5059 M23w 3 8 2 ' 3= I THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES U/u*/^ /?u^ GTb ^ • TANDERINGS WITH THE MUSES, OR FUGITIVE POEMS, BY C. D. M., AUTHOR OF WANDERINGS IN GOWER. SWANSEA : PRINTED AT THK CAMBRIAN-OFFICE, WIND-STREET. 1865. PR PEEF ACE The following Poems, which are the strugglings of an Infant Muse (being the production of boyhood), are most humbly laid before the reader. The Author is aware of his temerity in attempting to climb the heights of Parnassus, but he trusts that he will be spared the Critic's censure when the unpretending nature of the little volume is considered. S67'l?23 POEMS. SONG OF THE OLD TEAR. Hush ! hush ! I am dying ; come, mourn for me now, For the cold hand of death has heen passed o'er my brovf ;• Let the muffled bells chant a sad knell o'er my grave, Ere oblivion engulph me beneath its dark wave. Tou welcomed me in with fond gladness and mirth, And happiness circled round many a hearth ; But onward I sped, like a ghost in the night — And eyes became dim that once beam'd with delight. And onward, and onward, and onward I sped ; And the Peer and the Peasant — I witnessed them dead : And the maiden that hail'd my bright advent with glee Lies now in the valley, beneath the yew tree. 6 SOXG OF THE OLD TEAR- And where is the sailor boy, where is he now ? His form is not seen on the shrouds or the bow ; Ah, no ! he is lying low down in the deep, And the storm and the tempest around him they sweep !' And where are the flowers that bloom' d neath my feet, And the song of fair Summer, that sounded so sweet ? All gone, all are faded — and I am alone "With the winds of dark midnight and "Winter's cold moan. But I've rattled along, and strange wonders I've seen; Over hill, dale, and woodland, and ocean I've been : On the fierce field of battle I've gazed with affright. As the mingling of brothers' blood startled my sight. And I've borne to your ears the dread tidings of war — The howl of the demons that revelled afar, — And the cry of the mourner for cherish' d ones slain, "When Moloch's grim chariot swept o'er the red plain. And I've heard in fair England the weeping for bread, And seen the pale infant with hunger fall dead ! But I stay'd not nor tarried, but sped on my way, "While death in his vengeance swoop'd down on his prey.. I have seen — but, hush ! there's the sorrowful bell, I am dying — and slowly they chant my sad knell : My pulse it grows faint, life is ebbing away — And thou too must follow, poor atom of clay ! ON SEEINtt A PRIMROSE IN JANUARY. Sweet bud of beauty, why art tbou So soon awaken' (1 from thy sleep ; Did some soft dew-drop stir thy breast, Or round thy heart did sunbeams creep ? Or did some voice from Southern lands Breathe music to thy dreamy ear, And did it sing of gorgeous spring. And whisper Flora's form was near? Alas! frail, hapless, lovely flower, Thy syren friends will leave thee die ; JS'o star of hope can beam for thee, 'In yon dark, scowling, troubled sky, Tor now above thy trembling form The maddened winds they wildly yell j And each fierce gust that hurries past Bears with it thy sad dying knell. Death's frosty hand thy life-strings crush, The biting hail thy heart will reD,d ; And cold and draggling rain-drops hard Will make thy lovely petals bend. . .'8 , OS SEEING A PKIMROSE IN JANtlAKT-. And so it is -witli mortal man — In life's bright morning all is fair — But storms and tempests o'er him sweep, And friends that flatter' d they are — where ? All gone and vanished, like the dew When morning simbeams robe the sky, — And pass like shadows from our sight When grim misfortune cowers by. THE FORSAKEN Her eyes are weary with weeping now. There's a clammy hand on her snowy brow, And back to her bleeding bursting soul The burning waters of agony roll. Her cheek is pale, for death is there, And her heart is writhing in wild despair ; Like a lily crush'd by the savage storm The maiden was trampled and left forlorn. She loved, — she f6ll 'neath her tempter's feet — For the serpent's poison 'tho deadly, was sweet — She awoke from her di'eam, there was sorrow and scom j That hour was cursed when the maid was bom. THE FORSAKEN, She looked to-w'rd Heaven's bright glorious sky, And the sun in his chariot of gold rolled by ; And she wildly gazed on the streamlet's breast, And prayed to her God for a place of rest. And she heard a voice in the springtide breeze, It played with the zephyrs amid the trees, And she saw the form of an angel fair, "Who sang of Heaven and the pleasures there. But she gazed once more on the spangled earth, On the myriad gems in their beauteous bii-th ; And joy for a moment beamed in her eye, — It was sweet to live, it was hard to die. The scene is changed — she's again a child, Culling the flowers by the woodland wild ; — And in fancy she roams through the grassy dell, With the guileless hearts that she loved so well. The streamlet sings as it sang of yore. There's the silvered waves on the golden shore, But a cloud sweeps by with a sombre gloom, And her soul grows dark as the Stygian tomb. For she heard the slanderer breathe her name She saw them point the finger of shame ; She could bear no more, her spirit fled. Her heart it broke and — the maid was dead. THE STONE BREAKER. When the hail is driving o'er the heath, And the wintry winds are keen, When the clouds are heavy with waters cold, A crippled wretch is seen Cowering low, with shivering limbs. On a heap on the blighted moor : He cannot starve, he must sternly brave The storm and the tempests roar. But the stones are hard and his arms arc weak, Yet he's toiling there for bread. For in that hut, i where the walls axe bare, The hungiy must; be fed : The man is old and the grave is near — He can scarcely crawl or creep — Yet he's driven out like a worthless dog, , When the winter snows are deep. And tho' the night of life has come, Yet he's seen on the dreary plain, With palsied limbs and shrunken fi'ame, In the wild and pitiless rain. Beating the rocks for a hoaiy crust, And wearing his life away — With none to pity, to shield, or help A suffering brother of clay. THE STONK UREAKER. II And thoro he sits at liis cheerless task, ' 'Neath the fierce and fiery sun ; From the earliest dawn to the twilight dark He wearily lahoiirs on : And when sweet spring with her mantle fair Is playing amid the trees, The redbreast in pity seems singing for him, As he kneels on his aching knees. But the bird may pity, the zephyrs may sigh,. And the flowers may sweetly bloom. The aching heart will ne'er know rest 'Till it sleeps in the silent tomb : the grave to him will be blissful peace — He di-eads not that shadowy home, For his spirit dreams of the Angels' land. Where his fetterless soul may roam. A EEVEKIE The hour was late, I roamed alone Beside the withered hedge, — The wintry waves, with fury wUd, Dashed o'er the rocky ledge : Ii2 A EEVEEIK. The moon her pale cold bosom bared,. And a million stars shone bright, But silence, with its dreamy wing Seemed hovering o'er the night. The frost had tried^the rich man's door, But that was firmly barred, And then it found the poor man's cot. Where hunger's pangs gnawed hard ; And through the rag-stuffed window-panes The stranger groped his way, And breath' d his biting, stinging breath On the shivering worms of clay. The mother pressed her first-bom child Close to Jier famished breast, The strong man woke, with aching limbs And heart that knew not rest — For famine in that wretched home Rose up its gaunt weird head. And misery wailed its fearful moans. And a sombre mantle spread. I mused a moment, and my thoughts Swept on with lightning speed — I saw the rich in luxury's lap — I saw the poor man bleed. Strange were my thoughts, when suddenly A wondrous form drew near, — Its step was slow, its visage sad, — I quailed with awe and fear. A KKVEUIE. 1;J The form passed on, and I beheld, Grim misery plnme its wing , And hunger, with a fiendish gi'oan, Withdi-ew its maddening sting. That foi-m was Death, by Mercy sent, Anid Pity with it came To rob the poor man's soul of woe. And rend life's burning chain. 'Twas done — and Death with sullen brow Turned tow'rd the gorgeous hall. And knelled the rich man's knell aloud, And told him he must fall. How harsh it was ; how hard to die And leave the lands and gold ! It must be done— Death touched life's flood And froze it icy cold. But still dark Mammon clutch'd and held The life-light of the heart, And from its home, tho' death was there, It could not, would not part. But soon I saw a phantom bai'k Sweep from the silent shore, And Mammon's cries were still'd and drown'd Amid the water's roar. The poor man died — his soul was free — The rich man died, and where went he ? I mused on all and gained my door. And thank'd my God that made me poor. THE DISTRESS IN LANCASHIRE. % There's a sore deep cry of agony In our sea-embroidered isle ; And eyes are blind with weeping That once could sweetly smile. For the noble sons of labour Have been stricken to the earth. And grim starvation cowers Round many a drenry hearth. But the knell is growKng louder, And the wound it rankles deep, And death with unsheathed dagger Thro' the lanes and alleys creep. Like the oak by lightning blighted The strong man falleth down, And the graveyards teem with victims In each son-ow-shrouded town. The bride hath lost the bridegroom, Or the bridegroom lost the bride, The child hath lost its parents. Or the parent lost its pride. THE DISTRESS IN lAJfCASHtEE. 15 Each day, like leaves, they're falling To a sad untimely gi'ave : Stretch forth the hand of pity Those tortured souls to save. Awake up, Christian England ! Ye lordly in your hall, Let not hunger o'er your brother Spread its deadly, chilly pall : But give the -vrealth God gave you To shield those in distress ; And mercy, send thine angel Those afflicted ones to bless. THE OLD MAX'S DUE AM. An old man sat in his lonely room, By the faint and flickering fire. And he heard the Icnell for the dying year Tolled out from the gray church spire. And he bowed his head on his palsied hands, And a tremor thrilled his frame. But slumber stole o'er the worn old man, And a dream of pletisurc came. 19 THE OLD man's DKEAM- Away on memory's wings he's borne To the far and distant past, To the sunny days of childhood, When the joys were too sweet to last. He's ioaming now o'er the emerald mead, He climhs the hcatheiy hill, And he plays in the laughing happy stream By the old quaint village mill. Another Ware of the fairy wand, And his youth's sweet joys are seen, And the fairest spot on memory's page Is still in his bosom, green. For he holfD. He'd often prophesy and tell Of coming tempests, "vnnds, and rain ; It was a shame to hoax tis so, And fright us o'er and o'er again. Indeed, there's been[a|^horrid change, ■\Ve once could call our climate fine ; — "We had the cheerful wint'ry frost. And summer suns^did brightly shine. "We had no * taters ' rotting then ; Our sheep and cattle all did thrive : But now, the doctor's greatest skill Can't keep our flocks and herds alive. But we must stop this Author's fun, And send him far enough away To where the Gnomes and Furies dwell, And there for^ever let him stay. But, should he 'scape his jailor's charge. And, mounting with the whirlwind's king, Eetum again to Britain's isle, Then on his head our rage he'll bring : For in our land he shall not lurk ; "We'll pull him from each hiding place, And tie him to a comet's tail. We'll send him whirling into space. 86 01^ THE WELCOME APPEARANCE OE FINE WEATHER. « THE CLIMATE OF ENGLAND."— ITS AUTHOR. Kind friends a moment's favour, I have a loud demand, For I claim the thanks and gratitude of all in Cambria's land ; I'm sure you all remember, for your mem'ry cannot fail. Of my thi'eat to tie an Author fast to a comet's tail : And I said I'd send him whirling thro' vast and boundless space, And that in storm-toss'd England he should have no dwelling place ; Or on some arid desert I said he should be cast. Where the spirits of the tempest ever ride upon the blast. I said to and I meant it, and that well the Author knew. For he soon called home the hurricanes which fiercely round us blew, He swept aside the cloud-flakes and Sol broke forth so bright, And bathed the craggy mountain-tops in floods of golden Kght. And Spring came all in glory, unfettered, fair, and free, And wild birds warbled merrily from every" blushing tree ; But still, amid this gladness, there came a chilling tale. And the ploughman's hand grew nerveless, and his honest face grew pale. THE CLIMATE OF ENGLAND. 87 For the " Climate's" Author told us that our fertile fields would fail — We should hear no song of harvest nor sound of threshers' flail; We should not, he said, in seed time dare furrow Mother Earth, But all the land would tremble 'neath a chill and freezing dearth. And he hade us all be chary, and husband well our store, For he said he felt quite cei-tain we should ne'er have any more, And many things he told us which filled our hearts with di'cad — But I, alas ! was faithless, and laughed at all he said. For I thought perhaps the " prophet " might be of that strange race, * Who claimed *' EK " for a father in that now degraded place ; So I said to those around me, come neighbours, have good cheer. The wheat again shall blossom and the barley grow for beer. The lambkins they shall gambol down in the grassy glade. The primrose buds shall open in the woodlands leafy shade, And the poor heart-broken gardeners — I made them all so glad, For I said that oft enthusiasts and the weather-wise were mad. And the farmers came around me and fell each on bended knee, And one held up a *' tater," and 'tother held a pea ; And they asked me should they plant them — I said, did ever Morgan lie ? 88 THE CLIMATE OF ENGLAND. I tell yoii that the sunbeams again shall flush the sky : I tell you that the Author shall ne'er distui'b you more, For he dreads the trip I'll give him to that hideous sterile shore — So send ye out the sower, and fling abroad the grain, For the earth shall burst with fatness when the Autumn comes again. And they calmly hearken' d to me and sent their teams afield, Although the meteorologist said lands would never yield — Although he blindly stated that mighty rains would fall, And that blighting fi'osts and mildew would be a deadly pall. Although he grimly hinted that famine's ghost would come, And that nature would be stricken, and her choristers be dumb ; Yet the husbandman grew hopeful, and bared his strong right arm, And smil'd at the Prophets' warning, which erst filled him with alarm. And the whistle of the ploughman again was heard so shrill, And soon the green blade budded, on mountain, mead, and hill, And Flora flung her garlands, aye, broadcast o'er the land ! And the streamlets ran on laughing, toward the bright and golden sand : — And men look'd up enraptured in wonder and surprise, And thought upon the prophesy, and said — what awful lies ! iN'e'er in man's living memory has there been a fairer spring, ISTe'er bloom'd there sweeter flowers — ^ne'er did sweeter music ring. THK ('I,I\(.VTV: 111' KNCJLAND. 89 But friends, we must be grateful, and one and all should pray- That as the Author has no time to hope he never may, So oft the same excuses — " it Avas for want of time " His reckonings were erroneous, and I've been led to rhyme. Had he, indeed, great leisure, we might see wonders strange ; Perhaps the sun walk backwards, or the moon turn green for change — Perhaps Nature's laws inverted — but my quill's worn to a stem. So I just subscribe my compliments, and say — I'm C.D.M. FAEEWELL TO SUMMEE. Farewell ; sweet time of mirth and flowers ! ThouVt fading fast away ; The gems which glittered o'er the earth Are trodden in the clay. The woods which thi-illed with melody Are now all hushed and still ; And blighted are the heather bells Which bloomed on every hill. The leaflets stricken on the tree. Fall helpless, one by one. And e'en fair Nature's choristers Seem mourning Summer gone. 90 FAREWELL TO SUMMER. The swollen streamlet o'er its bed Sings now a sorrowing strain, — For death, is on the mountain-top, The moorland and the plain. I watched the snowy hawthorn's bloom, The woodbine and the rose, And, listening to the ring-dove's song, Forgotten were my woes. But, like a fleeting fairy dream. The golden days are past, And Autumn comes with chilling breath, And sadness in each blast. 'Twas in the stilly hours of night, "When Nature seemed asleep. That from the sterile Northern lands, A herald crossed the deep, — 'Twas but a whisper through the woods,— A voice across the plain — But leaf and flow'ret knew their doom. And drooped as 'twere in pain — A tremor seized the little birds That slumbered on the trees. And sighing zephyrs died away. Before the angry breeze. And when the cheering sunbeams came, How altered was the scene, For sadness bi'ooded o'er the place Where love and joy had been. FAUr.WELI, To SIMMK.R. 01 Then fare thee well, dear Summer time, Thy glorious reign is past ; Thou cloth'st the earth with loveliness Too fairy-like to last ! Thy mission o'er, thy work all done, Thou breath' st thy fond good-bye, And paler glows the yellow sun Upon the low'ring sky, Again farewell ! 'tis hard to part, Por dear art thou to me ; T love the jewels in thy lap. The gz'een leaves on the tree ; I love the music thou dost bring — But now I hear thy knell ! And wildly, sadly could I weep, Sweet Summer, fare thee well ! WELCOME TO CHEISTMAS. Hail ! hoary old friend, thou art with us once more, And the welcome we'll give thee shall surge round our shore, For our song of rejoicing shall sweep o'er the plain, As the right hand of friendship we give thee again. Thou art with us indeed, and our hearts leap with glee, And the holly and laurel thy green crown shall be, And we'll hang up the mistletoe high over all, For there's mirth in the cottage, the palace, and hall. 92 WELCOME TO CHRISTMAS. we've waited thy coming, we've wished for thee long, And we'll usher thee in with the dance and the song, And we'll greet thee once more with the gladness of old, For ere thy next advent what hearts may be cold ! There are places now vacant and loved ones " are not," There are hearts that are cheerless and loved ones forgot, Ah ! since thou wert here we have heard the death knell. And the dark grave hath swallowed those cherished so welL There are visions of fancy now shrouded in night, There are souls that are writhing neath agony's blight, There are wild hopes and longings that now must be vain, For the dreamer hath 'wakened to sorrow and pain. But away, with all sadness, black shadows must pass, For time hath inverted the sands in life's glass, So fill up the vmie-cup and drain it, aye dry, And dash down the tear-drop and banish the sigh. For again there shall cluster around the bright fixe, The maid and her lover, the matron and sire. And the sweet tales of childhood again shall be told, As the grey-headed father forgets that he's old. And mem'iy shall bear us away on her wing, "When our hearts were as bright as the rosebud in spring. And we'll fling to the wild winds the fetters of care, And mock at the spectre and laugh at despair. Thrice hail ! then old friend, thou art welcome once more, And we'll greet thee again as we oft did of yore, And our song ot rejoicing shall sweep o'er the plain, As the right hand of friendship we give thee again. THE BROKEN BOUGH. The wintry winds went slirieking through the trees, And Vengeance rode upon the angered breeze — And o'er the mountain and the blighted plain Loud and still louder rose the cry of pain : And morning's sunbeams, struggling o'er the sky, Eeveal'd strange wrecks and ruin to the eye ; Dashed by the tempest to the soddened ground, A broken bough, with ivy clad, I found. Green was the ivy bud — the little spray Had long fallen victim to a sad decay, — And as I marked the living and the dead, I thought a lesson might be truly read. I saw that morning in the far back spring, And heard the wild birds in the woodlands sing, "When first in fancy then it seemed to me, The clasp of love encircled yon dead tree ; And as the winters and the summers rolled, Fii-mer and firmer grew each loving fold. And there it clung, in savage storm and strife, But ah ! it fed upon its lov'd ones' life — Yet still how faithful, tho' the tree-top green "With smiling leaflets would no more be seen ; Ko power could sever love's enduring tie. They've lived together — they'll together die : I bore away the little sapless bough, To me each tendril seemed a deathless vow ; Oh ! would that earthly love could be so pure, Thro' time and trials ever to endure. SUNRISE Hark ! vrhat are those sweet 'witching strains That from the dewy vales arise ; And what is that fair silvery streak Which breaks along the eastern skies ? Affain more loud the chorus swells, The woodland warblers are awake ; And onward sweeps the sweet refrain From blushing tree-top, wood, and brake. See, see it is the King of Day, In all his glorious splendour drest ; And proudly rolls old ocean's flood, "With dazzling sunbeams on its breast. And high above the eastern hills, Behold that world of lucid light ; The moon and glittering stars grow pale, And, trembling, hide away from sight. The flow'rets heavenward turn and gaze. As if fond praises they would sing ; And then they fling their od'rous breath To meet the zephyr's gentle wing. The lambkins, startled from their sleep, Bound o'er the daisied mead in play : And myriad dewdrops fair as light Hang pendant from each emerald spray. And o'er the boundless azure sky The rosy rainbow's flush steals on ; And Nature laughs in rapt'rous glee To know that darkness dreax is gone. THE WISH My wish is small, my aim it is not great : Of gold, I'd say one hundred pounds a year ; A cozy cottage — not a lordly seat — On some fair hill-side let it stand, where trees Shall wrestle stoutly with December's blasts, Or make soft music in the Summer breeze. Down in the vale let meadows green with flow'rs Be sprinkled o'er : A tinkling brook I love, whose ripples kiss The blue waves curling on the golden shore. My garden small should overlook the vale, And from my seat I'd view the smiling bay — I love to watch the billows in their pride, Or when they mui'mur, prance, and gleeful play. Vain wish ! the world and I have quarrelled oft, "We've fought and I've been worsted — Dash'd on sorrows' road : There scorn rode o'er me, crushed me in the dust, Fell slander pierced me with its cruel goad, Slander, that monster, prowls along our track, Stabs, like a grim fiend, basely in the dark. The suffering soul, when trouble settles deep, Is slander's favor d and its cheiish'd mark ; Its arrows, thick as those that fell !96 THE WISH, m On Thermopylae's Pass, and liid the sunlight From the Spartan's eye, Have fallen on me — foul envy wing'd the dart, Malice took the aim. And hatred drew the bow and hade them fly. But I'll have another tussle with the world In open light — with all its woes I'll single-handed cope — The baneful star that in my zenith rules, Will to the Nadir soon revolve I hope. And if I fail, what then ? my old cap's brim My spirit will not let me pull to stupid pride. I court no favor from the haughty crew, No, first may daisies my poor body hide ! The independent soul, "tho' clothed in rags," Though grief is round it more than can be told, Looks with contempt upon those brainless ones "Whose only virtue is possessing gold. Alone I've marched amid the warring world, I seek no buoy to keep me on the wave ; Alone I'll battle with the billows fierce, I'll cringe to none, to pity or to save. And when to Mother Earth my dust returns, And the green grass clusters tangles o'er my breast, Perchance I'll sleep as sound as those great ones Who 'neath their gaudy sculpt'red tablets rest. Another wish I have, perhaps 'tis my last — I'll ask it of some kind, some pitying friend : To lay my body when my spirit's fled — THE WISH, '97 To lay me where the yew-tree's branches bend, In some lone churchyard far from cities grand, Far from all tumult and all ceaseless din : I could not sleep where dreary walls are seen, Amid the echo of a Babel's sin ; I'd not find peace amid the mighty dead, ISTot in that Abbey where earth's monarchs sleep ; No, lay me where the suffering have found rest, Where angels o'er the tortur'd victims weep. Each mound around me let it be the bed Of one who battled in life's darkest day; At midnight then the pitying spirits come, And o'er the blighted sweetly sing and pray. I want no mockeiy o'er my crumbling dust. But in my mother's bosom, let me sleep — The humblest flowres may bloom upon my bed. When sunbeams thro' the waving branches creep. 'Tis all I ask, 'tis all, indeed, I crave, A sanctuaiy from all griefs and care ; The fulsome adulation on the chisel' d stone. But taunts the mould'ring wreck that's rotting there ! RETROSPECTION There's a footpatli through the woodlands Which skirts the rippling rill, Where I've wandered oft with EUen, When the village hum grew still ; In the springtide of my boyhood, Ere pale sorrow lined my brow. In that valley old I plighted Love's fond and dearest vow. And now it seems but yesterday Tho' long weaiy years are past, Since Inbreathed adieu to_Ellen As my heart throbbed wild and fast : But all the fairy pictures, , Which our fond emotions drew, Are vanished like frail shadows. The' we deemed them real and true. Yet mem'ry oft reminds me Of our meeting in the dell, On that sunny Summer evening When I felt love's witching spell ; When with trembling hand I gathered The violets — sweet and pale — As I lisped my boyhood's passion, And told nay youthful tale. A B S E :N^ C E Thiough'ev'r\- changing scene of life, The^trusting heart lives hoping on, E'en whendark clouds obsciu'e our path, And every cheering ray is gone. Tho' time rolls on and seas divide Hearts bound in love's endming chain ; Yet still the heav'nly flame will bum In tears and sorrow, woe and pain. The envious^ world may sneer'and frown. The ti'uest friend^tum false and cold ; But love that's pui'e may never change, For love will shame e'en fire-tried gold. PRINTED AX THE " CAMBRIAN " OFFICE, SWANSEA, f UX^iVERSiTY OF CALIFORNtS UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LIBRARY Los Angdes This book is DUE on the last date stamped below. Form L9-50to-7,'54 (5990) 444 m^iJk UC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACIU^^^ AA 000 382 002 4 PR 5059 M23w >o^ U^0 \ - ^%./ V ^m