\p mAj-\- LITTLE FOXES. Bf CHRISTOPHER CROWFIELD, AUTHOR OF "HOUSE AND HOME PAPERS." EIGHTEENTH EDITION. BOSTON : HOUGHTON, MIFFLIN AND COMPANY. (pe Htoersfte Press, dDambrtfJjre. 1884. Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1865, by HARRIET BEECHER STOWF, in the Clerk's Office of tne District Court of the District of Massachoaettt <\ CONTENTS. t Page I. Fault-Finding 7 II. Irritability 53 III. Repression 91 IV. Persistence 133 V. Intolerance 176 VI. Discourtesy 218 VII. EXACTINGNESS 249 M500H8 LITTLE FOXES. I. FAULT-FINDING. " T)APA, what are you going to give us this winter for our evening readings?" said Jennie. " I am thinking, for one thing," I replied, "of preaching a course of household sermons from a very odd text prefixed to a discourse which I found at the bottom of the pamphlet- barrel in the garret." "Don't say sermon, Papa, — it has such a dreadful sound ; and on winter evenings one wants something entertaining." "Well, treatise, then," said I, "or discourse, or essay, or prelection ; I 'm not particulai as to words.* 8 Little Foxes. " But what is the queer text that you found at the bottom of the pamphlet-barrel ? " " It was one preached upon by your moth- er's great-great-grandfather, the very savory and much-respected Simeon Shuttleworth, 'on the occasion of the melancholy defections and divisions among the godly in the town of West Dofield ' ; and it runs thus, — ' Take ns the foxes, the little foxes, that spoil the vines : for our vines have tender grapes! " " It 's a curious text enough ; but I can't imagine what you are going to make of it." " Simply an essay on Little Foxes," said I , " by which I mean those unsuspected, unwatched, insignificant little causes, that nibble away do- mestic happiness, and make home less than so noble an institution should be. " You may build beautiful, convenient, attrac- tive houses, — you may hang the walls with lovely pictures and stud them with gems of Art ; and there may be living there together persons bound by blood and affection m one common Fault-Finding. 9 interest, leading a life common to themselves and apart from others ; and these persons may each one of them be possessed of good and noble traits ; there may be a common basis of affec- tion, of generosity, of good principle, of religion ; and yet, through the influence of some of these perverse, nibbling, insignificant little foxes, half the clusters of happiness on these so promising vines may fail to come to maturity. A little community of people, all of whom would be will- ing to die for each other, may not be able to live happily together ; that is, they may have far less happiness than their circumstances, their fine and excellent traits, entitle them to expect. " The reason for this in general is that home is a place not only of strong affections, but of entire unreserves ; it is life's undress rehearsal, its back-room, its dressing-room, from which we go forth to more careful and guarded inter- course, leaving behind us much debris of cast- off and every-day clothing. Hence has arisen the common proverb, ' No man is a hero to his 1* 10 Little Foxes. valet-de-chambre* ; and the common warning, ' If you wish to keep your friend, don't go and live with him.' " " Which is only another way of saying," said my wife, " that we are all human and imperfect ; and the nearer you get to any human being, the more defects you see. The characters that can stand the test of daily intimacy are about as numerous as four-leaved clovers in a meadow ; in general, those who do not annoy you with positive faults bore you with their insipidity. The evenness and beauty of a strong, well-de- fined nature, perfectly governed and balanced, is about the last thing one is likely to meet with in one's researches into life." " But what I have to say," replied I, " is this, — that, family-life being a state of unreserve, a state in which there are few of those barriers and veils that keep people in the world from seeing each other's defects and mutually jarring and grating upon each other, it is remarkable that it is entered upon and maintained generally Fanlt-Fiiidino, \ \ '£> with less reflection, less care and forethought, than pertain to most kinds of business which men and women set their hands to. A mar does not undertake to run an engine or manage a piece of machinery without some careful ex- amination of its parts and capabilities, and some inquiry whether he have the necessary knowl- eige, skill, and strength to make it do itself and him justice. A man does not try to play on the violin without seeing if his fingers are long and flexible enough to bring out the harmonies and raise his performance above the grade of dismal scraping to that of divine music. What should we think of a man who should set a whole orchestra of instruments upon playing together without the least provision or fore- thought as to their chord, and then howl and tear his hair at the result ? It is not the fault of the instruments that they grate harsh thun- ders together ; they may each be noble and of celestial temper ; but united without regard to their nature, dire confusion is the result. Still 12 Little Foxes. worse were it, if a man werr supposed so utupid as to expect of each instrument a role opposed to its nature, — if he asked of the octave-flute i bass solo, and condemned the trombone because it could not do the work of the many-voiced violin. " Yet just so carelessly is the work of forming a family often performed. A man and womai come together from some affinity, some partia\ accord of their nature which has inspired mu- tual affection. There is generally very little careful consideration of who and what they are — no thought of the reciprocal influence of mu- tual traits, — no previous chording and testing of the instruments which are to make lifelong harmony or discord, — and after a short period of engagement, in which all their mutual rela tions are made as opposite as possible to those which must follow marriage, these two furnish meir house and begin life together. "Then in many cases the domestic roof is supposed at once to be the proper refuge for Fault- Finding. 1 3 dilations and friends on both sides, who also are. introduced into the interior concert without any special consideration of what is likely to be the operation of character on character, the play of instrument with instrument ; — then follow chil- dren, each of whom is a separate entity, a sepa- rate will, a separate force in the circle ; and thus, with the lesser powers of servants and dependants, a family is made up. And there- is no wonder if all these chance-assorted instru- ments, playing together, sometimes make quite as much discord as harmony. For if the hus- band and wife chord, the wife's sister or hus- band's mother may introduce a discord ; and then again, each child of marked character in- troduces another possibility of confusion. " The conservative forces of human nature are so strong and so various, that with all these drawbacks the family state is after all the best and purest happiness that earth affords. But then, with cultivation and care, it might be a great deal happier. Very fair pears have beep [4 Little Foxes. raised by dropping a seed into a good soil and letting it alone foi years ; but finer and choicer are raised by the watchings, tendings, primings of the gardener. Wild grape-vines bore very fine grapes, and an abundance of them, before our friend Dr. Grant took up his abode at Iona, and, studying the laws of Nature, conjured up new species of rarer fruit and flavor out of the old. And so, if all the little foxes that infest our domestic vine and fig-tree were once hunted out and killed, we might have fairer clusters and fruit all winter." "But, Papa," said Jennie, "to come to the foxes ; let 's know what they are." "Well, as the text says, little foxes, the pet foxes of good people, unsuspected little ani- mals, — on the whole, often thought to be really creditable little beasts, that may do good, and at all events cannot do much harm. And as I have taken to the Puritanic order in my dis- course, I shall set them in sevens, as Noah did his clean beasts in the ark. Now my seven Fault-Finding. 1 1 little foxes are these : — Fault-Finding, Intoler- ance, Reticence, Irritability, Exactingness, Dis- courtesy, Self-Will. And here," turning to my sermon, "is what I have to say about the first of them." FA ULT-FINDING,— A most respectable little animal, that many people let run freely among their domestic vines, under the notion that he helps the growth of the grapes, and is the principal means of keeping them in order. Now it may safely be set down as a maxim, that nobody likes to be found fault with, but everybody likes to find fault when things do not suit him. Let my courteous reader ask him or herself if he or she does not experience a relief and pleasure in finding fault with or about what- ever troubles them. This appears at first sight an anomaly in the provisions of Nature. Generally we are 1 6 Little Foxes. so constituted that what it is a pleasure to us to do it is a pleasure to our neighbor to hav* us do. It is a pleasure to give, and a pleasure to receive. It is a pleasure to love, and a plea* ure to be loved ; a pleasure to admire, a pleas- ure to be admired. It is a pleasure also tc find fault, but not a pleasure to be found fauh with. Furthermore, those people whose sensi- tiveness of temperament leads them to find the most fault are precisely those who can least bear to be found fault with ; they bind heavy burdens and grievous to be borne, and lay them on other men's shoulders, but they themselves cannot bear the weight of a finger. Now the difficulty in the case is this : There are things in life that need to be altered ; and that things may be altered, they must be spoken of to the people whose business it is to make the change. This opens wide the door of fault-finding to well-disposed people, and gives them latitude of conscience to impose on their fellows all the annoyances which they them- Fault-Finding. ij selves feel. The father and mother of a family are fault-finders, ex officio ; and to them flows back the tide of every separate individual's com plaints in the domestic circle, till often the whole air of the house is chilled and darkened by a drizzling Scotch mist of querulousness. Very bad are these mists for grape-vines, and produce mildew in many a fair cluster. Enthusius falls in love with Hermione, be- cause she looks like a moonbeam, — because she is ethereal as a summer cloud, spirituelle. He commences forthwith the perpetual adora- tion system that precedes marriage. He as- sures her that she is too good for this world, too delicate and fair for any of the uses of poor mortality, — that she ought to tread on roses, sleep on the clouds, — that she ought never to shed a tear, know a fatigue, or make an exer- tion, but live apart in some bright, ethereal sphere worthy of her charms. All which is duly chanted in her ear in moonlight walks or sails, and so often repeated that a sensible girl 1 8 Little Foxes. may be excused for believing that a little of it may be true. Now comes marriage, — and it turns out that Enthusius is very particular as to his coffee, that he is excessively disturbed if his meals are at all irregular, and that he cannot be com- fortable with any table arrangements which do not resemble those of his notable mother, lately deceased in the odor of sanctity ; he also wants his house in perfect order at all hours. Still he does not propose to provide a trained house- keeper ; it is all to be effected by means of cer- tain raw Irish girls, under the superintendence of this angel who was to tread on roses, sleep on clouds, and never know an earthly care. Neither has Enthusius ever considered it a part of a husband's duty to bear personal in- conveniences in silence. He would freely shed his blood for Hermione, — nay, has often franti- cally proposed the same in the hours of court- ship, when of course nobody wanted it done, and it could answer no manner of use ; but Fault-Finding. ig now to the idyllic dialogues of that period succeed such as these : — " My dear, this tea is smoked : can't you get Jane into the way of making it better ? " " My dear, I have tried ; but she will not do as I tell her." "Well, all I know is, other people can have good tea, and I should think we might." And again at dinner: — " My dear, this mutton is overdone again ; it is always overdone." "Not always, dear, because you recollect on Monday you said it was just right." "Well, almost always." "Well, my dear, the reason to-day was, I had company in the parlor, and could not go out to caution Bridget, as I generally do. It 's very difficult to get things done with such a girl." "My mother's things were always well done, no matter what her girl was." Again : " Mv dear, you must speak to the 2G Little Foxes. servants about wasting the coal. I never saw such a consumption of fuel in a family of our size " ; or, " My dear, how can you let Maggie tear the morning paper ? " or, " My dear, I shall actually have to give up coming to dinner, if my dinners cannot be regular"; or, "My dear, I wish you would look at the way my shirts are ironed, — it is perfectly scandalous"; or, "My dear, you must not let Johnnie finger the mirror in the parlor"; or, "My dear, you must stop the children from playing in the garret " , or, " My dear, you must see that Maggie does n't leave the mat out on the railing when she sweeps the front hall"; and so on. up stairs and down stairs, in the lady's chamber, in attic, garret, and cellar, "my dear" is to see that nothing goes wrong, and she is found fault with when anything does. Yet Enthusius, when occasionally he finds his sometime angel in tears, and she tells him he does not love her as he once did, repudi- ates the charge with all his heart, and declares Fault-Finding. 2 1 '£> he loves her more than ever, — and perhaps he does. The only difficulty is that she has passed out of the plane of moonshine and po- etry into that of actualities. While she was considered an angel, a star, a bird, an evening cloud, of course there was nothing to be found fault with in her ; but now that the angel has become chief business-partner in an earthly working firm, relations are different. Enthu- sius could say the same things over again under the same circumstances, but unfortunately now they never are in the same circumstances. En- thusius is simply a man who is in the habit of speaking from impulse, and saying a thing merely and only because he feels it at the mo- ment. Before marriage he worshipped and adored his wife as an ideal being dwelling in the land of dreams and poetries, and did his very best to make her unpractical and unfitted to enjoy the life to which he was to introduce her after marriage. After marriage he still yields unreflectingly to present impulses, which 22 Little Foxes. are no longer to praise, but to criticise and condemn. The very sensibility to beauty and love of elegance, which made him admire her before marriage, now transferred to the arrange- ment of the domestic menage, lead him daily to perceive a hundred defects and find a hun- dred annoyances. Thus far we suppose an amiable, submissive wife, who is only grieved, not provoked, — who has no sense of injustice, and meekly strives to make good the hard conditions of her lot. Such poor, little, faded women have we seen, looking for all the world like plants that have been nursed and forced into bloom in the steam-heat of the conservatory, and are now sickly and yellow, dropping leaf by leaf, in the dry, dusty parlor. But there is another side of the picture, — where the wife, provoked and indignant, takes up the fault-finding trade in return, and with the keen arrows of her woman's wit searches tnd penetrates every joint of the husband's Fault-Finding. 23 armor, showing herself full as unjust and far more capable in this sort of conflict Saddest of all sad things is it to see two once very dear friends employing all that pe- culiar knowledge of each other which love had given them only to harass and provoke, — thrusting and piercing with a certainty of aim that only past habits of confidence and affec- tion could have put in their power, wounding their own hearts with every deadly thrust they make at one another, and all for such inexpres sibly miserable trifles as usually form the open- ings of fault-finding dramas. For the contentions that loosen the very foundations of love, that crumble away all its fine traceries and carved work, about what mis- erable, worthless things do they commonly be- gin ! — a dinner underdone, too much oil con- sumed, a newspaper torn, a waste of coal or soap, a dish broken ! — and for this miserable sort of trash, very good, very generous, very religious people will sometimes waste and throw 24 Little Foxes. away by double-handfuls the very thing for which houses are built and coal burned, and all the paraphernalia of a home established, — their happiness. Better cold coffee, smoky tea, burnt meat, better any inconvenience, any loss, than a loss of love ; and nothing so surely burns away love as constant fault-finding. For fault-finding once allowed as a habit be tween two near and dear friends comes in time to establish a chronic soreness, so that the mildest, the most reasonable suggestion, the gentlest implied reproof, occasions burning irri tation : and when this morbid stage has once set in, the restoration of love seems wellnigl impossible. For example : Enthusius, having risen this morning in the best of humors, in the most playful tones begs Hermione not to make the tails of her g's quite so long ; and Hermione fires up with — " And, pray, what else would n't you wish me to do ? Perhaps you would be s<" ^ood, Fault-Finding. 25 when vou have leisure, as to make out an alphabetical list of the things in me that need correcting." " My dear, you are unreasonable." w I don't think so. I should like to get to the end of the requirements of my lord and master sometimes." " Now, my dear, you really are very silly." " Please say something original, my dear. I have heard that till it has lost the charm oi novelty." " Come now, He' mione, don't let 's quarrel." " My dear sir, who thinks of quarrelling ? No* I ; I 'm sure I was only asking to be directed. I trust some time, if I live to be ninety, to suit your fastidious taste. I trust the coffee is right mis morning, and the tea, and the toast, and the steak, and the servants, and the front-hall mat, and the upper-story hall-door, and the base- ment premises ; and now I suppose I am U: be trained in respect to my general education. I shall set about the tails of my g's at once, but 2 26 Little Foxes. trust you will prepare a list of any othei little things that need emendation." Enthusius pushes away his coffee, and diums on the table. " If I might be allowed one small criticism,, my dear, I should observe that it is not good manners to drum on the table," says his fair opposite. " Hermione, you are enough to drive a man frantic ! " exclaims Enthusius, rushing out with bitterness in his soul, and a determination to take his dinner at Delmonico's. Enthusius feels himself an abused man, and thinks there never was such a sprite of a wo- man, — the most utterly unreasonable, pro- voking human being he ever met with. What he does not think of is, that it is his own incon- siderate, constant fault-finding that has made every nerve so sensitive and sore, that the mildest suggestion of advice or reproof on the most indiffci f»:;i subject is impossible. He has not, to be sure, been the guilty partner in tb' r Fault-Findmg. 27 morning's encounter ; he has said only what is fair and proper, and she has been unreason- able and cross ; but, after all, the fault is re- motely his. When Enthusius awoke, after marriage, to find in his Hermione in very deed only a bird, a star, a flowei, but no housekeeper, why did he not face the matter like an honest man ? Why did he not remember all the fine things about dependence and uselessness with which he had been filling her head for a year or two, and in common honesty exact no more from her than he had bargained for ? Can a bird make a good business-manager ? Can a flower oversee Biddy and Mike, and impart to theii 'mcircum- cised ears the high crafts and mysteries of ele- gant housekeeping ? If his little wife has to learn her domestic role of household duty, as most girls do, by a thousand mortifications, a thousand perplexities, a thousand failures, let him, in ordinary fair- ness, make it as easy to her as possible. Let 28 Little Foxes. him remember with what admiring smiles, be- fore marriage, he received her pretty professions of utter helplessness and incapacity in domestic matters, finding only poetry and grace in what, after marriage, proved an annoyance. And if a man finds that he has a wife ill adapted to wifely duties, does it follow that the best thing he can do is to blurt out, without form or ceremony, all the criticisms and cor- rections which may occur to him in the many details of household life ? He would not dare to speak with as little preface, apology, or cir- cumlocution to his business manager, to his butcher, or his baker. When Enthusius was a bachelor, he never criticised the table at his boarding-house without some reflection, and studying to take unto himself acceptable words whereby to soften the asperity of the criticism. The laws of society require that a man should qualify, soften, and wisely time his admonitions to those he meets in the outer world, or they will turn again and rend him. But to his own Fault-Finding. 29 wife, in his own house and home, he can find fault without ceremony or softening. So he can ; and he can awake, in the course of a year or two, to find his wife a changed woman, and his home unendurable. He may find, too, that unceremonious fault-finding is a game that two can play at, and that a woman can shoot her arrows with far more precision and skill than a man. But the fault lies not always on the side of the husband. Quite as often is a devoted, pa- tient, good-tempered man harassed and hunted and baited by the inconsiderate fault-finding of a wife whose principal talent seems to lie in the ability at first glance to discover and make manifest the weak point in everything. We have seen the most generous, the most warm-hearted and obliging of mortals, under this sort of training, made the most morose and disobliging of husbands. Sure to be found fault with, whatever they do, they have at last ceased doing. The disappointment of not pl^ n ing they have abated by not trying to pleast 30 Little Foxes. We once knew a man who married a spoiled beauty, whose murmurs, exactions, and caprices were infinite. He had at last, as a refuge to his wearied nerves, settled down into a habit of utter disregard and neglect ; he treated her wishes and her complaints with equal indiffer- ence, and went on with his life as nearly as possible as if she did not exist. He silently provided for her what he thought proper, with- out troubling himself to notice her requests or listen to h> r grievances. Sickness came, but the heart of her husband was cold and gone ; there was ro sympathy left to warm her. Death came, and he breathed freely as a man re- leased. He married again, — a woman with no beauty, but much love and goodness, — a wo- man who a^ked little, blamed seldom, and then with all tL<, tact and address which the utmost thoughtful tess could devise ; and the passive, negligent husband became the attentive, devot- ed slave A her will. He was in her hands »* clay ? .n the hands of the potter • the v Fault-Finding. 3 1 least breath or suggestion of criticism from her lips, who criticised so little and so thoughtfully, weighed more with him than many outspoken words. So different is the same human being, according to the touch of the hand which plays upon him ! I have spoken hitherto of fault-finding as between husband and wife : its consequences are even worse as respects children. The habit once suffered to grow up between the two that constitute the head of the family descends and runs through all the branches. Children are more hurt by indiscriminate, thoughtless fault- finding than by any other one thing. Often a child has all the sensitiveness and all the sus- ceptibility of a grown person, added to the faults of childhood. Nothing about him is right as yet ; he is immature and faulty at all points, and everybody feels at perfect liberty to criticise him to right and left, above, below, and around, till he takes refuge either in cal- lous hardness or irritable moroseness. 32 Little Foxes. A bright, noisy boy rushes in from school, eager to tell his mother something he has on his heart, and Number One cries out, — "O, you 've left the door open ! I do wish you would n't always leave the door open ! And do look at the mud on , your shoes ! How many times must I tell you to wipe your feet?" "Now there you've thrown your cap on the sofa again. When will you learn to hang it up?" " Don't put your slate there ; that is n't the place for it." " How dirty your hands are ! what have you been doing?" "Don't sit in that chair; you break the springs, jouncing." " Child, how your hair looks ! Do go up stairs and comb it." "There, if you haven't torn the braid all off your coat ! Dear me, what a boy ! " " Don't speak so loud ; yo ar voice goes through my head." Fault-Finding. 33 "I want to know, Jim, if it was you that broke up that barrel that I have been saving for brown flour." "I believe it was you, Jim, that hacked the edge of my razor." " Jim 's been writing at my desk, and blotted three sheets of the best paper." Now the question is, if any of the grown people of the family had to run the gantlet of a string of criticisms on themselves equally true as those that salute unlucky Jim, would they be any better-natured about it than he is ? No ; but they are grown-up people ; they have rights that others are bound to respect. Everybody cannot tell them exactly what he thinks about everything they do. If every one could and did, would there not be terrible re- actions ? Servants in general are only grown-up chil- dren, and the same considerations apply to them. A raw, untrained Irish girl introduced into an elegan\ house has her head bewildered 2* © 34 Little Foxes. : n every direction. There are the gas-pipes, the watei -pipes, the whole paraphernalia of ele- gant and delicate conveniences, about which a thousand little details are to be learned, the neglect of any one of which may flood the house, or poison it with foul air, or bring innu- merable inconveniences. The setting of a gen- teel table and the waiting upon it involve fifty possibilities of mistake, each one of which will grate on the nerves of a whole family. There is no wonder, then, that the occasions of fault- finding in families are so constant and harass- ing ; and there is no wonder that mistress and rnaid often meet each other on the terms of the bear and the man who fell together fifty feet down from the limb of a high tree, and lay at the bottom of it, looking each other in the face in helpless, growling despair. The ' mistress is rasped, irritated, despairing, and with good reason : the maid is the same, and with equally good reason Yet let the mistress be suddenly introduced into a printing-office, and Faidt-Finding. 35 required, with what little teaching could be given her in a few rapid directions, to set up the editorial of a morning paper, and it is prob- able she would be as stupid and bewildered as Biddy in her beautifully arranged house. There are elegant houses which, from causes- like these, are ever vexed like the troubled sea that cannot rest. Literally, their table has be- come a snare before them, and that which should have been for their welfare a trap. Their gas and their water and their fire and their elegances and ornaments, all in unskilled, blundering hands, seem only so many guns in the hands of Satan, through which he fires at their Christian graces day and night, — so that, if their house is kept in order, their temper and religion are not. I am speaking now to the consciousness of thousands of women who are in will and pur- pose real saints. Their souls go up to heaven, — its love, its purity, its rest, — with every hymn and prayer and sacrament in church; 36 Little Foxes. and they come home to be mortified, disgraced, and made to despise themselves, for the un- lovely tempers, the hasty words, the cross looks, the universal nervous irritability, that result from this constant jarring of finely toned chords under unskilled hands. Talk of hair-cloth shirts, and scourgings, and sleeping on ashes, as means of saintship ! there is no need of them in our country. Let a woman once look at her domestic trials as her hair-cloth, her ashes, her scourges, — accept them, — rejoice in them, — smile and be quiet, silent, patient, and loving under them, — and the convent can teach her no more ; she is a victorious saint. When the damper of the furnace is turned the wrong way by Paddy, after the five hun- dredth time of explanation, and the whole fam- ily awakes coughing, sneezing, strangling, — . when the gas is blown out in the nursery by Biddy, who has been instructed every day for weeks in the danger of such a proceeding, — Fault-Finding. 37 when the tumblers on the dinner-table are found dim and streaked, after weeks of train- ing in the simple business of washing and wip- ing, — when the ivory-handled knives and forks are left soaking in hot dish-water, after inces- sant explanations of the consequences, — when four or five half-civilized beings, above, below, and all over the house, are constantly forget- ting the most important things at the very moment it is most necessary they should re- member them, — there is no hope for the mis- tress morally, unless she can in very deed and truth accept her trials religiously, and conquer by accepting. It is not apostles alone who can take pleasure in necessities and distresses, but mothers and housewives also, if they would learn of the Apostle, might say, "When I am weak, then am I strong." The burden ceases to gall when we have learned how to carry it. We can suffer pa- tiently, if we see any good come of it, and say, as an old black woman of our acquaint 3 8 Little Foxes. ance did of an event that crossed her purpose, " Well, Lord, if it 's you, send it along." But that this may be done, that home-life, in our unsettled, changing state of society, may become peaceful and restful, there is one Chris- tian grace, much treated of by mystic writers, that must return to its honor in the Christian Church. I mean, — the grace of silence. No words can express, no tongue can tell, the value of not speaking. "Speech is sil- ver^, but silence is golden," is an old and very precious proverb. "But," say many voices, "what is to become of us, if we may not speak ? Must we not correct our children and our servants and each other ? Must we let people go on doing wrong to the end of the chapter?" No ; fault must be found ; faults must be told, errors corrected. Reproof and admoni- tion are duties of householders to their fami- lies, and of all true friends to one another. But, gentle reader, let us look over life, our Fault-Findi?ig. 39 own lives and the lives of others, and ask, How much of the fault-finding which prevails has the least tendency to do any good ? How much of ft is well-timed, well-pointed, deliberate, and just, so spoken as to be effective ? "A wise reprover upon an obedient ear" is one of the rare things spoken of by Solomon, — the rarest, perhaps, to be met with. How many really religious people put any of their religion into their manner of performing this most difficult office ? We find fault with a stove or furnace which creates heat only to go up chimney and not warm the house. We say it is wasteful. Just so wasteful often seem prayer-meetings, church-services, and sacra- ments ; they create and excite lovely, gentle, holy feelings, — but, if these do not pass out into the atmosphere of daily life, and warm and clear the air of our homes, there is a great waste in our religion. We have been on our knees, confessing hum- bly that we are as awkward in Aeavenly things, 40 Little Foxes. as unfit for the Heavenly Jerusalem, as Biddy and Mike, and the little beggar-girl on our door-steps, are for our parlors. We have de- plored our errors daily, hourly, and confessed that " the remembrance of them is grievous unto us, the burden of them is intolerable," and then we draw near in the sacrament to that Incarnate Divinity whose infinite love covers all our imperfection* with the mantle of His perfections. But when we return, do we take our servants and children by the throat because they are as untrained and awkward and care- less in earthly things as we have been in heav- enly ? Does no remembrance of Christ's infinite patience temper our impatience, when we have spoken seventy times seven, and our words have been disregarded ? There is no mistake as to the sincerity of the religion which the Church excites. What we want is to have it used in common life, instead of going up like hot air in a fireplace to lose itself in the infinite abysses above. Faidt-Finding. 41 In reproving and fault-finding, we have beau- tiful examples in Holy Writ. When Saint Paul has a reproof to administer to delinquent Chris- tians, how does he temper it with gentleness and praise ! how does he first make honorable note of all the good there is to be spoken of! how does he give assurance of his prayers and love ! — and when at last the arrow flies, it goes all the straighter to the mark for this carefulness. But there was a greater, a purer, a lovelier than Paul, who made His home on earth with twelve plain men, ignorant, prejudiced, slow to learn, — and who to the very day of His death were still contending on a point which He had repeatedly explained, and troubling His last earthly hours with the old contest, "Who should be greatest." When all else failed, on His knees before them as their servant, tenderly perform- ing for love the office of a slave, he said, " If I, your Lord and Master, have washed your feet, ye also ought to wash one another's feet." 42 Little Foxes. When parents, employers, and masters learn to reprove in this spirit, reproofs will be more effective than they now are. It was by the exercise of this spirit that Fenelon transformed the proud, petulant, irritable, selfish Duke of Burgundy, making him humble, gentle, tolerant of others, and severe only to himself: it was he who had for his motto, that " Perfection alone can bear with imperfection." But apart from the fault-finding which has a definite aim, how much is there that does not profess or intend or try to do anything more than give vent to an irritated state of feeling ! The nettle stings us, and we toss it with both hands at our neighbor ; the fire burns us, and we throw coals and hot ashes at all and sun- dry of those about us. There is fretfulness, a mizzling, drizzling rain of discomforting remark ; there is grumblings a northeast storm that never clears ; there is scolding, the thunder-storm with lightning and hail. All these are worse than useless ; they Fault-Finding. 43 are positive sins, by whomsoever indulged, — sins as great and real as many that are shud- dered at in polite society. All these are for the most part but the vent- ing on our fellow-beings of morbid feelings re- sulting from dyspepsia, overtaxed nerves, or general ill health. A minister eats too much mince-pie, goes to nis weekly lecture, and, seeing only half a dozen people there, proceeds to grumble at those half- dozen for the sins of such as stay away. " The Church is cold, there is no interest in religion," and so on : a simple outpouring of the blues. You and I do in one week the work we ought to do in six ; we overtax nerve and brain, and then have weeks of darkness in which everything at home seems running to destruc- tion. The servants never were so careless, the children never so noisy, the house never so disorderly, the State never so ill-governed, the Church evidently going over to Antichrist. The on/y thing, after all, in wh'ch the existing 44 Little Foxes. condition of affairs differs from that of a week ago is, that we have used up our nervous en- ergy, and are looking at the world through blue spectacles. We ought to resist the devil of fault-firding at this point, and cultivate si- lence as a grace till our nerves are rested. There are times when no one should trust himself to judge his neighbors, or reprove his children and servants, or find fault with his friends, — for he is so sharp-set that he cannot strike a note without striking too hard. Then is the time to try the grace of silence, and, what is better than silence, the power of prayer. But it being premised that we are never to fret, never to grumble, never to scold, and yet it being our duty in some way to make known and get rectified the faults of others, it remains to ask how ; and on this head we will impro- vise a parable of two women. Mrs. Standfast is a woman of high tone, and possessed of a power of moral principle that Fault-Finding. 45 impresses one even as sublime. All her per- ceptions of right and wrong are clear, exact, and minute ; she is charitable to the poor, kind to the sick and suffering, and devoutly and earnestly religious. In all the minutiae of wo- man s life she manifests an inconceivable pre- cision and perfection. Everything she does is perfectly done. She is true to all her promises to the very letter, and so punctual that rail- road time might be kept by her instead of a chronometer, Yet, with all these excellent traits, Mrs. Stand- fast has not the faculty of making a happy home. She is that most hopeless of fault-find- ers, — a fault-finder from principle. She has a high, correct standard for everything in the world, from the regulation of the thoughts down to the spreading of a sheet or the hem- ming of a towel ; and to this exact standard she feels it her duty to bring every one in her household. She does not often scold, she is not actually fretful, but she exercises over her 4.6 Little Foxes. household a calm, inflexible severity, rebuking every fault ; she overlooks nothing, she excuses nothing, she will accept of nothing in any part of her domain but absolute perfection ; and her reproofs are aimed with a true and steady point, and sent with a force that makes them felt by the most obdurate. Hence, though she is rarely seen out of tem- per, and seldom or never scolds, yet she drives every one around her to despair by the use of the calmest and most elegant English. Her servants fear, but do not love her. Her hus- band, an impulsive, generous man, somewhat inconsiderate and careless in his habits, is at times perfectly desperate under the accumulat- ed load of her disapprobation. Her children regard her as inhabiting some high, distant, un- approachable mountain-top of goodness, whence she is always looking down with reproving eyes on naughty boys and girls. They wonder how it is that so excellent a mamma should have children who, let them try to be good as hard Fault-Finding. 47 as they can, are always sure to do something dreadful every day. The trouble with Mrs. Standfast is, not that she has a high standard, and not that she pur- poses and means to bring every one up to it, but that she does not take the right way. She has set it down in her mind that to blame a wrong-doer is the only way to cure wrong. She has never learned that it is as much her duty to praise as to blame, and that people are drawn to do right by being praised when they do it, rather than driven by being blamed when they do not. Right across the way from Mrs. Standfast is Mrs. Easy, a pretty little creature, with not a tithe of her moral worth, — a merry, pleas- ure-loving woman, of no particular force of principle, whose great object in life is to avoid its disagreeables and to secure its pleas- ures. Little Mrs. Easy is adored by her husband, her children, her servants, merely because it 4-S Little Foxes. is her nature to say pleasant things to every one. It is a mere tact of pleasing, which she uses without knowing it. While Mrs. Stand- fast, surveying her well-set dining-table, runs her keen eye over everything, and at last brings up with, "Jane, look at that black spot on the salt-spoon ! I am astonished at your carelessness ! " — Mrs. Easy would say, " Why, Jane, where did you learn to set a table so nicely ? All looking sautifully, except, — ah ! let's see, — just give a rub to this salt-spoon ; — now all is quite perfect." Mrs. Standfast's ser- vants and children hear only of their failures ; these are always before them and her. Mrs. Easy's servants hear of their successes. She praises their good points ; tells them they are doing well in this, that, and the other partic- ular ; and finally exhorts them, on the strength of having done so many things well, to im- prove in what is yet lacking. Mrs. Easy's husband feels that he is always a hero in her eyes, and her children feel that they are dear Fault-Finding. 49 good children, notwithstanding Mrs. Easy some- times has her little tiffs of displeasure, and scolds roundly when something falls out as it should not. The two families show how much more may be done by a very ordinary woman, through the mere instinct of praising and pleasing, than by the greatest worth, piety, and princi- ple, seeking to lift human nature by a lever that never was meant to lift it by. The faults and mistakes of us poor human beings are as often perpetuated by despair as by any other one thing. Have we not all been burdened by a consciousness of faults that we were slow to correct because we felt discouraged ? Have we not been sensible of a real help sometimes from the presence of a friend who thought well of us, believed in us, set our virtues in the best light, and put our faults in the background? Let us depend upon it, that the flesh and blood that are in us, — the needs, the wants, 3 D 50 Little Foxes, the despondencies, — are in each of our fellows, in every awkward servant and careless child. Finally, let us all resolve, — First, tc attain to the grace of silence. Second, to deem all fault-finding that does no good a sin ; and to resolve, when we are happy ourselves, not to poison the atmosphere for our neighbors by calling on them to remark every painful and disagreeable feature of their daily life. Third, to practise the grace and virtue of praise. We have all been taught that it is our duty to praise God, but few of us have reflected on our duty to praise men ; and yet for the same reason that we should praise the divine goodness it is our duty to praise human excellence. We should praise our friends, — our near and dear ones ; we should look on and think of their virtues till their faults fade away ; and when we love most, and see most to love, then only is the wise time wisely to speak of what should still be alterea. Fault-Finding. 5 1 Parents should look out for occasions to com mend their children, as carefully as they seek to reprove their faults ; and employers should praise the good their servants do as strictly as they blame the evil. Whoever undertakes to use this weapon will find that praise goes farther in many cases than blame. Watch till a blundering servant does something well, and then praise him for it, and you will see a new fire lighted in the eye, and often you will find that in that one respect at least you have secured excellence thenceforward. When you blame, which should be seldom, let it be alone with the person, quietly, con- siderately, and with all the tact you are pos- sessed of. The fashion of reproving children and servants in the presence of others cannot be too much deprecated. Pride, stubbornness, and self-will are aroused by this, while a more private reproof might be received with thank- fulness. 52 Little Foxes. As a general rule, I would say, treat children in these respects just as you would grown peo- ple ; they are grown people in miniature, and need as careful consideration of their feelings as any of us. Lastly, let us all make a bead-roll, a holy rosary, of all that is good and agreeable in our position, our surroundings, our daily lot, of all that is good and agreeable in our friends, our children, our servants, and charge ourselves to repeat it daily, till the habit of our minds be to praise and to commend ; and so doing, we shall catch and kill one Little Fox who hath destroyed many tender grapes. II. IRRITABILITY. f T was that Christmas-day that did it ; ± 'rn quite convinced of that ; and the way it was is, what I am going to tell you. You see, among the various family customs of us Crowfields, the observance of all sorts of fetes and festivals has always been a matter of prime regard ; and among all the festivals of the round ripe year, none is so joyous and honored among us as Christmas. Let no one upon this prick up the ears of Archaeology, and tell us that by the latest cal- culations of chronologists our ivy-grown and holly-mantled Christmas is all a hum, — that it has been demonstrated, by all sorts of signs and tables, that the august event it celebrates did not take place on the 25th of December. Supposing it be so, what have we to do '•■■'-" 54 Little Foxes. that? If so awful, so joyous an event eve? took place on our earth, it is surely worth com- memoration. It is the event we celebrate, not the time. And if all Christians for eighteen hundred years, while warring and wrangling on a thousand other points, have agreed to give this one 25th of December to peace and good-will, who is he that shall gainsay them, and for an historic scruple turn his back on the friendly greetings of all Christendom ? Such a man is capable of re-writing Milton's Christmas Hymn in the style of Sternhold and Hopkins. In our house, however, Christmas has always been a high day, a day whose expectation has held waking all the little eyes in our bird's nest, when as yet there were only little ones there, each sleeping with one eye open, hoping to be the happy first to wish the merry Christ- mas and grasp the wonderful stocking. This year our whole family train of married girls and boys, with the various toddling tribes Irritability. 5 $ thereto belonging, held high festival around a wonderful Christmas-tree, the getting-up and adorning of which had kept my wife and Jen- nie and myself busy for a week beforehand. If the little folks think these trees grow up in a night, without labor, they know as little about them as they do about most of the other bless- ings which rain down on their dear little thoughtless heads. Such scrambling and clam- bering and fussing and tying and untying, such alterations and rearrangements, such agilities in getting up and down and everywhere to tie on tapers and gold balls and glittering things innumerable, to hang airy dolls in graceful posi- tions, to make branches bear stiffly up under loads of pretty things which threaten to make the tapers turn bottom upward ! Part and parcel of all this was I, Christo- pher, most reckless of rheumatism, most care- less of dignity, — the round, bald top of my head to be seen emerging everywhere from the thick boughs of the spruce, now devising 56 Little Foxes. an airy settlement for some gossamer-robed doll, now adjusting far back on a stiff branch Tom's new little skates, now balancing bags of sugar-plums and candy, and now combating desperately with some contumacious taper that would turn slantwise or crosswise, or anywise but upward, as a Christian taper should, — re- gardless of Mrs. Crowfield's gentle admonitions and suggestions, sitting up to most dissipated hours, springing out of bed suddenly to change some arrangement in the middle of the night, and up long before the lazy sun at dawn to execute still other arrangements. If that Christmas-tree had been a fort to be taken, or a campaign to be planned, I could not have spent more time and strength on it. My zeal so far outran even that of sprightly Miss Jennie, that she could account for it only by saucily suggesting that papa must be fast get- ting into his second childhood. But did n't we have a splendid lighting-up ? Did n't I and my youngest grandson, little Irritability. 5 7 Tom, head the procession magnificent in paper soldier-caps, blowing tin trumpets and beating drums, as we marched round the twinkling glo- ries of our Christmas-tree, all glittering with red and blue and green tapers, and with a splendid angel on top with great gold wings, the cutting-out and adjusting of which had held my eyes waking for nights before ? I had had oceans of trouble with that angel, owing to an unlucky sprain in his left wing, which had 1 equired constant surgical attention through the week, and which I feared might fall loose again at the important and blissful moment of exhi- bition : but no, the Fates were in our favor ; the angel behaved beautifully, and kept his wings as crisp as possible, and the tapers all burned splendidly, and the little folks were as crazy with delight as my most ardent hopes could have desired ; and then we romped and played and frolicked as long as little eyes could keep open, and long after ; and so passed away our Christmas. 3* 58 Little Foxes. I had forgotten to speak of the Christmas- dinner, that solid feast of fat things, on which we also luxuriated. Mrs. Crowfield outdid all household traditions in that feast : the turkey and the chickens, the jellies and the sauces, the pies and the pudding, behold, are they not written in the tablets of Memory which remain to this day? The holidays passed away hilariously, and at New- Year's I, according to time-honored cus- tom, went forth to make my calls and see my fair friends, while my wife and daughters stayed at home to dispense the hospitalities of the day to their gentlemen friends. All was merry, cheerful, and it was agreed on all hands that a more joyous holiday season had never flown over us. But, somehow, the week after, I began to be sensible of a running-down in the wheels. I had an article to write for the "Atlantic," out felt mopish and could not write. My dinnei had not its usual relish, and I had an in Irritability. 59 definite sense everywhere of something going wrong My coal bill came in, and I felt sure we were being extravagant, and that our John Furnace wasted the coal. My grandsons and granddaughters came to see us, and I discov- ered that they had high-pitched voices, and burst in without wiping their shoes, and it sud- denly occurred powerfully to my mind that they were not being well brought up, — evi- dently, they were growing up rude and noisy. I discovered several tumblers and plates with the edges chipped, and made bitter reflections on the carelessness of Irish servants ; — our crockery was going to destruction, along with the rest. Then, on opening one of my paper- drawers, I found that Jennie's one drawer of worsted had overflowed into two or three ; Jennie was growing careless ; besides, worsted is dear, and girls knit away small fortunes, without knowing it, on little duds that do no- body any good. Moreover, Maggie had three times put my slippers into the hall-closet, in- 60 Little Foxes. stead of leaving them where I wanted, undei my study-table. Mrs. Crowfield ought to look after things more ; every servant, from end tc end of the house, was getting out of the traces , it was strange she did not see it. All this I vented, from time to time, in short, crusty sayings and doings, as freely as if I had n't just written an article on " Little Foxes" in the last " Atlantic," till at length my eyes were opened on my own state and condition. It was evening, and I had just laid up the fire in the most approved style of architecture, and, projecting my feet into my slippers, sat spitefully cutting the leaves of a caustic review. Mrs. Crowfield took the tongs and altered the disposition of a stick. " My dear," I said, " I do wish you d let the fire alone, — you always put it out." " I was merely admitting a little air between the sticks," said my wife. " You always make matters worse, when yon touch the fire." Irritability. 6 1 As if in contradiction, a bright tongue of dame darted up between the sticks, and the fire began chattering and snapping defiance at me. Now, if there 's anything which would provoke a saint, it is to be jeered and snapped at in that way by a man's own fire. It's an unbearable impertinence. I threw out my leg impatiently, and hit Rover, who yelped a yelp that finished the upset of my nerves. I gave him a hearty kick, that he might have some- thing to yelp for, and in the movement upset Jennie's embroidery-basket. " Oh, papa ! " " Confound your baskets and balls ! they are everywhere, so that a man can't move ; useless, wasteful things, too." " Wasteful ? " said Jennie, coloring indig- nantly ; for if there 's anything Jennie piques herself upon, it 's economy. " Yes, wasteful, — wasting time and money both. Here are hundreds of shivering poor to be clothed, and Christian females sit and do 62 Little Foxes. nothing but crochet worsted into useless knick- nacks. If they would be working for the poor, there would be some sense in it. But it 's all just alike, no real Christianity in the world, nothing but organized selfishness and self-indul- gence." " My dear," said Mrs. Crowfield, " you are not well to-night. Things are not quite so despe- rate as they appear. You have n't got over Christmas-week." " I am well. Never was better. But I can see, I hope, what 's before my eyes ; and the fact is, Mrs. Crowfield, things must not go on as they are going. There must be more care, more attention to details. There 's Maggie, — that girl never does what she is told. You are too slack with her, Ma'am. She will light the fire with the last paper, and she won't put my slippers in the right place ; and I can't have my study made the general catch-all and mena- gerie for Rover and Jennie, and her baskets and balls, and for all the family litter." Irritability. 63 Just at this moment I overheard a sort of aside from Jennie, who was swelling with re- pressed indignation at my attack on her wors- ted. * She sat with her back to me, knitting en- ergetically, and said, in a low, but very decisive tone, as she twitched her yarn, — " Now if / should talk in that way, people would call me cross, — and that 's the whole of it" I pretended to be looking into the fire in an absent-minded state ; but Jennie's words had started a new idea. Was that it ? Was that the whole matter ? Was it, then, a fact, that the house, the servants, Jennie and her wors- teds, Rover and Mrs. Crowfield, were all going on pretty much as usual, and that the only dif- ficulty was that I was cross ? How many times had I encouraged Rover to lie just where he was lying when I kicked him ! How many t'mes, in better moods, had I complimented Jennie on her neat little fancy-works, and de- clared that T liked the social companionship of 04 Little Foxes. ladies' work-baskets among my papers ! Yes, it was clear. After all, things were much as they had been ; only I was cross. Cross. I put it to myself in that simple, old- fashioned word, instead of saying that I was out of spirits, or nervous, or using any of the other smooth phrases with which we good Christians cover up our little sins of temper. " Here you are, Christopher," said I to myself, "a literary man, with a somewhat delicate ner- vous organization and a sensitive stomach, and you have been eating like a sailor or a plough- man ; you have been gallivanting and merry- making and playing the boy for two weeks ; up at all sorts of irregular hours, and into all sorts of boyish performances ; and the consequence is, that, like a thoughtless young scapegrace, you have used up in ten days the capital of nervous energy that was meant to last you ten weeks. You can't eat your cake and have it too, Christopher. When the nervous-fluid, source of cheerfulness, giver of pleasant sensa- Irritability. 65 tions and pleasant views, is all spent, you can't feel cheerful ; things cannot look as they did when you were full of life and vigor. When the tide is out, there is nothing but unsightly, ill-smelling tide-mud, and you can't help it ; but you cd7i keep your senses, — you can know what is the matter with you, — you can keep from visiting your overdose of Christmas mince- pies and candies and jocularities on the heads of Mrs. Crowfield, Rover, and Jennie, whether in the form of virulent morality, pungent criti- cisms, or a free kick, such as you just gave the poor brute." " Come here, Rover, poor dog ! " said I, ex- tending my hand to Rover, who cowered at the farther corner of the room, eying me wist- fully, — "come here, you poor doggie, and make up with your master. There, there ! Was his master cross ? Well, he knows it. We must forgive and forget, old boy, must n't we ? " And Rover nearly broke his own back and tore me to pieces with his tumultuous tail-waggings. 66 Little Foxes. H As for you, puss," I said to Jennie, " I am much obliged to you for your free suggestion. You must take my cynical moralities for what they are worth, and put your little traps into as many of my drawers as you like." In short, I made it up handsomely all around, — even apologizing to Mrs. Crowfield, who, by the by, has summered and wintered me so many years, and knows all my little seams and crinkles so well, that she took my irritable, un- reasonable spirit as tranquilly as if I had been a baby cutting a new tooth. " Of course, Chris, I knew what the matter was ; don't disturb yourself," she said, as I be- gan my apology ; " we understand each other. But there is one thing I have to say ; and that is, that your article ought to be ready." " Ah, well, then," said I, " like other great writers, I shall make capital of my own sins, and treat of the second little family fox ; and his name is — Irritability. 67 IRRITABILITY. Irritability is, more than most unlovely states, a sin of the flesh. It is not, like envy, malice, spite, revenge, a vice which we may suppose to belong equally to an embodied or a disembodied spirit. In fact, it comes nearer to being physical depravity than anything I know of. There are some bodily states, some conditions of the nerves, such that we could not conceive of even an angelic spirit confined in a body thus disordered as being able to do any more than simply endure. It is a state of nervous torture ; and the attacks which the wretched victim makes on others are as much a result of disease as the snapping and biting of a patient convulsed with hydrophobia. Then, again, there are other people who go through life loving and beloved, desired in ev- ery circle, held up in the Church as exam- ples of the power of religion, who, after all, de- serve no credit for these things. Their spirits 68 Little Foxes. are lodged in an animal nature so tranquil, so cheerful, all the sensations which come to them are so fresh and vigorous and pleasant, that they cannot help viewing the world char- itably and seeing everything through a glori- fied medium. The ill-temper of others does not provoke them ; perplexing business never sets their nerves to vibrating ; and all their lives long they walk in the serene sunshine of perfect animal health. Look at Rover there. He is never nervous, never cross, never snaps or snarls, and is ready, the moment after the grossest affront, to wag the tail of forgiveness, — all because kind Na- ture has put his dog's body together so that it always works harmoniously. If every person in the world were gifted with a stomach and nerves like his, it would be a far better and happier world, no doubt. The man said a good thing who made the remark, that the foundation of all intellectual and moral worth must be laid in a good healthy animal. Irritability. 69 Now 1 think it is undeniable that the peace and happiness of the home-circle are very gen- erally much invaded by the recurrence in its members of these states of bodily irritability. Every person, if he thinks the matter over, will see that his condition in life, the character of his friends, his estimate of their virtues and failings, his hopes and expectations, are all very much modified by these things. Cannot we all remember going to bed as very ill-used, persecuted individuals, all whose friends were unreasonable, whose life was full of trials and crosses, and waking up on a bright bird-sing- ing morning to find all these illusions gone with the fogs of the night ? Our friends are nice people, after all ; the little things that an- noyed us look ridiculous by bright sunshine t and we are fortunate individuals. The philosophy of life, then, as far as this matter is concerned, must consist of two things : first, to keep ourselves out of irritable bodily states ; and, second, to understand and con yo Little Foxes. trol these states, when we cannot ward them off. Of course, the first of these is the most im- portant ; and yet, of all things, it seems to be least looked into and understood. We find abundant rules for the government of the tongue and temper ; it is a slough into which, John Bunyan hath it, cart-loads of wholesome instructions have been thrown ; but how to get and keep that healthy state of brain, stomach, and nerves which takes away the temptation to ill-temper and anger is a subject which moral and religious teachers seem scarcely to touch upon. Now, without running into technical, physi- ological language, it is evident, as regards us human beings, that there is a power by which we live and move and have our being, — by which the brain thinks and wills, the stomach digests, the blood circulates, and all the differ- ent provinces of the little man-kingdom do their woik. This something — call it nervous Irritability. 71 fluid, nervous power, vital energy, "life-force, 01 anything else that you will — is a perfectly un- derstood, if not a definable thing. It is plain too, that people possess this force in very dif- ferent degrees ; some generating it as a high pressure engine does steam, and using it con stantly, with an apparently inexhaustible flow . and others who have little, and spend it quickly We have a common saying, that this or tha person is soon used up. Now most nervou: irritable states of temper are the mere physic?' result of a used-up condition. The person ha » overspent his nervous energy, — like a man who should eat up on Monday the whole foo-1 which was to keep him for a week, and go growling and faint through the other days ; or the quantity of nervous force which was wanted to carry on the whole system in all its parte is seized on by some one monopolizing portion and used up to the loss and detriment of the rest. Thus, with men of letters, an exorbitant brain expends on its own workings what be* 72 Little Foxes. longs to the other offices of the body : the stomach has nothing to carry on digestion ; the secretions are badly made ; and the imperfectly assimilated nourishment, that is conveyed to every little nerve and tissue, carries with it an acrid, irritating quality, producing general rest- lessness and discomfort. So men and women go struggling on through their threescore and ten years, scarcely one in a thousand knowing through life that perfect balance of parts, that appropriate harmony of energies, that make a healthy, kindly animal condition, predisposing to cheerfulness and good-will. We Americans are, in the first place, a ner- vous, excitable people. Multitudes of children, probably the great majority in the upper walks of life, are born into the world with weaknesses of the nervous organization, or of the brain or stomach, which make them incapable of any strong excitement or prolonged exertion with- out some lesion or derangement ; so that they are continually being checked, laid up, and In liability. 73 made invalids in the midst of their days. Life here in America is so fervid, so fast, our cli- mate is so stimulating, with its clear, bright skies, its rapid and sudden changes of tempera- ture, that the tendencies to nervous disease are constantly aggravated. Under these circumstances, unless men and women make a conscience, a religion, of saving and sparing something of themselves expressly for home-life and home-consumption, it must follow that home will often be merely a sort of refuge for us to creep into when we are used up and irritable. Papa is up and off, after a hasty breakfast, and drives all day in his business, putting into it all there is in him, letting it drink up brain and nerve and body and soul, and coming home jaded and exhausted, so that he cannot bear the cry of the baby, and the frolics and patter- ing of the nursery seem horrid and needless confusion. The little ones say, in their plain vernacular, " Papa is cross." 4 74 Little Foxes. Mamma goes out to a party that keeps hei up till one or two in the morning, breathes baa air, eats indigestible food, and the next day is so nervous that every straw and thread in her domestic path is insufferable. Papas that pursue business thus day after day, and mammas that go into company, as it is called, night after night, what is there left in or of them to make an agreeable fireside with, to brighten their home and inspire their children ? True, the man says he cannot help himself, — business requires it. But what is the need of rolling up money at the rate at which he is seeking to do it ? Why not have less, and take some time to enjoy his home, and cheer up his wife, and form the minds of his children ? Why spend himself down to the last drop on the world, and give to the dearest friends he has only the bitter dregs ? Much of the preaching which the pulpit and the Church have levelled at fashionable amuse- Irritability. 75 merits has failed of any effect at all, because wrongly put. A cannonade has been opened upon dancing, for example, and all for reasons that will not, in the least, bear looking into. It is vain to talk of dancing as a sin because practised in a dying world where souls are passing into eternity. If dancing is a sin for this reason, so is playing marbles, or frolicking with one's children, or enjoying a good dinner, or doing fifty other things which nobody ever dreamed of objecting to. If the preacher were to say that anything is a sin which uses up the strength we need for daily duties, and leaves us fagged ouUand irrita- ble at just those times and in just those places when and where we need most to be healthy, cheerful, and self-possessed, he would say a thing that none of his hearers would dispute. If he should add, that dancing-parties, begin- ning at ten o'clock at night and ending at four o'clock in the morning, do use up the strength, weaken the nerves, and leave a person wholly j6 Little Foxes. unfit for any home duty, he would als^ be say- ing what very few people would deny ; and then his case would be made out. If he shoula say that it is wrong to breathe bad air and fill the stomach with unwholesome dainties, so as to make one restless, ill-natured, and irritable for days, he would also say what few would deny, and his preaching might have some hope of success. The true manner of judging of the worth of amusements is to try them by their effects on the nerves and spirits the day after. True amusement ought to be, as the word indicates, recreatioji^jr— something that refreshes, turns us out anew, rests the mind and body by change, and gives cheerfulness and alacrity to our re- turn to duty. The true objection to all stimulants, alcoholic and narcotic, consists simply in this, — that they are a form of overdraft on the nervous energy, which helps us to use up in cue hour the strength oi whole days. Irritability. Jf A man uses up all the fair, legal interest of neivour, power by too much business, too much care, or too much amusement. He has now a demand to meet. He has a complicate ac- count to make up, an essay or a sermon to write, and he primes himself by a cup of coffee, a cigar, a glass of spirits. This is exactly the procedure of a man who, having used the in- terest of his money, begins to dip into the principal. The strength a man gets in this way is just so much taken out of his life- blood ; it is borrowing of a merciless creditor, who will exact, in time, the pound of flesh nearest his heart. Much of the irritability which spoils home happiness is the letting-down from the over- excitement of stimulus. Some will drink cof- fee, when they own every day that it makes them nervous ; some will drug themselves with tobacco, and some with alcohol, and, for a few hours of extra brightness, give themselves ari their friends many hours when amiability ■•' 78 Little Foxes. agreeableness is quite out of the question. There are peor*e calling themselves Chris- tians who live la miserable thraldom, forever m debt to Nature, forev«er overdrawing on their just resources, and using up their patrimony, because they have not the moral courage to break away from a miserable appetite. The same may be said of numberless indul- gences of the palate, which tax the stomach beyond its power, and bring on all the hor- rors of indigestion. It is almost impossible for a confirmed dyspeptic to act like a good Chris- tian ; but a good Christian ought not to be- come a confirmed dyspeptic. Reasonable self- control, abstaining from all unseasonable indul- gence, may prevent or put an end to dyspep- sia, and many suffer and make their friends suffer only because they will persist in eating what they know is hurtful to them. But it is not merely in worldly business, or fashionable amusements, or the gratification of appetite, that people are tempted to overdraw Irritability. 79 and use up in advance their life-force. It is done in ways more insidious, because con- nected with our moral and religious faculties. There are religious exaltations beyond the reg- ular pulse and beatings of ordinary nature, that quite as surely gravitate downward into the mire of irritability. The ascent to the third heaven lets even the Apostle down to a thorn in the flesh, the messenger of Satan to buffet him. It is the temptation of natures in which the moral faculties predominate to overdo in the outward expression and activities of religion till they are used up and irritable, and have no strength left to set a good example in domes- tic life. The Reverend Mr. X. in the pulpit to-day appears with the face of an angel ; he soars away into those regions of exalted devotion where his people can but faintly gaze after him ; he tells them of the victory that over- cometh the world, of an unmoved faith that 80 Little Foxes. fears no evil, of a serenity of love that no out ward event can ruffle ; and all look after him and wonder, and wish they could so soar. Alas ! the exaltation which inspires these sublime conceptions, these celestial ecstasies, is a double and treble draft on Nature, — and poor Mrs. X. knows, when she hears him preaching, that days of miserable reaction are before her. He has been a fortnight driving before a gale of strong excitement, doing all the time twice or thrice as much as in his ordinary state he could, and sustaining him- self by the stimulus of strong coffee. He has preached or exhorted every night, and con- versed with religious inquirers every day, seem- ing to himself to become stronger and stronger, because every day more and more excitable and excited. To his hearers, with his flushed sunken cheek and his glittering eye, he looks like some spiritual being just trembling on nis flight for upper worlds ; but to poor Mrs. X. whose husband he is, things wear a very dif- Irritability. 8 1 ferent aspect. Her woman and mother in- stincts tell her that he is drawing on his life- capital with both hands, and that the hours of a terrible settlement must come, and the days of darkness will be many. He who spoke so beautifully of the peace of a soul made perfect will not be able to bear the cry of his baby or the pattering feet of any of the poor little X.s, who must be sent "Anywhere, anywhere, Out of his sight " ; he who discoursed so devoutly of perfect trust in God will be nervous about the butcher's bill, sure of going to ruin because both ends of the salary don't meet ; and he who could so admir- ingly tell of the silence of Jesus under provoca- tion will but too often speak unadvisedly with his lips. Poor Mr. X. will be morally insane for days or weeks, and absolutely incapable of preaching Christ in the way that is the most effective, by setting Him forth in his own daily example. 82 Little Foxes. What then ? must we not do the work of the Lord ? Yes, certainly ; but the first work of the Lord, that for which provision is to be made in the first place, is to set a good example as a Christian man. Better labor for years stead- ily, diligently, doing every day only what the night's rest can repair, avoiding those cheating stimulants that overtax Nature, and illustrating the sayings of the pulpit by the daily life in the family, than to pass life in exaltations and depressions, resulting from overstrained labors, supported by unnatural stimulus. The same principles apply to hearers as to preachers. Religious services must be judged of like amusements, by their effect on the life. If an • overdose of prayers, hymns, and sermons leaves us tired, nervous, and cross, it is only not quite as bad as an overdose of fashionable folly. It could be wished that in every neighbor- hood the r e might be one or two calm, sweet, Irritability. 83 daily services which should morning and even- ing: unite for a few solemn moments the hearts of all 53 in one family, and feed with a constant, unnoticed, daily supply the lamp of faith and love. Such are some of the daily prayer-meet- ings which for eight or ten years past have held their even tenor in some of our New England cities, and such the morning and evening ser- vices which we are glad to see obtaining in the Episcopal churches. Everything which brings religion into habitual contact with life, and makes it part of a healthy, cheerful average living, we haihas a sign of a better day. Noth- ing is so good for health as daily devotion. It is the best soother of the nerves, the best an- tidote to care ; and we trust erelong that all Christian people will be of one mind in this, and that neighborhoods will be families gather- ing daily around one altar, praying not for themselves merely, but for each other. The conclusion of the whole matter is this * Set apart some provision to make merry with 84 Little Foxes. at home, and guard that reserve as religiously as the priests guarded the shew-bread in the temple. However great you are, however good, however wide the general interests that you may control, you gain nothing by neglecting home-duties. You must leave enough of your- self to be able to bear and forbear, give and forgive, and be a source of life and cheerfulness around the hearthstone. The great sign given by the Prophets of the coming of the Millen- nium is, — what do you suppose ? — " He shall turn the heart of the fathers to the children, and the heart of the children to their fathers, lest I come and smite the earth with a curse." Thus much on avoiding unhealthy, irritable states. But it still remains that a large number of people will be subject to them unavoidably for these reasons. First. The use of tobacco, alcohol, and other kindred stimulants, for so many generations, has vitiated the brain and nervous system of Irritability. 85 modern civilized races so that it is not what it was in former times. Michelet treats of this subject quite at large in some of his late works ; and we have to face the fact of a gen- eration born with an impaired nervous organiz- ation, who will need constant care and wis- dom to avoid unhealthy, morbid irritation. There is a temperament called the hypo- chondriac, to which many persons, some ot them the brightest, the most interesting, the most gifted, are born heirs, — a want of balance of the nervous powers, which tends constantly to periods of high excitement and of conse- quent depression, — an unfortunate inheritance for the possessor, though accompanied often with the greatest talents. Sometimes, too, it is the unfortunate lot of those who have not talents, who bear its burdens and its anguish without its rewards. People of this temperament are subject to fits of gloom and despondency, of nervous irri- tability and suffering, which darken the aspecf 86 Little Foxes. of the whole world to them, which present lying reports of their friends, of themselves, of the circumstances of their life, and of all with which they have to do. Now the highest philosophy for persons thus afflicted is to understand themselves and their tendencies, to know that these fits of gloom and depression are just as much a form of dis- ease as a fever or a toothache, to know that it is the peculiarity of the disease to fill the mind with wretched illusions, to make them seem miserable and unlovely to themselves, to make their nearest friends seem unjust and unkind, to make all events appear to be going wrong and tending to destruction and ruin. The evils and burdens of such a tempera- ment are half removed when a man once knows that he has it and recognizes it for a disease, and when he does not trust himself to speak and act in those bitter hours as if there were any truth in what he thinks and feels and sees. He who has not attained to this wisdom over Irritability. 87 •vhelms his friends and his family with the waters of bitterness ; he stings with unjust ac- cusations, and makes his fireside dreadful with fancies which are real to him, but false as the ravings of fever. A sensible person, thus diseased, who has found out what ails him, will shut his mouth resolutely, not to give utterance to the dark thoughts that infest his soul. A lady of great brilliancy and wit, who was subject to these periods, once said to me, "My dear sir, there are times when I know I am possessed of the Devil, and then I never let myself speak." And so this wise woman carried her burden about with her in a determined, cheerful reticence, leaving always the impres- sion of a cheery, kindly temper, when, if she had spoken out a tithe of what she thought and felt in her morbid hours, she would have driven all her friends from her, and made others as miserable as she was herself. She was a sunbeam, a life-giving presence in every family, 88 Little Foxes by the power of self-knowledge and self-control Such victories as this are the victories of real saints. But if the victim of these glooms is once tempted to lift their heavy load by the use of any stimulus whatever, he or she is a lost man or woman. It is from this sad class more than any other that the vast army of drunkards and opium-eaters is recruited. Dr. Johnson, one of the most brilliant examples of the hypochon- driac temperament which literature affords, has expressed a characteristic of the race, in what he says of himself, that he could "practise absti- nence but not temperance." Hypochondriacs who begin to rely on stimulus, almost without exception find this to be true. They cannot they will not be moderate. Whatever stimu lant they take for relief will create an uncon trollable appetite, a burning passion. The tern perament itself lies in the direction of insanity It needs the most healthful, careful, even regi men and management to keep it within the Irritability. 89 bounds of soundness ; but the introductiwi of stimulants deepens its gloom with the shadows of utter despair. All parents, in the education of their chil- dren, should look out for and understand the signs of this temperament. It appears in earl) childhood ; and a child inclined to fits of de pression should be marked as a subject of the most thoughtful, painstaking physical and moral training. All over-excitement and stimulus should be carefully avoided, whether in the way of study, amusement, or diet. Judicious education may do much to mitigate the una- voidable pains and penalties of this most unde- sirable inheritance. The second class of persons who need wis- dom in the control of their moods is that large class whose unfortunate circumstances make it impossible for them to avoid constantly over- doing and overdrawing upon their nervous en- ergies, and who therefore are always exhausted and worn out. Poor souls, who *abor daily 90 Little Foxes. under a burden too heavy for them, and whose fretfulness and impatience are looked upon with sorrow, not anger, by pitying angels. Poor mothers, with families of little children cling- ing round them, and a baby that never lets them sleep ; hard-working men, whose utmost toil, day and night, scarcely keeps the wolf from the door ; and all the hard-laboring, heavy- laden, on whom the burdens of life press fai beyond their strength. There are but two things we know of for these, — two only remedies for the irritation that comes of these exhaustions ; the habit of silence towards men, and of speech towards God. The heart must utter itself or burst ; but let it learn to commune constantly and intimately with One always present and always sympathizing. This is the great, the only safe- guard against fretfulness and complaint. Thus and thus only can peace spring out of confu- sion, and the breaking chords of an overtaxed rv?ture be strung anew to a celestial harmony Ill REPRESSION. AM going now to write on another cause of family unhappiness, more subtile than either of those before enumerated. In the General Confession of the Church, we poor mortals all unite in saying two things : "We have left undone those things which we ought to have done, and we have done those things which we ought not to have done." These two heads exhaust the subject of human frailty. It is the things left undone which we ought to have done, the things left unsaid which we ought to have said, that constitute the subject I am now to treat of. I remember my school-day speculations over an old " Chemistry " I used to stud)' as a text- book, which informed me that a substance q 2 Little Foxes. called Caloric exists in all bodies. In some it exists in a latent state : it is there, but it af- fects neither the senses nor the thermometer. Certain causes develop it, when it raises the mercury and warms the hands. I remember the awe and wonder with which, even then, I reflected on the vast amount of blind, deaf, and dumb comfort which Nature had thus stowed away. How mysterious it seemed to me that poor families every winter should be shivering, freezing, and catching cold, when Nature had all this latent caloric locked up in her store- closet, — when it was all around them, in every- thing they touched and handled ! In the spiritual world there is an exact anal- ogy to this. There is a great life-giving, warm- ing power called Love, which exists in human hearts dumb and unseen, but which has no real life, no warming power, till set free by ex- pression. Did you ever, in a raw, chilly day, just be- fore a snow-storm, sit at work in a room that Repression. 93 was judiciously warmed by an exact thermom- eter ? You do not freeze, but you shiver ; your fingers do not become numb with cold, but you have all the while an uneasy craving for more positive warmth. You look at the empty grate, walk mechanically towards it, and, suddenly •Awaking, shiver to see that there is nothing there. You long for a shawl or cloak ; you draw yourself within yourself; you consult the thermometer, and are vexed to find that there is nothing there to be complained of, — it is standing most provokingly at the exact temper- ature that all the good books and good doctors pronounce to be the proper thing, — the golden mean of health ; and yet perversely you shiver, and feel as if the face of an open fire would be to you as the smile of an angel. Such a lifelong chill, such an habitual shiver, is the lot of many natures, which are not warm, when all ordinary rules tell them they ought to be warm, — whose life is cold and barren and meagre, — which never see the blaze of an open fire. 94 Little Foxes. I will illustrate my meaning by a page out of my own experience. I was twenty-one when I stood as grooms- man for my youngest and favorite sister Emily. I remember her now as she stood at the altar, — a pale, sweet, flowery face, in a half-shimmer between smiles and tears, looking out of va- pory clouds of gauze and curls and all the vanishing mysteries of a bridal morning. Everybody thought the marriage such a for- tunate one ! — for her husband was handsome and manly, a man of worth, of principle good as gold and solid as adamant, — and Emmy had always been such a flossy little kitten of a pet, so full of all sorts of impulses, so sensi- tive and nervous, we thought her kind, strong, composed, stately husband made just on pur- pose for her. " It was quite a Providence," sighed all the elderly ladies, who sniffed ten- derly, and wiped their eyes, according to ap- proved custom, during the marriage ceremony. I remember now the bustle of the day, — Repression. 95 the confused whirl of white gloves, kisses, bride- maids, and bride-cakes, the losing of trunk- keys and breaking of lacings, the tears of mamma — God bless her! — and the jokes of irreverent Christopher, who could, for the life of him, see nothing so very dismal in the whole phantasmagoria, and only wished he were as well off himself. And so Emmy was whirled away from us on the bridal tour, when her letters came back to us almost every day, just like herself, merry, frisky little bits of scratches, — as full of little nonsense-beads as a glass of Champagne, and all ending with telling us how perfect he was, and how good, and how well he took care of her, and how happy, etc., etc. Then came letters from her new home. His house was not yet built ; but while it was building, they were to live with his mother, who was " such a good woman," and his sisters, who were also "such nice women." But somehow, after this, a change came over g6 Little Foxes. Emmy's letters. They grew shorter ; they seemed measured in their words ; and in place of sparkling nonsense and bubbling outbursts of glee, came anxiously worded praises of her situation and surroundings, evidently written for the sake of arguing herself into the belief that she was extremely happy. John*, of course, was not as much with her now : he had his business to attend to, which took him away all day, and at night he was very tired. Still he was very good and thought- ful of her, and how thankful she ought to be ! And his mother was very good indeed, and did all for her that she could reasonably expect, — of course she could not be like her own mam- ma ; and Mary and Jane were very kind, — " in their way," she wrote, but scratched it out, and wrote over it, " very kind indeed." They were the best people in the world, — a great deal better than she was ; and she should try to learn a great deal from them. " Poor little Em ! " I said to myself, " I am Repression. 97 afraid these very nice people are slowly freez- ing and starving her." And so, as I was going up into the mountains for a summei tour, I thought I would accept some of John's many invitations and stop a day or two with them on my way, and see how matters stood. John had been known among us in college as a taciturn fellow, but good as gold. I had gained his friendship by a regular siege, carrying parallel after parallel, till, when I came into the fort at last, I found the treasures worth taking. I had little difficulty in finding Squire Evans's house. It was the house of the village, — a true, model, New England house, — a square, roomy, old-fashioned mansion, which stood on a hillside, under a group of great, breezy old elms, whose wide, wind-swung arms arched over it like a leafy firmament. Under this bower the substantial white house, with all its window- blinds closed, with its neat white fences all tight and trim, stood in its faultless green turfy yard, a perfect Pharisee among houses. It 98 Little Foxes. looked like a house, all finished, done, com- pleted, labelled, and set on a shelf for preserva- tion ; but, as is usual with this kind of edifice in our dear New England, it had not the slight- est appearance of being lived in, not a door or window open, not a wink or blink of life ; the only suspicion of human habitation was the thin, pale-blue smoke from the kitchen-chimney. And now for the people in the house. In making a New England visit in winter, was it ever your fortune to be put to sleep in the glacial spare-chamber, that .had been kept from time immemorial as a refrigerator for guests, — that room which no ray of daily sun- shine and daily living ever warms, whose blinds are closed the whole year round, whose fire- place knows only the complimentary blaze which is kindled a few moments before bed- time in an atmosphere where you can see your breath ? Do you remember the process of get- ting warm in a bed of most faultless material, with linen sheets and pillow-cases, slippery and Repression. 99 cold as ice ? You did get warm at last, but you warmed your bed by giving out all the heat of your own body. Such are some families where you visit They are of the very best quality, like your sheets, but so cold that it takes all the vitality you have to get them warmed up to the talk- ing-point. You think, the first hour aftei your arrival, that they must have heard some report to your disadvantage, or that you misunder- stood your letter of invitation, or that you came on the wrong day ; but no, you find in due course that you were invited, you were ex- pected, and they are doing for you the best they know how, and treating you as they sup- pose a guest ought to be treated. If you are a warm-hearted, jovial fellow, and go on feeling your way discreetly, you gradually thaw quite a little place round yourself in the domestic circle, till, by the time you are ready to leave, you really begin to think it is agree- able to .stay, and resolve that you will come ioo Little Foxes. again. They are nice people ; they like jiou ; at last you have got to feeling at home with them Three months after, you go to see them again, when, lo ! there you are, back again just where you were at first. The little spot which you had thawed out is frozen over again, and again you spend all your visit in thawing it and getting your hosts limbered and in a state for comfortable converse. The first evening that I spent in the wide, roomy front-parlor, with Judge Evans, his wife, and daughters, fully accounted for the change in Emmy's letters. Rooms, I verily believe, get saturated with the aroma of their spiritual atmosphere ; and there are some so stately, so correct, that they would paralyze even the friskiest kitten or the most impudent Scotch terrier. At a glance, you perceive, on enter- ing, that nothing but correct deportment, an erect posture, and strictly didactic conversa* tion is possible there. Repression. 101 The family, in fact, were all eminently didac- tic, bent on improvement, laboriously useful. Not a good work or charitable enterprise could put forth its head in the neighborhood, of which they were not the support and life. Judge Evans was the stay and staff of the village and township of ; he bore up the pillars thereof. Mrs. Evans was known in the gates for all the properties and deeds of the virtu- ous woman, as set forth by Solomon ; the heart of her husband did safely trust in her. But when I saw them, that evening, sitting, in erect propriety, in their respective corners each side of the great, stately fireplace, with its tall, glistening brass andirons, its mantel adorned at either end with plated candlesticks, with the snuffer-tray in the middle, — she so col- lectedly measuring her words, talking in all those well-worn grooves of correct conversa- tion which are designed, as the phrase goes, to "entertain strangers," and the Misses Ev- ans, in the best of grammar and rhetoric;, s~ T T02 • Little Foxes. in most proper time and way possible, show- ing themselves for what they were, most high- principled, well-informed, intelligent women, — I set myself to speculate on the cause of the extraordinary sensation of stiffness and restraint which pervaded me, as if I had been dipped in some petrifying spring and was beginning to feel myself slightly crusting over on the exterior. This kind of conversation is such as admits quite easily of one's carrying on another course of thought within ; and so, as I found myself like a machine, striking in now and then in good time and tune, I looked at Judge Evans, sitting there so serene, self-poised, and cold, and began to wonder if he had ever been a boy, a young man, — if Mrs. Evans ever was a girl, — if he was ever in love with her, and what he did when he was. I thought of the lock of Emmy's hair which I had observed in John's writing-desk in days when ne was falling in love with her, — of sun Repression. 103 dry little movements in which at awkward mo- ments I had detected my grave and serious gentleman when I had stumbled accidentally upon the pair in moonlight strolls or retired corners, — and wondered whether the models of propriety before me had ever been convicted of any such human weaknesses. Now, to be sure, I could as soon imagine the stately tongs to walk up and kiss the shovel as conceive of any such bygone effusion in those dignified in- dividuals. But how did they get acquainted ? how came they ever to be married ? I looked at John, and thought I saw him gradually stiffening and subsiding into the very image of his father. As near as a young fel- low of twenty-five can resemble an old one of sixty-two, he was growing to be exactly like him, with the same upright carriage, the same silence and reserve. Then I looked at Emmy: she, too, was changed, — she, the wild little pet, all of whose pretty individualities were dear to us, — that little unpunctuated scrap of 104 Little Foxes. life's poetry, full of little exceptions leferable to no exact rule, only to be tolerated under the wide score of poetic license. Now, as she sat between the two Misses Evans, I thought I could detect a bored, anxious expression on her little mobile face, — an involuntary watch- fulness and self-consciousness, as if she were trying to be good on some quite new pattern. She seemed nervous about some of my jokes, and her eye went apprehensively to her mother- in-law in the corner ; she tried hard to laugh and make things go merrily for me ; she seemed sometimes to look an apology for me to them, and then again for them to me. For myself, I felt that perverse inclination to shock people which sometimes comes over one in such situ- ations. I had a great mind to draw Emmy on to my knee and commence a brotherly romp with her, to give John a thump on his very upright back, and to propose to one of the Misses Evans to strike up a waltz, and get the parlor into a general whirl, before the very Repression. 105 face and eyes of propriety in the corner: but "the spirits" were too strong for me ; I could n't do it. I remembered the innocent, saucy freedom with which Emmy used to treat her John in the days of their engagement, — the little ways, half loving, half mischievous, in which she alternately petted and domineered over him. Now she called him " Mr. Evans," with an anx- ious affectation of matronly gravity. Had they been lecturing her into these conjugal proprie- ties ? Probably not. I felt sure, by what I now experienced in myself, that, were I to live in that family one week, all deviations from the one accepted pattern of propriety would fall off, like many-colored sumach-leaves after the first hard frost. I began to feel myself slowly stiffening, my courage getting gently chilly. I tried to tell a story, but had to mangle it greatly, because I felt in the air around me that parts of it were too vernacu- lar and emphatic ; and then, as a man who 5* 106 Little Foxes. is freezing makes desperate efforts to throw off the spell, and finds his brain beginning to turn, so I was beginning to be slightly insane, and was haunted with a desire to say some horribly improper or wicked thing which should start them all out of their chairs. Though never given to profane expressions, I perfectly hankered to let out a certain round, unvar- nished, wicked word, which I knew would cre- ate a tremendous commotion on the surface of this enchanted mill-pond, — in fact, I was so afraid that I should make some such mad dem- onstration, that I rose at an early hour and begged leave to retire. Emmy sprang up with apparent relief, and offered to get my candle and marshal me to my room. When she had ushered me into the chilly hospitality of that stately apartment, she seemed suddenly disenchanted. She set down the candle, ran to me, fell on my neck, nestled her little head under my coat, laughing and crying, and calling me her dear old boy ; she Repression. 107 pulled my whiskers, pinched my ear, rum- maged my pockets, danced round me in a sort of wild joy, stunning me with a volley of questions, without stopping to hear the an- swer to one of them ; in short, the wild little elf of old days seemed suddenly to come back to me, as I sat down and drew her on to my knee. " It does look so like home to see you, Chris ! — dear, dear home ! — and the dear old folks ! There never, never was such a home ! — every- body there did just what they wanted to, did n't they, Chris ? — and we love each other, don't we ? " "Emmy," said I, suddenly, and very improp- erly, "you are n't happy here." " Not happy ? " she said, with a half-fright- ened look, — " what makes you say so ? O, you are mistaken. I have everything to make me happy. I should be very unreasonable and wicked, if I were not. I am very, very happy, I assure you* Of course, you know, everybody io8 Little Foxes. can't be like our folks at home. That I should not expect, you know, — people's ways are dif- ferent, — but then, when you know people are so good, and all that, why, of course you must be thankful, be happy. It's better for me to learn to control my feelings, you know, and not give way to impulses. They are all so good here, they never give way to their feel- ings, — they always do right. O, they are quite wonderful ! " " And agreeable ? " said I. " O Chris, we must n't think so much of that. They certainly are n't pleasant and easy, as people at home are ; but they are never cross, they never scold, they always are good. And we ought n't to think so much of living to be happy ; we ought to think more of doing right, doing our duty, don't you think so ? " " All undeniable truth, Emmy ; but, for all that, John seems stiff as a ramrod, and their front-parlor is like a tomb. You must n't let them petrify him." Repression. 109 Her face clouded over a little. "John is different here from what he was at our house. He has been brought up differ- ently, — O, entirely differently from what we were ; and when he comes back into the old house, the old business, and the old place be- tween his father and mother and sisters, he goes back into the old ways. He loves me all the same, but he does not show it in the same ways, and I must learn, you know, to take it on trust. He is very busy, — works hard all day, and all for me ; and mother says women are unreasonable that ask any other proof of love from their husbands than what they give by working for them all the time. She never lectures me, but I know she thought I was a silly little petted child, and she told me one day how she brought up John. She never petted him ; she put him away alone to sleep, from the time he was six months old ; she never fed him out of his regular hours when he was a baby, no matter how much he cried ; she never no Little Foxes. let him talk baby-talk, or have any baby-talk talked to him, but was very careful to make him speak all his words plain from the very first ; she never encouraged him to express his love by kisses or caresses, but taught him that the only proof of love was exact obedience. I remember John's telling me of his running to her once and hugging her round the neck, when he had come in without wiping his shoes, and she took off his arms and said : ' My son, this is n't the best way to show love. ■ I should be much better pleased to have you come in quietly and wipe your shoes than to come and kiss me when you forget to do what I say.'" "Dreadful old jade!" said I, irreverently, be- ing then only twenty-three. " Now, Chris, I won't have anything to say to you, if this is the way you are going to talk," said Emily, pouting, though a mischievous gleam darted into her eyes. " Really, however, I think she carried things too far, though she is so good. I only said it to excuse John, and show how he was brought up. ' Repression. 1 1 1 " Poor fellow ! " said I. " I know now why he is so hopelessly shut up, and walled up. Never a warmer heart than he keeps stowed away there inside of the fortress, with the drawbridge down and moat all round." " They are all warm-hearted inside," said Emily. " Would you think she did n't love him ? Once when he was sick, she watched with him seventeen nights without taking off her clothes ; she scarcely • would eat all the time : Jane told me so. She loves him better than she loves herself. It 's perfectly dreadful sometimes to see how intense she is when any- thing concerns him ; it 's her principle that makes her so cold and quiet." " And a devilish one it is ! " said I. " Chris, you are really growing wicked ! " " I use the word seriously, and in good faith," said I. " Who but the Father of Evil ever devised such plans for making goodness hate- ful, and keeping the most heavenly part of our nature so under lock and key that for the 1 1 2 Little Foxes. greater part of our lives we get no use of it ? Of what benefit is a mine of love burning where it warms nobody, does nothing but blister the soul within with its imprisoned heat ? Love re- pressed grows morbid, acts in a thousand per- verse ways. These three women, I '11 venture to say, are living in the family here like three frozen islands, knowing as little of each other's inner life as if parted by eternal barriers of ice, — and all because a cursed principle in the heart of the mother has made her bring them up in violence to Nature." "Well," said Emmy, "sometimes I do pity Jane ; she is nearest my age, and, naturally, I think she was something like me, or might have been. The other day I remember hei coming in looking so flushed and ill that ] could n't help asking if she were unwell. The tears came into her eyes ; but her mothei looked up, ;n her cool, business-like way, and said, in her dry voice, — " ' Jane, what 's the matter ? ' Repression 113 " ' O, my head aches dreadfully, and I have pains in all my limbs ! ' "I wanted to jump and run to do something tor her, — you know at our house we feel that a sick person must be waited on, — but her mother only said, in the same dry way, — " ' Well, Jane, you 've probably got a cold ; go into the kitchen and make yourself some good boneset tea, soak your feet in hot water, and go to bed at once ' ; and Jane meekly de- parted. " I wanted to spring and do these things for her ; but it 's curious, in this house I never dare offer to do anything ; and mother looked at me, as she went out, with a significant nod, — " ' That 's always my way ; if any of the chil- dren are sick, I never coddle them ; it 's best to teach them to make as light of it as pos- sible.' " "Dreadful!" said I. "Yes, it is dreadful," said Emmy, drawing H U4 Little Foxes. her breath, as if relieved that she might speak her mind ; " it 's dreadful to see these people, who I know love each other, living side by side and never saying a loving, tender word, never doing a little loving thing, — sick ones crawling off alone like sick animals, persisting in being alone, bearing everything alone. But I won't let them ; I will insist on forcing my way into the ,#r rooms. I would go and sit with Jane, and pet her and hold her hand and bathe her head, though I knew it made her horridly uncomfortable at first ; but I thought she ought to learn to be petted in a Christian way, when she was sick. I will kiss her too, sometimes, though she takes it just like a cat that is n't used to being stroked, and calls me a silly girl ; but I know she is getting to like it. What is the use of people's loving each other in this horridly cold, stingy, silent way ? If one of them were dangerously ill now, or met with any serious accident, I know there would be no end to what the others would do Repression. 115 for her ; if one of them were to die, the others would be perfectly crushed : but it would all go inward, — drop silently down into that dark, cold, frozen well ; they could n't speak to each other ; they could n't comfort each other ; they have lost the power of expression ; they abso- lutely carit." " Yes," said I, " they are like the fakirs who have held up an arm till it has become stiffened, — they cannot now change its position ; like the poor mutes, who, being deaf, have become dumb through disuse of the organs of speech. Their education has been like those iron suits of armor into which little boys were put in the Middle Ages, solid, inflexible, put on in child- hood, enlarged with every year's growth, till the warm human frame fitted the mould as if it had been melted and poured into it. A per- son educated in this way is hopelessly crippled, never will be what he might have been." " O, don't say that, Chris ; think of John ; think how good he is." Ii6 Little Foxes " I do think how good he is," — with indig- nation, — " and how few know it, too. I think, that, with the tenderest, truest, gentlest heart, the utmost appreciation of human friendship, he has passed in the world for a cold, proud, selfish man. If your frank, impulsive, incisive nature had not unlocked gates and opened doors, he would never have known the love of woman : and now he is but half disenchanted ; he every day tends to go back to stone." " But I sha'n't let him ; O, indeed, I know the danger ! I shall bring him out. I shall work on them all. I know they are beginning to love me a good deal : in the first place, be- cause I belong to John, and everything be- longing to him is perfect ; and in the second place t— " "In the second place, because they expect to weave, day after day, the fine cobweb lines of their cold system of repression around you, which will harden and harden, and tighten and tighten, till you are as stiff and shrouded as Repression. f 17 any of them. You remind me of our poor little duck : don't you remember him ? " " Yes, poor fellow ! how he would stay out, and swim round and round, while the pond kept freezing and freezing, and his swimming- place grew smaller and smaller every day ; but he was such a plucky little fellow that — " "That at last we found him one morning frozen tight in, and he has limped ever since on his poor feet." "O, but I won't freeze in," she said, laugh- ing. " Take care, Emmy ! You are sensitive, ap- probative, delicately organized ; your whole na- ture inclines you to give way and yield to the nature of those around you. One little lone duck such as you, however warm-blooded, light- hearted, cannot keep a whole pond from freez- ing. While you have any influence, you must use it all to get John away from these sur- roundings, where you can have him to your- self." n8 Little Foxes. " O, you know we are building our house ; we shall go to housekeeping soon." " Where ? Close by, under the very guns of this fortress, where all your housekeeping, all your little management, will be subject to daily inspection." "But mamma never interferes, never advis- es, — unless I ask advice." " No, but she influences ; she lives, she looks, she is there ; and while she is there, and while your home is within a stone's throw, the old spell will be on your husband, on your chil- dren, if you have any ; you will feel it in the air ; it will constrain, it will sway you, it will rule your house, it will bring up your children." O no ! never ! never ! I never could ! I never will ! If God should give me a dear little child, I will not let it grow up in these hateful ways ! " "Then, Emmy, there will be a constant, still, undefined, but real friction of your life-power from the silent grating of your wishes and feel- Repression. . 119 tngs on the cold, positive millstone of their opinion ; it will be a life-battle with a quiet, invisible, pervading spirit, who will never show himself in fair fight, but who will be around you in the very air you breathe, at your pil- low when you lie down and when you rise. There is so much in these friends of yours noble, wise, severely good, — their aims are so high, their efficiency so great, their virtues so many, — that they will act upon you with the force of a conscience, subduing, drawing, insen- sibly constraining you into their moulds. They have stronger wills, stronger natures than yours ; and between the two forces of your own nature and theirs you will be always oscillating, so that you will never show what you can do, working either in your own way or yet in theirs : your life will be a failure." " O Chris, why do you discourage me ? " " I am trying tonic treatment, Emily ; I am showing you a real danger; I am rousing you to flee from it. John is making money fast ; 120 Little Foxes. there is no reason why he should always re- main buried in this town. Use your influence as they do, — daily, hourly, constantly, — to predispose him to take you to another sphere. Do not always shrink and yield ; do not con- ceal and assimilate and endeavor to persuade him and yourself that you are happy ; do not put the very best face to him on it all ; do not tolerate his relapses daily and hourly into his habitual, cold, inexpressive manner ; and don't lay aside your own little impulsive, outspoken ways. Respect your own nature, and assert it ; woo him, argue with him ; use all a wo- man's weapons to keep him from falling back into the old Castle Doubting where he lived till you let him out. Dispute your mother's hateful dogma, that love is to be taken for granted without daily proof between lovers ; cry down latent caloric in the market ; insist that the mere fact of being a wife is not enough, — that the words spoken once, years ago, are not enough, — that love needs new Repression. 121 leaves every summer of life, as much as youi elm-trees, and 'new branches to grow broader and wider, and new flowers at the root to cover the ground." " O, but I have heard that there is no surer way to lose love than to be exacting, and that it never comes for a woman's reproaches." "All true as Gospel, Emmy. I am not speaking of reproaches, or of unreasonable self-assertion, or of ill-temper, — you could not use any of these forces, if you would, you poor little chick! I am speaking now of the high- est duty we owe our friends, the noblest, the most sacred, — that of keeping their own noble- ness, goodness, pure and incorrupt. Thought- less, instinctive, unreasoning love and self-sac- rifice, such as many women long to bestow on husband and children, soil and lower the very objects of their love. You may grow saintly by self-sacrifice ; but do your husband and chil- dren grow saintly by accepting it without re- turn ? I have seen a verse which says, — 6 122 L ittle Foxes. 1 They who kneel at woman's shrine "Breathe on it as they bow.' Is not this true of all unreasoning love and self-devotion ? If we let our friend become cold and selfish and exacting without a remon- strance, we are no true lover, no true friend. Any good man soon learns to discriminate be- tween the remonstrance that comes from a wo- man's love to his soul, her concern for his honor, her anxiety for his moral development, and the pettish cry which comes from her own personal wants. It will be your own fault, if, for lack of anything you can do, your husband relapses into these cold, undemonstrative hab- its which have robbed his life of so much beauty and enjoyment. These dead, barren ways of living are as unchristian as they are disagreeable ; and you, as a good little Chris tian sworn to fight heroically under Christ's banner, must make headway against this sort of family Antichrist, though it comes with a show of superior sanctity x and self-sacrifice , Repression. 123 Remember, dear, that the Master's family had its outward tokens of love as well as its in- ward life. The beloved leaned on His bosom ; and the traitor could not have had a sign for his treachery, had there not been a daily kiss at meeting' and parting with His children." " I am glad you have said all this," said Em- ily, "because now I feel stronger for it. It does not now seem so selfish for me to want what it is better for John to give. Yes, I must seek what will be best for him." And so the little one, put on the track of self-sacrifice, began to see her way clearer, as many little women of her sort do. Make them look on self-assertion as one form of martyr- dom, and they will come into it. But, for all my eloquence on this evening, the house was built in the selfsame spot as projected ; and the family life went on, under the shadow of Judge Evans's elms, much as if I had no" spoken. Emmy became mother of two fine ovely boys, and waxed dimmer and 124 Little Foxes. fainter ; while with her physical decay came increasing need of the rule in the household of mamma and sisters, who took her up ener- getically on eagles' wings, and kept her house, and managed her children : for what can be done when a woman hovers half her time be- tween life and death ? At last I spoke out to John, that the climate and atmosphere were too severe for her who had become so dear to him, — to them all ; and then they consented that the change much talked of and urged, but always opposed by the parents, should be made. John bought a pretty cottage in our neigh- borhood, and brought his wife and boys ; and the effect of change of moral atmosphere veri- fied all my predictions. In a year we had oui own blooming, joyous, impulsive little Emily once more, — full of life, full of cheer, full of energy, — looking to the ways of her house- hold, — the merry companion of her growing boys, — the blithe empress over her husband, Repression. 125 who took to her genial sway as in the old happy days of courtship. The nightmare was past, and John was as joyous as any of us in his freedom. As Emmy said, he was turned right side out for life ; and we all admired the pattern. And that is the end of my story. And now for the moral, — and that is, that life consists of two parts, — Expression and Re- pression, — each of which has its solemn du- ties. To love, joy, hope, faith, pity, belongs the duty of expression: to anger, envy, malice, revenge, and all uncharitableness, belongs the ' duty of repression. Some very religious and moral people err by applying repression to both classes alike. They repress equally the expression of love and of hatred, of pity and of anger. Such forget one great law, as true in the moral world as in the physical, — that repression les- sens and deadens. Twice or thrice mowing will kill off the sturdiest crop of weeds ; the roots die for want of expression. A compr~~ • 126 Little Foxes. on a limb will stop its growing ; the surgeon knows this, and puts a tight bandage around a tumor ; but what if we put a tight bandage about the heart and lungs, as some young ladies of my acquaintance do, — or bandage the feet, as they do in China ? And what if we bandage a nobler inner faculty, and wrap love in grave-clothes ? But again there are others, and their num- ber is legion, — perhaps you and I, reader, may know something of it in ourselves, — who have an instinctive habit of repression in regard to all that is noblest and highest within them, which they do not feel in their lower and more unworthy nature. It comes far easier to scold our friend in an angry moment than to say how much we love, honor, and esteem him in a kindly mood. Wrath and bitterness speak themselves and go with their own force ; love is shame-faced, looks shyly out of the window, lingers long at the tW>r-latch. Repression. 127 How much freer utterance among many good Christians have anger, contempt, and censori- ousness, than tenderness and love ! / hate is Si d loud and with all our force. / love is said wLh a hesitating voice and blushing cheek. Iu an angry mood we do an injury to a lovrn^ heart with good, strong, free emphasis ; but w.» stammer and hang back when our diviner nature tells us to confess and ask par- don. £ven when our heart is broken with repentance, we haggle and linger long before we can " Throw away the worser part of it" How many live a stingy and niggardly life in regard to their richest inward treasures ! They livv with those they love dearly, whom a few mo / words and deeds expressive of this love would make so much happier, richer, and better ; and v .hey cannot, will not, turn the key and give it out. People who in their very souls really d < love, esteem, reverence, almost worship eacl »ther, live a barrm, chilly life 128 Little Foxes. side by side, busy, anxious, preoccupied, letting their love go by as a matter of course, a last year's growth, with no present buds and blos- soms. Are there not sons and daughters who have parents living with them as angels unawares, — husbands and wives, brothers and sisters, in whom the material for a beautiful life lies locked away in unfruitful silence, — who give time to everything but the cultivation and ex- pression of mutual love ? The time is coming, they think, in some far future, when they shall find leisure to enjoy each other, to stop and rest side by side, to discover to each other these hidden treasures which lie idle and unused. Alas ! time flies and death steals on, and we reiterate the complaint of one in Scrip- ture, — "It came to pass, while thy servant was busy hither and thither, the man was gone." The bitterest tears shed over graves are for Repression. 1 29 words left unsaid and deeds left undone. " She never knew how I loved her." " He never knew what he was to me." "I always meant to make more of our friendship." " I did not know what he was to me till he was gone." Such words are the poisoned arrows which cruel Death shoots backward at us from the door of the sepulchre. How much more we might make of our fam- ily life, of our friendships, if every secret thought of love blossomed into a deed ! We are not now speaking merely of personal ca- resses. These may or may not be the best language of affection. Many are endowed with a delicacy, a fastidiousness of physical organi- zation, which shrinks away from too much of these, repelled and overpowered. But there are words and looks and little observances, thoughtfulnesses, watchful little attentions, which speak of love, which make it manifest, and there is scarce a family that might not be richer in heart-wealth for more oi them. 6* 1 130 L ittle Foxes. It is a mistake to suppose that relations must of course love each other because they are relations. Love must be cultivated, and can be increased by judicious culture, as wild fruits may double their bearing under the hand of a gardener ; and love can dwindle and die out by neglect, as choice flower-seeds planted in poor soil dwindle and grow single. Two causes in our Anglo-Saxon nature pre- vent this easy faculty and flow of expression which strike one so pleasantly in the Italian or the French life : the dread of flattery, and a constitutional shyness. "I perfectly longed to tell So-and-so how I admired her,- the other day," says Miss X. " And why in the world did n't you tell her?" "O, it would seem like flattery, you know." Now what is flattery ? Flattery is insincere praise given from inter- ested motives, not the sincere utterance to a friend of what we deem good and lovely in him. Repression 1 3 1 And so, for lear of flattering, these dread- fully sincere poople go on side by side with those they love and admire, giving them all the time the impression of utter indifference. Parents are so afraid of exciting pride and vanity in their children by the expression of their love and approbation, that a child some- times goes sad and discouraged by their side, and learns with surprise, in some chance way, that they are proud and fond of him. There are times when the open expression of a fa- ther's love would be worth more than church or sermon to a boy ; and his father cannot utter it, will not show it. The other thing that represses the utterances of love is the characteristic shyness of the An- glo-Saxon blood. Oddly enough, a race born of two demonstrative, out-spoken, nations — the German and the French — has an habit- ual reserve that is like neither. There is a powerlessness of utterance in our blood that we should fight against, and struggle outward 132 ■ Little Foxes. towards expression. We can educate ourselves to it, if we know and feel the necessity ; we can make it a Christian duty, not only to love, but to be loving, — not only to be true friends, but to show ourselves friendly. We can make ourselves say the kind things that rise in our hearts and tremble back on our lips, — do the gentle and helpful deeds which we long to do and shrink back from ; and, little by little, it will grow easier, — the love spoken will bring back the answer of love, — the kind deed will bring back a kind deed in return, — till the hearts in the family-circle, instead of being so many frozen, icy islands, shall be full of warm airs and echoing bird-voices answering back and forth with a constant melody of love. IV. PERSISTENCE. TV /T Y little foxes are interesting little beasts; and I only hope my reader will not get tired of my charming menagerie before I have done showing him their nice points. He must recollect there are seven of them, and as yet we have shown up only three ; so let him have patience. As before stated, little foxes are the little pet sins of us educated good Christians, who hope that we are above and far out of sight of steal- ing, lying, and those other gross evils against which we pray every Sunday, when the Ten Commandments are read. They are not gen- erally considered of dignity enough to be fired at from the pulpit ; they seem to us too trifling to be remembered in church ; they are like the red spiders on plants, — too small for the per- 134 L ittfe Foxes. i ception of the naked eye, and only to be known by the shrivelling and dropping of leaf after leaf that ought to be green and flourishing. I have another little fox in my eye, who is most active and most mischievous in despoil- ing the vines of domestic happiness, — in fact, #ho has been guilty of destroying more grapes than anybody knows of. His name I find it difficult to give with exactness. In my enume- ration I called him Self -Will ; another name for him — perhaps a better one — might be Persistence. Like many another, this fault is the over- action of a most necessary and praiseworthy quality. The power of firmness is given to man as the very granite foundation of life. Without it, there would be nothing accom- plished ; aH human plans would be unstable as water on an inclined plane. In every well- constituted nature there must be a power of tenacity, a gift of perseverance of will ; and that man might not be without a foundation Persistence. 135 tor so needful a property, the Creator has laid it in an animal faculty, which he possesses in common with the brutes. The animal power of firmness is a brute force, a matter of brain and spinal cord, differ- ing in different animals. The force by which a bulldog holds on to an antagonist, the per- sistence with which a mule will plant his four feet and set himself against blows and menaces, are good examples of the pure animal phase of a property which exists in human beings, and forms the foundation for that heroic endurance, for that perseverance, which carries on all the great and noble enterprises of life. The domestic fault we speak of is the wild, uncultured growth of this faculty, the instinctive action of firmness uncontrolled by reason or conscience, — in common parlance, the being " set in ones way!' It is the animal instinct of being " set in one's way " which we mean by self-will or persistence ; and in domestic life it does the more mischief from its working as an 1 36 Little Foxes. instinct unwatched by reason and unchallenged by conscience. In that pretty new cottage which you see on yonder knoll are a pair of young people just in the midst of that happy bustle which attends the formation of a first home in prosperous cir- cumstances, and with all the means of making it charming and agreeable. Carpenters, uphol- sterers, and artificers await their will ; and there remains for them only the pleasant task of ar- ranging and determining where all their pretty and agreeable things shall be placed. Our He'ro and Leander are decidedly nice people, who have been through all the proper stages of being in love with each other for the requi- site and suitable time. They have written each other a letter every day for two years, begin- ning with "My dearest," and ending with " Your own," etc. ; they have sent each other flowers and rings and locks of hair ; they have worn each other's pictures on their hearts ; they have spent hours and hours talking over Persistence. 137 all subjects under the sun, and are convinced that never was there such sympathy of souls, such unanimity of opinion, such a just, reason- able, perfect foundation for mutual esteem. Now it is quite true that people may have a perfect agreement and sympathy in their higher intellectual nature, — may like the same books, quote the same poetry, agree in the same principles, be united in the same religion, — and nevertheless, when they come together in the simplest affair of every-day business, may find themselves jarring and impinging upon each other at every step, simply because there are to each person, in respect of daily personal habits and personal likes and dislikes, a thou- sand little individualities with which reason has nothing to do, which are not subjects for the use of logic, and to which they never think of applying the power of religion, — which can only be set down as the positive ultimate facts of existence with two people. Suppose a blue-jay courts and wins and weds 138 Little Foxes. a Baltimore oriole. During courtship there may have been delightful sympathetic conversation on the charm of being free birds, the felicity of soaring in the blue summer air. Mr. Jay may have been all humility and all ecstasy in comparing the discordant screech of his own note with the warbling tenderness of Miss Oriole. But, once united, the two commence business relations. He is firmly convinced that a nest built among the reeds of a marsh is the only reasonable nest for a bird ; she is positive that she should die there in a month of damp and rheumatism. She never heard of going to housekeeping in anything but a nice little pen- dulous bag swinging down from under the branches of a breezy elm ; he is sure he should have water on the brain before summer was over, from constant vertigo, in such swaying, unsteady quarters, — he would be a sea-sick blue-jay on land, and he cannot think of it. She knows now he don't love her, or he never would think of shutting her up in an old mouldy Persistence. 139 nest where she is sure she shall have the chills ; and he knows she does n't love him, or she never would want to make him uncomfortable all his days by tilting and swinging him about as no decent bird ought to be swung. Both are dead-set in their own way and opinion ; and how is either to be convinced that the way which seemeth right unto the other is not best ? Nature knows this, and therefore, in her feath- ered tribes, blue-jays do not mate with orioles ; and so bird-housekeeping goes on in peace. But men and women as diverse in their physical tastes and habits as blue-jays and ori- oles are wooing and wedding every day, and coming to the business of nest-building, alias housekeeping, with predilections as violent, and as incapable of any logical defence, as the ori- ole's partiality for a swing-nest and the jay's preference of a nest among the reeds. Our Hero and Leander, there, who are ar- ranging their cottage to-day, are examples just in point They have both of them been only 140 Little Foxes. children, — both the idols of circles where they have been universally deferred to. Each in his or her own circle has been looked up to as a model of good taste, and of course each has the habit of exercising and indulging very distinct personal tastes. They truly, deeply esteem, re- spect, and love each >other, and for the very best of reasons, — because there are sympathies of the very highest kind between them. Both are generous and affectionate, — both are highly cultured in intellect and taste, — both are ear- nestly religious ; and yet, with all this, let me tell you that the first year of their married life will be worthy to be recorded as a year of bat- tles. Yes, these friends so true, these lovers so ardent, these individuals in themselves so ad mirable, cannot come into the intimate relations of life without an effervescence as great as that of an acid and alkali ; and if will be impossi- ble to decide which is mosf 'In faalt, the acid or the alkali, both being ir tkei' way of the very best quality. Persistence. 141 The reason of it all is, that both are intensely H set in' their way" and the ways of no two hu- man beings are altogether coincident. Both of them have the most sharply defined, exact tastes and preferences. In the simplest matter both have a way, — an exact way, — which seems to be dear to them as life's blood. In the simplest appetite or taste they know ex- actly what they want, and cannot, by any argu- ment, persuasion, or coaxing, be made to want anything else. For example, this morning dawns bright upon them, as she, in her tidy morning wrapper and trimly laced boots, comes stepping over the bales and boxes which are discharged on the verandah ; while he, for joy of his new acqui- sition, can hardly let her walk on her own pretty .feet, and is making every fond excuse to lift her over obstacles and carry her into her new dwelling in triumph. Carpets are put down, the floors glow under the hands of obedient workmen, and now the furniture is being wheeled in. 142 Little Foxes. " Put the piano in the bow-window," says the lady. " No, not in the bow-window," says the gen- tleman. "Why, my dear, of course it must go in the bow-window. How awkward it would look anywhere else ! I have always seen pianos in bow-windows." " My love, certainly you would not think of spoiling that beautiful prospect from the bow- window by blocking it up with the piano. The proper place is just here, in the corner of the room. Now try it." " My dear, I think it looks dreadfully there ; it spoils the appearance of the room." " Well, for my part, my love, I think the ap- pearance of the room would be spoiled, if you filled up the bow-window. Think what a love- ly place that would be to sit in ! " "Just as if we couldn't sit there behind the piano, if we wanted to ! " says the lady. " But then, how much more ample and airy Persistence. 143 tht room looks as you open the door, and see through the bow-window down that little glen, and that distant peep of the village-spire ! " " But I never could be reconciled to the piano standing in the corner in that way," says the lady. " / insist upon it, it ought to stand in the bow-window : it 's the way mamma's stands, and Aunt Jane's, and Mrs. Wilcox's ; everybody has their piano so." " If it comes to insisting" says the gentle- man, " it strikes me that is a game two can play at." " Why, my dear, you know a lady's parlor is her own ground." " Not a married lady's parlor, I imagine. I believe it is at least equally her husband's, as he expects to pass a good portion of his time there." " But I don't think you ought to insist on an arrangement that really is disagreeable to me," says the lady. " And I don't think you ought to insist on 144 Little Foxes. an arrangement that is really disagreeable to me," says the gentleman. And now Hero's cheeks flush, and the spirit burns within, as she says, — "Well, if you insist upon it I suppose it must be as you say ; but I shall never take any pleasure in playing on it " ; and Hero sweeps from the apartment, leaving the victor very unhappy in his conquest. He rushes after her, and finds her up-stairs sitting disconsolate and weeping on a packing- box. " Now, Hero, how silly ! Do have it your own way. I '11 give it up." " No, — let it be as you say. I forgot that it was a wife's duty to submit." " Nonsense, Hero ! Do talk like a rational woman. Don't let us quarrel like children." " But it 's so evident that I was in the right." " My dear, I cannot concede that you were in the right ; but I am willing it should be as you say." Persistence. 145 * Now I perfectly wonder, Leander, that you don't see how awkward your way is. It would make me nervous every time I came into the room, and it would be so dark in that corner that I never could see the notes." " And I wonder, Hero, that a woman of your taste don't see how shutting up that bow-win- dow spoils the parlor. It 's the very prettiest feature of the room." And so round and round they go, stating and restating their arguments, both getting more and more nervous and combative, both declar- ing themselves perfectly ready to yield the point as an oppressive exaction, but to do battle for their own opinion as right and rea- son, — the animal instinct of self-will meanwhile rising and rising and growing stronger and stronger on both sides. But meanwhile in the heat of argument some side-issues and personal reflections fly out like splinters in the shivering of lances. He tells her, in his heat, that her notions are formed from deference to models 7 J 146 Little Foxes. in fashionable life, and that she has no idea of adaptation, — and she tells him that he is domineering, and dictatorial, and wanting to have everything his own way ; and in fine, this battle is fought off and on through the day, with occasional armistices of kisses and mak- ings-up, — treacherous truces, which are all broken up by the fatal words, " My dear, after all, you must admit / was in the right," which of course is the signal to fight the whole battle over again. One such prolonged struggle is the parent of many lesser ones, — the aforenamed splinters of injurious remark and accusation, which flew out in the heat of argument, remaining and fes- tering and giving rise to nervous soreness ; yet, where there is at the foundation real, genuine love, and a good deal of it, the pleasure of making up so balances the pain of the contro- versy that the two do not perceive exactly what they are doing, nor suspect that so deep and wide a love as theirs can be seriously affected by causes so insignificant. Persistence. 147 But the cause of difficulty in both, the silent, unwatched, intense power of self-will in trifles, is all the while precipitating them into new encounters. For example, in a bright hour be- tween the showers, Hero arranges for her- Lean- der a repast of peace and good-will, and com- pounds for him a salad which is a chef d'ceuvre among salads. Leander is also bright and pro- pitious ; but after tasting the salad, he pushes it silently away. "My dear, you don't like your salad." " No, my dear ; I never eat anything with salad oil in it." " Not eat salad oil ! How absurd ! I never heard of a salad without oil." And the lady looks disturbed. " But, my dear, as I tell you, I never take it. I prefer simple sugar and vinegar." " Sugar and vinegar ! Why, Leander, I 'm astonished ! How very bourgeois / You must really try to like my salad " — (spoken in a coaxing tone) 148 Little Foxes. "My dear, 1 never try to like anything new, I am satisfied with my old tastes." " Well, Leander, I must say that is very un gracious and disobliging of you." " Why any more than for you to annoy me by forcing on me what I don't like ? " " But you would like it, if you would only try. People never like olives till they have eaten three or four, and then they become pas* sionately fond of them." " Then I think they are very silly to go through all that trouble, when there are enough things that they do like." " Now, Leander, I don't think that seems amiable or pleasant at all. I think we ought to try to accommodate ourselves to the tastes of our friends." " Then, my dear, suppose you try to like your salad with sugar and vinegar." " But it 's so gauche and unfashionable ! Did you ever hear of a salad made with sugar and vinegar on a table in good society ? " Persistence. 149 e supposed to have no such disreputable discussions as we have described ; since his partner, as Miss Bronte says, has learned to know her keeper, and her place at his feet, and can conceive no happiness so great as hanging the picture and setting the piano exactly as he likes. Of course this will be met with a general shriek of horror on the part of our fair repub- lican friends, and an equally general disclaimer on the part of our American gentlemen, who, so far as we know, would be quite embarrassed by the idea of assuming any such pronounced position at the fireside. The genius of American institutions is not towards a display of authority. All needed au- thority exists among us, but exists silently, with as little external manifestation as possible. Our President is but a fellow-citizen, person- ally the equal of other citizens. We obey him because we have chosen him, and because we find it convenient, in regulating our affairs, Persistence. 165 to have one final appeal and one deciding voice. The position in which the Bible and the mar- riage service place the husband in the family amounts to no more. He is the head of the family in all that relates to its material interests, its legal relations, its honor and standing in society ; and no true woman who respects her- self would any more hesitate to promise to yield to him this position and the deference it implies than an officer of state to yield to the President. But because Mr. Lincoln is of- ficially above Mr. Seward, it does not follow that there can be nothing between them but absolute command on the one part and prostrate submission on the other ; neither does it follow that the superior claims in all respects to regu- late the affairs and conduct of the inferior. There are still wide spheres of individual free- dom, as there are in the case of husband and wife ; and no sensible man but would feel himself ridiculous in entering another's proper sphere with the voice of authority. 1 66 Little Foxes. The inspired declaration, that "the husband is the head of the wife, even as Christ is the head of the Church," is certainly to be quali- fied by the evident points of difference in the subjects spoken of. It certainly does not mean that any man shall be invested with the rights of omnipotence and omniscience, but simply that in the family state he is the head and protector, even as in the Church is the Sav- iour. It is merely the announcement of a great natural law of society which obtains through all the tribes and races of men, — a great and obvious fact of human existence. The silly and senseless reaction against this idea in some otherwise sensible women is, I think, owing to the kind of extravagances and overstatements to which we have alluded. It is as absurd to cavil at the word obey in the marriage ceremony as for a military officer to set himself against the etiquette of the army, or a man to refuse the freeman's oath. Two young men every way on a footing of Persistence. 16/ equality and friendship may be one of them a battalion-commander and the other a staff-offi- cer. It would be alike absurd for the one to take airs about not obeying a man every way Irs equal, and for the other to assume airs ot lordly dictation out of the sphere of his military duties. The mooting of the question of mar- ital authority between two well-bred, well-edu- cated Christian people of the nineteenth cen- tvy is no less absurd. While the husband has a certain power con- fided to him for the support and maintenance of the family, and for the preservation of those relations which involve its good name and well- being before the world, he has no claim to an authoritative exertion of will in reference to the little personal tastes and habits of the interior. He has no divine right to require that every- thing shall be arranged to please him, at the expense of his wife's preferences and feelings, any more than if he we*e not the head of the household. In a thousand md-flfereni: matters 1 68 Little Foxes. which do not touch the credit and respecta bility of the family, he is just as much bound sometimes to give up his own will and way for the comfort of his wife as she is in certain other matters to submit to his decisions. In a large number of cases the husband and wife stand as equal human beings before God, and the indulgence of unchecked and inconsiderate self-will on either side is a sin. It is my serious belief that writings such as we have been considering do harm both to men and women, by insensibly inspiring in the one an idea of a licensed prerogative of selfishness and self-will, and in the other an irrational and indiscreet servility. Is it any benefit to a man to find in the wife of his bosom the flatterer of his egotism, the ac- quiescent victim of his little selfish exactions, to be nursed and petted and cajoled in all his faults and fault-findings, and to see everybody falling prostrate before his will in the domestic circle ? Is this the true way to make him a manly and Persistence. 169 Christ-like man ? It is my belief that many so- called good wives have been accessory to mak- ing their husbands very bad Christians. However, then, the little questions of differ- ence in every-day life are to be disposed of be- tween two individuals, it is in the worst possible taste and policy to undertake to settle them by mere authority. All romance, all poetry, all beauty are over forever with a couple between whom the struggle of mere authority has begun. No, there is no way out of difficulties of this de- scription but by the application, on both sides, of good sense and religion to the little differ- ences of life. A little reflection will enable any person to detect in himself that setness in trifles which is the result of the unwatched instinct of self-will and to establish over himself a jealous guardian- ship. Every* man and every woman, in their self- training and self-culture, should study the art of giving up in little things with a good grace. 8 r/o Little Foxes. The :naim of polite society is formed by that sort of freedom and facility in all the members of a circle which makes each one pliable to the influences of the others, and sympathetic to slide into the moods and tastes of others without a jar. In courteous and polished circles, there are no stiff railroad-tracks, cutting straight through everything, and grating harsh thunders all along their course, but smooth, meandering streams, tranquilly bending hither and thither to every undulation of the flowery banks. What makes the charm of polite society would make no less the charm of domestic life ; but it can come only by watchfulness and self-discipline in each indi- vidual. Some people have much more to struggle with in this way than others. Nature has made them precise and exact. They are punc- tilious in their hours, rigid in their habits, pained by any deviation from regular rule. Now Nature is always perversely ordering Persistence. iyi dhat men and women of just this disposition should become desperately enamored of their exact opposites. The man of rules and formu- las and hours has his heart carried off by a gay, careless little chit, who never knows the day of the month, tears up the newspaper, lo- ses the door-key, and makes curl-papers out of the last bill ; or, per contra, our exact and pre- cise little woman, whose belongings are like the waxen cells of a bee, gives her heart to some careless fellow, who enters her sanctum in muddy boots, upsets all her little nice house- hold divinities whenever he is going on a hunting or fishing bout, and can see no man- ner of sense in the discomposure she feels in the case. What can such couples do, if they do not adopt the compromise of reason and sense, — if each arms his or her own peculiarities with the back force of persistent self-will, and runs them over the territories of the other? A sensible man and woman, finding them- 172 Little Foxes. selves thus placed, can govern themselves by a just philosophy, and, instead of carrying on a life-battle, can modify their own tastes and requirements, turn their eyes from traits which do not suit them to those which do, resolving, at all events, however reasonable be the taste or propensity which they sacrifice, to give up all rather than have domestic strife. There is one form which persistency takes that is peculiarly trying : I mean that persis- tency of opinion which deems it necessary to stop and raise an argument in self-defence on the slightest personal criticism. John tells his wife that she is half an hour late with her breakfast this morning, and she indignantly denies it. " But look at my watch ! " "Your watch is n't right." "I set it by railroad time." " Well, that was a week ago ; that watch of yours always gains." "No, my dear, you 're mistaken." Persistence. 173 'Indeed I'm not. Did I not heai you tell- ing Mr. B about it?" "My dear, that was a year ago, — before I had it cleaned." " How can you say so, John ? It was only a month ago." "My dear, you are mistaken." And so .the contest goes on, each striv- ing for the last word. This love of the last word has made more bitterness in families and spoiled more Chris- tians than it is worth. A thousand little dif- ferences of this kind would drop to the ground, if either party would let them drop. Suppose John is mistaken in saying breakfast is late, — suppose that fifty of the little criticisms which we make on one another are well- or ill-found- ed, are they worth a discussion ? Are they worth ill-tempered words, such as are al- most sure to grow out of a discussion ? Are they worth throwing away peace and love for? Are they worth the destruction of the 174 Little Foxes. only fair ideal left on earth, — a quiet, hap^ , home? Better let the most unjust statements pass in silence than risk one's temper in a dis- cussion upon them. Discussions, assuming the form of warm ar- guments, are never pleasant ingredients of do- mestic life, never safe recreations between near friends. They are, generally speaking, mere unsuspected vents for self-will, and the cases are few where they do anything more than to make both parties more positive in their own way than they were before. A calm comparison of opposing views, a fair statement of reasons on either side, may be valuable ; but when warmth and heat and love of victory and pride of opinion come in, good temper and good manners are too apt to step out. And now Christopher, having come to the end of his subject, pauses for a sentence to close with. There are a few lines of a poet what sum up so beautifully all he has been Persistence. 175 saying that he may be pardoned for closing with them. " Alas ! how light a cause may move Dissension between hearts that love ; Hearts that the world has vainly tried, And sorrow but more closely tied ; That stood the storm when waves were rough? Yet« in a sunny hour fall off, Like ships that have gone down at sea When heaven was all tranquillity ! A something light as air, a look, A word unkind, or wrongly taken, — O, love that tempests never shook, A breath, a touch like this hath shaken ! For ruder words will soon rush in To spread the breach that words begin, And eyes forget the gentle ray They wore in courtship's smiling day, And voices lose the tone which shed A tenderness round all they said, — Till, fast declining, one by one, The sweetnesses of love are gone, And hearts so lately mingled seem Like broken clouds, or like the stream, That, smiling, left the mountain-brow As though its waters ne'er could sever, Yet, ere it reach the plain below, Breaks into floods that part forever." V. INTOLERANCE. " A ND what are you going to preach about ^** this month, Mr. Crowfield?" " I am going to give a sermon on Intolerance, Mrs. Crowfield." " Religious intolerance ? " " No, — domestic and family and educational intolerance, — one of the seven deadly sins on which I am preaching, — one of ' the foxes/ " People are apt to talk as if all the intoler- ance in life were got up and expended in the religious world ; whereas religious intolerance is only a small branch of the radical, strong, all-pervading intolerance of human mature. Physicians are quite as intolerant as theolo- gians. They never have had the power of burning at the stake for medical opinions, but Intolerance. 177 they certainly have shown the will. Politicians are intolerant. Philosophers are intolerant, es- pecially those who pique themselves on liberal opinions. Painters and sculptors are intolerant. And housekeepers are intolerant, virulently de- nunciatory concerning any departures from their particular domestic creed. Mrs. Alexander Exact, seated at her domes tic altar, gives homilies on the degeneracy of modern housekeeping equal to the lamentations of Dr. Holdfast as to the falling off from, the good old faith. " Don't tell me about pillow-cases made with- out felling," says Mrs. Alexander ; " it 's slovenly and shiftless. I would n't have such a pillow- case in my house any more than I 'd have vermin." , *^' " But," says a trembling young housekeeper, conscious of unfelled pillow-cases at home, "don't you think, Mrs. Alexander, that some of these old traditions might be dispensed with ? It really is not necessary to do all the work 8* L 178 Little Foxes. that has been done so thoroughly and exactly* — to double-stitch every wristband, fell every seam, count all the threads of gathers, and take a stitch to every gather. It makes beau- tiful sewing, to be sure ; but when a woman has a family of little children and a small in- come, if all her sewing is to be kept up in this perfect style, she wears her life out in stitching. Had she not better slight a little, and get air and exercise ? " " Don't tell me about air and exercise ! What did my grandmother do ? Why, she did all her own work, and made grandfather's ruffled shirts besides, with the finest stitching and gathers ; and she found exercise enough, I warrant you Women of this day are miserable, sickly, de- generate creatures." "But, my dear Madam, look at poor Mrs. Evans, over the way, with her pale face and her eight little ones." "Miserable manager," said Mrs. Alexander " If she 'd get up at five o'clock the year round, Intolerance. 1 79 as I do, she'd find time enough to do things properly, and be the better for it." "But, my dear Madam, Mrs. Evans is a very delicately organized, nervous woman." " Nervous ! Don't tell me ! Every woman now-a-days is nervous. She can't get up in the morning, because she 's nervous. She can't do her sewing decently, because she 's nervous. Why, I might have been as nervous as she is, if I 'd have petted and coddled myself as she does. But I get up early, take a walk in the fresh air of a mile or so before breakfast, and come home feeling the better for it. I do all my own sewing, — never put out a stitch ; and I flatter myself my things are made as they ought to be. I always make my boys' shirts and Mr. Exact's, and they are made as shirts ought to be, — and yet I find plenty of time for calling, shopping, business, and company. It only requires management and resolution." "It is perfectly wonderful, to be sure, Mrs. Exact, to see all that you do ; but don't you get very tired sometimes ? " f8o Little Foxes. "No, not often. I remember, though, the week before last Christmas, I made and baked eighteen pies and ten loaves of cake in one day, and I was really quite worn out ; but I did n't give way to it. I told Mr. Exact I thought it would rest me to take a drive into New York and attend the Sanitary Fair ; and so we did. I suppose Mrs. Evans would have thought she must go to bed and coddle her- self for a month." " But, dear Mrs. Exact, when a woman is kept awake nights by crying babies — " " There 's no need of having crying babies ; my babies never cried ; it 's just as you begin with children. I might have had to be up and down every hour of the night with mine, just as Mrs. Evans does ; but I knew better. I used to take 'em up about ten o'clock, and feed and make 'em all comfortable ; and that was the last of 'em, till I was ready to get up in the morning. I never lost a night's sleep with any of mine" Intolerance. 1 8 1 n Not when they were teething ? " *' No. I knew how to manage that. I used to lance their gums myself, and I never had any trouble : it 's all in management. I weaned 'em all myself, too : there 's no use in having any fuss in weaning children." " Mrs. Exact, you are a wonderful manager ; but it would be impossible to bring up all ba- bies so." " You '11 never make me believe that : peo- ple only need to begin right. I 'm sure I 've had a trial of eight." " But there 's that one baby of Mrs. Evans's makes more trouble than all your eight. It cries every night so that somebody has to be up walking with it ; it wears out all the nurses, and keeps poor Mrs. Evans sick all the time." " Not the least need of it ; nothing but shift- less management. Suppose I had allowed my children to be walked with ; I might have had terrible times, too ; but I began right. I set down my foot that they should lie still, arid 1 82 Little Foxes. they did ; and if they cried, I never lighted a candle, or took 'em up, or took any kind of notice of it ; and so, after a little, they went off to sleep. Babies very soon find out where they can take advantage, and where they can't. It 's nothing but temper makes babies cry ; and if I could n't hush 'em any other way, I should give 'em a few good smart slaps, and they would soon learn to behave themselves." " But, dear Mrs. Exact, you were a strong, healthy woman, and had strong, healthy chil- dren." " Well, is n't that baby of Mrs. Evans's heal- thy, I want to know ? I 'm sure it is a great creature, and thrives and grows fat as fast as ever I saw a child. You need n't tell me any- thing is the matter with that child but temper and its mother's coddling management." Now, in the neighborhood where she lives, Mrs. Alexander Exact is the wonderful woman, the Lady Bountiful, the pattern female. Her cake never rises on one side, or has a heavy Intolerance. 183 streak in it. Her furs never get a moth in them ; her carpets never fade ; her sweetmeats never ferment ; her servants never neglect their work ; her children never get things out of order ; her babies never cry, never keep one awake o' nights ; and her husband never in his life said, " My dear, there 's a button off my shirt." Flies never infest her kitchen, cock- roaches and red ants never invade her prem- ises, a spider never had time to spin a web on one of her walls. Everything in her estab- lishment is shining with neatness, crisp and bristling with absolute perfection, — and it is she, the ever-up-and-dressed, unsleeping, wide- awake, omnipresent, never-tiring Mrs. Exact, that does it all. Besides keeping her household ways thus immaculate, Mrs. Exact is on all sorts of char- itable committees, does all sorts of fancy-work for fairs ; and whatever she does is done per- fectly. She is a most available, most helpful, most benevolent woman, and general society has reason to rejoice in her existence. 184 Little Foxes. But, for all this, Mrs. Exact is as intolerant as Torquemada or a locomotive-engine. She has her own track, straight and inevitable ; her judgments and opinions cut through society in right lines, with all the force of her exam- ple and all the steam of her energy, turning out neither for the old nor the young, the weak nor the weary. She cannot, and she will not, conceive the possibility that there may be other sorts of natures than her own, and that other kinds of natures must have other ways of liv- ing and doing. Good and useful as she is, she is terrible as an army with banners to her poor, harassed, delicate, struggling neighbor across the way who, in addition to an aching, confused head, an aching back, sleepless, harassed nights, and weary, sinking days, is burdened everywhere and every hour with the thought that Mrs. Exact thinks all her troubles are nothing but poor management, and that she might do just like her, if she would. With very little self Intolerance. 185 confidence or self-assertion, she is withered and paralyzed by this discouraging thought. Is it, then, her fault that this never-sleeping baby cries all night, and that all her children never could and never would be brought up by those exact rules which she hears of as so efficacious in the household over the way ? The thought of Mrs. Alexander Exact stands over her like a constable ; the remembrance of her is griev- ous ; the burden of her opinion is heavier than all her other burdens. Now the fact is, that Mrs. Exact comes of a long-lived, strong-backed, strong-stomached race, with " limbs of British oak and nerves of wire." The shadow of a sensation of nervous pain or uneasiness never has been known in her family for generations, and her judgments of poor little Mrs. Evans are about as intelli- gent as those of a good stout Shanghai hen on a humming-bird. Most useful and comfort- able, these Shanghai hens, — and very orna- mental, and in a small way useful, these hum- 1 86 Little Foxes. ming-birds ; but let them not regulate each other's diet, or lay down schemes for each oth- er's housekeeping. Has not one as much right to its nature as the other ? This intolerance of other people's natures is one of the greatest causes of domestic unhap- piness. The perfect householders are they who make their household rule so flexible that all sorts of differing natures may find room to grow and expand and express themselves with- out infringing upon others. Some women are endowed with a tact for understanding human nature and guiding it. They give a sense of largeness and freedom ; they find a place for every one, see at once what every one is good for, and are inspired by Nature with the happy wisdom of not wishing or asking of any human being more than that human being was made to give. They have the portion in due season for all : a bone for the dog ; catnip for the cat ; cuttle-fish and hempseed for the bird ; a book or review for Intolerance. 187 their bashful literary visitor ; lively gossip for thoughtless Miss Seventeen ; knitting fo/ Grandmamma ; fishing-rods, boats, and gun- powder, for Young Restless, whose beard is just beginning to grow; — and they never fall into pets, because the canary-bird won't relish the dog's bone, or the dog eat canary-seed, or young Miss Seventeen read old Mr. Sixty's review, or young Master Restless take delight in knitting-work, or old Grandmamma feel complacency in guns and gunpowder. Again, there are others who lay the founda- tions of family life so narrow, straight, and strict, that there is room in them only for themselves and people exactly like themselves ; and hence comes much misery. A man and woman come together out of different families and races, often united by only one or two sympathies, with many differ- ences. Their first wisdom would be to find out each other's nature, and accommodate to 't as a fixed fact ; instead of which, how many f 88 Little Foxes. spend tl\ eir lives in a blind fight with an oppo- site nature, as good as their own in its way, but not capable of meeting their requirements ! A woman trained in an exact, thriving, busi- ness family, where her father and brothers bore everything along with true worldly skill and energy, falls in love with a literary man, who knows nothing of affairs, whose life is in his library and his pen. Shall she vex and tor- ment herself and him because he is not a busi- ness man ? Shall she constantly hold up to him the example of her father and brothers, and how they would manage in this and that case ? or shall she say cheerily and once for all to herself, — " My husband has no talent for business ; that is not his forte ; but then he has talents far more interesting : I cannot have everything ; let him go on undisturbed, and do what he can do well, and let me try to make up for what he cannot do ; and if there be disa- bilities come on us in consequence of what we neither of as can do, let us both take them cheerfully " ? Intolerance. 1 89 In the same manner a man takes out of the bosom of an adoring family one of those deli- cate, petted singing-birds that seem to be cre- ated simply to adorn life and make it charming. Is it fair, after he has got her, to compare her housekeeping, and her efficiency and capability in the material part of life, with those of his mother and sisters, who are strong-limbed, prac- tical women, that have never thought about anything but housekeeping from their cradle ? Shall he all the while vex himself and her with the remembrance of how his mother used to get up at five o'clock and arrange all the busi- ness of the day, — how she kept all the ac- counts, — how she saw to everything and set- tled everything, — how there never were break- downs or irregularities in her system ? This would be unfair. If a man wanted such a housekeeper, why did he not get one ? There were plenty of single women, who understood washing, ironing, clear-starching, cooking, and general housekeeping, better than the little ca 190 Little Foxes. nary-bird which he fell in love with, and wanted for her plumage and her song, for her merry tricks, for her bright eyes and pretty ways. Now he has got his bird, let him keep it as something fine and precious, to be cared for and watched over, and treated according to the laws of its frail and delicate nature ; and so treating it, he may many years keep the charms which first won his heart. He may find, too, if he watches and is careful, that a humming- bird can, in its own small, dainty way, build a nest as efficiently as a turkey-gobbler, and hatch her eggs and bring up her young in humming-bird fashion ; but to do it, she must be left unfrightened and undisturbed. But the evils of domestic intolerance increase with the birth of children. As parents come together out - of different families with ill-as- sorted peculiarities, so children are born to them with natures differing from their own and from each other. The parents seize on their first new child a? Intolerance. 191 a piece of special property which they are forthwith to turn to their own account The poor little waif, just drifted on the shores of Time, has perhaps folded up in it a character as positive as that of either parent ; but, for all that, its future course is marked out for it, all arranged and predetermined. John has a perfect mania for literary distinc- tion. His own education was somewhat imper- fect, but he is determined his children shall be prodigies. His first-born turns out a girl, who is to write like Madame de Stael, — to be an able, accomplished woman. He bores her with literature from her earliest years, reads extracts from Milton to her when she is only eight years old, and is secretly longing to be playing with her doll's wardrobe. He multiplies gov- ernesses, spares no expense, and when, after all, his daughter turns out to be only a very pretty, sensible, domestic girl, fond of cross- stitching embroidery, and with a more decided vocation for sponge-cake and pickles than for 192 Little Foxes. poetry and composition, he is disappointed and treats her coldly ; and she is unhappy and feels that she has vexed her parents, because she cannot be what Nature never meant her to be. If John had taken meekly the present that Mother Nature gave him, and humbly set himself to inquire what it was and what it was good for, he might have had years of happiness with a modest, amiable, and domestic daughter, to whom had been given the instinct to study household good. But, again, a bustling, pickling, preserving, stocking-knitting, universal-housekeeping wo- man has a daughter who dreams over her knit- ting-work and hides a book under her sampler, — whose thoughts are straying in Greece, Rome, Germany, — who is reading, studying, thinking, writing, without knowing why ; and the mother sets herself to fight this nature, and to make the dreamy scholar into a driving, thorough- going, exact woman-of-business. How many tears are shed, how much temper wasted, how much time lost, in such encounters I Intolerance. 1 93 Each of these natures, under judicious train- ing, might be made to complete itself by cul- tivation of that which it lacked. The born housekeeper can never be made a genius, but she may add to her household virtues some rea- sonable share of literary culture and apprecia- tion, — and the born scholar may learn to come down out of her clouds, and see enough of this earth to walk its practical ways without stumbling ; but this must be done by tolerance of their nature, — by giving it play and room, — first recognizing its existence and its rights, and then seeking to add to it the properties it wants. A clever Yankee housekeeper, fruitful of re- sources, can work with any tools or with no tools at all. If she absolutely cannot get a tack-hammer with a claw on one end, she can take up carpet-nails with an iron spoon, and drive them down with a flat-iron ; and she has sense enough not to scold, though she does her work with them at considerable disadvantage, 194 Little Foxes. She knows that she is working with tools madt. for another purpose, and never thinks of being angry at their unhandiness. She might have equal patience with a daughter unhandy in physical things, but acute and skilful in mental ones, if she once had the idea suggested to her. An ambitious man has a son whom he des- tines to a learned profession. He is to be the Daniel Webster of the family. The boy has a robust, muscular frame, great physical vigor and enterprise, a brain bright and active in all that may be acquired through the bodily senses, but which is dull and confused and wandering when put to abstract book-knowledge. He knows every ship at the wharf, her build, ton- nage, and sailing qualities ; he knows every railroad-engine, its power, speed, and hours of coming and going ; he is always busy, sawing, hammering, planing, digging, driving, making bargains, with his head full of plans, all relat- ing to something outward and physical. In al 1 Intolerance, 195 tnese matters his mind works strongly, his ideas are clear, his observation acute, his con- versation sensible and worth listening to. But as to the distinction between common nouns and proper nouns, between the subject and the predicate of a sentence, between the relative pronoun and the demonstrative adjective pro- noun, between the perfect and the preter-per- fect tense, he is extremely dull and hazy. The region of abstract ideas is to him a region oi ghosts and shadows. Yet his youth is mainly a dreary wilderness of uncomprehended, in- comprehensible studies, of privations, tasks, punishments, with a sense of continual failure, disappointment, and disgrace, because his father is trying to make * scholar and a literary man out of a boy whom Nature made to till the soil or manage the material forces of the world. He might be a farmer, an engineer, a pioneer rf a new settlement, a sailor, a soldier, a thriv- ng man of business ; but he grows up feeling har his nature is a crime, and that he is good ig6 Little Foxes. for nothing, because he is not good for what he had been blindly predestined f o before he was born. Anothei boy is a born mechanic ; he under- stands machinery at a glance ; he is all the while pondering and studying and experiment- ing. But his wheels and his axles and his pulleys are all swept away, as so much irrele- vant lumber ; he is doomed to go into the Latin School, and spend three or four years in try- ing to learn what he never can learn well, — disheartened by always being at the tail of his class, and seeing many a boy inferior to himself in general culture who is rising to bril- liant distinction simply because he can remem- ber those hopeless, bewildering Greek quanti- ties and accents which he is constantly forget- ting, — as, for example, how properispomena become paroxytones when the ultimate becomes long, and proparoxytones become paroxytones when the ultimate becomes long, while paroxy- tones with a short penult remain paroxytones, Intolerance. 197 Each of this class of rules, however, having about sixteen exceptions, which hold good ex- ?ept in three or four other exceptional cases under them, the labyrinth becomes delightfully wilder and wilder ; and the crowning beauty of the whole is, that, when the bewildered boy has swallowed the whole, — tail, scales, fins, and bones, — he then is allowed to read the classics in peace, without the slightest occa- sion to refer to them again during his college course. The great trouble with the so-called classi- cal course of education is, that it is made strictly for but one class of minds, which it drills in respects for which they have by na- ture an aptitude, and to which it presents scarcely enough of difficulty to make it a men- tal discipline, while to another and equally valu- able class of minds it presents difficulties so great as actually to crush and discourage. There are, we will venture to say, in every ten boys in Boston, four, and those not the 198 Little Foxes. dullest or poorest in quality, who could never go through the discipline of the Boston Latin School without such a strain on the brain and nervous system as would leave them no power for anything else. A bright, intelligent boy, whose talents lay in the line of natural philosophy and mechan- ics, passed with brilliant success through the Boston English High School. He won the first medals, and felt all . that pride and enthu- siasm which belong to a successful student. He entered the Latin Classical School as the next step on his way to a collegiate education. With a large philosophic and reasoning brain, he had a very poor verbal and textual memory ; and here he began to see himself distanced by boys who had hitherto looked up to him. They could rattle off catalogues of names ; they could do so all the better from the habit of not thinking of what they studied. They could commit the Latin Grammar, coarse print %nd fire, and run through the interminable Intolerance. 199 mazes of Greek accents and Greek inflections. This boy of large mind and brain found him- self always behindhand, and became, in time, utterly discouraged ; no amount of study could place him on an equality with his former infe- riors. His health failed, and he dropped from school. Many a fine fellow has been lost to himself, and lost to an educated life, by just such a failure. The collegiate system is like a great coal-screen : every piece not of a cer- tain size must fall through. This may do well enough for screening coal ; but what if it were used indiscriminately for a mixture of coal and diamonds ? " Poor boy ! " said Ole Bull, compassionately, when one sought to push a schoolboy from the steps of an omnibus, where he was getting a surreptitious ride. " Poor boy ! let him stay. Who knows his trials ? Perhaps he studies Latin." The witty Heinrich Heine says, in bitter remembrance of his early sufferings, — "The 200 Little Foxes. Romans would never have conquered the world, if they had had to learn their own language. They had leisure, because they were born with the knowledge of what nouns form their accu- satives in im." Now we are not among those who decry the Greek and Latin classics. We think it a glo- rious privilege to read both those grand old tongues, and that an intelligent, cultivated man who is shut out from the converse of the splendid minds of those olden times loses a part of his birthright ; and therefore it is that we mourn that but one dry, hard, technical path, one sharp, straight, narrow way, is al- lowed into so goodly a land of knowledge. We think there is no need that the study of Greek and Latin should be made such a hor- ror. There is many a man without a verbal memory, who could neither recite in order the paradigms of the Greek verbs, nor repeat the lists of nouns that form their accusative in one termination or another, who, nevertheless, Intolerance. 201 Dy the exercise of his faculties of comparison and reasoning, could learn to read the Greek and Latin classics so as to take their sense and enjoy their spirit ; and that is all that ia worth caring for. We have known one young scholar, who could not by any possibility re- peat the lists of exceptions to the rules in the Latin Grammar, who yet delightedly filled his private note-book with quotations from the "^Eneid," and was making extracts of literary gems from his Greek Reader, at the same time that he was every day "screwed" by his tutoi upon some technical point of the language. Is there not many a master of English, many a writer and orator, who could not repeat from memory the list of nouns ending in y that form their plural in ies, with the exceptions under it ? How many of us could do this ? Would it help a good writer and fluent speaker to know the whole of Murray's Grammar by heart, or does real knowledge of a language ever come in this way ? 202 Little Foxes. At present the rich stores of ancient litera- ture are kept like the savory stew which poor Dominie Sampson heard simmering in the witch's kettle. One may have much appetite, but there is but one way of getting it. The Meg Merrilies of our educational system, with her harsh voice, and her " Gape, sinner, and swallow," is the only introduction, — and so, many a one turns and runs frightened from the feast. This intolerant mode of teaching the classi- cal languages is peculiar to them alone. Mul- titudes of girls and boys are learning to read and to speak German, French, and Italian, and to feel all the delights of expatiating in the lit- erature of a new language, purely because of a simpler, more natural, less pedantic mode of teaching these languages. Intolerance in the established system of edu- cation works misery in families, because family pride decrees that every boy of good status in society, will he, nill he, shall go through col* Intolerance. 203 lege, or he almost forfeits his position as a gentleman, "Not go to Cambridge!" says Scholasticus to his first-born. " Why, I went there, — and my father, and his father, and his father before him. Look at the Cambridge Catalogue and you will see the names of our family ever since the College was founded ! " "But I can't learn Latin and Greek," says young Scholasticus. " I can't remember all those rules and exceptions. I Ve tried, and I can't. If you could only know how my head feels when I try ! And I won't be at the foot of the class all the time, if I have to get my living by digging." Suppose, now, the boy is pushed on at the point of the bayonet to a kind of knowledge in which he has no interest, communicated in a way that requires faculties which Nature has not given him, — what occurs ? He goes through his course, either shamming, shirki?ig, ponyifig, all the while consciously dis« 204 Little Foxes. credited and dishonored, — or else, putting forth an effort that is a draft on all his nervous energy, he makes merely a decent scholar, and loses his health for life. Now, if the principle of toleration were once admitted into classical education, — if it were admitted that the great object is to read and enjoy a language, and the stress of the teach- ing were placed on the few things absolutely essential to this result, — if the tortoise were allowed time to creep, and the bird permitted to fly, and the fish to swim, towards the en- chanted and divine sources of Helicon, — all might in their own way arrive there, and re- joice in its flowers, its beauty, and its cool- ness. " But," say the advocates of the present sys- tem, " it is good mental discipline." I doubt it. It is mere waste of time. When a boy has learned that in the genitive plural of the first declension of Greek nouns the final syllable is circumflexed, but to this there Intolerance. 205 are the following exceptions : 1. That feminine adjectives and participles in -09, -rj y -ov are ac- cented like the genitive masculine, but other feminine adjectives and participles are peris- pomena in the genitive plural ; 2. That the substantives ckrestes, aphue, etesiai, and chlounes in the genitive plural remain paroxytones, (Kiihner's Elementary Greek Grammar, page 22,) — I say, when a boy has learned this and twenty other things just like it, his mind has not been one whit more disciplined than if he had learned the list of the old thirteen States, the number and names of the newly adopted ones, the times of their adoption, and the pop- ulation, commerce, mineral and agricultural wealth of each. These, too, are merely exer- cises of memory, but they are exercises in what is of some interest and some use. The particulars above cited are of so little use in understanding the Greek classics' that I will venture to say that there are intelligent English scholars, who have never read any^ 206 Little Foxes. thing but Bohn's translations, who have more genuine knowledge of the spirit of the Greek mind, and the peculiar idioms of the language, and more enthusiasm for it, than many a poor fellow who has stumbled blindly through the originals with the bayonet of the tutor at his heels, and his eyes and ears full of the Scotch snuff of the Greek Grammar. What then ? Shall we not learn these an- cient tongues ? By all means. " So many times as I learn a language, so many times I become a man," said Charles V. ; and he said rightly. Latin and Greek are foully belied by the prejudices created by this technical, pedan- tic mode of teaching them, which makes one ragged, prickly bundle of all the dry facts of the language, and insists upon it that the boy shall not see one glimpse of its beauty, glory, or in- terest, till he has swallowed and digested the whole mass. Many die in this wilderness with their shoes worn out before reaching the Prom- ised Land of Plato and the Tragedians. Intolerance. 207 " But," say our college authorities, " look at England. An English schoolboy learns three times the Latin and Greek that our boys learn, and has them well drubbed in." And English boys have three times more beef and pudding in their constitution than American boys have, and three times less of nerves. The difference of nature must be con- sidered here ; and the constant influence flow- ing from English schools and universities must be tempered by considering who we are, what sort of boys we have to deal with, what treat- ment they can bear, and what are the needs of our growing American society. The demands of actual life, the living, visible facts of practical science, in so large and new a country as ours, require that the ideas of the ancients should be given us in the shortest and most economical way possible, and that scholastic technicalities should be reserved to those whom Nature made with especial refer- ence to their preservation. • 208 Little Foxes. On no subject is there more intolerant judg- ment, and more suffering from such intoler- ance, than on the much mooted one of the education of children. Treatises on education require altogether too much of parents, and impose burdens of respon- sibility on tender spirits which crush the life and strength out of them. Parents have been talked to as if each child came to them a soft, pulpy mass, which they were to pinch and pull and pat and stroke into shape quite at their leisure, — and a good pattern being placed be- fore them, they were to proceed immediately to set up and construct a good human being in conformity therewith. It is strange that believers in the divine in- spiration of the Bible should have entertained this idea, overlooking the constant and affect- ing declaration of the great Heavenly Father that He has nourished and brought up children and they have rebelled against Him, togethei with His constant appeals, — " What could Intolerance. 209 have been done more to my vineyard that I have not done in it ? Wherefore, when I looked that it should bring forth grapes, brought it forth wild grapes ? " If even God, wiser, better, purer, more loving, admits Him- self baffled in this great work, is it expedient to say to human beings that the forming power, the deciding force, of a child's character is in their hands ? Many a poor feeble woman's health has been strained to breaking, and her life darkened, by the laying ->n her shoulders of a burden of re- sponsibility that never ought to have been placed there ; and many a mother has been hindered from using such powers as God has given her, because some preconceived mode of operation has been set up before her which she could no more make effectual than David could wear the armor of Saul. A gentle, loving, fragile creature marries a otrong-willed, energetic man, and by tHe laws of natural descent has a boy given to her of 210 Little Foxes. twice her amount of will and energy. She is just as helpless, in the mere struggle of will and authority with such a child, as she would be in a physical wrestle with a six-foot man. What then ? Has Nature left her help- less for her duties ? Not if she understands her nature, and acts in the line of it. She has no power of command, but she has power of persuasion. She can neither bend nor break the boy's iron will, but she can melt it. She has tact to avoid the conflict in which she would be worsted. She can charm, amuse, please, and make willing ; and her fine and subtile influences, weaving themselves about him day after day, become more and more powerful. Let her alone, and she will have her boy yet. But now some bustling mother-in-law or other privileged expounder says to her, — " My dear, it 's your solemn duty to break that boy's will. I broke my boy's will short off. Keep your whip in sight, meet him at Intolerance. 2 i I every turn, fight him whenevei he crosses you, never let him get one victory, and finally his will will be wholly subdued." Such advice is mischievous, because what it proposes is as utter an impossibility to the wo- man's nature as for a cow to scratch up worms for her calf, or a hen to suckle her chickens. There are men and women of strong, reso- lute will who are gifted with the power of gov- erning the wills of others. Such persons can govern in this way, — and their government, being in the line of their nature, acting strongly, consistently, naturally, makes every- thing move harmoniously. Let them be con- tent with their own success, but let them not set up as general education-doctors, or apply their experience to all possible cases. Again, there are others, and among them some of the loveliest and purest natures, who have no power of command. They have suffi- cient tenacity of will as respects their own course, but have no compulsory power o* r er the 212 Little Foxes. wills of others. Many such women have been most successful mothers, when they followed the line of their own natures, and did not un- dertake what they never could do. Infltience is a slower acting force than au- thority. It seems weaker, but in the long run it often effects more. It always does better than mere force and authority without its gen- tle modifying power. She who obtains an absolute and perfect government over a child, so that he obeys, cer- tainly and almost mechanically produces effects which are more appreciable in their immediate action on family life ; her family will be more orderly, her children in their childhood will do her more credit. But she who has consciously no power of this kind, whose children are often turbulent and unmanageable, need not despair if she feel that through affection, reason, and con- science, she still retains a strong influence over them. If she cannot govern her boy, she can Intolerance. 213 do even a better thing if she can inspire him with a purpose to govern himself ; for a boy taught to govern himself is a better achieve- ment than a boy merely governed. If a mother, therefore, is high-principled, re- ligious, affectionate, if she never uses craft or deception, if she governs her temper and sets a good example, let her hold on in good hope, though she cannot produce the discipline of a man-of-war in her noisy little flock, or make all move as smoothly as some other women to whom God has given another and different tal- ent ; and let her not be discouraged, if she seem often to accomplish but little in that arduous work of forming human character wherein the great Creator of the world has declared Himself at times baffled. Family tolerance must take great account of the stages and periods of development and growth in children. The passage of a human being from one stage of development to another, like the sun's pas- 214 L ittl e Foxes. sage across the equator, frequently has its storms and tempests. The change to man- hood and womanhood often involves brain, nerves, body, and soul in confusion ; the child sometimes seems lost to himself and his par- ents, — his very nature changing. In this sen- sitive state come restless desires, unreasonable longings, unsettled purposes ; and the fatal habit of indulgence in deadly stimulants, ruin- ing all the life, often springs from the cravings of this transition period. Here must come in the patience of the saints. The restlessness must be soothed, the family hearth must be tolerant enough to keep there the boy, whom Satan will receive and cherish, if his mother does not. The male element sometimes pours into a boy, like the tides in the Bay of Fundy, with tumult and tossing. He is noisy, vociferous, uproarious, and seems bent only on disturbance ; he despises conven- tionalities, he hates parlors, he longs for the woods, the sea, the converse of rough men, Intolerance. 215 and kicks at constraint of all kinds. Have patience now, let love have its perfect work, and in a year or two, if no deadly physical habits set in, a quiet, well-mannered gentle- man will be evolved. Meanwhile, if he does not wipe his shoes, and if he will fling his hat upon the floor, and tear his clothes, and bang and hammer and shout, and cause general con- fusion in his belongings, do not despair ; for if you only get your son, the hat and clothes and shoes and noise and confusion do not mat- ter. Any amount of toleration that keeps a boy contented at home is treasure well ex- pended at this time of life. One thing not enough reflected on is, that in this transition period between childhood and maturity the heaviest draft and strain of school education occurs. The boy is fitting for the university, the girl going through the studies of the college senior year, and the brain-power, which is working almost to the breaking-point to perfect the physical change, has the addi 2 1 6 L it tie Foxes. tional labor of all the drill and discipline of school. The girl is growing into a tall and shapely woman, and the poor brain is put to it to find enough phosphate of lime, carbon, and other what not, to build her fair edifice. The bills flow in upon her thick and fast ; she pays out hand over hand : if she had only her woman to build, she might get along, but now come in demands for algebra, geometry, music, language, and the poor brain-bank stops payment ; some part of the work is shabbily done, and a crooked spine or weakened lungs are the result. Boarding-schools, both for boys and girls, are for the most part composed of young peo- ple in this most delicate, critical portion of their physical, mental, and moral development, whose teachers are expected to put them through one straight, severe course of drill, without the slightest allowance for the great physical facts of their being. No wonder they are difficult to manage, and that so many of Intolerance. 2 1 7 them drop, physically, mentally, and morally halt and maimed. It is not the teacher's fault ; he but fulfils the paieiit's requisition, which dooms his child without appeal to a certain course, simply because others have gone through it. Finally, as my sermon is too long already, let me end with a single reflection. Every human being has some handle by which he may be lifted, some groove in which he was meant to run ; and the great work of life, as far as our relations with each other are con- cerned, is to lift each one by his own proper handle, and run each one in his own proper groove. VI- DISCOURTESY. "XT OR my part," said my wife, "I think oni of the greatest destroyers of domestic peace is Discourtesy. People neglect, with their nearest friends, those refinements and civilities which they practise with strangers." " My dear Madam, I am of another opinion," said Bob Stephens. " The restraints of eti- quette, the formalities of ceremony, are tedious enough in out-door life ; but when a man comes home, he wants leave to take off his tight boots and gloves, wear the gown and slippers, and speak his mind freely without troubling his head where it hits. Home-life should be the communion of people who have learned to understand each other, who allow each other a generous latitude and freedom. One wants one place where he may feel at Discourtesy. 219 liberty to be tired or dull or disagreeable with- out ruining his character. Home is the place where we should expect to live somewhat on the credit which a full knowledge of each oth- er's goodness and worth inspires ; and it is not necessary for intimate friends to go every day through those civilities and attentions which they practise with strangers, any more than it is necessary, among literary people, to repeat the alphabet over every day before one begins to read." " Yes," said Jennie, " when a young gentle- man is paying his addresses, he helps a young lady out of a carriage so tenderly, and holds back her dress so adroitly, that not a particle of mud gets on it from the wheels ; but when the mutual understanding is complete, and the affection perfect, and she is his wife, he sits still and holds the horse and lets her climb out alone. To be sure, when pretty Miss Tit- mouse is visiting them, he still shows himself gallant, flies from the carriage, and holds back 220 Little Foxes. her dress : that 's because he does n't love her nor she him, and they are not on the ground of mutual affection. When a gentleman is only engaged, or a friend, if you hem him a cravat or mend his gloves, he thanks you in the blandest manner ; but when you are once sure of his affection, he only says, ' Very well ; now I wish you would look over my shirts, and mend that rip in my coat, — and be sure don't forget it, as you did yesterday.' For all which reasons," said Miss Jennie, with a toss of her pretty head, " I mean to put off marry- ing as long as possible, because I think it far more agreeable to have gentlemen friends with whom I stand on the ground of ceremony and politeness than to be restricted to one who is living on the c r edit of his affection. I don't want a man who gapes in my face, reads a newspaper all breakfast -time while I want somebody to talk to, smokes cigars all the evening, or reads to himself when I would like him to be entertaining, and considers his affeo- Discourtesy. 221 ticn for me as his right and title to make him- self generally disagreeable. If he has a bright face, and pleasant, entertaining, gallant ways. I like to be among the ladies who may have the benefit of them, and should take care how I lost my title to it by coming with him on to the ground of domestic affection." " Well, Miss Jennie," said Bob, " it is n't merely our sex who are guilty of making them- selves less agreeable after marriage. Your dapper little fairy creatures, who dazzle us so with wondrous and fresh toilettes, who are so trim and neat and sprightly and enchanting, what becomes of them after marriage ? If he reads the newspaper at the breakfast-table, per- haps it 's because there is a sleepy, dowdy wo- man opposite, in a faded gingham wrapper, put on in the sacredness of domestic privacy, and perhaps she has laid aside those crisp, spark- ling, bright little sayings and doings that used to make it impossible to look at or listen to anybody else when she was about. Such things 222 Little Foxes. are, sometimes, among the goddesses, I believe. Of course, Marianne and I know nothing of these troubles ; we, being a model pair, sit among the clouds and speculate on all these matters as spectators merely." " Well, you see what your principle leads to, carried out," said Jennie. " If home is merely the place where one may feel at lib- erty to be tired or dull or disagreeable, with- out losing one's character, I think the women have far more right to avail themselves of the liberty than the men ; for all the lonesome, dull, disagreeable part of home-life comes into their department. It is they who must keep awake with the baby, if it frets ; and if they do not feel spirits to make an attractive toilette in the morning, or have not the airy, graceful fancies that they had when they were girls, it is not so very much against them. A house- keeper and nursery-maid cannot be expected to be quite as elegant in her toilette and as entertaining in her ways as a girl without a Discourtesy. 223 care in hei father's house ; but I think that this is no excuse for husbands neglecting the little civilities and attentions which they used to show before marriage. They are strong and well and hearty ; go out into the world and hear and see a great deal that keeps their minds moving and awake ; and they ought to entertain their wives after marriage just as their wives entertained them before. That 's the way my husband must do, or I will never have one, — and it will be small loss, if I don't," said Miss Jennie. " Well," said Bob, " I must endeavor to ini- tiate Charley Sedley in time." " Charley Sedley, Bob ! " said Jennie, with crimson indignation. " I wonder you will al- ways bring up that old story, when I 've told you a hundred times how disagreeable it is ! Charley and I are good friends, but — " " There, there," said Bob, " that will do ; you don't need to proceed further." " You only said that because you could n't answer my argument," said Jennie. 224 Little Foxes. "Well, my dear," said Bob, "you know ev erything has two sides to it, and I '11 admit that you have brought up the opposite side to mine quite handsomely ; but, for all that, I am convinced, that, if what I said was not really the truth, yet the truth lies somewhere in the vicinity of it. As I said before, so I say again, true love ought to beget a freedom which shall do away with the necessity of ceremony, and much may and ought to be tolerated among near and dear friends that would be discour- teous among strangers. I am just as sure of this as of anything in the world." " And yet," said my wife, " there is certainly truth in the much quoted lines of Cowper, on Friendship, where he says, — " As similarity of mind, Or something not to be defined, First fixes our attention, So manners decent and polite, The same we pract'sed at first sight, Will save it from declension." " Well, now," said Bob, " I Ve seen enough Discourtesy. 225 of Fiench politeness between married people When I was in Paris, I remember there was in our boarding-house a Madame de Villiers, whose husband had conferred upon her his name and the de belonging to it, in considera- tion of a snug little income which she brought to him by the marriage. His conduct towards her was a perfect model of all the graces of civilized life. It was true that he lived on her income, and spent it in promenading the Bou- levards, and visiting theatres and operas with divers fair friends of easy morals ; still all this was so courteously, so politely, so diplomatically arranged with Madame, that it was quite worth while to be neglected and cheated for the sake of having the thing done in so finished and elegant a manner. According to his showing, Monsieur had taken the neat little apartment for her in our pension, because his circumstances were embarrassed, and he would be in despair to drag such a creature into hardships which he described as terrific, and which he was re- 10* o 226 Little Foxes, solved heroically to endure alone. No, while a sous remained to them, his adored Julie should have her apartment and the comforts of life secured to her, while the barest attic should suffice for him. Never did he visit her without kissing her hand with the homage due to a princess, complimenting her on her good looks, bringing bonbons, entertaining her with most ravishing small-talk of all the interesting on-dits in Paris ; and these visits were most particu- larly frequent as the time for receiving her quarterly instalments approached. And so Ma- dame adored him and could refuse him noth- ing, believed all his stories, and was well con- tent to live on a fourth of her own income for the sake of so engaging a husband." " Well," said Jennie, " I don't know to what purpose your anecdote is related, but to me it means simply this : if a rascal, without heart, without principle, without any good quality, can win and keep a woman's heart merely by being invariably polite and agreeable, while in hex Discourtesy. 227 presence, how much more might a man of sense and principle and real affection do by the same means ! I 'm sure, if a man who neg- lects a woman, and robs her of her money, nevertheless keeps her affections, merely be- cause whenever he sees her he is courteous and attentive, it certainly shows that courtesy stands for a great deal in the matter of love." " With foolish women," said Bob. " Yes, and with sensible ones too," said my wife. " Your Monsieur presents a specimen of the French way of doing a bad thing ; but I know a poor woman whose husband did the same thing in English fashion, without kisses or compliments. Instead of flattering, he swore at her, and took her money away without the ceremony of presenting bonbons ; and I assure you, if the thing must be done at all, I would, for my part, much rather have it done in the French than the English manner. The courtesy, as far as it goes, is a good, and far better than nothing, — though, of course, one would rather 228 Little Foxes. have substantial good with it. If one must be robbed, one would rather have one's money wheedled away agreeably, with kisses and bon- bons, than be knocked down and trampled upon." " The mistake that is made on this subject," said I, "is in comparing, as people generally do, a polished rascal with a boorish good man ; but the polished rascal should be compared with the polished good man, and the boorish rascal with the boorish good man, and then we get the true value of the article. " It is true, as a general rule, that those races of men that are most distinguished for outward urbanity and courtesy are the least distinguished for truth and sincerity ; and hence the well-known alliterations, ' fair and false,' ' smooth and slippery.' The fair and false Greek, the polished and wily Italian, the cour- teous and deceitful Frenchman, are associations which, to the strong, downright, courageous Anglo-Saxon, make up-and-down rudeness and Discourtesy. 229 blunt discourtesy a type of truth and hon- esty. " No one can read French literature without feeling how the element of courtesy pervades every department of life, — how carefully people avoid being personally disagreeable in their in- tercourse. A domestic quarrel, if we may trust French plays, is carried on with all the refine- ments of good breeding, and insults are given with elegant civility. It seems impossible to translate into French the direct and downright brutalities which the English tongue allows. The whole intercourse of life is arranged on the understanding that all personal contacts shall be smooth and civil, and such as to ob- viate the necessity of personal jostle and jar. " Does a Frenchman engage a clerk or other employe, and afterwards hear a report to his disadvantage, the last thing he would think of would be to tell a downright unpleasant truth to*the man. He writes him a civil note, and tells him, that, in consequence of sn unex- 230 Little Foxes. pected change of business, he shall not need an assistant in that department, and much re- grets that this will deprive him of Monsieur's agreeable society, etc. "A more striking example cannot be found of this sort of intercourse than the representa- tion in the life of Madame George Sand of the proceedings between her father and his mother. There is all the romance of affection between this mother and son. He writes her the most devoted letters, he kisses her hand on every page, he is the very image of a gallant, charm- ing, lovable son, while at the same time he is secretly making arrangements for a private mar- riage with a woman of low rank and indiffer- ent reputation, — a marriage which he knows would be like death to his mother. He mar- ries, lives with his wife, has one or two chil- dren by her, before he will pain the heart of his adored mother by telling her the truth. The adored mother suspects her son, but no trace of the suspicion appears in her letters to Discourtesy. 231 him. The questions which an English parent would level at him point-blank she is entirely too delicate to address to her dear Maurice ; but she puts them to the Prefect of Police, and ferrets out the marriage through legal docu- ments, while yet no trace of this knowledge dims the affectionateness of her letters, or the serenity of her reception of her son when he comes to bestow on her the time which he can spare from his family cares. In an Eng- lish or American family there would have been a battle royal, an open rupture ; whereas this courteous son and mother go on for years with this polite drama, she pretending to be deceived while she is not, and he supposing that he is sparing her feelings by the deception. " Now it is the reaction from such a style of life on the truthful Anglo-Saxon nature that leads to an undervaluing of courtesy, as if it were of necessity opposed to sincerity. But it does not follow, because all is not gold that glitters, that nothing that glitters is gold, and 232 Little Foxes. because courtesy and delicacy of personal inter- course are often perverted to deceit, that they are not valuable allies of truth. No woman would prefer a slippery, plausible rascal to a rough, unceremonious honest man ; but of two men equally truthful and affectionate, every wo- man would prefer the courteous one." "Well," said Bob, "there is a loathsome, sickly stench of cowardice and distrust about all this kind of French delicacy that is enough to drive an honest fellow to the other extreme. True love ought to be a robust, hardy plant, that can stand a free out-door life of sun and wind and rain. People who are too delicate and courteous ever fully to speak their minds to each other are apt to have stagnant residu- ums of unpleasant feelings which breed all sorts of gnats and mosquitos. My rule is, Say ev- erything out as you go along ; have your little tiffs, and get over them ; jar and jolt and rub a little, and learn to take rubs and bear jolts " If I take less thought and use less civility Discourtesy. 233 of expression, in announcing to Marianne that her coffee is roasted too much, than I did to old Mrs. Pollux when I boarded with her, it 's because I take it Marianne is somewhat more a part of myself than old Mrs. Pollux was, — that there is an intimacy and confidence be- tween us which will enable us to use the short- hand of life, — that she will not fall into a pas- sion or fly into hysterics, but will merely speak tc cook in good time. If I don't thank her for mending my glove in just the style that I did when I was a lover, it is. because now she does that sort of thing for me so often that it would be a downright bore to her to have me always on my knees about it. All that I could think of to say about her graceful handiness and her delicate needle-work has been said so often, and is so well understood, that it has entirely lost the zest of originality. Marianne and I have had sundry little battles, in which the victory came out on both sides, each of us thinking the better of the other for the vigor 234 Little Foxes. and spirit with which we conducted matters , and our habit of perfect plain-speaking and truth-telling to each other is better than all the delicacies that ever were hatched up in the hot-bed of French sentiment." " Perfectly true, perfectly right," said I. " Ev- ery word good as gold. Truth before all things ; sincerity before all things : pure, clear, diamond- bright sincerity is of more value than the gold of Ophir ; the foundation of all love must rest here. How those people do who live in the nearest and dearest intimacy with friends who they believe will lie to them for any purpose, even the most refined and delicate, is a mys- tery to me. If I once know that my wife or my friend will tell me only what they think will be agreeable to me, then I am at once lost, my way is a pathless quicksand. But all this being premised, I still say that we Anglo- Saxons might improve our domestic life, if we would graft upon the strong stock of its homely sincerity the courteous graces of the French char?^ter. Discourtesy. 235 "If anybody wishes to know exactly what I mean by this, let him read the Memoir of De Tocque^iPe, whom I take to be the representa- tive of the French ideal man ; and certainly the Kind of family life which his domestic let- ters disclose has a delicacy and a beauty which adorn its solid worth. "What I have to say on this matter is, that it is very dangerous for any individual man or any race of men continually to cry up the virtues to which they are constitutionally in- clined, and to be constantly dwelling with rep- robation on faults to which they have no man- ner of temptation. " I think that we of the English race may set it down as a general rule, that we are in no danger of becoming hypocrites in domestic life through an extra sense of politeness, and in some danger of becoming boors from a rough, uncultivated instinct of sincerity. But to bring the matter to a practical point, I will specify some particulars in which the courtesy 236 Little Foxes. we show to strangers might with advantage be grafted into our home-life. "In the first place, then, let us watch our course when we are entertaining strangers whose good opinion we wish to propitiate We dress ourselves with care, we study whal it will be agreeable to say, we do not sufifei our natural laziness to prevent our being very alert in paying small attentions, we start across the room for an easier chair, we stoop to pick up the fan, we search for the mislaid news- paper, and all this for persons in whom we have no particular interest beyond the passing hour ; while with those friends whom we love and respect we too often sit in our old faded habili- ments, and let them get their own chair, and look up their own newspaper, and fight their own way daily, without any of this preventing care. " In the matter of personal adornment, espe- cially, there are a great many people who are cnargeable with the same fault that I have Discourtesy . 237 already spoken of in reference to household arrangements. They have a splendid ward- robe for company, and a shabby and sordid one for domestic life. A woman puts all her income into party-dresses, and thinks anything will do to wear at home. All her old tumbled finery, her frayed, dirty silks and soiled ribbons, are made to do duty for her hours of inter- course with her dearest friends. Some seem to be really principled against wearing a hand- some dress in every-day life ; they ' cannot afford' to be well-dressed in private. Now what I should recommend would be to take the money necessary for one or two party- dresses and spend it upon an appropriate and tasteful home-toilette, and to make it an avowed object to look prettily at home. " We men are a sort of stupid, blind animals : we know when we are pleased, but we don't know what it is that pleases us ; we say we don't care anything about flowers, but if there is a flower-garden under our window, somehow 238 Little Foxes. or other we are dimly conscious of it, and feel that there is something pleasant there ; and so when our wives and daughters are prettily and tastefully attired, we know it, and it glad- dens our life far more than we are perhaps aware of." "Well, Papa," said Jennie, "I think the men ought to take just as much pains to get them- selves up nicely after marriage as the women. I think there are such things as tumbled shirt- collars and frowzy hair and muddy shoes brought into the domestic sanctuary, as well as frayed silks and dirty ribbons." " Certainly," I said ; " but you know we are the natural Hottentot, and you are the mission- aries who are to keep us from degenerating ; we are the clumsy, old, blind Vulcan, and you the fair Cytherea, the bearers of the magic cestus, and therefore it is to you that this head more particularly belongs. " Now I maintain that in family-life there should be an effort not only to be neat and Discourtesy. 239 decent in the arrangement of our person, but to be also what the French call coquette, — or to put it in plain English, there should be an endeavor to make ourselves look handsome in the eyes of our dearest friends. " Many worthy women, who would not for the world be found wanting in the matter of personal neatness, seem somehow to have the notion that any study of the arts of personal beauty in family-life is unmatronly ; they buy their clothes with simple reference to econ- omy, and have them made up without any question of becomingness ; and hence marriage sometimes transforms a charming, trim, tripping young lady into a waddling matron whose every-day toilette suggests only the idea of a feather-bed tied round with a string. For my part, I do not believe that the summary ban- ishment of the Graces from the domestic cir- cle as soon as the first baby makes its appear- ance is at all conducive to domestic affection. Nor do I think that there is any need of so 240 Little Foxes. doing. These good housewives are in dange like other saints, of falling into the error ( 1 neglecting the body through too much thought- fulness for others and too little for themselves. If a woman ever had any attractiveness, let her try and keep it, setting it down as one of her domestic talents. As for my erring broth- ers who violate the domestic sanctuary by tousled hair, tumbled linen, and muddy shoes, I deliver them over to Miss Jennie without benefit of clergy. "My second head is, that there should be in family-life the same delicacy in the avoid- ance of disagreeable topics that characterizes the intercourse of refined society among stran- gers. "I do not think that it makes family-life more sincere, or any more honest, to have the members of a domestic circle feel a freedom to blurt out in each other's faces, without thought or care, all the disagreeable things that may occur to them : as, for example Discourtesy 241 1 How horridly you look this morning ! What 's the matter with you ? ' — 'Is there a pimple coming on your nose ? or what is that spot ? ' — ' What made you buy such a dreadfully un- becoming dress ? It sets like a witch ! Who cut it ? ' — ' What makes you wear that pair of old shoes ? ' — ' Holloa, Bess ! is that your par- ty-rig ? I should think you were going out for a walking advertisement of a flower-store ! ' — Observations of this kind between husbands and wives, brothers and sisters, or intimate friends, do not indicate sincerity, but obtuse- ness ; and the person who remarks on the pimple on your nose is in many cases just as apt to deceive you as the most accomplished Frenchwoman who avoids disagreeable topics in your presence. "&Iany families seem to think that it is a proof of family union and good-nature that they can pick each other to pieces, joke on each other's feelings and infirmities, and treat each other with a general tally-ho-ing rudeness with- 11 r 242 Little Foxes. out any offence or ill-feeling. If there is a limping sister, there is a never-failing supply of jokes on ' Dot-and-go-one ' ; and so with other defects and peculiarities of mind or man- ners. Now the perfect good-nature and mu- tual confidence which allow all this liberty are certainly admirable ; but the liberty itself is far from making home-life interesting or agree- able. ~) "Jokes upon personal or mental infirmities, and a general habit of saying things in jest which would be the height of rudeness if said in earnest, are all habits which take from the delicacy of family affection. "In all this rough playing with edge-tools many are hit and hurt wno are ashamed or afraid to complain. And after all, what pos- sible good or benefit comes from it ? Courage to say disagreeable things, when it is neces- sary to say them for the highest good of the person addressed, is a sublime quality ; but a careless habit of saying them, in the mere Discourtesy. 24 3 lreedom of family intercourse, is certainly as great a spoiler of the domestic vines as any fox running " There is one point under this head which I enlarge upon for the benefit of my own sex : I mean table-criticisms. The conduct of house- keeping, in the present state of domestic ser- vice, certainly requires great allowance ; and the habit of unceremonious comment on the cooking and appointments of the table, in which some husbands habitually allow them- selves, is the most unpardonable form of do- mestic rudeness. If a wife has philosophy enough not to mind it, so much the worse for her husband, as it confirms him in an unseem- ly habit, embarrassing to guests and a bad ex- ample to children. If she has no feelings that he is bound to respect, he should at least re- spect decorum and good taste, and confine the discussion of such matters to private inter- course, and not initiate every guest and child into the grating and greasing of the wheels of the domestic machinery. 244 Little Foxes. "Another thing in which families might im- itate the politeness of strangers is a wise reti- cence with regard to the asking of questions and the offering of advice. " A large family includes many persons of different tastes, habits, modes of thinking and acting, and it would be wise and well to leave to each one that measure of freedom in these respects which the laws of general politeness require. Brothers and sisters may love each other very much, and yet not enough to make joint-stock of all their ideas, plans, wishes, schemes, friendships. There are in every fam- ily-circle individuals whom a certain sensitive- ness of nature inclines to quietness and re serve ; and there are very well-meaning fam ilies where no such quietness or reserve is pos- sible. Nobody can be let alone, nobody may have a secret, nobody can move in any direc- tion, without a host of inquiries and comments 1 Who is your letter from ? Let 's see.' — ' My letter is from So-and-So.' — ' He writing to you ? Discourtesy. 245 [ did n't know that. What 's he writing about ? ' — ' Where did you go yesterday ? What did you buy ? What did you give for it ? What are you going to do with it ? - ' Seems to me that 's an odd way to do. I should n't do so.' — ' Look here, Mary ; Sarah 's going to have a dress of silk tissue this spring. Now I think they 're too dear, — don't you ? ' "I recollect seeing in some author a descrip- tion of a true gentleman, in which, among other traits, he was characterized as the man that asks the fewest questions. This trait of re- fined society might be adopted into home-life in a far greater degree than it is, and make it far more agreeable. "If there is perfect unreserve and mutual confidence, let it show itself in free communi- cations coming unsolicited. It may fairly be presumed, that, if there is anything our inti- mate friends wish us to know, they will tell us of it, — and that when we are on close and con- fidential terms with persons, and there are 246 Little Foxes. topics on which they do not speak to us, it is because for some reason they prefer to keep silence concerning them ; and the delicacy that respects a friend's silence is one of the charms of life. "As with the asking of questions, so with the offering of advice, there should be among friends a wise reticence. . "Some families are always calling each other to account at every step of the day. 'What did you put on that dress for ? Why did n't you wear that ? ' — ' What did you do this for ? Why did n't you do that ? ' — ' Now / should advise you to do thus and so/ — And these comments and criticisms and advices are ac- companied with an energy of feeling that makes it rather difficult to disregard them. "Now it is no matter how dear and how good our friends may be, if they abridge our liberty and fetter the free exercise of our life, it is inevitable that we shall come to enjoying ourselves much better where they are not than Discourtesy. 247 where they are ; and one of the reasons why brothers and sisters or children so often diverge from the family-circle in the choice of confi- dants is, that extraneous friends are bound by certain laws of delicacy not to push inquiries, criticisms, or advice too far. "Parents would do well to remember in time when their children have grown up into inde- pendent human beings, and use with a wise moderation those advisory and admonitory pow- ers with which they guided their earlier days. Let us give everybody a right to live his own life, as far as possible, and avoid imposing our own personalities on another. "If I were to picture a perfect family, it should be a union of people of individual and marked character, who through love have come to a perfect appreciation of each other, and who so wisely understand themselves and one another that each may move freely along his or her own track without jar or jostle, — a family where affection is always sympathetic and receptive, but never inquisitive, — where 248 Little Foxes. all personal delicacies are respected, — and where there is a sense of privacy and seclusion in following one's own course, unchallenged by the watchfulness of others, yet withal a sense of society and support in a knowledge of the kind dispositions and interpretations of all around. " In treating of family discourtesies, I have avoided speaking of those which come from ill-temper and brute selfishness, because these are sins more than mistakes. An angry per- son is generally impolite ; and where conten- tion and ill-will are, there can be no courtesy. What I have mentioned are rather the lackings of good and often admirable people, who merely need to consider in their family-life a little more of whatsoever things are lovely. With such the mere admission of anything to be pursued as a duty secures the purpose ; only in theit somewhat earnest pursuit of the substantiate of life they drop and pass by the little things that give it sweetness and perfume. To such a word is enough, and that word is said." VII. EXACTINGNESS. A T length I am arrived at my seventh fox, — the last of the domestic quadrupeds against which I have vowed a crusade, — and here opens the chase of him. I call him EX A CTINGNESS. And having done this, I drop the metaphor, for fear of chasing it beyond the rules of graceful rhetoric, and shall proceed to define the trait. All the other domestic faults of which I have treated have relation to the manner in which the ends of life are pursued ; but this one is an underlying, false, and diseased state of con- ception as to the very ends and purposes of life itself. If a piano is tuned to exact concert pitch, the majority of voices must fall below it ; for ii * 250 Little Foxes. which reason, most people indulgently allow their pianos to be tuned a little below this point, in accommodation to the average power of the human voice. Persons of only ordinary powers of voice would be considered absolute monomaniacs, who should insist on having their pianos tuned to accord with any abstract no- tion of propriety or perfection, — rendering themselves wretched by persistently singing all their pieces miserably out of tune in conse- quence. Yet there are persons who keep the require- ments of life strained up always at concert pitch, and are thus worn out and made misera- ble all their days by the grating of a perpetual discord. There is a faculty of the human mind to which phrenologists have given the name of Ideality, which is at the foundation of this exactingness. Ideality is the faculty oy which we conceive of and long for perfection ; and at a glance it will be seen, that, so far from being Exacting? t'ess. 2 5 1 d\\ evil ingredient of human nature, it is the one element of progress that distinguishes man's nature from that of the brute. While animals go on from generation to generation, learning nothing and forgetting nothing, prac- tising their small circle of the arts of life no better and no worse from year to year, man is driven by ideality to constant invention and alteration, whence come arts, sciences, and the whole progress of society. Ideality induces discontent with present attainments, posses- sions, and performances, and hence come bet- ter and better ones. So in morals, ideality constantly incites to higher and nobler modes of living and thinking, and is the faculty to which the most effective teachings of the great Master of Christianity are addressed. To be dissatisfied with present attainments, with earth- ly things and scenes, to aspire and press on to something forever fair, yet forever receding be- fore our steps, — this is the teaching of Chris- tianity, and the work of the Christian. 252 Little Foxes. But every faculty has its own instinctive, wild growth, which, like the spontaneous produce of the earth, is crude and weedy. Revenge, says Lord Bacon, is a sort of wild justice, obstinacy is untutored firmness, — and so exactingness is untrained ideality ; and a vast deal of misery, social and domestic, comes, not of the faculty, but of its untrained exercise. The faculty which is ever conceiving and desiring something better and more perfect must be modified in its action by good sense, patience, and conscience, or it induces a mor- bid, discontented spirit, which courses through the veins of individual and family life like a subtle poison. In a certain neighborhood are two families whose social and domestic animus illustrates the difference between ideality and the want of it. The Day tons are a large, easy-natured, joy ous race, hospitable, kindly, and friendly. Nothing about their establishment is mucb Exactingness. 253 above mediocrity. The grounds are tolerably kept,, the table is tolerably fair, the servant? moderately good, and the family character anc attainments of the same average level. Mrs. Dayton is a decent housekeeper, and so her bread be not sour, her butter not frowy, the food abundant, and the table-cloth ana dishes clean, she troubles her head little with the niceties and refinements of the menage. She accepts her children as they come from the hand of Nature, simply opening her eyes to discern what they are, never raising the query what she would have had them, — form ing no very high expectations concerning them and well content with whatever develops. A visitor in the family can easily see a thou sand defects in the conduct of affairs, in the management of the children, and in this, that and the other portion of the household ar rangements ; but he can see and feel, also, a perfect comfortableness in the domestic atmos- phere that almost atones for any defects. Ho 254 Little Foxes. can see that in a thousand respects things might be better done, if the family were not perfectly content to have them as they are, and that each individual member might make higher attainments in various directions, were there not such entire satisfaction with what is already attained. Trying each other by very moderate stand- ards and measurements, there is great mutual complacency. The oldest boy does not get an appointment in college, — they never expected he would ; but he was a respectable scholar, and they receive him with acclamations such as another family would bestow on a valedic- torian. The daughters do not profess, as we are told, to draw like artists, but some very moderate performances in the line of the fine arts are dwelt on with much innocent pleasure. They thrum a few tunes on the piano, and the whole family listen and approve. All unite in singing in a somewhat uncultured manner a few psalm-tunes or songs, and take more com- Exactingness. 255 fort in them than many amateurs do in their well-drilled performances. So goes the world with the Daytons ; and when you visit them, if you often feel that you could ask more and suggest much improvement, yet you cannot help enjoying the quiet satisfac- tion which breathes around you. Now right across the way from the Daytons live the Mores ; and the Mores are the very opposites of the Daytons. Everything about their establishment is brought to the highest point of culture. The carriage-drive never shows a weed, the lawn is velvet, the flower-beds ever-blooming, the fruit- trees and vines grow exactly like the patterns in the best pomological treatises Within doors the housekeeping is faultless, — all seems to be moving in time and tune, — the table is more than good, it is superlative, — every article is in its way a model, — the children appear to you to be growing up after the most patent- right method, duly trained, snipped, and cul- 256 Little Foxes. tured, like the pear-trees and grape-vines Nothing is left to accident, or done without much laborious consideration of the best man- ner of doing it ; and the consequences, in the eyes of their simple, unsophisticated neighbors, are very wonderful. Nevertheless this is not a happy family. All their perfections do not begin to afford them one tithe of the satisfaction that the Daytons derive from their ragged and scrambling per- formances. The two daughters, Jane and Maria, had nat- urally very sweet voices, and when they were little, trilled tunes in a very pleasant and bird- like manner. But now, having been instructed by the best masters, and heard the very first artists, they never sing or play ; the piano is shut, and their voices are dumb. If you re- quest a song, they tell you that they never sing now ; papa has such an exquisite taste, he takes no interest in any common music ; in short, having heard Jenny Lind, Grisi, Alboni, Mario, Exactiiigness. 257 and others of the tuneful shell, this family have concluded to abide in silence. As to any mu- sic that they could make, it is n't to be thought o£ For the same reason, the daughters, after attending a quarter or two on the drawing-ex- ercises of a celebrated teacher, threw up their pencils in disgust, and tore up very pretty and agreeable sketches which were the mar vel of their good-natured admiring neighbors. If they could draw like Signor Scratchalini, if they could hope to become perfect artists, they tell you, they would have persevered ; but they have taken lessons enough to learn that drawing is the labor of a lifetime, and, not having a lifetime to give to it, they resolve to do nothing at all. They have also, for a similar reason, given up letter-writing. If their chirography were as elegant as Charlotte Cushman's, — if they were perfect mistresses of polite English, — if they were gifted with wit, humor, and fancy, Q 258 Little Foxes. like the first masters of style, — they would take pleasure in epistolary composition, and be good correspondents ; but anything short of that is so intolerable, that, except in cases of life and death or urgent business, you cannot get a line out of them. Yet they write very fair, agreeable, womanly letters, and would write much better ones, if they allowed them- selves a little more practice. Mrs. More is devoured by care. She sits with a clouded brow in her elegant, well-regu- lated house ; and when you talk with her, you are surprised to learn that everything in it is in the most dreadful disorder from one end to the other. You ask for particulars, and find that the disorder has relation to exquisite stand- ards of the ways of doing things, derived from observation of life in the most subdivided state of European service, — to all of which she has not as yet been able to raise her domestics. You compliment her on her cook, and she re- sponds, in plaintive accents, " She can do a Exactingness. 259 tew things decently, but she is nothing of a cook." You refer with enthusiasm to her bread, her coffee, her muffins and hot rolls, and she listens and sighs. "Yes," she admits, "these are eatable, — not bad ; but you should have seen the rolls at a certain cafe in Paris, and the bread at a certain nobleman's in England, where they had a bakery in the castle, and a French baker, who did nothing all the while but to refine and perfect the idea of bread. When she thinks of these things, everything in comparison is so coarse and rough ! — but then she has learned to be comfortable." Thus, in every department of housekeeping, to this too well-instructed person, " Hills peep o'er hills, and Alps on Alps arise." Not a thing in her wide and apparently beau- tifully kept establishment is ever done well enough to elicit from her more than a sigh of toleration. "I suppose it must do," she faintly breathes, when pooi human nature, having tried and tried again, evidently has got to the boun- 260 Little Foxes. daries of its capabilities; "you may let it go, Jane ; I never expect to be suited." The poor woman, in the midst of posses- sions and attainments which excite the envy of her neighbors, is utterly restless and wretched, and feels herself always baffled and unsuccess- ful. Her exacting nature makes her dissatis- fied with herself in everything that she under- takes, and equally dissatisfied with others. In the whole family there is little of that pleasure which comes from the consciousness of mutual admiration and esteem, because each one is pitched to so exquisite a tone that each is afraid to touch another for fear of making discord. They are afraid of each other every- where. They cannot sing to each other, play to each other, write to each other ; they can- not even converse together with any freedom, because each knows that the others are so dis- mally well informed and critically instructed. Though all agree in a secret contempt for their neighbors over the way, as living in a Exactingiiess. 261 most heathenish state of ignorant contentment, yet it is a fact that the elegant brother John will often, on the sly, slip into the Daytons' to spend an evening, and join them in singing glees and catches to their old rattling piano, and have a jolly time of it, which he remem- bers in contrast with the dull, silent hours at home. Kate Dayton has an uncultivated voice, which often falls from pitch ; but she has a perfectly infectious gayety of good-nature, and when she is once at the piano, and all join in some merry troll, he begins to think that there may be something better even than good sing- ing ; and then they have dances and charades and games, all in such contented, jolly, im- promptu ignorance of the unities of time, place, and circumstance, that he sometimes doubts, where ignorance is such bliss, whether it is n't in truth folly to be wise. Jane and Maria laugh at John for his par- tiality to the Daytons, and yet they themselves feel the same attraction. At the Daytons' 262 Little Foxes. the} iomehow find themselves heroines ; their drawings are so admired, their singing is so . charming to these simple ears, that they are often beguiled into giving pleasure with their own despised acquirements ; and Jane, some- how, is very tolerant of the devoted attention of Will Dayton, a joyous, honest-hearted fellow, whom, in her heart of hearts, she likes none the worse for being unexacting and simple enough to think her a wonder of taste and accomplish- ments. Will, of course, is the farthest possible from the Admirable Crichtons and exquisite Sir Philip Sidneys whom Mrs. More and the young ladies talk up at their leisure, and adorn with feathers from every royal and celestial bird, when they are discussing theoretic possi- ble husbands. He is not in any way distin- guished, except for a kind heart, strong native good sense, and a manly energy that has car- ried him straight into the very heart of many a citadel of life, before which the superior and more refined Mr. John had set himself down Exactingness. 263 to deliberate upon the best and most elegant way of taking it. Will's plain, homely intelli- gence has often in five minutes disentangled some ethereal snarl in which these exquisite Mores had spun themselves up, and brought them to his own way of thinking by that sort of disenchanting process which honest, practi- cal sense sometimes exerts over ideality. The fact is, however, that in each of these families there is a natural defect which re- quires something from the other for complete- ness. Taking happiness as the standard, the Daytons 'have it as against the Mores. Tak- ing attainment as the standard, the Mores have it as against the Daytons. A portion of the discontented ideality of the Mores would stim- ulate the Daytons to refine and perfect many things which might easily be made better, did they care enough to have them so ; and a portion of the Daytons' self-satisfied content- ment would make the attainments and refine- ments of the Mores of- some practical use in advancing their own happiness. 264 Little Foxes. But between these two classes of natures lies another, to which has been given an equal share of ideality, — in which the conception and the desire of excellence are equally strong, but in which a discriminating common-sense acts like a balance-wheel in machinery. What is the reason that the most exacting idealists never make themselves unhappy about not be- ing able to fly like a bird or swim like a fish ? Because common-sense teaches them that these accomplishments are so utterly out of the ques- tion that they never arise to the mind as ob jects of desire. In these well-balanced minds we speak of, common-sense runs an instinctive line all through life between the attainable and the unattainable, and sets the key of de- sire accordingly. Common-sense teaches that there is no one branch of human art or science in which per- fection is not a point forever receding. A bot- anist gravely assures us, that to become per- fect in the knowledge of one branch of sea- Exactingness. 265 weeds would take all the time and strength of a man for a lifetime. There is no limit to music, to the fine arts. There is never a time when the gardener can rest, saying that his garden is perfect. Housekeeping, cooking, sew- ing, knitting, may all, for aught we know, be pushed on forever, without exhausting the capa- bilities for better doing. But while attainment in everything is end- less, circumstances forbid the greater part of human beings from attaining in any direction the half of what they see would be desirable ; and the difference between the miserable ideal- ist and the contented realist often is, not that both do not see what needs to be done for perfection, but that, seeing it, one is satisfied with the attainable, and the other forever frets and wears himself out on the unattainable. The principal of a large and complicated public institution was complimented on main- taining such uniformity of cheerfulness amid such a diversity of cares. " I 've made up my 12 266 Little Foxes. mind to be satisfied, when things are done half as well as I would have them," was his answer ; and the same philosophy would apply with cheering results to the domestic sphere. There is a saying which one often hears among common people, that such and such a one are persons who never could be happy, unless everything went "just so!' — that is, in accordance with their highest conceptions. When these persons are women, and under- take the sway of a home empire, they are sure to be miserable, and to make others so ; for home is a place where by no kind of magic possible to woman can everything be always made to go "just so." We may read treatises on education, - and very excellent ones there are. We mav read very nice stories illustrating home manage- ment, in which book-children and book-ser- vants all work into the author's plan with obliging unanimity ; but every real child and i<+*\ servant is an uncompromising fact, whose s Exactingness. 263 working into our ideal of life cannot be pre- dicted with any degree of certainty. A hus- band is another absolute fact, of whose con- formity to any ideal conceptions no positive account can be given. So, when a person has the most charming theories of education, the most complete ideals of life, it is often his lot to sit bound hand and foot and see them all trampled under the heel of opposing circum- stances. Nothing is easier than to make an ideal gar- den. We lay out our grounds, dig, plant, trans- plant, manure. We read catalogues of roses till we are bewildered with their lustrous glo- ries. We set out plum, pear, and peach, we luxuriate in advance on bushels of choicest grapes, and our theoretic garden is Paradise Regained. But in the actual garden there are cut-worms for every cabbage, squash-bugs for all the melons, slugs and rose-bugs for the roses, curculios for the plums, fire-blight for pears, yellows for peaches, mildew for grapes, 268 Little Foxes. and late and early frosts, droughts, winds, and hail-storms here and there for all The garden and the family are fair pictures of each other. Both are capable of the most ravishing representations on paper ; and the rules and directions for creating beauty and perfection in both can be made so apparently plain that he who runneth may read, and it would seem that a fool need not err therein ; and yet the actual results are always halting miles away behind expectation and desire. It would be an incalculable gain to domes- tic happiness, if people would begin the con- cert of life with their instruments tuned to a very low pitch : they who receive the most happiness are generally they who demand and expect the least. Ideality often becomes an insidious mental and moral disease, acting all the more subtly from its alliances with what is highest and noblest within us. Shall we not aspire to be perfect ? Shall we be content with low meas- Exactingness. 269 ures and 1OW standards in anything ? To these inquiries there seems of course to be but one answer ; yet the individual driven forward in blind, unreasoning aspiration becomes wea- ried, bewildered, discontented, restless, fretful, and miserable. An unhappy person can never make others happy. The creators and governors of a home, who are themselves restless and inharmonious, cannot make harmony and peace. This is the secret reason why many a pure, good, consci- entious person is only a source of uneasiness in family life. They are exacting, discontented, unhappy ; and spread the discontent and un- happiness about them. They are, to begin with, on poor terms with themselves ; they do not like themselves ; they do not like their own appearance, manners, education, accom- plishments ; on all these points they try them- selves by ideal standards, and find themselves wanting. In morals, in religion, too, the same introverted scrutiny detects only errors and 270 Little Foxes. evils, till all life seems to them a miserable, hopeless failure, and they wish they had never been born. They are angry and disgusted with themselves ; there is no self-toleration or self- endurance. And persons in a chronic quarrel with themselves are very apt to quarrel with others. That exacting nature which has no patience with one's own inevitable frailties and errors has none for those of others ; and thus the great motive by which Christianity enforces tolerance of the faults of others loses its hold. There are people who make no allowances either for themselves or anybody else, but are equally angry and disgusted with both. Now it is important that those finely strung natures in which ideality largely predominates should begin life by a religious care and re- straint of this faculty. As the case often stands, however, religion only intensifies the difficulty, by adding stringency to exaction and censoriousness, driving the subject up with an unremitting strain till the very cords of rea- Exactingness. 271 son sometimes snap. Yet, properly understood and used, religion is the only cure for the evil of diseased ideality. The Christian religion is the only one that ever proposed to give to all human beings, however various the range of their nature and desires, the great underly- ing gift of rest. Its Author, with a strength of assurance which only supreme Divinity can justify, promises rest to all persons, under all circumstances, with all sorts of natures, all sorts of wants, and all sorts of defects. The invitation is as wide as the human race : " Come unto me, all ye that labor and are heavy-laden, and I will give you rest." Now this is the more remarkable, as this gracious promise is accompanied by the pre- sentation of a standard of perfection which is more ideal and exacting than any other that has ever been placed before mankind, — which, in so many words, sets up absolute perfection as the only true goal of aspiration. The problem which Jesus proposes to human 272 Little Foxes. nature is endless aspiration steadied by end- less peace, — a perfectly restful, yet unceasing effort after a good which is never to be at- tained till we attain a higher and more per feet form of existence. It is because this prob lem is insolvable by any human wisdom, that He says that they who take His yoke upon them must learn of Him, for He alone can make the perfect yoke easy and its burden light. The first lesson in this benignant school must lie like a strong, broad foundation under every structure on which we wish to rear a happy life, — and that is, that the full gratification of the faculty of ideality is never to be expected in this present stage of existence, but is to be trans- ferred to a future life. Ideality, with its inces- sant, restless longings and yearnings, is snubbed and turned out of doors by human philosophy, when philosophy becomes middle-aged and sul- ky with repeated disappointments, — it is be- rated as a cheat and a liar, — told to hold its Exactingness. 273 tongue and take itself elsewhere ; but Chris tianity bids it be of good cheer, still to aspire and hope and prophesy, and points to a future where all its dreams shall be outdone by reality. A full faith in such a perfect future — a per- fect faith that God has planted in man no desire which he cannot train to complete enjoyment in that future — gives the mind rest and content- ment to postpone for a while gratifications that will certainly come at last. Such a faith is better even than that native philosophical good sense whijh restrains the ideal calculations and hopes of some ; for it has a wider scope and a deeper power. We have seen in our time a woman gifted with all those faculties which rejoice in the re- finements of society, dispensing the elegant hos- pitalities of a bountiful home, joyful and giving joy. A sudden reverse has swept all this away, the wealth on which it was based has melted like a fog-bank in a warm morning, and we have seen her with her little family beginning life again in 12* r 274 » Little Foxes. the log-cabin of a Western settlement. We have seen her sitting in the door of the one room that took the place of parlor, bed-room, nursery, and cheerfully making her children's morning toilette by the help of the one tin wash-bowl that takes the place of her well-arranged bathing- and dressing-rooms ; and yet, as she twined their curls over her fingers, she had a laugh and a jest and cheerful word for all. The few morn- ing-glories that she was training over her rude porch seemed as much a source of delight to her as her former greenhouse and garden; and the adjustment of the one or two shelves where- on were the half-dozen books left of the library, her husband's private papers, and her own and her children's wardrobe, was entered into daily with a zealous interest as if she had never known a wider sphere. Such facility of accommodation to life's re- verses is sometimes supposed to be merely the result of a hopeful and cheerful temperament ; in this case it was purely the work of religion Exactingness. 275 In eany life, this same woman had been the discontented slave of ideality, had sighed with vain longings in the midst of real and sub- stantial comfort, had felt even the creasing of the rose-leaves of her pillow an intolerable an- noyance. Now she has resigned herself to the work and toil of life as the soldier does to the duties of the camp, satisfied to do and to bear, enjoying with a free heart the small daily pleasures which spring up like wild-flowers amid daily toils and annoyances, and looking to the end of the campaign for rest and con- genial scenes. This woman has within her the powers and gifts of an artist ; but her pencils and her col- ors are resolutely laid away, and she sits hour after hour darning her children's stockings and turning and arranging a scanty wardrobe which no ingenuity can make more than decent. She was a beautiful musician ; but a musical in- strument is now a thing of the past ; she only lulls her baby to sleep with snatches of the 276 Little Foxes. songs which used to form the attraction oi brilliant salons. She feels that a world of tastes and talents are lying dormant in he:* while she is doing the daily work of a nurse, cook, and seamstress ; but she remembers Who took upon Him the form of a servant before her, and she has full faith that her beautiful gifts, like bulbs sleeping under ground, shall come up and blossom again in that fair future which He has promised. Therefore it is that she has no sighs for the present or the past, — no quarrel with her life, or her lot in it ; she is in harmony with herself and with all around her ; her husband looks upon her as a fair daily miracle, and her children rise up and call her blessed. But, having laid the broad foundation of faith in a better life, as the basis on which to ground our present happiness, we who are of the ideal nature must proceed to build thereon wisely. In the first place, we must cultivate the duty of self-patience and self-toleration. Of ai» Exac Ungues s. 277 the religionists and moralists who ever taught, Fenelon is the only one who has distinctly for- mulated the duty which a self-educator owes to himself. Have patience with yourself is a direction often occurring in his writings, and a most important one it is, — because pa- tience with ourselves is essential, if we would have patience with others. Let us look through the world. Who are the people easiest to be pleased, most sunny, most urbane, most toler- ant ? Are they not persons from constitution and temperament on good terms with them- selves, — people who do not ask much of them- selves or try themselves severely, and who therefore are in a good humor for looking upon others ? But how is a person who is con- scious of a hundred daily faults and errors to have patience with himself ? The question may be answered by asking, What would you say to a child who fretted, scolded, dashed down his slate, and threw his book on the floor, be- cause he made mistakes in his arithmetic ? 278 Little Foxes. You would say, of course, " You are but a learner; it is not to be expected that you will not make mistakes ; all children do. Have pa- tience." Just as you would talk to that child, talk to yourself. Be reconciled to a lot of in- evitable imperfection ; be content to try con- tinually, and often to fail. It is the inevitable condition of human existence, and is to be accepted as such. (K patient acceptance of mortifications and of defeats of our life's labor is often more efficacious for our moral advance- ment than even our victories^ In the next place, we must school ourselves not to look with restless desire to degrees of ex- cellence in any department of life which circum- stances evidently forbid our attaining. For a woman with plenty of money and plenty of well-trained servants to be content to have fly- specked windows, or littered rooms, or a sloven- ly-ordered table, is a sin. But in a woman in feeble health, incumbered with a flock of restless little ones, and whose circumstances allow her to Exactingness. 279 keep but one servant, it may be a piece of moral heroism to shut her eyes on many such things, while securing mere essentials to life and health. It may be a virtue in her not to push neatness to such lengths as to wear herself out, or to break down her only servant, and to be resigned to have her tastes and preferences for order, cleanliness, and beauty crossed, as she would resign herself to any other affliction. No pur- gatory can be more severe to people of a thor- ough and exact nature than to be so situated that they can only half do everything they un- dertake ; yet such is the fiery trial to which many a one is subjected. Life seems to drive them along without giving them time for anything ; everything is ragged, hasty performance, of which the mind most keenly sees and feels the raggedness and hastiness. Even one thing done as it really ought to be done would be a rest and refreshment to the soul ; but nowhere, in any department of its undertakings, is there any such thing to be perceived. 2.8o Little Foxes. But there are cases where a great deal of wear and tear can be saved to the nerves by a considerate making up of one's mind as to how much in certain circumstances had better be undertaken at all. Let the circumstances of life be surveyed, the objects we are pursuing arranged and counted, and see if there are not things here and there that may be thrown out of our plans entirely, that others may be better done. What if the whole care of expensive table luxuries, like cake and preserves, be thrown out of a housekeeper's budget, in order that the essential articles of cookery may be better prepared ? What if ruffling, embroidery, and the entire department of kindred fine arts, be thrown out of her calculations, in providing for the clothing of a family ? Many a feeble woman has died of too much ruffling, as she patiently sat up night after night sewing the thread of a precious, invaluable life into elab- orate articles which her children were none the healthier or more virtuous for wearing. Exactingness. 281 Ideality is constantly ramifying and extend- ing the department of the toilette and the needle into a world of work and worry, where- in distracted women wander up and down, seeing no end anywhere. The sewing-ma- chine was announced as a relief to these toils ; but has it proved so ? We trow not. It only amounts to this, — that now there can be seventy-two tucks on each little petticoat, instead of fifteen, as before, and that twice as many garments are made up and held to be necessary as formerly. The women still sew to the limit of human endurance ; and still the old proverb holds good, that woman's work is never done. In the matter of dress, much wear and tear of spirit and nerves may be saved by not be- ginning to go in certain directions, well know- ing that they will take us beyoud our resources of time, strength, and money. There is one word of fear in the vocabulary of women of our time which must be pondered 282 Little Foxes. advisedly, — trimming. In old times a good garment was enough ; now-a-days a garment is nothing without trimming. Everything, from the first article that the baby wears up to the elaborate dress of the bride, must be trimmed at a rate that makes the trimming more than the original article. A dress can be made in a day, but it cannot be trimmed under two or three days. Let a faithful, con- scientious woman make up her mind how much of all this burden of life she will assume, re- membering wisely that there is no end to ideality in anything, and that the only way to deal with many perplexing parts of life is to leave them out altogether. Mrs. Kirkland, in her very amusing account of her log-cabin experiences, tells us of the great disquiet and inconvenience she had in attempting to arrange in her lowly abode a most convenient clothes-press, which was man- ifestly too large for the establishment. Having labored with the cumbersome convenience for Exactingness. 283 a great length of time, and with much discom- fort, she at last resigned the ordering of it to a brawny-armed damsel of the forest, who be- gan by pitching it out of doors, with the com- prehensive remark, that, " where there was n't room for a thing, there was n't." The wisdom which inspired the remark of this rustic maiden might have saved the lives of many matrons who have worn themselves out in vain attempts to make comforts and conveniences out of things which they had better have thrown out of doors altogether. True, it requires some judgment to know what, among objects commonly pursued in any department, we really ought to reject ; and it requires independence and steadiness to say, " I will not begin to try to do certain things that others are doing, and that, perhaps, they expect of me " ; but there comes great leisure and quietness of spirit from the gaps thus made. When the unwieldy clothes-press was once cast out, everything in the log-cabin could have room, 284 Little Foxes. A mother, who is anxiously trying to recon- cile the watchful care and training of her little ones with the maintenance of fashionable calls and parties, may lose her life in the effort to do both, and do both in so imperfect a man- ner as never to give her a moment's peace. But on the morrow after she comes to the se- rious and Christian resolve, " The training of my children is all that I can do well, and henceforth it shall be my sole object," there falls into her tumultuous life a Sabbath pause of peace and leisure. It is true that she is still doing a work in which absolute perfection ever recedes ; but she can make relative attain- ments far nearer the standard than before. /Lastly, under the head of ideality let us re- solve to be satisfied with our own past doings, when at the time of doing we used all the light God gave us, and did all in our power. The backward action of ideality is often full as tormenting as its forward and prospective movements. The moment a thing is done and Exactingness. 285 over, one would think that good sense would lead us to drop it like a stone in the ocean; but the morbid idealist cannot cut loose from the past. " Was that, after all, the best thing ? Would it not have been better so or so ? " And the self-tormented individual lies wakeful, during weary night-hours, revolving a thousand possi- bilities, and conjuring up a thousand vague perhapses. " If I had only done so now, per- haps this result would have followed, or that would not " ; and as there is never any saying but that so it might have turned out, the laby- rinth and the discontent are alike endless. Now there is grand good sense in the Apos- tle's direction, "Forgetting the things that are behind, press forward." The idealist should charge himself, as with an oath of God, to let the past alone as an accomplished fact, solely concerning himself with the inquiry, " Did I not do the best I then knew how ? " The maxim of the Quietists is, that, when 2$6 Little Foxes. we have acted according to the best light we have, we have expressed the will of God un- der those circumstances, — since, had it been otherwise, more and different light would have been given us ; and with the will of God done by ourselves as by Himself, it is our duty to be content. Having written thus far in my article, and finding nothing more at hand to add to it, I went into the parlor to read it to Jenny and Mrs. Crowfield. I found the former engaged in the task of binding sixty yards of quilling, (so I think she called it,) which were absolutely necessary for perfecting a dress ; and the latter was braiding one of seven little petticoats, stamped with elaborate patterns, which she had taken from Marianne, because that virtu- ous matron was ruining her eyes and health in a blind push to get them done before Oc- tober. -3oth approved and admired my piece, and Exactingness* 287 1 thought of Saint Anthony's preaching to the fishes : — The sermon now ended, Each turned and descended ; The pikes went on stealing, The eels went on eeling. Much delighted were they, But preferred the old way. THE END. UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY BERKELEY Return to desk from which borrowed. This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. -J 1948 APR 7 19* SMar52HL 26Feb5 2Lu 26Nov'S7JN REC'D LD HM 12 1957 1 2 1978 BEQ.CS& 21-100m-9,'47(A5702sl6)476 U C BERKELEY LIBRARIES " "III" M50011S V