UUSB LIBRARY. V AN ANGEL YISIT ; OR RECOLLECTIONS OF GENTLE LIZZIE. A SKETCH FBOM LIFE. " A little while they dwell with us, Blessed ministers of love ; Then spread the wings we had not seen, And seek their home above." APPROVED BT THE COMMITTEE OF PCBLICATIOIf. BOSTON : NEW ENGLAND SABBATH SCHOOL UNION. Heath & Grates, 79 Cornhill. 1853. Entered according to act of Congress in the year 1853, By heath & GRAVES, In the Clerk's Office of the District Court of Massachusetts. J. M. Hewes & Co., Printers....81 Cornhill, Boston. PREFACE The sketch portrayed in this httle work, is one of perfect truthfuhiess, being given to the writer by the lady of a Baptist minister now in this country, who was personally acquainted with Elizabeth from her infancy until her death. Children possessing traits of character so truly angehc, make their appearance but seldom on this sin-marred earth, and therefore it is a pleasure to record their visits, though such records receive not the credence which is their due. If the Httle star which gleamed out so brightly from the firmament in which she lived and moved, shall have left a Hght that shall illumine the path of any young spirit in its earthly journey, our purpose will be accom- pUshed. The Author. CONTENTS CHAPTER I.— Infancy 7 CHAPTER II.— Developments of Childhood 19 CHAPTER III.— Incidents of School Life 45 CHAPTER IV.— Closing Scenes 57 AN ANGEL V-ISIT CHAPTER I. IXFAXCY. — " O God ! Thou hast a fountain stirred, Whose waters never more shall rest."— JV/rs. Judson. There was much joy in the bright Summer of the year 1829 within an elegant mansion of one of the most aristocratic portions of the city of London. A father and a mother rejoiced over the entrance of an immortal spirit into a precious little form, which they could fold in their arms and call by the sweet name, " my daughter." Yet so very frail was this tiny flower just opening into life, that fear lest it should wither in their clasp, mingled itself mth their happiness, and cast a shadow over the future. Friends came, and looked at the del- icate being ushered into tliis stern existence, 8 AN ANGEL VISIT. and turned away with gestures of sorrow, be- lieving the first rough breath of the air which was its Hfe, would extinguish the feeble flame forever. Very* sagely too, they cautioned the young mother, whose eyes were resting with affection upon this new claimant for her love, against making " an idol of the poor babe, for it could not long be hers." But a mother^ s heart is ever hopeful, and she to whom " this bird with the immortal wing " was given, believed she could cherish it in the nest of maternal love, until it should be prepared to enter paradise, wearing the " plumage of an angel," a redeemed and puri- fied trophy of the love of Christ. And so it was ; and the fair flower slowly expanded amid the genial influences of love, until its fragrance delighted the gardens of domestic and social bhss. Elizabeth Eldridge Matthews was the child of a mother deeply learned in the lessons of piety. Those lessons had been taught her in the school of aflfliction, for though occupying a high rank m the circles of fashion and nobil- AN AXGEL VISIT. 9 ity, and surrounded by every temptation the world could offer, she had found the cup of earthly pleasure to contain the bitterest dregs of sorrow. And so she had turned from it in disgust, and at an early period in her married life had pledged herself to the ser\dce of God, " choosmg rather to suffer affliction in His ser- vice, than to enjoy the pleasures of sin for a season ; esteeming the reproach of Christ greater riches than the treasures " of wealth by which she was surrounded. The history of that mother was written in darkness, and tears, and scorn, " and stripes, and cruel mockings," — ^yet onward through all she went, " looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of her faith." And now a charge was committed to her — the charge of an undying spirit — and she re- solved so to watch over it, so to guide and so to instruct, as to be able to return it into the Giver's hands, ready for a place in His temple "of hght and purity. And He gave to that young spirit a gentle and docile disposition, making it a fit recipient for such holy influen- 10 AN ANGEL VISIT. ces, and blessed the watering of a mother's prayers and a mother's teachings, with the in- crease of His Spirit and His grace. The first lessons of infancy were those of prayer. Mrs. Matthews never resorted to her ante-room for the purpose of secret devotional exercises, without leading thither her httle Lizzie, if awake. Taking her Bible, she would seat the httle girl by her side, and say to her, " Now mother is going to read God's book, and Lizzie must be still, and Hsten." And then she would fold her Httle hands, and sit with the gravity of a woman, apparently as much interested as if she understood every word. Then when she knelt in prayer, Lizzie knelt also, and no instance is remembered in which she appeared restless, or weary of the exercise. She was taught that her mother was conversing with a Father in heaven who could hear her, and would do for her all that was right, and thus the germs of a true devo- tion were implanted in the very Spring time of life. So true are the lines of an American mother, AN ANGEL VISIT. 11 " When we see the flower seeds wafted From the nurturing mother tree, Tell we can, wherever planted, What the harvesting will be. " Never from the blasting thistle. Was there gathered golden grain ; Thus the seal the child receiveth From its mother, will remain." Among the first lessons in the book of life, came that of obedience ; the very alphabet of moral and rehgious language. Poor little Liz- zie's first exercise was alike painful to the mo- ther and the child ; but the mother taught in the spirit of duty, and the child remembered, for it was given firmly, but with afiection. The nurse employed to tend upon Lizzie and take charge of her in her mother's moments of unavoidable absence, was an ignorant Welsh girl, very httle acquainted with the English language. Mrs. M. regretted being compelled to employ a domestic of so objectionable a character, but no alternative presented. Some- time after her introduction into the family, Mrs. M. was one morning alone with her Httle daughter, and wishing to try the abihty of the \ 12 AN ANGEL VISIT. child to exert her physical powers, directed her to bring an article from a distant part of the room. To her great surprise, the little creature turned round with an air of defiance, and hsped out, " unt, unt, ma," her infantile word for won't. Unwilhng to believe what she heard was really a refusal to obey, Mrs. M. repeated the command, and again Lizzie tossed her little head, saying, " unt, unt." Satisfied now that a spirit of wilful disobedience had taken possession of her child, she at once felt it her duty, however painful the necessity, to correct her and compel obedience. She accordingly administered a chastisement pro-' portioned to her age and strength. The poor little creature seemed almost beside herself with grief at this new mode of treatment, and when it was over, she clung convulsively to her mother, sobbing most pitifully, " Kiss, ma! oh, kiss!" The •kiss was bestowed, and then Lizzie was once more directed to do as she was bade before. Lizzie instantly went to the place pointed out, and tottered back dragging the article nearly as large as herself, repeating her lisping request to be embraced. Mrs. M. AN AXGEL VISIT. 13 took the little penitent in her arms, and said to her, " Lizzie must never say ' mit,' it is a bad word." " Jane tell me say unt, mamma.'- " Lizzie must mind father and mother, and not say won't, if Jane does tell." " Lizzie mind mamma next time ;" and from that houi- she was never known to utter a re- bellious word, or to disobey in a single instance. \Mien Elizabeth was about three years of age, the Cholera appeared in London, and Mrs. Matthews was one of the first who experienced an attack. This much dreaded disease had been the subject of conversation in the presence of Elizabeth many times, and she seemed to treasure up in her memory all that she heard. The danger of Mrs. M.'s case was hardly past, when Lizzie was attacked by symptoms of the same disease. Mrs. M. being very weak, it was judged best to remove Lizzie to another apartment, an arrangement equally trying to both. As she was being can-ied out, she 14 AN ANGEL VISIT. turned her head to Avhere her mother lay, and seeing her m tears, said in her childish accents, " Never mind, mamma, God bring me back to yoii again. I not got Cholerj, only Cholery MorhyP Such was the distinction she had traced in the nature of the two complaints, and the event proved as she had said, her disease being the usual Cholera Infantum. She was very ill for many days, and but little hope was entertained of her recovery. Her mother had become able to be with her, and one evening, just before sunset, they had carried her to the open window to catch, if possible, some breath from the sullen atmosphere around. She lay for some time with her eyes upraised to the clouds floating lazily over the tops of the high buildings which surrounded her father's dwell- ing. Suddenly she raised her tiny finger and pointing upward, said, '' Look ! look! mamma." " What is it, dearest ?" said her mother, looking in the direction of Lizzie's finger, but seeing nothing. " Look there ! mamma. God Almighty up there. He coming down to sleep in the bed with ma and me to-night !" This spoken with AN AXGEL VISIT. 15 an earnestness of manner and gaze as if she really saw what she described, startled all around, but no comments were made, for she soon beghn to sink. Mrs. M. received it as a token that her child's death would occur that night. But to the surprise of all, the evenuig brought an amendment, and her recovery from that night was rapid beyond the most sangume expectations, until soon the music of her hvely prattle, and the tripping of her tiny feet, once more gladdened all the household. It was some time between her second and third year, that Lizzie came into her mother's room, saying, " Where my shoes, mamma ?" Thinking she wanted them for playthings, Mrs. M. told her they were in the closet, and the door being open, the httle one went in search of them. After fumbhng among them for a few minutes, she crept out with a pair of odd, cast-off slippers, one pink and the other blue, and began to descend the stairs. Not think- ing it quite safe for her to go do^vn alone, as she had to let herself do^^Tl sitting from step 16 AN ANGEL VISIT. to step, Mrs. M., unseen by the child, stepped into the hall to watch her. One little hand held the slippers tightly, while the other clung for support to the railing. When she arrived below the final turn of the stairs, being hid from Mrs. M.'s view, she heard the child say, " There, poor man — take shoes — bring you penny ;" and then came a response from the rough voice of a man — " Blessings on the child! The Lord bless the little angel!" And the voice of the nursery maid was recog- nized, saying, " That is just like Lizzie ! She'd give every thing she has in the world." Mrs. M. now went down to ascertain the real character of the scene, and found a ragged and barefooted old man an apphcant for charity. Mrs. M., amused at the gift Lizzie had offered him, said to her, " Why, the man can't wear your shoes, Liz- zie." " No, ma, but he sell, and get penny." How she had arrived at this conclusion, was a mystery, until Jane said she had sometimes stopped in her walks with Lizzie at the pawn- broker's shops, where she was acquainted, and AX ANGEL VISIT. 17 the child had noticed money being given for old clothes, and in this manner she had exhibit- ed the benevolent results of her childish ob- serving. Lizzie was in her fourth year when a friend of her mother's invited to her house a party of little ones of a similar age, as \dsitants of her own little daughter, and Lizzie among them. At the proper hour for dispersing, their attend- ants arrived to take them home, and when at- tired for their return, Lizzie went up to the lady of the house, saying, "We've had a nice time, Mrs. S., shan't we kneel down and thank God ?" Supposing she wished to say the Lord's Prayer, as children who were trained by Epis- copaHan parents generally did, Mrs. S. rephed, " Yes, my dear, certainly. Children, you may all kneel." To her astonishment, Uttle Lizzie clasped her hands, and as the children knelt around her, poured out her own artless peti- tion thus : " Heavenly Father I Lord we have met, a parcel of us, to play, and we've enjoyed our- 18 AN ANGEL VISIT. selves. We've broke no howls, and not got hurt ; and now we are going home, may we get home well ; keep us all night ; forgive what we have done wrong ; bless us all, and make us good for Christ's sake, amen." What were the thoughts of the children, is not known. Lizzie acted from an evident sense of duty, and when Mrs. S. related the incident, she said it was the most touching scene she ever beheld. And it cannot be doubted that the grace of God had drawn that young heart thus early to Himself through the influence of a mother's prayers and example. AX AXGEL VISIT. 19 CHAPTER II. DEVELOPMEXTS OF CHILDHOOD. Elizabeth had now attained the age of five years, and it was judged best to send her to a school not far from her father's residence. True, she might have been taught at home all that was requisite for her young mind to ac- quire, but other reasons than the necessity for learning ojDerated in fomiing this decision. In sorrow be it written, the father of gentle Lizzie was a man who " feared not God nor regarded man." It was his delight to oppose the efforts of that mother to train up her child in the paths of holiness, and every form of cruelty, both mental and physical, his ingenuity could de- vise, was directed to persecute his wife, from the time she refused to accompany him in the paths of sin. He loved his gentle daughter as 20 AN ANGEL VISIT. well as he was capable of loving any thing be- sides the indulgence of his sinful passions, yet when heated by wine, and incensed by ill luck in gambling, he has returned to his home and found his wife and child on their knees, neither the entreaties of one, or the youth and tender- ness of the other, were sufficient to restrain his rage, or deter him from personal cruelty. And the more steadily his wife adhered to the faith and practises of the gospel, the more violent did his ill treatment become ; and so much more frequently did these storms arise, that the project of sending Lizzie to school was devised as a means of shelter from a part of these hurricanes of wrath. Sometime after her entrance into the school, the usual hour for her return had passed, and still she was absent. Fearing lest she had lost her way, or become detained by some accident, a servant was despatched in search of the child. Not finding her at the school-room, the girl passed up the street, looking anxiously in all directions. In turning a corner, she passed the half open door of a very wretched tene- ment, inhabited by a poor family having sev- AX AXGEL VISIT. 21 eral children. Hearing a voice, the girl stopped, and immediately recognized it as Elizabeth's. She entered the dwelling, and the first sight that met her eyes was Lizzie upon her knees bj the side of a bed, where lay a httle girl apparently much older than herself, afflicted by illness. In tones of the deepest earnestness, she was asking the Lord " Please make the poor sick girl well." Rising, she addressed the child affectionately, saying, " You must read God's book, and pray to Him, if you want to go to heaven." Then seeing the girl who had • come for her, she advanced to go with her, but turned back, saying, " When I go home, little girl, I'll bring you some din- ner, and some money, too !" When she arrived at home, her mother ques- tioned her as to the cause of her absence, when she truthfully related it, and added, " Please, mamma, let me take my dinner and my two shillings to the poor girl ? I can go without my dinner if father is angry." Permission was granted to do as she wished, and a com- fortable dinner placed in her httle basket, with which she ran off with the greatest glee. From 22 AN ANGEL VISIT. that time her visits were daily repeated until the child recovered, and the mother informed Mrs. M. that Lizzie would invariably read a little in the Testament, and pray with her be- fore leaving. Not very long after this, occurred an inci- dent both amusing and unpleasant from its re- sults towards Lizzie. It is probably well known to most of our readers, that in London there are establishments which employ a large num- ber of chimney sweeps, who are ' bound out' from a certain age, and after being in- dented, they wear in front of their hats the name of their master. Very small boys are sometimes found in these establishments, and their office is to carry the bag and the brush, and act as waiters upon the older boys. Any neglect of duty, or disobedience of commands, is generally punished with great severity, the government of the master being almost entirely despotic. On returning from school one day, Elizabeth met one of these young chimney sweeps stand- ing on the sidewalk and weeping bitterly. Immediately she ran up to him in her childish AN ANGEL VISIT. 23 way, saying, '^Voov urchin! what's the mat- ter?" "I can't find master's house, and he'll beat me, sure." " "What's youi- master's name, Httle urchin ?" " Mr. Black ; he lives somewhere, I don't know ; I'se not been there but two or three days." " Come along, urchin, I know where he lives ; don't cry, I'll show you." And taking hold of the sooty hand of the boy, much larger than herself, she tripped along, while he forgot his sorrow in astonishment at the httle creature who had thus come to his relief. But there had been a witness to this scene, which had poor Lizzie kno^vn, her benevolent proceedings would have been amiihilated in the first thought. Her father was on horseback, passing at the moment his daughter spoke to the chimney sweep, and in surprise and curiosity he checked the reins, watching her movements. Seeing her lead off with the poor boy, he rode imme- diately home, and when Lizzie entered it, buoyant with the delight of having saved the little SAveep from punishment, her father met 24 AN ANGEL VISIT. her in a boundless fury. Seizing his riding whip, he lashed it about the tender child, say- ing, " I'll teach you to disgrace your father in this manner. Pretty doings this ! I suppose your mother teaches you such practises ;" and again, and again, the lash descended, while Lizzie's gentle voice pleaded, " Hear me, fa- ther ! oh don't whip so, till you hear me tell." Her mother ran into the room in alarm, and, catching her husband's arm, inqjiired what he meant, and what the child had done. " Why, she's disgraced me, the little brat, and I'll kill her if she repeats such conduct." " Oh, father !" said Lizzie, " only hear me tell you why I did it, and then, father, if you think I've done wrong, whip me as much as I deserve." This was too much, and her mother seizing her in her arms, declared she would shelter her until she knew how far she was guilty. Her father then related in his passion- ate manner what he had seen, and Lizzie re- plied, " Oh, mamma, if you could have seen how poor urchm cried, and how hungry he was, and then his master might have beat him to death. Did'nt I do right, mamma ?" It was AN AXGEL VISIT. 25 Mrs. M.'s principle never to encourage the first rebellious feeling towards the father, what- ever he might do, and so on this occasion, though inwardly charmed at the kind spirit of her child, she repUed, " Well, Lizzie mustn't speak to bovs on the street again. Father will forgive her this time, if she will do so no more." " Indeed, I did'nt know I was wrong, mother — please, father, forgive me." But there was no relenting in the lion temper of Mr. M. when it was once roused, and the mother bore her child to her own room for shelter from his wrath. To encourage a spirit of benevolence, Mrs. M. made a practice of furnishing her little daughter with small sums of money, allowing her to devote it to any purpose she pleased. Her' aptitude in learning hymns and chapters, often caused visitors who considered her ca- pacity remarkable, to reward her with gifts of money, as well as of other presents. A gen- tleman once engaged her to learn the twenty- fifth chapter of Matthew, and when she had acquired it, he insisted on her taking several shillings. With her mother's reluctant per- 26 AN ANGEL VISIT. mission she accepted it, and it was deposited immediately for safe keeping in her mother's drawer. The day after this had occurred, a poor widow who had frequently worked for Mrs. M. called at the door and requested to see her. Mrs. M. sent for her to the room where she was sitting with Lizzie by her side. " Well, Mrs. H., how are you to-day ; I hope you are not in trouble ?" " Indeed, madam, it is that which brought me here. My landlord says if I don't pay my rent before night, he will sell my bed and all I have. And so I came to see if you would be • so kind as to lend me enough to pay my rent until I can earn it, and I'll be honest about paying it, madam." " I do not doubt your honesty, my good woman ; how much do you need ?" The sum was named, and Mrs. M. placed it in her hands, saying, "■ You need not return it, you are quite welcome to it." Lizzie then looked up, saying, " May I speak, mamma ?" " Yes, my dear." AN AXGEL VISIT. Z< " You know, ma, I have seven shillings now, because yesterday Mr. G. gave me some for sa}nng my chapter. May I give it to Mrs. H. ? You know, ma, when she has paid her rent, her ])oor little children will ivant some- thing to eat; please let me give her my money?" This kind thoughtfulness, so unusual in a child, drew tears from the eyes of the poor woman, and she sobbed out, " God bless her for a darlmg as she is I" Knowing the woman to be worthy, Mrs. Matthews cheerfully acceded to EHzabeth's request, and the child placed the money in the woman's hands with e\ident dehght. When she rose to depart, Lizzie went up to her, and looking up in her face, said, " Mrs. H., when you go home you will thank God for his good- ness, won't you?" This was the generosity and piety e\inced by one but yet a babe in years. It was an usual practice with the father of httle Lizzie to spend his nights at the gaming house, compelhng his wife to sit up for him in order to opeji the door. On some occasions 28 AX AXGEL VISIT. he chose to enter -^'ith his private key, and leaving his shoes below, to steal upon her wearisome vigils before she could be aware of his presence. The Bible was always before her, or else she was seeking comfort in com- munion with an ever wakeful God ; but when his ring was heard, she always secreted the blessed book, and prepared to greet her wretched partner with calmness. On one oc- casion he stole so softly into the room, that he was before her ere she could rise from her seat. " Ah, this is what you are at again, is it ?" and quick as thought the Bible was snatched from her hands and thrown upon the grate. It was but the work of a moment to rescue it and bear it to a place of safety. Of course such a scene left its impression upon the short time remaining for repose, and when Mrs. M. rose in the morning, she left her sleeping hus- band and child, to seek consolation and strength at a throne of grace. She had left little Lizzie sweetly slumbering in her crib, but soon heard her gentle voice inquiring, " \Yhere's mam- ma?" Mrs. M. rose from her retirement in the adjacent room, and went to the side of the AN ANGEL VISIT. 29 bed. Lizzie was embracing with innocent fond- ness the cheek of her father, whom she had wakened by her caresses, but on the counte- nance of Mrs. M. were traces of tears. Lizzie looked in her face very seriously, and then in her lisping accents inquired, " You been cry- ing, ma ? what you been crying 'bout ? tell your daughter, ma." The request was made so imploringly, and in such sweet tones of af- fection, that Mrs. M. replied, " Father was a naughty boy, and threw mother's Bible into the fire last night." The little creature raised herself up in an attitude of dignity, and with her little forefinger pointing solemnly at her father, looked at him steadfastly, saying, " Do you know, sir, what de Bible say ?" " No, you httle fairy, what does it say ?" " When you die, you be judged for the deeds done in the body, for that was done in yours !" The father made no reply, and Mrs. M. took her child from the room ; but years afterwards, when conviction of sin brought the rebellious Mr. M. to the foot of the cross, he said that 30 AN AXGEL VISIT. solemn reproof of his darling babe was the first arrow which ever pierced his obdurate heart. One evening, not long after the circumstan- ces just related, a very profligate companion of Mr. M. was visiting the house. On all oc- casions when her Christian character was not compromised in so doing, Mrs. M. endeavored to act her part as the mistress of the family, by tendering the rites of hospitality to her hus- band's friends, however disagreeable they might be to her. Politeness and grace always characterized her as the Christian hostess, but she never deferred a duty, or denied her prin- ciples. Little Lizzie had been the pet of her father and his friend for some time, but the hour for her retiring drew nigh, and the maid came to attire her for the night. It was not long before she agam appeared dressed in her flowing slip and Httle cap, both of the purest white. Mrs. M. requested the young man to excuse her while she would attend the devo- tions of her cliild. As the little creature ad- vanced to the side of her mother, the young man called out to her, " What I have you be- come a little parson ? ho, Lizzie ! you are AX AXGEL VISIT. 31 going to preach, are you ? why, you look like a little priest." The child took no notice of his "words, but giving him a single glance, ■walked steadily across the room and knelt by her mother's side, and Hsped out her artless prayer thus : '' Lord, teach a Httle child to pray ; — Thou kno-west there is a young man here mak- ing fun of me, and calling me a little priest and parson ; pray forgive him his -wickedness, and give him a heart of flesh, for he is very wick- ed. God bless my mother, and make my fa- ther a good man — amen." When it is considered this petition was ut- tered by a mere babe, who could not yet speak plainly, its effect may be better imagined than described. And the Lord gave Himself a wit- ness in that young child, for her petition reached the heart of him who had ridiculed her, and left the germ of many a serious thought. That she was a child of prayer, was proved not only in her ready attention to the outward claims of devotion, but often even at the tender age above recorded, she has been known to 32 AN ANGEL VISIT. steal away to some retired room, and there pour out her infant emotions into the bosom of her Heavenly Father. Listening ears were cognizant of these humble prayers, and even while they were uttering, fond friends commit- ted them to paper, beheving that one who so enjoyed communion with God on earth, would very soon be transplanted into His presence forever. Such were some of the petitions re- ferred to : " Our Father, hsten to the prayer of a lit- tle child, and forgive all I done wrong to-day ; thank you for my victuals, and drink, and clothes, and pray God bless my mother, and keep her a good woman, and make my father a good man. Keep us this night for Jesus' sake, amen." Again : " Lord, be pleased to hear a httle child pray, and teach her to pray by your Spirit. Take away my stony heart and give me a heart of flesh, like thine, Lord, for Jesus' sake, amen." Evening prayer : " Lord, hear me a httle child be- fore I go to sleep ; forgive the sins of your ht- tle child, and take her in your arms, and keep her from bad ways, not let her be naughty to AN ANGEL VISIT. 33 her mother. My father, Oh God, not so good ; make him a good man, amen." Agam : " Our Father in heaven I pray — my mother says I must pray for my father and love him ; my father cross to my mother and me ; change him to make him good, and us happy ; forgive us all ; me wrong, make me good, good, for Jesus' sake, amen." In all these petitions, she seemed fully to realize the presence of a Heavenly Friend, and to converse " as seeing Him who is invis- ible." Her faith led her as quickly to repose her son'ows and her desires in the keeping of the Lord, as to talk with her mother, or make her a request. On the occasion of one of those domestic storms so frequently the result of Mr. M.'s unhappy whims and ebulHtions of wrath, Lizzie ran away in her fright to another part of the house, and was soon overheard praying for her father thus : " Heavenly Father, a dear little child has hid herself from an angry father, and come to an all-searching God. When wilt thou take 34 AN AXGEL VISIT. his stony heart from him, and give him a heart hke mine and thine. I am a httle child, and I am frightened. Mj mother says when father and mother forsake me, then the Lord will take me up. Will you take me ? for Jesus' sake, amen." Oh, how many bitter tears, how many long days of repentance was that father laying up for himself in thus wounding a lamb of Christ's flock, and an heir of His kingdom I No doubt the prayers of that little one were garnered up in the treasury of heaven, and the intercession of a merciful High Priest rendered them ef- fectual and availing. It was subsequent to one of these trying scenes referred to, that Mrs. M. was sitting weeping in her sorrow, with Lizzie by her side, at that time between five and six years of age. Laying her little hand on her mother's arm, " Look, mother !" said she. Mrs. M. turned her head, saying, " What, my dear ?" " The cloud, mother, and look beyond it — see the Sun of Righteousness with healing in His wings." The astonished mother di-ew her child to her bosom, folded her in her arms, but overcome AN ANGEL VISIT. 35 by her emotions, wept still more. The angel in her bosom inquired, " Why weep, mother, 'twill be ^6»oc? hye and hyeT Thus was the balm of consolation poured into a heart whose only earthly comfort was in the sweet monitor by her side. Blessings on little children ! what were this earth without them ? and " of such also is the kingdom o^ heaven. ^^ Although for several years a subject of sav- ing grace, and fully convinced of the truth and Divine origin of Baptist principles, Mrs. M. was so completely hedged in by Episcopahan barriers, that it was not until Lizzie was in her fifth year that she was enabled to go forward in the face of ridicule and persecution, and own her Redeemer in Christian baptism. Liz- zie was present on that occasion, and gazed with serious wonder as she saw her mother descend the baptismal font in presence of a crowded congregation. She was left in the care of a friend, and when her mother emerged from the watery grave and retired to the ves- try from her sight, she was afraid she had left her entirely, and cried bitterly. But when she was taken in the evening to witness the 3* 36 AN ANGEL VISIT. celebration of the Lord's Supper, she seemed to understand distmctlj its purpose. On her return, her mother knelt in prayer with her as usual, and when she received the kiss for the night, she said to her mother, " You took the cup of thanksgiving to-night, mother, did'nt you ? you call on the name of the Lord ?" Such was the understanding she had of the blessed ordinance. Mrs. M. had long since left the circles of fashion, and professing Christians had begun to mark her as a disciple indeed. Among these was a Methodist lady, residing in an ad- jacent street. Li one of her calls sometime after Mrs. M.'s baptism, she expressed great gratification that one of her rank should have so openly left the world, and come out on the Lord's side. " But one thing," said she, " has marred my pleasure greatly, when seeing you pass my window dressed in your sumptuous attire. I feared the change was not in all things what it should be. Just imagine how many hungry mouths and ragged forms such articles as you wear would make comfortable." Mrs. M. meekly rephed that she dressed to AN AX GEL VISIT. ^ 37 please her husband ; she did not wish to dis- gust him with her rehgion any further than he was ah'eadj. She intended, however, as soon as her costly turbans were worn out, to substi- tute ui their place a plainer and cheaper style of cap. Very soon Lizzie looked up to her mother and made the inquiry usual with her whenever company was present ; " May I speak, ma ?'' And would not this habit of Lizzie's convey a lesson to many little girls who too often intrude their childish remarks into the conversation of persons older than themselves ? Let such learn from " gentle Lizzie," who never spoke in the presence of visitors without being first addressed, or re- questing leave. On this occasion the permis- sion was given. To the surprise of both her mother and the lady, she turned to the latter, saying, " Mrs. L , do you look in tJie glass when you tie that bow in your bonnet ?" Mrs. L. dressed very plainly, but exceedingly prim, neat, and in perfect accordance with the laws, of fashion. Lizzie had noticed that she always wore her bonnet-strings tied on one side of her chin, and in a very fastidious style. Her keen 38 AN ANGEL VISIT. perceptions discerned the inconsistency of a lady who was so very particular about the tie of a ribbon, reproving her mother for style in dress, therefore she made the inquiry we have related. " Thank you for the reproof, my dear;" was Mrs. L.'s Christian reply, and Lizzie added, " 'Cause, Mrs. L., my mother never looks in the glass when she puts on her turbans." Her fihal affection was quite wound- ed by the idea that her mother could do any thing wrong, or needed the slightest reproof. Another incident occurring about this time, afforded proof how much her thoughts turned to heavenly things. A very good and venera- ble deacon of the church of which Mrs. M. was a member, sometimes called on her for the purpose of spiritual conversation. Durmg one of these visits, the topic discussed was the different measures of grace enjoyed by indi^dd- uals on earth, and the degrees of blessedness imparted in heaven. After hstening for a long time, with interest beamuig from her young face, Lizzie whispered her request to be per- mitted to speak. This was granted, and the dear child looked up affectionately to the old AX AXGEL VISIT. 39 gentleman, saying, " Mr. W , you a bushel, because jou are a good old man ; Mr. S , (their minister,) he a ^^t^c/c ; my mother, she a quart; and me a teacup; because me loves Jesus too; and we be all full up;" suiting the action of her little hand to the words. The good old man caught the child in his arms, and embracing her fervently, said, '' Bless your httle heart, and is that the way you explain the measures of grace ? The Lord grant that you may indeed he full up .'" In connection with this, comes up a reminis- cence of Lizzie when in her seventh year. For several years an intimacy had existed between Mrs. M.'s family and that of Dr. A , a very powerful and popular preacher of London. He was remarkably fond of children, and often invited them to his house, permitting them to run at large through his spacious gardens, and in the midst of their plays, he would seat him- self beneath some pleasant shade tree, and call them around him. Then he would ask them questions of a religious nature in a very invit- ing form, and encourage them to inquire any thin^z their childish imairinations desired. Liz- 40 AN ANGEL VISIT. zie was often at these pleasant gatherings, and would return delighted to rehearse to her mo- ther the happiness she had enjoyed. On the occasion to which we allude, however, she said nothing concerning the conversations which had taken place. A few evenings afterwards, her mother took her as usual to Dr. A.'s weekly lecture, as the church was very near her residence. His discourse on this evening was on the rehgious training of children, and in connection with the subject, said "they thought far more deeply on rehgious topics than the generality of persons supposed." In illustration, he alluded to the company of httle ones who had met under his roof the few days pre\ious, in this manner. " As I was looking about on the dear little forms dispersed hither and thither before me in their innocent sports, and sat musing on the worth of their immortal souls, a very httle girl came to me, and looking up in my face with an expression of earnestness, said, ' Dr. A , if God could do all things, why did'nt he keep Adam and Eve from sinning? then Jesus Christ would'nt have been killed.' " Here Liz- AN ANGEL VISIT. 41 zie touched her mother's arm, and whispered, " I asked that, ma." Mrs. M. bade Lizzie " hush," and the preacher went on. " I said, ' dear child, "wait until jou are older ; time will show ;' but did any of you, my hearers, ask me that question, I would reply, ' for the glory of God, to manifest His glory — remember to show forth His glory to all the world, and to all eternity.' " Again Lizzie whispered to her mother, " AMiy could'nt he tell tiie that, ma? J could understand him. " Lizzie was but six years old, when, one day returning from school, she found a poor but very clean looking woman in the streets, with an infant in her arms about nine months old. She appeared pale and very sad, and looked as if she did not know which way to go, or what to do. Lizzie went up to her, saying, " Poor woman ! do you want any thing ?" " Yes, dear, I want food for my three hun- gry children, and sick husband at home." " Well, come, go to my mother's house, and she'll give you some. I'll show you where it is — come." 42 AN ANGEL VISIT. The distressed woman followed the little prattler to the door of her home, which she opened, and ran forward into the parlor full speed to tell her mother, but seeing her father, stopped, and very quickly left the room. Mr. M., judging from her manner she had some object in vieAV, stepped hghtlj after, and over- heard her in a low tone talking thus : " Mj father is there now — he is a very good man, but not quite so good as my mother. He don't like my mother to give away so much, so you must come again when my father is not here, for he might get angry with my mother. Now don't you think my father is a bad man, for he is a very good man." Then kissing the baby, she says, " Oh you, you pretty baby ! you sweet baby ! here's all I got," handing her two farthings, " but it'll buy a roll." The woman left the door, and Lizzie returned to the parlor. Her father being in one of his gra- cious moods that day, was highly amused at the description his little daughter had given of him, and immediately began to teaze her, for when in a good humor he was very fond of her. AN ANGEL VISIT. 43 "So, Miss Lizzie, ' your father is a very good man, but not quite so good as your mo- ther !' a fine character for a little girl to give her father!" Poor Lizzie stood quite con- founded, not having dreamed that her father had hstened. " But however, your father is on the whole a very good man — ^you thmk so, Lizzie ? Well, well, I must see this poor wo- man that you have frightened away because your father is here. Go tell her to come back again." Lizzie looked inquiringly at her mo- ther, as if wondering if her father could be in earnest. Mrs. M. nodded her assent, and Lizzie ran to the door and looked out, but the woman had gone. The child remembering that she had given her money to buy a roll, ran to a baker's shop which was near, and find- ing her there, told her to come back, for her father wanted to see her. The poor woman wondering at the interest manifested in her by so young a child, followed her httle guide, who ran trippingly to her father, saying, " She's come, father, and you can't think what a sweet little baby she has ; the prettiest baby you ever saw!" Mr. M. finding the woman 4 44 AN ANGEL VISIT. cleanly, and her babe really interesting, had her sit do^Yn, and made a minute inquiry into her affairs, which seemed quite distressing. Her immediate wants were reUeved, and ar- rangements made for the benefit of her suffer- ing family ; and the poor woman seemed from that day to consider Lizzie as an angel sent from heaven, while Lizzie, on her part, scarcely knew bounds to her dehght. AN ANGEL VISIT. 45 CHAPTER III. IXCIDEXT3 OF SCHOOL LIFE. A CHILD at home and a child at school, must be the same in either place. The boy or girl -who is respectful and obedient to pa- rents, will be the same to teachers ; but a dis- obedient and imruly child at home, cannot be a good scholar. Lizzie was gentle and beloved at home, and at school it was the same. Dili- gent in her studies, and silent and respectful to her teacher, you might have looked m at Mrs. O.'s school at any hour, and '' gentle Liz- zie " would soon have attracted your eye. There she sat, with her broad, high forehead, her large blue eyes resting thoughtfully on her book, and her sweet lips parted, as if to ask the meaning of what she read. Now, she is at the head of a class of girls larger and prob- 46 AN ANGEL VISIT. • ably older than herself — ^her eye is lighted up with animation, and her whole attention centres in the explanation being given by her teachers. Now, again, she is at play, and her innocent gayety never intrudes on the happiness of her schoolmates, but love shows itself in every act. Is it any wonder that Lizzie M. was the pet and favorite of both teacher and pupils ? But poor Lizzie was not without her trials, even at school. The best have their enemies, and Lizzie was not an exception. Among Mrs. O.'s pupils, was a girl of low family, vul- gar manners and dull intellect. Her parents had suddenly become wealthy, and supposed that refinement and learning could be as quick- ly obtained. This girl soon imbibed a great disUke to Lizzie, because she was a general favorite, and became envious of her superiority in manners and learning. Though several years older than Lizzie, she was not ashamed to annoy her in every possible way, and en- deavor to destroy her credit in the school. Her whole aim was to dress in a style more showy and expensive than any other girl in school, and she despised Lizzie because of her AN AXGEL VISIT. 47 plain and simple attire, though it was in reality more genteel and tasteful than her own. As has been said before, Mrs. M. was a lady of fashion, and accustomed to spend her money just as she pleased. But when she became a Chi-istian, she found that the silver and gold were the Lord's, and that she must account to him for the manner in which she used it. She saw there were Bibles needed, and missiona- ries, and chm^ches, and the poor and the igno- rant had to be fed, and clothed, and instructed, and she dared not apply her money to any unwise purpose. So, very soon after her pro- fession, she adopted a system which economized her expenses considerably, and left her much more to spend in the cause of charity. One of these methods of economy was the cutting and refitting of her own partially worn dresses, as school frocks for her httle daughter. This fact Lizzie's enemy, Sarah Loder, had ascer- tained, and made it the subject of daily annoy- ance, taunting Lizzie on every occasion. It was Mrs. M.'s purpose, about this time, to place Lizzie at a boarding school in the coun- try ; and anticipating tliis change, she made 4* 48 AN ANGEL VISIT. several purchases in articles of clothing, adapt- ed to the future use of her daughter. A few days after the making of some of these articles, Sarah threw at Lizzie as she made her appearance on the play ground, her old taunt — " Here's the girl who always wears her mother's old gowns. Here's the second hand clothing shop !" " No, I don't," said Lizzie with more spirit than was usual with her, " for I've got a good many new frocks ; and silk ones, too." " Yes, I s'pose they're some of your mo- ther's old ones made new; ha I ha! ha!" laughed the \Tilgar girl. " No such thing ; they are new, and I shall wear one of them next Sunday, and carry my new parasol, too !" " We'll see ! we'll see ! ha ! Miss Lizzie's coming out !" School adjourned at the usual hour, and be- fore Lizzie had time to reach home, Sarah sud- denly intruded herself into Mrs. M.'s presence, and with her usual rudeness called out, " Mrs. M. ; may I see Lizzie's new frocks ?" " No, Sarah ; it if? not my habit to expose AN ANGEL VISIT. 49 either her wardrobe or mj own. How did you know she had any new frocks ?" ^' Oh, she told us so in school, to be sure." " Well, you may go, for you cannot see them." Mrs. M. felt much grieved at what she sup- posed a new trait in Lizzie's character, never knowing her to express any particular interest in such matters. When Lizzie returned and took her usual seat by her side, Mrs. M. in- quired, " My daughter, how came you to boast of your new frocks in school, to-day ?" " Mother, I did not boast ; but Sarah Loder is always teazing me about wearing your old gowns, and to-day she began again, and then I said, ' Well, Sarah, I am going to wear a new frock Sunday, and you'll see it.' " No more was said ; but when Sunday came, Mrs. M. purposely laid out a very neat little chintz, as her daughter's dress for the day. When Lizzie saw this, she inquired, " Am I not going to wear my neio silk to-day, ma ?" " No, my dear, you are to wear this chintz." " Not my silk, mother ?" " No, my dear." 50 AN ANGEL VISIT. Lizzie then burst into tears. " What are you crying for, my child ?" " Oh, mother, I have told a story ! I told Sarah Loder I should wear my new silk to-day, and my parasol, and she will call me a story teller:' " Never mbid, my daughter ; all you have to do, is, to obey me." Mrs. M. never argued a case with her chil- dren, but always taught them to obey without asking why, or wherefore. So she dressed Lizzie and took her to church, saying no more on the subject. But in the afternoon, know^- ing the ridicule Lizzie would have to endure during the week, and being miwilhng to subject her to greater temptation .than her years could bear, she put on the silk dress, and also gave her the parasol, thinking she had been suffi- ciently punished for her boasting. During the exchange of clothing, she said, " Lizzie, do you know you were very, very WTong in permitting any one to tempt you to boast of your fine clothes ? Why should you care if they did say you wore old clothes ? The money I save in this way helps to clothe many a poor child AN AXGEL VISIT. 51 who has nothing but rags. Your frocks are quite as good as those of other children, if they are made up second hand. But there is one dress you forgot to boast of." " What is that, mother ?" said Lizzie. " Your shroud, my child." " Shroud — what is that, ma ?" " Have you ever seen any one in their cof- fin ?" '' No, mother." (Mrs. M. knew that she had never looked on death, but made these in- quiries for the purpose of instruction.) " \yhen persons die, they are dressed in their grave clothes, sometimes called shrouds, sometimes winding sheets. This is their last dress, and they wear it in the grave. This you had not seen, and did not think of; but when you look at your fine clothes, remember, Lizzie, you can- not wear them in the grave ; and I want you to learn that Uttle hymn of Dr. Watts', begin- ning, ' ATTiy should our garments, made to hide Our parents' shame, provoke our pride ?' &c." Lizzie wept freely, and in going to church her dress seemed to have no share in her 52 AN AXGEL VISIT. thoughts, not even in passing the door vrhere Sarah stood gaping at the passers by. But Mrs. M. noticed her malicious expression of countenance as she looked at Lizzie's really beautiful frock, and she pitied the girl whose mind cherished so base a passion. From that time, Lizzie never showed any pride in her dress. As the seasons came round, and her mother would remark, " I must procure Lizzie some new clothing," she never inquired, " What will you get, mother ?" or expressed any preference for one article more than another. But w^hen the purchases were made, and shown to her, she would remark, " This is nice ! this will be comfortable !" and similar expressions. Often, after the afiair above mentioned, would Mrs. M. take her httle daughter to walk in the beautiful grave-yards, and point out to her how narrow were the homes appointed for all living, and how many little graves were there, no larger than herself. And as funerals passed their dwelling, she would explam to her the nature of death, its entire cutting off from earth, and the arrangements made for the body AN AXGEL VISIT. 53 afterward, until Lizzie perfectly understood the solemn event. The aiFair of the new frock did not lessen the desire of Lizzie's enemy at school to tor- ment her, it rather added fuel to the flame. It happened, not long after, the teacher missed a silver thimble and a gold pencil. Search was made for several days, and one morning Sarah went to the teacher before school, and whispered to her that she knew where her things were. " And where are they, Sarah ?" was the reply. " Why, yesterday, ui recess, Lizzie Mat- thews opened her desk to get something, and I saw your things in the comer." " I am not willing to beheve Lizzie has taken them, but I shall have the matter searched out." When Lizzie came to school, her teacher called her aside, and told her of the charge laid against her. " Your things in my desk, Mrs. ! I'm sure I never saw them, and how can they be there ?" '■^ Well, Lizzie, examine your desk, and then we shall know." 64 AN ANGEL VISIT. Lizzie opened her desk, lifted out her books and needlework, and lo, in one corner lay the thimble and pencil ! On seeing them, she started with a look of horror, a flush, and then a deadly paleness overspread her face, and she leaned upon her desk and burst into tears. The teacher remarked to Lizzie that she would call on her mother, and hoped the affair would prove to be an accident. When the classes were called up for recita- tion, poor Lizzie's distress was so great that she could not articulate a word, and the teacher told her she might go home. She reached her mother's room nearly fainting, and it was some time before she recovered herself sufficiently to tell the story of her grief. There was a great outcry that day when pla}^ hours arrived, and the pet of the school was known to have gone home in disgrace. Play was forgotten in the excitement of this singular event. Tumultuous voices mingled their words, among which might be heard Sarah Loder's, bawHng above the rest, " Great things this stuck up Lizzie Matthews is — turned out AX ANGEL VISIT. 5B a reg'Iar thief at last — -wonder -who's the best in school now !" " I'm sure /never thought her such a para- gon ; I could'nt see what Mrs. 0. and the girls always made such a pet of her for ;" said an affected Miss just in her teens, with a curl of her lip and a toss of her head. Here several voices sung out together, " We don't care I Lizzie Matthews is no thief, and never will be ; should'nt wonder if somebody we know was found out after a while. Guess Sarah Loder knows better than Lizzie Mat- thews how they got into the desk !" Just then the bell rang, and the enraged girl had only time to cast a look of defiance at the speakers, as they marched in to their re- spective seats. When school adjourned for the day, Mrs. 0. called on Mrs. M., and related the circum- stance. When Mrs. M. acquainted her with the treatment Sarah had always given to Lizzie, and the recent affair of the dress, the teacher could not but think Lizzie innocent. She had never violated the truth in a single instance, and therefore when she declared her innocence, 66 AN AXGEL VISIT. she was believed. When the teacher left, Liz- zie said to her mother, " What do you think, ma, I shoiild want with such things ? you al- ways give me what I need, and if I did want to take any thing, I should he sure Grod ivould see me, and how could I do it ?" Mrs. M. told Lizzie to trust in her Heavenly Father, and he would make all right. She wept so much about the affair that she was quite sick. Several days after, she returned to finish her term of tuition, and was gladly received by the teacher and pupils, for her innocence was evident. Sarah Loder had been detected in the act of putting those very articles into her own pocket, and the fact that she had been the first to discover them when missing before, rendered her guilt evident, and she was brought to confess that she had accused Lizzie falsely. She was sent from school in disgrace, and thus ended these sore trials of Lizzie's gentle spu-it. AN ANGEL VISIT. 57 CHAPTER IV. CLOSING SCEXES. The time came that Lizzie was to enter a boarding school for a term of years. The mo- ther had been very careful to select teachers of piety and reputed kindness, and though the separation was very hard for Lizzie to bear, yet when convinced that it was for her im- provement in health and learning, and more than all, that it was the ivisli of her mother^ she very cheerfully acquiesced. The hohdays oc- curring but twice in a year, she saw her mo- ther but seldom, but her governess frequently wrote, informing her of Lizzie's health and general progress. Mrs. M. also wrote fre- quently to her daughter, counselling and en- couraging her with all the fervency of a mo- ther's love. Lizzie could not write very well 58 AN ANGEL VISIT. when she entered the school, but her governess always asked her when writing, if she had any message to her mother. Her answer was al- ways nearly the same. " Tell ma to pray for me every day ; I pray for her ; tell her I love Jesus, and I read my Bible every day." The routine of a boarding school would not afford a history particularly interesting, espe- cially in the life of one so quiet as Lizzie M. It was diversified only by her returns at the holidays, and occasional calls from her parents. There was one feature of her holiday visits to which she always looked forward with pleasure — the privilege of accompanying her mother in her visits to the poor, and in her rounds of tract distributing. Often while her mother was conversmg and praying with the heads of the family, would Lizzie slip into the next room, or the hall, or yard, as might be, to preach Christ in her childish manner to the children of the family. And she never left without giving them a portion of money saved for the purpose. When she knew of any suffering family, she would ask permission to fill her ht- tle basket with provisions, and taking a bundle AN ANGEL VISIT. 59 of clothing in one arm and the basket on the other, trot along to dispense her charity. Hence you would often see as she approached the dwellings, children larger than herself running to meet her, or calling to their parents, "0, there is sweet httle Miss Lizzie coming !" and many an aged form has called down bless- ings on the head of " the little angel." A few years passed on, Lizzie delighting her mother by her improvement and her sweet epistles of love, written in the overflowing of filial aifection, and giving evidence that the grace of God was filhng her young spirit with its blessed influences. And then a change drew nigh, and Lizzie was to bear a severer trial tlian she had ever dreamed could cross her path. Her father's health had been gradually fail- ing for many months, and as the last hope for lii'e, the physicians ordered him to undertake a voyage at sea. Mrs. M. and the younger children were to accompany him, while Lizzie should remain at school, expecting to complete her term about the time of their return. " We shall not be absent but two or three 60 AN ANGEL VISIT. months, my daughter, and then you will come home to remain with mother all the time. And we hope father will be better, and if the Lord pleases, we shall be very happy." " And then, mother, my studies will be completed, and I can assist you in taking care of little Emma and Henry, and I can read to father, you know." Thus, with pleasant anticipations of the fu- ture, did mother and daughter separate, never to look upon each other again till " the sea shall give up her dead, and they that are in the graves shall come forth." The noble ship set sail with fair winds and dehghtful weather, and ploughed the surging weaves merrily, while the company on board were animated with hope for the future, and happiness for the present. But alas ! in a few days their pleasant skies were shrouded in gloom, their fair winds changed to a tempest, and such a storm beat around them, as appalled the heart of their old weather beaten captain himself. Tossed hither and thither at the mercy of the winds and waves, human skill availed them nothing in that fearful hour, and AX AXGEL VISIT. 61 thej became at last completely TN'recked on a coast far from the one to which they were bomid. How many prayers went up from the dwellers in that doomed vessel, God alone can tell, or how many in the darkness of those awful nights looked to Christ as their only refuge. The long absence of the ship occasioned great anxiety, but at last the news of the wreck reached England, and all on board were re- ported lost. We cannot describe the emotions of poor Lizzie on being informed that she was an orphan, and alone. Such sorrows are too deep for language to depict ; but one thing is certain, her faith was unshaken, or how could her frail nature have sustained so great a shock ? it was one which would have stunned older and stouter hearts. She was but a ten- der lamb, whom the rougher winds of heaven had scarcely ever visited, yet no angry repin- ings, no outbreaks of rebellion were hers, but with the meekness of a true disciple she prayed for resignation. Her teachers exerted all their powers of sympathy, and released her from study, using all their kindest efforts to soothe 62 AN ANGEL VISIT. her, till time could in some measure heal the wound. But though Lizzie's spirit struggled to bear up, her physical frame was too frail to bear the conflict. Her nights were almost sleepless, and her food scarcely partaken. " You must eat, Lizzie dear," said her kind governess, " or you will die." " I would eat, Mrs. , but when I try to swallow, I think of my mother and little brothers, and it chokes me so that I cannot;" was her daily reply. She was taken frequently to ride, and sent to friends in the neighborhood to change the scene, but it was all the same. Her grief was wearing out her life, and she had not strength for the renewal of her energies. Several months passed, with no improvement in Lizzie's pale face and Aveary step. Her tall and slender form began to droop hke a blighted flower, and physicians gave it their opinion that she was in a hopeless decline, from the influence of mental suffering. Not long after this de- cision, her teacher one day entered her apart- ment with a letter in her hand, and sitting doAvn, said in a kind tone, '• Lizzie, dear, I hope I have good news for you. This letter is AN AXGEL VISIT. 63 from America." With a brightened eye and a flushed cheek, Lizzie extended her hand to receive it, but her teacher held it a moment, saying, " Now, dearest, be calm, remember you are not very strong." Lizzie smiled, say- ing, '' I hope God will give me strength ;" but when she recognized the handwriting of her mother^ she was nearly overcome. On open- ing the letter, she found its date more recent than had yet been received, and it was very brief, reading thus : " My dearly beloved daughter, — Long, long have I wished to hear from you, my darling, and from that home which is now so far distant. God has sorely afflicted me, my child, but still ' He is good, He doeth all things well.' If I cannot now see why He has dealt thus with me, I have His promise that I shall know even as I am known, when my spirit reaches that world where all is light and knowledge. I have written several times, but not one letter have I received from you, and I have almost despaired of ever seeing 64 AN ANGEL VISIT. your handwriting again. But in the hope this ■will reach ^ou, I will tell you a part of my his- tory since I left the shores of dear old Eng- land, and you, my darhng child. I cannot rehearse events paii:icularly ; you have probably heard that our vessel was beaten about by storms and finally wrecked, with the bare escape of our Hves. Clothing and money, all were washed overboard. During nearly all the voyage, I was so ill as to be confined to my berth, and unable to attend on your father or the children. We were picked up some- where, I cannot tell you the place, and towed into the harbor of N. The people were very kind to us, and we found a home in a land of strangers ; but in two weeks after our landing I was a widoio, and my children fatherless. Your poor father died repenting of his sins, and trusting in the Lord Jesus. I cannot now bring myself to write all ; I have not strengtj^ I shall stay here with the little ones untitl get remittances from England to enable me to re- turn. Do not grieve too much, dear child, the Lord win not lay upon us more than we can AX AXGEL VISIT. 65 bear, and let us hope for a liappy reunion be- fore long. Your aflfectionate mother, E M ." Rejoiced as Lizzie might be to read her mo- ther's words and know that she was alive, there was not that in her letter which could altogether bind up the bruised spirit. Her thoughts dwelt now on her mother's lonely situation, and she sympathized too deeply to gain much good. She felt, also, the loss of her father, who had always been fond of her, though he had not been all she could have wished. It was not long before she penned a reply to the dear parent she loved so well. It was a long letter of love and consolation, such as an affectionate and truly pious daughter only can write. She said nothing of her health, except that it was Jj^as usual," that she might not add to her mo- "^ner'^ affliction. A few paragi'aphs shall be quoted : — '•• Do pray for me, dear mother, at ten o'clock every day. Don't you remember when 66 AN AXGEL VISIT. I was at home once, and we were walking in the garden and looking at the beautiful moon, you said the same moon would shine on me when I was at school ? And does not the same Jesus hear your prayers and mine too, though the great ocean is between us ? You taught me to pray, dear mother, and how shall I ever thank you enough ! Did poor father say any thing about me before he died ? God bless you, my dear mother ! God bless you, my dear, dear, dear mother ! So prays your affectionate Lizzie." These sweet communings were the last ever enjoyed by mother and daughter while in this world. Not very long after these letters were written, a report was brought by a vessel from America, that 3Irs. M. was numbered with the dead, and her little ones were in the care of friends. From the day this intelligent reached the already stricken child, she seemed to wither daily. Her secret devotions, and the perusal of her Bible were still observed, but she seemed like one just waiting the Mas- ter's call. Her calmness and resignation re- AN ANGEL VISIT. ' 67 solved itself into a heavenly peace, which rested on her countenance, and imparted even a cheerfulness to her smile. Her governess went one morning into her room, as usual, to ascertain how she had passed the night, and was alarmed to find her very much changed. There was no mistaking the symptoms enstamped on her sweet face, and the physician was summoned in all haste. But all that friends or physicians could do, was of no avail. " She was wanted above," and mor- tahty could not longer keep her wilhng spirit. She knew that she was called, and seemed re- joiced that her hour had come. " Mrs. ," said she, looking up to her governess, J' when I am gone, please look in my desk, and you will see what I would like you to do with my things. Please give them all as I have written it down. But don't for- get the ijoor heathen^ and the Bible cause, will you, Mrs. ?" Her teacher promised all should be as she desired, and expressing her thanks, she closed her eyes as if satisfied, and soon after, Lizzie, the gentle, the pious, the 68 AN ANGEL VISIT. beloved, sunk into her last sleep, whispering, '' I am goiyig to meet my dear mother. ^^ It is not many years since " gentle Lizzie " became an inhabitant of her Father's kingdom. What dear child is there who would not love to live as Lizzie lived, and die as Lizzie died, in hope of heaven. She, though gentle, be- nevolent, obedient and prayerful, knew that being thus could not save her, and she leaned all her hopes on the merits of Jesus, her Re- deemer. We know that He has not deceived her, and that " where He is, there she is also." There may you be, dear reader, when you have passed away from earth. UCSB LlBRm ;SOUTHeBN BEGlONW IVo.»«o ,