UC-NRLF B 3 SSM t.^5 li' ROBERT PALFREY UTTER PKIUP 3ENSIER 1 8 » 7 OiJW.-^OC'Bl^OOC^JOOOC^JW^' '''^Hf^Bjp ROBERT PALFREY UTTER ...^ ::*3C*Tbcs^G!«oor*c»c 5 .PHIUP 3EN3IER ^ ) 8 J 7 «LAoc«»oc«L.ec«ermit, should be very happy to accept it for a short time.' — Mrs.. Delmer rej)lied in a manner that fully satis- fied the unsuspecting Emma. Whitmore, by a glance only, expressed his thanks ; but that glance, more expressive than words, declared unutterable things, and sunk at once into the heart against which it was directed.— On their return to the farm they found Mr. and Mrs. God- win waiting supper, daring which Mr. Whitmore's servant entered with a letter which he had brought from the post-house at the market town. A mo- mentary suffusion crossed his cheek as he receiv- ed it, and he w as on the point of putting it in his pocket, had not Mrs. Delmer said, ' From Mrs. Whitmore, I presume, brother.' * I know not,' replied he, after a moment's hesi- tation, ' but will peruse it after supper. My last letters say, all our friends in town are well.' Mr. Godwin, who had no idea that any one could be go careless about those he denominated his friends, 86 THE FARMER OF entreated that politeness might not deprive him of the satisfaction of reading- his letter. — Mr. Whit- more bowed his thanks, but again declined it, when Mrs. Deimer, as if actuated by a spirit of contradiction, seconded Mr. Godwin, by saying, 'Do, my dear brother, oblige me; I long to hear what company you have at Twickenham.' — Mr. Whitmore, who now found that opposition would only make the affair worse, antl at the same time as effectually disclose what he had wished to con- ceal, made a virtue of necessity, and breaking the seal glanced his eyes carelessly over the contents, tben reached it to his sister, at that moment hear- tily wishing her, in his own mind, in the bosom of her departed spouse. While she was reading, Whitmore tixed his eyes on Emma, and saw, with secret satisfaction, an air of anxiety overspread her line features, but finding she observed him, immediately withdrew them. ' There, take back your letter,' said Mrs. Dei- mer : ' Mrs. W hitmore I lind is as gay and volatile as ever. This I tiiiiik is the second you have been favoured with since your accident.' ' Had she now,' replied Whitmore, peevishly, ' saved herself the trouble of reminding me of my misfortunes, I had been infinitely more obliged to her.' — With these words he arose and left the room in evident discomposure, though at the same time so apparently overwhelmed with me- lancholy, that the honest farmer and his wife were deeply concerned for him. Emma, during INGLEWOOD FOREST. 37 this discourse, had endeavoured to appear, nay, to persuade herself that she was not interested in it ; but her heart beat, her hands trembled, and an involuntary sigh escaped her. ' Bless me f cried Mrs. Godwin, with much surprise, ' I never entertained the most distant idea that Mr. Whitmorewas married. I presume his lady was not acquainted with his misfortune till he was almost able to return home.' ' Oh ! yes,' replied Mrs. Delmer, ' one of the servants who attended us went off the day follow- ing ;^but she is too gay to be easily alarmed. In- deed I never saw my brother so affected at her indifference before.' * My good dame,' replied the farmer, ' thinks every one should possess a heart as susceptible as her own. Had I broken my arm I should have experienced more anxiety from her tenderness than from the pain, and been in continual appre- hension of seeing her sink under the fatigue of attending me.' — William and Edwin at that mo- ment entered, and apparently seemed to have changed characters, the first being all gaiety, the latter depressed and lost in thought. * I think I might venture a good wager,' said Mr. Godwin, ' that Fanny Bernard is returned ; is it not so, William?' * Yes, Sir, she will call to see you in the morn- ing ; she would have come to-night, but I pre- vented her, as she must be fatigued.' * She will be welcome as thyself, my son, and Agnes too ; we shall now see her more frequently, as Fanny is returned to share the domestic cares.' 3S THE FARMER OF Mrs. Delmer changed the discourse, by ad- dressing Edwin respecting his going to town. ' I hope,' said she, 'you will not give my brother the vexation of refusing his offer, as I am convinced he will exert his utmost interest for your promo- tion ; nay, to his shall be added mine, and as the late Mr. Delmer had powerful friends, I can en- tertain no doubt of your success.' Edwin bowed his thanks, after which Mrs. Delmer wished them a good night, and retired with Emma. The farmer thus left alone w ith his wife and sons, Edwin's affairs were the sole topic. ' I can neither persuade you to accept, or decline it, my child,' said the good man; ' you alone must judge what you think conducive to your happiness. Equal possessor with your brother, both of my affection and property, there is no need to seek a greater fortune, if you can be content in the state in which Heaven has ever been pleased to keep me, without a desire to change it. But if your wishes lead you to endeavour to gain wealth, make the attempt; and if you fail, my son, return ; under this humble roof you shall find welcome, and a parent's arms open to receive j-ou. Yet, my Edwin, if you determine in favour of the turmoils of the great world, beware of the intoxication of pride and pleasure, which inevitably destroy the seeds of virtue; beware of being too suddenly elated, or too soon depressed: the first shows a weak head, the second a pusillanimous heart. Seek reputation and honour openly and boldly ; but flatter no man's vices or foibles to gain them. INGLEWOOD FOREST 39 Let truth be the invadable a,nide of all yoilv ac- tions : Give no promise without deliberation, but when once given, hold it sacred ; and finally, re- member God, and in the hour of need he will not forg:et you.' 'Oh, my father!' cried Edwin, sinking' on his knee ; ' but Agnes, my beloved Agnes — *— !' ' Is your betrothed wife, — a tie sacred, my son, in the si&ht of that Power who records all our voM's and actions? I have wished to delay your marriage on account of your youth; but if you determine for a country life, I am willing to re- tract my opinion, and press Bernard to join your hands at the same time that Fanny and William are united; but if you resolve on a journey to London, such a step would be the heig"ht of im- prudence, as the care of a young, handsome, and unexperienced female, in a great city, must na- turally take up more of your time, in your first pursuits, than you could prudently spare ; in that case, it is my opinion, you should leave her with her father until you are properly settled, for, if you love her, you cannot wish her to partake those difliculties you may necessarily meet on your in- troduction.' The offer of an immediate union with Agnes for some moments appeared to prepondv^rate the scale in the mind of Edwin, and determine him in favour of a country life ; yet, when reflection presented the resigning almost certain wealth to live for ever in obscurity, nay, to condemn Agnes to such a state when he might raise her to afflu- ence, he paused, and determined to struggle with 40 THE FARMER OF his passion, and rather relinquish for a few months the rapture of calling her his, than do both him- self and her so material an injury. ' My dear father,' said he, after some hesitation, *■ I think, that is, if you approve, I will at least try my success ; chance appears to have thrown tliis opportunity in my way, which it might be folly to neglect : Bless me then, my respected parents : I feel I shall be successful, and soon, very soon, trust to return and claimfmy Agnes/ ' May'st thou be blessed, my son. Yet let rae conjure thee to be not too sanguine ; hope fre- quently leads us to flatter ourselves with fallacious expectations, which redouble the pangs of disap- pointment. — Nothing is certain in this transitory state ; even I, who have been blessed above the common lot of mortals, — far from the bustle of the world, — happy in a partner to share my joys, and cares, and children, whose duty can only be equal- led by their affection, -r- yet even I have met with sorrow ; tliiuk then on the turbulent sea of public life how much greater must be thy trials : I mean not to depress, but to prepare thee, my son. But the night is far spent, let us retire, and Heaven resolve thee for the best.' Mrs. Godwin had not spoken during tliis dis- course, but at the conclusion would also have blessed him; but emotion arising from maternal tenderness rendered her voice inarticulate, and pressing him in her arms, she followed her 1ms- band to his chamber. William remained silent wljile they were pre- paring to go to rest. The conduct of Edwin had INGLEWOOD FOREST. 41 astonished him, for he had not tlie most distant idea, but what every scheme wonkl have been relinquished for an immediate union with Agnes : What tlien was his disappointment when he heard him resign it? He could scarcely credit the evidence of his senses, nor could he even yet arrange his thoughts ; but bidding his brother a good 'night, in apparent uneasiness, ejaculated, ' Unhappy Agnes! Ah, Edwin ! thou hast either less love or more philosophy than me.' CHAP. V. The next morning Farmer Bernard, on William and Edwin''s calling there, renewed the discourse of the preceding evening. His heart was equally honest as that of Godwin, but his understanding being inferior, he was more fascinated by the offers made to Edwin, whom he warmly pressed to ac- cept them, priding himself in the idea that he should hereafter look up to a son-in-law, who would not only constitute the happiness of his beloved daughter, but also be the wealthiest man in either family. Under this persuasion he rallied his daughters on their dislike to his departure ; for Fanny more openly expressed her disapproba- tion than Agnes, who declared, though tears fal- sified her words, that she was perfectly content to 2 * F 42 THE FARMER OF acquiesce in whatever Edwin might tliiiik would conduce to his advantage. Edwin, though wound- ed by Agnes's tears, was, notwithstanding, so strongly borne away by the infatuation of acquir- ing wealth, that it mastered every other considera- tion ; and reinforced in this opinion by Bernard, after tenderly repeating his vows to Agnes, it was determined he should declare his acceptance of Whitmore's proffer in the afternoon. — This busi- ness settled, Fanny, who had not seen the eider Godwin, proposed a walk thither to Agnes, who readily agreed to accompany her. If Agnes had passed a disagreeable night, thai, of Emma had not been more pleasant ; she could not forget, even for a moment, that Whitmore was married : ' Yet what is it to me V said she, ' I shall never see him more without my parents give me leave to visit Mrs. Delmer, and indeed I have scarcely any wish they should ; yet to be sure Mr. Whitmore's being married is no reason to prevent me. Poor man, he appears very unhappy; he seems deserving of being beloved, so sensible, good-tempered, and handsome, his wife must be a strange character not to endeavour to conciliate his affections ; nay, her neglect of him, when she knew his arm was broken, shows she must have an unfeeling heai t ; for had iie been my husband,' concluded Emma, ' I w oidd even have walked twice the distance that separated them, sooner than any other should have taken those cares that properly belonged to me.' In the morning Whitmore was the first in tlie parlour, where he was soon joined by Mr. and INGLE WOOD FOREST. 43 Mrs. Godwin: 'My friends,' said he, 'I know not how to apologise for my behaviour of last night ; yet, if you knew my un happiness, I think 1 should stand excused, thouL;,h in trutli my mis- fortunes have no riglit, even for a moment, to cast a gloom on your happiness : yet, when I contem- pkite t!ie bliss possible to be enjoyed in tlie marri- age state, and compare it with my own misery, I cannot forbear accusing fortune of unkindaess.' ' My dear sir,' interrupted Godwin, ' I entreat you not to mention it, and am extremely sorry you do not enjoy that happiness you appear so well to merit.' Whitniore replied only by a sigii ; be thought the pique he could not avoid shov/ing the night before required some apology, and therefore had determined to persuade the good farmer that his niatrinioniai discontents totally originated in his lady ; a circumstance which he thought would excuse his conduct to the family, and perhaps in- spire the gentle breast of Emma, to whom he judged it would be repeated, with pity, a senti- ment h,e had no doubt some time to improve into one more.consrenial to his wishes. The entrance of Mrs. Delmer and Emma pre- vented more conversation on Mr. Whitmore's family discontents ; but he saw M'ith secret exult- ation that the lively features of Emma were over- spread with an uncommon cast of serioiisnes?, a circumstance that not a little flattered him with success in the plan he meditated in recom]>ense for the hospitality he had received : Indeed, in this case he conceived that no injury could accrue, 44 THE FARMER OF for could he gain Emma's heart, the obligation would be mutual ; slie should share his fortune, and, from the prejudices of a country life and narrow education, be raised at once to be the envy of the women, and the desire of the men. Had her brothers been affluent, they miglit have been expected to resent such an insult ; but Whitmore feared no man, his sword was ever ready to defend the vices of its owner ; and in this case the anger of two simple youths, the curses of an aged father, or the anguish of his innocent partner, never intruded on his imagination. Slave to his passions, they bore him like a rapid torrent against all impediment, redoubling by obstruc- tion and difficulty ; so that when once resolved on any purpose, the vivacity of his temper, and errors of his education, represented the pursuit he was engaged in as dependant on his honour tii be accomplished. r^^^d l^jkBreakfast was hardly over before William and Edwin entered, accompanied by Fanny and Ag- neg, unconscious of beauty, tho' fair ' As opening flow'rs untainted yet with wind.' Fanny with a frankness that peculiarly dis- tinguished her, regardless of the strangers, flew to salute Mrs. Godwin, then threw her armsi'ound the venerable father of lier lover : ' Bless thee, my child,' exchiimed the good man, kissing- her with llie affection of a parent, ' may Heaven hereafter reward thy duly and innocence widi childriMi faultless in mind and form as thvself ' INGLEWOOD FOREST. 45 *Amen,' involuntarily articulated William, viewing his father and intended wife with a rap- ture that gave redoubled animation to his fine dark eyes. A momentary blush sufTased the face of Fanny; but silently thanking Mr. Godwin with a kiss, she hastened to testify her affection to Emma, wliile Agnes, equally lovely, but more timid, replaced her in the arms of the respectable pair. iu 'What a scene!' said Whitmore, in a low voice to his sister, who had withdrawn towards the window, ' what enchanting women !' ill ^ Passable,' replied Mrs. Delmer, carelessly viewing Agnes with scrutinising attention, in vain endeavouring to discover defects in a face and form that envy itself must have pronounced faultless. The family congratulations over, Whit- more advanced, with his natural ease and good- breeding, and joined in the conversation. Emma, an hour before, he had thought a finished model of innocent beauty; but now, though he could not allow her eclipsed, he saw at least equalled, and had there been the smallest room for hope of gain- ing an interest in the bosom of the fair sisters, his heart would have cherished passion ; but as it was, each fortified by an affection that precluded his flattering himself with success, he contem- plated only Emma as equally lovely, and doubly desirable, as her heart was not prepossessed, or, if otherwise, only partial to himself. Mrs. Delmer, who, in spite of pride or wealth, found a strong inclination to love Edwin, was not quite so secure. In Agnes she beheld a beloved and 46 THE FARMER OF much to be dreaded rival, and tboiigli she could boast affluence, accGrapii.^hments, and a person generally allowed handsome, she was by no means certain whether the weak prejudices of Edwin might not lead him to prefer the humble village maid, unadorned but by nature, and ricli only in worth and innocence : She indeed flattered herself, that the partiality slie felt for the handsome rustic was merely the effect of being immured in the country, where no more pleasing object had pre- sented ; yet a number of circumstances might have proved to a curious observer, that Edwin, however unintentionally, had a firmer hold on her affections. She had been satisfied, nay apparently happy while at Inglewood, though deprived of ail those fashion- able amusements and gratifications, that she had tionsidered during the life of her husband so essen- tial to her felicity, and which she had been in liaste to partake as soon as etiquette would permit. The idea once started of Edwin's going with them to town, slie warmly espoused it, and anxiously wished to see him placed in a manner she consi- dered more respectable, without examining her own heart for the real motive. Whitmoi'e was not blind to this partiality, though it was far from being suspected by any one else. Now and then it gave him awkward sensations, but which were quickly vanished by his favourite tenets, that all were free agents, and passions given to be gra- tified, and so his sister preserved the respect of the world, and her rank in society ; for he had not the most distant idea of her sinking it in an ill-suiied marriage. He cared little about a transitory amour, INGLEWOOD FOREST. . 47 thou,2:li, had any one reflec(c baa ,jaiiJjst- INGLEWOOD FOREST. 75 the farm as yours during your life; and should 1 survive you, as held in trust for my sister Agnes. A dependance on my fVither I by no means wish to shake off, nor does ray Fanny find it painful ; why then, my dear Sir, would you wish us to change V ' You are too proud, AVilliam,' replied the old man, with emotion, * you do not like to be obliged to me, though I love you as well as your own father.' * And do I not revere you equally V answered William. — ' He gave me life, and with the most tender care watched over my childhood ; but you, in giving me Fanny, bestowed a treasure far su- perior to the whole w orld without her.' The Farmer's reply was a hearty shake by the hand, saying, — ' A good lad, a brave fellow, I can never do enough for thee;' then making his obei- sance to Mrs. Palmer, again repeated his thanks, and with his son-in-law returned to Godwin. As they walked the old man's heart seemed full. At length, 'William,' said he, 'Agnes and I lead but a dull life since thou hast taken Fanny from us ; the foolish girl does nothing but sigh, and her eyes are for ever red with crying after Edwin, though she knows, and T am for ever telling her, it is all for his good: now, if thou and Fanny were with us, we should be as happy as the day was long.' William replied, ' it w as a case in which he should be entirely guided by the joint agreement of himself and Mr. Godwin ; that he tiidy con- fessed he should be miich grieved to leave his father, and equally so to refuse the parent of his 70 THE FARMER OF wife what would give him such apparent satis;-' faction.' This conversation brought them home, where neither Bernard nor William appeared in hoste to disclose the manoeuvre at the hall, until Bernard after dinner ventured to inform them wliat he had done, and which, to his great vexation, he found all disapproved, except Agnes. Godwin indeed consented that William should reside with Ber- nard ; but the gloom which overspread his vene- rable features, on the idea of his son forsaking his paternal roof, plainly showed how reluctantly the permission was given. — Emma had sat for some time a silent observer ; when at length starting up with great liveliness, she cried, ' Tiiough no one has asked my opinion I shall give it notwithstand- ing : I hate this division of families ; we all love one another, why then cannot we live together? Oar house is far larger than Mr. Bernard's, and here is plenty of room for us all.' Bernard made no reply, but fixing his eyes on Mr. Godwin, appeared to wait his opinion with anxiety. 'Indeed, Emma,' replied Godwin, *J know but few things that would give me greater satisfaction than the constant company of my friend Bernard, if .' 'If what?' interrupted the Farmer. — 'Why, if you and your good dame like on't, it's a bargain, for I lead but a moping life yonder. With you I shall be as happy as a prince ; we can smoke a pipe, and drink a jug of ale, and envy no one under the sun. Old age will steal on me unper- ceived, and I shall die surrounded by those I love best.' INGLEWOOD FOREST. 7T Among a party so detennined to act in unison, an agreement was soon made, and Emma em- braced and caressed as the author of the present happiness; for though it was apparent from the conduct of allr, how much satisfaction the pro- posal had given, yet, had not her vivacity started it, in all probability it had never taken place. ' Nay, nay, Fanny,' exclaimed Emma, ' don't kiss me, you only do it to conceal your tears. Here, William, pray comfort her, I have other business to mind,' throwing her arms round Ber- nard's neck, and saluting him with the affection of a daughter: 'You are a good-natured man, and I love you dearly.' Here the sound of the post-man's horn at the gate broke off their mutual greetings, and William hastening out, soon re- turned with a letter addressed to his father. All equally eager to hear from Edwin, Godwin began to read the contents aloud ; but had no sooner communicated the intelligence of Edwin's gaining a commission than Agnes fell from Iier seat de- prived of sense or motion. Every other idea was now lost in her situation, until at length slowly re- viving she was led to Emma's chamber, and laid pn her bed, where, after some time, she enti-eated to be left alone, which being complied with, and the party again assembled, Godwin concluded the letter, and each gave their respective opinions. — Bernard was in raptures, Edwin was already a gentleman ; for his part he had no patience with Agnes, who could sutler herself to be depressed by what ought to give her the highest pleasure. * Yet, when you consider, my dear father,' inter- rupted Fanny, ' that Edwin, by this step^ and in tS THE PARMER OP all probability A^nes, will be for ever estranged, and distant from us, yourself will surely not see it in so flattering a point of view. Should we not have been happier, fhink you, all together in our original destination?' ' True, true, girl, I can't say but it would have been very comfortable ; but then only think, wiien he comes to fetch Agnes, how the whole country will stare—how I shall enjoy it! Besides, every man has not the same luck ; and many men, many minds. Edwin was born for a gentleman, and William for a farmer.' * So truly do 1 feel what you advance,' answere William, ^ and so thoroughly sensible am I of the blessings I enjoy, that were it in my power to choose my situation I would reject a change. Nature, in giving me a constitution able, and a heart willing to labour, has done her part, and never in my person shall the active farmer dege- nerate into the useless gentleman. Edwin has chosen a more distinguished part in the business of life, a defender of his country's rights, and a minister of its vengeance. Oh ! may equity guide him, and success and honour attend him. For me no aspiring thoughts find place in my bosom; let kings defend their possessions and treasures, sufficient to me is the defence of mine, to shield those I love from care, to cultivate my lands, to guard my flocks, and to shelter them from the wintry blast. Thus let me live and die, too humble to excite envy, and too happy to envy any one. Can riches give more ; or rather, can they give so mucli ? My heart says No, I feel peculiarly blest, and can look down with pity on INGLEWOOD FOREST. 79 kings, and the painful uncertain splendour that surrounds them.' ' Ah! would to heaven,' exclaimed Mrs. God- win, weeping, ' that my beloved boy had never left us, to fall perhaps in a foreign land ; no care- ful mother to soothe his dying hours, no tender father to see him laid in the earth! Miserable woman that I am, why did I consent to his de- parture ?' * Be comforted, dear friend of my youth,' said the venerable Godwin, taking his wife by the hand, 'never can my heart know peace while thou art sad, neither can it ever be completely overwhelmed while thou art spared to bless me. Look,' continued lie, affectionately viewing his family, * consider the blessings that surround thee, and canst thou repine? Like thyself, I could have wished Edwin's destination otlierwise ; but as it is. Heaven speed him in the just cause, and God's will be done.' * My dear mother,' said Emma, drying her tears, ' our Edwin will, I hope, be safe from danger, and an honour to us. 1 think I already see him so elegant and handsome in his fine scarlet clothes, his hair powdered, and his sword by his side; oh! I am sure I shall love him a thousand times better than ever.' ' I pray ye, Fanny,' said William, smiling and wishing to enliven the discourse, ' if the old tailor should call when I am absent, bespeak me a scarlet coat, and when you go into the cheese- chamber bring down the rusty cutlass ; it shall no longer be employed against the rats, but hung to Miy side; for I am determined that Emma shall 80 THE FARMER OF love me a thousand times more than ever, since her affection is so easily obtained.' ' You may say what you please,' replied Emma, * but he will look delightfully : Oh ! how pleased I shall be when he comes back ! The very first Sunday he shall go with Agnes and me to church. Lord ! not one of the girls, I'll be bound, will know the text.' * I fear,' answered Godwin, ' that you judge of others by yourself, Emma ; but for the present drop the subject, and go to Agnes, whose unas- suming heart, like my own, I fancy, would prefer a russet frock to a scarlet coat and cockade.' — Emma obeyed, and during her absence it was agreed, that, as the subject apparently gave so much uneasiness to Agnes, it should be touched upon as little as possible, and that the whole party should appear to view the change in Ed- win's affairs in a promising light. The next day Godwin took the opportunity of being alone to write to his son ; never before had he found the task so painful. He wished not to lessen the pleasure Edwin appeared to experience from his success, yet how could he congratulate him on a subject that overwhelmed his heart with sorrow. — 'Merciful Creator!' exclaimed lie, laying down the pen, ' what words can I use? My son a soldier ; a man licensed to shed blood ; the blood of those who never wronged him ; nay, perhaps, to lose his own in quarrels in which his heart has no share — a heart so tender, kind, and dutiful, to become at once so hardened, as to triumph in the destruction of his fellow- creatures ! Congratulate him, ah ! no, it is impossible j I will simply tell INGLEWOOD FOREST. 81 liim that I am glad he is satisfied ; but that for myself I should have preferred any other situation. Fascmated as he appears 1 will not openly show jny disgust, but by lenient methods endeavour to awaken his real disposition, which for some time has appeared clouded by ambition, or he had never left his family and betrothed bride to follow a vain and empty shadow.' Godwin's letter was, as he expressed, mild, yet energetic. He did not command his son's return, but introduced subjects which he thought might encourage it, as the happiness of William, the kindness of Mrs. Palmer, the uneasiness of Agnes, the new arrangement between the families, and finally, if he did not find a very particular attach- ment to the new profession he was engaged in, Bernard's farm was entirely at his command, as William only held it in trust for Agnes, and would rejoice to relinquish it. — The letter con- cluded, he showed it to no one, that, in case he was disappointed, they might not judge of his vexation, nor yet too harshly of Edwin ; he then joined Bernard, who was seated with his jug of ale before hhn. Filling a bumper he drank to Edwin's health, concluding with a wish, that * he might live to be a general.' ' Heaven forbid !' involuntarily ejaculated God win, 'for how much carnage must he wade through before he could arrive at that height?' \h.i 8? THE FARMER QP CHAP. XI. Edwin's letter had reached the family at Ingler wood, as they were in tlie midst of innocent joy and friendship. Godwin's answer was also re- ceived by Edwin in a moment of exultation, for he had entered upon, and assumed the dress of^ his new profession, gaudy distinguishing scarlet. —Strange that the ministers of a business so re- plete with horror, as that of war, shouUl wear so ti'iumphant and gay a habit, whilst those of reli- gion are clothed in mournful black, which appears to denote their profession gloomy, mysterious, and sad. — Hateful prevarication; true religion is simple, clear, and open as truth, and needs no habit of assume^ gravity to implant it on the human heart, * Since God is ever present, ever felt. In the void waste as in the city full ; And \vhere He vital spreads there must be joy.' Whitmore had introduced Edwin in his new decoration to his lady, saying, ' There, Madam, what think you now of my pupil ? I don't believe there is a handsomer fellow in the regiment.' To confess the truth, Edwin's natural good person showed to advantage in his miUtary ^accoutrements, and which may be easily surmised by the ansAver of the lady, who, viewing him from head to foot with more than usual kindness, coincided in her hus- band's opinion, as did also Mrs. Delmer, who Boou after joined the party. Thus treated with INGLEWOOD FOREST. 83 uncommon kindness by Mrs. Whitmore, and en- couraged by general approbation, Edwin felt a self-satisfaction that he had never before expe- rienced, and afterwards, when alone, as he passed the large glass in the drawing-room, could not avoid stealing a glance at his own figure, which appeared both new and delightful to him.— At this moment his father's letter was presented him; its contents at once gave both pleasure and pain; he rejoiced at their happiness and success, but grieved at the uneasiness of Agnes, tenderness and gratitude for a moment obliterating ambition. * I will leave all,' said he, 'to show my affection: I will relinquish my aspiring hopes, and once more sink into a plain and humble farmer.'— -As he spoke he raised his eyes from the letter to the mirror, and vanity again resumed her sway. * Fool that I was to leave the country, unless I had courage to pursue my fortune ; it is but to taste of the cup of prosperity, and then to dash it from my lips. With what pleasure could I resume my labour, when 1 recollected how dear it had cost me, to drudge through the day in a coarse clumsy habit, and at night to return to a mere cottage, compared to the elegant mansions I am now ac- customed to : Agnes cannot require such a sacri- fice ; it would involve herself in the consequences of my folly. — No, rather let me redouble my efforts for advancement, which, once obtain&d, I will fly to claim her, make her partaker of niy happiness, and force her to confess that I took the most ef- fectual means to show my affection.' With such a resolution it may easily be conjec- tured what answer lie returned to his father; it ]|fa&. SldnieE. iKKSC nenr 9n&. yam ».ip»^wtt IX^UEW«iOO ]ndfiJ£;ST. $i Aifarltw; iplwriiiqi-^v ■-• — :•♦-: :, M->. l\^:-:>-: >. ltt$bilY;,9|if(HKfK >c3el» In- line, p w y»jg j [ ai jTi— f aft p iffc> ^Mwiii was aft cav^ %Mft masi Mialr -lliwuwl. hw \mM\Mm^ Mm Ito keaft Imi aft c-S la|e« «r aBfei^ MaKg^iajL ' as it m^s^ Ik: «-i^ fentwi «» ci i Mie:s las kpnaace, aft wladi Ihs. m ijB nil 1 hmsliiiii' iwaiitifcr^ aai, ^Wca,lH«l lBacBiywiftaB8Bi55 «HftiMW^HisBCSBMai6oi OJ ijiattna x It may be easily surmised that Edwin had no design to conduct Agnes to his sister, he simply wished to get her from her parents, as he had then no doubt but he should be able to deceive one so innocent of guile, and in a short time bring her to his wishes. * My brother Godwin shall determine the busi- ness,' returned Bernard. * Then 1 by no means approve it,' said Godwin : * Had Emma been here to accompany her the ob- jection might have been less, but even then the step would have been imprudent; what say you, William ?' * I am astonished that Edwin could ask it,' re- plied William ; ' he surely did not consider the impropriety of Agnes's leaving the country with him unmarried. 1 think Fanny is, and ever was, as dear to me as her sister can be to Edwin, yet INGLEWOOD FOREST. 13$ passion should never transport me so far as to suffer her to take a step that might subject her even to a temporary humiliation. Edwin can surely again get a short h^ave of absence, and if Mr. Whiimore wishes to be present at the cere- mony, he has nothing to detain him.' ' I did not request your permission, nor yet your advice, William,' said Edwin, with an emo- tion of anger which he could not conceal* Luii^a ' 1 he permission is alone in her fatherspowferto grant,' replied William ; ' for my opinion my father asked it, and as it coincided with his own I freely gave it ; nay, had it not, in this case I should not have scrupled to differ from him. Agnes has no brother but myself, and I hold her fame too dear to suff(er it to be sullied, however unmeritedly.' ojf It is enough,' cried Edwin ; ' if frustrating my happiness gives you pleasure, you have accom- plished your end.' ' Nay,nay,' interrupted Bernard, 'donotspeak so harshly, William is a good lad : whatever he says is for the best. I do not know how it is, but he always brings me over to his opinion, and it is generally right.' ' I am sorry, in this instance, that he has such power with you,' replied Edwin, sulkily. * And why so, my brother V said Wuliam. ' On calm reflection your own reason will applaud me; and now, to prove how dear 1 hold your happi- ness, I have a medium to propose ; if you should find it inconvenient to return, prepare all for Agnes's reception, and Mr. Bernard and myself will accompany her to town. I think he would take such a journey to oblige you, an'jr!« n^jii Edwin was a far better dissembler than hfe brother, and first overcame his confusion ; simply informing his friends that he had received another letter, pressing his immediate return ; but that he hoped to see them again in the space of a month at farthest ; that he would now take one of their horses to the next market-town, from whence he could immediately procure a conveyance. His venerable parents would have questioned him respecting this repeated and peremptory call ; but Edwin appeared so enclosed in reserve and caution, that the good man, with a sigh, withdrew his suit ; and observing his son's impatience to be gone, told him to take any of the horses he ap- proved ; and fearing his uneasiness might proceed from want of money, pressed him with a supply ; which, however, Edwin declined, even to obsti- nacy. He then left the party, and hastened to take leave of Agnes, who was locked in her chamber for the first time, perhaps, in her life ; but she wished now to conceal herself from herself; — but conscience, doubly poignant from sensibility and wounded virtue, had fixed a barbed arrow in her bosom, which she could never withdraw, nor whose anguish she could palliate. aioilv* Edwin calling, she however replied, * I will attend you directly below ;' and opening the door, with a sigh, passed him and descended the stairs,— r- he in vain attempting to detain her. .<{ jjofi) INGLEWOOD FOREST. 147 By this time he had entirely recovered his con- fusion ; and renewing his promises, he received their affectionate farewell, departing in two hours after the receipt of his last letter. loan b-^ fitlJ ii'd ; fi'ioJ^f 'iJBib' „, >dw mv.'j,jj^p jj.^,jj Edwin was no sooner departed, than William, drawing his father aside, with caution informed him of Edwin's discomposure at receiving the letter. — ' Believe me, my dear sir,' said he, ' I should not have mentioned it, had I not thought it for his happiness. Edwin's good nature, and, if 1 may call it so, constitutional cheerfulness, may, ^ I doubt, have drawn him into some difficulty, from which he cannot extricate himself. I almost fear to speak my wishes, yet why should I hesi- tate ? You have frequently honoured me by call- ing me your representative ; would you conde- scend to make me such now, I would go to London, examine into the immediate situation of Edwin ; if he has any pecuniary difficulties, remove them ; and, finally, bring down Emma, whom I well know you wish returned.' Godwin for a moment regarded his son, unable to reply, tears falling down his cheeks. At length embracing him, he said, ' My son, my son, surely thou art the favoured gift of God ! thou anticipa- test my words, but not my wishes. I am not blind 148 THE FARMER OF to the cloud that hangs over Edwin, but for thy offer should have suffered in silence, unable to de- velope it; let us then form some excuse for thy absence to thy mother, Fanny, and her gentle sister : as for Bernard, 1 will tell him our inten- tion; and, I doubt not, he will applaud our honest deceit.' Bernard entering in the height of the conversa- tion, was informed of the whole, under promise, however, of not revealing it to either of his daugh- ters, w hich he firmly promised ; in the mean time good-naturedly endeavouring to laugh them out of their fears, observing, he was sure Edwin was both a good and prudent lad ; and for any differ- ence in his behaviour, they should consider his change of situation, and that gentlemen had fre- quently more to ruffle their thoughts than farmers, though they might choose to keep it to them- selves. William, with his father's approbation, deter- mined to depart on the following morning, and join his brother in London ; and accordingly at supper, Bernard, by agreement, asked him if he could contrive to set off on the next day to York, as he had a relation there who was sick, and that he was unable to ride so far on horseback himself. ♦ William immediately expressed his willingness; and the affair was soon concluded, unsuspected by either Mrs. Godwin or Agnes ; but the keen eye and attentive ear of tenderness was not so easily deceived : Fanny read the unusual gloom in her William's features, though determined to conceal her suspicions. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 149 On their retiring to rest, William could not avoid observing Fanny was unhappy. She was silent, and appeared to press the young Reuben with redoubled affection to her bosom, while a tear would now and then escape her eye, and fall on his dimpled cheek. ' What is the matter, my love, ray wife ?' said William ; ' you are unhappy, and I have a riglit to claim a share.' * Forgive me,' replied she, weeping ; — ' but you are not, I think, going to York.' * Suppose I am not, where can I go that the remembrance of your tenderness and virtue will not cheer me ? Dry your tears, love, and you shall hear my destination ; for I know you will not disclose it to my mother or Agnes, whom I fear to alarm.' He then informed her of his deter- mination of hastening to London, as he was rather uneasy at the behaviour of Edwin, and yet more concerned at the protracted stay of Emma. Fanny entirely coincided in the prudence of his journey, while she grieved at its necessity, yet hoped all his fears were groundless ; then promised to conceal her own uneasiness for the sake of his mother and Agnes ; and finally, entreated him, in such a great and hateful city, (as she had heard it represented) to be careful of his own safety ; and by no means to hurry back on her account, until his heart was fully satisfied in respect to his bro- ther; *as,' continued she, * an inconsiderate haste might leave you still unhappy and uninformed in respect of him. In the mean time, I will doubly caress Reuben, — trace your features in the linea- ments of his little visage, — talk to him of your 150 THE FARMER OF absence, — of your return; while the unfeeling little varlet,' concluded she, fondly kissing her son, ' will laugh at both.' tg *rtt ^Jfi^l^af. William caught her in his arms, alternately embracing her and the infant, then retired with her to rest, happy as the first created pair, before guilt had banished peace from their bosoms. William arose at the dawn of day, and having taken an early breakfast with his family, departed on horseback for the metropolis, which he reached five days after his brother, who rode post the whole journey. 'ffjiait I Edwin, on his arrival in town, had immediately gone to Mrs. Delmer's, who confirmed the rexa- tious tidings she had before sent him. At first his rage knew no bounds ; he execrated Whit- more, Emma, and himself; nor did he spare Mrs. Delmer in his passion; then rushing from the house, hastened to Whitmore's, where, however, he could learn nothing more than he already knew respecting their departure ; but was presented by one of the domestics with a letter which had ar- rived three days before, and which bore a foreign post-mark. On opening it, he found it came from Whitmore, and contained these words : — 'Dear Edwin, , *,you have stolen my sister ; and as 1 hate to be outdone, I have stolen yours : it is but a mere exchange ; yet, as I wish to act generously, and must confess that I have the best of the bargain, > you are welcome to my wife, to make up the de- ficiency. In the mean time I wish you all the happiness attendant on the marriage state. You INGLEWOOD FOREST. 151 pleased yourself,— so have I ; and I trust you have too much sense and knowledge of the world to be angry at the step I have taken, particularly when I assure you, that your sister is dearer to me than life, and that her happiness shall be my particular care. I presume you have heard of my affair with Darleville. I was too much of a philosopher to notice his amour with my wife; but to speak dis- respectfully of my sister and my beloved Emma was too much for even philosophy to bear. Adieu. I shall make the tour of France and Italy before^ I return ; but if settled in any place for a time/^ you shall hear from me. Calais. Whitmore.' Edwin's rage was redoubled by this epistle, with which, open in his hand, he flew to Mrs. Whitmore's apartment, expecting that, although^ the lady was faulty, she would in this case be as^ outrageous as himself; but he was disappointed ;' she only laughed at his emotion; ridiculing him for being so vehemently exasperated at an occur- rence which was so common in life ; and that, if he had had the least penetration, must have fore- seen. ' But what, in the name of wonder, does he say?' added she: ' Does he congratulate you on your marriage ? For my part, I knew of it a week after it took place, though I did not mention it to him ; and gave you credit for an apt scholar, a pupil worthy your preceptor. But tell me, does the letter contain any secret? or may I see it?' ^Take it,' replied Edwin, sullenly ; ' the letter Sit least is worthy the writer.' 152 THE FARMER OF Mrs. Whitmore received it, but had not pro- ceeded far wlien she began laughing immoderately : ' By my life,' said she, ' Whitmore is a delightful fellow, notwithstanding he treats me so cavalierly ; was he not my husband I should certainly be in love with him. Take my advice, Edwin; and do not, when you meet, quarrel about trifles. Be- lieve me, you have, whatever he may say to the contrary, the best of the bargain, having not only the woman but the fortune ; he the woman only. Which, I pray then, in the eye of common sense, has the advantage ? even though / should not be thrown in to make up the deficiency.' ' But suppose,' replied Edwin, half rallied from his vexation, ' I should refuse any thing short of the full compensation ?' ' Why, in that case,' returned she, smiling, ' I should say you was an avaricious wretch, and as bad as your patron.' This discourse was for some time pursued with the same degree of spirit, until the subject be- came so far realized, that Edwin at length de- parted, impressed with the idea that he was completely revenged on Whitmore. On Edwin's return he found the domestics at Mrs.Delmer's (who hereafter must be called God- win) prepared to receive him as their master, the lady having declared her marriage. Though his promotion and this distinction would at any other time have gratified his pride, and overbala,nced every other idea, yet now he accepted tlieir atten- tions with coldness. His heart was torn with contending passions, which even his wished for wealth could not alleviate, — the departure of INGLEWOOD FOREST. 153 Emma, which ahiiost drove him to despair ; and the distempered frenzy of desire (which he called love) for Agnes. To pursue Emma without any certain route he knew would be vain ; besides, his marriage in the meantime might reach Inglewood, and Agnes be lost for ever. This idea soon banish- ed all thoughts of following Emma, whose absence he, however, determined to keep secret as long as possible, at least until he got Agnes in his power. Thus resolved, he endeavoured to conceal his discontent under the specious guise of uneasiness for his sister, his unsuspecting wife viewing him with too partial an eyetosuspect his dissimulation. '' Five days after, as before mentioned, arrived William, who repaired immediately to the house he thought Mrs. Delmer's, intending iirst to visit his sister, supposing Edwin still resided at Whit- more's. Though a stranger in London, as his direction was clear, he had not ranch difficulty to find it ; and, tying his horse to the rails, knocked at the door, and inquired for the lady. Vt'illiam's good person and natural affability was with every one a powerful letter of recommendation ; and the domestics immediately showed him into an apart- ment, and requested his name. ' William Godwin,' replied he; 'tell her from Inglewood, and that I request to pay her my respects.' When the servants announced this unexpected visitor, Mrs. Godwin was alone ; she was amazed, as she was certain Edwin knew not of his journey. He had told her that he had disclosed his marriage to his father and William only, who were to de- clare it on his departure ; as he had no wish to 7 u 154 THE FARMER OF distress Agnes, ^vho, he said, he feared was yet rather attached to him. As for the elopement of Emma, that he informed her he coukl not resolve to mention, until at least he heard more of the business. The parties were thus in mutual ignorance when they met, Mrs. Godwin shuddering that it fell to her lot to disclose the flight of his sister, particularly as it was with Whitmore. Mrs. Godwin met him at the door, and holding out her hand, bade him welcome, expressing her sorrow that Edwin was gone out. This declara- tion struck William as nothing uncomniori^^ as Edwin he surmised might just have paid ner ^ visit. Having returned Ids compliments, his eyes wandered round the room in search of Emma ; — ' and my sister, madam,' said lie, ' has long in- truded on your kindness. 1 am charged with the thanks of my parents, and mean to take her home with me. At some future period, perhaps, you will condescend to honour us at Inglewood with a visit as you pass to your seat.' Mrs. Godwin bowed ; she felt awkward that William did not con2:ratulate her on her marriage, and knew not how to reply to him respecting Emma. * You are silent, madam,' said William, w ith an emotion he could not entirely suppress, observing she made no answer : ' May I not see my sister?' Thus urged, she could not avoid a reply. * For pity's sake, Mr. Godwin,' said she, * do not press the subject until Edwin's return; I expect him momentarily. You may believe me, whatever happens to disturb yourfamily isdistressingtome.' INGLEWOOD FOREST. J55 * If any thing has happened to my sister, for heaven's sake disclose it instantly ; my soul can- not bear suspense on a subject so near to us all. I truly confess I suspected something; on Edwin's receiving' the last letter, and could not rest satis- fied until I hastened to town. Speak, madam, my distress is not immaterial, — is Emma sick, dead ? — I can hear of either as becomes a man — • what I dread far more, disgraced herself and family?' Mrs. Godwin still hesitated, until again pressed with an earnestness that almost shocked her, she replied, ' Indeed, my dear Mr. Godwin, this un- happy business you may believe has greatly dis- tressed me, particularly as the aggressor is my brother.' * Enough, madam,' interrupted William, im- patiently ; ' I have heard enough to plunge my unhappy parents into an untimely grave.' ' My iiusband,' resumed Mrs. Godwin, ' would instantly have pursued them ; but his absence, and the uncertainty of their route, made such a step fruitless ; they can be traced no farther than iVbbeville.' ' Abandoned, deluded girl!' exclaimed William, his voice choked with contending passions, * is this the return you make your parents for eighteen years' watchful tenderness? — parents who never regarded you but with a smile. Ungrateful wretch ! I will, however, if possible, find you ; and, if a spark of virtue remains in your bosom, endeavour to revive it. Pardon me, madam, I scarcely know what I sa}^ ; I think that you kindly mentioned that your Iiusband would have pursued them ; excuse me, I did not know you 156 THE FARMER OF were married : but why is Edwin supine in this eruei busines-s?' William's answer increased Mrs. Godwin's per- plexity ; he expressed his ignorance of her mar- nage, and spoke of her husband and Edwin as separate persons. * You,— you — are, I fear, Mr. Godwin,' replied she, ' under some mistake.' * For heaven's sake, then, madam, condescend to set me right ; if you can lessen my tortures, I wilt bless you ; at least,' continued he, ' I am sure you cannot increase them.' ' 1 would it were in my power to remove them!' replied sh«. ' What I have to say will not, how- ever, augment them. I surely misunderstood Edwin when he informed me that he had di- vulged his marriage to his father and yourself.' ' His marriage !' said William, — ' his marriage !' repeated he again, after a moment's pause ; ' whose marriage, not surely my brother Edwin's ?' ' Yes, sir, Edwin is my husband ; we have been married these three months.' ' Your husband ! tiien you are married to a vil- lain,' exclaimed he, throwing himself into a chair from whence he had j ust risen. ' Great God ! how blind is man ! I thought my miseries incapable of increase, and they are now fallen fourfold on me. Parents, — Agnes, — Fanny, — all — all — will sink Ijeneath this cruel stroke!' * Surely, sir,' interrupted Mrs. Godwin, haugh- tily, ' Edwin's marriage with me cannot have in- creased your unhappiness V * You, perhaps, did not know of his engage- ments to Agnes ^ yet I thought you had. Ex- INGJLEWOOD FOREST. 157 cuse me, madam, I cannot stay ; my mind is too much torn with anguish. Favour me with all you know respecting- my unhappy sister : I would, if possible, seek her, but fear my labours would be vain. We will, if you please, banish all other subjects.' Mrs. Godwin then briefly related all she knew respecting the elopement of Emma with Whit- more ; saying the advantage was taken unsus- pected by her, and in her absence ; and, finally, that to purS:Ue them would be useless, as their route was unknown. When she concluded, William rose, and was about to take his leave, saying he should set off again immediately for the Forest ; being uncertain what step to pursue until he had consulted with his father, as he dared not trust to writing, know- ing the stroke would fall so heavy as to need all his precaution and care in divulging it. ' You will not, sure,' said Mrs. Godwin, ' depart until Edwin's return ? Let me entreat your stay — he cannot belong, — and would, lam convinced, blame me for suffering you to leave us so hastily.' ' No, madam, he would rather thank you, liad you even pressed my absence : but I must be gone,' continued he, advancing towards the door ; 'and wish you more happiness than I have now to expect.' With these words, in spite of her entreaties, he left her, and mounted his horse, first requesting the servant to direct him to Mr. Whitmore's. ' I will call there,' said he, mentally, as he rode forward; *perhapsthe villain belied his wife: from his conduct, it is more than probable he did. 158 THE FARMER OF Edwin, too, confirmed his assertions ; but what are the w^ords of silch men ! . I will go ; and doubt not to find their character of her false. Perhaps, she was too virtuous to countenance their villany ; and possibly from thence arose their dislike of her.' Impressed with this idea, he rode to her house, determined to procure from the lady more certain information, not doubting but he should find her overwhelmed with sorrow ; and firmly persuaded that all he had before heard to her disadvantage would prove false. On his arrival, fearful she should refuse to see him, from his consanguinity to Emma, he simply desired the servant to inform her a person on particular business desired to speak to her. , The man led the way into an apartment, and desired him to be seated; then proceeded to an- nounce him in the adjoining room ; and presently returning, informed him his mistress Avould wait on him presently. — William, now left alone, was for some moments lost in thought. The partition between tlie rooms being however slight, his meditations were soon interrupted by tw o voices ; 01^ of whom was singing, ' Come, come, bid adieu to fear. Love and Harmony live here ! No domestic jealous jars. Buzzing slanders, wordy wars. In my presence will appear : Love and Harmooy reign here.' ' But I will neither sing nor say any more, till I have dispatched my visitor,' continued the same voice. ' By his nameless modesty, it is, I suppose, INGLEWOOD FOREST. 159 one of Mr. Whitmore's creditors, with a bill as long as my arm ; but I shall dispatch him in an instant.' With these words the lady opened the door, atid assuming more gravity, said, ' If you please, sir, I will now^ attend to your business.' William, more overpowered than before with vexation to find he had called on so despicable a wretch, yet determined to advance and question her ; but had no sooner entered the room, than he became fixed as a statue with surprise and horror; for on a sofa sat lolling his brother Edwin, appa- rently quite at his ease. ' i^UfOi' * Amazement !' exclaimed Edwin, starting from his seat, hardly less astonished than AVilliam. * Is it possible? my brother!' '^' * No, you mistake,' replied William, putting him back with his hand, for he had advanced towards him, 'you have no brother; you lost him when you became a villain!' The first idea that struck Edwin was, tW;^!' fi^i seduction of Agnes was discovered, and that he should lose her for ever ; anger and distraction at this thought mastered every other consideration ; and humiliated to be thus treated before the haughty Mrs. Whitmore by his rustic brother: ' A villain !' echoed he, seizing William by the arm : ' dare not repeat it, lest I indeed forget our relationship.' 'Yes,' replied William, with equal heat, 'a false and most despicable villain, destitute of ho- nour and honesty ! Nay, unhand me,' continued he, shaking Edwin off, who appeared almost ready to strike him, ' lest I should be tempted to chastise you on the spot.' *^-*"^^'"'^^^ ' -'^^C' 160 THE FARMER OF Mrs. Whitmore, by this altercation, discover- ing her mistake in respect to the stranger, and fearing some mischief, screamed aloud and vio- lently pulled the bell ; on which three servants rushed into the room, and in some measure calmed the impetuosity of both brothers. ' Edwin needs no protection,' said William ; * he is beneath my resentment. I came to inquire of my unhappy sister, whose fault is already less- ened, when I see what dangers her inexperience has been exposed to.' iU'-m^ Mrs. Whitmore would, if possible, have adopted her usual haughtiness, but her behaviour, like an arrov/ drawn against an impenetrable target, only rebounded without injury to the object. He did not, it is true, return her scorn for scorn, btit ap- peared to feel her efforts as little as doth a giant those of a pigmy. Edwin too, after the first ex- ertion of passion, seemed sunk within himself, and blushing, in spite of all his pride, to appear to owe his safety to the domestics, entreated Mi's; AVhitmore to command their absence ; which being at length complied with, unable to bear the presence of his brother, he rushed out of the room. ' ^^^ f W illiam, who was anxious to gain some intelli- gence of his sister, on Edwin's leaving the apart- ment, made a cold apology to the lady for what had passed, and began the discourse nearest his heart ; but finding he could procure no informa- tion, soon left her, ancl remounting his horse, with a;iijea¥y liiearttook his way- towards Ingiewood. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 1(M CHAP. XIX. When Edwin left his brother he hastened home, where he was soon informed of all that had passed in the interview between WiiHam and Mrs. Godwin, the lady not sparing her reproaches for his dupli- city. Edwin was not in a temper to bear, much less to palliate, and high words in consequence ensued. To a charge of ingratitude, he replied with a thousand curses against his own folly, until at length the lady retired highly displeased, Ed- win neither endeavouring to detain nor sooth her. No sooner was he alone than he gave way to the mingled passions that overwhelmed him. ' It is now complete,' exclaimed he ; ' I have gained the points on which I fixed my happiness, luealth, and i]ie possession of Agnes, and yet am plunged in the depth of misery — misery too great for hu- man nature to bear ; for have I not lost all that made life desirable ? Parents, — Agnes, — brother, — that brother whose friendship was once so ne- cessary to my happiness ; he spurned me — despised . me ; that temper I never before saw ruffled with passion was now ungovernable! By heil, vice has made me a coward ; had he even struck me, I think I could not have returned it. My sister dishonoured too! — Accursed Whitmore, thou shalt pay for all, for thou art the original cause ; the tempter that first seduced me from home, happiness, love, and virtue ; that first taught me to laugh at vows, and gratify my passions at the expence of innocence and honour. Mayesttlioa 7 X 162 THE FARMER OF be as acciused as I, — then annihilation will be mercy ! Yet had I but Agnes to sooth my cares, I could yet be comparatively happy !' continued he, after a pause. ' By heaven I will : they already hate, despise, and curse me, they can then do no more ; and such a prize is worth a bold effort.' Towards eveninj^ he returned to Mrs. Whit- more, as he was curious to hear how his brother's ill f visit had concluded, having no doubt but that he had immerliately set out on his return for the country. — He likewise wished, if possible, to escape from himself, and Mrs. Whitmore's levity , was the only palliative he could think of. As for , his wife, now she began as he surmised to suspect his villany, she became almost hateful to him : so true it is, that not unfrequently the aggressor finds it most difficult to pardon. utivoi Mrs. Whitmore rallied him on the whole trans- , action ; his brother's behaviour she construed to proceed from his displeasure respecting Emma, and a supposition that Edwin had not been suffi- ciently attentive to her; for anger at his marriage she had not the most distant idea of; nay, she was astonished that the satisfaction she supposed he must feel from that circumstance had not oblite- rated all other ideas. ' I think,' said she, ' he might at least have be- haved with more politeness before me ; but what, in the name of wonder, would the handsome rustic have had you done? keep a duenna to guard her. Cry your mercy, she had one, though 1 confess not sufficiently vigilant, for she was en- gaged in her own affairs. Or did he wish you, now the mischief is done, to set off like another INGLEWOOD FOREST. 163 Quixote in search of the ravisher, and rescue the damsel? Nay, never look serious ; have I not equal cause, when I have lost my dear spouse ? yet bear it with patience. Why did you not answer your brother in the scriptural language he is accustomed to, making Jree with the words of Cain, "Am I my sister's keeper?" ' 'Damnation, madam,' replied Edwin, 'you go too far!' then throwing himself on a sofa, he muttered between his closed teeth, ' I am indeed Cain, cursed of God and man.' , i, Edwin's compunction was, however, far from being permanent; before the night closed, the , gompany of Mrs. Whitmore had greatly alleviated ^^jit, though reflection, when he was alone, returned j.with redoubled poignancy. He certainly did not love her; but she was a voluptuary in pleasure, and fascinated his senses at the expence of his reason. <^Her passions were by nature violent, and, un- j^|aught by education to subdue them, they had jjgained fresh strength by the neglect of Whitmore, ^.^vyhom she had long regarded with indifference, ^^J^.J^nd amused herself as best suited her inclinations; ..but, as until very lately she had been cautious in her outward conduct, was universally well re- ceived. — The affiiir with Darleville had been the ^ most public, probably from his vanity ; for she j^^ertainly felt no particular affection for him, ^jj|javing dismissed him before the duel took place, I and expressed no uneasiness when she heard he 1 .iwas wounded, nor pleasiu'e when informed he was „ out 01 danaier. - - While Edwin was endeavouring to dissipate his merited uneasiness, William, as he advanced on 164 THE FARMER OF his journey, was forming a thousand different plans to lessen the weight of the hews he had to communicate to his friends, while his own heart was distracted with grief and vexation. He had made the journey comfortably to town on his own horse ; but on returning, his anxiety and impa- tience were so great, that contrary to his usual custom, he rode so hard as to bring his horse into a state of almost complete exhaustion. William by this means reached the Forest much sooner than either his father or wife, who knew his real destination, could expect ; for Mrs. Godwin and Agnes had no suspicion of the truth. As he advanced towards home, the tidings he had to communicate became so painful, that he slackened his pace ; and the pleasure he would otherwise have felt on the idea of embracing his beloved Avife, smiling babe, and family, was lost in the agonizing thought, that it should fall to his lot to disclose events, whose effects he much feared would have a fatal tendency. It was the close of day when he reached home. Never before had he thought it painful to cross the threshold : he reflected with vexation on the speed he had used on his journey. ' It is,' said he, 'as if I was in haste to distress them as deeply as myself.' He then, not meeting any one, turned his horse into the stable, and with an irresolute step advanced towards the door ; wlien in the kitchen, he heard Fanny, whose voice was wild music, singing to her infant. There's nae luck about the house, ' There's nae luck at a' ; INGLEWOOD FOREST. 165 ^i ri3fi,;, There's nae luck about the house, i^RfJ '^r\ When our gude man's awa. r Sae sweet his voice, sae smooth his tongue. His breath Hke cauler air. His very tread has music in't, iiV/'T-ri' As he comes up the stair. g(jfnj ' There's nae luck,' &c. * Oh ! it is too much,' exclaimed William. ' In- human, barbarous monster ! for I cannot call him brother who rends asunder such ties, and agonizes those he is bound, by every sentiment of honour and gratitude, to protect. Alas ! I have now no brother,— no sister ! would to heaven I never had, or that they had died in infancy, — innocent and happy !' He now entered, and found his parents and Fanny seated together : — all leaped up to receive him. Fanny depositing her little charge in the cradle, and flying into his arms, Mrs. Godwin unsuspiciously inquiring after Bernard's friend, while Godwin fixed his eyes in silence on the altered and pale face of his son, and already shud- dered at the expectation of what he had to repeat. *- His brows the title-page. That speaks the nature of a tragic volume : Thou tremblest, and the whiteness of thy cheek , ' ^ Is apter than thy tongue to tell thy errand. E'en such a man, so faint, so spiritless. So dull, so dead in look, so woe-begone. Drew Priam's curtain in the dead of night. And would have told him half his Troy was burnt ; But Priam found the fire ere his tongue William gave an evasive answer to his mother's question ; and having returned his wife's caresses 166 THE FARMER OF anxiously cast around his eyes, and,inquir^4,ftftef Bernard and Agnes. i.f'\j,u,{'ii ^.^f. .^,,, j^,^ '* My father,' replied Fanny, 'is out: and our dear Agnes has been very indifferent ever since you went away, and is now retired to bed : but how pale you are, William! Indeed, you are sadly altered ! — I am sure you are ill. Perhaps you have hurried too much: — I did not expect you yet.' Mrs. Godwin expressed the same idea respect- ing his appearance, while the venerable father re- mained silent and lost in thought ; for William's speedy return without Emma confirQied all his fears. At that instant entered Bernard singing, blithe as a hale constitution and an upright mind could make him. A ' What, William !' cried he, ' art come, my lad ? 'Nothing but good news I know. My kinsman is got well I hope?' winking significantly, 'and thou art satisfied V William sighed, and v*'runghis hands in silence. 'Why, what a pies art tired, or sick? thee lookest quite ill ! And what poor horse is't in the stable ? 'tis miserable thin, and as weary as a dog : thee used to have more mercy on a dumb beast. 1 looked in as I came round, and could not think whose half-famished creature it was.' '^Before William could reply, Mr. Godwin took his wife by the hand, and said, ' My beloved friend, we have been married six and thirty years ; in all which time I never before used deceit, and, perhaps, it is even in this instance unjustifiable. William, my love, has been to London, and I am amazed at his speedy return : he appears ill too. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 167 1 myself fear all is not there as we could wish ; but we are Christians, and will endeavour to re- ceive the evilas becomes us in this transitory state.' j-'Mrs. Godwin made no reply, maternal tender- Mess swelled in her bosom, and was too poignant to be relieved by Mords. * Speak then, William,' continued Godwin, ' we are prepared ; certainty cannot be more horrible than this suspense.' William, though thus pressed, appeared in no haste to reply ; even Bernard's features v» ere marked with alarm, while Fanny, as if William's affection could secure her from sorrow, drew her chair closer to his, and pressed one of his hands between both hers. ; ■fi^tf! ' Oh, my father !' at length hesitated William, his voice hardly articulate, ' pardon your son for being the messenger of tidings which must wound you even more deeply than they have done me. Edwin, anxious for independence and wealth, has .' ' Gained it at the expence of honour and rectitude,' interrupted Godwin. William's affirmative was a sigh. * No, — no,' exclaimed Mrs. Godwin, hastily, *^it is a mistake ; you believe too easily; William -^ is misinformed. Edwin is young and lively, and may err, but not grossly. * Ay — ay,' said Bernard, ' it is only so ; William is so good him.self, he cannot make proper allow- ance for common frailties. 1 am glad, however, Agnes is not here. He has made a trip I suppose — some girl I doubt. Nevermind, we must keep it a secret; but what has that to do with J^ealth " and independence V jq« aid )s basFtrrf 163 THE FARMER OF ' 1 will not believe it,' replied Mrs. Godwin ; ' he loves Agnes too well to be guilty in the man- ner you allude to. But where is my Emma — my child — why is she not returned with you ? She will next be scandalized, — suspected : — not the world shall now keep her from her mother/ * Alas ! where shall we find her V cried Wil- liam, involuntarily. ' Find her!' screamed Mrs. Godwin: — 'Is she dead ? — for living, who shall hide her from me ? ' None but herself, my mother,' replied Wil- liam. ' Alas ! she is unworthy you ! she has fled with a vile betrayer.' A friendly insensibility for some moments de- prived the wretched mother of her sense of an- guish, and all remained silent ; but recovering, by the aid of Fanny, tears in som.e measure eased her overcharged heart. ' And what remains, W illiam ?' said she, ' fear not now to speak — the blow is struck. What of Edwin? is he too lost? I charge you, by your love and duty to me, speak! I will know the worst, and pray for patience to support it.' Godwin repeated the command, William, thus pressed, with the utmost agita- tion related all he knew respecting Emma, con- cluding with the marriage of Edwin to Mrs. Delmer, but suppressing his finding him at Mrs. Whitraore's. All remained for some time lost in astonishment, until at length Godwin exclaimed, ' Cruel, deceit- ful boy ! is this the return for my anxious cares for your happiness ? — Alas ! I feared even to refuse what my heart could not approve ; and by a false INGLEWOOD FOREST. 169 indulgence have undone you. Miserable man that I am, how shall I bear this stroke ? or comfort this unhappy sufferer/ looking with anguish on his wife, ' when I cannot myself support it? Oh, God of mercy !' exclaimed he, raising his clasped hands, ' how did I pray for children ! and in thy anger thou gavest them !' Fanny dropped on her knees at his feet : ' Oh, my father !' replied she, looking tenderly at Wil- liam, ' all your children are not the gifts of anger.' ' No, my daughter,' replied the old man ; ' Wil- liam and thyself, nay, and my Agnes too, have virtues to overbalance the others' errors ; for ye are all mine : and from this hour, if my heart is capable of distinction, Agnes must claim it ; for who shall comfort her ? William, I doubt not, will endeavour to requite thee ; for his love is sincere, and worthy its object.' As he spoke he raised his weeping daughter-in- law, and pressed her to his bosom, while she hung round his neck, and watered his grey hairs with 'her tears. * Oh, Bernard !' cried Godwin, * let not this blow divide our friendship— condemn not all for the errors of one.' Bernard held out his hand, and grasped that of Godwin, exclaiming, (while sorrow almost choked his speech,) ' Condemn you ! May Heaven con- demn me if I do. No, my heart bleeds for you. Ah, William ! thou wast right when thou blamedst me for applauding his going to town.' ' 1 will retire,' said Mrs. Godwin, rising ; but sinking again into her chair, ' I am not well, my head is giddy, and my heart is cold. Give me 8 Y 170 THE FARMER OF your hand, Fanny, and lead me to bed. Oh, my i children!— my children !' Fanny and William led their unhappy mother to her chamber, where the former insisted on attending her for the night ; but was refused by Mrs. Godwin. ' No,' said she, ' you will hereafter, my child, I fear, have to attend your suftering sister ; surely she already suspects something, for her health droops daily.' Fanny again pressed to stay : ' Will not my beloved husband be with me ?' replied Mrs. God- win : ' we will pray and comfort each other. How^ often have we passed the hours in exultation over the growing virtues of our children ! to-night we will weep their vices !' Fanny retired, and joined the unhappy father and William, who were devising means how to disclose Edwin's perfidy to Agnes ; Godwin at length taking the task on himself. The parties then withdrew to their respective chambers, not * to sleep, but to deplore the depravity tliat had banished happiness from their bosoms, and con- J verted the mansion of peace into a house of mourning ! CHAP. XX. In the morning all met at breakfast but Mi-s. Godwin, who appeared too much indisposed to leave her bed. Agnes, apparently lost in melan- choly, was not, however, insensible to the distress INGLEWOOD FOREST. 171 that hung on every face ; and with a feat-ful energy entreated to know the cause. Godwin at length informed her of Emma's flight, adding, as he con- cluded, while tears streamed down his venerable cheeks, ' But I will endeavour to tear her from my heart : thou, Agnes, shalt supply her place, and become doubly dear to me.' * Oh! my beloved, my unhappy Emma,' cried Agnes, w^eeping, ' how sincerely do I feel for you! She has been deceived, deluded ; and, if she can but be regained, forgive, my fatlier, and receive her to your bosom. Oh ! she has a thousand virtues to counterbalance this one error ; and will, I hope, behave hereafter in a manner to make even you forget it.' As none seemed willing to continue the discourse, it ceased here ; and the breakfast passed in silence, being removed almost untouched, each appearing to shun the other, — even little Reuben's smiles being disregarded. The visible anxiety that already hung on Agnes made Godwin doubly unwilling to disclose the unhappiness that awaited her, yet he thought it unjustifiable to lengthen the delusion; therefore, after breakfast, being alone with her, he began the painful task. As he proceeded, his tenderness redoubled his emotion, and he was frequently for some minutes inarticulate. Agnes's behaviour, on the contrary, was ejen painfully calm ; she shed no tears, vented no re- proach, but listened in silence as one on w hom neither joy nor sorrow could any longer make impression. ' Oh, my beloved child,' concluded the okl man, ' how shall I be able to obliterate from thy memory the unworthiness of the ungrate- 172 THE FARMER OF fnl Edwin ? Yet it shall be my daily prayer to heaven to effect it, and the constant endeavour of lis all to love thee with redoubled affection, par- ticularly o€ mine, my child.' ' Oh ! I am unworthy,' exclaimed Agnes, break- ing silence, ' I am unworthy ! call me not your child : I am vile, abandoned, lost. In an evil hour I forgot virtue, and heaven has forsaken me!' ' Impossible, my love ! Distress has impaired thy senses ; thou wert ever viituous as lovely, the delight of the eye, and darling of every heart.' 'Ah! no, my more than father,' replied she, falling at his feet, the scalding tears flowing in torrents down her blushing cheeks, and conceal- ing her face on his knees, ' I cannot deceive you — you are too good to be deceived — your kindness pierces my heart, and forces me to lay it open to your view ; yet do not hate, do not banish me your presence ; I cannot bear your displeasure. Though I am not the virtuous Agnes you once kne^v, do not spu rn me ; my life will pay the forfeit !' A gloomy presage seized the mind of Godwin, and transfixed his soul with horror. ' It is impos- sible !' said he ; ' yet speak, my Agnes ; fear me not ; Edwin cannot have been such a villain ! he could not sure attempt thy innocence !' t)i' Agnes for a moment made no reply ; at length exclaimed, — ' Oh ! my father, Edwin is not more guilty than the abandoned Agnes !' OTi Godwin gave a cry of surprise and mingled horror ; resignation and patience appeared totally to have forsaken him : in speechless agony he threw himself on the floor, and tore from. his head its venerable honours. k Icvii viI /' * INGLEWOOD FOREST. 173 The affrighted family heard the noise, and rush- ing- in, found him on ihe ground ; Agnes trem- bling', and ready to faint, endeavouring to raise him. ' Oh ! my father,' cried Fanny, ' why are you thus? you will alarm my mother! Alas! I fear she is already convulsed.' ' May the villain who occasioned it be accursed,' replied he, with vehemence, desj^air in his voice, and his features distorted with anguish. * Ah ! ivkom do you curse, my father ?' exclaimed Agnes : ' recal, recal the cruel words, Edwin can- not exist under a parent's malediction.' ' It has involuntarily passed mv lips,' replied Godwin; ' I cannot recal it. Merciful God! and have I lived to curse my son ? But give me your arm, my child, lead me to my wife ; I am sick with sorrow; we will die together.' William and Fanny raised their father, and led him to his wife's apartment, Fanny remaining to attend her mother, while William, who had no suspicion of the last intelligence his father had received, returned to Agnes, whom he endea- voured, by every means in his power, to console; and perceiving that his father having cursed Ed- win hung on her spirits, endeavoured to remove the impression. ' I am equally displeased as my father,' said William ; ' but I cannot curse, nor yet hate him, though 1 despise him beyond the power of words to express. Nay, weep not, Agnes, he is unwor- thy your tears ; he merits only your disdain, as he has mine.' wA ut^^iGHioi '3V(.»5 'Why will you speak tHtis?' ' icried Agnes ; ' why recal a scene I have frequently endeavoured 174 THE FARMER OF to obliterate from my memory ? Unhappy Edwin ! would to heaven thou hadst not sworn so rashly; yet, I trust, thou art not ahandoned of God, though, alas ! thou art cursed by thy father, de- spised by thy brother, and by thy Agnes— ;/(»- given.' William knew not that she alluded to the curse Edwin had called on his own head, should he breakhis vows,-- and still continued endeavouring to sooth her, when a cry of sorrow struck on their ears, and banished every other idea. Both flew in haste to Mrs. Godwins apartment, where a sight presented that at once striick them with grief and horror : she Avas struggling in a violent convulsion that had just seized her; the terrified Fanny, with the servant, endeavouring to snccour her, while Godwin, in speechless agony, was on his knees by her side. William remained in the apaitment but a mo- ment ; then hasted away, and mounting his horse, rode oif full speed for the nearest medical help; with whom he returned in little more than an hour. Mrs. Godwin was still in the same situa- tion ; and though at length in some degree re- covered, yet w as so weakened and low, that the assistance they called in pronounced her recovery very doubtful. The shock she had received from the conduct of her children had impaired her un- derstanding ; and her constant dwelling on their names, showed the impression still remained in spite of agony, and even delirium. For three days little alteration apj^eared, the unhappy family fluctuating between hope and despair; and, to add to their sorrow, Agnes, though she forced lierself INGLEWOOD FOREST. 176 to attend on Mrs. Godwin, yet it was plainly perceptible that she was not equal to the effort- At this period the convulsive spasms increased ; and in two days more, the unhappy mother be- came at once both speechless and insensible, and was declared past all hope ! — Who, at that fearful hour, can paint the agonies of the afflicted family ? Edwin and Emma were forgotten in the greater sorrow, or only at periods remembered as the cause of all. On the bed, supported by pillows and the arms of a husband, whose affection had increased with growing years, sat Mrs. Godwin, placidity on every feature, her half-extinguished eye raised alternately with confident hope, or turned with soft compassion on her weeping family. On his knees, on one side, was William ; on the other, Fanny and Agnes ; at the foot, Bernard ; and at some distance the old servant, who had lived w^ith them ever since their marriage, nursing Reuben, and bathing his face with her tears. Mrs. Godwin beckoned her to approach, and taking the hand of Margery, put it into that of Fanny, as though she commended them to each other. 'I understand you, my mother,' said Fanny; ' I will regard the happiness of Margery as one of your last commands, and hold it sacred; she is too old to labour, Reuben shall henceforward be her only care.' Mrs. Godwin bowed her assent, and drawing Reuben close to her, kissed his smiling mouth, and by her raised eye appeared to ask a blessing on him ; then holding a hand to each alternately, she saluted all ; Bernard, as he received this last token of her friendship and affection, sobbing 176 THE FARMER OF aloud, and wringing his hands in agony. His emotion distressed her ; she endeavoured to speak, but the effort was fruitless, and only brought on a fresh convulsion, in which she struggled for some moments, but at length recovered, though with increased weakness, and additional symptoms of approaching dissolution ; her speech too, though almost inarticulate, wasreturned. ' Bless ye, bless ye, my good, my dutiful children ! forgive, pray for your deluded brother and sister. Agnes, be comforted, — Edwin is most to be pitied, for you are virtuous — he is ;' then turning to Godwin, ' Friend, husband, companion, be comforted ; we shall meet again.' As she spoke she extended her arms, and was received into his ; where, after re- maining some minutes, apparently in silent prayer, she bowed her face, and articulately said, ' From these arms, which have led me in innocence and peace, oh! receive thy servant! Blessed, blessed!' — her voice failed, respiration grew weaker, and in a few minutes she expired on his bosom ! 'And art thou gone for ever!' said Godwin, after a long pause, at the same time laying his wife's head on the pillow, and fixing his eyes upon her lifeless face ; ' am I indeed left to weep thy loss, to mourn thy untimely death ! Devoted children, how will ye hereafter answer this ? Ed- win, tliou hast gained wealth, but lost thine own soul !' William and the family were unequal to the task of administering comfort, and stood around weeping in silent anguish. ' But shall I selfishly repine, blessed saint?' resumed the old man, kiss- ing her hand : * Forbid it Heaven ! thy cares are INGLEWOOD FOREST. 177 past, and thy reward prepared. Be comforted, then, my children, and bless the Power that spared her thus long. Methinks she smiles upon us. Let us kneel around her ; our prayers will ascend to the Throne of Mercy, where we have now a blessed mediatrix' The family obeyed ; the old man prayed long and fervently, until at length that resignation, which true piety ever inspires, calmed the acute- ness of their feelings, and left tlieni able to per- form the last attentions which duty demanded for the honoured clay. .fcJDWO', CHAP. XXI. While sorrow and death had been busy at Ingle- wood, Edwin, who carried a vulture in his own bosom, which, in spite of all his efforts, he could neither silence nor destroy, was endeavouring to forget i^eilectionby plunging yet deeper and deeper in error. His wife, who had raised him to what he once thought the pinnacle of happiness, was neglected, and almost abhorred, for being ihe means of placing an insuperable bar between him and Agnes ;^ — ^while the lascivious and wanton Mrs- Whitmore, with whom he spent the greater part of his time, was caressed, not from affection, but because she possessed all the art of intoxicat- ijig the passions, though at the expense of reason 8 z 178 THE FARMER OF and jiuigment. The idea of Agnes was, however, a constant intrnder ; he reflected with horror on the agonies he supposed she suffered ; nor was he more easy on account of his family ; in spite of vice and folly he loved them ; and his wealth lost half its charms, as they could not share it. Eager to find excuses to his own conscience for his conduct, he regarded Whitmore as the cause of ail ; and determined, should he ever meet him, to take a full revenge. In the mean time, getting Agnes into his power wa^ his constant determina- tion, though he could not as yet devise by what means. At first he expected to meet her anger and resentment ; but had no doubt that he should be able to calm the storm, especially as he had so strong an advocate in her own heart. Edwin, as soon as his marriage was acknow- ledged, had hired a servant particularly tt) attend him ; a shrewd and intelligent fellow, one vi^hom he thought he could venture to trust on such an occasion ; he therefore disclosed such part of the business as was necessary for his purpose, and that could be unfolded with honour to himself; and determined to send him disguised to Ingle- wood, to endeavour at least to inquire into the health of the family; if possible, to speak to Agnes, and declare his business ; which w as to entreat her to form no decided opinion of Edwin's conduct until she saw him, as he had been grossly misrepresented ; and could not vindicate himself from the imputation but by a personal interview. This message was to be delivered verbally, as Edwin feared that should he write, it might be produced as fresh evidence of duplicity against INGLEWOOD FOREST. 179 him ; while in the first case there was no danger^ as he coald easily on occasion forswear both the message and messenger. Thus determined, accompanied only by his servant, he departed ; and reached a small Tillage at about fifteen miles distance from Inglewood, where he remained while his servant repaired alone to the Forest ; from whence he did not re- turn until the second day. Edwin had waited for him with impatience; and so numerous were his questions, that the man knew not how to reply ; but entreated his master to suffer him to relate the whole methodi- cally. ' It was,' said Harris, ' near four in the after- noon before I got there. I meant to remain in the vicinity until the evening; then, as I was on foot, pi'etend to be benighted ; and inquire at your fathers my way to the next market-town, never doubting but they would have humanity sufficient at least to offer me some refreshment, if not a lodging for the night ; as I had all my story ready, and thought in that case I should find an opportunity to deliver my message. As it was far too early to appear, I kept walking about at some distance, fearful of being noticed; and at length came to a little church ; and for a while passed my time in reading the grave-stones until the bell began to toll ; and I saw numbers of people coming from all sides, and thronging the church-yard. As I had plenty of time, 1 thought I might as well stay and be a spectator; not doubting but it was the funeral of some noble- man, and muchbeloved, as almost every onewept.' 180 THE FARMER OF * D — n your funeral, come to the point : they have lost their paragon I suppose. I have forgot- ten her name, though I heard her praises suffi- ciently sounded while I was at Inglewood ; but my mind was too much engrossed with Agnes to think of aught else.' ' It was not the person you allude to,' replied the man, in a voice that alarmed Edwin ; ' the loss concerns you more nearly.' 'Distraction!' exclaimed Edwin, starting from the chair, a cold sweat bedeM'ing his forehead, and his knees knocking against each other. ' Say not it is Agnes, unless you would lay me dead be- fore you.' 'It was your mother's funeral,' replied Harris: 'I saw her laid in the earth.' ' And art thou gone, mildest, best of women V exclaimed Edwin, w eeping bitterly, regardless of his servant. ' Any vexation I may have given her, surely could not be violent enough to occasion her death.^ — Emma's conduct must have wounded her far more deeply. She was in years too, near sixty I think, yet hearty, and apparently likely to live much longer.' Thus did he industriously endeavour to excul- pate himself from any share in his mother's death ; and finding the uncertainty respecting the rest of his family painful, strove to calm his agitation ; and ordered Harris to continue his narrative from where he had left ojff, without the least reserve. ' Well, then, Sir, ' said Harris, ' 1 mingled with the crowd, and inquired wliat great personage was to be buried, that caused, in such a scattered neig'hbourliood, so great a number of people to INGLEWOOD FOREST. 181 assemble.' — 'It is neither lord nor lady/ replied an old man; 'but the wife of an industrious farmer, who was born and has ever dwelt among us, easy in his circumstances, and universally be- loved and respected, as you may judge by the people assembled at the funeral. Ah ! well,' con- tinued the old man, 'do I remember their mar- riajo^e ; — he was the son of our rector, and she the daughter of a neighbouring- farmer. She might have matched higher ; but Godwin alone was her choice, and truly a worthy one, for the longer they lived together, the more they appeared to love one another.' 'And what children have they?' said I care- lessly, thinking the question might lead to some other respecting Mr. Bernard's family. 'Two sons and a daughter,' replied he, 'fine grown handsome young folks ; the eldest is mar- ried, and accounted one of the best men, as well as farmers, in the county : every thing thrives with him, and every body loves him,—- andthat is a bold word.' 'And the other two,' said I, * Are of late become Londoners,' replied he : more's the pity. But I know little of them ; they went out of the country worthy their parents, and I trust will come back the same.' Our discourse was here interrupted by the approach of the fu- neral ; the corpse was carried into the church, a sermon preached, and a psalm sung by those whose tears wouhl permit them to sing. On bearing out the body I observed the mourners, and asked my communicative friend (whom I kept close to) their names.' 182 THE FARMER OF ' The first,' says he, ' is Mr. Godwin, supported by his son. How the youth w eeps, while the father's eyes are raised in anguish to Heaven ! God give them comfort ! he alone can. The next is Farmer Bernard and his daughter, an excellent girl, and as handsome and good ; not a tongue but blesses her.' He then mentioned the names of several others, all relations or neighbours, and among them an old grey-headed woman-servant, who, he said, ' had lived with them six or seven and thirty years.' ' I will not pain you, Sir, by endeavouring to de- scribe the cry of distress which was uttered by every one of the unhappy family on the body being laid in the grave, each endeavouring to sustain the other, though unable to support themselves. At length, all being concluded, the people began to separate, and the sorrowful party retook their way homeward, the old man, who had been so com- municative, joining one of the mourners, and ac- companying them : a circumstance that greatly disappointed me, as 1 wished much to question him further. The night was dark and rainy, and I ventured to walk several times around the house, where, however, I heard so many voices, that I relinquished my first purpose of pretending to be benighted, lest I should meet among them the old man I had conversed with ; besides, from the badness of the weather, I had no doubt many w ould stay all night ; I therefore proceeded about four miles, where at a little alehouse I procured a bed, and early next morning measured my steps back, walking carelessly at a distance from the house, which three horsemen were just leaving, and passed me on the full gallop. Soon after, 1 INGLEWOOD FOREST. 183 saw your father with Mr. Bernard, and your brother, whom I instantly recollected, come out, and take the road to the church. I determined not to lose this opportunity, and walked up to the house, where, to my good fortune, on tapping at the door, it was opened by the beautiful girl I saw at the funeral, and whom I instantly knew again. Oh ! Sir, you will forgive my being the messenger of such ill tidings, as I have succeeded in my errand. She was alone; 1 therefore declared my business ; which, when she had heard, she with- drew, desiring me to stay, as she would write an answer.' ' Charming angel ! and how dared you keep me thus in suspense ? By Heaven I will never for- give it. Haste, — haste, — why did you not begin by delivering it V ' 1 kept it to make my peace after my bad news,' replied Harris, with the freedom of a ser- vant deeply in the confidence of his master's un- worthy secrets ; ' and hope it will fully answer your expectations.' Edwin received it with a trembling hand, tore it open, and read as follows : — ' Inhuman Edwin ! ' Was it not enough that but yesternight your mother was laid in the earth, but you must seek to redouble the blow, and pursue the devoted Agnes to the brink of the grave? Ob, before it is too late, repent of the death of your mother : and soon that of Agnes will plunge you in guilt beyond all hopes of pardon. With the riches you have so dearly obtained, if possible, be happy, and 184 THE FARMER OF ^ by numerous good actions endeavour to obliterate your past errors. Respect tiie woman thac has be- stowed them, nor seek to injure her peace or ours, by insulting those you are bound to honour ; for every affront offered to Agnes, your father and brother will look on as their own. *As for your pander, I have left him in his mistake; he thinks me Agnes. Alas ! I have not words to throw away on such wretches ; but would advise yon, for his own sake, to send him no more, as the husband of Mrs. Delmer can have no corres- pondence with Agnes ; and I shall not fail to declare his errand to your father and brother. Farewell, Edwin : review your actions and their consequences, then can you not fail to repent; and your mother will not have died in vain. ^ ; r, ' F, Godwiii.' ' Hell and destruction!' exclaimed Edwin, 'you have mistaken my brother's wife for Agnes! The letter is from her, and my father will be doubly incensed against me.^ — Fool, — ^dolt, that I was to trast you! How could you mistake, when the direction I gave you was so plain ?' ' If there is any mistake it cannot be my fault,' replied Harris. 'Did you not. Sir, tell me a fine- formed elegant girl, remarkably handsome, about nineteen, with blue eyes, and auburn hair falling in ringlets down her face? Besides, Sir, did not the old fellow tell me she was Bernard's daughter ? Surely, after all, I could not be mistaken.' ' You were, you were,' cried Edwin, impatient>- ly ; ' Fanny is the model of her sister, tliough not so lovely. — Oh, you have ruined me beyond all INGLEWOOD FOREST. 185 hope! But tell me, relate the whole infernal story of what you saw and heard in the house.' ' Why, Sir, on my knocking- at the door, tliat handsome girl, whom you say I mistook, opened it ; I asked if her name was Bernard ? She bowed slightly, and replied, viewing me with curiosity as I thought, '*My father's name is Bernard." Now, Sir, you may recollect, that, though you told me your brother was married, you did not say to a daughter of Mr. Bernard; how, therefore, should I suspect it? I then opened my business, declaring how unhappy you were, how greatly you had been misrepresented to her ; and finally, entreating her to give you an opportunity to ex- culpate yourself. She heard me through with tolerable patience, though I now recollect she bit her lip, which, at the moment, I thought no very good symptom ; but when I concluded, as she re- plied, "1 have nothing to say to you, but will write my answer to your employer," I thought all was well, and waited accordingly. While she was absent I cannot say but I was under some appre- hension lest your father or brother should return^ and suspect my business ; and, egad, Sir, I should not much like a controversy with the latter, for he seems a powerful man, and one that dont look as if he would be trifled with. From the former my heels might have saved me ; but against your brother I am conscious none of my efforts would have availed.' ' Cease your digressions : what care I for your fears or his prowess !' cried Edwin, impatiently. ' Sir, I have just done. — She soon came down with the letter, and said, "Take this, and give it 8 2 a 186 THE FARMER OF to your jTiaster ; but beware how you come any more here : next time you may not escape so well." ' I protest, Sir, I thought she meant kindly, and thanl^/ed her accordingly : for if she meant other- wise, and her voice is such music when she chides, what must it be when she is pleased ! Her eyes, to be sure, were red and swelled with weeping ; and she spoke particularly serious ; but that I at- tributed to her recent loss.' 'Enough, enough,' exclaimed Edwin, 'I will hear no more ; — begone. — I will call w hen I want you. Totally ruined with my father !' resumed he, mournfully, 'detested by my brother! ray mother dead !— and her death laid to me! — that of Agnes too, her raven-like sister has predicted : — distraction is in the thought! That alone is wanting to complete my crimes, my misery ! — at least it should be the signal for their conclusion,' continued he, looking at his pistols, which were hung up in the apartment; 'for I have not plunged thus far in guilt to live without her.' Edwin could not be long absent from, his regi- ment, nor yet could heresolve tolive in continual uncertainty respecting' Agnes ; he therefore at length came to a determination to leave Harris in the country, to send him constant intelligence, which he determined to obtain by the means of the landlord where they then were ; Edw in tell- ing him he was Godwin's son, under some dis- pleasure with his father, and on that account particularly unliappy, and interested to hear con- stantly of his family. Old Godwin, though not personally known to the host, was too mucli respected for his name to INGLEWOOD FOREST. m be a stranger ; he, therefore, lamented that there should be a difference between him and his son, especially as Edwin's appearance and behaviour much deli.^hted him, wondering within himself how the former could be displeased with so fine a gentleman, whom the servant assured him had a very handsome fortune ; all which finally operated with him to promise he would prociire the wished- for intelligence, and keep the whole a secret, as particularly recommended him. Accordingly the farmers, who were continually passingtolnglewood orreturning, were questioned respecting the Godwins ; who were so generally known and beloved, that every material occurrence respecting their health or welfare usually trans- pired ; the recent death of Mrs. Godwin furnishing a pretence for the landlord's inquiries. The whole family, they informed him, were said to be in the deepest afBiction, not only for the loss of Mrs. Godwin, but for the present un- happy state of Bernard's youngest daughter Agnes, who was seized, on the death of Mrs. Godwin, with a delirious fever, which had increased to so great a height that her life was despaired of. With this intelligence Edwin was forced to set off for London, not being able to procure any more satisfactory ; leaving, however, strict charge with his servant to write by^ every post. m THE FARMER OF ... /:*- :^ .„ r CHAP. XXII. The intelligence of the farmers respecting tiie Godwin family was strictly true. Agness sjiirit, exerted to the uttermost, had supported her until the death of Mrs. Godwin ; but that blow, added to the preceding distress, was more than her na- ture could sustain ; and a fever and delirium the almost immediate consequence. Her cruel se- duction by Edwin she had alone revealed to his father, who had not the heart to disclose it to any one, though the secret preyed on his vitals, and redoubled his sorrow. — He was continually by her side, praying with her, administering her medi- cines, or endeavouring to calm her frenzy ; every exclamation she uttered adding an additional pang, as they usually respected Edwm and her own happiness. At the beginning of her illness the ring she had received from Edwin she had put upon her linger, saying she was his wife ; an asseveration no one could deny ; the least contradiction making her outrageous. ,. ^ Eor two months her life was declared in the utmost danger, and for a considerable time longer continued in a very precarious state ; but at length the fever gradually decreased, though the effects still remained, her understanding having received a shock the more alarming, as though her bodily strength slowly returned, her mental faculties remained equally deranged, though more calm, her ideas still dwelling on her faithless lover, and INGLEWOOD FOREST. 189 usually concluding every subject with — I am Ed- wins wife. Mrs. Palmer, who had been absent from Ingle- wood, returned at this period, and was both grieved and shocked at the distress her favourite family had experienced, though she knew not to what extent. Eager to endeavour to alleviate their woes, she immediately hastened to them, ai^d did not refuse a friendly tear at the alteration that had taken place in so short a time : her eye^, whichever way she turned, that was wont to meet placidity and happiness, now how changed ! Mrs. Godwin's seat was vacant, Godwin much thinner, and his form, which was used to be per- fectly upright, bent forward, with the appearance of an added twenty years, and his eyes fixed con- ' stantly on the ground ; — Bernard with his arms across, his head sunk on his bosom, his jollity fled, his pipe neglected in the chimney comer, and his jug empty on the shelf; — William endeavouring to conceal his distress, fearful of increasing that of his father and wife, while the sighs that frequently escaped him, and the looks with which he viewed them, bespoke the acuteness of his feelings ;— the once cheerful and lively Fanny pale and melan- choly; while Agnes, unconcerned at all, sat in a corner amusing herself with trifles, a faint flush spread over her cheeks, the mild lustre of her soft blue eyes changed to a dazzling, but less pleasing brightness, and perpetually cast around, as in search of some object, which failing to meet, they usually fell on the ring upon her finger, with a ^sigh, and — / am Edtvin's wife. In short. 190 THE FARMER OF little Reuben was the oqly one who smiled ; he appeared to thrive in calamity, laughing while his mother wept, seizing his grandfather's buttons, or sometimes his grey hairs, until he had forced him to notice him, and for a moment beguiled him of his sorrow. Mrs. Palmer appeared particularly interested for Agnes, and that with such sympathising tender- ness, that she became more estimable than ever : they saw her compassion, as well as curiosity, was not a little excited by the constant allusion to Edwin and the ring. She had frequently heard the family say they were affianced to each other ; but no word of inquiry escaped her ; she only en- deavoured to sooth and prevent the attention of Agnes being too much fixed on one object. 'My dear child,' said Godwin, addressing Fan- ny, *my brother Bernard, William, and myself, are going out for a short space, — our good and con- descending friend will excuse us : in our absence open your whole heart to her, spare not my un- worthy son, nor yet more unhappy daughter ; a female friend, of her judgment, will not only be a comfort to you, but a blessing to us all, for she will not deny her advice where she has not re- vised a tear.' When Godwin ceased speaking, Mrs. Palmer arose from the side of Agnes, and taking his hand, replied, 'Believe me, my good friend, not only my advice, but any thing else in my power, is entirely at your service in this unhappy juncture ; which I hope will, however, terminate happily, and more speedily than you expect. The de- INGLEWOOD FOREST. 191 rano-ements of Avas from Paris, where she learnt he had remained a month ; and that he had a lady with him remarkably handsome, who was said not to be his wife, but apparently happy in her situa- tion ; that he went from thence privately, and it was uncertain what route he had taken. As this account contained nothing satisfactory, Mrs. Pal- mer communicated it alone to William ; who could only thank her for the interest she took ift their affairs. The health of Agnes, in the mean time, con- tinued in the same precarious state. An eminent physician, who had been consulted, advised a perseverance in their own lenient methods, to- gether with music, exercise, and conversation ; by pursuing which means, he entertained no doubt but time would restore her reason ; but had far more fear for her health, which he pronounced had consumptve symptoms, very alarming at her age. Her situation, which confirmed all Fanny's fears, became weekly more conspicuous, though 9 2b 194 THE FARMER OF unsuspected by any of the male part of the family, until unable to conceal it much longer, Mrs. Pal- mer persuaded Fanny to suffer her to disclose it : a step she thought the more necessary as Fanny herself was pregnant ; and in such a perpetual anxiety respecting her sister's situation, that it materially injured her health. Godwin and Wil- liam received this intelligence like a fresh stroke of thunder, — Bernard, the big tears chasing each other down his own cheeks, in vain endeavouring to speak comfort to them. Mrs. Palmer proposed that Agnes should be removed to a house of hers on the borders of Yorkshire, where she had a person she could safely trust; and that F'anny might accompany her, with any other of the family they thought proper. This generous offer was, after some con- sultation, accepted, but delayed as unnecessary for two months at least. Mrs. Palmer, in the mean time, as if the good of her fellow-creatures was her nearest concern, was constant in her visits to the farm, where she had caused a harp- sichord to be brought, an instrument on which she was an adept, and played to Agnes daily. At first she tried sprigiitly music ; but it appear- ed to increase her derangement, and Avas there- fore immediately- changed for the penseroso, which had a more happy effect, attracting her attention, and calling forth her tears. This suc- cess encouraged Mrs. Palmer to continue ; and one day, after having played Pope's ode of Vital spark of heavenly Jiame,, and accompanied it with her voice, Agnes, for the first time since Mrs. Godwins death, appeared to recollect her, I INGLEWOOD FOREST. 195 «ind starting up, holding her hand to her fore- head, she said, ' I will go to my mother's grave, for / am Edwin s wife' Mrs. Palmer desired she might be gratified ; and sending for her carriage, Agnes was lifted in, and accompanied by Fanny and her generous friend. When they arrived at the church-yard, leaning on Fanny's arm, she walked to the grave, and sitting upon the ground, kissed the sod that covered it, saying, ' Ah ! my dear mother, I am ill, very ill, but do not forget you, though you are in heaven, for / am Edwin s wife. I will bring flowers and set them here,' continued she : * Flowers for summer, autumn, winter, and spring; nought but flowers should cover her grave : — and who so proper to plant them as me ? for / am Ed- tvins tvife.' Fanny wept bitterly ; and though Agnes had never before paid any attention to her tears, she now noticed them. 'Why do you weep, Fanny?' said she: 'If it makes you uneasy, you may plant the flowers for spring and summer yourself, for you are Wil- liam's wife, and your heart is warm : I will set those for autumn and winter, for my heart is cold. 1 am Edwin s tvife.' 'Oh! I cannot, — cannot bear it!' cried Fanny: 'Inhuman, — barbarous,— degenerate monster !' ' Of whom do you speak, Fanny V replied Agnes ; ' not of Edwin I hope, — though now I remember,' continued she, pausing for some mi- nutes, as if endeavouring to recollect herself, ' his father cursed him, and his brother despised him ; I. however, forgave him : so you may all 196 THE FARMER OF do as you please, though it does not become me to hear it, for / am Edwins ivife' Mrs. Pahner, who perceived the effect this scene had upon Fanny, by gentle means drew Agnes from the grave ; and placing her with hei sister in the coach, returned home with them. From this time Agnes went daily to the church-yard, usually accompanied by her bro- ther or Margery ; for the whole family had join- ed commands to entreat Fanny to keep from at- tending her thither. During the first two months of Agnes's illness, Edwin's servant had remained at the inn, pro- curing intelligence by various means ; but after that period, being assured by the country people it was a regular insanity, which they attributed to her lover being false-hearted, (though her situa- tion was a profound secret) he returned to his master, leaving it to the landlord to give them information by letter, from time to time; and which he did not fail, as he was quite of his wife's opinion, that captain Godwin (as she called him) was a very handsome man, and as generous as handsome. In this state passed the time for near seven months after Mrs. Godwin's death, when Edwin received a letter from his correspondent in the country to this purport : — ' Honoured Sir, * I think tit to inform you, that, three days ago, Farmer Bernard's two daughters left the Forest in a post-chaise, at- tended only by an old black servant, whom I never saw before. As our house is the first stage from Inglewood upwards, they changed horses, but never got out of the INGLEWOOD FOREST. 197 chaise ; nor should I have known them, but for the post- boy, who informed me who they were. As the black came into the house, I thought he might have given me an answer like a Christian servant, and therefore asked him to take a glass, which, as he accepted, I said, (not pretending to know them) You are going to London I presume ? — To which he replied, " No." — " Cross country?" — " No." — "To the races, mayhap ? — '* No :" and throwing down the money for his liquor, mounted his horse, and followed the chaise like a pagan as he was. I am sure. Sir, you will allow with me, that it is a wicked sin to prefer such blackaraore heathens to good white servants, who know how to give a civil answer; but, as my wife says, it is all owing to their want of educa- tion, for they run wild before they are taken and tamed by us Christians, — and know no religion but what their own foolish nature prompts ; nor have any laws to restrain them ; •which, indeed, don't signify, 'as they have no property to secure ; but would make sad work in a Christian nation, where people know right from wrong, and act accordingly. But all this, good Sir, is from the purpose ; I was willing to oblige you, and so by the post-boys traced them two stages, where they were met by a plain chaise and pair, in which they continued their journey ; but I know not whither. ' I have no more to add, but my best wishes for your wel- fare, and thanks for your kindness, and remain your obliged Humble servant, Jeremiah Jenkins.' This intelligence added curiosity to the other unpleasing sensations which possessed Edwin: Where could Fanny and her sister be going, while the health of the latter was in so precari- ous a state? Their attendant too, what could he be ? He appeared bound to secrecy, and equal to the tioist. In short, the more he rumi- nated, the more he was perplexed ; and at length came to a determination to entreat leave of ab- sence, and endeavour to develope the mystery 198 THE FARMER OF himself. The death of his mother, nor the sub- sequent illness of Agnes, had not been able to awaken him to a proper sense of his errors ; he felt, but it was a momentary sensation ; for scared at the very idea of reflection, he fled to dissipation, and soon obliterated, or at least protracted, the pangs of retrospection, by de- bauchery, luxury, or gaming, neglected his wife, and added ingratitude to the catalogue of his crimes. Mrs. Godwin, whose only incentive to maiTiage with Edwin was love, had alternately recourse to tears, entreaties, reproaches, and anger ; but equally vain, he fled from all ; home he thought hell, and his wife the fiend commis- sioned to torment him ; while he had constant recourse to the sprightly wanton Mrs. Whit- more, who laughed at his scruples, and gave occasion for fresh ones. Yet Agnes was still dear to him ; and he would willingly have re- linquished all he possessed to have been re- instated at Inglewood as he was before his acquaintance with Whitmore. CHAP. XXIIl. When Agnes was supposed to be about seveu months advanced in her pregnancy, accompa- nied by her sister, she was moved to a small house near Richmond, that appertained to Mrs. Palmer; but in which she had lately settled the widow of INGLEWOOD FOREST. 199 a sea-officer, who had been left in indifferent cir- cumstances. Here Fanny and Agnes were re- ceived with true tenderness and respect, Mrs. Pahner having' prepared Mrs. Smith, the lady of the house, for their reception; and also sent them attended by her favourite domestic Felix, the negro, mentioned by Mr. Jeremiah Jenkins. The separation was painful to the whole family, though allowed by all as the most pmdent plan to conceal the unhappy situation of Agnes, whose intellects, though rather more settled, were yet far from right ; and, to their farther uneasiness, her bodily strength apparently weakened as her mind re- covered its vigour. Mr. Godwin's health too, daily declined since the death of his wife ; and the effects of the misery that continually preyed on him seemed hastening to a crisis. The change from Inglewood to Richmond, after some little time, appeared to have a happy effect on the senses of Agnes ; she frequently in- quired for her father, William, and particularly Mr. Godwin, pressing Fanny to let her return to him, in a manner that pierced her heart ; she ap- parently too began to be sensible of her situation, and frequ-ently wept for hours. William, who had not attended them on the journey, joined them soon after with his father; and after some stay returned to the Forest, leav- ing Mr. Godwin behind, as Agnes appeared rejoiced to see him, and so greatly distressed when they spoke of his departure, that he deter- mined to remain and wait the event. About a month before the delivery of Agnes, her senses became perfectly collected ; but that 200 THE FARMER OF event, which they had so earnestly desired, served but to increase their sorrow; her self-reproaches were continual, and the kindness of her friends apparently increased her distress ; thankful for their constant attention, but ever declaring, that, though they forgave her, she should never forgive herself. Fanny was likewise advanced, though not so forward in her pregnancy ; and the fatigue and uneasiness she had undergone, on account of her sister, had greatly impaired her health, though she carefully endeavoured to conceal it, lest it should increase the general uneasiness. Mrs. Palmer, before they had been moved a month to Richmond, came to see them ; her general philanthropy easily accounted to her do- mestics for her conduct to tlie sisters ; the only one of them who had any knowledge of the real situation of Agnes being Felix, whose attendance Mrs. Palmer had judged necessary, as Mrs. Smith kept but one female servant ; and it was thought most prudent, at the present period, not to in- crease the number. The chaise in which Mrs. Palmer travelled was the same that had met and conveyed Fanny and Agnes to Richmond ; at which time the latter was so wrapped up in a long cloak, that her shape was by no means discernible, had the man who drove the vehicle been even curiously inclined, which was far from the case, for he had long resided with his mistress, was sa- tisfied implicitly to follow her commands without question, and loved her better than any other object, except his horses. On her arrival at Rich- mond, not choosing more inmates than absolutely necessary, she had sent this servant with her INGLEWOOD FOREST. 201 carriage to an inn, Felix going with orders when any were gi^en : tiius there was no apparent secrecy affected in the retreat of Agnes, Mrs. Pahner simply saying, among her own people, that she was moved to try the change of air. Felix had replied to Jenkins in the manner he did, merely becanse he conceived his questions impertinent ; for to every other person who in- quired, Bernard and William, by agreement, answered truly, that the sisters were at a house of Mrs. Palmer's in Yorkshire, though wiihout sig- nifying the immediate spot. — Mrs. Palmer, in the kindest manner, endeavoured to cheer the de- pressed spirits of Agnes ; and, having no musical instrument, strove to divert her attention by va- rious relations, some amusing, others melancholy ; and, observing that she sometimes appeared to regard Felix with an emotion of fear, said to her one day, with a smile, when he was absent, ' My dear girl, I think I can tell you a story that will make you forget Felix's colour, or at least recon- cile you to it ; besides, it will pass the time this long evening, and banish more painful thoughts.' Agnes bowed ; all subjects were immaterial to her but that nearest to her heart; while Fanny, glad of any attempt to divert her sister's melan- choly, returned thanks for Mrs. Palmer's con- descension; as did also Godwin, who declared he was totally regardless of the complexion of Felix when he conversed with him, as he appeared at once well informed, and possessed of a good heart. ' Well then,' said Mrs. Palmer, taking her seat between Godwin and Agnes, ' I will simply relate to you the events of my owji weary pilgrimage; 9 2 c 202 THE FARMER OF Felix has some share in them ; nor am I the only one of my family on whom he has conferred obligations ; but the occurrences before I knew him will be best related by himself. ' I am the only daughter of an affluent merchant, called Sommertown; my grandfather, by the mother s side, possessed a considerable estate in Jamaica, and had only a son and daughter; the younger of whom, my mother, was educated in England, and by that means, in all probability, her life was saved, for both her parents were killed in an insurrection of the negroes; and from which fate her brother was only preserved by the affection of a slave. My mother, at this unhappy period, was nineteen, and her brother a year older ; both were left in the guardianship of a merchant, with whom (as soon as her brother could reach England) they took up their residence. The only son of this gentleman, in about a twelvemonth after, married my mother ; by whom he had several children, all of whom died in their infancy, except myself, who was the youngest. My uncle, whose name was Walters, in the mean time, disliking an inactive life, and being disgusted with the West Indies, had sold off the greatest part of his possessions there, and commenced merchant ; in which pro- fession he was uncommonly successful. From the death of a young lady, to whom he was contracted, he had formed the resolution of remaining a ba- chelor ; and to divert the melancholy occasioned by his loss, frequently took long voyages ; so that he seldom remained m England for any length of time. He was tenderly attached to my mother, who was equally so to him, and myself the darling INGLEWOOD FOREST. 203 ©f both ; my uncle, whenever he was at home, loadmg- me with presents, and gratifying my wishes even to profusion. 'In this manner passed my childhood until my fourteenth year, when my imcle departed for India, leaving my father the entire care of his whole property in his absence ; and tenderly embracing me before his departure, seeing me weep, he said, " Cheer up, my girl, I am only getting rich for thee;" and pulling out a valuable watch, he presented it to me, adding, " Tliere, let me see how carefully you will preserve this for my sake ; and on my return I will change it for one double the value." He soon after departed, leaving me very melancholy, though I must con- fess my grief was rather lessened at intervals on contemplating the present he had made me ; it vvas a gold watch, with tlie cipher of my name enamelled on the case, and the foce surrounded with pearls. His business, it was expected, would detain him near three years, during which time my father had a young man articled to liim ; he was an orphan possessed of a decent proper- ty, which his guardian wished him to better by trade ; and, therefore, placed him for instruction with my father. This young man was about five years older than myself; and by his engaging manners, before I was seventeen, he had made an impression on my heart, which, however, at that time was not suspected by any one. At this period we received a letter, informing us, that speedily we might expect to see my uncle, as he proposed returning to Europe by the first ship that sailed ; but, how great w as our sorrow 204 THE FARMER OF and disappointment, when, some time after, we learned that he had indeed sailed, but that the vessel had been cast away on the coast of Caf- fraria ; and what became of the crew that esca- ped the waves was uncertain ! This news was a heavy blow to my mother, who loved her bro- ther with unfeigned affection ; yet, for two years we flattered ourselves with hope of his return ; at which period our expectations began to de- crease. For my own part, I confess, I loved my uncle better than my father, for he was in- dulgent to all my whimsies; while, on the con- trary, my fatlier could not allow for the errors, or even the playfulness of childhood, — you may, therefore, readily judge my tears were sincere for his loss. My father still continued the ma- nagement of my uncle's property, as, in the case of his death, ray mother was heir at law, he im- prudently having left no will. 'I was just nineteen when young Palmer's articles to my father expired, and he settled for himself. He lamented vyith me the loss of my uncle, as that event would apparently increase my fortune beyond what he could expect, espe- cially as my father was rather addicted to a love of wealth, and my mother's will was ever subser- vient to his. Thus were we situated when I unhappily lost ray raother in an apoplectic fit ; by which means my uncle's property became totally vested in my father. I shall pass over my grief for this loss, which, however, I assure you, was great, as was also my f\ither's for a considerable time, he applying himself with redoubled earnestness to business to banish I INGLE WOOD FOREST. 205 thought; and settling all my uncle's affah's on the most lucrative principles, the estate which remained unsold in Jamaica, he disposed of, together with the negroes that cultivated it ; and who, during my uncle's life, and indeed until this period, had been so happily situated as to have no wish to change, being only under the command of tlie negro who saved my uncle's life ; and who had from him received his liber- ty ; making him also overseer of the plantation he reserved : a trust he executed with justice to his employer, credit to himself, and to the universal satisfaction of his fellows. ' My father was not only enabled to do this, but also to make what other changes he thought necessary, as, previous to my uncle's departure, he had given him a letter of attorney to act in case any alteration should be found necessary in his absence. He had been gone five years at my mother's death, and a year had elapsed since that period, wiien my father formed a connexion unworthy either his understanding, situation, or age. In short, it w'as with the servant that immediately attended me ; and who was about four years older than myself. I was involunta- rily a spectator of some little freedoms that pass- ed between them ; but which I thought it most prudent not to notice for some time, though she grew negligent of her business, and was fre- quently absent at those hours when she knew I shovdd particularly want her. ' I w as not weak enough to suppose I had power to break this connexion ; but, on mature deliberation, concluded it would be less vex- 206 THE FARMER OF atious to me, if pursued in any other place than immediately in the house where I dwelt ; and accordingly one evening;, after her remaining out very late, I gave her a dismission, desiring she would seek another situation, as I had no far- tlier occasion for her services. I am not natu- rally passionate, and gave this discharge m my usual manner, and without entering into the cause of my displeasure; yet she answered me with uncommon insolence, saying, " You mis- take. Madam, you will have more occasion than ever for my services ; and mast likewise learn to deserve them, or you may find yourself uncomfort- ably situated." With this she bounced out of the room, leaving me both distressed and astonished, as her threats appeared to imply a greater power over my father than I could eithersuspect ordread. * The next morning, at breakfast, my father was uncommonly serious, and continued to treat me with a kind of gloomy reserve for some days, without, however, mentioning the subject of his displeasure, until one evening, after supper, first increasing his courage with two or three glasses of wine extraordinary, he ventured to tell me he had been very uncomfortable since the death of my mother. I naturally expressed my sorrow at this information, lioping no neglect of mine had added to it ; declaring he had only to name what had given him displeasure, and I would be particu- larly careful to remedy it. Before I could proceed he interrupted me, saying, "No, no, I cannot ac- cuse you of neglect ; but I liave thoughts, Anna, of marrying again, and therefore would prepare you to receive the woman 1 shall choose, with tlie INGLEWOOD FOREST. 207 respect becoming my wife and your mother." 'The business was now plain; but endeavouring to conceal my dissatisfaction, though a bad dis- sembler, I replied, - As the object of your choice, Sn-, will doubtless be respectable, I must necessa- rily esteem her, though I cannot flatter myself with meeting the tender affection of a first parent.'' " I possess the means of making her respect- able," answered my father, drinking another glass of wine; -and I have no one's inclination to consult but my own." 'I bowed my acquiescence : he soon after re- tired for the night ; and the first news that reach- ed me the ensuing morning was, that at an early hour he had taken Mary with him in the post- chaise, and set off for the country. ' Two days after, their marriage was publicly declared, though they continued for a fortnio-ht out of town. I leave you to judge the uneasiness 1 experienced. I was totally dependent on my father, whom I had every reason to fear would be a slave to the caprices of the woman he had mar- ried ; and whom I naturally concluded would be my enemy, were it not only that I was apprised of her conduct before he espoused her. I can truly aver, that had he married a virtuous and worthy object, whatever had been her situation my pride would never have overcome me so far as to forget what was due to my father's wife • but my heart recoiled both at her former conduct and msolence, so that I knew not how to receive lier. Deliberating on this subject two or three days after the marriage, Palmer was announced and immediately admitted. After the usual salu- 208 THE FARMER OF tations, " I will not congratulate you," said he, "on your father's marriage; though I will, my Anna, truly confess it has given rise to hopes I before dared not cherish, as I think he may now be the more inclined to part with you." ' I have already said I was partial to Palmer, and was yet more, for I sincerely loved him ; and though possessed of nothing romantic in my dis- position, had determined, that if ever I married he should be my husband. Little persuasion therefore obtained my consent that he should apply to my father, as I had judged he would, as well as his wife, be pleased at my removal. I was, however, mistaken, my father desired time to consider ; and consulting my new mother, an absolute denial was the consequence. I could attribute this but to one cause, which was, that she suspected my affection for Palmer, and took a malignant pleasure in thwarting my inclinations. ' x4fter this refusal. Palmer wrote to entreat me to accept his hand without the consent of my father : his business, he said, was prosperous, and my fortune never an incentive ; and that he was convinced I was unhappily situated at home. ' Pleased at the generosity of this offer, I how- ever declined it, — at least for the present, as 1 wanted ten months of being of age, but promised at that time to answer him more fully. I should but weary you by relating all the despicable methods my fatlier's wife ]>ut in practice to render my situation unpleasant, while he, who was ab- solute in my mother's life-time, had no will but what this woman pleased, and was blindly sub- servient to all her arts. We seldom met but at INGLEWOOD FOREST. 209 meals: I was polite, but cold, familiarity being as much avoided by me as absolutely displeasing her ; as in the first place [ must have been obliged to suffer perpetually the empty vulgarity of her conversation, and in the latter all the vindictive- ness of narrow ideas, and confined education. My father's fondness was entirely founded on her person, which, indeed, was good ; his was likewise flattered by the show of affection, which she was continually and disgustingly bestowing on him ; and if he had a grain of paternal love left for me it entirely vanished, when six months after her marriage she declared herself with child. ' My father came from 'Change one day, accom- panied by an elderly man, who was a drysalter of considerable fortune, but had risen unexpectedly to his present affluence by the death of a relation, stepping at once into a great fortune, but destitute of understanding, education, or even common po- liteness. This man honoured me with his srood liking, and made proposals to my father, whicli his wife approving, were immediately accepted ; and I was desired to regard Mr. Brewer (which was his name) as my future husband. I have already told you Iwas not romantic, therefore I neither wept nor threw myself at my father's feet, but before his lady simply desired him, on my part, to thank Mr. Brewer for his good opinion, but that I could not accept his offer. * " And pray why not?" said my father; '' what are your objections?" "In the first place," replied I, "he is low-bred and illiterate, which I think, my dearsir, is a power- ful objection, and sufficient without any other." 9 2d 210 THE FARMER OF * Mrs. Sommerton looked as though she could have struck me, while my father gave a hem, and took a pinch of snuff. " And pray what other great objection can you make ?" said my father. " As great a difference in age as disposition," replied I. " Yon perhaps," resumed my father, " have forgotten the change in your circumstances, and consider yourself as my immediate heir; but I would wish you to recollect the alteration that has taken place : I may now have a numerous family to share my property." * I could scarcely suppress a smile, but replied, "To prove to you, Sir, that I have not dis- regarded that circumstance, it was in order to lessen your family that I consented to Mr. Pal- mer's entreating your approbation to our union." "So then, Miss," said Mrs. Sommerton, "it is not matrimony that you object to, but the man?" "Exactly so, Madam," replied I, forgetting my usual coolness ; " there are some men as well as women whom I view with peculiar dislike." ' Mrs. Sommerton at once applied my answer to herself, and choosing rather to interest my father by her softness than by her spirit, pretended to burst into tears and be ready to faint; my father, in the mean time, entreating her to be pacified, and vowmg no one should ofiend her with impu- niiy, concluded with telling me that he regarded Mr. Brewer's as an urxexceptionable offer, and which, if 1 did not accept, he would totally dis- claim me; biddnig me consider what he had said, and on the morrow return my ans\v er. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 211 " It needs no time, my dear Sir," replied I ; " to-morrow can make no difference, grieved as I am, and ever must be at your displeasure ; yet Mr. Brewer shall never be my husband." " My dear love," said Mrs. Sommerton, ad- dressing my father, " give way a little ; Miss Anna is in love with Mr. Palmer ; and your se- verity may make her regardless of consequences, and elope with him." " Do not think it. Madam," replied I, provok- ed at her duplicity, " I will never forget what is due to my father wliile he recollects that I am his daughter ; nor willl ever form a connection so serious as marriage without his consent, unless absolutely forced to it : in that case, Madam, I will neither leap out of w indow, nor fly to Gretna Green, but wait until I am of age, which will be in three months, then walk into the first parish- church I meet with, and give my hand where I have already bestowed my heart." ' My father was so much provoked at this re- ply, that he ordered me to leave the room : — a command which I instantly obeyed. ' My situation, from this period, was, if possi- ble, ten times more irksome than before. My fa- ther refused to dismiss Brewer ; I therefore took that task upon myself, and was soon freed from his persecutions, though his acquiescence re- doubled the rancour of Mrs. Sommerton towards me, and consequently the ill-will of my father. The old servants, many of whom were grown grey in our service, were discharged on various pretences, the smallest particle of attention to me being certain to procure their immediate disniis- 212 THE FARMER OF sion. Thus disagreeably passed my time until I completed my twenty-tirst year, when Palmer once more, at my request, pressed my father to consent to our union ; nor did I scruple to second the entreaty ; but fruitless was the attempt, though Palmer's prospects might have entitled him to a for- tune superior to what my father now^ declared he meant to give me, if I married with his consent (which was ten thousand pounds) ; but if I dis- posed of myself without his concurrence, I was to expect nothing. Mrs. Sommerton being like- wise present when my father gave his final deter- mination, appeared to exult in thus crossing our wishes ; while Palmer seemed overpowered with disappointment and vexation, declaring that his solicitation was not with any interested view, but merely to procure my father's approbation. As he well knew I held his concurrence necessary to my happiness, entreated to be informed if there were any thing in his conduct or circumstances that operated to his disadvantage, as he would endeavour to remove it ; or if that was impracti- cable, should at least have the satisfaction of knowing why he was refused. * All these concessions, however, were produc- tive of nothing more than a repetition of the refu- sal, Mrs. Sommerton adding, with her usual inso- lence, that as matters stood, his visits at our house would be dispensed with. ' I kept silence until the whole conversation was concluded, and Palmer was advancing to- wards the door, when calling him back, I said, *' I have listened with uneasiness through this disagreeable business ; had my father any rea- INGLEWOOD FOREST. 213 sonable objection to you, and would condescend to explain it, far be it from me to act in opposi- tion to his wislies ; but as he advances none, I naturally conclude it proceeds not from himself, (looking firmly at Mrs. Sommerton) and there- fore set it aside, and freely ofter you my hand, if, poor as I am, you will accept it. The niece of Mr. Walters should, indeed, have brought her husband some fortune ; but which, if you can overlook, I will never regret, and in its stead endeavour cheerfully, with prudence and affec- tion, to make up the deficiency." *To describe what followed is beyond my power. Mrs. Sommerton endeavoured to appear shocked at my undutifulness and ingratitude, while Palmer expressed his transports as though I had a throne to bestow with my hand ; my fa- ther alternately soothing his wife, and uttering voAvs of vengeance against me ; finally declar- ing, as I had formed my resolution, the sQoner I left the house the better. ' In this temper we separated, and I retired to my own room for the remainder of the day, during which I received a letter from Palmer, entreating me to be prepared at eight the following morning ; at which time he proposed to call for me, with a license, and accompanied by his late guardian, who would act as my father on the occasion at the parish-church. ' In the evening I wrote to my father, enclosing Palmer s letter, entreating him, by every thing he held most sacred, and by the beloved memory of my mother, not to cast me olf ; but my writing was equally ineffectual as my prayers, for he simply 214 THE FARMER OP returned for answer, — That I had chosen my fate, and must abide by it ; all he desired was, to hear no more of me. ' The next morning Palmer was true to his time, and, accompanied by his friend, we reached the church ; where I was uniied to a mtin whom I loved living, and whose memory must be ever dear to me ; — the man who won my virgin heart, and never gave me cause to repent its disposal.' Mrs. Palmer's voice became tremulous, and suddenly rising, ' I will relate the remainder to- morrow night,' said she, ' it is now almost supper- time.' CHAP. XXIV. The following evening Mrs. Palmer resumed her narrative. ' As I brought my husband no fortune, I thought it my duty to be particularly economi- cal ; and had the satisfaction, at the end of two years, after our marriage, to find our expences kept considerably within our income ; add to which, I thought myself the happiest of wives and mothers, for that time had given us a lovely boy. My father's unnatural behaviour, and the recollection of my uncle, were the only subjects that gave me pain ; the former had a son born in about two months after my marriage ; and the death of the latter was no longer doubted. ' My felicity had continued for two years, when a capital banking-house at Amsterdam, and an INGLEWOOD FOREST. 215 eminent commercial one in London, in both of which my husband was nearly concerned, stopped payment, and gave at once a blow to our prospe- rity and happiness ; for every effort to retrieve the loss was tried in vain ; my husband was unavoid- ably a bankrupt, and all our effects barely sufficient to pay twelve shillings in the pound. So highly was my husband respected, that had he but possessed a sum to have enabled him to wait the returns of trade, hemighthave obtained credit to any amount, and surmounted every difficulty; but we had given up all without reserve, and had no resource; my father, to whom I, unknown to my husband, applied, refusing to advance a single thousand pounds; and to add to my calamity, Palmer's health had received a blow, in consequence of his misfortunes, that I much feared might terminate fa- tally. Thus situated, we determined for some time to remove a little distance from London for change of air, which I hoped might prove salutary, and accordingly took lodgings in the most private part of Islington. The few valuables I possessed, and my household linen, which had been spared by the kindness of the creditors, being our whole fund, and all the reserve we had to trust to. — Though we lived with the utmost frugality, and kept but one servant, yet our means daily de- creased ; and I considered with anguish the poverty that was ready to overtake us : determin- ed to protract it as long as possible, I yet more retrenched our expences, moving to a cheaper lodging, and discharging the only servant I kept; * In this manner passed the first year of our misfortunes ; Palmer's malady, by almost imper- 216 THE FARMER OF ceptible degrees, undermining his constitution, and rendering him unable to make any exertion to extricate us from our unhappy situation, or even to soften its asperity. * One day, that he had been yet more disordered than usual, he walked out for air into the fields, leaving- me engaged in my domestic concerns; but had not gone far when he was seized with a pleuritic pain and shortness of breath, that render- ed him unable either to proceed or return. ' Hoping it would abate, he sat himself dow^n in a field w here some hay-makers were at work ; but in a short time became so much worse, that his illness was perceptible to the labourers, several of whom came and spoke to him ; and among others a negro, whom, perhaps, you will truly surmise w^as Felix. ' Mr. Palmer by this time was almost unable to speak, and could only faintly signify his desire to get home : but his pain was too violent for him to be able to walk; and in the middle of the fields no conveyance could be obtained. • In this dilemma Felix flew off with the utmost speed, and reaching the town ran into the first apothecary's shop he could meet with, entreating the master, for the love of Heaven, to come into the fields, for that a man had been seized with so violent a pain in the side, that he feared, without immediate assistance, it would prove fatal. The apothecary, who doubtless surmised, from the ap- pearance of Felix, it was one of his fellow-labour- ers, replied, by desiring him to lead the sick man to his shop, and he would bleed him, which he did INGLEWOOD FOREST. 21 not doubt would afford relief; but that himself had not time to go so far.' "Not time!" replied Felix, "then the poor soul must die, for I am sure he cannot walk hi- ther ; besides, I thought it was your profession to attend the sick, not the sick to attend you." " You are an impudent fellow," answered the apothecary, " to suppose I should walk almost a mile to bleed a man for sixpence, or, perhaps, for nothing- ; but go about your business, there is a barber a few doors farther, that will, perhaps, suit your purpose ; for my part I never step over tlie tiii'eshold to let blood under half a crown." ' Felix paused, then fumbling for a moment in his bosom, pulled out a dollar, in which a small hole had been drilled, and a piece of ribbon drawn through. " Here," said he, " 1 have no money but this ; keep it till to-morrow night, and I will re- deem it, if the sick man cannot pay you ; for he must not die for want of help. I have then my week's hire to receive : all I beg is, you will be careful of it." As he spoke he held out the dol- lar ; but the apothecary, doubtless ashamed to be outdone by this simple child of nature, putting back his offered hand, replied, " No ;" — and snatching down his hat, bade Felix lead the way. ' On th^ir arrival at the spot where Mr. Palmer still sat he was immediately bled ; and in half an hour so greatly relieved as to be able to walk home, attended by the apothecary and the friend- ly Felix, the former being now as assiduous as he was at first careless ; for though we were in rea- lity very much reduced. Palmer had still an ap- pearance of respectability. JO 2f 218 THE FARMER OF "Had you toklTne," said the apothecary, as they wereheipmi^' Pahner home, " that it was a gentle- man who was taken so ill in the fields, 1 should not have hesitated a moment ; but as you spoke, i protest I thought it was one of your comrades." " I was not sufficiently acquainted with Euro- pean customs, to know that such a distinction was necessary," replied Felix, dryly ; " but you may depend hereafter I will not fail to remember it ; and every man that wants assistance shall be by me st\ led a gentleman.''' " Thou art an odd fellcw," said the apothe- cary ; " have you been long in England ?" " Long enough," replied Felix," to convince me of the erroneous opinion I had formed for the first forty years of my life of Englishmen, whose iiearts, I had persuaded myself, were as good as their faces ; but have learned to my cost, the only diflference between many of them and us is, we bear the black without— they within." ' Palmer, in spite of pain, could not suppress a smile : " I am glad," said he, " you do not inchide «Z/in your account, as it seems to imply you have met some few who deserve approbation." " Approbation," replied Felix, " is a cold word ; I could almost say adoration : but it is past ; meteors are not frequent, nor in your country subjects of worshi[5. I indeed knew one whose virtues made this land dear to me ; but he is gone to heaven, as you call it, or the land of souls, it is the same thing ; and where even negroes will re- joice to meet him." * This discourse brought them home, and was repeated to me botli by Palmer and the apothe- INGLEWOOD FOREST. 219 eary, the latter declaring it had made an impres- sion on him never to be effaced, and which would oblige him henceforward to attend sufferers with- out questioning their pretensions to gentility. Palmer was much better in the evening : at which time Felix did not fail to come and inquire after him with great respect. ' Recovered from my first alarm, I was not yet so destitute but that I had it in my power to offer him some small compensation for his trouble and the time he had lost ; but declining it, he drew back, saying, "No, Madam, I labour for hire; — 1 have not laboured for your husband." " But your labour," said I, "is not, I fear, suf- ficient to support you in the necessaries of life : stranger as you are, you cannot be supposed to possess the resources of a native." " Industry, Madam," replied he, " is universally understood, and with health fully adequate to sustain the wants of man. It procures me bread, and sometimes meat; this habit to shelter me from the weather ; and at night a place of rest for my wearied limbs." ' I put my money back into my pocket, at once humiliated and pleased, saying, mentally, " A diamond is equally precious whether enclosed in a casket of ebony or ivory." ' From this time our friendly negro, by my desire, frequently called, and was ever anxious to render us a number of little services that he thought we might feel derogatory. My little boy, who was now turned of two years old, had at first been frightened at his appearance ; but by 2-20 THE FARMER OF the gentleness of his manners had grown so at- tached, that he never failed to cry after him. ' Three months had now passed since we knew Fehx, whom I frequently determined to question respecting his former life ; but w as so entirely occupied by my domestic concerns, and the still declining health of Palmer, that it was ever neg- lected ; besides the name of muster never escaped him unaccompanied by a tear ; and I could not bear to gratify my curiosity by renewing his dis- tress, which must apparently have been the case; his stay too, whenever he called, was short, as he constantly laboured in the fields or gardens near Islington, his visits being merely, as his con- duct shewed, to endeavour to do us services ; as fetching me coals, cleaning Palmer's clothes, or any other little office he could devise ; ever re- fusing money ; at most accepting the remains of our frugal table, and a draught of beer. ' At this period my little darling was seized with the small-pox, of a most malignant kind ; and for three weeks my heart was alternately torn with anguish, or revived by hope, as the symptoms increased or abated. Regardless of my poverty, so I could save my child, I spared no expence, employing every able physician I heard recom- mended ; but in vain : I was doomed to be child- less, and to survive those ties dearer to me than life.' Mrs. Palmer ceased for a moment, and per- ceiving Fanny and Agnes wept, she said, crossing her own eyes with her handkerchief, ' I rejoice, Agnes, at this proof of your sensibility ; it is a plain demonstration that your own sorrows have INGLEWOOD FOREST. 221 wot selfishly narrowed your heart, as they yet leave you a tear to bestow on others.' * I shall pass over the death of my son,' con- tinued Mrs. Palmer, ' for the subject even yet is painful ; suffice it that i found myself not even possessed of money to lay his beloved remains de- cently in the earth ; all our little valuables and linen had been disposed of; the watch given me by my imcle alone remained, and which had been preserved merely from affection to the giver. My husband, depressed by along illness on the loss of his son, appeared totally to sink under his cala- mities, and to regard every thing around him with an insensibility that cruelly alarmed me. To consult him, then, in this dreadful crisis was use- less, and could answer no end but increasing his distress. To apply to my father I knew would be unavailing ; nor could I bear the thought of giving his unworthy wife the pleasure of triumphing over my misery. Felix had been daily with us since the child's sickness, and in spite of all opposition, had frequently sat up with him, attending him with a tenderness that, even yoimg as he was, he was sensible of; for the evening before he died he said, as he held Felix by the hand, " Dear papa and mamma, always love Felix, for he loVes me." But I wander from my subject, which was to pass the child's death,' continued she ; ' but the fond partiality of a parent involuntarily beguiled me. Unable, as I before observed, to consult Palmer, and without any resource but the waich given me by my uncle, I determined to part with it ; and for thai purpose, calling Felix into the garden, I disclosed my intention, and asked if he could take '222 THE FARMER OB^ it to London and sell it for me, as I really myself was unable. Felix had been too much with us to be ignorant that we laboured under disiiculties, yet seemed distressed at this proof of it; but pro- mised implicitly to obey me, and repair to a capital watch-maker, whom I specified, and re- turn with the money as speedily as possible. This settled, Felix took the watch, and left me about nine o'clock in the morning. As he had only to go to Cheapside, I naturally suj}posed he might re- turn in about a couple of hours ; but five had passed without his appearance ; and I began to be uneasy. 1 did not doubt the honesty of Felix, but dreaded some accident had befallen him ; yet did not ven- ture to declare my fears to Palmer. At length I heard a knock at the door, and hastening down I met Felix in the passage ; but at the house-door discovered a man apparently waiting. Wishing to speak to him unheard, I stepped into tlie little parlour, and was upon the point of questioning him, when raising my eyes to his face, the ani- mation of his features astonished me. — "What has happened, Felix ?" said I, *' surely you have met with something uncommonly pleasing !" "Uncommonly pleasing!" repeated he. "Oh! I am too happy :" but suddenly appearing to re- collect himself, and to struggle with his feelings, — " The man, Madam," continued he, " that is the watch, Madam, — the gentleman waits." " For Heaven's sake what do you mean, Felix?" replied 1; "surely you do not drink?— Tell me, what said the watch-maker ?" " Say, Madam," answered he, apparently lost in some other subject,—" Why, he blessed God, INGLEWOOD FOREST. 223 and said ten thousand pounds !" Again suddenly endeavouring; to recall his mistake, he added, " The gentleman waits ; do let me call him in." ' Distressed for the loss of my child, and my heart torn with anguish from my unhappy situa- tion, I replied, peevishly, " What do you mean? what gentleman? where is the watch ?" ' Felix then gave me to understand, though in the same incoherent manner, that the watch- maker would not purchase it without seeing the owner, lest it should be dishonestly obtained ; and had sent a gentleman with him for that purpose. ' Convinced that Felix was in liquor, I advan- ced towards the door to call in the stranger ; but regardless of compliments, he rushed before me, saying, " Walk in. Sir, pray walk in. Heaven bless you." ' The stranger immediately entered ; he was a man in the decline of life, and of a very respect- able appearance. " I am sorry. Sir," said I, "that you have taken the trouble ; the watch is mine ; a cruel emergency obliges me. Heaven knows how unwilling, to part with it." As 1 spoke I could not restrain my tears ; nor was the stranger unmoved. " As you appear. Madam, to value it so highly," replied he, " pardon me ; but can nothing else supply this emergency, as trinkets, rings, or other female decorations I" " Alas ! they are all gone," cried I, weeping ; " this only remains ; it m as the s^ift of mj^ more than father ; and nothing but the distress of the present moment could force me to part with it, to lay the beloved remains of my infant in the earth. 224 THE FARMER OF and to nourish the expiring spark of life that re mains in the best of husbands." "And what, Madam, do you ask for it?" re- plied he, turning aside his head. " Alas !" answered I, " I am no judge ; I see you feel for my distress, and will not, I am sure, wrong me : I am w illing to abide by your decision." ' On his first entrance he had drawn the w atch from his pocket, and laid it upon the table that stood between us. "Well, then," said he, after a pause, and with increased emoiion, " I think thirty pounds is nearly the value; it has apparently been carefully kept." ' His offer was double what I expected ; for the price obtained for the things already sold, scarcely amounted to a third of their value. " I am content," said I, weeping ; and taking it, as I thought for the last time, in my hand, could not refrain pressing it to my lips : " Fare- well," cried I, "last token of the best beloved of friends ! Could he even see me in this hour of anguish, I should obtain his pardon." " Thou hast it, my Anna — my child," — exclaim- ed the stranger, clasping me in his arms; " hence- forward doubly endeared by thy misfortunes." ' I was so lost in astonishment, that I had not power to repulse the stranger had I been so in- clined ; but. fixing my eyes in silence on him, I eagerly endeavoured to trace the person of my uncle Walters, but in vain ; my uncle was fair, lusty, and wore a brown wig ; while tliis stranger was uncommoidy dark complexioned, thin, and wore his own hair, which was as white as flax. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 225 *'And has ten years totally obliterated thy uncle Walters from thy memory, Anna?" cried he : " Indeed, 1 believe my person is changed, but my heart is still the same." My pleasure and amazement were too great, for words ! I threw myself on his neck, and wept in silence. Felix, who had withdrawn as soon as my uncle entered, had in the mean time been , with Mr. Palmer, to whom, not being charged to keep silence as he was to me, he had disclosed the happy meeting that was taking place, and return- ed down stairs with him at the moment I was weeping on the neck of my uncle. ' In a few moments Mr. Walters seated me in a chair, and affectionately saluted my husband, tell- ing him all his pecuniary difficulties were over, and to look forward to health and happiness. ' In the mean time the behaviour of Felix was still far from calm, and Inight have alarmed an uninformed spectator for his intellects : he walk- ed round his master, (for Felix was the identical slave that had before saved his life) examined his foce, touched his hair, rubbed his own hands in an ecstasy of joy, and finally snatching up my uncle's hat, that lay in the window, kissed it with transport. ' Our tumults being a little subsided, my uncle bestowed a tear to the memory of my child ; but peremptorily insisted that all the care of the funeral should centre in himself; thus kindly en deavouring to spare me what he truly surmised must increase my sorrow. 10 2f 226 THE FARMER OF CHAP. XXV. ' A FEW days after the remains of my infant were consigned to the earth, Mr. Pahner and myself, at the express desire of my uncle, removed to his house, which he commanded me henceforth to consider as my own. ' The first emotions of grief for the loss of my son, and the joy of meeting my uncle, were no sooner subsided, than mutual inquiries took place of all that had befallen us during a ten years separation. ' My uncle informed us that he had, as we truly heard, been cast away, on his retiu'n from India, on the coast of Caffraria, about three years after he left England ; that the greater part of the crew had perished in tlie wreck, twenty-four only escaping, twenty of whom had endeavoured to explore their way to the Cape of Good Hope, but had doubtless perished either by hunger or from the natives, as they had never reached it. For the others, two were my uncle's domestics, and the third, a young man, his clerk, who attended him on his voyage ; all of whom determined to share his fortunes when he refused to accompany the party who sought the Cape, being convinced it was imj)racticable without knowing the country ; and a store of provisions, the small stock they had been able to procure from the wreck, being soon expended. ' The inhabitants of the coast had at iirst be- INGLEWOOD FOREST. 227 haved with ferocity ; but finding- the unhappy in- truders too few in number to give them alarm, and likewise unarmed, and willing- to part with any thing they possessed, as their clothes, watch- es, or money, (the two last-mentioned of which they converted into ornaments) they soon became familiarized, and supplied them with milk, rice, and venison, sufficient for their support. My uncle's design was, if possible, to gain their confi- dence sufficiently to persuade some, who were best acquainted with the country, to accompany them to one of the Dutch settlements ; for to un- dertake to walk such an extensive tract of land, penetrate the thick forests, cross such rapid ri- vers, or climb the almost perpendicular moun- tains, without a guide, was at once vain and im- practicable. None, however, of the inhabitants of the settlement had ever been at any great dis- tance from home, (as they informed them when they began to comprehend a little of the lan- guage), nor would, for any reward, undertake such a journey. Thus circumstanced, my uncle thouoht his destination fixed, and endeavoured to comfort his companions. — With the approbation of the natives they erected themselves a hut, and surrounded it in the manner of the Caffi'es, >vith a plantation of rice. The clerk, who was a youth, and one of the domestics, who was likewise young, by infinite perseverance, learned to throw the as- sagay with so much skill, that it not only procur- ed them plenty of food, but raised them much in the opinion of the inhabitants, who saw tliem with pleasure give into their customs, and adopt their weapons. 228 THE FARMER OF ' In this manner passed three years, my uncle and his eldest domestic convinced they should draw their last breath in this country ; and the youni^er people only withheld from the wild un- dertaking- of exploring their way to the Cape, by affection for their companions. At this period two brothers, (natives) who liad been made prison- ers in a contest with some neighbouring nations returned, after five years absence, the greater part of which time they had resided in the distant country of the Auteniqnas. Travelling, or per- haps the difficulties they had endured, had en- larged their minds ; for they treated the strangers with more humanity than any of their compa- nions, and, after holding various discourses with them, as they now perfectly understood the lan- guage, said, that affection for their father had alone induced them to return, being much better pleased with the inland country than the coast ; and that, was their parent no more, for i proper reward they would not scruple to risk the jour- ney; but that, daring his life, nothing should tempt them to forsake him. ' This discourse again revived their hopes, for the traveller's father was very old and infirm, which gave them daily expectations of their wish- es being soon fulfilled ; but, to their great disap- pointment, he lingered two years. He was no sooner dead than my uncle renewed his promises of reward, and, in short, soon obtained what he had so long solicited, they agreeing to accompany him to the first Dutch settlement, where he had no doubt but, by making himself known, he could obtain credit for the promised reward, which was INGLEWOOD FOREST. 229 to consist of iron, tobacco, and other articles con- sidered by them as particularly desirable. ' The difficulties they encountered during this journey were innumerable ; and would have been impossible for them to support but for the re- sources which necessity had taught the natives, whose skill at their weapons constantly procured food, the country abounding in elks, &c. They were likewise well versed in the necessary pre- cautions to secure them from the attacks of "vvild beasts. Some days they could not advance more than four or five miles, from the obstacles they met with, as tliick woods and steep mountains ^ at other times were detained by waiting the reflux of prodigious rivers, which they were obliged to cross, or to coast along the banks at the expence of both time and fatigue. At length, however, they reached a Dutch settlement, where their appearance caused no small surprise; for my uncle, as well as his companions, were naked, the small remains of covering the natives had left them having been so long worn out, that they were grown perfectly familiarized to the omission, and their skins changed to the com- plexion of copper. CHAP. XXVI. * The Dutch factor received them with tolera- ble kindness ; but did not appear willing to ad- vance a reward my uncle thought adequate to the services of the Caffres ; he therefore, without 230 THE FARMER OF much difficulty, persuaded them to accompany him to the Cape ; and after some stay they re- sumed their journey, and to their great satisfac- tion at length reached it. ' My uncle was well acquainted with two capi- tal merchants there ; one, to his great disappoint- ment, he found was dead ; but was more fortu- nate in his second inquiry, though this friend at first did not know him ; but after some few pre- liminaries, acknowledged and readily embraced him, insisting that he should take up his residence at his house, and draw on him for what sums he found necessary. ' My uncle at first thought to write to England ; but after a short time determined to surprise his friends. The merchant's offer he willingly ac- cepted ; his first care being to reward his guides to the utmost extent of their wishes, dismissing them with four oxen loaded with what they thought most valuable. ' The business settled, he waited for a home- ward-bound Indiaman, and at length embarked with his three faithful companions for Europe, which he reached after a pleasant voyage. ' On his first landing he immediately j^epaired to my father's ; and though his appearance was now very respectable, yet the change his person liad undergone rendered him perfectly unknown : lie, however, soon made himself acknowledged, and then learned, to his grief, that his sister was dead, and myself, his great favourite, married toawortli- less man, who had lately become a bankrupt, and with whom I was now withdrawn, no one khew whither. It was not my uncle's custom to con- INGLEWOOD FOREST. 231 demn imlieard ; he therefore determined, if pos- sible, to see me, for he found no great predilection for my father's wife ; and even declined taking up his residence with them. He had been but a fortnight in England when he met with Felix; and had already advertised three times, desiring me, if alive, to apply lo his attorney; or, if any one could give intelliijence respecting me, offering a reM'ard. This kindness had, however, been fruit- less, for we never saw the newspapers ; nor did any one, since our last removal, know where to find us, as we wished to conceal our miseries from the world. ' The morning my uncle fortunately met Avith Felix, he had accidentally, in passing along Cheapside, recollected that he wanted a watch ; and walking into a shop, the man had showed him several, and they were on the point of making an agreement when Felix entered. My uncle recollected him at once, but astonished to find him in England, stood for a moment lost in sur- prise, and seeing him offer a watch for sale, de- termined, if possible, to remain undiscovered, and wait the event ; but what was his astonishment, on taking the watch from the hand of the shop- keeper, to recognise it for the same he had former- ly given to me ! " How came you by this watch, my friend ?" said my uncle, addressing him in a kind voice ; "it appears to be a woman's, and of some value." ' Though my uncle's person had totally escaped the notice of Felix, yet the sound of his voice startled him, and viewing him for a moment with fixed attention, he answered, withdrawing his eyes 232 THE FARMER OF with a sigh, " Bless your voice, it is like music to my heart! — The watch is not mine, but a lady's, who must sell it to pay those rites which your country's custom demands before the body of her child can be permitted to mingle with the dust ; to hire men who assume the semblance of sorrow with a black coat, and pay for a peculiar spot of earth, as if all on which the sun shines was not equally hallowed !" "And what is the lady's name?' said my uncle. " Palmer," replied Felix. ' My uncle made no reply ; but seating himself by the counter remained lost in thought. "And what do you ask for the watch?" said the shop-keeper, addressing Felix. " She leaves it to yourself," returned he ; " she is no judge: but I conjure you, by the God you profess to serve, consider her distress, and do her justice; — a dead infant!— an almost dying hus- band !— weigh these sorrows ere you speak. Ah ! had you seen her part with it, you could have judged of its value. It was the gift of my best friend, said she ; then pressed it to her lips and wept :— it is yet dull with her tears !" " I will kiss them off," cried my uncle, snatch- ing the watch. " Ten thousand pounds shall not purchase it." ' Th€ shop-keeper looked astonished, while Fe- lix again fixed his eyes attentively on the face of my uncle with visible agitation. " Have ten years hardship and grey hairs made such an alteration, Felix," said my uncle, " that 1 have lost a friend the preserver of my life?" INGLEWOOD FOREST. 233 * Felix gave a loud cry, and fell senseless at his feet. ' By the care of the master of the shop Felix was soon restored ; but his effusions were ungo- vernable ; he could neither ask nor answer ques- tions ; all was genuine transport, unmixed with form or restraint, and spoke the unadulterated language of nature. * At length, being somewhat calmer, my uncle informed him, that he suspected the owner of the watch was his niece ; and desired to know how he became accpiainted with me. 'Felix disjointedly related what he knew; mixing the whole with encomiums on myself and Mr. Palmer; not forgetting a tear to my little one. ' My uncle then determined to accompany him back ; charging him to say nothing of what had passed, but to introduce him as a person sent to conclude the bargain for the watch. ' Felix certainly obeyed him to the best of his power ; but nature in him was superior to art, and, in spite of all his endeavours, could hardly be restrained. * I have now informed you how my uncle and Felix met ; and have only to tell you that, even when sun*ounded with affluence, I was to feel yet more acutely than ever ; for in three months after finding my uncle, I lost my beloved hus- band ; his misfortunes had made an impression never to be erased, and which totally ruined his health. Bath and the various watering-places in the kingdom were tried in vain ; he died in my arms, one of his hands locked in that of my iiiicle, 10 2 G 234 THE FARMER OF blessing the Almighty that he had lived to see me secm*ed from want, — and perfectly resigned to his fate.— Pardon me, my friends ; though time has also taught me resignation, yet can I not forget that I was once a wife and mother:— tender claims, ye are written on my heart in traits never to be obliterated.' Mrs. Palmer ceased, and for some time gave vent to the emotion painful recollection occasions ; nor were her auditors unmoved, all bore silent sympathy. Godwin rose and walked to the win- dow ; Agnes had involuntarily laid lioid of her hand ; and Fanny instinctively drawn her chair close to hers. ' It is past,' said Mrs. Palmer. ' I will conclude a narrative that I am not sorry to see has interest- ed you ; it will teach you, Agnes, that there are others equally unfortunate with yourself.' ' Equally unfortunate,' replied Agnes, ' they may be ; but few, I hope, have equal cause for self- reproach.' Mrs. Palmer, to prevent farther discourse on the subject, resumed her narrative. 'Though I by no means aggravated the behavi- our of Mrs. Sommerton, and totally endeavoured to exculpate my father, yet my uncle came to an immediate settlement with him, reimbursing him for the trouble he had taken, and having a prodi- gious sum to receive, the interest having accumu- lated on the principal for ten years. ' A coldness had subsisted between them ever since my uncle discovered me ; and tlie business between them was no sooner completed than an entire alienation took place, which my father's INGLEWOOD FOREST. 235 wife did not fail to attribute to the influence my art had gained over my uncle. ' He next settled his domestic economy, giving me the entire command, and retaining Felix, by his own desire, about his person, rendering him first independent, that in case his mind should hereafter change, he might be under no re- straint. ' For the faithful attendants who were ship- wrecked with him, the clerk he retained as stew- ard to his estates ; and for the other two, the elder retired upon a comfortable provision ; and the younger married, and was by my uncle set- tled in a lucrative business. ' I have now but little more to tell you. My friendly kind uncle survived his return ten years : in him at once I lost a tender parent and a sincere friend ; nor could his whole fortune, whicli he left me without restriction, have any eft'ect but making me more sensible of my loss, as it plainly proved how truly he esteemed me. The disposal of my uncle's effects, as you may suppose, was very dis- pleasing to my father, whom, however, I have never seen, though he is still living. On my uncle's death I endeavoured to banish my melancholy by travel- ling and change of place. Inglewood I had fre- quently heard him speak of, but never seen, as it was purchased before he w^ent abroad, and had not been visited since his return ; his precarious health usually confining us in the neighbourliood of the capital, for the advantage of medical assist- ance. The situation particularly pleased me ; and disliking a town life, I determined to fix my residence there : a resolution I do not think I shall 236 THE FARMER OF change, as I esteem my neighbours, and hope they do the same by me.' Mrs. Palmer ceased, and received the thanks of Godwin and his daughters ; the former of whom saidi 'Esteem, Madam, however flatter- ing the term may be, when applied from you to us, is not comprehensive enough to express what we owe'to you : add to it gratitude and affection, and it will more nearly declare the sentiments your kindness has inspired.' ' Ah !' said Agnes, ' I shall nevermore, Madam, look on Felix's face with dislike ; I shall consi- der him as attending the little sufferer, and for- get his complexion.' ' I always liked him,' added Fanny ; ' but from this day he will be yet more estimable to me.' ' I shall leave you to-morrow,' replied Mrs. Palmer ; ' and will desire him in my absence to relate to you how he saved my uncle's life, — the reason of his leaving Jamaica, — and his subse- quent distress in England. I should not neglect to tell you that his grief on my uncle's death was equal to my own ; and, though I offered to dou- ble the independence my uncle had left him, he declined it, entreating that he might never leave me.' " Do not banish me. Madam," said he ; " I am almost sixty years old ; and shall die with grief if I am again driven into the world." * You will easily suppose he was not necessi- tated to press his suit ; I assured him he was free to choose, and in consequence he remains my confidential servant ; and I do not blush to add, — my friend.' INGLEWOOD FOREST. 237 Fanny and Agnes then retired to their cham- ber ; after -svhich Godwin and Mrs. Pahner con- versed for some time, both coinciding in their fears that Agnes would hardly sm-vive the event that was now almost daily expected : — a thought that wounded Godwin to the soul, and grieved the friendly Mrs. Palmer. CHAP. XXVII. On the morning following, Mrs. Palmer arose early, and taking leave of Godwin and the sisters, returned to Inglewood, leaving Felix to execute any commission they might want, or, in case of any alteration, ride over to the Forest; for though he was in years he was strong, and able to under- take a far longer journey. She likewise desired him to relate such events as might illustrate her own story, and pass the time in her absence. The evening after her departure, Fanny re- minded him of the promise, desiring him to take a seat among them ; which, however, he declined until much pressed ; then drew a chair at a re- spectful distance, and began as follows : — ' I was born on the coast of Guinea, and kid- napped from thence when about twelve years old, and brought to Jamaica, where I was exposed to sale. Among others my late master's father, Mr. Walters, came to view me, but thought me not 238 THE FARMER OF fit for labour ; his son, who was about my own age, was with him, and looked upon me with such compassion, that, sensible of my situation, I could not avoid saying, " If I must be a slave, I had rather be so to you than any other." I was, however, not understood ; my melancholy there- fore rather interested him than my words ; for running up to his father, he pressed him so warmly to purchase me, that he at length consented . The bargain concluded, I was ordered to follow them home, and introduced to my mistress, who was a West Indian by birth, but had married Mr. Walters, who was an Englishman, when on a visit in that country, where her children had liiiewise both been born. Education and example had rendered Mrs. Walters harsh and unfeeling : as she was so to her husband and son, you may therefore readily suppose the slaves were not exempt. I know not whether you are acquainted with it, but it is the custom to mark the newly- purchased slaves just above the shoulders with the initials of their owner's name : an operation that is performed by heating a piece of silver, on which the letters are engraven, over a flame of spirits, and pressing it on the back. This ceremony Mrs. Walters always performed herself, affirming, that the slaves never pressed the stamp sufficiently to make the letters legible. After finding number- less faults (at least I judged so by lier actions and countenance) she made ready to give me the usual mark, which, though in reality no more than a common burn, appeared doubly horrid, from the preparation. My young master, who was Called Henry, was not present, but enteretl at tlie INGLEWOOD FOREST. 293 moment: I knew not then what he said, yet could plainly understand by his gestures that he was pleadmg for me, for I was crying bitterly from the mere dread ; but I afterwards learned from an old slave who was present, that he insisted to his mother, who, in spite of her temper, was extravagantly fond of him, that his father had bought me for him, and that he had determined I should be marked with his initials only. A short contention ensued ; but my young master got the better, and bore me off with my back unmarked,— but his goodness engraven on my heart in far more indelible characters. ' From this time I can truly say I loved him ; I wished to learn his language, to express my grati- tude. He was sensible of my endeavours, and would frequently condescend to teach me my letters ; and finding I was not dull, persevered with an attention uncommon for his youth, until I could write to make myself understood, and read passably well. By this time I was about fourteen, and perfectly understood my situation, which 1 considered as fixed for life, yet cannot say the thought on my own account gave me much pain ; so true it is that kindness and huma- nity may make even bondage bearable. About this time my mistress, who was extravagantly fond of china, had a present of a valuable set from England ; and which was placed on a table in the saloon. One day that my master and mistress were gone some miles on a visit, Mr. Henry and myself were trying who could leap the farthest in the same apartment, when unfortunately he fell against the table, and totally demolished the 240 THE FARMER OF tvhole. For a moment our fears kept us silent : to conceal it was impossible ; and we well knew that her rage would exceed all bounds. At length we agreed to retire to a pavilion in the farthest part of the garden, until the first storm should be blown over, and that Mr, Henry should present himself, and express his contrition. We accordingly went thither : I could not but see that this silly accident made him uneasy, and racked my mind how to exculpate him from any share of the blame. At length, having remained until we were assured my mistress must have been some time returned, and have discovered the mischief, as she always sat in the saloon, I pro- posed that I should repair to the house, and dis- cover how she bore the loss : if with calmness I wovild wait for him at home ; but if, on the con- trary, she was outrageous, I was to return in tlie course of an hour, and let him know. He con- sented to this conditionally : I was, as the secret was entirely between us, not to confess I was even present when it happened, but to say my young master had told me of the misfortune, and was under great concern for it. ' This plan settled, I returned home ; but T know no terms strong enough to paint the confu- sion I was witness to : all the slaves had been called, and accused with the mischief, but their innocence alone had been a poor defence ; she had buffeted and struck them with her own hand, Mr. Walters in vain endeavouring to pacify her. I entered at this moment. I was a new object : screaming with passion, she exclaimed, *' It is this young villain that has done it ; I see it by his face : INGLEWOOD FOREST. 211 1 will have him flayed alive." Summoning all my courage, which 1 confess was inferior to the love I bore Mr. Henry, (for liad not the latter supported me I should certainly have relinquished my pur- pose) I replied, If I have done it, Madam, I am willing to pay the forfeiture.' " And pay it you shall," furiously exclaimed she ; and without further question, ordered me to be taken into the court and severely whipped. Had not my pride supported me at that moment, I know not what might have happened ; but the idea of showing my young master of what I was capable of bearing to screen him from blame, ren- dered me equal to the effort ; and I accompanied the men who were to punish me, without resist- ance, tears, or entreaties ; my mistress, with an inhumanity unbecoming her sex, placing herself at a window to see her commands properly obeyed. I was tied to a post, my crime proclaimed aloud, my back uncovered, and the scourge raised to strike, when Mr. Henry rushed so suddenly be- tween myself and the executioner, that he could not withhold his hand, the blow fell on liis shoulders, and dyed his cotton waistcoat (which, except a shirt, was his only covering) with blood. Distracted at the sight, I cried aloud, and strug- gling with violence broke the cord that lield me, covering his body with my own ; but there was no occasion, the man who inflicted the punish- ment stood aghast, without attempting another stroke, my mistress at the same time making the colonade resound with her screams ! — " Strike," said my young master, " I alone am guilty ; think you I will see another punished for it ? If the 11 2 H 242 THE FARMER OF paltry china must have a victim, let it be me, I am the offender; and if blood must be the expia- tion, it shall be mine." 'The behaviour of my young master put an entire stop to the business ; my mistress was shocked, and ordering me to my work, called Mr. Henry to attend her to her chamber ; where see- ing her weep as his shoulder was bathed with spirits, he said, "Ah ! Madam, hereafter remem- ber that the unhappy men, whom fortune has placed at your command, have also equal feel- ing, and perhaps parents, who may contemplate their wounds with as much anguish as you do mine !" * Mr. Henry, almost immediately on my leaving him, had followed me: he feared I should incur his mother's anger for only bearing the news ; and throwing off all fear, generously determined to meet the storm himself. In a w ord, he arrived in the critical moment I noticed, saved me from the stroke of the whip, and wrote a fresh obligation on my heart. ' The favour of my young master procured me the kindness of the slaves ; and from this time until I was near twenty, at which period my master and mistress Avere unhappily killed, my sitilation was far from unpleasant. * The estates adjoining to my master's were very extensive, and belonging to two gentlemen particularly disliked ; the one employed about two hundred negroes ; and the otlier a yet supe- rior number. These men, from repeated pro- vocations, had formed the design of rising and revenging themselves on their persecutors, and INGLEWOOD FOREST. 243 accordingly seizing an opportunity which they thought favourable, tliey joined and executed their purpose, killing their tyrants, and deluging the estates with the blood of their oppressors. ' This event had been planned by the slaves of both plantations, and who, having satiated their vengeance at home, hastened to the estate of Mr. Waiters, which they reached by break of day, (and w^hose wife, I am grieved to say, was parti- cularly disliked) and, removing all opposition, rushed in, and sacrificed both her and her too complying husband to their resentment. ' My young master's apartment was on the other side the yard, and I, by his own desire, lay in the ante-chamber : the noise awakened us, and hastening to the window, what was our alarm to see the carnage that had taken place? Mr. and Mrs. Walters dead, — naked, and disfigured, were carried and exposed in the open court, together with several overseers, whom the negroes consi- dered as their oppressors. The sight was too much for an affectionate and dutiful son ; he fell on the ground in a state of insensibility, which, dearly as I loved him, I at that moment thought happy. After hastening to fasten the doors of all the outw ard apartments, I returned to the win- dow, where I had the mortification to see that many of our own slaves had joined them; and, though not absolutely active, were at least passive in the mischief. Throwing up the vv^indow, I cried aloud to be heard ; but the general confusion for some time rendered it impossible. " Give us your young master," cried the strange slaves ; " we have dug up the root, and will cut down the Ui THE FARMER OF branch." With these words they advanced to the outward door, and all hope nearly forsook me, when calling aloud to several of our own people by name, I said, " Hear me but a moment, I have sometliing material to say ; I will then throw open the doors, and leave you to act as you please." 1 have already said I was fortu- nate enough to be beloved by the companions of my slavery, and the present instance proved it ; for, crying aloud, they stayed their companions, and entreated I might be heard, saying I was their countryman, and a desirable ally, as I not only understood the use of fire-arms, but could also decipher the thoughts of Europeans, as they expressed them in black characters on white pa- per, and by tliat means might forewarn them of threatened danger, if any such communication should fall into their hands. Fortunately, this reason procured a short cessation from violence, and 1 was permitted to speak ; when address- ing particularly our own people, who were about two hundred, I said, as nearly as I can recollect, — " Friends, countrymen, and fellow- sufferers, it is an European saying, tliat time and chance happeneth to all : in you it is verified, the present time is yours, and your enemies are crushed be- neath your feet. But may not hereafter the same chance make you the vanquished ? for what so variable as fortune ? not even the moon itself is lialf so inconstant. Then may not they redouble our hardships, and plead for excuse that we set the example of blood, and are only to be ruled with a rod of iron. Their powers and resources INGLEWOOD FOREST. 245 in this island are numerous : what are ours ? A ■herd of naked, unarmed men, whose sole defence against their luinerous engines of death is bodily strength and undaunted courage ; jDOor auxiliaries to ward off the thunder of their cannon, or yet more certain musket-shot. You have been cruelly oppressed, I confess it ; but your tyrants have paid the forfeit ; their blood rest upon their heads. To the slaves of this plantation I v/ould simply direct a question: What has Henry Walters done? If he is the son of one of your oppressors, is that his fault ? Is he to suffer for the errors of his parents ? Let the man speak whom he has injured, and I here pledge my truth to his, to yield him instantly to his power. It is not yoii, Peter ; for I remem- ber he saved you, at the expence of blows, from his mother : — nor is it you, Caesar ; for when you were ill how tenderly did he visit you, supplying all your wants unknown to the family ! You, Juba, I think, he purchased with the money given him to expend in pleasure, because with your former master you were harshly treated : it is not therefore you, nor yet Stephen there ; for I remember when his wife and child lay dying of the small-pox, though he had never had that in- fectious distemper, he came to see them, brought them wine, and when they died he wept." ' I here paused a moment ; but all being silent I resumed, " If none answer, I must then pre- sume none have been offended ; — why then do ye seek the life of one who never wronged ye ? For me, my friends, I freely declare, my own safety i^ not dearer than his. Ingratitude is not a negro vice, it is the produce of colder climates. He is my 246 THE FARMER OP friend ; his shoulders yet bear the scar of the whip that would otherwise have marked mine; pain with him was not to be put in competition with truth ; he saved me at the expence of himself. I have no more to say ; he is in this apartment; vain would be our struggles against a multitude ; we will make none : 1 will, as I promised, unbar the doors, and if your hearts will let you, kill the truest friend you have among the Christian men, and stab the bosom who would willingly bleed to give you liberty and happiness; for I will not survive him: we will die together." ' With these words I opened the doors ; my master, who had recovered the first shock, ad- vanced to meet them, presenting his breast, and saying, *' I am prepared, strike." My country- men, at these words, set up a loud cry, exclaim- ing, " Live, white m^n ; live to conquer black man by humanity." * Soon after this the strangers began to disperse, our own men who had been in any means instru- mental to the mischief accompanying them, the rest hanging their heads in mournful silence, or falling at my master's feet, and entreating his compassion and pardon. ' My master, soon after this event, sailed for England, and settled there; the melancholy scene that had passed had disgusted him with Jamaica, he therefore sold off the greater part of his posses- sions, reserving only one small plantation, whose situation he was particularly fond of. ' At the earnest entreaty of tiie negroes he made me the overseer ; first giving me my liberty, and investing me with the entire command. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 247 ' I was very unwilling to be left behind ; but my dear master so clearly pointed out that my stay nearly concerned his interest and the quiet of the plantation, that I consented. For twenty years I fulfilled the duty he enjoined me with great satisfaction to him, and also to those over whom he had given me command ; and if I have any thing in the world to boast of, it is that, by mild measures, fifty negroes on our plantation did as much labour as double that number on most others. During the period before mentioned I had seen my master four times, in the last of which he informed me he should, in the year following, go to India. Alas ! you know the event of that voyage ; I even now tremble at the recollection. The news of his being cast away, I can truly assure you, was sincerely lamented by all his dependants ; but how much more, I leave you to judge, was their sorrow increased, when the year after they received the dreadful tidings that the plantation was to be sold, and the labourers disposed of to the best bidder ! For myself I was ordered to England to render up my accounts. With a heavy heart I bade adieu to my faithful companions ; and on my arrival in England immediately repaired to the house of my master's brother-in-law : but what a difference in manners ! — Mr. Sommerton was nar- row-minded and avaricious; and having examined my accounts, which he found perfectly just, he discharged me entirely from his employ, present- ing me with five guineas in recompence for my services. I well knew my master had a niece ; but what had I to expect from her, when her father had treated me so inhumanly ! for had he 248 THE FARMER OF only empowered me to go to Jamaica, many gentlemen would have been glad to employ me. Tliank Heaven, hoM^ever, lie did not ; for by that means I not only met my generous mistress, whom 1 did not even know by name, but also my revered and lamented master. ' Stranger in England, new to the customs and manners, I at first found it difficult to get employ ; but after some time was seldom at a loss, the gardeners and farmers about Islington almost constantly employing me. Here it was, as I be- lieve you are informed, that I first met with Mr. Palmer, and had some difficulty to persuade an apothecary to walk into the fields to bleed him, and which, I verily believe, he would not have done, but from shame of my offering him a dollar to keep until he was paid for his trouble. — Alas ! nothing but the distress of a fellow-creature could have forced me to make the offer, for the dollar was presented me by Mr. Walters on the day he J rescued me from being marked on the back ; since which period I had ever worn it in my bosom, having drilled a hole, and fastened it to a ribband for that purpose. ' When I met my long-lost master at the watch- maker's, his person was so altered, that it totally escaped my recollection ; yet the sound of iiis voice attracted my attention, and made me anxi- ously examine his features ; which, tliougli I found exactly formed like those of the person I lament- ed, yet the difference of ten years, complexion, and grey hairs, deadened my hopes, until he blessed me with a certainty, by calling me the preserver of his life. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 249 'To paint my joy is impossible; let it suffice, that I confess it the most happy day I ever expe- rienced, save one, that on which I enjoyed the pleasure of recalling to the minds of my country- men the virtues of their master. Often has he flattered me by naming* me the preserver of his life, but it was his goodness and gratitude alone that gave rise to the idea. His virtues alone pre- served him ; they wanted only to be remembered, to operate in their full force.' When Felix ceased Mi*. Godwin arose, and stretching out his hand, said, ' To express the sentiments your narrative has inspired would, I am sure, be displeasing to you ; I can therefore only say, that for the time I have to live, I shall be much gratified by being ranked among the number of your friends.' Felix took the offered hand, pressed it to his bosom, and expressed his gratitude. ' Ah !' said Agnes softly to Fanny, ' I would compound for all men's faces to be like Felix's, to make them equally virtuous.' Fanny too expressed the satisfaction the narra- tive had given her, after which the conversation took a more general turn, the favourite topic, however, being Mrs. Palmer's goodness, number- less instances of which Felix repeated ; and among others told them, that not only Mrs. Smith, where they now were, but also her brother, the surgeon, were totally indebted to her for their present hap- piness, which he concluded by observing, they were perfectly deserving of. From this evening Felix rose considerably in the opinion of the family ; Godwin ever assidu- n 2 I 250 THE FARMER OF ously seeking his company, and frequently be- guiling his sorrow for an hovu' by his conver- sation. CHAP. XXVIII. At length the hour arrived when the uniiappy Agnes was to feel the pangs of a mother ; her strength before exhausted, and her spirits sunken, she was ill able to bear the struggle of nature, which was long and dreadful, being attended with repeated faintings and returns of delirium, that left little hopes of her recovery, should she even live to be delivered. The kind and attentive Fanny, almost equally agonized, kept close to her side, praying, whispering comfort, and entreat- ing her beloved sister to support her spirits, and forget every thing but — that on her recovery depended the happiness of her friends. At length the practitioner, who was particularly skilful, delivered her of a living daughter, which he gave into the hands of the trembling Fanny, who pressing it to her bosom, wept over it in agony, Agnes being insensible for several hours that she was a mother. When the child was presented to Mr. Godwin, he received it in his arms ; and raising his eyes to heaven, exclaimed, ' May the blessing of an old man, oftspring of sorrow, hover over thee ! may INGLEWOOD FOREST. 251 thou never feel the ingratitvide of a beloved son, nor the shame of a deluded daughter ! may peace and innocence attend thy steps ! and, to conclude, may thou be more vntuoas than thy father, and happier than thy mother !' As he ended he press- ed its face with his lips ; and returned it to Fanny, who laying it tenderly to sleep, was soon after obliged to retire to her own bed, which was in the same room with that of her sister. Agnes slept long and heavily during the night after her delivery; but the effort had been too much for Fanny, who grew so ill that Mrs. Smith, who sat up with them, thought it necessary to call in the medical practitioner, who declared, that the emotion and fatigue she had sustained had brought on a premature labour ; and in two hours delivered her of a dead child. Agnes was perfectly collected when she awoke, though disturbed by the general confusion ; and sensible of what had passed, the pangs of her sister redoubled her own. Weeping over her sleeping infant, ' Alas ! child of sorrow and shame !' cried she, ' thy birth has cost the life of one who might have been the pride of its parents, and produced to the world with honour, while thou, unhappy babe,' continued she, 'if thou livest, wilt be scorned by the rigid virtuous, and pitied by the gentle. Ah ! may the same hour that closes thy unhappy mother's eyes, close also thine ! and in my bosom thy imiocent shame be buried with my weakness !' Fanny, who was declared in no danger if kept quiet, ordered her bed to be placed close to that of Agnes ; and taking the infant to her affection- 252 THE FARMER OF ate bosom, soon forgot she had given birth to a dead child. Mr. Godwin, on the first alarm, had sent Felix to Inglewood, and wlio retm'ned the next day with William and Mrs. Palmer. William at once felt the sorrow of a dutifid son, a tender brother, and an affectionate husband. His father's health was visibly on the decline ; Agnes grew daily weaker ; his beloved Fanny was confined to her bed ; and he had lost the second pledge of her affection. Godwin led the way into the apartment, and casting his eyes mournfully around, said, in a low voice, ' Alas ! Edwin, couldst thou but see this thy work, it surely would awaken thee to repentance !' Mrs. Palmer drew near the bed of Agnes, and seeing her overcome with confusion, took her hand, saying, ' Banish your fears, my good girl ; I came but to endeavour to speak peace to your wounded spirit. I have long learned to distin- guish betw een guilt and weakness ; yours is for- given by your earthly father, and I have no doubt by your heavenly one. Bear up, nor sink under calamity ; your life is dear to your friends, and necessary to this little one; endeavour then to overcome the unhappy sensibility that destroys you, and live to fulfil those claims which friend- ship and paternal care have on your heart. ' It will not be,' replied Agnes : ' though sensi- ble of the kindness of my friends, I rejoice that my dismission is at hand, and like a tired travel- ler, look forward to the hour of rest. For the little unfortunate I have no fears ; if it surA ives it will not miss a mother's tenderness,' looking on INGLEWOOD FOREST. 253 Fanny. ' Would you believe it,' continued she, * she gives it suck ; and, although a child of shame, lulls it to sleep in her virtuous bosom !' William, who was leaning over the bed of his wife, dropped a tear on her face, and pressing her hand to his lips, said, in a low voice, ' Oh ! Fanny, how is it possible you can love Edwin's brother?' ' Because I love virtue,' replied Fanny, warm- ly ; ' and revere her in William Godwin.' ' One thing alone,' continued Agnes, after a long pause, during which no one broke silence, ' hangs on my spirits : My unhappy child, should its birth transpii'e, may be claimed by Edwin ; — and Edwin, though alas! he must be beloved until my heart shall cease to beat, is not I fear virtuous enough to educate a daughter. But what is education, or even example !' looking at Fan- ny ; ' all I would, therefore, ask is, that, as she cannot be produced at the Forest without divul- ging my shame, and incurring the danger 1 dread, that she may be put to nurse under the guidance of Mrs. Smith, who is a good woman; my Fanny will at least see her yearly, or perhaps oftener ; and when time shall have obliterated my memory from all suspicion, she will perhaps condescend to take lier under her own care, and at a proper age tell the story of her unhappy mother, but conceal her father ; for Edwin's child, thou2-h unknown, ought to respect him.' Fanny attempted to reply, but Mrs. Palmer prevented her, by saying, ' Warmly interested for your family, from the iSrst moment I saw you, I flatter myself I have a proposal to make, which yet may be more agreeable. Fanny has already 254 THE FARMER OF the cares of a mother ; and, from her age, those claims may be greatly increased, and sufficient for her to fulfil. I have none of those cares, no fears to apprehend, no scandal to dread, and have frequently wished, as I am fond of children, for one whom I might rear from its infancy, and be witness of the growing virtues I would endea- vour to inculcate ; for if I failed, at least my heart should exculpate me. I propose then to adopt this little stranger, — will hire a nurse, — take her home with me in a short time, — guard her during my life with care ; and, at my death, place her above those temptations which frequently prove so fatal to poverty.' ' Best of women !' exclaimed Godwin, bending his aged knee, ' accept an old man's thanks ; but that God, whose precepts you follow, can alone requite you.' Mrs. Palmer raised him : ' Speak,' said she, addressing Agnes. ' Do you approve my ofler V Agnes clasped her hands, but could only arti- culate an almost incoherent blessing. ' I know not,' said Fanny, ' whether gratitude should compel me to silence, or affection force me to speak ; but, sure of favour from all, affection for once sliall get the better. From tlie hour 1 found my little one was dead, J formed a plan, which, I trust, will meet the approbation of all ; it is to substitute this infant for my own, and to take it home as such. My pregnancy,' continued she, a slight blush crossing her cheek, ' was visible, and known long before I left the Forest ; who then can suspect the deception ? Surely none. The secret will rest with ourselves and Mrs. Smith, INGLEWOOD FOREST. 255 whom we can trust. To your proposal, Madam,' added Fanny, ' I would also make a reply, but am unequal to the task ; to refuse your generous offer would be to be unworthy of it ; let the cares of the first year or two be mine, the rest will more worthily fall on you, and may she live to prove her gratitude !' Agnes raised her eyes to heaven, and, after strugo'iing a moment with her emotion, exclaim- ed, ' Merciful God ! I thank thee, thou forgivest me, or blessings would not thus be multiplied upon me !' Mrs. Palmer applauded Fanny, warmly saying, ' Be it as your tenderness has best devised, most exemplary of sisters ! To ask the opinion of either your father-in-law or husband would be super- fluous, their eyes sufficiently speak their senti- ments ; the little one shall be baptized here, and on your return acknowledged your child and my god-daughter, which will, in some measure, ac- count for her hereafter residing with me.' The preliminaries thus settled, Mrs. Palmer, as Agnes appeared exhausted, proposed to retire, and was accompanied by Godwin and William ; the first in silence contemplating on the arrange- ment that had taken place ; and the latter in ex- ultation, which he could not suppress, blessing the hour that allied him to Fanny. They were soon after joined by Bernard, who had just arrived, anxious to see his daughters. He was informed of all, and expressed the high- est satisfaction at the arrangement, repeating his unpolished thanks with a sincerity that politeness <"annot always boast of. 256 THE FARMER OF On being introduced to his daughters, he scarce- ly knew wliich to caress most ; and was not a little dehghted to find Agnes better than he had dared to hope, the return of her senses being regarded by him as a certain symptom of her recovery; embracing both his children, kissing the infant, and assuring the weeping Agnes it was as dear to him as herself. He then observed that the absence of Godwin and William from the Forest made more inquiries than that of his daughters, and pressed them to return with him the following day, observing, with Mrs. Palmer's leave, the babe might be baptized that evening, and all settled; that when he reached home he should give out that Fanny had mis- reckoned her time, and been unexpectedly de- livered; and that Agnes was somewhat recovered, and, with her sister, expected to return speedily. * Ah ! my father,' cried Agnes, ' I shall, indeed, speedily return ; but never more shall these eyes behold the Forest of Ingle wood. Lay me by Mrs. Godwin ; living she would not have despised me, nor have forbidden my dust to be mingled with hers. Fanny, my beloved Fanny, shall re- turn with my unhappy babe drawing life from her bosom ; hers shall return to moulder in mine.' ' Why wilt say so V said Bernard, ' thou art better I am sure, and do not make thy father un- happy ; all will yet be well.' Mrs. Palmer changed the discourse, by giving her approbation to Bernard's plan of immediately baptizing the child, that they might return, at least all but Godwin, whom Fanny and Agnes both (^treated mi2,ht remain. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 257 The curate of a neighbouring village was then procured, and the child, by Mrs. Palmer's express desire, baptized after her, Anna Palmer, and truly registered as the daughter of Edwin Godwin and Agnes Bernard, — the generous sponsor first taking the clergyman aside, entrusting him with the un- happy state of the mother, and entreating his secrecy ; which he promised. The ceremony was just concluded when the medical practitioner entered, and pronounced Agnes on the whole better, and Fanny almost recovered ; entreated both might be kept quiet, and soon after took his leave. The following day Bernard and William de- parted for the Forest, and soon after Mrs. Palmer; first bidding an affectionate adieu to tlie sisters, and promising to see them again speedily. CHAP. XXIX. Edwin, as before observed, had determined to get leave of absence, and endeavour to develope all that was passing at Inglewood ; he had no doubt but Fanny had revealed to his father the business of Harris ; and immediately surmised that the health of Agnes was restored, and she re- moved from the Forest, to be out of his power. Full of this idea, he prepared for his departure ; neither the entreaties of his wife nor yet the 11 2 k 258 THE FARMER OF ftiscination of Mrs. Whitmore having power to alter his purpose, or even to procure intelligence where he was going, Harris alone being in the secret. Mrs. Godwin, whose temper was naturally violent, and whoseconduct had proved how much she was attached to Edwin, could ill brook such constant neglect from a man she had raised even to the height of his own wishes ; and havmg in vain tried entreaties, could no longer conceal the senti- ments his conduct inspired, and gave free vent to her anger, reprobating her own folly and his in- gratitude in the strongest terms ; all of which had no effect but increasing his dislike to her, and forcing expressions that wounded her in propor- tion as she loved him. In short the agitation of her mind brought on a fever, which raged with such violence that her life was pronounced in the greatest danger, and IM win's journey in conse- quence stopped, not from affection, but merely to preserve appearances. Harris, however, he im- mediately sent off to Mr. Jeremiah Jenkins, to procure all possible intelligence, and endeavour to discover the retreat of Agnes. Mrs. Godwin's fever, from its first appearance, had been declared of the malignant kind, and on the tenth day ma- nifested the most alarming symptoms : Edwin was therefore, with all due preliminaries, desired to prepare for an event, which gave him the highest pleasure in expectancy, the death of his wife. His conscience would, indeed, in spite of all his endeavours, be troublesome, and present his ingratitude in strong and glaring coloifrs ; but these qualms were more than counterbalanced by the rapturous idea of being at liberty to address INGLEWOOD FOREST. 259 Agnes, whose forgiveness he could not doubt, circumstanced as they were, and he possessed of a fortune which, even disinterested as she was, could not fail of having its proper weight. The cold severity of his father, and the warm resentment of William, gave him some uneasi- ness ; but even these he thought could be easily surmounted ; he should represent his former con- duct as an error he was unwarily drawn into, and throw himself totally on the mercy of Agnes. Not- withstanding these meditations, he was so good an adept in the art of dissimulation, as to conceal his pleasurable sentiments, under the specious guise of concern and tenderness, attending his wife with unwearied care, which was applauded by the spectators, and highly grateful to the unhappy object, who still loved him well enough to believe every excuse he chose to advance for his past conduct, and every asseveration for the future, if she was spared to him. Thus, for her own satisfaction, happily deceiv- ed, she forgave all, and expired as he was seated by her side, the unhappy victim of a misplaced aft'ection, to which she had first sacrificed her person and fortune, and lost her life ! Though this event was more wished than dreaded by Edwin, yet, when it arrived, it made an impression which he could not immediately shake off, particularly as he had no pleasurable resources in his own mind to banish the uneasy sensation, nor could he in such a case seek tiiera abroad. Mrs. Godwin had particularly desired to be carried to the family vault of her parents in 260 THE FARMER OF Leicestershire ; and partial, even in her last mo- ments, to the unworthy object of her affection, had requested he would attend her remains : all whicli he faithfully promised, and as truly per- formed. During Mrs. Godwin's illness Edwin had heard twice from Harris, but nothing satisfac- tory, except that it was reported Agnes's unhap- py malady was rather decreased ; and that she had only been removed for a change of air. Possessed of this intelligence he attended his ^vife's funeral, which was no sooner over than he returned post to London, determined to settle his affairs with all possible dispatch, repair to Ingle- wood, procure his pardon, abjure his errors, and wed Agnes as soon as her consent and decency would allow. He felt the influence wealth had on his own heart, and doubted not but it must also have some on that of Agnes ; and therefore determin- ed, on what he thought a master-stroke, to silence all reproaches. This was no other than causing a deed to be properly executed, by which he en- dowed her on their marriage with the entire com- mand and disposal of the sum of ten thousand pounds, which was more than the half of his pro- perty ; and that he thought a full compensation for past errors, and what must effectually silence all present objections. Thus prepared, he determined to depart and join his servant at Jenkinss, make every neces- sary inquiry, then act accordingly ; but the ev en- ing previous to his journey received the following letter from Hanis: — INGLEWOOD FOREST 261 'Sir, * I have been indefatigable in the business in which you era- ployed me; and hope this time to retrieve my error at Ingle- wood. All my inquiries to discover the retreat of the sisters were fruitless until yesterday morning, when I saw a chaise pass the inn full speed, followed by your brother, and soon after by the negro whom Jenkins mentioned. I lost no time; but mounting my horse, kept them in view the whole day; and towards evening saw them stop at a small house near Rich- mond, where your brother handed out a lady, and dismissed the chaise. ' As this plainly proved it the place of their destination, I rode into the town, entered an inn, and having ordered supper, asked several questions, and among others, describing the house and pretending to admire the situation, inquired to whom it belonged. The waiter replied, it was originally pur- chased by a lady of great fortune ; but who was supposed to have given it to a Mrs. Smith, the widow of a sea-officer, and sister of a surgeon in the town, whose name having inquired, I ceased my questions, fearful of incurring suspicion. The next morning being for your service. Sir, conveniently seized with a bilious complaint, I walked to the doctor's to procure a medicine, or rather intelligence ; but found the principal was engaged with his patients, and a deputy, exactly suited to my wishes, left in care of the shop. ' After drinking one of his infernal potions, Avhich nothino- but my respect to you. Sir, could have made me swallow, I retired, entreating he would call on me at my iuii in half an hour; as I assured him my disorder sometimes increased very suddenly, and required immediate assistance. The fellow was punctual ; but being quite recovered by the first salutary draught, I generously. Sir, as I knew you would approve, presented him with a couple of guineas for himself, and called for a bottle of wine. In short. Sir, the money and my elocution charmed him ; and the wine warming his heart, he grew communicative, and before we had finished the second bottle, perfectly understood each other ; he answering niy questions as readily as I asked them. His master, he said, was a close old fellow, whom it would be useless to iiiterro- 262 THE FARMER OF gate ; and that for his own part he knew little of the ladies at Mrs. Smith's, except that one had just recovered from a melancholy state of insanity, but was supposed in the last stage of a consumption ; yet, on the whole, she was, he heard his master say the evening before, better than he had seen her. Not being able to procure more satisfactory information, I dismissed him, having first finished another bottle, and ob- tained his promise of calling on me again in the evening. I was, however, much vexed and disappointed, for he returned in an hour miserably drunk ; and, with a melancholy face, informed me his employer had discharged him in consequence of his being in liquor. * Sincerely vexed at this, I entreated him to go back, and endeavour to make his peace ; but he assured me his master was so obstinate a dog it would be of no avail ; nor did he, as he said, much care, as he had long purposed to go to London. Thus obliged to acquiesce, I bade him farewell, and sat down to give you this information, waiting your orders at the Angel Inn in this town, and not venturing near Mrs. Smith's, lest I should be discovered by your brother's wife, and give suspicion. Waiting your answer with impatience, ' I am. Sir, ' Your humble servant, ' Edward Harris.' Edwin had no sooner read this letter, than instantly ordering a post-chaise and four, he de- parted, travelling day and night until lie had reached Richmond, rejoicing at the intelligence that Agnes's senses were restored ; and never doubting but, as her malady proceeded from his falsehood, liis return, ready to espouse her on any terms, would remove it. At first he thought of writing to his father or Agnes ; but soon relinquished that project, say- INGLEWOOD FOREST. 263 ing, as he considered on the subject, ' No, no, a personal interview, and that unexpected, will be most decisive for me; a letter would be only productive of a consultation, in which cold prudence would be predominant, and our meet- ing protracted ; while, on the contrary, if I take them unprepared, on my knees entreat to be heard, plead for pardon, and promise never more to err, nature will at once incline my fa- ther to pity, and love force my Agnes to forgive, and once more receive my vows, — vows which I henceforward mean to hold sacred ; for where can I find such another angel? — Methinks I already feel the exultation I shall experience on presenting her to the world — she universally ad- mired — myself universally envied: thus at once gratifying botli my pride and love. The ill state of health of Agnes would now and then intrude ; but elated w ith the flattering pic- ture ardent fancy had painted, he endeavoured to cast off all uneasy reflections, and think alone of the pleasure that awaited him. On his arrival at Richmond he ordered the bost-boy to the inn Harris had mentioned, and found him waiting for either a letter or his arri- val ; he could however inform him nothins: far- ther than what he before knew, except that he believed there were none of the male part of the Inglewood family at Mrs. Smith's, as William and Bernard had passed him on horseback on tlie high road the afternoon he wrote the letter which brought Edwin with such speed ; and who arrived at Richmond the seventh day after Agnes's delivery. 264 THE FARMER OF This news was not unpleasing to Edwin ; he flattered himself he should be more successful by taking Agnes alone, or at least only supported by Fanny ; and therefore regardless of fatigue, he determined to lose no time, but visit them that very evening. Harris would have dissuaded him from this step as it was late, and he apparently much tired ; but in vain ; he ordered him to show him the house, which beforfe they reached it was nine o'clock, and the night completely dark. Arrived at the gate, Edwin dismissed his ser- vant, and entered the court before the door. An unusual tremor seized him as he raised his hand to pull the bell ; and withdrawing it without the effort, he paused a moment to reflect and recover his emotion : ' Why do I tremble thus V said he. ' What have I so much to dread, or whose frowns need I fear? An hour's anger will be the most of the business, or a few reproaches, which I shall long to silence while uttered from the beautiful lips of my Agnes : away then w ith this childish folly ; I am determined to conquer and triumph over every difficulty.' During this soliloquy he was walking round the house, the garden of which joined the fore- court, and completely surrounded the dwelling. In the back front was a door ; and what gave no small pleasure, it was half open. Determined, if possible, to discover whom he had to expect to meet with, he cautiously entered, and for a mo- ment stood still to listen ; but all was dark and quiet, except on one side, in a parlour fronting the garden, where he perceived a light under the INGLEWOOD FOREST. 265 door. Emboldened by the solitude around he advanced, and lent an attentive ear; but no sound reached it. His eye was next applied to the key-hole ; but the apariment was apparently deserted, though he could not see to the farther end ; but plainly perceived two large candies burning" on a table in the centre. At that mo- ment he heard a walking over head, and was on the point of retiring hastily ; but again all was still, and he regained his post. He now repented that he had not written first to Agnes, to inform her of all that had passed, — his contrition and intention ;---but it was too late. ' Yet,' continued he, after a pause, ' as I am so ridiculously weak to-night, I am half inclined to retire, first leaving on the table in this apartment the deed which makes the greater part of my fortune over to Agnes : I have it in my pocket. It will show her I am free to offer her my heart, and prepare her for my reception to-morrow. It is sealed and directed ; so there can be no danger of leaving it; or should it by any means fail into other hands, it would be useless. — Fortunate thought ! it will save me a world of explanations, nor can she be insensible- to it. I am to-night overpowered with fatigue, and slrall to-morrow urge my suit with redoubled ardour.' Thus resolved, he opened the door with cau- tion ; and, convinced the apartment was empty, advanced ; but a scene at once presented, that struck him with astonishment and horror ; for on the side of the room he had not before seen stood on tressles a coffin, smiply decorated with the usual ensignias of death. A cold sweat bedewed 12 2 L 266 THE FARMER OF his forehead, his knees knocked together, and for some moments his feet seemed rooted to the gronrid. At length, 'What business had I here?' ex- claimed he; ' yet -what is this to me? — Cannot people die without causing me this alarm ? I blush at my folly to be thus startled at the sight of a mere w )od8n case. Yet, merciful God! should it contain my father, for he was said to be ill ! but, fool that I am, he is doubtless at Inglewood. Distraction,' continued he, viewing the coffin, without approacliing it ; ' I can bear no more ! Away foolish fear : I will be satisfied, whatever be the consequence.' With these \v ords he approached, and, with a forced courage, snatched one of the candles from the table, and advanced towards the object of his terror, twice raising his hand before he could find strength to remove the lid ; which at length push- ing aside, regardless of the inscription, he dis- covered, in the calm sleep of death, the beautiful and once blooming Agnes, with an infant on her bosom. CHAP. XXX. fli)\viN ga^e a cry of horror, — his strength for- sook him, — the candle dropped from his enervated hand, — and lie ftH senseless on the ground bv tlie INGLEWOOD FOREST. 267 side of the coffin. The noise alarmed the house; and Godwin, leaving Mrs. Smith with Famiy, ran towards the apartment, being joined on the stairs by Felix, who had heard the noise, and who was also hastening to learn the cause. Though astonished on their first entering tlie room to find a man extended, in all appearance lifeless, on the floor, yet that sensation was speedily banished by humanity ; curiosity, and every other idea, giving Avay to the situation of the intruder. Edwin was in deep mourning, and had fallen on his face; which circumstance, added to his dress, totally concealed liim from the knowledge of liis father. Felix, most alert, ran to raise him, and turning him from the position in which he had fallen, at once discovered to Godwin the face of his guilty son. 'Execrable murderer!' ex- claimed the old man, withdrawing the hand he had stretched out to assist him, as if it had touched a serpent ; ' dost thou persecute her even in death V By the application of water to his temples, and the care of Felix, Edwin began to recover. ' Cease your attention,' continued Godwin, gazing on him with a countenance impressed with min- gled grief and resentment ; ' let him die, lest he live to commit more crimes, and swell the ac- count beyond the reach of mercy.' Edwin slowly revived ; and though neither fear nor superstition had any share in his character, yet his eyes first fixing on the figure of Felix^ bend- ing over him (so powerful was the sense of guilt) that, striving to disengage himself, he exclaimed, shuddering with horror, ' Merciful God ! what art thou ?' His eves at that moment met those of 268 THE FARMER OF liis father, and the emotion occasioned by the person of Felix, as the lesser evil, instantly vanished, and hiding his face on his shoulder, he cried, 'Hide me, — save me, — my father's pre- sence is too much, — all else I can bear.' ' Unhappy, guilty wretch !' exclaimed Godwin: 'if you slu'ink tlius from my sight, liow w^ill you meet that of a justly offended God, from whom neither your crimes or murders are hidden ? The longest life spent in contrition and penitence can scarcely atone for parricide, perjury, the violation of innocence, and the fell consequences of your depravity, the death of one wliose only fault was her misplaced tenderness ; and, finally, that of an unhappy babe doomed even in its mother's womb to fall a victim to your offences ! Can Such deeds, Edwin, hope for mercy ? If they can, delay not, but repent; and with a sincere contrition seek for pardon.' ' I dare not hope nor ask it,' answered Edwin ; ' I am forsaken of God, and ere this you must have cursed the day in which I received my being.' 'Alas!' replied Godwin, 'in an unhappy hour of distraction, I indeed did more, I cursed thyself: but what is my curse ? Seek to deprecate that of Heaven. Guilty as you were, the mild angel most injured, forgave, and even with her last breath entreated pardon for thee!' 'Enough,' cried Edwin, 'it is complete; my own curse is fallen on my devoted head ; repent- ance and contrition are vain. Can they recall the past, — reinstate me in innocence and your affec- tion, — bring back my mother from tlie grave, or awaken xA^gnes and her infant to life?' INGLEWOOD FOREST. 269 ^ Her infant!'' replied Godwin; but instantly recollecting himself, and giving- into Edwin's mis- take, he added, ' Thank Heaven her infant is beyond the reach of iis inhuman father!' ' Oh, God !' cried Edwin, in an agony of grief, as he gazed on their lifeless forms, ' could I have suspected this ! — a child!— Oh! Agnes— Agnes-— what must have been thy sorrows ! This babe, that might have been a pledge of love between us, is but a fresh weiglit to plunge me yet deeper in perdition ! Oh ! had she but lived to hear my penitence, to know my sorrow ; or had even the infant been spared, that I might repair to it the wrongs done to its unhappy mother ! But it seems as if all the avenues of mercy w^ere closed against me. Yes, I feel the hand of Heaven is upon me, and to struggle with my fate is vain L. You weep, my father ; but what do I say ! I have no father, —no brother,— lam alone,— cursed even in exist- ence ! Could tears of blood obliterate my offen- ces — yet what would they avail ! Oh ! that look of innocence,' his face falling on the bosom of Agnes, 'will sentence me to everlasting perdition!' The distress of Godwin w^as too powerful to be expressed in words ; he leaned against the foot of the coffin, and appeared ready lo sink on the floor from the violence of his emotion. ' You have called me your friend,' said Felix, addressing Godwin ; ' at this time permit me to use the influence of one. Withdraw from this scene ; consider the situation of your daughter- in-law, and the anxiety she is now labouring under.' With these words Felix gently took the arm of 270 THE FARMER OF Godwin, who made no reply, and led him from the sight of Edwin's unavailing sorrow. Edwin now left alone, gave way to the most frantic grief; he called aloud on Agnes,— execrat- ed himself, — wept over her, — kissed her cold lips and her right hand ; then raising her left, what was his surprise to see on lier finger the ring w hich he had placed there on the fatal night of her un- doing ! This silent bat painful remembrancer re- doubled his anguish and distraction ; he started, the hand dropped from between his, and striking his forehead w ith his clenched hands, he rushed out of the apartment, exclaiming, ' Hell,— hell, thou canst not give more extreme torture !' Felix in the mean time led Godwin to his daughter-in-law's chamber, wliere he forced him to swallow a glass of wine, then hastened down to the room where he had left Edwin, who was gone, as already related ; and in such confusion that his hat still lay on the floor, where it had at first fallen. Felix had bat just communicated this intelli- gence to Godwin, when a ringing was heard at the gate, and which proved to be William, who was arrived from Ingle wood. His sorrow for the loss of Agnes was not inferior to that of his wife and father ; and w as greatly increased by the scene which he heard had just passed. The news of Agnes's death had reached him two days before; but the distress of Bernard had rendered liim in- capable of attending them there; the particulars of the unhappy event were therefore unknown to him. Agnes had died on the third day after her deli- very, the flat tering symptoms so frequent in decays having suddenly disaj)peared, and given place to INGLEWOOD FOREST. 271 the immediate prognostics of approaching- dissohi- tion. Calm and resigned, she endeavoured to speak comfort to her weeping sister and the still more nnliappy Godwin ; gave the kindest remem- brances of duty to her father, and gratitude to Mrs. Palmer and William ; and, finally, in the broken snatches of her breath, fervently prayed for her infant and Edwin. ' Oh, Father of mercy !' cried she, ' by the peace thou hast deigned to shed on my soul, I trust I am forgiven ! Oh ! extend thy goodness to the partner of my crime, awaken him to repentance and virtue ; his faults are not beyond thy power to pardon ; error to man is as inherent as mercy and forgiveness are to thee. Bless my babe ; may every sorrow I have felt be repaid by a blessing on my child ! Make her worthy those friends Avhom thou hast raised to shield her from the opprobrium that must have otherwise fallen on her helpless innocence. At some distant time may her father love her as I would have done ; so shall my spirit, if permitted to look down on earth, be gratified.' Agnes ceased for a few moments, and appeared to struggle for breath ; but recovering in some degree, she resumed, addressing Godwin: — ' Oh! my dear, my honoured parent, for so I Avill call you for this last time, give not way to sorrow ; weep not for me ; Fanny will repay my debt of love and duty. Fanny, my beloved companion, sister, friend, what words can I find to address thee, or what blessings equal to my wishes ! The strongest I can express is, thy own deeds hang- over thee : Assist my worthy brother in comfort- insr my father : tell him I wished to fix mv last 2^2 THE FARMER OF looks on biiii.' Then turning her exph'ing eyes towards Godwin, she added, after a painful and convulsiYe pause, ' Bless all my friends !•— Par- don, my father, pardon the deluded Emma ! — tell her I remembered her at this awful hour. And, Oh God of mercy, hear my prayer!— forgive ray unhappy Edwin !' This sentence she pronounced with energetic earnestness, her eyes raised with fervent hope, and a sweet smile of placid happiness enlivening her features ; then gently bowing her head for- ward, as she pronounced the last word, expired without a groan, struggle, or any con^ ulsion, that might mark the tinal separation of the active spirit from its earthly tenement ! Though this event had long been expected, yet the shock it occasioned was dreadful. Had not Godw in s grief been divei;ted by the situation of his daughter-in-law, he had undoubtedly sunk under it ; but her sorrow, in some measure, be- o-uiled him of his own. She iiad been delirious the whole night after her sisters death, calling aloud on Agnes, and struggling to get out of bed to go to her ; but exhausted by the exertion, to- wards morning had fallen into a heavy sleep, during which Mrs. Smith had persuaded Godwin to have the body of Agnes removed, as the sight at a future period would but increase her grief. Fanny, after a ^ew hours rest, aw akened, relieved from the fever, and resigned to her loss, the acute- ness of her first sorrow sinking into a serenity that at once bespoke her fortitude and religion. At first she seemed dissatisfied that Agnes w^as moved ; but her father's reasons were admitted INGLEWOOD FOREST. 273 with a sigh of acquiescence, and pressing the babe to her bosom, she exclaimed, ' Agnes, if ever 1 forget thy worth, so far as to love any child more than this thy sacred deposit, may the Almighty show me my error and ingratitude by depriving me of it.' In the morning a man had been sent off to Inglewood by the surgeon, as Felix could ill be spared in the general distress, to convey the news by letter to Mrs. Palmer, entreating her to break it to Bernard and William, the former of whom had been so violently shocked at the intelligence, that William, however distressed, and anxious to attend his wife and father, could not determine to leave him until he became more calm. Agnes, in this interim, had been put into the coffin, and the babe of Fanny, conformable to what she had herself expressed, placed by her side. This arrangement had likewise another incentive; Fanny wished her infant to be buried at Ingle wood ; and by this means she was conveyed thither without the questions which a second coffin would doubtless have occasioned. On Agnes being placed in her last receptacle, Mrs. Smith had attempted to draw the ring from her finger; but either from the stiffness of death, or its swelling, had found this difficult to effect, and therefore had referred the task to lier brother, in which interim Edwin had arrived, and added redoubled anguish to the yet bleeding wounds of the family. William, on his first arrival, hastened to the chamber of Fanny, whom he found employed in endeavouring to restore his father to some degree 12 2 m 274 THE FARMER OF of calmness. He looked at her in silent admira- tion ; traces of the most poignant affliction sat on every feature, yet she evidently endeavoured to suppress her own feelings, fearful of adding to the general unhappiness. Having first embraced his father, he advanced towards her, and throwing his arms about her as she sat up in bed, could only express his sorrow by speechless agony. For some time she joined her tears with his ; but soon recovering her emotion, she said, ' Is this, Vv il- liam, the way you should teach me fortitude? We both loved Agnes, as our actions to this little one shall prove ; but we have also other duties to fulfil, to comfort our parents by conquering our own grief, and enabling them to bear theirs, by showing them they have children yet left to soften the sorrows of their age.' ' Matchless woman!' cried Godwin ^ — with such a monitor should Wilham ever err, how heavy must be his condemnation !' Then strug- gling with his emotion, he entered into tlie par- ticulars of what had passed, expressing his con- cern at the outrageous grief of Edwin, and his surprise how he could enter the house, and also depart so privately. This mystery was, however, soon explained by Felix, who informed them that the glass door to the garden had been left open, and that he had doubtless entered and departed that way. His discovering their retreat was also a subject of wonder ; but his apparent ignorance respecting the infants convinced them his intel- ligence could not give them material uneasiness, as he would not fail to keep secret the share bci liad in Agnes's death. ., INGLEWOOD FOREST. 275 * Good Heaven !' cried Godwin, ' should the unhappy boy, in this hour of anguish, rush into the presence of his Creator ! Ahis ! I even yet tremble at the remembrance of the horror and despair which dist(^Tted his features !' William made iio reply, but soon after leaving his father and Fanny, he, with Felix, walked into the town, and inquired at the various inns for his brother, both by name and describing his person. At the last he called, he was told that such a gentleman had that very evening arrived about seven o'clock, and inquired for a man who had resided there near a week ; that both had gone out together, but returned separately ; the first returned in a short time, tlie other after some stay, and in a state of frenzy ; that he had struck his companion, and ordered a chaise and four almost instantly after his return, and finally had been gone, accompanied by the man who was apparently his servant, near two hours. With this intelligence William hastened to his father, to whom he disclosed it, both being more reconciled on the reflection that Edwin was not, at such an hour of deserved punishment, left en- tirely to himself. William, before he retired for the n^'ght, stole alone to the receptacle that contained his sister Agnes, and, kissing her cold lips, cheeks, and forehead, bade her a final adieu. 'Merciful God !' exclaimed he, as he gazed on her, ' is this all that is left of the beauteous and blooming Agnes, who two years since was hailed the Queen of May, whose lively harmonious note was most distinguished in the song, and whose 27« THE FARMER OF active step was foremost in the dance? Cruel Edwin, what hast thou done? grasped at a vain shadow, and cast from thee a treasure never, — never to be regained.' By Fanny's desire the burial was delayed until she should be able to return to Inglewood ; the coffin therefore on the following day was closed, the surgeon first taking off the ring, which was now removed without difficulty, the swelling having entirely subsided. A few evenings after arrived the friendly and humane Mrs. Palmer : William now lost no time, but taking an afiec- tionate farewell of his wife and father, delighted to leave them in such hands, he hastened away^ in order to administer comfort to the distressed Bernard. CHAP. XXXI. Edwin, on his rushing out of the house, bad, as the man truly told William, returned in a state little short of frenzy, and having no other object on w horn to vent his rage, had struck Harris, and cursed him in the bitterest terms, accusing him of twice drawing him into the most horrible dilem- mas. IlaiTis, however, had borne all with temper, endeavouring to persuade his master to go to bed, but in vain ; he insisted on a chaise being instantly made ready, and setting off immediately for Lon- don. ' I will fly,' said he, in a ])aroxysm of rage, ' I will fly, and forget them all ! a father too ! INGLEWOOD FOREST. 277 Accursed night in which I purchased a momen- tary gratification at the expence of years of pain ! infernal villain that I was, to take advantage of the alarm and emotion my arts had created ! But I am justly punished, the pangs of hell cannot equal those I feel. My wife too, accursed name, died, as if on purpose to mock my hopes ! Ano- ther murder 1 Well, — well,— well — is not my number yet complete ? For what have I now to live ? Nothing. My dearest hopes destroyed, and by whom? — Fool, knave, idiot, miscreant, that I am, by myself!' The chaise being prepared, he threw himself in, and had advanced three stages towards London by the next morning, when he found himself too ill to proceed, and was unwillingly obliged to give way to Harris's entreaty, and retire to bed. Rest, however, was not to be procured, even by the fatigues he had undergone. The horrors that distracted him redoubling by quiet and inaction, in a few hours his overcharged brain lost the faculty of distinctly thinking, and was bewildered in frenzy. Harris immediately called in medical assistance, who pronounced him in a high fever, and used the necessary means to relieve him ; but all their cares were unavailing : for three Aveeks his delirium continued with short intervals, the paroxysms being not only dreadful to the suffer- er, but also to the beholders, dashing his head against the bed-posts, striking his forehead, gnash ing his teeth, and calling perpetually on Agnes^ his wife, or mother. * Take them away,' cried he ; ' drive them back to the grave— they torment me to death— my wife 278 THE FARMER OF lias poisoned me — my mother has shot me through the head — and Agnes,' exclaimed he, with re- doubled emotion, ' has struck a poignard through my heart.— Murder — murder— who has commit- ted murder?— Not I — I can kill without poison — pistol — or dagger — my love can do the business. — Now see, — seetheyalllaughatme;— nay, then, I'll laugh too-— ha— ha— ha.-— Oh ! oh ! Agnes ! Agnes!' These paroxysms were usually followed by in- sensibility, nor was his delirium always ravings but frequently partook of the melancholy cast, yet always referred to the same objects.-—' Hark!' said he, 'they are letting Agnes's coffin down into the grave, they are placing her on my mother-— the worms that devoured the first will now feast on the last.-— See, two are already fixed on her ruby lip, and one in the dimple of her downy cheek ! will no one remove them? Call my wife, she can take them off, for she helped to fix them there-— Tell her I'll give back all her wealth. What, cannot ye find her? Seek her tlien in the cliarnel-house ; bid her take all, but save my Agnes.' Such was the unhappy state of Edwin, a victim to his own crimes, and a terrible example that the pangs of conscience can render even this life a hell, though possessed of youth, strength, beauty, understanding, and wealth. At length he began slowly to recover, but was for above three months unable to leave the inn where he was taken ill. When he gained a little strength, he made short excursions round the country, care- fully avoiding all correspondence with his family, whom he could not now bear to think of, as he wa? { INGLEWOOD FOREST. 279 convinced that they must regard him as the cause of all their misfortunes, and hate him accordingly. A month after Agnes's death she was removed to Inglewood for interment, Godwin, Bernard, and William preceding the hearse on horseback, in deep mourning, and with hearts yet more gloomy than their habits.— At a short distance behind was Mrs. Palmer's chaise, containing her- self, Fanny, and the little one, attended by Felix on horseback ; in which order they reached the Forest in two days, the scattered inhabitants of which, being informed by the distressed Bernard of the time the body would arrive, having collected to receive it at the distance of a mile from home, the elders on horseback,' the youths on foot, in their best habiliments, attending the maidens in white gowns, and muslin hoods. On meeting the cavalcade the hearse was stopped, and six young farmers drawing out the coffin, proceeded with it to church, two young girls walking before strew- ing flowers, eight supporting the pall, and the remainder following, with the youths smging a funeral hymn. The whole family, togetlier with Mrs. Palmer, had so strongly urged Fanny to be taken iffime- diately home, that she consented, though witli difficulty, the lady accompanying her. The alteration that three months had made in little Reuben, who was now near a year old, his artless caresses, the jealous curiosity with which he appeared to view the young stranger, all conspired to blunt the acuteness of her grief. He viewed the infant's hands, touched its feet, chuckled, and finally held up his chubby face to kiss her. Fanny 282 THE FARMER OF CHAP. XXXII. Edwin had in some degree recovered his health, as before observed, but his spirits had received a blow not easily overcome; he determined to hasten to London, dispose of his commission, retire abroad, and endeavour, by travelling, to conquer his melancholy ; but before he went, resolved to ride over to the Forest, visit the grave of Agnes, and take an everlasting farewell of the spot. One fine morning he accordingly executed his purpose, having been for some days within a few miles, and leaving his horse at a house of entertainment at the village, walked forward to the well-known church-yard. A plain stone, with his mother's name, marked the spot where she was laid, and by its side stood one equally simple, with this inscription : n i U Asrues Bernard. f^* I Died September 10, 17 — , I |;| III I Affed 19. i His mind, though inured to sorrow, was not proof against this trial ; he threw himself on the ground, and wept aloud for a considerable time, until a labourer coming over the stile whistling, disturbed him from his posture ; the man, by his Q>ttC(/{/?2yya/^lne ,>^/?e/ e^J^a^^t^ INGLEWOOD FOREST. 283 spade and shovel, showing he was gomg to make a residence for some new inhabitant. The fellow, who had only come to the Forest to assist the sexton, who was a man in years, since Edwin's departure, seeing a fine gentleman, pulled off his hat, made a leg, and said, ' Mayhap, Sir, if you be a stranger, you may wish to see our church V Edwin conquered himself sufficiently to reply in the negative, and was about to depart, when the countryman added, 'You ha' been reading the grave-stones belike : I used to read them myself before I was so much among them ; many a time have I spelled over them till I cried again, but now I think little about such matters, or if I do, I sing or whistle to drive it out of my head.' Edwin made no answer; he wished to tear himself away, but could not remove his eyes from the grave of Agnes. ' Ah ! master, you be looking at that there new stone,' said the man ; ' if you had but seen the girl it cover!^-, you would have owned you had never met her like !' Poor soul, she went mad for love, and died.— D—n the fellow, say I, that occasion ed it •, he could never have the heart of a man, for had 1 been king of England, member of parlia- ment, or even lord-mayor of London, I would sooner have took her with a single smock than any far-fetched princess, though she had brought her weight of gold and diamonds.' This simple eulogium struck Edwin to the heart. He could hear no more; so hastily throwing the man a crown, he covered his eyes with his handker- chief, and precipitately departed. 284 THE FARMER OF He had not proceeded fai- when he perceived a woman andlwo children at some distance, and soon discovered it to be Margery. He would fain have avoided her ; yet a thousand fond re- membrances rose on his heart, softened as it was by the foregoing scene, and determined him not to shun her. Anna, now near four months old, was in her arms, while Reuben, holding by her apron, trot- ted by her side. Margery gave a cry of surprise ; her master's children had all been fondled in her arms, and were as dear as though they had been her own. She was shocked at the wan and lan- guid countenance of Edwin, and readily agreed to sit down and converse with him. ' Lovely children,' said he, caressing them, ' 1 did not know my brother had a second : happy William ! thou art blessed, while I am cursed ! Thy virtue, indeed, is rewarded, and my voice is punished. This little one I think, ' continued he, with a sigh, 'has the features of a girl, born, I suppose, in the height of calamity.' ' She was born, ' replied Margery, ' three days before Agnes's death ; my mistress was fiighten- ed into labour by her agonies ; but, thank God, the child is strong and hearty.' Edwin gnashed his teeth in anguish, and for some moments was unable to reply. At length he uttered, in a tremulous tone, ' Well, well, say no more ; I am punished, even sufliciently to gra- tify the most rancorous hatred.' * And who hates you?' said Maigery : 'If wishes for your repentence is hatred, then do they, indeed, hate you ; for prayers are never INGLEWOOD FOREST. 285 said at night without you and Emma being par- ticularly remembered.' ' I thank them,' replied Edwin, haughtily, pride for a moment overcoming every other sensation. ' But let us banish this subject ; tell me, Margery, all that relates to my Agnes, and I will sit while 1 have life to hear. You, I am sure, know every secret, and are acquainted with all my follies.' * Follies!' replied Margery ; 'that is the London name, I suppose, for wickedness. Little did I think, when I nursed you in these arms, that you would turn out such a bad man !' Sickness and sorrow had depressed the spirit of Edwin, he therefore bore the reproaches of Mar- gery with more temper than he usually possessed, and at length conciliated her so far, that she re- lated to him the whole process of Agnes's illness, her delirium, and constant allusion to the ring, with the repetition of — / am Edwins wife. Edwin's heart was pained with the recital ; he wept aloud, but entreated her to continue. ' 1 have no more to say,' answered she : ' 13y what I have heard, you know the rest too well. How you could seduce her I could never devise, for surely a better, or a more modest girl was not under the sun. You must have used some of your London potions I suppose, for I have heard of such things, or surely she never could have been overcome.' Ed\vin denied the accusation. ' No, Margery,' said he, ' I am sufficiently guilty without i\\^i crime : but relate to me every circumstance ; why was ray beloved removed from Inglewood V 286 THE FARMER OF ' Why marry, to hide your shame, for I cannot call it hers ; she was removed to lie in privately, and there .' 'Died!' groaned Edwin. 'Alas! too well do I know that.' ' Her pangs were so heavy, that they frightened your brother's wife into labour : Agnes died in three days, and the child was buried with her!' 'Enough, — cease,' exclaimed Edwm, 'unless you would drive me to distraction. Methinks I see them now; never will the remembrance be effaced from my memory !' Margery was, as Edwin truly observed, in all the secrets of the family ; a faithful service of thirty-seven years had entitled her to confidence, and she was most worthy the trust. Her answers to Edwin were strictly true, yet they disclosed nothing she was bound to conceal. ' And now, Margery,' said Edwin, after a pause, ' I will bid you farewell, a long farewell ; for Hea- ven only knows whether we may ever meet again.' ' What ! w ithout seeing any of the family ;' re- plied Margery : 'Surely you cannot mean it.' ' I would sooner face death than either Bernard or my father,' answered Edwin ; ' and, for Wil- liam, even when he was in town, and did not know the extent of my follies, he shook me from him like an adder, whose very touch was ve- nomous; what then should I expect now? No, Margery, they all hate me, and I will leave them for ever. Had Agnes lived I might have sued for pardon, and they, perhaps, have bestowed it ; as it is, all is now immaterial ; my destiny is fixed^; I will seek the villain that seduced my sister, and INGLEWOOD FOREST. 287 on his accursed head revenge the misery he has for ever entailed on me !' ' God mend ns all,' sighed Margery. ' I w^ish you would not be so passionate ; but leave ven- geance to God, you may be sure it will overtake him ; besides, the Scripture says, *' Pluck the beam out of thine own eye before thou takest the mote from thy neighbour's," or words to that pur- pose ; but I suppose you have forgot your religion since you turned rich gentleman. Your fine London wife too, God rest her soul, I hear is dead ; she was surely greatly to blame, for she well knew you was engaged to Agnes. I have seen enough of Londoners to make me dislike them as long as I live ; they well repaid your father's kmdness. But for them all liad been right, — your mother alive,— Emma virtuous,— Agnes a blessed wife and mother !— and you, instead of being an unhappy fine gentleman, a plain, honest, cheerful farmer, like your father, beloved by the whole country, and almost adored by your family? Edwin was for a few minutes too much affected by the reflection to reply, and wept bitterly ; while little Reuben, who had stuck himself between his knees, peeped up in his face with mournful sympa- thy, and taking up his frock, wiped off the falling tears. ' It grows late,' said Edwin, ' and I must be gone. Tell my father and William tliat you have seen me, and that if I hear of Emma, they shall know it. Say to Bernard, that would my life, and all I possess, recall the pas^ , I would rejoice at the forfeiture.— Say also to Eanny, tiiat if she knew what passes here, (laying his hand on his 288 THE FARMER OF heart,) though she must hate me, yet her pity would far surpass her hatred. Farewell,' con- tinued he, kissing first Reuben, and then the little girl, who ciiuokled at the ])ressure of his lips. ' By Heaven,' cried he, ' she has the smiling mouth of Agnes, and the beauteous dimple of her cheek. Oh ! may they Jiereafter tempt no villain to destroy them! or, if they should,' continued he, after a pause, ' may he, if possible, be still more cursed than 1 am /' With these words he rose hastily from the turf on which he was sitting, and waving his hand as he ran, ere Margery could make a reply was almost out of sight. What had passed seemed to Margery almost a dream ; she, however, as speedily as possible re- turned home, and related all to the family. Ed- win's pallid and altered person she did not fail to describe, together with his apparent contrition and sorrow for the past ; his observing the like- ness between the infant and Agnes ; his vowed vengeance on Whitmore ; and his firm conviction that he was too much abhorred by the whole family ever to meet their pardon. ' We hate him not,' replied Godwin, ' but ab- hor his crimes : to expiate them is impossible, unless repentance could awaken the dead. Let him, by the most exemplary conduct, endeavour to make his peace with heaven, which is far more material than the pardon of a -sveak old man, which, however, shall not be withheld if he re- turns to virtue ; for shall an erring mortal deny to his fellow-sinner what God hath promised to all? But, for my part, F will not scruple to say, that this frenzied sorrow and contrition appears to me INGLEWOOD FOREST. 289 rather the effects of his disappointed passion than sincere repentance; penitence is calm and humble, and by the most blameless conduct, endeavours to obliterate the errors of the past by the innocence of the future. It is not so with Edwin ; did he not say he meant to seek revenge on Whitmore ? and for what ? a crime that he has himself more than doubled ; for no promise, or expectancy of marriage, could seduce Emma ; she was acquaint- ed with his situation, and voluntarily rushed into ruin, while Edwin's was a premeditated and cruel seduction, rendered doubly atrocious by his re- peated perjuries, when even at the moment he was the husband of another. Is he then a man to draw the sword of vengeance? Surely no ! — his heart must fail him in such a rencounter, and his guilt-struck conscience enervate his arm. Had he indeed said, I will leave those scenes which first seduced my unsuspecting innocence, fly from pride and ambition, seek Emma, and by my own repentance and conduct endeavour to influence hers ; or, if I fail, retire to some peaceful retreat, and dwell in inoffensive obscurity, then indeed might my heart have cherished hope ; but, as it is, I fear this contrition will wear ofl"; and his vitiated mind, like a rank soil, produce fresh thorns to wound us.' ' Though I am convinced,' replied Bernard, * that your opinion is usually better than mine, yet, in this case, I must difler from you ; and I cannot say but he would make a great step to- wards my forgiveness, if I heard he had fairly killed that villain Whitmore.' ^ Would murder then, think you, lessen his 13 2 o 290 THE FARMER OF crimes ?' answered Godwin ; ' for a duellist is at once a suicide and a murderer. If he falls, does he not rush uncalled into the presence of his God ? or, if he conquers, hateful alternative ! has he not sought and spilled the blood of his fellow? There does not live the man, Bernard, no, not even Edwin, who has most injured you, that you Avould slay ; nor, on calm consideration, would you approve the action in another. Reason dis- claims it, it is merely the offspring? of false honour, which sacrifices the nobler feelings of the soul at the altar of pride and vain glory: —a mask of bravery to cover cowardice, big words, and rash actions, frequently concealing a trembling and dastardly heart. — True courage, in my opinion, consists in bearing the common ills which attend human nature with calmness, not suifering our own temper to be ruffled at the folly or knavery of others ; to be able to repulse violence or insult with a firm coolness ; to defend the weak and op- pressed with steadiness ; in fine to seek the life of no man ; but if our own is attacked, to defend it as a sacred trust deposited in our hands by our great Creator, and not to be pusillanimously surrendered. — Oh, my friend! can the blood of Whitmore recall the past ? Can it wash out the stains of the polluted Emma ? Can it restore us peace, or her innocence ? Ah no ; it can do none of these; it can only plunge his corrupt soul beyond all repentance, and heap fresh crimes on the head of Edwin.' * With your approbation, my father,' said Wil- liam, ' 1 will write to Edwin, and give liim our joint opinion on the subject : a letter will doubt- less find him at the house of his late wife.' INGLEWOOD FOREST. 291 * The action will become you, my son,' replied Godwin, ' and acquit you to your oXvn heart, whatever may be its success.' William in the evening wrote to his brother, not it is true with the same friendly spirit that formerly dictated his letters ; but with manly firmness, and without reproach, conjured him to abstain from every action which might contribute to increase his father's uneasiness ; and that, if by any means he should meet Vi ith Emma, to endea- vour, by lenient measures, to draw her from guilt, and leave vengeance to that Power who had called it his own peculiar province. CHAP. XXXIIl. Edwin had no sooner parted with Margery, but he hastened forward to the little ])ublic-house where he had left his horse ; and mounting him set off full speed, in vain endeavouring to banisli the uneasy reflections that oppressed him. At night he slept at the distance of thirty miles from the Forest, and next day joined his servant, who waited for him at Ferrybridge. He ordered him to prepaie to depart the next moming for Lon- don ; and, upon the whole, Harris considered him as more calm than before his journey. On his arrival in town he repaired to his own house, and for the first time sincerely lamented his wife. ' At least, had she lived,' said he, * I should have had one friend. Unhappy woman, 292 THE FARMER OF she proved how much she loved me by the sacri- fice she made ; and I requited her as I did all the rest. Henceforward I must live for myself alone : if life is desirable on such conditions, money must purchase substitutes for happiness, for the reality is for ever vanished from me.' Three days after his arrival he received Wil- liam's letter. ' They have not quite cast me off,' said he ; ' but hovv^ altered ! William's letters used to breathe nothing but friendship ; this con- tains only cool advice ; and that given, methinks, as if he felt the superiority of his virtue ; and is rather dictated to preserve the peace of the family, than out of affection to me. I will therefore sim- ply thank him in his own style ; and act as my fate shall direct, for my life is neither valuable to myself nor others.' He then sat down and replied to AVilliam's letter, thanking him for his advice, saying, that though he had been heretofore unfortunate enough to cause his father great unhappiness, yet he hoped in future to give no fresh subject ; that he meant to relinquish his commission and go abroad ; from whence, if his present disposition continued, he should not, in all probability, return ; concluding the whole by expressing his best wishes for the happiness of the family, and duty to his father. His next care was to settle his money concerns, dispose ofhis house, and relinquisii his commission. His favourite companion (Mrs. Whitmore) had been gone two months to the continent ; but lier place of destination was uncertain, nor had Edwin the most slender wish to be apprized of it ; for the hearts of neither had any share in this connection. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 293 On Mrs. Whitmore's part it was only to gratify her pride, by having so handsome a fellow in her train; but after in vain expecting his return for six weeks, her patience was exhausted, and she had sought amusement in the gayer scenes of France. Edwin's attachment was merely licentious, and consequently the sentiments she inspired on calm reflection rather caused disgust than pleasure. During his stay in the country he had scarcely thought of her ; and even now, on his return, felt no inclination to renew the acquaintance, had she been even on the spot. All his business settled, he set off for Paris, which he reached in safety, where a new scene of dissipation presented ; and sometimes, for a short season, banished the cruel remembrances that de- stroyed his peace. His fortune procured him ad mittance into the most fashionable parties ; and his pride was gratified at the expence of large sums which he was perpetually losing at play. One evening, that he happened to be at the French comedy, he discovered Mrs. Whitmore in the opposite box, who also soon perceived her recreant lover, and gave him a smile of invitation ; but he only replied by slightly bowing, without offering to move from his situation. ' And is it possible,' said a sprightly Frenchman, who was present, and spoke English, ' that you can be insensible to so charming an invitation ? The lady, however, will be soon consoled ; she is universally admired as an English beauty with French manners.' Soon after, two gentlemen of distinguished rank entered Mrs. Whitmore's box, and appeared to 294 . THE FARMER OF pay her the most marked attention. — ' There now,' said the Frenchman, * I told you the lady would soon be revenged on your coldness You have missed an opportunity not to be re|2fained ; for Dumaresque is at once the most gallant, as well as the most handsome man in Paris.' It has been before observed, that vanity was one of the most predominant passions of Edwin; therefore, though his heart was totally indifferent in regard to Mrs Whitmore, he resolved to show the Frenchman his mistake, and immediately re- paired to the lady's box. At first she received him with coldness ; but after a time with her usual indulgence. She observed he was much altered, and uncommonly dull ; a circumstance he accounted for by informing her of his late ill- ness. In short, the meeting, after some little dis- course, appeared rather agreeable to both; Ed- win's vanity being gratified by showing the Frenchman that he could easily regain the oppor- tunity he had apparently lost. At the conclusion of the piece Edwin waited on the lady home, where she ventured some questions respecting the business that had so com- pletely concealed him since the death of his wife ; but he was in no humour to gratify her curiosity, and she soon changed the discourse to more live- ly subjects. After supper, having drank plenti- fully of wine, he grew cheerful, and, for the first time since Agnes's death, a smile enlivened his features. Before they separated for the night they agreed to keep house jointly ; for who could presume to scandalize a lady who was un- der the protection of her brother ! INGLEWOOD FOREST. 295 Edwin now no longer felt his former compunc- tion; he was rejoiced that he had met with one who could help to divert his chagrin, and some- times banish painful remembrances from his fan- cy. His temper, however, had suffered beyond the fascination of Mrs. Whitmore to remove ; to his domestics he was harsh and unkind, was frequent- ly inebriated, and gave way to the most out- rageous passion on most trifling subjects. After four months stay at Paris, Mrs. Whit- more expressed a wish to see Brussels ; to which, Edwin having no objection, they departed, and reached that city ; where they entered with avidity into the various amusements ; the lady from a natural love of dissipation and pleasure, and her companion as a kind of soporific, to lull the torments of reflection. Harris being sent before, had hired apartments in a large furnished hotel ; and in about a fortnight after the remainder of the house was engaged for an English family that were daily expected ; and who accordingly arrived late one evening after Edwin and his companion had retired to rest. The following morning, as Edwin was descend- ing the stairs, he was surprised by the sight of Whitmore's valet on the lower story; and the moment after by Emma herself, who came out of one of the apartments to give orders. He imme- diately hastened down, opened the door, and the room she had re-entered, and presented himself before her. An exclamation of mingled astonish- ment and pleasure escaped her, and opening her arms to embrace hhn, she cried — ' Is it possible, my dear brother, that I meet you here?' — But 296 THE FARMER OF putting her back, he answered, ' I have nothing to say to you, infamous girl ; with your paramour I have a long account. How is it possible, at your age, to have so soon forgotten the precepts incul- cated from your youth V ' Ay, how is it possible, indeed, Edwin,' an- swered she, ' to forget the lessons of whole years in an instant ? To confess the truth, my dear brother, (for I cannot adopt your coldness or anger) I but followed your lead; your marriage with Mrs. Delmer but paved the way to my flight, as it furnished opportunities too difficult to be resisted. But smooth your ruffled brow, and tell me all the news : your wife we have heard is dead. Are you prepared to do justice to Agnes ? Ah, Edwin, that was a bad business ! How are all the dear family at Inglewood ? for though I have learned to laugh at their prejudices, I have not learned to forget them ; — yet I fear they have forgotten me.' ' Your mother at least has forgot you,' replied Edwin. ' Your conduct has ' ' Oh, God !' interrupted Emma, trembling, ' do not speak what I dread to hear ! for though I am convinced that I have acted right by follow- ing the dictates of reason and nature, unshackled by the ties of priestcraft, yet I cannot bear to think it should be fatal to her.' ' The dictates of hell and damnation !' exclaim- ed Edwin. 'The infernal sophistry of Whitmore has plunged your family into misery, and your mother in the grave ; and by her side lies ' ' Whom V demanded Emma, with a look of horror. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 297 * Agnes,' rej3lied he, with scarcely less emotion. ' Alas ! Agnes,' repeated Emma, ' cruel Ed- win! has my conduct caused her death too? ' No ; the cause was the natural depravity of my own heart, aided by the accursed maxims of Whitmore. Ambition tirst beguiled me from home, and the wealth of Mrs. Delmer tempted me to falsify my vows ; but unable to live without Agnes, I, in an accursed hour, seduced her ! Her death has been the consequence; she is now an angel, and I living bear the pangs of hell !' ' Oh, my dear mother ! my sweet Agnes ! and are ye both gone?' cried Emma, weeping. — ' Ah, Edwin ! such cruel consequences are enough to force us to lament not following the precepts implanted in our infancy.' ' May the villain be accursed,' replied Edwin, ^ who taught us to despise them ! But where is he ? say, is he in the h use ?' ' He is not,' answered Emma, ' if you mean Whitmore. But why, Edwin, will you speak thus of a man to whom you have been so highly obliged. You will not surely raise your hand in a«ger against the father of the infant I bear, and particularly when you remember he is the brother of a woman who has made your fortune.' ' Say marred it rather,' replied Edwin ; ' for can paltry gold recompense me for what I have sacri ficed to obtain it — Parents,— brother,— Agues— - all ! But tell me, Emma, will you return to Inglewood, if the family consent to receive you V ' Never,' replied she, with energy ; ' I would die for their service, but never more will I behold them. Think you, Edv/iu, T could meet the eye 13 2 p 298 THE FARMER OF of my father, or even that of William, prejudiced as they are ? — How despicable — how sunk must 1 appear before them ! No, Edwin, I have chosen my fate, and will abide by it.' At that moment Whitmore entered. ' Ah, Edwin, well met,' said he ; 'I have just heard you were in Brussels from my servant ; you have a fair companion too I find. I hope you behaved well to my sister; — for aught else I am your humble servant.' ' We are indeed well met,' cried Edwin, ' for \ve have a long account to settle on pecuniary subjects, and a yet larger on the score of honour.' ' Honour r repeated Whitmore, with an ironi- cal laugh ; 'you will remember that it is through me you were first entitled to use the word honour. But as these are subjects on which I never balk my man, nor talk of before women, let us for the present banish the discourse. Come, tell us w hat is passing in England.' ' For your pecuniary favours,' replied Edwin, taking a draught on his banker for three hundred pounds from his pocket book, and throwing it on the table, ' this may repay them, for I acknow- ledge no other ;— to your sister were the rest due. Would to Heaven I had perished before I ac- cepted of either.' ' I have, indeed, heard it whispered,' saitl Whit- more, ' that you were not altogether so sensible of her condescension as might have been expected ; but could never believe it until this confession.' * For goodness sake do not quarrel,' cried Em- ma ; * my heart is already almost bi'oken. My mo- ther and Agnes are, Edwin informs me, both dead !' INGLEWOOD FOREST. 29a Whitmore endeavoured to banisJi her fears and comfort her, while Edwhi, caslmg a look of rage at both, left the apartment. About an hoar after, Harris, by Edwin's order, found an opportunity to give a note privately to Whitmore, containing an appointment for the next morning, which was immediately accepted. CHAP, xxxiy. The following morning Whitmore, attended by a gentleman of considerable fortune, with whom he had formed an acquaintance since his residence abroad, met Edwin at some distance from the city, who, on his part, was accompanied by a young officer, whom he had known in England, and acci- dentally encountered at one of the places of public amusement. The weapons chosen by both were swords, as their skill was pretty equal. The first passes were made without effect on either side; but the second essay was more fatal ; for Whitmore re- ceived athrust in the side, and instantly fell. — ' The chance is yours, Edwin,' said he, with his usual levity, 'and in faith I deserve it for substituting the sword for the dung fork ; but why the devil could ■ not you have rested as satisfied with your sister's chastity as I was with my wife's ? Confound all new candidates for honour say I ; they take such a d — d deal of trouble to establish their fame, that a man is never safe with them.' 300 THE FARMER OF A surgeon, who was in waiting at some small distance, was now called, and stopped tlie effusion of blood ; but declared tiiat he entertained the most alarming doubts respecting the wound : Ed- win therefore determined to lose no time, but hasten back to France. On his licentious companion (Mrs. Whitmore) he hardly bestowed a thought, simply giving Harris orders to follow with his baggage ; first leaving a letter to be delivered to Emma. Whitmore was immediately carried home, where his wound was pronounced mortal ; and was in- formed that, in all probability, a few hours would terminate his life. Though this information could not fail of being peculiarly displeasing to a man of Whitmore's character, yet he received it with his accustomed carelessness. ' If,' said he to the gentleman who acted as his second, ' I had fallen by the hand of a virtuous man whom I had injur- ed, it would have forced me to believe somewhat of retribution ; but as it is, this convinces me that chance directs all, for Edwin is certainly as faulty as myself. To be sure I found him virtuous ; but he was as ready to learn as I to teach ; and if I seduced his sister, has he not returned the favour with my wife, and by my sister's folly stepped into an easy fortune ? One thing only concerns me ; my estate is greatly entangled, and if I die will immedhitely be seized by the next heir; nor have I it in my power to make any provision for Emma : — a circumstance that gives me great un- easiness, both on account of her situation and future comfort.' INGLEWOOD FOREST. 301 ,' Let not that disturb you,' replied his friend, whose name was Hartford: ' I give you my word to protect her.' Tliat moment Emma entered, in a state little short of distraction : she wrung her hands in agony, and in the bitterness of her grief cursed her brother Edwin. The letter which he had sent her, and that simply contained his desire she would join him at Paris, with a note of fifty pounds, she tore in pieces. Whitmore, as well as he was able, endeavoured to comfort her, but in vain ; her grief knew no bounds, until nature exhausted sunk into a fainting fit, in Avhich she was removed from the apartment, and a few hours brought on an abortion. Whitmore passed a dreadful night, and on the following morning death was legibly painted on his countenance; but firm to his accustomed tenets, he appeared to treat its approaches with contempt, recommending Emma warmly to the protection of Hartford, saying, with a faint smile, ' Though, by Heaven, I would not living have suf- fered a rival in her love, yet I liave no objection to a worthy successor ; she is too charming a girl to be buried in obscurity, and cost me some pains to eradicate the follies of a country education. Be kind toiler, and suffer her grief to weaken itself; it is violent, and tlierefore cannot last long.' The surgeon entered soon after ; his face, rather than his words, declared his opinion.— 'Why, man,' said Whitmore, ' your features may serve as a kind of thermometer to prognosticate the situation of your patient ; to me they appear be- yond the freezing point. Pish, hang grief, ever 502 THE FARMER OF live while you can, and banish painful reflection. It has hitherto cost me some trouble to do it, but I at length came off conqueror ; and have enjoyed life as much in twenty-seven years as many in sixty.' A violent convulsive pang here put a stop to Whitmore's speech, and he struggled for some time in great agony ; from which at length he was, in a small degree, recovered, but appeared much weakened, his spirits more depressed, and likewise seemed shocked at the awful crisis that was approaching. Towards the close of day, and just before his dissolution, his attendants declared him delirious ; for, starting as from a kind of dose, he exclaimed, ' The farce is over,— the curtain drops, — darkness and— doubt! old Godwin'skindnesswasillrepaid. I wish I had left Edwin in his native . Emma too, -"tell her ' A dreadful spasm here for some moments stopped his utterance : at length, faintly struggling, he added, ' Her father !— forgiveness ! — Inglewood !'— -and with another pang expired. Thus fell, in the prime of life, the gallant, gay Whitmore, a victim to his own follies, and the vices he had inculcated. Whitmore's death was a dreadful blow to Emma, as it not only deprived her of the man for whom she had sacrificed every thing, but left her in a situation she could not contemplate Avithout horror. A return to Inglewood appeared the only alternative ; for the decorations of luxury he had lavished on her, with some trifle of money, was all she possessed. ' And how,' cried she, * can I ever stand in their presence ? They will accuse me with the death of my mother, and view me with INGLEWOOD FOREST. 303 hatred ! The country people too will point at me, and say the fine London Madam was obliged to come back to her old home. Oh ! I can never, never bear it ; I will sooner labour in the most menial manner than submit to — . Would to God I had never left them, or that Edwin had died before this horrid meeting ! Join him at Paris !— No, never. — The murderer of Whitmore !— I will perish first.' At that moment a person was announced from Mrs. Whitmore, who laid claim to whatever pro- perty might be left at Whitmore's decease ; and of which she should, as his wife, render the proper account to the next heir. Emma, in this distress, knew not what method to have recourse to ; her distress was almost too great to bear ; the man she loved dead in the house ; herself confined to her bed ; in a strange country, and on the point of being deprived of the paltry baubles for which she had bartered both her peace of mind and inno- cence! — Uncertain what measures to pursue, she was lost in the most distracting reflections, when a note was presented her from Hartford, and con- tained as follows :— * Madam, * The fear of intruding on your distress has alone withheld me from offering my services to settle your affairs ; but as I understand Mrs. Whitmore's conduct has made it necessary^ beg you would command me to the utmost. ' I am, Madam, * Your humble servant, ♦E. Hartford; Emma immediately replied, by requesting Hart- ford to act for her as he should think most proper, BU THE FARMER OF expressing- her thanks for his kindness. Hartford, thus empowered, waited on Mrs. Whitmore, and by his rlietoric and well-placed compliments pre- vailed on the lady to decline her first intention, and the more easily as he assured her the effects were of little value. The burial of Whitmore he also ordered ; had him enclosed in lead, and sent to England, to be laid by his parents and sister in Leicestershire. Emma in the mean time had recovered from her indisposition ; and her grief, at the end of two months, began to lose its bitterness. To Edwin's letter she wrote an answer, and sent, according to the address he had specified, to Paris. * Though at the first receipt of your hateful letter 1 had deteniiiued not to answer it, yet, on mature deliberation, I have resolved, for this last time, to address \ou, though only to say how much I despise you. What had I ever done that you should seek to make me wretched ? Or, why was Whituiore's friendship to be repaid by murder ? I re- member, when we met at Brussels, you said that your errors were owing to his pernicious tenets : how weak must you naturally be to blindly adopt principles that your own heart told you were erroneous ; for surely, if thei/ occasioned the death of Agnes, the effect must have been easily foreseen. Seek not then such paltry subterfuges to palliate your vices ; they but add the name of Fool to that of Villain. Did the ex- ample of Whitmore influence you to forsake Agnes, wed his sister clandestinely, and afterwards offer the most sacred pro- mises to your deluded victim ? No, it taught you none of these ; the depravity of your own heart alone prompted them ; ai^d now, coward-like, you would fain cast the opprobium on another. Think you, woman as I am, that I will have re- course to such despicable evasions ? Never : — my follies be on my own head. I imbibed Whitmore's opinions from reason ; and though when I fled with hiu) I certainly ex- INGLEWOOD FOREST. 305 pected he would procure a divorce from his wife, and marry me ; yet, when I found that step was impracticable, and must materially injure his fortune, I readily relinquished it, prefer- ring the interest of the man I loved in dctiance of the weak censure of a few. And though you were pleased to say that my conduct occasioned my mother's death, I have no doubt but your own had at least an equal share in it. ' You ask me to return to luglewood. I answer you defini- tively. No. The dear inhabitants I love and honour ; for they act up to the principles they profess, while you have behaved with constant duplicity, and been a slave to the most unpardonable avarice, not only deceiving your parents, but falsifying your vows both to your wife and Agnes, — a girl whom a monarch might have gloried to obtain ! Then, to complete all, you have basely shed the blood of a man to whom you owed your advancement : and what is your excuse? The seduction of your sister — while you are revelling in the wealth of his, and living in bold adultery Vvith his wife ! * I have nothing more to add, but that, whatever may hereafter be ray destiny, my firm resolve is, to avoid you as I would a pestilence ; not from fear, but hatred. In my father's or William's presence I might shrink ; but in yours my soul could feel no sentiment but contempt, aversion, and disdain ; therefore pursue me no more. I leave Brussels this day ; and my utmost wish respecting you is, that my eyes may never more be tortured with your presence ; or, if they are, that they had the power not to strike you dead, but to dart never-dying anguish in your heart. 'Emma Godwin.' Edwin's rage at the receipt of this letter was beyond all bounds ; liis sister's reproaches stung him to the heart ; and had she been in his power at that moment, he would willingly have sacri- ficed her to his fury. He immediately wrote to Brussels, to the master of the hotel ; and enclosing a gratuity, 13 2q 306 THE FARMER OF entreated to be informed whether Emma was in reality gone, or had only deceived him on that subject. By the most speedy conveyance he received for answer, that she had indeed left her lodgings about a fortnight before, and gone away in the company of Hartford, apparently very melan- choly, and in deep mourning ; but that he was uncertain as to their place of destination. Weari- ed with France, and determined to take no more heed of his sister, Edwin resolved to return to England, inform his friends by letter of what had passed, and as he still continued unhappy, to devise some new means, if possible, to banish reflection, and recover lost peace. This resolution w^as directly put in practice ; and the family at Inglewood three weeks after received the intelligence that the seducer of Emma had fallen, but that herself was totally abandoned ; for that she had taken another para- mour, and withdrawn herself from the know- ledge of her brother. < CHAP. XXXV. Edwin's letter caused great uneasiness at Ingle- wood, renewing the wounds that, though far from healed, were at least palliated by time. GodN^in by no means approved Edwin's behaviour ; he had but increased his own crimes, and plunged Emma INGLEWOOD FOREST. 307 into fresh guilt, which would yet more familiarize her with vice, and render prostitution habitual. ' Had he but sent us word when he found her,' said Godwin, ' inconvenient as such a journey must have been, William should imme- diately have undertaken it, and, perliapsby lenient measures, have prevailed on the poor misguided girl to return ; for the seeds of virtue cannot be totally eradicated from her heart, and would, per- haps, have revived at the sound of forgiveness ; but Edwin has rendered all fruitless, and by his violence forced her to have recourse to deeper guilt, rather than trust to a parent's mercy, whose daily prayer is her return to virtue, and a sense of her error.' He then replied to Edwin's letter, totally blam- ing his whole conduct in the business, and desir- ing him, that if ever, in future, chance should throw Emma in his way, he would give them informa- tion, without first having recourse to violent mea- sures ; lamented that he had added to his former guilt by the death of Whitmore; and finally desiring him to review his conduct and repent. This letter increased the vexation of Edwin. ' I might have been certain,' said he, ' of meeting their displeasure ; it is only for the calm dispas- sionate William to act with propriety. However, in this case I am satisfied with my own beliaviour, and am careless of their opinion. Emma may hereafter act as she pleases ; I have done with her, and, in all probability, with them all : they have no affection to bestow on me ; and I do not want their advice.' Edwin, thus resolved, returned no answertohis father's letter, but sought as usual to lose reflection 308 THE FARMER OF in dissipation ; bnt finding it unavailing, and that both his fortune and health w;-re evidently im- paired, in twelve months after his wife's decease he began seriously to repent his giving up the army, as it would at least have served to employ some part of his thoughts, and divert more acute sensations. These sentiments made him again resolve to seek military promotion ; and by dint of applica- tion, and money well applied, he soon got rein- stated in his former rank, but in a regiment which, to his peculiar satisfaction, was ordered abroad. He felt some uneasiness at not informing his fa- mily of this new resolve; but certain that this, as well as ail his other late conduct, would not meet their approbation, he left the kingdom without even a single line to inform them of his destination. In the mean time the family at Inglewood had no cares but what were occasioned by the thoughts of Edwin and Emma. William was regarded as one of the most prosperous and happy young men in the whole county ; his land was highly culti- vated, his barns well stored, and his house a little paradise ; the satisfaction of the old men, the smiles of his wife, and the cheerful antics of the little ones, repaying all his toils. Reuben was now in his third year, Anna in her second, and a young son, called Edward, after Bernard, again filled Fanny's arms, and shared her maternal tenderness. Mrs. Palmer, who was their constant visitor, and more affectionately attaclied to them than ever, now proposed to take Anna, who was grown the pet of the whole family, and particidarly of INGLEVVOOD FOREST. SOD Godwin, on whose knee she never failed to climb ; while Reuben took the same place on Bernard's. To reconcile Anna to the chan<^e of situation, Reuben was for sometime to accompany her; and both grew so perfectly familiarized to their new situation, that they appeared to consider it as much their home as the farm. Mrs. Palmer taught Anna to call her mamma ; and, indeed, nothimr but the name was fictitious, for her care and affection was truly maternal. Anna she had designed for her particular favourite; and Reuben, by a thousand little beguiling words and actions, contrived to share her tenderness. If Anna called her mamma, he was sure to say ' and Reuben's mamma too ;' or if Mrs. Palmer kissed her adopted child, Reuben was ever ready to hold up his head, present his ruby lips, and claim the same favour. Mrs. Palmer, vi^hose attachment to the parents increased with her affection to the children, had for some time formed the design of rendering William independent, though she could not exact- ly fix on the means, until one day happening to be at Godwin's, when he received a letter to in- form him of the death of the person who had hitlierto managed his money business, and in whose hands his savings had been constantly de- posited ; the heir at law requesting to be informed of his pleasure ; adding, that he was ready to pay up the sums in his hands at a week's notice. Godwin expressed his sorrow at this intelligence, and immediately had recourse to Mrs. Palmer, to advise on the best means of disposing of the sum he possessed, which, though but a few hundreds, was to him too considerable to be neglected. 310 THE FARMER OF ' Suppose,' replied the lady, ' you made a pur- chase, sJiould you meet a good offer; I think that an eligible method of disposing of money.' ' I am of the same opinion,' said Godwin ; ' and the only objection is, that it Avould be extending our cares with our property. The money was ori- ginally, or at least the greater part, laid by for a little fortune for our unhappy Emma: she, alas! I fear will never claim it, oi' still "would I regard four hundred pounds as hers, not as a marriage portion, but to place her with frugality above want. I liave, however, other duties,' continued the old man, wiping off a starting tear, and looking fondly on his grandchildren ; ' I would therefore willingly place our little all in safe hands ; or, as you say. Madam, make a purchase for their future benefit.' ' Well, then, what say you to buying the whole of the land you rent of me? which, w ith w hat you already possess, will be a respectable property.' ' Madam !' replied Godwin, astonished at the proposal, ' we have not half the sum your land is worth, the purchase of which was the farthest from my thoughts ; for so kind are you, tluit the most distant idea of a change never entered my mind.' * It is, however,' answered she, ' as you have asked my advice, the most prudent plan ; besides, now I think of it, I may have an occasion for six or seven hundred pounds, and would sooner let you liavc a bargain than another.' ' Pardon me. Madam,' replied the old man; *if your generosity forces you to be extravagant, it must not make us, the most obliged of your de- INGLEWOOD FOREST. 811 pendents, improperly impose on that goodness. Extensive as are your charities, I have heard you aver that you always lived within your income ; and can but regard your offer as an effusion of the friendship with which you have honoured us. Condescend, Madam, to place our money with some you may doubtless have out at common in- terest ; it is the utmost I aspire to. Hereafter, if ever it should be in William's power, for he is uncommonly prosperous, to make an honest pur- chase, I have no doubt, to possess the land which gave his father bread, would be the height of his ambition ; at present it is as far beyond our abili- ties as our wishes. A dependence on you, I am convinced, we shall never find painful.' ' I have ever thought,' replied Mrs. Palmer, Vtith a smile, ' that you was much unacquainted with the ways of the world.— Pray, what business have you to value my land? to state the price is my business, and yours to get it as cheap as you can.' ' Not at the expence of your generosity and my own probity,' answered Godwin. ' To make your son William independent has, for some time, been my intention,' replied she ; ' but I could not conveniently before devise the means : 1 have now discovered them, and shall feel myself offended if not suffered to gratify my inclinations at the expence of what is to me — a trifle.' Godwin was unable to reply, sentiments too great for utterance swelled his b'osom, and pre- vented speech, while Fanny, who was alone pre- sent at tlie discourse, remained also silent, over- 312 THE FARMER OF come at once with gratitude and pleasure. Wil- liam and Bernard at that moment entered, and Mrs. Palmer, in a lively manner, immediately referred the dispute to them. A crimson flush for a moment overspread William's face ; but having expressed his thanks, he begged leave to decline what he must ever consider, should he accept it, as an imposition on her generosity. ' Simply then,' replied the lady, ' you refuse what would give me the highest satisfaction, as I should consider myself instrumental to your wel- fare, and take delight in it accordingly. If you outlive me, you may chance to have the land at a cheaper rate ; but then remember I shall not have the pleasure of contemplating my own work.' This last observation was too much for all ; but Fanny, whose affection was far superior to her respect to Mrs. Palmer, threw Iier arms around her neck, and wept on her bosom. * Ne- ver, never may I live to see that day,' said she : ' again should I lose a sister, and again would my Anna become an orphan.' ' Not so,' replied Mrs. Palmer, looking affection- ately round her : ' Anna can never be an orphan while any of these survive. But, however, for a moment attend to me ; then, if you decline my offer, I have done, and withdraw it. My ideas on some subjects are singular; and I, perhaps, have ideas of gratification peculiar to myself. What I die possessed of will doubtless be disposed of to my friends, or for purposes which I may think for the best; but believe me 1 had ratlier bestow, living, wliat cannot injure my fortune, and see the effect of my gifts, than have afterwards statues erected iNGLEWOOD FOREST. S13 to my memory when I am insensible what fruits they have produced. Let me then contemplate your rising prosperity ; let me have the satisfac- tion to think I contributed towards it ; nothing but either a false idea of probity or pride can make you decline it. I have no relations who want it, no claims but what my fortune can ten- fold repay ; and to reconcile you to the business, I offer to take the whole of the money you possess, yet would far more willmgly make it a gift : what then have you to object ? If you accept my offer I shall be obliged and gratified ; if you do not, I shall look upon you as a proud family, who des- pise even the assistance of a friend.' ' God forbid that,' said Bernard ; * not one here but what loves you dearly, but at the same time are fearful of imposing on your good-nature and kindness. I am an old man, Madam, and simple ; but, with your good liking, if you accept the ready money, to Avhich 1 can add about three hundred pounds, I think William, by continuing his usual payments, in a few years might be able to discharge the whole.' 'I will accept only of seven hundred,' returned Mrs. Palmer ; ' if the estate is worth more, to you I will leave it in trust, to pay the overplus to Reuben and Anna, whom I regard as my peculiar charge ; the first from the recollection of my own beloved boy ; the last from both promise and affection. Nay, no reply ; be it as I have said, or I must regard my friendship as spurned, and act accordingly. The deeds shall be immediately ready ; and I expect your concurrence without further hesitation, as you value my good opinion ' 14 2 R 314 THE FARMER OF ' May we never forfeit it, Madam!' replied Godwin : ' Be all as you have said ; Heaven make us worthy your goodness!' This concluded the business that placed the farmer above dependence, and gratified the gene- rous mind of Mrs. Palmer. The writings of the estate were regularly as- signed to William in a few days, and seven hundred pounds paid down ; which Mrs. Palmer declared to be her full demand, while William, on the other hand, protested he could only regard that sum as one-third of the purchase. From this time Godwin's consequence increased in the country ; for tliongh he did not proclaim whathad passed, yet Mrs. Palmer made no scruple to declare she had sold the estate, and who was the purchaser. The title of Esquire nov*' began to be tacked to the name of Godwin ; but this was so peremptorily refused, that it was speedily dropped. ' The appellation of Esquire,' said William one day to a farmer who thus addressed him, * by no means belongs to me. I am like yourself, a plain farmer; and superior success entitles me to no such distinction. Had I lived, indeed, in the days of chivalry, I might, perhaps, have imbibed the folly of the times, in thinking the name glorious ; and have possibly thrown away my life in the service of some silly knight who chose to affirm his para- mour a miracle of chastity, or constellation of beauty ; but these Quixotisms are past, simple reason prevails, and knights are no longer sp valorous, nor esquires put to so hard a service. The name now in general implies either a fox- hunter, or a man wiio can exist without laboiu'. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 315 1 am not the first of these, nor can I live without industry. I am therefore plain William Godwin, or fanner Godwin, no 'squire; but, I trust, an honest man, and as such at your service.' Not- withstanding these contracted ideas, William was universally esteemed ; not a respectable man in the whole country passed him unnoticed, nor a poor one without a blessing. In the midst of happiness, anxious for Edwin and Emma, he had by every possible means in- quired after tliem ; but in vain ; and was at length obliged to struggle to forget them, in the harmony of his domestic circle. CHAP. XXXVI. Thus passed days, months, and years, honour in creasing with age in the one part of the family, and reason, affection, strength, and beauty, with the other; until Reuben had attained his four- teenth, and Anna her thirteenth year: — a period that had given William two more children, Ed- ward and a blooming girl, called Agnes, all happy as they were innocent ; their hearts as free from guile as sorrow. Th€ education of the boys was now the amuse- ment of Godwin ; w ho, surrounded by his grand- children, forgot the seventy winters that had passed over him. The remembrance of the un- grateful Edwin and Emma alone cast a cloud over the otherwise serene evening of his days, though 316 THE FARMER OF he now had not any doubt but that both were dead, as no tidings had transpired for so long a time. Edward was somewhat more than two years younger than Reuben— Agnes in the same pro- portion from himself, of similar tempers, open, cheerful, and humane, and tenderly attached to each other : but if there was any particular parti- ality, it was evidently between Reuben and Anna, who, although they did not live together, (Reuben residing at his father's) could not pass a day asun- der. Anna, educated from her most tender infancy by Mrs. Palmer, knew no difference between the affection she felt for her and her reputed mother ; she looked np to both with duty and tenderness, and would frequently, in the ovei*flowings of her little heart, exclaim, ' What a happy girl am I to have two mothers!'— an expression that never failed to force a tear from Fanny, and cast a mo- mentary gloom over the party. Bernard was still strong and hearty, and appa- rently as happy as his grandchildren ; he sung with them, played with them, and was ever fore- most in devising sports for their amusement. Godwin and William were his oracles — Fanny his paragon ; but the children yet more than all vvere his pride, his delight, and his companions -:700;'5 ■ H '^From morn to noon, from noon to dewy eve.' . ■:••■■ Of vniici:.';i»ijr.- i^ * *^ a i^n AboiH the peViod before mentioned Mrs. Pal- mer's steward dying, and having no one she could immediately ap[)oint, with the assistance of God- win and Felijf, she for some time transacted her own business ; during the course of which a lease of considerable value expiring, she entreated Wil- INGLEWOOD FOREST. 317 liam to take a journey to London, and renew it to the former holder on terms she specified. William accordin2:ly departed, taking Reuben, who was now almost as good a horseman as him- self, for a companion ; and after a pleasant and easy journey reached the metropolis. The business that brought him to town was his first care, and which completed he would willingly have hastened immediately back ; but Reuben's curiosity had a number of incentives, which his father chose rather to gratify than, by opposition and uncertainty, leave him to suppose they were more pleasing or desirable than they really were. They visited the tower, St. Paul's, the abbey, and lastly the theatre, where, happening to be late, and on an evening when the house was un- commonly crowded, William, sooner than disap- point his son, went into the boxes. Until near the end of the fourth act their attention had been totally drawn towards the scene; but William then casting his eyes around, discovered, in one of the opposite boxes, a person that at once attracted his whole attention. It was a woman past the bloom of youth, but yet extremely lovely, though art appeared in some measure to supply the ravages that intemperance had made on beauty. Her arms were naked far above the elbow, and her bosom uncovered, even sufficiently to have occasioned disgust in any but the breast of a liber- tine ; nevertheless, this woman entirely attracted William's attention, and, for the time, he n(^t only banished the play, but every other object from his thoughts. He gazed as if he doubted his sight- sighed— got up— sat do wn— and at length, unable .318 THE FARMER OF to bear the torments that distracted him, fondly as he loved his boy, desired him to remain where he was until he again rejoined him. The lady, whose eyes had been thrown around in search of prey, had observed the peculiar atten- tion she inspired, and in her turn had carefully examined the person of William, who was as dis- tinguishable from the surrounding beaux by the manly beauty of his person, as by the plainness of his habit. Though emotions of the tender kind are seldom felt by ladies of her description, yet her heart sympathized with the emotions of Wil- liam ; her bosom swelled almost to suffocation ; her eyes overflowed with tears, and raising them towards heaven with a look of despair, she hastily left the box in w hich she was sitting, the moment after William quitted his. Unacquainted with the theatre, William mis- took his way; and though he hastened round, was too late to meet the object he sought, who had already left the house. All his inquiries to trace her were fniitless. The only intelligence he could procure was from the boxkeeper, who informed him she had been a celebrated courtezan, but was now on the decline, and usually attended the boxes every night. William, more unhappy than he had been for some years, returned immediately to Reuben ; and though he forced himself to sit out the rest of the play, was so evidently disordei'ed, that Ueuben, wholly interested for bis father, saw the curtain drop with pleasure, and attended liim to the inn where they lodged, more concerned at his melan- \A INGLEWOOD FOREST. 3X9 choly than amused with the remembrance of wliat he had si^en. The idea of the lady banished rest during the whole niglit from William's pillow ; and rising at the dawn of day, leaving his son in a sound sleep, and in the care of his hostess, he inquired ihe way to the ])rinters of several newspapers ; in all of which he ordered the following advertisement to, be inserted :■. — ' If E — m — a G — d— n, who fourteen years since left hef friends, through the artful persuasions of a worthless man, and who is now known to be very unhappily situated, will return to her relations in Cumberland, or inquire for her bro- ther W— I — m G — d — n, at the Swan, in Lad Lane, he will receive her with oji£n arms ; and she may yet meet the for- giveness of a parent before he drops into the grave.' This advertisement, though repeated for a whole month, duiing whicli he remained in town for that purpose, met no reply, nor were liis visits to the theatres more availing. At length he was obliged to depart ; leaving, however, with his hostess a very particular message respecting the person who might apply, and an order for any money she required. During William's s-tay in London he also made particular inquiries after Edwin ; but uncertain where to apply, was obliged to have recourse to the heirs of Mr. Delmer, as his lady's jointure falling to them, he conjectured they might be ablQ to afford some information ; but they simply knew that Edwin had turned the whole of his property into money, entered again into the army, and was gone a1>road. With some pains William at length 320 THE FARMER OF found out to what regiment he belonged, and on applying to the agent, gained the further infor- mation that Edwin had, years before, a second time resigned his commission, since which he knew nothing respecting him ; but recollected to have heard one of the officers who belonged to the same regiment say, he was advantageously married. On William's return to Inglewood he disclosed the intelligence he had received respecting Edwin ; bat remained totally silent in regard to Emma to all but Mrs. Palmer and Fanny, as that informa- tion could but unavailingly have given fresh anguish to his father. Reuben was pleased to find himself once more at home; and hastily embracing his family in- quired for Mrs. Palmer and Anna; but had scarcely given them time to tell him that both were well, when he declared that he was not in the least tired, but would go and see them ; then, with the speed of a greyhound, flew from home, and took the road to the manor-house. Mrs. Palmer and Anna appeared to participate the pleasure he felt at this meeting. Anna hung round his neck, and wept witli joy, while Reuben fondly kissed her lips, cheeks, and forehead, say- ing, ' I will never go to London again, Anna ; indeed I have been very unhappy.' ' Unhappy !' replied Mrs. Palmer, — ' Pray, my young friend, what made you so ?' * Why, in the first place, Madam, my father w^as uncommonly melancholy, and when we sat down to our solitary meals, and 1 looked round and saw neither my mother, ray grandfathers, my INGLEWOOD FOREST. Ssf brother, little Agnes, you Madam, nor my Anna, my heart sunk m my bosom, and I was more rea- dy to cry than to eat : then, as I slept in the same room with my father, in the night he would sigh bitterly, when he thought I was asleep. But I was as little inclined to forget myself as he was ; for wlien all was quiet 1 remembered the plea- sures of home, and comparing them with the bus- tle of London, wished we were safe back, and never more to leave Ingiewood.' ■^^^^^^^^■'■■■■ ' But surely, Reuben, some of the pleasures, or at least sights of London, amused you ?' answer- ed Mrs. Palmer. ' They rather surprised than amused me, except the theatres,' replied Reuben ; * for example, one morning, after pushing through numberless crowds and narrow diny streets, we came at once to that magnificent building called St. Paul's, which struck me in a manner I cannot describe ! With my father's permission, I walked round it in Won- der and admiration, as I had riot before supposed such an edifice in the whole world I From thence we proceeded somewhat farther, to a place where the noise and confusion of languages brought the tower of Babel so strongly to my mind, that I could not forbear laughing ; but my mirth was of short continuance, for a little on one side we passed a place full of the most ill-looking gloomy beings I ever saw, many of whom were silent, and apparently lost in thought, their eyes fixed on the ground, their foreheads knit, and their eye- brows scouling ; others were talking fast and' loud, and seemingly, by the little my ear could catch, enumerating.' e^ ^M^^^^^ ' ■^^^~-^' "'^ ' ^^"'^ 14 2s 322 THE FARMER OF 'Well, but Keuben/ interrupted Mrs. Palmer, ' you saw the tower, did you not ? What did you think of that?' ' Why, that was among my disappointments, Madam : I expected quite a different building ; and when I found a mere jumbled crowd of houses, I was disgusted before I entered.' ' Buc the inner part certainly repaid you for your disappointment,' said Mrs. Palmer : ' Did you not admire the armoury ?' ' I was astonished at the ingenuity, or rather at the patience of the man who placed the weapons : perhaps I should have viewed them with some pleasure, liad not my father given rise to a vei-y disagreeable idea, by saying, How many widows and orphans, think you, Reuben, those instru- ments of death have made? This remark dis- gusted me with them, and on reviewing them I could almost have fancied the points of the speai's w ere stained with blood.' ' But then the other curiosities ; — the jewel- office, and the wild beasts.' ' For the first, Madam, I am no judge, though I think they would have delighted my sister Agnes. My father particularly called my atten- tion towards them, by observing how very much to be pitied was the virtuous man whom fate had destined to support such a weight of care as must ever accompany a crown. But, Madam, pardon me asking you a question :— -What are the use of the wild beasts ?' ' Indeed, Reuben,' replied Mrs. Palmer, * I cannot well answer you : but I suppose they nrr- kept either for curiosity or amusement," INGLEVVOOD FOREST. 333 " 1 would sooner keep a lamb or a dove,' said Anna: ' I am sure such ferocious monsters could never amuse mc.' ' The beasts, I see, we must give up,' added Mrs. Palmer ; ' but the abbey, — were you not charmed with that, Reuben?' "' * Yes, Madam, it inspired both pleasure and awe : I was delighted to see monuments erected to genius and merit, and reflected with reverence on the once distinguished cliaracters that sur- rounded me. At that moment I could almost have wished I had been born to be a warrior ; but my father again called ofl*my attention, by point- ing to a worm that had been thrown out with some earth, desiring me to notice the difference be- tween that and the -worms that fed on ple1)eians in the churchyard at Inglewood.' ' And pray what might be the purport of your observation?' said Mrs. Palmer, laughing. 'Very trifling. Madam,' answered Reuben, join- ing her mirth ; ' but I was aware why my father advanced the subject. He observed with what pleasure I contemplated the tombs of particular characters I had either heard or read of: I there- fore pretended to look carefully at the worm, and replied, the only diflerence I believed was, that this was rather fatter. " An excellent incentive for a man to become a hero," ^returned my father " Yet so far, I must confess, heroes are the best friends to worms, as they procure them most food." * We were then shown the wax-work,' continued Reuben; ' a number of strange, unmeaning, taw- dry, ill-dressed figures, with fix^d eyes, and that neither give pleasure, nor cause any emotion, one 324 THE FARMER OF only excepted ; this my father regarded with so much respect, that I involuntarily caught it from him.' 'Was it General Monk?' interrupted Mrs. Palmer. ' No, Madam, it was Lord Chatham. My fa- ther afterwards, as we passed through the park, related sucli things of him, as made rae almost ready to run back and look at him again.' * But the theatres, Reuben,' said Mrs. Palmer. 'Oh! they delighted me,' replied he. 'I saw some of Shakespeare's plays ; and while my eyes were wet with the sorrows of one scene, the wit and humour of the next made me almost ready to burst with laughter.' ' Well, after all,' said Anna, ' if the pleasures of London are only what you describe, T see nothing among them to be preferred to a dance on the green in summer, or in tlie manor-hall in winter.' ' Preferred !' replied Reuben, ' there are none equal to it, or at least none to my fancy ; and if my father goes again, it is Edward's turn to ac- company him ; I am sure I shall not envy him.' Tlie discourse was here put an end to by the arrival of William, and some others of the family, who, after passing a cheerful evening with Mrs, Palmer, returned home. CHAP. XXXVIL For near four years after the journey to London, no material occurrence disturbed the hai*mony at INGLEWOOD FOREST. 825 Inglewood. The old men, though now both verging towards eighty, were still able to walk about, their senses perfect, and were neither troublesome to themselves nor others. No news had yet transpired of either Edwin or Emma ; and Wiiiiam cherished a hope that his unhappy sister's vices were terminated by death. Mrs. Palmer, who Imil the newspapers regularly remitted, one day, in reading the contents of one, became iniormed that the estate in Jamaica, which bad formerly appertained to her uncle Walters, was to be sold, together with the stock and negroes. ' I have a strong inclination,' said she to Godwin, who was present, ' to make inquiry whether any of the slaves formerly belonging to my uncle are living ; J would freely purchase and restore them to liberty. Though I am unacquainted with them, Felix can direct me on the occasion, and will in this case be the most proper commissioner.' The Godwins all warmly applauded the motive ; and Felix, being called and consulted, accepted the office with a joy little short of rapture. He was now turned of seventy ; but declared, that was it not possible to transact the business in Jjondon, he would willingly undertake a voyage toJam^aicaon such an occasion; but which doubt- less would be unnecessary, as the estate was to be sold publicly at Garraway's, if not previously dis- posed of by private contract; and there must ne- cessarily be an agent in town, who perfectly un-- derstood the whole, and what negroes were uponit. Reuben, it has been before observed, was not particularly partial to London, he therefore had no inclination to take a second jouraey ; but Edward, 326 THE FARMER OF who was now sixteen, felt the warmest desire to accompany Felix ; and whispering his wishes to Reuben, they were soon conveyed to his father, who, willing to gratify him, immediately proposed his accompanying Felix — an offer that was ac- cepted with the utmost pleasure. F'urnished with a letter ofcredit on Mrs. Palmer's banker, a few days after, they set off for London, travelling by easy stages in a post-chaise ; for Felix grew too advanced in years to ride far on horse- back. After reposing one day on their arrival, they repaired to the agent, who, however, was unacquainted with any thing but the gross of the business ; but referred him to a lady of the name of Fitzmorris, who was sister to the owner, whom he observed was out of town ; but that he had no doubt the lady could give every information, as she had resided some years on the estate, and Avas also now accompanied by the owner's daugh- ter, who might assist her recollection. Thus informed, Felix and his young companion waited on Mrs. Fitzmorris, and were immediately admitted. The lady was not alone ; the daughter of Mr. Fitzmorris, a tall girl of fourteen, was seated at work by her side, and possessed one of those fascinating countenances that might almost be said to be impossible to be looked on without inte- resting the beholder. Her features were exquisitely formed ; her complexion brunette, but so clear, that every variation of the mantling blood was discern- ible ; her eyes were black and sparkling, but, soft- ened by modesty and gentleness, they appeared rather formed to steal into the heart tJian take it by surprise ; her hair was dark brown, and waved INGLEWOOD FOREST. 327 in luxurious negligence down her waist, which showed the perfect symmetry that might be ex- pected when its growth was completed. Felix and Edward were received by the eldest lady with politeness, and being informed of the business coolly approved the motives, while Miss Fitzmorris applauded it with warmth ; and laying down her work viewed the strangers with a plea- sure that sparkled in her eyes. ' I have a list below,' said Mrs. Fitzmorris, ' of the persons, ages, and names, of all the negroes which my brother desired me to send to the agent; but I have omitted it through forgetful- ness. If you please we will refer to that ; and if any of the negroes are among those you wish to liberate, I will desire the agent to accommo- date you, as Mr. Fitzmorris is now at Bath, and will not, I am sure, disapprove my obliging you.' With these words the lady ordered the list, and with Felix examined accurately the persons and names : Felix, however, only found two of his old acquaintance among them, and those very much advanced in years. While they were thus busied, Miss Fitzmorris had withdrawn for a few minutes, but returned before they had concluded ; and drawing near Edward, while her aunt leaned over the table, gave him a small parcel undirected, and that so cautiously, that it was unobserved by any but the party to whom it was presented, who instinctively put it in his pocket, though with a trembling hand. Felix, furnished with the intelligence he wished, retired with his young companion, wlio soon in- formed him of the strange occurrence. Thev 328 THE FARMER OF immediately adjourned into the first house of entertainment they found for their purpose ; and Edward, with an agitated hand, hastily broke the seal, and found, to his utter astonishment, five bank-notes for ten pounds each, enclosed in a paper containing these lines : — ' As I know neither of you, I cannot address you by name ; but my heart whispers you are possessed of humanity, or the good lady, whose charity leads her to liberate those unhappy negroes, would not make you her agents. My father and aunt are both goad people; but are too much accustomed to the West Indies to think on those subjects as your employer does, and have therefore refused me the freedom of a woman-slave and her son, whom I dearly love, for the woman attended my mother in her last illness. What I would request therefore is, that you would condescend to mention this circumstance to the lady, and entreat her to buy them among her number ; the purchase will, I fear, be more than T have enclosed, which is all I at present possess, and what I have been these two years accumulating for that purpose : but tell her, if I live, I will gratefully repay the overplus, — ever esteem myself her debtor, and love her dearly for interest. ' Editha Fitzmorris. * P. S. Let me know the lady's name, if she condescends to grant my request. The slave alluded to is called Julia, and her son Scipio.' The amazement of Felix and Edward at the contents of this letter, is easier to be conceived than described. The open freedom of the young lady charmed the old man. — ' Ah, sweet maid !' cried he, ' I am sorry your father is going to sell the plantation ; my poor countrymen will not, I fear, find such another kind mistress.' INGLEWOOD FOREST. 329 ' Then she is such a lovely girl, Felix,' returned Edward, ' I thought she looked like an angel, even before she spoke. I wish she lived near Ingle- wood ; my sister Anna would, I am sure, be charmed with her : as it is, we shall never see her more. But what do you mean to do in regard to the woman and her son whom she has mentioned?' ' Free them most certainly,' answered Felix : ' I am worth more than twice as much money as will do that, and will willingly expend it in such a cause. Her notes I will return ; she will find many uses for them ; and there is no occasion to let her know the address, as it will but put her to straits to endeavour to repay the money.' ' Then,' replied Edward, ' we shall not even hear of her again ; yet, perhaps, as you say, it would but distress her.' Felix and Edward then adjourned to their lodging, where, on farther in- vestigation of the business, it was agreed that Felix, on the next morning, should again wait on Mrs. Fitzmorris, pretend to look over the list of slaves, and fix on the two additional ones speci- fied by the young lady. Felix then enclosed the notes ready to return to her : Edward wished to write a line with them, and sat down to execute his purpose, but in vain. After repeatedly beginning, and tearing the paper, he gave up the attempt, unable to satisfy himself in what he wished to express. ^ The next day Felix and his yo guished, that she was undoubtedly her daughter, replied, by informing him that she was actually so. ' And who,' said he, ' is Mrs. Palmer ? Have you long known her?' .-ti jio. His sister replied in the negative, saying, * I be- came acquainted with her merely in consequence of her purchasing, while you were at Bath, those old negroes that I mentioned to you. She is the only daughter to Mr. Sommerton ; and is reputed to be immensely rich.' This intelligence was not so pleasing to Fitz- morris as if he had heard Anna was poor and unprotected, for, in that case, his fortune might have assisted his designs ; as it was, he regarded success to be almost impracticable. Anna and Editha in the mean time were ce- menting their new friendship by numbers of little interesting communications. ' Ah, Miss Palmer,' said Editha, ' how happy are you to possess such a mother! Indeed I do envy you ; but her ten- derness, when she addresses you, brings my own so strongly to my remembrance, that my eyes, notwithstanding all my endeavours, overflow with tears. Ah ! if you had known her, you must have loved her : — even our negroes idolized her. Their bitter lamentations on her death even yet make my heart sink when 1 reflect on them ; she was ever their mediatrix, and frequently turned INGLEWOOD FOREST. 35» the anger of my father from them to herself. How often have I wished I had died with her!' * That wish is wrong, my dear Miss Fitzmor- ris,' replied Anna, * and almost ungrateful to those dear friends you have left. Have you not a tender father and a good aunt?' ' That is true,' answered Editha ; ' but my fa- ther's manner is so distant, that, though I often long to embrace and clasp liis neck, yet I dare not, he looks so coldly on me. I hope he loves me, Anna ; but I sometimes fear he does not.' * He must love you,' replied Anna, warmly. * How can he avoid it, when even I that know you so little love you ? Mrs. Palmer too, the worthy Felix, my brother, and all are charmed with you.' ' Your brother ! Was that youth your brother then that accompanied the good old man who came to purchase the negroes, and to whom I am so much indebted for his goodness V ' Yes, my younger brother Edward,' answered Anna. ' I have also a brother called Reuben ; and a sweet young sister, named Agnes.' ' Bless me,' cried Editha, ' you amaze me ! I understood you were Mrs. Palmer's only child, by the manner in vvhich she spoke of you.' ' You misunderstood her kindness, my dear,' replied Anna; ' Mrs. Palmer is only my god- mother ; but, brought up with her from my in- fancy, the name is more familiar to me than my own. I love her equally with my mother; and she, I am sure, loves me as her child.' 'That is sufficiently evident,' answered Editha. * Happy, happy Anna, to have two mothers, and, perhaps a tender father!' 15 2 Y 354 THE FARMER OF ' Yes, my love, a dear, kind, and affectionate one ; and who, though only a farmer, is univer- sally respected and beloved.' ' Rich, rich Anna!' exclaimed Editha; ' I would I was your sister, and my poor brother also yoitrs!* Thus ended the discourse, — but not the impres- sion it made on both. Anna's heart was afflicted for the gentle Editha, who appeared to deserve more tenderness than she apparently met with. Editha, on her part, reflected on the happiness of Anna ; and was astonished to find she was not Mrs. Palmer s daughter, as that lady always ad- dressed her with my dear child; or speaking of her, said, Anna, or Miss Palmer. That she was a farmer's daugliter did not lessen her in Editha's opinion ; but she was too well acquainted with both the disposition of her father and' aunt not to know it would have a contrary effect on tliem ; yet, too delicate to mention this to her new friend, she determined to say nothing about it to either, but leave the disclosure to chance. After passing a very agreeable day, Anna re- turned home with Mrs. Palmer, wlio called for her at Mrs. Fitzmorris's ; and, having thanked that lady for her kindness to Anna, obtained her promise that Editha should pass the ensuing day at her house. From this time the acquaintance became j^er- manent, and the young folks were seldom a day apart. As Mrs. Palmer was constantly confined with her father, she was overjoyed to find such amusement for Anna; who, in company with Editha, her aunt, and fatlier, the latter frequently condescending to be of the party, vi.sited several INGLEWOOD FOREST. 355 public places; yet such was the coldness of man- ners natural to Mrs. Fitzmorris, and the some- thing still more disgusting in those of her brother, that Anna at most but respected them ; and, na- turally timid, seldom spoke more in the presence of either than what was absolutely necessary; while, on the contrary, every moment passed alon^ with Editha was employed in the exchange of their mutual thoughts and observations. Editha, who was less timid, had in the meanwhile insensi- bly made herself an interest in the heart of Mrs. Palmer, whom she would run to meet, if she heard her coming; or when at her house, and only her and Anna present, would steal softly behind her chair, and taking her round the neck, kiss her cheeks, saying, ' I have no other way of paying tlie debt of love I owe you, and I am determined you shall take it thus,— -thus,— and thus,'— repeatedly saluting her. JbAnna, though she was truly attached to Mrs. Palmer and her friend, yet sighed after the calm pleasures of Inglewood ; she wrote frequently to the family, and expressed the warmest wishes that her return might be speedy. One of her letters to her supposed mother runs thus : — - * My dear, dear mother ! *I am sick of this great, noisy, dirty town, and am hourly •wishing that ray good n>amma's duty would permit her to return to Inglewood; but as yet we have no prospect of such happiness, as Mr. Sommerton's health is still in the same precarious state. We have formed an acquaintance with the Pitzmorris family ; and I am quite delighted with Editha, who, I truly believe, is one of the best, as she is the hand- somest girl I ever saw. Her aunt, Mrs, Fitzmorris, is a very 356 THE FARMER OF good woman, and fond of her ; but her partiality is so strangely shown, that it does not reach the heart like such kindness as my father and you ever express for me. She never says My love, — nor Editha, — nor My child, as you address us, but Miss Fitzioorris, or Miss Editiia, as if she was speaking to a stranger ; then holds long tedious discourses about the dis- tinctions due to birth and fortune. She likewise frequently chides Editha for addressing the domestics as if they were her equals, though I can assure you it has no bad effect, for they almost adore her, and are ready to dispute who shall first fly to serve her. * Mr. Fitzmorris has been a handsome man, and appears about ten years older than my father, yet perhaps he is not so much ; but he has a fixed gloom on his features, and a habi- tual frown that keeps one at a distance, and which Editha feels as much as me, though she is his only daughter, and is accustomed to it ; yet he is very kind, and I feel myself un- grateful in thus finding fault with him. * Editha has a brother at Winchester school, whom she is very fond of, but whom she sees rarely, as her father does not suffer him to come home except at the vacations. Oh ! my mother, how unlike you and my father ! I am vain enough to think you have as often wished for me at home again as I myself have sighed after it. * 1 have seen a great many fine things ; but indeed several of them tired me even at the moment, and yet more so were I to attempt giving a description of them ; I shall therefore omit them until we meet round our dear fire-side : I will then j)ro- duce them against Reuben and Edward, who have been travel- lers as well as myself, and the first of whom I well remember was a^ glad to get back as I shall be. My dear mamma yes- terday made me a present of a purse, containing so much mo- ney that I >vould fain not have taken it, as I had in reality no occasion for it ; but she insisted on my obedience, and not only BO, but of my buying what was most pleasing to me : I have, therefore, purchased knee and shoe-buckles for my father and brothers, -two walking canes for my dear grandfathers, — a gown for you, — a frock for Agnes, and, what she will like still better, the prettiest doll I couhl meet with. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 3*7 ' Adieu, my beloved mother. I need nqt bid you remember me in your prayers. Kiss all the dear family a hundred times for me ; and believe me your • Grateful and affectionate daughter, 'Anna Palmer Godwin. ■ * I had almost forgot to tell you that I am so fine some- times when I go out with Mrs. Fitzmorris, that I feel un- ^corafortable ; but it has been merely to gratify her taste for show, as I now frequently accompany her in public. Mrs. Palmer said the other day, "My dear Anna, we will throw by all these useless decorations when we get home ; and ii pur unadorned manners and persons cannot procure us re- spect, we will endeavour to be satisfied without it." ' CHAP. XLII. Anna's letters were ever received with delight at Iiiglewood, particularly as they all breathed the pure spirit of a heart uncoiitaminated by either pleasure or pride. Fanny and Emma were alone when the former received this last epistle, and having- read it, reached it to her sister : ' Charm- ing innocence!' said she, as she returned it, 'may Heaven, at least, not be deaf to this prayer! mayest thou walk through life untainted as thou art at present! But I have no doubt thou wilt, for thou possessest not those detested seeds of vanity that wrought me to my ruin. Ah ! Fanny, well do I remember my unnaturally pressing my mother to suffer me to go to London. Agnes too asked it for me; yet she wept to see my mother's 358 THE FARMER OF reluctance, and said, that, had she been m my place, she would not have made a parent so un- easy to purchase a kingdom. But I was deaf to all but my vanity, though I was then far from thinking of committing evil, and only wished to be dressed, and partake of those pleasures which the unhappy Whitmore and his sister described to me. He had awakened those sentiments of pride that were natural to me ; and I longed to show myself, and be admired.' ' Alas !' replied Fanny, ' how deceived was your father and mother in the character of that unhappy man! His sister, poor woman, was punished I fear ; for it is plain Edwin never laved her.' ' Edwin!' repeated Emma, with the usual emo- tion the name ever occasioned : * Edwin ! — would to God he had perished in the cradle, or I in my mother's womb !' ' My dear Emma,' replied Fanny, ' far be it from me to wish to distress you ; but the impres- sion the name of Edwin makes on you is almost dreadful ! That he was Whitmore's murderer is too true ; but the hand of God alone suffered Edwin to become the avenger of his family, and to be the scourge of those vices he liad so perni- ciously inculcated. Endeavour then, my sister, to think on him with less anguish.' ' Never!' interrupted Emma : ' for the death of Whitmore, Heaven forgive both him and me ; for surely my follies contributed towards it, as much as his false idea of honour. Eut there are more latent causes,— causes which, once known, would make you shrink, though guiltless, nay, INGLEWOOD FOREST. 359 spurn me again to misery ! Never, my virtuous sister, can I shock your chaste ears with recitals so horrid as the events of my life ! It was, indeed, my first intention, but I found it would be impos- sible ; I have therefore done as my father advised ; I have recapitulated my errors to my own heart, and confessed them to God. Ah! would to Heaven my present contrition or tears could obliterate them. But it is in vain ; my repentance comes too late. Ah ! how often in my sleep has my mother seemed to stand before me, and re- proach me with her death, the vices of my own life, and prognosticate the final destruction that awaited me !' Though Fanny endeavoured, by every means in her power, to soften the poignancy of the grief that evidently undermined the constitution of Emma, yet all was unavailing ; she grew daily weaker, and at length was unable to leave her chamber, though she still employed herself in writing, and never laid down to sleep without first imploring not only the forgiveness of heaven for her offences, but also of her father. In short her penitence and humility interested all, giving at once pain and pleasure ; the first from the cruel reflection that her vices had made so severe a penance necessary; and the last, that her life had not only been happily prolonged beyond her ffuilt, but that heaven had given her time and /inclination for repentance. At length she was reduced so much as to be obliged to keep her bed ; at times was delirious, and so violently agitated, that her sufferings were terrible to the spectators. 360 THE FARMER OF Fanuy now, even upon her knees, entreated her father-in-law to be absent from such a scene of horror. ' No,' said the old man, ' my child is penitent, — and shall I abandon lier at this hour? In her lucid intervals I will pray by her, and endeavour to inspire her with hope. Ah ! Fanny, thou art thyself now a parent, and at once nobly per- formcst the duties of a daughter and a mother ; say, couldst thou,— though heaven forbid thou shouldst ever have the trial,— couldst thou at such a fearful moment, refrain from adminis- tering all the comfort in thy power V 'Alas! no, my father,' replied Fanny; 'but my fear for your health makes me thus anxious. The loss of Emma, just restored to us, and as suddenly snatched away, will, indeed, be hard to bear: and should it also deprive us of you, we shall sink beneath the blow.' ' The consciousness of having acted right, even in that case, Fanny, will support you.— It is now nineteen years since the happy day that you became the wife of William ; nor have I, in that period, seen one morn cr eve without blessing the hour that united you. You are the mother of my old age, and your children tlie comforts of my second childhood.' Bernard, who was sitting by the fire-side with Agnes between his knees, nursing her new doll, raised his eyes as Godwin ceased speaking, and replied, ' Sure enough Fanny has ever been a dutiful daughter and a good wife ; but if «he is ten times better, William is deserving of her,' INGLEWOOD FOREST. 361 * They are worthy of each other,' returned God- win ; ' nor, to my knowledg;e, has one a virtue the other does not equally possess.' Godwin then adjourned to his daughter's cham- ber, Avhom he found calm, but extremely weak and exhausted. Kneeling by her, he prayed long and fervently ; then, in a discourse replete with true devotion, pointed out the infinite mercy of God, blessed, and kissed her.-—' Emma,' said he, * thy life has been short, and full of sin and sorrow ; mine has been long, and also replete with error ; yet, I doubt not, with true repentance, we shall meet again in the land of Peace to part no more !' V Emma was at first too much affected to reply, but pressed her father's hand, and bathed it with her tears. At length, struggling with her emo- tion, she exclaimed, faintly, ' Ah ! my father, the polluted parricide Emma will never be permitted to share the rewards of the righteous.' 'Desponding woman!' answered Godwin, 'shall tliy contracted understanding set limits to God's mercy ?— Never, never yet, Emma, did he reject a penitent and contrite heart.' Godwin soon after withdrew, and Emma fell asleep ; during which Fanny was joined by her husband ; both anxiously remaining by her until she awoke. Her strength being somewhat recruited by the rest she had obtained, her delirium on her first awakening was uncommonly vehement, and re- quired all William's tenderness to at once oblige and sooth her to remain in bed. '1 will go to Inglewood,' exclaimed she; 'ray mother commanded it. Your paths are the paths 16 2 z 362 THE FARMER OF of hell ; my soul shall never agam know pollution ; I despise your threats; what are prisons to me?' Then looking at William with a fixed horror, she cried, ' Begone, Edwin,— fiend,— monster, — any thing but brother !' Then in a lower voice, ' You are, I know, a man of blood,— you murdered Wliitmore ; but tliat you may wash your hands from,— his wife will forgive you, for she set you upon the deed I suppose. But who shall forgive you this last,-~this worst,— this detestable ?' Exhausted by the exertion, as she uttered the last word, she sunk on the pillow, and after some little time appeared to sleep, while William and i his trembling wife looked at each other in silent terror. After remaining tolerably composed for j half an hour she awoke, but more placid, and ap- parently insensible of her last delirium. ' My kind Ibrother and sister,' said she, ' for you permit me to call you so, unworthy as I am. Heaven will, I hope, requite your goodness to me. In the little drawer belonging to the table is a manuscript , which contains the fatal history of my errors. I could not have a heart to relate them, but im- posed the penance on myself of recapitulating them thus. Oh ! do not hate and despise me while you read, nor, unless you hold it particularly necessary, do not show it to my father ; not to conceal my own shame do I speak, but because the recital would sink him to the grave. Nay, why do you both weep? My father bids me trust to the mercy of God, and even thinks I may be foi'given. Alas ! he knows not half my crimes : his words, prayers, and blessings, liave, Iiowever, comforted me, and my heart is no longer sunk in despair. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 3«3 One thing now alone presses heavy on my spirits, which, perhaps, you will only attribute to the Wanderings of sickness, yet which to me always appeared the effect of a divine mission. From the time of my mother's death, in my dreams I fre- quently saw her, but always with a severe and angry countenance ; and in particular, about a month before I came to Inglewood, heaven alone knows the impression she made on me ! Since that time, restless as have been my nights, I have never since seen her ; methinks it seems as if she had totally abandoned me ; for though she frown- ed and chid me, her anger has been salutary to my soul, and I feel I could die satisfied were I even for a moment to see her a^ain.' S ' My dear sister,' replied William, ' the life'of ^ri'oryou were wont to lead being, as I trust, con- trary to your natural disposition and education, both conspired to give rise to ideas which, how- ever you might banish waking, you could not stifle in those hours when we retrace, with mingled truth and fiction, various subjects. Your mother's death had doubtless made a particular impres- sion on you, and caused you frequently to dream ; she uttered those reproaches which your own heart alone dictated. Since your return to virtue, Em- ma, those self-reproaches have, in some measure, subsided ; and your agonized fancy no longer presents the image of an unhappy angry parent.' * It is a natural conclusion, William, for you to make,' replied Emma ; ' yet you know not how strong, how awful the last injunction, which I strictly obeyed ; yet, my brother, she has since abandoned me !' 364 THE FARMER OF 'We will then suppose, my dear sister,' replied Fanny, ' that the errand of mercy on which she was permitted to come is fulfilled, and that she has no farther business until she greets you in a most happy eternity.' ' Blessed thought,^ replied Emma ; ' yet if I could but once more have seen her without that frowning countenance, I confess it would have made me die happy : but God's will be done.' CHAP. XLIIL For two days after the foregoing discourse, Emma yet struggled hard with anguish ; but to- wards the close of the second evening her ap- proaching dissolution became apparent. Her senses had been perfect since the last-mentioned delirium, and her death was as edifying as her life had been erroneous. Surrounded by the whole family, even the old men, she joined her prayers and blessings with them, particularly admonishing Reuben and Edward to beware of "vice, and tread firm in the paths of rectitude. The youths listened with pious attention ; the dying moralist made an impression more per- manent than all the eloquence of learning or pedantry of books. They beheld a woman yet in the prime of life, and uncommonly lovely, sinking into the grave, the victim of her own errors, and a striking example of tJie inefficacy of every human endowment without virtue. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 365 The youths; each held one of lier hands, ah'eady covered with the coh] damp of death, and pressing it to their lips, promised to remember her injunc- tions, rendered yet more sacred by the solemn hour in which they were given. The friendly Bernard kissed and wept over her. * Ah ! Emma,' said he, ' thou shouldst have striven against this unhappy dlness ; thou shouldst have lived to nurse us old men ; not thus have hurried to tlie grave before us. What if thou hast been faulty, thou art not the first : God has forgiven thee I am sure ; and let him that hath no sin throw the first stone.' Godwin next approached, his venerable form bent to earth, but his eyes raised to heaven, and praying, he blessed, and repeatedly forgave his dying daughter. ' I had a wish,' said Emma, faintly, ' to see your Anna ; but, deprived of that pleasure, say I blessed her. Agnes, my love,' turning to the little girl, ' ever be attentive to your parents ; forget not your duty, and God will not forget you.' William then approached ; his manly cheeks covered with tears, and unable to speak, he press- ed her hand to his lips:---' William,' said she, ' my best, my dearest brother, whose worth, alas ! I was sensible of too late, do not hate my memory. My Fanny too, kind sister ! nay, weep not : how worthily have you fulfilled the duty which I am ashamed to have neglected ! Long may ye be happy, worthy pair, and may the blessings of heaven be multiplied on your heads !' I Emma now appeared exhausted, even to al- most fainting : Fanny therefore entreated her to S66 THE FARMER OP cease speaking, and endeavour to sleep : a desire she immediately complied with, first looking kindly, but fixedly, around on every particular object, as though she would impress her person on their memory ; then desiring to be placed ra- ther lower in bed, she, after some time, fell into an apparent heavy sleep, in which she continued without struggle, or the least convulsion, for more than two hours, all sitting round in silent dejection, and waiting the event of her next awaking, which they feared Avould be decisive. At length she began to stir ; and the attentive Fanny was instantly by her side. ' My sister,' cried Emma, with a smile, which was the first they had seen enliven her features since her re- turn, — ' Oh ! you know not how happy I am ; I have again seen my mother ; and she told me that I am forgiven. Ah ! Fanny, I have nothing now to wish :— nay, look there,' cried she, with exultation, ' she comes again ; see, she smiles, and beckons me! Blessed sight! I come, my mother,' stretching out her arms : * receive youf repentant,— happy,— happy daughter!'— As she uttered the last word her voice died on lier lips^ her head reclined, and her contrite spirit left its once frail tenement. '^^ ' God of mercy and compassion, accept my penitent child!' cried Godwin, falling into the arms of his son ; ' let her repentance atone for her offences ! and may we hereafter meet in heaven !' ' Ah ! my father,' replied William, ' how few have died like Emma! we will therefore bear our sorrow with resignation. Had slie indeed died in her errors, we should have had cause to INGLEWOOD FOREST. 367 mourn ! As it is, how great the mercy of God, not only to awaken her to a sense of her guilt, but bring her home, that we might witness her i^turn to virtue !' Godwin raised his head from the bosom of his son, and ejaculated, ' Blessed be the name of God!' Then taking his arm, he said, ' I will go forth. My presence is no longer useful, and the sight is more than my age can well bear !' William and Reuben immediately accompanied him into another apartment, and were soon after joined by the rest of the family, except Fanny, who stayed behind with her maids, to perform the l^.st moiu'nful rit^es to the once beauteous and admired Emma,— to shut those now dim eyes, whose brightness had frequently been extolled beyond every thing human ; and to close those livid lips, which had been celebrated above the ruby and the damask rose. ' Alas ! friend, sister, companion of my childhood, w hy has this task devolved on me V said Fanny, kissing her. ' Thy sorrow and repentance have, F trust, atoned for thy errors. Would to God thou hadst been spared ! the sister of my beloved husband should I have shared all my tenderness, and our kindness would at length have forced her to forgive herself.' William at that moment entered. ' Fanny, my lo^e,' said he, ' in our affliction for the dead, we must not forget our duties to the living. Suffer me to lead thee from this scene of mortality,— thou hast performed all that duty and tenderness require ! Oh, Fanny, in how many sorrows have my unhappy family 'involved thee! When I contemplate thy patience and virtues, how often i 368 THE FARMER OF do I complain of my own iinwortliiness, and ex- claim, that I am blessed above the lot of man !' ' And I above that of woman!' replied Fanny, throwing her arms ronud his neck, and pressing her lips to his. * Best of sons, fathers, and hus- bands, blessed be the hour that made me thine! and may I never be less sensible of my happiness than I am at present !' William clasped her to his bosom, and placing his arm round her w aist, drew her from the apart- ment with the attentive kindness of a bridegroom. Seven days after, the last remains of Emma were deposited at the foot of her mothers coffin, in the church-yard, the whole family, except Godwin and Bernard, attending the funeral, and who w^ere both so warmly entreated to relinquish it, that they at length consented. CHAP. XLIV. While the foregoing scene was taking place at Inglewood, Mrs. Palmer, on her part, was also surrounded with uneasiness in London ;— her fa- ther's health grew daily worse; and his peevish- ness increased to so great a degree, that he could Sjcarcely bear her out of his sight. The hours therefore she had to pass with Anna were few ; yet she was in some measure consoled, by having found her so agreeable a companion as Editha, and so respectable a protectress in hei* absence as Mrs. Fitzmorris. It is true, the ladv INGLEWOOD FOREST. 369 was one for whom she never could have experi- enced a tender friendsliip, as she wanted that similarity of disposition* that unites hearts ; but was, notwithstanding', a desirable acquaintance, and a very proper person to be entrusted with the guidance of youth, as slie was particularly careful of their morals,— -saw little company ; that chosen, and of a description that the most rigid prude could not have objected to. One evening, after Mrs. Palmer had returned from her father's, she received a note from her attorney, informing her, that in the Jamaica fleet, just arrived, was the female negro she had purchased of Mrs. Fitzmorris ; but that of the other three, two had chosen to remain behind, with the stipend allowed them : that the son of the woman just arrived was dead ; and iier money in consequence would be returned ; concluding his note by entreating her further orders respect- ing the business. Mrs. Palmer immediately answered, by desir- ing him to send on board the vessel for the wo- man, and cause her to be conducted to her on the following morning,-— to pay all expences, and place it to her account. The next day early, Mrs. Palmer sent a card to Mrs. Fitzmorris, re- questing the favour of Editha's company for the whole day ; a desire that was readily complied with ; and she soon after entered. The expectancy Mrs. Palmer had of Julia's arrival she resolved not to mention, but deter- mined to surprise her agreeably ; and accordingly, about an hour after, on the attorney's being an- nounced, apologized for introducing him. He 16 3 a 370 THE FARMER OF entered, followed by the liberated female, who no sooner perceived her young mistress, and giving- an exclamation of pleasure, she rushed forward, and throwing herself at her feet, embraced her knees, while Editha fell on her neck, unable to articulate a word. 'Julia free, Missey !' cried she. 'Poor Julia free! Come, live, die, willing slave to dear Missey !' ' My good Julia,' replied Editha, recovering her surprise, ' hoAV I rejoice to see you here! But where is my poor Scipio ? I expected him too.' ' Ah, Missey !' answered Julia, a tear stealing | down her cheek, ' Scipio die ! Ah, Missey! when I see no move, no speak, hand cold,-— my heart how sink ! But when I tink again poor Scipio be free, I laugh, clap hands,— say, Scipio free ividout buy ! Gone home \—dere no white man whip, no black slave cry : dis comfort poor Julia,— dry up tear! Ah, good Missey, you cry too,— cry for poor negro Scipio !'— Then perceiving a tear that had dropped from Editha on her hand, she kissed it off ; adding, ' White man's smile and tear gain negro heart. Missey warm mine, — make forget sorrow.' 'To this lady,' answered Editha, taking Julia's ebon hand with her own ivory one, and leading her toward Mrs. Palmer, 'we owe every thing. You must love her, Julia, as you loved my mother; and must serve her as faithfully.' ' Julia will serve as faithfully,' repeated she, laying her hand on her heart, with a sigh. I 'And you will love her too,' replied Editha, * as I love her. She did not know you ; yet she t INGLEWOOD FOREST. 371 would have bought you, together with your Scipio, and now gives you freedom.' ' Julia will give her life ! Lady make Julia love ; but no promise before know.' * I like your honesty,' returned Mrs. Palmer. * Love me only as you find I deserve.' Editha then explained to her more particularly I the obligations she had to Mrs. Palmer, and the I necessity there was of neither Mr. nor Mrs. Fitz- morris knowing that she had been instrumental in procuring her freedom, as it might be construed a wilful disobedience of her father s commands. Mrs. Palmer then told her she should for the present remain with her, and attend on Anna ; and having already spent more time than she could well afford from her father, she took her leave, and left them together for the day. Mrs. Palmer, on reaching her father, found him I yet worse than she had before seen him ; but still, notwithstanding his great age, so attached to life, that he had just resolved to try the Bath waters, which had been casually mentioned ; and warmly pressed his daughter to accompany him there immediately. This request was particularly unpleasant to Mrs. Palmer, as she could not well refuse a parent in such a situation ; and yet knew not how to dispose of Anna, whom, if even she took with her, she knew not where to place when i she arrived there, as the same objections would hold at Bath as on her arrival at London. After repeated deliberation, she at length de- termined to intrude so far on Mrs. Fitzmorris's kindness, as to entreat to leave her there until her father could fetch her back to the Forest, 372 THE FARMER OF Thus determined, she waited on the lady, and apologizing for the liberty, proposed her suit, which was immediately granted ; insisting, how- ever, that Miss Anna's visit should be prolonged until their return from Bath. These preliminaries settled, Mrs. Palmer found herself more at ease ; and, on her return home, informed Anna and Editha of the arrangement that had taken place. This news had at once the most opposite effects ; Editha was enraptured to have Anna entirely with her, while Anna was overwhelmed with grief, on the idea of being separated from Mrs. Palmer. ' My dear child,' said that lady, ' was I not so unhappily situated, nothing should part us ; but, my love, the absence will be short, . and your grief, however flattering to me, is ungenerous to your friend Editha.' This gentle reprimand dried Anna's tears ; she was hurt to appear ungrateful, and determined to conform to what appeared most convenient, without showing any more uneasiness, whatever it might cost her. Mrs. Fitzmorris's carriage soon after fetching Editha, they separated for the night, Mrs. Palmer promising to take Anna in the morning. On Edith a's departure Mrs. Palmer entered more fully into the business. She informed Anna that her father had insisted on her staying in the same house with him when they reached Bath; and, that thus situated, she had no other feasible measure to pursue; but left it to her own choice whether she would remain at Mrs. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 373 Fitzmorris's, or whether she should write to her father to fetch her home as speedily as possible. * My dear Madam,' replied Anna, ' I feel I be- have like a pelulant spoiled child, and yet you condescend to humour me ! I will not trouble my father to take such a journey at this time of the year, when there is no absolute necessity. I love Editha, and I respect Mrs. Fitzmorris, and will, if you please, remain with them until your return. To part with you, I confess, is unplea- sant to me ; but I will endeavour not to disgrace your goodness by my behaviour.' ' My beloved child,' answered Mrs. Palmer, ' a separation cannot be more displeasing to you than to me. You are become essential to my happiness ; I am arrived at that age when attach- ments so long cemented are painful to be bro- ken, — and nothing but the duty I owe my father could force me to be a day deprived of your company. You are every where received, my love, as my daughter ; nor, were you truly so, could you be dearer to my heart. Mrs. Fitz- morris's hospitality must be requited, for my Anna must not be under an obligation ; there are a pair of bracelets in my casket that I would wish you to present to Editha ; her aunt is fond of show, and will doubless be pleased with this mark of attention. I would also wish you, while there, to dress more than you usually do, as it will gratify her to introduce you to her company, while you yourself have too much good sense to suffer your mind to attach itself to such frivolities; you shall, therefore, my love, take that casket of glittering toys with you, and wear 374 THE FARMER OF occasionally such as may best please you, pre- senting first the pearl bracelets to Editha.' * Oh ! Madam, how good, how considerate are you for your Anna! Can you wonder I should dread even a week's separation?' Mrs. Palmer then asked Anna's opinion of Julia; and finding it conformable to her own, it was agreed that, if Mrs. Fitzmorris had no objection, she should accompany Anna thither as her attendant. The next morning the separation took place, — both Mrs. Palmer and her young friend strug- gling with their own feelings, fearful of distress- ing the other. Mrs. Palmer conducted Anna to Mrs. Fitz- morris, into whose care she resigned her ; and finding she had no objection to Julia's attending her, soon after sent her for that purpose. In the afternoon Mrs. Palmer departed for Bath, writing first to Inglewood, and inclosing a letter from Anna, informing them of the change that had taken place, and desiring them to make themselves happy on her account, as she was placed in perfect security. This letter reached them about a week before Emma's death, and when she was judged in the most imminent danger. The removal of Anna gave them some uneasiness ; but the prudence of Mrs. Palmer was so well known to them, that no idea of her being in any danger from the change obtruded on their imagination. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 376 CHAP. XLV. On the same day that Anna became an inmate at Mrs. Fitzmorris's, that lady towards evening com- plained of a sore throat ; and on the following morning found herself so ill that a physician was called in, who declared her disorder to be a malig- nant fever. In the course of the morning Fitz- mon'is dropped in ; and being in expectancy heir to the lady, was by no means the least interested of the family. He was astonished to find Anna a permanent visitor, but too good a dissembler to show the pleasure that circumstance gave him. His prudence, or rather his cunning, seldom forsook him, unless he was inebriated, which, however, was frequently the case ; on which occasion he possessed more of the brute than the man, giving way to the most unbridled passions, his affrighted family flying before him like sheep before the hungry wolf. At other times his hypocrisy sur- passed his other vices, — for it was great enough to cover all the rest : and even those who were net thoroughly acquainted with him found an excuse for his excesses, if by any chance they were dis- covered, being pitied for the unhappy propensity he had to liquor, which could transform so respect- able a man into a creature so unlike himself. For two days Mrs. Fitzmorris grew worse, and on the third was declared in great danger ; Mr. Fitzmorris in consequence was advised to move his daughter, as the malady was very communi- cative, and might endanger her health. 376 THE FARMER OF Editha had lived entirely with Mrs. Fitzmorris since her mother's death, now two years past ; and looked forward with horror to the loss of that friend, as she then must indubitably return to her father's ; an event she dreaded. Mrs. Fitzmorris loved her as much as the cold- ness of lier disposition w^ould permit : an aftec- tion which Editha returned with interest, regard- ing her as her mother, and obeying her as such. Her grief, tlierefore, at this event required all An- na's tenderness to sooth, while Editha's sorrow taught her how keenly susceptible her heart was to the sufferings of a friend ; as in her calamity she almost forgot her own grief on parting with Mrs Palmer. Mr. Fitzmorris, apprised of the danger of the malady, immediately determined to remove his daughter and her companion to a hou^se he had, situated on one side of Hounslow^ Heath ; where, he informed them, they should remain until tiie event was known. Ediiha, though she grieved to leave her aunt, yet dared not dispute the will of her father, and accordingly promised to be ready to accompany him on the next morning, , Fitzmorris assuming the utmost complacency,^ and entreating the removal might not deprive , them of Miss Palmer's company.' On his departure Anna sat down to write to Mrs. Palmer an account of what had passed ; ex- pressing her satisfaction that, as such an unhappy event had occurred, she was on the spot to console the afflicted Editlia ; and requested Mrs. Palmer's opinion in regard to informing her parents of what had passed, as she was rather inclined to remain INGLEWOOD FOREST. 377 silent on that score, as it might probably give them uneasiness, — spoke highlyof Mr.Fitzmorris's kindness,— and entreated her immediate answer. On the removal of the young ladies to Houns- low, they found all prepared for their reception ; Fitzmorris receiving them with a pleasure which struck Anna as unfeeling, at a period when his sister was in dan2:er. The only domestics were his valet and an old woman, who usually kept the house; and who, liaving daily assistance, made other servants un- necessary, especially as Fitzmorris seldom slept there for more than a night or two together ; and then usually accompanied by people before whom he coukl throw off all disguise, and with whom little ceremony was necessary. Editha, as her father had not expressly com- manded it, did not presume to take a servant wiih her; but was not so scrupulous on account of Anna, and, therefore, before her departure, had ordered one of Mrs. Fitzmorris's servants to con- duct Julia to the stage, and give a proper direc- tion where to leave her. Fitzmorris, who simply knew that some slaves had been purchased by Mrs. Palmer, or her agent, had never given him- self the trouble to inquire into particulars, and was therefore not a little astonished, on the coach stopping, to see Julia, whom he particularly dis- liked, enter his house. Inquiring into the cause, he found slie was one of those liberated, and now the attendant of Anna. In the first paroxysm of his rage, he gave his sister, Mrs. Palmer, Julia, and the whole :; -onpe, to the devil, cursmg his own folly for vesting any 16 3 p 378 THE FARMER OF power in Mrs. Fitzmorris; but luckily not sus- pecting his daughter, who, as she was before a stranger to the parties, he could not include in the offence, though he well knew she was partial to Julia, who had attended his late wife- To show his dislike would, he considered, only serve to expose himself; he therefore determined to con- ceal it, and even treat her with a kindness he had never shown before. Julia, in the mean time, was as little satisfied with her old master, at whose sight she even yet shuddered. However, being warmly attached to Editha, and pleased with the gentle demeanour of Anna, she consoled herself with the idea that he had no longer an unlimited power over her. The apartments of the young ladies were on opposite sides of the house ; a circumstance un- pleasing to both, and which Editha mentioned to the housekeeper ; but on her replying it was by Mr. Fitzmorris's particular order that Miss Palmer should be accommodated with the best bed-chamber, she did not presume to say more. On Fitzmorris's retiring for the night to liis own apartment, being alone with his valet, (who was nothing mferior in villany to his master,) he asked him, with a more complaisant smile than usually enlivened his features, what bethought of their new visitant. * Why, in good faith,' replied the man freely, * I scarcely know ; she is a charming girl ; and I think, Sir, you look as if you would have no objection to give us a new mistress.' ' No, on my soul,' replied Fitzmorris, ' I never iTitend to commit matrimonv more. I cannot say INGLEWOOD FOREST. S7d but, if the girl had not been so confoundedly well born and provided for, in point of fortune, I would have endeavoured to make her easy ; but, as she is situated, any attempt would be fruitless.' * You were not used to be so easily disheart- ened,' replied the confidant; 'you have taken some pains on less interesting subjects.' ' True ; but I am no longer of a temper to dance attendance, and sue for favours which man ought to command. The women in Turkey are more properly educated, and know how to esteem a compliment offered them. But, now I think on it, how the devil came Julia among the number of slaves liberated by their d d humanity, and my sister's cursed officiousness ? She was not one of the old incumbrances, for my father-in- law, I am sure, purchased her.' 'That is more than I can tell,' replied the man, ' for I well know you never meant hereto be fi'ee; but the business is past recall. She was, if I mistake not, acquainted with the affair of the little mulatto ; and gave a hint to my mis- tress, who never held up her head afterwards.' ' Perdition seize you,' answered Fitzmorris, ' for introducing such a subject; it will banii^h sleep : fetch me a glass of brandy. Curse the slut! 1 wish she was poisoned.' The servant soon brought tlie soporific, and then continued the discourse : — * I attempted to sift her to-night,' said he ; * but she either knows nothing, or is obstinate. Thinking the old im- pression might remain, tried a trifling threat; but it was of no use, for she seems to be aware 380 THE FARMER OF of the advantage of liberty, grinned in my face, and snapped her fingers.' 'D n her! it is better to sooth than to anger her ; for it may prevent her i)rating. We must find some way, if possible, to get rid of her. In the mean time be still.' Such was the conversation of this detestable pair ; after which the servant retired, and left his master to his own thoughts and machinations, The valet, by mentioning the little mulatto, had not only given rise to several very disagreeable reflections, but had also reminded him of another circumstance, not altogether so unpleasant, as it was an almost certain recipe for villany to triumph over innocence. CHAP. XLVI, In the morning, while the party were at break- fast, they received a message from town, inform- ing them that Mrs. Fitzmorris was better,— news which conveyed the utmost satisfaction to Editha, and also to Anna, who sympathized in her grief; but was totally disagreeable to Fitzmorris, who, the day before, had flattered liimself he had an additional ten thousand within his grasp. During the afternoon there was something in the looks and behaviour of Fitzmorris so diflerent from what Anna had been accustomed to, tliat she shrunk from his ardent gaze, and her face was covered with blushes. Editha too percei\ cd the INGLEWOOD FOREST. 381 change; and well knowing how addicted her father was to liquor, trembled lest lie should ex- pose himself before her new friend ; for the alter- ation she was too innocent to attribute it to any other cause, particularly as she remarked he drank iincommonly during dinner. Until this day Anna had been perfectly satisfied with her situation : it now began to be disagree- able ; and though, like Editha, she totally attri- buted the cause to liquor, yet she determined to write to her father on the ensuing mornmg, to signify that she wished to return home. At supper, Fiizmorris was outwardly cheerful ; but at intervals seemed lost in reflection,— a sud- den gloom at those times overspreading his fea- tures : his confidential servant he had sent that evening to town, with orders not to return till the next morning with an account of Mrs. Fitz- morris's health. Daring supper he apologized to Anna for absence of his domestics, who were all, he truly said, at his town-house, presenting both her and his daughter with what they wanted. After supper, as they had drank nothing but water, Fitzmorris warmly pressed them to pledge him in a glass of wine to his sister's health, at the same time reaching eacli one from the side-board ; and so peremptorily urging them, that they could j(i not refuse. Soon after the young friends with- drew ; Editha accompanying Anna to her cham- ii ber, in the most delicate manner excusing her father's unhappy propensity to wine, and conjuring her not to let it weaken their friendship. Fitzmorris now left alone, his head resting on his hand, for some time remained lost in thought. S82 THE FARMER OF At length breaking silence, ' What am I about to do V said he ; * violate the rites of hospitality ! and, perhaps, involve myself in ruin ! for, should it be discovered, what will be the consequence? —Consequences ! I defy them ; none can arise; m two hours she will be insensible to every thing, and I may in safety seize what J should in vain entreat ; for well can I read the coldness of her heart in her averted eye and distant behaviour. D d reflection, enemy to pleasure, begone !' drinking a goblet of wine. 'With my fortune, am I to shrink at such a trifle ? Surely not : if it is discovered, who will believe such a tale? My fortune and character will protect me ; besides, I have, prudently in this case, no accomplice, and therefore need not fear discovery.' While the villanous Fitzmorris was thus plot- ting the most infernal scheme that could disgrace manhood, Anna and Editha were in sqcial con- versation in the chamber of the former, who, in the confusion of Mrs. Fitzmorris's ill health and their removal, had not until now recollected the pearl bracelets that her best friend had desired her to present to Editha. Taking them therefore from the case, which she had in her pocket, she fixed them on the arms of her companion, who received them, saying, * Anna, I will keep these for your sake and Mrs. Palmer's; but, indeed, on my own account, did I possess all the jewels in the universe, I would give them, never to see my father inebriated again.' They then examined the contents of the casket," which contained a pair of ear-rings and necklace of pearl, a locket, and several rings ; on which INGLEWOOD FOREST. 383 trinkets, having no more material conversation, they discoursed, trying on some and admiring others, until at length Anna complained of being uncommonly sleepy ; and Editha kissing her, bade her good night. Anna, when alone, endeavoured to undress her- self, but was uUfible : she felt sick ; her hands became listless ; and confused ideas, on different subjects, at once floated on her disordered fancy. * Oh !' said she, faintly, ' it is surely the hand of death;— the wine has killed me ;— it tasted bitter, and my heart recoiled. Fitzmorris's looks fright- ened me as he presented it ; and I scarcely knew what I did, or I should not have drank it. I shall never more see my family,— parents,— mamma, — nor yet Reuben ! Oh, God ! protect and guide them ! Oh, Editha, Editha ! why,— why have you left me ?' As she concluded she arose from her seat to call, but found the giddiness in her head too great to suffer her to make any exer- tion ; and reeling towards the bed, she threw her- self upon it, convinced she should rise no more. All was now still throughout the house.| Lust and villany alone were waking, and in the form of Fitzmorris, stole into the chamber, like the hateful foe of mankind. Darkness was best suit- ed to his deeds ; he therefore had extinguished his candle before he entered, and was greatly surprised to find a light burning on the table, and Anna dressed, though in a lethargic and death- like sleep ; her cap, handkerchief, and the con- tents of the casketj lying scattered on the floor, where they had fallen as she attempted to rise. 384 THE FARMER OF He judged rightly, that the strength of the potion had overpowered her ; and rejoiced to find the effect so favourable to his \vishev«!. Deter- mined to feast his eyes with her beauty before he extinguished the light, as there was not the most distant prospect of her awakening, he approached, and for a moment contemplated the enchanting loveliness of her face and person, licentiousness adding a deeper crimson to his cheek than even the flush of wine. He stooped to embrace her; but a convulsive smile at that instant overspread- ing her face, displayed the beauteous dimples of her cheek, which, however they might have charmed any other beholder, appeared to have a different effect upon Fitzraorris, who gave a mo- mentary start ; but instantly recovering himself, snatched up her hand, and imprinted it with an ardent kiss ; but as suddenly again dropping it, he stood transfixed with astonishment, — a voice more than human appeared to sound in his ears,— a clammy sweat hung on his forehead,— the in- temperate fever of passion gave way to the cold shivering of an ague, and desire was lost in amaze- ment and horror ! CHAP. XLVH. ' Infernal remembrancer, what dost thou here V at length exclaimed Fitzmorris. ' Not all the malice of Hell could have conjured up such an- other petrifying, though silent monitor. Is it not sufficient that my whole life has been embittered 0^m^^^U^Jy^ ,J^Am' INGLEWOOD FOREST. 38o by my weak contrition, but that 1 must also be moved thus by the sight of a paltry ring ? May not two be alike ? Doubtless they may ; and though alone, I am ashamed to give way to so womanish a folly.' With these words he again, yet with the ut- most agitation, raised her hand, and drew off the ring that caused his alarm, Anna at the same moment uttering a deep and piercing groan, which added fresh terror to his guilt-struck heart; but soon recovering, he hastily approached the candle to examine the trinket more minutely ; but, far from deriving the satisfaction he expected, found, to his yet greater dismay, it was the very , identical one he dreaded, and particularly iden- tified by the initials on the reverse. His first surprise had in a great measure overpowered the fumes of wine, and contributed not a little to recal some painful and long banished remem- brances. Seating himself by the table, lost in thought, he fixed his eyes on Anna with a curio- sity that totally overcame every other sensation : this, however, soon gave place to alarm ; for he now perceived her so violently disordered by the potion she had swallowed, that her whole frame appeared universally convulsed. Fear was now his predominant passion; for should she die thus suddenly, it might have se- rious consequences. Mrs. Palmer would be im- mediately apprised, and miglit cause her to be opened; in which case, perhaps, the whole vil- lany would be discovered. In short, his sensa- tions were of that kind, that such men alone could only deserve, or ever experience. 17 3 c 386 THE FARMER OF He now hung over her, not with passion— fA«f was vanished, — but with the most acute anguish; dreading, as the convulsions increased, that he should see her expire. At length, though still senseless, she began to scream, and that so loud, that he was convinced it must echo throughout the house, and perhaps waken Editlia or Julia, (for he did not much fear the housekeeper) whom he had no doubt would immediately hasten to the spot. This supposition made him at first deter- mine to leave the room; but Anna becoming suddenly more quiet, though evidently struggling for life, he listened, and the house appearing per- fectly still, ventured to remain and sprinkle her face with water ; at the same time vowing, that if she escaped with life he would never more have recourse to such desperate means ; even the horror and amazement occasioned by the ring vanishing on the contemplation of her agonies. While thus employed he was suddenly alarmed by the hasty opening of the door ; and turning round, to his still further dismay and vexation, perceived Julia at his elbow, who, awakened by the screams, had only stayed to put on a petti- coat before she ran to the spot from whence she conjectured they proceeded. Though Julia started at the sight of Fitzmorris thus employed, and at such an hour, yet his con- fusion more than doubled hers ; but passion, as- sisted by his natural arrogance, after a moment overcame every other feeling, and he bade her begone, demanding what business she had there. * Business !' repeated Julia, ' business !— more proper me ask what business you here?— -No you INGLEWOOD FOREST. 387 slave now, massa. Me dream horrid dream- hear poor Missey cry out-— so run to see what matter.' ' And so did I also,' replied Fitzmorris, recover- ing; his usual cunning, and smoothing liis ruffled brow. ' 1 heard Miss Palmer scream ; and not being gone to bed, hastened hither, and found her as you see, I fear in the agonies of death! You observed, Julia, that I was sprinkling her face with Water when you entered.' ' Oh, yes ! me see dat sure enough ; but, massa, why you no call ? Poor soul,' continued she, hanging piteously over Anna, ' she die. Oh, she never wake more ! den her moder die too. Oh ! wish never come here.' 'Wish you had never come here!' answered Fitzmorris, in a rage, which he could not imme- diately repress : ' What do you mean by that, you black devil ? Do you think any body has killed her?' But instantly recollecting the folly of ex- asperating her, added, ' I am much grieved for her ; can you judge what ails her V * No, bless heart!' answered Julia, gazing on her. ' Never see nobody so but once— she die ! Poor mulatto ! you remember pretty Jenny, massa?' ' D^ n you !' exclaimed Fitzmorris, rage again overpowering cunning. ' Name her again, and you shall have cause to repent it.' ' Repent, massa ? for what— for speak truth ? Dat no harm sure in free country ? No slave here— no whipping post.' ' But there are pistols, infernal torment !' replied Fitzmorris, ' and if you do not hold your tongue» those, or something worse, shall be your portion.* 388 THE FARMER OF Anna at that moment began to struggle afresh, and to scream more \iolently than before ; the disf)ute was therefore forgotten in her danger, Fitzmorris and Julia both assisting her to the utmost of their power. In this manner passed the whole night; Fitz- morris, with seeming concern towards morning, calling the housekeeper and Editha, informing them that he had been first alarmed by hearing Anna's screams ; and fearing some ill had befall- en her, had repaired to her apartment, and found her as they now beheld her. Editha, half distracted at the situation of her friend, was the first that mentioned medical assist- ance ; nor had the frowns of her father, which used to silence her in a moment, the least effect : ' Alas !' cried she, ' wliat was night or the dis- tance from Hounslow ? I would myself have almost flown in such a case for any human crea- ture, and much more for my beloved Anna.' FitzQioriis, thus pressed, ordered his old house- keeper to go to the town and procure help, as he well knew she would be absent the longest time ; judging that, if Anna survived, the effects of the })otion must, by her return, be exhausted, and beyond the power of being discovered by the person she brought Avith her. Fitzmorris judged lightly, the strength of his infernal dose being evaporated, but not so its effects. Anna soon after, with heavy and repeat- ed groans, opened her eyes, and casting them mournfully around they rested on Editha, who, enraptured to see her a moment free from the dreadful convulsions in which she had so long INGLEWOOD FOREST. 399 struggled, threw herself by her side, and watered her face with her tears. Anna in a few minutes began to appear sensible of her attentions ; and throwing her arms around her neck, exclaimed, though faintly, ' Oh ! the wine ! the wine !' Had the sentence of death that moment been pronounced against Fitzmorris, it could not have produced a more striking effect: he trembled from head to foot ; his face turned to a ghastly pale, and his teeth chattered as if in the paroxysm of an ague. * She— she— is delirious !' at length hesitated he : ' she drank no wine but a glass with you, Editha ; that, you know, could not hurt her ! Her head is affected ; and she merely says what first strikes her imagination !' Fitzmorris's agitation was not lost on either Editha or Julia, but caused different siumises in each bosom ; the former simply wondered at his confusion, while the latter found her suspicions corroborated by his behaviour, and surmised the truth ; for she knew her former tyrant capable of similar villany. At length the old housekeeper returned, accom- panied by a surgeon, who, examining the state of Anna, declared her in a high fever. Fitzmorris immediately caught at this report, and affirmed that she was delirious, as a fresh proof to strength- en the decision. Rejoicing to find himself so ap- parently safe from detection, he now collected his scattered spirits, and became as boldly calm m guilt as others are in conscious innocence. Fitzmorris's assertion that Anna was delirious was not, however, entirely without foundation ; 390 THE FARMER OF for though she had intervals of recollection, yet her head was greatly deranged. At length she began to appear more com- posed, and Fitzmorris left the apartment, order- ing the reluctant Editha to attend him, and make breakfast. The discourse turned entirely on Anna ; con- cerning whom Fitzmorris, more particularly than before, questioned his daughter ; who, however, without falsehood, gave simply such answers as she conceived would raise her in his estimation, being well aware of the difference he paid to fortune, showing him also the pearl bracelets which she had the evening before presented her ; and asking timidly, in her turn, * if he did not think it necessary Mrs. Palmer should be imme- diately acquainted with her illness.' ' By no means,' replied he, peremptorily ; * a few days Avill, I hope, render it needless ; it would therefore be only alarming her to no purpose.' Fitzmorris would fain have introduced the subject of the ring, but guilt made him cautious : he dreaded lest Anna might hereafter recollect she went to bed with it on; and also had no expectation that his daughter knew any thing re- specting it. ' Do you not think it very extraordinary. Sir,' said Editha, ' that Anna's mind should dwell on the wine she drank last night at supper ? I recol- lect too, that even before she went to bed, she said the wine had disordered her, and that it was very disagreeable when she drank it. Had not that circumstance better be mentioned to the doctor when he comes again ?' INGLEWOOD FOREST. 391 Fitzmoms muttered an oath between his teeth unnoticed by his dauj^hter, to whom he replied, *]No, fool, if the wine had been injurious, would it net also have affected you?' ' I should suppose so, Sir,' answered Editha, mildly ; ' yet she, it is plain, attributes her illness to that cause : and I have heard my aunt say that wine is frequently adulterated with unwholesome drugs to render it intoxicating.' ' Dolt I idiot !' exclaimed Fitzmorris, stamping on the ground with rage, 'begone! leave the room. — No, now I reflect,' continued he, calling her back, ' the fever may be communicative ; do not therefore go into Miss Palmer's apartment ; you will only humour her whimsies ; and, with- out being of service, catch the malady.' ' Not go into Miss Palmer's chamber. Sir!' said Editha, bursting into tears. ' Oh ! do not keep me from Anna! she loves me, as I do her dearly; and no one's attentions will be so well received as mine. Indeed, I mean no offence; — I simply thought the wine ' ' Curse the wine ! — again am I to be tormented with the subject! Fool, would you infer that, as I served her with it, she was poisoned V ' Poisoned, Sir !' repeated Editha, shuddering : * Oh, my father ! how can you thus cruelly treat your poor child?' ' Begone then to your own apartment,' said he; * I will think,— consider, — and let you know my resolution in half an hour.' Editha immediately obeyed and retired, shock- ed at the behaviour of her father, and deeply impressed with sorrow at the situation of Anna. 392 THE FARMER OP Fitzmorris, on being left alone for some time, walked up and down the apartment in great dis- order : he saw witli horror that the allusion Ann^ made to the wine had impressed itself on the mind of his daughter, and trembled for the consequentee.' At length he, however, resolved to remove Editha, under pretence that the fever was communicative ; to call in more assistance, if necessary, to Anna ; and at all events, if there was no change for the better in two days, to send off an express to Bath for Mrs. Palmer. Editha, on leaving her father, had retired to her own room, and sat weeping alone when Julia en- tered; she having left Anna for a few minutes under the care of the housekeeper. ' Ah, Julia '/ said Editha, ' what shall I do ? my father has for- bidden me to come into Anna's chamber, lest I should catch the fever !' ^^ ^iii" * You no catch the fever, Missey,' replied Jiilia; * she say only wine make sick. Ah ! Missey, me see all night long, when massa no let you be call, —so fast sleep,— eyes open,— shock your heart, —laugh,— scream,— cry — never wake Missey.' ' It is very odd, Julia,' said Editha ; ' I never heard of any one before being attacked in so f>trange a manner.' * Nor me, only once before. Poor mulatto Jenny, she more worse than Missey.— O ! me glad me bad dream last night— make me hear poor child scream.' 'i.-m;t ' And could you conjecture,' replied Editha, ' what had disordered the mulatto ? I remember her well ; she died about a year before my mother.' ' ■■-■■■" ^'''^- INGLEWOOD FOREST. 393 *Ah, Missey! me know very well— your moder well know too what kill her. Your fader tease, tease poor mulatto, because she pretty ; but Jenny love your moder, have no ting to say with your fader. One night your fader make she drink glass punch— den poor Jenny sleep, — sleep, — sleep, — no strength, no life, — den massa use ill. Poor Jenny cry so sadly, and tell me — me tell you moder — moder try comfort poor Jenny — Jenny have no comfort — poor Jenny die — Missey not live long — so grieve !' * Great God !' exclaimed Editha, her face and neck covered with a deep crimson, ' you must surely mistake. Did you see Jenny during the time she slept V ' See ! ah, see sure enough. — Jenny sleep all day — only fit make know she alive— just like Missey^ only more worse.' Editha's head now sunk on her bosom ; and she only replied, by entreating Julia on no pretence whatever to leave Anna a moment. She was no sooner alone than she gave free vent to her tears, and recollected with horror some circumstances that corroborated Julia's story, such as the affec- tion and pity her mother always expressed for the young mulatto, and the dislike her father had to hear her named. She also remembered that, on the evening before, he had fetched their wine from the sideboard, though there was a bottle on the table : — a trifle which she at that time thought immaterial, but now assisted to strengthen her fears. Editha knew not what measures to pursue; she wished to save her father's honour ; but de- 17 3d 394 THE FARMER OF termined also, thoui^h she should never see Anna more, to rescue her from the danger Julia had imprinled on her mind ; she therefore re- solved, should her father insist on separating hei' from Anna, to write to Mrs Palmer, though without a signature, and inform her that Anna's health was in a very precarious state. Fitzmorris at that moment sent for her down stairs ; and on her entrance informed her, with more than usual kindness, that the surgeon had again seen Anna, and declared the fever yet higher than in the morning, therefore he could not risk her life by continuing her in such a situation, but would forthwith take her to a school in Hounslow until the danger was over. He also told her his valet was arrived, and Mrs. Fitzmorris was much the same as the day before. Editha courtesied acquiescence, though never had her heart felt so cold to the commands of her father; never before had she contemplated him with so little reverence ; but tlve sorrows of her mother, the death of the mulatto, and the situa- tion of Anna at that moment, obliterated every other idea. It may easily be surmised it was not the fever Fitzmorris was fearful of; he dreaded even the eye of his own child, and shuddered lest her belief should strengthen the assertion of Anna respecting the wine. Editha had no sooner returned to her apart- ment, (for the old housekeeper remaining with Anna, she did not dare to enter that, lest her father should hear of it,) than she sat down and INGLEWOOD FOREST. 395 wrote a letter to Mrs. Palmer, but without sig- nature, and simply containing- these lines : — ' Madam, ' Your dear daughter has been taken suddenly ill ; I wish you could come to her. I hope, however, she is in no im- mediate danger. Show this to no one. ' From your friend.' When Editha had concluded and folded her letter, it first struck her that she did not know Mrs. Palmer's address at Bath, not being aware that the residence of all new-comers in that city are easily discovered. For some time she was puzzled how to act, but at length cletermined to send it at all events, and also to write, in case that should miscarry, one to Godwin, whose ad- dress she well knew, having often seen Anna direct letters to her mother and the family. Her letter to Godwin contained nearly the same words, with the addition of a postscript, signifying where Anna then was. Edith a's in- vention was not put to the rack, to devise means how to send her well-meant epistles. At last she recollected, that as the post-man every evening when he passed the house blew his horn, they might easily be conveyed to him by Julia, whom she well knew would readily obey her. Julia some time after calling in to inform her that Anna was more composed, she told her of the step she had taken, and entreated that no persecution nor menaces might force her, who was now Mrs. Palmer's servant, from her young mistress. Julia faithfidly promised to watch over Anna with the utmost care, as also to give the letters 396 THE FARMER OF the following evening to the post-man ; and Fitz- morris sending soon after to infonn his daughter that his chaise was at the door, Edicha again warmly recommended Anna to the care of Julia; and, with a heavy heart and overflowing eyes, attended him to the school where he proposed to place her. CHAP. XLVIII. FiTZ MORRIS, though he had designed to have no confidant nor accomplice in his plot against Anna, yet found himself so tortured with the pangs of conscience, or something like remorse, that he, on the following evening, determined to reveal the whole of what had passed to his old friend and counsellor, the valet before mentioned, who had grown grey-haired in the service of iniquity, and well knew every occurrence of his past life. Anna being in some measure more composed, his anxiety became considerably relieved on that head ; but curiosity and mingled anguish, occa- sioned by the ring, again disturbed his imagina- tion ; and while he was undressing, prompted him to consult his staunch emissary. The fel- low, however, presumed to censure his master on the subject of the dose that had been ad- ministered to her. * I wonder, Sir,' said he, * you would venture it, when you had already witnessed its effects. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 897 'To be sure it was only a mulatto wench, and her death of little consequence ; but in the present vcase it might cause inquiries that would produce serious consequences. As for the ring, I am amazed that it can give j ou the least uneasiness ; for what, except money, is more commonly trans- ferred than rings? It may have appertained to a dozen owners since it was in your possession ; for it is not probable that it should have been preserved as a pledge of ' 'My perdition!' exclaimed Fitzmorris: 'but to appear at such a time and place strikes me with horror and amazement, and miglit almost surpass belief, — to rise, as it were, from the bow- els of the earth, where I thought it deposited, to snatch the victim who was incapable of resist- ance from my eager embrace. By Hell, I could almost think the interference supernatural ! The sight in a moment petritied me; even yet my blood chills at the recollection !' Much more passed on the subject ; but before the conclusion of their discourse, the valet had, in some measure, calmed his master's emotion, by persuading him that chance alone had most pro- bably placed it in the hands of its present owner. He also persuaded his patron from any more at- tempts on the innocent Anna, as her birth and fortune might make it dangerous. Fitzmorris was too much alarmed by what had passed not to resolve to take this advice, as far as it regarded the infernal arts he before had re- course to,— yet could not determine wholly to give her up. ' I will,' said he, when alone, * if possible, persuade her, by fair means, to love me 398 THE FARMER OF after my own method, and fly with her to the Continent. If this fails, I will sooner marry than lose her. Her fortune will, no doubt, be large; and, hateful as matrimony is to me, 1 shall at once gratify ray love and interest.' Thus resolved, Fitzmorris retired more com- posed in his mind,-— the most distant idea of a refusal never obtruding on his imagination. On the following morning Anna was some- what better. Her fever being considerably low- er, she particularly inquired for Editha; and being informed she was removed, appeared great- ly depressed. ' Alas !' said she, weeping, ' how unhappy am I ! Had I been ill at home, I should at least have had the satisfaction of being surrounded by my friends ; now F ap- pear alone, and shall die without being blessed with seeing them.' ' No, no, Missey,' replied Julia, who was alone with her, ' see all soon ; and no die me hope. Julia nurse day and night, and make well, to show good moder she no buy Julia for nothing !' Anna felt soothed by the unaffected kindness of Julia, who informed her, though without hint- ing her suspicions of Fitzmorris, that Editha had written privately to Mrs. Palmer, and also to her father, as she thought the presence of either would be consolatory in her present situation. This intelligence was a powerful restorative to the spirits of Anna, who flattered herself, that in a short time she should see some of her friends. She then inquired after Fitzmorris, whom Julia told her was yet in the house ; to which Anna INGLEWOOD FOREST. 399 replied, ' I am grieved to give him such trouble : he is very kind to me, and I know not what makes me so ungrateful ; but I hope he will not come to see me.' In two days the youth and natural good con- stitution of Anna, assisted by tlie indefatigable cares of Julia, began to overcome the shock it had sustained ; but she was even yet incapable of leavmg her bed. Fitzmorris had not pre- sumed to visit her ; but contented himself with sending into her apartment frequently, to inquire after her health. CHAP. XLIX. fi While the innocent Anna was thus in the power of a wretch whose passions knew no con- trol, the family at Inglewood were performing the last duties to Emma ; whose request respect- ing the manuscript had been strictly obeyed. William and Fanny, truly judging it could contain nothing but what would tend towards giving additional pain to their aged parent, determined to have no auditors whatever to the perusal, willing to draw a veil over the errors of Emma, even to their own children. Accordingly one night, when the whole family were retired to rest, they, in their own chamber, prepared to begin the narrative, — William taking up the manuscript, which in many places was 400 THE FARMER OF scarcely legible from tears, — Fanny, her head reclined on her hand, listening- with attention, sorrow, and mingled dread, to the recital of vices that filled her with horror, wliiie William began as follows :-— ' Confess your sins to God, and recapitulate them to your own heart, were the words of the venerable man to whom I owe my being ; and who yet, in spite of my manifold trans- gressions, has poured balm into my soul, by not spurning my unfeigned, though late, contrition. I dare not, how- ever, prefix his honoured name to this black recital, for prostitute has no claim to that of a worthy family; —to such she is civilly dead, and like a rotten branch cut off from the parent stock. Emma alone will I then call myself; and may the name be forgotten and obliterated with me ! for I have overwhelmed a father with sorrow, and raised the burning blush of shame on the cheeks of a mother ! * With a bleeding heart I will truly retrace my crimes. Ah ! would to Heaven that either tears or prayers could obliterate them !^ — but they are too heinous, and though they have rendered life hateful, yet my guilty soul sinks at the thoughts of death ; for the fascinating tenets that first beguiled me are vanished. Horror alone now strikes my guilty mind, and loudly proclaims, that even the grave affords no peace for such as have wilfully incurred such a weight of sin and shame. * Oh, painful remembrance of forfeited happiness, and the pleasurable days of innocence ! — would I could recall ye ? — But ye are fled for ever ; and nothing is now left of the once gay and happy Emma but an emaciated, polluted shadow ! — sad monument of the effects of vice ! Ah ! would to Heaven I could persuade one misguided daughter of folly to dash from her lips the gilded cup which holds the empoisoned draught of flattery, or snatch back one victim from the paths of destruction ! But as I have lived, so shall I die in vain ! ' When you read this, my beloved friends, I trust I shall be consigned to the silent grave, insensible of the shame that must otherwise overwhelm jjie on having my crimes INGLEWOOD FOREST. 401 i\hus laid open. Oh, William, on you, at this awful moment, I particularly fall, Avhen my guilty soul is shuddering be- Vfore its Creator ! Hear my request, — hale me not, my brother.-r— Alas ! 1 repent ; and my sin is ever before me ! Remember our days of happy infancy, when hand in hand we walked together. At a more advanced age you saved my life from the fury of an enraged bull. Oh, William, had I died then, how happy ! — what guilt had I been .spared !— what anguish would you have escaped ! Oh! i*e- m'ember your joy as you bore me home unhurt to my parents ! how fondly you kissed my cheek as you gave me to my mo- ther's arras! Remember all this, my brother, and do not curse my memory. ' I will now begin the narrative of shame ; but, alas! my a^nd trembles, and my eyes are dim with tears ! -Unavailing 'sorrow t— thou art now too late ; in the days of my delusion my hand was steady, and my eyes sparkled with the intoxica- tion of vanity ! You know all previous to my going abroad ; I will therefore speak from that period. Yet no, it is not suf- ficient ; I will probe my guilty heart with the recapitulation pf the insensibility T showed to my mother's grief at my de- parture, and the little respect I paid to my father's admoni- tions. I tore myself from their encircling arms ; pleasure ap- peared almost to give me wings to reach London. You, Wil- liam, seemed hurt at my unfeeling conduct, and bade me fare- ■W(b1L in a voice less tender than usual ; but I was deaf to all, ,atid leaping into the chaise, soon Aviped oft* tlie tears that had involuntarily escaped me. * Edwin was uncommonly thoughtful during the whole jour- nev, and I recollect, told me not to mention to Mrs. Delmer, on my arrival, how much he was attached to Agnes, as, he said, she had dissuaded him from the match, and it m^ght, irapropei'ly divulged, injure his future prospects. ' On my arrival in town all contributed towards my undoing. Dress, pleasure, flattery, at once assailed my weak mind. Whitmore had the art to persuade me he should obtain a divorce from his wife, and would marry me. I also, by de- grees, imbibed his tenets, and became a professed free-thinker; for he used to engage me in controversies that I was not able 17 3e 402 THE FARMER OF to defend ; and to bear down my reason by his volubility and erroneous maxims, dressed in flowery language, until I was forced to yield the point, though at the same time my heart bore testimony of their fallacy. The discovery of Edwin's mar- riage was first revealed to me by Whitmore, who had heard it from his wife's gallant; and who doubtless gained the intelli- gence from that lady's having caused Edwin to be watched. ' Alarmed at a quarrel he had in cofisequence with Darle- ville, in an evil hour, forsaken of God, I consented to accom- pany him, firmly persuaded that in a short time I should be his wife. But in France, fascinated by pleasure and dress, I became his mistress ; and by a natural degradation was soon perfectly satisfied with my situation, having sufficiently imbibed his ideas to pride myself in seeing how much he was devoted to me, uncompelled by religion or law : so that, when he after- wards informed me how greatly a divorce must injure his for- tune, I readily gave up the thought. In short, my only am- bition was to reign in his heart ; I knew no happiness but his affection, no wish beyond giving him pleasure. All, how- ever, was not calm within ; my heart frequently reproached me, and I stifled reflection as much as possible. I sometimes wept at the remembrance of my friends, whom I regarded as given up for ever : for I could not bear the most distant idea of a meeting with those, whose tenderness I had so ungratefully repaid. * We stayed some short time at Paris, and from thence travel- led to Montpelier, then returned again to Paris, and from thence to Brussels, where the unhappy Whitmore lost his life in the prime of his days, and in the height of his sins. Oh, merciful Father, have pity on him ! Nursed in the school of vanity, he imbibed vices and destructive tenets from those im- properly placed around him ; had his education been virtu- ous, he, perhaps, had been so too. How much greater my crime!— born and reared with beings faultless as Heaven ever created man, I rushed into guilt, and erred against my own heart! * The death of Whitmore was to me a severe blow, though it did not awake me to repentance, my whole animosity resting against Edwin. Heaven, alas ! suflfered him to be the scourge INGLEWOOD FOREST. 403 ©f my offences, and, Great God ! to be also the terminator of them. * Perhaps, at the time of Whitmore's death, the voice of gentleness might have recalled me to the paths of rectitude ; but Edwin's was harsh and hateful to me ; for how could a man, who had violated the most sacred duties, who lived himself in open adultery, and whom I considered as the murderer of Whitmore, have influence to pei'suade me to abjure vices he was equally guilty of? To return homeu was horror, — my mother dead, and I the guilty cause, what reception could I hope ? Let me also confess, the thoughts of giving up the grandeur and luxury in which I had lately lived had its weight with me. • A gentleman of the name of Hartford, who attended Whitmore at the meeting with Edwin, endeavoured all in his power to serve me, or rather to gratify himself, by plunging me yet deeper in error; he had, however, art enough to assume merely the appearance of friendship to beguile me: — a trap that my youth and inexperience readily gave into ; and to avoid my brother Edwin, I readily agreed to accompany him to Holland : from thence I was to embark for England. Naturally volatile, travelling soon overcame the bitterness of my sorrow. Hartford was profuse in his attentions and presents, and plainly began to show his views. My heart was cold to love, but not to pride. I deli- berated; and the consequence was, that, oh shame! I thought his protection preferable to humiliating myself be- fore my family. In short, in five months after Whitmore's death I became his mistress. ' All thoughts of England were now given up ; I strove to banish reflection ; and, firm to the doctrines implanted by Whitmore, regarded the life I led as nothing more than acting according to reason and nature. The temper of Hartford was not dissimilar to that of Whitmore ; he loved show and pleasure, and spared no expence to gratify my taste for dress ; but he played deep and without skill, and was frequently duped. ' When I had been with him somewhat more than a twelvemonth, we agreed to pass a winter at Paris ; and 404 THE FARMER OP soon reached that city. I was now quite inured to my situation: — my appearance usually procured me admiration^ and I sought no farther. Character I regarded as a trifle below the consideration of a woman of understanding and spirit. I must, however, confess that I dreaded to be alone, as a thousand unpleasant ideas were sure to intrude ; and even in dreams respecting my family, have I frequently awakened myself with violent paroxysms of* grief. * One evening that Hartford had been in company with some Englishmen, where the play was more than commonly deep, he lost considerably, — doubledand trebled his bets, but was still unsuccessful ; at length, in a lit of desperation, he made a final throw for the shattered remains of his fortune, which was before this considerably irupaired. The cast was decisive, and Hartford found himself in a moment deprived of all ; his opponents receiving draughts and securities for the whole he possessed. ' On his return home his appearance alarmed and shocked me. He threw himself on a chair, uttering an unconnected string of curses ; and I believe, had not my screams alarmed the domestics, he would have terminated his life even in my presence! When he was rather more calm, I learned the extent of his loss, and was not a little grieved to find it so heavy, both on his account and my own ; for, though I could not love him, his kindness and generosity had attached me to him. " Emma," said he, " you are universally admired in Paris, and I cannot be so greatly your enemy as to Avish you to suffer for my misconduct; I would therefore advise, and indeed wish you, to accept the protection of some man of fortune, who might be able to more than repay you for the loss of me ; — for my own part I have no resource but return- ing to England, where I believe I can make suflicient interest to procure a commission: but was I even to obtain that, must be obliged to my uncle, Avho has very rigid notions : I dare not take a female companion with me. I have about fifty pounds in my escrutoire, which we will divide ; half that sum will carry me thither; and, perhaps, with the remainder, and by the sale of some of your superfluous INGLEWOOD FOREST. 405 appendages, you may be able to make yourself tolerably easy until sume fortunate circumstance occurs." ' Prostitution was not, yet so habitual to me, but my soul sunk with horror at the idea of another change ; and I know not wh'it resolution I might have formed, had not tempta- tion, which my accursed vanity tor.ld not withstand, again fallen in my way. I wished to assist Hartford, for I could not bear the idea that he should go to England so slenderly provided ; I therefore, two days before his intetided depar- ture, went in the hired carriage, which we had not yet dis- charged, to a jewellei''s, and informed him, that, having a new necklace and ear-rings setting, I wished to part with those I showed him. While yie were bargaining a carriage stopped, and an elderly gentleman stepped out to give some orders. He viewed me attentively ; and I soon recollected him for a financier, whom I had frequently seen at different public places, and whose name was De Forlaix. As I did not choose to continue my business before a third person, I left the jewels, and desired the man to let me hear his deter- mination on the day following, the financier very politely leading me to my carriage. ' Hartford's loss was so considerable that it had been much talked of, and in consequence reached the ears of De For- laix, who, on the jeweller's informing him of my business, readily surmised the truth, and took his measures accordingly. * The jeweller called on me in the eveniug, and having agreed for the jewels, he respectfully took his leave, hoping, as he expressed himself, that they were not going to lose the finest woman in Paris. Compliments, however gross, were always pleasing to my depraved heart ; I therefore eomplai- sand\ replied, that I should at least remain some time longer in that city. Having forced Hartford to take about seventy pounds, we separated with concern on both sides, but with' lut anguish ; for, as I had never loved him, my greatest affliction was how I should afterwards dispose of myself. — Sometimes I tiiought of parting with all my superfluities, of returning to England, and learning some business, by which I might obtain a livelihood ; but I had been too long accus- tomed to idleness and dissipation to form a determined 406 THE FARMER OF resolution on the subject,— though I must do myself the jus- tice to say, that I believe I should have adopted it, had not, as I before said, temptation again beguiled me, as I regarded such a step as a kind of preliminary to a reconciliation with my friends. ' On the morniug after Hartford's departure, my servant informed me a gentleman requested to speak with me on business. Having admitted him, I was not a little surprised to find it De Forlaix. " Madam," said he, " I have done myself the honour of waiting on you with the new jewels that you expected some days since ; I hope they will meet your approbation ; if not, any alteration shall be made that you can wish." " New jewels !" replied I, with astonishinent, " I expected none; nor can I judge from whence such a mistake pro- ceeded." " Pardon me. Madam, it is no mistake. Did you not say some days past to the jeweller, where I had the honour of seeing you, that you had a new necklace and ear-rings setting ?" " It is true I said so," answered I, somewhat confused at my duplicity being discovered; "but these are not what I expected." ** Indeed but they are," replied he ; " for I have the jeweller's receipt in your own name for them, and you would hardly have paid four hundred louis for what you did not approve." ' He then placed the jewels and receipt, which was in the name of Hartford, before me ; adding, " He has also com- missioned me to return your jewels, as they do not suit him ; and there is likewise an acknowledgment for the two hundred which he advanced for them, and which you cannot deny to have repaid, as I know to the contrary, being your agent in the business. I have only to add, that if you have any more commissions to execute, you see before you the most attentive of your servants." * De Forlaix's intentions were too manifest to be mistaken ; 1, however, for the present declined accepting his jewels ; but he was too profuse and assiduous to be long denied by a INGLEWOOD FOREST. 407 woman so naturally depraved. In fine, a short montli beheld me transfeired to a third keeper ! * De Forlaix knew no bounds, either in his affection or s;ene- rosity towards me. He had a wife ; but that circumstance I was too vile to make an objection ; and as I had an ample allowfjnce, and was inferior to no kept woman in Paris for splendour, gave myself no concern on any other subject. ' I had lived in this state for near six years, when one even- ing, in the public walks, I contracted an acquaintance with an English adventurer of the name of Davis. He was about my own age, handsome and accomplished ; but dissipated and thoughtless, having in the preceding seven years expended a respectable property. For this man I conceived a most violent affection ; and, regardless of the kindness of De For- laix, prostituted my person without any former incentives, for I had no wish for grandeur or dress unsatisfied : it was therefore depravity, and the satisfaction of unbi'idled passion that alone led me to this fresh vice. * Some short time previous to my forming an acquaintance with Davis I became pregnant : a circumstance that gave the utmost pleasure to De Forlaix, who had no children ; but was not powerful enough to restrain me from forming a detested intimacy with a stranger. About two months after this new connexion Madame de Forlaix died suddenly ; and some time after, my situation being then visible, M. de Forlaix, as near- ly as I can recollect, thus addressed me: — "Your conduct, my dear Emma, during an intimacy of more than six years, has been all I could wish, and your present situation adds to my affection ; I therefore propose, when a decent time has elapsed, to make you my wife. I am rich enough to def\ c n- sure ; we will retire to one of my country-seats, where I trust you will make me a happy father." * The generosity of this offer overcame me, and conscious unworthiness made me unable for some moments to reply ; but De Forlaix resuming the conversation, said, " You do not answer me, Emma; you change colour: surely my proposal does not meet your displeasure ?" " Displeasure !" cried I, at length, "alas! how is that pos- 408 THE FARMER OF sible ? But you do not consuler what you say. My former life, before I became acquainted with you, I have openly re- vealed ; and can you be generous enough to make such a woman your wife V "I can," replied he ; " for a woman who has behaved as you have done for six years, I can venture to trust through life ; besides our marriage will legitimate my child, who will by that means become heir to my fortune. — Your former mis- conduct shall be entirely forgotten. I regard your first devi- ation as an error of youth ; the second occasioned by neces- sity, and but the effect of the tirst ; in which point of view I also consider your complying with my proposals at the begin- ning of our acquaintance. You have frequer.tly lamented being estranged from your family : this step, I flatter myself, may conciliate them. We will send them a certificate of our marriage ; and some months hence, perhaps, I may take you to England ; for they will hardly refuse you their forgiveness when they find you so advantageously married." ' The compunction for my falsehood to so generous a man was too powerful to suffer me to thank him as I ought ; but he was too partial to me to attribute my emotion to the right cause; and repeating his determined I'esolution, he left rhe. 1 was no sooner alone than I began to reflect o)i what had passed. The advantages I must unavoidably reap from a marriage with De Forlaix I was by no means blind to. It would at once give me respectability with the world ; at least, where my former life was unknown. I should be secure of a competency, my child of a good fortune, and what had also its weight with me, perhaps in time I might presume to hope for a reconciliation with my friends. My affection for Davis was a considerable impediment to this scheme, but not violent enough to influeiice me to decline it ; for De Forlaix was most indubitably the father of my child, as 1 was pregnant two months before I became acquainted with Pavis ; I therefore determined to inform him of De Forlaix's generous offer, and in future declined all acquaintance witii him ; for, abandoned as I was, I could not endure the thought of so grossly abusing his kindness; and bitterly re- INGLEWOOD FOREST. 409 proached myself with my former misconduct. Thus deter* mined, I wrote to Davis, declaring ray resohition, and ^ entreating him to give up all future thoughts of me ; ex- pressing, however, the pain this eiFort cost me. Davis was if a disposition not easily to be repulsed ; he replied, that of I was determined, he must per force submit; but that he was resolved to see me at all events once more, and therefore warmly pressed me to meet him at his own lodgings ; where, shame to say, I had frequently been before. ' Had my intentions been really virtuous, I should have answered this letter with a positive denial, confessed my unworthiness to De Forlaix, and have thrown myself and • expected infant on his mercy ; but not so did I act, the measure of my iniquities was not complete, and the sword of vengeance trembled over my guilty head. For some time I wavered ; but at length concluded that one more meeting could not make much difference, as I wished to part amicably with a man whom I persuaded myself I loved : I therefore returned him an answer by my own servant, who well knew letters had frequently passed between us, and agreed to see him on the following evening, provided he would promise to require no future interview. To this he acquiesced ; and in an hour fated for the commencement of my earthly punishment, I repaired alone to his lodgings, little aware that the treachery of my maid had that very day revealed the whole correspondence to De Forlaix. My own conduct had taught her dissimulation and ingratitude, — could I then wonder that she followed my example ? Davis lived at about the distance of a mile from Paris, in a house situated in a garden belonging to a widow woman, who, with his servant, composed the whole family. ' * The fatal night of this meeting, Davis had sent his man out on business ; so that the woman alone remained below. I had scarcely been there live minutes before a loud knock- ing was heard at the door, and the moment after, to my inexpressible confusion, the voice of De Forlaix, who ex- claimed in answer, as I suppose, to the woman who had denied my being there, " It is false, I saw her enter ; deny her at your peril !" These words were scarcely articulated when we heard his steps on the stairs ; and a moment 1« 3 F 410 THE FARMER OF brought him to the dooi% which was only secured by a slight and crazy lock. There was no time for reflection, nor was I capable of any ; for, overpowered with shame and confu- sion, I had sunk into a chair, and concealed my face with luy hands. Davis, in the mean time, had snatched up a pistol, the report of which, and the forcing of the door, wei*e both instantaneous, and filled me with despair and horror ; for starting from my seat, the first object that pre- sented itself was De Forlaix on the floor, weltering in his blood : " Ungrateful woman !" exclaimed he, in a faint voice, " is this the return for my partiality and unbounded affec- tion ? Was it necessary to add murder to ingratitude ? Weak deluded wretch that I was, I could not believe the evidence of your confidential servant. Alas ! conviction has cost me dear ! the hand of deatli is on me !" ' Exhausted by the loss of blood, he fainted as he uttered the last v.'ord, when, thinking he had expired, I entirely lost all knowledge, and fell on the floor ; in which situation Davis took me in his arms, and bore me into the next apart- ment '.—seating me on a chair he returned to the chamber where De Forlaix still remained on the floor, and the woman of the house weeping and wringing her hands over him, ex- claiming she was ruined for ever, and should be punished as a principal in the murder. ' Davis, as he afterwards informed me, laid De Forlaix on the bed, bound up the wound, which Avas in the shoulder ; and when he came to himself, assured him he should have immediate assistance, then left him alone with the woman^ secui'ing both by bolting the door of a passage that separated that apartment from the rest : he then returned to me, who was just recovered from my swoon. " Emma," said he, in great agitation, " we have no time to lose ; De Forlaix, I fear, is dying. I have secured him and the woman, at least for some time, for the house is too distant from the public road for them to give a speedy alarm; the present moment is therefore ours, an dperhaps all that is left us is to escape, for certain death awaits us if we remain^ Let us fly then ; my servant will return in an hour at farthest; and procure assistance, if De Forlaix still survives : — nay, d<» INGLEWOOD FOREST. 411 not hesitate, we may now escape, but the least delay will ren- der it impossible." " I will not go," replied I : " Unhappy wretch that I am, I am still no miirderer." "In this case," answered he, "you will be equally involved ; I therefore again entreat you to fly. Say, can you calmly resolve to stay and bear the torture ?" "Oh, heavens!" exclaimed I, "I dare not ; I will indeed fly; but whither? without friends or money where can I go?' »y •' To Flanders," replied he ; "I myself am but indifferently provided ; however, at all events, life is worth preserving." More conversation passed ; but the distraction of the moment prevents my recalhng it to memory ; I ojily recollect that I obliged Davis, before I would leave the house, to go again to De Forlaix, whom he found much in the same state he had left him in, except that his binding the wound had stopped the blood. He then again secured him with the woman ; and taking my trembling hand, we left the house together, our whole property consisting in about fifty louis d'ors, which we had in our separate pockets." When William reached thus far in the manu- script he paused, and for a moment laying it down, thus addressed his wife : ' I wonder not, my beloved, that you cover your face ; such re- citals, I thank Heaven, we are not accustomed to ; even my blood appears to chill in my veins, on the reflection that such a woman ever called me brother.' ' Her crimes, I trust, are expiated,' replied Fanny ; ' and, thank Heaven, we alone shall be acquainted with the extent of them ; for not for the wealth of India would I ever have our dear parent shocked with the recital. But proceed, my love ; we will not break on the peace of another evening", if possible, with even the re- membrance of what we hear to-night.' 412 THE FARMER OP CHAP. L. William again took up the manuscript, which for nearly a page was almost unintelligible, the letters being in several places effaced by tears, but which appeared to contain bitter self-accusa- tions and expressions of despair ; he therefore ])assed it over, and began as follows : — ' We travelled night and day until we passed the frontiers, and even then only stayed until we could get safely to England, where we arrived almost without clothes or money. It was now that Davis began to show himself in his true colours too indolent to exert himself for his own support or mine, he urged me to prostitute myself for both ! I had, however, sufficient spirit to resent this proposal in the highest terms; and completed the disgust I had for some time entertain- ed for the man whom I regarded as the author of all my mis- fortunes. 'The benefits of De Forlaix now returned with double force to my memory ; and being deprived of them enhanced their value. 1 saw myself also on the point of becoming a mother to an infant who would be bound to curse me, as its birth must now be infamous; whereas, but for my vice and folly, its mother's shame would have been concealed under the name of a respectable father, and itself heir to a consi- derable fortune ; while now, on the contrary, I dreaded its birth, lest it should share, or perhaps increase ray own miseries. 'Davis finding his endeavours ineffectual to reduce me to his infamous intentions, even treated me with brutality and one evening so far forgot himself as to give me repeated blows. Stung to madness by this insult, my rage knew no INGLEWOOD FOREST. 41S bounds ; I cursed him and myself, and calling him by every epithet that passion could dictate, rushed out of the sorry apartment where we lodged, leaving him, doubtless, very glad to be rid of me. * Behold me now a wanderer in the streets of London, without money, or even a place to rest my head ! Suicide was my resolve ; and inquiring the road to a village I had heard named, had no doubt but in the way thither I should meet with some piece of water, where I at least might termi- nate my earthly woes ; for the reflection of what might hap- jPeu hereafter never obtruded on ray imagination ! * Heaven, however, saved me from that crime ; I wan- dered through the fields in vain, and found only ditches or stagnated pools too shallow for my purpose. At length, exhausted by fatigue, I sunk under a hay-stack in a pa- roxysm of despair, where I sought my pockets for some instrument of death ; but found neither knife nor scissars. Tears were now my only refuge; I wept until, like a wearied child, I fell asleep, my late pampered body exposed to the night wind, and my only canopy the spacious blessed firma- ment. I awoke at day-break, my spirits not only recruited by rest, but also the idea of suicide much weakened : I sat for some time pausing what method I should pursue; but could fix on none determinedly, for poor, friendless, and pregnant, the prospect was cold and dreary before me. All application to my friends, however, I was now more firndy than ever determined against, both on account of my poverty and i^ situation. ^D. " I will walk," said I, " through this great and busy city to- day, and resolve on future prospects ; some lucky thought may, perhaps, occur ; if not, 1 can but again rest here, or adopt the determination of yesterday. Oh, Inglewood ! Inglewood ! happy residence, why did I ever leave thee ? Thou hadst no grandeur to bestow, but thou hadst content; no riches, but peace and an unblemished conscience ; no pleasures that leave a sting beiiind, — no pangs of remorse such as I now feel." \^i 'The rising of the sun, ancs the cheerful matins of the lark, 'I had long been a stranger to. "Ah!" cried I, "I once celebrated the return of morn as cheerfully as ye do ; but, 414 THE FARMER OF dead to happiness, the glorious sua has now no charms for me 1" I advanced towards London, ruminating on my melan- choly situation ; for the clothes I had on, and a few half- pence, were all I possessed. I had some few articles of raiment at Davis's lodging, but those I determined never to claim, as it could not be done without again seeing the man whom I now detested. ' After I had wandered some hours I] began to experience tlie cravings of hunger ; and again the idea of self-destruc- tion came strong into my fancy ; when passing a shop, con- taining a variety of articles, I was struck with these words on the window: — "Money lent on Pledges." This imme- difttely gave rise to a thought that I before had no idea of- I had in my pocket-book a miniature of Whitmore, set with brilliants, that I had, for some years, always carried about me; and this for two reasons; the first of which was, that he was particularly dear to me ; and the second, that the picture being once seen by De Forlaix, he had appeared dissatisfied that I preserved so carefully the remembrance of another man. From this period I had constantly kept it concealed ; nor had Davis ever seen it, or he had doubtless deprived me of it, as he had before done of my watch : — drawing it, therefore, from my pocket-book with a heavy heart and tottering frame, I entered the shop, and j)re- senting it to the man behind the counter, requested him to favour me with the utmost sum he could advance on it. * The fellow having viewed me with an impudent stare, doubtless taking me for a woman of the town, replied, " A devilish handsome fellow, egad ; you have been crying I see, — one of your old favourites I suppose ; — well, never mind, — he will be perfectly safe here, — worse luck now, better another tii>ie, — drink a glass, and keep up your spirits; you are too fine a woman not to have plenty of business." ' Humiliated as I was, I, hoM'ever, replied tartly to this insult ; and the man, after a number of preliminaries, lent me the sum of ten pounds, declaring he could not advance a shilling more. With this I departed, comparatively happy to what I was before, determined to provide some food imnicdiately, and a lodging before night. Having satisfied my appetite, I walked in pui'suit of an apartment, and soon INGLEWOOD FOREST. 415 iound one suited to my circumstances, being only three s'.iilliiigs per week, and in the house of a widow who kept a shop. I here purchased a change of raiment, and likewise some of the cheapest things I could procure for my expected thild ; for every trifle I expended made me tremble for the future. One day, that I had been out to buy a loaf, turning hastily round the corner of a street, to my great surprise I encountered Hartford in regimentals. He expressed at once pleasure and pain to see me ; the distress I had under- gone being visible both in my person and habiliments. He informed me that his uncle, with some difficulty, liad procured him a commission, on his arrival in England, which was all iie had now to trust to ; and that he was, in the course of a ) few days, to embark for the West Indies, where his regiment was ordered, — desired to know my address, — and promised to call on me the ensuing morning. * Hartford was true to his appointment ; and I related all that had befallen me without equivocation. He expressed much concern for my misfortunes, as also at his inability to assist me as he wished ; but, before he took his leave, being to depart on the morrow, presented me with a bank-note for twenty pounds. * In about a month after this I was seized with the pangs of labour, and delivered of a lovely girl. Oh, God ! the cruel remembrance yet wrings my heart ! with what anguish I did I weep over her ! — with what bitterness did I accuse myself, deprecating my folly and vice, that had ruined her even before she saw the light ! She was now all the world to me ; and nursing her at my bosom, I appeared to live for her alone. * By the strictest economy my money lasted seven months ; at which time my babe was uncommonly strong for her age. It was now that poverty appeared to me with redoubled horror, as the slender diet I could obtain likewise deprived her of her proper nutriment. I can truly affirm, that I had no intention of returning to a life of prostitution, but rather thought of gaining a livelihood, if possible, by industry; and therefore inquired of my landlady repeatedly whether she could not procure me any needle- work. 416 THE FARMER OF ' Her endeavours had been, until the period before Bteu- tioned, unavaiUng, when one morning she informed rae, that some ladies, who hved fronting us, had inquired for a semp- stress, and desired me to apply. Taking my infant in my arms, I went immediately, and was introduced to an old lady and two young ones, who received me very politely ; but I was not such a novice but I could immediately dis- cover that they were women of loose character. They ad- mired my child, and paid me many compliments on my own person ; the old woman particularly inquiring my age ; and on my answering I was in my thirtieth year, appeared not to credit me, saying, that I did not look more than twenty-two. In short, they kept me all day ; and before we parted, the old woman had proposed to take me into her society, and furnish me with whatever was necessary. ' I gave no immediate reply to this offer, being determined to try what I could earn by my work ; but at a week's end found it so little that 1 began to deliberate on the subject; and, going home the same evening with what I had been intrusted, found the old woman in earnest conversation with a man elegantly dressed, but who bore the appearance of an emaciated debauchee. He greatly admired my infant, paid me many extravagant compliments, and finally presented me with a note for fifty pounds, — a temptation which my poverty could not resist; and I promised to sup there the following evening. ' Accursed promise ! would I had perished before I pro- nounced it ! or would to God my infant had been nourished with my blood before I consented to support her at such a price! — Oh! cruel, — deadly, — horrid! my brain burns, and I must lay down my pen ! I will go and pray ; but will Heaven hear the contrition of such a wretch as the abandoned Emma ? * I resume my pen : I will probe this guilty heart by the recapitulation ; I will relate how I murdered my infant, — the smiling angel, to whom I, infernal prostitute ! adminis- tered poison in the salutary form of milk ! Enabled by the present I had received, I dressed myself with more care than INGLEWOOD FOREST. 417, I had dotie for many months, and repaired to the old woman, where I found the wretch I had seen the day before, and who received me with peculiar pleasure. In short, tempta- tion again fell in my way, and I purchased a hundred pounds at tlie expence of what was a thousand times dearer to me than the vital blood that warmed my heart. The old woman could not now bear me to leave her ; my child also was the darling of the whole set ; and all was riot, \\ hicli they called pleasure, for three days, wlien I began to liud my health uncommonly disordered, as well as that of my child, and soon discovered, (do I live to relate it !) that her. pure blood was contaminated as well as my own, in conse- queuce of the acquaintance I had so lately formed. I can- not proceed ! I have in vain tried to describe the agonies my cherub suffered, until her once clear and transparent com- plexion was changed to the deadly hue of safl'ron ; suffice it, she died, and left me the most unhappy, — most cursed ! Oh! my head, — my heart, — pardon me, — the recollection even yet disorders my brain ! li- - * I was mad for six months after her death, in which state medicines were forced down my throat that restored my bodily health ; but my senses were long imperfect; during which period I can only remember I was frequently cruelly and brutally treated. ;v* When I regained my understanding, for the first time in my life I stifled reflection by the use of spirituous liquors; for the old wretch had made me considerably her debtor, and now commanded my obedience to all her infamous de- mands. In short, I became regardless and hardened to all that befel me. I had been in this situation about four years, when one evening at the play, casting my eyes around, I discovered my brother WiUiam, who was so little changed that I instantly recollected him ; and seeing that be also apparently knew me, determined to fly him : for, degraded as I was, how could I bear !:is presence ? My father too^^ I- had no doubt, must be dead; and reproaches and hate were all I could expect. Had I at that period been for- tunate enough to be apprised of his kind intentions. Oh ! 18 3g 418 THE FARMER OF how joyfully could I have submitted to be the most menial of his servants! but I was destined to suffer more miseries, and feel how far guilt and sin may lead their votaries. — For six weeks after I saw my brother I never left the house, so fearful was I of meeting him ; nay, I believe I could have preferred instant death to standing in his presence, so truly sensible was I of my own unworthiness. At length, driven by the repeated threats of the old woman whose slave I com- pletely was, 1 again ventured abroad, and in St. James's park, by chance, met with the servant whom Davis in his flight left at Paris. ' We recollected each other instantly, nor Mas I displeased at this rencounter, as I had ever ardently wished to learn the termination of a business to which I owed my final ruin ; I therefore entreated him, after common inquiries had passed, to gratify my curiosity on the subject. " You may suppose," answered the man, " that I was greatly surprised, on my return home, to find the doors fast, and to learn what had happened from the window where the ■woman of the house stood watching for me, requesting me to climb to one of the lower casements and release her. I immediately did so, and next fetched assistance to De For- laix, whose wound, though severe, was not found dangerous ; for in six weeks it was completely healed." " Blessings attend you for that intelligence," exclaimed I, interrupting him in a transport of pleasure, " you have re- moved one mountain of guilt from my surcharged bosom. But proceed, I am all attention." " On his recovery he caused diligent search to be made after you ; and soon learned your destination, and how you was accompanied. This intelligence appeared to grieve him, and he retired to his seat in Picardy, where he died about five months since. But before I proceed, tell me. Madam, whether the infant you was pregnant with be living?" " No," replied T, with astonishment at the question ; " it is dead, and with it all that could make life bearable to me." " I am sorry for it," resumed the man : " You doubtless a^e unacquainted that M. De Forlaix had left it, on being INGLEWOOD FOREST. 419 properly authenticated, a handsome fortune, whether boy or girl, and to the guardianship of his brother !" " Generous, noble De Forlaix, what a viper didst thou foster in thy bosom ! But proceed, Sir," continued I, in de- spair : "I poisoned my child, the darling of my heart! But go on, let nie hear all." 'The man looked shocked; he doubtless thought me distracted.— "I have nothing- more to add," returned he, ** nor should I have known so much, but that I, having no money to bring me to England, procured a service in Paris, where I have remained till lately ; for Mr. Davis owed me a year's wages when you went away, and his clothes were stopped for arrears by the landlady." ' This intelligence disordered me too much to hold more conversation ; I therefore soon after bade the man farewell. On my return home I gave way to the anguish of my heart, and from that time sunk into a gloom that nothing could overcome ; threats of being thrown into prison I disregarded, and grew daily more callous to ill usage, which the old woman was by no means wanting of. Liquor alone now re- duced me to her purposes, and this was not spared, for, though no longer young, I was a favourite in the house, my understanding being rather more cultivated than that of my companions, and likewise from some acquirements I had obtained. ♦ One night, about eight months since, she pressed me so earnestly, that I consented to go to a masquerade with two unhappy girls that were lately become inmates of our house : during the amusement I sat wrapped in my usual gloom, and at an early hour returned home, leaving my companions engaged in riotous parties. * I expected to be reproved for my haste : but, on the contrary, the old wretch expressed her satisfaction, inform- ing me that a gentleman who frequented the house had beea there that evening, and introduced one of his friends, a man of considerable fortune, but who was so much in liquor that he was obliged to be put to bed ; concluding by desiriu"- me to take my place by his side. — I had drank a great deal of wine at the masquerade, and made no objection, but pre-^ 420 THE FARMER OF pared to act as she desired, by taking a candle and going to the apartment. ' The stranger, by his breathing, appeared completely in- toxicated, and to sleep uneasy ; I therefore determined to undress myself as quietly as possible, for I wished him not to awake : for, though vice was' become habitual, yet it was hateful to me siiice the death of ray child. An uncommon ' heaviness and dread also hung on my spirits, and the scenes of my youth dwelt strongly on my imagination. Deter- j mined to banish remembrance, I went to my closet, and i drank a glass of spirits, when a whim seized nie to look at ^ my companion : I therefore took the candle and opened the curtams ; his arm was thrown over his face, so that little of it was discernible ; but the light causing him to move, T hastily snatched it back, until perceiving he was again per- fectly still, I seated myself on a sofa at the farther end of the apartment. ' I had accustomed myself to give way as little as possible | to reflection, but this night it involuntarily stole upon me : " Ah !" sighed I mentally, " accursed be the hour that first I saw the light ; born to plunge my parents in dishonour and an untimely grave ; to destroy my beauteous smiling infant, yet to live myself, though daily involved in fresh crimes, abhorred by the virtuous, scorned even by my part- ners in vice, hateful to myself, and abandoned of God ! Horrid retrospection ! when will this scene of depravity end ? When will my eyes close in everlasting forgetfuliiess ?'' ' A dread of futurity at that moment suddenly flashed on my fancy, and made me shudder ; but determined to shake it oft', I started up, and had recourse to a second glass of spirits to deaden the pang of conscience. Powerful as was this soporific it did not immediately take eff"ect : I reseated myself on the sofa, and for some time remained lost in thought, until the liquor I had drank overcame me, and I dropped asleep, my head resting on the back of the couch. My eyes were no sooner closed than either the thoughts that had employed me waking, or the immediate providence of Heaven interposed to snatch me from destruction, to save me from a crime against which nature revolts, and that must have plunged me in yet tenfold guilt. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 421 ' In my sleep, which was uncommonly heavy, I dreamed tliat Whitraore, Hartford, De Forlaix, Davis, ai:d several other men, were pinsuiiig and driving me with swords and difterent instruments of torture, through a narrow and thorny road, until I I'eached the top of a prodigious mountain, where there stood a monster so horrible, that in spite of all their weapons I started back ; but the beast advancing towards me, and finding no resource, methought I leaped the tremendous steep, where I must have been nifallibly dashed to pieces, had not my mother caught me in her arms, saying, " Misera- ble wretch, is it not enough that you have plunged me into the grave, but you must recall me again to earth to snatch ^->you from destruction?' ' The alarm occasioned by this dream made me cry out aloud in my sleep, which disturbed the stranger, who jumped out of bed, asking what was the matter? This totally awaken- ed me, though I could not for some moments reply ; but sitting up, I endeavoureil to recover from my terror, relieving my overcharged heart by a flood of tears, and at length excloiming, " Ah ! uo^ it is indeed too late : shouldst thou even, Oh, blessed sphit! be permitted to return to earth, thou couldst not now snatch the devoted Emma fi*om destruc- tion ! the doom is passed, and my torments here are but the preludes of those to come !" 'The stranger replied by a loud and tremendous oath ; and snatching up the light which was burning on the table, pre- sented it full in my face, — he at once discovering the wretched Emma — and I the abandoned Edwm ! ******* At this passage the manuscript fell from the hands of William ; who, struck with horror, fix- ed his eyes in silence on the pale cheeks of his trembling wife. ' My beloved friend,' at length cried Fanny, pressing him affectionately to lier bosom, " be not thus moved ; the mercy of Heaven providen- tially saved them.' 422 THE FARMER OF ' Saved them !' repeated William :— ' Oh, God! is it possible that such should be the children of our virtuous father and sainted mother ?' ' Alas !' answered Fanny, ' vu'tue is not heredi- tary. But for Emma all our fears are now calm ; .she rests, I trust, in the bosom of peace : her errors were indeed great, but her expiation was terrible. Ah, William! the situation of Edwin is far more dreadful ; perhaps even yet revellinj^ in vice until, like a blast of lightning', it shall strike him without time or preparation. But pro- ceed, my love ; you have, I doubt not, heardjthe last of Emma's errors. This w arning was surely decisive.' William again took up the manuscript and continued. * Oh, God ! what were my sensations at that moment ! Edwin, as well as myself, was unable to articulate a word, but remained for some time with his eyes fixed on me with an expression of horror; for astonishment had overcome the fumes of wine. Like myself, I trust he felt the hand of heaven upon us, and resolved to tempt destruction no far- ther ; but, alas ! if he felt contrition, his expression of that sentiment was very different from what I experienced ; for being in some measure recovered from his first surprise his rage knew no bounds. — Nevei', depraved as were the com- pany I was accustomed to, did I ever before hear such dreadful and tremendous execrations ; justly, however, up- braiding me with my infamy ; and, finally, dressing himself, he hastily rushed from the house, before the anguish and hor- ror, occasioned by the foregoing scene, had left me sufficiently able to reply by aught but tears. ' - ' Midnight brawls were too common in this detestable house for this to be noticed ; I passed the remainder of the night alone ; and, for the first time for many years, threw myself on my knees, thanking my Creator that he had. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 423^ amidst my numberless transgressions, at least saved me from so deadly a sin as that, whose very name chilled ray blood with horror. * I remained in this posture until day, and during the time formed the determined resolution to brave the worst that could befal me, rather than have recourse to my usual way of life. My spirits were, however, overpowered with the shock they had received ; I found my head giddy, my tliroat parched with drought, and by noon was in a burning lever, which, for near a month, baffled all the power of me- dicine, and which, when even vanquished, left rae in a state of melancholy that frequently impaired my senses. ' I had never failed, in my lucid intervals, informing my abandoned hostess of my resolution of embracing death rather than returning to my former vices ; but she regarded this merely as the effect of sickness, and doubtless thought she could, as she had before done, seduce me to her Avishes ; her rage was therefore unbounded when she found me de- termined, and equally regardless of threats as promises, and, above all, strictly resolved to drink nothing but water. * One day that she particularly pressed me to renew my former infamous course, I hastily snatched up a pair of scissors, and clipped off my hair, saying, " There is one of my flattered ornaments destroyed ; and know, that if nothing else could save me, I would make myself a spectacle of horror and disgust sooner than I would again submit ; but that is not necessary, I am a free woman. If your conscience will permit you to swear I am indebted to you, do so ; I am willing to go to prison ; it will be heaven to this polluted house." " Then go you shall," replied she, with an oath, leaving the apartment ; and next morning was true to her Avord, for I was arrested and thrown into the Fleet pris,on. ' I bore this calamity with thankfulness, as it removed rae from such a scene of guilt. Money or valuables 1 had none, for the old wretch had stopped all, and I must have perished but for the humanity of my fellow-prisoners ; the virtuous part of whom, however, treated me distantly, when it was known from Avhat house I came. 424 THE PARMER OF ' I had l)een in this place about four months, when one night I again dreamed of my mother, who I thought still looked with great severity, but presented me with a Bible ; and putting it in my hand vanished. 1 immediately awoke, and determined, as soon as it should be light, to ask all over the prison until I had borrowed a Bible; and accordingly in the morning applied to several of the prisoners before I could procure one, and which I at length obtained from a poor widow, who was confined for the funeral expenses of her husband. * From the time I left Inglewood to the present moment I had never opened that Sacred Volume, whose doctrine I had learned to contemn, and whose precepts I had derided : I now seized it with avidity, and ran to my own apartment, where, having seated myself, I casually opened it at the fifteenth chapter of St. Luke, where these immediate words struck me : — " I will arise and go to my Father, and will say unto him. Father, I have sinned against Heaven, and before thee, and am no more worthy to be called thy son." * For a moment the book dropped from my hand ; but snatching it up again in a transport, I pressed it to my lips, and vowed, if ever in my power, though I should beg my way home, to obey what I regarded as a sacred injunction. * About a month after this, as I was reading, one of the unhappy girls, who resided with my wicked creditor, called to inform me that their house by some neglect had taken fire in the night, and that its vile mistress had been so severely burnt that her life was despaired of; in consequence of which she had sent to entreat the presence of a sister, with whom, for many years before, she held no communica- tion, being as respectable a character as my creditor was the reverse. ' This relation, however, obeyed the summons, as the girl informed me, bidding me hope the best, as she was certain I should not long remain a prisoner,— a prediction that was verified that very day-week, when I was infornu'd an elderly lady inquired for me, and who, on my attending her, announced herself the sister of my creditor. "You are free," said she, viewing me with a look of pity ; '• 1 have INGLEWOOD FOREST. 425 discharged your prison dues, and you are at liberty to go when you please ; the unhappy woman,, at w hose suit you were confined, is dead, and has left me heir to what ill- gotten wealth she possessed : but never shall my children be' enriched by the spods of prostitution ; it siiall be ex- pended in the relief of those wretched women to whose misery she has so largely contributed. — I iiave heard your unhappy story ; and to you, as a proper claimant, I present the first offering, entreating you to pray that Heaven may grant her that mercy she denied to you." 'As she spoke she gave me a paper containing twenty guineas ; adding, " You are, I hope, fixed in the resolution that caused your removal hither. And should you want a friend, apply to me ; you shall meet every assistance in my power." 'I threw myself at the feet of this generous woman, thank- ing her as well as my emotion would permit ; and when some- what calmer recapitulated my intention respecting my journey home, and also the previous eveats of my life. ' She did not listen to them unmoved ; and when I con- cluded, replied, — " By the common course of nature your father is dead. I however applaud your motives ; but should you find it as I predict, and' circumstances render home inconvenient, return to me ; I am not rich, but can, with the exertion of your own industry, secure you from want or shame." ' She soon after left me, giving me her address ; and this woman, so generous, disinterested, and humane, was simply the wife of a linen-draper; but whose humble virtues might have dignified a coronet. ' On her departure, after returning my unfeigned thanks to the Power whose hand had led me through this affliction, I prepared to depart, calling first on the widow of whom I had borrowed the Bible, and insisting on sharing my purse with her : an ofl'er she would fain have declined ; but in j which I was so peremptory that she at length acquiesced ; and I had the pleasure to see her compound the debt with her creditor, and regain her liberty at the same time with myself. As few objects, in respect of raiment, could be Ui 3 H 426 THE FARMER OF more wretched than myself, my first care was to purchase a change of linen ; and the gown I wore on my return to luglewood, in which I went to bid adieu to my benefactress, who received me kindly, and would willingly have advanced me more money ; but I declined it, assuring her I had a suf- ficiency to carry me liome. • From her I went to procure a place in one of the Carlisle coaches, but all were full ; and it was two days before any were to set off again. Disappointed at this intelligence, I took a place in one that was on the point of departing for Grantham, as that would at least advance me above a hun- dred miles on my way. The money paid, I entered the vehicle, my whole baggage contained in a pocket handkerchief. * I had but one fellow-traveller, a woman, and remained lost in thought, revolving on the reception I might expect to meet at Inglewood, when a few miles beyond Barnet I was alarmed by the cry of Stop ; and a moment after, a horseman made up to the carriage, presented a pistol, and demanded our money. The moon shone bright, and re- flected full on the face of the highwayman, whom, to my inexpressible terror, I recognised to be Da\is! — An involun- tary scream escaped me ; but he repeating his demand with execrations, and my companion having given her purse, I also presented my little all, which he snatched from my hand, and galloped off full speed. ' Though deprived of the means by which I meant to reach home, I, however, could not avoid looking back with thank- fulness to the Power who had awakened me to a sense of my errors, and retraced with agony the effects of debauchery and sin, my heart blessing God in silent adoration for having separated me from so infamous a companion, and likewise that I was unknown to him, as I sat in the corner of the coach with my face totally concealed by my bonnet. ' At length we arrived at Grantham, where I had not . even the means to procure a breakfast, and with a heavy heart leaving the coach, my little bundle in my hand, I pursuing my way on foot, contemplated how my exhausted frame could ever reach the end of my journey, which was yet a hundred and seventy miles. Determined, however. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 4^ to persevere, I walked until evening;, when, being almost frozen with cold, I entered a cottage, and entreated assist- ance, offering the contents of my bundle for a quarter the money it had cost me. The woman of the house refused my offer ; but, bidding me draw near, stirred up the fire, and soon set meat before me, telling me I was welcome, and that, poor as she was, she would sooner give than tai their tears. At length they retired to rest, shocked at what they had read, and determined^^ ^t all eients, to conceal it from their parents. CHAP. LI. On the following morning, when the family met at breakfast, the maternal eye of Fanny fixing on her eldest son, read an uncommon anxiety in his features, and immediately inquired the cause ; which, however, Reuben passed ofl^ as a trifling indisposition; and soon after accompanied his father to a neighbouring village, where some business called him. 430 THE FARMER OF * What is the matter, my son ?' said William, in his way thither. ' I see with concern that your health declines, your usual spirits are fled, and some concealed uneasiness appears to prey on your mind. I had flattered myself, that in a family so affectionate as ours, one would not have had a thought necessary to conceal from the whole.' * Nor have F, my dear father,' replied Reuben. * I am uneasy almost without knowing why ; and frequently, even myself, endeavour to account for the melancholy that overpowers me. I can truly say, that was the whole world laid before me, and I had the choice of my state, I would not change my present one. It is true, I wish that Anna was not in that hateful London. Do you not think it strange, my dear father, that the post brought us no letters last night ?' ' Rather so ; but we can have no fears for her safety; — next post we shall doubtless hear of her. Mrs. Palmer is, perhaps, returned to Lon- don ; and they may be on the point of setting out for Inglewood.' ' May they never E^gain leave it !' replied Reu- ben, warmly. ' Surrounded by my family, I feel myself the most blessed of human beings, — not an individual in it but what seems necessary to my happiness ; but deprive me of one, and my heart is cold ; and though I accuse myself continually with ingratitude to the rest, yet were my life at stake I cannot banish it.' More conversation of the same sort passed be- tween the father and son ; but all of which tended INGLEWOOD FOREST. 431 towards confirming the former that the latter had conceived an affection for Anna ; which, however it might be restrained within the bounds of rea- son, would nevertheless embitter the peace of his future life. On their return home, William find- ing no one present but Godwin, Bernard, and Fanny, began a conversation on the subject; giving his opinion respecting the uneasiness of his son, and asking their joint advice. ' Were it not,' said he, ' for the unhappy ex- amples we have had in our own family, of the effects of trusting youth in large towns, I should think of placing Reuben where he might study some profession which might divert his mind fi'om this unhappy inclination ; as law, physic, or divinity.' ' Nay,' interrupted Bernard, ' for his soul's sake, never make the boy a lawyer : it would be a wicked action ; and you would have it here- after to answer for.' ' Why, surely, my dear father,' replied William, with a smile, ' you would not infer that all law- yers are Avicked ? Doubtless, there are many virtuous.' ' Like enough,' answered Bernard ; ' but they never came within the scope of my knowledge.' * Indeed, my dear father,' returned William, ' you are wrong to condemn a whole body of men for the errors of a part. Believe me, there are many worthy pillars of the law, whose merits ex- ceed all praise ; and that, written in the hearts of their countrymen, will be transmitted from gene- ration to generation, though writing should be prohibited, and printing destroyed.' 432 THE FARMER OF 'I knock under,' cried Bernard. 'Herein the health of all such in a bumper: and in their journey through life, may they never meet a man that reveres and honours them less than I do ! Let the boy be a lawyer then; for as for a par- son, his face has not the right cut, and would never do for a pulpit.' ' And why,' inquired old Godwin, 'should you think so ?' 'Why? — why, because he looks too merry. The dog too has a sly look. A parson's face should be like a standing pool, unruffled with any breeze, except when it " creams and mantles'* with the prospect of a good fat living. Besides, I do not think the boy w ould like to be a parson.' ' Perhaps not,' answered William. ' But what say you to physic, or rather surgery ? ' Why those will never do,' returned Bernard. ' A fme surgeon truly ! Why he cannot kill an old hen. Oh, he w ould cut a sorry figure for a surgeon ! Then for your physic : it would surely be a sin and a shame for such a strong handsome fellow as Reuben to waste his time in listening to the complaints of old women, (for who the pies would be fool enough to trust him with the young ones,) spreading of plasters, rolling up pills, or making drenches that would poison a horse! Besides he would have no business in the country : he must go to London ; and tliere we should lose hii;n for good.' * If he must be a profession,' said the elder God- w in, ' I must confess I see none equal to the church ; for what man so truly respectable as the worthy minister of his Creator ?—-tlie comforter of INGLEWOOD FOREST. 438 the afflicted, — tlie reprover of the wicked, — the protector of the widow, — the father of the orphan, — and the friend of all mankind !' ' Bat where will you find him?' answered Ber- nard, drily. ' 1 never heard much of our parson's comforting the afflicted ; then for reproving the wicked, I suppose it is for that purpose he gets drunk four times a week with Squire Joice ; and as for protecting widows, and being a father to orphans,— who helped the poor old widow and her children at the mill ? Not the parson I trow. Nay, never frown, I have let the cat out of the bag undesignedly ; but the widows' prayers and the children's blessings ' * We w ill change the discourse, if you please,' mternipted Godwin, gravely. 'Ay, ay,' answered Bernard, 'you may hide your light under a bushel ; but it will burn through and blaze out. However, I mean no offence ; so let us, as you say, change the subject: I vote for the law.' * Nay,' answered William, ' if we find it abso- lutely necessary, Reuben must determine for him- self. Were it not for this unhappy prepossession, the avocation of his father is wliat I would have chosen for him: — the profession of man, in the unvitiated state of nature, who reaps what he sows, and feels the power of his Creator in every wind that blows, and his providence in the glori- ous sun-shine. But why are you silent, my love V continued William, addressing his wife. ' Your counsels ever better my opinion, and are desirable to us all.' ' My advice then,' replied Fanny, ' is that you 3i 434 THE FARMER OF think no more of a change for Reuben. We know him now strictly virtuous, and all our hearts can w ish ; but who could answer for his stability at so early an age, were he thrown into alluring and dangerous situations ? Let him then remain at home a farmer, like his father. Time may, perhaps, remove this partiality for Anna, if it is so ; but should it not, and we find it mutual, we are not without resource.' * Name it,' returned William. ' Bid defiance to censure, which can never in- jure us, declare the truth, and unite them,' replied Fanny. ' Think you not, that could my beloved sister look from her seat of blessedness, she would say as I do ? for can you suppose she would doom the son of my bosom, and the child who has cost lier so dear, to misery ? Surely not ; my Agnes had a soul superior, — she would have stepped over such narrow bounds, joined their hands, and, for their happiness, liave been regardless of the finger of Calunmy, if any sucli could point at so gentle and, I will add, so innocent a victim.' * First of women!' exclaimed William, 'how truly might I say thy counsels ever bettered my opinion ! The disgrace would indeed fall wliere it is most due, — on my unhappy brother ; whom, in all probability, it would never reach. But wliat say our parents ? Their advice sliall determine us.' ' My brother Bernard's 0])inion shall be mine," replied Godwin. 'As the most injured person, he shall decide.' . 'Well then,' said Bernard, 'I coincide witli Fanny ; for what could give us more pleasure than joining the hands of that good boy and dear INGLEWOOD FOREST. 435 girl : I am sure it would leave me nothing- to wish for on earth ; and could my poor lost child rise from her grave, I am convinced she would applaud it.' »t * And for me,' added Godwin, ' I truly confess I know no event that could confer equal satisfac- tion on me as that of seeing the child of our dear and lamented Agnes united for life to our worthy Reuben. Notwithstanding all the precautions we have taken, I have frequently dreaded, lest some unforeseen accident should discover her birth to her unworthy father, if he yet survives, I and that he should claim her from us. By this I step she would be secure for life, and safe in the bosom of Truth and Affection. But, my children, the concurrence of Mrs. Palmer is also neces- sary, and should guide us all: she has in our I calamities been a true friend, and Anna is peculiarly hers.' * Nor would I advance a single step without her advice,' replied William. ' On her return we j Avill resume the business, and endeavour to dis- j cover whether Anna's affections are in unison I with Reuben's ; if they are, with our good friend's I approbation, we will then bid defiance to all but their happiness.' Reuben and Edward at that moment enter- ing, the conversation gave way to more general subjects. The day following was the return of the post. William had his eyes on his son, who could not settle to any business ; but ten times in each Jiour walked to the gate, listening to every noise. At length the sound of the horn struck his ear ; and. 436 THE FARMER OF with the speed of lightning, he rushed to meet the welcome postman, who presented a letter, directed in an unknown hand, to his father. An unusual trepidation seized his whole frame ; for a moment his heart ceased to beat ; but the next, its motion returned with redoubled violence. Hastening to his father he presented the letter in silence, fixing his eyes on his face, as though he would read the contents there ; but though tiiese were not discernible, the effect they produced plainly evinced something more than common ; for the flush of health gave place to a sudden paleness, an unusual gravity at the same time overspreading his whole countenance. 'For Heaven's sake, my dear father,' exclaimed Reu- ben, * speak J Pardon my impatience, — you have surely received some disastrous news. Say, what of Anna ? I am sure it concerns her.' * Anna is not in perfect health,' replied William, with as much composure as he could assume. ' We will go to London, and bring her home with us.' Reuben for a moment made no reply ; but at length exclaimed, ' Oh, my beloved Anna, my heart sunk at thy departure, and too truly fore- boded that I should never see thee more ! ' It would better become us as men, Reuben,' replied his father, ' to consider how we may soft- en this news to your mother and our aged pa- rents, than give way to anguish that merely in- terests omselves; but prepare, we will depart this night, for the manner of the intelligence yet more alarms me tlian her sickness.' He then gave his son tlie letter, whose anxiety "was redoubled by the perusal. While he was INGLEWOOD FOREST. 4S7 expressing his surprise at the contents, Edward entered ; and was immediately informed of the intelhgence his father had received. Anna's situ- ation he lamented with truly fraternal aflfection : he, however, had no sooner looked at the letter than a loud exclamation escaped him : * It — it — it is Miss Fitzmorris's hand !' said he. ' The gentle Editha is alarmed for our sister; and this information comes from her.' * From what reason should you suppose so V replied William, ' How is it possible you should »be able to ascertain the young lady's hand ? '.< * Nothing more easy,' replied he, producing his pocket-book, and drawing forth a letter. 'See, there is what she wrote concerning the slaves; com- j)are them, and you will find the characters agree.' jv; William did so; and was entirely of his son's opinion. Then informing him of their intended jxjurney, was putting up both letters : '. You, — you have not returned my letter, father,' hesitated Edward ; • and may, perhaps, lose it out of your pocket.' y; William thus reminded, gave it back to his son, •whose face at the moment was covered withaburn- ing crimson. ' And may not I also accompany you, my dear father?' said he. ' My heart is anxious for my sister; and I may be of some service.' ' You will be most so, my son, by using every means in your power, during my absence, to sup- port the spirits of our aged parents and your dear mother, to whom I am going to disclose this disa- greeablebusiness;Tshall then departwithout delay.' / , Edward made no answer but by a deep sigh ; and immediately followed his father to join the family 438 THE FARMER OF The intelligence, though communicated with every caution tliat tenderness could suggest, fell heavy on all. Even Fanny's usual presence of mind forsook her; and she lamented with am guish the situation of Anna. '•; >iij; ' Oh, fly, my beloved husband !' cried she ; 'fly: to the darling of my heart ! Oh, gracious Heaven! spare all that is left me of my dear , restore her to my maternal arms, —or never, never will my soul know peace ! Where, at this disastrous mo- ment, is our best friend? — where is Mrs Palmer?' * By this time she is doubtless with her,' replied William. ' Cheer, my love, or indeed I cannot leave you. The next post will, I trust, bring you good news.' Every thing being ready, William and his son soon after departed, on their own horses for the first stage, and on hired ones the remaindei* of the journey. CHAP. LH. Though the letter which Editha had written to William Godwin had reached him, yet that de- signed for Mrs. Palmer had failed, — as it was addressed to her at Bath, and that lady was re- moved to Bristol. Her father being disgusted with the former place after a week's residence, had insisted on repairing to the latter ; which he reached in so weak and exhausted a state, as to make it apprehended that he would have expired on the road. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 439 On his arrival, he found himself so much worse, I that, unwilling as he was to acknowledge it, he ! declared it was fruitless to attempt any longer to ! fly from death ; and accordingly began to bustle j about the mighty work of repentance, being ' determined to rub out the accumulating sins of j fourscore and seven years between the rising and going down of the sun ; for he survived but little more than that time after his arrival! Mrs. Palmer left no duty unperformed while he was living, nor yet after his decease ; for finding by his will that lie desired she would see him laid in the vault of his ancestors, she determined to obey him. To his wife he had left five hundred pounds a year, and the bulk of his fortune to his daughter; to whom this acquisition was, until lately, totally unexpected. The second day after his death, Mrs. Palmer had written to Anna, signifying the event that had taken place; also her intention of accompany- ing the body to Derbyshire, desiring her not to write, as she should have left Bristol ; and tliat immediately after the funeral, she would return to town post,— expressed the sorrow she felt at Mrs. Fitzmorris'si llness, (Anna's letter respecting her having reached Mrs. Palmer the day before she left Bath,) declaring her obligations to Mr. Fitzmorris, hoping that gentleman would permit his daughter to accompany them the ensuing- summer ; desired her not to inform her parents of Mrs. Fitzmorris's illness, as it woidd give them unnecessary uneasiness ; and, finally, she con- cluded the whole by saying, she expected to embrace her in a fortnight at farthest. • 410 THE FARMER OF This letter reached Anna ; but not until after it had been perused by Fitzmorris, who had the sa- tisfaction to find, that, in all probability, the lady was safe for a fortnight ; during which time, if he determined to give up Anna, her health would be entirely re-established ; or if, on the contrary, he adopted other measures, he would have time to execute any thing he might resolve on. This letter arrived on the sixth day after Editha's removal, and when Anna was sufficiently reco- vered to leave her bed. Previous to this event Fitzmorris had not in- truded his presence on Anna ; but now secure of Mrs. Palmer, and apprised that her health was almost restored, his usual spirits returned, and he determined to lose no time, but to press his suit with all the earnestness he was master of, and ac- cordingly sent his compliments, and entreated the favour of personally inquiring after her health. Anna, who felt a repugnance she accused hereelf with for Fitzmorris, returned to this message an obliging answer, determined, as her health was so much restored, to entreat she might be permitted to go to Editha, whom she longed to question respecting her writing to her parents ; and Mrs. Palmer, as she could not conceive why it had been done privately, truly surmising, by the re- moval of the last mentioned, that the letter to her had failed. On Fitzmorris's entrance he was struck witit the alteration his diabolical arts had made in her beautiful face; but, nevertheless, complimented her on her recovery, expressing the alarm it at first had occasioned him, when he rushed, without INGLEWOOD FOREST. 441' ceremony, into her apartment, and asking, with well-dissembled curiosity, if this was a first at- tack, or whether she was subject to fits. ' Never,' replied Anna ; ' and I trust I never shall again. The wine I drank at supper was particularly disagreeable to me ; and to that I at- tribute my illness.' t^f^to Fitzmorris, vexed to find that she still perse- vered in the real cause, endeavoured all he could to divert that opinion, which Anna's timidity did not suffer her to persist in ; but turning the dis- course to EdiUia and her aunt, desired to be in- formed respecting the health of the latter, and whether she might now be permitted to see her friend. ' My sister's health is still very precarious,' re- plied Fitzmorris ; ' and for my daughter, in a few days I shall be happy to present her to you, for then all danger will be over.' Anna sighed. ' I thought. Sir,' replied she, with great gentleness, ' that fits were never com- municative.' . ' But, my dear Miss Palmer, yours were accom- panied by a degree of fever that rendered them alarming. I fear you received some infection from my sister previous to your coming hither : but why does that melancholy overspread your lovely face ? Is Editha the only one in the family for whom you have the least esteem ? Command here, you are mistress, and myself the most de- voted of your servants.' Such a speech from the gloomy, harsh Fitzmor- ris at once surprised and overpowered Anna with confusion. ' I should be very ungrateful, Su-,' 19 3 k 442 THE FARMER OF replied she, ' not to respect the whole family, to whom I have been so highly obliged.' ' Respect, charming Anna, is too cold a return for the affection my heart acknowledges for you ; so gentle a mind cannot surely be cruel enough to doom me to despair, wlien I lay myself and fortune at your feet.' 'Good Heaven! Sir, you shock me. Editha's father! Indeed you distress me beyond measure!' * How so?' replied ritzmorris: ' Is my affection then so dreadful ? and is Editha to monopolize all your love V As he spoke he attempted to take her hand ; but Anna shrunk back, and appeared ready to faint. ' Nay,' said he, ' why that averted look ? Say, lovely girl, will you give me leave to apply to Mrs. Palmer? I flatter myself my fortune " 'Will have no effect on her,' replied Anna, re- covering from her confusion. ' She loves me too well not to leave me, in a cause of so much conse- quence, to my own choice, and that is never to quit her: I have therefore only to entreat, tiiat while 1 intrude on your hospitality, you will cease a conversation that gives me so much pain.' ' By Heaven, it is impossible!' exclaimed he, attempt- ing to embrace her : ' I must be more or less than man not to resolve to conquer this soft timidity,— - this childish declaration.' Anna screamed aloud ; and in a moment Julia rushed into the room: 'What be de matter?' cried she, ' you fright away my sense! Sure you not drink wine again!' ' Btgone,' exclaimed Fitzmoms, ' why this in- solent intrusion? You were not called.' INGLEWOOD FOREST. 443 ' Me was,' replied Julia. ' Young Missey no rtcream widout want me. Julia know duty, and more from love den fear.' 'I charge you stay,' said Anna; ' I have busi- ness for you.' * I then take my leave,' rejoined Fitzmorris, malignantly. ' You will consider of what 1 have said ; and I trust will answer me more kindly in the eveninj*;.' Anna made no reply, and Fitzmorris immedi- ately after withdrew. ' What shall we do, Julia?' cried she, ' that odious man has frightened me to death. Oli! that I had never entered his house! Mrs. Palmer, from her removal, I fear, has never received Editha's letter.' ' But de oder, Missey. Friends get dat, no doubt — soon be here,'' replied Julia. 'That thought alone, Julia, enables me to keep up my spirits ; for the bare idea of passing a fort- night here would kill me. But have you heard where Editha is placed V * No, I ask footman, for more servants be come now, Missey ; but no tell me, only laugh my face.' ' I will go,' said Anna : ' I can hire a post-chaise to take us home ; there is less danger on the high road than under the roof of this odious man.' Julia advised her against this step, as by that means she would probably miss of her friends, whom she might soon expect ; adding, ' No fear dat little time, Missey ; me take care me warrant, — beside me tink massa no let us go.' * Not let me go, Julia !' repeated Anna ; ' you astonish me ; he will not surely dare to detain me.' 444 THE FARMER OF ' Dare !' repeated Julia. ' Ah, Missey, you no know what he dare, —he fear noting.' Anna shuddered at this account; but, never- theless, determined to mention her intention when next he should visit her. Fitzmorris retired to dress in the mean time ; and to his trusty confidant declared what had passed, vowing that Anna should not escape him ; for he was determined, if all other means failed, to carry her out of the kingdom, and se- crete her until she consented to his terms ; adding, that the death of old Sommerton (whom iie sup- posed her grandfather) would make a fine addi- tion to her fortune, and concluded with saying, ' Between ourselves, such a recruit may not prove amiss, for I have lost considerably since I came to England. Had the old woman died, her ten thousand, indeed, might have made up the de- ficiency ; but I have scarcely any hopes of that now, for she is much better.' Fitzmorris, to his great vexation, was prevent- ed- repeating his persecution to Anna that day by the unwelcome visit of three of his London companions ; who knowing he had a house on the Heath, called to take a dinner, and sat drink- ing with him until the night was far advanced, leaving him in a state of almost brutal intoxica- tion ; in which situation, taking up a candle, he declared he would go to Anna's apartment. But his trusty valet, who saw he was in no situation to recommend himself to a lady, prevented him, by assuring him she had long since retired to rest; and soon after persuaded him to do the same. While Fitzmorris and his domestics had been INGLEWOOD FOREST. U6 employed in the entertainment of the guests, Anna had written to Inglewood, without, how- ever, mentioning the extent of her uneasiness, but entreating to be fetched home without delay, Julia conveying the letter to tlie postman, as she had done those of Editha. CHAP. LIII. FiTZMORRis rose earlier than usual, his head aching from the last night's debauch, — his blood fevered with what he called Love, -and his con- science agonized with all the torment that vice gave rise to. In order to reduce his spirits to some degree of calmness, he walked into his garden, and was ap- parently lost in thought ; when Anna, leaning on Julia, crossed the path before him, and for a time banished his unpleasant reverie. * Abroad so early!' said he; 'I am fortunate this morning!' at the same time offering to place her arm under his. * May I flatter myself you will breakfast with me V 'I CB,me merely to try my strength. Sir,' re- turned Anna, withdrawing her hand, ' as I pro- pose going to town to see Mrs. Fitzmorris to-day.' * You jest, surely !' answered he ; ' you cannot think of putting your health to so dangerous a hazard, or that 1 am so little sensible of the value of my charge as to permit so improper a step !' * I was intrusted. Sir,' replied Anna, ' to Mrs. Fitzmorris's care; I am not afraid of fevers; and as Miss Editha is not here, — -' 446 THE FARMER OF ' I will, on my honour, fetch her in two days,' interrupted he. ' But favour me, charming Anna, by dismissing your servant ; I have something to communicate which requires your private ear.' ' I hear no subject. Sir,' replied Anna, ' that needs concealment; and, for myself, would only entreat that you will permit one of your domestics to fetch me a chaise from Hounsiow.' ' And will you favour me with no answer to what I requested yesterday ?' said he, angrily, — 'since I must speak before this black devil.' ' You call devil black, massa V inteiTupted Julia. ' Negro call devil white : me believe no colour, only bad heart, make devil, — wicked con- science hell.' 'D — _. n you,' exclaimed Fitzmorris, losing his temper ; ' I merit this for permitting you to torment me after what passed in Jamaica.' * Ah ! much pass dere massa ; if you forget, your memory no so good as Julia's.' Fitzmorris raised his hand, and was only pre- vented from striking her by the presence of Anna. * I see,' said he, * I have nothing to expect, and shall act accordingly ; yet must inform you. Ma- dam, that to Mrs. Palmer only will I resign you ; she, perhaps, may be more sensible of my atten- tion than you are.' With these words he turned away in a rage, and soon regained the house, leaving- Anna amazed at his brutality, and shocked to fmd her- self in the power of so bad a man, Fitzmorris saw Anna in the afternoon in lier jown apartment ; he attempted, as before, to send away Julia, but in vain : liberty had made her INGLEWOOD FOREST. 447 bold ; and she now openly despised the tyrant, wliOvSe frown had heretofore made her tremble. From Anna he was ( onvinced he had no favour to expect ; he saw he was detested ; and ani>:fer, as much as love, sthniiiated hmi to revenge the affront. He had been particularly favoured by the ladies ; and was enraged to find her blind to those attractiv)ns that had subdued so many, never considering that her heart might be pre-engaged, or that he was no longer so young, or possessed of so attractive a person as formerly ; though, to confess the truth, his dissipated life, more than age, had caused the alteration. ' I have no time to lose,' said he to his colleague in vice ; ' and it is but labour lost to try gentle means ; force and fear can alone conquer so obsti- nate a spirit; she shall find I am not to be trifled with.— 'Sdeath, have I lived until now to be van- quished by a girl ! Beside, should I let her escape, she would but relate what has passed, and make me ridiculous. By Heaven, I will bear her to France, and there, wife or mistress, her choice shall determine. 1 have nothing to fear in this case, but the tongue of her mother; and that, until I can make all secure, I will keep at a dis- tance. She has no heroic brotiiers ; but if she had I care not ; my arm never yet failed me, nor do I fear it now.' ' I must confess,' replied the valet, ' I am not quite so sanguine in this business as I have been in some in which I have had the honour to serve you. Mrs. Palmer is rich, and will doubt- less spare no pains or expense to discover her daughter.' 448 THE FARMER OP * True, nor no expense to heal her reputation ; for who will believe she was not const nting to the elopement? Besides, the young vixen will very soon be glad to salve so desperate a case with the old remedy, Matrmiony. But enough of this. Prepare me post-horses to-morrow night by nine o'clock ; I shall settle all my business ni the day. You must ride forward, and obtain relays ; and give out, in case of question, that I am conveying an imprudent daughter to France. We shall reach Dover early in the morning, and will go directly on shipboard to prevent all alarm.' ' But what, Sir, do you mean to do with Julia?' * D n her, if it was not for her infernal yells on the road I would take her too, if it was only for the pleasure of pushing her overboard into the sea. As it is, we will lock her up, and l^ave her under the care of your sister, whom you must command, as she values her place, not to release her until the next day.' ' But Miss Editha, Sir, and your son ?' ' Pish, if my sister gets well, the girl will natu- rally return to her; and I may make a merit hereafter of sending for her abroad. As for the boy, he cannot be better than at school ; therefore no more questions, but prepare to obey me.' * After so many proofs of my attachment, Sir,' replied the man, ' I shall not now forfeit your friendship.' ' After so many proofs of my gratitude, I hope you will not,' answered the master. With these words the ivorthy pair separated for the night. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 449 CHAP. LIV. In the morning all was preparation for the in^ tended expedition. Fitzmorris wrote to his sister, who was yet in a very precarious state of health, that immediate business demanded his presence in a distant pai't of the kingdom ; and entreated tliat, when it should be convenient, she would again take the care of Editha. To his son's preceptor he likewise sent, signifying iiis intention that he should remain at school until they heard farther from him. He also settled his domestic economy for the country with his housekeeper, whc was the valet's sister, and remitted an order to his attorney to discharge his house in town, together with his domestics. Thus all was prepared, and Fitzmorris looked on his success as certain. Julia, whose eyes and ears were attentive to all that passed, was not unmindful of the more than usual business that seemed in agitation, but which, perhaps, had made no material impression, had she not heard the valet and housekeeper in close conversation. The former witli a bitier im- precation cursing the new folly tiiat actuated his master, and declaring it was the last he would be engaged in, concluded with saying, 'The pitcher goes often to the well, but at last comes home broken. Never had man such devilish warnings and hair-breadth escapes ; but it is all in vain ; tjiey only, I think, make him more daring. And for this attempt on Miss Palmer, ' 19 3l 450 THE FARMER OF His eye at that instant met the fissure of Julia, Avho was standing- in the cioor-way ; bat uncertain whetiiershe had beard, and concluding* that if slie hi d she could make nothmg of it, he turned the discourse to common occurrences until her de- parture. Julia had but just related to Anna what she had heard, when Fitzmorris sent his compliments, and desired to be admitted. It was now after- noon, and he had been endeavourini^ to drown thought in wine ; he therefore behaved with less caution than formerly, urging- his suit with much vehemence, until at lengih, seeing the trembling Anna terrified, and almost ready to faint, he de- sisted, and left her alone with Julia. ' Oh» my God, protect me!' cried Anna. 'What can I do? Surely, if you love me, you will not deny my request. The attempt you heard them mention, and his behaviour, all conspire to show I have no time to lose. Let us then this very night privately leave the house; I am strong, and can walk a great way ; neither am I without money. Heaven will, I am sure, protect us, and we shall reach home in safety.' ' Wid all my heart,' replied Julia. ' Ah ! i^e hope some friend come before now.' ' It is impos^sible they could reach here, were they even to come post, before to-morrow or the next day : and oh ! Julia, what may not happen in that interval ! No, I will brave the w orst sooner than remain longer under this hated roof.' Tliey then determined, as soon as the house should be settled for the night, to endeavour to escape, and reach Hounslow on foot: — 'From INGLEWOOD FOREST. 45* whence,' said Anna, ' we will, my faithful Julia, procure a chaise, and travel all the way post. By morning we shall be safe from pursuit, should we even be followed ; but that I think improbable, as 1 itzmorris will be uncertain of our route.' This resolution supported the spirits of Anna during the evening ; in the course of which Julia made up a little bundle of necessary apparel, which she proposed to take with them. At length the clock struck nine, and an instant after, a chaise drove into the court. Anna scarcely breathed, though she thought it impossible it j shouldbringany one from Inglewood ; but all her hopes vanished, when a moment after Fitzmoms desired to be admitted. ' I am sorry, charuiing Anna,' said he, ' to be the messenger of bad tidings; but Mrs. Palmer is taken ill at Derby, and has sent to require your immediate attendance.' ' Preserve her, merciful Heaven !' exclaimed Anna. ' I will fly to her ; the fatigue she has un- dergone has killed her, and I shall be deprived of my dearest friend.' ' 1 received the intelligence near an hour since,' returned Fitzmorris, ' but could not assume cou- rage to declare it to you : I, however, immediately ordered a chaise for your conveyance, and, with your permission, will accompany and deliver you safe to her.' * Julia will be sufficient,' replied she, recoiling at this ofter; 'I have no fear but for my beloved mamma.' * Excuse me, I will not trust you alone to this dangers of the night; for 1 presume you will de- part immediately. Julia can follow in the morn- 452 THE FARMER OF iug by the stage. Come, you lose time, all is prepared,' concluded he, presenting iiis hand. Anna drew back, and paused for a moment, while Julia replied, ' No leave Missey ; me run after coach sooner den be leave here behind.' ' Has my dear mamma sent no letter, nor yet her servant to accompany me?' demanded Anna, fixing her soft but inquiring eyes on Fitzmorris. * No,' replied he ; 'a horseman brought t!ie message, and departed immediately for London.' * It is strange,' answered Anna, pausina;: 'I should have thought that But come, Juiia, we will go ; and I can but thank Mr. Fitzmorris for all his kindness.' ' On my life,' interupted he, impatiently, 'you shall not go unprotected.' * Heaven will protect me,' replied Anna, rais- ing her eyes. ' No action of my past life has, I trust, made me forfeit that blessing' . ' Doubtless not,' answered Fitzmorris, with a sneer; 'but in this case it delegates its power to me. Come, — come, on my honour I will guide you in safety.' ' Slender barrier !' said Anna, aside, — the dis- course which Julia had overheard recurring fresh to her memory ; then turning to Fitzmorris, with as much firmness as she could assume, she added, ' Pardon me, Sir, for declining your offer ; but, indeed, I will not go without Julia.' ' By my soul but you sliall,' returned he, losing his patience, and stamping with rage: * I wished to woo you to love and happiness, but will not be trifled with; and therefore now throw off the mask, and boldly tell you that I am determined. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 458 All resistance is vain ; you must, and shall ac- company me.' ' Oh Gcd, protect me!' cried Anna, trembling; 1 then, pernaps, my dear, dear fri nd is not ill.' ' i neither know nor care,' exclaimed he, rudely seizmg hti- hand : ' she is an old woman, and fit only for worms' meat, while yon, glowing with youth and beauty, ' ' Unhand me, monster!' screamed Anna, at the same time releasing herself and flying to Julia, who clenched her fists, and grinning horribly, placed herself before her, bearing no indifferent resemblance of a fury defending an angel. ' No go widout like,' sputtered Julia, almost inarticulate with passion : ' Bad w hite man- wicked Christian, — me die before let take away Missey.' ' Die then, and be d d !' exclaimed he, at the same time with unmanly brutality striking ihev over the face (which was instantly covered with blood) with such force as caused her to re- coil several paces, and but for the timely suc- cour of Anna she must have fallen to the ground. ' Monster ! villain !' screamed Anna, rendmg the air with her cries : ' Murder us together, for we will never separate.' * I. have business for you living,' replied he, tauntingly; 'resistance is useless.'— With these words, like a fell kite seizing a dove, he snatched up his prey, and in spite of her cries and resist- ance bore her down the flight of stairs into the hall, covered as she was with the blood of Julia, who, from the blow, lay senseless on the ground. 454 THE FARMER OP ' For Heaven's sake, Sir !' exclaimed the valet, who was waiting- in the hall, ' cover her with a cloak ; it will not delay a moment. See, she has fainted.' And indeed, Anna, exhausted by the exertion she had made, had suddenly become inanimate, and now lay motionless in Fitzmor- ris's arms. The door of the hall had been opened in readi- ness, as Fitzmorris descended the staircase. At that instant William Godwin and Reuben arrived, who rushed in, having heard the screams as they alighted from their horses at the gate, there being no one to oppose their passage, the postillion alone being on the outside. The first object that pre- sented itself was Anna, covered with blood, and apparently dead in Fitzmorris's arms. Reuben, his eyes sparkling with rage, flev/ to him, and in a moment, with the vigorous arm of undebauched youth, snatched, in spite of resistance, the sense- less Anna from his grasp, while his father second- ed his efforts by knocking down the valet, and seizing another villain, who came to the assist- ance of their infamous master. Fitzmorris, whose fury knew no bounds, find- ing himself deprived of Anna, hastily drew a pis- tol from his pocket, and levelled it at William. At that instant their eyes met, — they became fix- ed as statues, the guilty Fitzmorris recoiling a few steps, and dropping the pistol from his ener- vated hand. ' Is it possible,' at length exclaimed William, 'that my eyes do not deceive me? Doth the earth yet shudder with thy impious weight ? De- generate monster ! guilty of every crime that dis- INGLEWOOD FOREST. 4S^5 graces human nature ! The death of thy own daughter was alone wanting to complete the number! Oh, murdered child of sweet Agnes! I here devote myself to revenge ; the ties of biood I tear from my heart, and even here on earth shall thy detested father pay the dues of offended justice.' Daring as Fitzmorris, or rather Edwin, was in vice, he appeared petrified with horror, rolling his haggard eyes ai'ound, and gnashing his teeth with anguish. . ' She is not dead, my father ! — she breathes, and will yet live to bless us !' exclaimed Reuben, in a transport. ' For that, Heaven be praised ! But say,' de- manded William, turning indignantly towards his brother, ' what does this mean? You cannot surely have been so abandoned of God as to have injured this innocent 1' ' She at least has not been abandoned of God,' replied Edwin ; ' her person is as uncontaminated as it is beautiful. But speak, for I have but little time to lose ; did not you say she was the child of Agnes?' ' I did,' returned William. ' In the horror of the moment prudence was lost, and I now will conceal the truth no longer. She is your own daughter : but build not upon that, for no human pow er shall snatch her from my protection ; there- fore attempt it not, I warn you ; it will be in vain. As soon as she recovers we will be gone. You have my pity, and Heaven forgive you ! Oh ! will no warning move that obdurate heart ? Sure- ly the meeting with Emma would have deterred 456 THE FARMER OF any other but yourself from vice for ever, and made them penitent as she was.' 'Well, — well, — well, — you know that too ; but enough. Answer me a few questions, and I will swear never to attempt removing the child of — my Agnes from you.' ' 1 ask no oath,' replied William : ' but propose your questions ; Anna recovers, and 1 aminhasie.' ' x4nd so am I,' returned Edwin, frantically. * If Anna is the ciiild of Agnes, whose mfant did I see dead on her bosom ?' ' Mine,' answered his brother, — ' an unhappy innocent, who even in the womb fell a sacrihce to your offences, by the anguish they caused its mother.' ' Enough !' cried he, striking his forehead. ' One more question, and ihen farewell for ever : Who is Mrs. Palmer ? — Oh ! that subterfuge destroyed me !^' ^ ' The present owner of the estate upon the Fo- rest, and a more than parent to Anna, whom she received from her dying mother.' y^ ' The mystery of the ring is then explained^ ^ said Edwin, without regarding his brother. * No warning could, indeed, awaken me !' Then turn- ing towards Anna, who was almost recovered, but in silent terror clasping Reuben's neck, he viewed her with attention for some minutes ; then, with a look of despair, rushed out of the room. William now caught Anna to his bosom, speak- ing comfort, and tenderly inquiring if she was able to accompany them, for that he was determined to ^ be gone as speedily as possible. ' O let us hasten!' at length said Anna. 'Bu|;. where is my poor Julia? This blood is hers, and INGLEWOOD FOREST. 457 was spilled in my defence.' — William then ask- ed where she had left her ; and being informed, v^ithout fm'ther question, ascended the staircase, and found Julia recovered from insensibility, but so much hurt, that she could not leave the apart- ment without his assistance. Having led her to Anna, and bound up her head, they were about to depart in the chaise, which had been prepared for other purposes, when the report of a pistol alarmed them. Wil- liam, prepossessed with the horrid trutli, left Anna and Julia with Reuben, and rushed for- ward into the house to demand the cause, which was soon discovered ; for on the floor of the par- lour lay extended, in the agonies of death, the guilty Edwin, who had placed a pistol to his ear, and thus, uncalled, rushed, widi all his vices on his guilty head, into the presence of an oflended Creator ! i^y^TAfe, however, had not quite forsaken him ; he fixed his eyes on his brother, and after various efforts to speak, all of which were unavailing, pointed to the table ; then grasping the hand of William, who had forgotten the vices of the man in the situation of the brother, with an agonizing pang expired ! Depraved as Edwin had been for years, Wil- liam was shocked at his death, particularly as it precluded all repentance, and appeared a com- plete seal to his numerous offences. For some time he remained in speechless anguish, bending 1 over the disfigured body : at length he recollect- I ed Edwin's pointing to the table ; and on approach- ' ing it found a paper, wherein was written, — I 20 3 m 458 THE FARMER OF ' ' 1 appoint my daughter Anna Godwin, my son William Fitzmorris, and his sister Editha, joint heirs and inherifeors of all I die possessed of; and I leave them in the care, and under the sole guardianship of William Godwin, whom I once called Brother. ' Edwin Godwin Fitzmorris.' This had apparently been written but a few moments previous to the rash act, and plainly evinced that, however destitute he was of virtue himself, he revered it in his brother, by wishing him to take charge of his children. Oppressed witli the scene before him, together with the fatigue of a long journey, performed with scarcely an interval of rest, William for some time was almost overpowered with the shock ; || but, struggling Avith his feelings, he at length turn- ed to the domestics, who stood around in stupid amazement, and gave the necessary orders, which they immediately showed a disposition to obey, as the valet, who, as may be surmised, was no other than Harris, informed them he was their late master's brother. William returned to the hall, desiring Reuben and Anna to depart immediately to an inn at Hounslow, where he would join them in half an hour. Reuben, notwithstanding the situation of Anna, had heard part of the discourse that passed between his father and Fitzmorris, and by that had learned he was no other than his uncle Ed- win, and, to his utter amazement, the father of Anna ; and now readily surmised the fatal event which had taken place. As for Anna, her alarm and fainting had rendered her insensible to every thing, until Fitzmorris rushed out of the hall. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 459 She now would fain have questioned Godwin re- specting the cause of the fresh confusion ; but he only replied by giving her in charge to Reuben, who placed her with Julia in the chaise, and ac- companied them to Hounslow. Reuben, however, previous to his entering the vehicle, stepping back to his father, said, ' When I have seen Anna in safety, may I not return? My heart recoils at leaving you even for a moment in such distress, as your features too legibly display.' * No, my son,' replied William, ' I will soon join you. Alas ! the unhappy man is dead by his own hand; and, though nature abhors the deed, as well as many other of his actions, yet he was my brother.' William now re-entered the house, and calling for Fitzmorris's confidential servant, demanded r where the children of his unhappy brother were placed ? To which Harris replied, that the boy was at Winchester, and Editha at a school not more than two miles from Hounslow. William then ordered the domestics to attend him, and ^^ walking through the house he placed his seal on the escritoirs in behalf of the children, and soon after left the house for the night, ft' . ^ Reuben in the mean time, with his charge, had reached an inn at Hounslow, where Anna began to look around lier without fear, anxious only for the return of him whom she called her father, and whose conduct truly entitled him to that appella- tion. At length Godwin entered, and Anna flew i- .... ,, to embrace him, inquiring what had detained him, — at whom the pistol had been fired, — and^ finally, what uneasmess oppressed him. 460 THE FARMER OF * Ask me no questions to-night, my love,' an- swered Godvvin : ' to-morrow I have much to disclose to you; but at present let us retire to rest, the events of the day have nearly overcome me.' They soon after withdrew ; and Godwin's hor- ror for his brother's death was fur some hours lost in sleep, the extremity of fatigue mastering every other sensation. In the morning all met with recruited spirits ; Godwin only was depressed and unhappy, and being with Reuben and Anna alone, after break- fast, addressed the latter thus : — ' My dear Anna, a number of unhappy circumstances that preceded, and likewise followed yom* birth, rendered it ne- cessary that I should adopt and pass you to the world as my child ; and I can truly say I have loved you as such: but, my Anna, the deception, for many reasons, must now cease, but not my affection, — that must remain strong as ever, be- yond the power of time or chance to alter.' * Am I not then your daughter ?' cried Anna, turning pale, and trembling. ' Oh ! my dear father, do not disclaim your child.' * Disclaim thee !' repeated he, folding her in his arms: * Never! never! Anna. Family reasons now require the secret to be divulged to the world ; but for thyself, think me thy parent as thou didst before.' ' Alas !' said Anna, ' if it must be so. But have 1 a father? — a mother? Ah! my heart will lead me to her ! It is, it must be Mrs. Palmer.' ' IN ot so,' returned God wm : ' Your mother died soon after your birth ; she was the beloved sister INGLEWOOD FOREST. 461 of my wife, and called Agnes. Her loss you have often heard us deplore.' * But my father, is he too dead ?' .> ' Alas ! I tremble to name hhii, fori fear he has made thee suffer much. But remember, he knew thee not, and has paid his follies with his life ; let therefore pity draw a veil over the eiTors of thy father and my brother.' 'Good Heavens!' cried Anna, scarcely arti- culate, ' surely I dream ! you cannot mean Fitz- Imorris ?' ' I do, indeed,' answered Godwin. * By what means, or for what reason, he was called so, I know not, for we have been many years estranged ; but some future time you shall know all.' 'Oh! I know too much,' cried Anna. 'Heaven pardon me, I hated him ! I called him names ! But — but— alas! that fatal pistol is explained! Did you not say he was dead too ? Oh ! I can never be forgiven !' ' You are indeed,' returned Godwin ; ' for see the paper he has left; does he not mention yon with his other children V 'Oh! I want it not — I do not deserve it,' said she, weepino;. ' Let me still be your child : I have no wish for his wealth. But is my beloved Editha, indeed, my sister V ' She is. I am now going to her,' replied God- win. ' Reuben will remain here in my absence : I shall return to dinner.' Godwin then departed, leaving Anna and Reu- ben ; the former of whom, lost in thought, re- mained for some time silent, until the latter taking her hand, and tendeiiy pressing it, said, 462 THE FARMER OF ' Oh ! my Anna, is it possible ? and are you, in- deed, not my sister?' ' Your father hath said so,' answered Anna, weeping. ' But, good Heaven, how dreadful! he is no longer my father! I have now lost all those ties so dear and necessary to my happiness, for you are not now my brother !' ' Happy thought 1' exclaimed Reuben. * Happy, Reuben V repeated Anna : ' And can you be so cruel as to say so,— -you whom I have loved so dearly V * And do I not love you equally, Anna V re- turned Reuben. ' Heaven is my witness, that in your absence I have been the most miserable of mankind !' ' I will never leave Inglewood more,' said Anna, * but endeavour to forget all the troubles I have suffered, and regard those disagreeable subjects as a painful dream. But Mr. Fitzmorris's death (for I cannot indeed call him father) will ever hang heavy on my spirits ; yet I hope I was not the cause.' Reuben said all he could to comfort her ; and they soon after visited Julia. She was much bet- ter, but the surgeon had ordered her to be kept quiet for a day or two. Godwin rode directly to the house of his late brother, and gave Harris the necessary orders re- specting the funeral, and other business, particu- larly inquiring after Mrs. Fitzmorris ; and being told she was better, wrote a few lines, to inform her of the melancholy event that had taken place. ' And now,' said Godwin, coldly addressing Harris, 'how long have you lived with my INGLEWOOD FOREST. 463 brother ? and how came you so readily to know me?' * I have been his servant near eighteen years,' replied Harris ; ' and as for knowing you, Sir, I had seen you some years back, and you are but little changed.' ' I do not recollect it,' answered William. ' Mention the time and place.' ' At your mother's funeral,' replied Harris, ' I brought a letter from my master.' ' And gave it by mistake to my wife. Was it not so V returned Godwin, a momentary flush of anger crossing his cheek. * It was, Sir ; and I beg pardon : I but obeyed the commands of my master.' Godwin sighed. ' And how,' said he, ' came my brother to be called Fitzmorris V ^^ ' By his marriage, Sir,' replied Harris : ' an act of parliament was obtained for that purpose. But, if you will permit me, I will relate all the material events that happened to him after his leaving England.' ' Some time hence I will trouble you,' replied Godwin ; ' at present you will more oblige me by executing those orders I have given.' Harris bowed, and William walked into the apartment where the remains of Edwin were de- posited ; he remained for some time alone ; when he retired, his features plainly pourtrayed how much he was affected, being swollen and inflamed with tears. Previous to his visiting Editha, he returned to the inn, and finding Anna more calm, proposed she should accompany him in a post-chaise, in 464 THE FARMER OF which they soon reached the school where EcJitha was boarded. Godwin was at once struck with her appearance, while Anna throwins: her arms around her, in broken sentences, called her, her beloved, her dear, dear sister ; and Editha, with the most lively affection, returning her caresses. When they became composed, William as- tonished Editha by informing her he was her uncle, — the relationship she held to Anna, ---and at length, in as gentle a manner as possible, that her father had died suddenly; hoping that in future she would regard him as an affectionate representative of the parent she had lost. Harsh as Fitzmorris had ever been to his daughter, she bewailed him with unfeigned sor- row, though it was somewhat mitigated by the soothings of Anna, and the tenderness of her uncle. ' And shall I, indeed, live with Anna V said she, raising her fine dark eyes sparkling through tears to his face,— ' and will you let me be one of your children ? and may T be permitted to love as well as honour you?' ' You shall, my Editha, my child,' replied he, tenderly saluting her; 'we will all love you.' ' Ah ! then you will spoil me ; for alas !' said she, ' 1 have not been used to be loved, except by Anna here, and my poor brother.' ' You deserve to be beloved by all the world,' cried Anna; 'at Inglewood every one will be sensible of your merit.' 'And shall I accompany you thither?' said Editha. ' But my poor aunt, she is not yet reco- vered, and I cannot leave her ; for she has been very kind to me.' INGLEWOOD FOREST. 465 * We will,' replied Godwin, 'persuade her to visit Mrs. Palmer in the summer*, for njy habita- tion is merely a farm, and not ftt for the reception of great ladies.' ' Perhaps so,' returned Editha, ' but it will please me : for neither line houses nor fine clothes have ever yet afforded me much satisfaction.' Godwin and Anna soon after took leave of Editha, promisinoj to see her the next day, and to take her into the country with them, if Mrs. Fitzmorris consented. Godwin, on his return to the inn, wrote to his wife, informing her that Anna was perfectly re- covered, and with him ; but as Mrs. Palmer would be in town in the course of a few days, he did not think of returning till he had seen her. ' I will not,' said he to Reuben and Anna, * shock your beloved mother with an account of the disasters that have happened, until we are on the spot to offer her comfort; nor will I, if pos-t sible, ever let our aged parents be informed of ihej real death of my unhappy brother. Nature, att my father's age, could not bear so severe a blow : I shall simply therefore say that he died suddenly, and expect you both to be equally cautious, not only at home, but also to Editha and her brotlier, from whom, if possible, I mean to conceal th^^ unhappy catastrophe.' ^0 3 N •Ol'^l 01 i^^lLd 'izy 46« THE FARMER OF CHAP. LV. <»+1^.f9 On the folloAving morning Godwin and Reuben accompanied Anna to her sister's, where they left her for the day ; Godwin having determined to go to London and inquire respecting Mrs. Palmer, and also to make arrangements for the future with Mrs. Fitzm orris. He found that lady somewhat recovered, but still very weak from her illness. She received Godwin and his son coldly, but expressed her concern at the death of her brother-in-law ; and inquired particularly whether he had left any will. * I have not, Madam, found one,' replied he ; ' for as yet I have been unable to make any search ; but I should rather suppose he had not made any regular one, as this paper was on his table.' Godwin then presented it to Mrs. Fitzmorris, who considered it some time in silence. At length she Said, ' I have frequently found your brother guilty of duplicity, but never suspected it could extend so far. In the first place he passed himself on my father as the onli/ son oi a Scots gentleman, who had left him a fortune often thousand pounds. This sum he undoubtedly possessed ; but his birth was a falsehood. He likewise, for I know not what reason, concealed his name, and mamed my sister by that of Edwin, which now appears to be only his baptismal one ; the marriage I therefore INGLEWOOD FOREST. 467 conceive not valid, consequently the children must be illegitimate. Now though I should not be in- clined to notice this, yet you may be assured my sister will. She married without the consent of my father, who was never reconciled to her; and, having a large family, will hardly lose this oppor- Jtunity of gaining her share of the property ; you jmay, therefore. Sir, expect a law-suit.' *■ Indeed 1 shall not,' replied Godwin ; ' for I will readily, in behalf of the children, relinquish it, if not indubitably their right; nevertheless, if, on inquiry, I find justice on their side, I will defend them to the extent of all I possess. They are a Jegacy left me by an unhappy brother ; and are welcome claimants both on my love and pro- tection.' ' May I ask. Sir,' said Mrs. Fitzmorris, * whe- ther the ten thousand pounds your brother pos- sessed was his paternal fortune V ' It was not. Madam,' returned Godwin ; ' it was left him by his first wife. IJis paternal fortune would have been, simply, the reversion of a farm, much integrity, and unblemished honesty. Alas ! had he never left us, he had possessed them.' . ' You do not sure mean to infer, that you are at ^his time a farmer. Sir?' * I am, indeed, Madam,' Mrs. Fitzmorris paused for a moment, then said, * And pray who is this Anna Godwin, whom he has so liberally made a sharer in my sister's fortune ?' ' His daughter. Madam. Had she not the ho- nour to be for some time under your protection V vYou cannot surely mean Miss Palmer? The 46S THE FARMER OF lady who introduced her to me is a woman ot' family and fortune, and would scorn such a de- ception.' Godwin explained how he surmised the mistake liad arisen ; and though Mrs. Fitzmorris, in the continuation of the discourse, beliaved with in- creased coolness, still he preserved the equality of his temper ; but finding his visit neither likely to prove satisfactory to himself, nor advantageous to his brother's children, he at length took his leave ; having signified that he should consult his friends on what she had advanced, and let her know the result after the funeral, Godwin then called at the house that Mrs, Palmer had occupied in town, and left a letter for her, should she return ; then with his son rode back to Hounslow, and leaving Reuben to take care of Anna, went on alone to the house of his brother on the Heath, as he wished to obtain what intelligence he could, that he might be able either to defend, in case of necessity, the claims of the children ; or, if he found the business hopeless, to give it up without further trouble. Harris he apprehended was thoroughly acquainted with the whole; and, therefore, sending for him into a private apartment, he addressed him thus : — ' You will oblige me by relatinj^ all you know respecting my brother from the time he left England. Circumstances have arisen that render it necessary I should hear that which 1 would otherwise be excused from; nor will I be unmind- ful of the trouble I give you.' * Ah, Sir,' replied Harris, ' before I begin I must entreat you to summon all your fortitude ; INGLEWOOD FOREST. 469 and also that you would remember that, though I have not behaved with the strictest rectitude, still I was only a servant, and acted under the in- fluence, and by the commands of a master.' ' Renounce your errors, and hereafter you shall not want encouragement to act uprightly,' replied Godwin. Harris bowed, and, after a pause, began his recital. CHAP. LYI. *My master. Sir,' said Harris, 'never, 1 believe, rightly recovered the death of the lady who died in child-bed ; for ever after that event he gave mto a habit of drinking, and, I truly believe, rushed into every other species of dissipation, merely to stifle reflection. ' On his re-purchasing into the army, the regi- ment was on the point of embarking for the West Indies ; but a storm overtaking us as we left the Channel, we beat about some time, and at length, with much difficulty, made Jersey, where we stayed to refit. ' In tlie same regiment was a Mr. Darleville, who some time before had fought with Mr. Whit- more ; he knew my master perfectly well ; and for some spite he bore him (I suspeci on the ac- count of Mrs. Whitmore) was continually endea- 470 THE FARMER OP n vouring to degrade him to the rest of the officers, reflectmg on his birth or circumstances of the like nature. My master, — pardon me, Sir,-^had great pride; and resented this so highly that he challenged Darleville, who not only received a slight wound, but was also obliged to ask bis pardon. This business, however, disgusted ray master totally with the army ; and before the regiment left Jersey, determined him to relinquisli it; which at length he did with some loss. ' Soon after, the ship sailed ; and a few days after, we embarked for Southampton, m here we had been but a short time, when my master un^ luckily had a quarrel with a gentleman at the hazard-table. High words ensuing, they with- drew together, and, in the heat of passion, settled their difference by the sword, without secoixds or witnesses , - 7? h • rr * The consequence of this duel was the immedi- ate death of my master's opponent; and he had no. resource to avoid the hand of justice but flight ; without loss of time, therefore, we set off for Portsmouth, where we arrived in a few hours. On inquiry we found a West India ship, bound to a different part from that where my master s late regiment was destined. As they only waited for a wind, my master immediately adopted the plan of going with them, taking his passage by the name of Thomas Edwin, Esq. to prevent all suspicion. ' On board the same vessel were Mr. Fitzmorris and two daughters, wlio had been some time in England for the benefit of that gentleman's liealth, but were now returning to their estate, which lay T NGLE WOOD FOREST. 4^ some distance from Kingston in Jamaica. The elder of the ladies was Mrs. Fitzmorris, now liv- ing, and the other Miss Editha, afterwards my master's wife. To this family he passed himself as the only son of a Scots gentleman lately dead ; and added, that he proposed, provided he liked the West Indies, to purchase an estate there, as his fortune was too small to support him as he wished in Europe. * Few men were more calculated to please than my master at that period, and not only Miss Editha, but her father also, was greatly taken with him ; so that before the end of the voyage the old gentleman, whose favourite daughter she was, had told him that he would willingly give her to him with fifteen thousand pounds on their amval. * Mr. Fitzmorris was a man of strict morals, and would as soon have married his daughter to a robbei' as to a duellist ; my master, therefore, did not dare reveal to him the real reason of his leaving England, nor yet his change of name; neither was it consistent with his own safety, as the man was dead. * One evening, being alone with him in his cabin, after some previous discourse, he addressed me thus :—" Harris, I have such an opinion of your fidelity, that I shall not scruple to declare my real designs ; to confess truly, my lieart never loved but once, nor can it ever more ; but Miss Fitzmorris's fortune is too great an offer to be slighted ; her person too is amiable, and I think I cannot do better than marry her, as such a con- nexion will at once increase my fortune, and give me respectability in the country. Mr. Fitzmorris 472 THE FARMER OP has a large portion of family pride ; should I, therefore, disclose my real origin, he would dis- card me in an instant. I will, for that reason, still retain the appellation he is acquainted with, which will be prudent both on that account and in regard to my own safety. My own family, I am convinced, despise and hate me, and I am ' I will not scruple to say, that I believe he con- sidered himself greatly in my power, for he be- INGLEWOOD FOREST. 473 haved with more kindness to me than to any other of his domestics ; and was likewise particu- larly generous to me. In short, Sir, it was no wonder I was attached to him. * Mrs. Fitzmorris, who was both a charming woman, and possessed of an excellent temper, he never loved, though he always endeavoured, when sober, to beliave with politeness to her ; but any one might plainly see his conduct preyed on her spirits, and undermined her health. In ten months after the marriage Miss Editha was born, and the year following a son, who was christened William, after his grandfather Fitzmorris. But even these events gave my master no apparent pleasure; his temper became daily more over- bearing and insufferable to his dependants, and his slaves only, who had no resource, would bear with it. In his fits of intoxication, his passions, however excited, knew no bounds ; and in those moments he has even been known to correct the female slaves with his own hand, that perhaps the day before he had taken to his embraces ! But you shudder, Sir! shall I fetch you a glass of wine ?' * A glass of water,' returned Godwin; 'and afterwards, if you please, abridge your narrative as much as possible.' Harris, having presented the water, continued thus : — ' My master had engaged, almost immedi- ately after his father-in-law's death, a surgeon to attend the estate ; this young man in time became his favourite companion, and I believe was the instigator of much of the mischief that was perpe- •20 3 o 474 THE FARMER O^ trated ; for, previous to his living in Jamaica, h^ had been snri>:eon to a Guinea trader, and held the life of a slave only at the exact price it would brin;j^. The mfirm and aged therefore experienced but little mercy from him ; and I sincerely believe, that many on our estate perished from want of care, when they began to be past their labour. My mistress, however, I must say, to the extent of her power, assisted them when she knew of their sickness, or any other calamities. * When my master had been married about eleven years, a number of nes^roes were to be dis- posed of at an adjoining^ plantation. At the sale he purchased two, a mulatto boy and girl ; the first about eighteen, the latter two years younger, and remarkably handsome, notwithstanding her complexion. She unhappily pleased my master, arid I believe he spared no pains to seduce her ; but in vain, as she became particularly attached to my mistress, which possibly might assist to render his attempts fruitless, though I am well aware that both promises and tlireats were em- ployed. ' One evening that I happened to carry some wine to my master and the surgeon in the parlour, I heard the latter say, " You are too scrupulous: I will give you something to-morrow, which, admi- nistered in ^ glass of wine or punch, will silence all objections." I heard no more, nor indeed did I think about it until two days after, when I was informed that the handsome mulatto was dying, and had declared to Julia that it was occasioned by something administered in punch! It then INGLEWOOD FOREST. 474 struck me that the discourse I had heard was rela- tive to it ; and in this supposition I was confirm- ed by the behaviour of my master, who during the day appeared peculiarly unhappy, or rather half frenzied. And, though doubtless every pre^ caution was used, the girl at length died, though not before she had told Julia that your brother had taken advantage of the stupor in which she at first lay. * Julia, who was a great favourite with my mis- tress, did not fail to inform her of this ; and whe- ther her health declined from that time, or from any natural cause, orthat grief by degrees under- mined her constitution, I know not ; but she never, I believe, smiled afterwards ; and in less than a year died apparently of a consumption ; but I believe never complained to any one, not even to her sister, who lived on a small estate adjoining us. * About six weeks previous to this event, as my master was returning home on horseback from a visit, on passing a small wood, he received a pistol- shot on his shoulder, and had doubtless fallen, as -the fire was repeated, but for the fleetness of his horse. Fortunately, however, he escaped with .only one wound, which did not prove dangerous. At first we could not by any means surmise who Mras the author of this attempt ; but we were not Jong in suspense, for the following evening the «ijrgeon was mortally wounded, in crossing a plan- tation, by the mulatto lad who was purchased with •the girl, and was said to be her lover. Though the surgeon was senselei^s when first discovered, 476 THE FARMER OF he survived some hours, and recovered sufficient- ly to disclose who had wounded him ; hut not- withstanding all possible search was made, it was without effect ; the man was never taken, having doubtless either made away with himself, or escaped to the mountains and joined the rebel- lious negroes. ' These events all conspired to render Jamaica hateful to my master, and he talked of returning to Europe, and settling in France, as he might live there in safety : however, after much delibe- ration, he came to the resolution to send me first to England, to inquire into every thing that might concern his return thither : " For," said he, " though I believe I am much altered, yet pos- sibly not enough to prevent my being known by any of my former acquaintance; and then the, subterfuge of my name and that accursed duel will be remembered. During my thirteen years residence here I have never seen but one person that I was acquainted with in England ; and he knew nothing of the rencounter at Southampton, nor that I had ever changed my name to any other than Fitzm orris ; and that man, I was in- formed by the newspaper, lived but a short time after he reached England ; I have therefore little to apprehend from him." 'Yet in all probability it was from him the agent heard it,' said Godwin ; ' for he informed me, on my inqiiiry, that my brother was advantage- ously married : but he knew nothing farther.' r,y, * Well then,' resumed Harris, 'my master ob- served, " you shall go to England, make particular INGLEWOOD FOREST. 477 inquiiy after the few people I was known to, especially Mrs. Whitmore and Darleville ; for if eiiher of those are in England 1 will not return : but u" they should be either dead or gone from thence, I shall not hesitate, as I had very few casual acquaintance, and should be scarcely re- cognized alter such an absence, particularly un- der another name." * This resolution was not suffered to cool ; 1 departed in the first vessel, and reached England in safety, where, on inquiry, I found Mrs. Whit- more had been dead two years ; that Darleville had made interest, and was settled at Madras in a lucrative situation; and, finally, what I knew would give my master great satisfaction, the man who kept the hazard -table at Southampton, and was the only witness of the quarrel, though not of the duel, was dead ; so that I soon wrote back word that I believed he had nothing to fear, but might return when he pleased. * Soon after he came to England, and deter- mined to return to the West Indies no more; therefore put up the estate and negroes for sale. -You know the rest. Sir ; and I have only to add, that he now drank harder than ever, gave more w ay to passion, and seldom slept at home. ' From one of those nocturnal revels he return- ed one morning before break of day, in a state of absolute distraction, beating his head against the wainscot, and acting a thousand extravagances, the cause of which T could never truly learn ; but he once hinted that he had by some chance met a relation.' -^ ^-^ *- 478 THE FARMER OF Godwin sighed, and judged it to he Emma * Enough,' said he, ' I have but one more question: * Had we not come at that fortunate moment to Anna's rescue, where was she to have been con- veyed ? And say, has she suffered grosser insults than I was witness to ?' Harris hesitated ; but a stern look from God- win urged him to proceed : ' My master, Sir,' resumed he, ' meant to carry her to France ; he was charmed with her at first sight, and would have married her.' > •t.a} * I had,' replied Godwin, ' this morning a few minutes conversation alone with the negro wo- man, whom you call Julia, and was inquiring of her respecting Anna's illness. She said something that at once arrested my attention, and almost petrified me with horror, when Anna opened the door, and she prudently dropped the discourse, and I my questions ; but her answers seemed to imply that my brother was the cause of her illness. Say, was it so? you doubtless are ac- quainted.' Harris, finding by this that all would doubtless be discovered, replied, ' I call God to witness, that in this 1 at least wiis innocent, for my master Jiad sent me that evening to London with orders to stay until the morning, and bi-ing back word of Mrs. Fitzmorris's health ; nor did I know any thing of the business in agitation until his alarm at the danger of Miss Anna proclaimed it.' ' I have not questioned her,' replied Godwin, * because I would not shock her with the remem- brance, — but shall require the truth of Julia.' INGLEWOOD FOREST. 479 'Alas! Sir, Miss Anna knows nothing, and Julia only from surmise ; for she, as I have in- formed you, had attended the mulatto.' '■■ Great God !' interrupted Godwin, — 'you surely cannot mean it. Edwin could not be such a ' villain he would have said, but the word died on his lips as he recollected the expiation. 'My master, most undoubtedly,' resumed Har- ris, *(for he confessed it to me in his fright,) had administered a dose of the same kind that he gave that unhappy girl ; but a most miraculous circum- stance prevented it being favourable to his wishes.' ' Be quick,' interrupted Godwin, ' and relieve ray suspense.' * My master, %vhen he thought she was asleep, entered the apartment, where he found her com- pletely dressed ; but on approaching to gaze on her, a sight instantly struck him, that at once removed all the ideas with which he entered the chamber ; for on her hand, which lay crossed over her bosom, was the identical ring that he had made the pledge of his faith to his fust love, and which he afterwards saw on her finger when in the coffin. ' This sight had so violent an effect, as he in- formed me, that he sunk into a chau' by the bed- side. The words of your sister-in-law, whenever she looked at the ring during her insanity, and which your old servant had informed him ofj seemed to sound in his ears, — *< I am Edwin's wife." He likewise told me, that in the frenzied anguish of the moment, he looked round, expect- ing to see her stand beside him. 48© THE FARMER OF * After he was a little recovered he withdrew the ring from her hand, hoping to find he had been mistaken ; but the initials of his own name, engraven on the reverse, confirmed his terror and 'amazement ; in addition to which, at that instant Miss Anna was seized with fits. Her screams alarmed Julia, who immediately came to her, and remained during the night. I must confess I persuaded my master that the ring had merely come into her possession by chance; and he, eager to quiet his own uneasiness, endeavoured to believe it was so ; but I am convinced it caused him great alarm, as well as increased unhappi- ness.' Godwin now rose from his chair, and soon after withdrew, without visiting the apartment where his brother's body was deposited. CHAP. LVII. Godwin returned to the inn in a state of mind that shunned all observance, and retired for some hours to his chamber before he could assume sufficient composure to join Anna and Reuben, the former of whom he could not look upon with- out execrating the villany which could plot the destruction of such innocence. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 481 Two days after, at a very early hour, the re- mains of Edwin were privately interred in the nearest burial-place ; and, to the great relief and satisfaction of all, the evening following brought their beloved Mrs. Palmer. In embraces, ques- tions, and tears, the hours were passed until the night was far advanced, all at length retiring to rest with minds much relieved by the soothing interference of true friendship. On the morning following, Godwin, drawing Mrs. Palmer aside, requested her opinion respect- ing his brother's children ; at the same time ac- quainting her with all that had passed. ' My heart,' said he, ' prompts me to relinquish such ill-gotten wealth, even for them ; but if you think it my duty to endeavour to defend it, I will do violence to my inclination and attempt it; but never shall Anna share money thus ]3rocured.' * My advice then, my good friend,' replied she, * will, I fancy, be conformable to your wishes. A law-suit would but reveal the actions of your un- happy brother ; and, perhaps, be productive of no real advantage. Some way may be found,' con- tinued she, with a smile, * to recompense them for their loss, if they are virtuous ; for you know not how rich I am become since we parted.' Tlie entrance here of the Avaiter with a letter put a stop to the discourse; it was from Mrs. Fitzmon'is, and contained tiiese words : — *Sir, ' Since I saw you I have heard from my sister, and though I have had no coninmnication with her for several years, yet I thought justice required I should inform her of the business 21 .3 P 482 THE FARMER OF in question ; and the result is, that if you do not relinquish it, we shall jointly sue for the purchase-money received for the estate, and likewise what property your brother died possess- ed of, to make up the deficiency. As you were candid enough to mention your real circumstances when you called on me, I by no means wish to encumber you with the expense that must naturally attend the care of William and Editha, whom, though the children of my sister, I must hereafter blush to produce to the world as such. My sister and self shall not proceed until we have your answer. • I remain, Sir, your humble servant, ' L. Fitzmorris.' Godwin presented tlie letter with a smile to Mrs. Palmer, who, having read it, answered, 'Poor narrow-minded woman! I should sincerely pity the children were they to be dependent on her. I have already given you my opinion ; and while you reply to her letter, shall take Reuben and Anna with me to visit Editha.' s'u^m^i'fi '■ Godwin, being left alone, immediately answered Mrs. Fitzniorris's letter as follows : — * Madam, * Before the receipt of yours my determination was taken. I have neither time nor inclination for a law-suit, and trust I shall be able to provide for my brother's children without having recourse to such disagreeable means, though I am of opinion that justice would give a verdict in their favour, their right being obvious. But to have done with this subject, I could wish you to send some one, or be present yourself, at the opening of my brother's escritoir, which I sealed up. His papers, of no value, I shall undoubtedly claim ; but will give up every other property, there or elsewhere, to whom you shallappoint^. Your olFer, respecting the children, I must beg leave to decline ; the expense of them I shall not feel ; and as you candidly own, you who are the sister of their unoffending mother, that you should blush hereafter to produce them to the INGLEWOOD FOREST. 483 world, what reception may they not expect from strangers ? I, however, wish to spare both them and you such mortitication, as my feelings are fortunately not so acute, nor my friends of that class who will blame them for the errors of their unhappy father. I have nothing more to add, but to request you would let all business be settled between us as speedily as possible, as I shall send for my nephew from school immediately, intend- ing to take him home with me. ' I am, Madam, your humble servant, 'W. Godwin.' Mrs. Palmer, who soon after returned with Anna and Editha, whom she had taken from school, approved of the letter, which was sent off immediately. On the day following, Mrs. Palmer went to London alone ; and though she had not mentioned it to Godwin before her departure, called on Mrs. Fitzmorris. That lady received her with more coolness than usual, and appeared violently piqued at Godwin's reply to her letter. * I came. Madam,' said Mrs. Palmer, ' to thank you for your kindness to my Anna, and also to congratulate you on your recovery from so severe an indisposition.' Mrs. Fitzmorris bowed. ' I understood. Ma- dam,' replied she, ' that the young person you left with me was your daughter, or I cannot say I should so readily have accepted the charge.' * Indeed I am so accustomed to call Anna my child, and to treat her as such,' said Mrs. Palmer, g£ * that I do not wonder at your mistake. But I gui hope she has not disgraced your kindness V * She is, I understand,' replied Mrs. Fitzmorris, haughtily, ' a natural daughter to that man whom 484 THE FARMER OF I was unfortunate enough for many years to call my brother, and who had the assurance not only to bequeath her a share of the fortune he had no right to, but also to leave my sister's children to tlie care of his brother, a farmer.' 'I am informed of it,' replied Mrs. Palmer; ' but you, I fancy, misconceive the real situation in life of Mr. Godwin, or you would not find him inferior to a planter. It is true he is a farmer ; but his farm, which is considerable, is his own ; and I can give you my word that his children will have very respectable fortunes, * As for the father of Anna I never saw him but twice, and that was here when I called for her ; and as he then knew not her person, neither did he when he wrote that paper know her con- nexions and expectances, which I assure you are considerable enough to make her look down on any bequest he might leave her, and transfer it to her brother and sister.' r-,,This was spoken intentionally to punish Mrs. Fitzmorris's pride ; it did so, and the lady became more condescending, promising to attend person- ally the day following at Hounslow. The following morning Mrs. Fitzmorris was true to her appointment, and with his attorney, Godwin and Mrs. Palmer went to the house that was lately Edwin's. The escritoir and drawers were opened in hei* presence, and securities found to the amount of thirty thousand pounds, all of which Mr. Godwin surrendei^d to Mrs. Fitzmor- ris, on receiving an acquittal from her and her sister ; after which they separated good friends, INGLEWOOD FOREST. 485 Mrs. Fitzmorris proposine following morning brought Mrs. Fitzmor- ris, who in reality appeared luirt to part with Editha. At the repeated entreaty of Mrs. Palmer, she at length condescended to promise to visit lier the ensuing summer ; and, at her departure, pre- sented her nephew and niece wath a fifty pound pote each, for pocket-money. Godwin then sent for Harris, and takmg him apart, inquired how in future he meant to dispose of himself. ' I have wished, Sir,' replied Harris, * to retire to my own country, which is Somersetshire ; and for that purpose have for some years been endea- vouring to realize a sum sufficient to purchase an annuity for my life, that might enable me to live decently.' 486 THE FARMER OF * And have you obtained the means V demanded Godwin. * I have about five hundred pounds,' replied Harris ; ' but the purchase, I am, told, will take another hundred.' * On my return home I will remit what will make up the deficiency,' said Godwin ; * and I hope the remainder of your life will make amends for the impropriety of the earlier part of it.' Harris expressed his thanks, tlien added, —'Mrs. Fitzmorris, Sir, ordered me this morning; to bring my master's watch to you, and receive your orders concerning his clothes.' * Give the watch to William,' answered Godwin ; * for the clothes, they are yours.' He then pulled the bell, and desired the waiter to send up his nephew ; who obeying* the com- mand, Harris presented him with the watch, which the youth received with a moistened eye, and an expressive look at his uncle, — then at Harris. ' If I understand that glance aright, William,' said Godwin, ' it requires this answer, — Your in- tention is praiseworthy, act as your heart directs.' William wanted no second permission, but presented the note, given him by Mrs. Fitzmor- ris, to his father's servant : Harris having repeated his thanks, Godwin bade him adieu, and with his nephew joined his friends, who waited his pre- sence to supper. INGLEWOOD FOREST. 487 CHAP. LVIII. At five the next morning the party journeyed homeward, Mrs. Pahner, Anna, Editha, William, and Julia, in a post-coach, and Godwin and his son on horseback. On the fifth evening they arrived within sight of home, Godwin at once elated with the thoughts of embracing his family, and depressed how to break the death of Edwin to his father; for every occurrence was unknown to them, as he had only specified in his letter that Anna was with him and well, and tliat he only waited for Mrs. Palmer to return. The noise of the carriage announced them ; and in a moment the whole family were at the gate. Pleasure for some time overcame the curiosity that the appear- ance of strangers would otherwise have excited, Edward alone being acquainted with Editha, and flying to her with a rapture too great to suffer his welcome to be eloquent. A little recovered, they entered the house, where Godwin taking his nephew and niece by the hand, led them towards his father, saying, as they knelt to the venerable old man, * The blessings of Heaven, my beloved parent, multiply upon us ! Receive those inno- as on its return frnm the metropolis; the second, and more important, was the recovery of the afflicted widow: and in this, too, he had the happiness to succeed, though he was obliged to sus- pend s. curiosity, which was far from being disinterested, for some days, during which he employed himself in preventing disagreeable discoveries at a coroner's inquest, which was necessary on the occasion, and in directing the interment of the unfortunate i\rabin. At length, however, the afflicted Delia grew more composed ; and at the earnest request of the ladies, sugs;este(i by their impatient brother, entered on a detail of those circumstances which had produced such afflict- ing and alarming events, — a recital which, while it excited the tenderest pity in the breast of the amiable sisters, conveyed inexpressible satisfaction to their no less worthy brother, who now saw no impediment to the ho])e he had long entertained that he might be at liberty to ofter the participation of his honours and fortune to her who had already possessed his heart. Nor was the gentle Delia insensible of the virtues and per- sonal qualifications of the generous Cranmer : with modest diffidence she avowed eternal obligation ; and, in the acknow- ledgments of her gratitude, betrayed the situation of her heart, — a discovery of which her admirer did not fail to avail himself, in earnest solicitations to render his happiness com- plete, which she was easily prevailed on to promise ; and as soon as decency would permit, she received the reward of her virtues in the hand of the truly noble Cranmer, — a much more valuable gift than the honours and fortunes with which it was accompanied. Hence let not the virtuous doubt but they are the peculiar care of that Being whose dispensations are always just ; and who, even in this life, seldom fails to distinguish them, by bestowing his choicest and most desirable blessings ! Nor let them repine, even though adversity should attend them to the close of a life which, while they have preserved the conscious- ■ess of integrity, cannot have been spent without the enjoy- 504 THE REWARDS OF, Ac. nient of a degree of hajipiness to which the most splendid iniquity will ever remain a stranger! Hence let the vicious tremble ! and while he beholds the unoffending victim of brutality prove the innocent instrument of punishment, let him learn, that the laws he has transgressed are never to be violated with impunity ; and that, however long he may escape receiving the reward of his crimes, ven- geance will surely overtake him at last, and that too in a de- gree strictly proportioned to the nature and extent of his offence. FINIS. DIRECTIONS FOR PLACING THE PLATES. 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