l8Sf University of California • Berkeley BRUCE PORTER COLLECTION Gift of Mrs. Robert Bruce Porter THOMAS CAELTLE VOL. I. THOMAS CARLYLE A HISTORY OF HIS LIFE IN LONDON 1834-1881 BY JAxMES ANTHONY FROUDE, M.A. I HONOKABT FELLOW OF EXKTKR COLLEGE. OXFORD TWO VOLUMES IN ONE VOL. L NEW YORK CHARLES SCRIBNER'S SONS 1884 lAll righia re9erv«d\ TROWt • PRINTING AND BOOKBINOINQ COMPANY, CONTENTS OP THE FIRST VOLUME. , PAGE Introductory, *. . . . i CHAPTER 1. A.D. 1834. MT. 39. Beginning of life in Clieyne Row — First winter in London — John Sterling — Oflfers of employment on the ' Times' not accepted, and r, hy — Begins * History of the French Revo- lution ' — Carlyle's inteiin-etation of it — Extracts from Jour- nal — London society — Literature as a profession — John Mill — The burnt manuscript — Resolution to continue the book — Meets Wordsworth, ...... CHAPTER IL A.D. 1835. MT. 40. The first volume to be replaced — Poverty and depression — John Sterling — Maurice on the Articles — * Sartor ' — Car- lyle's theology — Style — Invitation to America— Thoughts of abandoning literature — Reflections in Hyde Park — Book to be finished — London drawing-rooms — First vol- ume rewritten, 2S vi 'Contents. CHAPTEK III. A.D. 1835-6. Mt. 40-41. PAGE Visit to Scotland — Hard conditions of life — Scotsbrig — Re- turn to London — Effort of faith — Letter from his mother — Schemes for employment — Offer from Basil Montagn — Polar bears — Struggles with the book — Visit from John Carlyle — Despondency — Money anxieties — Mrs. Carlyle in Scotland — Letters to her — ' Diamond Necklace ' printed — * French Revolution ' finished, 49 CHAPTER lY. A.D. 1837. ^T. 42. Character of Carlyle's writings — The ' French Revolution ' as a work of art — Political neutrality — Effect of the book on Carlyle's position — Proposed lectures — Public speaking — Delivery of the first course — Success, moral and financial — End of money difiiculties — Letter to Sterling — Exhaus- tion — Retreat to Scotland, 75 CHAPTEE Y. A.D. 1837-8. ^T. 42-43. Effects of the book — Change in Carlyle's position — Thoughts on the cholera — Article on "Sir Walter Scott — Proposals for a collection of miscellanies — Lord Monteagle — The great world — T. Erskine — Literature as a profession — Miss Martineau — Popularity — Second course of lectures — Financial results — Increasing fame, . . . .98 CHAPTEE YI. A.D. 1838-9. iET. 43-44. Visit to Kirkcaldy — Sees Jeffrey — ' Sartor ' — Night at Man- chester — Remittances from Boston — Proposed article on Cromwell — Want of books — London Library — Breakfast with Monckton Milnes— Third course of Lectures — Chartism — Radicalism — Correspondence with Lockhart — Thirlwall— Gift of a horse — Summer in Scotland — First journey on a railway, , , , . . . . 124 Contents, vii CHAPTER VII. A.D. 1839-40. ^T. 44-4Q. PAOB Keview of Carlyle by Sterling— Article on Chartism offered to Lockliart — Expanded into a book — Dinner in Dover Street — First sight of Dickens — Lectures on Heroes — Conception of Cromwell — Visit from Thirlwall — London Libraiy — Imj^ressions of Tennyson — Reviews — Puseyism — Book to be written on Cromwell, 145 CHAPTER VIIL A.D. 1840-1. MT. 45-46. Preparation for * Cromwell ' — Nei-vous irritability — A jury trial — Visit to Fryston — Summer on the Solway — Return to London and work — Difficulties in the way — Offer of a professorship — Declined, 173 CHAPTER IX. A.D. 1842. ^T. 47. Sterling at Falmouth — My own acquaintance with him — 'Strafford' — Carlyle's opinion — Death of Mrs. Welsh — Carlyle for two months at Templand — Plans for the future — Thoughts of returning to Craigeni3uttock — Sale of Mrs. "Welsh's property — Letters from Lockhart — Life in Annandale — Visit to Dr. Ai-nold at Rugby — Naseby field, 195 CHAPTER X. A.D. 1842. ^T. 47. Return to London — Sees the House of Commons — Yachting trip to Ostend — Bathing adventure — Church at Bniges — Hotel at Ghent — Reflections on modern music — Walk through the town — A lace girl — An old soldier — Artisans at dinner — The 'Vigilant' and her crew — Visit from Owen — Ride in the Eastern counties — Ely Cathedral — St. Ives— 'Past and Present,' 218 viii Contents. CHAPTER XI. A.r>. 1842-3. ^T. 47-48. PAGE Slow progress with ' Cromwell ' — Condition of England ques- tion—' Past and Present ' — The Dismal Science — Letter from Lockhart — Effect of Carlyle's writings on his contem- poraries — Young Oxford — Eeviews — ^Visit to South Wales — Mr. Eedwood's visit to the Bishop of St. David's — Im- pressions — An inn at Gloucester — Father Mathew — Ee- treat in Annandale — Edinburgh — Dunbar battle-field — Eeturn home, 238 CHAPTEE XII. A.D. 1843-4. ^T. 48-49. A repaired house — Beginnings of ' Cromwell '—Difficulties — The Edinburgh students — Offer of a professorship — The old mother at Scotsbrig — Lady Harriet Baring — A day at Addiscombe — Birthday present — Death of John Ster- ling, 280 CHAPTER XIII. A.D. 1845. MY. 50. Summer in London — Mrs. Carlyle in Liverpool — Completion of ' Cromwell ' — Eemarks upon it — Effect of Cromwell's history on Carlyle's mind — Eights of majorities — Eight and might — Eeception by the world — Visit to the Barings — Lady Harriet and Mrs. Carlyle — Letter to Sir Eobert Peel— Meditations, . 300 CHAPTER XIY. A.D. 1846-7. JET. 51-52. Domestic confusions — Two letters from Mazzini— Mrs. Car- lyle at Seaforth — Clouds which will not disperse — Glori- ana — Tour with the Barings in Dumfriesshire — Moffat and its attraction — Carlyle at Scotsbrig, .... 324 Contents. ix CHAPTER XV. A.D. 1846-7. JET. 51-52. PACK Six days in Ireland— John Mitchel— Ketum to London— Mar- garet Fuller — Visit to the Grange — Irish famine— Dr. Chalmers— Literature as a profession— Matlock— Sight near Buxton — ^\^isit to Rochdale — John and Jacob Bright — Emerson comes from America — The * Jew Bill ' — Hare's Life of Sterling — Plans for future books — Exodus from Houndsditch, 338 CHAPTEE XVI. A.I). 1848-9. JET. 53-54. Revolutions of February in Paris— Thoughts on Democracy- London society— Macaulay— Sir Robert Peel— Chartist petition, April 10— Articles in the * Examiner '—Paris bat- tles in the streets— Emerson— Visit to Stonehenge— The reaction in Europe— Death of the first Lord Ashburton, and of Charles Buller— Mazzini at Rome— King Hudson —Arthur Clough— First introduction to Carlyle— His appearance, 365 X CARLYLE'S LIFE IN LONDON. INTRODUCTOEY. In Carlyle's Journal 1 find written, on the 10th of Octo- ber, 1843, the following words : — Some one wiites about 'notes for a biography ' in a beggarly * Spirit of the Age ' or other nibbish basket — rejected nem. con. What have I to do with their * Spirits of the Age ' ? To have my * life ' sui*veyed and commented on by all men even wisely is no object with me, but rather the opposite ; how much less to have it done unwisely ! The world has no business with my life ; the world will never know my life, if it should write and read a hun- dred biographies of me. The main facts of it even are known, and are likely to be known, to myself alone of created men. The * goose goddess ' which they call ' Fame ' ! Ach Gott ! And again, December 29, 1848 : — Darwin said to Jane the other day, in his quizzing serious man- ner, * Who will write Carlyle's life ? ' The word rejwrted to me set me thinking how impossible it was, and would for ever remain, for any creature to write my * life.' The chief elements of my lit- tle destiny have all along lain deep below view or surmise, and never will or can be known to any son of Adam. I would say to my biographer, if any fool undertook such a task, * Forbear, poor fool! Let no life of me be written; let me and my bewildered wiestlings lie buried here and be forgotten swiftly of all the world. Vol. III.— 1 2 Carlyle^s Life in London. If thou write, it will be mere delusion and hallucination. The confused world never understood nor will understand me and my poor affairs. Not even the persons nearest to me could guess at them ; nor was it found indispensable ; nor is it now (for any but an idle purpose) profitable, were it even possible. Silence, and go thy ways elsewhither.' Kelnctantly, and only wlien he found that his wishes would not and could not be respected, Carlyle requested me to undertake the task which he had tliiis described as hopeless ; and placed materials in my hands which would make the creation of a true likeness of him, if still diffi- cult, yet no longer as impossible as he had declared it to be. Higher confidence was never placed by any man in another. I had not sought it, but I did not refuse to ac- cept it. I felt myself only more strictly bound than men in such circumstances usually are, to discharge the duty which I was undertaking with the fidelity which I knew to be expected from me. Had I considered my own com- fort or my own interest, I should have sifted out or passed lightly over the delicate features in the story. It would have been as easy as it would have been agreeable for me to construct a picture, with every detail strictly accurate, of an almost perfect character. An account so written would have been read with immediate pleasure. Cai-lyle Avould have been admired and applauded, and the biog- rapher, if he had not shared in the praise, would at least have escaped censure. He would have followed in the track marked out for hira by a custom which is all but universal. When a popular statesman dies, or a popular soldier or clergyman, his faults are forgotten, his virtues only are remembered in his epitaph. Everyone has some frailties, but the merits and not the frailties are what in- terest the woi'ld ; and with great men of the ordinary kind whose names and influence will not survive their own gen- eration, to leave out the shadow, and record solely what is Daly of his lj'iO(jrap?tei\ 3 bright and attractive, is not only permissible, but is a right and honourable instinct. The good should be frankly ac- knowledged with no churlish qualifications. But the pleasure which we feel, and the honourt*vhich we seek to confer, are avenged, wherever truth is concealed, in the case of the exceptional few who are to become historical and belong to the iminortals. The sharpest scrutiny is the condition of enduring fame. Every circumstance which can be ascertained about them is eventually dragged into light. If blank spaces are left, they are filled by rumour or conjecture. When the generation which knew them is gone, there is no more tenderness in dealing with them ; and if their friends have been indiscreetly reserved, idle tales which survive in tradition become stereotyped into facts. Thus the characters of many of our greatest men, as they stand in history, are left blackened by groundless calumnies, or credited with imaginary excel- lences, a prey to be torn in pieces by rival critics, with clear evidence wanting, and prepossessions fixed on one side or the other by dislike or sympathy. Had I taken the course which the ' natural man ' would have recommended, I should have given no faithful ac- count of Carlyle. I should have created a ' delusion and a hallucination ' of the precise kind which he who was the truest of men most deprecated and dreaded ; and I should have done it not innocently and in ignorance, but with de- liberate insincerity, after my attention had been specially directed by his own generous openness to the points which I should have left unnoticed. I should have been unjust first to myself — for I should have failed in what I knew to be my duty as a biographer. I should have been unjust secondly to the public. Carlyle exerted for many years an almost unbounded influence on the mind of educated Eng- land. His writings are now spread over the whole Eng- lish-speaking world. They are studied with eagerness 4 Carlyle*s Life in London. and confidence by millions who have looked and look to Jiini not for amusement, but for moral guidance, and those millions have a right to know what manner of man he reallj was. It iiraj be, and 1 for one think it will be, that when time has levelled accidental distinctions, when the perspective has altered, and the foremost figures of this century are seen in their true proportions, Carlyle will tower far above all his contemporaries, and will then be the one person of them about whom the coming genera- tions will care most to be informed. But whether I esti- mate his importance rightly or wrongly, he has played a part which entitles everyone to demand a complete account of his character. He has come forward as a teacher of mankind. He has claimed ' to speak with autliority and not as the Scribes.' He has denounced as empty illusion the most favourite convictions of the age. lSiss es um Dich \oettern. I really tiy to do so, and succeed. . . . Mill and I settled : he pleaded for 200/. or some intermediate sum. But I found we must stick by the rigorous calculation, and I took 100/. Since then I have seen almost less of Mill than before, nor am I sorry at it, //// this work be done. There is an express agree- ment we are not to mention it till then. I believe I might have plenty of work in his * London Review * for a time, but pay shall not tempt me from the other duty. We shall be provided for one way or the other, independently of the devil. Indeed, it often strikes me as strange what an unspeakable composure I liave got 30 Carlyle's Life in London. into about economics and money. It seems to me, I should not mind a jot if hard had come to hard, and they had rouped me out of house and hold, and the very shirt off my back. I should say, 'Be it so; our course lies elsewhither then.' Forward, my boy ! let us go with God, towards what God has chosen us for. We have struggled on hitherto without taking the devil into partner- ship. The time that remains is short ; the eternity is long. My little Heldin is ready to share any fortune with me. We will fear nothing but falling into the hands of the destroyer. The household at Chelsea was never closer drawn to- gether than in these times of trial. Mrs. Carlyle adds her usual postscript. Dearest John, — ^Your letter not only raised our spirits at the time, but has kept them raised ever since. Its good influence is traceable in the diminished yellow of my husband's face, and tha accelerated speed of his writing. Bless you for it, and for the kind feelings which make you a brother well worth having — a man well worth loving. Surely we shall not quarrel any more after having ascertained in absence how well we lilie one another. Alas ! surely we shall ; for one of us at least is only ' a plain hu- man creature,' liable to quarrel and do everything that is unwise. But we will do it as little as possible, and be good friends all the while at heart. The book is going to be a good book in spite of bad fortune, and what is lost is by no means to be looked on as wasted. What he faithfully did in it, and also what he magnani- mously endured, remains for him and us, not to be annihilated. How we shall enjoy our visit to Scotland when the volume is re- done ! Shall we resume Ariosto where we left Mm ? And the battledores are here, and more suitable ceilings. Much is more suitable. Heaven send you safe ! Carlyle was brave ; his Heldin cheering him with woid and look, his brother strong upon his own feet and heartily affectionate. But he needed all that affection could do for him. The ' accelerated speed ' slackened to slow, and tlien to no motion at all. He sat daily at his desk, but his im- agination would not work. Early in May, for the days passed heavily, and he lost the count of them, he notes ' that at no period of his life had he ever felt more discon- Blank Prospects. 31 solate, beaten down, and powerless than then ;' as if it were * simply impossible that his weariest and miserablest of tasks should ever be accomplished.' A man can rewrite what he has known ; but he cannot rewrite what he has felt. Emotion forcibly recalled is artificial, and, unless spontaneous, is hateful. He laboured on * with the feeling of a man swimming in a rarer and rarer element' At length there was no element at all. s' My will,' he said, ' is not conquered, but my vacuum of element to swim in seems complete.' He locked up his papers, drove the sub- ject out of his mind, and sat for a fortnight reading novels, English, French, German — anything that c^me to hand. ' In this determination,' he thought, ^ there might be in- struction for him.' It was the first of the kind that he had ever deliberately formed. He would keep up his heart. He would be idle, he would rest. He would try, if the word was not a mockery, to enjoy himself. In this suspended condition he wrote several letters, one particularly to his mother, to relieve her anxieties about him. To Margaret Carlyle^ Scotsbrig. Chelsea : May 13, 1835. You will learn without regret that I am idling for these ten days. My poor work, the dreariest I ever undertook, was getting more and more untoward on me. I began to feel that toil and effort not only did not perceptibly advance it, but was even, by disheartening and disgusting me, retarding it. A man must not only be able to work, but to give over working. I have many times stood dog- gedly to work, but this is the first time I ever deUberately laid it down without finishing it. It has given me very great trouble, this poor book ; and Providence, in the shape of human misman- agement, sent me the severest check of all. However, I still trust to get it written sufficiently, and if thou even cannot write it (as I have said to myself in late days), why then bo content with that too. God's creation will get along exactly as it should do without the writing of it. There are other proposals hovering about me, but not worth 32 Carlyle's Life in London. speaking of yet. The ' literary world ' here is a thing which I have had no other course left me but to defy in the name of God ; man's imagination can fancy few tilings madder ; but me (if God will) it shall not madden ; I will take a knapping hammer first. Everything is confused here with the everlasting jabber of j)olitics, in which I struggle altogether to hold my peace. The Radicals have made an enormous advance by the little Tory interregnum ; it is not unlikely the Tories will tiy it one other time. They would even fight if they had anybody to fight for them. Meanwhile these poor Melbourne people will be obliged to walk on at a quicker pace than formerly (considerably against their will, I be- lieve), with the Eadical bayonets pricking them behind. And so, whether the Tories stay out, or whether they try to come in again, it will be all for the advance of Radicalism, which means revolt against innumerable things, and (so I construe it) dissolution and confusion at no great distance, and a darkness which no man can see through. Everybody, Radical and other, tells me that the con- dition of the poor people — ^is — improving. My astonishment was great at first, but I now look for nothing else than this ' improv- ing daily.' ' Well, gentlemen,' I answered once, * the poor, I think, will get up some day, and tell you how improved their condition is ! ' It seems to me the vainest jangling, this of the Peels and Russells, that ever the peaceful air was beaten into dispeace by. But we are used to it from of old. Leave it alone. Permit it while God permits it, and so for work and hope elsewhither. Another effect of Carlyle's enforced period of idleness was that lie saw more of liis friends, and of one especially, whose interest in himself had first amused and then at- tracted him. John Sterling, young, eager, enthusiastic, had been caught by the Kadical epidemic on the spiritual side. Hating lies as much as Carlyle hated them, and plunging like a high-bred colt under the conventional har- ness of a clergyman, he believed, nevertheless, as many others then believed, that the Christian religion would again become the instrument of a great spiritual renova- tion. While the Tractarians were reviving medisevalism at Oxford, Sterling, Maurice, Julius Hare, and a circle of Cambridge liberals were looking to Luther, and through John SterUng. 33 Liitlier to Neander and Schleiermacher, to bring * revela- tion' into harmony with intellect, and restore its ascend- ency as ft guide into a new era. Coleridge was the high priest of this new prospect for humanity. It was a beau- tiful hope, though not destined to be realised. Sterling, who was gifted beyond the rest, was among the first to see how much a movement of this kind must mean, if it meant anything at all. He had an instinctive sympathy with genius and earnestness wherever he found it. In the author of ' Sartor Resartus ' he discovered these qualities, while his contemporaries were blind to them. I have al- ready mentioned that he sought Carlyle's acquaintance, and procured him the offer of employment on the * Times.' His admiration was not diminished when that offer was declined. He missed no opportunity of becoming moi-e intimate with him, and he hoped that he might himself be the instrument of bringing Carlyle to a clearer faith. Carlyle, once better instructed in the great Christian veri- ties, might become a second and a greater Knox. * I have seen,' Carlyle writes in this same May, ' a good deal of this young clergyman (singular clergyman) during these two weeks, a sanguine light-loving man, of whom, to me, nothing but good seems likely to come ; to himself unluckily a mixture of good and evil.' Of good and evil — for Carlyle, clearer-eyed than his friend, foresaw the consequences. Frederick Maurice, Sterling's brother-in- law, on the occasion of the agitation about subscription to the Thirty-nine Articles, had written a pamphlet extremely characteristic of him, to show that subscription was not a bondage, as foolish people called it, but a deliverance from bondage; that the Articles properly read were the great charter of spiritual liberty and reasonable belief. Ster- ling lent the pamphlet to Carlyle, who examined it, re- ppectfully recognising that *an earnest man's earnest word was worth reading ; but,' he said, * my verdict lay in thefte Vol. III.— 3 34 Cwrlyles Life in London. lines of jingle, which 1 virtuously spared Sterling the sight of:— Thirty -nine EngHsh Articles, Ye wondrous little particles, Did God shape His universe really by you ? In that case I swear it. And solemnly declare it, This logic of Maurice's is true.' * Carlyle afterwards came to know Maurice, esteemed him, and personally liked him, as all his acquaintance did. But the ' verdict ' was unchanged. As a thinker he found him confused, wearisome, and ineffectual ; and he thought no better of the whole business in which he was engaged. An amalgam of ' Christian verities ' and modern critical philosophy was, and could be nothing else but, poisonous insincerity. This same opinion in respectful language he had to convey to Sterling, if he was required to give one. But he never voluntarily introduced such subjects, and Sterling's anxiety to improve Carlyle was not limited to the circle of theology. Sterling was a cultivated and clas- sical scholar ; he was disturbed by Carljde's style, which offended him as it offended the world. This style, which has been such a stone of stumbling, originated, he has often said to myself, in the old farmhouse at Annandale. The humour of it came from his mother. The form was his father's common mode of speech, and had been adopted by himself for its brevity and emphasis. He was aware of its singularity and feared that it might be mistaken for affectation, but it was a natural growth, with this merit among others, that it is the clearest of styles. jS'o sentence leaves the reader in doubt of its meaning. ' Sterling's ob- jections, however, had been vehement. Carlyle admitted that there was foundation for them, but defended him- self. 1 Shghtly altered when printed in ' Past and Present.' Carlylc's Style. 35 To John Sterling. Chelsea: June 4, 1835. The objections to phraseology and style have good grounds to stand on. Many of them are considerations to which I myself was not blind, which there were unluckily no means of doing more than nodding to as one passed. A man has but a certain strength ; imperfections cling to him, which if he wait till he have brushed off entirely, he mil spin for ever on his axis, advancing nowhither. Know thy thought — believe it — front heaven and earth with it, in whatsoever words nature and art have made readiest for thee. If one has thoughts not hitherto uttered in English books, I see nothing for it but you must use words not found there, must make words, with moderation and discretion of coui'se. That I have not always done it so proves only that I was not strong enough, an accusation to which I, for one, will never plead not guilty. For the rest, pray that I may have more and more strength ! Surely, too, as I said, all these coal marks of yours shall be duly considered for the first and even for the second time, and help me on my way. But filially do you reckon this really a time for puiism of style, or that style (mere dictionaiy style) has much to do with the worth or unworth of a book ? I do not. With whole ragged battalions of Scott's novel Scotch, with Irish, German, French and even 'news- paper Cockney (where literature is little other than a newspaper) storming in on us, and the whole structure of our Johnsonian English breaking up from its foundations, revolution there is visible as everywhere else. * The style ! ah, the style ! ' Carlyle notes nevertheless in liis journal, as if he was uneasy about it ; for in tlie ' Frencli Revolution ' the peculiarities of it were more marked than even in ' Sartor : ' — The poor people seem to think a style can be put off or put on, not like a skin but like a coat. Is not a skin verily a product and close kinsfellow of all that lies under it, exact type of the nature of the beast, not to be plucked off without flaying and death ? Tlie Public is an old woman. Let her maunder and mumble. Sterling was not satisfied, and again persisted in his re- monstrances. Das wird zu lang^ Carlyle said ; * he made the letter into matches ; ' not loving his friend the less for 36 Carlyle^s Life in London. advice wliicli was faithfully given, but knowing in himself that he could not and ought not to attend to it. The style was and is the shin — an essential part of the living or- ganisation. But besides the style, Sterling had deeper complaints to make. He insisted on the defects of Carlyle's spiritual belief, being perhaps led on into tlie subject by the failure of Maurice's eloquence. ' Sartor ' was still the text. It had been ridiculed in ' Fraser ' when it first appeared. It had been republished and admired in America, but in England so far it had met with almost entire neglect. Why should this have been ? It was obviously a remark- able book, the most remarkable perhaps which had been published for many years. You ask (said Caiiyle) why the leading minds of the country have given the Clothes j^hilosophy no response ? My good friend, not one of them has had the happiness of seeing it ! It issued through one of the main cloacas (poor Fraser) of periodical liter- ature, where no 'leading mind,' I fancy, looks if he can help it. The poor book cannot be destroyed by fire or other violence now, but solely by the general law of destiny; and /have nothing more to do with it henceforth. How it chanced that no bookseller would print it, in an epoch when Satan Montgomery runs, or seems to run, through thirteen editions, and the morning papers, on its issuing through the cloaca, sang together in mere discord over such a creation — this truly is a question, but a different one. Mean- while do not suppose the poor book has not been responded to ; for the historical fact is, I could show very curious response to it here, not ungratifying, and fully three times as much as I counted on, or as the wretched farrago itself deserved. Sterling, however, had found another reason for the comparative failure. You say finally (Carlyle goes on), as the key to the whole mys- tery, that Teufelsdrockh does not believe in a 'personal God.' It is frankly said, with a friendly honesty for which I love you. A grave charge, nevertheless— an awful charge — to which, if I mis- CarlyWa Creed. 37 take not, the Professor, laving his hand on his heart, will reply with some gesture expressing the solemnest denial. In gesture rather than in speech, for the Highest cannot bo spoken of in words. Personal ! Imi)ersonal ! One ! Three ! \Miat meaning can any- mortal (after all) attach to them in reference to such an object ? Wer dnrf Ihn nbnnen ? I dare not and do not. That you dai-e and do (to some greater extent) is a matter I am far from taking oflfence at. Nay, with all sincerity, I can rejoice that you have a creed of that kind which gives you happy thoughts, nerves you for good actions, brings you into readier communion with many good men. My true wish is that such creed may long hold compactly together in you, and be ' a covert from the heat, a shelter from the storm, as the shadow of a great rock in a weary land.' Well is it if we have a printed litany to pray from ; and yet not ill if wo can pray even in silence; for silence too is audible tliei'e. Finally assure yourself that I am neither Pagan nor Turk, nor circumcised Jew ; but an unfortunate Christian individual resident at Chelsea in this jesiT of grace, neither Pantheist, nor Pot-theist, nor any Theist or 1st whatsoever, having the most decided contempt for all such manner of system-builders or sect-founders — as far as con- tempt may be compatible with so mild a nature — feeling well be- forehand (taught by long experience) that all such are and ever must be wrong. By God's blessing one has got two eyes to look with, also a mind capable of knowing, of believing. That is all the creed I will at this time insist on. And now may I beg one thing : that whenever in my thoughts or your own you fall on any dogma that tends to estrange you from me, pray believe that to be false, false as Beelzebub, till you get clearer evidence ? This is an explicit statement, and no one who knew Carlyle or has read his books can doubt the sincerity of it. It is true also that while in London he belonged to no recognised body of believers, regarding all such as ' system- mongers ' with whom he could have nothing to do. lie had attended tlie Presbyterian church in Annandale, for it was the communion in which he was born. He had read the Bible to his household at Craigenputtock. But the Kirk in London was not the Kirk in Scotland. lie made one or two experiments to find something not en- tirely unworthy. 38 Carlyle-s Life in London, I tried various chapels (he said to me) ; I found in each some vulgar illiterate man declaiming about matters of which he knew nothing. I tried the Church of England. I found there a decent educated gentleman reading out of a book words very beautiful which had expressed once the sincere thoughts of pious admirable souls. I decidedly preferred the Church of England man, but I had to say to him : ' I perceive, sir, that at the bottom you know as little about the matter as the other fellow.' Thus, with the Church of England, too, he had not been able to connect himself, and as it was the rule of his life not only never to profess what he did not believe, but never by his actions to seem to believe it, he stayed away and went to no place of worship except accidentally. Meanwhile the fortnight's idleness expired ; he went to work again over his lost volume, but became ' so sick ' that he still made little progress. Emerson continued to press him to move for good and all to America, where he would find many friends and a congenial audience for his teach- ing ; and more than once he thought of leaving the un- lucky thing unwritten and of acting on Emerson's advice. He was very weary, and the books with which he tried to distract himself had no charm. Journal. May 26, 1835. — Went on Sunday with Wordsworth's new volume to Kensington Gardens ; got through most of it there. A picture of a wren's nest, two pictures of such almost all that abides with me. A genuine but a small diluted man. No other thing can I think of him ; they must sing and they must say whatsoever seems good to them. Coleridge's ' Table Talk, ' also insignificant for most part, a helpless Psyche overspun with Church of England cobwebs ; a weak, diffusive, weltering, ineffectual man. The Nunc Domine's I hear chanted about these two persons had better pro- voke no reply from me. What is false in them passes. What is true deserves acceptance — speaks at least for a sense on their part. The book — the poor book — can make no progress at all. I sit down to it every day, but feel broken down at the end of a page ; page too not written, only scribbled. Suppose that we did throw Coleridge. 39 it by. It is not by paper alone that a man lives. My bodily health is actually very bad. To get a little rest and bloom up again out of this wintry obstruction, impotence, and desolation, were the firat attainment. To-day I am full of dyspepsia, but also of hope. The world is yiot a bonehouse ; it is a living home, better or worse. Disastrous twilight! dim eclipse! That is the state I sit in at present. Singular, too, how near my extreme misery is to peace, almost to some transient glimpses of happiness. It seems to me I shall either before long recover myself into life (alas ! I have never yet lived) or end it, which alternative is not undesiraJole to me. I am actually learning to take it easier. Coleridge's * Table Talk ' insignificant yet expressive of Cole- ridge : a great possibility that has not realised itself. Never did I see such apparatus got ready for thinking, and so little thought. He mounts scaffolding, pulleys, and tackle, gathers all the tools in the neighbourhood with labour, with noise, demonstration, pre- cept, abuse, and sets — three bricks. I do not honour the man. I pity him (with the opposite of contempt) ; see in him one glorious up-struggling ray (as it were) which perished, all but ineffectual, in a lax, languid, impotent character. This is my theory of Cole- ridge — veiy different from that of his admirers here. Nothing, I find, confuses me more than the admiration, the kind of man ad- mired, I see cuiTent here. So measurable these infinite men do seem, so imedifying the doxologies chanted to them. Yet in that also there is something which I really do try to profit by. Tlie man that lives has a real way of living, built on thought of one or the other sort. He is a fact. Consider him. Di-aw knowledge from him. No work to-day, as of late days or weeks, neither does my con- science much reproach me. This is rathei- curious. Significant of what? It was 6ig:nificant of a growing misgiving on Carlyle's part tliat lie had mistaken his profession, and that as a man of letters — as a tnie and honest man of letters — lie conld not live. Evei^thing was against him. No one wanted him ; no one believed his report ; and even Fate itself was now warning him off with menacing finger. Still in a lamed condition he writes on June 4 to his mother : 40 Carlyles Life in London. I have grave doubts about many things connected with this book of mine and books in general, for all is in the uttermost confusion in that line of business here. 'But, God be thanked, I have no doubt about my course of duty in the world, or that, if I am driven back at one door, I must go on trying at another. There are some two or even three outlooks opening on me unconnected with books. One of these regards the business of national education which Par- liament is now busy upon, in which I mean to try all my strength to get something to do, for my conscience greatly approves of the work as useful. Whether I shall succeed herein I cannot with the smallest accuracy guess as yet. Another outlook invites my con- sideration from America, a project chalked out for passing a winter over the water and lecturing there. Something or other we shall devise. I shall probably have fixed on nothing till we meet and have a smoke together, and get the thing all summered and wintered talking together freely once more. It was a mere chance at this time that the ' French Revolution ' and literature with it were not flung aside for good and all, and that the Carlyle whom tlie world knows had never been. If Charles Buller, or Molesworth, or any- other leading Radical who had seen his worth, had told the Government that if they meant to begin in earnest on the education of the people, here was the man for them, Carlyle would have closed at once with the offer. The effort of writing, always great (for he wrote, as his brotlier said, ' with his heart's blood ' in a state of fevered tension), the indifference of the world to his past work, his uncer- tain future, his actual poverty, had already burdened him beyond his strength. He always doubted whether he had any special talent for literature. He was conscious of possessing considerable powers, but he would have pre- ferred at all times to have found a use for them in action. And everything was now conspiring to drive him into an- otlier career. If nothing could be found for him at home, America was opening its arms. He could lecture for a season in E^ew England, save sufficient money, and then draw away into the wilderness, to build a new Scotsbrig Thoughts of Ahandoniivg Literature, 41 in the western forest. So the possibility presented itself to him in this interval of enforced helplessness, lie would go away and struggle with the stream no more. And yet at the bottom of his mind, as he told me, something said to him, ' My good fellow, you are not fit for that either.' Perhaps he felt that when he was once across the water, America would at any rate be a better mother to him than England, would find what he was suited for, and would not let his faculties be wasted. In writing to his mother lie made light of his troubles, but his spirit was nearly broken. To John Carlyle. Chelsea : June 15, 1835. My poor ill-starred ' French Revolution ' is lying as a mass of unformed rubbish, fairly laid by under lock and key. About a fortnight after writing to you last this was the deliberate desperate resolution I came to. My way was getting daily more intolerable, more inconsiderable, comparable, as I often say, to a man swim- ming in vacuo. There was labour nigh insufferable, but no joy, no furtherance. My poor nerves, for long months kept at the stretch, felt all too waste, distracted. I flung it off by saying, • If I never write it, why then it will never be written. Not by ink alone shall man live or die.' This is the first time in my life I ever did such a thing ; neither do I doubt much but that it was rather wise. It goes abreast with much that is coming to a crisis with me. You would feel astonished to see with what quietude I have laid down my head on its stone pillow in these circumstances, and said to Poverty, Dispiritment, Exclusion, Necessity, and the Devil, * Go your course, friends; behold, I lie here and rest.' In fact, with all the despair that is round about me, there is not in myself, I do think, the least desperation. I feel rather as if, quite possibly, I might be about bursting the accursed enchantment that has hold me, all my weary days, in nameless thraldom, and actually begin- ning to be alive. There has been much given me to suffer, to learn from, this last year. That things should come to a crisis is what I wish. Also how tnie it is, Deiix arfflictions mises e)isemble peuvent devenir une consolation. On the whole I sliall never regret coming to London, where if boundless confusion, some elements of order have also met me j above all things, the real faces and 42 Carlyle^s Life in London, lives of my fellow mortals, stupid or wise, so unspeakably instruc- tive to me. ^ Fancy me for the present reading all manner of silly books, and for these late days one pregnant book, Dante's ' In- ferno ; ' running about amongst people and things, looking even of a bright sunset on Hyde Park and its glory ; I sitting on the stump of an oak, it rolling and curvetting past me on the Serpentine drive, really very superb and given gratis. Unspeakable thoughts rise out of it. This, then, is the last efflorescence of the Tree of Being. Hengst and Horsa were bearded, but ye gentlemen have got razors and breeches; and oh, my fair ones, how are ye changed since Boadicea wore her own hair unfrizzled hanging down as low as her hips ! The Queen Anne hats and heads have dissolved into air, and behold you here and me, prismatic light-streaks on the bosom of the sacred night. And so it goes on. As writing seemed impossible, Carljle had determined to go to Scotland after all. Ladj Clare had meant to be in England soon after midsummer, bringing John Car- lyle with her. John was now the great man of the fam- ily, the man of income, the travelled doctor from Italy, the companion of a peeress. His arrival was looked for- ward to at Scotsbrig with natural eagerness. Carlyle and he were to go down together and consult with their mother about future plans. Mrs. Carlyle would go with them to pay a visit to her mother. The journey might be an ex- pense, but John was rich, and the fares to Edinburgh by steamer were not considerable. In the gloom that hung over Chelsea this prospect had been the one streak of sun- shine — and unhappily it was all clouded over. Lady Clare could not come home after all, and John was obliged to iln the journal under the same date Carlyle says : ' Very often of late has this stanza of Goethe's come into my mind. I translated it in the Wander- jahre^ but never understood it before : — " There in others' looks discover What thy own life's course has been, And thy deeds of years past over In thy fellow-men be seen." It is verily so. I am painfully learning much here, if not by the wisdom of the people, yet by their existence, nay by their stupidity. Learn— live and learn.' Book to he Finisfied. 43 remain with her, though with a promise of leave of ab- sence in the autumn. At Radical Scotsbrig there was m- dignation enough at a fine lady's caprices destroying other people's pleasures. Carlyle more gently * could pity the heart that suffered, whether it beat under silk or nnder sackcloth ; ' for Lady Clare's life was not a happy one. He collected his energy. To soften his wife's disappoint- ment, he invited Mrs. AVelsh to come immediately on a long visit to Cheyne Row. Like his father he resolved to *gar himself ' finish the burnt volume in spite of every- thing, and to think no more of Scotland till it was done. The sudden change gave him back his strength. To Margaret Carlyle^ Scotshrig. Chelsea : June 30, 1835. As for OTU' own share there is need of a new resolution, and we have gone far to form ours. Jane thinks that if we are to wait till September it will be needless for her to come to Scotland this year. She had, in the main, only her mother to see there, and it seems the shorter way to send for her mother up hither without delay. Jack and I, if he is coming, can go to Scotland by our- selves. At lowest, when Mi*s. Welsh was returning, I would ac- company her, and you would see me at least. I at any rate am to fall instantly to icork agaiji, having now filled up my full measure of idleness. That wretched burnt MS. must, if the gae of life re- mains in me, be replaced. * It shall be done, sir,' as the Cockneys say. After that the whole world is before me, where to choose from. I cannot say I am in the least degree * tining heart ' in these per^jlexities. Nay, I think in general I have not been in so good heart these ten years. London and its quackeries and follies and confusions does not daunt me. I look on all matters that per- tain to it with a kind of silent defiance, confident to the last that the work my Maker meant me to do I shall verily do, let the De%'il and his servants obstnict as they will. The literary craft, as I have often explained to you, seems gone for this generation. I do not see how a man that will not take the Devil into partner- ship — one of the worst partnerships, if I have any judgment — is to exist by it henceforth. Well, then, it is gone. Let it go with a blessing. We will seek for another occupation. We will seek and 44 Carlyle^s Life in London. find. It is on one's self and what conies of one's own doings that all depends. However, I must have this book off my hands. Should I even burn it, I will be done with it. To John Carlyle. Chelsea: July 3. I have decided to falling instantly to work again with vigour. If I can write that ' Eevolution ' volume, the saddest affair I ever had to manage, I will do it. The first wish of my heart is that it were done in almost any way ; weary, most weary am I of it. I will either write it, or burn it, or ... . One thing that will gratify you is the perceptible increase of health this otherwise so scandalous /awZe?i2;en. (idling) has given me. I am also farther than ever from 'tining heart.' Nothing definite yet turns up for my future life. Yet several things turn more decisively down, which is also something ; amongst others literature. I feel well that it is a thing I shall never live by here ; moreover, that there are many things besides it in God's universe As a last re- sourcfe, in the dim background rises America, rise the kindest in- vitations there. I really could go and open my mouth in Boston to that strange audience with considerable audacity ; perhaps it were the making of me to learn to speak. I really in some moods feel no kind of tendency to whimper or even to gloom. God's world, ruled over by the Prince of the Power of the Air, is round me, and I have taken my side in it, and know what I mean as well as the Prince knows. Fancy me working and not unhappy till I hear from you. I find I could get employment and pay, writing in the ' Times,' but I will have no trade with that. Old Sterling amuses me a little ; has eyes ; has had them on men and men's ways many years now, a trenchant, clean- washed, military old gen- tleman. Tilings after this began to brigliten. Mrs. Welsh came up to cheer her daughter, whose heart had almost failed like her husband's, for she liad no fancy for an American forest. Carlvle went vigorously to work, and at last suc- cessfully. In ten days he had made substantial progress, tliough with 'immense difficulty' still. 'It was and re- mained the most ungrateful and intolerable task he had ever undertaken.' Bat he felt that he was getting on Objectioii8 to Style. 45 with it, and recovered his peace of mind. He even be- gan to be interested again in the subject itself, which had become for the time entirely distasteful to him, and to regret that he could not satisfy himself better in his treat- ment of it. Notwithstanding his defence of his style to Sterling, he wished the skin were less ' rhinoceros-like.' JoumaL July lb, 1835. — Tlie book, I do lionestly apprehend, will never be worth almost anything. "What a deliverance, however, merely to have done with it ! This is almost my only motive now. I de- test the task, but am hounded into it by feelings still more detest- able. I am all wrong about it in my way of setting it forth, and cannot mend myself. I think often I have mistaken my trade. That of style gives me great uneasiness. So many persons, almost everybody that speaks to me, objects to my style as * too full of meaning. * Had it no other fault ! I seldom read in any dud of a book, novel, or the like, where the writing seems to flow along like talk (certainly not ' too full ') without a certain pain, a certain envy. Ten pages of that were easier than a sentence or paragraph of mine ; and yet such is the result. What to do ? To write on the best one can, get the free'st, sincerest possible utterance, taking in all guidances towards that, putting aside with best address all misguidances. Truly I feel like one that was bursting with mean- ing, that had no utterance for it, that would and must get one — a most indescribably uneasy feeling, were it not for the hope. Gradually the story which he was engaged in telling got possession of him again. The terrible scenes of the Revolution seized his imagination, haunting him as he walked about the streets. London and its giddy whirl of life, that too might become as Paris had been. Ah ! and what was it all but a pageant passing from darkness into darkness ? The world (he said in these weeks) looks often quite spectral to me ; sometimes, as in Regent Street the other night (my nerves being all shattered), quite hideous, discordant, almost infernal. I had beeh at Mrs. Austin's, heard Sydney Smith for the first time gufiawing, other persons prating, jargoning. To me through these 46 Cariyle^s Life in London. thin cobwebs Death and Eternity sate glaring. Coming home- wards along Regent Street, through street- walkers, through — Aoh Gott! unspeakable pity swallowed up unspeakable abhorrence of it and of myself. The moon and the serene nightly sky in Sloane Street consoled me a little. Smith, a mass of fat and muscularity, with massive Eoman nose, piercing hazel eyes, huge cheeks, shrewdness and fun, not humor or even wit, seemingly without soul altogether. Mrs. Marcet ill-looking, honest, rigorous, com- monplace. The rest babble, babble. Woe's me that I in Meshech ara ! To work. Drawing-room society to a man engaged in painting the flowers of hell which had grown elsewhere on a stock of the same genus was not likely to be agreeable. Sydney Smith especially he never heartily liked, tliinking that he wanted seriousness. ' Gad, sir, he believes it all,' Sydney had been heard to say of Lord John Russell when speak- ing of some grave subject. Amidst such ' spectral' feel- ings the writing of the ' French Revolution ' went on. By August 10 Carlyle was within sight of the end of the un- fortunate volume which had cost him so dear, and could form a notion of what he had done. His wife, an excel- cent judge, considered the second version better than the first. Carlyle himself thought it worse, but not much worse ; at any rate he was relieved from the load, and could look forward to finishing the rest. Sometimes he thought the book would produce an effect ; but he had hoped the same from ' Sartor,' and he did not choose to be sanguine a second time. On September 23 he was able to tell liis brother that the last line of the volume was actually written, that he was entirely exhausted and was going to Annandale to recover himself. To John Carlyle. Chelsea : September 23, 1835. By the real blessing and favour of Heaven I got done with that unutterable MS. on Monday last, and have wrapped it up there to Burnt Volume BewriUe7u 47 lie till the other two volumes be complete. The work does not seem to myself to be veiy much worse than it was. It is worse in the style of expression, but better compacted in the thought. On the whole I feel like a man who had nearly killed himself in ac- complishing zero. What a deliverance ! I shall never without a kind of shudder look back at the detestable state of enchantment I have worked in for these six months and am now blessedly de- livered from. The rest of the book shall go on quite like child's play in compai*ison. Also I do think it will be a queer book, one of the queerest published in this centuiy, and can, though it can- not be popular, be better than that. My Teufelsdrockh humour, no voluntary one, of looking through the clothes, finds singu- lar scope in this subject. Remarkable also is the ' still death- defiance ' I have settled into, equivalent to the most absolute sov- ereignty conceivable by the mind. I say ' still death-defiance,' yet it is not unblended with a great fire of hope unquenchable, which glows up silent, steady, brighter and brighter. My one thought is to be done with this book. Innumerable things point all that way. My whole destiny seems as if it lost itself in chaos there (for my money also gets done then) — in chaos which I am to recreate or perish miserably — an arrangement which I really re- gard as blessed compai*atively. So I sit here and write, composed in mood, responsible to no man and no thing ; only to God and my own conscience, with publishers, reviewers, hawkers, bill- stickers indeed on the earth around me, but with the stars and the azure eternity above me in the heavens. Let us be thankful. On the whole I am rather stupid ; or rather I am not stupid, for I feel a fierce glare of insight in me into many things. Not stupid, but I have no sleight of hand, a raw untrained savage— for every trained civilised man has that sleight, and is a bred workman by having it, the bricklayer with his trowel, the i^ainter with his brush, the writer with his pen. The result of the whole is * one must just do the best he can for a li^ing, boy,' or, in my mother's phrase, 'Never tine heart,' or get provoked heart, which is likewise a danger. The journal adds: — On Monday last, about four o'clock on a wet day, I finished that MS. I ought to feel thankful to Heaven, but scarcely do suffi- ciently. The thing itself is no thing. Nevertheless, the getting done with it was all in all. I could do no other or better. The 48 Carlyle's Life in London. book, it is to be hoped, will now go on with some impetus. It is not enchanted work, but fair daylight aboveboard work, though hard work, and with a poor workman. I am now for Scotland, to rest myself and see my mother. What a year this has been ! I have suffered much, but also lived much. Courage ! hat firmly set on head, foot firmly planted. Fear nothing but fear. I fancy I shall go in an Edinburgh smack ; not the worst way, and the cheapest though slowest. CHAPTER III. A.D. 1835—6. ^T. 40—41. Visit to Scotland— Hard conditions of life — Scotsbrig — Return to London — Effort of faith — Letter from his mother — Schemes for employment — Offer from Basil Montagu — Polar bears — Struggles with the book — Visit from John Carlyle — Despond- ency — Money anxieties — Mrs. Carlyle in Scotland — Letters to her — 'Diamond Necklace ' printed — * French Revolution' fin- ished. In the first week in October Carlyle started for his old home, not in a smack, though he had so purposed, but in a steamer to ^Newcastle, whence there was easy access, though railways as yet were not, to Carlisle and Annan- dale. His letters and diary give no bright picture of his first year's experience in London, and fate had dealt hardly with him ; but he had gained much notwithstand- ing. His strong personality had drawn attention wlierever he had been seen. He had been invited with his wife into cultivated circles, literary and political. The Ster- lings were not the only new friends whom they had made. Their poverty was unconcealed ; there was no sham in either of the Carlyles, and there were many persons anx- ious to help them in any form in which help could be accepted. Presents of all kinds, hampers of wine, and suchlike poured in upon them. Carlyle did not speak of these things. He did not feel them less than other peo- ple, but he was chary of polite expressions which are so often but half sincere, and he often seemed indifferent or ungracious when at heart he was warmly grateful. Mrs. Vol. III.— 4 60 Carlyle's Life in London. Carlyle, when disappointed of her trip to Scotland, had been carried off into the country by the Sterlings for a week or two. In August Mrs. Welsh came, and stayed on while Carlyle was away. She was a gifted woman, a little too sentimental for her sarcastic daughter, and trouble- some with her caprices. They loved each other dearly and even passionately. They quarrelled daily and made it up again. Mrs. Carlyle, like her husband, was not easy to live with. But on the whole they were happy to be together again after so long a separation. They had friends of their own who gathered about them in Carlyle's absence. Mrs. Carlyle occupied herself in learning Ital- ian, painting and arranging the rooms, negotiating a sofa out of her scanty allowance, preparing a pleasant surprise when he should come back to his work. He on his part was not left to chew his own reflections. He was to pro- vide the winter stock of bacon and hams and potatoes and meal at Scotsbrig. He was to find a Scotch lass for a ser- vant and bring her back with him. He was to dispose of the rest of the Craigenputtock stock which had been left unsold, all excellent antidotes against spectral visions. He had his old Annandale relations to see again, in whose fortunes he was eagerly interested, and to write long sto- ries about them to his brother John. In such occupation, varied with daily talks and smokes with his mother, and in feeding himself into health on milk or porridge, Carlyle passed his holiday. He walked far and fast among the hills, with an understanding of their charm as keen as an artist's, though art he affected to disdain. I am sometimes sad enough (he told his brother), but that, too, is profitable. I have moments of inexpressible beauty, like aui'o- ral gleams on a sky all dark. My book seems despicable ; how- ever I will write it. After that there remains for me — on the whole exactly what God has appointed, therefore let us take it thank- fully/ Ilolidmj in ScoUcmd, 61 One characteristic letter to his wife remains, written from Scotsbrig on this visit. It was in reply to her pretty Anglo-Italian epistle of October 26.' To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Scotsbrig : November 2, 1836. All people say, and, what is more to the purpose, I myself rather feel, that my health is greatly improved since I got hither. Alas ! the state of wreckage I was m, fretted, as thou sayest, to fiddle- strings, was enormous. Even yet, after a month's idleness and much recovery, I feel it all so well. Silence for a solar year ; this, were it possible, would be my blessedness. All is so black, con- fused, about me, streaked with splendour too as of heaven ; and I the most helpless of moi-tals in the middle of it. I could say with Job of old, ' Have pity upon me, have x)ity upon me, O my friends,* And thou, my poor Goody, depending on cheerful looks of mine ior thy cheerfulness ! For God's sake do not, or do so as little as possible. How I love thee, what I think of thee, it is not prob- able that thou or any mortal will know. But cheerful looks, when the heart feels slowly dying in floods of confusion and obstniction, are not the thing I have to give. Coumge, however — courage to the last ! One thing in the middle of this chaos I can more and more determine to adhere to — it is now almost my sole i-ule of life — to clear myself of cants and formulas as of i:ioisonous Nessus shirts ; to strip them off me, by what name soever called, and fol- low, were it down to Hades, what I myself know and see. Pray God only that sight be given me, freedom of eyes to see with. I fear nothing then, nay, hope infinite things. It is a great misery for a man to lie, even unconsciously, even to himself. Also I feel at this time as if I should never laugh more, or rather say never sniff and whiffle and pretend to laugh more. The desj^icable titter of a * ,' for example, seems4o me quite criminally small. Life is no frivolity, or hypothetical coquetr}^ or whifflery. It is a great 'world of tnith,' that we are alive, that I am alive ; that I saw the * Sweet Milk well ' yesterday, flowing for the last four thousand years, from its three sources on the hill side, the origin of Middle- bio Burn, and noted the little dell it had hollowed out all the way, and the huts of Adam's posterity built sluttishly along its course, and a sun shining overhead ninety millions of miles off, and eter- * Letters and Memorials^ vol. i. p. 40. 52 CarlyWs Life in London. nity all round, and life a vision, dream and yet fact woven with njDroar in the loom of time. Withal it should be said that my bil- iousness is -considerable to-day ; that I am not so unhappy as I talk, nay, perhaps rather happy ; in one word, that my mother in- dulged me this morning in a cup of ! I am actually very con- siderably better than when we parted. The sheet is all but done, and no w^ord of thanks for your fine Italian-English letter, which I read three times actually and did not burn. It is the best news to me that you are getting better ; that you feel cheerful, as your writing indicated. My poor Goody ! it seems as if she could so easily be happy ; and the easy means are so seldom there. Let us take it bravely, honestly. It will not break us both. What you say of the sofa is interesting, more than I like to confess. May it be good for us ! I feel as if an immeas- urable everlasting sofa was precisely the thing I w^anted even now. Oh dear ! I wish I was there, on the simple greatness of that one, such as it is, and Goody might be as near as she liked. Hadere nicht mit deiner Mutter, Liehste. Trage, trage ; es wird bald enden.^ God bless thee, my poor little darling. I think we shall be happier some time, and oh, how happy if God will ! Your ever affectionate T. Caklyle. The holiday lasted but four weeks, and Carlyle was again at his work at Chelsea. He was still restless, of course, with so heavy a load upon liim : but he did his best to be cheerful under it. Her chief resources were the Sterlings and the Italian lessons, and as long as she was well in health her spirits did not fail. Him, too, the Ster- lings' friendship helped much to encourage ; but he was absorbed in his writing and could think of little else. To his brother John he was regolar in his accounts of him- self, and complained as little as could be expected. I could live very patiently (he said) amid this circle of London people. They are greatly the best people I ever walked with. One is freer than anywhere else in the world, esteemed without 1 Quarrel not with your mother, dearest. Be patient ; be patient. It will Boon end. Return to Loixdon, 53 being qnestioned, more at home tlian one has been. I will stay here and try it out to the last ; but indeed my soul is like to grow quite sick, and I feel as if no resting-place waited me on this side the Great Ocean. It is a petulant, weak thought ; neither do I long to die till I have done my task. I think, however, I will quit literature. Journal. December 23, 1835. — To write of the conditions, external and es- pecially internal, in which I live at present, is impossible for me ; unprofitable were it possible. Bad bodily health added to all the rest makes the ungainliest result of it, frightful, drawing towards what consummation ? Silence is better. Be silent, be calm, at least not mad. On the 4:th of this month, not without remember- ing and bitterly considering, I completed my fortieth year. Spir- itual strength, as I feel, still grows in me. All other things, out- ward fortune, business among men, go on crumbling and decay- ing. Cest egcd. Providence again is leading me through dark, burning, hideous ways towards new heights and developments. Nothing, or almost nothing, is certain to me, except the Divine Infernal character of this universe I live in, worthy of horror, worthy of worship. So much, and what I can infer from that. Nothing came of the national education scheme. Car- lyle was not a person to pusli himself into notice. Either Buller and his other friends did not exert themselves for him, or they tried and failed ; governments, in fact, do not look out for servants among men who are speculating about the nature of the universe. Then as always the doors leading into regular employment remained closed. From his mother as far as possible he concealed his anxi- eties. But she knew him too well to be deceived. She, too, was heavy at heart for her idolised son, less on account of his uncertain prospects than for the want of faith, as she considered it, which was the real cause of his trouble, lie told her always that essentially he thought as she did, but she could hardly believe it ; and though she no longer argued or remonstrated, yet she dwelt in lier letters to him, in her own simple way, on the sources of her own 54: Carlyle's Life in London. consolation. She was intensely interested in his work. She was identifying herself with the progress of it by making him a new dressing-gown which was to be his when the book was finished. Yet what was it all com- pared with the one thing needful ? One of her letters to him — one out of many — may be inserted here as a speci- men of what this noble woman really was. Margaret Carlyle to Thomas Carlyle. Scotsbrig : December 15, 1835. Dear Son, — I need not say how glad I was to see your hand once more. It had been lying at the post-office for some time, I think, for I had got the Annan ones the day before, which, I think, must have been sent later than it. They were all thrice welcome, I am glad to hear you are getting on with your book, in spite of all the difficulties you have had to struggle with, which have been many. I need not say, for you know already, I wish it a happy and a long life. Keep a good heart. May God give us all grace to stay our hearts on Him who has said in His word, ' He will keep them in perfect peace, whose minds are stayed on Him, be- cause they trust in Him.' "Wait on the Lord and be thou strong, And He shall strength afford Unto thy heart : yea, do thou wait, I say, upon the Lord. What time my heart is overwhelmed And in perplexity, Do Thou me lead unto the Rock That higher is than I. Let us not be careful what the world thinks of us, if we can say with a good conscience with Toplady : Careless, myself a dying man, Of dying men's esteem ; Happy, oh Lord, if Thou approve, Though all beside condemn. You will say ' I know all these things.' But they are sooner said than done. Be of courage, my dear son, and seek God for your guide. I was glad to hear of John having got to Rome. He has had many wanderings, poor fellow ! When you write, will you thank Letter from his Mother, 55 him for his letter ho sent me ? I was got rather nneasy about him. I think there are none that has got so much cause of thank- fulness as I. We are all going on the old way, but it has been such a year as I do not remember for bad weather. It has grown worse and worse. Nevertheless it is better than we deserve, for we are froward children, a sinful generation. God be merciful to us sinners. He has never dealt with us as we deserve. I have been full well all this winter, till I got a face cold and toothache. It is better now, almost gone. I keep good fires and am very dry and comfortable. Give my love to your Goody. I am glad to hear she is rather better. I will be glad to see you both here to rest a while when the fight is over. There perhaps never was a greater scrawl. Wink at it. God bless you, my dear children. Your affectionate Mother, Maegaret a. CablyiiE. Another shorter letter followed, to which and to this one Carlyle answered. I got your three words, mother, and was right glad of them in the absence of more. I assure you I will be ' canny ' — nay I must, for a little ovei-work hurts me, and is found on the moiTow to be quite the contrary of gain. I have many a rebellious, trouble- some thought in me, i^roceeding not a little from ill health of body. But I deal with them as I best can, and get them kicked out. Pride ! pride ! as I often say. It lies deep in me, and must be beaten out with many stripes. The young clergyman, John Sterling [did he wish innocently to please his mother by the cleri- cal character of his friend?], comes very much about me, and proves by far the lovablest man I have met for many a year. His speech always enlivens me and shortens the long walks we some- times take. It was very difficult for Carlyle (as he told mo) to speak witli (n- write to liis mother directly abont religion. She quieted lier anxieties as well as she could by recognising the deep unquestionable piety of her son's nature. It was on the worldly side, after all, that there was real cause for alarm. The little stock of money would be gone now in a few months ; and then what was to be done ? America 6Q Carlyle^s Life in London. seemed the only resource. Yet to allow sncli a man to expatriate himself — a man, too, who would be contented with the barest necessaries of life — because in England he could not live, would be a shame and a scandal ; and va- rious schemes for keeping him were talked over among his friends. The difficulty was that he was himself so stubborn and impracticable. He would not write in the ' Times,' because the ' Times ^ was committed to a great political party, and Carlyle would have nothing to do with parties. Shortly after he came back from Scotland, he was offered the editorship of a newspaper at Lichfield. This was unacceptable for the same reason ; and if he could have himself consented, his wife would not. She could never persuade herself that her husband would fail to rise to greatness on his own lines, or allow him to take an inferior situation. In mentioning this Lichfield pro- posal to his brother John, she said : — I declare to you, my dear brother, I can never get myself worked Tip into proper anxiety about how soul and body are to be kept to- gether. The idea of starvation cannot somehow ever be brought home to my bosom. I have always a sort of lurking assurance that if one's bread ceases it will be possible to live on pie-crust. Besides, whose bread ever does entirely cease who has brains and fingers to bake it, unless indeed he be given over to Salthound ^ in the shape of strong liquors, which is not my case happily ? A more singular proposition reached Carlyle from an- other quarter, kindly meant perhaps, but set forward with an air of patronage whicli the humblest of men would have resented unless at the last extremity ; and humility was cei-tainly not one of Carlyie's qualities. The Basil Montagus had been among the first friends to whom he had been introduced by Irving when he came to London in 1824. Great things had been then expected of him on Irving's report. Mrs. Montagu had interested herself 1 Carlylean name for Satan. Projected EnvployiiieixU. 57 deeply in all his concerns. She had heen initiated into tlie romamje of Jane Welsh's early life, and it was by her in- terference (which liad never been wholly forgiven) that her marriage with Carlyle had been precipitated. For some years a correspondence had been kept np, somewhat inflated on Mrs. Montagu's side, but showing real kind- ness and a real wish to be of use. The acquaintance had continued after the Carlyles settled in Chelsea, but Mrs. Montagu's advances had not been very warmly received, and were suspected, perhaps unjustly, of not being com- pletely sincere. The sympathetic letter which she had ventured to write to Mrs. Carlyle on Irving's death had been received rather with resentment than satisfaction. Still the Montagus remained in the circle of Carlyle's friends. They were aware of his circumstances, and were anxious to help him if they knew how to set about it. It was with some pleasure, and perhaps with some re- morse at the doubts which he had entertained of the sin- cerity of their regard, that Carlyle learned that Basil Montagu had a situation in view for him which, if he liked it, he might have — a situation, he was told, which would secure him a sufficient income, and would leave him time besides for his own writing. The particulars were reserved to be explained at a personal interview. Carlyle had been so eager, chiefly for his wife's sake, to find something to hold on to, that he would not let the smallest plank drift by without examining it. \\q had a vague misgiving, but he blamed himself for his distrust. The interview took place, and the contempt with which he describes Mr. Montagu's proposition is actually savage. To John Carlyle. Chelsea : January 26, 1836. Basil Montagn had a life benefaction all cut out and dried for me — No : it depended on the measure of p^titude whether it was to be ready for me or for another. A clerkship under him at the 58 Carlyle^s Life in London. rate of 200^. a year, whereby a man lecturing also in mechanics' institutes in the evening, and doing etceteras, might live.. I lis- tened with grave fixed eyes to the sovereign of quacks, as he mewed out all the fine sentimentalities he had stuffed into this beggarly account of empty boxes — for which too I had been sent trotting many miles of pavement, though I knew from the begin- ning it could be only moonshine — and, with grave thanks for this potentiality of a clerkship, took my leave that night ; and next morning, all still in the potential mood, sent my indicative three- penny. My wish and expectation partly is that Montagudom gen- erally would be kind enough to keep its own side of the pavement. Not very expressible is the kind of feeling the whole thing now raises in me — madness varnished over by lies which you see through and through. One other thing I could not but remark — the faith of Montagu wishing me for his clerk ; thinking the polar bear, re- duced to a state of dyspeptic dejection, might safely be trusted tending rabbits. Greater faith I have not found in Israel. Let us leave these people. They shall hardly again cost me even an ex- change of threepennies. The ' polar bear,' it might have occnrred to Carljle, is a difficult beast to find accommodation for. People do not eagerly open their doors to such an inmate. Basil Montagu, doubtless, was not a wise man, and was unaware of the relative values of himself and the person that he thought of for a clerk. But, after all, situations suited for polar bears are not easily found outside the Zoological Gardens. It was not Basil Montagu's fault that he was not a person of superior quality. He knew that Carlyle was looking anxiously for employment with a fixed salary, and a clerkship in his ofiice had, in his eyes, nothing de- grading in it. Except in a country like Prussia, where a discerning government is on the look-out always for men of superior intellect, and knows what to do with them, the most gifted genius must begin upon the lowest step of the ladder. The proposal was of course an absurd one, and the scorn with which it was received was only too natural ; but this small incident shows only how impossible it was i I The Wi'ltiiuj of tlie Book. 59 at this time to do anything for Carlyle except what was actually done, to leave hini to climb the precipices of life by his own unassisted strength. Thus, throughout this year 1836, lie remained fixed at liis work in Cheyne Row. lie wrote all the morning. In the afternoon he walked, sometimes with Mill or Sterling, ' more often alone, making his own reflections. One even- ing in January, he writes : - I thought to-day up at Hyde Pai-k Comer, seeing all the car- riages dash hither and thither, and so many human bipeds cheerily hurrying along, * There you go, brothers, in your gilt carriages and prosjjerities, better or worse, and make an extreme bother and confusion, the devil very largely in it. And I too, by the blessing of the Maker of me, I too am authorized and equipjied by Heaven's Act of Parliament to do that small secret somewhat, and will do it without any consultation of yours. Let us be brothers, therefore, or at worst silent peaceable neighbours, and each go his own way.' Carlyle was radical enough in the sense that he had no respect for the gilt carriages, and knew >vhither they were probably rolling, but he had neither purpose nor wish to be a revolutionary agitator, knowing that revolution meant only letting the devil loose, whom it was man's duty to keep bound. Mrs. Carlyle was confined through the winter and spring with a dangerous cough. He himself, though he complained, was fairly well ; nothing was es- sentially the matter, but he slept badly from overwork, * gaeing stavering aboot the hoose at night,' as the Scotch maid said, restless alike in mind and body. When he paused from his book to write a letter or a note in his journal, it was to discover a state of nerves irritated by the contrast between his actual performance and the sense of what he was trying to accomplish. The ease which he expected when the lost volume was recovered had not been found. The toil was severe as ever. ;60 CarlyWs Life in London. Journal. March 22, 1836. — Month after month passes without any notice here. In some four days I expect to be done with the chapter called * Legislative.' It has been a long and sorry task. My health, veiy considerably worse than usual, held me painfully back. The work, it oftenest seems to me, will never be worth a rush, yet I am writing it, as they say, with my heart's blood. The sorrow and chagrin I suffer is very great. Physical pain is bad — dispiritment, gloomy silence of rebellion against myself and all the aiTangements of my existence is worse. I shudder sometimes at the abysses I discern in myself, the acrid hunger, the shivering sensitiveness, the wickedness (and yet can I say at this moment that I think myself rightly wicked?) Confusion clings to a man. There is something edifying, however, in the perfectly composed peace of mind with which I have renounced one province of my interests and given it up to Fortune to do her own will with it : the economical province. Oar money runs fast away daily. It will be about done at the time this book is done ; and then — my destiny, as it were, ends. I seem not to care a straw for that ; nay, rather to like it, if anything, as implying the end of much else that is growing insupportable. Some vague outlook, which I half know to be inane, opens in my imagination to America, or some western woods and solitude, far from the fret and confusion of these places ; rest anywhere ; and yet I still do not want gener- ally to rest in the grave. All fame, and so forth, seems the wretchedest mockery. It sometimes appears possible that it may come my way too — for I do not hide from myself that I am above hundreds that have it. But even in that case I say honestly Wozu ? one dies soon — soon — and his fame ! Say it lived three centuries after him I I do pray to God to be guided into some more solid anchor ground, and to leave that as a restless quicksand — mud — which has swallowed up so many, to welter according to its own will. Also, it many times strikes me. Being in ill-health and so miserable, art thou not of a surety wrong ? Wliy not quit liter- ature — with a vengeance to it — and turn, were it even to sheep herding, where one can be well? Dark straits and contentions of will against constraint seem to threaten me — I cannot help it. Peace ! peace ! It is one's own mind that is wrong. Garden Work. 61 To John Carlyle. Chelsea : March 31, 18S6u It seems as if I were enchanted to this sad book. Peace in the world there will be none for me till I have it done ; and then very generally it seems the miserablest mooncalf of a book, full of Ziererei (affectation), do what I will ; tumbling head foremost through all manner of established rules. And no money to be had for it ; and no value that I can count on of any kind, simply the blessedness of being done with it. It comes across me like the breath of heaven, that I shall verily be done with it in some few weeks now. Then let it go, to be trodden down in the^utters if the poor people like ; to be lifted on poles if they like, to be made a kirk and a mill of. The indifference that I feel about all mortal things is really very considerable. Glory and disgi-ace, poverty and wealth, gig and eight, or torn shoe soles, behold, brethren, it is all alike to me. I too have my indefeasible lot and portion in this God's univei-se of vapour and substance, and grudge you not, and hate you not, rather love you in an underhand manner and wish you speed on your path. At the back of Carlyle's house in Cheyne Row is a strip of garden, a grass plot, a few trees and flower-beds along the walls, where are (or were) some bits of jessamine and a gooseberry-bush or two, transported from Haddington and Craigenputtock. Here, wlien spring came on, Car- lyle used to dig and plant and keep the grass trim and tidy. Sterling must have seen him with his spade there when he drew the picture of Collins in the ' Onyx Tling,' which is evidently designed for Carlyle. The digging must have been more of a relaxation for him than the ■walks, where the thinking and talking went on without interruption. Very welcome and a real relief was the arrival of his brother John at last in the middle of April. Lady Clare could not part with him in the autumn, but she had come now herself, bringing the doctor with her, and had allowed him three months' leave of absence. Half his holiday was to be spent in Cheyne Row. The second volume of the ' Revolution ' was finished, and Carlyle gave 62 Carlyle's Life in London. himself up to the full enjoyment of his brother's company. He had six weeks of real rest and pleasure ; for his curi- osity was insatiable, and John, just from Italy, could tell him infinite things which he wanted to know. Scotsbrig, of course, had claims which were to be respected. When these wrecks were over, John had to go north, and Carlyle attended him down the river to the Hull steamer. ' Yery cheery to me poor Jack,' he writes when alone at home ao;ain ; ' I feel without him quite orphaned and alone.' *ilone, and at the mercy again of the evil spirits wdiom ' Jack's ' round face had kept at a distance. Journal. June 1, 1836. — My dispiritment, my sorrow and pain are great, but I strive to keep silent. Silence is the only method. I am weary and heavy-laden, wearied of all things, ahnost of life itself — yet not altogether. It is fearful and wonderful to me. Often it seems as if the only grand and beautiful and desirable thing in this dusty fuliginous chaos were to die. Death ! The unknown sea of rest ! Who knows what hidden harmonies lie there to wrap us in softness, in eternal peace, where perhaps, and not sooner or elsewhere, all the hot longings of the soul are to be satisfied and stilled ? An eternity of life were not endurable to any mortal. To me the thought of it were madness even for one day. Oh ! I am far astray, wandering, lost, ' dyeing the thirsty desert with my blood in every footprint.' Perhaps God and His providence. will be bet- ter to me than I hope. Peace, peace ! words are idler than idle. I have seen Wordsworth again. I have seen Landor, Americans, Frenchmen — Cavaignac the Kepublican. Be no word written of them. Bubble bubble, toil and trouble. I find emptiness and chagrin, look for nothing else, and on the whole can reverence no existing man, and shall do well to pity all, myself first — or rather last. To work therefore. That will still me a little if aught will. The old, old story: genius, the divine gift which men so envy and admire, which is supposed to lift its possessor to a throne among the gods, gives him, with the intensity of insight, intensity of spii'itual suffering. His laurel J>iscvpline of Genius. 63 wreath is a crown of tliorns. To all men Carlyle preached the duty of ' consuming their own smoke,' and faithfully he fulfilled his own injunction. lie wrote no ' Werthers I^iden,' no musical 'Childe Harold,' to relieve liis own lieart hy inviting the world to weep with him. So far as the world was concerned, he bore his pains in silence, and only in his journal left any written record^ of them. At home, however, he could not always be reticent ; and his sick wife, whose spirits needed raising, missed John's com- panionship as much as her husband. The household eco- nomics became so pressing that the book had to be sus- pended for a couple of weeks while Carlyle wrote the ar- ticle on Mirabeau, now printed among the ' Miscellanies,' for MilTs Review. Some fifty pounds was made by this ; but by the time the article was finished, Mrs. Carlyle be- came so ill that she felt that unless she could get away to her mother ' she would surely die.' Carlyle himself could not think of moving, unless for a day or two to a friend in the neighbourhood of London ; but everything was done that circumstances permitted. She went first to her uncle at Liverpool, meaning to proceed (for economy) by the Annan steamer, though in her weak state she dreaded a sea voyage. She was sent forward by the coach. John Carlyle met )ier and carried her on to her mother at Temp- land, who had a * purse of sovereigns' ready for her as a birthday present (July 14). Carlyle himself wrote to her daily, making the best of his condition that she might have as little anxiety as possible on his account. After she was gone he paid a visit to John Mill, who was then living in the country. To Jane Welsh Carlyle at Templand. Chelsea : July 34, 183a I mnst tell yon about the Mill visit, for I think I sent you a token that I was Roinf?. I went acoonlinprlj. It is a pretty coun- try—a pretty village of the English straggling wooded sort. The 64 Carlyle^s Life in London. Mills have joined some ' old carpenter's shops ' together, and made a pleasant summer mansion (connected by shed-roofed passages), the little drawing-room door of glass looking out into a rose lawn, into green plains, and half a mile off to a most respectable wooded and open broad-shouldered green hill. They were as hospitable as they could be. I was led about, made attentive to innumerable picturesquenesses, &c. &c., all that evening and next day. ... There was little sorrow visible in their house, or rather none, nor any human feeling at all ; but the strangest unheimlich kind of composure and acquiescence, as if all human spontaneity had taken refuge in invisible corners. Mill himself talked much, and not stupidly — far from that — but without emotion of any discerni- ble kind. He seemed to me to be withering or withered into the miserablest metaphysical scrae,'^ body and mind, that I had almost ever met with in the world. His eyes go twinkling and Jerking with wild lights and twitches; his head is bald, his face brown and dry — poor fellow after all. It seemed to me the strangest thing what this man could want with me, or I with such a man so unheimlich to me. What will become of it ? Nothing evil ; for there is and there was nothing dishonest in it. But I think I shall see less and less of him. Alas, poor fellow ! It seems possible too that he may not be very long seeable : that is one way of its ending — to say nothing of my own chances. As for the chapter [of the ' French Eevolution '] entitled ' Sep- tember,' the poor Goody knows with satisfaction that it is done. I worked all day, not all night : indeed, oftenest not at night at all ; but went out and had long swift-striding w^alks — till ten — under the stars. I have also slept, in general, tolerably. For the last ten days, however, I have been poisoned again with veal soup, beef being unattainable. I will know again. The chapter is some thirty-six pages : not at all a bad chapter. Would the Goody had it to read ! A hundred pages more, and this cursed book is flung out of me. I mean to write with force of fire till that consumma- tion ; above all with the speed of fire ; still taking intervals, of course, and resting myself. The unrested horse or writer cannot work. But a despicability of a thing that has so long held mo, and held us both down to the grindstone, is a thing I could almost swear at and kick out of doors; at least most swiftly equip for walking out of doors. Speranza, thou spairkin Goody ! Hope, my little lassie ! It will all be better than thou thinkest. For two or 1 Scrae^ ' an old shoe ' (Dumfriesshire). Letter to his Wife. 65 three days I have the most perfect rest now. Then Louis is to be tried and guillotined. Then the Gironde, &c. It all stands pretty fair in my head, nor do I mean to investigate much more about it, but to splash down what I know in large masses of colours, that it may look like a smoke-and-flame conflagration in the distance, which it is. . . . My dear little Janekin, I must leave thee now. Write a long letter. They are icdl very pleasant, very good for me ; but the * re- posing humour ' would give me the most pleasure of all. Gehab click wohl ! Sey hold mir ! Iloffe ; zweifie nicht. (Keep well ! Be good to me ! Hope ; do not tine heart.) Kiss your kind mother for me. Adieu ! Au revoir ! Ever affectionately thine, T. CARLYIiE. His heart was less light than he tried to make it appear. The journal of August 1 says : — Have finished chapter i. (September) of my third volume, and gone idle a week after, till as usual I am now reduced to a caput mortuum again, and do this day begin my second chapter, to be called 'Regicide.' Jane in Dumfriesshire these three weeks or more, shattered vdth agitation. I see no one — not even the French- men * — for above two weeks ; very dreary of outlook ; one sole guiding star for me on eai-th, that of getting done with my book. Mrs. Carlyle was scarcely better off, Scotch air having done little for her. He writes to her a week later. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Chelsea : August 8. Du armes Kind, — The letter, which I opened with eagerness enough, made me altogether wae. No rest for the poor wearied one. In her mother's house, too, she must wake * at four in the morning,' and have frettings and annoyances. It is veiy hard. The world is so wide ; and for my poor Jane there is no place where she can find shelter in it. Patience, my poor lassie ! It is not so bad as that : it shall not be so bad. Since there is no good to be done in Scotland, what remains but that you come back hither with such despatch as suits? There is quietude here ; there is liberty ; you shall have bread to eat. We » Gamier and Godefroi Cavaignao. See Leitera and^MemoriaU^ vol. L Vol. III.-5 66 Carlyle's Life in London., can even procure you a little milk, for the man comes yowling regularly at the stroke of seven. I wish to heaven I were better, cheerfuller ; but I take heaven to witness I will be as cheerful as I can. I will do what is in me, and swim with myself and thee. I do not think the waves can swallow us. Open thy heart out again to me ; have hope, courage, softness — not bitterness and hardness — and they shall not swallow us. In any case, what refuge is there but here ? Here is the place for my poor Goody ; let us sink or swim together. If I did not know how little advice could profit in such matters, how it even exasi^erates and makes the case worse, I would pray earnestly in the meantime for that very thing which we so often laugh at in poor Jack — meekness, submission to the will of Heaven. Open thy eyes from those Templand windows. The earth is green, jewelled with many a flower. The sky arches itself, also beautiful, overhead. It is not, in the name of God, a place of bitter hope- lessness for any living creature, but it is emphatically the place of hope for all. Oh ! that Edinburgh style of mockery ! Me too with its hard withering influence, its momentary solacement, fatal- ler than any j)ain, it had wellnigh conducted to Hades and Tophet. But I flung it off, and am alive. Oh that my poor much-suffering Jane had done so too ! — flung it off from the very heart for ever — and in soft devoutness of submission (wherein lies what the man calls the ' divine depth of sorrow ') had recognised once that the stern necessity was also the just ; that the thing, stronger than we, was also the better — wiser. But I will preach no more. I will pray and wish rather, in my heart of hearts. Nay, I will prophesy too ; for nothing shall ever make me believe that a soul so ty^ue and full of good things can continue strangling itself in that man- ner, sore, sore, though its perjilexities be. Oh my poor lassie, what a life thou hast led ! — and I could not make it other. It was to be that, and not another. And so, after all, then, what is to be done but come back again by easy stages, and do the best we can ? This visit to Scotland will not have been in vain. It exhausts another possibility. It ren- ders one quieter. Nay, in spite of all these splashings of rain, weary waitings for some one rising, these annoyances and disap- pointments, I believe the very change of scene, of habitual speech and course of thought, will be of salutaiy influence. The din of London is stilled in you by this time. The mind will be fresh to take it up again, and find it more harmonious than it was. Gehab Letter to his Wife. 67 dich tpohl ! Bo peaceable, my j^oor weary Bhattered bairn. Har- den not thy heart, but soften it. Open it to hope and me. Say all that is kind to your mother for me. Forgive her * ways of doing.' They are her ways, though very tormenting. It is half-past four, and I am still in my dressing-gown. Addio, carissima. God be with thee, my wee Goody ! T. CarlyiiE. John came back with the fall of the summer to rejoin Lady Clare, and passed a few more days alone with his brother. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Chelsea : Augugt 24. Parliament being dissolved, prorogued I believe, there are no franks. Jack said on Saturday, * Here is a ticket Lady Clare has sent me ; will you not go and see the King prorogue Parliament ? ' * Sir,' I answered, * if he were going to blow up Parliament with gunpowder, I would hardly go, being busy elsewhere.' . . . Lie still, thou poor wearied one. Stir not till the hour come for travelling hither again. After all, I calculate the journey will not prove useless. A healthy influence lies in the veiy change of ideas and objects — such a total change as that. Seated by our own hearth again, much that was a burble will begin to unravel itself. There are better days coming : I say it always, and swear it, with a kind of indestructible faith. But we must be ready for the bad, for the worse, and meet, not in bitter violence, but in courageous genial humour, as quiet at least as may be. . . . If a Goody were well, and a good, acli Gott, why should we not be happy enough, in spite of twenty poverties ? Patience, lassie ! let us take it quietly. The book will be done. I shall rest, bo better ; all will be better. Consider this fact, too, which really has a truth in it. Great sorrow never lasts. It is like a stream stemmed — must begin flowing again. There is really, I say, a truth in that, grounded in the nature of things. Oh my poor bairn, be not faithless, but believing. Do not fling life away as insupportable, despicable, but let us work it out and rest it out together, like a true twoy though under sore obstnictions. Fools in all circumstances, sliort of Tophet, very probably in Tophet it- self, have one way of doing ; wise men have a different, infinitely better. I say * infinitely,* for that also is a fact; and so God di- k 68 Carlyle^s Life in London. rect us and help us ! God send thee soon, and safe back again ; and so ends my sermon. It lias pleased Carljle to admit the world behind the scenes of his domestic life. He has allowed us to see that all was not as well there as it might have been, and in his own generous remorse he has taken the blame upon him- self. 1^0 one, however, can read these letters, or ten thousand others like them, without recognising the affec- tionate tenderness which lay at the bottom of his nature. Iso one also can read between the lines w^ithout observing that poverty and dispiritment and the burden of a task too heavy for him was not all that Carlyle had to bear. She on her part, no doubt, had much to put up with. It was not easy to live with a husband subject to strange fits of passion and depression ; often as unreasonable as a child, and with a Titanesque power of making mountains out of molehills. But she might have seen more clearly than she did, in these deliberate expressions of his feeling, the soundness of his judgment, and the genuine simple truth and loyalty of his heart. Let those married pairs who never knew a quarrel, whose days run on unruffled by a breeze, be grateful that their lot has been cast in pleasant circumstances, for otherwise their experience will have been different. Let them be grateful that they are not persons of ^genius' or blessed or cursed with sarcastic tongues. The disorder which had driven Mrs. Carlyle to Scotland w^as mental as well as bodily. The best remedy for it lay, after all, at home ; and she came back, as she said, after two months' absence, ' a sadder and a wiser woman.' Carlyle had gone off intending to meet her at the office, but the coach was before its time, or he had mistaken the hour. I had my luggage (she said) put on the backs of two porters, and walked on to Cheapside, when I presently found a Chelsea omnibus. By-and-by the omnibus stopped, and amid cries of ' No Style once More. 69 room, sir; can't get in,' Carlyle's face, beautifully set off by a broad-brimmed white hat, gazed in at the door like the Peri * who, at the gate of Heaven, stood disconsolate.' In huiiying along the Strand, his eye had lighted on my trunk packed on the top of the omnibus, and ho recognised it. This seems to me one of the most indubitable proofs of genius -which he ever manifested. She had returned mended in spirits. Jolin had gone two days before, and was on his way to Italy again, but the effects remained of his cheery presence, and all things were looking better. The article on Mirabeau was printed, and had given satisfaction. The ' Diamond Kecklace ' was to come out in parts in Fraser, and bring in a little money. Carlyle had never written anything more beautiful ; and it speaks indifferently for English criticism that about this, w^hen it appeared, the newspapers were as scornful as they had been about * Sartor ' — a bad omen foi- the * French Eevolution,' for the ^ Diamond JS'ecklace ' was a prelimi- nary chapter of the same drama. But the opinions of the newspapers had long become matters of indifference. The financial pressure would be relieved at any rate, and the air in Cheyne Row, within doors and without, was like a still autumn afternoon, when the equinoctials have done blowing. The book was nearly finished. John Carlyle had read the MS. and had criticised. The style had startled hinj, as the style of ' Sartor' had startled Sterling. Carlyle had listened patiently, and had made some change in deference to his brother's opinion. To John Carlyle. Chelsea : September 12, 1836. As to what you admonished about style, though you goodna- turedly fall away from it now, there actually was some profit in it, and some effect. It reminds me once more that there are always two parties to a good style — the contented -writer and the contented reader. Many a little thing I propose to alter with an eye to greater cleaniess ; but the grand point at present is to get done briefly. I find I have only eighty-eight pages in all, and infinite 70 CarlyWs Life in London. matter to cram into them. I pui-pose investigating almost no far- ther, but dashing in what I akeady have in some compendious, grandiose, massive way. I really feel veiy well at present. The joy I anticipate in finishing this book is considerable. Go, thou unhappy book ! Thou hast nearly wrung the life out of me. Go in God's name or the Devil's ; one will be free after that, and look abroad over the world to see what it holds for one. I am reading Eckermann's ' Conversations with Goethe,' borrowed from Mrs. Austin. It does me great good for the time : such a clear serene enjoyment, so different from this Revolution one ; and yet it is not my environment now — will not yield me Obdacli (shelter) here and now. Goethe is great, brown -visage d, authentic-looking, in this book, yet rdthselhaft (enigmatic) here and there to me. . . . Enough, enough. Do not conjugate ennuyer, dear Jack, if you can help it ; conjugate esperer rather. Depend upon it, working, trying, is the only remover of doubt. It is an immense truth that. The stream looks so cold, dreary, dangerous. You stand shiver- ing. You plunge in. Behold, it carries you : you can swim. Take my blessing and brotherly prayers with you. T. 0. As the end of the book came in view, the question — what next ? began to present itself. It was as morning twilight after a long night, and surrounding objects showed in their natural form. Evidently Carlyle did not expect that it would bring liim money or directly better his fortunes. All that he looked for was to have acquitted his conscience by writing it : lie would then quit literature and seek other work. The alternative, indeed, did not seem to be left to him — literature as a profession, fol- lowed with a sacred sense of responsibility (and without such a sense he could have nothing to do with it), refused a living to himself and his wife. For her sake as well as his own, he nmst try something else. He was in no hurry to choose. His plan, so far as he could form one, was that, as soon as the book was published, his wife should return for a while to her mother. He, like his own Teufelsdrockh, would take staff in hand, travel on foot about the world like a mediaeval monk, look about liim. Future Prospects. 71 and then decide. Ten years before, he had formed large hopes of what he might do and become as a man of let- ters. He concluded now that he had failed, and the lan- guage in which he wrote about it is extremely manly. Journal. October 23. — ^Nothing noted here for a long time. It has grown profitless, wearisome, to write or speak of one so sick, forlorn as myself. Cap. 3 (Girondins) finished about a week ago. Totally worthless, according to my feeling of it. I persist, nevertheless. 'Diamond Necklace* to be printed in 'Fraser.* Sitting for my pictui-e to a man named Lewis, who begged it, * that it might do him good.' Jane insisted. I at length assented. Cul bono? Empty as I am in purse and in hope, what steads the oil shadow of me in these circumstances ? Rather let such a man be alto- gether sui)i)ressed. To John Carlyle. Chelsea: October 29. Our life is all hanging in the wind — for me, however, against the next spring I have it all so cunningly arranged that, as it were, neither ill luck nor good luck can be other than welcome to me. This is really tnie and very curious. Such an infinitude of differ- ent annoyances and menaces come pressing on me from all points of the compass, that I merely fortify my own chest and rib work, and say, ' Messrs. the Annoyances, do, if you j^lease, make out the result among yourselves ; my ribs with heaven's help will not yield, and I shall cheerfully be ready to move whichever way the curi'ent goes.' Here, witli only literature for shelter, there is, I think, no continuance. Better to take a stick in your hand, and roam the earth Teufelsdrockhish ; you will get at least a stomach to eat Ijread— even that denied me here. Es icoUte kein Hund so leben (no dog would lead such a life). Nor will I. The only mle is silence, uttermost composure, and open eyes. The beggarly economical part of this existence on earth seems to me the more beggarly the longer I look at it ; the existence itself the more tragical, sublime. Not a hair of our heads but was given to us by a God. My chief pity in general, iiv these circumstances of mine, is for Jane. She hoped much of me ; had great faith in me ; and has endured much beside me, not murmuring at it. I feel as if I had 72 Carlyle's Life in London. to swim both for her deliverance and my own. Better health will be granted me ; better days for us both. It is my fixed hope at present either to go to Scotland or to Italy next summer, stick in hand. If any offer occur to detain me here, it shall be well ; if none, it shall be almost better. ' This is what I meant above by being balanced amid annoyances and men- aces. Therefore be of good cheer, my brave brother. The world shall not beat us, much as it may try. We will make a wrestle or two first at any rate. Thou see'st I am to have done with this sorrowful enterprise of a book, with France and Eevolutions for evermore. Then I take stick in hand, silently go to comj)ose my body and soul a little, and so take the world on the other side. I feel strong yet ; as if I had years of strength in me. London has been like a course of mercury to body and mind ; hard enough, but not unmedicative. We will not complain of London, not fear it, not hope from it ; let it go its way, we going ours. If thou prosper at Eome, I may come to thee. If not, why then come thou hither. It shall be good either way. So the year wore out, and in this humour the ' History of the French He volution ' was finished. The last sen- tence was written on tlie 12tli of January, 1837, on a damp evening, just as light w^as failing.' Carlyle gave the MS. to his wife to read, and went out to w^alk. Be- fore leaving the house he said to her : ' I know not whether this book is worth anything, nor what the world will do with it, or misdo, or entirely forbear to do, as is likeliest ; but this I could tell the world : You have not had for a hundred years any book that comes more direct and flamingly from the heart of a living man. Do what you like -wdth it, you — .' Five days later he announced the event to Sterling, w4io was spending the winter at Bordeaux. To John Sterling. Chelsea : January 17, 1837. Five days ago I finished about ten o'clock at night, and was ready both to weep and pray, but did not do either, at least not i So Carlyle said later ; but in the letter to Sterling he says ten o'clock at night. Perhaps he added a word or two. " Frendi Ilevdlutioii'* Finished. 73 visibly or audibly. The bookseller lias it, and the printer has it ; I expect the first sheet to-morrow. In not many more weeks I can hoi>e to wash my hands of it for ever and a day. It is a thing disgusting to me by the faults of it : the merits of which — for it is not without merit — will not be seen for a long time. It is a wild savage book, itself a kind of French Revolution, wliich 2)er- haps, if Providence have so ordered, the world had better not accept when offered it. With all my heai-t. What I do know of it is that it has come hot out of my own soul, born in blackness, whirlwind, and sorrow ; that no man for a long while has stood, speaking so completely alone, under the eternal azure in the char- acter of man only, or is likely for a long wliile so to stand : finally, that it has gone as near to choking the life out of me as any task I should like to undertake for some years to come, which also is an immense comfort, indeed the greatest of all. The Mason's ways are A type of existence, And his persistence Is as the days are Of men in this world. The future hides in it Gladness and sorrow ; We press still thorough, Naught that abides in it Daunting us, onward. And solemn before us Veiled the dark Portal, Goal of all Mortals ; St irs silent rest o'er us, Graves under us silent. While earnest thou gazest Comes boding of terror, Comes phantasm and error, Perplexes the bravest With doubt and misgiving. But heard are the voices, Heard are the sage's, The world's, and the age's. Choose well : your choice is Brief and yet endless. 74 CadyWs Life 'in London, Here eyes do regard you In eternity's stillness, Here is all fulness, Ye brave to reward you. Work and despair not.* Is not that a piece of psalmody ? It seems to me like a piece of marcliing music to the great brave Teutonic kindred as they march through the waste of time — that section of eternity they were ap- pointed for. Ohen die Sterne und unten die Grdber, <&c. Let us all sing it and march on cheerful of heart. 'We bid you to hope.' ' So say the voices, do they not ? This poem of Goethe's was on Carlyle's lips to the last days of his life. When very near the end he quoted the last lines of it to me when speaking of what might lie be- yond, ' We bid you to hope.' 1 Goethe's song — ' Die Zukunf t decket Schmerzen und Gliick.' Carlyle gives the original in writing to Sterling. I take Carlyle's own trans- lation from ' Past and Present. ' 2 The literal translation of the last line, ' Wir heissen euch hoffen.* I CHAPTEK IV. A.D. 1837. ^T. 42. Character of Carlyle's writings— The * French Revolution' as a work of art— Political neutrality — Effect of the book on Car- lyle's position — Proposed lectures — Public speaking — Delivery of the first course — Success, moral and financial — End of money difficulties — Letter to Sterling — Exhaustion — Retreat to Scot- land. I HAVE been thus particular in describing the conditions under which the ' History of tlie French Revolution' was composed, because this book gave Carlyle at a single step his unique position as an English man of letters, and be- cause it is in many respects the most perfect of all his writings. In his other wo)*ks the sense of form is defec- tive. He throws out brilliant detached pictures, and large masses of thought, each in itself inimitably clear. There is everywhere a unity of purpose, with powerful final effects. But events are not left to tell their own story. He appears continually in his own person, instructing, commenting, informing the reader at every step of his own opinion. His method of composition is so original that it cannot be tried by common rules. The want of art is even useful for the purposes which he has generally in view ; but it interferes with the simplicity of a genuine historical nar- rative. The ' French Revolution ' is not open to this ob- jection. It stands alone in artistic regularity and com- pleteness. It is a prose poem with a distinct beginning, a middle, an end. It opens with the crash of a corrupt sys- tem, and a dream of liberty which was to bring with it a 76 Carlyle^s Life in London. reign of peace and happiness and universal love. It pur- sues its way through the failure of visionary hopes into I'egicide and terror, and the regeneration of mankind by the guillotine. It has been called an ejpic. It is rather an ^scliylean drama composed of facts literally true, in which the Furies are seen once more walking on this pi'osaic earth and shaking their serpent hair. The form is quite peculiar, unlike that of any history ever written before, or probably to be written again. [Ro one can imitate Cai-lyle who does not sincerely feel as Car- lyle felt. J^ut it is complete in itself. The story takes shape as it grows, a definite organic creation, wdth no dead or needless matter anywhere disfiguring or adhering to it, as if the metal had been smelted in a furnace seven times heated, till every particle of dross had been burnt away. As in all living things, there is the central idea, the ani- mating principle round which the matter gathers and de- velopes into shape. Carlyle was writing what he believed would be his last word to his countrymen. He was not look- ing forward to fame or fortune, or to making a position for himself in the world. He belonged to no political party, and was engaged in the defence of no theory or in- terest. For many years he had been studying painfully the mystery of human life, wholly and solely that he might arrive at some kind of truth about it and understand his own duty. He had no belief in the virtue of special 'Constitutions.' He was neither Tory, nor Whig, nor lladical, nor Socialist, nor any other ' ist.' He had stripped himself of ' Formulas ' ' as a J^essus shirt,' and flung them fiercely away from him, finding ' Formulas' in these days to be mostly ' lies agreed to be believed.' In the record of God's law, as he had been able to read it, he had found no com- mendation of ' symbols of faith,' of church organisation, or methods of government. He wrote, as he said to Sterling, ' in the character of a man ' only ; and of a man without Tlve *' French Revolution^ 77 earthly objects, without earthly prospects, who had been sternly handled by fate and circumstances, and was left alone with the elements, as Prometheus on the rock of Caucasus. Struggling thus in pain and sorrow, he desired to tell the modern world that, destitute as it and its affairs appeared to be of Divine guidance, God or justice was still in the. middle of it, sternly inexorable as ever; that modern na- tions were as entirely governed by God's law as the Israel- ites had been in Palestine — laws self-acting and inflicting their own penalties, if man neglected or defied them. And these laws were substantially the same as those on the Tables delivered in thunder on Mount Sinai. You shall reverence your Almighty Maker. You shall speak truth. You shall do justice to your fellow-man. If you set truth aside for conventional and convenient lies; if you prefer your own pleasure, your own will, your own ambition, to purity and manliness and justice, and submission to your Maker's commands, then are whirlwinds still provided in the constitution of things which will blow you to atoms. Philistines, Assyrians, Babylonians, were the whips which were provided for the Israelites. Germans and Huns swept away the Roman sensualists. Modern society, though out of fear of barbarian conquerors, breeds in its own heart the instruments of its punishment. The hungry and injured millions will rise up and bring to justice their guilty rulers, themselves little better than those whom they throw down, themselves powerless to rebuild out of the ruins any abiding city ; but powerful to destroy, powerful to dash in pieces the corrupt institutions which have been the shelter and the instrument of oppression. And Carlyle heliemd this — believed it singly and simply as Isaiah believed it, not as a mode of speech to be used in pulpits by eloquent preachers, but as actual literal fact, as a real account of the true living relations between mau and his Maker. The established forms, ci-eeds, liturgies, 78 Carlyles Life in London. articles of faith, were but as the shell round the kernel. The shell in these days of ours had rotted away, and men supposed that, because the shell was gone, the entire con- ception had been but a dream. It was no dream. The kernel could not rot. It was the vital force by whicli human existence in this planet was controlled, and would be controlled to the end. In this conviction he wrote his spectral ' History of the French Revolution.' Spectral, for the actors in it appear without their earthly clothes : men and women in their natural characters, but as in some vast phantasmagoria, .with the supernatural shining through them, working in fancy their own wills or their own imagination ; in reality, the mere instruments of a superior power, infernal or di- vine, whose awful presence is felt while it is unseen. To give form to his conception, Carlyle possessed all the qualities of a supreme dramatic poet, except command of metre. He has indeed a metre, or rather a melody, of his own. The style which troubled others, and troubled himself when he thought about it, was perhaps the best possible to convey thoughts whicli were often like the spurting of volcanic fire ; but it was inharmonious, rough- liewn, and savage. It may be said, too, that he had no ' invention.' But he refused to allow that any real poet had ever ' invented.' The poet had to represent, truths, not lies^ or the polite form of lies called fiction. Homei-, Dante, believed themselves to be describing real persons and real things. Carlyle ' created ' nothing ; but with a real subject before him he was the greatest of historical painters." He took all pains first to obtain an authentic account of the facts. Then, with a few sharp lines, he could describe face, figure, character, actiori, with a com- plete insight never rivalled except by Tacitus, and with a i3ertain sympathy, a perennial fiashing of humour, of which Tacitus has none. He produces a gallery of human por- The ''French Revolution^ 79 traits each so distinctly drawn, that whenever studied it can never be forgotten, lie possessed besides another quality, the rarest of all, and the most precious, an inflex- ible love of truth. It was first a moral principle with him ; but he had also an intellectual curiosity to know every- thing exactly as it was. Independently Of moral objections to lies, Oarlyle always held that the fact, if you knew it, was more interesting than the most picturesque of fictions, and thus his histoncal workmanship is sound to the core. He spared himself no trouble in investigating; and all his effort was to delineate accurately what he had found. Dig w^here yon will in Carlyle's writings, 3^ou never come to water. Politicians have complained that Carlyle shows no insight into constitutional principles, that he writes as if he were contemptuous of them or indifferent to them. Revolutionists have complained of his scorn of Robes- pierre, and of his tenderness to Marie Antoinette. Cath- olics find Holy Church spoken of without sufficient respect, and Tories find kings and nobles stripped of their fine clothes and treated as vulgar clay. But Constitutions had no place in Carlyle's Decalogue. He did not find it written there that one form of government is in itself better than another. He held with Pope : — For forms of government let fools contest ; Whate'er is best administered is best. His sympathies were with purity, justice, truthfulness, manly courage, on whichever side he found them. His scorn was for personal cowardice, or cant, or hollow places of any kind in the character of men ; and when nations are split into parties, wisdom or folly, virtue or vice, is not the exclusive property of one or the other. A book written from such a point of view had no ' pub- lic' prepared for it. When it appeared, partisans on both sides were offended ; and to the reading multitude who 80 Carlyle's L'ife in London. wish merely to be amused without the trouble of thinking, it had no attraction till they learned its merits from others. But to the chosen few, to those who had eyes of their own to see with, and manliness enough to recognise when a \\y- ing man was speaking to them, to those who had real in- tellect, and could therefore acknowledge intellect and welcome it wliether they agreed or not with the writer's opinions, the high quality of the ' French Revolution ' became apparent instantly, and Carlyle was at once looked up to, by some who themselves were looked np to by the world, as a man of extraordinary gifts ; perhaps as the highest among them all. Dickens carried a copy of it with him wherever he went. Southey read it six times over. Thackeray reviewed it enthusiastically. Even Jef- frey generously admitted that Carlyle had succeeded upon lines on which he had himself foretold inevitable failure. The orthodox political philosophers, Macaulay, Hallam, Brougham, though they perceived that Carlyle's views were the condemnation of their own, though they felt in- stinctively that he was their most dangerous enemy, yet could not any longer despise him. They with the rest were obliged to admit that there had arisen a new star, of baleful perhaps and ominous aspect, but a star of the first magnitude in English literature. But six months had still to pass before the book could be published, and I am anticipating. Carlyle had been so long inured to disappointment, that he expected nothing from the world but continued indifference. His only anxiety was to be done with the thing, and it had still to be printed and corrected. The economical crisis had been postponed. Life could be protracted at Cheyne Kow for another six months on the proceeds of ' Mirabeau ' and the ' Diamond Xecklace,' and he wrote in fair spirits to his mother, enclosing a printed page from a proof sheet. The *• French Revolution.^ 81 To Margaret Carlyle^ Scotsbrig. Chelsea : Jan. 23, 1837. The book is actually done ; all written to the last line ; and now, after much higgling and maffling, the printers have got fairly afloat, and we are to go on with the wind and the sea. There is still a good deal of constant business for me in correcting the press — as much as I can do, we will hope, for they are to print with all the rapidity they are capable of ; and I make a good many improve- ments as we go on, especially in the first volume. It will be six weeks yet, and then the book will be about ready. Take this scrap of print meanwhile as a good omen, like the leaf that Noah's dove brought in the bill of it. I have had a veiy sore wi'estle for two years and a half, but it is over, you see, and the thing is there. I finished on Friday gone a week, really with a feeling of thankful- ness, of icaeness and great gladness. I could have grat, but did not. Jane treated me to a bread-pudding next day, which bread- pudding I consumed with an appetite got by walking far and wide, I dare say about twenty miles over this * large and populous city.' My health is really better than anybody could expect. The foun- dations of this lean frame of mine must be as tough as wire. If I were rested a little, I shall forget the whole thing, and have a de- gree of freedom and a lightness of heart unknown to me for a long while. As to the reception the book is like to meet with, I judge that there will be ten enemies of it for one friend ; but also that it will find friends by-and-by ; in fine, that, as brave old Johnson said, * useful diligence will at last prevail.' It is not altogether a bad book. For one thing I consider it to be the sincerest book this nation has got ofi'ered to it for a good few years, or is like to get for a good few. And so I say to them : ' Good Chiistian people, there it is. Shriek over it, since ye will not shout over it. Tram- ple it and kick it, and use it all ways ye judge best. If ye can kill it and extinguish it, then in God's name do. If ye cannot, why then ye will not. My share in it is done.' That is the thing I propose to say within my own mind. One infallible truth, pre- cious for us all, is that I am shot of it, and you are shot of it. Printing a book is like varnishing a picture. Faults and merits both become more conspicuous. Carlyle, who was hard to please with his own work, and had called it Vol. ni;— tf 82 Carlyle^s Life in London. worth nothing while in progress, found it in the proofs better than he expected. It is a book (he said of it again) that makes no complaint about itself, but steps out in a quite peaceable manner, hoping nothing, fearing nothing. Indeed I never knew, till looking at it this second time, what a burly torque of a thing it was : a perfect oak clog, which all the hammers in the world will make no impression on. Of human things it is j^erhaps likest a kind of civilised An- drew Bishop, the old crier of ballads ; the same invincible breadth of body, a shaggy smile on its face, and a depth of voice equal to that of Andrew. Many a man will find it a hard nut to crack ; but it is they that will have to crack it, not I any more. He made no foul copy of this or of anything that he wrote in these early days. The sentences completed them- selves in his head before he threw them upon paper, and only verbal alterations were afterwards necessary ; but he omitted many things in his proof sheets, redivided his books and chapters, and sharpened the lights and shadows. To John Carlyle, Rome. Chelsea: Feb. 17, 1837. We are got near the hot work of the taking of the Bastille. I call each chapter that was, a book, and have subdivided all these into chapters. The longest list 'of chapters as yet is ten, the short- est /b? It was uot for his hdief that Carlyle felt misgivings about Maurice, nor for want of personal respect, but for tlie strange obliquity of intellect which could tliink that bhick was white, and white because it was black, and the whiter always, the blacker the shade. Genuine belief Carlyle always loved wherever he found it. Did you ever see Thomas Erskine, the Scotch saint ? (he says in writing to his brother John). I have seen him several times lately, and like him as one would do a draught of sweet rustic mead, served in cut glasses and a silver tray ; one of the gentlest, kindliest, best bred of men. He talks greatly about ' Symbols,' and other Teufelsdrockhiana ; seems not disinclined to let the Christian religion pass for a kind of mythus, provided men can re- tain the spirit of it. . . . On the whole I take up with my old love for the Saints. No class of persons can be found in this country with so much humanity in them, nay, with as much toler- ance as the better sort of them have. The tolerance of others is but doubt and indifference. Touch the thing they do believe and value t their own self-conceit: tJiey are rattlesnakes then.^ Carlyle's regard for Mr. Erskine of Linlathen, and Erskine's for him, ripened into an affection which was never clouded as long as they both lived. Each felt that, however they seemed to differ, they were at one in the great battle of the spirit against the flesh. Mrs. Carlyle admired Erskine too, but scarcely with so entire a regard. She spoke of him generally, in half-playful mockery, as St. Thomas. On the whole, in this beginning of the year 1838, Car- lyle could say of himself : ' I lead a strange dreamy dawn- ering life at present ; in general not a little relieved and quieted, yet with all the old features of Burton's " melan- ' The italics are mine, for the words— true as any Carlyle ever spoke — de- serve them. 110 CarlyWs Life in London. cliolie man : " to-daj full of peaceable joy (ah, no ! not peaceable entirely ; there is a black look through it still), then to-morrow, for no assignable cause, sunk into sad- ness and despondency. But verily the book has done me great good. It was like a load of fire burning up my heart, which, by Heaven's favour, I have got thrown out of me. IN'ay, even in my blackest despondencies, when utter obstruction and extinction seem to threaten me, I say, "Well, it shall take my life, but my quiescence it shall spare." ' And again, a few days later, to his brother : ' Blessed be God, there is a kind of light-gleam in the inner man of me which whoso will quietly, humbly, silently follow, it shall be well with him. Silently above all. Why, therefore, do I now speak? In a word, oh brother Jack, I do endeavour to thank Heaven for much mercy to me on this side also. Yes, these long years of martyrdom and misery, which I would not suffer again to buy the world, were not utterly in vain. My mood of mind at present is not nearly so wretched. .1 am wae^ very loae and sad, but entirely peaceable ; and such sadness seems almost as good as joy. Deliver me, ye Supreme Powers, from self-conceit ; ah ! do this, and then what else is your wdll.' ' Literature,' so the fates had decided, was to remain Carlyle's profession. He had meant to abandon it, but the cord which held him to his desk, thougli strained, had not broken. Yet it was a ' bad best,' he thought, for any man, more trying to the moral nature, and in his own case, so modestly he rated his powers, less likely to be useful, than any other honest occupation. He would still have gladly entered the public service if employment had been offered liim, as offered it would have been, in any country but England, to a man who had shown ability so marked. He was acknowledged as a man of genius, and in England it is assumed that for a man of genius no place can be Miss Martineau, 111 found. He is too good for a low situation. He is likely to be troublesome in a higher one, and is thus the one man distinctly unpromotable. Foiniun hahet in cornu — avoid him above all men. Carlyle had to accept his lot, since such had been ordered for him. But his distaste continued, and extended to other members of the craft who were now courting his acquaintance. He found them hores^ a class of persons for whom he had the least charity. Even poor Miss Martineau, sincerely as he at heart re- spected her, was not welcome if she came too often. Journal. February 19. — All Saturday sick and nervous. At night IMiss Martineau and Darwin. The visit, as most of those from that too hajipy and too noisy distinguished female, did nothing but mako me miserable. She is a formulist, limited in the extreme, and for the present altogether triumphant in her limits. The all-conquer- ing smallness of that phenomenon, victorious mainly by its small - ness, and which not only waves banners in its own triumph, but insists on your waving banners too, is at all times nearly insup- portable to me. She said among other things that Jesus Christ had lived, she thought, one of the most * joyous ' lives ; that she had once met a man who seemed not to believe fully in immor- tality. The trivial impious sayings of this extraordinary man were retailed to us at boundless length. Then the martyr character, the hyi^er-prophetic altogether splendid and unspeakable excel- lence of Dr. Priestley ; the regiment of American great men ; the (fee, &c. Ach Gott ! I wish this good Harriet would be happy by herself. . . . A small character, totu^ teres atque rotundus, is at all times very wearisome. Fill it with self-conceit, at least with an expectation of praise greater far than you can give it ; with a notion of infallibility which you are forced to conti-adict inwardly at every turn, and outwardly as often as the necessity of conversa- tion forces you to speak, a chai-acter withal that never by any chance utters anything that is new or interesting to you — it may be good, or it may be better and best, but you have a right to say ' it tires mo to death. Schnff es mtr vom Halse.^ The good Haiiiet admires me greatly, and is very friendly to me. This is the only coutmdictory circumstance. The whole cackle and rigmarole of such an existence is absurd to me whenever I see it. 112 Carlyle^s Life in London. The Speddings ^ here told me of Hartley Coleridge, whom they esteemed a man of real genius — of his falling out of one high possibility down through another lower, till he had become a poor denizen of tap-rooms in the village of Ambleside — sad to hear of. It often strikes me as a question whether there ought to be any such thing as a literary man at all. He is surely the wretchedest of all sorts of men. I wish with the heart occasionally I had never been one. I cannot say I have seen a member of the guild whose life seems to me enviable. A man^ a Goethe, will be a man on paper too ; but it is a questionable life for him. Canst thou alter it ? Then act it. Endure it. On with it in silence. Let young men who are dreaming of literary eminence as the laurel wreath of their existence reflect on these words. Let them win a place for themselves as high as Carlyle won, they will find that he was speaking no more than the truth, aucl will wish, when it is too late, that they had been wise in time. Literature — were it even poetry — is but the shadow of action ; the action the reality, the poeti-y an echo. The ' Odyssey ' is but the ghost of Ulysses— immortal, but a ghost still ; and Homer himself would have said in some moods with his own Achilles — Bov\oi[xr]v K enapovpos eoov $r)T€V€p.€v aXXco 'Avbpl Trap' a.<\i]p(o, a p.Tj ^iotos noiXi/s et?;, *H naaiv veKvecra-i KaTationable room, all seated for the purpose, quiet, and lighted from the roof. The only drawback is the distance — three miles from me, and rather out of the beat of our fashionable patrons.* I am to give twelve lectures this year, and charge two guineas. If I have a good audience, it will mount up fast — one cannot say as to that — we must just try. The subject is to be the history of literature. I shall have to speak about Greeks and Romans first, then about other nations — in short, about the most remarkable books and persons that I know. . . . Wish me good speed, dear mother, and do not fear but I shall get through it not unhandsomely. I have many a good friend here, I do believe. The proportion of scoundrels in London is great ; but likewise there is a proportion of better people than you can easily find in the great world. Let us keep our hearts quiet, as I say. Let us give no ear to vain- glory, to self-conceit, the wretchedest of things, the devil's chief •work, I think, here below. I yesterday dined with Mr. Erskine, a veiy notable man among the religious people of Scotland, who seems to have taken a con- siderable fancy for me. He is one of the best persons I have met with for many a long year. We were very cheerful, a small quiet jmrty, and had blithe serious talk. I afterwards, on the way home, went to a sohve of Miss Martineau's. There were fat people and fair people, lords and others, fidgeting, elbowing, all very braw and hot. * Wliat's ta use on't ? ' I said to myself, and came off early, while they were still aniving, at eleven at night. I go as rarely as I can to such things, for they always do me ill. A book at home is suitabler, with a quiet pipe twice in the evening, innocent ' The room was in Edward Street, Portman Square. Vol. IIL--8 114 CarlyWs Life in London. spoonful of porridge at ten, and bed at eleven, with such compos- ure as we can. To the Same. Chelsea : March 30, 1838. As for me, I have but one interest in the wind at present, that of my lectures. It is like the harvest of the whole year. I am not quite in such a dreadful fuff about it as I was this time twelve- months ; but it is again agitating enough, and I think often that if I had any money to live upon, there is no power in the world that would tempt me to such a feat in such circumstances. Per- haps it is so ordered that I have no money, in order to oblige me to open my jaw — I cannot say. I can say only I had infinitely rather continue keeping it shut. But on the whole they have got me a lecture-room, and I have drawn up a scheme of my twelve lectures — two lectures a week, six weeks instead of four. The subject is about all things in the world ; the whole spiritual history of man, from the earliest times till now. Among my audience I am likely to have some of the cleverest people in this country ; and / to speak to them. We will fight it through one way or another. The very pain of it and miserable tumbling connected with it is a kind of schooling for one. Thou must not ' tine heart,' thou must gird thyself into forced composure. This is the season, this and onwards till midsummer, when London is most thronged with people, with meetings and speeches, with dinners, parties, balls, and doings. I know not what I should do if I were to become an established popular. With the popularity I have it is almost like to be too hard for me at times. Nothing naturally seems to me more entirely wretched and barren than the life of people literary and others, that give themselves up to that sort of matter here. I firmly believe it to be the darkest curse God lays upon a man or woman. Carrying the beggar's wallet I take to be bad, but far from so bad. The very look of the face of one of these peoj^le seems to say, ' Avoid me if thou be wise.' ' Dinna gang to dad tysel' a' abroad,' said Lizzie Herd to WuU once, and I many times remember the precept here. ' To be dadded a' abroad ' is per- cisely the thing I want above all things to avoid. As to the people I see, the best class of all are the religious peo- ple, certain of whom have taken, very strangely, a kind of affection for me, in spite of my contradictions toward them. It teaches me again that the best of this class is the best one will find in any class whatsoever. The Eadical members, and ambitious vain Popxdaritij cmd the Value of it. 115 political people, and literary people, and fashionable people are to be avoided in comparison. One of the best men I have seen for many a year is Thomas Ei-skine, a gentleman of great fortune and celebrated in the religions world. Most strange it is how such a man has taken to me. Nay, he has been heard to say that * very few of them are at bottom so orthodox as Carlyle.' What thiiA. you of that ? I tell you nothing of the tilings they continue to tell me about my book. When grand people and beautiful people pay me grand beautiful compliments, and I grope in my pocket and find that I have 80 few pounds sterling there to meet my poor wants with, I can but say with Sandy CJorrie * What's ta use on't ? ' or with the cow in the fable, Gie me a pickle pease strae. The first set of lectures Carljle had been obliged to deliver out of his acquired knowledge, having no leisure to do more. For the second he prepared carefully, especially the Greek and lionian parts. Classics are not the strong point of an Edinburgh education, and the little which he had learned there >vas rusty. ' I have read Thucydides and Herodotus,' he wrote in April, ^part of Niebuhr, Michelet, &c., the latter two with small fruit and much disappointment, the former two not. I should have several good things to say and do very well were I in health, were I in brass.' But trouble had come into Cheyne Row again. Without any definite ailment, Mrs. Carlyle seemed unwell in mind and body. There was even a thought of sending her to Italy when the lectures were over, if there were means to do it. Carlyle even thought of going thither himself, or at any rate of leaving London alto- gether. To John Carlyle. Chelsea : April 13, 1838. Jane keeps very quiet, and suffers what is inevitable as well as j)os8ible. I fancy Italy, as you say, might be of real service to her. To me also the one thing needful seems that of getting into any tranquil region under or above the sun. Positively at times tho 116 Carlyle's Life in London. whirl of this dusty deafening chaos gets into the insupportable category. There is a shivering precipitancy in me which makes emotion of any kind a thing to be shunned. It is my nei^ves, my nerves. The poor chaos is bad enough, but with nerves one might stand it. There are symptoms of capability to grow a lion by-and- by. Fluch dem ! Good never lay there, lie where it might. Also I imagine it possible I might learn to subsist myself here, earning the small needful of money literally with my heart's blood. You can fancy it with such a nervous system as I have ; the beautiful and brave saying in their sumptuosity here and there, ' Oh Thomas, what an illustrious character thou art ! ' and Thomas feeling in his breast for comfort and finding bilious fever ; in his pocket, and finding emptiness ; round him for fellowship, and finding solitude, ghastly and grinning masks. But I do on the whole adhere to one thing, that of holding my peace. I really am better too in the in- ward heart of me. There is no danger of man, I feel always, while his heart is not mad. Going through the Green Park yesterday, I saw her little Majesty taking her bit of departure for Windsor. I had seen her another day at Hyde Park Corner, coming in from the daily ride. She is decidedly a pretty-looking little creature : health, clearness, graceful timidity, looking out from her young face, 'frail cockle on the black bottomless deluges.' One could not help some interest in her, situated as mortal seldom was. In the evening a Bullerian rout. 'Dear Mrs. Eigmarole, the distinguished female; great Mr. Eigmarole, the distinguished male.' Radical Grote was the only novelty, for I had never noticed him before — a man with strait upper lip, large chin, and open mouth (spout mouth) ; for the rest, a tall man with dull thoughtful brows and lank dishevelled hair, greatly the look of a prosperous Dissenting minister. Your notions about Rome for us are in their vagueness quite analogous to mine. Jane takes very kindly to your scheme. As for me, I know only that I should infinitely rejoice to be quiet anywhere. I think I will not stay here to have the brain burnt out of me. I will go out of this. Jane likes it far better than I. Indeed, was it not for her, I might quite easily cut and run before long ; which at bottom, I admit, were perhaps not good for me. This letter indicates no pleasant condition of mind, not a condition in wliicli it could have been agreeable to take SeeoiuL Course of Lectures. 117 to the platform again and deliver lectnres. But Carlyle could command himself when necessary, however severe the burden that was weighing upon him. This time he succeeded brilliantly, far better than on his first experi- Ufient. The lectures were reported in the 'Examiner' and other papers, and can be recovered there by the curious, lie did not himself reprint them, attaching no importance to what he called ' a mixture of prophecy and play-acting.' It will suffice here to observe what he said himself on the subject at the time. Journal. May 15, 1838 —Delivered yesterday, at the Lecture Rooms, 17 Edward Street, Portman Square, a lecture on. Dante, the fifth there. Seven more are yet to come. A curious audience; a curious business. It has been all mismanaged ; yet it prospers better than I expected once. The conditions of the thing ! Ah, the conditions ! It is like a man singing through a fleece of wool. One must submit ; one must stiTiggle and sing even so, since not otherwise. I sent my mother off a newspaper. Hunt's criticism no longer friendly ; not so in spirit, though still in letter ; a shade of spleen in it ; very natural, flattering even. He finds me grown to be a something now. His whole way of life is at death- variance with mine. In the 'Examiner' he expresses himself afflicted with my eulogy of thrift, and two days ago he had multa gemens to borrow two sovereigns of me. It is an unreasonable existence gam und gar. Happily I have next to nothing to do with Hunt, with him or with his. Felix sit/ Saturday, May 20. — Yesterday lectured on Cervantes and the Spaniards, a huiried loose flowing but earnest wide-reaching sort of thing, which the people liked better than I. The business is happily half done now. Tliat is the happiest part of it. May 31. — Lecture on Luther and the Reformation ; then on Shakespeare and John Knox, my best hitherto ; finally on Voltaire and French scepticism, the worst, as I compute, of all. To-morrow is to be Lecture 10, on Johnson, &e. There an^ then but two re- maining. On the Voltaire day I was stupid and sick beyond ex- pression; also I did not like the man, a fatal cirenmstance of itself. I had to hover vaguely on the surface. The people seemed 118 Carlyle^s Life in London. content enough. I myself felt sincerely disgusted. That is the word. To-morrow perhaps we shall do better. It is one of the saddest conditions of this enterprise to feel that you have missed what you meant to say ; that your image of a matter you had an image of remains yet with yourself, and a false impotent scrawl is what the hearers have got from you. This too has to be suffered, since the attempt was necessary and not possible otherwise. Our audience sits entirely attentive — a most kind audience — and seems to have almost doubled since we began. Courage ! On the Shakespeare day I entered all palpitating, fluttered with sleep- lessness and drug-taking, with visitors, and the fatal et ccetera of things. News from Jack above a week ago that, probably he is not coming to us this summer. Alas ! alas ! I had counted on the true brother to commune with a little ; to break the utter solitude of heart in which I painfully live here. Lonelier probably is no man. Ai/ de 7711 ! and now he is not coming. This also is not to be granted us. He says we must come to Italy for the winter. We think of it. My unhappy sick wife might be benefited by it. For me the ciy of my soul is, ' For the love of God let me alone ; ' or rather it has ceased to be a cry, and sunk down into a voiceless prayer, which knows it will not be granted. Hardly a day has passed since I returned hither in autumn last, in which I have not stormfully re- solved to myself that I would go out of this dusty hubbub, should I even walk off with the staff in my hands, and no loadstar what- ever. My wife, herself seemingly sinking into weaker and weaker health, points out to me always that I cannot go ; that I am tied here, seemingly as if to be tortured to death. So in my wild mood I interpret it. Silence on such subjects ! Oh ! how infinitely preferable is silence ! Perhaps, too, my wife is right. Indeed, I myself feel dimly that I have little to look for else than here. Be still, thou wild weak heart, convulsively bursting up against the bars. Silence alone can guide me. Suffer, suffer, if it be neces- sary so to learn. Last night, weary and worn out with dull block- headism, chagrin (next to no sl6ep the night before), I sate down in St. James's Park and thought of these things, looking at the beautiful summer moon, and really quieted myself, became peace- able and submissive for the tijne — for the time ; and afterwards, alas ! I was provoked, and in my weak state said foolish words and went sorrowful to bed. I am a feeble fool. Fool, wilt thou never be wise ? Scrond Course of Lectures. 119 Tho excitement of lecturing, so elevating and agreeable to most men, seemed only to depress and irritate Carlyle. He was anxious about many things, his brain was over- wrought, his nerves set on edge. In this condition even liis dearest friends ceased to please him. He goes on : — Breakfast one morning lately at Milnes's, with Landor, Rogers, T. Moore, &c. A brilliant firework of wits, worth being fretted into fever with for once. Dinner that same day, if I remember, 22nd of May, at Marshall's, Grosvenor Street, the wealthiest of houses, the people hearers of mine. Empson, the Sj)ring Bices, there ; Miss Spring Rice, especially, very brilliant, exciting. Such happiness is purchased too dear. Dull dinner the day before yesterday — indeed, liinc illcE lacrymoe, for I had a cup of green tea too — at the Wilsons'; Spedding, Maurice, John Sterling, and women. Ah me ! Sterling particularly argumentative, babbla- tive, and on the whole unpleasant and unprofitable to me. Memo- randum not to dine where he is soon, without cause. He is much spoiled since last year by really no great quantity of praise and flattery ; restless as a whirling tormentum ; superficial, ingenious, of endless semifrothy utterance and argument. Keep out of his way till he mend a little. A finer heart was seldom seen than dwells in Sterling, but, alas ! under what conditions ? Ego et Rex mens. That is the tune we all sing. Down with ego ! Enough written for one day. I am very sickly, but silent. The lecture course was perhaps too prolonged. Twelve orations such as Carlyle was delivering were beyond the strength of any man who meant every word that he uttered. It ended, however, with a blaze of fireworks — ' people weeping ' at the passionately earnest tone in which for once they heard themselves addressed. The money result was nearly 300/., after all expenses had been paid. ' A great blessing,' as Carlyle said, * to a man that liad been haunted by the squalid spectre of beggary.' There were prospects of improved finances from other quarters too. Notwithstanding all the talk about the * French Revolution,' nothing yet had been realized for it in Eng- land, but Emerson held out hopes of remittances on the 120 Carlyle^s Life in London. American edition. ' Sartor,' ' poor beast,' as Mrs. Carlyle called it, was at last coming out in a volume, and there was still a talk of reprinting the essays. But Carlyle was worn out. Fame brought its accompaniments of in- vitations to dinner which could not be all refused ; the dinners brought indigestions ; and the dog days brought heat, and heat and indigestion together made sleep impos- sible. His letters to his brother are full of lamentation, and then of remorse for his want of patience. At the close of a miserable declamation against everything under the sun, he winds up : — Last niglit I sat down to smoke in my night-shirt in the back yard. It was one of the beautifullest nights ; the half- mo on clear as silver looked out as from eternity, and the great dawn was streaming up. I felt a remorse, a kind of shudder, at the fuss I was making about a sleepless night, about my sorrow at all, with a life so soon to be absorbed into the great mystery above and around me. Oh ! let us be patient. Let us call to God with our silent hearts, if we cannot with our tongues. The Italian scheme dissolved. It had been but a vapour which had taken shape in the air for a moment. Cooler weather came. The fever abated, and he was able to send a pleasant account of the finish to his mother the day after all was over. From her he was careful to conceal liis unquiet thoughts. To Margaret Carlyle. Chelsea : June 12, 1838. The lectures went on better and better, and grew at last, or threatened to grow, quite a flaming affair. I had people greeting yesterday. I was quite as well pleased that we ended then and did not make any further racket about it. I have too good evidence (in poor Edward Irving's case) what a racket comes to at last, and want for my share to have nothing at all to do with such things. The success of the thing, taking all sides of it together, seems to have been very considerable, far greater than I at all expected, My audience was supposed to be the best, for rank, beauty, and intelligence, ever collected in London. I had bonnie braw dames. Results of L<< tares, 121 IjaJios this, Lmlies tliat, though I dared not look at them for fear they shoukl put me out. I had old men of four score ; men middle-aged, witli fine steel-grey beards ; young men of the Uni- vei-sities, of the law profession, all sitting quite mum there, and the Annandale voice gollying at them. Very strange to consider. They proposed giving me a dinner, some of them, but I declined it. • Literary Institutions ' more than one expressed a desire that I would lecture for them, but this also (their wages being small and their lectures generally despicable) I decline. My health did not suffer so much as I had reason to dread. I was awaking at three in the morning when the thing began, but afterwards I got to sleep till seven, and even till eight, and did not suffer nearly so much. I am no doubt shaken and stirred up considerably into a * raised ' state which I like very ill, but in a few days I shall get still enough, and probably even too still. One must work either with long moderate pain or else with short great pain. The short way is best according to my notion. As usual, the first thought with Carlyle wlien in posses- sion of his 'riches' was to send a present to Scotsbrig. He enclosed 5Z. to his niotlier, to be divided among his sisters and herself, a sovereign to each. Thej were to buy bonnets with it, or any other piece of finery, and call them * The Lecture.' On July 27th he wrote at length to his brother John. Chelsea : July 27, 1838. The lectures terminated quite triumphantly. Thank Heaven ! It seems pretty generally expected that I am to lecture next year again, and subsequent years, having, as they say, made a new pro- fession for myself. If dire famine drive me, I must even lecture, but not otherwise. Whoever he may be that wants to get into the centre of a fuss, it is not I. Freedom under the blue sky — ah me ! with a bit of brown bread and peace and pepticity to eat it with, this for my money before all the glory of Portman Square, or the solar system itself. But we must take what we. can get and be thankful. After the lectures came a series of dinner-work and racketings ; came hot weather, coronation uproare, and at length sleeplessness, collapse, inertia, and at times almost the feeling of nonentity. I like that existence very ill ; my nerves are not made for it. I correcteil a few proof sheets. I read a few books, dull 122 Carlyles Life in London. as Lethe. I have done nothing else whatever that I could help, except live. Frequently a little desire for some travel, a notion that change of scene ^and objects would be wholesome, has come upon me ; but in my condition of absolute imbecility, especially in the uncertainty we stood in as to your movements, nothing could be done. The weather has now grown cool. I find it tolerable enough to lounge at Chelsea for the time. My digestion is very bad ; I should say, however, that my heart and life is on the whole sounder than it was last year. Now, too, all is getting very quiet ; streets quite vacant within these two weeks. I am not like to stir from this unless driven. As for Jane, she is much improved ; in- deed, almost well since summer came. She does not wish to stir from her quarters at all. The Americans are getting out 'Carlyle's miscellanies.' I know not whether I shall not import two hundred copies or so of this edition and save myself the trouble of editing here. The matter is as good as obsolete to me. There is no bread or other profit in it. The Swedenborgians have addressed a small book and letters to me here. The New Catholics are making advances. Jane says I am fated to be the nucleus for all the mad people of my gen- eration. John Sterling wanted me to accept a dinner from some Cam- bridge men, then to go with him to Cambridge for three days, then to &c., &c.; lastly, to go this same week down to Julius Hare's and bathe in the sea. The sea was tempting. Hare too, whom I have seen, is a likeable kind of man. But vis inertice prevailed, and to this, as to all the rest, I answered : ' Impossible, dear Ster- ling.' Indeed, John is dreadfully locomotive since his return. Some verses printed in Blackwood, and a considerable bluster of Wilson's about them, have sorrowfully discomposed our poor John, and proved what touchy and almost flimsy stuff there must be in him. I love him as before, but keep rather out of his way at present. Mill is plodding along at his dull Review under dull auspices, restricts himself to the Fox Taylor circle of Socinian Eadicalism— a lamed cause at this time — and very rarely shows face here. His editor, one Eobertson, a burly Aberdeen Scotchman of seven-and- twenty, full of laughter, vanity, pepticity, and hope, amuses me sometimes considerably more. He * desires exceedingly that I would do something for the October number.' My desire that way is faint indeed. How many things in this world do not smell Hemdta of Lectures. 123 sweet to me ! To how many things is one tempted to say with emphasis, ' Du Galgenansf (Thou gallows-carrion). There is some relief to me in a word like that. But pauca verba, as Nym has it. I told all the people in those lectures of mine that no speech ever uttered or utterable was worth comparison with silence. John Sterling in particular could not understand it in the least, but has it still sticking in him indigestible. Your affectionate brother, T. CABLYIiE. CHAPTER yi. A.D. 1838-9. MT. 43-44. Visit to Kirkcaldy — Sees Jeffrey — * Sartor ' — ^Night at Manchester — Eemittances from Boston — Proposed article on Cromwell — • Want of books — London Library — Breakfast with Monckton Milnes — Third course of Lectures — Chartism — Eadicalism — Correspondence with Lockhart — Thirlwall — Gift of a horse — Summer in Scotland — First journey on a railway. Carlyle's annual migrations were like those of Mrs. Primrose from the blue room to the brown — from Lon- don to Scotland. Thither almost always, seldom any- where else. He had meant to stay all through the summer in Chelsea, but an invitation from his friends, the Ferguses at Kirkcaldy, tempted him, and in the middle of August he went by Leith steamer to the old place where he had taught little boys, and fallen in love with Miss Gordon, and rambled with Edward Irving. It was ' melodiously interesting,' he said. He bathed on the old sands. He had a horse which carried him through the old familiar scenes. While at Kirkcaldy he crossed to Edinburgh and called on Jeffrey. He sat waiting for me at Moray Place. We talked long in the style of literary and philosophic clitter-clatter. Finally it was settled that I should go out to dinner with him at Craigcrook, and not return to Fife till the morrow. At the due hour I joined the Duke * at his town house, and we walked out together as in old times. The Empsons were still there. Mrs. Jeffrey and they welcomed me all alone. The evening was not, on the whole, equal * The Carlyle name for Jeffrey was Duke ot Craigcrook. Lett&i's from Home, 125 to a good solitary one. The Dnke talked immensely, and made me talk ; but it struck me that he was grown weaker. We seemed to have made up our nunds not to contradict each other ; but it was at the expense of saying nothing intimate. My esteem for Jeflfrey could not hide from me that at bottom our speech was, as I said, clatter. In fact, he is becoming an amiable old fribble, very cheerful, very heartless, very forgettable and tolerable. After a week or too in Fife he made for Scotsbrig, where news met him that 50Z. had been sent from America as a royalty on the edition of the * French Revolution,' and that more would follow. * What a touching thing is that ! ' he said. * One prays that the blessing of him that was rather ill off may be with them, these good friends. Courage ! I feel as if one might grow to be moderately •content with a lot like mine.' To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Scotsbrig : September 1.5, 183a Many thanks for those bright little letters you sent me. They are the liveliest of letters, which gives me pleasure, because it shows a lively Goody, cheerful and well. They send good news otherwise too, and seem to have the faculty of finding good news to send. Our mother charges me to thank you most emphatically for your letters to her, which made her * as light as a feather all day.' She says, * Whatever sort of mother-in-law she be, you are the best of daughters-in law.' Such a swift-despatching little Goody ! Drive about while you can, and keep your heart light, and be well when I come. At Edinburgh I wanted a copy of * Sartor,' * poor beast ! ' They had got no copy, had never heard of it, and only then wrote off for some. Depend on it, therefore, my bonny little Bairn, all these vague things they tell thee about * Sartor ' are mere vague blarney ; and think further that we will not care a straw whether they are or not. No. A certain fair critic long ago, among the I)eat bogs, declared ' Sartor * ' to be a work of genius ; ' and such it is, and shall continue, though no copy of it should be seen these hundred years. Alick is not altogether right yet, but much better than formerly. His traffic prosi)er8 beyond what could be looked for, and he seems more quieted, reconciled to his allotment. It 126 Carlyle^s Life in London, gives me the strangest feeling to plump suddenly into view of these conditions of existence — hearts so kind, a lot so sequestered, the sweep of Time passing on in these little creeks too, as on the wide sea where I have to navigate. One can say nothing ; one's heart is full of unutterabilities. But our whole life is all great and unutterable ; the little Ecclefechan shop, as the gi'and Napo- leon Empire, is embosomed in eternity ; a little dream and yet a great reality, one even as the other. Adieu, dear life partner ! dear little Goody of me. Be well, and love me. Thine, T. Cablyle. To the Same. Scotsbrig : September 27, 1838. MacDiarmid ^ has faithfully paid me nine sovereigns for you for Puttock, which coins I have, or will account for. He has not succeeded well this year for the letting of Puttock, but has a better outlook for a near future. A colonel somebody, of Mabie, has the house and game this season, at the easy rate of U., there being no game. But he will preserve the game this year, and in future years give 10/., and perhaps plague us less about it. As for Goody, she, with MacDiarmid's instalments in her pocket, will really be in funds for the present, able to bind * Revolution ' books and what not — considering the savings bank, too — according to her own sweet will. Nay, there are other funds too, I guess— a letter from your mother, wwrefusable, but which seemed to me to hold cash — a truly monied Goody. ... I saw Burns's house ; the little oblique-angled hut, where the great soul had to adjust itself, and be a king without a kingdom. It seems vacant since the widow's death. Some dirty children sat on the door-sill, and the knocker seemed torn half off. The soul of the man is now happily far away from all that. Jean and Jamie are both as kind as could be. They are prosperous both, I think. Jean received your parcel with great expressions of thankfulness. Mary, too, at Annan was emphatic in her gratitude, in her affectionate remem- brance of you — all which was pleasant to hear. At Annan I found Goody's letter, review of 'Sartor,' gift to my mother — all as right as it could be. Thanks to thee, my good wife — though very hot-tempered one. Oh, my dear Jeanie, I have more regard for thee than, perhaps, thou wilt ever rightly know. But let that pass. The Angel, as thou sayest, does stir the waters more ways » Agent for Craigenputtock. A Night at Manchester. 127 than one. Surely our better days are still coming. All here salute you right heartily. My mother is proud of her gifts. Ever your own, T. Cablyle. On liis way home, in October, he spent a day or two with a sister who had married a Mr. llanning, in Man- chester, and met with an adventnre there. He had been pnt to sleep in an old bed, which he remembered in his father's house. I was just closing my senses in sweet oblivion (he said), when the watchman, with a voice like the deepest groan of the Highland bagpipe, or what an ostrich comcraik might utter, groaned out Groo-o-o-o close under me, and set all in a gallop again. Groo-o-o-o ; for there was no articulate announcement at all in it, that I could gather. Groo-o-o-o, repeated again and again at vari- ous distances, dying out and tlien growing loud again, for an hour or more. I grew impatient, bolted out of bed, flung up the window. Groo-o-o-o. There he was advancing, lantern in hand, a few yards off me. ' Can't you give up that noise ? ' I hastily ad- dressed him. * You are keeping a person awake. Wliat good is it to go howling and groaning all night, and deprive people of their sleep ? ' He ceased from that time — at least I heard no more of him. No watchman, I think, has been more astonished for some time back. At five in the morning all was as still as sleej) and darkness. At half-past five all went off like an enormous mill- race or ocean-tide. The Boom-m-m, far and wide. It was the mills that were all starting then, and creishy ^ drudges by the million taking jjost there. I have heard few sounds more impres- sive to me in the mood I was in. At home he found all well. He arrived at midnight, finding Mrs. Carlyle improved in health, and sitting up for him ; himself quite rested, and equal to work again. I have been eight weeks in Scotland (he noted in his Jouraal), looked on the stones of Edinburgh city, wondered whether it was solid or a dream ; then to Annandale, finally drifted back hither — foolish drift log on the sea of accident, where I since lie high and dry not a whit wiser. How many tragedies, epics, Haynes Baily » Creishy^ ' greasy.* 128 Carlyle's Life in London. ballads, and ' bursts of Parliamentary eloquence ' would it take to utter this one tour by an atrabilian lecturer on things in general ? Evidences were waiting for him that he was becoming a person of consequence notwithstanding. Presents had been sent by various admirers. There was good news from America. The English edition of the ' French Revolution ' was ahnost sold, and another would be called for, while there were numberless applications from review editors for articles if he would please to supply them. Another 50Z. had come from Boston, and he had been meditating an indulgence for himself out of all this pros- perity in the sliape of a horse, nothing keeping him in health so much as ridino- ; but his first thouojht was of Scotsbrig and a Christmas gift to his mother, which he sent with a most pretty letter. To Margaret Carlyle, Scotsbrig. Chelsea : December 29, 1838. I have realised my American draft of dollars into pounds ster- ling. I send my dear Mother five off the fore end of it. The kit- lin ought to bring the auld cat a mouse in. such a case as that — an American mouse. It is very curious that cash should come in that way to good Annandale industry across 3,000 miles of salt water from kind hands that we never saw. * French Eevolution ' is going off briskly, and a new edition required. Both from the ' Miscellanies ' and it I hope to make a little cash. I understand the method of bargaining better now, and the books do sell — no thanks to booksellers, or even in spite of them. It does not seem at all likely that I shall ever have much money in this world ; but I am not now so terribly hard held as I used to be. Such bitter thrift may perhaps be less imperative by-and-by. Out of the suggestions made by editors for articles one especially had attracted Carlyle. Mill had asked him to WTite on Cromwell for the ' London and "Wesminster.' There is nothing in his journals or letters to shows that Cromwell had been hitherto an interesting figure to him. An allusion in one of his Craigenputtock papers shows that Oliver Cromwell. 129 he then shared tlie popular prevailing opinions on tlio subject. He agreed, however, to Mill's proposal, and was preparing to begin with it when the negotiation was broken off in a manner specially affronting. Mill had gone abroad, leaving Mr. Kobertson to manage the Re- view. Robertson, whom Carlyle had hitherto liked, wrote to him coolly to say that he need not go on, for ' he meant to do Cromwell himself.' Carlyle was very angr3\ It was this incident which determined him to throw himself seriously into the history of the Commonwealth, and. to expose himself no more to cavalier treatment from * able editors.' His connection with the ' London and West- minster ' at once ended. Have nothing to do with fools (he said). They are the fatal species. Nay, Robei-tson, withal, is fifteen years younger than I. To be ' edited ' by him and by Mill and the Benthaniic formula ! Oh heavens ! It is worse than Algiers and Negro Guiana. Noth- ing short of death should drive a white man to it. From this moment he began to think seriously of a life of Oliver Cromwell as his next important undertaking, whatever he might have to do meanwhile in the way of lectures or shorter papers. To John Carlyle, Chelsea : January 13, 1839. I dare say I mentioned that I was not intending to work any fur- ther at present in the * Westminster Review,' but to write by-and- by something more to my mind. I have my face turned partly towards Oliver Cromwell and the Covenant time in England and Scotland, and am reading books and meaning to read more for the matter, for it is large and full of meaning. But what I shall make of it, or whether I shall make anything at all, it would be prema- ture to say as yet. The only thing clear is that I have again some notion of writing, which I had not at all last year or the year be- fore—a sign doubtless that I am getting into heart again, and not so utterly bewildered and beaten down as I was at the conclusion of the • Revolution ' struggle. Anything that I write now would t^ll better than former things, and I think indeed would be pretty Vol. IIX— 9 130 Carlyle's Life in London. sure to bring me in a trifle of money in the long run. . . . Yon may picture us sitting snug here most evenings in * stuffed chairs,' in this warm little parlour, reading, or reading and sewing, or talking with some rational visitor that has perhaps dropped in. Some people say I ought to get a horse with my American money before lecture-time, and ride, that I might be in a better bodily condition for that enterprise. I should like it right well if it were not so dear. We shall see. Want of books was his great difficulty, with such a sub- ject on hand as the Commonwealth. His Cambridge friends had come to liis help by giving him the use of the books in the University Library, and sending them up for liim to read. Yery kind on their part, as he felt, 'con- sidering what a sulky fellow he was.' But he needed re- sources of which he could avail himself more freely. The British Museum was, of course, open to him ; but he re- quired to have his authorities at hand, where his own writing-tackle lay round him, where he could refer to them at any moment, and for this purpose the circulating libra- I'ies were useless. New novels, travels, biographies, the annual growth of literature which today was and to- morrow was cast into the oven — these he could get ; but the records of genuine knowledge, where the pertnanent thoughts and doings of mankind lay embalmed, were to be found for the most part only on the shelves of great institutions, could be read only there, and could not be taken out. Long before, when at Craigenputtock, it had occurred to him that a county town like Dumfries, which maintained a gaol, might equally maintain a public library. He was once at Oxford in the library of All Souls' College, one of the best in England, and one (in my day at least) so little used that, if a book was missed from its place, the whole college was in consternation.* Carlyle, looking wistfully at the ranged folios, exclaimed : ' Ah, books, 1 The Fellows might take books to their rooms, but so seldom did take them there that any other explanation seemed more likely. Tfie *^ London JAhfary!* 131 books ! you will have a poor account to give of yourselves at the day of judgment. Here have you been kept warm and dry, with good coats on your backs, and a good roof over your heads ; and whom have ye made any better or any wiser than he was before ? ' Cambridge, more liberal •than Oxford, did lend out volumes with fit securities for their safety, and from this source Carlyle obtained his Clarendon and Eush worth ; but he determined to try whether a public lending library of authentic worth could not be instituted in London. He has been talked of vaguely as 'unpractical.' Ko one living had a more prac- tical business talent when he had an object in view for which such a faculty was required. He set on foot an agitation.' The end was recognised as good. Influential men took up the question, and it was carried through, and the result was the infinitely valuable institution known as the * London Library ' in St. James's Square. Let the tens of thousands who, it is to be hoped, are ' made better and wiser' by the books collected there remember that they owe the privilege entirely to Carlyle. The germ of it lay in that original reflection of his on the presence of a gaol and the absence of a lii)rary in Dumfries. His sur- cessful effort to realise it in London began in this winter of 1839. Meanwhile a third remittance from America on the * Revolution ' brought the whole sum which he had re- ceived fi'om his Boston friends to 150Z. He felt it deeply, for as yet ' not a penny had been realised in England.' In acknowledging the receipt, he said that he had never re- ceived money of which he was more proud. * It had been sent almost by miracle.' He showed the draft to Fraser, his English publisher, and told him he ought to blush. » Among the pernons whom he tried to interest waji Babbage, whom ho did not take to. ' Did you ever Bee him ? ' he writes to his brother ; * a mixturo of craven terror and venomooB-looking vehemence ; with no chin too— cross between a frog and a viper, as somebody called him. ' 132 CarlyWs Life in London. The poor creature did blush, but what could that serve ? He has done with his edition too, all but seventy-live copies. Above a thousand i^ounds has been gathered from England from that book, but none seems to belong to the writer ; it all belongs to oLher people— the sharks. They charge above 40 per cent., I find, for the mere function of selling a book, the mere fash of handing it over the counter. A strange reflection, to which, however, the publishers have an answer ; for, if some books sell, others fail, and the successful must pay for the unsuccessful. Without publishers and without booksellers, books could not be brought out at all ; and they, too, must ' earn their living.' Few men cared less about such things than Carlyle did as long as penury was kept from his door. Apart from his business with the London Library, he was wholly oc- cupied with the records of the Commonwealth, and here are the first impressions which he formed. To John Carlyle. Chelsea: February 15, 1839. I have read a good many volumes about Cromwell and his times ; I have a good many more to read. Whether a book will come of it or not — still more, when such will come — are questions as yet. The pabulum this subject yields me is not very gi-eat. I find it far inferior in interest to my French subject. But, on the whole, I want to get acquainted with England — a great secret to me al- ways hitherto — and I may as well begin here as elsewhere. There are but two very remarkable men in the period visible as yet — Cromwell and Montrose. The rest verge towards wearisomeness. Indeed, the whole subject is Dutch-built : heavy-bottomed, with an internal fire and significance indeed, but extremely wrapped in buckram and lead. We shall see. In the meanwhile, I have got a large portmanteau of books about the thing from Cambridge. Here they actually stand, sent me by persons whom I never saw ; a most handsome and encouraging phenomenon. The visible agent is one Douglas Heath, a promising young barrister, who sometimes comes here ; is a Cambridge man, and a zealous reader of zaine 150/. sent by Emerson for the ' French Kevolution ! ' Was any braver thin g ever heard of? 150/. from Breakfast with Mil/ne8. 133 beyond the salt sea, wliile not a sixpence could be realised here in one's own country by the thing I I declare my American friends are ri^ht fellows, and have done their aflkirs with effect. It seems I am going to make some cash after all by these books of mine. Tout va bien ; neither need we now add, le pain manque. Seldom had Carlyle seemed in better spirits than now. For once his outer world was going well with him. lie had occasional fits of dyspepsia, which, indeed, seemed to afflict him most when he had least that was real to com- plain of. He was disappointed about Montrose for one thing. He had intended, naturally enough as a Scotch- man, to make a principal figure of Montrose, and had found that he could not, that it was impossible to discover what Montrose was really like. But the dyspepsia was the main evil — dyspepsia and London society, which in- terested him more than he would allow, and was the cause of the disorder. He was plagued, too, with duties as a citizen. Journal. Feh'nary 22, 1839. — The day is rainy and bad. Jane gone out, perhaps not veiy prudently. At seven o'clock I am to dine with the IMarshalls. Me miser am ! Why do I ever agree to go and dine ? Were it revealed to me as tuft-hunting, I would instantly give it up for ever. But it seems to be the only chance of society one has. In this kind I have too much already. Lectures coming too, and on Monday I am to dine with a certain Baring ; and last week, for two days, I was a special juryman. I am a poor creature. I am no longer so poor, but I do not feel any happiness. I must start up and try to help myself. Gott hilf mir ! Monckton Milnes had made his acquaintance, and in- vited him to breakfast. He used to say that, if Christ was again on earth, Milnes would ask Him to breakfast, and the Clubs would all be talking of the ' good things ' that Christ had said. But Milnes, then as always, had open eyes for genius, and reverence for it truer and deeper thaa most of his conteniporaricB. 134 Carlyle^s Life in London. A month ago (Carlyle writes to his brother) Milnes invited me to breakfast to meet Bunsen. Pusey ^ was there, a solid, judicious Englishman, very kind to me. Hallam was there, a broad, old, positive man, with laughing eyes. X. was there, a most jerking, distorted, violent, vapid, brown-gipsy piece of self-conceit and green-roomism. Others there were ; and the great hero Bunsen, with red face large as the shield of Fingal — not a bad fellow, nor without talent ; full of speech. Protestantism — Prussian Toryism — who zealously inquired my address. More important by far than any of these to Carlyle was tlie ' certain Baring ' with w^liom he was to .dine at Bath Ilonse. It is the first notice of his introduction to the brilliant circle in which he was afterward to be so inti- mate. Mr. Baring, later known as Lord Ashburton, be- came tlie closest friend that he had. Lady Harriet became his Gloriana, or Queen of Fairy Land, and exer- cised a strange influence over him for good and evil. But this lay undreamed of in the future, when he w^rote his account of the dinner. Bunsen was again one of the guest;^. It was one of the most elevated affairs I had ever seen ; lords, ladies, and other like high personages, several of them auditors of mine in the last lecturing season. The lady of the house, one lady Han-iet Baring, I had to sit and talk with specially for a long, long while — one of the cleverest creatures I have met with, full of mirth and spirit ; not very beautiful to look upon. And again, in another letter : — Lord Mahon was there, a small, fashionable Tory, with a beau- tiful wife. The dinner was after eight, and ruined me for a week. Bunsen did not shine there. The lady hardly hid from him tha: she feared he was a lore. She kept me talking an hour or more upstairs ; a clever devil, as Taylor calls her, helle laide, full of wit, and the most like a dame of quality of all that I have yet seen. Even in Carlyle's own home dissipation pursued him, Mrs. Welsh was staying there, and she and her daughter took it into their heads to have an evening party of the > Not Di. Pusey, but his elder brother. Lmxdon Vanities, 135 established sort, the first and last time, I believe, that such a thing was attempted in that house. -The other week (he says on the 8th of March) Jane andacionslj got up a thing called a soiree one evening — that is to say, a party of persons who have little to do except wander through a room or rooms, and hustle and simmer about, all talking to one another as they best can. It seemed to me a most questionable thing for the Leddy this. However, she was drawn into it insensibly, and could not get retreated ; so it took effect — between twenty and thirty en- tirely brilliant bits of personages — and really, it all went off in a most successful manner. At midnight I smoked a peaceable pipe, praying it might be long before we saw the like again. Serious work was somewhat disturbed by these splen- dours ; but, in fact, he was taking life easy, and was not disinclined to enjoy himself. To John Carlyle. Chelsea : March 11, 1839. I am reading a great many books, in a languid way, about Crom- well and his time, but any work on this matter seems yet at a great distance from me. The ti-uth is, I have arrived at the turning of a new leaf, and right thankful am I that Heaven enables me to pause a little, and I willingly follow the monition or permission of Heaven. From my boyhood upwards I have been like a creature breathlessly * climbing a soaj^ed pole ; ' niin and the bottomless abyss beneath me, and the pole quite slippery soaped. But now I have got to a kind of notch on the same, and do purpose, by Heaven's blessing, to take my breath a moment there before ad- venturing furiher. If I live, I shall probably have farther to go ; if not, not — we can do either way. In biliary days (I am apt to be biliary), the devil reproaches me dreadfully, but I answer, ' True, boy ; no sonier scoundrel in the world than lazy 1 1 But what help ? I love no subject so as to give my life for it at present. I will not write on any subject, seest thou ? but prefer to ripen or rot for a while.' The lectures had to be provided for, but the subject chosen, the Revolutions of Modern Europe, was one on which Carlyle could speak without special preparation. An English edition of the ' Miscelknies ' was coming out at 136 Carlyle^s Life in London. last, and money was to be paid for it. He was thus able to lie upon his oars till Cromwell or some other topic took active possession ; and, meanwhile, he had to receive the homage of the world, which began to be offered from un- expected quarters. An account of Count d'Orsay's visit to Cheyne Row is amusingly told by Mrs. Carlyle in the Letters and Memorials. Here is her husband's version of the same sumptuous phenomenon. After speaking of the favourable arrangements for the publication of the ' Miscellanies,' he says : — To John Carlyle. Chelsea : April 16, 1839. My heart silently thanks Heaven that I was not tried beyond what I could bear. It is quite a new sensation, and one of the most blessed, that you will actually be allowed to live not a beg- gar. As to the praise, &c., I think it will not hurt me much ; I can see too well the meaning of what that is. I have too faithful a dyspepsia working continually in monition of me, were there nothing else. Nevertheless, I must tell you of the strangest com- pliment of all, which occurred since I wrote last — the advent of Count d'Orsay. About a fortnight ago, this Phoebus Apollo of dandyism, escorted by poor little Chorley, came whirling hither in a chariot that struck all Chelsea into mute amazement with splen- dour. Chorley 's under jaw went like the hopper or under riddle of a pair of fanners, such was his terror on bringing such a splen- dour into actual contact with such a grimness. Nevertheless, we did amazingly well, the Count and I. He is a tall fellow of six feet three, built like a tower, with floods of dark-auburn hair, with a beauty, with an adornment unsurpassable on this planet ; withal a rather substantial fellow at bottom, by no means without insight, without fun, and a sort of rough sarcasm rather striking out of such a porcelain figure. He said, looking at Shelley's bust, in his French accent, * Ah, it is one of those faces who weesh to swallow their chin.' He admired the fine epic, &c., &c.; hoped I would call soon, and see Lady Blessington withal. Finally he went his way, and Chorley with reassumed jaw. Jane laughed for two days at the contrast of my plaid dressing-gown, bilious, iron counte- nance, and this Paphian apparition. I did not call till the other day, and left my card merely. I do not see well what good I can Third Course of Lectu/res, 137 get hy meeting him much, or Lady B. and demirepdom, though I should not object to see it once, and then oftener if agi-eeable. May brought tlie lectures at the old rooms in Edward Street. They did not please Carlyle, and, perhaps, were not really among his fine utterances. In the * French Revolution ' he had given his best thoughts on the subject in his best manner. He could now only repeat himself, more or less rhetorically, with a varying text. Mrs. Car- lyle herself did not think that her husband "was doing justice to himself. He was unwell for one thing. But the success was distinct as ev^er; the audience bursting into ejaculations of surprise and pleasure. The ' Splen- dids ! ', ' Devilish fines ! ', ^ Most trues ! ', cfec, all indicat- ing that on their side there was no disappointment. His own account of the matter indicates far less satisfaction. To John Carlyle. Chelsea : May 36, 1839. The lectures are over with tolerable eclat, with a clear gain of very nearly 200/., which latter is the only altogether comfortable part of the business. My audience was visibly more numerous than ever, and of more distinguished people. My sorrow in de- livery was less ; my remorse after delivery was much greater. I gave one veiy bad lecture (as I thought) ; the last but one. It was on the French Revolution. I was dispirited — in miserable health. My audience, mainly Toiy, could not be expected to sympathise with me. In short, I felt, after it was over, hke a man that had been robbing henroosts. In which circumstances, I, the day before my finale, hired a swift horse, galloj^ed out to Han*ow like a Faust's flight through an ocean of green, went in a kind of rage to the room the next day, and made on Sanscullottism itself very considerably the nearest approach to a good lecture they ever got out of me, carried the whole business glowing after me, and ended half an hour beyond niy time with universal de- cisive applause suflBcient for the situation. The * remorse' was genuine, for Carlyle in his heart disapproved of these displays and detested them. Yet he, too, had become aware of the strange sensation of 138 Carlyle^s Life in London. seeing a crowd of people hanging upon his words, and Yielding themselves like an instrument for him to play upon. There is an iri-esistible feeling of proud delight in such situations. If not intoxicated, he was excited ; and Emerson writing at the same moment to press him to show himself in Boston, he did think for a second or two of going over for the autumn ' to learn the art of extempore speaking/ Had he gone it might have been the ruin of him, for he had all the qualities which with practice would have made him a splendid orator. But he was wise in time, and set himself to a worthier enterprise — not yet Cromwell, but something which stood in the way of Cromwell — and insisted on being dealt with before he could settle upon history. All his life he had been meditating on the problem of the working-man's existence in this country at the present epoch ; how wealth was growing, but the human toilers grew none the better, mentally or bodily — not better, only more numerous, and liable, on any check to trade, to sink into squalor and famine. He had seen the Glasgow riots in 1819. He had heard his father talk of the poor masons, dining silently upon w^ater and w^ater-cresses. His letters are full of reflections on such things, sad or indignant, as the humour might be. He was himself a working-man's son. He had been bred in a peasant home, and all his sympa- thies w^ere with his own class. He was not a revolutionist; he knew well that violence would be no remedy; that there lay only madness and deeper misery. But the fact remained, portending frightful issues. The Reform Bill was to have mended matters, but the Beform Bill had gone by and the poor were none the happier. The power of the State had been shifted from the aristocracy to the millowners, and merchants, and shopkeepers. That was all. The handicraftsman remained where he was, or was sinking, rather, into an unowned Arab, to whom ' free- 'ChaHlsm: 139 dom ' meant freedom to work if the employer had work to ofFer him conveniently to himself, or else freedom to starve. The fruit of such a state of society as tiiis was the Sansculottism on which he had been lecturing, and he felt that he must put his thoughts upon it in a permanent form. He had no faith in political remedies, in extended suffrages, recognition of * the rights of man,' &c. — abso- lutely none. That was the road on which the French had gone ; and, if tried in England, it would end as it ended with them — in anarchy, and hunger, and fury. The root of the mischief was the forgetf ulness on the part of the upper classes, increasing now to flat denial, that they owed any duty to those under them beyond the payment of contract wages at the market price. The Liberal theoiy, as formulated in Political Economy, was that everyone should attend exclusively to his own interests, and that the best of all possible worlds would be the certain result. His own conviction was that the result would be the worst of all possible worlds, a world in which human life, such a life as human beings ought to live, would become impossible. People talked of Prog- ress. To him there was no progress except 'moral prog- ress,' a clearer recognition of the duties which stood face to face with every man at each moment of his life, and the neglect of which would be his destruction. He was appalled at the contrast between the principles on which men practically acted and those which on Sundays they professed to believe ; at the ever-increasing luxury in rich men's palaces, and the wretchedness, without hope of escape, of the millions without whom that luxury could not have been. Such a state of things, he thought, might continue for a time among a people naturally well dis- posed and accustomed to submission ; but it could not last for ever. The Maker of the world would not allow it. The angry slaves of toil would rise and burn the 140 Carlyle's Life in London. as the French peasantry had burnt the chateaux. The only remedy was the old one — to touch the conscience or the fears of those whom he regarded as responsible. He felt that he must write something about all that, though it was not easy to see how or where. Such a message as he had to give would be welcome neither to Liberals nor Conservatives. The Political Economists believed that since the Reform Bill all was going as it should do, and required only to be let alone ; the more the rich enjoyed themselves, the more employment there would be, and high and low would be l)enefited alike. The I^oble Lords and gentry were happy in their hounds and their game- preserves, and had lost the sense that rank and wealth meant anything save privilege for idle amusement. Not to either of these, nor to their organs in the press, could Carlyle be welcome. He was called a Radical, and Radi- cal he was, if to require a change in the souls, and hearts, and habits of life of men was to be a Radical. But per- haps no one in England more entirely disbelieved every single article of the orthodox Radical creed. He had more in common with the Tories than with their rivals, and was prepared, if such a strange ally pleased them, to let it so appear. 'Guess what immediate project I am on,' he wrote to his brother, when the lectures were over : ' that of writing an article on the working-classes for the " Quar- terly." It is verily so. I offered to do the thing for Mill about a year ago. He durst not. I felt a kind of call and monition of duty to do it, wrote to Lockhart accord- ingly, was altogether invitingly answered, had a long in- terview with the man yesterday, found him a person of sense, good-breeding, even kindness, and great consen- taneity of opinion with myself on the matter. Am to get books from him to-morrow, and so shall forthwith set abont telling the Conservatives a thing or two about the claims, condition, rights, and mights of the working order of men. ' Chai'tmn: 141 Jane is very glad, partly from a kind of spite at the Blod- ainnigkelt of Mill and his wooden set. The liadicals, as they stand now, are dead and gone, I apprehend, owing to their lieathen stupidity on this very matter. It is not to he out till autumn, that being the time for things re- quiring thought, as Lockhart says. I shall have much to read and inquire, but I shall have the thing off my hands, and have my heart clear about it.' What came of this project will be seen. One result of it, however, was a singular relation which grew up between Carlyle and Lockhart. They lived in different circles; they did not meet often, or correspond often ; but Carlyle ever after spoke of Lockhart as he seldom spoke of any man ; and such letters of Lockhart's to Carlyle as survive show a trusting confidence extremely remarkable in a man who was so chary of his esteem. In general society Carlyle was mixing more and more, important persons seeking his acquaintance. He met Webster, the famous American, at breakfast one morning, and has left a portrait of this noticeable politician. ' I will warrant him,' he says, ' one of the stiffest logic buffers and parliamentary athletes anywhere to be met with in our world at present — a grim, tall, broad -bottomed, yellow- skinned man, with brows like precipitous cliffs, and huge, black, dull, wearied, yet unweariable-looking eyes, under them ; amoi-phous projecting nose, and the angriest shut mouth I have anywhere seen. A droop on the sides of the upper lip is quite mastiff-like — magnificent to look upon ; it is so quiet withal. I guess I should like ill to be that man's nigger. However, he is a I'ight clever man in his way, and has a husky sort of fun in him too ; drawls in a handfast didactic manner about "our republic insti- tutions," &c., and so plays his part.' Another memorable notability Carlyle came across at this time, who struck him much, and the attraction was nmtual — Connop Thirl- 142 Varlyle^s Life in London. wall, afterwards Bishop of St. David's, then under a cloud in the ecclesiastic world, as ' suspect ' of heresy. Of this great man more will be heard hereafter. Their first meet- ing was at James Spedding's rooms in Lincoln's Inn Fields ; ' very pleasant, free and easy, with windows flung up, and tobacco ad libitum,'^ He found the future bishop ' a most sarcastic, sceptical, but strong-hearted, strong- headed man, whom he had a real liking for.' The ortho- dox side of the conversation was maintained, it seems, by Milnes, 'who gave the party dilettante Catholicism, and endured Thirlwall's tobacco.' One more pleasant incident befell Carlyle before the dog-days and the annual migration. He was known to wish for a horse, and yet to hesitate whether such an in- dulgence was permissible to a person financially situated as he was. Mr. Marshall, of Leeds, whose name has been already mentioned, heard of it ; and Mr. Marshall's son appeared one day in Cheyne Kow, with a message that his father had a mare for which he had no use, and would be pleased if Carlyle would accept her. The offer was made with the utmost delicacy. If he was leaving town, and did not immediately need such an article, they would keep her at grass till he returned. It was represented, in fact, as a convenience to them, as well as a possible pleasure to him. The gift was nothing in itself, for Mr. Marshall was a man of vast wealth ; but it was a handsome sign of consideration and good-feeling, and was gratefully recog- nised as such. The mare became Carlyle's. She was called ' Citoyenne,' after the ' French Eevolution.' The expense would be something, but would be repaid by in- crease of health. Mrs. Carlyle said, ' It is like buying a laying hen, and giving it to some deserving person. Ac- cept it, dear ! ' A still nearer friend had also been taking thought for his comfort. He was going to Scotland, and this year his Holiday m Scotlcmd. 143 wife was going with him. The faithful, though tfnl Jolm had sent 30Z. privately to his brother Alick at Eccle- fechan, to provide a horse and gig, that Carlyle and she might drive about together as with the old cLatch at Craigenputtock — a beautiful action on the part of John. They went north in the middle of July, going fii-st to Kithsdale to stay with Mrs. Welsh at Templand. Mrs. Welsh, too, had been considering what she could do to gratify her son-in-law, and had invited his mother over from Scotsbrig to meet him. Mrs. Carlyle was not well at Templand, and could not mnch enjoy herself ; but Carlyle was like a boy out of school. He and his old mother drove about in John's gig together, or wandered through the shrubberies, smoking their pipes together, like a pair of lovers — as indeed they were. Later on, when he grew impatient again, he called the life which he was leading ' sluggish ignoble solitude,' but it was as near an approach as he ever knew to what is meant by happi- ness. This summer nothing went wrong with him. When the Templand visit was over, he removed to Scots- brig and there stayed, turning over his intended article. Of letters he wrote few of any interest — chiefly to his brother John, who was thinking of leaving Lady Clare, and of settling in London to be near Cheyne Row. Carlyle's advice to him shows curious self-knowledge. To John Carlyle. Scotsbrig : August 13, |839. If your lot brought you near me, it would, of course, be a bless- ing to me — to us both, I dare say ; for, though we chaffer and argue a good deal — a good deal too much — yet surely there is good brotherly agreement between us. A brother is a great possession in this world — one of the greatest ; yet it would be un- wise to make great sacrifices of essentials for the advantage of being close together. Ah me ! I am no man whom it is desirable to be too close to — an unhappy mortal — at least, with nen'es that preappoint me to continual pain and loneliness, let me have what 144 Carlyle^s Life in London. crowds of society I like. To work is the sole use of living. But we will speculate no longer ; above all, we will not complain. The holiday lasted two months only. ' W ilhel rn Meister ' was now to be republished, and he was wanted at home. The railway had just been opened from Preston to Lon- don ; and on this return journey he made his first experi- ence of the new mode of locomotion. To John Carlyle. Chelsea : September 13, 1839. • The whirl through the confused darkness, on those steam wings, was one of the strangest things I have experienced — hissing and dashing on, one knew not whither. We saw the gleam of towns in the distance — unknown towns. We went over the tops of houses — one town or village I saw clearly, with its chimney heads vainly stretching up towards us — under the stars ; not under the clouds, but among them. Out of one vehicle into another, snort- ing, roaring we flew : the likest thing to a Faust's flight on the Devil's mantle ; or as if some huge steam night-bird had flung you on its back, and was sweeping through unknown space with you, most probably towards London. At Birmingham, an excellent breakfast, with deliberation to eat it, set us up surprisingly ; and so, with the usual series of phenomena, we were safe landed at Euston Square, soon after one o'clock. We slept long and deep. It was a great surprise the first moment to find one did not waken af Scotsbrig. Wretched feelings of all sorts were holding carnival within me. The best I could do was to keep the door carefully shut on them. I sate dead silent all yesterday, working at * Meister ; ' and now they are gone back to their caves again. CHAPTER VIL A.D. 1839-40. MT. 44-45. Review of Carlyle by Sterling — Article on CJliartism offered to Lockhart — Expanded into a book — Dinner in Dover Street — First sight of Dickens — Lectures on Heroes — Conception of Cromwell — Visit from Thirlwall — London Library — Impres- sions of Tennyson — Reviews — Puseyism— Book to be written on Cromwell. A PLEASANT surprise waited for Carlyle on his return to London — an article upon him by Sterling in the ' West- minster Review.' Sterling's admiration was steadily grow- ing — admiration alike for his friend's intellect and char- acter. It was the first public acknowledgment of Car- lyle's ' magnitude ' which had been made. He perhaps remembered that he had expressed some spleen at Sterling in the summer, and a little penitence may have been mixed with his gratitude. To John Sterling. Chelsea : September 29, 1839. . . . Mill says it is the best thing you ever wrote ; and, truly, so should I, if you had not shut my mouth. It is a thing all glar- ing and boiling like a furnace of molten metal : ' a brave thing, nay a vast and headlong, full of generosity, passionate insight, lightning, extravagance, and Sterlingism — such an article as we have not read for some time pa.st. It will be talked of ; it will be admired, condemned, and create astonishment and give offence far and near. My friend, what a notion you have got of me ! I dis- cern certain natural features, the general outline of shape ; but it is as one would in the Air Giant of the Hartz, huge as Opheueus, » Sterling's article la reprinted by Hare, vol. L, p. ^SSL Vol. III. -10 146 Carlyle^s Life in London, painted there as one finds by sunrise and early vapour— i.e. by Sterling's heart impinging on you between himself and the ' West- minster Eeview.' I do not thank you, for I know not whether such things are good ; nay, whether they are not bad and poison to one ; but I will still say, there has no man in these islands been so reviewed in my time. It is the most magnanimous eulogy I ever knew one man utter of another man, whom he knew face to face, and saw go grumbling about in coat ' and breeches, a poor concrete reality very offensive now and then. God help you, my man, with such a huge Brocken Spectre Chimsera, and a lot of cub chimseras sucking at her. I would not be in youi' shoes for something ! Sterling's appreciation, when read now, rather seems to fall short of the truth than to exceed it. But now is now, and then was then — and a man's heart beats when he learns, for the first time, that a brother man admires and loves him. If Carlyle was proud, he had no vanity, and lie allowed no vanity to grow in him. He set himself to his article for Lockliart. He sent for Citoyenne, which had remained till now with Mr. Marshall. I go out to ride daily (he reported on October 8), sometimes in the Park, sometimes over the river, or somewhere else into the country — sometimes I fall in with some other friend, also riding, and then it is quite cheerful to go trotting together through green lanes, from one open common, with its whin-bushes and high trees, to another. My horse is in the best order, and does seem to do me good. I will try it out, and see what good comes of it, dear though it be. JoiLvnaL October 23, 1839. — My riding keeps me solitary. It is all exe- cuted at calling hours ; the hours I used to spend in visiting or wandering about the crowded thoroughfares, looking at the noisy and, to me, irrational, inarticulate spectacle of the streets. Green lanes, swift riding, and solitude — how much more delightful ! For two hours every day I have almost an immunity from pain. My poverty, contrasted with the expensiveness of riding, makes me enjoy the thing more ; joy on a basis of apprehension ; thankful- ness kept constantly alive by the insecurity of the thing one is thankful for. My health is not greatly, yet it is perceptibly, im- ' ChaHimi.: 147 proved. I have distinctly less pain in all hours. Had I work to keep my heai-t at rest, I should be as well off as I have almost ever been. Much solitude is good for me here. Society enough comes to me of its own accord. Too much society is likely to sweep me along with it, ever and anon, that I, too, become a vain ! repeater of its heai-says, and have no thought or knowledge of my ^wn. How did Goethe work? One should get into a way of profitably occupying every day, even in the vague, uncommanded, unlimited condition I now stand in. Articles, reviews, have lost .their chann for me. It seems a mere threshing of dusty straw. This last year, it is very strange, I have for the first time these twelve years — I may say in some measure the fii-st time in my life — been free, almost as free as other men perhaps are, from the be- wildering terror of coming to actual want of money. Veiy strange ! a very considerable alleviation. It now seems as if I actually might calculate on contriving some way or other to make bread for myself without begging it. Under these conditions, and riding every day, Carlyle contrived to finish without fret or fume the hypothetical article for the ' Quarterly ' — for the ' Quarteily ' as had been proposed, yet, as it grew under his hand, he felt but too surely that in those pages it could find no place. Could the Tory party five-and-forty years ago have ac- cepted Carlyle for their prophet, they would not be where they are now. Ileat and motion, the men of science tell us, are modes of the same force, which may take one form or the other, but not both at once. So it is with social greatness. The Xoble Lord may live in idleness and lux- ury, or he may have political power, but lie must choose between them. If he prefer the first, ho will not keep the second. Carlyle saw too plainly that for him in that quarter there would be no willing audience. I have finished (he wrote, November 8) a long review article, thick pamphlet, or little volume, entitled * Chartism.' Lockhart has it, for it was partly promised to him ; at least the refusal of it was, and that, I conjecture, will be all he will enjoy of it. Such an article, equally astonishing to Girondins, Radicals, do-nothing Aristocrats, Conservatives, and unbelieving dilettante Whigs, can 148 Carlyle^s Life in London. hope for no harbour in any Eeview. Lockhart refusing it, I mean to print it at my own expense. The thing has been in my head and heart these ten, some of it these twenty, years. One is right glad to be delivered of such a thing on any terms. No sect in our day has made a wretcheder figure than the Bentham Radical sect. Nature abhors a vacuum — worthy old girl ! She will not make a wretched, unsympathetic, scraggy Atheism and Egoism fruitful in her world, but answers to it — 'Enough, thou scraggy Atheism ! Go thy way, wilt thou ? " It proved as he expected with the ' Quarterly.' Lock- liart probably agreed with every word that Carlyle had written, but to admit a lighted rocket of that kind into the Conservative arsenal might have shattered the whole concern. Lockhart ' sent it back after a week, seemingly not without reluctance, saying he dared not.' It was then shown to Mill, who was unexpectedly delighted with it. The ' Westminster Review ' was coming to an end. Mill was now willing to publish ' Chartism ' in his last number as ' a kind of final shout, that he might sink like the Yengeur with a broadside at the water's edge.' Carlyle might have consented ; but his wife, and his brother John, who was in England, insisted that the thing was too good for a fate so ignoble. The ^ Westminster Review ' was nothing to him, that he should sink along with it. This was his own opinion too, which for Mill's sake he had been ready to w:aive. I (he said) offered them this very thing two years ago, the block- heads, and they dared not let me write it then. If they had taken more of my counsel, they need not perhaps have been in a sinking state at present. But they went their own way, and now their Eeview is to cease ; and their whole beggarly unbelieving Radical- ism may cease too, if it likes, and let us see whether there be not a believing Radicalism possible. In short, I think of publishing this piece, which I have called 'Chartism,' about the poor, their rights and their wrongs, as a little separate book. Eraser will print it, halving the profits. It may be out probably the end of this month (December 1). * Chartism: 149 The book was not long, tlie printers were expeditious, and before the year was out ' Chartisui ' was added to the list of Carl^le's published works. The sale was rapid, an edition of a thousand copies being sold immediately — and the large lump of leaven was thrown into the general trough to ferment there and work as it could. *Meister,' the most unlike it of all imaginable creations, was repub- lislied at tlie same time. The collected 'Miscellanies' were also passing through the press. It is strange work with me (lie said) studying these essays over again. Ten yeai's of my life lie strangely written there. It is I, and it is not I, that wrote all that. They are as I could make them among the peat bogs and other confusions. It rather seems the people like them, in spite of all their crabbedness. ' Chartism ' was loudly noticed ; * considerable revie\v- ing, but very daft reviewing.' Men wondered ; how could they choose but wonder, when a writer of evident power stripped bare the social disease, told them that their reme- dies were quack remedies, and their progress was progress to dissolution ? The Liberal journals, finding their * for- mulas' disbelieved in, clamoured tiiat Carlyle was unor- thodox ; no Tladical, but a wolf in sheep's clothing. Yet what he said was true, and could not be denied to be true. ' They approve generally,' he said, ' but regret very much that I am a Tory. Stranger Tory, in my opinion, has not been fallen in with in these later generations.' Again a few weeks later (February 11): 'The people are begin- ning to discover that I am not a Tory. Ah, no I but one of the deepest, though perhaps the quietest, of all the Radicals now extant in the world — a thing productive of small comfort to several persons. They have said, and they will say, and let them say.' He, too, had had his say. The burden on liis soul which lay between him and other work had been thrown off. Now was time to take up the Commonwealth iu 150 Carlyle's Life in London. earnest ; bat other subjects were again rising between Carlyle and the Commonwealth. One more, and this the final, course of lectures was to be delivered this spring ; and it was to contain something of more consequence than its predecessors, something which he could wish to pre- serve. By the side of laissez-faire and ' democracy' in poli- tics there was growing up a popular philosophy analogous to it. The civilisation of mankind, it was maintained (though Mr. Buckle had not yet risen to throw the theory into shape), expanded naturally with the growth of knowl- edge. Knowledge spread over the world like light, and though great men, as they were called, might be a few inches taller than their fellows, arid so catch the rays a few days or years before the rest, yet the rays did not come from them, but from the common source of increasing il- lumination. Great men were not essentially superior to common men. They were' the creatures of their age, not the creators of it, scarcely even its guides ; and the course of things would have been very much the same if this or that person who had happened to become famous had never existed. Such a view was flattering to the millions w^ho were to be invited to self-government. It was the natural corollary of the theory that all men were equal and possessed an equal right to have their opinions repre- sented. It was the exact opposite of the opinion of Car- lyle, who held that the welfare of mankind depended more on virtue than on scientific discoveries ; and that scientific discoveries themselves which were worth the- name were achievable only by truthfulness and manliness. The immense mass of men he believed to be poor creat- ures, poor in heart and poor in intellect, incapable of making any progress at all if left to their own devices, though with a natural loyalty, if not distracted into self- conceit, to those who were wiser and better than them- selves. Every advance which humanity had made was Lectures on Heroes. 161 due to special individuals supremely gifted in mind and character, whom Providence sent among them at favoured epochs. It was not true, then or ever, that men were equal. They were infinitely unequal — unequal in intelli- gence, and still more unequal in moral pui*])ose. So far from being able to guide or govern themselves, their one cliance of improvement lay in their submitting to their natural superiors, either by their free will, or else by com- pulsion. This was the principle which he proposed to il- lustrate in a set of discourses upon 'Heroes and Hero- Worship.' In the autumn he had been reading about the Arabs, which perhaps suggested the idea to him. Journal. October, 1839. — Arabian Tales by Lane ; very pious. No people so religious, except the English and Scotch Puritans for a season. Good man Mahomet, on the whole ; sincere ; a fighter, not indeed with perfect triumph, yet with honest battle. No mere sitter in the chimney-nook with theories of battle, such as your ordinary * perfect ' characters are. The * vein of anger ' between his brows, beaming black eyes, brown complexion, stout middle figure ; fond of cheerful social talk — wish I knew Arabic. Cromwell ! How on earth could he be treated ? Begin to see him at times in some measure, even to like him and pity him. Voyons ! Is the drama altogether dead ? I fear so ; for me at any rate. To John Carlyle. Chelsea : February 27, 1840. I am beginning seriously to meditate my course of lectures, and have even, or seem to have, the primordium of a subject in me, though not * nameable ' as yet ; and the dinners, routs, callei-s, confusions inevitable to a certain length. Ay de mi ! I wish I was far from it. No health lies for me in that for body or for soul. Welfare, at least the absence of ill fare and semi-delirium, is pos- sible for me in solitude only. Solitude indeed is sad as Oolgotha, but it is not mad like Bedlam. Oh, the devil bum it ! there is no pleasing of you, strike where one will. 'The devil burn it, there is no pleasing of you! 'was the saying of an Irish corporal who was flogging some ill- 152 Carlyle^s Life in London. deserver. Whether he hit him high or hit liim low, the victim was equally dissatisfied. Carlyle complained when alone, and complained when driven into the world ; din-, ner parties cost him his sleep, damaged his digestion, damaged his temper. Yet when he went into society no one enjoyed it more or created more enjoyment. The record of adventures of this kind alternates with groans over the consequent sufferings. He was the keenest of observers ; the game was not ^vorth the candle to him, but he gathered out of it what he could. Here is an account of a dinner at the Stanleys' in Dover Street. To John Carlyle. Chelsea : March 17, 1840. There, at the dear cost of a shattered set of nerves and head set whirling for the next eight-and-forty hours, I did see lords and lions — Lord Holland and Lady, Lord Normanby, &c. — and then, for soiree upstairs, Morpeth, Lansdowne, French Guizot, the Queen of Beauty, &c. Nay, Pickwick, too, was of the same dinner party, though they do not seem to heed him over-much. He is a fine little fellow — Boz, I think. Clear blue, intelligent eves, eye- brows that he arches amazingly, large protrusive rather loose mouth, a face of most extreme mobility, which he shuttles about — eyebrows, eyes, mouth and all — in a very singular manner while speaking. Surmount this with a loose coil of. common-coloured hair, and set it on a small compact figure, very small, and dressed S la D'Orsay rather than well — this is Pickwick, For the rest a quiet, shrewd- looking, little fellow, who seems to guess pretty well what he is and what others are. Lady Holland is a brown- skinned, silent, sad, concentrated, proud old dame. Her face, when you see it in profile, has something of the falcon character, if a falcon's bill were straight ; and you see much of the white of her eye. Notable word she spake none — sate like one wont to be obeyed and entertained. Old Holland, whose legs are said to be almost turned to stove, pleased me much. A very large, bald head, small, grey, invincible, composed-looking eyes, the immense tuft of an eyebrow which all the Foxes have, stiff upper lip, roomy mouth and chin , short, angry, yet modest nose. I saw there a fine old Jarl — an honest, obstinate, candid, wholesomely limited, very effectual and estimable old man. Of the rest I will not say a syl- Unrest. 153 lable, not even of the Queen of Beauty, who looked rather withered and unwell. Siicli scenes might amuse while they lasted ; but shat- tered nerves for forty-eight hours were a heavy price to pay for them, and they brought no real pleasure. To Mr. Erskine he writes in the middle of it : — Time does not reconcile me to this immeasurable, soul-confusing uproar of a life in London. I meditate passionately many times to fly from it for hfe and sanity. The sound of clear brooks, of woody solitudes, of sea- waves under summer suns ; all this in one's fancy here is too beautiful, like sad, forbidden fruit. Cor irre- quietum est. We will wait and see. More really interesting were letters which came to him from strangers low and high, who were finding in his writings guidance through their own intellectual perplexi- ties. Dr. Arnold, of Rugby, wrote that 'since he had read the " French Revolution " he had longed to become acquainted with its author. He had found in that book an understanding of the true nature of history, such as it delighted his heart to meet wuth. The wisdom and elo- quence of it was such a treasure to him as he had rarely met with, and was not often likely to meet with again.' A poor Paisley weaver thanked him, in a yet moi'e wel- come if ill-spelt missive, for having tauglit him that * man does not live by demonstration, but by faith. The world had been to him for a long time a deserted temple. Car- lyle's writings had restored the significance of things to him, and his voice had been as the voice of a beneficent spiritual father.' This was worthier homage than the flattering worship of Loudon frivolity which injured health and temper. March 30, 1840.— I pass my days under the abominable press- ure of physical misery— a man foiled. I mean to ride diligently for three complete months, try faithfully whether in tliat way my insupportable burden aupyright BilL One day there stepped in a very curi- 160 Carlyle^s Life in London. ous little fellow, Dr. Thomas Murray, ' whom you recollect with- out the Doctor, as of Edinburgh and Literary Galloway. There is hardly any change in the little man. Worldly, egoistic, small, vain, a poor grub in whom j)erhaps was still some remnant of bet- ter instincts, whom one could not look at without impressive rem- iniscences. He did not come back to me, nor did I want it, though I asked him. Shortly after Carl jle went to a party at the Dud's whom he had handled so roughly, perhaps to make up for his rudeness. O'Connell, Bowring, Hickson, South wood Smith — pinchbeck people all, what I called a literary political swell-mob. O'Con- nell is beginning to look very old. There was a celebrated Flor- entine, Signora Vespucci, there, very dashing in turban and stage- tragicalities, but she sjjoke only French, and I declined doing more than look. The earth has bubbles. He was sadly wearied with London and its ways, and with himself most of all. June 15, 1840. — My soul longs extremely to live altogether in the country again, and yet there, too, I should not be well. I shall never be other than ill, wearied, sickhearted, heavy-laden, till once we get to the final rest, I think. God is good. I am a poor poltroon to complain. Dinners I avoid as the very devil. ' What's ta use on 'em ? ' What are lords coming to call on one and fill one's head with whims? They ask you to go among champagne, bright glitter, semi-poisonous excitements w^hich you do not like even for the moment, and you are sick for a week after. As old Tom White said of whisky, ' Keep it— Deevil a ever I'se better than when there's no a drop on't i' my weam.' So say I of dinner popularity, lords and lionism — Keep it ; give it to those that like it. The slightly happier side appears in a letter of the same date to his sister : — I stay here because I am here, and see not on the whole where I could get forward with my work much better. The heat has never yet afflicted me much. The horse is of considerable use, 1 Carlyle's early friend and correspondent. See Forty Years of Carlyle's Life, &c., vol. i. p. 37. London Library. 161 carries me out into the clear afternoon air. The bright greenness of the worhl shows nie how like Elysium it is. Alas ! I know well if I were there daily and always, I should care little for it, except on compulsion. I go little into the town, call on nobody there. They can come here if they want me ; if not I shall like it still better. Our old wooden Battei-sea bridge takes me over the river ; in ten minutes' swift trotting I am fairly away from the monster and its bricks. All lies behind me like an enormous world-filling 2>^;//s Milnes. 180 Carlyle^s Life in London. most absurd place I ever lived in (when I look at myself and my equipment) in this world. I am charged to smoke in it too. . . . I have a fire in it all day. I now write in it to thee. The bed seems to be about 8 feet wide. A ladder conducts you to it if you like. Of my paces the room measures 15 from end to end, 45 feet long, height and width proportioned, with ancient dead-looking portraits of Queens, Kings, Straffords, Principalities, &c., really the uncom- fortablest acme of luxurious comfort that any Diogenes was set into in these late years. Fryston : Monday, April 12. Your second letter came as before at breakfast. I gave Eichard the paragraph relating to him to read for his own behoof. Your Dispatch objurgation and Chronicle eulogy ^ were read, parts of the former aloud, with suitable commentary of laughter, to the com- pany at large. Lady , who seems to have some sense of laughter as of other things, understood the Goody's procedure. But to the dear 's I could perceive it was matter rather of amazement. 'Does Mrs. Carlyle send you this?' 'Ah, yes, the wicked gypsy ; she is glad to have anything like it to send.' Your Chronicle puff is really worth something. Can you find out who did it ? If it be not Fuz (John Forster), which I rather disincline to believe, then I have another admirer who partly understands what I would be at. Your mother's approbation is also very agree- able to mc, and my own mother's greeting (crying) over Knox and Luther. And now at last I do think we are very sufficiently ap% plauded and approved, and ought, if possible, to go and do some- thing deserving a little applause. A ride to Wakefield with Milnes was an incident of this visit, with Milnes's conversation in the course of it. He did not plague me with the picturesque, the good Eichard. On my declaring that simple knolls and fields with brooks and hedges among them were the best of all for me, and the picturesque a mere bore, he admitted that partly, at bottom, it was so to him also, and probably to all men. I like Eichard better and better — a most good-humoured, kind, cheery-hearted fellow, with plenty of savoir-faire in him too. He answered me the other day, when I asked him if he liked Spenser's ' Fairy Queen,' ' Is it as a public question that you ask me or as a private confidential one ? ' No- 1 Two reviews of- ' Hero Worship.' Vidt to Fryston, 181 body could answer better. At Wakefield we saw a smoky spinning town, and an ancient Socinian lady named . We galloped and trotted, I smoking cigars, and looking out on the quiet of Mother Earth, improved by agriculture ; Bichard talking about Puseyism, aristocratic blackguards, aristocratic originals, Crypto- Catholicism, and much else. We came across the park at full gal- lop about six o'clock, to dine with the Dragon of Wantley as we found. 'The Dragon of Wantley' was Lord WharnclifFe, who was attending quarter sessions at Poiiifret ; a Tory peer whom Carlyle found ' an innocent, wooden, limited, very good old Dragon.' The James Marshalls dined also the same evening at Fryston, Mrs. James Marshall being the Miss Spring Rice who was mentioned above as an at- tendant at the lectures. They lived at Headingly, near Leeds, and pressed Cai-lyle to pay them a visit when he left Fryston. He said he was ' a waiter on Providence,' and could not say what he could do, but decided eventually to go. The Fryston visit lasted a fortnight. 'Alas!' he says, on closing his account of it, ' we were at churcli on Sunday. Iloebuck (much tamer than before) was here with lawyers. This way leads not to peace, yet I actually slept last night for the first time without rising to smoke.' Life in great English country houses may be as well spent as life elsewhere by the owners of them who have occupations to attend to. For visitors, when large num- bers are brought together, some practice is required if they are to enjoy the elaborate idleness. The habits of such places as Fryston and Headingly, to which he went afterwards, were as yet a new experience to Carlyle. From the latter place he reported on April 17th. To Jane Welsh (Jarlyle. Headingly: April 17, 1841. Richard and I rolled oflflfrom the doors of Fryston Hall in a handsome enough manner yesterday about eleven o'clock. We left a vacant house to a quietude which I should think must have been 182 Carlyle's Life in London. welcome to it. I never lived before in such an element of * much ado about almost Nothing ; ' life occupied altogether in getting it- self lived ; troops of flunkeys bustling and becking at all times, the meat-jack creaking and playing all day, and I think all night, for I used to hear it very early under my room ; and such cham- pagning, claretting, and witty conversationing. Ach Gott ! I would sooner be a ditcher than spend all my days so. However, we got rather tolerably through it for these ten days, and I really think I can report a favourable change in my inner man in spite of every drawback. I have not yet made out one good sleep. This morning I had a fair chance, had fallen asleep again, and was afar in sweet oblivion, apparently for hours, when the visage of a flunkey at the foot of my bed aroused me. * What o'clock ? ' * Af pas seven, Sir.'' * When is breakfast ? ' ^ Af pas eight.'' Flunkey of the Devil. I rose as slowly as I possibly could, read newspa- pers, &c., you may judge with what felicity, till ten, when breakfast did arrive. No wealth should in any case induce me to be concerned with retinues of flunkeys. And yet, poor fellows ! even this flunkey of the Devil is a very assiduous, helpful creat- ure. I will tell him not to call me to-mon-ow at all, and so for- give him. Here at Headingly the house is quieter. The people have al- most all sense — two altogether important elements. Besides we dine at six. Nay, we have a smoking room. The youngest broth- er Arthur has cigars and pipes. I could be better nowhere than here. I have shirked the church. I pleaded * conscience.' I do really begin to have scruples ; that is a truth. ' Nothing can ex- ceed the kindness of these people,' ' and they are really good people. I was much entertained with the new mill yesterday, with the thousands of men, lasses and boys and girls, all busy there. It is not nothing, but something, we here live amidst. At six o'clock here a general muster of the Sj)ring Rices and Marshalls, Mrs. Henry Taylor among them, awaited us to dinner, and we had a reasonable enough evening, one of the best I have yet had. Beau- tiful room where I now sit writing, with Leeds lying safe in the hollow of the green knolls ; its steeple-chimneys all dead to-day (Sunday), its very house-smoke cleared away by the brisk wind which is rattling in all windows, growling mystically through all the trees. Nothing that art, aided by wealth, good sense, and honest kindness, can do for me is wanting. 1 Phrase of Edward Irving. Cottage on the Sohoay. 183 Two pleasant days were spent with the Marshalls, and then Carlyle pursued his way. He had nothing definite to do. He was taking holiday with set purpose, and being so far north he went on by Liverpool, and by steamer thence to Dumfriesshire. His mother had been slightly ailing, and he was glad to be with her till she recovered. But he was among his own people, no longer under re- straint as among strangers, and he grew restless and ' atra- bilious.' * The stillness of this region,' he wrote when at Scotsbrig, ' would be a kind of heaven for me, could I get it enjoyed ; but I have no home here. I am growing weary of the perfect idleness. Like the Everlasting Jew, I must wetter^ welter^ weiter^ Accordingly in May he was in Cheyne Row again, but in no very improved con- dition. ' I am sick,' he said, ' w4th a sickness more than of body, a sickness of mind and my own shame. I ought to know what I am going to work at — all lies there. Despi- cable mortal ! know thy own mind. Go then and do it in silence.' He could not do it ; he could not work, he could not rest. There was no help for it ; he had to do what in the past year he knew he must do, allow himself a season of complete rest and sea air. The weather grew hot, and London intolerable. He went back to Scotsbrig, and took a cottage at Kewby close to Annan, on the Solway, for the summer. Mrs. Carlyle came down with a maid who was to act as cook for them. They were to take possession at the end of July. Mrs. Carlyle stayed a day or two on the way with her newly acquired friends, the Paulets, at Sea- forth near Liverpool, where a letter reached her from her husband. To Jane Welsh Carlyle^ Liverpool. Scotsbrig: July 1S41. Much good may Liverpool do you, or rather have done you, for it will be the last day when you get this. Had I known the Paulet was 8o su[)erior a chai'acter, I ought certainly to have gone 184 Carlyle's Life in London. and looked at her. ... I should on the whole like best of all to see poor Geraldine, an ardent spark of life struggling and striv- ing one knows not whitherward, too well. May the bounteous heavens be good to her, poor Geraldine ! I wish she could once get it fairly into her head that neither woman nor man, nor any kind of creature in this universe, was born for the exclusive, or even for the chief, purpose of falling in love, or being fallen in love with. Good heavens ! It is one of the purposes most living creatures are produced for ; but, except the zoophytes and coral insects of the Pacific Ocean, I am acquainted with no creature with whom it is the one or grand object. That object altogether missed, thwarted, and seized by the Devil, there remains for man, for woman, and all creatures (except the zoophytes), a very great number of other objects over which we will still show fight against the Devil. Ah me ! These are sorry times, these of ours, for a young woman of genius. My friend Herr (word illegi- ble), whom I am reading here, greatly prefers the old deep Norse Paganism, with its stalwart energy and self-help, with its stoicism, rugged nobleness, and depth as of very death, to any Christianism now going. Recommend me to Geraldine, at any rate, as one who loves her, and will lament sore if she gain not the victory, if she find not by-and-by some doctrine better than George- Sandism, inclusive of George-Sandism and suppressive of that. Enough now. Not a word in the shape of news can stand here. I live in a silence unequalled for many years. I grow daily better, and am really very considerably recovered now. My i^opularity is suffering somewhat by the absolute refusal to see any body what- ever. I let it suffer. Adieu, dear little creature ! sail prosperously. Be not too sick. Come jumping up when I step upon the deck at Annan Pool. Kiss Geraldine. I command no more. Yours ever and aye, T. Caelyle. Something was not altogether right with Carl jle -when he wrote this letter. The tone of it is uncomfortable. He was a wayward creature. He met his wife as he promised, drove her over to her mother's at Templand, and intended to stay there with her. On the first night of his arrival he rose at three o'clock in the dawning of the July A Night at Temjpland, 185 morning, went to the stable, put liis horse into the gig himself, and drove over to Dumfries to finish his night's rest there. In the forenoon he sent back this account of himself : — Dumfries : July 22, 1*41. I got away hither much better than you ixjrliaps anticipated. I liavo managed to get some houi*s of sleep, and am taking the road (to Annan) not at all in desperate circumstances. Would to Heaven X^could hear that my poor Jeannie had got to sleep ! I have done little but think tragically enough about my poor lassie all day : about her, and aU the histoiy we have had together. Alas! but let us not take the tragic side of it. All tragedy has a moral and a blessing in it withal. It was the beautifullest sunrise when I left Templand. Herons were fishing in the Nith ; few other creatures yet abroad. I could not make the cock hold his tongue on the roost. I am afraid he still kejit thee awake. Alas ! the poor Dame has too probably lain all day with a headache. Write to me — write to me. Explain all my suddenness to your mother, to our kind friends. Express all my regret to them, all my, &c. Adieu, my hapless, beloved Jeannie ! Sleep and be well, and let us meet not tragically. Adieu, T. CARLYIiE. He had made so little secret of his dislike of London, and his wish to leave it, that when he was so much absent this season a report went abroad that he had finally gone, and Sterling had written to him to inquire. He told his friend, in answer, that for the present he had merely taken a cottage for the summer ; for the rest ' he had no fixed intentions, only rebellious impulses, blind longings and velleities.' ' 1 do not think,' he said, ' that I shall leave London for a while ; yet I might readily go farther and fare worse. Indeed, in no other corner of the earth have I ever been able to get any kind of reasonable solid exist- ence at all. Everywhere else, I have been a kind of exceptional, anomalous, anonymous product of nature, pro- voked and provoking in a very foolish, unprofitable way.' The Newby lodgings were arranged, and he and his wife 186 Carlyle's Hfe in London. were settled in them. Rest was the object, the most desir- able and the least attainable. His correspondence describes his life there. To John Carlyle. Newby : July 28, 1841. This same furnished cottage is a considerable curiosity of a place, of the tiniest dimensions, as if space here on the beach had been not less precious than in the heart of London; but it is pajDered, dry, &c., &c.; by her contrivances Jane is making it all very habitable. Ah-eady this morning at nine I had a bathe. The tide is not ten yards off. Alick, Mary, &c., are overwhelming with attentions ; one sends wine, the other cream and butter, &c. It is the loneliest place surely I could have found anywhere in the world, this, at present. Sky and sea, with little change either of sound or color, such is our whole environment. Very strange, very sad, yet very soothing is this multitudinous everlasting moan of the Frith of the Selgovse, vexed by its winds, swinging in here and again out like a huge pendulum hung upon the moon — ever — ever — as in the days of Pliny, and far earlier. Eternity is long, is great ; and life with all its grievances and other ' trash-trash ' is very short and small. To John Sterling. Newby : August 4. Here now for a matter of ten days. Our house is a small dandi- fied fantasticality of a cottage, almost close upon the gravel of the beach. A footpath, on coarse dunes, with gorse, broom, hairy imitation of grass, passes east and west before our windows. Be- hind us is an oatfield, now in ear, and fishers' huts and cabins. Eight in front from this garret-window lies all Cumberland ; lies Skiddaw, Helvellyn, and a thousand wondrous peaks known to me from infancy, at the present moment all blue and shining in the August sun, oftenest sunk in grey tempest, always worth a look from me. The place is very strange, most lonely. For three days after our arrival we had no phenomenon at all but the everlasting roar of the loud winds, and the going and coming of the great Atlantic brine, which makes up and down once every twelve hours since the creation of the world, never forgetting its work ; a most huge unfortunate-looking thing, doomed to a course of transcendent monotony, the very image as of a grey objectless eternity. Cottage on the Solway, 187 I bathe daily, ride often, drive my wife or my mother, who is with us in these days, to and fro in frail vehicles of the gig species. It is a savage existence for most part, not unlike that of gipsies. For example, our groom is a great thick-sided, laughing-faced, red-haired — waimin. She comes to me from time to time with news of inextricable imbroglios in the harness, the head-stalls, and hay- rack. If I could not myself perform, the whole equine establish- ment would come to a standstill. But none knows me, none ven- tures to know me. I roam far and wide in the character of ghost (a true revenant). Such gipsy dom I often liken to the mud bath your sick rhinoceros seeks out for himself, therein to lie soaking for a season, with infinite profit to the beast's health, they say. I love Emerson's book,' not for its detached opinions, not even for the scheme of the general world he has framed for himself, or any eminence of talent he has expressed that with, but simply be- cause it is his own book ; because there is a tone of veracity, an unmistakable air of its being hUi (wheresoever he may have found, discovered, borrowed, or begged it), and a real utterance of a hu- man soul, not a mere echo of such. I consider it, in that sense, highly remarkable, rare, very rare, in these days of ours. Ach Gott! It is frightful to live among echoes. The few that read the book, I imagine, will get benefit of it. To America, I sometimes say that Emei*son, such as he is, seems to me like a kind of New Era. Really, in any counti-y, all sunk crown deep in cant, twaddle, and hollow traditionality, is not the first man that will begin to speak the truth — any truth — a new and newest era ? There is no likeness of the face of Emerson that I know of. Poor fellow ! It lies among his liabilities to be engraved yet, to become a Sect founder, and go partially to the devil in scvei-al ways ; all which may the kind heavens forbid ! Wliat you ask about viy like- ness is unanswerable. I likened it, four months ago, when I struck work in sitting, to a comjiound of the head of a demon and of a flayed horse. Infaiulum^ infandum ! Carlyle had sat to several persons. I cannot say to which of several performances tins singular description refers. For some reason, no artist ever succeeded with a portrait of him. > The first series of Buwuo n^s Essays just pabUshed in England, with a preface by Cadyle. 188 Carlyle's Life in London. To John Garlyle. Newby : August 15, 1841. It is all like a kind of vision of Hades, this country to me, especially when it sinks all grey like a formless blot, future and past alike nothing or an unintelligible something. The truth is, I myself in these weeks make no debate whatever against the great exterior Not I. There is nothing but passivity, idleness, and Bal- zac literature in me. Perhaps it is good so. I shall get to work- ing, to asserting myself by-and-by. Never have I been idler since I can remember. If my health do not improve a little, it is very hard. I see nobody, will let nobody see me. ' It is not to be a Lion,' Jane says, ' but to be a Tiger.' To the Same. August 20. Our time, which is about done here, has gone along as well as was needful in a kind of vagabond style, the fruits of which I ex- pect afterwards. I have lived, as it were, entirely alone, in com- pany with the Titantic elements, spirits of the waters, earth, wind, and mud — by no means the worst company. Last night after dusk I walked as far as Gallowbank Pool, in a grey wild wind, in per- fect solitude except for sleeping cows, except three fishers too, whose rude Annan voices I heard busy in their sicows in the Gral- lowbank Pool when I arrived. No walk in the world could be more impressive to me. I looked into the Lady Well in i)assing home again. Annan street had groups of 'prentice lads on it, and maid- servants in white aprons. Tom Willison's shop light was shining far up the street, but Tom himself, I suppose, is laid long since in the everlasting night, or the everlasting day. Near ten o'clock I was here again. Readers of ' Redgauntlet ' will know the scenery of that evening walk. Whether as a rhinoceros in his mud bath, or as an unquiet revenant, in either case he was determined to have notliing to say to his fellow-creatures. There he was, in the very centre of his oldest acquaintances. Kot a place or a name or a person but was familiar to him from his boyhood. At Annan he had been at school. At the same school lie had been an usher. Annan was Irving's home, and Irving's relations were all round him. Yet he Miss Martinecm, 189 visited no one, he recognised no one, he allowed no one to speak to him, and he wandered in the dusk like a restless spirit amidst the scenes of his early dreams and his early suflFerings. The month at Kewby over, he stayed another week at Scotsbrig with his mother, went for a few days to the Speddings in Cumberland, thence with his wife, be- fore going back to London, to see Miss Martineau at Tyne- nionth. At last, in the end of September, he was at home again, the long holiday over, to which he had looked for- ward so eagerly, and he threw down into his note-book the impression which it had left. Jouimal. October 3, 1841. — Returned nearly three weeks ago after a long sojourn in Annandale, «fec., a life of transcendent Do-Nothingism, not Fee/-Notliingism, an entirely eclipsed, almost as if enchanted, life. Jane was with us. Helen, the servant, too, had been with us at Newby. The adventure was full of confused pain, partly degrading, disgraceful ; cost me in all, seemingly, some 70/. We shall not all go back to Annandale for rustication in a hurry. My poor old mother ! What unutterable thoughts are there for me ! How the light of her little upper room used to shine for me in dark nights when I was coming home ! The thought of her ! Ah me ! There is yet no thought of all I feel in regard to that. . , . Harriet Martineau lies this long while confined to a sofa, writing, wilting, full of spirits, vivacity, didacticism ; could still give illus- tration and direction to the whole world, tell every mortal that would listen to her what would make his life all right— a praise- worthy, notable character. Nevertheless, I was pained by much that I saw. The proper Unitarian species of this our England at present is very curious. I lazily, and alas ! also sullenly, at times refused to see simply any person in Annandale except my own kindred. I do fear I gave offence to right and left, but really could not well help it. Much French rubbish of novels read, a German book on Norse and Cel- tic Paganism, little otlier than trash either. Nothing read, Noth- ing thought. Nothing done. Shame ! Ought I to write now of Oliver Cromwell ? Gott ireiss .• I can- not yet see clearly. I have been scrawling somewhat dnring the 190 Carlyle^s Life in London, past week, but entirely without effect. Go on, go on. Do I not see so much clearly ? Why complain of wanting light ? It is cour- age, energy, perseverance, that I want. How many things of mine have already passed into public action? I can see them with small exultation ; really almost witl* a kind of sorrow. So little light ! How enormous is the darkness that renders it noticeable ! Last week a manufacturer at Leeds compared our Corn-law nobles to the French in 1789 ; curious to tne. It is a strange incoherency this position of mine, of the like of me— among the meanest of men and yet withal among the high and highest. But what is life, except the knitting up of incoherences into coherence ? Cour- age ! What a need of some speaker to the practical world at present ! They would hear me if, alas ! I had anything to say. Again and again of late I ask myself in whispers. Is it the duty of a citizen to be silent, to paint mere Heroisms, Cromwells, &c. ? There is a mass as of chaotic rubbish continents lying on me, crushing me into silence. Forward ! Struggle ! ' Live to make others happy ! ' Yes, surely at all times, so far as you can. But at bottom that is not the aim of any life. At bottom it is- mere hypocrisy to call it such, as is continually done now-a-days. Every life strives towards a goal, and ever should and must so strive. What you have to do with others is not to tread on their toes as you run — this ever and always — and to help such of them out of the gutter — this of course, too — as your means will suffice you. But avoid Cant. Do not think that your life means a mere search- ing in gutters for fallen figures to wipe and set up. Ten thousand and odd to one it does not mean and should not mean that. In our life there is really no meaning at all that one can lay hold of, no result at all to sum up, except the woi^k we have done. Is there any other ? 1 see it not at present. Ye voices of the I3ast ! Oh, ye cut my heart asunder with your mournful music out of discord ; your prophetic prose grown poetry. Ay de mi ! But what can I do with you ? This day I actually ought to try if I could get to work. Let us try. October 4. — Alas ! I did try, and without results. Da JiaV ich keinen Tag. My thoughts lie around me all inarticulate, sour, fermenting, bottomless, like a hideous, enormous bog of Allan — a thing ugly, painful, of use to no one. We must force and tear and dig some kind of m^ain ditch through it. All would be well then : growth, fertility, greenness, and running water — a business that will not do itself, that must be done. Oh, what a lazy lump I am ! 7%<3 Present Time, 191 This extract explains the difficulty Carlyle had in be- ginning * Cromwell.' lie felt that he had something to say, something which he ought to say about the present time to the present age ; something of infinite Importance to it. England as he saw it was saturated with cant, dosed to sui-feit with doctrines half true only or not true at all, doctrines religious, doctrines moral, doctrines politi- cal, till the once noble and at heart still noble English character was losing its truth, its simplicity, its energy, its integrity. Between England as it was and England as it might yet rouse itself to be, and as it once had been, there was to Carlyle visible an infinite difference. Jeffrey had told him that, though things were not as they sliould be, they were better than they had ever been before. This, in Carlyle's opinion, was one of those commonly received falsehoods which were working like poison in the blood. England could never have grown to be what it was if there had been no more sincerity in Englishmen, no more hold on fact and truth, than he perceived in his own contem- poraries. The ' progi'ess ' so loudly talked of was progress downwards, and rapid and easy because it was downwards. There was not a statesman who could do honestly what he thought to be right and keep his office ; not a member of Parliament who could vote by his conscience and keep his seat ; not a clergyman who could hope for promotion if he spoke what he really believed ; hardly anyone of any kind in any occupation who could earn a living if he only tried to do his woi-k as well as it could be done ; and the result of it all was that the very souls of men were being poisoned with universal mendacity. ' Chartism ' had been a partial relief, but the very attention which it had met with was an invitation to say more, and he had an inward impulse which was forcing him on to say it. How ? was the ((uestion. The ' Westminster Review ' had collapsed, lie thought for a time that he might have some Review of 192 'Carlyle^s Life in London. liis own where he could teacli what he called ' believinor Radicalism,' in opposition to Political Economy and Par- liamentary Radicalism. Of this he could make nothing. He could not find men enough with sufficient stuff in them to work with him. Thus all this autumn he was hanging restless, unable to settle his mind on ' Cromwell ; ' un- , able to decide in what other direction to turn ; and there is nothing of his left written during these months of much interest save one letter about Goethe. Sterling, who had been a persistent heretic on that subject, refusing to recog- nise Goethe's sovereign excellence, had been studying ' Meister ' at Carlyle's instance, was still dissatisfied, and had frankly said so. Carlyle answers. To John Sterling. Chekea: October 31, 1841. I agree in nearly evei-v word yon say about ' Meister,' and call your delineation just and vivid, both of that book and its author, as they impress one there. Truly, as you say, moreover, one might ask the question whether anybody ever did love this man as friend does friend ; especially whether this man did ever frankly love anybody. I think in one sense it is very likely the answers were No to both questions, and yet in another sense how emphatically Yes. Few had a right to love this man, except in the very way you mention ; Schiller, perhaps, to something like that extent. One does not love the heavens' lightning in the way of caresses al- together. This man's love, I take it, lay deep hidden in him as fire in the earth's centre. At the surface, since he could not be a Napoleon, and did not like to be a broken, self- consumed Bums, what could it do for him ? The earliest instincts of self-culture, I suppose, and all the wider insights he got in the course of that, would alike prescribe for him : ' Hide all this ; renounce all this ; all this leads to madness, indignity, Kousseauism, and will for ever remain bemocked, ignominiously crucified one way or another in this lower earth. Let thy love far hidden spring up as a soul of beauty and be itself victoriously beautiful.' Let summer heat make a whole world verdant, and if Sterling ask next century, ' But where is your thunderbolt then ? ' Sterling will take another view of it. Offer of a Professorship. 193 An interesting incident, though it led to nothing, lightened the close of this year. In tlie old days at Comely Bank and Craigenputtock, Carlyle had desired nothing so much as professorship at one or other of the Scotch universities. The door had been shut in his face, sometimes contemptuously. He was now famous, and the young Edinburgh students, having looked into his lectures on Heroes, began to think that, whatever might be the opinions of the authorities and patrons, they for their part would consider lectures such as those a good exchange for what was provided for them. A ' History chair ' was about to be established. A party of them, represented by a Mr. Duniface, presented a requisition to the Faculty of Advocates to appoint Carlyle. The 'Scotsman' backed them up, and Mr. Duniface wrote to him to ask if he would consent to be nominated. Seven years before, such an offer would have had a warm welcome from him. Now he was gratified to find himself so respected by the students. But then was then, and'now was now. The cliair (he said of it) has no endowment at all. To go among Scotch Presbyteiians, Scotch pedantries, Klein-Stadteries, without any advantage but a lecture-room, and their countenance and co- partnery, would never for a moment do. Cannot I make for my- self a university at any time in any quarter of the Saxon world by simply hiring a lecture-room and beginning to speak ? Yet the movement of these young lads is beautiful, is pathetic to me : a young generation calling me affectionately home, and I already across the irremeabilis unda. * The wished for comes too late.' Tant mieuLx, now and then. This or something like this will I send — I must take care the dogs do not print it in their newspapers : — To Mr. Dura/ace and his fellow-requisUionists. Mj dear Sir, — Accept my kind thanks, you and all your asso- ciates, for your zeal to serve me. This invitation of yours, coming on me unexpectedly from scenes once so familiar, now so remote and stmnge, like the voice of a new generation now risen up there, is almost an affecting thing. I can in some true sense take it as Vol. III.— 13 194 Carlyle's Life in London. a voice from the young ingenuous minds of Scotland at large, call- ing to me in these confused deep struggling times, * Come thou, and teach us what is good.' If I did not hope still in other ways to do what is in me towards teaching you and others, I should be doubly sorry that my answer must be negative. Ten years ago such an invitation might perhaps have been decisive of much for me, but it is too late now ; too late for many reasons, which I need not trouble you with at present. I will solicit a continuance of your regards ; I will bid you all be scholars and fellow-labourers of mine in things true and manly ; that so we may still work in real concert at a distance and scat- tered asunder, since together it is not possible for us. "With sin- cerest wishes, yours, T. Caklyle. Such a letter, brief, pregnant, and graceful, must have increased the regret among the students that they could not have the writer of it among them. Could not — for that was the word. At the universities of England and Scotland, as thej were then constituted, a man of genius bent on speaking truth and nothing else could have no place. Is it otherwise now ? The emoluments of the chair would have been ample, for the students would have crowded into the class, and the professors' incomes depend almost wholly on the lecture fees. Happily finance was no longer an anxiety to Carlyle. Money (he notes) does not weigh excessively much with me now that I have wherewithal to go on unbated by the hellhound idea of beggary. I begin to see now that it is not on the money side that we shall be wrecked, but on some other. Jbeo gratias I for it was an ugly discipline that. I CHAPTER IX. A.D. 1842. MT. 47. Sterling at Falmouth — My own acquaintance with him — * Strafford * — Carlyle's opinion — Death of Mrs. Welsh — Carlyle for two months at Templand — Plans for the future — Thoughts of re- turning to Craigenputtock — Sale of Mrs. Welsh's property — Letters from Lockhart — Life in Annandale — Visit to Dr. Ar- nold at Rugby — Naseby field. Sterling was spending the winter of 1841-2 at Falmouth. Ilis chest was weak. He had tried the West Indies, he had tried Madeira, he had tried the south of France, with no permanent benefit. He was now trying whether the mild air of tlie south of Cornwall might not .answer at least as well, and spare him another banishment abroad. It was here and at this time that I became myself ac- quainted with Sterling. I did not see him often, but in the occasional interviews which I had with him he said some things which I could never forget, and which affected all my subsequent life. Among the rest, he taught me to know what Carlyle was. I had read the ' French Kevolu- tion,' had wondered at it like my contemporaries, but had not known what to make of it. Sterling made me under- stand that it was written by the greatest of living thinkers, if by the side of Carlyle any other person deserved to be called a thinker at all. He showed me, I remember, some of Carlyle's letters to him, which have curiously come back into my hands after more than forty years. Looking over these letters now, I find at the beginning of this year 196 Carlyl^s Life in London. some interesting remarks about Emerson, with whom also Sterling had fallen into some kind of correspondence. Besides his own Essays, Emerson had sent over copies of the 'Dial,' the organ then of intellectual Liberal Xew Eng- land. Carlyle had not liked the 'Dial,' which he thought high-flown, often even absurd. Yet it had something about it, too, which struck him as uncommon. It is to me (he said) the most wearisome of readable reading ; shrill, incoi*poreal, spiritlike ; I do not say ghastly, for that is the character of your Puseyism, Shelleyism, &c., real ghosts of extinct Laudisms, Eobespierreisms, to me extremely hideous at all times. This New England business I rather liken to an w?iborn soul that has yet got no body. Not a pleasant neighbour either. But the chief substance of these letters is about Ster- ling's own work. He had just written ' Straffoi-d,' and had sent the manuscript to be read at Cheyne Bow. Carlyle, when asked for his opinion, gave it faithfully. He never flattered. He said honestly and completely what he really thought. His verdict on Sterling's tragedy was not and could not be favourable. He could find no true image of Strafford there, or of Strafford's surround- ings. He had been himself studying for two years the antecedents of the Civil War. He had first thought Mon- trose to have been the greatest man on Charles's side. He had found that it was not Montrose, it was Went- worth ; but Wentworth, as he conceived him, was not in Sterling's play. Even the form did not please him, though on this he confessed himself an inadequate judge. His remarks on art are characteristic : — Of Dramatic Art, though I have eagerly listened to a Goethe speaking of it, and to several hundreds of others mumbling and trying to speak of it, I find that I, practically speaking, know yet almost as good as nothing. Indeed, of Art generally {Kunst, so called) I can almost know nothing. My first and last secret of Kunst is to get a thorough intelligence of the/«c^ to be painted, represented, or, in whatever way, set forth — the /ac^ deep as Hades, Sterling's ' Straff m^d: 197 high as heaven, and written so, as to the visnal face of it on onr l)oor earth. This once blazing within me, if it will ever get to blaze, luul bursting to be out, one has to take the whole dexterity of adaptation one is master of, and with tremendous straggling, really frightful struggling, contrive to exhibit it, one way or the other. Tliis is not Art, I know well. It is Robinson Crusoe, and not the Master of Woolwich, building a ship. Yet at bottom is there any Woolwich builder for such kinds of craft ? What Kunst had Homer ? What Kunst had Shakespeare ? Patient, docile, valiant intelligence, conscious and imconscious, gathered from all winds, of these two things — their otnti faculty of utterance, and the audi- ence they had to utter to, rude theatre, Ithacan Farm Hall, or whatever it was— add only to which as the soul of the whole, the above-said blazing, radiant insight into the fact, blazing, burning interest about it, and we have the whole Art of Shakespeare and Homer. To speak of Goethe, how the like of him is related to these two, would lead me a long way. But of Goethe, too, and of all speak- ing men, I will say the soul of all worth in them, without which none else is possible, and x^dth which much is certain, is still that same radiant, all-irradiating insight, that same burning interest, and the glorious, melodious, ijerenuial veracity that results from these two. This extract is interesting less for its bearing upon Sterling's play, which brilliant separate passages could not save from failure, than for the full light which it throws on Carlyle's own method of working. But from his own work and from Sterling's and all concerns of his own lie was called away at this moment by a blow which fell upon his wife, a blow so severe that it had but one alleviation. It showed her the intensity of the affection with which she was regarded by her husband, ller mother, Mrs. Welsh, had now resided alone for several years at her old home at Templand in Nithsdale, where the Carlyles had been married. Her father, Walter Welsh, and the two aunts had gone one after the other. Except for tlie occa- sional visits to Cheyue Kow, Mrs. Welsh had lived on 198 CaidyWs Life in London. there by herself in easy circumstances, for she had the rent of Craigenputtock as- well as her own jointure, and, to all natural expectation, w^ith many years of life still be- fore her. The mother and daughter were passionately attached, yet on the daughter's part perhaps the passion lay in an intense sense of duty ; for their habits did not suit, and their characters were strongly contrasted. Mrs. Welsh was enthusiastic, sentimental, Byronic. Mrs. Car- lyle was fiery and generous, but with a keen sarcastic im- derstanding; Mrs. Welsh was accustomed to rule; Mrs. Carlyle declined to be ruled wdien her judgment was un- convinced ; and thus, as will have been seen, in spite of their mutual affection, they were seldom much together without a collision. Carlyle's caution — ' Hadere nicht niit deiner Ilutter, Liehste. Trage^ trage!'^ — tells its own story. Mrs. Carlyle, as well as her husband, was not an easy person to live wdth. She had a terrible habit of speaking out the exact truth, cut as clear as with a graving tool, on occasions, too, when without harm it might have been left unspoken. Mrs. Welsh had been as well as usual. There had been nothing in her condition to suggest alarm since the sum- mer w^ien the Carlyles had been in Annandale. On Feb- ruary 23 Mrs. Carlyle had wTitten her a letter, little dreaming that it was to be the last which she was ever to write to her, describing in her usual keen style the state of things in Cheyne Row. To Mrs. Welsh, Templand. 5 Cheyne Row : Feb. 23, 1842. I am continiiiug to mend. If I could only get a good sleep, I should be quite recovered ; but, alas ! we are gone to the devil again in the sleeping department. That dreadful woman next door, instead of putting away the cock which we so pathetically appealed against, has produced another. The servant has ceased to take charge of them. They are stuffed with ever so many hens Death of Mrs. WdsL 199 into a small hencoop every night, and left out of doors the night long. Of course they are not comfortable, and of course they crow and screech not only from daylight, but from midnight, and so near that it goes through one's head every time like a sword. The night before last they woke me every quarter of an hour, but I slept some in the intervals ; for they had not succeeded in rous- ing Iiim above. But last night they had him up at three. He went to bed again, and got some sleep after, the * horrors ' not re- commencing their efforts till five ; but I, listening every minute for a new screech that would send him do^vn a second time and prepare such wretchedness for the day, could sleep no more. Wliat is to be done God knows ! If this goes on, he will soon be in Bedlam ; and I too, for anything I see to the contrary : and how to hinder it from going on ? The last note we sent the cruel woman would not open. I send for the maid, and she will not come. I would give them guineas for quiet, but they prefer tor- menting us. In the law there is no resource in such cases. They may keep wild beasts in their back yard if they choose to do so. Carlyle swears he will shoot them, and orders me to borrow Maz- zini's gun. Shoot them with all my heart if the consequences were merely ha\dng to go to a police office and pay the damage. But the woman would only be irritated thereby into getting fifty instead of two. If there is to be any shooting, however, I will do it myself. It will sound better my shooting them on princii^le than his doing it in a passion. This despicable nuisance is not at all unlikely to drive us out of the house after all, just when he had reconciled himself to stay in it. How one is vexed with little things in this life ! The great evils one triumphs over bravely, but the little eat away one's heart. An ' evil ' greater tlian she had yet kiio\vn since her fatlier was taken away hung over Mrs. Carlyle while she was writing this letter. Five days later there came news from Templand, like a bolt out of the blue sky, that Mrs. Welsh had been struck by apoplexy and was dangerously ill. Mrs. Carlyle, utterly unfit for travelling, ' almost out of herself,' flew to Euston Square and caught the first train to Liverpool. At Liverpool, at her uncle's house, she learnt that all was over, and that she would never see her 200 Carlyle^s Life in London. mother more. She was carried to bed unconscious. When she recovered her senses she would have risen and gone on ; but her uncle would not let her risk her own life, and to have proceeded in her existing condition would as likely as not have been fatal to her. Extreme, intense in everything, she could only think of her own shortcomings, of how her mother was gone now, and could never for- give her. The strongest natures suffer worst from re- morse. Only a strong nature, perhaps, can know what remorse means. Mrs. Carlyle had surrendered her fortune to her mother, but the recollection of this could be no comfort ; she would have hated herself if such a thought had occurred to her. Carlyle knew what she would be suffering. The fatal news had been sent on to him in London. He who could be driven into frenzy if a cock crew near him at midnight, had no sorrow to spare for himself in the presence of real calamity. To Jane Welsh Carlyle^ Maryland Street, Liverpool. Chelsea: March-], 1842. My darling ! my poor little woman ! Alas ! what can I say to thee ? It was a stern welcome from thy journey this news that met thee at Maryland Street. Oh, my poor little broken-hearted wife ! Our good mother, then, is away for ever. She has gone to the unknown Great God, the Maker of her and of us. We shall never see her more with these eyes. Weep, my darling, for it is altogether sad and stern, the consummation of sorrows, the great- est, as I hope, that awaits thee in this world. I join my tears with thine ; I cry from the bottom of my dumb heart that God would be good to thee, and soften our tears into blessed tears. The question now, however, is what is to be done. I almost per- suade myself your cousins would get you advised to take a little repose with them — Eepose ! — and that you are still at Liverpool and will expect this letter there, Tell me : would you wish me to come ? to attend you forward ? to bring you back home ? to do or to attempt anything that even promises to aid you ? Speak, my poor darling ! I am in a whirl of unutterable thoughts. I can advise nothing, but in everything I will be ordered by your wishes. Speak them out. Death of Mrs, Welsh. 201 I wrote to Dr. Russell ' last night. Alas ! his tidings were all too sudden. The swiftest mail train could not have carried us thither. Even at Craigenputtock it might have befallen so. Per- haps this night there will be some letter come from you. No, no ! I remember now there is none possible till to-morrow morning. Oh, that you had but stayed with me ! It would have been something to weep on my shoulder. God help thee to bear this sore stroke, my poor little Jeannie ! Adieu, I will write no more at present. I have, of course, many lettera to write. God be with thee, and solace thy poor heart, my own dearest I T. Carltle. 3 o'clock. I have kept this open to the last minute in hopes some clearness of purpose might rise on me from amid that black chaos of thoughts. It seems cruel to ask thee for advice, and yet thy wishes, dearest, shall be the chief element of guidance for me. As yet, in the mood I am in, all whirls and tumbles; but this question does arise. Ought I not, by all laws of custom and natuial propriety, to be there, with or without thee, on the last sad, solemn occasion, to testify my reverence for one who will be for ever sad, dear, and venerable to me ? Think thou and answer. I will have all in readiness at any rate, so that I may be able to start to-morrow night, or say on Thursday morning, if needful. Shall I ? Adieu, my own darling ! Mrs. Carlyle lay ill in Liverpol, unable to stir, and un- permitted to write, lie himself felt that he must go, and he went without waiting to hear more. As it was, he was too late for the funeral, which had for some reason been hurried ; but his brother James, witli the instinct of good feeling, had gone of liis own accord from Ecclefechan to represent him. Carlyle was sole executor, and there were business affairs requii-ing attention which might de- tain him several weeks. He was a few hours with his wife at Liverpool on his way, and then went on, taking his wife's cousin Helen with him to assist in the many arrangements which would require a woman's hand. ' The physician who had attended Mrs. Welsh, and husband of the Mrs. RuMell who waa afterwards Mrs. Carlyle's oorrespondent. 202 Carlyleh Life in London. Everything was, of course, left to Mrs. Carlyle, and her own property was returned to her. It was not large, from 200Z. to 300Z. a year ; but, with such habits as hers and her husband's, it w^as independence, and even wealth. But this was the last recollection which occurred to Carlyle. He travelled down on the box of the mail in a half -dreamy state, seeing familiar faces at Annan and Dumfries, and along the road, but taking no heed of them. Terapland, when he reached it, was a haunted place. There he had been married ; there he had often spent his holidays when he could come down from Craigenputtock ; there he had conceived ' Sartor ; ' there two years before his own mother and he had smoked their pipes together in the shrubbery. It was from Templand that he had rushed away desperate in the twilight of a summer morn- ing and seen the herons fishing in the river pools. A thousand memories hung about the place, which was now standing desolate. Durins; the six weeks while he re- mained there he wrote daily to his wife, and every one of these letters contained something tenderly beautiful. A few extracts, however, are all that I can allow myself. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Templand : March 7, 1842. All this house is like a ghost to me, but still clear and pure like a kind of blessed spirit. The old feathers and grass stick in the bottle on the mantelpiece. There are two pennies with bits of wax on them. Helen thinks they are memorials of John Grey or Mr. Bradfute. March 9. Our cousin's accounts of thee are better and always better, but we hear of sleepless nights, doctors, and sleep provoked by medicine. I entreat thee, my poor little woman ! compose thy sad heart. Alas, alas ! I bid thee cease to be miserable, and thou canst not cease. The stroke that has fallen is indeed irreparable, tmd tears, hot, sorrowful tears, are due to the departed who Avill meet us here no more. We shall go to her ; she shall not return to us. So it was Carlyle cd Templand, 203 in the Psalmist David's time ; so it is in ours, and will be to the end of the world — a world long ago defined as a vale of tears, in which, if we did not know of veiy truth that God presided over it, and did incessantly guide it towards good and not towards evil, we were incontrollably wretched. March 11. I am dreadfully sad in the mornings before I get up, and some kind of work or endeavour after work fallen to. One has to look at the black enemy steatiily and contemplate him in solitude for oneself. All sorrow is an enemy, but it carries a friends message within it too. Oh, my poor Jeannie ! all life is as death, and the true Igdrasil which reaches up to heaven goes do^vn to the king- dom of hell ; and God, the Everlasting Good and Just, is in it all. We have no words for these things ; we are to be silent about them ; yet they are true, for ever true. My dear partner, endea- vour to still all feelings that can end in no action. Compose thy poor little heart and say, though with tears, ' God's will be done.* Among other questions requiring answer was, first and foremost, what was to be done with Templand itself ? Tlie house and farm were held under the Duke of Buc- cloucli. The lease had yet several years to run. Templand : March VX I understand it takes some three weeks to give proper notifica- tion. In three weeks I might have it settled and bo making for Loudon again. I do not dislike a kind of fellowship with the dead for that length of time. It is very mournful, almost awful, but it is wholesome and useful for me. It is towards Eternity that we are all bound. It is in Eternity that we already all live ; and aw- ful death itself is but another phasis of life which also is awful, fearful, and wonderful, reaching to heaven and hell. Ah me ! one feels in these moments, first of all, how beggarly, almost insulting to one, are all woi-ds whatsoever, when such a thing lies there ar- rived and visible. The first intention had been to part witli the place and sell the furniture ; but it was endeared to Carlyle by many recollections, and the thought occurred to him whether it might not be better to keep it as it stood, and with all that it contained, as a summer retreat, or perhaps as a final 204 Carlyle^s Life i7i London. home for himself. His mother, who had come across to stay with him, perhaps encouraged the feeling. He did not propose it ; he was careful to propose nothing which his wife might dislike and have the pain of rejecting. He hinted at it merely as a passing thought, and it was as well that he did no more ; for he saw at once that the very idea of such a thing was intolerably distressing to her, and of this project he said no more. His mother went home after a week. ' She sent you her sympathy and blessing,' Carlyle wrote. ' " Thou must tell her too," she added, " whatever ye may think of it, that I hope she will get this great trouble sanctified to her yet," which I said I doubted not my poor Jane in her own way was ever struggling to obtain.' It is the first day of my entire solitude here (he continued [for Helen was also gone] on March 22), a bright, pale March day, de- faced with occasional angry gusts of storm. I feel the whole, however, myself, and her that is away, to be full of mystery, of sorrow and greatness ; God-like, the work wholly of a God. La- ment not, my poor Jane ! As sure as we live we shall yet go to her ; we shall before long join her, and be united, we and all our loved ones, even in such a way as God Most High has seen good ; which way, of all conceivable ways, is it not verily the best ? Speak as we will, there is nothing more to be spoken but even this : God is great ; God is good ; God's will be done. Flesh and blood do rebel, but the spirit within us all answers : Yes, even so. My poor woman ! In the quiet at Templand, and among such solemn sur- roundings, London and its noisy vanities, its dinners and its hencoops, did not seem more beautiful to Carlyle. More than ever he prayed to be away from it. At that house it was evident that Mrs. Carlyle could not bear the thought of living. But there was Craigenputtock not far off, to- wards which he had often been wistfully looking. Of this, too, liitlierto she had refused to hear so much as a mention j but it was now her own, and her objection might Deodh of Mrs. Welsh. 205 be less. They could afford to spend something to improve its comforts. An auction sale of the Templand furniture, every part of which had a remembrance attaching to it, was in itself a kind of sacrilege. Again he would merely hint. Once or twice to-day (he said at the close of the same letter) it strikes me, if you did not so dislike Craigenputtock, might we not cany all over thither, build them together again, and avoid a sale ? But this, I am afraid, is rather wild. I myself have no love for Craigenputtock ; but the place might still be saved, made even neater than ever, and while it continues ours there is a kind of necessity for our going thither sometimes. Mrs. Carlyle was leaving Liverpool and returning to London. Her answer to this suggestion did not immedi- ately arrive. Perhaps he knew that she would not like it, and may have himself thought no further about the mat- ter. His daily missives still continued. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Templand : March 23. The day has been pale, bright, serene, a sort of Sabbath to me. The Closebum trees were all loud with rooks. The cattle seemed happy ; the unfathomable azui*e resting beautifully above us alL One asks. Is man alone born to sorrow that has neither healing nor blessedness in it ? All nature from all comers .of it answei-s No —for all the wise No. Only Yea for the unwise, who have man's susceptibilities, appetites, capabilities, and not the insights and rugged virtues of men. The sun— twilight itself coming through tliis poor north window which you know so well — begins to fail me. March 25. My dear good Wife, — Your kind and sad little note arrived this morning. Never mind me and my health. The country, with its sacred stillness and freshness, is sure to amend me of everything. Its very tempests and blistering spring showers do me good to witness. God's earth ! It is good for me, also, to be left quite alone here, alone with my griefs and my sins, even as in the pres- ence of one sainted and gone into the eternal clearness. God Most High is over us both. . . . This morning I hear from 206 Carlyle^s Life in London. Adamson ^ about some legacy tax and the inventory of effects. I have taken order about it and answered him. To you this only will be interesting, that she had, if I recollect, 189/. lying in the bank, so needed not to fear money straits at least. Heaven be praised for it ! Oh Jeannie, what a blessing for us now that w^e fronted poverty instead of her doing it ! Could the Queen's Treas- ury compensate us had we basely left her to such a struggle ? He had to regret that he had so much as alluded to Craigeiipnttock. The very name of it had, in Mrs. Car- lyle's weak, agitated state, awakened a kind of horror. To Jane Welsh Carlyle, Cheyne Row. Templand: March 26. Dear Jeannie, — You are evidently very ill. I entreat you take care of yourself. Do not tear yourself in pieces. As to Craigen- puttock, that was a passing thought, and has come no more back. If I make you miserable, it shall be for a greater blessedness to myself than a residence there among the savages. Do not fret yourself at all about that note. ... I saw very well what you now tell me ; how it had been. The worst effect of all on me was that it indicates such a sick, excitable condition. I pray you study to avoid tohatevei- can lead thitherward, and know well always that I cannot deliberately mean anything that is harmful to you, unjust, or painful to you. Indeliberately I do enough of such things without meaning them. I w^alked three hours in the grey March mildness down to the Ford or Ferry of Barjarg, and back again by the river-side and shaws. It was a road I more than once went a good part of on horseback that autumn we last tried to stay here. Alas ! how all the faults and little infirmities of the departed seem now what they really were, mere virtues imprisoned, obstructed in the strange, sensitive, tremulous element they were sent to live in ! Of that once more I could not but think to-day. There is something in these remembrances that would drive one to weeping. Templand in the distance looked to me like a kind of pure Hades and shrine of the dead, poor little Auntie's figure lying in death in it,'^ and then in succession the second, and now 1 1 suppose a Dumfries official, 2 Aunt Jeannie. I have found a letter lying out of its place among Carlyle's papers, written from Craigenputtock to Mrs. Carlyle on the occasion of Aunt Jeannie's death. I had not seen it when I wrote the account of that part of Letters from Teinpland. 207 the third. The rooks are cawing all round, the river rushing ever on, a sacred silence of all human sounds resting far and wide. It is very mournful to me, but preferable to anything that could be offered me of the sort they call joy. Poor Steiiing ! setting off to-morrow again on his old hapless en-and ; ' and yet who knows whether at bottom it is n*ot a kind of good to him ? Were it not for tliis sickness that always opens an issue, I see not but he must either write a tmgedy, or failing that, break his heart, and so act one. Probably he himself is not with- out some unconscious feeling of that sort, which in the background may lie as a kind of consolation to him. Poor fellow ! Enough now, and good night to cousin Jeannie and you, from the loneliest man in all the world — or at least as lonely as any. Good night, and a blessing be with you 1 AprU 3. Yesterday I set out in the rough wind, while the weather was diy, for a long walk. I went by Penpont, up Scaur Water, round the foot of Tynron Doon. I had all along been remembering a poor little joiner's cottage which I saw once when ix)or Auntie and you and I went up on ponies. This ride, this cottage, which was his life, and so give it in a note here, as it is too beautiful to be passed over. TluTc is no date, but it belongs to the year 1832. Mrs. Carlyle was then at Tenipland, and had sent up word to her husband that her aunt had gone. Craigenputtock : 1832. Your sad messenger is jnst arrived. I had again been cherishing hopes when the day of hope was clean gone. Compose yourself, my beloved wife, and try to feel that the Great Father is good, and can do nothing wrong, in- scrutable and stern as His ways often seem to us. Surely, surely, there is a life beyond death, and that gloomy portal leads to a purer and an abiding mansion ? Suffering angel ! But she is now free from suffering, and they whom she can no longer watch over are alone to be deplored. ... It seems uncertain to me whether I can be aught but an encumbrance at Temp- land. Yet I feel called to hasten towards j/ou at this so trying moment. I mean to set out for Dumfries and order mournings, and be with you tome time to-night. I am almost lamed for riding, so that it may be rather late before I can arrive. My moUier is here, and bids me with tears in her eyes send you her truest love and prayers that God may sanctify to you this heavy stroke. ' The world,' she says, 'is a lie, but God is a truth, and His goodness abideth for ever.' May He keep and watch over my beloved one ! I am always her afTectionate T. Casltle. * Sent abroad, Falmouth not answering. 208 Carlyle's Life in London. the centre of it in my memory, I would again recall, by looking at the places — the places which still abide while all else vanishes so soon. It was a day of tempestuous wind ; but the sun occasionally shone ; the countiy was green, bright ; the hills of an almost spiritual clearness, and broad swift storms of hail came dashing down from them on this hand and that. It was a kind of preter- natural walk, full of sadness, full of purity. The Scaur Water, the clearest I ever saw except one, came brawling down, the voice of it like a lamentation among the winds, answering me as the voice of a brother wanderer and lamenter, wanderer like me through a certain portion of eternity and infinite space. Poor brook ! yet it was nothing but drops of water. My thought alone gave it an individuality. It was / that was the wan- derer, far older and stronger and greater than the Scaur, or any river or mountain, or earth, planet, or thing. The poor joiner's cottage I could not recognise ; no joiner, at least, was now there. My stay here has now a fixed term set to it. After Thursday, come a week, there will be no habitation for me here. I went to the Factor, as I proposed, on Friday — a harmless, intelligent enough, rather wersh-lodkmg man. ' He had no power,' he told me. 'The Duke's answer' could not be here till the end of 7iext week. There was little doubt but it would be as I wished. I de- cided straightway on proceeding with the sale and the other as- sortments, waiting no longer for 'Dukes' and dependents of Dukes. Their part of the business will gradually be settling itself in the interim. The babbling inconclusive palaver of the rustic population here, if you have anything to with them, is altogether beyond a jest to me. I positively feel it immoral and disgusting. April 5. Margaret, ' set a talking by some questions of mine, has had me at the edge of crying, or altogether crying. On the last fatal Fri- day morning the poor sick one said to her, ' Margaret, I have had a bonny dream. I dreamt that my son was writing a book with his heart's blood,' meaning, I suppose, that it was to be a right excel- lent book. Good God ! I shall never forget that. It will stick in my memory for ever more. But why do we mourn ? As far as I can gather, she died without pain. Margaret says she had never slept so well, and bragged of her health and was in a cheerful jok- ing humour not many minutes before. The great God is merciful ; ^ Margaret Hiddlestone, who had been Mrs. Welsh's servant, and was after- wardg Mrs. Carlyle's pensioner till her death. Death of Mrs. Welsh. 209 the stroke could not have been delivered more softly. But that * bonny dream ' ! Oh Jeannie ! that is a thing inexpressibly sorrow- ful and sweet to me. I have set you crying again, I doubt. I did not mean that. Among these letters to Mrs. Carlylc I intercalate one written on this same 5th of April to Mr. Erskine, who had offered warm and wise sympathy in his friend's sorrov*'. To Thomas Erskine^ Linlathen. Templand : April 5. Dear Mr. Ei-skine, — I know not whether my poor wife has yet answered the letter you sent to her, but I know that, if not, yet she means with her earliest strength to do so ; for she described it as ha\4ng been a tme solace to her, as having * told her the very things she was thinking ' — a most naKve and complete definition of a letter that desei-ved to be written. Thanks to you in her name and my own. The poor heart seems gathering composure gradu- ally, though still very weak; and in weak bodily health too, imprisoned by the rough spring weather. A young cousin is with her at Chelsea: a cheery, sensible, affectionate girl, whom she describes as a great support to her. Mrs. Rich and all her friends, summoned by a great calamity, had shown themselves full of sym- pathy and help. It is what mortals owe to one another in such a season. The little birds shrink lovingly together when a great gyr-falcon has smitten one of them. Death I account always as a great deliverance, a dark door into Peace, into everlasting Hope. But it is also well named from of old the King of TeiTora — a huge demon-falcon rising miraculously we know not whence, to snatch us away from one another's sight we know not whither ! Had not a God made this world, and made Death too, it were an insupport- able place. ' Though He slay me, yet will I trust in Him.' Even so. In whom else, or in what else ? My days pass along here, where a multiplicity of small things still detains but does not occupy me, in a most silent, almovst sabbath-like manner. I avoid all company whatever — except the few poor greedy-minded very stupid rustics who have some affairs with me, wliich I struggle always to despatch and cut short. I see nobody ; I do not even read much. The old hills and rivers, the old earth with her star firmaments and burial-vaults, carry on a mysterious unfathomable dialogue with me. It is eight years since I have seen a spring, and in such a mood I never saw one. It seems Vol. IIL— 14 210 Carlyle^s Life in London. all new and original to me — beautiful, almost solemn. Whose great laboratory is that? The hills stand snow-powdered, pale, bright. The black hailstorm awakens in them, rushes down like a black swift ocean tide, valley answering valley ; and again the sun blinks out, and the poor sower is casting his grain into the furrow, hope- ful he that the Zodiacs and far Heavenly Horologes have not fal- tered ; that there will be yet another summer added for us and another harvest. Our whole heart asks with Napoleon : ' Mes- sieurs, who made all that ? Be silent, foolish Messieurs ! ' Mrs. Carljle's letters from Cheyne Eow showed no re- covery of spirits. Wise comfort, wise reflection upon life and duty, was the best cordial Carlyle could administer. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Templand : April 9. No wonder, my dear wife, you feel disheartened and sick about all work and weary of the world generally. Benevolence, I agree with you, is no trade ; altogether, or nearly altogether, a futility when followed as a trade. Yet work does still remain to be done, and the highest law does order us all to work. My prayer is, and always has been, that you would rouse up the fine faculties that are yours into some course of real work which you felt to be worthy of them and you. Your life would not then be happy, but it would cease to be miserable. It would become noble and clear with a kind of sacredness shining through it. I know well, none better, how difficult it all is, how peculiar and original your lot looks to you, and in many ways is. Nobody can find work easily if much work do lie in him ; all of us are in horrible difficulties that look invincible, but that are not so. The deepest difficulty which also presses on us all is the sick sentimentalism we suck in with our whole nourishment, and get ingi-ained into the very blood of us in these miserable ages ! I actually do think it the deepest. It is this that makes me so impatient of George Sand, Mazzini, and all that set of prophets ; impatient so far as often to be unjust to what of truth and genuine propriety of aim is in them. Alas ! how often have I provokingly argued with you about all that ! I actually will endeavor not to do so any more. It is not by arguing that I can ever hope to do you any service on that side ; but I will never give up the hope to see you adequately busy with your whole mind dis- covering, as all human beings may do, that in the grimmest rocky Letters from Templand. 211 wildernesses of existence, there are blessed well-springs, there is an everlasting guiding star. Courage, my poor little Jeannie ! Ah me ! Had I been other, for you too it might have been all easier. But I was not other : I was even this. In such solemn seasons, let us both cry for help to be better for each other, and for all duties in time coming. Articulate pi-ayer is for me not possible, but the equivalent of it remains for ever in the- heart and life of man. I say let us pray. . . . God look down upon us ; guide us, not happily but well, through life. Unite us well with our buried ones according to His will. Amen. . . . My mother, with a kind, speechless heart, does speak so far as to ask if I will send you her blessing. She was telling me yesterday all about the last pai-ting with her mother, how she came out to the middle of the road to take leave of them, &c. Old scenes, images sunk forty years in the past which can still bring tears into old eyes. Ah me! Ah me! Well, I will not add another word to-day, for I have still much to do, and have written more than enough. Adieu, dearest ! God be with you ! — He that can wipe away all tears from our eyes. All tears ! Ever your affectionate T. Cablyle. Heirlooms, and some few other relics at Templand, were packed and sent to London. The remainder of the stock was sold by auction on April 12, and Carljle, un- able to witness so hateful a scene, spent the morning at Crawford Churchyard, where Mrs. Welsh was buried. The first part of the next letter was written there, the conclusion when he returned in the evening to the desolate house. To Jane Welsh Carlt/le. Crawford : April 14. I have spent two hours at the place. ... All is composed there into decent regularity, and lies overlooked by the old wilder- ness as in everlasting rest. I have copied the inscription lineatim. I thought you would like to see it that way too. I also copied your grandfather's memorial, evidently composed by her. The man has cut the letters deep, correct, and very well ; excellently well as far as lettering goes — one or two mistakes of |X)ints (one especially aflfecting the sense to a gi*animmian) which I could not bear to 212 CarlyWs Life in London. leave. I went to the nearest farmhouse (close by), borrowed a chisel and hammer, and succeeded in making it all correct. The stone stands level, firm, raised by six pillarets upon another, which is flat, horizontal, and level with the ground. Grandfather and grandmother, and then a great-grandmother, I think, of date 1737, lie farther to the south. One ewe and her little black-faced lamb were the only things visible about the spot. The Clyde rolled by its everlasting course. The north wind was moaning through some score of trees that stand on the opposite side of the Gottes- Acker. What a name ! — a right name. The old hills rested mournful, desolate, pure and strong all round. I could see Cas- tlemaine from the spot. Templand : Evening. It was on the whole very well you did not come hither. All things would have fallen with such a deadly weight of grief upon you. Vacant ! Vacant ! The transitory still here ; so much that was transitory proved more lasting than what we wished to con- tinue for ever. The mark of her neat, orderly hand, full of hum- ble, thrifty elegance, very touching in itself anywhere and eveiy- where, is in all corners of this house ; and she — has gone a long journey. Patience, my darling ! She has gone whither we are swiftly following her. Perhaps essentially she is still near us. Near and far do not belong to that eternal world which is not of space and time. God rules that too; we know nothing more. The sight of these poor flowers which I have gathered for you has led me into thoughts which perhaps I had better have spared. The poor little flowers have all ventured out this bright day, and there is nobody to bid them right welcome now. The next morning Carlyle took his last leave of Temp- land, and went to pass a few qniet days with his mother. As a close of this episode I add a few lines sent to him by a friend whom he rarely saw, who is seldom mentioned in connection with his history, yet who then and always was exceptionally dear to him. The lines themselves were often on his lips to the end of his own life, and will not be easily forgotten by anyone who reads them. He says in his notes to the ' Letters and Memorials of Mrs. Car- lyle,' that while at Templand he received three or four Lines from Lockhart. 213 friendly serious notes from Lockhart. In one of these, dated April 1, was written : — It is an old belief That on some solemn shore, Beyond the sphere of grief, Dear friends shall meet once more: Beyond the sphere of time, And sin, and fate's control. Serene in changeless prime Of body and of soul. That creed I fain wonld keep. This hope I'll not forego ; Eternal be the sleep, If not to waken so. At Scotsbrig ordinary subjects resumed their interest, and Carlyle began to think again, though not \evy heartily, of his own work. Tedious business still detained him in Dumfriesshire. He could not leave till he had disposed of the lease of Templand. The agents of the noble Duke could not, consistently with their master's dignity, be rapid in their resolutions. Carlyle became impatient, and re- lieved his feelings in characteristic fashion. To Jaiie Welsh Carlyle. Scotsbrig : April 19, 1843. Cromwell sometimes rises upon me here, but as a thing lost in abysses, sunk beyond the horizon, and only throwing up a sad twilight of remembrance. I sometimes think I will pack up all Fuz's books together at my return and send them away. I never yet was in the right track to do that book. Yet Cromwell is with me the fit subject of a book, could I only say of what book. I must yet hang by him. But, indeed, if I live, a new epoch will have to unfold itself with me. There are new things, and as yet no new dialect for tliem. The time of my youth is past ; that of my age is not yet fully come. No Duke's answer can arrive, I suppose, till the end of this week. It is a wonderful relief to me, that I have here got fairly out of the choking, sycophant Duke element, which tempted me at every 214 Carlyle^s Life in London. turn to exclaim, ' May the devil and his grandmother fly away with your shabble of a Duke ! ' What in God's name have I to do with him ? All the Dukes in creation melted into one Duke were not worth sixpence to me. I declare I could not live there at all in such an accursed, soul-oppressing puddle of a Dukery. April 25. I believe the thing is in a fair way of being what is to be ac- counted here as * finished. ' I have seen the Factor and, as it were, come in ' the Lord their God his Grace's will.' April 31. Let us be thankful that the sorrowful business, taliter qualiter, is over, and no more agitations on that score are to be apprehended for you. As for the home at Chelsea, if you like it, do not regard much my dislike of it. I cannot be healthy anywhere under the sun. I am a perceptible degree unhealthier in London than else- where ; but London, I do feel withal, is the only spot in the earth where I can enjoy something like the blessedness of freedom ; and this I ought to be willing to purchase at the expense of dirt, smoke, tumult, and annoyance of varioiis kinds. I must run into the country when the town gets insupportable to me. But I ought not to quit hold of town. To live in cloth worship of his Grace the Duke of Buccleuch for example — I confess I should hesitate between Monmouth Street and that. Not that, I should say ; anything rather than that. To-day I have lain on a sofa and read the whole history of the family of Carlyle. Positively not so bad reading. I discover there what illustrious genealogies we have ; a whole regiment of Thomas Carlyles, wide possessions, all over Annandale, Cumberland, Dur- ham, gone all now into the uttermost wreck, absorbed into Doug- lasdom, Drumlanrigdom, and the devil knows what. Two of us have written plays, one could carve organs, sculpture horses ; Mrs. Jameson's old Carlyle was cousin of Bridekirk. I suppose I, too, must have been meant for a Duke, but the means were dropped in the i)assage. He liad small respect for dukes and such-like, and per- haps Tempi and would not have answered with him if he had kept it; but he had a curious pride also in his own family. There was reason to believe that his own father was tlie acfual representative of the Lords Carlyle of Annandale Incidents. 215 Torthorwakl ; and, tliongli he laughed when he spoke of it, he M'as dearly not displeased to know that he had noble blood in him. Rustic as he was in habits, dress, and com- plexion, he had a knightly, chivalrous temperament, and line natural courtesy ; another sure sign of good breeding was his hand, which was small, perfectly shaped, with long fine fingers and aristocratic finger-nails. lie knew well enough, however, that with him, as he w^as, pedigrees and such-like had nothing to do. The descent which he prized w^as the descent from pious and worthy parents, and the fortunes and misfortunes of the neighbouring peasant fam- ilies were of more real interest to him tlian aristocratic genealogies. To Jane Welsh Carhjle. Scotsbrig : May 3, 1843. My clear "Wife, — This is to be the last note I write to you from Scotsbrig on the present occasion. Nothing new is to be com- municated. The day has passed over to this hour, four o'clock, without recordable incident. I have been twice upon the moor since six, when I awoke. I have seen poor cattle straying over these barren bogs ; poor ploughmen toiling in the red furrow, their ploughshares gleaming in the sun — a most innocuous flash ; they and their huts, and their whole existence looking sad, almost l^athetic to mo. They are veiy poor in person, poor in purpose, l^rinciple, for the most part in all that makes the wealth of a man. Poor devils ! The farmer of Stennybeck, the next place to this, has a mother stone-blind, whom I remember out of infancy as a brisk, buxom lass that sate in the kirk with me. Utter poverty — financiering equal to a Chancellor's of the Exchequer — has at- tended them these many years, even in the near background a gaol ; and now yesterday the jDOor blind woman, searching down some heavy chum from the garret — for she works and bustles all over the house — tumbled through a trapdoor and nearly killed herself. Unfortunate souls ! The man asked Jamie one day, ' What d'ye think will come of me ? ' Peel's tariff has taken some twenty pounds from him, and — his Laird is rioting throngh the world like a broken blackguard. I am wao to look on poor old Annandale, poor old England— the devil is busy with us all. 216 Carlyle's Life in Lo^idon, What a pity a man cannot sleep, and so live something like other men ! For the rest, it is no secret to me that he ought still to keep a bridle on himself, and not let insomnolence nor any other j)erversity drive him beyond limits. Yesterday I got my hair cropped, partly by my own endeavours in the front, chiefly by sister Jenny's in the rear. I fear you will think it rather an original cut. It was on Carlyle's return from Scotland, a day or two after the date of this last letter, that he paid the visit to Rugby of which Dean Stanley speaks in his life of Dr. Arnold. Arnold, it will be remembered, had written to Carljde after reading the Trench Ke volution.' He had sympathised warmly also with his tract on ' Chartism,' and his views as to the mights or rights of English work- ing men. Cromwell, w^ho was to be the next subject, was equally interesting to Arnold ; and hearing that Carlyle w^ould be passing Rugby, he begged him to pause on tlie way, when they could examine I^aseby field together. Carlyle, on his side, had much personal respect for the great Arnold — for Arnold himself as a man, though very little for his opinions. He saw men of ability all round him professing orthodoxy and holding office in the Church, while they regarded it merely as an institution of general expediency, with which their private convictions had nothing to do. Such men aimed only at success in the world, and if they chose to sell their souls for it, the article which they parted with was of no particular value. But Arnold was of a higher stamp. While a Liberal in politics and philosophy, and an historical student, he imagined himself a real believer in the Christian religion, and Carlyle was well assured that to men of Arnold's principles it had no ground to stand on, and that the clear- sighted among them would, before long, have to choose between an honest abandonment of an untenable position and a trifling with their own understandings, which must Vtsit to Rughy. ^Yl soon degenerate into conscious insincerity. Arnold, Car- lyle once said to me, was happy in being taken away before the alternative was forced upon him. lie died, in fact, six weeks after the visit of which the following letter contains the account. To Mrs. Aitketif Dumfries. Chelsea : May 10, 1843. I had from Scotsbrig appointed to pause about seventy miles from London, and pay a visit to a certain Oxford dignitary of dis- tinction, one Dr. Arnold, Master of Rugby School. I would willingly have paid five pounds all the day to be honourably off ; but it clearly revealed itself to me 'thou should'st veritably go,' so at Birmingliam I booked myself and went. Right well that I did so, for the contrary would have looked like the work a fool ; and the people all at Rugby were of especial kindness to me, and I was really glad to have made their acquaintance. Next day they drove me over some fifteen miles off to see the field of Naseby fight — OUver Cromwell's chief battle, or one of his chief. It was a grand scene for me — Naseby. A venerable hamlet, larger than Middlebie, all built of mud, but trim with high peaked roofs, and two feet thick of smooth thatch on them, and plenty of trees scattered round and among. It is built as on the brow of the Hagheads at Ecclefechan ; Cromwell lay ^i-ith his back to that, and King Charles was drawn up as at Wull Welsh's — only the Sinclair burn must be mostly dried, and the hollow much wider and deeper. They flew at one another, and Cromwell ultimately * brashed him all to roons.' I plucked two go wans and a cowslip fromr the burial heaps of the slain, which still stand as heaps, but sunk away in the middle. At seven o'clock they liad me homo again, dinnered, and off in the last railway train. CHAPTER X. A.D. 1842. ^T. 47. Beturn to London — Sees the House of Commons — Yachting trip to Ostend — Bathing adventure — Church at Bruges — Hotel at Ghent — Beflections on modern music — Walk through the town — A lace girl — An old soldier — Artisans at dinner — The * Vigilant ' and her crew — Visit from Owen — Bide in the Eastern counties — Ely Cathedral — St. Ives — Past and Present. The season was not over when Carljle was again at home after his long absence, but tlie sad occupations of the spring, and the sad thoughts which they had brought with them, disinclined him for society. The summer opened with heat. He had a room arranged for him at the top of his house at the back, looking over gardens and red roofs and trees, with the river and its barges on his right hand, and the Abbey in the distance. There he sate and smoked, and read books on Cromwell, the sight of Xaseby having brought the subject back out of ' the abysses.' Forster's volumes were not sent back to him. Visitors were not admitted, or were left to be entertained in the drawing-room. * June 17. I sit here (he wi'ote to his mother), and think of you many a time and of all imaginable things. I say to myself, ' Why shoulds't thou not be thankful ? God is good ; all this life is a heavenly miracle, great, though stern and sad. ' Poor Jane and her cousin sit in the low room which extends through the whole breadth of the house, and has windows on both sides. There they sew, read, see com- pany, and keep it out of my way. Poor Jane is still very sad, takes fits of crying, and is perhaps still more sorrowful when she Tlis B idler Family, 219 does not cry. I try to get her advised out as much as possible. John Stirling is come to London for tliese two weeks, home from Italy. He will be a new resource to her ; she seems to get no good of anything but the sympathy of her friends. Of these friends the most actively anxious to be kind were Mr. and Mrs. Charles BuUer, with whom Carlyle had been at Kinnaird. Their eldest son, Charles, who had been his pupil, was now in the front rank in the House of Commons, lieginald, the youngest, bad a living at Tros- ton, in Suffolk, with a roomy parsonage. His father and mother had arranged to spend July and August there, and they pressed Mrs. Carlyle to go with them for change of scene. Mrs. Carlyle gratefully consented. She liked Mrs. Buller, and the Bullers' ways suited her. It was settled that they were to go first, and she was to follow. Carlyle's own movements were left doubtful, lie, after so long an interruption of his work, did not wish to move again immediately ; but he was very grateful to Mrs. Bul- ler for her kindness to his wife, and when she asked him in return to go to the House of Commons to hear her son speak, he could not refuse. He had never been there be- fore ; I believe he never went again ; but it was a thing to see once, and though the sight did not inspire him with reverence, he was amused, and wrote an account of it to his mother. Mrs. Buller made me go the other night to the House of Com- mons to hear Charles speak on the Scotch Church question. The Scotch Church question was found to be in a wrong condition as io form, and could not come on till the 5th of July. It struck mo as the strangest place I had ever sat in, that same house. There was a humming and bustling, so that you could hear nothing for the most part ; the members all sitting with their hats on talking to one another, coming and going. You only saw the Speaker, a man in an immense powdered wig, in an old-fashioned elevated chair ; and half heard him mumbling ' Say Aye, Say No. The Ayes have it ; ' passing Bills which nobody except one or two 220 Carlyle's Life in London. specially concerned cared a fig about, or was at pains to listen to. When a good speaker rose, or an important man, they grew a little more silent, and you could hear. Peel was there and on his feet. Poor Peel ! he is really a clever-looking man — large substantial head, Eoman nose, massive cheeks with a wrinkle, half smile, half sorrow on them, considerable trunk and stomach, sufficient stub- born-looking short legs ; altogether an honest figure of a man. He had a dark-colored surtout on, and cotton trousers of blue striped jean. A curious man to behold under the summer twilight. This single glance into the legislative sanctuary satisfied Carlyle's curiosity. Once, in after years, on some invita- tion from a northern borough, he did for a few moments contemplate the possibility of himself belonging to it ; but it was for a moment only, and then with no more than a purpose of telling Parliament his opinion of its merits. For it was his fixed conviction that in that place lay not tlie strength of England, but the weakness of England, and that in time it would become a question which of the two would strangle the life out of the other. Of the de- bating department in the management of the affairs of this country he never spoke without contempt. In the adminis- tration of them there was still vigour inherited through the traditions of a great past, and kept alive in the spirit of the public service. The navy especially continued a reality. Having seen the House of Commons and tlie Anarchies, he was next to have a sight of a Queen's ship on a small scale, and of naval discipline. The thing came about in this way. He could not work in the hot weather, and doubtless lamented as loud as usual about it. Stephen Spring Bice, Commissioner of Customs, was going in an Admiralty yacht to Ostend on public business. The days of steam were not yet. The yacht, a cutter of the largest size, was lying in Margate roads. Spring Rice and his younger brother were to join her by a Thames steamer on. August 5, and the night be- fore they^ invited Carlyle to go with them. Had there Short Tour in Belgium, 221 been time to consider, lie would have answered, * impossi- ble.' But the proposal came suddenly. Mrs. Carlyle, who was herself going to Troston, strongly urged its ac- ceptance. The expedition was not to occupy more than four or five days. Carlyle was always well at sea. In short, he agreed, and the result was summed up in a nar- rative, written in his very best style, which lie termed * The Shortest Tour on Record.' He was well, he was in good humour ; he was flung suddenly among scenes and people entirely new. Of all men whom I have ever known, he had the greatest power of taking in and remem- bering the minute particulars of what he saw and heard, and of then reproducing them in language. The tour, if one of the shortest, is also therefore one of the most vivid. It opens with an account of the run down the river, the steamer, the passengers, llerrie Bay, Margate, &c. The yacht was waiting at anchor with her long pennon flying. As the steamer stopped the yacht's galley came alongside. Tlie Spring Hices and Carlyle stepped into it and were rowed on board, and he made his first experience of an English cruiser, of a type which is now extinct. The cutter 'Vigilant,' which rocked here upon the waters, is a smart little trim ship of some 250 tons, rigged, fitted, kept and navigated in the highest style of English seacraft ; made every way for sailing fast, that she may catch smugglers. Outside and inside, in furniture, equipment, action, and look, she seemed a model — clean all as a lady's workbox. The party dined on board. They were not to sail till the morning tide. The lights of Margate looked inviting in the height of its season, and they went on shore to stroll about and look at the sights. Nor look at them only, for they were tempted into the ball-room, when the Master of Ceremonies came instantly with offers of fair partners. Cai-lyle looked on grimly ; but Stephen Spring Eice wliirled away into waltzes, quadrilles, couutry-dauces 222 Carlyle's Life in London. — not to be moved from the place till the rooms were to be closed. ' Auld Robin Gray ' was sung as a finale by ' a very ill-looking woman.' It was by this time midnight. They went back to the yacht and turned in. The anchor was up shortly after, and before dawn they were far on their way.' ' My sleep,' Carljde says, ' was a sleep as of hospitals, of men in a state of asphyxia, a confused tumult, a shifting from headache to headache.' After three hours he gave it up and w^ent on deck, when he found the cutter flying thi'ough the water. By breakfast they had run down the land — by ten o'clock in the evening they w^ere off Ostend. Even now such vessels as the 'Yigilant,' with a stiff breeze, can hold their own with a swift screw steamer, while they have the advantage infinitely in com- fort and cleanliness. Ostend itself, with its harbour, its Douane, streets, ram- parts, hotels, shop-boys and shop-girls, is described at length and very humorously. I select a single incident only. They landed in the morning, and wandered about the town. They w^ere to go on by train to Bruges after a midday dinner. The w^eather w^as hot. The Spring Bices were busy sight-seeing. Carlyle thought he would prefer a bathe, and forgot, or did not know, the regula- tions. He must liimself tell what befell him. I passed over an impaved part of the height, and soon sloped down to the sand beach where the machines stood ; where some score of ragged women sat sorting and freshening the salt towels, some cheering themselves with a loud song the while ; when di- rectly a freckled figure, with tow hair, barefoot and in blue blouse, volunteered in some kind of patois to do the bathing, and straight- way showed me into his machine and shut the door. I was stripped and ready by the time the blue-blouse's quad- ruped, one of the wretchedest garrons now alive, came to drag me in. I was dragged in nevertheless. I opened my door and plunged forward to one of the most delicious tepid sea baths, though as yet somewhat shallow. Alas ! I made only some three Bnigea, 223 plnnges and a stroke or two of swimming, when the bine blonse, in a state not far from distraction, came riding into the waves after m'e, vociferating with uplifted hand I knew not what. Wow I Gow ! Wow ! Nay at leqgth something like Police ! Wow ! Gow ! and evidently expressing the intensest desire that I should como out of the water again. Clearly I had no alternative, with a man in blue blouse mounted in that manner. On entering I could not but burst into laughing, I found that, men and women, we wero all bathing here in a heap, and that among my apparatus were not only two huckaback towels, but a jacket and breeches of blue gingham, which I decidedly ought to have put on first. My three plunges, however, were enough, highly beneficial — and no Police Gow-wow, as it chanced, had meddled with me. Dinner followed, and then the railway in the August afternoon to Bruges ; Carljle sketching the landscape on his memory as he went. Sand downs and stagnating mai-shes, producing nothing but heath, but sedges, docks, mai-sh-mallows, and miasmata — so it layby nature ; but the industry of man, the assiduous, unwearied motion of how many sj^des, pickaxes, hammers, wheel-barrows, mason's trowels, and the thousandfold industrial tools have made it — this ! A thing that will gi'ow gi-ass, potherbs, warehouses, Rubens's pic- tures, churches and cathedrals. Long before Caesar's time of Bwords the era of spades had ushered itself in, and was busy. Tools and the Man ! * Arms and the Man ' is but a small song in comparison. Honour to you, ye long forgotten generations, from whom at this moment we have our bread and clothing ! Not a delver among you that dug out one shovelful of a marsh drain but was doing us a good turn. Bruges in the thirteenth century had become the * Venice of the North,' had its ships on every sea. The most important city in these latitudes was founded in a soil which, as Coleridge, with a poor sneer, declares was not of God's making, but of man's. All the more credit to man, Mr. Samuel Taylor. The eye, Carlyle often says, sees only what it brings with it the means of seeing. The ordinary London trav- eller on the road between Ostend and Bruges perceives a country finely cultivated. He is pleased to approve ; ob- serves that these foreigners are not so backward as might 224 Carlyle^s Life in London. have been expected, and that is all ; Carlyle saw all that, and saw all that lay behind it — a miracle of hnman indus- try, two millenniums of human history. As they walked from the station through the streets of that strange old city, they were themselves objects of ad- miration to the inhabitants. He goes on : — The Captain ^ and I had a rational English costume, different, vet not greatly different, from theirs ; but the costume of our two brethren did seem to myself astonishing ; the Home Commissioner in a pair of coarsest blue shag trousers, with a horrible blue shag spencer without waistcoat, and a scanty blue cap on his head, had a ti'vdjjiibustie)' air. The good Charles had a low-crowned, broad- brimmed glazed hat, ugliest of hats, and one of those amazing sack coats which the English dandies have taken to wear, the make of which is the simplest. One straight sack to hold your body, two smaller sacks on top for the arms, and by way of a collar a hem. The earliest tailor on the earth would make his coat even so ; and the Bond Street snip has returned to that as elegance. Oh, in- effable snip of Bond Street, what a thing art thou ! In tlie Market-place they passed an authentic ^ Tree of Liberty,' which had been planted in 1794, and was still growing. Carlyle patted it with his hand as they went by. He admired greatly the quaint old buildings, the pretty women neatly dressed. Among the children he emptied his pockets of his loose money. The door of a magnificent church stood open. They entered in the evening light. Few things (he says) which I have seen were more impressive. Enormous high arched roofs — I suppose, not higher than West- minster Abbey, but far more striking to me, for they were actually in use here — soaring to a height that dwarfed all else ; great high altar-pieces with sculpture, wooden carvings hanging in mid-air, pillars, balustrades of white marble edged with black marble, pic- tures, inscriptions, bronze gates of chapels, shrines and votive tablets ; above all, actual human creatures bent in devotion there, counting their beads with open eyes, or as in still deeper prayer, covered by their black scarfs — for they were mostly women — and * The captian of the yacht, who had accompanied them. Church at Bruges. 225 only their little iwinted shoe soles distinct to you ; all this with the yellow evening sunlight falling down over and beneath the new and ancient tombs of the dead ; it struck me dumb, and I cared nothing for Rubens or Vandyck canvases wliile this living painted canvas hung hero before me on the bosom of eternity. The Mass was over, but these worshipi^ers, it seemed, still loitered. You could not say from their air that they were without devotion — yet they were jiainful to mo. The fat priests, in whose real sincerity, not in whose sincere cant, I had more difficulty in believing, were worse than painful. I had a kind of hatred of them, a desire to kick them into the canals unless they ceased their fooling. Things are long-lived, and God above appoints their term. Yet when the brains of a thing have been out for three centuiies and odd, one does wish that it would be kind enough to die. The tonsures of these priests, I observed, were very small, not bigger than a good crown-piece of English coin. They wore on the streets a horrid three-cornered shovel for hat, a black serge or cloth pelisse, exactly like a woman's, some sasheries about their nasty thick waists, and a narrow scarf of black silk — about a tiiple ribbon of silk — hanging down right behind from their haunches, sometimes from the very neck — oftenest veiy ugly men, and far 'too fat. At bottom one cannot wish these men kicked into the canals, for what would follow were they gone ? Atheistic Bent- hamism, French Editorial 'rights of man,' and * Grande Nation.' That is a far worse thing, a far untruer thing. God pity the gen- eration in which you have to see deluded and deluding simulacra, Tartuffes and semi-Tartuflfes, and to stay the uplifted foot, and not kick them into the canal, but go away near weeping in silence — alone — alone ! He often ferociously insisted that he knew nothinjsj about the fine arts, and wished to know nothing. His abhorrence of cant was particularly active in this depart- ment; aware as he was that nine-tenths of those who talked most fluently about it were talking mere words. But he had as good an eye as any man, and could admire wisely what deserved to be admired. In the second church we entered there was, among much else of the sort, a marble Mother and Child, by Michael Angelo ; probably the most impressive piece of sculpture I ever saw. Vol. III.— 16 226 Carlyles Life in London. Michael Angelo had made it for some Italian church. On its Ijassage, in the Mediterranean, it was captured by some Flemish sea-king and given to this church, where it stands in perfect preservation, and may long stand. The treatment of the eyes is singular, the lids as if half shut — Angelo's way of meeting the difficulty of stone eyes. The sculptural finish, I suppose, is jper- fect, or the nearest perfection man has yet reached. The skin glistens sleek, waves with a softness as of very skin. The air of the mother's face has something of Eachael the actress : narrow, Jewish, though not quite so narrow and Jewish ; bending, with an air of soiTow, of infinite earnestness, over her little boy, who stands before her supported by her. The boy's face stmck me not less ; a soft, child's face, yet with a pride in it, with a noble courage in it, as of a young lion. There is a child hand, and a mother's hand, which I suppose it might be difficult to match. The travellers' time was short, and tliere was much to do in it. The afternoon and evening were allowed to Bruges. At dusk they proceeded bj railw^aj to Ghent, where they proposed to sleep at the Hotel de Flandre. But, for one of them, to propose was easier than to exe- cute. The night was sultrj^ The open window of Car- lyle's bed-room looked into a courtyard with its miscel- laneous noises ; and at four o'clock, with day breaking and the churcli bells bursting out, he grew desperate and got up. He exclaims : — How the ear of man is tortured in this terrestrial planet ! Go where you will, the cock's shrill clarion, the dog's harsh watch note, not to speak of the melody of jackasses, and on streets, of wheel-barrows, wooden clogs, loud-voiced men, perhaps watch- men, break upon the hapless brain ; and, as if all was not enough, ' the Piety of the Middle Ages ' has founded tremendous bells ; and the hollow triviality of the present age — far worse — has every- where instituted the piano ! Why are not at least all those cocks and cockerils boiled into soup, into everlasting silence ? Or, if the Devil some good night should take his hammer and smite in shivers all and every piano of our European world, so that in broad Europe there were not one piano left soundable, would the harm be great ? Would not, on the contrary, the relief be con- siderable ? For once that you hear any real music from a piano, Ilotel at Ghent. 227 do you not five hundred times hear mere artistic somersets, dis- tracted jangling, and the hapless pretence of music? Let him that has lodged wall neighbour to an operatic artist of stringed music say. This miserable young woman that now in tlie next house to me spends all her young, bright days, not in learnimg to dam stock- ings, sew shirts, bake pastry, or any art, mystery, or business that will profit herself or othoi-s ; not even in amusing herself or skip- ping on the gi-assplots with laughter of her mates ; but simply and solely in mging from dawn to dusk, to night and midnight, on a hapless piano, which it is evident she will never in this world learn to render more musical than a pair of barn-fanners ! The miserable young female ! The sound of her through the wall is to me an emblem of the whole distracted misery of this age ; and her barn-fanners' rhythm becomes all too significant. So meditated Carljle, as he sat smoking at tlie windoNv of liis room in the Hotel de Flandre at Ghent, and watcli- ing the dawn spread over the chimney-pots. An omnibns rolled slowly out of the gate of the yard ; an old ostler sat mending a saddle on a bench. The bedroom windows all round the court were wide open, through which might be seen the usual litter, and in one instance for a moment a prett}' young lady in a dressing-gown. He tried to sleep again when his pipe and his reflections were done, and had half succeeded when the great bell of St. Michael's boomed out close by, and threw him broad awake again, thinking how perhaps Philip Van Artevelde had listened to that very same bell ; and how the pealing of it was, perhaps, the first sound that had struck the ear of the in- fant who was afterwards Charles Y. After breakfast the party separated on their vaiious er- rands, having fixed on a spot where they were to meet in the course of the forenoon. The rendezvous was unsuc- cessful ; and Carlyle, not sorry to escape from picture gal- leries, passed his morning alone, wandering-about the city, looking at the people, and straying into an occasional church. At the Cathedral he says : — 228 Carlyleh Life in London, I found a large squadron of priests and singers busy chanting Mass — a Mass for the dead, I understood. The sound of them was as a loud, not unmelodious bray in various notes of the gamut, from clamorous, eager sound of petitioning, down to the depths of bass resignation, awe, or acquiescence, which, reverberating from the vast roof and walls, was, or might at one time have been, a very appropriate thing. I grudge terribly to listen to any ' office for the dead 'as to a piece of an opera. The priests while I was there took their departure, * filthy hallions,' by a side passage, each with a small bow towards the altar, and left the rest of the affair to an efifective enough squadron of singers and trumpet or bassoon men, who were seated gravely at work in their wooden pews in the choir. Aloft and around, as I perambulated the aisles, where some few poor people seemed faintly joining in the busi- ness, the view was magnificent. The noisy, hoarse growling of the Mass, roaring through these time-honoured spaces, and still calling itself worship ! Acli Gott! Turner says, the Lama Liturgy in Thibet, which often goes on all night, is likewise distinguished for its neise ; harsh, but deep, mournfully oppressive, and reminds you of the Mass. In an outer corner of this Cathedral, opening from a solitary street in the rear, I found a little chapel with an old Gothic-arch door, which stood open. Approaching, I found it a little closet of a place, perhaps some ten feet square and fifteen high. In the wall right opposite the entrance was a little niche, dizened round with curtains, laces, votive tablet of teeth, &c. ; at the side of it, within this niche, sate a dizened paltry doll, some three feet long, done with paint, ribbons, and ruffles. This was the Mother of God. On the left of it lay a much smaller doll (literally, they were dolls such as children have). This was itself God. Good heavens ! Oh, ancient earth and sky ! Before this pair of dolls sate, in very deed, some half-dozen women, not of the lowest class, some of them with young children, busy counting their beads, ap- plying themselves to prayer. I gazed speechless — not in anger. An aged woman in decent black hood, perhaps a man, sate in a little sentry-box in the corner, looking on through a small window, silently superintending the place. They bowed to her before going out when their devotions were done. While I stood here for a moment there entered a stunted crooked-looking man, of the most toilworn down-pressed aspect, though still below middle age. He had the coarse sabots, leathern straps on him, like a chairman or Maiming Walk in Ghent. * 229 porter ; his bands hard, crooked, black, the nails nearly all gone, hardly the eighth of an inch of nail belonging to each finger — fruit of sore labour all his days and all his father's days, the most perfect image of a poor drudge. He, poor dnidge ! put two of his horny fingers into the holy water, dabbed it on his brow, and, folding the black horn hands, sank on both his knees to pray. The low black head and small brow, nailless fingers, face and as- pect like the poorest Irishman, praying to the two dolls there ! You had to stand speechless. Uhomme est absurde. At the door sate squatted a poor beggar woman, to whom I gave my sou and walked off. Strolling aimlessly on, lie next found himself in a street on the north side of the city, which reminded him of Eng- land, It was inhabited by a population' ' equal in wretch- edness to the worst of a British large town,' squalid, hungr}', hopeless, miserable. Yet, even there, human grace was not wholly absent. The next passage is like a page from the ' Sentimental Journey : ' — One clean house, and perhaps only one, I noticed in the street. An elderly, or rather oldiah young, woman sat working lace here with her green pillow and pattern marked on it with many pins, which she shifted according to need, and some fifty or sixty slim little thread bobbins, which she kept dancing hither and thither round and among the said pins on her pattern figure with aston- ishing celerity. ' Kan nit verstahn,^ answered she, when I said • Dentelle.' Her messin dog barked, but was rebuked by her, and she seemed to hke that I should watch her a little. Poor * oldish- young girl ! ' I could see how it was with her. She had missed L-etting married : perhaps iby ' misfortune ; ' and now retreated to this small shelter, which, and all in it, she kept clean as a new penny. She was to plait lace for the rest of her time in this world. I laid a half-franc on her pillow, and went pensively my way. Carlyle's grimly tender face and figure with this poor Ghent lace-girl would make a pretty picture, if any artist cared to draw it. Perhaps the next scene would be even better : — Aloft, at the north-west extremity, stands the Abbaye de St. PierrSf part of it still a church, the rest of it still a barracks and 230 * Carlyle's Life in London. au elevated esplanade. An accurate-looking steel-grey man, whom I spoke to here, in answer to my inquiries, informed me that he was an ancien militaire (poor Belgian half-pay lieutenant, I sup- pose), and had fought against us English and the Duke of York in 1793. ' Vous I'avez bien battu,' I answered ; 'et enfin c'est ce qu'il a merite. II n'avait que rester chez lui alors, je pense.' The steel-grey man squeezed my hand at parting. Poor ancien momie militaire ! Precisely where the town ended, in the rear of a brown cottage, stood a young woman, dabble dabbling with linens in a wash-tub. Conquering heroes perambulate the world where so much is going on, and this is thy share in its history. Good- bye to thee, my girl, and see thou do thy washing honestly. It will then be well with thee, and better than with most qupck ego- ists, never so conquering. He made his way back, looking for his friends, to the centre of the city. Soon after noon, the working people, generally in cleanish blouses, came along the street I was in, for dinner. Cotton peo- ple, I supposed. About a half were women, also very clean and decent-looking. I sate down amidst the trees in the chief square, called Place c?'u4?'wes, where now, also, labourers were sitting at dinner. Their wives or some little boy had brought it out to them. In all cases it appeared to consist of two parts — a coarse brown jug containing liquor, soup, oftenest beer, or skimmed milk, flanked by a slice or two of black rye bread. This formed the outflank of the repast. The main battle was a coarse brown stewpan of glazed crockery, narrower at the top, like a kind of small rude hemisphere of a dish, which uniformly contained po- tatoes stewed with bits of broken coarse meal, all in a moist state, eaten ravenously with a pewter fork. The dishes, I judged, had all been cooked in some common oven for a sou or so each. The good wife had sate by in a composed sorrowfully satisfied way seeing her good man eat. What he left, before taking to the li- quor jug, he carelessly handed her, and she ate it with much more neatness, though also willingly enough. Good motherkin ! But the appetite of the male sex was something great. A man not far from me, a weak-built figure, almost icithotit chin, shovelled and forked with astonishing alacrity out of his stewpan, his protrusive eyes flashing all the while, and his loose eyebrows shuttling and jerking at every stroke, the whole face of him a devouring Chi- Ghent Artiscma. 281 msera. He gave the remnant — a small one, I doubt — to his boy, snatched up the black bread, and made a cut in it at the first bite equal to a moderate horse-shoe. Poor fellows ! They all mped their mouths, I could see, with some kind of dim cotton hander- chief, dmwn from their blouses for that end. They tumbled themselves down for half an hour of deepest ambrosial sleej). The cafes, the chibs, the fine houses, the west end of Ghent with its fashionable occupants, are described not unkindly, but as of inferior interest to the working people. All that may be passed over, and indeed the rest of the adventures, for little remains to tell. He and his friends, who had spent their day in the picture galleries, met duly at the tabU-d^hote dinner. At five in the evening they were in the train, and at midnight in their berths on board their yacht, running out into the North Sea. The wind fell in the morning, and they wei*e becalmed. They sighted the North Foreland before night, but the air was still light ; and it was not till the next day that they were fairly in the river. Then a rattling breeze sprang up, and the ' Yigilant,' with her vast main- sail, her vast balloon jib, with all the canvas set which she could carry, flew through the water, passing sailing vessels, passing steamers, passing everything. They car- Tied on as if they were entered for a racing cup. The jib, of too light material for such hard driving, split with a report like a cannon. Carlyle saw ' the Captain's eyes twinkle ; no other change.' In ten minutes the flying wreck was gathered in, another jib was set and standing in place of it, and the yacht sped on as before. * To see men so perfect in their craft, fit for their work, and fitly ordered to it,' was a real consolation to him. There was something still left in the public service of England which had survived Parliamentary eloquence. They anchored at Deptford, and the gig was lowered to take the party up to London. 232 CarlyWs Life in London. Five rowers with a boatswain ; men unsurpassable, I do not doubt, in boat navigation, strong tall men, all clean shaved, clean washed, in clean blue trousers, in massive clean check shirts, their black neckcloths tied round their waists, their large clean brown hands, cunning in the craft of the sea — it was a kind of joy to look at it all. In few minutes they shot us into the Custom House stairs, and here, waving our mild farewells, our travel's his- tory concluded. Thus had kind destiny projected us rocket-wise for a little space into the clear blue of heaven and freedom. Thus again were we swiftly reabsorbed into the great smoky, simmering crater, and London's soot volcano had again recovered us. His wife was still at Cheyne Row when he came back. The day after— August 10 — she went off on the promised visit to the Bullers at Troston, of which she gives an ac- count so humorous in the ' Letters and Memoi-ials.' Her husband stayed behind with a half purpose of following her at the end of the month, and occupied himself in writing down the story of his flight into the other world, the lightest and brightest of all tourist diaries. He gave Ave days to it, seeing few visitors in his wife's absence. One new acquaintance, however, he did make in those days, or, rather, one was offered for acceptance, which he always afterwards counted among his good possessions. To Jane Welsh Carlyle, at Troston. Chelsea : Friday, August 20, 1842. The day before yesterday, in the evening, I had fallen asleep on the sofa : a loud door-knock woke me ; in the twilight, the tea standing on the table, a man entered in white trousers, whom Helen (not the servant) named — CEdipus knows what ! some mere mumble. In my dim condition I took him for Mackintosh : ' he was empowered to call on me by Miss Fox, of Falmouth.' He got seated ; disclosed himself as a man of huge, coarse head, with pro- jecting brow and chin, like a cheese in the last quarter, with a pair of large protrusive glittering eyes, which he did not direct to me or to anybody, but sate staring into the blue vague. There he sate and talked in a copious but altogether vague way, like a man lect- A New Acquaintance. 233 uring, like a man homed, embarrassed, and not knowing well what to do. I thought with myself, * Good heavens ! can this be some vagmnt Yankee, lion-hunting insipidity, biped perhaps escaped from Bedlam, coming in upon me by stealth ? ' He talked a minute longer. He proved to be Owen, the geological anatomist, a man of real faculty, whom I had wished to see. My recognition of him issued in peals of laughter, and I got two hours of excellent talk out of him — a man of real ability, who could tell me innumerable things. After his departure I asked Helen what she tad called him. *She did not know; but was quite sure it was his right name, at any rate.' Wliat an assistant this little damsel would have been to Adam when names were just beginning ! The more Carl^'le tlioiight of Owen the better he liked liiiri, and the more grateful he felt to Miss Fox for the ac- quisition. Sterling had known Owen at Falmouth, where lie had been on a visit to the Foxes. Carlyle wrote to him about it. To John Sterling, Chelsea : August 29. Your friend Owen, the naturalist, came down to me on^ evening, and stayed two hours. I returned his call yesterday with my brother, and went over his museum. He is a man of real talent and worth, an extremely rare kind of man. Hardly twice in Lon- don have I met with any articulate-speaking biped who told me a thirtieth part so many things I knew not and wanted to know. It was almost like to m^ke me cry to hear articulate human speech once more conveying real information to me, not dancing on airy tip-toes, no whence and no whither, as the manner of the Cockney dialect is. God's forgiveness to all Cockney ' men of wit ; ' they know not what death and Gehenna does lurk in that laborious in- anity of theirs — inane speech, the pretence of saying something when you are really saying No xmNO, but only counterfeits of things, is the beginning and basis of all other inanities whatso- ever, wherewith the earth and England is now sick almost unto death. lie is reproached for liaving spoken contemptuously of contemporary * men of letters.' His contempt was only for empty men of letters, the beginning and end of whose 234 Carlyle's Life m London. occupation was blowing bubbles either in verse or prose. He had no contempt for any man who had genuine knowl- edge, nor indeed for anybody at all who was contented to be simple and without pretence. An acquaintance like Owen made life itself more rich to him. Two days later he followed his wife into Suffolk. Charles Buller, who was to have met him at Troston, had not arrived, and, to use the time profitably, he obtained a horse of the completest Rosinante species, and set off for a ride through Oliver Cromwell's country. His first halt was at Ely. lie arrived in the evening, and walked into the cathedral, which, though fresh from Bruges and Ghent, he called ' one of the most impressive buildings he had ever in his life seen.' It was empty apparently. Xo living thing was to be seen in the whole vast building but a solitary sparrow, when suddenly some invisible hand touched the organ, and the rolling sounds, soft, sweet, and solemn, went pealing, through the solitary aisles. He was greatly affected. He had come to look at tiie spot where Oliver had called down out of his reading-desk a refractory High Church clergyman, and he had encountered a scene which seemed a rebuke to his fierceness. ' I believe,' he said, ' this Ely Cathedral is one of the finest, as they call it, in all England ; and from me, also, few masses of architecture could win more admira- tion. But I recoil everywhere from treating these things as a dilettantism at all. The impressions they give me are too deep and sad to have anything to do with the shape of stones. To-night, as the heaving bellows blew, and the yellow sunshine streamed in through those high windows, and my footfalls w^ere the only sounds below, I looked aloft, and my eyes filled with tears at all this, and I re- membered beside it — wedded to it now and reconciled to it for ever — Oliver Cromwell's " Cease your fooling, and come out, sir ! " In these two antagonisms lie what volumes of meaning ! ' Hide in CroniweWs Country. 286 "Where Carlyle went on this expedition, and what he saw, lie described in a letter to his brother John when it was over. To John Carlyle. Troston : September 9, 1842. My grand adventure has been a ride of three days into Cromwell- dom, which I actually accomplished on my heavy-footed beast, with endless labour, dispiritment, and annoyance, but also with adequate interest, profit, and satisfaction to many feelings. I went firet to Ely, a ride of thirty miles, most of it lanes and cross-roads. At length the high Cathedral of Ely rises towering on a hill-top over an immensity of cultivated bog, a very venerable-looking place. I then by some industry found Oliver's house. The huge hoi-seblock at his door is still lying there ; I brought away • a crumb of it in my pocket. The bells of Ely and some treacherous green tea &c. kept me awake near all night. Next day, my horse and self both in very bad case, I got on to St. Ives, Oliver's first farm, sate and smoked one of your cigars in a field which had been his — very curious to me. The traditions about him in that region are the vaguest conceivable — such is immortality so called. I wonder what a Pitt or a Peel will amount to in two centuries in comparison. * Immortality ! ' as my father would have said, with one of his sharpest intonations. After two hours at St. Ives, a little place of some three thousand people, I moved off to Hunt- ingdon, Oliver's birthplace ; saw Hiuchinbrook, which was his uncle's house, and contains some excellent portraits of Civil War people ; dined hastily, and rode with terrible determination to Cambridge the same evening. I never in my life was thii-stier or wearier. The lightning flashed and blazed on the right hand of me all over the south from nightfall ; and about an hour after my arrival (about ten o'clock, that is) the thunder began in right earn- est. Next morning I looked diligently at all colleges within reach ; saw Oliver's picture in his Sidney-Sussex College ; got under way again in a high wind which became tliick driving rain, and about five I arrived here sound and safe. To-day, of course, I am in a very baked, hot, feverish condition. Cromwell liad been Carlyle's first thought in this riding expedition, but other subjects, as 1 have said, were rising 236 CmiyUs Life in London. between him and the Commonwealth. At St. Ives he had seen and noted more than Cromwell's farm. He had seen St. Ives poorhouse, and the paupers sitting enchanted in the sun, willing to work, but with no work provided for them. In his Journal for the 25th of October he men- tions that he has been reading Eadmer, and Joceljn de Brakelonde's Chronicle, and been meditating on the old monks' life in St. Edmund's monastery. Round these, as an incipient motive, another book was shaping itself in his mind, and making ' Cromwell ' impossible till this should be done. To Tliomas Er shine, Esq. Chelsea : October 22, 1842. I wish all men knew and saw in veiy truth, as Emerson does, the everlasting worth, dignity, and blessedness of work. We should then terminate our Fox-hunting, Almacking, Corn-lawing, and a variety of other things ! For myself, I feel daily more and more what a truth there is in that old saying of the monks, Labo- rare est orare. I find really that a man cannot make a pair of shoes rightly unless he do it in a devout manner ; that no man is ever paid for his real work, or should ever expect or demand angrily to be paid ; that all work properly so called is an appeal from the Seen to the Unseen — a devout calling upon Higher Powers ; and unless they stand by us, it will not be a work, but a quackeiy. Perhaps I should tell you, withal, that a set of headlong enthu- siasts have already risen up in America who, grounding themselves on these notions of Emerson, decide on renouncing the world and its ways somewhat in the style of the old eremites of the Thebaid ; and retire into remote raral places to dig and delve with their own hands, 'to live according to Nature and Truth,' and for one thing eat vegetables only. We had a missionary of that kind here — a man of sincere convictions, but of the deepest ignorance, and calmly ari'ogant as an inspired man may be supposed to be — on the whole, one of the intensest bores I have ever met with. He made no proselytes in this quarter ; but the spiritual state of New England as rendered visible through him was very strange to me. . . . I had three days of a riding excursion into Oliver Cromwell's country. I smoked a cigar on his broken horseblock in the old 'Past aiid PresenV 237 city of Ely, under the stars, beside the graves of St. Mai7's Churchyard. I almost wept to stand upon the veiy flagstones under the setting sun where he ordered the refractory parson, • Leave oflf your fooling, and coTue out^ sir ! ' Alas ! he too ! was he paid for his work ? Do not ask me whether I yet wrUte about Oliver. My deep and growing feeling is that it is impossible. The mighty has gone to be a ghost, and will never take body again. CHAPTER XL A.D. 1842-3. ^T. 47—48. Slow progress with * Crc^mwell ' — Condition of England question — * Past and Present ' — The Dismal Science — Letter from Lock- hart— Effect of Carlyle's writings on his contemporaries— Young Oxford — Reviews — Visit to South Wales — Mr. Redwood's visit to the Bishop of St. David's — Impressions — An inn at Glou- cester — Father Mathew — Retreat in Annandale — Edinburgh — Dunbar battle-field — Return home. Journal. October 25, 1842. — For many months there has been no writing here. Alas ! what was there to write ? About myself, nothing ; or less if that was possible. I have not got one word to stand upon paper in regard to Oliver. The beginnings of work are even more formidable than the executing of it. I seem to myself at present, and for a long while past, to be sunk deep, fifty miles deejD, below the region of articulation, and, if I ever rise to speak again, must raise whole continents with me. Some hundreds of times I have felt, and scores of times I have said and written, that Oliver is an impossibility ; yet I am still found at it, without any visible results at all. Remorse, too, for my sinful, disgraceful sloth accompanies me, as it well may. I am, as it were, without a language. Tons of dull books have I read on this matter, and it is still only loom- ing as through thick mists on my eye. There looming, or flaming visible — did it ever flame, which it has never yet been made to do — in what terms am I to set it forth ? I wish often I could write rhyme. A new form from centre to surface, unlike what I find anywhere in myself or others, wouM alone be approj^riate for the indescribable chiaroscuro and waste bewilderment of this subject. December 21. — The Preadamite powers of Chaos are in me, and- my soul, with excess of stupidity, pusillanimity, tailor melancholy, and approaches of mere desperation and dog-madness, is as if blotted ^PoAit and VrenenV 239 out. Strange to reflect, during a three days' rain, when all is mud and misery here below, that a few miles up there is everlasting azure, and the sun shining as formerly. No Cromwell will ever come out of me in this world. I dare not even try Cromwell. Carlyle was to try Cromwell, and was to clothe the ghost with body again, impossible as the operation seemed ; but he had to raise another ghost first — an old Catholic ghost — before he could practise on the Puritans. Events move so fast in this century, one crowding an- other out of sight, that most of us who were alive in 1842 have forgotten how menacing public affairs were looking in the autumn of that year. Trade was slack, owing, it was said, to the corn-laws, and hundreds of thousands of operatives were out of work. Bread was dear, owing cer- tainly to the corn-laws, and actual famine was in the north- ern towns ; while the noble lords and gentlemen were shooting their grouse as usual. There was no insurrection, but the ' hands,' unwillingly idle, gathered in the streets in dumb protest. Tlie poorhouses overflowed, and could hold no more ; local riots brought out the yeomanry, landowners and farmers, to put down the artisans, who were short of bread for their families, lest foreign competition should bring down rents and farmers' profits. Town and country were ranked against each other for the last time. Never any more was such a scene to be witnessed in England. In his Suffolk ride Carlyle had seen similar scenes of misery. Indignation blazed up in him at the sight of England with its enormous wealth and haggard poverty ; the earth would not endure it, he* thought. The rage of famished millions, held in check only by the invisible re- straints of habit and traditional order, would boil over at last. In England, as in France, if the favored classes did not look better to their ways, revolution would and must come ; and if it could create nothing, might at least shat- ter society to pieces. His * Chartism ' had been road and 240 Carlyle^s Life in London. wondered over, but liis prophecies had been laughed at, and the symptoms had grown worse. The corn-laws, it is to be remembered, were still standing. If they had continued to stand, if the growl of the hungry people had not been heard and the meaning of it discerned, most of us think that revolution would have come, and that Carlyle's view of the matter was right. Between him and all other work, dragging off his mind from it, lay this condition of England question. Even if the dread of revolution was a chimsera, the degradation of the once great English people, absorbed, all of them, in a rage for gold and pleasure, was itself sufficient to stir his fury. Pie believed that every man had a special duty to do in this world. If he had been asked what specially he conceived his own duty to be, he would have said that it was to force men to realize once moi*e that the world was actually governed by a just God ; that the old familiar story acknowledged everywhere in words on Sundays, and disregarded or denied openly on week-days, was, after all, true. His writings, every one of them, his essays, his lec- tures, his 'History of the French Revolution,' his ' Crom- well,' even his 'Frederick,' were to the same purpose and on the same text — that truth must be spoken and justice must be done ; on any other conditions no real common- wealth, no common welfare, is permitted or possible. Po- litical economy maintained that the distribution of the profits of industry depended on natural laws, with whicli morality had nothing to do. Carlyle insisted that moral- ity was everywhere, through the whole range of human action. As long as men were allowed to believe that their business in this world was each to struggle for as large a share as he could get of earthly good things, they were living in a delusion with hearts poisoned and intellect misled. Those who seemed to prosper under such meth- ods, and piled up huge fortunes, would gather no good out ^Past and Present: 241 of them. The multitude whose own toil produced what they were forbidden to share would sooner or later present their bill for payment, and demand a reckoning. The scenes in the north of England in this summer — from this point of view — seemed only too natural to him. On August 20 he wrote to his wife at Troston : — The Manchester insuiTection continues — the tenth day of it now. I begin really to be anxious about it, and wish it were well over, that blood be not shed, and seeds of long baleful vengeance sown. A country in a lamentabler state, to my eyes, than oui*s even now, has rarely shown itself under the sun. We seem to me near anarchies, things nameless, and a secret voice whispers now and then to me, * Thou, behold thou too art of it — thou must be of it ! ' I declare to Heaven I would not have the governing of this England at present for the richest * cream and shortbread ' that could be named. Men say that he was an idle croaker, and that events have proved it. All was really going well. The bubbles on the surface were only the signs of the depth and power of the stream. There has been no revolution, no anarchy ; wealth has enormously increased ; the working men are better off than ever they were, &c. &c. In part, yes. But how much has been done meanwhile of what he recommended ? and how much of that is due to the effect which he himself produced ? The coni-laws have been repealed, and this alone he said at the time would give us a respite of thirty years to set our house in order. Laissez-faire has been broken in upon by factory acts, education acts, land acts, emigration schemes, schemes and acts on all sides of us, that patience and industiy may be snatched from the * grinding' of * natural laws.' The ' dismal science ' has been relegated to ' Jupiter and Sat- urn ;' and these efforts have served as lightning-conduct- ors. If we are safe now, we sliould rather thank him who, more tlian any other man, forced open the eyes of our legislators. Vol. III. -16 242 CarlyWs Life in London. Forty years ago people were saying with Jeffrey that it was true that there were many lies in the world, and much injustice, but then it had always been so. Our forefathers had been as ill off as we, and probably — nay, certainly — worse off. Carlyle had insisted that no nation could have grown at all, still less have grown to England's stature, unless truer theories of man's claims on man had once been believed and acted on. Whigs and Kadicals as- sured him that the older methods, so far as they differed from ours, were less just and less wise ; that, although the artisans and labourers might be ill off occasionally, they were freer, happier, better clothed, better lodged, more enlightened, than in any previous age, and they challenged him to point to a time in English history which could honestly be preferred to the present. Jocelyn's Chronicle coming accidentally across him, with its singularly vivid picture of English life in the twelfth century, gave him the impulse which he needed to answer them, and ' Past and Present ' was written off with singular ease in the first seven weeks of 1843. Plis heart was in his subject. He got the book completed, strange to say, without preliminary labour-pangs, and without leaving in his correspondence, during the process of birth, a single cry of complaint. The style shows no trace of rapid composition, unless in the white-heat intensity of expression, nor is it savage and scornful anywhere, but rather (for Carlyle) candid and considerate. The arrangement is awkward — as awkward as that of ' Sartor ' — for indeed there is no arrangement at all ; and yet, as a whole, the book made a more imme- diate mark than anything which Carlyle had hitherto w^ritten. Prophetic utterances seldom fall into harmo- nious form ; they do not need it, and they will not bear it. Three letters remain, written during the parturition, in which he explained what he was about. To his mother he says, early in January : — 'Past and PremU: 243 My health keeps good, better than it used to do. I am fast getting ready something for publication too. Though it is not * Cromwell ' yet, it is something more immediately applicable to the times in hand. I do hope you will see it soon, though it is a terrible business getting a thing wriggled out of the confusions it stands amidst, and made ready for presenting to mankind. It is like building a diy brick house out of a quagmire of clay and glar.i The distress of the poor, I apprehend, is less here at present than in almost any other large town, yet you cannot walk along the streets without seeing frightful symptoms of it. I declare I begin to feel as if I should not hold my peace any longer, as if I should perhaps open my mouth in a way that some of them are not ex- pecting — we shall see if this book were done. Again : — January 20. I hope it will be a rather useful kind of book. It goes rather in a fiei-y strain about the present condition of men in general, and the strange pass they are coming to ; and I calculate it may awaken here and there a slumbering blockhead to rub his eyes and con- sider wliat he is about in God's creation— a thing highly desirable at present. I found I could not go on with Cromwell, or with any- thing else, till I had disburdened my heart somewhat in regard to all that. The look of the world is really quite oppressive to me. Eleven thousand souls in Paisley alone living on three-halfpence a day, and the governors of the land all busy shooting partridges and passing corn-laws the while ! It is a thing no man with a speaking tongue in his head is entitled to be silent about. My only diffi- culty is that I have far too much to say, and require great address in deciding how to say it. And to Sterling: — February 23. No man was lately busier, and few sicklier, than I now am. Work is not jwssible for me except in a red-hot element which wastes the life out of me. I have still three weeks of the ugliest labour," and shall be fit for a hospital then. The thing I am upon is a volume to be called * Past and Present.' It is moral, political, histoiical, and a most questionable red-hot indignant thing, for my heart is sick to look at the things now going on in this England ; i Olar, mud or any muist sticky subatanoe. * Correcting proofs. 244 Carlyle's Life in London. and the two millions of men sitting in poor-law Bastilles seem to ask of eveiy English soul, ' Hast thou no word to say for us ? ' On the whole, I am heartily sorry for myself — sorry that I could not help writing such words, and had none better to write. Whether any Cromwell, or what, is in the rear of all this, the Fates know. ' Past andTPresent' appeared at the begiiiiiing of April, 1843, and created at once admiration and a storm of anger. It was the first public protest against the ' Sacred Science,' which its chief professors have since discovered to be no science, yet which then was accepted, even by the very clergy, whose teaching it made ridiculous, as being irre- fragable as Euclid. The idol is dead now, and may be laughed at with impunity. It was then in its shrine above the altar, and to doubt was to be damned — by all the news- papers. In ' Chartism ' Carlyle had said that the real aim of all modern revolutionary movements was to recover for the free working man the condition which he had lost when he ceased to be a serf. The present book was a fuller insistence upon the same truth. The world's chief glory was the having ended slavery, the having raised the toiler with his hands to the I'ank and dignity of a free man ; and Carlyle had to saj^ that, under the gospel of political economy and free contract, the toiler in question had lost the substance and been fooled with the shadow. Gurth, born thrall of Cedric the Saxon, had his share of the bacon. The serf was, at least, as well cared for by his master as a horse or a cow. Under free contract he remained the slave of nature, which would kill him if he could not feed him- self ; he was as much as ever forced to work under the whip of hunger ; while he was an ownerless vagrant, to be employed at competitive wages, the lowest that would keep him alive, as long as employment was to be had, and to be turned adrift to pine in a workhouse when it was no longer any one's interest to employ him. A cow, a horse, a pig, even a canary bird, was worth a price in the market, ^ Past and Present' 245 was worth feeding and preserving. The free labourer, ex- cept at such times as there happened to be a demand for him, was worth nothing. The rich, while this gospel was believed in, might grow richer ; but the poor nmst remain poor always, without hope for themselves, without prospect for their children, more truly slaves, in spite of their free- dom, and ev^n in consequence of their freedom, in a coun- try so densely peopled as England, than the Carolina Nigger, The picture was set out with the irony of wliich Carlyle was so unrivalled a master, with the indignation of which irony is the a7't. With the existing state of things the book begins ; with the existing state of things, and the only possible remedies for it, the book ends; in the middle stands hi contrast the ancient English life under the early Plan- tagenet kings, before freedom in the modern sense had begun to exist ; and the picture of St. Edmund's Abbey and its monks, which is thus drawn, is without a rival in modern literature. As to the relative merits of that ao:e and ours there will be different opinions. We know so well where the collar galls our own necks, that we think anyone better off whose shoulder does not suffer at that particular point. Nor did Carlyle insist on drawing comparisons, being content to describe real flesh-and-blood human beings as they were then, and as they are now, and to leave us to our own reflections. On the whole, perhaps we shall agree with what Lockhart answered, when Carlyle sent his book to him. Lockhart said he could accept none of his friend's inferen- ces, except one, that * we were all wrong, and were all like to be damned ; ' but that ' it was a book such as no other man could do, or dream of doing; that it had made him conscious of life and feeling as he had never been before; and that, finally, he wished Carlyle would write something more about the middle ages, write some romance, if he 246 Carlyle's Life in London, liked. He liad more power of putting life into the dry bones than anyone but Scott ; and that, as nothing could be less like Scott's manner of doing it than Carlyle's, there could be no suspicion of imitation.' But it is unnecessary for ine to review or criticise further a work which has been read so universally, and as to whicl no two persons are likely entirely to think alike. I shall endeavour rather at this point to describe something of the effect M'hich Carlyle was producing among his contem- poraries. 'Past and Present' completes the cycle of writings which were in his first style, and by which he most influenced the thought of his time. He w^as a Bedouin, as he said of himself, a rough child of the desert. His hand had been against every man, and every man's hand against him. He had offended men off all political parties, and every professor of a recognised form of religion. He had offended Tories by his Kadicalism, and Radicals by his scorn of their formulas. He had offended Pligh Churchmen by his Protestantism, and Low Church- men by his evident unorthodoxy. I^o sect or following could claim him as belonging to them ; if they did, some rough utterance w^ould soon undeceive them. Yet all had acknowledo:ed that here was a man of extraordinary Intel- lectual gifts and of inflexible veracity. If his style w^as anomalous, it was brilliant. No such humourist had been known in England since Swift ; and the humour, while as searching as the great Dean's, was infinitely more genial. Those who were most angry with Carlyle could not deny that much that he said was true. In spite of political economy, all had to admit there was such a thing as justice; that it was the duty of men to abstain from lying a great deal more than they did. ' A new thinker,' in Emerson's phrase, ' had been let loose upon the planet ; ' the representatives of the Keligiones Licitse, the conven- tional varieties of permitted practice and speculation, found Position cmd Influence, 247 themselves encountered by a novel element which would assimilate with none of them, which disturbed all their digestions, yet which they equally could not ignore. This on the surface. But there were circumstances in the time which made Carlyle's mode of thought excep- tionally interesting, to young men especially whose con- victions were unformed and whose line of life was yet undetermined for them. It was an era of new ideas, of swift if silent spiritual revolution. Reform in Parliament was the symbol of a general hope for the introduction of a new and better order of things. The Church had broken away from her old anchorage. The squire parsons, with their sleepy services, were to serve no longer. Among the middle classes there was the Evangelical revival ; the Catholic revival at Oxford had convulsed the University, and had set half the educated men and women in Enoj. land speculating on the authority of the priesthood, and the essential meaning of Christianity. All were agreed to have done with compromise and conventionalities. Again the critical and enquiring spirit which had been checked by the French Revolution had awakened from the sleep of half a century. Physical science, now that it was creating railroads, bridging the Atlantic with steam- ships, and giving proof of capacity which could no longer be sneered at, was forming a philosophy of the earth and its inhabitants, agitating and inconvenient to orthodoxy, yet difficult to deal with. Benthamism was taking posses- sion of donynions which religion had claimed hitherto as its own, was interpreting morality in a way of its own, and directing political action. Modern history, modern lan- guages and literature, with which Englishmen hitherto liad been contented to have the slightest acquaintance, were pushing their way into school and college and pri- vate families, forcing us into contact with opinions as to the most serious subjects entirely different from our own. We 248 CarlyMs Life in London. were told to enquire ; but to enquire like Des Cartes with a preconceived resolution that the orthodox conclusion must come out true — an excellent rule for those who can follow it, which all unhappily cannot do. To those who enquired with open minds it appeared that things which good and learned men were doubting about must be them- selves doubtful. Thus all round us, the intellectual light- ships had broken from their moorings, and it was then a new and trying experience. The present generation which has grown up in the floating condition, which has got used to it and has learned to swim for itself, will never know what it was to find the lights all drifting, the com- passes all awry, and nothing left to steer by except the stars. In this condition the best and bravest of my own con- temporaries determined to have done with insincerity, to find ground under their feet, to let the uncertain remain uncertain, but to learn how much and what we could hon- estly regard as true, and believe that and live by it. Ten- nyson became the voice of this feeling in poetry ; Carlyle in what was called prose, though prose it w^as not, but something by itself, with a form and melody of its owm. Tennyson's poems, the group of poems wdiich closed with ' In Memoriam,' became to many of us what the ' Chris- tian Year ' was to orthodox Churchmen. We read them, and they became part of our minds, the expression in ex- quisite language of the feelings which were working in ourselves. Carlyle stood beside him as a prophet and teacher ; and to the young, the generous, to everyone who took life seriously, who wished to make an honourable use of it, • and could not be content with sitting down and making money, his words w^ere like the morning reveillee. The middle-aged and experienced who have outgrown their enthusiasm, who have learnt wdiat a real power money is, and how inconvenient the absence of it, may forego a Position wnd Influence. 249 liigher creed ; may believe without much difficulty that utilitarianism is the only basis of morals ; that mind is a product of organised matter; that our wisest course is to make ourselves comfortable in this world, whatever may become of the next. Others of nobler nature who would care little for their comforts may come at last, after long reflection on this world, to the sad conclusion that nothing can be known about it ; that the external powers, what- ever they may be, are indifferent to human action or human welfare. Kuxai 6fjia)5 o r* depyos dvnp o re noWa eopywf, (V 5e l^ Tifj.^ fj fxev KOKOs rje Koi taOXos. The good and the evil lie down together, the eaorth covers them, and there is no difference. To such an opinion some men, and those not the worst, may be driven after weary observation of life. But young men will never believe it ; or, if they do, they have been young only in name. Young men have a conscience, in which they recognise the voice of God in their hearts. They have hope. They have love and admiration for gen- erous and noble actions, which tell them that there is more in this world than material things which they can see and handle. They have an intellect, and they cannot conceive that it was given to them by a force which had none of its own. Amidst the controversies, the arguments, the doubts, the crowding uncertainties of foi'ty years ago, Carlyle's voice was to the young generation of Englishmen like the sound of * ten thousand trumpets ' in their ears, as the Knight of Grange said of John Knox. They had been taught to believe in a living God. Alas ! it had seemed as if the life might be other moods and tenses, but not in the present indicative. They heard of what lie had done in the past, of what He would do in the future, of what it was wished that He might do, of what we were to pray to 250 Carlyle's Life in London, Him that He \Yould do. Carl jle was the first to make us see His active and actual presence now in this working world, not in rhetoric and fine sentiments, not in problem- atic miracles at Lom-des or Salette, but in clear letters of fire which all might read, written over the entire surface of human experience. To him God's existence was not an arguable probability, a fact dependent for its certainty on Church authority, or on Apostolic succession, or on so- called histories which might possibly prove to be no more than legends ; but an awful reality to which the fates of nations, the fate of each individual man, bore perpetual witness. Here and only here lay the sanction and the meaning of the word duty. We were to do our work, not because it would prove expedient and we should be re- warded for doing it, but because we were bound to do it by our Master's orders. We were to be just and true, be- cause God abhorred wrong and hated lies ; and because an account of our deeds and words was literally demanded and exacted from us. And the lesson came from one who seemed ' to speak with authority and not as the Scribes,' as if what he said was absolute certainty beyond question or cavil. Religious teachers, indeed, had said the same thing, but they had so stifled the practical bearing of it under their doctrines and traditions, that honest men had found a difil- culty in listening to them. In Carljde's writings dogma and tradition had melted like a mist, and the awful central fact burnt clear once more in the midst of Heaven. Nor could anyone doubt Carlyle's power, or Carlyle's sincerity. He was no founder of a sect bent on glorifying his own personality. He was no spiritual janissary maintaining a cause which he was paid to defend. He was simply a man of high original genius and boundless acquirements, speaking out with his whole heart the convictions at which he had himself arrived in the disinterested search after Position and Influence. 251 truth. If we asked who he was, we heard that his cliar- acter was like his teaching ; that he was a peasant's son, brought up in poverty, and was now leading a pure, simple life in a small house in London, seeking no promotion for himself, and content with the wages of an artisan. I am speaking chiefly of the efPect of Carlyle in the circles m which 1 was myself moving. To others he was recommended by his bold attitude on the traditionary formulas, the defenders of which, though they could no longer use stake or gibbet, yet could still ruin their an- tagonists' fortunes and command them to submit or starve. Mere negations, whether of Voltaire or Hume or David Strauss, or whoever it might be, he valued little. To him it was a small thing comparatively to know that this or that theory of things was false. The important matter was not to know what was untrue, but what was true. He never put lance in rest simply for unorthodoxy. False as the priestly nmmmeries at Bruges might be, he could not wish them away to make room for materialism which was falser than they. Yet he had not concealed that he had small faith in bishops, small faith in verbal inspira- tions, or articles of religion, small concern for the bap- tismal or other controversies then convulsing the Church of England ; and such side cuts and slashes were welcome to the Theological Liberals, who found him so far on their side. The Radicals again might resent his want of reverence for liberty, for political economy, and such like ; but he could denounce Corn-laws and Game-preserving aristocrats with a scorn which the most eloquent of them might envy. Li the practical objects at which he was aiming, he was more Radical than they were. They feared him, but they found him useful. There were others, again, who were attracted by the quality which Jeffrey so much deprecated. That he was 252 Carlyle^s Life in London. so ' dreadfully in earnest,' that he could not sit down quietly and enjoy himself ' without a theory of the uni- verse in which he could believe,' was not an offence, but a recommendation. Some people cannot help being in earn- est, cannot help requiring a real belief, if life is not to be- come intolerable to them. Add to this the novelty of Carlyle's mode of speech, his singularly original humour and imagery ; add also the impressiveness of his personal presence, as reported by those who had been privileged to see him, and we have an explanation of the universal curiosity which began to be felt about the Prophet of Cheyne Row, and the fascination which he exercised over a certain class of minds in days of the Melbourne ministry and the agitation over the ' Tracts for the Times.' I, for one (if I may so far speak of myself), was saved by Carlyle's writings from Positivism, or Romanism, or Atheism, or any other of the creeds or No Creeds which in those years were whirling us about in Oxford, like leaves in an autumn storm. The controversies of the place had unsettled the faith which we had inherited. The alternatives were being thrust upon us of believing nothing, or believing everything which superstition, dis- guised as Church authority, had been pleased to impose ; or, as a third course, and a worse one— of acquiescing, for worldly convenience, in the established oi'der of things, which had been made intellectually incredible. Carlyle taught me a creed which 1 could then accept as really true ; which I have held ever since, with increasing confidence, as the interpretation of my existence and the guide of my conduct, so far as I have been able to act up to it. Then and always I looked, and have looked, to him as my mas- ter. In a long personal intimacy of over thirty years, I learnt to reverence the man as profoundly as I honoured the teacher. . . . But of this I need say no more, and can now go on with the story. Bevkws of ' Past and Present!' 253 John Carlyle was in Clieyne Row when ' Past and Pres- ent' came out, and was a stay and comfort to liis brotlier in the lassitude which always followed the publication of a book. He had left the Duke of Buccleugh. Lady Clare had wished him to go back with her to Italy, but for this he had no inclination. An opening had presented itself in London. Lord Jeffrey had recommended him to Lady Holland as physician in attendance, and that distinguished lady had been favourably inclined ; but Carlyle, when John consulted him, considered ' that she was a wretched, unreasonable, tyrannous old ci'eature,' of whom it would be wise for John to steer clear. As a guest at Chelsea he was welcome always, both to his brother and his sister-in- law : good-humoured, genial, always a sunny presence in a house where sunshine was needed. The book sold fast. On April 28, 1843, Carlyle wrote to his brother James, at Scotsbrig : — People seem to get themselves ccnsiderably stnick by it, and ' look two ways for Sunday,' which is a very proper result for them ; but, indeed, I for one care but little what becomes of them with it. That is tJieir outlook now, not mine. In May John left for Scotland, leaving regrets belnnd him. I was very sad about your going (Carlyle said) ; I was weak and in bad spirits at any rate. As I saw you roll off, it was an emblem to me of all the partings, bodily and others, men have in this world, summed up at last by the grand parting which awaits us all — which, if it be God*s will, may perhaps prove but a meeting under happier omens. The reviewers were all at work on ' Past and Present,' * wondering, admiring, blaming — chiefly the last.' Glitter, clatter (he said of it in his Journal) hat niclits zu bedetUen — except, indeed, a few pages from Emerson in his 'Dial,' which really contain a eulogy of a magnificent sort. A word from F. Maurice in defence of me from some Church of England reviewer is also gratifying. One knows not whether even such things are a benefit — are not a new peril and bewilderment. I believe it must 254 Carlyle^s Life in London. have gone into the heart of one and the other in these times. It has been to me a considerable relief to see it fairly out of me ; and I look at the disastrous condition of England with much more pa- tience for the present, my conscience no longer reproaching me with any duty that I could do, and was neglecting to do. That book always stood between me and Cromwell, and now that has fledged itself and flown off. ' Cromwell,' however, w^as still not inimediatelj executa- ble. Tired as he was with the efforts of the winter, he was less than ever able to face the London season, espe- cially as increasing popularity increased people's eagerness to see him. An admirer — a Mr. Redwood, a solicitor — living at Llandough, a few miles from Cardiff, had long hnmbly desired that Carlyle would pay him a visit. An invitation coming at the same time from Bishop Thirlwall, at St. David's, which could be fitted in with the other, he decided to lay his work by for the present, and make ac- quaintance with new friends and a new^ part of the conn- try. Mr. Hedw^ood, a quiet lawyer, of no literary preten- sions, engaged that he should not be made a show of, promised perfect quiet, sea-bathing, a horse if he wished to ride, and the absence of all society, except of himself and his old mother. These temptations w-ere sufficient. Qn July 3 he left London by train from Paddington to Bris- tol. A day or two were to be given -to acquaintances at Clifton, and thence he was to proceed by a Cardiff steamer. All was strange to him. He had never before been in the South or West of England ; and his impressions, coming fresh, formed themselves into pictures, which he threw down in his letters to his wife. Here is Bath, as seen from the window of the railway carriage — rapidly ob- served, yet with what curious minuteness : — To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Clifton : July 4, 1843. Bath, built of white stone in trim streets, enclosed amid gnarled, beautifully green, and feathered hills, looked altogether princely Visit io South Wales. 255 after those poor brick towns, like an ancient decayed prince — for it was smoke-soiled, dingj', and lonely looking — yet in the cbim- ney-pots and gables of a certain polite fantasticality, and all ranked in straight, short streets, which ran in every direction on every variety of level, as if they had been all marching and drilling in that hollow, rough place, each in the road that suited him best. There was something in all this that reminded one of Beau Nash and Smollett's Lady of Quality. My Cockney tourist lady (com- panion in compartment) pronounced it to be a city built of stone, and of considerable extent — facts both. The house in Cheyne Row was cleaned and painted during his absence, his wife superintending. On sucli oc- casions he was liiniself better out of the way. Her letters may be referred to occasionally by the side of Carlyle's reports of his own doings to her.* To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Clifton : July 6, 1843. My Baira, — I have been at Chepstow in all kinds of weather — in rain, in glowing heat, and then home through the heart of thun- derstorms. I am totally wearied, and have just got uj) to my sleeping-place, which seems tolerably quiet. I must not spend above a minute or two in writing. Take my kind good-night, therefore, dear Goody, and thanks for the punctual, most wel- come dispatch which I found lying on my table on returning to- day. You are very good — write always ; except by youi* letters, I am at present disunited from all the earth. Later : — Chepstow is beautiful. The rocks of the Avon at Clifton, on the road thither by steam, excel all things I have seen. Even I, the most determined anti-view hunter, find them worthy of a word. I have passed the day, perhaps not ill, though in laborious idle- ness. Who knows ? Yesternight we had a soiree at Mr. Hare's ; one or two intelligent peraons — Dr. Symons, a hectic clergyman ; a Mr. Fripps (I think), very deep in business ; all decided Car- lylians. Ach (>oU ! There was also a tremendous artist, fiddler, and piano-player ; and certain pretty young women sate speech- leas. I will to sleep, I will to sleejj ! The scoundiel umbrella > Letters and MemoriaU^ toL i , p. 145, ^o. 256 Carlijle's Life in London. vendor ! ' He is the first below Darwin's entry, on the same side. Send the Stiviahile '^ in his brougham to thunder eight-ninths of the wretched tailor-life out of him. Adieu, and a thousand good- nights. Ever your affectionate T. Cablyle. Llandough, Cowbridge : Thursday, July 7, 1843. Dearest, — Your precious little billet came to me at breakfast. I got down in good time to my Cardiff steamer ; a biisk breezy morning, promising well ; and again, after endless ringing of bells and loading of hamj^ers and bullying and jumbling, we got off down the muddy Avon once more. I iDassed a most silent day — remembrances of all kinds — and these my only occupation. On the Somersetshire shore we passed a bathing establishment — hap- less mothers of families sitting on folding-stools by the beach of muddy tide streams. It is a solitary sea, the Severn one. We passed near only one ship, and in that there lay a cabin-boy sound asleep amidst ropes, and a black-visaged sailor had raised his shock head, only half awake, through the hatches to see what w^e were. They lay there waiting for a wind. I smoked two cigars and a half. I hummed all manner of tunes — sang even portions of Psalms in a humming tone for my own behoof, reclining on my elbow ; and so the day wore on, and at three o'clock we got into Cardiff dock, and I, sharp on the outlook, descried the good Red- wood waiting there. He had a tub-gig — a most indescribable, thin- bodied, semi-articulate, but altogether helpful kind of a factotum manservant, who stepped on board for my luggage ; and so, in few minutes after, giving a glance at Cardiff Castle and buying a few cigars, we got eagerly to the road, and not long after five had done our twelve miles and were safe home. It was the beauti- fullest day ; a green, pleasant country, full of shrubby knolls and white thatched cottages ; altogether a very reasonable drive. Un- expectedly, in a totally solitaiy spot, I was bidden dismount ; and looking to the right, saw close by the Redwood mansion — a house about the capacity of Craigenputtock, though in Welsh style, all thin shaven, covered with roses, hedged off from the parish road by invisible fences and a patch of very pretty lawn. The old lady, an innocent native old Quakeress, received me with much simplic- ity, asked for you, &c. Our dinner, which she had carefully ^ Carlyle had bought an umbrella for his wife, which was to have been sent home, and was not. * John Sterhng's father. Letters and Memorials^ vol. i., p. 20. visit U) South Wales, 257 cooked and kept hot for an hour and a half, consisted of — vealJ Nay, I heard of a veal pie for future use. I suppose they have killed a fatted calf for me, knowing my tastes ! There was good ham and a dish of good boiled peas, and a pudding. I did very well, and we have been to walk since ; and the place, on the whole, is the loneliest and the most silent in all the earth, and I think I shall leai-n to do very well. Adieu, adieu ! Sleep well and dream of me. T. C. Friday morning, 7.30 A.M. Being on my feet again too early, I will add a word till there be some likeness of breakfast, or, at lowest, of shaving. All is still here as in a hermitage of La Trappe. But one dirty little yelp of a dog was sufficient to awaken me a while ago. A niessin is as good as a lion ! My Bishop is some sixty miles inland. I know not whether I shall get to him, nor, indeed, what my capabilities yet are. Oh dear! I wish I was near thee, with thy hot coffee-pot, at this moment ; but I would not stay there when I was so. I will end, and go shave at present. Has that accursed chimsera of a Cockney not sent the umbrella yet ? I could see him trailed thrice through the Thames for his scoundrel conduct. No man knows what break- ing his word will do for the general injuiy. Adieu — a thoustind blessings ! T. C. Almost a fortnight was given to Llandongh. His friends were all kindness and attention, and their efforts were gratefully appreciated ; but the trutli must be told — Car- lyle required more than simple, quiet people had to give him. He was bored. He reproached himself, but he could not help it. Mr. Redwood was engaged all day in his office at Cowbridge. His guest was left mainly to him- self — to ride about the neighbourhood, to bathe, to lie under the trees on the lawn and smoke, precisely what he had fancied that he had desired. * All was totally somno- lent, not ill fitted for a man that had come out of London to see if he could sleep.' He amused himself tolerably with his wife's letters and with Tieck's * Yittoria Acco- rombona,' which she had provided him with, and had > Carlyle could not digest veaL Vol. III.— 17 258 Carlyle^s Life in London. begged him to read. He could not approve, however, of this singular book : ' a dreadful piece of work on Tieck's part,' he called it. But occasionally his poor host, to show his respect, absented himself from his own work to do the honours of the country, and Carlyle required all his self- command not to be uncivil. I liave been at St. Donat's (he writes, July 12). I have just got home through rain and precipitous, rough roads, at a gallop which has jumbled me all to pieces. Devil take all * days ' of that sort ! I had just got your letter when I went away. I went happy, I re- turn mee-s^erahle — fly up into my sooty * study,' to be at least alone for a while. How happy I was over * Quarterly Review, ' peace, silence, and my Goody's letter ! Yesterday, with a rational exertion of ill-nature, I briefly de- clined going for an Arcadian ramble to the coast all day ; or, in- deed, going any whither, indicating that I preferred the green grass, sunshine, and solitude among the trees and winds. The good R. in an instant cheerfully surrendered, cheerfully went off to his attorney's office, and left me totally alone till dinner. I have not for long had so peaceable a day. The old black cobweb coat was warm enough for the temperature. I lay upon the grass on the brae-side, under shadow if I liked ; smoked my pipe and looked out upon the waving woods, and felt their great deep melancholy sough a real blessing to me. ' Accorombona ' is far the pleasantest thing I have yet fallen in with since I left you ; a very gorgeous composition, but too showy in diamonds — Bristol diamonds— tinsel, and the jjrecious metals for my taste. One finds it to be untrue, almost as an opera ; yet much is true, genial, warm, and very grand. Vittoria herself is about the best of all opera heroines — a right divine stage goddess. Bracciano, too, is clearly her mate, as you say ; yet I could not but abhor that murder he did of the poor, frivolous, trembling creature — it is detestable ! The sublime Song of Solomon passages did also somewhat transcend me. In fact, it is a grand thing ; but Bristol diamond, not a little of it. A thousand thanks to Tieck and the Coadjutor for such a gift in these latitudes. Alas ! this morning I am reduced to ' Lyell's Geology,' a twaddling, circum- fused, ill-writing man. I seem to hear his uninspired voice all along, and see the clear leaden twinkle of his small bead eyes. However, I will persist a little. Visit to South Wales, 259 July 18. This day has been as close, dim, and snltry as a day need be : thunder rumbling on all sides of the horizon ever since morning. I have read several articles in the * Quarterly Review,' kept aloof from Lyell hitherto, declined to ride, walked out a Rttle way — in short, sauntered in the idlest manner I have written to Thirlwall that I leave this on Monday. A coach goes through Cowbridgo about noon. Some sixty miles, I believe it is, to Car- marthen. How long I may stay with Thirlwall is not perfectly clear. Two days was the time I talked of, but, if all prospered exceedingly, it might extend to three. I shall get no rest in any of these places, and it may as well be in a plenum as in a vacuum. . . . . In Llandough, close at hand here, over the knoll top, I saw certain of the population in the street as I passed along : little flabby figures, brown as a berry ; fat, squat, wide flowing ; their clothes, of almost no colour (such is the prevalence of time and i)overty), hung round them as if ' thrown on with a pitchfork * — very noteworthy little fellows (of both sexes) indeed. They saluted kindly as I passed. An old Squire something lives in Llandough Castle close at hand, a little behind the village. Poor fellow ! the grave of his old wife is the newest in Llandough Church-yard, and he sits solitaiy, R. says, and * scolds his servants, being a proud man.' The 14th of July was Mrs. Carlyle's birthday, lie never forgot it after her mother died, and always provided bonie pretty present for her. He enclosed in this letter an ornament of some kind, to be ready for the day, which, ' as the umbrella went aback,' he required her ' to accept with all resignation.' July 15. Yesterday passed as the brightest, beautifullest day in the whole year might do in these circumstances. I had an excellent four hours till two o'clock, then an excellent solitaiy gallop to the soli- tary seashore, a dip in the eternal element there, and gallop back again. The world was all bright as a jewel set in polished silver and sunshine, the sky so purified by the past day's thunder. The little hamlet of Aberddaw, a poor grey clachan^ crouched under the shelter of a kind of knoll, the half of which was eaten sheer off by the sea. * Poor Aberddaw ! ' I said to myself, ' thou sittest there, ill enough bested — God help thee ! ' The bits of Welsh women. 260 Carlyle's Life in London. with their cuddies, higging small merchandise about, a veiy scrubby kind of figures, seemed highly praiseworthy — humanly pitiable to me. The wood is so beautiful when you see it from the knoll-tops — soft, green, yet shaggy and bushy — and sunshine kisses all things ;. and the upper moors themselves — dull, blunt, hilly regions — look sapphire in the distance. At my return to dinner Redwood produced, instead of port, a bottle of excellent claret, and said we must drink Mrs. Carlyle's health, as it was her birthday ! This fact he had gathered from feeding me purchase the bit of riband for a band for the said Mrs. C. Well, the feat accordingly was done ; and even the ancient Quaker mother had her glass filled, and wished * many happy years to Jane Carlyle,' for which I duly returned thanks. The day had no other public event in it. R. made me sit with him till we finished the bottle, and the afiair did me no harm at all, rather good. My malison on this glazed paper, on this detestable leather pen ! The world gets even madder with its choppings and changings and never-ending innovations, not for the better. My collars, too, are all on a new principle. Oh for one hour of Dr. Francia ! But here comes our great, stalking maid, an immensely tall woman : 'The 'oss is out, sir.' I must instantly be off. Adieu, with my heart's blessing ! T. Cablyle. In relation to this last paragraph, it is my duty to say that Carlyle would have invoked Dr. Francia on a wrong occasion ; for the glazed paper in question is now, after forty years, in perfect condition, not needing smj malison- and the leather pen must have been good, too ; for the handwriting — even for Carlyle, who at this tiiiie wrote most beautifully — is exceptionally excellent. Llandough : July 16. Yet a few last words before quitting this place. I have had, as usual, a divine forenoon, lying under shady trees in the most ex- quisite summer atmosphere ; and then a most lahorious afternoon — bathing, galloping, dining, talking, till now, when I ought to proceed to pack and arrange, if I did not prefer scribbling to Goody still a word or two. . . . To-moiTow at noon I shall have to be on the roof of the mail at Cowbridge : a day of hot travel. I shall certainly not again be lodged so quietly anywhere. There will be rapid spiritual conversation in the Bishop's, and no green tree with book and tobacco to lodge under. Visit to Scnith Wales, 261 One must take the good and the evil. I find this Redwood a really excellent man ; honest, true to the heart, I should think, with a proud and i)ure character hidden under his simplicity and timidity. He has been entirely hospitable to me, is sorry that I should go, speculates on my coming back, &c., as a proximate event. The old mother, too, is very venerable to me. Poor old woman ! with her * Yearly Monitor,' with her suet dumplings, and all her innocent household gods. Occasional spurts of complaint over dulness lie scat- tered in these Llandougli letters ; but Carlyle knew good people when he saw them. The Eedwoods liad left him to himself with unobtrusive kindliness. They had not shown him off to their acquaintances. They had thouglit only what they could do for the comfoi-t of an honoured guest — a mode of treatment very different from what he had sometimes experienced. * They are a terrible set of fellows,' he said, ' those open-mouthed wondering gawpies, wlio lodge you for the sake of looking at you : that is horrible.' It was not, however, with alarm on this score that he entered on his next visiting adventure. He would have preferred certainly that such a man as Thirlwall should not have stooped to be made a bishop of, but he claimed no right to judge a man who was evidently of superior quality. How far he actually knew Thirlwall's opinions about religion I cannot say. At all events, he thought he knew them. Thirlwall had sought Carlyle's acquaintance, and had voluntarily conveised with him on serious subjects. Carlyle was looking forward now with curiosity to see how a man who, as he believed, thought much as he did himself, was wearing his anomalous dig- nities. The reader wmII, perhaps, be curious also. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Abergwili, Carmarthen : July 18, 1843. I have been in many * new positions,* but this of finding my- self in a bishop's palace, so called, and close by the chapel founded by old scarecrow Laud of famous memory, is one of the newest. 262 Carlylis Life in London. Expect no connected account of the thing, nor of anything what- ever to-day. I have not yet learnt the airts of the place in the least, and it is a morning of pouiing rain, and in an hour (at noon) the brave Bishop, be the weather what it may, decides on riding with me ' four hours and a half ' through the wildest scenery of the country, that it may not suffer through the tempestuous nature of the elements. The post will be gone before I return : take one word, therefore, to assure thee that I am alive, comparatively speaking well, and that I think of thee here — here very especially, where all is so foreign to me. Heavens ! do but think : I was awoke before seven o'clock, after a short sleep, by a lackey coming in in haste to indicate that I must come and say my prayers in Laud's Chapel of St. John. I did go, accordingly, and looked at it and at myself with wonder and amazement. Yesterday, at noon, I got handsomely away from Llandough. The good old dame desired me : * Thou please to give my regards to Mrs. Carlyle.' I was taken in the * tub ' to Cowbridge, and then the mail came up, full all but one inside seat. I had to take that seat, such as it was, the rather as it turned out there was to be a vacancy on the roof in some seventeen miles further. It was very hot and disagreeable inside ; a huge grazier fast asleep, a detest- able-looking parson with yellow skin and jet-black tattery wig, and an old burgher of the town of Neath, very talkative, very innocent. To this latter I chiefly attached myself. Neath at last came, the end of the seventeen miles, and I got out and had a cigar, and saw undeniably clear around me the face of heaven and earth — an earth very tolerable, sandstone coal country, green sharp hills with wood enough, green fields ill ploughed and cultivated, houses plastered with whitewash, ridiculous Welsh bodies, all the women of them now with men's hats, a great proportion of them looking very hungry and ragged. Swansea, enveloped in thick poisonous -copper fumes, and stretching out in winged desolation (for the copper forges are of the last degree of squalor ; low huts, with forests of chimneys, and great mountains of red dross, which never changes into soil), is a very strange and very ugly place. We dined there, and then bowled along into the hills of the in- terior — no great shakes of hills ; but as the road goes over the top of them all, it makes them somewhat impressive. About seven in the evening we plunged down by a steep winding way into the ' Valley of the Towy,' a dim enough looking valley ; for there was a windy Scotch mist by that time,*with a river of some breadth and # Stay with the Bishop of St. Da/vida. 263 of muddy colour running through it ; and a little farther up, a strange bleared mountain city, hanging in a disconsolate manner on the farther bank and steep declivity. Carmarthen at last ! No bisJiop^s carnage was waiting for me — ah, no 1 I hired a gig and flunkey, for which, to this distance of two miles, I paid five shil- lings, and one and sixpence (to driver) — six shillings and sixpence in all. There is a way of doing business ! Abergwili is a village of pitiful dimensions, all daubed as usual with whitewa.sh and yellow ochre. It is built, however, like a common village, on both sides of the public road. At the farther end of it, you come to solemn, lai'ge, closed gates of wood ; on your shout they open, and you enter upon a considerable glebe- land jj/eostmce, with the usual trees, turf walks, peacocks, &c., and see at fifty yards distance a long, irregular, perhaps C7*oss-shaped, edifice, the porch of it surmounted by a stone mitre. Ach Golt ! I was warmly welcomed, though my Bishop did seem a little uneasy too ; but how could he help it ? I got with much pomp an extremely bad and late dish of tea, then plenty of good talk till midnight, and a room at the farther wing of the house, still as the heart of wildernesses, where, after some smoking, &c., I did at last sink into sleep, till awakened as aforesaid. We have had an excellent cup of tea to breakfast, and I feel ready for a bit of the world's fortune once more. My Bishop, I can discern, is a right solid honest-hearted man, full of knowledge and sense, excessively delicate withal, and, in spite of his positive temper, almost timid. No wonder he is a little embarrassed with me, till he feel gradually that I have not come here to eat him, or make scenes in his still house ! But we are getting, or as good as got, out of that, and shall for a brief time do admir- ably well. Here is medicine for the soul, if the body fare woi-se for such sumptuosities, precisely the converse of Llandough. It is wholly an element of rigid, decently elegant forms that we live in. Very wholesome for the like of me to dip for a day or two into that, is it not ? For the rest, I have got two otlier novels of Tieck, of which the admiring Bishop possesses a whole stock. Oh, I do hope thou wilt write to me this day ! I feel as if a little friendly speech, even about * Time and Space,' with my poor Goody, would be highly consolatoiy to me. To-night I shall sleep better. To-morrow I shall be more at home ; and the next day — there is nothing yet settled about the next day. Coaches, it seems, and some kind of straggling chances and pos- 264 Carlyle's Life in London. sibilities of conveyance, do exist till one gets within wind of Liv- erpool. I think of persisting by this route. The mountains lie all upon it which one is bound to ' see.' Oh, my dear ! how much richer am I than many a man with 3, 000^. a year, if I but knew it ! What is the worth of Goody herself, thinkest thou ? God bless thee! T. Caelyle. Abergwih : July 19. I am very conscientious in writing to you. Here, for example, I have missed viewing the city of Carmarthen for your sake, hav- ing, by candid computation when I got hither to my own room, found that I could not write to you if I went. What a favour ! you will say. Yes, you gipsy, and a favour to myself too. Your letter of last night was a real consolation to me. I have lost my libei^ty : I have lost my sleep : I am in a baddish way here ; but it will soon be done. From vacuum I have got into plenum with a vengeance. What with chapel-duty, riding to see views, talking with the brave Bishop, late dining, limited tobacco, and flunkeys awaking you at seven in the morning (the very terror of whom awakens you at six), it is a business one needs to be trained to. and that is not worth while at present. We sallied out yesterday in the midst of thick rain on two horses. Mine was the highest 1 ever rode, bigger fully than Dar- win's cabhorse. We rode for four mortal hours, no trotting per- mitted, except when I, contrary to all politeness, burst off into a voluntario, and then had soon to lie to for my host, who rides some- what ecclesiastically. What was worse, too, my high horse was in the fiercest humour for riding, and I longed immensely to take the temper out of him. But, no ; we plodded away, and saw a circle of views — views very good. Valleys, scrubby or woody hills, old churches, and ragged Welsh characters in torn hats — all very good. But, though the rain abated and finally subsided into mud and soapy dimness, I was glad enough to get home. To-day, again, while the weather is bright, we are to renew the operation at three o'clock. Well, and yet I am very glad I came in by this establish- ment, even at the expense of sleep. Nothing similar had ever before fallen in my way, and it was worth seeing once. Do but think of a wretched scarecrow face of Laud looking down on us in Laud's own house, that once was, as we sit at meat. And there is much good in all that, I see. A perfection of form which is not without its value. With the Bishop himself, I, keeping a strict Stay with the BiaJiop of St. Davids. 205 guard on my mode of utterance, not mode of thinking, get on ex- tremely well. I find him a right solid, simple-hearted, robust man, very strangely swathed ; on the whole, right good company. And so we fare along in all manner of discourse, and even laugh a good deal together. Could I but sleep ! — but, then, I never can. I had, according to the original programme, decided to be oflf to- morrow morning, but the worthy host insists with such an earnest- ness that I, by way of handsome finish, shall be obliged to put off till Friday morning, and see two other sleeps still before me. Then, however, it is up. I see my route, and am off. By the maturest calculation, it seems my far best route will be north-eastward, through Brecknockshire and Monmouthshire, to Gloucester, Worcester, Bii*mingham, and LiveiiDOol. A coach passes here to Gloucester in one day. The rest of it is railway. I am about done with my capacity of visiting for this heat. I shall like about as well to take my ease at my inn. Spending the night at Gloucester, I shall view the city in the morning ; a Cromwellian place that I wanted this long wliile to see. Then Worcester in like manner, till the railway train come that will take me to Birmingham arfd Liverpool. That will be best. I am writing too much — I will end now. What a blessed rustle among these green trees, on that sunny lawn, with woods and fields and hills in the distance ! How happy could I be, would all the world except one small cook's assistant fall asleep and leave me alone with Tieck's * Vogelscheuche ' I We are in an excellent building ; long galleries, spacious quiet rooms, all softly carpeted, furnished — room enough for the biggest duke. The mitre does not exclude soft carpeting, good chee?-, or any con- trivance for comfort to the outer man. X is here ; good- humoured, entirely polite, drinks well, eats well, toadies as far as l^ermitted, turned of forty, lean and yellow ; has boiled big eyes, a neck, head, and nose giving you a notion of a gigantic human snipe. Is nob that a beauty ? I have had to look into about a thousand books. The good Bishop is simple as a child. We are alone all but the snipe. To-morrow there is talk of a judge dining with us. Hang it ! Perhaps that is one of the reasons why I am to be kept here. Oh Goody, I send thee a hundred kisses. I have much need to be kissed myself by a Goody. Adieu, adieu. Ever affectionate T. Carltlb. 266 Carlyle^ Life in London. Abergwili : July 20. We had our grand dinner last night ; a judge' named N , and about twenty advocates ; a dreadful explosion of dulness. Cham- pagne and ennui, which, however, I took little hand in, being em- powered by his reverence to go out and smoke whenever I found it dull. N r, first fiddle on this occasion, was a man that I had seen at the Stanleys', or some such place, playing fourth or fifth fiddle. The advocates generally filled me with a kind of shudder. To think that had I once had 200/. I should perhaps have been that ! One of them named Vaughan pleased me not a little. They all went ofi" soon, and then I had a long questionable bout of prints to front — sound sleep for a few hours, and a lackey to awaken you at half-past six. It is over now, all that lackeyism, thank God ! The Bishop received your compliments (did I tell you?) with much modesty and gratitude, mumbled something about you being here — how happy, &c. He has been most kind to me. Poor fellow ! Think of a solid bishop riding post as he had to do to-day. It was literally altogether very good. Oar talk has been extensive, rather interesting occasionally, always worth its kind, or nearly so. Peace be with Abergwili, and may it be a while before I run across such a mass of form again, requiring such a curb-bridle on your liberties to observe them rightly ! For what we have received the Lord make us thankful. Adieu, dearest, adieu — I wish I were with thee. T. C. The expression ' strangely swathed ' implies that he had found the Bishop not entirely sympathetic ; and perhaps he had not remembered sufficiently how beliefs linger honestly in the ablest mind, though the mode of thought be fatally at variance with them. However this may have been, the visit w^as over, and Carlyle went his way. His plan was to go first to Glou- cester and Worcester to look at the battle-field ; afterwards to go to Scotland, through Liverpool, to see his mother; then to make a tour with his brother John in E^orth Wales ; and, finally, before returning to London, to ex- amine the ground of Oliver's great fight at Dunbar. He w^as in good spirits, and Ins accounts of his adventures are characteristically amusing. He had spoken of taking his A71 Inn at Gloitcester. 267 ease in his inn. He tried it first at tlie Bell Inn at Gloucester, which he found to be ' a section of Bedlam.' * Sounds of harps-and stringed instruments, ruffing of ap-' plausive barristers over table oratory heard at a distance, waiters running about in a distracted state; liapless bag- men either preparing to go off " by mail," or else swallow- ing punch in the hope to escape their wretchedness by getting drunk.' * He had felt hap-hap-happy in the morn- ing, and then he was meeserahle.^ Spite of all, he went to bed ' with noble defiance,' and slept sounder than lie ex- pected. But ' no gladder sight had he seen on his travels than the omnibus in the morning which was to take him out of the Bell Inn for all time and all eternity.' ' The dirty scrub of a waiter,' he said, * grumbled about his al- lowance, which I reckoned liberal. I added sixpence to it, and produced a bow which I was near rewarding with a kick. . . . Accursed be the race of flunkeys ! ' The boots complained next. ' As they were never to meet more through all eternity,' the boots was allowed a second sixpence also. The railway train carried him past the hills where ^ the Gloucester Puritans saw Essex's signal fires and notice that help was nigh.' The scene of the last battle of the Civil War was to have a closer inspection. ' Worcester,' he writes, ' was three miles off the station westward.' I rode thither, smoking, by the London* road, and was set down at some Crown Inn, vacant of customers, to a most blessed break- fast of coffee and ham and accompaniments, a considerable * Chris- tian com/oart.' I set rapidly out to explore the city. From Severn Bridge I could see the ground of Oliver's battle. It was a most brief survey. A poor labourer whom I consulted * had heard of such a thing,' wished to God * we had another Oliver, sir ; times is dreadful bad.' I spoke with the poor man awhile ; a shi'ewd, \\ ell-conditioned fellow ; left a shilling ^^dth him, almost the only good deed I did all day. In the railway train I had adventures of ft small evil kind ; two men to quench who attempted, pai*tly by 268 Carlyle^s Life in London. mistake, to use me ill. They proved quencliable without difficulty ; for indeed I myself was in a somewhat snlphnrous condition, not laandy to quarrel with. One of them, my fellow-passenger in the railway, took it into his head to smile visibly when I laid off my white broadbrim, and suddenly produced out of my jDocket my grey Glengarry. He seemed of the mercantile head-clerk species, and had been tempted to his impropriety by a foolish-looking, pampered young lady in tiger-skin mantle whom he seemed to have charge of. I looked straight into his smiling face and eyes ; a look which I suppose inquired of him, ' Miserable ninth part of the fraction of a tailor, art thou sure that thou hast a right to laugh at me ? ' The smile instantly died into another expression of emo- tion. When a man is just come out of a section of Bedlam, and has still a long confused journey in bad weather in the second-class train, that is the time for getting himself treated with the respect due to genius. At Liverpool Carlyle was warmly welcomed by liis wife's uncle, in Maryland Street. He found his brother John waiting for him there. They arranged to wait where they were for a day or two, and then to make their expe- dition into North "Wales together before the days began to shorten. "While in Liverpool Carlyle encountered a person then much talked of, whose acquaintance Mrs. Car- lyle made shortly after in a striking manner in London.' To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Liverpool : July 24. Passing near some Catholic chapel, and noticing a great crowd in a yard there, with flags, white sticks, and brass bands, we stopped our hackney-coachman, stepped forth into the thing, and found it to be Father Mathew distributing the temperance pledge to the lost sheep of the place, thousands strong, of both sexes — a very ragged, lost-looking squadron indeed. Father M. is a broad, solid, most excellent-looking man with grey hair, mild intelligent eyes, massive, rather aquiline nose and countenance. The very face of him attracts you. . . . We saw him go through a whole act of the business, ' do,' as Darwin would say, ' an entire batch of teetotallers.' I almost cried to listen to him, and could not but lift my broadbrim at the end, when he called for God's " Letters and Memorials, vol. i. p. 165. I Liverpool, 269 blessing on the vow these poor wretches had taken. ... I have seen nothing so religious since I set out on my travels as the squalid scene of this day — nay, nothing properly religious at all ; though I have been in Laud's chapel and heard daily with damn- able iteration of ' the means of gi*ace and the hope of glory ' from that portentous human snipe. Not a bad fellow either, poor devil ! But we are in a dreatiful mess as to all that ; and even a strong }3ishop Thirlwall constitutes himself a Macready of Episcopacy as the best he can do, and does it uncommonly well ; and is * a strong- minded man, sir,' and a right worthy man in his unfortunate kind. . . . God bless thee, and so ends Thy unfortunate T. C. The Xorth "Wales tonr was brief. The brothers went in a steamer from Livei'pool to Bangor, and thence to Llanberis, again in a ' tub-gig,' or Welsh car. They trav- elled light, for Carlyle took no baggage with him except a razor, a shaving-brush, a shirt, and a pocket-comb ; ' tooth- bi-ush ' not mentioned, but we may hope forgotten in the inventory. They slept at Llanberis, and the next day went up Snowdon. The summit was thick in mist. They met two other parties there coming up from the other side of the mountain ' like ghosts of parties escorted by their Charons.' They descended to Beddgelert, and thence drove down to Tremadoc, where they were entertained by a Lon- don friend, one of the Chorleys, who had a house at that place. Carlyle began to feel already that he had had enough of it, to tire of his * tossings and tumblings,' and to find that he did not ' at the bottom care twopence for all the picturesqueness in the world.' One night sufficed for Tremadoc. They returned thence straight to Liver- pool, and were again in Maryland Street on August 1. Mrs. Carlyle had been suffering from heat and her ex- ertions in house repairs, and her husband thought it pos- sible that he might take a seaside lodging at Formby, at the mouth of the Mersey, where they could remain to- gether for the rest of the summer. Formby had the ad- 270 Carlyle's Life in London. vantage of being near Seaforth, where the Panlets lived, with whom. Mrs. Carlyle had already become intimate. Mr. Paulet was a merchant, a sensible, well-informed, good kind of man. Mrs. Paulet, young, gifted, and beautiful, was one of Carlyle's most enthusiastic admirers. The neighbourhood of such friends as these was an attraction ; but the place when examined into was found desolate and shelterless. The experiment of lodgings at ]N''ewby had not been successful, so Mrs. Carlyle was left to take care of herself, which she was well able to do, and her husband made off for Scotland by his usual sea route to Annan. Misadventures continued to persecute him on his travels, or rather travelling itself was one persistent misadventure, for he could never allow for the necessities of things. The steamer, to begin with, left Liverpool at three in the morn- ing. When he went on board ' it was chaos, cloud}^ dim, bewildered, like a nasty, damp, clammy dream of confu- sion, dirt, impediment, and general nightmare.' In the morning there was some amendment. He could meditate on his own condition, and find an idyll in the story of another passenger. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Scotsbrig : August 5, 1843. The voyage, thanks to a bright sunshine all day, was far more tolerable than it promised to be. Nay, in spite as it were of very fate, I snatched some five hours of sleep at various dates. I on the whole fared well enough. My poor native Annandale never looked so impressive to me that I remember : black rain curtains all around — but there when I saw it a kind of bewept brightness. All seemed so small, remote, eternally foreign ; I said to myself, ' There among these poor knolls thy life journeyings commenced, my man ! there didst thou begin in this outskirt of creation, and thou hast wandered very far since then — far as Eternity and Hades, so to speak, since then. Nobody was there to receive me. I got a kind of gig at Benson's inn and came hither to kind wel- come, to dinner, tea, and sleep all in the lump almost. My de- termination is to rest here for a space. I feel quite smashed, i Retreat in Annandale, 271 done up, and pressingly in need to pause and do nothing what- ever. I have spread out my things. I sit in the little easternmost room sacred from interruption. I will rest now. My poor mother is very cheeiy, but very pale, thin, and has evidently been suffer- ing much since I saw her. Jamie goes on in the old cheerfully stoical manner in these worst of times. I declare I am veiy sorry for all people. Yesterday was an old, dirty, feckless-looking man, in tattered straw hat, sitting in the steamer ; notable to me all day. At night a nigged, hearty kind of old woman came on deck, who- proved to be his wife. They had been in America, where all their children, eleven in number, were bom ; * but the auld man, ye see, wadna bide,* though they had sent for him ; and so here he was with his old dame come daun- dering back again to beggaiy and the Hawick native soil ! Poor old devil ! I was heartily sorry for him and the sturdy old wife. I honoured her as a tnie heart of oak, the mainstay of her old man, who grinned intelligence as he saw Scotch land again. Their goods were in certain duddy pokes, and one painted chest of which the woman carried the key. Her sturdy way of undoing the padlock had first attracted my attention to her. Is not life a * joyous ' kind of thing to this old woman? ' I declare I'se quite shamed,' she said, * to gang hame sa dirty ; a's dirty, and I could get nothing washed.' Oh Goody, why do I twaddle to thee about all and sundry in this manner ? Really silence would be preferable, and the saving of a penny stamp. He lay still for a month at Scotsbrig doing nothing save a little miscellaneous reading, and hiding himself from human sight. These few letters and fragments will serve as a specimen of many written during this period of eclipse. To Jane Wehh Carlyle. Scotsbrig : August 16, 1843. I have no appetite for writing, for si>eaking, or in short doing anything but sitting still as a stone, while that is conceded me Confound it ! Here are two beggarly people from Ecclefechan come driving in a gig in probable search for me. May the Devil give them luck of it ! I hope Jenny will gulp a lie (door lie) for my sake. I will wait perdu and fling down the pen till I see. 272 Caflyle^s Life in London. No ; Jenny had not the sense to make a white lie for me, and I had to enter. A poor West Indies bilious youth home for his health ' extremely desirous to see me ' (many thanks to him), ' just called with his father.' I have given them whisky and w'ater and sent them on their way. There is no rest for the wicked. Here it is as hot as Demerara, windless, with a burning sun. I am lazy in addition to all. Lazy as I almost never was. Work, past or future, not to speak of present, is a weariness to me. I sometimes think of Cromwell. Oh heavens ! I shall need to be in another mood than now. I must take new measui'es. This will never do. The tailor has turned me out two pairs of trousers ; ^ has two winter waistcoats and much else in progress. I find nothing wrong but the Dumfries buttons yet, which I have duly execrated and flung aside. Poor hunger-ridden, quack-ridden Dumfries ! Wages yesterday at Lockerbie fair ' were lower than any man ever saw them.' A harvestman coming hither for five weeks is to have one sovereign. A weaker individual works through the same period for 15s. or 12.s-. 6c/. , according as he proves. The latter is a shoemaker's apprentice, who has harv^est granted to him, to earn his year's apparel. Ruin by sliding scales and other conveyances slides rajjidly on all men. Last afternoon I had a beautiful walk on the Dairland Hills moor. A little walking shakes away my sluggishness. The bare expanse of silent green upland is round me, far off the world of mountains, and the sea all changed to silver. Out of the dusky sunset — for vapours had fallen — the windows of Carlisle city glanced visibly upon me ; tw^enty thousand human bipeds whom I could cover with my hat. On these occasions, unfortunately, I think almost nothing. Vague dreams, delusions, idle reminis- cences, and confusions are all that occupy me. I am an unprofit- able servant. I have taken up with a biography of Ralph Erskine, the first of 'CciQ Seceders. It is absolutely very strange. A long, soft, poke- cheeked face, with busy, anxious black eyes, * looking as if he could not help it ; ' and then such a character and form of human existence, conscience living to the fingers-ends of him in a strange, venerable, though highly questionable manner ! There have been strange men in this world ; and indeed every man is strange ^ Carlyle had his clothes made at Ecclefechan, partly for economy, partly because he could not believe in the honesty of London work. Anncmdcde Anecdotes. 2T3 eDough. This Ralph makes me reflect, "Whitherward are we now bound ? "What has become of all that ? Is man grown into a kind of brute that can merely spin and make railways ? ' * Mir wiire liebet' class ich pldtzlich stiirbe* Again, a day or two later : — The reading of Ralph Erskine has given me strange reflections as to the profoundly enveloped state in which all sons of Adam live. . . . This poor Ralph, and his formulas casing him all round like the shell of a beetle. "What a thing it is I And yet what better have the rest of us made of it? Far worse most of us in our Benthamisms, Jacobinisms, George Sandisms. Man is a bom owl. I consider it good, however, that one do not get into the state of a beetle, that one try to keep one's shell open, or at least openable. I mean to persist in endeavouring that. The lives of all men in all ranks, places, and times have their tragedy, their comedy, their romance in them ; and are at once poetical, if there is a man of genius at hand to observe, especially if he have radical fire in him. Human creatures love, hate, have their pride and their passions, do wrong and sufFer wrong, wlierever they are. Here are two small pictures from peasant life in Annandale, as Carlyle saw it in 1843 : — August 21. A poor slut of a man, Jamie's next neighbour here, has a farm too dear, deficient stock, arrears of rent, with all manner of soitow- ful et cseteras, and hangs of late years continually on the verge of ruin. He is fumed of foiiy — a great, heavy, simple, toilsome lump of nut-brown innocency ; has wife and children ; an old mother, stone-blind, who 'milks all the cows.' His soul's first care is to raise 100/. annually for his landlord to buy port wine or whisky with. According to the lex terrce as it at present stands, they can strip him to the skin any time for past aiTears, but prefer to let him struggle along, • doing his best.' At this last rent-day he was nearly out of his wits, Jamie says. The com he meant to sell was not ripe enough for selling ; the bare bent or the inside of a gaol his only other outlook. For ten days he rode and i-an, ' sleeping none,' or hardly sleeping. By Jamie's help he did at length get the 50/. ready. He paid it duly, got on his horse to come home again, had a stroke of apoplexy by the way, arrived home still Vol. UI.— 18 274 CarlyWs Life in London. sticking to his horse, but unable to speak or walk, and has walked or spoken none since. What a joyous existence his ! And that old stone-blind mother ! We are very despicable drivellers to make any moan. Oh heavens ! can that be the tarsk of an immortal soul, catching apoplexy to provide whisky for of ? Je me suis dit unjour, cela n'est pas juste. No, it is not, and by God's help shall not be held so. August 30. I must tell you another thing I heard which struck me consid- erably. You remember a lump of an old woman, half haveral,i half genius, called Jenny Fraser. The ' Duke ' had decided on high that not an inch of ground should be allowed for a 'non- intrusion ' church in that region. No church shall there or there- abouts be. It is paltry to stop the mouths of men that observe any measure in their complainings — very poor, even if a Duke had made all the land he refuses to concede a few yards of. Well ; but old Jenny Fraser possesses about Boatford a patch of ground in- dependent of all persons, just about equal to holding a church and its eavesdrops, and says she will give it. Hunter of Merton Mill and agents are at work. Go to Jenny, offer her 101. , 201.; indicate possibilities of perhaps more. Jenny is deaf as whinstone, though poor nearly as Job. She answers always, ' I got it from the Lord, and I will give it to the Lord.' And there, it seems, the Free Kirk, in spite of Duke and Devil, is to be. I had a month's mind to go and give Jenny a sovereign myself ; but I remembered two things : first, that she had for some reason or other become a stranger to her former benefactress [Mrs. Carlyle herself?], and then, secondly, it might have a factious look, bettei- to avoid at that moment ; we can do it better afterwards, and I can hear your opinion withal — ' Duke versus Jenny Fraser ! ' it is as ridiculous a conjecture as has happened lately. These poor people, living under their Duke in secret spleen and sham loyalty, are somewhat to be pitied. ' The earth's the Lord's and no the Duke's,' as Charlie Eae said. This little story is worth preserving as part of the history of the Free Kirk, independently of Carlyle's com- ments. Jenny Fraser was a true daughter of the Cove- nanters. Carlyle's time in the l^orth was running out ; he had * Haveraly a half-witted peiBon. Crawford Churchyard, 275 still to see Dunbar battle-field, and he had arranged his movements that he should see it on Oliver's own 3rd of September, the day of the Dunbar fight, the day of the Worcester fight, and the day of his death. One or two small duties remained to be discharged first in Dumfries- shire. His wife had asked him to go once more to Thorn- liill and Templand to see after her mother's old servants, and to visit also the grave in Crawford Churchyard. To Crawford he was willing to go ; from Templand he shrank as too painful. In leaving it, he thought that he had bid adieu to the old scenes for ever. Still this and anything he was ready to undertake if it would give her any pleas- ure. Most tender, most afl^ectionate, were the terms in which he gave his promise to go. lie did go. He distrib- uted presents among the old people, who in Mrs. Welsh had lost their best friend. Finally, he went also to the church- yard, seeing Thornhill a second time on the way. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Edinburgh : September 2. As the mail was to start from Dumfries at six o'clock without pause by the way, I preferred the heavy coach yesterday at nine. It took me by Thornhill, &c. I had not duly calculated on that ; and yet who knows but a day of such sad solemnity spent in utter silence, though painful exceedingly, was worth enduring. Nobody knew me. I sate two minutes in Thornhill Street, unsuspected by all men, a kind of ghost among men. The day was windless : the eai'th all still : grey mist rested on the tops of the green hills, the vacant brown moors : silence as of eternity rested over the world. It was like a journey through the kingdoms of the dead, one Hall of Spirits till I got past Crawford. ... I was as a spirit in the land of spirits, called land of the living. ... At Crawford I was on a sacred spot, one of the two sacredest in all the world — I was at the grave. I tried at first to gain as much time on the coach [as was needed]. This being impossible, the good-natured driver offered to wait. In my life I have had no more unearthly moment. Perhaps it was not right, though doubtless you will thank me. At any rate, I could not decide to pass. Oh heavens ! 276 Carlyle^s Life in London. and all so silent there, smoothed into the repose of God^s eternity ; and the hills look on it, and the skies, and I thought how blessed all that was, beyond the dreary sorrows and agitations of all this. Why should I dwell on such a matter ? I mean to go and see your brave father's grave, too, and I will speak no word about it — you shall hold it done without my speaking. This was written from Edinburgh on September 2. Tlie 3rd was to be given to Dunbar, and along with Dunbar was to be combined the pilgrimage to that last solemn spot to which he referred with so fine delicacy. Without stay- ing to see any Edinburgh acquaintance except David Laing, he went on direct to Haddington, where he was to be the guest of his wife's old and dear friends, the Miss Donald- sons of Sunny Bank. The thoughts which he had brought from Crawford attended him still as he came among the scenes of Mrs. Carlyle's childhood, where he and she had first looked in each other's faces. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Haddington : September 4, 1843. These two days the image of my dear little Jeannie has hovered incessantly about me, waking and sleeping, in a sad yet almost celestial manner, like the spirit, I might say, of a beautiful dream. These were the streets and places where she ran about, a merry, eager little fairy of a child : and it is all gone away from her now, and she from it : and of all her possessions, poor I am, as it were, all that remains to her. My dearest, while I live, one soul to trust in shall not be wanting. My poor little Jeannie ! How solemn is this Hall of the Past, beautiful and mournful ; the miraculous river of existence rolling its grand course here, as elsewhere in the most prophetic places, now even as of old ; godlike, though dark with death. Carlyle feeling and writing with such exquisite tender- ness, and Carlyle a fortnight later when he was in Cheyne Row making a domestic earthquake and driving his wife distracted because a piano sounded too loud in the adjoining house^ are beings so different, that it seemed as if his soul Dunbar Battlefield. 277 was divided, like tlie Dioscuri, as if one part of it was in heaven, and the otlier in the place opposite to heaven. But the misery had its origin in the same sensitiveness of nature which was so tremulously alive to soft and delicate emotion. Men of genius have acuter feelings than com- mon men ; they are like the wind-harp, which answers to the breath that touches it, now low and sweet, now rising into wild swell or angry scream, as the strings are swept by some passing gust. The rest of this letter describes the expedition to Dun- bar, and is written at a more ordinary pitch. September 3 was a Sunday. No coaches going to Dunbar on that day, I had to resolve on doing the thing by walking. Before quitting Edinburgh, I had gone to David Laing, and refreshed all my recollections by look- ing at his books, one of which he even lent me out hither. Forti- fied with all studies and other furtherances, I took a stick from the lobby here and set forth about half-past nine ; the morning grey and windy, wind straight in my back. To Linton the walk was delightful ; the rich autumn country and Sabbath solitude altogether solacing to me. At Linton, a shoal, or rather endless shoals, of ragged Irish reapers made the highway thenceforth too populous for me. Indeed, between Musselburgh and Dunbar they have made all thoroughfares a continued Donnybrook, every variety of ragged savagery and squalor — the finest peasantry in the world. There is not work for a fourth part of them — wages one shilling a day. They seemed to subsist on the plunder of turnips and beanfields. They did not beg : only asked me now and then for ' the toime, plaise sur,' seeing I had a watch. It was curious to see at Linton the poor remnant of Highland shearers all lying decently in rows on the green, while the Irish were hovering they knew not whitlier, without plan, without repose. At Dunbar I found the battle-ground much more recognisable than any I had yet seen ; indeed, altogether what one would call clear. It is at the foot and further eastward along the slope of the hill they call the doun that the Scots stood, Cromwell at Brox- mouth (Duke of Roxburghe's place), where he * saw the sun rise over the sea,' and quoted a certain Psalm. I had the conviction that I stood on the veiy ground. Having time to spare (for din- 278 Carlyle^s Life in London. ner was at six), I surveyed the old Castle, washed my feet in the sea — smoking the while — took an image of Dunbar with me as I could, and then set my face to the wind and the storm, which had by this time risen to a quite tempestuous pitch. No rougher work have I had for a long time, boring through it with my broadbrim, not perpendicular to it ; face parallel to the highway — that was the only possible method, except sometimes that I set the broadbrim on my breast and walked bare-headed ; the only ill effect of which is that is has filled my hair with sand till the sea-Avater wash it cut again. Duties all finished, there remained now to get back to Chelsea. The cheapest, and to Carlyle the pleasantest, way was by sea. A day could be given to Edinburgh, two to the Ferguses at Kirkcaldy. Thence he could go to Mr. Erskine and staV at Linlathen till the 15th, when a steamer would sail for Dundee. After the sight of the battle- fields, tlie ' Cromwell ' enterprise seemed no longer impos- sible. He was longing to be at home and at work ; ' at home with Goody and her new house and her old heart.' The boat would be forty -five hours on the w^ay. He would be at Chelsea by the 19th, and ' his long pilgrimage be ended.' He had seen many things in the course of it, but ' nothing half as good as his own Goody.' In the most amiable mood he called on everyone that he knew in Edin- bm-gh — called on his wife's aunts at Morningside, called on Jeffrey at Craigcrook, to whom he was always grateful as his first active friend. I found him (he says) somewhat in a deteriorated state. The little Duke had lamed his shin ; sate lean, disconsolate, irritable, talkative, and argumentative as ever, with his foot laid on a stool. Poor old fellow ! I talked with him chiefly till two o'clock, and then they drove me off in their carriage. The days with Erskine in his quiet house at Linlathen were an enjoyment and amusement. Erskine officiating as a country gentleman, as chief commander of a squire's mansion, was a novel spectacle, the most gentle of men Eiid of Summer Tour, 279 and yet obliged to put on the air of anthority, and * doing it dreadfully ill/ But Carlyle's thoughts were riveted on home. He had been irritable and troublesome before he went away in the summer. He was returning with the sense that in Cheyne Row only was paradise, where he would never be impatient again. Oh Goody ! (he exclaimed in his last letter) I wish I was with thee again. We will go into a room together, and have a little talk about time and space. Thou wilt hardly know me again. I am brown as a berry, face and hands ; terribly bilious — sick even, yet with a feeling that there is a good stock of new liealth in me had I once leave to subside. Courage ! in a few hours more it will be done. CHAPTEE XII. A.D. 1843-4. ^T. 48-49. A repaired house— Beginnings of 'Cromwell' — Difficulties — The Edinburgh students — Offer of a professorship — The old mother at Scotsbng — Lady Harriet Baring — A day at Addis- combe — Birthday present — Death of John Sterling. Alas for the infirmity of mortal resolution ! Between the fool and the man of genius there is at least this symptom of their common humanity. Carlyle came home with the fixed determination to be amiable and good and make his wife happy. 'No one who reads his letters to her can doubt of his perfect confidence in her, or of his childlike affection for her. She was the one person in the world besides his mother whose character he completely admired, whose judgment he completely respected, whose happiness he was most anxious to secure ; but he came home to drive her immediately distracted, not by unkindness — ^for unkind he could not be — but through inability to endure with ordinary patience the smallest inconveniences of life. These were times wlien Carlyle was like a child, and like a very naughty one. During the three months of his absence the house in Cheyne Kow had undergone a 'thorough repair.' This process, which the dirt of London makes necessary every four or five years, is usually undergone in the absence of the owners. Mrs. Carlyle, feeble and out of health as she was, had remained, to spare her husband expense, through the paint and noise, directing everything herself, and re- A Repaired House. 281 storing everything to order and cleanliness at a minimum of cost. The walls had been painted or papered, the floors washed, the beds taken to pieces and remade, the injured furniture mended. With her own hands she had newly covered chairs and sofas, and stitched carpets and c-urtains ; while for Carlyle himself she had arranged a library exactly in the form which he had declared before that it was essential to his peace that his own working- room should have. For three days he was satisfied, and acknowledged 'a certain admiration.' Unfortunately when at heart he was really most gratified, his acknowl- edgments were limited ; he was shy of showing feeling, and even those who knew him best and understood his ways were often hurt by his apparent indifference. He had admitted that the house had been altered for the bet- ter, but on the fourth morning the young lady next door began upon her fatal piano, and then the tempest burst out which Mrs. Carlyle describes with such pathetic humour.' First he insisted that he would have a room made for himself on the roof where no sound could enter. When shown how much this would cost, he chose to have his rooms altered below — partitions made or taken down — new fireplaces introduced. Again the house was filled with dust and workmen ; saws grating and hammers clattering, and poor Carlyle in the midst of it, ^ wringing his hands and tearing his hair at the sight of the uproar which he had raised.' And after all it was not the piano, or very little the piano. It is in ourselves that we are this or that, and the young lady might have played her fingers ofF, and he would never have heard her, had his work once been set going, and he absorbed in it. But go it would not, except fitfully and unsatisfactorily ; his materials were all accumulated ; he had seen all that he needed to see, yet his task stDl seemed impossible. The * Letters and MemoriaU^ voL L p. 187. 282 Carlyle^s Life in London. tumult in the house was appeased : another writing-room was arranged ; the unfortunate young lady was brought to silence. ' Fast and Present ' was done and out of the way. The dinner-hour was changed to the middle of the day to improve the biliary condition. No result came. He walked about the streets to distract himself. His mind wandered to other subjects as one thing or another suggested itself. Journal. Chelsea: October 10, 1843. — Began yesterday to dine at 2.30. Perhaps it will do me good on the dyspeptic side. Walked from three to six yesterday afternoon, saw some of Wilkie's prints in a shop-window — ' Card-players,' * Beading a Will,' &c. The pictures I had never seen— discovered for the first time what a genius was in this Wilkie : a great broad energy of humour and sympathy ; a real painter in his way, alone among us since Hogarth's time— re- flected with sorrow that the man was dead, that I had seen him with indifference, without recognition, while he lived. Poor Wilkie ! A very stunted, timidly proud, uninviting, unproductive- looking man. I spoke with him a little in his own house while he was painting Sir David Baird and Seringapatam. The picture seemed to me a hollow cloud, as our other pictures are. The man himself was cold, shy, taciturn. I saw Wilkie and did not know him. One should have his eyes opener. The Life of Wilkie by poor Allan Cunningham, the most chaotic compilation in the world, revealed to me the small but genuine spirit of a man strug- gling confusedly amid the boundless element of twaddle, dilettan- tism, shopkeeperism, and other impurity and inanity, of which our earth, and most of all the painter's earth, is at present full. He rebukes me by several of his qualities — by his patience, his sub- missive, unwearied endeavour in such element as he finds — a truly well-doi7ig man. His ' Card-players ' struck me more than any of his engravings I chanced to see last night ; genuine life-figures, a great gluttonous substantiality, some glimpse of universal life looking out through the coarse boor shapes ; the awfully massive hips and seats, the teeth and laugh of that President at the board head, &c. Alas ! poor Wilkie is not here any more. Oh, miserable ' slip the labour,' what is become of thi/ endeavour ? Not a word of it yet got to paper ; the very scheme and shadow of Beginiiinga of * CromweW 283 it hovering distracted in the cloud rack, sport of every wind. I am truly to be pitied, to be condemned. So Carlyle had been when lie began the ' French Revolu- tion.' So it was, is, and must be with every serious man wlien lie is first starting upon any great literary work. * Sport of every wind ' he seems to himself, for every triHe, piano or what not, distracts him. Sterling was in London, then on tlie edge of his last fatal illness. In the Journal of October 23 Carlyle enters : — Methinks I see a hieroglyphic bat Skim o'er the zenith in a slipshod hat, And to shed infants' blood with horrid strides A damned potato on a whii'lwind rides. Fabulously attributed to Nat Lee in Bedlam; composed, I imagine, by John Sterling, who gave it me yesterday. After this he seemed to make progress. *Have been making an endeavour one other time to begin writing on Cromwell. Dare not say I have yet begun ; all beginning is difficult.' Many pages were covered, with writing of a sort. Mrs. Carlyle, on November 28, describes him as ' over head and ears in Cromwell,' and ^ lost to humanity for the time being.' That he could believe himself started gave some peace to her ; but he was trying to make a consecutive history of the Commonwealth, and, as he told me afterwards, ' he could not get the subject rightly taken hold of.' There was no seed fitly planted and or- ganically growing; and the further he went, the less satisfied lie was with himself. He used to say that he had no genius for literature. Yet no one understood better what true literary work really was, or was less contented to do it indifferently. To John Sterling. Chelsea : December 4, 1843. I am very miserable at present ; or call it heavy-laden with fruit- less toil, which will have much the same meaning. My abode is, 284 Carlt/le's Life in London. and has been, figuratively speaking, in the centre of chaos. On- wards there is no moving in any yet discovered line, and where I am is no abiding — miserable enough. The fact is, without any figure, I am doomed to write some book about that unblessed Commonwealth, and as yet there will be no book show itself possible. The whole stagnancy of the English genius two hundred years thick lies heavy on me. Dead heroes buried under two centuries of Atheism seem to whimper pitifully * Deliver as ! Canst thou not deliver us ? ' And alas ! what am I, or what is my father's house ? Confound it ! I have lost four years of good labour in the business ; and still the more I expend on it, it is like throwing good labour after bad. On the whole, you ought to pity me. Is thy sei-vant a dead dog that these things have fallen on him ? My only consolation is that I am struggling to be the most conservative man in England, or one of the most conservative. If the past times, only two centuries back, lie wholly a torpedo darkness and dulness, freezing as with Medusa glance all souls of men that look on it, where are our foundations gone ? If the j)ast time cannot become melodious, it must be for- gotten, as good as annihilated ; and we rove like aimless exiles that have no ancestors, whose world began only yesterday. That must be my consolation, such as it is. I see almost nobody. I avoid sight rather, and study to consume my own smoke. I wish among your buildings ^ you would build me some small Prophet's chamber, fifteen feet square, with a separate garret, and a flue for smoking, within a furlong of your big house, sacred from all noises of dogs, cocks, pianofortes, insipid men, engaging some dumb old woman to light a fire for me daily and boil some kind of kettle. To Margaret Carlyle, Scotshrig. Chelsea : December 31, 1843. The saddest story is that of my book, which occasions great difficulty. I not long ago fairly cast a great mass of it into the fire, not in any sudden rage at it, but after quiet deliberation, and deciding on this as the best that I could do. I am now tiying the business on another side with hopes of better prosperity there. Prosper or not, I must hold on at it, on one side or the other. I must get in upon it, and drive it before me. But the truth is, it will be a long heavy piece of labour, and I must not grumble that * Sterling was improving a house which he had lately bought at Ventnor. Be^n7iing8 of * Cromwell,'^ 285 mj progress seems so small. I do make progress, as much prog- ress as I can ; and on the whole why should I plague myself or others about the quantity of my progress ? I am a poor discontented creature, and ought at least to hold my peace and * be thankful I am not in purgatoiy.' One of his ditficulties lay in his extreme conscientious- ness. No sentence would be ever deliberately set down on paper without his assuring himself, if it related to a fact, that he had exhausted every means of ascertaining that the fact was true as he proposed to tell it ; or, if it was to contain a sentiment or opinion, without weighing it to see if it was pure metal and not cant or insincere profession. This, however, lay in his nature, and, though it might give him trouble, would give him no anxiety. But his misgiving was that he was creating no living organic work, but a dead manufactured one, and this was intoler- able. He flung aside at last all that he had done, burnt part of it, as he said, locked away the rest, and began again, as he told his mother, *on another side.' He gave up the notion of writing a regular history. He would make the person of Oliver Cromwell the centre of his composition, collect and edit, with introductions and con- necting fragments of narrative, the extant letters and speeches of Oliver himself — this, at least, as a iirst opera- tion — a plain and comparatively easy one. When it was finished, he told me that he found to his surprise that he had finished all which he had to say upon the subject, and might so leave it. With the new year he was working upon the fresh lines, still diffident, but in better humour with himself and his surroundings. For my book (he wrote again to his mother on January 11 [1844]) I dare not say much about it, and, indeed, had better altogether keep silent and plague nobody with it further, for nobody can help me in it, do what he will. It is a most difficult book ; but by the blessing of Heaven I hope to get it done yet, and to have 286 Carlyle^s Life m London. accomplished something useful thereby. Naj^ indeed, I am some- times taught more distinctly than usual that vntJiout the blessing of Heaven / cannot get it done ; which surely is a wholesome lesson, and one we should be thankful for for ever, even though it come to us in pain. I have heard of an Italian popular preacher who one day before a grand audience fairly broke down, and had not a word to say. His shame was great ; he blushed ; he almost wept ; but, gathering himself at last, he said : ' My friends, it is the punishment of my pride ; let me lay it to heart and take a lesson by it.' So be it with us all. . . . The people in the next house, whose piano was so loud when I sate down to write, have behaved with the noblest chivalry. They keep their piano silent every day rigorously till two o'clock. At other hours I am not writing, and it does me no ill ; rather does me good, when I reflect how civil the people are. There is great honour shown here to the literary man. Jowmal. February 2, 1844. — Engaged in a book on the Civil Wars, on Oliver Cromwell, or whatever the name of it prove to be ; the most frightfully impossible book of all I have ever before tried. It is several years since the thing took hold of me. I have read hun- dredweights of dreary books, searched dusty manuscripts, corre- sponded, &c. &c., almost with no results whatever. How often have I begun to write, and after a certain period of splunging and splashing found that there was yet no basis for me. Since my re- turn from Scotland and Wales and the North in September last it is just about five months complete. Most part of that time I have been really assiduous with this book, or one or the other adjuncts of it, and there really stands now on m/ paper in any available shape, as it were correctly — nothing. Much I have blotted, fairly burnt out of my way. What will become of it and of me ? Some- times I get extremely distressed. What of that? Was it ever otherwise ? Will it ever be ? Carpenters with contrivances to se- cure me from noises, treaties about neighbouring pianos, complaints of barking dogs, above a hundred 'Musseum headaches ; ' no books but *Rushworthian Torpedos ; ' little company that is not a torpedo to me ; and, to crown the whole, not a vestige of work actually done. This is bad enough. The fact is, I am myself very much to blame, I am full of ' choler,' of impatience, alas ! of insincerity of heart. There will be no good come by talking of it here. Yester- Professorship m St. Andrew' h. 2*^7 day at the Musseum. To-day in quiet sorrow, attempting to begin again to wiite somewhat. Non omnes occiderunt soles. Scotland meanwhile was remembering Carlyle. The Edinburgh students were not alone in their effort to call hiul back across the irremeabUis unda. As to my book (he wrote a fortnight later to Scotsbrig) it is not absolutely stopping, but is going its own gate, a much longer one than I expected it might be. I study to keep holdiug on. * Slow fire does make sweet meat.* I think I shall perhaps make some- thing of it in the end, if I be at once patient and diligent. At all events, I must and will endeavour. This morning there came a let- ter from Sir Da\-id Brewster, about a Professorship in St. Andrews for me. I have already written to decline it. Professorships of that kind do not suit me now. They come a day behind the fair. The offer of a Scotch professorship was unacceptable, but was of course gratifying. So in a higher degree was the begiiming of a new order of legislation setting aside the received doctrines of laissezfaire^ which he might fairly think to be due at least in part to his own writings. Lord Ashley — Lord Shaftesbury, as he has been so long and so honourably known to us — must have the first place as having successfully carried through the great measure for the protection of the factory children. But Carlyle, too, had affected the thoughts of the younger generation of re- flecting politicians, and made possible Lord Ashley's attack upon the political economists. It was with real delight that he informed his mother of the first introduction of this measure. To Margaret Carlyle, Scotsh'^ig. Chelsea : March 30, 1844. All the people are in controversy about Lord Ashley's proposal to restrict the hours of factory labour to twelve, with two allowed for meals — that is, ten hours in all. Numbers of people are loud and bitter against it. As for me, I rejoice greatly that the Govern- ment has in any way begun to deal with that hoi-rid business, the Btate of the working people. Innumerable tasks lie there for all 288 Carlyle^s Life i?i London. manner of wise goveniors and parliamenteers and prime ministers. Lord Ashley's Bill was carried once ; but Peel and Graham have turned again upon him, saying they will go out if he can-y it ; so that probably it will be lost this time. But the business is begun, that is the great fact. The other day I saw one of the official people — Lord Elliot — in a company who were all talking about this. I told him the Government were absolutely bound either to try whether they could do some good to these people, or to draw them out in line and openly shoot them with grape. That would be mercy in comparison. He seemed much astonished ; but I had a fair share of the company on my side. It was always to his mother that he wrote first when he had anything interesting to tell, whether it was about an Act of Parliament, or the progress of his writing, or when the kitlin had an American mouse to send to the Auld Cat. She was seldom out of his thoughts, as he was seldom out of hers ; and she was now growing old and ailing. Here is another of his letters to her : — To Margaret Carlyle^ Scotshrig. Chelsea : April 24, 1844. You have been too frequently ill this spring, my dear mother ; you really must take more pains with yourself. Let me beg Jenny, ^ too, to be in all ways careful of you. Alas ! what can I do ? I am far off, and cannot be of help to you myself, which I would so gladly be. Surely it is well the part of one and all of us to do for our good, true mother whatsoever we can. She did faithfully for us what lay in her when the time was. Jean tells me she has sent you a fowl or two. I have earnestly urged her to continue that. A little soup and wheat bread for dinner would certainly be much w^holesomer than what you usually dine on. Besides, the good weather is now come — that of itself will be a great relief to you. Go up to the moor on a sunny day. The sight of the bonny world growing green again will be like a sermon to your pious heart, as indeed such a heart can nowhere want for sermons. The stars in the heavens and the little blue- bells by the wayside alike show forth the handiwork of Him who is Almighty, who is All Good. In a bad, weak world, what would become of us did not our hearts understand at all times that this » The sister living at home with her mother. Difficulties with ' CromweU: 289 is even so? ... I struggle away here, not always in the Bucoessfullost manner, yet trying alwliys to make some progress in my work. 'Many a little makes a mickle.' It will be a long, dreigh,^ and weaiy job; but I must plod along; keep chopping on, and hope to get through it in time. My health is not to be complained of. I should study well to husband what strength is given me, not fret, as I too often do, on what is denied me. Jane, too, gets better in the bright weather. All is bright here — sunny, and full of blossom. I study to go out to dinner as little as pos- • sible, and write refusals to the right and left. Dinners will do nothing for me ; only the getting on with my book will do some- thing. . . . Jeffrey is here in poorish health, but liiuch better than he was. He is nearly of your age, but grows no more serious as he grows older. At least, lie thinks proper to affect the same light ways— to me not the beautifullest in an old man. How anxious he was about his mother — how inexpressi- bly dear she was to him — appears from a note in his Journal : — Ma(/ 8. — My dear old mother has, I doubt, been often poorly this winter. They report her toell at present ; but, alas ! there is nothing in all the earth so stern to me as that constantly advanc- ing inevitability, which indeed has terrified me all my days. The same day he enters : — My progress in * Cromwell ' is frightful. I am no day absolutely idle, but the confusions that lie in my way require far more fire of energy than I can mu.ster on most days, and I sit not so much work- ing as painfully looking on work. A thousand times I have re- gretted that this task was ever taken up. My heart was never righlly in it. My conscience it rather was that drove me on. My chief motive now is a more and more burning desire to have done with it. EJieUy eheu ! I am very weak in health, too. I am oftenest very sad. The figure of Age, of greyhaired weakness, twilight, and the inevitable night never came on me so forcibly as this year. Age is sad, yet it is noble after a sort ; the advance of it upon me is a peculiar tragedy, new for every new life. Words are weak in general to express what I feel. Thou art verily growing old, and thou hast never been young ; and thy Ufe has amounted to this poor paltriness, and, &c. ^o, &o. There is no wisdom in writing » Dreiffh, tedious. Vol. m.^X9 290 Carlyle's Life in London. such thoughts, or even in more than partially entertaining them. The Future alone belongs to us. Let us doubly and trebly struggle to profit by that — turn that to double and treble account. Oh heav- ens ! get on with thy * Cromwell.' Tlie dissatisfaction of Carlyle with his own work, as long as he was engaged upon it, is a continuous feature in his (character. 'The "French Revolution" was worth notli- iiig.' 'To have done with it' was the chief desire which he had. 'To have done with it' was his chief desire again now. 'To have done with it' was the yet more passionate cry in the prolonged agony of ' Frederick.' The art of composition was merely painful to him, so conscious was he always of the distance between the fact as he could represent it and the fact as it actually was. He could be proud when he measured himself against other men ; but his estimate of his merit, considered abstractedly, was utterly low. His faults disgusted him ; his excellences he could not recognise ; and when the work was done and printed, he was surprised to find it so much better than he had thought. It is always so. The better a man is morally, the less conscious he is of his virtues. The greater the artist, the more aware he must be of his shortcomings. If excellence is to be its own only reward, poor excellence is in a bad way ; for the more there is of it, the less aware of itself it is allowed toibe. There is and must be, however, a certain comfort in the sense that a man is doing a right thing, if not well, yet as well as he can. Flashes of this kind do occasionally shine in among Carlyle's sad meditations. On May 31 he reports to his mother: — My book now goes along better or worse, though still far too slowly. I am now, however, beginning to see above ground some fruit of the unspeakable puddlings and welterings I had under- ground. I do hope sometimes that I shall get the poor book done, and that it will turn out to have been worth doing. Oliver Crom- Mrs. Carlyle, 291 well IS an actually pions, praying, God-fearing, Bible-reading man, and struggles in the high places of the world before God and man to do what he finds written in his Bible — an astonishing spectacle, unexampled, altogether incredibl,^ to the beggarly Peel, Russell, and company that have got the guidance of the world now, to all our soiTows. If I can show Oliver as he is, I shall do a good turn ; but it is terribly difficult to such an age as this is and has loDg been. There was to be no Scotland for Carlyle this year. The starting with ' Cromwell ' had been so hard that he did not mean to pause over it till it was done ; and an occa- sional rest of a day or two at the houses of friends near London was all that lie intended to allow himself. It was his wife's turn to have a holiday. She had not been in the North since she had lost her mother. All the last summer had been spent with the workmen in Cheyne Row. In autumn and winter she had been ill as usual with coughs, sleeplessness, and nervous headaches. As long as the cold weather lasted she liad not been well for a single day, and only her indomitable spirit seemed to keep her alive at all. She never complained — perhaps fortunately — as with Carlyle to suffer in any way was to complain loudly and immediately, and when complaint was ahsent he never realised that there could be occasion for it. Anyway she was now to have a holiday. She was to go first to lier uncle at Liverpool, then to the Paulets at Seaforth, then to stay with Geraldine Jewsbury at Man- chester ; then, if she washed, to go to Scotland. She was always economical, and travelled at smallest cost. Money matters no longer, happil}^, required such narrow attention as in former years. Her letters (or parts of them) describing her adventures are published in the ' Letters and Memorials.' Carlyle, busy as he was, made time to write to her regularly, witli light affectionate amusing sketches of his visitors or tlie news of tlie day ; most particularly of the progress of the new acquaintance 292 Carlyle's Life in London. wliicli was to have so serious an influence on her own fli- tui-e peace. ... Mr. and Lady Harriet Baring, whom lie had met two years previously, were now both of them becoming his intimate friends. From Mr. Baring ' there are many letters preserved among Carlyle's papers. They exhibit not only respect and esteem, but the strongest per- sonal confidence and affection, which increased with fuller knowledge, and ceased only with death. They show, too, a fuller understanding of, and agreement with, Carlyle's general views than are to be found in almost any of those of his other correspondents. From Lady Harriet, too, there are abundance of notes, terse, clear, and peremptory, rather like the commands of a sovereign than the easy communications of friendship. She was herself gifted, witty, unconventional, seeing men and things much as they were, and treating them accordingly. She recog- nised the immense superiority of Carlyle to everyone else who came about her. She admired his intellect ; she delighted in his humour. He at first enjoyed the society of a person who never bored him, who had a straight eye, a keen tongue, a disdain of nonsense, a majestic arro- gance. As they became more intimate, the great lady af- fected his imagination. He was gratified at finding him- self appreciated by a brilliant woman, who ruled supreme over half of London society. She became Gloriana, Queen of Fairyland, and he, with a true vein of chivalry in him, became her rustic Red Cross Knight, who, if he could, would have gladly led his own Una into the same enchanting service. The ' Una,' unfortunately, had no in- clination for such a distinguished bondage. The Barings had a villa at Addiscombe, and during the London season frequently escaped into the Surrey sunshine. Carlyle had been invited to meet a distinguished party there. 1 Lord Ashburton afterwards. An Mjeiiing at Addisoomhe. 293 To Jane Welsh Carlyle^ at Liverpool. Chelsea : July 7, 1844 Yesterday I did go to the Barings, bnt I got home the same night, which was an immense point. We were a truly sublime party, as many as the table would hold. Lord Howick and his wife. Earl Grey's son, a thin, lame man, turned of forty, looking very weak of body, but earnest, clear, affectionate, and honest, with good talent, too, for the spiritual part ; the Lady Howick, a pale, aquiline, dark-eyed beauty, bleached white, who did not cap- tivate me or estrange me ; the immortal old Lady Holland, really a kind of Witch of the (Kensington) Alps, veiy impressive in her way. She is terribly broken, poor old lady ! has a doctor, the strangest little fellow I have seen, who did not speak one word, good or bad, but seemed happy and perfect in the social gesticu- hitions. Besides him, she canies with her a page, and an old woman to nib her legs. These, with the natural et caeteras, al- most fill a house of themselves. BuUer of course was there, as in his home ; Stanley, too, again, but without his wife ; he and others too tedious to mention. The gooseberries were ripe ; I had a pocket of cigars, and other smokers to keep me company. The day was soft, gi*ey, without rain : a temperature like silk. The Lady Harriet is the most consummate of landladies, regard- less of expense. Baring himself has radiances of real talent. He is, I do think, a good, modest man. Tlie whole matter went off with effect. It is really entertaining to me to be a part of such a company now and then. Their ai*t in speech, more and more no- ticeable gradually, is decidedly a thing to be considered valuable, venerable. Real good breeding, as the people have it here, is one of the finest things now going in the world. The careful avoid- ance of all discussion, the swift hopping from topic to topic, does not agree with me ; but the graceful skill they do it with is be- yond that of minuets. Among other subjects, we came over, pretty late in the evening, upon Mazzini's letters. ' Brougham had been privately telling all people in the Lords one day that Mazzini was a scamp after all, that he once 'kept a gaming-house.' So Stanley reported, glad of any stab to Brougham. The old stem Witch of the Ali)s there- upon asked Lady Harriet what he really was, this Mazzini. * A > Opened in the English Post Office, about which there was so loud a stir in those years. 294 Carlyl^s Life in London. Kevolutionary man, the head of young Italy,' answered she. * Oh, then, they surely ought to take him up,' rejoined the Witch. Our adroit hostess hinted No, and that she herself knew him. * What ? ' exclaimed the astonished Witch, with wide-open eyes. The other persisted, with the gentlest touch of light irrefragability, ' had ac- tually asked him to come and see her.' I added, addressing the Witch, ' He is a man well worth seeing, and not at all si^ecially anxious to be seen.' * And did he not keep a gaming-house ? ' said she. ' He had never the faintest shadow of connection with that side of human business,' said I. ' The proudest person in this company is not farther above keeping a gaming-house than Maz- zini is.' 'That means Byng ' (an absurd old curly-headed diner- out whom they call Poodle Byng), said Buller, looking at the man, upon which an explosion of laughter swallowed u^) my over-em- phasis and the whole discussion in a lightly felicitous manner. A certain Mr. Something (Kane, I think : really a very civil official gentleman) volunteered to give me half his cab to Picca- dilly — a blessed arrangement for me, for Mr. Kane and I smoked in a very social manner all the way, and the drive did me great good, so that to-day I am far less damaged than could have been anticipated. The fine society did not make Carljle forget his own nearer attentions : — July 13. It is poor Goody's birthday when she reads this ; and one ought to have said what the inner man sufficiently feels : that one is right glad to see the brave little Goody with the mind's and the heart's eye on such an occasion, and wishes and prays all good in this world and in all worlds to one's poor Goody — a brave woman, and, on the whole, a ' Necessary Evil ' ' to a man. And now, dearest, here is a small gift, one of the smallest ever sent. Do not think it cost me any trouble to buy the thing ; once fairly in the enterj^riso, there was a real pleasure in going through with it. I tried haid for a workbox, but there was none I could recommend to myseU" I was forced to be content with a little jewel-box, and there, y( i see, is the key. Blessings on thee with it ! I wish I had diamonds to till the places with for my little wifie. I knew you had a jewoi- box already, but this is a newer one, a far smaller one. Besido .. I bought it very cunningly, and ' the lady, if she would liks any- ^ Name by which he often laughingly described his wife. Evening Parties, 295 thing better, can at any time get it exchanged.' And so, dear Goody, kiss me and take my good wishes. While I am here there will never want one to wish thee all good. Adieu on the birthday, and may the worst of our days be all done and the best still coming. Thine evermore. Tlie * sulphurous humour' lay close beside the tender, very far from extinct, not even dormant. What Carlyiu could least endure was being bored. The anathemas which he heaped on unfortunate bores exceed Ernulphus's in exquisite variety. He mentions soon after this that three gentlemen from Edinburgh had called to see him, intro- duced by some acquaintance from Haddington. He de- scribes them as ' wretched duds,' ' a precious three to be selected from all the populations of the world ; ' ' miser- able snaffers full of animal magnetism, Free Kirk and other rubbish.' He ' had doubts whether not to rise with redhot oaths, and pack them all instantly into the street.' He says ' he bit in his rage as best he could,' took his hat, pretended business, ' and walked the three out instead of kicking them out' ' One of Cavaignac's snorts was all that he could give to such things.' ' That visit was the beginning of sorrows to him.' Evening parties could not be wholly escaped. He had been invited to one * at the ColeridgesV where he expected an equal degree of suffer- ing, ' half thought he would fall sick and stick to Crom- well,' and V wished he was in Goody's pocket.' Luckily it did not turn out quite so ill. ' Trench, Maurice, Boxall the painter, and other shovel-hatted persons, male and female, were there assembled ; ' but he met a daughter of Southey, whom he was actually pleased to see, and Mr.- Henry Coleridge also, * really a kind of Phantasmion, ii> small, so delicate, pretty, and orthodox wise.' In the worst extremities there was always the resource of Bath House. Last night (he wrote on July 19) I called for Lady' Harriet. Tlie usual Buller sate there apparently almost asleep in the * fever of 296 CarlyWs Life in London. digestion ' when I entered. The lady herself, in spite of her sick- ness, is always brisk as a huntress. BuUer brightened np soon, argued, talked with me, not to great purpose, but in a cheery, rational manner, presided over by this divinity, and with one cup of innocent black tea and a mouthful of polite human speech J. came home little injured. Mazzini is authorised to call 'next week some evening.' Poor victim! At a certain turn of the con- versation I was asked to come out to Addiscombe next Sunday, and could not for the moment find means of declining, but did in- ternally decline, and must externally now send some note to that eifect. It is very brilliant all at Addiscombe ; wealth in abun- dance, ruled over by gi-ace in abundance ; but I — I — am bilious ; I am busy — not equal to it for the present. Some misgiving may have crossed Carlyle's mind that too near an intimacy in these great circles might not be profitable to him. As long as social distinctions survive, an evenness of position is a condition of healthy friend- ship ; and though genius is said to level artificial inequali- ties, it creates inequalities of another kind, which rather complicate the situation than simplify it. However this may have been, hard work and the London heat tired him out by the end of the summer. He was invited to stay at the Grange, a beautiful place belonging to the Barings in Hampshire, and as the visit was to be a short one he went. Mrs. Baring's father, the Lord Ashburton of the American Treaty, still lived and reigned there. He had heard of Carlyle, and wished to make his acquaintance, as his Transatlantic wife did also. The Grange, in Sep- tember especially, was the perfection of an English country palace. The habits of it did not suit Carlyle. He was off his sleep, woke early, could get no breakfast till ten, and no food but cigars and sunshine. . But the park was beautiful, the riding delightful, ' the solitude and silence divine.' He tried to be amused and happy, and succeeded tolerably. First Visit to the Grange. 297 ..►i-^ The Grange: September 13, 1844. We are a small party. Lady Ashburton is a surgeon patient at present, a stripping off of the skin upon a carriage step, ill dealt with for some days back. She lies in a back drawing-room, keeps all the women about her all day, and we never see her till she is wheeled in at night to tea. She seems very fond of talking to me ; a fmnk, i-attling woman, with whom, perhaps, I shall grow to do veiy well. Were it not for Lady Harriet, who is herself a host, we should be ill oif for women. My chief resource at present is the old Lord, a really good old man, of most solid, cheerful ways ; fond of talking and being talked to above any rational thing. September 14, 1844. Alas ! if I could sleep, I might be very well here : but sleep does not come, sleep flies ; and I have nights in which the vii-tue of patience is very useful to me. I do study to keep patient. In fact, there is something very soothing in the deep, dead silence, broken only by the rare hooting of a poor owl, seemingly a mile off, who appeared to be the only living thing awake beside myself. I start generally in the morning with a dull headache, veiy stupid ; but the breezy fresh air, and the constant motion they keep one in, drive it away gi-adually, and I feel pretty well again. We are not a brilliant party here ; nay, if it were not for the Lady Hariiet and myself, we should be almost definable as a dull, commoni)lace one. Buller is not yet come, but is confidently expected to-night, and will be a welcome acquisition to us. Poodle Byng's comjiauion was one Greville, an old ofiicial hack of quality who runs racehorses, whom I have often enough seen before : memorable as a man of tme aristocratic manner, without any aristocratic endowment whatever — a Lais without the beauty. He has Court gossip, political gossip, &c., and is civil to all pei-sons, careless about all persons — equal nearly to zero. Lady Asliburton improves upon one — a square, solid American woman, happily without the accent ; but with the rugged go-ahead character of that people. It is from her that your lover Baring takes his feat- ures. The old Lord Ashburton, especially as he smokes, is my favourite of all— a really good, solid, most cheery, sagacious, simple-heai-ted old man. He takes me long walks to see his new churches, his labourers* cottages, his old cedars and yew trees, carries in his pocket cigare, and talks and is talked to. To finish my description, I have only to say that our house is built like 'a Grecian temple,* of two stories ; of immense extent, massive in 298 Cai'lyle's Life in London. appearance and fronting every way. The inteiior is by Inigo Jones, with modern improvements. The rooms are full of exqui- site pictures, and there is every convenience. 'All things that were pleasant in life. But the all- wise, great Cre-a-a-tor, &c.' ' While this new acquaintance was rising np into Carl yle's sky, another was setting or had set. I^ews were waiting for him when he returned to Cheyne Eow, which melted the Grange and its grandeurs into bodiless vapour. John Sterling was dead. Of all the friends whom Carlyle had won to hhnself since he came to London, there was none that he valued as he valued this one. Sterling had been his spiritual pupil, his first, and also liis noblest and best. Consumption had set its fatal mark npon him. His spirit had risen against it and defied it. He had fled for life in successive winters to Italy, to France, and then to Fal- mouth and to Italy again. If not better, there had been no sign that he was becoming definitely worse. He had lately settled at Yentnor, in the Isle of Wight. He had added to his house ; he had hoped, as his friends had hoped before for him, that years of useful energy might still be granted to him. It seemed impossible that a soul so gifted, so brilliant, so generous, should have been sent upon the earth merely to show how richly it had been en- dowed, and to pass away while its promise was but half fulfilled. But in this past summer he had been visibly declining. To himself, if to no one else, it had become sternly certain that the end was now near ; and on August 10 he had written the letter of farewell, printed by Car- lyle in his lost friend's biography, which I am therefore at liberty to transfer to these pages. To T. Carlyle. Ventnor ; August 10, 1844. My dear Carlyle, — For the first time for many months it seems possible to send you a few words ; merely, however, for lemem- » See Letters and Memorials, vol. i. p. 160. Death of John Sterling. 299 brance and farewell. On higher matters there is nothing to say. I tread the common road into the great darkness, without any thought of fear, and with veiy much of hope. Certainty, indctnl, I have none. With regard to you and me, I cannot begin to wiite, having nothing for it but to keep shut the lid of those secrets with all the iron weights that are in my power. Towards me, it is still more true than towards England, that no man has been and done like you. Heaven bless you! If I can lend a hand when tlic:o, that will not be wanting. It is all veiy stmnge, but not a hun- dredth part so sad as it seems to the standers-by. Your wife knows my mind towaids her, and will believe it without asseveration. Yours to the last, John Sterling. Sterling lingered for six weeks after writing this, lie had been apparently dying more than once already, and yet had rallied. Carlyle conld not believe that he was to lose hira, and hoped that it might be so again. But it was not so to be. On September 18, within a day of Car- lyle's return from the Grange, his friend was dead. CHAPTEE XIII. A.D. 1845. MT. 50. Slimmer in London — Mrs. Carlyle in Liverpool — Completion of ' Cromwell ' — Remarks upon it— Effect of Cromwell's history on Carlyle's mind — Rights of majorities — Right and might — Reception by the world — Visit to the Barings— Lady Haniet and Mrs. Carlyle — Letter to Sir Robert Peel — Meditations. Sterling's death was the severest shock which Carlyle had yet experienced. Perliaps the presence of a real sorrow saved liim from fretting over the smaller troubles of life. He threw hiinself the more determinately into his work. All the remainder of this year and all the next till the close of the summer he stayed at home, as far as possible alone, and seeing few friends in London except the Bar- ings. His wife had been improved by her excursion. She had been moderately well since her return. Strong she never was ; but for her the season had been a fair one. In July 1845, the end of ' Cromwell ' was coming definitely in sight. She could be spared at home, and went off again to her relations at Liverpool. Carlyle had another horse — ' Black Duncan ' this one was called. He rode daily, and sent regular bulletins to his 'Necessary Evil' — many, through haste, undated. The Barings were still his chief resource outside his serious occupations. Chelsea: July 27, 1845. Visit to Addiscombe— not the very best of joys ; but one ought to be content with it. I had a great deal of talk with Everett, the American Ambassador, who surprises me much, as a thorough drawling Yankee in manner, yet with intelligence and real gentle- Progress with * Cromwell? 301 manhood looking through it. Senior, seeing me there, came up in the most cordial manner to shake hands, and we even had a quantity of smoking together and philosophical discoursing to- gether — by motion of his — with unbated aversion of mine. Peace to him I August 1. 1S45. Thy blight little missives are a real consolation to me in my solitude here — a solitaiy wrestle with the blockheadisms. That is what I have just now, and there is need of some consolation at times if it could be had. The leech ' is very well. I went and saw it this morning ; it has an allowance of fresh water every day, and comj^lains of nothing, lying all glued together at the top of the glass (the little villain), and leading a very quiet life of it, never even asking what is taxes ? Wednesday proved wet — no riding possible. Walked up to Bar- ingdom in the evening. The poor lady had cold ; was sitting with a fire — even she : we are all as cold here as you are in Lancashire. Yesternight had a gi*and ride over in SuiTey ; took the conceit out of Duncan ; made him gallop at discretion till quite tame. Did my own wearied self some good by the job. After that, while at tea, Thackeray. August 1. Just now I have finished copying the last letter of Oliver's. I will tiy hard yet to be through the original stuff this week. There will then be a conclusion of some kind to do ; an index to set going. After which I am off iw's Frele. Ay de mi ! The merits of yoiu* letters are mirrored in a very fair glass when it is I that read them, and if I call them • bits of letters ' (she had laughingly resented that expression of his), it is perhaps all the better for them from a soul so sulky, so dispirited, dead and buried, as mine now is, in this honid business of mine. Courage ! courage ! it will be done soon, and then perhaps better days will covie. Angnst. This place is getting very empty. Last night I came accident- ally jn the Kensington (hardens band. Their retinue of park lorses has dwindled to mei*e nothing, a thing you could ride without diflSculty through the middle of. It is astonishing what real pity I do feel for these poor squires and squires' daughters, all parading about in such places. Good heavens ! and is this ' One of Mrs. Carlyle'B singular pets, of which her husband had charge in her absence. 302 Carlyle^s Life in London, what you call the flower of life : and age, and darkness, and the grand Perhaps lying close in the rear of it — ' Damn ye, be wae for yonrsel'." So I am too ; and will now run and put on my riding clothes — just three minutes for it. Adieu. Ever your affection- ate, bad T. C. Mrs. Carlyle had fallen in at Liverpool with a Uni- tarian clergyman named J. M., witii whom she had con- versed on serious matters with considerable interest.^ JVI. had seemed to her to be inclined to leave his Uni- tarianism and to become a pupil of Carlyle. To Jane Welsh Carlyle, Chelsea : August 8, 1845. "What did M say to you? It was a great thing in him to quote me in his preaching ; but, like the deacon of the weavers at Dumfries, one must exclaim, ' Oh, gentlemen, remember that I am but a man.' Thursday night, after a day of thunder, I had my longest ride since you heard last, far out towards Harrow. As I turned homewards there rose visible from the big beautiful Baby- lon a tree of smoke, which said very plainly, ' Here is a house on fire.' It grew and grew, till it covered whole fields of air. I never in any ride saw a more impressive object, seeming to say with a tragical tone of reproach, * Wilt thou take me for inctu- resque? I am the blazing furniture of terrified, distracted men and women.' Phew ! August. Harvest is a month too late ; wiU hardly fail therefore to be bad ; and if the railway bubble burst at the same time, as is like- liest, there will be a precious winter for the poor operatives again, and those that have charge of them. The naked, beggarly greed and mammon-worship of this generation is soiTowfully apparent at present ; and I confess sometimes I do not care if their ' wealtli ' and all the greasy adjuncts of it were actually to take wings and fly away. I think we might have a less detestable existence with- out it ; a chance for a less fated life-element than this. Good be with thee, dear little Goody mine. * We clamb the hill together' in a very thorny but not paltry way. Now let us J See Letters and Memorials, vol. i. p. 245, &c. I may as well say that initial letters are not to be relied upon, as 1 frequently change them. Literature and Action. 303 sit and look around a little. We shall have * to totter down ' also ; but ' hand in hand we'll go.' Adieu, dear Jeannie, T. C. August 18. Beally, I begin almost to pity poor J. M. The lot of a poor man, of so many poor men, doomed to twaddle all their lives in Socinian jargon, and look at this Divine Universe through dis- tracted, despicable Jew Greek spectacles, and a whole Monmouth Street of ♦ Old Cloe,' seems to me very sad. . . . The last speetli of Oliver's is faiily ready for printing. Not a line of his now re- mains, thank Heaven ! I have now only to have him die, and then to wind up in the briefest endurable way. I say to myself, why should not, for instance, the^rs^ of September actually see me free of the job altogether, and ready for the road somewhither ? Wo will try. As a preliminary I have started to-day by — a blue pill and castor. Oh heavens! But I suppose it was the most, judi- cious stej) of all. Augr.st21. I know not if you mean to take Egypt's advice [I do no. know the pei"son alluded to], and write some book. I have often said you might, with successful effect ; but the impulse, the necessity, has mainly to come from within. It is a poor trade othenvlse, so we will be content with Goody whether she ever comes to ;i book or not. One way or other, all the light, and order, and energy, and genuine Thntkraft or available virtue we had, does come out of us, and goes very infallibly into God's Treasury, living and working through eternities there — very infallibly, whether the morning papers say much about it or say nothing ; whether the wagers wo get be more or less ! We are not lost ; not a solitary atom of us —of one of us. When I think of our Oliver Cromwell and of the father of a Burns and other such phenomena, I am very indifTerent on the book side. Greater, I often think, is he that can hold his peace, that can (h his bit of light, instead of speaking it. . . . Eheu ! what a business is the society of Adam's posterity b(H-om- ing for me— a considerable of a bm-e for most part. Helps walked home to the door with me last night. We saw Green, the aero- naut, just get aloft from Vauxhall, throwing out all manner of fireworks, red, green, and indigo-coloured stars, and transit ory milky ways, the best he could, poor devil ! He was hanging a goodish way up in the air, quite invisible except by a cluster of confused fireworks, which looked very small in the great waste 304 Carlyle^s Life in London. deep of things, and did not last above half a minute in all. No paltrier phenomenon was ever contrived for the solacement of hu- man souls. I figured the wretched mortal sailing through the chill, clear moonshiny night, destitute of any object now, and with peril of his life, for the sake of keeping his life in, and had a real pitj for him. I am very dark as to the extreme closing uj) of ' Cromwell,' but it seems to me as if it lay quite close at hand — some one bright day, all that was needed for it — perhax^s to-mor- row. Keally, I am quite near it. August 23. Do not seduce poor J. M. from his Unitarian manger, poor fel- low ! I do not in the least want proselytes. Ach Gott I no ! "What is the use of them ? And for himself it might cut olf the very staff of bread. Let him hang on there till the rope of itself gives way with him. You will be sure to see me if you continue staying where you are — my one fixed element of a plan is to go to Annandale, and the way thither leads me through Lancashire. I could also be a very pretty guest at Seaforth, I too for a few days, and be happy and much liked, if the devil of sleeplessness and indigestion did not mark me for a peculiar man. I do hope to have done all my Oliver writing, good heavens ! the day after to-morrow. Fuz (John Forster) came here the night before last, talked long, or was talked to, really not in a quite distracted manner, and pas- sionately solicited and thankfully received your address. They — • Dickens, he, and a squad of that sort — have decided to act a play at one of the small theatres, private, to five hundred friends. It is actually to be on the 21st of next month, and it is an immense feature of it to Fuz that you are to be there. The excellent Fuz ! August 26. I have this moment ended Oliver ; hang it ! He is ended, thrums and all. I have nothing more to write on the subject, only mountains of wreck to bum. Not (any more) up to the chin in paper clippings and chaotic litter, hatefuUer to me than most. I am to have a swept floor now again. Thus was finished the first edition of the ' Letters and Speeches of Oliver Cromwell' — the first edition — for other letters, other material of various kinds, came afterwai-ds and had to be woven in with the rest ; but essentially the Coinjpletion of * CromweU.^ 305 thing was done on which Carlyle had been labouring for ^WQ years ; and a few words may now be given to it. This book is, in my opinion, by far the most important contribution to English history, which has been made in the present century. Carlyle was the first to break the crust which has overlaid the subject of Cromwell since the Ilestoration, and to make Cromwell and Cromwell's age again intelligible to mankind. Anyone who will read what was written about him before Carlyle's work ap- ]xjared, and what has been written since, will perceive how great was the achievement. The entluisiast, led away by ambition, and degenerating into the hypocrite, the received figure of the established legend, is gone for ever. We may retain each our own opinion about Crom- well, we may think that he did well or that he did ill, that he was wise or unwise ; but we see the real man. We can entertain no shadow of doubt about the genuineness of the portrait; and, with the clear sight of Oliver him- self, we have a new conception of the Civil War and of its consequences. The book itself carries marks of the diffi- culty with which it was written. It has no clear continu- ity ; large gaps are left in the story. Contrary to his own rule, that the historian should confine himself to the facts, with the minimum of commentary, Carlyle breaks in re- peatedly in his own person, pats his friends upon the back, expands, applauds, criticises to an extent which most readers would wish more limited. This, however, is to be remembered, that he was reproducing letters and speeches, of which both the thought and the language were obsolete — obsolete, or worse than obsolete, for most of it had degenerated into cant, insincere in everyone who uses such expressions now, and therefore suggesting insin- cerity in those who used them then. Perhaps he allowed too little for our ability to think for ourselves. But he had seen how fatally through this particular cause the Vol. IIL— 20 306 Carlyle^s Life in London. character of the Commonwealth leaders had been ob- scured, and, if he erred at all, he erred on the right side. It is his supreme merit that he first understood the speeches made by Cromwell in Parliament, and enabled us to understand them. Printed as they had hitherto been, they could only confirm the impression, either that the Protector's own mind was hopelessly confused, or that he purposely concealed what was in it. Carlyle has shown that they were perfectly genuine speeches, not elo- quent, as modern parliamentary speeches are, or aspire to be thought; but the faithful expressions of a most real and determined meaning, about which those who listened to him could have been left in no doubt at all. Such a feat was nothing less than extraordinary. It w^as not a 'whitewashing,' as attempts of this kind are often scorn- fully and sometimes deservedly called. It was the recov- ery of a true human figure of immense historical conse- quence from below two centuries of accumulated slander and misconception, and the work was completely done. No hammering or criticising has produced the least effect upon it. There once more Cromwell stands actually be- fore us, and henceforth will stand, as he was when he lived upon the earth. He may be loved or he may be hated, as he w^as both loved and hated in his own time ; but we shall lov^eor hate the man himself, not a shadow or a caricature any more. Detailed criticism of the book, or of any part of it, would be out of place in a biography, and I shall not at- tempt such a thing. I may mention, however, what Car- lyle told me of the effect upon his own mind of his long study of the Commonwealth and its fortunes. Many persons still believe that, if the army had not pushed the quarrel to extremities, if the ' unpurged ' Par- liament had been allowed to complete its treaty with the King, the constitutional fruits of the struggle might have Conipleiloii of * CromwelV 307 been secured more completely than they actually were; that the violent reaction would never have taken place which was provoked by the King's execution ; that the Church of England coyld and would have then been com- pletely reformed and made Protestant in form and sub- stance ; the pseudo-Catholicism — Episcopacy, Liturgy, and Ritual — which has wrought us all so much woe being swept clean from off the stage. Speculations on what might have been are easy. We see what actually happened ; what would have happened we can only guess. Charles, it is certain, was false — how false is now only completely known when the secret nego- tiations of himself and the Queen with the Catholic Powers have been brought to light. No promises which he had made would have bound him one moment beyond the time when he could safely break them ; nor could any- one say what the composition of a new House of Com- mons might be after the next election. Taking the coun- try through, the Royalists and the Moderates together were in the majority in point of numbers, and Cromwell's conclusion was that, so far as religion was concerned, the cause for which he and the army had fought would be ut- terly lost if the treaty was carried out. Wearied England, satisfied with having secured control of the purse-strings, would hand over the sour fanatics to Charles's revenge. Carlyle was satisfied that Cromwell was right, and he drew from it a general inference of the incapacity of a popular assembly to guide successfully and permanently the destinies of this or any other country. Ko such body of men was ever seen gathered together in national coun- cil as those who constituted the Long Parliament. They were the pick and flower of God-fearing England, men of sovereign ability, of the purest patriotism — a senate of kings. If they failed, if they had to be prevented by armed force from destroying themselves and the interests 308 Carlyle's Life in London. committed to them, no other Parliament here or anywhere was likely to do better. Any pilot or conncil of pilots might answer, with smooth water and fair winds; but Parliaments, when circumstances were critical, could only talk, as their name denoted. Their resolutions would be half-hearted, their action a compromise between conflict- ing opinions, and therefore uncertain, inadequate, alter- nately rash or feeble, certain to end in disaster at all criti- cal times when a clear eye and a firm hand was needed at the helm. This was one inference which Carlyle drew. Anotlier was on the rights of so-called ' majorities.' He had been bred a Radical, and a Radical he remained to the last, in the sense that he believed the entire existing form of hu- man society, with its extremes of poverty and wealth, to be an accursed thing, which Providence would not allow to endure. He had been on the side of Catholic eman- cipation, hoping that the wretched Irish peasantry might get some justice by it. He had welcomed the Reform Bill, imagining it to mean that England was looking in earnest for her wisest men, and would give them power to mend what was amiss. He had found, as he said, that it was but the burning off the dry edges of the straw on the dunghill ; that the huge, damp, putrid mass remained rot- ting where it was, and thus would remain, for anything that an extended suffrage would do to cure it. No result had come of the Reform Bill that he could care for. The thing needed was wisdom. Parliaments reflected the character of those who returned them. The lower the franchise, the less wisdom you were likely to find ; and after each change in that direction the Parliament returned was less fit, not more fit, than its predecessor. In politics as in all else, Carlyle insisted always that there was a 7nght way of doing things and a wrong way ; that by following the ri^ht way alone could any good end be arrived at ; and Political Conclusions, ,309 that it was as foolish to suppose that the I'igJU way of managing the affairs of a nation could be ascertained by a majority of votes, as the right way of discovering the lon- gitude, of cultivating the soil, of healing diseases, or of exercising any one of the million arts on which our exist- ence and welfare depend. This conclusion he had arrived at, ever since he had seen what came and did not come of the Ileform Bill of 1832 ; and it had prevented him from interesting himself in con- temporary politics. But Cromwell's history had shown him that the right way had other means of asserting itself besides oratory and ballot-boxes and polling booths. The world was so constructed that the strongest, whether they were more or fewer, were the constituted rulers of this world. It must be so, unless the gods inteifered, because there was no appeal. If one man was stronger than all the rest of mankind combined, he would rule all mankind. They would be unable to help themselves. But the world was also so constructed, owing to the nature of the Maker of it, that superior strength was found in the long run to lie with those who had the right on their side. A good cause gave most valour to its defenders ; and it was from this, and this alone, the supi-emacy of good over evil was maintained. liight-minded men would bear nmch rather than disturb existing arrangements — would submit to kings, to aristocracies, to majorities, as long as submission was possible ; but, if driven to the alternative of seeing all that they valued perish or trying other methods, they would prove that, though they might be outvoted in the count of heads, they were not outvoted in the court of destiny. Superior justice in the cause made superior men — men who would make it good in spite of numbers. The best were the strongest, and so in the end would always prove, * considering who had made them strong.' Behind all con- stitutions, never so popular, lay an ultimate appeal to force. 310 Carlyle^s Life in London. Majorities, as such, had no more i-ight to rule than kings, or nobles, or any other persons or groups of persons, to whom circmnstances might have given temporary power. Tlie right to rule lay with those who were right in mind and heart, whenever they chose to assert themselves. If they tried and failed, it proved only tliat they were not right enough at that particular time. But, in fact, no lionest effort ever did fail ; it bore its part in the eventual settlement. The strong thing, in the main, was the right thing, because the w-orld w^as not the Devil's ; and the final issue would be found to prove it whenever the question Avas raised. Society w^as in a healthy condition only when authority was in the hands of those most fit to exercise it. As long as kings and nobles were kings and nobles indeed, superior in heart and cliaracter, the people willingly sub- mitted to them, and gave them strength by their own sup- port. When they forgot the meaning of their position, lived for ambition and pleasure, and so ceased to be su- perior, their strength passed from them, and wdth their strength their authority. That was what happened, and Avas happening still, in England. There being no longer any superiority of class over class, the integers of society were falling into anarchy, and, to avoid quarrelling, might 'agree for a time to decide their differences by a majority of votes ; but it could be but for a time only, imless all that was great and noble in humanity was to disappear for ever ; for the good and the wise were few, and the selfish and the ignorant were many ; the many would choose to represent them men like themselves, not men superior to themselves ; and, under pain of destruction, it was in- dispensable that means must be found by which the good and wise should be brought to the front, and not the others. [Mature had her means of doing it, and in ex- tremity w^ould not fail to use them. In some such frame of mind Carlyle was left after he Retreat at Scotshriy. 311 had finished his * Cromwell.' I have de8cril>ed in my own words what, in his abrupt and scornful dialect, he often expressed to me. He was never a Conservative, for he recognised that, unless there was a change, impossible ex- cept by miracle, in the habits and character of the wealthy classes, the gods themselves could not save them. But the Radical creed of liberty, equality, and government by majority of votes, he considered the most absurd super- stition which had ever bewitched the human imaofina- tion — at least, outside Africa. Cromwell thus disposed of, he was off for Scotland, * wishing,' as he said, to be amiable, but dreadfully bilious, and almost sick of his life, if there were not hopes of im- provement. He joined his wife at Seaforth, stayed a day or two with the Paulets there, and then, leaving Mrs. Carlyle to return and take care of the house in Cheyne How, he made his way on by the usnal sea route to Annan and Scotsbrig. His letters, now that he had leisure, became free and ample again, no reaction after exertion having this time set in. He was, for him, happy, relieved of his long bur- den ; his Journal, which contains chiefly a record of his sorrows, was left untouched. His complaints, such as they were, had reasonable external causes. To Jane Welsh Carlyle^ Chelsea. Scotsbrig : September 13, 1845. My poor Goody is wliirliii<^ away southward, while I sit here giving her some note of my arrival northward. "We are strangely shovelled to and fro in this much too locomotive world. It was ihove an hour after you left me before our steamship got its tu- i.nlt consummated and hauled itself out of harbour. In my life I have seen few more distressing and disgusting uproars ; indeed, the whole voyage surpassed in discomfort for me any piece of travelling I have executed for yeai*s. .We saw very near at hand the Vanity Fair of Livei*pool : cockneys in full action near the Bock, tents on the sand, swings and whirligigs were very evident ; 312 Carlyleh Life in London. squealing of fiddles, popping of ginger-beer corks were too con- ceivable. Hudson, our captain, was engaged in clapping hand- cuffs on a diTinken drover who had proved quarrelsome. One of my fellow-passengers in the cabin proved to be that big Thomson, the cattle-dealer, who once called at Chelsea with Macqueen ; ^ grown several stones hea^der, faced like Silenus, full of dock Eng- lish and familiarity, of which the thought was horrible to me. By him my honoured name was imparted to the ship's company in general, and I had the strangest addresses, free and easy as in the Age of Gold. My difficulty not to break into sheer vocal execra- tion was considerable. Then the slaeping-rooms ! — but I will talk no more of it. I do not think a more brutal element of human sav- agery could have been- found in any part of British land or water. About half-past seven next morning I was right glad to see Jamie waiting for me at the jetty. We got to Scotsbrig before ten, and Jenny and my mother had some tea for me ; and I have glided about ever since, or lain on beds or chairs when I could get it done, very much in the humour (as I fancy it) of Jonah when he found himself vomited from the whale's belly — exceedingly con- fused and uncertain what his movements ought to be. At midday I walked with my mother to the moor. It was really as if Pan slept. The sun and sky were bright as silver ; the seas and hills lay round, and noise of all kinds had entirely hushed itself, as if the whole thing had been a picture or a dream, which, in fact, the philosophers tell us it properly is. Nothing can ex- ceed my mother's gratitude to you — your two letters themselves had given wonderful delight. Most of them, I think, are committed to memory — have committed themselves on repeated perusals [italics minej. It is worth while to write now and then on such terms. ' The mother ' was now fast growing weaker. She brightened up at letters from her dangliter-in-law, or on visits from her ilhistrious son, whom all the world was talking of ; but ' all had grown old ' about her, except her affection, which seemed younger than ever. Carlyle, while at Scotsbrig, was her constant companion, drove her about in the old gig, carried her down to see his sister Mary at Annan, or his sister Jean at Dumfries ; and so the days passed on with autumnal composure, sad but not unhappy. » Life of Carlyle — First Forty Years, vol, ii." p. 365. Betreat at Scotah^ig. 313 Now and then troublesome proof-slieets came, wliich would stir the bile a little. But he kept himself patient, found ' days of humiliation and retlection ' extremely use- ful to him, and grumbled little. ' All work,' he said, ' if it be nobly done, is about alike: really so — one has no re- ward out of it except even that same. The spirit it was done in, that is blessed or that is accursed — that is all.' The world was saying that he was a great man. He did not believe it. Mrs. Paulet had written some wildly flat- tering letter, calling him ' the greatest man in Europe.' * Good heavens ! ' he said of this ; * he feels himself in general almost the smallest man in Annandale ; being very bilious, confused, and sleepless ; let him never trouble himself what magnitude he is of.' ' As to his deserts, he deserved, if it came to that, to be in purgatory.' In one of his letters he described a long, late, solitary walk. I passed through old localities like a ghost, and very much in the humour of one ; past the Pennersaughs Churchyard, where my grandfather and great-gmndfather (the farthest ancestor I can name) lie buried ; past Mein Bridge, where I have burned whins and done exploits in fishing eels and in other things. Ay de mi I it was better than many sermons, sweet though sad. Men of genius who make a mark themselves in liter- ature, in art or science, or in any way which brings their name before the Avorld, find ready admittance into the higher social circles ; but the entree is granted less readily to their wives and daughters. Where this arrangement is allowed, the feeling on both sides is a vulgar one ; the great lady is desirous merely that a person who is talked about shall be seen in her reception rooms, and is not anx- ious to burden herself with an acquaintance with his infe- rior connections. The gifted individual is vain of appear- ing in the list of guests at aristocratic mansions, and is careless of the slight upon his family. The Barings were infinitely supertor to paltry distinctions of this kind, nor 314 Carlyle^s Life in London. would Carlyle have cared for their acquaintance if they had not been. He was far too proud in himself, and he had too high a respect for his wife, to visit in lordly sa- loons where she would be unwelcome. Mr. Baring had called on Mrs. Carlyle, had seen her often, and had cordi- ally admired her. With Lady Harriet, though they had probably met, there had not yet been an opportunity of intimacy ; but Carlyle was most anxious that his wife, too, should be appreciated as she deserved to be by a lady whom he himself so much admired. Mrs. Buller, an ex- perienced woman of the world, who knew both Lady Har- riet and Mrs. Carlyle, was convinced that they would not suit each other, and that no good would come from an at- tempt to bring them into close connection. To Carlyle Mrs. BuUer's forebodings seemed absurd. With all his knowledge, he was innocent of insight into the subtleties of women's feelings, and it w^as with unmixed pleasure that he heard of a visit of his wife to Bath House on her own account, soon after her return. I am very glad (he said) . There is nothing to hinder you, in spite of Mrs. Buller's prediction, to get on very well there, I should hope. Persons of sense, with no tale-bearers or other piece of concrete insanity between them, can get on very well. The Lady Harriet has a genius for ruling. Well ! I don't know but she may ; and, on the whole, did you ever see any lady that had not some slight touch of a genius that way, my Goodikin ? I know a lady — but I will say nothing, lest I bring mischief about my ears — nay, she is very obedient, too, that little lady I allude to, and has a genius for being ruled withal. Heaven bless her always ! Not a bad little dame at all. She and I did aye veiy weel to- gether ; and ' 'tweel, it was not every one that could have done with her.* The first impressions had apparently been favourable on both sides. Mrs. Carlyle wrote brightly to him both about the Bath House affair and everything else. Her letters during his absence were exceptionally lively and en- New Plans. 313 tertaining. The reader of the ' Letters and Memorials" will remember her adventures with the dog next door and the whisky bottle which had obtained its silence. Carlyle was enchanted with her, most especially because at Scots- brig he was suffering from a similar cause. That dog (he says) was more or less the soitow of my life all the time you were away, though I said nothing of it. Bow-wow-wow at all houi-s of the day, especially at night when one was shut in. Never was bottle of whisky better bestowed if it quiet the dam- nable brute even for a month or two. Alas ! one cannot get much quiet in this world. Here in mornings when one awakes before five there is a combination of noises, the arithmetical catalogue of which might interest a mind of sensibility — cocks, pigs, calves, dogs, clogs of women's feet, creaking of door-hinges, masons break- ing whinstone, and carts loading stones. But I have learnt to care nothing about it. I think it is a law of Nature, and are not they poor brothers and sisters — poor old mothers, too, toiling away in the midst of it ? Once or twice I have fallen asleep in the midst of the whole concert of discords. We shall be quiet one day. The destinies, I think, do mean that at least for us. * Cromwell ' done with, he was beginning to consider to what next he should put his hand, and ' Frederick the Great' was already hanging before him as a possibility. He had read Preuss's book in the year preceding. He was now meditating an expedition to Berlin to learn more about this ' greatest of modern men.' His stay in Scot- land was to be short. After a fortnight of it he was thinking about his return. How it was to be was the question. The railway from London only reached to Pres- ton, and the alternative was equally horrible — the coach from Carlisle thither or the steamer to Liverpool. One day he thought he would go * to the whale ' again, and say to it, ' Swallow me at once,' * thou doest it at once.' The whale ultimately proved the least desirable of the various monstei's. He chose the coach, and was at home again just when 'Cromwell' was appearing. » VoL L p. 360. 316 Carlyle^s Life in London. The reception of it was, as might be expected, in the highest degree favourable. There was little to offend, and everyone was ready to welcome a fair picture of the great Protector. The sale w^as rapid, and after a few months, as the hiterest grew, fresh materials were contributed from unexpected quarters, to be added in new editions. For the moment, liowever, Carlyle was left idle. He came back to find literally that he had nothing to do. ' Fred- erick ' was still but a thought, and of all conditions that of want of occupation was what he was least fitted to en- dure. Fie had drawn his breath when he ended his work in September. He had felt idyllic. Fie and his poor w^fe had climbed the hill together by a tliorny road. He had arrived at the height of his fame. He was admired, praised, and honoured by all England and America ; noth- ing, he said, could now be more natural than that they should sit still and look round them a little in quiet. Quiet, unhap- pily, was the one thing impossible. He admired quiet as he admired silence, only theoretically. Work was life to him. Idleness was torture. The cushion on which he tried to sit still was set with spines. Mrs. Carlyle says briefly that after he came back ' she was kept in a sort of worry.' The remedy which was tried was worse than the disease. Mr. Baring and Lady Harriet invited them both for a long visit to Bay House, near Alverstoke in Hamp- shire. They went in the middle of N^ovember and re- mained till the end of the year. Carlyle, to some moder- ate extent, seems to have enjoyed himself — certainly his wife did not. During the middle of their stay he wrote to his brother : — December 1. 1845. We live here i±i the most complete state of Do-nothingism that I have ever in my life had experience of. The day goes along in consulting how the day shall go. For most part I snatch an ef- fectual ride uj^on my strong horse out of the whirlpool. I read a Ymi to the Barings. 317 little Grerman with the lady after dinner, listen to some music, to miich witty talk, and that is all. I soem to improve in health a little, but still do not sleep. The habit of utter idleness getting possession of me is verj' sti-ange. How long we shall be able to stand such a regimen is not made out. One would think not veiy long! The prospect of such a thing /or ///e was absolutely equal to death. Meanwhile it cannot but be said to be pleasant enough, and perhaps not useless for a season. To Mrs. Cai'lyle the visit was neither pleasant nor use- ful, probably the opposite of both. Six weeks (she wrote to her friend Mrs. Kussell when it was over) I have been doing absolutely nothing but playing at battle- dore and shuttlecock, chess, talking nonsense, and getting rid of a certain fmction of this mortal life as cleverly and uselessly as possible. Nothing could exceed the sumptuosity and elegance of the whole thing, nor its uselessness. Oh dear me ! I wonder why so many people wish for high position and great wealth when it is such an open secret to what all that amounts in these days ; merely to emancipating people from all the practical difficulties which might teach them the facts of things and sympathy with their fellow-creatures. This Lady Harriet Baring whom we have just been staying with is the cleverest woman out of sight that I ever saw in my life — and I have seen all our distinguished author- esses. Moreover she is full of energy and sincerity, and has, I am sure, an excellent heart. Yet so perverted has she been by the training and lifelong humouring incident to her high position, that I question if in her whole life she has done as much for her fellow-creatures as my mother in one year; or whether she will ever break through the cobwebs she is entangled in so as to be any other than the most amusing and graceful woman of her time. The sight of such a woman should make one veiy content with one's own trials, even when they feel to be rather hard. ' Mrs. Biiller was turning out a true propliet. Mrs. Carlyle and Lady Harriet did not suit eacli other. Mrs. Carlyle did not shut her ej^es to tlie noble lady's distin- guished qualities : but even these qualities themselves might be an obstacle to cordial intimacy. People do not » Letters and Memorialise vol i. p. 867. SI 8 Carlyleh Life in London. usually take to those who excel in the points where they have themselves been 'accustomed to reign supreme. Mrs. Carlyle knew that she was far cleverer than the general run of lady adorers who worshipped her husband. She knew also that he was aware of her superiority ; that, by her talent as well as her character, she had a hold upon him entirely her own, and that he only laughed good- naturedly at the homage they paid him. But she could not feel as easy about Lady Harriet. She saw that Car- lyle admired her brilliancy, and was gratified by her queenly esteem. To speak of jealousy in the ordinary sense would be extravagantly absurd ; but there are many forms of jealousy, and the position of a wife, when her husband is an intimate friend of another woman, is a dif- ficult and delicate one. If there is confidence and affec- tion between the ladies themselves, or if the friend has a proper perception of a wife's probable susceptibilities, and is careful to prevent them from being wounded, or if the wife herself is indifferent and incapable of resentment, all is well, and the relation may be delightful. In the present case there were none of these conditions. ]^o one could suspect Lady Harriet Baring of intending to hurt Mrs. Carlyle ; but either she never observed her discomfort, or she thought it too ridiculous to notice. She doubtless tried in her own lofty way to be kind to Mrs. Carlyle, and Mrs. Carlyle, for her husband's sake, tried to like Lady Harriet. But it did not answer on either side, and in such cases it is best to leave things to take their natural course. When two people do not agree, it is a mistake to force them into intimacy. They should remain on the footing of neutral acquaintance, and are more likely to grow into friends the less the direct effort to make them so. Gloriana may have a man for a subject without im- pairing his dignity — a w^oman in such a position becomes a dependent. Carlyle unfortunately could not see the dis- Visit to the Barings. 319 tinction. To such a lady a certain homage seemed to be due ; and if liis wife resisted, lie was angry. When Lady Harriet required her presence, she told John Carjyle tliat she was obliged to go, or the lady would quarrel with her, * and that meant a quarrel with her husband.' ' The Ked Cross Knight was brought to evil thoughts of his * Una ' by the enchantments of Archiraage. To a proud fiery woman like Mrs. Carlyle the sense that Lady Harriet could come in any way between her husband and herself was in- tolerable. Things had not come to this point during the Bay House visit, but were tending fast in that direction, and were soon to reach it. In February 1846 a new edition was needed of the ' Cromwell.' Fresh letters of Oliver had been sent which required to be inserted according to date ; a process, Carlyle said, ' requiring one's most excellent talent, as of shoe- cobbling, really that kind of talent carried to a high pitch.' He had * to unhoop his tub, which already held water,' as he sorrowfully put his case to Mr. Erskine, ' and insert new staves.' To T. Erskine. Feb. 28, 1846. I must not complain ; I am bound to rejoice rather : but I did not so much need the new money I am to get ; and I can honestly say the feeling of faithfulness to a hero's great memory and to my own small task in regard to that is nearly the only consideration that practically weighs with me. The unmusical or musical voice of critics, totally ignorant of the matter for most part, and of most insincere nature at any rate, gives me little pain and little pleasure any more. We shall be dead soon, and then it is only the fact of our work that will speak for us through all eternity. One thing I do recognise with much satisfaction, that the general verdict of our poor loose public seems to be that Oliver icas a genuine man, and if so, surely to them a very surprising one. It will do them much good, poor bewildered iDlockheads, to understand that no » Undated letter of Mrs. Carlyle to John Carlyle. 320 ' Carlyl^s Life in London. great man was ever other ; that this notion of theirs about ' Ma- chiavelism,' 'Policy,' and so forth, is on the whole what one might call blasphemous — a real doctrine of devils. The Barings were at Addiscombe in the spring, and it was arranged that Mrs. Carlyle should be with them there for the benefit of country air ; he remaining at his work, but joining them on Saturdays and Sundays. She could not sleep, she did not like it. He w^io had meant every- thing for the best, tried to comfort her as well as he could. To Jane Welsh Carlyle, Addiscombe. Chelsea : April 8. A considerable gap is made in the ' Cromwell ' rubbish. It is fast disappearing before me. Heigho ! but my existence is not now so haggard as it was for some days past. The sun is shin- ing, the work going on all day. One has many sad reflections, but they are not unprofitable wholly, nor the worse for being sad. ' No man can help another,' sighed the melancholy Pesta- lozzi, which is but partJy true. A kind and trustful word is very helpful from one to another. Oh, my poor Goody, let us en- deavor to be wise and just and good ! Nothing more is required of mortals. That is a fact one forgets sometimes. I am very sorry to hear of you ' pitted against Chaos ' all night, and coming off second best. My poor little woman ! But you will be home again soon. I will at least try to help you against Chaos, now and hence- forth as heretofore. I will do my best in that. For one thing, I really v/ish you could find an eligible house somewhere, out under the quiet sky, removed fairly from these tumults and loud-braying discords of every kind, which it is growing really horrible and miserable to me to spend the remnant of my days among. * Like living in a madhouse,' as the lady says. Truly so, and one has nothing to do with it either. Evidently he was labouring at liis task under complica- tions of worry and trouble. Perhaps both he and she would have been better off after all at Craigenputtock. The ' stitching and cobbling,' however, was gone through with. 'Cromwell' thus enlarged was now in its final form ; and as soon as it was done, he took a step in con- Letter, to Sir Rohert Fed. 321 nection with it which, I believe, he never took before or after with any of his writings : he presented a copy of it to the Prime Minister. Sir Robert Peel had hitherto been no favourite of his, neither Peel nor any one of the exist- insr ireneration of statesmen ; Sir Jabesh Windbaj^ in 'Past and Present ' representing his generic conception of them. But Peel was now repealing the Corn-laws; not talking of it, but doing it ; and imperilling in one righteous act his own political fortune. That had something of greatness in it, especially with Carlyle, who had believed heroic sacrifice of self to be an impossible virtue in a Parliament- ary leader. He discovered Peel to be a real man ; and he sent his * Cromwell ' to him with the following letter : — Chelsea: June 18, 1846. Sir^ — "Will you be pleased to accept from a very private citizen of the community this copy of a book which he has been occupied in putting together, while you, our most conspicuous citizen, were victoriously labouring in quite othe • work ? Labour, so far as it is tme, and sanctionable by the Supreme Worker and World Founder, may claim brotherhood with labour. The great work and the little are alike definable as an extricating of the true from its imprisonment among the false ; a \'ictoriou8 evoking of order and fact from disorder and semblance of fact. In any case, citi- zens who feel grateful to a citizen are permitted and enjoined to testify that feeling each in such manner as he can. Let this poor labour of mine be a small testimony of that sort to a late great and valiant laboiu: of yours, and claim recei^tion as such. The book, should you ever find leisure to read and master it, may perhai^s have interest for you — may perhaps— who knows? — have admonition, exhortation, in various ways instruction and en- couragement for yet other labours which England, in a voiceless but most impressive manner, still expects and demands of you. The authentic words and actings of the noblest govenior England ever had may well have interest for all govemora of England ; may well be, as all Scripture is, as all genuine words and actings are, * profttal)le ' — profitable for reproof, for correction, and for edify- ing and strengthening withal. Hansard's Debates are not a kind of literature I have been familiar with ; nor indeed is the arena Vol. III.-21 322 Carlyle's Life in London, they proceed from much more than a distress to me in these days. Loud-sounding clamour and rhetorical vocables grounded not on fact, nor even on belief of fact, one knows from of old whither all that and wliat depends on it is bound. But by-and-by, as I be- lieve, all England will say what already many a one begins to feel, that whatever were the spoken unveracities of Parliament, and they are many on all hands, lamentable to gods and men, here has a great veracity been done in Parliament, considerably our greatest for many years past — a strenuous, courageous, and needful thing, to which all of us that so see it are bound to give our loyal recogni- tion and furtherance as we can. I have the honour to be, Sir, Your obliged fellow-citizen and obedient servant, T. Cablyle.^ Peel answered : — Whitehall : June 23, 1846. Sir, — "Whatever may have been the pressure of my j)ublic en- gagements, it has not been so overwhelming as to prevent me from being familiar with your exertions in another department of labour, as incessant and severe as that which I have undergone. I am the better enabled, therefore, to appreciate the value of your favourable opinion ; and to thank you, not out of mere cour- tesy, but very sincerely, for the volumes which you have sent for my acceptance ; most interesting as throwing a new light upon a very important chapter of our history ; and gratifying to me as a token of your personal esteem. I have the honour to be. Sir, Your obedient servant, T. Carlyle, Esq. Eobekt Peel. The success of this book had been a real enjoyment to Carlyle — enjoyment in the true noble sense — he felt that he had done a good work, and had done it effectively. To T. ErsUne. Chelsea : July 11, 1846. The second edition of * Cromwell ' w^hich has kept me sunk all spring and summer in a very ignoble kind of labour, is now off my 1 There are two versions of this letter among Carlyle's papers, not quite identical ; I do not know which was sent. The differences are unimportant, except to show that the letter was carefully composed. SiLCC€88 of * Cromwell? 323 hands for ever. The lively interest the people have taken in that heavy Jt)ook — the numbers that read, and in some good measure understand something of it : all tliis is really surprising to me. I take it as one other symptom of the rapidly deepening seriousness of the public mind, which certainly has call enough to be serious at present. The conviction, too, among all persons of much mo- ment seems to be pretty unanimous, that this is actually the his- tory of Oliver ; that the former histories of him have been extra- ordinarj' mistakes — very fallacious histories — as of a man walking about for two centuries in a universal masked ball (of hypocrites and their hypocrisies spoken and done), with a mask upon him, this man, which no cunningest artist could get off. They tried it now this way, now that : still the mask was felt to remain : the mask would not come off. At length a lucky thought strikes us. This man is in his natural face. That is the mask of this one ! Of all which I am heartily glad. In fact, it often strikes me as the fellest virulence of all the misery that lies upon us in these distracted generations, this blackest form of ina-edulily we have all fallen into, that great men, too, were paltry shuffling Jesuits, as we ourselves are, and meant nothing true in their work, or mainly meant lies and hunger in their work, even as we ourselves do. There will never be anything but an enchanted world, till that baleful phantasm of the pit be chased thither again, and very stei-nly bidden abide there. Alas ! alas ! It often seems to me as if poor Loyola and that icorld Jesuitry of which he is the sacra- ment and symbol, was the blackest, most godless spot in the whole history of Adam's posterity : a solemn wedding together in God's high name of tnith and falsehood — as if the two were now one flesh and could not subsist apart — whereby, as some one now says, we are all become Jesuits, and the falsity of them has, as it were, obtained its apotheosis and is henceforth a consecrated falsity. My wife went off a few days ago to Lancashire. She had been in a very weakly way ever since our summer heats came on, had much need of quiet and fresh air. ... I, too, am tattered and fretted into great sonow of heart ; but that is partly the na- ture of the beast, I believe — that will be difficult to cure in this world. CHAPTER XIY. A.D. 1846-7. ^T. 51-52. Domestic confusions — Two letters from Mazzini — Mrs. Carlyle at Seaforth — Clouds which will not disperse — Gloriana — Tour with the Barings in Dumfriesshire — Moffat and its attraction — Carlyle at Scotsbrig. It was hard on Carlyle that, while engaged with work into which he was throwing his entire heart and soul, he should be disturbed and perplexed with domestic confu- sions. But it was his fate — a fate, perhaps, wliich could not be avoided ; and those confusions were to grow and gather into a thick black cloud which overshadowed his life for many weary years. "When Mrs. Carlyle returned to him from Addiscombe, it was, as she said, * with a mind all churned to froth ' — not a pleasant condition. Carlyle, in spite of his good i-esolutions, was occasionally ' a little ill- haired.' At last things went utterly awry. She set off alone to the Paulets at the beginning of July. There was a violent scene when they parted. Her words, if seldom smoother than oil, were 'very swords ' when she was really angry. She did not write on her arrival, as she had prom- ised to do, and she drew these sad lines from him in con- sequence : — To Jane Welsh Carlyle, Seafm'th. Chelsea : July 6, 1846. My Dear, — I hope it is only displeasure or embarrassed estrange- ment from me, and not any accident or illness of your own, that robs me of a note this morning. I will not torment myself with that new uneasiness. But you did expressly promise to announce Domestic Clouds. 325 your arrival straightway. This is not good : but perhaps an un- friendly or miserable letter would have been worse, so I will be as patient as I can. Certainly we never parted before in such a manner ; and all for — literally nothing. But I will not enter upon that at all. CJomposure and reflection at a distance from all causes of irritation or freaks of diseased fancy will show us both more clearly what the God's truth of the matter is. May God give us strength to follow piously and with all loyal fidelity what that is ! On coming home on Saturday in miserable enough humour, the saddest I think I have been in for ten years and more, I directly got out my work and sate down to it, as the one remedy I had. Yesterday I suppose you fancied me happy at Addiscombe. Alas ! I was in no humour for anything of that laughing nature. I sate digging all day in the nibbish heaps, &c. It was a day of the resurrection of all sad and great and tender things within me — sad as the very death, yet not unprofitable, I believe. Adieu, dearest — for that is, and if madness prevail not may forever be, your authentic title. Be quiet ; do not doubt of me — do not yield to the enemy of us all, and may God bless thee always. T. C. Among Mrs. Carlyle's papers are two letters — the first of them dated only July, yet in answer to one which she must have written before leaving London, showing that in her distress she had taken the strong step of consulting a friend on the course which she ought to follow. Happily she could have consulted no one who could have advised her more wisely. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. London : July, 1846. My dear Friend, — I was yesterday almost the whole day out, and did not receive your notes, except in the evening, when it was too late to answer them. Your few words sound sad, deeply, I will not say in-eparably sad ; and the worst of it is that none can help you but yourself. It is only you who can, by a calm, dispas- sionate, fair re-examination of the past, send back to nothingness the ghosts and phantoms that you have been conjuring up. It is only you who can teach yourself that, whatever the present may be, you must front it with dignity, with a clear perception of all your duties, with a due reverence to your immortal aoul, wi*h ft 326 Carlyle's Life m London. religious faith in times yet to come, that are to dawn under the approach of other cloudless suns. I could only point out to you the fulfilment of duties which can make life — not happy — what can ? but earnest, sacred, and resignated ; ' but I would make you frown or scorn. "We have a different concej^tion of life, and are condemned here down to walk on two parallels. Still it is the feeling of those duties that saves me from the atheism of despair, and leads me through a life every day more barren and burden- some, in a sort of calm composed manner — such, I repeat, as the consciousness of something everlasting within us claims from every living mortal. For I now most coolly and deliberately do declare to you, that pai-tly through what is known to you, partly through things that will never be known, I am carrying a burden even heavier than you, and have undergone even bitterer decep- tions than you have. But by dint of repeating to myself that there is no happiness under the moon, that life is a self-sacrifice meant for some higher and happier thing : that to have a few loving beings, or if none, to have a mother watching you from Italy or from Heaven, it is all the same, ought to be quite enough to preserve us from falling, and by falling, parting. I have mus- tered up strength to go on, to work at my task as far as I have been able to make it out, till I reach the grave ; the grave for which the hour will come, and is fast approaching without my loudly calling for it. Awake, arise, dear friend ! Beset by pain or not, we must go on with a sad smile and a practical encouragement from one an- other. We have something of our own to care about, something godlike that we must not yield to any living creature, whoever it be. Your life proves an empty thing, you say ! Empty ! Do not blaspheme. Have you never done good ? Have you never loved ? Think of your mother, and do good — set the eye to Providence. It is not as a mere piece of irony that God has placed you here ; not as a mere piece of irony that He has given us those aspira- tions, those yearnings after happiness that are now making us both unhappy. Can't you trust Him a little longer ? How long will you remain at Seaforth ? Does he himself propose to go any- where? I was coming to see you on Saturday. Write if and when it does good even homceopathically to you, and be assured that to me it will always do. Ever yours, Joseph Mazzini. * Mazzini's Englifih, generally excelleat, tilips occasionally in a word. The BlHhday PrsBetU. 327 Either this letter or her own reflections led Mrs. Car- lyle, after a day's delay, to write softly to her husband. He, poor man, as innocent of any thought of wrong, as incapable of understanding what he had done to raise such a tornado, as my Uncle Toby himself could have been, was almost piteously grateful. To Jane Welsh Carlyle^ Senforlh. Chelsea : July 7. Thousand thanks, dear Goody, for thy good little letter ! It has lifted a mountain from my poor inner man. Oh, if you could see there the real fact of the thing ; verily, it would all be well. It would indeed — as by God's blessing it shall yet be, and so let us say not a word more of it ; but pray earnestly from our very in- most heart that we may be enabled to do all that is true and good, and be helpful, not hindersome to one another ; and in spite of our anomalous lot be found as wise ones, not as foolish. For thy great unwearied goodness, and tme ever-watchful affection, mixed as it is with human infirmity, oh, my dearest, woe to me for ever if I could forget it or be in any way unjust to it ! But let us say nothing. Let us each try to see, try to do, better always and bet- ter ; and one thing does remain ever dear to me, ever sure for both of us. No honourable, truly good, and noble thing we do or have done for one another, but will bear its good fruit. That is as true as truth itself — a faith that should never fail us. On July 13 he WTote, enclosing his never-forgotten birthday present. I send thee a poor little card-case, a small memorial of Bastille day, and of another day also very important to me and thee. My poor little Jeannie ! no heart ever wished another more tmly * many happy returns ; ' or, if * happy returns ' are not in our vocabulary, then * wise returns,' wise and time and brave, which, after all, are the only * happiness,' as I conjecture, that we have any right to look for in this segment of eternity that we are tra- versing together, thou and I. God bless thee, and know thou always, in spite of the chimsems and illusions, that thou ai't dearer to me than any earthly creature. That t5 a fact, if it can be of any use to thy poor soul to know ; and so accept my little gift and kiss it as I have done, and 8ay» in tlie name of Heavea it Bhall yet 398 Carlyl&s Life in London. all be well, and my poor husband is the man I have always known him from of old, is and will be. This is the letter of which she speaks so touchingly in her reply/ the letter which had been delayed at the Sea- forth post-office. She, agitated by a thousand thoughts, had feared that he had let the day pass without writing to her, and had been thrown into a ' tumult of wretched- ness.' She had written again, it appears, to Mazzini ; for from him, too, came another letter, tenderly sympathetic, yet wise and supremely honourable to him. No ghostly confessor could have been more judicious. To Jane Welsh Carlyle, Seaforth. July 15. My dear Friend, — I conld not write yesterday, as I intended, on account of the death of Scipioni Petrucci's wife. . . . Yes ; * sad as death, but not basely sad.' That is what you must be, what I want you to be, and what a single moment of truly earnest thought and faith will cause you to be. Pain and joy, decep- tion and fulfilled hopes are just, as I often said, the rain and the sunshine that must meet the traveller on his way. Bless the Almighty if He has thought proper to send the latter to you. But- ton or wrap your cloak around you against the first, but do not think a single moment that the one or the other have anything to do with the end of your journey. You know that ; but you want the faith that would give you strength to fulfil the task shown by the intellect. These powers will give you that too, if you prop- erly apply to them — afiection, a religious belief, and the dead. Y'"ou have affection for me, as I have for you : you would not shake mine? You would not add yourself to the temptations haunting me to wreck and despair ? You would not make me worse than I am by your examj^le, by your showing yourself selfish and material- ist ? You believe in God. Don't you think, after all, that this is nothing but an ephemeral trial ; and that He will shelter you at the journey's end under the wdde wing of his paternal love ? You had, have, though invisible to the eyes of the body, your mother, your father too. Can't you commune with them ? I know that a single moment of true fervent love for them will do more for you » Letters and Memorials^ vol. i. p. 273. Letter from Mazzini. • 329 than all my talking ! Were they now what yon call living, wonld you not fly to them, hide your head in their bosom and be com- forted, and feel that you owe to them to be strong — that they may never feel ashamed of their own Jane ? Why, can you think them to be dead, gone for ever, their loving immortal soul annihilated ? Can you think that this vanishing for a time has made you less responsible to them 'i Can you, in a word, lore them less because they are far from sight ? I have often thought that tlie arrange- ment by which loved and loving beings are to pass through death is nothing but the last experiment appointed by God to human love ; and often, as you know from me, I have felt that a moment of tme soul-communing with my dead fnend was opening a source of strength for me unhoped for, here down. Did we not often agree about these glimpses of the link between ours and the superior life ? Shall we now begin to disagree ? Be strong then, and true to those you loved, and proud, nobly proud in the eyes of those you love or esteem. Some of them are deeply, silently suffering, but needing strength too, needing it perhaps from you. Get up and work ; do not set yourself apart from us. When the Evil One wanted to tempt Jesus, he led Him into a solitude. Believe me, my dear friend, ever yours, Joseph Mazzini. The birthday present, and tlie words which had come with it, ought to have made all well; and yet it did not, for tlie cause remained. The condition into which she liad wrought herself through her husband's Gloriana wor- ship would have been ridiculous if it had not been so tragic — tragic even in its absurdity, and tragic in its consequences. Fault there was little on any side. Want of judgment, perhaps, and want of perception ; that was all. Carlyle had formed an acquaintance which he valued and she disliked, because she fancied that a shadow had risen between herself and him, which was taking from her part of what belonged to her. A few hearty words, a simple laugh, and the nightmare would have vanished. But neither laugh nor spoken word of any such salutary kind had been possible. Carlyle in such mattei-s had no more skill thau the Knight of La Mancha would have had. 330 CarlyU^s Life in London. He was very shv, for one thing. He wrote with exquisite tenderness. In conversation he shrank from expressions of affection, even at moments when he felt most deeply. On the other hand, he w^as keenly sensitive to what he thought unreasonable or silly. He was easily provoked ; and his irritation would burst out in spurts of angry meta- phor, not to be. forgotten from their very point and force. Thus his letters failed in producing their full effect from their contrast with remembered expressions which had meant nothing ; while, again, he might himself naturally feel impatient when called on to abandon friends whose high character he admired, and who had been singularly kind to him, for a cause which he knew to be a preposter- ous creation of a disordered fancy, and which, in yielding, he would have acknowledged tacitly -to have been just. A ' man of genius,' especially one whose function it was to detect and expose chimseras, out to have contrived better. Some strange mismanagement there must have been to have created such a condition of things. Yet ' a man of genius' is no better off in such situations than an ordinary mortal. He was confronted with a problem which a per- son with a thousandth fraction of his abilities, either of brain or heart, would have solved in a moment by a smile ; yet he wandered from mistake to mistake. He continued to argue with his ' bewildered Goody.' Do not (he wrote), oh, do not fret thyself in that way about nothing at all ! In thy tragic sorrows and black confusions there is a noble element peering through, a gleam of something divine and true, which is worth following. By God's blessing we shall yet look back on all those miserable things, and find that a bless- ing beyond price did lie in them. Be still ! Oh, be still, and do not fret thyself for any cobweb or brainweb ! This was very well ; yet in the same letter he had to tell her that a plan had been arranged for the Barings to go to the Highlands, that it had been proposed that he Glof'iana. 331 should accompany them, that lie did not think he would, but that possibly he might. To Jane Welsh Chelsea : July 18. I was at the Barings' last night, saw BuUer, &c. I do not go to Addiscombe to-day nor to-morrow, nor, indeed, for an indefinite, perhaps infinite, time to come. To the lady I have, of course, told nothing, except that you are veiy unwell. But she seems to have discerned j^retty clearly for herself that our intercourse is to be carried on under different conditions henceforth, or probably to cease altogether before long : to which arrangement she gives signs of being ready to conform with fully more indifierence than I expected ; with no unkindness at all ; but with no discernible regret either ; on the whole, with the most perfect politeness and graceful conformity to destiny, such as becomes all people — such as I, too, am ready for, if it come to that. That perversity of fate, too, I can adopt or accept as I have had to do a few in my time. An opening is left for my meeting them about Carlisle or Edin- burgh on their Scotch tour ; but it seems to be with little expecta- tion on either side that it will take effect. We shall endeavour to see what the real monition of the matter is when the time arrives. Again : — July 22. I took leave of the Barings last night. All is handsome and clear there, and nothing is wrong ; except your and my ill-genius may still force it to be so a little. To the lady I ' said ' simply nothing ; and her altered manner, I suppose, might proceed alto- gether from the evident chagrin and depression of mine. Was that unnatural in me ? In fact, I myself was heartily weaiy of a relation grown so sad, and in my mind almost repented that it had ever been. But you may take it as a certainty, if you Hke, that there is no unkindness or injustice harboured to you there ; and if you chose to -v^Tite a little word of news to Lady Harriet, as to how you are and what things you are amidst, I do believe it would be a real and very welcome kindness to her. Her intents towards you and towards me, so far as I can read them, are charitable and not wicked. My relation to her is by a very small element in her position, but by a just and laudable one, and I wish to retain that 332 Carlyle's Life in Londoii. if I can and give it up if I cannot. Voila tout I Oh, Goody dear I be wise, and all is well. He was struggling in a cobweb, and w^as not on the way to extricate himself. That a man of genius should enjoy the society of a brilliant and gifted lady of high rank wa3 'just and laudable,' as he called it. It was natural, too, if not laudable, that Mrs. Carlyle should not be equally interested in a person who rivalled her in her own do- main. She, for her own part, had no wish to be intimate with a great lady who could have no interest in her. Carlyle made the mistake of trying to force her into a position which she detested ; and every step wliich he took in this direction only made the irritation greater. His plans for the summer had been laid out independ- ent of the Highland tour. He was to go first to his mother at Scotsbrig for a few days, and afterwards to run across to Ireland. The ' Young Ireland ' movement, the precur- sor of the Home Eule movement, w^as just then rising into heat. Charles Gavan Duffy, of the ' Nation ' newspaper, with others of the leaders, had sought him out in London in consequence of what he had written in ' Chartism ' about Irish misgovernment. He had promised to go over, when he had leisure, and see what they were doing. Had he confined himself to this programme, he would have given time for the waves to go down ; but he went for a day or two to see his wife at Seaforth on his way to Scotland. It then appeared that he had engaged to meet the Barings after all, and that Mrs. Carlyle herself was pressed to join their party. His letters after he reached Scotsbrig show that the barometer was still at ' stormy.' To Jane Welsh Carlyle, Seaforth. Scotsbrig : August 8, 1846. My poor old mother met me once again on the Close here, with a moist radiance of joy in her old eyes : once again — not many times more — perhaps never once more : and then it is all done, Gloriana. 333 and that part of the universal destiny is for me also complete. It is not a merry place this world —it is a stem and awful place. Soon after my arrival, I flung myself upon a bed and fell fast asleep. I am very unwell, so far as biliary and other confusions go. Yes- terday I did not sleej) long, and to-day I awoke at four o'clock. Deep silence and some friendly i)illow, watched by some rictorious loving one, to lay my head on, that was the thing for me, and that is not to be had here. The loving ones here are all Mwvictorious too. I do not remember a more miserable set of hours for most part than those since I left you. But we will hope for a good issue out of them too— nay, believe in it, and manfully strive with our best strength for it. That will do something. That will do instead of all. Oh, my dearest, how little I can make thee know of me ! In what a black baleful cloud for myself and thee are all our affairs involved to thy eyes, at this moment threatening shipwreck if we do not mind ! There will clearly be no continuing for me here beyond a very few days. Jack has adjusted himself into the direction of all the mechanism of this house, and there is not room for both of us at all. I cannot hope for more than to get along without offence till I do the indispensably necessaiy, and then fly elsewhither to look for shelter ; back to Chelsea, I sometimes think. But, indeed, to-day I am below par in my dispiritment, as of a hanged man — one of the ' weal wight men ' that sing after they are hanged. Cour- age, courage ! I say, we will not surrender to the Devil yet — we will defy him yet, and do the best we can to set our foot on the throat of him yet. . . My mother entei*s with a message of kind remembrances to you — emphatic earnest message, evidently far sincerer than such almost ever are. Poor old woman ! she said yesterday, ' Does Jane never mean to see us again, then, at all ? ' To-day she repeats in other form the same sad thought, as sad, and kind, and tnily affection- ate, I do believe, as dwells in any heai-t but my own for you at present. . . You will toll me about Haddington ' when your resolution on it is once clear. I shall be ready at the end of next week — sooner, if the Barings, warned by these thunders and i-ains, decide on not coming. How incredible is it to my poor little Jeannie, and yet how certain in fact, that an intimation to that effect would be among the gladdest I could get in a small way duiing these days ! I will write to the lady to-morrow that I am » They were to have gone to Haddington together. 334 Carlyle's Life in London. here according to engagement, but of invitation to her I cannot have much. This too, by God's blessing, what of integrity and propriety there was in all this will one day become clear to all parties. Oh, to think that my affection for thee / — but I will not speak on that thing at present. Adieu, my own Jane, whom noth- ing can divide from me. God bless thee ever ! T. Carlyle. For several days no answer at all came from Mrs. Carlyle, and lie grew impatient. What am I to make (he asked) of this continued silence ? It surely is not fair. Write to me as b]"iefly as you like — but write. There can be no propriety in punishing me by such feelings as these are. It is like seething a kid in its mother's milk. If I cared less about you, the punishment would be less. It is not fair nor right. What thoughts I have day and night I will not state at all till there come some means of getting belief to my words again. Oh, if you could look into my heart of hearts, I do not think you could be angry with me, or sorry for yourself either ! May good angels instead of bad again visit you ! May ,/ soon meet you again, for I still think I can be your good angel if you will not too much obstruct me. On the point of starting on August 14 to join his friends at Carlisle, lie wrote again : — No word from you yet ; not the scrape of a pen this morning either. It is not right, my poor dear Jeannie ! it is not just nor ac- cording to fact ; and it deeply distresses and disturbs me who had no need of disturbance or distress otherwise, if all were well known to thee. But it is best that I suffer it with little commentary. To thee, also, I will believe it is no luxury. I said to myself last night, while tossing and tumbling amid thousandfold annoyances, outward and inward, ' It is not fair all this — really it is not fair.' I wanted to do none any injury. My one wish and aim was to pass among them without hurting any, doing good to some if I could. My own lot has been but emptiness, and they all cry : ' See, thou hast taken something of mine ! ' The jackass brayed, or the horse neighed, or some of the children coughed, and roused me from these unprofitable reflections. Silence is better than most speech in the case. This, however, I will say and repeat : * The annals of insanity contain nothing madder than "jealousy" di- rected against such a journey as I have before me to-day.' Be- Glariatia. lieved or not, that is verily a fact. To the deepest bottom of my heart that I can soimd, I find far other feelings, far other humours and thoughts at present than belong to * jealousy ' on your part. Alas ! alas ! I must, on the whole, allow the infernal deities to go their full swing : but madness sliall not conquer, if all my saints can hinder it. Oh, my Jeannie I my own tme Jeannie ! bravest little life-companion, hitherto, into what courses are we tending ? God assist us both, and keep us free of frightful Niagaras and temptations of Satan. I am, indeed, very miserable. My mother asks : * No word from Jane yet ? ' And, in spite of her astonish- ment, I am obliged to answer : * None.^ It is ludicrous to contrast with all tliis tempest the fate of the expedition which was the occasion of it. The pro- jected tour with Mr. Baring and Lady Harriet lasted but five days, and was as melancholy as Mrs. Carljle could have desired. They went from Carlisle to Moffat, sleep- ing ' in noisy cabins, in confused whiskey inns,' and in the worst of weather. The lady was cross ; Mr. Baring only patient and good-humoured. They had designed a visit to Drumlanrig : but ' the Buccleuch household gave notice that they had the hooping-cough,' and were not to be ap- proached ; and Beattock, near Moffat, was the furthest point of the journey. Beattock (Carlyle reported) was very bad. In blinks of fair weather we did tolerably well ; but they were rare. During rain we had to sit in a little room where neither fire in the grate nor the smallest chink of ventilation otherwise could be permitted. One grew half distracted, naturally, in such an element, and prayed for fair weather as the altera ative of suicide. The brave Baring's cheerfulness and calmness never failed him for a moment. They had one fine day, which was given to Moffat and the neighbourhood, and then parted, the Barings to go on to the Highlands, Carlyle to reatreat to Scotsbrig again — * to sleep, and practical sense, and the free use of tobacco,' and to prepare for his trip to Ireland. Mrs. Carlyle was in no spirits for Haddington, and returned alone to lier own resting-place in Cheyne liow, after a day or two with 336 Carlyys Life in London. Miss Jewsbiiry at Manchester. So the ' weighty matter,' which had called up snch a storm, was over, and the gale had blown itself out. She, like a sensible woman, crushed down her own dissatisfaction. The intimacy was to go on upon .whatever terms Carlyle pleased, and she resigned herself to take a part in it, since there was no reasonable cause to be alleged for cessation or interruption. But the wound fretted inwardly and would not heal. . She and her husband had quarrelled often enough before — they had quarrelled and made it up again, for they had both hot tempers and sharp tongues — but there had been at bottom a genuine and hearty confidence in each other, a strong sincere affection, resting on mutual respect and mutual ad- miration. The feeling remained essentiall}^ unbroken, but the fine edge of it had suffered. Small occasions of provo- cation constantly recurred. Mrs. Carlyle consented to stay with Lady Harriet and submit to her authority as often and as much as she required ; the sense of duty acting as perpetual curb to her impatience. But the wound burst out at intervals, embittering Carlyle's life, and saddening a disposition w^hich did not need further clouds upon it. She wrote to him while he was at Scotsbris; about indif- ferent things in the spirit of the resolution which she had made, and he, man-like, believed that all was well again. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Scotsbrig : August 26, 1846. My dear Goody, — I had thy letter yesterday, at last. Many thanks for it, and do not keep me waiting so long again. No news could be welcomer than that you have been recreating and im- proving your mind by assiduous inspection of the works and ways of Manchester — most welcome unexpected news. The black spider- webs that take possession of one's fancy, making one poor little heart and soul all one Golgotha and Egyptian darkness, are best of all to be sent about their business — home to the Devil, whose they are — by opening one's eyes to the concrete fact of human life in some such way as that. Oh, my Goody ! my own dear little Gloriana. 337 Jeannie ! But we will hope all that black business has now got safe into the past, and will not tear np our poor forlorn existence in so sad a way again. God be thanked you are better ; and now tell me that you eat a little food at breakfast as well as dinner, and I will compose myself till we meet. Total idleness still rules over me here. The brightest stil autumn weather, blue skies, windless, with Noah's ark clouds hung over them, plenty of good tobacco, worthless Yankee literature, and many ruminations 6n the moor or Linn — that is all ; the voice of the Devil's caldron singing me into really a kind of waking sleep. In spite of cocks, children, bulls, cuddies, and various in- terruptions at night, I victoriously snatch some modicum of real sleep for most part, and could certainly improve in health were a continuance of such scenes of quiet permitted me. But it is not. I must soon lift anchor again and go. . . . Jenny and my mother are this day washing with all their might, cleaning up my soiled duds for me. August, 29. I lie totally inert here, like a dead dry bone bleaching in the silent sunshine ; often enough, my feeling of loneliness, of utter isolation in this universe, is great. Useful, I dare say. One re- quires, occasionally, to be somewhat severely taught. Abdallah, the Vizier, used to retire at intervals and contemplate the wooden clogs he had first started with, and found it do him good amid his vanities. Probably there may He a little more woik in me : nay, I think there will and shall. Complaint is not the dialect one should speak in. Courage ! . . . I sliall like better to fancy you in Chelsea, earthquaking and putting all in order, than tossing and tumbling as you now are. Home, therefore, is the word, and remember one thing, to write a little oftener to mo, and as near the old tone as you can come to, before the spider-webs got upo!i the loom at all. In me is no change, nor was, nor is like to be. Alas ! I do not much deserve to be loved by anybody — not much, or at all ; but I am very grateful if anybody will take the trouble to do it. God guide us all, for our pathway is sometimes intricate, and our own insight is now and then very bad. But there will come a day when all that will be intelligible again. I should ba miserable if I thought there would not. Again, courage I Vol. IU— 22 CHAPTER XV. A.D. 1846-7. MT. 51-52. Six days in Ireland — John Mitchel — Eeturn to London — Margaret Fuller — Visit to the Grange — Irish famine — Dr. Chalmers — Literature as a profession — Matlock — Sight near Buxton — Visit to Rochdale — John and Jacob Bright — Emerson comes from America — The * Jew Bill ' — Hare's Life of Sterling — Plans for future books — Exodus from Houndsditch. Ireland had long been an anxious subject of Carlyle's meditations. It was tlie weak point of English constitu- tional government. The Constitution was the natural growth of the English mind and character. We had im- posed it upon the Irish in the confident belief that a system w4iich answered among ourselves must be excellent in itself, and be equally suited for every other country and people. Carlyle's conviction was that even for Eng- land it was something temporary in itself, an historical phenomenon which in time would cease to answer its pur- pose even where it originated, and that Ireland was the weak spot, where the faihire was first becoming evident. He had wished to see the unfortunate island with his own eyes', now particularly when its normal wretchedness was accentuated by the potato blight and famine. He had no present leisure for a detailed survey, but he had resolved at least to look at it if only for a few days. On the last of August he left Scotsbrig, went to Dum- fries, and thence made a hasty visit to Craigenputtock, which was now his own property, and where there was Vhit to Ireland. 339 business to be attended to. From Dumfries lie went by coach to Ayr and Ardrossan, from whicli a steamer carried him at night to Belfast. Gavan Duify and John Mitchel had arranged to meet him at Drogheda. The drive thither from Belfast was full of instruction ; the scene all iiew to him ; the story of the country written in Jiiined cabins and uncultivated fields, the air poisoned with the fatal smell of the poisoned potato. He had an agi-eeable companion on tho* coach in a clever young Dublin man, ■who pleased him well. Drogheda must have had impres- sive associations for him. There is no finer passage in his ' Cromwell ' than his description of the stern business once enacted there. But he did not stay to look for traces of Oliver. He missed his two friends through a mistake at the Post Office, and hurried on by railway to Dublin, where he stopped at the Impei'ial Hotel in Sackville Street. Here for a day or two he was alone. He had come for a glance at Ireland, and that was all whicli he got. He witnessed, however, a remarkable scene, the last ap- pearance of O'Connell, then released from prison, in Con- ciliation Hall. He says, long after: — I saw Conciliation Hall and the last glimpse of O'Connell, chief quack of the then world ; first time I had ever heard the lying scoundrel speak — a most melancholy scene to me altogether ; Con- ciliation Hall something like a decent Methodist Chapel, but its audience very sparse, very bad and blackguard-looking; brazen faces like tapsters, tavern-keepers, miscellaneous hucksters, and quarrelsome male or female nondescripts the prevailing type ; not one tliat you would have called a gentleman, much less a man of culture ; and discontent visible among them. The speech, on potato rot, most serious of topics, had not one word of sincerity, not to speak of wisdom, in it. Every sentence seemed to you a lie, and even to know that it was a detected lie. I was standing in the area in a small group of non-members and transitoiy peo- ple, quite near this Demosthenes of blarney, when a low voice whispered in high accent, ' Did you ever hear such damned non- sense in all your life ? * It was my Belf ast-Drogheda coach com- 340 Carlyle's Life in London. m panion, and I thoroughly agreed with him. Beggarly O'Connell made out of Ireland straightway and never returned — crept under the Pope's petticoat to die (and be ' saved ' from what he had merited), the eminently despicable and eminently poisonous pro- fessor of blarney that he was. The Young Irelanders had waited at Drogheda, and only discovered their guest at last at Dundrum, to wliicli he had gone to some address which Mr. Duffy had given liim. There he was entertained at a large dinner-pai'tj. ' Young Ireland almost in mass.' The novelist Oarleton was there, ' a genuine bit of old Ireland.' ^ They talked and drank liquids of various strengths.' Carlyle was scoi-nful. The Young Irelanders fought fiercely with him for their own views ; but they liked liim and he liked them, wild and unhopeful as lie knew their projects to be. He could not see even the surface of Ireland without recognising that there was a curse upon it of some kind, and these young enthusiasts were at least conscious of the fact, and were not crying ' Peace ' when there was none. The next day he dined with one of them ; then, perhaps, the most notorious. Dined at Mitchel's (he writes) with a select party, and ate there the last truly good potato I have met with in the world. Mitchel's wife, especially his mother (Presbyterian parson's widow of the best Scotch type), his frugally elegant small house and table, pleased me much, as did the man himself, a fine elastic-spirited young fellow, whom I grieved to see rushing on to destruction, palpable, by attack of windmills, but on whom all my persuasions were thrown away. Both Duflfy and him I have always regarded as specimens of the best kind of Irish youth, seduced, like thou- sands of them in their early day, into courses that were at once mad and ridiculous, and which nearly ruined the life of both, by the big Beggarman who had 15,000/. a year, and, prok pudor f the favour of English Ministers, instead of the pillory from them, for professing blarney with such and still worse results. * Poor Mitchel ! ' (Carlyle said afterwards) ' I told him he would most likely be hanged, but I told him too they could not hang the immortal part of him.' Beturn to Liverpool. 341 On the last day of his stay he was taken for a drive, one of the most beautiful in the world, by tiie Dargle and Powerscourt, and round through the Glen of the Downs to Bray. Before entering the Dublin mountains, they crossed the low i-ich meadov/s of the old Pale, the longest in English occupation, a fertile oasis in the general wretch- edness. I have heard that he said, looking over the thick green grass and well-trimmed fences and the herds of cat- tle fattening there, ' Ah, Duff}^ there you see the hoof of the bloody Saxon.' This was his final excursion, a pleas- ant taste in the mouth to end with. The same evening his friends saw him on board the steamer at Kingstown ; and in the early morning of September 10 he was sitting smoking a cigar before the door of his wife's uncle's house hi Liverpool till the household should awake and let him in. He had looked on Ireland, and that was all ; but he had seen enough to make intelligible to him all that followed. When he came again, three years later, the bubble had burst. Europe was in revolution ; the dry Irish tinder had kindled, and a rebellion w^hich was a blaze of straw had ended in a cabbage garden. Duffy, Mitchel, and others of that bright Dundrum party had stood at the bar to be tried for treason. Duffy narrowly escaped. The rest were exiled, scattered over the world, and lost to Ire- land for ever. Mitchel has lately died in America. The ' immortal part ' of him still works in the Phenix Park and in dynamite conspiracies; what will come of it has yet to be seen. To the family at Scotsbrig Ireland had been a word of terror, and Carlyle hastened to assure them of his safe re- turn. Tell my dear mother (he WTote to his brother John) that the Papists have not hurt me in the least ; on the contrary, they were abundantly and over-abundantly kind and hospitable to me, and 342 • CarlyU's Life in London. many a rough object has been put in my head which may usefully smooth itself for me some day. In London, when he was again settled there, he had notliing of importance to attend to. No fresh w^ork had risen npon him. There had been trouble with servants, &c. The establishment at Cheyne Row consisted of a single maid-of-all-work, and to find a woman who would take such a place, and yet satisfy a master and mistress so sensitive to disorder, material or moral, was no easy mat- ter. Mrs. Carlyle has related her afflictions on this score ; just then they had been particularly severe, and she had been worried into illness. The 'fame' from ' Cromwell' had made Carlyle himself a greater object of curiosity than ever. He did not like being an object of curiosity. October 8, 1846. Yesternight (he says) there came a bevy of Americans from Emerson, one Margaret Fuller, the chief figure of them, a strange lilting lean old maid, not nearly such a bore as I expected. Miss Martineau was here and is gone — to Norwich, after which to Egypt — broken into utter wearisomeness, a mind reduced to these three elements : Imbecility, Dogmatism, and Unlimited Hope. I never in my life was more heartily bored with any creature. Margaret Fuller, then on her way to Italy to be married to a Count Ossoli there, and to be afterwards tragically drowned, has left an account of this meeting with Carlyle, and being an external view of him and by a clever woman it deserves a place here. Her first evening at Cheyiu Row, she says, ' delighted ' her. Carlyle ' was in a very sweet humour, full of wit and pathos, without being over- bearing and oppressive.' She was ' carried away with the rich flow of his discourse ; and the hearty noble earnest- ness of his personal being brought back the charm which was once upon his writing before she wearied of it.' She admired his Scotch dialect, 'his way of singing his great full sentences so that each one was like the stanza of a Margaret Fuller, 343 narrative ballad.' *He talked of the present state of things in England, giving light witty sketches of the men of the day ; and some sweet homely stories he told of things he had known among the Scotch peasantry. . . . There was never anything so w^tty as his description of . It was enough to kill one with laughing.' ' Nor was he ashamed to laugh himself when he was amused ; ' ' he went on in a cordial human fashion.' On a second visit the humour was less sweet, though * more brilliant,' and Miss Fuller was obliged to disagree with everything that he said. The worst of hearing Carljle (she savs, and she is very correct in this) is that you cannot interrupt him. I understand the habit and power of haranguing have increased veiy much upon him, so that you are a perfect prisoner when he has once got hold of you. To internipt him is a physical impossibility. If you get a chance to remonstrate for a moment, he raises his voice and bears you down. True he does you no injustice, and with his admirable penetration sees the disclaimer in your mind, so that you are not morally delinquent ; but it is not pleasant to be unable to utter it. This was not the last meeting, for the Carlyles in turn spent an evening with their new American acquaintances. Mazzini was there, w4iom Miss Fuller admired especially, and had perceived also to be ' a dear friend of Mrs. Car- lyle.' 'Mazzini's presence,' she writes, 'turned the con- versation to Progress and ideal subjects, and Carlyle was fluent in invectives on " rosewater imbecilities." Mazzini. after some eflForts to remonstrate, became very sad.' Mrs. Carlyle said to Miss Fuller : ' These are but opinions to Carlyle ; but to Mazzini, who has given his all, and helped to bring his friends to the scaffold in pursuit of such ob- jects, it is matter of life and death.' All Carlyle's talk that evening (she goes on) was a defence of mere force, success the test of right. If people would not behave well, put collars round their necks. Find a hero, and let them be his slaves. It was veiy Titanic and Anticelestial. I wish the last 344: Carlyle's Life in London. evening had been more melodious. However, I bade Carlyle fare- well with feelings of the warmest friendship and admiration. We cannot feel otherwise to a great and noble nature, whether it har- monise with one's own or not. I never appreciated the work he has done for his age till I saw England — I could not. You must stand in the shadow of that mountain of Shams to know how hard it is to cast light across it. Cheyiie Row being made •ancomfortable by change of servants, an invitation to Carljle and his wife to stay at the Grange was accepted without objection on either side. Objections on that score were not to be raised any more. Mrs. Carlyle liked old Lord and Lady Aslibnrton well, and the Grange was one of the pleasantest houses in Eng- land. But it proved to be one of the great autumn gatherings wdiich were a mere reproduction of London so- ciety. The visit lasted a fortnight, and gave little pleas- ure to either of them. The men were shooting all day ; the women dispersed to their rooms in the forenoon, met at luncheon, strolled or rode in the afternoon ; none of them did anything, and Carlyle was a fish out of water. He says : — It was a strange nightmare of smoke and flame, indigestion and Do-nothingism, which I was very willing to see end. We had many people there, nearly all insignificant except by their man- ners and rank. Old Rogers stayed the longest, indeed as long as ourselves. I do not remember any old man (he is now eighty- three) whose manner of living gave me less satisfaction. A most sorrowful, distressing, distracted old phenomenon, hovering over the rim of deep eternities with nothing but light babble, fatuity, vanity, and the frostiest London wit in his mouth. Sometimes I felt as if I could throttle him, the poor old wretch ! but then sud- denly I reflected ' it is but for two days more.' Pity the sorrows of a poor old man ! Lady Harriet lived mostly in her own apart- ments, dined at another hour than we, and, except at breakfast and tea, did not much appear. The Grange was Lord Ashburton's, his son, Mr. Bar- ing, and Lady Harriet living (as has been seen), when not The Grange. M5 in London or Addiscombe, at Bay House, near Alverstoke. Mrs. Carlyle, after the Grange visit, became very ill, con- fined to bed for three weeks with cough and incessant headache. The new servant did not understand her busi- ness. Carlyle himself was ' totally idle, trying merely to read books, and the books a disgust to him.' Lady Har- riet, when Mrs. Carlyle became able to move, proposed that she and her husband should spend a month with her at Bay House for change of air. Mr. Baring had many engagements, and for part of the time she would be alone. Carlyle, writing to his brother about it, said * that he did not regard this scheme as quite unquestionable, and 80 liad rather held back, but Jane having engaged for it would go through with the affair.' Lady Harriet was most attentive ; she secured them a separate compartment on the railway. Her carriage was waiting at the station with rugs, wrappings, and hot-water bottles. They went in tlie middle of January. On the 2Sth Carlyle wTOte : — We have terribly windy weather here, otherwise genial and of mild temperatiu'e. We are doing veiy tolerably well. In the end of last week Jane took sore throat, and for three days she had a very bad time of it ; but now the disorder is quite gone, and she 18 visibly better than before for a long time past. I myself do little reading, little of anything, rove about in silence among the whins and shingle beaches here, and I suppose shall get profit in the long run. February brought other visitors, Buller, Milnes, &c. Lady Anne Charteris, who lived near Bay House, came often to sit with Mrs. Carlyle and play chess with her. On the 15th, when the month was near out, he could send a good account to his mother. To Margaret Carlyle^ Scotsbrig. Bay House : Feb. 15, 1847. Jane has greatly improved in health ; indeed she is now about as well as usual, and wo hope may now do well henceforth. I myself expect if we were home again to feel somewhat better. 346 Cadyle^s Life in London. Certainly I ought to be so : for I have gone bone idle these four weeks and more, and have been well done to every way. But the great tumult of servants and equipments here considerably con- fuses me always while it lasts. ... I have passed great part of my time alcnie, wandering in silence by the shore of the sea, or among the shallow lanes up and down, which is not an unprofit- able thing either in its course. The memory of many things which it were not good at all to forget rises with strange clearness on me in these solitudes, very touching, very sad, out of the depths of the old dead years. Oh ! my dear old mother, what a stupendous thing is this human life, that we live in many cases as if it were of no consequence ! "When I think of those old dear ones that are with God, and how we shall all soon be there ourselves, I have no word to say.^ Ireland weighed heavily on his thonglits. Each post brought news this spring of a land stricken with death. He had seen the place, and could realise what was passing there. Tens of thousands were perishing, and the wretched people, having lost their potatoes, were refusing even to plough. 'Wh}^,' they asked, 'should they raise a crop, when the landlords would come and take it all ? ' The Government would be obliojed to feed them, whether tliev worked or not. ' I^ever,' he cried, ' was there such a scene as Ireland.' He longed to write something on it, but felt that he did not yet see through the problem. Kay, he believed an equal catastrophe lay. over England herself, if she did not mend her ways. It was to this that lie must next direct himself, when he could determine how ; but there was no longer any immediate need to write any- thing. He would pause and consider. 'Frederick' was still far off, nearer subjects were more pressing. To Margaret Carlyle, Scotshrig. Chelsea : March 8, 1847. In the way of putting pen to paper I am still altogether inac- tive, and decline every offer made to me by such poor hawkers as call on me by chance for that object ; but in the way of sorting » The remainder of this letter is missing. Vi»U from Chalmers. 347 the abstruse confusions within my own self (which I suppose ia the first condition of wiiting to any puipose) I have plenty to 'do ; and for doing it I find one good condition is to hold your tongue^ if you can. Happily I now can. My poor books bring me in a little money now to fill the me^l barrel eveiy year, and the wealth of all the Bank of England is daily a smaller and smaller object to me ; indeed it is long since well near no object at all, which is perhap.v; a Yer\' good definition of being extremely rich, the * richest author in Britain ' at present. I think I shall hold my tongue for a pretty while yet ; and then, if I live, there will another word perhajjs be found in me which I shall be obliged to speak — a teriibly hard job when it comes. I read books, but seldom find any that con- tain what I want. Indeed, one's busiest time is often when alto- gether silent and quiescent, if one can stand to that rightly. In a postscript to this letter lie enclosed a five-poimd note, part of which his mother was to give, if she liked, to *Jeiinj' as a present from lierself, that his sister miglit not feel too heavily obliged to liim — one of liis character- istic bits of fine delicacy. In return came hams, butter, &c., from Scotsbrig, unceasing and affectionate exchanges. The months went by. The season brought its usual dis- tractions, but he stayed mostly at home. London (he wrote on May 21) is an awful whirl this month, but we try to have but little to do with it — nothing for most part but a glimpse at it once a day, and a thankful return out of the noise and discord back to the river-side here, and to the sight of coun- try fields and the company chiefly of books and one's own thoughts again. . . . We had a flying \isit from Jeffrey last week. He has been in the Isle of Wight and other regions hereabouts for health's sake. He was just then on his way for Edinburgh again, looking thin, but brisk enough, scarcely a little more serious as he grows older, in fact the same old man. We are always very happy with him for a 'little, but could not stand it long, I think, without coming upon innumerable points of discrepancy. A much moro interesting visitor than Jeffrey was old Dr. Chalmers, who came down to us also last week, whom I had not seen before for, I think, five-and-twenty years. It was a pathetic meeting. The good old man is grown white-headed, but is otherwise wonderfully little al- tered—grave, deliberate, very gentle in his deportment, but with 34r8 Carlyle's Life in London. plenty too of soft energy ; full of interest still for all serious things, full of real kindliness, and sensible even to honest mirth in a fair measure. He sate with us an hour and a half, went away with our blessings and affections. It is long since I have spoken to so good and really pious-hearted and beautiful old man. Chalmers had never forgotten Carlyle, whom he liad seen long before with Irving at Glasgow. lie had watched his progress, recognised the essential piety of his nature under the forms of heterodoxy, and in 'Cromwell' had seen a noble addition to the worthy kind of English lit- erature. He had gone to Cheyne Eow to express his feel- ings, and look once more on Carlyle's face. Neither he nor his host guessed then how near he stood to the end of his pilgrimage. To Margaret Carlyle^ Scotsbrig. Chelsea : June 19, 1847. I mentioned to you that Dr. Chalmers had seen us here for an hour one day, and how interesting it was. We thought we had hardly ever seen a finer-looking old man, so peaceable, so hopeful, modest, pious. You have since heard of his sudden call from this world. I believe there is not in all Scotland, or all Europe, any such Christian priest left. It will long be memorable to us, the little visit we had from him. x4nd O'Connell, too, the wretched blustering quack, is dead ; died with his mouth full of supersti- tious nonsense, among other things. Unfortunate old man ! on what side could he look with clearness of hope ? He had been lying, as no good man ever does or did, openly for fifty years, preaching to the Irish that they were just about to get Repeal from the English and become a glorious people — being indeed noble men at bottom, though to all appearance blackguards and lying slaves — and he leaves them sinking into universal wreck, and nothing but their connection with England between the whole mass of them and black death. To him for one I will not raise a monument. . With the hot weather came a visit to Addiscombe — visits to the Barings, at one place or another, continually recurring, in which Mrs. Carlyle was as often as possible Literature as a Profession, 349 included. There is nothing to be said, save that Lady Harriet's attentions to her were unremitting. Carlyle himself was still what he called idle, i.e., incessantly read- ing all kinds of books, and watching the signs of the times. Of books freshly coming out he read, among others, Maurice's * Religions of the World,' on which he wrote to Maurice with warm compliments. Another let- ter written this summer is worth quoting for the advice it contains to young men wishing to make literature their profession. Some stranger from Manchester had writ- ten to consult him. Having time on his hands, he sent this reply : — Chelsea: July, 1847. My dear Sir,— Unluckily it is not possible to answer your main inquiry. The incomes of literary men even of a high reputation vary, according as the men work for popularity by itself, or for other objects, from 4,000/. a year to perhaps 200/. or lower. Add to which that all such incomes are uncertain, fluctuating on the wildest chance, and that not one litei-aiy man in the hundred ever becomes popular or successful at all. You perceive it is like asking what may be the income of a man that shall decide to live by gambling. No answer to be given. Reporters to the daily papers, whose in- dustry is the humblest of all real or wnsei-vile kinds in literature, receive, as I have heard, about 200/. a year. Perhaps, all things considered, a man of sense, reduced to live by writing, would de- ■ cide that, in the economical respect, these men's position was actually the best. By quitting reality again, and taking in to some popular department of literaiy rnpe-clanc'ing, a person of real toughness and assiduity, not ashamed to feel himself a slave, but able even to think himself /ree and a king in rope-dancing well paidy contrives, with moderate talent otherwise, if he be really tough and assiduous, to gain sometimes considerable wages ; in other cases dies of heartbreak, drinking, and starvation. That really is his economic position, so far as I have seen it. But for a man really intent to do a maiCs work in litei*ature in these times, I should say that even with the highest talent he might have to be fed often- times like Elijah, by the ravens ; and if his talent, tliough real, was not very high, ho might easily see himself cut off from wages alto- gether ; all men saying to him, * The thing you have to offer ns is, 350 Carlyl^s Life in Lo7idon. in the supply and demand market, worth nothing whatever.' Such a man as that latter, if he could live at all, I should account him lucky. This, my generous young friend, this is the sad No answer I have to give you — a sad but a true one. The advice I ground on it you already discover — Not by any means to quit the solid paths of practical business for these inane froth oceans which, however gas- lighted they may be, are essentially what I have called them some- where, base as Fleet Ditch, the mother of dead dogs. Surely it is better for a man to work out his God-given faculty than merely to speak it out, even in the most Augustan times. Surely of all places in this planet the place where the gods do most need a working man of genius is Manchester, a place sunk in sordid darkness of every kind except the glitter of gold, and which, if it were once irradiated, might become one of the beautifullest things this sun has ever seen. Believe me yours, with real good will, Kinder than it looks, T. Caelyle. He was himself to see Manchester this summer, and per- haps his correspondent there. At the end of July he took his wife to Matlock for change of air. At Matlock they were joined by the now famous W. E. Forster, then one of his ardent admirers, and accompanied him to his house at Rawdon, whence Carlyle sent his mother, as usual, an account of his adventures, which is curious as showing his habits of observation and the objects which most interested him. He had seen all the watering-places, the wonders of wonders in Derbyshire, ' the Devil's-i-Peak,' ' the horrid cavern so called,' &c. Among the sights (he says) was that of a lone old woman living literally like a rabbit, burrowed under ground. This was near Buxton, a sight worth remembering. There are huge quarries of lime there ; the rubbish, ashes of the kilns, &c., when many years exposed to the weather, hardens into real stone, and is then a kind of rocky moleheap of large dimensions, with grass on the top. The natives then scrape out the inside, and make a cottage of the upper crust! There are five or six such huts in that place, and used to be more. This poor old woman and her hut were all as A Sight at Bxixtoii, 351 tidy as a new pin, whitewashed, scoured, &c. ; a most sensible, haughty, and even dignified old woman ; had been bom there, had lost father, mother, husband, son there, and was drinking her poor tea there in dignified solitude when we came, no company with her but a cat, and no wish to have any, she said, ' till the Lord was pleased to take her to those she had lost.' An elder sister, ui> wards of fourscore, inhabiting with some children and gi-andchil- dren a similar cave not far off, had just fallen into the fire and been burnt to death two days before. None of us, I think, will ever forget that poor old woman, with her little teapot, her neat midch and black libbon, her lean hook nose and black old eyes as sharp as eagles'. We left a shilling with her and gieat respect, and came our way. He might now have liad his choice among the great liouses of tiie land if he had cared to visit them, but lie steadily reserved every available autumn for liis mother. The week at Rawdon being over, his wife went home, and he made for Scotsbrig, pausing at Manchester with Miss Jewsbury and her brother Frank to see iron works and cotton mills ; to talk with some of the leaders of the work- ing men, who were studying liis writings with passionate interest, and himself to be stared at in the Jewsbury draw- ing-room by the idle and curious. The most interesting of his Manchester adventures was a day at Rochdale, when he made acquaintance with Mr. Jacob Brighj and his dis- tinguished brother. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Scotsbrig : September 13, 1847. The mills ! oh the fetid, fuzzy, ill-ventilated mills ! And in Sharp's cyclopean smithy ' do you remember the poor * grinders ' sitting underground in a damp dark place, some dozen of them, over their screeching stone cylinders, from every cylinder a sheet of yellow ^7-e issuing, the principal light of the place? And the men, I was told, and they themselves knew it, and ' did not mind it,' were all or mostly An7/erf before their time, their Inngs being ruined by the metal and stone dust ! Those poor fellows, in their paper caps with their roaring grindstones, and theii* yellow ori' * Mrs. Carlyle bad been there ia a previuus year. 352 Ca/rlyle's Life in London, Jiainmes of fire, all grinding themselves so quietly to death, will never go out of my memory. In signing my name, as I was made to do, on quitting that Sharp establishment, whose name think you stood next, to be succeeded by mine ? In a fine flowing char- acter, Jenny Lind's ! Dickens and the other Player Squadron (want- ing Forster, I think) stood on the same page. I will tell you about Bright and Brightdom, and the Eochdale Bright mill some other day. Jacob Bright, the younger man, and actual manager at Rochdale, rather pleased me — a kind of delicacy in his features when you saw them by daylight— at all events, a decided element of ' hero-worship,' which of course went for much. But John Bright, the Anti-Cornlaw member, who had come across to meet me, with his cock nose and pugnacious eyes and Barclay- Fox-Quaker collar — John and I discorded in our views not a little. And, in fact, the result was that I got to talking occasionally in the Annandale accent, and communicated large masses of my views to the Brights and Brightesses, and shook peaceable Bright- dom as with a passing earthquake ; and, I doubt, left a very ques- tionable impression of myself there ! The poor young ladies (Quaker or ex-Quaker), with their ' abolition of Capital Punish- ment ' — Ach Gott ! I had great remorse of it all that evening ; but now begin almost to think I served them right. Any way we can- not help it ; so there it, and Lancashire in general, may lie for tlie present. At Scotsbrig, when he reached it, he sank into what he called ' stagnation and magnetic sleep.' ' Grej hazj dispirit- ment, lit for nothing but tobacco and silence.' In his own country he was as solitary as in a foreign land, and had more than ever the feelings of a ghost. Even with his mother he could talk less freely than usual, for he found her ' teri-ibly sensitive on the Semitic side of things,' and lie was beginning to think that he must write something about that — the ' Exodus from lioundsditch,' as he termed it, being a first essential step towards all improvement. The news from Ireland disgusted him, 'Meagher of the Sword ' talking open treason. I think (he said) the native people are ripening towards rebel- lion, and are not unlikely some of them to get hanged before all Mrs, Carlyle at Addwcomhe, 353 end. Oh that illustrious O'Connell ! how fast his lies, like dragons' teeth, are sprouting up into armed and mad men ! The wonder- fullest benefaction he that oven this foolish age has crowned with vivats and welcomed as one sent from heaven I lie wandered about the moors at night, ' tlie driving clonds and moaning winds his only company.' Even these were not impressive, 'for his heart was sunk into its cell, and refused to be impressed.' He ' said silently to tlie muddy universe, Yes, thou art there then ; the fact is no better than so. Let me recognize the fact, and admit it and adopt it.' lie had reasons for uneasiness besides the state of the universe. His wife had been ill again. Lady Harriet Baring, hearing she was alone in Cheyne Row, had carried her off to Addiscombe, and little guessing the state of her mind, and under the impression that slie was hypochon- driacal, had put her under a course of bracing. She wanted wine when she was exhausted ; Lady Harriet thought wine unwholesome. Slie was not allowed to go to bed when tortured witli headache. She suffered from cold, and liglited a fire in her bedroom. Fires were not allowed at Addiscombe so early in the autumn, and the housemaid removed the coals. Lady Harriet meant only to be kind, but was herself heaping fuel on a fire of a more dangerous sort. Carlyle himself was relieved when he lieard that * she was at home again, out of that constrained lodging.' * My mother's rage,' he wrote, ' has been con- siderable ever since she heard of it ; " that the puir creature could na get a bit fire ! not so much as a bit of fire for a' their grandeur.'" Money, if you exclude better things which are apt to go with the want of it, is of small value to the possessor or others. True enough ! but one asks with wonder why he could not tell Lady Harriet plainly that, if she wished for his wife's friendship, she must treat her differently ; why he insisted on the continuance of an Vol. III.— 23 354 Carlyle^s Life in London. intimacy which could never become an affectionate one, instead of accepting and adopting the facts, as a condition of the mud in the universe. His mother was full of tender- ness for her forlorn daughter-in-law. She insisted, when Carljle was going home, on sending her ' a pair of coarse knit stockings ' by him, ' though he said she would never wear them, and two missionary narratives, which even he could not be persuaded to read.' He was to write his wife's name in them at Chelsea, and say, ' from her old, withered mother.' Two bad nights before his departure sent him off in a dreary condition. ' Ah me ! ' he exclaimed, 'my poor old mother, poor old Annandale, poor old life in general ; and in this shattered state of nerves all stands before one with such a glaring ghastliness of hideous reality.' It is curious that a man with such powerful practical sense should have indulged such feelings. It was ' the nature of the beast,' as he often said, but he was evidently much disturbed. He was at home by the second week in October, where an unexpected pleasure was waiting for him. His friend Emerson had arrived from Boston. Between Emerson and him there had been affectionate correspondence ever since they had met at Craigenputtock. Emerson had arranged for the publication of his books in the United States, and had made his rights respected there. He in tirrn had introduced Emerson's Essays to the English world by a preface, and now Emerson had come in person to show himself as a lecturer on English platforms. I remember this visit. I already knew Emer- son by his writings ; I then learned to know him person- ally, for he came to see us at Oxford, and his conversation, perhaps unknown to himself, had an influence on my after life. On his first landing he was a guest at Clieyne Row, and then went away to Manchester. ' I rather think,' Carlyle wrote shortly after, 'his popularity is not very Eineraon, 355 great hitherto. His doctrines are too airy and thin for the solid practical lieads of the Lancashire region. We had immense talking with him here, hut found he did not give us much to chew the cud upon — found, in fact, that he came with the rake rather than the shovel. He is a pure high-minded man, hut I thhik his talent is not quite so high as 1 had anticipated.' A far more important thing was what Carlyle was next to do himself, for as long as he was idle he was certain to he miserable — and he had been idle now for more than a year. He brought out another edition of his ' Miscel- lanies ' this autumn. These books of mine, poor things ! (he said, in sending his mother a copy) bring me in some money now, like cows that give a drop of milk at last, though they had a temble time of it as calves. Let us be thankful. It is better to have one's evil days when one is young than when one is old. The ' French Revolution ' was going into another edition also. For this and the ^ Miscellanies ' he was paid 600^. So that he could say : — I am pretty well in funds at present, not chased about as I used to be by the haggard Shade of Beggaiy, which is a great relief to me. I am very thankful for my poverty, and for my deliverance from it in good time. In January came an indispensable visit to the Barings. Mrs. Carlyle was to have gone, and they were to have stayed four weeks ; but the wintei- was cold ; she was feeble, and afraid of a chill. Wish to go she of course had none ; and though Lady Harriet wrote warmly pressing letters, she insisted on remaining at home. Carlyle went, but if he describes his condition correctly, he could hardly have been an agreeable guest. For him there was no peace but in work, and life in such houses was organised idleness. To his mother he speaks of himself as wander- ing disconsolately on the shore watching the gangs of 356 Carlyle^s Life in London. Portsmoutli convicts ; to his wife as ' unslept, dyspeptic, bewildered.' Ach Gott! (he writes to lier). Why do I complain to poor thee, confined to thy own bed at present ? Well, I will not complain. Only, if you had been strong, I would have told you how very weak lid wretched I was. Some time about three, I think, I got asleep ufier bathing, woke again some time after five, went out of doors to smoke, had slept about three minutes more when the valet, with his brushed clothes, started me up again, and there it ended. That is my history, an excuse at least for incoherent writing. In fact, if it were not for my own consolation— for I know thou lovest me in spite of thy harsluiesses and mistrusts — I think I need not have written at all. It seemed to me last night with triple and ten- fold emphasis what it has all along seemed, that I had been much better in my own bed at Chelsea. He was worried, lie said, with ' the idleness, the folly, the cackling and noise.' Milnes was his best resource. Milnes had come, and the Taylors and Bullers and Bear Ellice, and the usual circle ; but it would not do. He was sickly, dispirited, unwell. I have (he said) with less suffering and exertion compassed the attendance of six college classes in my time. Perhaps there is a lesson in this. Nay, doubtless there is, and I hope I shall learn it, for the fees are not inconsiderable. My reflections in my few hours of solitude in the early mornings, amid the tramj^lings and trottings, ought to be of a didactic nature. Again a little later : — For me, I feel as if it were little I had got here, or were likely to get, but a huge nightmare of indigestion, insomnia, and fits of black impatience with myself and others — self chiefly. ... I am heartily sick of my dyspeptic bewilderment and imprisonment. Something beautiful and good is in the heart of the thing too, but it is clearly not for me (at least so seems it) to unravel and get hold of. says little except elaborate nothingness to the women, or with solemnity reads Shakespeare. We are a pretty society, but a distracted one. Ten days of such, with a cold to helj), is about enough, I guess. Sterling. 357 Enougli it proved ; he could stand no more of it, and fled home. But it is impossible not to ask ' What was Carlyle doing in such a galley ? ' Why was he there at all ? It is with real relief that I approach the end of the half-enchanted state into which he had fallen after 'Crom- well.' It had been a trying time, boih for his wife and for him. The next letter, written after he had got back f i-om Bay House, gives the first glimpses of intended fresh occupation. To Margaret Carlyle^ Scotsbrig. Chelsea : Feb. 12, 1848. Jane has had rather a wearisome bout of it ; never veiy ill, but feeble, coughing, and quite unable to front the bad season with any freedom. She got out of her room about a week ago, went and had a short walk in the streets one day, but has never ven- tured out since, the weather, though bright, having grown a little frosty. She stirs about the house now, and her cough is well nigh quite gone. If the sun were fairly on his feet, she too will be re- established, I think. ... A book consisting of my poor friend John Sterling's scattered writings has just come out, edited by one Julius Hare, an Archdeacon, soon to be a Bishop, they say ; a good man, but rather a weak ODe, with a Life of Sterling which by no means contents me altogether. Probably one of my first tsisks will be something in reference to this work of poor Sterling's ; for he left it in charge to me too, and I surrendered my share of the task to the Archdeacon, being so busy with * Cromwell ' at the time. But I am bound by very sacred considerations to keep a sharp eye over it, and will consider what can now be done.' Sterling was a noble creature, but had too little patience, and indeed too thin and sick a constitution of hodyy to turn his fine gifts to the best account. The Parliament has come back, and the town, especially our Western quarter of it, is getting very loud with carriages and popu- lation again. But we hitherto have little to do with all that. There has been, as you might see, much vain controversy about a ' Emerson told me that in the summer of this year 1848 he and Carlyle talked over this subject. They concluded that Sterling was too considerable a man to be set up as a 'theological cockshy,' and that either Carlyle or he himself must write a true account of him. 358 Carlyle's Life in London. certain very useless Dr. Hampden and his being made a bishop against the will of some. Nothing could seem to me more entirely contemptible and deplorable than the whole figure of that thing has been. Now they are for getting Jews into Parliament. For the ' Jew Bill,' too, I would not give half a snuff of tobacco, for or against. We will leave that too, and much else, to fight its own battle. He does not tell liis mother, as he might have done in this last paragraph, that he had been invited to take a share in that battle. I tell the story as he told it to me. Some time while the Jew Bill was before Parliament, and the fate of it doubtful. Baron Rothschild wrote to ask him to write a pamphlet in its favour, and intimated that he might name any sum which he liked to ask as payment. 1 in- quired how he had answered. ' Well,' he said, ' I had to tell him it couldn't be; but I observed, too, that I could not conceive why he and his friends, who were supposed to be looking out for the coming of Shiloh, should be seeking seats in a Gentile legislature.' I asked what Baron liothschild had said to that. ' Why,' Carlyle said, ' he seemed to think the coming of Shiloh was a dubious business, and that meanwhile, &c. &c.' The Journal had remained almost a blank for four years, only a few trifling notes having been jotted down in it, but it now contains a long and extremely interesting entry. Tlie real Carlyle is to be especially looked for in this book, for it contains his dialogues with his own heart. Journals Feb. 9, 1848. — Chapman's money' all paid, lodged now in the Dumfries Bank. New edition of * Sartor ' to be wanted soon. My poor books of late have yielded me a certain fluctuating annual in- come ; at all events, I am quite at my ease as to money, and that on such low terms. I often wonder at the luxurious ways of the age. Some 1,500/., I think, is what has accumulated in the bank. Of fixed income (from Craigenputtock) 150/. a year. Perhaps as* * Chapman tian Hall ; omnibuses ninning, a few street cabs, and even a mud cart or two ; nothing else ; the flag pavements also neai'ly vacant, not a fifth of 373 Carlyle's Life in London, their nsual population there, and those also of the strictly busi- ness kind ; not a gentleman to be seen, hardly one or two of the sort called gents. ' Most mysterus 1 ' Happily, however, the Paisley body explained it all to me. A meeting, some kind of meeting, had been allowed to take place at Kennington Common ; but Feargus O'Connor had there warned the said meeting that there would and should be no * procession,' but that everybody, tinder pain of broken crowTis, must now malte for home in a de- tached capacity ; which, said the Paisley body, is at this time being peaceably done, and, continued he, the people of these streets are all gone to the New Road to, &c., &c., in hopes of see- ing the * procession ' pass, and there is no * procession ! ' And I started off here waving my adieus, and took shelter in Burling- ton Arcade. This is all I know about the No Revolution we have just sustained : and so may the Lord put an end to all cruel The book that was to be written could not take shape. He knew that lie ought to say something, he the author of 'Chartism,' now that the world was turning upside down, and Cliartism was actually moving. Foolish peo- ple, too, came about him, pressing for his opinions. From his account of the reception wliich he gave them, they were not likely to come a second time. Aprill3, 11 P.M. Oh, my dear, be sorry for me ! I am nearly out of my wits. From three o'clock till now I have been in a tempest of twaddle. . . . Just when I was about escaping into solitude and a walk through the lanes, enter D and P . To them R , and a violent diatribe extorted from me about Chartisms — a most wearisome, wearing walk and talk. IVIay the de\il take that wretched mortal who never walks with me but for my sins ! . . . In the evening came in poor E , and shortly after the * Ape,' and they are but gone this minute. May the devil confound it ! I feel as if I had got enough for one day. ... No wonder I am surly at people. The wonder is rather I do not shoot them. You wretched people ! you cannot help me, you can only hinder me. Of you I must for ever petition in vain that you would sim- ply not mind me at all, but fancy in your hearts I was a gray stone, and so leave me. . » . E was in the car along with Fear- Chart lain. 373 gas O'Connor and tLe other Chartists. Never, he says, in the world was there a more total irremediably ludicrous failure than that operation ; seldom a viler cowardly scoundrel (according to E ) than that same Feargus as E there read him ; and now the Moral Force Chartists (Lovett, Coox)er, &c.) are to come out and — in short, the world, take it how we will, is mad enough. Not seeing his way to a book upon Democracy, Carlyle wrote a good many newspaper articles this spring ; chiefly in the 'Examiner' and the ' Spectator,' to deliver his sonl. Www Fonblanque and Rintonl (the editors), friendly though they were to him, could not allow him his full swing. * There is no established journal,' he said, * that can stand my articles, no single one they would not blow the bottom out of.' More than ever he wished to have some period- ical of his own, which would belong to no party, and where he could hit out all round. We are going to have sore times in this country (he said), and the trade of governor will not long be possible as poor Lord John and the like of him are used to manage it. Our streets even here — what I never saw before— are getting encumbered with Irish beggars ; and in the manufacturing districts, as I hear from peo- ple on the spot, there hardly ever was greater misery. Something does imperatively require to be done, and I want Lord John to know that, or go about his business as soon as he can. The theory that the title of governments in this world is * the consent of the governed' will lead by-and-by, if it lasts loniir enouMi, to verv curious conclusions. As a the- ory it was held even in 1848 by speculative Liberal think- ers ; but the old English temper was still dominant when- ever there was necessity for action. Parliament was still able and willing to pass a Treason Felony Act through its three readings in one afternoon, and teach Chartists alid Iri.>li rebels that these islands were not to be swept into the Revolution. But that spii-it, Carlyle saw, must abate with the development of Democracy. The will of the people, shifting and uncertain as the weather, would make S74: Carlyles Life in London. an end of autlioritative action. And yet such a govern- ment as lie desired to see could be the product only of revolution of another kind. He said often that the Ko- man Republic was allowed so long a day because on emer- gencies the constitution was suspended by a dictatorship. Dictatorships might end as they ended at Rome, in be- coming perpetual — and to this he would not have objected, if the right man could be found ; but he was alone in his opinion, and for the time it w^as useless to speak of such a mighty transformation scene. The spring wore on, and the early summer came, and all eyes were watching, sometimes France and sometimes Ireland. Events followed swiftly in Paris. The govern- ment fell into the hands of the Party of Order, the mod- erate Republicans; and the workmen, who had been struggling for the ' organization of labour,' determined to fight for it. Out of this came the three tremendous days of. June, the sternest battle ever fought in a modern city. To Margaret Carlyle, Scotshrig. Chelsea : July 7, 1848. Doubtless you have been reading of these awful explosions in Paris, which interest everybody, and are indeed an alarming symp- tom of the misery of this poor time. To us the most interesting feature of all this is this General Cavaignac, who has had the com- mand in that terrible business. He is the younger brother of the Cavaignac we loved much and were very intimate with here, while he lived. We often heard of him as a just and valiant and every way excellent man, whom his brother much loved ; and, indeed, I believe him to be really such ; which kind of character was cer- tainly never more wanted than in the place he is now in. Perhaj^s Ti<5 man in all the world could have had so cruel a duty laid upon him as that of cannonading and 'suppressing these wretched peo- ple, whom, we may say, his father and brother and all his kindred had devoted themselves to stirring up ; but he saw it to be a duty^ and he has bravely done it. I suppose he will get himself killed in the business one day, and indeed he ai^peai-s privately to. look '" ■' Emerson. 375 for nothing else. His poor old mother still lives ; has now no child but him ; has a strange history, indeed, to look back upon from the days of Robespierre all the way. It is very curious to me to think how the chiefs of these people, as Armand Marrast, Clement Thomas (late commander of the National Guards), used to sit and smoke a pipe with me in this quiet nook some veal's ago ; and now Louis Philippe is out and they are in — not for ever either. 'The Wheel of Fortune,' as old Aunt Babbie's dream said — * the Wheel of Fortune,' * one spake up and the other spake down ! * Emerson's curiosity had taken him to Paris in May, to see how Progress and Liberty were getting on. He had visited Oxford also, wliere he had been entertained at Oriel by my dear friend, xVrtlinr Clougli. He had break- fasted in Common Room, where several of us wxre struck by a likeness in his face to that of one once so familiar in the same spot, who had passed now into another fold — Jolin Henry Kewman. Figure and features were both like Newman's. He was like a gliost of Newman born into a new element. The Oxford .visit over, Emerson went back to London to- finish his lectures. 1 heard the last of them (at the Polytechnic, I think), and tliere first saw Carlyle, whom Clough pointed out to me. We were sitting close behind him, and I had no sight of his face ; but I heard his loud, kindly, contemptuous laugh when the lecturer ended ; for, indeed, what Emerson said was, in Carlyle's words, ' rather moonshiny.' He was to sail for Boston in the week following. Be- fore lie left, he and Carlyle went on a small expedition together into Wiltshire, to look at Stonehenge — they two, the latest products o'f modern thought, and Stonehenge, the silent monument of an age all trace of which, save that one pircle of stone, has perished. Emerson has told the story of this adventure in his ' English Notes.' Carlyle mentions it in his Journal, with a few notes on other things. 376 Carlyl^s Life in London. July 12, 1848. — Went with Emerson on Fiiday lUst vo see Stone- henge. Saw it in a dim windy evening, very cold, and again on the morrow— windy sunny morning ; a guide with us this last time. Trilithons of huge dimensions, mostly fallen, mostly, in- deed, removed altogether ; circular ditch outside, and huge stone sunk on the brow of it, very visible : inside that, remains oi four circles ; big one lintelled all round, then a lower one some six or nine feet from the former — an ellipse, or egg-shaped, this latter they say ; then the biggest of all (separate trilithes) ; lastly, a small inmost circle of thin little upright stones, six or seven feet high, granite these last, and from Devonshire or Kildare, the others being a hard Wiltshire stone, seemingly bastard limestone. Barrows lie dumb all round, the plain itself vacant except of sheep, and dumb even as Stone hang itself is. Nobody in the least knows what, when, or how it could have been. Sad, not to say almost dismal, that night as the angry clouds heaped themselves in the wind : and we, wearied, bent homewards to our dismal inn, where was tea and not even milk with it, in the ancient town of Amesbuiy, sunk quite silent now, the great road (Exeter and Lon- don) having become a railway and left it. Chartist concern, and Irish Repeal concern, and French Republic concern have all gone a bad way since the March entry— April 10 (immortal day already dead), day of Chartist monster petition ; 200,000 special constables swore themselves in, &c., and Chartism came to nothing. Riots since, but the leaders all lodged in gaol, tried, imprisoned for two years, &c., and so ends Chartism for the present. Irish Mitchel, poor fellow ! is now in Bermuda as a felon ; letter from him, letter to him, letter to and from Lord Clarendon — was really sorry for poor Mitchel. But what help ? French Re- public cannonaded by General Cavaignac ; a sad outlook there. The windbag of Lamartine quite burst in this manner — so many windbags still bursting and to burst. Gave Emerson a ' Wood's Athense ; ' parted with him in peace. A spiritual son of mine? Yes, in a good degree, but gone into philanthropy and other moonshine ; for the rest, a dignified, serene, and amiable man of a certain in- disputable natural faculty, whose friendliness to me in this world has been great. The sun of freedom which had risen so augnstly on February 24 had been swiftly clouded. Carlyle had not expected definite good from it, and ought not to have been Despondency. 377 disappointed ; yet he had not looked for a collapse so swift and so complete. He had thought that something would have been gained for poor mankind from such a break- down of sham governments. Europe had revolted against them, but the earthquake, alas ! had been transient. The sham powers, temporal and spiritual, had been shaken in tlieir seats ; but the shock passed, and they had crept back again. Cant, insincerity, imposture, and practical injus- tice ruled once more in the name of order. He was not entirely cast down. He was still convinced that so wild a burst of passion must have meant something, and the * something ' in time would be seen ; but the fog had set- tled back thick as before, probably for another long interval. Before two years were over, France saw Louis Napoleon and the Second Empire, with the Catholic Church sup- porting. French bayonets again propped up the Pope, who, in the strength of them, was to declare himself infallible. England rested contented with Laissez faire and the ' Dismal Science.' In Ireland were famine and faniine-fever ; for remedy an Encumbered Estates Act ; whole villages unroofed by fire or crowbar ; two millions of the miserable people flying across the Atlantic with curses on the Anglo-Saxon in their mouths; the Anglo- Saxons themselves blessing Providence for ridding them so cheaply of the Irish difficulty. He saw clearly enough that there was no cure here for the diseases of which modern society was sick. Behind an order so restored could grow only the elements of mischief to come, and he was sickened at the self-satisfied complaisance with which the upper classes in England and everywhere welcomed the victory of the reaction. The day of reckoning would come whether they believed it or not, and the longer judg- ment was delayed the heavier it would be. They had another chance allowed them, that was all. Nor was he alone in such reflections. When the small German poten- 378 Cariyle's Life in London, tates were restored again, Bunsen read at his breakfast table, in my presence, a letter from Professor Dahlmann, of which I remember this one sentence : ' The crowned heads have again the power in their hands. Let them look how they use it, oi- the next generation will read the fate of their dynasties on the tombstones of the last kings.' What Carlyle could do or say it was not easy for him to decide. No advice of his would find attention in the existing humour. The turn which things were taking, the proved impotence of English Chartism especially, seem to justify the impatience with which practical politi- cians had hitherto listened to him. It would be a waste of words to go on denouncing 'shams 'when 'shams' every where were receiving a new lease of life. He stayed in London through the summer, Mrs. Carlyle with him, but doing nothing. On August 10 he writes : — May I mark this as the nadir of my sphitual course at present ? Never till now was I so low — utterly dumb this long while, barren, undecided, wretched in mind. My right hand has altogether lost its cunning. Alas ! and I have nothing other wherewith to de- fend myself against the world without, and keep it from over- whelming me, as it often threatens to do. Many things close at hand are other than happy for me just now ; but that is no excuse. If my own energy desert me, I am indeed deserted. . . . The most popular character a man can have is that which he acquires by being offensive to nobody, soft and agreeable to everybody. All men will cordially praise him, and even in some measure love him if so. A fact worth some reflection : a fact which puts the popular judgment out of court, in individual moral matters. Peo- ple praise or blame according as they themselves have fared softly or fared hardly in their intercourse with a man. And now who are ' they ' ? Cowardly egoists, greedy slaves ; servants of the Devil, for most part. Woe unto you if you treat them softly, if they fare well with you ! Oliver Cromwell, for doing more of God's will than any man, has to lie under the curses of all men for 200 years. Consider and remember. In all humours, light or heavy, lie could count on the unshaken affection of his friends the Barings. A change Thi Grange, 379 in this last year had passed over their worldly sitnation. The old Lord had died in May, and Mr. Baring was now Lord Asli burton. He is a very worthy man (Carlyle wrote when the event hap- pened), a very worthy man, as his father was, and I hope will do good in his day and generation, as at least he has a real desire to do. He is now immensely rich, but having no children, and for himself no silly vanity, I believe does not in the least rejoice at such a lot. Poor fellow ! He looked miserably ill the day I called on him after his return from the sad scene ; and though we did not si^eak of that, I found him thin and pale, and the picture of a sorrow which well became him. One could not but ask one- self again, thinking of 60,000/. a year, 'Alas! what is the use of it?' In September there was to be a great gathering of dis- tinguished persons at the Grange under its new ownership, and the Carlyles, as this year he had not gone to Scotland, were invited for a long autumn visit. He hesitated to join the brilliant circle, lie had ' proved by experience that Marquises and Ministers did not differ from little people, except in the clothing and mounting.' He went, however, and his wife went with him. As usual, he kept his mother well informed of his condition. To Margaret Carlyle^ Scotsbrig. The Grange : September 3, 1848. The first night I did not sleep. It was a strange thing to lie thinking of you all in the deep night here, and have Scotsbrig and the ever dear ones there all present in a place so foreign to them. Last night, however, I made a fair sleep, and to-day feel wonder- fully well. I look out of my two big windows here (which are generally flung up) northward into deep masses of wood witli avenues and greensward, all in beautiful sunshine and solitude ; and silent, except for the twittering of some birds, and, occasion- ally, the caw of some distant rooks not yet quite fallen dumb. I could sit whole hours, if they would let me alone, and converse only with my own confused thoughts, and tiy to let them settle a little within me. . . . Chaiies Buller is here— a very cheerful 380 Carlyles Life in London. man to have beside one. The Lady's mother (the widow Lady Sandwich) is the only woman visitor except Jane. Lady Sandwich used to live always in Paris, till she was driven home by the late revolution; a brisk, talking, friendly, and rather entertaining character ; has been very beautiful at one time. She has no other daughters left but this, and no son but one ; plenty of money, and fair health ; but, alas ! Nothing to do. That is not a very easy life after all. For the present, too, we have a store of other Lords — • Lansdowne, Auckland, Granville, with one or two official com- moners. Alas ! as Stephenson the engineer said, and as I often say, * if it were not for the clothes, there would be little difference.' To say truth, I wish we were well home again ; and yet I suppose it is useful to come abroad into such foreign circles now and then. Persons so very kind to us are not lightly to be refused. To bis brother he wrote also. To John Carlyle. The Grange : September 11, 1848. As for one's life in this grand mansion, it is one of total idleness, and has in it scarcely anything one can call an event, even for a penny letter. It is a sumptuous elaborate representation^ which has to be transacted seemingly for its own sake : no result attained by it, or hardly any, except the representation itself. To one like me, it would be frightful to live on such terms. We rise about eight. A valet, who waits here, is charged not to disturb me till half-past eight ; but he comes whenever I ring, and that is almost always before the ultimate limit of time. Shaving, bathing, dress- ing, all deliberately done, last three-quarters of an hour. I have an excellent and aiiy room, two rooms, if I needed, with three win- dows looking out into the woods and lawns, which are very pretty ; a large old-fashioned bed with curtains, which latter is a rare bless- ing ; and a degree of quietness which cannot be surpassed. Were it not for the unwholesome diet, which I try to mend and manage, one might sleep to perfection here. Sleep, in fact, is one's best employment at present. Before nine we are out, most of us, I eastward into a big portico that looks over lake and hillside to- wards the rising sun, where among the bushes I have a pipe lodged, which I light and smoke, sauntering up and down, joined by Jane if she can manage it, much to my satisfaction. Jane lodges some doors from me, also in two pretty rooms. Breakfast is at half -past nine, where are infinite flunkeys, cates, condiments — very super- The Orange 381 fluons to me, with much ' making of wits,' and not always a very great allowance of gmve reason. That ends in about an hour. From that till two, I continue trying to keep private to my own room, but do not always succeed. To go down into the drawing- room is to get into the general whirl. After luncheon, all go for exercise, the women to drive, the men to ride. The tide of guests ebbed and flowed and ebbed again ; occasionally even the host and hostess were absent for a day or two, and the Carlyles were left alone Mn the vast establishment,' as *in some Hall of the Past,' with horses, carriages, and all at their disposal. ' Strange quarters for the like of them ! ' he observed. He would not waste his time entirely, and used it to study the habits of the Hamp- shire peasantry, to amuse his mother with an account of them. To Margaret Carlyle, Scotshrig. The Grange : September 29, 1848. The people here seem to me much less hardworked than in the North. They are very ill off, I believe, if their landlords did not help them ; but seem to require much more to make them icell off than Scotch people do. Their cottages are mostly very clean, with trees about them, flower-bushes into the very windows, and a trim road, paved with bricks, leading out from them to the puhlic way. The ploughmen, or farm-servants generally, go about girt in buckskin leggings from toe to midthigh, * gey firm about the feet ; ' rags are seen nowhere ; nor, I suppose, does want anywhere do other than come upon the parish and have itself supplied. The gentry, I imagine, take a great deal more pains with their depend- ents than ours do. For the rest, the tillage is all more or less sluttish, thistles abounding, turnips sown broadcast, bad fences, abimdance of waste ground, and, in particular, such a quantity of roads and foot and bridle paths as fills a Scotchman with astonish- ment. I do believe there is something like ten times as much ground occupied that way as there is with us. Nay, it seems vir- tually the rule, which I now act upon like the others, that you can r'tde in any direction whatsoever at your own pleasure, and nobody dreams of finding fault with you. There are walks and rides, green and red, I think twenty miles long, in the paik, and solitary as if yoQ were in the heart of America. 382 Carlyle-s Life in London. The motive which tempted Carljle to linger so long in these scenes and return so often to them, is not very easy to find. It vi^as certainly not tlie honour of the thing. He had a genuine regard for the Barings, and was in- debted to them for a good deal of kindness ; but neither regard nor gratitude required so constant a sacrifice. It was not pleasure, as is shown by the notes which were en- tered in his Journal. October 16. — Eeturned Thursday gone a week from a long visit (five weeks all but a day) to the Grange. Plenty of high company there, coming and going ; friendliness of all and sundry to us ex- treme. Feelings, nevertheless, altogether unfortunate, generally painful, and requiring to be kept silent. Idle I throughout as a dry bone ; never spent five lonelier, idler weeks. If not in their loneliness, there was no good in them at all. But it was notable what strange old reminiscences and secret elegiac thoughts of vari- ous kinds went on within me ; wild and wondrous ; from my ear- liest days even till then, in that new foreign element I had got into. Nor is there any ivork yet. Ah ! no ! none ! What will be- come of me ? I am growing old ; I am grown old. My next book must be that of an old man, and I am not yet got into that dialect. Again and again I ask myself : Wilt thou never work more then ? and the answer is a mere groan of misery, and also of cowardliness and laziness. Heaven help me ! But how can it when I do not help myself ? He was trying to write something. He says in a letter at this time ' that he was doing a little every day, tliough to small purpose.' In the way of visible occupation I find oidy that he was reading Fichte, with small satisfaction, the ' Ich ' and ' Niclit Icli ' ' proving shadowy concerns.' John Carlyle amused him with a story of his mother, whose mode of treating impertinence seems to have been not unlike her son's. Jack made us merry last night (he wrote to her in November) with that flat-soled hero -worshipper and your reception of him. * The mother of Thomas Carlyle ? ' 'Yes.' 'Born where?' ' Ec- clefechan.' He said no fastidious duchess could have done the Death of Charles Buller. 383 poor blockhead better than you by the simple force of nature and practical desire to get rid of idle babble. Such people often enough come staggering about in here, and require to be managed in somewhat the same way. Charles Buller had been at tlie party at the Grange, brilliant as usual. In this winter he suddenly died through the blundering of an unskilful surgeon. Buller was one of the few real friends that Carlyle had left in the world, and was cut off in this sudden way just when the liighest political distinctions were coming within his reach. His witty Iiumour had for a time made his prospects doubtful. The House of Commons likes to be amused, but does not raise its jesters into Cabinets. Buller said he owed his success to Peel. He had been going on in his usual way one night when Peel said, *If the honourable member for Liskeard will cease for a moment from making a buffoon of himself, I will, &c.' For these sharp words Buller was for ever grateful to Peel. He achieved afterwards the highest kind of Parliamentary reputation. A great career had opened before liim, and now it was ended. Carlyle felt his loss deeply. He wrote a most beautiful elegy, which was published in the ' Examiner ' in time for Bul- ler's poor mother to read it. Then she died, too, of pure grief. Her husband had gone before, and the family with whom Carlyle had once been so intimately connected came to an end together. It was a sad season altogether. JouTYiah December 14, 1848. — Surely a time will come for me once more! I understand this long while what the old romancers meant by a knight being enchanted. That is precisely my own condition — unable to stir myself, writhing with hand and foot glued together, under a load of contemptible miseries. Often, very often, I think, * Would the human species universally be but so kind as to leave me altogether alone ! ' I mean to hurt nobody, I ; and the hurt that others (involuntarily for most part) do me is incalculable. But these are shallow impatiences. The thought is froword and an- 884 Carlyle's Life in London. just. The good souls that still love me, even while they hurt and distress me, can I wish them deliberately away from me ? No, never ! The fault, I discern, always will at length be found my own. In certain conditions of bodily health the daintiest food is nauseous. It is the same, or nearly so, with the mind ; and tliis perhaps may explain the impatient passage which follows. Yet he must have read again what he had writ- ten, and had not erased the words, which must be sup- posed therefore to represent his real opinion. December 29, 1848. — It seems as if all things were combining against me to hinder any book or free deliverance of myself I might have in view at present. We shall see. Milnes has written this year a book on Keats. This remark to make on it: 'An at- tempt to make us eat dead dog by exquisite currying and cooking.' Won't eat it. A truly unwise little book. The kind of man that Keats was gets ever more horrible to me. Force of hunger for pleasure of every kind, and want of all other force — that is a com- bination ! Such a structure of soul, it would once have been very evident, was a chosen ' Vessel of Hell ; ' and truly, for ever there is justice in that feeling. At present we try to love and pity, and even worship, such a soul, and find the task rather easy, in our own souls there being enough of similarity. Away with it ! There is perhaps no clearer evidence of our universal immorality and cowardly untruth than even in such sympathies. The winter went by with no work accomplished or be- gun, beyond the revising ' Cromwell ' for a third edition, as it was still selling rapidly. ' I find the book is well liked,' he could say, ' and silently making its way into the heart of the country, which is a result I am very thankful for.' The book had been too well liked, indeed ; for it had created a set of enthusiastic admirers who wanted now to have a statue of the great Protector, or, at least, some pub- lic memorial of him. Carlyle was of Cato's opinion in that matter. He preferred that men should rather ask where Oliver's statue was than see it as one of the anomalous CromwelVs Statue, 385 images which are scattered over the metropolis. He was asked to give liis sanction. The people (he wi'ote to his mother) having subscribed 25,000/. for a memorial to an ugly bullock of a Hudson, who did not even pretend to have any merit except that of being suddenly rich, and who is now discovered to be little other than at heart a horse- coper and dishonest fellow, I think they ought to leave Cromwell alone of their memorials, and try to honour him in some more profitable way — by learning to be honest men like him, for ex- ample. But we shall see what comes of all this Cromwell work — a thing not without value either. When he was least occupied his I^otebook is fullest, tlirowhig light into the inmost parts of him. Journal. April 26, 1849. — Little done hitherto — nothing definite done at all. What other book will follow ? That is ever the question, and hitherto the unanswered one. Silent hitherto, not from hav- ing nothing to say, but from having aW— a whole world to say at once. I am weak too — forlorn, bewildered, and nigh lost — too weak for my place, I too. Article in the ' Spectator ' about Peel and Ireland; veiy cruel upon Russell, commanding him to get about his business for ever. Was written very ill, but really to satisfy my conscience in some measure. . . . My voice sounds to me like a One Voice in the world, too frightful to me, with a heart so sick and a head growing grey ! I say often Was thuCs ? Be silent then ! all which I know is very weak. Louis Blanc was twice here — a pretty little miniature of a man, well shaped, long black head, brown skin ; every way French aspect : quick, twink- ling, earnest black eyes ; a smallish, melodious voice, whicli rather quavers in its tones ; free, lively, ingenious utterance, full of friendliness, transparency, logical definiteness, and seeming good faith ; not mucli vanity either ; a good little creature, to whom, deeply as I dissented from him, I could not help wishing heartily well. ' Literary world ' (bless the mark !) much occupied of late with * Macau lay's History,' the most popular history book ever wiitten. Fourth edition already, within, perhaps, four months. Book to which four hundred editions could not lend any permanent value, there being no depth of sense in it at all, and a Vol. hi.— 25 3S6 Cadyle's Life in London. very great quantity of rhetorical wind and other temporary ingredi- ents, which are the reverse of sense. Pio Norio was not yet upon his throne again. Rome was held by the Triumvirs — Mazzini in brief triumph, and unable to believe that the glories of 1848 were absolutely to disappear. In Kome and Hungary the revolution was still struggling, though to most eyes the inevitable end liad long been apparent. Carlyle had loved Mazzini well, but had never believed in him. He was now watching his fortunes with anxious interest. His mother, he knew, would be pleased to hear of any brave man in death- grapple with the old Antichrist. To Margai-et Carlyle, Scotshrig. Chelsea : May, 1849. Yesterday there came a certain Italian political character, one Marioni, who has come hither from Kome to negotiate about the poor Eoman Eepublic and its many troubles. Mazzini had given him a card for Jane. I talked a long time with him ; found him a rational, sincere-looking man. All people, he says, are clear against readmitting the Pope to temporal rule at Rome, and will fight violently before they be constrained to it. Nobody knows which way the French and others will settle that beggarly bank- ruptcy of impotence. To settle it well will exceed the power of all of them united, I believe. Mazzini, an old friend of ours, and one of the most zealous, pious-minded men I know, is one of the three Kings of Rome just now, and I suppose is the most resolute of them all. He lives in the Pope's palace at present. The other day he was in a x:)Oor house somewhere here, which seems a change when one reflects on it. Louis Napoleon, too, I have often seen in these streets driving his cabriolet ; once I dined where he was, and talked a good deal to him — no great promotion for a man at that time. Alas ! it is conjectured, too, that such a time may very easily return ; that Louis Napoleon is veiy likely to drive cabrio- lets here again, x^oor fellow ! The world is grown a much madder place than it ever was before. In fact, ruin has come upon all manner of supremely deceptive persons. The day of trouble for supreme quacks everywhere has arrived ; for which should we not ^11 thank the Righteous Judge ? Mazzini in Rome. 38T Journal. May 17, 1849. — Mazzini busy at Rome resisting the French, re- sisting all i)eople that attack his * Kepubblica Romana,' standing on his guard against all the world. Poor Mazzini ! If he could stand there in Rome, in sight of all Italy, and practically defy the whole world for a while, and fight till Rome was ashes and ruin, and end by blowing himself and his assailants up in the last strong post, and so yielding only with life, he might rouse the whole Italian nation into such a rage as it has not known for many cen- turies ; and this might be the means of shaking out of the Italian mind a very foul precipitate indeed. Perhaps that is really what he was worth in this world. Sti-ange, providential-looking, and leading to many thoughts — how, of all the immense nonsense that lay in this brave man, the one element of noble perennial truth that pervaded him wholly withal is at length laid hold of by the upper powers of this universe, and tui'ned to the use that was in it. Whatsoever good we have, the gods know it well, and will know what to make of it in due season. Mazzini came much about us here for many years, patronised by my wife ; to me veiy weari- some, with his incoherent Jacobinisms, George-Sandisms, in sjDite of all my love and regard for him ; a beautiful little man, full of sensibilities, of melodies, of clear intelligence, and noble virtues. He had found Volney, «fec., in a drawer in his father's librarj^ while a boy, and had read and read, recognising a whole new promised land illuminated with suns and volcanoes. Father was a physician in Genoa. He, forced to be a lawyer, turned himself into Young Italy, and, after many sad adventures, is there. What -w'lU become of him ? we ask daily with a real interest. A small, square-headed, bright-eyed, swift, yet still, Ligurian figure ; beautiful, and mer- ciful, and fierce ; as pretty a little man when I first saw him, eight or nine years ago, as had ever come before me. Time as steel, the word the thought of him pure and limpid as water ; by nature a little lyrical poet ; plenty of quiet fun in him, too, and wild emo- tion, rising to the shrill key, with all that lies between these two extremes. His trade, however, was not to write verses. Shall we ever see him more ? Under the same date in the Journal also is a notice of a contrasting figure — one of whom, as long as he had been successful, the English world had thought as well as it had thought ill of poor Mazzini. 388 Carlyle's Life in London. King Hudson flung utterly prostrate, detected ' cooking ac- counts ; ' everybody kicking him through the mire. To me and to quiet onlookers he has not changed at all. He is merely de- tected to me what we always understood he was. The rage of fel- low-gamblers, now when he has merely lost the game for them, and ceased to swindle with impunity, seems to us a very baseless thing. One sordid, hungry canaille are they all. Why should this, the chief terrier among them, be set upon by all the dog frater- nity ? One feels a real human pity for the ugly Hudson. T. Sped- ding the other night was describing to us the late figure of H. 's private life, as S. himself and others had observed it. Over- whelmed with business, yet superadding to it ostentatious and high-flown amusements, balls at great country houses fifty miles ofi", &c. , &c. With early morning he was gone from Newby Park, and his guests off by express trains over all the island ; returned weary on the edge of dinner, then first met his guests, drank largely of champagne, with other wines ; * ate nothing at all, hardly an ounce of solid food ; ' then tumbled into bed, worn out with business and madness. That was the late daily history of the man. Oh, Mammon ! art thou not a hard god ? It is now doubt- ful whether poor Hudson will even have any money left. Perhaps that would be a real benefit to him. His brother-in-law has drowned himself at York. What a world this ever is ! full of Ne- mesis, ruled by the Supernal, rebelled in by the Infernal, with prophetic tragedies as of old. Murderer Eush, Jermy's natural brother ! To pious men, he too might have seemed one of the fated. No son of Atreus had more authentically a doom of the gods. The old laws are still alive. Even railway scrip is subject to them. Ireland, of all the topics on which he had meditated writing, remained painfully fascinating. He had looked at the beggarly scene, he had seen the blighted fields, the ragged misery of the wretched race who were suffering for others' sins as well as for their own. Since that brief visit of his the famine had been followed by the famine-fever, and the flight of millions from a land which was smitten with a curse. Those ardent young men with whom he had dined at Dun drum were working as felons in the docks at Bermuda. Ga van Duffy, after a near escape from the Ireland. 389 same fate, had been a guest in Clieyne Row ; and the story which he had to tell of cabins torn down by crow- bars, and shivering families, turned out of their miserable homes, dying in tlie ditches by the roadside, had touched Carlyle to the very heart. He was furious at the econom- ical commonplaces with wJiich England was consoling itself. He regarded Ireland as ' the breaking-point of the huge suppuration which all British and all European society then was.' He determined to see it again, look at it further and more fully, ^ that ragged body of a diseased soul,' and then write something about it which might move his country into a better sense of its obligations. So earn- est he was that he struggled seriously to find some plainer form of speech, better suited to the world's comprehen- sion, which they might read, not to wonder at, but to take to their hearts for practical guidance. Often in my sleep (he says) I have made long passages and screeds of composition in the most excellent approved common- place style. I wish I could do it awake ; I could then write many things — fill all newspapers with my writing. The di-eam seems to say the talent is in me, as I suppose it sure enough to be ; but the hnack is wanting, and will perhaps for ever be. All talents, spe- cific aptitudes of a handicraft — nay, worse, all outlines of learning (so called), which I once had are gradually melting into the vague, and threatening to leave me — a wild sea surely, and a lonesome voyage surely I 'ware ahead ! To Margaret CarlyUy Scotsbrig. Chelsea : May 26, 1849. We have beautiful wann weather now ; we are tolerably well in health, too, all of us. Both Jane and I go grumbling on as usual, not worse than usual. I am thinking mther seriously of getting out into the country as soon as the weather grows too hot. A tour of a week or two in Ireland has often been in my head of late ; some kind of tour which would take me away from the noise of this Babylon while the pavements are so hot and so crowded. . . . I do not expect to find much new knowledge in Ireland if I go ; but much that I have lying in me to say might perhaps 390 Carlyle^s Life in London. get nearer to some way of utterance if I were looking face to face upon the niin and wretchedness that is prevalent there ; for that seems to me the spot in our dominions where the bottomless gulf has broken out, and all the lies and delusions that lie hidden and open in us have come to this definite and practical issue there. ' They that sow the wind, they shall reap the whirlwind ; ' that was from of old the law. It was while Carlyle was preparing for this Irish tour that I myself became first personally acquainted with him. lie had heard of me from Arthur Clough, who left Oxford when I left it. We had felt, both of us, that, thinking as we did, we were out of place in an Article-signing Uni- versity, and we had resigned our Fellowships. Of Clough Carlyle had formed the very highest opinion, as no one who knew him could fail to do. His pure beautiful char- acter, his genial humour, his perfect truthfulness, alike of heart and intellect — an integrity which had led him to sacrifice a distinguished position and brilliant prospects, and had brought him to London to gather a living as he could from under the hoofs of the horses in the streets — these together had recommended Clough to Carlyle as a diamond sifted out of the general rubbish-heap. Of me, with good reason, he was inclined to think far less favour- ably. I had written something, not wisely, in which heterodoxy was flavoured with the sentimentalism which he so intensely detested. He had said of me that I ought to burn my own smoke, and not trouble other people's nostrils with it. ^Nevertheless, he was willing to see what I was like. James Spedding took me down to Cheyne Row one evening in the middle of June. We found him sitting after dinner, with his pipe, in the small flagged court between the house and the garden. He was study- ing without much satisfaction the Life of St. Patrick by Jocelyn of Ferns in the ' Acta Sanctorum.' He was try- ing to form a notion of what Ireland had been like before Irvbroduction to Carlyle. 391 Danes or Saxons had meddled with it, when it was said to have been the chosen home of learning and piety, and had sent out ipissionaries to convert Northern Europe. His author was not assisting hhn. The life of St. Patrick as given by Jocelyn is as much a biography of a real man as the story of Jack the Giant-killer. When we arrived Carlyle had just been reading how an Irish marauder had stolen a goat and eaten it, and the Saint had convicted him by making the goat bleat in his stomach. He spoke of it with rough disgust ; and then we talked of Ireland generally, of which I had some local knowledge. He was then fifty-four years old ; tall (about five feet eleven), thin, but at that time upright, with no signs of the later stoop. His body was angular, his face beardless, such as it is represented in Woolner's medallion, which is by far the best likeness of him in the days of his strength. His head was extremely long, with the chin thrust for- ward ; the neck w^as thin ; the mouth firmly closed, the under lip slightly projecting; the hair grizzled and thick and bushy. His eyes, which grew lighter with age, were then of a deep violet, with fire burning at the bottom of them, which flashed out at the least excitement. The face was altogether more striking, most impressive every way. And I did not admire him the less because he treated me — I cannot say unkindly, but shortly and sternly. I saw then what I saw ever after — that no one need look for conventional politeness from Carlyle — he would hear the exact truth from him, and nothing else. AVe went afterwards into the dining-room, where Mrs. Carlyle gave us tea. Her features were not regular, but I thought I had never seen a more interesting-looking woman. Her hair was raven black, her eyes dark, soft, sad, with dangerous light in them. Carlyle's talk was rich, full, and scornful ; hers delicately mocking. She was fond of Spedding, and kept up a quick, sparkling con- 392 Carlyle^s Life in London. versation with him, telling stories at her husband's ex- pense, at which he laughed himself as heartily as we did. It struck me then, and I found always afterwards, that false sentiment, insincerity, cant of any kind would find no quarter, either from wife or husband ; and that one must speak truth only, and, if possible, think truth only, if one wished to be admitted into that house on terms of friendship. They told me that I might come again. I did not then live in London, and had few opportunities ; but if tlie chance offered, I never missed it. THOMAS OARLYLE VOL. IL THOMAS C A R L Y L E A HISTORY OF HIS LIFE IN LONDON 1834-1881 BY JAMES ANTHONY FROUDE, M.A. HONORABY FELLOW OF EXETER COLLEGE, OXFORD TWO VOLUMES IN ONE VOL. II. NEW YORK CHARLES SCRIBNEFS SONS 1884 [All rights reserved} TROWS PftlNTINQ AND eOOKBINDINQ OOMPANV, NKW YORK, CONTENTS OP THE SECOND VOLUME. CHAPTER XVII. A.D. 1849-50. ^T. 54-55. PAoa Tour in Ireland — The Irish problem — Impressions in the West — Gweedore — Address at Deny — Return to Scotland — the Highlands — A shooting paradise — Reflections on it — Liberty — Radicalism — Impatience with cant — Article on the Nigger question — * Latter-day Pamphlets,' , , 1 CHAPTER XVIIL A,D. 1850. ^T. 55-56. Reaction from 'Latter-day Pami^hlets' — Acquaintance vriih. Sir Robert Peel— Dinner in Whitehall Place— Ball at Bath House — Peel's death — Estimate of Peel's character — Visit to South Wales — Savage Landor — Mei'thyr Tydvil — Scotsbrig — Despondency — Visits to Keswick and Con- iston— The Grange — Return to London, .... 33 CHAPTER XIX. A.D. 1851-2. MT, 56-57. Reviews of the Pamphlets— Cheyne Row— Pai'ty at the Grange — * Life of Sterling '—Reception of it — Coleridge and his disciples— Spiritual optics— Hyde Park Exhibi- tion — A month at Malvern— Scotland — Trip to Paris with Lord Ashburton, 54 I vx Contents. CHAPTER XX. A.D. 1851-2. MT. 56-57. PAGE Purpose formed to write on Frederick the Great— The author of the * Handbook of Spain ' — Afflicting visitors — Studies for * Frederick ' — Visit to Linlathen — Proposed tour in Germany — Rotterdam — The Rhine — Bonn — Homburg — Frankfurt — Wartburg — Luther reminiscences — Weimar — Berlin — Return to England, 72 CHAPTER XXL A.D. 1852-3. ^T. 57-58. The Grange — Cheyne Row — The Cock torment — Reflections — An improved house — Funeral of the Duke of Welling- ton—Beginnings of ' Frederick ' — The Grange again — An incident — Public opinion — Mother's illness — The demon fowls — Last letter to his mother — Her death — James Carlyle, 103 CHAPTER XXIL A.D.' 1854. ^T. 59. Crimean war — Louis Napoleon — The sound-proof room — Dreams — Death of John Wilson — Character of Wilson — A journal of a day — The economies of Cheyne Row — Car- lyle finances — ' Budget of a Femme Incompriset^ . . 128 CHAPTER XXm. A.D. 1854-7. Ml. 59-62. Difficulties over ' Frederick ' — Crimean war — Louis Napoleon in England — Edward Fitzgerald — Farlingay — Three weeks at Addiscombe — Mrs. Carlyle and Lady Ashburton — Scotsbrig — Kinloch Luichart — Lady Ashburton's death — Effect on Carlyle — Solitude in Cheyne Row — Riding costume — Fritz— Completion of the first two volumes of - * Frederick ' — Carlyle as a historian, . , . . 146 Contents. vii CHAPTER XXIV. A.D. 1858- . MT. -63. ■ ' _ FAGS Night in a Railway Train — Annandale — Meditations — A new Wardrobe —Visit to Craigenputtock— Second time in Ger- many — The Isle of Rugin— Putbus — Berlin — Selesia Prag— Weimar — Aix— Frederich Catterfield's and Car- lyle's descriptions by turns — Returns to England — Second Marriage of Lord Ashburton 175 CHAPTER XXV. A.D. 1859^2. iET. 64-67. Effects of a Literary Life upon the Character — Evenings in Cheyne Row— Summers in Fife — Visit to Sir George Sin- clair, Thurso Castle — Mrs. Carlyle's^ Health — Death of Arthur Clough — Intimacy with Mr. Ruskin— Party at the Grange — I>escrii)tion of John Keble — ' Unto this Last,' . 196 CHAPTER XXVI. AD. 1864. ^T. 69. Personal intercoui*se — Daily habits — Chanties — Conversation — Modem science and its tendencies — Faith withoiit sight — Bishop Colenso — The Broad Church School — Literature — Misfortunes of Fritz — Serious accident to Mrs. Carlyle— Her stmnge illness — Folkestone — Death of Lord Ashburton — Mrs. Carlyle in Scotland — Her slow re- covery — ' Frederick ' finished, 215 CHAPTER XXVn. A.D. 1865-6. iET. 70-71. ' Frederick ' completed— Summer in Annandale— Mrs. Carlyle in Nithsdale — Visit to Linlathen — Thomas Erskine — The Edinburgh Rectorship — Feelings in Cheyne Row about it— Buskin's ' Ethics of the Dust,' 243 yiii Contents. CHAPTER XXVIII. A.D. 1866. ^T. 71. PA6B Preparations for the Kectorsliip— Journey to Edinburgh — Tyndall — The Installation — Carlyle's speech — Character of it — Effect upon the world — Cartoon in ' Punch ' — Car- lyle stays at Scotsbrig to recover — Intended tea-party in Cheyne Eow — Sudden death of Mrs. Carlyle — John Fors- ter — Funeral at Haddington — Letters from Erskine — Carlyle's answers, 254 CHAPTER XXIX. A.D. 1866. MT. 71. Message of sympathy from the Queen — John Carlyle — Eetro- spects — A future life — Attemj)ts at occupation — Miss Davenport Bromley — The Eyre Committee — Memories — Mentone — Stay there with Lady Ashburton — Entries in Journal, 272 CHAPTER XXX. A.D. 1867. iET. 72. Beturn to England — Intruders in Cheyne Eow — Want of em- ployment — Settlement of the Craigenputtock estate — Charities— Public affairs — Tory Eeform Bill — ' Shooting Niagara ' — A new horse — Visits in country houses — Medi- • tation in Journal — A beautiful recollection, . . . 290 CHAPTER XXXI. A.D. 1868. ^T. 73. The Eyre Committee— Disestablishment of the Irish Church —A lecture by Tyndall —Visit to Stratton— S. G. O.— Last sight of the Grange — ' Letters and Memorials of Mrs. Carlyle ' — Meditations in Journal— Modern Athe- ism — Democracy and popular orators — Scotland — Inter- view with the Queen — Portraits — Modern Atheism — Strange applications — Loss of use of the right hand — Uses of anarchy, 310 Contents, ix CHAPTER XXXII. A.D. 1870. ^T. 76. Anne Boleyn— * Ginx's Baby'— The Franco-German war- English sympathy with France — Letter to the * Times ' — Effect of it — Inability to write — ' Letters and Memorials of Mi-s. Carlyle ' — Disposition made of them, . . . 337 CHAPTER XXXin. A.D. 1872. iET. 77. Weariness of life — History of the Noi-se Kings — Portrait of John Knox — Death of John Mill and the Bishop of Win- chester—Mill and Carlyle— Irish iwlicy of Mr. Gladstone — Tlie Prussian Order of Merit — Offer of the Grand Cmss of the Bath — Why refused— Lord Beaconsfield and the Russo-Tiu'kish war — Letter to the ' Times,* . , . 355 CHAPTER XXXIY. A.D. 1877-81. JET. 82-85. Conversation and habits of life — Estimate of leading politi- cians — Visit from Lord Wolseley — Lord Beaconsfield and Mr.. Gladstone — Dislike of Jews — The English Liturgy — An afternoon in Westminster Abbey — Progress — Democ- racy — Religion — The Bible — Characteristics, . , . 379 CHAPTER XXXY. A.D. 1877-81. MT. 82-85. Statues — ^Portraits — Millais's picture — Study of the Bible — Illness and death of John Carlyle — Preparation of Me- moirs — Last words about it — Longing for death — The end — Offer of a tomb in Westminster Abbey — Why declined — Ecclefechan churchyard — Conclusion, .... 394 CABLYLE'S LIFE IN LONDON. CHAPTER XYII. A.D. 1849-50. MT. 54-55. Tour in Ireland — The Iiish problem — Impressions in the West — Gweedore— Address at Deny — Retum to Scotland— the High- lands — A shooting paradise — Reflections on it — Libei-ty — Radicalism— Impatience with cant — Article on the Nigger question — * Latter-day Pamphlets.' Carlyle's purpose of writing a book on Ireland was not to be fulfilled. He went thither. He travelled through the four provinces. After his return he jotted down a hurried account of his experiences; but that was all the contribution which he was able to make for the solution of a problem which he found at once too easy and too hopeless. Ireland is an enchanted countrj^ There is a land ready, as any land ever w^as, to answer to cultivation. There is a people ready to cultivate it, to thrive, and cover the surface of it with happy, prosperous homes, if ruled, like other nations, by methods which suit their tempera- ment. If the Anglo-Saxons liad set about governing Ire- land with the singleness of aim with which they govern India or build their own railways, a few seasons at any Vol. IV.— 1 2 Carlyle's Life in London, time would have seen the end of its misery and discon- tent. But the Anglo-Saxons have never approached Ire- land in any such spirit. They have had the welfare of Ireland on their lips. In their hearts tliey have thought only of England's welfare, or of what in some narrow prejudice they deemed to be such, of England's religious interests, commercial interests, political interests. So it was wheti Henry II. set up Popery tliere. So it was when Elizabeth set up the Protestant Establishment there. So it is now when tlie leaders of the English Liberals again destroy that Establishment to secure the Irish votes to their party in Parliament. The curse which has made that wretched island the world's by-word is not in Ireland in itself, but in the inability of its conquerors to recognise that, if they take away a nation's liberty, they may not use it as the plaything of their own selfishness or their own factions. For seven hundred years they have fol- lowed on the same lines : the principle the same, however opposite the action. As it was in the days of Strongbow, so it is to-day ; and ' healing measures,' ushered in no matter with what pomp of eloquence or parade of justice, remain, and will remain, a mockery. Carlyle soon saw how it was. To write on Ireland, as if a remedy could be found there, while the poisonous fountain still flowed at Westminster unpurified, would be labour vain as spinning ropes of moonshine. He noted down what he had seen, and then dismissed the unhappy subject from his mind ; giving his manuscript to a friend as something of which he desired to hear no more for ever. It was published after his death, and the briefest summary of what to him- self had no value is all that need concern us here. He left London on the 30th of June in a Dublin steamboat. He could sleep, sound at sea, and therefore pi-eferred ' long «ea' to land when the choice was offered him. Punning past the Isle of Wight, he saw in the distance Sterling's Iri^h I'our, 3 house at Ventnor ; he saw Plymouth, Fahnouth, the Land's End. Then, crossing St. George's Channel, lie came on the Irish coast at Wexford, where the chief scenes of the Rebellion of 1798 stand clear against the sky. I thought (he writes) of the battle of Vinegar Hill, but not with interest ; with sorrow, rather, and contempt ; one of the ten times ten thousand futile, fruitless battles this brawling, unreasonable people has fought ; the saddest of distinctions to them among peoples. At Dublin he met Gavan DufFy again ; stayed several days; saw various notabilities — Petrie, the antiquarian, among others, whose high merit he at once recognised ; declined an invitation from the Viceroy, and on the 8th (a Sunday), Dublin and the neighbourhood being done with, he started for the south. Kildare was his first stage. Kildare, as I entered it, looked worse and worse — one of the wretchedest wild villages I ever saw, and full of ragged beggars : exotic, altogether like a village in Dahomey, man and church both. Knots of worshipping people hung about the streets, and everywhere round them hovered a harpy swarm of clamorous men- dicants — men, women, children ; a village winged, as if a flight of harpies had alighted on it. Here for the first time was Irish beg- gary itself. In the railway ^ a big blockhead sate with his dirty feet on seat opposite, not stirring them for Carlyle, who wanted to sit there.' * One thing we're all agreed on,' said he. * We're very ill governed — Whig, Tory, Radical, Repealer, all admit we're very ill governed.' Carlyle thought to liimself, * Yes, indeed. You govern yourself. lie that would govern you well would probably surprise you much, my fi'iend, laying a hearty horsewhip on that back of yours.' Owing to the magic companionship of Mr. DufFy, he met and talked freely with priests and patriots. Loixl 4 Carlyle^s Life in London. Monteagle's introductions secured him attention from the Anglo-Irish gentry. He was entertained at the Castle at Lismore, saw Waterford, Youghal, Castlemartyr, and then Cork, where he encountered ' one of the two sons of Adam who, sixteen years before, had encouraged Fraser, the bookseller, to go on with " Teufelsdrockh," ' a priest, a Father O'Shea, to whom for this at least he was grateful. Killarney was the next stage ; beauty and squalor tliere, as everywhere, sadly linked to one another. Kear Killar- ney he stayed wdth Sir and his interesting wife ; good people, but strong upholders of the Anglo-Irish Church, which, however great its merits otherwise, had made little of missionary work among the Catholic Celts. He wished well to all English institutions in Ireland, but he had a fixed conviction that the Anglo-Catholic Church at least, both there and everywhere, was unequal to its work. He went with his friends to the ' service,' which was ' decently performed.' I felt (he says) how English Protestants, or the sons of such, might with zealous affection Hke to assemble here once a week and remind themselves of English purities and decencies and Gos- jDel ordinances, in the midst of a black, howling Babel of super- stitious savagery, like Hebrews sitting by the streams of Babylon. But I felt more clearly than ever how impossible it was that an extraneous son of Adam, first seized by the terrible conviction that he had a soul to be saved or damned, that he must read the riddle of this universe or go to perdition everlasting, could for a moment think of taking this respectable 'performance' as the solution of the mystery for him. Oh heavens ! never in this world ! Weep by the stream of Babel, decent, clean English Irish ; weep, for there is cause, till you can do something better than weep ; but expect no Babylonian or any other mortal to con- cern himself with that affair of yours. ... No sadder truth presses itself upon me than the necessity there will soon be, and the call there everywhere already is, to quit these old rubrics and give up these empty performances altogether. All religions that I fell in with in Ireland seemed to me too irreligious : really, in sad truth, doing mischief to the people instead of good. Irish Tour. 5 Limerick, Clare, Lough Derg on the Shannon, Galway, Castlebar, Westport — these were the successive points of the journey. At Westport was a workhouse and ' human swinery at its acme ; ' 30,000 paupers out of a population of 60,000 ; ' an abomination of desolation.' Thence, through the dreariest parts of Mayo, he drove on to Bul- lina, where he found Forster, of Ilawdon, waiting for him — W. E. Forster, then young and earnest, and eager to master in C'arlyle's company the enigma which he took in hand as Chief Secretary three years ago (1881, «fec.), with what success the w^orld by this time knows. Carlyle, at least, is not responsible for the failure, certain as mathematics, of the Irish Land Act. Forster perhaps discovered at the time that he would find little to suit him in Carlyle's views of the matter. They soon parted. Carlyle hastened on to Donegal to see a remarkable ex- periment which was then being attempted there. Lord Geoi-ge Hill was endeavouring to show at Gweedore that, with proper resources of intellect, energy, and money wisely expended, a section of Ireland could be lifted t»ut of its misery even under the existing conditions of En- glish administration. His distinct conclusion was that this too, like all else of the kind, was building a house out of sand, lie went to Gweedore ; he stayed with Lord George ; he saw all that he w^as doing or trying to do, and he perceived, with a clearness which the event has justified, that the persuasive charitable method of raising lost men out of the dirt and leading them of their own accord into the ways that they should go, was, in Ireland at least, doomed to fail from the beginning. I liad to rci^eat often to Lord George (he says), to which he could not refuse essential consent, Ins is the largest attempt at benevolence and beneficence on the modern system (the emanci- pation, all for liberty, abolition of capital punishment, roast gooso C Cadyle^s Life in London. at Christmas system) ever seen by me or like to be seen. Alas! how can it prosper, except to the soul of the noble man himself who earnestly tries it and works at it, making himself a slave to it these seventeen years ? It would be interesting to compare Carljle's tour, or any modern tour, in Ireland, with Arthur Young's, some- thing over a hundred years ago — before Grattan's consti- tution, the Yolunteers, the glorious liberties of 1782, Catholic emancipation, and the rest that has followed. Carlyle found but one Lord George Hill hopelessly struggling with impossibilities ; Arthur Young found not one, but many peers and gentlemen working effectively^ in the face of English discouragement : draining, planting, building, making large districts, now all ' gone back to bog ' again, habitable by human beings, and successfully accomplishing at least a part of the work which they were set to do. All that is not waste and wilderness in Ireland is really the work of these poor men. From Gweedore to Derry was an easy journey. There his travels were to end ; he was to find a steamer which would take him to Scotland. Five weeks had passed since he landed. On August 6 he met at breakfast a company of Derry citizens, who had come to hear the im- pression which these weeks had left upon him. Emphatic talk to them, far too emphatic : human nerves being worn out with exasperation. Eemedy for Ireland? To cease gen- erally from following the Devil ! No other remedy that I know of. One general life element of humbug these two centuries. And now it has fallen bankrupt. This universe, my worthy brothers, has its laws, terrible as death and judgment if we ' cant ' ourselves away from following them. Land tenure ? What is a landlord at this moment in any country if Khadamanthus looked at him ? What is an Archbishop ? Alas ! what is a Queen ? Wliat is a British specimen of the genus homo in these generations ? A bundle of hearsays and authentic appetites— a. canaille whom the gods are about to chastise and to extinguish if he cannot alter himself, &c. John CarlyU. 7 Derrj^ aristocrats behaved very well under all this. Not a pleas- ant breakfast ; but, oh I it is the last. This was Monday, August 6. On the 7th, Carlyle was in his own land again, having left the ' huge suppuration ' to suppurate more and more till it burst, he feeling that an}' true speech upon it would be like speaking to the deaf winds. On reaching Scotsbrig, he exclaimed : Thank Heaven for the sight of real human industry, with hu- man fi-uits fi-om it, once more. The sight of fenced fields, weeded crops, and human creatures with whole clothes on their back — it was as if one had got into spring water out of dunghill puddles. Ilis wife had meanwhile gone to Scotland on her own account. She had spent three singularly interesting days at Haddington (which she has herself described 'j, where she wandered like a returned spirit about the home of her childhood. She had gone thence to her relations at Auch- tertool, in Fife, and was there staying when her husband was at Gweedore. A characteristic letter of hers survives, written thence, whicli must have been omitted by accident in Carlyle's collection. It was to her brother-in-law John, and is in her liveliest style. John's translation of Dante's ' Inferno ' was just out, and the family were busy reading it and talking about it. To John Carlyle. Auchtertool Manse : July 27, 1849. We had been talking about you, and had sunk silent. Suddenly my uncle turned his head to me and said, shaking it gravely, * Ho has made an awesome plooster o' that place.* * Who ? what place, uncle ? ' ' Whew ! the place ye'll maybe gang to if ye dinna tak' care.* I really believe he considers all those circles of your in- vention. Walter ' performed the marriage service over a couple of colliers the day after I came. I happened to be in his study when they came in, and asked leave to remain. The man was a good-look- ing man enough, dreadfully agitated, partly with the business « Letters and JfemoriaU^ vol. ii., p. 55. » A cousin just ordained. 8 CarlyWs Life in London. lie \yas come on, partly with drink. He had evidently taken a glass too much to keep his heart up. The girl had one very large inflamed eye and one little one, which looked perfectly com- posed, while the large eye stared wildly and had a tear in it. Walter married them very well indeed ; and his affecting words, together with the bridegroom's j^ale, excited face, and the bride's ugliness, and the j^overty, penury, and want imprinted on the v.'liole business, and above all fellow-feeling with the poor wretches then rushing on their fate — all that so overcame me that I fell crying as desperately as if I had been getting married to the col- lier myself, and, when the ceremony was over, extended my hand to the unfortunates, and actually (in such an enthusiasm of pity did I find myself) I presented the new husband with a snujEf-box which I happened to have in my hand, being just about j^resent- ing it to Walter when the creatures came in. This unexpected Himmelsendung finished turning the man's head ; he wrung my hand over and over, leaving his mark for some hours after, and ended his grateful speeches with * Oh, Miss ! Oh, Liddy ! may ye hae mair comfort and pleasure in your life than ever you have had yet ! ' which might easily be. Carljle stayed quiet at Scotsbrig, meditating on tlie break-down of the proposed Irish book, and uncertain what lie should turn to instead. He had promised to join the Ashburtons in the course of the autumn at a Highland shooting-box. Shooting parties were out of his line alto- gether, but perhaps he did not object to seeing for once what such a thing was like. Scotsbrig, too, was not agreeing with him. Last night (he says in a letter thence) I awoke at three, and made nothing more of it, owing to cocks and other blessed fellow- inhabitants of this planet, not all of whom are friendly to me, I perceive. In fact, this planet was not wholly made for me, but for me and others, including cocks, unclean things many, and even the Devil ; that is the real secret of it. Alas ! a human creature with these particularities in mere sleep, not to speak of any others, is he not a creature to be prayed for? He remained there till the end of August, and then started on his expedition. Glen Truim, to which he was Glen Tndm. 9 bound, was in the far North, in Macpherson of Clunie's country. The railroad was yet unfinished, and the jour- ney — long and tedious — had to be transacted by coach, lie was going against the grain. Perhaps his wife thought that he would have done more wisely to decline. He stopped on the way at Auchtertool to see her; *had,' he says, ' a miserable enough hugger-mugger time ; my own blame — none others so much ; ' ' saw that always.' Cer- tainly, as the event proved, he would have been better off out of the way of the ' guimer bodies.' If he was miser- able in Fife, he was far from happy with his grand friends in Glen Truim. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Glen Truim : September 2, 1849. Wliat can I do but write to you, even if I were not bound by the law of the wayfarer ? It is my course whenever I am out of sorts or in low spirits among strangers ; emphatically my case just now in this closet of a house, among rains and highland mosses, with a nervous system all * dadded about ' by coach travel, rail travel, multiplied confusion, and finally by an almost totally sleepless night. Happily, this closet is my own for the time being. Here is paper. Here are pens. I will tell my woes to poor Goody. Well do I know that, in spite of prepossessions, she will have some pity of me. . . . You may fancy what the route was. . . . The fat old land- lord at Bunkeld, grown grey and much broader, was the only known li\'ing creature.' A still, olive-coloured mist hung over all the country. Elinnaird and the old house which was my sleeping-place when I used to write to you were greyly discernible across the river amid their trees. I thought of the waterhen you have heard me menfeion, of the ix)ny I used to ride, of the whole world that then lived, dead now mostly, fallen silent for evermore, even as the poor Bullers are, and as we shall shortly be. Such reflections, when they do not issue pusillanimously, are as good as the sight of Michael Angolo's * Last Judgment,' and deserve their place from time to time. ' Remembered from the time whcu he had been the Bullers' tutor, twenty - ■even years before. 10 Carlyleh Life in London. The journej to Invernessshire is detailed with copious iniiiuteness. His eye always cauglit small details when they had meaiiiDg in them. The coach dropped him finally at the roadside, in sight of Glen TiTiim — ' the house, a rather foolish-looking, tnrretted, diminutive, pretentious, grey granite sort of a place, half a mile off ; ' the country an undulated plain — a very broad valley with no high hill but one near by, ' bare for the i-est, and by no means a Gar- den of Eden in any respect.' lie continues : — The gillie that was to wait for us was by no means waiting. He ' mistook the time.' Nothing but solitary, bare moor was waiting. I took the next cottage, left my goods there, walked ; found nobody, as usual. In brief, oh, Goody, Goody ! it was four o'clock before I actually found landlord ; four and a half landlady ; I walking all the while, with no refection but cigars : five before I could get hold of my luggage, and eight, after vain attempts at sleep amidst noises as of a sacked city, before any nourishment, for which indeed I had no appetite at all, was ministered to me. From the hospi- talities of the great world, even when kindly affected to us, good Lord deliver liooz ! . . . In fact, when I think of the Grange, and Bath House, and Ad- discombe, and consider this wretched establishment, and 500/. for two months of it, I am lost in amazement. The house is not actually much beyond Craigenputtock — say two Craigenputtocks ill con- trived and ill managed. Nor is the prospect in a higher ratio ; and for society, really Corson, ' except that he was not called Lord, and had occasionally ' his forehead all elevated into inequalities,' Cor- son, I say, was intrinsically equal to the average of * gunner bodies. ' Oh, Jeannie dear, when I think of our poverty even at the present, and see this wealth, which do you imagine I prefer ? The two Lords we have here area fat , a sensual, proud-looking man, of whom or his genesis or environment I know nothing, and then a small, leanish , neither of whom is worth a doit to me. Their wives are polite, elegant-looking women, but hardly beyond the range ; not a better, though a haughtier. Poor Lord Ashburton looks rustic and healthy, but seems more absent and oblivious than ever. A few reasonable words with me seem as if suddenly to awaken him to surprised remembrance. Young Lord N. you ^ A farmer who lived near Craigenputtock. A Shooting Paradise, 11 know. Merchant B., really one of the sensiblest figures here, he and Miss Emily Baring make up the lot, and we are crammed like herrings in a barrel. The two lads are in one room. This apart- ment of mine, looking out towards Aberdeenshire and the brown, wavy moors, is of nine feet by seven : a French bed, and hot water not to be had for scarcity of jugs. I awoke after an hour and a quarter's sleep, and one of those Peei*s of the Realm snored audibly to me. • ... In fact, it is rather clear I shall do no good here unless things alter exceedingly. I mean to petition to be oflf to tlie bothy ' to-morrow, where at least will be some kind of silence. I must go, and will if I miss another night of sleep and have to dine again at eight amidst talk of * birds ; ' and, on the whole, as soon as I can get what little bit of duty I have discovered for myself to do here done, the sooner I cut cable or lift anchor for other latitudes, I decidedly find it will be the better. . . . Pity me when thou canst, poor little soul ! or laugh at me if thou wilt. Oh ! if you could read my heart and whole thought at this moment, there is surely one sad thing you would cease to do hence- forth. But enough of all these sad niaiserles, which indeed I my- self partly laugh at ; for really I am wonderfully well to-day, and have this impregnable closet, with a window that pulls down, and the wide Highland moors before me worth looking at for once. And we shall get out of this adventure handsomely enough, if I miscalculate not, by-and-by. Milnes is to be here in a day or two, and these Lords of Parliament with their gunboxes and retinue are to go. We shall know shooting-boxes for the time to come. The Ashburtons were as attentive to Cai-lyle's peculiari- ties as it was possible to be. ]S'o prince's confessor, in the ages of faith, could have more consideration shown him than he in this restricted mansion. The best apartment was made over to him as soon as it was vacant. A special dinner was arranged for him at his own hour. But ho was out of his element. September T, I have got a big waste room, and in spite of noises and turmoils contrive to get nightly in instalments some six hours of sleep. But on the whole my visit prospers as ill as could be wished. Double, double, toil and trouble !— that and nothing else at all. * A lodge some miles distant. 12 Carlyl(^s Life in London. No reasonable word is heard, or hardly one, in the twenty-four hours. I cannot even get a washing-tub. My last attempt at washing was in a foot-j^ail, as unfit for it as a teacup would have been, and it brought on the lumbago. Patientia! I have known now what Highland shooting paradises are, and one experiment, I think, will be quite enough. On the whole, I feel hourly there will be nothing for it but to get my visit done and fly across the hills again, quam primum. It is, in fact, such a scene of folly as no sane man could wish to continue in or return to. Oh, my wise little Goody ! what a blessing in comparison with all the Peerage books and Eldorados in the world is a little solid sense derived from Heaven ! Poor ' shooting paradise ' ! It answered the purpose it was intended for. Work, even to the aristocracy, is ex- acting in these days. Pleasure is even more exacting ; and unless tliey could rough it now and then in primitive fashion and artificial plainness of living, they would sink under the burden of their splendours and the w^eariness of their duties. Carlyle had no bushiess in such a scene. He never fired off a gun in his life. lie never lived in liabitual luxury, and therefore could not enjoy the absence of common conveniences, lie was out of humour with what he saw. lie was out of humour with himself for being a part of it. Three weeks of solitude at Scotsbrig, to which he hastened to retreat, scarcely repaired his suf- ferings at Glen Truim. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Scotsbrig: September 17, 1849. I am lazy beyond measure. I sleep and smoke, and would fain do nothing else at all. If they would but let me sit alone in this room, I think I should be tempted to stay long in it, forgetting and forgotten, so inexpressibly wearied is my poor body and poor soul. Ah me ! People ought not to be angiy at me. People ought to let me alone. Perhaps they would if they rightly under- stood what I was doing and suffering in this Life Pilgrimage at times ; but they cannot, the good friendly souls ! Ah me ! or, rather : Courage ! courage ! The rough billows and cross Avinds shall not beat us yet ; not at this stage of the voyage, and harbour Scolshroj. 13 almost within sight. Tho fact is that just now I am very weary, and the more sleep I get 1 seem to grow the wearier. Yesterday I took a ride ; tho lanes all silent, fields full of stocks, and Burns- waik and the everlasting hills looking quite clear upon me. Jog ! jog ! So went the little shelty at its own slow will ; and death seemed to me almost all one with life, and eternity much the same as time. « ' September 24. Alas, my poor little Goody! These are not good times at all. . . . Your poor hand and heart, too, were in sad case on Friday. Let me hope you have well slept since that, given up * thinking of the old 'uu,' and much modified the * Gummidge ' view of affairs. Sickness and distraction of nerves is a good ex- cuse for almost any degree of despondency. . . . But we can by no means permit ourselves a philosophy a la Gummidge — not at all, poor lone critturs though we be. In fact, there remains at all times and in all conceivable situations, short of Tophet itself, a set of quite infinite prizes for us to strive after — namely, of duties to do ; and not till after they are done can we talk of retir- ing to the * House.* Oh no ! Give up that, I entreat you ; for it is mere want of sleep and other unreality, I tell you. There has nothing changed in the heavens nor in the earth since times were much more tolerable than that. Poor thing ! You are utterly worn out ; and I hope a little, though I have no right properly, to get a letterkin to-morrow with a cheerioj' report of matters. Furthermore, I am coming home myself in some two days, and I reasonably calculate, not wnreasonably according to all the light I have, that our life may be much more comfortable together than it has been for some yeara past. In me, if I can help it, there shall not be anything wanting for an issue so desirable, so indis- l)Gnsable in fact. If you ^vill open your own eyes and shut your evil demon's imaginings and dreamings, I firmly believe all will soon be well. God grant it. Amen, amen ! I love thee always, little as thou wilt believe it. September 25. For two nights past I have got into the bad habit of dividing my sleep in two ; waking a couple of hours by way of interlude, and then sleeping till ton o'clock — a bad habit, if I could mend it ; but who can ? My two hours of waking pass in wondrous resuscitations and reviews of all manner of dead events, not quite ' In anuwer to a melancholy letter. 14 Ca7'lyle's Life in London. nnprofitably perhaps, and though, sadly, not unpleasantly — sad as death, but also quiet as death, and with a faint reflex of sacred joy (if I could be worthy of it), like the light which is beyond death. No earthly fortune is very formidable to me, nor very desirable. A soul of something heavenly I do seem to see in every human life, and in my own too, and that is traly and for ever of imj^ortance to me^ . . . Oh my dear little Jeannie ! — for on the whole there is none of them all worth naming beside thee when thy better genius is not banished — try to sleep to compose thy poor little heart and nerves, to love me as of old, at least not to hate me. My heart is very weary, wayworn too with fifty-three rough years behind me : but it is bound to thee, poor soul ! as I can never bind it to any other. Help me to lead well what of life may still remain, and I will be for ever grateful. — God bless you always. T. Caelyle. The three months of holiday were thus spent — -strange holidays. But a man carries liis shadow clinging to hhii, and cannot part with it, except in a novel. lie was now driven by accumulation of discontent to disburden his heart of its secretions. During the last two revolutionary years he had covered many sheets with his reflections. At the bottom of his whole nature lay abhorrence of false- hood. To see facts as they actually were, and, if that was impossible, at least to desire to see them, to be sincere with his own soul, and to speak to others exactly what he himself believed, was to him tlie highest of all human duties. Therefoi-e he detested cant with a perfect hatred. Cant was organised hypocrisy, the art of making things seem what they were not ; an art so deadly that it killed the very souls of those who practised it, carrying them beyond the stage of conscious falsehood into a belief in their own illusions, and reducing them to the wretchedest of possible conditions, that of being sincerely insincere. With cant of this kind he saw all Europe, all America, overrun ; but beyond all, his own England appeared to him to be drenched in cant — cant religious, cant political, cant moral, cant artistic, cant everywhere and in every- Letter to Erakine. 15 thing. A letter to Mr. Erskine, written before the Fiench Revolution, shows what he was then thinking about it ; and all that had happened since had wrought his convic- tion to whiter heat. To Tftomas Erskine, Linlatlien. June 12, 1847. One is warned by Nature herself not to * sit down by the side of sad thoughts,' as my friend Oliver has it, and dwell voluntarily with what is sorrowful and painful. Yet at the same time one has to say for oneself— at least I have— that all the good I ever got came to me rather in the shape of sorrow : that there is nothmg noble or godlike in this world but has in it something of ' infinite sadness,* very different indeed from what the cuiTent moral phi- losophies represent it to us ; and surely in a time like oui-s, if in any time, it is good for a man to be driven, were it by never such harsh methods, into looking at this great universe with his own eyes, for himself and not for another, and trying to adjust himself truly there. By the helps and traditions of othera he never will adjust himself : others are but offering him their miserable spy- glasses ; Puseyite, Presbyterian, Free Kirk, old Jew, old Greek, middle-age Italian, imperfect, not to say distorted, 8emi-oi)a(]ue, wholly opaque and altogether melancholy and rejectable spy- glasses, one and all, if one has eyes left. On me, too, the pressui'e of these things falls veiy heavy : indeed I often feel the loneliest of all the sons of Adam; and, in the jargon of poor gi-imacing men, it is as if one listened to the jabbering of spectres — not a cheerful situation at all while it lasts. In fact, I am quite idle so far as the outer hand goes at present. Silent, not from having nothing, but from having infinitely too much, to say: out of which pei-plexity I know no road except that of getting more and more miserable in it, till one is foixed to say something, and so carry on the work a little, I must not complain. I must tiy to get my work done while the days and years are. Nay, is not that the thing I would, before all others, have chosen, had the uni- verse and all its felicities been freely offered me to take my share from ? The great soul of this world is Just. With a voice soft as the harmony of 8f)heres, yet stronger, sterner, than all thunders, this message does now and then reach us through tlie hollow jar- gon of things. This great fact we live in, and were made by. It is *a noble Spartan Mother' to all of us that^dare be sons to it. 16 Carlyle^s Life in London. Courage ! we must not quit our shields ; we must return home upon our shields, having fought in the battle till we died. That is verily the law. Many a time I remember that of Dante, the in- scription on the gate of hell : ' Eternal love made me ' — made even me ; a word which the paltry generations of this time shriek over, and do not in the least understand. I confess their 'Exeter Hall,' with its froth oceans, benevolence, &c., &c., seems to me amongst the most degraded platitudes this world ever saw ; a more brutal idolatry perhaps — for they are white men, and their century is the nineteenth — than that of Mumbo Jumbo itself ! This, you per- ceive, is strong talking. This I have got to say yet, or try what I can do toward saying if I live. From Dan to Beersheba I find the same most mournful fact written down for me ; mutely calling on me to read it and speak it abroad if I be not a lazy coward and slave, which I would fain avoid being. . . . It is every way very strange to consider what 'Christianity,' so called, has grown to within these two centuries, on the Howard and Fry side as on every other— a paltry, mealy-mouthed ' religion of cowards,' who can have no religion but a sham one, which also, as I believe, awaits its ' abolition ' from the avenging power. If men will turn away their faces from God, and set up idols, temporary phantasms, instead of the Eternal One — alas ! the consequences are from of old well known. Religion, a religion that was true, meant a rule of con- duct according to the law of God. Religion, as it existed in England, had become a thing of opinion, of emotion flowing over into benevolence as an imagined substitute for justice. Over* the conduct of men in their ordinary business it had ceased to operate at all, and therefore, to Carlyle, it was a hollow appearance, a word without force or controlling power in it. Religion was obligation, a command which bound men to duty, as something which they were compelled to do under tremendous penalties. The modern world, even the religious part of it, had sup- posed that the grand aim was to abolish compulsion, to establish universal f j-eedom, leaving each man to the light of his own conscience or his own will. Freedom — that was the word — tKe glorious birthright which, once realised, Meaning of Religion. 17 was to turn earth into paradise. And this was cant ; and those who were loudest about it could not themselves be- lieve it, but could only pretend to believe it. In a con- ditioned existence like ours, freedom was impossible. To the race as a race, the alternative was work or starvation — all were bound to work in their several ways ; some nuist work or all would die ; and the result of the boasted political liberty was an arrangement where the cunning or the strong appropriated the lion's share of the harvest without working, while the multitude lived on by toil, and toiled to get the means of living. That was the actual outcome of the doctrine of liberty, as seen in existing society ; nor in fact to any kind of man anywhere was freedom possible in the popular sense of the word. Each one of us was compassed round with restrictions on his personal will, and the wills even of the strongest were slaves to inclination. The serf whose visible fetters were struck off was a serf still under the law of nature, lie might change his master, but a master he must have of some kind, or die ; and to speak of * emancipation ' in and by itself, as any mighty gain or step in progress, was the wildest of illusions. No * progress ' would or could be made on the lines of Eadicals or philanthropists. The * liberty,' the only liberty, attainable by the multitude of ignorant mortals, was in being guided or else compelled by some one wiser than themselves. They gained nothing if they exchanged the bondage to man for bondage to the devil. It was assumed in the talk of the day that ' eman- cipation' created manliness, self respect, improvement of character.' To Carlyle, who looked at facts, all this was * Mr. Gladstone somewhere quotes Homer in support of this argument riik^w yap t aptry)^ areoaiwrat. evpvoira Ztvf avipof, efr' ay fiiv xara SovXiov Jiftap «A}j(ri»'. '.Tove strips a man of half his virtue on the day whtMi slavery lays hold on him.' Homer, be it observed, places thesie words in the mouth of Eumoius, who was himself a slave. Eumaius and another slave were alono found faith- VoL. IV.— 2 18 Carlyle^s Life in London. wind. Those ' grinders,' for instance, whom he had seen in that Manchestei- cellar, earning high wages, that they might live merrily for a year or two, and die at the end of them — were they improved ? Was freedom to kill them- selves for drink such a blessed thing ? Were they reall}^ better oif than slaves who were at least as well cared for as their master's cattle ? The cant on this subject enraged him. lie, starting from the other ]yole^ believing not in the rights of man, but in the duties of man, could see nothing in it but detestable selfishness disguised in the plumage of angels — a shameful substitute for the neglect of the human ties by which man was bound to man. ' Facit indignatio versimi? Wrath with the things which he saw around him inspired the Roman poet ; wrath drove Car- lyle into writing the ^ Latter-day Pamphlets.' Journal. November 1\, 1849. — Went to Ireland — wandered about there all through July, have half forcibly recalled all my remembrances, and thrown them down on a paper since my return. Ugly spec- tacle, sad health, sad humour, a thing unjoyful to look back upon. The whole country figures in my mind like a ragged coat or huge beggar's gaberdine, not patched or patchable any longer; far from a joyful or beautiful spectacle. Went afterwards from An- nandale to the Highlands as far as Glen Truim ; spent there ten wretched days. To Annandale a second time, and thence home after a fortnight, leaving my poor mother ill of a face cold, from which she is not yet quite entirely recovered. The last glimpses of her at the door, whither she had followed me, contrary to bar- gain ; these are things that lie beyond speech. How lonely I am now gi'own in the world ; how hard, many times as if I were made of stone ! All the old tremulous affection lies in me, but it is as if frozen. So mocked, and scourged, and driven mad by contra- dictions, it has, as it were, lain down in a kind of iron sleep. The general history of man? Somewhat, I suppose, and yet not ful to their king when the free citizens of Tthaca had forgotten him, Eumaeus was speaking of the valets left at home in their master's absence. The free valets in a modern house left in similar circumstances would probably have not been very superior to them. *• Latter day ramphltU? 19 wholly. Woi*ds cannot express the love and sorrow of my old memories, chiefly out of boyhood, as they occasionally rise upon me, and I have now no voice for them at all. One's heart becomes a grim Hades, peopled only with silent preternaturalism. No more of this ! God help me ! God soften me again — so far as now softness can be suitable for such a soul ; or rather let me pray for wisdom, for silent capability to manage this huge haggard world — at once a Hades and an Elysium, a celestial and infei-nal as I see, which has been given me to inhabit for a time and to nile over as I can. No lonelier soul, I do believe, lies under the sky at this moment than myself. Masses of written stuff, which I grudge a little to burn, and trying to sort something out of them for magazine articles, series of pamphlets, or whatever they will promise to tuni to — does not yet succeed with me at all : am not yet in the * paroxysm of clairvoyance ' which is indispensable. Is it ? All these paper bundles were written last summer, and are wrongish, every word of them. Might serve as newspaper or pamphletary introduction, overture, or accompaniment to the un- nanieable book I have to write. In dissent from all the world ; in black contradiction, deep as the bases of my life, to all the phil- anthropic, emancipatory, constitutional, and other anarchic revo- lutionary jargon, with which the world, so far as I can conceive, is now full. Alas ! and the governors of the world are as anarchic as anybody (witness the Canada Parliament and governor just now, witness, &c. &c., all over the world) ; not pleasing at all to be in a minority of one in regard to everything. The worst is, however, I am not yet true to myself ; I cannot yet call in my wandering truant being, and bid it wholly set to the work fit for it in this hour. Oh, let me persist, pei-sist— may the heavens grant mo power to persist in that till I do succeed in it ! November 16, 1849. — A sad feature in employments like mine, that you cannot cairy them on continuously. My work needs all to be done with my nerves in a kind of blaze ; such a state of soul and body as would soon kill me, if not intermitted. I have to rest accordingly ; to stop and sink into total coUapse, the getting out of which again is a labour of labours. Papers on the 'Negro Question,* fraction of said rubbish coming out in the next * Fraser.' A paper on the Kegro or digger question, properly the first of the ' Latter-day Pamplilets,' was Carlyle's declara- tion of war against modern Radicalism. Hitherto, though 20 Carlyle^s Life in London. his orthodoxy was questionable, the Radicals had been glad to claim him as belonging to them ; and if Eadical- ism meant an opinion that modern society required to be reconstituted from the root, he had been, was, and re- mained the most thoroughgoing of them all. His objec- tion was to the cant of Radicalism ; the philosophy of it, '• bred of philanthropy and the Dismal Science,' the pur- port of which was to cast the atoms of human society adrift, mocked with the name of liberty, to sink or swim as they could, ^^egro emancipation had been the special boast and glory of the new theory of universal happiness. The twenty millions of indemnity and the free West In- dies had been chanted and celebrated for a quarter of a century from press and platform. Weekly, almost daily, the English newspapers were crowing over the Americans, flinging in their teeth the Declaration of Independence, blowing up in America itself a flame which was ripening towards a furious war, while the result of the experiment so far had been the material ruin of colonies once the most precious that we had, and the moral ruin of the blacks themselves, who were rotting away in sensuous idle- ness amidst the wrecks of the plantations. He was touch- ing the shield with the point of his lance when he chose this sacredly sensitive subject for his first onslaught. He did not mean that the ' Niggers ' should have been kept as cattle, and sold as cattle at their owners' pleasure. He did mean that they ought to have been treated as human beings, for whose souls and bodies the whites were responsible; that they should have been placed in a posi- tion suited to their capacity, like that of the English serf under the Plantagenets ; protected against ill-usage by law ; attached to the soil ; not allowed to be idle, but cared for themselves, their wives and their children, in health, in sickness, and in old age. He said all this ; but he said it fiercely, scornfully, in '' Latter day Pa7ii;phlets.^ 21 tlie tone which could least conciliate attention. Black Quashee and his friends were spattered with ridicule which stmig the more from the justice of it. The following pas- sage could least he pardoned because the truth which it contained could least be denied : — Dead corpses, the rotting botly of a brother man, whom fate or unjust men have killed, this is not a pleasant spectacle. But what say you to the dead soul of a man in a body which still pretends to be vigorously alive, and can drink rum? An idle white gen- tleman is not pleasant to me, but what say you to an idle black gentleman with his rum bottle in his hand (for a little additional pumpkin you can have red hemngs and rum in Demerara), no breeches on his body, pumpkin at discretion, and the fi-uitfullest region of the earth going back to jungle round him ? Such things the sun looks down upon in oui* fine times, and I for one would rather have no hand in them. . . . Yes — this is the eternal law of nature for a man, my beneficent Exeter Hall fiicnds ; this, that he shall be permitted, encouraged, and, if need be, comj^elled to do what work the Maker of him has intended for this world. Not that he should eat pumpkin with never such felicity in the West India Islands, is or can be the blessedness of our black friend ; but that he should do useful work there, according as the gifts have been bestowed on him for that. And his own happi- ness and that of others round him will alone be possible by his and their getting into such a relation that this can be pei-mitted him, and in case of need that this can be compelled him. I beg you to understand this, for you seem to have a little forgotten it ; and there lie a thousand influences in it not quite useless for Exeter Hall at present. The idle black man in the "West Indies had not long since the right, and will again, under better form, if it please Heaven, have the right— actually the first * right of man ' for an indolent peraon — to be compelled to work as he was fit, and to do the Maker's will who had constmcted him with such and such capabilities and prefigurements of capabihty. And I inces- santly pray Heaven that all men, the whitest alike and the blackest, the richest and the poorest, had attained precisely the same right, the Divine right of being compelled (if * permitted * will not answer) to do what work they are api)ointed for, and not to go idle another minute in a life which is so short, and where idleness 80 soon runs to putrescence. Alas ! we had then a perfect world, 22 Carlyle's Life in London. and the Millennium, and tlie ' organisation of labour ' and reign of complete blessedness for all workers and men had then arrived, which in their own poor districts of this planet, as we all lament to know, it is very far from having got done. I once asked Carlyle if he liad ever thought of going into Parliament, for I knew that the opportunity must liave been offered him. ^ Well,' he said, ' I did think of it at the time of the '' Latter-day Pamphlets." I felt that nothing could prevent me from getting up in the House and saying all that.' He was powerful, but he was not powerful enough to have discharged with his single voice the vast volume of conventional electricity with which the collective wisdom of the nation was, and remains, charged. It is better that his thoughts should have been committed to enduring print, where they remain to be reviewed here- after by the light of fact. The article on the ' Nigger question ' gave, as might have been expected, universal offence. Many of his old admirers drew back after this, and * walked no more with him.' John Mill replied fiercely in the same magazine. They had long ceased to be intimate ; they were hence- forth ' rent asunder,' not to be again united. Each w^ent his own course ; but neither Mill nor Carlyle forgot that they had once been friends, and each to the last spoke of the other with affectionate regret. The Pamphlets commenced at the beginning of 1850, and went on month after month, each separately published, no magazine daring to become responsible for them. The first was on ' The Present Time,' on the advent and pros- pects of Democracy. The revolutions of 1848 had been the bankruptcy of falsehood, ' the tumbling out of impos- tures into the street.' The problem left before the world was how nations were hereafter to be governed. The English people imagined that it could be done by ' suf- frages ' and the ballot-box ; a system under which St. Paul '^ Latter-day FampfdeU.^ 23 and Judas Iscariot would each have an equal vote, and one would have as much power as the other. This was like saying that when a ship was going on a voyage round the world the crew were to be brought together to elect their own officers, and vote the course which was to be followed. Unanimity on board ship— yes indeed, the ship's crew may be very nnanimous, which doubtless for the time being will be veiy comfortable for the ship's crew, and to their phantasm captain, if they have one. But if' the tack they imanimously steer upon is guiding them into the belly of the abyss, it will not profit them much. Ships accordingly do not use the ballot-box, and they re- ject the phantasm species of captains. One wishes much some other entities, since all entities lie undei' the same rigorous set of laws, could be brought to show as much wisdom and sense at least of self-preservation, the first command of nature. The words in italics contain tlie essence of Carlyle's teaching. If they are true, the inference is equally true that in Democracy there can be no finality. If the laws are fixed under which nations are allowed to prosper, men fittest by capacity and experience to read those laws must be placed in command, and the ballot-box never will and never can select the fittest ; it will select the sham fittest, or the U7i^ttest The suffrage, the right of every man to a voice in the selection of his rulers, was, and is, the first article of the Radical Magna Charta, the a7'ticulu8 stantls vel cadeQith lieipuhlwce, and is so accepted by every modern Liberal statesman. Carlyle met it with a denial as complete and scornful as Luther flung at Tetzel and his Indulgences — not, however, with the same approval from those whom he addressed. Luther found the grass dry and ready to kindle. Tlie belief which Carlyle assailed was alive and green with hope and vigour. Journal, Fehruaiy 7, 1850. — Trying to write my * Latter-day Pamphlets.* Such foi-m, after infinite haggling, has the thing now assumed. Some twelve pamphlets, if I can but get them written at all ; 24 Ccvdyle's Life hi London. then leave the matter lying. No. 1 came out a week ago ; yields nio a most confused response. Little save abuse hitherto, and the sale reported to be vigorous. Abuse enough, and almost that only, is what I have to look for with confidence. Nigger article has roused the ire of all philanthroiDists to a quite unexpected pitch. Among other very poor attacks on it was one in ' Fraser ; ' most shrill, thin, poor and insignificant, which I was surprised to learn X3roceeded from John Mill. . . . He has neither told me nor reminded me of anything that I did not very well know before- hand. No use in writing that kind of criticism. For some years back Mill, who once volunteered a close constant intimacy for a long time, has volunteered a complete withdrawal of himself ; and now, instead of reverent discipleship, which he asj^ired to, seems to have taken the function of getting up to contradict whatever I say. Curious enough. But poor Mill's fate in various ways has been very tragic. His misery, when I chance to see him in the street or otherwise (for we never had a M'ord of quarrel), appeals to my pity if any anger was rising. . . . The Pamphlets are all as bad as need be. If I could but get my meaning exi^laiued at all, I should care little in what style it Avas. But my state of health and heart is highly unfavourable. Nay, worst of all, a kind of stony indifference is spreading over me. I am getting weary of suffer- ing, feel as if I could sit down in it and say, ' Well, then, I shall soon die at any rate.' Truly all human things, fames, promotions, pleasures, prosperities, seem to me inexpressibly contemptible at times. The second pamphlet, on ' Model Prisons,' was as savage as the first. Society, conscious at heart that it was itself unjust, and did not mean to mend itself, was developing out of its uneasiness a universal ' Scoundrel Protection ' sentiment. Society was concluding that inequalities of condition were inevitable ; that those who suffered under them, and rebelled, could not fairly be punished, but were to be looked upon as misguided brethren suffering under mental disorders, to be cured in moral hospitals, called by euphemism Houses of Correction. ' Pity for human calamity,' the pamphlet said, ' was very beautiful, but the deep oblivion of the law of right and wrong, the indiscrim- * Latter-day Pampldets? 25 inate mashing up of riglit and wrong into a patent treacle, was not beautiful at all.' Wishing to see the system at work with his own eyes, Carlyle had visited the Millbank Penitentiary. He found 1,200 prisoners, ' notable murderesses among them,' in airy apartments of perfect cleanliness, comfortably warmed and clothed, quietly, and not too severely, picking oakum ; their diet, bread, soup, meat, all superlatively excellent. He saw a literary Chartist rebel in a private court, master of his own time and spiritual resources ; and he felt that ' he himself, so left with paper, ink, and all taxes and botherations shut out from him, could have written such a book as no reader w^ould ever get from him.' Pie looked at felon after felon. He saw ' ape faces, imp faces, angry dog faces, heavy sullen ox faces, degraded underfoot per- verse creatures, sons of greedy mutinous darkness.' ' To give the owners of such faces their ' due ' could be at- tempted only where there was an effort to give every one his due, and to be fair all round ; and as this was not to be thought of, ' they were to be reclaimed by the method of love.' * Hopeless for evermore such a project.' And these fine hospitals were maintained by rates levied on the honest outside, who were struggling to support them- selves without becoming felons — 'rates on the poor ser- vants of God and Her Majesty, who were still trying to serve both, to boil right soup for the Devil's declared elect.' He did not expect that his protests would be attended to then, but in twenty years he thought there might be more agreement with him. This, like many other proph- ecies of his, has proved true. We hang and flog now with small outcry and small compunction. But the ferocity with which he struck right and left at honoured names, the contempt which he heaped on an amiable, if not a wise experiment, gave an impression of his own character as false as it was unpleasant. He was really the most ten- 26 Carlyle^s Life in London. der-hearted of men. His savageness was but affection turned sour, and what lie said was the opposite of what he did. Many a time I have remonstrated wlien I saw him give a shilling to some wretch with ' Devil's elect ' on his forehead. 'No doubt he is a son of Gehenna/ Carljle would say ; ' but you can see it is very low water with him. This modern life hardens our hearts more than it should.' On the Pamphlets rushed. The third was on ' Down- ing Street and Modern Government.' Lord John Russell, I remember, plaintively spoke of it in the House of Com- mons. The fourth was on a ' New Downing Street, such as it might and ought to become.' The fifth, on ' Stump Oratory,' was perhaps the most important of the set, for it touched a problem of moment then, and now every day becoming of greater moment ; for the necessary tendency of Democracy is to throw the power of the State into the hands of eloquent speakers, and eloquent speakers have never since the world began been wise statesmen. Car- lyle had not read Aristotle's ' Politics,' but he had arrived in his own road at Aristotle's conclusions. All forms of government, Aristotle says, are ruined by parasites and flatterers. The parasite of the monarch is the favourite who flatters his vanity and hides the truth from him. The parasite of a democracy is tlie orator ; the people are his masters, and he rules by pleasing them. He dares not tell them unpleasant truths, lest he lose his popularity ; he must call their passions emotions of justice, and their prejudices conclusions of reason. He dares not look facts in the face, and facts prove too strong for him. To the end of his life Carlyle thouglit with extreme anxiety on this subject, and, as will be seen, had more to say about it. • I need not follow the Pamphlets in detail. There were to have been twelve originally ; one, I think, on the ' Ex- odus from Houndsditch,' for he occasionally reproached himself afterwards for over-reticence on that subject. He ' Latter -'f't;/ Pamphlets.'' 27 was not likely to liave hwn deterred by fear of giviiiij^ offence. But the arguments against speaking out about it were always as present with him as the arguments for openness. Perhaps he concluded, on the whole, that the good which he might do would not outbalance the pain he wonld inllict. The series, at any rate, ended with the eighth — upon ' Jesuitism,' a word to which he gave a wider significance than technically belongs to it. England supposed that it had repudiated sufficiently Ignatius Loyola and the Company of Jesus; but, little as England knew it, Ignatius's peculiar doctrines had gone into its heart, and were pouring through all its veins and arteries. Jesu- itism to Carlyle was the deliberate shutting of the eyes to truth ; the deliberate insincerity which, if persisted in, becomes itself sincere. You choose to tell a lie because, for various reasons, it is convenient ; you defend it with argument — till at length yon are given over to believe it — and the religious side of your mind being thus penally paralysed ; morality becomes talk and conscience becomes emotion ; and your actual life has no authoritative guide left but personal selfishness. Thus, by the side of a pro- fession of Christianity, England had adopted for a work- ing creed Political Economy, which is the contradictory of Christianity, imagining that it could believe both together. Christianity tells us that we are not to care for the things of the earth. Political economy is concerned with nothing else. Christianity says that the desire to make money is tlie root of all evil. Political economy says that the more < ach man struggles to 'make money' the better for the commonwealth. Christianity says that it is the business of the magistrate to execute justice and maintain truth. Political economy (or the system of government founded upon it) limits 'justice' to the keeping of the peace, de- clares that the magistrate has nothing to do with main- taining truth, and that every man must be left free to 28 CarlyWe Life in London. hold Ills own opinions and advance liis own interests in any way that he pleases, short of fraud and violence. Jesuitism, or the art of finding reasons for w^iatever we wish to believe, had enabled Englishmen to persuade themselves that both these theories of life could be true at the same time. They kept one for Sundays, the other for tlie working days ; and the practical moral code thus evolved, Carlyle throws out in a w^ld freak of humour, comparable only to the memorable epitaph on the famous Baron in ' Sartor Resartus.' It is placed in the mouth of his imaginary friend, Sauerteig, who is generally responsi- ble for every extravagant utterance. Pig Pldlosophy. If the inestimable talent of literature should, in these swift days of progress, be extended to the brute creation, having fairly taken in all the human, so that swine and oxen could communicate to us on paper what they thought of the universe, then might curious results, not uninstructive to some of us, ensue. Suppos- ing swine (I mean four-footed swine) of sensibility and superior logical parts had attained such culture, and could, after survey and reflection, jot down for us their notion of the universe and of their interests and duties there, might it not well interest a dis- cerning public, perhaps in unexpected ways, and give a stimulus to the languishing book trade ? The votes of all creatures, it is understood at present, ought to be had, that you may legislate for them with better insight. ' How can you govern a thing,' say many, ' without first asking its vote ? ' Unless, indeed, you already chance to know its vote, and even something more — namely, what you are to think of its vote, what it wants by its vote, and, still more important, what Nature wants, which latter at the end of the account is the only thing that will be got. Pig propositions in a vague form are somewhat as follows : — 1. The universe, so far as sane conjecture can go, is an immeas- urable swine's trough, consisting of solid and liquid and of other contrasts and kinds ; especially consisting of attainable and unat- tainable, the latter in immensely greater quantities for most pigs. 2. Moral evil is unattainability of pig's wash ; moral good, at- tainability of ditto. ''Latter-day PanvpJdeta.^ 29 3. What is Paradise or the State of Innocence? Paradiso, called also State of Innocence, Age of Gold, and other names, was (according to i)igs of weak judgment) unlimited attainability of pig's wash ; perfect fullilment of one's wishes, so that pigs' imagination could not outrun reality : a fable and an imijossi- bility, as pigs of sense now see. 4. Define the whole duty of pigs. It is the mission of universal pighood to diminish the quantity of unattainable, and increase that of attainable. All knowledge and desii-e and effort ought to be directed thither, and thither only. Pig science, pig enthusiasm and devotion have this one aim. It is the whole duty of pigs. 5. Pig poetry ought to consist of universal recognition of the excellence of pig's wash and ground barley, and the felicity of pigs whose trough is in order, and who have had enough. Hrumph ! 6. The pig knows the weather. Ho ought to look out what kind of weather it will be. 7. Who made the pig ? Unknown. Perhaps the pork-butcher. 8. Have you law and justice in Pigdom ? Pigs of observation have discerned that there is, or was once supposed to be, a thing called justice. Undeniably, at least there is a sentiment in pig nature called indignation, revenge, osed, for a parting kiss, with a lighted cigar in his mouth, and in the ' Letters and Memorials ' he allowed the reproach to stand without ex- planation.' Evidently she had resented the outrage on the spot, and, as he humbly said, *he had not needed that addition to make his lonely journey abundantly sombre.' Yet he had been innocent as a child. To Jane Welsh Carlyley Manchester. Scotsbrig, September 4, 1851. That of the cigar, at which you showed so much offence, not much to my consolation on the way homewards, was an attempt on my part to whisper to you that I had given the maid half a crown, nothing more or other, as I am a living sinner. What you, in your kind assiduity, were aiming at, I in the frightful, hateful whirl of such a scene had not in the least noticed or surmised. You un- kind woman, unfortunate with the best intentions, to send me off in that humour with such a viaticum through the manufactui'ing districts ! I thought of it all day ; yet \cith sorrow, not with anger, if you will believe me. How many of Carlyle's imagined delinquencies in this department may not have been equally explicable ! Of late years, even with her he had grown shy and awkward ; meaning always well, and failing in manner from timidity. At Scotsbrig he soothed himself with the * Life of Chal- mers.' 'An excellent Christian man,' he said. * About as great a contrast to himself in all ways as could be found in these epochs under the same sky.' He found his mother not ill, but visibly sinking. She had divined that all was not as well in Cheyne Row as it ought to be. Why had not Mrs. Carlyle come too, to see her before she died ? She said over and over again, ' I wad ha' liked well to see » Vol. ii., p. 11. TO Carhjle^s Life in London. Janie ance mair.' All else was still and peaceful. The air, the home faces, the honest, old-fashioned life, did for him what Malvern and Gully could not do. The noise of the outside world reached him only as an echo, and he was only provoked a little when its disturbances came into his close neighbourhood. Father Gavazzi (he says, in a letter of September 10) is going to harangue them (at Dumfries) to-morrow in Italian, which one would think must be an extremely unprofitable operation for all but the Padre himself. This blockhead, nevertheless, is actually making quite a furore at Glasgow and all over the west country, such is the anti-Popish humour of the people. They take him for a kind of Italian Knox (God help them ! ), and one ass, whom I heard the bray of in some Glasgow newspaper, says, * He strik- ingly reminds you of our grand hater of shams, T. Carlyle.' Cer- tainly a very striking resemblance indeed ! Oh, I am sick of the stupidity of mankind — a servum pecus. I had no idea till late times what a bottomless fund of darkness there is in the human animal, especially when congregated in masses, and set to build Crystal Palaces, &c., under King Cole, Prince Albert and Com- pany. The profoundest Orcus or beUy of chaos itself, this is the emblem of them. Scotsbrig lasted three weeks. There had been an old arrangement that Carlyle should spend a few days at Paris with the Ashburtons. Lord and Lady Ashburton were now there, and wrote to summon him to join them. At such a command the effort seemed not impossible, lie went to London, joined Browning at the South Eastern Railway station, and the same evening found him at Meurice's. The first forty-eight hours were tolerable: ' nothing to do except amuse himself,' which he thought could be borne for a day or two. Lord Ashburton of course saw everyone that was worth seeing. ' Thiers came the second afternoon and talked immense quantities of watery enough vain matter.' Thiers was followed by two other ' men of letters,' ' one Merimee,' ' one Laborde,' NichU 2u Tnj) to rar'iH. 71 hedeuten. The third and fourth nights sleep unfortunately failed, with the usual consequences. He grew desperate, ' found thai he had made a fruitless jump into a Red Sea of mud.' The last remains of his patience vanished when Merimee dared to say that he ' thought Goethe an in- ferior French apprentice.' This was enough of literature, lie packed his bag and fled home to Chelsea. He had better have stayed out his time at Scotsbrig. On his ar- rival he recorded his Paris adventures in his Journal. Went to Paris for a week, tmvelling with the Brownings, and got nothing by the business but confusion, pain, disappointment ; total (or almost total) want of sleep ; and, in fine, returned home by express train and Calais packet in one day ; glad beyond all things, and almost incredulous of the fact, to find myself in my own bed again, in my own poor hut again, with the prospect of ar- rangements that suited me a little. Saw at Paris, besides English people of high name, but small significance, Thiers several times — not expressly visiting me — a lively little Provencal figure, not dislikeable, veiy far from estimable in any sense : item, MerimSe — wooden pedant, not without conciseness, pertinency, and a certain sarcastic insight — on the whole, no mortal of the slightest interest or value to me. To be at the trouble of speaking a foreign lan- guage (so ill) with such people on such topics as ours was a per- petual burden to me. Had letters to some others, but burnt them. Found some interest in looking over the physical aspects of Paris again, and contrasting it and myself with what had existed twenty- six years before. The town had a dirty unswept look still ; other- wise was much changed for the better. Bide in the Bois de Bou- logne with Lord Ashburton, horses swift and good, furnished by an Englishman — nothing else worth much — roads all in dust- whirlwinds, with omnibuses and scrubby vehicles ; the Bois itself nearly solitary, and with a soft sandy riding-course ; othen^ise dirty, unkempt, a smack of the sordid grating everywhere on one*s ill-humour. Ariiculate-speaking France was altogether without beauty or meaning to me in my then diseased mood ; but I saw ti*aces of the inarticulate, industrial, &c., being the true France and much worthier. CHAPTER XX. A.D. 1851-2. ^T. 56-57. Purpose formed to write on Frederick the Great — The author of the * Handbook of Spain ' — Afflicting visitors — Studies for * Frederick ' — Visit to Linlathen — Proposed tour in Ger- many — Rotterdam — The Ehine — Bonn — Homburg— Frank- furt — Wartburg — Luther reminiscences — "Weimar — Berlin — Eeturn to England. For several years now, with the exception of the short interval when he wrote Sterling's life, Carlyle had been growling in print and talk over all manner of men and things. The revolutions of 1848 had aggravated his natural tendencies. He liad thought ill enough before of the modern methods of acting and thinking, and had fore- seen that no good would come of them. The universal crash of European society had confirmed his convictions. He saw England hurrying on to a similar catastrophe. He had lifted up his voice in warning, and no one would listen to him, and he was irritated, disappointed, and per- haps surprised at the impotence of his own admonitions. To go on with them, to continue railing like Timon, was waste of time and breath ; and time and breath had been given to him to use and not to waste. His best I'esonree, he knew, was to engage with some subject large enough and difficult enough to take up all his attention, and he had fixed at last on Frederick of Prussia. He had dis- cerned for one thing that Prussia, in those days of totter- ing thrones, was, or would be, the centre of European Frederick the Great, 73 stability, and that it was Frederick who had made Prussia what she was. It was an enormous undertaking; noth- ing less than the entire history, secular and spiritual, of the eighteenth century. He was not one of those easy writers who take without inquiry the accredited histories, and let their own work consist in hashing and seasoning and flavouring. He never stated a fact without having himself gone to the original authority for it, knowing what facts suflFer in the cooking process. For Carlyle to write a book on Frederick would involve the reading of a mountain of books, memoirs, journals, letters, state papers. The work with Cromwell would be child's play to it. He would have to travel over a large part of Germany, to see Berlin and Potsdam, to examine battle-fields and the plans of campaigns. He would have to make a special study, entirely new to him, of military science and the art of war ; all this he would have to do, and do it thoroughly, for he never went into any work by halves. He was now fifty-six years old, and might well pause before such a plunge. Frederick himself, too, was not a man after Car- lyle's heart. He had 'no piety ' like Cromwell, no fiery convictions, no zeal for any ' cause of God,' real or im- agined. He lived in an age when sincere spiritual helief had become difficult, if not impossible. But he had one supreme merit, that he was not a hypocrite : what he did not feel he did not pretend to feel. Of cant— either con- scious cant, or the ' sincere cant' which Carlyle found to be so loathsome in England— there was in Frederick ab- solutely none. He was a man of supreme intellectual ability. One belief he had, and it was the explanation of his strength —a belief \\\ facts. To know the fact always cxiftly as it was, and to make his actions conform to it, was the first condition with him ; never to allow facts to be concealed from himself, or distorted, or pleasantly flavoured with words or spurious sentiments j and there- 74 Carlyle's Life m London. fore Frederick, if not a religious man, was a true man, the nearest approach to a religious man that Carlyle believed perhaps to be in these days possible. He might not be true in the sense that he never deceived others. Poli- ticians, with a large stake upon the board, do not play with their cards on the table. But he never, if he could help it, deceived himself ; never hid his own heart from himself by specious phrases, or allowed voluntary halluci- nations to blind his eyes, and thus he stood out an excep- tional figure in the modern world. Whether at his age he could go through with such an enterprise was still un- certain to him; but he resolved to try, and on coming back from Paris sat down to read whatever would come first to hand. He did not recover his good-humour. Lady Ashburton invited Mrs. Carlyle to spend December with her at the Grange, to help in amusing some visitors. She did not wish to go, and yet hardly dared say no. She consulted John Carlyle. Heaven knows (she wrote) what is to be said from me individu- ally. If I refuse this time, she will quarrel with me outright. That is her way ; and as quarrelling with her would involve also quarrelling with Mr. C. it is not a thing to be done lightly. I wish I knew what to answer for the best. Not a pleasant position for a wife, but she made the best of it and submitted. She went to the Grange. He stayed behind with Jomini and the Seven Years' War, patiently reading, attending to his health, dining out, see- ing his friends, and at least endeavouring to recover some sort of human condition — even, as it seems, cleansing the Cheyne Row premises with his own hands. To Jane Welsh Carlyle, at the Grange. Chelsea : December 8, 1851. On Saturday last in the morning I did what is probably my chief act of virtue since you went ; namely, I decided not to walk, but to take water and a scrub-brush, and swash into some degree of Umoelcome Visitors. 75 tolerability those gpreasy clammy flags in the back area. I did it without rebuke of Anne. I said she couldn't do it in her present state of illness ; and on the whole proceeded, and found it decidedly hiird work for three-quarters of an hour. Some ten or twelve pails of water with vigorous scnibbing did, however, reduce the affair to ; order, whereupon I washed myself and sat down to breakfast in victorious peace. ' Dirt shall not bo around me,' said Cobbett, * so long as I can handle a broom.' Our weather here is now absolutely beautifuL I executed a deal of riding yesterday, and after near four hours' foot and horse exercise was at South Place little after time. ♦ Mutton chop with Ford ? ' ' There waa a gi-and dinner when I arrived en frac, Mrs. Ford, Lawrence, and the girls all dressed like tulips ; Anthony (Sterling) himself in white waistcoat, all very grand indeed. I was really provoked, but said nothing. Happily I was clean as new snow, and had not come in my pilot jacket ; and in short I could not help it. Ford, though a man without humour or any gracefulness or loveability of character, is not the worst of men to dine with at all ; has abundance of au- thentic information — not duller than Macaulay's, and much more certain and more social too — and talks away about Spanish wines, anecdotes, and things of Spain. I got away about eleven, not quite ruined, though not intending to go back soon. December II. Do but think : I have had a letter from that bird-like, semi- idiot son of poor , thanking me for the mention of his father in * Sterling,' and forwarding for my judgment a plan to renovate suffering society ! a big printed piece with MS. annotations, ac- companiments, &c. — an association to do it all. My answer was, in brief, * A pack of damned nonsense, you unfortunate fool ! ' December 12. Last night, just as tea was in prospect, and the hope of a quiet, busy evening to a day comijletely lost^ enter, with a loud knock, poor leading his little boy ; a huge, hairy, good-humoured, stupid-looking fellow the size of a house gable, and all over with hair, except a little patch on the crown, which was bald ; the boy noisy, snappish, and inclined to be of himself intolerable. I gave them tea, tried to talk. Poor has no talent. You expect good-lnimoured idiomatic simplicity at least, and you do not get even that. He tarns like a door on a hinge from every kind of ' Author of the * Handbook of Spain,* and parent of the whole handbook 76 Carlyle^s Life in London. opinion or assertion, and is a colossus of gossamer. They bored me to death, and at half-past nine, to complete the matter, Saffi ' enters. Oh, heavens ! the whole night, like the day, was a pain- ful wreck for the rational soul of man. Afflictions would come, but Cai-ljle's essentially kind heart put up with them. He liad to secure himself more effectually before he could make progress with Frederick, which still hung before him uncertain. He joined his wife at the Grange in the middle of the month, and stayed out the year there. Journal, January, 1852. — Took to reading about Frederick the Great soon after my return from Paris, at which work, with little definite prospect or even object — for I am grown very poor in hope and resolution now — I still continue. "Was at the Grange before and till New Year's Day, three weeks in all, Jane five weeks — rode daily, got no other good — Lords Lansdowne and Grey ; Thack- eray, Macaulay, Twisleton, Clough, a huge company coming and going. Lonely I, solitary almost as the dead. Infinitely glad to get home again to a slighter measure of dyspepsia, inertia, and other heaviness, ineptitude, and gloom. Keep reading Frederick. Precise, exact, copious, dullest of men, Archenholtz (my first Ger- man book near thirty years ago), Jomini, Lloyd, and now Freder- ick's own writings. I make slow progress, and am very sensible how lame I now am in such things, Hope is what I now want. Hope is as if dead within me for most part ; which makes me affect solitude and wish much, if wishing were worth aught, that I had even one serious intelligent man to take counsel with, and com- municate my thoughts to. But this is weak, so no more of this ; know what the inevitable years have brought thee, and reconcile thyself to it. An unspeakable grandeur withal sometimes shines out of all this, like eternal light across the scandalous London fogs of time. Patience ! courage ! steady, steady ! Sterling's Life out, and even second edition of it — very well received as a piece of writing and portrait-painting. Was hedeutefs aher ? Re- ligious reviews, I believe, are in a terrible humour with me and it. Don't look at one of them. Various foolish letters about it. ' Latter-day Pamphlets ' have turned nine-tenths of the world * Friend of Mazzini ; ex-triumvir of Rome. Stttdlea for Frederick. 7T dreadfully against me — und dds aiich, was bedeuteCs ? Can Freder- ick be my next subject — or what ? Six months now followed of steady reading and excerpt- ing. He went out little, except to ride in the afternoons, or walk at midnight when the day's work was over. A few friends were admitted occasionally to tea. If any called before, he left them to his wife and refused to be disturbed. I was then living in Wales, and saw and heard nothing of him except in some rare note. In the Journal there are no entiies of consequence except the character- istic one of April 1. You talk fondly of * immortal memory,' &c. But it is not so. Our memory itself can only bold a certain quantity. Thus for every new thing that we remember, there must some old thing go out of the mind ; so that here, too, it is but death and birth in the old fashion, though on a wider scale and with singular difference in the longevities. Longe\'ities run from 3,000 years or more to nine days or less ; but otherwise death at last is the common doom. The temper does not seem to have much mended. There were small ailments and the usual fretfulness under them. When June came he sent his mother a flourishing account of himself, but his wife added a sad-merry post- script as a corrective : — Jnne 5. It is quite true that he is done with that illness, and might liave been done with it much sooner if he had treated himself with or- dinary sense. I am suiprised that so good and sensible a woman as yourself should have brought up her son so badly that he should not know what patience and self-denial mean — merely ob- serving * Thou'st gey ill to deal wi'.' Gey ill indeed, and always the longer the worse. Wlien he was ill this last time, he said to Anne (the servant) one morning, * I should like tea for breakfast this morning, hut you need not hurnf* The fact was, he was pm*- posing to wa.sh all over with soap and water ; but Anne didn't know that, and thought he must be dangerously ill, that he should over have thought of saying you needn't huny. * It was such an 78 CarlyWs Life in London. unlikely thing for the master to say, that it quite made my flesh creep.' You see the kind of thing we still go on with. He had decided on going to Germany in August. "With the exception of the yacht trip to Ostend, he had never been beyond Paris. Mrs. Carlyle liad never been on the Continent at all ; and the plan was for them to go both together. Repairs were needed in the house again. He was anxious to complete a portion of his reading before setting out, and fancied that this time he could stay and live through the noise ; but the workmen when they came in were too much for liim. She undertook to remain and superintend as usual. He had to fly if he would not be driven mad — fly to Scotland, taking his books with him ; perhaps to his friend Mr. Erskine. To Thomas Erskine, LinlatJien. Chelsea : July 12, 1852. Dear Mr. Erskine, — I foresee that, by stress of weather and of other evil circumstances, I shall, in spite of my reluctance and in- ertia, he driven out of this shelter of mine — where I have already fled into the topmost corner with a few books ; and, aided by a watering-pot, would so gladly defend myself as at first I hoped to do. The blaze of heat is almost intolerable to everybody ; and alas ! we, in addition, have the house full of workers, armed with planes, saws, pickaxes, dust-boxes, mortar-hods, the two upper storeys getting a ' complete repair ' which hitherto fills everything with noise, dust, confusion, and premonitions of despair. I fore- see, especially if this hot weather holds, that I shall have to run. My wife, who is architect and factotum, will retire to som^ neigh- bour's house and sleep ; but cannot leave the ground till she see these two upper storeys made into her image of them. I have fled into a dressing-room far aloft ; sit there very busy with cer- tain books, also with watering-pot, which, all carpets &c. being off, is a great help to me. Here I would so gladly hold out ; but in spite of wholesome and unwholesome inertias, shall too prob- ably be obliged to fly. Whitherward ? is now the question, and I am looking round on various azimuths to answer the same. Tell me, if you are, or are likely to be, tolerably solitary for a ten days Visit to Idrdathen, 79 at Linkthen, and about what time. A draught attracts me thither, so as to few other places. But alas ! in evei'if way there lie lions for me, weak in body and strong in imagination as I am. It seems sometimes as if, could you leave me daily six hours strictly private for my German reading, and send me down once a day to bathe in your glorious sea, I could try well not to be sulky company at other hours, and might do very well beside so friendly a soul as yours is to me always. Tell me, at any rate, how you are situated, and regard this pious thought, whether it becomes an action or not, as proof of my quiet trust in you. Hearty good wishes to alL Yours ever truly, T. CABLYIiE. Erskine, who loved Carlyle and delighted in his com- pany, responded with a hearty invitation, and on July 21, the weather still flaming hot, Carlyle dropped down the river in a boat from Chelsea to the Dundee steamer, which was lying in the Pool, his wife and Nero accompanying to see him off. She was delighted that he should go, for her own sake as well as for his. When he was clear off, she could go about her work with a lighter heart. She writes to tell John Carlyle of his brothers departure, and goes on : — Noise something terrific. In superintending all these men, I begin to find myself in the career open to my particular talents, and am infinitely more satisfied than I was in talking * wits ' in my white silk gown, with white feathers in my head, at soirees at Bath House, and all that sort of thing. It \s such a consolation to bo of some ttsey though it is only in helping stupid carpenters and bricklayers out of their impossibilities, &c. ; especially when the ornamental no longer succeeds with one as well as it has done. The fact is, I am remarkably indifferent to material annoyances, con- sidering my morbid sensitiveness to moral ones ; and when Mr. C. is not here recognising it with his overwhelming eloquence, I can regard the present earthquake as something almost laugh- able. He meanwhile was reporting his successful arrival in Fife. 80 CarlyWs Life in London. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Linlathen : July 23, 1852. Ton and Nero vanishing amid the ships of the Pool were a wae kind of sight to me in my then and subsequent condition of imag- ination. ... 'I got on very well in the steamer, was nearly ■Uerly silent, found everybody civil, and everything tolerably what It should be. The weather was of the best. That first evening, with the ships all hanging in it at the Thames mouth like black shadows on a ground of crimson, was a sight to make anybody give way to the picturesque for a few minutes. I passed almost all my time in reading ; smoked too, and looked with infinite sor- row, yet not unblessed or angry sorrow, into the continent of chaos, as is my sad wont on such occasions. I contrived to get a berth, by good management, where I had a door to shut upon myself, and a torrent of wind running over me all night, where ac- cordingly I managed to sleep tolerably well both nights, and am really better, rather than worse. Give Nero a crumb of sugar in my name. July 26. Thanks, many thanks, for the note I got this morning. You know not what a crowd of ugly confusions it delivered me from, or what black webs I was weaving in my chaotic thoughts while I heard nothing from you here . . . for I am terribly bilious, though it might be hard to say why ; everything is so delightful- ly kind and appropriate here — weather, place, people, bedrooih, treatment all so much * better than I deserve.' But one's imagi- nation is a black smithy of the Cyclops, where strange things are incessantly forged. . . . The good Thomas and all the rest religiously resj)ect my six hours, and hitherto I have always got a fair day's work done. I sit in my big high bedroom, hear nothing but the sough of woods, have a window flung clean up, go out and smoke at due intervals, as at home, &c. In fact, I am almost too well cared for and attended to. The only evil is that they will keep me in talk. Alas ! how much happier I should be not talk- ing or talked to ! I require an effort to get my victuals eaten for talk. This was too good to last. Carlyle would not have been Carlyle if he had been even partially contented for a week together. The German problem seemed frightful as the YM to Lirdatlien. 81 time drew on. Travelling of all kinds was horrible to him. ' Frederick was no sufficient inducement to lead him into such sufferings and expenses.' ' Shall we cower into some nearest hole,' he said, * and leave Germany to *the winds? I am very weary of all locomotion, of all jargon talk with my indifferent brethren of mankind. " She said, I am aweary, a-weary." I am very, very weary, truly so could I say ; and the Rankes, Yarnhagens, and other gabbling creatures one will meet there are not very inviting.' Linlathen itself became tedious : he ad- mitted that all the circumstances were favourable — the kindest of hosts, the best of lodging ; ' but the wearisome was in permanence there.' It was only by keeping as nnich alone as possible that he managed to get along. ' Oh, Goody ! ' he cried, ' have pity on me and be patient with me ; my heart is very lonely sometimes in this world.' They would make him talk, that was the offence ; yet it was his own fault. His talk was so intensely interesting, so intensely entertaining. Xo one who heard him flowing on could have guessed at the sadness which weighed upon him when alone. Those bursts of humour, flashing out amidst his wild flights of rhetoric, spoke of anything but sadness ; even the servants at places where he dined had to run out of the room, choking down their laughter. The comic and the tragic lie close together, inseparable like light and shadow, as Socrates long ago forced Aristophanes himself to acknowledge. He escaped to Scotsbrig after a fortnight with the Erskines, and there he hoped his wife would join him. But the work at Cheyne Row lingered on, and was far from completion. He felt that he ought to go to Germany ; yet he was unwilling to leave her be- hind him. She had looked forward with some eagerness to seeing a foreign country, and Carlyle knew it. ' You surely deserve this one little pleasure,' he said ; ' there are so few you can get from me in this world.' To himself it Vol. IV.— 6 82 Carlyle^s Life in London. would be no pleasure at all. ' Curtainless beds, noisy, sleepless nights' were frightful to contemplate. He, in- dividually, was ' disheartened, dyspeptical, contemptible in some degree ; ' still, for her sake, and for the little bit of duty he could get done, he was ready to encounter the thing. Especially he wished her to come to him at Scots- brig. She had held aloof of late years, since things had gone awry. ^My poor "old mother,' he wrote, * comes in with her sincere, anxious old face : " Send my love to Jane, and tell her" (this with a wae-ish tone) "I would like right w^eel to have a crack ^ wi' her ance mair." ' Mrs. Carlyle was still unable to come away from Chel- sea, but she was alarmed at the extreme depression of his letters. He reassured her as well as he could. August 12. Don't bother yourself (he said) about my health and spirits. That is not worse at all than usual ; nay, rather it is better, espe- cially to-day, after a capital sleep — my best for six weeks ; nor is the gloom in my mind a whit increased. It is the nature of the beast; and he lives in a continual element of black, broken by lightnings, and cannot help it, poor devil ! Pie concluded that he must go to Germany. She, if thing^s were well, might come out afterwards, and join him in Silesia. He found that ' he did not care much for Frederick after all ; ' but ^ it would be disgraceful to be beaten by mere travelling annoyances.' My own private perception (he said, a few days later) is that I shall have to go — that I shall actually be shovelled out to-morrow week into a Leith steamer for Rotterdam, a result which I shudder at, but see not how to avoid with the least remnant of honour. I wait, however, for your next letter, and the candid description of your o.wn capabilities to join me, especially the xchen of that ; and, on the whole, am one * coal of burning sulphur ' — one heap, that is to say, of chaotic miseries, horrors, sorrows, and imbecilities, actually rather a contemptible man. But the ass does swim, I sometimes say, if you fling him fairly into the river, though he » Crack, conversation. To go io Oermany or not 88 brays lamentably at being flung. Oh, my Goody 1 my own, or not my own, Goody I is there no help at all, then ? Letter followed letter, in the same strain. It was not jest, it was not earnest ; it was a mere wilfulness of hu- mour. He told her not to mind what he said ; * it was the mere grumbling incidental to dyspepsia and the load of life. It was, on the whole, the nature of the beast, and was to be put np with, as the wind and the rain.* She had to decide, perhaps prudently, that she could not go, either with him or after him. * The wind and the rain,' with the aggravation of travelling, would probably rise to a height. He himself was heartily disappointed. *I do grudge,' he said, * to go to Germany without you, and feel as if half the sclieme were gone on that account.' He was a little ashamed, too. It was harvest- time at Scotsbrig, and men and women were all busy with the shearing. These rugged Annandale shearers (he said) ought to put a K(^f- hdnger hke me to shame. In Germany, whether I slept or not, the odious captivity to indolence, incompetence, and do-nothingism which encircles me at present would be cast off at least. Life any- where will swallow a man, unless he rise and vigorously try to swallow it. He gathered himself together for the effort. On August 25 he wrote : — Last night I slept much better, and, indeed, except utter dis- piritment and indolent confusion, there is nothing essential that ails me. ' Jist plain mental awgony in my ain inside,' that is all ; which I can in a great manner cure whenever I like to rise and put my finger in the pipie o' t. And on the 27th : — Yesternight, before sunset, I walked solitary to Stookbridge hill top, the loneliest road in all Britain, where you go and come some three miles without meeting a human soul. Strange, earnest light lay upon the mountain-tops all round, strange clearness ; solitude as if personified upon the near bare hills, a silence everywhere as if premonitory of the grand eternal one. I took out your letters 84 Carlyle^s Life in London. aDd read them over again, but I did not get much exhilaration there either. On the whole, I was very sore of heart, and pitied my poor Jeannie heartily for all she suffers ; some of it that I can mend and will ; some that I cannot so well, and can only try. God bless thee ever, dear Jeannie ! that is my heart's prayer, go where I may, do or suffer what I may. All this came from his heart, and she knew it well. She never doubted his heart; but, in the midst of his emotions, he had forgotten his passport, and had to in- struct her to go with the utmost liaste to the proper quarters to procure one, and she would have desired him to feel less and to consider more. It is much to be wished (she wrote to his brother) that Mr. O. could learn not to leave everything to the last moment, throwing everybody about him, as well as himself, into the most needless flurry. I am made quite ill with that passport ; had to gallop about in street-cabs hy the hour, like a madwoman, and lost two whole nights' sleep in consequence — the first from anxiety, the second from fatigue. All was settled at last — resolution, passport, and every- thing else that was required ; and on Sunday, August 30, Carlyle found himself ' on board the greasy little wretch of a Leitli steamer, laden to the water's edge with pig- iron and herrings,' bound for the country whose writers had been the guides of his mind, and whose military hero was to be the subject of his own greatest work. He reached Rotterdam at noon on September 1. He was not to encounter the journey alone. Mr. !Neuberg was to join him there, a German admirer, a gentleman of good pri- vate fortune, resident in London, who had volunteered his services to conduct Carlyle over the Fatherland, and afterwards to be his faithful assistant in the ^ Frederick ' biography. In both capacities Neuberg was invaluable, and Carlyle never forgot liis obligation to him. His letters are the diary of his adventures. They are ex- At Bonn, 85 tremely long, and selections only can be given here, lie went first to Bonn, to study a few books before going farther. To Jane Welsh Carlyle, Clielsea. Bonn : Sunday, September 6, 1852. Thank thee very much, dear Jeannie, for the letter of yester- day, which lay waiting to refresh me in the afternoon when I re- turned from my dusty labours in the library here. It seemed to me the kindest I had got from you this long • while, almost like the old ones I used to get ; and any letter at all, so anxious and impatient hatl I grown, would have been right welcome. My journey has had nothing that was not pleasant and lucky hitherto. At Bonn here, on my anival, there lay nothing for me except a note from Lady Ashburton,, enclosing the introduction from Lord A. to the Ambassador at Berlin — not a first-rate comfort to me. I must, or should, acknowledge it to-day ; but writing of all kinds in these sad biliary circumstances, with half-blind eyes, and stooping over low rickety tables is perfectly unpleasant to me. . . . Well, but let me say I got beautifully up the Rhine ; stuck by the river all day, all night, and the second afternoon found Neuberg waiting here on the beach for me. Alas ! at Rotterdam I had slept simply none at all, such was the force of noisy nocturnal travellers, neighbours snoring, and the most in- dustrious cocks I ever heard. Tlie custom-house officers, too, had spoilt the lock of my portmanteau, and, on the whole, I was in such a whirl of storm-tost flurries and confusions — God help me, wretched, thin-skinned mortal that I am ! At five a.m. next morning I was in a precious humour to rise, and settle with unin- telligible waiters and Gennan steambo&t clerks, and get myself, on any terms, on board. On board I, got, however, and the place proved infinitely better than I hoped ; some approach to Chris- tian food to be had in it, some real sleep even ; indeed, the prin- cipal sleep I have yet had since Friday gone a week was four hours, and again foui* hours, deep, deep, lying on the cabin sofas, amid the general noises, in that respectable vessel. I spoke Ger- man too, being the one Englishman on board, made agreeable acquaintances, &c. Ac. The Rhine, of a vile reddish-drab coloui', and all cut into a reticulary work of branches, flowing through an absolutely flat country, lower than itself was far from beautiful about Rotterdam, and for a fifty miles higher, but 86 Carlyle's Life in London. it was highly curious, and worth seeing once in a way ; a country covered with willows, bukushes, and rich woods, kept from drowning by windmill pumps. One looked with astonishment upon it, and with admiration at the invincible industry of man.' Higher up (towards 4 p.m. of the first day) the river gets decided- ly agreeable ; and about Cologne, twenty miles below this, a beautiful mountain group, Sieben Gebirge, the Seven Hills, which are still some five or seven miles beyond us here, announces that the ' picturesque ' is just going to enter on the scene. Much good may it do us ! We had beautiful weather all the way, and yet have. But surely the most picturesque of all objects was that of Neu- berg, standing on the beach here to take me out of all that puddle of foreign things, and put me down, as I hoped, in some place where I might sleep and do nothing else for several days to come. Neuberg's kindness nothing can exceed ; but as to the rest of it, as to sleep in particular, I find the hope to have been somewhat premature. Oh heavens ! I wonder if the Devil anywhere ever contrived such beds and bedrooms as these same are. And two cocks are industrious day and night under the back window, &c. &c. But, upon the whole, I have slept every night here more or less, and am decidedly learning to do it ; and Neuberg asserts that I shall become expert by-and-by. Yesterday, as my first day's work, I went to the University Library here ; found very many good books unknown to me hitherto on Vater Fritz ; took down the titles of what on inspec- tion promised to be useful ; brought home some twenty away with me, and the plan at present is that N. and I shall go with them to a rural place in the Sieben Gebirge, called Eoland's Eck, for one week, where sleep is much more possible, and there examine my twenty books before going farther, and consider what is the best to be done farther. September 9. A letter from my Jeannie will surely be one of the joyfullest oc- currences that can befall me in these strange, sleepless, nervous, indescribable foreign parts. Oh, my own dear little soul, would to God I were in our own little cabin again, even in sooty London, since not under the free sky anywhere ! That would be such a blessing ; and it seems to me I shall be rather unwilling to get upon the road again were I once fairly home. Last Sunday when I ended we were just going to Boland's Eck, At Bonn. 87 a terrestrial Paradise and water-cure which Neuberg and the world recommended as every way eligible. Well, the little journey took effect, though under difficulties and mismanage- ments. But the 'place'! It was beautiful exceedingly; but it was as little like sleeping in as Cremonie Gardens might be, and I turned back from it with horror. Home again, therefore, in the cool dusk, and next day trial of a small, sequestered village called Hunef, at the foot of the Sieben Gebirge, on the other side of the river, where N. went to seek a lodging for me in which human sleep might be possible. Not entirely to distress the good N., I consented, though with shuddering reluctance, to try one of his eligiblest places, and accordingly I packed on the morrow and pro- ceeded thither to take possession. What a nice long letter I pro- posed to write to my poor Goody out of that sti'ange place, the heart of a real German D'Orflein in the lap of the hills, when once I should have had a night's sleep ! Neuberg waited in the inn till next morning to see how I should do. Ach Gott ! of all the places ever discovered, even in Germany, that Hundehof surely was the most intolerable for noise. A .bed, as everywhere in Germany, more like a butcher's tray or a big washing-tub than a bed, with pillows shaped like a wedge three feet broad, and a deep pit in the middle of the body, without vestige of curtains, the very windows curtainless, and needing to be kept wide open— for there is no fire-place or other hole at all — if you will have any air. There you will have to sleei? or die, go where you will in this country. Then for noise — loud gossip in the street till towards midnight, tremendous peals of bells from the village church (which seems to have been some cathedral, such force of bells is in it), close by one's head, watchman's horn of the loudness and tone of a jackass, and a general Sanhedrim apparently of all the cats and dogs of nature. That was my Nacldlagei' on the night of Tuesday, when, nevertheless, I did get about three hours' sleep, did greatly admire and esteem the good-natured, faithful ways of tlie poor villagers, smoked two or three times out of my %\indow, and, on tlie whole, was not so unhappy at all, and had thoughts of my loved ones far away which were pious mther than otherwise. Neuberg, at the meeting on the mon'ow, agreed tliat we must in- stantly get oflf towards Homburg, perhaps towards Nassau, Ems, Ac, but always ultimately through Frankfurt. At Homburg, if at no other of these places, a week's quiet reading might be pos- sible, and he could send the books back to Bonn. ... So 88 Cai'lyle^s Life in London. stands it, then : to-morrow at eight we sail, pass Coblentz towards Frankfurt. One can get out and stay where one likes. Some professors have come athwart me — none that I could avoid — * miserable creatures lost in statistics.' Old Arndt, a sturdy old fellow of eighty-three, with open face, loud voice, and the liveliest hazel eyes, is the only one I got even momentary good of. lo non cerco nessuno, and find Gelehrten in particular less and less charm- ing to me. The river is grand and broad, the country rather pic- turesque and very fertile and pleasant, though the worst-cultivated in creation, a Lothian farmer would say ; the people sonsie, indus- trious, in their stupid way, and agreeable to look on, though tend- ing towards ugliness. Tobacco perpetually burning everywhere. Many Jews abroad. Travellers, if not English, are apt to be rich Jews, with their Jew^esses, I think. Neuberg is not bright, but full of kindness and solid sense. Let not my poor Goody fret herself about me. I am really wonderfully well, in spite of these outer tribulations and dog concerts, and doubt not I shall do my journey without damage if I take care. Homburg : September 15. We did get out of Bonn fairly on Friday morning. At first wefctish, but which dried and brightened by degrees. ... Of the Ehine you shall hear enough by-and-by. It is verily a ' noble river,' much broader than the Thames at full tide, and rolling along many feet in depth, with banks quite trim, at the rate of four or five miles an hour, icithout voice, but full of boiling eddies, the most magnificent image of silent power I have seen ; and, in fact, one's first idea of a world-river. This broad, swift sheet, rolling strong and calm in silent rage for three or four hundred miles, is itself far the grandest thing I have seen here or shall likely see. But enough of it. Neuberg and I got out at Coblentz that Friday about 2 p.m., and, by N.'s suggestion, put ourselves in the coupe of an Ems omnibus — Bad Ems, ten miles ofi", up a side valley, east side, there to try for a quiet sleeping-place and day for excerpting German books ; which really answered well. Ems is the strangest place you ever saw — Matlock ; but a far steeper set of rocks close to rear ; in front a river equal to Nith ; and half a mile of the brightest part of E.ue de Rivoli (say Regent's Quadrapt) set into it ; a place as from the opera direct, and inhabited by devil's sei-vants chiefly. Of it enough in winter evenings tliat are coming. We got the quietest lodging perhaps in Germany (not very quiet either), at the farther end of the place ; and there, in spite of Ujp tlie Rhine. 89 cooks, I got one night's sleep and two half-ones, and did all my bits of books, and shall not undertake any similar job while here. Better buy the books in general and biing them home to read. At Ems we saw Russians gambling every evening; heard music by the riverside among fantastic promenades and Regent's Quadrant edifices, and devil's-servant peoi)le eveiy evening, every morning. Saw a dance, too, unforgetable by man ; in fine, drove in cheap cuddy vehicle on Sunday evening up to Nassau (Burg Nassau, the birthplace of William the Silent and other heroes). A kind of pious pilgrimage which I am glatl to have done. At the top of the high tower, on a high, woo'dy hill, one has of course a * view * not worth much to me. But I entered my name in their album, and plucked that one particle of flower on the tip top of all, which I now send to thee. Next morning we left Ems, joined our steam- boat at Coblentz, and away again to the sublime portions of the Rhine country : veiy sublime indeed, really worth a sight. Say a hundred miles of a Loch Lomond, or half Loch Lomond, all rush- ing on at five' miles an hour, and with queer old towers and ruined castles on the banks ; a grand silence, too, and grey day adding to one's sadness of mood ; for ' a fine sorrow, ' not coarse, is the ut- most I can bring it to in this world usually. Beyond Coblentz our boat was too crowded ; nasty people several of them, French mainly ; stupid and polite, English mainly. There was a sprink- ling of Irish, too, * looking at the vine-clad hills,' as I heard them lilting and saying. Neuberg guided and guides, and does for me as only a third power of courier reinforced by loyalty and friendship could. Bless him ! the good and sensible but wearisome and rather heavy man ! At Maintz at dusk it was decidedly pleasant to get out and have done with the Rhine, which had now gro'v^^l quite flat on either side, and full of islands with willows, not to sj^eak of chained (anchored) cornmills, &c. Maintz and Faust of Maintz we had to Kui-vey by cat's-light — good enough for us and it, I fancy. In fine, about ten the railway, twenty miles or so, brought us to Frankfurt, and the wearied human tabernacle, in well-waxed wainscoted upper appartments in the ' Dutch Hof,* prepared itself to court repose ; not with the best prospects, for the street or square was still rattlinj? with vehicles, and indeed continued to do so, and we left it rattling. Of the night's sleep we had as well say nothing. I remembered Goody and the Malvern inn gate, and endeavoured to possess my soul in patience. In shaving next morning, with my 90 Carlijles Life in London. face to the Square, which was very lively, and had trees in the middle, I caught, with the corner of my eye, sight of a face which was evidently Goethe's. Ach Gott ! merely in stone, in the middle of the Platz among the trees. I had so longed to see that face alive ; and here it was given to me at last, as if with huge world irony, in stone, an emblem of so much that happens. This also gave me a moment's genial sorrow, or something of that sort. From Bonn I had written to Mephisto M at Weimar. Behold, one of the first faces the morning offered me at Frankfurt was that of M himself, who had come in person to meet us the night before, and had been at the Post Office and all inns, the friendly ugly little man ! He was quite desolate to hear I could not stop at Weimar or any place beyond one day for want of sleep. He went about with us everywhere, and at first threatened to be rather a burden ; but by degrees grew to be manageable and rather useful, till we dined together and parted on our own several routes. He is gone round by Wiirzburg, &c., to Weimar, and is to expect us there about Saturday. His Grand Duke 'and Duchess are in Italy. Eckermann himself is at Berlin — one day may very well suffice in Berlin. At Frankfurt yesterday after breakfast we saw — weariedly I — all manner of things. Goethe's house — were in Goethe's room, a little garret not much bigger than my dressing-room — and wrote our names * in silence.' The Judengasse, grimmest section of the Middle Ages and their pariahood I ever saw. The Eomer where old Kaisers were all elected. On the whole a stirring, strange, old Teutonic town, all bright with paint and busy trade. The fair still going on under its booths of small trash in some squares. Finally we mounted to the top of the Pfarrkirche steeple — oldest church, highest steeple— 318 steps, and then M called for and got a bottle of beer, being giddy, poor soul ! and we aided in drinking the same (I to a cigar) and composedly survey- ing Frankfurt city and the interior parts of Germany as far as IDOssible. At 5 p.m. Neuberg put me into an omnibus — vile crowded airless place — and in two hours brought me here in quest of an old lodging he had had, * the quietest in the world,' where we uere lucky enough to find a floor unoccupied, and still are, for at least one other day. As I said, my book-excerpting, taliter qualiter, is as good as done ; and the place is really quite rustic, out at the very end of Homburg, and that by narrow lanes. I see nothing here but fields, and hear nothing but our own internal noises. Ilomhxirg, 91 Last niglit accordingly I expected sleep. Alas ! our upper floor lodgers took ill — Devil mend them ! — and my sleep was nothing to crack of. In fact I have renounced the hope of getting any considerable sleep in Germany. I shall snatch nightly, it may be hojjed, a few hours, half a jwrtion, out of the black dog's throat ; and let eveiy disturbance warn me more and more to bo sioift in my motions, to restrict myself to the indispensable, and to hurry hcmie^ there to sleep. I calculate there will but little good come to me from this journey. Reading of books I find to be impossible. The thing that I can do is to see certain places and to see if I can gather certain books. Wise people also to talk with, or inquire of, I as good as despair of seeing. All Germans, one becomes convinced, are not wise ! On the whole, however, one cannot but like this honest-hearted hardy pojjulation, very coarse of feature for most part, yet seldom radically lidsslich ; a sonsie look rather : and very frugal, good-humouredly poor in their way of life. Of Homburg proper — which is quite out of sight and hearing, yet within five minutes' walk — N. and I took survey last night. A public set of rooms — Kursaal they call such things, finer than some palaces, all supported by gambling, all built by one French gambling enfrepretieur, and such a set of damnable faces — French, Italian, and Russian, with dull English in quantities — as were never seen out of Hell before ! Augh ! It is enough to make one turn cannibal. An old Russian countess yesternight sat playing Gowpavfuls of gold pieces every stake, a figure I shall never forget in this world. One of the first I saw risking coin at an outer table was Lord almost a beauty here, to whom I did not speak. Afterwards in music-room — also the gambling eutrepre- neur'Sy as indeed everything here is — the poor old Duke of Au- gustenburg hove in sight. On him I ought to call if I can find spirits. Oh, what a place for human creatures to flock to ! Och ! Och ! The taste of the waters is nasty. Seltzer, but stronger— as Ems is too, only hot. On the whole, if this is the last of German Badeoi'tei- 1 ever see, I shall console myself. The next letter is to his mother dated from "Weimar, September 19. She, lie well knew, if slie cared for noth- ing else, would care to hear about the Luther localities. She had a picture of Luther in her room at Scotsbrig. He was her chief Saint in the Christian calendar. After de- 92 Cm^hjle'S Life in London. scribing briefly the early part of his jonrney as far as llomburg, which he calls the * rallying-place of such a set of empty blackguards as are not to be found elsewhere in the world,' he tells how on his way to Cassel he stopped at Marburg, 'a strange, most ancient tow^n, famed for some of Luther's operations and for being the Landgraf Philip of Hesse's place of residence.' He continues : — The Landgraf s high old castle, where we loitered a couple of hours, is now a correction-house filled with criminals and soldiers. The chamber of conference between Luther, Zwingli, &c., is used for keeping hay. The next morning brought us from Cassel to Eisenach, with its Wartburg, where Luther lay concealed translat- ing the Bible ; and there I spent one of the most interesting fore- noons I ever got by travelling. Eisenach is about as big as Dum- fries, a very old town but well whitewashed, all built of brick and oak with red tile roofs of amazing steej)ness and several grim old swagbellied steeples and churches and palatial residences rising conspicuous over them. It stands on a perfect plane by the side of a little river, plain smaller than Langholm and surrounded by hills which are not so high, yet of a somewhat similar character, and are all grassy and many of them thickly wooded. Directly on the south side of it there rises one hill, somewhat as Lockerbie hill is in height and position, but clothed with trim rich woods ; all the way through which wind paths with prospect houses, &c. On the top of the hill stands the old Wartburg, which it takes you three-quarters of an hour to reach ; an old castle — Watch Castle is the name of it — near 800 years old, whei'e there is still a kind of garrison kept, perhaps twenty men ; though it does not much look like a fortress ; what one sees from below being mainly two mon- strous old houses, so to speak, with enormous roofs to them, com- 23arable to two gigantic peak stacks set somewhat apart. There are other lower buildings that Connect these when one gets up. There is also of course a wall all round — a donjon tower, standing like Repentance ' — and the Duke of Weimar, to whom the place belongs, is engaged in restorations, &c. , and has many masons em- ployed on it just now. I heeded little of all they had to show, except Junker Georg's "^ chamber, which is in the nearest of the 1 The Tower of Repentance on Hoddam Hill. Carlyle illustrates through- out from localities near Ecclefechan which his mother would know. 2 The name under which Lather passed when concealed there. The Castle at Wartbu?^. 93 peat stacks, the one nearest Eisenach and close by the gate when yon enter on yonr right hand. A short stair of old worn stone conducts yon up. They open a door, you ent«r a little apartment, less than your best room at Scotsbiig, I almost think less than yonr smallest, a very poor low room with an old leaded lattice window ; to me the most veueiable of all rooms I ever entered. Luther's old oak table is there, about three feet square, and a huge fossil bone — vertebra of a mammoth — which served him for footstool. Nothing else now in the room did certainly belong to him ; but these did. I kissed his old oak table, looked out of his window — making them open it for me — down the sheer castle wall into deep chasms, over the great ranges of silent woody mountains, and thought to myselfj * Here once lived for a time one of God's soldiers. Be honour given him ! ' Luther's father and mother, painted by Cranach, are here — excellent old portraits — the father's with a dash of thrift, contention, and worldly wisdom in his old judicious, peasant countenance, the mother particularly pious, kind, tiTie, and motherly — a noble old peasant woman. There is also Luther's self by the same Cranach ; a ijicture infinitely supe- rior to what your lithograph would give a notion of ; a bold effectual-looking mstic man, with brown eyes and skin ; with a dash of peaceable self-confidence and healthy defiance in the look of him. In fact one is called to forget the engraving in looking at this ; and indeed I have since found the engraving is not from this, but from another Cranach, to which also it has no tolerable resemblance. But I must say no more of the Wartburg. We saw the place on the plaster where he threw his inkstand — the plaster is all cut out and carried off by visitors — saw the outer staircase which is close by the door where he speaks of often hearing the Devil make noises. Poor and noble Luther ! I shall never forget this Wartburg, and am right glad I saw it. That afternoon, there being no train convenient, we drove to Gotha in a kind of clatch — two-horsed— veiy cheap in these parts ; a bright beautiful country and a bonny little town ; belongs to Prince Albert's brother, more power to his elbow ! There we lotlged in sumptuous rooms in an old quiet inn ; the very rooms where Napoleon lodged after being beaten at Leipzig. It seems I slept last night where he breakfasted, if that would do much for me. At noon we came off to Erfurt, a place of 30,000 inhabitants, and now a Prussian fortified town, all intersected with ditches of water for defence* sake. Streets very crooked, very narrow, houses with old 94 Carlyle^s Life in London, overhanging walls, and still the very room in it where Martin Luther lived when a monk, and, one guide-book said, the very Bible he found in the Convent library and read in this cell. This of the Bible proved wrong. Luther's particular Bible is not here, but is said to be at Berlin. Nothing really of Luther's there ex- cept the poor old latticed window glazed in lead, the main panes round, and about the size of a biggish snap, all bound together by whirligig intervals. It looks out to the west, over mere old cloistered courts and roof-tops against a church steeple, and is it- self in the second storey. Except this and Luther's old inkstand, a poor old oaken hoxie with inkbottle and sand-case in it now hardly sticking together, there is nothing to be seen here that actually belonged to Luther. The walls are all covered over with texts, &c., in painted letters by a later hand. The ceiling also is ornamentally painted ; and indeed the place is all altered now, and turned long ago into an orphan asylum, much of the old building gone and replaced by a new of a different figure. On one wall of the room, however, is again a i:)ortrait of Luther by Cranach, and this I found on inspection was the one your engravers had been vainly aiming at. Vainly, for this too is a noble face ; the eyes not turned up in hypocritical devotion, but looking out in profound sorrow and determination, the lips too gathered in stern but affec- tionate firmness. He is in russet yellow boots, and the collar of his shirt is small and edged with black. So far about Luther. Though writing from Weimar, lie was less minute in his account of the relics of Goethe. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Weimar : September 20, 1852. Last night I sat long, till everything was quiet, in this Gasthof zum Erbprinz, writing to my mother all about Luther's localities. Those of to-day belong especially to you. I write within half a gun-shot of the Goethe'sche Hans and of the Schiller'sche. Our own early days are intertwined in a kind of pathetic manner with these two. At Homburg we had a quieter time than could have been expected — we stayed out our two days and three nights un- der tolerable circumstances. I finished my books and saw the Schloss, where are many interesting portraits, and a whole lot of books about Frederick, to the whole of which I might have had access without difficulty had it been my cue to stay, which it was not. I also saw the Augustenburgs, and spent an interesting hour Weimar. 95 with the good Duchess and her two sons and two daughters ; in a very- Babylonish condition as to languages, but otherwise quite pleasant and luminous. The old gentleman sat mostly silent, but looking genial ; the Duchess, whose French seemed bad, and whose German was not clear to me, is a fine broad motherly woman. The girls, with theii- stiff English, were beautiful, clear-eyed, faii- skinned creatures, and happy in spite of their exile ; the sons ditto ditto. It was here that I fii-st heard of "Wellington's death, the night before we came away. Cassel is a large, dull town, and there, in the best inn, was such an arrangement for sleeping as — Ach Himmel ! I sliall not forget those cow-homs and * Horet ihr Herren ' in a hurry. It was a night productive of * pangs which were rather exquisite,' and nevertheless, some three hours of sleep on which one could proceed and say, ' It will not come back.' I had also the pleasure to see that Hassenpflug's — the tyrannous, tmitorous court minion's — windows were broken as we drove past in the morning towards Eisenach, where again we halt for Luther's and the Wartburg's sake. Of all that you shall hear enough by- and-by — it was a real gain to me. I could not without worship look out of Luther's indubitable window, down into the sheer abysses over the castle wall, and far and wide out upon the woody multitude of hills ; and reflect that here was authentically a kind of gi-eat man and a kind of holy place, if there were any such. In my tom-up, sick, exasperated humour I could have cried, but didn't. ... Weimar — a little, bright enough place, smaller than Dumfries, with three steeples and totally without smoke — stands amid dull, undulating country ; flat mostly, and tending towards ugliness, except for trees. We were glad to get to the inn, by the worst and slowest of clatches, and there procure some chack of din- ner. Poor M had engaged me the ' quietest rooms in Ger- many,' ricketty, bare, crazy rooms, and with a noisy man snoring on the other side of the deal partition — yet really quiet in compar- ison, where I did sleep last night and hope to do this. M tmly has been unwearied, would take me into Heaven if it de- pended on him. Good soul ! I really am a little grateful, hai-d as my heart is ; and ought to be ashamed that I am not more. Neuberg too — veritably he is better than six couriers, and ia a fiiend over and above. People are very good to me. Goethe's house, which was opened by favour, kept us occupied in a strange mood for two houra or more. Schiller's for one ditto. Everybody knows the Goethe'sche Haus ; and poor Schiller and 96 Carlyle^s Life in London. Goethe here are dandled about and multiplied in miserable little bustkins and other dilettantisms, till one is sick and sad. G.'s house is quite like the picture, but one-third smaller ; on the whole his effective lodging I found was small, low-roofed, and almost mean, to what I had conceived ; hardly equal — nay, not at all equal, had my little architect once done her work — to my own at Chelsea. On the book-shelves I found the last book I ever sent Goethe — Taylor's ' Survey of German Poetry ' ; and a crumb of paper torn from some scroll of my own (Johnson, as I conjectured), still sticking in, after twenty years. Schiller's house was still more affecting ; the room where he wrote, his old table, exactly like the model, the bed where he died, and a portrait of his dead face in it. A poor man's house, and a brave, who had fallen at his post there. Elieu ! Eheu ! what a world ! I have since dined at M 's with two Weimarese moderns. One of them is librarian here, of whom I shall get some use. But, oh Heavens ! would that I were at home again. Want of sleep and ' raal mental awgony i' my ain inside,' do hold me in such pickle always. Quiclf, quick, and let us get it done ! To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Nieder Rathen, near Dresden : September 25, 1852. I wrote to you from Weimar some five days ago, and therefore there is nothing pressing me at present to write ; but, having a quiet hour here by the side of the Elbe river, at the foot of wild rock mountains in the queerest region you ever saw, I throw you another word, not knowing when I may have another chance as good. I am on the second floor in a little German country inn literally washed by the Elbe, which is lying in the moonshine as clear as a mirror and as silent. Right above us is a high peak called the Bastei, a kind of thing you are obliged to do. This we have done, and are to go to-morrow towards Frederick's first battle-field in the Seven Years' War ; after which, the second day, if all go well, will bring us into Berlin. We came by an Elbe steamer, go on to-morrow by another steamer, then by railway ; and hope to see, though, alas ! in quite confused circumstances and to little advantage, some of the actual footsteps of Father Fritz ; for here too, amid these rocks, as well as farther on at Lobositz, he did feats. But let me tell in order, and take up my story where I left it. Wtinuir. \u The (lay after I wrote we were to leave Weimar ; but lo, in the morning while we sat at breakfast, little M came in, looking highly animated, with letters from the Schloss, from the * Grand Duchess,' from the, &c. In short, the said Grand Ihichess — sister of the Czar Nicholas, and mother of the Duke, who was at Chelsea — had seen in the newsimpers that one 'Carlyle' was anion*^ the arrivals. Could this be the bei-uhmte, &c., in which case natu- rally he and his companion must coine to dinner; and of course there could be no travelling that day. Well, we did go to dinner, saw how they ackit ; a rather troublesome dramatic affair, of which you shall have full description when I retura. Enough, it was very sublime, and altogether heartless, and even dull and dreary ; but well worth doing for once. The Grand Duchess is towards sixty, slightly deaf, and has once been extremely pretty, though hard always as nails or diamonds. Her husband, a kind of imbe- cile man they say, looJcs extremely like a gentleman, and has an air of solemn serene vacuity, which is itself almost royal. I had to sit by the Duchess at dinner — three p.m. to five — and maintain with energy a singularly empty intellectual colloquy, in French chiefly, in English and in German. The lady being lialf-doaf withal, you may think how charming it was. She has a thin croaky voice ; brow and chin recede ; eyes are blue, small, and of the brightness and hardness of precious stones, Ach Goit ! At last we got away, soon after five, and I for one was right chai'med to think here is one thing done. But it must be owned the honour done me was to be recognised ; and I was very glad to oblige poor Neuberg too by a touch of Court life which he would not othersv'ise have seen. At Leipzig all was raging business, the fair being in hand ;- noisy and busy almost as Cheapside, London. Lots of dim haber- dashery, leather without end, and all things rolling about in noisy waggons with miniature wheels. To get any sleep at all was a kind of miracle. However, we did tolerably well, got even a book or two of the list I had formed, drank a glass of wine— one only in Auerbachs Keller — and at last got safe to Dresden, eighty miles off, which was a mighty deliverance, as from the tumult of Cheap- side into the solitude of Bath, or the New Town of Edinburgh— a very interesting old capital where, if sleep had been attainable, I could have stayed a week with advantage. But, alas ! it was not ; so I had to plimge along and save, as from a conflagration, what little I could of my iwssibilities ; and at length, with gratitude to Heaven, to get away into the steamer this afternoon and bid adieu Vol. IV.— 7 98 Carlyle^s Life in London. to Dresden and its Japan and other palaces. . . . For Berlin, if it be not all the noisier^ I design at least a week ; in ten days hence I may be far on my way homeward again. ... A tap- room with some twenty rustic gents (they did not go till after midnight, the scamps) enjoying cards, beer, and bad cigars for the last hour or two, seems to have winded itself up, and things are growing stone quiet in this establishment. I must now address myself to the task of falling asleep. We go to-morrow at nine. Lobositz (in Bohemia), Zittau (Lusatia), Frankfurt am Oder — Ber- lin — that is the projected route, but liable to revisal. Mrs.'Carlyle was still in Chelsea with her workmen all this time. It had been a trying summer to her. But slxe had the comfort of knowing that her husband was achiev- ing the part of the business which had fallen to his share, better than might have been looked for. She writes to her brother-in-law, John: — Mr. 0. seems to be getting very successfully through his travels, thanks to the patience and helpfulness of Neuberg. He makes in ev^ery letter frightful miserei-es over his sleeping accommodations ; but he cannot conceal that he is really pretty well, and gets sleep enough to go on with, more or less pleasantly. I wonder what he would have made of my sleeping accommodations during the last three months. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Bad Toplitz, September 27. No opportunity of posting the above ; so I tear it open again and add a few words. We have had a sore pilgrimage these last two days since I ended the other page ; a small space to go over, but by confused Bohemian conveyances amid the half-savage Bo- hemian populations, with their fleas, their dirt, and above all their noises. However, we have partly managed the thing, and are got into beautiful quarters again ; a romantic mountain watering- place, with the sun still bright upon it ; and everybody of Bath kind gone away. Here or nowhere I ought to find some sleep, and then Berlin is full before us, and after Berlin, home, home ! We have actually seen Lobositz, the first battle-field of Fritz in the Seven Years' War ; and walked over it all this morning before breakfast, under the guidance of a Christian native, checked by my best memory of reading and maps, and found it do tolerably well. Berlin, 99 In fact, oh Goody dear, I have seen many cnrions and pleasant things, I ought to say— and inll say at great length when we are by our own fireside together again. Neuberg is strong ; one of the fiiendhest, handiest, most patient of men. BerUn, October 1, 1853. [British Hotel, Unter den Linden.] Here yon see we are at the summit of these wanderings, from which I hope there is for me a swift perpendicular return before long ; not a slow parabolic one as the ascent has been. We came twenty-four hours ago, latish last night, from Frankfurt-on-the- Oder, from the field of Knnersdorf (a dreadful scraggy village where Fritz received his worst defeat), and various toils and strap- azen ; veiy weary, in a damp kind of night, and took shelter in the readiest inn, from which we have just removed to this better, at least far grander, one ; where perhaps there are beds one can sleep in, and the butter is not bitter. Alas ! such sorrows attend the wayfarer, and his first refuge is to sit down and write, if haply he have anyone to whom his writing will give a feeling of pity for him. . . . Oh, I do wish these sleepless, joyless, sad and weaiy wanderings were at an end, as by Heaven's help they now soon shall be. And you too, poor little weaiy soul ! You are quite worn out with that accursed * thorough repair.* "Would to Heaven we had never thought of it ; but lived in the old black house we had, where at least was no noise of carpenters to drive one mad, no stink of paint to poison one. Driven out of the house again, and sleeping solitary in a little lodging ! I declare it makes me quite sad to think of it ; and , if is the fundamental cause of it, deserves to be, as you pray, * particularly damned.' Confound him, and confound the whole confused business, this abominable, sorrowful, and shockingly expensive tour to Germany included. But no. Rather let us have patience. Nevertheless, I do grieve for thee. But let me narrate as usuiU, only with greater brevity. From Lobositz to Toplitz the last letters brought you, letters written in the so-called Saxon Switzerland, amid the Bohemian mountains. ... No English, scarcely any ci^^lized traveller seems to have accomplished the thirty or forty English miles which lie between Lobositz and Zittau. We had a strange and strangest day of it in slow German Stellwagens ; and in fact were horribly tired before the thing in general ended by a seat in the soft-going, swift, and certain railway-carriage, and the inn at Herrnhuty where we had to wait foui* hours of the stillest life you 100 Carlyle's Life in London, ever saw or dreamt of. Herrnhut (Lord's keeping) is the primi- tive and still central city of the Moravian brethren ; a place not bigger than Annan, but beautiful, pure, and quiet beyond any town on the earth I dare say ; and indeed more like a saintly dream of Ideal Calvinism made real than a town of stone and lime, where London porter, not needed by me, is to be had for money. I will tell you about Herrnhut too some day, for it is among the notable spots of the world, and I retain a lively mem- ory of it. But not of it, nor of dreary moory Frankfurt and its Kunersdorf villages and polite lieutenants — for a Prussian lieu- tenant-adjutant knew me there by fame, and was very polite with- out knowing me— not of this, nor of any other phenomenon will I now speak. In fact I am dead stupid ; my heart nearly choked out of me, and my head churned to pieces. . . . Berlin is loud almost as London, but in no other way great or among the greatest. I should guess it about the size of Liverpool ; and more like Glasgow in the straight openness of its streets. Many grand public edifices about this eastern end of the town ; but on the whole it looks in many quarters almost shabby, in spite of its noise and paint ; so low are the houses for a capital city ; more like warehouses or maltkins, with the veiy chimneys wanting, for within is nothing but stoves. This ' Unter den Linden ' is the one good street of the place, as if another Princes Street at 300 yards' distance, and with tree rows between them, ran parallel to the Princes Street we know. It is on the north side of this we live, grand rooms indeed, and not dearer than an Edinburgh lodging, or nearly so dear as a London one — two guineas a week, one guinea each. October 3, 4 p.m. The night yielded me a handsome modicum of sleep, handsome for these parts, and the lodging promises every way to be good. Certainly the most like a human bed-room of any I have yet had in this country. After breakfast I went to the library, introduced myself, got catalogue of Frederick books, A dreary wilderness, mountains of chaff to one grain of corn ; caught headache in the bad air within about an hour, and set off to the British Ambassa- dor's, who can procure me liberty to take books home. Well re- ceived by the British Ambassador so soon as he had read Lady A.'s letter. His wife too came in and was very kind. All right. Have been in the Museum Picture Gallery since. Endless Christs and Marys, Venus's and Amors — at length an excellent portrait of Fritz. Jounxey Ended. 101 Octobers. We leave Berlin to-morrow, Saturday the 9th. Go by Bruns- wick, by Hanover, CJologne, and from thence on Tuesday evening at Ostend I find a steamer direct for London. ... I have had a terrible tumbling week in Berlin. Oh, what a month in general I have had ; month of the profoundest, ghastliest solitude in the middle of incessant talk and locomotion. But here after all I have got my things not so intolerably done, and have accomplished what was reasonably possible. Perhaps it will not look so ugly when once I am far away from it. In help from other people there has been redundancy rather than defect. One or two — es- pecially a certain Herr Professor Magnus, the chief portrait painter here — have been quite mai*vellous with their civility ; and on the whole it was usually rather a relief to me to get an hour, as now, to oneself, ^nd be left to private exertions and reflections mainly. Yesterday I saw old Tieck, beautiful old man ; so serene, so calm, so sad. I have also seen Cornelius, Ranch, &c., including Preuss, the historian of Frederick, all men in short for whom I had any use. Nay, they had me in their newspapers it would appear, and would gladly make a lion of me if I liked. A lion that can only get half sleep is not the lion that can shine in that ti*ade, so we declined. The Ambassador has also been very good to me, got me into the library with liberty to take books home, invited me to dinner. But Magnus had engaged me before, and I could only make it tea. No matter for that, for they were all English com- mon-places where I went. You will see me on Wednesday, but not till noon or later. So was this terrible journey got done with, which to anyone but Carlyle would have been a mere pleasure trip ; to him terrible in prospect, terrible in the execution, terri- ble in the retrospect. , His wife said he could not conceal that he was pretty well, and liad nothing really to com- plain of. Here is what he himself said about it when looking back with deliberate seriousness : — After infinite struggles I had roused myself to go. The jmrting with my poor old mother, the crowning point of those unbeai-able days, was painful beyond endurance almost ; and yet my heart in the inside of it seemed as if it were made of stone, as if it would not wcei) any more except perhaps blood. One pays dear for any 102 Carlyle's Life in London. ' intellect ' one may have. It means primarily ' sensibility,' wliicli again means injury, pain, misery from unconscious nature, or con- scious or unconscious man ; in fact, a heavy burden painful to bear, however piously you take it. After recapitulating the places which he had seen, and the persons whom he had met, he goes on : — All this, which is etched into me painfully as with burning acids, I once thought of writing down in detail, but have not done, probably shall not do. It was a journey done as in some shirt of Nessus ; misery and dyspeptic degradation, inflammation, and insomnia tracking every step of me. Not till all these vile fire showers, fallen into viler ashes now, have once been winnowed quite away, shall I see what 'additions to my spiritual picture gallery,' or other conquests from the business I have actually brought back with me. Neuberg, I ought to record here and eveiywhero, was the kindest, best-tempered, most assiduous of friends and helpers, ' worth ten couriers to me,' as I often defined him. CHAPTER XXL A.D. 1852-3. ^T. 57-58. The Grange — Cheyne Row — ^The Cock torment — Reflections — An improved house — Funeral of the Duke of Wellington — Begin- nings of * Frederick ' — The Grange again — An incident — Pub- lic opinion — Mother's illness — The demon fowls — Last letter to his mother — Her death — James Carlyle. The painters had not completed their work, and the smell was insupportable when Carlvle got home in the middle of October. lie was in no condition to face any more annoyances, and he and his wife took refuge for three weeks at the Grange with the ever-hospitable Ashburtons. There, too, the snlphui-ons mood was still predominant, and things did not go well with him. It was not till Novem- ber that he was fairly re-established in his own quarters, and in a condition to so much as think of seriously begin- ning his work. A preliminary skirmish became necessary, to put to silence his neighbour's cocks. Mr. Remington, who then lived near him, and was the owner of the offend- ers, has kindly sent me the correspondence which passed on the occasion ; very gracious and humble on Carlyle's part, requesting only that the cocks in question should l>e made inaudible from midnight till breakfast time; Mr. llemington, though they were favourites which he Jiad brout'lit from Northumberland, instantlv conscntinj; to suppress them altogether. This accomplished, (^arlyle pro- ceeded as it were to clear the stage by recovering his own mental condition, and took himself severely to task for what he found amiss. Much that he says will seem ex- 104 Carlyle's L^fe ^Vl London. aggerated, but it will be remembered that he was not speaking to the world but to himself. It is idle to judge him by common rules. His nerves were abnormally sen- sitive. He lived habitually, unless he violently struggled against it, in what he had described as ' an element of black streaked with lightning.' Swift, when the evil nmour was on him, made a voyage to the Houyhnhmns, and discharged his bile on his human brethren. Carlyle, who wished to purge the bile out of himself that he might use his powers to better purposes, began with a confession of his sins. Journal. Novemher 9, 1852. — There has been a repair of the house here, which is not yet, after four months, quite complete. I write now in an unfurnished but greatly improved room, which is already, and still more will be, greatly superior to what it used to be . . •. small thanks to it. My poor wife has worn herself to a shadow, fretting and struggling about it. I, sent on my travels since the middle of July, and only just finally home, am totally overset in soul, in body, and I may fear in breeches pocket too ; and feel that I am drifting towards strange issues in these years and days. Never in my life nearer sunk in the mud oceans that rage from without and within. My survey of the last eight or nine years of my life yields little ' comfort ' in the present state of my feelings. Silent weak rage, remorse even, which is not common with me ; and, on the whole, a solitude of soul coupled with a helplessness, which are frightful to look upon, difficult to deal with in my pres- ent situation. For my health is miserable too ; diseased liner I privately perceive has much to do with the phenomenon ; and I cannot yet learn to sleep again. During all my travels I have wanted from a third to half of my usual sleep. For the rest I guess it is a change of epoch with me, going on for good perhaps ; I am growing to perceive that I have become an old man ; that the flowery umbrages of summer — such as they were for me — and also the crops and fruits of autumn are nearly over for me, and stern winter only is to be looked for — a grim message — such, however, as is sent to every man. Oh ye Supreme Powers ! thou great soul of the world that art just, may I manage this but ivell, all sorrow then and smothered rage and despair itself shall have been cheap Refiedions, 1Q5 and welcome. No more of it to-day. I am not yet at the bottom of it ; am not here writing wisely of it, even sincerely of it, though with an ettbrt that way. Dundee steamer to Linlathen about the middle of July ; inex- pressible gloom, silence. Sickly imprisonment of oncis whole soul and life ; such has often before been my lot, has also become my customary lot in this world. Cowardice ? Sometimes. Gen- erally, in late years, I think it is. Unusual weights liave been thrown upon me. Ach Gott ! whole mountains of horror and chok- ing imi>ediment. But certainly I have not been strong enough on my side ; often, often not bold enough ; but have fled and struck when I should have stood and defiantly fought. The votes of men, the respectabilities, the &c. &c. , have been too sacred to me. It must be owned, too, the man has had such a set of conditions as were not always easy to govern, and could not by the old law- books be treated well. Schickaal und eigen Schuld. Aye, aye. Three weeks at Linlathen very memorable to me just now, but sordid, unproductive, to think of. Came away, by Kirkcaldy and Edinburgh, to Scotsbrig. There beside my poor old mother for near four weeks. ... To Germany, after infinite struggles, I had roused myself to go. ... . Leith, Rotterdam steamer, the Rhine, Bonn for a week. Ems, Frankfurt, Homburg, Cassel, Eisen- ach, Wartburg (unforgettable), Weimar, Leipzig, Dresden, Lo- bositz, Zittau, Herrahut, Kuneradorf, and Berlin, whence, after ten days, home. My arrival here. Seas of paint still flooding everything, and my j)Oor Jane so beaten in her hard battle — a wild hard battle many ways, and in which I cannot help thee, poor kind vehement soul for ever dear to me — this also is memorable, only too much. We went to the Grange till these uncleannesses were over here. At the Grange almost for four weeks. No right rest, no right col- lapse till Tuesday last, when in the wet damp evening of a pouring day I once more got home again for a continuance. Since then, here are we fairly fronting our destiny at least, which I own is sufficiently Medusa-like to these sick, solitary eyes. Courage! piety ! patience ! Heaven grant me wisdom to extract the mean- ings out of these sore lessons and to do the behests of the same. If that be granted me, oh how amply enough will that be ! To begin ' Frederick ' then ! It was easier to propose than to do. When a writer sets to work again after a long 1Q6 Carlyle's Life in London. pause, his faculties have, as it were, to be caught in the field and brought in and harnessed. There was anxiety about his wife too, who was worn out bj her summer dis- cipline, and was ' never thinner for seven years.' She had gone home first from the Grange to get things ready. Jane (be wrote to Ms mother) had the place clear of workers at last, clean as her wont is, and shining with gas at the door, and other lights to welcome me to tea, I have had a weary struggle every day since, and am not through it yet, arranging my things in their new places, an operation rather sad than hopeful to me in my present dull humour, but I must persist till it is done, and then by-and-by there will be real improvement. The house is clearly very niuch bettered ; this room of mine in particular, and my bed-room upstairs, are, or will be, perfect beauties of rooms in their way. Let us be patient, ' canny as eggs,' and the better day will come at last. I am terribly hrashed with all these tum- blings about, and have not yet fairly recovered my feet, but with quiet, with pious endeavour, I shall surely do so ; and then it will be joyful to me to see the black tempest lying all behind me and the bright side of the cloud attained for me. All clouds have their bright sides too. That is also a thing which we should re- member ; and, on the whole, I hope to get to a little wm^k again, and that is the consolation which surpasses all for me. lie would have got under way in some shape, but, be- fore starting, any distraction is enough to clieck the first step, and there were distractions in plenty ; among the rest the Diike of Wellington's funeral. The Duke had died in September. He was now to be laid in his tomb in the midst of a mourning nation ; and Carlyle did not like the display. The body lay in state at Chelsea, ^ all the empty fools of creation ' running to look at it. One day two women were trampled to death in the throng at the hospital close by ; and the whole thing, * except for that dreadful accident,' was, in his eyes, ' a big bag of wind and nothingness.' ' It is indeed,' he said, ' a sad and solemn fact for England that such a man lias been called away, the last perfectly honest and perfectly brave public Wellington's Funeral, 107 man they had ; and they ought, in reverence, to reflect on that, and sincerely testify that^ if they could, while they connnit liini to his resting-place. But alas for the sin- cerity. It is even professedly all liypocrisy, noise, and expensive upholstery, from which a serious man tui*ns away with sorrow and abhorrence.' In spite of ' abhoi- rence ' he was tempted to witness the ceremony in the streets, which, however, only increased it. Journal. Novembei' 19, 1852. — Yesterday saw the Duke of Wellington's funeral procession from Bath House second-floor windows ; a iminfnl, miserable kind of thing to me and others of a serious turn of mind. The one true man of official men in England, or that I know of in Europe, concludes his long course. The military mu- sic soimded, and the tramp of feet and the roll of guns and coaches, to liim inaudible for evermore. The regiment he frst served in was there, various regiments or battalions, one soldier from every regiment of the British line ; above 4,000 soldiers in all. Nothing else in the sumptuous procession was of the least dignity. The car or liearee, a monstrous bronze mass, which broke through the pavement in various places, its weight being seven or ten tons, was of all the objects I ever saw the abominably ugliest, or nearly so. An incoherent huddle of expensive palls, flags, slioets, and gilt emblems and cross poles, more like one of the street carts that hawk door-mats than the bier for a hero. Disgust was general at this vile ne plus ultra of Cockneyism ; but poor Wellington lay dead beneath it faring dumb to his long home. All people stood in deep silence and reverently took off* their hats. In one of the Queen's carriages sat a man conspicuously reading the morning newspaper. Tennyson's veilSes are naught. Silenco alone is respectable on such an occasion. ' Frederick ' meanwhile was still unstarted. Where to ])egiu ? On what scale ? In what tone ? All was un- settled, and. JMncertainty, with Carlyle, was irritation and (If ■ ;cy. A> u>sm*i I he says, on ttie 51 li of December) many things, or al- most all things, are conspiring to hinder me from any clear work, or to choke up my power of working altogether. If I do not stand 108 ' Carlyle's Life in London. to myself and to my own cause it will be the worse for me. Heaven help me ! Oh Heaven ! But it is so always. The ele- m.ents of our work lie scattered, disorganised, as if in a thick vis- cous chaotic ocean, ocean illimitable in all its three dimensions ; and we must swim and sprawl towai'ds them, must snatch them, and victoriously piece them together as we can. Eheu ! Shall I try Frederick, or not try him ? The winter passed on. In January he tells his mother : — Our quiet way of life continues, and our wet weather, and other puddles, outward and inward, have not ceased either. We should be thankful for the health we have, both of us. If we use our besom machinery and sweep honestly and well, the puddles do not gain quite the upper hand after all. Jane is out just now, gone out to enjoy the dry day among so many wet. She complains of defective sleep, &c., but still goes hardily about, and indeed I think is stronger than in past years. She reads now with specs in the candlelight, as well as I ; uses her mother's specs I perceive, and indeed looks very well in them, going handsomely into the condition of an elderly dame. I remember always your joy over specs. Old age is not in itself matter for sorrow. It is matter for thanks if we have left our work done behind us. God deal with us in mercy, not in rigour, on that head ; as we trust it will be for the faithful of us. But, in fact, it is not a serious person's sorrow surely that he is getting out of the battle ; that he sees the still regions beyond it, where there is no battle more. He began at last to write something — bnt it was WTongly pitched. It w^ould not do, and he threw it aside. In March he was off to the Grange again — off there always when the Ashbnrtons^invited him — but always, or almost so, to no purpose. ' Worse than useless to me,' he said when the visit w^as over. 'A long nightmare ; folly and indigestion the order of the day. Why go thither ? Eeally it neither does, nor can do me any good to frecfnent that much coveted kind of society — or, alas ! any kind. I believe there is no lonelier mortal on the face of the earth at present, nor perhaps often was. Don't be a Kojpf- hdngei\ how^ever. Use Solitude, since it is thy lot ; that Beginning/ of ^Fredein^k.^ 109 also is a lot, and rather an original one in these days.' Tlie party at the Grange was in itself brilliant enough. Yenables was there, whom he liked better than most men; and Azeglio and other notabilities. But even Yenables, on this occasion, he found * dogmatic,' and to Azeglio he was rude. Azeglio had been talking contemptuously of Mazzini. ''Monsieur^ said Carlyle to liim, ^ vous ne le connaissez jpas du tout, du tout ! ' and turned away and sat down to a newspaper. ' Xot a word of sense was talked to him, except by accident.' One thing, however, did occur which impressed him considerably, and of which I often heard him speak. To Margaret Carlyle^ Scotshrig. The Grange, April 1, 1853. Last night, while we sate quietly at dinner, a slip of paper was handed in by one of the servants to Lord Asliburton. * A fii*e visible somewhere in the neighbourhood.' I admired much the silent promptitude ^vith which Lord A., telling nobody, went out, leaving his dinner in the middle, drew on boots and cloak as we found afterwards, and galloped off with a gi-oom in the wild, squally night, which soon became jjlunges of rain. This is what an English country gentleman is always good for, this and the lilce of this, if he is of the right quality. The fire proved to be six miles off — one of the farmers of this estate, his 'omstead all in a blaze, cattle, &c., saved. Lord A. came back about eleven, wet enough, but one would have said almost glad ; though to him also it will be a considerable loss, no doubt. A week at the Grange was as nmch as he could bear, and it did not seem to have done very much for him. Journal. April 13, 1853. — Still stmggling and haggling about Frederick. Ditto ditto, alas ! about many things ! No words can express the forlorn, heai-t-broken, silent, utterly enchanted kind of humour I am kept in ; the worthless, empty, and painfully contemptible way in which, with no company but my own, with my eyes open, but as with my hands bound, I pass these days and months, and even years. Good Heavens ! Shall I never more rally in this world 110 Carlyle^s Life in London. then, but lie buried under mnd and imbecility till the end itself (which cannot be distant, and is coming on as with seven-leagned boots) overtake me ? Several are to blame ; for though no one hates me, I think nearly everybody of late takes me on the wrong side, and proves unconsciously unjust to me, more or less destruc- tive to me. Several are to blame, or to pity. But above all there is one. Thou thyself. Awake — arise ! Oh heaven and earth, shall I never again get awake, and feel myself working and alive ? In the earth there is no other pleasure for me, no other possession for me but that same ; and I neglect it, indolently lie praying for it, do not rise and victoriously snatch it, while the fast fleeting days yet are. Here are now ten years, and what account can I give of them ? The work done in them is very small even, in comparison. Kemorse is worthless. The remnant of the future, this yet re- mains to us. . . . Endless German history books ; dull, bad, mostly wearisome ; most uninstructive, every one of them ; Fred- erick, an unfortunate subject. In the heart of huge aolar systems — anti-solar rather, of chaff and whirling confusions, I sometimes think I notice lineaments of a Fritz, concerning whom I shall have a word to say — say it ? Oh Heaven, that I could say it ! The review newspaper and world, all dead against me at present, which is instructive too if I take the right point of survey for it, and look into it without jaundice of any kind. The canaille of talkers in type are not my friends then. They know not well what to say about me if not ' Thou, scoundrel, art of other mind than we, it would appear ; ' which the wiser are afraid might be question- able ; and the unwiser, with one voice pretty much, have already done. Well, out of that too I had got new views. I myself was in fault, and the depths and immensities of human stupidity were not practically known to me before. A strange insight, real, but hardly fit for utteiing even here, lies in that. ' Who can change the opinion of these people ? ' That is their view of the world, ir- refragable, unalterable to them. Take note of that, remember that. ' The Gadarene Swine ! ' Often, in my rage, has that inci- dent occurred to me. Shrill snort of astonishment, of alert atten- tion. ' Hrumph ! ' ' That is it, then ! ' * So sits the wind ! ' And with tails up and one accord at full speed away they go, down steep places to their watery grave, the Devil being in them. Withal it is rather curious to remark also, as I do on various occa- sions, how, while all the talk and print goes against me, my real estimation in the world— alas, certainly without new merit of mine. A Sage's Sorrows, 111 for I never Teas so idle and worthless— seems steadily increasing — steadily in various quarters, and surely fast enough, if not too fast. Bo true to thyself. Oh Heaven ! Be not a sluggard. And so give up this and take to something like work. To try to work Carlyle was determined enough. 1 1 e went nowliere in the Buminer, ])ut remained at Chelsea chained to ' Frederickj' and, moving ahead at last, leaving his wife to take a holiday. His brother John, who was now mar- ried, had taken a house at Moffat, and Mrs. Carlyle, need- ing change, w^ent off to stay w^ith him there. Paint was wanted in Cheyne Row again, and Carlyle w^as exquisitely sensitive to tlie smell of it. Otlier cocks — not, it is to be hoped, Mr. Remington's — set up their pipes in the summer mornings. 'Yile yellow Italians' came grinding under his windows. He had a terrible time of it ; but he set his teeth and determined to bear his fate. One haunting thought only refused to leave him. Good might still lie ahead if his wife and he could keep the devil out of them. If ! but what an ^ if ' ! O Jeannie (ho wrote), you know nothing ahout me just now. With all the cl(?arne.ss of vision you have, your lynx-eyes do not reach into the inner region of nie, and know not what is in my heart, what, on the whole, was always, and will always be there. I ^ish you did ; I wish you did. Sitting all alone in his Clielsea garden he meditated on his miseries, in one letter eloquently dilating on them, in the next apologising for his weakness. But what could I do (he said) ? fly for shelter to my mammy, like a poor infant with its finger cut ? complain in my distress to the one heart that used to be opey to me ? ' Greater than man, less than woman,' as Essex said of Queen Elizabeth. The cocks were locked up next door, and the fireworks at Cremorne were silent, and the rain fell and cooled I lie July air; and Carlyle slept, and the universe became uiice more tolerable. 112 ■ Carlyle's Life in London. With friends outside his family he was equally discon- solate. To TJiomas Erskine, LinlatJien. Chelsea : July 9, 1853. I had a very miserable tour in Germany ; not one night of sleep all the time, and nothing, or too little, of the Uving kind that was beautiful to look upon in return for all that physical distress at once so tormenting and so degrading. I remember the Khine river as a noble acquisition to my internal j)icture gallery. Co- logne, &c., I got no good of, but rather mischief; the sight of those impious charlatans doing their so-called ' worship ' there (a true devil worship, if ever there was one) ; and the fatal brood, architectural and others — Puseyites and enchanted human apes that inhabit such places — far transcended any little pleasure I could have got from the supreme of earthly masonry,^ and con- verted my feeling into a sad and angry one. I w^as in the Wart- burg, however — in Martin Luther's room — and I believe I almost wept there, feeling it to be, as far as I could understand, the most sacred spot in all the earth at this moment. Here, tempted by the devil (always by ' devils ' enough), but not subdued or subdu- able, stood God's Truth, embodied in the usual way : one man against all men. It was upon these hills he looked out ; it was there and in that way he dealt with the devil and defied him to his face. A scene worth visiting indeed. There are excellent por- traits by Cranach of Luther and his father and mother hung on the walls. Martin himself has a fine German face : eyes so frank and serious, a look as if he could take a cup of ale as well as wres- tle down the devil in a handsome manner. The Wartburg is much visited by tourists ; but I was not sorry to find they did not much heed Luther — merely took him among the rest and dwelt chiefly on the ' Byzantine architecture ' and restorations. The only other beautiful thing I saw was Tieck, and he is since dead. On Fritz I can make no impression what- ' Bunsen had once tried to enlist Carlyle's sympathies in the completion of Cologne cathedral, showing him the plans, &c. Carlyle said nothing till obliged to speak. Then at last, being forced, he said : ' It is a very fine pa- goda if ye could get any sort of a God to put in it ! ' Bunsen's eyes flashed anger for a moment, but the ' ridiculous ' was too strong for him, and he burst out laughing. I have heard the story told as if there had been a break- fast party with bishops, &c. , present. Carlyle, however, when I asked him, said that he and Bunsen were alone. End Xcar at SroUhrig. 113 ever, and practically consider 1 have given him up and am not equal to such a task on such terms. My wife is now at Moffat with my brother and his household. As to me, I got so smashed to pieces and perceptibly hurt in every way by my journeying last autumn — all travel and noise is at all times so noxious to me — I have never yet been able to brook the notion of travelling since, but have flattered myself I should sit still here, and would on almost any terms. Ceiiain it is, I have need enough to stay here, if staying by myself in my own sad com- ])any be the way to riddle any of the infinite dross out of me and get a little nearer what grains of metal there may be. Adieu ! dear Mr. Erakine. Give my kind and grateful remem- brances to your two ladies and to eveiybody at Linlathen. I am always faithfully yours, T. CAKLYIiE. A real calamity, sad but inevitable and long foreseen, was now approach inii:. Signs began to show that his old mother at Scotsbrig was drawing near the end of lier pil- grimage. She was reported to be ill, and even danger- onsly ill. Mrs. Carljle hurried over from Moffat to assist in nursing her, meeting, when' slie arrived there, the never- forgotten but liumbly offered birthday present of July 14 from her poor husband. Her mother-in-law, while she was there, sank into the long, death-like trance which she so vividly describes.' Contrary to all expectations, the strong resolute woman rallied fiom it, and Carlyle, always hopeful, persuaded himself that for the time the stroke had passed over. To Jane Welsh Carlyle, ScoL^brig. Chelsea : July 23, 1853. Thank you very much, my dear, for your judicious and kind at- fontion in writing and in not writing. You may judge with what t'o(»ling8 I road your letter last night, and again and again read it ; liow anxiously I expect what you will say to-night. If I had in- deed known what was going on during Monday, what would have become of me that day ? I see everything by your description as if I Jooked at it with my own eyes. My j)oor, beloved, good old ' T^ttrvH and AfetnoriaU^ vol. ii. p. 11. Vol. IV.— « 114 Carlyle's Life in London. mother. Things crowd round me in my solitude, old reminiscen- ces from the very beginnings of my life. It is very beautiful if it is so sad ; and I have nothing to say. I, like all mortals, have to feel the inexorable that there is in life, and to say, as piously as I can, ' God's will, God's will ! ' Upon the whole, I am glad you went there at this time. If you could only begin to sleep I should be thankful to have you there in my own absence. Write to me ; do not fail to write while you continue. Was not that a beautiful old mother's message : ' None, I am afraid, that he would like to hear ' ? ^ Sunt lacrymce rerum. You need not be apprehensive of — — where you are. She really likes you, and has good insight, though capable of strong prepossessions. John, even if you are in his way, which I do not think at all, has nothing to do with it. The rest are loyal to you to the bone. Surely, as you say, it was quite wrong to give such quantities of wine, &c., to an old, weak person. I hope and trust John has entirely abandoned that system. It is purchasing of momentary relief at a price which must be minous. I have done my task to-day again, but I had drugs in me, and am not in a very vigorous humour. My task is a most dreary one. I am too old for blazing up round this Fritz and his affairs ; and I see it will be a dreadful job to riddle his history into purity and consistency out of the endless mbbish of so many dullards as have treated of it. But I will tiy, too. I cannot yet afford to be beaten ; and truly there is no other thing attainable to me in life except even my own poor scantling of work such as it may be. If I can work no more, what is the good of me further ? We shall all have a right deep sleep by-and-by, my own little Jeannie. Thou wilt lie quiet beside me there in the divine bosom of eternity, if never in the diabolic whirl of time any more. But this is too sad a say- ing, though to me it is blessed and indubitable as well as sad. I called on Lady A ; less mocking than usual ; is to have a last Addiscombe party on Saturday week, and then go for the North. Adieu ! Jeannie mine. God bless for ever my poor mother and thee ! T. C. The alarm at Scotsbrig having passed off, minor evils became again important. The great cock question revived 1 ' I asked her if she had any message for j'ou, and she said, "None, I'm afraid, that he would like to hear, for he'll be sorry that I'm so frail." '-—Let- ters and Memorials, vol. ii. p. 13. Jlic Demon FmoU. 115 in formidable proportions. Mrs. Carlj^le liad prone to her cousin's at Liverpool, but her presence was needed urgently in Cheyne Row to deal with it. A room was to be con- structed at the top of the house, where neither cockcrows nor other sound could penetrate; but until it was completed * the unprotected male,' as Carlyle called himself, was suf- fering dismally. I foresee in general (lie wrote to her on July 27) these cocks will require to be abolished, entirely silenced, whether we build the new room or not. I would cheerfully shoot them, and pay the price if discovered, but I have no gun, should be unsafe for hitting, and indeed seldom see the wretched animals. Failing everything, I see dimly the ultima ratio, and indeed wish I had in my dmwer what of minei-al or vegetable extract would do the fatal deed. Truly I think often it will need to be (lone. A man is not a Chat- ham nor a Wallengtein ; but a man has work too which the Powers would not quite wish to have suppressed by two-and-sixpence worth of bantams. O ! my dear ! my deai- ! I am a most un victorious man surely. Morning after morning the horrid clarions blew. The cocks must either withdraw or die (he cried, two days later.) That is a fixed point ; and I must do it myself if no one will help. It is really too bad that a ' celebrated man,' or any man, or even a well-conditioned animal of any size, should be submitted to such scandalous paltrinesses ; and it must end, and I had better make that my first business to-day. But I will do nothing till you come. Then indeed I feel as if mercy were already wrought for me. For some cause there was a respite for a night or two, but now the owner of the cocks, one Ronca, was heard coughing at half-past eight in the morning, and this — but this could hardly be made a crime. * Poor devil ! ' he said to In'iiisdf, with a tinge of remorso, 'a l)ad cough indeed ; iind I am to be annoyed at the wwvr. noise of it. Selfish mortal ! ' Lady Ashburton, hearing of his forlorn condi- tion, made over the now vacant Addiscombe to him. His wife came back. The cocks were for a time disposed o^ 116 Oarlyle's Life in London, and the new room was set about. The new room was the final hope. Till it was finished there could be no surety of peace. ^ Ach Gott!'' he said, 'I am wretched, and in silence nearly mad.' Journal. August 17, 1853. — Near the nadir, I should think, in my affairs. The wheel must turn. Let me not quite despair. All summer, which I resolved to spend here, at least without the distraction of travel for a new hindrance, I have been visibly below par in health ; annoyed with innumerable paltiy things ; and, to crown all — a true mock-crown — with the crowings, shriekings, and half-maddening noises of a stock of fowls which my poor neighbour has set up for his profit and amusement. To great evils one must oppose great virtues; and also to small, which is the harder task of the two. Masons, who have already killed half a year of my life in a too sad manner, are again upon the roof of the house, after a dreadful bout of resolution on my part, building me a soundless- room. The world, which can do me no good, shall at least not torment me with its street and backyard noises. It is all the small request I make of the world, says wounded vanity, wounded &c. ; in fact, a wounded and humiliated mind. No more unvictorious man is now living. I can do no work though I still keep trying. Try better ! Alas ! alas ! my dear old mother seems to be fading fast away from me. My thoughts are dark and sad continually with that idea. Inexorabile fatum ! The great, the eternal is there, and also the paltriest and smallest, to load me down. I seem to be sinking inextricably into chaos. But I won't ! These are the two extremes of my lot of burdens ; and there lie enough more, and sore enough between, of which I write nothing here. I am getting taught contempt of the world and its beneficences. Nay, perhaps I am really learning. Let me learn vfiih. piety. Perhaps I shall one day bless these mise- ries too. Steady ! steady ! Don't give it up ! . . . Panizzi, Avliom I do not love, and who returns the feeling, icill not, though solicited from various quarters — high quarters some of them— admit me to the silent rooms of the King's Library, to a place where I could read and enquire. Never mind ! No matter at all ! Perhaps it is even better so. I believe I could explode the poor monster if I took to petitioning, writing in the ' Times,' &c. But I shall take good heed of that. Intrinsically he hinders me but little. Intrinsically, the blame is not in him, but in the prurient Mueries Great and ISmaU. 117 darkness and confused pedantry and ostentatious inanity of the world which put him there, and which I must own he very faii-ly represents and symbolizes there. Lords Lansdowne and Brougham put Pauizzi in ; and the world with its Hansards and ballot-boxes and sublime apparatus put in Lords Lansdowne and Brougham. A saddish time, Mr. Rigmarole. Yes ! but what then ? Of the two extreme trials of which Carlyle spoke, the greatest, the one which really and truly was to shake his whole nature, was approaching its culmination. Although his mother had rallied remarkably from her attack in the summer, and was able to read and converse as usual, there had been no essential recovery ; there was to be and there could be none. His mother, whom he had regarded with an affection ' passing the love of sons,' with whom, in spite of, or perhaps in consequence of, her profound Christian piety, he had found more in common, as he often said, than with any other mortal — was now evidently about to be taken away from him. A feeling peculiarly- tender had united these two. . . . Carlyle, as his letters show, had been haunted from his earliest days by the terror that he must one day lose her. She had watched over the workings of his mind with passionate solicitude : proud of his genius, and alternately alarmed for his soul. In the long evenings when they had sate together over the fire with their pipes at Mainhill, he had half-satisfied her that he and she were one in heart and in essentials. His first earnings, when a school usher, were spent in contrib- uting to her comforts. When money came from Boston for the 'French Revolution,' the 'kitlni' instantly sent ' the auld cat' an 'American mouse.' If she gloried in his fame and greatness, he gloried more in being the son of the humble Margaret Carlyle — and while she lived, she, and only she, stood between him and the loneliness of which he so often and so passionately complained. No one else, perhaps, ever completely understood his charac- 118 Carlyle^s Life in London, ter ; and of all his letters none are more tenderly beauti- ful than those which he sent to Scotsbrig. One more of these has yet to be given — the last — which it is uncertain whether she was able to read. Pie wrote it on his own birthday, when he was on the point of going again to the Grange, and it is endorsed by him in his own latest shak- ing hand, ' My last letter to my mother.' Chelsea : December 4, 1853. My dear, good Mother, — I wrote to Jean the other day and have very little news to tell you ; but I cannot let this day pass without sending you some word or other, were it never so insignificant. We are going into the country to-morrow, to the Grange, for two weeks or perhaps a little more, partly to let the painters get done with that weary ' room ' of which you have heard so much ; partly because the Ashburtons, whose house we visited lately without their own presence, would have it so, and Jane thought we were bound. She will go therefore : and I, having once landed her there, am to have liberty to leave again when I will. Meanwhile I have- bargained to be private all day in their big house, to go on with my work just as if at home, &c. We will see how it answers. I confess I get no good of any company at present ; nor, except in stubbornly trying to work— alas ! too often in vain — is there any sure relief to me from thoughts which are very sad. But we must not ' lose heart ; ' lose faith — never, never ! Dear old mother, weak and sick and dear to me, while I live in God's creation, what a day has this been in my solitary thought ; for, except a few words to Jane, I have not spoken to anyone, nor, indeed, hardly seen anyone, it being dusk and dark before I went out — a dim silent Sabbath day, the sky foggy, dark with damp, and a universal stillness the consequence, and it is this day gone fifty-eight years that I was born. And my poor mother ! Well ! we are all in God's hands. Surely God is good. Surely we ought to trust in Him, or what trust is there for the sons of men ? Oh, my dear mother ! Let it ever be a comfort to you, however weak you are, that you did your part honourably and well while in strength, and were a noble mother to me and to us all. I am now myself grown old, and have had various things to do and suffer for so many years ; but there is nothing I ever had to be so much thankful for as for the mother I had. That is a truth which I know well, and perhaps this day again it may be some comfort to you. Yes, Margaret Caiiyle. 119 surely, for if there has been any good in the things I have uttered in the world's hearing, it was your voice essentially that was sjjeak- ing through me ; essentially what you and my brave father meant and taught me to mean, this was the purport of all I spoke and wrote. And if in the few years that may remain to me, I am to get any more written for the world, the essence of it so far as it is worthy and good, will still be yours. May God reward you, dearest mother, for all you have done for me ! I never can. All no ! but will think of it with gratitude and pious love so long as I have the power of thinking. And I will pray God's blessing on you, now and always, and will write no more on that at present, for it is better for me to bo silent. Perhaps a note from the doctor will arrive to-morrow ; I am much obliged, as he knows, for his punctuality on that subject. He knows there is none so interesting to me, or can be. Alas ! I know well he wTites me the best \dew he can take ; but I see too, how utterly frail my poor mother is, and how little he or any mor- t£d can help. Nevertheless, it is a constant solace to me to think he is near you, and our good Jean. Certainly she does ^me a great service in assiduously watching over you ; and it is a great bless- ing to us all that she is there to do such a duty. As to my own health, I am almost suriDrised to report it is so good. In spite of all these tumblings and agitations, I really feel almost better than I have done in late years ; certainly not worse ; and at this time within sight of sixty it is strange how little decay I feel ; nothing but my eyesight gone a very little ; and my hope, but also my fear or care at all, about this world, gone a great deal. Poor Jane is not at all strong, sleeps very ill, &c. Perhaps the fortnight of fresh air and change of scene will do her some good. But she is very tough, and a bit of good stuff too. I often wonder how she holds out, and braves many things with so thin a skin. She is sit- ting here reading. She sends her affection to you and to them alL She speaks to me about you almost daily, and answers many a question and speculation ever since she was at Scotsbrig. Give my love to Jamie, to Isabella, and them all. May God's blessing 1)(> on you all ! T. CAiUiYiiE. It conld not have been with any pleasure that, at a mo- ment when liis mother was so manifestly sinking, Carlyle felt liimself called on to go again to the Grange. IIg had been at home only a month since ho last left. But thei*o 120 Carlyles Life in London. was to be a grand gathering of great London people there. The Ashbnrtons were pressing, and he was under too many obligations to refuse. They went, both of them, into tl^e midst of London intellect and social magnificence. Mrs. Carlyle was able to stay a few days only, for the cock problem had reached a crisis. In his despair, Car- lyle had thonght of actually buying the lease of the house where the dreadful creatures were nourished, turning the people out and leaving it empty. The ' demon fowls ' were a standing joke at the witty Grange. Either he or his wife was required upon the spot to make an arrange- ment. He says that she proposed to go ; she indicates that the pressure was on his side, and that she thought it a ' wildgoose enterprise.' ^ At any rate, the visit which was to have improved her health was cut short on this ac- count, and she was packed off to Chelsea. He continued on in the shining circle till, on December 20, news came from Scotsbrig that his mother was distinctly worse and could not long survive. It was not quite clear that the danger w^as immediate. He tried to hope, but to no pur- pose. He felt that he ought to go down to her, at any rate that he ought not to continue where he was. His hostess consented to his going ; he writes as if he had been obliged to apply for permission. Lady Ashburton, he says in one place, gave him leave.""' In a letter written at the time, he says, ' Lady A. admitted at once, when I told her the case, that I ought to go thither, without doubt; at all events to get out of this has become a neces- sity for me ; this is not supportable in my present condi- tion.' He hurried to Scotsbrig, stopping only a night in London, and was in time to see his mother once more alive. He has left several accounts of the end of this admirable woman. That in his Journal is the most con- cise. * Letters and Memorials^ vol. ii., p. 24. 2 Ibid. p. 26. Death of Margaret Carhjle. 121 Journal, January 8, 1854. — The stroke has fallen. My dear old mother is gone from me, and in the winter of the year, confusedly under darkness of tveather and of mind, the stem final epoch — epoch of old age—m beginning to unfold itself for me. I had gone to the Gmnge with Jane, not very willingly ; was sadly in worthless soli- tude for most part passing my Christmas season there. The news from Scotsbrig had long been bad ; extreme weakness, for there was no disease, tlireatening continually for many months past to * reach its term. What to do I knew not. At length sliaking aside my sick languor and wretched uncertainty I perceived plainly that I ought not to be there — but I ought to go to Scotsbrig at all risks straightway. This was on Tuesday, December 20 ; on Wednesday I came home ; on Thursday evening set off northward by the ex- press train. The night's travel, Carlisle for the three-quarters of an hour I waited, Kirtlebndge at last, and my anxieties in the walk to Scotsbrig ; these things I shall not forget. It is matter of per- ennial thankfulness to me, and beyond my desert in that matter very far, that I found my dear old mother still alive ; able to re- cognise me with a faint joy, her former self still strangely visible there in all its lineaments, though worn to the uttermost thread. The brave old mother and the good, whom to lose liad been my fear ever since intelligence awoke in me in this world, andved now at the final bourn. Never sliall I forget her wearied eyes that morning, looking out gently into the wintry daylight ; every in- stant falling together in sleep and then opening again. She had in general the most j^erfect clearness of intellect, courageous com- l)osure, affectionate patience, complete presence of mind. Dark clouds of physical suffering, &c., did from time to time eclipse and confuse ; but the clear steady light, gone now to the size of a star^ as once it had l)een a sun, came always out victorious again. At night on that Friday she had forgotten me — * Knew me only since the morning.* I went into the other room ; in a few minutes she sent for me to say she did now remember it all, p,nd knew her son Tom as of old, * Tell us how thou sleeps ' she said, when I took leave about midnight. * Sleeps ! ' Alas she herself hail lain in a sleep of death for sixteen houi-s, till that very morning at six, when I was on the road ! That was the third ot such slee})s or half- faints lasting for fifteen or sixteen hoi^rs. Jane saw the first of them in August. On Saturday, if I recollect, her sense in general seemed clear, though her ^ook of weakness was greater than ever. 122 Carlyle\s Life in London. Brother Jamie and I had gone out to walk in the afternoon. Ke- tnrning about dusk we found her suffering greatly ; want of breath, owing to weakness. What passed from that time till mid- night will never efface itself, and need not be written here. I never saw a mind more clear and present^ though worn down now to the uttermost and sinking in the dark floods. My good veracious af- fectionate and brave old mother ! I keep one or two incidents and all the perplexed image of that night to myself, as something very precious, singular, and sternly sacred to me ; beautiful too in its valiant simple worth, and touching as what else could be to me ? About eleven my brother John ventured on half a dose of laud- anum, the pain of breathing growing ever worse otherwise. Relief percej)tible in consequence — we sent my sister Jean to bed — who had watched for nights and months, relieved only by John at in- tei-vals. I came into the room where John was now watching. * Here is Tom come to bid you good night, mother,' said he. She smiled assent, took leave of me as usual. As I turned to go she said, * I'm muckle obleeged t' ye.' Those were her last voluntary words in this world. After that she spoke no more — slept ever deeper. Her sleep lasted about sixteen hours. She lay on her back, stirred no muscle. The face was as that of a statue with slight changes of expression. ' Infinite astonishment ' was what one might have fancied to read on it at one time ; the breathing not very hard or quick, yet evidently difficult, and not changing sensibly in character, till four p.m., when it suddenly fell lower, paused, again paused, perhaps still again : and our good and dear old mother was gone from her sorrows and from us. I did not weep much, or at all : except for moments : but the sight too, and the look backwards and forwards, was one that a far harder heart might have melted under. Farewell, farewell ! She was about 84 years of age, and could not with advantage to any side remain with us longer. Surely it was a good Power that gave us such a mother ; and good though stern that took her away from amid such grief and labour by a death beautiful to one's thoughts. ' All the days of my appointed time will I wait till my change come.' This they often heard her muttering, and many other less frequent pious texts and passages. Amen, Amen ! Sunday, December 25, 1853 —a day henceforth, for ever memorable to me. The funeral was on Thursday. Intense frost had come on the Monday night. I lingered about Scotsbrig, wandering silently in the bright hard silent mornings and afternoons, waiting till all James CarlyU. 123 small temporal matters were settled ; wliicli they decently were. On Monday morning I went — cold as Siberia, yet a bright sun shining ; had a painful journey, rapid as a comet, but with neither food nor warmth attainable till after midnight, when my sad pil- grimage ended. Since then I have been languidly sorting rubbish, very languid, sad, and useless every way. It cannot be said that I have yet learned this severe lesson I have got. I must try to leaiii it more and more, or it will not pass from me. To live for the shorter or longer remainder of my days \^dth the simple bravery, vemcity, and piety of her that is gone : that would be a right learning from her death, and a right honouring of her memory. But alas all is yet frozen within me ; even as it is with- out me at present, and I have made little or no way. God be help- ful to me ! I myself am very weak, confused, fatigued, entangled in poor worldlinesses too. Newspaper paragraphs, even as this sa- cred and peculiar thing, are not indifferent to me. Weak soul ! and I am fifty-eight years old, and the tasks I have on hand, Fied- erick &c., are most ungainly, incongruous -wdth my mood — and the night Cometh, for me too is not distant, which for her is come. I must try, I must try. Poor brother Jack ! Will he do his Dante now ? ' For him also I am sad ; and surely he has deserved grati- tude in these last years from us all. James Carlyle, who was the master at Scotsbrig, was the youngest of the brothers. Carlyle told me that he thought his brother James had been the happiest of them all — happy chiefly in this, that he had fallen less under his own influence than Alexander and John. He was a mere child in tlie years when ^ Tom was home from Col- lege ' ; he had been educated by his father and* motlier, and had believed what tliey believed. There is a touch- iiijj: mention of James in a letter written during this sad time from Scotsbrig. * Jamie is. kind,' Carlyle tells his wife, 'and honest as a soul can be ; comes and sits with me, or walks with me when I like, goes gently away when he sees I had rather be alone.' > Translation of Dante, part of which had been admirably done by John Carlyle. He wa« doubting whether to go on with it or leave it. 124 CarlyWs Ufe in London. He shuddered as he thought of his hesitation in setting out. *0h,' he said, *I am bound to be for ever thankful that I got here in time ; not by own wisdom either or by any worth in my own management of the affair. Had I stayed at the Grange and received the news there, it would have driven me half- distracted and left a remorse to me till the very end of my existence.' The few days of reflection before the funeral were spent in silence. He wrote on one of them to Erskine. * I got here in time to be recognised, to be cheered with the sa- cred beauty of a devout and valiant soul's departure. God make me thankful for such a mother. God enable me to live more worthily of her in the years I may still have left. I must rally myself if I can for a new and sterner final epoch which I feel has now arrived for me. The last two years have been without action, worthless to me except for the final burning away of things that needed to be burnt.' In London, when settled there again, he lived for many weeks in strictest seclusion, working at his task or trying to work, but his mind dwelling too constantly on his irre- parable loss to allow him to make progress. My labour (he wrote to his brother John on January 14th, 1854) is miserably languid : the heart within me is low and sad. I have kept quite alone, seen nobody at all. I think of our dear mother with a kind of mournful blessedness. Her life was true, simple, generous, brave ; her end, with the last traces of these qualities still visible in it, was very beautiful if very sad to us. I would not for much want those two stern days at Scotsbrig from my memory. They lie consecrated there as if baptised in sorrow and with the greatness of eternity in them. A fortnight later it was still the same. My soul is exceeding sorrowful, all hung with hlack in general, thinking of what is gone and what cannot return to me. I hold my peace in general and accept the decrees of heaven, still hoping that some useful labour may be again possible for me here, which is the one consolation I can conceive at present. Notes ill JuaniaJ.: 125 Towards the spring, evening visitors were readmitted into Cheyne Row ; but they were not very welcome, and wore not, perhaps, very graciously received. "Wo have a turn or two of talk (he reports on February 10th), which does vve little good, yet is perba^^s better than flat silence, perhaps iwt. The other night, H., by volunteer appointment, came to us ; brought one, R. , more than half-drunk, in his train, and one D., an innocent ingenuous babe, in red hair and beard, member for the borough. R. also and more conspicuously, member for something, is a Jew of the deepest type, black hook- nosed Jew, with tlie mouth of a shark ; coarse, 8|tvage, infidel, hungry, and with considerable strength of hearty' head, and jaw. He went early away. The rest, to whom Ape L., and an unknown natural philosopher sometimes seen here with him, liad accident- ally joined themselves, stayed long. Nichts zu bedeuten. It was entertaining to watch the struggle in Carlyle on such occasions between courtesy and veracity. He was seldom actually rude, unless to a great man like the Sar- dini^i Minister. But he was not skilful in concealing his dislikes and his boredoms. His journal shows a gradual but slow, very slow recovery out of his long pros- tration. Journal. February 28, 1854. — Not quite idle ; always indeed professing to work ; but making, as it were, no way at all. Alas ! alas ! In truth I am weak and forlorn to a degree ; have the profoundest feeling of utter loneliness in the world ; which the company, * when it comes,* of my fellow-creatures rather tends to aggravate and strengthen than assuage. I have, however, or am getting, a kind of sad peace withal, * renunciation,' more real sui^eriority to vain wishes, worldly honours, advantages, &c., the peace that belongs to the old. My Frederick looks as if it never would take sha|)e in me ; in fact the problem is to burn away the immense dungheap of the 18th century with its ghastly cants, foul, blind sensualities, cruelties and inanity now fallen putrid, rotting inevitably towards annihilation ; to destroy and extinguish all that, having got to know it, and to know that it must be rejected for evermore ; after 126 Carlyl^s Life in London, wliich the perennial portion, pretty much Friedrich and Voltaire, so far as I can see, may remain conspicuous and capable of being delineated (very loosely expressed all this ; does not fit my thought like a skin ; but, like an Irish waistcoat, it does in some degree) . Sunday morning last, there came into my mind a vision of the old Sunday mornings I had seen at Mainhill, &c. Poor old mother, father, and the rest of us bustling about to get dressed in time and down to the meeting-house at Ecclefechan, Inexpressibly sad to me, and full of meaning. They are gone now, vanished all ; their poor bits of thrifty clothes, more precious to me than Queen's or King's expensive trappings, their pious struggling effort, their ' little life,' it is all away. It has all melted into the still sea ; it was * rounded with a sleep.' So with all things. Nature and this big universe in all corners of it show nothing else. Time ! Death ! All-devouring Time ! This thought, *£h:e2m^ omnes,' and how the generations are like crops of grass, temporary^ very, and all van^ ishes, as it were an apparition and a ghost ; these things, though half a century old in me, possess my mind as they never did be- fore. On the whole I have a strange interior tomb life, and dwell in secret among scenes and contemplations which I do not sjDeak of to anybody. My mother ! my good heavy-laden dear anc^brave and now lost mother ! The thought that I shall never see her more with these eyes gives a strange painful flash into me many times when I look at that poor portrait I have of her. ' Like Ulysses,' as I say, I converse with the shade of my mother and sink out of all company and light common talk into that grand element of sorrow and eternal stillness. God is great. I will not ask or guess [know no man ever could or can) what He has ap- pointed for His poor creatures of the earth ; a right and good and wise appointment, it full surely is. Let me look to it with pious manfulness, without either hope or fear that were excessive. Ex- cessive ? Alas ! how veiy small it is in me ; really inconsiderable, beaten out of me by ' many stripes,' pretty continual for these fifty years, till I feel as if fairly broken and pounded in the mortar ; and have oftenest no prayer except Eest, rest ; let me sleep then if that must be my doom ! For as God lives I am weary, very weary, and the way of this world does not suit me at all. Such changes grow upon the spirit of a man. When I look back thirty years and read my feelings, it is very strange. Oh pious mother! kind, good, brave, and tmthful soul as I have ever found, and more Notes in Journal, 127 than I have ever elsewhere found in this world, yonr poor Toni, long out of his schooldays now, has fallen ver}' lonely, very lame and broken in this pilgrimage of his ; and you cannot help him or cheer him by a kind word any more. From your grave in Eccle- fechan kirkyard yonder you bid him trust in God, and that also he will try if he can understand, and do. The conquest of the world and of death and hell does verily yet lie in that, if one can undei-stand and do it. CHAPTER XXIL A.D. 1854. iET. 59. Crimean war — Louis Napoleon — The sound-proof room — Dreams — Death of John Wilson — Character of Wilson — A journal of a day — The economies of Cheyne Row — Carlyle finances — ' Bud- get of a Femme Incomprise.* The year 1854 was spent almost entirely in London. JS'either Carlyle nor liis wife was absent for more than a day or two : she in indifferent health, to which she was stoically resigning herself ; he ' in dismal continual wrestle' with ' Frederick,' the ' unexecntable book,' and rather ' in bilious condition,' which meant what we know. The work which he had undertaken was immense ; desperate as that of the girl in tlie fairy tale with the pile of tangled silks before her ; and no beneficent godmother to help him through with it ; and the gea of life, the spring and fire of earlier years, gone out of him. He allowed what was going on in the world to distract him as little as possible ; but the sounds of such things broke in upon him, and were as unwelcome as the cocks had been. The Crimean war was in prospect, and the newspapers were crowing as loud as the Demon Fowls. Journal. Spring, 1854. — Eussian war ; soldiers marching off, &c. Never such enthusiasm seen among the population. Cold I as a very stone to all that ; seems to me privately I have hardly seen a mad- der business. 1696 was battle of Zeutha on Theiss ; Eugene's task in this world to break the backbone of Turk. A lazy, ugly, sen- sual, dark fanatic, that Turk, whom we have now had for 400 The Cnmecm Wwr, 129 ^rears. I, for my own private part, would not buy the continuance of him there at the i*ate of sixpence a century. Let him go when- ever he can, stay no longer with all my heart. It will be a beau- tifuUer, not an uglier, that will come in his place ; uglier I should not know where to look for under the sky at present. Then as to Russian increase of strength, &c. Really, I would wait till Russia meddled with me before I drew sword to stop his increase of strength. It is the idle population of editors, &c., that have done all this in England. One perceives clearly the ministers go for- ward in it against their will. Indeed, I have seen no rational person who is not privately very much inclined to be of my own opinion ; all fools and loose-spoken inexperienced persons being of the other. It is veiy disgraceful for any ' ministry ' or government ; but such is the fate and curse of all ministries here at present, in- evitably. Poor souls ! What could the ministry do after all ? To attend to their home affairs, fortify their own coasts, encourage their own fisheries (for new seamen), regulate their own popula- tion into or toward proper manliness of spirit and position, and capability of self-defence, and so bid defiance to all the earth, as England peculiarly might — to do this, or any portion of this, is far from them ; therefore they must do the other thing. Better speed to them ! The French alliance, into which we were drawn by the Crimean affair, was not, in Carlyle's opinion, a compensat- ing circumstance — very much the reverse. The Revolu- tion of 1848, a weak repetition of 1793, had been followed by a corresponding Napoleonic Empire, a parody on the first. Carlyle had known Louis Xapoleon in England. He had watched him stepping to the throne through per- jury and massacre, and had been indignant and ashamed for the nation who could choose or tolerate at its head an adventurer unrecommended by a single virtue. From the first, he was certain that for such a man no good end was to be looked for. It was with a feeling of disgust that he found the English newspapers now hailing the * scandalous Copper Captain,' as he called him, as the saviour of Eu- ropean order, and a fit ally for England. It was with something more than disgust that he heard of tliis person Vol. IV. -9 130 Carlyle^s Life in London, paying a visit to the Queen of England, and being wel- comed by her as a friend and brother sovereign. The war and its consequences and circumstances he thrust out of his mind, to the utmost possible distance, and thought of other things. To one of these, ' the eighth wonder of the world,' which had sprung into being out of the Great Exhibition, tlie glass palace of Sydenham, he was less in- tolerant than might have been expected. At the end of April he spent a Saturday and Sunday with the Ashbur- tons at Addiscombe. On Sunday (he tells his brother) we made a pilgrimage to the Crystal Palace, which is but some two miles off, a monstrous mountain of glass building on tlie top of Sydenham Hill, veiy conspicuous from Cheyne Walk here. Innumerable objects of Art in it, whole acres of Egyptian monsters, and many really good copies of classical and modern sculptui'e, which well deserve ex- amination one day. The living visitors not so very numerous in so huge an edifice— probably not above 200 — were almost all Jews. Outside were as many thousands of the Christian persuasion — or rather, Christian Cockney — unable to get in. The whole matter seemed to me to be the very highest flight of Transcendental Cockneyism yet known among mankind. One saw ' Kegardless of expense ' written on every fibre of it, and written with the best Cockney judgment, yet still with an essentially Cockney one. Re- gardless of expense ! That was the truly grand miracle of it. At Cheyne Row the great feature was the completion of the ' sound-proof ' room, into which he ' was whirled aloft by the angry elements.' It was built above the highest story, the roof being, as it were, lifted over it, ' and was equal in size to the whole area on which the house stood. A second w^all was constructed inside the outer one, with a space between to deaden external noise. There were doors in the inner wall, and windows in the outer, w4iich could be opened for ventilation, but the room itself was lighted from above. It had no outlook except to the sky. Here Carlyle spent his working hours, cut 7%d Soundyproof Room, 131 off from everyone — * whirled aloft,' as he said ; angry at the fato which had driven him into such a refuge, and finding in it, when finished, the faults inseparable from all human contrivances. But he did admit that 'the light was superb,' that all * softer sounds were killed on the road to him, and that of sharp sounds scarce the thirtieth part could penetrate.' The cocks had been finally abol- ished, jmrchased out of existence by a hi. note and Mrs. Carlyle's diplomacy. Thus they * were quiet as mice,' he working with all his might, dining out nowhere, save once with the Proctors, to meet Dickens, and 'finding it the most hideous evening he had had for years.' Under these conditions, ' Frederick ' ouglit to have made progress, if it could progress at all. But it seemed as if it could not. Apinl, 1854. — No way made with my book, nor like to be made. I am in a heavj', stupefying state of health, ioo, and have no ca- pacity of grasping the big chaos that lies round me, and reducing it to order. Order ! Reducing ! It is like compelling the grave to give up its dead, were it rightly done, and I am in no capacity for working such a miracle. Yet all things point to work — tell me sternly enough that except in work there is simply no hope for me at all, no good that can now come to me. I read old German books, dull as stupidity itself — ^nay, superan- nuated stupidity — gain with labour the dreariest glimpses of unim- portant, extinct human things in that region of the world ; but when I begin operating ; how to reduce tliat widespread black desert of Brandenburg sand to a small human garden — alas ! alas! But let me not spend time here making matters ttorse. Surely now I am at the bottom of the wheel. I dream horribly — the finiit of incurable biliousness : waste scenes of solitary desola- tion, gathered from Craigenputtock, as I now perceive, but tenfold iutensafed; endless uplands of scraggy moors, with gnarls of lich- ened crag of a stem ugliness, for always I am quite a hermit there too— fit to go into Dante's ♦ Inferno ; ' with other visions less si^eak- able, of a similar ty|)o. Eveiy vision, I find, is the express sym- bol and suitable representative of the mood of mind then possess- ing me. Also, it is sometimes weeks after the actual dream, as of 132 Carlyle^s Life in London. these Dantesqne Galloway moors, when some other analogous dream or circumstance first brings them to my waking recollec- tion — a thing rather curious to me. But nearly all my dreams in this world have come from bodily conditions of the nerves, I think ; and ninety -nine out of every hundred have been ugly and painful, very stupid too, and weak, and, on the whole, by no means worth having, could one have avoided them. For the rest, I find noth- ing sublime in the act of dreaming, nor even anything very strange. Shut your eyes at any time, there will be a phantasma- gory of thoughts and images begin parading in unbroken series through your head. To sleep is but to shut your eyes and outer senses a little better. I have an impression that one always d7'eams, but that only in cases where the nerves are disturbed by bad health, which produces light, imperfect sleep, do they start into such relief — call it agony and antagony — as to force them- selves on our w^aking consciousness. On the whole, the miracle of dreams was never much of a miracle to me, and now, this long while, none at all, beyond what everything is. Advancing years have one inseparable accompaniment, painful if we like to make it so, or soft and sad, as an or- dinance of nature — a thing wliich Jias to be, and must be so accepted. Eacli season takes away witli it more and more of the friends whom we have known and loved, cut- ting one by one the strings wliich attach us to our present lives, and lightening the reluctance with which we recog- nise our own time approaching. Anyone at all that we have personally known has a friendly aspect when we hear that he is dead. Even if he has done us an ill turn, he cannot do it again. We forget the injuries we have received, because, after all, they did not seriously hurt us ; we remember the injuries which we have done, because they are past remedy. With the dead, whatever they were, we only desire to be at peace. Between John Wil- son and Carlyle there had never been any cordial relation. They had met in Edinburgh in the old days; on Carlyle's part there had been no backwardness, and Wilson was not unconscious of Carlyle's extraoiKiinary powers. But iie Death of Johi Wilson. 133 had been shy of Carlyle, and Carlyle had resented it, and now tliis April the news came that Wilson was gone, and Carlyle had to write his epitaph. Journal. April 29, 1854.-— John Wilson dead at Edinburgh abont ten days ago. Apoplexy bad gradually cut him out of the lists of the active, years ago, and for six months had quite broken his memoiy, &c., and rendered recoveiy hopeless. I knew his figure well ; remem- ber well first seeing him in Princes Street on a bright April after- noon — probably 1814 — exactly forty years ago. Princes Street, on bright afternoons, was then the promenade of Edinburgh, and I, as a student, had gone among the others to see the KoKac and the KoXoi ; one Campbell, some years older than myself, was walking with me in the crowd. A tall ruddy figure, with plenteous blonde hair, with bright blue eyes, fixed, as if in haste towards some dis- tant object, strode rapidly along, clearing the press to the left of us, close by the railings, near where Blackwood's shop now is. Westward he in haste ; we slowly eastward. Campbell whispered me, 'That is Wilson of the " Isle of Palms," ' which poem I had not read, being then quite mathematical, scientific, «fec., for extra- neous reasons, as I now see them to have been. The broad- shouldered stately bulk of the man stnick me ; his flashing eye, copious, dishevelled head of hair, and rapid, unconcerned prog- ress, like that of a plough through stubble. I really liked him, but only from the distance, and thought no more of him. It must have been fourteen years later before I once saw his figure again, and began to have some distant straggling acquaintance of a per- sonal kind with him. Glad could I have been to be better and more familiarly acquainted ; but though I liked much in him, and he somewhat in me, it would not do. He was always very kind to me, but seemed to have a feeling I should — could — not become wholly his, in which he was right, and that on other terms he could not have me ; so we let it so remain, and for many yeara — indeed, even after quitting Edinburgh I had no acquaintance with him ; occasionally got symptoms of his ill-humour with me — ink-spurts in * Blackwood,* read or heard of, which I, in a surly, silent man- ner, strove to consider flattering rather. Poor Wilson ! I can- not remember ever to have at all much respected his judgment, or depth of sincere insight into anything whatever ; and by this time I was abroad in fields quite foreign to him, where his word was of 134: Carlyl^s Life in London, less and less avail to me. In London, indeed, I seldom or never heard any talk of him. I never read his blustering, drunken * Noctes ' after Gordon in Edinburgh ceased to bring them to me. We lived apart, as in different centuries ; though, to say the truth, I always loved Wilson — really rather loved him, and could have fancied a most strict and very profitable friendship between us in different, happier circumstances. But it was not to be. It was not the way of this poor epoch, nor a possibility of the century we lived in. One had to bid adieu to it therefore. Wilson had much nobleness of heart, and many traits of noble genius, but the central tie-beam seemed always wanting ; very long ago I perceived in him the most irreconcilable contradictions, Toryism with sansculottism ; Methodism of a sort with total incredulity ; a noble, loyal, and religious nature, not s/ron^ enough to vanquish the perverse element it is born into. Hence a being all split into i)recipitous chasms and the wildest volcanic tumults ; rocks overgrown, indeed, with tropical luxuriance of leaf and flower, but knit together at the bot- tom — that was my old figure of speech — only by an ocean — of whisky punch. On these terms nothing can be done. Wilson seemed to me always by far the most gifted of all our literary men, either then or still ; and yet intrinsically he has written nothing that can endure. The central gift was wanting. Adieu ! adieu ! oh, noble, ill-starred brother! Who shall say I am not myself farther wrong, and in a more hopeless course and case, though on the opposite side. . . . Wilson spoke always in a curious dia- lect, full of humour and ingenuity, but with an uncomfortable wavering between jest and earnest, as if it were his interest and unconscious purpose to cwcceal his real meaning in most things. So far as I can recollect, he was once in my house (Comely Bank, with a testimonial, poor fellow !) and I once in his, De Quincey, &c., a little while one afternoon. One night, at Gordon's, I supped with him, or witnessed his supper — ten or twelve tumblers of whisky punch, continued till the daylight shone in on him and us ; and such a firework of wildly ingenious — I should say volcanically vivid — hearty, humorous, and otherwise remarkable, entertaining, and not venerable talk (Wordsworth, Dugald Stewart, many men, as well as things, came in for a lick), as I never listened to before or since. We walked homewards together through the summer sunrise, I remember well. Good Wilson ! Poo;* Wilson ! That must be twenty- six years ago. I know not if among all his * friends ' he has left one who feels more recognisingly what ha Death of John Wilsoiu 135 was, and how ti*agical his life when seemingly most successful, than I now. Adieu to him, good, grand, mined soul, that never could be great, or, indeed, be anything. This present is a ruinous and ruining world. In the obituary of this spring the name of another Scotchman appeared^-of more national temperament — on ■whom Carlyle also leaves a few words. A few days later (Wednesday last) there died also at Edinburgh liord Cockburn, a figure from my early years : Jeffrey's biog- rapher and friend ; in all respects the converse or contrast of "Wilson — rustic Scotch sense, sincerity, and humour, all of the practical Scotch type, versus the Keopoetical Wordsworthian, Coleridgean, extremely chaotic * Church of the Future,' if Cal- vary, Parnassus, and whisky punch can ever be supposed capable of growing into anything but a dungheap of the future or past. Cockburn, small, splid, and genuine, was by much the whole- somer product ; a bright, cheery-voiced, hazel-eyed man ; a Scotch dialect with plenty of good logic in it, and of practical sagacity. Veracious, too. A gentleman, I should say, and per- fectly in the Scotch type, perhaps the very last of that peculiar species. Carlyle's own special work at this time was confined almost to reading books. The little that he composed was unsatisfactory, and tlie entries in his journal, which were unusually numerous in the period of forced in- activity, were at once an occupation and a relief. When once he was launched upon his enterprise, he had little leisure for self -reflection. A long vacant interval was soon to follow in the journal ; here is one more passage from it — one more open window into his inner soul : — Journal. June 15, 1854. — Being to all appearance just about the nadir in my affairs at present, solitary, without any human being to whom I can with profit communicate myself, and totally unable, from illness, Ac, to got any hold of the ugly chaos, wide as the world, which I am called to subdue into the form of trork done, I rushed out yesterday and took a violent, long, fatiguing walk into the 136 Carlyle's Life in London. sunny precincts of Tooting, &c., that at least I might be quite alone with my unbeautiful self and my ditto affairs. A beautiful, soft, bright day ; the sky unusually clear, moist clouds floating about upon the wind far enough aloft, and the sun shining out from time to time. Sitting silent on Wandsworth Common, re- mote amid the furze bushes, I said, * Suppose we write a journal of a week? the time of acti lahores may once again come, in spite of all appearances to the contraiy, and then it will be pleasant to look back.' I did not much entertain the project, nor at this time am I clear to do it. Here, however, is yesterday : — Wrote some business notes invitisshnd Minerva after breakfast ; had lost the little dog, &c., who, however, was found about noon. Then ex- amined the scribble I had been doing about Jiilicli and Berg ; Preussen, &c. Totally without worth ! Decided to run out, as above said. Out at half -past one p.m. ; return towards five. Asleep on the sofa before dinner at half -past five ; take my ' Schlos- ser,' vol. 4 ; can do little at it till tea. Not a bad book, though very crabbed and lean. Brother John ' enters at eight ; gossip with him till nine ; then out to escort him home, getting three- quarters of an hour of walking to myself withal. Had refused the Lowe soi7'ee before. Jane poorly ; in a low way for some days back. Kead till one a.m., she soon leaving me. To bed then, having learned little ; how little ! To-day I am at my desk again ; intend to trj Liegnitz and Silesian matters. Small hoj^e there. My eyes are very dim; bad light (from sky direct), though abundant. Chiefly the state of liver, I suppose, which in- deed in itself and its effects is beyond description. Have taken to iron pens ; compelled to it by the ever-fluctuating * cheap and nasty ' system which has prevailed in regard to paper and ink everywhere for twenty years past, which system, worse to me al- most than the loss of an arm, not to mention money at all, may the Devil confound, as indeed he does. Basta ! Basta ! Lieg- nitz itself will be better than that. So far Carlyle on himself and his affairs. I will now add a piece of writing of his wife's, which throws light on the domestic economies of Cheyne Row, and shows how life was carried on there, with what skill, with what thrift, under what conditions, personal and material. Her let- ' John Carlyle had come with his wife to live in London. She died tragi- cally two 4BonthB. later ia her ^&t coafiuement. The Economies of L'ln.yuencil criticisms which, though not wanting in severity, consoled me for the censures which fell so heavily on those chapters when the book was published. Autumn passed on, and winter and spring, and Carlyle was still at his desk. At Christmas there was another visit to the Grange. ' Company at first aristocratic and select : Lord Lansdowne and Kobert Lowe; then miscellaneous shifting, chiefly of the scientific kind,' and moderately in- teresting. But his stay w^as short, and he was absorbed again at his work in the garret room. With Mrs. Carlyle, unfortunately, it was a period of ill-health, loneliness, and dispiritment. At the end of 1855 she had commenced the diary, from which her husUand first learnt, after her death, how miserable she had been, and learnt also that he him- self had been in part the cause. It was continued on into the next spring and sunmier, in the same sad, stoically in- dignant tone ; the consummation of ten years of resent- ment at an intimacy which, under happier circumstances, should have been equally a delight to herself, yet was ill- managed by all parties concerned, and steeped in gall and bitterness her own married life. It is impossible to suf>- pose that Lady Ashburton was not aware of Mrs. Carlyle's feelings towards her. She had a right perhaps to think tliem ridiculous, but for Carlyle's own sake she ought to have been careful how she behaved to her. If nine-tenths of Mrs. Carlyle's injuries were imaginary, if her proud and sensitive disposition saw affronts where there had been only a great lady's negligence, there was a real something of which she had a right to complain ; only her husband's want of i>erception in such matters could have prevented 154 Carlyle's Life in London. him from seeing how imfit it was that she should have to go and come at Lady Aslibnrton's bidding, under fear of her husband's displeasure. A small incident in the sum- mer of 1856, though a mere trifle in itself, may serve as an illustration of what she had to undergo. The Carlyles were going for a holiday to Scotland. Lady Ashburton was going also. She had engaged a palatial carriage, which had been made for the Queen and her suite, and she pro- posed to take the Carlyles down with her. The carriage consisted of a spacious saloon, to which, communicating wdth it, an ordinary compai'tment with the usual six seats in it was attached. Lady Ashburton occupied the saloon alone. Mrs. Carlyle, though in bad health and needing rest as much as Lady A., was placed in the compartment with her husband, the family doctor, and Lady A.'s maid,' a position perfectly proper for her if she was a dependent, but in which no lady could have been placed whom Lady Ashburton regarded as her own. equal in rank. It may be that Mrs. Carlyle chose to have it so herself. But Lady A. ought not to have allowed it, and Carlyle ought not to have allowed it, for it was a thing wrong in itself. One is not surprised to find that when Lady A. offered to take her home in the same wa}^ she refused to go. ' If there were any companionship in the matter,' she said bitterly, when Carlyle communicated Lady A.'s proposal, 'it would be different ; or if you go back with the Ashburtons it will be different, as then I should be going as part of your lug- gage without self -responsibility.' Carlyle regarded the Ashburtons as ' great people,' to whom he w^as under obli- gations : who had been very good to him : and of whose tixdn he in a sense formed a part. Mrs. Carlyle, with her proud, independent, Scotch republican spirit, imperfectly recognised these social distinctions. This it may be said was a trifle, and ought not to have been made much of. 1 See Hejniniacences; p. 463. Autumn in Scotland. 155 But there is no sifirn tliat Mrs. Carlyle did make much of what was but a small instance of her general lot. It hap- pens to stand out by being mentioned incidentally. That is all. But enough has been said of this sad matter, which was now drawing near its end. On reaching Scotland the party separated. Lady Ash- burton went to the Highlands, where Carlyle was to fol- low in September. Mrs. Carlyle went to her cousins in Fife and he to Scotsbrig, which he had left last after his mother's funeral. All his family were delighted to see him once more amongst them. His brother James was waiting for him at the station. His sister-in-law had provided a long hqw j>7/i>e of the right Glasgow manufac- ture : he would smoke nothing else. His mother — she, alas ! was not there : only the chair in which she had sate, now vacant. But (as he said) there is no wisdom in yielding to such thoughts. It is on death that all life has been appointed to stand for its brief season, and none of us can escape the law. There is a certain solemn consolation which reconciles me to almost everything in the thought that I am myself fairly old; that all the confusions of life, whether of this colour or that, are soon about to sink into nothing, and only the soul of one's work, if one did any that had a soul, can be exx)ected to survive. He had not come to Scotsbrig to be idle ; he had his work with him, at which he toiled on steadily. He had expected his wife to join him there, but she showed no in- tention that way. He wrote to her regularly with his usual quiet affection. Her answers ' he found sombre and distnistful perhaps beyond need,' but kind and good ; he * begged her to know that in his own way none loved lier so well as he, or felt that he had better cause to do so.' From Scotsbrig he moved to his sister's at the Gill, by Annan — happy among his own kindred, longing to be 'out of London, never to return,' and to spend the rest of his 156 CarlyUs Life in London. days in a scene where health of mind and body would not be impossible. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. The Gill : August 7, 1857. I seem to be doing really excellently in regard to health. What a change {mostly for the better) has been brought about since I es- caped from that Devil's oven with its dirts and noises. The dis- gusting dearth of London, the noise, unwholesomeness, dirt, and fret of one's whole existence there has often forced itself upon me when I look at this frugality and these results. If I had done with those books what more have I to do with that healthless, profitless, mad, and heavy-laden place ? I will really put it to you once more to consider if it were not better we returned to poor old Scotland, there to adjust ourselves a little, there to lay our bonea^ I care not much in what part. Annandale is very sad to me, and has no charm almost, except that Jamie would be here. It is certain we might live here in opulence, keep brougham, cow, minister's man, &c.), and give our poor selves and Nero a much wholesomer life were those j)rinting enterprises once ended. One spot Carlyle could not fail to visit — the Ecclefechan kirkyard : — On Sunday (he said) I made a visit whither you can guess ; had a few sacred moments there, standing with bared head out of sight. Surely there is not any mysteiy more divine than this unspeakably sad and holy one. There they were all lying in peace, having well finished their fight. ' Very bonny ; very bonny,' as poor old Mary Mills said in another case.* He continued well in health. IS'ever in his life had he more the kind of chance he was always crying out for — ' perfect kindness and nearly perfect solitude, the freshest of air, wholesomest of food, riding horse, and every essen- tial provided — m — m — better than he — m — deserved.'" * He had got some work done,' ' made a real impression on the papers he had brought with him.' Why could not he stay wdiere he w^as when he w^as well off ? Why need 1 Of the grave of Mrs. Welsh. 3 Coleridge ; with the humming pronunciation. Ill the Jllfjlilanda, • 157 he have supposed that lie mnst start away to the Ash- burtons at Loch Luichart '{ Harvest, he said, was coining ou in Annandale, when guests were inconvenient. Any way, it was a fresh drop of acid to his wife, who took no notice to him of the letter in which he informed her of liia purpose, but wrote to another of the family. You say in your lettei-a to — — (he said) you wait for Mb. C.'s plans. Alas ! Mr. C. has no plans you do not long since know of. He means to be back at Chelsea at his work about the end of Sep- tember ; would be well content to pass the whole time on these present terms, here and about here ; has no theory of future move- ments as visits, except that one to the Inverness regions, which he will avoid if he can. That is the whole truth. It appeared he could not avoid it, for he went to Loch Luichart, stayed a fortnight there, and did not enjoy himself, if we may judge from this specimen of his ex- periences : — Kinloch Luichart : September 23. Very cold ; no fire, or none but an imaginaiy one, can be per- mitted in the drawing-room. Her ladyship is in worse humour than usual ; is capable of being driven to extremities by your setting up a peat from its flat ix)sture : so I have learned altogether to abstain. Nothing earthly to be done, nothing good to be read, to be said, or thought. This is not a luxurious kind of life for a poor wayfaring individual. My commonest resource is this : to walk out from six to ten miles, ducking under bushes from the showers ; return utterly tired, put on dressing-gown, cape, plaid, &c., and lie down on one's bed under all the woollen stuflf one can gather, with liat laid on cheek to keep out the light. I usu- ally get to a kind of warm half-sleep, and last till dinner time not 80 ill off. His wife was still silent for some days, and when she wrote it was to be satirical at his situation, and to i*efuse, in sharper tones than he liked, to return under Lady A.'S convoy to London. The second part of your letter (he replied) is far less pleasant to me than the flrbt. It is wholly grounded on misknowledge, or iu 158 . CarlyU's Life in London. deep ignorance 'of the circumstances, and deserves for answer no further details, credible or incredible, about these Highland mat- ters till we meet. There is for you — but you are a good body, too ! What you say about the regal vehicle to London from Edin- burgh is mostly right, and I have settled it must be the way you write. Lady A., whose kind intentions and endeavours cannot be questioned, seems particularly anxious we should both profit by this Edinburgh conveyance. My answer is * No ; with thanks.' What pleasure or profit they would get by it is not apparent ; but any way, we have to stand by the above decision, which I see you think the best for various reasons. An unpleasant state of things ! But there is one remedy for all evils. The occasion of the ' rifts ' in Car- lyle's life was to be removed for ever in the ensuing spring. Jownal, May 6, 1857. — Monday, May 4, at Paris, died Lady Ashburton, a great and irrexDarable sorrow to me, yet with some beautiful con- solations in it too ; a thing that fills all my mind since yesterday afternoon that Milnes came to me with the sad news, which I had never once anticipated, though warned sometimes vaguely to do so. ' God sanctify my sorrow,' as the old pious phrase went. To her I believe it is a great gain ; and the exit has in it much of noble beauty as well as pure sadness worthy of such a woman. Adieu ! adieu ! Her work — call it her grand and noble endurance of want of work — is all done ! He was present at the funeral, at Lord Ashburton's particular entreaty. It seemed like taking leave of the most precious possession which had belonged to him in the world. A few days after, the 23rd of May, he writes to his brother John : — I got a great blow by that death you alluded to, which was to- tally unexpected to me ; and the thought of it widening ever more, as I think further of it, is likely to be a heaviness of heart to me for a long time coming. I have indeed lost such a friend as I never had, nor am again in the least likelihood to have, in this stranger world ; a magnanimous and beautiful soul which had fur- nished the English earth and made it homelike to me in many Death of Ijidy Ashhurion. 159 ways is not now horc. Not since onr mother's death has there been to me anything resembling it. Many years later, on casuall}^ hearing some one de- scribe Lady A. in a way that interested him, he notes : — A sketch true in every feature I perceived, as painted on the mind of Mrs. L ; nor was that a character quite simple to read. On the contrary, since Lady Harriet died I have never heard another that did so read it. Very strange to me. A tragic Lady Harriet, deeply though she veiled herself in smiles, in light, gay humour and drawing-room wit, which she had much at com- mand. Essentially a most veracious soul too. Noble and gifted by nature, had Fortune Lut granted any real career. She was the greatest lady of rank I ever saw, with the soul of a princess and captainess had there been any career i^ossible to her but that fash- ionable one. After this the days went on with sombre uniformity, Mrs. Carlyle still feeble and growing indeed yearly weaker, Carlyle toiling on in his ' mud element,' driving his way throngh it, hardly seeing anyone, and riding for three hours every afternoon. lie had called his liorse Fritz. *He was a very clever fellow,' he said of him to me, ' was much attaclied to me, and understood my ways. He caught sight in Palace Yard of King Richard's horse, clearly perceived that it was a horse, and was greatly in- terested in it.' * Ah, Fritz,' he once apostrophised him, ' you don't know all yonr good fortune. You were well brought up to know and do your duty. Nobody ever told you any lies about some one else that had done it for you.' He wrote few letters, his mother no longer living to claim his time. It was only on occasion that he gave anyone a lengthened account of himself. This is to liis brother John : — Chelsea : June 11, 1857. Probably I am rather better in health ; the industrious riding on this excellent horse sometimes seems to myself to be slowly telling on me ; but I am habitually in sombre, mournful mood, conscious of great weakness, a defeated kind of creature, with A 160 Carlyle^ Life in London. right good load of sorrow hanging on me, and no goal that looks very glorious to aim towards now within sight. All my days and hours go to that sad task of mine. At it I keep weakly grubbing and puddling, weakly but steadily ; try to make daily some little way as now almost the one thing useful. I refuse all invitations whatsoever for several reasons, and may be defined as a mute solitary being at present, comparable to an owl on the house- top in several respects. The truth is, I had enough before, and I have had privately a great loss and sorrow lately as it were of the one genuine friend I had acquired in these parts, whose noble- ness was more precious to me than I knew ; a loss not in any measure to be repaired in the world henceforth. That of old Johnson, common to old men in this world, often comes into my head. ' Been delayed till most of those whom I wished to please are sunk into the grave, and success and failure are empty sounds ; I therefore dismiss it with frigid indifference ; ' but will do the best I can all the same. In fact, I do make a little way, and shall perhaps live to see the thing honestly done after all. Jane is de- cidedly better ; gets out daily, &c., but is still as weak as possible ; and though we have the perfection of weather, warm, yet never sultry, the poor mistress does not yet get even into her old strength for walking or the like. She went out to East Hamp- stead. Marquis of Downshire's people, beyond Windsor, and got so much good of her three days there I have been desirous she could get to Scotland or somewither for a couple of months, and she did seem to have some such intention. Sunny Bank ^ the place ; but that has misgone, I fear. Meanwhile, she is very busy ornamenting the garden, poor little soul ; has two China seats, spec- ulates even upon an awning, or quasi-tent, against the blazes of July that are coming, which, you see, are good signs. Poor Doug- las Jerrold, we hear incidentally this morning, is dead ; an ' acrid philanthropist,' last of the ' London wits.' I hope the last. A man not extremely valuable in my sight ; but an honest creature withal ; and he has bade us Adieu for ever ! ' The Frederick ' work did not grow more easy. The story, as it expanded, became the history of contemporary Europe, and even of the world, while Carlyle, like a genu- ine craftsman as he was, never shirked a difficulty, never threw a false skin over hoUow places, or wrote a sentence ^ Haddington . Pro(jrem with • Freiierick.'* 161 the truth of wliicli he liacl not sifted. One day he de- scribed hiin:*elf as * busy drawing water for many hours from the deep Brandenburg well,' and realising nothing * but a coil of wet rope.' Still progress was made in July of this year 1857. The opening chapters were getting into print. Hq did not himself stir from London. The weather indoors had grown calmer after the occasion of difference was gone, and the gentle companionship of early days, never voluntarily impaired on his part, had par- tially returned. But change was necessary for her health. Her friends at Sunny Bank were really eager to have her, and he was glad to send her oflfT He himself travelled generally third class on railway journeys. She, weak though she was, insisted on going second. Carlyle saw hef into the train. She had a wretched journey, and his first letter, after liearing of her misfortunes, was as tender as a lover's : — To Jane Welsh Carlyle^ Sunny Bank. Chelsea : July 9, 1857. Oh, what a passage ! My poor little Groody Goody, Oh, dear ! oh, dear ! I was miserable all the way home to leave you in such a hole, the rather as I noticed, just when you were rolling off, one of the first-class carriages behind you with not a soul in it. You shall go no more into any wretched saving of that kind, never more while we have money at all. Remember that. I consoled myself with thinking most of your neighbours would go out in the Fen country and leave you with at least room and air. But it has been far otherwise. Good heavens ! all the windows closed ! Tobacco and the other stew all night ! My heart is sore for my poor weak woman. Never again : should I sell my shirt to buy )U a better place. Lie still and be quiet ; only saunter out into the garden, into the balmy, natal air, and kind though sad old memories. "We are doing well enough here. By God's favour — of which we have had much surely, though in stem forms — I will get rid of tliis deplorable task in a not disgi-aceful manner. Then for the rest of our life we will be more to one another than ever we were, if it jUoase Heaven. Vol. IV.-a 162 CarlyWs Life m London. I have looked at the birds daily ; ' all right ; and daily bestowed a bunch of chick weed on the poor wretches, who sing gratefully in return. Nero ran with me through the Brompton solitudes last night, merry as a maltman. Always on coming home he trips up to your room till I call him back. I wish he would give it over, for it makes me wae. I have been mainly under the awning all day, and got my sheets — three of them — corrected. God kaep thee ever, dearest ; whom else have I in the world ? Be good, be quiet, and write. T. Caklylb. The prohibition against ' presents ' had not been re- scinded. This is your birthday (he wrote on July 14). God gi'ant us only many of them. I think now and then I could dispense with all other blessings. Our years have been well laden with sorrows, a quite sufficient ballast allowed us ; but while we are together here there is always a world left. I am not to send you any gifts other than this scrap of paper ; but I might give you California and not mean more than perhaps I do. And so may there be many years, and (as poor Irving used to say) the worst of them over. Such halcyon weather could not continue without an occasional break. The air grew hot ; proof-sheets were now and then troublesome. Photographers worried him to sit for their c;allerj of illustrious men, offering to send their artist to Chelsea for the purpose. The ' incompara- ble artist ' was forbidden to come near the place. Sleep was irregular ; solitude was trying. . I do pretty well, considering (he said after a fortnight of it). All I complain of is gloom, and I do not know^ how I should get well rid of that at present even if / had you to throw some portion of it upon ! Tea is the gloomiest of all my meals. No Goody there ! I am thankful even to Nero for reminding me of you. At last there came interruption of work, from the need of revising the ' Latter-day Pamphlets ' for a new edition. He was not well, and there came one of the old cross iits, and even Nero himself fell out of favour. I Mrs. Carlyle's canaries. Solit^ide in Ckeyne Boic, 163 7b Jane Welsh Carlyle. Chelsea : Jnly 26, 1857. To confess truth, I have had for abont a week past a fit of vil- lanoiis headaches, feverishness, &c., which I at first attributed to oxtail soup, but now discover to be cold caught sitting in the sweep of the wind under the awning. I have been at proofs again all day. I am getting on slow, like an old spavined horse, but never giving in. The gloom of my soul is perfect at times, for I have feverish headaches, and no human company, or absolutely none that is not ugly to me. One hope remains — that of working out of this sad element, getting my book done, and quitting London, I often tliink, or as good as quitting it, for the sake of fresh air and dairy produce in abundance. Nero is already grunting for a sally out. He lost me yesternight, the intolerable messin that he is. I was hunying home from a long walk, full of reflec ions not pleasant. At the bottom of Cadogan Place eleven o'clock struck : time to hurry home for porridge. But the vermin was wanting ; no whis- tle would bring him. I had to go back as far as Wilton Orescent. There the miserable quadruped appeared, and I nearly bullied the life out of him. He licked my milk-dish at home with the * same relish.' On the whole, however, he is a real nuisance and absurd- ity in this house. The relapse happily did not last. The cold, or whatever it was, departed, and the gloom retired. The canaries had their chickweed, *and said "Thank you kindly" as plain as could be sung.' Friends ceased to be ugly again, and Xero ceased to be a nuisance. ' Farie,' he said, 'rode with me yesternight. Poor Farie ; very honest, gentle- manlike, friendly, more like a human creature than any- body I see at present.' ' Nero came into the garden and stationed himself on the warm flags to inquire about dirmer.' His wife's comfort, he knew, would depend on the accounts which he sent about himself and he made the best that he could of everything. She was paying visits which were not all pleasant. He was eager for every detail. I am glad, he said, you make your bits of complaints freely to me ; if not to me, to whom, else now alive on the earth ? Oh ! 164: CarlyWs Life in London. never distmst me, as the Devil sometimes tempts your poor heart to do. I know you for an honest soul, far too sharp-tempered, but true to the bone ; and if I ever am or was unkind to you, God knows it was very far against my purpose. Do not distrust me. Tell me everything, and do not mind how weak you are before me. I know your strength and your weakness pretty well by this time. Poor little Goody ! Sha'n't I be glad to see you back again ? Yes ; for a considerable number of reasons. For more reasons than one, but for one especially. Car- lyle's costnme was always peculiar : so peculiar, thanks to his Ecclefechan tailor, that it was past being anxious about. Who that knew Carlyle would care what clothes he chose to wear ? But there were degrees even in these singular articles. I perceive, he said, you will have to set earnestly about getting me some wearing apparel when you come home. I have fallen quite shameful. I shall be naked altogether if you don't mind. Think of riding most of the summer with the aristocracy of the country, whenever I went into Hyde Park, in a duffle jacket which literally was part of an old dressing-gown a year gone. Is the like on record ? The sense that ' Frederick ' was actually getting itself executed had tended wonderfully to soothe down the irri- tated humours. Even a night made sleepless by the heat of the weather had its compensations. On August 5 he wrote : — Sunday I started broad awake at 3 a.m., went downstairs, out, smoked a cigar on a stool : have not seen so lovely, sad, and grand a summer weather scene for twenty years back. Trees stood all as if cast in bronze, not an aspen leaf stirring ; sky was a silver mirror, getting yellowish to the north-east ; and only one big star, star of the morning, visible in the increasing light. This is a very grand place, this world, too. It did me no ill. Enough ! The world was well ; all was well ; for his own writing even was turning out better than he expected, though his opinion of it varied from day ta day. Mrs. CarlyUs Crifkn»tn of ' Frcikrkk: 1C5 The worst is, he said, there is not the lieart of a jay piat in me, to use Jamie's phrase. I want, above all, a light mood of spirits to gallop through such topics ; and, alas ! where is that to come from ? We must just do without it. I am well aware mourning and kicking at the pricks is not the way to mend matters. Tlie news of the Sepoy rebellion coming in this summer of course affected Carlyle, more, liowever, with sorrow than surprise. * Tongue cannot speak,' he wrote, ' the horrors that were done on the English by those mutinous hyaenas. Allow hyaenas to mutiny and strange things will follow.' But he had long thought that * many British in- terests besides India were on a baddisli road.' The best that he could do was to get on with his own work, and not peraiit his attention to be drawn from it. Mrs. Carlyle greatly approved of the opening of * Frederick.' She recognised at once the superiority of it to any other work that he had done, and she told him so. He was greatly delighted ; he called her remarks the only bit of human criticism which he had heard from anyone. It would be worth while to write books [he said] if mankind would read them as you do. From the fii-st discovery of me you have i)redicted good in a confident manner ; all the iame whether the world were singing chorus, or no part of the world dreaming of such a thing, but of much the reverse. He was essentially peaceable the whole time of her ab- sence ; a flash might come now and then, but of summer sheet-lightning, which meant no harm. Even distant cocks and wandering organ-grinders got nothing but a passing anathema. I am better to-day, he wrote on September 1, after he had been for two months alone. I hope you do not mind transient grum- bling, knowing the nature of the beast by this time. Yellow scoun- drels [the organ boys] , though I si)eak of them so often, really are not troublesome ; very many days they do not oome at all, and if I were always tolerably well I should care little alnmt them. A young lady, very tempestuous on the piano at one of those open 166 Cadyle-^ Life in London. back windows, really does me no ill almost ; nor does your friend with the accordion. He rather tickles me, like a nigger song ; such an enthusiasm is in him about nothing at all ; and when he plays * Ye banks and braes,' I almost like him. Never mind me and my grumblings. A few days after this she came home to him, and ' there was joy in Kero and the canaries, and in creatures more important.' Work went on witliout interruption. Fritz gave increasing satisfaction, taking better care of his rider tlian his rider could have taken of himself, and showing fresh signs of the excellence of his education. Xot onlj was the moral part of him what it should be, but he had escaped the special snare of London life. ' He had not been brought up to think that the first duty of a horse was to say something witty.' The riding was late in the afternoon, and lasted long after dusk, along the suburban roads, amidst the glare of the red and green railway lamps at the bridges, and the shrieks and roars of the passing trains ; Fritz never stumbling or starting, or showing the Icnst sign of alarm. The Scotch do not observe times and seasons, and Christmas in London to so true a Scot as Carlyle was a periodic nuisance. Tlie printers suspended work, and proof-sheets hung fire. English holidays might have been beautiful things in old days, in country manors and farms; but in modern Chelsea they meant husbands staggering about the streets, and their miserable wives trying to drag them home before the last of the wages was spent on beer and gin. All mortals [Carlyle wrote on December 28] are tumbling about ill a state of drunken saturnalia, delirium, or quasi-delirium, ac- cording to their several sorts ; a very strange method of thanking God for sending them a Eedeemer ; a set singularly worth ' re- deeming,' too, you would say. I spent Christmas and the two days following in giim contention all day each time with the most refractory set of proof-sheets I expect in this work ; the sternly Mrs. CiU'lyU's ILiAiUh. 1H7 sad remembrance of another Christmas [when his mother died] present to me also at all moments, which made a strange combina- tion, peculiarly tragic when I had time to see it from the distance, like a man set to whittle cherry-stones and toy boxes in the Valley of the Shadow of Death. Indoors, happily, the old affectionate days had come back — the old tone, the old confidences. It had really heen as he had said in the suminer, 'They were more to one another than they liad ever been.' But Mrs. Carlyle suffered more than she had yet done from the winter cold, and a shadow of another kind now darkened the prospect, lie had gone for three or four days to the now solitary Grange, at Lord Ash burton's earnest entreaty. Mrs. Car- lyle was to have gone with him, but could not venture. He had been most unwilling to leave her, but she insisted that he must. To John Carlyle. Chelsea : January 23, 1858. Happily, my poor Jane is somewhat better. She had a little improved on Friday or Saturday, which made her urge the shock- ing? unpoliteness of breaking an express promise, and despatch me at the eleventh hour. She professed to be still further improved when I came home, and, in fact, does sleep perceptibly better, though still very ill, and eats also a little better ; though her cough, I perceive, is rather woi*se than before ; and, in fact, she is weak and heavy-laden to a degree, and nothing but an invincible spirit could keep her up at all. It was the first day of the thaw when she discovered her cold, but I doubt not it had been getting ready in the cold days before ; indeed, there were some wretched operatives here, busy upon the grate and its back and its tiles down below, with whom she had a great deal of trouble and vexa- tion. They, I think, had mainly done it. I had, at any rate, a considerable notion to kick their lime-kits and them completely out of the house, but abstained from interfering at all, lest explo> sioii sliould arise. Poor little soul ! I have seldom seen anybody weaker, hardly ever anybody keeping (mfoot on weaker terms. But if slio could only continue to have half sleep instead of only a fourth or even lower proportion. I should expect her to be able to get out again on good days, and so to recover soon anything ihe 1(58 Cavlyle'8 Life in London. has lost lately. She has a particular pain about a handbreadth below the heart, rather sore to the touch — on pressure not sore at all, if not stirred, nor seemingly connected with coughing other- wise than by the mere stir produced. This is now some three weeks old, and vexes her somewhat. T. yesterday — judicious, kind man ! — assured her lie knew that, and it was an inflammation of the pleura Just getting under way. If you can form any guess about it by this description, you may tell me. Affectionate regards to all. — Yours ever, T. Caelyle. House worries, with servants, &c., did not improve Mrs. Carljle. Fritz liad been left at the Grange. Car- Ivle, driven to liis feet as^ain, had lost his own chief com- fort, and ' Frederick ' had to be continued in more indif- ferent spirits. In the spring he writes to John again :— Chelsea : March 23, 1858. I am not worth seeing, nor is anybody much worth being seen by me in my present mood and predicament. I never was so soli- tary intrinsically. I refuse all invitations, and, except meeting people in the street, have next to no communication with my ex- ternal fellow-creatures. I walk with difficulty long snatches, nothing but Nero attending me. I begin to find I must have my horse back again one of these days. My poor inner man reminds me that such will be my duty. I am sorry to report that since yesterday my poor Jane has caught new cold, and is flung down again, worse, probably, than before. She had never sunk so weak this year, and we hoped when the singularly good weather came it was all over. But within this day or two there has been a change of temperature, and this is where we are. ' No sleep at all ' last night ; nothing but the sofa and silence for my poor partner. "We are changing our servant too ; but how the new one (will answer) — a Scotch Inverness subject of promising gemuth, but in- experienced in house-work — is somewhat of a problem. Few people that I have seen suffer their allotment in this world in a handsomer manner. I still hope this relapse will not last long. To the Same. April 15. Our weather has suddenly got warm. Jane is now out, poor little soul. She would have been joyful, and on the road to well again, had it not been for that Devil's brood of house servants. London Servants, 169 Aime went away a fortnight ago— no further good to be had of Anne. Better that she should go. Then came the usual muster and choice for poor Missus — great/as/t, fidget, and at last a simple- looking Scotch lass preferred, who did not know her work^ but whose physiognomy pleased hugely in the proper quarter. Much new fash in consequence for the two weeks gone — patient teaching of the simpleton, animated by hope of honesty, veracity, aflfectionate mind, &c., Ac, the whole of which fell uix)n poor Jane ; for I had nothing to do in it except hold my peace, and rejoice in such prospects of all the virtues in a simple form. Night before last the poor Dame did not sleep, seemed sad too. On pressing into her I found the simpleton of virtues had broken into bottomless hfing, ' drinking of cream on the road upstairs,' &c., and that, in short, it was hopeless. And while we yet spoke of it, a poor char- woman, used to the house, knocked at the room door, and entered with the sudden news that our simpleton was oflf, bag and baggage, plus a sovereign that had just been advanced her. Gone, ten p.m., and had left the pass key with the said charwoman. My poor little sick partner. I declare it is heart-breaking for her sake, disgusting^ otherwise, to a high degree, and dirtier for the mind than even brushing of boots oneself would be for the body. But our Dame is not to be beaten quite ; has already impro^-ised a new arrangement — unhappily no sleep almost yet, and we must help her all we can. In spite of anxieties and * sordid miseries,' the two' volumes of 'Frederick' meanwhile drew to completion. Carlyle (for liim) was amazingly patient, evidently for his wife's sake liaving laid strong constraint on liimself. His complaints, when he did complain, were of a liuman reason- able kind. Neuberg was most assiduous, and another young intelligent admirer — Mr. Larkin,' who lived next door to him — had volunteered his services, which were most grate- fully recognised. ' My excellent helper,' he calls Mr. Lar- kin, ' in these printing enterprises, makes maps, indexes, &c., *fec., makes everything; in fact, one of the best men I have almost ever seen, and a very indispensable blessing to me.' Much went against him — or so he thought. * Ltttert and Memorial*^ vol. it p. 114, 170 Carlyle^s Life in London, April 15. Nothing (he said), will ever reconcile me to these miserable iron pens. Often in writing the beautiful book now on hand I remind myself of the old Spaniard who had to do his on leather with a dagger/ and, in fact, I detest writing more and more, and expect fairly to end it if I can ever finish this — but all friends be soft with me, for I declare myself hard bested in the present season. By the first of May the printers had their last ' copy.' By the end of May all was in type. In the second week in June the first instalment of the work on which he liad been so busy toiling was complete and off his hands, wait- ing to be published in the autumn. For six years he liad been labouring over it. In 1851 he had begun seriously to think about the subject. In 1852 he made his tour to Berlin and the battle-fields. Ever since he had lain as in eclipse, withdrawn from all society save that of his most intimate friends. The effort had been enormous. He was sixty-three years old, and the furnace could be no longer heated to its old temperature. Yet he had thrown into the task all the strength he had left; and now, although the final verdict has long been pronounced on this book, in Germany especially, where the merits of it can be best appreciated, I must say a Yevj few words myself about it, and on Carlyle's historical method gen- erally. History is the account of the actions of men ; and in * actions ' are comprehended the thoughts, opinions, mo- tives, impulses of the actors and of the circumstances in which their work was executed. The actions without the motives are nothing, for they may be interpreted in many ways, and can only be understood in their causes. If 'Hamlet' or 'Lear' was exact to outward fact — were they and their fellow-actors on the stage exactly such as Shakespeare describes them, and if they did the acts * The Araucana^ by Alonzo de Ercilla, Carlyle as an Historian. 171 which he assigns to them, that was perfect history ; and what we call history is only valuable as it approaches to that pattern. To say that the characters of men cannot be thus completely known, that their inner nature is be- yond our reach, that the dramatic portraiture of things is only possible to po^ry, is to say that history ought not to be written, for the inner nature of the persons of whom it speaks is the essential thing about them ; and, in fact, the historian assumes that he does know it, for his work with- out it is pointless and colourless. And yet to penetrate really into the hearts and souls of men, to give each his due, to represent him as he appeared at his best, to him- self and not to his enemies, to sympathize in the collision of principles with each party in turn ; to feel as they felt, to think as they thought, and to reproduce the various be- liefs, the acquirements, the intellectual atmosphere of an- other age, is a task which requires gifts as great or greater than those of the greatest dramatists ; for all is required which is required of the dramatist, with the obligation to truth of ascertained fact besides. It is for this reason that historical works of the highest order are so scanty. The faculty itself, the imaginative and reproductive in- sight, is among the rarest of human qualities. The moral determination to use jt for pui-poses of truth only is rarer still — nay, it is but in particular ages of the world that such work can be produced at all. The historians of genius themselves, too, are creatures of their own time, and it is only at periods when men of intellect have * swallowed formulas,' when conventional and established ways of thinking have ceased to satisfy, that, if they are serious and conscientious, they are able * to sympathize with opposite sides.' It is said that history is not of individuals ; that the proper concern of it is with broad masses of facts, with tendencies which can be analysed into laws, with the evo- 172 CarlyWs Life in London. liition of humanity in general. Be it so — but a science can make progress only when the facts are completely as- certained ; and before any facts of human life are avail- able for philosophy we must have those facts exactly as they were. You must have Hamlet before you can have a theory of Hamlet, and it is to be observed that the more completely we know the truth of any incident, or group of incidents, the less it lends itself to theory. We have our religious historians, our constitutional historians, our philo- sophical historians ; and they tell their stories each in their own way, to point conclusions which they have be- gun by assuming — but the conclusion seems plausible only because they know their case imperfectly, or because they state their case imperfectly. The writers of books are Protestant or Catholic, religious or atheistic, des- potic or Liberal ; but nature is neither one nor the other, but all in turn. E^ature is not a partisan, but out of her ample treasure-house she produces children in infi- nite variety, of which she is equally the mother, and dis- owns none of them ; and when, as in Shakespeare, nature is represented truly, the impressions left upon the mind do not adjust themselves to any philosophical system. The story of Hamlet in Saxo-Grammaticus might suggest excellent commonplace lessons on tlie danger of supersti- tion, or the evils of uncertainty in the law of succession to the crown, or the absurdity of monarchical government when the crown can be the prize of murder. But reflec- tions of this kind would suggest themselves only where the story was told imperfectly, and because it w^as told imper- fectly. If Shakespeare's ' Hamlet ' be the true version of that Denmark catastrophe, the mind passes from common- place moralising to the tragedy of humanity itself. And it is certain that if the thing did not occur as it stands in the play, yet it did occur in some similar way, and that the truth, if we knew it, would be equally affecting — Carlyle a$ an Historian. 173 equally unwilling to submit to any representation except the nndoctrinal and dramatic. "What I mean is this, that whether the history of hu- manity can be treated philosophically or not : whether any evolutionary law of progress can be traced in it or not ; the facts must be delineated first with the clearness and fulness which we demand in an epic poem' or a trag- edy. We must have the real thing before we can have a science of a thing. When that is given, those who like it may have their philosophy of history, though probably they will care less about it ; just as wise men do not ask for theories of Hamlet, but are satisfied with Hamlet him- self. But until the real thing is given, philosophical his- tory is but an idle plaything to entertain grown children with. And this was Carlyle's special gift — to bring dead things and dead people actually back to life ; to make the past once more the present, and to show us men and women playing their parts on the mortal stage as real flesh and blood human creatures, with every feature which he ascribes to them authenticated, not the most trifling inci- dent invented, and yet as a result with figures as com- pletely alive as Shakespeare's own. Very few writei-s have possessed this double gift of accuracy and represen- tative power. 1 could mention only two, Thucydides and Tacitus ; and Carlyle's power as an artist is greater than either of theirs. Lockhart said, when he read * Past and Present,' that, except Scott, in this particular function no one equalled Carlyle. I would go farther, and say that no writer in any age had equalled him. Dramatists, nov- elists have drawn characters with Similar vividness, but it is the inimitable distinction of Carlyle to have painted actual persons, with as much life in them as novelists have given to their own inventions, to which they might ascribe what traits they pleased. He worked in fetters — iu the 174 Carlyle's Life in London. fetters of fact ; yet, in this life of Frederick, the king himself, his father, his sister, his generals, his friends, Yoltaire, and a hundred others, all the chief figures, large and small, of the eighteenth century, pass upon the stage once more, as breathing and moving men and women, and yet fixed and made visible eternally by the genius whicli has summoned them from their graves. A fine critic once said to me that Carlyle's ' Friedrich Wilhelm ' was as peculiar and original as Sterne's ' Walter Shandy ; ' cer- tainly as distinct a personality as exists in English fiction. It was no less an exact copy of the original — Friedrich Wilhelm his real self —discerned and reproduced by the insight of a nature whicli had much in common with him. Those bursts of passion, with wild words flying about, and sometimes worse than words, and the agonised revul- sion, with the *0h, my Feekin ! oh, my Feekin ! whom have I in the world but thee ? ' must have sadly reminded Mrs. Carlyle of occasional episodes in Cheyne Eow. CHAPTER XXIY. A.D. 1858- . MT. -63. Night in a Railway Ti*aiii — Anuandale — Meditations — A new Ward- robe—Visit to Craigenputtock — Second time in Grermany — The Isle of Rugin — Putbus — Berlin — Selesia Prag — Weimar — Aix — Frederich Catterfield's and Carlyle's descriptions by turns — Returns to England — Second Marriage of Lord Ash- burton. No further progress could be made with * Frederick ' till there had been a second tour in Germany, which was to be effected, if possible, in tlie summer or autumn of this year, 1858. Tlie immediate necessity, after tlie completion of the present volumes, was for rest. When the strain was taken off, Carlyle fell into a collapsed condition. Not- withstanding his good resolutions, he became slightly fretful and troublesome, having nothing immediate to do. He was slightly out of health, and fancied himself worse than he was. Mrs. Carlyle had grown better with the warmer weather ; he could venture to leave her, and he went off in the middle of June to his sister in Annandale. To Jane Welsh Ckirlyle. The Gill, Annan, June 24, 1858. Well, my dear little Jeannie, here I am safe, with less suffering than I anticipated. Nothing went awry of all the arrangements ; not the smallest ill accident befell. My cliief suflfering was from dust. Foul air I overcame by addressing, at the very first pulling up of the opposite window, a forcible bit of familiar eloquence to the gentleman active ; ' how would he like to have his neighbour's dirty shirt offered him to wear, which was a clean transaction in com* 176 Carlyle^s Life in London. parison? ' so that they at least let me keep down my own window, and even kept down theirs, poor souls ! in whole or in part, almost the whole night. We were five — mostly fat ; but these arrange- ments secured air, though with a painful admixture of dust and engine smoke. Except myself, the poor souls (Glasgow bodies mostly) fell sound asleep in an hour or two, and word of speech to me there was none, though perfect good nature, mixed with ap- prehension, as I judged. About midnight I changed my waistcoat, and took out the supper provided me by my own poor considerate little Goody. It was an excellent device. Some winks of sleep I had, too, though the stoppage always woke me again. In fine, Carlisle, through a beautiful, bright, breezy morning, a little be- fore six. Cigar there ; hardly finished when we started again ; and at seven the face of Austin, with a gig, met me at Cummer- trees, and within half an hour more I was busy washing here, and about to fall upon breakfast in my old quarters, ... I have had coffee of prime quality, been out strolling to smoke a pipe, and returned with my feet wet. This is all I have yet done^ and I propose next to put on my dressing-gown, and fairly lie down in quest of a sleep. This will probably be gone before I awake again ; but, indeed, what news can there Avell be in the interim from a man in his sleep. Oh, my dear, one Friendkin'! (what other have I left really ?) I was truly wae to leave thee yesternight ; you did not go away either. I saw you, and held up my finger to you almost at the very last. Don't bother yourself in writing me a very long letter ; a very short one, if it only tell me you begin to j)rofit by being left alone, will be abundantly welcome. Adieu, dearest. I even think of Nero, the wretch ! Ever yours, T. Caklyle. The next morning lie gathered and sent her a sprig of heather. I am perfectly alone, he said, nothing round me but the grey winds and the abyss of Time, Past, Present, and Future. A whole Sanhedrim, or loudly debating parliament, so to speak, of reminis- cences and ghosts is assembled round me — sad, very sad of tone in the mind's ear, but not unprofitable either. A Little live note to Goody will be a comfort to myself, and no displeasure to Nero and her over the tea to-morrow morn.' In Dumfriesshire, 177 He bethought himself that before he left London he had been more cross than he ought to have been, indeed both cross and pervei-se. It was * the nature of the beast,' as he often said, and had to be put up with, like the wind and the rain. Mrs. Carlyle had imagine^ that she must have been in some fault herself, or that he thought so. The one thing that I objected to in your note, he answered, was that of my being discontented, with yon, or having ever for an in- stant been. Depend upon it that is a mistake, once for all. I was indeed discontented with myself, with hot, fetid London, -^^Aca^ with all persons and things — and my stomach had struck work withal ; but not discontented with poor you ever at alL Nay, to tell you the truth, your anger at me (grounded on that false basis) was itself sometimes a kind of comfort to me. I thought, * Well, she has strength enough to be cross and ill-natured at me ; she is not all softness and affection and weakness.' At the Gill he could indulge his moods, bright or som- bre, as he liked. Here, he said, all goes without jolt ; well enough we may define everything to be. I find the air decidedly wholesome to me. I do my sleeping, my eating, my walking, am out all day, in the oj>en air ; regard myself as put in hospital, decidedly on favourable terms, and am certain to improve daily. One of my worst wants is clothes ; my thin London dress does not suit this temperature, and positively I am too shabby for showing face on the roads at all. Gloom, as usual, clung to him like a shadow. I go on well, he continued ; am very sad and solitary, ill in want of a horse. The evening walks in the grey howl of the winds, by the loneliest places I can find, are like walks in Hades. Yet there is something wholesome in them ; something stem and grand, as if one had the Eternities for company, in defect of suit* abler. The Eternities, however fond he was of their company, left him time to think of other things. His wife's cousin, John Welsh, was ill. He at once insisted that the boy should go to Madeira, and should go at his own and his Vol. IV. ^12 178 CarlyWs Life m London. wife's expense. If thoughtful charity recommends men to tlie Higher Powers, none ever better deserved of them than Carljle. But he thought nothing of such things. He was soon finding himself happy, in clear air and si- lence, with his ^ister, ' feeling only a wearied man, not a ghastly phantasm, haunted by demons, as he usually was in London.' His costume was his chief anxiety. Oh you lucky Goody, to be out of all that, he said. Never did I see so despicably troublesome a problem — insoluble, too ; the enci:?!* varieties being all of quack nature,. and simply no good stuff for raiment to be had. I have come to discover that here, too, I must pay my tribute to the general insanity, take such clothes as are to be had, and deliver poor Jean and myself from further bother on the subject. Oh, my Goody ! I am very wae and lonely here. Take care, tal^e care of thy i30or little self, for truly enough I have no other. The next letters are very touching, almost tragic. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. The Gill : July 5, 1&58. I reckon myself improving in bodily health. As for the spirit- ual part, there is no improving of me. I live in a death's head, as Jean Paul says some woodpeckers do, finding it handier than otherwise, and there I think I shall mostly continue. I sleep tol- erably well always. They are all as kind and attentive here as they can be. Fr actus hello, fessus annis. I ought to think myself lucky in such a niche, and try to gather my wayward wanderings of thought, and compose myself a little, which I have not yet in the least done since I caftie hither. My best time is usually the evening ; never saw such evenings for freshness, brightness — the west one champaign of polished silver, or silver gilt, as the sun goes down, and I get upon the wastes of the Priest-side, with no sound audible but that of tired geese extensively getting home to their quarters, and here and there a contemplative cuddy, giving utterance to the obscure feeling he has about this universe. I go five or six miles, striding along under the western twilight, and return home only because porridge ought not to be belated over much. I read considerably here, sit all day sometimes under the shelter of a comfortable hedge, pipe not far distant, and read Ar- In Dumf7de88hire, 179 rian. Oh, if I sent you all the thoughts — sad extremely some of them — which I have about you, they would fill much paper, and perhaps you would not believe in some of them. It grieves my heart to think of yoii weltering along in that unblessed London element, wliile there is a bright, wholesome summer rolling by. July 8. I am a prey to doleful considerations, and my solitary imagina- tion has free field with me in the summer silence here. My i)oor little Jeannie I my poor, ever-true life-partner, hold up thy little heart. We have had a sore life pilgrimage together, much bad road, poor lodging, and bad weather, little like what I could have wished or dreamt for my little woman. But we stood to it, too ; and, if it please God, there are yet good years ahead of us, better and quieter much than the past have been now and then. There is no use in going on with such reflections and anticipations. No amount of pai)er would hold them all at this time, nor could any words, spoken or written, give credible account of them to thee. I am woe exceedingly, but not half so miserable as I have often been. July 9. I lay awake all last night, and never had I such a series of hours filled altogether with you. ... I was asleep for some mo- ments, but woke again ; was out, was in the bathing-tub. It was not till about five that I got into * comatose oblivion,' rather than sleep, which ended again towards eight. My poor suffering Jeannie was \he theme of my thoughts. Nay, if I had not had that I should have found something else ; but, in very truth, my soul was black with misery about you. Past, present, future, yielded no light point anywhere. Alas ! and I had to say to my- self, This is something like what she has suffered 700 times within the last two years. My poor, heavy-laden, brave, uncomplaining Jeannie ! Oh, forgive me, forgive me for the much I have thought- lessly done and omitted, far, far, at all times, from the poor purpose of my mind. And God help us ! thee, poor suffering soul, and also me. God be with thee ! wha,t beneficent power we can call God in this world who is exorable to human prayer. One of Mrs. Carlyle's letters had been delayed in the post. It arrived a day late. lie writes : — July 11. If nothing had come that day too, I think I must have got into the rail myself to come up and see. It was a great relief from the 180 CarlyWs Life in London. blackest side of my imaginings, but also a sad fall from the brighter side I had been endeavouring to cherish for the day pre- ceding. Oh me, oh me ! I know not what has taken me ; but ever since that sleepless night, though I am sleeping, &c., tolerably well again, there is nothing but wail and lamentation in the heart of all my thoughts — a voice as of Eachel weeping for her children ; and I cannot divest myself of the most pusillanimous strain of hu- mour. All yesterday I remarked, in speaking to , if any tragic topic came in sight, I had a difficulty to keep from breaking down in my speech, and becoming inarticulate with emotion over it. It is as if the scales were falling from my eyes, and I were beginning to see in this, my solitude, things that touch me to the very quick. Oh, my little woman ! what a sujQfering thou hast had, and how nobly borne ! with a simplicity, a silence, courage, and patient hero- ism which are only now too evident to me. Three waer days I can hardly remember in my life ; but they were not without worth either ; very blessed some of the feelings, though many so sore and miserable. It is very good to be left alone with the truth sometimes, to hear with all its sternness what it will say to one. All this was extremely morbid ; but it was not an un- natural consequence of habitual want of self-restraint, coupled with tenderness of conscience when conscience w^as awake and could speak. It was likely enough that in those night-watches, %Dhe7i the scales fell off, accusing re- membrances must have risen before him which were not agreeable to look into. With all his splendid gifts, moral and intellectual alike, Carlyle was like a wayward child — a child in wilfulness, a child in the intensity of remorse. His brother James provided him with a horse — a ^ drome- dary,' he called it, * loyal but extremely stupid ' — to ride or drive about among the scenes of his early years. One day he went past HoddaniHill, Repentance Tower, Eccle- fechan churchyard, &c., beautiful, quiet, all of it, in the soft summer air, and yet he said, ' The valley of Jehosha- phat could not have been more stern and terribly impressive to him. He could never forget that afternoon and evening, the old churchyard tree at Eeclefechan, the white head- MisoeUaneom Sorrotos, 181 stones of which ho caught a steady look. The deepest de rrofandu was poor to the feeling in his heart' Tlie thought of his wife, ill and solitary in London, tortured him. Would she come to the Gill to be nursed ? ^o one in the world loved her more dearly than his sister Mary. The daughters would wait on her, and be her servants. He would himself go away, that he might be no trouble to her. Amidst his sorrows the ridiculous lay close at hand. If he was to go to Germany, his clothes had to be seen to. An entire ' new wardrobe ' was provided, * dressing-gown, coats, trousers lying round him like a hay coil ; ' rather well-made too, after all, though * the whole operation had been scandalous and disgusting, owing to the anarchy of things and shopkeepers in those parts.' Ho had been re- commended to wear a leather belt for the future when he rode. His sisters did their best, but * the problem became abstruse ; ' a saddler had to be called in from Dumfries, and there was adjusting and readjusting. Carlyle, sad and mournful, * inexpressibly wearied,' impatient, irritated, declared himself disgusted with the * problem,' and more disgusted with himself, ' when he witnessed his sister's in- dustrious helpfulness, and his own unhelpable nature.' Pardon me, he cried— pardon me, ye good souls ! Oh, it is not that I am cruel or unthankful ; but I am weary, weary, and it is diflScult to get the galling harness from me, and the heavy burden off the back of an old wayworn animal, at this advanced stage. You never saw such sewing of hcUsy thrice over each of the two that were realized (and, in fact, they do seem to fit perfectly) ; not to si^eak of my unjust impatience — most unjust— of my sulky de- spair. Poor, good sister ! No wonder I was wae in walking into the cold, bright sunset after seeing her off. The silence before I re- turned in again — the wind having gone down — was intense ; only one poor collie heard expressing his astonishment at it miles away. The clothes and belt question being disposed of, he grew better — slept better. The d^nom came less often. A German Life of Charles XH. was a useful distraction. 182 Carlyle's Life in London. Such a man ! would not for the whole world have spoken or done any lie ; valiant as a son of Adam ever was — strange to see upon a throne in this earth ; the grand life blown out of him at last by a canaille of ^ Nobility,^ so called. A visit to Craigenputtock had become necessary. There was business to be attended to, the tenant to be seen and spoken with, &c. He rather dreaded this adventure, but it was not to be avoided. His brother James went with him. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. The Gill, August 6, 1858. Yesterday the Craigenputtock expedition was achieved. Batter- ing showers attended us from Iron Grey kirkyard to Sunday well, but no other misadventure at all ; for as to famine, neither Jamie nor I could have eaten had the chance been offered us, as, indeed, it was by our loyal tenant and*liis wife. On the whole, the busi- ness was not at all so uncomfortable as I had anticipated, or, in- deed, to be called miserable, at all, except for the memories it could not fail to awaken. From Stroquhan upwards there are slight improvements noticeable in one or two places, but essen- tially no marked change. The bleak moor road lay in plashes of recent rain from Carstammon onwards. Stumpy [some field] was in crop — very poor promise the oatmeal coming there ; and after two other gates by the side of the ragged woods gi'own sensibly bigger, and through our once ' pleasaunce, ' which is grown a thicket of straggling trees, we got to the front door, where the poor old knocker, tolerably scoured still, gave me a pungent salutation. The house, trim and tight in all essential particulars, is now quite buried in woods ; and even from the upper back windows you can see no moor, only distant mountain-tops, and, near by, leafy heads of trees. The tenant, who was in waiting by aj)pointment, is a fine, tall, strapping fellow, six feet two or so, with cheerful sense, hon- esty, i)rompt mastery of his business looking out of every feature of him ; wife, too, a good busy young mother. Our old dining-room is now the state apartment, bearing her likeness, as it once did quite another dame's, and grand truly for those parts : new-papered, in a flaming. pattern, carpetted do., with tiny sideboard, &c. I re- cognised only the old grate and quasi-marble mantelpiece, little changed, and surely an achievement dear to me now. Your old paper is on the other two rooms, dim, like the fading memories. I Visit to Craigenjmttock, 183 looked with emotion upon my old library closeC, and wished I could get thither again, to tinish my • Frederick ' under fair chances. Ex- cept some small injuries about the window-sashes, &c., which are now on the road to repair, everything was tight and right there. A considerable young elm (natural son of the old high tree at theN.E. comer of the house, under which I have read Waverley Novels in summer holidays) has planted itself near the bare wall — our screen from the old peat-house, you recollect — and has got to be ten or twelve feet high under liouiishing auspices. This I ordered to be respected and cherished towards a long future, &c. Craigenputtock looks all very respectably ; much wood to cut and clear away, the tenant evidently doing rather well in it. The poor woods have struggled up in spite of weather, tempest, and misfortune. Even Macadam's burnt plantation begins to come away, and the old trees left of it are tall and venerable beings. Nothing like Craigenputtock larch for toughness in all this coun- tiy.* For most part, there are again far too many trees. ' 300/. worth o' wud to cut away, and mair, and there is a market,* said a man skilled in such matters, whom I found mowing there and con- sulted. ... Is not this enough of Craigenputtock — Crag of the Gleds, as its name means ? Enough, and to spare. Germany was to come next, and to come immediately, before tlie days drew in. He shuddered at the recollec- tion of tlie Zwei 7'u/iige Zim77ier, rompt as possible. But along withNeuberg he will do extremely well. AngaHt 2.5, 9 a.m. We go off at noon towards Usedom and Riigen, Foxton stopping at Stralsund near by. There will we wait Neuberg's advance in safety, and can take a fine sea-bathe if we like, for B(\gen is the German Isle of Wight. Carzitz, Insel ROgen : August 27. How glad I am to write to thee from here. Since yesterday my prospects and situation have miraculously mended, and at pres- ent I call myself a lucky kind of man. I am rid of Foxton quite ad libitum, free of scratching on the plaster. Have had again a sound good sleep, and am lodged in the prettiest strange place you ever saw, among people kind to me as possible. Am going to get my enterprise deliberately made feasible, and as a preliminaiy mean to have a bathe in the Baltic Sea as soon as this note and one to Neuberg is done. Yesterday, about 11 a.m., after two rather sleepless and miser- able nights on land, which with the three preceding at sea had re- duced me to a bad pitch, I had, with j>oor, helpless but assiduous Foxton stepped out of the railway train at Rostock, biggish sea capital of Mecklenburg, and was hurrying along to get a place in the Stralsund diligence, with no prospect but eight hours of suf- focation and a iright to follow without sleep, when a lady, attended by her maid, addressed me with sunny voice and look, ' Was not I Mr. Carlyle?' ' I am the Frau von IJsedom,* rejoined she on my answer, ' here to seek you, sixty-four miles from home, and you must go with me henceforth.' Hardly in my life had such a nianus e nnhihusi been extended to me. I need not say how thrice gladly I accepted. I had, in fact, done with all my labour then, and was earned on henceforth like a mere child in arms, nothing to do or > I may as well aay that both Mr. Foxton and Mr. Neuberg have been dead for several years. 186 Carlyle's Life in London. care for, but all conceivable accommodation gracefully provided me up hither to this pleasant Isle of the Sea, where I now am a considerably rested man. We posted forty-five miles, I sitting mainly on the box, smoking and gazing abroad. Foxton, whom after a while I put inside to do the talking, we dropped at Stral- sund, 6 p.m., other side of the little strip of sea, and he is oflf to Berlin or whither he likes, and I need not recall him again except as sour to the fat of Neuberg, who is worth a million of him for helping me on and making no noise about it. Happy journey to poor Foxton ! After Stralsund and one little bit of sea steaming in one of the brightest autumn evenings, we had still almost twenty miles into the strange interior of the Eiigen, a flat, bare, but cultivated place, with endless paths but no roads. Strange brick-red beehives of cottages, very exotic-looking ; a very exotic scene altogether in the moonlight, and a voluble, incessantly explosive, demonstra- tive, but thoroughly good Madame von Usedom beside me. Most strange, almost as in a Mahrchen. But we had four swift horses, a new, light carriage, and went spanking along roadless, and in fine I am here and have slept. The place is like nothing you ever saw, mediaeval, semi-patriarchal, half a farm-house, half a palace. The Herr, who is at Berlin, returns this night. Has made ar- rangements, &c. Oh, what arrangements ! and even * spoken of it to the Prince of Prussia.' What is also for practice definitely lucky, Neuberg's letter finds me this morning, and he will himself be in Berlin to-morrow night, there to wait. N. thinks in about two weeks after our meeting the thing might be got completed. Would it were so, and I home again out of these foreign elements good and bad. In a word, be at ease about me, and thank Heaven I have human room to sleep in again, am seeing strange things not quite worthless to me, and, in fact, am in a fair way. If I knew you were but well I think I could be almost happy here to- day in the silent sunshine on these remote Scandinavian shores. The wind is singing and the sun sporting in the lindens, and I hear doves cooing. Windows up ! Two rooms all to myself. Coo ! coo ! Berlin: September 5. Above a week since you heard of me ! and I, unhappy that I am, have not heard from you one word.^ Oh ! may the like never happen between us again. May this be the last journey I take » Her letters had gone to Dresden. Berlin, 187 into foreign tumults and horrors, far away from all tliat I love and all that is really helpful to me. But to my narrative : — The Use- doms in Biigen were the kindest of hosts to me, and the place and circle had its interests and advantages ; but alas ! I fell un- well the day after writing to you. Bathed in the Baltic on the back of all my Hamburg and other adventures ; caught cold ; Juul already caught it, but developed it by the vile ' bathe.' Felt as if I were getting into a fever outright, and had to take decisive meas- ures, though in a foreign house. That did prove effectual, but you can fancy what two or three days I had, the rather as they made me do the ' picturesque ' all the time ; and there was no end to the talk I had to cai-ry on. The Herr von Usedom is a fine, sub- stantial, intelligent, and good man. We really had a great deal of nice speech together, and did beautifully together ; only that I was so weak and sickly, and except keeping me to the picturesque, he would not take almost any wise charge of my ulterior affairs. At length — Friday afternoon last— he did set out with me towards Berlin and pi-acticalities. 'To stay over night at Putbus, the Bichmond of Riigen, and then catch the steamer to Stettin, and thence by rail to Berlin next day.' We got to Putbus, doing pic- turesque by the way. A beautiful Putbus indeed ! where I had such a night as should be long memorable to me : big loud hotel, sea-bathing, lodgera with their noises, including plenteous coach- horses under my window, followed by noises of cats, item of brood sows, and at two a.m. by the simultaneous explosion of two Cochin China cocks, who continued to play thenceforth, and left me what sleep you can fancy in such quarters. Never till the end of things may I visit Putbus again. However, next day's — yesterday's — steam voyage and rail was pleasantly successful, and at 10.30 p.m. I found the useful Neuberg, who had secured me my old a})artment in the British Hotel, and here, thank God, I have got some sleep again and have washed my skin clean, and mean to be on the road towards Liegnitz and Breslau to-morrow. . . . Neuberg looks veiy ugly— is, in fact, ill in health. Foxton is here too ; scratchy, though in a repentant condition. Enough ! let us on, and let them do ! Berlin is loud under my windows. A grey, close, hot- tish Sunday ; but I will take care not to concern myself with it beyond the needful. To-morrow we are off : Liegnitz, Breslau, Prag, then Dresden ; after which only two battlefields remain, and London is within a week. Neuberg is also going straight to Lon- don. You may compute that all the traveUiag (/e^i/s— washtube. 188 Carlyle's Life in London. railways, money settlements, &c. — are fairly off my hands from this point. I have strength enough in me too. With the snatches of sleep fairly expectable, I conclude myself roadworthy for four- teen days. Then adieu ! Keil Kissen, sloppy, greasy victual, all cold, too, including especially the coffee and the tea. Adieu, Teutschland ! Adieu, travelling altogether, and I will never leave my Goody any more. Oh ! what a Schatz even I, poor I, possess in that quarter, the poorest, but also the richest in some respects, of all the sons of men. I saw some prettyish antient Eiigen gentlemen, item ladies, who regarded with curiosity the foreign monster. Small thanks to them. N.B. — The Baltic Sea is not rightly salt at all — not so salt as Solway at half-tide, and one evening we rode across an arm of it. Insignificant sea ! Brieg, Lower Silesia : September 10, 1858. We quitted Berlin under fair auspices Monday morning last, for- tified with a general letter from the Prince's aide-de-camp to all Prussian officers whatsoever. But hitherto, owing to an immense review, which occupies everybody, it has done us less good than we expected. At Ciistrin a benevolent major did attend us to the field of Zorndorf, and showed us everything. But in other places the review at Liegnitz has been fatal to help from such quarters. We have done pretty well without ; have seen three other fields, and had adventures of a confused, not wholly unpleasant, charac- ter. Our second place was Liegnitz itself, full of soldiers, oak gar- lands, coloured lamplets, and expectation of the Prince. W^e were on the battlefield, and could use our natural eyes, but for the rest had no other guidance worth other than contempt. Did well enough nevertheless, and got fairly out of Liegnitz to Breslau, which has been our head-quarters ever since. A dreadfully noisy place at night, out of which were excursions. Yesterday to Leu- then, the grandest of all the battles ; to-day hither about fifty miles away to Molwitz, the first of Fritz's fights, from which we have just now returned. Sleep is the great diflSculty here, but one does contrive some way. Occasionally, as at Ciistrin, one has a night * which is rather exquisite.' But I lie down in the day- time — in fine, struggle through one way or the other. I do not think it is doing me much hurt, and it lasts only some ten days now. As to profit — well, there is a kind of comfort in doing what one intended. The people are a good, honest, modest set of be- The BaUleJields, 189 ings ; poorer classes, especially in the country, much happier than Mith U8. Eveiy kind of industry is on the improving hand ; the land, mainly sandy, is far better tilled than I expected. And oh ! the church stoeplos I have mounted up into, and the baibarous jargoning I have had questioning ignorant mankind. Leuthen yesterday and Molwitz to-day, with their respective ste^jjles, I shall never forget. Brei^iau : f>t'j)temr*er IL This is a queer old city as you ever heard of. High as Edin- burgh, or more so. Streets very strait and winding ; roofs thirty feet or so in height, and of proportionate steepness, ending in chimney-heads like the half of a butter firkin set on its side. The people are not beautiful, but they seem innocent and obligiDfr, brown-skinned, scrubby bodies, a good many of them of Polack or Slavic breed. More power to their elbow ! You never saw such churches, Rath-houses, &c., old as the hills, and of huge propor- tions. An island in the Oder here is completely covered with cathedrals and appendages. Brown women with cock noses, snubby in chai-acter, have all got stmw hats, umbrellas, crinolines, &c., as fashion orders, and are no doubt charming to the brown man. Neuberg is a perfect Issachar for taking labour on him ; needs to be led with a strongish curb. Scratchy Foxton and he are much more tolerable together. Grease plus vinegar, that is the iTile. Prag : September 14, 1858. From Breslau, where I wrote last, our atlventures have been miscellaneous, our course painful but successful. At Landshut, edge of the Riesen Gebirge, where we arrived near eleven the first night, in a crazy vehicle of one horse, you never saw such a scene of squalid desolation. I had pleased myself with the thoughts of a cup of hot milk, such as is generally procurable in German inns. Umsonst ! no milk in the house ! no nothing ! only a rnhiges Zimmer not opened for weeks past, by the smell of it. I mostly missed sleep. Our drive next day through the Riesen Gebirge into Bohemian territory was as beautiful as any I ever had. It ended in confusion, getting into milways full of dirty, smoking, Sunday gents, fully as ugly on the Elbe there as on the Thames nearer you. We had passed the sources of the Elbe early in the day ; then crossed it at night. "We have not far quitted it since, nor shall till we pass Dresden. The gents that night led us to a place called PardubiU, terribly familiai- to me from those dull * Frederick * 190 Carlyle's Life in London. books, where one of the detestablest nights of all this expedition was provided me. Big, noisy inn, full of evil smells ; contemptible little wicked village, where a worse than jerry-shoi) close over the way raged like Bedlam or Erebus, to cheer one, in a bed, i.e., trough, eighteen inches too short, and a mattress forced into it which cocked up at both ends as if you had been in the trough of a saddle. Ach Himmel ! We left it at 4 a.m. to do the hardest day's work of any. Chotusitz, Kolin — such a day, in a wicked vehicle with a spavined horse, amid clouds of dust, under a blazing sun. I was half-mad on getting hither at 8.30 p.m., again by the railway carriage, among incidental groups of the nastiest kind of gents. . The Bohemians are a different people from the Germans proper. Yesterday not one, in a hundred of them could understand a word of German. They are liars, thieves, slatterns, a kind of miserable subter-Irish people — Irish with the addition of ill-nature and a disposition decidedly disobliging. We called yesterday at an inn on the battlefied of Kolin, where Frederick had gone aloft to take a survey of the ground. * The Golden Sun ' is still its title ; but it has sunk to be the dirtiest house probably in Europe, and with the nastiest-looking, ill-thriving spectre of a landlady, who had not even a glass of beer, if Foxton could have summoned courage to drink it in honour of the occasion. This is a grand picturesque town, this Prag. To-day we had our own difficulties in getting masters of the Ziscaberg, Sterbe- hohe, and other localities of the battle which young ladies play on the j)iano — but on the whole it was light compared with the throes of yesterday. Here is an authentic -wild pink plucked from the battlefield. Give it to some young lady who practises the ' Battle of Prague ' on her piano to your satisfaction. There are now but three battlefields to do, one double, day after to-morrow by a return ticket to be had in Dresden, the two next — Torgau, Eossbach — in two days following. Poor Neuberg has fairly broken down by excess of yesterday's labour, and various misery. He gave up the Hradschin [Radsheen they pronounce it) to Foxton and me, though one of the chief curiosities of Prag, and has gone to bed — a noisy bed — with little nursing, poor man ; but hopes to be roadworthy to-morrow again. He is the mainstay of every enteri^rise — I could not do without him— and Foxton is good for absolutely nothing, except to neutralize him, which he pretty much does. Second Tour in Germany. 191 Dresden: September 15, 185& I have got your second letter here— a delightful little letter, which I read sitting on the Elbe bridge in the sunshine after I had got my face washed, with such a struggle, and could get leave to feel like Jonah after being vomited from the whale's belly. Our journey from l^g lias excelled, in confusion, all I ever witnessed in the world ; the beautifullest country ever seen too, and the beautifullest weather — but, Ach Gott ! However, we are now near the end of it. . . . I am not hurt ; I really do not think my- self much hui*t — but, oh what a need of sleep, of silence, of a right good washing with soap and water all over I On September 22 he was safe at home again at Chelsea — having fiiiislied his work in exactly a month. Nero was there to ' express a decent joy' at seeing him again — Isero, but not his mistress. She was away in Scotland with lier friends, Dr. and Mrs. Russell. He had charged her not to return on his account as long as she was getting good from the change of air and scene. On the twenty- third he sent her the history of the rest of his adventures. Our journey after Dresden continued, with the usual velocity and tribulation, over Hochkirch — beautiful outlook from the steeple there, and beautiful epitaph on Marshal Keith, one of the seven hundred that perished on that spot, the church doors still holed with the musketry there — over Leipzig, where Foxton rejoined us after our thrice-toilsome day at Torgau ; then from AVeiasenfeld over Bossbach, the last v» our series, thank Heaven ! We then got into the Weimar train, found little M , and, wliat was better, u fine, quiet bed-room, looking out upon decent garden-ground in the inn already known to me, where I procured a human sleep, and also a tub with water enough next morning — and, in short, was greatly refreshed ; the rather as I absolutely refused to go about except in the narrowest limits next day, and preferred lying on my bed, asleep or not, to all the * sights ' in nature. At three p.m. we had to go again. The Grand Duchess sent a telegram — being telegraphed to — most gracious, but it was to no purpose. I did wish to see the high lady— very clever and distinguished, everybody says — but it involved waiting twenty-four hours in an uncertain hostelry at Eisenach, and then getting off at two a.m., therefore resolutely, * No, Illustrious Madame.' Next day from 192 Carlyle's Life in London, Guntersliausen, near Cassel, to Aix-la-Cliai3elle, was among the hardest in my experience of physical misery— begins at four a.m., no sleep behind it, nor any food before it, and lasts incessantly till seven p.m. ; oftenest in slow trains through broiling sun, sand clouds, and manufacturing smoke. My living was a cup of most lukewarm coffee, swallowed like physic, which it much resembled, as all German coffee does, and poor eating to it ; not even a crumb of bread and butter ; raw ham and bread, to be washed down too in one minute of time. On this, with a glass of soda water and cognac and farthing loaf of tough bread picked up somewhere, human nature had to subsist to Aix, arrive there about seven. . . . About half -past eight try to eat if you could something tepid and questionable. Happily the bed was once more human— I was thoroughly done up. Next morning stand upon the lid of Charlemagne — abominable monks roaring out their idolatrous grand music within sight. Then embark again — arrived at Ostend six to seven p.m., get on board a boat to Dover (mail steamer), six hours — nothing to be had as living, Neuberg and others very sick. In Dover one a.m , tumult of custom-houses, of over-crowded inns ; in despair try tea and retire to one's garret, with nothing to depend on but lucifers and tobacco through the night. It was not so bad as might have been expected. Next day a fine train up to town, Foxton branch- ing off at Redhill, and taking leave almost with tears. By the river steamer I reach home half-past four, or rather later. To- day, after a good sleejD, good coffee, &c., I have as bad a headache as need be desired, and trace the Strapazen of this journey in a lively manner. I feel in me, down in the breast chiefly, the stock of cold I have had secretly these three weeks, but otherwise ail nothing. Such was Carljle's second tonr in Germany, as sketched in these letters by himself. One misses something of the liveliness of the experiences of the first, when everything was new, and was seized upon by his insatiable curiosity. It was a journey of business, and was executed with a vigour and rapidity remarkable in so old a man. There were fewer complaints about sleep — fewer complaints of any kind. How well his sui-veying work M^as done, the history of Frederick's campaigns, when he came to write Tnspeciion of BaMlejielih. 193 tliein, were ample evidence. He speaks lightly of having seen Kolin, Torgau, &c., ends almost altogether on vivacity of nerves. The remedy is . . . there is no remedy but boring along mole-hke or mulo-iike, and refusing to lie down •altogether. 200 Carlyle's Life in London, In June after ' months of uselessness and wretchedness,' he was ' tumbled ' into what he called ' active chaos,' i.e. , he took a house for the summer at Hum hie, near Aber- dour in Fife. The change was not very successful. He had his horse with him, and ' rode fiercely about, haunted by the ghosts of the past.' Mrs. Carlyle followed him down. John Carlyle was charged to meet her at Edin- burgh, and see her safe for the rest of her journey. 'Be good and soft with her,' he said, ' you have no notion wharoor Jeannie is a Uttle come round again, now that thq noises and distiurbances from my side of the house are done. Thorso Castle : August 6, 1860. Saturday— wet, dreary, gaunt, and strange— was a little dis- piriting, in spite of the cordial and eager welcome of all these good people. But that night I had a capital sleep. Next morn- ing I contrived to shirk church (which I shall always do) and walked along the many-sounding shore with a book, a cape, and a little tobacco, some mile or two among the cliffs and crags. Not a human being visible ; only the grand ever-mui-muring sea ; I'entland Frith clear as crystal, with Orkney Hoy Island, a fine precipitous sea-girt mountain, to our left, and Dunnet Head some six or seven miles ahead. There I sate and sauntered in the de- voutest, quietest, and handsomest mood I have been in for many 202 CarlyWs Life in London. months. Then I read, bathed carefully, and set out vigorously walking to arrive warm and also punctual. In short, dear, I did well yesterday and have had again a tolerable sleep. Nay, have gol my affairs settled, so to speak ; breakfast an hour before the family (who don't get into their worship, &c., till ten), am not to show face at all till three p.m. and mean actually to try some work. If I can it will be very fine for me. The little butler here seems one of the cleverest, willingest creatures I have seen for a long time, and is zealously anxious (as hitherto all and sundry are) to oblige the monster come among them. Thurso, visible, about two gunshots off, from one of my win- dows, is a poor grey town, treeless, with one or two steam-engines in it, and a dozen or two of fishing-boats. Nor is Thurso Castle much of a mansion, at least till you examine it attentively. But it is really an extensive, well-furnished, human dwelling-place ; and its situation with its northern parapet, looking down upon the actual waves which never go a stone's throw off, is altogether charm- ing ; a j)lace built at three different times, from 1664 downwards (quite modern this my northern side of it), with four or five poor candle-extinguisher-like towers in different parts, very bare, but trim, with walks and sheltering offices and walls. No saddle horse ; not even a saddle shelty ; but there is a carriage and pair for the womankind, with whom I have not yet gone, though I mean to. August 14. My dear little Goody, — I could have been somewhat fretted yesterday morning. First at your long delay in writing, and your perverse notion of my neglect in that particular, also of your scorn- ful condemnation of my descriptive performance (which I can as- sure you was not done for the sake of future biographers, nor done at all except with considerable pain and inconvenience and at the very first moment possible in my gloom and sickliness, if you had known of it). But all feelings were swallowed up in one — grief and alarm at the sleepless, excited, and altogether j)aintul state my poor little Jeannie had evidently got into. A long letter was to have been written yesterday afternoon after work and bath- ing and dinner were well over. But, alas ! at dinner (which had been unexpectedly crowded forward to two p.m. instead of three, and had sent me into the sea and back again at full gallop, not to miss the essential daily bath) — at dinner, which I found them de- Thurso Caatle, 203 nominating luncheon, I was informed that three miles off, at some Highland loird's named Major — '■ , there stood an engagement for me of a' strict natuie, and that there I was to dine. Nimmer ttnd Nimmei'mehr. The major hod not even asked me. I want no acquaintance with any laird or major. I positively cannot go. It was in vain tliat I insisted and reiterated in this key. Poor Sir George offered to dine now and go walking with me on the sands while the major's dinner went on. In short I found I should give offence and seem a very surly, unthankful fellow by persisting, so I was obliged to go. The laird, an old Peninsula soldier, was not a bad fellow ; quite the reverse indeed ; had a wife and wife's sister and a son just from India and the Crimea ; finally a veiy j^retty Highland place, and a smart douce little daughter who imade the Caithness dialect beau- tiful. Of myself I will say only that 1 have cunningly adjusted my hours ; am called at eight, bathe as at home, run out from heat : breakfast privately^ and by this means shii'k * prayers ' — am at work by ten, bathe at two, and do not show face till three. After which comes walking, comes probably driving. Country equal to Craigenputtock for picturesque eSectSy plus the sea, which is always one's friend. I have got some work done every day ; have slept every night, never quite ill, once or twice splendidly. Carljle abhorred the * picturesque ' when sought after of set purpose. He was exquisitely sensitive of natural beauty, when lie came across it naturally and surrounded by its own associations. Here is a finished picture which he sent to his brother. To John Carlyle, Thurso : August 24, 1860. I sit boring over my work, not idle quite, but v^ith little visible result, and that has considerably weakened the strength of my \w- sition here. I dimly intended to hold on for * about a month ; ' and this is not unlikely to be the limit. Sir G. has always pro- fessed to be clear for two months as the minimum, but will i)er- haps be at bottom not so avcrs^ to the shorter term, there being such a cackle of grandchildren here, with governesses &c., whom he sees to be a mere bore to me, though to him such a joy. Yes- terday we went to »Tohn o' Groats actually. It is about twenty miles from us to the little seaside inn. There you dismount, walk 204 Carlyle^s Life in London. to Groats, i.e. to the mythic site of Groats — a short mile — thence two rather long ones to the top of Duncansby Head. It is one of the prettiest shores I ever saw : trim grass or fine corn, even to the very brow of the sea. Sand (where there is sand) as white as meal, and betwe^ sand and farm-field a glacis or steep slope, which is also covered with grass, in some places thick with meadow-sweet, * Queen of the Meadows,' and quite odoriferous as well as trim. The island of Stroma flanks it, across a sound of perhaps two miles broad. Three ships were passing westward in our time. The old wreck of a fourth was still traceable in frag- ments, sticking in the sand, or leant on harrows higher up by way of fence. The site of Groats has a barn short way behind it, and a cottage short way to its left looking seaward. The waves are about a pistol shot off at high water. It stands — i.e. a house would stand — very beautifully, as at the bottom of a kind of scoop rising slowly behind into highish country, ditto to west, though not into great heights at all, and the big Duncansby quite grandly screening it both from E. and N.E.; and all was so admirably still and solitary : extensive Cheviot sheep nibbling all about, and no other living thing, like a dream. The Orkneys, Eonald Shay, Skerries, &c., lay dim, dreamlike, with a beauty as of sorrow in the dim grey day. Groats' site appeared to me terribly like some extinct farmer's lime-kiln. Eain broke out on coming home, and I lost a good portion of my sleep last night by the adventure. This is all I have to say of Groats or myself. Amid these scenes, and heartily conscious of his host's kind consideration for him, he stayed out his holiday. He had wished his wife to have a taste of Scotch air too be- fore the winter, and had arranged that she should go to his sister at the Gill. She had started, and was staying on the way w^ith her friends the Stanleys at Alderley, when her husband discovered that he could do no more at Thurso, and must get home again. The period of his visit had been indefinite. She had supposed that he would re- main longer than he proposed to do. The delay of posts and a misconstruction of meanings led Mrs. Carlyle to sup- pose that he was about to return to Chelsea immediately, and that her own presence there would be indispensable ; Thurso CdsUe. 205 and, with a resentment, which she did not care to conceal, at his imagined want of consideration for her, she gave up her expedition and went back. It was a mistake throughout, for he had intended himself to take Annan- dale on his way home from Thurso ; but he had not been explicit enough, and she did not spare him. He was very miserable and very humble. He promised faithfully tliat when at home again he would worry her no more till she was strong enough to be ' kept onasy.' I will be quiet as a dream (he said). Surely I ought to be rather a protection to your poor sick fancy than a new disturbance. Be still ; be quiet. I swear to do thee no mischief at all. Alas ! he might swear ; but with the excellentest inten- tions, he was an awkward companion for a nervous, suffer- ing woman. He had meant no mischief. It was impossi- ble that he could have meant it. His misfortune was that he had no perception. He never understood that a deli- cate lady was not like his own robuster kindred, and might be shivered into fiddle- strings while they would only have laughed. This was his last visit to Scotland before the completion of ' Frederick.' A few words to Mr. Erskine, who had written to inquire about his wife, give a more accurate ac- count of his own condition than it gave of hers. To Thomas Erskinet Esq. Chelsea : October 12, 1860. I got home nearly three weeks ago. Jane was not weaker than I expected ; her house, poor soul, all set in order on an improved footing as to servants, almost pathetic as well as beautiful to me. I am happy to report that she has grown stronger ever since, and is now once more in her usual posture. I have got my smithy fire kindled again, and there is sound of the hammer once more audi- ble. I have sunk silent, humiliated, endeavouring to be quietly, wisely, not foolishly, diligent with all the strength left to me. * Frederick * is not the most pious of my heroes ; but the world awakens in me either piety or else despair. Why have I not a 206 CarlyWs Life in London. more pious labour to end with ? perhaps not to be able to end. But one must not quarrel with one's kind of labour. To do it is the thing requisite. My horse is potent for riding, and one of the loyallest quadrupeds. That perhaps is the finest item in the horo- scope. The ' improved footing ' as to servants had been Car- Ijle's own arrangement. In his wife's weakened condition he thought it no longer right that she should be left to struggle on with a single maid-of-all-work. He had in- sisted that she should have a superior class of woman as cook and housekeeper, with a girl to assist. He himself was fixed to his garret room again, rarely stirring out ex- cept to ride, and dining nowhere save now and then with Forster, to meet only Dickens, who loved him with all his heart. The new year brought the Grange again, where Mrs. Carlyle was now as glad to go as before she had been re- luctant. Everybody (he wrote) as kind as possible, especially the lady. This party small and insignificant ; nobody but ourselves and Venables, an honest old dish, and Kingsley, a new, of higher pre- tensions, but inferior flavour. The months went by. On March 27 a bulletin to his brother says : — ' I have no news ; nothing but the old si- lent struggle continually going on ; for my very dreams, when I have any, are apt to be filled with it, A daily ride nearly always in perfect solitude, a daily and nightly es- cort of confused babblements, and thoughts not cheerful to speak of, yet with hope more legible at times than for- merly, and on the whole with health better rather than worse.' In this year he lost a friend whom he valued bej^ond any one of the younger men whom he had learnt to know. Arthur Clough died at Florence, leaving behind him, of work accomplished, a translation of Plutarch, a volume of Death of Arthur Cloxujh, 207 poems (which by-and-by, when the sincere writing of this ambitious age of ours is sifted from the insincere, may survive as an evidence of what lie might have been had fuhiess of years been granted to him), and, besides these, a beautiful memory in the minds of those who had known liim. I knew what Carlyle felt about him, and I tried to induce him to wnte some few words which might give tliat memory an enduring form. I quite agree in what you say of poor Clough (he replied). A man more vivid, ingenious, veracious, mildly radiant, I have sel- dom met with, and in a character so honest, modest, kindly. I expected very considerable things of him. As for the * two pages ' you propose, there could, had my hands been loose, have been no valid objection, but, as it is, my hands are tied. Every available moment had been guaranteed to * Fred- ei-ick.' Clough was gone ; but another friendship had been formed which v^as even more precious to Carlyiu. He had long been acquainted with Ruskin, but hitherto there had been no close intimacy between them, aH not being a subject especially interesting to him. But Iluskin was now writing his * Letters on Political Economy ' in the 'Coi-nh ill Magazine.' The world's scornful anger wit- nessed to the effect of his strokes, artd Carlyle was de- lighted. Political Economy had been a creed while it pretended to be a science. Science rests on reason and experiment, and can meet an opponent with cahnness. A creed is always sensitive. To express a doubt of it shakes its authority, and is therefore treated as a moral ofFence. One loo"ks back with amused interest on that indignant outcry now, when the pretentious science lias ceased to answer a political purpose and has been banished by its chief professor to the exterior ])lanet8. But Carlyle had hitherto been preaching alone in the wilderness, and rejoiced in this new ally, lie examined Iluskin more can'rulh He ^a\v. as who that looked 208 Carlyle's Life in London. could help seeing, that here was a true * man of genius,' peculiar, uneven, passionate, but wielding in his hand real levin bolts, not mere flashes of light merely — but fiery ar- rows which pierced, where they struck, to the quick. He was tempted one night to go to hear Ruskin lecture, not on the ' Dismal Science,' but on some natural phenomena, which Ruskin, while the minutest observer, could convert into a poem. ' Sermons in Stones ' had been already Car- lyle's name for ' The Stones of Venice.' Such a preacher he was willing to listen to on any subject. To John Garlyle. Chelsea : April 23, 1861. Friday last I was persuaded — in fact had unwarily compelled myself, as it were — to a lecture of Buskin's at the Institution, Al- bemarle-street. Lecture on Tree Leaves as physiological, picto rial, moral, symbolical objects. A crammed house, but tolerable to me even in the gallery. The lecture was thought to ' break down,' and indeed it quite did ' as a lecture ; ' but only did from embarras des richesses — a rare case. Ruskin did blow asunder as by gunpowder explosions his leaf notions, which were manifold, curious, genial ; and, in fact, I do not recollect to have heard in that place any neatest thing I liked so well as this chaotic one. This was a mere episode, however, in a life which was as it were chained down to ' an undoable task.' Months w^ent by ; at last the matter became so complicated, and the notes and corrections so many, that the printers were called in to help. The rough fragments of manuscript were set in type that he might see his way through them. You never saw such a jumble of horrors as the first j)roofs are (he said in rex)orting the result). In my bewildering indexle^^ state, and with such books and blockheadism, I cannot single- handed deal with the thing except stage after stage in this tentative way. Often enough I am doing the very last revise when, after such screwing and torturing, the really vital point of the matter — rule of all the articulation it must have — will disclose itself to me, overlooked by the fifty Dryasdusts I have been consulting. Alas ! (he cries at another time) my poor old limbs are nothing Views on the American Civil War. 209 like so equal to this work as they once were ; a fact that, but an irremediable one. Si^ldom was a \)oot man's heart so near broken by utter weariness, disgust, and long-continued despair over an undoable job. The only point is, said heart must not break alto- gether, hvLtfinWi if it can. No leisure — leisure even for thought — could be spared to otlicr subjects. Even the great phenomenon of tlio century, the civil war in America, passed by him at its opening without commanding his serious attention. To him that tremendous struggle for the salvation of the American nationality was merely the efflorescence of the * Nigger Emancipation ' agitation, which he had always despised. *No war ever raging in my time,' he said, when the first news of the fighting came over, ' was to me more profoundly foolish-looking. Neutral I am to a de- gree : I for one.' lie spoke of it scornfully as * a smoky chimney which had taken fire.' When provoked to say something about it publicly, it was to write his brief Ilias Americaiia in mice. Peter of the North (to Paul of the South) : Paul, you unaccount- able scoundrel, I find you hire your servants for life, not by the month or year as I do. You aie going sti*aight to Hell, you Paul : Good words, Peter. The risk is my own. I am willing to take the risk. Hire you your sen^ants by the month or the day, and get straight to Heaven ; leave me to my own method. Peter : No, I won't. I will beat your brains out first ! [And is trying dreadfully ever since, but cannot yet manage it.'] T. C. At the Grange, where he had gone in January, 1862, the subject was of course much talked of. The Argyles were there, the Sartoris's, the Kingsleys, the Bishop of Oxford, Milnes, Venables, and others. The Duke and Duchess were strong for the North, and there was much arguing, < MacviUlan*» Magazine^ Atigust, 1868.— Carlyle admitted to me after the war ended that perhaps he had not seen into the liottom of the matter. Nererthe- leaa, he republished the Uia» in his Collected Works. Vol. IV.— 14 210 Carlyle^s Life i7i London. not to Carlyle's satisfaction. The Bishop and he were always pleased to meet each other, but he was not equally tolerant of the Bishop's friends. Of one of these there is a curious mention in a letter written from the Grange during this visit. Intellect was to him a quality which only showed itself in the discovery of truth. In science no man is allowed to be a man of intellect who uses his facul- ties to go ingeniously wrong. Still less could Carljde ac- knowledge the presence of such high quality in those who went wrong in more important subjects. Cardinal New- man, he once said to me, had not the intellect of a mod- erate-sized rabbit. He was yet more uncomplimentary to another famous person whom the English Church has canonized. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. The Grange : January, 1862. We are a brisk party here, full of locomotion, speculation, and really are in some sort agreeable to one another. The Bear, the Duke, with the womankind wholly, are off some twenty miles, mostly in an open carriage. The Bishop is gone with them, to see some little ape called Keble, of 'The Christian Year.' He (the Bishop) is very perceptibly older in the face, but no change in the shifty, cunning, thorough-going ways of him. He took me riding yesterday, galloping as if for the King's Hundred to see something which he called the Beacon Hill, which we never saw, daylight failing us, though we had a gallop of some sixteen miles. You may figure whether it suited me in my feverish feeble mood. The most agreeable man among us is the Duke ; really a good, solid, Scotch product. Takes, I think, considerably to me, as does his Duchess, though I do not speak much to her. Find the Nigger question much a topic with her, and by no means a safe one. 'Frederick,' meanwhile, was making progress, though but slowly. The German authorities he found to be raw metallic matter, unwrought, unorganised, the ore nowhere smelted out of it. It is curious that on the human side of things the German genius should be so deficient, but so it is. We go to them for poetry, philosophy, criticism, the- Meivtal Dialogue. 211 ology. They have to come to us for a biography of their greatest poets and the history of their greatest king. The standard Life of Goethe in Germany is Lewes's; the standard History of Frederick is Carlyle's. Bat the labour was desperate, and told heavily both ,on him and on his wife. When the summer came she went for change to Folkestone. He in her absence was like a forsaken child. Nothing is wrong about the house here (he wrote to her), nor liave I failed in sleep or had other misfortune ; nevertheless, I am dreatlfully low-spirited, and feel like a child wishing Mammy back [itaUcs his own]. Perhaps, too, she is as well away for the mo- ment. The truth is, I am under medical appliances, which ren- ders me for this day the wretchedest nearly of all the sons of Adam not yet condemned, in fact, to the gallows. I have not spoken one word to anybody since you went away. Oh ! for God's sake, take care of yourself ! In the earth I have no other. Again, a few days later ; — July 3, 1S62. Silence, even of the saddest, sadder than death, is often prefer- able to shake the nonsense out of one. Last night, in getting to bed, I said to myself at last, ' Impossible, sir, that you have no friend in the big Eternities and Immensities, or none but Death, as you whimper to yourself. You have had friends who, before the birth of you even, were good to you, and did give you several things. Know that you have friends unspeakably important, it appears, and let not their aweful looks or doings quite terrify you. You require to have a heart like theirs in some sort. Who knows? And fall asleep upon that honourable pillow of whinstone.' This was a singular dialogue for a man to hold with himself. 'A spectre moving in a world of spectres' — * one mass of burning sulphur ' — these also were images in which he now and then described his condition. At siH'li times, if his little finger ached he imagined that no inoi tal had ever suffered so before. If his liver was amiss he was a chained Prometheus with the vulture at his breast, and eai-th, ether, sea, and sky were invoked to witness his injuries, Wlion the fit was on liim ho could 212 CarlyWs Life in London. not, would not, restrain himself, and now when Mrs. Carljle's condition was so delicate, her friends, medical and others, had to insist that thej must be kept apart as much as possible. He himself, lost as he was without her, felt the necessity, and when she returned from Folkestone he sent her off to her friend Mrs. Russell in Mthsdale. Some one, I know not who, wrote to entreat her to stay away as long as possible. The letter runs : — I hope you do not think of returning home. Should Mr. Car- lyle become rampageous I will set Mrs. on to pray for him. Should you, during your absence, require any transaction in London to be carried out with more than usual intelUgence and finesse, remember Mi. But no one was more anxious than Carlyle himself now was that she should be saved from worries. As soon as he had clearly recognised how ill she was, his own griev- ances disappeared. There was no ' rampaging.' He was all that was thoughtful and generous. He called himself a ' desultory widow,' but he tried his best to be happy in his desertion, or at least to make her believe him so. . . . She was afraid of costing him money. ' I posi- tively order, he wrote to her, that there be no pinching about money at all. Fie, fie ! Here is a draft, which Dr. Russell, as banker, will pay when you ask.' Not a com- plaint escaped him in his daily letters. All was repre- sented as going well ; ' Frederick ' was going well ; the sleep was w^ell ; the servants were doing well. Fruit, flowers, cream, ' is the more striking frum the abruptness and want of artifice iu the utterance. Whether Carlyle would liave been happier, Vol. IV.— 15 226. Carlyle\s Life in London. more useful, had he been otlierwise occupied, I cannot say. He had a fine aptitude for all kinds of business. In any practical problem, wliether of politics or private life, he had his finger always, as if by instinct, on the point upon which the issue would turn. Arbitrary as his tempera- ment was, he could, if occasion rose, be prudent, forbear- ing, dexterous, adroit. He would have risen to greatness in any profession which he had chosen, but in such a w^orld as ours he must have submitted, in rising, to the * half -sincerities^ which are the condition of success. We should have lost the Carlyle that we know. It is not cer- tain that we should have gained an equivalent of him. This is the sort of thing which I used daily to hear from Carlyle. His talk was not always, of course, on such grave matters. He was full of stories, anecdotes of his early life, or of people that he had known. For more than four years after our walks began, he was still engaged with ' Frederick.' He spoke freely of what was uppermost in his mind, and many scenes in the his- tory were rehearsed to me before they appeared, Yoltaire, Maupertuis, Chatham, Wolfe being brought up as living figures. He never helped himself with gestures, but his voice was as flexible as if he had been trained for the stage. He was never tedious, but dropped out picture after pict- ure in inimitable finished sentences. He was so quiet, so unexaggerative, so well-humoured in these private con- versations, that I could scarcely believe he was the same person whom I used to hear declaim in the Pamphlet time. JS^ow and then, if he met an acquaintance who might say a foolish thing, there would come an angry sputter or two ; but he was generally so patient, so for- bearing, that I thought age had softened him, and I said so one day to Mrs. Carlyle. She laughed and told him of it. ' I wish,' she said, ' Froude had seen you an hour or two after you seemed to him so lamblike.' But I was re- Ca/rlyle'a MetUal Refreshment, %%\ lating what he was as I knew him, and as I always found him from tirst to last. To go on with the story : — Through the winter of 1862-3 Mrs. Carlyle seemed tolerably well. The weather was warm. She had no seri- ous cold. She was very feeble, and lay chiefly on the sofa, but she contrived to prevent Carlyle from being anxious about her. He worked without respite, rode, except on walking days, chiefly late in the afternoon, in the dark in the winter months, about the environs of lx)ndon ; and the roaring of tlie suburban trains and the gleam of the gree^ and crimson signal lamps were wildly impressive to him. On his return he would lie down in his dressing-gown by the drawing-room fire, smoking up the chinmey, while she would amuse him with accounts of her daily visitors. She was a pei-fect artist, and could carve a literary vignette out of the commonest materials. These were his happiest hours, and his only mental refreshment. In !N^ovember, 1862, Lord Ashburton fell ill at Paris, and there were fears for his life. ' His death,' Carlyle said, ^ would be a heavy loss and sorrow to us, a black consummation of what there has already been.' But the alarm passed off for the time. *We are both of us,' he reported at the end of December, * what we call well ; indeed, for my own part, I am really in full average case, as if I had got little or no permanent damage from this hideous pfluister of a book, which 1 can hope is now looking towards its finis. I have done the battle of Rossbach (Satan thank it !). Battle of Leuthen, siege of Olmiitz lie in the rough (not very bad, I hope). After that there is only Uoch- kirch. Rigorous abridgment after that. One short book, 1 hope, will then end the Seven Years' "War ; and then there is one other. After that, home, like the stick of a rocket.' Ajjo so far was dealing kindly with him. There was 22S Carlyle's Life in London. no falling off in bodily strength. His eyes were failing slightly, but they lasted out his life. His right hand had begun to shake a little, and this unfortunately was to de- velop till he was eventually disabled from writing ; but as yet about himself there was nothing to give him serious uneasiness. A misfortune, however, w^as hanging over him of another kind, which threatened to upset the habits of his life. All his days he had been a fearless rider. He h^d a loose seat and a careless hand, but he had come to no misfortune, owing, he thought, to the good sense of his horse, which was much superior to that of most of his biped acquaintances. Fritz, even Fritz,* was now to mis- behave. To John Carlyle. Chelsea : February 13, 1863. I have been very unlucky, or my excellent old horse was, twice over last week, Tuesday and Friday. Think as you read. I had let the old fellow rest on Monday. Tuesday I tumbled out, and finding rain, snatched my mackintosh cloak and got away. Fritz very lively ; wind so loud that, being then in crisis of interior, I resolved to go at walk. Till the Marble Arch, Hyde Park, we did very well, but the wdnd bejng right ahead, and mackintosh given to rattle, the old scoundrel determined on a caper ; my hat blew off me ; hands under the mackintosh. A labourer picked up the hat, tried to wipe some of the mud off it, Fritz prancing all the while. I had no coppers in my pocket, drew out my purse to give sixpence to the man, crushed on the hat, and galloped home. At night I discovered that I had no purse. In the tempest of rattling and prancing and embarrassed hurrying, I had stuck it, not into my pocket again, llut past my pocket, and it was gone, twelve or ten shillings in it. That was misadventure first, Nichts zu he- deiden in comparison. Till Friday I daily rode the old scoundrel. On Friday, without the least warning or cause, he came smash down, lying flat on the ground for one quarter of an instant, had done me no mischief at all, sprang up and trotted half a mile (greatly ashamed of himself, I suppose) ; when looking over his shoulder I saw the blood streaming over his hoof, drew bridle, dismounted, found the knees quite smashed, and except slowly home have ridden no more since. _Jane will not hear of my ever Breakdmcn of Fritz. 2W riding him again, nor in real truth is it proper. Finis there- fore in that depai-tment. I have been extremely sorry for my poor old fourfooted friend. Gam treu he constantly and won- derfully was ; and now, what to do with myself ! or how to dis- pose of poor Fritz. Of course I can sell him ; have him knocked down at Tattersall's for a 10/. or an old song ; and then (as he goes delirious imder violent usage and is frightened for running swift in harness) get the poor creature scourged to death in a honible way, after all • the 20,000 faithful miles he has carried me, and the wild j^uddles and lonely dark times we have had together. I cannot bear to think of that. He is a strong healthy horse, loyal and peaceable and wise as horse ever was. Fritz was sold for nine pounds. What became of him further I never heard. Lady Asliburton supplied his place with another, equally good and almost with Fritz's intellect. Life went on as before after this interruption, and leaves little to record. On April 29 he writes : — I had to go yesterday to Dickens's Reading, 8 p.m., Hanover Rooms, to the complete upsetting of my evening habitudes and spiritual composure. Dickens does do it capitally, such as it is ; acts better than any Macready in the world ; a whole tragic, comic, heroic theatre visible, iperforming under one hat, and keep- ing us laughing — in a sorry way, some of us thought— the whole night. He is a good creature, too, and makes fifty or sixty pounds by each of these readings.' From dinner parties he had almost wholly withdrawn, but in the same letter he mentions one to which he had been tempted by a new acquaintance, who grew after- wards into a dear and justly valued friend, Miss Daven- port Bromley, lie admired Miss Bromley from the first, for her light, aiiy ways, and compared her to a ' flight of larks.' Summer came, and hot weather ; he descended from his garret to the awning in the garden again. By August he was tired, ' Frederick ' spinning out beyond expectation, and he and Mrs. Carlyle went for a fortnight to the Grange. Lord Ashburtou seemed to have recovered, but 230 Oarlj/ys Life in London. was very delicate. There was do party, only Yenables, the guest of all others whom Carlyle best liked to meet. The visit was a happy one, a gleam of pure sunshine be- fore the terrible calamity which was now impending. One evening, after their return, Mrs. Carlyle had gone to call on a cousin at the post office in St. Martin's Lane. She had come away, and was trying to reach an omnibus, when she was thrown by a cab on the kerbstone. Her right arm being disabled by neuralgia, she was unable to break her fall. The sinews of one thigh were sprained and lacerated, and she was brought home in a fly in dread- ful pain. She knew that Carlyle would be expecting her. Her chief anxiety, she told me, was to get into the house Avithout his knowledge, to spare him agitation. For her- self, she could not move. She stopped at the door of Mr. Larkin, who lived in the adjoining house in Chejaie Row, and asked him to help her. The sound of the wheels and the noise of voices reached Carlyle in the drawing-room. He rushed down, and he and Mr. Larkin together bore her up the stairs, and laid her on her bed. There she re- mained, in an agony which, experienced in pain as she was, exceeded the worst that she had known. Carlyle was not allowed to know how seriously she had been injured. The doctor and she both agreed to conceal it from him, and during those first days a small incident happened, which she herself described to me, showing the distracting want of perception which sometimes characterized him — a want of perception, not a want of* feeling, for no one could have felt more tenderl3^ The nerves and muscles were completely disabled on the side on which she had fallen, and one effect was that the under jaw had dropped, and that she could not close it. Carlyle always disliked an open mouth ; he thought it a sign of foolishness. One morning, when the pain was at its worst, he came into her rooni, and stood looking at her, leaning on the mantel- Accidetit to Mrs. Carlyle. 231' pisoe. * Jane,' he said pi-esently, * ye liad better shut your mouth.' She tried to tell him that she could not. * Jane/ lie began again, *ye'll Und yourself in a more compact and pious frame of mind, if ye shut your mouth.' In old- fashioned and, in him, perfectly sincere piiraseology he told her that she ought to be thankful that the accident was no worse. Mrs. Carlyle hated cant as heartily as he, and to her, in her sore state of mind and body, such words liad a tlavour of cant in them. True lierself. as steel, she would not bear it. * Thankful ! ' she said to him ; ' thank- ful for what ? for having been thrown down in the street when I had gone on an errand of charity ? for being dis- abled, crushed, made to suffer in this way ? I am not thankful, and I will not say that I am.' He left her, say- ing he was sorry to see her so rebellious. We can hardly wonder after this that he had to report sadly to his brother: * She speaks little to me, and does not accept me as a sick nurse, which, truly, 1 had never any talent to be.' Of course he did not know at first her real condition. She had such indomitable courage that she persuaded him that she was actually better off since she had become help- less than ' when she had been struggling to go out daily and returned done up, with her joints like to fall in pieces.' For a month she could not move — at the end of it she was able to struggle to her feet and crawl occasion- ally into the adjoining room. Carlyle was blind. Seven weeks after the accident he could write : * She actually sleeps better, eats better, and is cheerfuller than formerly. For perhaps three weeks past she has been hitching about with a stick. She can walk too, bnt slowly without stick. In short she is doing well enough — as indeed am I, and have need to be.' lie had need to be, for he had just discovered that lie could not end with * Frederick ' like a rocket-stick, but that there must be a new vi^lumej and fur his sake, and 232 Cariyle's Life in London, knowing how the trutli, if he was aware o£ it, would agi- tate him, with splendid heroism she had forced, herself prematurely to her feet again, the mental resolution con- quering the weakness of the body. She even received visitors again, and in the middle of IN'ovember, I and my own wife once more spent an evening there/ But it was the last exertion which she was able to make. The same night there came on neuralgic pain — rather torture than pain — of which the doctor could give no explanation. ' A mere cold,' he said, ' no cause for alarm ; ' but the weeks went on and there was no abatement, still pain in every muscle, misery in every nerve, no sleep, no rest from suf- fering night or day — save in faint misleading intervals — and Carlyle knew at last how it was with her, and had to go on with his work as he could. *"We are in great trouble,' he wrote on the 29th of December, in one of those intervals, * trouble, anxiety, and confusion. Poor Jane's state is such as to jfill us with the saddest thoughts. She does not gather strength — how can she ! She is quieter in regard to pain. The neuralgia and other torments have sensibly abated, not ceased. She also eats daily a little— that is one clearly good symptom. But her state is one of weakness, utter restlessness, depression, and misery, such a scene as I never was in before. If she could only get a little sleep, but she cannot hitherto. To- night, by Barnes's advice and her own reluctant consent, she is to try morphine again. God of His mercy grant that it may prosper ! There has been for ten days a complete cessation of all druggings and opiate abominations. They did her a great deal of mischief instead of any good. ... I still tiy to hope and believe that my poor little woman is a little thought better, but it is miserable to see how low and wretched she is, and under what wearing pain slic passes her sleepless nights and days. In health I am myself as well as usual, which surely is a blessing. I keep busy too in all available moments. Work done is the one consolation left me.* Other remedies failing, the last chance was in change and sea air. Dr. Blakeston, an accomplished physician at 1 Letters and Memorials^ vol. ii. p. 272. Alone in Cheyne Row. Hf^ St. Leonards, whose wife was an old friend of Mrs. Car* lyle, offered to receive her as a guest. She was taken thither in a * sick carriage,' in constmction and appearance something like a hearse, in the beginning of March. Car- ]y\e attended her down, left her, with her cousin ^faL'^gie Welsh, in the Blakestons' affectionate hands, and himself i-eturned to his solitary home and task. There, in Hades as he called it, he sate toiling on, watching for the daily bulletins, now worse, now a little better, his own letters' fidl of passionate grief and impatience with intruders, who came with the kindest purpose to enquire, but- just then could better have been spared. ' I was left well alone last night,* he wrote on the 15th of March, * and sate at least silent in my gloom. On Sunday came G. to en- quire for Mrs. C. His enquiry an offence to me. I instantly walked him out, but had to go talking with him, mere^re and brimstone upon suet dumpling, progress of the species, &c. «tc., all the way to Hyde Park. "What does the foolish ball of tallow want with me?* Sorrows did not come single. Ten days later came news that Lord Ashburton was dead, the dearest friend that had been left to him. As an evidence of regard Lord A. had left him 2,000^., or rather had not left it, but liad de- sired that it should be given to him, that there might be no deduction for legacy duty. It was a small matter at snch a moment that there appeared in the ' Saturday Ee- view'^an extremely contemptible notice, hostile if the dirty puppy dared,' on the last published volumes of * Frederick.' This did not even vex him, * was not worth a snuff of tobacco ; ' only lie thought it was a pity that Yenables just then should have allowed the book to fall into unworthy hands. He wrote to his wife daily — a few words to satisfy lier that he was well. At length the ab- sence from her became unbearable. He took a house at St. T/eonards, to which she could be removed ; and, leav- ing Cheyne Row to tlie care of Mr. Larkin, he went down, 234 Carlyle^s Life in London. _ with his work, to join her. Most things in this world have their sunny side — the planet itself first, and then the fortunes of its occupants. His grief and anxiety had con- vinced Mrs. Carlyle of her husband's real love for her, which she had long doubted. But that was all, for her sufferings were of a kind which few human frames could bear without sinking under them. Carlyle was patient and tender ; all was done for her which care and love could provide ; she had not wholly lost her strength or energy ; but the pain and sleeplessness continued week after week without sign of abating. They remained at St. Leonards till the middle of July, when desperate, after twelve nights absolutely without sleep of any kind, she rallied her force, rose, and went off, under John Carlyle's charge, through London to Annandale, there to shake ofF the horrible enchantment or else to die. It was on the eve of her birthday that she made her flight. ]N'o one was more absolutely free than she was from superstition, but times and seasons were associated with human feelings ; she might either end her life alto- gether or receive a fresh lease of it. Carlyle remained at St. Leonards, to gather his books and papers together. She was to go first to his sister, Mrs. Austin, at the Gill. ' Oh what a birthday is this for thee ! ' he cried after her, * flying from the tormentor, panting like the hunted doe with all the hounds of the pit in chase. Poor Mary will do her very best and sisterliest for you ; a kinder soul is not on earth.' The violent revulsion, strange to say, for a time succeeded. The journey did not hurt her. She re- covered sleep a little, strength a little. Slowly, very slowly and with many relapses, she rallied into a more natural state, first at the Gill and afterwards with the Russells in Nithsdale.* Carlyle could not follow except > For the Russells and all they did for Mrs. Carlyle, see Letters and Memo- rials^ vol. ii. p. 300 et seq. Alone in C^imfms JSow. 235 with his heart) but the thoughts which he could spare from his work were given to what he would do for her if she was ever restored to him alive. There was to be no more hiring of carriages, no more omnibuses. She was henceforth to have a brougham of her own. Her room in Cheyne llow in which she had k> siifFei-ed, was re-papered, re-arranged, with the kind help of Miss Bromley, that she might be snrronnded with ob- jects unassociated with the past. Hei*e are a series of extracts from the letters which he wrote to her : — Chel«ea : July 29, 1861 People do not help me much. Oh darling, when will you come back and protect me ? God above will have an*auged that for both of us, and it will be His will not ours that can rule it. My thoughts are a prayer for my poor little life*partner who has fallen lame be- side me after travelling so many steep and thorny ways. I will stop this, lest I fall to crying altogether. Angnst 1. Worked too late yesterday. Walked out for exercise at 7 p.m. Wild, windy sky. Streets — thank God ! — nearly empty ; rain threatening. My walk was gloomy, S(ui as death, but not provok- ing, not so miserable as many. Gloom, sorrow; but instead of rage — suppressed rage as too often — pious grief, heavy but blessed rather. I read till midnight, then out again, Kolitary as a ghost, and to bed About one. I see nobody, wish to see nobody. Aagutta I am out of sorts ; no work hardly ; and nrn about as mwerahlft as my worst enemy could wish ; and my poor little friend of friends, she has {alien wounded to the ground and I am alone — alone ! My spirits are quite sunk ; my hand is quite out. Postman Bullock wants me to get his son promoted. Can't I? Somebody else wants 601. till he prove the Bible out of square. Another requeste me to induct him into literature. Another to say how he can save man- kind, which is much his wish, &o. Angnst 3. Tour poor nervous system ruined, not by thoee late months only, but by long yews of more or less the like ! Oh, you have had a hard life ! I, too, not a soft one : but yours beside me 1 Aias L 236 Carlyle^s Life in London. alas ! I am better than yesterday, still not quite up to par. The noises have considerably increased about me, but I care much less about them in general. Night always brings her coolness, her silence, which is an infinite solace to us, body and soul. Nothing of blockhead mankind's procedure seems madder and even more condemnable to me than this of their brutish bedlamitish creation of needless noises. August 4. What a blessed coui-se of religious industry is that of Scotland, to guard against letters coming or going so many days every month. The seventh day, fourth part of a lunation ; that is the real fact it all rests on ; and such a hubbub made of it by the vile, flunkey souls who call themselves special worshippers of the Most High. Mumbo Jumbo on the coast of Guinea almost seems a shade more respectable. I was absent from London during the summer. I had heard that the Carljles had left St. Leonards and that she was in Scotland, and I wrote to him under the impression that she must be recovering. He answered that I had been ycjy too hopeful. Chelsea : August 6. The accounts have mostly been bad ; but for two days past seem (to myself) to indicate something of real improvement. I am always very sanguine in the matter ; but get the saddest rebukes, as you see. God only knows what is to become of it all. But I keep as busy as the Fates will allow, and in that find the summary of any consolation that remains to me. My progress is, as it has always been, frightfully slow ; but, if I live a few months, I always think I shall get the accursed millstone honourably sawed from my neck, and once more revisit the daylight and the diy land, and see better what steps are to be taken. I have no company here but my horse. Indeed I have mainly consorted with my horse for eight years back — and he, the staff of my life otherwise, is better company than any I could get at present in these latitudes — an honest creature that is always candid with me and rationally use- ful in a small way, which so few are. Wish me well and return, the sooner the better. How well I remember the last night you and Mrs. Froude were here ! It wa« the last sight I had of my poor little life-companion still afoot by my side, cheerily footing Alone in Clieyiie Row, 237 the rough ways along with me, not ovem^Iielmcd in wild deluges of miseiy as now. At spes in/racta! This is the Place of Hope.— r Yours ever, T. C. To lier his letters continued constant, his spirits varying with her accounts of herself, but, as he had said to nie, always tiTing to be sanguine. To Jane Welsh Carfyie, Chelsea : Aagnat 11. Oh, what a deliverance to the loaded heart of me — one ought not to be so desperate, but I was too early awake again, and flesh is weak. Oh, I am so sad, sad, sad, but have often been more misera- ble far. The sorrow h&s forgiveness in it, reconciliation to all men and things, especially to all men, not secret rage and vain struggle, as too often. Oh, do but get better, my own Schatz. We shall have good days yet, please God. AaguBt 18. May I really think the vengeful Furies are abating, going grad- ually to their homes — and that my poor little Eurydice will come back again and make me rich. God of His mercy gi-ant it to me and you. Amen ! What a humihated, broken-down, poor cheepy wretch I am ! Condemned to dwell among the pots and live upon unclean blockheadism, and hug foul creatures to my bosom, coax- ing them to tell me what they know, tliese long years past, till I feel viyself to have become foul and blockheadish. On, on, to get it pitched away from me into the bottomless Pool I August 35. Tlie girls are raging and scrubbing ; the curtains all on the ropes in the garden. Cat, with miniature black likeness of hei-self, contemplatively \»*andering among the skirts of them. Not a mouse stirring ! Oh dear ! I i^ish my Goody was back, but I won't be impatient. Oh, no, no ; as long as I hear of her getting inch by inch into her old self again. The heavens truly are mer- ciful and gracious to me, though they load my back rather sore. August a9-4X). The blessed silence of Sabbath. Nobody loves his Sabbath as I do. Tliore is something quite divine to me in that cessation of barrel organs, pianos, tumults, and jumblings. I easily do a better day's work than on any other day of the seven ; and, if left alone, have a aoleum kind of saduesSi^ a gloom of mind which, though 238 Cm'lyle's Life in London, heavy to bear, is not unallied with sacredness and blessedness. . . . Poor little soul! You are the helm, intellect of the house. Nobody else has the least skill in steering. My poor scissors, for example, you would find them in perhaps five min- utes. Nobody else I think will in five months. ' Nowhere to be found, sir.' ' Can't find them,' say they, as so many rabbits or blue-bottle flies might. August 31.* It is the waest and forlornest-looking thing, like to make me cry outright. Indeed, I often feel, if I could sit down and greet for a whole day it would be an infinite relief to me, but one's eyes grow dry. What a quantity of greeting, too, one used to do in the beginning of life. ... I am but low-spirited, you see. Want of potatoes, I am ashamed to say, is the source of everything, and I will give up. September 8-9. Oh, how I wish I had you here again, ill or not ill. We will try to bear the yoke together, and the sight of your face will do my sick heart good. . . . Your account would have made me quite glad again, had not my spirits been otherwise below par. Want of potatoes, want of regular bodily health, nay — it must be admitted — I am myself too irregular with no Goody near me. If I were but regular ! There will be nothing for it but that you come home and regulate. September 20. You are evidently suffering much. I cannot help you at all. The only thing I can do is to wish for you here again, such as you are ; quiet at your own chimney-nook where it would be new life to me to see you sitting, never so lame if not quite too miserable and not in pain ^mendurable. Endurable or not, we two, and not any other body, are the natural bearers of it. . . . Of myself there is nothing to record, but a gallop of excellence yesterday, an even- ing to myself altogether, almost incapable, not quite, and a walk under the shining skies between twelve and one a.m. The weather is as beautiful as it can be. Silent strangely when the infernal cockneyisms sink away — so silent, brilliant, sad, that I was like to greet looking at it. 1 Deacribingthe re-{yrfftngement of her bedroom. Mrs. CarhjWs liecuvcf^. 239 September lii. I had the pain of erduding poor Fane last night. I knew his rap and indeed was peremptory before that. * Nobody I' But Fane really wishes well to both of us. In my loneliness here it often seems to me as if there was nothing but nasty organ-grinding, misguided, hostile, savage, or indifferent people round me from shore to shore ; and Farie's withdrawing footstep had a kind of sadness. September 27. It is no wonder, as Jean says, that you are ' blackbased ' * at such a journey lying ahead, but the real likelihood is it will pass with- out essential damage to you. You will get to me on Saturday morning, and find me at least, and what home we have on this vexed earth, true to one another while we stay here. The house is quite ready. I shall not be long with my book now. . . . On Sunday in Belgrave Square I met the Dean of Westminster ; innocent heterodox soul, blase on toast and water, coming on with his neat black-eyed little Scotch wife. Oh, what inquiries ! Really very innocent people, and really interested in you. September 29. Oh, my suffering little Jeannie ! Not a wink of real sleep again for you. I read (your letter) with that kind of heart you may sup- pose in the bright beautiful morning ; even Margaretta Terrace looking wholesome and kind, while for poor us there is nothing but restless pain and chagrin. And yet, deai*est, there is some- thing in your note * which is welcomer to me than anything I have yet had — a sound ol piety ^ of devout humiliation and gentle hope and submission to the Highest, which affects me much and has been a great comfort for me. Yes, poor darling ! This was wanted. Proud stoicism you never failed in, nor do I want you to abate of it. But there is something beyond of which I believe you to have had too little. It softens the angry heart and is far from weaken- ing it — nay, is the final strength of it, the fountain and nourish- ment of all real strength. Come home to your own ix>or nest .ii?ain. That is a good change, and clearly the best of all. Gird your soul heroically together, and let me see you on Saturday by my side again, for weal or woe. We have had a great deal of hard travelling together, we will not break down yet, please God. How » Abased.— It was a phrase of my mother'*.— T. C « iMttn atud MnmridU^ vol. ii. |>. S(U - • « 240 Carlylis Life in London. to thank Dr. and Mrs. Eussell for what they have done for you, much more how to repay them, beats all my ingenuity. And so Mrs. Carlyle came back to Cbeyne Row, from which she had been carried six months before as in a hearse, expecting to see it no more. She reappeared in her old circle, Aveak, shattered, her body worn to a shadow, but witli her spirit bright as ever — brighter perhaps ; • for Carlyle's tenderness in her illness Iiad convinced her that lie really cared for her, and the sunset of her married life recovered something of the colours of its morning. He, too sanguine always, persuaded himself that her disorder was now worn out, and that she was on the way to a per- fect restoration. She, I think, was under no such illusion. There was a gentle smile in her face, if one ever spoke of it, which showed her incredulity. But from London she took no hurt. She seemed rather to gain strength than to lose it. To her friends she was as risen from the dead, and it was a pleasure to her to see how dear she was to them and with what eagerness they pressed forward to be of use. No one could care a little for Mrs. Carlyle, and the singular nature of her illness added to the interest which was felt for her. She required new milk in the moi-ning. A supply was sent in daily, fresh from the Rector's cow. The brougham was bought, and she had a childlike pride in it, as her husband's present. ' Strange and precious to look back upon,' he says, * those last eigh- teen months as of a second youth — almost a second child- hood, with the wisdom and graces of old age, w^hich by Heaven's great mercy were conceded to her and me.' * Frederick ' was finished in Januarj^, the last of Car- lyle's great works, the last and grandest of them. ' The dreary task, and the sorrows and obstructions attending it,' 'a magazine of despairs, impossibilities, and ghastly diffi- culties never known but to himself, and by himself never to be forgotten,' all was over, ' locked away and the key ''Frederick' Finished. 241 turned on it' * It nearly killed nie ' [he says in his jour- nal], * it, and my poor Jane's dreadful illness, now happily over. Ko sympathy could be found on earth for those horrid struggles of twelve years, nor happily was any needed. On Sunday evening in the end of January (18C5) I walked out, with the multiplex feeling — joy not ver\ prominent in it, hut a kind of solemn thankfulness trace- able, that 1 had written the last sentence of that unutterable book, and, contrary to many forebodings in bad hours, had actually got done with it for ever.' * Frederick ' was translated instantly into German, and in Germany, where the conditions were better known in which Carlyle had found his materials, there was the warmest appreciation of what he had done. The sharpest scrutiny only served to show how accurate was the work- manship. Few people anywhere in Europe dreamt twenty years ago of the position which Germany, and Prussia at the head of it, were so soon to occupy. Yet Carlyle's book seemed to have been composed in conscious anticipation of what was coming. He had given a voice to the national feeling. He had brought up as it were from the dead the creator of the Prussian monarchy, and had replaced him among his people as a living and breathing man. He had cleared the air for the impending revolution, and Europe, when it came, could see how the seed had grown which had expanded into the German Empire. In p]ngland it was at once admitted that a splendid addi- tion had been made to the national literature. The book contained, if nothing else, a gallery of historical figures executed with a skill which placed Carlyle at the head of literary portrait painters. The English mind remains in- sular and is hard to interest supremely in any history but its own. The tone of * Frederick ' nowhere harmonized with popular sentiment among ns, and every page con- tained something to offend. Yet even in England it waa Vol. IV.-16 242 • Cadyle's Life in London. better received on its first appearance than any of Carlyle's other works had been, and it gave solidity and massiveness to his ah'eady brilliant fame. No critic, after the com- pletion of ' Frederick,' challenged Carlyle's right to a place beside the greatest of English authors, past or present. He had sorely tried America ; but America forgave his sarcasms — forgot the ' smoky chimney,' foi-got the ' Iliad in a l^ntshell,' and was cordially and enthusiastically admiring. Emerson sent out a paragraph,* which went the round of the Union, that ' " Frederick " was the wit- tiest book that was ever written ; a book that one would think the English people would rise up in mass and thank the author for by cordial acclamation, and signify, by crowming him with oak leaves, their joy that sucli a head existed among them ; ' ' while sympathising and much-reading America would make a new treatj^, or send a Minister Extraordinary to offer congratulations of hon- ouring delight to England in acknowledgment of this donation.' A rather sanguine expectation on Emerson's part ! England has ceased to stone or burn her prophets, but she does not yet make them the subject of inter- national treaties. She crowns with oak leaves her actors and her prima-donnas, her politicians, who are to-day her idols, and to-morrow will find none so poor to do them reverence ; to wise men she is contented to pay more moderate homage, and leaves the final decorating work to time and future generations. CHAPTER XXVII. A.D. 1865-6. ^T. 70-71. * Frederick' completed — Summer in Annandale — Mrs. Carlyle ic Nithsdale — Visit to Linlathen — Thomas Erskine — The Edin- burgh Rectorship — Feelings in Cheyne Row about it— Ras- kin's * Ethics of the Dust.* The last proofs of * Frederick ' being corrected and dis- inissed, the Carlyles went down, in the spring of 1865, to stay with Lady Asliburton at a seaside cottage at Seaton, in Devonsliire. They spent a few quiet weeks tliere, and tlien went liome again — Carlyle, so he says, to *8ink and sink into ever new depths of stupefaction and dark misery of body and mind.' lie was a restless spirit. When busy, he complained that his work was killing him ; when he was idle, his mind preyed upon itself. Perhaps, as was generally the case, he exaggerated his own discomforts. Long before he had told his family, when he had terrified them with his accounts of himself, that they ought to know that when he cried Murder he was not always being killed. When his soul seemed all black, the darkness only broken by lightnings, he was aware that sometimes it was only a want of potatoes. Still, in the exhaustion which followed on long exertion he was always wildly humoured. About May he found that he wanted fresh change. Some- thing was amiss with Mrs. Carlyle's right arm, so that she had lost the use of it for writing. She seemed well other- wise, however ; she had no objection to being left alone, and he set oil for Anuaudale, where he had not been for three 244 Carlyleh Life in London. years. * Poor old Scotland ! ' lie said, ' it almost made me greet when I saw it again, and the first sonnd of a Scotch guard, and his broad accent, was strange and affecting to me.' His wife and he had grown but ' a feckless pair of bodies,' ' a pair of miserable creatures,' but they would not ' tine heart;' and at tlie house of his sister, Mrs. Austin, he found the most careful preparations for his comfort — ^ new pipes,' ' new towels,' ' new, excellent potatoes,' ' a new sofa to lie down upon after his rides,' everything that his heart could wish for. Not a sound all night at the Gill, he wrote, after his arrival, ex- cept, at stated times, the grinding, brief clash of the railway, which, if I hear it at all, is a lash or loud crack of the Mainmoji tvliip, go- ing on at present over all the earth, on the enslaved backs of men ; I alone enfranchised from it, nothing to do but hear it savagely clashing, breaking God Almighty's silence in that fatal or tragic manner, saying — not to me — 'Ye accursed slaves ! ' Mrs. Carlyle made shift to write to him with the hand which was left to her ; lively as ever, careful, for his sake, to take her misfortunes lightly. He, on his part, was ad- miringly grateful. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. The Gill, June 9. Thanks for the struggle you have made to get me a word of au- thentic tidings sent. I can read perfectly youi' poor little left- hand lessons, and wonder at the progress you have made. Don't be impious, however. Your poor right hand will be restored to you, please God ; and we may depend upon it, neither the coming nor the going in such cases goes by the rule of caprice. Alas ! what a time we have all got into ! I finished last night the dull- est thick book, long-winded, though intelligent, of Lyell ; and the tendency of it, very impotent, was, upon the whole, to prove that we are much the same as the apes ; that Adam was probably no other than a fortunate ourang-outang who succeeded in rising in the world. May the Lord confound all such dreary insolences ot loquacious blockheadism, entitling itself Science. Science, as the understanding of things worth knowing, was once a far different lietreat in Annandale. 245 matter from this melancholy maundering and idle looking into the unknowable, and apparently the not worth knowing. He had his horse with him — Fritz's successor, Lcidy Ashburton's present, whom lie called Noggs. On Noggs's back he wandered round the old neighbourhood, which he had first known as a schoolboy, and then as usher. Poor old Annan ! he wrote. There the old houses stood, a bleared evening sun shining as if in anger on them ; but the dis- agreeable, mostly paltiy living creatures who used to vex me in those days were all gone; The old Academy House ! what a con- siderable stride to the New Academy I have been in for some time, and am thinking soon to quit. Good night, ye of the paltry type —ye of the lovely, too. Good, and good only, be with you all ! Noggs and I, after these reflections, started at a mighty i^ace for Cummertrees, wind howling direct in our faces, and were there just as a luggage train was passing, amid tempests of muddy smoke, with a shrieking storm of discord, which Noggs could not but pause to watch the passage of, with a mixture of wonder and abhorrence. The waving of the woods about Kelhead, grandly soughing in the windy sunset, soon hushed the mind of both of us to a better tone, if not a much gladder. Again : — June-July, 1865. My rides are very strange, in the mood so foreign as inine. Last night, 6 to 8 p.m., was a perfect whirlwind, as the day liad been, though othei-wise fresh and genial. I went for the first time by the Priest-side Sands. Noggs had some reluctance to put forth his speed in the new element : strong temi>ests on the right eye ; on the left the far-off floods of Solway ; Criflfel and the mountains, with the foregroimd of flat sand, in parts white with salt, right ahead. But I made the dog go, and had really a very interesting gallop, as different from that of Rotten Row as could well be. * Oh, rugged and all-8upix)rting mother ! ' says Orestes, addressing the cai-th. One has now no other sermon in the world, not a mockery and a sham, but that of these telluric and celestial silences, broken by such winds as there may be. So went Carlyle's summer at the Gill. She meanwhile, dispirited by her lamed hand, and doubtful of the future, 246 Carlyle^s Life in London, resolved that she, too, would see Scotland once more be- fore she died. Kot guessing how ill all was with her about the heart, he wished her to join him at his sister's. I am doing myself good in respect of health, he said, though still in a tremulous state of nerves, and altogether sombre and sad and vacant. My hand is given to shake. Alas ! what is shaking to other states we know of ? I am solitary as I wished to be, and do not object to the gloom and dispiritment, going down to the utterly dark. If they like to rest there, let them. The world has become in many parts hideous to me. Its highest high no longer looks very high to me ; only my poor heart, strange to say, is not very much blunted by all it has got. In the depths of silent sad- ness, I feel as if there were still as much love in me — all gone to potential tears — as there was in my earliest day. Mrs. Carlyle was proud of her husband ; she honoured his character, she gloried in his fame, and she was sure of his aifection. But in her sick state she needed rest, and rest, when the dark spirit was on him, she could not find at his side. He had his sister with him ; he had his brother James close at hand. To these kind kindred she might safely leave him ; and she went on past Annan to the good Russells in Nithsdale, who had nursed her in the past year. Carlyle wished her only to do w^hat would give her most pleasure. He went to see her at Thornhill, met her at Dumfries, was satisfied to know that she was in safe hands, and was blind to the rest. There was in you [he wrote, after one of these meetings] such a geniality and light play of spirit, when you get into talk, as was quite surprising to me, and had a fine beauty in it, though very sorrowful. Courage ! By-and-by we shall see the end of this long lane, as we have done of others, and all will be better than it now is. His own life ' was the nearest approach to zero that any son of Adam could make.' He read 'his Boileau ' lying on the grass, ' sauntered a minimum,' ' rode a maximum,' sometimes even began to think of work again, as if such RUi'tat In Anncmdale. 247 idleness were disgraceful. For her, evidently, he was in no alarm at all. After her birthday, he paid a visit to his old friend, Mr. Sj>edding, at Mirehouse, near Keswick. Spedding himself (elder brother of James, the editor of ' Bacon ') he thought one of the best men he had ever known. There were three /beautiful young ladies,' Mr. Spedding's daughters. Mirehouse was beautiful, and so were the ways of it; 'everything nice and neat, dairy, cookery, lodging rooms. Simplex munditiis the real title of it, not to speak of Skiddaw and the finest mountains of the earth.' He must have enjoyed himself indeed, when he could praise so heartily. * My three days at Keswick,' lie said when they were over, * are as a small polished flag- stone, which I am not sorry to have intercalated in the rough floor of boulders which my sojourn otherwise has been in these parts.' To Mrs. Carlyle Nithsdale this time had been a failure. The sleeplessness came on again, and she fled back to Cheyne Row. * Poor witch-hunted Goody,' he said ; * was there ever such a chase of the fiends ? ' Miss Bromley took charge of her at Folkestone, from which she was able to send a brighter account of herself. He, mean- while, lingered on at his brother's at Scotsbrig. I am the idlest and most contented of men, he said, would things but let me alone, and time stay still. The clearness of the ail- here, the old hill-tops and grassy silences — it is with a strange acquiescence that I fancy myself as bidding probably farewell to them for the last time. Annandale is gone out of me, lies all stark and dead, as I shall soon do, too. Why not ? The peaceable torpor did not last long. He was roused first into a burst of indignation by reading an * insolent and vulgar ' review upon Ruskin's ' Sesame and Lilies.' It was written by a man who professed attachment to Mrs. Carlyle. I need not name him ; he is dead now, and can- not be hurt by reading Carlyle's description of him to her ; 24:8 Carlyle^s Life in London. A dirtyish little pug, irredeemably imbedded in commonplace, and grown fat upon it, and prosperous to an unwholesome degree. Don't ?/oi< return his love. Nasty creature! with no eye for the beautiful, and awefully interesting to himself. In xiiigiist Carlyle started on a round of visits — to Mr. Ei'skine at Linlatlien, to Sir Willirm Stirling at Keir, to Edinburgh, to Lord and Lady Lothian at j^ewbattle, and then again to Scotsbrig. At Linlatlien as wherever he went, he was a most welcome guest ; but he was slightly out of humour there. The good old St. Thomas, he wrote, seemed to me sometinaes to have grown more secular in these his last years ; eats better, drinks ditto, and is more at ease in the world : very wearisome, and in- clined to feel distressed and to be disputatious on his new theories about God when Sinner Thomas will have nothing to do with them. Erskine was not conscious of a fall in favom*, either for himself or his theories, and his own allusion to Carlyle's visit shows- that the differences had not been much accentu- ated. He had hoped that Mrs. Carlyle would have come with her husband. As she could not, he wrote her an affectionate letter, in which some of the offending theories will perhaps be found. To Jane Welsh Carlyle. Linlathen : August 18, 1865. Beloved Mrs. Carlyle, — I suppose you could not have come here, and yet it is with some sorrow that I accept this arrangement, as I scarcely expect to have another sight of your dear face on this earth. One might ask what good would come of it if I had. I o[in only answer that ever since I have known that face it has been a cordial to me to see it. I am happy to think that you are get- ting better, and recovering a little strength after that long suf- fering. I have a paternal feeling towards you, a tender feeling, as for a child, though you may think I have no right to have such a feeling ; * and yet your last letter, which was most sweet to my heart, seemed to say that you almost expected such a feeling. Linlathen. 249 The way in which I should like to express that feeling would be by telling you things which I have myself found to be helpful and supporting in trouble and darkness and confusion ; but the diffi- culty of saying the thing in the right way always stops both mouth and pen. I hope God will sj^eak it to you in his own right way. There is an expression in the 28th Psalm that often comes to me : • Be not silent unto me, lest I become like those that go down into the pit.* If there be anything that I have a perfect assurance of, it is this, that God is indeed a Father, and that His unchangeable imrpose towards me, and you, and all, is to make us right ; to train us into the capacity of a full sympathy with Himself, and thus to unite us to each other in righteous love. I require such a confi- dence, and I cling to it, in spite of manifold contradictions. I am glad to see Mr. Carlyle so well, after passing through such a process. He sits under the same rowan tree that he sate under when here before, in accordance with his conservative fidelity. I have a fellow-feeling with him iu many things, and love his single- ness of heart and purpose more than I can express. Ever youi*8, with true affection, T. Ebskine. Carlyle, for his part, was happy to find himself under his brother's roof again at Scotsbrig. The truth is [he wrote to his wife], I have nowhere been so com- fortably lodged as here just now. Silence, sleep procurable ; and, indeed, a kind of feeling that I am a little better really since get- ting home. All this, added to the loveliest skies I ever saw, clear as diamonds this day, and an earth lying white to the harvest, vdih monitions in it against human gloom — all this is here ; but, as usual, it can only last for a day. My Edinburgh, Keir, &c., fort- night was not without profit, perhaps, though the interest it could have to me was only small ; not a single loved face there. Ah me ! so few anywhere at this date. The physiognomies, all Scotch, looked curious to me, the changed streets and businesses. The horrors of the railway station called "Waverley, where John often had me, are a thing to remember all one's life — perhaps the live- liest emblem of Tartarus this earth affords. Newbattle is fine of its kind, and finely Scotch. Nobody there but the two poor in- mates ' and a good-humoured painter, doing portrait of the lady. I Lord Ijothiiin had )>een already Atrnok, in the rDinshij>, 261 since had been few, if select. 20,000 copies of the «liil- ling edition of it were now sold instantly on its publica- tion. It was now admitted universally that Carlyle was a ' great man.' Yet he saw no inclination, not the slightest, to attend to his teaching, lie hiujself could not make it out, but the explanation is not far to seek. The Edinburgh address contained his doctrines with the fire which had provoked the animosity taken out of them. They were le- duced to the level of church sermons ; thrown into general propositions wliich it is pretty and i*ight and becoming to confess with our lips, while no one is supposed to act on them. We admire and praise the beautiful language, and we reward the performance with a bishopric, if the speaker be a clergyman. Carlyle, people felt with a sense of relief, meant only what the preachers meant, and was a fine fel- low after all. The address had been listened to with delight by the students, and had ended amidst rounds of applause. Tyn- dall telegraphed to Mrs. Carlyle his ' brief but suflicient message, 'A perfect triumph.' The maids in Cheyne liow clapped their hands when it arrived. Maggie Welsh danced for delight. Mrs. Carlyle drove off to Forster's, where she was to dine. Dickens and Wilkie Collins were there, and they drank Carlyle's health, and it was, as she said, ' a good joy.' He meanwhile had escaped at his best speed from the scene of liis exploit ; making for his brother's lodgings in George Street, where he could smoke a pipe and collect himself. Hundreds of lads followed him, crowding and hurrahing. I waved my hand prohibitively at the door (he wrote), perhaps lifted my hat, and they gave but one cheer more— something in the tone of it which did for the first time go into my heart. Poor young men, so well affected to the poor old brother or grandfather here, and in such a black whirlpool of a world, all of us. * Letters and MemolH<;U*^ vol. ii p. 883. 262 Carlifles Life in London, He dispatched a few words home. All is finished, and rather well, infinitely better than I often ex- pected. You never saw such a tempest of enthusiastic excitation as that among the student people. Never in the world was I in such a scene. I took your drop of brandy with me— mixed it in a tum- bler for cooling of the tongue. I had privately a kind of threap that the brandy should be yours. The note sent off, he had a qniet walk in the twilight with Erskine and his brother James. Some fragments of ornamental work had still to be gone through ; invitations to tliis and that, and congratulations to reply to ; ' Spedding's letter welcomer than any other.' He slept tolerably in spite of excitement, but was ' like a man killed with kindness, all the w^orld coming tumbling on him. Do me this, see me that ! above all, dine, dine ! ' He stayed four days in the middle of all this. On the, Thursday he was worn out. ' Oh ! ' he cried, ^ there never was such an eleinent — comparable to that of the three chil- dren in the fire before Kebuchadnezzai". . . .' His original plan had been to go straight home, but he was tempted by the thought of a few peaceful days in Annan- dale, before plunging into London again. On the Friday he made for quiet Scotsbrig, there, with no company but his brother and his sister Mary, to ' cool down and re- cover his wits.' The newspapers, meanwhile, were sound- ing his praises. ' Punch,' always affectionate, even in the Pamphlet times, had a cartoon in which Carlyle was seen speaking on one side, like a gently wise old patriarch, and Bright on the other, with due contrast of face and senti- ment. At the end of a week he was in his old condition again. ' Seldom,' he said, ' have I been better in the last six months, so blessed is the country stillness to me, the purity of sky and earth, and the absence of all babble and annoyance.' He would then have hastened back, but he met with an accident, a slight sprain on one of his Ills Nru.jnt^^r.^. 263 ankles, sent, he supposed, ' to keep him in the level of common humanity, and take any undue conceit out of him.' Thus he lingered on, not sorry, perhaps, for the excuse. * Punch ' came to Scotsbrig, and * gave every- body heai-ty entertainment.' * The thing,' he said, * is really capital, and has been done by some thoroughly well-wishing man. Tlie portrait, too, is not bad, though comical a little, and the slap directed on Bright is per- fectly suitable.' Mill wrote as warmly as he could about an address which must have been wholly unpalatable, Mrs. Carlyle sending the letter down to him, and expecting he * would scream at sucli a frosty nothingness.' lie did not scream, he answered, because he had ceased to care what Mill might do* or forbear to do. 'Mill essentially was made of saw^dust, he and his " great thinking of the Age," and was to be left lying, with good-bye and peace to him for evermore.' The ankle was long in mending, and the return was still delayed. On the 19th of April he wrote — Nothing from Goody to-day — well, you have been handsomely diligent of late, and have given me at least one sunny blink among the great dreary mass I get on awaking to a new day. I am very well in health here, sleep better than for a month past, in spite of the confusion and imperfect arrangements. The rides do me good. Yesterday it was as if pumping on me, and Dirty Swift (the Scots- brig pony) and I, under the mackintosh, were equal or sujjerior to the Trafalgar fountains in dramatic effect. But the silence, the clearness of the air and world, the poor old solitary scene too — all do me good ; and if I had an Oberon to attend me, to pick a fur- nished tent from his waistcoat pocket, and blow it out to perfec- tion, I should be tempted to linger a good while perhaps. But nothing of that is the arrangement in esse here, and I still think of Monday, the 23d, as the day of retuni. At any rate mark that Jean and I are to go for Dumfries to-morrow ; so for Saturday morning do you aim towards Dumfries, and hit me like a good bairn. No more, except my blessing and adieu. 264 Carhjle^S Life In Lvndun. One more letter lie was to write to hei*, wliicli he was to find on his table in London, with the seal unbroken, and which stands endorsed by him, 'never read. Alas! alas!' The presentiment of evil which it contains mav have been natural, for the post had again brought him nothing from her ; but it deserves to be noticed. Scotsbrig : April 20. I had said, it is nothing, this silence of hers ; but about 1 a.m., soon after going to bed, my first operation was a kind of dream ; an actual introduction to the sight of you in bitterly bad circum- stances, and I started broad awake with the thought, ' This was her silence, then, poor soul ! ' Send better news, and don't re- duce me to dream. Adieu, dearest. Send better news, clearer any way. What a party is that of Saturday evening — unexampled in modern society, or nearly so. My regards to Froude. Your ever affectionate T. Caelyle. This was the last letter he ever wrote to her, and the last word in it was my own name. The ' party ' spoken of will be explained immediately. Anxietyabout the speech and its concomitants had, as Mrs. Carlyle expressed it, ' tattered her to fiddlestrings.' The sudden relief, when it was over, was scarcely less try- ing. She had visitors to see, who came with their con- gratulations. She had endless letters to receive and answer. To escape from part of this she had gone to Windsor, to spend two days with her friend Mrs. Oiiphant, and had greatly enjoyed her visit. On coming back she had dined with Lady William Russell, in Audle}- Square, and had there a smart passage of words with Mr. Hayward, on tlie Jamaica disturbances, the news of which, and of Governor Eyre's action, had just arrived. The chief subject of con- versation everywhere was her husband's address, and of this there was nothing said but good. Tyndall came back. She saw him, heard all particulars from him, and was made perfectly happy about it. Carlyle himself would Intended Tea Party in Cheyne Row, 265 be home in a day or two. For Saturday the 2l8t, pur- posely that it might be got over before his arrival, she had invited a small party to tea. Principal Tulloch and his wife were in London ; they wished to meet me or else I to meet them. I forget which it was. I hope the desire was mutual. I, the Tulloch , Mr. and Mrs. Spottiswoode, and Mrs. Oliphant were to be Mrs. Carlyle's guests in Cheyne Row that evening. Geraldine Jewsbury, who was then living in Markham Square, was to assist in entertaining us. That morn- ing Mi-8. Carlyle wrote her daily letter to Carlyle, and took it herself to the post. In the afternoon she went out in her brougham for the usual drive round Hyde Park, taking her little dog with her. Nero lay under a stone in the garden at Cheyne Row, but she loved all kinds of ani- mals, dogs especially, and had found another to succeed him. Near Victoria Gate she had put the dog out to run. A passing carriage went over its foot, and, more frightened than hurt, it lay on the road on its back crying. She sprang out, caught the dog in her arms, took it with her into the brougham, and was never more seen alive. The coachman went twice round the drive, by Marble Arch down to Stanhope Gate, along the Serpentine and round again. Coming a second time near to the Achilles statue, and surprised to receive no directions, he turned round, saw indistinctly that something was wrong, and asked a gentleman near to look into the carriage. The gentleman told him briefly to take the lady to St. George's Hospital, which was not 200 yards distant. She was sitting with her hands folded on her lap dead. I had stayed at home that day, busy with something, before going out in the evening. A servant came to the door, sent by the housekeeper at Cheyne Row, to say that something had happened to Mrs. Carlyle, and to beg me to go at once to St. George's. Instinct told me wliat it 266 Carlyle's Life in London. must be. I went on the way to Geraldine ; she was get- ting ready for the party, and supposed that I had called to take her there. I told her the message which I had re- ceived. She flung a cloak about her, and we drove to the hospital together. There, on a bed in a small room, we found Mrs. Carlyle, beautifully dressed, dressed as she always was, in quietly perfect taste. Nothing had been touched. Her bonnet had not been taken oif. It was as if she had sate upon the bed after leaving the brougham, and had fallen back upon it asleep. But there was an expression on her face which was not sleep, and which, long as I had known her, resembled nothing which I had ever seen there. The forehead, which had been contracted in life by continued pain, had spread out to its natural breadth, and I saw for the first time how magnificent it was. The brilliant mockery, the sad softness with which the mockery alternated, both were alike gone. The feat- ures lay composed in a stern majestic calm. I have seen many faces beautiful in death, but never any so grand as hers. I can write no more of it. I did not then know all her history. I knew only how she had suffered, and how heroically she had borne it. Geraldine knew every- thing. Mrs. Carlyle, in her own journal, calls Geraldine her ConsuelOy her chosen comforter. She could not speak. I took her home. I hurried down to Cheyne Kow, where I found Forster half-distracted, yet, with his vigorous sense, alive to what must immediately be done. Mr. Blunt, the Hector of Chelsea, was also there ; he, too, dreadfully shaken, but collected and considerate. Two points had immediately to be considered : how to com- municate the news to Carlyle ; and how to prevent an in- quest and an examination of the body, which Forster said would kill him. Forster undertook the last. He was a lunacy commissioner, and had weight with official persons. Dr. Quain had attended Mrs. Carlyle in her illness, and Death of Mrs, Carlyle. 267 from him I believe Forster obtained a certificate of tljc probable cause of the death, which was received as suffi- cient. As to Carlyle, we did not know precisely where he was, whetlier at Dumfries or Scotsbrig. In the uncer- tainty a telegram was sent to John Carlyle at Edinburgh, another to Dr. John Brown, should John Carlyle be ab- sent. By them the news was forwarded the same night to Dumfries; to his brother-in-law, Mr. Aitkcn, with whom he was staying, to be communicated according to Mr. Ait- ken's discretion. And now I go on with Carlyle's own narrative written a fortnight after. Saturday night, about 9 p.m., I was sitting in sister Jean's at Dumfries, thinking of my railway journey to Chelsea on Monday, and perhaps of a sprained ankle I had got at Scotsbrig two weeks or so before, when the fatal telegrams, two of them in succession, came. It had a kind of stunning effect upon me. Not for above two days could I estimate the immeasurable depths of it, or the infinite sorrow which had peeled my life all bai*e, and in a moment shattered my poor world to universal ruin. They took me out next day to wander, as was medically needful, in the green sunny sabbath fields, and ever and anon there rose from my sick heart the ejaculation, * My poor little woman ! ' but no full gust of tears came to my relief, nor has yet come. Will it ever? A stony Woe's me, woe's me ! sometimes with infinite tenderness and pity, not for myself, is my liabitual mood hitherto. I had been hitch- ing lamely about, my company the green solitudes and fresh spring breezes, quietly but far from happily, about the hour she died. Sixteen hours after the telegram, Sunday, about 2 p.m., there came to me a letter from her, written on Saturday, before going out, the cheeriest and merriest of all her several prior ones. A note for her, written at Scotsbrig Friday morning, and which should have been a pleasure to her at breakfast that morning, was not put in till after 6 a.m. at Ecclefechan, negligence excusable but unforgetable ; had not left Ecclefechan till 10 p.m., nor ar- rived till 2 p.m., and lay unopened. Monday morning, John set off with me for London. Never, for 1,000 years, should I forget that arrival here of ours, my first un- 268 Carlyle^s Life in London. welcomed by her. She lay in her coffin, lovely in death. Pale death, and things not mine or ours, had possession of onr poor darling. Very kind, very helpful to me^ if to no other, everybody was ; for I learnt ultimately, had it not been for John Forster and Dr. Quain, and everybody's mercy to me, there must have been, by rule, a coroner's inquest held, which would have been a blotch upon my memory, intolerable then, and discordantly ugly for all time coming. It is to Forster's unwearied and invincible efforts that I am indebted for escape from this sad defilement of my feel- ings. Indeed, his kindness then and all through, in every partic- ular and detail, was taicxampled, of a cordiality and assiduity almost painful to me. Thanks to him, and perpetual recollection. Next day wander over the fatal localities in Hyde Park, Forster and brother John settling, apart from me, everything for the mor- row. Mon-ow, Wednesday morning, we were under way with our sacred burden. John and F. kindly did not speak to me. Good Twistleton was in the train without consulting me. I looked out upon the spring fields, the everlasting skies in silence, and had for most part a more endurable day till Haddington, where friends were waiting with hospitalities, which almost drove me openly wild. I went out to walk in the moonlit silent streets, not suffered to go alone. I looked up at the windows of the old room, where I had first seen her, on a summer evening after sunset, six and forty years ago. Edward Irving had brought me out walking to Had- dington, she the first thing I had to see then ; the beautifuUest young creature I had ever beheld, sparkling with grace and talent, though sunk in sorrow ' and speaking little. I noticed her once looking at me. Oh heavens, to think of that now ! The Dodds,^ excellent people, in their honest, homely way, had great pity for me, patience with me. I retired to my room, slept none all night, little sleep to me since that telegram night, but lay silent in the great silence. Thursday, April 26, wandered out into the churchyard, &c., at 1 p.m. came the funeral, silent, small, only twelve old friends and two volunteers besides us there. Veiy beautiful and noble to me, and I laid her in the grave of her father, according to covenant of 40 years back, and all was ended. In the nave of the old Abbey Kirk, long a ruin, now being saved from further decay, with the skies looking down on her, there ' She had lately lost her father. ^ Old friends of the Welshes, at whose house he was received at Hadding- ton. Death of Mrs, Carlyle. 269 Bleeps my little Jeannie, and the light of her face will never shine on me more. We withdrew that afternoon ; posted np by Edinburgh, with it« many confuKions, towards London all night ; and about 10 or 11 a.m. were shovelled out here, where I am hitching and wandering about ; best off in strict solitude — were it only possible — my own solace and employment that of doing all which I could imagine she would have liked me to do. . . . The first awakening in the morning, the reality of all, stripped so hare before me, is the ghastliest half-hour of the day. A kind of leaden weight of sorrow has come over all my universe, with sliarp poignancy of memory every now and then. I cannot weep ; no relief yet, or almost none — of tears. God enable me to live out my poor remnant of days in a manner she would have applauded. Hers — as known to me only — were all veiy noble, a life of liidden beauty, all given to me as part of my own. How had I deserved it ? I, unworthy ! Beautiful, exceedingly I Oh, how mournfully beautiful now ! I called her and thought her my Schiitzen ; but my word was shal- low as compared to the fact, and I never thought of losing her. Vaguely, always, I reckoned that I as the elder should be the first, such a vivacity and brightness of life I noticed in her, in spite of her perpetual burden of infirmities and sufferings day by day. Twice, perhaps thrice, during her honible illness of 1864, the thought rose in me, ghastly and terrible, that I was about to lose her ; but always my hope soon revived into a strange kind of con- fidence ; and very rarely was my work interrupted, but went on steadily up in the garret, as the one thing salvatory to both of us. And oh, her looks as she sate in the balcony at St. Leonards ! Never, never shall I forget that tenderness of love, and that depth as of misery and despair. In these days, with mournfnl pleasure, Carlyle com- posed the beautiful epitaph which is printed in the * Let- ters and Memorials,' ' * a word,' he said, * true at least, and coming from his heart, which felt a momentary solace from it.' A few letters, too, he wrote on the subject, two especially to Mr. Erskine, one while the wound was freshly bleedirlg, another a few months after, which I give together ; — > Vol. ii. p. 393. 270 Carlyys Life in London, To Thomas Ershine, Esq, Chelsea : May 1, 1866. Dear Mr. Erskine, — Your little word of sympathy went to my heart, as few of the many others could do. Thanks for it. Thanks also, and many of them, for your visit to poor Betty, ^ to whom I have yet written nothing, though well aware that of all liviiif^; hearts but one, hers is the saddest on this occasion. Pray go oui to her again after a time, and say that so long as I live in the world, I wish and propose to keep sight of her, and in any distress that may fall on her, to ask myself what I can do to be of help to that good soul. Hitherto I write to nobody, see nobody but my brother and Mag- gie "Welsh, of Auchtertool. Indeed, I find it is best when I do not even speak to anybody. The stroke that has fallen on me is immeasurable, and has shattered in pieces my whole existence, which now suddenly lies all in ruins round me. In her name, whom I have lost, I must try to repair it, rebuild it into some- thing of order for the few years or days that may remain to me, try not to waste them further, but to do something useful with them, under the stern monition I have had. If I but can, that should be my way of honouring her, whose histoiy on earth now lies before me, all bathed in son'ow, but beautiful exceedingly, nay, of a kind of epic grandeur and heroic nobleness, known only to one heart now. God bless you, dear Mr. Erskine. You will not forget me, Mrs. Stirling and you; nor will I either of you. Yours sincerely, T. Caelyle. Chelsea : October 27, 1866. Dear Mr. Erskine, — Your word of remembrance was very wel- come to me, and has gone ringing through my solitude here with a gentle, pleasant, and friendly sound ever since. I have had many thoughts since I last saw you, silent nearly all, and mostly beyond the domain of words. A calamity which was most sudden, which was infinite to me, and for which there is no remedy conceivable, my poor little home in this world, as if struck by lightning, when I least expected it, and shattered all into ruin ! — I have had enough to think of, to mourn over, and earnestly consider ; taking counsel of the Eternities mainly, and of such stfll voices as dwell there. I have been and am very sad, sad as death I may well say ; » Mrs. Carlyle's old Haddington nurse, often mentioned in her letters. Death of Mrs. Carlyle. 271 but not miserable either ; nothing of the mean wretchedness which has defaced other long portions of my life. This is all noble, ten- der, solemn to me. I might define it as a time of divine worship rather, perhaps the only j^eriod of real worship I have known for a great while past. I have tried considerably to be busy, too, and am still trying. Much has to be set in order, and rest is not i^r- mitted till I follow wliither she has gone before me. May my death, which stands calmly consolatory in my sight at all moments, be beautiful as hers, and God's will be done now and forever. For several weeks there was absolutely no speech or company. Now there is occasionally an hour of rational discourse, which is worth something. Vain, idle talk, which is always rife enough, I find much sadder than any form of silence. My bodily health is not worse, perhaps even a shade better than what you last saw of it. My arrangements for the winter are not yet fixed ; but I try to keep myself in what I fondly call work, of a weak kind, fitted to my weakness. That is my anchor, if it will hold. Adieu, dear Mr. Erskine ! Here has F. come in upon me, who is my nearest neighbor and a good man. I must say farewell. Yours ever, T. Casltul CHAPTEE XXIX. A.D. 1866. MT. 71. Message of sympathy from the Queen — John Carlyle — Ketro- spects — A future life — Attempts at occupation — Miss Daven- port Bromley — The Eyre Committee — Memories — Mentone — Stay there with Lady Ashburton — Entries in Journal. The installation at Edinburgh had drawn the world's eyes on Carlyle. His address had been in everyone's hands, had been admired by the wise, and had been the fashion of the moment with the mnltitude. The death of his wife following immediately, in so sudden and start- ling a manner, had given him the genuine sympathy of the entire nation. His enemies, if enemies remained, had been respectfully silent. The Queen represented her whole subjects and the whole English-speaking race when she conveyed to Cheyne Row, through Lady Augusta Stanley, a message delicate, graceful, and even affection- ate. John Carlyle had remained there after the return from Haddington to London. To him Lady Augusta wrote, at her Majesty's desire, and I will not injure the effect of her words by compressing them. To Dr. Carlyle. Osborne : April 30, 1866. Dear Dr. Carlyle, — I was here when the news of the terrible calamity with which your brother has been visited reached Her Majesty, and was received by her with feelings of sympathy and regret, all the more keen from the lively interest with which the Queen had so recently followed the proceedings in Edinburgh- Death of Mrs. Carlyle. 273 Her Majesty expressed a wish that, as soon as I conid do so, I should convey to Mr. Carlyle the exi)re88ion of these feelings, and the assurance of her sorrowful understanding of a grief which she herself, alas ! knows too well. It was with heartfelt interest that the Queen heard yesterday that Mr. Carlyle had been able to make the effort to return to hi desolate home, and that you are with him. Personally Carlyle was unknown to the Queen. He had never been presented, had never sought admission within the charmed circle which surrounds the constitutional crow^n. Perhaps, in reading Lady Augusta's words, he thought more of the sympathy of the ' bereaved widow ' than of the notice of his sovereign. He replied : — Chelsea: May 1, 1866. Dear Lady Augusta, — The gracious mark of Her Majesty's sympathy touches me with many feelings, sad and yet beautiful and high. Will you in the proper manner, with my humblest re- spects, express to Her Majesty my profound sense of her great goodness to me, in this the day of my calamity. I can vrnie to nobody. It is best for me at present when I do not even speak to anybody. Believe me yours, with many gi-ateful regards, T. Cablylb. What he was to do next, how he was to live for the future, who was to live with him and take care of him, were questions which his friends were anxiously asking among themselves. Circumstances, nature, everything seemed to point to his brother John as the fittest com- panion for him. From early years John had been the nearest to his heart of all his brothers. John was the correspondent to whom he wrote with the most absolute undisguise ; f i*om whom alone — and this was the highest proof of affection which he could give — he had once been prepared to accept help in money, if extremity had over- taken him. After a good many years of experience as a family physician, after some fitful independent practice. Vol. IV.-18 274 Caflyle^s Life hi London. Jolin Carlyle had retired from his profession with an am- ple fortiire. He had married, but had been left a child- less widower, and was using his means in adding to the comfoi'ts of his sisters' families. He had a sound intel- lect, which he had diligently cultivated. He was a fine Italian scholar. His translation of Dante was of admitted excellence. In face, in voice, in mind, he was like his brother. Though with less fire and capacity, he was his equal in singleness of character, essentially true, genuine, and good — with occasional roughness of manner, occasional heedlessness of other people's feelings — but with an honest affectionateness, with an admiration and even adoration of his brother's grander qualities. He, of all others, was the one who was best qualified to relieve, by residing there, ' the gaunt solitude of Cheyne Eow.' Some thoughts of the kind, as will be seen, had been in the minds of both of them. Meanwhile, somewhere about in the first week in May, Carlyle, who had hitherto de- sired to be left alone, sent me a message that he would like to see me. He came down to me into, the library in his dressing gown, haggard and as if turned to stone. He had scarcely slept, he said, since the funeral. He could not ^ cry.' He was stunned and stupefied. He had never realised the possibility of losing her. He had settled that he would die first, and now she was gone. From this time and onwards, as long as he was in town, I saw him almost daily. He was looking through her papers, her notebooks and journals ; and old scenes came mercilessly back to him in vistas of mournful memory. In his long sleepless nights, he recognised too late what she had felt and suffered under his childish irritabilities. His faults rose up in remorseless judgment, and as he had thought too little of them before, so now he exaggerated them to himself in his helpless repentance. For such faults an atonement was due, and to her no atonement could now Death of Mrs, Carlyle. 275 be made. He remembered, however, Johnson's penance at Uttoxeter ; not once, but many times, lie told me tliat .something like that was required from him, if he could 6ee his way to it. * Oh I ' he cried, again and again, ' if I could but see her once more, were it but for five minutes, to let her know that I always loved her through all that. She never did know it, never.' 'If he could but see her again I ' His heart seemed breaking as he said it, and through these weeks and months he was often mournfully reverting to the subject, and speculating whether such future meeting might be looked for or not. He would not let himself be deluded by emotion. His intellect was vigorous as ever, as much as ever on its guard against superstition. The truth about the matter was, he admitted, absolutely hidden from us ; we could not know, we were not meant to know. It would be as God willed. * In my Father's house are many mansions ! ' ' Yes,' he said, * if you are God, you may have a right to say so ; if you are man, what do you know more than I or any of us ? ' Yet then and afterwards when he grew calm, and was in full possession of himself, he spoke always of a life to come, and the meeting of friends in it as a thing not impossible. In spite of science he had a clear conviction that every- thing in this universe, to the smallest detail, was ordered with a conscious pui-pose. Nothing happened to any man which was not ordained to happen. No accident, no bullet on battle-field, or sickness at home, could kill a man till the work for which he was appointed was done, and if this was so, we were free to hope that there was a purpose in our individual existence which was not exhausted in our earthly condition. The spirit, the sonl of man, was not an accident or mere result of the organisation of pro- toplasm. Intellect and moral sense were not put into man by a being which had none of its own. At no time of Carlyle'fi life had such a conclusion as this been credible 276 Carlyle^s Life in London. to him. Again it was unlike nature so to waste its ener- gies as to spend seventy years in training and disciplining a character, and to fling it away when complete, as a child flings away a plaything. It is possible that his present and anguished longing lent more weight to these argu- ments than he would otherwise have been able to allow them. At any rate it was round this hope and round his own recollections and remorse that our conversations chiefly turned when we took up our walks again ; the walks themselves tending usually to the spot where Mrs. Carlyle was last seen alive ; where, in rain or sunshine, he reverently bared his head. By degrees he roused himself, as he said in his letters to Erskirie, to think of trying some work again. He could still do something. Politics, philosophy, literature, were rushing on faster than ever in the direction which he most disliked. He sketched a scheme for a journal in which there was to be a running fire of opposition to all that. I and Ruskin w^ere to contribute, and it might have come to something if all three of us had been willing, which it appears we were not. In a note of the 2nd of August, this year, he says to me : — Has Euskin yet written to you on that periodical we, or at least I, were talking of ? I did not find him bite very ardently on my first or on this second mention of the project ; nor do I know what you can well answer him ; nor am I to be much or perhaps at all considered in it. I ! alas ! alas ! but the thing will have to be done one day, I am well of opinion ; though by whom or how, which of us can say ? John Carlyle stayed on in Cheyne Eow, with no fixed arrangement, but as an experiment to see how it would answer. We all hoped it might continue ; but struck down as Carlyle had been he was still himself, and his self-knowledge made him amusingly cautious. John, good-natured though he might be, had his own ways and AUernpta at Occupation. 277 humours, and his own plainness of speech ; and to live easily with Oarlyle required that one must be prepared to take stormy weather when it came in silence, lie would be penitent afterwards ; he knew his brother's merits and his own faults. * Your readiness,' he said, 'and eagerness at all times to be of help to me, you may depend upon it is a thing I am always well aware of, at the bottom of all my impatiences and discontents.' But the impatiences and discontents were there, and had to be calculated upon. John was willing to go on, and Carlyle did not absolutely refuse, but both, after some months' trial, doubted if the plan would answer. I felt (Carlyle wrote to him, during a short sepai'ation) that in the practical substance of the thing you are probably right. Noises are not the rock it need split on. Eveiything might be I)eaceably deafened, if that were all ; but it is certain you and I have given one another considerable annoyance, and have never yet been able to do together. That is the nature of the two beasts. They cannot change that, and ought to consider it well in their eagerness to be near one another, and get the benefit of mutual affection, now that each of them, one of them above all, needs it more and more. I must see, I must see ; and you too, if you are still upon this project, you will consider all things, weigh them with the utmost cliearness you have, and gradually come to some decision which the facts will correspond to. The facts will be very rigid when we try them. The wish to live together was evidently more on John's part than on Carlyle's. Carlyle was perhaps right. The * two beasts' were both too old to change their natures, and they would agree best if they did not see each other too often. John went back to Scotland ; Carlyle was left alone: and other friends now claimed the privilege of being of use to him, especially Miss Davenport Bromley, the * flight of sky larks,' and Lady Ashburton. They had been both /ler friends also, and were, therefore, in his present mood, especially dear to him. Miss Bromley was 278 Carlyle^s Life in London, then living at Ripple Court, near Walmer. She invited Carljle to stay with her. He went in the middle of August, and relates his visit in his journal. Journal. Ripple Court) August 15, 1866. — Arrived here the day before yesterday — beautiful sunny day in the midst of wet and windy ones. Sohtude and green country, spotted with autumn colours, and labours, mournfully welcome to me after the dreary sadness and unwelcome interruptions to my poor labours at Chelsea which, alas ! were nothing more than the sorting, labelling, and tying up in bundles all that is now left me of her that is gone. Was in this country once, now 42 years ago, and remember a Sunday of wan- dering between Dover and here with Edward Irving and Mr. Strachey. What a flight of time / My project here was 14 days of solitude and sea-bathing. Hitherto, except a very long sleep, not of the healthiest, last night, almost all has gone rather awry with me. August 16. — Had a beautiful ride yesterday, a tolerable bathe, plenty of walking, driving, &c., and imagined I was considerably improving myself ; but, alas ! in the evening came the G.'s, and a dinner amounting to total wreck of sleep to me. Got up at 3 a.m., sate reading till 6, and except a ride, good enough in it itself, but far from * pleasant ' in my state of nerves and heart, have had a day of desolate misery, the harder to bear as it is useless too, and results from a visit which I could have avoided had I been skilful. Oh, my lost one! oh, my lost one! irrecoverable to my lonely heart for ever. ' Miss Bromley's hospitality and genuine beautifully simple politeness and kindness were beyond all praise,' he said when his visit was over. But the time at Bipple Court had been spent, ' as in Hades,' the general com- plexion of his thoughts, and he was glad to get back to his ' gloomy dwelling.' The Hades, in fact, was in him- self, and was therefore everywhere. The hopgardens and woods had given him a faint pleasure on his way up through Kent on the railway. ' After Sydenham it be- came unspeakable, abominable, a place fitter for demons and Ifmtaiion to MenUme, 279 enchanted swine than for human creatures of an ordinary type.' On reaching home he wrote a grateful letter to his hostess, * whose goodness to him he would never forget.' * My home,' he said, ' is very gaunt and lonesome ; but 8uch is my allotment henceforth in this world. 1 have taken loyally to my vacant circumstances, and will try to do my best with them.' Another invitation was awaiting him. Lady Ashburton had taken a house at Mentone, and pressed him to spend the winter months with her there. She asked Miss Welsh to accompany him, ' to screen him, and pad every- thing into softness in the new scene.' She was so Nvarm, so eager in her offers, showed so clearly that his consent would be rather for her pleasure than his own, that he re- sisted his natural impulse to refuse on the spot. He let his decision wait till he had disposed of a matter which had become immediately pressing. The affair of Governor Eyre had blown into white heat. In submission to general clamour Eyre had been recalled in disgrace. He had applied for other employment and had been refused. He had several children, and was irretriev- ably ruined. It was, Carlyle said to me, as if a ship had been on fire ; the captain, by immediate and bold exer- tion, had put the fire out, and had been called to account for having flung a bucket or two of water into the hold beyond what was necessary. He had damaged some of the cargo, perhaps, but he had saved the ship. The action of the Government, in Carlyle's opinion, was base and un- generons, and when the recall was not sufficient, but Eyre was threatened with prosecution, beaten as he himself was to the ground, he took weapon in hand again, and stood forward, with such feeble support as he could find for an unpopular cause, in defence of a grossly injured man. 280 Caiiyle^s Life in London, To Miss Davenport Bromley. Chelsea : August 30, 1866. Yesterday, in spite of the rain, I got up to the Eyre Committee, and even let myself be voted into the chair, such being the post of danger on the occasion, and truly something of a forlorn hope, and place for enfans perdus. We seemed, so far as I can measure, to be a most feeble committee ; a military captain, a naval ditto, a young city merchant, Henry Kingsley, Charles still hanging back afraid, old S. O. Hall of the Art Union, a well-meaning man ; only these, with a secretary who had bright swift eyes, but showed little knowledge of his element. ... In short, contrary to all hope, I had to set my own shoulders to the wheel, and if it made any progress at all, which I hope it did, especially in that of trying for an infinitely better committee, the probable chief cause was that my old coat is not afraid of a little mud on the sleeve of it, as superfiner ones might be. Poor Eyre ! I am heartily sorry for him, and for the English nation, which makes such a dismal fool of itself. Eyre, it seems, has fallen suddenly from 6,000/. a year into almost zero, and has a large family and needy kindred dependent on him. Such his reward for saving the West Indies, and hanging one incendiary mulatto, well worth the gallows, if I can judge. I was myself one of the cowards. I pleaded that I did not understand the matter, that I was editor of ' Fraser,' and sliould disturb the proprietors ; mere paltry excuses to escape doing what I knew to be right. Ruskin was braver far, and spoke out like a man. Carlyle sent Miss Bromley a copy of what he had said. The Eyre Committee, he wrote on September 15, is going on better, indeed is now getting fairly on its feet. Buskin's speech — now don't frown upon it, but read it again till you understand it — is a right gallant thrust I can assure you. While all the world stands tremulous, shilly-shallying from the gutter, impetuous Euskin plunges his rapier up to the very hilt in the abominable belly of the vast blockheadism, and leaves it staring very consider- ably. The monster, alas ! was an enchanted monster, and ' as the air invulnerable.' Its hour had not come, and has not The Eyre Committee, 281 yet, in spite of Ruskiii's rapier. Carlyle gave his money and his name, but he was in no condition for rough strug- gling with the * blatant beast.' lie soon saw that he could make no impression upon the Government, and that Eyre was in no personal danger from the prosecution. lie wrote a few words to one of the newspapers, expressing briefly his own feeling about the matter, and so left it. Journal September 26, 1866. — Eyre Defence Committee — small letter of mine — has been raging through all the new8pai>er8 of the empire, I am told ; for I have carefully avoided everything pro or contra that the foolish populace of scribblei*s in any form put forth upon it or me. Indifferent in very deed. What is or can be the value to any rational man of what these empty insincere fools say or think on the subject of Eyre's Jamaica measures, or of me that approve them. Weather veiy wet. Wettest harvest I have seen since 1816. Country very base and mad, so far as I survey its proceedings. Bright, Beales, Gladstone, Mill, and Co. , bring on the suffrage question, kindling up the slow canaille what they can. This, and * Oh, make the niggers happy ! ' seem to be the two things needful with these sad people. Sometime I think the tug of revolution struggle may be even near for poor England, much nearer than I once judged — very questionable to me whether Eng- land won't go quit« to siwish under it (perhaps better that it do, having reached such a pitch of spiritual heggari/)^ and whether there is much good likelihood that England can ever get out of such Medea's Caldron again, "made new," and not rather be boiled to slushy rags and ended ? My pleasure or hope in looking at the things round me, or talking of them to almost any person, is not great The world was going its way, and not Carlyle's. Ho was finding a morfe congenial occupation for himself, in reviving the history of his own young days, of the life at Ecclefechan and Mainhill, with the old scenes and the old companions. He had begun * languidly,' as he said, to write the * Reminiscences of Edward Irving,' which were more 282 Carlyle's Life in London. about himself than his friend ; and to recall and write down fragments of his mother's talk/ While thus employed, he did not encourage visitors. Strange [he said] how little good any, even the best of them can do me. Best, sad best, is that I be left to myself and my sorrows. My state is then much more supportable and dignified. My thoughts, all sad as death, but also calm and high, and silent as Eternity, presided over by her, and my grief for her, in which there is something of devout and inexpressibly tender — really my most appropriate mood in the condition I am got to. Eemedy must be had against such intrusions of the impertinent and kind ; but how ? A note in the ' Journal ' says that my visits and Eus*- kin's were not regarded as impertinent. He allowed me to see as much of him as I liked. He did not tell me what he was doing, but talked much on the subject of it. 1 One of these fragments, as it had special reference to himself, besides being curious in itself, I preserve in a note. Journal. '■ September 26.— Ghyouw — a name my mother had for any big ill-shaped awkward object — would sometimes call me, not in ill-humour, half in good, "Thou Ghyouw." Some months ago I found, with great interest, that in old Icelandic the same word— sound the same, spelling slightly different— was, and perhaps is, their term for the huge volcanic crack or chasm that borders their old Parliament-place or Thing valla, still well known. My mother, bred not in a country of chasms, never used it except for solid bodies ; but with her, too, it completely meant a thing shapeless, rude, awkwardly huge ; the huger the fitter for its name. I never heard the word from any other mouth. Probably now there is no other Scotchman alive that knows the existence of it in his mother tongue — proof positive, nevertheless, and indisputable, that the Lowland Scots spoke an Icelandic or old Norse language a thousand or thousands of years ago. My mother" s natal place was the Water of Ae (little farm of Whitestanes, or Hazelly Bray afterwards), pleasant pastoral green hill region at the N. W. nook of Annandale, just before Annandale, reach- ing the summit of the watershed, closes, and the ground drops rapidly down to Closelinn, Kil Osbem, and is Nithsdale, which you can still see, then and long afterwards, was a part of Galloway, most of the names in it still Celtic ; and the accent of the wild Scots of Galloway rapidly, almost instantly, ex- changing itself for that of the Teutonic Annandalers. Perhaps this of Giaou or Ghyo^iw is written down somewhere else (nowhere that I know of. — J. A. F.). I did not wish it forgotten, being now sole depositary of it— pretty little fact — clear and dear to me. — T. C Menione. 283 He often said — the wish no doubt suggesting tbe expecta- tion — that he thought his own end was near. He was endeavouring to preserve the most precious parts of his recollections, before they and lie should pass away together. The Irving memories were dear to him, but there was something else that was still dearer. Putting these aside for the time, he set himself to write a memoir of the beautiful existence which had gone at the side of his own, a record of what his wife had been to him, and a testi- mony of his own appreciation. At their first acquaintance, it was she who was to make a name in literature, and he was to have supported and stood by her. It was a conso- lation to hi'm. to describe the nature and the capabilities which had been sacrificed to himself, that the portrait of her might still survive. He was not writing it for the world. He finished it just before he went abroad, when he was expecting that in all probability he would never see England again. He left it sealed up, with directions to those into whose hands it might fall, that it was not to be published, no one being capable of properly editing it after he should be gone. He had decided that he would try Mentone. Lady Ash- hurton had entreated. His friends believed that change would be good for him. He himself, languid, indifferent, but having nothing of special consequence to retain him in England, had agreed to go. Miss Welsh could not ac- company him. He was not equal to the journey alone. The same friend who had taken charge of him to Edin- burgh undertook to place him safely under Lady Ash- burton's roof, an act of respectful attention which Carlyle never foi*got, * So chivalrous it was.* For Tyndall was not an idle gentleman, with time on his hands. He had his own hard work to attend to in London, and would be obliged to return on the instant. But he was accustomed to travelling. He was as good a courier as Keuberg, and 284 Carlyle^s Life in London. to sacrifice a few days to Carlyle was an honour and a pleasure. They started on the 22nd of December, and in two days were transported from the London fogs to the sunny shores of the Mediterranean. Journal. Mentone, January 20, 1867. — Am actually here ; came the day before Christmas, Professor Tyndall triumphantly bringing me. The heroic Tyndall would hear ho whisper of my paying his ex- penses, though hither and thither they must have exceeded 20/., and he came purely on my account. Christmas Day, a strange contrast to English experience, being hot and bright, the gracious lady took us all on asses by the rugged cliffs and sierras to a village and peak called St. Agnes, strangest village in the world, with a strange old castle, perched on the veiy point of the cliff, where we lunched in sight of the population. In the evening we dined with Lady Marion Alford, not known to me before, but elegant, gifted, and blandly high in her way, who, with her two sons, Lord Brown- low and Mr. Cust, are the only interesting people I have met here. Tyndall set off homeward the second day after. Thus was Carlyle left in a new environment; nothing save the face of his hostess not utterly strange to him, among olive groves and palms and oranges, the mountains rising behind into the eternal snow, and the sea before his windows — Llomer's violet sea at last under his eyes. Here he got his papers about him. Lady Ash burton left him to himself. He went on with his Reminiscences, and in the intervals wandered as he pleased. Everyone feels well on first reaching the Eiviera. Carlyle slept soundly, discovered ' real improvement ' in himself, and was almost sorry to discover it. My poor life [the ' Journal ' continues] seems as good as over. I have no heart or strength of hope or of interest for further work. Since my sad loss I feel lonesome in the earth (Oh, how lonesome !) and solitary among my fellow-creatures. The loss of her comes daily home to me as the irreparable, as the loss of all ; and the heart as before knows its own sorrow, if no other ought to do so. MerUone. 285 Wliat can any other help, even if he wished it ? . . . I have finished Edward Ii-ving's Beminiscences, and yesterday a short paper of JeftVey's ditto. It was her connection with them that chiefly impelled me. Botli are superficially, ill, and iK)orly done, especially the latter. But there is something of value for oneself in re-awakening the sleep of the past, and bringing old years care- fully to survey by one's new eyes. A certain solemn tenderness too, in these two cases, dwells in it for me ; and, in fine, doing any- thing not wicked is better than doing nothing. Distinguished visitors called in passing on tlieir way to or from Italy ; among otliers, Mr. Gladstone, ' on return- ing from Rome and the Man of Sin,' ' intending for Paris, and an interview with M. Fould.' Journal, Januaiy 23. — Gladstone, en route homewards, called on Monday, and sate a long time talking, principally waiting for Madame Bun- sen, his old friend, whom it was his one chance of seeing, as he had to leave for Paris the next day. Talk copious, ingenious, but of no worth or sincerity — pictui*es, literature, finance, prosperities, greatness of outlook for Italy, &c. — a man ponderous, copious, of evident faculty, but all gone irrecoverably into House of CJommons shape — man once of some wisdom or possibility of it, but now possessed by the Prince, or many Princes, of the Power of the Air. Tragic to me rather, and far from enviable ; from whom one felt oneself divided by abysmal chasms and immeasurabilities. He went next morning ; but it seems, by the journals, will find his M. Fould, &c., suddenly thrown out by some jerk of their in- sciTitable Ck)pper Captain, and unable to do the honours of Paris in the way they wished. His chief pleasure at Mentone was in long walks about the neighbourhood. lie was the best of literary landscape painters, and his jonrnal, with his letters to myself and others, are full of exquisite little sketches, like the pictures of the. old masters, where you liave not merely a natural scene before you, but the soul of the man who looks upon it. 286 Carlyle^s Life in London. Journal. Mentone, January 21. — I went out yesterday, walked two or three miles up the silent valley ; trifling wet of mist, which hung in shifting scarfs and caps all about among the peaks of the ravine ; beautiful green of orange woods and olive woods ; here and there a silent olive mill, far down in some nook at the bottom, nothing but its idle mill-race and the voice of the torrent audible ; here and there a melancholy ill-kept little chapel, locked, I suppose, but its two windows open with iron stanchions, inviting the faith- ful to take view of the bits of idols inside, and try if prayer was possible. Oh ye bewildered and bewildering sons of men ! There was a twitch of strange pity and misery that shot through me at the thought of man's lot on earth, and the comparison of our dumb Eternities and Immensities with this poor joss-house and bambino. I might'have had reflection enough, for there reigned everywhere the most perfect Sabbath stillness ; and Nature and her facts lay round me, silently going their long road. But my heart was heavy, my bodily case all warped awry ; and except my general canopy of sadness and regret, very vain except for the love that is in it, re- gret for the inevitable and inexorable, there was nothing of thought present to me. To Miss Davenport Bromley. Mentone : January 23. You heard of my safe arrival in these parts, that the promises they made me seemed to be good. I am lucky to add that the promise has been kept so far that, outwardly and that in respect of sleep, &c., I feel as if rather better than in Chelsea ; certainly not worse. Sometimes for moments it almost seems as if I might perhaps recognise some actual vestige of better health in these favoured latitudes, and be again a little more alive than of late. But that is only for moments. In what is called ' spirits' I don't seem to improve much, or, if improvement means increase of buoy- ancy or levity, to improve at all. How should I ? In these wild silent ravines one's thoughts gravitate towards death and eternity with more proclivity than ever, and in the absence of serious hu- man discourse, go back to the vanished past as the one profitable or dignified company. There has been no glimpses of what one would call bad weather ; for the most part brilliant sunshine, mixed with a tingling briskness of air. In beauty of situation, of aspect and prospect by sea and land, MenUme. 287 nothing can exceed ns in the world. Mentone, old town and new, latter perhaps a hundred years old, former several thousands, is built principally as a single street by the sea-shore, along the diam* eter of two beautiful semicircular little hollows, or half-amphi- theatres, formed by the mountains which are the airiest wings of rocky peaks and clifiSs, all terraced and olive-clad, with sometimes an old castle and village. Castle visible like a bird-cago from the shore here, six miles off. I never saw so strangely beautiful a ring of peaks, especially this western one, which is still new to me every morning on stepping out. Western ring and eastern form in the middle, especially form at each end, their bits of capes and promontories and projections into the sea, so that we sit in the hollow of an alcove, and no wind from the north can reach us at all ; maritime Alps intercepting all frost and snow. Mentone prop- er, as diameter or street along the sea, is perhaps three-quarters of a mile long ; a fair street of solid high houses, but part of it paved all through with big smooth whinstones, on which at even- ing all the population seem to gather ; many asses, &c., passing home with their burdens from the mountains, and many women, young and old vrith them, and thriftier, quieter, more cheer- fully serious and innocent-looking set of poor people you never saw. Old Mentone, thousands of years old (for there are caves of the troglodytes still extant near by), sprawls up like a huge herring- bone of lanes, steep against the cliff — by way of defence against the Saracens, it is thought ; at some distance from the sea, and only hangs by New Mentone as a shoulder or fin would. Most of the poor people live there. There also in her fine church, the Deipara misericordiarum Mater, so called. And finally the ruins of an old castle, now mostly made into a churchyard. English travellers went and came, all eager to have a talk with Carlyle. Lady Marian Alford and her family were a real acquisition to him ; shaded over, however, un- fortunately, by the deatli of Lord Browulow, which oc- curred while he was at Mentone. Carlyle often spoke to me of this young nobleman, and of the fine promise which he had observed in him. His own spirits varied ; declin- ing slightly as the novelty of the scene wore off. To Miss Jewsbury he gave a tolerable account of himself. 288 Carlyle's Life in London. I seem to be doing rather well here [he wrote], seem to have es- caped a most hideous winter for one thing, if other griefs were but as easy to leave behind. The weather, ever since I awoke at Marseilles, has been superb ; not only bright, sunny, and not wintry, but to my feeling more agreeable than any summer, so elastic, diy, and brisk is the air, an atmosphere in which you can take exercise, so pure and beautiful are all the elements. Sun, moon, sky and stars have not yet ceased to surprise me by their incredible brill- iancy, about ten times as numerous, these stars, as yours. The sceneries all around, too, these wild and terrible Alpine peaks, all gathered to rear of us like a Sanhedrim of witches of Endor, and looking blasted, naked rock to the waist, then all in greenish and ample petticoats of terraced olive woods, orange groves, lemon groves ; very strange to me. Shadows of the great sorrow, however, clung to him. Even the beauty was w^eird and ominous, and his Journal gives tx^e picture of what was passing in him. Journal. Mentone, February 13, 1867. — My thoughts brood gloomily, sometimes with unspeakable tenderness, too, over the past, and what it gave me and took from me. I am best off when I get into the brown olive woods, and wander along by the rugged paths, thinking of the one, or of the many who are now there, safe from all sorrow, and as if beckoning to me : * Hither friend, hither ! thou art still dear to us if we have still an existence. We bid thee hope.' The company of nearly all my fellow-creatures, here, and indeed elsewhere, is apt to be rather a burden and desecration to me. Their miserable jargoning about Ephemera and insignifi- cances, their Eeform Bills, American Nigger questions, unex- ampled prosperities, admired great men, &c., are unspeakably wearisome to me, and if I am bound to make any remark in an- swer, I feel that I was too impatient and partly unreasonable, and that the remark had better not have been made. All of this that is possible I sedulously avoid, but too much of it comes in spite of me, though fairly less here than in Chelsea. Let me be just and thankful. Surely the kindness everybody shows me deserves gratitude, too. Especially the perfect hospitality and honestly- affectionate good treatment I experience in this house, and from the wildly-generous mistress of it, is worthy of the heroic ages. Mentone. 289 That I do not quite forget, let ub hope, nor shall. Oh, tliere have been noble exceptions among the vulgar, dim-eyed, greedy mill- ions of this age ; and I may say I have been well loved by my contemporaries — taken as a body corporate — thank God I And these exceptions I do perceive and admit to have been the very flower of their generation, to be silently proud of and loyal tp while I live. Maixh 8, 1867. — Health very bad, cough, et cetera, but princi- pally indigestion— can have no real improvement till I see C'helsea again. Ck)urage I get through the journey laliter qualiier, and don't travel any more. I am very sad and weak, but not discon- tented or indignant as sometimes. I live mostly alone with van- ished shadows of the Past. Many of them rise for a moment inexpressibly tender. One is never long absent from me. Gone, gone, but very beautiful and dear. Eternity, which cannot be far off, is my one strong city. I look into it fixedly now and then. All terrors about it seem to me superfluous ; all knowledge about it, any the least glimmer of certain knowledge, impossible to liv- ing mortal. The universe is full of love, but also of inexorable sternness and severity, and it remains for ever true that God reigns. Patience ! Silence ! Hope ! Vol. IV.— 19 CHAPTER XXX. A.D. 1867. iET. 72. Ketum to England — Intruders in Cheyne Eow — Want of employ- ment — Settlement of the Craigenputtock estate — Charities — Public affairs — Tory Reform Bill — ' Shooting Niagara ' — A new horse — ^Visits in country houses — Meditation in Journal — A beautiful recollection. The party at Mentone broke up in the second week in March. Lady Ashburton went to Rome and Xaples, hav- ing tried in vain to induce Carlyle to accompany her. He prepared for home again, and, shrinking from the solitude waiting him in Cheyne Row, he wrote, before leaving, to ask his brother to meet him there, with some conscious- ]^ss that he had not received, as graciously as he might have done, his brother's attempts to live with him. I am often truly grieved [he said] to think how unreasonable and unmanageable I was with you last time. Surely your sympa- thy was all I could have expected ; and your readiness to help me was and continues far beyond what I could have expected. But perhaps with a definite period, ' one calendar month, ' and each doing his wisest, we shall be able to do much better. I intend to make an efibrt at regulating my Chelsea affairs a little ; especially sweeping my premises clean of the intolerable intrusions that tor- ment me there. I fancy, too, I should not try again the gaunt, entirely solitary life I led latterly ; but am not certain as to get- ting back Maggie Welsh, or whom I should get. (!)n these points I do not know that you could give me much advice. I only feel that it would be a kind of light amid the gloom of my arrival if, on stepping out, I found your face instead of a dead blank. Tntniders in Chetjne How, 291 Tyndall's escort was not needed a seSond time. He fonnd his way back to Chelsea without misadventure. John Carlyle was waiting as he desired, and he settled in with more composure than lie had felt since his bereave- ment. The * intnisions ' had to be dealt with, but were not easily disposed of. Mrs. Carlyle once said she had the faculty of attracting. all miserable people that wanted con- solation. Carlyle seemed to attract everyone who wanted help for body or soul, or advice on the conduct of life. The number of people who worried him on such matters, most of them without a form of introduction, is hardly to be believed. Each post brought its pile of lettere. One admirer wanted a situation under Government, another sent a manuscript to be read and recommended to a pub- lisher, another complained that Nature had given him a hideous face; he had cursed his life, and cursed his mother for bearing him ; what was he to do ? All a§ked for interviews. Let them but see him, and thej' would convince him of their deserts. He was marvellously pa- tient. He answered most of the letters, he saw most of the applicants. He gave advice. He gave money, infi- nitely too much. Sometimes, when it was beyond endur- ance, he would order the servant to admit no strange face at all. In such cases men would watch in the street, and pounce upon him when he came out for his walk. I have been with him on such occasions, and have been aston- ished at the efforts which he would make to be kind. Once I recollect a girl, an entire stranger, wrote to him to say that in order to get books she had pawned some plate of her grandmother's. She was in danger of discovery and ruin. Would Carlyle help her to redeem it? He consulted me. A relation of mine, who lived in the neighbourhood, made inquiiy, saw the girl, and found that the story was true. He replied to her letter as the kind- est of fathers might have done, paid the money, and saved 292 Carlyle^s Life in London. lier from sliame. Sometimes tlie homage was more dis- interested. I liad just left liis door one day, when a bright eager lass of seventeen or eighteen stopped me in the Row, and asked me if Thomas Carljle lived there. I sliowed her the house, and her large ejes glowed as if she was looking upon a saint's shrine. This pleased him when I mentioned it. The feeling was good and honest and deserved recognition. But altogether he was terribly worried. Intruders worried him. Public affairs worried him. Disraeli was bringing in his scandalous Reform Bill ' to dish the Whigs.' Worse than all, there was no work cut out for him, and he .could make none for him- self. Journal. Chelsea, April 4, 1867. — Idle ! Idle ! My employments mere trifles of business, and that of dwelling on the days that culmi- nated on the 21st of last year. How sudden was that bereavement to me ! how pathetic, touchingly and grandly fateful ; in extent of importance to me how infinite ! Perhaps my health is slightly mending ; don't certainly know, but my spirits don't mend appa- rently at all. Interest, properly, I have in no living person, in no present thing. Their ' Eef orm Bill,' their &c., &c. Acli Gott ! I am disgusted if by chance I look into my newspaper, or catch a tone of the insane jargon which seems to be occupying everybody. April 20.— rWhat a day to look back upon ! . . . To-morrow by the day of the month, this day by the day of the week, about 3 p.m. How shall I ever learn to deal with that immense fact ? I am incompetent hitherto. It overwhelms me still. I feel oftenesfc crushed down into contemptibility as well as sorrow. All of sun- shine that remained in my life went out in that sudden moment. All of strength too often seems to have gone. Except some soft breathings of affection, of childlike grief, and once — only once that I remember, of pious, childlike hope in the eternity before us — my last fortnight has been the saddest, dreariest, sordidly idle, with- out dignity, satisfaction, or worth. I have tried, too, twice over, for something of work, but all in vain. Will it be for ever in vain then ? Better be silent than continue thus. . . . Were it per- mitted, I could pray — but to whom ? I can well understand the Iff//// nt' j-:u,j.: -'ju,, ,,:. 293 Invocation of Saints. One's prayer now has to be voifolcss, dtjne with the heaii still, but also with the hands still more. April ^\. — Abundantly downcast, dreaiy, sorrowful ; nothing in me but sad thoughts and recollections ; ennobled in i>art by a ten- derness, a love, a pity, Kteei)etl as if in tears. Regrets also rise in me ; bits of remorse which are very pungent. How death the inex- orable, unalterable, stem se6t8 roar ; Ere well you feel the friendly stroke, 'tis o'er. Such a life as I now lead is painful and even disgraceful ; the life of a vanquished slave, who at best, and that not always, is silent nnder his i)enalties and sores. In this tragic state Carlyle found one little thing to do which gave him a certain consolation. By his wife's death lie had become the absolute owner of the old estate of the Welshes at Craigenputtock. An nnuli miiiL^ itiiility had carried ofF one by one all her relations on the father's side, and there was not a single person left of the old line to whom it could be bequeathed. He thought that it ought not / 294 Cadyle's Life in JjnuJon. to lapse to his own family ; and he determined to leave it to his eountry, not in his own name, but as far as possible in hers. With this intention he had a deed drawn, by which Craigenputtock, after his death, was to become the property of the University of Edinbui-gh, the rents of it to be laid out in supporting poor and meritorious students there, under the title of ' the John Welsh Bursaries.' Her name he could not give, because she had taken his own. Therefore he gave her father's. Journal. June 22, 1867. — Finished off on Thursday last, at three p.m.,' 20th of June, my poor bequest of Craigenputtock to Edinburgii University for bursaries. All quite ready there, Forster and Froude as witnesses ; the good Profes^r Masson, who had taken endless pains, aHke friendly and wise, being at the very last ob- jected to in the character of ' witness,' as 'a party interested,' said the Edinburgh lawyer. I a little regretted this circumstance ; so I think did Masson secretly. He read us the deed with sonorous emphasis, bringing every word and note of it home to us. Then I signed ; then they two — Masson witnessing only with his eyes and mind. I was deeply moved, as I well might be, but held my peace and shed no tears. Tears I think I have done with ; never, except for moments together, have I wept for that catastrophe of April 21, to which whole days of weeping would have been in other times a blessed relief. . . . This is my poor ' Sweetheart Ab- bey,' * Cor Dulce,' or New Abbey, a sacred casket and tomh for the sweetest ' heart ' which, in this bad, bitter world, was all my own. Darling, darling ! and in a little while we shall both be at rest, and the Great God will have done with us what was His will. This is very beautiful, and so is an entry which fol- lows : — • July 14. — Her birthday. She not here — I cannot keep it for her now — send a poor gift to poor old Betty, who, next to myself, re- members her in lifelong love and sacred sorrow. This is all I can do. To a poor old beggar here of no value otherwise, or even of less, to whom she used to give a shilling if they met, I have smug- gled a small anonymous dole — most poor, most ineffectual, sorrow- ful, are all our resources against the gate that is for ever shut. CharUus. 295 This is another instance of Carlyle's cliarities. He re- menil)ered his wife's pensioners : but he had as long or a longer list of his own. No donation of his ever appeared in printed lists ; what he gave he gave in secret, anony- mously as here, or else with his own hand as one human being to another ; and of him it may be truly said that the left hand did not know what the right was doing. Tlie undeserving were seldom wholly refused. The de- serving were never forgotten. I recollect an old man, past eighty, in Chelsea, who had refused parish help, and as long as he could move earned his living by wheeling cheap crockery about the streets. Carlyle had a germine respect for him, and never missed a chance of showing it. Money was plentiful enough now, as he would mournfully ob- serve. Edition followed edition of the complieted works. He had more thousands now than he had hundreds when he published ' Cromwell ' — but he never altered his thrifty habits, never, even in extreme age, allowed himself any fresh indulgence. His one expensive luxury was charit}'. The sad note continues to souikI through the Journal. The shadow of his lost wife seemed to rise between him and every other object on which he tried to fix his thoughts. If anything like duty called to him, however, he could still respond — and the political state of England did at this thne demand a few words from him. Through- out his life he had been studying the social and political problems of modern Europe. For all disorders moilern Europe had but one remedy, to abolish the subordination of man to man, to set every individual free, and give him a voice in the government, that he might look after his own interests. This once secured, with free room and no 1 IV- 111, all w^ould compete on equal terms, and might be expected to fall into the places which naturally belonged to them. None at any rate could then complain of in- justice ; and peace, prosperity, and universal content would 296 Carhjles Life in London. follow. Such was and is the theory ; and if the human race, or the English race, were all wise and all good, and had unbounded territorial room over which to spread, something might be said for it. As the European world actually w'as, in the actual moral and material condition of European mankind, with no spiritual convictions, no sin- cere care for anything save money and what money could buy, tliis notion of universal liberty in Carlyle's opinion could end in nothino^ save universal wreck. If the Eno^- lish nation had needed governing when they had a real religious belief, now, when- their belief had become con- ventional, they needed it, he thought, infinitely more. They could bear the degree of freedom which they had already, only in virtue of ancient habits, contracted under wiser arrangements. They would need the ^^ry best men they had among them if they w^ere to escape the cataracts of which he heard the approaching thunder. Yet it was quite certain to him that, with each extension of the franchise, those whom they would elect as their rulers would not be fitter men, but steadily inferior and more unfit. Under any conceivable franchise the persons chosen would represent the level of character and intelligence in those who chose them, neither more nor less, and there- fore the lower the general average the worse the govern- ment would be. It had long been evident to him how things were going ; but every descent has a bottom, and he had hoped up to this time that the lowest point had been reached. He knew how many fine qualities the English still possessed. He did not believe that the majority w^ere bent of themselves on these destructive courses. If the wisest and ablest would come forward with a clear and honorable profession of their true convic- tions, he had considered it at least possible that the best part of the nation would respond before it w^as too late. The Tories bad just come into office. He had small con- I'ubl'ic Ajf'au'S. 29T fidence in them, but they at least repudiated tlio new creed, and represented the old national traditions. They had an opportunity, if they would use it, of insisting that the poor should no longer be robbed by false weights and measures and adulterated goods, that the eternal war should cease l)etween employers and employed, and the profits of labour should be apportioned by some nile of equity; that the splendid colonial inheritance which their fore- fathers had won should be opened to the millions who were suffocating in the foetid alleys of our towns ; that these poor people should be enabled to go where they could lead hmnan lives again. Here, and not by ballot- boxes and anarchic liberty, lay the road to salvation. Statesmen who dared to try it would have Nature and her laws fighting for them. They might be thrown out, bnt they would come back again — come in stronger and stronger, for the good sense of England would be on their side. With a languid contempt, for he half-felt that he had been indulging in a dream, Carlyle in this year found the Tories preparing to outbid their rivals, in their own arts or their own folly, courting the votes of the mob by the longest plunge yet ventured into the democratic whirlpool ; and in the midst of his own grief he was sorry for his country. There is no spirit in me to write [he notes in his Journal J, thongh I try it sometimes ; no topic and no audience that is in the least dear or great to me. Reform Bill going its fated road, i.e. England getting into the Niagara rapicU far sooner than I ex- pected ; even this no longer much irritates me, much affects me. I say rather, Well ! why not ? Is not national death, with new birth or without, perhaps preferable to such utter rottenness of national life, so called, as there has long hopelessly been. Let it come when it likes, since there are Dizzies, Gladstones, Bnsselln, &c., triumphantly prepared to bring it in. Providenee truly is skilful to preiMure its instrumental men. . Indeed, all England, ^98 Carlyle's Life in London. heavily though languidly averse to this embarking on the Niagara rapids, is strangely indifferent to whatever may follow it. ' Niag- ara, or what you like, we will at least have a villa on the Mediter- ranean (such an improvement of climate to this), when Church and State have gone,' said a certain shining countess to me, yesterday. Newspaper editors, in private, I am told, and discerning people of every rank, as is partly apparent to myself, talk of approaching * revolution,' ' Common wealth,' ' Common illtli,' or whatever it may be, with a singular composure. Disraeli had given the word, and his party had sub- mitted to be educated. Political emancipation was to be the road for them — not practical administration and war against lies and rognery. Carlyle saw that we were in the rapids, and could not any more get out of them ; but he wished to relieve his own soul, and he put together the pamphlet which he called ' Shooting Niagara, and After ? ' When Frederick Maurice published his heresies about Tartarus, intimating that it was not a place, but a condi- tion, and that the wicked are. in Tartarus already, James Spedding observed to me that ' one was relieved to know that it was no worse.' Carlyle's I^iagara, now that we are in the middle of it, seems to ns for the present nothing very dreadful, and we are preparing with much equanimity, at this moment, to go down the second cata- ract. The broken water, so far, lies on the other side of St. George's Channel. The first and immediate effect of the Reform Bill of 1867 was the overthrow of Protestant ascendency in Ireland. After five centuries of failure in that country, the English Protestants succeeded in plant- ing an adequate number of loyal colonists in the midst of an incurably hostile population, and thus did contrive to exercise some peaceful influence there, and make constitu- tional government in that island not wholly impossible. The English Democracy, as soon as they wei'e in posses- sion of power, destroyed that influence. The result we have partly seen, and we shall see more fully hereafter. *^ Shooting Nldgara.* 299 Carlyle, however, did not anticipate, as the consequence of the Niagara shooting, any immediate catastrophe ; not even this in Ireland. He meant by it merely the complete development of the present tendency to regard money- making as the business of life, and the more rapid degra- dation of the popular moral character — at the end of whieli perhaps, but still a long way off, would be found some ' scandalous Copper Captaincy.' The believers in progress on these lines, therefore, may breathe freely, and, like Spedding, be ' glad that it is no worse.' The curious feat- ure in the pamphlet is that Carlyle visibly underrated the disturbance to be looked for in our actual arrange- ments. He thought that, after the complete triumph of democracy, the aristocracy would be left in possession of their estates, and be still able to do as they pleased with them ; to hunt and shoot their grouse ; or, if the moors and coverts failed them, at least to subside into rat-catch- ing. In his Journal, September IT, 1867, there is a quo- tation from the ' Memoirs of St. Palaye ' : — ' Louis XI aima la chasse jusqu'a sa mort, qui arriva en 1483. Du- rant sa maladie a Plessis-les-Tours, comme il ne pouvait plus prendre ce divertisement, on attrapait les plus gros rats qd'on pouvait, et on les faisait chasser par les chats dans ses appartements, pour I'amuser. * Had a transient thought,' he says, * of putting that as emblematic Finis to the hunting epoch of our vulgar noble lords.' He even considered that, if the stuff was in them, they might find a more honourable occupation. Supposing them to retain the necessary power over their properties, they might form their own domains into circles of order and cosmos, ban- ishing the refraetitnj, and thus, by drill and discipline and ,wise administration, introduce new elements into the gen- eral chaos. *A devout imagination' on Carlyle's part; but an imagination merely. If it were conceivable, as it is not, that the aristocracy would prefer such an occupation 300 CarlyWs Life in London. to rat-catching, their success would depend on that very power of ' banishing the refractory,' of wliich it is certain that they wonld be deprived if they showed a disposition to create, in using it, an influence antagonistic t6 a ruling democracy. The Irish experiment does not indicate that the rights of landowners would be treated with mucli for- bearance wdien the exercise of those rights was threaten- ing a danger to ' liberty.' ' Shooting Is iagara ' appeared first in ' Macmillan's Mag- azine' for August, 1867. It was corrected and republished as a pamphlet in September, and was Carlyle's last public utterance on English politics. He thought but little of it, and was aware how useless it would prove. In his Jour- nal, August 3, he says ; — An article for Masson and ' Macmillan's Magazine ' took up a good deal of time. It came out mostly from accident, little by voli- tion, and is very fierce, exaggerative, ragged, unkempt, and de- fective. Nevertheless I am secretly rather glad than otherwise that it is out, that the howling doggeries (dead ditto and other) should have my last word on their affairs and them, since it was to be had. A stereotyped edition of the ' Collected Works ' was now to be issued, and, conscientious as ever, Carlyle set himself to revise and correct the whole series. He took to riding again. Miss Bromley provided "him with a horse called Cornet^ between whom and himself there w^as soon established a personal attachment, and on Comet's back, as before, he sauntei-ed about the London environs, lie described himself to Miss Bromley as very solitary, the most silent man not locked into the solitary system, to be found in all her Majesty's dominions. 'Incipient au- thors, beggars, blockheads, and canaille of various kinds,' continued their daily worries. ' Every day there was a* certain loss of time in brushing off such provoking bothera- tions ; ' on the whole, however, the trouble was not much. Daily Worriea, 301 I find that solitnde [he said] and one's own mA and Sdriona thoughts (though sometimes in bad days it is all too gloomy) is almost as good as anything I get. The most social of mankind I could define myself, but grown old, sorrowful, and tembly diflS- cult to please in regard to his society. I rode out on Comet to Addiscombe, stayed two hours for dinner, and rode home again by moonlight and lamplight. There aie now three railways on that poor road since I was last there, and apparently 3,000 new dig- gings, lumber heaps and new villas rising^ dirty shops risen^ and costermongera' carts, &c. — a road, once the prettiest I knew for liding, and now more like Tophet and the City of Dis than any I have tried lately. Tophet now reaches strictly to the boundary lodge of Lady A., and has much sjxjiled Addiscome Farm for a tenant of my humour. 'Niagara,* I heard yesterday, is in its fourth thousand, stirring up many a dull head one hopes, and * sweeping oflf the froth from the Progress Pot,* as one correspon- dent phrased it. He worked hard on the * revising' business, bnt felt no enthnsiasra about the interest which * his works ' were ex- citing ; * nothing but languor, contempt, and indifference for said works — or at least for their readers and them.' *The works had indeed cost Iiiin li is life, and were in some measure from the lieart, and all h6 could do. But the readers of them were and had been — what should he say ? ' and in fact ' no man's work in this world could de- mand for itself the smallest doit of wages, or were intrin- sically better than zero. That was the fact, when one had arrived where he had arrived.' The inoTiey which was now coming in was actually painful. Vanished, vanished, they that should have taken pleasure from '\\. Ah me ! ah me I The more I look back on that thirteen years of work [over * Frederick '], the more appalling, huge, unexampled it appears to me. Sad pieties aiise to think that it did not A*i7/me, that in spite of the world I got it done, and that my noble uncom- plaining Darling lived to see it done. As to the English world's stupidity upon it, that is a small matter to me — or none at all for the last year and a half. That I bolievo is i>artly silence and pre- occnpancy ; and were it wholly stupidity, didn't I already know 302 Carlyle^s Life in London. how ' stupid ' the poor English now are. Book is not quite zero I perceive, but will be good for something by-and-by. , . . My state of health is very miserable, though I still sometimes think it fundamentally improving. Such a total wreck had that ' Fred- erick ' reduced me to, followed by what had lain next in store for me. Oh, complain not of Heaven ! now does my poor sinful heart almost even fall into that bad stupid sin. Oceans of un- spoken thoughts — or things not yet thought or thinkable — som- bre, solemn, cloudy-moonlit, infinitely sad, but full of tenderness withal, and of a love that can now be noble, — this, thank God, is the element I dwell in. Journal. Gielsea, September 30, 1867. — Nothing to mark here that is not sad and mean. Trouble with extraneous fools from all quarters ; penny post a huge inlet to that class who, by hypothesis, have no respect of persons, but think theniselves entitled to intrude with any or without any cause, upon the busiest, saddest, sacredest, or most important of their fellow-mortals. Fire mostly delivers us from the common run of these. . . . There is nothing of joy- ful in my life, nor ever likely to be ; no truly loved or loving soul — or practically as good as none — left to me in the earth any more. The one object that is wholly beautiful and noble, and in any sort helpful to my poor heart, is she whom I do not name. The thought of her is drowned in sorrow to me, but also in tenderness, in love inexpressible, aUd veritably acts as a kind of high and sacred con- solation to me amidst the intrusive basenesses and empty bothera- tions that otherwise each day brings. I feel now and then, but repress the impatient wish, * Let me rejoin her there in the Land of Silence, whatever it be.' Truly, if my work is done why should not I plainly icish to be there ? This is very ungrateful to some of my friends I still have, some of whom are boundlessly kind to me ; and indeed all the world, known and unknown, seems abundantly eager to do for me whatever it can, for which I have a kind of thankfulness transiently good, and ought to have more. But, alas ! I cannot be helped — that is the melancholy fact. Chelsea, October 1. — Inconceivable are the mean miseries I am in just now, about getting new clothes — almost a surgical question with me latterly — about fitting this, contriving that ; about paltry botherations with which I am unacquainted, which were once all kept aloof from me by a bright one now hidden from my eyes. Weariness of Life, 303 ... In fact my skin is naturally far too thin, for this ' age of progress ' especially. CheUeOy October 8. — Solitary since Thursday last altogether. Maggie went away that day, and no human voice, not even a light giggling one, sounds in this vacant house of mine. No matter that in general ; but as yet I am unused to it. Sad enough I silently am. Infirmities of age crowd upon me. I am gro^t-n and growing very weak, as is natural at these years. Natural, but not joyful — life without the power of living — what a misery I Chelsea^ October 30. — Am of a sadness, and occasionally of a ten- derness which surprises even myself in these late weeks— «eem8 as if the spirit of my loved one were, in a i)oor metaphorical sense, always near me ; all other friends gone, and solitude with her alone left me henceforth. Utterly weak health I suppose has much to do with it. Strength quite a stranger to me ; digestion, &c., totally ruined, though nothing specific to complain of as dan- gerous or the like — and probably am too old ever to recover. Life is verily a weariness on these tei*ms. Oftenest I feel \Nilling to go, were my time come. Sweet to rejoin, were it only in Etenial Sleep, those that are away. That, even that, is now and then the whisper of my worn-out heart, and a kind of solace to me. * But why an- nihilation or eternal sleep ? ' I ask too. They and I are alike in the will of the Highest. Amen. 'Niagara,' seventh thousand printed, Forster told me — well, well ! Though what good is in it either ? Clielsea, November 15. — Went to Belton ' Saturday, gone a week. Returned Saturday last, and have been slowly recovering myself ever since from that ' week of country air ' and other salubrity. Nothing could excel the kindness of my reception, the nobleness of my treatment throughout. People were amiable too, and clever, some of them almost interesting, but it would not do. I, in brief, could not sleep, and oftenest \*'a8 in secret supremely sad and miser- able among the bright things going. Conclude I am not fit any longer for visiting in great houses. The futile valetting — intrusive and hindersome, nine-tenths of it, rather than helpful— the dress- ing, stripping and again dressing, the * witty talk ' — Ach GoU !— especially as crown and summary of all, the dining at 8-9 p.m., all this is fairly unmanageable by me. Disce JtistUiam, monite. Don't go back if you be wise, except it be fairly unavoidable. . . . Oh, the thoughts I liad in those silent, solitary days, and how, in 1 Lady Marian Alford**, near Grantham. 304 Carlyle's Life in London. the wakeful French bed there, the image of another bed far away in the Abbey Kirk of Haddington, in the still infinitude of Eter- nity, came shooting like a javelin through my heart. Don't, don't again ! All day my thoughts were of her, and there was far less of religion in them than while here. A more interesting expedition than this to Belton was with Lord Stratford de Redcliffe to see Woolsthorpe, the birthplace of Sir Isaac I^ewton. Newton (he says), who was once my grandest of mortals, has sunk to a small bulk and character with me now ; how sunk and dwindled since in 1815, fifty years ago, when I sate nightly at Annan, invincibly tearing my way through that old Principia, often up till three a.m., without outlook or wish almost, except to master it^ the loneliest and among the most triumphant of all young men. Newton is quite dead to me since that ; and I rec- ognise hundreds and thousands of ' greater men.' Nevertheless, he remains great in his kind, and has always this of supremely notable that he made the grandest discovery in science which mankind ever has achieved or can again achieve. Wherefore even I could not grudge the little pilgrimage to him. The loneliness in Cheyne Row was not entirely un- broken this autumn. He had a visit from his broth igr James, 'whose honest, affectionate face enlivened the gloomy solitude for him.' James Carlyle had been rarely in London, and had ' the sights ' to see, had he cared about them. It seemed that he cared nothing for any of them, but very much for his forlorn and solitary brother, show- ing signs of true affection and sympathy, which were very welcome. Carlyle spoke of him as 'an excellent old Annandale specimen ; my father's pupil, formed by my father's fashions, as none of the rest of us were.' A certain attention, though growing yearly fainter, was given to the world and its affairs. The Reform Bill was producing its fruits, clianges of ministry, Clerkenwell ex- plosions, &c. &c., which brought tlie Irish question ' within the range of practical politics.' Carlyle observed it all with his old contempt, no longer at white heat, Imt warming occasionally into red. No Feniau has yet blown us up (he wrote to Miss Bromley). I sit in . speechless admiration of our English treatment of these Fenians first and last. It is as if the rats of a house had decided to expel and ext^iminate the human inhabitants, which latter seemed to have neither rat-catchers, tmp^, nor arsenic, and arc trying to prevail by the * method of love.' Better s})eed to them a great deal ! If Walpole were to weep to the head-centres a little, perhaps it might help. He had an old interest in Ireland. He had studied it once, with a view to writing on the subject, and was roused into disgust and scorn with this new fruit of Liberalism. But he was haunted by ghosts, and neither Ireland nor English politics could drive his sorrow out of his mind. Journal. Novemher 30, 1867. — Have been remembering vividly all morn- ing, with inexpressible emotion, how my loved one at Craigenput- tock, six or seven-and-thirty years ago, on summer mornings after breakfast used very often to come up to the little dressing-room where I was shaving and seat herself on a chair behind me, for the privilege of a little further talk while this went on. Instantly on finishing I took to my woii, and probably we did not meet much again till dinner. How loving this of her, the dear one ! I never saw fully till now what a trust, a kindness, lovo, and i>erfect unity of heart this indicated in her. The figure of her bright, cheery, beautiful face mirrored in the glass beside my own nigged, soapy one answering curtly to keep up her cjieeiful, pretty talk, is lively before me as if I saw it with eyes. Ah ! and where is it now ? Forever hidden from me. Forever? The answer is with God alone, and one's poor hopes seem fond and too blessed to be true. Ah me ! ah me I Not quite till this morning did I ever see what a perfect love, and under such conditions too, this little bit of simple 8]>ontaneity betokened on my dear Jeannio's jiart. Never till her death did I sc^e how much she loved me. . . . Nor, I fear, did she ever know (could she have seen across the stormy clouds and eclipsing miseries) what a love I bore A«r, and shall always, how %'ainly now, in my inmost heart. These things are Vol. IV. —20 3i>6 Carhjlvs Life m London. beautiful, but they are unutterably sad, and have in them some- thing considerable of remorse as well as sorrow. Alas ! why does one first see fully what worth the soul's jewel had when it is gone without return ? Most weak creatures are we ; weak, perverse, wayward, especially weak. . . . Sometimes I call myself weak, morbid, wrong, in regard to all this. Sometimes again I feel it sordid, base, ungrateful, when all this gets smothered up in vul- gar interruption, and I see it as if frozen away from me in dull thick vapour for days together. So it alternates. I pretend to no regulation of it ; honestly endeavour to let it follow its own law. That is my inile in the matter. Of late, in my total lameness and impotency for work (which is a chief evil for me), I have some- times thought, ' One thing you could do — write some record of her — make some selection of her letters w^hich you think justly among the cleverest ever written, and which none but yourself can quite understand. But no ! but no ! How speak of her to such an audience ? What can it do for her or for me ? This is the first sign of the intention which Carljle afterwards executed. How it ripened will be seen pres- ently. Meanwliile tlie Journal continues : — December 6. — I am in my seventy-third year.^ . . , Length of days under such conditions as mine ' are is not a thing to be coveted, but to be humbly deprecated rather. . . . My out- look continually is all to the great change now inevitably near, The sure hope to be "at rest and to be where my loved ones are (the Almighty God alone knows where or how that is, but I take it always to be a place of rest) is the only prospect of being fairly better than I have been. My work being all done, as I more and more fear it is, w hy should I wish to linger here ? My lost bright one, all my bright ones are away — away. Society, of which I might still have plenty, does me no good whatever ; frets, disgusts, and provokes me ; leaves the poor disturbed heart dark and void ; an unfathomable lake of sorrow lying silent under that poor foam of what is called talk, and in perhaps three cases out of four is fairly worse than solitude. * There is no serious talk, sir, ' said old Samuel ; ' nobody now talks seriously ' — a frightful saying, but a truer now than ever. ... In general the talk of people suggests to me w^hat a paltiy dog-kennel of a world — now rushing fast to total anarchy and self-government by the basest — this must 1 His birthday was December 4. Journal. '^>r»7 be ; and that I am a i)oor old man, liable to be bored, provoked, and diHtressed, rather than helped any way, by his fellow-creat* urea. In every condition under God's sky is there not a right way of behaving under it ? And is there any other item important except simply that one ? Courage, hope, love to the death, and be silent in defect of speech that were good. December 22. — ' Youth,' says somebody, ' is a garland of roses.' I did not find it such. * Age is a crown of thorns.' Neither is this altogether true for me. II sadness and sorrow tend to loosen ua from life, they make the place of rest desirable. If incurable grief be love all steeped in tears, and lead us to pious thoughts and longings, is not grief an earnest blessing to us? Alas! that one is not pious always : that it is anger, bitterness, imjmtience, and discontent that occupies one's ix)or weak heart so much oftener. S(Hiie mornings ago I said to myself, ' Is there no book of piety you could still write ? Forget the basenesses, miseries, and abominations of this fast-sinking world — its punishment come or at hand ; and dwell among the x>oor straggling elements of pity, of love, of awe and worship you can still discern in it ! Bet- ter so. Bight, surely, far better. I wish, I wish I cuuld. Was my great grief sent to me perhaps for that end ? In rare better moments I sometimes strive to entertain an imagination of that kind ; but as to doing anything in consequence, alas ! alas I ' ' All England has taken to stealing,' says a certain newspaper for the last two Weeks. Very serious, means mil way swindling, official jobbery, &c. Remedy, he thinks, will be that we shall all grow as poor as Hindoos, and then be as fiercely vigilant. Would it not be I'easonabler to find now your small remainder of honest people, and arm them with authority over your multitudinous knaves ! Here and there we are beginning to see into the meaning of self-government by the hungry rabble. The last stage of life's journey is necessarily dark, sad, and car- ried on under steadily increasing difficulties. We are alone ; all our loved ones and cheering fellow-pilgrims gone. Our strength is failing, wasting more and more ; day is sinking on us ; night, coming, not metaphorically only. The road, to our growing weak- ness, dimness, injurability of every kind, becomes more and more obstructed, intricate, diffi^cult to feet and eyes ; a road among brakes and brambles, swamps and stumbling places ; no welcome shine of a humcm cottage with its hospitable candle now alight for us in these waste solitudes. Our eyes, if we have any light, real 308 Cavlyle\^ J^it<' '/< London. only on the eternal stars. Tims we stagger on, imiDediments in- creasing, force diminishing, till at length there is equality between the terms, and we do all infallibly arrive. So it has been from the beginning ; so it will be to the end — forever a mystery and miracle before which human intellect falls dumb. Do we reach those stars then ? Do we sink in those swamps amid the dance of dying dreams? Is the threshold we step over but the hrinlx: in that instance, and our liome thenceforth an infinite Inane ? God, our Eternal Maker, alone knows, and it shall be as He wills, not as we would. His mercy be upon us ! '^\'T.iat a natural human as- piration ! December 30. — Ah me ! Am I good for nothing then ? Has my right hand — head rather — altogether lost its cunning ? It is my heart that has fallen heavy, wrapt in endless sadness and a mist of stagnant musings upon death and the grave. Nothing now, no person now is beautiful to me. Nobleness in this world is as a thing of the past. I have given uj) England to the deaf stupidi- ties, and to the fatalities that follow, likewise deaf. Her struggles, I perceive, under these nightmares, will reach through long sor- did centuries. Her actual administerings, sufferings, performings, and attemptings fill me unpleasantly with abhorrence and con- tempt, both at once, for which reason I avoid thinking of them. 'Fenianism,' 'Abyssinian wars,' * trades-unions, ',' philanthropic movement ' — let the dead bury their dead. One evening, I think in the spring of 1866, we two had come up from dinner and were sitting in this room, very weak and weary creatures, perhaps even I the wearier, though she far the weaker ; I at least far the more inclined to sleep, which directly after din- nel' was not good for me. ' Lie on the sofa there,' said she — the ever kind and graceful, herself refusing to do so — * there, but don't sleep,' and I, after some superficial objecting, did. In old years I used to lie that way, and she would play the piano to me : a long series of Scotch tunes which set my mind finely wandering through the realms of memory and romance, and effectually pre- vented sleep. That evening I had lain but a few minutes when she turned round to her piano, got out the Thomson Burns book, and, to my surprise and joy, broke out again into her bright little stream of harmony and poesy, silent for at least ten years before, and gave me, in soft tinkling beauty, pathos, and melody, all my old favourites : * Banks and Braes,' ' Flowers of the Forest,' * Gil- Journal, 309 deroy/ not forgetting 'Duncan Gray,* *Cauld Kail/ * Irish Coolen,* or any of my favouiites tmgic or comic ; all which she did with a modest neatness and completeness — I might say with an honest geniality and unobtrusively beautiful perfection of heart and liand — which I have never seen equalled by the most brilliant players, among which sort she was always humbly far from ranking her- self ; for except to me, or some quiet friend and me, she would never play at any time. I was greatly pleased and thankful for this unexpected breaking of the silence again, and got really a fine and almost blessed kind of pleasure out of it, a soothing and assuagement such as for long I had not known. Indeed I think it is yet the actually best little hour I can recollect since, very likely the pleasantcst I shall ever have. Foolish soul ! I fancied this was to be the new beginning of old days, that her health was now so much improved, and her spirits especially, that she would often do me this favour, and part of my thanks and glad speech to her went in that sense, to which I remember she merely finished shutting her joiano and answered nothing. That piano has never again Sounded, nor in my time will or shall. In late months it has grown clearer to me than ever that she had said to herself that night, * I will play him his tunes all yet once,' and had thought it would be but once. . . . This is now a thing infinitely touching to me. So like her ; so like her. Alas, alas ! I was very blind, and might have known better how near its setting my bright sun was. CHAPTER XXXI. A.D. 1868. MI. 73. The Eyre Committee —Disestablishment of the Irish Church — A lecture by Tyndall— Visit to Stratton — S. G. O. — Last sight of the Grange — 'Letters and Memorials of Mrs. Carlyle ' — Meditations in Journal — Modern Atheism — Democracy and popular orators — Scotland — Interview with the Queen — Por- traits—Modern Atheism — Strange applications — Loss of use of the right hand — Use§ of anarchy. The persecution of General Eyre had been protracted with singular virulence. He had been recalled from Jamaica. His pension was withheld, and he was financially a ruined man. The Eyre Committee continued, doing what ■ it could for him. Carhde was anxious as ever. I never knew him more anxious about any tiring. It had been resolved to present a petition in Eyre's behalf to tlie Government. Carlyle drew a sketch of one ' tolerably to his own mind,' and sent it to the Committee. It appeared, however, not to be to t/ieir minds. They thanked him, found what he said '^fine and true ;' but, in short, they did not like it, and he acquiesced. His interest was not al- tered. I have done my bit of duty or seeming duty (he said), and there will be no further noise from it. Eyre's self down here, visibly a brave, gentle, chivalrous, and clear man, whom I would make dictator of Jamaica for the next twenty-five years were I now king of it — has withal something of the Grandison in him, mildly per- ceptible. That is his limiting condition. DiscstcMlshmeivt of the Irish Church, 311 Occasionally and at longish intervals he allowed himself to be tempted into London society. lie made acquaintance with Lord and Lady Salisbury (the father of the present lord, who died soon after), both of whom he nmch liked. He went one evening to the Dean of Westminster's. Lion entertainment to Princess Helena and her Prince Christian Innocent little Princess, has a kind of heauty, &c. One little flash of jjretty pride, only one, when she rose to go out from dinner, shook her bit of train right, raised her pretty head (fillet of dia- monds sole ornament round her hair), and sailed out. 'A prin- cess bom, you know ! _' looked really well, the exotic Uttle soul. Dinner, evening generally, was miserable, futile, and cost me si- lent insomnia the whole night through. De8er\'ed it, did I ? It was not of my choosing — not quite. The Irish Church fell soon after, as the first branch of the famous upas tree the hewing down of which has proved so beneficent. Carlyle had long known that the Irish Church was an anomaly, but he did not rejoice in its overthrow, each step which weakened English authority in Ireland bringing nearer the inevitable fresh conflict for the sovereignty of the island. Irish Church Resolution passed by a great majority. Nonjlocci facio. In my life I have seen few more anarchic, factious, unpa- triotic achievements than this of Gladstone and his Parliament in regard to such an Ireland as now is. Poor Gladstone ! Poor old decayed Church and ditto State ! But once more, non flocci facio^ him or it. If they could abolish Parliamentary eloquence it would be worth a hundred abolitions of the Irish Church, poor old creat- ure ! Time hung heavily at Chelsea, and the evenings were dreary. Tyndall was to lecture at the Royal Institution on Faraday. Carlyle was not enthusiastic about science and the blessings to be expected from it ; yet he was gratefully attached to Tyndall, and was pereuaded to at- tend. 312 Carlyles Life in London. Journal. January 27, 1868. — Attended Tyndall's lecture (on Faraday, his genius and merits), which Tyndall treated as quite heroic. A full and somewhat distinguished audience, respectful, noiseless, atten- tive, but not fully sympathetic, I should say ; such, at least, was my own case, feeling rather that the eulogy was perhaps overdone. As to myself, ' the grandeur of Faraday's discoveries,' &c., excited in me no real enthusiasm, nor was either his faculty or his history a matter I could reckon heroic in that high degi-ee. In sad fact, I cared but little for these discoveries — reckoned them uncertain — to my dark mind, and not by any means the kind of ' discoveries * I wanted to be made at present. * Can you really turn a ray of light on its axis by magnetism ? and if you could, what should I care ? ' This is my feeling towards most of the scientific triumphs and unheard of progresses and miracles so trumpeted abroad in these days, and I sadly keep it secret, a sorrowful private posses- sion of my own. Saw a good many people there, ancient friends of mine, to whom I wished right well, but found it painful to speak beyond mere salutations. Bishop Thirlwall, Sir Henry Hol- land, Dean Stanley and his wife. Lecture done, I hurried away. Joined by Conway, American nigger friend, innocent and patient. February 6. — Nothing yet done, as usual. Nothing. Oh, me misermn ! Day, and days past, unusually fine. Health in spite of sleeplessness, by no means very bad. Stand to thyself, wretched, mourning, heavj^-laden creature. For others there is no want of work cut out for me. Yesterday, by our beautiful six posts, I had the -following demands made upon me : To write about Sir William Hamilton ; item about Stirling, candidate for Edinburgh Profes- sorship ; item to write about poor Clough. Have as good as noth- ing to say either about Clough or Hamilton, though I love them both. Just before bedtime, news from a young man, son of a Mr. C , who used to call on me, and thought well of me, that he is fallen utterly ruined into very famine, and requests that I should lend him ten pounds; Nine-tenths of the letters I get are of that tenour, not to speak of requests for autographs, exhortations to con- vert myself or else be ; which latter sort, especially which last, I i3urn after reading the first line. So profitable have my epistolary fellow-creatures grown to me in these years, so that when the postman leaves nothing it may be well felt as an escape. I will now send young C— — 5/. from a 50/f. I am steward to. L(u^t Siijht of thp Grange. 313 In April Tx)rd Nortlibrook wrote to invite Carlyle to spend a few days with him at Stratton. lie liad known Lord Northbrook in tlie old Grange time. Stratton was not far from the Grange, and there was a sort of pleasure in the thought of seeing it again, though now in new hands. He was unwell, suffering from son-ow 'at once poignant and impotent.' In agreeing to go he forgot the approaching anniversary, the fatal April 21. It strikes me now, with a shadow of remorse (he wrote), that Tuesday will be the 21st, and that I shall be far away from the place in Hyde Park to which I would have walked that day. I did not recollect in consenting, or perhaps I should have refused — certainly should have paused first. But alas ! that is very weak too. The place, which no stranger knows of, is already quite changed : drink fountains, &c. I was there yesterday, but was in company. I could only linger one little instant. Ah me I how weak we are ! Yesternight I read in the newspapers of an old man who had died of grief in two or three months for the loss of his wife. They had been wedded fifty-five years. And of an- other in Pimlico somewhere, who, on like ground, had stabbed himself dead, finding life now unendurable. He went to Stratton, and, except that as usual he slept badly, he enjoyed himself and 'had cause to be grateful to the kind people round him and the kind scenes he was among.' The anniversary came and went. ' All passes ;' ' time and the hour wear out the gloomiest day.' JoumaL April 27, 1868. — I was at the Grange twice over ; all vacant, si- lent, strange like a dream ; like reality become a dream. I sate in the church (Northington) with my two companions, Lords Northbrook and Sidney G. Osborne, our horses waiting the wliile. Church is all decorated, new-imved in encaustic, painted, glazed in coloured figures, inscribed, &c.; most clean, bright, ornate ; on every pew a sprig of rosemary, &c., wholly as a Temple of the Dead. Such the piety and munificent afiection of the now Dow- ager Lady Ashburton. I sat in silence, looking and remembering. The ride thither and back was peacefully soothing to me. An- 314 Carlyle'S L'^fe in London. otlier day the two boys (Northbrook's sons) and I rode that way again; pretty galloping for most part, thither and from, by the woods, over the down, &c. Strange, strange to ride as through a dream that once was so real ; pensive, serious, sombre, not pain- fully sorrowful to me. It is again something as if solemnly sooth- ing to have seen all this for probably the last time. My principal or almost sole fellow-guest at Stratton was ' the strange Rev. Lord Sidney,' named above, the famous S. G. O. of the newspajjers, and one of the strangest brother mortals I ever met ; a most lean, tall, and perpendicular man, face palj)ably aris- tocrat, but full of plebeian mobilities, free and easy rapidities, nice laughing little dark grey eyes, careless, honest, full of native in- genuity, sincerity, innocent vanity, incessant talk, anecdotic, per- sonal, distractedly speculative, oftenest purposely distracted, never altogether boring. To me his talk had one great property, it saved all task of talking on my part. He was very intrinsically polite too, and we did very well together.^ Proof-sheets of the new edition of his works were wait- ing for liim on his return home. He ' found himself w^illing to read those books and follow the printer through them as ahnost the one thing lie was good for in his down- pressed and desolate years.' The demand for tliem ' was mainly indiiferent' to him. What were his bits of works? What was anybody's work ? ' Those whom he wished to please were sunk into the grave. The works and their praises and successes had become more and more "re- miniscences " merely.' On the other hand, ' the thought of a selection from Jier letters had not yet quitted him, nor should. Could he but execute it well, and leave it legible behind him, to be printed after twenty years.' ^ The selection and the copying was taken in hand. His ^ A letter to Miss Bromley contains a second description of the great S.G O. ' One of the cheeriest, airiest, and talkingest lean old gentlemen I over met with in my life ; tall as a steeple, lean as a bundle of flails, full of wild in- genuity, of good humour and good purpose ; a perfectly honest, human, headlong, and yet strictly aristocratic man. We smoked a great deal of to- bacco together.' 2 In his will of 1873 Carlyle says ten or seven years, and finally leaves the time of publication to me. Vide infra, p. 351. Passing Meditations. 315 passing meditations continued meanwhile to be entered in his Journal, and are increasingly interesting. Chelsea : June 8, 1868. — One was bragging to me the other day that surely, for an item of progress, there was a visibly growing contempt for titles, aristocmtic and other. ' I answered him yes, indeed ; and a visible decay of resj)ect or reverence for whatever is above one's own paltiy self, xi]) and np to the top of the universe even, up to Almighty God Himself even, if you will look well, which is a more frightful kind of * progress ' for you. Seriously the speed with which matters are going on in this supreme province of our affairs is something notable, and sadly undeniable in late years. The name — old Numen withal — has be- come as if obsolete to the most devout of us ; and it is, to the huge idly impious million of writing, preaching, and talking people as if the /act too had quite ceased to be certain. ' The Eternities,' * the Silences,' &c. I myself have tried various shifts to avoid mentioning the * Name ' to such an audience — audience which merely sneers in return — and is more con^^nced of its de- lusion than ever. * No more humbug ! ' * Let us go ahead ! * * All descended from gorillas, seemingly.* ' Sun made by collision of huge masses of planets, asteroids, &c., in the infinite of space.* Very possibly say I ! ' Then where is the place for a Creator ? * The/oo/ hath said in his heart there is no God. From the begin- ning it has been so, is now, and to the end will be so. The fool hath said it— he and nobody else ; and with dismal results in our days — as in all days ; which often makes me sad to think of, com- ing nearer myself and the end of my own life than I ever expected they would do.* Tliat of the sun, and his possibly being made in that manner, seemed to me a real triumph of science, indefinitely widening the horizon of our theological ideas withal, and awakened a good many thoughts in me when I first heard of it, and grad- ually perceived that there was actual scientific basis for it — ^I sup- pose the finest stroke that * Science,* poor creature, has or may have succeeded in making during my time — welcome to me if it be a truth — honourably welcome I But what has it to do with the * The Parliamentary Whips on both sides are, perhaps, of a different opinion as to tliis supposed contempt. * Carlyle did not deny his own rcHponsibilities in the matter. In his de- sire to extricate the kernel from the shell in which it was rotting, he had •haken existing beliefs as maoh as any man, and, tie admitted to me, ' had give a oousiderable shove to all that' 316 Carlyle's Life in London. existence of tlie Eternal Unnameable? Fools! fools ! It widens tlie horizon of my imagination, fills me with deeper and deeper wonder and devout awe. No i)rayer, I find, can be more aj^propriate still to express one's feelings, ideas, and wishes in the highest direction than that uni- versal one of Pope : — Father of all in every age In every clime adored, By saint, by savage, and by sage, Jehovah, Jove, or Lord. Thou great First Cause, least understood^ Who all my sense confined, To know but this, that Thou art good, And that myself am blind. Not a word of that requires change for me at this time if words are to be used at all. The first devout or nobly thinking soul that found himself in this unfathomable universe — I still fancy with a strange sympathy the first insight his awe-stnick meditation gave him in this matter. ' The Author of all this is not omnipotent only, but infinite in wisdom, in. rectitude, in all noble qualities. The name of him is God (the good).' How else is the matter con- struable to this hour? All that is good, generous, wise, right — whatever I deliberately and for ever love in others and myself, who or what could by any possibility have given it to me but One who first had it to give ! This is not logic. This is axiom. Logic to- and-fro beats against this, like idle wind on an adamantine rock. The antique first-thinker naturally gave a human personality and type to this supreme object, yet admitted too that in the deepest depths of his anthropomorphism, it remained 'inconceivable,' 'past finding out.' Let us cease to attempt shaping it, but at no moment forget that it veritably is — in this day as in the first of the days. It was as a, ray of everlasting light and insight this, that had shot itself zenithward from the soul of a man, first of all truly ' thinking ' men, struggling to interpret for himself the mystery of his as yet utterly dark and unfathomable world ; the heghimng of all true interpretation, a piece of insight that could never die out of the world thenceforth. Strange, high, and true to me as I con- sider it and figure it to myself in those strange newest days — first real aperture made through the utter darkness, revealing far aloft strange skies and infinitudes. * Inspired by the Almighty,' men might well think. What else is it in all times that ' giveth men un- Modem Atheiarn, 317 derstanding ' ! Tliis * aperture zenithward,* as I like to express it, has gone on slowly widening itself, with troublings and conf risings of itself sad to witness, at intervals in the process all along — very witnessable even now. But it has steadily gone on, and is essen- tially, under conditions ever widening, our /(tithy capable of being believed by oneself alone against the whole world, this day and to the end of days. Poor ' Comtism,' ghastliest of algebraic spectralities — origin of evil, &o. — these are things which, much as I have struggled with the mysteries surrounding me, never broke a moment of my rest. Mysterious ! be it so if you will. But is not the fact clear and certain ! Is it a * mystery * you have the least chance of ever get- ting to the bottom of ! Canst tJiou by searching find out God ? I am not surprised thou canst not, vain fool. These things are getting to be veiy rife again in these late years. ' Why am /, the miraculously meritorious "/," not perfectly happy then ? It would have been so easy : and see.' That I perceive is the key-note of all these vehement screechings and unmelodious, impious, scrannel pipings of poor men, verging towards apehood by the Dead Sea if they don't stop short. June 29. — The other morning a pamphlet came to me from some orthodox cultivated scholar and gentleman — strictly anonymous. Pamphlet even is not published, only printed. The many excerpts, for I read little of the rest, have struck me much. An immense development of Atheism is clearly proceeding, and at a rapid rate, and in joyful exultant humour, both hero and in France. Some book or pamphlet called 'The Pilgrim and the Shrine' was copiously quoted from. Pilgrim getting delivered out of his He- brew old clothes seemingly into a Hottentot costume of putrid tripes hugely to his satisfaction, as appeared. French medical prize essay of young gentleman, in similar costume or worse, de- claring * we come from monkeys.' Virtue, vice are a product, like vitriol, like vinegar ; this, and in general that human nature is rotten, and all our high beliefs and aspirations mud ! See it, be- lieve it, ye fools, and proceed to make yourselves happy upon it ! I had no idea there was so much of this going on ! The Logic of Death (English pami)lilct) had already sold to 50,000 copies. An- other English thing was a parody on tlie Lord's Prayer : — * Instead of praying to the Lord for daily bread, ask your fellow-workmea why wages are so low,' &c., kc. This is a very serious omen, and might give rise to endless 318 Carlyle's Life in London. meditation. If tliey do abolish * God ' from their own poor be- wildered hearts, all or most of them, there will be seen for some length of time (perhaps for several generations) such a world as few are dreaming of. But I never dread their ' abolition ' of what is the Eternal Fact of Facts, and can prophesy that mankind gener- ally will either return to that with new clearness and sacred purity of zeal, or else perish utterly in unimaginable depths of anarchic misery and baseness, i.e. sink to hell and death eternal, as our fathers said. For the rest I can rather welcome one symptom clearly traceable in the phenomenon, viz., that all people have awoke and are determined to have done with cants and idolatries, and have decided to die rather than live longer under that hate- fullest and bnitallest of sleepy Upas trees. Eiige I euge ! to begin with. And there is another thing I notice, that the chosen few wjbo do continue to believe in the ' eternal nature of duty,' and are in all times and all places the God-appointed rulers of this world, will know at once who the sla-Ge kind are ; who, if good is ever to begin, must be excluded totally from ruling, and in fact, be trusted only with some kind of collars round their necks. Cour- age ! courage always ! But how deep are we to go ? Through how many centuries, how many abject generations will it probably last? September 8. — I wish Stirling ^ would turn the whole strength of his faculty upon that sad question, ' What is the origin of morals?' Saddest of all questions to the people who have started it again, and are evidently going to all lengths with it, to the foot of the veiy gallows, I believe, if not stopt sooner. Had I a little better health, I could almost think of writing something on it myself. Stirling probably never will, nor in fact can metajyhysics ever settle it, though one would like to hear, as times go, what of clearest and truest poor Metaphysics had to say on it, for the multitude that put their trust in Metaphysics. If people are only driven upon virtuous conduct, duty, &c., by association of ideas, and there is no * Infinite Nature of Duty,' the world, I should say, had better * count its spoons ' to begin with, and look out for hurricanes and earthquakes to end with. This of morality by 'association of ideas ' seems to me the grand question of this dismal epoch for all thinking souls left. That of stump oratory — ' oh, what a glorious speech ! ' &c., and the inference to be at last and now drawn from 1 Edinburgh Stirliag, author of the ' Secret of HegeL* OraUyry. 319 this : the vnoKpitris — actio of Demosthenes ' — ter optimum — is the second question intimately conuocted with the former, and it seems to me there are no two questions so pressing upon us here and now as these two. I wish sometimes I had a little strength of body left — for the other strength is perhaps still there, as the wish, for certain, occasionally is. Wish indeed ! "Wishing is very eheap, and at bottom neither of these two questions is what I am most like tiying at present. Tliis matter of the power of * oratory ' was much in Carlyle's mind at this time ; for since ' Niagara' his chief anxiety centred there. As democracy grows intensified, the eloquent speaker who can best please the ears of the multitude on provincial platforms will more and more be the man whom they will most admire and will choose to represent them. The most eloquent will inevitably, for some time to come, be the most powerful minister in this country. It becomes of supreme importance therefore to understand what oratory is, and how far the presence of those other faculties of intellect and character which can be trusted with the administration of the Empire may be inferred from the possession of it. It was the sad con- viction of Carlyle that at no time in the world's history had famous orators deserved the name of statesmen. Facts had never borne them out. They had been always on the losing side. Victrix causa Deis placuit, sed victa Catoni. Kor had they been themselves true men, but men who had lived in the show and outsides of things, not in the heart and essence of things. The art of speech lies in bring- ing the emotions to influence the judgment — to influence it by * assuming a feeling if you have it not,' by persona- tion, by uTTo/fpKTt?, the art of the stage-player. I do not ' Demosthenes, wh«n asked what was the firending on me to push it tlirough or to leave it stick- ing. In fact, this has been to me a heavy-laden miserable time, impeded to me as none ever was by myself and others — others ever since October last. But I will speak of it no more. Thank God if this thing be got done. Addiscombe seems to have been again offered to him, as an escape this summer from London, if he cared to go thitlier. September 28, 1869. — The old story. Addiscombe and Chelsea alteraating, without any result at all but idle misery and want of sleep, risen lately to almost the intolerable pitch. Dreary boring beings in the lady's time tised to infest the place and scare me home again. Place empty^ lady gone to the Highlands, and, still bountifully pressing, we tried it lately by removing bpdily thither.' Try it for three weeks, said we, and did. Nothing but insomina there, alas ! Yesterday morning gone a week, we struck flag again and removed all home. Enteiprise to me a total failure. . . . The Uisk in a sort done, Mary finishing my notes of 1860 this very day ; I shrinking for weeks past from any revisal or interference liere as a thing evidently hurtful, evidently antisomnial even, in my present state of nerves. Essentially, however, her * Letters and Memorials ' are saved, thank God ! and I hope to settle the details calmly, too. > ' TV' ' mcanH himtielf, his brother, and his nieoe, Ifiu Mary Aiiken, who was now with him. 5^ Carlyl^s Life in London, This is the last mention of these \ Letters,' &c., in the Journal. I, as I said, had heard nothing about them ; and though I was aware that he was engaged in some way with his autobiography, I had no conjecture as to what it was. Finished in a sort the collection was, but it needed close revision, and there was an introductory narrative still to be written. Carlyle, however, could then touch it no further, nor did a time ever come wdien he felt himself equal to taking it up again. It was tied together and laid aside for the present, and no resolution was then formed as to what was to be done with it. This subject being off his mind, he was able to think more calmly of ordinary things. Ruskin was becoming more and more interesting to him. Ruskin seemed to be catching the fiery cross from his hand, as his own strength was failing. Writing this autumn to myself, he said, ' One day, bj^ express desire on both sides, I had Ruskin for some hours, really interesting and entertaining. He is full of projects, of generous prospective activities, some of which I opined to him would prove chimerical. There is, in singular environment, a ray of real Heaven in R. Passages of that last book " Queen of the Air" went into my heart like arrows.' The Journal during the same month becomes soft and melodious, as if the sense of a duty heroically performed had composed and consoled him. October^. — For a week past I am sleeping better, which is a special mercy of Heaven. I dare not yet believe that sleep is regularly coming back to me ; but only tremulously hope so now and then. If it does, I might still write something. My poor in- tellect seems all here, only crashed down under a general ava- lanche of things /om(7n to it. Men have at one time felt that they had an immortal soul, have they not ? Physical obstruction, tor- ture of nerves, &c., carried to a certain pitch is insuperable. All the rest I could take some charge of, but this fairly beats me ; and the utmost I can do — could I always achieve even that, Journal. 327 "which I can't almost ever — is to be silent, to be inert and patient under it. The sonrs sorrow that I have, too, is notable, pcrha])8 singular. At no moment can I forget my loss, nor wish to do it if I could. Singular how the death of one has smitten all the Uni- verse dead to me. Morbid ? I sometimes ask, and possibly it is. But in that sadness for my loved one — to whom now sometimes join themselves my mother, father, &c. — there is a piety and silent, patient tenderness which does hold of the divine. How dumb are all these things grown in the now beaverish and merely gluttonous life of man ! A very sordid world, my masters I Yes. But what hast thou to do with it ? Nothing. Pass on. Still save thy poor self from it if possible. . . . Am reading Versti- gan's ' Decayed Intelligence ' night after night, with wonder at the curious bits of correct etymology and real sense and insight, float- ing about among masses of mere darkness and quasi-imbecility. It is certain we have in these two centuries greatly improved in our geologies, in our notions of the early history of man. Have got rid of Moses, in fact, which surely was no very sublime achievement either. I often think, however, it is pretty much cdL that science in this age has done, or is doing. October 14. — Three nights ago, stepping out after midnight, with my final pipe, and looking up into the stars, which were clear and numerous, it stnick me with a strange new kind of feeling. Hah ! in a little while I shall have seen you also for the last time. God Almighty's own Theatre of Immensity, the Infinite made palpable and visible to me, that also will be closed, flung to in my face, and I shall never behold that either any more. And I knew so little of it, real as was my effort and desire to know. The thought of this eternal deprivation — even of this, though this is such a nothing in comparison — was sad and jminful to me. And then a second feeling rose on me, * What if Omnii>otence, which has developed in me these pieties, these reverences and infinite affections, should actually have said, Yes, poor mortals.' Such of you as liave gone so far shall be peraiitted to go farther. Hope. Despair not ! I have not had such a feeling for many years back as at that mo- ment, and so mark it here. With his thoughts thus travelling into the far Infinities, Carlyle could scarcely care long, if he could care at all, for tlie details of the progress of English political disintegra- tion. Yet he did observe with contemptuous indignation 328 Carlyle's Life in London, the development of the Irish policy bj the Pi*ime Minis- ter, and speculated on the construction of a mind which could persuade itself and others that such a policy was right. It was the fatal oratorical faculty. Journal November 11th, 1869. — If vnoKpKTis^ * hypocrisy ' ' be the first, second, and third thing in eloquence, as I think it is, then why have it at all ? Why not insist, as a first and inexorable condition, that all speech be a reality ; that every speaker be verily what he pretends or play-acts to be ? I can see no outlet from this. Grant the Demosthenic dictum, this inference, this, were there nothing else urging it, inexorably follows as the very -next. Experience, too — e.g., Oliver Cromwell's speeches. So soon as by long scan- ning you can read them clearly, nowhere in the world did I find such persuasion, such powers of compelling belief, there and then, if you did really hear with open ear and heart. Duke of Wellington ! I heard him just once for a quarter of an hour. The whole House of Lords had spoken in Meliboean strains for two or three hours ; might have spoken so for two or three centuries without the least result to me. vnoKpia-is not good enough. Wellington hawking, haing, humming — the worst speaker I had ever heard — etched and scratched me out gradually a recognisable portrait of the fact, and was the only noble lord who had spoken at all."^ These are accurate facts familiar to my thoughts for many years back, and might be pointed out far more vividly than here in the actual features they have. Can so many doctors, solemn pedants, and professors for some 2,000 years past — can Longinus, Demosthenes, Cicero, and all the imiversities, parliaments, stump oratories, and spouting places in this lower w^orld be unanimously wearing, instead of aureoles round their heads, long ears on each side of it ? Unani- mously sinning against Nature's fact, and stultifying and confiscat- ing themselves and their sublime classical labours. I privately have not the least doubt of it, but possess no means of saying so with advantage. Time, I believe, will say so in the coui'se of cer- tain centuries or decades emphatically enough. November ISth. — A second thing I will mark. ^ ujTOKpiT^s is the Greek word for ' actor.' 2 This is precisely what Plato means. Truth, however plainly spoken, con- vinces the intelligent. The orator speaks fv rots ova eiSoos among the not in- telligent, and requires sonneting else than truth. Modem Atheism. 329 The qnaniities of potential and even consciously increasing Atheism, sprouting out everywhere in these days, is enormous. In every scientific or quasi-scientific periodical one meets it. By the last American mail I had two eloquent, determined, and calmly zealous declarations of it. In fact, there is clear prophecy to me that in another fifty years it will be the new religion to the whole tribe of hard-hearted and hard-headed men in this world, who, for their time, bear practical rule in the world's affairs. Not only all Christian churches but all Christian religion are nodding towaids speedy downfall in this Europe that now is. Figure the residuum : man made chemically out of UrscUeim, or a ceiiain blubber coMedi prot(^l(mn. Man descended from the apes, or the shell-fish. Virtue, duty, or utility an association of ideas, and the corollaries from all that. France is amazingly advanced in that career. England, America, are making still more passionate speed to come up with her, to pass her, and be the vanguard of progress. What I had to note is this only : that nobody need argue with these people, or can with the least effect. Logic never will decide the matter, or will decide it — seem to decide it — their way. He who traces nothing of God in his own soul, will never find God in the world of matter — mere circlings oi force there, of iron regula- tion, of universal death and merciless indifferency. Nothing but a dead steam-engine there. It is in the soul of man, when rever- ence, love, intelligence, magnanimity have been develoi)ed there, that the Highest can disclose itself face to face in sun-splendour, independent of all cavils and jargonings. There, of a surety, and nowhere else. And is not that the real court for such a cause ? Matter itself — the outer world of matter — is either Nothing or else a product due to man's viind. To Mind, all questions, especially this question, come for ultimate decision, as in the universal highest and final Court of Appeal. I wish all this could be de- veloped, universally set forth, and put on its true basis. Alas ! I myself can do nothing with it, but perhaps others will. December Uhy 1869. — This is my seventy-fourth birthday. For seventy-four years have I now lived in this world. That is a fact awakening cause enough for reflection in the dullest man. . . . If this be my last birthday, as is often not improbable to me, may the Eternal Father grant that I be ready for it, fi-ail worm that I am. Nightly I look at a certain photograph — at a certain toTnb * — * Photograph of the interior of Haddington Church and Hrs. Garlyle's rest- ing-place th«ra. 330 Carlyle's Life in London. the last thing I do. Most times it is with a mere feeling of dull woe, of endless love, as if choked under the inexorable. In late weeks I occasionally feel able to wish with my whole softened heart — it is my only form of prayer — ' Great Father, oh, if Thou canst, have pity on her and on me, and on all such.' In this at least there is no harm. The fast-increasing flood of Atheism on me takes no hold — does not even wet the soles of my feet. I totally disbelieve it ; despise as well as abhor it ; nor dread that it ever can prevail as a doom of the sons of men. Nay, are there not perhaps temporary necessities for it, inestimable future uses in it ? Patience ! patience ! and hope ! The new diabolic school of the French is really curious to me. Beaudelaire for example. Ode of his in ' Fraser ' the other night. Was there ever anything so bright infernal ? Fleurs du Mai indeed ! January list, 1870. — It is notable how Atheism spreads among *Us in these days. 's protoplasm (unpleasant doctrine that we are all, soul and body, made of a kind of blubber, found in nettles among other organisms) appears to be delightful to many ; and is raising a great crop of atheistic speech on the shallower side of English spiritualism at present. One , an army surgeon, has continued writing to me on these subjects from all quarters of the world a set of letters, of which, after the first two or three, which indicated an insane vanity, as of a stupid cracked man, and a dull impiety as of a brute, I have never read beyond the open- ing word or two, and then the signature, as prologue to immediate fire ; everyone of which nevertheless gives me a moment of pain, of ghastly disgust, and loathing pity, if it be not anger, too, at this poor and his life. Yesterday there came a pamphlet, published at Lewes, by some moral philosopher, there called Julian, which, on looking into it, I find to be a hallelujah on the advent and discovery of atheism ; and in particular, a crowning — with cabbage or I know not what — of this very . The real joy of Julian was what surprised me — sincere joy you would have said — like the shout of a hysena on finding that the whole uni- verse was actually carrion. In about seven minutes my great Julian was torn in two and lying in the place fit for him. The ' Diabolic ' sometimes visited Carljle in actual form. One day in IS^ovember this year, an apparently well -con- ditioned gentleman waited upon him with a request for help in some local Chelsea charity. A sovereign was at Strange Ajfplicatiofts, 88t once forthcoming. Tlie man went, and ten minutes after he e- wilderment of men's minds on that subject is ; lost in vortexes of Logic, bottomless and boundless, for ever incapable of settling or even elucidating such a question. He that still doubts whether his sense of right and wrong is a revelation from the Most High, I would recommend him to keep silence, rather to do silently, with more and more of pious earnestness, what said sense dictates to him as right. Day by day in this manner will he do better, and also see more clearly where the sanction of his doing is, and whence derived. By pious heroic climbing of your own, not by arguing with your poor neighbours, wandering to right and left, do you at length reach the sanctuaiy — the victorious summit — and see with your own eyes. The prize of heroic labour, suffering, and performance this, and not a feat of dialectics or of tongue ar- gument with yourself or with another, I more and more perceive it to be. To cease that miserable problem of the accounting for the * moral sense ' is becoming highly desirable in our epoch. Can you account for the * sense of hunger,' for example ? Don't ; it is too idle ; if you even could ; which you never can or will, except by merely telling me in new words that it is hunger ; and if, in accounting for * hunger,' you more and more gave up eating, what would become of your philosophy and you ? Cease, cease, my poor empty-minded, loud-headed, much-bewildered friends. ' Re- ligion,' this, too, God be thanked, I perceive to be again possible, to be again here, for whoever will piously struggle upwards, and sacredly, sorrowfully refuse to speak lies, which indeed will mostly mean refuse to speak at all on that topic. No words for it in our l)ftse time. In no time or epoch can the Highest be spoken of in words — not in many words, I think, ever. But it can even now be silently beheld, and even adored by whoever has eyes and adora- tion, i.e. reverence in him. Nor, if he must be for the present lonely and ' ... in such act, will that always be the case ? > This passage, written in pencil, has been so corrected and altered as to bt in parts illegiblsi 336 Carlyle^s Life in London. No, probably no, I begin to perceive ; not always, nor altogether. But in the meanwhile Silence. Why am I writing this even here ? The beginning of all is to have done with Falsity ; to eschew Fal- sity as Death Eternal. - December 28. — I wish I had strength to elucidate and write down intelligibly to my fellow- creatures what my outline of belief about God essentially is. It might be useful to a poor protoplasm gen- eration, all seemingly determined on those poor terms to try Atheism for a while. They will have to return from that, I can tell them, or go down altogether into the abyss. I find lying deep in me withal some confused but ineradicable flicker of belief that there is a 'particular providence.' Sincerely I do, as it were, believe this, to my own surprise, and could perhaps reconcile ii with a higher logic than the common draught-hoard kind. There may further be a chess-board logic, says Novalis. That is his dis- tinction. CHAPTER XXXn. A.D. 1870. ^T. 75. Anne Boleyn — ' Ginx's Baby ' — The Franco-Gterman war — Eng- lish sympathy with France — Letter to the ' Times ' — Effect of it — Inability to write — ' Letters and Memorials of Mrs. Carlyle ' — Disposition made of them. I BEGIN this chapter with an opinion of Carlyle on an in- tricate liintorical problem. In studying the history of Henry VIII.. I had been uncertain what to think about tlie trial and execution of Anne Boleyn. The story of her offences was on the face of it monstrous, and the King's marriage, following instantly on her execution, was at least strange and suspicious. On the other hand, it was hard to believe that Commissions of Enquiry, Judges, ju- ries, the Privy Council, and finally, Parliament, which was specially summoned on the occasion, could have been the accomplices of a wanton crime ; and the King in ordinary prudence would have avoided insulting the common sense and conscience of the realm, if he knew that she had been falsely accused, and would have at least waited a decent pe- riod before taking a new wife. I did not know till I had finished my book, that the despatches of Eustace Chapuys, the Imperial Ambassador resident at the time in London, had been preserved at Vienna. I went thither to examine them in the spring of 1870, and I published extracts from them afterwards in * Eraser's Magazine.' Chapuys's ao- 338 Carlyle^s Life in London. count, tliougli it leaves the question of Anne's guilt still uncertain, yet reveals a mass of intrigue, political and per- sonal, in Henry's court, which made it seem possible, for the first time to me, that the poor Queen might have been innocent, yet that the King and Parliament might have honestly believed her guilty. During violent revolutions, men can believe anything that falls in with their prevailing passions. I talked the subject over with Carlyle after my return. In • the summer he went to Scotland, where the magazine, with the letters in it, reached him ; and he wrote thus to me : — The Hill, Dumfries : August 14, 1870. As to Anne Boleyn, I find still a considerable want of perfect clearness, and, without that, the nearest approach I made to clearness about her was in the dialogne we had one day before Chapuys came out. Chapuys rather sent nie to sea again, and dimmed the matter. I did not quite gather from him what I did from you — the frantic, fanatical, rabid, and preternatural state of ' public opinion.' This I had found to be quite the illu- minative lamp of the transaction, both as to her conduct and to every one's . . . and such in fact it still continues, on the faith of what you said, and inclines me to believe, on all the proba- bilities I have, that those adulterous abominations, even the caitiff lute-player's part,^ are most likely altogether lies upon the poor lady. This was Carlyle's judgment, formed on such data as I could give him on this difficult matter. I added what more I had to say upon it in an appendix to the next edition of my work. Carlyle enjoyed Scotland this year. He described his life to me as ' encircled in cotton, such the unwearied kind- ness and loving patience of his sister's household with him.' To Miss Bromley he wrote : ' The incomparable fresh- ness, the air on the hillside, and the luxurious beauty of ^ Mark Smetou, who confessed to the adultery. ' Gina's Baby: 889 these old hills and dales all round, so silent, yet so full of foices, strange and sacred, mournfully audible to one's poor old heart, are evidently doing me day by day some little good ; though I have sad fighting with the quasi-in- fernal ingredient — the railway whistle, namely — and have my difficulties and dodgings to obtain enough of sleep.' Miss Bromley had sent him a book which pleased him. To Miss Bromley. The Hill : July 11. ' Ginx's Baby' is capital in its way, and has given great satis- faction here. The writing man is rather of penny-a-liner habits and kind, but he slashes along swift and fearless, sketching at arm's length, as with a burnt stick on a cottage wall, and sketches and paints for us some real likeness of the sickening juid indeed horrible anarchy and godless neghgence and stupor that pervades British society, especially the lowest, largest, and most neglected class ; no legislator, people's William or official person, ever casting an eye in that direction, but pi'eferring to beat the wind instead. Grod mend it ! I perceive it will have to try mending itself in altogether terrible and unexpected ways before long, if everybody takes the course of the people's Will- iam upon it. This poor penny-a-liner is evidently sincei-e in his denunciation and delineation, and, one hopes, may awaken hei*e and there some torpid soul, dilettante M.P. or the like, to serious I'eflection on what is the one thing needful at this day, in Parliament and out of it, if he were wise to discern. Alas ! it is above thirty years since I started the Condition of England question as well worthy of considering, but was met with nothing but angry howls and Eadical Ha, ha's 1 And hei-e the said question stiQ is, untouched and ten times more unman- ageable than then. Well, well I I return you Ginx, and shut up my lamentations. To me he wrote something in the same strain, a prapos of some paper of mine on the colonies : — People's WUliam and all the parties to so unspeakable a plan of ' management ' and state of things, to me are unendurable 340 Carlyle^s Life in London. to think of, . Torpid, gluttonous, sooty, swollen, and squalid England is grown a phenomenon which fills me with disgust and apprehension, almost desperate, so far as it is concerned. What a hase, pot-bellied blockhead this our heroic nation has become ; sunk in its own dirty fat and offal, and of a stupidity defying the very gods. Do not grow desperate of it , you who have still a hoping heart, and a right hand that does not shake. The finer forces of nature were not sleeping everywhere, and Europe witnessed 'this summer, in the French and German war, an exhibition of Divine judgment wliich was after Carlyle's own heart. So suddenly too it came ; the whole sky growing black witH storm, and the air ablaze with lightning, ' in an hour when no man looked for it.' France he had long known was travelling on a bad road, as bad as England's, or worse. The Hterature there was ' a new kind of Phallus-worship, with Sue, Balzac, and Co. for prophets, and Madame Sand for a virgin.' The Church getting on its feet again, with its Pope's infallibility, &c., was the re-establishment of exploded lies. As the people were, such was their government. The ' Copper Captain,' in his eyes, was the abomination of desolation, a mean and perjured adventurer. He had known him personally in his old London days, and had measured his nature. Prince Napoleon had once spent an evening in Cheyne Pow. Carlyle had spoken his mind freely, as he always did, and the Prince had gone away inquiring ' if that man was mad.' Carlyle's madness was clearer-sighted than Imperial cun- ning. He regarded the Emperor's presence on a throne which he had won by so evil means as a moral indignity, and had never doubted that in the end Providence would in some way set its mark upon him. When war was de- clared, he felt that the end was coming. He had proph- esied, in the ' Life of Frederick,' that Prussia would be- come the leading State of Germany, perhaps of Europe. The Franco-Geiincm War. 841 Half that prophecy had been fuliilled already through the war of 1866. The issue of the war with France was never for a moment doubtful to him, though neither he nor any one could foresee how complete the Gennan victory would be. He was still in Scotland when the news came of Gravelotte and Sedan, and I had this letter from him : — September 1870. — Of outward events the war does interest me, as it does the whole world. No war so wonderful did I ever read of, and the results of it I reckon to be salutary, grand, and hopeful, beyond any which have occuiTed in my time. Paris city must be a wonderful place to-day. I believe the Prussians will certainly keep for Germany what of Ellsass and Lorrame is still German, or can be expected to re-became suc^ and withal that the whole world cannot forbid them to do it, and that Heaven will not (nor I). Alone of nations, Prussia seems still to understand something of the art of governing, and of fighting enemies to said art. Grermany, from of old, has been the peaceablest, most pious, and in the end most valiant and terriblest of nations. Grermany ought to be President of Europe, and will again, it seems, be tried with that office for another five centuries or so. In September Carlyle came back to Chelsea, still eagerly watchmg the events of the war. Journal. October 3. — State of France, lying helpless, headless even, but still braggart in its ignominy under the heel of Prussia, is full of interest even to me. What will become of the mad country next ? Paris, shut up on every side, can send no news except by balloon and carrier-pigeons. The country is without any visible government. A country with its head cut off; Paris undertaking to 'stand siege; ' the voice of France a con- fused babblement fi-om the gutters, scarcely human at all, you would say, so dark, ignorant, mad do they .seem. This is her first lesson poor France is getting. It is probable she will re- Alluding to the old times when Carlyle was at thu Unlveratty and UU brothor would be looking out for bini at vucatioo Ume. 376 Carlyle^s Life in London. but it had not altered in the least his distrust of Disraeli's character ; and it was thus with indignation, but without surprise, that he found him snatch the opportunity of the Kussian-Turkish War to prepare to plaj a great part in European pohtics. It was the curse of modern English political life, as Carlyle saw it, that Prime Ministers thought first of their party, and only of the well-being of. their country as wrapped up in their party's triumph. Mr. Gladstone had sacrificed the loyal Protestants in Ireland for the Catholic vote. Disraeli was appealing to the traditions of the Crimean War, the most foolish enterprise in which England had ever been engaged, to stir the national vanity and set the world on fire, that he and his friends might win a momentary popularity. That any honour, any benefit to England or to mankind, could arise from tliis adventure, he could neither believe himself nor do Disraeli so much in- justice as to suppose that he believed it. Lord Palmers ton, a chartered libertine, had been allowed to speak of the Turks as Hhe bulwark of civilisation against barbarism.' There was no proposition too absurd for the unfortunate English people to swallow. Disraeli was following on the same lines ; while the few decently informed people, who knew the Turks, knew that they were the barbarians, decrepit, and incurable ; that their presence in Europe was a disgrace ; that they had been like a stream of oil of vitriol, blasting every land that they had occupied. And . now we were threatened with war again, a war which might kindle Europe into a blaze; in defence of this wretched nation. The levity with which Parliament, press, and platform were lending themselves to the Premier's ambition, was but an illustration of what Carlyle had always said about the practical v^lue of English institutions ; but he was disgusted that the leaders in the present insanity should be those from whom alone resistance could be hoped The RtLssia/nr- Turkish War 377 for against the incoming of democracy. It wius something worse than even their Reform Bill ten years before. He saw that it could lead to nothing but the discredit, perhaps the final ruin of tlie Conservative party, and tlie return of Mr. Gladstone, to work fresh mischief in Ireland. He fore- saw all that has happened as accurately as if he had been a mechanically inspired prophet ; and there was something of the old fire of the ' Latter-Day Pamphlets ' in the tone in which he talked of what was coming. John Carlyle had spent the spring of 1877 in Cheyne Row. He had left at the end of April, when the excitement was growing hot. His brother writes, April 28 : — Dismal rumours are afloat, that Dizzy secretly intends to break in upon the Russian-Turkish War, and supporting him- self by his Irish Home Rulers, great troop of commonplace To- ries, Jews, &c., suddenly get Parliament to support him in a new Philo-Turk war against Russia— the maddest thing human im- agination could well conceive. I am strongly urged to write something further upon it, but cannot feel that I have anything new to say. Events move fast in these days, and one nail drives out another ; but we all remember the winter campaign which brought the Russians to Constantinople and the English fleet to the Dardanelles. Opinion in England was all but prepared to allow the Government to throw itself into the fray — all but — but not entirely. If initiative could 1x3 forced upon the Russians, those who wished for a fresh struggle could have it. A scheme was said to liave been formed either to seize GtiUipoli or to take some similar step, under pretence of protecting English interests, which would have driven Russia, however reluctant she might be, into a declaration of war. The plan, whatever it may have been, was kept a secret ; but there is reason to believe that prep- arations were actually made, that commanders were chosen. 378 Carlyle^s Life in London. and instructions were almost on their way, which would Lave committed the country beyond recall. Carlyle heard of this, not as he said from idle rumour, but from some au- thentic source ; and he heard too that there was not a moment to lose. On the 6th of May he writes to his brother : — After much urgency and with a dead-lift effort, I have this day got issued through the ' Times ' a small indispensable de- liverance on the Turk and Dizzy question. Dizzy, it appears, to the horror of those who have any interest in him and his pro- ceedings, has decided to have a new war for the Turk against all mankind ; and this letter hopes to drive a nail through his mad and maddest speculations on that side. The letter to the ' Times ' was brief, not more than three or four lines ; but it was emphatic in its tone, and was pos- itive about the correctness of the information. Whether he was right, or whether some one had misled him, there is no evidence before the public to show. But the secret, if secret there was, had thus been disclosed prematurely. The let- ter commanded attention as coming from a man who was unlikely to have spoken without grounds, and any unex- pected shock, slight though it may be, will disturb a criti- cal operation. This was Carlyle's last public act in this world ; and if he contributed ever so little to preventing England from committing herself to a policy of which the mischief would have been immeasurable, counterbalanced by nothing, save a brief popularity to the Tory party, it was perhaps also the most useful act in his whole life. CHAPTER XXXIV. A.D. 1877-81. ^T. 82-85. Conversation and habits of life — Estimate of leading politician! — ^Visit from Lord Woiseley — Lord Beaconsfield and Mr. Gladstone — Dislike of Jews — The English Liturgy — An afternoon in Westminster Abbey — Progress — Democracy — Religion— The Bible— Characteristics. My tale draws to an end. In representing Carlyle's thoughts on men and things, I have confined myself as much as pos- sible to his own words in his journals and letters. To re- port correctly the language of conversations, especially when extended over a wide period, is almost an impossi- bility. The listener, in spite of himself, adds something of his own in colour, form, or substance. I knew Carlyle, however, so long and so intimately, that I heard many things from him which are not to be found under his hand ; many things more fully dilated on, which are there only hinted at, and slight incidents about himself for which I could make no place in my narrative. I have already noticed the general character of his talk with me. I add here some few memorabilia, taken either from notes hastily written down, or from my own recollection, which I believe in the main to be correct. When the shock of his grief had worn off, and he had completed his expiatory memoir, he became more com- posed,, and could discourse with his old fulness, and more 380 Carlyle^s Life in London. calmly than in earlier times. A few hours alone with him furnished then the most delightful entertainment. We walked ^nq or six miles a day in Hyde Park or Battersea, or in the environs of Kensington. As his strength de- clined, we used the help of an omnibus, and extended our excursions farther. In his last years he drove daily in a fly, out Harrow way, or to Richmond or Sydenham, or wherever it might be. Occasionally, in the warm days of early summer, he would go with me to Kew Gardens to see the flowers or hear the cuckoo and the nightingales. He was impervious to weather — never carried an umbrella, but, with a mackintosh and his broad-brimmed hat, let the rain do its worst upon him. The driving days were, the least interesting to me, for his voice grew weak, and my own hearing being imperfect, I lost much of what he said ; but we often got out to walk, and then he was as audible as ever. He was extremely sensitive, and would become uneasy and even violent — often without explaining himself — for the most unexpected reasons. It will be remembered that he had once stayed at Malvern with Dr. Grully, and on the whole had liked Grully, or had at least been grateful to him. Many years after. Dr. Gully's name had come be- fore the world again, in connection with the Balham mys- tery, and Carlyle had been shocked and distressed about it. We had been out at Sydenham. He wished to be at home at a particular hour. The time was short, and I told the coachman to go back quickly the nearest way. He became suddenly agitated, insisted that the man was going T\Tong, and at last peremptorily ordered him to take another road. I said that it would be a long round, and that we should be late, but to no purpose, and we gave him his way. By-and- by, when he grew cool, he said, ^We should have gone through Balham. I cannot bear to pass that house.' , Sensitiveneas, 881 In an omnibus his arbitrary ways were very amusing. He always craved for fresh air, took his seat by the door when he could get it, and sat obliquely in the comer to avoid being squeezed. The conductors knew him, and his appearance was so marked that the passengers generally knew him also, and treated him with high respect. A stranger on the box one day, seeing Carlyle get in, observed that the * old fellow 'ad a queer 'at.' * Queer 'at ! ' answered the driver ; ' ay, he may wear a queer 'at, but wliat would you give for the 'ed-piece that's a inside of it ? ' He went often by omnibus to the Regent Circus, walked from thence up Regent Street and Portland Place into the Park, and returned the same way. Portland Place, being airy and uncrowded, pleased him particularly. We were strolling along it during the Russo-Turkish crisis, one after- noon, when we met a Foreign Office official, who was in the Cabinet secrets. Knowing me, he turned to walk with us, and I introduced him to Carlyle, saying who he was. C. took the opportunity of delivering himself in the old eruptive style ; the Geyser throwing up whole volumes of steam and stones. It was very fine, and was the last occa- sion on which I ever heard him break out in this way. Mr. wrote to me afterwards to tell me how much inter- ested he had been, adding, however, that he was still in the dark as to whether it was his eyes or the Turk's that had been damned at such a rate. I suppose I might have an- swered, both. He spoke much on politics and on the characters of pub- lic men. From the British Parliament he was profoundly* convinced that no more good was to be looked for. A democratic Parliament, from the nature of it, would place persons at the head of affairs increasingly unfit to deal witli them. Bad would be followed by worse, and worse by worst, till the very fools would see that the system must 382 Carlyle^s L'lfe in Lmidon. end. Lord Wolseley, then Sir Garnet, went with me once to call in Cheyne Eow, Carlyle having expressed a wish to see him. He was much struck with Sir Garnet, and talked freely with him on many subjects. He described the House of Commons as ' six hundred talking asses, set to make the laws and administer the concerns of the greatest empire the world had ever seen ; ' with other uncomplimentary phrases. "When we rose to go, he said, * Well, Sir, I am glad to have made your acquaintance, and I wish you well. There is one duty which I hope may yet be laid upon you before you leave this world — ^to lock the door of yonder place, and turn them all out about their business.' Of the two Parliamentary chiefs then alternately rul- ing, I have already said that he preferred Mr. Disraeli, and continued to prefer him, even after his wild effort to make himself arbiter of Europe. Disraeli, he thought, was under no illusions about himself. To him the world was a mere stage, and he a mere actor playing a part upon it. He had no serious beliefs, and made no pretences. He un- derstood, as well as Carlyle himself, whither England was going, with its fine talk of progress ; but it would last his time ; he could make a figure in conducting its destinies, or at least amuse himself scientifically like Mephistopheles. He was not an Englishman, and had no true care for Eng- land. The Conservatives, in choosing him for their lead- er, had sealed their own fate. He had made his fame by assailing Peel, the last of the great order of English minis- ters. He was dexterous in Parliamentary manoeuvres, but looked only to winning in divisions, and securing his party their turn of power. If with his talents he had possessed the instincts of a statesman, there was anarchic Ireland to be brought to order ; there were the Colonies to be united with the Empire ; there was the huge, hungry, half -human population of our enormous towns to be drafted out over the The Political Leaders, 383 infinite territories of Canada, Australia, and New Zealand, where, with land to cultivate and pure air to breathe, they might recover sanity of soul and limb. He used to speak with real anger of the argument that such poor wretches were wanted at home in tlieir squalid alleys, that labour might continue cheap. It was an argu- ment worthy only of Carib cannibals. This was the work cut out for English Conservatives, and they were shutting their eyes to it because it was diflScult, and were rushing off, led by Dizzy, into Russian wars. Mr. Disraeli, however, had, he admitted, some good qualities. He could fjee facts, a supreme merit in Carlyle's eyes. He was good-natured. He bore no malice. If he was without any lofty virtues, he affected no virtuous airs. Mr. Gladstone, Carlyle considered to be equally incapable of high or sincere purpose, but with this difference, that he supposed himself to have what he had not. He did not look on Mr. Gladstone merely as an orator, who, knowing nothing as it ought to be known, had flung his force into words and specious sentiments ; but as the representative of the multitudinous cants of the age — religious, moral, po- litical, litei-ary ; differing in this point from other leading men, that the cant seemed actually true to him ; that he believed it all and was prepared to act on it. He, in fact, believed Mr. Gladstone to be one of those fatal figures, created by England's evil genius, to work irreparable mis- cliief, which no one but he could have executed. This, in sum, was the opinion which he expressed to me a hundred times, witli a hundred variations, and in this imperfect form I have here set it down. In a few years, the seed which Mr. Gladstone has sown in Ireland and elsewhere will have ripened to the hai'vest. ' All political follies,' Carlyle says somewhere, * issue at last in a broken head to somebody. That is the final outcome of them.' 384 Ca/rlyWs Life in London. The next generation will see whether we are to have broken heads in Ireland, or peace and prosperity. His dislike for Disraeli was perhaps aggravated by his dis- like of Jews. He had a true Teutonic aversion for that unfor- tunate race. They had no humour, for one thing, and showed no trace of it at any period of their history — a fatal defect in Carlyle's eyes, who regarded no man or people as good for anything who were without a ' genial sympathy with the under side.' They had contributed nothing, besides, to the ' wealth ' of mankind, being mere dealers in money, gold, jewels, or else old clothes, material and spiritual. He stood still one day, opposite Rothschild's great house at Hyde Park Corner, looked at it a little, and said, ' I do not mean that I want King John back again, but if you ask me which mode of treating these people to have been the nearest to the will of the Almighty about them — to build them palaces like that, or to take the pincers for them, I declare for the pincers.' Then he imagined himself King John, with the Baron on the bench before him. ' Now, sir, the State requires some of those millions you have heaped together with your financing work. " You won't 1 " very well,' and he gave a twist with his wrist — ' ISTow will you ? ' and then another twist, till the millions were yielded. I would add, how- ever, that the Jews were not the only victims whose grind- ers he believed democracy would make free with. London housebuilding was a favourite text for a sermon from him. He would point to rows of houses so slightly put together that they stood only by the support they gave to one another, intended only to last out a brief lease, with no purpose of continuance, either to themselves or their owners. ' Human life,' he said, was not possible in such houses. All real worth in man came of stability. Char- acter grew from roots hke a tree. In healthy times the family home was constructed to last for ages ; sons to fol- The Church of England. :M) low tlieir fathers, working at the Hiime husiness, with es- tablislied inetliods of thought and action. Modern honses were symbols of the universal appetite for change. They were not houses at all. They were tents of nomads. The modern artisan had no home^ and did not know what home meant. Everything was now a makeshift. Men lived for the present. They had no future to look forward to, for none could say what the future was to be. The London streets and squares were an unconscious confession of it For the same reason he respected such old institutions as were still standing among us — not excepting even the Church of England. He called it the most respectable teaching body at present in existence ; and he thought it might stand for a while yet if its friends would let it alone. * Your rusty kettle/ he said, ^will continue to boil your water for you if you don't try to mend it. Begin tinkering, and there is an end of. your kettle.' It could not last for ever, for what it had to say was not wholly true. Puritan- ism was a noble thing while it was sincere, but that was not true either. All doctrines had to go, after the truth of tliem came to be suspected. But as long as men could be found to work the Church of England who believed the Prayer-book sincerely, he had not the least wish to see the fall of it precipitated. He disliked the liberal school of clergy. Let it once be supposed that the clergy generally were teaching what they did not believe themselves, and the whole thing would become a hideous hyp)Ocrisy. He himself had for many years attended no place of wor- ship. Nowhere could he hear anything which he regarded as tnie, and to be insincere in word or act was not possible to liiiii. But liturgies and such-like had a mouniful inter- est for him, as fossils of belief which once had been genuine. A lady — Lady Ashburton, I think — induced hJTTi once, late in his life, to go with her to St. Paul's. He 386 CarlyJe's Life in Lmidon. liad never before heard the Eiighsh Cathedral Service, and far away in the nave, in the dim light, where the words Avere indistinct, or were disguised in music, he had been more impressed than he expected to be. In the prayers he recognised ' a true piety ' which had once come straight out of the heart. The distant ' Amen ' of the choristers and the roll of the great organ brought tears into his eyes. He spoke so feelingly of this, that I tempted him to try again at Westminster Abbey. I told him that Dean Stanley, for whom he had a strong regard, would preach, and this was perhaps another inducement. The experiment proved dan- gerous. We were in the Dean's seat. A minor canon was intoning close to Carlyle's ear. The chorister boys were but three yards off, and the charm of distance was ex- changed for contact which was less enchanting. The hues of worshippers in front of him, sitting while pretending to kneel, making their responses, bowing in the creed by habit, and mechanically repeating the phrases of it, when their faces showed that it was habit only, without genuine conviction ; this and the rest brought back the feeling that it was but play-acting after, all. I could see the cloud gathering in his features, and I was alarmed for what I had done before the service was half over. Worst of all, through some mistake, the Dean did not preach, and in the place of him was a popular orator, who gave us three- quarters of an hour of sugary eloquence. For a while Carlyle bore it like a hero. But by-and-by I heard the point of his stick rattle audibly on the floor. He crushed his hat angrily at each specially emphatic period, and groans followed, so loud that some of the congregation sitting near, who appeared to know him, began to look round. Mrs. D , the Dean's cousin, who was in the seat with us, exchanged frightened glances with me. ] was the most uneasy of all, for I could see into his mind ; Wearifie^is of Life, 387 aDd at the t(x> florid peronitiou I feared that he would rwe and insist on going out, or even, like Oliver, exclaim, ' Leave your fooling, sir, and come down I ' Happily the end arrived before a crisis, and we escaped a catastrophe which would have set London ringing. The loss of the use of his right hand was more than a common misfortune. It was the loss of everytliing. The powers of writing, even with pencil, went finally seven years before his death. His mind was vigorous and restless as ever. Keading without an object was weariness. Idle- ness was misery ; and I never knew him so depressed as when the fatal certainty was brought home to him. To this, as to other immediate things, time partly reconciled him ; but at first he found life intolerable under such conditions. Every day he told' me he was weary of it, and spoke wistfully of the old Roman method. * A man must stick to his post,' he said, * and do his best there as long as he can work. When his tools are taken from him, it is a sign that he may retire.' When a dear friend who, like himself, had lost his wife and was heart-broken, took leave in Roman fashion, he was emphatic in his approval. In- creasing weakness only partially tamed him into patience, or reconciled him to an existence which, even at its best, he had more despised than valued. To Carlyle, as to Hamlet, the modem world was but * a pestilent congregation of vapours.' Often and often I have lieai-d him repeat Macbeth's words : — To-morrow, and to-morrow, and to-morrow. Creeps on this petty pace from day to day To the last syllable of recorded time : And all our yesterdays have lighted fools The way to dusky death. Out, out, brief candle I Life's but a walking shadow ; a poor player That struts and frets his hour upon the stage. 388 Carlyle^s L{fe in London. And then is heard no more. It fe a tale Told by an idiot, full of sound and fury, Signifying nothing. He was especially irritated when he heard the ordinary cant about progress, unexampled prosperity, &c. Progress whither ? he would ask, and prosperity in what ? People talked as if each step which they took was in the nature of things a step upward ; as if each generation was neces- sarily wiser and better than the one before ; as if there was no such thing as progressing down to hell ; as if human his- tory was anything else but a history of birth and death, advance and decline, of rise and fall, in all that men have ever made or done. The only progress to which Carlyle "would allow the name was moral progress ; the only pros- perity the growth of better and nobler men and women : and as humanity could only expand into high dimensionb in an organic society when the wise ruled and the ignorant obeyed, the progress which consisted in destroying au- thority, and leaving everyone to follow his own will and pleasure, was progress down to the devil and his angels. That, in his opinion, was the evident goal of the course in which we were all hurrying on in such high spirits. Of the theory of equality of voting, the good and the bad on the same level, Judas Iscariot and Paul of Tarsus count- ing equal at the polling booth, the annals of human in- fatuation, he used to say, did not contain the equal. Sometimes he thought that we were given over and lost without remedy; that we should rot away through in- glorious centuries, sinking ever deeper into anarchy, pro- tected by our strip of sea from a violent end till the earth was weary of us. At other times the inherent manliness of the English race, inherited from nobler ages, and not yet rinsed out of them, gave him hopes that we might yet be delivered. Tha StUe. 3» I reminded him of the comment of Dion ObmIiis on the change in Rome from a commonwealth to an empire. In a democracy, Cassius says, a country cannot be well admin- istered, even by accident, for it is ruled by the majority, and the majority are always fools. An emperor is but a single man, and may, if the gods please, be a wise one. But tliis did not please Carlyle either. The emj^erors that Rome got, and that we should be likely to get, were of the Copper Captain type, and worse than democracy itself. The hope, if there was hope, lay in a change of heart in the English people, and the reawakening of the nobler ele- ment in them ; and this meant a recovered sense of ' religion.' They would rise out of their delusions when they recognised once more the sacred meaning of dvty. Yet whcU rdigicm f He did not think it possible that educated honest men could even profess much longer to believe in historical Christian- ity. He had been reading the Bible. Half of it seemed to be inspired truth, half of it human illusion. *The prophet says, " Thus saith the Lord." Yes, sir, but how if it be not the Lord, but only you who take your own fancies for the word of the Lord.' I spoke to him of what he had done himself. Then as always he thought little of it, but he said, * They must come to something like that if any more good is to grow out of them.' Scientific accountings for the moral sense were all moonshine. Right and wrong in all things, great and small, had been ruled eternally by the Power which made us. A friend was arguing on the people's right to decide this or that, and, when Carlyle dis- sented, asked who was to be the judge. Carlyle tiercely answered, ' Hell fire will be the judge. Grod Almighty will be the judge, now and always.' The history of mankind is the history of creeds growing one out of the other. I said it was possible that if Protest- ant Christianity ceased to be credible, some fresh snpersti- 390 Carlyle^s Life in London. tion miglit take its place, or even that Popery might come back for a time, developed into new conditions. If the Olympian gods could survive Aristophanes 800 years ; if a Julian could still hope to maintain Paganism as the religion of the empire, I did not see why the Pope might not sur- vive Luther for at least as long. Carlyle would not hear of this ; but he did admit that the Mass was the most genuine relic of religious belief now left to us. He was not always consistent in what he said of Christianity. He would often speak of it with Goethe ' as a height from which, when once achieved, mankind could never descend.' He did not himself beheve in the Resurrection as a historical fact, yet he was angry and scornful at Strauss's language about it. ' Did not our hearts burn within us ? ' he quoted, insisting on the honest conviction of the apostles. The associations of the old creed which he had learnt from his mother and in the Ecclefechan kirk hung about him to the last. I was walking with him one Sunday after- noon in Battersea Park. In the open circle among the trees was a blind man and his daughter, she singing hymns, he accompanying her on some instrument. We stood listen- ing. She sang Faber's ' Pilgrims of the Mght.' The words were trivial, but the air, though simple, had something weird and unearthly about it. ' Take me away ! ' he said after a few minutes, ' I shall cry if I stay longer.' He was not what is commonly called an amiable man. Amiability runs readily into insincerity. He spoke his mind freely, careless to whom he gave offence : but as no man ever delighted more to hear of any brave or good action, so there was none more tender-hearted or compas- sionate of suffering. Stern and disdainful to wrongdoers, especially if they happened to be in high places, he was ever pitiful to the children of misfortune. Whether they wxre saints or sinners made no difference. If they were Characteristics. 891 miserable his heart was open to them. He was like Goethe's elves : — Wenn er heilig, wenn er bOee, Jammert sie der UnglQcksinann. His memory was extremely tenacious, as is always the case with men of genius. He would relate anecdotes for hours together of Scotch peasant life, of old Edinburgh students, old Ecclefechan villages, wandering from one thing to another, but always dwelling on the simple and pious side of things, never on the scandalous or wicked. Burns's songs were constantly on his lips. He knew them so well that they seemed part of his soul. Kever can I forget the tone in which he would repeat to me, revealing unconsciously where his own thoughts were wandering, the beautiful lines: — J. t^ «. ^ , Had we never loved sae kindly. Had we never loved sae blindly, Never met and never parted, We had ne'er been broken-hearted. Not once but many times the words would burst from him, rather as the overflow from his own heart than as addressed to me. In his last years he grew weak, glad to rest upon a seat when he could find one, glad of an arm to lean on when on his feet. He knew that his end must be near, and it was Rcldom long out of his mind. But he was not conscious of a failure of intellectual power, nor do I think that to the last there was any essential failure. He forgot names and places, as old men always do, but he recollected everything that was worth remembering. He caught the point of every new problem with the old rapidity. He was eager as < ver for new information. In his intellect nothing pointed t. » an end ; and the ex}>erience that tlie mind did not neces- parily decay with the body confirmed his conviction that it 392 Carlyle^s Life in London. was not a function of the body, that it had another origin and might have another destination. When he spoke of the future and its uncertainties he fell back invariably on the last words of his favourite hymn : — Wir heissen euch hoffen. (We bid you to hope.) Meanwhile his business with the world was over, his con- nection with it was closing in, and he had only to bid it Farewell. Fear no more the heat of the sun, Nor the stormy winter rages ; Now the long day's task is done, Home art gone and ta'en thy wages. Golden lads and lasses must. Like chimney-sweepers, come to dust. Often these words were on his lips. Home^ too, he felt that he was going ; home to those ' dear ' ones who had gone before him. His wages he has not taken with him. His wages will be the love and honour of the whole Eng- lish race who read his books and know his history. If his writings are forgotten, he has left in his life a model of simplicity and uprightness which few will ever equal and none will excel. For he had not been sustained in his way through this world by an inherited creed which could give him hope and confidence. The inherited creed had crum- bled down, and he had to form a belief for himself by lonely meditation. ^N^ature had not bestow^ed on him the robust mental constitution which passes by the petty trials of life without heeding them, or the stubborn stoicism which endures in silence, l^ature had made him weak, passionate, complaining, dyspeptic in body and sensitive in spirit, lonely, irritable, and morbid. He became what he was by his moral rectitude of principle, by a conscientious resolution to do right, which never failed him in serious Moral Structure, 808 things from his earliest years, and, though it could not change his temperament, was the inflexible guide of his con- duct. Neither self-indulgence, nor ambition, nor any meaner motive, ever led liim astray from the straight road of duty, and he left the world at last, having never spoken, never written a sentence which he did not believe with his whole heart, never stained his conscience by a single deHb- erate act which he could regret to remember. CHAPTEK XXXY. A.D. 1877-81. MT. 82-85. Statues — ^Portraits — Millais's picture — Study of the Bible — Ill- ness and death of John Carlyle — Preparation of Memoirs — Last words about it — Longing for death — The end — Offer of a tomb in Westminster Abbey — Why declined — Ecclef echau churchyard — Conclusion. A BRIEF chapter closes my long story. All things and all men come to their end. This biography ends. The bi- ographer himself will soon end, and will go where he will have to answer for the manner in which he has discharged his trust, happy so far that he has been allowed to live to complete an arduous and anxious undertaking. In the summer of 187Y Carlyle, at my urgent entreaty, sat for his picture to Mr. Millais. Mr. Boehm had made a seated statue of him, as satisfactory a likeness in face and figure as could be rendered in sculpture ; and the warm regard which had grown up between the artist and himself had enabled Mr. Boehm to catch with more than common suc- cess the shifting changes of his expression. But there was still something wanting. A portrait of Carlyle completely satisfactory did not yet exist, and if executed at aU could be executed only by the most accomplished painter of his age. Millais, I believe, had never attempted a more difficult sub- ject. In the second sitting I observed what seemed a miracle. The passionate vehement face of middle life had long dis- MiUMs P(yiHrait. 396 appeared. Something of the Annandale peasant had Stolen back over the proud air of conscious intellectual power. The scorn, the fierceness was gone, and tenderness and mild sor- row had passed into its place. And yet under Millais's hands the old Carlyle stood again upon the canvas as I had not seen him for thirty years. The inner secret of the features had been evidently caught. There was a likeness which no sculptor, no photographer, had yet equalled or apjjroached. Afterwards, I knew not how, it seemed to fade away. Mil- lais grew dissatisfied with his work, and, I beUeve, never completed it. Carlyle's own verdict was modestly uncer- tain. The picture, he said, does not please many, nor in fact myself altogether; but it is surely strikingly like in every featiire, and the fundamental condition was that Millais should paint what he was able to see. His correspondence with his brother John, never inter- mitted while they both lived, was concerned chiefly with the books with which he was occupying himself. He read Shakespeare again. He read Goethe again, and then went completely through the * Decline and Fall.' I have finished Gibbon, he wrote, with a great deduction from the high esteem I have had of him ever since the old Kirkcaldy days, when I first read the twelve volumes of poor Irving's copy in twelve consecutive days. A man of endless reading and re- search, but of a most disagreeable style, and a great want of the highest faculties (which indeed are very rare) of what we could call a classical historian, compared with Herodotus, for instance, and his perfect clearness and simplicity in every part. In speaking of Gibbon's work to me he made one re- mark which is worth recording. In earlier years he had spoken contemptuously of the Athanasian controversy, of the OhriBtian world torn in pieces over a diphthong, and 396 Carlyle^s Life in London. he would ring the changes in broad Annandale on the Homoousion and the Hom(?^ousion. He told me now that he perceived Christianity itself to have been at stake. If the Arians had won, it would have dwindled away into a legend. He continued to read the Bible, Hhe significance of wliich,' he found, ' deep and wonderful almost as much as it ever used to be.' Bold and honest to the last, he would not pretend to believe what his intellect rejected, and even in Job, his old favourite, he found more wonder than satis- faction. But the Bible itself, the Bible and Shakespeare, remained ^ the best books ' to him that were ever written. He was growing weaker and weaker, however, and the exertion of thought exhausted him. I do not feel to ail anything, he said of himself, INbvember 2, 1878, except unspeakable and, I think, increasing" weakness, as of a young child — the arrival, in fact, of second childhood, such as is to be expected when the date of departure is nigh. I am grateful to Heaven for one thing, that the state of my mind continues unaltered and perfectly clear ; surely a blessing be- yond expression compared with what the contrary would be. Let us pray to be grateful to the great Giver of Good, and for patience under whatever His will may be. And again, IS'ovember Y :— The fact is, so far as I can read it, my strength is faded nearly quite away, and it begins to be more and more evident to me that I shall not long have to struggle under this burden of life, but soon go to the refuge that is appointed for us all. For a long time back I have been accustomed to look at the Ernster Freund as the most merciful and indispensable refuge appointed by the Great Creator for His wearied children whose work is done. Alas, alas ! the final mercy of God, it in late years always appears to me is, that He delivers us from life which has be- come a task too hard for us. As long as John Carlyle survive, he had still the a^soci lUneas of John Cwrhjle. Wt- ate of his early years, on whose affection he conld rely, and John, as the younger of the two, might be expected to out- live him. But this last consolation he was to see pass from him. John Carlyle, too, was sinking under the weight of years. Illness bore heavily on him, and his periodic visits to Chelsea had ceased to be manageable. His home was at Dumfries, and the accounts of him which reached Cheyne Row all through that winter were less and less hopeful. It was a winter memorable for its long, stern, implacable frost, which bore hard on the aged and the failing. Though they could not meet, they could still write to each other. To John Carlyle. Chelsea : December 14, 1878. My dear Brother, — On coming down stairs from a dim and painful night I find your punctual Letter here, announcing that mattei-s are no better with yourself, probably in some respects even worse. We must be patient, dear brother, and take piously if we can what days and nights are sent us. The night before last was unusually good with me. All the rest, especially last night, were worse than usual, and little or no sleep attainable by me. In fact I seem to perceive that there is only one hope, that of being called away out of this unmanageable scene. One must not presume to form expi-ess desires about it, but for a long time back the above has been my clear conviction. About you, dear brother, I think daily with a tender sorrow for your sake, and surely have to own with you tliat there is no good news to be expected from either side. God's will be done. The froet, I perceive, will not abate yet, and the darkness gives no sign of lessening either. Your case, dear brother, I feel to be even worse than my own, and I am often painfully thinking of you. Let us summon all the virtue that is in us, if there be any virtue at all, and quit us like men and not like fools. Mary sends her kindest love. To me she is unwearied in her atten- tion ; rose last night, for example, as she ever does at my sum- mons; but \\-as not able last night, for the first time, to do me 398 Carlyle^s Life in London. any real good. I send my love to sister Jean, and am always eager for news of her. Blessings on you all. I am ever, dear brother, affectionately yours, T. Carlyle. A little more and John was gone. As his condition grew hopeless, Carljle was afraid every day that the end had come, and that the news had been kept back from him. ' Is my brother John dead ? ' he asked me one day as I joined him in his carriage. He was not actually dead then, but he suffered only for a few more days. John Carlyle would have been remembered as a distinguished man if he had not been overshadowed by his greater brother. After his early struggles he worked in his profession for many careful years, and saved a considerable fortune. Then, in somewhat desultory fashion he took to literature. He wanted brilliancy, and still more he wanted energy, but he had the virtue of his family — veracity. "What- ever he undertook he did faithfully, with all his abil- ity, and his translation of Dante is the best that exists. He needed the spur, however, before he would exert himself, and I believe he attempted nothing serious afterwards. In disposition he was frank, kind-hearted, generous; entirely free from all selfishness or amtition; simple as his brother in his personal habits; and ready always with money, time, or professional assistance, wher- ever Jiis help was needed. When Carlyle bequeathed Craigenputtock to the University of Edinburgh, John too settled a handsome sum for medical bursaries there, to encourage poor students. These two brothers, born in a peasant's home in Annandale, owing Kttle themselves to an Alma Mater which had missed discovering their merits, were doing for Scotland's chief University what Scotland's peers and merchants, with their palaces and deer forests AtUobiographical Fragments. 899 and social splendour, had, for some cause, too imperfectly supplied. James Carlyle and three sisters still remained, and Carlyle was tenderly attached to them. But John had been his early friend, the brother of his heart, and his death was a sore blow. He bore his loss manfully, sub- mitting to the inevitable as to the will of his Father and Master. He was very feeble, but the months went by without producing much visible change, save that latterly in his drives he had to take a supply of liquid food with him. He was still fairly cheerful, and tried, though with diminished eagerness, to take an interest in pubhc afEairs. He even thought for a moment of taking a personal part in the preparation of his Memoirs. Among his papers I had found the Reminiscences of his father, of Irving, of Jeffrey, of Southey and Wordsworth. I had to ask myself whether these characteristic, and as I thought, and continue to think, extremely beautiful autobiographical fragments, should be broken up and absorbed in his biography, or whether they ought not to be published as they stood, in a separate volume. I consulted him about it. He hatl al- most forgotten what he had written ; but as soon as he had recalled it to his recollection he approved of the separate publication, and added that they had better be brought out immediately on his death. The world would then be talk- ing about him, and would have something authentic to go upon. It was suggested that he might revise the sheets personally, and that the book might appear in his lifetime as edited by himself. He turned the proposal over in hifl mind, and considered that perhaps he might try. On re- flection, however, he found the effort would be too much for him. He gave it up, and left everything as before to me, to do what I thought proper. At this time there had been no mention and no pnrposer 400 Carlyle^s Life in London. of including in the intended volume the Memoir of Mrs. Carlyle. This was part of his separate bequest to me, and I was then engaged, as I have already said, in incorporat- ing both memoir and letters in the history of his early life. I think a year must have elapsed after this before the sub- ject was mentioned between us again. At length, however, one day about three months before his death, he asked me very solemnly, and in a tone of the saddest anxiety, what I proposed to do about ' the Letters and Memorials.' I was sorry — for a fresh evidence at so late a date of his wish that the Letters should be published as he had left them would take away my discretion, and I could no longer treat them as I had begun to do. But he was so sorrowful and earnest — though still giving no positive order — that I could make no objection. I promised him that the Letters should appear with such reservations as might be indispensable. The Letters implied the Memoir, for it had been agreed upon from the first between us, that, if Mrs. Carlyle's Letters were published, his Memoir of her must be pub- lished also. I decided, therefore, that the Memoir should be added to the volume of Eeminiscences ; the Letters to follow at an early date. I briefly told him this. He was entirely satisfied, and never spoke about it again. I have said enough already of Carlyle's reason for pre- paring these papers, of his bequest of them to me, and of the embarrassment into which I was thrown by it. The arguments on either side were weighty, and ten years of consideration had not made it more easy to choose between them. My final conclusion may have been right or wrong, but the influence which turned the balance was Carlyle's persevering wish, and my own conviction that it was a wish supremely honourable to him. This was in the autumn of 1880, a little before his 85th l)irthday. He was growing so visibly infirm, that neither The Approaching Change, 401 he himself nor any of ub expected him to survive the winter. He was scarcely able even to wish it He was attended by a Scotch physician who liad lately settled in London. He disliked doctors generally, and through life had allowed none of them near him except his brother ; but he submitted now to occasional visits, though he knew that he was past help and that old age was a disease for which there was no earthly remedy. I was sitting with him one day when this gentleman entered and made the usual inquiries. Carlyle growled some sort of answer, and then said : — I think very well of you, sir. I expect that you will have good success here in London, and will well deserve it. For me you can do nothing. The only thing you could do, you must not do — that is, help me to make an end of this. We must just go on as we are. He was entirely occupied with his approaching change, and with the world and its concerns we could see that he had done for ever. In January he was visibly sinking. His political anticipations had been exactly fulfilled. Mr. Gladstone had come back to power. Fresh jars of paraffin had been poured on the fire in Ireland, and anarchy and murder were the order of the day. I mentioned sometliing of it to him one day. He listened indifferently. ' These things do not interest you ? ' I said. ' JS'ot the least,' he answered, and turned languidly away. * He became worse a day or two after that. I went down to see him. His bed had been moved into the drawing-room, which still bore the stamp of his wife's hand upon it. Her workbox and other ladies' trifles lay about in their old places. He had forbid- den them to be removed, and they stood within reach of his dying hand. He wfis wandering when I came to his side. He reeoj;- 402 Carlyle's Life in London. nised me. * I am very ill,' lie said. ^ Is it not strange that those people should have chosen the very olde^ man in all Britain to make suffer in this way % ' I answered, ' "VYe do not exactly know why those people act as they do. They may have reasons that we cannot guess at.' ' Yes,' he said, with a flash of the old intellect, ' it would be rash to say that they have no reasons.' When I saw him next his speech was gone. His eyes were as if they did not see, or were fixed on something far away. I cannot say whether he heard me when I spoke to him, but I said, ^ Ours has been a long friendship ; I will try to do what you wish.' This was on the 4th of February, 1881. The morning following he died. He had been gone an hour when I reached the house. He lay calm and still, an expression of exquisite tenderness subduing his rugged features into fem- inine beauty. I have seen something like it in Catholic pic- tures of dead saints, but never, before or since, on any hu- man countenance. So closed a long Hfe of eighty-five years — a life in which extraordinary talents had been devoted, with an equally ex- traordinary purity of purpose, to his Maker's service, so far as he could see and understand that Maker's will — a life of single-minded effort to do right and only that ; of constant truthfulness in word and deed. Of Carlyle, if of anyone, it may be said that ' he was a man indeed in whom was no guile.' No insincerity ever passed his Kps ; no dishonest or impure thought ever stole into his heart. In all those long years the most malicious scrutiny will search in vain for a single serious blemish. If he had frailties and impatiences, if he made mistakes and suffered for them, happy those whose conscience has nothing worse to charge them with. Happy those who, if their infirmities have caused pain to others who were dear to them, have, like Carlyle, made the Offered Sepulture in the Alley, 403 fault into a virtue by the simplicity and completenesB of their repentance. He had told me when Mrs. Carlyle died, that he hoped to be buried beside her at Haddington. It was ordered otherwise, either by himself on reconsideration, or for some other cause. He had foreseen that an attempt might be made to give him a more distinguished resting-place in Westminster Abbey. For many reasons he had decided that it was not to be. He objected to parts of the English burial service, and, veracious in everything, did not chooeo that words should be read over him which he regarded aA untrue. ' The grain of com,' he said, * does not die ; or if it dies, does not rise again.' Something, too, there was of the same proud feeling which had led him to decline a title. Funerals in the Abbey were not confined to the deserving. When was buried there he observed to me, * There will be a general gaol delivery in that place one of these days.' His own direction was that he was to lie with his father and mother at the spot where in his life he had made so often a pious pilgrimage, the old kirkyard at Ecclefe- chan. Dean Stanley wrote to me, after he was gone, to offer the Abbey, in the warmest and most admiring terms. He had applied to me as one of the executors, and I had to tell him that it had been otherwise arranged. He asked that the body might rest there for a night on the way to Scot- land. This also we were obliged to decline. Deeply affect- ed as he was, he preached on the Sunday following on Car- lyle's work and character, introducing into his sermon a beautiful passage which I had given to him out of the last journal. The organ played afterwards the Dead March in ^Saul' — grand, majestic — as England's voice of farewell to one whose work for England had closed, and yet had not 404 Carlyle^s Life in London. closed. It is still, perhaps, rather in its infancy ; for he, being dead, yet speaks to us as no other man in this cen- tury has spoken or is likely to speak. He was taken down in the night by the railway. I, Lecky, and Tyndall, alone of his London friends, were able to follow. We travelled by the mail train. We arrived at Ecclef echan on a cold dreary February morning ; such a morning as he himself describes when he laid his mother in the same grave where he was now to rest. Snow had fallen, and road and field were wrapped in a white wind- ing-sheet. The hearse, with the coffin, stood solitary in the station yard, as some waggon might stand, waiting to be unloaded. They do not study form in Scotland, and the absence of respect had nothing unusual about it. But the look of that black, snow-sprinkled object, standing there so desolate, was painful ; and, to lose sight of it in the three hours which we had to wait, we walked up to Mainhill, the small farmhouse, two miles distant, where he had spent his boyhood and his university vacations. I had seen Mainhill before, my companions had not. The house had been en- larged since my previous visit, but the old part of it, the kitchen and the two bedrooms, of which it had consisted when the Carlyles lived there, remained as they had been, with the old alcoves, in which the beds were still standing. To complete the resemblance, another family of the same station in life now occupied it — a shrewd industrious farm- er, whose wife was making cheeses in the dairy. Again there were eight children, the elde^^ sons at school in the village, the little ones running about barefoot as Carlyle had done, the girls with their brooms and dusters, and one little fellow not strong enough for farm work, but believed to have gifts, and designed, by-and-by, for college. It was the old scene ovar again, the same stage, the same play, with new players. We stayed looking alx)ut us till it was Burial at EccUfecJiati . 4U5 time to go, aiid then waded biick through the lialf-inelted snow to the station. A few strangore had arrived from Edinburgh and elsewhere, but not many ; for the family, simple in their habits, avoided display, and the day, and even the place of the funeral, had not been made public. Two or three carriages were waiting, belonging to gentle- men in the neighbourhood. Mr. James Carlyle and his sisters were there, with their children, in carriages also, and there was a carriage for us. The hearse was set in move- ment, and we followed slowly down the half-mile of road which divides the station from the village. A crowd had gathered at the churchyard, not disorderly, but seemingly with no feeling but curiosity. There were boys and ^Is bright with ribands and coloured dresses, climbing n]X)n the kirkyard walls. There was no minister-^-or at least no ceremony which implied the presence of a minister. I could not but contrast, in my own thoughts, that poor and almost ragged scene, with the trampled sleet and dirt, and 'Zfriordered if not ^^/^ordered assemblage, with the sad ranks of mourners who would have attended in thousands had Dean Stanley's offer been accepted. I half -regretted the resolution which had made the Abbey impossible. Mel- ancholy, indeed, was the impression left upon me by tliat final leave-taking of my honoured master. The kirk- yard was peopled with ghosts. All round me were headstones, with the names of the good old villagers of whom I had heard so many stories from him : the school- master from whom he had learnt his first Latin, the black- smith with whom his f atlier had argued on the resurrection of the body, his father, mother, sister, woven into the life which was now over, and wliich it was to fall to myself to describe. But the graves were soiled with half-thawed sleet, the newspaper correspondents were busy with their pencils, the people were pressing and pushing as the coffin 406 Carhjlcs Life in Ijondon. was lowered down. Xot in this way, I thought for a mo- ment, ought Scotland to have laid her best and greatest in his solemn sleeping-place. But it was for a moment only. It was as he had himself desired. They whom he had loved best had been buried so — all so — and with no other forms. The funeral prayers in Scotland are not offered at the grave, but in private houses, before or after. There was nothing really unsuitable in what habit had made nat- ural and fit. It was over, and we left him to his rest. In future years, in future centuries, strangers will come from distant lands — from America, from Australia, from New Zealand, from every isle or continent where the Eng- lish language is spoken — to see the house where Carlyle was born, to see the green turf under which his dust is lying. Scotland will have raised a monument over his grave ; but no monument is needed for one who has made an eternal memorial for himself in the hearts of all to whom truth is the dearest of possessions. ' For giving his soul to the common cause, he has won for himself a wreath which will not fade and a tomb the raiost hon- ourable, not where his dust is decaying, but where his glory lives in everlasting- remembrance. For of illustrious men all the earth is the sepulchre, and it is not the inscribed column iu their own land which is the record of their virtues, but the unwritten memory of them in the hearts and minds of all man* kind.' INDEX. ABERGWILI, visit to Bishop Thirlwall at, i. 261 Addiscorabe, visits to, ii. 151 Alma, on the battle of the, iL 147 America, good news from, i. 125 ; re- mittances from, 131, lf>5 American Civil War, Carlvle's allusion to the, ii. 2(K> Anarchy, on the uses of. ii. 249 Annandale, incidents at, i. 215; anec- dotes of, 234 ; visits to, ii. 243, 274 Anne Boleyn, Carlvle's opinion of her guilt, ii. 338 Argyll, Duke of, ii. 210 Arnold, Dr., of Rugby, on the ' French Revolution,' L 153; visited by Car- lyle,2I6 Art, Carlyle's characteristic remarks on, i. 179 Ashbiirton, Lord (father of Mr, Efar- ing), makes the acquaintance of Carlyle, i 296 ; his death, 379 Ashley, Lord (afterwards Lord Shaf- tesbury), his efforts for the protec- tion or factory children, i. 2Ni Athanasian controversy, on the, ii. 395 Atheism, modern, Carlyle's opinion of, iL 317, 329 Authors, remarks on, i. 133 Azeglio, rebuke of, iL 109 B ABB AGE, i. 171 Baring, Lady Harriet (afterwards LaJy Ashburton), her admiration for Carlyle, i. 292 ; visited by Mrs, Carlyle, 15S; her death, ii. 314 Baring, Mr. (afterwards Lord Ashbur- ton), i. i:',3. 292 ; visited by the Carlyles. 317 ; joint tour in Scot- land, 3:i5 ; Carlyle's visits to, 355, 379, ii. 209; an incident at the Grange, ii. 109 ; his second marriage, 195; his illness, 227; his death, 233 ; legacy to Carlyle, 283 Barry, the architect, ii. SIJ Bath, description of, l 254 Benthamism, i. 247 Berlm, the revolution in, i. S70; de- scription of the city, ii 100 Bemstorff, Count (Prussian Ambas- sador in London), his letter to Car* lyle. ii..*345 Blanc, Louis, visit from, L 385 Boehm's statue of Carlyle, ii. 3M Bonn, visit to, ii. 85 Bores, Carlyle's contempt for, L 295 Breslau, visit to, i". I^<9 Bright, Jacob, acuuaintance with, L a52 Bright, John, acquaintance with, L 352 Bromley, Miss Davenport, visit to, ii 277 Bruges, visit to, i 224 Budget of a Femme TncomprUe, ii. 138 Buller, Charles, i 159, 219; his high Parliamentary reputation, 383 ; bis death, 38:} ; Carlyle's elegy o.i. 383 Bullers, the. their kindness to Carlyle, 219 ; death of Mrs. Buller, 888 Bunsen, meeting with, i 134 Buxton, visit to, i. 350 CAMBRIDGE friends, Uberality of, i 130 Cant, Carlyle's detestation of, ii 14 Carleton, the novelist, i. 340 Carlyle, James (brother of T. Carlyle). represent* Carlyle at the funeral of the letter's mother-in-law, i 901 ; visits his brother in linden, 805 ; his oharaoter. ii. 12:1 Carlyle. Alick (brother of T. Carlyle), the death of, ii 375 Carlyle, Jane Welsh, her opinion of the rewritten burnt manoaoript, L 46; Carlyle's lott«s to, M, 65, 408 Index. 67, 95, 125, 126, 178, 202, 256, 257, 261, 271, 302, 311, 324, 325, 336, 371, ii 9-12, 45, 74, 96, 149, 178, 235; her illness, i. 63; visits her mother m Scotland, 63 ; her domestic trials, 68 ; returns to London in better spirits, 69 ; again seriously ill, 86 ; gives a soiree, 134; accompanies Carlyle to Scotland, 143 ; her temper, 154 ; her close friendship with Miss Geraldine Jewsbury, 177; letter to her mother on affairs in Cheyi)e Row, 198 ; her illness at Liverpool on learning the death of her mother, 199; returns to Cheyne Row, 205 ; consents to follow the Bullers to Suffolk, 219 ; her birthday present from Carlyle, 259 ; super- intends the alterations in Cheyne Row, 281 ; her indomitable spirit under illness, 291 ; visits Lady Har- riet Baring, 314 ; visits the Bar- ings in Hampshire, 316 ; her dislike of Addiscombe, 320- disagreement with Carlyle, 324 ; goes to Seaforth, 324 ; seeks advice from Mazziui, 325 ; his letters in answer, 325, 328 ; returns to Cheyne Row, 335 ; resolu- tion regarding the Barings, 336 ; friendship with Mazzini, 343 ; ac- companies Carlyle to the Grange, 348 ; and to Matlock and Buxton, 350 ; her illness at Addiscombe, 353; visits Haddington, ii. 7; writes to John Carlyle, 7 ; her description of a Scotch wedding, 8 ; visit to the Grange, 75 ; decides not to accompany Carlyle to Ger- many, 83 ; visits John Carlyle and his wife at Moffat, 111 ; nurses Carlyle's mother, 113 ; her thrifti- ness, 136 ; Budget of a Femme In- comprise^ 138 ; begins h^-r diary, 153 ; satirical letter from, 157 ; goes to Haddington, 160 ; her opinion of the opening of 'Frederick,' 165; grows weaker in health, 167; her improved condition, 175 ; domestic trials, 198 ; improved domestic arrangements, 206 ; her delicate condition, 212 ; goes to Nithsdale, 212 ; note to Mr. Froude on Bishop Colenso, 223 ; her continued weak- ness, 227 ; accident. 230 ; goes to St. Leonards, 233; flight to A'-nandale, 234 ; her partial recovery, 240 ; loses the power of her right arm, 243 ; goes to Nithsdale, 246 ; and returns to Cheyne Row, 247; her last part- ing from her husband, 256 ; her pleasure at the success of Carlyle's Edinburgh address, 261 ; her death, 265; and funeral, 268; dawn of the ' Letters and Memorials of ' 306 Carlyle, John (brother of T. Carlyle), i. 18, 29; Carlyle's letters to, 46, 61, 71, 82, 85, 101, 115, 143. 144, 152, 380, ii. 167, 203, 345, 369; visits his brother in Cheyne Row, i. 62 ; criticises his MS. , 69 ; devotes himself to the poor in Rome during the cholera, 100 ; his thoughtfulness for his brother, 143 ; his influence over him, 253 ; leaves for Scotland, 253 ; his translation of Dante's * Inferno, ' ii. 7; death of his wife, 136 7iote ; stays with his brother at Cheyne Row, 276 ; returns to Scot- land, 277 ; meets his brother on his return from Mentone, 291 ; his death, 398 ; his character. 398 ; his bequest to Edinburgh University, 398 Carlyle, Margaret (mother of T. Car- lyle). her anxiety regarding Car- lyle's faith, i. 58 ; characteristic letters to her son, 54, 163 ; Carljde's letters to, i. 81, 88, 107, 243, 2S4, 287, 2S8, 348, 374, 381, 386, ii. 92, 118; her increasing weakness, i. 311, 312; Carlyle visits her, 212, 3-2, ii. 142 ; her indignation at Lady Harriet Baring's treatment of Mrs. Carlyle, i. 353 ; divines domestic trouble in Cheyne Row, ii. 69 ; death, 121 Carlyle, Thomas, his opinion of biog- raphy, i. 1 ; beginning of life in Cheyne Row, 7 ; uncertain pros- pects, 8 ; absorbed in French Revo- lution, 10 ; his creed, 11 ; on litera- ture as a profession, 19, 70, 112 ; his reception of the news of the burnt manuscript, 23; compensation for, 25 ; resolves to rewrite the volume, 24 ; meets Wordsworth. 27 ; his poverty and confidence. 29 ; blank prospects, 31 ; his style, 34, 45 ; its justification, 35 ; refuses to recognize any body of believers, 37; thoughts of abandoning litera- ture, 40 ; finishes the rewriting of the burnt volume, 47 ; starts for Scotland, 49 ; returns to Chelsea, 52 ; refuses to be connected with parties, 56 ; Mr. Basil Montagu's offer of employment, 57 ; mode of Index, 409 life, 59 ; relaxation in garden work, 01 ; pleasure in iiig brother's com- pany, O'i ; the discipline of gi'uius, 02 ; visits John Mill, 68 ; progress of his work, 64; reception of the * Diamond Necklace ' by the critics, 09 ; pessimistic views of literary life, 70 ; completes the ' French Revolution,' 73 ; his belief in the Divine guidance of the world's affairs, 77 ; his ' word-pictures,* 78 ; his inflexible love ot truth, 79 ; reception of his work by contem- poraries, 80 ; consents to deliver lectures in London, 84 ; prospectus of the lectures, 85 ; their success, 89; visits Scotland, 93; returns to London, 98; his kindness to others, 100 ; thoughts on the cholera, 100 ; resolutions against vanity, 102 ; proposals from the publishers regarding reprints of his works, 104 ; distaste for public employment, 111 ; prepares for seconrt course of lectures, 113; opinion of popularity and its value, 114; depressing effect of lecturing upon him, 119; visits Kirkcaldy, 1*^4 ; calls on Jeffrey, 124 ; goes to Scotsbrig, 125 ; evidences in Lon- don of his growing importance, 128 ; agrees to write on Cromwell for the ' London and Westminster,' 128 ; agitates for the insiitution of a public leading library. 131 ; resulting in the formation of the London Library, 181 ; on authors and publishers, 182; first impres- sions on the records of the Com- monwealth, 132 ; makes the ac- quaintance of Monckton Milnes, 13 J ; Bunsen, 134 ; and Mr. Baring (afterwards Lord Ashburton), 184 ; remarks on Mrs. Carlyle's 8oiree,l*i5; interview with Count d'Orsay, 136 ; success of third course of lectures, 187; his dissatisfaction with them, 187; his fear of being led away by public speaking, i:^; reflections on condition of the working classes, 188 ; corresponds with Mill and Lockhart on writing an article thereon, 140 ; meets Webster, 141 ; his portrait of him, 141 ; becomes acquainted with Connop Thirlwall (afterwards Bishop of St. David's), 142 ; receives present of a mare, 142 ; visits Scotland, 143 : first ox- perienoe of railway travelling, U4 ; benefit derived from riding, 14S : continues article on * CbartiUm,* 147 : which Lockhart rcfoMHi. 14t$ ; publishes the article in book form •uccessfuUy, 149 ; iu reoepium by the critics. 149; on herocii, I.Vl; proposed disouurncs on * H«ro«« Mid Hero-worshin,' 151 ; receives con- gratulatory lettern from HtranKem, 153 ; his unrest, 154 ; his letU'is oii Heroes, 155 ; resolves to put tbem into book form, 158 ; his trestmenfc of uncongenial company, 199 ; on special juries. 102 ; remarks on the supposed Micatdav article about him in the ' Edinourgh Keview,* 164 ; receives further remittances from America, 1(*5 ; finishes ' Lect- ures on Hcroeti,' KXi ; wishes to live by the sea, 169; cu:itinues studies j on the Commonwealth, 170 ; im- j patience with London, 172 ; his j nervous irritability, 174 ; exp jri- ence of a special jury. 175- comes I to terms with Fraser al)out lectures I on ' Hero-worship,' 110; first »c- 3uaintance with Miss Geraldine ewsbury, 177 ; goes to Firston j with Milues. 178 ; visits the jismes Marshalls at Headiogly, 181 ; a new experience of life in English oonn- I try houses, 182 ; proceeds to Liver- pool and Dumfriesshire, 183 ; takes I acottiiL'e on the Solway for the som- I ni es in seclusion, 180; I rti . ridon, 189; difficulty j iu tx^Miiiiiii;; ' Cromwell,' 190; dis- belief ill the present being better than the past, 190 ; sets out to at- tend his mother-in-law's funeral, 201 ; is left sole executor, 201 ; his life at Templand, 202, 201; incident in Crawford churchyard. 211 ; visits his mother, 212 ; his pride in his family pedij^ee. 215 ; visits Dr. Ar- nold at Rugby. 216; the battle-field of Naseby, 217 ; returns to Ix>ndon, 218; goes to the House of Com- mons to hear CharJe* HiilU»r spoak. 219; hisopiiii " ' T! • '" agrees to acco: Rice to Ost«M tive power, 221 ; v. returns to Londo- appreciatioa o^ '•'- besoroas aoQu ral- vitiu py 410 Index. 234 ; St. Ives, 235 ; Huntingdon, 235 ; his slow progress with ' Crom- well,' 238 ; his prophecies regarding the future laughed at, 240 ; the birth of 'Past and Present,' 240; rapidity of its composition, 242 ; re- ception of the work, 244 ; its effect among his contemporaries, 246 ; his position and influence, 248 ; passion for truth, 250 ; earnestness, 252 ; opinion of the reviews on 'Past and Present,' 253; accepts invitations to visit South Wales, 254 ; visits the Bishop of St. David's, 362 ; description of an inn at Gloucester, 267 ; surveys the battlefield of Worcester, 267 ; ar- rives at Liverpool, 268 ; sees Father Mathew, 268 ; brief tour in North Wales with his brother, 269 ; goes to Scotsbrig, 270; reflections on a biography of Ralph Erskine, 273; visits Templand and Crawford churchyard, 275 ; Haddington, 276 ; remarks on Irish and Highland shearers, 277 ; visits Jeffrey and Erskine, 278 ; and returns to Lon- don, 279 ; effects upon him of the alterations in Cheyne Row, 280 ; conscientiousness in writing, 285 ; refuses a professorship at St. Andrews, 288 ; delight at the success of the movement for the protection of factory children 288 ; anxiety for his mother, 289 difficulties with ' Cromwell, ' 289 low estimate of his own work, 290 an evening with the Barings at Addiscombe, 292 ; his contempt for bores, 295 ; life at the Grange, 296 ; progress with 'Cromwell,' 300; its completion, 304; nature of the work, 305 ; effect upon his mind of the long study of the Common- mealth, 307 ; political conclusions, 308 ; the rights of majorities, 308 joins his wife at Seaforth, 311 goes on to Scotsbrig, 311 ; the reception of ^ Cromwell ' by the public, 316 ; dawn of ' Frederick the Great,' 315; returns to London, 315; visits the Barings in Hamp- shire in company with his wife, 31 6 ; domestic clouds, 324 ; solicited to assist the ' Young Ireland ' party, 333 ; impatience at his wife's silence, 334 ; accompanies the Barings to Scotland, 335; visits Ireland, 339; witnessea the last appearance of O'Connell. 330 ; meets Carleton, the novelist, 340 ; dines with John Mit- chel, 340 ; returns to England, 341 ; meets with Margaret Puller, 442 ; visits Lord and Lady Ashburton at the Grange, 344 ; visits the Barings, 345 ; his sympathy for Ireland, 346 ; visits from Jeffrey, 347 ; and from Dr. Chalmers, 347 ; his advice to young men on literature as a pro- fession, 349 ; visits Matlock and Buxton, 350 ; and Mr. W. E. Forster at Rawdon, 350; makes the ac- quaintance of John and Jacob Bright, 351 ; visits his mother, 352 ; returns to London, 354 ; visit to the Barings, 355 ; corresponds with Baron Rothschild on the Jew Bill, 358 ; his financial circumst inces, 358 ; projects for new books, 361 ; the 'Exodus from Houndsditch, ' 361 ; thinks of writmg a work on democracy, 366 ; meets Sir Robert Peel, 369 ; thoughts on the state of Europe, 370 ; on Chartism, 372 ; writes newspaper articles, 373 ; accompanies Emerson to Stone- henge, 376 ; visits the Barings, 379 ; his opinion of the proposed Crom- well statue, 384 ; visited by Louis Blanc, 386 ; encounters Louis Napoleon, 386 ; provides temporary refuge for Charles Gavan Duffy, 389 ; becomes acquainted with Mr. J. A. Froude, 390 ; tour through Ireland, ii. 1 ; meet Gavan Duffy, 3 ; and Petrie, the antiquarian, 3 ; declines an invitation from the Viceroy, 3 ; his description of Kil- dare, 3 ; meets Mr. W. E. Forster, 5 ; his opinion of Lord George Hill's experiment in Donegal, 5 ; address at Derry, 6 ; stays at Scotsbrig, 8 ; visits the Ashburtons at Glen Truim, 8 ; his description of a Highland shooting paradise, 11 ; returns to Scotsbrig, 12 ; his de- testation of cant, 14 ; his bitterness on the Negro question, 21 ; severs his connection with Mill, 22 ; visits Millbank Penitentiary, 25 ; a re- miniscence of old times, 31 ; his habits of declamation, 35 ; invited to dine with Sir Robert Peel, 35 ; meets Prescott, Cubitt, and Barry the architect, 36 ; meets Savage Landor, 42 ; visits Mr. Redwood, 43 ; his description of Merthvr Tydvil, 44 ; life at Scotsbrig, 46 ; Index, ,411 reaction after the Pamphletn, 47; his (liccontent, 4S ; vihitu the Mar- shalb, 50 ; returns to London, 63 ; dissatisfied with Wycherley'n Come- dies, 55 ; writes the 'Life of Ster- ling,' 58 ; his remarks on a portrait of himself, 64 ; on a peculiarity of the English language, (30 note ; on the Crystal Palace, 67, 130; ^oes to the waters at Malvcru, 68 ; vuits the Ashburtons in Paris, 70 ; meets Thiers, Mcrime'e, and Laborde, 70 • resolves to write the history oi Frederick the Great, 73 ; magnitnde of the task, 73 ; studies for ' Fred- crick,' 76; proiects going to Ger- many, 78 ; visits Linlathen, 79 ; resolves to visit Germany, K2 ; at Bonn, bn ; dei>r viption of the Rhine, 88; at Frankfv.rt, 90; Hombnrg, 91 ; Marbourc, KYi ; de- scription of Goethe's house, 95; and Schiller's, 96 ; his opinion of Hermhut, 99 ; description of Ber- lin, 100 ; end of the journey, 101 ; retrospect, 104 ; on the Duke of i Wellington's funeral, 107 ; the { beginning of 'Frederick,' 1C8; re- j bukes Azeglio, 109; an incident at j the Grange, 109 ; revival of the cock I nuisance. 115 ; extract from journal j on his miseries, 116; his last letter ' to his mother, 118; hnrries to Scotsbrig in time to see her once i more, 120; on his mother's death, I 131; his grief, 124; his opinion of i the Crimean war, 128 ; and of Louis : Napoleon, 129; the sound-proof | room, 130 ; the journal of a day, j 136 ; the economies of Cheyne Row, J 137; Fources of income, 137; his difficulties over ' Frederick,' 146 ; on the battle of the Alma, 1 47 ; and Louis Napoleon's visit to England, ; 148; visit to Suffolk, 149, 149;! goes to Addiscombe, 151 ; spends I the autumn in Scotland, 15*5 ; visits the Ashburtons, 157 ; grief at the death of Lady Ashburton, 158; his liortjc Fritz, 159 ; progress with j 'Frederick.' 160; fresh worries,' 162 ; the difficulties in costume, I 164, 178: remarks on the Indian Mutinj', i65 ; »nd on London Christ- mas, 16*5; on Scotch servants, 168; completion of first two volumes of the 'Frederick,' 170; his ' Frederick' compared with ' Walter Shandy.' , 174 ; a night in a railway train, 1 16; pays visit to Craigenpnttoek, 182 ; Moond tour in Germany, \b\- nar. rative of his Journey, IM: \isiU RQB«m. 185; Frederiek't baiU*. fields. 188 : BrMlao, 180 ; FnTm- and DreMien, 100; fvtttnu to Loo- don. 191 • bis masierlT grup of tb* battle-fields, 1V«; saocMsof* Fred- erick,' 193; effecU of literary Ufc, 196; mode of life, 109; Ukes a house in Fife, 200 ; visits Thnxso Castle, 201 ; improved '^fltntitio arrangemenU, 20(5; his JErkndahip with John Hnskin, 207; on the American Civil War, 200; visit to the Grange, 209; publication of third volume of 'Frederick.' I'l 3; per- sonal intercourse with Mr. Fronde, 215 ; his charity, 216 ; fais compaa- pion for suffering, 217; as a com- panion, 218 ;'hiB distrust of modem science, 219; his estimate of re- ligion, 220; and materialism, 221; his opinion of Dean Stanley, 223 ; and Colenso, 22:^ ; on litetatore and its value. 224 ; is compared to St Paul, 225 ; tone of his conversation, 2a»> ; breakdown of his horse Fritz, 22>S ; on Dickens's reading, 229 ; his wife's accident, 230; his blindness to ito nature, 231 ; accompanies herto Bt Leonards, 232 ; takes a honse there, 233 ; alone in Cheyne Row, IS5 ; presents his wife with a broogham, 240; completes ' Frederick.'^ 840; coes to Annandale^ 243 ; visits ibe Speddings at Keswick, 247 ; retama to Che}'ne Row. 250 ; his feelings towards Edinburf^h, 252 ; cboeen Rector of the Univcrsitr. 2Si ; his opinion of Ruskin's ' Etnios of tbe Dust,' 25:S ; departs for Edinbovfh, 255 ; his last parting from bis wUe. 256 ; insUUation as Rector. 257; hu speech, '<^7 ; its effect on ine world. 260; temporary popularity of bis works, 260; recognized bii a 'great man,' 261 ; praise from the news- Sapers. 262 ; delayed by an acci- ent, 26.'! ; his reception of the news of his wife's death, 287; re- turns to London, SOS; Mooo- Bmies tbe body of his wife to addingUm, 968; her tumnl, SOB; receives message from the Qaetn, 272; his reply, 278 ; attempUat oc- oupation, 2i6; vinits MIm iMvenport Bromlev, 277 ; and Ladjr Aahbartoo at Mentone, 288 ; rttvns to iiLf • 412 Index. land, 391 ; his charities, 295 ; on public affairs, 295 ; publishes 'Shooting Niagara,' 298; his last public utterance on English poli- tics, 300 ; resumes riding, oOO ; daily worries, 800 ; revision of his ' Collected Works,' 301 ; his weari- ness of life, 302 ; visit to Wools- thorpe, 304 ; receives a visit from his brother James, 304 ; oa the Clerkenwell explosion, 304 ; retro- spect, 305 ; dawn of ' the Letters and Memorials of Mrs. Carlyle,' 306 ; interests himself in the defence of Eyre, 310 ; his opinion of the dis- establishment of the Irish Church, 311 ; and of Tyndall's lecture on Faraday. 312 ; visits Lord North- brook, 313; meets S.G.O. ('the Rev. Lord Sydney'), 314; makes selec- tions from his wife's letters, 314 ; meditations from his journal, 315 ; his opinion of modern atheism, 317, 329 ; and ol: oratory, 318 ; another riding accident, 323 ; meets the Queen at Westminster, 323 ; loses the power of his rignt hand, 332 ; on the death of his friend Erskine, 333 ; on the uses of anarchy, 334 ; on Anne Boleyn, 337 ; on Ginx's Baby, 339 ; on the Franco-German war, 340; and ISTapoleon IIL, 340; on the victory of Germany, 341 ; on the prospects for France, 341 ; on Russia's breach of the Treaty of Paris, 342; his letter to the ' Times ' on the Franco-German question, 343 ; its effect on the English people, 345 ; on the loss of the use of his right hand. 347 ; gives his Avife's Reminiscences into the keeping of Mr. Froude 348; in- trusts Mr. Froude with the writing of his biography, 353 ; his latest writings, 356 ; on the death of Bishop Wilberforce and J. S. Mill, 4358 ; on Mill's Autobiography, 358 ; on Mr. Lecky, 360 ; on the Irish policy of Mr. Gladstone, 361 ; on Sir James Stephen, 363 ; his last entry in the journal, 362 ; receives the Order of Merit from Prussia, 363 ; on the general election of 1 874, 364 ; on Gladstone and Disraeli, 365,382; his answers to Mr. Dis- raeli's letter on a proposed recogni- tion of his intellect, and to the Countess of Derby, 368 ; tributes of respect on his eightieth birthday, 371 ; mode of life, 373 ; his opinion of Trevelyan's ' Life of Macaulay,' 373 ; a characteristic letter of advice to a young man, 374 ; on the death of his brother Alick, 375 ; on the policy of the Tory party daring the Russo-Turkish war, 376 ; his letter to the 'Times' thereon, 378 ; an amusing incident in Kew Gardens, 380 ; his opinion of the British Parliament, 381 ; meets Sir Garnet Woiseiey, 381 ; his opinion of the Jews, 384; on London housebuild- ing, 385 ; and the Church of Eng- land, 385 ; his opinion of the ser- vices at St. Paul's and Westminster, 386 ; his irritation at his decaying powers, 387 ; on progress, 388 ; his tenacious memory, 391 ; his knowl- edge of his approachiug end, 391 ; his unswerving rectitude, 393; Boehm's statue of him, 394; Millais's portrait, 395 ; his opinion of Gib- bon's 'Decline and Fall,' 395 ; his anxiety regarding the ' Letters and Memorials,' 400 ; his dislike of doctors, 401 ; increasing weakness, and death, 403 ; his funeral, 404 Cavaignac, General, i. 374 Chalmers, Dr., visits Carlyle, i. 347 I Charter is. Lady Anne, i. 345 j Chartism, i. 137 ; article on, 147, 149 ; I thoughts upon, 372 I Chartism and Radicalism, Carlyle' s i estimate of, i. 137, 147 i Chepstow, description of, i. 255 j Cheyne Row, beginning of life, in, i. ! 7; effect on Carlyle of alterations I in, ;.'80 ; visitors to, ii. 56 ; the econo- I- mies of, 137'; alone in, 235, 250, 291 ; I strange applications at, 331 ^ Cholera, thoughts on the, i. 100 ; Christianity and political economy, difference between, ii. 27 I Church of England, Carlyle's views on the, ii. 385 ! Clerkenwell explosion, on the, ii. 304 j Clough. Arthur, his reason for leav- j ing Oxford, i. 390; Carlyle's high ! opinion of him, 390 ; his death, ii. : 206 Cockbum, Lord, Carlyle's estimate of, I ii. 135 Colenso, Bishop, Carlyle's opinion of, j ii. 223 ; Mrs. Carlyle's note to Mr. I Froude on, ii. 323 ; Coleridge, i. 38; ii. 60 . Cologne Cathedral anecdote of, ii ' 113 note Index. 418 Commons. Hou«e of, Carlyle visiU the, i. 219 ; hin opinion of it, 219 Commonwealth, Carlyle's first impres- sions on the records of the, i. lo2 ; continues Iheir study, 170 ; its effect on his mind, 307 Commune, the French, Carlyle's opinion of, ii. 345 Conservatism, remarks on, i. 21 Craigenputtock, visit to. ii. 182; be- queathed to University of Edin- burgh, ^^94 Crawford churchyard, incident in, i. 211 ; visit to. 274 Crimean war, the, ii. 129 Cromwell, L 128, 130, 132; difficulty in beginning Life of. ll»l ; its l>e- ginnings, ^3 ; difficulties with, 289 ; its progress, 300 ; and com- pletion, 304 ; its reception bv the public, 316; new edition called for, 310 ; Carlyle's opinion of the pro- posed Cromwell statue. 384 Crystal Palace, the, ii. 67, 130 Cubitt, meeting with, ii. 36 DEMOCRACY, Carlyle's thoughts on, i. 366 Derby, Lady, her interview with Car- lyle regarding a proposed recogni- tion of nis genius, li. 370 Derry, Carlyle's address at, ii. 6 'Diamond Necklace,' its reception by the critics, i 69 Dickens, Charles. Carlyle's first sight of, i. 152 ; on his readings, ii. 229 Disraeli, Benjamin, Carlvle's opinion of, iL 366, 382 ; his letter to Car- lyle, 366 ; Carlyle's answer, 367 Doctors, Carlyle's dislike of, ii. 401 Donegal, Lord G. Hill's experiment in, ii. 5 D'Orsay, Count, interview with, L 136 ' Downing Street and Modern Govern- ment,' li. 2<3 Dresden, visit to, ii. 191 Duffy, Charles Gavan, and the 'Young Ireland ' party, L 332 ; Carlyle's opinion of Duffy, 340 ; his narrow escape, '^\ ; guest in Cheyne Row, 389 ; meets Carlyle in Dublin, ii. 3 Dumfriesshire, visit to, L 183 EDINBURGH, Carlyle's feelings towards, ii. 2.52 ; is chosen Rec- tor of the Univerity of. 253 ; his in- stallation, 257 ; l)equeaths Craigen- puttock to the University, 2i>4 * Edinburgh Review,' Carlyle's re- marks on tappoMd ariiole by ]|«- ; caulay in the, l 164 Ely Cathedral, risit to, L 234 Emerson, Ralph Waldo, hit relationa with Carlyle. i. 38, 119 ; hi^h ap- preciation of, 187 ; risits Carlyle m London. 354 ; lectures in EngUnd, I 860 ; visits Paris and Oxford, 375 ; at Stonebense, 876 ; hia opinion of * Frederick.^ iL 242; again nsiU England, a57 England, condition of, in 1842, L 2:W; improved condition now. 241 ; this partly the reason of Carlyle's teaching, 241 English language, on a peculiarity of the. ii. 66 note Erskine, Ralph, reflections on a biog- raphy of, i. 273 Erskine, Thomas, of Linlathen, L 100, ii. 79; Carlyle's letters to, i. 209. 236, 323, 367; ii. 15. 112, 213, 270; visit to, i. 27K; his letter to Mr. Carlyle, ii. 248 ; his death. 333 Europe, thoughts on the state of. L 370 • Exodus from Houndsditch,' L 361 Eyre, Governor, Carlvle's opinion of his conduct. iL 280; and interest in his defence, 810 FARADAY, Carlyle's opinion of Tyndall's lecture on, ii. 312 Fenviie JncomprUe, budget of a, ii. 138 Fife, Carlyle takes a house in, iL 200 Forster, John, his kindness on the death of Mrs. Carlyle, iL 265 ; his death, 375 Forster, Mr. W. E., visit to. at Raw- don, i. 350 ; meets bim in Ireland, iL5 Foxton. Mr., ii. 183 France, Carlyle on the prospects of, iL 341 Franco-German war, Carlyle on the, iL 340 ; and the victory of the Ger- mans. 3-U Frankfurt, visit to, iL 90 Fraser, James (proprietor of the magazine), Carlyle's opinion of hia critical faculty, i. HM ; come to I terms about the leoUires on * Hero i Worship,' 176 ' Frederick the Great.* dawn of the history, L 315: studios for. iL 76; its bcKinniuK. 107; difficulties with, 146; its progrewi. UJO ; completion of the first two volume*, liO; Urn comparison with * Walter Bhaody/ 414 Index. 174 ; its success, 193 ; publication of the third volume, 213 ; comple- tion of the work, 240 ; its transla- tion into German, 241 ; its effect in Germany, 241 ; reception in Eng- land, 242 French Revolution, Carlyle's History of the, i. 10 ; mishap witli the MS., 23, 29; resolves to rewrite it, 24. 43, 45, 47 ; progress with, r4 ; its completion. 72 ; nature of the work, 7G ; its reception by contemporaries, 80, 82 Fripps, Mr., i. 256 Fritz, Carlyle-s horse, ii. 159, 228 Fronde, J. A., first introduction to Carlyle, i. 390 ; a disciple of Car- lyle's, ii. 152; Carlyle's criticisms on his work, 153 ; on Carlyle's his- torical metho.l, 170; become close friends, 215 ; Carlyle gives the cus- tody of his wife's Reminiscences to, 348 ; and intrusts him with the writing of his biography, 353 Fuller, Margaret, meeting with, i. 342 Fuller, Margaret, her meeting with Carl}le, i. 342, 343, 344 GAVAZZI, FATHER, Carlyle's opinion of, ii. 70 German Literature, Lectures on, i. 85, 88 Germany, projected visit to, ii. 78, 82 ; second tour in, ii. 184 Ghent, visit to, i. 226-230 Gibbon's ' Decline and Fall,' estimate of, ii. 395 Ginx's Baby, ii. 339 Gladstone, W. E., on slavery, ii. 17 note ; his valedictory address as Rector of Edinburgh University, 250 ; Carlyle's opinion of him, 285, 364, 383 ; "his Irish policy, 361 Gloucester, picture of an inn at, i. 2()7 Goethe, letters to Sterling on, i. 105. IV.2; description of his house, ii. 95 Gully, Dr., ii. 6S, 380 HADDINGTON, visit to, i. 276 ; Mrs. Carlyle's visit to, ii. 7 Hampshire peasantry, letter on the, i. 381 Hare, Archdeacon, his Life of John Sterling, i. 357 ; Carlyle's opinion of it, 357 Headingly, visit to, i. 181 'Heroes and Hero-worship,' i. 151 154, 158, 166, 176 Herrnhut, Carlyle's opinion of, ii. 100 Highland and Irish shearers, i. 277 Hill, Lord George, his attempt to im- prove the state of Ireland, ii. 7 Holland, Lady, i. 152, 253 Holland, Lord, i. 152 Homburg, visit to, ii. 91 House of Commons, visit to the, i. 219 Housebuilding in London, Carlyle's remarks on, ii. .~85 Hudson, the 'Railway King,' i. 388 Hunt, Leigh, i. 117 Huntingdon, visit to, i. 235 Huxley, John, ii. 256 INDIAN MUTINY, remarks on the, li. 165 Ireland, Carlyle's anxiety about, i. 338 ; visits to, 339, ii. 1 ; sympathy for, i. 346 ; under English rule, ii. 1 ; Lord George Hill's attempt to improve its condition, 5 ; the Gov- ernment's Irish policy, 328 Irish and Highland shearers, i.- 277 Irish Church. Carlyle's opinion of the disestablishment of the, ii. 311 Irving, Edward, Carlyle's Reminis- cences of, ii. 281 JEFFREY, his opinion of the ' French Revolution,' i, 92 ; on Carlyle as an author, 112 ; meets Carlyle in Edinburgh, 124 ; Carlyle's visit to, 278 ; visits Carlyle, 347 ' Jesuitism,' ii. 27 'Jew Bill,' the, i. 358 Jews, Carlyle's opinion of the. ii. 384 Jewsbury, Miss Geraldine, Carlyle's acquaintance with, i. 177 KEBLE, JOHN, Carlyle's descrip- tion of, ii. 210 Kepler, ii. 21 9 Kew Gardens, amusing incident in, ii. 380 Kildare, description of, ii. 3 Kingsley's ' Alton Locke,' ii. 49 Kirkcaldy, visit to, i. 124 Knox, John, Carlyle's criticisms on the portraits of, ii. 356 IABORDE, M., ii. 70 ^ Landor, Savage, visit to, ii. 42 Larkin, Mr., assists Carlyle with ' Frederick,' ii. 169 Index. 415 • Latter-day Pamphlets,' the fir»tof, ii. 19 ; reviews of them, 55 Leoky, Mr. . ii. 86U Lectures in London, Carlyle**, L 84, 118, 117, 119, 190, 137 Lending library, agitates for a, L 131 'Letters and Memorials of Mrs. Car- ! lyle,' Mr. Fronde's opinion of, ii. 348 ; John Forster on, 353 ; Carlyle's , anxiety about, 400 Lib?rty, on, IL 17 j Linlathen, visit to Mr. Erskine at, ii. 79 ; Literature as a profession, i. 10, 40, 70, 112, 349; its effects on Carlyle, iL 196 ; its value, 234 | Liverpool, visits to, i. 183, 2«8 Llandough, South Wales, visit to, i. 2.56 _ I Lockhart, his correspondence with i Carlyle about the article on the ! working classes, i. 140, 147; his I opinion of ' Past and Present,' 245 1 * London and Westminster Review,' article on Cromwell in, i. 128 London Library, establishment of the, i. \M, 161 ' London lions, letter to his brother on, i. 152 Luther, on the localities of, iL 91. i MACATJLAY,Carlyle'8 remarks on supposed article by, i. 164 ; ; opinion of him^ 869 ; his ' Essay on i Milton,' 368; Trevelyan's Life of, ' ii. 373 i Mackenzie, Miss Stuart (Lady Ash- burton), her marriage to Lord Ash- burton, ii. 195 ; invites Carlyle to } Mentone, 279 Mahomet, i. 155 Majorities, the rights of, L 308 ■ Malvern, visit to the waters at, ii. 68 Manche.sber, adventure zn, L 127 ; in- j surrection at, 241 M II burjj, visit to, ii. 92 ' Marshall, Mr., of Leeds, i. 143, 181, ii 5.1 Mart-nean, Harriet, visits Carlyle, i. 8} 1 iteri ilism, Carlyle's opinion of, iL Mat lew. Father, described, L 2*58 i M itlock, visit to, L 350 Maurice, Frederick (brother-in-law of John Sterling), his pamphlet on > the Thirty-nine Art-ides, i. 38 ; ! Carlvle's opinion of liim, 108; his! * Religions of the World,' 34& Maxzini and London aooietT, I 2M; his letters to Mrs. Carlvle, 83S. Skt ; oonventatiun with Carlyle, SIS {Mm temporary triumph in Italy, 888; rerina the French at Boiiie, 887 Melbourne, Ljrtl, L 150 Meatone, visit to, ii. 288 Mi'riraee, M., ii 70 Merivale, Herman, his article on Car* lyle in the ' EdicburKh Review,' L IW Merthyr Tydvil, description of, iL 44 Michael Angelo, Carlyle's criticism of his work, L 236 MiU, John Stuart, Carlyle's estimate of, i 21 ; entreats Carlvle to accept compensation for the burnt msnn- soript, 35 ; is visited by Carlyle, ft:! ; correspondence with Carlyle' on his article upon the workin<' claMC^, 140 ; willing to publish ' Cnartium ' in the ' Westminster Review,' 148 ; replies to Carlyle on the Negro question, iL 32 ; severs his connec- tion. 23; Carlyle on his death, 358 ; and his Autobiography, 358 Millais's portrait of Carlyle. ii. 395 Millbank Penitentiary, visit to, ii. 25 Milnes, Monckton, Carlyle's intimacy with, L 134, 178 Mitchel, John, Carlyle's opinion of him, L 2340 ; the result of his work, 341 ' Model Prisons,' iL 25 Modern science, Carlyle's distrust of, ii. 219 Moffat, Mrs. Carlvle's visit to, iL 111 Montagu, Basil, his offer of employ- ment, i. 57 Monteagle, Lord (Mr. Spring Rioe), L 106 Montrose, remarks on, L 183 Murray, Dr. Thomas, L 160 NAPOLEON, LOL^S, Carlyle's opinion of him, L 3^>d, iL 108, 340 ; his visit to England. 148 Nusebv, visit to the Imttle-field of, L 217 ' Negro question, the, iL 19 NeiilH?ri». Mr., Carlyle's companion In Oerniany. iL 84; Carlyle's high appreciation of, 103 Newbv. life at. i. 185 NithHdale, Mrs. Carlyle's ridt loi, tt. 212. 2M\ Northbrook, Lord, visit to. iL 818 North Walts, tour in. L 950 416 Index, O'CONNELL, DANIEL, i. 339 Oratory, Carlyle's opinion of, 11. 318 Ostend, visit to, 1. 233 Owen, the geologist, acquaintance with, 1. 233 PANIZZI, the librarian, ii. 116 Paris, revolution in, 1. 365 ; and the reaction, 374; on Russia's breach of the Treaty of, li. 343 Parliament, Carlyle's opinion of, IL 381 ' Past and Present,' 1. 339 ; Its recep- tion, 'M4 ; reviews of, 353 Peel, Sir Robert, receives a copy of 'Cromwell' from Carlyle, 1. 331; his answer, 333 ; becomes personally acquainted with Carlyle, 369 ; article in 'Spectator ' on, 385 ; invites Car- lyle to dinner, 11. 35 ; his death, 40 ; Carlyle's estimate of his character, 41 Petrie, the antiquarian, meeting with. 11.3 Pig Philosophy, ii. 33 Political economy, remarks on, 1. 340 ; difference between Christianity and, 11. 37 Prag, visit to, 11. 189 Prescott, the historian, meeting with, li. 36 Publishers, remarks on, 1. 133 Puseyism, 1. 165 Q. UEEN, the, her message of sym- jjathy to Carlyle, ii. 373 ; meets 'im at Westminster, 333 RADICALISM, remarks on, i. 31 ; Carlyle's declaration of war against modern, 11. 19 Redwood, Mr., i. 354, ii. 43 Reform Bill of 1867, 11. 293, 398 Religion, Carlyle's opinion of, 11. 16, 330 Remington, Mr., ii. 103 Rhine, description of the, ii. 88 Robertson and the article for the 'London and Westminster,' 1. 13S Rogers, Carlyle's opinion of, 1. 171, 344 Rothschild, Baron, asks Carlyle to write In favour of the Jew Bill, 1. 358 Riigen, visit to, ii. 185 Ruskin, John, his acquaintance with Carlyle, li. 307 ; his ' Letters on Political Economy,' 207 ; his ' Unto this Last,' 313 ; his 'Ethics of the Dust,' 353 ; defends Governor Eyre, 280 Russell, Lord John, and Carlyle's - ' Downing Street and Modern Gov- ernment, 11. 36 SAND, GEORGE, her works, 1. 176 Schiller's house, description of, I 11. 96 j Scotch History Chair. 1. 193 ! Scotch servants, on, 11. 168 \ Scotsbrlg, life at, 1. 50. 95, 125, 143, I 370,311,11.8,13,46,155 Scott, Sir Walter, writes article on, : 1. 103 i Seaforth, visit to his wife at, 1. 311 i Sewell, William, his article on Carl vie, ! i. 165 I S.G.O. ('the Rev. Lord Sidney'), 11. ! 314, 314 note j ' Shooting Niagara,' publication of, 11. 298 I Sinclair, Sir George, li. 201 I South Wales, invitations to, i. 254 ; ! description of, 259 Special juries, remarks on, i. 162; ex- perience of, 175 Speddings, visit to the, at Keswick, 11. 247 ' Spiritual Optics,' 11. 65 Spring Rice, Mr. (Lord Monteagle), 1. 106 Spring Rice, Stephen, 1. 220 St. Andrews Professorship, the, i. 288 St. Ives, visit to, i. 235 St. Leonards, Carlyle accompanies his wife to, ii. 233 St. Paul's, on the services at, 11. 386 Stanley, Dean, 11. 223 ; his champion- ship of Bishop Colenso, 223 ; offers Westminster Abbey as the last rest- ing-place of Carlyle, 403 ; his funeral sermon, 403 Stephen, Sir James, ii. 362 Sterling, John, his opinion of Carlyle, i. 9; is caught by the Radical epidemic, 32 ; offended by Carlyle's I style, 34 ; Carlyle's letters to, 72, 93, 94, 105, 145, 192, 233, 243, 283 ; dispute about Goethe, 105 ; his j article on Carlyle in the ' Westmins- ter Review,' 145; bad state of health, 195; his 'Strafford,' 196; returns to London from Italy, 219 ; his death, 298 ; his last letter to Carlyle, 299 ; Carlyle's Life of him, ii. 57 Stonehenge, Carlyle accompanies Emerson to, i. 375 Index. 417 •Stump Oratory,' ii. 36 Sullblk, visit to, L 234^ ii. 149 Sussex, a week's riding tour in, L 166 Symons, Dr., i. 256 TEMPLAND, life at, L 184, 204, 275 Ten Hours' Bill, i. 288 Tennyson, Carlyle's admiration for, L 16:3 ; the repreeentative in poetry of Carlyle, 248 ; ii 52 Thames, Carlyle's word-picture of a scene on the, L 167 Thiers, M., ii. 70 Thirlwall, Connop (afterwards Bishop of St. David's), i. 142, 159 ; invites Carlyle to Wales, 254; Carlyle's -visit to him, 2G1 * Thurso Castle, ii. 201 ; its neighbour- hood, 203 Tieck's ' Vittoria Accorombona,' L 257 * Times,' Carlyle refuses employment on the, i. 9 Town and country, on, i. 168 Trevelyan, his ' Life of Macaulay,' Carlyle's opinion of, ii 373 Tyndall, John, ii. 255 ; his lecture on Faraday at the Royal Institution, 311 ; Carlyle's opinion thereof, 313 VITTORIA ACCOROMBONA,' Tieck's, i. 257 WALTER 8HAKDY,* 'Fwd- erick ' oomimred with, iL 174 WatU's portrait of liiroseU, Carijk'a remarks on. ii. :t24 Webster, meeting with, L 141 WeUington, Duke of. Carlyle's por- trait of him, ii ;{V: his funeraL 100 WeUh, Mrs. (mother of Mrs. T. Car- lyle), visits her daughter in Lon- don, i 50; her death, 199 Westminster Abbey, on the serrieea at, ii. 386 , ' Westminster Review,* Sierhng's ar« tide on Carlyle in the, i 145 j Wilberforoe, Bishop, ii 37, 858 Wilkie, the artist, Carlyle's opinion 1 oC,i283 Wilson, Miss, i. SI ; Wilson, John, death of, ii 133 ; Car- { lyle's estimate of him. 138 ; Windsor Castle, Carlyle's commenU on, i 108 I Wolseley, Sir Garnet (now Lord), hia interview with Carlyle, ii 382 Woolsthorpe, visit to, ii 304 Worcester, the battle-field of, i 267 Wordsworth, meeting with, i 27; remarks on, 38 Working,' classes, reflections on their condition, i 138, 140, 147 Wycherley's Comedies, Carlyle's dis- satisfaction with, ii. 55 YOUNG, ARTHUR, his tonr in Ireland, ii. 6 ' Young Ireland ' movement, i. 332 ; Carlyle's opinion of it, 340 AUTHORIZED EDITION. LETTERS AND MEMORIALS OF yane IVelsh Carlyle. 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