew near. There was no bright light streaming out upon the stormy night. She entered the porch. No cheerful voices, as of old, were heard within. With a trembling hand she touched the bell, but it gave no sound. Again she tried, throwing into the effort more power than was needed. The sharp, clear ring startled her, and made her hold her breath in alarm. No one came ; yet she wait ed long before she dared ring again. "When siie did, it was with a lighter touch, yet it was more effectual. A dim light was seen through the glasses at the side, the key turned in the lock, the door opened, and Augusta, trembling with cold and fear, looked once more upon the familiar objects in the hall. She turned to the face of the servant who had opened the door ; it was the face of a stranger ; she tried to utter the question she had come so far to ask, but her trembling lips refused to shape the words ; she raised her heavy crape veil, and the servant afterward said, '"She was jist that skeered, she was ready to let the lamp fall, when she seed sich a white face, with the two eyes a starin' so." " Please, ma'am, would you tell me what you want, for we haven't got no time to spare, seein' the poor Commo dore's jist after dying." " Dying then he is not dead ! " and Augusta stepped forward. " And sure, ma'am, he is dead enough, though it hasn't TWO PICTURES. 273 been for long, an' I'd ask you in, ma'am, but the missus an' Mister Hugh an' all, is more dead than alive, an' couldn't see no strangers." Augusta turned silently away. It was true, she was a stranger made so by her own act. What place had she within their home at such a time ? Through the increasing storm and the now almost rayless night she made her way with some difficulty back to the railroad station. She could have wished the difficulties greater ; the struggle with them seemed to dull somewhat the sharp pain in her head, and to interrupt that never ceasing wail, " Too late ; too late J " Arrived at the depot, Augusta found a seat in its darkest corner, where she might await the coming in of the return train. This seat was behind the stove, whose red hot sur face sent out the smell of burning iron through the room, and scorched, with almost intolerable heat, the face of Augus ta, and that part of her person which was presented to it, while on the back of her neck and shoulders there poured a stream of cold, damp air from the window behind her, in which there was a broken pane of glass. Unconscious of these physical ills, or if she was conscious of them, too much absorbed in more intolerable pain to think of relieving her self from them, Augusta sat, while hour after hour of that inclement night passed heavily away. The cars were due at a quarter before nine, but nine, ten, struck, and still they came not. At length the shrill whistle was heard, and a red, fiery light shot past the windows of the depot.' People rose and hurried out, and Augusta rose too and followed them with a sort of automaton movement ; they entered a car, and so did she ; again the steam whistle shrieked, and they were in motion. A few minutes after, the conductor passed around. It was the same who had gone up on the last train, as far as New Brunswick, and was now returning to Jersey City, where he resided. He came to Augusta, and iinmedi- 274 TWO riCTUKES. ately recognized her as the woman who had acted " sort o' queer " on his up trip. , " Ticket, ma'am," he said, touching her on the arm, fur she did not notice him, and he supposed her to be asleep. There was no answer to his appeal, no apparent con sciousness of it, except that she moved slightly, as if to es cape his touch. lie raised his lantern and cast its light di rectly upon the face of ghastly white, which had so alarmed the servant at Mrs. Moray's. Augusta's eyes closed to shut out the light, which it gave her intolerable pain to look at, and she murmured " Too late ! too late ! " " Well, we was late ! there was a smash up this morn ing just above Trenton, and the cars was a long time getting by. Ticket, ma'am, or," meeting the bewildered expres sion of her eyes, which were at last turned upon him " if you haven't a ticket, I'll take the money." The last word seemed to carry some meaning to her mind, for she handed him her purse; but when, setting down his light, he had taken from it the amount of her pas sage, and would have returned it, he found some difficulty in making her take it. Those who have travelled in the United States cannot have failed to perceive the kindness with which the conduc tors of public carriages watch over the comfort of ladies who, travelling without a gentleman, seem peculiarly dependent on their care ; especially is this the case when age or illness increases this dependence. The conductor of the car in which Augusta Moray was returning to New York was no exception to this honorable class, and when they reached Jersey City, he came to see whether his interesting pas senger needed his aid. He found that she had not risen from her seat, though the car was already nearly empty. " We're to Jersey City now, ma'am, and if you want to TWO PICTURES. 275 cross, you'd better be quick, for it's so late the boat won't wait longj I'm thinking." He received no distinct answer, but hearing a muttering sound, he bent down his head and heard : " Too late ! too late ! " " No, ma'am, I don't think it's too late if you'll go at once, and I'll help you." He tried to take her hand to draw it through his arm, but she drew it quickly away with a little cry, saying, " You shall not force me away till I have seen him. I do not be lieve he is dead ; she says so because she is afraid I shall see Hugh." Again he flashed the light of his lantern on her face. It was no longer pale, fever burned on her cheeks and spar kled in her eyes. " Now, my goodness ! what am I to do, I wonder 1 I can't leave the poor thing here, that's certain ; if I could get her to the boat, it wouldn't be no better. Suppose I was to take her to the hotel. She'd be a deal more comfortable in that nice, quiet room that Jean's just got ready for her sis ter, and I know Jean would tell me I ought to carry her there. It will only be for one night, for I dare say to-mor row, when the fever's off, she'll tell us where she lives, and I'll send her home, or Jean will go with her herself; and her clothes are handsome, and she's got a watch ; I shouldn't wonder if her friends are rich ; it may be a good piece of work for me, after all." The first part of this soliloquy was spoken the next was thought only ; and so, with these mingled motives of gen erous kindness and self-interest, he assumed the care of Au gusta, or, should we not rather say, accepted it from the Providence which had seemed so evidently to lay it upon him? Hiram Brown, the name of the conductor, did not want 276 TWO PICTURES. for ready wit, and after listening for a moment to Augusta's ravings, he said, in a kind, friendly tone, " Come with me, and you shall see him. Poor thing ! " he added, as her large, melancholy eyes were lifted to his face, " I am sorry for you." If she did not understand the words, she did the tone and the look, for they were of that universal language of human ity which is the first and the last to be comprehended by us ; and when again he said, " Come with me, and you shall see him," she arose, took his offered arm, and accompanied him without a word. They had but a few steps to go, and he thought it best not to call a carriage, as she might be unwilling to enter it ; so he led her at once to the little white cottage, containing only two rooms below and two above, in the clean, bright kitchen of which sat his Jean, impatiently expecting him. The delay in the arrival of the train had caused cruel suffering to her faithful heart ; but she had heard the whistle which announced its coming, had piled more wood upon the warm, clean cooking stove, had placed upon it again the tin coffee pot, the beefsteak, and the covered dish of milk toast, which had been drawn away some time before, in despair of his return. These things done, she had only to listen for the well-known step. It came at length, but not till she had begun to fear again, and then it was slower than its wont. " Could he have been hurt ? " The door was opened before he reached it, and Jean peered forth into the darkness. She could just see ap proaching forms ; one was his, certainly ; she knew the movement ; who was the other 1 " Hiram, who've you got there ? " called Jean. Hiram did not answer immediately, and as they came nearer, Jean perceived, not altogether with satisfaction, that it was & woman who leaned upon his arm ; but before the TWO PICTURES. 277 dissatisfaction could shape itself into word or action, Hiram (entered, and indicating by a gesture that she must not speak, led the lady through the dark front room, and placed her in Jean's own rocking chair by the fire. This done, ne turned to Jean, and before he had said a word, the little cloud had left her brow, chased away by his close embrace and his warm kiss, and when he said, " The poor lady is very ill, I'm afraid, Jean ; the fever's got in her head, and she couldn't tell rightly where she' was to go nor nothing ; I know'd you'd say I ought to bring her here, and so I did." Ah Jean ! Well may your brown cheek glow so bright ly. Let others talk of woman's rights as they will, you know that you are enjoying woman's highest privilege, and exercising her noblest duty, while you are thus keeping a human soul true to the best instincts which God has im planted within it. " She thinks she's going to see somebody ; 'twas the only way I could get her along," said Hiram, in further ex planation ; " I don't know how you'll get her to bed now." Augusta's mutterings had ceased while in the open air, which had probably rendered her circulation less rapid. She still continued quiet, though her eyes were kindling, and her cheeks flushing again with fever. " Will you come up stairs to bed, ma'am? " asked Jean, with a voice and look as soft as pity could make them. " Can I not see him ? Is it too late ? " asked Augusta. " Too late to-night, ma'am," said Jean, with a woman's ready tact. " He'll be asleep now, and you wouldn't want to wake him ; but to-morrow morning, right early, you'll see him." " Then he isn't dead. I knew it could not be ; he would not die, you know, till he had seen me ; it was his only un- gratified wish." " Then come, ma'am ; I'll show you to your room ; and 278 TWO PICTURES. to-morrow morning, when he's awake, you'll see him." Jean took the burning hand of her guest as she spoke, and Augusta followed her without any apparent reluctance to the tidy Tittle room prepared for the young sister, who was coming from her distant Western home to spend the Christ mas aud New Year with Jean. All was ready for her, even to the little grate filled with coal, and the box of light kind ling wood beside it. We are not sure that there was not a little regret in Jean's heart as she touched the kindling be low the coal with the flatne of the lamp she had brought up, and saw the ruddy flame spring up, thinking that the bright polish would be burned off the grate before Carrie saw it. It -was a sacrifice, but the sacrifice was made. There was a little rocking chair in this room too, and Augusta was seated in it, while Jean untied her bonnet and cloak, and laid them aside. " How beautiful she is ! " thought Jean, as she saw her thus unveiled. Augusta's comb had been drawn out in tak ing off her bonnet, and her dark hair fell in thick waving tresses over her face and shoulders. This seemed to rouse her for a moment. She gathered the hair up as she was accustomed to do, and asked for her comb. The familiar action seemed in some degree to restore her to conscious ness. She looked around her with surprise, regarded Jean for a moment earnestly, and then said, with a little trepida tion, ". Who are you ? and where am I? " " You didn't seem well in the cars, and my Hiram he's the conductor brought you home with him," Jean an swered, with a quiet simplicity that was reassuring. " The cars ! " exclaimed Augusta, in a startled accent ; then, after a moment's pause, " Oh yes ! I remember ; I was too late ! too late ! " and again the wild look came to her eye. "Too late for to-night," said Jean, " but if you will go TWO ricxuKEs. 279 to bed and sleep good, you will see him when you wake in the morning." Again the promise had the effect of quieting the disturbed mind, and Jean was able to undress her, to put on her one of her own tidy little wrappers, which, if not fine, was as neat and clean, she herself said, " as any lady in the land could wear," and to lay her in a bed as clean as the wrap per, and very comfortable, though it was made of straw. Ah Jean ! I wonder if you thought that night of the good Samaritan, as you gave up that dearest pleasure of the twenty-four hours, getting Hiram's supper ready, and sitting to see him enjoy it, to pour out his steaming coffee, and to hear him say again and again what a dear little wife he had, what a comfortable .home she made for him, and how much better a man could be when he was so taken care of, and when, instead of this, you knelt beside the bed to chafe the cold feet of the stranger with your warm hands, and sat all night beside her, listening to her strange, wild talk of per sons of whom you had never heard, and when, hardest of all, at the earliest dawn of light, you woke Hiram, abridging by a quarter of an hour his little time for sleep, that he might be able to go for the doctor before he was obliged to be at the depot. Perhaps Hiram might have grumbled a. little at this, as people are apt to grumble when first awoke, had he not seen that though his Jean had evidently not even lain down through the night, she had prepared his clean linen and warm socks, and hot coffee, and notwithstanding a little paleness, looked as cheerful and bright as if she had never known care or watching. Jean may not have thought of the good Samaritan, but I am sure she had something of the spirit of Him who has given us that beautiful example. The doctor did not have a cheerful Jean to wake him, and he, like Iliram Brown, had been up late the night before ; so he grumbled and growled terribly when he was called, de- 280 TWO PICTURES. claring that " he would not go at such an unreasonable hour ; that he would not be such a pack horse for the community." Hiram saw that he was sufficiently awake to understand him, and hurried off to his cars, quite sure that, in spite of all these cross speeches, the doctor would go ; and so he did, and quickly, too, though he grumbled all the time he was dressing himself, only changing his decision not to be for an assertion that he loas " a perfect pack horse for the com munity." The doctor's cheerfulness had not been perfectly restored even when he reached Jean's pretty cottage, and he listened to her details of the lady's case with a clouded brow, " poli- pohed " all idea of anything serious, saying, " And so Hi ram's going to take charge of all distressed ladies that travel in his cars ? A perfect knight-errant ! I hope he has some thing more than his thousand dollars salary to do it upon ; that's all." " But, doctor, who was to take care of the poor lady 1 Somebody must, you know, for she was all crazy like, and couldn't take care of herself." " Let the public take care of her, then." " But the public wasn't there, you know, doctor, and Ili- ram was," said the simple Jean, not at all satisfied to have Hiram blamed. " Well, let me see her," crie