THE SUNNY SIDE; OE, THE COUNTRY MINISTER S WIFE. RETISED BY THE COMMITTEE OP PUBLICATION. PHILADELPHIA ! AMERICAN SUNDAY-SCHOOL UNION, No. 146 CHESTNUT STREET. NBW YORK, No. 147 Nassau Street BOSTON, No. LOUISVILLE, No. 103 Fourth, Street. Entered according to Act of Congress in (Jie year 1851, by iht AMERICAN SUNDAY-SCHOOL UNION, in the Clerk s Office of the District Cowt of tb> Eastern District . Pennsylvania. <&&= No books are published by the AMERICAN SUNDAY-SCHOOL UNION without the sanction of the Committee, of Publication, consisting of four teen members, from the following denominations of Christians, viz. Bap tist, Methodist, Congregationalist, Episcopal, Presbyterian, Lutheran, and Reformed Dutch. Not more than three of the members can be of the samt denomination, and no book can be published to which any member <:f th* Committee shall object. f > , NOTE. THE scene of the incidents in this volume lies in New England ; and many of the terms which occur in it, as well as many of the cus toms to which allusion is made, have a local significancy, which we presume will be readily understood. The present edition has been re vised and enlarged by the Author. CONTENTS. FAQS CHAP. L THE PASTOR ELECT 9 II. THE NEW HOME 15 III. THE BREAKFAST-CHAT 24 IV. THE MINISTER S COMPANY 33 V. DEMAND AND EFFORT 38 VI. PERPLEXITIES AND PURPOSES 48 VII. THE COMPROMISE 54 VIII. VISIT TO BOSTON 58 IX. PRESENTS 68 X. HARD TIMES 77 XI. GOING TO COLLEGE 81 XII. THE PACKING 87 XIII. TROUBLES 95 8 CONTENTS, PAOB CHAP. XIV. HOPING ON 101 XV. THE FIRST WELCOME HOME 104 XVI. THE OLD PLAID CLOAK 107 XVII. THE BROADCLOTH CLOAK 118 XVIII. THE LETTER HOME 124 XIX. THE SECOND WELCOME HOME 131 XX. AN UNEXPECTED PROPOSAL 138 XXL THE WEDDING-FEE 144 XXIL THE SACRIFICE 153 XXIIL TROUBLE WITH GEORGE 1C6 XXIV. HENRY S Box 172 XXV. THE RETROSPECT 183 XXVI. THE REWARD..., . 19 THE SUNNY SIDE. CHAPTER I. THE PASTOR ELECT. OXE pleasant summer afternoon, Mr. Ed wards, a young clergyman, rode over from Lynnfield to Weston. These are two quiet villages in New England. He rode alone, for his friend, Miss Emily Harding, could not be persuaded to accompany him at this time. He had received an invitation from the church in Weston to become their pastor, and was to be ordained on the following day. The drive was a delightful one. Much of it took him through still pine woods. The horse s feet fell softly, as if on velvet, and the summer- flies buzzed drowsily, and now and then a squir- 10 THE SUNXT SIDE. rel chirped, or a bird sang a pleasant song. Our young minister was very thoughtful. To his excited mind, the road over which he was passing seemed like a rainbow bridge, which wa3 linking two parts of his life together his life of preparation and his life of service. Of the one he was now taking his leave ; on the other he was about to enter. His thoughts and affec tions would linger around past scenes, and he could not bid them adieu without regret ; yet the future beckoned him on invitingly. In his heart he was glad to go to work, though he thought he knew his work would be one of great care and toil. Hope buckled upon him shining armour. He was full of youthful zeal, and he said, " I am ready for the conflict Through Christ strengthening me, I can do all things." Then he thought of his people ; of what they seemed most to need in the way of instruction ; of the plans for their improvement which would be most likely to be successful. His mind was fertile in projects ; and his imagination, taking the reins, soon drove on to results. Beneath his fostering care, his charge grew in wisdom and grace. He would make the most of him self, for their sakes ; and his affections warmed towards them, and he thanked God that He had THE PASTOR ELECT. 11 given him such a work to do, and prayed that he might be faithful unto the end. Then she who was to share his labour and joy recalled him to present practical domestic arrangements. On the next day he was to be ordained a very important event surely ; but on the week following he anticipated one scarcely less important. He began to wonder if they had not made a mistake in the order of these events. Could he do full justice to his first sermon, with that event in such immediate prospect ? As if to speed the time a little, he drew his whip across his pony s ears, who, feeling insulted by so smart a blow, started off at a round trot, and soon brought his driver out of the still woods into the village of Weston. He had not been in Weston before, since his acceptance of the call. With what different eyes he now beheld it ! How was its beauty and importance increased! With what real interest he looked on the thriving farms ! Pony, as if to give him plenty of time for his survey, fell back into his sober jog.^ Several indivi duals recognised Mr. Edwards. The school children climbed a stone wall, and gave a "hurrah for the new minister." He rode by 12 THE SUNNY SIDE. them smilingly, with his hat off, and made them his firm friends. Pony was now climbing a hill, near the top of which stood the church ; so he must needs walk a liberty which his driver scarcely no ticed. He was thinking of other things. Away on his right, there was the handsomest house in Weston, and the richest man lived in it: his name was Dodge. But, alas ! Mr. Edwards had already heard that he was miserly. A sermon on the privilege of self-denial occurred to him. He decided to preach it in due time. Now he was passing a demure-looking dwell ing, and instantly this sermon vanished from his mind, for it was there Deacon* Jones lived, and at the thought of him our young friend s brow clouded. His slight acquaintance with him had quite confirmed the common report that he was a peculiar man. A good man he was generally believed to be, yet no one liked him. There seemed to be some curious twist in his make, which nothing would fit. If the church started any movement, it was almost morally certain he would oppose it. He helped along no plan which did not originate with himself. Notwithstanding his goodness, he made so much trouble for the church at Weston, * An officer of the Congregational or Independent Church. THE PASTOR ELECT. 13 that in a fit of desperation they chose him to the deacon ship, thinking this would enlist his energies on the side of good order. It was "jumping out of the frying-pan into the fire." He so <( magnified his office," that the Weston pulpit went for some time begging. Yet, after all, there was no one in the parish who was so kind to the poor, so attentive to the sick, lived so simply and gave away so generously, as Deacon Jones. It seemed as if the church could neither do without him nor with him. "Ah me!" sighed Mr. Edwards, "I am afraid? I shall find the thorn there." His last conversation with one of his elderly friends oc curred to him. Said he, as he followed him to the door. ;>nd bade him good-by, " Now, when you are settled, if you find a crooked stick in your parish in the shape of an unruly deacon, don t hope to get rid of the trouble by running away: you will find one everywhere." Pony now had left the demure house quite behind him, and was approaching pleasanter objects. There was the church, with its hand some spi : . , ond pleasant green blinds all freshly painted as pretty a church as a man could desire ; and nearly opposite was the dear little parsonai: . v v ith its liberal yard and new fence 14 THE SUNNY SIDE. and thriving-shade trees. "There we shal, live," thought Mr. Edwards. Then the clock in the church-steeple struck six. This was Deacon Emery s tea-hour ; so pony could linger no longer at the parsonage, however much he might be inclined to do so. THE NEW HOME. 15 CHAPTER II. THE NEW HOME. THOUGH an ordination was no new thing at Weston, yet it made quite a stir. At an early hour, people came riding in from the neighbour ing villages, and the church was filled to over flowing. A very liberal dinner was provided at the tavern a measure which, by the way, was something new, and was proposed by Dea con Jones. The ordination services, as a whole, were unusually interesting ; and the new minister pleased every one. For the admiration of the ladies, he was undoubtedly indebted much to his personal appearance. His countenance was one which readily betrayed feeling, and he appeared to great advantage. His manner also was warm-hearted and cordial, and this won the regard of the older people. After the services, a few with whom Mr. Edwards had become somewhat familiar crowded around him to inquire about his health and his 2 16 THE SUNNY SIDE. plans. Said an old man to him, " We want you to bring your wife now, and settle down, for we hear you have got one picked out. On six hundred dollars, we think you can live pretty snug with us." Mr. Edwards smiled, and told him that he intended to do so, and should be absent the next week on his wedding tour. After his ordination, he had no time to think of the weighty cares of his new office ; for the Sab bath was fast approaching, and the first ser mons for the occasion pressed him hard. He wrote night and day. He did not wish to dis appoint his people : he was determined to do his best, but he could not satisfy himself. He wrote and re-wrote, till the bell tolled, and then entered his pulpit dissatisfied. After so much excitement, Monday morning found him of course quite exhausted. Then came pre parations for his wedding then the wedding itself and the journey and the visit home to introduce to his widowed mother the chosen wife of her only son then the exchange on the following Sabbath. So, to say the least, he was scarcely rested when he arrived at Wes- ton on the Tuesday following with his bride. For a particular account of their reception THE NEW HOME. 17 we are indebted to Mrs. Edwards s private jour nal ; and from the same source we must draw our most interesting accounts of the domestic history of this minister s family. (FROM THE JOURNAL.) We reached my father s, on our return from our wedding tour, about noon. He and mother were as delighted to see me as if I had returned from Europe. I have never been away from them much. After dinner, we left home and started for Weston. Home ! I suppose I must not say that any more. Father, by the way, had made us a present of a fine horse and buggy. We shall take a world of comfort in it. How my pen lingers around the old spot ! If I do not hurry, I shall never get to Weston* It was a beautiful ride there. Prince took us over in about four hours. How grateful I am that we are to live so near home, (there it is again.) It seems to me my " cup runneth over" with mercies; I hope my heart acknow ledges my heavenly Father s care in it all ; indeed, I think I do love to acknowledge this. I shall not soon forget this ride. Henry and I talked with each other more freely about our feelings and plans, our hopes and fears, 18 THE SUNNY SIDE. than we had ever yet done. I ventured to tell him what anxieties had harassed me; how often I had trembled when I thought of what was before me ; how totally unfitted it seemed to me I was for a minister s wife. I felt that I could love his people I could love any one who loved him, but to take the lead among them would be painful to me. To be an object of notice, to be looked upon as a model poor I ! who needed myself so much to be taught and led ! He told me to banish all such need less anxieties, and comforted me by making the path a little plain before me. Said he : " Just act yourself j Emily, without any regard to what others will expect or think. Let your own conscience be your guide in the new cir cumstances in which you will be placed ; satisfy that, and you need nothing more." I know I have a sincere desire to do what in all things will be best for his people ; but my mind is in some confusion as to what exactly a minister s wife should aim to be. I have before me a very good, very proper, very thankful kind of a lady, dressed in a straw bonnet trimmed with green ribbon, but this does not help me much. I am very long in getting to Weston longer than Prince was. It see-med to me we had THE NEW HOME. 19 but just started when Henry pointed with his whip to a tall spire, which showed finely on a background of blue clouds "There is my church, Emily." Were we really so near? I began to tremble he laughed at me a little I wished the introduction over. Said he, " We will ride quietly into our own yard, and perhaps see no one till to-morrow." I suppose he did half believe it, but only half. Soon we turned into Elm street. To my astonishment, it was filled with people dressed in their Sun day best, who seemed to be all hurrying in one direction. " What does it mean ?" said I. Henry laughed. " I don t know, I am sure, unless they are going to pay their respects to the bride." I felt that my time had come, and I must meet it in a manner worthy of his bride. I tried to quiet myself, but by this time it was difficult, for we were recognised, and though every one bowed to him, I felt that they looked at me. So many bright faces I had never seen at once. I looked at Henry. His speaking eye told me plainly how much he was pleased. I struggled still more to regain my composure, 2* 20 THE SUNNY SIDE. that I might meet his people as he would wish me to meet them. We drove up to our own house, but I had no time then to notice it. It seemed to be filled with people, and doors and windows were all opened. Prince stopped at the little white gate. Deacon and Mrs. Emery stood there, and cor dially welcomed us to Weston. Deacon Emery offered me his arm, and with faltering steps I went up the path. Deacon and Mrs. Jones received us at the door, and as cordially wel comed us to our new home. My hat and shawl were taken off by some one, and I was ushered into a parlour already filled. I looked around timidly for Mr. Edwards, but I could scarcely find him. I was introduced, and introduced. I shook hands with all who came, and tried to look pleased, but, to tell the truth, I was both frightened and bewildered. The rooms were oppressively warm : I was tired : I was afraid I should fall. I leaned against a chair for sup port; the buzzing became more and more in distinct ; I really did not know what I said or did. Mrs. Jones was the first to observe my embarrassment, and she quietly took me out of the room, and led me round to the back-stairs. "You look very tired," said she; "just slip THE NEW HOME. 21 up into that room and lock yourself in. I will call you when tea is ready." "Tea!" thought I, "am I to serve, or to be served?" Whatever was yet to be done, I was in need enough of present quiet. A few minutes more of that heat and excitement, and I think I should have fainted. Now I threw myself into a chair, shut my eyes, and tried to rally my scattered senses. Soon I heard a step I well knew, and a tap at the door. " Are you able to go down to tea?" asked Henry, when admitted. "Oh, yes," said I, "I am rested now. I will brush off the dust a little. I feel much better." We were met on the stairs by Deacon Jones, who with some formality ushered us into the tea-room. Tables were set here, loaded with niceties. Hot tea and coffee had been prepared, and were handed round by the young ladies. All seemed to be enjoying themselves. When tea was over, there was some bustle among the young men. A line was formed, and an ori ginal hymn was well sung. This was their wel come to the new pastor. Henry felt it, and replied to it eloquently; then he made the closing prayer. After this came shaking of hands, 22 THE SUNNY SIDE. and shaking of hands, and invitations to call call call. But with due consideration for us, by eight o clock Henry and I were alone in the parsonage. "Emily" said he, pretty soon "are you too tired to look over the house to-night?" I was very impatient to do so, for as yet I had really seen nothing. My furniture had been sent the week before, and I knew ^hat some of the people were to unpack it for us. They had not only done this, but had made the carpets and arranged every thing. Our first visit was to the study. Here we found a handsome book-case, presented, it seemed, by the young men. Henry s books had been taken from his box, and nearly filled it. I thought we had quite a little library to begin with. Henry was inclined to stop and laugh a while at the order in which the books had been placed, but I shut the door and would not let him. We went back to the parlour. How nice and new and pretty it looked simple as was my furni ture ! Here we found a handsome rocking-chair and some mantel-lamps, placed there by the young ladies. In the chamber over this was an album-bedquilt made by the children ; and indeed in every room we found some testimonial THE NEW HOME. 23 of the good-will of the people. They had manifested so much in our reception, that it seemed to me I already loved them. They were our first " people," and this was our first home. I felt as if nothing was wanting. Henry had been called to the pleasantest parish in New England, was a well-beloved minister, and I was his wife. After our survey, we returned to the parlour. As I placed the light on a little stand, I found one present had been overlooked. It was a small English Bible, well bound, given by Mr. Dodge. Henry smiled, when he saw from whom it came I did not know why. This Bible was of a convenient size and good print, and Henry proposed that we should use it for a family Bible. I hesitated a little, thinking it almost too handsome, but we at length de cided to do so. I drew up the stand to the sofa, we sat down together, he read a portion of the Scriptures, and we kneeled, side by side, in prayer. His heart seemed to overflow with gratitude to God, and with simple and earnest petitions for God s blessing upon our new home and our family altar. 24 THE SUNNY SIDE. CHAPTER III. THE BREAKFAST-CHAT. PASSING over the first few months of begin ning house-keeping at the parsonage, we meet our friends again at the breakfast-table, on a pleasant September morning. The windows of the little sitting-room were open, and a strag gling branch of morning-glory, full of blue star- blossoms, had fallen in upon the white sill. The table, so neatly laid for two, with its simple white crockery, was cozy enough, and the lady with rosy cheeks, who presided, looked around her with much satisfaction. The breakfast was all of her own cooking she had been up a couple of hours, working like a bee. " How are you going to get along without help?" asked Mr. Edwards. "Beautifully," replied his wife. "I do not need any one. Is not this a nice breakfast ? Taste my biscuit. Do you not think that by and by I shall make them almost as well as your mother?" " I never tasted better," replied he, and was THE BREAKFAST-CHAT. 25 eilent. Mrs. Edwards felt it. Her eye in stantly glanced over her table, but she could detect nothing wrong there. Still Mr. Ed wards was silent, and sipped his coffee. At length he spoke suddenly, as if just aroused : " Emily, I doubt whether it is best to try to get along so." " Get along how ?" she inquired anxiously. "Why, without any help. You have to work too hard ; and I know you have never been used to it, and it troubles me." "Is that all?" said Mrs. Edwards, smiling. "I was afraid something was wrong in the breakfast. You need not have one moment s anxiety on that point. I have not been so free from headaches, for years, as since we have been at house-keeping and I have done the work. I think it suits me. Besides, Henry, I love to do it. While I am busy I fancy it is all for you, and that I am saving some of the salary for you, which can go towards fill ing up the book-case. Don t I make a nice little housekeeper?" said she, laughing and lifting up her bright eyes to him, hoping to dispel the cloud which still lingered there. " The best in the world," replied he ; " but to tell the truth, this salary business is begin- 26 THE SUNNY SIDE. ning to trouble me. I find now that I did not fully understand it at the time of my settle ment. The people have never yet raised over five hundred dollars ; they have depended on a few voluntary contributions to make out the amount. Sometimes they get it, and sometimes they do not; there is no dependence to be placed upon it ; indeed, I doubt whether they will raise it even the first year. Our house- rent is ninety dollars. I am seriously afraid we cannot live here." "Don t you think we can make it out?" said Mrs. Edwards. " It seems to me that four hundred dollars, well managed, will do a great deal. It will be two or three years before I shall need any thing, and you have a pretty good stock of clothing. Then here is our garden, and we can live mostly on the vegetables we raise. I really would prefer not to have a girl ; and I don t see, Henry, what we do want money for. We might lay up our salary for a rainy day. She could not make him smile. " I have no fears for myself," said he gravely. " I expect to work, and work hard, and I trust I am willing to do so. I have motive enough in the nature of my work to sustain me ; but I THE BREAKFAST-CHAT. 27 see plainly that all the drudgery and petty cares inseparable from such a situation must fall upon you." "And have / no motive to sustain me?" asked she, with tears in her eyes. " You do not know how much my heart is in the work of a minister s wife. You have not tried me long enough yet." "I think I do know," replied the young minister with returning cheerfulness, for anxiety and distrust were fast vanishing before such a spirit of hope and love. "I begin to find out one thing," said he at length, for now he was becoming sociable : "I begin to find out that I must have a settled plan about my studies. I must look over the whole field, make up my mind as to what I ought to do, what I can do, what I will do. It will never answer for me to depend upon the impulses and necessities of the hour for intel lectual effort. I must do more than simply meet the wants of this people week by week. I must not narrow myself down to the actual demand upon me : and I feel that I am in some danger of it. I see what is attainable, and have many enthusiastic aspirations for it ; but when it comes to going into my study day after 28 THE SUNNY SIDE. <lay, inclined or disinclined, convenient or in convenient, and toiling nay way along, step by step, so slowly, my enthusiasm vanishes, my spirits flag, and if I am ready for the Sabbath, I am very apt to find excuses for leaving my study-table. Yes," said he, with a laugh, " I am fully convinced that I should make a great man if it could only be done by one tremendous effort. It is daily, patient toil, that disheartens me. Now, Emily, I must, from the first, keep a jealous eye on this tendency of mine, and you must help me." " Tell me how I can help you." " By feeling yourself, and by often reminding me, that it is my business to be in my study every forenoon ; and in order to accomplish any thing there, I must have an uninterrupted ..morning- This, I foresee, will throw all the ordinary business and social calls on you : what do you say to this ?" " Oh, I shall find it pleasant, I have no doubt; but is this all I can do to aid you?" u There is one little thing in our domestic arrangements that I see will be important it is regularity about our meals. I ought to be ready by seven o clock, the year round, to go into .my study. But we cannot do much at this, THE BREAKFAST-CHAT. 29 with all your interruptions, until we have help." "We can try," said his wife. " I was trained by the clock, and regularity is habit with me." After a pause, she said in a gentler tone, "You don t know, Henry, how happy it makes me to feel that God is giving me something to do. I hope you will tell me whenever I can do any thing which will be of any use to you or your people. I have no ambition for great deeds, as you know, but it is a comfort to me to have some duties distinctly before me. I can then work on cheerfully, day by day, improving every opportunity for accomplishing them which God gives me." " And this very spirit of cheerfulness and hope will be invaluable to me. Many a time it will raise a drooping wing, for I am some what easily dispirited." Emily gave him a look full of affection, and the young minister felt that, with her at his si Ie, he ought to do his work well. "One thing more," said he, " now while I think of it. I wish you would learn to be nn impartial hearer of my preaching. Pass your judgment on my sermons as candidly as you would on those of another man. It will do me 30 THE SUNNY SIDE. good. If you think every thing I write smart, I shall soon be of the same opinion myself." " Ah ! now you give me something to do which is not easy," replied she; "you must make allowances for what your wife thinks." Mr. Edwards had now talked himself into good spirits. " This salary business," said he, "will do me good in one way." "How so?" "Why, if we are to live on nothing, we shall have nothing of course to lay up for old age so it will not do to have any old age." " What do you mean ?" " I have an idea that if the same amount of time and energy which it requires to save money were expended in disciplining our brains, they would hold out to earn our bread as long as we should want it. Now, I have no prospect of having any capital to retire upon. I must, probably, if God gives me health, work while I live. This is an additional inducement to me to form studious and industrious habits now. If I allow myself easy work in the morning, where shall I find the strength to toil at eventide ?" " I do not think you are in any danger of TEE BREAKFAST-CHAT. 31 being indolent," replied his wife. " My great est fear is, that you will over-work and break down, as so many young ministers do." " It will not do to preach that doctrine to me, Emily. I am in no such danger. Hard work and steady at it, is the only thing which will make me successful. Now, I foresee that you will be expected to supply all my deficien cies. You will have to visit, and to be visited, and to attend all sorts of societies. I do not feel, either, that the people have any claim upon you for such an outlay of time and strength; but I see, that wherever there is a gap where good may be done, you will be sure to enter it. How you are to meet all these claims, and have so much to do at home besides, I confess, troubles me. I fear it will be taxing you beyond your powers." "My dear Henry," said she, "it is but to take one thing at a time, and it will all come easily. If God continues to me my health, I need have no fears that I cannot do all he would have me do. Let us trust the future with him." The blue stars on that straggling branch of morning-glory folded their silken leaves, for 3* THE SUNNY SIDE. the sun was already high. When this long breakfast-chat was concluded, it was too late for our minister to do much in his study before dinner, that day. THE MINISTER S COMPANY. 33 CHAPTER IV. THE MINISTER S COMPANY. JOURNAL. * * * WHAT a busy time I have had of it ! We have entertained at our table no less than forty people this week, and every meal has been prepared by my own hands. It is well for me it does not happen so very often. Yesterday afternoon, we had been alone for the first time, about two hours, and were really enjoying it, when I chanced to look out of the window, and saw an old gentleman in a yellow gig, with a dusty trunk strapped on behind, just driving into the yard. To tell the truth, I was not glad. I was tired, and Henry and I had promised ourselves so pleasant an evening together. I looked at him and saw him bite his lips. He was disap pointed too. The old gentleman got out, slowly ascended the steps, and knocked. Mr. Edwards did not seem inclined to answer the call. I felt that I must make the effort. " He is old and feeble," said I, hurriedly, trying to smile, 34: THE SUNNY SIDE. "let us take care of him." I invited him in. He was a good old minister, and was on his way to a distant town, to bring name a sick child who was in a decline. He intended to stay with us over night. He seemed vei 7 much fatigued, and sat down at once by tkd fire. Mr. Edwards accordingly went out and put up his horse. This made seven horses which we had housed and fed in one week. I must confess, it annoyed me. I did not like to have Henry s time taken up with it: indeed I did not think it exactly proper that he should turn hostler so often ; but I have tried to put it out of my thoughts. I brightened up the fire, and gave the old gentleman a pair of slippers, and made him as comfortable as I could, and he looked so pleased and con tented that I went cheerfully to prepare his tea. He retired very early, so that, after all, Henry and I had the evening quite to ourselves. Perhaps the consciousness that we had made a great effort to entertain the stranger added to our enjoyment. We had then a long talk about this visiting among ministers. " We cannot live at this rate, Emily," said he; "that is a settled matter. You look now THE MINISTER S COMPANY. 35 completely worn out, and I have made up my mind not to have it go on so any longer. We must have help. You can at least have a little girl, to save you steps, As for myself, I will not be hostler any longer. Now for this whole week I have not been able to go into my study until after ten, because I have had horses to harness and visitors to see off. We must either give up entertaining horses, or sell Prince, for, to say nothing of the trouble, we cannot afford to keep both. If the people do not make up the salary this year, we shall run in debt ; and once in debt, I see no hope of ever getting out." "I have been thinking," said I, "that we had better tell our friends plainly that we cannot conveniently keep their horses. The tavern is near by, and they can drive over there. I am not willing to have you troubled with it ; neither do I think it is exactly proper that you should attend to it. But to our house and our table, Henry, let us make these poor ministers wel come, and share with them what we have." After a few minutes serious thought, he said gravely, "A minister s salary ought to be large enough to enable him to travel when he needs it, and put up at a hotel as other men 86 THE SUNNY SIDE. do. He ought not to be obliged to stop at a brother minister s house to save himself a few shillings. " But if we cannot make their salaries larger?" said I. "Then," replied he, "we must entertain them just as you have done ; and may they never get worse fare." I received an expres sion of approbation which quite repaid me for my fatigue. The next morning our visiter rose before we had thought of stirring, and I heard him go down into the parlour and build a fire. Sup- poskag he was anxious to be on his way, I immediately rose, kindled my kitchen-fire, and set tks table. The morning was dark and cold; ii was almost an hour earlier than I was accustomed to rise, so that I really made a good deal of effort, for me. I prepared as nice a breakfast as I could for our old friend. I baked hot biscuit and made an extra cup of coffee for that dying child was much in my mind, and it seemed as if any little attention to the father was a kindness to her ; so I felt quite happy as I stepped briskly about. I shaved down some dried beef which my mother had sent me, cut a plate of cheese, and soon THE MINISTER S COMPANY. 37 my breakfast was smoking on the table. A blessing was asked and the covers lifted. The old man looked first at one thing and then at another, and seemed dissatisfied. At length he asked, " Haven t you a bit of fresh meat in the house, you could let me have?" I had ; so I went and cooked it for him. At first, I had a little struggle with myself to feel just right, but it was soon over. Now I am glad I went, for I believe he is truly a good man, and I may never have an opportunity to do any thing more for him. We have had so much company that Mr. Edwards has not half-finished his first sermon. Ah! this is the worst of it. Now he must exchange, or preach an old one ; and I do not feel willing to have him do either. "What can I do to save his time? I do not know but I had better keep a little girl. She can bring in wood and water, and that will save him some odd minutes. 38 THE SUNNY SIDE. CHAPTER V. DEMAND AND EFFOKT. JOURNAL. Monday. I feel weary to-night, and not much like writing. Mr. Edwards looks jaded out. He sat up half of Saturday night, to finish his sermon, and then preached three times yesterday. I heard that Deacon Jones began to complain because he had no more meetings. I have a little girl, Jane, who works for board and clothing, and I hire a washerwoman besides. She is a member of our church, and a most excellent woman. I like to hear her talk. The first day she came to work for me, I did not know exactly what to do. I did not know whether I should be expected to ask her to sit down to the table with us, or not ; so I stepped softly into the study, for I thought it urgent business. "Henry," said I, "shall I ask her to eat with us?" "Who?" said he, looking up. DEMAND AND EFFORT. 39 "Why, the washerwoman. I want to do just the right thing; now, what shall I do?" He burst out laughing, and told me, "I could judge as well as he he knew nothing about it." He did not help me at all. I determined I would keep on the safe side; so when Jane and I had dinner all ready, I went to her and invited her to sit down with us. "No, I thank ye," said she pleasantly, "I arn all wet and dirty, and I had rather eat with Jane in the kitchen." I respected Lor for her good sense. Jane is a nice little girl, and I find shr> can sate me a great many steps. To-day I tried to wash the paint in the parlour, and vdle I was about it, I had four calls. I wipod the suds from my hands, and sat down. Tne calls were mostly on business. I was informed of my appointment to the office of First Directress in the Sewing Circle, and also of the female prayer-meetings which are to commence on the first Wednesday of next month. Henry wan ders about the house to-day, as if he felt indis posed even to read a newspaper. Tuesday. Some one came this morning for Mr. Eiwards. Widow Green had a stroke of 40 THE SUNNY SIDE. the palsy in the night. She is quite old, and has been feeble a long time ; but as it is pro bable she will linger in this state for some weeks, I thought I would not disturb him. It seemed to me very necessary that he should have his mornings, this week ; so I decided to go myself. Now, she lives a mile and a quartei from us. This is something of a walk for me ; however, I took it, for I would not call Henry down to harness the horse. I wish Jane and I could learn to harness Prince; it would be very convenient in an emergency. I found Widow Green s daughter much dis tressed. She met me at the door, seized my hand, and burst into tears. I was quite un prepared for this, the old lady was so far advanced in years ; but I should have remem bered that we never see the time when we feel as if we could part with a mother. I tried to comfort her, but, to tell the truth, I did not know what to say. I found myself wholly unequal to it. I could only sympathize with her. She soon led me up-stairs into a pleasant little chamber, which looked towards the set ting sun. There in bed, bolstered up, lay the old lady. One arm had fallen powerless at her DEMAND AND EFFORT. 41 side, and one corner of her mouth was drawn down slightly not enough, however, to injure the expression, for she looked calm and happy. She raised her other hand, and tried to bid me welcome, but her tongue refused to obey, and, after one or two indistinct sounds, she gave it up, but her eye wandered to the Bible on the shelf, and I understood that she wished to hear me read. I did so, and then spoke a few words of comfort and sympathy to her and her weeping daughter ; promised them Mr. Edwards should call in the afternoon, and took my leave. How humbled I felt, as I walked back; how utterly unfit I am to stand by the bedside of the dying! It was quite late when I reached home. I found dinner all ready, and Henry waiting impatiently for me, and claiming the credit of the cookery. I think a great deal about the prayer-meet ing. I cannot keep it out of my mind. It is my duty to go, I know, and I cannot excuse myself, without throwing a "stumbling block" in the way of others. I believe these little praying circles are often blessed, and that my influence must go towards their support. But what shall I do? I have never in my life 42 THE SUNNY SIDE. prayed in the hearing of another; and to go for the first time before so many, most of them much older than myself, and so much more advanced in their Christian course I am dis tressed when I think of it. I sometimes say, "I cannot do it." May I not plead that I am " slow of speech ?" Will God accept this plea ? Ah ! I fear not. If he gives me, then, this cross to bear, shall I seek to escape from it ? No I must take it. I must go. I must do the best I can. Perhaps he will " strengthen me in the hour of need." Do I not know that 4 he will not try me above what I am able to bear?" Wednesday. This is an important day to me, and I wish to record its mercies. Through the morning I felt sad ; I could not forget the trial before me. Once or twice I retired to pray for Divine assistance. When the ap pointed hour arrived, I became much agitated. I believe I had dreaded it so much that my nervous system was affected. With trembling hands I tied on my bonnet and went softly out. I did not wish even to have Henry speak to me. I walked rapidly to Deacon Emery s. I was early ; there were only two ladies there. This relieved me a little, for we chatted on indif- DEMAND AND EFFORT. 43 ferent matters until more assembled. Mrs. Emery then read a selected portion of the Scriptures and called upon an old lady to lead in prayer. She offered an excellent prayer. I was quieted by it ; it almost seemed as if God had directed her what to say for my comfort. After this they sang, and I tried to join them, but found I could not, my voice trembled so much. At the close of the singing, Mrs. Emery said they would like to join with me in prayer. My heart beat violently I could scarcely breathe; but I did not hesitate. I had made up my mind before I came what it was my duty to do. I kneeled ; I attempted to speak my lips quivered, but I could not utter a sound. There was a deathlike stillness for a few seconds ; then I burst into a flood of tears and wept violently. I heard others weeping around me. No one rose. Once more I sum moned all my resolution, and this time my voice obeyed me ; and God gave me thoughts and feelings and language. It seemed to me I felt his presence and blessing as I had never done before ; and when I concluded the effort, I felt that this struggle was all over. A sweet peace fell upon my heart. How can I be grate ful enough to my heavenly Father that he did 44 THE SUNNY SIDE. not leave me to follow my own sinful inclina tions in regard to this matter! Now I can tell Henry about it. How different are my feelings to-night from those of last night ! Thursday. I have had a very happy day ; I hardly know why, either, for nothing unusual has happened. Mr. Edwards went punctually to his study at seven, and this always starts the day right. Mother and Martha drove over this morning, to go with me to the society. I mean to make a business of being punctual, and I was there at the appointed minute. This is one of the little virtues, the cultivation of which I shall be glad to help along by my example. Henry will not let me be directress : he thinks that some lady who has less demand upon her time should take it. He is right, I suppose, as he generally is, for it would require much time to fit all the work more than I, situated as I am, can command ; and I would much rather not hold the office at all, than to hold it nominally. The ladies were disap pointed, and some, I fancied, dissatisfied by my refusal, but I cannot help it : I must be guided by my own conscience. I mean to go right on and do what seems to me right, and bear the consequences. I hope by and by I DEMAND AND EFFORT. 45 shall be able so to secure their confidence, that they will be willing to trust me to form my own judgment as to what is right and proper for me to do. For one thing, now, I mean to attend the society meetings always, if I can. I think, for their social results, it is highly im portant they should be sustained. Mr. Ed wards thought it would be a good plan to have reading during a part of the afternoon. The ladies accede to it, because the pastor proposes it, I imagine ; but I fear that this plan will not succeed. There is so much work going on, and so many things wanted, that a reader must be constantly interrupted. Yet I should like to try it; it would give a little more cha racter to our meetings. I suppose I shall be expected to furnish books, and I am sure I shall be puzzled what to select. Light reading it will not do for me to carry, and serious read ing will not interest them, and I have not a very extensive library to select from. How ever, I will do my best, and if I bear it in mind, little interesting items may fall in my way. I can glean something by the wayside. I found, the other day, a very interesting account of Franklin s early life, in an old newspaper which mother sent me around a 46 THE SUNNY SIDE. ham. I cut it out and put it away carefully in my society box. Friday. No studying going on to-day. Henry had to go out, right after breakfast, about five miles, to see a dying man ; and this afternoon he was called three miles in another direction, to marry a couple. It seems as if he could not spare a day, so near the close of the week. We heard yesterday that Deacon Jones was dissatisfied because he visited so little, and made some sharp remarks about it. I hope Deacon Jones is a good man : I believe he is, but it would make a great change in him if he could be a country minister one year. When he returned to his deaconship, I am quite sure he would be more considerate. It seems to me that Mr. Edwards is labouring hard and faithfully. He has the best good of his people near at heart, and does not spare himself. I wish they understood how much it would be for their interest not to disturb him in the morning. Such a day as this troubles me. Sermon- writing now must come late into Saturday night, and then for haggard looks and low spirits, Monday. Saturday. About ten this morning, Kev. Mr. Jones, with his wife and child, came to DEMAND AND EFFORT. 47 spend the Sabbath with us. I was embarrassed when I met him, but soon I told Jiim frankly that if he would excuse it, I would not call Mr. Edwards down, as he had had a broken week, and was not quite ready for the Sabbath. I must confess I was relieved when Mr. Jones told me that he was obliged to give up preach ing himself for a while, on account of throat troubles. Not that I was glad he was ill, of course, but I was glad Henry would not have to invite him into the pulpit. He has had more help of late than Deacon Jones and Miss Cribby like. I do not know, but I am too sensitive about what the people say, but I do want them to love him ; for if they do not, he can do them no good. Miss Cribby is a most excellent woman, but she is peculiar. I hope that some time we shall understand each other better; and yet I find I can get along more easily with her than I did at first. I am sometimes a little surprised to see how much I am interested in this people how ready I am to excuse their faults and admire their virtues. They seem like a part of our family 48 THE SUNNY SIDE. CHAPTER VI. PERPLEXITIES AND PURPOSES. SOME years from the last date, we meet our friends again in those quiet woods which over shadow a part of the road between Lynnfield and Weston. They were now riding in a buggy-wagon, which Prince seemed to carry with as much ease as he had carried the chaise for his additional load was but a slight one. Master Harry, though stout, was but a two- year-old, and baby Emma s weight was too trifling tq be noticed. Mr. and Mrs. Edwards looked somewhat older and graver than when we last saw them here, on their wedding tour. "I wish," said Mr. Edwards, "that I could go to Boston, this fall, to the meeting of the Missionary Board." " Why don t you?" replied his wife. " I had thought of the plan, myself. I really want you to go ; it would do you good. You have scarcely been away now for three years. You need the change, and would enjoy those meet ings very much." PERPLEXITIES AND PURPOSES. 49 " I know that, love ; but where am I to get the money to go with ?" " Why, Prince will carry you. and you would put up with my uncle. You would scarcely need any money." " I have not a dollar I could spare to pay for having my horse kept, after I got there. I declare!" said he, cracking his whip, "this is what I call being poor." Mrs. Edwards smiled, but looked in vain for an answering smile. "\Ve could get along beautifully," said she, " if they would only pay us what is really due ; don t you think so, Henry?" " It would be small enough at best," replied he ; " but the people are so backward in their payments, it is impossible to get along at all. Quarter-day comes no salary ready I must take an order on the stores, or nothing. We must buy even the salt for our porridge at a disadvantage, and I must be always in debt. I really feel ashamed to face some of my own people who have claims on me. They are honest debts, and ought to be paid ; but, time after time, I must put them oif with the same old story. To tell the truth, I have not a dollar of my own in the world. I have a bank- 50 THE SUNNY SIDE. note which I borrowed of Deacon Emery just to keep in my pocket-book for an emergency. Things have been in this state now for several months. There is always an excuse for not paying me. I have not bought a book since the first year I was settled. How in the world, Emily, you struggle along and keep so cheerful, with all your care and sickness, I cannot imagine. If it had not been for you, I should have given up long ago, in despair." "Why, Henry," replied she, " indeed it is really wonderful to see how God has provided for us. Through all our sickness, we had one of the very best physicians, and he, you know, never would take a cent of pay, either for attendance or medicine. Then our children are healthy, and Jane has proved a real treasure ; she does almost as much work as a woman. Mother and the girls have quite clothed her, so that she has cost us almost nothing, and I have been able to teach her, evenings. Really, Henry, I have almost every thing I want. For myself, I do not mind the salary troubles ; it is only on your account I feel them." "It is not right," said he, bursting out like a torrent long pent up, " it is morally wrong PERPLEXITIES AND PURPOSES. 51 for the people to be so remiss in this matter. I would rather, to-day, receive one-half the amount in ready money, which they give me now in orders ; it would be worth more to me. Here we are ; we must buy at just such a store, at any price they please to set, and often take a thing which is not what we want, because we can get no other. Then I do not, even in this way, receive all which they agreed to give me. There is scarcely a family in Weston who live on such small means as we have, and yet we entertain more company than all of them put together. Now I suffer from this. I go into my study disheartened. Often when I take up my pen to write, I think of you down stairs, toiling so patiently and cheerfully from morning to night, with your children in your arms, and I feel that it is my business to re lieve you myself, if I cannot afford you relief in any other way. Then when company comes, I sometimes look out and see them driving in, and feel that we have scarcely the bread to give them, and you certainly have neither time nor strength to spend on their entertainment. I confess it unmans me. I often lay down my pen and weep. Any thing is better than such a life as this, and I will live so no longer on 5 52 THE SUNNY SIDE. that I am determined. My usefulness is des troyed. I can do more good, digging by the highway. I have made up my mind to ask for a dismission this week." Mrs. Edwards looked up in amazement. She had received no intimation before of any ap proach to such a crisis. She hardly knew what to say. " What could you do," she asked at length, quietly, " if you were dismissed ?" "First, I would sell off every thing and raise a little ready money, and then I would take you and the babies home to my mother s farm. I can earn your living there, and have time to look about me a little for other employ ment. Live we must, and if I cannot do it by preaching, I must try teaching. Thank God, Every labourer is worthy of his hire. ? They rode on some time in silence ; at length Mrs. Edwards asked in a gentle tone : " Had we better make so important a move hastily?" " It would not be a hasty move," was his reply. " I have thought it all over many and many a time, and looked it through, from beginning to end, and my duty now seems to me clear, and my path plain. My resolution is formed. I PERPLEXITIES AND PURPOSES. 53 am not, on the whole, sorry that I settled here, for I have learned many things by experience, which will be of great use to me hereafter ; but it seems to me that my work here is done. As our family expenses increase, our perplexi ties increase; and I have to spend so much energy in providing the needful to eat and drink and wear, that I have little left for pro fessional duties. My enthusiasm has vanished, my spirits flag, my sermons drag, and what I write with little interest the people hear with as little. It would be wrong for me to continue this course any longer." . Prince now of his own accord stopped at the door of his old home. Grandmother took the baby, and aunty the laughing Harry. Mrs. Edwards looked pleased, but a close observer could have detected now and then a sigh. She was*thinking of the future. The next morning our friends returned to Weston. 54 THE SUNNY SIDE. CHAPTER VII. THE COMPROMISE. WESTON was taken entirely by surprise when their pastor asked a dismission ; and there was a great excitement about it. They could not understand what the difficulty was ; for they were quite sure they were satisfied with him. It did not seem to occur to them, that he could be dissatisfied with them ! A few ven tured to come to head-quarters for some light on this dark subject. They were frankly told that Mr. Edwards had said all to his people on the subject of their pecu niary remissness which he deemed it proper to say, and that he could not consent to remain where he must perpetually dun his people for his salary. Those whose counsel was sought investigated the matter thoroughly. The result was, that they censured the people in very plain terms, and were decidedly against a dismission of the minister. With this the people were not of- THE COMPROMISE. 55 fended, for they were really much attached to both their minister and his wife, and by no means willing to part with them. They saw also, that, having been so long without any settled pastor, they had really fallen into loose ways of doing business. No one had brought them up to the mark. Now they came forward, and, of their own accord, entered into a written agreement, that the salary five hundred dollars a year, in ready money should be in the hands of the treasurer, on such a day, subject to Mr. Edwards s order. In addition to this, they would agree to raise another hundred, by voluntary contributions, if they could ; and in case they could not, they would yearly give a donation party. This affair brought out warm expressions of attachment, even from Miss Cribby and Deacon Jones ; but, notwithstand ing this, it cost Mr. Edwards a struggle to consent to remain. He was convinced, that nine times out of ten, when a minister has asked a dismission, it is best that he should go ; and he also felt that even now, his salary would be too small to meet his necessary ex penses,. He did not, however, see his way quite clear to renew his application. ; "Well, Emily," said he that evening, "I do 5* 56 THE SUNNY SIDE. not see but that we mtct stay, for the present at least. One good will come from the move we shall know what to depend upon, though, at the best, we shall have a hard time of it." "Perhaps we can meet it as well as any one," replied she. " Some one must live here. There are souls in Weston as precious as elsewhere." "I know that," replied he, a and if I had only myself to care for, I would cheerfully labour here till I die. But I must provide for my family. How are we to educate our children? Why, our shoemaker, over the way, earns more than I do." " I never allow myself an uneasy thought about the children," replied she. "If God spares them to us, and they wish for an educa tion, some way will be provided, I have no doubt. Would it be right to leave what, all things considered, seems a post of duty, to provide for an uncertain future? Would it not seem like a distrust of God s care of us ?" "You preach like a minister," said Mr. Edwards, with a smile. "Oh, Henry," replied she, as the colour deepened a little in her cheeks, " indeed I did THE COMPROMISE. 57 not mean to preach. I was only saying to you just what came into my heart. " Well, love, here we will stay, unless some new door should be opened, so long as the peo ple will keep to their agreement. We will cheerfully trust our children, ourselves, and the future, in God s hands." THE SUNNY SIDE. CHAPTER VIII. VISIT TO BOSTON. THE new order of things made a most re markable change in the minister s family. With an unlocked for consideration, Mr. Dodge himself called with the money, on the morning of the day on which the salary was due. Now they could pay as they went along, and they contracted no more debts. There was no more borrowing money to fill an empty pocket-book. Sometimes they had an oppor tunity to send to Boston, and they always improved it, for they could purchase at an advantage there, procuring a nicer article for the same price. At the close of the year, it seemed as if one dollar had gone as far as three had formerly done, when taken in " orders." The donation-party as it was called was also some help, though it was far from being as good for them as the hundred dollars would have been in money. They received many things which they would not have bought. Then, it was not exactly pleasant to take as VISIT TO BOSTON. 59 a gift what was in fact their due. However, the more intelligent part of the people regarded the thing in the right light, i. e. as a favour, to be allowed to pay a part of the salary in this manner ; and felt that they were the party under obligation. Those who did not regard it thus, Mrs. Edwards found it quite easy to get along with. Indeed, she seemed to get along with every body, even with Miss Cribby. The new order of things was felt by the society also. Their minister came to them no longer with a troubled countenance, neither did he write for them despondingly. His peo ple said he had never preached better; and this was true. The two ends of the year now met so well, that on the ensuing spring Mr. Edwards again entertained the idea of going to Boston. He had not taken a journey with his wife since their marriage, and he felt that the change and relief from care would be of great service to her. She, however, objected to going, assigning various reasons, and concealing the main one which w^as in her mind, the ad ditional expense of taking her. Mr. Edwards overruled all these objections, pressed his point, and she consented to accompany him. 60 THE SUNNY SIDE. Then followed the " getting ready ," a small affair for him, but a great one for her. Sho had not purchased a nice dress for herself since her marriage. Now the relatives with whom she was to stay in Boston were fashionable people, and she found she had a little feeling about appearing there in such an antiquated dress. The old remark, about " coming out of Noah s ark," would find its way into her mind. After a few struggles with herself, she had about made up her mind to go with the best she had, and to feel satisfied with it, when she received very unexpectedly, from the ladies of the parish, a new black silk dress. They, also, had some feeling about their minister s wife, and wished her to appear as well as others. With the dress was a little note, enclosing two dollars, with which they asked her to buy a new ribbon for her, straw bonnet. This was a well-timed present, and Mrs. Edwards was touched by the kind interest which the ladies manifested. She was also comforted by it, for she had been a little afraid that her sensitive ness about her dress was not altogether right. Her mother and Martha came over from Lynnfield on so important an occasion as the making of a silk dress, and it was soon done VISIT TO BOSTON". 61 tip in good style. The old Dunstable-straw was sewed over yet once more ; it was newly bleached to the last degree of faintness, and trimmed with a fresh, modest, green ribbon. Mrs. Jones brought in, one evening, a little parcel, which she kept tucked under her apron till just as she was going away then she slipped it under the table-cover. Martha laughingly opened it, and found a nice new green veil. So our traveller seemed to be all equipped. The children returned with grandmother to Lynnfieid, and every thing being ready, the day was fixed for their start. At an early hour, Prince, in shining harness, stood waiting ;it the door, and quite a party of interested friends called to see them off. It was a cheer ful and pleasant group on the steps of the parsonage; and in the midst, quietly and sweetly, stood the minister s wife. Was she not the fac-simile of that image she long ago had in mind ? Was she not "very good" and "very thankful," and dressed even in the straw bonnet, with "green ribbons?" Indeed, her new attire was so becoming, and she appeared so pretty, that her husband looked at her with beaming eyes, which well expressed his pleasure at her improved ap- 62 THE SUNNY SIDE. pearance. The ladies smiled at one another and felt repaid for all they had done. No one, who has not once in a life-time taken such a patiently-earned journey, can fully un derstand how much Mr. and Mrs. Edwards enjoyed. They seemed almost to have entered a new world. Every thing interested them; the light and shade, the waving trees, the ever-changing landscape, rocks and birds and flowers, farms and fruit-orchards, alike attracted their attention. They talked incessantly ; time flew, and before they were ready for it, Prince had brought them within sight of the dome of the State House at Boston. Soon they were making their way through the narrow streets^ and thep, were at Mr. Hargrave s door. So quickly had they come, it seemed almost like a dream, yet how easily it had all been accom plished ! With some trepidation, Mrs. Edwards fol lowed her husband up those large granite steps, which, as well as the house itself, seemed very imposing. Their ring was immediately answered, and they were ushered into a hand some drawing-room. Mr. and Mrs. Hargrave met their niece so cordially that it re-assured her, and, quite at her ease again, in her simple, VISIT TO BOSTON. 63 natural way, she introduced Mr. Edwards to them. Their hospitable relatives did every thing in their power to make them feel at home. Their house was filled with guests, and Mrs. Edwards soon found that her very retired life had in some respects been a disadvantage to her. She was embarrassed in general society. She had been out of it so long, that she had almost forgotten how to act. Among their own people, where she was so much looked up to, she was quite at her ease, and could talk ; but to be among strangers, in a mixed party, placed her in such new relations as to embar rass her. It must be said, however, that these new circumstances, though they made her silent, yet did not make her awkward, for ,she was truly modest, and assumed nothing on the ground of being a minister s wife. When she did converse, there was something in her manner which was winning and gentle, and which made friends. As to those customs of fashionable life to which she had been so long unused, she met them in a quiet, observant way, which shielded her alike from blunder or notice. That she was too silent, is, however, only 64 THE SUNNY SIDE. partially true. When religious topics were introduced, she expressed thoughts and opinions, and showed more of general information and cultivation than one would have been led to expect. True, since her marriage, she had found but little time to read, but she had made the most of what she had read. She never forgot any thing worth remembering, and seemed to deposit what she learned in its right place, and appropriate it to its proper subject. The truth was, when she read, it was for the people as well as herself. She made a point of studying her Bible daily and who can do this without intellectual, as well as spiritual improvement? Her practice of jour nalizing and writing occasionally had contri buted also to give her command of language. Mr. Edwards was at home at once, among the ministers. He was interested and excited through the whole week. It was enough to do one s heart good to see how much our friends enjoyed. They attended the meetings they shopped together they stepped into book stores. Here, after turning it all over in their minds, they purchased a few, a very few books. How rich they felt with their treasure, all tied in a paper parcel, which Mr. Edwards VISIT TO BOSTON. 65 easily carried under his arm ! After a little more good planning, Mr. Edwards decided to subscribe for a Theological Review. He felt the necessity of keeping abreast with the lite rary and religious world, as he had not done before since his settlement. The week in Boston seemed to fly. The religious meetings came to a close, and Mr. and Mrs. Edwards, refreshed in body and mind, rich with news and their few purchases all important to them turned their faces homeward. Not a cloud came over the sky the air was mild and balmy nature seemed to sympathize with their quiet joys. Prince was in fine order; indeed, like his master, he seemed to have grown young again. He was not long in leaving the old State House far behind him ; and, in time for an early tea, he stopped at the door of the parsonage in Weston. 66 THE SUNNY SIDE. CHAPTER IX. PRESENTS. FROM THE JOURNAL. JVbw. This morning Mr. Dodge stopped here. He did not get out of the sleigh, but rapped on the fence with his whip-handle. I sent Jane out to him. "Tell your folks," said he, "if they will send a basket up to my house, I will give them some sweet-potatoes." I was quite pleased, for it is a long time since I had seen a sweet-potato. I sent Jane, but took good care to select the smallest basket I had, which was at all suitable. Mr. Edwards laughed out when I gave it to her. "I don t wish him to rob himself," said I, half apologetically. I received no reply. Mr. Edwards returned to his newspaper, though I could oaaily see a curious smile lurking still arouid the corners of his mouth. Jane was gone only a few minutes, as Mr. Dodge lives i|uite near us. When I saw her returning, I PRESENTS. 67 went out to meet her in the entry. I thought perhaps it would be as well to take the potatoes quietly into the kitchen, and let Mr. Edwards finish his paper ; but he called out to her, to "bring them in." The basket was but half- filled, and most of those were specked ! Mr. Edwards looked a little angry. I laughed. "You see," said I, "I was right in the selec tion of my basket ; but here is enough to give us a little taste. You may take them out, Jane." Mr. Edwards was a little angry. He is very sensitive about receiving presents. I do not think our donation-parties are altogether agreea ble to him. He does not like to be put under obligation for what is justly his due. I wish the people would feel as if they could dispense with them, and raise the money: it would be so much better for us. If Mr. Dodge would only do his duty, they could raise it easily but money comes hard from him. I do not mean to complain of our people, for I think they have been exceedingly generous and attentive to us. They do the best they can, and for the most part cheerfully, I think. I do not remember having my feelings pained but once. Before Harry s birth, I had many little things sent in to me. I was calling on a 68 THE SUNNY SIDE. lady, one day, and I spoke of the presents which I had received, of their value to me, and of my appreciation of the kindness which prompted it. She replied, suddenly, and to me it seemed sharply, "Well, / didn t send you nothing, Miss Edwards. I think, charity begins at home and it is my duty to see first that my own children have clothes." I was so taken by surprise, I di-d not know what to say. My feelings were hurt. It was with difficulty I could restrain my tears. If I had known that she had sent nothing, of course I should not have spoken ; but I had attributed some anonymous presents to her, and wished to notice them in this way. However, she is a good woman, and I don t suppose she meant to hurt my feelings. April. How long it is since I have written in my journal ! We have had a very trying winter. God has seen fit to send sickness among us. In January, our dear little Kate was born. We had been at so much expense, previously, that I dismissed my nurse earlier than I am used to doing, and I think I over exerted myself before I got my strength up, for my work had run behind-hand, and thero was a great deal to be done. I must. have PRESENTS. 69 taken some cold, also, for I had a severe ill ness, and was confined to my room two months. I am now but just able to sit up and do a little light work in my chamber. Henry, dear boy, is a great comfort to me. He is a mother-boy. I hardly know how I could get along without him. He is but little more than six years old, but he does the work of a boy of ten. He brings in all my wood, and builds the fires, and looks after the little ones. Dear little fellow ! I have had to keep him out of school, now, for a month : I regret it very much, but it cannot be helped. He leads Emma and George every morning, and goes for them at night, and he tends the baby. I think little Kate begins to know him already. He tends her almost as well as I do. It is curious to see him sitting in his little rocking-chair, singing to her. How much w r e have to be grateful for ! True, we are poor, as this world goes, but we are rich in our children. God has given us a world of comfort and hope now in Henry. Then there is Emma, her father s child, noisy, and talkative, and lively, doing all she can to keep us in good cheer. George seems to be more quiet and gentle. In the midst of my *ickness, they all had the measles. Mr. Ed- 70 THE SUNNY SIDE. wards took them into the study, and took care of them himself. May. It is so delightful this morning, I think I shall venture to ride out with little Kate. Prince is so gentle, it will be no trouble to drive him. I will not let Mr. Edwards go with me, as he has been much disturbed of late. His habits of study have been broken up, and I see he finds it difficult to resume them. A great deal of miscellaneous business has accu mulated on his hands. His people have been considerate, and certainly very kind. Mrs. Jones, in particular, insisted upon sitting up night after night. I used to think then, that I could overlook all the deacon s faults for her sake ; but how little we know of our own hearts ! Now it was only last week that I lost my patience wholly with him. He came in one evening, after we were beginning to look up a little, and gave Mr. Edwards a regular scolding. He told him " his church was in a cold state, they were almost dead, and something must be done to get up a revival, or they should all go down." He is unfortunate in his manner of expressing himself. Even when he does not mean to be unamiable, he appears quarrelsome and threatening. Miss Cribby keeps Mrs. Edwards informed of all which goes wrong in the parish, p. 73. PRESENTS. 73 After these private interviews, Mr. Edwards is often silent : last week he was quite de pressed ; he began to think there must be some general dissatisfaction in the congregation, and that Deacon Jones s call was not entirely on his own account. But I think if this was the case, I should certainly hear of it from Miss Oibby, for she keeps me duly informed of all which goes wrong; so I have made up my mind not to be troubled about it. When God disables us by sickness, it is wrong to fret because we cannot be " up and doing." I will go out to enjoy this beautiful day. It will do little Kate good. June. This afternoon, Deacon Emery called. His benevolent, pleasant, good face, is a real cordial. I feel, when I am by him, that I am near a friend ; and a true friend he has indeed been to us. I love him with my whole heart. He made us a pleasant call. I saw he had a bundle under each arm, which, as he rose to go, he put down on the table. "I noticed, sir," said he to Mr. Edwards, "that you had no standard works of history in your library, and as your children are getting to be readers now, you may find these useful." He had brought a complete set of Hume and Smollett. 74 THE SUNNY SIDE. Mr. Edwards was very much pleised, and so was I. We fancied, and rightly I imagine, that he had, in some way, heard of Deacon Jones s fault-finding call, and wished to do away any wrong impressions which he might have made, for he spoke with unusual cheerful ness and warmth about the prosperity of the church, and took special pains to specify indi vidual cases where attention had been awakened by some particular sermons. The tears came into my eyes, and I could not refrain from thanking him by a warm pressure of the hand. Just before Deacon Emery came in, Mr. Ed wards had been talking about leaving Weston. Said he : "I have now been here ten years, and I do not know but I have done my work for this people. A new order of things, per haps, would give them a new start." I think it has been a cherished opinion of his, that ten years is about as long as a man ought to stay in one place. "Would you seek for a Iarg3r place?" I inquired. I was sorry I had asked the ques tion. He did not immediately reply. He walked the room silently, and when he did speak, it was in a sorrowful tone. PRESENTS. 75 " I do not know that I could fill a more im portant place, Ernily. I know that I have not advanced, as ten years ago I meant to do. I have fallen below my mark. Too much energy and time have been spent simply in contriving how to live year by year. I have not been able to buy books, or to travel about and find out what other men are doing, and I have had very little to excite my ambition for study. Then my people have required a great deal of pastoral duty, and they would have it even if it interfered with the preaching ; so here I am. I am yet in the prim of life ; but my habits of study and thought are now formed, and have been formed under such circumstances as these, and I have no reason to think I shall ever do, or be, much more than I am now. No, when we leave Weston, if I am wise, I shall >eek only another retired field of labour." It pp,ined me very much to hear him spetik in this manner. I knew that he was unjust to himself; for he had been a faithful, hard-working pastor. "Perhaps," said I, "in the course which you marked out for yourself, there may have been ftn unsanctified ambition which God would not accept ; and though you may not have a,ccon> 76 THE SUNNY SIDE. plished your own plans, you may have don more for Him in the way he has led you." "And there it must rest/ said he. "Cer tainly, the way has never yet been opened for me to leave Weston, though the small salary here has been a great disadvantage to me every way. Why, you see how much of my time it takes to teach my boys. I cannot afford to send them away to school ; and if they are ever fitted for college, I must fit them. We must give them an education ; it is all we can do for them." Here, as I have already written, Dea con Emery called. After he had left the par lour, Mr. Edwards asked him into the study, and had a long talk with him. August. The question has once more been agitated, whether to go or stay. Mr. Edwards finds now that he has taken such deep root in the hearts of the people, that he cannot tear himself away, without violence. Probably, he will never again attempt it. He has made up his mind now to live, and labour, and die here, if God sees best. I am content. I love Wes ton I love our people. Here have all my children been born ; no other spot could be so dear. HARD TIMES. TT CHAPTER X, HARD TIMES. SEVEIVAL years later in the history of our minister s.; family, we find them at a period of their greatest pressure. Now, there are seven children four boys and three girls, to be fed, clothed, and educated on five hundred a year and presents. Mr. Edwards, with great perseverance and at some professional sacrifice, had managed to fit the two eldest boys for college. Henry was nearly sixteen, an ambitious boy and a good scholar. He had not as yet given any evidence of piety. Next in order to him was Emma,, a discreet, amiable, matronly girl, who was a great help to her mother. She had been kept at the Western High-school, which was sometimes well and sometimes badly managed ; and in addition to this, her father had encouraged her studying with her brothers, so that she had thus far been well educated. Next to her came George,, who seemed to like any tiling better than study. THE SUNNY SIDE. Then followed the sprightly and beautiful Kate, then Susan, who was mother all over again; then John, who was about like other boys, and Jamie the baby and pet all these to be pro vided for, with the short, scanty purse. It was wonderful to see how it held out. They never went hungry. True, neither tea, nor coffee, nor sugar was seen on their table ; but there was plenty of fresh, sweet milk. Meat was a rarity ; but there was no lack of hasty- pudding and bean-porridge, pea-soup, and pota toes. Poultry in abundance, too, at Thanks giving, and a fine pig killed about Christmas. The little farm, which the stout boys helped work, furnished their vegetables and fed the horse, while their fruit-trees sometimes brought them in a little money. Of cakes, pies and preserves, they seldom tasted ; notwithstanding which, their cheeks were as rosy and their com plexion as fair as those who fared sumptuously every day. In their dress, however, their nar row income was more perceptible. Garments were handed down from one to another turned upside down and inside out patched and re- patched, and worn as long as they could be made tidily to hold together. Homely and out f fashion their clothing necessarily was, often, HARD TIMES. 79 but never ragged or dirty. It took so much cloth to cover them, and both boys and girli grew so fast, that what was purchased was gene rally of cheap material. Sometimes, Mrs. Ed wards wished that, for their sakes, she could afford to dress them a little better ; but then again, true to her confidence in God, she felt quite convinced that God had given them every thing which it was best for them to have. To make the most of this, however, she toiled incessantly. She turned her hand to every thing. Often she felt obliged to steal time from sleep, and she would sit up late, cutting and contriving, making and fitting. An old coat, perhaps, of Mr. Edwards s, must make a Sunday jacket, "good as new," for one of the boys, or a dress of aunty s must be made over for the third or fourth time, now, for the baby. "While thus occupied, particularly if alone, it was her habit to sing in a low, sweet voice, her favourite hymns, one of which was, " While thee I seek, protecting Power, &c. To her family, she always appeared quiet and happy, and they never were conscious how con stantly she exerted herself. Notwithstanding 80 THE SUNNY SIDE. her home cares, her social duties were not ne glected. Her place was seldom vacant at the prayer-meetings, and she seemed always ready to answer a call of poverty or sickness. It was wonderful how much she accomplished, with feeble health, too ; and yet she did her work so quietly and naturally, that her labours were ap preciated only in their results. GOING TO COLLEGE. 81 CHAPTER XI. GOING TO COLLEGE. THE time came when our minister s family was to be broken in upon, and the nestlings must scatter. Henry was about to enter col lege. Every nerve had been strained to fit him out. At their last donation-party, one little thing had occurred, which Mrs. Edwards loved to regard as a special providence. It was this : a whole piece of cotton cloth had been given them, for the first time, and it exactly met their necessities. One afternoon, wiiile Mrs. Edwards, Emma, and Kate were sewing busily, making it up into shirts, Miss Cribby called. - " Always find you at work, here," said she. " Wish some folks in the parish would take pat tern by ye. They d be better off." "We are fitting Henry out," said Mrs. Ed wards, smiling. " He enters college, this fall." "Enters college ! Why, bless me ! Isn t he too young?" 82 THE SUNNY SIDE. "No; he is about sixteen." " Sixteen ! Well, I never ! How time does fly away with one. It seems but yesterday that he was born. How pretty he looked the first time I saw him. Little toad ! I felt as if I wanted to give him a good shaking." Kate, by this time, had unloaded the rocking- chair ; and, placing it by the window, she in vited Miss Cribby to sit down. "Well, I don t care if I do," was the reply. " How much have you got to do, Mrs. Edwards, to fix him off?" " We have just commenced on his shirts; but I intend to keep Emma and Kate at home for a little while, and I think we shall get along nicely." " Dear me ! Why on earth, now, can t some of the folks come in and give you a lift? They might, just as well as not. I do wonder why nobody ever seems to think of such things but me. I d take hold, myself, if I had any eyes." "I think we shall get through in season. " Now, that is because you are always afraid of troubling other people, Mrs. Edwards. I don t see any sense in it." Miss Cribby soon rose, made rather an awk- GOING TO COLLEGE. 83 ward apology for her short call, and took her leave. Miss Cribby had a notion in her head. First, she went to Deacon Emery s to tell the news. " Henry Edwards was going to college in a fortnight, and Mrs. Edwards had a world of sewing to do, to get him fixed out ; and for her part, she thought it was a sin and a shame for them to stand by and see her working herself to death, and never offer to give her a lift." Thus went Miss Cribby from house to house, scolding some, coaxing others, and inviting all to a Sewing Bee the next afternoon, at the minister s, giving them as a last charge, "Mind ye, now, and bring your own victuals." Miss Cribby s Bee was a very large one, and was really a great help. Particularly so was it to little Kate, for a great part of the fine stitching was done. This she had intended to do herself. Dear child ! She meant to stitch Henry s linen everywhere where it was suitable ; for she felt as if nothing could be too nice for him to go to college with. Mrs. Edwards was so very careful never to seem to demand assistance from their people, ihat it was cheerfully offered. This is not al- 84 THE SUNNY SIDE. ways the case. Sometimes assistance is given reluctantly. The ladies who are pressed with their own sewing, feel that it is rather hard they should be called upon to sew for the minis ter s wife. Do not yield to these feelings, my friend. Go and help her gladly, and be sure this act will find a place in that golden line with the "cup of cold water." You do not know how much she has to do with her time, and never will, unless you are a faithful minis ter s wife yourself. Assist her all you can. You may still feel that you receive quite as much as you give though you may not always trace it directly to her. Were you comforted and strengthened by the sermon, last Sabbath morning ? Had not your minister s wife left all her Saturday s mending, and gone in and sat down five different times with persons who called, it would not have been finished. Did you enjoy much at the last prayer-meet ing, because your minister was there, with all his heart in it ? Had 1 not his wife stayed at home, and, after a hard day s work, rocked and nursed and walked about with the teething child, he could not have been present. If you think your minister s wife has an easy life of GOING TO COLLEGE. 85 it, you are mistaken. If you think, with all its toils, she finds much to enjoy In it, you are right. But to return to our story. Miss Cribby, not satisfied with her Bee, went to work to see what else she could do. Going about from one to another, and finally ending with Mr. Dodge, with whom she had a regular siege, she accomplished her object, and collected ten dollars in money. One morning she came to the parsonage at breakfast-time, but entered without ceremony, as usual. She seemed embarrassed something new for her, Mr. Edwards asked her to sit down. " No, she couldn t stop ; she only wanted to know how they all were, and how they got along, and if they were almost through, and if they didn t want some more help about the sewing." She was duly informed on these points, and then there was a pause. " I may as well tell on t first as last," said Miss Cribby, trying to keep back some awkward tears. " May be this ll help you some at this pull; and if it does, I m paid, that s all." She laid the roll of bills on Mr. Edwards s plate, 86 THE SUNNY SIDE. walked out of the room as fast as she could go, and in the gladness of her heart cried all the way home. Ten dollars! Ten dollars! The children crowded around to look at it. " Only think, Henry," cried Kate, " ten dol lars I why, it will almost carry you through college." This was indeed timely aid ; and when the minister and his family kneeled in prayer, both gift and giver were rememhered with grati tude. THE PACKING. 87 CHAPTER XII. THE PACKING. HENRY S first new suit of broadcloth, which was to be paid for at some future time, arrived. He put it on and walked proudly about. His father and mother looked at him, but were si lent. It seemed as if they now realized, for the first time, that he was getting on, into man hood that he was to leave them that he was very dear to them. The children, noisy in their love, gathered about him, all but George, who, now beginning to think himself almost a man, stood at a distance, to pass his judgment coolly. "I think," said he, "it s pretty well done for a country tailor. You ll pass muster, I guess, Harry. You ll be dressed as well as any of them, at any rate." Kate looked upon him with her sparkling, blue eyes. " He will be the handsomest fellow in all college, I know that." "Kate, don t be silly," said Emma; "you ll 88 THE SUNNY SIDE. make him vain, if you tell him so ; i handsome is that handsome does. "I hope he will be the best man in college," said his father, "whoever may be the hand somest." "Have you nothing to say, mother? in quired Henry, turning to her. "I like your clothes, my son they fit well." "Well, mustn t he be good, to pay for it, mother ?" said John. "Yes," said his mother, as she approached Henry and kissed him fondly. Henry knew her well enough to understand that her heart was full, and that her chief desire for.him she would not express at so noisy a time. At length, all Henry s sewing was finished. Mrs. Edwards rejoiced on Kate s account, for it seemed as if the child would make herself ill. She would sit there, near the window, by the hour together, with her sampler in her lap, stitching in, on one thread, on all the linen, "Henry Edwards" in full. She had an idea that college was a bad place, and he might pos sibly lose some of his precious property, if it were not well marked. Then came the packing. Now the old trunk, which Mr. Edwards himself had carried to col- THE PACKING. oy lege, was brought down from the garret into the kitchen. Emma sat down very quietly on the floor by it, and began to rub up the tar nished brass nails. No one paid much atten tion to her, excepting George, who, seeing what was to come of it, slipped out at the back-door, ran over to the shoemaker s, and obtained some strips of red leather. When he returned, the nails were shining like stars, and " Henry Ed wards" twinkled out on the cover like a new constellation. This threw the rest of the chil dren into quite a fever about making a new trunk out of the old one. Kate, with a huge pair of shears, which made deep, blue indents in her delicate fingers, must needs point all the strips of leather. Then the boys would try their skill with blacking and brush. At length, after a good morning s work, the trunk suited all. Even Mr. Edwards was obliged to confess that it looked about as well as when he first took it. The trunk was large, and Henry s wardrobe at best but scanty, yet, in one way and another, it was filled. Each child had a little present for him. Johnny had picked out a bag full of nuts. Suzy had a budget of nice pen-wipers and holders. Kate had quilted him a pair of 90 THE SUNNY SIDE. slippers, stitching in the leaves and flowers, Emma filled a box with good substantial dough nuts. George owned a portfolio, a birthday gift this he cheerfully placed by the other presents. A new penknife was there, too, from his father, but nothing there from his mother yet. The last article was in, and no excuse offered for lingering longer over the packing. Kate had smoothed each article, even to her own sa tisfaction, and Emma was quite convinced that no book could rub the new suit now. "Come, children," said Mr. Edwards, "it is now quite late ; we will have prayers. Henry must be off bright and early, you know." The children followed him into the sitting-room. "Father," said Emma, "may we sing The voice of free grace to-night?" "Yes, do, father," said Kate, that s Henry s tune." " It will be pleasant to sing it all together, once more," said Mrs. Edwards. All sang, and yet, among so many voices, there was one, harmonious, yet clear and dis tinct from the others ; it was to this chiefly the mother listened, for it was Henry s. THE PACKING. 91 After the singing, they kneeled in prayer. Henry did not always seem to join in prayer, but this night he did not lose a single word. His father prayed for him. Henry was startled by the earnestness with which he seemed to wrestle with God for a blessing on his son. How he prayed that God would keep watch over him, and preserve him in the midst of the temptations and dangers to which he would be exposed ! Henry seemed, for the first time, to feel that he needed other strength than his own to "keep him from the evil," and he sincerely wished that God would be his friend. At the close, his father briefly alluded to this first family separation. Henry heard a stifled sob from Kate, who was kneeling by him, and it required a very manly effort to control his own feelings. They rose, exchanged a good night and kiss. "I shall be up and I," said one and another so they would not now bid each other good-by. Henry slept alone in the little bedroom which opened into the kitchen. After he had retired and extinguished his light, he heard the latch of his door gently lifted, and his mother entered with a lamp. " Henry," said she, "are you asleep?" THE SUNNY SIDE. "No, mother." She came and sat on the side of his bed. "My son," said she, "I have not given you my present yet; I wished to wait until you were alone. Here it is, Henry ; it is the best of all books which I have chosen, and I have written your name in it, and also a verse which expresses my heart s desire for you. Will you read this Bible every day, Henry, for your mo ther s sake ?" He could not immediately reply. "I bought as handsome a copy as I could, Henry. I did not know but it would be more pleasant for you to have it lie on your study- table, if it were well bound. It is an English Bible. See do you like it ?" Henry held it under the candle, and turned it over and over, but he could not speak a word. "My dear child," said she, throwing her arms affectionately around him, "I feel as if I must tell you, before you leave me, what a comfort you have always been to me ; you may like to think of it when you are away. I have depended upon you a great deal, Henry. You are my first-born ; and, from your babyhood until now, you have always been dutiful and THE PACKING. considerate towards your mother. You have been a good son. I do not think I have ever felt impatient with you more than once or twice in your life ; but I want you to forget that. And now, my boy, if you were a Christian, it seems to me I should have no wish ungratified about you. In the excitement of your college life, you will not forget the wish which lies nearest your mother s heart will you?" Henry dared not speak. " Mother will miss you sadly, son y boy; but then it is all right," said she, speaking quickly and cheerfully. "Vacation will soon be here, and then we shall have you at home again. Good night! I will put the Bible in your trunk. Good night ! Go to sleep, as quick as you can." She closed the door. Henry could control himself no longer. He buried his head in the bedclothes and wept like a child. His mother s farewell had unmanned him he was still his mother s boy, if he was fitted for college. Gradually, however, he became more quiet, and began to form plans for the future. He determined that he would sweep all before him in college that he would graduate with the highest honours that he would have his mo- 8* 94 THE SUNNY SIDE. ther there, so proud of him, and so happy. Then he would rise fast in his profession, and make money fast he would be a rich man, and his mother should ride in her carriage, and have plenty of servants and then, soothed by his golden visions, he fell asleep. He had quite lost sight of the wish which lay nearest his mother s heart. In his plans for making her happy, he had already left out the only thing which could do so his conver sion to Grod. TROUBLES. 95 CHAPTER XIII. TROUBLES. GEORGE gave his parents anxiety. He was restless, fond of wild freaks, and not of his books. After Henry s departure, most of the chores about home fell to him, and for the first time his mother had trouble in getting them properly attended to. George began also to complain of Weston. " It was a dull, stupid place; he wished he could go out and see a little of the world." His father proposed that he should give up study, and go into a store ; but this proposal did not please him. He wished to go through college, and study medi cine. "Nothing," he said, "would tempt him to be a minister : he had seen enough of that life." One evening his father and mother were kept up quite late, waiting for him. He had been absent all day, and no one knew where he had gone. THE SUNNY SIDE. " What shall we do with him ?" said Mr. Edwards, as he paced the room. "I never shall dare to send him to college he is so easily led astray; and yet he is so bent on going, I am afraid he will never do any thing anywhere else." " I have been thinking, lately," replied Mrs. Edwards, " that perhaps the child really needs some change. He has lived here all his life, and gone the same round, year after year, and his restless, active temperament finds little vent here. I wish we could send him away for six months or a year ; it would almost be the saving of the boy." "I know that," said Mr. Edwards; "it is just what he needs, but just what we cannot do. We are straining every nerve, now, to keep Henry along." " Yes, that is true, but I have thought it all over, and I cannot help hoping and expecting, that if it is necessary the dear child should go, God will in some way open a door for us. We can be on the look-out for opportunities which he may throw in our way." After this conversation, Mr. Edwards, bear ing the thing in mind, made inquiries about the neighbouring schools, and expressed his TROUBLES. 97 wishes to one or two of his brother minis ters. It was not long before he received a letter from an old classmate, who was then principal of an academy, and who had a son in delicate health, whom he wished to send out into the country, where he could study a little, and work in the open air as his strength would allow. He proposed to Mr. Edwards that they should make an exchange of boys. Mrs. Edwards s hopeful spirit was prophetic. This was just the chance for George, and it seemed provided at the right time. They de termined immediately to accept it. Then he must be fitted out. But here a new trouble arose ; there was nothing to fit him out with. The clothing which he had, though clean and whole, was not suitable to be worn among well- dressed boys in a large village-academy. His mother knew that he would be mortified and made unhappy by it. She thought about it day and night she devised plan after plan none would succeed without money, and money she had not. She went again and again to her closets hoping some article might have been overlooked ; but no, they had been too thoroughly ransacked before. Not a coat yo IflE SUNNY SIDE. nor a pair of pants was left to be made over ; even the last old stock-frame had been re covered for Henry. " We cannot do it," said she with a sigh, " unless we run in debt, or deprive the other children of necessary clothing." " It must indeed be a desperate case which you give up," said Mr. Edwards. "You have dressed your boys so long out of nothing, that I never thought of this proving a serious ob stacle. I am sorry indeed, but, fortunately, I have not told George, so that he will not be disappointed. I will write Mr. Hardy that we cannot make it out this year." " He did not wish him to come until spring ?" said Mrs. Edwards. "No!" " Can we not, then, defer giving a definite answer until the first of March?" " Oh, yes ; but we should be no better off then." "I do not know," said Mrs. Edwards; "I cannot help hoping something will turn up ; we may save him one suit, by that time, out of something. Our donation-party is yet to come, and you remember our cotton-cloth last TROUBLES. 99 year. That really seemed like a special pro vidence." "Well," said Mr. Edwards with a smile, "it is, i Hope on, hope ever, with you; it shall be as you wish. I will write Mr. Hardy that we like the plan exceedingly, and if we can make it out, will let him know definitely, early in the spring. In the mean time, I think we had better be careful not to let George hear of it." In due time came the somewhat anxiously expected donation-party. What was given proved to be rather less in value than it had previously been. Some might have remem bered that Miss Cribby had called upon them in the autumn. After the party, Mrs. Ed wards went anxiously round to examine the gifts. Alas ! there was nothing to help her about George nothing at all. Not a dollar in money had been given. She felt disap pointed; for she had depended upon aid from this source. She sighed as she came to the conclusion that, from their already contracted expenses, one suit of clothes more must be saved. In the mean time, they heard often from Henry. He soon recovered from his home- 100 THE SUNNY SIDE. sickness, and wrote in high spirits. He was full of ambitious hopes, and, from his own account, seemed to be hard at work. During the term, his tutor wrote once to Mr. Edwards, and spoke of Henry in the highest terms. He had taken the first rank in his class. HOPING OX. 101 CHAPTER XIV. HOPING ON. JOURNAL. IT has cost me a struggle to feel reconciled to my disappointment about George. He is a bright boy, I trust with good principles and a kind heart; yet he is wild and restless, and easily led astray. He wants firmness of cha racter. Mr. Hardy made us a fine offer; it seemed to me just the place for him, but we have not a dollar to spend on his outfit. It takes all we can spare to keep Henry along, as we wish to run in debt as little as possible. It seems to me I never was so conscious as I now am, that we are poor. After my disappoint ment about the donation-party, I found myself often, wondering if we could not find a place to live where they would give a better salary. We are seeing our hardest times ; if we ever need money, it is now, while we are educating our children. Perhaps, earlier in life I ought to have acceded to Mr. Edwards s desire to leave 102 THE SUNNY SIDE. Weston ; yet then I could never make it seem clearly the path of duty,, and why should I re gret our decision ? Was it easier to trust my children to God s care when they were young than it is now, as they begin to leave us ? No, I do trust him, and, for the most part, my heart is peaceful. I will leave my erring boy with him. He will do for him what is best. Henry is getting along remarkably well. I am more than satisfied. When he writes, par ticularly to me, I go away alone to read his let ters. I am so happy, it is a relief to weep. I think it is unusual for a boy to retain so tender a regard for his mother as Henry does. He is studying very hard, his tutor tells us. He wishes to have me proud of him. I must watch my own heart here. If I do not really feel that to be truly great one must be truly good, I shall fail in making him believe it. He means to teach school in his long vacations, and is look ing forward to the law as a profession. I hope I may live to see him a minister. He is our firstling of the flock, and in a peculiar manner was consecrated to God. The conversion of the children is our first object ; for this, chiefly, we labour and pray ; all else regarding them is, I trust, but secondary with us. Emma is a great HOPING ON. 103 comfort ; we have good reason to hope that she has experienced a change of heart. She wishes to unite with our church, and I think will do so in Henry s vacation. Her father hopes to have us all together then. Kate, I can see, thinks and feels much, though she says but little. To me she appears as if she already indulged a trembling hope that she is a child of God, and yet feared to express it. She is gay and lively in her temperament, and perhaps is afraid she might bring a reproach upon the profession of a Christian. Her tender conscience will, I trust, prove a safeguard to her ; for we cannot but see that she is growing more and more beautiful every day, though as yet she does not seem to know it. Suzy is very sweet-tempered. Oh ! we have a world of comfort in our children. I am astonished when I look back and see how much God has enabled us to do for them, with such limited means. We have every reason to trust him with the future, and I will put away all my anxieties about George. 104 THE SUNNY SIDE. CHAPTER XV. THE FIRST WELCOME HOME. AT the parsonage, the great event to be looked forward to was Henry s vacation. The children counted the weeks ; but Time kept on his steady jog, neither hastening nor loitering, and soon brought them where they reckoned by days, then by hours, w T hen Henry would be among them. "Do eat your breakfast, Kate," said Mr. Edwards ; " there is no hurry. He cannot reach here before six, and the travelling is so bad, I presume it will be seven or after." " I am not hungry, father," said Kate. " I guess they will come fast to-night, father," said Susan, " because Henry will whip up the horses." "Most likely he will take the reins himself," said John, "and then the way he ll cut the horses, up-hill and down, I tell you, won t be Blow. I wish I were on the box with him." "Mother," said Emma, "wouldn t you make HE FIRST WELCOME HOME. 105 some apple-pies to-day ? You know Henry is very fond of them." Mrs. Edwards thought this was a good sug gestion, and determined to set each child at work about something which should have some reference to Henry. She had a tact for plan ning, and succeeded in keeping the little ones occupied, so that the sun went down in good season. "Now," said Mr. Edwards, " we will wait tea for him." " Then, I think," said Mrs. Edwards, "that we had better all go and dress. We want to look our best when he comes, you know ; after that, we will get tea." The children scampered away. There was a great running hither and thither, and shouting and hurrying, though they well knew they had plenty of time. George, when dressed, walked down the hill. Johnny, once in every few minutes, capered out into the front yard, climbed the gate, and sat there until the cold cb ove him in. Even little Jamie, if not watched, would tottle away to the ever open front-door, and put his chubby face into the frosty air. Emma quietly set the table, taking care, however, to keep a good look-out. Kate, now really pale 106 THE SUNNY SIDE. from excitement, ran up to the garret windows, and there she stood, straining her blue eyes, vainly trying to see through the deepening twi light. She was repaid by being the first to espy the lanterns on the old lumbering coach. She clapped her hands, she ran down-stairs, and upsetting Suzy in her way, cried, " He s come ! he s come ! Oh, he has come !" " Keep a little more quiet, children, if you can," said Mrs. Edwards, in her gentle tone. George and John had not heard her they had already given a loud shout it was echoed from the stage-box a cap waved in the air another loud huzza, and Henry was in the midst of them. This was the first welcome of the college-boy home. THE OLD PLAID CLOAK. 107 CHAPTER XVI. THE OLD PLAID CLOAK. FOR a few days, nothing was thought of but Henry. Work and study were alike neglected. Mrs. Edwards found no fault, but quietly put her own shoulder to the wheel. Even the thoughtful Emma did not observe that her mo ther was doing all the work. She, with the rest, was fascinated with Henry and his college stories, which seemed to transport them into a new world. He had to repeat them over and over again they were never tired of hearing them. Henry was both patient and communi cative ; he always gratified them. He had im proved very much in his manners and appear ance. IJis face, always attractive, had received a new charm from a certain air which he had acquired. His father looked on him with pride ; he was a noble boy. His mother loved to keep him in sight ; but her watchful ear soon detected a sound which startled her ; it was a slight hack ing cough, to which none of her children had 108 THE SUNNY SIDE. been subject. It recalled the illness of her bro ther, who had died young with consumption. She also noticed a tendency to hoarseness, and inquired into it anxiously. "I have taken a little cold/ said Henry; "I shall get over it pretty soon." His father accounted for it by his studious and sedentary habits of late. He had changed his whole manner of living; rest and recreation would restore him perfectly. Time passed, however, and the "cold" was no better. Mrs. Edwards became alarmed. One night she followed him into his little bedroom. "Henry," said she, "you are no better at all, and I am not willing to have this go on any longer without attention. I must send for a physician to-morrow." " Don t, pray don t send for a doctor, mother; there is really no need of it. I ll take any thing you want me to take, if you are so much in earnest about it. But I, tell you the truth when I say, that I am a great deal better than I have been. The cold is going off." " Better than you have been ! Have you had this long, Henry?" she asked, deeply agitated. " Not so very long, mother ; only it has been much worse." THE OLD PLAID CLOAK. 109 " And you did not let me know it ? That was not right. Tell me now all about it ; how did you take such a cold in the first place? Have you been very ill?" said she, speaking now very seriously, for she read in Henry s face that there was something in this matter which he wished to conceal. " Come, my son; you must tell your mother all about it." Henry burst out laughing, for it seemed to be the only thing he could do. "Pray do not look so distressed," said he; " sit down by me, and I will tell you the whole story. About four weeks ago we had a pelting rain, and I got pretty well soaked through, just going over to my meals, and it was too much trouble to dry my clothes, because, you see, I should have to go right out again." "But I thought you boarded very near college ?" " So I do." "How could you get so wet, then, with a cloak on?" "Why, you see, i did not wear my cloak that day ; so now, mother, you have the whole story. I am getting well fast. Just bring on the julep, and that will complete the cure." Mrs. Edwards knew her son well enough to 110 TflE SUNNY SIDE. knoT\ there was something about this matter which Jie still kept to himself. She sat a few minutes lost in thought, then light seemed sud denly to flash upon her. "Henry," said she, "you never wear your cloak." "How can you prove that, mother?" said Henry, laughing. "Do you, my son? Do you wear your cloak?" " Why, you see, mother, I never wear it on a warm day; it is too heavy." " But do you ever wear it on a cold day ?" "I wear it cold nights, very often, mother." " Ah ! Henry, I see how it is ; it looks out of date ; it is quite out of fashion there ; is it not?" " It is just as warm for all that, you know, mother." " Have you been all winter long without any overcoat ?" " I am tough, mother." " And you have gone, tired, out of your hot room, into cold and storm, with no additional clothing ?" " Oh, yes, mother, I always wear my tippet, and I run when it is very cold." THE OLD PLAID CLOAK. Ill " You are not strong enough for such expo sure, Henry. It has already cost you a cold which you may never get rid of. From such a cold your poor uncle never recovered. I do not think you have done just right, my son." "But, mother," said Henry, "to tell you the plain truth, I could not wear my cloak ; the fellows laughed at me. You have no idea how it looks there. Nobody wears plaid cloaks and square capes now-a-days. If I go without any, they think I am tough." "You cannot live so," said his mother sor rowfully, for she remembered George s wants. " There is a friend of mine, Ned Elliott, who is as rich as Croesus. He has a splendid broad cloth cloak, all lined with woollen, which he gave forty dollars for, and he has been teazing me to buy it of him for twelve. He has worn his cloak two winters, and that is as long as he ever wears any thing, and he is tired of it. I did not mean to tell you this, mother ; my plan was, to see if I could not in some way, by copy ing for a lawyer whom I know, earn enough to pay for it next term." "And did you mean to do without any until you could earn it?" " I thought you and Emma would cure my 112 THE SUNNY SIDE. cold by good nursing, and then the winter is half gone. If it was not for this deuced cough, I should be well enough now." This was a new word one which was never heard at the parsonage before. Mrs. Edwards looked at Henry, and he felt her silent reproof. He was sorry he had said it. "Go to sleep now," said she, "it is very late ; we will talk more about it to-morrow." Mrs. Edwards went into the other room and sat down by the fire alone. What was to be done now ? She had not the heart to blame him ; he had always been sensitive to ridicule, and she thought, if it was as he represented it, she really could not expect him to wear the old cloak. To go back without one, in his present state of health, would be at the risk of his life, and yet, to get him one was impossible. If by any means money could be raised, in all justice it must be spent on George. She could not help weeping. She would gladly have taken her last black dress to meet the emergency, but that was by no means suitable for an over coat. "It cannot be helped," said she at last to herself with quiet sorrow ; "he must wear it and bear the laugh." She felt that she could THE OLD PLAID CLOAK. understand the suffering this would cause him.. She could see the colour mounting to his tem ples, and the trembling of his lip at the unfeel ing jest. How gladly would she shield his young heart from such trials. But there was nothing left for her to do, but to pray for him. She prayed earnestly that God would give them entire submission to his holy will ; that he would make them contented and cheerful under the allotments of his providence. As she commit ted the case to God, her agitation subsided, and her heart returned to its peaceful trust, as a bird to its nest. "Yes," thought she as she retired, " all will be right. How do I know but God designs to bless this suffering to Henry ? I will not be distressed; if it is best for him that he should be relieved, some way will be pro vided." The next day she told Mr. Edwards, and he also was at first much troubled. "I cannot see," said he, "what we can do about it, and yet it is a great pity to let such a chance slip. A very common article would cost twelve dol lars. There is no question but that it would be good economy to buy it. Here are three boys to wear it after him, and it will probably look 10 THE SUNNY SIDE. well as long as it holds together. If it were not for George s clothes, I could appropriate five dollars towards it." Henry entered at this moment. "What about George, father?" Mr. Edwards, without alluding to the cloak, explained to him how they were situated with regard to George. "He ought to go that s a fact," said Hen ry; "he is as restless as a fish out of water. If the only trouble in the way is his clothing, I think I can remedy that." He then told them that Ned Elliott had al ready given him a large box full of summer clothing which he had done wearing, and wanted to get out of his way : most of it is as good as new. "I took it," said Henry, "because I knew mother would be glad of it. I can t wear the clothes ; they are too small for me : and I should not exactly want to wear them there, if I could. They will just fit George. I meant to have brought them home, but the box was under my bed, and I forgot it." He enume rated the articles to his mother, and she found they would abundantly fit out George. She exchanged a significant glance with her hus band her eyes beamed with pleasure she met THE OLD PLAID CLOAK. 115 an answering look both were thinking of the five dollars and the new cloak. In the afternoon, Mrs. Edwards made a con fidant of Emma. Her thoughtful mind some times suggested expedients which were valuable to her mother. At this time she wore a demure face for some hours, and then came with her plan. " Mother, I think I can make my best dress last another year, if I turn it and put the top at bottom, and buy a little new trimming ; and, as I calculate, this will save about two dollars towards the cloak so we have seven already." Mrs. Edwards was much pleased with this generous offer, and she accepted it. But vaca tion drew near its close, and the much needed five-dollar bill had not turned up. "We cannot make it out, after all," said Mrs. Edwards, with a sigh. "In one way we can," replied Mr. Edwards. "As a dernier resort, I can give up my Re view. This year, in all probability, is our hardest, and we must meet its exigencies at any sacrifice." Mrs. Edwards knew that it would be a great sacrifice to Mr. Edwards to relinquish this, their only periodical, and she was about to pro- 116 THE SUNNY SIDE. test against it, when a slight hacking cough, heard in the entry, checked her. Reluctantly by both, this arrangement was at last agreed upon and Mr. Edwards wrote that day to have the Review discontinued. Before the wafer was dry upon this note, he was called down to see a friend, an old man, who was exceedingly rich. The old gentleman was sociable ho asked to see the children, expressed great plea sure at their appearance, and cordially invited them to come and make him a visit. He dined heartily on ham and eggs, drank with a relish a fine cup of coffee, and was in high spirits. He had been very hospitably entertained, and was impressed with the idea that the Edwardses must be "well off." He was a man who never sought out charities; he had no practical be lief that people could need money and yet be silent about it. Had he been on the alert to do good with his abundance, he could not have entered as he did into the detail of this family history, without knowing that there must be need here. He took his leave in good humour, buttoned up his fur-lined overcoat buttoned it over the large pocket-book lined with money. The thought never entered his mind, how much good a single five-dollar bill, which would never THE OLD PLAID CLOAK. Hi missed there, might do here ! So, he went away, and the bill with him, to be spent with three or four others, the next day, on some extra trappings for very extra horse-blankets ! As yet, not a word had been said to Henry about all this twisting and turning with regard to the cloak. The time came for him to leave home ; and Emma now stowed away in the trunk a box of cough medicines, instead of apple- pies. Henry, when he went, made a great show of wrapping himself up in the old plaid cloak with the square cape. "Mother," said he with a good-natured smile, " nobody needs a better cloak to travel in ; it keeps me warm as a toast." There was a bright smile in his mother s eye, which he noticed then. "My son," said she, as she bade him good-by, "open your trunk, will you, as soon as your fire is built, and your room warm." 10* 118 THE SUNNY SIDE. CHAPTER XVII. THE BROADCLOTH CLOAK. IT was night when the young student entered his room, now cold, dark, and silent. It made him homesick ; so he left it, and went to his boarding-house. None of his friends had yet made their appearance ; and, taking his tea hastily, he returned. Soon a fire crackled in his old Franklin stove ; the ruddy light capered about on the brown walls, welcoming him with twinkles, nods and grimaces. He rubbed his hands, warmed himself, and began to feel a little at home again, with the old stove. Soon he was thinking of his mother ; he recalled her parting looks and words ; indeed he had thought of them with some curiosity, once or twice be fore : " Open your trunk as soon as your room is warm." " One of mother s good letters there for me, I dare say ; I ll get it." He struck a light, and opened his trunk. Just as he thought Henry strikes a light and opens his trunk.- p. 120. THE BROADCLOTH CLOAK. 121 there, on the top, lay a letter. He opened it as he drew up to the fire ; and as he did so, a note fell out, which he hastily picked up, and wondering, read as follows : My very dear Son : Enclosed are twelve dollars, which we wish you to take and buy that cloak. "We thought you might never have another such chance, and it was best to improve it. With a little good contrivance, we have found the money ; indeed it is wonderful how all our wants are provided for. God never forsakes us ; I feel that I shall live to see you wholly devoted to him. I have no time to write more. Remember about the cough ; do not go out without the cloak, until spring is far advanced. YOUR AFFECTIONATE MOTHER. P. S. I steal a minute more. Be sure and wear the cloak now, until an April sun shines ; and don t fancy we have pinched ourselves to spare this ; we have done it very well. Two dollars are Emma s present ; she chose to wear a dress which would save her this sum, and I let her do it, because I knew it would make her 122 THE SUNNY SIDE. happy. God bless you, my son, and adopt you into his family. You do not know how much we pray for this. "Write to your father ; he will want to know all about your getting back. MOTHEE. Henry read this, and re-read it, and read it yet again. He counted over the precious money. Those dear twelve dollars, the price of so much love and self-denial ! Then he put them care fully away, and with compressed lips and glisten ing eyes, strode back and forth in his room. He realized as he never had before, at what a cost his parents were trying to educate their children ; how closely his father was cal culating ; how often he denied himself comforts which his arduous life seemed to require ; how his patient, gentle, hopeful mother toiled on cheerfully, year by year, without luxuries, and often without the comforts which her delicate health seemed to make necessary. "And three boys to come after me," said he aloud ; " where is to be the end ? This will never do; this will never do." He could not sleep much that night, notwithstanding his fa tigue ; for new views of things had opened be- THE BROADCLOTH CLOAK. 123 fore him ; new ideas were crowding on his mind ; and from the chaos, a new purpose was forming, which was to strike its roots deep into his heart. THE SUNNY SIDE. CHAPTER XVIII. THE LETTER HOME. TOWARDS the close of Henry s term, an inci dent occurred which, as it had an important in fluence on his future life, must be related. He was strolling up the college-walk, one day, with several students, one of whom was Foster, a Southern lad, of high mettle. Foster had been dining at an oyster-saloon, and his dinner seemed to have made him talkative and boisterous ; he was noisy in his praises of some young girl. " Pshaw ! Foster," said one, " I don t see any thing handsome in her." " That is just as much as you know about any thing," was the reply. "I tell you she is a fine girl. There isn t her equal, for foot and hand, in the country." " What do you think of her, Edwards ?" said the first speaker. " She will not begin to compare with my sis ter Kate," said Henry, proudly. " Kate is the handsomest girl I ever saw in ray life." THE LETTER HOME. 125 " Handsome sister Kate ! is she ?" lisped out Foster insultingly. " I was not speaking to you," replied Ed wards, reddening a little. He had already had some experience of Foster s insolence ; it was from him had come the shafts at the old plaid cloak, which rankled deepest. " Oh, you warn t, wor you ? You are a smart one. Talk about handsome Kates, will you, when you haven t a decent coat to your back. How much will you take for her ? Come, I ll trade don t be hard on me now I ll give pretty well." As he proceeded with his taunting gibes, the blood mounted rapidly to Henry s temples, his eyes flashed fire, he drew his breath sharply and quickly between closed teeth ; an instant more, and Foster dropped, insensible, on the walk. The hot blood fled rapidly from Henry s tem ples, leaving him white as the snow, and he stood motionless. "I have killed him!" was the first thought. His friends crowded around him, took him by the arm, and hurried him oif to his room. " Sit down to your books," said his room mate hurriedly ; " no one will suspect you ; be studying as if you knew nothing of it, if the 126 THE SUNNY SIDE. tutor comes in. Here, drink this water : wl % you are white as a sheet. Keep still no *, while I go out and see how it will turn out : I don t believe he is hurt much." When his room-mate reached the scene of tl 5 affray, he found Foster on his feet. He ha I been stunned by the blow, but it had also so bered him. Covered with mud, he sneaked off amid peals of laughter. The blow, however, was severe enough to make him ill ; a physician was called in and he was bled. He carried the marks about for some time after this. Henry coMd not look at him without shuddering. It seemed to him that it would have taken but a little heavier blow to have killed Foster. Into what a gulf of wo, then, a single moment of un bridled passion would have plunged him ! He would gladly have made an acknowledgment to Foster he really felt grateful that the effects of his violent passion were not fatal but Fos ter gave him no chance to speak to him. The college authorities felt called upon to re primand young Edwards with severity, and to order a representation of the case to be made to his parents. This part of his punishment Henry felt very much. He knew that his mother would grieve over it. She could not make all THE LETTER HOME. 127 the allowances for him which his father would make. He was depressed and unhappy. In this state of mind, he was relieved and touched by a letter which his classmates drew up among themselves a letter to his parents, in which they stated the matter just as it happened, with all its provocations and alleviations. They did not feel that Henry was much to be blamed, and they spoke of him, as a classmate and a scholar, in terms of unqualified praise. ^Gradually, Henry recovered his wonted cheerfulness, but the hour of solitude and thought which this ad venture caused him, tended very much to mature and strengthen some plans and purposes which had already taken root. This "letter home" brought the first sorrow to the parsonage, and it was but the precursor of heavier affliction. Death now entered the family circle for the first time, and claimed the little lamb of the flock. Poor little Jamie sick ened and died very suddenly. Henry did not hear of it until after the funeral ; it was not thought best to inform him before, for the ex penses of a journey home could not be borne. Henry felt this affliction very much, perhaps the more for his being alone ; and he began to think more seriously about this double life of 11 128 THE SUNNY SIDE. ours, than he had ever yet done. We can learn a few particulars about this, from the Journal. JOURNAL. For many weeks we have been a mourning family. God has seen fit to remove from us our youngest born. Our children were distressed beyond measure ; the last parting was agonizing. Poor Kate fainted quite away, when the coffin- lid was closed. Whenever I have suffered my self to think of the children s dying, it has been with the feeling that Mr. Edwards would have to sustain us all. But it did not prove so ; he was entirely overcome, and I had to comfort him ; but God did not forsake me. He put comforting thoughts into my mind, and, I trust, I felt peaceful in suffering what he willed. I was also strengthened to watch over my little sufferer to the last. "Mother take him," were the last words he spoke. Precious one ! he was then in my arms. His last look was on me. I saw the light of life go out in those blue orbs, and I gently closed the lids over them. They will open no more on earthly scenes. Little pilgrim ! Short and easy has thy journey been, and now, I trust, thou art safe in thy heavenly- home. I do not think that, in the experience THE LETTER HOME. 129 of my whole life, I have had such startling views of the goodness and justice of God as I had then. My soul seemed to rise with my child to the gates of heaven. I had a near view of God as he is so infinitely holy and lovely, that I think with my whole heart I said, " Not my will, but thine be done." " All things work together for good to them that love God." How much it takes to make us cordially believe this ! We have abundant reason to believe it, for we have every assurance that this affliction has been sanctified to Henry. He appears exceedingly well, humble, trustful, and ardent. He hopes to unite with our little church, in his next vacation. Kate also, dear child, tremblingly expresses the hope that she has "passed from death unto life." I have hoped for a long time, that her heart was changed. We feel safe in advising her to seek admission to the church, with Henry. My heart is full. Truly our " cup runneth over." " What shall I render unto the Lord for all his benefits ?" Three of our dear children, we hope, have en tered the path to heaven ; one, we believe, sleeps in Jesus. Ever since Jamie s death, George has ap peared thoughtful ; he has been very obedient 130 THE SUNNY SIDE and attentive and kind. Neither his father nor I would be willing to have him leave home with his present feelings, lest these serious impres sions should be dissipated. I keep about my work and try to have every thing go on with its usual regularity, for I feel that this is best for my family. I am grateful to God for the health and tranquillity which enable me to do so. Yet the stillness of the house is oppressive. We miss our dear little boy s prattle. To-day I have been putting away his toys and clothes this is my last work for him ! THE SECOND WELCOME HOME. 131 CHAPTER XIX. THE SECOND WELCOME HOME. THE young grass was showing its tender green leaf; the crocus and daffodil were up in the borders ; and the time of the singing of birds had come. It was a mild day in spring when Henry reached home. This time, there was no noisy greeting, for the children all thought of Jamie ; the girls smiled upon him through tears; his father shook his hand in silence ; his mother spoke calmly and sweetly to him. This was his second welcome home. He went into the sitting-room ; he looked into that corner, where, ever since he could remem ber, a cradle had stood there was no cradle there now. He realized as he had never before, the dear baby s death, and he burst into tears. His mother let him weep, and began at once to talk of Jamie, and related many little particulars about his sickness which they had not thought it best to write, and gradually the children became more calm. Then their father made a great effort to be n 132 THE SUNNY SIDE cheerful ; he spoke with much feeling of thu satisfactory evidences of piety which his children gave, and he led their minds to the contemplation of the Saviour s love in number ing them among his chosen. Their young hearts glowed with gratitude, and were soon peaceful and at rest. They sat there all close together with quiet smiles where tears had been ; and gradually they spoke of other things. Henry told them about his journey home, and various other little matters, and then tea was ready. After tea, Emma asked about her box of medicines, and this led to inquiries about the cough, which was now quite gone, and also about the famous cloak. "I will get it and show it to you," said Henry. He went into the entry alone, opened his trunk, and taking out the cloak, swung one side over his shoulder, velvet out, and walked into the room with the air of a Spaniard. It was very much admired. No one had imagined it was so very becoming. " So much real velvet !" said Kate. "And such a beautiful tassel!" said Suzy. " Just like the one I mean to have when T goto college," said John. THE SECOND WELCOME HOME. 133 "Let us see you get it," replied Master George, who was now parading about in it. The subject of the cloak was long discussed, and then Emma, turning it inside out, put it carefully away. After tea, Henry brought his trunk into the kitchen. The opening of this, to the children, was a great affair. They crowded around it, an eager group. Some little present there was for all odds and ends, such as a student, with* out money, chances to pick up. A knife, or pencil, or paper-folder, or a book-mark, which had been given him ; candy and maple-sugar ; and now a wooden horse, curiously carved, the work of Henry s leisure minutes; this his mother took and put away in the drawer with Jamie s toys. There was a cup and ball too, of Henry s manufacture quite a pretty one, which was for Susan. After these, came the summer clothing. George tried on every arti cle, and Henry pronounced most of them a " perfect fit." " Only examine them, mother," said Emma; " they are of the very nicest mate rials ; and see how much work is put into them ?" "Yes, I see," said Mrs. Edwards, very much pleased, " they must have cost a great deal of money." 134 THE SUNNY SIDE. " I guess they did," said Henry. " Eliott has so much money, he does not know what to do with it." "George will have every thing he needs, and more, too," said Kate. " That is just all you know ahout it, Kate," said George ; " you don t know any more what a man needs, than you know how to wear a coat." " You are not a man," said Suzy ; " you are only George." " Well, I shall be, if I live long enough, I suppose ; sha n t I ?" "At what time must George go, father?" inquired Emma. " Some time next week, I believe." Next week! This was quite too soon. Henry had but just come. Might not George delay one week? "No!" his father replied. "When the term commences, I wish to have him present, that he may begin fair and square." The boys were all somewhat disappointed. Several days after this, the children were together on the back piazza, where the noon-sun shone warm. John and Suzy mounted the maple-logs, and gathered the honey which THE SECOND WELCOME HOME. 135 oozed from them. Kate cleared away the dead leaves from her flower-borders. Emma sat knitting by her brothers. "Yes," said Henry, "I meant to study law. I meant to be President some day, or some great man or other; but my notions on this point have changed." "How changed?" asked George, quickly; "you wouldn t be a minister, would you?" " If I choose any profession, it will T>e that, I think," said Henry ; "and yet I have not got over my childish feeling, that it is hard work and poor pay." " The greatest drudgery in the world," said George. " No, no, not all that," said Henry. "A man cannot help feeling that he is working for something, when he is working for eternity. The calling of a minister has altogether a new interest to me now, and yet I find I cannot get away from my old impressions about it. My mother has had to work too hard." " Then you mean, after all, to be a minister ?" "No I do not think I shall." " Well, I always said you were cut out for a lawyer." " I shall not be a lawyer." 136 THE SUNNY SIDE. " Well, do tell me ; what will you be ? One doctor in a family is enough, and you know I have set my heart on that." "I shall not be a doctor." " What in the world are you going through college for, then?" " Cannot tell, just yet." " I shall be a minister, and have a pulpit, and preach just like my father," said John. "That is right," said George, "stick to your text. You will have to give up maple- honey, though, if you preach." "That is right, Johnny," said Henry, "be a minister. I will send you through. It would be a great pity not to have one minister among" he checked himself he had almost said " among four boys." "If I were a man," said Emma, " I think it would be my highest ambition to be a minister." " You must be a minister s wife," said Henry; " that is next to it." "I do not know about that." "And what shall I be?" said Kate, lifting up her beautiful face. "Just what you are, I hope, for many a year to come," said Henry. 6 Mother says I shall make an artist," said THE SECOND WELCOME HOME. 137 Suzy ; " and I shall paint beautiful pictures, and get father some money to buy him a house." " Where is the money to come from to make us any thing ?" said Henry. " It is a hard pull now, just to feed and clothe us ; we ought, all of us who are old enough, to be earning our own bread." The children were saddened by this suggestion ; conversation lagged, and they soon separa^d. 138 THE SUNNY SIDE CHAPTER XX. AN UNEXPECTED PKOPOSAL. EARLY in the ensuing week, the boy who was to take George s place, arrived at the parsonage unexpectedly, and George was hurried off. On the sabbath before, Henry and Kate had become united with the church. George seemed much impressed on this occasion, and in the evening he conversed freely with his parents respecting the state of his own mind. After this, tliey seemed to feel less anxiety about him than they had done. He was much missed, however, at home, with his noise and pranks and fun. The quiet invalid boy by no means made his place good ; but an event soon happened which occa sioned so much stir at the parsonage, that there was no time to mourn his absence. This event was the breaking of the axletree of a Mrs. Brown s carriage ; in consequence of which she was detained at Weston over night. Now, the old tavern was a dull place to stop at ; no books were to be found there, but alma- AN UNEXPECTED PROPOSAL. 139 nacs, and a well-thumbed copy of the "Mys teries of Udolpho." Mrs. Brown remembered having met Mrs. Edwards in Boston, many years before, and she thought she would call on her and renew their acquaintance. Mrs. Edwards received her cordially, and treated her with true hospitality. She urged her to pass the night with them ; and as the tavern was very uncomfortable, Mrs. Brown was easily persuaded to do so. She was an intelligent, observing woman, and soon noticed the good order which prevailed at the parsonage. She was particularly pleased with the womanly Emma, and managed adroitly to learn what her advantages had been, and how far she had progressed in her studies. Soon after Mrs. Brown s return, Mrs. Edwards received a letter from her, in which, after thanking her for her hospitality, she invited Emma to come and spend a year with her and study with her own daughters, for whom she had provided the best tutors. "They lived," she said, "quite retired, dressed plainly, and Emma would need nothing different in the way of dress from what she wore at home." The children were elated by this proposal they clapped their hands and shouted. " No- 14v> THE SUNNY SIDE. thing in the world could have happened better for them;" they said, "it was indeed wonder ful." * Mother thinks," said Kate, "that we ought not to say happen, exactly. I know that, by her looks." "You are right, Kate," said her mother, by a smile. Emma had been quite silent through this up roar ; but her bright eyes and crimson cheeks showed plainly enough how much she felt. With her usual forethought, she was wondering how her mother could get her ready. "She must go," said Henry decidedly. "Certainly," said her father; "we cannot lose such a chance as this for her." "Emma, dear, I can make over my black silk dress for you, and that will be all you need for a handsome one," said her mother. "0 mother, I cannot take that," replied Emma, with tears in her eyes; "it is the only nice one you have in the world." "Never mind that, my daughter; it is the children first, now, you know. I do not need it much here ; and besides, it is short-waisted for me, and will about suit you. Perhaps, one of these days, you may teach, and with the AN UNEXPECTED PROPOSAL. 141 first money you earn, which you do not need, you may buy me a new one. This will make it all square, won t it ?" "And I," said Kate, dancing about, with her blue eyes sparkling, "I have a beautiful plan, mother : I have not marked a single one of my new under-clothes, and Emma can take them all, and I can wear out her old ones here at home. Isn t that nice ?" "Well done, Kate," said her father, laying his hand affectionately over her sunny curls. But Kate could not stand still long enough to bs caressed ; she capered off for the clothing. " I do not see that you will need any thing, Emma, but a pair of new shoes and gloves," said her mother. "What shall I do about a bonnet?" said Emma, rather gravely. "I forgot that," said her mother. "She may have my cap," said Johnny, eager as any of them ; " she looked really pretty in it, on horseback." "I ll tell you I ll tell you," said Kate, and in her haste, her words came tumbling over each other, "mine mine it s almost new- ribbon and all beautiful we ll change. "Bring it, Kate," said her father. 142 THE SUNNY SIDE. She was off again, like the wind. "Here, Emma, try it on : it just fits. Doesn t she look well, father ? How well it is that it came my turn to have the new one, this year it is so becoming to Emma." "But how do you look in her s?" asked Henry. "Like a beauty, don t I, Henry? See for yourself." She had innocently spoken the truth ; a face beautiful indeed peeped out on Henry, from the old straw bonnet the eyes beaming, the whole countenance radiant with generous feeling, the cherry lips half parted, the curls, which her fa ther had tumbled, lying over her cheeks that was Kate. "You will do," said Henry, smiling; he was very proud of her beauty. "Don t you think I shall, Emma?" said Kate, and she took off the bonnet, which had been whitened, perhaps, twenty times. "And you must carry my shawl," said her mother; "so I do not see but you are quite fixed out." The white wedding-shawl, carefully pinned up in a napkin, was brought out, and made over to Enmia. UNEXPECTED PROPOSAL. 143 "Do not be afraid to wear it," said her mo ther; "put it on always when you need to be dressed." Thus were Emma s matters arranged. Hope had fitted out one child, and love was now fitting out another. Henry was an interested spectator of the whole scene. He saw how cheerfully sacrifices were made : " And," thought he, "shall I make none ? If I were off their hands, they would not be obliged to strip themselves of their own clothing, to get alone;." 144 THE SUNNY SIDE. CHAPTER XXI. THE WEDDING-FEE. ABOUT dusk, one evening, the elder children, with Mr. and Mrs. Edwards, were together in the sitting-room. Mrs. Edwards had her knit ting, and, as usual, her fingers were busy, while her mind and heart were filled with thoughts of home, and of her children, both present and absent. George had been the theme of con versation ; and, with many expressions of af fectionate interest, his friends had been won dering what he might be doing and saying at that particular minute, and whether he was thinking of them. "I shall think of you at this hour, when I am away," remarked Emma, "for I shall know you are talking of me." "Are you ready to go ?" inquired Henry. "I believe so," was Emma s reply; a at least, very nearly." "There is a funny-looking gig," saia Kate, THE WEDDING-FEE. 145 who sat by the window. "Look, Henry, isn t it coming here ?" "No, yes," said Henry, slowly; "yes, it is. There is a man in it and two women. White frocks white veils ha ! a bridal party " "Most probably," said Mr. Edwards, who was also now looking out. " This is unusual. I do not remember when we have had a wed ding at the house." "We have not had one anywhere for a long time," remarked Mrs. Edwards. "Father," said Kate, "may not Emma have the fee to get the rest of her things with ? Say, father, quick, before they knock." "Supposing it should be ten dollars, Kate?" "Oh! it will not be ten dollars, you know, father ; so please say yes. There ! they have knocked. I will go, Emma you said yes did you not, father ?" "No danger of a heavy fee there," remarked Henry. Kate looked back, and stood still a second more. Her father smiled, nodded a reply to her pleading look, and she darted away. As she opened the outer door, the six-foot bridegroom started, and it was no wonder. He had never seen so beautiful a vision. Hitherto, 146 THE SUNNY SIDE. his eye had been completely filled with the square, good-natured, pitted face of his bride- elect, who stood now timidly behind him. Kate looking up to him so smilingly, her blue eyes shining like two little suns, her cheeks rosy as an apple, her lips parted as if a blessing trem bled on them, so completely bewildered hia senses, that he could not at once state the object of his call. "Does Mr. Edwards live here ?" "Yes," said Kate. "Is he at home?" "Yes," said Kate again. " Well, then we ll go in." Kate led the v ay into the best parlour. "Take seats on the sofa, if you please," said she. " I will open the shutters, and then call father." The man sat down, and a lady sat on each side of him. Kate s eager fingers soon let in all the daylight the room could hold. Shall I take your bonnets?" said she, in her winning tone. "Well, I don t care if you do," said one, who seemed to take the lead. Kate took the bon nets, and one uncovered head showed a huge white bow, pinned just over where the hair was THE WEDDIXG-FEE. 147 tightly tied. Kate concluded this belonged to the bride ; she, therefore, placed a footstool at her feet, as a mark of respect, and then po litely withdrew to call the minister. "What a picter she is, eh !" said the man to the woman on his left. " Did you ever see any thing like it ?" "Sally," said the person addressed, turning to the bride elect, "I would not stand that, if I was you." Sally lifted up her broad face, in about the centre of which a pair of small gray eyes were twinkling ; but she only laughed a reply she seemed afraid to speak. The minister and his family entered. Jane was called also ; for a wedding at the parson age was quite an event. The man on the sofa rose. "Mr. Edwards?" "Yes, sir, that is my name. I am happy to see you," said Mr. E. " Called, sir, to see if I can get you to do a little service for me. These papers, I suppose, are all right?" As he said this, he held out, in his huge hand, the certificate of his having complied with the law in respect to public no tice of his intended marriage. 148 THE SUNNY SIDE. " You wish to be married, I presume," said Mr. Edwards. "Yes, sir." Mrs. Edwards now stepped up, and in her pleasant way, arranged the party, so that they might feel a little more at their ease. The young people fell back by the window, and the ceremony commenced. During the prayer, the groom stood with arms akimbo, which gave him quite a desperate air : his bride clung to him as if she did not know what else to do, and looked with a very solemn face at some innocent red roses on the carpet at her feet. Mr. Edwards s prayers at a wedding were always singularly appropriate and beautiful. His wife and children were particularly im pressed by the one offered on this occasion ; it had now been so long since they had been pre sent at such a ceremony. Kate s excitement was calmed, and Henry was sobered. It was Mr. Edwards s custom to take the hand of each party as he addressed them, and then to join them himself. He had taken the bride s hand, and was saying, "And you, Sally Lunn, whose" when the hand was suddenly snatched away from him by the bridesmaid, to THE WEDDING-FEE. 149 whom it had just occurred that it was her duty to remove the glove. She began to pull away at it with a very rude force ; but unfortunately the glove was of cotton, and a very tight fit ; so, putting it altogether, the getting it off was a long process. Mr. Edwards stood gravely waiting for an opportunity to complete his unfinished sentence. Kate looked at Emma, but Emma s eye was on her father. She did not wish to look at Henry ; indeed, she tried not to do so, during the whole of that awkward pause ; but there was a fasci nation in the fun, with which his eyes were brimful, that irresistibly attracted her s to them, and it proved fatal. Poor Kate laughed out, and her laugh echoed through that still room. The groom coloured, the bride grew still red der, but Kate, alas ! was most deeply dyed of all. In this extremity, the glove yielded to the fidgety pulls of the bridesmaid, and the cere mony proceeded, and, though the minister wisely refrained from any more hands-taking, the twain were made one. Mrs. Edwards and Emma then attempted, by kind attentions, to relieve the bridal party of the embarrassment which this awkward ad- 150 THE SUNNY SIDE. venture had occasioned, and they succeeded. Perfect good-humour was restored, and they had quite a pleasant chat before they made any move to go. Kate had been watching them at a distance, and her heart began to beat, as she saw the groom approach the outer door, for he had presented no fee. Was he going off without doing so ? No ! but it was his very last act before closing the door. Kate could scarcely wait until they were out of hearing ; she then sprang to her father. "What is it, father ? What is it ? You have promised it to Emma, you know." "Not if it was ten dollars, Kate," said her father, playfully holding the note quite out of her reach. " But I know it is not ten," said Kate, spring ing to catch it. "What is it, father?" Emma looked on the contest quite still, but deeply interested. A very agile spring of little Kate brought her fingers in contact with the bank-note, and her father laughingly relin quished it. She took it hastily to the window, and her countenance instantly fell. " Only one dollar!" said she. Henry burst into a fit of laughter. "Fathei THE WEDDIXG-FEE. 151 he has not paid you as much as the law re quires, has he?" <-Xo," replied Mr. Edwards; "the law al lows one dollar and a quarter, I think." "Never mind, Emma," said her mother, "this will just get you a pair of shoes." "Oh, yes," said Emma, "and I do not know- that I need any thing more, so I am quite con tent." But Kate could not get over it. "I would not be married," said she, with an unusual de gree of spirit, " if I could not pay a better fee than that !" "Perhaps, he did not pay because you laughed at him, Kate," said Henry. "Oh, I should not have laughed, but for you," said Kate, truly. "Probably," said Mrs. Edwards, "the man is poor. He looked like a hard-labouring man, and one dollar, I presume, seemed to him like a very large sum. It is likely, too, that he needs every penny he can raise to begin house keeping with, and then can but just get along. We will not be too hard upon him. I presume they have had no cake. I was very sorry we had none to offer them." "I thought of it, too, mother," said Emma. 13 152 THE SUNNY SIDE. Kate was silent. She was thinking how in stinctively her mother defended the absent, and how readily she found excuses for everybody. " Shall I ever be as good as my mother," thought she with a sigh. "I do not wonder every one loves her." THE SACRIFICE. 153 CHAPTER XXII. THE SACRIFICE. FROM THE JOURNAL. EMMA has left us. Mrs. Brown is a most estimable woman ; may God reward her for her kindness to our dear child. She is just such a lady as I like to have Emma with ; she will give her good counsel ; and a young Chris tian needs guidance and sympathy. Mr. Ed wards seems more cheerful than I have seen him since Jamie s death. He is very much pleased with this offer for Emma; so am I, but I find I miss her very much indeed. I scarcely appreciated before, how much she relieved me from care. I am afraid I have not expressed enough to her of the comfort and pleasure which she has given me. Mr. Dodge has been very ill, and Mr. Ed wards was very attentive to him. Yesterday he called, and I presume he felt grateful to his minister and wished to show it in some way ; so he handed him a five-dollar bank-note, ar d 154 THE SUNNY SIDE. asked him to buy himself something that he needed. Mr. Edwards, I saw plainly enough, would have preferred to decline it, but he thought it would not answer. After Mr. Dodge left, he threw it toward me. "There," said he, "you had better take that for Emma. "She really needs nothing," said I, "but what the last wedding-fee bought, and I think none of the children need it. Had not you better put it by, and take the Review again ?" I knew well how much this had been missed. "What Review?" said Henry. "You have not stopped the Review !" " Read it all out," said his father, laughing. I was afraid I had let the cat out of the bag, and I tried to divert Henry s attention by talking about other things, but he was on the alert, and asked so many questions that he soon found out the whole story. . " It was by such a self-denial as this, then," said he with a trembling voice, "^that you bought my cloak." " My dear son," said his father, "you make quite too serious a matter of it. The Review was really of less consequence to me than the cloak to you; and even if it had not been, I should have given it up in such a case. We THE SACRIFICE. 155 expect to pinch a little to get our boys through college ; and then if you are prospered, you can repay it at some future day. Dear me ! "We may be rich yet, and I can have forty Reviews, if I wish for them, and your mother here, may keep her carriage who knows?" Henry did not smile. I could see that he felt badly. I cannot forgive myself for having been so care less. It seems to me that of late he has been very sensitive about being dependent upon us. I have sometimes fancied even that he ate sparingly when the other little ones were un usually hungry. One week later. It is all explained now. Three days after this conversation about the Review, we once more packed Harry off for college. I observed that he was thoughtful, and often I knew that he was making a great effort to control himself. I supposed he missed little Jamie, who used to be delighted with tho packing. Once in particular, I remember, I was folding something over his books. " Hen ry," said I, " how learned you are going to be when you get all these into your head." He tried to reply, but seemed unable, choked, and then burst into a loud laugh, which startled me. o 13* 156 THE SUNNY SIDE. Now I understand it all. He started early, bid ding us a cheerful adieu. " You will hear from me very soon, mother," said he, and I fancied then there was something significant in his look and tone. In a week from this date, Mr. Ed wards came home from the post-office almost breathless, with an open letter in his hand. Kate and I ran to meet him. In an instant my heart had travelled around to gather up its three absent ones. What evil had befallen them? " Nothing," said he, reading my alarm. " No bad news ; all are well ; but Henry has left col lege, and gone into a store in Boston." "Left college! Gone into a store!" we echoed in astonishment. "What do you mean ?" " Just what I say I never was so surprised in my life. Did you know any thing of his plans, my dear?" "Not one word do read." We stood rivet ed to the spot where we were, while Mr. Ed wards read the following letter. I copy it be cause it is a precious one to me. Boston, . MY VERY DEAR PARENTS : You are very much astonished, I know, by THE SACRIFICE. 157 getting a letter from me with this post-mark. You have imagined me, for several days, snug in my college-quarters ; instead of that, I am in Boston. First, I will tell you how and where, for you will be impatient to know. I am at present in my uncle s family, paying nothing per week for board. I am duly entered into Mr. Magoun s wholesale dry-goods store, as as sistant clerk, and for my services I am to re ceive only think four hundred dollars a year ! What do you say to this, father ? I have as much salary as you, and am as rich a man, all but the children. Now, dear mother, you have the cream of the story, and I hope you will read the rest of my letter, feeling quite happy. I will now endeavour to explain how all this came about. My plans for my self, when I was a mere boy, as you know, were to study law I set my heart on it. But what is the use of setting one s heart on a course which is not the best one ? It is of no use at all, as I have found out. I entered college thanks to father well fitted, and commenced my course, full of ambitious plans. I studied hard, sometimes late into the night, and what ever reputation I gained as a scholar, was cer tainly hard-earned. I fairly boned down to it, 158 THE SUNNY SIDE. and had the study of law still in my eye. I felt that I must crowd much into little for I sometimes burned with impatience to be earning money, that I might share with you the burden of educating the other children. I knew very well that you and mother had a hard struggle of it to keep your heads above water, with all of us on your shoulders. I did not, however, fully understand what hard work it was, until the affair of the cloak came up. The evening after I got back, and read mother s letter, it came into my mind for the first time, that I had no business to be going through college that I was the oldes f , and it was my place to put a shoulder to the wheel, and not be dragging on you. After this thought, I never felt exactly easy, though I could not at once relinquish all my golden schemes. I went on struggling with duty and inclination, until dear Jamie s death. You know how this first affliction roused me to new views of life and eternity. As I hope, my heart was changed. The law gradually lost its charm as a profession and I thought more and more seriously about giving up a profession al together. Even if I could work my way along through college, without more aid from you, still, at best, it would be many years before I THE SACRIFICE. 159 could render you any assistance about the other boys. I should have to stand by, and see you struggling on, through all the best years of your life, having few comforts, no luxuries, and never feeling in easy circumstances debts al ways pressing money wanted faster than it could come. This does not seem to me right. One of us ought to take up the profession of money - making, for the sake of the rest. Now, after much deliberation and prayer, I have chosen it it is my birth-right, and I hope, my dear parents, you will not seek to change my pur pose. I have counted the cost it seems to me plainly to be my duty, and I have made my final decision. I left college with the intention of never returning ; and this decision was strengthened every day I was at home. My eyes were now opened, and I saw how closely you had to live to get along at all, and saw also how cheerfully sacrifices were made and I be came impatient to be at work with the rest of you. God has seemed to smile on my undertaking. Only hear of my success. As soon as I ar rived in Boston, I sought out my mother s uncle. I introduced myself to him, and then frankly told him the whole of the story, from 160 THE SUNNY SIDE. beginning to end. He received me most kind ly, sent his man off to the stage-office at once for my baggage, gave me a pleasant little room, and told me I should be his guest until he could look around for me. He went that very morn ing, and called upon Mr. Magoun, who is a very wealthy business-man here, and told him, (as I afterward learned,) the story. Mr. Ma goun wished to see me, and I accordingly went after dinner with my uncle, and was introduced to him. Between ourselves, I fancy he was pleased with me. He made me sit down, and put question after question, until I had told all over again how this had come about. I am afraid I made a long story of it, for when I begin to talk about home, I never know when to stop. Yet he seemed much interested ; he paced his parlour back and forth, and if I am not mistaken, I saw tears in his eyes, when I was telling how you had to get along. He came and put his hand for an instant upon my head, almost as if I had been his son, and said, Young man, you have done well. I tell this to please you, mother. lie said he knew my father, he was in college with him, father was senior when Mr. Magoun entered. He thinks I look very much like father. Then he THE SACRIFICE. 161 offered me this situation, with four hwidred dol lars a year ! I doubt whether there is a man in Boston who feels as rich as I do ; I am sure there is not one happier. Now, mother, Kate and Suzy shall go to the very best schools in the country ; but of that some other time. I am to remain three months with my uncle, free of expense ; and after that, Mr. Magoun has in vited me to spend some time with him. He gays he remembers having seen you here, one May, mother, and that he was very much in terested in you. What do you think of that? No board-bills, you see, for several months so tell the children to look out for a big box on the top of the stage, one of these days. My dear parents, do believe me when I tell you that I am happier than I can express. God has blessed me in my efforts to assist you. I wish I could just run up to talk it all over, a letter seems so formal ; but I am a business-man now, and I must stick to my work. So good-by to college-walls and musty-books. I am about a better business. If God continues to prosper me, you and the children shall want for nothing. Don t grieve, mother, because the country has lost such a fine president as I should have made, for I shall yet be a Boston merchant ; and I 162 THE SUNNY SIDE. can tell you, this is an honourable calling, some of them are princes in heart as well as fortune ; and of course I mean to be one of the best. Father is smiling at my " great talk," but I am writing, excited by my extraordinary success. Now, mother, one word more, particularly to comfort you, and my long letter shall come to an end. I have become fully satisfied that the constitutional weakness of my lungs would never have admitted of my preaching. I should have broken down in one year. I have to be very careful, as it is. John must be the preacher. It strikes twelve adieu. Write me at once, and approve my course, that with a light conscience and heavy purse, I may also have a happy heart. Your affectionate son, HENRY. I was entirely overcome by this letter. I sank down into a chair and wept. Mr. Ed wards paced the room, sometimes exclaiming, " What a noble-hearted boy!" Kate and Su san were excited ; they seemed to feel as if a mine of wealth had been opened under their feet ; they could not comprehend my tears. THE SACRIFICE. 163 " He is right about it," said his father at last. " I was beginning to see, myself, that we could not carry another boy through college until Henry could help us ; but this is a great sacri fice." I felt all this, and it has cost me a hard struggle to reconcile myself to it. My convic tion that he is right about the weakness of his lungs, I think, has done more than any thing else toward it. I begin to fear that I have cherished some unhallowed ambition for my first-born, which God sees fit to chasten in this manner ; but now, I trust the struggle is over. I cheerfully submit, and I love to thank God for such generous impulses in my boy. I had reached this state of mind before I wrote him, so that my letter was a cheerful one. Dear fellow ! he deserves all the comfort we can give him by our cordial approval.* * It is almost superfluous to remark, that to take such a step as this, without the knowledge and approbation of his parents, was not justifiable. Neither the impulsive ness of generous feelings, nor the probability of a failure of health, nor the successful issue of the measure, can be urged with any propriety or force to excuse such a disregard of parental counsel and authority. However disinterested his conduct may have been, he certainly did not " honour his father and his mother" in the true spirit of the fifth commandment of the Decalogue. 14 164 THE SUNNY SIDE. Still later date. More news from Henry full of comfort. Received to-day a letter from his employer, which I copy. To THE REV. HENRY EDWARDS : My dear Sir: It is with much pleasure I answer your inquiries regarding your son. His deportment is unexceptionable. He minds his business, is attentive, industrious, obliging, and gentlemanly. I am perfectly satisfied with him. He is a fellow of fine parts, and I hope soon to be able to promote him. I have every reason to believe that his moral and religious influence in my store is of the best kind, and is already felt. I congratulate you sincerely on having such a son. He is one of whom any father might be proud. Yours respectfully. Not " proud," I hope, but grateful and happy in him, and indeed in all our dear children. George is the only one whose misconduct ever causes us anxiety. He is so impulsive and headstrong, that he is often led into evil, which causes me some sleepless nights. I believe that he will yet be saved. I cannot feel that any THE SACRIFICE. 166 of iur number will finally be lost ; but at present, the impressions produced on his mind by Jami</s death seem to hare passed away. 166 THE SUNNY SIDE. CHAPTER XXIII. TROUBLE WITH GEORGE. GEORGE had fallen with a wild set of boys, who led him astray. He was often induced to join them in a "frolic." To one of his tem perament, the re-action from a life of restraint under a parent s watchful eye, to his present life of comparative freedom, was dangerous. Liberty bewildered him, and he sometimes joined the various frolicking clubs, just because he enjoyed the consciousness of doing as he pleased. At length he quite neglected his studies, and after one or two warnings, his teacher felt obliged to write to his father. Mr. Edwards read the letter at the post-office, and decided to say nothing about it until the next morning, for he knew it would give George s mother a wakeful night. After breakfast the next day, when tjie plea sant sunshine and the perfume of summer blos soms stirred up cheerful thoughts, and seemed to lighten troubles, he called her away from the TROUBLE WITH GEORGE. children into the parlour, and told her how George was behaving. His feelings were a little irritated by the child s perverseness and idleness. "I have about concluded," said he, "to send for him to come home at once ; for if he will not study, he shall work. It would not be right to take the bread from the other children, to help along a boy who will do nothing to help himself. Very gently, and by quiet suggestions, Mrs. Edwards calmed his feelings and modified his plans. " Was not this George s first trial, and his first fault ? Was it so very strange that a boy of his temperament should revel in his liberty awhile, and be carried away by the no velty and excitement of his new life ? Must he not learn, by experience, who were proper as sociates, and who led him into evil, for w T hich she knew his conscience gave him no peace? Would it not be the best way to expostulate with him kindly ; to show him his danger and his errors, and give him a fair chance to repair them ?" "Yes, perhaps it was best," Mr. Edwards re marked at last. " At any rate, he would defer recalling him , until his mother had written, and 14* 168 THE SUNNY SIDE. would wait to see what effect that had upon him." During this day, Kate observed that her mother was unusually serious ; and that several times she left the room and quietly stole up into the garret. There was a little unfinished room there, with a "window which opened to wards the sun-rising," and the name of that chamber might well be called Peace. It was there this mother retired daily to pray. It was there she consecrated herself and her children to God, and found such comfort in it ; there she came with a troubled spirit, and found rest ; and there was her mourning turned into joy. The children seemed to feel a reverence for this room they walked softly in it they never played there. Nothing which she ever said to them, made so deep an impression on their young hearts, as the sound of her soft footsteps thither, when she quietly left their pleasant cir cle. It was there she now pleaded for the erring one, as only mothers plead, that God would preserve him from the evil influences which were around him. From this chamber of Peace she at length returned tranquil; her counte nance expressed it ; her tones of voice expressed it ; it was evident that she had been with God. TROUBLE WITH GEORGE. 169 After this, she wrote to George. There is no copy of this letter, but something of its eifects upon the boy is known. The very first page he y/et with penitent tears ; and before reading half the second page, he paused and resolved to take the temperance pledge, as one grand means of safety for the future a pledge which he faithfully kept through his whole life. Shortly after this, his father wrote him a full account of Henry s course. This had a great effect on George, and he made many strong re solutions not to be behind him in his generous devotion to the good of the family. The children knew nothing of this trouble. Emma continued well and happy. Mrs. Brown wrote that she was making fine progress as a scholar, and had endeared herself much to them ; they did not know that they should ever be willing to part with her : that she was already forming plans to teach, for which she was anxious to fit herself as soon as possible, that she might help Kate and Susan. She came home and made a short visit, once during the year, and her friends found that Mrs. Brown had not spoken too highly of her progress. She had improved astonishingly, both in appearance and manners. She was lady-like and polished, 170 THE SUNNY SIDE. conversed with ease and elegance ; but to little Kate she seemed so very genteel, that she could not immediately feel at home with her. How ever, in a short time this wore off, and they were on the old terms again. Mr. and Mrs. Edwards enjoyed Emma s visit very much ; there was no drawback upon their pleasure, for George was now doing well, and Henry wrote often, and always in fine spirits. In his last letter, he said in a postscript, " Ask the girls on Wednes day night, to be so good as to go to bed at sun down, and dream of me. Johnny had better sit up." "What does Henry mean?" inquired the children. "Father looks roguish," said Kate. "He knows something I can tell by his eye." "Father, what is it? Tell us tell us." They hung on him ; they took away his news paper ; they would be answered. " Tell you what?" "Why, what Henry means." " You do just as he says go to bed to dream, and John and I will sit up until the stage comes in." " Now I know," said Kate. " It s the box TROUBLE WITH GEORGE. 171 the box ! I know ! It s Henry s box coming on Wednesday." The children capered about at this announce ment, and nothing else but the box was talked of, or thought of. 172 THE SUNNY SIDE. CHAPTER XXIY. HENRY S BOX. ON Wednesday night, the look-out at the back-garret was occupied early. The old stage-coach, just at the proper time, came lumbering along, with a big box on the top of it. "That is it!" shouted the children, as they raced down-stairs and out into the yard. The stage-passengers looked smilingly out of the window on the happy group, for even father and mother were there, to welcome Henry s box. One might have thought Henry himself was concealed in it. The stage-driver tumbled it off, and as John thought, rather unceremoniously. " Look out, there," said he, a you may break something." "Hadn t you better carry it yourself, my little man ?" said the driver. It was soon in the kitchen and the cover off but now so many faces were peeping in, father could do nothing. "Father," said Emma, "suppose we take out in turn you first, then mother, and we HENRY S BOX. 173 children by ages, commencing with the young est," Mr. Edwards said, " Mother should draw first," and this was agreed upon. A letter fell to her, which was laid aside to be read afterwards. Mr. Edwards brought out a bun dle which was "For mother." It contained a nice brown silk dress, with patterns for the cutting. "The dear boy!" said she with a trembling lip ; " he shouldn t have spent his money so." Mr. Edwards took the silk, threw it over her shoulders, and it fell in soft folds to the floor. " This is really very handsome," said he ; " some lady must have chosen it for him. You have not had such a dress since you were married, my dear. "I never had such a dress, Mr. Edwards," replied she, with deep feeling. Emma drew a package for herself, on which was written: " From an anonymous friend for Emma." It contained a handsome Carolina-plaid dress. Kate drew one just like it for herself: " From Henry." Suzy also brought out a French calico dress for herself, which exactly suited her taste. The girls admired these so long, that John became quite impatient ; so he pro- 174 THE SUNNY SIDE. ceeded to investigate further, and found a blue velvet cap, which would suit no head but his. "We all have something but father," said Kate. " We have not found the bottom yet, Kate ; but here, what is this ? Here is another box." All order was now at an end, and the box was eagerly opened. There lay snugly in it, two bonnets, one of drawn pink silk, on which Henry had pinned a slip of paper with this written : " For Kate, in place of the one which she gave Emma." Kate immediately put it on, and looked up at her father. Her blue eyes were suffused her cheeks were glowing and her soft hair hung negligently in curls about her face. Her father felt that she was very beautiful ; even Johnny felt it. "Why, Kate," said he, "you look just like a picture." " Wouldn t you like it, Emma ?" said Kate ; " I think it is a little prettier than the one Mrs. Brown gave you, and I would just as soon excnange as not." Emma would not listen to this plan she was rejoiced to see Kate look so pretty. " Here is the other," said Suzy. " Whose is this?" " For mother. Wear it to please me Henry." HENRY S BOX. 175 This bonnet was of brown satin, matching in shade the dress, and was trimmed on the out side with a wee bit of a brown feather, and on the ihside with delicate rose-coloured ribbon. "My dear child!" exclaimed his mother, " how could he spend so much money on me. I am sorry, for it would never do in the world for me to wear such a hat as that." " Why not, my dear ?" "It is so dressy, Mr. Edwards." "Do put it on, mother," said Emma. " Had I not better get another cap first ?" "No, mother; try it on just as you are," said Kate. She did so, and John clapped his hands. "Why, mother, you look almost as well as Kate. If you will wear that, I ll marry you when I grow up." John s offer raised a great laugh. " It takes two to make such a bargain, master Johnny," said Mr. Edwards, " Mother," said rne girls, " you never looked so well in any thing in all your life." "It is really very handsome," remarked Mr. Edwards ; " you must wear it, of course, for Henry s sake." 15 176 THE SUNNY SIDE. "But the feather, Mr. Edwards." "What is the matter with the feather? There is but little of it, and it is a pretty, modest colour, I am sure." Mrs. Edwards smiled. " I think it would not do to make any alterations in the bonnet," said he, in reply to it, " since Henry has taken so much pains with the selection. Ah ! here is something for me. A number of the Review, with a receipted bill; what has not the boy thought of? I declare, here is another dress; here, Jane, it is for you. No one is forgotten." The box was turned upside down and shaken. John hauled over all the wrapping-papers, and was rewarded for his search by a package of confectionary. After this, the family went to the sitting- room to talk the box over, and to read Henry s letter, which was written, as usual, in fine spirits. Here is part of it : " Do not be anxious, father, about the money which I have spent: it is much less than my board would have cost. I assure you I am very prudent with my salary, for I have a plan in mind, which will require most of it; but more of this by-and-by. I cannot tell you how happy I have been in fitting out the box. I HENRY S BOX. 177 have been silly enough to lie awake in the night thinking of it. I hope the presents will suit all around. Do write to me every one of you. A lady helped me in selecting the girls rigging." If Henry kept awake that night, wondering what was said on the arrival of the box, he had company enough at the parsonage. The ex cited children made light sleepers, and the gray dawn of morning found the mother wide awake and thinking of the absent ones. On Saturday, the question was discussed, " whether, the next day being fair, the new bonnets should be worn?" As it was now generally known that Henry had sent a box, Mr. Edwards thought it would be better to satisfy the curiosity of the people at once, and have the talk over; besides, on putting the old bonnets by the new, they ap peared quite too shabby to be worn. Mrs. Edwards consented to this arrangement, though, if it would have pleased her husband and children equally well, she w^ould have liked to take out the feather, lest she might "offend some of the little ones." As she expected, there was a stir in the Wes- ton church the next morning, when the pastor 178 THE SUNNY SIDE. and his family entered. Such stylish bonnets had seldom appeared there ; and never before in the minister s pew. * On Monday afternoon, the work being all done, Mrs. Edwards sat down with her two daughters, to sew. Suzy, who was reading by the window, all at once dropped her book: "Mother, here is Miss Cribby coming." " Now, mother, you will have to take it," Bald Kate, laughing. " Shall I not call father to help you?" Mrs. Edwards smiled, but gave Miss Cribby a pleasant welcome as she entered. Miss Cribby made herself at home talked awhile about the weather the state of the church who were at the prayer-meetings, and who were not who were sick, and who were going to be married. These fruitful topics ex hausted, she entered upon the real object of her visit. " You have had a box from Henry, I hear ?" "Yes," quietly replied Mrs. Edwards; "he is doing very well in Boston, and has sent us a very valuable box. Katy, dear, perhaps Miss Cribby would like to see what he sent." "Yes, mother, I will get the things," said Kate, expressively treading on Emma s toes as HENRY S BOX. 179 she left. Emma coloured, and Suzy laughed outright, at which imprudence she was much frightened, and tried immediately to make amends for it by looking very grave. "I don t know what you will say to so many fine things, Miss Cribby," said Kate, as she came in laughing. " I look like a Yankee pedlar, with my silks and satins, and ribbons and feathers." "I never!" said Miss Cribby; "why, what a sight ! Well, I never saw any thing beat it. Henry always was my boy. Now, if he would only stick to college, what a preacher he would make. Indeed, Mrs. Edwards ! how much do you suppose he gave a yard for this silk ? It must have cost a power of money ; I hope he did not run in debt ?" Susan was so much amused, that she tittered out behind her book every now and then, and Mrs. Edwards sent her out of the room on an errand, for poor Kate was having a hard time of it to keep her countenance. "I declare, Mrs. Edwards," continued Miss Cribby, "what children you have got! Some folks have the luck a bringing em up, and you are certainly one of that sort. I don t suppose I ought to say luck; it s example, I know. 180 THE SUNNY SIDE. Them that live Christ, as well as preach him, are blessed. There, Catherine Edwards, there are them bonnets. How dashj they be!" "Yes," said Mrs. Edwards, " they are almost too dressy for us to wear, but Mr. Edwards thought we ought to wear them, after all the pains Henry had taken to get them." " Henry is a good boy," replied Miss Cribby, " but I do not know as he has quite judgment enough to be trusted with such matters. For a minister s wife, now, to wear a plume, is a 1 stumbling-block and rock of offence to some folks. You must not mind me, Mrs. Edwards, you know I am plain-spoken." "I know you always mean well, Miss Cribby; and, for myself, I should have much preferred my bonnet without this feather, but as it is a little thing, I yielded to the wishes of my husband and children in the matter." " Well, I don t know," replied Miss Cribby, " I suppose you were right, and to tell the truth," added she laughing, "you did look as pretty as a pink in it," This was the last that was heard of the brown feather. THE RETROSPECT. 181 CHAPTER XXV. THE RETROSPECT. FROM THE JOURNAL. WE are now alone not a child with us. We are again mutually dependent upon our selves for society, as in our early married life ; we are still happy together^ but we miss the children and often feel solitary. Jane seems almost like a child, now. I am writing by an open window in my little sitting-room. How much I love Weston ! I love those distant hills over which for so many years I have looked for the sun-rising ; I love this dear old elm, and watch its budding every spring with unwearied delight, for under its shade is my baby s little grave, and there by his side I wish to be laid. I hope we shall never be called to leave Weston. Sometimes I fear Weston will seek a young minister, and the parsonage will be wanted, and there will be a bride here again ; but I will not trouble myself with these fancies longer. God has always been our friend, and I know he will 182 THE SUNNY SIDE. not forsake us in our old age. I look back over Mr. Edwards s life and labours here with deep gratitude. Many souls have been given him, as the "seal of his ministry," and Weston, under his pastoral care, has become one of the most thriving and moral villages in New Eng land. A large proportion of the young whom he has trained are professing Christians. With these blessings, we have had no more trials than have been for our best good. Deacon Jones, to be sure, is Deacon Jones still, but he has grown no worse ; indeed, in some respects, I think his character has improved. Deacon Emery is still one of our warmest friends. Infirmities increase upon him, I see, but he bears up under them cheerfully. He has, in one way and another, helped us a great deal. He seemed to know by instinct when we came to a pinch, and would help us through, if he could. I love him and his wife I love all our people I hope we shall live and die among them. I have not written very much in my journal lately, and I see I have not recorded Mr. Dodge s death. I think Mr. Edwards s influ ence over him was blessed to his good, for, to every one s astonishment, he left large lega cies to the various benevolent societies, and also THE RETROSPECT. 183 a considerable sum to the Weston church. Thinking of him recalls to my mind Miss Cribby. She is still (as she ever has been, I believe,) a good friend of ours, but it seems to me she grows more and more odd, as she grows older ; at the same time her piety becomes more apparent. I think she seems to enjoy re ligion more now than she has done at any pre vious period of her life. I sometimes love to think of her, as I hope to meet her in heaven, when she shall have laid aside her ailing body. Yes, I do love this people. I do not think Mr. Edwards is as well satis fied with his life s work here, as he ought to be. He thinks he has not accomplished what he hoped to do, and has fallen much below his standard, and that one great reason was his small salary, which cramped him so much dur ing the early years of his ministry, when his habits were forming. I do not know there may be truth in this ; I cannot tell what, un der other circumstances, he might have done. I only know what he has done, and I thank God that his labours here have been so abun dantly blessed. Henry is now doing finely, on a salary of a thousand dollars a year. He gives himself, 184 THE oUXNY SIDE. heart and hand, to every good work is super intendent of a Sunday-school, and active and useful in Dr. B. s church. He has had Kate in Boston at a fine school, for nearly two years. She is improving rapidly, and Henry, I think, is very choice of her. He writes me that she attracts a great deal of attention, but seems entirely unconscious of it, and is as simple and childlike in her manners as ever. He throws out a hint, now and then, about young Magoun and Kate, which I do not quite understand. I think Mr. Edwards and I shall accept Henry s invitation, and go to Boston and look a little into matters for ourselves. Deacon Emery seconds this plan, and wishes us to take his new carriage. We should enjoy such a trip, very much, I do not doubt. Emma is now first assistant in a private school, where she receives an ample salary. I almost feel as if I must send for her to come home I really want to see her; we have been separated most of the time for several years. She loves us all as much as ever. Somehow, our children, let them go where they will, never get weaned from home. Emma s simple and earnest piety has been the means, I hear, of doing much good in the school where she THE RETROSPECT. 185 teaches. George has been supported through college, wholly by Henry s generosity, and he has graduated with honour. He is now at tending medical lectures, still assisted by his brother. He is, I believe, perfectly correct in all his habits. I know he has strong temper ance principles, but, alas ! dear boy, he is the only one of our little flock who gives us no evi dence of having been brought into the fold of Christ. He has been a child of many prayers and tears. God grant that I may live to see him a devoted Christian ! It seems to me I could then depart in peace. But I must leave him in the hands of a covenant-keeping God. I could die for him, but I cannot change his heart. Susan is with Mrs. Brown at present, who would otherwise be left alone by the marriage of her daughter. I relinquished Susan with a sigh, for she was the last left to me. John is away at school, doing well, and hoping to fit himself for a preacher. By the time he is ready to go to college, I trust George will be able to take care of himself. How much I write and think about my children! It is a great comfort to me, now I am alone. I ought not to say alone, either, for our people are very 186 THE SUNNY SIDE. kind to us. They seem like a large family. There is a great deal to enjoy in the life of a minister s wife. True, it has its peculiar cares and trials, but it has its peculiar comforts also. A heart loving to do good, finds an outlet at every point, while, from a thousand little streams, kindness and affection flow in. I should feel lost without a "people." It is a great thing to have the opportunity of making so many friends in this world. A busy life enough have I found the life of a pastor s wife, but I can truly say that it has fully recom pensed me. If I could feel that I had met its claims to the best of my poor abilities, I shoulc 1 look back upon it with great satisfaction. THE REWARD. 1ST CHAPTER XXVI. THE REWARD. \\ T E have dwelt so long on the early domestic history of our worthy minister s family, that we can touch but briefly on the important events of later years. To begin with Henry. In the course of time, he was taken into partnership by the firm which first employed him. He was prospered in his business and became rich. Gold which fell into his hands "went about doing good." He made (as he promised to make) a noble-hearted, disin terested man. In the early part of his busi ness-career, he sometimes felt the sacrifice which he had made of his literary tastes and ambitious projects. He felt this keenly when George graduated. As he listened to the hearty applause which followed his brother s eloquent oration, it cost him a struggle to keep down vain regrets at his own course; but he con quered these unhappy feelings manfully, and with all his heart, and without a shadow of envy, he grasped George warmly by the hand, 16 188 THE SUNNY SIDE. as lie came, elated, from the platform. " GocI bless you, doctor, you ve done nobly," said he. When he was rich, he bought the old parson age and gave it to his parents. It was well Mrs. Edwards had indulged in no anxious fears as to what home should shelter them in their old age for her children knew how much she loved the old spot. Henry, in refitting it, took great pains to make as little change as possible ; paper and paint, as nearly like the old as could be found, were chosen. Even his own little bedroom he would not suffer to be painted ; for he wished to keep it just as it used to be. Thus there was a new parsonage but no bride for it as yet ; it was still the home of the minister and his wife. They seemed to be gently going down life s hill-side by an easy path with no clouds in the sky but the golden clouds of twilight. There was some change in the furniture of the sitting-room which we came near forgetting. Two very handsome, modern, stuffed chairs had found their way there, one for each fireside nook. This was Suzy s work. She had bought them with the first money which she earned at miniature-painting. She had great taste and skill as an artist, and preferred to turn her ac- Painting a Miniature. p. 191 THE REWARD. 191 complishment to some use. " Henry had quite enough to do with his money," she said ; a he ought to lay up something, and she would help herself while she could." The result of this commendable independence was rather too ro mantic for a sober story, but as we profess to give the history of this family, it will not do to omit so important an item in the summing up. A young lawyer persuaded her to paint his miniature ; "for," he said, "he was very anx ious to make a present of it to his mother on her sixtieth birth-day." Susan never had painted the miniatures of gentlemen, but he was urgent, and brought his sister with him to the young artist s room, and she at length con sented. Impressions were left more indelible than those on the ivory, and the result of this double painting was the first marriage in the family. We must say a word about Kate ; our warm hearted, joyous, beautiful Kate. Young Ma- goun, as has been hinted, found out that she was a jewel of rare worth, a prize for any man and he won her, and was worthy of her. It was delightful to see how she retained all her innocent simplicity of character, when she moved in the polished circles of affluence and 192 THE SUNNY SIDE. fashion. Henry deserved n. uch credit for this. When she first began to go into society, he watched over her with almost a mother s care. He made himself her constant attendant in going to and from the social gatherings, at which on account of her personal attractions, her presence was often sought. He encouraged her to confide in him, and she learned to tell him, artlessly, all the pretty speeches which were made to her ; and he, with his manly good sense, would tell her how little they were worth, and would direct her attention to those whose praises were valuable, and to the things which were substantial in a woman s character. Thus was she guarded against the dangers peculiar to her lot, and she came at last to turn with little difficulty from the unmeaning flatteries of others, to seek his approval. Kate s was the second marriage. From being a child in the humble parsonage, she be came mistress of a city mansion, and was none the less admired, for having added to beauty and worth, rank and wealth. She travelled in foreign lands she mingled in choice society everywhere her every want was supplied which money could supply ; but she always continued to be little Kate Edwards. She was not to be THE REWARD. 193 spoiled ; she never broke away from her early training ; she was a sincere Christian, and to her, as to her parents, heaven was an object of faith and hope, a future home for which she tried to live. With her sensitive conscience and her pious heart, she rested beneath the " shadow of His wing," to whom she had, in the morning of her life, fled for refuge. Her hus band also fully sympathized with her artless piety, and thus, in their city home, was lived over again the earnest, simple, practical reli gion of the parsonage. Kate often went to see her parents ; and Mr. Magoun once laughingly told them, "That nothing in Europe or America seemed to please Kate quite so much as to ask her to ride over to Weston." Emma taught a few years in * * *, spending her summers principally at home. Her cha racter was symmetrically developed, and she became, though not a brilliant, yet a very in teresting woman. During one of these summer visits, she received a call from Mr. Enfield, a young clergyman. She had become acquainted with him in * * * ; indeed, her acquaintance had been of such a nature, that she at once di vined the object of his call. Her conjecture 16* 194 THE SUNNY SIDE. was right, and he was successful. It was therefore by no means difficult to persuade him to remain at Weston over the Sabbath, and it was but courteous, then, that he should be in vited to preach ; and preaching well, it was not at all singular that he should please the people ; and they being pleased, were the more easily reminded of Mr. Edwards s often repeated sug gestion, that they should seek for a colleague to share parochial burdens with their old pastor ; and as Mr. Enfield had every reason to be pleased with Weston, his acceptance of their in vitation was only what might reasonably have been expected. The society were now compa ratively rich. A new parsonage had been built when the old one was sold ; and the income of Mr. Dodge s legacy, together with two hundred a year which Henry paid annually to the church, enabled them to support both ministers com fortably. So Emma settled down among them. At first, Mrs. Edwards felt a little disap pointed; she had secretly indulged the hope, that John would some day succeed his father ; but this feeling soon gave place to gratitude. She found it a great comfort to have Emma near her, and became much attached to her THE REWARD. 195 son-in-law. Then she found also, that John s heart was elsewhere, for he had consecrated himself to the work of foreign missions. His parents would place no obstacle in his way, and when the time came for him to go, they gave him up without a murmur, and cheerfully bade him farewell. Why should they not do so ? They had long since given their children to God. George settled at "the West," and became successful in his profession. He threw himself on the "good side," in all public movements, was a strong temperance-man, a warm advocate for common schools, and a firm supporter of evangelical religion. He seemed to be every thing but a Christian. Once a year he made it a point to send for his parents to come out and visit him, and the journeys were very bene ficial to them. Henry (for we cannot end without a word more about him) became a citizen of Boston. Among his many private charities, one deserves to be particularly noticed. He made friends in various associations of ministers, and they kept him informed of the wants of the most needy of their number ; and many a country minister received, year after year, the best quarterlies, 196 THE SUNNY SIDE. and other periodicals, and sometimes new and valuable books, without ever knowing the soured from which they came. " Thus fell the blossoms of the almond-tree. Our pastor and wife could look upon their chil dren, and find them, with but one exception, at the head of Christian families some wealthy, all influential. " They were remarkably blessed," say some ; but this is not so. God deals with us with a more even hand than we are always disposed to believe. The evil is largely tem pered with the good ; and those who wholly trust in Him, shall even here be "led into green pastures." Many a minister s family, who have as cheerfully met the toils and priva tions of their humble lot, and as hopefully lived for the future, as did this one, whose history we have followed, have been not less "remark ably" rewarded. Age crept on kindly with our friends. The hopeful and loving mother had long seemed ripe for heaven, and calmly received her sum mons. George was sent for to attend her in her last illness. He watched over her day and night, and she breathed her last in his arms Her death was the means of bringing th s only THE REWARD. 197 wanderer into the Christian flock, and she died full of faith that so it would be. There were no dry eyes in Weston on the day when the minister s wife was buried. The people loved her with all their hearts, and mourned for her as one mourneth for a mother. They all came to follow her to her grave, which had been made, at her request, beneath the shadows of that elm-tree where lay her infant Jamie. All her children were there, save the one who was about his Master s work on the plains of India, and for him many prayers were offered that day. She died, but she lives still in Weston. Her earnest life, her affectionate heart, her winning ways, her simple piety, made her a bright example, which to this day the good strive to imitate. Her mantle fell upon her now solitary com panion. During the few remaining years of his pilgrimage, he seemed to listen more to her loving and hopeful voice, than when he had her by his side. He learned, with her, to look cheerfully and with a grateful heart, upon his life s work. He ceased to mourn that he had " done no more," and thanked God that he had been permitted to do so much. 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