FROM DUSK TO DAWN KATHARINE PEARSON WOODS AUTHOR OF METZEROTT, SHOEMAKER For with Thee is the Fountain of Life." NEW YORK D. APPLETON AND COMPANY 1892 COPYRIGHT, 1892, BY D. APPLETON AND COMPANY. ELBCTROTYPED AND PRINTED AT THE APPLETON PRESS, U. S. A. TO MY FRIEND, TO WHOM I OWE THE WORD "VITALISM," AND WITHOUT WHOSE KIND ENCOURAGEMENT AND SYMPATHY THIS STORY WOULD HARDLY HAVE DARED TO BE WRITTEN, IT IS GRATEFULLY DEDICATED. CONTENTS. BOOK I. THE COMMUNION OF SAINTS. CHAPTER PAGK I. " PROVE THE SPIRITS " 5 II. FREE WILL AND TRIANGLES 15 III. BEYOND THE GATE 30 IV. " CONJURED !" 53 V. FELIX GOLD . . . , 65 VI. THE CASTING OUT OF DEVILS . . . . .78 VII. WHY NEED WE DIE ? 85 VIII. CRIMSON AND SUNSET GOLD 94 IX. WHAT is THIS POWER? 106 BOOK II. THE FORGIVENESS OF SINS. I. " CORRECTLY CENTRALIZED " 124 II. THE POWER OF GOD 139 III. AT THE DOOR OF THE SECRET 152 IV. VITALISM 169 V. THE EDGE OF THE WILDERNESS, 183 VI. " BETTER MAN, BETTER PRIEST " 201 VII. "THE WING OF THE DESTROYER" .... 211 VIII; NOT THAT ! ANYTHING BUT LOVE ! . 226 2228962 4 CONTENTS. BOOK III. THE RESURRECTION OF THE BODY, AND THE LIFE EVERLASTING. CHAPTER PAGE I." ASLEEP IN JESUS" 234 II. HERETICS AND INFIDELS 252 III. "As YOU WILL!" 266 IV. " THE ELEMENTS SHALL MELT WITH FERVENT HEAT " . 274 V. " THE SEERESS" 294 VI. SUNRISE . 306 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. BOOK 1. THE COMMUNION OF SAINTS. CHAPTEE I. "PROVE THE SPIRITS." Cyril Deane, immediately upon his ordina- tion to the diaconate, accepted the post of assistant minister (as the Church Almanac hath it) at the Church of the Transfiguration, Fairtown, everybody was surprised, many were shocked, and not a few said, " I told you so ! " For Cyril had been for more than a year definitely pledged to foreign mission work. He was just the man for it young and strong, with no near ties to keep him at home, and with a small income of his own. Better than all these, he was a man of " singular spirituality " and great personal holiness, said his tutors and gov- ernors at the theological seminary ; while in the opin- ion of his fellow-students he was " a good all-around man," and all the more ready to sympathize with other 6 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. people's fads because he had usually one of his own in harness. That " because," when one comes to think about it, does great credit to the penetration of him who de- vised it, for in the case of most men given to fads it would be singularly inapplicable. Cyril Deane had, however many there might be to whom he was a friend, one only who was able to be a friend to him, and that one was Arthur Lydgate. They had been classmates at college, and had gone through their three years of divinity in preparation for being ordained together, when a short, sharp attack of pneu- monia had served as Arthur's passport to that bourne whence, according to Shakespeare, no traveler returns, though there be those who maintain otherwise. And, in fact, Arthur himself believed, upon excellent au- thority, that he should return to the earth at a cer- tain time, which he called the Last Day, though not in the exact semblance wherein he departed. For, in- deed, that semblance was to him a sore hindrance a covering rather than a revelation of his true nature. He was a tall, gaunt, saturnine personage, dark as an Indian, and as reserved and stoical. Not even with Cyril did those firm, thin lips often unclose in free converse. But there was, as he once said gratefully, little need to confide in Cyril : he knew it all without a word. Perhaps because his mortal body thus offended him, Arthur treated it relentlessly, striving to bring it into "PROVE THE SPIRITS." 7 subjection to the spirit by fasting and penance ; but this course did by no means decrease the stern, cold reserve which so misrepresented his tender, self -distrust- ful, loving soul. His supposed destiny was as different from that which Cyril had mapped out for himself as was this outward disposition from the other's sunny and sym- pathetic nature. His father was the rector of the Church of the Transfiguration already mentioned, and it had long been planned that Arthur should return thither as his father's curate. " He is growing very old, you know, Cyril," the young man said one night, or rather morning, when long hours of study and discussion had partially un- sealed the dumb lips. "He needs some one to help him in the mere routine work of the parish, and I can do that at least. Besides, if any one can drive out this dumb devil of mine it is he." "You are unjust to yourself, Arthur," Cyril said warmly. " Dumb devil, indeed ! I don't know any one who writes a better sermon than you." " Or who fails more miserably when he comes to deliver it ! " "That is a matter of practice. Besides, it is a severe ordeal for any man to preach before the fellows here, primed and cocked for criticism as they are. You can't lose yourself in your subject for thinking of how you may catch it afterward." Arthur smiled. " Don't you see," he said, " that 8 FftOM DUSK TO DAWN. only proves that one is thinking not of the subject but of one's self? Well, well, never mind; it is an ordeal that is nearly over, at all events. Thank Heaven, one does not preach one's graduating thesis ! " " What is your subject ? Do you mind telling me ? " " Not now," said Arthur. " What occult influence is there in this hour of the morning, old fellow, that enables one to talk? Is there some subtle magnetism in the air ? The actinism of the approaching sunrise, perhaps ! " " Actinic rays are more or less material, I suppose," said Cyril ; " and one's spirit should answer only to the Father of Spirits, Arthur." " But if one's spirit be already in bondage to matter, as is mine in this bodily dungeon I inhabit, then magnetism which should break the chains might free the spirit." " Isn't it beginning at the wrong end ? " asked Cyril, thoughtfully. " Isn't it the business of the spirit to redeem from bondage both body and soul? I have not thought very deeply about it, Lydgate, but that's how it strikes me." " Ah, you may be right ; at all events, I shall study my subject from that point of view also. It is to be (my thesis, you know) on The Communion of Saints." " The intercourse of spirit with spirit ? " asked Cyril. "Yes. What prevents it, Deane?" " Our fallen humanity, I suppose." "PROVE THE SPIRITS." 9 " The veil of flesh," said Arthur. " That is to say, sin," said Cyril. " Our Lord took our nature upon him and wore the veil of flesh ; but it did not hinder his intercourse with God, with angels, or with the spirits of just men made perfect." " That is the meaning of the Transfiguration," returned his friend. " What a fellow you are, Deane ! You say you have never thought deeply on the subject, and yet you attain at a bound the height to which I have struggled step by step." "I did not know I had thought of it at all," returned Cyril ; " but, of course, when these things are presented to one's mind there is only one way to look at them." " Only one way for you" said his friend ; " but my earthly tabernacle is of grosser material, and my eyes need much purging to see clearly." " Well, perhaps I read the thought in your mind," said Cyril, laughing, " and innocently purloined it. A spiritualist once said I was a ' sensitive,' so I may have the faculty of clairvoyance. What is it, Arthur? Have I said anything wrong ? " " You ? " returned Arthur. " As if you could ! Only Well, never mind ; I will tell you another time." But that other time never came, nor was the thesis ever written. To Cyril the death of his friend was a veritable disrupting of mind and spirit. He went through his examinations well, but mechanically ; intellect and will 10 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. responded to the call upon them, but heart and spirit were not in the grave with Arthur, but seeking him, feeling after him silently in all those unknown regions where our loved ones go before, perhaps to aid their Master in preparing a place for us. To himself Cyril seemed numb or half asleep. It was not until the day of his ordination that his spirit returned to him again. Until that moment it would have been untrue to say that he had missed his friend acutely ; but on the day to which they had so long looked forward together he awoke from a heavy sleep in a passion of bitter longing for the absent one. They had planned to stand side by side on that day; to kneel together for the laying on of hands ; and, as Cyril entered the church, alone amid the hundreds there, the very air about him ached with loss and emptiness. Then fol- lowed the eucharist, the communion ; and in the midst of it It was nothing that we usually connect with the idea of a spirit manifestation in fact, it could by no means be said to be in any sense manifest. It was simply Arthur himself as even Cyril had only on rare occasions been able to recognize him ; Arthur, free from the trammels of the flesh, able to speak ah ! far more able than was his friend to hear ! And yet Cyril rose from his knees with no vague notions of the message his friend had brought, and with a very clear and well-defined idea as to what he "PROVE THE SPIRITS." H himself must do. The missionary bishop whom he had promised to accompany to his distant field was present at the ordination, and to him the young man betook himself that same afternoon. " I suppose you know what people will say of you ? " said the bishop, with some coldness. " They will say I am a coward ; that I have put my hand to the plow and looked back," said Cyril, smiling ; " but if I were to go for fear of man's dispraise I should not be worth having should I ? " " Eeally, Mr. Deane, I am at a loss how to answer you," said the bishop. He was a good old man, and would have been better if the difficulty as to ways and means of carrying on his work had less often clipped the wings of his spirit. " I I fear " But there he paused. " We so often deceive our own souls," he ended, rather lamely. " I do not blame you for supposing that such is my case," said Cyril calmly ; " it is kind of you not to ac- cuse me of trying to deceive you." " Why, I should be very sorry to think that" said the bishop. " No, no ; I am sure that you believe yourself to have received a real communication from your friend. But, my dear son, when you consider the circumstances, and how very natural it was that you should have been thinking of him just then, you will recognize the proba bility of your imagination playing you a trick." " I can't argue about it," said the young man, with a pained look, 12 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " But that you should give up a work like ours for mere ordinary Why," said the bishop energetically, " any one could do the work there at the Transfigura- tion ! It is absurd to suppose that a glorified spirit would return to earth for the purpose of withdrawing you from the mission field and sending you there ! " " I can not argue about it ; I can only obey," said Cyril. "You must not misunderstand me, however; there was no definite message only the strong sense impressed upon me that I am Arthur's representative ; that I have to stand in his place, and do the work from which he was taken away. Sir, do you believe in the communion of saints ? " " Why ah of course ! " said the bishop. "Do you consider all intercourse impossible be- tween us who remain and those who have gone be- fore?" " Why no ! not impossible, Mr. Deane, but you must admit it it is ah " " Very rare," said Cyril. " Don't you think, though, sir, it would be more common if we looked for and be- lieved in it ? " " I hope you're not going to turn spiritualist," said the bishop. " That is impossible after this morning," said Cyril. " Are we not told," he added, with a sudden in- spiration, " to prove the spirits whether they be of God?" " Certainly, certainly," said the bishop. "PROVE THE SPIRITS." 13 " But, sir, if I go with you at once I shall not be proving, but despising, the spirit that spoke to me to-day. Now, I am very sure that a spirit which came from God that is, by his permission would not bid me give up the work I have looked forward to so long unless there were something to do in this other field which only I as Arthur's representative can do." " Something of greater importance than mission work ? " said the bishop incredulously. " By spiritual measurement," said Cyril. " At least, the only way to know is to go there and learn." The bishop did not answer for a moment ; Cyril's face was more eloquent than his words, and silenced him. It was a beautiful face, though, not exactly a handsome one ; the clear, pale skin, through which the blood of youth and perfect health glowed at times so readily ; the hair, brown in the shade and golden in the sunshine ; the irregular, mobile features ; the change- ful, brilliant eyes, whose color was so hard to determine all these, combined with his strong, well-knit frame, agile and muscular, but spare and slender as a grey- hound, to produce the impression that upon Cyril Deane's spirit the prison-house of the flesh weighed passing lightly. Truly, if messages might come from the spirit world who than he more likely to receive them ? And even as the thought passed through the bishop's mind Cyril looked up and caught his eye. There was a quick glance of comprehension and gratitude ; then the old man sank back in his chair and 14 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. covered his eyes with his hand. There were tears in them when he took it away again and held it out to the young man. " My son," he said, " forgive me for doubting you. Go and learn, and when you have learned come and teach me. Perhaps that is part of the work you have to do. Though, mind," he added warningly, " it may be purely the work of your own imagination." " If so it will be made known to me," said Cyril quietly. " Then I don't give you up ; I only lend you for a time," said the bishop. " Is that the understanding ? " " I hope so," said Cyril with a smile. CHAPTER II. FKEE WILL AND TRIANGLES. SYMPATHETIC and transparent as we have found him, Cyril did not consider it necessary to take every one he met into his inmost confidence. To cast our pearls before swine who are in search of acorns is as unfair to them as to ourselves. For the swine are wiser than we in their generation truer than we, also ; and a pearl can by no means nourish the life within them, the preservation of which is their special worldly business ; therefore they will nothing of pearls save to trample them under foot. As for the rending which follows, it is well deserved by those who know so little of that higher life which may be fed by the pure, sad love- liness of a perfect pearl the child of disease and the heritor of death as to liken it unto the " blind life " which informs the body of a swine. To his bishop Cyril had happily been able to speak freely ; but there were plenty of minor reasons where- with to accompany the offering of himself to Dr. Lydgate, the father of Arthur. The Transfiguration was a very poor parish indeed, and the rector's family was large. It had been hard 16 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. for him for many years to live upon the salary, which was all his people were able to pay ; neither they nor he could afford a curate. They loved him. There was no threatening cloud of superannuation in the air, of being "asked to resign," turned out on the world to starve after his years of faithful and loving service ; but just because he had served his Master so well in their midst, the circle was widening, the parish was growing, the harvest was more abundant than one la- borer could reap. Arthur had made his own way at college and the seminary. He could have lived as his father's curate on a smaller stipend than any other could have done, because he would have lived at home. And the growth in numbers had been such during the last few years that this very small sum had been provided ; but while rectory and parish alike were still dumb under the shock of their sudden loss, came Cyril Deane's letter, offering, if Dr. Lydgate would have him, to do what he could to fill Arthur's place for a year. " By that time," wrote Cyril, " you may have found some one more worthy. At all events, it will spare you the trouble of finding another man just now; and surely you and I, who love Arthur so well, ought to comfort each other now that he has left us. I am sure it is what he would like, and I should like noth- ing else so well as to be to you a little of what he would be if he were still with us." But Cyril found, when he followed his letter, that FREE WILL AND TRIANGLES. 17 it would be better for him not to make his home at the rectory. There were two rooms in the church tower, one over the other, which he obtained leave to fit up for himself; "they only needed," he said cheerfully, "plaster, paint, and paper to be perfectly habitable." To other people that " only " seemed a very large word ; but when the young deacon pulled off his new straight- cut black coat and went to work on the repairs himself, without asking for aid or contributions, it turned out that the congregation included plasterers, painters, and paper-hangers who were willing and able to help. Then, the Ladies' Aid Society carpeted both floors for him ; and when a modicum of furniture had been set around, and his desk and books sent on from the seminary, it proved to be as pleasant a hermitage as soul of man could desire. As for his meals, he was nominally to get breakfast and supper for himself, upon a little gas stove, and to dine at the house of one of his parishioners, who said he "didn't have no money to spare, but if Mr. Deane liked to come and take pot- luck, there would always be a knife and fork handy." Mr. Deane did like both the pot-luck and the man himself, despite his double negatives ; but his home cooking very often resolved itself into a rap at the study door and " mother's compliments, and she don't believe you can cook as good as her, so she sent you some waffles and coffee for breakfast." Of course, the bearer of " mother's compliments " always stopped to help eat the waffles. Sometimes two trays met at the church 18 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. door ; then there was a party of three at the breakfast, and the fun was immense of washing up afterward and getting the dishes properly sorted. As for other meals, he could have dined out three times a day as far as invitations went, and took tea with his parishioners about five times a week every evening, indeed, except Saturday and Sunday, which he made it a rule to spend alone. It would have been for most men a life at once too lonely and too unsettled ; but it suited exactly Cyril's peculiar nature. The large drafts upon his sympathy made by contact with so many differing individualities would have worn him out body and soul, had not the solitude of his hermitage returned the force he had lost ; while, on the other hand, even he might have grown morbid from thus living alone had not the world of duties outside made so many demands upon mind and heart. At the rectory he was, to his dismay and self-blame, less at home than in any house in the parish. Dr. Lydgate was a man not of deep learning or profound intellect, but of a warm heart and genial, earnest man- ner. His best sermon was his life ; his next best such as were drawn from his own experience of life. When he felt obliged to preach a doctrinal discourse he was timid and conservative, all the more afraid to vary by one letter the words of the dogma, because he felt dimly that the truth behind it was one infinitely be- yond the power of words to express. FREE WILL AND TRIANGLES. 19 Mrs. Lydgate was in appearance so like Arthur that it gave Cyril a sharp pang to find that her cold, reserved manner, so far from melting before his own affectionate regard for his friend's mother, covered an absolute dislike for the man who stood in her son's place, who had lived while her son had died. He came to the conclusion at last many months after the time of which we are now speaking that Mrs. Lydgate's nature tvas, what Arthur's had appeared, cold and un- loving; that her son had inherited his outward man from her, but his inward nature from his father ; and that the struggle between the two the tragedy of his life had been happily ended by what we call death. " It was the business of the ' new man ' to conquer that old Adam," said Cyril to himself ; " but whether in this one life he could ever have quite succeeded, I do not know possibly not ; so our Father sent death to help him. He without us shall not be made perfect ; in the home above, the spirit will be purified and made strong, to inform, through and through, the resurrection body which in that day it will take again." But this thought belongs rather to the close of our story than to its beginning. Upon all of Mrs. Lydgate's children save one, some- thing of the mother's shadow had fallen ; and yet each one of the rector's family was more highly thought of in the parish than " Miss Nina," as she was called, though not one was so well beloved. People said that it was Mrs. Lydgate's anxieties poor thing ! and her hard 20 PROM DUSK TO DAWN. life, that had made her so cold and stern ; but that she had a good heart under it all, and could always be de- pended on to do her duty. The same with all the others, who were every one sure to get on in life; but Miss Nina dear child ! Lord only knew what would be- come of her if she were ever left alone to hoe her own row in the world. Nina was sixteen ; tall, gawky, and undeveloped both in body and mind, yet not without promise of loveliness in both. She was bright and clever at school, but frightfully inaccurate; ready to believe anything, always out at elbows, never in a bad humor, and as ready to laugh at her own mistakes, blunders, and cre- dulity as any one else. Cyril and she were friends at sight ; but Mrs. Lyd- gate's ideas of discipline and propriety were so rigid as to place many barriers to their better acquaintance; therefore the young deacon was surprised one Saturday afternoon, upon answering a knock at his study door, to find Nina standing there, long, smiling, and tattered as usual. " I suppose I can come in," she said, suiting the ac- tion to the word, " especially as I have a very important message for you at least, I am sure it is important, be- cause the person said so who gave it to me." "Why, of course you may come in," said Cyril, slightly perplexed notwithstanding. '"The person?' That sounds very mysterious indeed, Miss Nina. There is nothing wrong at the rectory, I hope ? " FREE WILL AND TRIANGLES. 21 " Oh ! you think so because I have come here," said Nina coolly. " Only a domestic cataclysm or is it cat- apult ? I know it's not catacomb could excuse that, I suppose. But I don't see the least harm in it myself, Mr. Deane." " No, nor I," said the young man hastily ; " but why. of course ! only as children should obey their parents, you know, I shall be most happy to walk with you to- ward the rectory, or or anywhere you are going, and then you can give me the message as we go." " I should like to stay and have tea with you, as the boys do," said Nina wistfully ; " but, of course, it would be perfectly awful if I did. Mr. Deane, you can't think how stupid it is to be a girl ! " Cyril reached down his hat from its peg and opened the door. " Miss Nina," he said, " it is equally stupid to be a man. Do not you suppose I should like to have you, as well as you would like to stay ? Come along." Nina obeyed, but as he closed the door she said, " I wish you would explain to me why it is wrong to do what is not wrong in itself ? " " Is it our business to avoid wrong or to do right ? " he said. " By the by, this is not the way to the rec- tory. I am quite at your disposal, but may I ask where you are taking me ? " " I don't know her name," said Nina, " and I did not see her face, so I should not know her again, except her voice. She's got a most lovely voice." " My dear child, what are you talking about? " 22 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " About the person who wants to see you," said Nina. " I don't know the number of the house, and I have forgotten the name of the street ; but I do know how to find it, and I am taking you there." " Oh ! and you say it is important ? " " A matter of life and death, she said." " Then I suppose there can be no harm in letting you show me the door ; but you will have to go home alone, Miss Nina." "I could not possibly show you the door, for I haven't seen it myself. It's a gate in an ivy-clad wall the most romantic place ; and it's a long distance away, so you will have time to explain loads of things to me." " I see," said Cyril, laughing, " that I must just put you through a catechism, Miss Nina. When did you see this mysterious person ? " " Day before yesterday." " Dear me ! and a matter of life and death ! Why didn't you" " Because she told me not. Come, now, never mind the catechism. I'll tell you the whole story as if it was a history lesson at school, dates and all. I can be ac- curate when I give my mind to it, Mr. Deane." " You can be anything good that you try to be, Miss Nina." " Humph ! " said the girl ; " they say I believe every- thing I hear, but I'm sure you are mistaken about that, However, it was the day before yesterday, as I tell you, and about half an hour before school FREE WILL AXD TRIANGLES. 23 closed, that I was told a lady would like to speak to me. I went down to the principal's room we're not allowed to see strangers, you know, except in her presence and there was this lady, a tiny scrap of a thing, as high as my elbow and as big around as my thumb. She had a thick veil over her face and a black dress on ; but I could feel her eyes shining through it I mean the veil, of course." " Well ? " said Cyril. " Well, and if you'll believe me, Miss Stephens the principal, you know was fast asleep ! " "Asleep?" " Sound as a top ; and, you know, the girls say she never does sleep any way, and sees out of the back of her head ! Well, the lady took my hand in hers^her gloves were off Now, ain't I accurate ? " " Very much so. Do go on." " And she said : ' You are Nina Lydgate. Go, on Saturday afternoon not before to Cyril Deane ; bring him to me at four o'clock. Meanwhile, speak of this to no one ; it is a matter of life and death.' ' But where shall I find you ? ' I said. ' I will wait for you in the picture-gallery on the next street,' she said. ' Come to me there after school, and I will show you where I live.' " " My dear child ! Surely you did not go ? " " Indeed, I did, Mr. Deane. It's not wrong to go to a picture-gallery." * " But Well, go on. What happened ? " 24 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " Nothing at all except that she was there, and that we walked a few squares to this gate in the wall that I told you about, and then she asked me if I knew my way home, and if I could be sure of finding it again, and I said, ' Yes.' So she told me again not to speak of her to any one but you, and I came home." " And poor Miss Stephens ? " " Not poor at all ! The lady had cured her head- ache." "She had?" " Yes. She told me, when I had promised to meet her, you know, to go up-stairs to my lessons again ; but just as I got outside the door I heard her speaking to Miss Stephens, and I was so surprised that I stopped. She said, ' Is your headache better ? ' and Miss Stephens said, ' Why, it is entirely gone ! and when you laid your hand on my forehead it was very bad. ' AVho are you that can do such things ? ' And the lady said, ' That is a very simple thing.' Then she looked around, saw me, and shook her head at me ; so I ran off, and that's all I know." " Unfortunately," said Cyril, with a sigh, " it isn't all / know. Miss Nina, you have done very wrong, and it seems to be my. business to tell you of it, as there is no one else who can." Nina's eyes opened very wide; her lips parted in amazement. " Wrong ! " she said. " Ah ! " returned Cyril, " Young America honestly can not understand why, but it is wrong just the same. FREE WILL AND TRIANGLES. 25 Miss Nina, did you ever hear of an old-fashioned virtue called obedience ? " " Don't I have it for breakfast, dinner, supper, and between meals ? " said the girl. " But I wasn't diso- bedient, Mr. Deane. Nobody ever told me " " ' Nobody ever told me ' is not obedience, Miss Nina it is slavery. Why do you suppose the lady in black put your teacher to sleep?" " Do you suppose she mesmerized her ? " asked Nina, with a look between fright and eager interest, pressing closer to his side. " Well, of course I can't say positively," returned Cyril cautiously, " but, at all events, she took the pre- caution to send you off before waking her. Does not that look as though she knew the authorities would object to the message she had to send by you ? Then by her directions you come to me secretly doing a thing your mother would surely disapprove of if she knew. Dear child, pray, forgive me it is very hard for me to scold you." " You're an old fogy ! " said Nina, between laughing and crying. " You think girls ought to sit up in towers and sew on tapestry, and pull veils over their faces if a man comes along." " Now you know perfectly well I am quite on the other side," said Cyril, laughing. " You may possibly be President of the United States some day, Miss Nina, and then how will you rule if you have not first learned to obey ? And if women are to take an equal 26 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. share in business and politics, they will need all the more the ornament of a meek and quiet spirit and the grace of true modesty." Nina's face flamed. " Modesty ? " she stammered. "0 Mr. Deane " " It hurts me worse than you," said Cyril ruefully. "I know you didn't mean any harm, and I am as fond of you as if you were my own little sister I am, really. But, you see, to carry a message that your mother must not hear of to any man is not a nice thing to do; and as you get older, Miss Nina, you will find that most of us need to be kept at a distance. Come, now, will you forgive me ? You were only thoughtless, you know, and " " You want me to think," said Nina, still with very red cheeks, and her head erect. " "Well, I want you to have principles of your own to go upon, and not to be at the mercy of any strange woman with a veil over her face who asks you to go of an errand." " Why must one mind other people ? " asked Nina. " Obedience, indeed ! it is nothing but obey all through the Bible and prayer-book, from baptism clear up to the marriage service. What's the reason of it, Mr. Deane ? I can see the reason of things in chemistry, and why a triangle can have only one right angle " Well, why ? " said Cyril. " Because if it had two you could not get the sides together, said Nina. FREE WILL AND TRIANGLES. 27 " If it had two right angles it would be three sides of a parallelogram, and not a triangle at all," said Cyril. " Did you ever think, Miss Nina, that a triangle is really part of a circle ? " " Nonsense ! " " Think it over, and you will see for yourself. You cannot make an angle that is not measured by degrees. Now, what are degrees reckoned upon ? " " Oh, I see ! " cried Nina ; " upon the circumference of a circle, of course." " And every triangle is some part of a section of a circle," he said. " You can not draw a triangle, but what I can draw a circle to include, measure, and name it." " / judge by my eye," said Nina. " Exactly. I was coming to that. You judge by your eye because it has come down to you as a tradition ; but the difference between right-angled triangles and other kinds was originally measured, and may still be measured, upon the circumference of a circle. Now, Miss Nina, it is just so with obedience. We can choose whom to obey, and how to do it, but obey we must. There is not a single act of our lives that is not measured upon the circumference of the great circle of law." "Well, I'm sure I've heard people talk about free will," said Nina rebelliously. " Heard of it ? Yes ; it's easier to hear of it than to have it, let me tell you. Miss Nina, why did you obey the lady in black ? " " I didn't ! " 28 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " You did as she told you." "Because I wanted to. But it's very mean of you to talk about it ; you know I'm sorry, and ashamed too." " Dear child, if you had free will, should you let any one make you do a thing you would feel ashamed of afterward ? " " But I didn't feel ashamed at the time." " And are you two persons, or one ? " asked Cyril. " Half a dozen," said Nina. " And do you call that Christian unity ? " he asked drolly. " Miss Nina, would not you like to be an indi- vidual a person who can not be divided or at strife with himself ? " There was an odd gleam in the girl's eyes as she looked up at him. She understood what he meant better perhaps than some of my readers will do. " What I like about you is that you talk to me as if I were an individual," she said. " Now, at home they think me a child." " You can not be an individual without being a child first yes, and last too ; never more a child then when you think yourself a woman, and never more a woman than when you feel yourself a child." " Well, I'll think about it. Here is the gate," said Nina. " I'm not coming in ; I don't want to, because mamma would object. There, is that free will ? " " You have the idea," he said, laughing. " Good- by, then ; I must see the last of you before I ring." " But, Mr. Deane " FREE WILL AND TRIANGLES. 9 " Well ? " " Ought you to mind her, and come when she sends for you ? " " Well, yes. You see, it's a part of my business to go to people who want me ; and, besides, I ought to know who it is that has been bothering my little sister. Eun away now," he said good-humoredly and stood with his finger on the button of the electric bell until she had turned the corner and disappeared ; then he pressed it gently and awaited further developments. CHAPTER III. BEYOND THE GATE. THE wall was of rough gray stone with a wide coping ; it was mossy in places, and many vines grew over it in rank, untrained luxuriance. Above it showed the tops of many trees ; the branches of some projecting into the lane were heavy with apples and late September peaches, which ripened in as full security as though they grew upon the mountains of Thibet instead of in the suburbs of a large city. Opposite was a row of small houses swarming unromantically with young Afro-Americans, whom the tinkle of the gate-bell brought, as it seemed, by hundreds to their windows and doors ; some even ventured to lean over the fence, but came no farther. Cyril looked around and smiled, then held up a coin, expecting an instantaneous rush; but, to his amazement, there was only a flutter among the dark little figures, and a stretching of the round, bright eyes which seemed already to absorb all of their faces. The young man then made a few steps from the gate and beckoned. BEYOND THE GATE. 31 " I say," he called, " I've a nickel for the boy or girl that gets here first." No reply, except a simultaneous flashing of white teeth along the line. They nudged each other and whispered, but remained motionless. " What are you afraid of ? " said Cyril. " I only want to ask a question. Come, here's a dime instead of a nickel." This was effectual. A small maiden of perhaps eight summers, with a clear, chocolate-brown skin, big black eyes, hair plaited in tight little tails and tied with red ribbon, and a frock of three-inch plaid in red and blue, suddenly threw open her own particular gate and came boldly across the road, followed by a chorus of " Come back, Libby ! Nastasia's comin'." " Whatcher reckon I keer 'bout Nastasia ? " said Libby boldly. " Nastasia can't do nothin' to me I I ain't afeard of her." " That's right," said Cyril ; " big girls like you needn't be afraid of any one, unless, of course, you are doing wrong. Who is Nastasia ? " Libby looked up and down, then put up her small, slender, brown hand to shield the disclosure. " My mammy says she's a witch," she whispered, " but teacher at school, she says they ain't no witches. Whatchoo think 'bout it, mister ? Is they any witches ? " " Xo, indeed," said Cyril heartily. " And if there were, they could not hurt a good little girl who says her prayers regularly. Is Nastasia a colored woman ? " 32 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. Libby nodded. Her big bright eyes shone with mingled awe and defiance. " Miss Meta, she's a witch, too," she said, "but we all ain't skeered at her. She can't hurt nobody." " And who is Miss Meta?" asked Cyril, perceiving that it was useless at present to controvert the witch theory " Miss Meta Leonard. She ain't the madam, you know tliafs old Miss Shryock but she lives there. She's a mejum." " A me You don't mean a spiritualistic medium ? " Libby nodded again. " That's her, up and down," she said. A great wave of disgust came over Cyril. So that was all ! To mesmerize the unoffending principal and lead Nina astray from the paths of righteousness A sharp click made him turn, to see the gate stand- ing open, and within it a woman, at sight of whom the children incontinently vanished. Even Libby, though she stood her ground, grinned with terror. Cyril caught her small brown hand in his left, while he felt in his pocket for the promised dime. " There, run away," he said, as he slipped the tiny silver piece into her palm and closed the fingers over it ; " run away, Libby, and thank you very much." Then, turning to the woman, who had stood as im- movable as a bronze statue, " I believe Miss Leonard sent for me ? " he said. Nastasia stepped aside and allowed him to enter the BE10ND THE GATE. 33 garden. Had his inward repulsion from doing so been less, he might have turned away ; but the reaction, the inward protest against daring to despise any fellow- creature, was immediate, and as strong as the recoil. Nevertheless, his faculties were all awake and his whole nature on guard as he stepped under the portal. She had said her errand was one of life and death. It re- mained to prove her message a true one. A strange thrill, almost a shudder, sweeping over him, made him turn to find Nastasia gazing on him fixedly. She was a woman of unusual height, and strongly muscular. There was not a line of her figure that was beautiful or graceful, and yet she was not awkward ; for in every movement there was visible such strength, vigor, and energy as were in themselves more than either beauty or grace. Her skin was jet-black and lustrous ; her face indescribably hideous ; the teeth were white, square, and ogrish; the eyes very large, black, and burning under lowering brows* Cyril could not meet them without a renewal of that odd thrill ; yet he faced her calmly, but spoke quickly, to break the tension which he felt rather than understood. " Can I see Miss Leonard ? Is she ill ? " he asked in his sweet, steady voice. Nastasia smiled grimly. "You is de right kind," she said. " Co'se you kin see Miss Meta ; but won't you let ole Nastasia look at your han' first, young marster ? " " What for ? " asked Cyril, smiling, and now quite at his ease. 3 34: FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " To see what de future hoi's for you, sir." " But I had rather not know," said Cyril. " Den I won't tell you, sir ; but lemme look, young marster, for Gawd's sake. I wants to know myse'f. 'Tain't off en my young mistis sen's for nobody like she done fer you; an' de chile ain't got nobody to look after her but ole Nastasia." Cyril flushed slightly, but he laid his hand on the old woman's shoulder and looked her full in the eyes, which were slightly above the level of his own. "Doesn't God take care of her?" he said. There was a half-smile on his lips ; his eyes were full of light ; a strange buoyancy thrilled through his young frame ; his fingers, his arm, tingled, as under his touch the woman's powerful figure seemed as it were to shrink together ; and, without urging her request further, she drew away from his touch, and with drooping head led the way to the house. The garden lay, as I have said, on the outskirts of the city, which, once within the gate, might have been miles away. Only a subdued murmur from that busy hive stole in among the fruit-trees, the late roses, and the brilliant autumn flowers wherewith the quiet inclosure overflowed. Between the square, old-fashioned beds ran soft, grassy walks ; here and there the abun- dant green of the flowers, whose time of bloom was past, was illuminated by gorgeous masses of chrysanthemums, phlox, or zinnias; quite at the bottom of the garden, with only a few yards of smooth green turf between it BEYOND THE GATE. 35 and the opposite wall, stood a low, rambling, two-story house, all gables, porches, and bay windows, and buried to the eyebrows in clematis and coral honeysuckle. There was a strange, soothing charm about it all, under which the nerves yet thrilled strangely. All was utterly still under the declining afternoon sun, save for a faint chirp now and then from a stray bird, perhaps in preparation for its even-song. It was the most silent hour of the day ; only a short time, and tree-toad, frog, bird, and katydid, each in its own way, would make noise enough noise not inharmonious with the nature about them ; but at this hour all was utterly still. Nastasia silently led him across the grass to a short flight of steps leading to the porch ; then, pulling open the long, green shutters of a casement window reaching to the floor, she motioned him to enter, and pushed the shutter to behind him. Fresh from the afternoon sunshine the young man found himself in almost total darkness. His hand rested upon the glass of the casement, which opened in- ward; under his feet was the glimmer of cool, white matting, and here and there dim shapes of chair or table seemed but a deeper blackness within the misty, float- ing dark due to his dazzled eyes. He stood quite still, waiting for clearer vision. There was a rustle, a step, and out of the blackness a white, slender form gliding silently forward to meet him. Just what he had expected Cyril could not have told ; but it was an undoubted relief when a sweet voice 36 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. evidently the voice of a lady said : " This is very kind of you, Mr. Deane. Will you not be seated ? " Conventional enough in all conscience ! Cyril drew a short, quick sigh of relief. " Miss Leonard ? " he said, interrogatively, extending his hand with the true clerical instinct. The hand he touched was like a child's hand in size ; and yet he could never have mistaken it for any but a woman's, even in absolute darkness. It was soft, firm, and cool, with a strange electric coolness that sent thrills and shocks vibrating to his very brain. With a quick motion he dropped it and pushed back the shutter behind him. *' Pardon me," he said, " I am dazzled by the sun, and quite blind." " I do not fear the light," said Meta Leonard. She stood quite still in the flood of radiance and raised her eyes to meet his, with a faint smile. She was not above the medium height, and slenderly made, even shadow- like, yet with nothing of painful thinness about the graceful lines. Her dress was what an expert would have called a cream-white tea-gown of silk and cash- mere. Cyril knew nothing of tea-gowns, but he noted the flow of the graceful folds, the billows of silk above the bosom, the droop of the long, pointed sleeves that fell nearly to the hem of the robe, the delicacy of the rare old lace at neck and wrist. Over this creamy whiteness fell a flood of rippling hair of a soft, wood-brown color, which was brushed away from the blue- veined temples, and caught together BEYOND THE GATE. 37 just at the neck by a silver crescent set with pearls. The face thus left exposed, save for a few stray wavy locks upon the forehead, was of that type Avhich Dante Kossetti has made immortal ; spiritual rather than intel- lectual ; sensual also, but with a sensuality transfigured and spiritualized. There was the broad, low brow, the slight hollowing of the cheek, the large, sweet, spiritual eyes, the full lips, at once pure and passionate. For a moment she stood there very still, with her white hands lightly clasped, and let him look his fill ; then she smiled, half reproachfully, a very sweet, sad smile. " You see that I mean no harm," she said. Cyril flushed crimson. " I I beg your pardon ; I am keeping you standing," he said. With a slight, graceful movement Meta Leonard partly closed the shutter, thus filling the room with a soft, pleasant, greenish light, and motioned her guest to a large, cool, wicker chair, sinking herself into the corner of a cushioned divan, in a pose that no artist could have bettered. And yet it was absolutely unstudied ; there was evidently about Meta Leonard, despite her pictur- esque costume, not the barest shadow of effort or strain- ing after effect. Something of the kind Cyril would have been prepared for, as he now admitted to himself with contrition ; but he could as soon have suspected of affectation a tall, white annunciation lily as this me- dium witch What was she ? She sat leaning lightly against the linen-covered 38 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. divan, her white hands folded in her lap, her eyes fixed on his. The shadows had cleared away now from the room. He could see that it was white, cool, and restful ; the pictures hidden under misty veils, the furniture by linen coverings ; in an alcove stood a marble statuette upon a gray pedestal ; he could see neither plainly in the semi-twilight. In the doorways hung portieres of creamy lace. The prevailing whiteness, the hush, the silence of the girl who sat opposite him, looking at him not boldly, rather with exquisite, tender modesty, af- fected the young man strangely. It seemed as though he were upon the brink of what? whether joy or sorrow, he could not tell. It required an effort to speak ; and why should he speak ? Was not the charmed silence better. " Let us alone. Time driveth onward fast, And in a little while our lips are dumb. Let us alone. What pleasure can we have To war with evil I Is there any peace In ever climbing up the climbing wave ? All things have rest, and ripen toward the grave In silence ; ripen, fall, and cease. Give us long rest or death, dark death or dreamful ease. " How sweet it were, hearing the downward stream, With half-shut eyes ever to seem Falling asleep in a half-dream ! " This was the wooing of the day, the hour, and the place to Cyril Deane. It was scarcely a temptation ; his sensitive being felt the charm, but the silence was BEYOND THE GATE. 39 not prolonged beyond the moment wlien he felt that an effort to speak was necessary. " You sent for me, Miss Leonard. Can I be of serv- ice to you ? " The girl started, and passed her hand over her eyes. " I beg your pardon," she said half dreamily. " I think you magnetized me. No, no ! not consciously," anticipating his protest ; " but I am very sensitive to the influence of every new personality, and you are very I can hardly call you magnetic, either, yet I know no other name for it." " I think I should not willingly magnetize any one," he said, smiling. " No ? But that is a pity, for your influence would be helpful ; " she said simply. " Do you ever feel it, this influence of others? They come here sometimes be- lieving me an inspired prophetess, believing in my mis- sion ; and then, oh, how I believe in myself ! what won- ders I can do ! But there are others who suspect me, who think me an impostor, and with them I can do nothing at all." " Not even be the impostor they think you ? " " How do you know ? Yes, I can do that at least in small matters requiring little preparation. I can not make ready a fraud beforehand when I am not under their influence." " Isn't it a pity," asked Cyril gravely, " to be at every one's mercy like that ? " 40 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. Her beautiful eyes opened widely ; she had evidently never before looked at it quite in that light. " Fritz scolds me sometimes," she said, " when a seance is unsuccess- ful ; but then he admits that if I were less sensitive we should not get such results as we sometimes do." " And who is Fritz ? " he asked gently. " Fritz Hermann, my father's cousin, and my dear teacher. It was he who first discovered my powers, and who has developed and trained them." " And you are a a medium ? " " I am a clairvoyant," she said. " I do not work with tables and slates, like some ; my powers are subject- ive, except that I have had wonderful success in ma- terialization. You do not believe do not approve What is it ? " interrupting herself suddenly. " I do not understand," he said. " Ah ! nor I, nor Fritz, nor any one. Only we hope to understand some day." " And you have accomplished these materializations they tell us of ? You have seen the spirits in the flesh again?" " Not I," she said. "/ have never seen them. Oh, there are some I would give my life to see again ! " Her lip quivered like a grieved child's. She buried her face in her hands. He sat looking at her, tenderly, compassionately. Why she had sent for him was still dark, but he saw that she was in trouble ; and it seemed, in some hidden way, a trouble that he ought to understand. BEYOND THE GATE. 41 " You will see them again," he said at last. The girl dropped her hands and lifted her eyes to his, full of tears, though the lips smiled and the cheeks glowed with a sudden flush. " It depends upon you all upon you," she said. " Yes ? " he said encouragingly. " Tell me. But I think it depends upon a greater than I." She paused, and looked at him with parted lips, as one half bewildered. " That is true," she said " greater, at least, in some ways. But it does not all depend on the mesmerist, you know. Fritz says that the strongest will sometimes submits most readily and makes the best subject." " Is it ever a strong will afterward ? " asked Cyril. " Not toward the magnetizer ; and if it submit more than once it finds resistance almost impossible. But does that matter ? It is for a good end." " I fear it matters very much," said Cyril ; " as much as any other slavery." Her eyes fell. " Slavery ? " she said slowly. " It is hardly slavery, I think, for I will it also." " You ? And this your cousin, is he ? this Mr. Her- mann mesmerizes you ? " " You see," she said, " it is no harm, and there is such good to be gained, such knowledge to be won ! " '' Tell me," he said, " can you magnetize yourself ? " " No," she answered ; " some can not I. I can quiet pain sometimes, but I have very little mesmeric power ; none over myself. I am quite helpless alone." 42 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. A throb of pity choked his speech for a moment. " When you lie in the magnetic sleep," he said, " can you waken unless he wills it ? " "How should I?" " And can you resist his will when he bids you sleep ? Can you easily disobey his orders at any time ? " " But he is very good to me," she said ; " so good and gentle. You do not -understand." " And how can I help you ? " he said. " It is a long story," she said, " for I must go back to the time when I first knew Arthur Lydgate." Cyril did not start nor change color ; not so much as an eyelash quivered. On the contrary, his whole be- ing was possessed by an absolute quietude, and, as at the moment of his entering the room, he waited for his vision to grow clear. Only he knew now wherefore he had come to Fairtown. Indeed, there was a thrill in the girl's voice as she spoke his friend's name that would have betrayed her secret to the most careless. " My father was a physician," she went on, " of half German blood ; he was skillful, too, in his way, wealthy, and well known. We went to Dr. L} 7 dgate's church, and Arthur and I grew to know each other very well. When I was sixteen, and he three years older, we were engaged. Of course they laughed at us, but no one opposed it. Then my father died, and we came here to this house to live, and Fritz came from Germany. Ar- thur was away at college ; and I do not know why, but Fritz would not let me tell him of our studies." BEYOND THE GATE. 43 " He knew of them at last," said Cyril sternly. " And did he approve, Miss Leonard ? " " But it was blind foolish ! " she cried. " He said they were devils, these spirits oh, poor spirits ! who long so to communicate with those they have left behind ! " " And so ? " said Cyril gently. She had tried to de- ceive him, to conceal that point ; but he was not afraid now. The worst was told. " And so he gave me up," she said piteously. " Fritz was so good to me he is always kind but he thought it well for me ; I could give my whole heart to science, he said. Then Arthur died ; and listen, Mr. Deane I knew nothing even of his illness, but in my sleep not trance, a sound, natural sleep he stood beside me and called my name. Then he said ' Cyril Deane.' I had not heard of you for years, remember that ! I did not know that your college friendship had lasted, that you were with him at the seminary, or that you closed his eyes." Cyril did not reply He had known for some mo- ments that Arthur had sent him to this girl. " After that," she said, " I was ill for a long, long time, and my power left me ; indeed, it has not yet fully returned. But a week ago, at a seance held in this house by some others Fritz among them a communi- cation was received from Arthur, and again he spoke of you." She had spoken brokenly ; her breath came in gasps. " They long so to come back to us ! " she said. 44 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " Not Arthur ! " said Cyril. "Yes," she answered, "Arthur. But I do not know why he could not communicate with us fully except through you, who, he says, have rare powers powers that you do not dream you possess " " And that is why you sent for me ? " he said sadly and steadily. " Of life and death, indeed ! " " Then you will ! I shall see him I shall touch his hand ! " She had sprung to her feet ; her delicate face glowed. " No one knows how I love him ! " she said brokenly. " And though I gave him up I could not help that if I forgot him partly while he lived, even Fritz can not rob me of him now." She checked herself, faltered " Fritz is always kind and good," she said. " You it is you who will bring him back to me ! " He sat for a moment with one hand over his eyes ; for how to find words to answer this poor, wounded lamb as he tenderly called her to himself he could not tell. There was a battle to fight, too ; a strong, fierce impulse to seek out this man, this Fritz Hermann, and But Cyril checked himself ; even righteous indignation would not do Arthur's work and rescue Meta. Oh, to find words that might heal and not hurt her! Then suddenly they came to him : " But if Arthur were right he was apt to be right, you know if these spirits were devils ; would you BEYOND THE GATE. 45 grieve him so wherever he is as to let one of them use his name, speak with his voice, and wear his like- ness ? " There was a stir in the next room, and through the lace portieres came a short, stout man, unmistakably German, with a dark, eager, smooth-shaved face, large black, brilliant eyes, wavy, abundant jet-black hair, high color, and large, white, firm-looking hands. Cyril rose. It was well he had conquered his indig- nation, for this was Fritz Hermann. Meta did not stir ; only she lifted her eyes to his dark face. " I thought you were there, Fritz ; I felt you," she said. The man looked annoyed. " Of course I was there," he said ; " it is where I belong. Moreover, this is my business as well as yours. Will you come into my study, Mr. Deane? And, Meta, go to your room and sleep. That is best for you." He spoke in a deep, thoroughly German voice, not unmusical. His enunciation was quick and clear, yet with a marked accent. For a moment Cyril hesitated, and in that moment Meta spoke. " Must I go, Fritz ? I do not wish to sleep. Let me hear." " Hear ? Nonsense ! " he said quickly ; " I will tell you all you wish to know." The girl looked at him for yet a moment, very wist- fully, then she turned, held out her hand, and raised her eyes to Cyril's. 46 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " Good-by, Mr. Deane," she said paused flushed " but, oh ! I do not want to go away ! " she cried. Cyril had scarcely been conscious how intensely he had wished that she should assert herself, until that moment not to have her stay unless such were her own free pleasure, but that she should in some way deliver her soul out of the snare of this fowler. And yet he did not feel he had not had time to think he did not, I say, feel that Hermann's influence was consciously a bad one. It was not a bad face. Eager, reckless of con- sequences in the attainment of his object, the man might be, but not wicked or cruel ; and though there was vexation on his brow, it was not unkindly that he spoke to her. " I do not know what has come to you, Meta, he said. "Look here in my face." It had all passed in a moment ; the girl's hand was still in Cyril's and her eyes raised to his. And they were very soft at that moment, those brilliant, changeful eyes ; the amber rays that sometimes swept across them were all gone, and they were a tender blue, soft, but very strong and steady. His fingers closed more tightly over hers with an impulse of help and protection. " Why should you go unless you wish it ? " he asked in his sweet, gentle voice, that was yet so clear, so strong and manly. " If it is your hour for sleeping, I will come again to explain to you why I can not do as you wish." " There is no reason except that Fritz wills it so," she BEYOND THE GATE. 47 said. " But, oh ! you will consent you can not be so cruel ! I must see him again." " There," said Hermann, " you see for yourself, she will fret herself ill if she stays." Cyril turned upon him quickly. " Because she is struggling against your will ! that is what tears her to pieces. Once for all, I will be no party to it. If she goes I go also." The black eyes opened wide and blazed upon him. " You will be no party to it ? " he sneered. " But it is your will that makes her resist me, as you know very well " He checked himself, and bit his lip. " I am on the side of her will, not of my own," said Cyril steadily. " Her will ? " The man laughed. Cpril looked him steadily, straight in the eyes. " You would scorn to rob her of one poor penny," he said, " yet you do not scruple to take away her freedom to make her a slave ! " The man shrugged his shoulders uneasily. " Non- sense ! " he said. "Freedom, indeed ! What is it worth beside such spiritual development as I have aided her to gain ? Is it not so, Meta ? " " It is it is," she said eagerly. " You can not fancy the glories that have been revealed to me. Mr. Deane, if you would but try ! They say the spirits, I mean that your powers are so wonderful, even while untrained and undeveloped, that through you they could tell us " 4:8 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. "You see," broke in Hermann, "it is like this: spirits are not alike, no more than other people ; there are good and bad among them as among us. Then, some of them manifest in one way, some in another ; some rap on tables, turn over furniture, play tricks, even injure one sometimes. I do not know if it is be- cause they are mischievous, or if they can not always control their own power." " Very likely," said Cyril ; " it is the way with that sort of thing ; but perhaps they are mischievous also. At all events, I prefer " " I know, I know," said Hermann hastily. " You pre- fer to have nothing to do with them, therefore you will have nothing to do with them. We attract to ourselves only those spirits like ourselves. Now, your friend, this Arthur, he was very pure, very upright, and good. Is it not so?" Cyril grew a shade paler and bit his lip, as he bowed mutely. It was sacrilege to hear Arthur's name so men- tioned ; it was torture to him ; but there was a subtle danger in the air which he felt without understanding, and his only safety lay in absolute, thorough self-control. It is only when Conscience slackens her hold upon the will that the loosened reins can be seized by another hand. The quick black eyes read him through instantly. "Ah, he was a little god to you, this Arthur! You think it profanation that he should speak through a slate and a splinter of pencil ; but be calm, my friend ; it is not so. We use not these. It is a friend of his BEYOND THE GATE. 49 who brings this message. Arthur but wishes to com- municate with us, with the Meta, here ; and he can do so only through you. He has messages for his father, too. Ah, it is much that Arthur can tell us of the spirit world the world of the pure spirits. You also, my friend you wish to learn the certainty of what you believe. No?" " Do you think it can be learned by means of a slate and a bit of pencil, or even through a materialized human spirit ? " asked Cyril, smiling. " But why not ? Gold and ivory are no more than mere matter ; and a good spirit he can not lie. These things are all very equal when viewed from the fourth dimension, my friend." " I do not doubt it, Mr. Hermann." " Then what do you doubt ? for it is rock-like, this will of yours. I can not sway it this way, that way, as the will of other men." He paused a moment, then broke out afresh. "-4Z-so, I can move you not even by com-plee-ment ! So ! what do you doubt ? " Cyril smiled. "My own powers of argument," he said. He had long ago put Meta into a great chair, upon the back of which one hand rested as he stood be- side her, with an indefinite but very strong feeling of being on guard. Now, glancing down at her, he saw that her eyes were upon him with the soft, trusting look of a little child ; her cheeks were flushed ever so faintly, and her lips parted in a tender little smile. 50 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. Such a look on such a face! For a moment the young man's brain whirled giddily ; the next he had pulled himself together to find Fritz Hermann watching him steadily with a look which Cyril found it impossible to analyze. Was there in it any of the exultation of one who has found an enemy's weak point ? or the per- plexity of him who knows not how best to use the new weapon Fate has put into his hand ? Cyril could not tell. " Why, as for argument that ! " said Hermann, wav- ing it away with his strong white hands. " It is experi- ment, demonstration, we offer you. But perhaps you fear such tests. No ? You do not willingly incur the danger of proving your faith untrue. Not so ? " "Understand clearly, Mr. Hermann," said Cyril, quietly, "that such considerations influence me not a hair's breadth. My faith can not possibly be tested by any such experiments ; its truth or falsehood for I am liable to error, more so, perhaps, than other men can be proved or disproved by no demonstrations you can offer me." " So ? Then you accept blindly" " By no means." Hermann shrugged his shoulders, this time scorn- fully. " Perhaps," he said, " you have still some method of making what you believe credible to yourself ? " " As it is incredible to you ? " The man laughed. "Why parts of it," he said. " Me ? Yes, it is spiritualism that is my refuge from materialism when I doubt the Bible revelation ; not the BEYOND THE GATE. 51 Bible itself, see you that is, not all of it. There is very good spiritualism in the Bible." "And do all spiritualists think alike about these matters ? " " Do all Christians ? But there are very good Chris- tians, indeed, among spiritualists Christians who be- lieve all, as you do." " I fear you are wrong," said Cyril. " So ? But ask the Meta. She is a Christian, and Christian spirits speak through her." Cyril glanced down, gently, gravely, and met the sweet eyes once more. " It is true," she said. " I go to church, too, some- times." " Not often ? " he asked, smiling. " No, not often," she answered a little reluctantly. " You see, I have gone beyond them so very far. I be- lieve more than they far more, not less." " Not less ? nothing less ? " he asked, looking down at her steadily. " Ah, perhaps. There is the resurrection of the dead, you know : it is not worth while to believe in that. One can not ; our belief is so very far more glorious." He stood there very quietly, still looking down upon her. All the amber light flowed back into his eyes, but his lips were grave. " You believe in the materialization of spirits," he said, "but not in the resurrection of the dead," and put out his hand for hers. " Good-by." 52 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. She did not answer or again urge that wild petition upon him ; but her eyes grew sad. " You will come again ? " she asked wistfully. " Arthur loves you," said Cyril. " I will surely come again." He passed Fritz Hermann with a bow, and left her in that dark keeping. His heart was very tender over her, and there was a mist before his eyes as he made his way through the grassy paths. Near the gate stood old Nastasia, tall, gr.im, and hideous, but with a very human light in her eyes as she turned them upon him. He held out his hand to her impulsively. " Take care of her," he said. " 'Deed an' 'deedy, marster, but I does try," she said earnestly. " It's dat debbil of a Fritz Hermann dat won't let nobody come near her sca'cely less'n she's asleep. But he don't meddle wid me much. I'm a voodoo, mars- ter, I is, an' so was my mammy, /ain't 'feard o' dem no- 'count sperits o' deirn, no way. I can't witch him, dough, no more'n he kin me ; so we let's each oder alone." "If Oh, he will not harm her he means no harm ! " said Cyril ; " and I shall soon come again. But if you need me you know where to find me ? " " Ef I don't, dere's dem dat does," said the woman significantly. " Ole Nastasia kin fin' am/body, marster anybody, 'live or daid." Then the gate closed, and the strange house in the fair garden lay behind him, like a vision in the night of another world than ours. CHAPTEE IV. " CONJURED ! " IN the shadowy room that Cyril had left, Fritz Hermann looked down upon the girl before him with an odd expression compounded of perplexity, vexation, and fondness. "What has come to you, Meta?" he said. "Do I ever influence you save for your own good ? Yet how, this day, you have set me at defiance ! " "Indeed, dear Fritz, I did not mean it," she said timidly. " No, no," he said slowly ; *' therefore am I the more perplexed. Well, it is your loss. If you had said the words I was willing you to say beyond there," waving his hand toward his " study " as he called it, " then had you gained what you wish. As it is, you have lost him, girl you have lost more than you dream." " I have lost Arthur," she said with a quivering lip. " You ? " he said not unkindly, yet with some con- tempt. " You ? If that were all ! Moreover, if Arthur wishes to communicate with you, he can find means to do so. But science truth has lost Cyril Deane." " You think so well of his spiritual powers ? " 54 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " I have seen him often in these few months," said the man musingly ; " I have watched him in the street and in his church. I have seen dogs cease fighting, chil- dren put by their quarrels, at his word. I have heard him preach ; I have seen him magnetize a whole con- gregation into believing his creed unconsciously mag- netize them even as he magnetized you this day, child Meta." " Bid those people lose their hold on what he taught them when the sermon was over ? " asked Meta. " Possibly probably. How know I ? " " Because," she answered thoughtfully, " I think this power of his is not quite magnetism, Fritz. I can not explain, but so it is." " Not quite magnetism ! " he said, laughing. " How very scientific, child Meta ! But it is magnetism of a high order and rare purity." "There is a difference," she insisted. "You, for example, there in the study were telling me what to say ; but I told him things he did not know." " Ay, but in the way that he wished to hear them ! " " It was the way of truth," she replied. He shrugged his shoulders. " Truth had gained by a little falsehood on this occasion," he said. " But, once again, what has come to you, Meta, that you so dispute with me?" " Are you angry, Fritz ? " " Why, no," he said, smiling, and patting her pale " CONJURED ! " 55 cheek with his hand ; " no, only you must not oppose me too far." He looked down at her smilingly for a minute as she sat, so frail, white, and shadow-like, in the great arm-chair where Cyril had placed her. He remembered his first coming to Fairtown ; how full of life she had been then, of abounding health and animal vitality. But there was no remorse at his heart for the change he had wrought ; it was simply the grosser parts of her nature that had been cleared away, that had vanished in the development of the spiritual. She was not ill ; it was true that she had been so, but the cause of that was the death of her lover not his, Fritz Hermann's, teaching and training. From the time of his coming to the house, how gentle, how docile she had been ! how eager to learn ! The affection for Arthur, which it had been necessary to overcome, could have been, he thought, but a mere girlish fancy, which he had of late revived in her mind for the sake of obtaining through it an influence over Cyril Deane. The dream of which she had told Cyril, that he could not account for ; he had thought her altogether the creature of his will sleeping, waking, at his command, living his life, think- ing his thoughts. Yet he could look any one in the face, and say with truth that he had used his power only for her good as he understood it. She spoke his thoughts when he willed to put them into her mind, but they were not evil thoughts ; she did his bidding, but he had never bidden her to do aught that to him was evil. 56 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. The long, slow growth of this influence had but made it more powerful over her whole nature ; but it came this afternoon to Fritz Hermann almost as a reve- lation that he did not know what that nature was. He knew Meta Leonard as he had made her ; but what she would have become had he never crossed her path, that, it occurred to him, for the first time, to wonder. And the wonder suddenly touched her with a strange, new charm. " Child Meta," he had called her, but she was a child to him no longer. " You must not op- pose me too far," he said, smiling, but there was a distinct pleasure in her power to oppose him at all. " I should be ungrateful to oppose you, Fritz," she said quietly. " I did not do so consciously this afternoon ; it was rather as if I lost sight of you at times " " It was his influence that superseded mine," he said, frowning slightly. " Perhaps," she said thoughtfully. " But, if so, it was very unlike your influence as unlike it as a fetter that drags down is to a rope that draws ashore the wrecked sailor." "So?" he said, too hurt and amazed to be indig- nant. " I did not mean to wound you," she went on, quick- ly understanding him. " You do not mean it so, and, after all, it was a bad comparison. For the rope draws, pulls, it might even hurt, you know ; but his influence could never hurt. I did not feel it as an influence at all. It was rather that I had freedom, power, to be myself ; "CONJURED!" 57 to speak my own thoughts, Fritz not yours or his. I so seldom speak my own thoughts ! " " A medium what need has a medium for thoughts of her own?" he said. "This will never do, Meta; your personality must be naught but a mere transpar- ency, through which the spirits can manifest. You have been too absorbed in yourself of late, and this is why you have lost your power ; but I permitted it, hoping through your love for this Arthur to attract to us Arthur's friend. This must be set right." "You will force me to forget him?" she cried, springing to her feet. Her hands were clasped entreat- ingly, her beautiful eyes were full of tears ; but the man looked coolly at his watch before he replied. " I must go," he said. " See, I am already late for my appointment. Go you and eat, then go to your room and sleep soundly. Eemember, and obey me." He hesitated, then touched her soft cheek with his dark lips. " Thou art a good child," he said in his na- tive language, " only thou must always obey." Then he went away, after a swift, relentless fashion that he had, without pausing or looking back to see if his orders were obeyed. It did not even come into his mind that Meta would be able unsupported to set him at defiance ; therefore he did not deliberately concen- trate his will upon hers. And, after all, what did it matter ? She was his, his bond-slave ; it would be easy enough to re-establish his influence more strongly than ever ; but perhaps it had better be done without alarm- 58 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. ing her. Silly child, to be so easily impressible! It would have been better, after all, had he seen this Cyril alone, and, taking him unaware, subjected his will to that of Fritz Hermann ! It was already growing dark outside ; Meta felt no inclination to leave the cool twilight, and this new power over her own thoughts, even for the happiest dreams. She heard the gate clang faintly in the distance. Fritz was gone. She flung the shutters wide apart, and stood thirstily drinking in the cool evening air. " My lamb ! " Old Nastasia stood beside her, looking down with anxious affection upon the beautiful, fragile form. " My lamb, did you git yo' wish from de young marster wid de angel face ? Tell ole mammy." Meta smiled dreamily. "Has he an angel face?" she said. No, mammy, he will not promise ; he says it would not be Arthur whom I should see, but a devil in his likeness." "An' dat's de Lawd's trufe," said the old woman emphatically. Meta opened her eyes very wide. " You, too ! " she said. "Yes, me too, honey. I'se a voodoo leastways I useter be and I knows. It's de debbil sho', dat's at de bottom of all dishyer foolishness. Ole Nastasia nebber did hab no use for no sich doin's." Meta smiled. "You do not quite understand us, mammy," she said. "It isn't magic, you know; and "CONJURED!" 59 some of the things the spirits tell us about the other world show that they are not devils. Would a devil advise one to go to church, to the holy communion, do you think ? " " Humph ! " said the old woman ; " mighty strong chu'ch ef de debbil can't git in dar too ! Don't talk to ?ne, chile. What I knows, I knows. Ain't I seen you a-dwindlin' like, twell f om de stronges' and bes' an' peartes' baby I ebber nussed " Her voice failed for a moment. " Is dat ar de wuk o' de good Lawd ? " she asked indignantly. " It is the work of the spirits, of course," said Meta absently. " Such a life as mine wears upon one phys- ically, and that is why Fritz likes me to sleep so much. I ought to be asleep now, Mammy Nastasia." " Did he tell you to sleep ? '"' " To eat first, and then sleep." " Well, 'tain't supper-time yit, an' I don't keer much about you eatin' 'tween meals. I ain't nebber let you do it when you was little, an' you been doin' mighty little eatin' here lately, anyhow. Is you seen ole Miss an' Marse Hugh to-day ? " Meta shook her head, then suddenly a shiver ran over her ; she turned and laid her arms around the old woman's neck. " Mammy," she whispered, " he makes me forget them, even Hugh, my little Hugh, whom his dying mother put into my arms. He has made me for- get Arthur ; he says he will make me forget him again ! " 60 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " Ain't I done tole you de debbil was in it ? " asked the old woman. " Don't talk to me, honey ; I knows him, I does, f'om de tip o' his horns plumb down to de een' o' his tail." She held the drooping form in her strong arms ; she bent her grim and hideous face above the pale brow veiled in its floating hair. "Listen to me, chile," she said. " You know I was a voodoo once, an' so was my mammy before me. Debbils ! she could raise all de debbils in wat's 'is name ! An' she learned ine- all she knowed not to say dat a voodoo can be learned, 'case it's got to be borned in 'em. But yit dey is ways o' makin' 'intments an' powders an' sich, and a 'quaint- ance wid yarbs, some on 'em good an' some bad, an' dem kin be learned. So my mammy she died, an' de niggas was skeered as bad o' me as dey useter be o' her. Right on dishyer place dey useter come arter me ; and out in de woods, on top o' dat hill where dey jess begun to buiP dat new chu'ch, was whar I useter conjure for 'em at de new moon. "Well ! 'bout dat time me an' Stephen got married. You 'member Stephen, don't you, honey ? " " Yes," said Meta. She had dropped into her chair at the beginning of the story, and Nastasia sat crouched together, in the very attitude of her savage ancestors, on the ground at her feet. " Yes, I remember Stephen ; he used to carry me on his back and sing such sweet hymns ; and he played, oh, so sweetly, on the violin ! " " Cat's so," said Nastasia, " dat's de Lawd's trufe, honey. Dey was goin' to tu'n him outen de chu'ch 'count "CONJURED!" 61 o' dat fiddle, on'y dey darsent, when it come to de p'int, 'case Stephen was de mighties' exhorter an' had de pow'- f ulles' gif ' in pra'r ob any o' de lot. He convarted me, Stephen did, one camp-meetin' time ; an' arter dat we done got married. But don't you know, Miss Meta, dem niggas said I mus' 'a' conjured him, or he nebber would 'a' married no sich a Toby-beaten gal ? Toby ! I could 'a' showed Toby to 'em ef I'd 'a' wanted to ; I'd 'a' learned 'em who Toby was ef 't hadn't 'a' been for Stephen ; but he sez : ' Nebber you min' 'em, Nastasia ; de Lawd knows, and dat's enough.' ' : " And did you never do any conjuring after that ? " asked Meta. " Not that it was really the devil that you saw, Nastasia ; I dare say it was a spirit manifestation, but the spirit of a savage. A wild heathen African, per- haps a cannibal, would not be nice to have dealings with. You were quite right to give it all up." " Well, it do beat all how smart de chillen is growin' dese days ! " said Nastasia sarcastically. " 'Twan't de debbil, hey ? Den how come I seed him, Miss Meta ? Come, now, you tell me dat ! Yes, honey, I did do some con j 'in' arter dat. I done backslid, Miss Meta, chile. Dem niggas sassed me, an' I got riled, an' went off inter de woods to raise ole well, nebber min' ; I ain't gwine say his name in dis house ; too many debbils roun' here, anyhow ! " " You raised whoever it was against some one, to harm him ? " said Meta. " Our spirits are not like that, mammy. What happened ? " 62 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " De nigga died ! " said Nastasia solemnly. " Yes, my Lawd died, Miss Meta, dat she did! Don't tell me 'tain't de debbil ! I knows him ! " " But what did Stephen say ? " "Stephen wep' ober me, an' exhorted me pow'ful, Miss Meta, an' den he rassled wid de Lawd in pra'r twell 'twould 'a' broke a heart o' stone ; but it nebber teched Nastasia, I was dat col' an' keerless like. Den my baby come, Miss Meta, my onlies' one I ebber had ; an' de werry day he up an' died, your poor mamma, my Miss Marg'ret, dat I was foster-sister to, she up an' died too ; an' ole miss took an' sont me to nuss you. An' f 'om dat day to dis, honey, I ain't wanted to conjure no- body, bress de Lawd ! He done took away my heart o' stone, an' gimme a heart o' flesh praise his name ! So dat's how Nastasia knows all 'bout it, honey ; an' when I see folks a-peekin' an' a-pinin' I knows de debbil's in it somehow. Ef it hadn't 'a' been dat way, why did de Marster say, ' Dy sins be firgibben dee,' 'fore he healed dat imp'tent man ? Sho ! don't talk to Nastasia ! An' dishyer keepin' you away f'om ole Miss, yer nachel- bawn great-gran'ma, an' little Marse Hugh, de sufferin' chile o' de Lawd ! why, all dat is tarred wid de same bresh, Miss Meta ; it's cut right offen de same piece, dat ar is. Ain't ole Nastasia had sper'ence 'nough to know ? Could I raise ole Wat's-his-name w'en I loved Stephen, or w'en I hel' my baby or you in my arms ? No, chile ! 'twas w'en my heart was col' to Stephen, 'case I fought dat oder gal done tuk a farncy to'm an' was gwine tole " CONJURED ! " 63 'im away f om me ! An' ef you was to think much 'bout ole Miss an' Marse Hugh, you couldn't raise no sperits needer. You hear ole Nastasia ! " Meta smiled faintly. The old woman's words tallied a little oddly with her own experience, but she did not think they proved anything, for all that. She had lived a strange, lonely life for the last five years. Fritz had often sighed over the materialistic character of her sur- roundings, and would have removed her from them at once, as he often said, but for the necessity of keeping terms with the grandmother, to whom the house and grounds belonged, as well as the money that supported them all. And Mrs. Shryock was rather a difficult per- son to keep terms with. She was willing enough that Meta should give seances at exorbitant prices, but she wanted to handle the proceeds herself. Of course, Meta could have more than earned her own living any- where ; but the man revolted from so using her powers any further than was necessary to placate Mrs. Shry- ock. He was as really in search of truth as any man can be who has made up his mind just where and how it is to be found, and the quaint old house in its fra- grant garden was an ideal abode for a truth-seeker. Mrs. Shryock could not live long, he thought, and then it would be easy enough to dispose of Hugh ; meanwhile he kept Meta in a half -dreamy state, " And lost to life and use, to name and fame." She was not as deep in his counsels as we ; she only knew that he thought it better for the preservation of 64: FROM DUSK TO DAWN. her powers to live apart from the household. They were well taken care of, and yet a sudden, strange pang shot through her heart as she remembered how she had neglected little Hugh, the last precious charge of his dying mother, her father's young wife. She sprang to her feet. "Nastasia," she cried, "where is he? I want my Hugh, my baby ! " " Bress de Lawd ! " said old Nastasia. CHAPTER V. FELIX GOLD. CYRIL DEANE, as the quaint old gate clanged behind him and he bent his steps along the lane, felt strangely tired. " It was rather a strain on one's nerves," he would have said had he been asked the cause of this fatigue ; it did not occur to him that " power had gone out of him." Indeed, Cyril Deane too rarely thought of himself at all to puzzle over a shade more or less of one feeling or another. He walked homeward slowly and thoughtfully. How cool his little sitting-room appeared, with its gray walls, nearly hidden by books, its deep-arched window, the cocoa matting upon the floor, and huge mahogany and hair-cloth sofa in one corner, upon which he threw him- self with a sigh of relief and instantly fell asleep ! When he waked, refreshed and strong again, it was quite dark. He sprang up, struck a light, and looking at his watch found that it was nearly eight o'clock. " Dear me ! what a lazy fellow I am ! " thought Cyril. There were certain arrangements to be made in the church for the Sunday services, he remembered; and he caught up a long taper that stood in the corner, lit 66 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. it, and opened a narrow door that cut off one corner of his tiny room and led into the church. The Church of the Transfiguration had once stood in a fashionable part of the town and been filled by a wealthy congregation; but that tide had ebbed away, and for many years it had been chronically upon the verge of being sold, and perpetually being rescued by public-spirited individualism. Of late, Dr. Lydgate had solved the vexed question of " reaching the masses," or perhaps the masses had reached him ; at all events they had come together, and the church overflowed, Sunday after Sunday, and often upon week-day occasions, with hard-handed, earnest-eyed men, to whom it was a reve- lation to find that the problems that vexed, puzzled, and exasperated their daily lives had all been solved cent- uries before by the Reformer of Nazareth. The young deacon's rooms were in the north tower ; the vestry was at the east, or, more correctly, the south- east corner ; he had therefore the whole length of the building to traverse, and as he did so the light of the taper played fitfully here and there, reflecting itself in stained glass or carved brass- work, but, like a half-truth, far too weak to fill the place with radiance and glory. Near the chancel a tablet, new and shining, had been placed upon the wall by his classmates at the seminary in memory of Arthur Lydgate. As the light of the taper caught and sparkled upon its smooth surface, carved lettering, and massive bordering, Cyril paused a moment in sheer amaze, for it was no thought of his FELIX GOLD. 67 friend that had flashed . into his mind, but the name of Felix Gold. Felix Gold ! He went on into the vestry, wondering. Where had he heard the name, or was it a name at all ? Perhaps merely the brightness of the brass and the thought of the happy dead had suggested the collocation. In a few moments he came back into the church, set the taper in a corner, and knelt before the altar. Now that he had slept, and so refreshed his body, his mind, heart, soul call it what you like was alive to the strangeness of all that had occurred. He thrilled and tingled with the wonder of it. Had he indeed been sent hither by a presence from the better land, to aid and protect this girl this strange, sad, beautiful girl, Arthur's love ? Then he called her, to himself, Arthur's widow, and prayed for her most fervently. That was all he could do ; though when he thought of her in the power of Fritz Hermann he could have defied the world in her behalf, and on the instant. Poor, friendless child ! But no ! she was not friendless, and He who for her sake had kept back Cyril from the work to which he had been pledged could guard her now as then. It did not seem to Cyril a small thing that he should so have been hindered for the sake of a girl ; it was " for her sake," he said to himself, and in the phrase there lay much meaning. It was scarcely prayer that now filled his soul, but a 68 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. % sweet, dreamy rapture, almost ecstasy. He bowed his head ; his eyes were closed ; there was a smile upon his lips, though his cheek was pale. The church was all his own ; there was no danger of interruption before morn- ing; yet he did not consciously dread interruption; only this holy reverie was very sweet. Then suddenly there came into his mind, as though it had been shouted in his ear, the name of Nina Lyd- gate. Poor, untidy, awkward Nina ! Had he promised to let her know of the mission to which she had guided him? He could not remember; but at least it was what he ought to do and to-night ? He would see if it were too late ; and he suddenly remembered that he had had no supper. He picked up his taper and returned to his rooms, altogether unconscious how for some moments his feet had stood at the parting of two ways, and how Nina's idea had saved him ere yet he had gone astray. But the question of his going to her that night was soon conclusively settled by a sharp rap at his outer door. Cyril put aside his supper of bread and milk, and hastened to unclose the heavy portal. " Bennet Lane ! " he exclaimed. " How are you ? " said the Eev. Bennet Lane, enter- ing quietly enough to all appearance, though a person of such overpowering personality might always just as well have blown a trumpet before him. Yet, when one came to think about it, he was rather a small man, at least not above the medium size ; as upright as a dart, FELIX GOLD. 69 and with something of a military bearing ; with large, luminous dark eyes, and a wonderful smile. " Where on earth Why, I did not know you were in town ! " said Cyril, shaking his friend's hand vehe- mently. Bennet Lane had been in his last year at the seminary when Cyril entered it ; but their Sunday work had thrown them together both belonging to the ex- treme High-Church wing and they had become fast friends. " In town ? No more I was until about fifteen minutes ago," said Mr. Lane. " Didn't you get my telegram ? " "How on earth should any one ever get a tele- gram ? " asked Cyril resignedly. He knew already that his friend had recently accepted a curacy in Fairtown at the most "advanced" church in the place, with a clergy-house and large staff of curates ; but he had now to be informed that the illness of the rector of a neigh- boring parish had compelled him to ask assistance in his Sunday services of Bennet's rector-to-be, who, finding his present curates all imperatively engaged, had written to ask whether the curate to come had anything for that Sunday that could not be broken or deferred. " And as I only meant to take a Sunday off before beginning my new work, here I am," said Mr. Lane. " I should have written, but only had the rector's letter this morning." " Well, the letter would have reached me on Mon- day, whereas I shall never have the telegram/' said Cyril. 70 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. "As rampant as ever against private monopolies, I see," said his friend. " How is socialism ? " " Very unsocial. I have not offered you a mouth- ful of food. What will you have? There's quite a good eating-house close by." " What have you got for yourself ? " asked his friend. "Bread and milk? Just the thing; nothing I like better." "Provided there's more of it," said Cyril, catch- ing his hat up in one hand and the milk-jug in the other. " You've quite a snug little nest of it here," said Bennet, when his host returned, not unprovided with other dainties. " I've been looking around, and really I envy you. Everything your own way, and so quiet and uninterrupted." Cyril shrugged his shoulders. " It's better than a boarding-house," he said ; " but I'm a gregarious animal, Lane, I take kindly to being petted and done for. Still, one can always get the good of one's circumstances if one knows how, and it is an excellent preparation for missionary life, I suppose." Mr. Lane looked at him sharply. " Oh ! " he said, " then you have not given up that idea entirely ? " " Not at all," said Cyril. For some reason his friend did not question him further on that point. " Dr. Lydgate is a pretty Broad Churchman, isn't he ? " he asked, with seeming irrele- vance. FELIX GOL1). 71 " Oh, I suppose he is," said Cyril ; " at least, people say so. I've never seen anything objectionable." " Ah ! that's good. If you were to find yourself, now, obliged to take part in union services, or offend your rector you see, that's what impressed me about your coming here. But I suppose he knows where to draw the line." " We were speaking of that the other day," said Cyril. " He says very frankly that he is too old and broken to stand the row that would be made if he were to invite ministers of other denominations into his pul- pit; but he preaches in theirs as often as he gets a chance." " There's no harm at all in that, taken by itself," said Mr. Lane, " for he goes clothed with the teaching au- thority of the Church, as her official representative ; but, of course, if he sits on a platform with a Methodist on one side and a Presbyterian on the other, he tacitly ad- mits their authority as equal to his own ; and that is an altogether different part of speech." " I suppose so," said Cyril. He played a little nerv- ously with the crumbs on his plate for a minute, then he broke out as if it were impossible to be silent. " But, my dear fellow, lots of those Presbyterian and Methodist parsons are far and away better men than I am." " Very likely," said his friend, coolly. " I'm not talking about the men themselves, but their authority as teachers." 72 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " Then you don't recognize authority as a moral quality?" " I don't know what you are driving at." " Why, the better men they are, the better they can teach, don't it seem ? " " Ordinary morals, perhaps ; but that certainly does not apply to the doctrines of the Church." " And yet Christ says, ' Whoso willeth to do my will, he shall know of the doctrine.' " " Deane," said his friend, solemnly, " this is worse than I feared. Do you mean that you doubt the valid- ity of your own orders, the significance of the historic episcopate one of the four points laid down by the Lambeth pastoral as ' a basis of unity ' ? " " Now, in the first place," said Cyril, " is the Lam- beth pastoral binding upon anybody's conscience ? " "Well, no; certainly not that!" said Mr. Lane; " but it is worthy of attention " " Wherever we happen to agree with it," said Cyril. "In the second place, Lane, I'm only a deacon, you know ; and the validity of my orders Why, I'm a mere layman, as you know." " That is simply a quibble," said his friend, " and this is not a subject for jesting. Deane, for God's sake, don't go astray on this point ! I tell you it is a critical period with us. The Church is on trial for her life ; and her very existence depends on the fidelity of her children." " To tell you the truth, Lane," said Cyril, " the point you have raised is not one upon which I have thought FELIX GOLD. 73 very deeply. As you know, I was born and brought up in the Church, and I have never gone much outside for friends or interests ; but it does seem to me that, if the existence of the Church is at stake, something of a different nature from documentary evidence will be necessary to save it." " Documentary evidence ? " " ' Genealogies and strifes,' " said Cyril. " If we are the legitimate descendants of the apostles, don't you believe that blood will tell ? Need we go around with our ancestry written on our foreheads ? " " Deane, this is worse than I supposed. I feared you were tainted, but did not dream how deep it had gone ! " " My dear fellow " " One moment, Deane. I assure you that if you could realize the pain you give me you would speak less lightly. This point the authority of the sacred minis- try is at this very moment that upon which the forces of hell are directing their attacks " " But are you sure they are the forces of hell, dear boy ? No, no ; don't be offended, and don't think me a deliberate reprobate. I assur* you that, as I said before, I have scarcely thought five minutes on this subject in my whole life." " Then how could you take orders ? " " Because it seemed the only way to the work I had planned for myself. Oh, no doubt it was wrong of me, but, you see, I was interested in more practical matters 74: FROM DUSK TO DAWN. socialism, for instance, and the Christian Social Union. And when I say I haven't thought about this question, that doesn't mean I haven't read about it; for, of course, one has to get it up, like everything else. But I don't believe I wanted to think about it very much ; it seemed to me a question to which I could not say Yes, and did not want to say No. For you see, Lane, that apostolic succession, in the sense in which we use it, and socialism, are " " Deane, Deane ! " " Alike a matter of genealogies," said Cyril. " But this is all your own fault, you know ; you forced the matter upon me for decision." "And you decide to be a traitor to your mother Church ? " " I don't know what I shall decide yet" said Cyril, coolly ; " but you have aroused me to the fact that some decision must be come to. Thank you for it, very much indeed. It may have been cowardly to put it off so long, but I only meant to be loyal." " Perhaps this may assist you," said Bennet Lane, taking a small handbill from his pocket. " This was given me in the depot, probably because of my coat. However, if it were meant as an insult, it missed its mark ; but it will serve to prove to you into what vaga- ries a man may wander when once the guiding hand of the Church is removed." And this is what Cyril read : FELIX GOLD. 75 ATTENTION ! To ROMAN CATHOLICS, GREEK CATHOLICS, AND ALL OTHER DENOMINATIONS. THE NIXETEENTII-CENTURY MISSION is now open for the purpose of advocating the Fatherhood of God and the brotherhood of man. We put out this circular because we know most all denominations prohibit their members to attend any other but theirs. You are cordially invited to attend, and to join heart and hands in the great work of purifying and healing soul and body. The so-called sectarian will fade away like snow be- fore the bright sun of spring-time. Meeting every night. Service of song, 7.30. Regular meeting, 8 P. M. From 9 to 9.30 will be devoted to healing. Your brother in love, FELIX GOLD. " Do you think you'll go ? " asked Cyril, mischiev- ously. " Thank you, I won't take any in mine if I know it. Such English ! " " Well, if English were any more a divine institution than everything else, ' I won't take any in mine ' would be a venial sin at the least. Felix Gold ! I must have seen the name somewhere. The ' mission,' I see, is in my own neighborhood." "Very probably. You see what all this leads to, Deane." " Why, if he does what he claims, it leads to blue ruin for the apothecaries," said Cyril. " But as to ' va- 76 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. garies ' and 'guiding hand of the Church,' don't you know there is a Koman priest who they say does just this very thing ? " " The Church of Rome has always claimed to work miracles," said Mr. Lane. " That is altogether different from this fellow professing to heal." " When he can not even write English ! " said Cyril, " which is very much easier, as every one knows. I say, why have we lost the gift of miracles, Lane ? " " Want of faith and loyalty, Deane. Perhaps dis- union is at the root of it." " Perhaps," said Cyril, thoughtfully. " Disunion ! This fellow seems to have got hold of that idea. He says ' we can all join hands in the great work of puri- fying and healing soul and body.' ' " Join hands ! Perhaps it is a spiritualistic seance" said Bennet Lane, as he rose to go. Cyril urged him to stay, offering the hospitality of his own bed, and himself to sleep on the sofa. But Mr. Lane shook his head quietly but firmly. " Best not, Deane," he said. " I seem only to do you harm, and excite a spirit of faction and dispute. I shall go on to the clergy-house." " Indeed, I'm very sorry if I seem wrong-headed," said Cyril. " I don't mean to be ; but don't you know how one goes around with a lot of answers in one's mind, and never realizes that they are answers until some one else or something else produces a question to fit one of them ? " FELIX GOLD. 77 " No, I don't know," said Mr. Lane. "Well, I do," said Cyril; "and it's like finding a key to open a door : one never knows where it may lead to." " That one does not," said Mr. Lane. " But God does," said Cyril, smiling. He walked a little way with his friend, and did his best to be cheer- ful under the very trying circumstances. When he returned, he stood for a moment contemplating the empty plate and glass, and the pushed-back chair, whose very attitude toward the table was expressive of righteous but sorrowful indignation. " Now, I wonder what business it was of his, any- way?" said Cyril. He laughed a little as he cleared away the dishes into his corner cupboard, where his old woman would find them next morning when she came to make his bed and tidy up generally. " Oh, well," he said, " heresy is everybody's business, I suppose. At least, everybody thinks so." He took up the handbill and re-read it carefully. " I wonder who he is ? " he said. " I don't think there's any spiritualism in it, though. It is strange his name should come to me twice, so close together. I must have seen it on the church, of course. It may be only a coincidence ; but, after all, what is a coincidence ? Is a coincidence a miracle, or is a miracle only a coincidence ? " And he laughed aloud at his own folly as he sat down to read. CHAPTEE VI. THE CASTING OUT OF DEVILS. THE big church was full to overflowing when Cyril Deane surveyed it from the pulpit on the Sunday morn- ing following the occurrences we have described. It was of brick, painted in the old red and blue temple colors ; some of the windows were richly stained, others, from which the memorials of the dead had accompanied the living to a more fashionable quarter, were filled with plain glass, and glorious only with God's sunlight. Before him was a sea of faces ; behind him the deep, wide chancel with its double choir of girls and boys ; "young men and maidens, old men and children," praising the name of the Lord. He knew that Nina sat among the girls. He had heard that sweet, high soprano of hers very clearly all through the service ; but he was not thinking especially of Nina, though he meant to speak to her presently. He arranged his manuscript and looked over the congregation. In a pew near the front a face caught his eye a pale, pure face, under a gray straw bon- net trimmed with ribbon of the same color. Nestling close to her soft robe of gray, like an autumn mist, sat THE CASTING OUT OF DEVILS. 79 a wizened little figure, with great black eyes of eager curiosity, and not much face besides. In actual life he was eight years old ; in figure, five ; and in face he might have been a hundred. Then, of a sudden, Cyril's carefully prepared sermon grew to him utterly vapid and inadequate: for it was not at that moment merely a sermon that had to be preached. The gaze of those wild, uncanny eyes of the boy ; the dark, sweet, tender, uplifted eyes that Arthur had loved, shot through him a vivid realization that it was the bread of life he had been set to break to this people, and that he had meant to offer them a stone. A strange thrill swept him from head to foot ; his eyes burned ; there was a tingling in his brain ; his very hand shook as he drew his Bible nearer and pushed aside the neatly written manuscript. " And he was casting out a devil which was dumb. And it came to pass, when the devil was gone out, the dumb man spake, and the multitudes marveled." " They always marveled," said Cyril, conversational- ly ; " not that we should wonder at their being surprised, you know, at such a thing as a devil being cast out, but what follows shows that their astonishment was not exactly of the right sort. For some of them said that it was by the help of Beelzebub that he had cast out one of Beelzebub's subjects ; and others wanted him to go on and do something else still more surprising, just as if he had been a sleight-of-hand magician ! 80 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. Now, there are lots of good people who will tell us that it was not really a devil that our Lord cast out ; that the man was insane, or epileptic, or something of that sort, and that the story is very much exaggerated any- how, and perhaps the man never was healed at all ! Then there are others who would not go as far as that, for the world ; but, if you drive them into a corner, they can not quite pin their faith to the story as it stands, and they talk about the influence of the imagi- nation, and other natural causes. " I, for my part, am perfectly willing to believe that the man was obsessed by a bad spirit you need not call it a devil, if you don't like ; it may have been the spirit of a wicked man, who had loved his own body so, that he liked to get hold of some one else's body when his had gone to corruption. Now, then, Christ cast him out ; this account doesn't say how ; neither does it tell us how he got in, but we can imagine. There are lots of ways for a dumb devil to get into one : there is sullenness, for instance nothing worth considering at first ; we just don't want to talk, and there's no one worth talking to. Ah, but that's not the point, whether we want to talk : it is whether we ought to talk ; whether other people have not a right to our kind and pleasant words. Perhaps we fancy that, in our sullenness, we are following our own will ; but in our heart of hearts we really know better ; at most our will is divided, or we should be sullen all the time. But the will that is at the mercy of our mood, or a chance THE CASTING OUT OF DEVILS. 81 remark, or the weather, is not a free will ; and because it is not free, it is at the mercy of any foe who comes against it. Slaves, as we all know, are easily conquered. " But it may be said that sullenness, sensitiveness, or whatever we like to call this dumb devil, comes often from nervous ill-health. "Well, of course, it often does ; and very often our sensitive fancies have some- thing to build on. Our friends get impatient with us, scornful, sarcastic ; we may give them cause ; but if they could see that evil spirit the soul of a hanged murderer, perhaps trying to take possession of us it may be they would fight on our side instead of his. " Sometimes this dumbness becomes actual loss of voice. I have known cases where such a physical con- dition was accompanied by symptoms which might well have indicated obsession by an evil spirit. And I have heard of a loss of voice from nervousness being cured by hypnotism. The patient was thrown into a mesmeric sleep, and was told, when she waked, to say ' Good-morning ' aloud, and to keep on using her natural voice. She did so. Now, in this case, I know nothing whatever of the sufferer's spiritual condition ; but it is very evident that there was no physical hindrance to speech. What she needed was a free will, or, as we often say, more will-power. " It may have occurred to some of you that a certain divine, about whom there has recently been a great deal of talk, has said that the miracles of Christ may possi- bly have been wrought by some sort of hypnotic power. g2 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. But hypnotism means sleep ; it is a surrendering of will-power. A man may be cured of the tobacco-habit by hypnotic suggestion, but he is not in the least more able to overcome the whisky-habit because of his cure. Rather, his will-power is weakened, certainly toward the hypnotizer, and probably, in other directions ; though the subject has been so little studied that we can not speak positively. Now, Jesus Christ never put any one to sleep in order to cure ; and his method seems to have been to draw out the will and make it free. ' Stretch forth thy hand,' 'Go, wash in the pool of Siloam,' 4 Show yourselves to the priests ' these were some of his ways. " Perhaps he means to call attention to this method of his when he tells the Jews that their own sons shall be their judges as to whether he casts out devils by Beelzebub or by the finger of God. And then he points out, clearly and unmistakably, the only source of free-will. 'When a strong man fully armed keepeth his own court, his goods are at peace; but when a stronger than he shall come upon him, and overcome him, he taketh from him all his armor wherein he trusted, and divideth the spoils. He that is not with me is against me ; and he that gathereth not with me scattereth abroad.' " That is, the strong man is only relatively strong ; unless his will is one with Christ's, it is a divided will. Even when the unclean spirit has been driven out of a man shall we say by hypnotic influence ? the man is THE CASTING OUT OF DEVILS. 83 not safe, if his heart be, as hypnotic suggestion cer- tainly leaves it, empty, swept, and garnished. For the spirit may return in another form ; having been ban- ished as alcohol, he may return as morphine, with seven other spirits more wicked than himself; and the last state of that man shall be worse than the first." Cyril paused, and looked over the great church half- wistfully, with those wonderful, changeful eyes. The magnetic power of which Fritz Hermann had spoken was strong upon them all. When they had left him, one or another might differ with his conclusions, might even be ready to hate and persecute him ; but it was a magnetism which left no man there exactly as it had found him. " Is there no practical lesson for us ? " he said ; " are there no devils to be cast out now ? My friends, it is a deep thing, a thing hard to understand, but I, for one, believe that all sorrow, all suffering, is the consequence of sin our own sin and the sin of others. Sometimes only bearing the sorrow can remove the sin ; otherwhiles, to cure the sin is to cure the sickness, the trouble, the insanity. If we had the power to annihilate at a blow all the poverty and suffering in the world, should we not fear to do so, lest our last state should be worse than our first ? " But to free our own will and the wills of others, to free them by union with the will of Christ, tliat we may dare to do! And also we have here a touch-stone whereby to try the new theories and isms that are in 84 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. the world ; and the work of mesmeric doctors, Chris- tian scientists, and so on. Is the whole man made stronger ; is his will more free ? Then forbid not the cure. No man can so cast out devils save by the finger of God. " ' John said unto him, Master, we saw one casting out devils in thy name, and we forbade him, because he followed not us.' But Jesus said, ' Forbid him not ; for there is no man which shall do a mighty work in my name and be able quickly to speak evil of me. .For he that is not against us is for us.' " " How would you class that sermon ? " asked the rector, smilingly, as he took off cassock and cotta in the vestry. " One minute I thought it old-time mysticism ; the next, brand-new modern materialism. I declare, Deane, you've got me so mixed up, I sha'n't enjoy my dinner. I wish you'd get your ideas a little straight- ened out before you fire them at us. Not that it wasn't a good sermon, you know." " Thank you, sir," said Cyril, as he hurried away. The Leonard brother and sister had not left the church ; he was in time to give Meta a cordial hand- shake, and to learn the name of her brother, little Hugh. " Fritz has gone away," she said, smiling ; but Hugh only stared at Mr. Deane with his great eyes, and said nothing at all. CHAPTER VII. WHY NEED WE DIE? DUSTING at the rectory on Sunday seemed to be con- sidered a part of Cyril's ministerial duty. No one knew just how the custom had so bound itself upon the public conscience ; but perhaps Cyril would have been more easily able to excuse himself occasionally had the duty been less disagreeable. On this particular Sunday the presence of the Rev. Bennet Lane was scarcely an occasion of added cheerfulness. And yet I have an uneasy sense of injustice toward the Reverend Bennet, a consciousness that I am not showing him the excellent fellow he is. But, indeed, it is the unlovely side of his character that is uppermost at this time ; he is acting, not as he believes, but as he dogmatizes, and the un- reality makes him unlovely, for love is not only real, but the only Real. Mrs. Lydgate sat at the head of the table, calmly dark and dignified ; she said little, but helped Cyril to potatoes, and saw that his other wants were supplied, in a manner that showed disapprobation. The rector's eyes twinkled mischievously. He had long ago found it necessary for his own well-being to incase himself in 86 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. triple armor against Mrs. Lydgate's indifferences, and perhaps some of the finer sympathies were excluded by the same means ; at all events, he felt decidedly amused at the young man's evident discomfort. The rest of the family were not inclined to be talkative ; in fact, the Lydgates were not loquacious ; but Eleanor, the eldest daughter, said, after a while : " I did not quite understand that sermon of yours this morning, Mr. Deane." " I'm sorry for that," said poor Cyril, trying to smile. " "Well, I'm sorry too," returned Eleanor, " because it seemed as though it might have been so good, you know, if one could but have got hold of it. I suppose it was my stupidity " " Yes, it must have been," said Nina, promptly. " Nina ! " " Well, mamma, / understood it." " It's awfully good of you to say so, Miss Nina," said Cyril, laughing and blushing like a girl, " but I am not sure that I understood it myself. It was a sudden in- spiration, you know " " Oh, yes ! such as the prophets used to have," said Eleanor, innocently. " Now now Miss Eleanor pray " " Pray? Yes, I think she'd better," said the rector, unexpectedly. " Never mind, Deane, there were always plenty to stone the prophets. Have you ever observed, Mr. Lane, what a bad habit people have of discussing WHY NEED WE DIE? 87 sermons, instead of laying them to heart? Not that I ever allow mine to be discussed which accounts for the vim with which my family attack those of other people." "Are you not unjust to Eleanor, Dr. Lydgate?" asked his wife. " It was scarcely an attack, I think. One can not blame her for wishing to have what she does not understand explained to her." " But the dinner-table is not just the place for an explanation of that kind," said the doctor. " I'll lend you and Deane my study after dinner, Eleanor, if you wish." " Papa," said Eleanor, " did you understand what Mr. Deane meant ? " " Well," said the doctor, who felt that he was driven into a corner, " perhaps he expressed it differently, but I'm sure I've said essentially the same thing a dozen times. If you wish to have the question so stated that you can understand it, Eleanor, there is a very good clew in a lecture by Dr. B , which I will show you. You've read his Lectures on Preaching, Mr. Lane ? " " No, I have not. Do you recommend them ? " asked the Reverend Bennet. The rector chuckled. " Truth and Personality," he said, " that's the subject of it. Personality the in- fluence of personality that's what Deane was trying to get at this morning, I think." " Trying to get at ? " said Mrs. Lydgate, express- ively. 88 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " That's just about where it is," said Cyril. " I was carried out of myself, Mrs. Lydgate ; I can only apolo- gize. I say, doctor, will you lend me those lectures ? " "With pleasure. / don't think them unsound," said Dr. Lydgate, with a comical glance at Mr. Lane. " Don't mind the women," was his advice to Cyril, later on. " Go right ahead, and give your inspiration the reins ; a little wholesale mysticism doesn't hurt anybody. Of course, mysticism is largely a matter of temperament; but lots of people have that tempera- ment, and it is right that their needs should be met. By the way, didn't I see you speaking to Miss Leonard ? Do you know her ? " " I know some things about her, sir." The rector's face worked. " She's a strange girl," he said. " I was glad to see her at church to-day. She is really one of our people still, you know, and I think perhaps you may be able to do something for her. I can not ; but it is scarcely her fault, poor girl." " No," said Cyril ; " it is not her fault." " Let me tell you one thing, Mr. Lane," said the doctor, when Cyril had gone to his mission Sunday- school and had left them alone : " I have a strong sus- picion that neither of us is fit to tie that young man's shoes ; and that for us to disapprove of him is simply cheeky." " I admire his personal character as much as you could do," said Mr. Lane ; " and it is just because I love him that it pains me to see him becoming ah not ex- WHY NEED WE DIE? 89 actly sound, you know deserting his colors at the crisis of the bat" " Bosh and botheration ! " said the doctor, so gen- ially that it did not seem rude. At Sunday-school Cyril succeeded in getting a word with Nina. "I thought you were angry, Miss Nina," he said, smilingly ; " you plainly avoided me this morning, but you took my part nobly at dinner." " I liked that sermon," said Nina, without denying the charge of avoidance ; " but Eleanor is always dis- agreeable; nobody minds her. Mr. Deane, do you know, I told mamma about the lady in black ! I felt as though I must. Was that she at church to-day ? " " Yes ; it seems she is an old parishioner. Your father was very glad to see her here again ; so it was quite right of her to send a message, and only bad taste that made her send for me instead of him." " What's her name ? Mamma said she thought she knew her, and her face got so red " " Her name is Leonard," said Cyril, hastily, " and she seems very pleasant; but if she should seek you out again, Miss Nina Well, I can hardly explain " " Oh, I've heard of Meta Leonard," said Nina. " She's awfully pretty." To which remark Cyril had no reply ready. Fortified by the approval of his rector, and drawn by an attraction which he had not yet classified, Cyril found himself, in a very few days, standing again out- 90 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. side the green gate. Old Nastasia held up her hands in thankfulness when she opened it to admit him. " Bress de Lawd, young marster," she said, " wid you come, an' dat ar' sarpint done gone away, dar's some use o' livin'. Come right in ; dey's in de parlor, same as folks. Ole Nastasia ain't got no use for dese no-'count ways o' con j 'in' people, no- way. What w'ite folks know 'bout conj'in'?" As Cyril entered the parlor Hugh came forward in his old-fashioned way to shake hands, and then curled up in an arm-chair with one knee under him, and his great, solemn eyes on his visitor. "Sister will be here in a moment," said Hugh. " Grandmamma wants to see you. She saw you com- ing up the garden, and rang her bell for sister to get her clean cap and make her tidy. It is usually Martha who does those things for grandmamma," the boy continued, " but since Fritz has been away, and sister gives no more seances, grandmamma says she must earn her living in some way, so she has discharged Martha" " Your grandmamma must be a sad invalid," said Cyril. " She is not sad," said the boy, " but she is very dreadfully cross. Do you think she is obsessed by a devil, Mr. Deane ? " " If she is old and not always amiable ? " said Cyril. " My dear boy, wait until you are old and sick, and per- haps you will understand." WHY NEED WE DIE? 91 s " But that is a long time to wait to understand any- thing," said the boy, solemnly. " Then, if she is not obsessed, could Jesus Christ have healed her ? " " If her sickness comes from old age, death will heal her," said Cyril. " Then death is stronger than Jesus Christ," said Hugh. " Could our Lord have healed me, Mr. Deane?" " My dear little boy," said Cyril, " certainly he could heal you now if he thought it best ; and he has con- quered death, you know, for he rose from the dead." " Materialized ? " said Hugh. " Not quite ; " and Cyril took the child on his knee and told him the story of the Lord's crucifixion and rising again, and how numbers of those who slept arose and walked about the city and were seen of many. " Then they materialized, at all events," said the child. " And that's how it was, you see : the bodies would not hold together, and so they had to go back again. That's always the way with spirits. They de- materialize so soon." "But, my dear child, how did you hear such things ? " " Oh ! I slip into the seances sometimes," said the boy. " Fritz says I am a sensitive, too, and if he were my legal guardian he could train my powers ; but, you see, I've got such a poor physique, he's afraid to run any risks with me without my guardian's consent." " I see," said Cyril. 92 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " But if Christ conquered death, why need we die ? " continued the boy. " Grandmamma hates it so. Say/ why need we ? " " ' Who by his death hath destroyed death, and by his rising again hath restored to us everlasting life,' " said Cyril, seriously. " Keally, it does seem unnecessary, Hugh." " Then why do people die ? " persisted the boy. "I don't know," said Cyril. He could not, or would not, evade or puzzle a childish questioner to hide his own ignorance, and it struck him for the first time that he really did not know. Then he smiled suddenly. " I'll tell you how I think it may be, Hugh," he said. " You know, our Lord destroyed sin, and yet we sin still ; and so, though he conquered death, we die still." " Then where's the good of it?" " The good of it is, that he did the hardest part of the work and left it for us to finish, except that he did not leave us, you know, for he is with us always. And, of course, we can not finish the work all at once. It has to be done gradually, and when it is quite done, there will be no more death ; for St. Paul says, ' The last enemy that shall be destroyed is death.' " " Then must grandmamma die ? " " Why, I'm afraid so you, and grandmamma, and I ; but we won't mind that, if we can help win the bat- tle for other people, will we?" said the young man, cheerfully. Hugh's eyes gleamed ; he gave a quaint little rapt- WHY NEED WE DIEf 93 urous smile; then his heavily marked eyebrows rose slightly, in a very grown-up way. " I believe grand- mamma would mind that," he said. " Ah ! there's Meta." It seemed to Cyril that she had grown younger and sweeter in those few days more like a woman and less like a spirit. " Fritz is still away," she said. " He writes me that he is learning such wonderful things, which he will tell me when he returns. Now, will you come and see grandmamma ? " CHAPTER VIII. CRIMSON AND SUNSET GOLD. IT was a brilliant Indian summer afternoon, with just a softening haze over all, as though the day had lowered its lashes in modest consciousness of its own beauty. The south and west windows of the great square room were ablaze with the declining sunlight ; low, wide windows they were, framed in coral honey- suckle ; outside of one was a circular bed of brilliant, red geraniums, and the other looked out upon bushes of scarlet sage. Pots of bright-hued plants were in bloom upon the deep window-seats ; the carpet and furniture were a deep crimson, and curtains of the same hue were drawn quite back from the windows upon their brass rods, lest they should intercept a single sun-ray. A bright log-fire upon the open hearth, reflected from the brazen andirons and fender, added to the stifling heat and overpowering vividness of the room ; and in a great crimson cushioned chair drawn close by the hearth sat a Pair of Eyes. She was very old. Whether she had any hair was uncertain, for a cap with a fluffy border of crepe lisse was drawn nearly to her eyebrows; it was white in CRIMSON AND SUNSET GOLD. 95 color ; her dress was black, but she had a gay red shawl over her shoulders ; her face was deadly white, seamed and crossed by thousands of tiny wrinkles ; her eyes ! Cyril's heart beat strangely ; one great throb, and then it sank down down, whether in pity or terror he could scarcely have told. What was this bent, white, dreadful thing ? Was it woman, or devil ? But he forced himself to meet her eyes quietly ; he held her hand without a tremor, as she peered eagerly into his face. " So you are Cyril Deane ? " she said. He could not tell if her voice had disappointment in it. " I am Cyril Deane," he said, with that sweet, bright smile of his ; " how can I help you ? " It was not a mere fashion of speech ; this woman had fastened to his coming some sort of hope he felt that in every nerve ; and the sudden blaze in her dark, terrible eyes did not contradict the thought. " Sit down," she said. " Talk to me ; tell me about yourself, what you know, what you can do. Let me find out if you can help me." How should he speak to this soul ? It was some- thing real she wanted from him ; therefore, after a moment's pause, he answered her straight out of the eternal verities. " About myself ? " he said. " I am only the servant of Jesus Christ, Mrs. Shryock that is all there is to say about me ; and my aim is to be able to know and to do only his will." " There were slaves once," she said, " who knew and 96 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. did only my will, or else I had them beaten. She, there," pointing to Meta, " is the slave of Fritz Her- mann. He does not beat her he does not need, for she can not refuse to obey ; but when he is gone she is happier, and she does as she likes. You aim to have no will but Christ's ; you wish to be his slave is that it ? " " Not his slave, but his freeman," he said. She gazed at him unflinchingly with her terrible eyes. " My grandson Hugh to be more exact, my great- grandson came home on Sunday and told me about your sermon. Do you believe that Jesus Christ healed the sick ? yes ? raised the dead YES ? " her voice rising to a shriek " did he raise the dead ? " " He did," said Cyril, calmly. " And his followers did any of them raise the dead?" " That is not quite certain," said Cyril. " In the case of Eutychus, who fell from the third loft and was taken up for dead, it seems probable that he was only stunned. The context " "What do I care for contexts?" said the old woman. "Do you know of any one who can raise the dead now ? " "I do not." " Nor who can keep the living alive forever ? " " Only one." " WHO ? pshaw ! I see the answer on your lips. Christ, is it not ? But I know, too, how he does it. It CRIMSON AND SUNSET GOLD. 97 is not what / mean by life. Go ! you are like all preachers. Go ! " " Why should you have thought me different from the rest," asked Cyril, with a smile. " I do not know," she said, more calmly. " Only they Meta and Fritz have such power over the dead ; they can bring back their souls from wherever it is hell or heaven, and even give them bodies for a few moments. Well you " " Yes," said Cyril, " what of me ? for I can do nothing like that, you know." "But you have such power over them" said the old woman. " You broke the power of Fritz over the girl. Nastasia says you have the conjurer's art gift what you like to call it. Fritz admits your wonderful mag- netic power. Perhaps you could raise the dead, if you would only try. Or at least you could keep one alive an old woman like me just a few years, a few months longer." Her aged voice with that shrill, tuneless quaver ah, it was very pitiful ! " Do you not think so ? " she urged, eagerly. " Do you so much dread to die ? " he asked, com- passionately. She trembled all over. " Meta," she said, sharply, " leave the room ! " The girl obeyed. Cyril sprang from his chair to open the door for her, and as she passed him she looked into his face with great, pathetic eyes full of tears. He returned to his place beside the old woman, thrilling in 98 ' FROM DUSK TO DAWN. every nerve ; his head was confused. For a moment he scarcely heard the words she was pouring into his ear, until one sentence startled him awake. " You shall have her," said the old woman, " and every penny of my money except what I need for my- self, but that is very little. And I have plenty of money oh ! plenty ; no one knows but me how much ; for when I pretend to be poor, it is only to make them economical. And I wish to live ! God of heaven, how I wish it ! Make me live, keep me alive, and all of it Meta, too shall be.your own." He passed his hand wearily across his eyes. " Dear madam," he said, " what I can do for you I will ; but life is the gift of God." "I was reading a story the other day," she said " oh ! I can read, I have my second sight now of one who kept alive an old, old man, older than I over a century. It was by magnetism. They threw him into a magnetic sleep, and there was no waste of tissue." " I have read that story," he said. " "What effect had the power she wielded on the soul of the magnetizer ? " " Does that matter ? " she asked. But, ah, I see ! you are like the rest it is your own salvation that matters chiefly to you ; you would not imperil that to save a universe ! " He leaned forward and took her withered hand in his own. "Dear lady," he said, "what you mean by my power I do not know, nor whether I have any ; but of this I am sure, that all that is in me comes down from CRIMSON AND SUNSET GOLD. 99 the Father of lights the Father of life ' with whom is no variableness, neither shadow of turning.' If now I turn away from him if I do what I do not know to be right I let go of his hand ; and where is my power ? " She laid her other hand over his and looked piteous- ly into his face. " As for mere existence," he went on, " mere absence of putrefaction, such a life in death of the body, and death in life of the soul, as was described in that book well, it may be Mr. Hermann could give you that for a few months ; but would you care for it?" " I am afraid to die," she said, hoarsely, holding fast his hand as though some: power came to her through the white, strong fingers ; "there is a worse life in death than the one you have described." " Tell me," he said. Her voice was a hoarse, terrible whisper. "If one could die outright," she said, " it would be easy ; but to cling to matter, to embody one's self in a chair or table, to write on slates and tie cords together ; to take blood from a poor, weak girl like Meta there, just to pose as a human being for a few brief minutes ! Mr. Deane> when I was ' the proud Katharine Fane,' as they called me, would any one have supposed I should come to that ? Why, there was a negro boy once he was my half- brother, and knew it, as I did, and he loved the very ground I walked on. But one evening, as he helped me from the carriage, he touched his lips to my bare arm, 100 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. where the cloak had blown aside. I was beautiful in those days ! " " Yes ? " he said, as she paused. " I had him sold ! " she went on. " I knew that in his heart he dared to think of me as his sister, and I was so proud ! And it broke his heart. I never heard that he was treated unkindly ; but he would not eat ; he drooped away, faded, and died. Negroes are like that at times; they have not the stamina that we have. But he did not quite die, you know he has come back ; he can not get away from me, he says. No one knows who he is ; he only calls himself ' Henry ' ; and it was sixty years ago. Think of it sixty years drifting around in the smoky, sooty, curse-laden air of this world, clinging to tables and chairs ! Can you save me from that?" " Do you ever wish you could save him ? " asked Cyril. " Eemember, you sent him to it." " A negro a mere slave and to dare to kiss my arm ! " she said. " Your brother ! " said Cyril. " An ignorant boy who could not even read ; even now he can only send messages through my father ! " " So they are together, and there is no inequality between them but one of spelling," said Cyril. " Mrs. Shryock, if the boy belonged to you so utterly, body and soul, you could have made him what you would. We wield a fearful power over those who love us. It is your blame that the boy is where he is. But remem- CRIMSON AND SUNSET GOLD. 101 ber that action and reaction are always equal : his power over you must be equal to yours over him, though it may not be evident in any shape that you can recognize. But when you go where he is now where he is the older inhabitant " He was interrupted by a frightful shriek ! The old woman pushed him away from her with both hands, and rang her bell violently. " Fiend ! devil ! to torture me so ! " she cried. " Go ! leave me ! " Then Meta, Nastasia, perhaps others Cyril could not be sure came rushing in ; it was all a horrible con- fusion of cries to God for mercy and frightful blas- phemies. In the midst of it one sentence rang out clear and distinct upon the young man's bewildered sense : " There is no hope ! I offered him your love as a bribe, and he scorned it." He turned and would have hurried from the room, carrying with him the vision of a slender figure, white against the crimson background, her slight fingers clasped appealingly, her eyes large and strained. " Grandmother," she cried, " what would you make of me ? Kill me, and have done with it. I am- a straw, a plaything unfit to live. Have I no self of my own?" Then Cyril gathered himself together and turned back ; he held out both hands, in which she laid her own unhesitatingly, looking into his eyes with utter trust. His face was very white, and his hands were cold but untremulous. " So help me God," he said, 102 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " as I help you to be true to yourself ; afterward to whomsoever you will." When next he came to himself nay, rather, when he became conscious of the motions of his earthly taber- nacle he stood upon the edge of a hill just where a deep cutting had been made for the railway. It lay before him black and grimy, and upon the other side of it such a settlement as is apt to spring up in the track of this harbinger and vital cord of civilization foul, sordid, reeking with the fumes of liquor-dens and all imaginable and unimaginable vice. Beyond it, the top- most rim of the setting sun just touched the horizon as he gazed, then sank it seemed forever; but in its place lay a host of gorgeous clouds wrought into palaces and pinnacles, and colored in rose and gold ; and above these the slender silver moon peeped timidly out from the blue heavens, with a thought of Meta in her arms for Cyril. She too this timid, pale moon was but the reflection of a stronger personality. As he looked and looked feeling a vague comfort in the planet so dear for ages to all lovers, though they know not why there was a crunching of the gravel upon the side of the hill, and the next instant a man sprang up the steep ascent with a firm, vigorous step, and stood, flushed slightly and smiling, upon the top. And yet it was scarcely a smile upon his lips, but in his eyes it shone with an inexpressible radiance. He was not so tall as Cyril, scarcely above medium height, CRIMSON AND SUNSET GOLD. 103 but strongly made and glowing with vigorous health. The face was strikingly handsome, the contour a pure oval, the features regular. A full, silky mustache veiled the arched upper lip, and waves of hair like black floss curved across a broad, low brow. The skin wore the dark, creamy hue of a ripe nectarine ; the lips and cheeks were bright with health ; the eyes, large and clear, were wonderful in their dark, steady brilliance ; they were not eager, flashing, dazzling ; they were quiet, steady, and sure very sure, and very happy, thought Cyril, looking into them. To his surprise the man came at once toward him and held out his hand, in which Cyril laid his own, still thrilling with the touch of Meta's fingers. There was no smile now either in the eyes or upon the lips of the stranger; only a steady cheerfulness, that seemed to pour hope and courage into Cyril's troubled soul through the windows of his eyes. Then the hands loosed themselves, and the new-comer turned to go, si- lently as he had come. Cyril hurried after him and laid a detaining hand upon his shoulder. The other stood perfectly still, with his head slightly bent and a half- smile upon his lips, but did not turn or look round. " Who are you ? " asked Cyril. " They call me Felix Gold," said the other. His voice was clear and sweet, and with a wonderful car- rying power ; he spoke in a quiet, matter-of-course tone. " The man who heals the sick ? " 104 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " The man who tries to teach the sick to heal them- selves and others." There was a foreign ring about his voice, but Cyril could not determine to what precise nationality he belonged. The hand dropped slowly, lingeringly ; still, it fell. Without a look aside, Felix Gold walked away a few steps. i " Stop ! " cried Cyril. The man came back, and this time stood facing him. The glory of the sunset had grown deeper, and the moon shone faintly, lost in the vivid glow, like an earthly hope amid thoughts of heaven. Felix Gold stretched out toward the beauty his strong right hand. " He who made it," he said, " is our Father." His eyes dwelt upon Cyril's troubled face with the quiet tenderness of a mother watching her sick child. " Do you know my name ? " asked Cyril. " I do not." " "Why did you offer me your hand ? " " That you might know me for your brother ready to help you." " How do you know that I need help ? " " God showed it to me." " Did he lead you here for my sake ? " The man's face glowed suddenly ; he stooped and plucked a blade of grass from the side of the hill. " Does the sun shine, or the rain fall, for the sake of that blade of grass ? " he said. " Oh, there are millions of grass-blades ! Our only surety is to go where he CRIMSON AND SUNSET GOLD. 1Q5 leads us, like the sun-rays and the water-drops; and with whomsoever we find ourselves it is to him we must minister. And yet," he added, looking smilingly into Cyril's eyes, " I knew that some one was waiting for me. Down in the valley yonder I paused to watch the sunset, but the Spirit said, ' Best not ; he awaits thee.' Then the brambles caught my clothing and delayed me ; but the voice said again, ' Haste not , you will be just in time.' Now you know all." "All?" said Cyril; "who knows all? Only God. Was it two days, or two years ago, that I said to myself, ' Now I know why he brought me to this place ' ? " " And behold, you knew not the half thereof," said Felix Gold, quietly, but with shining eyes. " Now you know more or perhaps seem to know less, I can not tell ; but you are stunned, bewildered, by the revelation of his meaning. Take courage, brother ; even yet you know not all his will, nor shall till you tread the golden streets of the City ; but he knows. Will not that suffice ? " Cyril held out his hand once more. "You have spoken his word to me," he said ; " leave me now alone with him. I will see you soon again." Felix Gold gave the hand a strong, tender pressure, and smiled with a vividness of brotherly affection such as Cyril had never seen on human face. The next moment his vigorous steps had carried him far away. CHAPTER IX. WHAT IS THIS POWEK? " MR. DEANE, did our Lord ever do anything in the very least wrong ? " A shiver of horror ran over the Bible-class ; but Nina kept those clear, honest eyes of hers fixed upon the teacher's face awaiting reply. Cyril had been conducting the lesson with consider- ably less than his usual spirit (or unction, as the quaint, expressive old word is), and felt a distinct relief when Nina thus interrupted what he had begun to feel as a grinding monotony. He looked up for he had been sitting with his head bent on his hand, listening to a paper, by a young lady in spectacles, upon the site of Capernaum and smiled as he answered : '"He was in all points tempted like as we are, yet without sin.' Why do you ask, Miss Nina ? " " Well," said Nina, " because some things they tell us about him don't seem quite right." " Then you are quite right to inquire into them," said Cyril. " What are they ? Only mind, they may puzzle me too ; I don't profess to be able to explain everything." WHAT IS THIS POWER? 107 " Then why do you undertake to teach us ? " asked Nina. " Because you are not far enough advanced to ask everything quite," said Cyril, hushing by a gesture the " Oh ! " of the spectacled young lady. " But I shall be glad if you do puzzle me, Miss Nina ; because any fresh difficulty as to our Lord's character or actions is only a door into some beautiful, new knowledge of him. And he opens every door to those who knock. Now, what is your trouble ? " " Well," said Nina, " it's the Pyro-Phcenician wom- an." " The what ? " cried the spectacled young lady. " Never mind," said Cyril. " Syro or Pyro, what's the odds? I know what she means." " It was only a slip of the tongue," said Nina, with an indignant glance. "And a slip of the tongue," said Cyril, "some- times gives us an opportunity to avoid a slip of the temper." Nina smiled. " I know I am inaccurate," she said to the spectacled young lady ; " thank you for taking me up. I wish I could be as thorough as you are." " And I wish I could be as sweet-tempered as you," said the other, effusively. " Come now, we are really on the way to learn some- thing at last," said Cyril ; " and in the only way it can be done, Miss Nina by all learning of and all teaching one another. I believe that the moment one of us sets 108 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. himself or herself upon a pedestal as teacher only, and the only teacher, that moment there ceases to be either real learning or real teaching." " But I supposed all clergymen were on just such a pedestal," said Nina, bluntly ; " or thought so, any- how." " Very few of them think so," said Cyril ; "practi- cally all of us confess at least privately to learning from our flocks at least as much as we teach ; and in- fallibility is less the conventional official attitude than it used to be. They do let the poor stork put his leg down occasionally," he added, laughing. " But now for the Pyro-Pho3nician woman." Nina looked down meditatively upon her open Bible. " Was our Lord making believe, was he cross to her, or did he intend all the time to heal her daughter ? " she asked. " What was the matter with her daughter ? " asked Cyril. " She was grievously vexed with a devil," said Nina. " It was your sermon the other day that made me think of it," she added. "I found 'DEVILS cast out by Christ,' in the index to my Bible, and hunted out every last one." " I wish you could hunt out every last one," said Cyril ; " but it is a practical sort of thing to attempt anyway. Now, do you think a devil is a nice sort of thing to have in the family ? " WHAT IS THIS POWER? 1Q9 " Not very," said Nina, gravely. "What sort of mother would be apt to have a daughter a child, St. Mark calls her so afflicted ? " " Well," said Nina, " I don't know ; but may be, if she'd been a very nice woman, the devil would have kept out of the neighborhood." " She doesn't seem to have been pretty-behaved," said Cyril, " for she called after him almost insultingly, so that the apostles were shocked at her behavior, and wanted her sent away." " I did not think of that," said Nina. " No ; people don't realize that Bible folk are real folk," said Cyril. " Our Lord wouldn't have her sent away, because it was her mother-love that had brought her to him ; but he couldn't give her anything that she asked for in that way ; it wouldn't have done her or her daughter any good." " Besides that," said the spectacled young lady, " this woman was outside the pale. Our Lord was only sent to the lost sheep of the house of Israel." " Then what was he doing in the coasts of Tyre and Sidon at all ? Passing through, of course ; but he never could have gone through a place merely to get somewhere else ! I suspect he meant that this woman was a lost sheep of Israel, perhaps the very one, or one of the ones, he went there to look up. And, moreover, he said that to the apostles ; there is no reason to sup- pose the woman heard him. She simply stood and called out in her loud, angry way, until, finding he took HO FROM DUSK TO DAWN. no notice, she came nearer, and said more humbly, ' Lord, help me' ! " " And that was just what he wanted," said Nina. " For her sake, not his ; he did not stand on his dig- nity except for the sake of others. But the woman needed to be brought nearer still, so he said, ' It is not meet to take the children's bread and cast it to dogs.' " " That does sound cross," said Nina, with decision. Cyril smiled. " Was she a dog, or a child of God ? " he asked. " She was a child of God," said Nina. " But how had she behaved, barking at their heels like that?" " Oh ! then he only meant to explain that he wanted her te behave like the child of God that she was." " And she explained back again that she was like those wild Eastern dogs, barking from hunger after the very crumbs of the blessings he scattered around him," returned Cyrilt ' " And then she went home, and found her daughter laid upon the bed no wonder she was tired ! and the mother was all nice and gentled down, and could nurse her." " ' Gentled down ! ' that's a good word," said Cyril. "Yes; it's what we do not think of, I fear, that it is very hard to drive the devil out of one member of a family or community. We are so bound together, that each of us is more or less responsible for the devil in every one else ; and letting him into one's own heart WHAT IS THIS POWER? gives him a vantage-ground with one's neighbor which is a good thing to remember," finished Cyril as he dis- missed the class. He threw himself wearily into a chair when they had left him, and took up a paper ; for Cyril, since he had been a Christian socialist, had read the papers as a religious duty. Not that the papers were in themselves particularly religious, according to any definition of that word so much disputed about ; but what duty can be higher than that of keeping one's self acquainted with the facts of the world's history ? And one can often reach the facts from the daily papers by the simple process of believing the precise opposite of that which is therein stated. Cyril intensified this process by reading all sides and shades of opinion ; he liked, he said, to keep in touch with his age ; and by the sudden start he gave, and the pallor, followed by a deep flush, that overspread his face, the touch seemed to have been a very sharp one. It was an advertisement, a mere ordinary advertise- ment, that, after her long enforced rest on account of illness, Miss Leonard would resume her seances upon such a date. Cyril groaned. He had not seen her for several weeks ; he had felt it impossible to do so, after what had been said by that half -insane old woman to him and to her ; but he felt now that he had played the coward in leaving her, his nay, Arthur's ewe-lamb, to be de- voured by wolves. Yet she had had One with her who 112 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. was far more able to help than Cyril. And ah ! liow he had prayed for her ! Cowardice ? yes, he had been cow- ardly ; but it was himself he had feared, his own strength that he had distrusted. That pitiful cry of hers had re- vealed to him his own heart ; he had felt that his only means of keeping the pledge he had made her lay in absence. And now she was fast in the toils again, and worse than oblivious of Arthur, since her very love for him was used to drag her down lower than the earth, and her sweet thoughts were given, perhaps, to an evil spirit a lost spirit in Arthur's likeness. He threw himself on his knees. m " Lord, thou knowest all," he said ; " thou knowest how I love her. Make my love like thine. Help me to help her." For a moment he remained utterly motionless ; then a thrill swept over him. He sprang to his feet. Felix Gold ! There was something about the man that differed from the rank and file of humanity, some power of in- sight, certainly, into the hearts of others ; perhaps the power of healing, that he claimed. At any rate, Cyril would go and see ; he felt, indeed, that he must ; he had no choice. The Spirit of the Lord was upon him, strongly and sweetly leading him thither. The Nineteenth-Century Mission was a small room, scarcely even a hall, upon the ground-floor of a shabby- WHAT IS THIS POWER? looking building on a street which formed the boundary- line between respectability and its converse in Fairtown. Just that particular square was quiet and perfectly safe ; but even around the corner it was best to have a police- man handy. The hall was neatly carpeted and well lighted ; it was supplied with brown-painted pine benches, gospel hymns, and a melodeon. A platform was raised at one end, and upon it sat Felix Gold for the meeting was well under way when Cyril arrived. He slipped into a seat near the door and looked around him. There were not many present, only a few of those common people who have ever heard gladly any good tidings that promise to brighten their dull lives. Their features were roughly hewn, their dress was shabby and poor ; even the voices, in which they sang their poor praises, were uncultivated, scarcely musical; yet there was a strange influence upon them all, and every face was bright with a strange happiness. And what was this hymn they were ending as the young man entered ? True, he thought, as his eye fell upon the words most true had been the leading that had brought him here to-night : " The winds and the waves shall obey my will : Peace be still ! Whether the wrath of the storm-tossed sea, Or demons, or men, or whatever it be, No water can swallow the ship where lies The Master of ocean and earth and skies ; They all shall sweetly obey my will : Peace be still I " 114: FROM DUSK TO DAWN. When the hymn was over, a voice near Cyril sug- gested another : " He leadeth me, he leadeth me, By his own hand he leadeth me." " That's so, brethren," said the voice that had sug- gested it ; " he's led me by his right hand even until now. It's a mighty wonderful thing, and that's why I want to tell you about it to-night the way he's led me all my life." There was something about the voice, so soft, so rich and full, that made Cyril turn his head for a look at the speaker. Yes, he was a negro, without a trace of white blood ; tall and powerful, with jet-black, shin- ing skin, and features but one degree removed from the most aggressive negro type ; but his large, liquid eyes were misty with a joy and peace that glorifiied all his face and made it beautiful. " Yes, my brothers and sisters, he leads me always. I've had lots of trouble. I've seen my children die off like flies in the hot weather. Sometimes I've been mighty nigh despair ; but he kep' fast hold of my hand and would not let me go. And now I feels him near me always. When I rise up in the morning, I says, ' What'll he send me to.day ? ' and whatever it is, sorrow or joy, I knows it comes from him, and that makes my happiness." " God bless you ! " said Felix Gold, softly, with shining eyes, as the man sat down. " It's all true," said an old woman in a quavering WHAT IS THIS POWER 1 H5 voice " all true, bless the Lord ! He's been my support and consolation since I was sixteen, and now I'm past eighty, and I couldn't live without him, not a minute. It's all true, and more besides, bless the Lord ! " " God bless you ! Christ is here ! " said Felix Gold. A young man rose next a stalwart young fellow, with a frank, open face. " It's pretty hard for a man in my position to do right, straight along," he said. " It's not only that he's got to keep down his sinful nature, which is always going back on him ; but a man does like a little fun and some few pals; and if he's squeamish about how he amuses himself, he'll have precious little of either. And I am sure I'd have gone under long ago, if I hadn't found Jesus ; but with him for a friend, I can do without others." " God bless you, brother ! Now let us sing Hymn 29," said Felix Gold. " ' What a friend we have in Jesus ! ' " Cyril's hand was over his eyes. It was not any one thing that had been said, but the hushed, clear voices, rude and uneducated, yet with a thrill in them which could have been taught by no refinement save that of the Spirit this it was that had so moved him. He had gone much among the poor and lowly ; he had believed that he had long ago rid himself of all super- cilious superiority toward them on account of any ad- vantages that might have been given to him. His birth, his social standing, his education, and his knowledge 116 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. of that higher, finer morality, which we call refinement all had been to him but implements for use in the Master's vineyard. The poorest, the most ignorant, the weakest and most vile, had been welcome to him ; but his traditions of prayer and praise had been those of the Book of Common Prayer, stately in rhythm, noble in language, exalted in sentiment ; this exalta- tion of common speech, this hushing and refining of uncultured voices, under the sweet influence of the Spirit, was altogether new to him. When he looked up again Felix Gold was speaking. " Our advertisement says that we have now healing of sickness," he said, " and surely he who can heal us is here to-night. We have felt his presence and know that he is here. Are there any among us who wish to be healed?" A woman came forward and knelt before him. He laid his hands for a moment upon her veiled head, then he said : " My brothers and sisters, there is only one sickness in the world, and that is sin. If there were no sin, there would be no sickness. Jesus Christ can heal your sin, therefore he can also heal your sickness ; but he can only cure your body through your soul. If you take medicine for your body and let your soul alone, you may be cured for a time, but the disease will surely return; but if you cure the body through the soul, you are whole forever. This poor woman is sin- sick, sorrow-sick, and body-sick. Let us pray to the Eternal Father, who sent his Son to be the physician WHAT IS THIS POWER f U7 of soul and body, that he will heal her sin, her sorrow, and her suffering." He lifted his hands to heaven and prayed fervently, but there was little enthusiasm in the congregation; they listened with respectful attention, but that was all ; and no other went forward for healing, though there were forms and faces there betraying their need of it. As the woman turned to go to her seat, Cyril saw her face. It was that of one who must once have had much of the beaute de diaUe; now it bore deep traces of many passions, among which hysteria was perhaps the most innocent. It was very pale, and there were tears on the long, black lashes ; but there was upon it a quiet restfulness, which suggested to the beholder as his first thought, " He has, at all events, insured her a good night's sleep ! " Felix Gold was standing at the door as they with- drew, infusing cheer and hope into every one by his bright face, cordial grasp of the hand, and his " God bless you ! Come again ! " Cyril remained quietly in his seat until the rest had departed ; then the strange man came up with a greeting as to an old friend, " You have tarried," he said. " Why ? " Cyril shook his head. " I can scarcely tell you why I am here now," he replied, " unless Do you believe in special inspiration I mean to special acts in what are called providential leadings ? " Felix Gold surveyed him with a smile, half amused, half tender. 118 FKOM DUSK TO DAWN. " At least," he said, " you did not change your coat before you came. That was brave of you, brother." Cyril glanced at the sleeve of his straight-cut black broadcloth, and then met his interlocutor's eyes frankly and sweetly. " To tell you the truth," he said, " I thought of doing so. Why not, if I did not wish to be known as a clergyman ? " Felix Gold laughed outright a soft, rich laugh, full of music. " Shall I tell you what has kept you away ? " he said. " Just that same coat that is all. God said to your heart : ' This servant of mine has a message for you ; he does not himself know as yet what it is ; but when you ask him he will know.' And the coat says and the high waistcoat and the collar that button be- hind these all say : ' The man is heretic ; he is not of our Church ; he is not priest, as we are ; how can he have message for us? And so I say it was brave of you, my brother, to bring them along to hear the message." Cyril colored deeply; but before he could reply, Felix Gold went on : " Come home with us ; we talk more comfortably there. This is my wife. Miranda, my dear love, this is our brother, who will come to us whenever he will ; we need no other name for him." " I brought my name along as well as my coat," said Cyril, laughing. " It is Cyril Deane, and I am not a priest as yet, Mr. Gold, only a deacon ; and I am assist- ant at the Church of the Transfiguration." " Church of England? I took you for a Catholic WHAT IS THIS POWER? H9 priest," said Felix Gold, with amusement. " You see, it is but the type I am sure of ; the variety, he escape me." His English was more imperfect, Cyril noticed, in conversation than in his formal address ; but the young man stood like a rebuked school-boy, waiting the pleas- ure of this singular person, who now busied himself in turning out the lights and locking up the building. Meanwhile Cyril felt himself compelled, in courtesy, to make some remark to Mrs. Gold, his first emotion in regard to whom had been one of distinct disappoint- ment. To begin with, she was decidedly homely ; worse than that she was commonplace ; " one of the people " was written upon every inch of her square figure and uninteresting face. Cyril hardly knew how to address her ; he was a little tete exaltee, perhaps, and not in a mood to talk about the weather ; yet how to choose a loftier topic with this woman. She looked up in his face at the moment, and he saw that she had very soft, pleasant blue eyes ; her voice, too, was sweet and gentle. " I am glad you told him your name," she said ; " it pleased him." " I was pleased to tell him," said Cyril ; " he is a very wonderful man." " Oh, yes ! " she said, quietly, but with conviction. Then her husband joined them, and slipped her arm through his own, while a glance passed between them of utter love and trust, so entirely the same on each face as to absorb all differences of intellect or external appearance, into absolute mysterious oneness. 120 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. Cyril walked on upon the other side of his host in the perfect silence which at the moment his soul re- quired ; and there was no conventional necessity for conversation laid upon him by these two. Their home was poor and commonplace enough three rooms in an ugly red-brick dwelling ; it had cheap furniture and tawdry pictures ; but there was a canary asleep on top of the frame of the most unattractive of these, and a wood- en stand of luxuriant-looking flowers at the window. Miranda shook hands kindly with her guest as soon as they entered. " Good-night," she said ; " be sure to come to see us whenever you like." Her husband looked after her tenderly as she left the room. " I am glad you are not a Catholic priest," he said, with a bright, sudden glance at Cyril. " My Miranda is so dear to me, that I should grieve if you so place yourself that the other half of your soul may not come to you." " Are you talking poetry or in earnest ? " asked Cyril, smiling. " But is not poetry earnest ? " said Felix Gold. " my brother, be free be free ! Shake off these chains of conventionality ! " " Chains ? " asked Cyril, inquiringly. " Chains ! fetters ! shackles ! " said his host, hurried- ly. " Why, man, you are bound hand and foot, and you know it not ! Have you not asked if I believe in provi- dential leadings ? You do yes ! but your chains will not let you own it. And now you sneer ; you speak of WHAT IS THIS POWER! 121 poetry, and ask am I in earnest. Think you the good Father will create a lonely soul ? Find each other ? Not always in this life ! Mistake another for the one ? Very often ; but he makes them for each other ! my brother, be free ! " Cyril felt thrown back upon himself ; it was scarcely this he had come for, or so he thought. " You are very kind " he began, in an embarrassed manner. " Stay ! " said Felix Gold. He rose and stood over his guest ; there was no smile upon his face now ; instead thereof, an awful au- thority. " You own," he said, " that I have a message, a work to do for you ; you long to pour out your soul to me. What forbids you? The devil of form and custom. You will not break the chains ? But I say you shall ! In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, I bid you cast them from you and be free. Speak what you came to speak ; tell out the need of your soul ! " His dark eyes, luminous with a strange light, awful in purity and selfless holiness, turned full upon those of Cyril ; his hand was outstretched. For a moment there was absolute stillness ; then a strange, joyous strength his own, yet not his own lifted the young man to his feet, and placed his hand in that strong, dark palm. " I came to learn of you," he said. " Yes," said Felix Gold, smiling. His eyes were gen- 122 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. tie and loving, his voice soft and tender ; he kept a firm hold of the hand in his own. " What is this power of yours this strange power ? " " It is the power of God," said Felix Gold. " Is it not something not more not less There ! you see I do not myself know what I wish to ask." " Why do you ask ? For whose sake ? " " For my own and the world's, and that of one be- sides. They tell me I have this power. I do not know ; it is nothing beside yours." " Who tells you ? " asked Felix Gold. " A man you may have heard of him Fritz Her- mann ; he is a spiritualist, a mesmerist. There is a girl over whom he has great power. I should have come to you long ago to learn how to break her chains, but And now he has returned, and she is faster bound than ever." He loosed his hold of the kind hand, sank into a chair, and covered his face. " Yes, yes," said Felix Gold, tenderly ; " when they suffer for our sins, these poor little ones, that is very hard. But courage, brother ! is she not in His hands? " It was not difficult, now, for Cyril to tell him all the story. He could have told it to no one else, but this man was so ready to hear ; he understood of it more than Cyril himself ! When it was ended he paused for he had listened, walking to and fro the small, poor room and laid his two hands upon Cyril's shoulders. " Courage, brother ! " he said ; " you will save her yet ay, and that poor, aged, sinful soul as well. But WHAT IS THIS POWER! 123 not for their sakes only were you sent hither. You have a message for me as well as I for you ! Behind all that you have told me I see dimly a glorious hope for the world : a new gospel, and yet the old ; a glad tidings of great joy which we shall find together ! Go now to your home ; sleep and be strong ; for sorrow may endure for a night, but joy cometh in the morning ! " BOOK II. THE FORGIVENESS OF SINS. CHAPTER I. " CORRECTLY CENTRALIZED." "MR DEANE." " What's up now ? " thought Cyril, boyishly enough. " When the rector says, ' Mr. Deane,' matters are serious." Cyril was looking pale. He had been three times to call upon Meta and her grandmother, and had been three times, upon some trifling pretext, refused admission, since the evening of the gospel meeting. He felt that he had made some mistake, he must have made some terrible mistake, to be so hindered ; and the thought of Meta sweet, fragile, confiding Meta whom in his self- ish dread of pain for himself he had avoided, would not leave him. The touch of her clinging hands upon his, the look in her brown eyes Ah ! if he had been brave, if he had fought for her regardless what wounds he gained in the battle ; if he had set her free, was it not possible that her heart would have turned to him of its own sweet choice ? For, though he might shrink from pain, Cyril was not one to take a morbid or dis- "CORRECTLY CENTRALIZED." 125 torted view of anything. Meta might tell herself that it was her duty to be true to Arthur ; Cyril did not fancy anything so absurd. Perhaps all of us believe more or less when we are young and laugh at when we are older the theory of counterparts, of dual souls, which Felix Gold had ad- vocated so strongly. Perhaps none of us would have the courage to advance the formal thesis, the birth of twin souls from the dual nature of the Godhead, which theosophy calls our "Father-Mother." It is odd, by-the-by, that theosophy does not believe in dual souls at all, but holds that the difference of sex is merely external ; that the same soul must pass through both male and female incarnations. And yet this is not, upon longer consideration, so very odd ; for theos- ophy does not hold that man is made in the image of the Creator, who created them male and female. Leaving this domain of metaphysics the unknow- able it is very certain that a large majority of human souls are still too undeveloped to demand a real coun- terpart, another self. Of those that remain, a large part mistake a transient congeniality for real sympathy, and make unhappy marriages ; some few find the miss- ing half of themselves, and live a perfect life. But as it would be impossible to prove that the true mate of every soul exists somewhere, so it would be equally im- possible to disprove it; and the theory will therefore remain until the end of time as the solace of the lonely, and the glory of all true lovers. But what is very cer- 126 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. tain and can be defended is this : that many marriages are due not to love, but to a simulacrum or pale shadow of it, more or less allied to hypnotism, mesmerism, or magnetic influence, as we choose to call it. In fact, this does not need proof ; it is conceded by the numer- ous proverbs relating to the one who loves and the one who is loved ; the one who kisses and the one who holds the cheek. This latter is by no means always a woman ; men are as apt to be hypnotized into marrying one whom they do not really love as are women ; not more apt, however. But it remained for a woman to detect this state of things, and to pronounce that " no good man would marry a woman unless he thought himself the best man whom she could possibly marry." Cyril lifted even this to higher ground. It would have been by far the easiest way out of the difficulty to make vehement love to Meta, and marry her out of hand ; but he was no sultan, he said scornfully, to own a slave ; one, too, unjustly manacled and given over to his power by the will of another. So used, would she ever be truly free ? Nay, is a slave-owner a freeman ? Would not both he and she sink from depth to depth of slavery and degra- dation, until He did not dare to think of it ! " You can never be sure that she is the one for you," Felix Gold had said, " until she, knowing, ruling, un- derstanding her own self, tells you so ; but far enough is she now from that, my brother. Only the strong, free soul can hold so steadily the mirror of the heart, that the "CORRECTLY CENTRALIZED." 127 face of the loved shines out from its surface unbroken and undimmed by haste or passion. And until you learn that she loves you, you can not know if you love her truly ; for love is not two, but one." " You are wrong there, Gold," Cyril had said, half sadly, half amused ; " wrong, even admitting your theory of twin souls. For, bound and fettered as she is, may not I love my other self, though she fail to recognize me?" " It may be so," the other said, thoughtfully. " Ah, how sad, when they whom He created male and female, each for the other, meet and pass by ! Yet even then, brother, there is heaven before you, where you will meet again." It was small wonder, therefore, that, with a nature so passionately craving sympathy, and suffering so keenly, Cyril should have gone often to the mission, or that Felix Gold should have become his frequent companion. There were great differences of taste, sentiment, and education, but beneath all these a bond far stronger united them. He did not always indorse all that Gold said, in prayer or address ; yet always, when he came to ponder over it, difference proved more suggestive than unanimity : it was but a door, as he himself had said, into a deeper truth than he had known or been able to believe in. Of disapproval of his course he had felt tolerably sure ; but, when informed of his first visit to the mis- sion, the rector had been only amused and a trifle sar- 128 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. castic. Now, however, Cyril was aware that something worse awaited him. " I understand, Mr. Deane, that you made an ad- dress last night at that wretched place." " I did speak a few words, sir, at the Nineteenth- Century Mission. I am sorry if you disapprove. I thought you promoted intercourse with the other churches ? " " You don't call that a church, I hope ! " said Dr. Lydgate. " A lot of crazy fanatics ! I thought you had better sense." " Have you had personal experience of their fanati- cism, doctor ? " " Doesn't the man profess to work miracles ? Answer me that." " Well, it depends on what you call a miracle. He is curing one woman, for I have seen it myself. She comes regularly, night after night, and there is a per- ceptible change in her." " One woman ! Humph ! " " If he were an impostor, doctor, it would be a thou- sand and one." " Oh ! I don't say he is a willful impostor," said Dr. Lydgate ; " I say he is a crazy fanatic, though he may, of course, have a certain power over nervous diseases a kind of magnetism, you know." " Yes," said Cyril, " that's just what I think it is a kind of magnetism. We are trying to find out what kind." "CORRECTLY CENTRALIZED." 129 " That's your fad," said the doctor. " But I want you to give it up, Deane. Eeally, it is scarcely respect- able, and is likely to do great harm to the Church." " The Episcopal Church ? " said Cyril, puzzled. " The Church of the Transfiguration," said the doctor. " Oh ! " said Cyril. " Yes, people are beginning to talk," said the doctor, " and I must say I can't blame 'em. Besides that, if it gets to the ears of the bishop or the standing com- mittee, it will knock the bottom out of your ordina- tion, young man ! You want to be careful until that's over." " Oh ! " said Cyril, " it wouldn't be more honest would it, sir ? to let them see just what kind of a wolf I am before they put a sheepskin on me ? " " Well, that depends on how you look at it," said the rector. " It might not pay best, if you wanted the sheepskin ; and it isn't the usual course or else their peculiarities don't develop so young." " I see," said Cyril. " Well, then, sir, let me under- stand you fully. You positively forbid my going to this place?" " If you choose to put it so yes." " And on the ground that they are schismatical ? " said Cyril, with what the French call malice. " Now, come, Deane, you know I care precious little for that sort of thing. I should keep you within bounds until your ordination, for your own sake, because, as I 130 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. tell you, we've got a High-Church bishop and standing committee. But, after that, if you choose to go in for evangelical alliances and the Church Universal and that, and have the stamina to fight it out all right ! But this sort of thing why, it's all confounded hum- bug, and you know it is ! " cried the rector, with some excitement. " Do you object to Gold coming to my rooms in the church ? " asked Cyril. ." Nonsense ! You're not a baby ; and I haven't time to regulate all your companions, though I must say that I should be better pleased, and you'd be better off, if you wasted no more time on him." " I shall try not to waste my time on any one," said Cyril, quietly, " and I will not go to the mission again, sir, without forewarning you." " Without forewarning your grandmother ! " said the rector, inelegantly but forcibly. "Look here, Deane, what maggot have you got in your head, hey ? " " That is what I ask myself continually, Dr. Lyd- gate. I am coming to something, of that I feel very sure ; but what it is, I can not tell you, or myself either." " Coming to ? What nonsense ! " " Well, sir," said Cyril, " that's what I say to myself too, and yet I believe in it just the same." "Believe in what?" " I hardly know, sir." The rector surveyed him for a moment, half quiz- "CORRECTLY CENTRALIZED." zically, yet with real anxiety ; then he said, " If you can speak plain English, Deane, I wish you'd oblige me by doing so now." Cyril smiled. " You see, it's all very hazy to me yet, Dr. Lydgate, and it's rough on a man to call upon him to define his faith, perhaps to suffer for it, when it's still in embryo. However, I'll try to take you as far as I've gone myself." " Humph ! " said Dr. Lydgate. Cyril smiled, and the golden lights danced mis- chievously in his blue eyes ; there was a stimulating quality in his rector's sarcastic disapproval, and the real affection and sympathy that underlay it. " Well," he said, " it's true enough that you don't know the end of a road till you get there. Mine may lead to the dogs, but I hope not." " Oh, I hope not, too," said the rector. " Well ? " " Well, to begin with, doctor, what's your opinion of Simon Magus ? " " Proto-humbug, and inventor of simony ! " " But if he had been a thorough, all-around humbug, would he have needed to invent simony ? Would he have thrown away his money on the purchase of a thing that he could simulate ? " " Yes, I know that rhetorical figure," said the doc- tor ; " interrogation, don't they call it ? Go on." " Well, it's a more deferential form of argument," replied Cyril. " But about Simon. I dare say there was humbug in it, you know ; that speaking image of 132 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. Nero, which tradition says he made, was very probably pure ventriloquism " " The image ? " " No, sir, the speaking. But the fact that he wanted to buy the miracle-working power of the apostles, shows that he must have believed it to be a real thing, and that would go to prove that he must have had some power of his own of a real kind, that was not humbug or imposture." " But see here," said the rector, " you are all abroad on one point. "What he wanted to buy was not the speaking with tongues, or the healing power, but the ability to impart the same to others. 'Give me also this power, that on whomsoever I lay hands he may receive the Holy Ghost.' " " That's true, and it's very striking," said Cyril. " It fits into my mosaic somewhere, doctor, though I can't say just where at present. Thank you. As yet, you know, I am only collecting my bits of marble." " "Well, your idea is that Simon's real power was magnetic what there was of it ? " asked Dr. Lydgate. " Using magnetism as a convenient symbol for de- noting something we do not yet understand," said the young deacon. " Yes, sir. Looking through the Bible and history, I do not see how we can escape admitting the existence of some power of the kind." " Moral, or physical ? " " Well, that is what I can not get at, sir quite. They say, now, that hypnotism is purely a moral in- "CORRECTLY CENTRALIZED." 133 fluence that is, is exercised by the moral nature of one person upon the moral nature of another. But it seems restricted to certain temperaments, and even certain states of health in those temperaments ; so I should call it physical also." " Why, Max Miiller proves or thinks he does that all our concepts are formed by means of the senses. Nihil in intellectu quod non prius in sensu. So, conversely, it may be that a moral influence must act through the physical nature, and be more or less modi- fied by the character of the medium through which it passes." " Eef racted ! " said Cyril, thoughtfully. " You've given me another bit, doctor." " Bit ? Yes, you are pretty badly bit," said Dr. Lydgate. " I don't mind, if I'm not poisoned," said Cyril, cheerfully. " There were two serpents, you know, doc- tor; the sting of one was healing and of the other death. By-the-by, I wonder if that isn't like my good and bad magnetism ? " " You Eosicrucian ! " said the doctor. " Really, Deane, you must not let this thing run away with your common sense, you know. Every one knows that there is such a thing as animal magnetism, and such a thing as moral influence, good or bad ; but when you go to twisting those plain facts into all sorts of mysticism " " Don't you think, sir, that the world is crying out for mysticism just now? Isn't that the meaning of 134 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. all this to-do over faith-cures, mind-cures, spiritualism, theosophy, and all the rest of it ? And, if so, would it not be a good thing, if there is a scientific Christian thaumaturgy, for the Church to discover it and preach it?" " Well, it might be better than to preach it first and discover it afterward, which is how you began," said the doctor. " Oh ! yes, I admit that was unwise, or at least I could not help it. It was a fit of inspiration. By-the- by, doctor, what do I mean by that? What is inspi- ration ? " " Come, now, I'll tell you what it isn't" said the doctor. " It isn't ' can't help.' ' Can't help ' is intoxica- tion, like the Pythia, for example, or a priest of Bac- chus. Inspiration measures the temple with a reed." " Thank you again," said Cyril. " I see ! It is the transforming, the renewing of one's mind to that degree that a man need not settle beforehand what to say, be- cause he can safely trust his impulses." "Just so; but until a man's nature is so trans- formed, he can't trust his impulses, and therefore do you keep a strict hand over yours. There's the hum- bug of it, Deane; these faith-cure people, and fanat- ics generally, try to imitate the wonderful works of the apostles, while they are miles away from their char- acter. And, after all, it is character that is the main gift of the Holy Spirit. You can't speak with tongues one minute and speak ill of your neighbor the next; "CORRECTLY CENTRALIZED." 135 nor caa you cure a man's physical ills and scorn him for his spiritual complaints at the same time." " Is that why our Lord so often began a physical cure with ' Thy sins be forgiven thee ' ? " said Cyril. " No doubt it is one reason," said the rector. " I suppose it's the subjective side," returned Cyril. " Objectively, the disease is a consequence of sin, and therefore " " Oh, go away, do ! " said the rector ; " my head is going around like a top ! " " Yes, sir," said Cyril, rising ; " but I want to ask you just one thing more, doctor: This good magnetism, personal influence, or whatever it is, that comes from the transforming of the whole nature, or, as theoso- phists say, the polarizing of the cells " " Moral cells ? " asked the doctor, severely. " I see ! " said Cyril. " Suppose we say the polariz- ing of the will, then, doctor. For " " Polarize ! polarize ! " said the doctor ; " think clearly, now, Deane ; define your terms as you go along. What do you mean by polarizing the will ? " " That's pretty hard to define, even on the physical plane," said Cyril. " Take a compass-needle, now ; that is polarized, and so points to the north pole." " And the north pole of the earth points to the north pole of the heavens," said the doctor ; " and the north pole of the heavens points There ! don't you see, you land yourself in a quagmire ? " " May be we began at the wrong end," said Cyril. 136 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " The earth's magnetism is really gravitation, you know, and gravitation tends toward the center. So, perhaps centralization of the will is the proper term. Find the center and fix it ; then the poles are free to determine themselves." " Do you call a compass-needle free ? " " A good deal freer than a sewing-needle, doctor." " Well, well, I've no fault to find with your centrali- zation. In fact, it is rather striking; for, as the action and reaction of celestial bodies are measured from their centers, so the centralization of a human will implies its relation to another, a Divine Will." " And to all other human wills," said Cyril. " Yes ; and then the poles that is, the outward phenomena, the bent of character, as we call it results inevitably, and the orbit determines itself. Well, considering the number of wills self-centred, I do not wonder that we clash occasionally." "Now you think you've made a great discovery," said Dr. Lydgate. " But don't you see that everybody has known it all along ? " " I don't believe one can hope to make a new dis- covery in theology," said Cyril, thoughtfully, " but it would be a great thing to state the old truths in the new scientific language. And I am very much obliged to you, doctor, for reining me in so short about polariza- tion." " Well," said Dr. Lydgate, " young people think that old people are fools ; but old people know Will you "CORRECTLY CENTRALIZED." 137 have the kindness to go away, by-the-by ? you may not realize it, but I have a sermon to write." " I'm gone, sir. It's very striking ; inspiration is a transforming of the whole man, such a rearrangment of every particle of his moral nature as takes place in the physical molecules of a bar of iron which has been what we call magnetized. There are natural or electric magnets. But this magnetization is usually produced by contact with some other electrified body, and really consists in a determination of the center in relation to which the molecules are to rearrange themselves. This center is the source of power and of freedom. Only when the will is properly centralized is it really free, because only then can it find its proper attitude and orbit in relation to the central Divine "Will. The fun- damental error of theosophy is that it does not recog- nize this Divine Center as a Personal Will, which, how- ever, can alone attract, electrify, or magnetize our per- sonal wills. It all seems very simple and familiar doesn't it, Dr. Lydgate ? " " Good-morning," said the doctor. " Oh, good-morning ! " said Cyril, laughing. " But what I have been trying to get at is just this : the apos- tles did not know anything of polarization or gravity, did they, nor of magnetism, as such ? " " Probably not." " Yet there was in themselves some mysterious force, which included the power of working miracles " " Of one sort or other," said the doctor ; " gifts of 138 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. healing, speaking with tongues, or the interpretation of tongues." " Yes, sir ; thanks once more. This force really it ought to have a name of its own ; good magnetism is too vague they were able to communicate to others by the laying on of hands ; and it was this ability which Simon Magus desired to purchase." "Well?" " Well, sir ; then wherever this force I'll find a name for it some day ! wherever this force is found, this power to transform others into its own likeness there is the true apostolic succession." " And what would your friend Bennet Lane say to that ? " " Why, I think he would say, ' In that case, you may as well ask your friend Gold to preach for you.' " " But well ! the beauty of that sort of apostolic succession is that it isn't dependent upon historic or documentary evidence ; it proves itself," said Dr. Lyd- gate. " But you must make up your mind to be con- tent with it, and to take your orders direct from the Almighty, sir ; for, as long as we have our present good bishop, if you get your name up for eccentricities of that sort it will be all the ordination you'll get." " I will try to be careful, sir." " Careful to be right, and sure that you are willing and able to fight it out ; that's all," said Dr. Lydgate. " Correctly centralized ! " said Cyril, as he shook his rector's hand. CHAPTER II. THE POWER OF GOD. THE rector's house was not adjoining the church, but up a street and around two or three corners. As Cyril turned the first of these, he came face to face with Nina Lydgate, who paused a moment to say, with the new sedateness that had come upon her, "There is a little boy waiting in your study, Mr. Deane, if you were going directly there." " I am, thank you, Miss Nina," he said. " I met him on the street," she continued ; " he seemed a little bewildered, and, as I happened to have the vestry key, I let him into the church. Then I was to see if you were still with papa, or where you had gone, and let him know; but I am glad to have met you." He stood still for a moment and watched her walk briskly away with a light, springy step. " How wom- anly and graceful she has grown," thought Cyril, " and how neatly she is dressed ! " At this moment Nina looked back, saw him still standing, and paused half -turned he started, touched 140 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. his hat with a hasty motion, and hurried away. " That was stupid of me," he thought. Yes, it was stupid ; but men are, have been, and will be to the end of time stupid where women are concerned. And Nina, who had been a child so recently, had been suddenly lifted up to the eternal heights of womanhood by Cyril's shamefaced rebuke upon the day of his first meeting with Meta Leonard. Now, she hurried on to- ward the rectory with a flush upon her cheeks, sparkling eyes, and lips a little apart. " I wonder what he could have looked back for ? " said Nina to herself, smiling just a little. In the study a great arm-chair seemed laughing va- cantly to itself at the tiny, wizened figure that perched upon its edge. " Hugh ! " said the young deacon. It was a shock ; he sat down rather hastily, wiped his brow, and breathed hard, as if he had been running. " Is any one is there any trouble ? " he said. " Grandma's dying," the boy said, quietly, as though it were an every-day occurrence ; " and she wants you to come and save her soul." " And your sister ? " " Oh ! she's well ; she's giving a seance this after- noon." " While your grandmother lies dying ? " " Oh ! she isn't dying any more to-day than she was yesterday, only she thinks she is ; or that is what Fritz THE POWER OF GOD. says," said the child with that air of the purely com- monplace which suited so oddly with the character of his message. " I climbed out of her window to come for you, and you must come in that way. Fritz would be angry if he saw you." Cyril rose heavily ; it all seemed hopeless enough, but at least he was to go to her house he must go and if all were true that had been said of his power over her his eyes kindled. " We won't go in at any windows, Hugh," he said ; " I'm not afraid of this terrible Fritz." " Well, he'll be in the study, anyway," said Hugh, philosophically ; " he doesn't hear much when he's with the spirits." The front door to which they bent their steps was fast closed, as Cyril had never before seen it, as it stood only upon occasions such as this. Hugh pushed it open, and led the way to his grandmother's room, where old Nastasia sat, clasping her knees, and rocking herself back and forth upon the floor, silently but ceaselessly, with her gleaming eyes fixed upon her mistress. " He's come, grandmamma." Hugh's clear, childish tones were a strange contrast to the terrible cry that followed. " For God's sake ! Oh, for God's sake ! Save me ! save me ! " She sat huddled up together upon the bed ; whether she mocked Nastasia, or Nastasia her, it would have been hard to tell, but the attitude of each seemed a 142 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. hideous burlesque of the other. She flung herself to- ward Cyril, and, her strength failing her, lay prone upon the scarlet coverlet, her hand grasping the edge of his coat. " You have killed me ! " she said. " Save me ! save me ! " He lifted her gently and laid her upon her pillows, with wonderful tenderness. "Killed you?" he said, smiling upon her, and smoothing away the gray elf- locks from her brow. " Hush ! Do you not remember what you said ? Hush ! for God's sake, do not say it again ! I can not forget it; it weighs upon me night and day. 'Action and reaction are always equal ; as I had power over them on earth, they will have power over me ' my God!" " In hell," said Cyril, holding both her hands in his, and looking with quiet power into her eyes. There was neither plan nor forethought in what he did, but it was given him in that hour what he should speak. Yet all his heart, went out to her, as he saw how she shrank and quivered under his words. She did not shriek or moan ; only she lay still and gazed upon him piteously. " Yes, hell," he said again ; " but even if you have made your place there, Mrs. Shryock, there is no reason you should stay there, you know. Have you not heard of Him who went thither, innocent, to bring life even to those who sit in darkness and in the shadow of death?" THE POWER OF GOD. 143 Still, she only gazed upon him with those terrible eyes. " It was the dear Lord," he said ; " and, oh ! how very dear he will be to you soon, when you go to your own place I don't know where that is, nor you, but he does and feel that you have no one left but him ; that he is your only friend, and your sole way of escape." " Will they call me up here ? " she said, hoarsely. " I dare say they will try," he said ; " but DOK'T COME ! " " I can't refuse ! I can't refuse ! You said I had made my own place." " Did I say you must stay there ? You can refuse, with the help of the Saviour ; perhaps you can persuade your father and Henry to refuse also ; that would be a good thing to do." " But you said their power over me would be equal to mine over them." " But that was the death-power," said Cyril, with a sudden illumination; "this is the life-power I mean, and, ah ! how wonderful it is ! It is stronger than the death-power, and drives it out always ; and it will grow stronger, purer, brighter in you and in them, helping each other, as you will, until it brings you all of you into the very presence of God." Her features relaxed, and the terrible look died out of her eyes. " Come, you're not going to die now, at all events," continued Cyril, cheerily ; " you see, for some reason or 144 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. other, this life-power is easier to get hold of on earth I don't quite know why just yet and that seems to be God's plan for you now to stay awhile and get this good gift to take to them. Go to sleep now, and I will see you again to-morrow." Her eyes closed obediently ; but as Dives, after he had prayed for himself, and had received, not the wa- ter for which he asked, but the life-power, for which he had not asked, not knowing thereof was able to pray for his brethren so now this woman opened her eyes again and prayed. " Meta ! save Meta ! " "Dat's so, marster," said Nastasia, coming toward him. " You is done wuked a pow'ful wuk on ole miss ; now save dat blessed lamb, what ain't got no other friend but you an' de dear Saviour." Without answering word or sign, Cyril left the room. His face was white, his eyes shone strangely, he did not feel the ground beneath his feet, and though he had never entered the study, he went unhesitatingly to its door and laid his hand upon the latch. As he did so, there was a sound within of the hasty moving of chairs upon an uncarpeted floor then a crash. He flung the door wide and entered hurriedly. Upon a couch, beside the window, lay Meta Leonard, in the white robe she had worn when first she laid in his that sweet, slender hand that had thrilled him so strangely. That little right hand was now under her cheek he felt oddly glad to see it so protected ; her THE POWER OF GOD. 14.5 eyes were closed, her cheek very white, under the long, dark lashes. Her face was like the face of the dead ; there was neither life nor soul in it, nor, therefore, peace ; there was no sorrow, there was not even pa- tience; yet was her look not vacant nor unmeaning; but she seemed the empty mold which had once held a beautiful spirit. The walls of the study were paneled in oak from floor to ceiling; the floor was the same wood; there was no furniture save the tall book-cases upon two sides of the room, their glass doors lined with green baize, the great arm-chairs of solid mahogany, and the huge, square library table, which now lay upon its side, with one of its massive legs broken short off. Around the room, in various attitudes of fear or defiance, stood four or five persons ; among them Cyril fixed his eyes upon Fritz Hermann. " You know that this is killing her ! " he said in a low, intense voice ; " you know it is killing her, and you persist in it. Why ? " " What have you to do with her, that you ask ? " sneered the other. His face was red and distorted by agitation ; his strong white hands were clinched at his sides. Cyril looked steadily into his eyes. " That also you know," he said, " so that you have no need to ask it. Wake her." The man gave a hoarse, short laugh. " I ? " he said ; " but why, then, do you ask me ? You this gentleman 10 146 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. of such strong powers oh ! I knew there was in the house some perturbing element, but I thought it that fool Merton " with a glance over Cyril's shoulder at some one who had quietly appeared at the door ; " but with thy hand upon the latch " he spoke, in his angry agitation, his native tongue " thou man of so great spiritistic powers which thou wilt not use ach ! how they were frightened, perplexed, and angry, those poor spirits ! They lifted the table and overturned it broke it as it had been of straw. If thou hast such power, wake her thyself." Cyril's heart beat hot and fast, his eyes were dim, the blood throbbed in his temples; he turned and looked at Meta. In the midst of all the wrath and excitement around her, how quietly she lay there! Yet ' where was her spirit wandering ? His impulse was, not to wake her, but to snatch her into his arms, to carry her far away from them all, and then ah ! it would be very tenderly that he would bid her open her beautiful eyes and smile upon him. This strange double power the life-power, or the death- power what was it? Which should he use to wake her ? He understood so dimly, so vaguely, the mighty forces that lay within his grasp ! It was as a child with its finger upon the small white knob whose pressure can do what? launch a steamship, explode a mine that shall carry a solid fortress high in air, or send a word across the world that shall shatter an empire ! " If thou hast such power," Fritz Hermann had THE POWER OF GOD. 147" said. The form of the words recalled others. "If thou art the Christ, come down from the cross." One glance at the pale figure of his Master, and the blood ceased to throb so madly, his eyes cleared, the life- power thrilled again through every nerve. He looked tenderly upon the white form on the couch ; then the same glance rested upon Fritz Hermann's dark face. " Saviour, forgive him, for he knows not what he does," said Cyril Deane, quietly and aloud, looking steadily into the eyes of the other. The wrath died out from the dark face, giving place to utter amazement. " Wake her," said Cyril Deane. The man stirred uneasily in his place; his eyes wandered restlessly. " I will not at your bidding," he said. " No ; why should you ? "Wake her at the bidding of your own conscience. You had no right to throw her into that death-sleep " " Am I a villain, to do aught against her own will ? Ask these friends " " I ask yourself," said Cyril ; " what will but yours has she ? Wake her." " Wake her thyself. I will not hinder." "Did I make her sleep? For your own sake, Friedrich Hermann, undo what you have done ; free not her only, but yourself. Wake her.'* " What is she to you ? Go ! leave us ; she will presently awake of herself." 148 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " What is she to me ? A child of the God of whom I am the commissioned messenger. Fritz Hermann, awaken her in the name of God ! " His voice was not loud, but low and intensely clear ; his eyes so full of light that their color was indistin- guishable ; he seemed suddenly to have grown taller; his right hand was raised and extended, palm outward, toward Fritz Hermann, in menace or blessing who could say ? For yet a moment the man held out, then slowly, unwillingly, he looked up up to meet those radiant eyes. Then a pause the eyes did not drop nor falter ; there was a hush upon the room that might be felt ; until Fritz Hermann took a step forward another. Cyr- il's right hand lowered itself a little, turned, went out to him, as in welcome ; he placed his left hand within it, his right on the white brow of the sleep- ing girl. " Meta," he said, gently, " awake, awake, my child." The large eyes unclosed quietly, unstartled; and looked into the two faces bent above her ah! so strangely dissimilar ! " I have done you only harm, my child," said Her- mann, in a strange, broken voice. " I knew it all the while, but I would not see ; I have sacrificed you health and happiness ; and what have I learned ? What can one learn from spirits too weak to resist the influ- ence of one unfriendly presence? Can such as they speak truth, when my own will can, perhaps, control THE POWER OF GOD. 149 them to falsehood? I have done with spirits. God be with you, my child ; you shall suffer from me no more." He put her fingers to his tremulous, hot lips, then he went away through the open window into the night. And no one spoke or hindered his departure. Meta lay still for a moment, looking with large, be- wildered eyes from one to the other. Then she sat up on the couch with her hand to her forehead. " I do not understand," she said, piteously ; " has he gone ? Then I am all alone." Cyril's eyes grew suddenly moist, but his lips were firm. " Not alone," he said, " the Lord Christ is with you, and you have many to live for." " And I will take care of you, Meta," said a voice, as the person who all this while had stood in the door came forward and stood beside her a tall, attenuated figure with hollow chest, narrow shoulders, and abun- dant snow-white hair. Meta let him take her hand and draw her to his side ; she laid her head upon his shoulder and closed her eyes. " She needs rest," said Francis Merton. He stood more erect, and bent a pair of soft, dark eyes upon Cyril's face. His own was deadly white, but it was not an old face ; the hair was silvery, but the beard upon his lip was black as night ; his teeth were white and per- fect. There was a strange, rapt look about him, as 150 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. of a prophet or seer, yet a hint of weakness about the lips. He held out his hand to Cyril with a kind gesture. " I am her father's friend," he said ; " she is safe with me." Cyril went away silently. At the little gate stood Fritz Hermann. " You have left her ? " he said ; " and so soon ? " " There was no more," Cyril answered, wearily, " that I could do for her." " But for yourself ? Do you not know ? One word less than a word the lifting of a finger " " Hush ! " said Cyril. " The time has not come if it ever come when I can ask anything for my- self." " So ? But tell me, for I leave here to-morrow I shall see you no more tell me, what is this strange power of yours ? " " I would tell you if I knew," said Cyril Deane. " Let me go now, for I am very weary." " Ach ! yes ; I know it, this weariness. It is the force, the magnetism the dynamic power, that you have lost used ach! what know we? It is but a naming of names! Come, lean on me I am strong; we will walk together, and you will talk to me of this strange power of yours. Dynamic power, did I say? Ah ! what is dynamic power ? "What is magnetism ? " " I do not know," said Cyril, patiently. " Nein dock; none of us know," said his friend. THE POWER OP GOD. 151 " But this power of yours it is different. If I could learn of it, I would leave only the house, not the city." Then Cyril looked into his face with gray, tired eyes. " You see how weak / am," he said ; " it is not my power, but the power of God." CHAPTEE III. AT THE DOOR OF THE SECEET. CYEIL DEANE was, as we are accustomed to say, " only human, after all." I had nearly used the words with no qualification ; but what is, what can be, more transcendently lofty than the possibilities that lie in the " only human " ? It was a distinct satisfaction to him to reflect that it was clearly his duty to go the next morning to inquire for Mrs. Shryock, and also yes, certainly, also for Meta. The surging tumult at his heart as he set forth to perform this duty was not, however, entirely pleasurable; and it was with a sud- den sense of providential interposition that, as he turned a corner, he came face to face with Felix Gold. " Come with me, Gold," he said, eagerly, " all the way if possible ; I have much to tell you, and should have looked you up in the course of the day " " So? " said Felix Gold. " But I felt it so, Cyril ; I knew myself to be needed somewhere. It is my hour for study, but I came forth, for I knew that some one needed me. And I rejoice that it should be the friend of my heart." He linked his arm in Cyril's, and fell into step be- AT THE DOOR OF THE SECRET. 153 side him as he spoke ; his dark face was very earnest and tender, his very presence was strength and consola- tion to Cyril, weary and worn after the struggle of the previous evening. " Your hour for study, and you are here ? " he said, glancing up in his friend's face ; " do you know some people would say you are idle a shirker of duty ? " " And if I know myself to be about my Father's busi- ness, what is that to me ? " said Gold, smiling. " * They say ? "What say they ? Let them say ! ' Is not that a true word?" " Yes ; but, Gold, I grow puzzled over it sometimes. It is wrong in me perhaps " " Not wrong to be puzzled, Cyril ? " " I feel it wrong. You are never so. How I envy that calm security of yours that trust in your own instinct your confident acting upon impulse ! " " But you also act from instinct impulse what you will to call it you also, Cyril." " But afterward I pause, doubt, question, analyze. Why should I ? Why can not I be like you as a little child ? " " Because, though members of the same body, we have not the same office," said his friend. u Do you not know that your analysis is very precious to me? The instinct may be all that one needs for one's self, but the analysis the scientific acquaintance with a subject that is very good to help other people. If I have a pain in my head me ! I know it by what you call 154 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. instinct ; but if I have scientific knowledge of the causes of headache, then when your face is pale and your eyes blood-shot, I say : ' My friend, you suffer ; can I help you ? ' " "Ah! if analysis help one to help others," said Cyril. He told his friend all that had happened at the Her- mitage the night previous. " Poor, poor girl ! " he said ; " poor, broken flower ! Gold, if I had but put out a hand to her she would have come to me; and I should not have abused my power, I should have asked nothing for myself I should have brought her to you " " How know you that you would have asked noth- ing for yourself ? You had no right to hold out even a finger to make any claim at all upon her unless you claimed all ; and he who yields a little may yield more." " But to leave her there " " Where her father placed her," said Gold. " Your impulse was right. Do not torment yourself. " " But why was it right ? It will not always do to yield to impulse, Gold. So, men have murdered worse than murdered ! And there is no time to reason about it." Gold's reply was to aim a swift, light blow at his friend's face. "Why did you dodge and wink?" he demanded, laughing. " There it is, you see ; that was instinct. Keason AT THE DOOR OP THE SECRET. 155 would have told me that you would not and could not hurt me.'' " And there is just a possibility that reason might have been mistaken, whereas your impulse was correct, for I struck you, though not hard. Some there are, Cyril, who speak of the involuntary action of the muscles; others say that intuition is but a swifter method of reasoning. Are the two statements related ? You should know, better than I." " Is it not unworthy of a man's dignity to allow any action of his to be involuntary ? " asked Cyril slowly. "With an infant all actions are so; it does not know why it winks at the light ; it can not control the mo- tions of hands, feet, or head. Gradually, the man acquires control over a certain set of muscles, until he attains a limit fixed by the consent of thousands of generations, beyond which all movement is conceded to be involuntary. But is there any reason why we should never pass that limit ? Nay, we know already that we can go a hair's breadth beyond it. For breathing is one of these involuntary actions ; yet up to a certain point a man can hold his breath. And if we may control the actions of the lungs, why not those of the heart? why not the circulation of the blood every change and transformation in the fluids and tissues of these wondrous bodies of ours?" " Well, I will tell you why," said Gold. " Men learned to hold their breath to save themselves from drowning, perhaps, or to dive for pearls ; but when it 156 FROM DUSK TO DAWN, became troublesome and painful to them they invented a machine. And it is easier to invent a machine, my Cyril, than to bring the whole man under obedience to the power of God." " The power of God ! The very words I used to Fritz Hermann," said Cyril. " So ! And they are true words, my Cyril. See you not how this explains your impulse ? It is the life within that closes your eyes at the approach of danger to your sight life which cares for you when you have not learned to care for yourself. And what is life but the power of God ? So, in your character, in your words and deeds, you have involuntary movements impulses, instincts, intuitions what you will. It is the part of a child to obey them blindly, unreasoningly ; but the man questions, analyzes, classifies, that he may raise them to voluntariness, that he may fuse his will with the life within him, which is the divine will." " Such fusion would be the annihilation of sickness, of " He paused, aghast almost at the awfulness of the thought that had come to him. " ' Death is swallowed up in victory,' " said Felix Gold quietly, though his eyes shone. " ' death, where is thy sting ? grave, where is thy victory ? The sting of death is sin ; and the power of sin is the law. But thanks be to God, which giveth us the victory through our Lord Jesus Christ.' " " ' The power of sin is the law ? ' " repeated Cyril inquiringly. AT THE DOOR OF THE SECRET. 157 " Ay. You see you must obey your impulses though they may seem contrary to law. To a good law they can not be contrary ; to a bad one they ought to be. Any way, the leading of the Spirit within you must be supreme." " But that is a dangerous doctrine, Gold." " Truth is always dangerous," said Felix Gold. " But all the fanaticisms of the world have started out from that point. Preach that doctrine, and you open the door at once to a million vagaries, wild- nesses " " The door of what ? " asked his friend. " Christ says, ' I am the door ' ; and there is no other." " You make a breach in the wall, then," returned Cyril, " by which thieves and robbers may enter." " Alas ! the breach is made to our hand," returned Felix Gold, " and for centuries men have stolen into the fold thereby. But why should I say alas! Did not Christ know? Truly, he warned his followers against such, and gave them a test to know the true from the false. ' By their fruits ye shall know them ' ; and by our own fruits may we know ourselves. And ' the fruit of the spirit,' says Paul, ' is love, joy, peace, long-suffering, gentleness, goodness, faith, meekness, temperance.' If these ripen from the life within you, my brother, trust it ; let it lead you whither it will. If not, it is not the power of life unto life, but of death unto death. We may not be able to reason correct- ly as to the wisdom or the ethics of such and such 158 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. a course, but we can know whether we love our ene- mies." " May we not deceive ourselves ? " " Only voluntarily and deliberately, I think ; at least for any length of time," said Felix Gold ; " and we have no defense against our own perverted, enslaved will, falsely called free. We may will to be true or to be false ; and as we will we are." " Impulse in action, intuition in knowledge, inspi- ration Gold, can you help me once more ? What is inspiration ? " " A breathing in," said Gold, " of good or bad air, as we choose ; for we may choose the fine, sweet air of the hills of God, or the low, death-laden fumes of the valley of sin. To breathe the Spirit, the power of God, is to be transformed into his likeness, so that we think his thoughts, speak, write his words, and do his works. Cyril, the error in all these fanaticisms of which you have spoken is that they have neglected this test of sin- cerity : that as the bramble-bush can not bring forth grapes, neither may the fig-tree bear thorns. Wrath, strifes, envyings, and the like, are not the fruit of the Spirit. Cyril, there was love in your heart toward the man who had well-nigh slain the maiden who is so tenderly dear to you ; you chose to save her through him, which was to save him as well as 'her to invoke the life-power to drive out from both the death-power. My friend, you have done well. What there is in your action that we do not understand will yet be made AT THE DOOR OF THE SECRET. 159 clear. The hand of God upheld you, and his voice directed you." " This life-power what is it ? " asked Cyril. " It may be that Fritz Hermann can help us to dis- cover," said Felix Gold softly. Cyril started. " But Miss Leonard," he said, " and his power over her ah ! you mean it is still he who must save her ? " " Only he can," said Felix Gold. " Distance, my friend what is that to the death-power ? " " But during his last absence " " That is true. She was freer, stronger, better, because his mind was otherwise occupied, and he took no thought of her. But she was still his slave, Cyril she who should be Christ's free- woman." " You are always right, Gold," said Cyril brokenly. They had now reached the gate of the Hermitage, and he spoke with his hand upon the bell and his face turned away. " And I am quite willing that that any one Why, I would leave here to-day, and never see her again, if that were best for her. I would Well, I don't want to say anything extravagant " " There is no need, Cyril," said Felix Gold gently ; " no need, brother. I understand." " Will you come in ? " asked Cyril, after a moment's pause. " I wish you would, Gold ; I feel so weak and broken to-day." " ' As thy day so shall thy strength be,' Cyril. But I will come in. It may be there is work for me here ; 160 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. at the least, I may await and be ready, if it be but to give a cup of cold water to some little one. I will not intrude myself ; I will wait in the room where any guest may enter, but I will come in. May Christ enter with us two." And yet, when he had said the words, the heart of Felix Gold reproached him. Was not Christ, then, al- ways present? But it was into the hearts of the in- dwellers that he would have entered if he could ; and that temple is entered by the Lord Christ continually, until he takes up his abode there to dwell within it eternally. Kemembering which, the soul of the man rejoiced and was glad. He sat very still in the large, low-ceilinged parlor, rather chill and dreary, although the December sun- shine did its best to brighten it. There was a carpet of warm tints upon the floor, heavy curtains hung at the windows, and the crimson upholstery had been freed from its linen coverings ; yet, in spite of these accesso- ries, and the soft-coal -fire in the open grate, the room looked desolate and deserted, and beyond the open door into the study could still be seen the ruins of the massive overturned table. "That's what the spirits did," said a small voice. Felix Gold turned quickly, then held out his arms, with a smile of infinite tenderness. " So ! " he said, as Hugh climbed upon his knee and nestled contentedly against him ; " so it is you ! I felt there was work for me." AT THE DOOR OF THE SECRET. 161 " Yes, it is Hugh," said the child. " How did you know my name ? Are you the man that makes people well ? Could you make me well ? " " Perhaps so," said the deep voice gently. " At the least, I can bring thee to the Lord Christ, poor little one. He is the only Physician." " Is he ? Could he heal grandmamma ? She doesn't want to die or, at least," added the child, " she didn't. I think she does not care so much now. Mr. Deane has made her more willing." "Not Mr. Deane Christ," said Felix Gold. He looked down into the wizened little face upon his breast, and smiled once more as he drew the boy closer. Hugh lay and gazed at him with his great eyes, as though he were trying by their means to absorb a little vitality from the vigorous personality that enfolded him. " One has not yet learned to cure old age," said Felix Gold ; " it is still to come, that knowledge. In truth, one knows very little. Once I thought we had but to pray to the dear Lord ; yet even he had different methods for various diseases. He put his finger into the ears of the deaf man ; he spat and touched the speechless tongue ; he made clay and anointed the eyes of the blind. Cyril will analyze, he will discover the secret of all these things, but with a little one like thee one can not go far wrong." He laid his hand gently on the boy's wide forehead. " Dost thou believe, little Hugh, that the Lord Christ can heal thee ? " he asked. 11 162 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " Yes," said the child unhesitatingly. " Will he make me as strong as other boys ? " he added, after a pause. " As other boys ? " said Felix Gold. " That I do not know, my child. As other men as strong as I ? Yes, if you will it so not quite so big, perhaps ; one can not tell," he added, smiling. " But all things are possible at thy age. See, I will tell thee. Sickness what is it but sin ? Leave off sin, and sickness flees with it. That is the great general truth, but for each sick man and each sinner it is limited by many particulars. More- over, there are sins against the body and sins against the soul, and one may practice one of these classes with- out the other : as that a man may be avaricious or un- loving, and yet maintain his body in perfect health ; or he may overwork wear out his body ; he may live amid unhealthy surroundings, he may be forced by poverty to feed upon food that is unwholesome, yet his soul may be clean and pure as the soul of a little child. Or he may inherit the sins of his forefathers in the form of sickness and pain which they never felt. But a little child who resolves to have nothing to do with sin, either against soul or body, may grow to be a strong and vig- orous man. Do you believe this, Hugh ? " " Yes," said the boy once more. " With those who are older it is hard," said Felix Gold. " When sins against body or soul take such forms as consumption or dyspepsia they are hard to cure. It can be done, I am sure. One day we shall AT THE DOOR OP THE SECEET. 163 learn how ; meanwhile, it is hard. But at thy age all things are possible. Kneel here with me." He put the boy from his arms ; they knelt, facing each other, on the floor ; the man held the two poor, thin hands fast in his, so brown and vigorous ; their eyes were fixed, each on those of the other ; then Felix Gold looked upward and outward to the December sky, but the eyes of the child still rested upon his, in utter faith and trust, and as if beholding there, as in a mir- ror, some of the glories unveiled to that triumphant gaze. "Father of all," said Felix Gold, "Jesus Christ, son of the Father, thy will is not that any should perish, but that all should have eternal life. Pour that life into the soul of this little one, that he may live to thee both with body and soul. Keep him in perfect health ; drive away all sickness and pain far from him, for these are not of thy laws, but the consequences of thy broken laws. Thus, only in perfect health may thy will be truly done. And yet, our Physician, we do not ask for sudden or immediate healing. Shall not we leave to thee the application of thine own remedies? Pain is not merely the consequence it is the remedy for sin ; it is thy sheep-dog, dear Lord, to bring us back to our only Shepherd. Therefore, until we return indeed to thee with all our heart and soul and mind, let pain still pursue us, bark, bite, and worry us, that we may flee to thee for succor and protection. But this dear child, Lord, who seems to us so pure and sinless, has 164: FROM DUSK TO DAWK not the sheep-dog already brought him to thy bosom ? Thou knowest; we do not know. Keep him in thine arms, Lord, for there alone is health and safety." As if by a sudden impulse of tenderness, he drew the child close to his breast, bowed his head over him, and so remained for several moments. When he rose to his feet, with the child still in his arms, he found that his prayer had reached more ears than he had known ; for in the room stood Cyril Deane, Francis Merton, Fritz Hermann, and old Nastasia, at sight of whom Hugh slipped away from his new friend and ran toward her joyously. " Nastasia, Nastasia," he cried, " do you know I am to be well and strong? Mr. Deane, do you hear? A strong, healthy man, as strong as lie. Will it not be delightful to be strong? Do you see how well I am now ? " And, indeed, there was a sparkle in the eyes, a flush on the thin cheek, a spring, a buoyancy about the wizened figure, that were very unlike little Hugh Leonard. " First of all, you are to be a good boy, if you are to be a well boy," said Felix Gold, smiling. He fixed his eyes upon the face of old Nastasia, down whose withered cheek the tears were slowly stealing. " You heard the prayer ? " he said. " Dat I did, marster," she replied. "And you believe that Christ can make the boy strong and well ? " The old woman looked at him with eyes that would AT THE DOOR OP THE SECRET. 165 have been indignation had they not been so full of ad- miration. " Marster," she said, " sometimes I hears folks say dat dis con j 'in' business is all foolishness and supisti- tion ; but ole Nastasia knows better dan dat, marster. It may be wickit for one nigga to conjah anudder, but it kin be done, kase why, 1'se done seen it. I'se seen um pine away an' die, marster, jest kase dey wuz con- jah'd, an' fur nuffin else, an' dat's a fac'. So, dough I ain't nebber seen nobody conjah 'd into health an' good- ness kase dat ar wuk ain't for no ign'ant nigga, sah; dat takes a gemplum like you yit I knows it kin be done, sah, and dat only in de name o' de Lawd Jesus Christ, marster." " Then, you will gladly help," said Felix Gold. " A child like that needs help from us who are older ; they suffer a life-time, often, from our sins against their bodies. Therefore, you will take him with you and give him to eat a great bowl of porridge, I think, or of milk and bread. Ha, Hugh, wilt thou eat a great bowl of milk and bread, hot with no sugar for the love of the dear Lord ? " " Yes, I will ; I am hungry," said the boy, dancing from one foot to the other, as he clung to Nastasia's hand, in a more gay and childlike way than had ever been seen in him before. " And then thou wilt sleep ? " " But I am not sleepy," said Hugh. " Learn to be sleepy when thou wilt, to sleep when 166 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. thou mayst," said the other. " Lie down upon thy little bed, say thy prayer, and fix thy mind upon the good Shepherd, who gathers the lambs in his arms and carries them in his bosom, and sleep will come. Wilt thou do this ? Then come first and kiss me. Now the Lord bless thee and heal thee ! Good-by." He turned to the others when the boy had left the room; there was a light upon his face, a light that never was on sea or shore ; but as his eyes fell upon the face of Cyril Deane he saw that it was pale and worn, as if from suffering. Felix Gold threw an arm across his friend's shoulders, boyishly enough, but put his question to the others : " Mrs. Shryock, Miss Leonard how are they ? " " Mrs. Shryock sleeps," said Francis Merton ; " it may be that she will pass away without waking, and so death will be robbed of its terrors. So, at least, her physician thinks and hopes." " And Miss Leonard ? " " "Will see no one," he said gravely ; " not even me. Nastasia reports for she would not be denied that her young mistress lies still, cold, pale, yet her pulse is good, and she has eaten food not much, but enough. It is a case that puzzles one, but for the present we can but let her alone." " I fancy," said Cyril in a low voice, and with down- cast eyes, " that she misses the stimulus of of our friend's, Herr Hermann's, will-power. He has with- drawn it rather suddenly, and her own is so enfee- AT THE DOOR OP THE SECRET. 167 bled by disease But what do we know of these things?" " We have learned or should have learned enough to teach us not to intermeddle," said Francis Merton sternly. " When I sent for you, some months ago, Her- mann, to share with you the truth that had been re- vealed to me, did I not warn you against a rash, un- scientific use of this power of yours which we call mag- netism ? against intercourse with influences which are not beings^ but shells " " There, I protest ! " cried Fritz Hermann. " Shells ? No ! I can not believe it." " And," said Cyril Deane, " can there be a proper scientific use of such power as Herr Hermann's." " Has not your friend just given us an example of it ? " asked Merton. " Not entirely scientific, perhaps, since he made use of unnecessary terms and formulas ; still, not wwscientific, for, without doubt, the Christ was one of the enlightened, though he accomplished but eleven of the twelve labors. Buddha achieved them all." " Unscientific, because I used the name because I prayed to the Lord Christ ? " said Felix Gold, looking steadfastly upon the other ; " but I say unto you, friend, whose name I know not, that there is no science of healing, or of magnetism, or of astronomy, or of aught else, but in and of Jesus Christ. ' For all things were made by him ; and without him was not anything made that was made.' " 168 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. Francis Merton smiled in a sad, superior way, and shook his head, but Felix Gold caught both of Cyril's hands in his own. " Brother," he said, " be of good cheer, for we stand now at the very door of the great secret. ' I am the door,' says Christ." CHAPTEE IV. VITALISM. IT was not long, as we count time, that Mrs. Shryock was left in this world to gain the life which Cyril had told her it might be her business to carry with her to the help of those gone before. Not long ; but has eternal life aught to do with time? It is the readiness to receive, that is all ; mere time is nothing ; and the soul of the woman had hungered desperately, though she knew not what she would have. Scarcely an hour had passed since the little hands of Hugh had been clasped in those of Felix Gold, when Mrs. Shryock, as she lay upon her bed, lonely save for the presence of old Nastasia, opened her eyes and fixed them upon those of the old negress, who hurried to her side with the cordial the doctor had ordered for her waking. " Here, honey, here's your medicine," she said, and put the spoon to her lips, but the red fluid ran out upon the pillow, where it lay like a stain of life-blood. " Can't swaller can't swaller, my Lawd ! " said the old woman, shaking her head mournfully. " Guess ole Nastasia knows what dat ar means. Honey, Marse 170 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. Cyril Deane right dar in de study, 'long o' dem udder folks. Shill I call him to pray fur your po' soul, ole Miss ! " But the old woman's claw-like fingers had clasped her wrist in the death-grip. They would not be loosed. The eyes were fixed upon hers. Nastasia could not translate that look ; it was not terrible or full of shud- dering fear, as those eyes had been so lately, but mourn- ful, solemn, appealing, awe-full. " Yes, yes, mistis," cried Nastasia, writhing through all the length of her tall form, " Yes, ole Miss, I'll do it ; whatever 'tis, mistis, Nastasia '11 do it, sho' ! " Still that gaze ; still the death-grip on her wrist ; no words. Nastasia fell upon her knees beside the bed, and buried her face in the crimson coverlet. " Fur de Lawd's sake, mistis, what is it ? Tell me what you wants done. De Lawd ain't set your spirit free dat you should conjah mine ! " The dying woman, by one supreme effort, raised her- self upon one elbow. " Nastasia," she cried hoarsely ; then her voice rose to a shriek " NASTASIA ! " A film came over her eyes, her breath rattled in her throat, her fingers relaxed their hold; she fell back upon her pillows dead ! For a moment Nastasia lay prone upon the floor where she had fallen when the death-clutch left her wrist ; then, rising to her knees, she rocked herself back and forth in terror-struck silence. "For I knows what it means, dat call," said old VITALISM. 171 Nastasia, rising to her feet with pathetic dignity. " I knows what it means, an' dat's why I ain't got no time to lose." She closed the eyes, straightened the limbs, and folded the hands upon the breast. " Her chillen and gran'chillen all done pass away, an' no han' but mine shall tech her," she said; "but fust I must see to dat po' lamb. 'Tain't no time now fur her to be a-layin' up-stairs like dat ; she's got ter rouse up an' do de will o' de Lawd." There was scarcely more life in the face she next looked upon than in that she had left. Meta Leonard lay pale and still, neither sleeping nor waking; her hands rested, one on either side, upon the couch, white, limp, and listless ; even the brown eyes were dull, glassy, and lusterless. She seemed neither to think nor to feel. " Miss Meta ! " No reply. " Miss Meta, death is in de house." And still there was no answer. " It's yo' grandma, Miss Meta, de angel of de Lawd done summoned her, an' she went mighty willin', thanks to him an' de messenger he sent from heaven ! Ain't you heard me, Miss Meta ? I tells you, yo' grand- ma done daid daid, I tells you. An' befo' she died she call ' Nastasia ! Nastasia* jes' like dat, honey ; an' dat's a sign she wants me, my lamb ; an' I got ter go, mighty quick, too ; fur when ole Miss want a nigga', 172 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. she want 'empow'ful pow'ful, dat she do. honey, Miss Meta, my chile, my blessed lamb, dat I carr'd in dese arms when yo' ha'r wuz de color o' gold an' yo' eyes like vi'lets don't you hear ole Nastasia? my lamb ! " But Meta did not answer. The old woman threw herself on the floor and cov- ered the pale hand with kisses. " Would I bodder you honey, an' disturve yo' res', ef 'twuz on'y ole Nastasia dat wuz struck wid death ? " she said. " Honey, you know Nastasia would die any minute to save yo' slip- per from gittin' s'iled. But, chile, it's Marse Hugh. Dat saint of de Lawd dat come wid Marse Cyril, he done prayed wid him, holdin' he two little han's in his'n, for de Lawd to make him strong an' well ; an' den he done sont him away to sleep " "What?" It was with a cry that Meta Leonard sprang to her feet and put back the heavy brown waves from her pale temples. " Sleep ? " she said. She looked neither to the right nor left ; her white robe was crumpled and disordered, her brown hair hung loosely over her shoulders, but she passed through the door swiftly, silently, as a spirit, and descended the staircase. She asked no questions. It may have been only habit that led her to the study, where the four men still sat in converse around the shattered table which their united strength had propped up in its former position. " You talk of animal magnetism," Hermann had re- VITALISM. 173 peated; or, as I say more willingly, vital magnetism. "But what is it? If it exists, if it can be used, are we not fools to spend muscular strength upon this table when we could lift it with the ends of our fin- gers ? " " If we understood it, could control it yes," said Felix Gold. " Yet to lift, that helps the muscles and the health," he added, thoughtfully Francis Merton, the theosophist, smiled, and said nothing. " Were you in the habit of lifting it with the ends of your fingers ? " asked Cyril. " Surely, it was not this table you used in your seances ? " " No ; we had little to do with tables ; our manifesta- tions were obtained in other ways. When we used a table it was a smaller one very light." " And why light, if it were not animal magnetism that you employed upon it?" asked Cyril. " Could not a spirit, if it could influence matter at all, lift a heavy table as easily as a light one ? " " Part of your answer is there" said the man, with a gesture toward the broken leg ; " for the rest well, frankly, I do not know. What is matter, my friend, and what is spirit ? For we must know this, to answer if one can influence the other." " Pure spirit manifested as matter in the abstract Brahm and Parabrahm," said the theosophist. " And what are these but other names ? " asked Felix Gold. " They tell us nothing nothing ! " " They tell us this," said Francis Merton, " that 174 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. matter, space, motion, and duration are one and the same eternal substance." " Eternal ? " said Cyril Deane. " Only matter is eternal," said the other. A glance passed between Cyril and his friend the meeting of eyes that understood one another. " ' And this is life eternal,' " said Felix Gold, " ' that they might know thee, the only true God, and Jesus Christ whom thou hast sent.' " " Any number of Manvantaras and Pralayas are not eternity in that sense," said Cyril ; " but if you mean that matter alone is everlasting, Mr. Merton, then what is matter ? " " We will not contend about a definition," said Fran- cis Merton. " Nay, I am content to acknowledge that to know the secret and the mode of Jesus the Christ is eternal life." " Not his secret, but himself," said Cyril gently. " Well, well, it matters little," returned the other, a trifle impatiently. " It matters everything," said Felix Gold. " At all events, it is a question upon which we can never agree," said Merton. " ' What is matter ? ' you ask. I have already told you. It is one form, one manifestation, of that eternal or everlasting substance which is itself merely the outbreathing of Brahm." " And what is Brahm ? or should I say who ? " " To say who is to ascribe personality, and that is beyond us. Brahm is the Soul of the universe, of all VITALISM. 175 that is. In it we now live, move, and have our being ; into it we shall some day be reabsorbed. We know no more." " And I living, sentient, suffering can I look up- ward to that cold, non-conscious, unconditioned some- thing, and say ' Our Father ' ? " " Why upward rather than inward ? " asked Francis Merton. " The highest to which you can pray is your own higher self that which you will be when your full development shall have been achieved, your final incar- nation accomplished." Cyril's brow had been bent upon his hand ; he now raised his head and fixed his clear eyes, once again shin- ing with that strange inward light, full upon the face of Francis Merton. " My higher self," he said. " It is true I have a higher self. Even now, when I am tossed about this lower me on the bitter waves of anguish, doubt, and contending passions tossed about like a feather even now my higher self stands firm and fearless. But why ? Do you think it could stand alone for a single instant ? I tell you it is as weak as a child it is a child a babe in Christ. It stands holding fast by his hand the hand of the man Christ Jesus." " And would I destroy that faith of yours ? " asked Francis Merton gently, while the dew rose in his kind eyes. " It is very beautiful. I may know and I speak because it will not disturb you that the Christ of each man is the ideal of that which is noblest in himself " 176 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " Because all that is noble, all that is pure and right, comes from him and must be like him," said Cyril Deane. " But this is no ideal this is himself ! " He had risen to his feet ; he looked upward, even as Stephen when the stones fell thickest upon him ; there was a smile on his lips and radiance upon his brow. At that moment the door opened to admit Meta Leonard, closely followed by old Nastasia. The girl's face was flushed from the haste she had made, her eyes were wild, her appearance disordered ; she was like a Maenad in her sorrow and agitation not the calm, sweet saint of Cyril's imagination. There was no holding back from her, because she had thus fallen below his ideal ; weakness or hesitation about the man who loved her ; no thought of himself, higher or lower. He moved toward her quietly and took her hand. " "What is it ? " he said. " Sit here ; you are weak and tired. What troubles you ? " She looked about her wildly for an instant, then his influence calmed her ; she sank into the chair he drew forward, and looked wistfully into his face. " Hugh ! " she said " what have you done with him ? Where is he ? " " Hugh is in his own room, sleeping quietly," he said. " Asleep ? " She left her hand in his, and drew the other over her eyes as if bewildered ; then suddenly, pushing him from her, sprang to her feet again with a cry. VITALISM. 177 " I will not be a slave again not even to you ! '' she cried. " Hugh, Hugh, my little brother ! Oh, who who had the heart to do it ? Not you, Fritz ; you pledged your word to me. If it was killing me, what would it do to him, I said. Was it you ? " She turned fiercely upon Cyril. The words " I will not be a slave again " had brought a smile of glad tri- umph into his eyes. He scarcely heard the words " even to you," though remembered later they might bring their own sweetness ; but the light on his brow carried conviction to the girl's dazed consciousness. " No," she murmured ; " no, no ! not you. Forgive me!" " It was I," said Felix Gold gently, while Cyril once more put her trembling form into the great chair. " It was I, my child ; but no harm has been done to him." She interrupted him with a cry. " So he said of me so he said of me until it was too late." " Listen," said Cyril. He knelt upon the floor at her feet, and compelled her troubled eyes to look into his. "This is the sleep of life, not of death. God's will is health for all of us therefore for little Hugh. Sleep brings health, and Hugh's own will brought the health-giving sleep. If we would control death and sickness, must not sleep first be obedient to us? Each of us should be able to sleep and wake at his own pleas- ure. Some can. Then, to conquer also the confused world of dreams; then, to bring the whole body into 12 178 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. subjection, every organ, nerve, and artery; then, the last enemy to be destroyed is death." "But oh, my young marster, Death is pow'ful strong ! " said Nastasia. " Ole Miss, she's done yielded to his power, an 7 Nastasia '11 be de nex'. Yes, my Lawd, Nastasia '11 be de nex'." They followed her to the room where lay all that was left of her mistress, leaving Cyril alone with Meta. " Not now," he said, as the girl would have fol- lowed. " You also will go and sleep, will you not ? of your own will, for the love of God and of little Hugh." He told her, in that gentle voice of his, all that had happened, until the water stood in her eyes, and she Was once more as docile as a little child. Then he went with her to the door of her own room, where she turned and gave him her hand. " If I should doubt you again," she said, " and be unkind to you, you will not mind ? I will try not ; but I am so weak, I do not understand myself. Whom I love or dislike why, even that I do not know ! I seem to have neither will nor affections of my own. I am like a straw upon the waves of the ocean. But you understand you will not mind ? " He smiled, well content, for it was to him as though at the depths of those clear eyes of hers he had seen her real self weak, numb from the fetters that had bound it but yet struggling feebly for life and freedom. And that self had said to him, " You understand." He did not know that in words he had VITALISM. 179 not answered her. "When the door had closed upon her, he went his way, calmly glad. In a corridor near by he came upon Fritz Hermann, in a carved wooden seat with curling arms and no back; his face was in his hands and his elbows on his knees. " Sit here beside me," he said, pulling near to his own throne another, the fellow to it. " Sit here, and say what has come to me. If you could know how hard I tried to will noth- ing for the child for Meta how I strive now ! But why ? If my will for her is good, why should not I will for her ? You bade her go and sleep ; you could have made her sleep. The same with the child. Yes, I see it has wasted her life, and it may be that your way will restore it. But why why can not one will for her?" "Because 'no man can deliver his "brother, nor make agreement unto God for him,' " said Cyril ; " ' for it cost more to redeem their souls, so that he must let that alone forever.' " " And yet men women have been healed by hyp- notism," said Fritz Hermann. " They are healed by medicine ; the wicked are strong and well, and the good suffer and die. It is a confused problem, Hermann an equation of many un- known quantities. I do not profess to have solved it as yet. But I am sure that the power which is to redeem which is redeeming the world, is not hypnotism en- forced sleep at the will of another It is not in any respect the enslavement of the will, but its liberation ; 180 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. and the one liberty is to do the will of Jesus Christ, which is the law of the universe." " And so you call that liberty ? " " It is all you will find for it. Matter our friend there could not define it but what is matter but a balance, an equilibrium of forces ? " " Ha ! " said Fritz Hermann. "A partial equilibrium more or less stable," said Cyril. " I am only thinking aloud, Hermann, stum- bling on in half-light. So ' the whole creation groaneth and travaileth in pain together,' struggling to achieve that perfect equilibrium which is the consummation, the manifesting of the sons of God." " What does that mean ? " said Fritz Hermann. " I do not know yet," said Cyril. " But even science teaches us that there is only one force, of which heat, light, electricity, magnetism, are mere mani- festations. May there not be still a higher manifesta- tion, more like the original force? and may not that manifestation be the human will ? " " So. At least, you make one think. But hypnotic influence proceeds directly from the will. I see, indeed, that some students this novelist Marion Crawford among them teach that the power is purely a moral force, having nothing to do with vital magnetism." " You should know," said Cyril. " I think he is perhaps right and wrong," said Fritz Hermann. "He says that the looking into the eyes, the holding the hand, the touching of tbp brow, VITALISM. 181 has nothing to do with the effect produced ; that they are magical perhaps it is rather / who say that word even as the passes of mesmerism were magical." " And what say you ? " asked Cyril. " I say, No,' r said Fritz Hermann. " Where you find hypnotic power fully developed, you find a strong, vig- orous physical frame running over, you may say, with magnetic force ; able to light the gas with the finger or deflect a compass needle. They are also men of strong will-power born rulers. Napoleon could have been a hypnotizer, a great one. So I say that the will-power is the main thing ; but that it acts through vital mag- netism, as the soul acts through the body, and is as closely united to it." " Then this is the secret of the life-power, the death-power ! " cried Cyril, springing to his feet. " It is the difference between a living body and a decaying corpse. The last overpowers the will, and so poisons, destroys, disintegrates; the first takes up, combines, organizes, corresponds more and more perfectly with its environment ' for in him we live, move, and have our being' tends ever toward a more perfect equili- brium. Correspondence with the environment is, there- fore, to have the will properly focalized according to the will of Christ, the universal center. Then, we shall induce or let us say educe a similar rearrangement in every will wherewith we come in contact; even as a bar of steel, touching one pole of a magnet, is itself magnetized and able to magnetize in turn. But a will 182 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. not properly focalized can evidently not exert this eductive magnetism ; it can but draw other wills to itself, giving them no power that they can give again, and bring breed confusion, destruction, death." " Eductive magnetism," said Fritz Herman thought- fully ; " you want a better name for it than that." " It is the power of life unto life," said Cyril with shining eyes. " Call it VITALISM ! " As he spoke, they heard the voice of Felix Gold through an open door near them. " Take away the crimson, Nastasia, and let all be purely and simply white." CHAPTER V. THE EDGE OF THE WILDERNESS. IT is ever after the descent of the Holy Spirit that we are led into the wilderness ; why, one can surely not explain upon any theory of materialism, though the fact is axiomatic in every manual of casuistry, and so familiar to the daily experience of every one that we confidently watch for falls from the newly con- verted. Even from the spiritual plane it is not easy of explication. Is it the strange new power, vitalism, which has come in greater force into our being, that wrestles with and strives to draw into line the old Adam of a perverted will? But whence, then, come attacks from without? "Ah, these are arranged by Providence for the perfecting of the saints." Ay ! But what is Providence ? Or is it that the fresh influx of the life-power is felt uncomprehendingly by one's little world (even as the power of a new star is felt by our earth, years, perhaps centuries, before its light can be perceived) ; and that whom it can not attract it rouses to resistance ? which also is surely providential. Be this as it may nay, as it certainly is it was not 184: FKOM DUSK TO DAWN. long before Cyril Deane was singled out as an object of attack by those " troops of Midian " who " prowl and prowl around," as the hymn tells us. For a while he was altogether unconscious of it. On the morning after Mrs. Shryock's funeral he found Meta alone in the study a cosy place enough, with its paneled walls, and a cheerful fire of soft coal blazing in the grate. She wore a warm, loose robe of brown woolen stuff, with reflets of crimson for the horrors of " deep mourning " she would now have none of and the dancing flames awoke shimmers of gold in the brown hair, which, smoothly braided, fell over her shoulders and clustered in soft rings upon her white forehead. Upon her knee lay a book, which she closed as she gave her hand to Cyril. " You are better ? " he said, as he sat down. " Much better," she said. " I have been reading have you read this ? It explains so many things." He took the volume, glanced at its title, and re- turned it to her gravely. " I have read it," he said. " It helps you ? How, if I may ask." " Surely you may ask," she said. " It helps me to understand myself, and all that has happened this doctrine of Karma. I see now that Arthur and I could never have married. I do not know why ; but possibly in some previous incarnation we had so touched each other's lives that it was impossible our Karma for- bade it." " Only possibly ? " he said. THE EDGE OF THE WILDERNESS. 185 " Well, certainly ; though we can not know the details unless we come to be adepts. There is some- thing to work for, Mr. Deane." " Yes," he said, though his heart ached for her ; " and in the mean time you are content and happy, be- lieving this on the testimony of those who are adepts." " Why, it has all been revealed to them," she said. " They have seen it all upon the astral plane that fourth dimension of which Fritz and I used to talk so glibly." " That is, in trance," he said. " You know more of trance than I. Are its visions always objective, or are they limited by the memory and imagination of the trance subject and the mesmerizer, if any ? " " But I am so untrained," she said. " One can not argue from my poor, unscientific attempts. That is why they made me ill ; they were unscientifically man- aged." " And so you mean to set about it scientifically this time?" " I shall study," she said, " and grow stronger. Mr. Merton encourages me to hope that true visions will come to me in time that I may become a seeress. He thinks it is, of course, only a guess that in my last incarnation I may have been possessed of great occult knowledge which I used for a bad purpose ; but he thinks, or hopes, that the bad Karma is now exhausted, and that I shall spring forward rapidly and regain all my lost power and insight." 186 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. She looked so fair, so fragile, so innocent and child- ish as she spoke, that Cyril's heart throbbed with a great pain. " And how is your brother ? " he said. With a quick movement she laid the book aside, sat up more erectly, and spoke with a quicker accent and a new light in her eyes : " Hugh ? Oh, he is so much bet- ter ! he is like another boy. Even in these few days he has grown stouter, or I fancy so. But there is really a color in his cheek. You should see him ; but he has gone to see your friend Mr. Gold. Mr. Merton says that his magnetism is wholesome for Hugh, and that his kind of Christianity is not a bad introduction to the truth." " His magnetism and his Christianity are one the love of Christ," said Cyril. She looked at him vaguely ; it was an unknown tongue. He had no heart to discuss more theosophy with her. He rose to go, but a look so like blank dis- appointment came over the beautiful face, that he said, as he touched her hand, " Why not let him come to see you, one of these days ? " " Mr. Gold ? " she said. "Yes. We Christians see visions also, you know, though not in trance at least not now, until we better know what trance is. And his vision of the heavenly things is so clear, so real, he may be able to help you." She shook her head smilingly. " I have passed be- yond him," she said ; " he could only tell me what I already know. Besides, I have all the help I need." THE EDGE OP THE WILDERNESS. 187 He bowed silently and left her, standing, drawn up to her fullest height, with a flush upon her cheek and a sparkle in her eye, which he was too grieved to try to analyze. But Nastasia, coming in a few moments later, found her lying back in her chair, with great tears steal- ing from under her closed eyelids. " Who done hurt my lamb now ? " said the old woman indignantly. She looked ten years older. Her tall form was bowed and shrunken with weakness ; her skin was like charred and wrinkled paper upon which a layer of fine ashes has fallen. She gathered the girl into her arms. " May be de good Marster know bes'," she said, " but 'pears like he mought spar' ole Nastasia a while longer to ten' to you, honey. Who dat made you cry? Not dat blessed young Marse Cyril, was it ? " But Meta would not tell her ; she would only lay her brown head upon the withered shoulder, and sob : " Nastasia, don't speak of dying, when I have only you ! " " Ain't you got Marse Hugh, honey ? and ain't he de Lawd's lamb for you to ten' to when Nastasia's gone ? " " But I am tired tired, Nastasia. I want some one to take care of me." " All of us likes dat, honey, mighty well. But when we is taken keer of well, dat's only like us ; but when we takes keer of other folks, dat's like him" said the old woman thoughtfully. Meta scarcely seemed to hear her ; but in a moment 188 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. she dried her eyes and said, more cheerfully : " Such a beautiful winter day, and we have neither of us been out ! Put on your things, Nastasia, and we will go and meet Hugh." The girl did not understand herself at this period any more than others understood her. Cyril's visits were frequent. She looked forward to them feverishly, yet when he came she was apt to be cold and disap- pointing. Sometimes, on the plea of illness, she refused to see him at all ; then she would listen, within her open door, for the faintest echo of his voice, and when he had gone would cry herself into a headache in good earnest. " It is a transition state," said Francis Merton one day, when she had snubbed him very severely, for her temper at this period was by no means angelic ; " it is the good and evil Karma that are struggling for influ- ence over her." Meanwhile Cyril went steadily on with his round of accustomed duties his church services, visits to the sick, his studies, and his Bible-class performing all very thoroughly and conscientiously, yet always with an aching heart, whose every throb said " Meta ! Meta ! " In his talks with Felix Gold he found strength and comfort, and they were often together. His visits to the Hermitage were a mingled joy and torture ; and all of this absorbed him so entirely, that he did not hear a murmur of tongues in the air, buzzing about and defil- ing his fail name. There were fewer visitors to his rooms, fewer trays, THE EDGE OF THE WILDERNESS. 189 white-napkin covered, to lessen the labor of his house- keeping. Some who had professed much passed him with averted eyes or a chill bow ; others showed a cer- tain effusion of friendliness that would have puzzled him had not his heart been so sore as to make it only welcome. It was a falling off in the number of attendants at his Bible-class that first roused him to the perception that something was wrong. There had been two or three days of storm that had accounted for the dimin- ished numbers. At last came a clear, crisp, sparkling winter afternoon, when he found that only Nina Lyd- gate and the young lady in spectacles had ventured out ; moreover, Nina's long neck was stiff Avith indignation, and the eyes behind the spectacles were red, as if their owner had been weeping. Cyril made no comment, but gave the lesson as care- fully as if the full number had been present. When it was over, he went straight to Dr. Lydgate. " Yes, I feared you'd be coming to me soon," said the doctor. " Trouble ? Of course there's trouble, espe- cially to me. Haven't I had a committee of the vestry to wait on me, and all on your account ? " " Indeed, I am very sorry," said Cyril. " So am I. I had to request them to mind their own business, and that's a very unpleasant thing to do." " It was very kind of you, sir." " Well, you know I forewarned you to be ready to fight it out, and fight you must that's all." 190 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " Then it was" " Faith cure and spiritualism, of course," said the doctor. " I told them I believed you to be a good man and true, and that you had influenced the spiritualists to give up their spiritualism. That pacified them a bit, until one of them thought to ask if you meant to marry the I mean Miss Leonard ? " And the rector shot a keen glance from under his gray eyelashes. Cyril flushed with pain. " I I fear no such hap- piness is in store for me," he said. " Humph ! " But Dr. Lydgate was too shrewd to speak all his thought. " She may have cared for Arthur more than I supposed her capable of doing," he said. " But it would never have done for them to marry two temperaments inclined to morbidness, you know. Yours is healthful enough, but However, if she doesn't care for you, that about settles it. But why do you go there so often ? " " I scarcely know," said Cyril. " Of course not ; they never do know," said the doctor. " Take my advice, then, Deane, and keep away; not to gratify the gossips, but for your own sake." " I will think it over, sir." " Humph ! I know how tliat will end," said the doc- tor. "Well, this is only the beginning of troubles. How do you feel about it ? " " I have done nothing wrong, sir ; but, of course I can resign, if you wish it." THE EDGE OF THE WILDERNESS. 191 " And go to C ? " naming the mission station which had been the young man's original aim. " I think not, sir. For the present, at least, I should remain in Fairtown." " Then you had better not resign. I think I can keep the vestry and the bishop off you a while longer." " You are only too kind to me." " Well, you see I trust you," said the rector. " You may not be the wisest man in the world, and yet well, this theory of vitalism rather impresses one. Of course it is only a theory, and has got to be demonstrated ; but I'm not going to meddle with the demonstrations that's all. You be sure you're right, though, and then go ahead, and I'll back you up. Only, you know, vital- ism well, it's only vitality spiritual vitality " " If we know what vitality is," said Cyril. " I did not coin the word vitalism; it is in the dictionaries, though rarely used. The International Webster defines it as ' the doctrine thut all the functions of a living organism are due to an unknown vital principle, dis- tinct from all physical and chemical forces.' " " Well, that's got to be proved, too," said the doctor. " It's a pretty practical doctrine, anyhow, and a whole- some one, this vitalism draws a sharp line between right and wrong, you see ; as, for instance, in the matter of turning the left cheek, and so on. We should not need to ask if it be wrong to strike back, for evidently it lowers the vitalism of the system." " And it explains how one's first duty is to save his 192 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. own soul that is, to fill it throbbing through and through with life, that may be imparted to the souls of others." " But it doesn't admit of any insincerity or self-de- ception, which is the point I was trying to get at," said the doctor. " I do not doubt you, Deane, and am more than willing to stand by you to the last gasp ; but the pitfall in the way of all you enthusiasts is self-deception, and it is right that I should warn you of it. Don't try to walk too far or too fast by the inner light, until you are sure you can tell it from an ignis fatuus that's all. Beware of mistaking self-will for a mission from heaven ; self-pleasing, for the will of God." " I wonder what would be the test, if one had al- ready unconsciously wandered from the way?" said Cyril thoughtfully, too simply intent on heeding the warning even to thank the warner. The doctor glanced at him again, with a keenness of insight which did not exclude a sort of reverence. " Humph ! " he said ; " no fear of that ; it would be sure to tell. Impatience of advice or reproof, conceit, obstinacy the hardest things in the world to make a man conscious of, and the easiest for him to find out for himself." " The worst of it is that no one can advise one," said Cyril. " And and about Miss Leonard doctor, I have a sort of of feeling of course, as you say, it may be an ignis fatuus, but I feel as though I were set to watch over her, that I may be of use to her some day THE EDGE OP THE WILDERNESS. 193 all the more disinterestedly of use, because she doesn't love me." " Oh ! Then, in that case, do as you think right," said the doctor. When Cyril had left him the rector with the pen in hand, which he had taken up from force of habit as soon as he found himself alone, delivered himself up to a profound meditation, from which he was roused by the entrance of his wife. " Well, Dr. Lydgate," she said, " did you accept that fellow's resignation ? " " What fellow ? " asked her husband, gazing at her placidly over his spectacles. " That man who has been turning the parish upside down that Deane." " Oh ! Deane ? Well, resignation is an excellent thing to have for family uses ; but he needed all his, so I did not ask him for it." " Dr. Lydgate, you are enough to try the patience of Job!" " Yes, my dear, I dare say I am." " Do you mean to tell me that you intend to keep on with this" " Tonic ? " asked the rector. " man, Deane, when you know that he is bringing disgrace on the Church " " So much the worse for the Church," said the doctor. " with his spiritualism and nonsense," finished the 13 194: FROM DUSK TO DAWN. lady, persistent, though a trifle disconcerted by her husband's interruptions. " If it is nonsense, there is no good in minding it," said the doctor. " Unfortunately, it is worse than nonsense, Dr. Lyd- gate ; and you know it. " " No, my dear," returned the rector tranquilly ; " there I join issue with you. I do not know it ; but what I do know is, that you are meddling with matters entirely out of your sphere. Parish affairs are my busi- ness, and not yours, and I should be exceedingly obliged if you would kindly remember it. Do I interfere in the management of your household ? " " You have never had reason to do so," returned his wife proudly. "At all events, I am not out of my sphere in controlling my own daughter ; and I say most positively that Nina shall never go to that man's Bible- class again." The doctor caught his lip in his teeth, and made a little sound of vexation. It had been many years since he had been compelled to establish this division of terri- tory with his wife, and the plan had worked fairly well. He had at least maintained his own rights, and no amount of interference on his part could have made her government of the family more loving or genial, while for external machinery her rule was unimpeachable. "But, Eleanor," he said presently, "Nina is not only your daughter but mine, you must remember ; and for the rector's family to draw back from Deane now " THE EDGE OF THE WILDERNESS. 195 " I have nothing to do with that, Dr. Lydgate ; I must consider Nina. The little idiot is upon the point of falling in love with him now. If he gave her any encouragement, she would be quite crazy about him. But, to do him justice, he is too infatuated with the Leonard girl, and he looks upon Nina as a child." " So she is," said the doctor. " Love ! What do they know of love at that age ? But I wouldn't let her fancy him persecuted, if I were you." " There you have one reason for his leaving the par- ish. She does fancy him persecuted now, and to have him under her nose perpetually " " Well, don't try to force her into joining the ranks of the persecutors," said the doctor, " even in appear- ance. That is my very strenuous advice to you, Elea- nor." " I shall certainly forbid her going to the class next week. Of course, if you choose to set your authority against mine " " We shall see when next week comes," said the doc- tor, taking up his pen. " In the mean time I have my sermon to write, and if you will be good enough to ex- cuse me, my dear " He was always good-natured and courteous ; it was the only way to manage, as he often said. If he had worried himself over the state of Nina's young affec- tions, he would have been unable to write his sermon, which was his means of earning a livelihood, and clearly his first duty. And the habit of putting all disagree- 196 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. ables out of his mind as far as possible was so strong upon him that the matter did not recur until the day came round again on which the class had been accus- tomed to meet. Mrs. Lydgate, in her heart, respected her husband's advice, and stood, in addition, a little in awe of the new self-poise that had come to her once wild, harum- scarum daughter. She did not understand it, but it impressed her in spite of herself, and she was willing to defer her prohibition, hoping that the day might prove inclement or Nina have a cold, to afford an excuse for it. But, by the decrees of an inscrutable Providence, the sun had never been brighter or Nina better. Mrs. Lydgate felt that a life-time of strict attention to duty had deserved a stronger partisanship from the celestial powers ; their indifference jarred upon her finest feel- ings, and perhaps imparted a degree of acerbity to her conversation with Nina. For the rector was interrupted again in his sermon writing by a tap at his door, and looked up to find his youngest daughter standing before him. " Bless my soul ! how pretty the child is growing ! " was his first thought. Her tall form had still a remnant of the lankiness of early girlhood, but at this moment, as she stood drawn proudly to her full height, yet trembling in spite of herself, and leaning one hand upon the mantel for sup- port, it was full of grace and dignity. Her features were not strictly regular, but there was a flush upon her THE EDGE OF THE WILDERNESS. 197 dark cheek and a sparkle in her eyes that made her almost beautiful, and impressed very strongly upon her father that he had to deal with a woman and not a child. "Well, my dear?" " Papa" Nina's voice shook a little, in spite of her- self ; she paused a moment to steady it " papa, mam- ma has forbidden me to go to Mr. Deane's Bible-class this afternoon." " Has she, my dear ? " " Yes, papa, because people are unkind enough to talk about him. As if I cared for that ! " with fine scorn. " There is no reason to care, my dear, unless they speak the truth." " You do not believe it, papa, or you would not have refused to ask him to resign." " I may not thoroughly approve of his course, not- withstanding, Nina ; but for me to throw him over- board just now would blight his whole life." Nina looked at him keenly. "And if I hold back from him, will not people infer that you disapprove of him ? " she said. " Dear me ! " said the rector, " you hold back, in- deed ! What weight do you suppose attaches to the countenance of a young monkey like you ? " " A great deal, papa, since I am your daughter." " But, my dear, it isn't exactly a woman's place I mean a child's to pose as a man's champion, let him be ever so maligned." 198 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " I think you do mean a child's," said Nina steadily. I am not a child any more, papa, and I do not see why, if a woman thinks a man all that is good and noble, she should not say so, when other people are saying just the reverse." " But if she only gets herself talked about ? " " I shouldn't do anything to make people talk. I should only go on as I have been doing all this while. You see, papa, there is no reason for changing unless I think ill of him, as I assuredly do not." " And yet, Nina, there is a certain amount of truth in the talk about him. He has consorted with some rather odd characters, and has taken part in what are called sectarian services " " You don't disapprove of that, papa ? " " My disapprobation is neither here nor there," said the rector. " He doesn't disapprove of it himself, but other people do. Besides I do not feel that I am vio- lating his confidence in speaking of this to such a warm friend as you are, my dear ; but, of course, you will not speak of it again he is, I am sorry to say, very much in love with Miss Leonard ; very much in love." Nina flushed up to her forehead, but the steadiness of her gaze did not waver. " I know it," she said ; " those girls would never have forsaken him like this if it had not been for her. They say they could stand anything else, but when it came to falling in love with a medium, it was too disgusting. Papa, do you think she mesmerized him ? " THE EDGE OF THE WILDERNESS. 199 " No, I don't," said the doctor, " it is quite the other way ; he is afraid of mesmerizing her." Nina nodded. " I know," she said, " he does, in a way. One can not think wrong things or feel wrongly where he is. He lifts one up, some way or other " "Vitalizes one?" " Why, that's it, exactly," said the girl, delightedly. " But why doesn't he want to vitalize her f " " He does, poor fellow ; but you can perhaps under' stand, my dear, that the smallest admixture of self- will or self -pleasing is not vitalizing, but mortiferous. There ! there's another technicality for him ! " cried the doctor. " I understand," said Nina. " Just because he loves her, he can not try too hard to influence her ; because he might turn her toward himself instead of to Christ." " Bless my soul ! " said her father ; " where did you learn so much ? " " Oh, he sets one to thinking, always," said Nina, " Papa, there must be something very nice about Meta Leonard. First, Arthur loved her, and now Mr. Deane." " There used to be," said the doctor. Nina did not speak for a moment, then she said : " Papa, do you forbid me to go to that class ? " " My dear, you know I never interfere with your mother's rules." " But would you have forbidden it if she had not ? " " I do not see why I should." " And do you not think, papa, that for me to stay 200 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. away will create the impression that you are against him?" " I think," said the rector, " that it would have been better if I had announced from the chancel, last Sun- day, that the class would be discontinued for the pres- ent. I shall speak to Deane about it." Nina moved toward the door ; but before she could reach it her girlhood overcame her a sudden rush of tears came to her eyes and blinded her. Convulsed with grief and burning with shame for she had not yet passed the period when tears are considered a very childish proceeding Nina tore open the door, and, rushing out in something of her old headlong fashion, stumbled against a black figure outside, and found herself the next moment in the arms of the stranger, who proved to be the Eeverend Bennet Lane. For a moment, between tears, surprise, consternation, and laughter, she lay quite still, unable to move ; then she tore herself from a clasp which, to do Mr. Lane jus- tice, was eminently perfunctory, and sped away, while her supporter entered the study in response to the rec- tor's call. CHAPTEK VI. " BETTER MAN", BETTEE PKIEST." To say that the Keverend Bennet was surprised at the burden so briefly laid upon him is to keep very far within the limits of the truth. The strength of a ha- bitual self-control enabled him to preserve a calm ex- terior ; but as he walked into the doctor's study, and took a chair, his celibate heart throbbed in a most unac- customed manner, and he wiped his clerical brow with his immaculate handkerchief. " How are you, Lane ? " said the rector. " Can't complain of a cold reception, hey?" and he roared with laughter, in a most unfeeling manner, as it seemed to his guest. " I ah er Miss Nina had you been scolding her, doctor ? How had you the heart to do it ? " said the Eeverend Bennet, with an effort to cover his confusion by facetiousness. " Heart ? Oh, we have none at my time of life. But the fact is, the child is heart-broken over this busi- ness of Deane's ; wants to champion his cause before all the world, and all that sort of thing, which, of course, can't be allowed." 202 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " Of course not," said the visitor promptly. He was used to a great deal of a certain kind of intercourse with young ladies; at Christmas-trees and in Sunday school he saw them continually. It is true that none of them had as yet thrown their arms about his neck ; he had not consciously formulated to himself the fear that they ever would. It was simply a matter of princi- ple with him to he on his guard with them, inasmuch as he never intended to marry the angelic life being, as we all know, upon a much loftier spiritual plane than the married. He was no coxscomb, but he could not well help being aware of a certain feminine willingness to make appointments with him, and to hold long con- versations of a spiritual nature ; also to embroider slip- pers for his feet and rests for his weary head, and gen- erally to endow him with every conceivable sort of trifle for which he had no conceivable use. But here was a girl who gave him no chance to keep her even literally at arm's length, who burst through his guard and cast to the earth all his reserve, who hurled herself into his arms with her heart in a tumult of sorrow and her eyes a fountain of tears for another man ! The Reverend Bennet Lane felt a queer feeling, as little Lord Fauntleroy would say. He did not think she was in love with the other man ; he was too well ac- quainted with the type of emotion not to recognize it ; but all this, and not for him ! It distinctly made him feel a queer feeling. " No," said the rector ; " and yet I hardly knew what "BETTER MAtf, BETTER PRIEST." 203 to say to her. A young, generous, innocent thing like that ; one doesn't like to train and discipline her into con- ventional selfishness but a girl of seventeen caii't be al- lowed to come forward as a man's champion, you know." " Why why it would be outrageous unheard of ! " said Mr. Lane, stammering with eagerness. " What how what does she mean to do ? " In a few words the rector explained. " I wish I had thought of it on Sunday," he said ; " a temporary dis- continuance of the class is the most dignified course for him at present." " He refuses to give up that fellow Gold, does he ? " asked the guest. " To tell you the truth, I did not ask him. He is so sincere and earnest, poor fellow, and he carries one along, somehow." " Ah er yes, probably. But about the class. It meets this afternoon, does it not ? " " What is left of it. Yes, I wish I had thought of it; but well, well, Lane, when you come to be a married man you will learn the value of a temporizing and procrastinating policy. The worst is, that one gets into the habit of it." " I do not intend to marry," said Mr. Lane, rising and drawing down the corners of his mouth. " Can I take Deane any message from you, sir ? I am going to his rooms. Perhaps some excuse can be found for this afternoon." " Ah ! the very thing," said the doctor. " There is 204: FROM DUSK TO DAWN. no use," he added to himself when the visitor had de- parted, " in letting the child set herself in opposition to her mother for nothing and before her time comes," but whether so to set herself or no, was just what that young lady had not determined. " Which was right ? " She could not make up her mind either to desert Cyril or to fly in the face of her mother's orders. However, one thing was clearly right namely, to go and call upon the spectacled young lady. " For it would be dreadful to let Susie go there and be the only one," said Nina to herself. As she passed her mother's door, in hat and cloak, Mrs. Lydgate called to know where she was going. " To Susie's," said Nina. " If I don't go to the class, I must keep her from going. She would not like to be the only one there." Her mother offered no more objections, and Nina passed on, saying to herself despairingly : " I am afraid that settles it. If I were to go there now, mamma would think to the end of her days that I had told a deliberate lie." The spectacled young lady was in bed with a nervous headache, as it turned out ; but she sent for Nina to come up-stairs. " Oh ! you dear thing ! " she said faint- ly, from the midst of blankets, camphor-cloths, and hot- water bags, " it's just a special providence that you've come ! Do tell that saint and martyr that it's not my fault if I seem to desert him." "BETTER MAN, BETTER PRIEST." 205 " But, Susie, how can I go there alone ? " " Nina, don't be a coward ! As if there were any harm in it ! " " Of course there is no harm, except that mamma forbids my going " Ever any more ? " cried Susie, starting up in bed, to the utter neglect of the hot- water bag, which avenged itself by sliding down the pillow to the small of her back. " Ever any more," said Nina tearfully. Susie sank back upon her pillows, pressing her hands to her temples, in an attitude of very real anguish : " Oh, my head ! " she moaned. " I can't talk." " Don't try," said Nina. She rescued the water bag, rearranged pillows and blankets, and poured a fresh supply of camphor on her friend's handkerchief ; but all with a fainting heart. As she would have left the room silently and cautiously, Susie put forth a hot hand and held her fast. " Don't give in to your mother," she said ; " she doesn't understand. Go ! don't desert him, whatever you do. Do you promise ? " " I promise to do right, if I can," said Nina. " I don't seem to know what that is, Susie." " It's right to stand by the oppressed and maligned ! " gasped the spectacled young lady. She looked very young and very wild without her spectacles, and with her near-sighted eyes frowning from beneath a camphor bandage, and her luxuriant hair all abroad over the pil- 206 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. lows. Nina was half afraid of her. " You'll not be a coward and desert him," she said, grasping Nina's hand very tight. "I'll not be a coward, and I'll not desert him," said Nina categorically. " You mustn't talk now, dear. Good-by," she added hurriedly. But Nina was not at all decided as to the limits of desertion and cowardice in her own case. Of course, Mr. Deane would not think of giving the lesson to her alone. Could she not go and tell him of Susie's indis- position, and so leave the question open for another week ? But then it would be a thing that could not be mentioned at home ; she should feel underhanded and mean, she said to herself energetically. Besides, Mr. Deane how should she face him, burdened with con- scious wrong-doing, even though he should never find out. But find out ? That was indeed a lame and impo- tent conclusion, when she should, of course, go straight and tell him. Arguing thus with herself, she came to the corner where she would have had to turn to reach the church. But she kept straight on, and in so doing passed another corner in her own life. At the next turning, which was close by the rectory, she once more encountered the Eeverend Bennet Lane. " I did not run into you this time," she said, laugh- ing and blushing a good deal. " Your father told me you were troubled about our friend Mr. Deane," he said ; and it became quite clear to the Reverend Bennet at the moment that unless he "BETTER MAN, BETTER PRIEST." 207 should turn back to the rectory with Miss Nina her maidenly delicacy would imagine that he had attached more weight to their previous collision than was actu- ally the case, and be seriously hurt and wounded. " I think with the help of his friends he will live it down," he went on, as he walked beside her. " And, oh, are you one of his friends ? Are you on his side ? " " Indeed, I am his friend," said Mr. Lane with cau- tious fervor, for he could not truthfully call himself on Cyril's side. " Then I wish you were the bishop ; but you are only a curate, aren't you ? '' " That's all," he said humbly. " Well, any way, it's very good of you ; for you can't really sympathize with him, since you think it so wrong for a clergyman to marry." " Ah er a but you know that is entirely personal, Miss Nina. I may er not choose to marry myself, but I would not lay down the law for others. Besides oh ! I don't think it wrong, you know ; there is no law binding a priest of the English or American Church. At most, it is merely a question of expediency and as his high-church conscience smote him " of the coun- sels of perfection." " Oh h ! " said Nina. " Well, I thought you thought it wrong. By the by, shall you see Mr. Deane this after- noon ? " " I am going directly there, when I have " 208 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " Oh ! Don't turn out of your way on my account," said Nina. " Will you tell him that Susie Prond has a bad headache, and I " " Yes, yes, I'll tell him," he broke in, as she hesitated. "I wanted to come, but couldn't," finished Nina. " I wonder now how I could have hesitated. But, do you know, it really seemed almost my duty to take his part, even if I had to be deceitful and disobedient at home." " And what showed you your real duty ? " he asked, glancing with furtive admiration at the girl's bright face. " His own goodness," she said. " I could not do a wrong thing for his sake ; he would rather die. Or, if I did the thing, I could not look him in the face with- out telling him all about it. It is so strange, Mr. Lane, how telling him of a wrong thing seems to take it en- tirely away from one's conscience. He never scolds nor preaches ; but one simply does not want to do that wrong thing again even the temptation is gone. Do you suppose that may be the origin of confession ? " " But Deane is not in priest's orders," he said, with a gasping clutch at the only portion of her speech he had understood. " I don't see that that matters, if he can forgive sins," said Nina. But but " " I'm not talking theology, but hard sense," said the girl coolly. " Aren't my sins forgiven if I don't want "BETTER MAN, BETTER PRIEST." 209 to sin any more ? And if Mr. Deane, merely by being so good, makes me ashamed and afraid to do anything wrong, doesn't he forgive me every bit as much as you could, by saying absolvo te ? More, perhaps, because I might confess to you and do the same thing over again ; but with him, I couldn't at least, not so easily." " I dare say not. Oh ! I do not pretend to be why Deane, you know, is a man in whom the spiritual life has attained wonderful development. I ! Well, I'm only a common sort of fellow ; but that doesn't touch the fact that I am a priest, and he isn't. I have power and authority to celebrate the blessed sacrament and to to pronounce absolution ; and he hasn't, as yet." " Well, he does it just the same oh ! I don't mean the holy communion," said the girl ; " and he wouldn't without authority, you know. Why, that's what obe- dience means not to act without authority, isn't it? But, as to priest's orders, if the power the apostles had to forgive sins were just the same as Mr. Deane's and I dare say it was, for our Lord said, ' Whosesoever sins ye remit, they are remitted unto them ' and it is just so with him why, what is the use of priest's orders, any way ? Isn't he just as good a priest as you ? " " Better in that way," said Bennet Lane, with a melancholy smile. He took her hand, for they had now reached the rectory. " Good-by," he said ; " I will do all I can for Deane, you know. Don't you worry." " Oh ! I won't," said Nina easily. But she looked after him kindly. " He's a funny sort of a man, but 14 210 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. it's rather nice of him to take Mr. Deane's part, when he thinks so differently," she said to herself. While Bennet Lane as he walked away, not quite with his usual briskness, felt once more within his arms the trembling, fluttering, palpitating form that had rested there so brief a space, but to such large following. The memory thrilled him from head to foot ; then, with the sharpest pang of remorse he had ever known, came the words : " I might confess to you and do the same thing over again, but with him I couldn't at least, not so easily." There was truth in it ; he must admit that. No doubt the personal character of the priest what a fine character hers was, by the by ! How true, steadfast, and self-sacrificing ! He gave Cyril the rector's note, and told him of Miss Frond's headache with painstaking conscientious- ness. Then he went away to his clergy house, without the heart to read his friend the lecture he had intended, whereat Cyril, whose heart had sunk at sight of the reverend countenance, did mightily rejoice. " Something's bothered him," he said, with imme- diate compunction. " Poor old chap ! " The something was the beating of a girlish heart against his own, the direct gaze of a pair of frank, sweet, brown eyes, and a voice saying : " I could not do a wrong thing for his sake ; he would rather die. Why isn't he as good a priest as you ? " " Better much better ! " he repeated, with a groan. CHAPTER VII. " THE WING OF THE DESTROYER." " IT is unfortunate about the class," Dr. Lydgate had said, as he gave Mr. Lane the note to Cyril, " es- pecially unfortunate just at this time, as I want to keep the boy busy, so busy that he will have no time for faith-cure and all the rest of it." "It is always so," replied the Reverend Bennet sadly ; " the very remedies one would use in any special case are made impossible by the world's uncharity. But Deane is a fortunate fellow in one respect, sir ; it is not every rector who would be as forbearing as you are, or as considerate." " Well, you know, when I am with him the fellow's enthusiasm carries me along, and I almost believe in his vitalism, as he calls it," said Dr. Lydgate. " And, after all, you know, there is a good deal in it, and would be more but for the very uncharity you speak of. It isn't only unfaith that prevents the working of miracles ; it is because they require a long pull and a strong pull and a pull altogether, and that we are too disunited to give." " It was when the disciples were ' all together in one 212 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. place,' on the day of Pentecost, that the Holy Ghost fell upon them," said Bennet Lane. " You are quite right, Dr. Lydgate; the days of miracles can never return until the reunion of Christendom has been accomplished. That is why it is so absurd for a fellow like this Gold a schismatic and heretic to pretend to do anything of the sort." " Humph," said Dr. Lydgate, " I wouldn't get my- self between the horns of that dilemma if I were you. Either he does not work these cures, or he is not a schismatic; and but if we get into an argu- ment on that point, I may as well send my note by post, if you will excuse me for saying so."' The rector said afterward that Providence had taken out of his hands the question of employment for Cyril. It proved to be a sickly winter. Scarlet fever, diphtheria, and kindred diseases had been prevalent for months among the children; and now came such an outbreak of small-pox as had not scourged the city for twenty years. The public schools were closed, the churches well-nigh deserted ; men shunned the society of their nearest friends lest they should give or receive infection. " We poison one another every day with our sins," said Felix Gold mournfully, " nor for that do we fear the face of our brother; but to poison the blood, so that the hidden corruption breaks forth in loathsome sores ; ah ! that we do both fear and flee. Is it not so, Cyril?" "THE WING OF THE DESTROYER." 213 " It is the result of unlovingness, and breeds its own kind," said Cyril. " Those set to watch for the health of the city have been false to their charge ; or rather no charge was laid upon them. They were appointed under the spoils system, the great national grab-game of devil take the hindmost; they have kept their pledges, to draw their pay and work for the party, and the devil is now fulfilling his part of the con- tract." The disease was particularly virulent in the badly drained malodorous section in which the " Nineteenth Century Mission " was situated, though scarcely a street in the city was exempt ; as in the plague which once fell upon Egypt, there was almost literally not a house in which there was not one dead, or ill at the least. In the abodes of the rich, husbands forsook their wives, and wives their husbands, at the approach of the de- stroyer; fathers left their children to die alone, and mothers no ! mothers gathered their babes into their arms, kissed the poison from their little fevered lips, and died with them ! But the poor died in throngs every day. It was hard to get hearses enough even to bury the rich, and well-nigh impossible to find nurses for either rich or poor. The physicians heaven bless them ! worked night and day; the clergy, without regard to creed, were here, there, and everywhere ; the sisterhoods, both Roman and Protestant, did work which would have seemed impossible for ten times their numerical, and a 214 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. hundred times their physical, strength ; but the disease held its own. Among the hardest, most earnest workers were Felix Gold, his wife, and Cyril Deane. " So you don't undertake to cure small-pox by faith only ? " said sneeringly a newly fledged physician who, in the early part of the epidemic, came upon the young evangelist and healer administering the medi- cine he had prescribed. " Not by faith only" said Felix Gold, turning his luminous dark eyes upon the questioner. " Never- theless, friend, tell me this : Can your physic only cure this evil while the sewers and vaults about us con- tinue to belch forth poison ? " " Any fool can answer that question," returned the doctor. At the moment the door was thrown suddenly and violently open to admit a white-haired urchin of about six years, who, clinging to Gold's knees, sobbed out a petition that he would come to daddy, who was " so sick, and swearing awful." With the boy in his arms, Felix Gold turned to the doctor. "Come," he said, with a look of strange au- thority. In a room on the next floor they found the mother of the child, who was indeed no other than the woman who had gone up for healing on the evening of Cyril's first visit to the mission. The room was as clean as hands could make it, but "THE WING OF THE DESTROYER." 215 infected with the imsavoriness of the rest of the house ; and on the bed lay a huge animal-like man, with the flushed face and glaring eyes of delirium, raving and cursing like a madman. The physician shook his head. " Suppressed small- pox," he said. " He has taken cold or something, and the disease has gone to his brain instead of coming out properly on his skin." " He keeps the bar at the corner, you know," said the wife. " I suppose he took it from the money he had to handle ; and then, being drunk, and lying outside the door in the rain and snow all night Mr. Gold, can't you save him ? " " God Almighty himself could scarcely well," said the doctor, as he met Felix Gold's eyes ; " one doesn't know what He can do, but I doubt if any one else, quack or regular practitioner, can do much for him. However, one can but try, though why one should for a drunken, worthless beast like this," he muttered, mixing some medicine in a tumbler. " Oh, he's a good man to me when he ain't been drinking ! " sobbed the woman. " It's the devil that gets into him then, Mr. Gold ; the same devil that makes him call bad names at you and curse you on the street. But you won't bear malice at him for that, sir ? Mr. Gold, I ain't got no confidence in them doc- tors ; won't you try ? " " He knows better," said the doctor with a laugh, as he approached the bed, glass in hand. " However, 216 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. you have muscular strength in plenty, Mr. Gold, and in case our patient should prove a thought intracta- ble " At which word -the patient sprang at him with a hideous curse, struck the glass from his hand to the floor, and would have fastened upon his throat but for the quick interposition of Felix Gold, who had put the boy from his arms in readiness for some such event. " You see, friend," he said, as they together held the maniac down, " that medicine only can not save. Let go your hold of him." " And have you torn to pieces ? " gasped the young doctor. " I am in no danger. Let him go, or I will" The doctor sprang back from the bed as if he had been shot. Felix Gold looked steadily into the face of the man thus abandoned to him. It was blood-red, the eyes glaring with insane fury, the lips drawn back from the teeth in a beast-like snarl. The face was very near his own, the strong burning hands were on his shoul- ders, but with one hand upon the naked breast Felix Gold kept him off, while he laid the other hand upon the burning forehead of the maniac. " Man ! " he said ; " my brother, for whom Christ died, I command thee to conquer the devil that is in thee, and to submit thyself to the will of God, who has sent this illness for thy sins and for the sins of others." Without any visible force from the two strong, ten- der hands upon him, the man fell back upon his pillows, and lay there glaring. "THE WING OF THE DESTROYER." 217 " Now your medicine, doctor," said Felix Gold, with- out removing the touch of his hands or wavering in his steady gaze. The young physician shrugged his shoulders, but obeyed. Felix took the glass in his right hand, and placed his left under the head of the patient instead of upon his brow. " Arise," he said, " and drink, in the Lord's name, the potion he hath sent thee." The maniac obeyed like a child, and Felix laid him back upon his pillows and covered him warmly. " Sleep now," he said tenderly, " and may the Lord heal thee ! " The man turned over in his bed, composed his huge limbs, and closed his eyes. For a moment longer Felix stood beside him, until his slumber became assured, then he turned gently away. " Now, will you give your orders, doctor, as to his treatment when he wakes ? " he said. " If that's your kind of faith-cure, it's more sensible than the ordinary sort," said the doctor, as they left the house together. " You do not despise medicine, then?" " The best medicine of all is prayer," returned Felix Gold ; " but God has made also the herbs of the field for the use of man ; if, as food, they keep him in health and strength, may he not also use them as medicine ? " " That is a very sensible way of looking at it," said the doctor. " And yet," resumed Felix Gold with a smile, " it 218 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. will some day be possible to do without medicine. Sickness is an offense against the will of God, and, when all men realize that, there will be no more sickness. Even now are there diseases which can be cured by the will of the sufferer only, aided, perhaps, when sore enfeebled by sin, by the will of the healer, which is must be, really to heal one with the will of God. But until we have learned how in all diseases to apply this power, and to vitalize the will, and through it the whole moral and physical nature, we must be content to use natural remedies. Moreover, sin is so often the accompaniment as well as the cause of illness, that medicines often aid the weak will to bring both body and soul to such an approach to health as to be able to work out the remainder of their own salva- tion." " That's the most sensible fool I ever saw," said the young doctor, retailing this conversation, that same evening, for the benefit of several brethren in the profession. " Fool ? " said one of them, who had only not grown gray in the profession because his head was as bare as the palm of one's hand ; " fool, do you say ? I advise you, sir, not to talk about fools. 'Vitalize the patient's will-power.' It is what every good doctor under heaven tries to do, sir ; it's what we mean by the moral effect of a medicine. And you'll find, sir, as you grow older and wiser, that in proportion as you suc- ceed in this you will cure your patients. If you can't "THE WING OP THE DESTROYER." 219 do it, or won't do it, then for heaven's sake go and hang yourself, and let somebody else have a chance." " But oh ! of course I know all about the moral effect of medicines." " You do, sir ? Then in the name of Providence teach the rest of us, for we know very little." "You'd better get this man Gold to teach you," said the young doctor, laughing for he was a good- natured fellow, and the old doctor's sarcasms were without venom " I believe he professes to understand it. He comes in the name of Jesus that's the comical side of it. Of course it's all the effect of the imagina- tion" " Well, sir," said the old doctor, " if you can take a man's mind to pieces, and say this is will, this imagina- tion, and this faith, you are cleverer than I am. You can't do it with his body unless he's dead that is, beyond a certain limit. You can cut off his leg or his arm, or remove a piece of his skull, because it isn't the leg that walks, the head that thinks, or the arm that cuts down a tree it's the whole man, the indi- vidual, the personality that does it." " Yes, sir, but what I want to get at is this. Of course, I know you can cure a man of some diseases with pure water if he thinks there's a tincture in it ; and I'm perfectly willing to humbug him that or any other way, if it's for his good ; even to the extent of a conjuration in the name of a man who, if he ever lived, has been dead eighteen hundred years ; but you 220 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. can not prevent my thinking it a pretty good joke all the same." " That's how you kill your patients," said the old doctor dryly. "Sir, as you grow older you will find that the Lord Jesus Christ has been by no means dead for eighteen hundred years, or anything like it; and as for conjuring in his name, in what other name under heaven would you conjure, may I ask ? Do I understand you to say that the man claims to be able to vitalize the will-power in the name and through the power of Jesus, so as to stimulate the patient to throw off the disease ? " " That's it, sir ; he calls the power vitalism, or something like that." " I shall call upon him, or try to find him some- where," said the old physician. " I am too old and too case-hardened to try that sort of thing myself ; but it is just possible he has made what we call a great scientific discovery that is to say, found the formula which ex- presses what all of us have known since we could speak." It was upon the afternoon of the same day that Felix Gold, going his rounds from house to house, wher- ever the yellow flag signified the presence of the de- stroyer, came upon the Keverend Bennet Lane, praying by the bedside of a sufferer. Felix would have passed out again as quietly as he had entered, but the patient, a girl, who had heard as had most people in Fairtown by this time of his mysterious power, stretched out her hands to him imploringly. "THE WING OF THE DESTROYER." 221 " Brother Gold," she cried, for so he was usually addressed, " Brother Gold ! " He came close to the bed and looked down upon her, with his strong, sweet smile. Bennet Lane rose from his knees and looked upon the heretic and sec- tarian, half in curiosity, half in disgust. Felix Gold put out his hand to him, frankly and kindly. " They have whims," he said, " these poor sick little ones, or perhaps God has sent me to her who knows ? Shall we wait to know, you and I ? " Bennet Lane could not refuse the hand, he could not make any disturbance that would endanger the sick girl's life ; but he felt injured, insulted, by the intru- sion of this man who called himself a clergyman, who had broken into the sheepfold another way than through the door of regular orders at the bedside of this girl, one of his own penitents, for whom he was responsible to the Head of the Church. " Brother Gold, pray for me, save me ! I want to get well. I don't want to die ! " she cried half de- liriously. " But you know, Mary, that in exciting yourself thus you increase the chances against your recovery," broke in her spiritual guide, a trifle impatiently. Felix Gold turned upon him a look of grave sur- prise. " Would you reason with one beyond reason ? " he said. " Be still ! " as Mr. Lane would have spoken further " I bid you to be still." He turned to the girl with gentle tenderness. " My 222 FROM BUSK TO DAWN. child," he said, " what I can do for you I will ; but all is in God's hands. Why wish you so to live ? " " For Tom," cried the girl, " oh, for Tom ! Him and me are engaged, we are ; but if I die, Tom will go to the bad. He says so, and I know he will. And, Brother Gold, don't let me get well ugly, for then Tom will not love me." " That is love you are better without " began Ben- net Lane, but Felix held up his hand authoritatively. " Hush ! " he said, and then to the girl : " Do you think God wishes you to be ugly, or Tom to go to the bad ? No ? But, you know, if you pick your face " as in her agitation she was beginning to do " you will be ugly ; and if you cry and fret you will die ; and then if Tom makes up his mind to go to the bad, to the bad will he go, assuredly. Therefore, I will kneel beside you, and we will lay it all in God's hands is it not so ? and then you will have medicine and food here is your mother with both. Ah ! so many sick in this great town have no kind mothers to wait on them and you will sleep and grow strong." He waited to see her quiet, and to give her himself a little milk before he went forth again. The Keverend Bennet, whom he met again on the street, passed him with only a grave bow, whereat Felix smiled half sadly. " Your friend Mr. Lane," he said to Cyril when they met that evening, " he thinks I have intruded on his parish ; but the little one needed me, and he knew not the food wherewith to feed her." "THE WING OF THE DESTROYER." 223 " Yet he calls himself her pastor, and denies your right or ability to feed any with the bread of life," said Cyril a little hotly, for he was worn and weary. " And that ! what is it? " said Felix Gold. " Does it matter to me what any may think of me or my office, save those to whom the Lord may send me ? Moreover, it is necessary for the kingdom to have fixed pastors over regular congregations ; but not all of these pastors are called, neither are all of the flock of any within hearing of the voice they can most easily follow. For there is much in temperament, Cyril, and the magnet- ism which repels one attracts another, so that our vitalism may act through it." " But the true pastor," said Cyril, " would rejoice that, whether by him or another, by Paul or Apollos, Christ were preached and the Church edified." " After a while," said Felix gently, " no doubt our friend will likewise rejoice and be glad, when the little maid is well and fair again." " But," said Cyril, " you do not see it as I do, Gold ; you never have seen it the moral effect, I mean, of this intolerance, on the men themselves the subjective effect, you know." " Yes, I know," he answered, smiling. " You see, I've grown up with it, but it never struck me so forcibly until now, partly because I was myself infected with the virus, and partly because I had never had you before my eyes to point the moral. One runs across so many parsons in these days Roman Catholics, 224 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. Methodists, Presbyterians, Episcopalians, High and Low very good, earnest fellows, all of them for the other kind have left the city for their wives' health. But there's just this difference : a Methodist may think a Presbyterian is wrong on certain theological points, but he doesn't look upon him as one of another caste ; even a Presbyterian or a close-communion Baptist will admit the right of those who belong to other denomi- nations to think for themselves. But Episcopalians, High or Low Church except for a few liberal souls are distinctly supercilious toward those who have not, as they think, the apostolic succession." " Whatever that may be," said Felix Gold. " Just so," said Cyril ; " whatever that may be. Some of us will meet you in ministers' clubs, and so on and some of us won't but if you could hear the remarks we make about you not ill-natured, you know, except theologically you had rather we shouldn't, I'm sure. And it seems to me that to recognize a man as a member of one's own profession one day and deny his right to practice the next " " You mean, to admit him into a ministers' club and keep him out of your pulpit ? " "Yes; or to reverence him personally and look down upon him theologically don't you see ? Why it must beget a certain double-mindedness, which " " Destroys vitalism," said Felix Gold. " It would, Cyril, if men were logical ; happily, they are but theo- logical." "THE WING OF THE DESTROYER." 225 " Which lessens but does not entirely correct the evil," said Cyril ; " an evil, Gold, which if not plucked up by the roots out of the Episcopal Church, will grow into the upas tree that shall destroy her." " If but why should I say if ? At the Lord's bid- ding you will do this thing, my friend," cried Felix Gold. " Not I. I am no Samson to bear away these gates of Philistinism on my shoulders." " The Samson will come," said Felix. " Ah ! the noble deed ! It were worth living for ! " " Worth dying for ! " said Cyril Deane. 15 CHAPTER VIII. NOT THAT ! ANYTHING BUT LOVE ! AMONG the earliest victims of the scourge which had been laid upon the city earlier than even the coldest-hearted and most selfish of the rich had fled from its limits was old Nastasia, who, nevertheless, died free from contagion. It was scarcely terror that took away her life, though one of the facts which have been patent to us, lo ! these many years, is, that terror can and will produce disease, even as fearlessness is the best preventive. Not, as yet, an absolute preventive; for it is not the courage of one, it is not the faith of one, that shall conquer disease and death, but the cour- age and the faith of all. But when Nastasia heard the tidings that small-pox had become an epidemic, " Den dar is Nastasia's sum- mons," she said. " Mighty ugly face he got, too ; but he's de messenger of de Lawd." She crept feebly to Meta's room, for all the while her strength had been failing more rapidly than any about her had leisure to observe. " Honey," she said, " honey ! " and then she sank upon the rug at her nurs- NOT THAT! ANYTHING BUT LOVE! 227 ling's feet, and laid her head against the soft folds of Meta's dress. "Are you ill, Nastasia?" asked the girl, with a slight frown ; for Meta was very difficile in those days. Health was returning, but with an ebb and flow which made the bad days doubly trying by the remembrance of the good; and Meta neither understood nor could control her varying moods. " My lamb, ole Nastasia ain't long for dishyer worl'. I'se struck wid death, honey, an' I come to say good-by to you, chile, whilst I kin. For you'se not to come anigh me, Miss Meta mine dat, now, my lamb ! You'se not to come anigh me ! " " If you are ill, you must go to bed and send for a doctor," said Meta, still rather coldly. " But, of course, I should nurse you." " An' yo' pretty face be all marked, an' yo' beauty faded away like a flower ! It's hard, my Lawd, werry hard ! She's got nobody but me, an' ole Miss, she done got de whole f ambly of dem dat's undergroun' ; but she called me, ole Miss did, an' I mus' leave de lamb no ! go to de Lamb no golden crowns for me ole Miss yes, I'se a' comin' " Meta leaned forward, and took the hardened aged hand in hers. It was hot and dry, and the old wom- an's talk had run into the meaningless babble of fever. They got her to her bed and summoned a physician, but he shook his head when he saw her. " She has been drooping ever since her mistress 228 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. died," he said. " It is often so with those who have lived together many years; the tie between them be- comes one that death can not break. And it is a strange thing, too," he went on, " that this tie is not always one of affection not even of use or habit ; it is just the influence of one mind over another hypnotism, in short.*' " I have given up hypnotism," said Fritz Hermann, to whom this speech was addressed. " It is a danger- ous power; it acts and it reacts. One may kill with it, while one knows it not. But for Nastasia why, if the mistress had been the survivor one could under^ stand it, for the negress was in her youth a voodoo woman." " And do you not know that that very temperament is the most responsive and receptive ? " said the phy- sician. " You fancy it is your will by which the hyp- notized person acts. It is not; it is his own. Your will sways his, but does not destroy it ; he can refuse your suggestion though he rarely does even in the hypnotic sleep, if it is very repugnant to his heart, con- science, or even his self-esteem. At least, so the S. P. R. reports tell us ; I have never met with cases of that sort of suggestion myself. Oh ! I would not give up hypno- tism if I were you. What you want to do is to study it scientifically, and with the proper safeguards." " Vitalism is its own safeguard," said Hermann gloomily. " That one can study scientifically without experimenting upon the heart of " He turned and NOT THAT! ANYTHING BUT LOVE! 229 walked away, leaving the doctor to make his exit un- escorted, Fritz Hermann, indeed, had altered strangely. He had left his comfortable quarters at the Hermitage, but seemed to know by instinct when anything went wrong there. How he lived was best known to himself, as he had but little money, if any. It was rumored that he sometimes gave massage treatment, but he steadily re- fused to employ his magnetic powers in any other way. " I do not know," he would say. " I study now ; after- ward, we will see." He was a regular attendant at the mission, and watched attentively the few cures there attempted, ana- lyzing and discussing them afterward with Felix Gold and Cyril. " Truth is somewhere," he would say, " and your vitalism is true ; but I can not believe as you do, my friends not quite yet. The man Christ Jesus yes ; the God Christ Jesus no, or not to me." When he thus abruptly left the physician Fritz Her- mann went straight to the room where lay Nantasia, with Meta Leonard watching beside her. The old woman lay in a stupor ; the girl's face was pale, but there was a brightness in her eyes, an alertness of bear- ing which brought back to him the Meta he had first known. He looked at her silently a moment, then he spoke : " Mein Kind, I came to bid you rest, and let mo watch in your stead." 230 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " No, no," she answered, without looking at him. " It is surely my place." " So ? " he said ; " and because it is your place, that is the reason I would fill it." " No, no," she said again. " But " he began ; and though there was nothing in his looks, tone, or attitude to arouse her fear, she glanced at him with sudden, sharp appeal : " Ah, no, Fritz ! " she said. " So ! Did I will too strongly ? " he said. " But you need not fear me, Meta ; you are fenced against me by a power stronger than mine." She looked again, but longer and more steadily this time, and perhaps a little of her old affection and confi- dence came back, for she pointed to the bed, saying : " Fritz, was she right ? Is she ill with small-pox ? " " She is dying of imagination hypnotism what you will to call it," he said ; " but small-pox, No ! Meta, you hate me ; is it not so ? " " No, no, Fritz ! I am not so wicked." " Ah ! one knows what that means," he said, with a groan. " Mein Kind, I shall never see you again, per- haps ! You will say a good-by to me ? " " You are going away, Fritz ? " " I am going away," he said. She rose from her seat, moved a step toward him, and half extended her hand ; then suddenly withdrew it, turned away, and covered her face with it and its fair and slender fellow. NOT THAT! ANYTHING BUT LOVE I 231 " Ah," he said, after a pause, " I understand. Yes, yes, that explains itself. You fear me so much, dear child ? " The tremor in his deep voice, the agony in his eyes " Meta ! " he said " Fritz, forgive me ! " she said. " It is not you I fear, but your power over me. I think you can not help it more than I. Do you know that I can always tell the moment that you enter the house ? That any- thing you have worn your hat or your handkerchief makes me tremble and quiver as with an electric shock ? You do not will it so, it is not you, but your dreadful power. I I feel very kindly toward you, dear Eritz, but do not ask me to touch your hand." " No, no," he said patiently. " No, no, my child, never again never again. Yes," he went on, after another silence and he turned away his eyes lest their gaze also should move her " yes, yes, I see, I see. You fear not me, but my power, for we are two ; Cyril and Ms power, they are one. We separate sin and the sin- ner, not righteousness and the righteous. Ja wohl, I understand both this and thee, dear Meta. Listen, then. It is a dangerous thing when one has this power over well, well, but that would puzzle you. Only, a man keeps this of it, that he reads the heart and the mind even of a pure maid like " He paused, and went on again, but with many hesitations, as though struggling for breath the cold drops stood on his brow. " One plays with edged tools, one does not remember the awfulness of the power ; one divides but no mat- 232 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. ter. Meta, a man has played upon thy mind and soul with clumsy fingers, till both are out of tune, and thou, poor bewildered child, canst not separate nor distin- guish one chord from another. Meta, when Cyril's step sends the blood thrilling through thy veins, when thou feelest his coming at a distance, when thy hand trem- bles in his " " Fritz ! " "Yes, yes," he said hoarsely, with a smile of an- guish. " Yes, yes, but it must be said, my child. You are as a babe that has been ill and must learn again to walk ; you can not use the will that / have misused, or read the heart where my power has divided the earthly and the heavenly. Meta, Cyril yes, it must be said Cyril loves you; his power and he are one. If you would reunite the being which I have broken, yield to him ; if you would be free of my power, give yourself up to his" He waited a moment with his strong, white hands clinched at his side, and his head sunk upon his breast ; but there was no word of reply. Meta's arms were folded upon the table, her head sunk upon them. " Farewell ! " he said, but she did not answer. A smile nay, rather a distortion of bitter comprehension awoke in his eyes and upon his lips. He passed his cold hand across his brow, and, without word, look, or touch with a last supreme effort of self-renunciation he passed from the room, and out of her life forever. Then Meta lifted herself and looked around her NOT THAT! ANYTHING BUT LOVE! 233 stealthily vacantly; she rose and stole to the bedside where Nastasia lay. " Did you hear him ? " she said ; but the negress's stupor was not to be broken by that low whisper, nor Meta's thralldom by the words of Fritz Hermann. " Did you hear him, Nastasia ? Do you hear, now, how all the room is full of it? Cyril loves me loves oh, what is love ? Not that, not love ! anything but that ! Nastasia, if you are dead, and with God if there be a God tell him tell him " But her voice shrilled into an inarticulate cry, and with her pale, beautiful face and white slender palms uplifted to the heavens she fell back unconscious upon the floor. BOOK III. THE RESURRECTION OF THE BODY, AND THE LIFE EVERLASTING. CHAPTER I. " ASLEEP IN JESUS." A SHADOWY existence, a semi-conscious being, such as the Greeks deriving it, perhaps, from the memory of just such approaches to that country ascribed to the dwellers in the under-world this was Meta Leonard's portion of life for several weeks. Pale forms flitted across the mirror of her brain, some strange, others but too well known. Were they shadow, or substance ? Meta did not even ask. It was early in April when at last she attained to a steadier vision, a surer consciousness of the figure that for so long had hovered round her like an angel ministrant ; a squarely built form, which would have been clumsy but for the delicate, exquisite tenderness that informed every movement. The face was homely, and but for the soul within would have been commonplace ; but a smile of divine sweetness transfigured it into beauty, as she perceived a clearer light of conscious intelligence in her patient's eyes. "ASLEEP IN JESUS." 235 The smile was enough. There was love in it, and love is reality. Satisfied that she was once more a part of the world of sense and substance the most real world as yet open to her knowledge Meta swallowed the strengthening food that was held to her lips, smiled feebly at her nurse, turned over upon her pil- low, though not without assistance, and was instantly asleep. When she again wakened the same form was beside her, but this time, after her draught of hot milk, she lay for a moment or so with open eyes, wondering. " Who are you ?." she asked at length. Her voice seemed to come from far away, and she was forced to try more than once ere she could bring it at all under control. " I am the wife of Felix Gold his Miranda, he calls me, but you may call me Sophie." " And have you nursed me all this while ? " " It was not a long while, dear friend, except for your sake." Meta did not speak again for some moments; but her nurse saw a frown of perplexity gathering on the pale forehead, where the slender arches of the brows seemed darker than ever by contrast. She passed her large, tender hand caressingly over the furrows. "Do not try to think or remember," she said. " Is it not that the dear Jesus does both for us? Leave it with him." " But Nastasia ? " said Meta feebly. " Did I dream 236 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. that I saw her dead ? I have dreamed so many things." " No doubt," said the sweet, pathetic voice. " Yes, yes, dear friend, Nastasia has gone home. She did not suffer; and if, when she came to herself in the dear heaven, she knew how you needed her, she knew also that I was here to care for you." "But Hugh?" said Meta. "Who took care of Hugh ? And oh, he needed such care ! even your husband said so." "Ah, yes," said Sophie, "such care! And so the blessed Jesus himself took care of him." " And he is well ? When can I see him ? " " Well, indeed, dear friend, and very happy ; and you will surely see him. But when, I do not know." " Why, where is he ? " " Hugh is asleep in Jesus," said the calm, sweet voice. It was told so lovingly, so as a happy matter of course, that Meta, in her feebleness, scarcely felt the blow. Had the news been delayed until the returning tide of life had risen higher in her veins, the flesh would have cried out against the separation, possibly to its own destruction ; or had Sophie Gold evaded her question for the moment for one can not fancy a lie from such a woman had she left her to fret, to won- der, and puzzle, and compare this with that, until the sharp truth, as she fought her way to it, tore open its way to her mind, then how ragged an edge to the wound ! and how difficult of healing ! "ASLEEP IN JESUS." 237 But though she understood them, Sophie's words rang softly and soothingly ; she did not realize them, perhaps, or, more truly, she did rerJize them more entirely than would have been possible in fuller health. They sank into her mind while yet it was incapable of resistance, which alone gives pain ; and the new return- ing life was left to form itself to grow and develop along its new framework. " Asleep in Jesus ! " Meta was weary with even the few words she had uttered, too weary to ask herself : Who is this Jesus ? whether a medium, influenced, possessed, by a peculiar- ly exalted class of spirits, an adept who had per- formed the twelve labors (or perhaps only eleven of them), or merely the impersonation in her own mind of ideal perfection, " Asleep in Jesus ! " The words brought a smile to her lips, in their sweet, strange familiarity. "Sing it to me," she said. "It has been so long since I have heard it, not since my mother's funeral." And as Sophie sang she fell asleep also in Jesus, but to a speedier awakening on earth with a tender smile upon her lips and a murmur of " Dear little Hugh !" But the doctor shrugged his shoulders when he heard she had been told. " I am glad it is over," he said ; " and since she took it so calmly it will probably not do her any harm. But it is more than I should have dared to do myself, Mrs. Gold." 238 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " But she asked the question ! " said Sophie won- deringly. " Asked the Bless my soul, madam, if you give a true answer to every question a sick person But that I suppose, is faith cure ! Better let a man die than save him by a fib, eh ? " " There is no such thing as a fib," said Felix, to whom his wife had looked for aid ; " and more have been slain by lies than by the truth, I think. But whether we live or die matters little. What matters much is this : that a rational soul, the moment it has power to formulate a question, has a right to the answer." " Sick or well, eh ? " The young evangelist bowed gravely. " Then I suppose you would give him poison to drink, or a razor to cut his throat, if he asked for them." " Poison a razor these are things" said Felix Gold. " Truth is life. Moreover, it is the question, the doubt, the suspicion, which is the poison, and the answer which soothes and heals, and makes alive." " Well, we won't quarrel over it. All's well that ends well ; and, happily, Mrs. Gold's tact " " Tact ? " said Felix, smiling at his wife, who sat with folded hands, not half understanding the argu- ment, yet confident that he was making it all quite right. " Tact? But, yes, thou hast tact, my Miranda the tact, the touch of one whose heart is right with God and the world, and who therefore speaks always the very inmost truth, which can never wound or slay." "ASLEEP IN JESUS." 239 He put out his hand to her as he spoke. She came to his side, and as he drew her close, laid her head upon his shoulder, and looked into his face with eyes of un- questioning love and confidence. The doctor hastily left the room. " Well, well," he said to himself as he drove off, " love, medicine, and religion are things that no fellow can find out. I've seen enough in all three directions in the last fortnight to play the mischief with all my theories, and that's a fact. But so long as my patients recover, and other folks are good and happy, what's the odds? G'lang there!" As Felix Gold had said, it is the question, the doubt, the suspense, that is the poison to the mind. Meta's strength came back to her slowly ; her tired brain, tortured heart, and shattered nerves, surely but very slowly, in the still, peaceful atmosphere that now pervaded the Hermitage, returned to health and ah, not yet to happiness ! As the outer world once more became palpable to her, the tender shoots of her freshly budding soul felt dimly for support. This Meta supposed could only be found in facts, in things that had happened. Her heart was weary and homeless. " It is because I have missed a piece out of my life in all these weeks," she said ; and therefore she asked many questions, and often brooded gloomily over the answers. Francis Mertou was still in the house. He had 240 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. walked through the plague-stricken city calmly and un- touched by disease as Felix Gold himself ; he had given freely of time, strength, and money to aid the sufferers ; and there were very many who worshiped his name as though it had been a saint's, and who said of the doc- trine he held, " There must be truth in it to have made him what he is ! " One soft, mild morning in April he came, with his noiseless step, sweet, calm face, and gentle presence, into Meta's room. The girl's bodily strength had so far re- turned as to be a torment to her ; every nerve quivered with morbid energy. She paced the floor with feeble steps and tottering limbs, from utter inability to keep still ; then sank exhausted upon her couch, only to spring up again after a few moments not of rest, but of pros- tration. " Asleep in Jesus ! " Ay, it had been a solace, a support, in her weakness of body and confusion of brain. What was it now a mere meaningless term, a figure of speech, or a divine truth ? For " them that sleep in Jesus will Christ bring with him." Them that sleep ! Her grandmother Meta had been so under the dominion of a false power while her grandmother lived, that hex existence now was scarcely more shadowy and unreal than then. Nastasia ? Yes, the girl missed the old woman's loving service. Even now Nastasia would have known how she suffered ; she would have found some solace, some employment, "ASLEEP IN JESUS/' 241 some answer. Yes, Nastasia alone had read the heart of her nursling; she would have answered the question which Meta dared not ask. But Hugh ! Ah, if Hugh had lived, would Meta have lacked employment, amusement, love ? She numbered up the months of his short life that had been lost to her through the fatal influence of Fritz Hermann. How much she might have done for him but for that enthrall- ment ! How she might have watched and nursed him, walked with and taught him, and gently wiled him for- ward to a strong and vigorous manhood. " For I could have healed him better than Felix Gold," said Meta bitterly, not knowing that Felix had but planted the seed of health, which only the hand of abiding love could water. But she had been wrapped in her baleful dream, and Hugh had perished. Not that Fritz had so intended. Even in her angry sorrow Meta did him justice there ; so close, indeed, had been their union of mind that she could not easily misunderstand him. But he had put to sleep Tier will, her conscience, her affections, so that she lived his life, was ruled by his sense of right, loved, hated, thought as he did ; and there was not in his heart the loving, watchful care, half-motherly, half-sisterly, which slumbered in the heart of the girl. How should there be ? Had the providence of God given Hugh into his keeping? The man had not planned to separate the brother and sister ; he had left the girl at such liberty as he considered proper, consist- 16 242 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. ently with her vocation and training as a sensitive. He had believed the boy's welfare secured by the care of old Nastasia in a word, he had put his will for God's will, his life instead of Meta's life, his individuality for hers. And as, when a great tree is cut down in the forest, the smaller trees, dwarfed in its shadow, can not at once shoot upward and outward to their full proportions, so, when his influence was removed, the individuality of his victim for a while lay paralyzed. To herself she had seemed to hang, like Mahomet's coffin, between his power and that of another a power so fatally similar, despite its differences, that even though her heart cried out for it, she turned from it, struggled against it, put it from her, with dread and horror. Then he, Fritz himself, had bidden her yield to it ; but the command had but added to the confusion of her soul, since in his soul the two wills struggled for empire. He had willed to will it so ; and the struggle which had brought the drops of agony to the forehead of the strong man, had, without his consciousness, been impressed upon the in- nocent soul of the girl whose mind for so long had been his laboratory, his lens into the spirit-world, as he had believed, but in reality only the mirror of his own. Now the pangs of returning life were stinging her individual soul into vivid consciousness. As Francis Merton tapped softly at her door with fingers that she knew, she paused abruptly in her rest- less pacing, and greeted his entrance with a smile of "ASLEEP IN JESUS." 243 relief. " Ah, you are very welcome," she said ; " you see how nervous I am ; I can not sit still." " The magnetic currents of your nature are all astray and out of order," said Francis Merton, with his quiet smile ; " and not altogether by your own doing ; but by the gradual exercise of your will they may be brought into harmony." " My will ! I have no will." Try ; you will find that you are wrong," he said gently. " Very well, then," she said petulantly ; " I will to be well and strong this moment. Now, then ! " " If you could really will it, you would be well and strong," he replied, " but such results can not come all at once. Begin by willing to sit still and talk to me like a rational being. Now ! " "But I am not rational, Mr. Merton. I am half mad, with thinking of my brother, my little Hugh, whom his dying mother gave me to care for, to love" " There, there ! you should not allow yourself to be so shaken and distressed. You did not willfully neglect him. You were unconscious, helpless, when he became ill." " Tell me again. It was diphtheria ? " " Yes. I felt sure, from the first, that our friend Gold had wrought only a temporary cure. Hugh's Karma puzzles me ; but in some previous existence " " Oh, Mr. Merton, what do I care for previous ex- 24:4: FROM DUSK TO DAWN. istence ? Tell me again He would not complain dear little boy ! because of the trouble " " There, there, dear child ! don't sob so. Why will you go over and over these things which so distress you ? " " Tell it me," she said, amid her tears. "Well, well," he said patiently, "if you will have it ; but it would be better for you, Meta, to set your true will against this foolish indulgence in useless grief." " Ah, there she is ! " cried the girl, springing toward the door, on which at the moment another tap sounded ; and as it opened, she threw herself into the arms of Sophie Gold. " There, thou dear child, sob not so bitterly," she said soothingly. Francis Merton did not interfere; no one could have judged of his thoughts from his face, as he listened gravely. " You will tell me, Sophie ; you know how I long to hear even his name my little Hugh ! " " Ah, yes, I know, dear Meta. And how he loved you, the dear child ! ' Tell her not I am ill,' he said, even in his fever; 'igo to her; nurse Meta. I shall do very well,' he said to me." " And you oh, you did not, you did not, could not leave him to die alone ? " " No, no ; no, no," said Sophie ; " I was with him to the last his last on earth. But no nursing could have saved him ; there was no hope from the first." "ASLEEP IN JESUS." 34.5 " And you," cried Meta, turning almost fiercely upon Felix, " you, who boast of your power " " Well, well," he said, smiling tenderly " but see, dear sister, it is not my power. Am I God? The child one knows not how the disease came to him but he would not complain ; he went apart into a dark room, lest one should see his flushed cheek and heavy eyes ; then he went alone to his bed. In the morn- ing-" " All night ! he suffered all night, and alone ! " " Not alone," said Felix Gold ; " for One was with him who knows all suffering and all loneliness. In the morning he was delirious ; but, as my dear wife says, his only thought and murmur were for you, that you might be cared for." " I I for me, who had so neglected him ! " Then Francis Merton interposed. "Not willfully, dear child ; do not distress yourself ; you will be ill again." " Oh, if I might die ! " she cried. Then" No, no ! not death, unless it will bring me to Hugh." There was another name upon her lips, but she did not speak it. No one had breathed it in her hearing, and she dared not ask. Ah, if he dwelt in the dim under- world. " I killed him ! " she cried ; " I killed him ! Not a month, two months, ago I know nothing of time now but when I forsook him, when I gave myself up to the power of Fritz Hermann, I killed my little Hugh. It all goes back to that! I see it all now! 246 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. Should I have been ill else ? And if I had been well, strong as in the days when You dare not tell me I am wrong ! " she cried, turning again upon Felix ; then, with a quick transition, she clasped her white hands in wild entreaty. " Tell me for God's sake, tell me that I did not kill him ! " Felix Gold's eyes looked steadfastly, sweetly, into hers. " My poor child, Christ died for you ; may not Hugh also ? " he said. She gave a low moan, and threw herself face down- ward on her couch. " Fool ! " said Francis Merton, with the only sem- blance of impatience they had ever seen in him ; " what help is your Christian mythology to her now ? Listen to me, Meta. All that you have said may be true, yet there is no need to grieve over it unless you had willfully neglected or ill-treated Hugh, and so had stored up bad Karma for yourself, to be worked out in your next incarnation." " What do I care for myself ? It is Hugh," she moaned drearily, " Hugh, that I think of his suffer- ings. If only I could have borne them for him ! " " That is nonsense," said Francis Merton ; " it was all the effect of Karma his, not yours. It could not possibly have been otherwise ; and some day, or in some ason for it may be cycles hence when in some future incarnation you attain to adeptship, and past and future are both open to you, you will see how futile it is to agitate one's self over the sorrows of a single earth-life, "ASLEEP IN JESUS." 247 since every event has its antecedent in some preceding incarnation, and its consequent " " Oh, have mercy on me ! " she cried. " Is all only one great machine ? And Hugh, where is he in these endless incarnations? Shall I never, never see him again ? " But it was not only Hugh for whose sake she longed to know of the spirit-world. She started up with her hands pressed to her tem- ples. *' Was there any truth in it ? " she cried. " Can they come back to us, and materialize before our eyes?" Felix Gold sat silent and motionless. By a look he had called his wife to his side. " Let her hear him," he murmured; "only do thou pray for her, beloved." And Sophie obediently folded her hands and lifted up her heart in prayer. " Truth ? You know there was none," said Francis Merton. " They were but shells with which you had to do in those days ; shells that is, the fourth principle or animal soul, and a portion of the fifth principle or human soul. These were drawn into your magnetic current by your will, and borrowed from you the intelli- gence and consciousness which they did not possess. The purer portion of the fifth principle clings to the spiritual soul, or Buddhi, and they pass together into Devachan, the abode of happiness." " And there I shall see Hugh ? He is there now ? " But it was not only Hugh that she meant. 248 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " There you will find all, or any one who is ne- cessary to your happiness," said Francis Merton. " But ah, I remember ! You read to me no, I myself read it they whom we love are not really pres- ent with us ; it is their image, their idea " " Keally present ? But what is reality ? " said Francis Merton. " They are present to our thought, to our belief, to our consciousness ; we have but to think of them and they are present with us. It is a better heaven than the Christian's, for in it none need mourn for lost souls shut out ; the mother there has her prodigal son, though the ego of that son may be else- where ; every lover has his beloved, even though, as in the parable, seven have loved the one " " But not himself not himself," cried Meta. " And can an idea, a subjective presence, love me back again ? " "You will find no difference," he said, with his calm smile. " No difference ? But I want more ! I want truth, I want reality, I want himself himself of course I mean Hugh," she murmured. Francis Merton did not answer, and Sophie Gold softly crossed the room to Meta's side and drew the girl into her kind arms. " I know," she whispered ; " did not my baby die ? But Christ will give him back to me no image, but himself. He is with Jesus." "It is individuality personality that the dear child wants," said Felix Gold's voice. Meta's face was "ASLEEP IN JESUS." 249 hidden upon the shoulder of Sophie, who at his next words felt the heart against her own give one full, sud- den throb, and then nutter quiveringly like a frightened bird. " We need the scholarship of our friend Cyril to tell us just what that means ; for, though I have learned much from him, I can not take his place. But I know what it is to be a person, and it is persons only, not ideas or images, that one may love." " To the Buddhi, and the part of the Manas which is left, the idea is as real as the personality whatever that may be," said Merton. " Can the idea act independently of your will ? " asked Felix Gold. " Can it love you back again, even as the dear child says ? And if not, can you love that which gives nothing in return ? " " Why not ? " asked Francis Merton. "Why not? Because matter and mind are even as I have read in your books mere manifestations of one and the same eternal force, which is spirit. Be- cause therefore the three realms of spirit, mind, and matter are, and must be, governed by cognate laws; and as, in the starry heavens, each star returns in its proportion the influence it receives, and that it gives is proof that it does receive, so to love is proof that we love a sentient being capable of loving in return." " Your analogy halts," said Francis Merton ; " it should be, ' To love is proof that we are loved.' " " And so would it be but for sin," was the reply. 250 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " But over God sin has no power. There is the central Sun of our universe ; to be drawn to him proves his self-conscious being. ' We love him because he first loved us.' " Sophie Gold lifted her face, which had been bent above the face upon her shoulder. " Will you leave the dear child to me ? " she asked. " Meta," she said when they were alone, " for me, I can not understand this talk of individualities ; but I know that Jesus loves me and thee and Hugh, and that the boy is safe in his bosom." " But I killed him," murmured Meta faintly. " You let Fritz Hermann mesmerize you that was wrong," said Sophie, firmly ; " and from that all came. So you have said, and it is true. If you had ruled your- self and your own will all the while, the boy might still be alive on earth. But, Meta, he is not dead ; you have not killed him ; he is alive still, only with Christ, which is far better. Yes, yes, and it was Christ who let it happen, who lets all happen all the sin and misery ; so must he mean to set all right some day. I do not understand always my Felix, but I trust him even when he talks of individualities," said Sophie, smiling ; " and just so I trust Jesus. It is all in his hands, Meta. Leave it there." " Yes, I will," said Meta. " I do, Sophie ; it is such rest ! " But she did not lift her head, and Sophie held her closer. Something more was to be said, and both women knew it. "ASLEEP IN JESUS." 251 " Sophie," it was the merest whisper. " Yes, dear." " Where is is he ? " " Dear child, our Cyril stood by your bedside when you lay in the fever, while I was with Hugh. Day and night had he watched, but he would not leave you. Then there came a night when it seemed that you must die ; but Cyril knelt beside you with your hands in his, and his eyes upon your face, as though he could not let you go. When your sleep became soft and peaceful, and the drops stood upon your brow, he stood again on his feet ah ! so tired, Meta so tired and whis- pered me ; ' You will not tell her, Sophie, until she names my name ? ' Sol was silent, Meta, until your heart spoke and your lips followed." The girl drew a long sigh, and let her friend lay her tenderly upon the couch. Her face was very pale, and the tears flowed over her cheeks from beneath the closed eyelids, but the lips smiled. " Ah, Cyril is very noble, very good, but he is only a man, after all," said Sophie wisely. " They should sometimes help us to name them, us poor women ! for the louder the heart cries for their presence the closer pressed together are the poor trembling lips." W'here- with she stooped and kissed them. CHAPTEK II. HEKETICS AND INFIDELS. " So tired ! " Yes, Cyril had been very tired when he left Meta's bedside ; weary with such a weariness as he had never known before. There was little for him to do, fortunately, for the health of the town was improv- ing ; the several pestilences had been stamped out, as the doctors expressed it, and there was no more than the usual amount of sickness. Cyril lay on his lounge in the gray-walled sitting- room and watched the long bars of colored light steal higher and higher along the walls, then vanish sud- denly as a dream when one awaketh. There was in the stained window a blood-red Maltese cross, which, as afternoon began, crept across the cocoa matting at his feet, and at sunset stood midway upon the wall just opposite him. He took great comfort in the cross, for some reason which I am not able to explain; it seemed, indeed, the only companion he needed, except when Felix Gold had time to sit with him half an hour or so. He was not ill, he said, and certainly not at all unhappy, only lazy ; but the physician talked of feeble pulse, loss of appetite, and a low state of the system HERETICS AND INFIDELS. 253 "just the condition in which to take any disease and die with it," he said ; " and very serious in a person of such great vitality," he added. " One can't eat one's cake and have it," said Cyril, smiling ; " and I have been spending my vitality right along, I suppose. Bat Felix Gold has done more than I have, and look at him ! He is as strong as a horse." " Perhaps he didn't put his heart into it in the same way," said the doctor, and was surprised to see a sudden vivid color flush up to his patient's brow. " Is that so ? " he thought, but, being a wise man, said only : " What you want is change. Is there anywhere you would specially like to go ? " " I am too lazy to travel," said Cyril, smiling. " Just let me alone for the present, doctor ; I shall leave when I get ready." "Who is she?" asked the doctor of Felix, when next he caught him alone. Felix smiled. "If I ought to tell her name? "he said. " She has been ill, and she is here in Fairtown so much I may say. I would let him alone, according to his words, good friend, if I were you." " Why, if he won't go, I might as well," said the doctor. " She's out of danger, I hope for that Well, one can not understand or explain these things. What's your theory about it now ? Can't you set him on his feet again ? Else what are your faith cure and vitalism good for, hey ? " "It is because we know so little," the other said 254 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. thoughtfully. " Were vitalisis fully accomplished in any one of us, he indeed could heal all those who willed their own healing. But vitalisis is weak, embryonic, rudimentary what shall I say ? It has not yet trans- formed either soul or body into the image of itself ; and if the strong will urge us to expend overmuch vitalism, body and soul suffer alike." " Then you to be sure, you have a physique such as one seldom sees ; but you have done in the last few months what I could not have believed of ten men, and you don't seem the worse for it. Were you economical of your vitalism ? Or is it, as I said to our friend there, that you did not put your heart into it, as he did ? " " Friend," said Felix Gold, u vitalisis begins in the heart. We are now speaking of deep things, well-nigh too deep for the plummet of human speech, yet what I may, what I can tell you, that I will. Did I grudge any power that I have to the poor, suffering ones ? Did I keep back a part of the price for which I have ex- changed soul and body ? That were to turn the power against myself, and to slay body and soul alike, as by the lightning's flash. But I am not alone in the world ; Felix Gold is not one, but twofold. What of my power such as it is, and whatever it be what of it I expended in the world, came again to me, purer, stronger, sweeter in my own home." " Then your wife is a healer also ? " asked the doctor, not disrespectfully ; he had seen too many of the man's cures for that. HERETICS AND INFIDELS. 255 " Not so," said the other calmly, " for then it may be I can not tell that she Ah, friend, how we stam- mer when we speak of things like this ! How, whence it comes, I can not tell you ; only this I know, that her soul is anchored where mine is also fixed ; and when I look into her eyes, when I touch her hands, her lips, and kneel with her in prayer, sweet refreshment flows in upon all my being. That it comes from God is true, but to me it comes through her. Doctor, we may go to heaven alone, but we can never be saved except as a race." " I know what you mean," said the doctor. " It isn't work that kills men, it is worry ; and love, conjugal or brotherly, creates a restful atmosphere in which one's vitality is restored as fast as it is expended. I know nothing about your vitalism ; vitality is my word." " And what is vitality ? " asked Felix. " Ah, there you have me," said the doctor. " Well, then, our friend Deane has no one to restore the loss of vitalism, hey ? But if there is no restful atmosphere in her case " " It is clouded by illness," said the other. " He has double work to do treble work for himself, for her soul, and her body. It is done, but he suffers ; he expends all, and receives nothing ; by and by she will restore all to him. See you not, friend, this love is the deepest and strongest on earth ; there is no part of our nature that it leaves untouched, and by its strength to save we measure its power to lay waste and desolate." 256 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. His mind remained full of this thought all day, and perhaps by unconscious transference filled with it the minds of others, for, as he sat silently with Cyril in the late twilight, there entered to them the Keverend Bennet Lane. " So you are feeling pretty well, old man?" he said kindly. "That's right; but what you want is to go away, you know." " Every one tries to send me away," said Cyril. " I don't see why, I am sure. Do I look uncomfort- able?" " Not at all, not in the least ; but oh, well, it's good for a man, rouses him, gives him new subjects for thought" " I could rouse myself if there were any need of it," returned Cyril ; " and as for new subjects for thought" " That's it exactly," broke in his friend eagerly ; " you've thought too much and got morbid. Sometimes to go away from our difficulties enables us to see them more distinctly " " Get a clearer focus on them," said Cyril. " But, my dear boy, I've no special difficulties that I know of I mean, in the way of action. So far as I am con- cerned, I feel as though I had been away, as though I were away now. But if there were anything for me to do I could probably get up and do it ; only it happens to seem best for all parties for me to lie perfectly still. It's just as good as going away, I fancy, for enabling other people to get a clear focus on me." HERETICS AND INFIDELS. 257 Bennet Lane smiled in spite of himself at the droll tone in which this was said, but it was a smile half sad, half superior. " My dear boy," he began, then glanced toward Felix Gold, who had taken up a book, and effaced himself so far as was possible to that vigor- ous personality, " I wonder if I could have a word with you alone," he said. " Please don't," returned Cyril boyishly. " No, don't look for your hat, Felix ; it is very well where it is. I see apostolic succession in his eye, and I'd rather you'd talk to him ; I'm not quite up to argument." " Ah, if it were only in my eye, Deane ! The ques- tion is, What do you mean to do with your life ? Will you let it be spoiled, blighted, in the very outset of your career ? " " Is the work he has done this winter of a blight- ing nature to one's life?" asked gently Felix Gold, seeing that Cyril was really unequal to the conversation which his friend seemed determined to thrust upon him. " You are speaking of one thing, Mr. Gold, and I of another," said the Reverend Bennet, with some irrita- tion. " Besides, a person may do a perfectly right thing in a wrong way " " May he ? How ? " asked Cyril. " Well, as you did this winter. You worked like a hero no doubt of that but it was not on Church lines or in a spirit of obedience to the Church." " Specify," said Cyril. 17 258 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " "Well, for example, there were daily celebrations in several churches, mine among them, but, though one would think you needed such spiritual preparation for the day's labors, I saw you only once of course you may have gone elsewhere and then Well, I do not wish to be rude " " Then, he brought me with him," said Felix Gold. " It is not rudeness, Mr. Lane ; you speak not as man, but as ecclesiastic." " I did not go elsewhere," said Cyril. " Let us clear that ground at once. It was not that I did not wish it, but we lived in a sort of quarantine, Gold and I, and it was hardly safe. Your church was in the heart of the infected district, and we could not well harm any one. Besides, if you speak of heroes, who was more heroic than yourself ? " " I did no more than my duty," said the Keverend Bennet, dismissing the matter with a wave of his hand. " May I ask not as an inquisitor but a friend why you did not come again ? " "Would you have asked my friend?" said Cyril gently. " I should not have repelled him had he chosen to come on his own responsibility." " The responsibility of eating and drinking to my condemnation ? " " Exactly. The precise responsibility that rests on every communicant." " But you are too sincere, Mr. Lane, to pretend that HERETICS AND INFIDELS. 259 I, in your eyes, stand upon an equal footing with other believers in respect of the sacrament." " You are a good man, Mr. Gold, but you are not a Churchman." " Then you do not believe that Christ, my Master and yours, comes to me in the holy supper as he does to to Churchmen ? " " I do not know, Mr. Gold. Who am I, to limit the tender mercies of the loving Lord ? " Felix Gold did not answer for a moment ; he sat motionless, with his strong arms folded across his breast ; a great light began to dawn in his dark eyes, and his firm lips parted in a half-smile. Then, in the same soft, sweet tone wherein he had spoken to Bennet, he said, as if answering some one unseen by the others : " Even so, dear Lord Jesus. Thou art not far from any one of us. To put us out from the assemblies of men is not to part us from thee. Only, dear Jesus, do thou also remain with them, for they were lonely indeed without thee ; and then, one day, thou wilt bring us all together again." Bennet Lane did not reply. He had not come to Cyril as a censor, but full of concern at what he had heard that day through a clergyman, one of the examin- ing chaplains of the bishop of the diocese. This person had informed him that his friend Cyril Deane had so got his name up for eccentricities of doctrine, that if he applied for priest's orders he would certainly be refused ; and the best thing he could do would be to go out to his 260 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. mission station as soon as possible. " It is a great pity he ever changed his mind about that," said the chap- lain ; " but it's the sort of thing very likely to happen. When a young man puts his hand to the plow and looks back, he's pretty sure to go down hill afterward." Sitting there in the gray-walled room, with the blood-red Maltese cross shimmering on the wall, and looking on his^ friend's pure, transparently pale face, the eyes alight with a sweet, solemn smile, Bennet Lane could not feel that Cyril had gone down hill. And there sat the man against whom he had felt a half -con- temptuous irritation, the man of whom he had thought as a tempter, one who had led Cyril astray. And the man spoke softly, lovingly to the Lord to whom Bennet also had consecrated his life, whom be- neath all the rubbish of his ecclesiasticism he loved with all his heart. Ay, he sat there, this schismatic, and, with the confidence of one talking with a familiar friend, interceded with the Lord to remain with his Church, his peculiar people, set apart from the great body of sectarians, hedged about with sacraments and ordinances yet it never occurred to him to doubt the presence of the Lord ; the real faith in him felt the real faith of the others with a certainty that can not be dis- puted. For Cyril's eyes also shone with the light of that presence ; but Bennet Lane, priest and Churchman, knew it only from them, as one now blind, but once a seeing man, knows the glory of the sun by the warmth of his friend's hand. HERETICS AND INFIDELS. 261- Was the Lord present to them, aiid hidden from him ? With a sharp, sudden pain at his heart that wrung the moisture out upon his lashes, Bennet Lane bowed his forehead upon his hand and owned that it was just. For in the white light of that moment he saw aright his feeling for Felix Gold : how he had half envied, half despised him ; had resented his very virtues, which had shone before men to glorify Christ, but not the Church his Church, the Church of Bennet Lane. And as he had never seen it before, he saw now, that he would have rejoiced had Felix Gold been overtaken in a fault, that he would have said to his friend, " See the outcome of heresy ! " But Jesus Christ, the Head of the Church nay, his own familiar friend in whom he trusted had hidden from him, the anointed priest, the face he revealed to Cyril and to Felix Gold. And it was very just. A groan, half stifled, broke from him. Then, through the darkness of his 'soul and the darkening of his bodily eyes by the closed lids with their fringe of misty tears, and the shadowing hand, came the low, clear voice of Felix Gold, the heretic the man who might not attempt to celebrate the holy supper, or loose the chain of sin about the neck of a brother, save by incurring the sin of sacrilege at the peril of his own soul. " ' Where two or three are gathered together in my name, there am I in the midst of them.' In the midst, 262 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. iny brother ; no nearer to one than another. It is but our eyes that are holden." How had the man so read his heart ? There was no sacrilege in the words to Bennet Lane, yet were they not indeed an absolution ? for out of the midst of the darkness grew suddenly a Face. He could not have described it, far less have pictured it on canvas had the artist's power been his; there was no color, there was scarcely form to the vision ; but the eyes were full of pity, pardon, tenderness. How long the silence lasted he never knew. It was broken by a quick rap at the door, a tremulous hand upon the knob, and Fritz Hermann entered, with an agitated haste which seemed but to intensify the peace of those within. "Ah," he said with hushed vehemence, "you are well here, good friends ; oh, you are very well in this holy place ! I bring with me the devil of distraction and dispeace ; drive out him, therefore, not me." " You are welcome," said Cyril, holding out a lan- guid hand. " Sit here beside me. We will try to help you in whatever way you will." " Will ? " said Fritz Hermann. Ach Gott, that I had never willed ! " " Then you had never lived," said Felix Gold. " So ! and ach Gott, that I had never lived ! " he said, with the same suppression of himself. " Cyril, I am but come to say farewell only that." HERETICS AND INFIDELS. 263 " You go away ? " " Ja ! ja wolil ! I go this night." He paused, as if for breath, pressed his strong, white hands together, palm to palm, struggled with himself, then burst forth in a great cry : " I must so ! I must put the ocean between me and her ! " " You love her ? " said Cyril, gently and unsurprised. " I made my accursed experiments," he said, with increased agitation. " She was but my tool, my instru- ment, my corpus vile. I thought with pride that there was to her no danger from me. Would I have harmed her ? But I laid my will upon hers. She breathed, ate, slept, as I commanded ; her whole physical nature was responsive to me. The mind the soul what did I want with these ? They lay asleep useless to me. Then came you, and their slumbers were broken; the soul answered your soul, and struggled against the body, which was my bond -slave." " But you tried to free her," said Cyril, whose very lips had grown white. " Tried strove agonized, but I could not," he said hoarsely. " My own will had sprung from my con- trol, as a spring bent too far flies back and wounds the holder. We were bound together like two dead bodies. Do I love her? I know not. Only I think of her always ; all of me cries out for her ; therefore must I flee, for, remaining, I should take that of her I may have, but her soul would be thine, and she would die." 264: FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " Her soul is God's," said Cyril Deane, and could say no more. "God's? Ay, if there be a God. Was it there I erred ? Because her soul was God's ? " " And your soul also," said Felix Gold. " Souls that are his can meet in him only ; this is the essence of love all love, the love of father and child, friend, brother, sister, and of married hearts. This is the soul of love, without which it is but dead and decaying. Love comes down from the Father and goes to and fro with us every day. Again, it lifts our hearts toward the Father, for love is the very life of Christ, and God is love." Bennet Lane had raised his head and fixed his eyes upon the speaker. " Yes, yes," said Felix Gold, with strange solemnity, " to blaspheme love, is it not to blaspheme God himself ? To wield that strange power of look and touch the lover's power over the body, neglecting, scorning the heart, the soul ; or to cast aside as unholy, because with one hand it touches earth, that form of love which the Lord himself has chosen for his own emblem, the love of the bridegroom for his bride that love which shares most fully his own self-devotion, his creative power, in which, through which, he has willed to redeem the world. Friends, brothers, which blasphemy is worse ? " " Mine ! " cried Fritz Hermann. " I divorced soul and body; I bound her physical nature to me, and repelled her soul. Ah, if she had indeed loved this HERETICS AND INFIDELS. 265 Arthur, she had been safe ; he was but a mirage of her fancy, a phantom evoked by my power to guard her against you, Cyril Deane, but vanishing at a glance of your eye. Mine my crime is worse ; but she hates me; her will, as it frees itself, repels me from her. She will never love me; and lest, in my madness, I should harm her, I will put the ocean between us." Then Bennet Lane arose and went slowly out into the afternoon sunshine. And it was with him as with one who, having dwelt always in a valley, is suddenly transported to a mountain top, whence he sees clearly the relation of his village to those around him, and the source of the river on whose banks he sported in childhood. i " Have I been so far wrong ? " he said. " What is it to be a priest ? And what is love ? Is this the angelic life? No. But are we angels? Again, no. Then why should mortal man be more wise than his Maker? For surely the Christ-life is better than that of any angel, and the Christ-life is a life of love." CHAPTEK III. " AS YOU WILL ! " "DEAB Meta, will you speak a little with our brother Cyril ? He is waiting to see you." Meta started slightly, glanced sharply at Sophie, grew even paler than her wont, then laid aside her book, and rose quietly and composed. " I shall be very glad to see him," she said. " He is in the parlor ? " Perhaps Sophie was a trifle disappointed. It had now been more than a fortnight since she had kissed Meta's lips and felt the beating of her heart ; but from that moment both heart and mind of her friend had been to her a sealed book. Day by day the girl had withdrawn more and more into herself. Cyril's name had been freely mentioned between them, his indisposition and gradual return to health freely discussed. The subject had apparently aroused in Meta no emotion ; her eyes had not faltered, neither had her cheek flushed, and she had given Sophie no opportunity to learn anything from the throbbings of her heart. " It is strange, strange of her," his wife said to Felix. " I am sure oh, very sure that she loves him, yet " "AS YOU WILL!" 267 " There is no ' yet ' in love, my Miranda," he said tenderly. " If she love him, leave it there. When he asks her she will tell him all." No, in love there is no " yet " ! Cyril and Meta knew that very well. It was the same room in which they had first met ; he thought of it as she came to meet him in her favorite white, soft, flowing robe, with her brown, heavy waves of hair cres- cent-clasped as then at the back of her beautiful head, and rippling far below her waist. But as she raised her eyes to his, he saw that there had been indeed a change. The dreamy, half-conscious look that had pained him then had wholly disappeared ; she was calm, collected, almost cold, yet the coldness, the slightness of her touch as the white fingers lay a moment in his palm, though they stung him with sharp pain, came at least from Meta herself, Christ's free-woman, not in bondage to any man, and beginning to be delivered from the bond- age of her own will. " I am glad you are better," he said ; " you know how I grieved for you in your sickness and sorrow." He could not guess how the sound of his voice, for which she had so longed, shook her with joy and terror. Yet the tears rose quickly at his reference to little Hugh, but she dared not yield to them. " I am still weak," she said ; " I can not speak You, too, have been ill you look " Older, they tell me," he said, for she had over- rated her strength and self-control ; she could not tell 268 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. him how he looked to her, when her eyes so long had been empty of his image. Yes, he looked older ; the boyishness had gone for- ever from his face. In its place was a strange, tender sweetness and brightness, half stern in its utter purity. She could not answer him, but he went on lightly enough : " We all grow older, you know, and ic does one no harm to look so." " No, no harm," said Meta. She could not talk to him ; a weight was on her tongue, her limbs were pal- sied, her voice came from far away and had in it a sound of tears. Yet she was very quiet and composed a little sad, perhaps, but that was only natural. She took up a fan from a table at her side, a fragile Chinese trifle of ivory and peacock's feathers, and waved it lightly to and fro. " Yes," said Cyril, " it is growing warm. I am glad you are off so soon to the sea-side." " Sophie needs the change as much perhaps more than I," she said ; " and this little cottage presented it- self. Felix said it was providential, and I suppose he knows about those things. It is an excellent opportunity of returning some of my obligations to her." " Yes," he said, " that is providential." At least it was a possible thing to talk about, and, difficult as was speech, silence was certainly impossible ; so she went on carelessly enough. Cyril turned away his eyes from her face, yet, in spite of her composure, "AS YOU WILL!" 269 her even repellent manner, he felt passing from one to the other wave currents of electric sympathy. He did not understand her ; what man would ? He did not take time to reason about it or know as Meta knew that one moment's silence would have melted the ice-film between ah, not between their souls ; it was only hand and tongue that seemed fettered by the frost-giants. And the words which had been burning on his lips were frozen there. Afterward he said to himself, " She was not ready to hear me, and it is right I should await her pleasure," but at the moment a great sadness filled his eyes, and the ice-film touched for a moment his heart, that loved her so. " They will be my guests, you know," she went on ; " Sophie constantly, and Felix will come back and forth as he can. I am glad to be rich for their sakes." " Francis Merton is not with you ? " "He has returned to India. I fear that I disap- pointed him. He hoped I should be a sort of high- priestess, seeress, prophetess, of theosophy. You see, I disappoint every one." The words escaped her almost without her volition ; she would have given worlds to recall them ; but Cyril only said gravely : " Is it not rather that these shallow fountains disappoint you ? Theosophy can never quench the thirst of the soul." " I do not know," she said, stupidly as she felt, but words would not come to her. Then for anything was 270 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. better than silence she hurried out very stammeringly : " I am trying to learn ; Felix is teaching me." " None could do so better," he said. "And you," she said, "you are to leave Fairtown also ? " " You know," he answered, " I was promised to the work of a missionary before my ordination. Then it seemed right I am sure it was right that I should come to Fairtown. Now " he hesitated, looked at her wistfully "it has given me great pain," he said simply. She raised her eyes to his with a look of full, clear comprehension ; for the thought, the image, of herself, fled away at his appeal. But she did not speak. " But for Felix I could hardly have borne it," he went on. " Doubted, misunderstood, suspected on every side, my every action misconstrued, my work ham- pered." " And you were never sorry you had come to Fair- town ? " " I knew I know still that God sent me. May I tell you how ? " She answered him again only with her eyes, but he was satisfied. He told her, bending forward in his chair, with his elbow on his knee and his eyes upon the mat- ted floor, of that early eucharist in the college chapel and Arthur's presence bidding him forth. " When I saw you, and knew that he had loved you, I believed that I knew why ; but oh, the depths of meaning that lay still behind!" "AS YOU WILL!" 271 She did not answer ; the ice-film was gone, and she was not afraid of the silence now. " Then do they indeed come back to us? "she said dreamily. " To do God's bidding, and of their own free will," he said. " Arthur sent me to you, and you to me. Have you forgotten your dream ? Meta, you have not forgot- ten Arthur ? " " No," she said ; then, with her white hands clasped upon her knee and her clear eyes on his, she went on : " But it was only fancy a girl's fancy, I think ; I could not have loved him." " And did he know this, in the light of the other world? Did he therefore send me " He checked himself, waited, spoke again : " Meta, for whatever pur- pose I was sent here, my work in Fairtown is over. In another month I shall no longer be Dr. Lydgate's assist- ant. There is no need of a heavenly message now ; my duty is clear and plain. I shall go back to my old plans ; in the autumn I shall sail for C . You are going away in a few days ; will you try, until I see you again, to think what it is, this life, this work, to which I am going? I will send you books, papers, mission journals. Will you read them ? " He had risen to his feet and taken her hands in his. She let them lie there ; her dark, fringed eyelids flut- tered, as though she strove once more to answer him with a look, but the eyes remained hidden and the lips were dumb. 272 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " As you will," lie said after a pause ; " I will not ask your promise even for such a little thing. Only this, Meta : when I leave JFairtown, may I come to you by the sea?" Still she did not answer. " Not even that ? " he said. " Well, as you choose ; let it be as you choose." He did not let her hands fall abruptly ; gently, ten- derly, he folded them together before he released them and turned to go. At the door he paused, looked back, and, seeing her stand statue-like, with folded hands and bent head, even as he had left her, he returned swiftly, and for a moment bent over her, without touching a thread of her falling hair or a fold of her white robe. The silence of that moment was holier than prayer, sweeter than a caress, more tender than a benediction ; but Meta did not speak. When the outer door clanged to behind him, and his steps were no more heard upon the gravel walk, she turned quietly away to her own room ; but once safe behind her bolted door and lowered blinds, the passion and agony within her broke forth with fierce, silent vehemence ; and, for how long she did not measure, the frightened Sophie heard her pacing back and forth, and guessed at the wringing of the white hands and the tearless sobs which she neither saw nor heard. " But why should she weep, since they love one an- other ? " she asked of Felix. He smiled tenderly. " Who of us can read the heart "AS YOU WILL!" 273 of another ? " he said. " Is it not agony to be tossed upon the waves of such a sea as the sea of earthly love ? And our Meta has not yet learned how to quell the storm; for in her heart the gentle Jesus lies still asleep." 18 CHAPTEE IV. "THE ELEMENTS SHALL MELT WITH FERVENT HEAT." IT was more than four weeks later that Cyril Deane entered Dr. Lydgate's study to take leave of his some time rector. The doctor's good-humored face was a trifle paler than usual, his keen eyes less clear and more unsteady. It was indeed with deep regret that he parted from his young deacon, in whose departure the loss of his son returned upon him with the fresh and vivid grief of a year before. And for this reason the rector was rather more stingingly sarcastic and epigrammatic than ever before. " So you're off, are you? " he said. " And how many more scrapes will you get into before you sail, I wonder ? " " None, I hope," returned Cyril, smiling. " Humph ! and your first objective point, I imagine, will be Z . Sea air, you know, is good for your complaint. How is she, by the by ? " " Miss Leonard ? Not so well as I had hoped," re- plied Cyril, his bright face clouding with anxiety. " I have not heard from herself directly, but Gold was there for a day last week, and " "THE ELEMENTS SHALL MELT." 275 " Oil, she is just homesick for you," said the rector easily. " She'll be able to sail with you in the fall ; no trouble at all about that." He walked quickly once or twice across the room with hurrying, agitated footsteps ; then, laying a hand on Cyril's shoulder: "If you had known the girl she was ! " he said, " eager, ardent, impressible Ah, that was the trouble too impressible; she took color from every one with whom she came in contact. I was very fond of her no one could have helped loving her yet I opposed Arthur's fancy as soon as there was a decent excuse ; and you'll not thank me, Deane, but " " Go on, sir. I shall thank you for whatever you like to say." " You see, I know her so well," said the doctor ; " and temperaments like hers there's a curious sort of self-distrust in all willful people; but Meta why, it amounted to self-immolation. Any one with a stronger or at least a firmer will than herg, she was ready to submit to blindly, if only they held out to her a promise of something beyond, something higher, which she wanted, vaguely enough, without knowing its exact nature. Then came disappointment, reaction, rebellion. You see, that was why I could not even attempt to see her in my case, there was some natural resentment. If there is any hope of her healthful spiritual develop- ment it is in you, my boy ; but, oh, for your own sake and for hers, be careful how you overpersuade her." Cyril did not reply, and the doctor, after a little 276 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. more tramping, threw himself into his arm-chair and went on in a lighter tone : " I'm not sure but I should sail without her, and let her come afterward if she felt inclined ; then you'd be sure of her free consent ; otherwise but it would hard- ly do, eh ? " Cyril shook his head. "Monastic discipline, and outside the order of Providence," he said. " Besides, it is doubtful if I could either persuade or overper- suade." He passed his hand wearily across his brow as he spoke. " Do you know," said the doctor, " that vitalism does not seem to agree with you ? " " Because I am not perfectly vitalized," said Cyril eimply. " Ah, just so. But I am glad to have another op- portunity of talking it over with you. Why don't you give it to the world in pamphlet form ? " " It has hardly shaped itself clearly enough as yet, doctor ; but perhaps I may, if " " If ? Oh, I see. Yes, that, of course, must be settled first," said the rector. " Come, now, as I understand you, vitalism is simply will-power ? " " Simply ? No, not simply" returned Cyril, with brightening eyes. " Take it from the other side, sir. Define hypnotism." "Hypnotism? Sleep." " But what is sleep ? " "THE ELEMENTS SHALL MELT/' 277 " Why, sleep well, sleep is a condition in which the senses and faculties are dormant " " Dormant ! Now, Dr. Lydgate." " Eh ? Oh, yes, dormeo Humph ! same word, isn't it ? See here, young man, criticism is my line, not defi- nition. You define, now, and I'll criticise." " I should say," said Cyril, " though really I haven't thought it out, that in sleep the senses and faculties are inactive." " Are they ? But how about the man who hears in his sleep a knock at his door, dreams along journey full of incidents, and, ending in a railroad accident, yet wakes before the servant has finished knocking and tells him it is near train time. I should not call that man's hearing, memory, and imagination inactive, by any means." " Then insert the word ' seem,' " said Cyril. " Seem to be inactive." " But how about talking in one's sleep, and all the phenomena of somnambulism ? " " Ha ! I have it ! " cried the young man, after a moment's thought. " Sleep is a condition in which not only the bodily powers, but mind, memory, will^ and imagination, pass temporarily, though perhaps not wholly, from the control of the ego." "That's good," said Dr. Lydgate. "And hypno- sis?" " Hypnosis is that condition in which the rule of the ego over the individual " 278 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " Is it not that rule which makes him an indi- vidual?" " Undoubtedly. And hypnosis is the subjection of the ego to another personality, sometimes complete, or nearly so, as in the various phenomena of mesmerism ; sometimes partial, as in cases of what we call bad influ- ence." " Is not a good influence sometimes hypnotic ? " " Hypnotic power may be used for good ends, and often is," said Cyril. " In cases where the ego of the subject is so dominated by his evil passions as to be helpless well, I suppose it would be a sort of moral imprisonment, reformative or otherwise in its effects, that's all. We should only have to consider the reac- tion on the hypnotizer, of which I should be afraid." "And vitalism?" "Vitalism does not dominate, but emancipates, strengthens in short, vitalizes the ego, which then works out the unification and salvation of the indi- vidual in fear and trembling. There is no danger in it either to subject or agent, for its own old beautiful name is love." " Is there no reactive effect on the vitalizer ? " " There may seem to be," said Cyril, " but it comes not from his power on others, but from their power upon him. Gold's theory is a little different from this ; but so it looks to me. We are all walking magnets, you know, doctor " " Humph ! By the by," said Dr. Lydgate, " what is "THE ELEMENTS SHALL MELT." 279 the final result of your researches into spiritualism ? Of course you reject the legerdemain theory ? " " It doesn't account for a quarter of the facts," said Cyril. " No ; I have been so informed by credible witnesses of phenomena, such as materialization, under circum- stances which precluded the idea of fraud." "Hypnosis may explain materializations," said Cyril thoughtfully. " Is it possible to hypnotize a number of persons at once ? " " I believe that is held to be still an open question ; but my own theory would be that it is more than pos- sible, since moral influence is cumulative in a sort of geometrical ratio with the number of individuals. It is not that the medium hypnotizes them all at once, but that they hypnotize each other. Look at the blind, unreasoning fury of an angry mob, the wild terror of one struck with panic." " I see," said Dr. Lydgate. " But even hypnotism does not account for all the phenomena of spiritual- ism." "No. When a heavy table is shattered, a piano walks around on its own legs, or a pitcher of water is brought in by invisible hands and emptied on the heads of those present " " It would depend on the weather," said Dr. Lyd- gate, " how I liked that sort of legerdemain." " And in cases like that at the Hermitage, where it 280 FROM DUSK TO DAWX. was certainly not legerdemain," said Cyril. " Doctor, I said just now that we are walking magnets. Do we know the limits of our magnetic power, or estimate its influence upon matter ? If matter is only the result of a more or less unstable equilibrium of opposing forces, can we venture to estimate the effect of introducing such a force as vital magnetism directed by the human will ? " " For instance," said the doctor. "For instance, causing iron to- float, the walls of Jericho to fall, bread and fish to multiply indefinitely, or a mountain to be taken up and to be cast into the depths of the sea." " What a lot of digging and dynamite that would save ! " said the doctor. " ' His yoke is easy, and his burden light,' if we would learn his way," said Cyril. " Well, but after deducting hypnosis and vital magnetism, is there any residuum of spiritualistic phe- nomena which in your opinion justifies a belief in the interference of departed souls, not of a very high order of intelligence or spirituality ? " " George MacDonald thinks so," returned Cyril. " At present I can only say that it may be possible, but that our psychic development is yet too imperfect to allow of even a true scientific investigation. What we are sure of is that the method of these spirits if such there are is the method of hypnotism. It does not enfranchise, but enslaves, the ego; and until we our- "THE ELEMENTS SHALL MELT." 281 selves attain a higher stage of development, our wisest course is to let them alone. In our present stage it is evident that we can not help them, and that they must therefore inevitably injure us. When we are able to meet them on the spiritual plane of existence, and assist in their vitalization and resurrection " " Whew ! " said the doctor. " Kesurrection ? Is that" " The ultimate result of vitalism, complete vitalisiu," returned Cyril. " ' Behold, I tell you a mystery. We shall not all sleep, but we shall all be changed, in a moment, in the twinkling of an eye, at the last trump. For the trumpet shall sound, and the dead shall be raised incorruptible, and we shall be changed.' " " Changed but how ? As it has always been con- sidered one of the deepest mysteries of the faith, I pre- sume you will find no difficulty in explaining it." " I merely venture to speculate, Dr. Lydgate, when I say that the change is perhaps analogous to that of graphite into a diamond, or a bar of steel into a magnet.'* "Or both combined?" " We must combine both, I think, and add all the transformations and changes wrought by electricity and vital magnetism before we can form even a mental image of the resurrection body. Perhaps the theoso- phists are right about polarization of material cells, doctor. For the will, you know, we decided the proper term to be centralization; but as thought effects a 282 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. change of brain substance, and determines its convo- lutions " " Or does the redistribution of brain substance pro- duce thought ? " " Well, you know, Fiske decides that the ultimate cause of thought is a psychic shock, producing a wave of brain-matter, which, one would say, is thought. This psychic shock, I should say, is the action of an- other ego upon ours ultimately of course, of the high- est of all, the Divine Ego the great Self, as Max Miil- ler calls him. Now, if the ego can transform, or trans- pose, brain matter, why may it not, through the ac- tion of a will correctly centralized, redistribute polar- ize, if you like every material particle of the body, which will then bear something of the same relation to its former state as a snow crystal bears to a drop of water?" " I seem to gain a faint glimmering of an idea of what you mean," said Dr. Lydgate. " It is more than I could expect," said Cyril. " I confess, however, that I like the image of the crystal or the diamond ; it brings out better than any other the idea of incorruption and unchangeableness. For we are very sure of one thing about the resurrection body as there is no corruption, there is no waste ; it is mat- ter in a state of perfectly stable equilibrium, in which all opposite forces are absorbed, unified in the life- force ' " Death swallowed up in victory." "THE ELEMENTS SHALL MELT." 283 " And as there is no change or disintegration, so the body has no need of nutrition or reproduction." " But they eat only the fruit of the Tree of Life, and neither marry nor are given in marriage," said the doc- tor. But this change will it be sudden, or gradual ? in- dividual, or racial ? Can a man attain it for and by him- self, or must it come through natural selection after many generations?" " It would seem that individuals may have attained to it alone," said Cyril ; " Enoch and Elijah, for example, without death, and Moses, perhaps, through death. The theory of the Church has been for many ages that the martyrs at death attained the resurrection body, which fits in curiously enough with the spiritualistic doctrine that blood is the medium of materialization." " Enoch, Elijah, Moses. But, then, how is Christ the first fruits?" "A sheaf need not be absolutely first in order of time, doctor, if it be larger, finer, and fitter for presen- tation in the Temple. Besides, eternal life has nothing to do with time ; and therefore Enoch, Elijah, and Moses, if they have attained unto the resurrection of the dead, did so in the spirit and power of Christ, who is therefore the first fruits of our race." " "Well put," said the doctor. " I thought you would have left out the last part, and then I should have had you. Go on." "As for heredity," continued Cyril, "it is certain that it has already exerted a wonderful power in the re- 284 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. demption of soul and body, though, its effects are so complicated with those of training and environment that it is difficult to judge of them alone. But I do not see why the particles of the body may not be so modified by heredity as to have an innate tendency toward the final change, which must always, however, be sudden at the last. It was so in the case of Elijah, if that be what is meant by the chariot of fire ; and cer- tainly it was so at the resurrection of the Lord Jesus." And" " And so also will it be at the resurrection of the just. ' For them also that sleep in Jesus ' that's a striking figure to compare with our definition of sleep ! " " The sleep of death, in which the body passes en- tirely from the control of the ego. Yes, it is." " They shall come," said Cyril, with his face aglow, " and we which remain shall be caught up to meet him in the air. With a great oneness of effort, in him and by him, we or rather he shall fashion anew the body of our humiliation in which we now groan, desiring to be delivered." "'And the whole creation groaneth and travaileth in pain together until now.' " " ' The earnest expectation of the creature waiteth for the revealing of the sons of God'; the efflux of vital magnetism itself, transformed and informed by the Spirit, shall melt the elements as with fervent heat, and there shall be a new heaven and new earth." "THE ELEMENTS SHALL MELT." 285 " The reign of the saints. But how of the wicked and the heathen ? for you have spoken only of those who sleep in Jesus." " ' The dead in Christ shall rise first,' " said Cyril. " Then, we that are alive," said the rector. " Yes, sir ; but you see the point is that nothing is said of the wicked at all, anywhere in the Bible, with the exception of a single parable. I have heard people argue that for the wicked and impenitent there could be no resurrection. I am myself inclined to hope for a great missionary enterprise, a crusade of Christ and his saints against the kingdom of death." " An attempt to- vitalize hell," said Dr. Lydgate. " Does not St. Peter tell us of one attempt, when he went and preached unto the spirits in prison ? " " Yes, yes, of course. Well, at least there is noth- ing narrow or cramped about your speculations, Deane. Are there any limits to your spirit of prophecy ? " " Only St. Paul's," said Cyril. ' For he must reign, till he have put all his enemies under his feet. The last enemy that shall be abolished is death. And when all things have been subjected unto him, then shall the Son also himself be subjected unto him which did sub- ject all things unto him, that God may be all in all.' " " I see. By the by, doesn't your theory of vitalism throw some light on the sin against the Holy Ghost ? " " It surely does, though I had not happened to think of it. Vitalisis, I trust, is more or less advanced in all of us ; for those in whom the Spirit has been utterly 286 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. crushed out and driven away there does seem very little hope, humanly speaking." " Speaking any way, if it have been utterly crushed out. That point our human judgment can never de- cide ; but certainly, where there is no life, there is noth- ing for vitalism to work on. So this forces us to admit the possibility that some may finally be lost." " Or annihilated," said Cyril. " But while a soul continues to exist there must still be hope." " Ah, another point. This vitalism of course, bod- ily discipline has very much to do with it ; but do you imagine that any special dietary regimen can affect it to an appreciable extent ? " " If vitalism is of the soul a moral influence and transforms the body through the working of vital mag- netism, food for the soul is more to it than food for the body." " The body and blood of our Lord Jesus Christ preserve thy body and soul unto everlasting life." " Given, shall I say chiefly, in the Lord's Supper ? I dare not say chiefly. I will say, given most perceptibly to the outward man. I believe that many a devout soul has felt, realized, the real presence of the Lord first at the altar ; afterward it has become a constant abiding. I am devoutly thankful, for one, that I was brought up a High Church Episcopalian." " The contribution of the Episcopal Church to the great Catholic Church of the future," said the doctor, " will be her ritual and sacramental system. The tend- "THE ELEMENTS SHALL MELT." 287 ency to realize that we are not pure spirits, but men of flesh and blood, with senses and tastes which demand and should receive gratification, is too evident in all denominations to be ignored. But at present, I am sorry to say, our dear old Church keeps her treasure very closely wrapped in a napkin, and buried in her own fold, round which she has erected a wall of separation that has got to be thrown down, Deane thrown down ; and you men of the younger generation have got that job cut out for you." " A social democracy would make short work of it," returned Cyril. " One can not be a socialist and a separatist too. In fact, I think the first step toward universal vitalisis is universal brotherhood in temporal things. Under an individualistic social system we can be saved only one by one, as individuals ; to redeem the race we must first incarnate the idea that we are mem- bers one of another." " But about the food question, ' the perfect way in diet ' ? " said the doctor ; " for there must be a perfect way, you know." " ' The Son of Man came eating and drinking,' " said Cyril thoughtfully ; " and we have this broad rule from St. Paul, ' Eat what is set before you, asking no questions for conscience' sake.' But this, of course, only establishes the general fundamental truth that bodily food has not the relation to spiritual life which theos- ophists, for example, claim for it. Further than this we can only say that all stimulants and narcotics which 288 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. affect the brain and will-power the moral sense, as doctors tell us inevitably retard or destroy vitalisis ; opium, alcoholic liquors, tobacco, even tea and coffee, be- yond a certain limit, or perhaps altogether I am not sure of this." " No, don't be sure," said the doctor ; " I do like my cup of coffee in the morning." " So do I," returned Cyril ; " but I have been ques- tioning whether it is best for me. It stimulates the action of the brain, and produces an exhilaration, a glow of generous purpose and sympathy, at times, which are very pleasant, but which, as they do not proceed from the ego, are a sort of semi-hypnotism, and should be avoided." " That principle would land you in the prohibition of all tonics and medicines." " Certainly their habitual use," said Cyril, smiling. " I do not know that it could do any harm to take a cup of coffee once in six months or so, for a head- ache. And surely, doctor, vitalism is worth the sac- rifice of more than bodily food. Do you suppose that it was only through death that our Lord could assume that which we call the resurrection body ? " " Oh, I am learning from you," said the doctor. " It seems to me," returned Cyril, " that, if there could be to him degrees of hardness, it must have been more difficult to transform crystallize, one might almost say a dead body than a living one. Besides, as we know of one instance before his death when "THE ELEMENTS SHALL MELT." 289 he allowed his glory to shine forth, we may assume that he might have done so at any other moment, and that consequently he was not merely born of the Virgin, but of his own will took our flesh, in all its infirmities. I believe that the first step in the path along which I have been so wonderfully led was the restoration to our calendar, by the General Convention, of the Feast of the Transfiguration." Dr. Lydgate did not reply, and for a moment there was silence. Then Cyril rose and held out his hand ; his features worked, and for a while he could not speak. " It is natural enough," he said presently, " this wish to remain always, to build tabernacles on the spot where one has seen so glorious a vision." " But one must go forth to the world and cast out devils," said the rector, affectionately. " God bless you, my boy, and make you happy if it be his will." " Happiness or misery, as He pleases," said Cyril, but his eyes were dim. As he left the house Cyril was able to say farewell to Mrs. Lydgate. She arose from her sewing-chair as he entered the room, and gave him her hand with what she meant for kindness. He looked rather wistfully into the cold, hard face of this woman who had never liked him, whom, in truth, he had never been able to like. It was bitter to him to leave, not an enemy, but an unfriend, behind him, and he pressed her hand earnestly as he said his good-by. " Good-by, Mr. Deane," said the lady. " I wish you 19 290 PROM DUSK TO DAWN. a pleasant journey, and such a measure of success and happiness as is good for us fallible creatures." " Thank you very much, Mrs. Lydgate," he said, a little ruefully ; " but I fear you think me very fallible indeed." "It is hardly my place to judge you," returned the rector's lady. " In fact, Mr. Deane, I have never had much sympathy with foreign missions " which seemed to have little to do with Cyril's fallibility. " I think we should do better to Christianize the heathen at our doors. But if there must be such, I fancy you will do better at that work than at any other." " Safely out of the way, and less likely to get other folk in trouble," he said. "At all events, you will wish me Godspeed, and now and then remember me in your prayers ? " " I will do that with all my heart," she replied, with a brighter smile and warmer manner than he had ever seen in her. " And if I have seemed hard or unjust to you, Mr. Deane as Nina thinks I beg you to believe that it was unintentional. I confess that I do not quite understand you, or sympathize in the course you have pursued." " How often do we understand one another ? " said Cyril. " But there is One who always understands and always sympathizes, both with you and with me, Mrs. Lydgate. Good-by." Nina was shedding tears in an open and undisguised manner ; which was a real relief to her mother, since that "THE ELEMENTS SHALL MELT." 291 lady was wise enough to know how quickly ready tears are dried. Cyril took the girl's hand in both his. " Good-by, dear little friend," he said. " I do believe he is a good young man ! " said Mrs. Lydgate, when he had left them. " He's a saint on earth," said Nina indignantly ; but though her mother looked superior, she kept back the sarcastic words that rose to her lips. Late that evening, Bennet Lane came hurriedly up the steps of the rectory. "Oh, is Dr. Lydgate out?" he said to Nina, who happened to be the only one at home. " I have a mes- sage to him from Deane." " Have you ? He got off this afternoon, I suppose," said the girl. " Oh, dear, how empty Fairtown is without him ! " Her lip quivered as she spoke. Bennet Lane re- garded her tenderly. Some instinct told him that this feeling, so openly expressed, was not love, but only its exquisite forerunner, the fair, false dawn of love's eternal day. Within the white walls of the Castle of Innocence in the Valley of Childhood, the sleeping heart of the maiden still awaited the kiss of the true prince. Where was he ? Bennet Lane felt his own mental question thrill through him, even to the ends of his fingers ; but he was strangely abashed in the presence of this young girl. How low, unworthy, ignoble, now appeared to 292 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. him his former theories of love how degrading his thought of womanhood ! A deep color came to his face ; his heart beat with loud, heavy throbs. Nina looked up in surprise at his silence. " Has anything happened to him ? " she asked in alarm. " To him ? No, nothing to him, personally," he said ; " only he will not reach Z as soon as he expected. He had a telegram summoning him to his brother, who is very ill." " Poor Meta ! " said Nina. " If it could result in breaking up that affair " said Bennet, looking at the sweet, grave, girlish face, and wondering at the blindness of some men. " Well, if God put the love into their hearts, I sup- pose he knows best," said Nina simply. " The question is, of course, whether it is real love or only a make- believe ; and perhaps this further separation has come to help them to find out. But I forget, Mr. Lane ; you are one of the believers in the celibacy of the clergy." He did not reply. " Susie Prond that's a friend of mine and I talk a great deal about these things," continued Nina. " She's a good deal older and wiser than I am better too, of course." " No, no," said Bennet Lane. She gave him a sharp, quick glance. " Do you know her ? " " Not at all," he hastened to reply. " She may be Solomon and St. Paul combined ; but "Well, never "THE ELEMENTS SHALL MELT." 293 mind ; I have left my message for your father, and had better go home. Only, Miss Nina, of course I can't deny it has all been preached or printed in short, I have made a thorough fool of myself on the celibate- clergy question. I wish you'd forget it all, and that I could" " Then you have changed your mind ? " she cried in amazement. " I have changed I mean, I see that I was wrong ; but perhaps it is rather a change of heart" said Bennet Lane. Nina laughed aloud ; she " really could not help it," she explained to herself afterward. He joined in her merriment, though a little ruefully, and departed with a very formal pressure of her hand. Left alone, the girl laughed again unrestrainedly. " "Well, what would Susie say to that ? " she said. " How red he grew ! And his hand was like ice." She laughed again, but more quietly, blushing at the same time so charmingly that it was really a pity Ben- net had not been there to see. " I guess," said Nina, with her head to one side and her finger to her lips, " I guess I won't tell Susie about it just yet." CHAPTER V. "THE SEERESS." "SHE will be sorry that yon do not come our Meta," said Felix Gold tenderly. Cyril turned away his face and looked silently out of the car-window. They had nearly reached the junction where their roads parted, and where, while he kept on toward his brother's home, his friend would change cars for Z . " Are you sure, Felix, that she will know whether to be sorry or glad ? " he said after a pause. Felix smiled. " One must not look too closely into the heart of a young maid," he said, " but yes, Cyril, I think she will know." It was late when Felix reached the sea-side cottage ; and both Sophie and Meta had retired, in obedience to his stringent commands. He let himself in, and went softly up to his room, pausing a moment outside Meta's door, where within all was darkness and silence. " Be with her, Father, whether she wake or sleep," he said voicelessly ; " sup- "THE SEERESS." 295 ply to her all loss, and draw her to thyself by every dis- appointment." There was a soft stir within the room, as though even his thought had roused her, but Meta was not awake ; she had only drawn the pillow closer under her cheek, and lapsed into deeper slumbers, with a smile of happi- ness upon her lips. A tender peace had come into her heart that night, she could not tell whence or how ; only it seemed as though Cyril's presence drew nearer and nearer, and brought healing with it to her tossed and troubled being. How she had longed for him ! How she had fretted, and ached with a positive physical pain, because at that moment when he had held her hands in his and called her " Meta " she had given him neither look nor sign ! It would have been easy oh, easy enough to be impossible. But why should it have been impossible ? Meta did not know. It was not for his sake that she longed to have given him that one look, that little word ; for, as she some- times said bitterly, he seemed to be doing very well without it. Felix brought, or wrote, constant news of him ; and returning health, then health quite restored, and excellent spirits, was the invariable report. If she had raised her eyes to his, if she had returned the pressure of his fingers ever so slightly ! One word leads to another ; and a man may spend an hour or so on the railway occasionally when it is his betrothed wife who looks and waits. 296 FEOM DUSK TO DAWN. But how well lie seemed to be doing without her ! After all, it was best as it was. Perhaps he did not really. "Well, well, at last he was coming, and she should know then ; and if he felt bound in honor by what had already passed Yet, what had passed ? Nothing, less than nothing. She had misunderstood him; he had only felt sorry for her. Thus was she driven about by the winds of her vary- ing moods ; yet all the while like the great peace at the heart of the ocean lay in her heart full faith in Cyril's love. And now he was coming, and her doubts, fears, tremors, were all hushed, as though One had said to them, " Peace be still." She woke in the morning, strong and glad, and lay for a moment feeling his nearness ; for she never doubted that he had come with Felix. Had he ever dis- appointed her? Now he lay asleep under her roof, within a few feet of her for the cottage was of Lilli- putian proportions sleeping very deeply too, for there was no sound through the thin partition. In a short time oh, very soon now she should see him, and then She sprang up and moved noiselessly about the room, trembling, growing red at every sound, lest he should hear and be wakened wakened by her ! The thought so overpowered her that she forgot to notice that while from other rooms in the cottage came sounds of rising and preparation, in his all was still as death. She hurried down-stairs. The cottage fronted the "THE SEERESS." 297 sea, and stood back from, and slightly above, the beauti- ful pebbly beach. She paused a moment at the door. It was very still, this great, wide ocean ; out and out she looked, until it seemed that her gaze must pierce even the blue, fathomless air ; " as if I ought to see the Con- tinent of Europe," she said to herself, then smiled. For where she looked was no continent, no ocean ; curved away by the rounding of the great globe lay all things earthly, and to Meta's eyes was left alone the world of heaven, the ocean of air, to whose light, clear azure the watery ocean answered a deep, solemn, awful blue. Awful ! yet upon its surface moved countless ripples so still it was, one scarce could call them waves and the laughing sun-rays danced fearlessly across it, scat- tering sparkles of white fire from crest to tiny crest. A smile as bright as the footprints of the sunbeams touched the girl's lips for a moment; then the low, deep roar, which for all these weeks had been her lul- laby, came to her ear with sudden, terrible significance. It was very still here, and very beautiful ; but without, there, beyond the harbor, the surf moaned ceaselessly around the relentless rocks. Why? What did it all mean? Did God this God of Felix Gold, of Sophie, and of Cyril this God, who seemed to her a new God, in whom she supposed she believed, yet who had not yet come very close to her did he give to any creature a voice, save as it pleased him ? and could it please him were it meaningless ? And if the meaning were there, could not human ears receive it ? We, who are woven, blood and 298 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. bone, of the ocean's substance, can not we hear the ocean's message? The color died out of her cheeks, but her great gray eyes shone with a new and solemn light, her lips parted with a smile of awe, and a quiver of delight swept over her, as a ray from the sun of truth touched the ocean of her own heart, which answered with an instant spark- ling dimple. She turned, carrying the sunbeam with her, and went to her tiny dining-room, where she was moving busily about amid her cups and saucers, when the .door opened to admit Sophie Gold. Meta smiled, and said good-morning, but she was too deeply absorbed in the thought that had come to her to note the sorrowful perplexity upon her friend's face. " Felix has not yet come down ? " she asked after a while. For the first time in their intercourse she wished Sophie would go away ; for she was arranging little clusters of pansies and sweet-peas at each plate, and " He has gone out upon the beach," said Sophie ; " he will hear me when I call " The place intended for Cyril was just where Sophie stood ; there was nothing for it, therefore, but to deposit her posy boldly, since all the other plates were now gar- nished ; she turned away to the window for an instant and touched it swiftly to her lips, then laid it down. Sophie caught her lifted hand and held it in both "THE SEERESS." 299 hers. " Dear," she said, " how our Cyril will be glad of those pansies ! " Meta stood still and white, looking into her friend's face with eyes like those of a dumb creature awaiting its death-blow. But Sophie's news was news no longer to Meta. " But you will send them to him. That will he a great comfort to our Cyril in his trouble, if you will send him the flowers with just a kind word. For his brother, his elder brother, who to him has been as a father, is ill dying, perhaps. Our Cyril has gone to him, but he will come when he can. Here is his note to say so." Meta had not spoken. She took the note and read it calmly enough, for she seemed to herself suddenly turned flesh, mind, and soul to ice. Sophie's eyes were full of tears ; she would not look at her friend ; but Meta was desperately careless of observation just then. She stood where she was, exposed to any gaze, whether of friend or servant, and read " I had hoped, as you know, to see you this evening ; and as I am told you have been good enough to prepare a place for me in your cottage, I must express my grati- tude and regret, or such of both as I can get on paper. When I shall be able to leave my brother it is of course impossible for me to say. That I shall see you when I can, you know." This was all, save the signature, and truly it was very little. 300 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. "If you will call Felix, Sophie, we will have our breakfast," she said. She went through the meal with the same dull pro- priety of demeanor, speaking, smiling, and eating just what and when she ought. As they left the table, Sophie took up the pansies from Cyril's unused place. " You will send these, dear ? " she said. " You may, or Felix," she said. " And no kind word to go with it ? " "Do not urge her, Sophie ; let her do as she will," said Felix gently. " I am anxious always to be courteous ; that requires no urging, I should hope. Tell Mr. Deane that I regret to hear of his trouble, and shall be glad to have him visit us whenever he is at liberty to do so." She passed from the room coldly and calmly. " Yes, it has all been a mistake," she thought. If he had cared for her, would he have passed so near with- out stopping, if only for a moment ? Brother ? It would but have been the delay of a few hours had he stayed all night at the cottage; and he could then have reached his brother's home sooner than he was expected. For at the very last moment, as he stood with his hand upon the knob of his study door, the telegram had arrived ; otherwise he could certainly not have caught the afternoon train, and there was no other till mid- night. Well, then, did not those extra hours belong to her, to Meta ? But he had sent her only a few cold lines, merely what courtesy required. He did not care for her. "THE SEERESS." 301 " Shall you like to go for our row this afternoon, dear Meta?" They had planned for it days before, hoping for an- other oarsman ; but Meta answered composedly enough that she was quite ready. Why should his presence or absence be aught to her ? But the brightness was gone from sky and sea, not merely to Meta, but in reality ; a dull, leaden gray was over all ; the roar of the surf was deep and threatening, and the little boat was tossed like a feather upon great foam-crested waves. " We must not go far out," said Felix Gold ; " but the storm gathers slowly, and it is glorious to feel the swell of the waves beneath us. The tide is coming in, also, and we can therefore return quickly when we will," Meta sat where they had placed her, silent and motionless. Storm or sunshine, safety or shipwreck, life or death, what did it matter ? " There," said Felix, pointing to a tiny yacht, which, bowing and curtesying until her white sail well-nigh touched the gray waters, was dancing merrily toward her anchorage in the harbor. " See there, dear Meta ; that little boat has the wind against her, yet she moves even by means of it, by shifting her sail and tacking, now hither now thither, but always nearer home. Were it wise of the pilot to steer straight for the shore ? No ; he gains by yielding, he advances by changing his course ; he will be safe when the storm comes." Meta glanced listlessly at the yacht, then back to the 302 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. face of the speaker, whose eyes were upon her, while he leaned forward over his crossed oars. " Suppose the boat what she seems, a living, sentient thing," said Felix Gold, " her sail an organism, grow- ing stiff and finally, atrophied from disuse, her rudder a human will : then, might one not know how the contrary winds were sent to turn her from her straight course, to teach her flexibility and obedience ? " " I dare say," said Meta. " Sister," said Felix Gold, " I must speak to you plainly. It will pain you, but I must speak plainly. Why are you angry with Cyril ? " " Angry ? I am " She ceased. She could not say " I am not," with those dark, brilliant, holy eyes upon hers. " Love ! " he said softly. " Is it a thing of the senses, of the meeting of eyes, the clasp of hands, the being in this place or that ? No, love is of the soul ; it knows neither of time nor distance. It is the poor earthly body only that cries out for the human presence." " Felix ! " " I said that I should pain you," he went on, with tender pity in voice and eyes. " Meta, you know that Cyril loves you ; your heart has told you so, and you have heard it, too, from his own lips. Yet you are angry because he comes not ; were it sorrow only, you would weep." " Felix, you are wrong ! He has not he has told me nothing." "THE SEERESS." 303 " Is Cyril Deane like other men, that you should say so ? " he asked. " With them, indeed, a maiden does well to doubt and hesitate, to be on her guard until the word is said, ' Will you marry me ? ' But Cyril ? Tell me no, not me, but answer to yourself is there no word or look of his whereof you can say, ' This, were it given to a maiden whom he loved not, wronged both her and the one whom he shall some day call wife ? When you have answered that question, sister, you will know whether Cyril Deane loves you." Meta had covered her face with her hands. " So, then," proceeded the deep voice whose owner she could not see, " so, then, if he love you, is he not already present with you ? Are not his thoughts always about you ? Is not his heart yours ? Is not this the real presence of love ? And why are we blind and dead thereto, but that the bodily presence is craved, cried out for, by the body, yielded to by the body, until the eyes of the soul are covered by the burden of flesh ! " " But, Felix" "Ay, my wife, I know. God requires not of us more than we are able for. ' He setteth the solitary in families,' yet not every marriage is according to his will. Moreover, it is upon the plane of our development that we must act neither above nor below it. By this rule shall we judge ourselves : if the earthly presence conflict with another duty, it is of the flesh must be trampled under foot ; otherwise, it is a means toward the perfecting of spiritual love, and we may be happy 304: FROM DUSK TO DAWN. therein," lie added, with a glance over his shoulder at Sophie, who sat behind him in the bow. " And if we are faithful in this," he went on musingly, " it may be that in another century lovers will speak heart to heart and mind to mind, though an ocean roll between them." A great surging wave lifted the boat upon its crest, carried it on, sank, rose again, and threatened to over- whelm them. " We have stayed too long," said Felix Gold ; but Meta raised her face and smiled upon him with a white radiance upon it, such as had never shone there before. " Not too long," she said ; " not too long." He was bending to his oars and did not answer, but he thought of Paul, the apostle, to whom it was shown that God had given him all them that were with him in the ship. " Has the seeress found her true inspiration ? " he thought. They stood for a moment clinging together after they had reached land, listening to the roar of the surf and watching the waves as they rolled in higher and higher, the crests of their cave-like hollows white with a fringe of foam. " Why do we not rule the sea and the storm, as our Lord did ? " asked Meta. Felix turned and looked down into her eyes. " So ! " he said. " We have chained the lightning," she went on, half \ "THE SEERESS." 305 under her breath, and yet as though she must speak ; " and, as you showed me just now, we have our will, in a measure, even of the very winds. But the sea it is rebellious, the home of the storms. It lets us live by it, upon it, along its shores, use it in various ways, yet all the while is singing its one song in that great won- derful ocean-voice a song which every one hears and no one can interpret." " No one ? " he said in his kind voice. " Is it like this ? " she said. " It will not go into verse, which is perhaps a sign that I do not fully under- stand it : " ' I am old, saith the ocean, and ye men are young ; I am wiser than ye ; Yet ye will not heed the lesson I am set to teach. Why spend your labor for naught f Ye carve my bosom with boats, Ye make to you oars, sails, paddles, implements of every sort, Whereby to work the passage I would freely give. Then mine anger ariseth, and I dash them in pieces in my wrath. Behold, I may not be fettered by the power of the brain ! Take, therefore, the kingdom prepared from the beginning for you. Ye that rule earth, be also lords of sea and storm ; Walk fearlessly upon my waves ; behold, they are slaves of the free will ! Command the storm clouds, and they will obey you. But rule no longer through vain devices of man : Nay, for thereunto I will never yield. Behold, I am set as a witness against it ; Rule by the eternal might of life unto life ! ' " 20 CHAPTER VI. SUNRISE. IT was three weeks later that Meta again awoke with a sense of the nearness of him she loved. This time it did not deceive her. Had it, then, deceived her that other time ? The girl thought not ; his thoughts, his prayers, his yielding of himself to the will of the Lord, all these had been hers, and had brought her into so close a union with his spirit that the bodily pres- ence faded out of reality beside it. And yet the bodily presence had been very dear. He had taken her hand, he had looked into her eyes ; he had said, " It is pleasant to have you so well and strong," and she had looked fearlessly back and an- swered, "It is because I am happy; I have found peace." They had sat together, they four, all the evening, and talked of many thing of signs, and the interpreta- tion thereof ; of the voice of the sea, once more, and such like ; and Meta, once and again, had felt upon her lips the sting as of a coal of fire from the altar of God, and her fair face had shone white in its glow. Then she had spoken as it was given her to speak, SUNRISE. 307 and Cyril had listened with a joy too strong for words, too deep for tears. This was indeed his Meta, the soul he had freed out of prison (he said it with a glad humility ; he was not ashamed or afraid to say it) Christ's free-woman, able to give herself, to be truly his, because she was her own ; and only her own because she was Christ's. Then they spoke of earthly things. Cyril's brother had but lived to hear his promise that the widow and her three boys should be to him as his own, then he had passed peacefully away. " Thank you again for your kind letter," he said gravely to Meta. " I was sorry not to answer it sooner and more fully, but my hands were full, and I knew that I should see you soon." " I understood," she said. The widow and children were left almost unpro- vided for, which Cyril admitted might possibly delay or alter his plans of missionary life. " But I hope it may be possible so to arrange that the delay may be a brief one. I should like to sail before the winter," he said. " Then they do not need your actual guardianship ? " asked Felix. " My sister has two brothers excellent fellows in the same town, who would be in any case their coun- selors," he said. " And if I remain in this country I shall most likely locate elsewhere I must, you know ; so that, if they were reasonably well off as regards money matters 308 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. Meta looked up and smiled as she met his eyes. Yes, he was counting upon her wealth, and why not ? It was only that as she trusted him, so he trusted her. They said good-night quietly and as other friends. He was in no haste to claim her, nor she to be claimed ; were they not already each the other's ? For hours the girl lay awake, too happy to sleep ; then she scolded herself, and willed herself into slumber that she might be fresh and strong for the next day. Now the morning had come, and such a flood of golden light poured into the room that she sprang up and hurried to the open window. All the east was glorious as with the glory of a great golden topaz ; a quiver shot over her frame ; it seemed to call her like a voice. Hastily dressing herself and binding round her head the braids of her brown hair, she wrapped a great white shawl about her, and stole noiselessly from the house, down toward a huge castellated bowlder that lay upon the beach, and clambered deftly, swiftly, up its rugged sides. It had not seemed long, yet the topaz light was gone " and why not, having called me ? " said Meta. All the sky was an exquisite, tender blue, flecked with dainty clouds of feathery white. As blue as the sky was the solemn waiting sea ; waiting for what ? Ah, the sky knew ! Over in the east it was all a beautiful glowing rose- color, which at one point grew and deepened, deepened ; SUNRISE. 309 it was just the shape and size of the disk of what ? The sky will not let me tell. It was a beautiful secret which the sea knew, and the sky had just discovered, and was blushing about this wonderful thing that was just about to happen. For every feathery cloud had caught the rosy glow, and even the blue between shone as through a mist of rose-color, when there came the sound of a climber up the rugged steep, and the beating of Meta's heart revealed his name. She did not turn ; but as he came to her side, she held up her hand with a gesture for silence. Deeper and deeper grew the glowing glory; the throne was ready for the king. Then A low cry broke from the girl's lips. It was only a point of living flame, but it was a globe, a world, the parent, sustainer, and enlightener of ours. They could feel both the roundness and the life of it. Higher and higher it rose, slowly, majestically, until the glory of it passed beyond the vision of earthly eyes, and there poured from its throne a pure river of the water of life, which, nearing their feet, became as the street of the city, pure gold, as it were transparent glass, the way of life, which they should tread at last together, the home prepared for them eternal in the heavens. Did the hope rise sun-like in his mind and in hers together ? Or in only one, and thence shine into the other, by means of that communion and fellowship which God hath prepared for them that love him? 310 FROM DUSK TO DAWN. " 1 know not. Who knoweth ? Our own souls we scarcely do know, And none knows his brother's. The dark cloud that veils All life, lets this rift through to glorify future and past : Love ever, love only, love faithfully, love to the last ! " To the last ! Through pain and toil, sorrow and suf- fering, death and the grave, resurrection and everlasting life. 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By JOEL CHANDLER HARRIS, au- thor of " Uncle Remus." With 23 Illustrations by E. W. KEM- BLE, and Portrait of the Author. I2mo. Cloth, $1.50. The most personal and in some re- spects the most important work which Mr. Harris has published since "Uncle Remus." Many will read between the lines and see the autobiography of the author. In addition to the stirring inci- dents which appear in the story, the au- thor presents a graphic picture of certain phases of Southern life which have not appeared in his books before. There are also new examples of the folk-lore of the negroes, which became classic when presented to the public in the pages of " Uncle Remus.'' "The book is in the characteristic vein which has made the author so famous and popular as an interpreter of plantation character." Rochester Union and Advertiser. "Those who never tire of Uncle Remus and his stories with whom we would be accounted will delight in Joe Maxwell and his exploits." London Saturday Review. " Altogether a most charming book.' Chicago Times. " Really a valuable, if modest, contribution to the history of the civil war within the Confederate lines, particularly on the eve of the catastrophe. While Mr. Harris, in his preface, professes to have lost the power to distinguish between what is true and what is imaginative in his episodical narrative, the reader readily finds the clew. Two or three new animal fables are introduced with effect ; but the history of the plantation, the printing-office, the black runaways, and white deserters, of whom the impending break- up made the community tolerant, the coon and fox hunting, forms the serious purpose of the book, and holds the reader's interest from beginning to end. Like 'Daddy Jake,' this is a good anti-slavery tract in disguise, and does credit to Mr. Harris's humanity. There are amusing illustrations by E. W. Kemble." New York Evening Post. "A charming little book, tastefully gotten up. . . . 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