11171 tywm$ = ^\\EUNIVERty \SA AttTUNIVEW! I I ^M I 3' **-* -j.^ vj I I ^ 1 a o N ^OJIWD-JO : OF-CALIFOj cr S > slOS ANGEL s * " I ^E-UNIVERV/ J5130NV-SO^ ^EUNIVER^ ^IJOW-SO^ > ^l-UBRARYQ I IU(7 NARRATIVE OF A RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM DURING THE CAMPAIGN OF 1815; A VISIT FIELD OF WATERLOO, BY AN ENGLISHWOMAN. LONDON: PRINTED FOR JOHN MURRAY, ALBEMARLE STREET. 1817. Stack Annex PREFACE. 10 ' Tn E " Circumstantial Detail of the Battle of Waterloo, by a near Observer," has already reached a tenth edition. That brief and imperfect account was hastily composed at a few days' notice, for the sole purpose of illustrating the panoramic sketch of the field which accompanies it. With a deep sense of gratitude for the favourable reception it experienced, but with scarcely a hope of again finding the same indulgence, the Narrative originally written by the same Author is now laid before the public. That accidental cir- cumstances of recent occurrence have occasioned its late and unintended appear- a 2 IV PREFACE. ance, it can avail little to state; since the merits of a work, not the causes of its publication, can alone be of importance to its readers. But after the numerous works which have already appeared upon this subject, it may seem superfluous, and even presumptuous, to obtrude another on the notice of the public. This little Narrative has, however, one claim on its attention which no other possesses, in being the simple and faithful account of one who was herself a spectator of the scenes she describes, and a witness off the events she relates, during those days of desperate conflict and unparalleled victory, which must be for ever memorable in British history, and for ever interesting to every British heart. It was written whilst the impression of those eventful scenes was yet fresh upon the mind: and the PREFACE. V thoughts and feelings which such awful and affecting circumstances were irresis- tibly calculated to inspire, were expressed without restraint, in the full security of the sympathy and approbation of the partial friends for whose perusal, alone, it was intended ; and to whom every little circumstance was related with all the freedom and egotism of colloquial inter- course. In compliance with the judgment of these friends, it is now published without any attempt to improve its style, and with little alteration, except the omission of some passages of mere personal interest. The Author must be permitted most ear- nestly to disclaim all idea of entering into competition with the writers whose talents and genius have been so well displayed in describing the battle and the field of Waterloo. But they were not, like the VI PREFACE. Author of this Narrative, on the spot at the time these glorious events took place ; they were pilgrims who afterwards visited the memorable scenes on which they had been acted: they related the past, she describes the present; but she is well aware the superiority her account possesses, is that of chance alone, theirs, that of excellence. Conscious how inadequate are her talents to the greatness of a theme which almost surpasses the powers of human genius ; and on which all that can be said, falls so far short of all that must be felt ; impossible as it is to do justice to the achievements of that gallant army " who have been the champions, the conquerors, and the deliverers of the world, and to whom, under Heaven, Europe owes her security, and England her glory," the PREFACE. Vll writer yet ventures to indulge the hope, that the generous indulgence of a British public will be extended to this humble attempt to record the proofs that were there displa} r ed of their heroic valour in combat, their noble magnanimity in vic- tory, and their unshaken fortitude in suffering, faintly and feebly as they are described by AN ENGLISHWOMAN. FEW DAYS RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. ON Saturday, the 10th of June, 1815, my brother, my sister, and myself sailed from the pier of Ramsgate at three in the after- noon, in company with Sir , Major , extra Aide-de-camp to the Duke of Wellington, a Mr. , an English merchant ; together with an incon- gruous assemblage of horses, dogs, and barouches; Irish servants, French valets, and steerage passengers, too multifarious B 2 A FEW DAYS to mention, all crowded together into a wretched little packet. On Sunday even- ing, the llth of June, we found ourselves, after a passage of thirty-six hours, many miles distant from Ostend, lying at anchor in a dead calm, and without a hope of reaching it till the following morning. To escape remaining another night amidst the discomforts of this packet, without food, for we had eaten up all our provisions; and without sleep, for we had experimentally proved that none was to be got, our three selves, and our three companions in mis- fortune, the Knight, the Major, and the Merchant, embarked in a crazy little boat, about nine o'clock in a beautiful summer's evening, as the sun was sinking in golden splendour, and trusted ourselves to the mercy of the waves. The tide was running strong against the rowers, and night closed in long before we approached the shore; RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 3 but though the light of the heavens had faded, the ocean was illuminated with that beautiful phosphoric fire, so well known in warmer latitudes. The most brilliant magic light played upon the sur- face of the waters, and marked the path of our little vessel through the deep, with the softest, purest radiance; the oars seemed to be moving through liquid fire, and every drop, as it dashed from them, sparkled like the blaze of a diamond : the little rippling waves, as they curled their heads, were covered with the same trans- parent ethereal fire, which would mock the powers of the poet's fancy, " glancing from heaven to earth, from earth to heaven," to embody or describe. It is more like the pale beam the glow-worm sheds from his evening lamp than any thing on earth, but ten thousand times more bright and more beautiful. By such a light Oberon and B 2 4 A FEW DAYS his Queen, attended by their band of tiny sprites, might have held their midnight revels, amidst the bowers and halls of fairy land; and by such a light, en- chanted spirits in happier worlds might be supposed to slumber. This soft, trans- parent, unearthly light gleaming around us, and kindling at every touch in living brightness over the waters ; the calm and glassy stillness of the wide extended ocean ; the softened glow that lingered in the west- ern sky ; and the mild breath of evening, made our passage to the shore, slow as it was, most delightful. It was a night cal- culated to soothe every unquiet passion into rest, and in which the imagination loved to indulge in dreams of delight and beauty. The heart must have been cold that did not feel the harmony of nature, and the spirit turbulent that did not par- take of its repose : every thing seemed to RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 5 have been touched by the hand of en- chantment. But the magic spell was dis- solved, and the visions of fancy faded away in a moment ; for we suddenly struck upon the sands, when we seemed still far from the shore ; waves of fire dashed into the boat ; and the sturdy sailors, abandon- ing their oars, seized upon us without the smallest ceremony, and carried us literally through fire and water to the beach. Thus were we thrown, late at night, and in the dark, upon a foreign coast, uncer- tain which way to direct our steps through the deep, deserted, trackless sands that sur- rounded us ; forewarned of the rapid ap- proach of the tides upon this coast, and wholly at a loss in what direction lay the town, or how to get admittance through the sentry posts, at such an hour, if we did reach it. Yet under these appalling cir- cumstances, I cannot say that we felt the B 3 O A FEW DAYS smallest alarm, or even a momentary un- comfortable situation : we had no fear of being drowned, nor the remotest idea that any more serious mischief could befal us than spending the night upon the sands, of which, however, there seemed to be much probability. Luckily for us, this Mr. - proved a most able pilot ; he had frequently been at Ostend before, and led the way with great sagacity, in spite of the darkness in which we were in- volved. We were all loaded with travel- ling bags, or bundles, or parcels of some sort, for it was with difficulty the little nut- shell of a boat contained our six selves, and all the servants were left in the vessel. We were each, therefore, obliged to carry all that we wanted of our travelling equip- ments; and thus burthened, and sinking every step ankle deep in the heavy sands, we reached at last, with considerable toil, RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 7 the fortifications, and were immediately hailed by the soldier on guard. We de- clared ourselves to be " friends," but in vain ; friends or foes were all the same to the sentry ; we might have lain all night in the ditch, for any thing he cared ; for his orders were positive, to admit no person into the garrison, without the express order of the commandant, after dark. But the cocked hat, aide-de-camp's uniform, and authoritative tone of Major , carried us all through. He declared " that he and his party were going to join the army with speed;" and, although some of us must have struck the sentry as not being likely to prove a very valuable reinforcement to the troops, he did not venture to make any further opposition; and we all entered Ostend. Although we came " in such a questionable shape," we obtained admit- tance into " La Cour Imperiale," where B4 8 A TEW DAYS we got an excellent supper, which was par- ticularly acceptable to some of us, who had eat nothing all day, excepting a bit of bread. We then went to bed, where we enjoyed the sweets of undisturbed repose, with a zest, which none but those who have spent a suffocating, sick, and sleepless night in a wretched little birth, on board a packet, can understand. Next day, after viewing the fortifications, which, although they had been recently repaired by the English, could no longer stand the long sieges which have made Ostend famous in history, we proceeded to Bruges, walked about in the rain till late at night, to visit the beautiful Hotel de Ville, and other public buildings of that fine old city ; and rose early the next morning, to see the churches of San Sau- veur and Notre Dame, and the magnifi- cent tombs of Charles the Bold and his RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. daughter. Already the churches were crowded with pious Catholics, whose at- tention was sadly distracted from their de- votion by our appearance : sometimes they whispered an Ave Maria with the utmost fervency of prayer ; and sometimes an half- uttered exclamation of wonder burst from their lips; sometimes they resolutely re- sumed counting their beads, and sometimes their eyes involuntarily rested on our fo- reign figures with the broad stare of cu- riosity. We left Bruges in the same bark which had once conveyed Napoleon Buonaparte to that city, and which is now used as a c6che d'eau. It contained 150 people, of every sort and description, from the courtiers of Louis XVIII. down to Flemish peasants; all of whom, however, were obliging, talkative, attentive, flattering, and amusing. After dining on board, and 10 A FEW DAYS spending a most entertaining day, we ar- rived in the evening at Ghent. The whole of Wednesday we spent in this ancient city, and though its extent is so great as to have been the subject of a well known imperial quibble,* I believe we left but little of it unexplored. We visited its magnificent cathedral, whose walls, pil- lars, roofs, columns, and pulpits are formed of the richest polished marble of every va- rying hue, and carved with exquisite skill ; and whose sculptured ornaments, the work of ages when the statuary's art was in high perfection, seemed almost to start to life before our eyes. We explored the deep sepulchral gloom of its subterranean church ; visited the costly shrines of all the * The Emperor Charles V., in disparagement of the capital city of. his rival, used to delight in saying, " Je peux mettre tout Paris dans mon Gand" Ghent on the Continent is always spelt and pronounced Gand, the same as gant, glove. A note in elucidation of a pun ! RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 11 saints; contemplated the ancient and de- caying monasteries, which were formerly its pride; made a most indefatigable re- search after cabinets of paintings; and wandered with the utmost perseverance through its abominable streets. We saw the balcony from which the monster Van- damme, in the bloody times of the Revolu- tion, used to stand, day after day, to see victims led out at his bidding to the guil- lotine. In its altered scenes we now be- held loyal Bourbon beaux in gold epau- lettes, and smart Flemish belles in French fashions, laughing and flirting. We, like them, paraded in its gay promenade, and rambled through the perfumed walks and exotic bowers of its beautiful Botanic Gar- den. The city of Ghent seemed to be re- stored to some traces of its ancient grandeur by the temporary residence of the Bourbon princes and the little expatriated court of 12 A FEW DAYS Louis XVIII. I had never been able to feel any extravagant degree of attachment to this unfortunate royal family : their re- storation had not given me any enthusiastic joy, nor their fall much sorrow ; and even the honour of paying my devoirs to Louis le Desire, and exchanging some profound and reverential bows and courtesies with His Most Catholic Majesty, failed to inspire me with much interest or admiration for this persecuted princely race. These bows, by the way, cost the good old king con- siderable time and labour, for he is ex- tremely unwieldy, and corpulent, and gouty; and he looks very lethargic and snuffy; and it is really a thousand pities, that an exiled and dethroned monarch should be so remarkably uninteresting a personage. Early in the morning of Thursday, the 15th of June, we left the city of Ghent, RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 13 passed its ancient walls, and crossed the " lazy Scheldt/' which is here but a small stream, and belies the epithet Goldsmith applies to its more advanced course, for it runs with considerable rapidity. We pro- ceeded along the straight, undeviating line of the broad, flat chaussee, or paved road, that leads to Brussels. It is bordered on each side with rows of tall trees, which form one long interminable avenue, as far as the eye can reach. We remembered, that it was down this very road that Napoleon Buonaparte had made his triumphant pro- gress through the Netherlands, and we most devoutly hoped, that neither by this, nor any other road, he would ever have it in his power to enter them again. The country is thickly covered with neat cottages, scattered hamlets, and small farm- houses : the fields were waving with tall luxuriant crops of corn, and far from 14 A FEW DAYS wearing the appearance of the theatre of war, it seemed to be the abode of peace and plenty; and hope, contentment, and hilarity shone in the countenances of the people. The peasants almost all wore sabots; but the cottage children, bare- footed and bare-headed, frequently pur- sued the carriage for miles, keeping pace with the horses, tumbling as they went along, singing Flemish patriotic songs, the burden of which was invariably, " Success to the English, and destruction to the French ;" and crying with unwearied per- severance, " Viv^ * les Anglaises !" " Dat for Napoleon!" expressing at the same time, by an emphatic gesture, cutting off his head. They threw bouquets of flowers into the carriage, twisted their little sun- burnt faces into the most extraordinary * I write it not grammatically, but as they pronounced it, with a strong emphasis on the last letter. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 15 grimaces, and kept whirling round on their hands and feet, in imitation of the rotatory motion of a wheel. Dr. Clarke, in his Travels, mentions that the children of the Arabs in Egypt performed the same ex- ploit, and for the same purpose, that of extorting from the passengers a few sous, nay, even one they seemed to think a suf- ficient reward for a laborious chase of more than a league, and the exhibition of all these fatiguing antics. At the little town of Alost, half way to Brussels, we stopped to dine. It was the head-quarters of the Due de Berri, and the streets, the promenades, and the cafes looked gay. There is a pleasant walk, shaded by trees, round the ramparts ; for this little town, like every other in the Ne- therlands, was formerly fortified ; although its dismantled walls no longer afford any means of defence. A violent shower of 16 A FEW DAYS rain obliged us to take refuge, in rather an unceremonious manner, in a small house, the mistress of which, who was preparing to take her afternoon's coffee, (though it was only one o'clock,) received us with the utmost courtesy and kindness. Short as our stay was beneath her roof, it was long enough for her to express with great energy her detestation of Napoleon and of the French ; which she said was universal throughout Belgium. We had a good deal of conversation with her upon this subject, and upon the past and the present state of Belgium. " Ah, madame ! before they came among us," she said, " this was a very different country. Then we were rich, and good, and happy." She la- mented over the trade, the manufactories, the commerce they had destroyed ; the contributions they had exacted; the fine young men they had seized as conscripts ; RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 17 the convents they had ruined ; the priests and " les bonnes religieuses" they had turned to the door. Wherever we had gone before, and wherever we afterwards went, we heard the same sentiments from every tongue, and we saw the most une- quivocal signs of the inveterate hatred of the whole Belgic people towards their former rulers. It bursts out spontaneously as if they could not suppress it ; their whole countenances change; their eyes sparkle with indignation ; their very gestures are eloquent, and they seem at a loss for words strong enough to express the bitterness of their detestation. This surprised us not a little, as in England we had been taught to believe, that the French were popular in this country ; but we were at length con- vinced of our mistake. It is the English, not the French, who are popular, in Bel- gium ; and it was far more gratifying than c 18 A FEW DAYS any individual distinction could have been, to find that we were every where received with marked attention and respect for the sake of our country, and that the name of England is every where beloved and ho- noured. At the village of Ashe, half way between Alost and Brussels, while I was buying in a little shop, a basket of " gateaux sucres," for which the place is famous, two Belgic ladies, who happened to be there, entered into conversation with me, with all the ease of foreign manners, and uttered the same energetic invective against their late French government, and animated praise of the English, which we heard from every tongue during our stay in Belgium. These people evidently speak from their hearts : and yet in manners, in customs, in ancient ties, in modem predilections, and even in language, they are French. Their deep- RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 19 rooted hatred, therefore, of the people to whom they were so firmly attached, must have sprung from very flagrant wrongs, and very galling oppression. Alost is situated on the little river Den- der, and from the road we caught a glimpse of the spire of Dendermond so famous for its siege by the Allies. We were now in a country which had repeat- edly been, in every age, the seat of war, and in which England had already gained immortal glory. In retracing the proud history of her past triumphs, and her recent, and not less brilliant, conquests, we felt the firm assurance, that in those scenes where the British under the Duke of Marl- borough had, in the 18th century, won the glorious victories of Oudenarde, Ramillies, and Malplaquet, the British under the Duke of Wellington, in the 19th century, would gain fresh laurels and immortal re- c 2 20 A FEW DAYS nown, and raise still higher the glory of their country's arms. After leaving Alost, the country became more rich and undulating. Instead of a dull, dead flat, which we had before tra- versed, sloping grounds, and distant hills, and sheltered vallies diversified the pro- spect. The woods rose in prouder beauty, and the fields were dressed in brighter ver- dure and richer luxuriance ; and as we passed through those smiling scenes, and saw the husbandman pursuing his peaceful labours, the cottage wife busy with her household cares, and the merry groups of haymakers spread over the fragrant mea- dows, we rejoiced in the hope, that the hand of the spoiler would never lay waste these fruitful fields, nor burn these peaceful hamlets, and that these contented peasants would never again be torn from their homes to fight in the cause of unprincipled RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 21 ambition, and become in turn the instru- ments of that oppression of which they had been the victims. It was with a feeling of pride for our country we indulged the thought that it was to England they owed their security ; that it was her protecting arm which interposed the impenetrable shield of her armies between them and the tyranny and usurpation of France. We could not but rejoice, that since the awful struggle must be made, its horrors if in- evitable would, at least, be distant ; that since the awful thunderbolt of war must fall, it would descend, in all human pro- bability, upon that country which had raised the storm ; and that France herself would at length be visited by some part of the dreadful calamities which she had so long and so mercilessly inflicted upon other nations. Short sighted mortals ! while we fondly c 3 22 A FEW DAYS indulged these hopes, and exulted in the blessings of security and peace, how little did we suspect that the most aggravated horrors of war were ready to burst over our heads ; how little did we foresee the rapid changes and alarming events which even this very day was destined to produce ; and while we watched the sun sinking in glory in the western sky, how little did we dream of the scenes that were to pass before the dawn of morning ! In all the bliss of ig- norance, however, we journeyed along, ad- miring from afar the lofty towers and spires of Brussels, and its crowded roofs clustering round the steep sides of a hill, in the midst of a rich and cheerful country, and think- ing with joyful and impatient anticipation of the well-known faces of the beloved friends whom we were to meet within its walls. Near Brussels we passed a body of RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 23 Brunswick troops, (called Black Bruns- wickers.) They were dressed in black, and mounted upon black horses, and their helmets were surmounted with tall nodding plumes of black horse hair, which gave them a most sombre and funereal appear- ance. As they slowly moved along the road before us in a long regular procession, they looked exactly like an immense mov- ing hearse. I laughed, and observed to S , " that one might take this for a bad omen, and that it reminded me of the mourning wedding-ring in the Simple Story/' Some of these black, ominous look- ing men kept before us, and entered Brussels along with us. At first we passed through some mean, dirty streets, but the appear- ance of the town soon improved. The houses are large, ancient, and highly orna- mented. There is an air of grandeur and of architectural design in the towns of c 4 24 A FEW DAYS Flanders, which is peculiarly striking, on first coming from the plain, diminutive, shop-keeper looking, red brick rows of houses in England. The streets of Brussels are narrow, but they have that air of bustle, opulence, and animation, which charac- terises a metropolis. To us every thing was new and amusing : the people, the dresses, the houses, the shops, the very signs diverted us. Every notice was stuck up in the French language, and quite in the French style : the poorest and most paltry shop called itself a Magazine. Here were Magasins de Modes, Magasins de Souliers, Magasins de every thing, in short : it was amusing to see the names of people and trades, that we had only been accus- tomed to meet with in French books and plays, stuck up in gilt letters above every shop-door. Every thing wore a military aspect; RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 25 and the number of troops, of different nations, descriptions, and dresses, which filled the town, made it look very gay. Soldiers faces, or at least their white belts and red coats, were to be seen at every window ; and in our slow progress through the streets, we were delighted to see the British soldiers, and particularly the High- landers, laughing and joking, with much apparent glee, with the inhabitants. On our right we caught a glimpse of the mag- nificent spire of the Hotel de Ville, far ex- ceeding, in architectural beauty, any thing I remember to have seen. We slowly con- tinued to ascend the windings of the long and steep hill, which leads from the low to the high town of Brussels, and the upper part of which is called La Montagne du Pare. Passing on our left the venerable towers of the Cathedral, we reached, at last, the summit of this huge mountain ; and 26 A FEW DAYS the Pare of Brussels, of which we had heard, read, and talked so much, unexpect- edly opened upon us. What a transition from the dark, narrow, gloomy streets of the low town to the lightness, gaiety, and beauty of the Pare, crowded with officers in every variety of military uniform, with elegant women, and with lively parties and gay groups of British and Belgic people, loitering, walking, talking, and sitting under the trees ! There could not be a more animated, a more holiday scene; every thing looked gay and festive, and every thing spoke of hope, confidence, and busy expectation. The Pare of Brussels does not bear the smallest resemblance to what in England we denominate a Park. It is a large square piece of ground inclosed with iron rails, the interior of which is laid out with gravel walks, grass plots, and parterres* shaded RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 2? with trees, and ornamented with fountains* and statues. It is quite a promenade, and is exclusively devoted to pedestrians. The walks are formal, but kept with great ex- actness, and the tout ensemble looks gay, inviting, and pleasant. It is surrounded by a wide street, inclosed by a square of magnificent houses built of the finest free- stone -f: in which are the palace of the Prince of Orange, and many beautiful public buildings. Compared to this grand square, the finest squares of London, Edinburgh, and Dublin, are small and paltry. Adjoining the Pare is the Place Roy ale, and so strikingly grand and im- * Afterwards, on our return to Brussels, I observed an inscription on one of these fountains, purporting, that the Czar Peter the Great, having drunk too freely of wine, fell into its waters. The day and year are mentioned. It \vas, I think, about a century ago. f Such it appeared to me to be. I was afterwards told, that both the Pare and the Place Royale are built of brick the colour of free-stone. 28 A FEW DAYS posing is its architecture, that we all ut- tered an involuntary exclamation of sur- prise and admiration as we drove into it. The doors and windows of the H6tel Bellevue, and of the H6tel de Flandre, ad- joining to it, were crowded with British officers. We took possession of two plea- sant rooms in the latter, which had been secured for us by the kind attention of Sir . They were in the troisieme etage, and we had a hundred steps to ascend ; but we were fortunate in procuring such good accommodation, as Brussels was extremely crowded. We had not entered the hotel many minutes, and had not once sat down, when we recog- nised our pleasant compagnon de voyage, Major , standing in the Place Royale below, encompassed with officers. He saw us, took off his hat, and, breaking from the people that surrounded him, RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 29 darted in at the door of the hotel, and was with us in a minute. Breathless with haste, he could scarcely articulate that hos- tilities had commenced ! Our amazement may be conceived : at first we could scarcely believe him to be in earnest. " Upon my honour," exclaimed Major , still panting, and scarcely able to speak, from the haste with which he had flown up the hundred steps, " it is quite true ; and the troops are ordered to be in readiness to march at a moment's notice ; and we shall probably leave Brussels to- morrow morning." In answer to our eager inquiries, he then told us, that this unex- pected intelligence had only just arrived ; that he had that moment left the Duke of Wellington's table, where he had been dining with a party of officers ; and, that, just as the dessert had been set upon the table, a courier had arrived, bringing dis- 30 A FEW DAYS patches from Marshal Blucher, announc- ing, that he had been attacked by the French : but although the fighting was hot, it seemed to be Blucher's opinion, that it would most probably prove nothing more than a mere skirmish. While the Duke was reading the dispatches, the Prince of Orange, General Mufflin, and some other foreign officers had come in. After a short debate, the Duke, expecting that the blow would be followed up, and believing that it was the enemy's plan to crush the Eng- lish army and take Brussels, immediately ordered the troops to be in readiness to take the field at a moment's notice. " And when did all this happen ? When was this attack made?" we anxiously inquired. " It took place this afternoon." " This afternoon !" I exclaimed, in astonishment, and, I suppose, with looks of consterna- tion, which drew a good natured smile RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 31 from Major , for we had not been used to hear of battles so near, or fought the same afternoon. "Yes, it happened this very afternoon," said Major ; " and when the express came away, they were fighting as hard as ever : but after all, it may prove a mere trifling affair of out- posts nothing at all/' " But are the French in great force ? Where are they ? Where are the Prussians ? How far off do you suppose all this fighting is?" were some of the many questions we asked. The fighting was in the neighbourhood of Charleroi, about half a day's march from Brussels : nothing certainly was known of the force of the French. In fact, nothing at all was known, except that the French had this very day attacked the Prussians, when they were totally unprepared, at a short distance from us. " However, after all, this may end in nothing," said Major , 32 A FEW DAYS after a pause; "we may have to march to- morrow morning, or we may not march these three weeks : but the Duke expects another dispatch from Blucher, and that will settle the business :" and so saying, Major - went away to dress for a ball. Yes, a ball ! for the Duke of Wellington, and his aides- de-camp, and half of the British officers, though they expected to go to a battle to-morrow, were going to a ball to-night, at the Duchess of Richmond's ; and to the ball they did accordingly go. They seemed to say, or to feel, with the Scottish Chief in Douglas, " This night once more Within these walls we rest : our tents we pitch To-morrow in the field. Prepare the feast ! Free is his heart who for his country lights : He on the eve of battle may resign Himself to social pleasure : sweetest then, When danger to a Soldier's soul endears The human joy that never may return." Late as it was, J and S went to RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 33 call upon the , whom they were im- patient to see. They had not been gone many minutes when Sir sent up to ask if I would admit him. I made no objection : so in he came, looking magnificently, in a full dress uniform, covered with crosses, clasps, orders, and medals. Behold me, then, tete-a-tete with this splendid beau, in my own room, be- tween ten and eleven o'clock at night ! In England it would have been extraordinary enough, to be sure ; but in Brussels it was nothing. It was impossible to receive him, or any body else, in any other place than a bed-room, for the Hotel de Flandre was entirely composed of bed-rooms, all of which were occupied. Without discom- posing myself about the matter, therefore, I gave Sir some tea, and we had a long chat together. He, too, had been dining with the Duke of Wellington, and D 34 A FEW DAYS had been present when these important dispatches arrived, and from him I heard a repetition of all that Major had told us, with the alarming addition, that the French were said to be upwards of 100,000 strong, and that Napoleon himself was at the head of the army. It was gene- rally thought, that this attack upon the Prussians was a stratagem to conceal more effectually his real designs, of surprizing Brussels, and destroying, if possible, at one blow, the English army. It was well known that the Russians had crossed the Rhine ; and Sir - - said he had no doubt that Buonaparte would push for* ward at all hazards, and give battle before they could arrive. As Sir - had certainly reason to know something of Buonaparte, and as these rapid, unexpected movements were in perfect uniformity with his general policy, this conjecture seemed RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 35 but too probable ; but we concluded, that the numbers of the French must be pro- digiously exaggerated. It seemed quite in- credible that so large an army could have formed, advanced, and even attacked Marshal Blucher, Avithout his having any knowledge of their movements ; and even if their force was very superior to ours, I felt confident that they would meet with a very different reception from that which they expected; and that Napoleon, with every advantage on his side, would not find the defeat of an English army quite so easy a thing in practice, as he had always seemed to consider it in theory. Having settled this point much to our mutual satis- faction, Sir went away : J and S returned, and we went to bed. But we were not destined long to enjoy the sweets of repose. Scarcely had I laid my weary head upon the pillow, when the 36 A FEW DAYS bugle's loud and commanding call sounded from the Place Roy ale. " Is that the call to arms V I exclaimed, starting up in the bed. S - laughed at the idea; but I heard it again, and we listened with eager and anxious suspense. For a few moments a pause of doubt ensued. Hark ! again ! it sounded through the silence of the night, and from every quarter of the town it was now repeated, at short and regular inter- vals. " It is the call to arms !" I exclaim- ed. Instantly the drums beat ; the High- land pibroch sounded It was the call to arms ! Oh ! never, never shall I forget the feelings of that moment ! Immediately the utmost tumult and confusion succeeded to the silence in which the city had pre- viously been buried. At half past two we were roused by a loud knocking at our room door, and J 's voice calling to us to get up instantly, not to lose a moment RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 37 that tlio troops were under arms were marching out against the French and that Major - - was waiting to see us before he left Brussels. 'Inexpressibly relieved to find, that this nocturnal alarm was occa- sioned by the departure of Major - not by the arrival of the French, which, in the first startling confusion of my thoughts, and trepidation of my mind, had actually entered my head ; and much better pleased to meet an old and kind friend, than to run away from a furious enemy, we got up with the greatest alacrity, and hastily throwing some clothes about us, flew to see , who was waiting on the stairs. Short and agitated indeed was our meeting under such circumstances. By the light of a candle in J 's room, we sat ' down for a few minutes on some boxes, scarcely able to believe our senses, that all this was real, D3 38 A TEW DAYS and almost inclined to doubt whether it was not a dream : but the dreadful din of war which resounded in our ears, too pain- fully convinced us that it was no illusion of phantasy : we could scarcely even " snatch a fearful joy/' for not for a single moment could we banish from our minds the impression, that in a few moments we must part, perhaps for ever, and that this hurried interview might prove our last. We could only gaze intently upon each other, as if to retain a lasting remembrance of the well known countenance, should we indeed be destined to meet no more : we could only utter incoherent words or dis- jointed speeches. While he still lingered, we heard his charger, which his servant held in the court-yard below, neighing and pawing the ground, as if impatient of his master's delay, and eager to bear him to RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 39 the field. Our greetings and adieus were equally hurried. We bade him farewell, and saw him go to battle. It was nearly two years since we had met; and little did we think, when we parted in the peaceful vallies of Rox- burghshire, that our next, and perhaps our last, meeting would be in Brussels, in the dead of the night, and on the very eve of battle. He left us then, as now, to fight the battles of his country ; and we trusted, that victory and glory would still follow the British arms, and that he would once more return in honour and safety. Just as he left us the dawn appeared, and, by the faint twilight of morning, we saw the Place Royale filled with armed men, and with all the tumult and confusion of martial preparation. All was " hurry skurry for the field." Officers were look- ing in vain for their servants servants D 4 40 A FEW DAYS running in pursuit of their masters bag- gage waggons were loading bat horses preparing trains of artillery harnessing. And, amidst the clanking of horses' hoofs, the rolling of heavy carriages, the clang of arms, the sounding of bugles, and the neighing of chargers, we distinctly heard, from time to time, the loud deep-toned word of command, while the incessant din of hammers nailing " gave dreadful note of preparation." A second express -had arrived from Blucher, bringing intelligence that the French were in much more formidable force than he had imagined ; that the at- tack was become serious ; they had taken Charleroi, and driven back the Prussians. It was therefore necessary for the British to inarch immediately to support them. The Duke had received the dispatches containing this important news in the ball- RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 41 room. We were afterwards told, that upon perusing them he seemed for a few mi- nutes to be absolutely absorbed in a pro- found reverie, and completely abstracted from every surrounding object; and that he was even heard to utter indistinctly a few words to himself. After a pause he folded up the dispatches, called one of his staff officers to him, gave the necessary orders with the utmost coolness and promptitude; and, having directed the army to be put in motion immediately, he himself staid at the ball till past two in the morning. The cavalry officers, whose re- giments, for the most part, were quartered in villages about the frontier, ten, fifteen, and even twenty miles off, flew from the ball-room in dismay, in search of their horses, and galloped off in the dark, with- out baffsacre or attendants, in the utmost oo o perplexity which way to go, or where to 42 A FEW DAYS join their regiments, which might have marched before they could arrive. Num- bers of the officers had been out, when the first order, to be in readiness to march, was issued, and remained in perfect ignorance of the commencement of hostilities, until the alarm sounded, and called them from scenes of festivity and mirth to scenes of war and bloodshed. As the dawn broke, the soldiers were seen assembling from all parts of the town, in marching order, with their knapsacks on their backs, loaded with three days provision. Unconcerned in the midst of the din of war, many a soldier laid himself down on a truss of straw, and soundly slept, with his hands still grasp- ing his firelock; others were sitting con- tentedly on the pavement, waiting the ar- rival of their comrades. Numbers were taking leave of their wives and children, perhaps for the last time, and many a ve- RESIDENCE IX BELGIUM. 43 teran's rough cheek was wet with the tears of sorrow. One poor fellow, immediately under our windows, turned back again and again to bid his wife farewell, and take his baby once more in his arms ; and I saw him hastily brush away a tear with the sleeve of his coat, as he gave her back the child for the last time, wrung her hand, and ran off to join his company, which was drawn up on the other side of the Place Royale. Who that saw a scene so mournful Could without a tear depart? He must own a savage nature, Pity never warmed his heart ! Many of the soldiers' wives marched out with their husbands to the field, and I saw one young English lady mounted on horse- back, slowly riding out of town along with an officer, who, no doubt, was her hus- band. But even at this interesting mo- ment, when thousands were parting with 44 A FEW DAYS those nearest and dearest to their hearts, my gravity was suddenly overset, and my sorrow turned into mirth, by the unex- pected appearance of a long train of mar- ket carts, loaded with cabbages, green peas, cauliflowers, early potatoes, old wo- men, and strawberries, peaceably jogging along, one after another, to market. These good people, who had never heard of battles, and who were perfectly at a loss to comprehend what could be the meaning of all this uproar, stared with astonishment at ' the spectacle before them, and actually gaped with wonder, as they slowly made their way in their long carts through the crowds of soldiers which filled the Place Roy ale. There was something inexpres- sibly ludicrous in the contrast which the grotesque figures and rustic dresses of these old women presented to this martial hurry and confusion, that really " not to laugh RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 45 surpassed all powers of face/' and that I did laugh I must -acknowledge, though it was perhaps very ill-timed levity. Soon afterwards the 42d and 92d Highland regi- ments marched through the Place Royale and the Pare, with their bagpipes playing before them, while the bright beams of the rising sun shone full on their polished mus- kets, and on the dark waving plumes of their tartan bonnets. We admired their fine athletic forms, their firm erect military demeanour and undaunted mien. We felt proud that they were our countrymen : in their gallant bearing we recognised the true hardy sons of Caledon, men who would conquer or die ; and we could not restrain a tear at the reflexion, how few of that warlike band who now marched out so proudly to battle might ever live to return. Alas ! we little thought that even before the fall of night these brave men, whom we 46 A FEW DAYS now gazed at with so much interest and admiration, would be laid low ! During the whole night, or rather morn- ing, we stood at the open window, unable to leave these sights and sounds of war, or to desist for a moment from contemplating a scene so new, so affecting, and so deeply interesting to us. Regiment after regiment formed and marched out of Brussels ; we heard the last word of command March ! the heavy measured uniform tread of the soldiers' feet upon the pavement, and the last expiring note of the bugles, as they sounded from afar. We saw our gallant anny leave Brussels with emotions which may be better ima-* gined than described. They went again to meet that enemy whom they had so often encountered, and so invariably vanquished ; to follow that general, who, in a long course of years of command devoted to RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 47 the service and glory of his country, had never experienced a single defeat ; who had so lately led them from victory to victory* crossed, in his triumphant inarch, the plains of Spain, fought his way over the frozen heights of the Pyrenees, carried conquest and dismay in the very heart of France, and whose rapid and unparalleled career of conquest had only been checked by the angel of peace. As we saw the last of our brave troops march out of Brussels, the recollection of their past glory, the proud hopes of their present triumph, the greatness of the contest, upon the issue of which the fate of Europe and the security of the world depended ; the dread of their encounter with the numerous and formi- dable hosts of that man, whom no treaties could bind, no adversity could amend, no considerations of justice or humanity could soften, no laws, divine or human, could re- 48 A TEW DAYS strain, swelled our hearts with feelings which language is too feeble to express : and our brave countrymen were followed by our tears, our warmest wishes, and our most fervent prayers for their safety and success. Before seven in the morning, the streets, which had been so lately thronged with armed men and with busy crowds, were empty and silent. The great square of the Place Royale no longer resounded with the tumult and preparations for war. The army were gone, and Brussels seemed a perfect desert. The mourners they had left behind were shut up in their solitary chambers, and the faces of the few who were slowly wandering about the streets were marked with the deepest anxiety and melancholy. The heavy military waggons, ranged in order, and ready to move as occasion might require, were, standing RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 49 under the silent guard of a few sentinels. The Flemish drivers were sleeping in the long tilted carts destined to convey the wounded ; and the horses, ready to harness at a moment's notice, were quietly feeding on fresh-cut grass by their side : the whole live-long day and night did these Flemish men and horses pass in the Place Royale. A few officers were still to be seen, slowly riding out of town to join the army. The Duke of Wellington set off about eight o'clock, in great spirits, de- claring he expected to be back by dinner- time; and dinner was accordingly prepared for him. Sir Thomas Picton, who, like ourselves, had only arrived in Brussels the day before, rode through the streets in true soldier-like style, with his reconnoitring glass slung across his shoulders, and, rein- ing in his charger as he passed, to ex- 50 A FEW DAYS change salutations with his friends, left Brussels never to return. We had a most agreeable surprise at our breakfast table in the sight of Major . He had rid a few miles out of Brussels with the regiment, and then gal- loped back with Sir , who also wished to return. We spent a few hours together; and, embittered as they were with the prospect of so near and dreadful a separation, there was much consolation in thus meeting. No expectation was entertained of any engagement taking place to-day. Sir and Major , therefore, felt quite at their ease; " being certain/' they said, " of overtaking the regiment at a place called Waterloo, where the men were to stop to cook." Little did any of us then suspect how remarkable to future ages RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 51 " that place called Waterloo" was destined to become ! We denied ourselves to se- veral idlers, but Sir and Mr. and Mrs. succeeded in gaining admittance. At last the dreadful moment arrived : Sir called for Major ; and, after sitting a few moments, they got up to go away ; and we bade farewell to one who from childhood had been our friend and companion, and whom we loved as another brother. We could not but feel how probable it was that we might never see him more : and, under this impression, some minutes after he had left us, which he had spent in bidding farewell to J below, we ran to the window, saw Sir and he mount their horses, and ride away, and caught the last glimpse of them as they passed under the gateway of E2 52 A FEW DAYS the Place Royale. Two hours afterwards they were in the thickest of the battle ! Although we had not the smallest sus- picion that any engagement could take place to-day, our anxiety for news, both of the French and Prussians, was extreme; but we could hear nothing but vague, un- authenticated reports, upon which no re- liance could be placed. We dined, or rather sat down to dinner, at the table d'hote, and afterwards wan- dered restlessly about the streets, our minds too much absorbed in interest respecting the approaching contest, to see, hear, un- derstand, think, or talk about any thing but what related to public events. Our consternation may be imagined when we were told that a dreadful can- nonade had been heard from the Pare, in the very direction which our army had RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 53 taken ; and that it was supposed they must have been attacked by the French within a few miles of Brussels. At first I was utterly incredulous ; I could not, would not believe it : but hurrying to the Pare, we were too soon, too incontestably convinced of the dreadful truth, by ourselves hearing the awful and almost incessant thunder of the guns apparently very near to us. For many hours this tremendous cannonade continued ; while, unable to gain any intel- ligence of what was passing, ignorant of every thing, except of the fact, proclaimed by the loud and repeated voice of war, that there was a battle, we listened in a state of terrible uncertainty and suspense ; and thought with horror, in the roar of every cannon, that our brave countrymen were every moment falling in agony and death. Unable to rest, we wandered about, and lingered till a late hour in the Pare. The E3 54 A FEW DAYS Pare ! what a different scene did its green alleys present this evening from that which they exhibited at the same hour last night ! Then it was crowded with the young and the gay, and the gallant of the British army, with the very men who were now engaged in deadly strife, and perhaps bleeding on the ground. Then it was filled with female faces sparkling with mirth and gaiety ; now terror, and anxiety, and grief were marked upon every coun- tenance we met. In addition to the general alarm and anxiety, which surpassed any thing it is in my power to describe, we had a particular subject of solicitude. We had but too much reason to fear, that it would be im- possible for Sir and Major to join their regiment in time for the action. The idea, the very doubt was dreadful. If we listened to the cannonade RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 55 with such heart-sinking apprehensions for them, what must have been their feelings, if, at a distance from the army, absent without leave, they heard its sounds ! After years of service in various climates and countries, after six long and glorious cam- paigns in the Peninsula, would they forfeit, by one act of imprudence, all the distinc- tion they had obtained by a life devoted to their country, and be found absent from their post in the hour of danger ! Dear to us as was the life of our friend, his honour was still dearer ; and while every one else was anxiously dreading lest the battle should be near, and trembling at the re- ports that prevailed of its vicinity, I was secretly praying that it might not be dis- tant, and would have felt inexpressibly re- lieved to have been assured that it was within a few miles of Brussels. But it was in vain we attempted to dis- 56' A FEW DAYS cover where it really was. Some people said it was only six, some that it was ten, and some that it was twenty miles off. Numbers of people in carriages and on horseback had gone out several miles on the road which the army had taken, and all of them had come back in perfect ignorance of the real circumstances of the case, and with some ridiculous report, which, for a time, was circulated as the truth. No au- thentic intelligence could be gained ; and every minute we were assailed with the most absurd and contradictory stories. One moment we heard that the allied army had obtained a complete victory ; that the French had been completely re- pulsed, and had left twenty thousand dead upon the field of battle. Gladly would I have believed the first part of this story, but the twenty thousand dead I could not swallow. Then again we were told, RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 57 that the French, 180,000 strong, had at- tacked the British ; that the Belgians had abandoned their arms and fled ; that our troops were literally cut to pieces ; and that the French were advancing to Brussels. Then an English gentleman stopped his carriage to tell us, that he had been out farther than any body, and that he had actually seen the engagement, which was between the French and the Prussians; and that old Blucher had given the rascals a complete beating. We had not gone ten paces farther, before another man, in a great hurry, advised us to set off in- stantly, if we wished to make our escape ; that he was on the point of going, for that certain intelligence had been received, " that the French had won the battle, and that our army was retreating in the utmost confusion/' I never remember to have felt so angry in my life: and I indignantly 58 A FEW DAYS exclaimed, that such a report deserved only to be treated with contempt; and that it must be false, for that the English would never retreat in confusion. The man seemed a little ashamed of himself; and Mr. advised him, " by all means, to take care of himself, and set off directly :" we hastened on. Presently we met another of Mr. 's wise friends, who assured us, with a face of the greatest solemnity, " that the day was going against us ; that the battle was as good as lost ; that our troops had been driven back from one position after another; and that the artillery and baggage had commenced the retreat : that all the horses would be seized for the service of the army ; and that in two hours it would be impossible to get away." All this time we could hear nothing of what was really pass- ing; for these idle tales and unfounded rumours were unworthy of a moment's at- RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 5Q tention, and did not give us a moment's alarm : but the poor Belgians, not know- ing what to make of all this, and nearly frightened out of their senses, firmly ex- pected the French in Brussels before the morning ; for their terror of them was so great and so deeply rooted, that they be- lieved nothing on earth could stop their advance. This dreadful uncertainty and ignorance of the truth made us truly wretched. No- body knew any thing of the actual state of affairs. Nobody could tell where our army was engaged, nor under what cir- cumstances, nor against what force, nor whether separately or conjointly with the Prussians, nor which side was gaining the advantage. We knew nothing, except that there was a battle, and that at no great distance from us ; for that the unceasing cannonade too certainly proved. Anxi- 60 A FEW DAYS ously and vainly we looked for news from the army none arrived. The consterna- tion of the people was not to be described. " The cannonade is approaching nearer !" they exclaimed. " Hark ! how loud was that peal! There, again! Our army must be retreating. Good heavens ! what will become of us \" On every side, in the tones of terror and despondency, we heard these exclamations repeated. Heard through the density and stillness of the evening air, the cannonade did, in fact, seem to approach nearer, and become more tremendous. During the whole evening we wandered about the Pare, or stood in silence on the ramparts, listening to the dreadful thunder of the battle. At length it became less frequent. How often did we hope it had ceased, and vainly flatter ourselves that each peal was the last! when, again, after an awful paus% a louder* RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 6l a longer roar burst on our ears, and it raged more tremendously than ever. To our great relief, about half past nine, it became fainter and fainter, and at last en- tirely died away. After we had returned to the hotel, Sir , who, in our absence, had been twice at our rooms and in the Pare in search of us, good naturedly came again, to tell us that he had met Sir , who had left the field about half past five, and that so far " all was well." The French army had encountered our troops on their march, upon the high road, about fifteen miles from Brussels. The 92d and 42d Highland regiments were the first in order of march. These brave men imme- diately made a stand, formed into squares, received the furious onset of the French with undaunted intrepidity, and alone sus- tained the fight, until the Royal Scots, the 28th, and some other regiments, came up 62 A FEW DAYS to support them. Every regiment, as it arrived, instantly formed and fought ; and though the English had been taken by surprize, unprepared, unconcentrated ; without cavalry, and with scarcely any artillery ; and, though the enemy outnum- bered them far beyond all computation, they had not yielded an inch of ground, and they were- still fighting in the fullest confidence of success. " There can be no doubt of their repulsing the French/' said Colonel , " but nothing of any im- portance can be done till the cavalry come up, which it is expected they will do this evening. To-morrow the engagement will most probably be renewed, and I hope it will prove decisive/' The Duke, he said, who was in excellent spirits, was to sleep to-night at Genappe. Certainly no other troops but the Eng- lish, without any cavalry, and with very little artillery, would have thought them- RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 63 selves sure of repulsing an enemy with both, and with an almost countless supe- riority of numbers: and most certainly none but the English could have achieved it. It is a perversion of words to call the troops engaged in the battle of Quatre Bras the English army. During the greater part of the day a few regiments only, a mere handful of men, were op- posed to the immense masses the French * continually poured down against them: but they formed impenetrable squares, which were in vain attacked by the French cavalry, " steel clad cuirassiers," and in- fantry; and against which tremendous showers of shot and shell descended in vain. The 92d, 42d, 79th, the 28th, the 95th, and the Royal Scots, were the first and most hotly engaged. For several hours these brave troops alone maintained the O4 A FEW DAYS tremendous onset and the shock of the whole French army, and to their determined valour, Belgium owes her independence, and England her glory. I do not, how- ever, mean to give them exclusive praise. I do not doubt, that had the post of honour fallen upon other British regiments they would have acquitted themselves equally well : but let honour be paid where it is so justly due. Let England be sensible of the vast debt of gratitude she owes them ; and let the names of those who perished there be enrolled in the long list of her noblest heroes ! The 92d, 42d, and 79th Highland regiments, had suffered most severely. They had received the furious and combined attack of the French cavalry and infantry, from first to last, with un- daunted firmness, till, after supporting this unequal contest the whole day, after making immense havoc among their columns, and RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 65 repeatedly charging and driving them back in confusion, they had themselves fallen overpowered by numbers, and among heaps of the slaughtered enemy, on the very spot where they first stood to arms ; and we were told that they were almost to a man cut to pieces. With grief and horror, not to be described, we thought of these gallant soldiers, whom in the morning we had seen march out so proudly to battle, and who were now lying insen- sible in death on the plains of Quatre Bras. They had fought, and they had fallen, as became the same noble spirits who had wrested, from the same vaunting foe, the standard of the Invincibles on the sands of Egypt. They were gallantly sup- ported by the 28th, who, on the same soil, as well as in the long campaigns of Spain, had gained immortal honour, and who particularly distinguished themselves in this 66 A FEW DAYS day's battle, by their complete repulse of the French cuirassiers, who, though clad in mail, and " armed at all points precisely cap-a-pie," were driven back with immense loss from every attack, and uniformly gave way before the dreaded British charge with the bayonet. One regiment of raw Belgic troops had turned and fled where they had the finest opportunity of charging. I con- fess I was not sorry to hear that these re- creant Belgians had almost to a man been cut to pieces by the very French troops they had not courage to face. The fate of cowards is unpitied. The consequences of their misconduct had, however, been re- trieved by part of Sir Thomas Picton's division,* which regained the post they had lost, though with considerable slaughter. * Consisting of the 28th, 32d, 79th, 95th, a battalion of the 1st, or Royal Scots, the 42d, 92d, and the Cd bat- talion of the 44th, and a battalion of Hanoverians. It was the first division which arrived, and, during the prin- RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 6? After hearing this account our spirits completely revived, I scarcely know why ; for, except in the new proof we had just had of invincible British valour and firm- ness, there was nothing to inspire satisfac- tion or confidence. We had just learned, beyond all doubt, the truth of the alarming report that the Prussians were separately engaged with another division of the ene- my, which completely outnumbered them. Thus the allied armies seemed to be effec- tually cut off and prevented from assisting each other, or acting in concert. The French then, whose combined numbers re- port magnified to 180,000, were on two sides of us, at the distance of only three hours march from Brussels. Their army was col- lected, combined, concentrated, and well- appointed. The Prussians and the English cipal part of the day, it was the only part of the British army engaged. F 2 68 A FEW DAYS were surprized, separated, dispersed, and unprepared : the latter were destitute of cavalry, ill-supported by artillery, and with an appalling inferiority even of infantry; and these too partly composed of Belgians, who seemed to make a practice of running away. Yet in spite of all these disadvan- tages, they had bravely stood the first brunt of the battle, and we felt the firm assurance that they would eventually triumph. Colonel - - had left the army at half past five, the battle, or at least the cannon- ading, had lasted till about ten, and our anxiety to know its results, our impatience for further news from the army, may be imagined : but no later intelligence ar- rived; we could hear nothing but vague reports of defeat, disaster, and dismay, to which, as they were founded upon no au- thority, we paid no attention. Sir - - was going to join the army, like RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 69 many others who had no business there : he was to set off at one in the morning, so that we should see him no more, and, what was infinitely worse, receive no more, through him, immediate and authentic in- telligence of all that was known. In this respect he was a great loss to us, for he was indefatigable in bringing us news, and took unwearied pains to be of use to us in every possible way. Late as it was we went to see Mrs. '- , whom we knew to be in great alarm. We found her sitting surrounded by plate, which she was vainly trying to acquire sufficient composure to pack up, with a face pale with consternation, and quite overcome with agitation and distress. We did all we could to assist, .and said all we could to console and reassure her. Mr. had gone out towards the army, and, late as it was, had not yet returned. F3 70 A FEW DAYS We staid with her some time, and had the satisfaction of leaving her in much better spirits than we found her. J had engaged, and made an agree- ment to pay for, horses, upon the condition of their being in readiness to convey us to Antwerp, at a moment's warning, by day or night, if required. We had not, how- ever, the smallest intention of leaving Brus- sels for some days to come, unless some sudden and unexpected change in public events should render it absolutely neces- sary. Thinking it, however, prudent to be prepared, we had sent our valet de place to la blanchisseuse, to desire her to send home every thing belonging to us, early in the morning. La blanchisseuse sent back a message, literally to this effect, " Ma- dame," said the valet, addressing himself to me in French, " the blanchisseuse says, that if the English should beat the French, RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. ?1 she will iron and plait your clothes, and finish them for you ; but if, au contraire, these vile French should get the better, then she will assuredly send you them all back quite wet tout mouille early to-morrow morning." At this speech, which the valet delivered with immoveable gravity, we all, with one accord, burst out a laughing, irre- sistibly amused to find, that amongst the important consequences of Buonaparte's gaining the victory, would be our clothes remaining unplaited and unironed; and that the British were, in a manner, fighting, in order that the getting up of our fine linen might be properly performed. The valet, as soon as he could obtain an hear- ing, went on to say, that he sincerely hoped we should get our clothes dried and finished, and that the English would beat ces diables de Francais; but this seemed quite a secondary consideration with the p 4 7 A FEW DAYS valet, compared with ironing our clothes, and we were again seized with an uncon- troulable fit of laughter. Even the valet's long face of dismay relaxed into some- thing like a smile, and, as he left the room, he said to himself, " Mais ces demoiselles sont bien enjouees." It was half past twelve; and hopeless now of hearing any further news from the army, we were preparing to retire to rest r but rest was a blessing we were not destined to enjoy in Brussels. We were suddenly startled by the sound of the rapid rolling of heavy military carriages, passing at full speed through the Place Royale : a great tumult instantly took place among the people below ; the baggage waggons, which we knew were not to set off, except in a case of emergency, were harnessed in an instant, and the noise and tumult became every instant more alarming. For some RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 73' minutes we listened in silence : faster and faster, and louder and louder, the long train of artillery continued to roll through the town : the cries of the affrighted people increased. I hastily flew out to inquire the cause of this violent commo- tion. The first person I encountered was a poor, scared fille de chambre, nearly frightened out of her wits. " Ah, ma- dame I" she exclaimed, " les Francois sont tout pres ; dans une petite demi-heure ils seront ici Ah, grand Dieu ! Ah, Jesus ! Jesus ! que ferons-nous ! que ferons-nous \" In vain I eagerly asked how she knew, or why she believed, or from whence this news came, that the French were near? She could only reiterate, again and again, ", Les Francois sont tout pres les Fran- ois sont tout pres:" my questions were unanswered and unheard ; but suddenly recollecting herself, she earnestly besought 74 A FEW DAYS us to set off instantly, exclaiming, " Mais,, mesdames, vous etes Anglaises il faut partir tout de suite, tout dc suite," she re- peated with great emphasis and gesticula- tion, and then resumed her exclamations and lamentations. As I flew down stairs the house seemed deserted. The doors of the rooms (which in foreign hotels are not only shut, but locked) were all wide open; the candles were burning upon the tables, and the so- litude and silence which reigned in the house formed a fearful contrast to the in- creasing tumult without. At the bottom of the staircase a group of affrighted Bel- gians were assembled, all crowding and talking together with Belgic volubility. They cried out that news had arrived of the battle having terminated in the defeat of the 'British ; that all the artillery and baggage of the army were retreating ; and RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 75 that a party of Belgians had just entered the town, bringing intelligence that a large body of French had been seen, advancing through the woods to take Brussels, and that they were only two leagues off. In answer to my doubts and my questions, they all exclaimed, " Ah ! c'est trop vrai ; c'est trop vrai. Ne restez pas ici, made- moiselle, ne restez pas ici ; partez, eloignez vous vite : c'est affreux !" " Mais demain matin " I began " Ah ! demain matin," eagerly inter- rupted a little good-humoured Belgic wo- man, belonging to the hotel " demain matin il n'y aura pas plus le terns une autre heure peut-tre, et il ne sera pas plus possible de partir." " Ecoutez, mademoi- selle, ecoutez I" they cried, turning paler and paler as the thundering noise of the artillery increased. At this moment seve- ral people, among whom were some English 76 A FEW DAYS gentlemen and servants, rushed past us to the stables, calling for their carriages to be got ready instantly. " Appretez les che- vaux tout de suite Vite ! vite ! il n'y a pas im moment!" was loudly repeated in all the hurry of fear. These people con- firmed the alarm. I sent for our cocher, and most reluctantly we began to think that we must set off; when we found to our inexpressible joy that the long trains of artillery, which still continued to roll past with the noise of thunder, were not flying from the army, but advancing to join it. It is impossible to conceive the blessed relief this intelligence gave us. From that moment we felt assured that the army was safe, and our fears for ourselves were at an end. My brother, who had been roused from his sleep, and who, like many other people, had been running about half- dressed, and was still standing in his night- RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 77 cap, in much perplexity what to do, now went to bed again with great joy, declaring he was resolved to disturb himself no more about these foolish alarms. We were now perfectly incredulous as to the whole story of the French having been seen advancing through the woods to take Brussels; but the Belgians still re- mained convinced of it ; and though they differed about how it would be done, they all agreed that Brussels would be taken. Some of them thought that the British, and some that the Prussians, had been de- feated, and some that both of them had been defeated, and that the French, having broken through their lines, were advancing to take Brussels; others believed that Buonaparte, while he kept the allies em- ployed, had sent round a detachment, under cover of night, by a circuitous route to surprize the town : but it seemed to be 78 A FEW DAYS the general opinion, that before morning the French would be here. The town was wholly undefended, either by troops or for- tifications : it was well known to be Na- poleon's great object to get possession of it, and that he would leave no means untried to effect it. The battle had been fought against the most fearful disparity of num- bers, and under the most disadvantageous circumstances to the British. Its event still remained unknown ; above all, no in- telligence from our army had arrived: under such circumstances it was not sur- prizing that the general despondency should be so great; while continual ru- mours of defeat, disaster, and dismay, and incessant alarms, only served to con- firm their worst fears. As the French, however, had not yet come, this panic in some degree subsided, and comparative quietness seemed to be restored. Great RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 79 alarm, however, continued to prevail through the whole night, and the baggage waggons stood ready harnessed to set oft' at a moment's notice. Several persons took their departure, but we quietly went to bed. S , however, only lay down in her clothes, observing, half in jest and half in earnest, that we might, perhaps, be awakened by the entrance of the French ; and overcome with fatigue, we both fell fast asleep. Her prediction seemed to be actually verified, for at six o'clock we were roused by a violent knocking at the room- door, accompanied by the cries of " Les Francois sont ici ! les Francois sont ici I" Starting out of bed, the first sight we be- held from the window was a troop of Belgic cavalry, galloping from the army, at the most furious rate, through the Place Royale, as if the French were at their heels; and instantly the whole train of 80 A FEW DAYS baggage waggons and empty carts, which had stood before our eyes so long, set off, full speed, by the Montague de la Cour, and through every street by which it was possible to effect their escape. In an in- stant the whole great square of the Place Royale, which had been crowded with men, horses, carts, and carriages, was com- pletely cleared, as if by magic, and entirely deserted. The terrified people fled in every direction, as if for their lives. While S , who had never undressed, flew to rouse J , and I threw on my clothes I scarcely knew how; I heard again the dreadful cries of " Les Francois sont ici ! Us s'em- parent de la porte de la ville !" My toilet, I am quite certain, did not occupy one minute ; and as I flew down stairs, in the hope that it might yet be possible to effect our escape, I met numbers of bewildercd- looking people, running about half-dressed, RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 81 in every direction, in all the distraction of fear. The men with their night-caps on, and half their clothes under their arms ; the women with their dishevelled hair hanging about their shoulders, and all of them pale as death, and trembling in every limb. Some were flying down stairs loaded with all sorts of packages ; others running up to the garrets sinking under the accumulated weight of the most heterogeneous articles. The poor fille de chain bre, nearly frightened out of her senses, was standing half-way down the stairs, wringing her hands, and Un- able to articulate any thing but " Les Francois ! les Francois !" A little lower, another woman was crying bitterly, and exclaimed, as I passed her, " Nous sommes tous perdus !" But no language can do justice to the scene of confusion which the court below exhibited : masters 82 A FEW DAYS and servants, ladies and stable-boys, valets and soldiers, lords and beggars; Dutch- men, Belgians, and Britons; bewildered garcons and scared filles de chambre ; enraged gentlemen and clamorous coach- men ; all crowded together, jostling, cry- ing, scolding, squabbling, lamenting, ex- claiming, imploring, swearing, and vocife- rating, in French, English, and Flemish, all at the same time. Nor was it only a war of words ; the disputants had speedily recourse to blows, and those who could not get horses by fair means endeavoured to obtain them by foul. The unresisting animals were dragged away half-harnessed. The carriages were seized by force and jammed against each other. Amidst the crash of wheels, the volley of oaths, and the confusion of tongues, the mistress of the hotel, with a countenance dressed in woe, was carrying off her most valuable RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 83 plate in order to secure it, ejaculating, as she went, the name of Jesus incessantly and, I believe, unconsciously ; while the master, with a red night-cap on his head, and the eternal pipe sticking mecha- nically out of 1 one corner of his mouth, was standing with his hands in his pockets, a silent statue of despair. Amidst this uproar I soon found out our cdcher, but, to my utter consternation, he vehemently swore, " that he would neither go himself, nor let his horses go ; no, not to save the King of Holland himself; for that the French were just at hand, and that they would take his horses, and murder him :" and neither entreaties, nor bribes, nor arguments, nor persuasions, had the smallest effect upon him ; he remained inexorable, and so did numbers of the fraternity. While J , who had now come down stairs, was vainly and angrily G 2 84 A FEW DAYS expostulating with him, I inquired on all sides, and of all people, if there was no possibility of procuring other horses. The good-natured garcon of the house ex- claimed, " that if there were horses to be had in Brussels, I should have them ;" and away he ran in quest of them, while I con- tinued my fruitless inquiries. In a little while he returned disappointed and un- successful, exclaiming, with a face of horror that I shall never forget, " II n'y a pas un seul cheval, et les Francois sont tout pres de la ville." At this moment in rushed Mr. , in an agony of terror, panting, breathless, and exhausted, crying to us, " that his carriage was ready, that they could carry one of us, and that we must come away instantly." It was to no purpose both he and I implored S to go with him. S - was inflexible. No- thing could induce her to go without us, RESIDENCE IX BELGIUM. 85 and, finding she was immovable, Mr. ran off with the good natured inten- tion of taking Lady , since we refused to go singly. With incredible ex- pedition, one English carriage after another drove off at full speed, and we were left to our fate. Of the rapid approach of the enemy we could not entertain the smallest doubt. To say I was frightened is nothing : I honestly confess I never knew what terror was before. Never shall I forget the horror' of those moments. Our own immediate danger, and all the dreadful list of uncer- tain, undefined evils to which we might be exposed, in the power of those merciless savages ; the anxiety, the distress, and de- spair of our friends at home, joined to the dreadful idea, that the English army had been overwhelmed by numbers, defeated, perhaps cut to pieces, agonized my mind with feelings which it is impossible to de- G3 86 A FEW DAYS scribe. Escape seemed, however, impos- sible : like Richard, I would have gladly given my kingdom (if I had had one) for a horse, or at least for a pair ; but no horses were to be had, neither for love, money, nor kingdoms. In the midst of this state of terror and suspense, I suddenly beheld Major . If an angel had descended from heaven 1 could not have welcomed him with more transport. Hope revived : and, springing forward to meet him, I exclaimed, " Oh ! Major is it true!" His counte- nance inspired little comfort; he looked pale, and struck with horror and conster- nation. " God forbid!" he exclaimed: " I hope not. I do not believe it ; but I am going to inquire, and I will come back to you immediately." He wrung my hand, and hurried away. In the mean time I flew up stairs to collect all our things and RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 8? bundle them together, to be ready for instant departure, if we should be able to procure horses. Never was packing more expeditiously performed : I am cer- tain it did not occupy any thing like three minutes. With the help of the valet de place, I crammed them all together, wet and dry, into the travelling-bags and port- manteaus, without the smallest ceremony. Every minute seemed to be an age, till at last Major returned with the blessed assurance, that it was a false alarm ; " that for the present, at least, we were in no danger/' It is quite impossible to give the smallest idea of the transport we felt, when we found that the enemy were not at hand, that our army was not defeated, and that we ourselves were not in the power of the French. I never can forget the extasy of that moment; the bliss of that deliverance ; and the inexpressible G 4 88 A FEW DAYS comfort of those feelings of safety which we now enjoyed. No fabled spirit, emerging from the dark and dismal regions of Pluto to the brightness and beauty of the Elysian Fields, could feel more transporting joy, than we did when " the spectre forms of terror" fled, and we felt secure from every danger. From two English gentlemen, and lastly from Lord , we received a confirmation of these happy tidings. The alarm had been raised by those das- tardly Belgians whom we had seen scam- pering through the town, and who had most probably been terrified by the same foraging party of the enemy which had afterwards, we were told, come up even to the gates of the city, insolently summoning it to surrender. They were supposed to have come from the side of the Prussians ; and, knowing the defenceless state of Brussels, amused themselves with this RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 89 bravado. Their appearance had con- firmed the alarm beyond all doubt, and given rise to the dreadful cry, that the French were seizing on the gates of the town. The panic had indeed been dread- ful, but it was now happily over. Major again attempted to go to the Place Roy ale, but he was instantly surrounded by a clamorous multitude, who, knowing him by his dress to be an aide-de- camp of the Duke, angrily exclaimed, " What is the reason that nothing is done for our security ?. Are we to be left here abandoned to the enemy ? Are we to be given up to the French in this way ? Why is not the City Guard ordered out to defend the town ?" (The City Guard to defend the town from the French !) We could not help laughing at the idea of the excellent defence the City Guard of Brussels would make against the French army. But the 90 A FEW DAYS frightened and enraged Belgians could not be pacified, and they beset poor Major so unmercifully that he was fain to retreat again within the H6tel de Flandre. He told us, that the battle of yesterday had been severe, and most obstinately con- tested. The French, whose superiority of force was so great as to surpass all com- putation, had borne down with dreadful impetuosity upon our little army. " Du- ring all his campaigns, and all the bloody battles of the Peninsula/' Major said, " he had never seen so terrible an onset, nor so desperate an engagement. The British, formed into impenetrable squares, received the French cavalry with their bayonets ; drove them back again and again ; stood firm beneath the fire of their tremendous artillery ; and, after many hours hard fighting, completely repulsed the enemy, and remained masters of the RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 91 field of battle." Our. cavalry had come up in the evening, but too late to take any part in the action. A French General and Colonel had come over to the British during the battle, crying " Vive le Roi !" Their names I heard, but they have since escaped my memory :* indeed, the names of men who were base enough treacherously to desert the cause even of a rebel and a tyrant, in the hour of danger, which they had openly espoused, ought only to be stamped with everlasting infamy. These men must have been doubly traitors, -first to Louis XVIII. and then to Napoleon Buonaparte. The French were commanded by Mar- shal Ney,-f- who, with three divisions of * Since writing the above, I have found that the names of these officers were Lieutenant General Beurmout, and Colonel Clouet. f Ney, in his own account of this battle, says, " in 92 A TEW DAYS infantry, a strong corps of cavalry, (under the command of General Kellerman,) and a powerful artillery, could make no im- pression on one division of British infantry, without any cavalry, and with very little artillery. It was but too true, that the greatest part of the brave Highlanders, both men and officers, were amongst the killed and wounded. They fought like heroes, and like heroes they fell an honour to their country: and on many a High- land hill, and through many a Lowland valley, long will the deeds of these brave men be fondly remembered, and their fate deeply deplored ! The 28th had particu- spite of my exertions, in spite of the intrepidity and devotion of my troops, my utmost exertions could only maintain me in my position till the close of the day." He then complains grievously of having had ow/y three divisions to fight against the British, and boasts of xvhat he would have done, if he had had five. Vide Marshal Key's Letter. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 93 larly distinguished themselves, and gal- lantly repulsed the French in every attack. Our friend Major was safe ; and I scarcely know whether the assurance of his safety, or that he and Sir had been in time for the battle, gave me the most heartfelt pleasure. Our loss had been severe, but that of the enemy much greater; but though our loss was less in actual numbers, it was much more impor- tant to us than that which the enemy had sustained was to them. From their great superiority of force, the killed and wounded fell proportionably heavier on our small army ; while theirs was scarcely felt among their tremendous hosts. When Major came away, about half past four in the morning, the Duke had made every disposition for battle, in the full expectation that a general engage- ment would take place this day. " The 94 A FEW DAYS Prussians had fought like lions," Major said; not, however, like British lions, for it was but too true that they had been defeated and repulsed; though we would not at the time give entire credit to this disagreeable news. Waggon loads of Prussians now began to arrive. Belgic soldiers, covered with dust and blood, and faint with fatigue and pain, came on foot into the town. The moment in which I first saw some of these unfortunate people was, I think, one of the most painful I ever experienced ; and soon, very soon, they arrived in numbers. At every jolt of the slow waggons upon the rough pavement, we seemed to feel the excruciating pain which they must suffer. Sick to the very heart with horror, I re-entered the hotel, and, in answer to something Major said to me, I could only exclaim that the wounded were coming in. " Good God ! how pale RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 95 you look ! For God's sake do not be so alarmed," said the good natured Major , compassionately laying his hand upon my arm ; " I do assure you there is nothing to fear. The wounded must come here at any rate : it has nothing to do with a defeat." Long familiarised himself to such scenes, they now made no impression upon him, and it never occurred to him to imagine, that we could be shocked by seeing any thing so common as wag- gons filled with wounded soldiers. He thought it was the victory or the approach of the French that I feared. Again, however, he strongly recom- mended us to set off immediately. If the army should have to retreat and fall back upon Brussels, which, considering the im- mense force of the enemy, he said, was not improbable, the confusion in Brussels would be dreadful, and escape impossible. 96 A FEW DAYS The French might even take the town, and then our situation would be horrible in- deed. Of the prudence and wisdom of this advice there could be no doubt. We had experienced the utter impracticability of getting away in the moment of danger ; we knew not how soon that moment might return. Had we ourselves possessed the means of escape, like the and others, who had horses of their own, no- thing could have induced us to have left Brussels, to the last ; but to remain exposed to incessant alarm and to imminent danger, in an open town, which before night might be in the possession of a merciless enemy, whose formidable armies were threatening it in two separate divisions, at the distance of a very few leagues, seemed certainly little less than madness. With extreme reluctance, we at last determined to set out for Antwerp. The , though they RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 97 had carriage-horses, were on the point of setting off; the carriages of Lady and were also at their doors, the trunks and imperiales were tying on with the utmost dispatch, though they had at all times the means of escape within their power. Our faithless cocher now declared he was willing to go with us, as the French, he said, were not yet come and to Antwerp accordingly we consented to repair. We had had no breakfast all this time, nor would it ever have occurred to us to procure any, had not the sight of Major 's breakfast-tray reminded us of our own famishing state. We swallowed some coffee and bread, sitting on one of the window-seats of the staircase of the H6tel de Flandre, and then with great regret set off, casting " many a longing, lingering look behind," with feelings of H f)8 A FEW DAYS anxiety so deep and overwhelming for the fate and success of our army, that it en- grossed all our faculties. Upon the event of the impending battle, which we fully believed this very day was to decide, depended not only the present as well as the future peace and security of Belgium and of Europe ; but, what I confess was to us even yet more dear, the safety and the glory of our gallant army. Absorbed in these reflections, as we slowly made our way out of the town, we witnessed many a me- lancholy sight ; crowds of afflicted people were assembled round their poor wounded countrymen who had been brought in from the field. One soldier was dying at the door of his own house : the sobs and la- mentations of some of the crowd who were collected round him, and the grief marked on their countenances, proclaimed them to be near relations of the unfortunate sufferer. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 99 Quite in the suburbs, some poor people were hanging over the insensible corpses of two soldiers who had died of their wounds. The streets were crowded so as to be scarcely passable: carriages were driving past each other as fast as the horses could go. All Brussels seemed to be running away ; and the only competition appeared to be who should run the fastest. The road was thronged with people on horseback and on foot, flying from the battle, while scattered parties of troops, British, Belgic, Hanoverian, Nassau, and Prussian, were hurrying to the scene of action. A great number of Prussian Lancers, with their black mustachios, high caps, long pikes, and little horses, were pushing forwards to the field. Long trains of commissariat- waggons were rolling along with a deafen- ing clatter ; overturned carts and the re*- H 2 100 A FEW DAYS mains of broken wheels were lying in the ditches. By the way side, and beneath the shade of some tall trees, there was a large rude sort of encampment, consisting of nien and women, horses and waggons, amongst which universal uproar seemed to prevail. I could have fancied them a Tartar settlement in the act of suddenly decamping at the approach of some horde of savage enemies. Farther on, parks of artillery were drawn up in the peaceful verdant meadows. Droves of oxen were going up to be slaughtered for the army, and the poor beasts, amazed at the horrid objects and noises which they encountered, took fright and ran about in every direction except the right one, entirely blocking up the road, where confusion reigned un- bounded : while the barking of the dogs, the blows and halloos of the drivers, the RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 101 curses of the soldiers, and the vexation of the passengers, only served to increase the turbulence of the unruly cattle. The canal, by the side of which the road is carried, was covered with boats and trackschuyts and coches d'eau and vessels of every de- scription, and presented a scene of tumult and confusion scarcely inferior to that upon land. About three miles from Brussels, situated upon an eminence above the road, we passed the magnificent palace of Lacken. I shuddered as I looked up to its lofty dome, and recollected that Napoleon had made the boast that this very night he would sleep beneath its roof. Uncertain as we then were, how the day that had risen might terminate, believing as we did that the eventful battle was even now be- gun which was to decide the fate of Europe, my heart swelled with the proud confidence, nS A TEW DAYS that unprepared, unconcentrated, outnum- bered as they were ; leagued with foreign- ers who could not be depended upon, and with allies who had been defeated, J et that under every disadvantage British valour would still be triumphant, as it had .ever been in every contest and at every period. Great numbers of wounded stragglers from the field were slowly and painfully wander- ing along the road, pale and faint from loss of blood, and with their heads, arms, and legs bound up with bloody bandages. We spoke to several of them, but they were all either Belgic or Prussian, and did not understand a word of French. Two of the most severely wounded we took up upon our carriage and carried into Malines, where they told the c6cher their friends .Jived. From him we learnt, that they had been wounded in the battle yesterday .morning. I saw one young English gen- RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 103 tlcman, who was travelling quite alone in his own carriage, sternly order down two of these unfortunate wounded men from his carriage. The wounded, however, whom we saw were able to move. In time they would reach a place of safety and shelter ; but, if even their sufferings were so great that the very sight of them was painful, what must be the state of those who were left bleeding on the field of the lost battle, deserted by the retreating Prussians, passed by, un- pitied and unaided, by the advancing French, and abandoned to perish in suf- ferings from the bare idea of which huma- nity recoils!* The day was unusually * Not even imagination could form an idea of the dreadful sufferings that the unfortunate soldiers of the French and Prussian armies, who were wounded in the battles of the 15th and 16th June, were condemned to endure. It was not until nearly a week afterwards that surgical aid, or assistance of any kind, was given to u 4 104 A FEW DAYS sultry : but if we felt the rays of the sun beneath which we journeyed to be so op- pressive, what must be the situation of the poor unsheltered wounded, exposed to its fervid blaze in the open field, with- out even a drop of water to cool their thirst? What must be the sufferings of our own unfortunate men, above all, of those who were not only wounded but pri- soners, and at the mercy of the merciless French? Never never till this moment them. During all this time they remained exposed to the burning heat of the noon-day sun, the heavy rains, and the chilling dews of midnight, without any sustenance except what their importunity extorted from the country people, and without any protection even from the flies that tormented them. Numbers had expired; the most trifling wounds had festered, and amputation in almost every instance had become necessary. This, and every other necessary operation, was most unskilfully and negli- gently performed by the Prussian surgeons. The descrip- tion I heard of this scene of horror, from some respecta- ble Belgic gentlemen who were spectators of it on the Wednesday following, is too dreadful to repeat. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 105 had I any conception of the horrors of war ! and they have left an impression 6n my mind which no time can efface. Dreadful indeed is the sight of pain and misery we have no power to relieve, but far more dreadful are the horrors imagina- tion pictures of the scene of carnage ; the agonies of the wounded and the dying on the field of battle, where even the dead who had fallen by the sword, in the prime of youth and health, are to be envied ! the thought was agony, and yet I could not banish it from my mind. At a little inn, half way to Malines, we got out of the carriage while the horses were eating their rye-bread, and the poor people of the village crowded around us with faces of the greatest consternation and distress, to inquire what had happened. They had heard such varying and contra- dictory reports that they knew not what to 106 A FEW DAYS believe, but terror was the predominant feeling ; and their horror of the approach of the French, which they were convinced would happen sooner or later, surpassed every thing I could have imagined. In spite of all we could say to inspire confi- dence, and to convince them that the English had been, and would still be, vic- torious, and that the French would never again be masters of Belgium, their appre- hensions completely overpowered their hopes ; and their alarm and consternation were truly pitiable. I asked them why they feared the French so much? With one accord they immediately burst out into exclamations, that they would plunder and destroy every thing, and rob and murder them ; that they were monsters who had no pity and would shew no mercy : " Oh ! what will become of us ! what will become of us !" was the universal cry of these poor RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 107 affrighted peasants. They were anxious about the Duke of Brunswick, and when they heard that he had really fallen, (which we had learnt from Major ,) their lamentations were great, and the certainty of his fate seemed to increase their despon- dency. He must have been a good prince whose fate could at such a moment be deplored. He had a country seat in the neighbourhood of Lacken, and he was consequently well known and much be- ' loved in this part of the country. An officer in a dark military great coat, whom I took for a German, hearing me talk to some poor affrighted women with babies in their arms, whom I was endeavouring to reassure, asked me in French if I had me from Brussels, and what was the issue of yesterday's battle ? I told him all the particulars I knew, and after some .minutes' conversation he said at last, with 108 A FEW DAYS the air of a person paying a compliment, that he understood some of my countrymen had behaved most gallantly : " comme braves hommes" was his expression. " Some of my countrymen !" I indignantly exclaimed, feeling myself turn as red as fire at this foreigner's degrading and par- tial praise of the British army " they all behaved most gallantly, they fought like heroes ; how else should the French have been repulsed : and when did the English behave otherwise V " The English ! but you are not English surely, Madame?" said the officer. " Oui, Monsieur," said I proudly, " je suis Anglaise." " Et moi aussi," said he, half laughing ; and during the short time our conversation lasted, we condescended to make use of our mother- tongue. He proved to be an English officer going from Antwerp to join the army, and I 'took him for a German, RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 109 chiefly I think because he accosted me in French, and because he did not look much like an Englishman. Why he took me for a Belgian, heaven only knows ; it was not likely that a Belgic lady should be speak- ing in French to the Belgic people, rather than in the common language of the country. A party of Nassau troops, in their way to the army, were sitting drinking in some long Flemish waggons at the door of the inn. A Prussian hussar, whom we had passed on the road, arrived while we were there. The moment he dismounted from his horse he was assailed by the Nassau soldiers for news of the battle. While he was telling them his story, anxiety for intelli- gence made me draw as near as I durst. The loud voices of the soldiers, however, drowned the greater part of his recital, and their language was so barbarous that 110 A FEW DAYS I could only make out that they were making a joke of Louis XVIII., and laughing at the idea of the fright he would be in, and saying, that he was so fat and unwieldy, he would never be able to run away before Napoleon's long legs overtook him. Such at least seemed to me to be the subject of their mirth. The hussar, seeing me, I suppose, gazing at him very wistfully, respectfully took off his cap, which encouraged me to ask him if I had not misunderstood him, that I thought I had heard him say the French had beaten the Prussians. " No, Madame/' said he, with an air of great concern, " it is really so; the French did beat the Prussians." " The French beat the Prussians !" I ex- claimed : " Did you say, Sir, that the French had beat the Prussians? are you sure of it ?" " Too sure, Madame : I was in the battle/' I now perceived for the RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. Ill first time that he was slightly wounded : his long blue cloak, which nearly descended to his feet, had concealed it. He told us that, after a very desperate engagement, the Prussians had been repulsed, and that the French were in great force. We had repeatedly heard this at Brussels, but, unwilling to believe bad news, we had hoped it would prove false, and even yet we would gladly have taken refuge in incredulity. The garcon of this inn, a fine youth with a most engaging countenance, was in great anxiety and alarm at the approach of the French, and he implored us to tell him the whole truth, for if they should come it would cost him his life, and he would fly to the end of the w r orld to avoid them. We assured him that the French had been repulsed yesterday, when our force was not half collected, and that, 112 A PEW DAYS now that the cavalry and all the troops had joined the army, there could be no doubt that the English would be victo- rious. " Ah ! je Fespere !" said the garcon ; " mais ils sont terribles, ces Francois." We assured him that terrible as they were, they would never conquer the British and Belgic army, nor regain possession of Bel- gium. The garcon fervently prayed they never might : " Mais, je ne sais quoi faire, moi," said this poor youth in his Belgic French, with a face of extreme perplexity, as we drove off. Of the town of Malines (Mechlin) I do not retain the smallest remembrance ; but the consternation of the people with whom it was crowded, and their faces of terror and distress I shall never forget. They were struck with universal dismay, and so thoroughly convinced that Napoleon would be victorious, that we might as well have RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 113 talked to the winds as have told them that he would be defeated. They only shook their heads and despondingly said, " Ah ! he has so many soldiers, and he is so desperate and he cares not how many thousands he sacrifices; he cares for no- thing but his ambition : Oh ! he will be here, that is too certain/' The garcon of this inn had been a conscript and served two years in the French army. At the expiration of that period he had pro- cured a substitute for one thousand florins, which money, I suspect, he had amassed by plunder. He was, however, a most intelligent man, and his hatred of the French, and of Napoleon in particular, was so strong, that he could not refrain from pouring out a most eloquent torrent of invective against him : " and throughout the whole of Belgium he is equally dreaded and detested in every place except at 1.14 A FEW DA.YS Antwerp," added he, correcting himself; " there he has some adherents, for many people grew rich by the public works, and by making the docks, and building the ships, and supplying the arsenal ; and many grew rich upon the distresses of the people and therefore they wish for him back again." My brother observed that he had certainly done a great deal for Antwerp, and made great improvements, and he particularly mentioned the docks and the quays. " Yes ! he did a great many fine things to be sure at Antwerp, but he took care to make us pay for them. Au reste," con- tinued he, " the people of Antwerp, that is, the merchants and the manufacturers and all the decent industrious people, hate him, with their whole hearts." " And why do the Belgians all hate him so much ?" I asked. " Why ! because he, RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 115 stopped our trade ; he ruined our manu- factures and commerce ; he took our men to fight his battles, and our money to fill his pockets and he took from us the means to get money : here in this very town the lace manufacturers were starved ; the work-women had no employment ; our streets were filled with beggars our priests were insulted he destroyed, he consumed every thing." " II a mange tout," was the phrase he frequently repeated, with an ex- pression of voice and gesture so strong that I can give no idea of it. " But he cannot live without war, nor can the French ; it is their trade they live by it they make their fortunes by it they place all their hopes in it ; they are wolves that prey upon other nations ; they live by blood and plunder : They are true banditti, (vrais brigands,) and they are so cruel, so wicked ils sont si mechans" It is impossible to give i2 116 A FEW DAYS the force of this expression in a literal translation. When we asked him if the Belgians did not dislike the Dutch, and if the government of the House of Orange was not unpopular ? he said, " Je vous dirai, Monsieur Les Hollandais et les Beiges never liked each other, and one great reason is the difference of our reli- gion. They think us Papists and bigots, and we think them Puritans and Calvinists ; besides we were always rivals and always jealous of each other, and we think (c'est a dire les Beiges) that their king becoming our king, is as if we had fallen under their dominion. If we may not be an indepen- dent nation, we would, perhaps, rather belong to the English or to the Austrians* but we would rather belong to any thing to the devil himself than to Napoleon Buonaparte/' The poor lace-makers whom we saw RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 117 were in nervous alarm and trepidation at the expected approach of the dreaded French, whom they reviled with all the bitterness and volubility of female elo- quence. The same sentiments were writ- ten upon every countenance, and uttered by every tongue. In every village and every hamlet through which we passed, the utmost consternation seemed to reign. We met officers on horseback and detach- ments of troops marching to join the army. It was with difficulty I refrained from be- seeching them to hasten forwards : it seemed to me that every man was of im- portance. At another time I might have been interested with seeing the country ; but now I could not look at it I could not think of it ; and as my eye rested with a vacant gaze upon the waving fields of luxuriant corn through which we passed, I could only feel the heart-sickening dread, i3 118 A FEW DAYS that the harvests of Belgium, though they had been sown in peace, would be reaped iii blood. We had every reason to think that the mortal struggle had been renewed ; Lord Wellington himself, the whole army expected it. How then was it possible, believing as we did, that within a few leagues of us, the battle was at that time raging that was to decide the fate of Europe, and give or take from our gallant countrymen the palm of victory and of glory that we could for a single instant feel the smallest interest about any thing else? At a distance, we saw the lofty spire of the cathedral of Antwerp, without then admiring its beauty, or even being con- scious that it was beautiful. We looked, we felt, indeed, like moving automatons. Our persons were there, but our minds were absent. Every step we took only RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 119 seemed to increase our solicitude for all we left behind. Our thoughts still to the battle " turned with ceaseless pain, And dragged at each remove a lengthening chain." A tremendous storm of thunder and lightning and rain burst over our heads. It was peculiarly aAvful. But what are the thunder and lightnings of heaven to the thunder and lightnings of war which, per- haps, at this very moment, were sweeping away thousands ! The thunderbolts of God are merciful and harmless ; those of man deadly and destructive. We thought of this storm, as of every thing else, only with reference to our army to those who were fighting, and those who were bleeding pn the field of battle, and who were ex- posed unsheltered to its rage. We gazed with admiration at the threatening walls and ancient battlements i4 120 A FEW DAYS of Antwerp, which are encircled with a wooden palisade. This seemed a com- plete work of supererogation, and struck me as being something like putting a strong box of iron into a band-box of pasteboard for further security.* Three walls of immense strength and thickness, surrounded by three broad deep ditches or moats, lay one behind another. To an ignorant, unpractised eye like mine, its fortifications seemed to be impregnable ; and as we passed under its gloomy gates, and slowly crossed its sounding draw- bridges, I heartily wished that the whole British army were safe within its walls. This was certainly more " a woman's than a warrior's wish/' Antwerp was already crowded with fugitives from Brussels ; and * This was, I find, only a proof of my ignorance ; I afterwards learnt that wooden palisades add greatly to the strength of fortifications. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 121 with considerable difficulty we got the ac- commodation of two very small rooms in the hotel of Le Grand Labourer, in the Place de Maire. No later authentic intelligence than that which we had heard previously to leaving Brussels had been received here; reports of all kinds assailed us, as quick and varying as the tints of the evening clouds, but we could learn nothing; the com- mandant knew nothing ; we could not even ascertain whether another engagement had taken place to-day, and in miserable sus- pense we passed the remainder of the evening. One of the apartments in our hotel was occupied by the corpse of the Duke of Brunswick, which had arrived about two o'clock. It had been already embalmed, and was now placed in its first coffin. My brother went to see it : but the room was 122 A TEW DAYS so crowded with guards and soldiers, British and foreign military, and with people of every description, that neither my sister nor I chose to go. My brother described the countenance as remarkably placid and noble ; serene even in death. It was past midnight : J and S had gone to rest, and I was sitting alone, listening to the incessant torrents of rain which drove furiously against the windows, and think- ing of our army, who were lying on the cold, wet ground, overcome with toil, and exposed to all " the pelting of the pitiless storm." Every thing was silent, when I heard, all at once, the dismal sounds of nailing down the coffin of the Duke of Brunswick. It was a solemn and affecting sound ; it was the last knell of the departed princely warrior : when at length it ceased, and all again was silent, I went down with the young woman of the house, to look RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 123 at the last narrow mansion of this brave and unfortunate prince. Tapers were burning at the head and foot of the coffin. The room was now cleared of all, except- ing two Brunswick officers who were watching over it, and whose pale, mournful countenances, sable uniforms, and black nodding plumes, well accorded with this gloomy chamber of death. It was but yesterday that this prince, in the flower of life and fortune, went out to the field full of military ardour, and gloriously fell leading on his soldiers to battle. But he has lived long enough who has lived to acquire glory : he dies a noble death who dies for his country. The Duke of Brunswick lived and died like a hero, and he has left his monument in the hearts of his people, by whom his fate will be long and deeply lamented ; and by future times his memory will be honoured. 124 A FEW DAYS It seemed to be my invariable lot at the dead hour of the night to be disturbed with some new and terrible alarm. I had not returned many minutes to my room, after this visit to the remains of departed great- ness, and I was just preparing to go to bed, when I suddenly heard the well known hateful sounds of the rolling of heavy mili- tary carriages, passing rapidly through the streets, which were instantly succeeded by the trampling of horses' feet, the clamour of voices, and all the hurry of alarm. The streets seemed thronged with people. Concluding that some news must have ar- rived, I hastily went out to the little apart- ment which the young woman of the house occupied, and where she told me at any hour she was to be found but she was gone, and the noise below was so great, and the men's voices so loud, that I durst not venture down stairs. I wandered RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 125 along the passages, and hung over the ba- lustrades of the staircase, listening to this increasing noise in a state of the most pain- ful suspense. At last the girl returned with a countenance of consternation, and pale as death. I eagerly inquired, if there was any news. She said that there was ; the very worst ! that all was lost ; that our army had been compelled to retreat, and were falling back upon Brussels : the French pursuing them. All the English had left Brussels. People in carriages, on horseback, and on foot, were flying into Antwerp in the greatest dismay. Baggage waggons, ammunition, and artillery, were pouring into the town on all sides : and " enfin, Madame/' said she, " tout est per- du r For a few minutes, consternation over- powered all my faculties. The English retreating, pursued by the French, over- 126 A FEW DAYS whelmed by a tremendous superiority of numbers our gallant countrymen vainly sacrificed the flower of our army laid low Buonaparte and the French triumph- ant ! the thought was not to be borne : till this moment I never knew the bitter- ness, the extent of my hatred to them. It never occurred to me to doubt that there had been a battle, and it seemed too pro- bable that its result had been unfavourable to the British. I hoped, however, that they were only retreating in consequence of their extreme inferiority of force to the enemy, to wait until they were joined either by the fresh reinforcements of our own troops which were expected, or by the Russians. Some experienced officers had thought this might probably happen, even when the troops first marched out of Brussels. I recollected Lord Wellington entrenching himself in the lines of Torres RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 127 Vedras. I recalled with proud confidence the multiplied triumphs of my countrymen in arms, and I firmly believed that, what- ever might be the temporary reverses, or appearance of reverse, they would even- tually prove victorious. But in vain I endeavoured to reassure this poor terrified girl, or inspire her with the conviction I felt myself, that though the English might retreat before an over- powering force, against which it would be madness to keep the field, they only re- treated to advance with more strength; and that when joined by fresh reinforce- ments they would give battle and beat the French ; and that with such a general and such an army they never had been, and they never could be, defeated. I succeeded much better in inspiring myself with hope and confidence than this poor young woman ; but all that I my- 128 A FEW DAYS self endured during this long night of misery is not to be imagined or described. The uncertain fate of our army, their cri- tical situation, and the dread that some serious reverse had befallen them, filled my mind with the most dreadful apprehen- sions. Worn out as I had been with two successive nights of sleepless alarm, this news had effectually murdered sleep ; and even when fatigue for a few minutes over- powered my senses, I started up again with a sense of horror, to listen to the beat- ing of the heavy torrents of rain, and the dismal sounds of alarm which filled the streets ; the rattle of carriages continually driving to the door, crowded with fugitives who vainly solicited to be taken in, and drove away utterly at a loss where to find a place of shelter ; and the deafening noise of the rolling of heavy military waggons which, during the whole night, never ceased 11ESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 129 a single moment. So deep was the im- pression these sounds had made upon my senses, so associated had they now become with feelings of dismay and alarm, that long after every terror was ended in the glorious certainty of victory, 1 never could hear the rattling of these carriages, and the thundering of their wheels, without a sensation of horror that went to my very heart. The morning, the eventful morning of Sunday the 18th of June rose, darkened by clouds and mists and driving rain. Amongst the rest of the fugitives, our friends the arrived about seven o'clock, and, after considerable difficulty and delay, succeeded in obtaining a wretched little hole in a private house, with a miserable pallet bed, and destitute of all other furniture ; but they were too glad to find shelter, and too thankful to get into a place of safety, to complain of these incon- 130 A FEW DAYS veniences ; and overcome with fatigue they went immediately to bed. It was not with- out considerable difficulty and danger that their carriage had got out of the choked up streets of Brussels, and made its way to Malines, where they had been for a time refused shelter. At length the golden ar- guments Mr. used, obtained for them admittance into a room, filled with people of all sexes, ages, countries, and ranks French Princes and foreign Counts, and English Barons, and Right Honourable ladies and gentlemen, together with a con- siderable mixture of less dignified beings, were all lying together outstretched upon the tables, the chairs, and the floor ; some groaning, and some complaining, and many snoring, and almost all of them com- pletely drenched with rain. The water streamed from Mr. - -'s clothes, who had driven his own carriage. In this si- tuation they, too, lay down and slept RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 131 while their horses rested ; and then at break of day pursued their flight. A hundred Napoleons had been vainly offered for a pair of horses but a few hours after we left Brussels, and the scene of panic and confusion which it presented on Saturday evening surpassed all conception. The certainty of the defeat of the Prussians ; of their retreat ; and of the retreat of the Bri- tish army, prepared the people to expect the worst. Aggravated reports of disaster and dismay continually succeeded to each other : the despair and lamentations of the Belgians ; the anxiety of the English to learn the fate of their friends who had been in the battle the preceding day ; the dread- ful spectacle of the waggon loads of wounded coming in, and the terrified fu- gitives flying out in momentary expecta- tion of the arrival of the French : the streets, the roads, the canals covered with K2 132 A PEW DAYS boats, carriages, waggons, horses, and crowds of unfortunate people, flying from this scene of horror and danger, formed altogether a combination of tumult, terror, and misery, which cannot be described. Numbers, even of ladies, unable to procure any means of conveyance, set off on foot, and walked in the dark, beneath the pelt- ing storm, to Malines : and the distress of the crowds who now filled Antwerp, it is utterly impossible to conceive. We were, however, soon inexpressibly relieved, by hearing that there had been no engagement of any consequence the preceding day ; that the British army had fallen back seven miles in order to take up a position more favourable for the cavalry ; that they were now about nine miles from Brussels ; and that a general, and, most probably, a de- cisive action would inevitably take place to-day. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 153 Although it continued to rain, we set out, for to sit still in the house was impossible, and after passing through several streets, we went into the cathedral where high mass was performing, and where " Through the long drawn aisle and fretted vault The pealing anthem swell'd the note of praise-" For a while its solemn harmony seemed to calm the fever of my mind ; 4t elevated my thoughts to that God, in whose uner- ring wisdom and divine mercy I could alone at this awful moment put my trust, and to Him " who is the only giver of vic- tory," and at whose command empires rise and fall, flourish and decay, to Him who alone has power to save and to destroy, I breathed a silent prayer to bless the British arms, to shield my brave and heroic coun- trymen in the hour of danger, and give to them the success and glory of the battle. Intelligence arrived that the action had K3 134 A FEW DAYS commenced. We were told that the French had attacked the British this morning at day-break : the contending armies were actually engaged, and .the last, the dreadful battle was at this very moment deciding. It is impossible for any but those who have actually experienced it to conceive the dreadful, the overwhelming anxiety of being so near such eventful scenes, without being actually engaged in them ; to know that within a few leagues, the dreadful storm of war is raging in all its horrors, and the mortal conflict going forward 'which is to decide the glory of your coun- try, and the security of the world : to think that while you are sitting in passive inactivity, or engaged in the most trilling occupations, your brave countrymen are fighting and falling in the uncertain battle, and your friends and those whose fate you RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. may deplore through life, perhaps at that very moment breathing their last : to be surrounded by misery that you cannot console, and sufferings that you cannot relieve : to wait, to look, to long in vain for intelligence : to be distracted Avith a thousand confused and contradictory ac- counts without being able to ascertain the truth : to be at one moment elevated with hope, and the next depressed with fear : to endure the long-protracted suspense the deep- wrought feelings of expectation the incessant alarms the ever-varying reports the dreadful rumours of evil Oh ! it was a state of misery almost too great, too agonizing for human endurance ! Never never shall I forget the torturing suspense, the intense anxiety of mind, and agitation of spirit in which this day was passed. In the midst of all that could interest the mind and charm the fancy, K4 136 A FEW DAYS and surrounded by all that, at any other time, would have afforded me the highest gratification, I could neither see, hear, observe, admire, nor understand any thing ; I could think of nothing but the battle. In vain I tried to distract my thoughts, or to force my attention even for a moment to other things : the situation of our army, their danger, their success, their sufferings, and their glory, were for ever present to me. Unable to rest, we wandered me- chanically about the town, regardless of the frequent showers of rain, and of the deep and dirty streets, anxiously awaiting the arrival of news from the army though well aware that for many hours nothing could be known of the event of the battle. With a view to dissipate our fruitless an- xiety, and as a shelter from the rain, we visited several cabinets of paintings : but I beheld the noblest works of art, and the RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 13? finest monuments of departed genius, with indifference. Not even the sublime touches, the affecting images, and the unrivalled productions of Guido, and Raphael, and Rubens; not all the force, the pathos, and the expression of their powerful genius, could at this moment charm or even interest me ; for I had no power to feel their beauties. Every faculty of our minds was absorbed in one feeling, one thought, one interest ; we seemed like bodies without souls. Our persons and our outward senses were indeed present in Antwerp, but our whole hearts and souls were with the army. In the course of our wanderings we met many people whom we knew, and had much conversation with many whom we did not know. At this momentous crisis, one feeling actuated every heart one thought engaged every tongue one com- 138 A FEW DAYS mon interest bound together every human being. All ranks were confounded ; all distinctions levelled ; all common forms neglected. Gentlemen and servants ; lords and common soldiers; British and fo- reigners, were all upon an equality, elbowing each other without ceremony, and addressing each other without apology. Ladies accosted men they had never before seen with eager questions without hesita- tion ; strangers conversed together like friends, and English reserve seemed no longer to exist. From morning till night the great Place de Maire was completely filled with people, standing under umbrel- las and eagerly watching for news of the battle ; so closely packed was this anxious crowd, that, when viewed from the hotel windows, nothing could be seen but one compact mass of umbrellas. As the day advanced the consternation became greater. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 139 The number of terrified fugitives from Brussels, upon whose faces were marked the deepest anxiety and distress, and who thronged into the town on horseback and on foot, increased the general dismay, while long rows of carriages lined the streets, filled with people who could find no place of shelter. Troops from the Hanseatic towns inarched in to strengthen the garrison of the city in case of a siege. Long trains of artillery, ammunition, military stores and supplies of all sorts incessantly poured in, and there seemed to be no end of the heavy waggons that rolled through the streets. Reports more and more gloomy reached our ears ; every hour only served to add to the general despondency. On every side we heard that the battle was fought under circumstances so disadvanta- geous to the British, and against a prepon- 140 A FEW DAYS derance of force so overpowering, that it was impossible it could be won. Long did we resist the depressing impression these alarming accounts were calculated to make upon our minds; long did we believe, in spite of every unfavourable ap- pearance, thati the British would be vic- torious. Towards evening a wounded officer arrived, bringing intelligence that the onset had been most terrible, and so - immense were the numbers of the enemy, that he " did not believe it was in the power of man to save the battle." To record the innumerable false reports we heard spread by the terrified fugitives, who continually poured into the town from Brussels, would be endless. At length, after an interval of the most tor- turing suspense, a wounded British officer of hussars, scarcely able to sit his horse, and faint from loss of blood, rode up to RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 141 the door of the hotel, and told us the disas- trous tidings, that the battle was lost, and that Brussels, by this time, was in the pos- session of the enemy. He said, that in all the battles he had ever been engaged in, he had never witnessed any thing at all equal to the horrors of this. The French had fought with the most desperate valour, but, when he left the field, they had been repulsed by the British at every point with immense slaughter : the news of the defeat had, however, overtaken him on the road ; all the baggage belonging to the army was taken or destroyed, and the confusion among the French at Vittoria, he said, was nothing to this. He had himself been passed by panic-struck fugitives from the field, flying for their lives, and he had been obliged to hurry forward, notwithstanding his wounds, in order to effect his escape. Two gentlemen from Brussels corroborated A FEW DAYS this dreadful account : in an agitation that almost deprived them of the power of ut- terance, they declared that when they came away, Brussels presented the most dreadful scene of tumult, horror, and con- fusion ; that intelligence had been received of the complete defeat of the British, and that the French were every moment ex- pected. The carnage had been most tremendous. The Duke of Wellington, they said, was severely wounded ; Sir Dennis Pack killed ; and all our bravest officers killed, wounded, or prisoners. In vain we inquired, where, if the battle was lost, where was now, and what had become. of the British army? " God alone knows," was the answer. The next moment we heard from a gentleman who had just ar- rived, that before he left Brussels, the French had actually entered it; that he had himself seen a party of them ; and RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 143 another gentleman (an officer, I believe) declared he had been pursued by them more than half way to Malines. Dreadful was the panic and dismay that now seized the unfortunate Belgians, and in the most piercing tones of horror and despair they cried out, that the French would be at the gates before morning. Some English people, thinking Antwerp no longer safe, set off for Breda, late as it was. Later still, accounts were brought (as we afterwards understood) by three British officers of the Guards, confirming the dreadful tidings of defeat ; it was even said that the French were already at Malines. We believed, we trusted that these reports of evil were greatly exagge- rated ; we did not credit their dreadful extent, but that some terrible reverse had befallen the British army it was no longer possible to doubt. During the whole of 144 A FEW DAYS this dreadful night, the consternation, the alarm, the tumult, the combination of horrid noises that filled the streets, I shall never forget. The rapid rolling .of the carriages, the rattle of artillery, and the slow heavy motion of the large waggons filled with wounded soldiers, which inces- santly entered the town, were the most dismal of all. Of the bitter agony, the most deep- seated affliction that now overwhelmed us, it would be in vain to speak. There are feelings in the human heart that can find no utterance in words, and which lie too deep for tears : and the conviction that the British army had been defeated the dreadful uncertainty of its fate and the heart-piercing sight of my brave, my un- fortunate wounded countrymen returning from the lost battle in which their valour had been exerted, and their blood been RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 145 shed in vain, awakened sensations which no visible emotion, no power of language could express ; but which have left an im- pression on my mind that no lapse of time can efface. No private calamity, however great, that had befallen myself individually, could have afflicted me with such bitter anguish as I now suffered. The image of the British troops retreating before a con- quering, an insulting, a merciless enemy defeated, perhaps cut to pieces : the idea of their misfortunes and their sufferings of the wounded abandoned to perish on the fatal field ; the misery of thousands ; the distress in which it would plunge my country ; the years of war and bloodshed, and all the dreadful consequences it would bring upon the world, incessantly haunted my mind during this long night of misery. Overpowered by three days and nights of extreme fatigue, anxiety, and agitation, I L 146 A FEW DAYS fell at times into a sort of unquiet slumber ; but my busy fancy still presented the horrid images of terror and distress, and repeatedly I started up from uneasy sleep to the dreadful consciousness of waking misery : Oh ! it was a night of unspeakable horror ." Nor when morning came Did the realities of light and day Bring aught of comfort : wheresoe'er we went The tidings of defeat had gone before ; And leaving their defenceless homes, to seek What shelter walls and battlements might yield, Old men with feeble feet, and tottering babes, And widows with their infants in their arms Hurried along nor royal festival, Nor sacred pageant with like multitude E'er fill'd the public way : all whom the sword Had spared fled here !" . Southey's Roderick. With a heavy heart, I rose and dressed myself, and went out before eight o'clock, attended only by our old valet de place, who with a sorrowful countenance awaited me at the foot of the stairs. From him, RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 147 and from the master of the hotel, who were both on the watch for news, I learnt thai no official intelligence had been received, no courier had arrived : but no doubt was entertained of the truth of the dreadful reports of the night, and the events of every hour seemed to give full confirmation of the worst. I traversed the gloomy streets, anxiously gazing at every melancholy care- worn countenance I met, as if there I could read the truth. I was struck to the heart with horror by the sight of the heavy loaded waggons of wounded soldiers which incessantly passed by me; while litters borne silently along on men's shoulders gave dreadful indications of sufferings more severe, or nearer their final termination ; nor were they less painful to the thoughts from being unseen. Imagination perhaps conjured up sufferings more dreadful than L2 148 A FEW DAYS the reality, sufferings at which my blood ran cold. Wholly forgetful of some business I had to transact, I hurried through the streets with the vague hope of hearing some deci- sive intelligence; certain that any thing, even the knowledge of the worst, would be preferable to this state of wretchedness and torturing suspense. At last, without in- tending it, I found myself near the Malines gate. Conducted by the old valet, I turned into a narrow street on my right, where, to my inexpressible astonishment, I saw five wounded Highland soldiers who, in spite of the bandages which enveloped their heads, arms, and legs, were shouting and huzzaing with the most vociferous de- monstrations of joy. In answer to my eager questions, they told me that a courier had that moment entered the town from the RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 149 Duke of Wellington, bringing an account that the British had gained a complete victory, that the remains of the French army were in full retreat, and the English in pursuit of them. To the last hour of my life, never shall I forget the sensations of that moment. Scarcely daring to credit the extent of this wonderful, this transporting news, I did, however, believe that the English had gained the victory ; believed it with feelings to which no language can do justice, and which found relief in tears of joy that I could not repress. For some minutes I was unable to speak. The overpowering emotions which filled my heart were far too powerful for expression ; but the boon of life to the wretch whose head is laid upon the block could scarcely be received with more transport and gratitude. The sudden transition from the depth of despair lo joy L3 150 A FEW DAYS unutterable was almost too great to be borne. In the mean time the Highlanders, re- gardless of their wounds, their fatigues, their dangers and their sufferings, kept throwing up their Highland bonnets into the air, and continually vociferating, " Boney's beat ! Boney's beat ! hurrah ! hurrah ! Boney's beat \" Their tumultuous joy attracted round them a number of old Flemish women, who were extremely cu- rious to know the cause of this uproar, and kept gabbling to the soldiers in their own tongue. One of them, more eager than the rest, seized one of the men by his coat, "pulling at it, and making the most ludicrous gestures imaginable to induce him to attend to her ; while the Highlander, quite forgetting in his transport that the old woman did not understand Scotch, kept vociferating that " Boney was beat, and RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 151 rinning away till his ain country as fast as he could gang." At any other time, the old Flemish woman, holding the soldier fast, shrugging up her shoulders, and making these absurd grimaces, and the Highlander roaring to her in broad Scotch, would have presented a most laughable scene " Hout, ye auld gowk," cried the good-humoured soldier, " dinna ye ken that Bonney's beat what, are ye deef ? dare say the wife I say Bonney's beat, woman \" When the news was explained to the old women they were in an extasy almost as great as that of the Highlanders themselves, and the joy of the old valet was quite unbounded. These poor men were on their way to the Hospital, but they did not know which way to go; they were ignorant of the language, and could not inquire. I thought of sending the valet de place with them, who was extremely will- L 4 152 A FEW DAYS ing to conduct *' ces bons Ecossois," as he called them, but then I could not easily have found my own way home ; so the valet de place, the soldiers, and I, all went to the Hospital together. Our progress was slow, for one of them was very lame, another had lost three of the fingers of his right hand, and had a ball lodged in his shoulder. Some of them were from the Highlands, and some from the Lowlands, and when they found that I came from Scotland, and lived upon the Tweed, they w r ere quite delighted. One of them was from the Tweed as well as myself, he said, " he cam' oot o' Peeblesshire." After parting with them close to the Hospital, I returned homewards, and by the time I reached the Place de Maire it was thronged with multitudes of people, who seemed at a loss how to give vent to their transport. One loud universal buz? RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 153 of voices filled the streets ; one feeling per- vaded every heart ; one expression beamed on every face : in short, the people were quite wild with joy, and some of them really seemed by no means in possession of their senses. At the door of our hotel the first sight I beheld among the crowds that encircled it, was an English lady, who had apparently attained the full meridian of life, with a night-cap stuck on the top of her head, discovering her hair in papil- lotes beneath, attired in a long white flan- nel dressing-gown, loosely tied about her waist, witlTthe sleeves tucked up above the elbows. She was flying about in a distracted manner, with a paper in her hand, loudly proclaiming the glorious tidings, continually repeating the same thing, and rejoicing, la- menting, wondering, pitying, and exclaim- ing, all in the same breath. From an English gentleman whom I had met, I had 154 A FEW DAYS already learned all the particulars that were known ; but this lady seized upon me, re- peated them all again and again, inter- rupting herself with mourning over the misfortunes of poor Lady , pitying Lady , rejoicing in the victory, wondering at the Duke's escape, lamenting for Sir Thomas Picton, and declaring, which was incontestably true, that she herself was quite distracted. In vain did her maid pursue her about with a great shawl, which occasionally she succeeded in putting upon her shoulders, but which invariably fell off again the next moment. In vain did another lady, whose dress and mind were rather more com- posed, endeavour to entice her away she could not be brought to pay them the smallest attention, and I left her still talk- ing as fast as ever, and standing in this curious dishabille among gentlemen and KESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 155 footmen, and officers and soldiers, and valets de place ; and in full view of the multitudes who thronged the great Place de Maire. An express had arrived, soon after eight o'clock, from the Duke of Wel- lington to Lady , with a bulletin dated Waterloo, containing a brief account of the glorious battle. But from private letters and accounts we learnt that the triumph of the British arms had indeed been complete. After a most dreadful and sanguinary battle, which lasted from ten in the morning till nine at night, the French at length gave way and fled in con- fusion from the field, leaving behind them their artillery, their baggage, their wounded and their prisoners. The certainty of this great, this glorious victory, won by the heroic valour of our countrymen in cir- cumstances so disadvantageous ; the fall of the enemy of Britain and of mankind ; the 156" A FEW DAYS deliverance of Europe ; the peace of the world, and, above all, the glory of England, rushed into my mind ; and every indivi- dual interest, every personal consideration, every other thought and feeling were swal- lowed up and forgotten. The contest had been dreadful the car- nage unexampled in the bloodiest annals of history. The French army had been nearly annihilated, and our loss was tre- mendous. The greatest part of our gallant army, the best, the bravest of our officers were among the killed and wounded. Sir Colin Halket, Generals Cooke and Alten, Sir Dennis Pack, the Prince of Orange, Lord Uxbridge, and Lord Fitzroy Somer- set were severely wounded. Sir Thomas Picton, Sir William Ponsonby, Sir Alex- ander Gordon were killed. Sir William de Lancey had also been killed by a can- non ball while in absolute contact with the RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 157 Duke, whose escapes seemed to have been almost miraculous. Unmindful, perhaps even unconscious, of the showers of shot and shell, he had stood undaunted from morning till night in the thickest of the battle, coolly reconnoitring with his glass the motions of the enemy, issuing his or- ders with the utmost precision, and every- where present by his promptitude, coolness and presence of mind. Almost all his staff officers were either killed or wounded. Lady shewed us the official bulletin; it contained a most brief and modest account of the victory, announcing scarcely any particulars, and mentioning the names only of a very few of the prin- cipal officers who were among the sufferers. In a few hours the town was crowded with the wounded. The regular hospitals were soon filled, and barracks, churches, and convents, were converted into tempo- 158 A FEW DAYS rary hospitals with all possible expedition. Tents were pitched in a large piece of open ground near the citadel, and numbers of these unfortunate sufferers were carried there : but nothing could contain the mul- titude of wounded who continually entered the town. Numbers were lying on the hard pavement of the streets, and on the steps of the houses ; and numbers were wandering about in search of a place of shelter. Nothing affected me more than the quiet fortitude and uncomplaining pa- tience with which these poor men bore their sufferings. Not a word, not a mur- mur, not a groan escaped their lips. They Jay extended on their backs in the long waggons, their clothes stained with blood, blinded by the intolerable -rays of the sun, in silent suffering ; while every jolt of the waggons seemed to go to one's very heart. Numbers on foot, almost sinking with fa- RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 159 tigue and loss of blood, were slowly and painfully making their way along the streets. Officers supported on their horses, and almost insensible, with faces pale as death and marked with agony, and those dreadful litters, whose very appearance bespoke torture and death, were passing through every street. Never shall I forget the impression that the sight of my poor wounded countrymen made upon my mind. When I saw their sufferings, and thought of their deeds in arms, of their dauntless intrepidity in the field, and of the immortal glory they had won ; tears of pity, admiration, and grati- tude burst from my heart, and I looked at the meanest soldier returning, covered with wounds, from fighting the battles of his country, with a respect and admiration, which not all the kings and princes of the earth could have extorted from me. 160 A PEW DAYS If such were the horrors of the scene here, what must they be on the field of battle, covered with thousands of the dead, the wounded and the dying! The idea was almost too dreadful for human endu- rance ; and yet there were those of my own country, and even of my own sex, whom I heard express a longing wish to visit this very morning the fatal field of Waterloo ! If, by visiting that dreadful scene of glory and of death, I could have saved the life, or assuaged the pangs, of one single indi- vidual who had fallen for his country, gladly would I have braved its horrors; but for the gratification of an idle, a bar- barous curiosity, to gaze upon the mangled corpses of thousands; to hear the deep groans of agony, and witness the las* struggles of the departing spirit No! worlds should not have bribed me to have encountered the sight: the consolation of RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. l6l being useful, alone could have armed one with courage to have witnessed it. No- thing could exceed the humanity and kind- ness of the Belgic people to those poor sufferers who now crowded the streets. Unsolicited they took them into their own houses ; sent bedding to the hospitals ; resigned their own rooms to their use; provided them with every comfort, and administered to their wants as if they had been their own sons. One old lady alone, who was the sole inhabitant of a large house, refused to take in two wounded offi- cers ; the Commandant, on hearing of this, immediately billeted six private soldiers upon her. But, notwithstanding the praise- worthy activity and exertion which were used to accommodate them, it was long, long indeed, before they could all be taken care of. We grieved that we had no house to shelter them, and no power to give them M 162 A FEW DAYS any essential relief. Money was to them as useless as the lump of gold to Robin- son Crusoe in his desert island : we could not act by them the part of the good Samaritan, nor could we, like the heroines of the days of chivalry, bind up and dress their wounds, for in our ignorance we should only have injured them, and the most stupid hospital mate could perform that office a thousand times better than the finest lady. Numbers of poor wounded Highlanders were patiently sitting in the streets, shaded from the powerful rays of the sun. We had a good deal of conversation with seve- ral of the privates of the 42d and 92d re- giments, and their account of the battle was most simple and interesting. They seemed not to have the smallest pride in what they bad done ; but to consider it quite as amatter of course; they uttered not the smallest RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 163 complaint, but rattar made light of their sufferings, and there was nothing in their words or manner that looked as if they were sensible of having done any thing in the least praiseworthy ; nothing that laid claim to pity, admiration, or glory. The carnage among the French, both on the 16th and 18th, in their encounter with the Highland regiments, was described to us as r most dreadful. The cuirassiers, men and officers, horses and riders, were rolled in death, one upon another, after the Bri- tish charge with the bayonet. In vain the French returned to the attack with furious valour and reinforced numbers. Their ut- most efforts could make no impression on the impenetrable spiked wall of the British embattled bayonets ; and when they retired from the ineffectual attack, the brave High- landers, with loud cries of " Scotland for the faces, figures, and humorous scenes which Teniers has exhi- bited so often to our view ; and to recog- nize at every turn the fat and fair, and well fed and well clad beauties of F. Mieres. But the paintings and the painters of Italy and Flanders have led me far from my travels. To return to Antwerp : After the bright-painted, well-scoured, Q 226 A FEW DAYS baby-house looking towns o.f Holland, the streets of Antwerp appeared very grand and magnificent, but extremely dirty. Remarking this to an English, or rather an Irish officer, he laughed, and said they were beautifully clean in comparison of the state in which the British troops found them when they first came to the garrison. Their complaints of the filthiness and unwhole- someness of the town produced no effect ; and to their representations of the necessity of cleaning it, the Magistrates answered, with offended dignity, that "the city of Antwerp was clean/' The British Com" mandant then ordered our soldiers to sweep the streets, and to pile up all the dirt against the houses of those Magistrates who with so much pertinacity maintained that the city of Antwerp was clean ! The mountains of dirt collected by the soldiers in one morning blocked up the windows, RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 227 and it was with difficulty that the Magistrates could get out of their doors. When they did, however, they immediately bestirred themselves, convinced by more senses than one that the city of Antwerp was not clean ; and they have taken due care ever since that the streets shall be regularly swept. The churches in Antwerp were once extremely rich in silver shrines, images, ornaments, gold plate, and precious stones ; but these treasures, the Belgians said, had been carried off by Buonaparte : upon more strict inquiry, we found that these alleged robberies of Napoleon le Grand had been committed eighteen years ago, most probably by the sacrilegious hands of the Jacobin Revolutionists, who would leave little or nothing for imperial plunder. On my remarking this to one of the Bel- gians, he said, with a shrug of the shoul- der, " Ah ! c'est egal ces gens-la etoient 228 A FEW DAYS tous les m6mes les coquins ! " but what- ever mischief has been done, they always lay it upon Buonaparte, whom they hate with a bitterness surpassing all conception. The journey betwixt Antwerp and Brus- sels was quite new to us. The anxiety and agitation of mind which we had suffered on the day we left Brussels for Antwerp, had so completely engrossed every faculty, that the scenery on the way had not made the smallest impression on us. The ob- jects of living interest, with which the road was then crowded, had alone fixed our at- tention. I could scarcely believe that I had ever travelled this road before, or ever seen the towns and villages through which we had so lately passed. . I beheld the same harvest, which I then feared would be reaped in blood, ripening, to crown the hopes of the husbandman, beneath the blessing of heaven. .My eye RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 229 now rested with delight upon the corn fields, waving in rich luxuriance, the deep verdure of the meadows, and the lofty woods which diversified the prospect : the peaceful and prosperous Appearance of the country, and the contented, gladsome faces of the people, as they stood at their cottage-doors, " gay in their Sunday 'tire/' presented a happy contrast to the terrors and sufferings we had witnessed, and the still more dreadful and multiplied horrors which then seemed ready to burst upon this devoted country. We entered Malines ; but I did not re- tain the smallest recollection of it until we again reached the inn. From the inn- window I well remembered sorrowfully gazing into the market-place below, and contemplating the train of baggage-wag- gons, the confusion of English carriages* the parties of troops advancing, the Q3 230 A FEW DAYS wounded soldiers returning, and the af- frighted countenances of the poor Belgic peasantry, crowding together in dismay, with which it was then filled. Now I be- held a very different scene : a crowd of Belgians, indeed, filled the market-place, but it was a joyous, not a trembling crowd. The people were all amusing themselves after their own fashion. Some flocking to the Church ; others gazing at a wonderful puppet-show, which was stationed at the very door ; others listening to a Belgic bal- lad-singer, who was roaring out, in no very harmonious strains, the downfall of Napo- leon, and the warlike prowess of the Bel- gians ; and others were talking and laugh- ing with most noisy glee. The sounds of innocent mirth and pious gratitude were indeed a blessed contrast to the terrors and anxiety we had before witnessed here. The Kennesgevin, or thanksgiving, for RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 231 the victory, and for the deliverance of the country, had been celebrated, and one priest mounting the pulpit after another, continued to preach a succession of homi- lies to the people, who might listen to as many or as few of them, as their piety or their taste dictated. We saw a young priest mount the pulpit, and some of the congregation, who had been assembled during the sermon of his predecessor, re- mained to hear him. He preached in the Belgic language, therefore we could not understand him ; his discourse was appa- rently extempore, and accompanied with much ungraceful gesticulation. In distant parts of the Church, before the shrine of many a saint, numbers of pious votaries of both sexes were kneeling in silence; engaged in their private earnest devotions, without attending at all to the lectures of the priest, or being disturbed by those Q4 .232 A FEW DAYS who, like us, were wandering up and down the long-drawn aisles and decorated cha- ? pels of this ancient Cathedral. There is a perpetual going in and out, and moving backwards and forwards, du- ring the whole service of the Catholic Church abroad. The people, a,s soon as they have finished their own prayers, walk off without ceremony, and are succeeded by others; which in a Protestant church we should think a most scandalous pro- ceeding; and indeed the service of the Catholic Church itself, both in England and in Ireland, is conducted in a very dif- ferent manner. It is a common practice here, as well as in France and Italy, for strangers to walk about and exaniine the churches, paintings, &c. when the Mass is performing ; nor does it seem to annoy the congregation in the least. The Roman Catholic .seems to be the* RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 233 exclusive religion of Belgium ; no other form of worship or religious persuasion seems to have any proselytes; indeed it is only in consequence of a law enacted since the present King ascended the throne, that other religions have been tolerated. -The Belgians are very pious, and even bi- goted ; but they are not gloomy, they are lively bigots ; apparently without a doubt to disturb the fullness of their faith ; strict in their observances, gay in their lives, happy in the consolation their religion gives them here, and in its promises hereafter. Com- paring their character with that of their unbelieving neighbours, the French, I have no hesitation in preferring bigotry to infi- delity. Even the extreme of superstition is. better than the horrors of irreligion and atheism. The Church of Malines is a fine old structure : the towers (for there are two) seem to have been built at an earlier, pe- 234 A FEW DAYS riod than the body. We were astonished at the magnificence of the interior. Its magnitude, its antiquity, its lofty arches, its massy pillars, its rich altars, its sculptured figures, and its carved confessionals, have a very imposing effect ; and the large, though not fine paintings which adorn its walls, and the decorations which piety has profusely spread over every part of this vast edifice, give it an air of great splendour. Foreign churches possess a decided advantage, to the eye of the mere spectator, over those of England, from being wholly unincumbered with pews, which certainly take from the grandeur and unity of the whole. The pulpit of carved wood in this Church is most beautifully executed. It was done only a few years ago by a Fle- mish artist. There are a few pieces of sculpture of ancient date carved in wood in basso relievo, and painted white, which I admired extremely. The expression RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 235 given to some of the figures and faces as quite astonishing. We passed through Vilvorde, half-way to Brussels, where there is a strong Maison de force for the imprisonment and employ- ment of criminals. At the little inn where we had before baited our horses, we stop- ped once more for the same purpose. The garden remembered us immediately, and with a countenance of great glee, express- ed his delight to see us again, and de- scribed most vividly the distress they had experienced, and all the rapid and dread- ful alarms that succeeded to each other. He then reminded us of our parting pro- phecy, that the Allies would be victorious, and that the French would never more penetrate into Flanders, and he said, he had often thought of it since ; and that it had proved true, for they had indeed seen no French, except les Francois blesses. 236 A FEW DAYS We proceeded on our journey through a country still improving in beauty. Sloping grounds, and woods and lawns, and country seats and pleasure grounds, and meadows covered with the richest verdure, greeted our eyes as we advanced to Brus- sels. We met and passed several of the Diligences; tremendous machines in size, and slowness, not unlike the vehicles which in England are used for the conveyance of wild beasts from one town to another. They were filled with an innumerable motley multitude, some of which were playing upon the fiddle, others singing, and all merry making, as they jogged along. The road was much cut up with the passage of commissariat-waggons, long trains of which we frequently met upon the way. We drew near to Brussels, and traversed the margin of that calm and quiet canal. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 237 which, when we left it, had presented a scene of such horrid confusion ; and as we approached Lacken we looked up at it once more, but with very different feelings to those with which we had gazed at it when we had passed it before, and recol- lected the boast Napoleon had made the preceding day, " To-morrow I shall sleep at Lacken/' It was from hence that his premature pompous declarations to the Belgic people were dated, announcing victory ; which were even found ready printed in his carriage at Charleroi, after his defeat and flight on the 18th of June. We entered a sort of wood. On each side of us, upon the grass and beneath the shade of the trees, there was a large en- campment of tents, men, horses, waggons, huts, and arms ; with all the accompani- ments and confusion attendant upon such an establishment. It formed, however, a 238 A FEW DAYS picturesque and animated scene ; fires were burning, suppers cooking, men sleeping, children playing, women scolding, horses grazing, and waggons loading ; while long carts and artillery were drawn up beneath the trees ; parties' of Flemish drivers sitting on the ground round the fires, drinking and smoking; and people moving to and fro in every direction. This encampment be- longed to the Commissariat department. We passed the Alice Verte, usually the fashionable promenade for carriages on Sunday evening ; but though this was Sunday evening, it was entirely deserted. The inhabitants of Brussels had not yet perhaps resumed their habits of gaiety, and in fact the Alice Verte was nearly im- passable, owing to the heavy rains and the immense passage of military carriages upon it. We entered Brussels about the same RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 239 hour that we had entered it for the first time. Then, the British military were crowding every street ; standing at every corner; leaning out of every window, in the full vigour of youth and hope and ex- pectation : then, they were gaily talking and laughing, unconscious that to many it was the last night of their lives. Now, Brussels was filled with the wounded. It is impossible to describe with what emo- tions we read the words " Militaires blesses" marked upon every door ; " un, deux, trois, quatre," even " huit (Meiers blesses/* were written upon the houses in white chalk. As we slowly passed along, at every open window we saw the wounded, " languid and pale, the ghosts of what they were/' In the Pare, which had presented so gay a scene on the night of our arrival, crowded with military men, and with fashionable women, a few officers, lame, disabled, or 240 A FEW DAYS supported on crutches, with their arms in slings, or their heads bound up, were r\o\r only to be seen, slowly loitering in its de* serted walks, or languidly reclining on its benches. The Place Royale, which we had left a dreadful scene of tumult and confu- sion, was now quite quiet, and nearly empty. It was in all respects a melancholy contrast, and it was with saddened hearts that we alighted at the Hotel de Flandre, where they gladly received us again, and talked much of the eventful scenes that had followed our departure. Colonel , of the Inniskillen Dra- goons, was in this hotel. He had been- severely wounded in five different places ; he passed the night after the battle on the road between Waterloo and Brussels, which was completely blocked up from the' exces- sive confusion occasioned by the abandoned baggage and waggons. Although his; life RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 241 had been despaired of, he was now reco- vering, and supposed to be out of danger. Some English newspapers, which his ser- vant lent to us, were indescribably interest- ing to us ; every particular relative to the battle, we read, or rather devoured, with insatiable avidity. The list of the killed and wounded we could not get a sight of till the next morning. Secure that none of our own friends were contained in it, we restrained our impatience and went to rest. Little did we know the shock that awaited us ! the misery of the following morning, when we saw the name of Major among the list of severely wounded ; and found him at last in a state of extreme suffering and danger! the days of deep anxiety and individual grief that followed I pass over in silence. Nor can I bear to dwell upon the miseries it was our lot to witness; the still more excruciating and R 242 A FEW DAYS hopeless sufferings which we daily heard related, and the scenes of death and distract- ing affliction which surrounded us. How often was the anxious inquiry made with trembling eagerness for a wounded friend or relation " Where is he to be found ?" How often, after a few minutes of torturing suspense, was the dreadful answer returned " Dead of his wounds !" Numbers of the young and the brave, after languishing for weeks in hopeless agony, expire^ during our stay in Brussels ; and it happened more than once within our own knowledge, that the parents, whose earthly hopes of happiness were centered in an only son, arrived from England to see their wounded boy the very day of his decease, in time to gaze upon his insensible and altered corpse, and to follow the mortal remains of all they loved to the grave. The heart- broken countenance, and the silent, motion- RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 243 less grief of one old man, whom I saw under this dreadful affliction, made an im- pression on my mind too strong to be easily forgotten. Despair seemed to have settled upon his soul, but he neither shed a tear, nor uttered a complaint. I could not even go from the hotel where we stayed to the house where Major lodged, with- out passing crowded hospitals, filled with many hundreds of poor wounded soldiers ; and although every attention that skill and humanity could suggest to contribute to their recovery was paid to them, both by the British government and the Belgic people, their sufferings were dreadful. Many of the British officers died in the common hospitals : they had been origi- nally conveyed to them, and it was after- wards found impossible to remove them. At every corner the most pitiable objects struck one's eye. I could not pass through R 2 244 A f EW DAYS a single street without meeting some unfor- tunate being, the very sight of whose suf- ferings wrung my heart with anguish. Numbers of young officers, in the very flower of life and vigour, pale, feeble, and emaciated, were slowly dragging along their mutilated forms. Upon couches, supported by pillows, near the open win- dow, numbers lay to enjoy the fresh summer air, and divert the sense of pain by looking at what passed in the streets. But we knew too well, that the sufferings we saw were nothing to those we did not see. Every house was filled with wounded British officers ; and how many, like our poor friend Major , were silently enduring lingering and excruciating tor- ture, unable to raise themselves from the couch of pain ! Often, as I gazed at the soldier's frequent funeral as it passed along, I could not help RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 245 thinking that, though no eye here was moistened with a tear, yet in some remote cottage or humble dwelling of my native country, the heart of the wife or the mother would be wrung with despair for the loss of him who was now borne unnoticed to a foreign grave. But let me not dwell upon these scenes of misery ; their remembrance is still too painful though it can never be erased from my mind. The whole of our stay in Brussels was one unvaried scene of suppressed anxiety and watchfulness for the safety of Major , whose situation was most criti- cal. Our time was spent in his apartment, in constant but fruitless endeavours to alle- viate his sufferings, which neither skill nor care could mitigate, but which he bore with the most unshaken fortitude. When we had at last the consolation of seeing him comparatively better, and felt assured R3 246 A FEW DAYS that he was out of all immediate danger, we dedicated one day to a visit to Waterloo.* On the morning of Saturday the fifteenth * The road from Brussels to the field of battle was not for some time considered safe, on account of the number of deserters who had taken shelter in the woods, and issued forth, sometimes alone, and sometimes in a gang, to rob passengers and plunder the defenceless cottages and farm-houses of the surrounding country. Neither property nor life certainly could be considered safe at the mercy of these armed desperadoes ; but I never heard of any well-authenticated murder that they committed : and from all the inquiries I made, I believe that most of the horrible stories we heard of their enor- mities were entirely devoid of truth ; and that the mischief, even in the way of plunder, they did, was very much ex- aggerated. Even at the time we went to the field, great apprehensions were entertained by many people of these lawless deserters. Large parties of these were brought in two or three times a week, during our stay in Brussels. They consisted of Belgic, Nassau, and Brunswick soldiers. There was some difficulty in procuring proper places of confinement for them. They were generally sent to the neighbouring Maisons de Force ; what even- tually was to be their punishment, or what has been their fate, I have never been able to learn. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 247 of July, we set off to visit the field of the ever-memorable and glorious battle of Wa- terloo. After passing the ramparts, we descended to the pretty little village of Ixelles, embosomed in woods and situated close to the margin of a still glassy piece of water. From thence we ascended a steep hill, and immediately entered the deep shades of the forest of Soignies, which extends about nine miles from Brussels. The morning was bright and beautiful ; the summer sun sported through the branches which met above our heads, and gleamed upon the silver trunks of the lofty beech trees. On either side woodland roads con- tinually struck in various directions through the forest; so seldom trodden, that they were covered with the brightest verdure. At intervals, neat white-washed cottages, and little villages by the road side, enli- vened the forest scenery. We passed R4 248 A FEW DAYS through " Vividolles," " La Petite Espi- nette," " La Grande Espinette," " Longue- ville," and several other hamlets whose names I have forgotten.* Upon the doors of many of the cottages we passed, were written in white chalk, the names of the officers who had used them for temporary quarters on their way to the battle ; or who had been carried there for shelter in returning, when wound- ed and unable to proceed farther. Many we knew had died in these miserable abodes ; but all, excepting one or two of the most severely wounded, had now been removed to Brussels. It was impossible to * It is remarkable that every village in this part of the country has a French name, except Waterloo, which is pronounced by the natives, according to the fashion of the London Cocknies, Vaterloo; the letter W being the exclusive property of the British people with the exception of the aforesaid Cocknies, who resign all claim to it. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 249 retrace without emotion the very road by which our brave troops had marched out to battle, three weeks before, and by which thousands had been brought back, covered with wounds, in pain and torture. They alone of all that gallant army had returned ; thousands had met a glorious death upon the field of battle, and the victorious sur- vivors had pursued their onward march to the capital of France. I could not help asking myself, as we proceeded along, what would have been the consequences if the French and British armies had happened to encounter each other in the midst of this forest, instead of meeting, as they did, a few miles beyond it ? Had our troops been a little later in leaving Brussels on the morning of the 16th of June, this must inevitably have been the case; for it was impossible that the ad- vanced guard of Belgic troops, which was 250 A FEW DAYS stationed at the out-post of Quatre Bras, could have sustained the attack of the French, or have delayed their progress for any length of time. But if the hostile ar- mies had encountered each other here, it would have been impossible that a general action could have taken place ; the thick entangled underwood makes all entrance into the forest impracticable ; and if they had attempted to fight, the road would soon have been choked up with dead. Yet the English, I imagine, would not have retreated, since, if they had, they must either have abandoned Brussels to the enemy, or fought under its very walls ; and whether the French would have re- treated till they came to open ground, or how they would have manoeuvred in such a situation, it was impossible for an unmilitary head like mine even to form a conjecture. During the battle, all the cot- RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 251 tages and villages by the way-side had been deserted by their inhabitants, who fled in consternation into the woods, in expecta- tion of the victory and immediate advance of the French, from whom they looked for no mercy. The road had been so dread- fully cut up with the heavy rains and the incessant travelling upon it, that notwith- standing three weeks of summer weather had now elapsed since the battle, the chaussee in the centre was worn into ruts upon the hard pavement, and in many places it was still so deep, that the horses could scarcely drag us through; the un- paved way on each side of the chaussee was perfectly impassable. Along the whole way, shattered wheels and broken remains of waggons still lay, buried among the mud. Their demolition was one of the many consequences that resulted from the violent panic with which the men who were 252 A TEW DAYS left in charge of the .baggage were seized, towards the close of the battle. It was originally caused, I understood, by the Belgic cavalry, great numbers of whom fled in the heat of the desperate attack made by the French upon our army in front of Mont St. Jean before the Prus- sians came up. They were rallied and brought back by some British officers ; but unable to stand the dreadful onset of the French, they turned about again and fled in irretrievable confusion, trampling upon the wounded and the dying in their speed, and spreading the alarm that the battle was lost. With troops less steady, with any other troops, in short, than the British, the example of flight, joined to such an alarm, at this critical moment, might have occasioned the loss of the battle in reality. The men stationed in the rear in charge of the baggage, who knew nothing of what RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 253 was going forward, believed at once the report, and, without stopping a moment to ascertain its truth, they set off at full speed. If the battle was lost, it was clearly their business to run away, and they could not be accused of neglecting this part of their duty. Following the example of the Belgians, they all set off full gallop in the utmost confusion, pell-mell, along the road to Brussels. Nothing is so infectious, no- thing so rapid in its progress as fear : the panic increased every moment ; the terri- fied fugitives overtook the carts filled with wounded, and encountered waggons and troops, and military supplies coming up to the field. It was impossible to pass : the road, confined on each side by the thickly woven and impenetrable underwood, was speedily choked up ; those who were pro- ceeding to the army insisted upon going one way, and those who were running away 254 A FEW DAYS from it persisted in going the other. The confusion surpassed all description ; till at last, amidst the crash of waggons, the im- precations of the drivers, and the cries of the soldiers, a battle took place, and many were the broken heads and bruises, and various were the wounds and contusions received in this inglorious fray. It is even said, and I fear with truth, that some lives were lost. The baggage was abandoned and scattered along the road ; the waggons were thrown one upon another into the woods, and over the banks by the road-side ; the horses, half-killed, were left to perish ; and the wounded were deserted. Over every obstacle these panic-struck people, frantic with fear, forced their way, and, pursued by nothing but their own terrified imagina- tions, they arrived at Brussels, proclaiming the dreadful news, that the battle was lost, and the French advancing! The fearful RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 255 w tidings extended from thence even into Holland ; and thus, in consequence of the cowardice of some Belgians and baggage- men, the last and most dreadful alarm of Sunday night was spread over the whole country. The road, the whole way through the forest of Soignies, was marked with vestiges of the dreadful scenes which had recently taken place upon it. Bones of unburied horses, and pieces of broken carts and harness were scattered about. At every step we met with the remains of some tat- tered clothes, which had once been a sol- dier's. Shoes, belts, and scabbards, in- fantry caps battered to pieces, broken fea- thers and Highland bonnets covered with mud were strewn along the road-side, or thrown among the trees. These mournful relics had belonged to the wounded who had attempted to crawl from the fatal field. 256 A TEW DAYS and who, unable to proceed farther, had lain down and died upon the ground now marked by their graves, rif holes dug by the way-side and hardly covered with earth deserved that name. The bodies of the wounded who died in the waggons on the way to Brussels had also been thrown out, and hastily interred. Thus the road between Waterloo and Brussels was one long * uninterrupted charnel-house : the smell, the whole way through the Forest, was extremely of- fensive, and in some places scarcely bear- able. Deep stagnant pools of red putrid water, mingled with mortal remains, betrayed the spot where the bodies of men and horses had mingled together in death. We passed a large cross on the left side of the road, which had been erected in ancient times to mark the place where one human being had been RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 25? murdered. How many had now sunk around it in agony, and breathed, un- noticed and unpitied, their dying groans ! It was surrounded by many a fresh-made, melancholy mound, which had served for the soldier's humble grave; but no monu- ment points out to future times the bloody spot where they expired, no cross stands to implore from the passenger the tribute of a tear, or call forth a pious prayer for the repose of the departed spirits who here perished for their country ! The melancholy vestiges of death and destruction became more frequent, the pools of putrid water more deep, and the smell more offensive, as we approached Waterloo, which is situated at the distance of about three leagues,* or scarcely nine * A French league is something less than three English miles. It measures two English miles and three quarters. 258 A FEW DAYS miles, from Brussels. Before we left the forest, the Church of Waterloo appeared in view, at the end of the avenue of trees. It is a singular building, much in the form of a Chinese temple, and built of red brick. On leaving the wood, we passed the trampled and deep-marked bivouac, where the heavy baggage- waggons, tilted carts, and tumbrils had been stationed during the battle, and from which they had taken flight with such precipitation. Even here, cannon-balls had lodged in the trees, but had passed over the roofs of the cottages. We entered the village which has given its name to the most glorious battle ever recorded in the annals of history. It was the Head-quarters of the British army on the nights preceding and following the battle. It was here the dispositions for the action were made on Saturday afternoon. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 259 It was here on Monday morning the dis- patches were written, which perhaps con- tain the most brief and unassuming account a conqueror ever penned, of the most glo- rious victory that a conqueror ever won.* Waterloo consists of a sort of long, irregu- lar street of white-washed cottages, through which the road runs. Some of them are detached, and some built in rows. A small house, with a neat, little, square flower-garden before it, on the right hand, was pointed out to us as the quarters of Lord Uxbridge, and the place where he remained after the amputation of his leg, until well enough to bear removal. His name, and those of " His Grace the Duke of Wellington," " His Royal Highness the Prince of Orange," and other pompous * Caesar's celebrated bulletin, " veni, vidi, vici," wan more concise, but not quite so unassuming. c O 260 A FEW DAYS titles, were written on the doors of these little thatched cottages. . We also read the lamented names of Sir Thomas Picton, Sir Alexander Gordon, Sir William De Lan- cey, Sir William Ponsonby, and many others who now sleep in the bed of honour. Volumes of sermons and homilies upon the instability of human life could not have spoken such affecting and convincing elo- quence to our hearts as the sight of these names, thus traced in chalk, which had been more durable than the lives of these gallant men. After leaving Waterloo, the ground rises : the wood, which had opened, again sur- rounded us, though in a more straggling and irregular manner and it was not till we arrived at the little village of Mont St. Jean, more than a mile beyond Waterloo, that we finally quitted the shade of the RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 26l forest, and entered upon the open field where the battle had 'been fought. D uring the whole of the action the rear of the left wing of our army rested upon this little village, from which the French named the battle. We gazed with particular interest at a farm-house, at the farthest extremity of the village nearest the field, on the left side of the road, with its walls and gates and roofs still bearing the vestiges of the cannon-balls that had pierced them. Every part of this house and offices was filled with wounded British officers ; and here Major was conveyed in excruciating agony, upon an old blanket, supported by the bayonets of four of his soldiers. On the right we saw at some distance the church of Braine la Leude, which was in the rear of the extremity of the right wing of our army. From the top of the s 3 262 A FEW DAYS steeple of this church the battle might have been seen more distinctly than from any other place, if any one had possessed cool- ness and hardihood sufficient to have stood the calm spectator of such a scene ; and if some cannon-ball had not stopped his observations by carrying off his head. Alighting from the carriage, which we sent back to the barriere of Mont St. Jean, we walked past the place where the beaten down corn, and the whole appearance of the ground, would alone have been sufficient to have indicated that it had been the bi- vouac of the British army on the tempes- tuous night before the battle, when, after marching and fighting all day beneath a burning sun, they lay all night in this swampy piece of ground, under torrents of rain. We rapidly hurried on, until our progress was arrested by a long line of RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 263 immense fresh-made graves. We suddenly stopped we stood rooted to the spot we gazed around us in silence; for the emotions that at this moment swelled our hearts were too deep for utterance we felt that we stood on the field of battle ! " And these then are the graves of the brave !" at length mournfully exclaimed one of the party, after a silence of some minutes, hastily wiping away some " natural tears." " Look how they extend all along in front of this broken beaten down hedge what tremendous slaughter !" " This is, or ra- ther was," said an officer who was our conductor, " the hedge of La Haye Sainte ;* the ground in front of it, and the narrow * La Haye Sainte, (the holy hedge). It gives its name to the farm-house of La Haye Sainte. I could not hear from any of the country-people why it was distinguished by the epithet " Sainte." They did not sem to have any tradition respecting it. s4 264 A FEW DAYS lane that runs behind it, were occupied by Sir Thomas Picton's division, which formed the left wing of the army ; and it was in leading forward his men to a glorious and successful charge against a furious attack made by an immense force of the enemy, that this gallant and lamented officer fell. He was shot through the head, and died instantly without uttering a word or a groan !" We gazed at the opposite height, or rather bank, upon which the French army was posted. We thought of the feel- ings with which our gallant soldiers must have viewed it, before the action com- menced, when it was covered with the innumerable legions of France, ranged in arms against them. The solemn and por- tentous stillness which precedes the burst- ing of the tempest, is nothing to the awful sublimity of a moment such as this. The RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 265 threatening columns of that immense army, which their valour had now destroyed and scattered, were then ready to pour down upon them. The cannon taken in the ac- tion, which now stood in the field before us under the guard of a single British soldier, were then turned against them. The field-pieces taken by the Prussians in the pursuit were not here. But 130 pieces of cannon belonging to the British, and taken by them on the field of battle, still remained here. We went to examine them ; they were beautiful pieces of ord- nance, inscribed with very whimsical names, and some of them with the revo- lutionary words of Liberte, Egalite, Fra- ternite ! Our own artillery, which was admirably served, had been principally placed in two lines upon the ridge of the gentle slope on which our army was sta- tioned. About four o'clock in the after- 266 A FEW DAYS noon the first line of guns advanced, and the second took the place which the first had before occupied ; it was also placed upon every little eminence over the field, and it did great execution amongst the enemy's ranks.* * An order had been issued not to fire at the enemy's field-pieces, but at the troops. However, during the latter part of the action, a young officer of artillery, out of patience with the destruction caused among his men, and particularly with the loss of Captain Bolton, his friend and brother officer, from the fire of -some guns opposite, levelled his cannon at them, and had the satisfaction to see the French artillery-men, and officers who commanded them, fall in their turn. At that moment he was accosted suddenly by the Duke of Wellington, whom he had no idea was near, " What are you firing at there ?" The artillery officer confessed what he was about. " Keep a good look out to your left," said the Duke, " you will see a large body of the enemy advancing just now fire at them." They soon perceived a tremendous number of the Imperial Guards, the elite of the army, advancing with great order and steadiness to attack the British. The moment they appeared in view, the officer to whom the Duke had spoken, directed against them such a tremen- dous and effective fire, that they were mowed down by KESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 26? The ground occupied by Sir Thomas Picton's division, on the left of the road from Brussels, is lower than any other part of the British position. It is divided from the more elevated ridge where the French were posted by a very gentle declivity. To the right the ground rises, and the hollow irregularly increases, until at Cha- teau Hougoumont it becomes a sort of small dell or ravine, and the banks are both high and steep. But the ground occupied by the French is uniformly higher and decidedly a stronger position than ours. Nothing struck me with more surprize than the confined space in which this tre- mendous battle had been fought ; and this, perhaps, in some measure contributed to ranks. This gallant young officer had volunteered his services, and was one of the brigade attached to the se- cond division of our army. 268 A FEW DAYS its sanguinary result. The space which divided the two armies from the farm-house of La Haye Sainte, which was occupied by our troops, to La Belle Alliance, which was occupied by theirs, I scarcely think would measure three furlongs. Not more than half a mile could have intervened between the main body of the French and English armies : and from the extremity of the right to that of the left wing of our army, I should suppose to be little more than a mile. The hedge along which Sir Thomas Picton's division was stationed, and through which the Scots Greys made their glorious and decisive charge at the close of the action, is almost the only one in the field of battle. The ground is occasionally divided by some shallow ditches, and in one place there is a sort of low mud dyke, which was very much broken and beaten RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 269 down. This was not on the ground our troops occupied, but rather below the French position ; and excepting this, the whole field of battle is uninclosed. The ground is, however, very uneven and broken, and the soil a strong clay. It belongs to different farmers, and bore crops of different kinds of corn ; but it is entirely arable land, and excepting a very small piece on the French side, none of it was in grass. Against the left wing of our army the attacks of the French were furious and incessant. Buonaparte had stationed op- posite to it the chief body of his Corps de Reserve, and fresh columns of troops con- tinually poured down, without being able to make the smallest impression upon the firm and impenetrable squares which the British regiments formed to receive them. It was Buonaparte's object to turn the left wing of our army, and cut it off from the 270 A FEW DAYS Prussians, with whom a communication was maintained through Ohain, and who were known (by the Commanders of the British army at least) to be advancing.* The Duke expected them to have joined before one o'clock, but it was seven before they made their appearance. On the top of the ridge in front of the British position, on the left of the road, we traced a long line of tremendous graves, or rather pits, into which hundreds of dead had been thrown as they had fallen in their ranks, without yielding an inch of ground. The effluvia which arose from them, even beneath the open canopy of heaven, * It is, however, a remarkable fact, and does additional honour to the resolute, invincible constancy of British soldiers, that the greatest part of the officers, and nearly the whole of the privates of the British army, were wholly ignorant that there was any expectation of the arrival of the Prussians. Many of them never knew till after the battle was over., that they had joined* RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 2?1 was horrible ; and the pure west wind of summer, as it passed us, seemed pestiferous, so deadly was the smell that in many places pervaded the field. The new turned clay which covered those pits betrayed how recent had been their formation. From one of them the scanty clods of earth which had covered it, had in one place fallen, and the skeleton of a human face was visible. I turned from the spot in indescribable horror, and with a sensation of deadly faintness which I could scarcely overcome. On the opposite side of the road we scrambled up a perpendicular bank, through which the road had evidently been cut. It was upon this eminence that the Duke of Wellington stood at the com- mencement of the action, surrounded by his staff. It was here, we were told, that in the most critical part of it, he rallied 272 A FEW DAYS the different regiments, and led them on again in person to renew the shock of battle. Here we stood some time to survey the field. Immediately before us, nearly in the hollow, was the farm-house of La Haye Sainte, surrounded by a quadrangular wall, full of holes for musketry: At the commencement of the action it was occupied by the British, and it formed the most advanced post of the left centre of our army. It was gallantly and success- fully defended by a detachment of the light battalion of the German Legion, until their ammunition was exhausted ; it was impossible to send them a supply, as all communication with them was cut off by the enemy, who at length succeeded in carrying it, after a most obstinate resis- tance; but its brave defenders only resigned its possession with their lives. KESIDEXCE IN BELGIUM. On the opposite side of the road, a little behind La Haye Sainte, and immediately below the ground occupied by Sir Thomas Picton's division, is a quarry which was surrounded by British artillery at the com* mencement of the battle. Towards the close of the action it was filled with the wounded, who had taken refuge in it as a shelter from the storm of shot and shells, and from the charge of the cavalry, when, horrible to relate ! a body of French cui- rassiers were completely overthrown into this quarry by a furious charge of the British, and horses and riders were rolled in death upon these unfortunate sufferers. The ghastly spectacle which it exhibited next morning was described to me by an eye-witness of this scene of horror. On the left, in the hollow between the two armies, we saw the hamlet of Ter la Haye, . which was occupied by British troops ; 274 A FEW DAYS its possession was never disputed by the enemy, although it was close advanced upon their position. Beyond it, still farther to the left, were the woods of Frischer- mont, from which the Prussians issued through a narrow defile, and advanced to attack the right flank of the French. These woods bounded the prospect on that side. On the right stood the ruins of Chdteau Hougoumont, (or Chateau Gou- mont, as the country-people called it,) concealed from view by a small wood which crowns the hill. It formed the most advanced post of the right centre of our army, and it was defended to the last with efforts of successful valour almost more than human, against the overpowering numbers and furious attacks of the enemy. The battle commenced here before eleven o'clock. The French, suddenly uncover- ing a masked battery, opetied a tremen- RESIDENCE IX BELGIUM. dous fire upon this part of our position, and advanced to the attack with astonishing impetuosity, led on, it is said, by Jerome Buonaparte in person, while Napoleon viewed it from his station near the Observa- tory on the opposite height. They were completely repulsed by the bravery of General Byng's brigade of Guards, but they succeeded in carrying the wood which was occupied by the Belgic troops. The French, however, after a dreadful struggle, were driven out of the wood again by the Coldstream and the third regiment of Guards, and never afterwards were able to regain possession of it. The Black Bruns- wickers behaved most gallantly. In re- trieving the consequences of the miscon- duct of the Belgic troops, and in defending the Chateau and the garden, the British Guards performed prodigies of valour; though they suffered most severely. T2 A FEW DAYS Lieutenant-General Cooke, Major-General Byng, Lord Saltoun, the lamented Colonel Miller, who died as he had lived a brave and honourable soldier; Captain Adair, Captains Evelyn and Ellis ; Colonels Askew, Dashwood, and D'Oyley, with many others, particularly distinguished themselves by their steady gallantry and personal valour. The house was consumed by fire, and numbers of the wounded perish- ed in the flames ; yet the British maintained possession of it to the last, in spite of the in- cessant and desperate attacks of the enemy, who directed against it a furious fire of shot and shells, under cover of which large bodies of troops advanced continually to the assault, and were driven back again and again with tremendous slaughter. Without the possession of this important post, the right flank of our army could not be attacked; it formed what is called the RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 277 key of the position ; from its elevation it commanded the whole of the ground oc- cupied by our army, and had it been lost, the victory to the French would scarcely have been doubtful. Opposite, but divided from it by a deep hollow, were the heights occupied by the French, upon which, at some distance, and secure from the storm of war, stands the Observatory, where Buonaparte stationed himself at the beginning of the action, and whence he issued his orders, and com- manded column after column to advance to the charge, and rush upon destruction. His " invincible" legions, his invulnerable Cuirassiers, in vain assaulted the position of the British, with the most furious and undaunted resolution. In vain the vast tide of battle rolled on like the rocks of their native land, they repelled its rage. T3 278 A FEW DAYS Squares of infantry received the onset of the French columns, directed against them a steady and uninterrupted fire of mus- ketry, and stood unshaken, and unterri- fied, beneath the most tremendous showers of shot and shell Every vacancy caused by death was instantly filled up : the enemy vainly sought for an opening through which they might penetrate the indestructible phalanx; and when at last they receded from the ineffectual attack, the British rushed forward, charged them with the bayonet, and, notwithstanding their supe- riority of numbers, invariably drove them back with immense slaughter. But I am relating the history of the battle, forgetful that I am only describing the fieldt From the spot where we now stood I cast my eyes on every side, and saw nothing but the dreadful and recent RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 279 traces of death and devastation. The rich harvests of standing corn,* 'which had co- vered the scene of action we were contem- plating, had been beaten into the earth, and the withered and broken stalks dried hi the sun, now presented the appearance of stubble, though blacker and far more bare than any stubble land. In many places the excavations made by the shells had thrown up the earth all around them ; the marks of horses* hoofs, that had plunged ancle deep in clay, were hardened in the sun ; and the feet of men, * In this part of Belgium, wheat generally grows to full five feet in height, and rye upwards of six feet : great quantities of the latter are grown, for it answers to the liberal definition of oats by Dr. Johnson, and is the food of men in England, and of horses in Flanders ; nay it is actually baked into bread for their use, and regularly given them at the inns where they stop to bait. Several soldiers of the Highland regiments who had got into a field of this gigantic rye on the 16th, were shot without even being able to see their enemy. T 4 280 A FEW DAYS deeply stamped into the ground, left traces* where many a deadly struggle had been. The ground was ploughed up in several places with the charge of the cavalry, and the whole field was literally covered with soldiers' caps, shoes, gloves, belts, and scabbards, broken feathers battered into the mud, remnants of tattered scarlet cloth, bits- of fur and leather, black stocks and havresacs, belonging to the French soldiers, buckles, packs of cards, books, and innu- merable papers of every description. ' I picked up a volume of Candide; a few sheets of sentimental love-letters, evidently belonging to some French novel ; arid many other pages of the same publica- tion were flying over the field in much too muddy a state to be touched. One German Testament, not quite so dirty as many that were lying about, I carried with me nearly the whole day; RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 281 printed French military returns, muster rolls, love letters and washing bills; ille- gible songs, scattered sheets of military music, epistles without number in praise of " TEmpereur, le Grand Napoleon," and filled with the most confident anticipations of victory under his command, were strewed over the field which had been the scene of his defeat. The quantities of letters and of blank sheets of dirty writing paper were so great that they literally whitened the surface of the earth. The road to Genappe, descending from the front of the British position, where we were now standing, passes the farm-house of La Haye Sainte, and ascends the oppo- site height, on the summit of which stands " La Belle Alliance/' which was occupied by the French. We walked down the hill to La Haye Sainte its walls and slated roofs were shattered and pierced through 282 A FEW PAYS in every direction with cannon shot. We could not get admittance into it, for it was completely deserted by its inhabitants. Three wounded officers of the 42d and 92d regiments were standing here to survey the scene : they had all of them been wounded in the battle of the 16th. One of them had lost an arm, another was on crutches, and the third seemed to be very ill. Their carriage waited for them, as they were unable to walk. After some conversation with them, we proceeded up the hill to the tamlet of La Belle Alliance. The princi- pal house on the left side of the road was pierced through and through with cannon balls, and the offices behind it were a heap of dust from the fire of the British artillery. Notwithstanding: the ruinous state of the o house, it was filled with inhabitants. Its broken walls, " its looped and windowed wretchedness," might indeed defend them RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 283 sufficiently well " from seasons such as these/' when the soft breezes and the bright beams of summer played around it but against " the pelting of the storm/' it would afford them but a sorry shelter. It was im- mediately to be repaired; but I rejoiced that it yet remained in its dilapidated state. The house was filled with vestiges of the battle. Cuirasses, helmets, swords, bayo- nets, feathers, brass eagles, and crosses of the Legion of Honour, were to be pur- chased here. The house consisted of three rooms, two in front, and a very small one behind. On the opposite side of the road is a little cottage, forming part of the ham- let of La Belle Alliance ; and at a short distance, by the way side, is another low- roofed cottage, which was pointed out to us as the place where Buonaparte break- fasted on the morning of the battle. Farther along this road, but not in sight, 284 A FEW DAYS was the village of Planchenoit, which was the head-quarters of the French on the night of the 17th * We crossed the field from this place to Chateau Hougoumont, descending to the bottom of the hill, and again ascending the opposite side. Part of our way lay through clover; but I observed, that the corn on the French position was not nearly So much beaten down as on the English, which might naturally be expected, as they attacked us incessantly, and we acted on the defensive, until that last, general, and decisive charge of our whole army was made, before which their's fled in confu- sion. In some places patches of corn nearly as high as myself were standing. Among them I discovered many a for- gotten grave, strewed round with melan- * Buonaparte slept at the farm of Caillon near Planchenoit. HESIDEXCE IN BELGIUM. 285 choly remnants of military attire. While I loitered behind the rest of the party, searching among the corn for some relics worthy of preservation, I beheld a human hand, almost reduced to a skeleton, out- stretched above the ground, as if it had raised itself from the grave. My blood ran cold with horror, and for some mo- ments I stood rooted to the spot, unable to take my eyes from this dreadful object, or to move away : as soon as I recovered myself, I hastened after my companions, who were far before me, and overtook them just as they entered the wood of Hougoumont. Never shall I forget the dreadful scene of death and destruction which it presented. The broken branches were strewed around, the green beech leaves fallen before their time, and stripped by the storm of war, not by the storm of 286 A FEW DAY* nature, were scattered over the surface of the ground, emblematical of the fate of the thousands who had fallen on the same spot in the summer of their days. The return of spring will dress the wood of Hougou- mont once more in vernal beauty, and suc- ceeding years will see it flourish : " But when shall spring visit th* mouldering urn, Oh ! when shall it dawfi on the night of the grave !" The trunks of the trees had been pierced in every direction with cannon-balls. In some of them, I counted the holes where upwards of thirty had lodged: yet they still lived, they still bore their verdant foliage, and the birds still sang amidst their boughs. Beneath their shade, the hare-bell and violet were waving their slender heads; and the wild raspberry at their roots was ripening its fruit. I gathered some of it with the bitter RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 287 reflexion, that amidst the destruction of human life these worthless weeds and flowers had escaped uninjured. Melancholy were the vestiges of death that continually met our eyes. The car* nage here had indeed been dreadful. Amongst the long grass lay remains of broken arms, shreds of gold lace, torn epaulets, and pieces of cartridges-boxes; and upon the tangled branches of the brambles fluttered many a tattered rem- nant of a soldier's coat. At the outskirts of the wood, and around the ruined walls of the Chateau, huge piles of human ashes were heaped up, some of which were still smoking. The countrymen told us, that so great were the numbers of the slain, that it was impossible entirely to consume them. Pits had been dug, into which they had been thrown, but they were obliged to be raised far above the surface of the ground. 288 A FEW DAYS These dreadful heaps were covered with piles of wood, which were set on fire, so that underneath the ashes lay numbers of human bodies unconsumed. The Chateau itself, the beautiful seat of a Belgic gentleman, had been set on fire by the explosion of shells during the ac- tion, which had completed the destruction occasioned by a most furious cannonade. Its broken walls and falling roofs presented a most melancholy spectacle : not melan- choly merely from its being a pile of ruins, but from the vestiges it presented of that tremendous and recent warfare by which those ruins had been caused. Its huge blackened beams had fallen in every direction upon the crumbling heaps of stone and plaster, which were intermixed with broken pieces of the marble flags, the carved cornices, and the gilded mirrors, that once ornamented it. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 289 We went into the garden, which had sustained comparatively little injury, while every thing around it was laid waste. Its gay parterres and summer flowers made it look like an island in the desert. A ber- ceau, or covered walk, ran round it, shaded with creeping plants, amongst which ho- ney-suckles and jessamines were inter- mixed, en treillage. The trees were loaded with fruit ; the myrtles and fig trees were flourishing in luxuriance, and the scarlet geraniums, July flowers, and orange trees, were in full blow. My native country can boast of no such beauty as bloomed at Chateau Hougoumont: its rugged clime produces no fruitful fig trees, no flowers rich in the fragrance of orange blossom : but it is the land of heroes ! " Man is the nobler growth our realms supply, And souls are ripened in our northern sky." I saw the pure and polished leaves of 290 A FEW DAYS the laurel shining in the sun, and I could not restrain my tears at the thought that the laurels, the everlasting laurels which Eng- land had won upon this spot, were steeped in the heart-blood of thousands of her brave, her lamented sons. But if not im- mortal in their lives, they will be so in their fame. Their laurels will never wither ; and no British heart, hencefor- ward, will ever visit this hallowed spot without paying a tribute of veneration and regret to those gallant spirits who here fought and fell for their country. At the garden gate I found the holster of a British officer, entire, but deluged with blood. In the inside was the maker's name, Beazley and Hetse, No. 4, Par- liament-street. All around were strewed torn epaulets, broken scabbards, and sa- bretashes stained and stiffened with blood proofs how dreadfully the battle had RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 2Q1 raged. The garden and courts were lined during the engagement with Nassau troops, as sharpshooters, who did great execution. A poor countryman, with his wife and children, inhabited a miserable shed amongst these deserted ruins. This unfor- tunate family had only fled from the spot on the morning of the battle. Their little, dwelling had been burnt, and all their pro- perty had perished in the flames. They had scarcely clothes to cover them, and were destitute of every thing. Yet the poor woman, as she told me the story of their distresses, and wept over the baby that she clasped to her breast, blessed heaven that she had preserved her chil- dren. She seemed most grateful for a little assistance, took me into her miserable habitation, and gave me the broken sword of a British officer of infantry, (most pro- bably of the Guards,) which was the only u2 292 A FEW DAYS thing she had left ; and which, with some other relics before collected, I preserved as carefully as if they had been the most valuable treasures. It is a remarkable circumstance that amidst this scene of destruction, and sur- rounded on all sides by the shattered walls and smoking piles of " this ruined and roofless abode," the little chapel belonging to the Chateau stood uninjured. Its preservation appeared to these simple peasants an unquestionable miracle ; and we felt more inclined to respect than to wonder at the superstitious veneration with which they regarded it. No shot nor shell had penetrated its consecrated walls ; no sacrilegious hand had dared to violate its humble altar, which was still adorned with its ancient ornaments and its customary care. A type of that blessed religion to which it was consecrated, it stood alone, RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 293 unchanged, amidst the wreck of earthly greatness, as if to speak to our hearts, amidst the horrors of the tomb, the promises of immortality; and to recall our thoughts from the crimes and sorrows of earth to the hopes and happiness of heaven. The voice of the Divinity himself within his holy temple seemed to tell us, that those whom we lamented here, and who in the discharge of their last and noblest duty to their country, had met on the field of honour " the death that best becomes the brave," should receive in another and a better World their great reward ! Black- ened piles of human ashes surrounded us ; but I felt that though " the dust returns to the earth, the spirit returns unto Him that gave it." The countryman led me to one of these piles within the gates of the court belong- ing to the Chdteau, where, he said, the u3 294 A FEW DAYS bodies of the British Guardsmen who had so gallantly defended it, had been burnt as they had been found, heaped in death. I took some of the ashes and wrapped them up in one of the many sheets of paper that were strewed around me; perhaps those heaps that then blackened the surface of this scene of desolation are already scattered by the winds of winter, and mingled unno- ticed with the dust of the field ; perhaps the few sacred ashes which I then gathered at Chateau Hougoumont are all that is now to be found upon earth of the thousands who fell upon this fatal field ! It was not without regret that we left this ever-memorable spot, surrounded as it was by horrors that shocked the mind, and vestiges that were revolting to the senses. Still we lingered around it, till at length, after gazing for the last time at its ruined RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. archways and desolated courts, we struck into the wood, and lost sight for ever of the Chateau Hougoumont. The road to Nivelles, which strikes off to the right from the high road to Genappe at the village of Mont St. Jean, passes the Chateau on the other side. The right wing of the British army crossed this road, and in the deep ditches on each side of it we were told that human remains still lay uninterred. Some of the party returned to Mont St. Jean by this road, which is con- siderably nearer; but my brother, my sister, and myself, once more crossed the field in order to pay another visit to " La Belle Alliance." I could not be persuaded to go to see the skeleton of a calf which had been burnt in one of the outhouses of Hougou- mont, and over which one of the ladies of our party uttered the most pathetic lamen- u4 296 A FEW DAYS tations. It seemed to fill her mind with more concern than any thing else. At ano r ther time I might have been sorry for the calf; but when I remembered how many poor wounded men had been burnt alive in these ruins, it was impossible to bestow a single thought upon its fate. Finding that her sensibility obtained no sympathy from me, the lady turned to S , and began to bewail the calf anew, till at last wearied out with her folly, " out of her grief and her impatience/' S ex- claimed, " that she did not care if all the calves in the world were burnt." As we passed again through the wood of Hougoumont, I gathered some seeds of the wild broom, with the intention of planting them at - , and with the hope that I should one day see the broom of Hougoumont blooming on the banks of the Tweed. In leaving the wood I was struck RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 297 with the sight of the scarlet poppy flaunt- ing in full bloom upon some new-made graves, as if in mockery of the dead. In many parts of the field these flowers were growing in profusion : they had probably been protected from injury by the tall and thick corn amongst which they grew; and their slender roots had adhered to the clods of clay which had been carelessly thrown upon the graves. From one of these graves I gathered the little wild blue flower known by the sentimental name of " Forget me .not !" which to a romantic imagination might have furnished a fruitful subject for poetic reverie or pensive reflection. While S was taking a view, and J was overlooking and guarding her, I entered . the cottage of " La Belle Alliance," and began to talk to Baptiste la Coste, Buonaparte's guide, whom I 298 A FEW DAYS found there. He is a sturdy, honest- looking countryman, and gave an inte- resting account of Buonaparte's beha- viour during the battle. He said that he issued his orders with great vehemence, and even impatience. He took snuff in- cessantly but in a hurried manner, and apparently from habit, and without being- conscious that he was doing so : he talked a great deal and very rapidly ; his manner of speaking was abrupt, quick, and hurried : he was extremely nervous and agitated at times, though his anticipations of victory were most confident. He frequently ex- pressed his astonishment, rather angrily, that the British held out so long at the same time he could not repress his admi- ration of their gallantry, and often broke out into exclamations of amazement and approbation of their courage and conduct. He particularly admired the Scotch Greys RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 299 " Voila ces chevaux gris ah ! ce sont beaux cavaliers tres beaux," and then he said they would all be cut to pieces. He said, " These English certainly fight well, but they must soon give way ;" and he asked Soult, who was near him, " if he did not think so ?" Soult replied, " He was afraid not." " And why?" said Napoleon, turning round to him quickly. " Because," said Soult, " I believe they will first be cut to pieces." Soult's opinion of the British army, which was founded on experience, coincided with that of the Duke of Wellington. " It will take a great many hours to cut them in pieces," said the Duke, in answer to something that was said to him during the action ; " and I know they will never give way." Buonaparte, however, who knew less of them, and whose head always ran upon the idea of the English flying to their 300 A FEW DAYS ships, had never dreamt that with a force so inferior they would think of giving him battle ; but imagined that they would con- tinue their retreat during the night, and that he should have to pursue them. It is said that he expressed great satisfaction when the morning broke and he saw them still there ; and that he exclaimed " Ah ! pour le coup je les tiens done ces An- glais r Before the engagement began he ha- rangued the army, promising them the plunder of Brussels and Ghent. Once, towards the close of the battle, he address- ed himself to the Imperial Guard, leading them on to the brink of the hill, and telling them, " that was the road to Brussels." Regardless of the waste of human life, he incessantly ordered his battalions to advance to bear down upon the enemy to carry every thing before them. He RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 301 inflamed their ardour by the remembrance of past, as well as the prospect of present victory, and the promise of future reward : but he never led them on to battle himself he never once braved the shock of British arms. It is not true that he was ever near Lord Uxbridge, or in any danger of being taken prisoner by the English. Indeed he exposed himself to very little personal risk ; a proof of which is, that not one of those who attended him the whole day was wounded. La Coste said, that at first, when he was told that the Prussians were advancing, he obstinately and angrily refused to believe it, declaring it was the French corps under Marshal Grouchy.* He then commanded * That Buonaparte either did believe those troops to be French, or that he pretended to believe it, (which is perhaps more probable,) is unquestionably true. Marshal Ney, in his account of the battle, states that he received a 302 A FEW DAYS this news to be spread amongst the army, and ordered Marshal Ney, at the head of four chosen regiments of the Guards, to charge, and to penetrate the centre of the British.* He stood to witness the complete failure of this desperate effort to retrieve the fortune of the day ; but when he perceived his troops give way and retreat in confusion before the grand simultaneous charge of the British army, he turned pale, his per- turbation became extreme and exclaim- ing, " All is lost let us save ourselves," (Tout est perdu sauvons nous,) or words to that effect, he put spurs to his horse, and message from the Emperor, brought by General Labe- doyere, to inform him " that the French corps under Marshal Grouchy had arrived in the field, and attacked the left wing of the British and Prussians united. Gene- ral Labedoyere rode along the lines, spreading this intel- ligence through the whole army." Vide Marshal Ney's Letter. * Vide Marshal Ney's Letter. RESIDENCE Itf BELGIUM. 303 galloped from the field. La Coste expressly said, that he was among the first of the officers to set the example of flight.* His own old Imperial Guard still remained disputed every foot of ground fought desperately to the last, and at length, overpowered by numbers, fell gloriously as their leader should have fallen. But he ! not even despair could prompt him to one noble thought, or rouse him to one deed of desperate valour. He fled, as at Egypt, at Moscow, and at Leipsic he had fled, while his faithful veterans were still fighting with enthusiastic gal- * This statement too is confirmed by Marshal Ney, who said, " that Buonaparte had entirely disappeared before the end of the battle." Let it be remembered that Key's letter was written exactly a week after the battle, while Napoleon was still Emperor, and still in Paris, and which, if his statement was not true, a thousand witnesses could have contradicted it. 304 A FEW DAYS lantry, and shedding the last drop of their blood in his cause ! Was this the conduct of a hero ? Was this the conduct of a general ? Was this the conduct of a great mind ? No ! He had set his " life upon a cast and he should have stood the hazard of the die/' And for what did he abandon his army, and basely fly in the hour of danger ? that he might be humiliated, pursued and taken that he might become a suppliant to that hated enemy, whose ruin he had pursued with implacable hostility, and be indebted to their faith and generosity for life and safety that he might live to hear his name execrated, and linger out a few years of miserable existence in obscurity and degradation I It has been said by his advocates and admirers, that he was not only a great man, but the greatest man who ever lived - RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. ,305 and that his only fault was ambition. Yes ! Napoleon Buonaparte had indeed ambi- tion but it was for power, not for glory ; for unbounded empire and unlimited dominion, not for the welfare of his sub- jects and the prosperity of his country. He used the talents, the opportunities, and the power, with which he was gifted, and such as perhaps no mortal ever before enjoyed, not to save, but to destroy, not to bless, but to desolate, the world. The conduct of the leaders of the con- tending armies was as opposite as the cause for which they fought. While Napoleon kept aloof from the action, Lord Welling- ton exposed himself to the hottest fire, threw himself into the thickest of the fight, and braved every danger of the battle. He issued every order, he directed every movement, he seemed to be every where present, he encouraged his troops, he rallied his regi- x 306 A FEW DAYS ments, he led them on against the tremen- dous forces of the enemy, charged at their head, and defeated their most formidable attacks. No private soldier in his army was exposed to half the personal danger that he encountered. All who surrounded him fell by his side, wounded and dying. All his personal staff, with scarcely an ex- ception, were either killed or wounded. In the battle's most terrible moment, and most hopeless crisis, when our gallant army, weakened by immense losses, and by more than seven hours of unequal combat, were scarcely able to stand against the over- whelming number of fresh troops which the enemy poured down against them, when tke Belgians fled, when every British soldier was in action, when no reserve remained, and no prospect of succour from our allies appeared, Lord Welling- ton himself rallied the troops, charged at RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 30? their head, and once more drove back the enemy.* Nor was the conduct of the two gene- rals on this day more opposite than that of the armies which they commanded, and the motives by which they were actuated. The French fought to obtain plunder and aggrandisement the British to fulfil their duty to their country. Well did their ge- nerals know this essential difference ! Buonaparte held out to his troops the spoils of Belgium and Holland. When he wished to animate them to the greatest exertions, he led them forward, and told them, " That was the road to Brussels !" Lord Wellington, in the most critical moment of the battle, held another lan- * It was past six o'clock when this circumstance hap- pened. The Prussians had not appeared. The regiments which he led to the charge were the 52d aud the 95th. He also repeatedly rallied the Belgic regiments, and some- times vainly exerted himself to make them face the enemy. 308 A FEW DAYS guage. " We must not be beaten/' he said to his soldiers ; " what will they say of us in England !"- After the battle their con- duct was equally different. The French had murdered numbers of their prisoners, and those whose lives they spared, they robbed, insulted, and treated with the utmost cruelty * shutting them up without food, without dressing their wounds, and sub- jecting them to every hardship and priva- tion. The British, on the contrary, though irritated by the knowledge of these barba- rities, protected the wounded French from the rage of the Prussians, who would have gladly revenged the cruelties with which they had been treated by them. Our wounded soldiers, who were able to move, employed themselves in assisting their suffering enemies, binding up their wounds, and giving them food and water but the brave are always merciful. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 309 A countryman, who belonged either to La Belle Alliance, or to some of the neigh- bouring cottages, told me, that when he came here early on the morning after the battle, the house was surrounded with the wounded and dying of the French army, many of whom implored him, for God's sake, to put an end to their sufferings. But the agonizing scenes which had so recently taken place here, and the images of horror which every object in and around La Belle Alliance was irresistibly calcu- lated to suggest to the mind, were almost too dreadful for reflection. More pleasing was the remembrance, that it was here Napoleon Buonaparte stood when he dis- patched a courier to Paris with the news that he had won the day; and that it was here the Duke of Wellington and Marshal Blucher accidentally met* a few hours after, in the very moment of victory. 310 A FEW DAYS when Buonaparte was flying before their triumphant armies, himself the bearer of the news of his own defeat. The interview between the Duke of Wel- lington and Marshal Blucher was short, but it will be for ever memorable in the annals of history. They did not enter the house, but remained together a few mi- nutes in earnest conversation. It is well known that Blucher and the Prussians con- tinued the pursuit during the night. The remains of the British army rested from their toils on the ground, surrounded by the bleeding and dying French, on the very spot which they had occupied the prece- ding night, and Lord Wellington returned to Waterloo. " As he crossed again the fatal field, on which the silence of death had now suc- ceeded to the storm of battle, the moon, breaking from dark clouds, shed an uncer- RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 311 tain light upon this wide scene of carnage, covered with mangled thousands of that gallant army whose heroic valour had won for him the brightest wreath of victory, and left to future times an imperishable monu- ment of their country's fame. He saw himself surrounded by the bloody corpses of his veteran soldiers, who had followed him through distant lands, of his friends, his associates in arms, his companions through many an eventful year of danger and of glory : in that awful pause, which follows the mortal conflict of man with man, emotions, unknown or stifled in the heat of battle, forced their way the feel- ings of the man triumphed over those of the general, and in the very hour of victory Lord Wellington burst into tears/'* The state of the wounded during this * From Circumstantial Details relative to the battle of Waterloo, by a near Observer. x 4 312 A PEW DAYS dreadful night may be conceived. Not even a drop of water was to be had on the field to relieve their thirst, and none was to be procured nearer than Waterloo. Late as it was, , and exhausted as our officers must have been with the fatigue of such unremitting exertions, many of them mounted their horses, slung over their shoulders as many canteens as they could carry, galloped to Waterloo, a distance of more than two miles from almost every part of the field, filled them with water, and returned with it for the relief of the wounded men. I did not leave a corner of La Belle Alliance unrummaged, but I cannot say that I saw any thing particularly worthy of notice : I ate a bit of intolerably bad rye-cake, as sour as vinegar, and as black as the bread of Sparta, which nothing but the consideration of its having been in La RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 313 Belle Alliance during the battle (which the woman assured me was the case) could have induced me to swallow : but I need not stop to relate my own follies. I bought from the people of the house the feather of a French officer, and a cuirass which had belonged to a French cuirassier, who, they said, had died here the day after the battle. Loaded with my spoils, I traversed the whole extent of the field, thinking, as I toiled along beneath the burning sun, under the weight of the heavy cuirass, that the poor man to whom it had belonged, when he brought it into the field, in all the pride of martial ardour, and all the confidence of victory, little dreamed who would cany it off. If he had known that it was to be an English lady, he would have been more surprized than pleased. I did not stop till I got to the old tree 314 A FEW DAYS now known by the name of Lord Welling* ton's tree,* near which he stood for a length of time during the battle; and beneath which I now sat myself down to rest. Its massy trunk and broken branches were pierced with a number of cannon-balls, but its foliage still afforded me a grateful shade from the rays of the sun. It was between this part of the field and Hougoumont, that the lamented Sir William Ponsonby gloriously fell in the prime of life and honour, after repeatedly leading the most gallant and successful charges against the enemy, in which he took upwards of 2000 prisoners and two French eagles. The particulars of his death are well known. In the heat of the action he was unfortunately separated from * It is on the left of the road in going towards \\ ;itrrlu< >, behind the farm-house of La Haye Sainte. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 315 his brigade, his horse stuck fast in the deep wet clay of some newly-ploughed land, and he saw a large body of Polish Lancers bearing down against him. In this dread- ful situation he awaited the inevitable fate that approached him with the composure of a hero : he calmly turned to his aide-de- camp, who was still by his side, and it is said that he was in the act of giving him a picture and a last message to his wife, when he was pierced at oce with the pikes of seven of the Polish Lancers, and fell covered with wounds. England never lost a better soldier, nor society a brighter ornament. He was deservedly beloved by his friends and companions, adored by his family, and lamented and honoured by his country. Numbers of country-people were em- ployed in what might be called the glean- ings of the harvest of spoil. The muskets* 316 A FEW DAYS the swords, the helmets, the cuirasses, all the large and unbroken arms, had been immediately carried off; and now the eagles that had emblazoned the caps of the French infantry, the fragments of broken swords, &c. were rarely to be found ; though there was great abundance upon sale. But there was still plenty of rubbish to be picked up upon the field, for those who had a taste for it like me- though the greatest part of it was in a most horrible state. It was astonishing with what dreadful haste the bodies of the dead had been pillaged. The work of plunder was carried on' even during the battle ; and those har- dened and abandoned wretches who follow the camp, like vultures, to prey upon the corpses of the dead, had the temerity to press forward beneath a heavy fire to rifle the pockets of the officers who fell, of their RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 31? watches and money. The most daring and atrocious of these marauders were women.* * Some soldiers' wives were, however, actuated by better motives, and, like the matrons of Hensberg, in times of old, seemed to think their best treasures were their husbands. Many of them rushed forward and carried their wounded husbands off the field at the hazard of their own lives. The wife of a serjeant in the 28th was severely wounded in two places by a shell, which struck her as she was carrying off her wounded husband. This anecdote was related to me by an eye-witness of the cir- cumstance. The woman (respecting whom I inquired since my return to England) has, I understand, been al- lowed a pension from Chelsea Hospital. I heard of se- veral simitar instances of heroic conjugal affection ; and I myself saw one poor woman, the wife of a private in the 27th, whose leg was dreadfully fractured by a musket-ball in rescuing her husband. When struck by the ball she fell to the ground with her husband, who was supposed to be mortally wounded, but she still refused to leave him, and they were removed together to the rear and afterwards sent to Antwerp. The poor man survived the amputa- tion of both his arms, and is still alive. The woman, who was then in a state of pregnancy, has, since her re- turn to this country, given birth to a child, to which the Duke of York stood godfather. 318 A PEW DATS The description I heard of the field the morning after the battle from those who had visited it, I cannot yet recal without horror. Horses were galloping about in every direction without their riders : some of them, bleeding with their wounds and frantic with pain, were tearing up the ground, and plunging over the bodies of the dead and the dying, - and many of them were lying on the ground in the agonies of death. Over the whole field the bodies of the innumerable dead, already stripped of every covering, were lying in heaps upon each other ; the wounded in many instances beneath them. Some, faint and bleeding, were slowly attempting to make their way towards Brussels ; others were crawling upon their hands and knees from this scene of misery ; and many, unable to move, lay on the ground in agony. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 31Q For four days and nights, some of these unfortunate men were exposed to the beams of the sun by day, and to the dews by night ; for notwithstanding the most praiseworthy and indefatigable exertions, the last of the wounded were not removed from the field until the Thursday after the battle ; and if we con- sider that there were at least 8000 British, besides the Belgic, Brunswick, and Prussian wounded soldiers, and an incalculable number of wounded French, we shall find cause for surprize and admi- ration, that they could be removed in so short a time. Their conveyance, too, was rendered extremely difficult, as well as inconceivably painful to the poor sufferers, by the dreadful and almost impassable state of the roads. The Belgic peasantry shewed the most active and attentive humanity to these 320 .' A FEW DAYS poor wounded men. They brought them the best food they could procure ; they gave them water to drink they ministered to all their wants complied with all their wishes, and treated them as if they had been their own children. An officer, with whom I am acquainted, went over the field on the morning of the battle, and examined the ghastly heaps of dead in search of the body of a near relation ; and after all the corpses were buried or burnt in the same melancholy and fruitless search, many an English- woman, whom this day of glory had bereft of husband or son, wandered over this fatal field, wildly calling upon the names of those who were now no more. The very day before we visited it, the widow and the sister of a brave and lamented British officer had been here, harrowing up the souls of the beholders with their wild lamentations, RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 321 vainly demanding where the remains of him they loved reposed, -and accusing heaven for denying them the consolation of weeping over his grave. I was myself, afterwards, a sorrowful witness of the dreadful effects of the unrestrained in- dulgence of this passionate and heart- breaking grief. In the instance to which I allude, sorrow had nearly driven reason from her seat, and melancholy verged upon madness. I have forced myself to dwell upon these scenes of horror, with whatever pain to my own feelings, because in this favoured coun- try, which the mercy of heaven has hitherto preserved from being the theatre of war, and from experiencing the calamities which have visited other nations, I have some- times thought that the blessings of that ex- emption are but imperfectly felt, and that the. sufferings and the dangers of those 322 A FEW DAYS whose valour and whose blood have been its security and glory, are but faintly un- derstood and coldly commiserated. I wished that those who had suffered in the cause of their country should be repaid by her gratitude, and that she should learn more justly to estimate " the price of vic- tory/' But it is impossible for me to de- scribe, or for imagination to conceive, the horrors of Waterloo ! How gladly would I dwell upon the in- dividual merits of those who fell upon this glorious field, had I but the power to snatch from oblivion one of the many names which ought to be enrolled in the proud list of their country's heroes ! In the heat of such a battle, probably thousands have fallen, whose untold deeds surpass all that from childhood our hearts have wor- shipped. But that heroic valour and de- voted patriotism, which in other days were RESIDENCE IN V BELGIUM. 323 confined to individuals and signalised their conduct at Waterloo pervaded every breast. Every private soldier acted like a hero, and thus individual merit was lost in the general excellence, as the beams of the stars are undistinguished in the universal blaze of day. But it is not only the unrivalled glory of my countrymen in arms, of which I am proud, it is the noble use which they have made of their triumph. It is not only their irresistible valour in battle, but their unex- ampled mercy and moderation in victory which exalts them above all other nations. It has been justly said by those whom the}' conquered, that no other army than the British could have won the battles of Quatre Bras and Waterloo : and no other army but the British, after such a battle and such a victory, after a long course of incessant warfare, after recent insults and Y2 524 A FEW DAYS wanton cruelties, and after ages of invete- rate hostility and national animosity, no other army but the British, in such circum- stances, would have marched through the heart of that enemy's country, and entered that enemy's capital, as the British army marched through France and entered Paris. We have only to remember what has invariably been the conduct of the French armies in their march through the countries they have conquered. We have only to picture to ourselves what would have been their conduct, if they had triumphantly inarched through England, and we shall then be able to appreciate the meritorious moderation of the British army no plun* dered towns, no burning villages, no ruined houses marked their course, no outrage, no cruelty nor violence disgraced their triumphant progress. The French RESIDENCE IN IJELGIUM. 325 people received from their enemies that mercy which was denied them by their own soldiers. There is not a spot on the earth, from the burning sands of Egypt to the frozen deserts of Russia from the Black Sea to the Pillars of Hercules from the coasts of the Baltic to the shores of the Mediterranean, where the name of French- man and of Napoleon Buonaparte is not dreaded and detested. Wherever the power of Buonaparte has been known, or his dominion felt, his name is uttered with execrations. Wherever he has gone, his path, like that of the pestiferous serpent, has been traced by misery and desolation. But it is a proud reflection to every British heart, that there is not a country of the civilized world where England is not men- tioned with respect and gratitude, and the very name of Englishman coupled with blessings. Y3 326 A FEW DAYS I am too sensible of my own incom- petency, and too conscious of my want of knowledge, to attempt to give any account of the battle itself. The deeds of my countrymen I can only admire, I am not qualified to record them. Abler pens than mine must do justice to the events of this day of glory, which I cannot recal to memory without tears : but it was impossible to stand on the field where thousands of my gallant countrymen had fought and conquered and bled and died, and where their heroic valour had won for England her latest, proudest wreath of glory, without mingled feelings of triumph, pity, enthusiasm, and admira- tion, which language is utterly unable to express. I stood alone upon the spot so lately bathed in human blood where more than two hundred thousand human beings had RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 327 mingled together in mortal strife : I cast my eyes upon the ruined hovels immor- talized by the glorious achievements of my gallant countrymen. I recalled to mind their invincible constancy their un- daunted intrepidity their heroic self-devo- tion in the hour of trial their magnanimity and mercy in the moment of victory : I cast my eyes upon the tremendous graves at my feet, filled with the mortal remains of heroes. Silence and desolation now reigned on this wide field of carnage : the scattered relics of recent slaughter and devastation covered the sun-burnt ground ; the gales of heaven, as they passed me, were tainted with the effluvia of death. I shuddered at the thought that, beneath the clay on which I stood, the best and bravest of human hearts reposed in death. Oh! surely in such a moment and on such a Y 4 328 A FEW DAYS spot, " some human tears might fall and be forgiven \" , Alas ! those for whom I mourned sleep in death, and in vain for them are the tears, the praise, or the gratitude of their country : but though their bodies may moulder in the tomb, and their ashes, mingled with the dust, be scattered unno- ticed by the winds of winter, their names and their deeds shall never perish, they shall live for ever in the remembrance of their country, and the tears which pity gratitude admiration wring from every British heart, shall hallow their bloody and honourable grave. On earth they shall receive the noblest meed of praise ; and oh ! may we not, without impiety or presumption, indulge the hope, that in heaven the crown of glory and immortality awaits those who fell in the field of honour, RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 329 and who in the discharge of their last and noblest duty to their country, " resigned their spirit unto Him that gave it" ? It was with difficulty I could tear myself from the spot but after casting one long and lingering look upon the wood- crowned hill of Hougoumont, the shattered walls of La Haye Sainte, the hamlet of La Belle Alliance, the woods of Frischer- mont, the broken hedge in front of which Sir Thomas Picton's division had been stationed, and which was doubly interesting to me from the remembrance that it was there Major had fought and fallen ; and after giving one last glance at the tree beneath which I stood, I joined my brother and sister, who had been taking sketches at a little distance, and set off with them to Mont St. Jean, lightened of the load of my cuirass, which a little girl, who before the battle had been one of the 330 A FEW DAYS inhabitants of La Haye Sainte, joyfully carried to the village for half a franc. On our return we entered the farm-house where Major - had been con- veyed when wounded. The farm-house and offices inclose a court into which the windows of the house look. It is only one story high, and consists of three rooms, one through another. Not only these rooms, but the barns, out-houses, and byres were filled with wounded British officers, many of whom died here before morning. In that last tremendous attack which took place towards the close of the day, before the arrival of the Prussians, (but which, thanks to British valour, was wholly unsuccessful,) the battle extended even here. The French suddenly turned the fire of nearly the whole of their artillery against this part of our position, in front RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 331 of Mont St. Jean, and a general charge of their infantry and cavalry advanced, under cover of this tremendous cannonade, to the atack. Weakened as our army had been in this quarter with the immense loss it had sustained, they expected it to give way instantly, and that they should be able to force their way to Brussels. The Belgians fled at this tremendous onset. The British stood firm and undaunted, contesting every inch of ground. Every little rise was taken and retaken. The French and English, intermingled with each other, fought man to man, and sword to sword, around these walls, and in this court, while cannon-shot thundered against the walls of the house, and shells broke in at the windows of the rooms crowded with wounded. Such of the officers as it was possible to remove were carried out beneath 332 A FEW DAYS a shower of musketry. But our troops maintained their ground in spite of the immense numbers of the enemy, and of a most tremendous and incessant fire ; and after a long and desperate contest, the French were completely repulsed and driven back. They never for a moment gained possession even of this farm-house, much less of the village of Mont St. Jean, to which indeed the battle never extended. Some cannon-balls indeed lodged them- selves in the walls of the cottages, but the action took place entirely in front of the village, and its possession was never there- fore disputed. The farmer's wife had actually remained in this farm-house during the whole of this tremendous battle, quite alone, shut up in her own room, or rather garret. There she sat the whole day, listening to the roar RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 333 of the cannon, in solitude and silence, unable to see any thing, or to hear any account of what was passing, . It seemed to me that the utmost ingenuity of man could not have devised a more terrible punishment than this woman voluntarily inflicted upon herself. When I asked her what could been her motives for remaining in such a dreadful situation, she said that she staid to take care of her property, that all she had in the world consisted in cows and calves, in poultry and pigs, and she thought if she went away and left them, she should lose them all, and perhaps have her house and furniture burnt. She seemed to applaud herself not a little for her foresight. If the French, however, had been victorious in- stead of the English, the woman, as well as her hens and chickens, would have been in rather an awkward predicament. 334 A FEW DAYS Her husband first told me this story, which I could scarcely credit till she her- self confirmed it. But he, honest man ! had wisely run away before the battle had begun, leaving his wife, his pigs and poultry, to take care of themselves. She said she staid in her room all that night, and never came down till the following morning, when all the surviving wounded officers had been removed, but the bodies of those who had expired during the night still remained, and the floors of all the rooms were stained with blood. She seemed very callous to their fate, and to the sufferings of the wounded ; and very indifferent about every thing except her hens and chickens. She led me to a little miserable dark cow-house, where General Cooke (or Cock, as she called him) had remained a considerable time when wound- ed, and it seemed to be a sort of gratifica- RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 335 tion to her, that a British general had been in her cow-house. Leaving this farm-house, we walked through the village of Mont St. Jean, and stopped at the little inn, where we found the rest of the party busily employed upon every kind of eatable the house afforded, which consisted of brown bread, and butter and cheese, small beer, and still smaller wine. Although I had rejected with ab- horrence at Chateau Hougoumont a pro- posal of eating, which some one had ventured unadvisedly to make ; and though it did seem to me upon the field of battle that I should never think of eating again, yet no sooner did I cast my eyes upon these viands than I pounced upon them, as a falcon does upon his prey, and de- voured them with nearly as much voracity. They seemed to me to be delicious ; and 336 A FEW DAYS the brown bread and butter, especially, were incomparable. The woman of the house and her two daughters, who were industriously em- ployed in plain needle work, related to us with great naivete all the terrors they had suffered, and all the horrors they had seen. Like all the other inhabitants of the village, they had fled the day before the battle, not into the woods, but to a place, the name of which I do not remember, but which they said was very far off, (" bien loin.") Several cannon-balls had lodged in the walls about this house, although it was at the extremity of the village, farthest from the field. Having finished our frugal repast, for which these kind and simple people asked a most trifling recompense, we left Mont St. Jean, passed through the RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 33? village of Waterloo for the last time, and returned to Brussels with an impression on our minds, from our visit to the field of Waterloo, which no time can efface. It was on Wednesday, the 19th of July, that we learnt the astonishing news that Napoleon Buonaparte had surrendered himself to the British, and was actually a prisoner on board the Bellerophon. An aide-de-camp of the king of France, going express to the king of Holland at the Hague, was the bearer of this important intelligence. It was communicated to us by General , who came in with a countenance radiant with joy, whilst we were sitting by Major 's bed-side, and scarcely could my sister and I, in our transports, refrain from embracing the good old general. He had himself seen the aide-de-camp of Louis XVIII. ; yet this news was so unexpected, so wonderful, z 338 A FEW DAYS and above all so good, that scarcely could it be credited. Could it indeed be possible that Napoleon the dreaded Na- poleon was really a prisoner to the Eng- lish ! All ranks of people were breathless with expectation, and with trembling eager- ness and anxious inquiries awaited further intelligence. In a few hours it was con- firmed beyond a possibility of doubt. " Buonaparte est pris ! il est pris ! c'est vrai c'est bien vrai !" cried M. , the Belgic gentleman in whose house Major was an inmate, bursting into his room with a turbulence of joy, ill-suited to the suffering state of our poor wounded friend. The loud acclamations of the populace the ejaculations of thanksgiving and tears of joy which burst from the women, and the curses which were freely bestowed on him by the men, proved the strength of RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 339 their terror and the bitterness of their detestation. It was our fate to be the bearers of this intelligence almost the whole way through Belgium. So slowly does news travel in this country, that although it had arrived in Brussels at five o'clock in the afternoon, and we did not set off till eight the follow- ing morning, no rumours of it had been received in any of the towns or villages through which we passed ; and we even found the good people of Ghent in pro- found ignorance of it. But the Belgians were slow of belief, and the transport and the vociferous joy with which it was uni- formly received at first, were generally fol- lowed by doubts and fears, and fervent wishes for its truth. At the inn at Alost we found a party comfortably sitting down to dinner at twelve o'clock, at the well-spread Table z 2 340 A FEW DAYS (TH6te. No sooner had I mentioned this news than knives and forks were thrown down, plates and dishes abandoned. An old, fat Belgic gentleman, overturning his soup plate, literally jumped for joy ; an- other, more nimble, began to caper up and down the room. A corpulent lady, in at- tempting to articulate her transport, was nearly choked, like little Hunchback, with a fish-bone ; and the demonstrations of joy shewn by the rest of the party were not less extravagant. One old man, however, shook his head in sign of incredulity, and said with fervour, when I assured him that Buonaparte was really a prisoner to the English, " that he should have lived long enough if he ever lived to see that day." Nothing amused me more, however, than the squall set up by an old country-woman, who shook my hand till she nearly wrung it off, and then, shocked RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 341 at what she had done, burst forth into apologies to me, exclamations of joy, and abuse of Buonaparte, all in a breath. To my cost, however, the official ac- count of this important news did arrive at Ghent, just after I had gone to bed. It had been more than twenty-four hours on its way, travelling at the rate of about a mile an hour ; and much did I wish that it had been longer, for neither peace nor re- pose was now to be had. Bonfires were lighted, guns fired, squibs and crackers let off in the streets, rockets sent up to the clouds, and both heaven and earth disturbed by the uproar. Not satisfied with this, they took it into their heads to keep up a firing with muskets under my windows ; and the inhabitants and the English soldiers, royally drunk and loyally noisy, vied with each other in singing or rather roaring out the most discordant z 3 342 A FEW DAYS strains, and " God save the King" in Eng- lish, and a variety of Belgic songs in low Dutch were sung all at once, with the most patriotic perseverance, in the streets. By the time these outrageously loyal people found their way to bed, it was nearly time for me to get up, which I did at five o'clock, in order to see a very fine cabinet of paint- ings. The old Flemish gentleman to whom they belonged, not satisfied with giving me permission to see them, had the politeness to rise at that unseasonable hour, in order that he might be ready to receive me, and to shew them to me himself. What English gentleman would have got out of his bed before six o'clock in order to shew his col- lection of paintings to a foreigner, a person of no distinction, of whom he knew nothing, who had no introduction to him, whom he had never seen before, and would most probably never see again ? RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 343 Next day at nine o'clock we embarked from Ostend for England, in a large packet crowded with passengers. We set sail with a favouring gale ; but the winds and the waves maintained their usual ca- pricious and inconstant character, and after a succession of calms, contrary winds, and opposing tides, we found ourselves, late on the evening of the second day, at anchor within sight of the harbour of Margate, but without a hope of reaching it till the follow- ing morning. In order to escape spending another night on board, AVC embraced the expedient of committing ourselves to a little boat, in which it seemed invariably to be our fate to end all our voyages. We were rowed ashore and landed in the dark, at past eleven o'clock at night, upon the slippery and weed-covered rocks of Margate, exactly six weeks after we landed in the same manner, at the same 24 344 A FEW DAYS hour, and the same day of the week, on the deep and deserted sands of Ostend. In that six weeks what a change had taken place ! When I left England, Buonaparte was the terror of the world Europe was arming against him, and his threatening hosts were ready to overwhelm it again with ruin. When I returned, these tremen- dous armies were defeated and scattered the victorious troops of England were in the capital of France; and Buonaparte him- self, fallen from the highest imperial throne of the universe to the lowest abyss of for- tune, was a prisoner on board a British ship of war, and a suppliant to the mercy of my country ! Events so extraordinary and improbable, and changes so sudden and so wonderful, seemed to outrun the rapidity of imagina- tion itself, and to exceed the limits of possibility. The past seemed like a dream. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 345 Scarcely, on retrospection, could we be- lieve it to be real, or be convinced that the scenes we had witnessed, since our departure from England, had not been the illusions of fancy, or the " baseless fabric of a vision." They bore more resemblance to the shifting and imaginary scenes repre- sented on the stage, than to events which had actually happened on the great theatre of the world. It had indeed been a great and a bloody tragedy, and it had been our lot to witness it from the first to the last scene. It began at our entrance, it finished at our departure from Brussels. The news of Buonaparte having attacked the Prus- sians reached Brussels at the very moment of our arrival, the news of his surrender to the British was received the night before we left it. In that six weeks the work of an age had o been accomplished; an usurper had been 346 A FEW DAYS dethroned ; a monarch had been restored ; a kingdom had been lost and won ; a war had begun and ended ; peace had revisited the world ; and justice strict, impartial justice, had descended upon the head of the guilty. And all this was the work of England ! Yet it has been asked and I have often heard the question slightingly repeated by my own countrymen, " And what, after all, has England gained for years of war and bloodshed but glory ?" And what, I ask in return, could she gain that is equi- valent to it? What is there on earth to be compared to it? " Is aught ou earth so precious and so dear As Fame and Honour ? or is aught so bright And beautiful as Glory's beams appear, Whose goodly light than Phaebus' lamp doth shine more clear ?" Faerie Queen.- Glory is the highest, the most lasting RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 34? good. Without it, extent of empire, political greatness, and national prosperity, are but a name ; without it, they can have no security, and can command no respect ; without it all other possessions are worth- less and despicable, unstable and tran- sitory. Fortune may change ; arts may perish ; commerce may decay ; and wealth and power and dominion and greatness may pass away, but glory is immortal and indestructible, and will last when em- pires and dynasties are no more. What gives nations honour and renown in future times but the glory they have acquired? What exalted Greece and Rome to their proud pre-eminence among the nations, and transmitted the lustre of their name to the remotest times ? W T hy does the traveller still traverse distant coun- tries, to explore with hallowed respect their mouldering temples, and linger with silent 348 A FEW DAYS awe amidst the ruins of the Parthenon, or on the site of the Capitol? Why does generation after generation contemplate with veneration the plains of Marathon, and the heights of Leuctra ? Why do they still retrace with enthusiasm the deeds of their departed heroes, and the long catalogue of their ancient glories? It is to these ancient glories that they owe their present interest and importance. The nations of the East were possessed of unbounded wealth, magnificence, and power and were long the seats of com- merce, of the arts of life, and of learning, when the western world was immersed in ignorance and barbarism. Yet their an- tiquities are unexplored, their history neglected, their very existence almost forgotten ; for they have left no proud remembrance, no ray of glory, to immor- talize their name. RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 34<) If it had been extent of empire, or superiority of wealth, that gave nations lasting greatness, Persia would have en- joyed that veneration which is now paid to Athens. If it had been conferred by antiquity, or by being the birth-place of the arts and sciences, Egypt would have stood upon that pedestal of fame which Rome now fills. Yes ! England has nobly fought, tri- umphantly conquered, and well has she been rewarded! She has gained that unalienable, imperishable prize, which neither time nor fortune, nor fate nor any earthly power can ever wrest from her. She has won the immortal meed ! Gene- rations yet unborn shall pride themselves on being the descendants of those who fought and conquered in the righteous cause of Justice, Honour, and Indepen- dence, on the plains of Spain, and OB- 350 A FEW DAYS the glorious field of "Waterloo ; and feel the throb of generous enthusiasm and of virtuous patriotism, when they retrace the bright history of their country's achieve- ments. With these sentiments deeply impressed upon my mind ; with the proud conscious- ness, that highly as the fame of England had stood in all ages, she had now attained an unparalleled height of greatness and glory ; that the ancient triumphs of Cressy, Poictiers, and Agincourt, in one age, of Ramillies, Malplaquet, and Blenheim, in another, had been surpassed in those of Salamanca, Vittoria, and Waterloo, in our own ; that her name would descend to the latest times as unrivalled in arms, invin- cible by land and by sea, and pre-eininent, not only in valour, but in faith and honour, in justice, mercy, and magnanimity, and in public virtue. 1 returned to my RESIDENCE IN BELGIUM. 351 country, after all the varying and eventful scenes through which it had been my lot to pass, more proud thdn when I left it of the name of AN ENGLISHWOMAN. FINIS. 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