i ^"MJNlVi.w/^ J al^' 'uujinj:-' 'uijaiiYjj JuxMiui' -r, U ^-^ • Vt^ is > .\W£yNIVEF x^ ^OFCAIIFO/?^ ^, ^. u ij Jl» f i,'U 1 ^OFCALIF0%> v^r if-G OC iiiwill -^UIBRAR^'^- --jj MISCELLANEOUS PROSE WORKS. BY EDWARD RULWER, LORD LYTTON. IN THREE VOLUMES. Vol. II. LONDON: RICHARD BENTLEY, NEW BURLINGTON STREET, ^9ul)ltiSI)cr til CSrttnary tn ^tv iMaJcstjj. 1868. [The Copyri-ght reserved,'] PltrNTKD l;V W. CJJOWVJS AND SONS. STAMFORD SfTRKET, AND CIIAllINO CKOfiS. CONTENTS OF VOL. II. — •<>♦ — ESSAYS WEITTEN IN YOUTH. PAGE 1. On the Difference between Authors and the Impression of them conveyed by their Works 3 11. MoNos AND Daimonos 15 III. On the Departure of Youth 25 IV. The World as it Is 37 V. Knebworth 52 VI. The Choice of Phylias 64 VII. Lake Leman and its Associations 74 viri. The True Ordeal of Love 94 IX. On the Want of SympxVthy 105 X. Arasmanes, the Seeker 112 XI. On III Health, and its Consolations 146 XII. On Satiety 154 XIII. Chairolas 160 XIV. On Infidelity in Love 186 XV. Fi-Ho-Ti ; OR, The Pleasures of Eeputation. — A Chinese Tale 191 XVI. The Knowledge of the World in Men and Books 202 XVII. The Tale of Kosem Kesamiji, the Magician .. 211 XVIII. Many-Sidedness and Self-Completion 229 XIX. Ferdinand Fitzroy ; or, Too Handsome for Any- thing 236 XX. Juliet's Tomb in Verona 243 XXI. Conversations with an Ambitious Student in his LAST Illness 247 THE INFLUENCE OF LOVE UPON LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. Introduction 343 Love, in its Influence upon Literature 353 The Influence of Love upon the General Conditions OF Human Life 377 196527.1 ESSAYS WKITTEN IN YOUTH. FIKST PUBLISHED UNDER THE TITLE OK THE STUDENT, IN 18'J2. "The situation of the most enchanted enthusiast is preferahle to that of a philosopher who, from continual apprehensions of being mistaken, at length neither dares affirm nor deny anything."— Wieland : Agathon. VOL. II, B ^ NOTE. In these papers, a short tale or apologue is alternated with the more didactic species of composition which we usually designate by the title of essay; but as such tales were mostly intended to illustrate or allegorize some definite sentiment or thought, they really belong, or at least are akin, to the lighter kind of essay. Hence tales of a similar character or purpose occupy no inconsiderable space in the pages of our standard Essayists, — ' The Spectator,' ' The Kambler,' &c. ESSAYS WRITTEN IN YOUTH. ON THE DIFFERENCE BETWEEN AUTHORS AND THE IMPKESSION OF THEM CONVEYED BY THEIE WOEKS. Authors, seen in the body, are expected to be ex- actly like what tlie readers of their books choose to imagine them. And when they differ from such visionary type they are regarded with an indignation akin to that which is felt for an impostor. If a phi- losopher profound as Aristotle present himself to the eye, as Aristotle is said to have done, sprucely dressed as a youthful gallant, or a poet charming as Gold- smith contrast the beauty and grace of his verse by homely features and a clownish address, resentful admirers pass at once into the ranks of malignant critics. Out of this kind of disappointment has arisen a very popular notion that authors are altogether insincere deceivers, and that their books convey no likeness of their real characters as men. But if the personal appearance of an author disappoint the spectator, it does not necessarily follow that he is an impostor ; nay, he would perhaps be more justly ex- posed to that charge if, instead of disappointing, he had realized the popular expectation. " Mankind," says Charron, " love to be cheated ;" and the men of B 2 4 DIFFKHEXCE HKTWKFX Al'TIIORS AND genius, wIkj liavi- not (lis:i|>])ointcd tlie woild In tlieir externals, and in wljat lias heen termed " the manage- ment of self," have not disdained to study that species of imposture which is jtractised on the stage. It is sjiid that Napoleon took lessons from 'J'alma in the art of majestic deportment, — and that Garriek in turn horrowed hints for theatrical effects from the studied dignity witli which Chatham arranged his ilannels. There are some wise lines in 'The Corsair,' the })eculiar merit of which the numerous critics of that poem do not seem to liave discovered : — " TIo lM>nn(Ls— lu- flies — until liis footsteps reach The .spot wlitre ends tlic cliil', bej^ins the beaeh,] There checks his speed ; but pauses less to breathe The breezy freshness of the deep beneath, Than there his wonted statelier step renew ; Nor rush, disturbed by haste, to vulgar view : Fur well had Conrad learned to curb the crowd, By arts that veil and uft preserve the proud : His was the lofty port, the distant mien. That seems to shun the sight, and awes if seen : The solemn aspect, and the high-born eye. That cheeks low mirth, but lacks not courtesy." In the.se lines are depicted tlio.se artifices of per- sonal bearing which, to borrow the phrase of Roche- foucauld, may be called " the hypocrisies of the body," and are con.sidered legitimate accomplishments by the rulers of the world of action. They who, as authors, aspire to rule the world of thought, are trained rather to despise than to cultivate "the hy[)o- crisies of the body." They show themselves in their own character, and do not attem|»t to dramatize that character as a part; and tliis is so noticeable that even where an author has the rare advantage of resembling in his human Ibrm the ideal archetype of his genius existing in the fancy of his readers — still let tliat liuman form undergo a change even in the garments it assumes, and reader.s, finding the outlines of their archetype deranged, cry out " This Magician THE IMPRESSION MADE BY THEIR WORKS. 5 was an impostor." Whatever rank be accorded to the genius of Lord Byron, it was certainly not greater, nor in fact so richly developed, wlien Phillips painted the poet in a dress which he could never have worn except at a fancy ball, than it was when he startled the eyes of Count D'Orsay as the wearer of a faded nankin jacket and green spectacles. — As he appears in the portrait of Phillips he was clearly an impostor ; as he appeared to Count D'Orsay he was unquestion- ably honest and genuine. Yet there were many who, having formed their notions of the Man by a fantastic and impossible costume, lost a great deal of their admiration of the Poet when they heard of the nankin jacket and green spectacles — who but a schoolgirl ought to sympathize in such disappoint- ments ? We hear a great deal about the difference between the Objective and the Subjective order of Oenius — i. e. between the writer who casts himself out among others and so forgets his individuality, and the writer who subjects others to himself, and in treating of them still preserves his individuality distinct. But this distinction would be a very unsafe guide for an arbitrary judgment on the character of the author himself, though it may serve to define one kind of composition from another. The true lyrical writer must chiefly express himself, his own impulsive senti- ments, feelings, opinions, passions ; — the true dra- matic writer must chiefly express others, their sen- timents, feelings, opinions, and passions. Hence the same writer may be subjective or objective according to the work he writes ; — as no writer can be more objective than Shakspeare in his dramas, or more subjective than Shakspeare in his sonnets. For my own part I believe that, putting aside all reference to mere outward show or conventional accomplishments, and making but a fair allowance for human foibles and frailties, the works of an C DIFFHIJENCK r.KTWEKN AUTIIOllS AND autlmr are a faitlifiil roprcsentatioii of liis genuine nature — except tli:it in j)iojiortion as the autlior excels in the riclier and ln\i;-|ier atlrihutes of j^-onins, he is in liis nature superior to all that he can ex])ress in his hooks, and most unrpicstifuiably has within himself an ;iniuenec of thou;4-ht and a loftiness of asi)iration which he can never adequately make visible in )>rint. 1 believe this to be true, even of poets like La Fontaine, wlio succeed only in a par- ticular line. I'ut it is doul>ly true of the mass of great Authors, who are inostly various, accom))lished, and all-attempting : such men never can perfect their own numberless conceptions, nor realize their own ideals of excellence. An ancient writer says that there cannot be " a good poet wdio is not first a good man." This is a paradox, and yet it is not far from the truth : a good poet may not be a good man, but he must have certain good dispositions. Above all, that dis- position which sym]iathises with noble sentiments — with lofty actions — with th5 beauty discoverable not only in extc^rnnl nature, but in that masterpiece of Creation, the human mind. This disposition may not sulHce to make him a good man — its influence may be counteracted a liundred ways in life, but it is not counteracted in his compositions. There the better portion of his intellect awakes — there he gives vent to enthusiasm, and enthusiasm to gene- rous and warm emotions. We have been told, though on very unsatisfactory evidence, that Sterne could be harsh in his conduct to relatives. But there can be no doubt that his heart was tender enough when he wrote of ' Poor Maria.' He was not, then, belying his real nature ; he was truthfully expressing the gentlest part of it. The contrast between softness in emotion, and callousness in con- duct, is not however peculiar to poets and writers of sentiment. Nero was womanishly affected by the THE IMPRESSION MADE BY THEIR WORKS. 7 harp ; and we are told by Plutarch that Alexander Pheraeus, who was one of the sternest of tyrants, shed a torrent of tears upon the acting of a play. So that he who had furnished the most matter for tragedies, was most affected by the pathos of a tragedy ! But who shall say that tlie feelings which produced such emotions, even in such men, were not laudable and good ? Who that has stood in the dark caverns of the human heart, shall dare to scoff at the contrast between act and sentiment, instead of lamenting it ? When a man comes into collision with others, various passions or feelings may be aroused which suspend, tliough they do not destroy, the operation of impulses to good which would be constitutionally natural to him if left to himself. Of our evil feelings, there is one in especial which is the usual characteristic of morbid literary men, though, hitherto, it has escaped notice as such, and which is the cause of many of the worst faults to be found both in the Author and the Tyrant : this feeling is Suspicion ; and I think I am justified in calling it the characteristic of morbid lite- rary men. Their quick susceptibilities make them over-sensible of injury, they exaggerate the enmities they have awakened — the slanders they have in- curred. They are ever fearful of a trap : nor this in literature alone. Knowing that they are not adepts in the world's common business, they are perpetually afraid of being taken in : and, feeling their various peculiarities, they are often equally afraid of being ridiculed. Thus suspicion, in all ways, and all shapes, besets them ; this makes them now afraid to be ge- nerous, and now to be kind ; and acting upon a soil that easily receives, but rarely loses an impression, that melancholy vice soon obdurates and encrusts the whole conduct of the acting man. But in literary composition it sleeps. The thinking man then hath no enemy at his desk, — no hungry trader at his elbow, — no grinning spy on his uncouth gestures. 8 DIFFKREXCK RK'I'WEEN AnilORR AND His sonl is youiif^ atj^aiii — lie is wlial lie einl)()(lies; and the feelinLi:s, clieckod in the real world, obtain their vent in the ima^^inary. It was the Good Na- tural, to borrow a phrase from the French, that spoke in Rousseau, when he dwelt witli so glowinp^ an eloquence on the love that he bore to mankind. It was the Good Natural that stirred in the mind of Alexander Pheroeus when he wept at the mimic sorrows sul)jected to his ^aze. When to either came the test of practical action and collision with ihe real world other passions were aroused ; and, alike to Author and to Tyrant, Suspicion peopled the world with foes, and tainted the atmosphere with hate. Thus tender sentiments may be accompanied with cruel actions, and yet the solution of the enigma be easy to the inquirer; and thus, thoug-li the life of an Author does not correspond with the spirit of his w^orks, his nature may. But tliis view is the most partial of all, — and I have, therefore, considered it the first. How few instances there are of that discrepancy, which I have just touched upon, between the life of the author and the spirit of his l)Ooks! How finely, in most instances, does the one maintain concord wiih the other! Look at the life of Schiller, — how faithfully his works reflect the turbulence of his earlier and the serenitv of his later genius — preserving in each his s])ecial idiosyncracy in one constitutional grandeur of sentiment aiming at old heroic types and infusing the power of the Titan into the struggles of Man against the Fate which overmasters him. Sir Phili}) Sidney* is the Arcadia put into action; — Johnson is no less visible in the ' Rambler,' in 'Rasselas,' in the * Lives of the Poets,' than in his large chair at Mrs. Thrale's — his lonely chamber in tlie dark court out of Fleet Street — or his * " Poetry i)Ut iuto actiou " is the fiuc saying of Cami)bell as apijlied to Sidney's life. THE IMPRESSION MADE BY THEIR WORKS. 9 leonine unbendings with the canicular soul of Boswell, I might go on enumerating these instances for ever : — Dante, Petrarch, Voltaire, rush on my memory as I write, — but to name them is enough to remind the reader that, if he would learn their characters, he has only to read their works. I have been much pleased in tracing the life of Paul Louis Courier. When he was in the army in Italy, he did not distinguish himself by bravery in his profession of soldier, but by daring in his pursuits as an antiquarian ! Dis- dainful alike of personal danger and of military glory — sympathising with none of the objects of others — wandering alone over the remains of old — falling a hundred times into the hands of the brigands, and a hundred times extricating himself by his ad- dress, and continuing the same pursuits with the same nonchalance ; — in all this the character of the man is in strict unison with the genius of the writer who, in his works, views with a gay contempt the ambition and schemes of others — sneers alike at a Bourbon and a Buonaparte — and, despising sub- ordination, rather than courting persecution, defies all authorities that could interfere with his absolute right to do as he pleases with his own mind, and follows with the sportiveness of whim ideas conceived with the earnestness of conviction. A critic, commenting on the writings of some popular author, observed, that they contained two views of life, contradictory of each other, — the one inclining to the ideal and lofty, the other to the worldly and cynical. The critic remarked, that " this might arise from the Author having two sepa- rate characters, — a circumstance less uncommon than the world supposed." There is great depth in the critic's observation. An Author usually has two characters, — the one belonging to his imagination — the other to his experience. From the one come all his higher embodyings : by the helj) of the one he 10 DII'FEIIKN'CK BHTWKEN AUTHORS AND elevates — lie ivfincs ; IVoiii llie other come liis hein^s of " tlie eaitli, eaitliy," and aphorisms of worldly eaiitioii. From the one broke — briglit, yet scarce distinct — the Kebecca of ' Ivanhoe,' — from the other rose, slirewd and selfish, the Andrew Fairservice of ' Kob Hoy.' The original of the former need never to have existed — her elements belonged to the Ideal ; but the latter was purely the creature of Experience, and either copied from one, or moulded unconsciously from several, of the actual denizens of the living world. In Shakspeare the same doubleness of cha- racter is remarkably visible. The loftiest Ideal is perpetually linked with the most exact copy of the commoners of life. Shakspeare had never seen Mi- randa — but he had drunk his glass with honest Ste- phano. Each character embodies a separate view of life — the one (to return to my proposition) the off- spring of Imagination, the other of Experience. This complexity of character — which has often puzzled the iiKjuirer — may, I tliink, thus be easily explained — and the seeming contradiction of the tendency of the work traced home to the conflicting principles in the breast of the writer. The more a man of ima- gination sees of the world, the more likely to be prominent is the distinction I have noted. I cannot leave the subject — though the following remark is an episode from the inquiry indicated by my title — without observing that the cliaracters drawn by Experience stand necessarily out from the can- vas in broader and more startling colours than those created by the Imagination. Hence superficial critics have often considered the humorous and coarse cha- racters of a novelist or a dramatist as his best — forgetful that the very indistinctness of his ideal characters is not only inseparable from the nature of purely imaginary creations, but a proof of the exal- tation and intcnseness of the imaginative power. The most shadowy and mistlike of all Scott's heroes THE IMPEESSION MADE BY THEIR WORKS. 11 is the Master of Ravenswood, and yet it is perhaps the highest of his characters in execution as well as conception. Those strong colours and bold outlines, which strike the vulgar gaze as belonging to the best pictures, belong rather to the lower schools of Art. Let us take a work — the greatest the world possesses in those schools, and in which the flesh-and-blood vitality of the characters is especially marked — I mean ' Tom Jones ' — and compare it with ' Hamlet.' The chief characters in ' Tom Jones ' are all plain, visible ; eating, drinking, and walking beings ; those in ' Hamlet ' are shadowy, solemn, and mysterious : we do not associate them with the ordinary wants and avocations of earth ; they are " Lifeless, but lifelike, and awful to sight, Like the figures in arras that gloomily glare. Stirred by the breath of the midnight air." But who shall say that the characters in ' Tom Jones ' are better drawn than those in ' Hamlet ;' or that there is greater skill necessary in the highest walk of the Actual School, than in that of the Imaginative ? Yet there are some persons who, secretly in their hearts, want Hamlet to be as large in the calves as Tom Jones ! These are they who blame ' Lara ' for being indistinct — that very indistinctness shedding over the poem the sole interest it was capable of receiving. To such critics, Undine is not a true creation of genius, because they never saw any- thing like her when they angled for dace in the Thames. We may observe in Humorous Authors that the faults they chiefly ridicule have often a likeness in themselves. Cervantes had much of the knight- errant in him ; — Sir Greorge Etherege was uncon- sciously the Fopling Flutter of his own satire ; — Goldsmith was the same hero to chambermaids, and coward to ladies, that he has immortalised in his 12 DirFKHKNCE BETWEEN AUTHOKS AND cliarminp^ coincMly ; — ami tlie antiquarian frivolities of Jon;itliaii Oldbiick liad tlieir resuniMance in Jona- tlian OlclbiK-k's creator. Tlie pleasure or the ])ain we derive fr:lit me all he knew; and the rest ot'niy education, Nature, in a savage and stern guise, instilled into my heart by silent but deep lessons. She taught my feet to bound, and my arm to smite ; she breathed life into my passions, and shed darkness over my temper ; she taught me to cling to her, even in her most rugged and unalluring form, and to shrink from all else — from the companionship of man, and the soft smiles of woman, and the shrill voice of childhood, and the ties, and hopes, and social gaieties of existence, as from a torture and a curse. Even in that sullen rock, and beneath that ungenial sky, I had luxuries unknown to the palled tastes of cities, or to those who woo delight in an air of odours and in a land of roses ! AVhat were those luxui-ies ? They had a myriad varieties and shades of enjoy- ment — they had but a common name. What were those luxuries ? — Solitude ! My father died when I was eighteen ; I was transferred to my uncle's ])rotection, and I repaired to London. I arrived there, gaunt and stern, a giant in limbs and strength, and, to the judgment of those about me, a savage in mood and bearing. They would have laughed, but I awed them ; they would have altered me, but I changed them ; I threw a damp over their enjoyments. Though I said little, though I sat with them estranged, and silent, and passive, they seemed to wither beneath my presence. None could live with me and be happy, or at ease ! I felt it, and I hated them that they could not love me. Three years passed — I was of age — I demanded my fortune — and scorning social life, and pining once more for loneliness, I resolved to travel to those unpeopled and far lands, which if any have pierced, none have returned to describe. So I took my leave of them all — cousins, and aunt, and uncle. I commenced my pilgrimage — I pierced the burn- MONOS AND DAIMONOS. 17 ing sands — I traversed the vast deserts — I came into the enormous woods of Africa, where liuman step never trod, nor human voice ever startled the thrilhng and intense solemnity that broods over the great soli- tudes, as it brooded over chaos before the world was ! There the primeval nature springs and perishes, un- disturbed and unvaried by the convulsions of the surrounding world ; the seed becomes the tree, lives through its uncounted ages, falls and moulders, and rots and vanishes ; there the slow Time moves on, unwitnessed in its mighty and mute changes, save by the wandering lion, or that huge serpent — a hundred times more vast than the puny boa which travellers have boasted to behold. There, too, as beneath the heavy and dense shade I couched in the scorching noon, I heard the trampling as of an army, and the crash and fall of the strong trees, and saw through the matted boughs the Behemoth pass on its terrible way, with its eyes burning as a sun, and its white teeth arched and glistening in the rabid jaw, as pillars of spar glitter in a cavern ; the monster to whom those wastes alone are a home, and who never, since the waters rolled from an earth transformed, has been given to human gaze and wonder but my own ! Seasons glided on, but I counted them not ; they were not doled out to me by the tokens of man, nor made sick to me by the changes of his base life, and the evidence of his sordid labour. Seasons glided on, and my youth ripened into manhood, and man- hood grew grey with the first frost of age ; and then a vague and restless spirit fell upon me, and I said in my foolish heart, " I will look upon the countenances of my race once more ! " I retraced my steps — I re- crossed the wastes — I re-entered the cities — I resumed the garb of civilized man ; for hitherto I had been naked in the wilderness. I repaired to a seaport, and took ship for England, In the vessel there was one man, and only one, who neither avoided my companionship nor recoiled 18 MUNnS AND DALMONOS. from my frown. J Ic was an idle and curious being, full of the frivolities, and egotisms, and self-importance of those to whom towns are homes, and talk has become a mental aliment. Tie was one pervading, irritating, offensive tissue of little and low thoughts. The only meanness he had not was fear. It was impossible to awe, to silence, or to shun him. He sought me for ever ; he was as a blister to me, which no force could tear away ; my soul grew faint when my eyes met him. He was to my sight as those creatures which, from their very loathsomeness, are fearful to us, though we call them despicable. I longed to strangle him when he addressed me ! Often I would have laid my hand on him, and hurled him into the sea to the sharks, which, quick-eyed and eager-jawed, swam night and day around our ship ; but the gaze of many was on us, and I curbed myself, and turned away, and shut my eyes in very sickness ; and when I opened them again, lo ! he was by my side, and his sharp voice grated on my loathing ear ! One night I was roused from my sleep by the screams and oaths of men, and I hastened on deck ; we had struck upon a rock. It was a fearful, but a glorious sight ! jMoon- light still and calm — the sea sleeping in sapphires; and in the midst of the silent and soft rejDOse of all things, three hundred and fifty souls were to perish from the world ! I sat apart, and looked on, and aided not. A voice crept like an adder's hiss into my ear ; I turned, and saw my tor- mentor ; the moonlight fell on his face, and it grinned with the maudlin grin of intoxication, and his pale blue e^'e glistened, and he said, " We will not 2^art even here ! " My blood ran coldly through my veins, and I would have tlirown him into the sea, which now came upon us faat and faster ; but the moon seemed to gaze on me as the eye of heaven, and I did not dare to kill him. But I would not stay to perish with the crew. I threw myself alone from the vessel and swam towards a rock. I saw MONOS AND DAIMONOS. 19 a shark dart after me, but I shunned him, and the moment after he had plenty to sate his maw. I heard a crash, and a mingled and wild burst of anguish, — the anguish of three hundred and fifty hearts that a minu.te afterwards were stilled, and 1 said in my own heart, with a deep joy, " His voice is with the rest, and we have parted ! " I gained the shore, and lay down to sleep. The next morning my eyes opened upon a land more beautiful than a young man's dreams. The sun had just risen, and laughed over streams of silver, and trees bending with golden and purple fruits, and the diamond dew sparkled from a sod covered with flowers, whose faintest breath was a delight. Ten thousand birds, with all the hues of a northern rain- bow blended in their glancing wings, rose from turf and tree, and filled the air with the melodies of their gladness ; the sea, witliout a vestige of the past destruction upon its glassy brow, murmured at my feet ; the heavens, without a cloud, warmed my veins with its golden light. I rose refreshed and buoyant ; I traversed the new home I had found ; I climbed a hill, and saw that I was in a small island ; it had no trace of man, and my heart swelled as I gazed around and cried aloud in my exultation, " I shall be alone again ! " I descended the hill : I had not yet reached its foot, when I beheld the figure of a man approaching towards me. I looked at him, and my heart misgave me. He drew nearer, and I saw that my despicable persecutor had escaped the waters, and now stood before me. He came up with his hideous grin and his twinkling eye ; and he flung his arms round me — I would sooner have felt the slimy folds of the serpent — and said, with his grating and harsh voice, " Ha ! ha ! my friend, we shall be together still ! " I looked at him with a grim brow, but I said not a word. There was a great cave by the shore, and I walked down and entered it, and the man followed me. " We shall live so happily here," 20 MONUS A-ND DALMONOri. wiiil lie; "we will never separate!" And my lip trembled, and my hand clenched of its own accord. It was now noon, and hnnger came npon me ; I went forth and killed a deer, and I l)roiight it home and broiled part of it on a fire of fra<^rant wood ; and the man ate, and crunched, and hiu^hed, and I wislied that tlie bones had cliokod him ; and he said, wdien we liad done, " "Wo f^hall have rare cheer here !" But I still held my peace. At last he stretclied himself in a corner of the cave and sle})t. I looked at him, and saw that the slumber was heavy : and I went out and lolled a huge stone to the mouth of the cavern, and took my way to the opposite part of tlie island ; — it w^as my turn to laugli then ! I found out another cavern ; and I made a bed of moss and of leaves, and I wrought a table of wood, and I looked out from the mouth of the cavern and saw the wide seas before me, and I said, " Now I shall be alone ! " When the next day came, I again went out and caught a kid, and brought it in, and y^repared it as before ; but I was not hungered and I could not eat, so I roamed forth and wandered over the island : the sun had nearly set when I returned. I entered the cavern, and sitting on my bed and by my table was that man whom I thought I had left buried alive in the other cave. He laughed when he sass through a period of mis- anthropy, and the misanthropy is acute in proportion to their own giMierous confidence in human excellence. We the least forgive faults in those from whom we tlie most exjiccted excellence. But out of the ashes of misanthrojty benevolence rises again ; we find many virtues where we had imagined all was vice — many acts of disinterested friendship where we had fancied all was calculation and fraud — and so gradually from the two extremes we pass to the proper medium; and feeling that no human being is wholly good, or wholly base, we learn that true knowledge of mankind which induces us to expect little and forgive much. The world cures alike the optimist and the mis- anthrope. Without this proper and sober estimate of men, we have neither prudence in the affairs of life, nor toleration for contrary opinions — we tempt the cheater, and then condemn him — we l)elieve so strongly in one faitli, that we would sentence dissen- tients as heretics. It is experience alone that teaches us that he who is discreet is seldom betrayed, and that out of the ojjinions wc condemn, often spring the actions we admire. At the departure of youth, then, in collecting and investigating our minds, we should feel ourselves enriched with these results for our future guidance, viz. a knowledge of" the true proportion of the pas- sions, so as not to give to one the impetus which should be shared by all ; a conviction of the idleness of petty objects which demand large cares, and that true gauge and measurement of men which shall neither magm'fy nor dwarf the attributes and mate- rials of human nature. From these results we draw conclusions to make us not only wiser but better men. The years through which we have passed have pro- bably developed in us whatever capacities we possess — they have taught us in what we are most likely to excel, and for wliat we are most fitted. We may DEPARTURE OF YOUTH. 29 come now with better success than Rasselas to the Choice of Life. And in this I incline to believe, that we ought to prefer that career from which we are convinced that our minds and tempers will derive the greatest share of happiness — not disdaining the pur- suit of honours, nor of wealth, nor the allurements of a social career — but calmly balancing the advantages and the evils of each course, whether of private life or of public — of retirement or of crowds, — and deciding on each, not according to abstract rules and vague maxims on the nothingness of fame, or the joys of solitude, but according to the peculiar bias and temper of our own minds. For toil to some is happiness, and rest to others. This man can only breathe in crowds, and that man only in solitude. Fame is necessary to the quiet of one nature, and is void of all attraction to another. Let each choose his career according to the dictates of his own breast — and this, not from the vulgar doctrine that our own happiness, as happiness only, is to be our being's end and aim (for in minds rightly and nobly constituted, there are aims out of ourselves, stronger than aught of self), but because a mind not at ease with itself finds it difficult to keep on very amiable terms with others. Happiness and Virtue re-act upon each other ; the best are not only the happiest, but the happiest are usually the best. Drawn into pursuits, however estimable in themselves, from which our tastes and- dispositions recoil, we are too apt to grow irritable, morose, and discontented with our kind. The genius that is roused by things at war with it too often be- comes malignant, and retaliates upon men the wounds it receives from circumstance ; but when we are en- gaged in that course of life which most harmonises with our individual bias, whether it be action or seclusion, literature or business, we enjoy within us that calm which is the best atmosphere of the mind, and in which there is the likeliest chance of fruitage for the seeds that we sow by choice Oui- sense of VOL. II. D 30 DEPAirrrfiK of yoi'tii. contcntmt'Tit makes us kindly and benevolent to others. We arc lulfilling our proper destiny, and those around us feel the sunshine of our own hearts. It is for this reason that haj)piness sliould be our main object in llic choice of life, because out of ha})piness spriuij^s that state of mind which becomes virtue : — and this should be remembered by tho.se of generous and ardent dispositions who would immo- late themselves for the supposed utility of others, plunging- into a war of things for which their natures are nnsuited. Among the few truths which Rous- seau has left us, none is more true than this — " It is not permitted to a man to corrupt himself for the sake of mankind." We must be useful according, not to general theories, but to our individual capaci- ties and habits. To be practical we must exercise ourselves in that vocation wliicli our special qualities enable us to practise. Each star, shining in its ap- pointed sphere, each — no matter what its magnitude or its gyration — contributes to the general light. To different ages there are different virtues — the reckless generosity of the boy is a wanton folly in the man. At thirty there is no apology for the spendthrift. From that period to the verge of age, is the fitting season for a considerate foresight and prudence in affairs. Approaching age itself we have less need of economy : and Nature recoils from the .miser, caressing Mammon with one hand, while Death plucks him by the other. AVe should provide for our age, in order that our age may have no urgent wants of this world to abstract it from the meditations of the next. It is awful to see the lean hands of Dotage making a coffer of the grave ! But while, with the departure of youth, we enter steadfastly into the great business of life, while our reason constructs its palaces from the ruins of our passions — while we settle into thoughtful, and resolute, and aspiring men — we should beware how, thus occupied by the world, the world grow 'too much with us.' It is a perilous DEPARTURE OF YOUTH. 31 age that of ambition and discretion — a perilous age that in which youth recedes from us — if we forget that the soul should cherish its own youth through eternity ! It is precisely as we feel how feebly laws avail to make us good while they forbid us to be evil — it is precisely as our experience puts a check upon our impulses — it is precisely as we sigh to own how contaminating is example, that we should be on our guard over our own hearts — not, now, lest they err, but rather lest they harden. Now is the period when the affections can be easiest scared — when we can dispense the most with Love — when in the lustiness and hardihood of our golden prime we can best stand alone — remote alike from the romantic yearnings of youth, and the clinging helplessness of age. Now is the time, when neither the voice of woman nor the smiles of children touch us as they did once, and may again. We are occupied, absorbed, wrapped in our schemes and our stern designs. The world is our mistress, our projects are our children. A man is startled when he is told this truth ; let him consider, let him pause — if he be actively engaged (as few at that age are not), and ask himself if I wrong him ? — if, insensibly and unconsciously, he has not retreated into the citadel of self? — Snail-like he walks the world, bearing about him his armour and retreat. Is not this to be guarded against ? Does it not require our caution, lest caution itself block up the beautiful avenues of the heart ? What can life give us if we sacrifice what is fairest in ourselves? What does ex- perience profit, if it forbid us to be generous, to be noble — if it counterwork and blight the graces and the charities without which wisdom is harsh, and virtue has no music in her name? As Paley says, that we ought not to refuse alms too sternly from a fear that we encourage the idle, lest, on the other hand, we habituate the heart to a want of compas- sion for the distressed — so with the less vulgar sympathies shall we check tlie impulsive frankness, D 2 32 nKrAii'i'n.'K of voi'm. tlic kiiully interpretation, the Innnane sensibility, Avliich are the alms of the soul, because they may expose us to occasional deceit? Shall the error of softness justify tlu- Imbits of obduracy ? — and lest we should suiVer by the faults of others, shall we vitiate ourselves? This, then, is the ap:o in which, while experience becomes our <^uidc, we should follow its dictates with a certain measured and jealous caution. We must remember how a]it man is to extremes — rushing from credulity and weakness to suspicion and dis- trust. vVnd still, if we are truly prudent, we shall cherish, despite occasional delusions, those noblest and hap])iest of our tendencies — to love and to confide. I know not indeed a more beautiful spectacle in the world than an old man, who has gone with honour through all its storms and contests, and who retains to the last the freshness of feeling that adorned his youth. This is the true green old age — this makes a soutlicrn winter of declinino^ vears, in which the sunlight warms, though the heats are gone : ever welcome to the young is the old man who retains his sympathies with youth. They more than respect, they venerate him, for there is this distinction between respect and veneration, — veneration has alwavs in it somethinQ- of love. This, too, is the age in which we ought calmly to take the fitting (.'stimate of the opinions of the world. In youth we are too apt to despise, in maturity too inclined to overrate, the sentiments of others, and the silent influences of the public. It is right to fix the medium. Among the happiest and proudest posses- sions of a man is his cliaracter — it is a wealth — it is a rank of itself. It usually procures him the honours and rarely the jealousies that attend on Fame. Like most treasures that are attained less by circumstances than ourselves, Character is a more felicitous posses- sion than Glory. The wise man therefore des])ises not the opinion of the world — he estimates it at its DEPARTURE OF YOUTH. 33 full value — lie does not wantonly jeopardise his treasure of a Q'ood name — he does not rush in self- conceit against the received sentiments of others — he does not hazard his costly jewel with unworthy com- batants and for a petty stake. He respects the Legislation of Decorum. If he be benevolent, as well as wise, he will remember that Character affords him a thousand utilities — that it enables him the better to guide the erring and to shelter the assailed. But that Character is built on a false and hollow basis, which is formed not from the dictates of our own breast, but solely from the fear of censure. What is the essence and the life of Character ? Principle, integrity, independence ! — or, as one of our great old writers hath itj " that inbred loyalty unto Virtue which can serve her without a livery." These are qualities that hang not upon any man's breath. They must be formed within ourselves ; they must make ourselves — indissoluble and indestructible as the soul ! If, con- scious of these possessions, we trust tranquilly to time and occasion to render them known, we may rest assured that our character, sooner or later, will establish itself. We cannot more defeat our own object than by a restless and fevered anxiety as to what the world will say of us ; except, indeed, if we are tempted to unworthy compliances with aught which our conscience disapproves, in order to win the fleeting and capricious countenance of the time. There is a moral honesty in a due regard for Character which will not shape itself to the humours of the crowd. And this, if honest, is no less wise : for the crowd never long esteems those who flatter it at their own expense. He who has the suppleness of the demagogue will live to complain of the fickleness of the mob. If in early youth it be natural sometimes to brave and causelessly to affront opinion, so also it is natural, on the other hand, and not perhaps unamiable, for the milder order of spirits to incur the contrary extreme ;>4 DErAUTURE OF YOUTH. aiul stand in too ^r(>at an awe of tlie voices of the worlil. They feel as if they had no rip^ht to be confi- dent of llioir own judpnent — they liave not tested themselves hy teni])tation and experience. They are wilhnr^ to ji:iVe way on points on wliicli they are not assured. And it is a pleasant thing to prop their douhts on the stubljorn asseverations of others. But in vigorous and tried manhood, we should be all in all to ourselves. Our ow^n past and our own future should be our main guides. " He who is not a physician at thirty is a fool" — a physician to his mind, as to his body, acquainted with his own moral constitution — its diseases, its remedies, its diet, its conduct. We should learn so to regulate our own thoughts and actions, that, while comprising the world, the world should not tyrannise over them. Take away the world, and we should think and act the same — a world to ourselves. Thus trained and thus accustomed, we can bear occasional reproach and momentary slander witli little pain. The rough con- tact of the' crowd presses upon no sore — the wrongs of the hour do not incense or sadden us. We rely upon ourselves and upon time. If I liave rightly said that Principle is a main essence of Character, Principle is a thing we cannot change or shift. As it has been finely expressed, "Principle is a passion for truth,"* — and as an earlier and homelier writer hath it, " The truths of God are the pillars of the world." f The truths we believe in are the pillars oi'our world. The man who at thirty can be easily joersuaded out of his own sense of right, is never respected after he has served a purpose. I do not know even if we do not think more highly of the intellectual uses of one who sells himself w^ell, than of those of one who lends himself for nothing. Lastly, this seems to me, above all, an age wdiich calls upon us to ponder well and thoughtfully upon the articles of oiu' moral and our religious creed. ♦ HazUtt. t From a scarce and cirioiis littlo tract called ' The Simple Cobbler of A'^travvam.' Ifi47. DEPARTURE OF YOUTH. 35 Entering more than ever into the mighty warfare of the world, we should summon to our side whatever auxiliaries can aid us in the contest — to cheer, to comfort, to counsel, to direct. It is a time seriously to analyse the confused elements of Belief — to apply ourselves to such solution of our doubts as reason may afford us. Happy he who can shelter himself with confidence under the assurance of immortality, and feel " that the world is not an Inn but an Hospital — a place not to live but to die in," acknowledging " that ]Diece of divinity that is in us — that something that was before the elements, and owes no homage to the sun." * For him there is indeed the mastery and the conquest, not only over death but over life ; and " he forgets that he can die if he complain of misery ! " f I reject all sectarian intolerance — I affect no uncharitable jargon — frankly I confess that I have known many before whose virtues I bow down ashamed of my own errors, though they were not guided and supported by Belief. But I never met with one such, who did not own that while he would not have been worse, he would have been happier, could he have believed. I, indeed, least of all men, ought harshly to search into that realm of opinion which no law can reach ; for I, too, have had my interval of doubt, of despondency, of the Philosophy of the Garden. Perhaps there are many with whom Faith — the Saviour, — must lie awhile in darkness and the grave of unbelief, ere, immortal and immortalis- ing, it ascend from its tomb — a God ! But humbly and reverently comparing each state with each, I exclaim again, ' Happy, thrice happy, he who relies on the eternity of the soul — who believes, as the loved fall one after one from his side, that they have returned ' to their native country " | — that they await the Divine re-union ; — who feels that each * ' Religio Medici,' Part IL sect. ii. f Ibid. Part I. sect. xliv. % Form of Chinese epitaphs. :!(; DFU'AirrruE of youth. treasure of knowledge lie atljiiiis lie carries with liiiii tliron«2:]i illiiiiitaMe l)eiiif]^— who sees in Virtue tlie essence and tlie element of the world he is to inherit, and to which he hut accustoms liimself lietimes; who comforts his weariness amidst the storms of time, by seeing, far across the melancholy seas, the haven he will reach at last — who deems that every struggle has its assured reward, and every sorrow has its balm — who knows, however forsaken or bereaved below, that he never can be alone, and never be deserted — that above him is the protection of Eternal Power, and the mercy of Eternal Love! Ah, w^ell said the dreamer of philosophy, "How much He knew of the human heart who first called God our Father 1 " As, were our lives limited to a single year, and we had never beheld the flow^er that perishes from the earth restored by the dawning spring, we might doubt the philosophy that told us it was not dead, but dormant only for a time ; yet, to continue existence to another season, would be to know that the seeming miracle was but the course of nature ; — even so, this life is to eternity but as a single revolution of the sun, in which we close our views with the winter of the soul, when its leaves fade and vanish, and it seems outwardly to rot away : but the seasons roll on unceasingly over the barrenness of the grave — and those who, above, have continued the lease of life, behold the imperishable flower burst forth into the second spring ! This hope makes the dignity of man, nor can I conceive how he who feels it breathing its exalted eloquence through his heart, can be deliberately guilty of one sordid action, or w^ilfully brood over one base desire. THE WOULD AS IT IS. 37 THE WORLD AS IT IS. " What a deliglitful thing the world is ! Lady Lennox's ball, last night — how charming it was ! — every one so kind, and Cliarlotte looking so pretty — the nicest girl I ever saw ! But I must dress now. Balfour is to be here at twelve with the horse he wants to sell me. How lucky I am to have such a friend as Balfour ! — so entertaining — so good- natured — so clever too — and such an excellent heart ! Ah ! how unlucky ! it rains a Kttle : but never mind, it will clear up ; and if it don't — why one can play at billiards. What a delightful thing the world is ! " So soliloquised Charles Nugent, a man of twenty- one — a philanthropist — an optimist. Our young gentleman was an orphan, of good family and large fortune ; brave, generous, confiding, and open-hearted. His ability was above the ordinary standard, and he had a warm love and a pure taste for letters. He had even bent a knee to Philosophy, but the calm and cold graces with which the goddess receives her servants had soon discontented the young votary with the worship. " Away ! " cried he, one morning, flinging aside the volume of Rochefoucauld, which he had fancied he understood ; " Away with this selfish and debasing code ! — men are not the mean things they are here described — be it mine to think well of my kind ! " Oh, ruthless Experience, since we must all pass through thy school, why dost thou exact from us so heavy an entrance-fee ? Why must we be robbed of so many amiable sentiments before thou wilt deign to instruct us in the first rudiments of thy compulsory education ? " Ha ! my dear Nugent, how are you ? " and 38 TllK WOULD AS IT IS. Ca]>taln I^alfnur enters the room; a fine dark, liand- st)ine lellow, witli soim'tliin*!; of preteiisiou in his air and a great deal of fraidcness in his accost. "And liere is tlie horse. Come to the window. Does he not stop finely ? What action ! ])o yon remark his fore-hand? How he carries his tail! Gad, I don't think you shall have him, after all ! " "Nay, my dear fellow, yon may well be sorry to part with him. He is superb! Quite sound — eh?" " Have him examined." " Do vou tliink 1 would not take your word for it? TheVice?" " Fix it yourself. Prince Paul once offered me a himdrcd and eighty ; but to you — say a bundled and fifty." " I'll not be outdone by Prince Paul — there's a cheqne for a hundred and eighty guineas." " Upon my soul, I'm ashamed : but you are such a rich fellow. John, take the horse to ]\Ir. Nugent's stal)les. Where will you dine to-day — at the Cocoa- tree ? " " With all my heart." The young men rode together. Nugent was delighted with his new pnrchase. They dined at the Cocoa-tree. Balfour ordered some early peaches. Nugent paid the bill. They went to the Opera. " Do yon see that figurante, Floriue ? " asked Balfour. " Pretty ankle — eh ? " " Yes, comme qa — but dances awkwardly — not handsome." "What! not handsome? Come and talk to her. She's more admired than any girl on the stage." They went behind the scenes, and Balfour con- vinced his friend that he ought to be enchanted with Florine. Before the week was out the figurante kept her carriage, and in return, Nugent supped with her twice a-week. Nugent had written a tale for ' The Keepsake ;' it was his first literary effort ; it was tolerably good, and THE WOKLD AS IT IS. 39 exceedingly popular. One day he was lounging over Ins breakfast, and a tall, thin gentleman, in black, was announced, by the name of Mr. Gilpin. Mr. Grilpin made a most respectful bow, and heaved a peculiarly profound sigh. Nugent was instantly seized with a lively interest in the stranger. " Sir, it is with great regret," faltered forth Mr. Gilpin, " that I seek you I — I — I " A low, consumptive cough checked his speech. Nugent offered him a cup of tea. The civility was refused, and the story continued. Mr. Gilpin's narration is soon told, when he him- self is not the narrator. An unfortunate literary man — once in afEuent circumstances — security for a treacherous friend — friend absconded — pressure of unforeseen circumstances — angel wife and four cherub children — a book coming out next season — deep distress at present — horror at being forced to beg — forcibly struck by generous sentiments expressed in the tale written by Mr. Nugent — a ray of hope broke on his mind — and voila the causes of Mr. Gilpin's distress and Mr. Gilpin's visit. Never was there a more interesting personification of the afflicted man of letters than Gregory Gilpin. He looked pale, patient, and respectable ; he coughed frequently, and he was dressed in deep mourning. Nugent's heart swelled — he placed a bank-note in Mr. Gilpin's hands — he promised more effectual relief, and Mr. Gilpin retired, overpowered with his own gratitude and Mr. Nugent's respectful compassion. '^ How happy I am to be rich ! " said the generous young philanthropist, throwing open his chest. Nugent went to a conversazione at Lady Lennox's. Her ladyship was a widow, and a charming woman. She was a little of the blue, and a little of the fine lady, and a little of the beauty, and a little of the coquette, and a great deal of the sentimentalist. She had one daughter, without a shilling ; she had taken a warm interest in a young man of the remarkable K» THi: \V(i|;l,l) AS IT IS. Inlunts :iiiatliy in the poor? Tlie ])easant was rig'ht — " Great folks did not understand him ! " Amidst the active labours, in which, from my earliest youth, 1 have been plunged, one of the greatest luxuries I know is to return, ibr short in- tervals, to the ])lace in which the happiest days of my childhood glided away. It is an old manorial seat that belongs to my mother, the heiress of its former lords. The house, formerly of vast extent, built round a quadrangle, at different periods, from the date of the second crusade to that of the reign of Elizabeth, was in so ruinous a condition wlien she came to its possession, that three sides of it were obliged to be pulled down : the fourth yet remaining, is in itself a house larger than most in the county, and still contains the old oak hall, with its lofty ceiling and raised music gallery. The park has something of the character of Penshurst, — and its venerable avenues, wdiich slope from the house down the gradual declivity, giving wide views of the oppo- site hills crowned with some distant spire, impart to the scene that peculiarly English, half stately, and wholly cultivated, character upon which the ])oeis of Elizabeth's day so much loved to linger. As is often the case with similar residences, the church stands in the park, at a bow-shot from the house, and formerly the walls of the outer court nearly reached the green sanctuary tliat surrounds the sacred edifice. The church itself, dedicated anciently to St. Mary, is worn and grey, in the simplest architecture of the Ecclesiastical Gothic ; and, standing on the brow of the hill, its single tower at a distance blends with the turrets of the house, — so that the two seem one pile. Beyond, to the right, half-way down the hill, and neighboured by a dell belted with trees, is an octagon building erected by the present owner for KNEBWORTH. 55 the mausoleum of the family. Fenced from the deer, is a small surrounding space sown with flowers — those fairest children of the earth, which the custom of all ages has dedicated to the dead. The modern- ness of this building, which contrasts those in its vicinity, seems to me, from that contrast, to make its object more impressive. It stands out alone, in the venerable landscape with its immemorial hills and trees — the prototype of the thought of death — a thing that dating with the living generation, admo- nishes them of their recent lease and its hastening end. For with all our boasted antiquity of race, we ourselves, — we mankind, — are the ephemera of the soil, and bear the truest relation, so far as our mor- tality is concerned, with that which is least old. The most regular and majestic of the avenues I have described conducts to a sheet of water, that lies towards the extremity of the park. It is but small in proportion to the demesnes, but is clear and deep, and, fed by some subterraneous stream, its tide is fresh and strong beyond its dimensions. On its opposite bank is a small fishing-cottage, whitely peeping from a thick and gloomy copse of firs and oaks, through which shine, here and there, the red berries of the mountain-ash ; and behind this, on the other side of the brown, moss-grown deer-paling, is a wood of considerable extent. This, the farther bank of the water, is my favourite spot. Here, when a boy, I used to while away whole holydays, basking indolently in the noon of summer, and building castles in that cloudless air, until the setting of the sun. The reeds then grew up, long and darkly green, along the margin ; and though they have since yielded to the innovating scythe, and I hear the wind no longer glide and sigh amidst those earliest tubes of music, yet the whole sod is still fragrant, from spring to autumn, with innumerable heaths and wild flowers, and the crushed odours of the sweet thyme. And never have I seen a spot which the 50 KXEinVORTII. hufti'illy more loves to haunt, jiaiticularly tliat siiiall fairy, l»Iiir-wiii_nvatliy with genius, feel it almost a duty to visit. Not to per- form such ]iilgrimages seems a neglect of one of the o])jects of life. The world has many a Mecca and many a Medina for those who find a prophet in genius, and a holiness in its sepulchre. Of these none are more sacred than " Leman — with its crystal face." The very name of the lake retains the spell of the Enchanters who have practised their art npon its banks. Utter the name, think of the Enchanters, and at once before the eye rise the rocks of Meillerie, the white walls of Chillon. Lo, Byron in his boat, with the storm breaking over Jura ! — lo, " the covered walk of acacias," in which Gibbon turned from the last page of the work which assured his fame to gaze on the passing wave lighted up by the moment's moonlight. Linger yet longer on that name, think of Enchanters yet more potent over the fates of men — and before you glide the phantoms of Calvin, Vol- taire, Rousseau. The morning after my arrival at the inn, which is placed (a little distance from Geneva) on the margin of the lake, 1 crossed to the house which Byron inhabited, and which is almost exactly oppo- site. The day was calm but gloomy, the waters almost without a ripple. Arrived at the opposite shore you ascend, by a somewhat rude and steep ascent, to a small village, winding round which you LAKE LEMAN, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. 75 come upon the gates of the house. On the right- hand side of the road, as you thus enter, is a vine- yard, in which, at that time, the grapes hung ripe and clustering. Within the gates are some three or four trees, ranged in an avenue. Descending a few steps, you see in a small court before the door a rude fountain ; it was then dried up — the waters had ceased to play. On either side is a small garden branching from the court, and by the door are rough stone seats. You enter a small hall, and, thence, an apartment containing three rooms. The principal one is charming, — long, and of an oval shape, with carved wainscoting — the windows on three sides of the room command the most beautiful views of Geneva, the Lake, and its opposite shores. They open upon a terrace paved with stone ; on that terrace how often he must have " watched with wistful eyes the setting sun ! " It was here that he was in the ripest maturity of his genius — in the most interesting epoch of his life. He had passed the bridge that divided him from his country, but the bridge was not yet broken down. He had not yet been enervated by the soft south. His luxuries were still of the intellect — his sensualism was yet of nature — his mind had not faded from its youthfulness and vigour — his was yet the season of hope rather than of performance, and the world dreamed more of what he would be than what he was or had been. His works (the Paris edition) were on the table. Himself was everywhere ! Near to this room is a smaller cabinet, very simply and rudely furnished. On one side, in a recess, is a bed, — on the other, a door communicates with a dressing-room. Here, I was told, he was chiefly accustomed to write. And what works ? ' Manfred,' and the most beautiful stanzas of the third canto of ' Childe Harold,' rush at once upon our memory. You now ascend the stairs, and pass a kind of corridor, at the end of which is a window, com- manding a superb view of the Lake. This corridor 7(1 LAKE LKM.W, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. or ])as.sage is Imiiii; w itli some curious hut wretclied portniits. Francis I., I)iaiia of Poitiers, and Julius Scaliger among the rest. You now enter In's hed- room. Nothing can he more liomely tlian tlie furni- ture ; the hed is in a recess, and in one corner an old walnut-tree hureau, where you may still see writ- ten over some of the com])artments, " Letters of Lady J5 ." His ideal life vanishes before this simple label, and all the weariness, and all the dis- ai)i)ointment of his real domestic life, come sadly upon you. You recall the nine executions in one year — the annoyance and the bickering, and the estrangement, and the gossip-scandal of the world, and the " Broken Household Gods." * Men may moralise as they will, but misfortunes cause error, — and atone for it ! I wished to see no other rooms but those occupied by him. I did not stay to look at the rest. I passed into the small garden that fronts the house — here was another fountain which the Nymph had not deserted. Over it drooped the boughs of a willow ; beyond, undivided by any barrier, spread a An'neyard, whose verdant leaves and laughing fruit contrasted somewhat painfully witii the associations of the spot. The Great Mother is easily consoled for the loss of the brightest of her children. The sky was more in harmony with the Genius Loci than the earth. Its quiet and gloomy clouds were reflected upon the unwrinkled stillness of the Lake ; and afar its horizon rested, in a thousand mists, upon the crests of the melancholy mountains. * " I was disiwscd to be pleased. I am a lover of Nature and an admirer of Beauty. I can bear fatigue, and welconu' ])rivatinii, and have seen some of the noblest views in the world. But in all tliis, the recollection of bitter- ness, and more esixxiially of recent and more home desolation, which must accompany me through life, has preyed upon me here ; and neither the music of the shejiherd, the crashing of the avalanclie, nor the torrent, the mountain, the glacier, the forest, nor the cloud, have for one moment lightened the weight uixin my heart, nor enabled me to lose my own wretchwl identity in the majesty, and the power, and the glory, aroimd, above, and beneath me." — Byron's Journal of his Swiss Tour. LAKE LEMAN, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. 77 The next day I was impatient to divert my mind from the reflections which saddened it whenever, from the gardens of the hotel, I caught sight of the opposite villa, with all its mournful associations. I repaired on a less interesting pilgrimage, though to a yet more popular shrine. What Byron was for a season, Voltaire was for half a century : a power in himself — the cynosure of civilization — the dictator of the Intellectual Eepublic. He was one of the few in whom thought has j^roduced the same results as action. Modern Europe can boast of many a pro- founder thinker, whose influence has been incalcul- ably more acknowledged in those lofty regions in which the philosophy of pure reasoning holds her home. But perhaps no one among them has exer- cised so extensive a sway over the average order of minds in the relationship between philosophy and politics. Not that to him or to the freethinkers with whom he co-operated up to a certain extent, but whom he mocked as visionaries if they went beyond it, are to be ascribed the causes of that French Eevo- lution from which civilized communities date a new era in their annals. The causes would have equally existed if Voltaire had never written a line. His influence was on the effects — it permeated the spirit which the Revolution conceived. That spirit was the copyist of his genius in its power to destroy and its impotence to reconstruct. Where it pulled down with Voltaire its triumph was signal ; where it sought to build up with Rousseau its failure was signal. The drive from Greneva to Ferney is pictur- esque and well cultivated enough to make us doubt the accuracy of the descriptions which proclaim the country round Ferney to have been a desert prior to the settlement of Voltaire. You approach the house by an avenue. To the left is the well-known church which "Voltaire erected to Grod." ("Deo erexit Voltaire.") It is the mode among tourists to VOL. II. G 78 l.AKi: l.KMAN, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. woikUt at this piety, and to call it inconsistent witli tlie tenets of its founder. ]5ut tourists are seldom profound inquirers. Any one the least acquainted witli A'oltaire's Nvriting^s, would know tliat atlieism is the last charge to be laid to his account, lie is one of the strongest arguers riiilosoi)hy possesses in favour of the existence of the Supreme Being; and much as he ridicules fanatics, they are well off from his satire when com]xired with the atheists. His zeal, indeed, for the Divine existence some- times carries him be};ond his judgment, as in tliat Romance, where Dr. Friend (Doctor of Divinity, and Member of Parliament !) converts his son Jenni (what names these F'rcnchmen do give us!), and Jenni's friend Birton, in a dispute before a circle of savages. — Dr. Friend overthrows the sturdy Atheist with too obvious an ease. In fact, Voltaire w^as im- patient of an argument against which he invariably declared that the evidence of our senses was opposed. He was intolerance itself to a reasoner against the evidence of reason. I must be pardoned for doing Voltaire this justice — I do not wish to leave atheism so brilliant an authority. Opposite to the church, and detached from the liouse, was once the theatre, now pulled down — a thick copse is planted on the site. 1 should like, 1 own, to have seen, even while I defend Voltaire's belief in a Deity, whether " Mahomet" or " Le bon Dieu " were the better lodged ! The house is now before you — long, regular, and tolerably handsome, when compared with the usual character of French or of Swiss architecture. It has been described so often, that I would not go over the same ground if it did not possess an interest which no repetition can wear away. Besides, it helps to illustrate the character of the owner. A man's home is often a witness of hi^nself. The salle de reception is a small room, the furniture LAKE LEMAN, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. 79 unaltered — the same needlework chairs in cabriole frames of oak — the same red-flowered velvet on the walls. The insensibility to beautiful form in the abstract which rendered Yoltaire a bad critic, except where some genuine work of art, like a tragedy by Corneille, haj^pened to be in accordance with his con- ventional taste, seems typified in the wretched pictures, which would have put an English poet into a nervous fever — and in the huge stove, elaborately gaudy, of barbarous shape, and profusely gilt, which supports his bust. In this room is the- celebrated picture of which tradition says that he gave the design. Herein Voltaire is depicted as presenting the ' Henriade ' to Apollo, while his enemies are sinking into the infernal regions, and Envy is expiring at his feet ! A singular proof of the modesty of merit, and the tolerance of philosophy. So there is a hell then for disbelievers — in Voltaire ! But we must not take such a design in a literal spirit. Voltaire was a conceited man, but he was also a consummate man of the world. We may depend upon it that he himself laughed at the whole thing as much as any one else. How merry he must have been when he pointed out the face of each par- ticular foe ! How gaily he must have jested on their damnatory condition ! It was one of those joyous revenges in which the extravagance of caricature proves the absence of malignity. Malignity is a sombre and melancholic vice, incompatible with the brisk animal spirits which Voltaire retained to the last. The bedroom joins the salon ; it contains the portraits of Frederic the Grreat and himself, which were engraved for the edition of his works by Beau- marchais. You see here the vase in which his heart was placed, with the sentiment of " Mon esprit est partout — Mon cceur est id." Le Kain's portrait hangs over his bed. Voltaire was the man to appreciate an actor : he had owed much of his own success in G 2 80 LAKE LEMAN, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. life to his knowlud/j^e f)f Htap;o effect, and lie did not like Nature to be too natural. The first tlion<^ht of a horn poet like Byron, in l)uilding his lionse in such a spot, would have been to open the windows of his favourite rooms upon the most beautiful parts of that enchantiiif^ scenery. But Vol- taire's windows are all carefully turned the other way ! ^'ou do not behold from them either the Lake or the Alps, a view which (for they are visible im- mediately on entering the garden) might so easily have been obtained. But the Lake and the Alps were not things Voltaire ever thought it necessary either to describe or study. Living chiefly in the country, he was essentially the poet of cities. And even his profound investigation of men was of arti- ficial men. If men had neither profound emotions, nor subtle thoughts and intense imaginations, Voltaire would have been the greatest painter of mankind that ever existed. You leave the house — you descend a few steps ; opposite to you is a narrow road, with an avenue of poplars. You enter into a green, overarching alley, which would be completely closed in l)y the thickset hedge on either side, if here and there little mimic windows had not been cut through the boughs : through these wdndows you may take an occasional peep at the majestic scenery beyond. That was the way Voltaire liked to look at Nature ; through little windows in an artificial hedge ! And without the hedge, the landscape would have been so glorious ! This was Voltaire's favourite morning walk. At the end is a bench, Tipon which the great man was wont to sit, and think. I sec him now, in his gold-laced crimson coat — his stockings drawn half-way up the thigh — his chin rested on his long cane — his eyes, not dark, as tliey are sometimes misrepresented, but of a clear and steely blue — fixed, not on the ground, nor upward, but on the s})ace before him ; — thus LAKE LEMAN, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. 81 does tlie old gardener, who remembers, pretend to describe him : I see him meditating his last journey to Paris, — that most glorious consummation of a life of literary triumph which has ever been accorded to a literary man — that death which came from the poison of his own laurels. Never did Fame illumine so intensely the passage to the grave : but the same torch that flashed upon the triumph, lighted the pyre. It was like the last scene of some gorgeous melodrame, and the very effect which most dazzled the audience was the signal to drop the curtain ! The old gardener, who boasts himself to have passed his hundredth year, declares that he has the most perfect recollection of the person of Yoltaire ; I taxed that recollection severely. I was surprised to hear that even in age, and despite the habit of stooping, Yoltaire was considerably above the middle height. But the gardener dwelt with greater plea- sure on his dress than his person ; he was very proud of the full wig and the laced waistcoat, still prouder of the gilt coach and the four long-tailed horses. Yoltaire loved parade — there was nothing simple about his tastes. It was not indeed the age of sim- plicity. Amidst a gravel space is a long slip of turf, un- touched since it was laid down by Yoltaire himself, and not far from it is the tree he planted, fair, tall, and flourishing ; at the time I saw it, the sun was playing cheerily through its delicate leaves. From none of his works is the freshness so little faded. My visit to Byron's house of the day before, my visit now to Ferney, naturally brought the illustrious in- habitants of each into contrast and comparison. In the persecution each had undergone, in the absorbing personal power which each had obtained, there was something similar. But Byron attached himself to the heart, and Yoltaire to the intellect. Perhaps if Byron had lived to old age and followed out the im- 82 I.AKK I,F,MAN, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. j)ulses of Doll .hiaii, lie would li;ive ^nadiially drawn tlic compaiisoM closer. And, indeed, lie had more in eoiunion witli \'olt^nre than with ]{(jiisseaii, to whom he has heen likened. He was above the efteminacy and the falseness of Rousseau ; and he had the strong sense, and the stern mockery, and the earnest bitter- ness of Voltaire. 15oth Hyron and Voltaire wanted a true mastery over the passions; for Byron does not paint nor arouse passion ;* lie paints and he arouses sentiment. But in I5yron sentiment itself had much of the stren^^-th and all the intensity of passion. He kindled thoughts into feeling.;. Voltaire had no senti- ment in his writings, though not, perhaps, devoid of it in iiimself. Indeed he could not have been generous with so much delicacy, if he had not pos- sessed a finer and a softer spirit than his works dis- play. Still less could he have had that singular love for the unfortunate, that courageous compassion for the opj^ressed, which so prominently illustrate his later life. No one could with less justice be called " heartless " than Voltaire. He w^as remarkably tenacious of all early friendships, and loved as strongly as he disdained deeply. Any tale of dis- tress imposed u])on him easily ; he was the creature of impulse, and half a child to the last. He had a * Byron lias been CiiUetl, \>y suiK'rficial critics, the Poet of Passion, but it is not true. To psiint passion, you must juiint the struggle of ]iassion ; and this Ryrun (out of his plays at least) never does. There is no delinea- tion of jKission in the love of Medora, nor even of Oulnarc; but the seuti- naent in each is made as iwwerfid as {Ktssion itself. Everywhere, in ' Childe Harold,' in ' Don Juan, in the Eastern Tales, Byron paints sentiments, not jiassions. When Macbeth soiijicpiises on his " way of life," he utters a sentiment; — wlien he pauses Iwfore he murders his king, he bares to us his jassions. Othello, torn by that jealousy which is half love and half hatred, is a jx)rtraiture of jiassion : Chilile Harold moralising over Rome, is a ftortraiture of sentiment. The Poets of Passion paint various and contending emotions, each warring with the other. The Poets of Senti- ment paint the prevalence of one i»articular cast of thought, or affection of the mind. But readers are too apt to confuse the two, and to call an author a passionate writer if his hero always says he is jiassionately in love. Few jx-rsons would allow that Clarissa and Clementina are finer delineations of passion than Julia and Ilaidce. LAKE LEMAN, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. 83 stronger feeling for Immanity than any of his con- temporaries : he wept when he saw Turgot, and it was in sobs that he stammered out, " Laissez-mui haiser cette main qui a signe le salut dii peupley Had Voltaire never written a line, he would have com.e down to posterity as a practical philanthropist. A village of fifty peasant inhabitants was changed by him into the home of twelve hundred manu- facturers. His character at Ferney is still that of the father of the poor. As a man he was vain, self- confident, wayward, irascible ; but kind-hearted, generous, and easily moved. He had nothing of the Mephistophiles. His fault was, that he was too human — that is, too weak and too unsteady. We must remember that, in opposing religious opinion, he was opposing the opinion of monks and Jesuits ; — and Fanaticism discontented him with Christianity. Observe the difference with which he speaks of the Protestant faith — with what gravity and respect. Had he been born in England, I doubt if Voltaire would have attacked Christianity ; had he been born two centuries before, I doubt whether his spirit of research, and his daring courage, would not have made him the reformer of the church and not its antagonist. It may be the difference of time and place that makes all the difference between a Luther and a Voltaire. As an Author, his genius has been disputed on the ground that, though in many things it is eminent, in no one thing it is pre-eminent. The proposition is not fair — it is pre-eminence to do eminently well a greater variety of things, each requiring extra- ordinary capacities to do, than the genius of any single author has ever yet achieved. He has written pre-eminently well ! He is, on the whole, the great- est prose writer his country has produced. From Ferney I went to Coppet ; diverting my thoughts from the least to the most sentimental of «4 LAKK LKMAN, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. writers. NOItaire is the moral antipodes to De Staiil. TIk' road to Coppct from I'eniey is ])retty but mono- t')ri()ns. Yoii ;i]>|)r(>acli tlie house hy a field or ])ad- dock, which reminds you of England. To the left, in a thick copse, is the tomb of Madame de Stael. As I Kiw it, how many of her eloquent thoughts on the weariness of life rushed to my memory ! No one perhaps ever felt more palpably the stirrings of the soul within, than she whose dust lay there. Few had ever longed more intensely for wings to flee away .and be at rest. She wanted precisely that which Voltaire had — common sense. She had pre- cisely that which Voltaire wanted — sentiment. Of the last it has been said, that he had the talent which the greater luunber of persons possess but in the greatest degree. Madame de Stael had the talent which few possess, but not in the greatest degree. For her thoughts are micommon, but not profound; and her imagination is destitute of invention. No work so imaginative as the ' Corinne ' was ever so little inventive. And now the house is before you. Opposite the entrance, iron gates admit a glimpse of grounds laid out in the English fasliion. The library opens at once from the hall ; a long and liandsome room containing a statue of Necker : the forehead of the minister is low, and the face has in it more of bon- liomw than esprit. In fact, that very respectable man was a little too dull for his jDOsition. The windows look out on a gravel-walk or terrace; the library communicates with a bedroom hung with old tapestry. In the salle a manger on the first floor is a bust of A. W. Scldegel and a print of Lafayette. Out of the billiard-room, the largest room of the suite, is the room where Madame de Stael usually slept, and frequently wrote, though the good woman who did the honours declared " she wrote in all the rooms." LAKE LEMAN, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. 85 Her writing indeed was but an episode in her conver- sation. Least of all persons was Madame de Stael one person as a writer, and another as a woman. Her whole character was in harmony ; her thoughts always overflowed and were always restless. She assumed nothing factitious when she wrote. She wrote as she would have spoken.* Such authors are rare. On the other side of the billiard-room, is a small salon in which there is a fine bust of Necker, a picture of Baron de Stael, and one of herself in a turban. Every one knows that countenance full of power, if not of beauty, with its deep dark eyes. Here are still shown her writing-book and inkstand. Throughout the whole house is an air of English comfort and quiet opulence. The furniture is plain and simple — nothiiig overpowers the charm of the place ; and no undue magnificence diverts you from the main thought of the genius to which it is con- secrated. The grounds are natural, but not remark- able. A very narrow but fresh streamlet borders them to the right. I was much pleased by the polished nature of a notice to the people not to com- . mit depredations. The proprietor put his "grounds under the protection " of the visitors he admitted. This is in the true spirit of gentle breeding. It is impossible to quit this place without feeling that it bequeaths a tender and enduring recollection. Madame de Stael was the male Rousseau ! She had all his enthusiasm and none of his meanness. In the eloquence of diction she would have surpassed him, if she had not been too eloquent. But she perfumes her violets and rouges her roses. Yet her heart was * Madame de Stael wrote " a la volee." " Even in her most inspired compositions," says Madame Necker de Saussure, " she had pleasure to be interrupted by those she loved." There are some persons whose whole life is inspiration. Madame de Stael was one of these. She was not of that tribe who labour to be inspired, who darken the room and lock the door, and entreat you not to disturb them. It was a part of her character to care little about her works once printed. They had done their office, they had relieveil her mind, and the mind had passed onward to new ideas. so i.AKK ij;man', and its associations. womanly, wliilo licr intellect was masculine, and the heart dietatetl while the intellect adorned. She could not have reasoned, if you had silenced in her the atVections. The charm and the error of her writings liave the same cause. She took for convictions what were hut feelings. She built up a ])hilosophy in emo- tion. Few ])ersons felt more deeply the melancholy of life. It was enough to sadden that yearning heart — the thought so often on her lips, " Jamais je n'ai etc aimee comme j'aime." But, on the other hand, her susceptibility consoled while it wounded hei'. Like all poets she had a profound sense of the com- mon luxury of being. She felt the truth that the pleasures are greater than the pains of Hfe, and approved the sentiment of Home Tooke when he said to Erskine, " If you had but obtained for me ten years of hfe in a dungeon with my books, and a pen and ink, I should have thanked you." None but the sensitive feel what a glorious possession existence is. The religion which was a part of her very nature, contributed to render to this existence a diviner charm. How tender and how characteristic that thought of hers, that if any happiness chanced to her after her father's death, " it was to his mediation she owed it : " as if he were livinc; ! — To her he was living in heaven ! Peace to her beautiful memory ! Her genius is without a superior in her own sex ; and if it be ever exceeded, it must be by one more or less than woman. The drive homeward from Coppet to Geneva is far more picturesque than that from Ferney to Coppet. As you approach Geneva, villa upon villa rises cheerfully on the landscape ; and you feel a cer- tain thrill as you pass the house inhalnted by Marie Louise after the fall of Napoleon. These excursions in the neighbourhood of Geneva spread to a wider circle the associations of the Lake ; — they are of Leman. And if the exiles of the earth resort to that serene vicinity, hers is the smile that wins them. LAKE LEMAN, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. 87 She received the persecuted and the weary — they repaid the benefit in glory. It was a warm, clear, and sunny day, on which I commenced the voyage of the Lake. Looking behind, I gazed on the roofs and spires of Greneva, and forgot the present in the past. What to me was its little community of watchmakers, and its little colony of English? I saw Charles of Savoy at its gates — I heard the voice of Berthelier invoking Liberty, and summoning to arms. The struggle past — the scaffold rose and the patriot became the martyr. His blood was not spilt in vain. Religion became the resur- rection of Freedom. The town is silent — it is under excommunication. Suddenly a murmur is heard — it rises — it gathers — the people are awake — they sweep the streets — the images are broken : Farel is preach- ing to the council ! Yet a little while, and the stern soul of Calvin is at work within those walls. The loftiest of the reformers, and the one whose influence has been the most wide and lasting, is the earliest also of the great tribe of the persecuted which the City of the Lake receives within her arms. The benefits he repaid — behold them around ! Wherever property is secure, wherever thought is free, where- ever the ancient learning is revived, wherever the ancient spirit has been caught, you trace the work of the reformation, and the inflexible, inquisitive, un- conquerable soul of Calvin ! He foresaw not, it is true, nor designed, the effects he has produced. The same sternness of purpose, the same rigidity of con- science that led him to reform, urged him to per- secute. The exile of Bolsec, and the martyrdom of Servede, rest darkly upon his name. But the bless- ings we owe to the first inquirers compensate their errors. Had Calvin not lived, there would have been not one but a thousand Servedes ! The spirit of inquiry redeems itself as it advances ; once loosed, it will not stop at the limit to which its early dis- ciples would restrain it. Born with them, it does 88 LAKE LHMAN, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. not grow \v\\]i tlieir growtli, it survives tlieir death — it l»ut coininences wliere tliey conclude. In one cen- tury, tlie Hanies are for tlie person, in another lor tlie work ; in tlie tliiid, work and person are alike sacred. The same town that condemned Le Cvntrat ISociiil to the conflagration, now boasts, in the memory of Rousseau, its most recognized title-deed of renown. I turned from Geneva ; and the villa of Byron, and the scarce-seen cottage of Shelley glided by. Of all landscape scenery, that of lakes pleases me the most. It has the movement without the monotonv of the ocean. But in point of scenic attraction, I cannot compare Leman with Como or the Lago Mag- giore. If ever, as I hope my age may, it is mine to " find out the peaceful hermitage," it shall be amidst the pines of Como, with its waves of liquid sunshine, antl its endless variety of shade and colour, as near to the scenes and waterfalls of Pliny's delicious fountain as I can buy or build a tenement. There is not enough of splendour in the Swiss climate. It does not give that serene sense of existence — that passive luxiny of enjoyment — that paradise of the air and sun, which belong to Italy. The baidvs of Leman, as seen from the middle of the water, lose much of their effect owing to the great breadth of the lake ; while the height of the Alps beyond is diminished by their distance from the eye. Nearness is necessary to the sublime. A nar- row stream, with Mont Blanc alone towering by its side, would be the grandest spectacle in the world. But the o])])ression, the awe, and the undefinable sense of danger which belong to the sublime in natural objects, are lost when the objects are removed from our immediate vicinity. There is something of same- ness too in the greater part of the voyage across the lake, mdess you wind near the coast. The banks themselves often vary, but the mountains in the back- ground invest the whole with one common character. To see the lake to the greatest advantage, avoid, — LAKE LEMAN, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. 89 oh, avoid the steam- vessel, and creep close by either shore. Beyond Oiichy and Lausanne the scenery improves in richness and effect. As the walls of the latter slowly receded from me, the sky itself scarcely equalled the stillness of the water. It lay deep and silent as death, the dark rocks crested with cloud, flinging long and far shadows over the sur- face. Gazing on Lausanne, I recalled the words of Gribbon ; I had not read the passage for years ; I could not have quoted a syllable of it the day before, and now it rushed upon my mind so accu- rately, that I found little but the dates to alter, when I compared my recollection with the page. " It was," said he, " on the day or rather the night of the 27th of June, 1787, between the hours of eleven and twelve, that I wrote the last line of the last page in a summerhouse in my garden. After laying down my pen, I took several turns in a berceau, or covered walk of acacias, which commands a prospect of the country, the lake, and the mountains. The air was temperate, the sky was serene, the silver orb of the moon was reflected from the waves, and all nature was silent." What a picture ! Who does not enter into the feelings of the man who had just completed tbe work that was to render him immortal ? What calm fulness of triumph, of a confidence too stately for vanity, does the description breathe ! I know not which has the more poetry, the conception of the work or the conclusion — the conception amidst the "ruins of the Capitol, while the bareheaded friars were singing vespers in the Temple of Jupiter," or the conclusion in the stillness and solitude of night, amidst the Helvetian Alps. With what tranquil col- lectedness of thought he seems to bask and luxuriate as it were in the sentiment of his own glory ! At such a moment did Gibbon feel that his soul which achieved the glory was yet more imperishable. The artificer is greater than the work. The triumphs we achieve, our conquests of the domain of Time, can but !•(! LAKE LEMAN, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. feebly flatter our sclf-eRteein, unless we i-eg'ard tliem as the proofs of what we are. For who would submit to deem himself the blind nursery of thoufj^hts to be grafted on other soils, when the clay wliieh nurtured them has crumbled to unproductive atoms? — To consider what Shakspeare thought, while on earth, is a nol)le contemplation ; but it is nobler yet to conjecture what, now, may be the musings, and what the as})irations, of that spirit exalted to a sublimer career of being. It were the wildest mad- ness of human vanity to imagine that God created such spirits only for the earth : like the stars, they shine upon us, but their uses and their destinies are not limited to the office of lamps to a solitary speck in the infinite creation. Such waste of spirit were, indeed, a disproportionate prodigality, wholly alien to the economy and system of the universe ! But new objects rise to demand the thought. Opposite are the heights of Meillerie ; seen from the water, they present little to distinguish them from the neighbouring rocks. The A-illage lies scattered at the base, with the single spire rising above the roofs. I made the boatmen row towards the shore, and landed somewhere about the old and rugged town or village of i]vian. AV.'ilking thence to Meillerie along the banks of the lake, nothing could be richer than the scene around. The sun was slowly sinking, the waters majestically calm, and a long row of walnut-trees fiingfd the margin ; above, the shore slopes upward, covered with verdure. Proceeding onward, the ascent is yet more thickly wooded, until tlie steep and almost pei'})endicular lieights of Meillerie are before you — here grey and barren, there clothed with tangled and fantastic bushes. At a little distance you may see the village with the spiral steeple rising sharp against the mountain ; winding farther, you may survey on the opposite shore the immortal Clarens : and, wliilely gleaming over the water, the walls of Chillon. As I paused, the waters languidly rippled LAKE LEMAN, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. J»l at my feet, and one long rose-clond, the immortalised and consecrated hues of Meillerie transferred from their proper home, faded lingeringly from the steeps of Jura. I confess myself, in some respects, to be rather of Scott's than Byron's opinion as to the merits of the Heloise. Julie and St. Preux are to me, as to Scott, " two tiresome pedants." But they are elo- quent pedants ! The charm of Rousseau is not in the characters he draws, but in the sentiments he ascribes to them. I lose the individuality of the characters — I forget, I dismiss them. I take the sen- timents, and find characters of my own more worthy of them. Meillerie is not to me consecrated by Julie, but by ideal love. It is the Julie of one's own heart, the visions of one's own youth, that one invokes and conjures up in scenes which no criticism, no reason- ing, can divorce from the associations of love. We think not of the idealist, but of the ideal. Rousseau intoxicates us with his own egotism. We are wrapped in ourselves — in our own creations, and not in his; — so at least it was with me. When shall I forget that twi- light by the shores of Meillerie — or that starlit wave which bore me back to the opposite shore ? The wind breathing low from Clarens — Ohillon sleeping in the distance, and all the thoughts and dreams and un- uttered, unutterable memories of the youth and passion for ever gone, busy in my soul. The place was full, not of Rousseau, but that which had inspired him — hallowed not by the priest, but by the god. I have not very distinctly marked the time occu- pied by the voyage I describe, but when next I resumed my excursion it was late at noon. I had seen at Vevay the tomb of Ludlow the regi- cide. A stern contrast to the Bosquets (now, alas ! potato-grounds) of Julie ! And from the water^ the old town of Yevay seemed to me to have something in its aspect grateful to the grim shade of the King- slayer. Yet even that memory has associations worthy of the tenderness of feeling which invests 92 LAKE LFMAN, AND ITS ASSOCIATIONS. tlie place; aiid one of tlie most iR'aiitiful instances of woman's alfection is tlie iaitlifiil valour with which liis wife shared the danp^ers and vicissitudes of the rej)ul)lican's chequered life. His monument is built by her. And though, in a time when all the nice dis- tinctions of justice on either side were swept away, the zeal of Ludlow wrote itself in hlood that it had been more just to spare, the whole- annals of that mi_ride_i2,TOom. Celeste was in high spirits, Atl(»l]die was sombre and dejected. '* Let us ride to-day," said Celeste. " My deal-, T have a headache." " Poor child ! well, then, let us read the new poem." '' My dear, you speak so loud." "I!" and Celeste, gazing reproachfully on Adol})he, perceived, for the first time, something in his eyes that surprised her — slie looked again — " Good heavens ! " said she to herself, " Adolphe certainly squints 1 " On the other hand, Adolphe murmured, " The wart has decidedly grown since the morning ! " It is impossible to say what an effect this fatal discovery had upon Adolphe. He thonght of it incessantly. He had nothing else to complain of — but then warts on the chin are certainly not becom- ing. Celeste's beauty had improved greatly since her marriage. Everybody else saw the improvement. Adolphe saw nothing but the wart on her chin. Her complexion was more brilliant, her form more rounded, her walk more majestic ; but what is all this when one has a wart on the chin ! The wart seemed to grow bigger and bigger every day — to Adolphe's eyes it threatened speedily to absorb the whole of the face. Nay, he expected, in due time, to see his beautiful Celeste all wart ! He smothered his pain as well as he could, because he was natu- rally well-bred and delicate ; and no woman likes to be told of the few little blemishes to which she herself is blind. He smothered his pain, but he began to think it would be just as well to have sepa- rate apartments. THE TRUE ORDEAL OF LOVE. 101 Meanwhile, strange to say, Adolphe's squint grew daily more decided and pronounced. " He certainly did not squint before we married," thought Celeste ; "it is very unpleasant — it makes one so fidgety to be stared at by a person who sees two w^ays ; and Adolphe has unfortunately a habit of staring. I think I might venture to hint, delicately and kindly — the habit can't yet be incurable." As wives are always the first in the emulation of conjugal fault-finding, Celeste resolved to hazard the hint — on the first favourable opportunity. " Well, my Celeste, I have brought my dog to see you," said Adolphe one morning. " Ah ! down, down ! Pray turn him out ; see the mark of his paws. I can't bear dogs, Adolphe." " Poor thing ! " said Adolphe, caressing his insulted favourite. " Was that to me or to the dog ?" asked Celeste. " Oh ! to him, to be sure." " I beg your pardon, my dear, but I thought you looked at me. Indeed, Adolphe, if the truth may be said, you have lately contracted a bad habit — you are getting quite a cast in your eye." "Madam!" said Adolphe, prodigiously offended, and hurrying to the glass. "Don't be angry, my love; I would not have mentioned it if it did not get worse every day ; it is yet to be cured I am sure : just put a wafer on the tip of your nose, and you will soon see straight." " A wafer on the tip of my nose ! Much better put one at the tip of your chin. Celeste." " My chin !" cried Celeste, running in her turn to the glass ; " what do you mean, sir ? " " Only that you have a very large wart there, which it would be more agreeable to conceal." "Sir!" " Madam ! " " A wart on my chin — monster!" " A cast in my eye — fool ! " 1U2 THE TUUK OUDKAL OF LOVE. "^'os! Il(»\v coiilil I ever love ii man wlio squinted!" " Or 1 a woman witli .a wart on lier cliin !"' " Sir, I shall not condescend to notice your insults. To a distorted eyesio-lit everytliinf!; seems deformed." " Mad;nn, 1 desj)ise your insinuations ; but since you deny the evidence of your own «^lass, sufler me to send for a physician. Trust to him for the cure of that wart : Faith can remove mountains." "Yes, send for a physician ; he will say whether you squint or not — poor Adolphe, I am not angry, — no, I pity so melancholy a defect." Celeste burst into V^ars. Adolphe, in a rage, seized his hat, mounted his horse, and M^ent himself for the doctor. The doctor was a philosopher as well as a physi- cian — he took his pony, and ambled back with Adolphe. By the way he extracted from Adolphe his whole history, for"^ men in a passion are easily made garrulous.' " The perfidious woman ! " said Adolphe, " would you believe it ? — we braved every- thing for each other — never were tw^o persons so much in love — nay, we attempted suicide rather than endure a longer separation. I renounced the most brilhant mari'iages for her sake — too happy that she was mine wnthout a dower — and now she declares I squint. And, oh, she has such a wart on her chin !" The doctor could not very well see whether Adolphe squinted, for Adolphe had drawn his hat over his eyes ; besides, the doctor prudently thought it best to attend to one malady at a time. " As to the w^art, sir," said he, " it is not difficult to cure." " But if my wife will not confess that she has it, she will never consent to be cured ! I would not mind if she would but own it. the vanity of women ! " " It must have been after some absence that this little defect was perceived by you " THE TRUE ORDEAL OF LOVE. 103 " After absence ! — we have not been a day sepa- rated since we married." " 0-ho," said the doctor, sinking into a reverie : — I have said he was a philosopher — but it did not require much philosophy to know that persons who would have died for each other a few months ago, were not alienated only by a wart on the chin or a cast in the eye. They arrived at Adolphe's villa — they entered the saloon. Celeste no longer wept ; she had put on her most becoming cap, and had the air of an insulted but uncomplaining wife ! " Confess to the wart, Celeste, and I'll forgive all," said Adolphe. " Nay, why so obstinate as to the cast of the eye ? I shall not admire you less, though others may, if you will not be so vain as to disown it." " Enough, madam — doctor, regard that lady ; — is not the wart monstrous — can it be cured ? " " Nay," cried Celeste, sobbing, " look rather at my poor husband's squint. His eyes were so fine before we married ! " The doctor put on his spectacles ; he regarded first one and then the other. " Sir," said he, deliberately, "this lady has certainly a pimple on the left of her chin considerably smaller than a pin's head. And, madam, the pupil of your husband's right eye is, like that of nine persons out of ten, the hundredth part of an inch nearer to his nose than the pupil of the left. This is the case, as it appears to me, seeing you both for the first time. But I do not wonder, that you, sir, think the pimple so enormous ; and you, madam, the eye so distorted, — since you see each other every day ! " The pair were struck by a secret and simultaneous conviction ; — wdien an express arrived, breathless, to summon Adolphe to his father, who was taken sud- denly ill. At the end of three months Adolphe returned. Celeste's wart had entirely vanished ; and 104 'IIIK THIH: OKDKAL OF LOVK. Celeste foiiiid her husband's eves were more beautiful ft/ than ever. Tauirht by ex]>erience, they learned tlicii tliat warts rapidly f^row upon chins, ;ind squints readily settle upon eyes, that are too constiintly seen ; and that it is easy for two persons to die joyfully together when lovers, but pi-odigiously difficult, without eco- nomising: the presence, to live comfortably together when married. THE WANT OF SYMPATHY. 105 ON THE WANT OF SYMPATHY. The cherished dream of the young is to meet with a wholly congenial spirit — an echo of the heart — a counterpart of self. Who ever lived that did not hope to find the phantom, and who ever lived that found it ? It is the least rational and yet the most stubborn of all our delusions. That which makes up the moral nature of one human being, — its tastes, dispositions, sentiments, objects, aspirations, — is infi- nitely multiplied and complex ; formed from a variety of early circumstances, of imperfect memories, of in- distinct associations, of constitutional peculiarities, of things and thoughts appropriate only to itself, and which were never known but partially to others. It is a truism which every one will acknowledge, that no two persons were ever wholly alike ; and yet every one in youth recoils from the necessary de- duction, that, therefore, he can never find a coun- terpart of himself. And so we go on, desiring, craving, seeking sympathy to the last ! It is a melancholy instance, too, of the perversity of human wishes, that they who exact sympathy the most are, of all, the least likely to obtain it. For instance, the yearning for sympathy seems inherent in the temperament of the poet. Exactly as he finds his finer and more subtle ideas or feelings uncompre- hended by the crowd, he sighs for the Imagined One to whom he can pour them forth, or who can rather understand them best in silence — by an in- stinct — by a magnetism — by all that invisible and electric harmony of two souls, which we understand by the word " Sympathy," in its fullest and divinest ion THE WANT OF SYMrATIlV. sense. Yet in ])r()]i()rtioii evidently to tlie rareness of tliis poetic natinv, is tlie inij)n)l)iil)ility of finding a likeness to it. And if tlie ])oet succeed at last, if he do find another being equally sensitive — equally Miiyward — equally acute and subtle — instead of sym- pathising with him, it demands only sympathy for itself. Tiic one most resembling a poet would be a poetess. And a poetess is, of all, the last who could long symjiathise with a poet. Two persons linked together, equally sc'lf-al)s(^rbed, susceptible, and exact- ing ! — Mepliist()]>hiles himself could not devise an union more unhappy and more ill-assorted ! Some one has observed, that those wdio are most calculated to bear with genius, to be indulgent to its eccentricities and its infirmities, to foresee and forestall its wishes, to honour it with the charity and the reverence of love, are usually without genius themselves, and of an intellect com])aratively mediocre and humble. It is the touching anecdote of the wife of a man of genius, that she exclaimed on her death-bed, " Ah, my poor friend, when I am no more, who will under- stand thee ?" Yet this woman, who felt she did com- prehend the nature with which her life had been linked, w^as of no correspondent genius. The bio- graphy w^hich inmiortalises her tenderness is silent upon her talents. In fact, there is no real sympathy between the great man and another ; but that which supplies its place is the reverent aflection of admira- tion. And I doubt whether the propensity to venerate persons be a common faculty of the highest order of mind. Such men know indeed veneration, their souls are imbued with it ; but it is not for mortals, over wdiom they feel their siqieriority, it is for that which is abstract or spiritual — for G-lory or for Virtue, for Wisdom, for Nature, or for God. Even in tlie greatest men around them, their sight, unha]>pily too acute, penetrates to the foibles; they measure their fellow-mortals by the standard ot their Ideal. They are not blinded by the dazzle of genius, THE WANT OF SYMPATHY. 107 for genius is a thing to them household and famihar. The angels compassionate our frailties, they do not revere our powers. And they who, yet on earth, approach the most to the higher order of spirits he- hold their brethren from a height ; they may stoop from their empyreal air to cherish and to pity, but where they pay the homage of reverence they look not below nor around them but above. It is in a lower class of intellect, yet one not un- elevated as compared with the multitude, that the prin- ciple of admiration is most frequent and pervading ; an intellect that seeks a monitor, a protector, a stand- ard, or a guide ; one that can appreciate greatness, but has no measure within whereby to gauge its proportions. Thus we observe in biography, that the friendship between great men is rarely intimate or permanent : it is a Boswell that most appreciates a Johnson. Genius has no brother, no co-mate ; the love it inspires is that of a pupil or a son. Hence, unconscious of the reasons, but by that fine intuition into nature, which surpasses all philosophy, the poets usually demand devotion, as the most necessary attri- bute in their ideals of love ; they ask in their mistress a being, not of lofty intellect, nor of brilliant genius, but engrossed, absorbed in them ; — a Medora for the Conrad. It was well to paint that Medora in a savage island, — to exclude her from the world. In civilized life, poor creature ! caps and bonnets — an opera-box, and Madame Carson, would soon have shared her heart with her Corsair ! Yet this species of love, tender and unearthly though it be, is not sympath}^. Conrad could not have confided in Medora. She was the mistress of his heart, not, in the beautiful Arabian phrase, " the keeper of his soul." It is the inferior natures^ then, that appre- ciate, reverence, and even comprehend genius the most, and yet how much is there that to inferior natures it can never reveal ! How can it pour forth 108 THE WANT OF SYMPATHY. all lliat liinniiii;' t'lcijiK-iicc oi' pasyioii and iiieinorv MJiicli ofti'ii \vc'i<;]is u])<^n it like a Inirdeii, to one wlio will listen to it indeed Avitli rapt ears, bnl wlio will lon^r, ns Boswell loiififed, for ^Tr. tSomebody to be ])resent t<> bear liow finely it can lalk ? ^'et most men bavc brief passaf;'es in life wlien they fancy tliey liave attained tlieir object; when tbey cry " Knreka ! " — wlien tbey ])elieve tbat their connterpart, the wraith of their spiiit, is before them ! Two persons in love with each other, bow congenial they appear ! In that beantiful pliancy, that unconscious system of self- sacrifice which make the character of love in its eailier stages, each nature seems blended and circumfused in each, — they are not two natures, they are one ! Seen by that enchanting moonlight of delicious pas- sion — all that is harsh or dissonant is mellowed down : the irregularities, the angles, sleep in shadow; all that we behold is in harmony with ourselves. Then is our slightest thouglit peneti'ated, our faintest desire forestalled, our sufferings of mind, or of frame, liow delicately are they consoled ! Then even sorrow and sickness have their charm, — they bring us closer under the healing wrings of our Guardian Spirit. And, fools that we are, we imagine this sympathy is to endure for ever. But time — there is the divider ! — by little and little, we grow apart from each other. The daylight of the world creeps in, the moon has vanished, and we see clearly all the jarring lines and sharp corners hidden at first from our survey. My lost, my buried, my unlbrgotten ! Thou whom I knew in the first fresh years of life — thou who wert snatched from me before one bud of the springtime of youth was blighted — thou, over whose grave, yet a boy, I wept aw\ay Via If the softness of my soul, — now that I know the eternal workings of the world, and the destiny of all human ties, is there no comfort in the thought that custom never didled the music of thy voice, never stole the magic from WANT OF SYMPATHY. 109 thine eyes ? As thine image stood before me at the gates of Morning, so before me it will float amidst the shades of Night ; its bloom was not fated to wither down into " the portion of weeds and worn-out faces." All else changes as my life journeys restlessly on. That image is evermore unchanged. Hopes fly me one by one, friends vanish into the ranks of foes — thou art beside me still as I saw thee last. Death is the great treasure-house of Love. There, lies buried the real wealth of passion and of youth ; there, the heart, once so prodigal, now grown the miser, turns to contemplate the hoards it has hidden from the world. Henceforth it is but the common and petty coins of affection that it wastes on the uses and things of life. The coarser and blunter minds, intent upon com- mon objects, obtain, perhaps, a sufficient sympathy to satisfy them. The man who does nothing but hunt, will find congeniality enough wherever there are hounds and huntsmen.* The woman whose soul is in a ball-room, has a host of intimate associates and congenial spirits. It was the man of the world who talked of his numerous friends — it was the sage who replied, sadly, " Friends ! Has the word a plural ? I have never seen but one." There are two remedies for the craving after sym- pathy; and the first may be recommended to all lite- rary men as the great means of preserving the moral health. It is this : we should cultivate, besides our more intellectual objects, "some pursuit which we can have in common with the crowd. Some end, whether of pleasure, of business, of politics, that brings us in contact w4th our kind. It is in this that we can readily find a fellowship — in this we can form a vent for our desire of sympathy from others. And thus we learn to feel ourselves not alone. Solitude then becomes to us a relief, and our finer thoughts are the seraphs that watch and haunt it. Our imagination, kept rigidly from the world, is the Eden in wliich VOL. II. I 110 WANT t»F SVMJ'ATIIY. \vc walk with Ganion, our beloved, our Egeria. AVe aecjuire the doctrine of self-depend- ence, — self sufiices to self. In our sleep from the passions of the world, God makes an Eve to us from our own breasts. Yet sometimes it will grieve us to think we shall return to clay, give up the heritage of life, our atoms dissolve and crumble into the ele- ments of new things — with all the most lovely, the most spiritual part of us untold ! What volumes can express one tithe that we have felt. How many bi'illiant thoughts have flashed upon us — how many divinest visions have walked by our side, that would have mocked all our efforts to transfer to the inani- mate page ? To sit coldly down, to copy the fitful and sudden hues of those rainbow and evanescent images varying with every moment ! — no ! we are not all so cased in authorship, Ave are greater than mere machines of terms and periods. The author is inferior to the man ! As the best part of Beauty is that Avhich no picture can express,* so the best part of the poet is that which no words have told. Hard is the thought that, for want of sympathy in those around us, our purest motives, our noblest qualities, must be misunderstood. AYe die — none have known us ! and yet all are to declaim on our character — measure at a glance tlie dark abyss of our souls — prate of us as if we were household and hackneved to them from our cradle. One amonc:st the number shall write our biography — the rest shall read, and conceive they know us ever afterwards. We go down to our sons' sons, darkened and dis- Bacoii WANT OF SYMPATHY. 1 1 1 gnised ; so that, looking on men's colourings of our mind and life, from our repose on the bosom of God, we shall not recognise one feature of the portrait we have left to earth ! * * No essay in the present collection needs more than this such excuse as may be conceded to youth. It nppears to have been written when the author was little more than two-and-twenty. The same subject is treated, and it is to be hoped with somewhat sounder judgment, in one of the Essays to be found in ' Caxtoniaua.' I 2 112 MIASM ANES, TlIK SEEKKH. AIJASMANES, TTTE J^KEKER. CHAPTER I. Ix tlie Vn'oad ])laiiis of Clialdioa, and not the least illustrious of tliose early sa^^es from whom came our first learning of the lights of heaven, the vene- rable Chosphor saw liis age decline into the grave. Upon his death-Led he thus addressed his only son, the young Arasmanes, in whose piety he recognised, even in that gloomy hour, a consolation and a bless- ing ; and for whose growing renown for wisdom and for valour, the faint pulses of expiring life yet beat with paternal pride. "Arasmanes," said he, "I am about to impart to thee the only secret which, after devoting eighty years to unravel the many mysteries of knowledge, I con- sider worthy of transmitting to my child. Thou knowest that I have wandered over the distant re- gions of the w^orld, and have experienced, with all the vicissitudes, some of the triumphs, and many of the pleasures, of life. Learn, from my experience, that earth possesses nothing whicli can reward the pursuit, or satisfy the desire. When thou seest the stars shining down upon the waters, thou beholdest an image of the visionary splendours of hope : the light sparkles on the wave ; but it neither warms while it glitters, nor can it, for a single instant, arrest the progress of the stream from tlie dark gulf into which it hastens to merge itself and be lost. It was not till my old age that this conviction grew upon my mind ; and about that time I discovered, from one of the sacred books to which my studies were then ap2:)lied, the secret I am now about to confide to thy ear. Know, my son, that in the extremities of Asia there is ARASMANES, THE SEEKER. 113 a garden in which the Creator of the Universe placed the first parents of mankind. In that garden the sun never sets ; nor does the beauty of the seasons wane. There, is neither ambition, nor avarice, nor false hope, nor its child, regret. Tliere, is neither age nor deformity ; diseases are banished from the air ; eternal youth, and the serenity of an unbroken happi- ness, are the prerogative of all things that breathe therein. For a mystic and unknown sin our first parents were banished from this happy clime, and their children scattered over the earth. Superhuman beings are placed at its portals, and clouds and dark- ness veil it from the eyes of ordinary men. But, to the virtuous and to the bold, there is no banishment from the presence of God ; and by them the darkness may be penetrated, the dread guardians softened, and the portals of the divine land be passed. Thither, then, my son — early persuaded that the rest of earth is paved with sorrow and with care — thither, then, bend thy adventurous way. Fain could I have wished that, in my stronger manhood, wdien my limbs could have served my will, I had learned this holy secret, and repaired in search of the ancestral clime. Avail thyself of my knowledge ; and, in the hope of thy happiness, I shall die contented." The pious son pressed the hand of his sire, and promised obedience to his last command. " But, oh, my father ! " said he, " how shall I know in what direction to steer my course ? To this land, who shall be my guide, or what my clue ? Can ship, built by mortal hands, anchor at its coast ; or can we say to the camel-driver, ' Thou art approach- ing to the goal ? ' " The old man pointed to the east. " From the east," said he, " dawns the sun — emblem of the progress of the mind's light ; from the east comes all of science that we know. Born in its sultry regions, seek only to pierce to its extreme ; and, guiding thyself by the stars of heaven ever in Hi AllASMANES, THE SEEKEU. one course, reacli at last the Aden that shall reward thy toils." And Cliosphor (lieut," said he, " I have left it behind me at my lodging. Give me the bread now, and lo, I will repay thee to-raorroAv." " A'ery well," said the baker ; " but that sword of thine has a handsome hilt : leave it with me till thou return with the money." ARASMANES, THE SEEKER. 127 So Arasmanes took the bread, and left the sword. They were now refreshed, and resolved to hasten from so dangerous a city, when, just as they turned into a narrow street, they were suddenly seized by six soldiers, blindfolded, gagged, and hurried away, whi- ther they knew not. At last they found themselves ascending a flight of stairs. A few moments more, and the bandages were removed from their mouths and eyes, and they saw themselves in a gorgeous chamber, and alone in the presence of the prince, their cousin. He embraced them tenderly. " Forgive me," said he, " for appearing to forget you ; but it was as much as my reputation was worth in this city to acknowledge relations who confessed they had neither silver nor gold. By the beard of my grandfather ! how could you be so imprudent ? Do you not know that you are in a country in which the people worship only one deity — the god of the precious metals ? Not to have the precious metals is not to have virtue ; to con- fess it, is to be an atheist. No power could have saved you from death, either by hanging or starvation, if the princess, my wife, had not been luckily brought to bed to-day." " What a strange — what a barbarous country ! " said Arasmanes. " Barbarous ! " echoed the prince ; " this is the most civilized people in the world, — nay, the whole world acknowledges it. In no country are the people so rich, and, therefore, so happy. For those who have no money it is, indeed, a bad place of residence ; for those who have, it is the land of happiness itself. Yes, it is the true Aden." " Aden ! What then, thou, too, hast heard of Aden ? " " Surely ! and this is it — the land of freedom — of happiness — of gold ! " cried the prince, with enthu- siasm ; " remain with us and see." K 2 128 AHASMANKS, TMK SEEKEH. "Without t/' tlioii^^lit Arasmnnes, "tin's coiiiitrv lies in the far East : it lias receive'2. AKASMANHS, TIIK SKKKEI!. ;iii AUASMANKS, TIIK SKEKKIJ. ceivcd thai Ik' liad not enjoyed \\\fj j>resmf ; lie liad been lookini:: forward to the future, and tlie dream of tlie nnattainahlc Aden was at liis lieart. "Alas ! " said he, dasliin*>; tlie niiirni- into ])ieces, " I was deceived ; and thou hast destroyed for me, O sage, even the pleasure of the past ! " CHAPTER XVITT. Ahapmaxes had never forgotten the brief glimpse of Aden that he obtained in his impious warfare; and, now that the charm was gone from Memory, the wish yet to reach the unconqnered land i-eturned more powerfully than ever to his mind. He consulted the sage as to its possibility. " Thou canst make but one more attempt," answered the wise man ; " and in that I cannot assist thee ; but one who, when I am gone hence, will visit thee, shall lend thee her aid." " Cannot the visitor come till thou art gone?" said Arasmanes. " No, nor until my deatli," answered the sage. This reply threw the mind of Arasmanes into great confusion. It was true that he nowhere found so raucli pleasure as in the company of his friend — it was his only solace ; but then, if he could never visit Aden (the object of his whole life) until that friend were dead ! — the thought w^as full of aflliction to him. lie began to look upon the sage as an enemy, as an obstacle between himself and the possession of his wishes. He inquired every morning into the health of the sage ; it seemed most provokingly strong. At length, out of his wish that his friend might die, grew^ the i-esolve to put his friend to death. One night the sage was found in his bed a corpse; he had been strangled by order of the king. ARA8MANES; OR, THE SEEKER. 141 CHAPTER XIX. The very next day, as the king sat in his divan, a great noise was heard without the doors ; and, pre- sently, a hag, dressed in white garments of a foreign fasliion, and of a hideous and revolting countenance, broke away from the crowd and made up to the king : " They would not let me come to thee, because I am homely and aged," said she in a slirill and discordant voice ; " but I have been in a king's court before now " " What wantest thou, woman ? " said Arasmanes ; and as he spake he felt a chill creep to his heart. " I am that visitor whom the wise man foretold," said she ; " and I would talk to thee alone." Arasmanes felt impelled as by some mighty power which he could not resist ; he rose from his throne, the assembly broke up in surprise, and the hag was admitted alone to the royal presence. " Thou wouldst re-seek Aden, the land of Hap- piness and Truth ? " said she, with a ghastly smile. " Ay," said the king, and his knees knocked together. " I will take thee thither." " And when ? " " To-morrow, if thou wilt ! " and the hag laughed aloud. There was something in the manner, the voice, and the appearance of this creature so disgusting to Arasmanes, that he could brook it no longer. Aden itself seemed not desirable with such a companion and iruide. Without vouchsafing a reply he hastened from the apartment, and commanded his guards to admit the hag no more to the royal presence. The sleep of Arasmanes that night was unusually profound, nor did he awake on the following day VOL. II. L 1 12 AKASMANES; 015, THE SEEKER. till late at. noon. From tliat lioiir lie felt as if some strange revolution liad taken ])lace in his thoughts. He was no longer desirous of seeking Aden : whether or not the apparition of the hag had given him a dis- taste of Aden itself, certain it was that he felt the desire of his whole life had vanished entirely from his hreast ; and his only wish now was to enjoy, as long and as heartily as he was able, the pleasures that were within his reach. " What a fool have I been," said he aloud, " to waste so many years in wishing to leave the earth ! Is it only in mv old age that 1 begin to find how much that is agreeable earth can possess ? " " Come, come, come ! " cried a shrill voice ; and Arasmanes, startled, turned round to behold the terrible fiice of the hag. " Come ! " said she, stamping her foot ; " I am ready to conduct thee to Aden." " Wretch ! " said the king, with quivering lips, " how didst thou l)afHe my guards ? But I will strangle every one of them." "Thou hast had enough of strangling," answered the crone, with a malignant glare. " Hast thou not stran^'led thv dearest friend ? " " What ! tauntest thou me ? " cried the king ; and he rushed at the hag with his lifted sabre : the blade cut the air : the hag had shunned the blow ; and, at the same moment, coming behind the king, she clasped liim round the body, and fixed her long talons in his breast ; through the purple robe, through the jewelled vest, pierced those vulture-fangs, and Arasmanes shrieked with terror and pain. The guards rushed in at the sound of his cry. " Villains ! " said he, as the cold drops broke from his brow, " would you leave me here to be murdered ? Hew down yon hell hag ! " " We saw her not enter, king ! " said the chief of the guards, amazed; "but she shall now die the death." Tlie soldiers, with one accord, made at ARASMANES; OR, THE SEEKER. 113 the crone, who stood glaring at thern like a hunted tigress. '' Fools ! " said she, " know that I laugh alike at stone walls and armed men." They heard the voice — they saw not whence it came — the hag had vanished. CHAPTER XX. The wound which the talons of this horrible visitor had made in the breast of the king refused to heal : it gave him excruciating anguish. The physicians tended him in vain ; in vain, too, did the wise men preach patience and hope to him. What incensed him even more than the pain was the insult he had suffered — that so loathsome a wretch should dare to maim the person of so august a king ! — the thought was not to be borne. But the more pain the king suffered, the more did he endeavour to court pleasure : life never seemed so charming to him as at the moment when it became an agony. His favourite courtiers, who had been accustomed to flatter his former weakness, and to converse with him about the happiness of Aden, and the possibility of entering it, found that even to broach the subject threw their loyal master into a paroxysm of rage. He foamed at the mouth at the name of Aden — he wished, nay, he endeavoured to believe, that there was no such place in the universe. CHAPTER XXL At length one physician, more sanguine than the rest, assured the king that he was able to heal the wound and dispel the pain. " Know, king ! " said he, " that in the stream of Athron, which runneth through the valley of My thra, L 2 Ill ARASMANES; OR, THE SKT-KKH. tlic'ic is a mystic \ii tiie wliicli can cure all the diseases ofkiii^s, Tliou liast only to enter thy gilded bark, and g-lide down the stream for the space of" twenty roods, scattering thine ofiering- of myrrh and frankin- cense on the waters, in order to be well once more. Let the kintj^ live for ever ! " CIIAPTEll XXII. It was a dark, deep, and almost waveless stream ; and the courtiers, and the women, and the guards, and the wise men, gathered round the banks ; and the king, leaning on the physician, ascended his gilded bark ; and the physician alone entered the vessel with him. "For," said he, "the god of the stream loves it not to be profaned by the vulgar crowd ; it is only for kings that it possesses its healing virtue." So the king reclined in the middle of the vessel, and the physician took the censer reeking with pre- cious odours ; and the bark drifted down the stream, as the crowd wept and prayed upon the shore. " Either my eyes deceive me," said the king, faintly, " or the stream seems to expand su]3er- naturally, as into a great sea, and the shores on either side fade into distance." " It is so," answered the physician. " And seest thou yon arch of black rocks flung over the tide ? " " Ay," answered the king. " It is the approach to the land thou hast so often desired to reach : it is the entrance into Aden." " Dog ! " cried the king, passionately, " name not to me that hateful word." As he spoke, the figure of the false physician shrunk in size ; his robes fell from him, — and the king beheld in his stead the dwarfish shape of the accursed hag. ARASMANES ; OR, THE SEEKER. 145 On drifted the vessel ; and the crowd on the banks now beheld the hag seize the king in a close embrace : his sliriek was wafted over the water, wliile the gorgeous vessel with its silken streamers and gilded sides sped rapidly through the black arch of rocks : as the bark vanished, the chasm of the arch closed in, and the rocks, uniting, presented a solid barrier to their gaze. But they shudderirigly heard the ghastly laugh of the hag, piercing through the barrier, as she uttered the one word — " never ! " And from that hour the king was seen no more. And this is the true history of Arasmanes, the Chaldsean. 1 1<; ox ILL iii:.\L'ni, OX ILL IIKALTII, AND ITS CONSOLATIONS. \Vi: do not enough consider our pliysical state as the cause of niucli of our moral — we do not reflect enough upon our outward selves : — What changes have been produced in our minds by some external cause — an accident — an illness! For instance, a general state of physical debility — ill ukalth in the ordinary phrase — is perhaps among the most interesting sub- jects whereon to moralise. It is not, like most topics that are dedicated to philosophy, refining and ab- struse ; it is not a closet thesis — it does not touch one man, and avoid the circle which surrounds him ; — it relates to us all — for ill liealth is a part of Death ; — it is its grand commencement. Sooner or later, for a longer period or a shorter, it is our common doom. Some, indeed, are stricken suddenly, and perceptible disease does not herald the dread comer ; but such exceptions are not to be classed against the rule ; and in this artificial existence, afflicted by the vices of custom— the unknown infirmities of our sires — the various ills that beset all men who think or toil — the straining nerve — the heated air — the overwrought or the stagnant life — the cares of poverty — the luxuries of wealth — the gnawings of our several passions, — the string cracks somewhere, and few of us pass even the first golden gates of Life ere we receive the admonitions of Decay. " Every contingency to every man and every creature doth preach our funeral ser- mon, and calls us to look and see how the old Sexton Time throws up the earth and digs a grave where we must lay our sins, or our sorrows." * Life itself is but a long dying, and with every * Jeremy Taylor on ' Holy Dying.' AND ITS CONSOLATIONS. 147 struggle against disease " we taste the grave aud the solemnities of our own funerals. Every day's neces- sity calls for a reparation of that portion which Death fed on all night when we lay on his lap, and slept in his outer chambers."* As the beautiful mind of Tully taught itself to regard the evils of Old Age, by fairly facing its approach, and weighing its sufferings against its con- solations, so, with respect to habitual infirmities, we may the better bear them by recollecting that they are not without their solace. Every one of us must have observed that daring a lengthened illness the mind acquires the habit of making to itself a thou- sand sources of interest — " a thousand images of one that was " — out of that quiet monotony which seems so unvaried to ordinary eyes. We grow usually far more susceptible to commonplace impressions : — As one whose eyes are touched by a fairy spell, a new world opens to us out of the surface of the tritest things. Every day we discover new objects, and grow delighted with our progress. I remember a friend of mine — a man of lively and impetuous ima- gination — who, being afflicted with a disease which demanded the most perfect composure, — not being allowed to read, write, and very rarely to converse, — found an inexhaustible mine of diversion in an old marble chimney-piece, in which the veins, irregularly streaked, furnished forth quaint and broken likenesses to men, animals, trees, &c. He declared that, by degrees, he awoke every morning with an object before him, and his imagination betook itself instantly to its new realm of discovery. This instance of the strange power of the mind, to create for itself an inte- rest in the narrowest circles to which it may be con- fined, may be ludicrous, but is not exaggerated. How many of us have watched for hours, with half-shut eyes, the embers of the restless fire ! — nay, counted the flowers upon the curtains of the sick-bed, and * Jeiemy Taylor on ' Holy Dying.' 148 ON ILL HEALTH, fbund an interest in tlic task! Tlie mind 1i;»k no native soil ; its affections are not confined to one spot; its dispositions fjisten tliemselves evervwliere, — tliey live, tliey thrive, tliey produce, in wliatsoever rep^ion Chance may cast tliem, howsoever remote from their accustomed realm, (jod made the human heart weak, hilt elastic; it hath a strange jiower of turning jioison into nutriment. Banish us the air of heaven — cripple the step — bind us to the sick couch — cut us off from the cheerful face of man — make us keep house with Danger and with Darkness — we can yet play with our own fancies, and, after the first bitter- ness of the physical thraldom, feel that, despite of it, we are free ! It has been my lot to endure frequent visitations of ill health, although my muscular frame is not in- capable of bearing great privation and almost any exertion of mere bodily fatigue. The reason is that I reside principally in London; and it is only of late that I have been able to inure myself to the close air and the want of exercise which belong to the life of cities. However lano-uishinjr in tlie confinement of a metropolis, the moment I left the dull walls, and heard the fresh waving of the trees, I revived, — the nerves grew firm — pain fled me — I asked myself in wonder for my ailments ! My bodily state was, then, voluntary and self-incurred, for nothing bound or binds me to cities : I follow no calling, I am inde- pendent of men, sufficiently affluent in means, and, from my youth upward, I have taught myself the power to live alone. Why not then consult health as the greatest of earthly goods? But is health the greatest of earthly goods ? Is the body to l)e our main care ? Are we to be the minions of self ? Are we to make any corj^oreal advantage the chief end — " Et propter vitam vivendi perdere causas?" I confess that I see not how men can arrogate to themselves the catholic boast of Immortal Hopes — AND ITS CONSOLATIONS. 149 how they can utter the old truths of the nothingness of life, of the superiority of mental over physical delights, of the paramount influence of the soul and the soul's objects — and yet speak of health as our greatest blessing, and the workman's charge of filling up the crannies of this fast mouldering clay as the most necessary of human objects. Assuredly health is a great blessing, and its care is not to be despised ; but there are duties far more sacred, — obligations before which the body is as nought. For it is not necessary to live, but it is necessary to live nobly ! And of this truth we are not without the support of high examples. Who can read the great poet " who sung of heaven," and forget that his acts walked level with the lofty eminence of his genius, that he paid " no homage to the sun," that even the blessing of light itself was a luxury, willingly to be abandoned ; but the defence of the great riglits of earth, the fulfilment of the solemn trust of nations, the vindication of ages yet to come, was a necessity, and not to be avoided — and wherefore ? because it was a duty ! Are there not duties too to us, though upon a narrower scale, which require no less generous a devotion ? Are there not objects which are more important than the ease and welfare of the body ? Is our first great charge that of being a nurse to our- selves ? No : every one of us who writes, toils, or actively serves the state, forms to himself, if he know anything of public virtue, interests which are not to be renounced for the purchase of a calmer pulse, and a few years added to the feeble extreme of life. Many of us have neither fortune, nor power, nor extrinsic ofierino-s to sacrifice to mankind ; but all of US — the proud, the humble, the rich, the poor — have one possession at our command ; — we may sacrifice ourselves ! It is from these reasons that, at the time I refer to, I put aside the care for health ; — a good earnestly indeed to be coveted, but which, if obtained only by a life remote from man, inactive, useless. lOU UN ILL iij;al'iii, se'lf-revolviiig", nuiy be too dearly houj^lit : and gaziii<^ on the evil wliieli I imagined (though eiToneously) I could nut cure, I endeavoured to reconcile myself to its necessity. And first it seems to me that, when the nerves are somewliat weakened, the senses of symj^atliy are more keen — we are less negligent of our kind : — that impetuous and reckless buoyancy of spirit which mostly accom})anies a hardy and iron frame is not made to enter into the infirmities of otliers. How can it sympathise with what it has never known ? We seldom find men of great animal health and power possessed of much delicacy of mind ; their humanity and kindness proceed from an overflow of spirits — their more genial virtues are often but skin- deep, and the result of good-humour. The sus- ceptible frame of women causes each more kindly and generous feeling to vila-ate more powerfully on their hearts, and thus also that which in our harsher sex sharpens the nerve, often softens the affection. And this is really the cause of that increased ten- dency to pity, to charity, to friendship, which comes on with the decline of life, and to which Bolingbroke has so touchingly alluded. There is an excitement in the consciousness of the glorious possession of un- shaken heal til and matured strenii-th which hurries us on the road of that selfish enjoyment, which we are proud of our privilege to command. The passions of the soul are often winged by our animal capacities, and are fed from the same sources that keep the ideating of the heart strong, and the step haughty upon the earth. Thus, wdien the frame declines, and the race of the strong can be run no more, the Mind falls gently back upon itself^ — it releases its garments liom the grasp of the Passions which have lost their charm — intellectual objects become more precious, and, no longer suflicing to be a world to ourselves, we contract the soft habit of leaning our affection u}»(jn otliers ; the ties round our heart are felt with a AND ITS CONSOLATIONS. 151 more close endearment, and every little tenderness we receive from the love of those about us teaches us the value of love. And this is therefore among the consolations of ill health, that we are more susceptible to all the kindlier emotions, and that we drink a deeper and a sweeter pleasure from the attachment of our friends. If, too, we become, as we gradually slacken in the desire of external pursuits, more de- voted to intellectual objects, new sources of delight are thus bestowed upon us. Books become more elo- quent of language, and their aspect grows welcome as the face of some dear consoler. Perhaps no epi- cure of the world's coarse allurement knows that degree of deep and serene enjoyment with which, shut up in our tranquil chambers, we surround our- selves with the wisdom, the poetry, the romance of past ages, and are made free by the Sibyl of the world's knowledge, to the Elysium of departed souls. The pain, or the fever, that from time to time reminds us of our clay, brings not perhaps more frequent and embarrassing interruptions, than the restlessness and eager passion which belong to the flush of health. Contented to repose — the repose becomes more pro- digal of dreams. And there is another circumstance usually attend- ant on ill health. We live less for the world — we do not extend the circle of friendship into the wide and distracting orbit of common acquaintance; we are thus less subject to ungenial interruptions — to vulgar humiliations — to the wear and tear of mind — the harassment and the vanity, — that torture those who seek after the " gallery of painted pictures/' and " the talk where no love is." The gawd and the ostentation shrink into their true colours before the eye which has been taught to look within. And the pulses that have been calmed by pain, keep, without much effort, to the even tenor of philosophy. Thus ill health may save us from many disquietudes and errors, from frequent mortification, and " the walking 102 ON iLi. iii:.\i;rii, after tlie vain shadow." Plato retired to bis cave to lie wise ; sickness is often the moral cave, with its quiet, its darkness, and its solitude. I may add also, that he who has been taug'ht tlie precariousness of life acijuires a knowledge of its value. lie teaches himself to regard Death with a tranquil eye, and habit gifts him with a fortitude mightier than the philosophy of the Porch. As the lamb is shorn, so the wind is temj)ered. Nor is the calm without moments of mere animal ecstacy un- known to the rude health, which, having never waned from its vigour, is unconscious of the treasure it inherits. AVhat rapture in the first steps to re- covery — in the buoyant intervals of release ! When the wise simplicity of Hesiod would express the over- powering joy of a bridegroom, in the flush of con- quest hastening to the first embraces of his bride, he can compare him only to one escaped from some painfnl disease, or from the chains of a dungeon. The release of pain is the excess of transport. With what gratitude we feel the first return of health — the first budding forth of the new spring that has dawned within us ! Or, if our disease admit not that blessed regeneration, still it has its intervals and reprieves : moments, when the Mind springs up as the lark to heaven, singing and rejoicing as it bathes its plumage in the intoxicating air. So that our state may be of habitual tianquillity, and yet not insensible to plea- sures which have no parallel in the turmoil of more envied lives. But I hold that the great counter- balancing gift which the infirmity of the body, if rightly moralised upon, has the privilege to confer, is, that the mind, left free to contemplation, naturally prefers the liigh and the immortal to the sensual and the low. As astronomy took its rise among the Chaldtean shepherds, whose constant leisure upon their vast and level plains enabled them to elevate their attention undivided to the heavenlv bodies, — so the time left to us for contemplation in our hours of AND ITS CONSOLATIONS. 153 sickness, and our necessary disengagement from the tilings of earth, tend to direct our thoughts to the stars, and guide us half unconsciously to the Science of Heaven. Thus while, as I have said, our affections become more gentle, our souls also become more noble, and our desires more pure. We learn to think that " earth is an hosjDital, not an inn — a place to die, not live in." Our existence becomes a great pre- paration for death, and the monitor within us is constant, but with a sweet and a cheering voice. Such are the thoughts with which in the hour of sickness I taught myself to regard what with the vulgar is the greatest of human calamities ! It may be some consolation to those who have suffered more bitterly than I have done, to feel that, by calling in the powers of the mind, there may be good ends and cheerful hopes wrought out from the wasting of the body ; and that it is only the darkness — unconsidered and unexplored — which shapes the spectre, and appals us with the fear. 154 ox SATIF/I'V. ON SATIKTY. MouAT-iSTS arc wrong wlicn they preacli indiscrimi- nately against Satiety and denounce tlie sated. There is a species of satiety wliich is productive of wisdom. When Pleasure palls, Philosophy begins. I doubt whether men ever thoroughly attain to knowledge of the world, until they have gone through its attrac- tions and allurements. Experience is not acquired by the spectator of life, but by its actor. It was not by contemplating the fortunes of others, but by the remembrance of his own, that the wisest of mortals felt that " All is vanity." A true and practical philosophy, not of books alone, but of mankind, is ac- (|uired by the passions as well as by the reason. The Temple of the Science is approached by the garden as well as by the desert ; and a healing spirit is dis- tilled from the rose-leaves which withered in our hand. A certain sentiment of satiety, of the vanity of human pleasures, of the labor ineptiarum, of the nothingness of trite and vulgar occupations, is often the best preparation to that sober yet elevated view of the ends of life, wliich is Philosophy. As many have blessed the bed of sickness on which they had leisure to contemplate their past existence, and to form an improved chart of the future voyage — so there is a sickness of the soul, when exhaustion itself is salutary, and out of the languor and the ttedium we extract the seeds of the moral regeneration. Much of w^hat is most indulgent in florals — much of what is most tender and profound in Poetry, have come from a sated spirit. The disappointments of an enthusiastic and fervent heart have great teach- ing in their pathos. As the first converts to the ON SATIETY. 155 Gospel were among the unfortunate and the erring — so the men who have known most the fallacies of our human nature are, perhaps, those the most in- clined to foster the aspirations of the spiritual. To the one Faust who found a comrade in the Fiend, there are a thousand who are visited by the Angel. The more civihzed, the more refined, becomes the period in which we are cast, the more are we subject to satiety — " That -weariness of all We meet, or feel, or hear, or see." The even road of existence, the routine of no- things, the smooth and silken indolence, which are destined to those among us who, wealtliy and well- born, have no occupation in life but the effort to live at ease, produce on the subject the same royalty of discontent that was once the attribute of a king. In a free and a prosperous country, all who are rich and idle are as kings. We have the same splendid monotony and unvarying spectacle of repeated pa- geants of which the victims of a court complain. All polite society has become a court, and we pass our lives, like Madame de Maintenon, in seeking to amuse those who cannot be amused ; or, like Louis XI Y., in seeking to be amused by those who cannot amuse us. Satiety is, therefore, the common and catholic curse of the idle portion of a highly civilized commu- nity. And the inequalities of life are fittingly ad- justed. For those who are excluded from pleasure in the one extreme, there are those who are in- capable of pleasure in the other. The fogs gather dull and cheerless over the base of the mountain, but the air at the summit exhausts and withers. Yet the poor have their satiety no less than the wealthy — the satiety of toil and the conviction of its hopelessness. " Picture to yourself," wrote a me- chanic once to me, " a man, sensible that he is made for something better than to labour and to die, cursed !")(; ON SAIIKI'V. witli a desire of knowle(]f^e, wliilc ocoiipied only with the task ti> live; dnulpiiiifj!; <>n iVoiii year to year to render himself above tlie necessity of dnido-erv ; to feel his soul out of the cliitehes of want ; to enable liiin to indul<:>-e at ease in the luxury of becoming better and wiser; — picture to yourself such a man, with such an ambition, finding every effort in vain, seeing that the utmost lie can do is to provide for the day, and so from day to day to live battling against the morrow. With what heart can he give himself up at night to unproductive tasks? Scarcely is he lost for a moment, amidst the wonders of know- ledge for the first time presented to liim, ere the voice of liis children disturbs and brings him back to the world — the debt unpaid — the bill dishonoured — the demands upon the Saturday's wages. Oh, sir, in such moments, none can feel how great is our disgust at life, how jaded and how w^eary we feel ; — we recoil alike from amusement and knowledge — we sicken at the doom to which we are compelled — we are as weary of the sun as the idlest rich man in the land — we share his prerogative of satiety, and long for the rest in the green bed where our fore- fathers sleep, released for ever from the tooth of unrelenting cares." The writer of this was a poet — let me hope that there are not many of his order condemned with him to a spirit out of harmony with its lot. Yet, as knowledge widens its circle, the nmnber will in- crease;, and if our social system is to remain always the same, I doubt w^liether the desire of knowledge, which is the desire of leisure, will be a blessing to those who are everlastingly condemned to toil. But the satiety of the rich has its cure in what is the very curse of the poor. Their satiety is from indolence, and its cure is action. Satiety with them is chiefly the offspring of a restless imagination and a stagnant intellect. Their minds are employed on trifles^ in wdiich their feelings cease to take an in- ON SATIETY. 157 terest. It is not the frivolous who feel satiety, it is a better order of spirits fated to have no other occu- pation than frivolities. The French memoir-writers, who evince so much talent wasted away in a life of trifles, present the most melancholy pictures we possess of satiety and of the more gloomy wisdom of apathy in which it sometimes ends. The flowers of the heart run to seed. Madame D'Epinay has ex- pressed this briefly and beautifully: — "Le cceur se blase, les ressorts se brisent, et Ton finit, je crois, par n'etre plus sensible a rien." That fearful prostration of the mind, that torpor of the affections, that utter hopeless indifference to all things — " Full little can he tell who hath not tried What hell it is!" To rise and see through the long day no object that can interest, no pleasure that can amuse — with a heart perpetually craving for excitement to pass mechanic- ally through the round of unexcitable occupations — to make an enemy of Time — to count the moments of his march — to be his captive in the prison-house — to foresee no deliverer but death — to fulfil the taskwork assigned to us with as little of self-will and emotion as an automaton wound up for the hour — to live in the bustling world as the soul lives in a dream, its volition annulled, and the forms that pass unsum- moned before its eye, fulfilling no recognised pur- pose, and bequeathing no distinct reminiscence ; — the deep and crushing melancholy of such a state let no happier being venture to despise. It is usually after some sudden pause in the passions that we are thus afflicted. The winds drop, and the leaf they whirled aloft rots upon the ground. It is the dread close of disappointed love, or of baffled ambition. Who has ever analysed the anguish of love when it discovers the worthlessness of its object, and retreats gloomily into itself, without enlarging VOL. II. M 158 ON SATiirrv. on the weariness tlial succeeds to the first outburst of grief? So with ambition — the retirement of a states- man before his time is perliaps the worst punislnnent that his enemies could inllict on liim. " Damien's bed of steel" had tortures less lingering tlian many a hero has found on his bed of laurels witliered; the gloomy exile of Swift, fretting out his heart, " as a rat in a cage ;" the spectre of Olivares — the petulance of Napoleon wrestling with liis gaoler upon a fasliion in tea-cups; — what mournful parodies of the dignity of human honours ! Between the past glory and the posthumous renown, how awful an interlude ! The unwilling rest to a long-continued excitement is the most desolate kind of solitude. But happy they on whom the curse of satiety falls early, and before the heart has exhausted its resources ; when we can yet contend against the lethargy ere it becomes a habit, and allow satiety to extend only to the trifles of life, and not to its great objects ; when we are wearied only of the lighter pleasures, and can turn to the more grave pursuits ; and the discontent of the imagination is the spur to the intellect. Satiety is the heritage of the heart, not of the reason : and the reason properly invoked possesses in itself the genii to dissolve the charm and awake the sleeper. P'or he alone, who thoroughly convinces himself that he has duties to perform — that his centre of being is in the world and not in himself — can conquer that most absorbing variety of egotism which indulges in the weariness of life. The objects confined to self having lost all interest, he may yet find new and inexhaustible objects in the relations that he holds to others. Duty has pleasures Avhich know no satiety. The weariness thus known and thus removed begets the philo- sophy I referred to in the commencement of these remarks. For wisdom is the true phoenix, and never rises but from the ashes of a former existence of the mind. Tlien perhaps, too, as we learn a ON SATIETY. 159 proper estimate of the pleasures of" tliis life, we learn also from those yearnings of our inward soul, never satisfied below, a fresh evidence of our ultimate destinies : a consolation which preacher and poet have often deduced from our disappointments — con- tending that our perpetual desire for something unattainable here, betokens and prophesies a pos- session in the objects of a hereafter — so that life itself is but one expectation of eternity. As birds, born in a cage from which they had never known release, would still flutter against the bars, and, in the instinct of their unconquered nature, long for the untried and pathless air which they behold through their narrow grating ; — so, pent in our cage of clay, the diviner instinct is not dead within us ; at times we sicken with indistinct and undefinable apprehen- sions of a more noble birthright — and the soul feels stirringly that its wings, which it does but bruise in its dungeon-tenement, were designed by the Creator, who shapes all things to their uses, for the enjoy- ment of the royalties of heaven. M inO rilAIROLAS. CH AIROLAS. CHAPTEK I. OxcK upon a time there existed a kiiig-dora called Paida, stretching to the west of that wide tract of land known to certain ancient travellers by the name of Callipaga. The heirs apparent to the throne of this kingdom were submitted to a very singular ordeal. At the extremity of the empire was a chain of moun- tains, separating Paida from an immense region, the chart of which no geographer had ever drawn. Various and contradictory were all the accounts of this region, from the eldest to the latest time. Ac- cording to some it was the haunt of robbers and demons ; every valley was beset with danger ; the fruits of every tree were poisonous ; and evil spirits lurlced in every path, sometimes to fascinate, and sometimes to terrify, the inexperienced traveller to his destruction. Others, on the contrary, asserted that no land on earth equalled the beauty and the tj'easures of this mystic region. The pin-est air cir- culated over the divinest landscapes; the inhabitants were beneficent genii ; and the life they led was that of happiness without alloy, and excitement without satiety. At the age of twenty the heir to the throne was ordained, by immemorial custom, to penetrate alone into this debated and enigmatical realm. It was supposed to require three years to traverse the whole of it, nor was it until this grand tour for the royalty of Paida was completed, that the adven- turer was permitted to return home and aspire to the heritage of the crown. It happened, however, that a considerable proportion of these travellers never again re-entered their native land — detained, according to some, by the beautiful fairies of the unknown region ; CHAIROLAS. 1(J1 or, according to others, sacrificed by its fiends. One might imagine that those princes who were fortunate enough to return, travellers too respectable to be addicted to gratuitous invention, would have been enabled by their testimony to reconcile the various re- ports of the country into which they had penetrated. But after their return the austere habits of royalty compelled them to discretion and reserve ; and the hints which had escaped them from time to time, when conversing with their more confidential cour- tiers, so far from elucidating, confirmed the mystery ; for each of the princes had evidently met with a different fortune : with one the reminiscences be- queathed by his journey seemed brilliant and de- lightful ; while, perhaps, with his successor, the unknown region was never alluded to without a shudder or a sigh. Thus the only persons who could have reconciled conflicting rumours were exactly those who the most kept alive the debate ; and the empire was still divided into two parties, who, ac- cording to the bias of their several dispositions, re- presented the neighbouring territory as an Elysium or a Tartarus. The present monarch had of course undergone the customary ordeal. Naturally bold and cheerful, he had commenced his eventful journey with eager- ness and hope, and had returned to Paida an altered and melancholy man. He swayed his people with great ability and success, he entered into all the occupations of his rank, and did not reject its plea- sures and its pomps; but it was evident that his heart was not with his pursuits. He was a prey to some secret regret ; but, whether he sighed to regain the land he had left, or was saddened by the adven- tures he had known in it, was a matter of doubt and curiosity even to his queen. Several years of his wedded life were passed without promise of an heir, and the eyes of the people were already turned to the eldest nephew of the sovereign, when it was formally 102 CllAllUi|>AS. auiKuiiiced to the court that the (jueeu had been gra- ciously pleased to become in the Ihniily-way. In di'e process of time a son made his aj)pearance. He was declared a prodigy of beauty, and there was something remarkably regal in the impatience of his cries. Nothing could exceed the joy of the court, unless it was the grief of the king's eldest nephew. Tlie king himself, indeed, was perhaps also an excep- tion tu the general rapture ; he looked wistfully on the crimson cheeks of his first-born, and muttered to himself, '' These boys are a great subject of anxiety." " And of pride," said a small sweet voice that came from the cradle. The kin£r was startled — for even in Paida a king's son does not speak as soon as he is born : he looked again at the little prince's face — it w^as not from him that the voice came, his royal highness had just fallen asleep. " Dost thou not behold me, king ? " said the voice again. And now the monarch beheld upon the pillow a small creature scarcely taller than a needle, but whose shape was modelled in the most beautiful proportions of manhood. " Know," continued the apparition, while the king remained silent with consternation, " that I am the good Genius of the new-born ; each mortal hath at his birth liis guardian spirit, though the Genius be rarely visible. I bring to thy son the three richest gifts that can be bestowed upon man ; but, alas ! they are difficult to preserve — teach him to guard them as his most precious treasure." The Genius vanished. The king recovered from his amaze, and, expecting to find some jewels of enormous value, hastily removed the coverlid, and saw by the side of his child an eagle's feather, a pigeon's feather, and a little tuft of the down of a swan. CHAIROLAS. 163 CHAPTER 11. The prince grew up strong, handsome, and graceful; he evinced the most amiable dispositions ; he had much of that tender and romantic enthusiasm which we call Sentiment, and which serves to render the virtues so lovely ; he had an intuitive admiration for all that is daring and noble ; and his ambition would, perhaps, have led him into dangerous excesses were it not curbed, or purified, by a singular disinterested- ness and benevolence of disposition, which rendered him fearful to injure and anxious to serve those with whom he came into contact. The union of such qualities was calculated to conduct him to glory, but to render him scrupulous as to its means ; his desire to elevate himself was strong, but it was blended with a stronger wish to promote the welfare of others. Princes of this nature were not common in Paida, and the people looked with the most san- guine hopes to the prospect of his reign. He had, however, some little drawbacks to the effect of his good qualities. His susceptibilities made him too easv with his friends, and somewhat too bashful with strangers ; with the one he found it difficult to refuse anvthino', with the other he was too keenlv alive to ridicule and the fear of shame. But the first was a failing very easily forgiven at a court, and the second was one that a court would, in all probability, cor- rect. The king took considerable pains with the prince's education, his talents were great, and he easily mastered whatever he undertook ; but at each proof of the sweetness of his disposition, or the keen- ness of his abilities, the good king seemed to feel rather alarm than gratification. "Alas!" he would mutter to himself, "that fatal region — that perilous ordeal ! " and then turn hastily away. These words fed the prince's curiosity without much exciting his fear. The journey presented no- 101 CllAIHoLAS. tliinp; terrible to liis luiiid, for the courtiers, according to their wont, deemed it disloyal to report to him any but tlie most flatterinp;- accounts of the land he was to visit ; and he attributed the broken expressions of his fatlier ]>artly to tlie melancholy of his constitu- tion, and partly to the over-acuteness of paternal anxiety. F(n' tiie rest, it was a pleasant thing to get rid of his tutors and the formalities of a court ; and with him, as with all the young, hope was an element in which fear could not breathe. He longed for his twentieth year, and forgot to enjoy the plea- sures of boyhood in his anticipation of the excitements of youth. CHAPTEK III. The fatal time arrived ; the Prince Cliairolas had taken leave of his weeping mother — embraced his friends — and was receiving the last injunctions of his father, while his horses impatiently snorted at the gates of the palace. *' My son," said the king, with more than his usual gravity, " from the journey you are about to make you are nearly sure of returning a wiser man, but you may not return a better one. The three charms which you have always worn about your person you must be careful to preserve." Here the king for the first time acquainted the wondering prince Avith the visit to his infant pillow, and re2)eated the words of the guardian spirit. Cliairolas had always felt a lively curiosity to know why, from his infancy, he had been coiii]>(Hf'd to wear about his royal person three things so apparently worthless as an eagle's feather, a ])igeon's feather, and the tuft of a swan's down, and still more why sucli seeming trifles had been gorgeously set in jewels. The secret now made known to him elevated his selt-esteem ; he was evidently, then, a favourite with the superior powers, and marked from his birth fo]' no ordinary destinies. CHATROLAS. 165 " Alas! " concluded the king, " had I received such talismans, perhaps " he broke off abruptly, once more embraced his son, and hastened to shroud his meditations in the interior of his palace. Meanwhile the prince set out upon his journey. The sound of the wind-instruments upon which his guards played cheerily, the caracoles of his favourite charger, the excitement of the fresh air, the sense of liberty, and the hope of adventure — all conspired to elevate his spirits. He forgot father, mother, and home. Never was journey undertaken under gayer presentiments, or by a more joyous mind. CHAPTER IV. At length the ^^rince arrived at the spot where his attendants were to quit him. It was the entrance of a narrow defile through precipitous and lofty mountains. Wild trees of luxuriant foliage grew thickly along the path. It seemed a j^rimasval vale, desolate even in its beauty, as though man had never trodden it before. The prince paused for a moment, his friends and followers gathered round him with their adieus, and tears, and wishes, but still Hope animated and inspired him ; he waved his hand gaily, spurred his steed, and the trees soon concealed his form from the gaze of his retinue. He proceeded for some time with slowness and difficulty, so entangled was the soil by its matted herb- age, so obstructed was the path by the interlaced and sweeping boughs. At length, towards evening, the ground became more ojDen ; and, descending a gentle hill, a green and lovely plain spread itself before him. It was intersected by rivulets, and variegated with every species of plant and tree ; it was a garden in which Nature seemed to have shown how well she can dispense with Art. The prince would have been very much enchanted if he had not begun to be very U)0 CHAlIiOLAS. hungry ; and, for tlie first time, he recollected that it was possiljle to he starved, lie looked round anxiously, hut vainly, for some sign of haljitation, and tlien he regarded the trees to see if they hore fruit ; hut, alas ! it was the spring of the year, and he could oidy con- sole himself with ohserving that the ahundance of the hlossoms promised plenty of fruit for the autumn, — a long time for a prince to wait for his dinner ! He still, however, continued to proceed, when suddenly he came upon a heaten track, evidently made hy art. His horse neighed as its hoofs rang upon the hardened soil, and, breaking of itself into a c{uicker pace, soon came to a wide arcade overhung with roses. " This must conduct to some mansion," thought Chairolas. But night came on, and still the prince was in the arcade ; the stars, peeping through, here and there served to guide his course, until at length lights, more earthly and more hrilliant, hroke upon him. The arcade ceased, and Chairolas found himself at the gates of a mighty city, over whose terraces, rising one above the other, the moon shone hright and still. " Who is there ? " asked a voice at the gate. " Chairolas, Prince of Paida ! " answered the traveller. The gates opened instantly. " Princes are ever welcome at the city of Chrysaor," said the same voice. And as Chairolas entered, he saw himself instantly surrounded by a group of both sexes richly attired, and bending to the earth with Eastern adoration, while, as with a single voice, they shouted out, " Wel- come to the Prince of Paida ! " A few minutes more, and Chairolas was in the magnificent chamljer of a magnificent house, seated before a board replete with tlie rarest viands and the choicest wines. " All this is delightful," thought the prince, as he finished his supper ; " but I see nothing of either I'airies or fiends." CHAIROLAS. 167 His soliloquy was interrupted by the master of the mansion, who came to conduct the prince to his couch. Scarcely was his head upon his pillow ere he fell asleep, — a sure sign that he was a stranger at Chry- saor, where the prevalent disease was the want of rest. The next day, almost before Chairolas was dressed, his lodging was besieged by all the courtiers of the city. He found that, though his dialect was a little different from theirs, the language itself was much the same ; for, perhaps, there is no court in the universe where a 23rince is not tolerably well understood. The servile adulation which Chairolas had experienced in Paida was not nearly so dehghtful as the polished admiration he received from the courtiers of Chrysaor, While they preserved that tone of equality without which all society is but the interchange of ceremonies, they evinced, by a thousand nameless attentions, their respect for his good qualities, which they seemed to penetrate as by an instinct. The gaiety, the anima- tion, the grace of those he saw, perfectly intoxicated the prince. He was immediately involved in a round of engagements. It was impossible that he should ever be alone. CHAPTER V. As the confusion of first impressions wore off, Chairolas remarked a singular peculiarity in the man- ners of his new friends. They were the greatest laughers he had ever met. Not that they laughed loudly, but that they laughed constantly. This habit was not attended with any real merriment or hap- piness. Many of the saddest persons laughed the most. It was also remarkable that the jDrincipal objects of these cachinnatory ebullitions w^ere pre- cisely such as Chairolas had been taught to consider the most serious, and the farthest removed from ludi- crous associations. They never laughed at anything 1G8 CIIAIROLAS. wittv or lininorous, at ;i comedy or a joke. But if one ol" their Irieiids beeame poor, tlieii liow tliey laii^lied at his ])ovcrty ! It" a child ]»roke tlie heart of a father, or a wife laii away from lici- liiisb;iiid, or a parent lord cheated at i>lay, or luiiied liis tradesmen, tlien tliey had no connnand over their muscles. In a word, mistoitune or vice made a ])rincipal ol)jectof tliis epidemical affection. But not the only object, they lau^-lied at anytliinf:; tliat diflered from tlieir f^^eneral habits. If a virg'in blushed — if a sage talked wisdom — if a man did anything uncommon, no matter wliat, they were instantly seized with this jovial convulsion. Tliey laughed at generosity — they laughed at senti- ment — they laughed at patriotism — and, though affect- ing to be exceedingly pious, they laughed with parti- cular pleasure at any extraordinary show of religion. Chairolas was extremely puzzled ; for he saw that, if they laughed at what was bad, they laughed also at what was good : it seemed as if they had no other mode of condemning or apj^lauding. But what per- plexed him yet more was a strange transformation to which this people were sulject. Their faces were apt to turn, even in a single night, into enormous rhodo- deiidrons;* and it was very common to see a himian figure walking about as gaily as possible with a flower upon its sjioulders instead of a face. Kesolved to eidighten himself as to this peculiarity of custom, Chairolas one day took aside a courtier who appeared to him the most intelligent of his friends. Grinaldibus Hassan Sneeraskin (so was the courtier termed) laughed longer than ever when he heard the perplexity of the prince. '• Know," said he, as soon as he had composed himself, " that there are two penal codes in this city. For one set of persons, whom you and I never see except in the streets, — persons who hew the wood * It is to be presumed that Chrysaor was the original nursery of the rhrKlodendron ; thoufrh, in Fairyland, any flower is privilofced to ^ow, without permission from the naturalist. CHAIROLAS. 109 and draw the water — persons who work for the other classes, — we have punishments, such as hanging, and flogging, and shutting up in prisons, and Heaven knows what ; — punishments, in short, that are con- tained in the ninety-nine volumes of the Hatchet and Rope Pandects. But, for the other set, with whom you mix every day, — the very best society, in short, — we have another code, which punishes only by laughter. And you have no notion how severe the punishment is considered. It is thus that we keep our social system in order, and laugh folly and error out of countenance." " An admirable — a most gentle code ! " cried the prince. " But," he added, after a moment's reflection, " I see you sometimes laughing at that which to me seems entitled to reverence, while you show the most courteous respect to things which seem to me the fit objects of ridicule," " Prince, you do not yet understand us : we never laugh at people who do exactly like the rest of us. We only laugh at singularity ; because with us sin- gularity is crime." " Singularity — even in wisdom or virtue ? " "In wisdom or virtue? of course. Nothing so singular as such singularity ; therefore nothing so criminal." " But those persons with rhododendrons instead of faces ? " " Are the worst of our criminals. If we continue to laugh at persons for a certain time, and the laugh- ter fail to correct their vicious propensities, their faces undergo the transformation you have witnessed, no matter how handsome they were before." "This is indeed laughing people out of counte- nance," said Chairolas, amazed. " What an affliction ! " " Indeed it is. Take care," added Grinaldibus Has- san Sneeraskin, with paternal unction, — " take care that you never do anything to deserve a laugh — the torture is inexpressible — the transformation is awful ! " 170 ("IIAIROLAS. CIIAPTKK VI. This conversation tlirew Cliairolas into a profound reverie. The cliann of tlie societv was invaded; it now admitted restraint and fear. If ever lie should be laughed at ? if ever he should become a rhododen- dron ? — terrible thought! lie remembered various instances he had hitherto but little oljserved, in which he more than suspected that he had already been un- consciously aillicted with symptoms of this greatest of all calamities. His reason allowed the justice of his apprehension ; for he could not flatter himself that in all respects he was exactly like the courtiers of Chrysaor. That night he went to a splendid entertainment given by the prime minister. Conscious of great personal attractions, and magnificently attired, he felt, at his first entrance into the gorgeous halls, the flush of youthful and elated vanity. It was his custom to wear upon his breast one of his most splendid ornaments. It was the tuft of the fairy swan's down set in brilliants of great price. Some- thing there was in this ornament which shed a kind of chann over his whole person. It gave a more interesting dignity to his mien, a loftier aspect to his Vjrow, a deeper and a softer expression to his eyes. So potent is the gift of a Good Genius, as all our science upon such subjects assures us. Still, as Cliairolas passed through the rooms, he perceived, Avith a thrill of terror, that a smile ill sup- pressed met him at every side ; and when he turned his head to look back, he perceived that the fatal smile had expanded into a laugli. All his com- placency vanished ; terror and shame possessed him. Yes, he was certainly laughed at ! He felt his face itching already — certainly the leaves were sprouting! He hastened to escape from the crowded rooms — passed into the lighted and voluptuous gardens — and CHAIROLAS. 171 seated himself in a retired and sequestered alcove. Here he was surprised by the beautiful Mikra, a lady to whom he had been paying assiduous court, and who appeared to take a lively interest in his affairs. " Prince Chairolas here ! " cried the lady, seating herself by his side ; " alone too, and sad ! How is this ? " " Alas ! " answered the prince, despondingly, " I feel* that I am regarded as a criminal : how can I hope for your love ! In a word — dreadful con- fession ! — I am certainly laughed at. I shall assuredly blossom in a week or two. Light of my eyes ! deign to compassionate my affliction, and instruct my igno- rance. Acquaint me with the crime I have com- mitted." " Prince," said the gentle Mikra, much moved by her lover's dejection, " do not speak thus. Perhaps I ought to have spared you this pain. But delicacy restrained me — " " Speak ! — speak in mercy ! " " Well then — but pardon me — that swan's down tuft, it is charming, beautiful, it becomes you exceed- ingly ! But at Chrysaor nobody wears swan's down tufts, — you understand." " And it is for this, then, that I may be rhodo- dendronised ! " exclaimed Chairolas. " Indeed, I fear so." *' Away treacherous gift ! " exclaimed the prince ; and he tore off the fairy ornament. He dashed it to the ground, and left the alcove. The fair Mikra stayed behind to pick up the diamonds : the swan's down itself had vanished, or, at least, it was invisible to the fine lady of Chrysaor. 172 CIIAIUOLAS. CllArTKK VII. With tlie loss of Iiis swan's down Prince Cliairolas recovered his self-coniplaconcy. No one lauglied at liini in future. He was relieved from the fear of (.'lllorescence. For a while he was happy. But months glided away, and tlie prince grew tired of his sojourn at Chrysaor. The sight of the same eternal faces and the same eternal rhododendrons, the sound of the same eternal laughter, wearied him to death. He resolved to jnirsue his travels. Accordingly, he quarrelled with Mikra, took leave of his friends, and, mounting his favourile steed, departed from the walls of Chrysaor. He took the precaution, this time, of hiring some attendants at Chrysaor, who carried with them provisions. A single one of the many jewels he bore about him would have more than sufficed to pur- chase the service of half Clnysaor. Although he had derived so little advantage from one of tlie fairy gifts, he naturally thought he might be more fortunate with the rest. The pigeon's feather was appropriate enough to travelling (for we may suppose that it was a carrier-pigeon); accordingly he placed it, set in emeralds, amidst the plumage of his ca]"). He spent some few days in rambling about, until he found he had entered a country unknown even to his guides. The landscape was more flat and less luxuriant than that which had hitherto cheered his way, the sun was less brilliant, and the sky seemed nearer to the earth. While gazing around him, he became suddenly aware of the presence of a stranger, who, stationed right before his horse, stretched forth his hand and thus accosted him : — " tlirice-noble and generous traveller ! save me from starvation. Heaven smiles upon one to whom it has given the inestimable treasure of a pigeon's feather. May Heaven continue to lavish CHAIROLAS. 173 its blessings wpon thee, — meanwhile spare me a trifle ! " The charitable Chairolas ordered his }3iirse-bearer to relieve the wants of the stranger, and then in- quired the name of the country they had entered. He was informed that it was termed Apatia ; and that its inhabitants were singularly cordial to tra- vellers, "Especially," added the mendicant, "if they possess that rarest of earthly gifts — the feather of a pigeon." " Well," thought Chairolas, " my good genius evidently intends to make up for his mistake about the swan's down : doubtless the pigeon's feather will be exceedingly serviceable ! " He desired the mendicant to guide him to the nearest city of Apatia, which, fortunately, happened to be the metropolis. On entering the streets, Chairolas was struck with the exceeding bustle and animation of the inhabitants ; far from the indolent luxury of Chrysaor, everything breathed of activity, enterprise, and toil. The place resembled a fortified town ; the houses were built of ponderous stone, a drawbridge to each ; the windows were barred with iron ; a sentinel guarded every jDortico. " Is there a foreign invasion without the walls ? " asked the prince. "No," answered the mendicant; " but here every man guards against his neighbour ; take care of your- self, noble sir : " so saying, the grateful Apatian picked the prince's pockets of his loose coin (luckily it was not in his pockets that he kept his jewels), and dis- appeared amidst the crowd. CHAPTEK VIII. The prince found himself no less courted in the capital of Apatia than he had been in Chrysaor. But VOL. II. N 174 CIIAIROLAP. society tlierc was much less clianniii^. lie amused himself by ^oiu^ out in the streets incognito, and watching the manners of the inhahitants. He found them addicted to the most singular pursuits. One game consisted in setting up a straw and sliooting arrows at it hlindf«»ld. If you missed tlie mark, you paid dearly ; if you hit it, you made a fortune. Many persons ruined themselves at this game. Another amusement consisted in giving certain persons, trained for the ]nir])ose, and dressed in long gowns, a quantity of gold, in return for which they threw dirt at you. The game was played thus: — You found one of these gownsmen — gave him the required quantity of gold — and then stood to be pelted at in a large tennis-court ; your adversary did the same: if the gownsman employed against, you dirtied you more than your gownsman dirtied your antagonist, you were stripped naked and turned adrift in the streets ; but if your antagonist was the most bespattered, you won your game, and received back half the gold you had given to your gownsman. This was a most popular diversion. They had various other amusements, all of the same kind, in which the chief entertainment was the certainty of loss. For the rest, the common occupation was quarrel- ling with each other, buying and selling, picking pockets, and making long speeches about liberty and glory ! Chairolas found that the pigeon's feather was everywhere a passport to favour. But in a short time this produced its annoyances. His room was besieged by applications for charity. In vain he resisted. No man with a pigeon's feather, he was assured, ever refused assistance to the poor. All the ladies in the city were in love with him ; all the courtiers were his friends ; they adored and they plundered him ; and the reason of the adoration and the plunder was the pigeon's feather. One day he found his favourite friend with his CHAIROLAS. 175 favourite fair one — a fair one so favoured, that lie had actually proposed and had actually been accepted. Their familiarity and their treachery were evident. Chairolas drew his sabre, and would certainly have slain them both, if the lady's screams had not brought the king's guards into the room. They took all three before the judge. He heard the case gravely, and sentenced Chairolas to forego the lady and pay the costs of the sentence. " Base foreigner that you are ! " he said, gravely, " and unmindful of your honour. Have you not trusted your friend and believed in her you loved? Have you not suffered them to be often together? If you had been an honourable man, you would know that you must always watch a woman and suspect a friend.— Go ! " As Chairolas was retiring, half-choked with rage and shame, the lady seized him by the arm. "Ah ! " she whispered, " I should never have deceived you but for the pigeon's feather." Chairolas threw himself on his bed, and, exhausted by grief, fell fast asleep. When he woke the next morning, he found that his attendants had disappeared with the bulk of his jewels : they left behind them a scroll containing these words — " A man with so fine a pigeon's feather will never hang us for stealing." Chairolas flung the feather out of the window. The wind blew it away in an instant. An hour afterwards he had mounted his steed and was already beyond the walls of the capital of Apatia. CHAPTER IX. At nightfall the prince found himself at the gates of a lofty castle. Wearied and worn out, he blew the horn suspended at the portals, and demanded food and shelter for the night. No voice answered, but the gates opened of their own accord. Chairolas left his N 2 17o cliei'ifiil — so gay ! A Iter all, I am as well otVhereas I eoiilil haveheeii in thella])]»y Isle. Nay, 1 ihiiik there is a j:;roater air of comfort ill the sighl ot" these warm similowers than in those eternal amaranths; and certainly, the music of the parrots is exceedinii-ly lively ! " While thus soliloquisino- the prince saw an old bahoon walk leisurely up to him. The creature su})- ported itself upon a golden-headed staff. It wore a long wig ;ind a three-cornered hat. It had a large star of coloured glass on its breast; and an apron of sky-blue round its middle. As the baboon a})proaclied, Chairolas was much struck bv its countenance ; the features were siiiffu- larly intelligent and astute, and seemed even more so from a large pair of spectacles, which gave the animal a learned look about the eyes. " Prince ! " said the baboon, " I am well acquainted with your adventures, and I think I can be of service to you in your present circumstances." " Can you give me the lady I saw in the en- chanted castle ? " "No ! " answered the baboon. " But a man who has seen so much of the world knows that after a little time one lady is not better than another." " Can you then admit me to the Happy Isle ? " "No! but you said rightly just now that you were as well off in this agreeable valley." '• Can you give me back my tuft of swan's down and my pigeon's feather ? " ^ '* No ! but I can imitate them so exactly that the imitations will be equally useful. Meanwhile, come and dine with me." Chairolas followed the baboon into a cave, where he was sumptuously served by pea-green monkeys to dishes of barbecued squirrels. After dinner the l)aboon and the ])rince renewed their conversation. From his host, Chairolas learned CHAIROLAS. 181 that the regions called " the unknown " by the people of Paida were of unlimited extent, inhabited by various nations : that no two of his predecessors had ever met with the same adventures, though most of them had visited both Chrysaor and Apatia. The baboon declared he had been of use to them all. He was, indeed, an animal of exceeding age and ex- perience, and had a perfect recollection of the cities before the deluge. He made, out of the silky hair of a white fox, a most excellent imitation of the lost tuft of swan's down ; and from the breast of a vulture he plucked a feather which any one at a distance might mistake for a pigeon's. Chairolas received them with delight. " And now, j)rince," said the baboon, " observe, that, while you may show these as openly as you please, it will be prudent to conceal the eagle's feather that you have yet left. No inconvenience results from jDarading the false, — much danger from ex- hibiting the true. Take this little box of adamant, lock uj) the eagle's feather in it, and, whenever you meditate any scheme or exjDloit, open it and consult the feather. In future you will find that it has a voice, and can answer when you speak to it." Chairolas stayed some days in the baboon's valley, and then once more renewed his travels. What was his surprise to find himself, on the second day of his excursion, in the same defile as that which had con- ducted him from his paternal realms ! He computed, for the first time, the months he had spent in his wanderings, and found that the three years were just accomplished. In less than an hour the prince was at the mouth of the defile, where a numerous caval- cade had been for some days assembled to welcome his return, and conduct him home. 182 CIIAIIiULAS. CHAPTEU xir. The young prince was welcomed in Paida witli tlie greatest entliiisiasm. Every one found liini jirodigi- ouslv ini]>i-()vcd. lie appeared in public with the false swan's down and the false pigeon's feather. They became him even better than the true ones, and indeed he had taken care to have them set in much more magnificent jewels. But the prince was a prey to one violent and master passion — Ambition. This had always been a part of his character ; but pre- vious to his travels it had been guided by generous and patriotic impulses. It was so no longer. He spent whole days in conversing with the eagle's feather, though the feather indeed never said but one word, which was — " War." At that time a neighbouring people had chosen five persons instead of two to inspect the treasury accounts. Chairolas affected to be horror-struck with the innovation. He declared it boded no good to Paida ; he declaimed against it night and day. At last, he so inflamed the people, that, despite the re- luctance of the king, war was declared. An old general of great renown headed the army. Chairolas was appointed second in command. They had scarcely reached the confines of the enemy's country when Chairolas became no less unhappy than before. "Second in command! why not first?" He con- sulted his demon feather. It said " First." It spoke no other word. The old general was slow in his movements ; he pretended that it was unwise to risk a battle at so great a distance from the capital ; Imt in reality, he hoped that the appearance of his army would awe the enemy into replacing the two treasurers, and so secure the object of the war without l)loodshed. Chairolas jienetrated this design, so con- trary to his projects. He wrote home to his father, to accuse the general of taking bribes from the CHAIROLAS. 183 enemy. The old king readily believed one whom a good Genius had so richly endowed. The general was recalled and beheaded. Chairolas succeeded to the command. He hastened to march to the capital, which he took and pillaged ; but, instead of replacing the two treasurers, he appointed one chief — himself; and twenty subordinate treasurers — his officers. Never was prince so popular as Chairolas on his return from his victories. He was intoxicated by the sweetness of power and the desire of yet greater glory. He longed to reign himself — he sighed to think his father was so healthy. He shut himself up in his room and talked to his feather : its word now was " King." Shortly afterw^ards Chairolas (who was the idol of the soldiers) seized the palace, issued a proclamation that his father was in his dotage, and had abdicated the throne in his fiivour. The king was removed to a distant wing of the palace, and a day or two afterwards found dead in his bed. Chairolas commanded the Court to wear mourning for three months, and everybody compas- sionated his grief. From that time Chairolas^ now the monarch of Paida, gave himself up to his ruling passion. He extended his fame from east to west — he was called the Great Chairolas. But his subjects became tired of war ; their lands were ravaged — their treasury exhausted — new taxes were raised for new conquests, — and at length Chairolas was no longer called the " Great," but the " Tyrant." CHAPTEK XIII. As Chairolas advanced in years, he left off wearing the false swan's down and the false pigeon's feather. He had long ceased to lock up his eagle-plume ; he carried it constantly in his helmet, that it might 184 CIIAIHULAS. wliisj^er ^vith case iiitc^ liis car. He liad ceased tu be popular with any class the moment he abandoned the presents of tlie baboon. I5y degrees a report spread throiigli the nation that the kin^!^ was be- friended by an evil spirit, and Ihal the eagle's plume was a talisman which secured to the possessor — while it rendered him grasping, cruel, and avaricious — pros}K'rity, power, and lame. A cons[)iracy was formed to rob the king of his life and talisman at once. At tlie head of tlie conspiracy was the kirjg's lieir, Belmanes. They took their measures so well, that they succeeded in seizing the palace. They penetrated into the chamber of the Great Chairolas, — they i)aused at the threshold on hearing his voice, — he was addressing the fatal talisman. " The ordeal," he said, " through which I passed robbed me of thy companions ; but no ordeal could rob me of thee. I rule my people with a rod of iron ; I have spread my conquests to the farthest regions to which the banner of Paida was ever wafted. I am still dissatisfied — what more can I desire ?" " Death ! " cried the conspirators ; and the king fell pierced to the heart. Behnanes seized the eagle's plume : it crumbled into dust in his grasp. After the death of Chairolas, the following sen- tences were wi'itten in gold letters before the gates of the great academy of Paida by a priest who pre- tended to be inspired : — " The ridicule of common men aspires to be the leveller of genius." " To renounce a virtue, because it has made thee suffer from fraud, is to play the robber to thyself." " Wouldst thou imitate the properties of the swan and the pigeon, borrow from the fox and the vulture. But no man can wear the imitations all his life : when he abandons them, he is undone." " If thou hast three virtues, and losest two, the third, by itself, may become a vice. There is no blessing to the world like Ambition joined to Sym- CHAIROLAS. 185 PATHY and Benevolence ; no scourge to the world like Ambition divorced from them." " The choicest gifts of the most benevolent genii are impotent, unless accompanied by a charm against experience." " The charm against experience is woven by two spirits — Patience and Self-esteem." On these sentences nine sects of philosophy were founded. Each construed them differently ; each produced ten thousand volumes in support of its in- terpretation ; and no man was ever made better or wiser by the sentences, the sects, and the volumes. 18G IXFIDELTTY IX LOVE. ON INFIDELITY IN LOVE. To the vulgar there is but one infideHty — that whicli, in woman at least, can never be expiated nor forgiven. They know not the thousand shades in which change disguises itself — they trace not the fearful progress of the alienation of the heart. But to those wlio truly and deeply love, there is an infidelity witli which the person has no share. Like ingratitude, it is punished by no laws. We are powerless to avenge ourselves. When two persons are united by affection, and the love of tlie one survives that of the othci", who can measure the anguish of the unfortunate who watches the extinction of a light which notliing can reillumine ! It mostly happens, too, that the first discovery is sudden. There is a deep trustfulness in a loving heart ; it is blind to the gradual decrease of sympathy — its divine charity attributes the absent eye, the chilling word, to a thousand causes, save the true one ; care — illness — some worldly trouble — some engrossing thought ; and (poor fool that it is !) en- deavours by additional tenderness to compensate for the pain that is not of its own causing. Alas, the time has come when it can no longer compen- sate ! It hath ceased to be the all-in-all to its cruel partner. Custom has bred contempt — and in- difference gathers round the place in which we had garnered up our soul. At length the appalling light breaks upon us. We discover we are no longer loved. And what remedy have we? None! Our INFIDELITY IN LOVE. 187 first, our natural feeling is resentment. We are conscious of treachery ; this ungrateful heart that has fallen from us, how have we jorized and treasured it — how have we sought to shield it from every arrow — how have we pleased ourselves, in solitude and in absence, with yearning thoughts of its faith and beauty ! — now it is ours no more ! Then we break into wild reproaches — we become exacting — ■ we watch every look — we gauge every action — we are unfortunate — we weary — we offend. These our agonies — our impetuous bursts of passion — our ironical and bitter taunts, to which we half expect, as hereto- fore, to hear the soft word that turneth away wrath — these only expedite the fatal hour ; they are new crimes in us ; the very proofs of our bitter love are treasured and repeated as reasons why we should be loved no more : — as if without a throe, without a murmur, w^e could resign ourselves to so great a loss. Sometimes we stand in silence, and with a full heart, gazing upon those hard cold eyes which never again can lavish tenderness upon us. And our silence is dumb — its eloquence is gone. We are no longer understood. We long to die in order to be avenged. We half pray for some great misfortune, some agonis- ing illness, that it may bring back to us our soother and our nurse. We say, " In affliction or in sickness the old affection will repent its desertion and return." We are mistaken. We are shelterless — the roof has been taken from our heads — we are exposed to any and every storm. Then comes a sharp and dread sentiment of loneliness and insecurity. We are left — weak children — in the dark. We are bereft more irrevocably than by death ; for will even the Here- after, that unites the happy dead who die lovingly, restore the love that has perished ere life be dim ? What shall we do? We have accustomed our- selves to love and to be loved. Can we turn to new ties, and seek in another that which is extinct in one? How often is such a resource in vain! Have 188 INFIDELITY IN' LOVR. we not given to this — the treacherous and the false friend — tlie l)est years of our life — the youth of our hearts — the flower of our alVeetions? l)id we not yield up the harvest? — how little is there left for another to glean ! This makes the crime of the moral infidelity. The one who takes away from us his or her love, makes us despond of the love of others. We have no longer, perhaps, the youth and the at- tractions to engage affection. Once we might have chosen out of the world — now the time is past. Who shall love us in our sear and yellow leaf, as we might liave been loved in the season of our bloom ? " Give me, then, back," said the wife whom her lord pro- posed to put away, " Give me, then, back that which I brought to you." And the man answered, in his vulgar coarseness of soul, " Your fortune shall return to you." " I thought not of fortune," said the wife ; " give me Ijack my real wealth — give me back my beauty and my youth — give me back the virginity of soul — give me back the cheerful mind, and the heart that had never been disappointed." Yes ; it is of these that the unfaithful rob us, when they cast us back upon the world, and tell us with a bitter mockery to form new ties. In pro- portion to the time that we have been faithful — in proportion to the feelings we have sacrificed — in pro- portion to the wealth of soul — of affection, of devotion, that we have consumed — are we shut out from the possibility of atonement elsewhere. But this is not all — the other occupations of the world are suddenly made stale and barren to us ! the daily avocations of life — the common pleasures — the social diversions so tame in themselves, had their charm when we could share, and talk over, them with another. It was sym]»athy wliicli made them sweet — the sym- pathy withdrawn they are nothing to us — worse than nothing. The talk has become the tinkling cymbal, and society the gallery of pictures. Ambition, toil, the great aims of life — even these abruptly cease to INFIDELITY IN LOVE. 189 excite. What, in tlie first place, made labour grate- ful and smoothed the sharp pathways of ambition ? Was it not the hope that their rewards would be reflected upon another self? Now there is no otlier self! And, in the second place, doe? it not require a certain calmness and freedom of mind for great efforts ? Persuaded of the possession of what most we value, we can look abroad with cheerfulness and hope ; — the consciousness of a treasure inexhaustible by external failures, makes us speculative and bold. Now, all things are coloured by our despondency ; our self-esteem — that necessary incentive to glory — is humbled and abased. Our pride has received a jarring and bitter shock. We no longer feel that we are equal to stern exertion. We wonder at what we have dared before. And therefore it is, that, when Othello believes himself betrayed, the occupa- tions of his whole life suddenly become burthensome and abhorred. " Farewell," he saith, " Farewell the tranquil mind ! farewell content !" And then, as the necessary but imconscious link in the chain of thought, he continues at once — " Farewell the plumed troop, and the big wars, That make ambition virtue ! oh, farewell ! Farewell the neighing steed, and the shrill trump, The spirit-stirring drum, the ear-piercing fife, The royal banner and all quality, Pride, pomp, and circumstance of glorious war ! Farewell ! — Othello's occupation 's gone." But there is another and a more permanent result from this bitter treason. Our trustfulness in human nature is diminished. We are no longer the credu- lous enthusiasts of good. The pillars of the moral world seem shaken. We believe, we hope, no more from the faith of others. If the one whom we so worshipped, and so served — who knew us in our best years — to whom we have rendered countless, daily VOL. II. o 190 L\l"ll)i:iJ'IV IX LOVK. offerings — wliom we jmt in our lieart of hearts — agaiiist wliom if a world liinted, we had l)raved a world — if this one has deserted us, who then shall be f\iithful ? 2\.\ leugtli we begin to reconcile ourselves to the worst; gradually we gatlier the moss of our feelingg from this lioai-t which has become to us as stone. Our pride hardens down into indifference. Ceasing to be loved, we cease to love. Seasons may roll away, all other feelings ebb and flow. Ambition may change into apathy — generosity into avarice — we may forget the enmities of years — we may make friends of foes ; but the love we have lost is never renewed. On that dread vacuum of the breast the temple and the garden rise no more : — that feeling, be it hatred, be it scorn, be it indiffer- ence, which replaces love, endures to the last. And, altered for ever to the one — how many of us are altered for ever to the world ; — neither so cheerful, nor so kind, nor so active in good, nor so incredulous of evil as we were before ! The deluge of Passion has rolled back — the earth is green again. But we are in a new world. And the new world is the sepulchre of the old. FI-HO-'J'l. 191 FI-HO-TI; OB, THE PLEASURES OF REPUTATION. A CHINESE TALE, Fi-Ho-Ti was considered a young man of talents ; he led a pleasant life in Pekin. In the prime of youth, of a highly respectable family, and enjoying a most agreeable competence, he was exceedingly popular among the gentlemen whom he entertained at his board, and the ladies who thought he might propose. Although the Chinese are not generally sociable, Fi-ho-ti had ventured to set the fashion of giving entertainments, in which ceremony was banished for mirth. All the pleasures of life were at his command, and he enjoyed them too thoroughly ever to hazard the loss of them by excess. No man in Pekin when waking was so energetically awake, when sleeping so tranquilly asleep. In an evil hour it happened that Fi-ho-ti dis- covered that he possessed genius. A philosopher, — who, being also his uncle, had the double right of philosophy and relationship, to say everything unpleasant to him, — took it into his head to be very indignant at the happy life which Fi-ho-ti so peace- fully enjoyed. Accordingly, one beautiful morning he visited our young Chin-Epicurean. He found him in his summer-house, stretched on luxurious cushions, quaff- ing tea the most delicious in cups of porcelain the most exquisite, reading a Chinese novel, and en- 2 192 ri-iKt-Ti. livoniiic^ tlio study, fioiu lime to time, by a liglit conversation with a young lady wlio liad come to visit liim. Our pliilosoplicr was naturally shocked at so pleasant a view of human lite, for, thouf^li it is the ohvidus (hity of Philosophy to reconcile us to tlie l^ains of existence, she is very indignant if we con- sole ourselves with its pleasures. Our sage was a man very much disliked and very much respected. Fi-ho-ti rose from his cusliions, a little ashamed of being detected in so agreeable an indolence, and reminded for the first time of the maxims of Chinese morality, which hold it highly improper for a gentleman to be seen with a lady. Tlic novel fell from his hand; and the young lady, frightened at the long beard and the long nails of the philosopher, would have run away if her feet would have allowed her : as it was, she summoned her attendants, and hastened to complain to her friends of the manner in which the pleasantest tetes-a- tetes can be spoilt, when yonng men are so unfortunate as to liave philosophers for uncles. The mandarin, — for Fi-ho-ti's visitor enjoyed no less a dignity, and was entitled to wear a blue globe in his cap,* — seeing the coast clear, hemmed three times, and thus commenced his avuncular admoni- tions, " Are you not ashamed, young man, of the life that you lead ? — are you not ashamed to be so indolent and so happy? You possess talents; you are in the prime of youth, you have already at- tained the rank of Keu-jin ;f — are you deaf to the noble voice of ambition ? Your country calls upon " you for exertion, — seek to distinguish your name, — recollect the example of Confucius, — give yourself up to study, — be wise and be great." * Tlic distinction of mandarins of the third and fourth order, t A coUcf^iato i^radc, wliich renders those wlio attain it eligible to oflices of state. ri-HO-TL 15J3 Much more to this effect spoke tlie mandarin, for he loved to hear himself talk ; and, like all men pri- vileged t© give advice, he fancied that he was wonder- fully eloquent. In this instance his vanity did not deceive him ; for it was the vanity of another that he addressed. Fi-ho-ti was moved ; he felt he had been very foolish to be happy so long. Visions of disquietude and fame floated before him : he listened with attention to the exhortations of the philosopher ; he resolved to distinguish himself, and to be wise. The mandarin was charmed with the success of his visit ,• it was a great triumph to disturb so much enjoyment. He went home, and commenced a tract upon the progressive advance of philosophy. Every one knows that in China learning alone is the passport to the offices of state : what rank and fortune are in other countries, learning is in the Celestial Empire. Fi-ho-ti surrendered himself to Knowledge. He retired to a solitary cavern, near upon Kai-fon-gu; he filled his retreat with books and instruments of science ; he renounced all social intercourse ; the herbs of the plain and the water of the spring sufficed the tastes hitherto accustomed to the most delicious viands of Pekin. Forgetful of love and of pleasure, he consigned three of the fairest years of his existence to uninterrupted labour. He instructed himself — he imagined he was capable of instructing others. Fired with increasing ambition, our student re- turned to Pekin. He composed a work, whicli, though light and witty enough to charm the gay, was the origin of a new school of philosophy. It was at once bold and polished ; and the oldest man- darin or the youngest beauty of Pekin could equally appreciate and enjoy it. In one word, Fi-ho-ti's book became the rage, — Fi-ho-ti was the author of his day. Delighted by the novelty of literary applause, our young student more than ever resigned himself to literary pursuits. He wrote again, and again 194 FI-IIO-TI. succeeded; — all tlie world declaicd that Fi-hu-ti liad estaMI^lied liis reputation, and he obtained the dazzUng (hstinction of Bin-sze. Was Fi-lio-ti the happier for his reputation ? You shall judge. He went to call upon liis uncle. The philosopher received him with a frigid embarrassment. He talked c^f the weather and the emperor, — the last pagoda and the new fashion in teacups : he said not a word about his nephew's books. Fi-ho-ti Avas piqued ; he introduced the subject of his own accord. " Ah ! " said the philosopher, drily, " I under- stand you have written something that pleases the women ; no doubt you will grow solid as your judg- ment increases. But, to return to the teacups " Fi-ho-ti was chagrined : he had lost the affection of his learned uncle for ever ; for he w^as now con- sidered to be more learned than his uncle himself. It is one of the earliest mortifications which await the man who achieves success, to find his most cynical disparagers in those whom his youth was trained to admire, as if it were reasonable to expect that they to whom you have looked up w^ould cheerfully consent to look up to you. " Alas ! " thought Fi-ho-ti, as he re-entered his palanquin, " the uncle I so revere loves me no longer. This is a misfortune ! — " A mis- fortune ; perhaps, but it w\as the effect of Reputation'. The heart of Fi-ho-ti was naturally kind and genial ; thougji tlie thirst of pleasure was cooled in his veins, he still cherished the social desires of friend- ship. He summoned once more around him the com- rades of his youth ; he fancied they, at least, would be delighted to find their friend not unworthy of their affection. He received them with open arms ; — they returned his greeting with shyness, and an awkw^ard affectation of sympathy ; — their conversa- tion no longer flowed freely — they were afraid of committing themselves before so clever a man ; — they felt they w^ere no longer with an equal, and yet FI-HO-TI. 195 tliey refused to acknowledge a superior. Fi-ho-ti perceived, with indescribable grief, that a wall liad grown up between himself and the companions of past years ; their pursuits, their feelings, were no longer the same. They were not proud of his suc- cess — they w^ere jealous ; the friends of his youth were the critics of his manhood. '' This, too, is a misfortune," thought Fi-ho-ti, as he threw himself at night upon his couch. Very likely : — it was the effect of Reputation ! " But if the old friends are no more, I will gain new," thought the student, " Men of the same pur- suits will have the same sympathies. I aspire to be a sage : I will court the friendship of sages." This was a notable idea of Fi-ho-ti's. He sur- rounded himself with the authors, the wits, and the wise men of Pekin. They ate his dinners, — they made him read their manuscripts — (and a bad hand- writing in Chinese is no trifle !) — they told him he w^as a wonderful genius, — and they abused him anony- mously every week in the Pekin journals ; for China, by the way, is perhaps the only despotism in the world in which the press is entirely free. The heart of Fi-ho-ti yearned after friendship — friendship was a plant little cultivated by the literati of China ; they were all too much engrossed with themselves to dream of affection for another. They had no talk — no thought — no feeling — except that which ex- pressed love for their own books, and hatred for the books of their contemporaries. One dav Fi-ho-ti had the misfortune to break his leg. The most intimate of his acquaintance among the literati found him stretched on his couch, having just undergone the operation of setting. " Ah ! " said the author, " how very unlucky — how very unfortunate ! " " You are extremely obliging," said Fi-ho-ti, touched by his visitor's evident emotion. " Yes, it is particularly unlucky that your acci- 1% Fl-llo-'ll. dent slioiild occur just iit tliis nioniont : lor I wanted to consult you about this passage in my new book before it is jMiblished to-morrow ! " The broken leg of his friend seemed to the autlior only as an interruption to the pleasure of reading his own works. But, above all, Fi-ho-ti found it impossible to trust men who gave the worst possible character of each other. If you belie\eil the literati themselves, so envious, malignant, worthless, unprincipled a set of men as the literati of Pekin never had been created ! Every new acquaintance he made told him an anec- dote of an old acquaintance which made his hair stand on end. Fi-ho-ti began to be alarmed. He contracted more and more the circle of his society ; and resolved to renounce the notion of friendship among men of similar pursuits. Even in the remotest provinces of the Celestial Empire the writings of Fi-ho-ti were greatly ap- proved. The gentlemen quoted him at their tea, and the ladies wondered whether he was good-looking; but this applause — this interest that he inspired — never reached tlie ears of Fi-ho-ti. He beheld not the smiles he called forth by his wit, nor the tears he excited by his pathos : — all tliat he saw of the effects of his reputation was in the abuse he received in the Pekin journals ; he there read, every week and every month, that he was a creature to be, in all ways, despised. One journal declared that he was stu})id, a second that he was wicked, a third that he was hump-backed, and a fourth, more ma- lignant than the rest, that he was poor. Other journals, indeed, did not so much abuse as misre- present him. He found his doctrines twisted into all manner of shapes. He could not defend them — for it IS not dignified to reply to all the Pekin journals ; but he was assured by his flatterers that truth would ultimately prevail, and posterity do him justice, "Alas!" thought Fi-ho-ti, "am 1 to be FI-HO-TI. 107 deemed a culprit all my life, in order that I may be acquitted after death? Is there no justice for me until I am past the power of malice ? Surely this is a misfortune ! " Yery likely : — it was the necessary consequence of Reputation ! Fi-ho-ti now began to perceive that the desire of fame was a chimtera. He was yet credulous enough to follow another chima3ra, equally fallacious. He said to himself — " It was poor and vain in me to desire to shine. Let me raise my heart to a more noble ambition ; — let me desire only to instruct." Fraught with this lofty notion, Fi-ho-ti now con- ceived a more solid and a graver habit of mind : he became rigidly conscientious in the composition of his works. He no longer desired to write what was brilliant, but to discover what was true. He erased, without mercy, the most lively images — the most sparkling aphorisms — if even a doubt of their moral utility crossed his mind. He wasted two additional years of the short summer of youth : he gave the fruits of his labour to the world in a book of the most elaborate research, the only object of which was to enlighten his countrymen. "This, at least, they cannot abuse," thought he, when he finished the last line. Ah ! how much was he mistaken ! Doubtless, in other countries the public are re- markably grateful to any author for correcting their prejudices and combating their foibles ; but in China, attack one orthodox error, prove to the people that you wish to elevate and improve them, and renounce all happiness, all tranquillity, for the rest of your life! Fi-ho-ti's book was received with the most frigid neglect by the philosophers, — Firstly, because the Pekin philosophers are visionaries, and it did not build a system upon visions, — and secondly, because of Fi-ho-ti himself they were exceedingly jealous. But from his old friends, the journalists of Pekin — Fo ! — with what invective, what calumny, w^hat VJS FI-Iin-TI. abuse it was liDiiuured ! llu had sought to he the friend of liis race, — he was stig'inatised as tlie direst of its enemies. He was accused ot" all manner of secret desio^ns ; the ])ainted slippers of tlie mandarins were in ilaiiLTcr; and he hail evidently intended to niulHe all the l>ells of the f^rand Pag-oda ! Alas! let no man wish to be a saint unless he is i)i'epared to be a martyr. "Is this injustice?" cried Fi-ho-ti to his flatterers. "No," said they, with one voice; "No, Fi-ho-ti, — it is Kepdtatiox !" Xliorougldy disgusted with his ambition, Fi-ho-ti now resolved to resign himself once more to pleasure. Again he heard music, and again he feasted and made love. In vain ! — the zest, the appetite was gone. The sterner pursuits he had cultivated of late years had rendered his mind incapable of apjn-eciating the luxuries of frivolity. He had opened a gulf l)etween himself and his youth ; — his heart could be young no more. " One faithful breast shall console me for all," thouglit he. " Yang-y-se is beautiful and smiles upon me ; I will woo and win her." Fi-ho-ti surrendered his whole soul to the new passion he had conceived. Yang-y-se listened to him favourablv. He could not comi)lain of crueltv : he fancied himself beloved. With the ardour which belonged to his early character, he devoted alike his genius and his fortune to this amiable being ; pleased to think that by the one he could celebrate her charms, and by the other forestall her caprices. For some weeks he enjoyed a dream of delight : he woke from it too soon. A rival beauty was willing to attach to herself the wealthy and generous Fi-ho-ti. " Why," said she, one day, " why do you throw yourself away upjon Y"ang-y-se ? Do you fancy she loves you ? You are mistaken : she has no heart ; it is only her vanity that makes her willing to admit vou as her slave." Fi-ho-ti was incredulous and in- FI-HO-TI. 109 dignant. " Read this letter," said the rival beauty. " Yang*-y-se wrote it to me hut the other day." Fi-ho-ti read as follows : — " We had a charming supper with the gay author last night, and wished much for you. You need not rally me on my affection for him ; I do not love him, but I am pleased to command his attentions : in a word, my vanity is flattered with the notion of chain- ing to myself one of the most distinguished persons in Pekin. But love — ah ! that is quite another thing." Fi-ho-ti's eyes were now thoroughly opened. He recalled a thousand little instances which had proved that Yang-y-se had been only in love with his cele- brity. He saw at once the great curse of distinction. Be renowned, and resign the hope to be loved for your- self! As you are hated not for your faults but your success, so are you loved not for your merits but their fame. A man Mdio has reputation is like a tower whose height is estimated by the length of its shadow. The sensitive and high-wrought mind of Fi-ho-ti now gave way to a gloomy despondency. Being himself misinterpreted, calumniated, and traduced ; and feeling that none loved him but through vanity, that he stood alone with his enemies in the world, he became the prey to misanthropy, and gnawed by perpetual suspicion. He distrusted the smiles of others. The faces of men seemed to him as masks ; he felt everywhere the presence of deceit. Yet these feelings had made no part of his early character, which was naturally frank, joyous, and confiding. Was the change a misfortune ? Possibly ; but it was the effect of Reputation ! About this time, too, Fi-ho-ti began to feel the effects of the severe study he had undergone. His health gave way ; his nerves were shattered ; he was in that terrible revolution in which the Mind — that vindictive labourer — wreaks its ire upon the enfeebled 200 FI-IIO-TI. taskmaster, tlie Body. lie walked llic gliost of liis tbrincr self. One day lie was standin<:; pensively beside one of tlie streams that intersect the gsirdens of ]*ekin, and, gazini^ ujx)!! the waters, he muttered his hitter reveries. "All!" thou<^ht he, "why was I ever discontented with happiness? I was young, rich, cheerful ; and life to me was a perpetual holiday : my friends caressed me, my mistress loved me for myself. No one hated, or maligned, or envied me. Like yon leaf u])on the w-ater, my soul danced mer- rily over the billows of existence. But courage, my heart ! I have at least done some good ; benevolence must experience gratitude — young Psi-ching, for in- stance ! I have the pleasure of thinking that he must love me; I have made his fortune; I have brought him from obscurity into repute : for it has been my character as yet never to be jealous of others ! " Psi-ching was a young poet, who had been secre- tary to Fi-ho-ti. The student had discovered genius and insatiable ambition in the young man ; he had directed and advised his |)ursuits ; he had raised him into fortune and notice ; he had enabled him to marry the mistress he loved. Psi-ching vowed to him ever- lasting gratitude. AVhile Fi-ho-ti w\as thus consoling himself with tlie idea of Psi-ching's affection, it so happened that Psi-ching, and one of the philosophers of the day whom the ])ublic voice esteemed second to Fi-ho-ti, ]jassed along the banks of the river. A tree hid Fi-ho-ti from their sight ; they were earnestly con- versing, and Fi-ho-ti heard his own name more than once repeated. "Yes," said Psi-ching, "poor Fi-ho-ti cannot live much longer ; his health is broken ; you will lose a formidable rival when he is dead." The philosopher smiled. " Why, it will certainly FI-HO-TI. 201 be a stone out of my way. You are constantly with him, I think ?" " I am. He is a charming person ; but the real fact is, that, seeing he cannot Hve much longer, I am keeping a journal of his last days : in a word, I shall write the history of my distinguished friend. I think it will take much, and have a prodigious sale." The talkers passed on. Fi-ho-ti did not die so soon as was expected, and Psi-cliing never published the journal from which he anticipated so much profit. But Fi-ho-ti ceased to be remarkable for the kindness of his heart and the philanthropy of his views. He was rather known for the sourness of his temper and the bitterness of his satire. . By degrees he rose to an eminence which, despite his detractors, the public acknowledged sufficiently to ensure the honours that the sovereigns of China are accustomed to bestow upon superior intellect and learn- ing. On the accession of a new emperor, Fi-ho-ti was commanded to ask any favour that he desired. The office of Tsung-tuh (or viceroy) of the rich province of Che-kiang was just vacant. The courtiers waited breathless to hear in what well-chosen delicacies of expression so acknowledged a master of language would combine a confession of his demerits with a request for the dignified office which his merits en- titled him to claim. The emperor smiled benignly — the Yiceroyalty of Che-kiang was the post he secretly intended for Fi-ho-ti. " Son of heaven, and lord of a myriad of years," said the favourite, "suffer then thy servant to retire into one of the monas- teries of Kai-fon-gu, and — to change his name ! " The last hope of peace that was left to Fi-ho-ti was to escape from — his Reputation. 202 'inK KNowiJ-.ncK uf ttte woTiT.n THE KN()AVLKI)(}K OK TlTi'] WORLD IN MEN AND I50()KS. Royalty and its syml)ols were abolislied in France. A showman of wild beasts possessed an immense Bengal tiger (the jn-ide of his collection), commonly called the Royal Tujer. What did our showman do ? — Why, he knew the world, and he changed the name of the beast from the T'lgre Royal to the Tigre National ! Horace AValpole was particularly charmed with this anecdote, for he knew the world as well as the showman did. It is exactly these little things — the happy turn of a phrase — a well-timed pleasantry (which no unobservant man ever thinks of), that, while seeming humour, are in reality wisdom. There are changes in the vein of wit as in everything else. Sir William Temple tells us that on the return of Charles II. none were more out of fashion than the old Earl of Norwich, who was esteemed the great- est wit of the time of Charles I. But it is clear that the Earl of Norwich must have wanted know- ledge of the world ; he did not feel, as by an instinct, like the showman, how to vary an epithet — he stuck to tlie last to his tigre royal ! This knowledge of the world baffles our calcula- tions — it does not always require experience. Some men take to it intuitively ; their first step in life exhibits the same profound mastery over the minds of their contemporaries — the same subtle considera- tion — the same felicitous address, that distinguish the close of their career. Congreve had written his come- dies at twenty-five ; and Farquhar, the Fielding of the Drama, died young. In any numerous family you will find some one child who construes the characters IN MEN AND BOOKS. 203 of the household and knows how they should be dealt with better than the grown-up people do. Minds early accustomed to solitude usually make the keenest observers of the world, and chiefly for this reason — when few objects are presented to our contemplation, we seize them — we ruminate over them — we think, again and again, uj)on all the features they present to our examination f and we thus master the knowledge of mankind, as Eugene Aram mastered that of book-learning — by study- ing five lines at a time, and ceasing not from our labour till those are thoroughly acquired. A boy, whose attention has not been distracted by a multi- plicity of objects — who, living greatly alone, is obliged therefore to think, not as a task, but as a diversion, emerges at last into the world — a shy man, but a deep observer. Accustomed to reflection, he is not dazzled by novelty ; while it strikes his eye, it occu- pies his mind. Hence, if he sit down to describe what he sees, he describes it justly at once, and at first ; and more vividly, perhaps, than he might in after-life, because it is newer to him. Perhaps, too, the moral eye resembles the physical — by custom familiarises itself with delusion, and inverts mechanic- ally the objects presented to it, till the deceit becomes more natural than nature itself. There are men who say they know the world, because they know its vices. Could we admit this claim, what sage would rival an ofiScer at Bow Street, or the turnkey at Newgate ? Theirs would indeed be knowledge of the world, if the world were inhabited only by rogues. But pretenders of this sort are as bad judges of our minds as a physician would be of our bodies if he had never seen any but those in a diseased state. Such a man would fancy health itself a disease ! We generally find, indeed, that men are governed by their iveaknesses, not their vices, and those weaknesses are often the most amiable part about them. The wavering Jaffier betrays his friend through a weakness. He was too weak as man to 201 'I'lIK KX()W[,Enr,E OF 'I'lIK WORI.l) defend liis lioiiour riuiu tlie Ciijoleiies (»!' a woman. A similar weakness has caused many a crime worse tlian .lalHer's. Yet, if tlie cliaracter of such a crimi- nal be fairly dissected, the only point in that charac- ter which could induce a respectahle jury to recom- mend the criminal to mercy would he the weakness which caused the crime. It is the knowledp;e of tliese weaknesses that serves a man hetter in the imder- standing' and con(|uest of his species, than a know- ledge of the vices to which they lead — it is better to seize the one cause than ponder over the thousand effects. It is the former knowledge Avhieh I chiefly call the knowledge of the world. It is this which immortalised Moliere in the drama, and distinguishes Talleyrand in action. It has been asked whether the same "worldly wisdom which we admire in a writer would have made him ecpially successful in action, hao/7M/ar, whatever be the dignity accorded to his station. Compare Scott and Shelley, the two most imaginative authors of their time. The one, in his wildest flights, never loses siglit of common sense — there is an afiinity between him and his humblest reader ; nay, the more discursive the flight, the closer that affinity becomes. VOL. II. P 20G TIIK KXOWLKPGK OF TFIK WoHT.D We arc even more \vra})pi'cl in the aiitlior whuii lie is witli liis Spirits of the mountain and fell — or with 'the mly, and wiiieh lie will never realise. The trader and his retreat at Hiiihicate are l>ut the type of Waljxde and Iiis |)alac<' at 1 l<»uj;"ht<»ii. The worst feature in onr knowledge of the world is, that we are wise to little purpose — we forma skilful diagnosis of com])laints in the hearts of others; we attempt not hy change of regimen to still the disordered movements which warn us of disease in our own. Every wise man feels that he ought not to he ambitious, nor covetous, nor the slave of any passionate emotion ; yet the wisest go on toiling and burning to the last. Men who have de- claimed most against ambition have been among the most amljitious ; so that, at the best, we only become wise for the sake of writing books which the world seldom values till we are dead — or of making speeclies, which, when dead, the world hastens io forget. "When all is done, human life is at the greatest and the best but like a fro ward child, that must be played with and humoured a little to keep it quiet till it falls asleep, and then the care is over."* * Sir Willi;iiii 'IVinple. KOSEM KESAMIM, THE MAGICIAN. 211 THE TALE OF KOSEM KESAMIM, THE MAGICIAN * ***** ***** ***** It was deep night, and the Magician suddenly stood before me. " Arise," said he, " and let us go forth upon the surface of the world." f I rose, and followed the sorcerer until we arrived at the entrance of a cavern. Pursuing its subterranean course for some minutes, — with the rushing sound of imprisoned waters loud and wild upon the ear, we came at length into a colder and fresher atmosphere ; and presently, through a fissure in the rock, the sudden whiteness of the moon broke in, and j)artially lit uj? walls radiant with spars, and washed by a deep stream that wound its mysterious way to the upper air. And now, gliding through the chasm, we stood in a broad cell, with its lofty arch open to the sea. Column and spire, brilliant with various crystallizations — spars of all hues, sprang lightly up on either side of this cavern ; and with a leap and a mighty voice, the stream, whose course we had been tracking, rushed into the arms of the great sea. Upon that sea, star after star mirrored its solemn lustre ; and the moon, clad in a fuller splen- dour than I had ever before seen gathered round her melancholy orb, filled the cavern with a light, which was to the light of day what the life of a spirit is to that of a mortal. Passionless, vet tender — steadfast — mystic — unwavering — she shone upon the glitter- * This tale, complete in itself, is extracted from an unfiuislied romance, which, however, furnished the groundwork for ' Zanoni.' I may add that I find the outline of this tale in some papers written in my schooldays. t The Narrator is supposed to have been with the Magician amidst the caverns of the interior of the Earth. -lli Tin: TALK OF KOSKM KKSAMIM, iiip^ spars ; and in a long- lino, froni llic cavern to llic vcrg-e ol" lieaven, lier sweet face breatlied a (|uiet joy into tlir ri|t|>liii;^- liillows — 'smiles of tlie sea.' A few tliin and lleecv clouds alone varied tlic clear exjianse of llie heavens. And, '' licantiful," said I, "is this outward world! — your dim realms beneath have iiothinf^ to comj)are with it. Tiiere are no stars in the temples of the hidilen earth — and one glimjtse from the lovely moon is worth all the witchfires and meteors of the giant palaces below." " Youiiii: mortal," said the Wizard in his mourn- fid voice, ''thou beholdest my native shore. Beside that sea stood my ancestral halls — and beneath that moon first swelled within my bosom the deep tides of human emotion — and in this cavern, whence we now look forth on the seas and heavens, my youth ])assed some of its earnest hours in contem])lati()ns never known to your lesser race clogged with the mire of ages : for tliat epoch lies remote in primeval times, whieh even tradition scarcely pierces. Your first fathers — what of their knowledge know ye? — what of their secrets have ye retained ? Their vast and solemn minds were never fathomed by the ])lummet of vour researches. The waves of the black Xiii-ht have swept over the ancient world ; and you can only guess of its buried glories by the shivered frag- ments which, ever and anon, Chance casts upon the shores of tlie modern Time." " Do we sink, then," said I, "by comparison with the men of those distant dates ? Is not our lore dee})er and more certain ? Was not their knowledge the imperfect offspring of confused conjecture? Did they not live among dreams and shadows, and make Truth herself the creature of fantastic Fable?" " Nay," replied the shrouded and uncertain form beside me, " their knowledge pierced into the heart of things. They consulted the stars — but it was to measure the dooms of eartli ; and could we recall from the dust their perished sicrolls, you would behold the THE MAGICIAN. 213 mirror of the living times. Tlieir prophecies, wrinig from the toil and rapture of those powers which ye sutter to sleep, quenched, within the soul, traversed the wilds of nges, and pointed out among savage hordes the cities and laws of empires yet to he. Ten thousand arts have mouldered from the earth, and Science is the shadow of what it was. Young mortal, thou hast set thine heart upon Wisdom — thou hast wasted the radiant hours of opening life amidst *tlie wearisome thoughts of doting sages : thou hast laboured after Knowledge, and in that labour the healthful hues have left thy cheek, and the worm of decay creeps into the core of thy youth while the dew is yet upon its leaf:- — and for this labour — and in the transport and the vision that the soul's labour nurtures — thy spirit is now rapt from its fleshly career on earth, — wandering at will among the chasms and mines wombed within the world — breathing a vital air among the dead, — comrnded by Spirits and the Powers that are not of flesh, — and catching, by imperfect glimpse and shadowy type, some knowledge of the arch mysteries of Crea- tion ; — and thou beholdest in me and in my science that which thy learning and thy fancy tracked not before. No legend ever chanced upon my strange and solemn being : nor does aught of my nature resemble the tales of wizard or sorcerer that the vulgar fantasies of superstition have embodied. Thou hast journeyed over a land without a chart, and in which even fable has hackneyed not the truth. Thou wouldst learn something of the Being thus permitted to thy wonder ; — be it so. Under these sparkling arches — and before my ancestral sea — and beneath the listening ear of the halting moon — thou shalt learn a history of the antique world." « THE TALE OF KOSEM KESAMIM. " Along the shores which for thirty centuries no human foot has trod, and upon plains where now not one stone stands upon another, telling even of decay 214 TIIi: TALK OF KOSKM KKSAMIM, — was once tlie city and tlie empire of tlie Wise Kiiij^s; for so termed hy their iiei^^liboiirs were the mouarchs tliat ruled tliis country. Generation after generation tliey li.id toiled to earn and preserve that name. Amidst the gloom of mysterious temples and the oracular learning of the star-read ])riests, the youth of each succeeding king was reared into a grave and brooding manliood. Tlicir whole lives were mystery. Wra})})ed in the sepulchral grandeur of the imperial palace ; seen rarely, like gods, they sent forth, as from a cloud, the light of tlieir dread but benignant laws : the courses of their life were tracked not — but they were believed to possess a powder over the seasons and elements, and to summon, at their will, the large- winged spirits that flit to and fro across tlie earth, governing, like dreams, with a vague and unpene- ti'ated power the destiny of nations and the career of kings. There was born to this imperial race a son, to whom seer and king alike foretold a strange and pre- ternatural fate. His childhood itself was of a silent, stern, and contemplative nature. And his learning, even in his Ijoyish youth, had ransacked all that the grey priests could teacli him. But when wind encounters wind the meeting is warfare — the warfare is storm. Wind meets with wind when the mind of youth soars from earth to seek wisdom and the heart of youth ranges heaven to find love." The Magician paused for a moment, and then, in a voice far different from the cold and solemn tone in which his accents were usually clothed, he broke forth : — " O, beautiful, l)eyond the beauty of these sicklied and hoary times, was the beauty of Woman in the young world ! The glory of Eden had not yet departed from her face, and the lustre of unwearied Nature glowed alike upon earth and earth's majestic daughters. Age after age Man invents and deserts some worship of idols in his yearning for symbols of THE MAGICIAN. 215 a Power beyond the reach of his vision and the guess of his reason. But never yet has he forsaken the oldest idolatry of all — the adoration of earthly beauty as the fairest image of celestial good. Yet to me, for I am that prince of whose throne and whose people no record in Time remains, — to me even the love of Beauty was a passion less ardent than the desire of Knowledge ! My mind launched itself into the depth of things — I loved step after step to trace effect to its first cause. Reason was a chain from heaven to earth, and every link led me to aspire to the stars themselves. And the wisdom of my wise fathers was mine ; I knew the secret of the elements, and could charm them into slumber, or arouse them into war. The mysteries of that dread chemistry which is now among the sciences that sleep — by which we can command the air and walk on its viewless paths, by which we can wake the thunder, and summon the cloud, and rive the earth ; the exercise of that high faculty — the Imagining Power — by which Fancy itself creates what it wills, and which, trained and exer- cised, can wake the spectres of the dead — and bring visible to the carnal eye the Genii that walk the world; — the watchful, straining, slee^Dless science, that can make a sage's volume of the stars ; — these were mine, and yet I murmured — I repined ! — what higher mysteries were yet left to learn ! The ac- quisition of to-day was but the disappointment of the morrow, and the dis^Densation of my ambition was — to desire ! It was evening, and I went from the groves of the sacred temple to visit one whom I loved. The way spread over black and rugged masses of rock, amidst which the wild shrub and dark weed sprung rife and verdant ; for the waste as yet was eloquent of some great revolution in the earlier epochs of the world — when change often trod the heels of change ; and Earth was scarcely reconciled to the sameness of her calm career. And I stood beneath 21«) Tlir: TALE OF KOSKM KKSAMIM. tlie tree wlicic siiK was to iir'cI me; my licart leaped within me as I saw lier footsteps Ixniiidin^" along — slie came with lier sweet lips lireatliiiiriests how their heads before thy name." Then the passion of my soul broke forth, and 1 answered, — " AVhat is this petty power that I possess, and what this barren knowledge? The great arch secret of all, I have toiled night after nigljt to con- quer, and I cannot attain it. What is it to command even the dark Spirits at war M-ith Heaven — if we know not the nature of those whom we conmiand ? What I desire is not knowledge, but the source of knowledge. I wn'sli that my eye should penetrate at once into the germ and cause of things : that when 1 look upon the outw^ard beauty of the Avorld, my sight should pierce within, and see the mechanism which causes and generates the beauty working be- neath. Enough of my art have I learned to know that there is a film over liuman eyes which prevents their penetrating beyond the surface ; it is to remove that Him, and dart into the essence, and survey the One Great Productive Spirit of all Things, that I labour and yearn in vain. All other kncnvledge is a cheat; this is the high prerogative which mocks at conjecture and equals us with a God ! " Then Lyciah saw that I was moved, and she soothed me into rest with the coo of her sweet songs. Midnight had crept over the earth as I returned homeward across that sa^•age scene. Rock heaped on rock bordered and broke upon the lonely valley that I crossed ; and the moon was still, and shining, as at this hour, when its life is four thousand years nearer to its doom. Then suddenly I saw moving before me, with a tremulous motion, a meteoric Fire of an ex- THE MAGICIAN. 217 ceeding brightness. Ever as it moved above the seared and sterile soil, it soared and darted restlessly to and fro ; and I thought, as it danced and quivered, that I heard it laugh from its burning centre witli a wild and frantic joy. I fancied, as I gazed upon the Fire, that in that shape sported one of the children of the Elementary Genii ; and, addressing it in their language, I bade it assume a palf)able form. But the Fire darted on unheedingly, save that now the laugh from amidst the flame came distinctly and fearfully on my ear. Then my hair stood erect, and my veins curdled, and my knees knocked together ; I was under the influence of an awe ; for I felt that the Power was not of this world, nor of any world of which the knowledge ye call magic had yet obtained a glimpse. My voice faltered, and thrice I strove to speak to the Light — but in vain : and when at length I addressed it in the solemn ad- juration by which the sternest of the Fiends are bound, the Fire sprang up from the soil — towering aloft — with a livid but glorious lustre, bathing the whole atmosphere in its glare, — quenching, with an intenser ray, the splendours of the moon, — and losing its giant crest in the far Invisible of Heaven ! And a voice came forth, saying — " Thou callest upon inferior Spirits ; I am that which thou hast pined to behold — I am The Living Principle of the World ! " I bowed my face, and covered it with my hands, and my voice left me ; when again I looked round, behold, the Fire had shrunk from its momentary height, and was (now dwarfed and humble) creeping before me in its wavering and snake-like course. But fear was on me, and I fled, and fast fled the Fire by my side ; and oft, but faint, from its ghastly heart came the laugh that thrilled the marrow of my bones. The waste was past, and the giant temple of the One God rose before me ; I rushed forward, and fell breathless by its silent altar. And there sat the 218 TIIK 'I'ALE OF KOSEM KESAMIM, ITIu'li Pi'irst ; for iilu-Jit ami day some one of tlic sacred host watched h_v the ahai"; lie was of f^reat ap;e, and the tide of human emotion liad chhed IVom his veins; hut even he was struck with my fear, aiinss my whole existence upon three feet of earth, 1 might have spent that existence in perpetual variety — in unsatisfied and eternally new research. But most of all, when I sought Lyciah I rejoiced in the gil't I possessed ; for in conversing with her my sense penetrated to her heart, and 1 felt, as with a magnetic sympathy, moving through its transparent purity, the thoughts and emotions which were all my own. ]5v deji'rees 1 lomred indeed to make her a sharer in my discovered realms ; for I now slowly began to feel the weariness of a conqueror who reigns alone — none to share my power or partake the magnificence ill which I dw^elt. One day, even in the midst of angelic things that floated blissfully round me — so that I heard the low melodies they hymned as they wheeled aloft — one day this pining, this sense of solitude in life — of satiety in glory — came on me with intense increase of force. And I said, " But this is the Imperfect state ; why not achieve the Whole? Why not ascend to that high and empyreal Knowledge which admits of no dissatisffiction, because in itself complete ? Bright S[)irit," cried I aloud, "to whom I already owe so great a l)enefit, come to me now — why hast thou left me ? Come and complete thy gifts. I see yet only th^ wonders of the secret yiDrtions of the world — THE MAGICIAN. 225 touch mine eyes that I may see the cause of the won- ders. I am surrounded with an air of hfe ; let me pierce into the principle of that life. Bright Spirit, minister to thy servant ! " Then I heard the sweet voice that had spoken in the Fire — but I saw not the Fire itself. And the voice said unto me — " Son of the Wise Kiugs, I am here ! " " I see thee not," said I. " Why hidest thou thy lustre ? " " Thou seest the Half, and that very sight blinds thee to the Whole. This redundant flow of life gushes from me as from its source. When the mid- course of the river is seeu, who sees also its distant spring ? In thee, not myself, is the cause that thou beholdest me not. I am as I was when I bowed my crest to thy feet ; but thine eyes are not what then they were ! " " Thou tellest me strange things, Demon ! " said I ; " for why, when admitted to a clearer sight of things, should my eyes be only darkened when they turn to thee ? " " Does not all knowledge, save the one right knowledge, only lead men from the discovery of the primal cause ? As Imagination may soar aloft, and find new worlds, yet lose the solid truths of this one — so thou mayest rise into the regions of a pre- ternatural lore, yet recede darklier and darklier from the clue to Nature herself." I mused over the words of the Spirit, but their sense seemed dim. " Canst thou not appear to me in thine old, wan, and undulating brightness ? " said I after a pause. " Not until thine eyes receive power to behold me. " And when may I be worthy that power ? " " When thou art thoroughly dissatisfied with thy present gifts." " Dread Demon, I am so now ! " '^20 TUK TALE OF KOSEM KESAMLM, " Wilt tlion pass from tliis pleasant state al a liazanl — not knowing that whicli may ensue? I>e- lioM, all aroniid tlieo is full of glory, and musical with joy! Wilt thou abandon that state for a dark and perilous Lnknown?" " The Unknown is the passion of him who aspires fo know." '' Pause ; for there is terror in thy choice," said the Invisible. " My heart beats steadily. — I bravo wliatsoever be the penalty that attends on my desire ! " " Thy wish is granted," said tlie Spirit. Then straightway a JDang, quick, sharp, agonis- ing, shot through my heart. I felt the stream in my veins stand still, hardening into a congealed substance — my throat rattled, I struggled against the grasp of some iron power. A terrible sense of my own im- potence seized me — my muscles refused my will, my voice fled — I was in the possession of some autho- rity that had entered, and claimed, and usurped the citadel of my own self. Then came a creeping of the flesh, a immbing sensation of ice and utter cold- ness ; and lastly, a blackness, deep and solid as a mass of rock, fell over the whole earth — I had entered Dk atu ! From this state I was roused by the voice of the Demon. " Awake, look forth ! — Thou hast thy desire ! — Abide the penalty ! " The darkness broke from the earth ; the ice thawed from my veins ; once more my senses were my servants. I looked, and behold, I stood in the same spot, but how changed ! The earth w^as one crawding mass of |)utridity ; its rich verdure, its lofty trees, its sublime mountains, its glancing waters, had all been the deceit of my previous blindness; the very green of the grass and the trees was rottenness, and the leaves (not each leaf olae and inanimate as they seemed to the common eye) were composed of myriads of insects and puny reptiles, battened on the corrup- THE MAGICIAN. 227 tion from which they sprang. The waters swarmed with a leprous Hfe — those heautiful shapes that I had seen in my late delusion were corrupt in their several parts, and from that corruption other creatures were generated living upon them. Every breath of air was not air, a thin and healthful fluid, but a wave of animal- cula3, poisonous and foetid ; for the Air is the Arch Corrupter, hence all who breathe die ; it is the slow, sure venom of Nature, pervading and rotting all things ; the light of the heavens was the sickly, loathsome glare that steamed from the universal Death in Life. The World was one dead carcase, from which everything the AVorld bore took its being. There was not such a thing as beauty ! — there was not such a thing as life that did not gene- rate from its own corruption a loathsome life for others ! I looked down upon myself, and saw that my very veins swarmed with a motelike creation of shapes, springing into hideous existence from mine own disease, and mocking the Human Destiny with the same career of life, love, and death. Me thought it must be a spell, which change of scene would annul. I shut my eyes with a frantic horror, and I fled, fast, fast, but blinded ; and ever as I fled a laugh rang in my ears. I stopped not till I was at the feet of Lyciah, for she was my first involuntary thought. Whenever a care or fear possessed me, I had been wont to fly to her bosom, and charm my heart by the magic of her sweet voice. I was at the feet of Lyciah — I clasped her knees — I looked up imploringly into her face — God of my Fathers ! the same curse attended me still ! Her beauty was gone. There was no whole, — no one life in that Being whom I had so adored. Her life was composed of a million lives ; her stately shape, of atoms crumbling from each other, and so bringing about the ghastly state of cor- ruption which reigned in all else around. Her delicate hues, her raven hair, her fragrant lips Pah ! What, what was my agony ! I turned from 2*28 JALK OF KOSKM KKSAMIM, THE .MAGICIAN. her a_t!:aiii, — 1 sliraiik in loatliini;- IVom her em])race, — I lied once more, — on — on. 1 ascended a mountain, and looked down on the various lejjrosies of" Kartli. Sternly I forced myself to the task; sternly I inhaled the knowledfj^e I had sought; sternly 1 drank in the horrihle penalty I had dared. "Demon!" I cried, "appear, and receive my curse !" " Lo, I am by thy side evermore," said the voice. Then 1 gazed, and, behold, the Fire was by my side ; and I saw that it was the livid light which the jaws of Rottenness emits ; and in the midst of the light, which was as its shroud and garment, stood a Giant shape — which was the shape of a Corpse that had been for months buried. I gazed upon the Demon with an appalled yet unquailing eye, and, as I gazed, I recog- nised in those ghastly lineaments a resemblance to the Female Spirit that had granted me the first fatal gift. But exaggerated, enlarged, dead, — Beauty rotted into Horror. " I am that which thou didst ask to see face to face. — I am the Princi])lc of Life." " Of Life ! Out, horrible mocker ! — hast thou no other name ? " " I have ! and that name — Corruption ! " " Bright Lamps of Heaven ! " I cried, lifting my eyes in anguish from the loatldy charnel of the universal eartli ; " and is this, which men call Nature, — is this tlie sole Principle of the World ? " As I spoke, the huge carcase beneath my feet trembled. And over the face of the corpse beside me there fell a fear. — And lo ! the heavens were lit up with a pure and glorious light, and from tlie midst of them there came forth a Voice which rolled slowly over the charnel earth as the voice of thunder above the valley of the shepherd. " Such," said the Voice, "is Nature, if thou acceptest Nature as TUE First Cause — such is the Universe without a Ood ! " MANY-SIDEDNESS AND SELF-COMPLETION. 229 MANY-SIDEDNESS AND SELF-COMPLETION. The ambitious may be divided into two main classes — the first comprises those who strive to excel others ; the second those who seek to improve themselves. Each man may say with the Poet, " My mind to me a kingdom is ; " and surely a king may seek to develop all the re- sources of his kingdom without any desire of coming into collision and contest with the potentates of other realms. This second class of the ambitious is, however, very limited in point of numbers, and its members are usually distinguished even in boyhood less by carrying off school-prizes than by exercising their faculties upon various things for which no school- prizes are given. They are thus, perhaps, some- what underrated by the masters, but can scarcely fail of exciting the admiration of the boys. Indeed, as there must be a great deal of native vigour and warmth in the temperament which demands a wide and diversified range for its energies, so in such boys there will generally be found an affluence of life and vivacity of animal spirits, which follow, as it were, their own irresistible impulse in acquiring distinction on the playground ; — storing mental accomplishments without any apparent motive, such boys seem to acquire skill in bodily sports without any apparent effort. When they grow up they may or may not become eminent men, but they nearly always obtain the title of ' accomplished.' Should they mature into scholars or statesmen ; should they settle quietly 230 MAXV-SI])KI»\i:SS down into private lile ; litill the word 'accomplislii d ' will 1)0 a))})lied to tlicin, whether as scholar, states- man, or gentleman. Tliis impulse towards general accom})lishnient is much less allied with A'anity, i. e. the undue love of appr()l)ation, than is commonly su})})0sed; it is quite as often the unconscious instinct towards that self- development and enrichment l»y whicli Man seeks to complete himself as a whole. The impulse is en- couraged by the examples which are set before the children of educated parents at tlie onset of their admission into the ancient classical world. The notion of individual self-completion, through the union of those accomj)lishments which are nowadays subdivided and kept apart, pervades the whole dis- ciplined culture of Athenian life. The youth wdio wins the prize-garlands for gymnastics and music, becomes the poet of ' Antigone ' and ' 0^]dipus,' the colleague of Pericles in military command, and one of the leaders of a political revolution at the age of eighty-three.* It is needless to show that such examples in the life of the ancient commonwealths are misleading and dangerous guides to modern ambition, — even were it not a question whether So])liocles had not Ijetter have been only a great poet, since he certainly did not add to his fame by his skill as a general, nor perhaps by his sagacity as a politician. It is enough to ow]i that the "all accomplishment" by which a small commonwealth sought, in completing the whole man, to secure to itself, in every condition of peace and war, the useful citizen, is, save in the rarest instances, an unattainable object of aspiration to the member of existent societies. The practical world soon checks and humbles that ambition in men who are destined to achieve success. Settled early to the pursuit of one career, or the mastery of a * Unless it be some otlier Sojiliocles wlio was appointed by Athens to the Council of Ten, after the destruction of the Sicilian armament. AND SELF-COMPLETION. 231 single art, he who would win the race must pause for no golden apples. Yet for a short time, at least, that yearning for uni- versal accomplishment, with a view to the adornment and completion of the intellectual man, has its uses, and uses that should last throughout our lives : without aiming in youth at the acquisition of many things, we should scarcely in manhood attain perfection in one. Insensibly, through a wide and desultory range, we gather together the vast hoard of thoughts and images — of practical illustrations of life — of comparisons of the multiform aspects of Truth, whether in men or books, which are the aids, and corroborants, and embellishments of the single and sole pursuit to which we finally attach ourselves. To an active mind it is astonishing what use may be made of every the pettiest acquisition. Gibbon tells us with solemn complacency of the assistance he derived for his im- mortal work — in the sieges it details and the strategy it expounds — from having served in the Militia ! A much wider use of accomplishment is to be found in the instance of Milton : — what a wonderful copious- ness of all knowledge, seemingly the most motley, the most incongruous, he has poured into his great poem ! Milton is indeed an august exami^le of the aspiration to self-completion, not only as to scope and strength, but as to ornament and grace. In the tastes and characteristics of his youth this severe republican, who has come down to the vulgar gaze in colours so stern though so sublime, rather presents to us the idealized image of the Elizabethan cavalier. Philip Sidney himself was not more the type of the all- accomplished and consummate gentleman. Beautiful in person — courtly in address — skilled in the gallant exercise of arms — a master of each manlier as each softer art — versed in music — in song — in the lan- guages of Europe — the admired gallant of the dames and nobles of Italy — th6 cynosure of all eyes " that rained influence and adjudged" — he, the destined 232 MANV-SIDF.UXKSS Dante of P^n^laMel, was ratlier in his youtli tlie bril- liant ]>ersonific'atiou of the niytln'cal Cricliton. In liis later life we find the lian_c;hty patriot recurrini^, with a patrician ])riy tlie hardest realities of Crahbe. And afar in tlie city rise the fji-or^eous toiiiKs o\' tlie Scali- gers — the family of that Dnke of Verona who is Imt a pageant, a thing of I'oil and glitter, in the machinery of that enchanting tale ; — ten thousand llorins of gold had been spent by one of those })rinces in adorning a palace for his dust. Fretted and arched in all tlie clal)orate tracery of the fourteenth century, those feudal tombs make yet the pride and boast of Verona ; and to Her whose tale more ennobles the city than the records of all its Dukes — this grey stone, and this moulderinfr barn ! The old woman who showed the place had some- thing in her of the })ictures(pie — aged, and wrinkled, and hideous, with lier hard hand impatiently stretched out for the petty coin which was to pay for admission to the spot. She suited well with all the rest. She increased the pathos that belongs to the deserted sanctuary. How little could she feel that nothing in Verona was so precious to the 'Zingaro' as this miserable hovel ! And if it shoidd not be Juliet's tomb after all ! — Out, sceptic ! — the tradition goes far back — the dull Veronese themselves do not question it ! Why should we ? That which made the passion and the glory of our youth — the Juliet of the heart — when once it has died and left us, lies not its tomb within us, little heeded, but never disen- hallowed ; surrounded by the lumber of commonplace cares and uses, yet, in itself, still prized and sacred as the memorial of a gone romance ? CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT IN HIS LAST ILLNESS. NOTE. These Dialogues complete the early Essays first collected under the title of ' The Student,' They were written with the design of showing the stages of reading, reflection, and of such expcTJcnce of the passions as is more or less commonly acquired in youth, through which a studious mind may be supposed to have passed successively before arriving at the ambi- tion of originating new forms out of the materials it had collected — viz. the ambition of creative authorship ; and at the moment that ambition became earnestly conceived Death comes to arrest its career and transfer to another life the hopes denied fruition in this one. The design in itself is, I believe, original, but its execution ought to have been deferred to a maturcr age. The variety of subjects embraced in the Dialogues, and the imix)rtance of some of them, are too much for the grasp of a very young writer. Still, as both the speakers in the Dialogue are represented as young, the very defects of the composition may serve the more truth- fully to represent the hardihood with which youth is accustomed to pass judgment on the subjects which engage its interest, the freedom with which it admits sentiment and fancy into provinces of critical inquiry or abstract speculation that rightfully belong to severer exercise of thought; and that florid redundance of imagery which characterises the age in which imagination predominates. For this reason I have, though not without hesitation, included these dialogues in the present collection. CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 249 CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT IN HIS LAST ILLNESS. I HAVE always loved the old form of dialogue ; not, indeed, so much for investigating truth, as for speak- ing of truths after an easy yet not uncritical nor hasty fashion. More familiar than the Essay, more im- pressed with the attraction of individual character, the Dialogue has also the illustrious examples of old — to associate with no commonplace nor ignohle recol- lections the class to which it belongs. I have held of late some conversations, that do not seem to me altogether uninteresting, with a man whom I have long considered of a singular and original character. I have obtained his permission to make these con- versations public. They are necessarily of a de- sultory nature — they embrace a variety of topics — they are marked and individualised only by that poetical and half-fantastic philosophy which belongs to my friend, and that melancholy colouring which befits a picture that has Death in the background. If in their diction they should appear now too ornate — now too careless — I can only say that they faithfully represent the tone of conversation which in excited moments is the characteristic of the prin- cipal speaker. — Would that, while I detail the in- animate words, I could convey to the reader the aspect, the expression, the smile, the accents low and musical, that lent all its cliarm to their meaning. As it is, they would remain altogether untold, were it not for my friend's conviction that his end draws 250 CONVERSATIONS WriTI AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. near, and did I not see sufficient in his a}»pearance to forbid tlie liope that he can linf>:er many montlis beyond tlic present date. To liis mind, wliatever be its cajiacities, its cultivation, its asjjiring-s, matured ofisprin<^ is forbidden. These fugitive tokens of all he ac(|uired, or tliour^ht, or felt, are, if we read arip:]it liuman probabilities, the sole testimony that he will leave beliind him ; not a monument, — but at least a few leaves scattered ujion his ^rave. I feel a pain in writing the above words, but will he ? — No ! or he has wronged himself. He looks from the little inn of his mortality, and anticipates the long summer journey before him ; he repines not to-day that he must depart to-morrow. On Saturday last, November 13th, I rode to L 's habitation, which is some miles from my own home. The day was cold, but I found him with the windows of his room open, and feeding an old favourite in the shape of a squirrel, that had formerly been a tame companion. L , on arriving at his present abode, had released it ; but it came from the little copse in front of the windows every day to see its former master, and to receive some proof of re- membrance from his good-natured hospitality. CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 251 CONVERSATION THE FIEST. The Universality of Evil in tlie World : is no less visible in the lesser creatures than in Man — The hope of Perfectibility — Change in the temperament of L What is pleasant when recalled is often wearisome when acted — Love — Society exacts in proportion as it is prepared to admire — L 's sadness — Distinctions between Wit and Humour — Our inability to conceive the nature of our happiness hereafter — Anecdote of Fuseli — Plato — Quotation from Lord Herbert of Cherbury — The sentiment that our faculties cannot content them- selves in this life visible in the works of Genius — This sentiment more common in the English than the Continental Poets — The Spirituality of Goethe's genius — Observation in the ' Wilhelm Meister ' — The Painter Blake, and his Illustration of the ' Night Thoughts' — Yoimg — His gloom spreads only over this world, with- out darkening the next. " After all," said L , " though the short and simple annals of the poor are often miserable enough, no peasant lives so wretched a life as the less noble animals, whom we are sometimes tempted to believe more physically happy. Observe how uneasily this poor squirrel looks around him. He is subject to per- petual terror from a large Angola cat, which my house- keeper chooses to retain in our domestic service, and which has twice very nearly devoured my nervous little hermit. In how large a proportion of creatures is existence composed of one ruling passion — the most agonising of all sensations — Fear I No ; human life is but a Eembrandt kind of picture at the best ; yet we have no cause to think there are brighter colours in the brute world. Fish are devoured by intestinal worms ; birds are subject to continual dis- eases, some of a very torturing nature. Look at yon ant-hill, what a melancholy mockery of our kind — w^hat eternal wars between one hill and another — what wrong — what violence ! You know the red ants invade the camps of the black, and bear off the young of these little negroes to be slaves to their victors. When I see throughout all nature the same 252 CONVEHSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDKNT. miseries, tlie same evil passions, wliose elTects arc Clime witli us, l)iit wliose cause is instinct with the brutes, I confess there are moments when I feel almost inclined to despond of our ultimate destinies in this world : almost compelled to surrender the uohlest earthly hope that man ever formed, and which is solely the offsprinfi;' of modern times — the hope of human ]U'rfectibiIity. A. You have inclined, then, to the eloquent mad- ness of Condorcet and De Stael ! You have believed, then, in spite of the countless ages before us, in which the great successions of human kind are recorded by the Persian epitome of Universal History, " They were born, they were wretched, they died," — you have believed, despite so long, so uniform, so mournful an experience — des2)ite, too, our physical conforma- tion, which, even in the healthiest and the strongest, subjects the body to so many afflictions, and there- fore the mind to so many infirmities — you have believed that we yet may belie tlie past, cast off the slough of sin, and, gliding into the full light of knowledge, become as angels in the sight of God — you have believed, in a word, that, ev^en on this earth, by maturing in wisdom we may ripen to per- fection. L. What else does the age we live in betoken ? Look around ; not an inanimate object, not a block of wood, not a bolt of iron, " liiit doth suffer an earth-change Into something rich and strange." Wherever Man applies his intellect, behold how he triumphs. What marvellous improvements in every art, every ornament, every luxury of life ! Why not these improvements ultimately in life itself? Are we " the very fiend's Archmock," that we can reform everything, save that which will alone enable us to enjoy our victory — the human heart? In vain we grasp all things without, if we have no command CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 253 over the things within. No ! Institutions are mellowing into a brighter form ; with Institutions the Character will expand : it will swell from the weak bonds of our foibles and our vices ; and if we are fated never to become perfect, we shall at least advance eternally towards perfection. A. Our conversation has fallen on a topic graver than usual ; but these times give, as it were, a solemn and prophetic tone to all men who think, and are not yet summoned to act. I feel as if I stood behind a veil stretched across another and an unknown world, and waited in expectation, and yet in awe, the hand that was to tear it away. L. Ay, I envy you at times (but not always) the long and bright career which, in these days, is opened to a wise man's ambition ; you may live to tread it ; you have activity and ardour ; and, whether you fall or rise, the step forward you will at least adventure. But I am a bird chained, and the moment my chain is broken mv course is heavenward. After all, what preacher of human vanities is like the Flesh, which is yet their author ? Two years ago my limbs were firm, my blood buoyant — how boundless was my am- bition ! Now my constitution is gone — and so perish my desires of glory. You and I, A , entered the world together. A. Yes, — yet with what different tempers ! L. True : you were less versatile, *more reserved, more solidly ambitious, than myself; your tone of mind was more solemn, mine more eager : life has changed our dispositions, because it has altered our frames. That was a merry year, our first of liberty and pleasure ! — but when the sparkle leaves the cup, how flat is the draught ! How much of the grave wisdom of manhood results from the light follies of youth ! A. Yet shall we not exclaim, with Boileau, VOL. II. S lir)4 C'ONA'EKSATIONS Wl'lll AN AMIUTFOUS STI'DENT. " Scmvent do tons nofi iiiaux la raison est le pire "? Tliose follies were pleasant. L. Tliey seem so when we remember them ; were they so when they were in(liil<^e lime vindication of Knowledge, ' from the discredits and disgraces it hath received all from ignorance ; but ignorance, severally acquired, appearing some- times in the zeal and jealousy of divines ; sometimes in the severity and arrogance of politicians ; some- times in the errors and imperfections of learned men themselves ; ' — proceeding, I say, in this august and majestical defence, he states the legitimate limits of knowledge, as follows : — ' firstly, that we do not so place our felicity in knowledge as to forget our mor- tality; secondly, that we make application of our knowledge, to give ourselves repose and contentment, not distaste or repining; thirdly, that we do not pre- CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 265 sume, by the contemplation of Nature, to attain to the mysteries of God.' After speaking of the two first hmits, he comes as follows to the last : — ' And for the third point, it deserveth to be a little stood upon, and not to be lightly passed over ; for if any man shall think, by view and inquiry into these sensible and material things, to attain that light whereby he may reveal unto himself the nature or will of God^ then indeed is he spoiled by vain philo- sophy ; for the contemplation of God's creatures and works produceth (Jiaving regard to the works and crea- tures themselves) knowledge ; but (^having regard to God) no perfect knowledge, but wonder, which is broken knowledge. And therefore (note how ad- mirably this image is translated, and how beautifully applied) it was most aptly said by one of Plato's school, ' that the sense of man carrieth a resemblance with the sun, which, as we see, openeth and revealeth all the terrestrial globe ; but then again it obscureth the stars and celestial globe : so doth the sense dis- cover natural things, but it darkeneth and shutteth up divine.' Tell me now, and sjDeak frankly, not misled by the antique splendour of the language alone, — tell me whether you do not feel, in the above passages, not humbled by your ignorance, but trans- ported and raised by its very conviction ; for, by leaving the mysteries of heaven, and heaven alone, unpenetrated by our knowledge, what do we, in reality, but direct the secret and reverent desires of our hearts to that immortal life which shall put the crown upon the great ambition of knowledge, and reveal those mysteries which are shut out from us in this narrow being ? Here then there is nothing to lower our imagination, — nothing to chill us in the ardour of our best aspirings, — nothing to disgust us with the bounds of knowledge, or make us recoil upon ourselves with the sense of vanity, of emptiness, of desolation. It is this — the peculiar prerogative of 206 CONVEIiSATlOXS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STrDKNT. the conviction of our inborn immort;ility, to take away fi-oni iis that bitterness at the cliccks and arrests of knowk'ilge, of whicli tlie wise of all ages liave complained, — to give wings to our tliouglits at the very moment they are stopped on their earthly course, — to exalt lis above ourselves at the moment when self languishes and (h'oops : it is this prero- gative, I say, which lias always seemed to me among the greatest advantages which a thinking man, wdio believes in our immortality, has over one who does not so believe. And though, fortunately for mankind, and for all real virtue, the time is rapidly passing away in which we may presume to measure the conduct of others by the proportion in wdiich their opinions resemble our own, yet it must be confessed that he who claims this prerogative has, even here, a grander existence than he who rejects it — in the stimulus to wisdom, and the exalting of the affections, the visions, and the desires ! It seems to me as if not only the Form but the Soul of Man was made ' to walk erect, and to look upon the stars.' " A. — (After some pause.) — Whether or not that it arises from the sentiment, common, however secretly nursed, to the generality of men ; the sentiment, that the sublimest sources of emotion and of wisdom remain as yet unknown, there is one very peculiar characteristic in all genius of the highest order ; viz. even its loftiest attempts impress us with the feeling, that a vague but glorious " something " inspired or exalted the attempt, and yet remains unexpressed. The effect is like that of the spire, which, by in- sensibly tapering into heaven, owes its patlios and its sublimity to the secret thoughts with which that heaven is associated. L. Yes ; and this, wdiich, you say justly, is the characteristic of the loftiest order of genius, is that token and test of sublimity so especially insisted upon CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 267 by the ancients, who, perhaps, in consequence of the great scope left by their rehgion to inquiry, were more impressed with the sentiment we speak of, than is common to the homelier sense, and the satisfied and quiet contemiDlations, of the moderns. The old scholastic critic * has made it a characteristic of the true sublime, to leave behind it something more to be contemplated than is expressed ; and again, Pliny, speaking of painters, observes, I think of Timanthes, " that in his works something moref than was painted was understood, and that, when his art was at the highest, the genius was beyond the art." ***** ***** Here we talked for some time on the aspect of affairs, the administration, the disturbances in the country. J L. How strangely falls the sound of tumult on the ear of one who is about to die — how strange doth it seem to behold life so busy and death so near ! It is this contrast which, I own, gives me — though I reluctantly acknowledge it — the most mournful feelings that I experience ; it gives me a dejection, an envy ; my higher and more soaring thoughts desert me ; I become sensible only j^f my weak- riess, of my want of use, in this world where all are buckling-to their armour, and awaiting an excite- ment, an enterprise, and a danger. I remember all my old ambition — my former hopes — my energies — my anticipations; I see the great tides of action sweep over me, not even wrestling with death, but feeling it gather and darken upon me, unable to stir * Longin, sect. 7. t " In unius hujus operibus intelligitur plus semper quam pingitur ; et cum sit ars summa, ingenium tamen ultra artem est." X Written during the agitation that preceded the passing of Lord Grey's Eeform Bill. 208 CONVKHSATIDXS WITH AN A.MlllTKtrS S'lTDKNT. or to resist. I could compare myseH" to some iie- gk'Cted ibuiitaiii in a ruined city : amidst the crum- l)lin<^ jialaces of hope, wliicli liave fallen around me, the waters of life ooze away in silence and deso- ktion. L 's voice faltered a little as he spoke, and his do<^, whether, as I often think, tliere is in that animal an instinct which lets him know hy a look, hy a tone of voice, wlien the oljject of his wonderful fidelity and aftection is sad at heart — his dog, an old pointer, that he had clierished for many years, and now was no less his companion in the closet tlian it had once been in the chase, came up to him and licked his hand. I own this little incident affected me, and the tears rushed into my eyes. But I was yet more softened when I saw L- 's tears were falling fast over the honest countenance of the dog ; I knew well what was passing in his mind — no womanly weak- ness — no repining at death ; of all men he had suf- fered most, and felt most keenly, the neglect and }jerfidy of friends ; and, at that moment, he was con- trasting a thousand hitter remembrances with the simple affection of that humble companion. I never saw L weep before, thouprh T have seen him in trying aflBictions, and though his emotions are so easily excited that he never utters a noble thought, nor reads a tt)ucliing sentiment in poetry, but you may perceive a moisture in his eyes, and a quiver on his lips. Our conversation drooped after this, and, though I stayed with him for some hours longer, I do not remember anything else that day worth repeating. CONVEESATIONS WITH AX AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 209 CONVERSATION THE THIRD. The French Worldly Philosophers — The First Step in Wisdom is to learn to Think, no matter how — Thought corrects itself — Brilliant Writers less dangerous than dull ones— Why ?— Faults of certain I'hilosophers — L , the respectful affection he excites — The Heart turns from Death — Passage in Bolingbroke — Private Life does not afford a vent for all our susceptibilities — A touching Thought in Milton's Latin Poems. I CALLED on L the next day ; K , one of the few persons he admits, was with him ; they were talking on those writers who have directed their philosophy towards matters of the world ; who have reduced wisdom into epigrams, and given the god- dess of the G-rove and the Portico the dress of a lady of fashion. "Never, perhaps," said K , "did Virtue, despite the assertion of Plato, that we had only to behold in order to adore her, attract so many disciples to wisdom as Wit has done. How many of us have been first incited to reason, have first learned to think, to draw conclusions, to extract a moral from the follies of life, by some dazzling aphorism in Roche- foucauld or La Bruyere ! Point, like rhyme, seizes at once the memory and the imagination : for my own part, I own frankly that I should never have known what it was to reflect — I should never have written on Political Economy — I should never have pene- trated into the character of my rogue of a guardian, and saved my fortune by a timely act of prudence — I should never have chosen so good a wife — nay, I should never have been L 's friend, if I had not, one wet day at Versailles, stumbled upon Rocliefou- cauld's Maxims : from that moment / tliouglit, and 1 thought very erroneously and very superficially for some time, but the habit of thinking, by degrees, cures the faults of its novitiateship ; and I often bless VOL. II. T 270 f'ONVERSATIOXS WITFT A\ AMBITIOUS STUDENT. the Maxims of IJocliefoncaiild as tlie means \vliich redeemed me liom a life of extravagance and de bauclierv, from tlie eliitclies of a. rascal, and made me fond of rational |)ursuits and respectable society. And yet, to say triifli, I liaAc no desire to read Rochefoucauld again, and, if 1 did, T sjiould dissent from his theory." A. Yes, the faults of a brilliant writer are never dangerous on the long run ; a thousand people read his work who would read no other : inquiry is di- rected to each of liis doctrines, it is soon discovered what is true and what is false ; the true become star- lights, and the false beacons. But your dull writer is little conned, little discussed. Debate, that great winnow^er of the corn from the chaff, is denied him'; the student hears of him as an authority, reads him without a guide, imbibes his errors, and retails them as a proof of his learning. In a word, the dull writer does not attract to wisdom those indisposed to follow it : and to those who are disposed he bequeaths as good a chance of inheriting a blunder as a truth. L, I will own to you very frankly that I have one objection to beginning to think, from the thoughts of these worldly inquirers. Notwithstanding Koche- foucauld tells us himself, with so honest a gravity, that he had " les sentimens heaux^'' and that he ap- jjroved " exiremement les belles passions^'' his obvious tendency is not to ennoble ; he represents the Tragi- comedy of the Great World, but he does not excite us to fill its grand ])arts; he tells us some of the real motives of men, but he does not tell us also the better motives with which they are entwined. This want of faith in the sublime is what I find, not to blame, but to lament, in most of the authors wdio have very shrewdly, and with a felicitous and just penetration, unravelled the vices and errors of mankind. I find it in La Bruyere, in Rochefoucauld, e^■en in the more weak and tender A^auvenargues, whose merits have, I CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 271 think, been so unduly extolled by Dugald Stewart ; I find it in Swift, Fielding (admirable moralist as the latter indubitabh^ is in all the lesser branches of morals) ; and among the ancients, who so remarkable for the same want as the sarcastic and inimitable Lucian ? But let us not judge hastily ; this want of nobleness, so to speak, is not necessarily the com- panion of shrewdness. But mark, where we find the noble and the shrewd united, we acknowledge at once a genius of the very highest order whether in poetry or prose ; we acknowledge a Shakspeare, or a Tacitus. A. Another characteristic of the order of writers we refer to is this — they are too apt to disregard books, and to write from their own experience ; now, an experience, based upon some wide and compre- hensive theory, is of incalculable value to Truth ; but, where that theory is wanting, the experience makes us correct in minute points, but contracted, and there- fore in error, on the whole ; for error is but a view of few facts instead of a survey of many. X. In a word, it is with philosophers as with politicians ; the experience that guides the individuals must be no rule for the community. And here I remember a fine and just comparison of the Emperor Julian's : speaking of some one who derived know- ledge from practice rather than from principle, he com- pares him to an empiric who, by practice, may cure one or two diseases with which he is familiar ; but, having no system or theory of art, must necessarih' be ignorant of the innumerable complaints which have not fallen under his personal observation. Yet now, when a man ventures to speak of a compre- hensive and scientific theory, in opposition to some narrow and cramped practice, he who in reality is the physician, is exclaimed against as the quack. Shortly after this part of our conversation, K went away, and we talked on some matters connected with L 's private and household affairs. By T 2 272 CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. def>;rcc's, wliilo our coiiimuno rrrew more familiar and confidential, and while tlio sliades of" these long winter eveninrrs jj^athered rapidly over iis, as we s.it alone by tlie fire, L sjioke of some incidents in liis early history; and I wlm had always felt a deep interest in even the smallest matter respecting him, and, despite our intimacy, was unacquainted with many particulars of his life, in wdiich I fancied there must be something not unworthy recital, jiressed him earnestly to give me a short and fraidv memoir of his actual and literary life. Indeed, I was anxious that some portion of the world should know as much as may now be known of one who is of no common clay, and who, though he has not numbered many years, and has passed some of those years in the dissipa- tion and pleasure common to men of his birth and wealth, is now, at least, never mentioned by those wdio know him without a love bordering on enthusiasm, and an esteem more like the veneration we feel for some aged and celebrated philosopher, than the familiar attachment generally entertained for those of our own years and of no public reputation. " As to my early life," said L , smiling, in answer to my urgent request, " I feel that it is but an echo of an echo. I do not refuse, however, to tell it you, such as it is ; for it may give food to some ob- servations from you more valuable than the events which excite them ; and, as to some later epochs in my short career, it will comfort me, even while it wounds, to speak of them. Come to me, then, to- morrow, and I will recall in the mean while what may best merit repeating in the memoir you so incon- siderately ask for. But do not leave me yet, dear A . Sit down again — let us draw nearer to the fire. — How manv scenes have we witnessed in com- mon — how many enterprises have we shared ! Let us talk of these, and to-morrow shall come my solitary history : self, self, the eternal self — let us run away from it one day more. Coidd you l>iit know how CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 273 forcibly it appears to me, that as life wanes the affections warm ! I have observed this in many in- stances of early death ; — early, for in the decay by years the heart outlives all its ties. As the physical parts stiffen, so harden the moral. But in youth, when all the Affections are green within us, they will not willingly perish ; they stretch forth their arms, as it were, from their ruined and falling prison-house — they yearn for expansion and release. ' Is it,' as that divine, though often sullied nature, at once the luminary and the beacon to English statesmen, has somewhere so touchingly asked, ' is it that we grow more tender as the moment of our great separation approaches, or is it that they who are to live together in another state (for friendship exists not but for the good) begin to feel more strongly that divine sym- pathy which is to be the great bond of their future society ?' " * I could have answered this remark by an allusion to the change in the physical state ; the relaxation of illness ; the helplessness we feel when sick, and the sense of dependence, the desire to lean somewhere, which the debility of disease occasions. But I had no wish to chill the vein of reasoning to which L was inclined ; and, after a little pause, he continued : — " For men who have ardent affections, there seems to me no medium between public life and dissatisfaction. In public life those affections find ample channel ; they become benevolence, or patriotism, or the spirit of party ; or, finally, attaching themselves to things, not persons, concentrate into ambition. But in pri- vate life, who, after the first enthusiasm of passion departs, who, possessed of a fervent and tender soul, is ever contented with the return it meets ? A word, a glance, chills us ; we ask for too keen a sympathy ; we ourselves grow irritable that we find it not — the irritability offends ; that is attributed to the temper which in reality is the weakness of the heart — accu- * Bolino-brokc's * Letters to Swift.' 274 CONVERSATIONS WITH AX AMBITIOUS STUDENT. saticii. ilisjmte, coMness succeed. We are flung })ack uj»()H cmr own l)reasts, and bo comes one ^ood or one evil — we ; our iellows, the aiHeetions find a I'eln^'e in lieaven ; or tliey centre in a ])eevis]i and lonely contraction of heart, and self-love hecoraes literally, as the forgotten Lkk has expressed it generally, ' The uxlutrce tliiit darts through all the IVaiue.' This inevitahle alternative is more especially to he noted in women ; their affections are more acute than ours, so also is their disa|)pointnient. It is thus you see the credulous loudness of the devotee, or the fossilised heart of the solitary crone, where, some thirty years back, you would have witnessed a soul running over wnth love for all things and the yearn- ing to be loved again ! Ah ! why, why is it that no natures are made wholly alike? why is it that, of all Itlcssings, we long the most for sympathy ? and of all blessings it is that which none can say, after the experience of years and the trial of custom, that they have possessed and retained. Milton, whose fate through life w^as disappointment — disappointment in his private ties and his public attachments — Milton, who has descended to an unthinking pos- terity as possessing a mind, Ijowever elevated, at least austere and harsh, has, in one of his early Latin poems, expressed this sentiment w^ith a melancholy and soft pathos, not often found in the golden and Platonic richness of his youthful eflusions in his own language : — ' Yix sibi quisque parem de millibus invenit unum ; Aut si fors dederit tandem non aspera votis Ilium inopina dies — qua non speravoris hora Surripit — eternum linquens in stEcula damnum.' * * Thus prosaically translated : — " Scarce one in thousands meets a kindred heart ; Or, if no harsh fate grant, at last, his dreams, Swift comes the unforeboded Doom ; — and In, Leaves to all time the everlasting loss !" CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 275 " And who is there that has not said to himself, if possessed for a short time of one heart, entirely re- sembling and responding to his own, — who has not said to himself, daily and hourly, ' This cannot last ! ' Has he not felt a dim, unacknowledged dread of death ? has he not, for the first time, shrunk from penetrating into the future ? has he not become timorous and uneasy ? is he not like the miser who journeys on a road begirt with a thousand perils, and who yet carries with him his all ? Who has not felt the truth of the Poet's reproach to Love ? "Ah! why With cypress-branches hast thou wreathed thy bowers, And made thy best interpreter a sigh ? " CONVERSATION THE FOURTH. Containing L 's History. In order to make allowance for much of the manner and the matter of L 's conversation, I must beg the reader to observe how freely he admits his fancy to wander over those regions of inquiry from which fancy would be rigidly excluded by minds more severely disciplined. In excuse for himself he was wont to say, " that the main cause of man's superiority to the brutes, in the distinction between reason and instinct, is in man's irresistible impulse to guess- work — that human reason only accepts a new proof as the starting-point for a new conjecture. Hence, while the most intelligent of the inferior races, from the elephant to the ant, remain stationary, the dullest societies of mankind, if they do but give freedom to guess-work, progressively advance." I am not 270 CUNVKHSATIUNS WITH AN AMIUTIOUS STUDENT. sayiii«; tliat this notion wiis soiiniV; 1 <1<) but say that it waa siucuicly maintained by a man at the a<2;e ot twenty-five, wlio did not live loiiii: enoun^h to leject if Inu'nd false, or uphold, if found true, by maturer experienee. I reminded L , when 1 next saw him, of liis })romise, in our last conversation, to ^ive me a sketcli of his early history. I wished it to be the history of his mind as well as his adventures; in a word, a literary and moral, as well as actual narrative,—" A MKMoiii OF A Student." The moment in which 1 jn-essed the wish was favourable. He was in better si)irits than usual, and free from pain ; the evening was fine, and there was that quiet cheerfulness in the air which we sometimes find towards the close of one of those mild days tliat occasionally relieve the severity of an English winter. THE CONFESSIONS OF AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. " You know," said L , commencing his story, " that I was born to the advantages of an honourable name and of more than a moderate opidence. The care of my education, for I was an orphan, devolved upon my aunt, a maiden lady of some considerable acquirements and some very rare qualities of heart. Good old woman ! how well and how kindly I re- member her with her high cap and kerchief, the tortoise-shell spectacles, that could not conceal nor injure the gentle expression of her eyes — eyes above which the brow never frowned ! How well, too, I remember the spelling-book, and tlie grammar, and, as I grew older, the odd volume of Plutarch's * Lives,' which was placed for my use and profit on the table beside her chair. And something better too, than spelling and grammar, ay, and even the Life of Caius Marius, with'that grand and terrible incident in the memoir wliich Plutarch has so finely told, of how the CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 277 intended murderer, entering the great Roman's hiding- chamber, as he lay there stricken by years and mis- fortune, saw through the dim and solemn twilight of the room the eye of the purposed victim fall like a warning light upon him, while a voice exclaimed, ' Barest thou, man, to slay Caius Marius ? ' and how the stern Gaul, all awe-stricken and amazed, dropped the weapon, and fled from the chamber ; better, I say, even than spelling and grammar, and these fine legends of old, were certain homely precepts with which my good aunt was wont to diversify the lecture. Never to tell a lie, never to do a mean action, never to forsake a friend, and never to malign a foe ; these were the hereditary maxims of her race, and these she instilled into my mind as things which, if I duly remembered, even the sin of forgetting how to spell words in eight syllables might be reasonably forgiven me. " I was sent to school when I was somewhere about seven years old, and I remained at that school till I was twelve, and could construe Ovid's Epistles. I was then trans23lanted to another, better adapted to my increased years and wisdom. Thither I went with a notable resolution which greatly tended in its con- sequences to expand my future character. At my first academy I had been so often and so bitterly the victim of the exuberant ferocity of the elder boys, that I inly resolved, the moment I was of an age and stature to make any reasonable sort of defence, to anticipate the laws of honour, and never put up, in tranquil endurance, with a blow. When, therefore, I found myself at a new school, and at the age of twelve years, I saw, in my fancy, the epoch of resistance and emancipation, which I had so long coveted. The third day of my arrival I was put to the proof ; I was struck by a boy twice my size — I returned the blow — we fought, and I was conquered, but he never struck me again. That was an ad- 278 CONYERSATTOXS WITH AX AATRTTinuS STUDENT. inii;ililc lulo ul' iiiiiu', if a boy has but animal lianli- liooil ; for one sound l)('atiii<:^ he escapes at least twenty lesser ones, witli teasiu<:;s and tonnentinf]^s indefinitely numerous into the bar<::ain. No lioy likes to eng-age Avitli a boy much less than himself, and rather than do so he will refrain from the pleasure of tyrannis- ing-. AVe cannot, alas! in the present state of the world, learn too early the great wisdom of Resistance. I carried this rule, however, a little too far, as you shall hear. I had never been once touched, once even chidden by the master, till one day, when I was aljout fifteen, we had a desperate quarrel, ending in my expulsion . There was a certain usher in the school, a very pink and pattern of ushers. He w^as harsh to the lesser boys, but he had his favourites among them — fellow^s who always called him ' Sir,' and offered him oranges. To us of tlie higher school he was generally courteous, and it w^as a part of his policy to get himself invited home by one or the other of us during the holidays. For this purpose he wn'nked at many of our transgressions, allowed us to give feast-s on a half-holiday, and said nothing if he discovered a crib * in our possession. But, oh, to the mistress he was Meekness in a human shape. Such humble and sleek modesty never appeared before in a pair of drab inexpressibles and long gaiters. How he praised her pudding on a Sunday ! how he extolled her youngest dunce on his entrance into Greek ! how delicately he hinted at her still existent charms, when slie w^ore her new silk gown at the parish church ! and how subtly he alluded to her gentle influence over the rigid doctor ! Somehow or other, between the usher and myself there was a feud ; we looked on each other not lovingly ; he said I had set the boys against him, and I accused him, in my own heart, of doing me no good service with the fat school-mistress. * The cant word at schools for a literal translation of some classic antlior. CONVERSATIOXS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 279 Things at lengtli came to an open ruptiux^ One evening, after school, the usher was indulging himself, with one of the higher boys, in the gentle recreation of a game at draughts. Now, after school, the school- room belonged solely and wholly to the boys ; it was a wet afternoon, and some half-a-dozen of us entered into a game, not quite so quiet as that w^hich the usher was engaged in. Mr. commanded silence ; my companions were awed — not so myself; I insisted on our right to be as noisy as we would out of school. My eloquence convinced them, and we renewed the game. The usher again commanded silence ; we affected not to hear him. He rose ; he saw me in the act of rebellion. " ' Mr. L ,' cried he, ' do you hear me, sir ? Silence ! ' " ' I beg your pardon, sir ; but we have a right to the school-room after hours ; especially of a wet evening.' " ' Oh ! very well, sir ; very well ; I shall report you to the Doctor.' So saying, the usher buttoned up his nether garment, which he had a curious custom of unbracing after school, — especially when engaged in draughts, and went forthwith to the master. I continued the game. The master entered. He was a tall, gaunt, lame man, very dark in hue, and very stern of aspect, with a cast in his eye. "' ' How is this, Mr. L ? ' said he, walking up to me ; ' how dared you disobey Mr. 's orders ? ' " ' Sir, his orders were against the custom of the school.' " ' Custom, sir ! and who gives custom to this school but myself? You are insolent, Mr. L , and you don't know what is due to your superiors.' " ' Superiors ! ' said I, with a look at the usher. The master thought I spoke of himself; his choler rose, and he gave me a box on the ear. 280 CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOrs STUDENT. "All my blood was up in a iiioiiicnl; never yet, under that roof, had I received a blow unavenged on the spot. 1 had touf:;ht my way in the school, step by step, to the first ranks of })iio:ilistic heroism. Boys taller and more peaceable than myself hated me, but attacked not ; these were now around me exultinji; in my mortification ; I saw them nud^e each other with insolent satisfaction. The master had never l>ef()re struck a boy in my class. The iiisidt was ten- fold, because unparalleled. All these thoughts Hashed across me. I gathered myself up, clenched my fist, and, with a sudden and almost unconscious effort, I returned, and in no gentle manner, the blow I had received. The pedagogue could have crushed me on the spot ; he was a remarkably powerful man. I honour him at this moment for his forbearance ; at that moment I despised him for his cowardice. He looked thunderstruck, after he had received so auda- cious a proof of my contumacy ; the blood left, and then gushed burningly back to, his sallow cheek. ' It is well, sir,' said he, at length ; ' follow me ! ' and he walked straight out of the school-room. I obeyed with a mechanical and dogged suUenness. lie led the wav into the house, which was detached from the school-room ; entered a little dingy front parlour, in which only once before (the eve of my first aji- pearance under his roof) had I ever set foot ; mo- tioned me also within the apartment ; gave me one stern, contemptuous look ; turned on his heel ; left the room; locked the door, and I was alone. At night the maid-servants came in, and made up a bed on a little black horsehair sofa. There was I left to repose. The next morning came at last. My break- fast was brought to me in a mysterious silence. I began to be affected by the monotony and dulness of my seclusion, I looked carefully round the little chamber for a book, and at length, behind a red tea- tray, I found one. It was — I remember it well — it was CONVEESA'l'IONS WITEI AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 281 Beloe's ' Sexagenarian.' I have never looked into the book since, but it made considerable impression on me at the time — a dull, melancholy impression, like that produced on us by a rainy, drizzling day ; there seemed to me then a stagnant quiet, a heavy repose about the memoir, which saddened me with the idea of a man writing the biography of a life never enjoyed, and wholly unconscious that it had not been enjoyed to the utmost. It is very likely that this im- pression is not a just one, and, were I to read the book again, it might create very different sensations. But I recollect that I said, at some passage or another, with considerable fervour, ' Well, I will never devote existence to becoming a scholar.' I had not finished the book, when the schoolmistress entered, as if look- ing for a bunch of keys, but in reality to see how I was employed ; a very angry glance did she cast upon my poor amusement with the ' Sexagenarian,' and, about two minutes after she left the room, a servant entered and demanded the book. The perusal of the 'Sexagenarian' remains yet unconcluded, and most probably will so remain to my dying day. A gloomy evening and a sleepless night succeeded ; but early next morning a ring was heard at the gate, and from the window of my dungeon I saw the servant open the gate, and my aunt walk up the little straight riband of gravel that intersected what was termed the front garden. In about half an hour afterwards the Doctor entered with my poor relation, the latter in tears. The Doctor had declared himself inexorable ; nothing less than my expulsion would atone for my crime. Now my aunt was appalled by the word expulsion ; she had heard of boys to whom expulsion had been ruin for life; on whom it had shut the gates of college, the advantages of connexion, the fold of the Church, the honours of civil professions ; it was a sound full of omen and doom to her ear. She struggled against what she deemed so lasting a disgrace. I remained in the 2S2 CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMIUTIOUS STFDKNT. iliirnitv of silence, slniek lo the lieart l>v lier ixv'mi' and reproaelies, but lesolved to show no token of remorse. "■'Look, ma'am,' cried tlie Doctor, irritated l>y mv obstinacy; 'look at tlie young gentleman's coun- tenance : do you sec rei)entance there?' My aunt looked, ami I walked to the window to ]iide mv face. This finislied tiie business, and I returned home tliat dav with mv aunt; who saw in me a future outcast, and a man midone for life, from the want of a proper facility in bearing boxes on the ear. " AVithin a week from that time I was in the house of a gentleman, who professed not to keep a school, but to take pupils, — a nice distinction, which separates the schoolmaster from the tutor. There were about six of us, from the age of fifteen to eighteen. Our tutor undertook to prepare us for the University, and with him, in real earnest, I, for the first time, began to learn. Yes ; thei"e, commenced an epoch both in my mind and heart, — [ woke to the knowledge of books and also of mvself. In one vear I passed over a world of feelings. From the child I rose at once into the man. But let me tell my story methodically; and first, as to the education of the intellect. Mr. S was an elegant and graceful scholar, of the ortliodox University crt/ZAre, not deeply learned, but intimately acquainted with the beauties and the subtleties of the authors he had read. You know, A , what authors an University scholar does read, and those whom he neglects. At this time it is with those most generally neglected that 1 am least imperfectly acquainted ; but it was not so, then, as you may suppose. Before I went to Mr. S 's I certainly had never betrayed any very studious disposition ; the ordinary and hackneyed method of construing, and parsing, and learning by heart, and making themes, of wdn'ch the only pr)s- sil^le excellence was to be unoriginal; — all this CONVERSATIONS WITH x\N AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 283 had disgusted me betimes, and I shirked lessons with the same avidity as the rest of my tribe. It became suddenly different with Mr. S . The first day of my arrival, I took up the ' Medea ' of Euripides. Into what a delightful recreation did S convert the task I had hitherto thought so wearisome, — how eloquently he dwelt on each poetical expression, — how richly he illustrated every beauty by comparisons and contrasts from the pages of other poets ! What a life he breathed into the dull lecture ! How glowingly, as if touched by a wand, were the Greek crabbed sentences, hitherto breathing but of lexicons and grammars, exalted into the freshness and the glory of the poet ! Euripides was the first of the divine spirits of old who taught me those forms of truth which are never visible excejot in fiction ; and so great and deep is my gratitude, that at this day I read his plays more often than I do even those of Shakspeare, and imagine that beauties speak to me from that little obsolete edition, in which I then read him, which are dumb to every heart but i:6yown. I now studied with a new frame of mind : first, I began to admire — then to dwell upon what I admired — then to criticise, or sometimes to imitate. Within two years I had read, nor inattentively, the works of almost all the ancient poets, historians, orators. The G-reek philosophers remained out of my reach. S did not undertake to expound Piato, and the only work of Aristotle which he ventured to commend to our study was that Treatise upon Poetry, which, confining poetry almost exclu- sively to the Tragic Drama, lays down rules that an English schoolboy, fresh from Shakspeare, thinks himself privileged to despise. " I had been little more than a year with S when one bright morning of June I felt as if a strong spirit had passed into my soul teacliing mc to view Nature through a new medium, and bidding me seek some 284 CONVERSATIONS W'VVW AX AMniTIOUS STT'DENT. new form of laiifj^nng:© for tliouglits so swoet that tliey seemed to reject all utterance not akin to music. F<^r tlie first time I yearned for tlio gift of poetry, be- cause for the first time I felt tlie inspiration of love. " There was a slender, l)ut j^leasant brook, about two miles from S 's house, to which one or two of us were accustomed, in the summer days, to repair to bathe and saunter away our leisure hours. To this favourite spot I one day went alone, and, crossing a field which led to the brook, I encomitered two ladies, with one of whom, having met her at some house in the neighbourhood, I had a slight acquaint- ance. We stopped to speak to each other, and I saw the face of her companion. Alas ! were I to live ten thousand lives, there would never be a moment in which I could be alone — nor sleeping, and that face not with me ! " My acquaintance introduced us to each other. I walked home with them to the house of Miss D — — (so was the strange, who was also the younger, lady named). The next day I called upon her. Tlie acquaintance thus commenced did not droop ; and, notwithstanding our youth — for Lucy D was only seventeen, and I nearly a year younger — we soon loved, and with a love, which, however childlike in its pure romance, was as strong, as true, as fatal as ever ruled the heart of man or influenced the life of woman. " Ah ! how little did I think of what our young fi »lly entailed upon us ! We basked in the sun- shine of the moment, and foreboded no cloud in the future. Neither of us had any ulterior design; we did not think — poor children that we were — of marriage, and settlements, and consent of relations. We touched each other's hands, and were happy ; we read poetry together — and when we lifted our eyes from the page, those eyes met, and we did not know why our hearts beat so violently; and at lengtli, CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 285 when we spoke of love ; when we described all that we thoiiglit in absence — and all we had felt when present — when we sat with our hands locked each in each — and at last, growing bolder, wdaen in the still and quiet loneliness of a summer twilight we ex- changed our first kiss, we did not dream that the world forbade what seemed to us so natural ; nor — feeling in our own hearts the impossibility of change — did we ever ask whether this sweet and mystic state of existence was to last for ever ! " Lucy was an only child ; her father, though well-born, was a man of attainted character. A profligate, a gambler — ruined alike in fortune, hope, and reputation, he was yet her only guardian and protector. The village in which we both resided was near London ; there Mr. D had a small cottage, where he left his daughter and his slender establish- ment for da3^s, and sometimes for weeks together, while he was engaged in equivocal speculations — giving no address, and engaged in no professional mode of life. Lucy's mother had died long since, of a broken heart — so that this poor girl was literally without a monitor or a friend, save her own inno- cence — and, alas! innocence is but a poor substitute for experience. The lady with whom I had met her had known her mother, and she felt compassion for the child. She saw her constantly, and sometimes took her to her own house, whenever she was in the neighbourhood ; but that was not often, and only for a few days at a time. Her excepted, Lucy had no female friend. " Was it a wonder, then, that she allowed herself to meet me ? — that we spent hours and hours together? — that she called me her only friend — her brother as well as her lover ? There was a peculiarity in our attachment worth noticing. Never, from the first hour of our meeting to the last of our separation, did we ever say an unkind or cutting word to each other. VOL. II. TJ 280 CONVERSATIONS WITH AX AMBITIOUS STUDENT. Living so rancli alone — never meeting in theworM — unacquainted with all the tricks, and doubts, and artifices of life, we never had cause for the suspicion, the jealousy, the reproach, which disturb the current of loves formed in society ; tlie kindest language, the most tender thouglits, alone occuried to us. if any- thing prevented her meeting me, she never concealed her sorrow, nor did I ever affect to chide. We knew from the bottom of our hearts that we were all in all to each other — and there was never any disguise to the clear and full understanding of that delicious knowledge. Poor — poor Lucy ! what an age seems to have passed since then ! How dim and melan- choly, yet, oh ! how faithful, are the hues in which that remembrance is clothed ! When I muse over that time, I start, and ask myself if it was real, or if I did not wholly dream it — and, with the intenseness of the dream, fancy it a truth. Many other passages in my life have been romantic, and many, too, coloured l)y the affections. But this brief period of my ex- istence is divided utterly from the rest — it seems to have no connexion with all else that I have felt and acted — a strange and visionary wandering out of the living world — having here no being and no parallel . " One evening we were to meet at a sequestered and lonely j^art of the brook's course, a spot which was our usual rendezvous. I waited considerably beyond the time appointed, and was just going sor- rowfully away, when she appeared. As she ap- proached, I saw that she was in tears — and for several moments she could not speak for weeping. At length I learned that her father had just returned home, after a long absence — that he had announced his intention of immediately quitting their present home and going to a distant part of the country, or perhaps even abroad. " And tin's chance, so probable, so certain — this CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 2^7 chance of separation had never occurred to us before! We liad Hved in the Happy Valley, nor thought of the strange and desert lands that stretched beyond the mountains around us ! I felt while I listened to her as if I had suffered some blow which suspended my reason and annulled my very consciousness of life. I did not speak, nor attempt, for several moments, to console her. At length we sat down under an old holm-tree, and Lucy it was who spoke first. I cannot say whether Lucy was beautifid or not, nor will I attempt to describe her. Methinks it were profane to allow my thoughts wilfully to call back and re- clothe in the form of mortal her whom in my dreams I see only as the angel. But putting her outward attractions wholly aside, there was something in Lucy's sweet and kind voice which would have filled me with love even for deformity ; and now, when quite forgetting herself, she thought only of comfort and liope for me, my love to her seemed to grow and expand, and leave within me no thought, no feeling, that it did not seize and colour. It is a strange thing in the history of the human heart, tliat the times most sad to experience are often the most grateful to recall ; and of all the passages in our brief and chequered love, none have I clung to so fondly, nor cherished so tenderlv, as the remembrance of that desolate and tearful hour. We walked slowly home, speaking very little, and lingering on the way — and my arm was round her waist all the time. Had we fixed any scheme — formed any plan for hope ? — none ! We felt ourselves as playthings in the hands of Fate. There was a little stile at the entrance of the garden round Lucy's home, and, sheltered as it was by trees and bushes, it was there, whenever we met, that we took our last adieu — and there that evening we stopped, and lingered over our parting words and our parting kiss — and at length, when I toj-e myself away, I looked back and saw her in the sad and grey u 2 288 CONVEIiSA'riONS WITH AN AMniTIOUS STUDENT. liL;-lit of tlie evening still llicre, still wutcliiiif^, still weeping! Wliiit alter-lioiirs of anguish and gnawing of lieart must one, who loved so kindly and so entirely, have enihired ! " As I lay awake that night, I formed the resolve wliicli would have occurred at once to any lover equally honest hut less inex])erienced in life. I would seek Lucy's father, communicate our attachment, and sue for his approhation. AVe might, indeed, be too young for marriage — hut we could wait and love each other in the mean while. I lost no time in fol- lowing up tins resolution. The next day, before noon, I was at the door of Lucy's cottage — I was in the little chamber that faced the garden, alone with her father. " A boy forms strange notions of a man who is considered a scoundrel. I was prepared to see one of fierce and sullen appearance, and to meet with a rude and coarse reception. I found in Mr. D a person who, early accustomed to polished society, still preserved, in his manner and appearance, its best characteristics. His voice was soft and bland ; his face, thougli haggard and worn, retained the traces of early beauty ; and a courteous and atten- tive ease of de[)ortment had been probably improved rather than impaired by the habit of deceiving others. I told our story to this man, frankly and fully. When I had done, he rose ; he took me by the hand ; he expressed some regret, yet some satis- faction, at what he had heard. lie was sensible how much peculiar circumstances had obliged him to leave his daughter unprotected ; he was sen- sible, also, that, from my birth and future fortunes, my affection did honour to the object of my choice. Nothing would have made him so happy, so proud, had I been older — had I been my own master. But I and he, alas! must be aware that my friends and guardians would never consent to my forming any CONVEESATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 289 engagement at so premature an age, and they and others would impute the blame to him ; for calimmy (lie added in a melancholy tone) had been busy with his name, and any story, however false or idle, would be believed of one who was out of favour with the world. " All this, and much more, did he say ; and I pitied him while he spoke. Our conference then ended in nothing fixed ; but he asked me to dine with him the next day. In a word, while he forbade me at present to recur to the subject, he allowed me to see his daughter as often as I pleased : this lasted for about ten days. At the end of that time, when I made my usual morning visit, I saw D alone ; he appeared much agitated. He was about, he said, to be arrested. He was undone for ever — and his poor daughter ! — he could say no more — his manly heart was overcome, and he hid his face with his hands. I attempted to console him, and inquired the sum necessary to relieve him. It was considerable ; and on hearing it named, I at once deemed myself without the power of assisting him. I was mistaken. But why dwell on so hackneyed a topic, as the skill of a sharper on the one hand, and the credulity of a dupe on the other ? I saw a gentleman of the tiibe of Israel — I raised a sum of money, to be repaid when I came of age, and that sum was placed in D 's hands. My intercourse with Lucy continued : but not long. This matter came to the ears of one who had succeeded my poor aunt, now no more, as my guardian. He saw D , and threatened him with penalties, which the sharper did not dare to brave. My guardian was a man of the world ; he said nothing to me on the subject, but he begged me to accompany him on a short tour through a neighbouring county. I took leave of Lucy only for a few days as I imagined. I accompanied my guardian — was a week absent — returned — and hastened to the cottage : it was shut 290 CONVEKSATIUNS WI'III AX AMlUlIuL'S STUDENT. lip — im old woiniin opened tlie door — thoy were gone, latliLT :i!id dMUii'liter, none knew wliitlier ! " It was now lli;il my ^'iiardian disclosed his sliare in tliis event, no tciiilily unexpected by me. He un- folded tlie arts of 1) ; he held up his character in its true lig'ht. I listened to him ])atiently, while he proceeded thus far; but when, encouraged by my silence, he attempted to insinuate that Lucy was im- plicated in her lather's artifices — that she had lent herself to decoy, to the mutual advantage of sire and daughtei", the inexperienced heir of considerable fortunes — my rage and indignation exploded at once. High words ensued. I defied his authority — I laughed at his menaces — I openly declared my re- solution of tracing Lucy to the end of the world, and marrying her the instant she was found. Whether or not my guardian had penetrated sufficiently into my character to see that force was not the means by which I was to be guided, I cannot say ; but he softened from his tone at last — apologised for his warmtli — condescended to soothe and remonstrate — and our dispute ended in a comjiromise. I consented to leave Mr. S , and to spend the next year, pre- paratory to my going to the university, with my guardian : he promised, on the other hand, that if, at the end of that year, I still wished to discover Lucy, he would throw no obstacles in the way of my search. 1 was ill contented witli tliis compact ; but I was induced to it by my firm persuasion that Lucy would write to me, and tliat we should console each other, at least, by a knowledge of our mutual situation and our mutual constancy. In this persuasion I insisted on remaining six weeks longer with S , and gained my point ; and that any letter Lucy might write might not be exposed to officious intervention from S or my guardian's satellites, I walked everyday to meet the postman who was accustomed to bring '>ur letters. None came from Lucy. Afterwards CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 291 I learned that D , whom my guardian had wisely bought, as well as intimidated, had intercepted three letters which she had addressed to me in her un- suspecting confidence — and that she only ceased to write when she ceased to believe in me. " I went to reside with my guardian : a man of a hospitable and liberal turn, his house was always full of guests, who were culled from the most agreeable circles in London. We lived in a perpetual round of amusement ; and my guardian, who thought I should be rich enough to aftbrd to be ignorant, was more anxious that I should divert my mind than instruct it. Well, this year passed slowly and sadly away, in spite of the gaiety around me ; and, at the end of that time, I left my uncle to go to the university ; but I first lingered in London to make inquiries after D . I could learn no certain tidings of him, but heard that the most probable place to find him was a certain gaming-house in K Street. Thither I repaired forthwith. It was a haunt of no delicate and luxurious order of vice ; the chain attached to the threshold indicated suspicion of the spies of justice ; and a grim and sullen face peered jealously upon me before I was suffered to ascend the shabby and darksome staircase : but my search was destined to a brief end. At the head of the Rouge et Noir table, facing my eyes the moment I entered the evil chamber, was the marked and working countenance of D . " He did not look up — no, not once, all the time he played : he won largely — rose with a flushed face and trembling hand — descended the stairs — stojoped in a room below, where a table was spread with meats and wine — took a large tumbler of madeira, and left the house. I had waited patiently — I had followed him with a noiseless step — I now drew my breath hard, clenched my hands, as if to nerve myself for a contest, and as he paused for a moment under one of the lamps, seemingly in doubt whither to go, I laid 2!)2 CONVKHSATIONS WITH AN AMIUTIOUS STUDENT. my liaud on liis sIkhiIiKt, mid uttered liis name. His eyes wandered \vitli a leaden and didl eriod which is as a tale from the East, ' a tale CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 293 of glory and of tlie sun.' A startling and abrupt truth had come upon me in the night, and unawares ! I was awakened, and for ever — the charm had fallen from me, and I was as other men ! The little objects of earth — the real and daily present — the routine of trifles — the bustle and tlie contest — the poor employ- ment and the low ambition — these were henceforth to me as to my fellow-kind. I was brought at once into the actual world ; and the armour for defence was girded round me as by magic ; the w^eapon adapted to the hardship and to the battle was in my hand. And all this had happened — love — disappointment — desjDair — wisdom — while I was yet a boy ! " It was a little while after this interview — but I mention it now, for there is no importance in the quarter from which I heard the tale — that I learned some "few particulars of Lucy's marriage. There was, and still is, in the world's gossip, a strange story of a rich, foolish man, awed as well as gulled by a sharper, and of a girl torn to a church with such evidence of constraint and terror that the clergyman refused to perform the ceremony. It was afterwards solemnized in a private chapel by special licence. The pith of that story has truth, and Lucy was at once the heroine and victim of the romance. Now, then, I turn to a somewhat different strain in my narrative. " You, A , who know so well the habits of a university life, need not be told how singularly monotonous and contemplative it may be made to a lonely man. The first year I was there, I mixed, as you may remember, in none of the many circles into which that curious and motley society is split. I formed, or rather returned to, my passion for study ; yet the study was desultory, and wanted that system and vigoiu' on which, at a later time, you have com- plimented my literary ardour. Two or three books, of a vague and unmellowed philosophy, fell in my way, and I fed upon their crude theories. We live alone, and we form a system ; we go into the world. 21)4 CUNVKrvSATlONb WITH AN AI^IIUTIOUS STUDENT. aiul we see the errors in the systems of otliers. To judf^e ami to invent are two opposite faculties, and are cultivated by two 0])|)0site modes of life ; or, as Gihhon has ex])resed it, 'Conversation enriches the understanding^, hut solitude is the school of genius.' *' My only recreation was in long and companion- less rides ; and in the flat and dreary country around our university, the cheeiless aspect of ^nature fed the idle melancholy at my heart. In the second year of my college life I roused myself a little from my seclusion ; and rather by accident than design, you will remember that my acquaintances were formed among men considered the most able and promising of our time. I appeared hut to poor advantage among those young academicians, fresh as they were from puhlic schools ; their high animal spirits for ever on the wing ; — ready in wit and in argument — prone now to laugh at trifles, and now eai-nestly to dispute on them — they stunned and confused my quiet and grave habits of mind. I have met the most brilliant of these men since, and they have frankly confessed tliemselves astonished, even at the little and meagre reputation I have acquired, and at Avhatsoever conversational ability, though only by fits and starts, I may now display. They compliment me on my improvement : tliey mistake — my intellect is just the same — I have improved only in the facility of communicating its fruits. In the summer of that year I resolved to make a bold effort to harden my mind and conquer its fastidious reserve ; and I set out to travel over the north of England, and the greater part of Scotland, in the humble character of a })edestrian tourist. Nothing ever did my character more solid good than that experiment. I was thrown among a thousand varieties of character; I was con- tinually forced into bustle and action, and into pro- lidimj for inyself- — that great and indelible lesson to- wards permanent independence of character. " One evening, in an obscure part of Cumberland, CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 295 I was seeking a short cut to a neighbouring village through a gentleman's grounds, in which there was a public path. Just within sight of the house (which was an old, desolate building, in the architecture of James the First, with gable-ends and dingy walls, and deep-sunk, gloomy windows), I perceived two ladies at a little distance before me ; one seemed in weak and delicate health, for she walked slowly and with pain, and stopped often as she leaned on her companion. I lingered behind, in order not to pass them abruptly ; presently they turned away towards the house, and I saw them no more. Yet that frail and bending form, as I too soon afterwards learned — that form, which I did not recognise — which, by a sort of fatality, I saw only in a glimpse, and yet for the last time on earth, — that form was the wreck of Lucy D ! " Unconscious of this event in my destiny, I left that neiglibourhood and settled for some weeks on the borders of the lake of Keswick. There, one evening, a letter, redirected from London, reached me. The handwriting was that of Lucy ; but the ti'embling and slurred characters, so different from that graceful ease which was wont to characterise all she did, filled me, even at the first glance, with alarm. This is the letter — read it ; you will know, then, what I have lost. ' " ' I write to you, my dear, my unforgotten *** *^ the last letter tliis hand will ever trace. Till now, it would lia\e been a crime to write to you ; perhaps it is so still — but dying as I am, and divorced from all earthly thoughts and remembrances, save yours, I feel that I cannot quite collect my mind for the last hour until I have given you the blessing of one whom you loved once ; and when that blessing is given, I think I can turn away from your image, and sever willingly the last tie that binds me to earth. I will not afflict you by saying what I have sufttred since 200 CUNVERSATIONS WITH AN AMIUTIOUS STUDKNT. ^Ye parted — willi wliat aiigiiisli I tlionglit of wliat you woulil ferl wlieii you found lao gone — and witli wliat cruel, what fearful violence, I was forced into becoming the wretch I now am. I was hurried, I was di-iven, into a dreadful and hitter duty — hut I thank God that 1 have fulfilled it. AVhat, what have I done, to have been made so miserable through- out life as I have been ! I ask my heart, and tax my conscience, and every night I think over the sins of the day ; they do not seem to me heavy, yet my ]ienance has been very great. For the two last years I do sincerely think that there has not been one day which I have not marked with tears. But enough of this, and of myself. You, dear, dear L , let me turn to vou ! Something at my heart tells me that you have not forgotten that once we were the world to each other, and even through the changes and the glories of a man's life 1 think you will not forget it. True, that I was a poor and friendless, and not too-well educated girl, and altogether unworthy of your destiny ; but you did not think so then — and when you have lost me, it is a sad, but it is a real comfort, to feel tliat that thought will never occur to you. Your memory will invest me with a thousand attractions and graces I did not possess, and all that you recall of me will be linked with the freshest and happiest thoughts of that period of life in whicVi you first beheld me. And this thought, dearest * * * *j sweetens death to me — aiid sometimes it comforts me for what has been. Had our lot been otherwise — had we been united, and had you survived your love for me (and what more probable !), my lot would have been darker even than it has been. I know not how it is — perhaps from my approaching death — but I seem to have grown old, and to have obtained the right to be your monitor and Warner. Forgive me, then, if I implore you to think earnestly and deeply of the great ends of life ; think of them as one might think who is anxious CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 207 to gain a distant home, and who will not he diverted from his way. Oh ! could you know how solemn and thrilling a joy comes over me as I nurse the helief, the certainty, that we shall meet at length, and for ever ! Will not that hope also animate you, and guide you unerring through the danger and the evil of this entangled life ? " ' May God hless you, and watch over you — may He comfort, and cheer, and elevate your heart to Him ! Before you receive this I shall he no more ; but my love, my care for you will, I trust and feel, have become eternal. Farewell. ^ j -^l^ , " The letter," continued L , struggling with his emotions, " was dated from that village through which I had so lately passed ; thither I repaired that very night — Lucy had been buried the day before ! I stood upon a green mound, and a few, few feet below it, separated from me by a scanty portion of earth, mouldered that heart which had loved me so faithfully and so well ! " What a difference throughout the whole of this various and teeming earth a single death can effect ! Sky, sun, air, the eloquent waters, the inspiring mountain-tops, the murmuring and glossy woods, the very ' Glory in the grass, and splendour in the flower,' — do these hold over us an eternal spell ? Are they as a part and property of an unvarying course of nature ? Have they aught which is unfailing, steady — sajne in its effect ? One gap, invisible to all but ourself, in the crowd and turmoil of the world, and everything is changed. In a single hour, the whole process of thought, the whole ebb and flow of emotion, may be revulsed for the rest of an existence. Nothing can ever seem to us as it did : it is a blow upon the fine mechanism by which we think, and move, and have our being — the pendulum vibrates aright no more — 298 CONVEKSATIOXS W TI'II AX AMIUTIOFS STrDKXT. tlie dial liatli no account witli time — the j^rocess goes on, Imt it knows no syninietry nor oi-der ; it was a single stroke tliat marred it, but tlie harmony is gone for ever ! " And yet I often tliiidc tliat tliat sliock which jars on the niiiital, renders yet softer tlie fiplritual nature. A death that is connected with love unites us by a thousand remembrances to all who have mourned : it l)uilds a bridge between the young and the old ; it gives them in common the most touching of human sym]>athies ; it steals from nature its glory and its exhilaration, but not its tenderness. And what, perhaps, is better than all, to mourn deeply for the death of another, loosens from ourself the petty desii-e for, and the animal adherence to, life. We have gained the end of the philosopher, and view, without shrinking, the coflin and the pall. " For a year my mind did not return to its former pursuits : my scholastic ambition was checked at once. Hitherto I had said, ' If I gain distinction sJie will know it:' now that object was no more. I could not even bear the sight of Ixjoks : my thoughts had all curdled into torpor^ — a melanclioly listlessness filled and oppressed me ; tlie day chasing day without end or ]irofit — the cloud swcejiing after cloud over the barren j)lain — the breath after breath passing across the unmoved mirror — these were the sole types and images of my life. I had been expected by my friends to attain some of the highest of academical rewards; you may imagine that I deceived their expectations. I left the university, and hastened to London. I was just of age. I found myself courted, and I plunged eagerly into society. The experiment was perilous ; but in my case it answered. I left myself no time for thought : gambling, intrigue, dissipation, these are the occupatioiis of polished society ; they are great resources to a wealthy mourner. The ' man ' stirred again within me ; the weakness of my re- pinings gradualh' melted away beneath the daily CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AJiIMTIOUS STUDENT. 299 trifles of life ; perpetual footsteps, though the foot- steps of idlers, wore the inscription from the stone. I said to my heart, ' Why mourn when mourning is but vanity, and to regret is only to be weak ? — Let me turn to what life has left, let me struggle to " At first I was ill at ease in feigning attention to frivolities ; by degrees frivolities grew into import- ance. Society, like the stage, gives rewards intoxi- cating in proportion as they are immediate : the man who has but to appear behind the lamps of the orchestra to be applauded, must find all other species of fame distant and insipid. So with society, the wit and the gallant can seldom covet praise, which, if more lasting, is less 2:)resent than that which they com- mand by a word and a glance. And having once tasted the eclat of social power, they cannot resist the struggle to preserve it. This, then, grew my case, and it did me good, though it has done others evil. I lived my summer day, — laughed, and loved, and trifled with the herd. The objects I pursued were petty, it is true ; but to have ani/ object was to re- concile myself to life. And now the London season was over : summer was upon us in all its later prodi- gality. I was no longer mournful, but I was wearied. Ambition, as I lived with the world, again dawned upon me. I said, when I saw the distinction that mediocrity acquired, ' Why content myself with sati- rising the claim? — why not struggle against the claimant ? ' In a word, I again thirsted for knowledge and coveted its power. Now comes the main history of the Student; — but I have fatigued you enough for the present." 300 coNvi:i:sATioNs with an amuitious studknt. CONVERSATTOX THE FrFTTT. TliQ History of L onitiiiucd in liis Iiilcllcctual Pursuits — Ud- vetius — Uis faults aud merits — Tlie Materialists — Tlic Philosojtliv of Faith. " It was observed by Descartes," said L (as, a day or two after our last conversation, we leiiewed tlie theme we had then begun), " ' tliat in order to improve the mind, we ought less to learn than to con- template.' In this sentence lies the use of retirement. There are certain moments when study is peculiai'ly grateful to us : but in no season are we so likely to profit Ijy it, as when we take a voluntary l)reathing- time from tlie noise and hubbub of the world. Behold me, then, within a long day's journey from London, in a beautiful country, an old house, and a library collected with great labour by one of my forefathers, and augmented in more modern works by myself. "The first branch of letters to which I directed my ajiplication was Moral Philosophy ; and tlie first book I seized upon was Helvetius. I know no work so fascinating to a young thinker as the ' Discours de TEsprit:' the variety, the anecdote, the illustration, the graceful criticism, the solemn adjuration, the brilliant jwint that characterise the work, and render it so attractive, less as a treatise than as a com- position, would alone make that writer delightful to many who mistake the end of his system, and are incapable of judging its wisdom in j3arts. " His great metaphysical error is in supposing all men born with the same capacity ; in resolving all effects of character and genius to education. For, in the first place, ihe weight of proof being thrown u])on him, he does not ]irove the fact ; and, secondly, if he did prove it, neither we nor his system would be a whit the better for it : for the utmost human and possible care in education cannot make all men CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 301 alike. Yet even this dogma, if unsound in itself, has served to make clearer a truth important to the conservation and to the progress of social communi- ties. For the dispute it occasioned compelled men to acknowledge how largely national character is formed by ideas derived from specialities in the na- tional culture. Let me illustrate my meaning. Take any of the small commonwealths closely bordering on each other in a region so comparatively limited as ancient Greece : the Athenian differs from the Corinthian, the Corinthian from the ^tolian, the ^tolian from the Spartan : and though the differ- ence may have originated in ancestral variations of clan or tribe rather than of race, still more in varia- tion of locality and circumstances, yet the main cause, to which these lesser ones conspire, is clearly to be traced to different habits of mind engendered by different modes of education — meaning by the word education whatever discipline or nurture tends to form the ideas which constitute the mind of a man out of the capacity to receive ideas which the Maker has bestowed on the organization of a child. And where all these petty commonwealths take a cha- racter in common as Greeks, it is only where they are united by such principles of culture as they all agree in adopting — especially those that belong to religious worship and belief — for there is nothing wliich so amalgamates political societies as sympathy in religious opinions. Assuming these propositions to be true, it follows that, though no education can render individuals alike, yet a family likeness, as it were, is given to communities by the nature of their culture ; and the idiosvncrasv of a nation is formed by the ideas which the beings who compose it have most in common. But the ideas w^hich the members of a community have most in common are, obviously, the ideas derived from their political and social insti- tutions. Hence it is a merit in Helvetius that, more distinctly than any modern pohtical reasoner before VOL. II. X 302 f;()NVEHSATI<.)NS Wl'l'II AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. Iiiiii, lio defines the virtue of an iiulividual "to be the habit of directing liis actions to tlie ]nihlic p;ood;" *' the love of" viitne," lie says, "is but the desire of the jL!;cner!d li;i|))>iness ; virtuous actions are those whieli contribute to iliat lia]ij)iness." And u])on this definition he Imilds liis argument for those forms of government in wliicli tlie largest number of men may be raised to the highest moral standard, A. I think his idea of a perfect state is that in which the self-interest of each man is made to ad- vance the interest of all men — do you believe in the possibility of establishing so uniform a general motive-power for the desires and actions of indivi- dual ambition ? L. Not to the extent to which llelvetius pushes his enthusiasm for his system ; but there can be no doubt that the desires and aims of individuals are materially influenced by the opinion of the society in which they live. And in proportion as that society honours or neglects a virtue, that virtue will be cul- tivated as a thing in fashion, or passed by as a thing out of date. Thus, in tlie early youth of a warlike people, the com})etition is for renown in valour; in the maturity or decline of a commercial state the competition will be for wealth, or the reputation ac- corded to those directions of intellect by which wealth may be obtained. Now, in each state the individual self-interest follows the pul)lic opinion as to the in- terest of the community. The young warlike state thinks its chief interest as a body politic is in the enforcement of valour — the mature commercial state thinks its chief interest is in the accumulation of weallh. Hence, it is clear that the ambition of individuals is, for their own interest, insensibly led towards the advancement of that to which the community for the time being accords honour and esteem for the sake of its own interest. Helvetius argued that, in proportion as a whole community can be l)rought to place its chief interest in the highest CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 303 standard of public virtue, individuals who would otherwise be vicious, would be involuntarily led to- wards the virtue they behold in such esteem. For among the motive-powers of self-interest, none is so strong' as the love of approbation. Thus, the society by which Helvetius himself w^as surrounded — the society of Parisian Saloons towards the close of the last century — placed its chief interest in the culture of the frivolous or sensual pleasures of life — it ac- corded its approbation to the successful gallant — and thus, men who would otherwise have been virtuous, were led by the excitement of example into competi- tion for the honours bestowed on vice — and grave philosophers travestied themselves into gay deceivers. Seeing then plainly before his eyes the operation of social example on the corruption of individuals, it is no wonder that a man of morals so pure as those universally allowed to Helvetius, should have sought to construct a social system which might be as potent in redeeming the bad, as that in which he moved was potent in vitiating the good. Enough of Helvetius ; from whom I passed into the region of more abstract metaphysics. But I soon grew chilled and dissatisfied with the materialists. Helvetius had charmed my fancy and sharpened my intellect— but he only dis- quieted my soul. I was no better satisfied with Locke and Condillac, and I need not therefore say how little I could be contented with Hume, who pushes their argument to that extreme from which start the re- actionary schools of the Scottish Reid and the German Kant. But Reid is rather an acute critic than a pro* found metaphysician, and the very depth of Kant only leaves us lost amidst the deeper abysses into which Truth recedes in proportion as we dive to her home. As a traveller left alone in the desert by his human guides turns for guidance to the stars, so, abandoned by the interpreters of Nature, I turned to Nature herself in her plainest and most visible signs. Reason- ing on tilings hidden, by analogv drawn from t]n'n,2:8 X 2 304 CONVERSATIONS WITH AX AMBITIOUS STUDENT. outward, I rebuilt my crumbliug faitli. Happy he whose doubts resolve themselves, as mine did, into that devout, confiding, immaterial liope, which pro- mises in another life the key to all enigmas in this. COX VERS AT lOX THE SIXTH. Progress from Morals to History — A state of Doubt most favourable to the study of the Past — Philosophical Historians dangerous — Hume and Gibbon — The advantages of Tacitus and Polybins in actual experience — History the Accuser of Mankind — The Greeks — Patriotism and Philanthropy — The Errors of Old — The Divine Hope of the Future. " Slowly and reluctantly," continued L (resum- ing the next day tlie thread of his intellectual history), " did I turn from the consideration of mo- tives to that of actions — from florals to History. Yolney has said, in his lectures, that the proper state of mind for the examination of history is that in which we ' hold the judgment in suspense.' This truth is evident; yet they who allow the doctrine when couched in the above phrase, might demur if the phrase were a little altered, and, instead of a suspension of judgment, we spoke of a state of doubt. It is true ! in this state — a state of investigating doubt — history should be studied. In doubt, all the faculties of the mind are aroused — we sift, we weigh, we examine — every page is a trial to the energies of the understanding. But confidence is sleepy and inert. If we make up our minds beforehand to be- lieve all we are about to read, the lecture glides down the memory without awakening one thought by the way. We may be stored with dates and legends; we may be able to conclude our periods by a fable about Rome ; but we do not feel that we have reasoned as well as read. Our minds may be fuller, but our intellects are not sharper than they were CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 305 before : we have studied, but not investigated : — to what use investigation to those who are already per- suaded ? There is the same difference in the advan- tage of history to him who weighs, because he mis- trusts, and to him who discriminates nothing, because he beHeves all, as there is between the value of a commonplace-book and a philosophical treatise. The first may be more full of facts than the last, but the last is facts turned to use. It is this state of rational doubt which a metaphysical course of study naturally induces. It is, therefore, after the investiga- tion of Morals, that we should turn to History. Nor is this all the advantage which we derive from the previous study of morals. History would be, indeed, an old almanack to him who knows neither what is right nor what is wrong ; where governments have been wise, where erroneous. History, regarded in the light of political utility, is, to quote Yolney again, "a vast collection of moral and social experiments, which mankind make involuntarily and very expen- sively on themselves." But we must know the prin- ciples of the science before we can apply the experi- ments. A. And yet, while the real uses of history are philosophical, a mere narrator of facts is often a safer guide than a philosophical historian. L. Because it is better to think for ourselves than to suffer others to think for us. A philosopher has a system ; he views things according to his theory ; he is unavoidably partial ; and, like Lucian's painter, he paints his one-eyed princes in profile. A. I suppose it is for that reason that the philoso- phical historians are more to be admired than trusted. Hume is not to be relied upon for the conscientious painstaking that aims at the accuracy of facts — Gibbon, on the contrary, is always painstaking, and therefore seldom inaccurate as to facts. Yet in the way the facts are generalized, and in the deductions drawn from them, Gibbon may mislead as much as 30G CONVEHSATIONS WTlll AN AMIUTIOI'S STUDENT. Hume — tliat is, Avlieiiever Gibbon w:nits to make tlie facts of liistorv illustrate the views of (Jibboii. /y. It may perba])s l»e said of liotli tliose great wrilers, that tlifv liad verv little sym])athv with the multitude; and lhou,ii,'h they write the History of Nations, it seems as if we were reading the history of the few, without any clear concejition of tlie state and condition <•!" tlie many, Tliey both regard the ])ast ages through which they traverse, as accomplished and learned scholars, who had never ])articipated very actively in the affairs of the world, and whose interest is with the agencies that represent the brain and intellect of an e])och, not Avith those that rej)resent the warm-blooded })opular heart of it. Thns, neither Hume nor Gibbon can ever miderstand the religious impidse, which, when it moves the heart of a people, is so nmch mightier in its efi'ect than any philosophic dogma in the brain of a sage. With these historians the religious impulse is either a superstition or a fanaticism. Hume cannot overcome his hate of a Puritan, nor Gibbon his contempt for a Christian. And I repeat my belief that tlie reason for this want of lacility to transport themselves to the past times which they descrilie, with a sufficient comprehension of the real character of those times so far as the history of such times wns carried on by the peo})k', is that they had never lived familiarly with the peo]»le f>f their own time. Aiid this makes the difierence between the philosophical historians of the modern world, and those of the ancient world. A. Such as ]?c>lybi"us and Tacitus. L. Exactly. Both Tacitus aiid Polybius had not only lived in a more turbulent age than our philo- sophical historians, but they had a moi-e intense sympathy with the passion and movement of their age : their scholastic and sombre wisdom was the fruit of an actual and terrible experience. Gibbon bf»wsts of the benefit he derived to his History from liiM militarv studies in the militia ; it was from CONVERSATIONS AVITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 307 no such holiday service that Polybius learned his method of describing wars. As the Megalopolitan passed through his stormy and bold career ; as he took rough lessons from the camp, and imbued him- self with the cold sagacity which the diplomatic intrigues he shared both required and taught, he was slowly acquiring that mass of observation, that impartial judgment of characters and facts, wdiich distinguish the fragments of his great history, and elevate, what in other hands would have been but a collection of military bulletins, into so inestimable a manual for the statesman and the civilian. And when we glance over the life of the more brilliant because more imaginative Roman, we see no less visibly how much the wisdom of the closet was won by the stern nature of those fields of action in wliich was cast the life of a Republican who had witnessed the reign of a Domitian. When we grow charmed to his page by the gloomy intenseness of his colour- ings — when crime after crime, in all the living blackness of those fearful days, arises before us — when in his grasping aphorisms the fierce secrets of Tyranny lie bared before us — when in every sen- tence we shudder at a record— in every character we mark a portent, yet a mirror, of the times, we feel at once how necessary to that force and fidelity must have been the severity and darkness of his experience. Through action, toil, public danger, and public honours, he sought his road to philosophy, a road beset with rapine and slaughter ; every slave that fell stamped on his heart a warning, every horror he experienced animated and armed his genius. Saturated with the spirit of his age, his page has made that age incarnate to posterity — actual, vivified, consummate, and entire. Time has not resolved it into the dust of the charnel. The Magician has preserved the race in their size and posture; — motionless, breathless,— in all else, lifelike. But, turning from these criticisms on historians 308 CONVEHSATIONS WITH AN AMHITIOUS STUDENT. tu the effect wliicli History produces, 1 cannot but think tliat its /general effect tends to liardeu tlie heart against mankind. Its experience, so long, so con- sistent, so unvarying, seems a silent and irresistible accuser of the human species. Men have taken the greatest care to preserve their most unanswerable vilifier. All forms of government, however hostile to each other, seem alike in one effect — the general baseness of the governed. What differs the boasted Greece from the contemned Persia ? — the former j)ro- duces some hundred names which the latter cannot equal. True ! But what are a few atoms culled from the sea-sands ? — what the renown of a hundred great men to the happiness of the millions? Are not the Greek writers, the Greek sages, more than all others, full of contempt for tlie masses around them ? — the fraud, the ingratitude, the violence, the meanness, the misery of their fellow-beings — do not these make the favourite subject of ancient satire and ancient declamation ? And even among their great men, how few on whose merits History can at once decide ! — how few unsullied, even by the con- demnation of their own time ! Plutarch says that the good citizens of Athens were the best men the world ever produced ; but that her bad citizens were unparalleled for their atrocities, their impiety, their perfidy. A. And even the best were but citizens of the state — not citizens of the world. Philanthropy is the only consistent species of public virtue. A mere patriot may be honest in one thing, yet a knave in all else. L. It is only by Philanthropy, a word I would avoid, because it has been so hackneyed and so abused — but by what other word can I express Man's sym- pathy for mankind in the abstract — on every soil, and in every condition ? — it is only by philanthropy that we can expand the narrowness of patriotism ; only by acknowledging the brotherhood which the CONVEESATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 309 word implies, that we can reconcile that antagonism between class and class, nation and nation, Ly which the history of the past teaches us to despair of any material amendment in the destinies of the future. For why study the mysteries of Legislation and Go- vernment, why ransack the past, and extend our fore- sight to distant ages, if our skill can only improve, as hitherto it has only improved, the condition of oligarchies — if it can only give the purple and the palace to the few — if it must leave in every state the degraded many to toil, to sweat, to consume the day in a harsh and sterile conflict with circumstance for a bare subsistence ; their faculties dormant ; their energies stifled in the cradle ; strangers to all that ennobles, refines, exalts, — if, at every eifort to rise, they are encountered by a law, and if with them every enterprise darkens into a crime — if, when we cast our eyes along the vast plains of life, we see but one universal arena of labour, bounded on all sides by the gibbet, the hulks, the prison ; all igno- rance, prejudice, bloodshed, sin ; — if this state is to endure for ever on earth, why struggle for a freedom which the few only can enjoy — for an enlighten- ment which can but call forth a few luminous sjDarks from an atmosphere of gloom — for a political pros- perity which props a throne, and gives steeds to a triumphal car, and animates the winged words of eloquence, or the lofty speculations of science — and yet makes no calculable deduction from the sum of human miseries ? Alas ! if this be the eternal doom of mortality, let us close our books, let us shut the avenues to our minds and hearts, let us despise benevolence as a vanity, and speculation as a dream. Let us play the Teian with life, think only of the rose and vine ; and since our most earnest endea- vours can efiect so little to others, let us not extend our hopes and our enjoyments beyond the small and safe circle of Self! No : man must either believe in the perfectibility of his species, or virtue and the .'UU CUNVKRSATIUNS WITH AN AMBl'JIOUS STUDENT. love of others are but tlie boyish day-dreams of an ainiiablc entliiisiasiu. ^1. A belief in the perfec'til)ility of our species, that is, of the power conceded to niaidcind in general to advance ])i-(>;:;ressively, not to perfection ior each individual but, nioi'e and more towards it in the con- dition of states and populations, is a creed so popuhir that all candidates for power may subscribe to it on the hustings. But do you think any Englishman of good sense, whatever his political ]^arty — from the extremest Tory to the extreraest lladical — accepts that doctrine in his own secret heart ? L. I cannot answer that question — I can only speak for myself: until I believed in that doctrine I saw nothing- in which the bulk of mankind had any lively interest, whether in the examples which his- tory adduces from the past, or in the speculations by which political philosophy would disturb the present for the i-ake of ameliorating the future. I must own that, until it broke upon me, I saw nothing in learn- ing l>ut despondency and gloom. As clouds across the Heaven, darkening the light, and fading one after the other into air, seemed the fleeting shadows which Philosophy had called forth between the earth and sun. If, day after day, in my solitary re- treat, I pondered over the old aspirations of sages, with the various jargon by which, in the pursuit of truth, they have disguised error, I felt that it was not to teach myself to be wise, but to learn to de- spair of wisdom. Couple the records of Philosophy with those of History ; couple the fallacies of the wise w^itli the sorrows and the sulferings of the multitude, and how dark and mournful is our know- ledge of the past, and therefore our prospects of the future! And how selfish does this sentiment render our ambition for the present ! Plow vain seem the mighty struggle and small fruit of those around us ! Look at the agitation and ferment which stir the world while we speak : on what pretence can CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 311 tliey who Lelieve tliat tlie Past is the mirror of the Future, lash themselves into interest for any cause or principle, save that immediately profitable to self? To them, if deeply and honestly accpiainted with history and the progress of knowledge — to them how vain must seem the struggles and aspirations of the crowd ! Why do the people imagine a vain thing? Why the hope and the strife of the rest- less Graul ; or the slow murmur that foretells irrup- tion through the bright lands of Italy ? Why agi- tate ourselves for a name — an ideal good? These orations, and parchments, and meetings, and threats, and prayers — this clamour for " reform," — how miserable a delusion must they seem to him who believes that the mass of men must for ever be " the hewers of wood and drawers of water ! " To them no change raises the level of existence ; famine still urges on to labour — want still forbids knowledge. What matters whether this law be passed, or that fleet be launched, or that palace built — their condition is the same ; the happiest concurrence of accident and wisdom brings them but a greater certainty of labour. A free state does not redeem them from toil, nor a pru- dent despotism increase it. So long as the sun rises and sets, so long must their bread be won with tra- vail, and their life ' be rounded,' with the temptation to crime. It seems, therefore, to me impossible for a wise and well-learned man to feel sincerely, and with- out self-interest, for the public good, unless he believe that laws and increased knowledge will at length, however gradually, devise some method of raising- the great multitude to a nearer equality of comfort and intelligence with the few ; that human nature is. capable of a degree of amelioration which it seems never hitherto to have reached ; and that the amelio- ration will be felt from the surface to the depth of the great social waters, over Avhich the spirit shall move. The Republics of old never effected this- object. To expect it, society must be altered as well 312 CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. as legislation. Tt is for tins reason that I feel glad witli an in<2;enious ;nid admirable writer,* that even theory is at work : I am glad tliat iiirniirv wanders, even to fallacies and eliinueras. Out of that in(|iiiry good may yet come ; and some future Bacon overturn the axioms of an old school, ])()lluted, not redeemed, by every new disciple. To the man who finds it possible to entertain this hope, how different an aspect the world wears ! Casting his glance for- ward, how wondrous a light rests upon the future ! the farther he extends his vision, the brighter the light. Animated by a hope more snbHme than wishes bounded to earth ever before inspired, he feels armed with the courage to oppose surrounding preju- dice, and the warfare of hostile customs. No secta- rian advantage, no petty benefit is before him ; he sees but the Regeneration of Mankind. It is with this object that he links his ambition, that he unites his efforts and his name ! From the disease, and the famine, and the toil around, his spirit bursts into prophecy, and dwells among future ages ; even if in error, he luxuriates through life in the largest bene- volence, and dies — if a visionary — the visionary of the grandest dream ! CONVERSATION THE SEVENTH. Description of an English landscape — The animal enjoyment of life — Solitary persons the least repining — Cowley on the Town and Country — L 's mental progress from History to Works of Imagination — He is inspired to emulation, nut by the Fame of Genius, but by the Luxury of Composition — Genius is peculiarly susceptible of enjoy- ment — It even enjoys Sadness — L- — -'s studios interrupted. It is a singularly pretty spot in which L resides. Perhaps some of the most picturesque scenery in * The Author of ' Essays on the Publication of Oi>inion,' &c. CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 313 England is in the neighbourhood of London ; and as I rode the other day, in the later April, along the quiet lane which branches from the main road to L 's house, Spring never seemed to me to smile upon a lovelier prospect. The year had broken into its youth as with a sudden and hilarious bound. A little while before, I had passed along the same road — all was sullen and wintry — the March wind had swept along dry hedges and leafless trees — the only birds I had encountered were two melancholy spar- rows in the middle of the road — too dejected even to chirp ; but now a glory had passed over the earth — the trees were clad in that delicate and lively ver- dure which we cannot look upon without feeling a certain freshness creep over the heart. Here and there thick blossoms burst in clusters from the fra- grant hedge, and, as a schoolboy prankt out in the finery of his grandsire, the whitethorn seemed to mock at the past winter by assuming its garb. Above, about, around — all was in motion, in pro- gress, in joy — the birds, which have often seemed to me like the messengers from earth to heaven — charged with the homage and gratitude of Nature, and gifted with the most eloquent of created voices to fulfil the mission ; — the birds were upon every spray, their music in every breath of air. Just where the hedge opened to the left, I saw the monarch of English rivers glide on his serene and silver course ; and in the valley on the other side of his waters, village, spiie, cottage, hall, and villa, looked out among the luxuriant blossoms, and the vivid green by which they were encircled. It was a thoroughly English scene. For I have always thought that the peculiar characteristic of English scenery is a certain air of content. There is a happier smile on the face of an English landscape than I have ever beheld, even in the landscapes of the South : a happier though a less voluptuous smile — as if Nature were more at home. 314 CONVKIJSATIOXS Willi AX AMIUTFOUS STUDKXT. Present! V I came to tlio turn of the lune wliicli led at once t<> Jj \s liouse ; in a lew minutes I was at tl»e o-ate. Witliin, tlie grounds, tliougli not ex- tensive, liave tlie appfarance of beinp^ so — tlie trees are of o;reat size, and tlie turf is l)n)ken into many a. dell and hollow, wliich g-ives the hxwii a wild and a ])ark-like aj)pearance. The house is quaint and old- fashioned ill its architecture; it seems to have been begun at the latter period of the reign of James the First, and to have undergone sundry altera- tions, the latest of wliich might have occurred at the time of Anne. The old brown bricks are three ])arts covered with jessamine and ivy, and the room in which L generally passes his day looks out upon a grove of chesnut-trees, amidst which, at every opening, are little clusters and parterres of flowers. And in this spot, half wood, half garden, I found my friend, seduced from his books by the warmth and beauty of the day, seated on a rustic beiicli, and surrounded by the numerous dogs that, of all species and all sizes, he maintains in general idleness and favour. "I love," said L , speaking of tliese retainers, " like old Montaigne, to have animal life around me. The mere consciousness and sensation of existence are so much stronger in brutes than in ourselves, their joy in the common air and sun is so vivid and buoyant, that I, who think we should sympathise with all things, if we would but condescend to rem.ark all things, feel a contagious exhilaration of spirits in their susceptibility to pleasurable emotions. And how happy the sentiment of life is! — how glorious a calm we inhale in the warm sun ! — - — how rapturous a gladness in the fresh winds ! — how profound a meditation and delight in tlie still- ness of tlie ' starry time ' ! — how sufficient alone to make us happy is external nature, were it not for those artificial cares whicli we create for ourselves! Man would be happy but that he is forbidden to be CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 315 SO by men. The most solitary persons have always been the least repining. A. But then their complacency arises from the stagnation of the intellect — it is indifference, not happiness. L. Pardon me, I cannot think so. How many have found solitude not only, as Cicero calls it, the pabulum of the mind, but the nurse of genius ! How many of the world's most sacred oracles have been uttered, like those of Dodona, from the silence of deep woods ! Look over the lives of men of genius, — how far the larger proportion of them have been passed in loneliness ! Now, for my part, I think solitude has its reward both for tlie dull and the wise ; — the former are therein more sensible to the mere animal enjoyment which is their only source of happiness : the latter are not distracted from that contemplation, and those pursuits, which constitute the chief luxury of their life, by the irritation, the jealousy, the weariness, the round of small cai-es, which make up the existence of the crowd. There is a feeling of escape, when a man who has cultivated his faculties rather in thought than action, finds him- self, after a long absence in cities, returned to the spissa nemora domusque Nympharum, which none but himself can comprehend. With what a deep and ear- nest enthusiasm Cowley luxuriates in that essay of his, perhaps the most eloquent in the language, — although, as a poet, the author of the 'Davideis' was idolised far beyond his merits by a courtly audience, and tlierefore was not susceptible, like most of his brethren, of that neglect by the crowd which disgusts our heart by mortifying our vanity. How calm, how august, and yet how profoundly joyful, is the vein with which he dwells on the contrast of the Town and the Country ! " We are here among the vast and noble scenes of Nature ; we are there among the pitiful shifts of policy. We walk here in the 310 ("oXVKRSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. lilief involves us in greater difficulties than Faith — Our doubts do not dishearten us if we once believe in God — L 's last hours — His farewell to Nature — His death. It is with a melanclioly pleasure that I liave been made sensible of the interest that these conversations have excited in the gentler and more thoughtful of the tribe of readers.* I have received more ano- nymous letters than I care to name, complaining of the long silence I have preserved, and urging me to renew Dialogues, already so often repeated, that I might well imagine (knowing how impatient the readers of a periodical generally are of subjects conti- nued in a series) that they had sufficiently exhausted the indulgence of the public. To me individually little or no credit is due for any interest which these papers may have created. I am but the echo of another man's voice ; or, to use an old and graceful metaphor, I do l)ut furnish the string wliich keeps the flowers together. Alas! the garland is now complete, and I have only to place it on a tomb. And now I saw L daily, for his disease in- creased rapidly upon him, and I would not willingly * I should here observe that these dialogues first appeared in a detached shape in the ' New Monthly Magazine.' CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 321 have lost any rays of that sun which was so soon to set for ever. Nothing creates in us so many confused and strange sentiments as a conversation on those lofty topics of life or nature — rarely jDleasing, except to Wisdom which contemplates, and Genius which imagines; — a conversation on such topics with one whose lips are ahout to be eternally closed in the world we know. There is something of solemnity in the last w^ords of any man, even on common topics : how much more in the last words of thoughtful genius upon matters consecrated to our gravest thoughts and our divinest hopes ! The day was calm and cloudless as, towards the end of August, I rode leisurely to L 's solitary house ; his strength had so materially declined during the few days past, that I felt a gloomy presentiment that 1 was about to see him for the last time. He had always resolved, and I beheve this is not uncom- mon with persons in his disease, not to take to his bed until absolutely compelled. His habitual amuse- ments, few and tranquil, were such as he could happily continue to the last ; and his powers of con- versation, naturally so rich and various, were not diminished by the approach of death : perhaps they were only rendered more impressive by the lowered tones of the sw^eetest of human voices, or the occa- sional cough that mingled his theories on this w^orld with a warning of the next. I have observed that, as in old people the memory usually becomes the strongest of the faculties,* so it also does with those whom mortal sickness, equally with age, detaches from the lengthened prospects of the future. Forbidden to seek objects from without, the mind turns within for its occupation, and the thoughts, formerly impelled towards hope, nourish themselves on retrospection. * That is, pro]wrly speaking, the memory so far as it embraces early acquisitions or transactions. It is a common observation, that old people remember what happened fifty years ago, and forget what happened yesterday. 'I'heir souls have gone back to Youth as the fitting port for the. voyage to Immortality. M22 CONVERSATIONS Wnil AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. Once 1 hail nut Jioted in L the extraordinary streng'tli ot" memory and the ready co))iou.sne8s of its stores wliieli be now seemed to dis])lay. His ima- gination liad been more perceptible than liis learning — now, every snbject on which we conversed elicited hoards of knowledge, always extensive and often minute, of which perlia])s lie himself had been pre- viously unconscious. It is a beautiful sight, even in the midst of its melancholy, the gradual passing away of one of the better order of souls — the passions lulled as the mind awakens, and a thousand graces of for- titude and gentleness called fortli by the infirmities of the declining frame. Full of these reflections I arrived at the house of my dying friend. " My master, sir," said the old servant, " has passed but a poor night ; he seems in low spirits this morning, and I think he will be glad to see you, for he has inquired repeatedly what o'clock it was, as if time passed heavily with him." The old man wiped his eyes as he spoke, and I fol- lowed him into L s study. The countenance of the sufferer was greatly changed even since I last saw him. The eyes seemed more sunken, and the usual flush of his coni[)laint had subsided into a deep but transparent paleness. I took his hand, and he shook his head gently as I did so. " The goal is nearly won ! " said he faintly, but with a slight smile. I did not answer, and he proceeded after a short pause^" It has been said that ' life is a jest;' if so it is a very sorry one, and, like bad jests in general, its dulness is the greater as we near the close. At the end of a long- illness it is only the dregs of a man's spirit that are left to him. People talk of the moral pangs which attend the death-bed of a sinner — as well might they talk of the physical weakness of a dying wrestler. The mental and the physical powers are too nearly allied for us fairly to speculate on the fidelity of the one when we can have no doubt as to the treason of the other. Happy in my case that the endurance if not CONVERSATIONS WITU AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 323 the elasticity of my mind lingers with me to the last ! This morning I was looking over some papers not destroyed with the rest, and full of my early visions, aspirations of fame, and longings after earthly immor- tality. I am fortunate that time is not allowed me to sacrifice happiness to these phantoms. A man's heart must be very frivolous if the possession of fame rewards the labour to attain it. And, after all, how few writers have had any real enjoyment in the reputation they acquired while in life ! No doubt there are numbers who praise them behind their backs, and thank them for priceless hours of in- struction or delight ; yet scarcely a murmur of such praise or such gratitude ever travels to their ears. But wherever some other man envies or hates, ca- lumniates or reviles them, his voice they are sure to hear ! A. Still, there is the reward of our own heart which none can take away — our proud self-esteem, and, if you will, our fond appeal to the justice of an after-age. X. But our self-esteem, or I'ather our self-acquittal, may be equally, j)erhaps more securely, won in ob- scurity than in fame ; and as to posterity, what philo- sophical, what moderately wise man can seriously find pleasure for the present in reflecting on the praises he can never hear ? No, say what we will, you may be sure that ambition is an error : — its wear and tear of heart is never recompensed — it steals away the freshness of life — it deadens its vivid and social enjoyments — it shuts our soul to our own 3^outh — and we are old ere we find that we have made a fever and a labour of our raciest years. There is, and we cannot deny it, a certain weary, stale, unprofitable flatness in all things appertain- ing to life ; and what is worse, the more we en- deavour to lift ourselves from the beaten level, the keener is our disappointment. It is thus that true philosophers have wisely told us to cultivate our 324 t'uNVEKSATlU.NS Wl'lll AN A.MIUTIOl'S STUDENT. reason ratlitT tlian mir feelings — iur reason reconciles lis to the (lailv lliino-s of existence — our feelings teacli us to yearn after the fai-, the diflicult, tlie unseen, " Clotliirig the palpable and the familiar- AVitli golJun exhalations from tlic da^vn." But "the golden exhalations" vanish as noon advances ; — Fancy is the opium of our life, it bestows the rapture and the vision — the languor and the anguish. But what, when we come deeply to con- sider of it — what a singular fatality is that which makes it unwise to cultivate our divinest emotions ! "We bear within us the seeds of greatness ; but suffer them to spring up, and their growth overshadows both our sense and our liappiness ! Note tlie errors of mankind; how mysteriously have they arisen from the desire to be higher than we are ! As the banyan- tree soars aloft only to return to the mire, we would climb to the heaven, and find ourselves once more in the dust. Thus, looking up to the starred and solemn heavens girt with the vast solitudes of unpeoi)led Nature — Tiearkening to the ' live thunder,' or suffer- ing the miglity winds to fill their hcar.ts with a thou- sand mysterious voices — mankind in the early time felt the inspiration of something above them : they bowed to the dark afflatus; they nourished the un- earthly dream ; and they produced — what ? — Super- STiTiox! The darkest and foulest of moral Demons sprang from the desire of men to shape forth a God, and their successors made earth a Hell by their efforts to preserve the mysteries and repeat the commands of Heaven ! How beautiful, how high were those desires in man's heart which lifted it up to the old Chaldean falsehoods of Astrology ! Who can read at this day of those ancient seers, striving to w^in from the love- liest and most glorious objects given to our survey, the secrets of empires, the i»rodigies of time, the CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 325 destinies of the universe, — without a solemn and kindhng awe, an admiration at the vast conception even of so unwise a dream ? Who first thought of conning the great page of Heaven ? — who first thought that in those still, and cold, and melancholy orbs, our chronicles were writ ? Whoever it was, his must have been a daring and unearthly soul ; but the very loftiness of its faculties produced ages of delusion, and priestcraft, and error to the world. Leave for one moment the chain of the petty known — give wings to the Mind — let the as23iration loose — and what may be the result? How rarely gain! — how rarely aught but a splendid folly ! As the fireworks that children send forth against a dark sky, our ambition burns, and mounts, and illumes for one moment the dim vault of the uncomprehended space, but falls to the earth spoiled of its lustre — Ijrilliant, but useless — ascending, but, exploring not — a toy to all, and a light to none. " There is one ambition," said I, " which you do not mean thus to characterise — the ambition of philan- throjDy — the desire more ' to raise tlie wretched than to rise ;' and you, who believe in human perfectibility, can ap- preciate at its proper value that order of ambition," " You kindly remind me," said L , " of one of the greatest consolations with which a man, who has any warmth or benevolence of heart, can depart this world — the persuasion that he leaves his species gradually advancing towards that completer virtue and more catholic happiness which his noblest ambi- tion would desire for them. Night, according to the old Egyptian creed, is the dark Mother of all things ; as ages leave her, they approach the light. That which the superficial dread, is in reality the Yivifier of the world — I mean the everlasting Spirit of Change. And, figuring forth unconsciously to themselves this truth, the Egyptians, we are told by Porphyry, repre- 32G COXVEUSATIONS WITH AX AMBITIOUS STUDENT. sented their (.lemons as floatiiifi; upon tlie waters — 'for ever restless and evoking- the «2;reat series of Mut^i- biHties.' Yet wlio liiilitly cares to take upon liiniself the fearful responsibility of shaking the throned opinions of his generation, knowing that centuries may pass before the good that is worked shall com- pensate for the evil done ? This fear, this timidity of conscience it is, that makes us cowards to the Present, and leaves the great souls that should lead on lieform inert and sluggish, while the smaller spirits, the journeymen of Time, just creep up inch by inch to the exact height which Necessity demands, leaving the world ages and ages behind that far goal which the few, in heart, and eye, and speculation, have already reached." A. One of the strange things that happen daily is this : men who the most stir the lives of others, lead themselves the most silent and tranquil life. It is curious to read how Kant, than whom Philosophy never knew a bolder revolutionist, himself lived on from day to day, the mere creature of his habits. As some old Italian proverb has it, ' Tlie candle shines far, but it shields itself in a small lantern.' So Avith philosophers and poets generally — how wonderful the contrast between the quiet of their existence and the turbulent effects they produce ! Tliis, per- haps secretly to ourselves, makes the great charm in visiting the calm and still retreats whence the oracles of the world have issued — the hermitage of Ei menon- ville — the fortress of AVartenburg ; the one where Pousseau fed his immortal fancies — the other whence burst, from the fiery soul of Luther, the light that yet lives along the world : — what reflections must the silence and the mouldering stone awaken, as we re- member the vivid and overflowing hearts of the old inhabitants ! Plato and his C'ave are, to all ages, the type of the Philosopher and his Life. L. What lofty and divine hopes spring out of the belief in immortality ! One of the purest of CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 327 these is the expectation of a more entii'e intelli- gence — of the great gift of conversing with all who have lived before us — of questioning the past ages and unravelling their dark wisdom. How much in every man's heart dies away unuttered ! How little of what the sage knows does the sage pro- mulgate ! How many chords of the lyre within the poet's heart have been dumb to the world's ear ! All this untold, uncommunicated, undreamed-of store of wisdom and of harmony, it may be the privilege of our immortality to learn. The best part of genius, the world often knows not ; — the Plato buries much of his lore within his Cave — and this, the High Unknown, is the humblest man's inheritance. With these thoughts," continued L , " you see how easy it is for the parting soul to beautify and adorn Death ! Nay, if we begin betimes, we can learn to make the prospect of the grave the most seductive of human visions — ^by little and little we wean from its contem- plation all that is gloomy and abhorrent — by little and little we hoard therein all that is brightest and most alluring in the multiform images of life. As the neglected genius whispers to his muse, ' Pos- terity shall know thee, and thou shalt live when I am no more,' so we find in this hallowed and all- promising future, a recompense for every mortifica- tion, for every disappointment in the present. It is the belief of the Arabs, that to the earliest place of human worship there clings a guardian sanctity — there the wild bird rests not, there the wild beast may not wander ; it is the blessed spot on which the eye of God dwells, and which man's deepest memories joreserve. As with the earliest place of worship, so is it with the latest haven of repose — as with the spot where our first imperfect adoration was offered up, our first glimpses of divinity indulged, so should it be with that where our full knowledge of the Arch-Cause begins, and we can pour forth a gratitude no longer checked and darkened by the troubles and cares of 328 CONVKIISATIUNS WITH A\ AMBITIOUS STUDENT. earth. Surely, if any spot in tlie world be sacred, it is that small ^•reen moiiiid in wliirli ^-rief ceases, and from wliieli, iftlie liai'monies oi" rieatioii, iftlie voice within our hearts, it" the im})ulse which makes man so ready a heliever in a world to come, — if these mock and fool us not witli an everlasting lie, we spring up on the untiring wings of a pangless and seraphic life — those whom we loved, around us; the asjtirings that we nursed, fulfilled ; our nature, imiversal intel- ligence ; our atmosphere, eternal love ! " Some time afterwards, observing a volume of Plato on tlie table, our conversation fell upon that divine philoso] )her, and on his dialogue of the ' Phiedo ' in particular. " Of all the Dialogues of Plato," said L , " the 'Phfedo' has been perlr.ips the most read, and may be considered the most interesting. It is the most interesting, partly from its accurate account of the last hours of Socrates, and partly from our absorbing curiosity to know the opinions of the wisest of the ancients respecting the immortality of the soul. Per- haps there is no part of our studies which bequeathes a more delightful and enduring memory. It lives within us like the recollection of some southern landscape, wherein the colouring of the heavens forms the prominent beauty — which we were too intoxicated to examine in detail, but in which every separate feature is confused and blended into one dim and delicious whole. Each of Plato's Dialogues has more or less of the dramatic sj^irit — but the 'Pliiudo' is the most dramatic of all. It is a jjicture of extraor- dinary sweetness and grandeur, in wdiicli the figures are distinct and lifelike. We see the crowd of dis- ciples, some Athenians, some Foreigners, waiting in the early morning of their master's last day by the gates of the prison — tlie ship of Theseus * having now returned — its stern crowned with flowers — as in token * No criminal could Ix; executed uutil its return. CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 329 at once of sacrifice and festival. Within, while they wait, the magistrates are freeing Socrates from his bonds. There the disciples stand, monrnful hut not despondent — exalted by the former teachings of their guide — inflnenced by ' that wonderful passion — not of pity,' — which Plato has so beautifully described — in which grief at their master's death is mingled with all the sweet and musical consolations inspired by his past converse. The gaoler appears — the door opens — they are with Socrates. The manner in which, after dis- missing the loud sorrow of Xantippe, the conversation glides into its glorious topics, is singularly natural and simple. We see Socrates ' sitting upright on his bed,' and moralising gaily on the relief from his fetters — till, one thought begetting another, he comes to his celebrated explanation of the causes why one ' who has rightly studied philosoj)hy should be bold when about to die.' The little incidental and graphic touches with which, here and there, Plato breaks the dialogue, render it peculiarly living and effective ; and the individuality of Socrates, in that mixture of easy gaiety and lofty thought, which divides his listeners between weeping and laughter — that patient con- fidence with which he is wont to hear objections — and the art with which he draws on the speaker to answer himself, make the character as distinctly and appro- priately marked as a personage in one of Shakspeare's plays. The utter want of any rhetorical attempt to excite an effeminate compassion — the plain and homely simplicity with which the whole tragedy is told, from the time when, stroking the limb wdiich the fetters had galled, Socrates observes smilingly how the pain- ful had been supplied by pleasurable sensations — or his caressingly touching the long hair of the su2:>posed nar- rator, who sat on a low stool beside him — to the close, when, returned from the bath — after embracing for the last time his children, he sits down again amidst his friends, and ' did not speak much afterwards : ' ' and .'330 CONVERSATIONS W I'll I AN AMHI'lIOirS STUDENT. it was now near the settin*^ of tlie snn ;'* tlie weep- ing- servant of tlie map:istrate, comiiia- t(j l)id liini fare- well — tlie request of Soerates to hid them l>iiii<^ the poison — the answer of Crito, * Nay, the snn yet lino^ers on the monntains' — the uinlaunted ^aze of Socrates on the countenance of his executioner (so unti'anslatahly exju'esseil in the woid ravftijcou) as he took the fat;i] (liau,c;ht; — the sudden hurst of sorrow from his disei])les, which a few words from the dying man causes them to hlusli for ; — the melanclioly walk to and fro tlint narroAvcell, for the hetter o]ieration of the ]X)ison; — the homely expression, and ' when lie felt his liml)8 grow heavy, he laid himself down to die ; ' — the portrait of the executioner pressing his foot strongly and asking if he felt the pressure, of which, alas ! he was unconscious ; — the gradual progress of the numbing potion from the feet to the nobler parts, as Socrates himself points out to those around his bed, how the limljs stiffen and grow cold — adding, in that phrase of unconscious pathos, ' When it reaches my heart I shall leave you ; ' — that last and mystic com- mand (which the later Platonists have endeavoured to explain as an emblematic desire of purification and healing) to sacrifice to iEsculapius ; — the inquiry of Crito, ' Hast thou no other bidding ?' — the quiet sor- row of wliat follows — ' To this he made no reply, but, after he had been a short time still, he moved, and the man covered him, and his eyes grew fixed. * " How watclieil liis better sons the farewell ray That closed their murdered sage's latest day ! Not yet — not yet — Sol pauses on the hill. The precious hour of parting lingers still," &c. It is a pity that Byron injured the whole of this beautiful passage by the epithet in the following line — " But sad his light to agonizing eyes." There was no agony in the tears that his pupils shed for Socrates. " The sadness was," as Plato says, " not wholly unpleasing." The death of a man thoroughly great and good does not alkiw the terror and the prostration of agony. CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 331 And Crito perceived it, and closed his eyes and mouth. — This, Echecrates, was the end of our com- panion ; ' — the whole of this picture is, I say, so great a masterpiece of truth and tenderness — the presenta- tion of so sublime a spectacle, that in itself it would render the ' Phaedo ' one of the most valuable of the possessions we derive from the golden Past. P>ut how much more thrilling and divine it becomes, when this, the last scene of such a life, is coloured with all the hopes and auguries of the departing soul — when the passage from this world is smoothed by august conjectures on the world to be — and the Sage lavishes his wisdom on the glorious aphorism that to die is to be immortal ! We do not wish to disturb the thoughts which this dialogue bequeathes us, by criticising the details — we would rather number its recollection among our feelings than submit it coldly to the test of our rea- sonings. Alas ! if we do the latter, the effect begins gloomily to fade away. For I must own that, amidst all the poetry of the allusions — amidst all the inge- nuity of the arguments — I feel, when I fix the mind rather than the imagination or the heart upon the conclusions of the great heathen, that they fail to convince. Almost every argument he uses for the immortality of man is equally applicable to the hum- blest of the brutes — the least visible of the ^nimalcul^ in a drop of water. Such, for instance, as this, which is the least obscure, perhaps, of all his propositions, and which, nevertheless, is almost a scholastic frivolity. ' A contrary cannot receive a contrary, nor the con- trary of that which it introduces. What is that which, when in the body, renders the body living ? — The soul. Soul therefore introduces life to that which it occupies. What is the contrary of life ? — Death. But the soul cannot receive the contrary of what it introduces — it cannot therefore receive death. But what do we call that which does not receive death ? — Immortal.' Such is one among the most intelligible 332 CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMRITIOUS STUDENT. arp^Timents of tlie wisest of tlic lieathcns. 0;in we wonder wlieu we are told tliat Socrates and Plato made l»nt few converts in Athens to the immortality of the soul ? Adopt the arii^ument, and the fly at the window, the spider wliich is now watching it — nay, the very tree waving ])efore us green and living, have, equally with myself, that which intro- duces life, and cannot receive the contrary to that which it introduces — its soul is tlierefore immortal as my own. But a graver objection to the whole reasoning is, that the question is begged, when Socrates atlfirms that that which gives life is the soul. •This is the exact point at issue between the materialist and our- selves. What can be so bewiLlering as the more subtle refinements about ' harmony ' and ' parity,' and the previous existence of the soul ? — on which last, however, the Sage's arguments are less vague than they are with respect to its existence hereafter, and which yet, if true, would destroy the whole blessing of limnortality : for if the soul has existed ere it yet entered our body — if our seeming acquisitions are rather dim reminiscences of what we knew before — if the delight that follows upon our discovery of a truth is nothing more than the recognition, the refinding, as it were, something formerly familiar and allied to i\^ — where is that perfect self-identity which can alone render a new existence a blessing that we ourselves can feel ? What comfort is it to me to think that my soul may live again under other shapes ; but / — my sentient faculty — my memory and perception, not feel the renewed existence ? This would not be a continuance of myself, but a * Ileid's assertion of the inherent disixjsition to Truth, or " instinctive prescience of human actions which makes us rely on the testimony of our fellow-creatures," has been preceded hy the 'Pha^do' — thouf;h the remark is intended to apply to the pre-existence of the soul ; and the fantastic notion that learning is but reminiscence, " The truth of this," says Cebes, " is manifested by a m:mas, ])islirlief is yet more ob- scure, we learn the JMiilosophy of IIo]^e, — and, when the soul shrinks back, appalled, from the wilderness of space around it, and the dazzle of the sun, we may trust yet that He who gifted it with its wings may hereafter increase its strength, guide its M'anderiiigs, and enable it to face the in- tolerable lustre which now blinds its gaze. Once convinced that tliere is a God, and we annihilate Despair ! — we may still have our doubts and our desires — our sorrows and our cares — but it is enough to know that we are destined to survive them. And when we are weary of our vain wanderings, w^e remember that Thought can find its home with God, and it is on a Father's bosom that we hush ourselves to rest!" In discourses of this sort, the day w^ore to its close, and when will the remembrance of that day ever depart from me ? It seemed to me, as we sat by the window, the sun sinking through the still summer air, the leaves at rest, but liow full of life, the motes dancing in the beam, the birds with their hymns of love, and every now and then the chirp of the grasshopper — " That evening reveller who makes His life an infancy and sings his fill ;" — it seemed to me, as w^e so sat, and, looking upon the huslied face of our mother Nnture, I listened to the accents of that impassioned wisdom, so full of high conjecture, and burning vision, and golden illustra- tion, which belonged to him for whom life was closing, as if I could have fancied that the world * The; Iicautiful simile in tlic ' PIltcIo.' CONVEESA'JIONS WITH AN AMP.ITIOUS STUI)EN1\ 335 was younger by some two thousand years, and that it Avas not one of this trite and dull age's cliildren who was taking his farewell of life, but rather some enthusiast of that day when knowledge was both a passion and a dream, when the mysteries of the universe and the life-to-come were thought the most alluring of human themes, and when, in the beautiful climates of the West, the sons of Wisdom crept out to die among the trees they had peopled with divini- ties, and yielded their own spirits to the Great Soul of which they were a part, and which their mys- terious faith had made the Life and Ruler of the world.* And now the sun sank, and " Maro's shepherd star Watched the soft silence with a loving eye." (( Do you remember," said L , " a story in one of the old English Chronicles, how a bird flew into the king's chamber, when the king was conversing with some sage upon the nature of the soul ? ' Be- hold !' said the sage, 'it is like that bird while within this room ; you can note its flight and motions, but you know not whence it came ere it entei^ed, nor can ye guess whither it shall fly when it leaves this momentary lodging.' " It chanced that, as L spoke, a small bird — I know not of what name or tribe — suddenly alighted on the turf beneath the window, and, though all its fellow-songsters were already hushed, poured forth a long, loud, sweet lay, that came, in the general silence, almost startlingly upon the ear. " Poor bird ! " said L , musingly, " it is thy farewell to one who, perhaps, has given thee food for thy little ones. And," continued he, after * But Phornutus, by Jupiter, uuderstands tlie ^oul of the world, he Avriting thus concerning him : aajrep Se jjeis, &c. " As we oiu'sclves are governed by a soul, so hath the world, in like manner, a soul that con- taineth it, and this is called Zeus, being the cause of life to all things that live," &c. — CuDwoKTH, vol. i. p. 529. z 2 336 CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. a sliort pause — and liftin*;- up liis eyes, lie p^azed lone: and earnestly around tUe scene, now bathed in all tlie darkening but tender hues of the sunnner night — "and shall I be ungrateful to that Power which has, since my boyhood, fed my thoughts — have / no farewell for that Nature whom, perhaps, I behold for the last time? O, unseen Spirit of Creation ! that watchest over all things — the desert and the rock, no less than the fresli water bound- ing on like a hunter on his path, when his heart is in his step — or the valley girded by the glad woods, and rippling with the yellow corn — to me, thus sad and balHed, thou hast ministered as to the happiest of thy children! — thou hast whispered tidings of unutterable comfort to a heart which the world sated while it deceived ! thou gavest me a music, sweeter than that of palaces, in the mountain wind! — thou badest the flowers and the common grass smile up to me as children to the face of their father ! — Like the eye of a woman first loved to the soul of the poet, was the face of every soft and never- silent star to me ! Nature ! my mother Nature ! as the infant in the harsh slavery of schools pines for home, I yearned within the dark walls of cities, and amidst the hum of unfinniliar men, for thy sweet embrace, and thy bosom whereon to lay my head, and weep wild tears at my will ! I thank thee. Nature, that thou art round and with me to the last ! Not in the close thoroughfares of toil and traffic — not tethered to a couch, whence my eyes, asking for thee, would behold only those dim walls which are the dying, man's worst dungeon, or catch through the lattice the busy signs and crowded tenements of the unsympathising herd ; — not thus shall my last sigh be rendered up to the Great Fount of Life ! To the mystic moment when the breath flutters and departs, thy presence will be round me, and the sentiment of thy freedom bathe my soul like a fresh air ! Fare- well thou, and thy thousand ministrants and children ! CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 337 — every leaf that quivers on the bough — every dew- drop that sparkles from the grass — every breeze that animates the veins of earth, are as friends, that I would rather know around my death-bed than the hollow hearts and ungenial sympathies of my kind ! O Nature, farewell ! if we are reunited, can I feel in a future being thy power, and thy beauty, and thy presence, more intensely than I have done in this ? " ***** ***** ***** When I was about to take leave of L for the night, he asked me, in a meaning voice, to stay with him a little longer : " The fact is," said he, " that Dr. implies a doubt whether I shall see another day ; so be with me, at least, till I fall asleep. I mean," added he, smiling, " not in the metaphorical, but the literal sense of the word." Accordingly, when he retired for the night, I sat by his bedside, and we continued to converse, for he wished it, though but by fits and starts : he gave me several instructions as to his burial, and as to various little bequests, not mentioned in his formal testament. While indifferent to the companionship of men, he had never been ungrateful for their affection : the least kindness affected him sensibly, and he was willing in deatli to show that he had not forgotten it. Indeed I have observed, that the more we live out of the world, the more little courtesies, such as in the crowd are unheeded, are magnified into favours : true that the same process of exaggeration occurs in respect to petty affronts or inconsiderate slights. The heart never attains the independence of the mind. Before the window, which looked out into the garden, the dark tops of the trees waved mournfully to and fro ; and above, in deep relief, was the sky, utterly cloudless, and alive with stars. " My eyes are very heavy," said L ; " close the curtains 338 CONVKKSATIONS WITH AX AMRT'I'IOUS STUDENT. romid my liciul. ' 1 did so, and crept softly into tlie next room, wlierc the nurse sat dozing in a large chair hy the fireside. "Does he sleep, sir?" said she, waking up as 1 a})proached. " He will shortly," said I : " he seems inclined to it." " Poor gentleman ! ho will soon be out of his sufferings," said the nurse; and she therewltli took a huge pinch of snuff. Yes ! this is the world's notion. With what wondrous ingenuity they shift off the pain of regret ! A friend, a brother, a husband, a son, dies — they thank Grod he is out of his afllictions ! In one sense they are right. They make the best of their own short summer, and do not ask the cloud to stay longer than suffices to call up the flowers or refresh the soil. Yet this is a narrow view of the subject of death. A bright genius disappears, a warm heart is stilled, and we think only (wlien we console ourselves) of the escape of the individual from his bed of pain. But ought we not to think of the loss that the world, that our whole race, sustains ? I believe so. How many thoughts which might have preached conviction to the universe will be stricken for ever duml) by the early death of one human being ! What services to earth might have l^een effected by that inquisitive, ardent, tender spirit, which to-morrow will be known upon earth no more ! " Poor gentleman ! "' quoth the nurse, " he will soon be out of his sufferings ! " and therewith she took a huge pinch of snuff. — What self-comforters we are ! " He is a good gentleman ! " said she again, turn- ing round to the fire ; " and so fond of dumb animals. Caesar, sir, the dog Caesar, is at the foot of the bed, as usual ? — ay, I warrant he lies there, sir, as still as a mouse. I am sure them creturs know when we are sick or not. Ah ! sir, how the dog will take on, CONVERSATIONS WITH AN AMBITIOUS STUDENT. 339 when " and the nurse, breaking off, applied again to her snuff-box - I could not bear to hear the woman talk thus, and I soon stole again into the next room. What a stillness there was in it ! It seemed palpable. Still- ness is not silent, at least to the heart. Hushing my own breath, I passed on to the curtained bed. L 's hand was flung over the pillow. I took it into mine — the pulse was almost imperceptibly low, but it fluttered nevertheless. I was about to drop the hand, when L half turned round, and that hand gently pressed my own. I heard a slight sigh, and, fancying he was awake, I bent over to look into his face. The light from the window came full upon it, and I was awed by the exceeding beauty of the smile that rested on the lips. But those lips had fallen from each other ! I pressed the pulse again. No — the fluttering was gone. I started away with an unutterable tightness at my heart. I moved to the door, and called to the inirse. She came quickly ; yet I thought an hour had passed before she crossed the threshold. We went once more to the bed — and there, by his master's face, sat the poor dog. He had crept softly up from his usual resting-place ; and when he saw us draw aside the curtain, he looked at us so wist- fully, that no, I cannot go on ! — The tale is told. THE INFLUENCE OF LOVE UPON' LITEKATURE AND HEAL LIFE. [Not before published. Written in 1862.] UPON THE INFLUENCE OF LOVE UPON LITERATUKE AND liEAL LIFE. INTEODUCTION. There is a spot of dressed ground, a little apart from the more formal gardens attached to my old country- house, that seems especially to please any poet or artist who may chance to grace my home with his presence. After quitting terraces stiff with statues in mea- sured rows and parterres in geometrical symmetry, a path, skirting one side of an old-fashioned bowl- ing-green, winds under an arch formed artificially by the trunks of large pollard-trees covered with ivy. From the mouth of this arch a view breaks upon the eye with that pleasing effect which belongs to what some describer of landscape scenery calls " The art of gardenesque surprise." For the place seems almost as if it had been dis- buried — as if it belonged to another age, and had been the haunt of another race. Nature, I must own, has not done much for it ; and the art to which it owes the effect produced is far from being either very pure in itself or very liberal in the recourse to costly accessories. Originally it was but a miniature valley of level turf filched from the park, with a little pond and a few ancient oak-trees. But it so happened that, 344 TFIK iNFi.rKxrE OF r,nvK vpns some winters ago, I Iki'I taken to a passionate stndy of Horace, and was meditating' a version of his Ddes upon what I flattered ni\ self was a new principle in the translation of Latin l\ rics. I had a hiist of the j)oet made in terra-cotta, taken from tlie engraving of an antique gem ; and this hust originated the decora- tion of the ground I now so coinj)lacently descrihe. For when I had got it, I found 1 did not know where to place it. A friend said to me, *' Place it near the little pond, close by the pine-grove." "But," I answered, pettishly, " nothing there is in character witli the classic age ! " " True," said my friend ; " but the spot at least will be out of sight of your Gothic turrets and your mediaeval terraces ; and since there is nothing to unmake, ^ve can surely make out of turf and water somethino; in character with anv age you select. Give me your general idea — leave the details to me. We will invent an Horatian Gar- den." " Excellent! " cried I, with enthusiasm. " We cannot, indeed, make a garden in the least resembling any in which Horace wandered, whether in his Sabine valley or amid the orchards of Tivoli ; but I shall be amply contented if we can humour the rough ground into a spot not unfittingly hallowed to his memory by a descendant of tlie barbarian whom, in prophetic rapture, he promised after death to visit ; a resting- place for the glorious singing-bird — canonis alex — when, in flights unci rcumscri bed by Stygian wave, winging way to Dacian and Scyth, and drinkers of the Rhone,* he swerves aside to hear us murmur his melodious warbles in the isle of the Father-Celt." So my friend and I set to work. I suggested the designs ; he seized their idea with the quickness of a man of poetic taste and ])ractical knowledge of pic- turesque effect ; and, thanks to him, we liave made a sort of scenery wliich, viewed indulgently — as visitors view what their liost shows them with an aii- of triunijdi — is always called classical by those who * Herat, lib. ii. Ode xx. LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 345 "have never studied the classics, and by those who have studied them is admitted, v^ith a gracious smile, to be pretty and original. The poor little pond, alas ! resembles no Bandusian fountain ; but we have so curved its grassy banks, that, by a stretch of fancy, one might suppose it some quiet pool formed, through subterranean springs, by the babbling rivu- let. Near the margin, to the left, extends a rude sort of grotto, which by courtesy may be called Dionsean. At all events, it is guarded by a statue of Dione, copied from that charming image of the goddess called the A^enus of Ostia. Though, in the recesses of this grotto — which is formed of mossed roots, and the trunks of trees that had perhaps come to their prime before Horace was known in England — there be no beds of roses, such as those on which a Pyrrha reclined ; yet still the rose itself, in many a living cluster, wreathes its blooms round the sylvan columns. On the opposite bank of this honoured pool there runs a trellice for vines in the way vines are still trained in Italy. On the farther side of the grotto is a stiff yew-hedge, belting an alley of sward, and relieved by the busts of those whose immortal names come to our lips when we think of Horace ; — Augustus, Msecenas, Brutus, Yirgil. Niches formed by the yews hold statues symbolical of the Rural Muse and Urban Muse, Horace being an equal favourite with both. Under the Rural Muse, who is crowned with flowers, are inscribed these lines : — " The Muse of Rural Life, I link the races. Kature renews her seasons with my Mays ; To thee the lark sings as it sung to Horace, And here, as in Ustica, Horace sings." The statue of the Urban Muse, who bears in her hand a lamp, takes also an inscription, which runs thus : — " The Muse of Social Life, I link the races. Clear through the night of time, the lamp I bear Shows man as man was ever ! thy last poet Is not so modern as my Horace is." 346 Tin: influence of love upon Farther on, is a statue of Diana, standing out from a seniicircnlar fane of rustic pillars ; a few yards beyond, an ;nitiqne marble image of Fannus, which I was fortunate enough to find in 'J'uscany, and which artists opine to be of the age of Fhidias. The same artists tell me it ought not to be left exposed to the rains and frosts of our climate ; probably they are right. But Horace sacrificed toFaunus; I sacrifice Faunus to Horace. Within a nook, in reinoto gra- niine, is the bust of Horace himself, under which are engraved these rhymeless verses, in a poor attempt at an English ada})tation of Horace's favourite Alcaic metre, humouring the metre so that in English it could be really lyrical — that is, sung to simple string- instruments in a tripping sort of measure : — " Vowed to thee whom the chonis of wood-nymph and satyr Lured apart fiom the crowd, he this shade and still water, And the grot that admits of the rose, But is safe, thank the gods, from a P^Trha ! Vowed to thee be the respite to-day may affV)rd us From cares hid as yet out of sight in the morrow, \\'hile the wind and the wave are at peace, And the ash is as calm as the cypress. Kightly called, leave thy haunts in the old Sahine valley, Hither, as to Ijucretilis, charm lively Faunus : Let us dream that we hear by thy side His reed echoed back from Ustic^." I spare the reader the ta^diura of further descrip- tioii : I have said enough to give a general idea of the place. But no doubt its chief attraction is that which it is scarcely possible to describe — an air of seclusion and remoteness ; it is so enclosed and shut out from the landscape round it by sloping grass mounds or thickly planted trees ; it seems so distinct from the habitation to which it is nevertheless so near; it is so unlike the usual imitations of classic gardens, and yet in each detail it so suggests a like- ness to bits of scenic effect in Pompeian frescoes, that LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 347 wlierever its quaint strangeness is familiarised by a vague reminiscence, the reminiscence is like that of a dream, and a dream of the bygone sensuous heathen life. Here, sometimes, in summer noons, we shun the dog-star, spread the turf with such light refection of fresh fruits and cooling wines as suit time and place ; and though we crown not our brows with floral wreaths, nor anoint ourselves with Malobathran balms, we talk of men and things much, I daresay, as the ancients did in their hours of holiday. If, by happy chance, the party boast of some tuneful voice or sprightly lute, I look towards the still image of Faunus, and imagine I am listening to the song of Tyndaris. Hither, too, when conversing with some wiser visitor on themes that disport round the borders of philosophy, instinctively I direct his steps. Many a golden hour have I thus spent, gathering in food for after-meditation, when left alone with thought and memory. In the place thus described, and seated near the cool shade which the arches of the grotto and the boughs of neighbouring trees throw over the sward, during one of those English July noons, when the sun is too powerful for active exercise, and yet the sky so pure, and Nature so attractive, that it seems a waste of life to seek occupation within doors, I found myself, not long since, between two friends, who had come with me from London the day before. I will designate these guests by the names of Metellus and Gallus : pardon the affectation, seeming or real, of classic names in connection with a spot devoted to classic association. Metellus is a man of high birth and large fortune, of mature years, and stored with rich acquisitions both from books and experience of mankind. He enjoys in the world a dignified and solid reputation. His 348 TIIK IXFLIKNCK ( )F T.DVK VVoS talk is full of matter, sometimes adorned !•}• (.luqueiice, sometimes relieved by sul^dued and quiet irony, thouf^h perhaps too much overlaid with a learning which even the ease of his manner does not entirely divest from an a]>j>earance of pedantry — I say ap- pearance, for, in reality, no man is less of a pedant. lie is fond of subjects tliat invite arp;umcntative dis- cussion, but he is much more li-ood-tempered under contradiction than the lovers of disputation generally are. It is natural to the serene loltiness of his character to be invariably urbane and well-bred. He has been, and indeed still is, singularly handsome, a great favourite with ladies — especially with ladies who cultivate their minds ; but he has never married, although he recommends marriage earnestly to all his bachelor friends, and considers himself in his solitary lot a warning, not an example. And hence the name herein assigned to him is suggested by that of the Roman Censor, Metellus, wdio made a memorable speech, which was extremely discouraging to those ideas of wedlock wdiich lovers usually cherish, but nevertheless extremely urgent in commendation of wedlock, as one of tlie dangerous but honourable duties wliich a brave man should not decline to fulfil. Metellus, when pressed to })ractise what he preaches, says, " Age is exonerated from the perils that belong to youth ; I am too old for marriage." I know many young ladies who do not consider him too old for them. He is forty-five. It is only when fi'iendship advises, or beauty tempts, him to marry, that he affects to be eighty. Gallus is the younger son of a small country squire. He has his w^ay to make in life. He is nominally destined for the bar, and has talent enough to win his way even in that overcrowded profession ; but at present, though now in his twenty-fifth year, he continues to indulge a boyish passion for romance and poetry, which it is LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 340 proverbially difficult to reconcile with a sedulous devotion to Themis. He has not yet published any- thing in his own name, but he is suspected to be the author of sundry j^ieces in prose and verse, which have appeared anonymously in popular periodicals, and attracted much favourable notice. Such small poems (chiefly love poems, not unnaturally at twenty- five) as I know to be his, having been allowed to see them in MS., are full of promise ; they have fervour and passion, and an original hardihood of form. Some day or other, if the strong current of practical life do not draw him into its vortex, I predict that he will disappoint his parents and delight the public as a poet professed. Some of my readers will now see why I give to my young friend the name of Gallus, a Latin poet as well as orator, whose genius we take somewhat on trust, for we have no remains either of his poems or his orations ; but some critics have assigned to him — though not, alas ! upon authority allowed by finer judges — one of the most charming hymns in homage to love which the Roman Muse has bequeathed to us. Grallus is small in stature and delicately formed, with irregular mobile features lit up by animation, and gaining a beauty of their own from an exjoression of countenance that strikes and interests at the first glance ; for it is at once thoughtful and hopeful — a rare combination. His eye in repose looks upward ; his lips in silence part slightly, with a sanguine haughty smile ; his hair, which at any quick move- ment of his head he flings back from his temples, is luxuriant with careless curls of a chesnut brown — catching a golden tinge when a sunbeam falls on them. He has not lived much in the great world, and his manners have not the polish which graces the bearing of Metellus. As his character is proud, im- petuous, unhesitatingly fearless, so his manner is abrupt, decisive — sometimes rude. He is gentle VOL. 11. 2 A 350 TIIK INFLUENCE UF LOVE UPON indeed to women, to cdiildren, to inferiors; but lie liolds servility in sncli disdain that he lacks the due respect which youth is tau<^ht to pay to men of" high station or established repute. In short, he is not without that arrogance ot" bearing which is common enough in young men of great power and daring spirit, who, ere they have won deference for them- selves, do not comprehend the deference which society pays to others. The same men become gracious when they become great. For, with all but the vulgar and malevolent, courtesy grows out of the consciousness of undisputed station. I need scarcely say that Gallus has made many enemies, because he has wounded many self-loves: and if his talents are ex- tolled by the young, they meet with little encourage- ment from the old. Still, to those who know him well, there is in his nature so much manly gene- rosity and impulsive nobleness, so vivid a warmth of heart, so chivalrous a sense of honour, and such deeps of latent tenderness and sweetness, that, though the enmities he creates are keen and stubborn, the friend- shi})s he inspires are profound and lasting. Metellus, who is the most tolerant of sages and the most afiable of grandees, holds Gallus in great affection, and likes him, I believe, the better because he is the only verv 7 7 fc' •/ young man whom the reputation of Metellus does not a little awe. Now, as we were thus seated, or rather indolently stretched upon the grass, talking on subjects started by the sight of the Roman busts — of which we caught a sidelong view down the shaded alley in which they rest on their pedestals ; and a propos of some quotation which Gallus made from Ovid, Metellus threw out a remark upon the tendency of poets to exaggerate the influence of love upon human destinies. This called forth from Gallus a contradiction so blunt and brisk, that I said, rebukingly, " P^ie, Gallus ! suffer me to hear, without interruption, the opinions of Metellus LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 351 upon a subject in which it may be supposed that his experience is larger and his philoso^^hy deeper than yours. You, gracilis puer^ have scarcely yet met with your first Pyrrha, and Metellus has, I dare be sworn, hung more than a dozen votive tablets in Neptune's temple, commemorating escape from a dozen ship- wrecks." " Nay," quoth Metellus, " you should be the last man to chide Gallus for having unwittingly saved you from one of those inflictions which authors dread the most. You must know that I brought with me to your house the manuscript of a couple of essays, or rather of one essay under two divisions, on which I meditated asking your opinion, in some propitious hour lazy as the present. Knowing, too, that Gallus sets up for a critic, 1 should also have pressed him into the council. To let you into a secret, I have the manuscript at this moment in my pocket ; and I had an artful desion, in the remarks which Gallus has so passionately contradicted, to sound my way, and see how far I could expect to find in both of you friendly or hostile listeners for the lucubration I wished to read to you ; but Gallus has so honestly shown what I should expect from his judgment, that I think it prudent not to hazard a similar reception from your- self. I shall return with my manuscript unrevealed." " Not so ! " cried I ; " punish me not for Gallus's ■offence of taste and good manners. Read the manu- script to me exclusively ; let Gallus penitential ly withdraw, and initiate his lips into the discipline of silence by betaking himself to fishing." " On the contrary," said Metellus, " if I should yield to the amiable solicitations 1 have insidiously provoked, it must be on the express stipulation that Gallus shall have full liberty to stay and reply, pro- vided only, but provided always, that he enter into a solemn engagement not to interrupt me in the course of my argument even by a groan. I will observe a 2 A 2 352 THE INl-LUENCE OF LOVE UPON similar forbearance towards himself when it comes to his turn to be tedious." " Af^recd," said Galliis ; " I accept the challenge. It will be practice for the bar, if ever I get a brief." Metellus, after modestly warning me that he had contrived out of a very exciting subject to make a dissertation so sober, that I might find it erpmlly tame and tedious, drew forth a very neat-looking manuscript, and began to read in a pleasant voice, attuned to the familiar key of conversation, the essay which he has permitted me to submit herein to a wider audience. LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 353 LOVE, IN ITS INFLUENCE UrON LITERATURE. METELLUS. " The passion of love forms the prevalent theme of imaginative literature ; and to three parts of that literature is the Be-all and End-all. When the Muse enters the realm of fiction, Love greets her at the threshold ; and while she remains in Fable-Land, this image so absorbs her attention that she recites its attributes and describes its form, to mortals in the hard world of reality, with as much minuteness as if she were communicating to her listeners the discovery of something they could never of themselves expe- rience ; or, on the other hand, favouring them with critical suggestions for the improvement of an art on which their livelihood depended. Yet the fact is — firstly, that most of us know more about Love than the Muse can tell us ; and, secondly, that with very few of us does Love hold more than a restrained and subordinate rank in that social life in which the Muse represents him as the indisputable universal autocrat. Strange to say, it is that class of imaginative lite- rature which professes to represent to us, with the most careful fidelity, the picture of this actual world in which we cultivate our acres, ply our looms, liti- gate and fight, talk, think, act — anything but love — for at least nine-tenths of the long interval between the registry of our births and the epitaphs on our tombs ; — strange to say, it is that class of literature which, with the most uniform and audacious impu- dence, converts all this vast panorama of being into the mere background for the same naked little Cupid with the same silly little bow. If any class of imaginative literature should give MM Tin: INI'LrFA'CK OF T,nVK TTpOX lis some trutlil'ul ])ictiire of life as it rciilly is, we iiiio-lit surely look for it in lliu Novel tliat professes to delineate our everyday manners, or in the (-omedy that affects to hold up the mirror to our humours, and lii;-ht us to self-knowledge hy a smile. Yet the novel and the comedy, in proportion as they pretend to be orthodox novel and comedy, are precisely the works in which the whole action of life is most com- monly reduced to the machinery of a love-plot, and its span contracted to the vicissitudes of an amorous courtship. Nay, the moment it is understood that the hero and heroine are to be married, the author seems to think that the whole end for which they were created is fulfilled ; and as the Provencal house- wife, when the silk-worms she has warmed in her bosom turn into white moths, does not allow them to flutter out their brief being amidst the sunshine, in return for all the silk they have sjDun her, but con- signs them at once to the craws of her poultry, so, when the lovers get out of the entanglements which they weave around themselves, and we say, " Now let us see how they sport on the wing," the author terminates their existence, and dismisses them to be digested by the critics. It is also worthy of notice, that, though we of the North might not unreasonably be supposed to have a far more vivid conception of all that constitutes the poetry of love than the nations of the East, in which, since women are secluded in harems, there seems small compai'ative scope for the adventures of court- ship, and the delicacies of chivalrous sentiment — yet critical autliorities are now pretty well agreed that we must look to the East for the origin of that erotic literature which we so proudly regard as indigenous to our own native soil. The Anglo-Saxon poets, when indulging in gentler strains than those dedi- cated to warlike deeds and adventures, delighted either in moral allegories, such as the ' Hymn to the Phoenix,' which mysteriouslv illustrates the destinies LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 355 of the soul, or in 'Monitory Poems,' which (as we may see in Mr. Wright's popular and pleasant pages*) seem to have warned the listeners less of the torments of love than of the dangers engendered by beer. And towards the close of the Anglo-Saxon monarchy, the holiness of chastity in contrast to the errors of passion becomes the chosen theme of the austere fabulist and moralising glee-man. The Scandinavian Scalds, among whom the fierce creed of Odin was in force to a later date than it retained in the muse of the Anglo-Saxons, are of a sterner and darker character. Their mysteries are not refined to the spiritual types of Christianity, but are grim with the spells of witches riding along the sea on the backs of wolves ; not the ragged and mumbling crones of Anglo-Saxon superstition, but incarnate Powers of no earth-born race. The witches of Macbeth are purely Scandinavian ; and Shaks- peare must have found his conception of their grand and terrible attributes among the Danish part of our population. So also the Danish battle-songs are more intensely ferocious than the Anglo-Saxon. They seem composed in the intoxication of wine literally drunk out of the skulls of foes. And even where Love is admitted, less as the prime agent of mortal life than as one among its disturbing and fatal influences, it is certainly unlike the Love whose " foot- steps are to be traced by the blossoms it lets fall."f The Scandinavian Venus is a grisly giantess, who, in the language of the ' Edda,' " rides to the battle, and hath one-half of the slain." Neither is the genuine Welsh Poetry, before it was adulterated, by the romances of Brittany, with chivalrous legends of Lancelot and Guenever, more erotic than that of our Danish and Saxon forefathers. The original Bardism appears to have been employed as the organ of that which the Druids, who dictated * ' History of Domestic Manners and Sentiments in England during; the Middle Ages,' p. 38. t Schiller. 35(5 TIIK INFLrENCE OF LOVK ri'OX its teachings, declnred to be TiUTn : ethical doctrines in laconic forms; adages and proverbs. The next era in Welsh poetry is identified with tlie enchanter Merlin. This mysterious personage, according to national tradition, was a matlK-niatician. His ])oetry is not extant, but, if it resembled his architecture (he is said to have built Stonehenge), it could scarcely have been a bower for the Loves to nestle in. Aneurin and Taliessin are warlike and patriotic. In their time of stern struggle and sorrow there could have been Httle leisure for courtship. Somewhat later, Merdyn the Wild predicts the woes to befall his race in melancholy stanzas addressed, not to his lady, Imt — his pig.* In 'Owen and his Ravens' (published in the ' Mabinogion '), which appears to me the most ancient of all the Welsh narrative myths, Fancy invents a fable without the slightest assistance from Love. " Gallantry," observes Mr. Hallam, " in the sense of a general homage to the fair, a respectful deference to woman independent of personal attachment, seems to have first become a perceptible element of European manners in the south of France, and probably not later than the end of the tenth century ; it was not at all in unison with the rough habits of the Orlovin- gian Franks, or of the Anglo-Saxons. There is little, or, as far as I know, nothing of it in the poem of Beowulf, or in that upon Attila, or in the oldest Teutonic fragments, or in the Niebelungen Lied. Love may appear as a natural passion, but not as a conventional idolatry."! But when the Crusaders returned from the East, and when the Moors had settled in Spain, a new spirit was breathed into the old genius of the North. Love, alike in the extra- vagance of its passion and the gallantry of its sen- timent, inspired the lays of the Troubadour; and * See an excellent article in the • Quarterly Keview,' 'On tiie Welsh and their Literature,' vol. cix. p. 38. t Hallam : ' Literature of Europe,' part i. c. ii. j). 127. LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 357 erotic Romance, heightened by additional spells on the fancy, in legendary fables of Oriental enchant- ment accommodated to Christian manners by French imitators, came to our island as a stranger, to settle as a native, like its Norman patrons. Then the Cymrian bards tune their harps to light airs never known to the Druids ; the amorous court of King Arthur supersedes the myths of Hu-Gadarn and the hazy traditions of Defrobani ; and, towards the close of the thirteenth century, Dafyd-ab-Gwylim gives an Ovid to Wales. Then the Anglo-Saxon transfers his metaphysical tendency from mystic Allegory to the refining subtleties and dainty conceits which are bred from Fancy when it broods on Passion. Then, in our northern provinces, where (as Palgrave has so lucidly shown) the population was almost wholly of Danish origin, sprang up the Border Minstrelsy, in which the hardy Scandinavian genius yields, thougli not without retaining the honours of war, to its soft invader. In the legends of Scandinavia proper. Love also now begins to assume a more mild and benignant aspect than he did under the auspices of the earlier Freya. However remote, however unborrowed from si- milar European legends, may be the origin of some of the ' Norse Tales ' recently familiarised to English readers by the masterly translation of Mr. Dasent — most of those in which Love plays an important part appear to me of comparatively recent adaptation from foreign myths. It is amusing to see, in the Norse story ' East o' the Sun and West o' the Moon,' the legend of Cupid and Psyche stripped of its Hellenic elegance, and reduced to the homely taste of Scandinavian listeners. Instead of the drop which trickles from the lamp as the G-reek Psyche bends over the sleeping god, it is three drops from a tallow candle which the Norse Psyche lets fall upon the shirt of the beautiful prince, whom she had married as a white bear; and for 358 Tin: ixfluen-ce of love upon denouement of llie storv, tlic J>ride waslies tlic spots out of the shirt. Still there is a warm, household, hninaii interest in the Norse Psyche, which in some degree compen- sates for her deficiency in the poetic grace which beautifies and exalts the Hellenic. But whether the Scandinavian myth be borrowed second-hand from the story of Apuleius — which was among the earliest classic works the invention of ])rinting familiarised to scholars — or whether, as Mr. Dasent (according to the theory for whicli he argues in his learned and eloquent introduction) would probably contend, it came down to the Scandinavian races from remote originals, common alike to Greek and to Norseman — it has equally its source in Asiatic Fable. Nor is it only in the poetry of modern Europe that the chaste Cama?na3 have been corrupted into wanton singing-girls by intercourse with the amorous East. Those Hellenic legends, in whicli Love l')lays much the same part that he does in the fantastic literature of chivalry — such as the stories of Belle- rophon, of Perseus, of the Colchian enchantress Medea — are clearly of Asiatic origin. It is true that Homer avails himself largely of the agency of Love ; but, setting aside all such reasons as have been urged by critical schokn-s for believing that Homer was himself Asiatic by origin, or was largely indebted to Asiatic poets, whose names and works are lost to us, Homer does not represent lovemaking as tliat main occu- pation of the human race, to which poetry, as the voice of the human heart, should modulate all its keys. He is not like those later rhapsodists in verse or in prose, whose birds only sing in the season of coupling. Thougli the siege of Troy has its origin in the elopement or rape of Helen, and though Achilles retires to his tents on being unjustly de- prived of Briseis, still the entire poem is not devoted to the guilt, the sorrows, or the wrongs of those ira- LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 359 mortal lovers. Though the wrath of Achilles is " the direful spring of woes unnumbered," Briseis, that fair cause of his wrath, is very much kept in the background. We hear more of the hero's friend than we do of his mistress ; and it is the fate of his friend and not of his mistress that exercises over his actions the potential effect which makes him, as the destroyer of Hector, the prominent hero of the Epic. In the adventures of Ulysses the fascinations of Circe form but an episode ; and that hero, the first in whom intellect is made more prominent than valour, grieves more for the death of his dog Argus, than he does for his separation from the Crystal Queen of the Sea. The example of Homer, even to the limited degree in which he sought materials of interest in amorous narrative, does not appear to have been readily adopted in those states of Greece wherein we look for the purer developments of the Hellenic genius. Though we are told that Homer was really the parent of Athenian tragedy, and though the Athenian tragic poets took their favourite characters from his Epic, yet certainly neither ^schylus nor Sophocles selects from Homer those passages which would best furnish a modern dramatist with pathetic love-plots. ^Eschylus only exhibits the form of love in order to punish its crimes ; Sophocles, it is true, calls forth our tears for Haemon and Antigone; but still their love is ex- pressed with austere reserve, and our pity for the death of H^emon is left subordinate to our awe of the retribution which it inflicts on the cruelty of Creon. If we are to find among the Dorians the earliest and purest type of the Hellenic mind, we cannot suppose that, in those Dorian states which preserved the longest their ethnical idiosyncrasies, the Muses were the handmaids of Aphrodite. Crete, which exhibits the most primitive development of the true Dorian character, and to Avhicli Midler assigns the 3G0 THE IXFLITENX'E OF LOVE UPON oi-i_i;-in of tlic rcli<^i()us poetry ami music of" tlie Doric race,* has left us one of its popular cliaiits, dating from a very remote antiquity. Of this song, justly admired hy scholars, 1 will cite a spirited translation by the late Sir D. K. Sandford, which may at least serve to show how little the Cretan Mars was subdued by a Cretan A'enus. IlIE SONG OF IIYBRIAS THE CRETAN. " My wealth is here — the sword, the spear, the breast-defending shiukl ; With this 1 pluiigli, with this I sow, with this I reap the fiehl, ^^'ith this I tread the luscious grape and drink the Llood-red wine ! And slaves around in order wait, and all are counted mine. But he that will not rear the lance upon the battle-field, Nor sway the sword, nor stand behind the breast-defending shield, On lowly knee must worship me, with sei'vile kiss adored, And peaJ the cry of homage high, and hail me mighty lord." The Spartans, in whom we recognise the most illustrious representatives of the Doric race, were little likely to adapt to amorous madrigals their national music, "which," saith their erudite and eulogistic historian (Midler), " was calculated to strengthen the mind against the attacks of passion." Their soil did not grow love-singers ; when they wanted one, they borrowed him. Alcman was by birth a Lydian of Sardis : brought very young into Laconia as a slave, his master discovered his genius, and emancipated him ; and among his poems, of which but fragments remain, there w^ere many devoted to love, by no means " calculated to strengthen the mind against the attacks of passion." But he seems to have been as ardently addicted to eating and driidving as he was to love. Enough of his verse remains to show that he was fond of confectionary, and enjoyed an * MiilUr'.s 'Dorians,' Oxfonl translutioii, vol. ii. p. 343. LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 361 excellent digestion. Indeed, lie boasts of deserving the epithet " voracious." Nevertheless, the solemn Spartans not only delighted in this jovial sensualist, but were anxious to appropriate to their land the honour of producing him. The Sardian slave was naturalised, and styled emphatically " the Laconian Poet." Milller, who accommodates his great learning, and still greater intellect, to his systematic desire of dignifying the Spartan genius somewhat overmuch at the expense of the Athenian, though allowing, indeed, that Alcman was of Lydian origin, decides with a curtness altogether Laconian against the judg- ment of most of the best authorities, " corroborated incidentally," says Colonel Mure, very truly, " by Alcman himself," that Sparta had really produced this classical minne-singer, to whom, so far as we know, not one attribute generical to Spartan cha- racter can be assigned. But how reconcile the Lydian's poetry to the Spartan's taste ? Colonel Mure, a man of the world as well as a scholar, which is more likely to be the case with an English colonel than a German pro- fessor, suggests that the Spartans probably enjoyed on the sly much which they sanctimoniously rebuked in public. Says the Colonel, speaking out like a man who has equally known the discipline of a drill and the social ease of a mess-table, " From all this it w^ould appear that the ascetic contempt for sensual indulgence, on which the Spartans afterwards prided themselves, had not yet been fully matured ; or that the legislative rigour of their public morality was compatible, in the days of Alcman, with much freedom of social habits." * Not only in the days of Alcman, but I suspect as long as Sparta was Sparta ! A people constitutionally grave like the relief of a pleasantry. No people at this day are more sincerely and more seriously moral than the Scotch, and no people on * Mure's ' Critical History of the Language and Literature of Ancient Greece,' vol. iii. p. 201 (on Alcman). 3r;2 Tin: INFM'HXCK UF I.dVK CrON this earth more Irniikly relisli a joke; if the joke be good, not tlie less l)ecaiise it is broad. Tlie wliy is sufficiently clear — a grave people is haiif^hty. Ac- cording to Ilobhes, the soin-ce of laughter must be sought in the sense of superiority. The grave, there- fore, laugh at the levities to which they feel them- selves superior, and the gravest nations will always have the liveliest sense of humour. If there be a nation in Europe in modern days graver than the British, it is the Spanish ; and the only nation in Europe that equals, and perhaps excels, the British in luxuriance of humour (witness Quevedo, Cervantes, and indeed the popular language, stuffed full with hmnorous proverbs), is the Spanish. But if, in spite of his cognomen as the "Laconinn poet," Alcman was no native of Sparta, I am inclined to assign to that commonwealth of soldiers the soldierly poet, far more akin to its national character ; and, to judge by the fragments extant, of far higher worth in himself both as poet and man ; I believe that Tyrta3us was really the son of " rocky Laconia." We may dismiss, with approval of all the best recent critics, English and German, the myth that Tyrtceus w^as a lame schoolmaster at Aj^hidnte in Attica. His progenitors might very probably belong to Aphidna) (with which Sparta had connection) ; but it seems to me impossible to read what remains of Tyrtasus himself, and not come to the conclusion that verses so ardently patriotic, and so impressed with the special attributes of the Spartan character, must have been composed by a })orn Lacedaemonian.* But Tyrtfeus tells us to look for human beauty oti the face, not of the living mistress, but of the youth who has died for his native land. Alca^us, Anacreon, Sajipho, among the earlier Greek poets, were sufficiently erotic ; but they were natives of lands coloured by Oriental skies, and they * Sec an able article on Tyrta'us, summing up with m-oat fairness the pros and cons of his Laconian origin, in Dr. Hmilli's 'Dictionary of Grecian and Roman Biography and Mythology.' LITERATUEE AND REAL LIFE. 363 had the Asiatic temperament if they had the Hellenic genius. If we look to Athens as representing the most purely European type of the poetic and intellectual development of Greece, it is not till the Athenians passed under the influence of the East — not till the generation succeeding the men who had fought at Marathon had acquired familiar acquaintance with Oriental modes of thought, and the Hetseras, adventur- ous ladies chiefly from the colonies of Asia Minor, had risen into a power amidst the social circles of grey philosojohy, as well as of youtliful fashion- — that Love began to take an authority in classic fiction akin to that which he now usurps in the modern. With Euripides commences the important distinc- tion, in the analysis of which all the most refined and intellectual of modern erotic literature consists — viz., the distinction between love as a passion and love as a sentiment. Even in Sappho, love is but a vehe- ment emotion of the heart or the senses — with Euri- pides it is something more ; it is an occupation of the intellect — it is a mystery to fathom — a proljlem to solve. Love with him not only feels, but it reasons — reasons perhaps ov-ermuch. Be that as it may, he is the first of the Hellenic poets who interests us intel- lectually in the antagonism and affinity between the sexes. He seems to have made a study of woman. Nor is it true (as has often been inconsiderately said) that he libels what he had studied. It is the height of assurance in Aristophanes to prefer that charge specially against him in a comedy that comprises the most truculent satire against the sex. Indeed, not our own wittiest woman-hater. Swift himself, has offered insults so gross -to the dignity of woman, so barbarouslv caricatured the ideal likeness in which she is limned by the Muse, so foully bespattered the charmed veil in which she is half concealed by the Grace, as has been done by the accuser of Euripides in the riotous sport of his mighty and merciless 304 TllK LNFLUEXCE Ol- J.UVE UPON genius. Eui-ipides presents to us in Alcestis tlie loveliest ideul of womanly devotion, tliouf^li he also presents to us in ^Medea a jiieture of the fiend to whicli jealousy converts a woman. Still he is care- ful to preserve, even to Meilea, all her himian ex- cuses, and .to leave her a fi:randeur which Hatters her sex, in spite of the tragic atrocities with which she avenges her wrongs upon ours. This, in iiict, is the compliment that Euripides pays to wnnnen ; and for this, in his own age, he was probably the most blamed — viz., tliat he is the first poet who lifts woman up to an intellectual equality with man ; nay, indeed, sometimes assigns to her intellectually the superior rank, wdiether for good or for evil. Beside Medea, Jason is a miserable wretch, who excuses his infideHty by tlie paltriest motives. He could not do a better worldly thing, being an exile, than marry a king s daughter ! — it would be so good for the chil- dren ! — they could be so much better educated ! He disowns every kind of passion — he has no hate for Medea, no love for another. He hints that it would be a great blessing 'if men could be born without any help from women at all (an idea which Shakspeare, ^lilton, and Sir Thomas Browne have very eloquently re-echoed) ; and declares that Medea would not cen- sure him for so prudent a mode of getting on in the world if she were not a woman — but all women are so unreasonable ! Certainly here Jason is not heroic — Medea is. So, in the ' Alcestis,' the woman plays a much sublimer part than the man. Alcestis, a cliaste and charming wife, yields herself to Death in order to save the life of her husl)and. Such a wnfe might reconcile Shakspeare, Milton, and even Sir Thomas Browne, to the dispensation of Providence, who did create " This fair defect Of Nature ; and not fill the world at first With men, as angels, without feminine." * * Milton. LITERATUEE AND REAL LIFE. 365 According'ly, Death carries off Alcestis. Her hnsbancl, Admetiis, mourns for her, deeply, tenderly ; but still he accepts the sacrifice, and consoles himself by accusing liis father, in the rudest terms, for not having saved his daughter-in-law by offering himself to Death. An argument thereon ensues, in wliich his father has much the best of it. In short, in these two dramas we have woman's love at its best and its worst ; in both, the woman is exceedingly grand, and in both the man is exceedingly vulgar. Being a man myself, I venture humbly to doubt whetlier, in this contrast, Euripides has rendered to his own sex impartial justice ; but I do not doubt that, in the dignity with which, be she good or bad, woman is here invested, Euripides revolutionised the character of all previous love-poetry — represented a highly civilized age, in which woman had become ex- tremely accomplished ; and that in this we must trace the main reason why, though inferior to ^Eschylus and Sophocles as a poet, Euripides has exercised, and ever will exercise, a much more immediate influence over the dramatic literature of civilized nations. In ^schylus speak the Demigods — in Sophocles speak the Greeks, Euripides, amidst many j)hilosophical pe- dantries, many pohtical impertinences, — amidst much that is positively anti-poetic, still, with the beat of a heart that had known great sorrows, with the thought of a brain informed by magnificent teachers, represents civilized man and civilized woman in all lands and in all ages — passionate in the midst of reason — reasoning in the midst of passion. And hence, perhaps, it was that the Delphian oracle said, " wise ^schylus, wiser Sophocles, wisest Euripides ! " Wisest he certainly was, because he dealt most with humanity ; beyond humanity no human wisdom can reach. Above it we may soar, but not through wisdom ; solely through that which every child comprehends in his heart. The influence which Love had thus acquired on the VOL. II. 2 B ..<>'! 'I'm; iNTiA'KNfK or i,oyi- ttox tragic stagv, soon ]»ecame yet nioie l:niiili:iily visildc on the comic. A Mniander was tlie iiicvital)lc consequence of an Knri))i(les. Anil, t(; jndj^e of" tlie eflect wliicli tin's aniialtle l>iit tronMesomc deity liad Ity tliat time at- taineil in Athenian society, we must look, not, alas ! to Mrnander himself — for of him oidy fjaf^'ments remain — l)Ut to that politest of the Latin poets, in whom modern comedy acknowledges its most ])opular model, and who is styled by Cicero " Menandei-'s in- terpreter " — viz. T E RE X CE . That author has, no doubt, exercised his discretion ill altering, not always, perhaps, for the better, the j)lots of Menander and Apollodorus ; but he has left unchanged the passions and the manners transferred from the Greek originals. His comedies, without a single exception, turn upon love. Love is made the great business of the young man's life. He feels its power with far more intensity, and far more devo- tion of faith, than the heroes of Congreve, Farquhar, or even Slieridan. Pampliilus, in the ' Andrian,' will not desert Gly cerium, " though he make all mankind his foes." ••' Farewell those," he exclaims, " who would put us asunder. Death, only death shall part us." * When he learns that Glycerium is an Athenian citizen, and that his marriage with her is sanctioned and legitimate, he exclaims, in that true and earnest poetry of passion which demands extravagance of expression to express extravagance of emotion — " that as the eternity of the gods is proved by the permanence of their joys, my soul hath its content so absolute, that I too am im- mortal ! " f * ' And.' act iv. scene 2. t ' And.' act v. scene 5. This passage is taken from the ' Eunuch ' of Mcnaiider, and transferred by Terence to the ' Anity and afl'ection and a consciousness of his own earlier wrongs to his wife, an ap])arent dis- grace that slie has })ronght on liim, and ]irefers rather to seem himself to l)lame, creates a situation of i^nre sentiment not exceeded by any on the German stage. The more ancient developments of the Latin Muse, apart from the stage, when unborrowed from tlie Greek, were certaiidy not exhibited in narratives of love. Neither Ennius nor Lucretius is a love poet ; and though the last has a beautiful and glowing in- vocation to Yenus, it occupies but a small numljcr of verses compared with those no less elaborate which he devotes to a description of the Plague. Plautus borrows less from the Greek than Terence, and his love - plots are more coarsely humorous. They express a good deal of noisy headstrong animal passion, but rarely exhibit tlie grace and tenderness of sentiment which is to be found in his rival. In- deed the comedy in whicli he most invests human affection with the heroic dignity of devotion and self- sacrifice (' The Captives '), is the only one of his extant comedies in which no woman at all is in- troduced. The affection described, and which forms his plot, is that of a slave who perils himself to eflect the liberty of his master. Just before the outbreak of the civil wars by which the Roman Republic was destroyed, when manners had acquired a voluptuous softness, when Julius Caesar and Clodius had made their bonnes fortunes the town talk, and Flora, a want(3n more cynical tlian Lais, boasted that she had left tlie mark of her teeth among the scars of the majestic Pompey, we perceive in Catullus that Love was beginning to aspire to that insolent pre-eminence which he obtained somewhat later in the verse of Tibiillus, Ovid, and LITEEATURE AND EEAL LIFE. 369 Propertiiis. With Propertiiis, indeed, Love is all in all. " Non hfec Calliope, non hsec milii cantat Apollo, Ingeniiim nobis ipsa puella facit." " Tliese songs inspire not Phoebtis nor Calliope ; The girl I sing, herself creates the singer ! " Peopeut. lib. i. el. 1. And, again, what intense and absolute devotion in the following lines ! — " Tn mihi sola domns, tu, Cynthia, sola parentes, Omnia tn nostraa tempora laetitiaj. Sen tristis veniam, sen contra la3tus aniicis Quidquid ero, — dicam ' Cynthia causa fuit ! ' " " To me, home, kindred, thon — thou only art ! Cynthia, in thee all joy's returning seasons ; Grieving or glad, whate'er I henceforth be, If asked the cause, take ' Cynthia ' for the answer." With Yirgil, however. Love is only one power amongst many. The passion of Dido has but little influence on the fortunes of ^neas. Horace, the wisest of the Latin poets — the one in whom knowledge of civi- lized life is perhaps, indeed, more conspicuously dis played than in any lyrical poet in any language — Horace evidently regards love as the relaxation and not as the business of mortal existence ; and it is diflicult to believe that he ever passed through any serious or absorbing emotion in all his alleged flirta- tions with Glycera, Lydia, or Chloe. A very affec- tionate man, he is said to have died of grief, not for the perfidies of P^'rrha, but for the loss of Meecenas. In the later poets of the empire, love appears to have passed into that incurable disease of perverted imagination, which is the retributive infirmity of decrepit debauche's. We are only revolted at the pictures he presents to us in the satire of Juvenal and the novel which, if ascribed without sufficient evidence to Petronius Arbiter, is generally held to have been composed not later than the reign of 3.70 THK INFLUENCE OV LOVE I' POX Iliulriiin. Anioiij^- tlie poems attril)ntL'(l t(^ Pctroiiius Arbiter, altliouj^li it is coiisidered douljtlul wlietlier lie ever ^vrote any of them, tliere is, liowever, one exquisite love-strain, wliich some modern poets of eminence (inclndiiii:^ Beaumont and Fletcher) liaA^e imitated, hut failed to e(iual — viz. " Lydia, hella puella,"' c^c* One ])rose fiction, indeed, the later ]{oman empire can boast, — 'The Golden Ass' of Apuleiiis, which contains, in the episode of Cupid and Psyche, the most beautiful allegory, veiling love not sensual but spiritual, that has ever been composed. In that tale, all which has been said by the most refining novelists of modern times, in homage to a love heaven-born and eternal, is symbolised with a delicacy of senti- ment, compared to which De Stael's ' Corinne ' is commonplace, and Rousseau's ' Julie ' prosaic. But A]')uleius was no native of Europe — he was an African ; and as he confessedly did but paraphrase and enlarge his general fiction from others much more ancient, so I have no doubt that he himself never invented, and probably did not even improve, the wonderful legend of Cupid and Psyche, which forms the loveliest part of his story ; that that legend is of far earlier date, and contains the germ of Asiatic fable, cultivated as an exotic by the Platonists of Egypt. I have read with some care all the ext^ant works of Apuleius, and, though they are not with- out talent, and are sufiiciently amusing in parts, yet they contain not a spark of the dazzling fancy, not a trace of the elevated philosophy, which combine in the myth that narrates the love, the severance, the trials, and the celestial reunion of Sense and Soul. It has been considered, with plausibility, that the story of Cupid and Psyche was among the lost novels of * This poem has also been ascriljcd to Callus — though it boars evi- dence of much later date — and is perhaps of the same period as tlie " Per- vigilium Veneris," which the earlier scholars assigned some to Gallus, some to Catullus, but which later critics incline to suppose a composition of the time of Hadrian, and proliably liy Aniueus Florus. LITERATUEE AND REAL LIFE. 371 Miletus, tlmt flower of the early culture of Asia Minor. To tlie East, then, we must generally look for the origin of erotic literature. There it still flourishes, not only among the polite societies of Persia, not only among the tented tribes of the melancholy Arab, but in still greater vigour where manners have been the least subjected to change. To judge by all that we know of the literature of the Chinese from translation or the report of competent scholars, love is the prevalent theme of their poetry, their drama, their novels. If there be any truth in the surmise of the learned Jesuit, who, comparing Chinese with Egyptian customs, came to the conclusion that the Chinese were a colony from Egypt, we may perhaps find in Chinese literature fragments of tales which deli2:hted the lei- sure of the Pharaohs, nay, perhaps attracted swarthy listeners on the banks of Nile before the Pyramids were built. Into our own land Love, then, penetrated into our poetry, as, in Greek legend^ Evian first appeared upon Parnassus — fresh from the Land of the Morn, flushed with a divine inebriety, taming the panthers and maddening the nymphs. Chaucer receives him from the Proven9al and the Italian, as they had received him from the Saracen and Arab. Where Chaucer, however, appears to write most from his own Anglo- Norman inspiration, love is not very serious. His native Yenus is, like that of Horace, accompanied by Jest and Whim.* Not till the time of Elizabeth can Love be said to have attained to that solemn authority in imaginative literature which poet and novelist now accord to his sway. He is on his throne in Arcadia with Sir Philij^ Sidney. His brows are girt with the halo of Apollo, his locks glistening with the purest dews of Castaly, in the faery song of Spenser. Shakspeare, however, deals with him most as the * I need scarcely say that the table of ' Palaniou and Arcitc ' is bur- rowed from an Italian oriainal. 372 niE INFLUENCE OF LOVE U1\)N iiiiui \\]u) liaJ really known liim ; known liim in his })l:iyt"ul laii<»;htL'i', in his clesj)airing tears — in his awi'ul tL']ii|K'st, in his celestial sunshine. We may douht whether (MiaiK-<.'r experienced in his own life more of actual love than ;i chivalrous fantasy or a light intrigue : we may doubt whether the Florimel that really subdued Spenser were not a Florimel of snow. Ijut no man whose heart has beat with a genuine passion can read Shakspeai'e and doubt that Shakspeare bad felt what he de- scribes. He might imagine the love of a Miranda and a Ferdinand ; but the extravagance of a Romeo, the jealousy of an Othello, have the vitality of remi- niscence. Hence Shakspeare's profound knowledge of the many varieties in Woman — a knowledge in which he is not only unapproached by, but almost solitary amidst, his contemporaries and predecessors. The heroines of Beaumont and F'letcher have but little of the genuine woman ; the female characters in Ben Jonson might be drawn by a man who only knew woman by the descriptions he had read of her in the ancients. And tlierefore Shakspeare, while allow- ing to Love all his true power over life, and clothing that power in all its manifold pomp of attributes, still maintains the due rank of the other great movers of the world — pride and ambition ; the desire of fame ; the sense of duty ; the thirst of revenge ; the cravings of ill-regulated intellect ; the philosophy of sated pas- sions ; the sophistry of tempted conscience. When the Drama returned to a place in our literature with the restoration of the Stuarts, it is needless to describe the profligate swagger with which Love remounts his throne, and reigns without even a check from that noble sentiment by which Shakspeare had curbed his tendency to a sensual despotism. Since then, his excesses have been limited by the prudent decorum of an age less tolerant to tyrants ; but still he has l)een established as a monarch on the stage by popular sufirage quite as firmly as if seated there in riglit LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 373 divine ; and I know not whether his power be not really tlie greater for the restraints imjDosed upon its licentious exercise. In our English literature, it was long before Love extended his dominion from Song and the Stage to the wide and variegated realm of the Novel. By- Novel I mean not the prose poem of purely imagi- native romance, like the ' Arcadia,' but the repre- sentation of contemporary life and manners. With Smollett and Fielding there is much lusty gallantry, but very feeble love. One cannot persuade one's self that Sopliy and Narcissa exercise a dominant in- fluence over the lives and characters of Tom Jones and Roderick Random. Richardson is the first of our novelists who set the fashion of concentrating all the interest of human life upon the war between man and woman. With what wondrous patience he depicts the siege of Clarissa and the stratagems of Lovelace ! In that narrative, so full and so long, there is no other interest for a moment but this, " What will Lovelace do with Clarissa, and what will Clarissa do with Lovelace ?" The effect thus produced by Richardson on the craft of the novelist has been general and durable. Of all our novelists, with the single exception of Scott, he is the one whose influence has been the most pro- found and the most pervading on the literature of foreign nations. I doubt whether even the ' Werther ' of Goethe or the ' Nouvelle Heloise ' of Rousseau would ever have been written if ' Clarissa Harlowe ' had not laid the trains of thought that led to their composition. In France, more especially, even to this day, three-fourths of the novels that treat ex- clusively of the Tempter and the Tempted may be as clearly traced to Richardson as three-fourths of the metaphysical works that inculcate materialism may be traced to Locke ; — so true is that aphorism in Tacitus, " The worst is the corruption of the best." Johnson says, " That Richardson taught the passions 374 THE INFLUENCE OF f-OVE TI'ON to move at tlie cominaiid of virtue." 'J'lie savini:; is imposiiio-j luit it will not hear exainiiiatiuii. Jiicli- aidson taught a sinrivilege of reply, what part of a discourse that appeared to me the reverse of exciting, and, indeed, singularly inoffensive and unprovocative, should have roused within him the indignation which is still visible in his lowering countenance ! " " Inoffensive ! unprovocative ! " ex- claimed Gallus ; " you apply those epithets to the discourse of Metellus ! you, who have pretended to describe love, and would, I daresay, pretend to have felt it!" "Gallus, be not personal," said I. "Mind your own business, which is to answer Metellus if you can. Meanwhile, I repeat, let him proceed." Gallus folded his arms, closed his eyes, and resigned himself, muttering, "Horace, like Shakspeare, is quotable on every occasion of life — ' Dunini : sed levius fit paticntia.' " LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 377 THE INFLUENCE OF LOVE UPON THE GENERAL CONDITIONS OF HUMAN LIFE. Metellus thus resumed : — " Providence has placed in the human heart a disposition intimately connected with the instinct of the senses, hut still plainly distinguishable from their mere animal law — viz., a tendency to selection and preference of one human being apart from the rest of his sex or hers ; with whom, while the preference last, it seems as if joj^s were doubled and griefs were halved. This preference, both in its early stages and in its lengthened duration, may be, and commonly is, either wholly independent of the instinct I have referred to, or, if affected by it, the influence is not discern- ible. The new-born reverence which the youth feels for the virgin to whom his heart is unaccountably attached at first sight, and the first favouring thought that the virgin bestows on him from whose gaze her own eyes fall confused, are certainly as pure from any consciousness of ignobler passion as, in the Per- sian poetry, is the attraction of the nightingale to the rose. And, supposing this strange and mutual preference to be followed by nuptial union, long years afterwards, in the winter of old age, it may still as serenely cheer the atmosphere around it, though its light be no longer fused in the colours that it took from the senses. At the verge of the grave it will regain the purity which distinguished its image when it first revealed itself on earth, chaste in its native tenderness, like a gentle visitant from heaven. Nor is this preference necessarily, nor even usually, caused by those attributes which, a physio- 378 'I'lIK IXFLUEXCK OF LOVE UPON log:ist might tell us, ajipeal the most f()rcil)ly to the intelligence of the senses. !Men do not choose their helpmates as the Spartan kings were ordained to choose their wives — from the sujieriority of strength and stature which may lit them to be robust wives and teeming mothers. Nor, despite all that is said, and said truly, in commendation of beauty, is beauty essential to that mysterious preference which singles out one human being from the rest of earth. Descartes — who had known love, and who treats of it witli a quaint eclecticism of romantic sentiment and surgical anatomy — tells us that he found himself especially attracted by a squint in the female face ; and, pondering upon the cause of that effect on his heart, traced it to his boyish fancy for a girl wdio had a cast in her eye. But, always a philosopher, even in his weaknesses, when he had once thus solved, by the law of association, the mystery of strabismal fascination, he conquered the fascination itself, and the magical squint lost its charm. Unquestionably, however, it is common enough to us all to feel a peculiar impulsion of the heart towards some general type of countenance or some specialty of feature, not on account of its beauty, but on account of its resem- blance to the first woman-face by which the heart was troubled and charmed. The trains of emotion return to their former tracks according as the image which caused their first movement is brought back to us, though but in dreams. Beauty is the rarest of earthly gifts — incompar- ably more rare than even genius; and if only the beautiful were loved, lovers would form not a popular Republic but an invidious Oligarchy. Perhaps, on tlie contrary, persons eminently beautiful, if the most flattered, are the least loved. And there is a certain degree of truth in a current af)horism, " That no afiection is so lasting as that for an ngly woman." A great deal of acquired vanity, rather than im- pulsive preference, goes to the courtship men render LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 379 to an acknowledged beauty. It is a great thing to have at one's hearth, as on one's wall, a picture that all will admire. Real and lasting preference is in proportion to its freedom from all corrupting motives in its choice — all admixture from vanity and pride, as well as from avarice or ambition. Nine-tenths of what passes for the love of another are but the re- flections of self-love. Thus no men are so courted by women as those who are distinguished for some- thing which the world admires in men as it admires beauty in women ; for instance, fame, no matter how little women can comprehend the qualities by wdiich the fame be achieved. It is said that Sir Humphry Davy received more love-letters in a day than any handsome young Guardsman would receive in a year, and that the Hero of Waterloo was favoured with more declarations of passionate attachment when he had passed the age of eighty than had ever greeted him when in the prime of life as the comparatively obscure Colonel Wellesley. Men thus are often moved to pay courtship to beauty as women make advances to fame ; — seeking less to appropriate to themselves that which they love than that which is admired. There is a pleasant anecdote, in Tallamant's Me- moirs, of the -Due de Gruise (son of Balafre'), who, after a long courtship, prevailed upon a fashionable beauty to grant him a private interview. The lady, observing him very restless, asked what ailed him. " Ah, Madame," answered the gallant, " I ought to have been off long ago to communicate my good fortune to all my friends." Men often marry cele- brated beauties as the most decorous way of flattering their vanity by parading a honne fortune. But what is it that really attracts the heart of the one human being towards the other, apart from the qualities that allure the senses or inflame the vanity? That is the insoluble enigma. Well does the Latin elegiast say, " In love there is no wherefore," " Quare 380 THE INFLUENCE OF LOVE UPON non lial)ot. iillns amor," — a tlioii^^lit, wliicli lias ])een thus prettily expaiided by one of our old j)oets : — "Keason and wisdom iuc to love lii<^Ii tiea«uii, Nor can ho ti-uly lovo ^Vhosr flame's not far above And far Leyond his art or reason. Tlien ask no reason for my files, For infinite arc my desires. Somethinj:; tlicre is mnvos mo to lovo ; and I Do know 1 love, Imt know not liow or wliy ! " * A clever man sees a girl in wliom no one else recognises attraction, and falls in lovo witli her. A charming woman sees a man to whom others can concede nothing to captivate the eye or win the fancy, and falls in love with him : — " "Why did she love him? Cnrions f(Xtl, lie still ; — Ls human love the growth of human will ? " So sings the poet of our time, to whom Nature gave all tliat we can suppose most captivating to the eye, the fancy, and the heart of woman, and who never seems to have been heartily loved by any one woman out of the many whom he wooed, tlioug'h he united a Ijeauty more haunting than Raffaele's, with the melody of a song more eloquent than Petrarch's. I remember a lady in the great world who ap- peared the inanest mere woman of fasliion, to whom satire would ascribe "no character at all." She had rank, wealth, that social station which in itself is, through pride, a ju'eservative of virtue ; she had that personal liberty for the gratification of every whim, which the most indulgent of husbands has not often the temper to concede or the opulence to afford. One night, at a provincial ball, in which she was the greatest personage, a female friend, on whose arm she was leaning, felt her hand tremble, and said, in surprise and alarm, "• AVhat ails you ? " * Alexander Bionie. LITEEATUEE AND EEAL LIFE. 381 She answered, faintly, " I see my fate." " What do you mean ? " " Look there ! " The friend looked where the fine lady directed her eye, and saw, entering the room, a small man with a large nose. " Your fate ? " she said, puzzled. " That rather ugly gentleman ? — Do you know him ? " " I never saw him before." A little while after, that poor lady fled from her splendid home, and she died in a jail to which his debts condemned her seducer. I do not palliate the offence of this lady, by pleading the excuse that she would have made for it. No thoughtful mind can accept fate as an excuse for conduct. Conduct is fate all the world over ; and, if it were not, the world, for its own safety, must say that it is. But that preference of which I speak, and which has no wherefore, may sometimes pass through a critical stage in which all the force of reason and conscience is needed to restrain it from that terrible descent into Avernus whence there is no ujDward return. What is that critical stage ? Happily it is not the first, and happily for woman, to whom the punishment is the more awful, it can never come except through her own abandonment of all the outworks which society raises up for her defence. Not one man in a million ever went farther after a decided and contemptuous "No!"; but a Half No from a woman is her most tempting solicitation to man. Now, if Love be thus potent during that part of his reign in which he is neither romantic sentiment nor serene affection, but an absorbing monopolising passion. Providence benignly admits, and the social world wisely raises up, ninnerous checks to a tyranny that would otherwise be destructive to moral order and domestic security. A great German poet has said that, in spite of all the laws of philosophy, the world goes on its everlasting way through the two VOL. II. 2 c 382 'llli: INFIXFA'CR OF LOVE ITOX master ajxt^ncies, Iliuiij^er and Love. Not so. Tlianks to tlic laws of pliilosopliy, or to tlie })liilosopliy of laws, the world is iiiaintaiiied in its progress l)y the vii;-ilant safeguards and sentinels ini])Osed on the in- vading irruptions of Love and of Hunger. Were all who are hungrv let loose upon pr()})erty, men would soon have nothing to eat unless they devoured each other. Therefore, the common sense of the common interest, by opposing law to the instinct of hunger, and impelling hunger to work, to think, to serve, and to save, for its daily bread, protects the life of all organized societies; and hunger itself becomes thus gradually reduced to a quiet, orderly, and not very visible ministrant to that accumulated wealth by which communities are fed. A poor mechanic, in a civilized state, is rarely stung by hunger to help himself by fraud or by force to the stores of another. He has kept himself from the pressure of a want by the habitual exercise of a virtue. He has forestalled the solicitations of hunger by tlie provident exertion of industry. Li like manner, the common sense of the common interest has protected the social world against the frenzy of love ; and the checks outwardly placed on its excesses have served, like those upon hunger, to correct, regulate, and disci]iline the natural cravings of the instinct within. Thus love, in a very civilized state, is refined, or kept back, by a thousand counteracting suggestions, not of honour and conscience alone, but of calculation, cus- tom, convention. Li our nineteenth century. King Cophetua might certaiidy fall in love with a beggar- girl, but His Majesty would discreetly argue himself very soon out of that unbecoming predilection, and his " preference " would at least never become the admiring theme of the popular ballad-singer. A page might certainly fall in love with King Cophe- tua's daughter, but his " preference " would never go far enough to make him a deserving subject for the Tragic Muse. And so, in the large intermediate LITEEATURE AND REAL LIFE. 383 space between monarchs and beggar-girls, in propor- tion as a society higbly educated presents to fancy and aspiration diversified objects and counter-irritants of emotion, Love relaxes his practical bold upon tlie fate of bis votaries ; and vs^ben bis fever comes to tbe crisis, tbe crisis is very soon over, and tbe patient in ordinary cases finds tbat " to bear is to conquer our fate." It is fortunate tbat, as society becomes refined and instructed, it should thus engender of itself op- posing agencies to the very passion which would otherwise gain a fatal ])reponclerance in tbe ampler leisure, tbe freer intercourse, the more cultured graces, of communities smoothed into charm by their own frivolities, as diamonds are polished by their own dust. Unquestionably, if we could image to ourselves the picture of a wealthy and luxurious commonwealth, in which there was no other food for excitement, no other vent for those strong emotions of hope and fear which have been called tbe " winds of the soul," than the single occupation of falling in love and falling out of it, we should know that the doom of that commonwealth was sealed. To use the language of astrologers — Yenus and Saturn would be joint-malefics in the House of Death, sub- jected to the direct opposition of Jove. The whole substance of tbe body politic would become cor- rupted : masculine dignity, womanly honour, would disappear ; and love itself, in the emancipation from all salutary control, would, like other liberty carried to excess, lose amid the licence of anarchy the virtues it had acquired under tbe discipline of restraint. Indeed, when we look to the old Eastern nations, in which we have sought the origin of tbat exag- gerated influence which love has obtained in the romance of Europe, we may see tbat it was the mal-ora'anization of their society which concentred upon the single idea of love the prurient varieties of imagination diseased. Those magnificent satraps had no masculine 2 c 2 384 TIIK IXFI.rENCR OF LOVE ITON career : wliatevcr intellig'cncc tliey possessed, wliat- ever excitement tliey sought, was directed to the o-ratification of sense. And to tlie taste of" those mao:nificent satraps the poet naturally modulated his strains, and the tale-teller adapted his inventions. That, in spite of the seclusion of the seraglio, woman found scope for the exercise of that |)ower which it is her strongest tendency to acquire over man, is evident from the anecdotes scattered through Herodotus. And among tlie ladies of the harem were concocted the intrigues by which sultans pe- rished, thouirh beirirt with armaments whose march liad exhausted rivers. Indeed, the Sacred AVritings furnish abundant instances of the influence which women obtained over their Oriental lords; though the lightness of this essay will not allow of illustra- tion from so solemn a source. So in the courts of our European mediasval kings, wherein intellectual culture had introduced wants, unsatisfied by tedious conquests or martial forays ; while, being confined to the comparative few, it had not yet stimulated those manlier forces which require the scope and competition that free inter- course with multitudes alone can give — Love, cor- rupted into profligacy, occupied the leisure and inflamed the genius. In France, from the reign of Francis I. to the death of Louis XV., we have the records of a silken circle, in which clever men and accomplished women had little else to do but to de- moralise eacli other. Nay, it is remarkable that wherever intellect is denied, by political laws, the field and the freedom which it is permitted without question to seek in the privileged Saturnalia of Love, there, the more elaborate the cidture, the more polished the refinement — the more the object which our existent philosophy seeks in knowledge becomes defeated, and Vice, instead of being expelled by the Muses, is elected their arbitrary sovereign. Glance over the Correspondence which reveals the LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 385 manners of nobles and scholars, nnited each to each, in the age of the Medici, by a learning so exquisite and a depravity so profound — the sty of Epicurus adorned with the marbles of Phidias — the garbage of a hogwash served up in vessels of silver ! What a type of a whole society in Aretin ! — what a blot upon manhood and scholarship is that personation of intellect corrupted and fancy debauched ! In our time, the immense accumulation of images which knowledge, diffused among the many, and expanded therefore to the practical interests of the many, presents to the cultivated mind ; the adapta- tion of sciences to the familiar uses of life ; the ad- mission of political speculation which, even in des- potism, engages men's thoughts, though forbidden to determine their actions ; the numerous fields opened up to the pursuit of wealth and of honours ; the infinite subdivisions of mental labour which have branched out of new competitions and new rewards ; that vast opulence of idea, that teeming variety of life which are brought before us every day in the pages of our newspapers ; — all tend to counteract the autocracy of a single passion, and the morbid indulgence of a single fancy. Thus the works of imagination, in which the character of our time has been most faithfully repre- sented, have sought many other sources of interest than that which springs out of a mere love-plot. And although, in writers of inferior genius, Fiction has laboured hard to preserve on its page that arbi- trary Cupid which it took from the Paphos of an exploded mythology, the poor urchin has already a faded old-fashioned air. Readers find that the little archer, " whose arrows no breast can escape, and whose wounds no balsam can heal," is not now-a-days that despot in practical life, ruling " court and camp and grove," which he might have been in days gone by. Perhaps they do not positively say so — for in all superstitions a belief passes away long before men 38G THE INFLUENCE OF LOVE UPON acknowledp^e it lias ])asse(l ; but tliey yawn in tlie face ot'tlic Cupid in wliose smiles or frowns tlieir ancestors revered the mightiest vicissitudes of Fate. Docs this seem a melancholy dogma to the young and ardent? Docs it ]>rov(>ke scornful refutation from the lover, who would hlot from his life all the hours that nmst pass ere he see Aminta again? from the maid who believes that all liglit will be gone evermore from the sun, if Phaon prove false to his vows ? Pause and reflect, Aminta ! Phaon ! my moral, when fairly examined, is less mournful and cold than you deem it. In those times and lands wherein love really seems to have been the main spring of existence, was that love worth the having ? Was it the love which would bid the heart yield its life-blood to save from a pang the beloved, and which the soul may bear away without stain when it soars to the realm of the angels? Dost thou, child of our land and our age, honour the love that held sway in the Median seraglios ? in the Pare aux Cerfs of the Bourbon? Ilie love that taints the rose-garden of Aretin with the breath of a cynical devil ? Thou sayst "No," with contempt or in shudder ! But these were the times andtlie circles in which love boasted to be the soft despot wliom thou tin nicest I degrade in reducing his sway to the rule of the limited monarch. And if in concrete societies love would cease to be true love were he not held in check ; so, in life, individual love would cease to be true love had he no law but his owai tyrannous will. In the course of my career I have had acquaintance with men who have adopted the craft of love-making as their exclusive profession, and among them I have never met one who had known love in good earnest. They might tell you in May that life was a blank without Chloe : meet them in June, and they tell you the blank is filled up. What ! with Chloe ? " Pooh, C'hloe ! — that baggage ! — No. With the nymph I saw yesterday, Daphne ! " LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 387 In fine, I believe it to be with prosaic Lotharios as with poetic Anacreons — they wlio are always making, and they who are always writing, love, are the last persons likely to have an intimate acquaint- ance with the god. For in real love, as in perfect music, there must be a certain duration of time. Constancy is not its merit, but its necessity. If the one person be solemnly chosen out of the millions, the millions, though each were a Yenus stepped down from her pedestal, would be but a gallery of statues. "Love," says Sir John Suckling in one of his letters — " love is of the nature of a burning-glass, which, kept in one place, fireth ; changed often, it doth nothing." This for the Lotharios. As for the Anacreons, Love is by temperament silent. He is too nobly jealous of the beloved to make her the property of the public ; his heart is filled with a poetry too ex- travagant for artistic verse. He keeps it to himself till it become calmly subordinate to the genius over which for a time it is tumultuously supreme. A love remembered will, in due season, if known by a poet, find in verse or in fiction some adequate symbols that shadow forth the emotions past ; but love felt at the moment cannot chronicle its sighs in odes. Cowley wrote a long series of amorous j^oems called the ' Mistress ; ' but of all men in the reign of Charles II., Cowley was jDcrhaps the one most innocent of a mistress except in a poem. Yery possibly, if we had an authentic biography of Anacreon himself, we should find that the great German scholar, who contends that the Teian poet was a man of tem- perate habits and moral character, is quite in the right, and that the real Anacreon was a sober, shamefaced old gentleman, much too careful of his health and his peace to be fevered by Bacchus or stung by Cupid. The true influence of Love over human beings in the civilized communities of our time and country I 388 THE INFLUENCE OF LOVE UPON conceive, then, to be very miioli tin's : the great majority of men know love in its first intuitive ])re- ference ; a very lar^'c j^rojiortion know love in its later staple of aft'cctionate custom ; and it is only a very small perccntarrc that have ever known love in all the intensity, and throughout the duration, of its solemn and absolute passion. It is this love of wliich Rochefoucauld speaks when he compares true love to apparitions and j^'hosts, of which every one talks, and which very few have seen. Nor is it without justice that he says else- where, "There are a great many people who would never have been in love if they had not heard love so much spoken of." In the hnmbler classes, the peasant or the artisan selects the sweetheart of his own rank and degree. He has very seldom to encounter those grave obstacles which strengthen the current of the love they oppose. He does not much trouble himself with the thought how he can maintain a wife ; he relics on the strength of his own arm to bear the weicrht of the sliti'liter form that leans on it. And so peasant and mechanic will ever do, desjoite all that political economists may preach to them. It is one of the grandest advantages they have over those above them, that they are justi- fied, even by prudence, in adding the most steadfast and the sweetest of all motives to that industry through which, humble though it seem, they are the founders of commonwealths and the mainsprings that move the civilization of the world. As a certain amount of taxation is the best and surest means to stimulate the energies of the community that must bear the burden, so a certain additional weight on an individual's industry only gives more force to his sinews and infuses a higher spirit into his heart. The workman has seldom to comjDlain of a crossed attachment. When it is crossed, the pain of his dis- a])|)ointment has seldom much effect on his fate. It is oidy in very poor novels, written by authors who LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 389 knew nothing of his class, that the loss of his love makes the peasant enlist as a soldier, or sneak into the skulking craft of a poacher, in Byronic disgust of this " wrong world." He usually marries in youth, which is proof sufficient for all ordinary reasonings that he has known no love-grief so bitter as to turn his honest affections into gall. After marriage, there is little leisure, in his way of life, for that illicit Eros, whose torch is only lighted by idleness. Exceptions of course there are, especially in large towns. Some- times a workman ^\^ll run away with another man's wife ; sometimes an artisan or even peasant (though very seldom, indeed, in England) will be maddened by jealousy into homicide. But we do not look to the Police Court, nor to the Old Bailey, for the average specimens of humanity. The exceptions do not invalidate the general truth which all who know much of the working-class will readily own — viz., that, whatever the errors love may tempt them to commit, those errors do not last over the wedding-day — that amongst them the sanctity of the marriage- hearth is quietly preserved ; and tliat the labourer, having once installed in his cottage the girl he has won to be his good woman, is not troubled by hopes and fears for any other daughter of Eve to the end of his days. In agricultural districts the peasant's wife is generally of better education and quicker mind than her husband : she has been kept longer at the village school ; she has, perhaps, been in service in houses where she has acquired a sharper knowledge of cha- racter and life. Generally she obtains a certain as- cendency over her helpmate, and, if she ever have a rival, it is the sign of the public-house. In manufacturing towns, on the contrary, the mechanic is usually possessed of mental acquirements far superior to those of his wife ; he has read more, he has thought more. But man is by nature the most domestic of all animals ; and if the mechanic 390 THE INFLUENCE OF LOVE UPON aiioor fellow ! are often sharj) enou^-h, l)ut lawless love is not one of them ; and if he shatter his houseliold i::ods, it is probahly by a strike for the wages which he would devote to their service. We may presume, tlien, that among the humbler classes there is less to thwart the preference, and, the (ibject of selection won, less to lead the affections illicitly astray, than in those ranks commencing with the poorer grade of an as])iring middle class up t(j the loftiest spheres of aristocracy, in w^hicli the choice of the heart is necessarily curljed by conventional prejudices and the vagaries of the senses perpetually tempted by the leisure that indulges their caprice, and the wealth that secures their gratification. And thus love, in the humbler classes, is ordinarily bounded to the quiet preference inflamed by no ob- stacles, and the domestic attachment disturbed by no jioignant jealousies. AYitli them (at least in our northern climates), it escapes the critical interval of that absorbing passion in which fiction chiefly delights to j)resent its power. So we shall find that in those classes constituting the majority of our race, though the influence of woman over man's condition and fate is immense, and can scarcely be exaggerated, it is not the influence which fiction ascribes to the passion of Love. Only in idyls do shepherds neglect their flocks to carve the name of Phyllis on the rind of their master's trees. What is, then, the influence of woman ? The answer is, that which we shall find predominant in all classes of Christian Europe, — the Domestic In- fluence. Tlie influence which really sways man's destiny, affects his character, mingles unconsciously ^vith three LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 391 j^arts of his thouglits, dictates mechanically three parts of his actions, is one that grows not out of his love, but out of his marriage — the subtle comjolexity, the binding endurance, of " Family ties." I shall attempt to make tins truth more perceptible before I close. Glance now over Love in his influence over the more educated classes — classes familiar with his lite- rature and plastic to his sentiment. In these classes how very seldom it happens that the instinctive preference to which tlie soul is myste- riously attracted attains the possession of its object ! How few can say that they ever won the idol of their first love ! Circumstances, infinitely more numerous and hostile now than in the time of ShaksjDeare, rise up, not only to fret the course of true love, but to intercept its rush at the fountain-head. Who of my readers, from the clerk to the prince, has not seen a face that irresistibly charmed him, — ■ felt while he gazed on it as if some young dream had come into life, — as if with that face by his side he could be blessed in a desert ? And the face fades away amidst the crowd, to be seen, perhaps, ncA^er more ; — or, grant it be seen again and again, he has been forced to steel his heart against its witchery. He might as well love a bright particular star. Hope is out of the question. There is some overwhelming reason, in the conditions of the world itself, why that face can never shed its smile over the world for him. That romance of a vague unaccountable preference — stopped at the onset, and yet remembered by the old man as he sits with his eye upon dying embers, and his mind gazing into former years — that romance I believe to be far more common than the vehemence of fatal passion " Which frets its hour upon the stage, And then is heard no more ! " Yet the ^vague preference has had no real effect on 3i)2 THE INFLUENCH OF LOVE UPON the ^rcat drama of social life. Tlie man lias married another, ac(iiiired or wasted fortune, o^rovelI< d or soured, laii_ii:lie(l or wept, just as he would have done if tli;it face had never /^'lanced along- his path. l]ut suppose the ])reference has tial urn. On tlie otlier liand, when wedlock is said to be a blessing-, it has still the character of otlier blessings on earth, — " Where joys and griefs liavo turns alternative ; " * or, as a poet niucli moi-e unread than Ilen-ick has said, with a depth of sadness more i)rofound, — " "What thiiiji; 80 uence of love upon receives a master, si le at.Uls, " And if, <»)ir duties beinj}^ well performed, our consort bear the yoke not reluct- antly, liappy indeed our life! — if not, better to die! For when man has his troubles and griefs in Ins home, he can go forth to soothe vexation in converse wiili some friend, some fellow-man of his own years; but it is our Necessity to look only to a single soul." * The lines of the Greek poet have been felicitously imitated, and refined into a pathos infinitely more tender, by the great English poet of our own century. But the two concluding" lines in the famous stanza I am about to quote do not seem to me erjual in poet- ical truth and force to the forlorn despair conveyed in the single line of the Greek — 'HfiLV 8* avd.y)(r) Trpos //.t'av ifn))(rpf ySAtVetr. " Man's love is of man's life a thing apart, 'Tis woman's whole existence; man may range The court, camp, church, the vessel, and the mart ; Sword, gown, gain, glory, offer in exchange Pride, fame, ambition, to fill np his heart, And few tin -re are whom these cannot estrange ; Men have all these resources, we hut one — To love again, and be again undone." f Medea does not allow to woman even that one resource " to love again and be again undone." The woman of Medea looks but to a single soul — Trpo? Woman has, nowadays, less to complain of than she had in the time of Medea. She has quite as much liberty to go out and tell her woes to her friend as her lord and master enjoys. But probably, in the educated classes of society, woman nowadays as rarely marries the object of her first preference as she did in the ages more harsh to her ; and there can be no doubt that, like man, in the great majority of in- stances marriage is infinitely more powerful over the * Medea, v, 249. t Don Juan, cant. i. st. exciv. LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 399 destiny of woman than the romance of any previous attachment. Woman, by temperament, even more readily than man, accommodates herself to the lot which circumstances impose. Who has not known many girls, by no means of shallow or fickle disposi- tion, who, to judge by all they professed, and appa- rently by all they themselves believed at the time, were ardently, irrevocably, everlastingly attached to adorers from whom fate decided to part them ? and who has not known those same young ladies_, a year afterwards, v'ery comfortably wedded to men who bore not the slightest resemblance to the lost ideals ? Comfortably wedded ! Romance says " listless or broken-hearted." Not a bit of it : arranging their drawing-rooms, planning their flower-plots, consult- ing cheerfully their husband's tastes in the culinary department, or embroidering caps in fond expectation of "the little stranger."' Nor are they to be blamed for this, except in romance. The main object of ambition to most girls is a home of their own. Their power commences with marriage, and the desire of power is, as the old fabliast tells us, the ruling passion of the sex. Natu- rally grateful where she meets with kindness, and naturally pleased when she has her own way (and only when married can she be said to get it) woman's affections easily bear transplanting. Were this not so, her life M^ould be a curse to herself, and no bless- ing to man ; for she has not the privilege of wooing ; she must be wooed. In most civilized lands, nay, in nearly all, except where the Anglo-Saxons have set- tled, her choice is either determined or considerably influenced by dispassionate parents ; and even in England, among the higher classes of society, though her choice be not compelled, it is practically limited to a very narrow range. Her nature, therefore, re- conciles itself to the lot which she cannot select with the same wide freedom of clioice that is allowed to 2 D 2 •lUO THE LNI'LUENX'E OF LOVE UPON man; and tlio better lirr nature tlie more readily it is reconciled. The women who, linked to men on the whole worthy and good-natured, are always com- jdaining- that they are assorted to nnconj^enial minds, are generally hard and ungracious egotists, and would have found reasons for murmuriiiii: discontent and invoking compassion if they hud married Apollo and settled in A ready. But do I then assert that love — love, in its rnystic purity of sentiment, in its wild extravagance of pas- sion — the love of sweet or terrible romance — is to be banished from the theme of singer, dramatist, and tale-teller? Assuredly not. Nothing that is to be found in human nature can be banished from the realm of Art. I hold, indeed, that such a love is rare in the lives of civilized beings nowadays ; still, rare though it be, it exists. It is among the potent agencies of mortal being ; and, as such, cannot be ignored by the artist, whose scope comprehends all existence known or imaginable. But it is only one of the agencies, not the most universal. The desire of gain, for instance, is more common and more authoritative — more at the root of all that nur- tures the sap of flourishing civilization. Man's desire of gain, and not man's desire of woman, crowds the marts, covers the sea with argosies, builds the city, ploughs the glebe, invents the loom, unites law with freedom as the best security for man's in- dustry, and the essential condition of man's unre- stricted choice in the pursuit of fortune, or the promulgation of ideas by which states become en- riched because enlightened. But would a poet or novelist be true to human life if he bounded all his art to this desire of ga,in, and regularly finished all his plots with its successful denouement in the invention of a cotton print, or the accumulation of a plum ? " Certaiidy not," you cry. Then whv should he be more faithful to the art that LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 401 represents the moving' agencies of civilized life, when he contracts all the business of multiform civilized being to Alplionso's desire to gain Seraphina, and ends liisi invariable plot with that marriage, where all that is most noble in Alphonso's love, and all which can alone test its more durable elements, do not end but begin ? He has artistically an excuse for this partial and narrowed representation of life. The All is far too vast and too vague for an artist to grasp in any single survey. He must select a portion by which, through analogy, he gives a fair idea of the whole. The poet or the novelist (there is no distinc- tion between the two in the laws of creative fiction — their difference is in form, not in substance) — the poet or the novelist is not a biographer nor a philoso- phical historian. He does not track man nor a com- munity from the cradle to the grave. The necessity of his art compels him to a plot in which he obtains the interest of the general reader for the progress of selected events towards a definite end. Now, there are three recognised stages in man's life — birth, marriage, and death. The poet's denouement cannot well be in his hero's birth ; it is purely tragic if it end in his death. There remains but his marriage, as that which is the most general to man next to his birth and his death ; and, as poet and novelist deal with Romance, so Romance may be said to be born with Love, and to die with Marriage. Therefore the interest of love is tli<3 most popular, and the denoue- ment of marriage is the most convenient, for that com- pletion of selected materials which is essential to the fulfilment of artistic story. All this I grant only to a certain extent, but that extent is exceedingly liberal. I allow to the artist the amplest right to any selection of life he chooses ; when he presents to me his selection, I look at it with a conscientious desire, if he be really an artist, to judge of his w^ork by its harmony with his own conceptions of its object aud treatment. But if his selection be always of the same ■lO'J TIIK INFLIENCE OF LUVK Ul'ON segment in tlie Great Circle, lie must not blame me if the utmost praise I can giveliim is, "This man shows the segment more or less ably, but his adherence to a segment does not prove to me his com])rehension of the circle." I have not the slightest o))jection to a novel or a play Ijeing entirely devoted to love- making and lovers; and, if well done, I should say, " This writer understands that part of human nature which he describes ; but that part of human nature does not constitute the whole. My reverence for the scope of his art will increase in proportion as I find that in other works he shows that man has other occupations besides love-making, and is subject to • other emotions than those of love. Shakspeare gives us 'Romeo and Juliet,' ' Antony and Cleopatra;' and by giving us both, sIioavs, with profound trutli, what novelists and play-writers seldom own — viz., that love by no means confines his frenzy to the young ; that an elderly Antony can be as much carried away by the insane passion as a juvenile Romeo. And whereas inferior artists have only draw^n from the love of the old, elements for farce and ridicule, Shakspeare shows that in such love there is the tragic element as awful as aught w^hicli leads the fancy of youth to calamity and death. But Shakspeare gives us also ' Macbeth ' and ' Coriolanus,' and 'Hamlet,' 'King John,' and ' Richard III.,' in which other great movers of the human heart besides love are depicted — other great mysteries in human destinies shadowed forth. He can begin even a drama of love with the altar, instead of there closing it, and conunence its tragedy with the wedded life of Othello. Indeed, if play-writers would escape from their trite conventions, and examine, even in their great master, Shakspeare, which of his plays are nowadays most popular on the stage, they would find those to be the plays in which there is the least love-making. ' Romeo and Juliet ' do not draw full houses unless some pretty new actress announce her dehut in Juliet ; LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 403 then the play draws, not from the interest of the play, but from the interest in the actress ; as Miss Fanny Kemble drew, even in the ' Grecian Daughter.' As for ' Antony and Cleopatra,' I know not if it has been acted in my time ; if so, I never saw it.* True, I rarely go to a play ; but I see pretty often in the playbills, ' Macbeth/ ' Hamlet,' ' King John/ — in all of whicli certainly it is not love that animates the plot and attracts the audience. But in support of my proposition, that Hymen has far more influence than Cupid over human destinies, it is observable that, while nothing more fatigues an audience than the sentimental dialogues of lovers, nothing more interests all — pit, dress-box, and gallery — than the altercations between husband and wife. The audience enters heartily into their quarrels, and sheds its pleasantest tears over their reconciliation. It is this kind of interest which keeps the ' Honeymoon ' and the ' Stranger ' on the stage, outliving generations of dramas infinitely more me- ritorious as literary compositions. " How is it," I said once to an observant actor, who had profoundly studied the sources of dramatic effect, " that lovers, however charming, are not dramatic personages ? but let them marry and then disagree, and a drama is completed at once." "May it not be," answered that great Actor, the Roscius of my time, " may it not be that a miscel- laneous audience needs, for the full force of its sympathy, situations which appeal to the most familiar elements of emotion ? Few persons in such an audience ever made, or ever will make, love as the poets do ; but most persons in that audience have had, or are destined to have, quarrels and reconcilia- tions with their wives." * Since this was written, it has been acted for the sake of exhibiting the talents of Miss Glynn in Cleopatra. But even the excellence of her per- formance could not retain long the attraction of the play, and the love passages were certaiuly not the most efleclive. 404 THE INFLUENCE OF LOVE UPON Nevertlieless, tliere is indeed a love, as intense, as absorbinf^, as fatal in its inlluencv, as the wildest inino:ination of fiction can conceive. But, happily for the world, not only is such a love rare enou<;-li to be almost abnormal, but, in proportion as luxurious culture would otherwise tend to make the passion more frequent in highly civilized communities, coun- teracting agencies are created within the breast of society itself, and in the numerous distractions to one brooding thought which increased varieties of action and contemplation press and crowd on the individual. This rare degree of love enters within the pro- vince of fiction, but in its noblest and most meta- physical province. Great artists, indeed, in their selection from Nature, prefer rare effects ; but great artists alone can deal with rare effects truthfully and grandly. Love, in all its force and intensity, is a Moral Revolution. Revolutions happen as seldom in rational lives as they do in well-governed states. AVhen they are enacted they are not made with rose-water; least of all the Revolution brought about by the Power who is represented to dwell among roses," Metellus here ceased ; and after I had paid him the compliments which common courtesy exacted from me, I turned my eyes to G alius, who had not only, during the second part of the essay more than the first, evinced by many significant gestures his dissent frcim the lecturer's sober reasonings, but had with difticulty been restrained from committing a breach of contract, and temerariously interrupting the thread of a discourse which, long as it is now, would have been thrice as long if Metellus (a piactised extempore orator) had l)een provoked into additional arguments and collateral illustrations. Yet now, when Gallus LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 405 had the right of reply, and reply was expected from him, he remained for some minutes silent, musingly looking down upon the grass, and abstractedly plucking up the daisies within his reach. At last, with an impatient upward movement of the head, which threw back the thick curls from his brow, and with a heightened colour, thus he spoke. GALLUS. " I do not pretend to vie with Metellus in erudi- tion, still less in the elaborate arrangement of me- thodical discourse, and it is only the strength of my cause that can win me indulgence for the rudeness of my advocacy. The gist of my accomplished adver- sary's argument has been to show that love such as the poets describe, apart from that prosaic sentiment to which he gives the frigid name of " a preference," is very rarely known in real life, and therefore that, in literature, poets, dramatists, and novelists have represented life erroneously in ascribing so potent an influence to love, and concentrating so earnest an in- terest on the brief season of courtship. I deny both these propositions. I believe love — passionate and romantic love — to be infinitely more common among all ranks and classes of mankind than Metellus supposes ; and for this very reason, which I think in itself suffices for proof — viz. that if it were not so, the literature that depicts it coald not be so generally popular. For no genius could render generally popular the exposition and analysis of a feeling that was not popularly felt. Metellus says, indeed, that on the stage the bickerings of married folks are always interesting ; the cooings of lovers compara- tively insipid. But allowing his assertion to be true, it proves nothing in support of his argument, but rather something against it. For our interest in the quarrels of married folks is in proportion to our belief 40G THE INFLUENCE VV LOVE UPON tliat, in spite of tlieir quiirrelH, they still love one iiiiotlier — are lovers, tlioution of the instinct into trains of idea that most deform and degrade it. Lihertinap^e, therefuv, is not love, hut its antagonism ; and licentious literature is not the literature of love, but its libellous travesty. The truth of what I here advance ought to be clear to Metellus as a man of the world ; for if ever he meet with a man wlio ridicules love, as the poets hold love to be, is not such a man, ninety-nine times out of a hundred, a professed debauchee ? Metellus, in that part of his argument which he treats after the fashion of a statistician, questions whether the influence of love, as a fatal passion, or as a poetry of feeling, can be very active among the large majority of our species devoted to an existence of hardy labour ; wliile he argues for the vast extent to wliich the conjugal, or, as he calls it, the domestic influence, pervades and regulates their destinies. I concede to the fullest degree the weight he attaches to the domestic influence, not only in the humbler classes, but in all ranks of life. I allow also that among the working classes, especially in England, there are fewer disappointments in love, and fewer sins caused by its perversion or excess, than among the idlers of life. But I believe that among peasants and mechanics during the season of courtship there is much more ardent, faithful, and even poetic love, than the theory of Metellus supposes — that their love is more than the lukewarm attraction to which he gives the name of preference. He himself is con- strained to limit his assertion to the labouring popu- lation of our northern isles — for few can be familiar witli the rural life of Italy, Spain, and France, and deny the intense, and often tragical, extent to which love transports the peasant in those lands ; but if the passion be less vehemently apparent in the British, LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 409 it is, perhaps, not less keenly felt. It is our national character, among all ranks of life, to show little of what we feel. Metellus struck you, as he did myself, by the force of his remarks upon the counteractions and counterpoises to the despotism of love, which the affluent, practical, and multifarious nature of modern civilization tends to create. Much of what he said on this score is, I think, both new and true in itself. But I draw different conclusions from his premises. I agree with Metellus that love, properly so called, or at least love in its highest sense, is not a solitary power, apart and distinct from all the other great rulers and modifiers of mind, heart, and soul. But if that be so, surely the richer and grander in social attributes may be any era in time, the richer and the grander in its aggregate of ideas and sentiments should be the love which, in every era, is the cul- minating flower of humankind. What you call the checks and counterpoises to love are also its strength- eners. For where there is no resistance, no force is called into play. These checks and counterjDoises make love more thoughtful, more steadfast ; they preserve it from the levities and inconstancies to which it may be subjected in a period of effeminate gallantry. Man engaged in the masculine and healthful pursuits which an opulent and vigorous civilization affords him, is, I grant, less prone than the wanton pleasure-seekers of a former century to fall in love — less likely to allow a wrong or misplaced passion to overmaster his reason ; but where he once gives his whole heart, he is more likely to give it once for all. Metellus says that men, and women too, who have been disappointed in their affections, recover the shock — marry some one else — seem con- tented with their lot. The influence of blighted love on their practical life, according to him, is, for the no THE INFLUENCE OF LOVE UPON most part, slii;-lit and evanescent. ITowcan lie know? Wlio _<;*(X^s about to advertise liinisclf or herself as a loveloi-n victim? ^'el•v possildv, Imwcver, tlie memory of ii lialiied love does not much, if at all, chancre the outward, and, if you so term it, the practical life of the sufferer. But it may have potently affected his inner life, sometimes for evil — more often, I believe, for good. No one can have gone through the revolutions of a great passion, and be as he was before. He may not himself be con- scious of the change within him, still less is he likely to be conscious of the cause ; " Can earth, where the harrow is driven, The sheaf in the furrow foresee? Or thou guess the harvest for heaven. Where iron has entered in thee ? " And this brings me to the concluding part of my plea against the chilly rationalism of my antagonist's philosophy. As he restricts far too narrowly the influence of love upon actual life, so he curtails far too rigidly the grand functions of erotic romance, when he complains that in drama or tale there is attached to the period of courtship — to the vicissitudes and trials of love — an importance which is out of all proportion to love's share in the real business of existence. But every kind of the higher literature is designed not to express the commonplace business of existence, but a something which adorns and exalts the history of humankind. The expounder of intellectual philo- sophy writes, when earnest, as if the analysis of the mind were the fittest study of man. But how slight a proportion to the common Ijusiness of life can be assigned to the consideration of aljstract metaphysical problems? Where is their practical use to our bakers and grocers ? Yet Metellus himself would be the first to affirm tliat without metaphysical authors no LITEEATURE AND REAL LIFE. 411 literature is complete. And the influence of a nation's metaphysical authors will be brought to bear, how- ever indirectly and latently, upon that nation's popular writers and men of action, and through them upon our bakers and grocers. So with all the fine arts — the painter, the sculptor, the musical composer, giving the best part of their own life to the art they severally cultivate, think and feel as if in the culture of that art the highest destiny of genius were ful- filled. " The genius of the musician," exclaims Rousseau, " submits the whole universe to his art : he paints pictures by sounds — he makes silence itself speak — he renders ideas by sentiments, sentiments by accents ; in the depth of human hearts he excites the passions he expresses." Rousseau is here addressing himself to the young musician, and warns him that, if he feels not the charms of the great art with as enthu- siastic a transport as that which is colouring the eloquence of the writer thus appealing to him, " he must not ask what is genius in music. Why seek to know what it is, for it is denied to him ?" Yet again, how small a proportion of human life compared to its practical pursuits and business can be allowed to the culture or the delight in music or any of its sister arts ! Still, Rousseau is right : if artists do not regard their calling with this divine extravagance of reverent fond- ness, no genius could enter into art, and we must strike the sense of ideal beauty out of a nation's mind. In truth, then, we are not to consider, in judging of the im- portance attached to the influence of love by romantic literature, whether love does or does not occupy that space in human life which such literature seems to assign to it, any more than, when reading the lucubra- tions of philosophers, or listening" to the talk of artists, we are to consider how many men in Oxford Street or Cheapside trouble their heads about a Locke or a Gainsborough, a Kant or a Beethoven. The mission -112 TUB INFLUENCE OV I.oVE UPON of these love-writers is to preserve to a passion common to all mankind the refiniii^i;, eiinohlinp^ attrihiites which distino;uish it from the instinct of hnites; and, by so doing-, imjiart to the whole literature, to the whole sentiment of a nation, warmth and colour. For he errs who thinks that the inflncnce of an erotic literature is confined to those who chielly delif^ht in it. Yonder lawns are not all flower-beds, Init thev would be only shaven grass without the relief of flowers. The phre- nologists tell us that in any hmnan head where the organ of amativeness is markedly defective, however admirably developed the other organs, moral or intel- lectual, may be, the whole character will want ani- mation and glow. So it is with the literature of a people ; rob it of its love-writers, and you reduce the various pomj) of its colour to the cold shine of white light. I hold, therefore, that to judge fairly of the in- fluence of love upon human destinies, we must extend our view beyond the partial scope of circumstance to which Metellus confines his gaze, and eidarge the sweep of our vision to all the indirect and latent operations of love upon human thought and character. I hold, also, that it is a superficial and contracted criticism to say that, in romantic literature, love should occupy only the same space which a physi- ologist woidd assign to it in his work upon the organ- ism and functions of the human species. Love is only beautiful when it is the romance of life ; and, like all genuine romance, not in substance the less real because by poetry idealised. Having thus rudely stated the main points in which I differ from Metellus, I pass on to tender to him my tribute of admiration for defining so clearly the point in which my ideas are in cordial agreement with his own. When he condemns both the senti- ment and the literature of an age wherein love is altogether travcvstied, and is without that shame which LITERATURE AND REAL LIFE. 413 is its truest touchstone, as the virgin's blush is the sweetest assurance of her dawning passion, I join respectfully in his condemnation, with this protest : — That whereas he calls such diseased conditions of time the epochs in which the empire of Love was mo8t ac- knowledged, I call them epochs in which the royalty of Love was most ignored. But both from his scorn of that wanton caricature of love, and from his eloquent insistence on the gravity of the domestic influence, I draw this deduction, — that the more closely the romantic poetry of love expresses or symbolises that passion which has its close and its diviner second birth in the domestic household love — the more, in short, its poetry interests us in that singleness of devotion which (if fates permit) the marriage bond will solemnise and sanctify, the more artistically it will embody one of those great truths in nature which art instinctively seeks to utter. Even in the old Grreek poetry of the highest stamp this sublimer kind of love is expressed. The lovers in the ' Iliad ' are not Paris and Helen, still less are they Achilles and Briseis — they are Hector and Andromache. And thus our English erotic literature of this day, though less glowing in colour, is truer to love and to nature than the French, because with the French there is something inherently disagreeable ; something wi'ong in art — that is, to the healthful human sentiment in wliich art should express natui'e — as well as in morals ; in the perpetual rechauffe of the same worn-out vice of theme — I mean the trifling with the marriage tie. The hero of a French fiction, nine times out of ten, is in love with another man's wife, and adulterv is treated as if it were a pure and guiltless affection. The Greeks never did that, neither does Shakspeare. If our English novel- writers construct a tame story out of a lawful love, it is the fault of their genius, not of their selection. Romeo and Juliet are ardent enough ; but their love, VOL. 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