b"V' LIBRARY UNIVERSITY OP CAUFORWA SAN DIEJQO SEAWEED: A CORNISH IDYLL UNIVERSITY PRESS. SEAWEED A Cornish Idyll EDITH ELLIS LONDON THE UNIVERSITY PRESS, LIMITED WATFORD, LONDON 1898 TO F. K. 1877 1892. SEAWEED : A CORNISH IDYLL. CHAPTER I. " LORDY ! Lordy ! this be a weary world for the old and feeble. I sometimes wonder what us s'ould do without a bit o' scented snuff or a drop o' good tea wi' a shake o' green in it eh, Kit boy?" A patient-looking man, who sat near the fire with his head lowered, raised his eyes, and grunted out, "Humph ! " The woman was his mother, who having arrived safely at her eightieth year, still kept the desire for youth so vigorous that, when she had a sick stomach or a touch of " the new complaint they call the flenzy," she felt that God was giving her a test for her patience which really ought not to come except to those whom the Lord loveth well enough to take to 2 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. Himself. She sat month after month, crooning over the past or wailing at the future, some- times doing a bit of knitting, but chiefly patting her wrinkled hands one over the other, as if she had a rhythmic cadence in her mind, as she sighed " Lordy, Lordy," which name would cer- tainly sound irreverent on the lips of any but the Elect, since it implied not only endearment, but familiarity. " It's a whishe world, my son a whishe world and it's whishest when I do feel I'm a burden on you and Janet." She looked across at her son, and her old eyes brightened as she made one more attempt to draw the man out. She waited for a loving re- monstrance, but Kit only coughed. " It's well to be some folkses, that it be. It's lonesome fur you when you be left so long, wi'- out your woman to do chars fur 'ee. She've been gone sin' yesterday and even to me it do seem a month. I miss her bits o' tasties. You and me betwixt us can scarce fit up a cup o' tea, fur you be bef oolt in your legs and I be in the same strait in my back and arms. Lordy, Lordy, it is a whishe business, and I hope the good Jesus will Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 3 soon rid me of it all that I do," she added with a whimper," fur I be nothin' but a burden now." Her son looked up with a faint smile on his face. "Yes, yes, it is a bit dull at times, sure 'nough," he said, raising his voice in the musi- cal interrogatiVe so peculiar to Cornwall, " but it ain't so whishe for you as me, mother. I do belong to do somethin' more nor sit over the fire like a ash cat and wait fur a neighbour to drop in, so that in talkin* wid 'eu I can furget what sort I be now. It plagues me like a fever when I reckon it all up and know I shain't never be no good for nothin' ag'in. But what's the use o' jawin' over it. I mun bear it and tak' the best I can and stop snarlin'." He stretched out his hand for a thick length of iron which lay near, and raked some stray pieces of furze and faggots together on to the smould- ering fire, causing a blaze of light to spring up in the open chimney corner and illuminating both faces with sham laughter, as if the man and wo- man alike were grim jokes over which the flames might gibe. The man was partially paralysed. A mining accident had prostrated him with a 4 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. disease the doctors called by a learned name, which Kit declared he could never quite roll round his tongue. Two years after his marriage this disaster had come upon him. The disease, while leaving him the use of his hands and arms, had paralysed both his legs, causing a total change in his way of life, for the once muscular miner and hardy man of all trades was reduced to making and mending nets as his only means of earning a living. Before his accident he was a good, capable workman, much counted upon in times of diffi- culty or strife as a temperate and dependable sort of man who carried more wisdom in his little fin- ger than most people could boast of having in their whole body. He had acquired the position of mentor in the small fishing village of Carn- wyn because of his short way of getting to the centre of a difficulty without the usual hour and a quarter of preamble which to the rough sailors and their wives seemed indispensable before they could come near the point at issue. It had been whispered more than once in the gossip of the village corners that Kit Trenoweth, or Clibby Kit had not been in foreign parts for Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 5 nothing. In fact there was no saying that he had not got a tip or two from royalty in the course of his travels, for some of his ideas were quite " flash " enough for that to seem possible. Many a man and woman in the village had come in after Kit's accident had disabled him, to ask for advice on some domestic matter, "just to make Clibby Kit feel hisself a man again." He always gave advice readily and cracked a joke as well as any of them, even against himself, so that he puzzled his old mates sorely ; they could not tell whether the man was crushed or not, for he gave them no chance to pity him or to scorn him. His mother was the real trial to his good humour. He had promised many years ago that she should never leave his home, and that he would always provide for her, but now, kindness having come home to roost with a magpie ten- dency to be always droning out "Lordy, Lordy !" " Deary me ! " he often wished, without realising any infamy in the thought, that her " Lordy " would take her to heaven, where, he firmly be- lieved, she would enjoy the perpetual youth for which she so continuously and so wailingly craved. He loved her in a long-suffering way 6 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. with a love born of habit but not of union or understanding. She was his mother, he was her only idol, and in that fact lay many of his worst griefs. She had thwarted him in his lar- gest longings because she loved him selfishly, and wanted him exclusively and he, in his rough way, had realised how she had strained the bond between them so tightly that nothing but habit held him to her. He was a rough sea-coast dreamer, and her snuff-taking and continual whining interrupted his fancies and his memo- ries. The firelight rested him and made him more a lover of his woman and the sea than ever. His mother, always sitting opposite to him by the fireside, jerked his fancies continually to the sordid contemplation of a cripple's life and a cripple's chances of being neglected and then forgotten. " Kit ! " old Mother Trenoweth spoke sharply, and even shrilly this time. He raised his head once more and fixed his eyes on the wrinkled face before him. The thin, old hand with its dark blue veins attracted her son's eyes as she fumbled in her pocket for her snuff-box. It was one she prized, for Kit had Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 7 picked it up some years ago when a wreck had wakened Carnwyu into hard work and new ex- periences, for many a home could date its miscar- riages and its seizures from the day when three vessels foundered on Scryfa beach, and only six men of all the crews were saved. Kit Trenoweth remembered the day well, and as he looked at his mother he thought of it. That snuff-box had a tale behind it for Clibby Kit, and he just remem- bered he had never told his wife how he came by it. "Kit do 'ee hear me?" "Yes, mother. What do 'ee want?" The old woman took a big pinch of snuff and spoke slowly and a trine cautiously, as if she were not sure how the remark would be re- ceived." "Do 'ee believe that Janet's seaweed messes do 'ee much good, Kit ? There be folkses," she went on rapidly, determined to finish her sentence before he could stop her, "who do say as your woman likes a jaunt now and then, and is over fond of fetching they weeds from up 'long instead of biding always wi' we and doin' our coddles and chars as she ought to do." " Folks be danged ! " 8 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. " Husht, boy, husht ! " site said, looking round as if the devil, for whom she had as yet found no endearing name might be within hearing ; " I canna let 'ee use swear words like that, a Chris- tian don't belong to use such oaths. You never did it afore " she was going to add " you mar- ried" but she changed it as she looked at his face, " afore you was maimed. It is a great affliction, Kit, my son, but the Lord do knaw best, and perhaps He've set 'ee on your chair there so that 'ee could be of more spiritual use to that flash woman o' yours than ever 'ee was able to be when 'ee did belong to go out from mornin' to night and was in full work and pay." She nodded her head and patted one hand over the other in a way which meant to convey to her son that she could say more if she dared. " Out wi' it, what do 'ee mean, mother ? Let's hear. What have 'ee 'gainst my woman?" " Nothin', lad, why nothin' at all. It is na me as do talk o' she. No, I allus pleads fur she, knowing what a power o' life young things do belong to have. I've heard many an ill word o' Janet, but I'm slow to mind it all, but you do Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 9 knuw I've never thought she was the wife you would have took to, no, that I didn't, fur like it or not, Kit, they be right when they do say that she's a lass as is bound to make a man's heart heavy oue way or 'nother." "Mother, husht!" " There, there ! it's allus the way. Wives first ana mothers ain't nowhere. I s'all be shoved out o' the door one day and told not to put my finger in your flour sack again, like Molly Oliver was done to by her son ; things is coming that way, I b'lieve." Kit took out his pipe, slowly filled it, lighted up, and sent a great cloud of smoke between his face and his mother's, saying sullenly: u You b'lieve all the lies you can fall on, I reckon. Do nobody tell 'ee truth by chance ? " He laughed stupidly, as if he'd like to sleep if she would let him. " Iss ! Iss ! and it is the truth that fears me fur 'ee. You don't b'lieve as a big, bounciii' woman like Janet is going to bide true to a " " Mother, husht ! If I had the use o' my legs again I'd thrash every blooniin' jackass as dares to take the name o' my woman on his dirty 10 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. mouth. Iss ! I'll use words strong 'nough to choke the passons and liards as come here 'cause they 'aven't enough to do wi'out taking up women's gossip. They fill your head wi' rubbish enough to deafen a Chinaman. I'm wild wi' it all naw ! " and he spit angrily into the fire. " I've listened and said nothin' for months, but now hear a bit o' my mind on this job just for once't. My woman's a darned sight handsomer, straighter, and" he laughed " decenter than any o' the maids up 'long or down 'long, a darned sight better by yards, mind that ! and that's just why she's got the women folkses agin she. Do 'ee think I don't knaw ? " He sneered and laughed roughly. " I ain't watched and walked wi' maids for nuthin', mind 'ee. I've been a hot un i' my time 'ee do knaw that and Janet warn't the first woman as I've kissed, but I guess she's the last." He bristled up and smoked hard, and his mother muttered beneath her breath : " I s'ouldn't like to say as you was the last man as Janet had made free wi' in any way; seems to me as females now-a-days 'as too much tether given to 'em, and by they as s'ould 'ave Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 11 the whip-hand o' 'en too. I'm not one o' they sort, as believes a female can cap' en hersel' ; it ain't the law o' God as her s'ould, and a sensible man soon finds that out for hissel'. A woman must be captained same as a ship, or her'll run on to rocks sure 'nough. That's been your blun- der, my son. You began wrong wi' Janet, and let a high-spirited, lusty woman get 'ee fast under her thumb. The coortin' s'ould be sweet 'nough, but a man s'ould feel the whip handle and flick the cord betimes, just to show the female as her lord can do summat more nor wor- ship a woman." She clasped her hands in a resigned way and looked steadfastly at Kit, who was smiling to himself. She was not sure that he had heard her, for he said slowly, and a little absently : " I'd weary work gettin' o' Janet. Lancashire women must be mixed up wi' different stuff, I reckon. It was as stiff a job as ever I tackled, and made me sweat often enough, I can tell 'ee. Howsomever, that time I was clipped tight, for I've never been able to make free wi' maids sin'." He snorted and smoked harder still. " I b'lieve sometimes it's that that do rile 'em that, and 12 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. Janet's face which makes 'em all feel as if they's had the pock. That's why they be all dead agin she. It's 'cause they be crazy jealous o' she. If she was a hedge maid, like lots I know here by, who go like cats creepin' after dusk for toms, and ready to tak' men or lads, whichever comes handiest, why, they'd leave she be. But no, 'cause her'd put her fist right in the eye of any man as tried to kiss she and 'ud do a kind act for any maid as wanted it, they come here wi' their damned whisperin' and sniggerin', and I tell 'ee for truth, mother, they ain't fit to wash her clomen." " Well ! well ! young uns will talk, Kit, and I canna put wool i' my ears." " No ! I knaw that, but 'ee needn't wash out your earholes fur to listen better, and you be soft 'nough to harken and believe em " " No, lad, it ain't exactly as I b'lieve 'em, but she do open the road for talk about she. I don't bear no grudge agin she but " Iss you do, the lot of 'ee. I knaw all you would like to spit out about she. You 'ave got a grudge agin she. Say what you be a mind to. Do 'ee think 'cause I holds my tongue 1 don't Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 13 knaw how you all hate she. Bah ! " he spat angrily on the floor and knocked the ashes from his pipe and then rubbed the bowl of it quickly against his sleeve as if he'd brighten other things than pipe bowls if he could do as he liked. " Thee art a bit teasy, Kit. Thee dost want Janet to come and lift 'ee on the sofa for a while. Thee 'ave sat there too long and art a bit cramped. Lordy ! Lordy ! I wish her'd come home and fit us up a snack o' supper, for I fancy a bit o' tasty, and I reckon that's why we're fret- tin' a bit one 'gainst the other." Kit kept up his rubbing and said stolidly and slowly, as if he had not heard his mother speak, " It's six year come Christmas Ere sin' I took she to wife, and you and old Mother Treglown have butted your two heads together ever sin' to try and ferret out if she be splay-footed, or has a devil's imp inside o' she. Iss ! you knaw I be speaking truth and you may ' Husht ! ' as long as you like. I'm going to give 'ee fur once't a bit o' my mind, and you've got to listen, for I'm danged sick o' all this talk over my woman. I've borne things till I'm real teasy at last. You hate she" he put the pipe in his 14 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. pocket and clasped his hands behind his big neck " cause she's had a bit more learnin' than we belong to give our maids. I know she do use her brains freely, instead o' lettin' 'em addle for want o' big catches to try 'em on. She can't help that. It's her nature as much as it is for one dog to smell another. Our f olkses takes an hour to tell a tale and then tells everythin' but the tale i' the end, and Janet tells 'ee like the click o' a door all 'ee wants to knaw to once't. Same wi' fittin' a man's meat while one o' our maids '11 be fittin' up a bit o' fuggin meat, Janet '11 have a spread o' tasties fit for Bolitho himself to sit to, and it won't cost as much as a bit o' heavy cake when all's said and done." " Iss," nodded the old dame, and she dragged herself across the room to a side cupboard to get the teapot. " Iss ! it be true 'nough. Her can fit up meat better nor anyone I do knaw, sure 'nough, and " as she put the bread and butter on a little round table near the crippled man, " she do eat it hearty too. I marvels sometimes how a female can eat like a g'eat man as she do belong to do. It do take money, I tell 'ee, to keep she in plain Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 15 victuals, not to speak o' coddles wliicli we do all like betimes." The man laughed happily. " That's it, mother. Hand me a drop o' tea and some bread. It gi'es me a hungry feeling like to think o' she and her eatin'. When I first fell in wi' she I thought, that's the maid for me. Her can eat and sleep and work, and I'll lay my head on it her can love on the same plan. Here goes, said I, and I went fur courtin' that woman on the same plan I'd go in for saving a ship, neck or nothin'. I'll have my man in that job it was a woman or go under for it. I knawed she as soon as I clapped eyes- on she wi' her strong legs and g'eat long hands and her rosy mouth as could settle a row in a " he snapped his fingers to indicate the time it would need for Janet to square things. " I don't won- der they hate she here. I knaw the sort o' maid you'd got cut out and dressed for me ; she do hunt hereabouts still. Iss ! you knaw she do, like a bitch mad wi' moonshine. Xo ! I didna want to marry a maid as 'ud sit at my feet and blink at me all day and purr at me all night like a chintzy cat. It shows what a darned lot you 16 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. all know 'bout me, if 'ee do think as they sort o' women takes my fancy. Some more tea, mother." Dame Trenoweth poured out the second cup of tea, and, as she gave it to him, she rubbed her trembling old hand through his thick hair and gently kissed him. Her Kit was her idol, and if she could only get him to talk she did not mind a bit of abuse. " Eh, Kit ! But you're over hard on the maids. It be true I would have liked 'ee to wed a maiden like Wilmot Tregarth, and it's true as 'ee say as she's allus been over fond o' 'ee, but if 'ee don't take to such as she well, well, thy old mother won't make thy bed harder for 'ee to lie on." He handed her his cup and took out his pipe again and sucked it before filling it. " They sort o' women makes me sick," he mut- tered, " I could take my foot to 'em. The very scent of their skirts spells foolishness to me. They seems as addle-pated as gulls, and they simper and chatter 'nough to gie 'ee a sick stomach. But Janet " and as he said the word you could not tell whether the blaze from his match as he Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 17 lighted his pipe or the vision his brain conjured up gave the fire and strength to his deep grey eyes " Janet, why her's never teased me once't nor tired me neither, sin' we was married. Her's like a squirrel, now ain't she, mother?" The old woman nodded. "Like a bit eel, too eh?" he asked with a merry twinkle in his eye as he blew a smoke wreath from his uplifted mouth. " Iss, iss, so she be." " And like a skylark on the Towans at day- break, eh, mother ? " " I don't belong to see they now, lad," she answered cautiously, for she had a dim idea he was taking her into a maze where she would find herself entrapped in the praises of Janet. "Well, her's like a rough colt, too and a bit of a tiger thrown in." He laughed loudly. " That last 'ee'll grant to she ? " " Iss ! a bit like that, but not quite so bad as 'ee've painted she." The old dame grunted, rather bewildered at having her own weapons used in her son's hands. " No, not quite so bad." He chuckled. 18 Seaweed: J. Cornish Idyll. " And down below all they things, mother, there's somethin' else she be like and no feller, unless he's been at a school, could get at it, and perhaps not then. I can't find no way o' tellin' o' it for it's like the lighthouse lamp in a gale. I can steer by en but I'm blest if I can whistle en into the boat wi' me. There you look mad again 'cause I've got off the tiger tack. Oh Lord ! Mother ; I wish 'ee'd try and love she for 'ee do make she whisht many and many a time, though her says no word of it." " Well, well, Kit. I'll try to please 'ee for, as I said afore, I've nothin' agin the woman, and after all she do belong to thee and I s'ud behave better, but " with a sly glance at the man who was now beginning to mend an old brown fishing net with a tatting spool," I do miss the lill baaby, Kit, and I do want to dandle a brat o' yours on my knees afore the Lord do take me." She pulled out of her pocket an old red silk handkerchief and wiped her eyes. This was her trump card and she had saved it all the.se months to play against Janet. She smoothed out her apron and made a grandmother's knee while she rocked to and fro as if hushing a Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 19 child to sleep, but only " Lordy ! Lordy ! " was heard by Kit who never guessed that it was a lullaby. He threw down the net on the floor and the tatting spool with it. "Now we're at it," he said, and belched out volumes of smoke from his pipe. " She be chield- less ! That's your grudge agin she, be it? I've stopped your tongue afore now when you was going to run on that tack and now by God ! I'll stop 'ee altogether." He knocked some more loose furze into the smouldering heap with his hand, tightly clutch- ing the iron which he held, and as the flames danced round the wood he went on : " That woman's biggest wish i' this world is to have a chiel, mind that ! Her biggest wish, I tell 'ee. Her's made in bone and belly and breast for that job better nor all our maids i' Cornwall." His eyes kindled, and the smoking ceased as he twisted himself further round in his chair to face his mother. "I'd never guessed afore I knew she what a woman was. They maids I walked wi' teached me no more o' women o' Janet's mak' nor grey birds or bantams. I never shot a guess 20 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll - afore I courted Jaiiet wliat a parcel o' feelins' could fit into a cream and white skin that looks as if her own finger nails 'ud scar it. Its just they things I think on as I sit here when I can't move about as I belong wo- men and maids and mothers and childer, and I'm blest if every one o' they don't all fit into the face of my woman." Seeing the bewildered look in his mother's face, he said, in a more gentle voice : " But that's not here nor yet there. Mother, do 'ee try to follow me a bit and you're bound to come round to my way o' thinking. I'd cut my hand off iss, I'd scoop out one of my eyes as the Bible tells we to do rather than I'd think hard or evil o' Janet. There is no evil in she." He knocked the ashes out of his pipe against the arm of his chair as he said it, and blew vigor- ously down the stem. " Her's a big brave woman as clings hard to a man " his voice was lowered, and he looked hardly at the old woman " who never can have no chiel ! There, mother ! " with a short, sharp breath " put that in your snuff to scent it wi', and strike out the sum agin Janet ; you've Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 21 got to put that fault to me and not to she. When the neighbours come in next and set up their cursed cackliii' over maids and widders and chiels and passons, tell 'em from me that Clibby Kit can't get no chiel, and that Janet, his wo- man, do cleave to he in spite of it, 'cause she loves he, mark that ! and has vowed to love he till he dies and tell 'em too, if they can spell it out that ever sin' her knawed her could have no chiel, her's never mouthed over it neither to me, nor to any other body. Folks don't mag except o' pin pricks. I'm not blind and I watch she, as you do kiiaw well 'iiough, like a big fool, day in and day out. I watch that woman o' ours wi' chielder, and its 'nough to send 'ee mazed to see the look on her face. Virgin Marys indeed ! they faces ain't none o' em ripe enough to look like my woman." He laughed softly. " The chielder know she, know she for a full, ripe wo- man as wants soinethin' that she do belong to have and can't have noways as I can see. Watch her wi' beasts. It's just the same. It makes a feller feel a skunkin' hound to set fish hooks for starlings or hunt a wild thing happy i' the sun. Oh, mother ! do 'ee hear me ? I'm sore 22 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. pressed to plead for she like this. I don't belong to be a whining ninny like I be this day, but you've set me 011 past my own tongue and I don't knaw myself at all. No, not at all sure 'nough." His face, aglow with the energy with which he had spoken, grew softer. The lover had turned and transfigured the rough miner and educated him beyond the colleges and books he craved to know in order that he might be able to under- stand Janet. Old Mother Treiioweth cowered under his strange look, for Kit, her strong, quiet, and tender son, never talked to her in this feverish way, and she feared he was getting " not exactly " through sitting still all day. " Kit, my son, don't 'ee tak' on 'bout what I said. I meant no hurt to she. I'm a lone widdy," with a whimper, " and I did want to dandle a lill grandchiel on my knees afore I died but, if it is the Lord's will that 'ee cannot be a goodman to she as is your lawful wife, well, it is not for me to say one way nor another, and I didna mean to tease 'ee, sure 'nough. When a woman be barren, 'ee knows 'eeself that folks will talk and say that, if one chap winna do, she Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 23 do often hanker after another, specially if her master bides always in the house place and she do go up 'long at times as Janet do. I don't say but what they weeds do 'ee good, but it be far for she to go fur they, and she so well set and lively in her talk, and not of this country neither." This last sentence was delivered with a little of the old venom, for here was another sore which could not heal, that her son had not chosen a wife from his own village and people. The man laughed. " It's no use gettin' teasy wi' 'ee, mother. I thank the Lord I've taken a maid from another place ; I've told 'ee over and over again, I'm none taken wi' these lurgy women hereabouts, giddy heads, wi' no sense nor no fling in 'em. I'm goin' to have forty winks now, and so let's leave Janet to hersel' ! Her'll be back betimes and her'll find me as mum as a gurnard if I don't take care. Don't 'ee mind the sharp things I've said to 'ee. I'm not exactly to-day. There's a gale o' wind brewing, I b'lieve, and that allus stirs my bile a bit, since I've had to be indoors. With this apology he leaned back in his chair and closed his eyes, a bit of "play-acting" he 24 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. indulged in when he wanted to escape his mother's chatter. She slowly pulled herself to- gether and hegan to collect and wash up the tea- things, pondering in her old-fashioned way on the perversity of young blood. CHAPTER II. KIT TRENOWETH, after his complaint to his mother that he was in need of sleep, let his head drop on his breast and gradually sank into a quiet doze, but in between the waking and sleep- ing he thought about Janet and wondered in a dim way what kind of power had got possession of him to have altered his life so oddly. When Janet came near him it was as if all gentle and strong influences had come with her. It always bewildered him that he never tired of her, never ceased feeling towards her as if he had but newly possessed her. One of his mates had once told him that it was against nature for him and his sort to live always with the same woman, and he added that with his wife he had to pretend every now and then that she was not married to him, and for this purpose he took off her wedding ring and acted like a lover to her in order to stimulate ( 25 ) 26 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. his old passion for her. Clibby Kit never felt the need to lash tip his old romance for Janet, it never ceased spurring him, and he dwelt in the heaven and hell of an absorption which at times seemed to threaten his reason. At first he thought Janet had bewitched him when he found that a subtler passion followed on the mere physical spell of the early days, for he had seen so many of his mates bewitched and befooled by the fort- night, or by the year, and get over it, as they did a fever. They always settled down to a good- humoured married life, neither drunk nor starved as far as love was concerned, and they laughed knowingly at the first love frenzy in others which they reckoned to be the way of young boys, colts, and soldiers. But Janet had curled round Tre- noweth's nature, until at times he almost felt a feeling of suffocation in his joy at possessing her ; this was often followed by a mood of exaltation, which in his homely way he compared to "the feelin' a man has when he've saved a poor devil from the sea and he finds hisself warm and happy between white sheets again." Every morning when he wakened he thanked God she lay by his side. To feel her breathing near him soothed him Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 27 to a quiet happiness which rarely grew less. She had educated him as love alone can educate. He knew little or nothing of books, nor did she, but the very scent of womanhood, which seemed to lull his baser passions as she moved near him, set him thinking about matters which had never before entered his head. He knew nothing about modern problems how could he? His first problem had been how to fill his own stomach. His second, how to feed his mother, and before he had solved these two the third problem, whicli of course he never recognised as one at all, ap- peared to him when he was working in the mines near Barrow, in the shape of this woman, Janet Nelson, with whom he fell in love, and whom he wooed with a strength and tenacity of purpose which bewildered her. Being a strong, capable Lancashire lass, she had several lovers, as "wenches" always had who had any "grit" in them, but Kit Trenoweth's southern ways, which like the modulations at the end of his sentences, charmed her native artistic sense with a feeling of grace and refinement, at last won her. She was swept away by his sincere passion for her, and the twitting of her companions who called 28 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. her " chap " a " toff " only increased the attrac- tion towards the sober, tender, and yet passionate lover who came to her with none of the vulgar swagger or selfish bombast of the men around her who worshipped money and money-getting more than women. Six years ago he had fought for her and won her. Two years after their marri- age, he came back to his old Cornish home and accepted a vacant place in one of the few mines still offering regular work in Cornwall. Almost immediately upon his return to his old associations and work, when in full health and pay, an accident paralysed him, and he felt himself at times almost like a dead man. Janet had to mother him now, sometimes almost to nurse him like a child and carry him from chair to sofa in her strong arms. The tender and protecting influence came now from the woman to the man, for her old powerful sweetheart was no longer able to guard her ; he had to en- dure a cripple's life with its physical drawbacks and sexual disabilities. The virile lover was laid aside, and Nature, as if in revenge for her thwarted plan, had pressed the subtler spiritual laws of love-life into the foreground, and made Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 29 the mental war against the physical until the poor human with his pipe, his net-making and his mother, presented a sorry spectacle to those who had known him as a strong, capable worker and organiser. It was this subtle transformation in the man and the lover which made him at times unable to tell if he had more pleasure or pain in this love of his. It tormented him on the days when he watched Janet's strong young face brighten as some welcome outsider poured out news or told of some village frolic ; he felt then that he was old, grey, and stupid, and she well, she seemed to him like a seagull and a mermaid in one, meant to fly, dash, strike out and fulfil her- self in ways he could not understand. He smoked the matter in his pipe, he said to himself sometimes, but the tobacco gave out before he could arrive at any definite consolation or con- clusion. Then, as he pondered over it once more, she would come and nestle close to him and caress him in her strong womanly way, lay her long firm hands on his shoulders, and tell him what a good fellow he was, and then he felt happy, very happy, until the devil put it into 30 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. his head to argue with himself that if she had told him he was a bad lot, but that she loved him the bad lot better than anything else in the world, he would hiave been really happy and for a long time. Once as they sat together after the old dame had gone to bed she had looked at him in a strange way and her face seemed tired and a little pale, too, and he had put his arm out, and rubbed the back of his hairy hand on her smooth long fingers, and lingered over the one where the ring told him he was safe. She turned round suddenly and threw her strong arm round his neck and held him so tightly that the pressure hurt him, and she said thickly : " I wonder what I'd do without thee, mon " ; and he could not answer her, for it was as if his very blood had danced in his flesh. She rarely said words like that ; her northern training expressed itself more in gesticulation, and she could rarely speak when she felt deeply. Kit hungered often for a rough Lancashire love speech, but it seldom came. He had grown very restless these last two years ; he wondered if books or clever people could help him over one or two puzzles which bewildered him. He was Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 31 growing afraid of the silence Janet always kept about having no child ; he felt nervous about it as he might of a ghost. Her reserve, and her wild joyless laughter over trivialities, which he had noticed at times, worried him, and he dared not question her for fear of putting his own dread into her mind in case his suspicions were only the result of his doting passion. The real truth lay in the knowledge, that grew upon him in some undefined way, that the woman was more than his match. The girls with whom he had flirted, the women familiarity had led him to understand his mother, for instance were not like Janet. They had no inflexions, no modulations worth speak- ing of ; they were within the octave, as it were, and an occasional tuning up at Christmas, at Feast times, or when a revival took place, was all they needed to keep them both healthy and virtu- ous. Love had sharpened Trenoweth's wits, and he was puzzled about Janet's oddities, until he had once or twice come nearly to the point of having a talk with the " passon," of whom he stood in awe as more or less belonging to the " gentry," to whom a poor man could not easily 32 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. pour out his human difficulties. He felt it would be a good deal easier to beg for parish relief than to ask advice on a subject he had pondered over until it had become a part of Janet in his thoughts, and would not bear talking over any more than the big brown mole under her breast or the clothing she wore in the night time. He smoked and made his nets and cursed him- self for a doubting fool when he felt an icy shiver run over him .as he said to himself : " Her's above the likes o' we her'll find it out one day, and then well, what then ? " These reflections generally ended in his declaring with astound- ing emphasis that Janet belonged to him and to him alone, and he was but a poor-hearted fellow to addle his brains with silly fears. One day, after an hour spent in thinking over these things, he had suddenly called out gruffly : " Come here, wench, and kiss your lawful man, we're spliced for good, mind, as you women say up 'long ; you can't get out o' it, Janet my lass." Janet had pondered over this speech and won- dered if Kit would ever become like Nathan Tre- weeke, who ordered his woman about as if she had neither soul nor body of her own, and at last Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 33 gave her two black eyes in the endeavour to prove that man is made on purpose to master a woman and after that to praise God and glorify him for ever. Kit Trenoweth had never spoken so strongly or at such length in his life as he had to his mother that afternoon, and the mental effort had exhausted him. He dozed as he thought over Janet and longed for her return. His brain and spine seemed alive and as if tiny hot insects were crawling over him, and picking with teeth like needle-points the very marrow out of his bones. His manhood and his self-control seemed to be fast ebbing away, and he felt that if he did not see Janet he should soon be " mazed." His wife had been gone a day and a night, but it seemed weeks to Kit. She left home so rarely that he thought when she had gone that he had some idea of what it would be like if she died, or he died, for he could never imagine that even in heaven he could be anything but lost and " leery " without Janet. Kit scarcely realised how his whole religioi) had been unconsciously modified and in some respects utterly changed through his love for 34 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. this woman Janet. The world, which he once affected to look upon as a mere temporary dwel- ling place, had become his heaven simply because Janet moved in it. The Golden Jerusalem, the judgment seat, and the harp and crown which had always formed, as a good Wesleyan, a back- ground to his image of God and Christ, had imaged themselves very faintly in these latter years, and he had once, in a state of half waking and sleeping, caught himself imagining heaven with a woman on the Throne, crooning to little children who were playing at her feet. It was getting indeed time that Clibby Kit should con- sult his " leader," for Love and Religion were be- coming hopelessly entangled in his simple brain. CHAPTER III. " WHO be there ? Come in, if you please," called Mother Treiioweth, as a knock was heard at the door. " Oh ! be it you, Loveday ? Well, my dear, I'm real glad to see 'ee. Sit 'ee down. It be so mortal dull at times here that I'm right glad to have a neighbour drop in. Sit 'ee down tak' a chair i' front o' the fire Then as she caught sight of her neighbour's face, she said quickly, " Why, what's wrong wi' 'ee, woman ? " "What's wrong? My gosh! What's right, you might be askin' ! Be Janet in ? " Loveday Penberthy peered round the room as she asked the question, and seeing Trenoweth apparently asleep, she smiled and jerked her thumb in an interrogative way over her shoulder towards the door by which she had just entered, at which gesture Mother Trenoweth shook her ( 35 ) 36 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. head, and sighed wearily : " Lordy ! my dear, her bean't back yet." " My blessed life ! " ejaculated Loveday, the gossip and ne'er-do-weel of the village ; " I be near faintin', that I be ; I can 'ardly stan' up- right at all" to prove which she leaned her stout person against the end of the window seat, folded her large bare arms, rested them on her capacious stomach, and let all her weight fall on one leg in her endeavour to ease both mind and body. " Whatever be the matter, Loveday ? Is Jan not so well agin ? " " Oh ! Jan ! he be right enough, and if he warn't I don't knaw as I s'ud fret over much 'bout he. Lazy lump ! He don't earn tuppence a week all told, and I've to go down 'long o' Mazes to wash and char and do coddles for he to guzzle hissel' out wi' baccy and meat. I'll have 'ee knaw, Mrs. Trenoweth, that I'm fairly done fur." " Mazes," said the old woman, " Mazes ? who be they then? But sit 'ee down, Loveday, sit 'ee down, woman, and tell me all 'bout it." " I'm feared I s'll be upsettin' o' Kit there." Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 37 "No, you, wain't; sit 'ee down and don't 'ee mind me ; mag on a bit it'll do the old 'un good. What's wrang wi' 'ee, now?" asked Kit quietly from the corner, for Loveday's loud voice had brought him back to ordinary matters. " Why ! I'm fair befoolt wi' they up 'long folkses, they as have took Maister Lander's house up by the south cove. I cain't tell what be comin' to pass they strangers do seem to tor- mint the life and soul out o' we dacent folkses wi' their flash notions and lurgy ways and " with a sneer " as mean, my dear, as mean as inisards, every one o' they sort." " They've sent for 'ee then to do their chars for 'en ? " asked the old woman. " My Lord ! I s'ud jist think they 'ad." Loveday threw up her head and sniffed the air with impatient scorn. She had taken off her flat black hat and thrown it on the floor, when she caught sight of the door which was being slowly opened from outside. " Here comes Nan Curtis ; her'll tell 'ee 'bout Mazes, fur her had one o' they lodging wi' she once't." Nan Curtis opened the door and peeped in the 38 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. room in the familiar way neighbours have with one another. She stepped into the house place, and sat on a bench opposite Kit, with a friendly though rough greeting to him. " How be 'ee, old man?" " 'Bout same, Nan thank 'ee." Nan wore a white sun bonnet, which partially shaded her rough, bony face ; the skin was yellow and coarse, and but for an expression of intense animation she would have been positively repel- lant in her ugliness. She continually exposed large yellow tusks, for she seemed to yap like a dog as she talked ; the same sound did duty for a laugh or a grunt of disapproval. She sat square and taut, braced up for a scold or a kind of rat- tlesnake gossip at any hour. She was always clean and even prim in her dress, and her shrew- ish tendencies and quick retorts made her re- spected and at the same time feared by her slow and easy-living neighbours. She and Loveday were great cronies, for they met on a common ground: both kept their native vindictiveness on the surface and both were willing at any hour to do a real service for a neighbour. Many a racy story, by which the general world is the Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 39 loser, did these two women tell one another over two-pennyworth of the best gin. If ridicule and denunciation could have re-constructed a com- munity, Loveday and Nan would have managed the whole task over one noggin of the best Ply- mouth. Nan sat opposite Kit, and smoothed out her clean apron over her dark green dress with her small energetic hands. Her upright, defi- ant attitude and her straight bust, which did not seem to offer either tenderness or forgiven- ness to the fallen or strayed, suggested a grim, stern humour, and a stolid common sense which contrasted strongly with Loveday' s lazy slouch, ill-kempt hair and voluminous bosom, which scandal declared had more than once bidden wel- come to vagrant lovers. ISTan turned to Love- day, and preened herself for a tale of woe and frolic in one. "What's that yer was sayin', Loveday? Be you on the Mazes' tack? Lord I 'ee've been to char for they ain't 'ee ? " A toss of the head was all the answer Loveday gave but she looked fixedly at her friend for a moment, and then winked, at which the other yapped. 40 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. " They be .parties sure 'nough. How did they sarve 'ee, then?" " Sarve me ! Why, woman they sarved me so spicey that I can't sit down on my rump, I'm that sore." She rubbed affectionately the af- flicted portion of her body and coughed as she saw Kit smiling to himself in the corner. " My dear life ! I cain't even move my arm to my head, I'm that stiff ; I cain't think what up 'long folk- ses think we's made of. Naw ! " settling down into a heap in order to tell her tale with more ease. " Just listen ! I goes to they Masses fust thing i' the mornin', and then it's fust one thing and then it's another, clack and clatter from day- break to midnight. My dear" with a loud laugh and addressing Nan " they do belong tr> have their knives claned wi' some stuff or 'nother every day, every blessed mornin' I tell 'ee, and I've got to shine their bloomin' shoes, not once't a week, mind 'ee, but every day." " Lordy, Lordy ! " sang the old dame, " would 'ee believe it, then ? One 'ud almost think they made a particular habit o' findin' mud to dirty 'em. It ain't exactly seemly, seems to me, to dirt all over your shoes every day; I s'udn't a Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 41 thought gentry would act so like working folkses." " Gentry ! they sort gentry ! my blessed ! They ain't no gentry ! They do save up every crum- ble, and 'cause they can hitch up a veil to their hats o' Sundays they looks down on we folkses as 'as to work for they. Darned upstairts ! that's what they be." She beat her foot impatiently on the brick floor and looked envious. " You be right there, Loveday. They sort mak's their money up along and comes down along to save it on we. Ah ! ah ! ah ! Well, what else had 'ee to do ? " " Why, its all fetchin' and carryin' and bow- in' and scrapin', and they expects a bloomin' lot o' mag wi' it, too. They's for ever ' beggiii' pardin' and wants me to do the same most all day and for nothin' too. I cain't mak' it out. If they do hutch up too close to one 'nother they smirks thisards" imitating an inclination of the head and a slow drawl ' beggin' o' your par- din ! ' Lawks ! look at the old 'un ; her's doiii' it too," for the old woman was so keenly following Loveday's tale that she had unconsciously smirked and made a movement with her lips. 42 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. " It's all 'nough to turn your stomach, and I said right out once't that I'd beg no pardins to no- oiie for doing' no wrang to 'em ! I knaws gentry, Clibby Kit," with a direct look at the cripple, " I knaw they well 'nough when I see they and if I do any person a hurt I'm not so over- proud but what I'll say I'm sorry for it, that is, if I be sorry, you knaw" with an apologetic smile at Nan "but they must be fittey like if I'm to bend my pride to they and not upstairts as cain't fairly pay for a drop o' milk when they's drunk it." A loud laugh came from Nan at this point, for she knew the farm where the milk was bought, and she could back Loveday's assertion with another tale about unpaid debts. " Iss ! Iss ! but what's the good o' keep beggin' pardin, Loveday ; what's it fur at all ? " asked the old woman. " Summat to do, I s'ud reckon. I told Mrs. Maze pretty quick that I warn't goin' to beg pardins to no one, and that her bluid and mine I guessed was maistly of the same colour both on us seemingly has red bluid in we and not black, leastways I ain't noane inside o' me, and Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 43 then I up and told she if anyone was to beg par- dins, it was she and not me. Iss ! I did," em- phatically, for there was an incredulous smile creeping over Nan's face. " I just up and said they very words to she, and why ? " Loveday drew her chair closer to the fire and crossed her legs. "Would you believe it of the mean woman? They had a roast sent into the dinin' room for their sels, and what do 'ee think was put abroad on the table fur me ? " pointing with a fat finger to her capacious chest. " Nay ! I canna guess," said the old woman, whose eyes gleamed at this rare chance of village gossip. " What were it then ? " " Heavy cake, I s'ud say," snarled Nan, whose experiences in the gluttony of lodgers and " up- 'long" people was sad. " No, woman ; it weren't even that. It were a rusty herrin' and a bit o' stale bread." " Lordy, Lordy ! did anybody ever hear the likes o' that, but I've allus heard that the stran- gers and artises be very sparey," said Mother Trenoweth. "Divil tak' the bastely misards," grunted 44 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. Nan. "What did 'ee do? Did 'ee eat en at all?" " Eat en ? " with a fine scorn. " I just took en right under her nose when her'd comed out o' the dinin' room stuffed full o' flesh meat, and I said to she : ' Here, missis ! yer cat must be a stranger, too, I reckon ! her don't tak' to rusty herrins neither do she? Hers waitin' seemly fur the roast, I'm thinkin'.' " Loveday clasped her hands round her crossed knee and chuckled. " Drat 'ee ! Did 'ee say that fur sure ? " cried Nan. " Iss ! sure 'nough that I did, to try fur to shame she. And that's not all, my girl," and Loveday clapped her hands and changed the po- sition of her legs. She screwed up her eyes as if in pain as she did this ; winked and nodded to the two women and looked across at Kit. " I can scarce move easy yet : it's the butter makin' and the scrubbin' all to once't. Think of a shil- lin' a day for to char and rub and scrub and mak' butter as well. You knaw I can wash well 'nough ; I've done it anyways for the last fifteen year and more eh, Nan?" Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 45 " That 'ee can, my dear," answered Nan, " and git the dirt out o' the clathes wi'out any muck put i' the watter to rend 'em abroad as soon as they're on a body's back agin. Didna your washin' sut en neither?" Loveday put her hands to her sides and laughed loudly. " Oh ! my Lord ! I'll leave 'ee knaw a thing or two. If Kit there don't like what I'm goin' to say, I cain't help en, but somehow now I allus look on 'ee more like a woman than a man, wi' allus bein' in like and listenin' to our mag eh?" She looked kindly at Kit. " Iss ! I suppose you do. I'm not harkin' much, Loveday, and if you don't talk too loud I cain't hear 'ee, if it's summat as belongs to wo- men folkses." He glanced at Loveday with a look which combined repulsion and familiarity. " Well ! my dear," addressing Nan, " after I'd got through all they chars and the butter and washed and dried and mangled all they clothes (it took me three days' slavin' like a nigger till I'm a mass o' sores, I tell 'ee) what do 'ee think that pert Miss Maze had to say to it all? My 46 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. blessed life ! Her coomed into me like this if you please." Loveday got up and mimicked fine ladydom so well that all three shouted with laughter, and Kit chuckled as he called for more tobacco. " ' Pen ! ' (the cheek o' she cuttin' my name i' two like that) ' Pen ! ' says she," and the rough loud voice sank to a mincing treble, " ' You have not starched the legs o' my drawseses, and Ma and me allus likes our laces starched.' Naw ! what do 'ee think o' that fur lustful pride?" "My dear life!" from Nan. "'Ee cain't mean that, sure 'nough ! " She rocked back- wards and forwards and showed her large yellow tusks with delight and amazement. " Did 'ee ever ! Oh ! my patience on us ! starch i' their drawseses ! well ! well ! they be up-long notions ! " "And that ain't all," amicably continued Loveday, " but it's the same wi' the lace on their night shifts too, and all sorts o' different clathes as they do wear ; it ain't only i' the legs o' their drawseses, I can tell 'ee," with a mysterious wink at Nan. " Lordy, Lordy ! I wonder they can sleep i' Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 47 comfort," said the old woman, moving her neck from side to side as if she could feel the stiff laces like a halter round her throat. " What did 'ee say to she when her'd asked 'ee to do such an unbeknown thing as that, Loveday?" queried Nan. Loveday had seated herself again and was gazing with the air of a conquering heroine into the fire. " I said to she, l Starch i' drawseses, Miss Maze ? ' Eduth, her maiden name be, and after that I'd a real mind to call she that to her face. ' Iss ! ' says I to she. ' Iss ! I'll put starch i' your drawseses, and on your backside too, if you've a mind to ! ' " " Oh ! Oh ! Oh ! Darn 'ee " from Nan. " That's one o' the best you've ever given they sort, Love- day. They cain't get to the windward o' you. What did the fule say to 'ee then? " " Well," answered Loveday, modestly, " I'm not altogether sure her heard that last, else her didn't quite pick out what the meanin' o' it were, but her went to the cupboard and gave me the starch, and," with a broad grin, " her's got starch 'nough in her drawseses now as' 11 let she 48 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. knaw what my body <do feel like after doin' chars 'nough fur a month fur one day's pay." " Up-long folkses ain't all so near as Mazes be, Loveday, yer must mind that. Do 'ee recollect that poor devil Macnab as lodged wi' me last winter? I tended he like my own chiel. He'd no sich ways 'long o' he I can tell 'ee. He was as free to help 'ee as to laugh at 'ee, but sickly sure enough." Nan took the corner of her white apron and blew her nose vigorously. "I did take to that feller, and I'm whisht many a time when I do think o' en, poor fule." " What's become o' he sin' he went to foreign pairts?" asked Loveday. " My gosh ! ain't I never told 'ee ? Well !- well ! I b'lieve I took it pretty hard and said nothin' of it for long 'iiough. My blessed life ! he be turned into a pepper-dredge, so I've 'eard !" she beat the ground quickly and fiercely with her foot as she continued in an injured tone ; " That's a poor 'nough end for a fellow to come to after all the slavin' I did for en. I've rubbed that man's back, which was nothin' to begin wi' but a loose sack full o' nails, I 'ave rubbed Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 49 en till it were blistered many a time and made eii coddles enough to frighten 'ee to tempt his appetite. Old Nancy Nanquitho's stuff did nothin' at all for he. I don't want to say nothin' fur to dishearten Kit there, but it seems to me that that seaweed oil is nothin' but a snare to trap a fule's money." " P'raps the oil bean't much worth for a de- cline, Nan," answered Kit. " It be good, I b'lieve, for seizures and rheumatics, leastways that's what her's told Janet that it's maistly fur." Loveday winked at Nan and said surlily. " Some folkses is o'er fond o' jawing to your woman, Kit, and they do feed her mind wi' un- truths I'm fearin'. I don't b'lieve mysel' in folkses livin' i' huts when there's housen near by to be had for almost nothin'. If I was thee, Kit, I'd stop Janet from going too much wi' the likes o' Nancy Nanquitho. There be folkses near by, as 'ud place her character i' the bottom of a beer mug and then declare you couldn't find en, drunk nor sober." The old woman clasped her hands and turned her thumbs one over the other as she watched 50 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. her son's face, but she said no word for or against the old witch doctor. Kit laughed. " Perhaps the woman 'ave melted her charac- ter into the seaweed stuff and it'll come out by and by in we. My legs is better for it, that I'll swear. There be a damned sight more witches livin' i' housen than i' huts, let me tell 'ee." Nan and Loveday laughed at this sharp hit at the village women, but the old dame feared that they were getting on dangerous ground. " 'Ee was joking, Nan, surely wan't 'ee, when 'ee said us Maister Macnab was made into a pep- per-dredge ? " " No ! I warn't jokin' at all ! not a bit of it. Some feller wrote to one o' they artises as is stay- ing wi' Jane Hocking, and by all accounts he'd seen it done and wrote to tell she all about it." " My blessed ! " grunted Loveday, " it do sound like some devil's trick or 'nother ; I s'ud 'ave thought the police 'ud have stopped sich goin's on." " Don't 'ee see, Loveday, my dear, they burnt en first ; took en, poor feller, and put en inside o' Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 51 a big oven, so they do say, and fairly roasted the poor devil until well my dear life ! its awful to think on it, until he was nothin' but dust and ashes like that there ! " pointing to the white ash from the burnt-out wood which lay in a heap on the red tiles of the hearth place. " Lordy, Lordy ! it do fair make a body's flesh go crawly; it's worse than murder, seems to me," wailed Mother Trenoweth. " Iss ! so it be. I lies awake at nights some- times and thinks o' he afore he went away, and I'm forced to get up and tak' a drop o' hot ginger to soothe my stomach. The thought o' that deal- man bein' rent limb from limb wi' no soul by to save en makes all the wind i' niy stomach fly to my head. They say as after he was burnt to nothin', as you might say, they took what was left o' en and poured en into a pepper dredge, I could hardly credit it, but they as told me says as this sort o' buryin' is coming over to we from foreign pairts, but I don't 'ardly b'lieve it." "Well! I hope to the Lord it won't be made into law afore I'm safely under the ground. I s'ud feel as shamed as a maid to 'ave strange men a-fingerin' my 52 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. corpse, I can tell 'ee. I hope I may be orderly and becomin'ly buried when my time is over," and Loveday's big eyes looked grave and nervous at the prospect of anything but a churchyard grave. " I do fervently hope that I may have a proper hearse and bearers," said the old woman so- lemnly. " Lordy ! Lordy ! it do give 'ee grave thoughts upon the resurrection, neighbour, when 'ee do think of a poor body bein' ground down like snuff as that poor man was done by. It do fairly make my skin crawl to think o' sich a thing ! Lordy ! Lordy ! have mercy upon we ! " and her old head went from side to side as she thought of her stocking stored away between the mattress and the tie in the upstairs room. This stocking was nearly full of silver coins saved from " oddments "as she called the gifts given to her by the district visitors and also the pence she occasionally earned for sitting to stray artists. Next to the ambition to have a grandchild came her wish to have a decent burial. She bright- ened many a weary day with the thought of how, thanks to her foresight about money matters, she would be carried in state to her last resting-place, amid the hushed won- Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 53 der of her neighbours, in a hearse with big, black, nodding plumes. Kit Trenoweth became half unconscious of the gossip of the women ; his eyes rested on the well- known line of coast which he could plainly see through the window from, his seat in the chimney corner. Since his illness the colour and life of the fishing village had been his chief amusement ; he could see the herring and mack- erel boats come in, and as he heard the clang of the bell of the seller he knew exactly what chaff- ing and bartering was going on, and guessed by the gestures of the men the state of the market on the various days when big catches were brought in. Just now he vaguely heard Nan describing how she had put green oil on her lodger's throat, how three doctors' " prints " had been administered to him at once and all had failed to save him, and the voices seemed far away like echoes from a distant hill. He was gazing intently at a young sailor on the beach who was throwing iip a big ball, while grouped round him were the lasses and lads of the fishing village alternately jeering and cheering him. His lithe body and quick movements rivetted the 54 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. crippled man, whose muscles tightened with each successful catch of the ball. The sun was setting behind a large black rock; the water rippled and shimmered in a blue listlessness as sky and sea mingled into one colour. The rough slouching figures of the idling fishermen, who leaned against the posts and sea-wall smoking and chaffing, became transfigured in the golden tints of the sunset, while they woke into a ro- mantic beauty and freshness the loose-throated bronzed and stalwart youngsters who had come out to do a bit of courting and idling before the night set in. Kit watched the colours redden and deepen and was soothed at the scene before him. The wavelets crept almost noiselessly on the beach and seemed to lilt a love-song to him. The village gossip near him grew faint, and he felt that the world after all was a fresh flower- filled valley where a man could rest himself and love his fill. The swish-swash of the sea, and the laughing voices of the men and maids gradu- ally drove away his irritable mood, and he smiled happily as his eyes rested on the setting sun, and noted how the light sparkled on the oars of a few fisher boats idling in the bay. The brown Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 55 sails of one or two mackerel skiffs gave a sombre touch to the blue fairyland before him. Suddenly his fingers clutched the stem of his pipe ; round by the harbour he had tracked the slow, swing- ing walk of a woman, and he leaned back in his chair and hummed softly. CHAPTER IV. " HERE ! My blessed life ! Kit ! waken up, man ! I've just spied thy woman along the quay," said Loveday, sharply. Then, in an aside to Mother Trenoweth, " and time 'nough, too, I s'ould say ; seems to me as we don't knaw all as goes on over they weeds. I b'lieve its maistly a passil o' cunning, and that physic ain't noane in it at all, naw ! " with a twist of the lips and a rough laugh. " I've heered a sight o' things I s'udn't care to speak on o' Janet's ways wi' strangers, I can tell 'ee." " Darn 'ee ! " interrupted Nan. " L'ave the woman be ; divil tak' 'ee, Loveday ! if her's wrang, well, her's wrang and her fault '11 track she sure 'nough. It fair turns my blood to cab- bage water to always hear the unfavourablest side to a woman's name. L'ave she be, I say, and don't make strife i' another body's house," with a ( 56 ) Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 57 side look at Kit who was quite unconscious of what they were saying. Mother Trenoweth shook her head wearily. " Lordy ! Lordy ! I allus feel mysel' as if a power o' trouble was a comin' on this house. I do say many and many a time that it be poor luck for a man to tak' a wife from up-'long strangers who don't belong to worship nor yet to live as we do hereabouts." Then in a lower tone she said to Loveday, after glancing at the unconscious face of her son : "Hark 'ee, woman ! I do wonder what 'ee have heerd 'bout Janet ; do 'ee come in one day fur a cup o' tea, and while I be fittin' o' it up 'ee can tell me all about it, fur I do hate Kit's wife to be spoken evil o' and no one by to defend she." Her cunning old eyes glanced sideways at Love- day, who laughed outright. " I do b'lieve mysel' as her is nothin' short o' a whore, and there's more nor one as 'ull bear that out, sure 'nough. Well, my blessed ! how long have 'ee been standing there, Mrs. Trenow- eth ? " as her eyes rested on the open door where Janet stood. All three women started guiltily and smiled in a constrained way as they looked 58 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. round quickly at Kit who was wide awake now. " I've just come," said Janet. She advanced into the middle of the kitchen, and as she stood between the door and the win- dow the last rays of the setting sun lit up her strong face and tall figure and seemed to throw the other women into shadow. Her loose simple gown of blue linen, such as is worn by fisher folk, was caught at the waist by a twisted band of dark red sateen which threw into relief her well-developed breasts and sloping hips. The muscles of her arms could be clearly traced through the bodice sleeves which were somewhat shrunken with constant washings. She turned her large dark blue eyes upon the little group before her and smiled easily and pleasantly at the three women. She was evidently quite unconscious that their talk had been about her and asked kindly in her deep voice : "And how are you, mother? And Kit?" and her eyes met her husband's gaze and then fell as he smiled at her. The two women got up immediately and said goodbye amid the head- shaking of the old Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 59 woman. When the door was shut behind Nan and Loveday, whose chatter could be heard above the clatter of their shoes down the village street, Mother Trenoweth hobbled off to her bedroom muttering : " Lordy ! Lordy ! " adding in an awe-struck whisper, " The devil' s in it, I b'lieve. Janet a oh ! oh ! Loveday cain't mean that, sure 'nough, but I'll find out, yes, I'll find out, and if the beauty should turn out to be only a strumpet, a'ter all, it's no more nor can be expected from up-'long folkses." She banged the door of her room and sat down in her chair by her bed, put oil her glasses and, sighing deeply, drew her old Bible towards her, and read her usual evening chapter. After this was finished, a feeling of inward peace and satis- faction stole over her, irradiating her old sallow face, for she realised now that the Al- mighty had indeed laid a mission upon her shoulders, the mission of sifting to the dregs the unknown nature and ways of her daughter-in- law, Janet. She rocked herself to and fro and felt the exaltation of a religious fervour stealing over her; it gradually aroused hunger in her, 60 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. and she hoped that the husband and wife would soon call her to eat some of Janet's " coddles." Husband and wife, however, were evidently in no hurry to summons her, and she had plenty of time to digest, not only the scriptures, but the village gossip of the afternoon. When Janet was left alone with Kit she had gone quickly over to him and taken him up in her arms as if he had been a child and laid him on his couch. She leaned over him and put her soft warm hands on each side of his head as she kissed his eyes. " Poor old man ! " she murmured. " How tired you must be ! Here ! let me shake your pillows, so!" He grasped her hands tightly in his and then passionately kissed them, laying them one over the other. She moved away a little nervously as she glanced at his feverish eyes as if she dreaded his next movement. Then, almost im- pulsively, she turned back to him again a mo- ment afterwards and said : " I've brought your oil, Kit." He looked at her, glad of the chance to do so. "How long will it last this time?" Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 61 " A week, and then," stammering, " I'm to go for a larger bottle which will last a month or so." She turned her back to him and raked the fire. "Had a good time?" " Yes : and you ? " " I've had those damned women at my elbows, I b'lieve, all the day long," with an impatient shrug. " For heaven's sake, keep they lot out now. It's time I was dead and buried, I'm thinkin', to be left alone wi' a passil o' petticoats who mag their tongues out and my ears off; don't 'ee think so?" He looked eagerly at her and saw her large brown hands clenched as she looked at him. " Dunnot say that," she muttered, in her low voice, and a quick red glow seemed to shiver for a moment over her face. He noticed it. " You're warm wi' liftin' me, lass. We'd bet- ter get Sandy Dick to come in at night-fall to save 'ee; don't 'ee think?" " No ; you munna do that. I like to lift you you know that, mon." He smiled. 62 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. " I'd give near all the rest of the life left to me if I could lift thee now lass ; yes, now, this minute, clean and straight i' my arms. I'd run wi' thee round the room, catch thee close and fast and hard to my heart and smother thee close and warm wi' all the love in me for thee. I wouldn't let 'ee stir no more nor a starling in a trap. I'd mak' thy cheeks burn wi' another sort o' colour. By God ! Janet ! I'm near choked wi' it all ! It's worse nor hunger or thirst, wo- man, that it be, this love I have for 'ee." She stood before him, trembling, her long, brown hands hanging by her sides. Her eyes were lowered, and once or twice she seemed to be going to speak but the words never came. At last she moved her hands, clasping them in front of her, and Kit's eyes followed the action. He had often wondered why her hands had such power over him ; they tortured him with desire more than her face or her tall lithe body. He looked at them now, and a great love-storm seemed to shake him. " Come." He held out his arms. She stood still and said brokenly: Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 63 " I want to talk quietly to you Kit, inon ! Summat strange has happened me an it's to thee I want to tell it." He seemed not to hear ; his eyes were fixed on her strong, keen, face ; he looked like a thirsty man who has found a well of water after hours of wandering ; he laughed at last, a low, happy cooing laugh. " Thou't a beauty, Janet ; it gives me a sum- mer's day feelin' to look at 'ee, sure 'nough. God Almighty chucked away the mould, lass, after he'd made thee. I reckon he'd grudge thro win' thy sort out by the gross. He folded his arms across his breast and eyed her hungrily. " From head to heel there ain't a flaw in 'ee, not one." She blushed hotly and he laughed again. " That's it. That's like the old days when I were so hot, and you were so scared ; do 'ee mind they days ? Damn it all ! You're the only maid as 'ave mazed me ; do 'ee mind how I used to get so crazed over your white flesh that 'ee thought I was not exactly more nor once't ! Come ! " 64 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. She came and sat on a low stool near him. " Do 'ee mind how one night I was so crazed wi' joy and love that I knelt down and prayed like a passon ? Do 'ee mind how the words came pourin' out thinkiii' of Him as had made women and made 'em so different to we, do 'ee mind? and how at last 'ee pulled me by the sleeve and tried to cool me down, for 'ee said I were blasphemin' ! " He laughed loudly now ! " Well ! by God ! I've felt different over women folkses ever sin' then; there's a darned lot o' miracle work, strikes me, goin' on i' women as perhaps God hissel' scarcely reckoned on when he started 'em." He was mechanically twisting and untwisting the button of her dress bodice. She took his hand once as if to hold it in hers, but he kissed them, clasped as they were, and went on playing with her gown. " I must seem a poor whishe creature to 'ee now, Janet," he went on, " it do fret me near to maziness, in these June days when the sun's so warm and the birds sing. I'm no good to 'ee. Damn it all ! Nothin' but a bit o' man wreck. Best do wi' me what government made we do wi' Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 65 the big stranded vessels on th' shore ; blow 'em up wi' dynamite to mak' room for other things." " Thou has been too long alone, lad," she mut- tered, and her eyes wandered to his shrunken, crippled legs. " I'll soon set thee right again. Thou knows," with a quick jerk of her head, " that I shall never do aught but love thee." She blushed and moved quickly towards the hearth and put a saucepan of water on the fire for making him a "coddle" before he went to bed. As she knelt on the hearthstone with one knee bent under her, Kit's eyes rested on her bare neck and bent head. A soft dark down was traceable below the mark where her hair stopped growing and added to the curves of her throat and neck. Just now the droop of her head seemed to madden Kit. Her absence and his nervous irritability after the scene with his mother had told upon him. He rose up on his couch, his eyes sparkling and his hands twitch- ing. " Come here, wench." She turned quickly and walked over to him with an enquiring look on her face. " Come here ! " he repeated, and he glanced 66 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. towards the door through which his mother had gone. "Lock that ! let's have five minutes free from spies." She slowly did his bidding and came back with a puzzled look on her face and then knelt down by him and stroked his hand, which was twitching nervously. " Come, Janet ! " His voice grew hoarse with passion and excite- ment. " Janet ! " he almost yelled as he pulled her face down to him, fiercely gathered her head on his breast and buried his hand beneath the hair above her neck. He stroked the cheek and ear and then pressed his hand once more on the warm neck as if he would never let her go. He breathed heavily : " I'm a blasted fool, my girl, but I'm mazed wi' love of 'ee. Quick ! put thy arms tight round me, tight, and tell me," and he flung back her head and looked into her eyes " tell me, woman, that i' spite of old women's mag and my smashed limbs you do love me," with his teeth set, " love me as a woman loves a man." Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 67 Janet simply looked into his hungry face, gathered him to her, as a woman would a child, and said in a low, quiet voice : " Thou knows that I love thee, Kit as as " she hesitated " as a limb o' my own body." He lay back calmed for a few moments and then he said wearily : " It's a chiel. That's it. Devil tak' it all. Give me my pipe or I s'all do and say more i' a minute nor I can mak' amends for in a year." She went over to his chair by the fireside, got his pipe and took it from its shelf very slowly and deliberately. She turned once more towards her husband. Her face had grown grey and hard, and her firm lips quivered slightly. The finely cut nostrils were dilated and the dark blue eyes had grown larger and brighter. As she met the full gaze of Kit's eyes she advanced rapidly to- wards him and threw the pipe on the couch by his side. "Kit!" His name was uttered with such bitterness that he started and looked full at her once more. " Kit ! dunnot let me hear thee speak o' that again. Do you mind what I say ? Never ! 68 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. There's some things I'd dare the angels to talk over to me, that's one." "Why?" he muttered. She stared at him and a look of repulsion min- gled with the pain in her face. " Because," she answered quickly, " because it do never do to think o' some things, that's why. It's best to throw them in the back o' your head and forget they're there, and there let 'em wait till the day when reckonings are made up." She turned aside and shrugged her broad shoulders. Kit watched her closely as she went over to the fire and stirred her " coddle." He had lighted his pipe and was smoking hard. He watched her put the things on the table for their evening meal and he did not attempt to speak to her. At last he saw her lean her hands on the table and, looking at him again with the same worn hard look, she said : " I hate a coward, always did, either among wenches or lads, and when I do think o' that," with a gesture, "I'm a poor, weak woman who'sd not fit to work nor do for others." The man sighed. Janet turned her back on him and took from Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 69 the fire the boiling pot, washed her hands quickly at the sink, and as she wiped them she again came over to Trenoweth and said to him, in a weary patient voice : " Dunnot think I feel hard against thee, lad," she said gently. " Men's made all different to women, I believe ; a woman 'ud guess my mean- ing at once. Men's more like dogs, I reckon. Very knowing and all that, but women's souls more nor their bodies wants to breed." He looked puzzled, and she laughed as she kissed him once more on his eyes. " Never mind, old man ; I've been dumpy to- day, but I'm tired with the journey and seein' " she hesitated " new things. It's better to bide to whoani with thee and then I doan't get moi- thered," she said, falling into her native Lanca- shire tongue. " Here ! let me rub your legs and then you can have your bit o' supper and be comfie again. I be only making things worse for you now, and there's lots I want to tell you after you're rested." She forced herself to be gay, and he gradu- ally fell into her mood and calmed down into playful tenderness, forgetting his doubts and 70 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. misgivings in the enjoyment of being ministered to by this wife of his who had given him new life and strength already. His doubts, however, were only lulled for the moment, for his last intelligible thought as he fell asleep that night was that women folkses being such " tetchy and unbeknown creatures," it would be just as well, if the chance came, to see what the " passon " had to say about a thing or two which addled his poor brains so continuously that he could get no peace or sleep for the thoughts which came to him. CHAPTER V. As if fate willed it, Parson Trownson called during the following week at Kit Trenoweth's house. Janet occasionally attended his church, and as he had a village children's treat coming on, he dropped in, on his way to a sick parishion- er, to ask Mrs. Trenoweth to help him with one of the tea tables. Kit not being a churchman, he had seen little of him at any time, and when he entered the kitchen, as no answer came to his knock, he was surprised to find Kit alone and in such a helpless condition, as he had never realised from Janet's brief accounts of her hus- band's health that he was a cripple. He ad- vanced towards the fireplace and said in a cheery voice as he removed his hat, in the sprightly tone the healthy so often use to the sick : " Well, my good fellow, and how are you ? " He extended his hand with a smile which com- ( 71 ) 72 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. bined the patronage of the gentry with the pro- fessional sympathy of the cleric. Kit shook it heartily and said curtly : " I'm glad to see 'ee, Mr. Trownson. I've long been wantin' fur to see 'ee, for I souldn't be frightened but what 'ee could help me out of a bit of a puzzle I'm bothering my head wi' most all my time." " Yes, yes ; just so ! " said the friendly parson, separating the tails of his long coat as he glanced hastily at the wooden chair near him and seated himself on it. " Certainly, certainly. Are you in any spiritual difficulty, my good fellow ? " He coughed, bit his under lip with a slight smile on his face and folded his arms in a re- signed manner. He was so accustomed to the commonplace travailings of these simple souls, who wanted points of doctrine settled for them, in the same decisive way as their doctor's nos- trums were handed over and bolted. He felt he could have closed his eyes and mumbled out the very words this simple miner would say. He was kind-hearted and felt for fisher-folk as he felt for his dogs or his horses when he was obliged to deprive them of liberty or to punish them. He Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 73 tilted back his chair and crossed one leg over the other as he looked complacently at Trenoweth, with the smile growing in his eyes as he waited for him to speak. He almost lost his balance, and fell from his seat when, instead of the usual commonplace query regarding heaven or hell, Trenoweth asked him in a stolid slow way : " Have 'ee ever had a wife, sir? " What, in God's name, he said to himself, is the blundering idiot driving at ? Is he mad or bad or only curious ? His face paled, and a ner- vous little laugh rippled away the merriment from his eyes and mouth. What had the fellow heard ? What could be his object in cornering him suddenly in this way? He glanced quickly at him, and then dropped his eyes. " My good fellow, what do you mean ? " he asked sharply and quickly. "Have 'ee ever had a woman, sir?" repeated Kit, stolidly. Parson Trownson was puzzled. He objected to telling lies except under very special conditions, conditions which came rarely into his uneventful life. He must either tell Trenoweth a lie or run 74 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. the risk of unearthing his past, from which he had escaped when he came to this quiet fishing village, for the ridicule or pity of these people, whom he looked upon as mere children who could not be trusted with the sorrows of the edu- cated any more than boys or girls in an infant school. His perplexity increased as Kit's eyes travelled over his well-tailored person and finally rested full on his face. " I s'ud not ask 'ee, sir, for pastime or foolish- ness, but if 'ee's had no dealin's wi' a woman 'ee cain't help me nohow as I can see, for what I'm botherin' over isn't put anywhere i' the Bible, nor yet preached on i' the pulpits leastways not i' my hearing of the Word. Fornication and adultery" the vicar stared blankly at Trenow- eth " and suchlike things is dealt wi' here and there i' the Bible sure 'nough, but there's a sight o' things, seems to me, beggin' o' your pardin, o' course, sir," with an apologetic jerk of his head towards Mr. Trownson, " that do fairly maze we unlearned folkses that ain't dealt wi' neither i' the Book or i' the churches or cha- pels. It's a parcil o' trouble tryin' to ferret out the Almighty's will i' some things when there's Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 75 no chart nor pilot to guide 'ee over a difficult line. Don't 'ee think so, sir?" Trenoweth's shrewd eyes sought Parson Trownson's face as if he would read his answer there. The parson coughed slightly and said : " It is easy, my dear friend, to guide one's life in the path of duty if we are determined not to place our inclinations in the face of the will of the Almighty." " Yes, sir," answered Kit, slowly, and he put his hands in his trousers' pockets and looked down at his feet as they hung loosely above the ground. " I do knaw that, sure 'nough, but what I'm wantin' to find out is what is the will o' the Almighty. Is it the will o' the Lord that us should go right agin nature and throttle a parcel o' longings that God hissel' or the devil thrawed into we ? It's just that as I'm tryin' to find out, whether some strifin's and pushin's in we as sends us on whether we like it or no, comes from on high or from down there, sir," pointing with his finger to the kitchen floor. In all Parson Trownson's experience he had never before been confronted with so direct a 76 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. question. He was bewildered and could have given a rapid assent to Trenoweth's next remark which was also a question. " Anyways it's a puzzle whichever way you look at it, seems to me ? " In order to gain time the clergyman deter- mined to question Trenoweth further and see if by any chance he could use stratagem in fighting the Lord's battle. " I don't quite understand you, my good fel- low," he answered. " Just put your difficulties before me quite frankly, and my advice is at your service. You see," he added with a smile, " there are many matters a little outside a clergy- man's province, but, of course, I will do any- thing I can to help you." He crossed one leg over the other, nursed his right knee with both hands clasped round it, showing, as he did so, the large signet ring on the little finger of his small right hand. Mechanically, Kit's eyes fell on the glittering object and he said nervously. " Well, sir ; look at my legs ! " Trownson glanced quickly at the thin crippled limbs of the man before him and said kindly and simply : Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 77 " I'm so sorry, my poor fellow ; it must be a terrible trial for you." " It ain't that, sir ; it's this way," weut on Kit, in a sharper voice, " I've a fine bouncin' woman o' my own ; you do kiiaw she, I b'lieve ; how the devil is the Lord's will fur she to be fitted in wi' a maimed man as ain't no husband to she at all, and " with a growl " never can be no more ? " He hung his head, resenting in his heart that something within him forced him to tell a stran- ger his trouble. Trownson at once became interested, and the man in him, which was not by any means drowned in the mere cleric, felt great sympathy for Trenoweth. He began to understand his drift, but all he said was : " It's hard luck, Trenoweth." "It's this way, sir," muttered Kit, sharply, " her do belong to love me right 'nough, but her's whishe cause her ain't got no chiel that's the mischief wi' all women as is worth their salt, the longing to breed, and its just rubbish to say as it can be stopped 'cause my legs fails me ; it cain't no more nor a half -moon can stop makin' hersel' a full one when her time comes." 78 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. Trenowetli shuffled restlessly in his chair, and tossed the hair back from his forehead as he went on : " You see, sir, I do knaw a thing or two 'bout both bitches and women folkses ; they're unlike and yet like i' some things, but my woman ain't quite the general mak' o' maids ; hers a puzzler I can tell 'ee and twixt me and you I b'lieve her's a bit of a riddle to hersel'. I tell 'ee what," and he lowered his voice, " I reckons that i' this spring weather her do feel a want that's natural and right; do 'ee mind my meanin', sir? and I'm fair befoolt over it for in a manner of speak- in' I'm no more use to she i' this job nor a eunuch and that's plain speakin' ! " He breathed heavily and the sweat stood on his forehead. " There's no speakin' of these things i' the chapels, do 'ee understand, and it's they things as I do want to hear on more nor 'bout heaven just now." He spat into the fire and cleared his throat. " I do worship that woman o' mine, sir, sin or no sin, there it be ! Yes, worship she, I tell 'ee. The very sweat o' she be a lot sweeter to me than the Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 79 scent o' the sea or the first flowers o' the year, sure 'nough ! I cain't help it no ways ! the very touch of her flesh is a bit of heaven to me ; it's true, sir, if I have to go to hell for the idolatry as we're warned agin. I don't care a pinch 'bout what I've to lose over this breedin' job, but I do care 'bout she and what her suffers. Her ain't happy ; a natural fool can see that any day, and what do 'ee think can be done fur to help she, sir?" "Absolutely nothing, my good man, nothing," answered Parson Trownson, emphati- cally. " To speak quite frankly between you and me," and he glanced round the kitchen to as- sure himself that they were alone, "I think you've altogether exaggerated the situation." He waved his hand in the air as one accustomed to disperse doubts and lawlessness at a word. " It is probably because you spend so much time cooped up in the house." He drew his chair closer to Kit and said emphatically in a lowered voice : " These matters are very delicate ; in fact they scarcely bear talking over under any circum- stance. In your case, my good friend," he 80 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. looked quickly at Trenoweth, " the matter is exceptionally painful, but as a matter of fact there is absolutely nothing to be done. I can, however, console you thus far by assuring you that women's natures are quite different from ours ; indeed it is a kind of profanity to think that could be otherwise. The chief object of man's chivalrous care of women lies in the fact that he feels this and in his guardianship of her acknowledges her spiritual superiority to himself. A woman craves to have a child ; quite so, quite so," with a condescending wave of the ringed hand, " it is a wonderful dispen- sation of Providence that your wife, whom I know to be an admirable woman, should have this wish it is one of the most glorious designs of God, the desire to suckle children, but" he coughed once more and a slight smile made his lips twitch " but, my good man, you don't suppose for one moment that women have ani- mal passions like ours, that they are radically lawless and savage or even temperately animal, as men are, do you?" " Yes, by God ! " snorted Kit, triumphantly, " when a woman's suckliu' a chiel at her breast Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll, 81 I b'lieve her do like the feelin' right 'nough, sir. I've seen women fit to bite the baaby wi' joy over that job, like maids bite their sweet- hearts sometimes when they love 'em most." He snorted and laughed fiercely. " I've never had no dealin's wi' sprites nor yet wi' angels i' my coortin' jobs, I can tell 'ee. There's summat behind the beast i' a woman I reckon, as makes she such a powerful riddle to we men folkses, but if it's the beast as you're scornin' i' men I'm thinkin' you'd have to use the same birch to get that out o' the women folkses as well as out o' we." Trownson positively blushed, and thought to himself that, after all, the common people were moulded in totally different ways from the well- born. He simply put down Kit's statement as the summing up of a village rake, and the man became lowered in his eyes. " Has your wife ever expressed any ahem ! dissatisfaction with her present life?" he que- ried with a touch of contempt in his well-bred voice. Kit laughed brutally. " What do 'ee tak' me fur, sir ? Do 'ee think 82 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. as I sud be tellin' 'ee these fears o' mine if her mouthed like a ninney to me ? No ! she beaii't no blabber, I can tell 'ee, but I do see things ain't right, that's all, and there's summat working i' me as I'm not learned enough to understand nor yet to deal wi' ; that's all, and that's why I've coomed to you, 'cause they tell me that college gents knaws a power o' things as we folkses as works hard don't knaw nothin' about." " This is scarcely a matter to do with colleges, Mr. Trenoweth," the parson replied ; " it really is a very simple affair if you will only look at it in the right light." He lifted his left hand and forced back the thumb with the forefinger of his right, as if to jot off conveniently the several methods by which the world, the flesh, and the devil could be brought into complete subjection. He folded his arms together again after a moment's reflection and slightly raised his shoulders as he continued. " You imagine your wife is restless, and your mind is a little overstrained with your physical trouble. Talk to her frankly ; that is, as frankly Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 83 as one can to a woman, and she will doubtless soon prove to you that your fears are groundless. A true woman finds her only happiness in her husband's welfare, and Mrs. Trenowethis surely an exemplary character in this respect." "Tool don't understand, sir. I must be forthright wi' 'ee, I can see. Janet, my woman, be no giddy spark of a jade, nor yet a bluidless fule, I can tell 'ee. Her seems to have taken some o' the beastly lustful devil out o' me, and put some of her own breed in; it's her nature more nor my own as is workin' i' me now, I reckon ; it's like yeast movin' in me, the wish to see she well and happy again as her do belong to be." He beat the sides of his chair with the bowl of his pipe as if he were impatient. I'm wonderin', sir, whether her oughtn't to have another man, one as 'ud be a strong sweetheart to she and not a putty man like I be. What do 'ee think?" Trownson became very grave, and his lower lip hung loosely. " Are you so unhappy as this, Trenoweth ? " he said at last, changing his tone to one of almost equality. " Is that your only remedy ? Do 84 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. you seriously meditate allowing your wife to proceed to such lengths as that? No womanly woman could do it no ! no ! no ! " with a shrill tone in his voice and a glitter in his eyes ; "it is only women who have forgotten God and duty who do such things. I thought Mrs. Trenow- eth understood the eternal sanctity of the mar- riage bond better than that." Trenoweth laughed. "We ain't married, don't 'ee see, sir? Not no more, in a manner of speaking, than if I was a corpse." " Ahem ! " coughed the bewildered parson " don't you see, my good man, that marriage is a divine ordinance? It is not a mere animal relationship, a mere dog and bitch partnership." He looked askance at Trenoweth, thinking his analogy a little too strong for the occasion. " It is a communion of souls, a twining together of sub- tler needs than can be expressed ; a union not only for time but for all eternity. To profane this is to risk eternal punishment ; not, of course, in the ordinary hell-fire sense," with a smile, " but the punishment which comes to all those who break great spiritual or moral laws. If Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 85 your wife violates your union for a mere physical whim, she dishonours not only you, her husband, but all womanhood, by the unchaste desires to which she falls a prey." Trenoweth had begun to smoke. " Seems to me, sir, beggin' your pardin o' course, as you think a damned lot o' the dog and bitch part o' the business, a'ter all. If my wo- man lived wi' another man as she could love i' that way, and he her, there's no call as I can see for she to hate me nor yet to thraw me on one side like a worn out sack. Seems to me as if her could do that her'd have got pretty well rid o' all they grand spiritual feelin's as you seems to set such store by. It all sounds so grand and all that, the way as you puts it, sir, but I cain't help readin' of it all backwards someway. I'll gie 'ee the straight tip. I ain't no husband to she ; that's sure ; the question I want fur you to answer fur me is, am I to tie she fur the rest of her natural life to my whishe legs same as women folkses is said to tie chiels to their apron strings? Now speak straight and fair, sir, as man to man ; do 'ee think it's in the natural way o' things that her'll go on lovin' me if I do ? 86 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll, I think of it all till I'm scared lest her'll long for heaven jist to get free a bit to pick up wi' a different mak' o' chap, and then, what the devil 'ull be the good o' all this holdin' o' her in? " He smoked fiercely, and sent grey rings chas- ing one another into the ceiling. He watched them for a moment and went on without taking his eyes from his pipe. " You may whistle to love, seems to me, and hoot to she too, till you're black i' the face, and done i' the lungs, but her's a wayward minx, her be ; her'll come if her wants, and her'll go if her wants, and neither passons nor yet lawyers, so it seems to me, cain't put no salt on her tail, wi' all their fine talk and braggin'. It's my opinion as there's a lot o' trash talked over these things by they folkses who'se never had their heart- strings tugged." Kit spat impatiently on the floor and sighed. He went on slowly as no answer came from the bewildered cleric. " It's that sort o' lesson a feller learns when he graws. to love a woman better nor hissel' and I'm fast coniin' to think as books cain't tell 'ee much about it. I've thought o'er a sight o' Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 87 tilings settin' here, sir," and he pointed to the bench near him as he rested his elbow on the arm of his chair. " There's somethin' i' my woman's flesh as not only crazes the man i' me, sir, but gies me a power o' new insight alto- gether. The dog i' me, as you spoke on jist now, 'ud kennel she for my own uses ; I often feel as if I could snatch she and tear she i' bits, in a manner o' speakiii', like a wolf rends a man, but there's somethin' new got hold o' me lately ; I guess it's the man and not the dog, sir, and it's made me think o' things more." He went on dreamily as if talking to himself. " If her heart and body turns to another chap let she go to en and have it fair and square a'tween us, that's what I do say, but I'm be- foolt o'er the job at times, and wonder if I mean rightly what I do say, and if I s'ouldn't be the fust to whistle she back." " My good man," interrupted Trownson, " you're talking simple balderdash, if you'll ex- cuse my directness there is no law human or divine which could countenance such an absurd solution of your difficulty. It is highflown and morbid to an almost insane degree. Do you 88 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. seriously mean to imply that you have some idea of letting your wife ahem ! cohabit with another man while keeping up a semblance of a relationship with you ? " He pushed the air vigorously with both hands as if to turn back into the Inferno such mad, bad ideas. He was interested in Trenoweth in spite of his erratic and what he considered dan- gerous views, but he was rapidly coming to the conclusion that the man was nearing the verge of insanity, and he made up his mind to give a hint to some responsible person to note the case for fear of evil consequences coming to the young wife. Trenoweth spoke with an effort. " If you loved a woman, sir, loved she a good length beyond your own soul, and then you lost she, my meanin' is, lost she i' the way as she couldn't be your wife, would it make you hate she, sir?" The parson merely coughed, and smiled faintly. Trenoweth continued in a stolid way : " If, I say, straight and square, mind you, to my woman : Look you here, wench ! If you do belong to care anyway for some chap and want Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 89 en, tak' en, but let's have it square and high and dry above board and no shammin' is that ridiculous? Well! that's but my meanin', sir. If," he pointed a long thin finger at Trown- son ; " mind you, I say, if my woman s'ud want a husband as well as a mate like me, I don't see, if 'ee looks at it fair and square, why the devil her sudn't have en, and not only that, why s'ud her be asked to leave me out 'cause of it? Ain't no folkses chums at all when they cain't do the honeymoon business any more? Ain't none o' they big folkses as can go into court and get unwed never friends no more ? " " I should assuredly say not," sternly replied Mr. Trownson. " Then, sir, beggin' o' your pardin, there's suinmat wrang i' the way the things is fixed up i' the marriage laws down here, and I do fer- vently trust that up-'long," pointing to the ceil- ing, "there'll be a new line o' conduct over sich things. Yer don't seem to see, sir, as Janet '11 allus love me, and her could no more leave me out i' the cold like a pauper wi'out love to warm me than if I'd come right out o' her body." " I suppose you understand that what you are 90 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. suggesting is an abomination, not only in the eyes of God, but in the eyes of all good men ? " " Abomination," stammered Trenoweth ; " to love your woman better nor yoursel' do you mean that?" The parson waved his hand " That is begging the question ; it is not lov- ing a woman better than yourself, but simply opening the door to lustful desires and weak sentimentalities. If such preposterous actions were countenanced by law, what on earth do you think would become of the family the founda- tion of our Nation's happiness and prosperity? " " We ain't got no family, sir, that's the touchy bit in it all, don't 'ee see ? " " Yes, yes ! " testily answered the cleric, " but laws are made for the many, and these courses of conduct that you suggest will assuredly un- dermine all family purity and domestic peace. Indeed ! such ideas can only be the outcome of evil thoughts and lascivious desires." "Then, sir," answered Trenoweth sharply, " all I can say is I'm danged if the wicked uns ain't got a tip or two from up atop that the big Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 91 wigs kiiaws naught about. Do'ee mean to say straight and fair to me, sir, that it's wrang to love a woman so that you could hand her over to a bit o' joy that you ain't in, in a way of speakin', only lookin' over the hedge at the pairin' you've set 'eesel' to see through? Do 'ee belong to tell me as it's sin in she to go to a second man unless first of all she do hate the first? That the only way for she to do over this job is to lie inside and out, both to me and to hersel', cause her cain't crush feelin's as the Lordhissel' blesses, we're told, if only the passon, beggin' your pardin again, bosses the show ? If 'ee can say as I'm wrong to feel like this o'er the job well, I'm sorry I coomed to 'ee for help, for, in a manner o' speakin', I feel now almost as if love have teached me 'bout as much, and likely more, nor the school and the Bible to- gether seems to have teached you." Trownson was about to answer Kit in an authoritative manner, as he was nettled at the change of tone in this miner. In the begin- ning of the interview he had noticed the defer- ential manner of Kit towards his superior, and he resented as an insult the straight speaking 92 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. and calm smoking of this lover and husband who dared to teach him as if he were a school- boy. The argument would probably have ended in a storm of abuse on Kit's side, and of sharp satirical expostulations on Trownson's side, but before the parson could open his mouth to de- fend himself from Kit's last attack something made both the men turn their heads sharply to- wards the door. Janet had just lifted the latch and she stood in the entrance a little bewildered at seeing a visitor with her husband. She ad- vanced towards Trownson, and half curtsied, a habit caught in her childish days, when at vil- lage treats and Sunday school excursions in the ]N T orth the little ones had stood in great awe of the local clergyman. She greeted Trownson simply and stood near her husband. The cleric looked at her sharply, almost savagely, as he would have looked at Eve after conversing with poor Adam over the apple-stalk in his hand. When Parson Trownson preached on Sundays upon Womanhood, he felt himself kindled by a divine fervour ; the vision which always came to him was of the pure unsullied virgin, the mother of little ones, the comforter and helpmate of Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 93 man, the refiner of the world, the silent spiritual influence at work by the hearths of any nation calling itself righteous, chastening by her mys- tic power the baser and grosser side of humanity and freeing it from its animal lusts and stupid gluttonies. His ideal of Woman carried him often beyond himself, and he rose on tip-toe per- spiring with the effort of his own eloquence. But this view of woman which Trenoweth had pre- sented to him, a view sordid and gross, this gave him a feeling of physical nausea as he looked at Janet. Woman personified in this man's wife, not only as a breeder, but as a conceiver, not as one who submits meekly and of necessity to the sacred work and pains of motherhood, but as one who craves and demands the lawless play of physical enjoyment ! Bah ! His spine began to creep at the vulgarity of Trenoweth's description and the rank materialism which his words had implied. He turned curiously and looked at Janet as she faced her husband to tell him where she had been. He noted her length of limb and her rounded bust, the swing of her hips as she moved Trenoweth higher and put his cushions closer to his back. He began to 94 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. think he was the victim of some horrible mag- netic suggestion, for he felt a tingling sensation creeping over him as he gazed at the woman before him. Janet turned quickly from her husband, and her blue cotton skirt swung in a graceful curve, exposing her well-shaped ankle and foot. The vicar got up, looked hastily at his watch and extended his hand to Trenoweth, saying in a hurried voice : " A little cooling draught at this time of the year would be very useful to you, my good fellow ; try it ; magnesia or He stopped abruptly, smiled in a constrained way as he turned to Janet: "Good-bye, Mrs. Trenoweth. Ah! I leave your husband in the best of hands ; he is fever- ish feverish and over-excited, and you will doubtless calm him " Janet raised her dark eyes and looked at Trownson gravely. " Thank you kindly, sir," she said simply, .and held out her hand. The vicar clasped it, and when he was in the street he mechanically put the hand she had held inside his clerical vest, Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 95 then lie hastily withdrew it, looked at it in a bewildered kind of way, and muttered : " The deuce ! " As he put his latchkey in the door of his house he muttered stupidly : " Got the text anyway next Sunday eh ? yes of course lusts of the flesh." CHAPTER VI. IN a big hollow on Bos Kivven sandhills a man lay dreaming ; the hot July sun streaming in full noonday force had sent him to this retreat among the miniature flowers and coarse grasses which grew in the hollows made by the winter gales. He had shaped the sand at his back into an easy seat; his legs were raised and crossed, one hand was thrown behind his head, and his deep grey eyes were gazing vacantly but restfully out to sea. He was puffing contentedly from a briarwood pipe, and now and then he looked at his watch, seated himself in an easier position and half dozed as the sun here and there caught him unawares in his shaded nook. He was a ship's mate, " off deck " in more ways than one, for he was lounging in a summer's mood, and feeling in his soul at the moment that to be pinned to a post was the one evil in the ( 96 ) Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 97 world, to be free and at ease the supreme bless- ing. Nancy Nanquitho was his nearest relation, and he had several times almost mechanically dropped down upon the bit of ground which held his own blood. He rented a room in the village, when he came at rare intervals, and as she asked him no questions he rarely vouchsafed any in- formation about his life. He came and went, as his mood and circumstances allowed, and Widow Nanquitho gave him on coming a wel- come, and on going her blessing that was all. To-day he had slowly sauntered towards the sandhills after a dinner at the village inn, which was calculated to make a man drowse, smoke, and dream that all was surely well on land and sea. His sun-burnt face was honest and virile ; one forgot to ask if it were handsome ; its strength and cheerfulness banished the query. Sea-salt and tobacco brought an air of vigour and repose at the same time to those who talked to him. Just now his pipe drew well, he had had his dinner, the sun shone, he could hear the sea rippling in on the sands; wooingly and slowly, as if it were too full of a noonday content to hurry itself even to kiss the ground. He threw 98 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. open his coat and let the soft winds play upon him, and he smiled happily for he was waiting, without any feverish excitement apparently, for a woman. He looked at his watch again. She was late. He closed his eyes and languidly drew at his pipe ; he knew she would come, and a soft light spread over his face as he thought of her. Women were all alike, he mused, all clinging and faithful and sometimes bores with it, too, or he pulled his moustache at one corner with his under lip and bit it meditatively shrewish hell cats who made a man's home too hot for him to live in. Then he drowsily pulled at his pipe and reviewed his experiences ; he gave slight chuckles as he recalled one or two of his youthful escapades. Women had ceased to torment him for he had faced his own nature and its needs several years ago, and also had realised, so he imagined, the limitations of wo- men. He had invariably found them easy to capture ; he had, until now, felt little need for a permanent relationship with any of them ; that, he knew well enough, was a perilous ven- ture which might turn a life keel upwards in no time. He had thought at first that the woman Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 99 for whom lie was waiting would never belong to him, but it had come, suddenly but surely ; she was his at last and he lay back in the repose of security and waited. He was in love, he said to himself, more so he believed than ever before, the sun shone and all was ready; what more could mortal man desire to make him happy? Love and the hot day were evidently too much for him. At last he slept, the deep dreamless sleep which comes in the open air when nothing pinches or maims the brain and nerves. His pipe went out and lay in his outstretched hand which was being rapidly investigated by ants and sand insects. His legs remained raised and crossed and one hand lay idly behind his head. The mouth, half open, revealed the strong white teeth of a healthy man in his prime. The woman for whom he waited stood by him and watched him, watched him with con- tracted mouth and heavy eyes. She had come to the old haunt ; she was ten minutes late and he was asleep. Her eyes wandered over his body ; the big chest rose and fell with his deep, regular breathing and her gaze fell on a thick yellow silk handkerchief, evidently of foreign 100 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. make, which fastened the trousers round his waist. It seemed to affect her curiously for the large nostrils moved rapidly. His dark blue shirt was open at the throat, and the thick hair on his chest was moist with the summer's heat. The woman stood quite still as she watched the sleeper; he sighed once and moved round a little, and the big flank swelled out the serge trousers. She shuddered and her face paled a little. She took off her large sun hat and threw it on the ground ; he started and their eyes met. "Janet!" He sprang up, threw down his pipe and folded his strong arms around her. She made no movement and he drew her face up to his with a quick jerk of his hand and kissed her passion- ately on the eyes and mouth. " There ! " he said and sighed happily ; " there ! that's good ! so ! Now another, my sweetheart ! " and his eyes shone with good-hu- moured passion. She put her ringed hand on his open breast and pushed him back. He laughed and caught her closer to him in his lover's mood, for he knew Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 101 that she was being coy with him as is the way with women. He glanced at her face and whis- pered : " My own girl ! so you're here at last ! How I've waited, you loiterer ! Come ! let's be happy now ! " " Dunnot ! " she said in a thick slow way, and she pushed him back again. " Dunnot, I say ! " Still believing that it was a mere woman's trick to intensify his ardour he smiled. " What's the row, Janet ? Has the new moon turned you fickle ? " and he advanced towards her again. " Dunnot," repeated Janet. " I've done what you said to me ; I've not told the mon ! " He laughed. " Of course not, my sweet ! it would be crazy !" " I meant to," she went on, " when I went whoam that neet, but he was strange and moi- thered bein' by hisseP and I couldn't get it out." Her hand was lowered and she added in her deep sad voice : " Somehow it all looked so different when I got near him ; not " hesitating and looking 102 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. round at the sandhills and then out to sea "not like here i' the sun, and I were shamed, too shamed to think of it even." He glanced at her quickly. " What the devil do you mean, Janet," he asked, testily. "You know what happened," she said, slowly, as if the words were dragged out of her, " here, last week, you know what coomed to us. I were mazed, I'm thinking, mazed wi' the sun and and " she stammered " summat as I can't make out now coomed over me. I'm thinking," and she looked at him with glassy eyes, "I'm thinking rnon, as I'm about hatin' you and mysel' too to-day. What be I to do? Eh? Tell me?" The sentence ended in a sort of wail and she raised her hand to her eyes as if to shut out the sunlight. Her lover began to think she was either ill or serious. He drew her gently down on the sand beside him and she sank into the place he had made for her. He seized her hand and pressed it between both of his her long strong Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 103 hand which was unlike that of any other woman he had known. " Janet ! " he said tenderly, " be reasonable, dear! What's up? You're tired a bit, I see. I know you said some nonsense last week about telling your husband of our love affair but you couldn't have been serious. I knew that right enough, and made you promise not to tell him till I saw you again, just to make your mind easy. My sweet old darling ! it would be the maddest thing going to do that ! " He whistled ! " By heaven ! there'd be thunder then and no mistake. He'll never be a pin the wiser and it's not as if I really took you away from him, you know and and it might be confoundedly bad for him and upset him just now, don't you think?" " It's the lies," she said simply. "What lies?" he asked. " Lies ! lies ! it's all lies," she went on, wearily, " nothin' but lies ! " " Nonsense, Janet," a little impatiently " you're like all women, dear ; overstrung and all that. You don't think men tell their wives their little love affairs, do you ? " He laughed and half closed his eyes ; " not they, indeed ! there'd be 104 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. awful ructions if they did, I can tell you. Then why should you tell him. ? " " I hate lies," said Janet. He smiled. " My dear ! it's too late now ; we may have done wrong, probably have, we may have done right don't believe we've quite done that but anyway it's done, that's certain." He looked at her meaningly " and the best thing now is for us both to hold our tongues. You particularly if you've any sense or nice feeling for that poor devil of a husband of yours." He picked a sand thistle and rubbed off with his thick forefinger the grey and purple bloom on its leaves, as delicate as the bloom on the grape. It pricked him, and he flicked it with finger and thumb over the ridge of sand at his feet. She watched him wearily and he went on: " Your husband would simply raise the roof off the house in a jealous man's tantrums, and what good would that do any of us? You can't help loving me," he smiled at her " I could not for the life of me have helped loving you ; here we were ; in fact, here we are, the thing's Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 105 in a nutshell and we've got to make the best of it. Let's shut up this parson's drivel. Don't spoil a lovely day with old woman's rot, for I've just hungered to get you close and fast in my arms again. Come ! " The words startled her. She looked round in terror, and her hands shook so much that she clasped them tightly behind her back. " No ! " she said huskily " never no more never ! " " Nonsense," he said, suddenly wakening to the fact that he was losing her. " Don't you love me, Janet?" She turned her beautiful eyes full on him and laughed in a stupid way. " I dunnot know ; I've never axed myseP that." "What!" he retorted. "Is your body nothing to you that you give it for play on a summer's day?" He spoke bitterly. She flinched visibly, and he saw the anguish creeping all over her face, and making it grey. " I dunnot know." " Whew ! " he whistled. " If I thought " 106 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. He stopped, for he had caught a strange ex- pression in her face as she looked at him. He put his hands in his pockets and looked on the ground. " You've duped me, Janet," he went on em- phatically; "you've She stopped him and said roughly : " And what do you think I've done to you, mon, then?" He waived aside the question with a lover's impatience. "Do you hear, Janet? You're a flirt! that's sure, if you mean what you said just now. You've given yourself for an hour like a " he hesitated as he saw her eyes glitter " well, like other women do and then you leave me." his voice broke " leave me without a decent word to pull up a fellow's faith in women again." He covered his face with his hands and the veins had risen like cords in his thick neck, and she pitied him. "Forgive me," she said simply; "it's been all wrong, and I'm the worst, as you say." He sprang towards her and put his arm round her as she lay in the sand ; he blinded her with Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 107 kisses. His breathing became quick and heavy and he muttered between his teeth. " Damn it all ! But you shan't go ! There ! Do you hear? You shan't go. I'll have you yet if I kill him for it ; you shan't waste your beauty on that cripple ; I'll strangle him first. You belong to me, Janet yes, yes, now and for always, my darling ! " He had her fast and she felt that her power over him was going ; the old delirious spell was creeping over her ; his strength and manhood were lulling her soul to sleep again and a frenzy shook her whole body. He leaned over her as if he would devour her ; his lips pressed hers closely and feverishly, and she saw the ani- mal rising in him beyond all control as their eyes were rivetted together. " Dunnot ! " she screamed. But he burst out with an oath and swore he would have her. Her lips tightened and with a quick movement she freed her hands and with all her strength she pushed him from her, as she said in a voice which made his heart beat madly: " Stand up ! Thou't nobbut a coward." Then 108 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. slowly and with, set teeth the words came hissing to him. " Listen ! I hate thee, I say hate thee !" He was sobered and stood up ashamed of himself. " Forgive me ! " he said ; " I was mad ; but it was your face, Janet, and and your devilish, coldness !" " Is that how you do love me ? " She sighed wearily. "Is that how men folks love? That sort? You'd kill him and hurt me and only fill your- sel' a'ter all like a pig wi'out a ring through its nose?" "And what about you? Where's your love that you told me of last week ? " he said more gently. " You've maddened me, that's all, and I'm a blundering idiot to frighten you. But dearest, where' s your love I felt so sure of before?" She looked out towards the rippling waves as they crept in on the big yellow sands, but she said nothing, only sighed as she shrugged her shoulders. " Speak, Janet," he said quickly ; " out with Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 109 it. Did you lie last week or are you lying now ? Speak, girl." She looked at him in a stupid way as she clasped the loose folds of her bodice with both hands ; he noticed how her dress hung on her, and how aged she had become. " I'm shamed," she said. " It were all right last week. What we did seemed no uglier to me then than bathing in yon sea, but now," she shuddered, " I feel a big stain on me as I cannot flick off noways, and I'm fain to tell the only one as 'ull likely forgive me." The man was getting bored. Women, wo- men, women, he thought, all the same the world over ; ready enough to rake up hell fire, and then fly screaming at the smoke and flame. He had foolishly imagined that Janet had "grit" enough in her to keep passion fresh and strong and free from morbid regrets and useless taunts. It was a great nuisance, for he really cared for her, and now these tantalising wo- men's fooleries were going to interrupt their pleasure. He tried to pacify her. "Look here, Janet, my girl! Just listen to me for a minute. You're like all good women 110 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. bless you for it too nesh over these things. I assure you, dear, we've done no real wrong ; it's only your rotten straight-laced land-rules over these things that's worrying you. It is, indeed. Just look at the thing fairly for a second. Kit's no more a husband to you than that log of wood." He pointed to a piece of old mast, lying on the beach, which had become partially buried in the drifting sand. " He's done for, and you know it. You surely don't want to spoil his last years by telling him what's come between us. Now, that's wrong, if you like, to try and disturb a poor devil of a cripple who's lopped oft' from women and life altogether before his time." " Dunnot ! " she said. " The fact is, Janet, you know well enough the thing is done and can't be mended now, do what we will." "It's all lies," she said. " Nonsense ! to hold your tongue isn't lying ; we've got to shut our mouths over this, and that's all." " You dunnot see," she said wearily. " With your sort love means mostly that that " she Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. Ill stammered " what you and me knows but that ain't all to wenches, I'm thinking. Kit do belong to me like as if I'd weaned him and it's all lies I tell you," she ended abruptly. He looked at her closely and bit his lip. " What do you think will happen if you do tell him, Janet?" he asked, with the faintest trace of a sneer on his mouth. " I dunnot know," she answered. "Well, I'll tell you. If he has a bit of a man left in him, he'll tip some thickset mate of his to come and tan my skin for me ; if he's a mawk, it'll kill him." " Then why," she wailed, " why did us do it? " He coughed and pointed to two flies crawling on his hand, but she had not taken her eyes from his face; "why did us do it?" she muttered. The why was taken up by a big bee who buzzed the question in his ears and flew off at last with a whizzing sound of insect laughter. " You don't love me, Janet," he said despond- ingly as he looked into her sad eyes "not a bit, dear ; I've been a stupid fool to believe what you said." She shivered. 112 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. "You came to me," lie went on gently, re- solved to try a different plan, "rubbed off some of my low ideas about love and now " he eyed her keenly " you throw me off again to go back to bought women." She stared at him blankly. " What ! " she said suddenly. " You see," he continued, thinking he was in- fluencing her, " men all take love or lust ; we're made like that and it'll always be so whatever the goody goody sort say." He laid his big hairy hand across his open throat; "it's here, there, everywhere, you know, all over a man and will out if he has to go to hell for it." "What will?" she asked. He laughed. " Why, it," he said " sex or what you like to call it ; I don't know what women think about it, but a man can't live unless he has women." He slipped both thumbs in the thick yellow folds of his belt and whistled. " Mind ! it's a damned nuisance and often enough it's more fag than anything else, but it's there, and you women have the whole thing in your hands. You pitch us into lust one day and then stand bolt Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 113 upright like saints the next and offer us milk and water instead of the first red love wine." She blushed why, she could not quite tell, but her eyes fell and her hands shook a little. " Yes," he said harshly ; " men all take it one way or another; it can be bought like tobacco or rum; that's one sort; the other sort, I'm thinking, isn't much better, for I believe you pure women play the same game with different cards behind the screen." " I dunnot know what you mean by that," said Janet, simply. " Oh ! nothing ! only you good women are al- ways so afraid and ticklish about little things. You can never go the whole length of love ; you offer us sugar-sticks, and when a man opens his mouth to bite you scream and hide the thing away for fear some other sinner should catch you, then you see " he laughed again " you've made a poor devil's mouth water, and so he muet drink somehow, and then he damns himself and some other woman in quick sticks." She only dimly caught his meaning, but her face grew whiter and the large rings under her beautiful blue eyes darkened. 114 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. " Then I've done hurt to both of you ! " she said. " Well that's about it," he answered, think- ing her pity and remorse might make her yield to him. I wonder if you really love either of us?" She sobbed. Great deep breaths shook her whole body. It was not the wild hysterical grief of an over-wrought and somewhat shallow femininity, but the convulsive throes of a woman in extremity. The man watched her and pitied her. Poor souls, he muttered to himself; it was always like this ! They irritate and attract at the same time. So yielding and soft and lovely in their utter abandonment to sentimen- tality of passion, and then plunged into despair or weakness when their own actions begin to work out logically. He looked at her tenderly from head to heel and noted her singular grace and strength, and a curious feeling crept over him, a feeling of longing to protect and to al- ways live with this woman who had come so suddenly into his life. He began to think that perhaps there might be a new sort of happiness in always being near a woman who puzzled and Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 115 charmed him with her fresh goodness which did not smell of either parsons or books. He knelt down on the sand near her and folded his arms about her waist as she stood sobbing. " Dunnot," she said gently as she bent and unloosed his hands. He obeyed her at once and she sat down near him. He began to feel curiously afraid of her, and his voice sounded thick and unnatural as he spoke to her. " Janet, Janet, listen to me ! Come ! try and cheer up a bit ! Let's drop this confounded sub- ject, tell me, just once, that you care for me and I'll be satisfied and wait for you yes, I will, my dear ; " his face had grown paler. " I will, indeed until you feel you can come. I will, upon my soul, Janet, for I love you, as I have never loved anyone before." He spoke the truth and she believed him and smiled through her tears. " Thank you for that," she said. His eyes were grave and tender as one of her tears fell on his hand as he held both of hers, and his thick under-lip quivered. " Hush ! hush ! Janet : you frighten me. I will not hurt you nor force you ! I will wait ! 116 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. Wait for years ! but tell me, darling, just once tell me you love me ? " She stammered out between her sobs : " I dunnot know ; I seem to know nought now, nought but that I mun tell that mon ; the thought o' that fairly eats into me the thought that I've lied to him and him so straight and fair and good to me." She lay back in the sand and her sobs came at longer intervals. "You see," she said, "I knew nought about tilings, seemly, till last week ; I've been a wife all these years and yet " she stammered and blushed hotly " it seems now as I do under- stand more what God hissel' kens over women. I can't put it i' straight words even to mysel', though I've moithered my brains all night over it." The man watched her and longed to touch her; a sweeping rush of desire to simply kiss her hand took hold of him. For the moment that was all he wanted just to take that long firm hand and hold it between his in an ecstasy of silence, but he never moved; something Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 117 held him back, and lie looked at her hot face and burning eyes. "What else?" he said stupidly. " We've longings like you," she started and then sat and faced him "yes, I'll say out for once whafs crazing me we're not cold and frightened like you do say ; we're just as fierce, just as warm and " with a gasp " just as mad over the flesh of what we do love as you, and madder, too, for we can't rend ourselves from what we've kissed noways no, not noways, and you men folkses can." " But you are going to leave me ? " he said, meaningly, as he bent over her. " I dunnot know," she said " I only know as I can never leave him no, not for no one, and not if God hissel' told me it were right and fit as I should." She clasped her hands together and gazed out to sea. " We conies to love the men as we does for as we grows to love the childer we has pains for. When I'm mendiii' Kit's coat, and I comes on a rubbed place like as seems to be a bit of hissel' I feels summat come over me as I believe is the 113 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. same sort as men folkses feel when they've got a wench all to theirsel's body and soul for the first time. It's not fudge," she said, as she saw a smile in his eyes " I know it isn't for I've seen it i' other wenches when they're knittin' or puttin' up their men's baggin' i' hayin' time. Women live on bits o' things men needs hunks of everything, but our bits taste as sweet to us as your hunks to you." He scarcely heard what she said ; he was try- ing to understand what had come over him ; he looked round on the miles of yellow sands and then out to sea. Not a soul was near. He was strong, she was only a woman they were alone and she was absolutely in his power and yet he was amazed at the strangeness of the situation he had not even the courage to take her hand and hold it for an instant close to his heart. He gazed at her in a stupid way like a man in a dream and asked: "Did you speak, Janet?" " I were only saying that when a woman has done for a man, fettled his house for him and tended him and got used to his voice and his Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 119 ways, it don't really matter if he gets crippled like Kit ; lie's hers she can't get free of that, and she can no more get loose from him than she can from her own guts." He gazed at her in bewilderment: " But Janet," he hesitated and added ner- vously; "if you really feel like that, how can you ahem ! love two men ? " She blushed and faced him and her deep voice vibrated as she answered quickly : " I've taken a whole week to puzzle that out, and I'm no nearer seein' things. I reckon I'll never find out why what were sweet and good to me a week ago is foul and bad to me now. I know nought, I tell thee nought but one thing, I mun tell the mon, and this very neet." "Then it's all up," he said stupidly ; " that's checkmate right enough. I've lost you ! " " I dunnot rightly know ; that's as you reckon things. I can't abide lies, and it is lies for a woman to cheat her mon. If I was a mon I would stand any thin' but that that and wheed- ling', which is summat like cheatin' and lyin' in one." 120 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. " Poor devil ! " he said, " it'll finish him." " You dunnot know the likes o' Kit," she answered sharply. " I'm shamed to go and tell him shamed," and her face contracted, "but it 'ud finish me if I went on actin' to him as I'm doin' now. I must bide by his will and if he shoves me out I canna help it, but I reckon he'll perhaps sum up the thing straighter than I can or you either." "It'a a confounded business," he muttered. " Nothin' matters like lies," she said. " Not even love," he answered bitterly. She stood up, and put her hand on his shoul- der ; her tight grip sent his blood hotly through his veins ; what would happen next ? He did not care ; a thrill of joy went over him as she touched him and he did not attempt to move. " Listen ! " he heard her say. " I dunnot know much about what goes on out yonder, in the big cities where you say women sells their bodies for nought but common brass, but I can tell you, this : " her eyes sought his and then suddenly dropped and her hand slipped from his shoulder; "if I hadn't felt a feelin' to you as Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 121 seemed to come fresh and sweet from God hissel' I couldn't have let you come nigh me no, nor him neither" pointing inland. "I want you to mind that for his sake ; it's his wife and not his wanton as you've kissed. Mind that always and someday " she laughed softly " I'd be rare and glad to see you two grip each other's hands. Yes; I dunnot see why not, for you meant no wrong to me and he'll ken that fast enough, I'm thinkinV' The man looked at her and smiled. "And what about you, Janet; what do you think he'll say of that?" She crimsoned painfully and her voice shook as she answered him : "I'll be fair and tell him every thin' how it came like a great wind over me how I forgot even him for it how how " she put out her hands towards him " how somethin' carried me away away somethin' as I've never even felt for him somethin' as strong and awful as death itself which cast me down and made me forget the mon as I love best i' all the world. Do you think he'll not believe me ? I reckon he'll per- 122 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. haps give me the only comfort I can get now, for he do love me and and he'll believe in me i' spite of everything." " You're a hopeful woman, Janet, and I'm a damned fool to have ever tempted you. No, I shall never see Kit Trenoweth ; women don't know men, my dear, when they can talk like you. You'll learn a little more by and by. Don't you see that if we met, if he didn't shie the poker at me, I should have to " he stopped abruptly as he saw he was paining her. " No, no, Janet ; you can never understand ; men are wolves when they really love a woman, and wolves don't share their choicest morsels except in fairy tales." She turned to go and he made no attempt to stop her. He had grown suddenly very tired ; his limbs ached as if with fever, and noises came in his ears and head. He tried to speak, but no sound would come ; he willed himself to walk towards Janet and take her in his arms, but he felt the sensation of nightmare ; his legs refused to move, and he saw as in a dream the face and figure of the woman who was leaving him. She touched his hands and he thought he heard Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 123 her say quite close to him in her Lancashire brogue " Bless you," but he was not sure. He was sure of nothing except that he must be going mad, for the sea seemed to have suddenly crept into the sky and he distinctly saw the wavelets over his head and heard the dash of the water above him. This could only be the be- ginning of some horrible delusion, and he made a tremendous effort to shake himself into his usual self-possession. He moved at last and leaned over the brink of the sandhill where they had both lain. He shaded his face with his hands and gazed across the yellow sands towards the black rocks in the distance. A groan burst from him as he sprang to his feet, for he had traced her as she rounded the cliff. Only one idea seemed to possess him as he looked at her in the distance the longing that she would turn and wave her hands to him to give him hope to wait for her. She had turned towards him and was looking upwards. The setting sun had wrapped her in colour; he stretched out his hands towards her and waited for a sign, but she turned and went slowly behind the black ledge of rocks. The man shivered as with cold 124 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. and cursed the fates, for lie suddenly realised that she could not have seen him since a heavy, dank Cornish mist had spread over the sandhills and covered from the eyes of the woman who stood in the glow of the sunset the figure of the man who watched from the hills. CHAPTER VII. " DARN 'ee then ! " said Nan Curtis, as she opened her door in answer to a loud peal at the bell which made her jump quickly to her feet and leave cleaning her slab. " Oh ! my dear ! be it you? Darn 'ee woman! do 'ee want to scatter the house on my ears wi' breaking the bell pull?" She looked at Loveday and snorted, smiling reproof and welcome at her. " Come in, do," she went on, " and sit 'ee down. Why ! you're all o' a tremble, woman ! What be wrang ? " Loveday' s fat face was bathed in perspiration, and her eyes seemed rounder than ever. She pulled Nan into the kitchen, and stood facing her with arms akimbo and legs apart. " Woman ! " she gasped. " I've tumbled on the secret o' they weeds at last. Guess ? No ! 'ee'll never reckon it up. Oh ! my blessed life ! ( 125 ) 126 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. it's worse nor awful the slyness o' the minx ! " She stopped for breath, and Nan, who had seated herself on the horsehair sofa opposite Loveday, folded her arms and opened her mouth wide, showing the yellow tusks which seemed ready to devour gossip and scandal wholesale. " "What the devil do 'ee mane, woman ? " she snapped at last. " Don't stan' there gapin' at a body but out wi' it. Is it somethin' gone wrang wi' Clibby Kit's woman?" Loveday smiled knowingly, and pursed up one eye in a suggestive wink. " Why ! the whole place 'ull knaw the truth afore nightfall. Mincin' jade ! wi' her fine face and up-long airs ; her's been seen over Boskivven way wi' a chap as don't belong hereabouts at all, and" with a gasp "they weeds is what I've reckoned all along, nothin' but pap to stop up Kit's mouth wi', and her's played the fool wi' all o' we, sure 'nough ! " She stopped a moment to pick her teeth with a large brass pin she took from the bosom of her dress, and then laughed loudly. " Oh ! my Lord ! I'm as glad as if anybody 'ud given me a mayin' to have found she out. Proud Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 127 upstairt! as allus seemed too good and fine to 'ave a man lay a finger on she ! " She folded her arms and leaned heavily on one leg as she continued. " But mind you, mate," and she stared fixedly at Nan, " I'm sorry for Kit, for it's a whishe job for he, sure 'nough I " " It's blasted lies, I'm thiiikin'," said Nan, emphatically. " I don't belong to hearken nor yet to credit all as I sees, much less hears ! Any- ways, I'm noane goin' to b'lieve that o' Janet, or I s'ud think as eyes was given to some folkses for the very purpose o' takin' in their own flesh and bluid. Janet be no strumpet, I'll be bound, and if her's walked wi' a man well lat me tell 'ee, Loveday, my dear, that noane o' we can throw mud at she fur that, fur I b'lieve, if my winders don't lie, as you've walked wi' three chaps up-'long and down-'long this very week." " Walked ! " grunted Loveday, who was not very pleased that her full-flavoured piece of news should be disparaged in this way ; " as likely as not I've walked wi' chaps, but noane o' 'ee have seed me lyin' wi' a mon naw ! " 128 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. She delivered this speech with full force, and waited triumphantly for the effect on Nan. " Darn 'ee ! what be 'ee tryin' to do now, Love- day. Flingin' a woman's name i' the mud 'cause your own petticoats is noane so clean ! I'm shamed fur 'ee. A bit o' dirty or measly talk over neighbours is right 'nough ; it do mak' the day go by a bit quicker and sends a body to bed wi' a chuckle, and that often 'nough brings 'ee to sleep, if you be a bit waken, but there's a broad difference, let me tell 'ee, a'tween a bit o' pastime and a lump o' malice and envy. Iss ! I do mean what I say," as she saw Loveday drop into a chair with her lower lip pouting in anger. " Iss ! A lot o' talk o'er that woman be nothin' i' the world but bloomin' spite. I likes she fur hersel', fur there was no talk o' looks when I were made, and I do belong to seek beauty outside my own mirror. I'd b'lieve flash things o' she but never what you do say though you swore it on your family Bible." " Humph ! " sneered Loveday, nettled by this new attitude in her friend. "If you be fur upholdin' they sort o' things it's git tin' time as you and me s'ould be seein' less o' one another. Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 129 I allus was one as stood up fur a married woman cleavin' to her man even if he's no thin' but a bundle o' chaff, in a manner o' speakin', as Kit be, and it do turn my liver and guts sour to think o' that mincin' jade kissin' strange men and meetin' of 'em agin and agin unbeknown to honest folkses." Nan was alarmed for she began to fear that Loveday had some reason for her venom. " Out wi' it, woman ! Who's seen what, and which devil have been so close to thy earhole as to fill it wi' this foul talk? " Loveday grinned. " Did 'ee see me wi' Snowball Jack up street a while since?" " No ! " snapped Nan ; " were 'ee walkin' wi' a man then?" Loveday laughed coarsely. " Yes, woman, I were sure 'iiough, but I weren't lyin' i' the sand wi' 'en and kissen' of 'en, and that's what Janet were seen doin' of early this arternoon, and him as seen she said as how he'd take his oath afore God and a whole bench o' jurymen as it were noane other but 130 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. Janet hersel'. What do 'ee think o' she now eh ? " with a triumphant smile. Nan stood taut and square, and her short skirts seemed to bristle out from her small stiff body as if in protest against their owner being snared by a trap of any kind. She cleared her throat and spat in the ash pan and then dug her knuckles in a friendly way into Loveday's arm. "I tell 'ee what I do think," she said, "I think that Snowball Jack, if it's him as has seed all this moonshine, must be a darned fule, for when Janet do go up-long for they weeds, her's well beyond the reach o' the eyeholes o' men as bides along o' we." Loveday smiled and blew her nose on the corner of her dirty apron : " No ; her's got wi'in hail for once't. Snow- ball Jack were sent up-long last night to Bos- kivven Cliff to watch fur the mackerel boats and to help unload, for there's shoals o' fish looked for thereabouts, and he were coastin' till three o'clock and no boats had been sighted, so he coomed home to once't and I jist met 'en wi' his Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 131 mouth hot to burstin' wi' what he'd spied up- 'long." " He's mistook some coortin' pair fur she, I'll be bound. Snowball Jack, seems to me, is the onlikeliest man as s'ould spy o'er they things ; he do knaw how to court sure enough wi'out pryin' o'er cliffs to get new lights on that job." Loveday laughed and smirked as she rolled the corner of her apron between her fat fingers. " What's done i' wedlock and what's done out, seems to me is two different things. It cain't be reckoned harm to kiss and cuddle beforehand jist to get your hand in fur a long job by and bye, but when you're fully wed, seems to me, its worse nor devil's wark to chop and change one man wi' 'nother." " Darn 'ee, woman ! " snorted Nan, who was now putting the finishing touches to her slab ; " Go to thy home and do some chars and forget the lies as thee's heard, for I'm certain sure they're lies and that Kit's Janet 'ud do yet to plead for both o' we over kissin' 'bouts even be- fore the Throne at the Judgment time." Loveday stared at Nan in a bewildered sort of way and sighed. 132 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. " Well ! it's the first time as a neighbour 'ave told me to go out o' her house, and all 'cause o' a woman as wern't never fitey and s'ould never have come among we honest folkses at all. Iss ! I'll holler as loud as I've a mind to ; " as Nan put her fingers in her ears to drown the angry tones which Loveday' s high-pitched voice had taken. " I were born hollerin' and when I do want a mate to understand me I hollers louder than be natural to me. I'm fair befoolt over this job and I sudn't have thought as my own companion, as I've knawed for years, 'ud tak' sides wi' a loose female agin me." She sniffled and applied the apron corner to her eye. Nan rubbed away at her stove and said nothing for some time ; then she suddenly turned round, faced Loveday and yapped. Love- day peeped from behind her apron and sniffled louder than ever. Nan went to a cupboard near the stove and brought out a ginger beer bottle containing some colourless fluid. Loveday sobbed piteously from behind the apron and Nan yapped fiercely as she undid the cork. " Here, woman ! I canna abide to see a Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 133 female weep ; it do allus gie me the crawls," and she shivered as she spoke. " Dry thy eyes, mate, and have a pennoth. I do keep it handy for bury- in' s and sudden qualms. I didn't mean any hurt to 'ee, my dear, not at all, sure 'nough, but I'm thinkin' lately when I do sit here knittin' a bit as its women theirsel's as strips women o' chances every bit as close as men do belong to do. Some- thin' as a artis' chap said to me back long have made me hutch up closer to females than I belong to do ; noane o' we be so mighty decent as we need be flinging muck at other folk ! " " Gosh ! " exclaimed Loveday. " Seems to me 'ee must be gitten' not exactly, Wan, for you've allus been one as 'ud uphold the tie 'tween husbands and wives, and it's not that neither; its the bloomin' cheatin' of the jade wi' her innocent rose pink face and her grainey way as allus gies 'ee the notion as her be mixed wi' different stuff to we." She spat on the floor. " I do hate she ; her's never once't spoke a seemly word to me sin' her coomed to the place, and Clibby Kit's house ain't never been half the house fur a gossip sin' he brought the maid home. I can reckon the day when the old un 134 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. had it all her own way and then it were some- thin' like." Loveday's eyes were dry now, and she folded her arms and put her head sentimentally on one side. " Oh ! my blessed life ! what times they was to be sure ! I've had many a tasty bit and many a long mag wi' the old un afore Janet corned and made all so different like." " Drat 'ee ! " said Nan shortly, " drink this, and don't be sparey wi' the bottle, woman ; you're welcome, you do knaw, and it'll happen mak' 'ee feel less whishe, I'm thinkin'." Loveday's eyes gleamed, and she took the bottle and poured out a small quantity of the fluid without adding any water to it. She smacked her lips and looked fondly at Nan. " My handsome ! it's just splendid. I could allus feel chirpy if I'd be sure o' gettin' a drop o' that once't or twice i' the week. It sends your blood dancin' and singin' someway and warms the very cockles o' your 'eart. Just a leetle sup more, my dear." Nan poured out another generous, helping, and then raised the bottle to the light, grunted audibly and put it back in its place in the cup- Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 135 board. When she turned, Loveday had drunk the second dose and was standing up ready to g- " Thank 'ee, my dear." Her fat hands were spread over her "lower stomach," as she called the most prominent part of her person. " It's a Icvely feelin' I've got over me, like nothin' else as I do knaw, except," with a grin, " bein' con- varted. My gosh ! that is a lively thing any- way. You do knaw I've gone through wid en once't or twice, my dear, and it guv me a feelin' jist like I have now, a sort o' soothin' restful kind o' feelin' as took out all the snarls and crusty thoughts as I had agin everybody. Have 'ee ever been convarted, mate ? " Nan showed her large yellow tusks and yapped. " Yes woman, but it ended i' coortship sure 'nough, and afore the bloomin' feelin' had passed off I were bein' captained upstairs and down till I were crazy. I s'ud never 'ave been wedded, I'm thinkin', if I'd never been convarted, and I've fought shy o' the chapels sin', fur I paid fur that bit o' holiday feelin' for six year, and I'm 136 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. noane goin' to put my head in the noose no more." "I commend 'ee," said Loveday, slowly, and then looking at ISTan in a fixed way, she said suddenly : " Woman ! that stuff as you've guv me is doin' me a power o' good. I've been nearly thrawin' mesel' over the clift this last week or two. I'm most mazed wi' thinkin' 'bout things, Nan." She laughed stupidly and sidled up to her friend and jerked her in the ribs. " I've been goin' a bit too fur wi' Snowball Jack and and " she laughed again ; " do 'ee reckon there's much good i' takiii' green tea fur to git clear agin? I've drunked pints o' it sin' last month when I were sure." Nan looked at her. " Thee be a darned fool, woman ! " Loveday smiled. " Yes, I do knaw, but it can't be helped now ; he guv me some stuff or 'nother to drink, my dear, and it were a cold dampin' sort o' day, and I took it to keep the creeps off of me, and " she sniggered, " well woman, you do knaw, but Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 137 I'm fearin' its goin' to be a pest this time. What s'alll do?" " Do ! " snapped JSTan ; " go down on your marrow bones and bide your time and don't 'ee slime other women wi' foul names." Loveday whimpered. " 'Ee said jist now as how you reckoned wo- men s'ould hold by women and so," with a hys- terical sob, " and so I told 'ee and all 'ee can do for me seemly is to preach at me and I'm that that weary and down i' the mouth till" Her sobs became louder ; " till I'm not sure what I mayn't do yet ! " Nan went to the cupboard once more and sighed wearily as she again brought forward the ginger beer bottle. She planted it on the table near Loveday, and said sharply, " Finish it, woman ! " Loveday meekly obeyed, and wiped her heated face with one corner of her apron and blew her nose hastily with the other corner. " You be the only friend as I 'ave, my dear," she sobbed, " and I don't knaw what 'ud become o' me if you died or anythin' ; I don't indeed ! " The gin was beginning to take effect. Her 138 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. head lolled on one side, she sank into a big chair, rested her elbows on its arms and looked stupidly at Nan who was now sitting taut and grave, with her eyes fixed upon Loveday, while her right hand clasped the empty bottle. " Don't 'ee stare at me like that, woman," whimpered Loveday. " I'm no worse nor any other up-'long or down-'long and neither him nor me's been foolin' any other body ! " She raised her head ; "I'd scorn to do what some do belong to do, play games wi' married men." "Darn 'ee ! husht!" interrupted Nan, " there's little pickin' and choosin' i' these jobs. It's like walnuts and red cabbage i' vinegar ; they're a different sort afore they gets i' the bottle, but when you comes to taste en arter- wards they're much o' a muchness." She folded her small thin hands together and sighed. Then suddenly she sat down near Love- day and smoothed out her gown carefully over her knees. " I've been thinkin' " she went on slowly, "sin I've seen more o' folkses and things that it's best to hold your jaw and watch a bit. No one, seems to me, cain't rightly blame nor yet praise Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 139 'nother body, for it's more nor likely 'ee'll praise the devil and smut the saint, for some of us 'ave flea's eyes fur to ferret out the good and asses' ears for harkin' to the bad. The ways o' men and women is far 'nough beyond the ken o' com- mon folkses and I sometimes reckon that love's a frenzy as He as 'as made we hardly can count upon at all at times and " she suddenly remem- bered Loveday, for she had been talking to herself, " and it be no manner o' use fur thee to poison thy blood wi' green tea ; it's likely the will o' God for 'ee to bear the fruits o' thy pleasurin' and any way, even if it's only a bit o' sport the devil be havin' wi' 'ee it will happen teach thee not to grap the next bit o' dirty pleasure as comes along to 'ee when thee be too drunk to reckon wi' it." But Loveday was fast asleep and her snoring made Nan smile. " It's a'most as loud as some folkses singin' " she said, as she went over and looked earnestly at her companion. She sighed, and opened the door softly and went into the " best parlour " to dust it. She rubbed the mahogany frame- work of a high-backed chair with great vigour, 140 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. and then stopped a moment to take breath. Her eyes lighted upon a portrait of a stern old man which held the place of honour in the room. It was her dead "captain," and she sighed once more, and as she rubbed the twisted legs of the chair on her bended knees she muttered beneath her breath : "Darn the blooniin' mag! it do graw like ferns i' the lewth, and nobody, neither devil nor angel, can stop en. It be like a gale o' wind ; yer canna tell where it do rise fro' of a suddint like, but it do drown a body wi'out showing o' itsel' or tear up the houseplace like magic. Ugh!" She glanced out of her big windows towards the shore. Regardless of seasons the sea on this summer night was in one of its wildest moods. Great white breakers dashed round the black projecting rocks and the wind hissed and whis- tled as if it were preparing itself for screaming like a crazy woman. Twilight was rapidly deep- ening into darkness. A draught which came from the loosely fastened sash of the window made Nan shudder ; it seemed to pierce through every nook and crevice of the room, and intensified the roar Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 141 and scream of the north-east wind with its bass and treble groans and yells as of sorrow and pain. To Nan it brought strange memories. It was on such a night as this that the mates had brought in her " captain " drowned by the cold and cruel sea and then she had realised how habit and tending had bound him to her and she had grieved for him and half forgotten his tyranny and cruelty. A great gust swept round the house and seemed to shake it, and Nan tried to fasten the window more tightly. As she did this she saw a figure being swept along round the corner near her house. The woman's clothes were driven like sails before her, and she could hardly stand. Nan exclaimed as she watched her frantic attempts to steady herself. " Good Lord ! her'll be down ; 'tain't fit fur a dog to be out." She suddenly realised who the woman was, and she opened the hall door quickly and peered into the street. " Come ! " she said sharply ; " come, Mrs. Tre- noweth; "you'll be most killed wi' the wind, woman ! Come in and I'll git 'ee a cup o' tea, 142 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. for I s'ould think this gale o' wind has 'bout blowed the brains out of 'ee ! " Janet laughed softly. " I canna get my breath," she said. " I'm done out, I fancy. Yes, thank you, Nan, I'll rest a minute to get my wind a bit." She followed Nan into the hall and leaned against the door as it was closed behind her. The elder woman turned and looked at her guest. Janet's beautiful brown hair was rumpled and tossed and her cheeks were red from the fight with the wind ; her dark blue eyes which were shaded by purple rings under them had a wistful light which did not escape Nan's keen look of enquiry. She was gazing into Janet's face to find the trail of the fiend, for Loveday's story had perplexed her because of its unlikelihood. She stared at Janet and then yapped, very gen- tly for her, for fear of wakening Loveday. Janet laughed too. " Oh ! " she said with a gasp ; " I've not come here of my own will, Nan, I've been swept here. I don't believe I could have stood on my feet a minute longer." " Have you walked far ? " asked Nan. Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 143 " Yes," answered Janet sharply, " I have a good long way ! " "Seaweed?" queried Nan. " No." said Janet. Nan smiled. Then she folded her hands to- gether in front of her small waist, and said suddenly and with a genial yap. "Why the devil, woman, cain't I call 'ee Janet?" Janet laughed heartily. " Why havn't you before, Nan ? I'd like it from you and and from others too," she said slowly. " Darn 'ee, woman," said Nan, " I wonder I've never thought on it afore, but its jist coomed i' my head like a swear word," and she fumbled in her gown for her handkerchief and blew her nose loudly. Then she laughed again and said suddenly and rather nervously. " Janet ! I'd be very well pleased to have a kiss of 'ee, my dear, if it do please 'ee " and the yellow teeth snapped together as she looked into Janet's face. "I fancy there be but few females hereabouts with your forthrightness in 'em and I commend 'ee and like 'ee for it. Naw !" 144 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. standing taut before Janet and putting her hand on her arm. " There now, I've said what I've wanted to say to 'ee before to-day, but a body do feel a bit soft like when they set to work telling of a woman as they do set store by she." She snorted and sidled up to Janet and gave her a gentle poke in the ribs. The tears had suddenly sprung into Janet's eyes; sympathy just then seemed to crush her. With one of those uncontrollable impulses which sweep over women sometimes as intuitions or as madnesses she fell on her knees at Nan's feet, clasped the woman's gown with her two long hands and bowed her head over them. Nan snorted like a wild creature and said thickly : " Lord a mercy, my dear ! git up to once't. What ever be 'ee a kneelin' like that to an old creature like me ? I'll stan' by 'ee, Janet. Iss ! I will. I'll keep to my word till I've passed, naw ! " The wind screamed and whistled round the house until voices could scarcely be heard. As it died away in a moan the temporary lull seemed to rouse Janet. She rose, and Nan, on tip-toe, reached to her new friend's face. She took it Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 145 between her hard thin little hands and dwelt for a moment on its softness with the expression one sees in a beautiful woman's face as she looks in her mirror. Then she kissed the mouth again and again with the sharp quick kiss of one un- accustomed to tender love ways. " There ! " she said " that's fur always, mind. Folk may come and jaw but they won't draw the guts o' me over anything that you may tell me. I'll stan' square to 'ee whether I knaw or don't knaw all about 'ee." Janet smiled wearily, but she said slowly and almost cheerfully: " Thank you for that, Nan. It's a treat to know you mean what you say. I'm I'm " A sudden noise made the two women turn. Loveday stood in the doorway of the kitchen. Her right thumb was in her mouth and her face was vacant with drunken wonder. " My gosh ! " she muttered. CHAPTER VIII. OLD Mother Trenoweth was asleep. Finding her son silent and inclined to doze she had slipped from the kitchen into her little bedroom and had lain down with a weary sigh. The tempest without and her own desponding thoughts about Janet and Kit had brought on a mood which even the Big Book was powerless to dispel. She closed her eyes and gradually sank into unconsciousness. She awakened sud- denly from a disturbing dream, in which she saw Kit's legs being sawn off with a blunt file, to find Loveday bending over her with her finger on her lips. " Husht ! " she said solemnly, as she shook the old woman's arm. "I've crept in unbe- knowns to Kit there," pointing to the inner room, " he be fast asleep and looks as snug as a duck." She laughed roughly. " Let 'en sleep. ( 140 ) Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 147 poor fule ; it's the best thing as he can do, seems to me." She sat on a chair near the bed and leaned over towards the old woman. "Thy Kit 'ave got to knaw a thing or two when he do waken, lat me tell 'ee. Seems to me as his woman 'ud stank the life out o' he and never shed a bloornin' tear over it." Loveday scratched her head slowly and then jerked out as she pointed to the kitchen. " Her's been wi' a strange man fur hours to- day, kissin' of en and cuddlin' of en and he sleepin' in there like a lil baaby ; a innocent forthright fool he be, who thinks no hurt o' she and 'ud never believe the truth about she if God Hissel' told en it." The old woman sat up and twisted round to face Loveday. Her old thin legs hung loosely over the side of the bed and her two hands were outstretched on either side of her as she leaned forward and peered into the eyes of her neigh- bour. She sat speechless with horror. For many months she had tried to overtake Janet in some fault ; had watched and waited in the hope that her son's wife, through some frailty of nature or 148 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. want of purpose, would be found to be made of as common clay as herself and her neighbours, and perhaps what had chafed her more than anything else was the fixed conviction in her mind that her quest would be a useless one. , Her private conviction was the same her son had expressed when he declared " there is no flaw in she." The thought that perhaps Loveday's words were true and there was not only flaw but sin in this fair saint, whom her son wor- shipped, almost paralysed her, and for his sake she now took up the cudgels for Janet. " Thee art drunk," she said stolidly to Love- day, and her old hands tightened on the white counterpane. Loveday laughed. " Iss, so I be, sure 'nough, but wi' different stuff to a woman's face. I'm thinkin' as the whole place hereabouts be goin' crazy over Janet. Nan's brains, seems to me, 'ave got soaked wi' she at last, and now you," pointing with her fat finger at Mother Trenoweth, " why you, as be her natural enemy, in a manner o' speakin', be upholdin' of she. Why woman, do'ee not recollect how 'ee 'ave set me on Janet's Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 149 tracks yoursel', amost against my own nature, fur to find out measley things o' she ? Well ! I've found out enough 'bout she to earn a Queen's pension, and you sit up like a image and make ugly faces at me 'cause I've done the very thing which you was longin' fur me to do. Tain't neighbourly, to say nothin' else 'bout it." She stooped and pulled up a loose stocking, and tied it over her knee with a bit of flannel edging which was frayed and black with age. Her face was red from the exertion when she again faced the old woman. Mrs. Trenoweth still sat in the same posture except that one wrinkled hand fumbled into her pocket for her handkerchief. She carefully wiped the corners of her mouth and again clasped the quilt with the handkerchief still in her hand. Loveday waited for her to speak, but her mouth was set and she uttered no sound. " Don't 'ee bear no grudge agin she now, Mrs. Trenoweth ? " asked Loveday sharply. " Iss, Iss ! sure 'nough," she muttered ; " but my dear, if what 'ee do say be true it 'ull 'bout kill Kit and and" 150 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. the old hands were now clasped together: " Oh ! I'd sooner bear all the mincin' ways of forty false females as was ever born nor hurt he ! Oh ! Lordy ! Lordy ! it's a judg- ment on we ! it's a judgment, sure 'nough. What s'all us do? What s'all us do? " She whimpered and buried her face in her hands. " Gosh ! " murmured Loveday ; " here's a job ! The muck's set rollin' now and the old un's scared at the sight of it. Pity but what we'd all of us held our jaws 'bout she. It do never do to stir a dung pile if 'ee've got a tender nose fur stinks. Better let it rot and pretend it ain't about at all. But' this pile 'ave been stirred, sure 'nough, and we've got to stomach it the best way we can." The old woman still whimpered and Loveday's face grew graver and graver. " I wish Nan was coomed," she said under her breath, " for I'm noane fitey to stank down mis- fortune. Look 'ere," she said suddenly, " I'll shut up Snowball Jack's mug o'er this job to once't ; naw ! though the news by now, I'm fear- Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 151 in', will be like the floods a bit sin' gone, whether we will or no, right into everybody's door. But cheer up ; I'll do my best fur you and Kit, Mrs. Trenoweth, even if I 'ave to turn a willin' Hard over it. A'ter all, I b'lieve it's a good bit the itch i' me to be thought well o' as 'ave pushed me on over this job. I've a parcil of proud longings in me, and I'm pretty sure as they 'ave spurred me on to hate Kit's woman. Her could 'ave given me a leg up if her'd 'ad a mind to but her's allus treated me like dung, and," with a vicious stamp, " I do hate she fur it, fur if you prick her finger and mine, you'll find the same bluid i' both o' we naw ! I've allus understood as you was agin her yoursel', too, Mrs. Trenoweth, fur many and many a time you and me 'ave set one another on a heat o' hate over she. There were a time when if her'd only spoken fair to me likely as not I'd have gone as crazed over she as Nan be now, and I coomed to knaw that as I walked here, for I were struck by Nan's way as I left. Her be like one under con- viction 'bout that woman, and I seed a sight afore I left her house as fairly catched my breath ! " 152 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. The old woman stared appealingly at Love- day and touched her gently on the arm. " Loveday, my dear," looking shrinkingly at the door, " tell me," in a whisper, " what have J anet done ? " " What we've all done once't or twice, I reck- on," laughed Loveday, " kissed the wrang man." " It's witchcraft, sure enough," sighed the old woman. "It's nature," snarled Loveday fiercely. " Lordy ! Lordy ! " and big tears rolled down the old woman's cheeks, " to think that I s'ould 'ave lived to see my handsome a cuckold ! " " Why ! " interrupted Loveday, " 'ee never thought, did 'ee, but what Ja.net were a flash sort all 'long? Many and many's the time 'ee have told me so and now, 'cause it's proved true, 'ee seem most heartbroken over it." "What s'all us do? What s'all us do?" whined the old woman. " Kit is bound to knaw afore long and who'll tell en I wonder ? It 'ull kill en, it will, sure 'nough, dirty lyin' jade her be, and they 'as as spied on she be no better. I 'ope Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 153 the Lord 'nil punish she wi' many stripes and wi' bitter pains." Loveday's face had suddenly grown bright for an idea had crept into her dull brain. " Look you 'ere, Mrs. Trenoweth," she said. " I'll git over this job fur 'ee. Iss, I will. I'll tackle Janet my own sel'," with a laugh, "and tell her straight and square what I do knaw. It'll happen then be my turn to mince a bit, I'm thinkin' " and her fat hands made a slender flail of her apron with which she flicked her knees. " I'll have a forthright talk wi' she this very night," she added gaily, " if I can only happen on she fur a while wi'out Clibby Kit being by, and I'll mark her bearing o'er this job and then act as it do seem best arterwards. I'm in agreement wi' you, Mrs. Trenoweth, and I think as Kit s'ould knaw 'bout this to once't, but if her's very repentant," with a giggle, " we might spare him most of it, don't 'ee see ? Howsome- ever I'll face the hussey and see if her rose pink face do flush at all eh?" She poked the old woman on the knees with her knuckles and coughed significantly. 154 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. " Lordy ! Lordy ! " whined the miserable old mother as she slipped from the bed and stood before Loveday; "are 'ee certain sure it be true or is it all a tale made up by malice and laziness ? " " It be true 'nough," answered Loveday. " Snowball Jack see'd it wi' his own eyes and you'll likely enough have a brat to tend i* this houseplace one day fur to witness to her virtue." She laughed coarsely, and then said with a sudden impulse. " But I'm gittin' sharp i' the tongue agin and arter all, her's no worse nor others here- abouts ; all o' we ain't no great shakes, be us ? " with a quick look at the old dame ; " but that's the queer thing i' this job as her's no better nor we," and a gentle smile crept over her face. " I do feel more kindlier to she now someway than I did afore and I reckon perhaps when I've had a forthright mag wi' she I'll likely feel more like Nan do feel towards she." Then with bitterness as her face clouded again ; " No, I shain't neither, for maids and wives s'ould have different ways wi' 'en; I'm certain sure o' that Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 155 for what's nothin' but a bit of a prank wi' one is the devil's own wark wi' the other." A movement in the kitchen roused both the women." " Wait ! " said Loveday, " I'll go and move Kit, for it's he as 'ave wakened, and is waiitin' of 'ee. It won't do fur en to see 'ee wi' that look on thy face ; it's enough to frighten the craws much less a man like Kit as do belong to read to once't in a body's eyes what's goin' on i' their insides. I'll say 'ee be comin' by and by, and do 'ee wash thy face and chirp up woman. Leave it all to me and I'll do fur 'ee as I would fur my own, naw ! " She opened the door and went away and the old woman fell on her knees by the bed and shaking her head from side to side muttered : " Blessed Lord and Saviour ! have pity on we ! Tak' this burden off o' we for it be noane o' our seekin'. Have mercy Lord, on a mother's broken heart oh ! be gracious " She was rudely interrupted by Loveday, who had come back and was shaking the old woman's 156 Seaweed : A Cornish Idyll. arm fiercely as she knelt with her head bowed over her hands. "Mrs. Trenoweth! git up to once't; Janet's come, and I'm too late to jaw she ; her's kneel- in' like a innocent babe alongside Kit, and they be starin' i' one 'nother's eyes like two fools jist beginnin' coortship. My Lord ! that woman beats a play actor for shammin' ! " CHAPTER IX. THE wind of the previous night, with its ghoulish yells and mocking wails, had suddenly stilled. Nature for a brief hour seemed poised between smiles and tears, and then, as the dawn slowly crept over the shadowy hills and the black cliffs she decided for shine and shimmer, and soon the little hamlet of Carnwyn was roused to greet one of those luscious days when light and colour transform everything. The sea was calm, and the little skiffs moved on its blue surface as if propelled by some mysterious sea elves whose gliding motions under the water gave it the saphire tinge by which mortals become soothed as if by fairy liltings. Janet watched the sunrise from their little window. Her breast was bare and a stray brown lock from her unbound hair had found its way to this soft warm resting-place. The man was asleep in the woman's arms, and a ( 157 ) 158 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. smile played round his lips as lie dreamed. Janet turned to look at him, and she smiled too as she drew him closer to her. The movement wakened him and their eyes met. She cradled him in her arms and he hungrily kissed her breast, as she folded him to her. " Janet," he whispered softly. "Well, mon," she answered. He held her chin between his finger and thumb and looked in her eyes ; then he spoke slowly. " I pity they chaps as uses winglocks fur to keep their wives fro' flyin' from 'em. This night 'ave beat our marriage night to fits." He gazed at her with passion in his eyes but his mouth twitched with tenderness as he went on : " I do worship thee woman wi' all my soul and all my body and and " taking her face between his hands, "if thee would like that chap fetched Yes ! " with emphasis " Yes, by God ! he shall come and dwell wi' we, and I'll throttle any bit o' jealous devil left in me right away if it'll make thee happy again." He cleared his throat and his cheat rose and fell. With a sudden movement she turned and Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. 159 looked at him. Her face was bathed in light, for the sun had now risen, and its slanting beams made the dust specks in the room roll and dance as if to keep time with the glad twitting of the birds outside who were busy drilling their youngsters for flight. " Mon," she said slowly, and her face was alight with wonderful rest and happiness ; " Mon, thee thee and no other art all as I want i' this world. Yes " as he shook his head; "it's truth ! If for one mad hour I lusted for that man as I've telled thee on, with that hour it passed from me as if it had never been. He told me hissel' as it were just that way as men folkses feel like often 'bout women, women, too, as they happen never clap eyes on again ; just love spasms as come and go like those of the beasts i' the field." She shook her head slowly from side to side and took her husband's hand in her large firm one and kissed it tenderly as she hung over it. As she stroked it gently with her other hand, she went on in a low happy voice : " Eh ! But lad ! if thy fingers were took like thy legs and all thy body turned white like the 160 Seaweed: A Cornish Idyll. lepers the Bible tells on, dost thee think now as thou wouldn't be the sweetest and gradliest lad to me i' all the world ? " She fondled him and crooned over him, as she continued : <; Fur why ! 'Cause thee 've understood as no one else could, as yon man never would i' all the earth and as I can't even rightly mysel', how it was as I were mazed wi' life and took the rope length as you gave me. She laughed softly and closed his haiiy hand between her own two brown ones : " You may let the rope go, mon ! Yes the whole length of it, and perhaps 'cause you'll never tighten it nor yet knot it, I've a mind to stop. The queer part is I'm noane repentin' as I ought to, for if I'd never gone from thee for that day I should never i' all this world know what I know for sure now : that that " she hesitated a moment and then held him close to her breast " that it is thee, and not him nor yet no other, as I do love as a woman loves a mon." University of California SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY 405 Hilgard Avenue, Los Angeles, CA 90024-1388 Return this material to the library from which it was borrowed. 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