IBEI THE HOLLANDS. BY VIRGINIA F. TOWNSEND. Take heed how you place your confidence upon any other ground than proof of virtue. Neither length of acquaintance, mutual secrecy, nor height of benefits can bind a vtclou* heart; no man being good to others, who is not good to hiinaelf. PHILIP SIDNEY. inSTO, Publisher, 3 1 9 ' W A s ii i X o T o N STREET, BOSTON. Entered according to Act of Congress, in the year 1809, by A. K. LORING, In the Clerk's Office of the District Court for the District of Massachusetts. UOCKWKI-L 4. CHURCHILL, Printers and S t or eot y pers , 122 Washington St., Boatou, THE HOLLANDS. CHAPTER I. " WAIT a moment, wait a moment, Ross, and I shall stop crying and be brave again." The voice, a young one, and smitten through and choked and half-smothered by some sharp pain, but a voice that still gave you faith in it, in a power be- hind that would assert itself and redeem its promise. Then the answer came, a man's voice this time, yet with some subtle family likeness to the other, shaken a good deal, so that you felt rather than heard the inward struggle that it mastered. "Well, Jessamine,- I'll give you another chance. It isn't too late yet. Say the word, and I'll throw up the whole thing and stay with you* But you know what an awful fact this poverty is, what it has been to us all our lives. It sickens me now to remember it, one long, wearing struggle to make both ends meet, and keep up a show of decent appearance and of the old family respectability when the means had all melted away. Just think for a moment of our mother's poor, worn, anxious face; it looked quieter and happier in 3 2054491 . 4 THE HOLLANDS. the coffin than I ever saw it anywhere else, and I just thought to myself then, ' Poor heart ! you won't be harrowed any more about the rent, nor have that dreadful hunted look in your eyes which I remember all my boyhood, as quarter day drew near. The little, low roof over your head now won't cost anything !' ' He paused a moment here, and the other voice sobbed in between "All that's over now, Jessamine, for her, but for us it's the old tory again, for a number of years, at least. There's no help for it. I've looked the thing fairly in the face, turned it round on every side. It will be only the old strain and scramble, wearing out youth and hope for each of us. It's a long, hard pull for a fellow in the city without friends or influence of any sort, and there would be years of drudge . at some clerkship on a pittance of a salary, before I < "d provide you or myself with a comfortable home ana b< t the wolf from the door. But. Jessamine, you're ail i ?e got in the world now, and come to the point, it's so tough to leave you, that, if you say the word, I'll give it all up and stay here, and do the best I can." This time the p'ause was longer, and into it there came no sobs. There were struggling breaths though. You knew she was girding up her soul to speak. " I dare not tell you to stay, Ross. It is true all that you have said. It, seems to me, though, now that the time of parting has come, that it would be easier to live in a garret and on a crust with you than in a palace without you ! " THE HOLLANDS. 5 '' I don't think it would quite come to that, Jessa- mine," with a smile, half-bitter, half-sorrowful, on the freshly-bearded lip. That was his weakest moment. I think just then Ross half wished tha't Jessamine would bid him stay. Perhaps the girl dimly discerned it ; but, young as she was, she had a conscience, and a will that obeyed it. Her inmost self had spoken in those words, " I do not dare tell you to stay." It was right Ross should go. If he stayed, all the best possibilities of his future might be paralyzed. So, though this parting tugged at her heartstrings, held in it some of the bitterness of death, she would not bid him stay. Give the girl credit for it. Of such stuff are the real men and women made, whether they stand in high places or low, whether the world knows them or not. " To the garret and the crust ? " trying to return his, smile playfully, but making a pitiful failure of it. "But it would, come to the long, slow toil and wasting of youth and life, which, in the end, would be harder to bear than to know you are so far away from me. I see there is no place for you near me, Ross, and, after all, it is God's world there as much as here." / The momentary weakness had slipped from the youth's soul too. " So good-by, Jessamine. You and I know all that is locked up in those words." A sudden blenching, a scared look on her face, "Is it quite time? " " Yes, the train will be along in half an hour. I 6 THE HOLLA^DS. thought it best to make this as short as possible for both of us, so I did not get in sooner. Will you walk over to the depot with me ? " She saw that he asked this for her sake, not his own. " No, Ross, I could not have all that loud, coarse crowd staring at us when I spoke the last word, had the last kiss like this. Good-by." Her arms tight about his neck, her warm, clinging kisses on his lips. u Good-by, little sister ; oh, good-by ! " His face was working, his very breath coming in hot gasps now. He would break down if he stayed another minute. There was a small lounge in the room. He laid her right down on that, as if she had been a baby, her face away from him, and rushed out of the room, out of the house, going to life or death; all that would be as God willed. Jessamine Holland lay there a while as her brother had left her. It seemed that she would never have life enough to get up again, except when she felt those dreadful stabs of pain that doubled her all up like swift blows. Once in a while she wrung her hands in a sudden spasm of ache, when she looked out to the future, >and saw the long, slow, desolate years before he would come again ; he, Ross, the only one of her race, the only thing, too, she really loved on earth. " How much better it would have been if they could only have died," she thought in the hot, passionate anguish of her youth, " than to be on different" sides of the world ! " Suddenly she heard the car-whistle, that long, sharp THE HOLLANDS. 7 cry, that, familiar as it may be, never comes to you in certain moments, in soft twilights and dead wastes of midnight, without seeming like the cry of some wild, maddened thing in pain and terror. Jessamine Holland sprang up and rushed out. Betwixt the hills there was a bend just before they entered the gorge, where one might get a glimpse of the cars. In a moment they came thundering along. She snatched off a little crimson scarf she wore and shook it in the air. Ross would know just where to look for the house. In a moment she caught sight of his figure on the platform. She could discern it plainly, though he was half a mile away. He took off his hat, swung it in the air ; and the long train glided out of her gaze into the hollow, and Jessa- mine Holland stood there all alone. The house behind her was a kind of compromise between a cottage and a farm-house. It was old ; but there had been evident attempts to restore it, at least, give it a certain appearance of homely comfort. The color was a reddish-brown, dingy with years. A low veranda across the front had evidently been an after-thought. It was an afternoon late in October, the air warm, damp, and still, the sky smothered all up in gray, opaque-looking clouds. There had been terrible frosts that year, you saw all that by the withered leaves and grasses ; they had lain in the grasp of death, and no warmth and light now could stir them out of the torpor ; still it seemed that the air had lapsed into a faint dream of her vanished summer, a mild, moist, still autumn afternoon that had something pleasant and soothing in it, 8 THE HOLLANDS. waiting between the frosts and the Indian summer. The landscape which stretched away from the veranda was a pleasant one, with no marked individuality. In the distance the hills rose to the horizon, bearing great pastures half way up to their summits. Nearer there was a narrow river, with its dark tannery, and its mills and roads -sloping here and there, after a picturesque, inco- herent fashion, as country roads mostly do. The town lay on either c side of the river, and the rusty cottage perched on the top of the hill took in most of it ; the stores, and the dwelling-houses, and the great town hall, and the little brown depot perched on one side, a pleasant, wide, airy scene, but with no especial power nor grouping of anything to strike an artist. This girl, Jessamine Holland, standing on the. veranda, is the central ppint in the picture fof you and me. She is not handsome, noi beautiful, still less does the word pretty fit her, as in one way and another it does most girls of her age. She is very young, loitering somewhere late in her seventeenth year. Her hair is of a dark-broAvnish tint, fine and luxuriant ; and her eyes large, clear, truthful eyes match it; eyes that you can trust, and that will never betray you, either with smiling or weeping. There is a fresh, dewy youth of girlhood about the face, and the red, fine, yet full curve of the lips, all suggest feeling and force ; yet it seems to me this face of Jessamine Holland never belonged to anybody who had led a careless, happy childhood. There is a .certain thoughtfulness pervading it, which hardly belongs to its years, and makes it sometimes look older than she is; THE HOLLANDS. 9 yet when the sadness slips off, as it does in bright and happy moods, the girl does not look her years, few as they are. If the word were not so worn out with a certain kind of use, I should say this girl had an interesting face; it has a life, character, sweetness, of its own. There she stands, with her flushed face, and her wet eyes, and her lips apart, listening to the train as its rumble grows fainter and fainter among the hills. . The brother that swift train is carrying away is un- like her in looks as possible, and there is only a faint thread of family likeness in their characters. Ross Holland is now just twenty-one ; he had the reputation of a bright boy at school ; was big and awkward, though he has pretty much outgrown that, and has come up into a large, stalwart young manhood ; nothing particularly elegant or graceful about him however. As for his face, the features are large and of an agree- ible homeliness, with eyes blue, wide, and clear as a lake, that waits in the deep heart of some forest for the summer dawn ; and soft, bright yellowish hair, with that elusive, golden tint which poets love. The history of this brother and sister is common enough, but always a pitiful one. They come of a sort of broken-down race on both sides, though the old vital- ity of the stock seems to have quickened in them once more. The father, a dreamy, indolent, impractical man ; a wood-chopper or a breaker of stones on the highway would have done more real service to the world, so he had been honest and diligent, than the father of Ross 10 THE HOLLANDS. and Jessamine Holland. The man somehow seemed sent into the world to be of no mortal use in it, t was a mere absorbent ; yet he did not lack intelligence, and had the manner and conversational habits of a gentleman ; had, too, his little stock of pet theories, which he was ready to air with a rather tiresome loquacity whenever he could get a listener, but set him to any work which required promptness and practicality, and he was doomed to inevitable failure. There was some lack of stamina, some want of balance, in the mental or moral structure of the man, or both, which made his fate ; how much was his fault, no mortal could know. Such a man, of course, fun through with his property, though he had inherited what, with ordinary care, would have made him a large fortune ; but it slipped through his fingers like water through a sieve, while its owner mooned and dreamed among his books and pet theories. Mrs. Holland was by no means the wife for this kind of man. She belonged to the delicate, nervous, clinging type, one whom troubles and emergencies, requiring a prompt perception of the broad bearings of the case, arid practical energy to meet them, would be likely to break down utterly. In those great test moments of life, which in one shape or another come to us all, Mrs. Holland was liable to go down into tears and hysteric spasms. Still, the burden was a heavy one, and the shoulders on which it fell were not fitted to carry it. Long before their boy and girl were born, for these were the last of a large household that dropped into THE HOLLA!\DS. 11 small graves, the family fortunes had begun to de- cline. Ross and Jessamine Holland had been born into that old, miserable struggle of pride with poverty. The hus- band and father Avasted his days in dreams and theories that did nobody any good, and his wife grew worn every year with tears and anxieties and shifts of every sort. So the children were defrauded of half the life and brightness of their years in the dreary, depressing atmos- phere betwixt the irritability ef one parent and the wear- ing anxieties of the other. Of course, every year made it worse ; the misery, being the consequence of defects and feebleness of char- acter, had no remedy. The wolf drew closer to the door. One piece of land after another was sold to fur- nish bread and shelter for the household, while all sorts of sordid economies chilled the young lives coming up in the midst of them. If there had not entered into the making of the boy and girl some of the stamina transmitted from the long- dead generations, this cloud and darkness that hung so heavily on their blossoming years must have fatally dwarfed their natures; but there was a force in both, though of a different sort, that repelled much which was unwholesome in the influence gathered around the dawn- ing of their lives, not that they escaped unharmed. The boy was naturally obstinate, and the rainy day atmos- phere of his home often made him sullen. The girl was sensitive, and she became more or less moody and pas- sionate ; but with all this, each nature would often assert 12 THE HOLLANDS. its birthright to happiness. *And slipping off all their troubles, the two would flash up into hours of such high glee and wild sport, that the dark old home would shine out brightly from its prevailing hues of mist and vapor, settling back, of course, into its habitual tone after a while. For it was a dreadful struggle, a sickenm*? OO i O one, with no steady hand at the helm, and that con- stant strain to make both ends meet and keep up some show of respectability on inadequate means. It came down at times to penury, actual suffering, hunger, and cold. And still Josiah Holland mooned about the house with his hands in his pocket and his face in a dream, with the poor worn wife, the hunted look in her eyes, and the pitiful faces of his children about him. Even their youth could not quite shake off the feeling of guilt and shame which clung to them. Ross had just attained his fourteenth year when his father's life suddenly went out. The family was no worse for that ; on the whole, a little bettered. Some remote connection bestirred himself and found Ross a position as errand-boy in a lawyer's office. The salary wag a mere pittance, paid to the boy's mother for his board, but trickled a steady rivulet into the small stream that nourished their lives. So three or four more years went on. The father of Ross had been a scholar, and he had educated his son in a miscellaneous way, and the boy had plenty of opportuni- ties to indulge his natural craving for study in his inter- vals of leisure at the lawyer's office. At last, however, Mrs. Holland broke down with anx- THE HOLLANDS. 13 iety and overwork, and went out of life almost as sudden- ly as her husband. By this time, the stream which, thus far, had kept soul and body of the Holland family together, was drained to its sources. Ross taught district schools in the towns around for two or three winters that followed, and at last he found a place in the city as book-keeper, on a small salary. They gave up the old home which they had rented long before their father's death, and the sale of the faded furniture boarded Jessamine at the home of a servant who had lived with her mother in better days, and who had married a small farmer in the town, and had always retained a loyal attachment to the household. This family history has occupied more space than I intended. The last words of Ross to his sister tell the rest. The young man had clearly discerned the situation, and what his prospects were in the over-crowded city. A long drudgery at the desk, and a slender salary for years, was not inviting to a soul tired of the grip of poverty. An opportunity suddenly opened of a clerkship in a commercial house in the East Indies. * The salary trebled his present one, and there was every prospect of advance- ment for talent and energy. You have seen what it cost Ross Holland to make up his mind to go. and how at the very last his will well-nigh failed him. The feeling betwixt Jessamine and himself was something very unusual even betwixt brother and sister. Probably the lonely, darkened childhood of both had knit them closer to each other. 14 THE HOLLANDS. Jessamine Holland had, as you must have discerned, no ordinary force of character when it was put to the test. She was resolved on some self-helpfulness, and through her brother's influence she succeeded in obtain- ing some copying at the two law -offices in the town. The remuneration was a mere pittance, and of an uncertain kind ; but it gave Jessamine a blessed feeling of independence. She was to live still with the family where she had found a home for the last two years. The household atmosphere was not refined, and there was much that was coarse and repugnant to a nature that had inherited fine tastes and feelings ; but kindness of a certain sort, and a comfortable shelter, made up for much that was lacking. At any rate, this was Jessamine's only refuge, and here her brother left her. THE HOLLANDS. 15 CHAPTER II. ' ' WELL, ma, you know Duke always was singular, and he would express his gratitude in a way peculiarly his own." " Certainly, my dear ; and one can't say a word when we remember what an immense obligation the whole family rests under to the young man. It's really em- barrassing. It makes me shiver yet when I think of the peril from which Duke so narrowly escaped. What an awful thing it might have been ! I'm ready to do any- thing that is proper and generous to the preserver of my boy's life, but I really wish it was an obligation that a handsome sum of money would discharge." " mamma, it would never do to suggest that before Duke. You ought to have seen the way he flushed up when papa suggested it after they had gone over the whole thing together. 'Sir,' he said, and you know how Duke can say a thing when his spirit is up, ' if I were such a caitiff as to offer money to that fellow for so nobly risking his life in my behalf, I hope he'd tell me that he was sorry he had not left my miser- able carcass to rot under the waves. I should certainly deserve no better answer.' ' 16 THE HOLLANDS. " And what did your father say ? " asked the'lady, with a little smile, evidently half enjoying the high spirit of the reply, and only half. " Oh, he hemmed and hawed, and said he was ready and glad to do whatever was proper, and that Duke must find out the best mode of proving our gratitude ; but I thought papa wished, like you, that it was something which dollars and cents could pay for." In one corner of the handsome room the mother and daughter talked in a low undertone together ; in the other was a group of girls at the piano, utterly absorbed in their chatter over some German opera music, pretty, blooming girls, with a year or two dividing their ages, and a family likeness more or less decided running through the whole group. Mrs. Mason Walbridge, sitting in the corner, with the bright crimson meshes of the shawl she was knitting flowing over her lap, for she had nice little theories of industry, looks just^what she is, the handsome mother of this blooming group of girls ; a lady who, under all circumstances, and in any position which she may occupy, will be certain to reflect credit on herself, a woman of respectabilities and fitnesses always. But if your line arid plummet went deeper than this, into heart, feel- ing, sympathy, into the things that are vital and eter- nal, this woman, with her fair outside and her scrupulous life, somehow failed you. The great trouble with her was an excessive worldliness. It interpenetrated her whole being, shaped all her life-purposes, colored her thoughts and feelings even, though Mrs. Walbridge was THE HOLLANDS. 17 quite unconscious of it, people are apt to be of their besetting sins. The world had always been kindly to this woman, her life flowing in broad, smooth currents ; no dreadful ploughshares of grief and loss going down deep into her nature, and turning up the good or evil to the light ; if there were in her, too, hot, sulphurous passions of sel- fishness, envies, malice, their fires had never flashed up to her consciousness ; all seemed as smooth and polished as her life. Mrs. Walbridge had married prosperously ; indeed, you could hardly imagine her doing otherwise. Her husband was a rather dull, pompous man on the surface, with a good many obstinacies and angularities, but with plenty of business shrewdness arid foresight, as a long and prosperous commercial career abundantly proved. Mason Walbridge was fond and proud of his wife and family in his way. He indulged them, with a moderate allowance of grumbling, in all frhc elegance and luxury which his ample wealth afforded. He prided himself on what he regarded as the solid things of life, money, respectability, social and business reputation. He even had some ambitions beyond that, ambitions for civil and political distinction. He lived in one of the large inland cities of Massachusetts, and had been three times nomi- nated for mayor, and once elected. ' ' His Honor, Mason Walbridge," as it always gratified the gentleman to have his letters superscribed, lived in one of the quiet, but most expensive localities of the city. The house would have struck you at once, with its solid, substantial look, 2 18 THE HOLLANDS. in the midst of pleasant grounds, an ample, rather pre- tentious stone house, with a couple of couchant lions on the steps, dark and grim, a kind of stern warder of the respectabilities and virtues within. Then there were terraces, arbors, walks with facings of shrubberies, arid on every hand rare flowers that rejoiced the eves and in- spired the air; and a fountain shooting up its waters from an urn between two reclining marble naiads, everything very elegant and in good taste, you see ; and everybody conceded that Mason Walbridge had the finest residence in town. The eldest daughter of the house, Edith Walbridge, had slipped off her school-days, and was now in so- ciety. Her family -was very proud of her, and in many ways she certainly justified the feeling; a hand- some face, after the mother's type, fine bloom and deli- cate mould of feature, with a wonderful brilliancy and archness which made her very attractive in society. Her character, too, in its 'general structure, was like her mother's, with something more of force and individuality ; a haughtier temper when it was roused, a stronger will when it was opposed ; but these did not often indicate themselves, for Edith had the natural good nature of the family. Mrs. Walbridge trained her children after what she believed to be the most exemplary pattern ; indeed, she relished pet theories and maxims, and interfused them largely into all those admonitions on which the young lives about her were mostly reared.* She desired her daughters to become, after her own ideal, perfect women, THE HOLLANDS. 19 wives, and mothers, and that ideal was one of exemplary respectability in all that the world values ; an ideal, too, that the woman believed she herself realized r although a modesty quite in keeping with the rest of Mrs. Wai- bridge's character would have prevented her ever ex- pressing any such conviction. " There, girls, there; one really can't hear themselves think, you make such a chatter," was Mrs. Walbridge's mild admonition to the four girls about the piano, as the talk waxed louder and louder, after the manner of school- girls. It was growing towards twilight ; the golden lights haunting the shrubberies outside, until they burned up suddenly with the last unearthly glory and beauty of the day, almost, a poet might have thought reverently, as though God walked in the cool of the evening among them. Mrs. Walbridge and her daughter, looking out, how- ever, over the pleasant grounds, certainly thought nothing , of this sort. It was not an atmosphere through which flashed the sudden inspirations of poetic fancies, or across which loomed sometimes vast horizons of lofty visions, which, though they fade swiftly, leaving us only the flats of our every-day life, still ^ haunt our memories like the mighty mountain landscapes where our feet have stood, or the vast solemn seas to whose shores we have gone down. In the Walbridge atmosphere you always felt some- how that wealth was the greatest thing, and the most to 20 THE HOLLANDS. be desired in the world, the one solid, substantial good, before which all other things dwindled in importance. What if it narrowed and crushed also all higher impulses, with all Teachings of the soul after that life that is more than meat or drink? "There comes Duke," said Edith, suddenly, closing the book she had been indolently attempting to read for the last hour. Mrs. Walbridge folded up the soft, glowing meshes of her knitting. "I'm glad to hear it," she said. "It was very imprudent to go out so soon after that terrible exposure. I told him so ; but Duke is like his sex and his age ; he never will listen to reason." You would not have been half an hour in the Wai- bridge family without feeling that this Duke was some strong force in the household ; not a pliant, nor perhaps altogether an approved one ; nevertheless, a force. The others were always quoting his sayings and doings, often with a little touch of ridicule or sarcasm, frequent- ly with perplexity and more or less admiration. There was a hurrying of .feet along the passage, and he burst into the room, a young man, looking his years, and they were twenty-two ; nothing very remarkable in his appearance at first sight, as I know of, for Duke had managed to escape the general .good looks of the family. He was- not particularly homely either ; a rather slen- der, though broad-chested youth ; a well-knit figure that- gave a comfortable warrant of health and strength, but not a particle of Apollo grace in its movements ; indeed, it had been one of the trials of Mrs. Walbridge's life THE HOLLANDS. 21 that her only son should have barelj escaped being actu- ally awkward and clumsy during all his boyhood. He had outgrown that, even the slouch in his shoulders and gait, though his mother in her secret soul hardly felt like insuring the latter now. A light complexion, a face that did not strike you as remarkable at first sight, but that somehow won you to turn and look at it over and over again, and each time you would like it better, a strong, rather grave, manly face, with gray, clear, honest eyes ; and, over all, a mass of loose beautiful hair, a rich brown hue, gleaming here and there into auburn, is the best portrait I can paint for you of Duke Walbridge. That of course was not his real name, which was Philip, though his family had so far naturalized the other, that they would never get back to his legitimate title. Duke was the household name. It had become fastened on the boy when he was hardly out of small clothes, because of a certain dignity and independence with which he used to carry himself when he was op- posed or angry, and which sat in a wonderfully amusing way on the small head and shoulders. From his baby- hood there had always been some marked character and individuality about the boy, to which no other of the Walbridges, big or little, could lay claim. So this : ' Duke " had clung to the solitary male rep- resentative of the family, and it was bound up with him now, for good or evil. Around it clustered so many old household associations, with their strong, homely fra- grance, so much that was pleasant, and odd, and amusing, so much, too, of all that was tenderest and sweetest in the 22 THE HOLLANDS. young life of the household, that, though the statelier name might be aired on grand* occasions and worn for strangers, the other had its roots far down in their thoughts and hearts, and would hold its claim, slipping over their lips and in their ears, the dear old, thread- bare household name. There was a little stir at the piano and in the corner when he came. Duke always brought in one way and another a fresh breeze into the family circle. " Well, Duke, you do get over your ducking the easi- est of anybody I ever saw," laughed Edith, who was always fond of rallying her brother. "Hush, dear!" said her mother, gravely. "It was too serious a matter to speak of in that light way. I declare, Duke, I never can bear the thought of your going on the water again." "Well, then, you must make up your mind to my finding Death some time on the land then, mother. It strikes me one doesn't make much by standing at guard with Fate all the time, as Angelos did with envy. Death is sure to have the victory in the end." "Why, Duke," said Eva, the youngest of his sisters, the pet, too, coming over and hanging on him ; "one would think, to hear you talk, you were as ready to die as John Knox. or one of the old martyrs." " No," speaking very seriously. " I didn't feel that way at all when I found myself going down and the cold, salt brine gurgling and choking in my throat. Ugh ! don't talk about it." Eva drew nearer to her brother in a caressing way. THE HOLLANDS. 28 slipping one arm about his neck. There was a moment's lull at the piano. Duke's story had a dramatic interest for the girls, that superseded the German opera for a time. They were never tired of hearing him go over the details, and it was not often they could get him to talk about it. Duke was dreadfully moody in this, as in most other things. He went on now in a moment, half- talking to himself, " I tell you it brought up all my past life, in a single flash, as clear as broad noonday. I saw the whole of it, little things I'd forgotten, that happened long ago, standing out sharp and vivid. I've heard of such things with drowning people, I felt it then." There was a little pause here. Everybody looked grave ; everybody, too, looked at Duke with some new tenderness and interest for the awful peril out of which he had barely escaped. It gave him a new importance, a kind of hero aspect in all their eyes. Of this there was no need though. Duke's individuality always carried with it a certain power of self-assertion. He was not vain however ; get to the bottom of him, underneath a certain morbid pride and sensitiveness lay a profound humility. "How long were you in that dreadful water? " ven- tured Grace. ""Two minutes. You know I am a tolerable swimmer in smooth waters, but those great, roaring, hungry waves rushed over me and sucked me down. I tried to fight them, but it was little use. I was giving out and going under for good, when something grasped me, and a voice shouted, ' Hold on, and I'll save you.' ' 24 THE HOLLANDS. He stopped here, his voice working and breaking up in his throat. There were tears in other eyes beside Duke's. "You did not stay long in the water after that?" said Edith. " Not very, though it seemed hours ; moments do at such times. They stopped the steamer. I heard the shouts of the men over the roar of the winds and waves. They threw out ropes, and got a boat down and took us in, though we were both pretty well exhausted." " It was a heroic deed, saving my brother's life. It seems just like a romance ! " rejoined Eva. "Heroic! it was more than that, it was sublime! risking his life to save mine in that way. The noble, gen- erous fellow ! It stirs every pulse in me to think of it." Mrs. Walbridge was not consciously disposed to depre- ciate the character of the act, yet every word which enhanced it only added to her uncomfortable sense of obligation. "0 Duke, how could you risk your life in ,that way ! " she said, reproachfully. " It was foolhardy, I suppose ; but there was a terrible gale, which grew as the night came on, and you know what an intoxication a storm at sea has for me. I went on the upper deck, and stood there, drinking it all in with a strange, fierce joy, never dreaming of danger : indeed, there was none, if I'd had my wits about me. At last I fell to helping one of the sailors, who was removing a mass of stuff which had somehow got piled together on the upper deck "What an idea. Duke, that you should turn deck- THE HOLLANDS. 25 hand ! " put in here another of the sisters, with a little amused laugh, touched all through with contempt, not of the ill-natured sort though. " I can't exactly account for it, but an instinct of help- fulness, of practical activity, seizes me sometimes in strange places and ways. I don't think I should have been sorry, if I'd gone under, to remember that my last act had been to relieve that poor fellow of part of his load." Nobody made any reply here, and Duke kept on : " I had just reached the stairs when the boat gave a great lurch, and I staggered, tried to regain myself, and failed. The next thing I remember, I was going over the side into the sea. Ugh ! the first cold plunge of the waves. But, girls, you have heard all this before," suddenly drawing back into his shell. " Oh, dear, don't stop, Duke ! " chimed up half a dozen young voices ; "it would be new if you told it a hundred times." 'Of course they made an immense fuss over us when they got us back into the ship." It was Duke's habit to be light and satirical when he felt deeply, so they under- stood him now, and that the memory of the scene tugged at his heartstrings. "We were both pretty well used up, but the passengers and the crew gathered about us, the women talking and crying for joy. It was a great scene. ' ' " I wish I'd been there ! " chorused the young voices again. Then one of them asked, " But what did you and the young man say to each other? " 26 THE HOLLANDS. " Nothing until the next morning. The doctors got us into warm sheets with cordials down our throats. And what could I say when we met afterwards, only grasp my preserver's hand, and tell him what was the simple truth, he had done for me the greatest deed one human being could for another, and placed me, too, under an obligation which I and all those to whom my life was dear must carry to their graves." "Well, now, that was just the right thing!" said Eva, admiringly. "I'm sure I shall remember the young man as long as I live, and that he saved our Duke's life, shan't we, mamma ? " " Certainly, my dear," answered her mother. It was the fit and proper thing, therefore she could not gainsay it. " But what did the young man say?" asked another of the sisters. " Flushed up to the very roots of his hair, as though instead of doing something to be proud of for all his life to come, he ought to be ashamed of himself. ' Don't put it in that light,' he said. ' I think you'd have done as much for me under the circumstances.' ' " Why, how manly and modest ! He must be a real hero, like one of those grand old knights ! " remarked Eva again, who had a girl's romantic fancies of heroism and knight-errantry, and all that, though the household temperament was hardly one to develop anything of this sort. "Daughter, don't interrupt your brother quite so often with your impressions," said the soft voice of the mother. THE HOLLANDS. 27 Mrs. Walbridge's reproofs were usually of the gentler sort ; yet there was always a certain dignity and pro- priety in these, which gave them more weight and effect than any degree of vehemence on the part of some people. " I told him in reply," continued Duke, " that I was not quite so sure of myself as he seemed to be. I very much doubted whether I should have had the generous courage to jump into that boiling sea, and risk my life for a man of whom I had never so much as heard. " iThat is not exactly my case,' he said ; ' I sat next you at supper, and we had some talk during the meal. I saw your face as the light flashed on it when you went over, and remembered it.' "I recalled, then, some talk about the weather and the boat, which we had at supper. It had quite slipped out of my thought though ; and, as I told my preserver, ' a man must be very magnanimous who felt so slight a circumstance gave another any claim on him, to the hazarding of his life even.' ' " What did he say then ? " asked Edith, who, like all the others, was absorbed in her brother's story. " I don't remember precisely. It was easy to see that my thanks embarrassed the young fellow, and, in fact, any words I could say seemed so mean and small, so far below the vast debt which I owed the preserver of my life, that I, in turn, could find little to say. We took each other's names and addresses, and so parted." " Now, if you had been two women," said Eva, who was a bright little girl, "you would have kissed each other." 28 THE HOLLANDS. Duke laughed, and drew the girl toward him with a little sudden demonstration of tenderness, quite unusual to himself ; in fact any instance of affection on his part was always apt to leap out from a shy, reticent nature, which it suddenly overmastered. "We didn't do anything of that sort, Eva ; but we wrung each other's hands, until both shoulders ached, I think. We men have to express our feelings in rougher fashions than you do." " And you said the name was Ross Holland? " said Eva. "It's quite a pretty one," said Edith. "It will always sound more than pretty to me," answered her brother. After a little pause, he continued : "I've been to see my friend this afternoon. He leaves day after to-morrow for the East Indies; is engaged in some commercial house there. I invited him up here to dinner to-morrow noon. I thought my family would wish to see, at least, the man who had saved 'my life." ' ' Certainly we do. I should have sent for the young man, Duke, if you had not first thought of it. I wish there was something we could do for him," said Mrs. Walbridge, who felt relieved to find the young man was going so soon to the antipodes. "How does he look and appear?" asked one of the girls, naturally enough. " He's rather a stout, well-knit fellow ; a little broader and taller than I ; a good face ; not handsome, as you girls would put it ; but a clear, open, manly face, one of the sort that will make its way in the world." THE HOLLANDS. 29 "Does he seem like one who has had advantages of family or good-breeding, a gentleman, in short ? " asked Mrs. Walbridge, who somehow had doubts on this subject. " I should think he must have been well brought up ; but he isn't one of your gloved and perfumed city fops, by any means," answered Duke, who did not much relish the question. " He's quiet and shy, I think ; but self- possessed and straightforward. I haven't asked him whether he was rich, or accustomed to the best society ; but I should not be ashamed to introduce him to my sis- ters, even if he hadn't just saved my life." If anybody in the world ever made Mrs. Walbridge internally wince a little, it was this queer son of hers. He had a habit of turning around onlier some side of her question which she had never thought it possessed before, and which really seemed to carry a complexion of selfish- ness and pretension, which always made her a little un- comfortable ; for the lady had that inward self-satisfaction and complacency to which she believed her virtues and dignity entitled her. The truth was, she was a little afraid of Duke, and could never exactly make up her mind just how much he meant by these speeches, or whether they were merely his habit of sarcasm. She was glad, however, that just then the sight of her hus- band's cabriolet rolling up through the drive spared her the necessity of a reply, and Mrs. Walbridge usually condescended to explain herself, and make her position good after one of these speeches of Duke's, a kind of self-defence, however, to which she was seldom obliged to resort in her talk with others. 30 THE HOLLANDS. A moment after, Mason Walbridge entered the room. He was a rather portly gentleman, with a kind of solid, substantial air ; just your idea of a prosperous business man settling down into a comfortable old age. Not that he had exactly attained this yet, though his hair was quite frosted and his face had gathered up thick wrinkles, a man with whom you instinctively felt all mere theories, idealisms, enthusiasms, would find it hard to maintain themselves. There was a stubborn practicality, a solid materialism, suggested by the man's very presence ; and this did not belie the character and temperament of Mason Walbridge. " pa, you ought to have been here," said Eva, who you have already discovered was a talker, and petted more or less, as the youngest of the family flock has a prescriptive right to be. "Duke has been telling us over again all about his falling into the water ; and he has invited that young man who saved him to come up to dinner to-morrow. I'm so glad. I want to see him so much." An invitation to dine at the Walbridges was regarded by them as conferring a certain honor. Their massive, carved front doors did not open indiscriminately to peo- ple. Their guests must have some warrant of social dis- tinction, wealth, or business position. some personal weight which passed muster with the world. The gentleman looked at his wife. He was accustomed to refer all home matters to her opinion, having the high- est regard for the lady's excellent judgment, and a pro- THE HOLLANBS. 31 found faith that she would always do the thing that was proper and best under the circumstances. ' ' That seems all right. What does your mother say of it?" "I've already told Duke that I entirely approve of the invitation, my dear," answered the lady ; and that of course settled the matter. Look abroad, my reader, over the world of your ac- quaintances, and see if you do not find more than one family with a general moral likeness to these Wai- bridges. 32 THE HOLLANDS. CHAPTER III. DUKE WALBRIDGE has told you already the story of his escape from drowning, and of his rescue by Ross Holland. The latter had reached New York at the appointed time, but some unforeseen circumstances had delayed for three or four days the sailing of the vessel in which he was to take passage for the East Indies. Meanwhile, the house with which he was connected having some business engagement to complete with a firm in an inland city in Massachusetts, it was suggested that Ross should relieve the partners of the journey. If the matter was satisfactorily accomplished, about Avhich there was little doubt, he was to receive a hundred dollars and the payment of all expenses. He thought of Jessamine. There was just time to re- turn and give her a single day, which the poor child would hail with rapturous delight ; but there would be the terrible parting afresh, and Ross shrank from the thought of laying bare that wound again. If he accomplished his mission, Jessamine should have all that came of it. He would sacredly devote the whole proceeds to his sister, and there was no telling what a THE HOLLANDS. 33 hundred dollars would be to her, smiling a little over that thought. There was no doubt Ross would, in the end, be doing Jessamine the greater kindness by making this journey in her interests, instead of seeking her again. So Ross Holland decided, and took the Sound steamer that very night. ' You know what happened then. Ross was a brave, impulsive fellow, and when he saw the face of Duke Walbridge, the lights flashing on it as it went over into the sea, all that was generous and heroic in the young soul thrilled into life. He did think of Jessamine a moment, for, though he was a bold swimmer, that was a black sea, and it was at no slight risk that he entered it. But again the light streamed full on the face, with the loud, hungry waves after it ; the face he had sat next to a little while ago at supper, and been singularly struck with some power and expression in it. '< Perhaps he has a sister too," was the thought that sent Ross Holland into that midnight sea, and God's hand drew him wut and set him on the steamer again, him and Duke Walbridge. Ross Holland went to the Walbridges that evening a little against his will. In the first place, nothing em- barrassed him more painfully than any talk over what he had done that night. It made a glow of grateful pleas- ure about his heart to know how Duke felt over it ; for, shy and reticent as Ross was by nature, something had drawn him toward the young man, just as he had never been drawn to any human being before. 34 THE HOLLANDS. In the second place, he had an instinct that he should not like his friend's family, or at least not be at ease among them. Perhaps Ross did not consciously admit this to himself; nevertheless, there the feeling lurked. He had learned during his stay in the town that the Walbridges were wealthy, ambitious people, and this, with some other careless remarks, had given him a little insight into the family quality, and he shrank from it. However, there was no way of declining the invitation except by hurting his friend. Ross was to return that night to New York, and he consoled himself, remember- ing that the dinner must be a short one. Strange as it may seem, the Walbridges had their secret embarrassments too, the elder members of the family at least, the younger ones being quite too eager with curiosity for anything of that sort. Mr. and Mrs. Walbridge desired to do what was proper, and to be expected of them under the circum- sta:> - , but the trouble seemed to be to find out just vhat that was. Here they were, under overwhelming obligations to the young man who had rescued their son from drowning, and there was no way of cancelling the tremendous debt. All their wealth could not do it. Nay. it would be an unpardonable insult to suggest money in connection with such a deed. It Avas a most delicate and difficult matter to deal with ; but there, like a great many other uncomfortable facts, it stood. THE HOLLANDS. 35 Great a sensation as Ross Holland certainly made, when he presented himself at the Walbridges, there was nothing very remarkable about him ; a moderately good- looking, quiet youth, not lacking a certain self-possession, if he did color easily to the roots of his hair. The girls watched with a great deal of eagerness the meeting between their brother and his preserver. " I do believe," said Eva, afterward, in talking it all over to her sisters, ' ' that they would have hugged each other like girls, if we hadn't been present." Mr. Walbridge, to whom his son presented Ross, made a speech on the occasion, expressing his deep sense of the obligations under which he lay to the preserver of his son's life ; but the man really would have felt much more comfortably when he got to the end of his remarks, if he could have taken a check in high figures from his pocket- book, placed it in Ross Holland's hands, and said, ' ' There ! that makes all square between us ! " Then it came Mrs. Walbridge's turn. That lady did her part in a manner becoming the occasion. When did ' she ever do otherwise ? No doubt there was some real feeling underlying the finely rounded phrases, fitting into each other like a mosaic. When she came to stand face to face with the youth, without whom the strength and pride of her household must have been lying stark and cold in his unfathomable ocean grave, and her own heart desolate with an unutter- able anguish, no doubt the mother for a moment almost overmastered everything else in the feeling of the woman. Her voice swayed, the tears slipped into her eyes, she 36 THE HOLLANDS. grasped the hand of Ross Holland in both her own, and her pretty speech was not finished just as she had con- templated. Afterward, the introductions to the sisters were easily gotten over. All the young ladies were disposed to be cordial to their brother's friend. Still, Mr. and Mrs. Walbridge felt, I think, a little sense of relief when so much of the programme was gone through with. Perhaps it was not altogether unnatural. No matter how superficially one regards human nature, one cannot help perceiving that this gratitude is a difficult thing to deal with. Those who are largely entitled to it generally regard themselves as wronged and neglected. No doubt there is a great deal of truth in it ; but there is something to be said on the other side. A burden of obligation is apt to press heavily on the recipient, and give him a certain sense of discomfort, unless there is a very fine sense of sympathy between him and his bene- factor. This is, perhaps, not oftenest the case. The ' people who are the most generous in gifts have not always the finest instincts, the broadest natures. They may be ready to lavish gifts on you with one hand, and take a pleasure sometimes so full of inconsistencies is human nature in chafing you where you are weakest arid most sensitive. Now, no kindnesses can grant one indemnity for the other wrong. There will only be secret chafing and in- dignation, if not open revolt, all aggravated by the sense of obligations ; for a blow falls doubly heavy from hands that have bestowed much on us. A man may give you THE HOLLANDS. S7 all his possessions, may risk his life to save yours, and yet in the closest sense you cannot call him friend. I appeal to your own consciousness, my reader, whether this be not true, whether the deepest love of your na- ture does not take its root in a soil that lies deeper than all gifts, whether any claims of gratitude can ever com- pel your affection. But, for all that, a lofty and finely tempered heart forgets much in those who have served it keeps faith with itself in grateful loyalty to its bene- factor. Ross Holland was the only stranger at the Walbridge dinner-table that day. The hostess had some internal misgivings about her guest's being equal to the mysteries of finger-glasses and nut-pickers : but she soon satisfied herself that Ross was at home here ; and really, when you came to compare them, he had quite as much the look and bearing of a gentleman as her own son, neither being an Adonis in face or figure. There was, however, a natural refinement in the Hol- land blood, which the last who bore the name had inher- ited, some native instinct of the boy and girl always shrinking from coarseness and vulgarity as from some- thing whose touch soiled and defiled. Anything so ambitious as the Walbridges' style of liv- ing was, of course, quite new to Ross, and the ceremonial was a little embarrassing to one unaccustomed to it. But Duke sat next to his friend, and there was a mag- netism in the young man that, when he chose to exert it, would thaw almost any nature into life and ease. He and Ross were soon launched on a full tide of talk, the 38 THE HOLLANDS. others listening, complacent and curious, and inter- spersing their own remarks. Through all this, Mrs. Walbridge, it must be con- fessed, felt a strong desire to know something of the char- acter and position of the stranger at their board, who had established his right there so clearly, and whom no amount of courtesies and patronage could place in any relation but that of creditor. Mrs. Walbridge was, of course, quite too well bred to be inquisitive. Still, there were plenty of proper and natural questions to ask, which] might serve as chinks through which she could get a glimpse into the antecedents of Ross Holland. When the fruits were brought on, she attempted one of these crannies. "I think your family must be very reluctant to let- ting you go off on this long journey, Mr. Holland. I sup- pose, however, they regard it best to indulge a young man's desire to see all sides of the world. The expe- rience has its advantages too." The young men had been talking, sometimes soberly, sometimes merrily, with each other. Now the light in Ross Holland's face went down suddenly. 11 1 have no family to regret my going, ma'am, except one sister, the last that is left of our kin." " Oh, dear ! how can she let you go? " put in Eva, who sat on the other side of Ross. "If it was Duke, now, I couldn't part with him, no matter if he could see, as mamma says, every side of the world." Now, if the truth must be told, Ross Holland was sore over his family history. It was not singular perhaps. THE HOLLANDS. 39 That long struggle with poverty could not fail to leave its mark upon a sensitive nature. Yet the morbidness was not of an ignoble sort. Ross Holland's face flushed, but a kind of brave scorn looked out of his eyes now. " I am not going to see the world," he said. " I would not leave my sister alone here for all it can hold. We are very poor, and I go to the East In- dies solely with the hope of making a little money." The words made a sensation at the table. People were not in the habit of talking in just that way at the Wai- bridge board. But, whatever Ross might say, they could not take exceptions, as they might in the case of ordi- nary guests. Their relations and his were anomalous, and placed him in a large sense above criticism. A little silence followed, during which Mr. Walbridge said to himself, "Was that a hint now, forme to put my hand in my pocket and take out something substan- tial ? ' ' Then he met the eyes of his guest, and some heat that blazed in them satisfied the gentleman that no purpose of that sort had ever entered the soul of Ross Holland. The truth was, that young man had an instinct of the estimation in which poverty was held by the people around him, and it was this that had forced out his ac- knowledgment of it. A brave soul, you see, whatever its faults were. However it might have been in ordinary cases, the Walbridges treated Ross with more attention, if possible, after the avowal, on his part, of poverty. There was little time for further talk, as it was necessary Ross 40 THE HOLLANDS. should leave almost as soon as dinner was over, in order to reach the train, while Duke insisted on driving his friend over to the depot in his father's buggy. Those blooming girls in their fine dresses had not af- fected Ross altogether pleasantly. It forced up a strong contrast between them and his little sister Jessamine. After all, she was prettier and just as ladylike, with her soft, quiet manners. He had never seen her in anything finer than a white dress, with a flower or a bit of bright- colored ribbon in her hair. "He should like to get some grand clothes on her," smothering down a sigh. Then he remembered the hundred-dollar check that would be on its way to her before the next sun had set, snugly folded away in the letter he had been writing her all day in his thoughts. He saw the fair face breaking up into wonder and smiles and tears over it. After all, the grand dinner had been a great bore, that good fellow, Duke, being the only really pleasant thing about it, these thoughts drifting across his mind while he was going through his adieux with the Walbridges. The elders were particularly cordial and lavish of good wishes for his future welfare, " very fine speeches," Ross thought them afterward, for the youth had a slight- ly cynical way of putting things to himself, although un- derlying this little " tortuous rind" of bitterness was a sound mellow core of good nature, and the young ladies beamed their brightest parting smiles upon him. Mr. Walbridge took the address of the house with which Ross was to be connected in the East Indies, and informed the young man that any indirect influence THE HOLLANDS. 41 which he might possess with its heads should be exerted in his behalf, one of those fine, vague promises which serve the moment, and so seldom amount to anything? The pleasantest thing about the whole visit was, how- ever, the last that happened. Just as Ross was leaving the room, Eva Walbridge hurried in from the conserva- tory with a couple of moss-roses in her hand, all dewy bloom and fragrance. The child hurried eagerly up to Ross. " I've just cut them from my bush for you," she said. " There were no more on it ; but I wanted to give them to you for Duke's sake ; and and I thought you might like to keep them, and some time when you looked at them away off in that other part of the world, you'd know I hadn't forgotten what you did for my brother." The eyes of Ross Holland warmed on the girl, as they had only warmed on her brother that day. ' ' Thank you," he said, taking the flowers. " I shall keep them carefully among my few treasures, and when they are faded and withered, they will be beautiful in my eyes, be- cause, you know, they will be the flowers of home." Then he went away. Mr. and Mrs. Walbridge felt relieved now it was over, and yet not just satisfied with themselves. It seemed as though they ought to have done something more or bet- ter if they had only known how. "Really, my dear, that was very thoughtful and pretty, giving the young man those flowers ; alto- gether proper and graceful." " mamma ! I never thought of being proper or 4 42 THE HOLLANDS. graceful. I only wanted to give him something that I loved, because of what he had done for us all," an- SAfered the youngest of the Walbridges. " What did you think of him, on the whole, .Edith ? " asked another of the sisters, the elder's gauge of people being regarded as final in the family. " There's no fault to find with his appearance or man- ners, as I know of; yet I somehow had a feeling all the time, that he was not used to the best society." " Edith ! how angry Duke would be to hear you criticise him in that way! " said Eva. " His saving Duke's life is one thing, and his breed- ing is another. I can't see what possible connection there is between them," answered the young lady, with the air of one who perfectly understood what she was talking about. " But," answered Eva, who manifested, at times, a little of Duke's uncomfortable tenacity of conviction, " it does not, after all, seem quite generous and noble to criticise the preserver of Duke's life, just as one would any stranger, do you think so, mamma ? " Thus appealed to, Mrs. Walbridge hardly knew what to say, so she compromised the matter. ' ' When you are a little older, my dear, you will see the matter as Edith does. She means perfectly right, and SD do you." Eva looked grave a moment, trying to discern the truth through the mist in which her mother's speech enveloped the matter. She did not succeed very well, and there was no help for it, but to fall back on the future years which were to make both sides seem right to her. Suddenly THE HOLLANDS. 43 the girl's face brightened: "I thtfught it was real noble in that young fellow to own right up, in that out- spoken way, that he was poor, and going off to the ends of the world to make a fortune for himself and his sis- ter. I know Duke liked it, too, by the way his eyes sparkled." " Of course he did," answered another of the girls, with a little laugh. " Duke always likes outspoken in- dependence of that kind." "Well, who doesn't, with any sense?" asked Eva, in her blunt, girlish way. Nobody answered ; but the Walbridges were not quite certain whether they liked these qualities or not, and had a feeling, too, that it would not be to their credit to ad- mit the doubt. Meanwhile, the young men were on their way to the depot. Of a sudden Duke gathered up the reins in one hand and laid the other on his companion's shoulder. " My dear fellow, there is so much I want to say to you in these last moments, if I could only* get at it." " Plunge right in then. That's the way I do when I get stuck fast," answered Ross, the gayety of his air and manner covering some graver feeling beneath it. "If I could only do something for you, be of some service to you. ^Be generous now, Holland, and place yourself in my case. You've saved my .life. That covers the whole ground of my debt, the greatest one man can owe to another, and of course we're both above looking at it in that light. Still, it's a comfort to a fellow to do some favor to one who has received from 44 THE HOLLANDS. another what I have at your hands, and I think it isn't just generous to deny him that little crumb of pleasure." " My dear fellow, I'd give you the whole loaf, if it lay in my power." *"" It does, Holland. You can let me serve you some- how. You can find out some way. You know how eager I am to do this." Ross looked up in the face of his companion, and caught the glow upon it, which lifted the face of Duke Walbridge into new life and beauty, as some sunsets do the clouds hanging dull and incoherent about a western sky, gathering them all up in one grand blaze of color. Ross mused a moment. ' ' There is- one favor you can do for me, Walbridge." "What is it?" asked Duke, with a kind of greedi- ness, which at almost any other time would have made Ross smile. " There's my sister, Jessamine, it's been like tearing the very heart out of her to give me up to go on this long journey, with all its risks, you know. If we should never see each other again " There he broke down a moment. "Anything, ask anything for her of the life you saved, Holland." Ross gathered up his voice, forced it into a kind of husky steadiness again. " I should like you to be a sort of brother to her, see that no harm comes to her. Poor thing ! she's nobody in the world but me, a shy, simple-hearted, loving child. It would break her heart if anything happened to me." THE HOLLANDS. 45 "Holland, answer me one question," said Duke, with a kind of solemn authority in his tones ; " didn't you think of your sister before you went overboard that night for me ? " "Yes; I thought of her, little Jessamine. And then I thought perhaps you, too, had a sister at home, and plunged in." For a minute Duke did not speak. Then he added solemnly, as one who takes an oath on his soul, to be held through all the after life, " If anything comes to you, Holland, I will take your place, as far as I can, to your sister." Ross smiled, a smile Duke would never forget. " I shall go off with a lighter heart now," he said. " I shall take it on myself, too, to go up and see your 'little Jessamine' right off," continued Duke, " and tell her all that has happened." Ross Holland's first thought grasped eagerly at this offer ; but the second one convinced him that it would not be well for Jessamine to learn at once of the peril into which he had plunged. It would only fill the child's heart with fresh forebodings and terrors. The hundred dollars would seem like a sudden fortune rained down upon her, and that would be surprise and delight enough for the present. So he answered Duke Walbridge, " Just wait until I get safe and sound at the East Indies before you hunt her up, Walbridge. I'd rather she shouldn't know just yet what we've gone through. You can do her more good, and me too, by waiting a few months before you go to see her. Meanwhile, I shall 46 THE HOLLANDS. feel as though I left my little Jessamine in your hands." "Jessamine, Jessamine. That is an odd name, a pretty one too," said Duke. " It is more than that to me," answered her brother. By this time they had reached the depot, and there were only a few moments to spare. They wrung each other's hands silently ; they thought of the long years and the wide oceans that were to roll betwixt them be- fore they should look upon each other's faces again. There were tears in the eyes of both. The bell rang. Then these two Duke Walbridge and Ross Holland did what Eva had said they would do if they had been women, kissed each other, and with never a word more, each turned his own way.. But Duke stood on the platform and watched the train which bore away the friend that he loved best on earth, the friend who had risked his life to save his. Then he entered his carriage ; but, before he started for home, he wrote down in his note-book the name of Jessamine Holland, and of the old country town where she resided. " Just as though I should forget it ! " smiling a little to himself as he slipped book and pencil back into his pocket. " Little Jessamine ! I did not ask him; but she must be a child, I fancy somewhere about Eva's age." THE HOLLANDS. 47 CHAPTER IV. THREE years and more had passed since Duke Wai- bridge and Ross Holland had parted at the depot. Dur- ing almost this entire period the former had been abroad. His father had suddenly discovered symptoms of apo- plexy, and the physicians had urged a sea-voyage for the gentleman. So it was suddenly settled that Duke should accom- pany his father, and complete his studies in Germany, while Mrs. Walbridge and Edith should make the grand tour of Europe. Mr. Walbridge' s health had improved, but his foreign business relations had detained him abroad longer than he anticipated. Duke had, however, outstayed all the others by nearly two years. He was of just that age when foreign study and travel are apt to turn young heads a little ; but his family affirmed that Duke had returned just as he went. They could not see that there was a particle of change in the fellow. He had grown a little taller and better looking, that was all. But here the family judgment was superficial. Duke's growth was not on the surface ; but during these yea.rs his whole character had widened ; his thought, convic- 48 THE HOLLANDS. tions, modified and shaped themselves. Contact with the world, with people of varied civilizations and nationali- ties, had changed and broadened the young man ; but the sound, warm, steadfast nature held its own quality still. During this time he had kept up an intermittent cor- respondence with Ross Holland. The first year in the East Indies had not been very smooth ones to the young American. His health and habits did not readily adapt themselves to the foreign climate and modes of life. Still, Ross Holland's soul was a brave one. It fought the battle valiantly with homesickness and languor, through two or three slow attacks of fever, among strange faces and the fiery heat of the tropics. Mismanagement, indolence, and extravagance had all borne their part in sapping the prosperity of the house with which he was engaged ; still, it had the substantial foundations of an old name and reputation to uphold it, and Ross did his part faithfully, as he would do it any- where. But his expenses were heavy in a foreign country, and his salary allowed him little margin beyond them and an occasional remittance to Jessamine. During these years the girl has been just where we left her, shut up in the homely old house whose rusty brown front faced the hills. What else could she do ? Jessamine Holland had no fortune, and no influential friends. With the natural right of her youth the girl hungered, fairly sickened, sometimes, for a life less cramped and monotonous ; for some color, excitement ; THE HOLLANDS. 49 but it did not come, and so Jessamine settled herself to make the best of what she had, which is the truest phi- losophy for the wisest of us. The copying, too, whose remuneration the girl fondly hoped would defray most of the expenses of her board, had largely disappointed her, affording her employment only at long intervals, so that she was obliged to fall back largely on the remittances of Ross, which it cost her high spirit a good many struggles to do. But Jessamine told herself, with that innate vigor that some far dead ancestor had probably bequeathed her, that she was no't going to rust out. It was lonely and desolate enough, only her own soul and God knew that, with her brother so far off, and she left stranded in the old town with nothing to do. There was a great world beyond, where she would like to take her part, be of some service ; but its walls were high, and she could not find a chink to creep through. Then, weary as she was of the old town, she loved it, for it was her birthplace; and though the people were of the nar- row, conventional type, which one is too apt to find in remote country towns, with little elevating social stimu- lus, or breadth of thought or heart amongst them, still they were the faces and friends of the girl's child- hood and youth, all she ever had at least, for the Hollands had mostly dropped out of such society as the old town afforded. So the girl had buried herself in her studies. There was a moderately good library in the town, and from this, and from various other sources, she managed to obtain most of the books she needed. 5 50 THE HOLLANDS. It was no dilettante work with this girl either. She made a solemn purpose of it, and studied like any school- girl, setting herself no light tasks, and conscientiously fulfilling them, mastering Latin with the help of the clergyman, and plunging as deeply into natural sciences, metaphysics, and history as her opportunities afforded. It was, perhaps, a little too much the life of a book- worm for a girl in the blossoming of her years ; but then it was the salt which saved Jessamine Holland from the frivolity and gossip of the little town ; and mind and heart ripened together, and in the furrows of those slow, silent days, she cast seed that brought forth their fair harvest in the womanhood to come. Then Jessamine fed her young soul through all this time on the letters of Ross. These always turned the brightest side of his lot towards her, never abating heart or hope, and were vital with that brave courage which was the very marrow of his character. So there came an afternoon when Jessamine Holland stood again on the veranda of the rusty b.rown cottage, as she had, almost four years ago, when she watched, white and breathless, for the train as it disappeared in the hollow. But it was not October now, and the year had no hint of chill or death in it. It was a June day, one of a cluster that had gone over the earth in golden pomp, dying in nights of starry splendor. But at this time the loneliness, the homesick ache seemed to have eaten deeper into Jessamine's soul than ever before. The singing of the birds, all the pomp and glory of the summer, failed to lift her out of the darkness into THE HOLLANDS. 51 their own mood of joy and strength. She had a kind of hunted feeling, like one who sees the walls close in on every side, and pants for fresher air and wider horizons. What was she in God's world, stranded there in that 'old house, with people whose kindly thought and care of her did not give them any wide sympathy into her moods and needs ? It seemed to the girl sometimes that the chafing and the aching would drive her mad. Do not blame her. Think what her life was, and how long and bravely she had borne it. She wore a white dress this afternoon, remembering how fond Ross was of seeing her in that, a bit of blue ribbon at her throat. When he was a boy he always admired that color too, and she had broken off two or thre red roses from a bush on one side of the house, and twisted them in her hair, smiling a little to herself. As she surveyed the whole in the mirror, the smile, however, drowned itself suddenly in bitterness. "As though there was anybody in the world would care how you looked this day, Jessamine Holland ! Ross would, but he can't see across all these leagues of land and ocean." Then she went out on the veranda, trying to find some- thing in that June day, remembering that God had set it in the world as a sign and token of his love and bounty ; but just then how far off he seemed ! Yet she stood there in her sweet, delicate youth, looking the lady that she was by gift of that same God. She heard the gate. She remembered afterward that she was too listless even to look out and see, through 52 THE HOLLANDS. the curtain of climbing vines, who was coming, taking it for granted it was some neighbor or child on an errand. So she did not look up until the stranger stood on the steps. The girl gave a little start then, her cheeks flushed, and at the moment Jessamine Holland probably looked prettier than she ever had done in her life before. A gentleman stood there, she knew he was that with the first glance, in a brown travelling suit, a good deal dusted. He lifted his hat. "Will you be kind enough," said a voice, so clear and pleasant that one liked to hear it, " to tell me where Miss Jessamine Hol- land, the sister of Ross Holland, resides? " Jessamine was shy ; her temperament and life natu- rally made her so ; but for all that she held possession of herself. " I am Ross Holland's sister," she answered, her wide brown eyes on the stranger. Great, in turn, was Duke Walbridge's surprise. His family were at the Springs, some thirty miles off, and the young man had remembered his promise to Ross, and kept faith with it at last. He had come up here to see the sister of his benefac- tor, with a general idea of a rosy, unformed country girl. He had debated in his own mind whether some toy would not be acceptable to "little Jessamine," and had thought a pretty set of jewelry would probably dazzle the eyes of a school-girl. But the Springs, though they had a reputation, were in an out-of-the-way place, where jewelry of any sort was quite unattainable. THE HOLLANDS. 53 u No matter. I can judge for myself, and get what is most appropriate afterward, " settling the matter, and not quite certain but a wax doll would prove the right thing after all. And this was " little Jessamine," this girl with the fair, delicate face, so unlike any he had ever seen before ; not the beauty, certainly, that strikes men in a crowd, but that had a power and meaning of its own. There she stood, among the vines, in her simple white dress, with the bits of color at her throat, something with whom it was quite impossible to associate anything coarse or hoydenish, and her birthdays had not quite clasped their twentieth. The stranger smiled, and came closer now. " I am Duke Walbridge, Miss Holland. I hope I am welcome for your brother's sake." The girl gave her hand at that word, but there was no gleam of recognition at the name-. She had evidently never heard of it. "Did he never tell you?" asked Duke, surprised enough in his turn. - She shook her head. " I never heard that name." " It was like him never to speak of what he did, Miss Holland. I owe your brother more than I do any living man, for he once saved my life." " You ? Ross did ? " the sweet face more amazed than ever. " Yes, Miss Holland. The dear, generous, lion-heart- ed fellow jumped into the sea one night, and dragged me out of it at the peril of his own life ; and I have come at last to tell you of it." 54 THE HOLLANDS. Her face all alive now " How was it? When was it?" hardly knowing what she was saying in her eagerness. So Duke Walbridge began at the beginning, and told Jessamine the story as no other could have told it. He had a remarkable gift of expression, but if he had not owned this, the depth of his feeling must have given a wonderful power to his tale. One saw it all, the wild night, the awful sea, the life going down into the hungry waves, the shouts of the men, and then the brave rescue. Jessamine lived it all over in a shuddering horror. It was quite soon enough for the tender heart to hear the story, nearly four years after it all happened. Ross had judged wise- ly. Once she caught hold of Duke's arm, .not realizing what she was doing. " Ross, my brother ! my brother ! if you had been drowned then ! " her face in a shower of tears. There were tears in Duke's eyes. " But he did not, you see, and here I am, with the life that he saved." " I am glad of that, glad that he went to you, only you cannot know what he is to me, all I have on earth, and what life would be to me if I lost him." There was a lounge at one end of the veranda. She went and sat down here a few moments, and Duke knew she was crying. He was almost sorry he had told her. But she came back in a little while, and asked him to go on with the rest. " She's got some of her brother's pluck," thought Duke Walbridge. But she swayed again when he came to tell her how Ross had said that he THE HOLLANDS. 55 drew back at that awful time thinking of ' ' little Jessa- mine." The rest of his story, however, was easy sailing. Duke told the girl about her brother's visit at their house, and their talk at parting, and the promise he had made, and why he had been so long in fulfilling it. After this, all ice of formalities, such as requires, in ordinary cases, a good many interviews to melt, vanished betwixt these two. Duke Walbridge had one of those natures that never forgets its gratitude. The memory of the .vast debt he owed would alone have made the sister of Ross Holland, whatever might be her intrinsic character, an object of keen interest to Duke, one whose welfare and happiness he would have been eager to promote at almost any cost to himself; but he had come utterly unprepared to find the girl what, the more he saw of her, she proved to be. The more he saw of her, too, the more she perplexed him,, by the sweet, genuine frankness and grace of her speech and manner. ' ' As much better than the showy, artificial girls he met in society," he said to himself, " as a wide, fresh morning heath shaken with dew, and full of fragrance and the gladness of sunshine, was better than all the perfume and glitter and display of some splended drawing-room." She was like her brother, too, in a good many little subtle ways, difficult to analyze, and yet very readily felt. How the girl could live there in that out-of-the-way place, shut up in a kindly but wholly uncultivated fam- 56 THE HOLLANDS. ily, and be the instinctive lady she was, puzzled Duke Walbridge more than anything had ever done in his life. The more he talked with her, the more she interested him ; and, if the truth must be told, Jessamine Holland never had looked and appeared quite so well as she did this afternoon. When she came to think it over after Duke had gone, the whole thing seemed like a dream. He called her " little Jessamine," and then apologized several times, corrected himself, and said, " Miss Holland." But the other name was sure to come first : and at last he said, with a laugh, "There is no use; I have thought of you so long as 'little Jessamine,' that no other name will come to me without an especial effort." And Jessamine answered, and wondered and scolded at herself afterward for doing it, "Do not try to. It is the old name that I have not heard since he went away, and it sounds pleasanter than the first robin's song did when I heard it last May." Their talk went a great many ways. Duke Walbridge had that reverence for womankind that I think is born in the soul of every true man ; but, for all that, his ideas of young ladies had been shaped more or less by his sis- ter's acquaintances, and he had a kincl of feeling, which his fidelity to his ideal of womanhood had always pre- vented his expressing, that girls were, as a whole, super- ficial, gossipy, selfish. Anything really frank, loyal, genuine, it seemed to him he had yet to find among the young girls with whom he was thrown, with their foolish rivalries of dress and social distinction. THE HOLLANDS. 57 Even to these there was a better side ; but Duke did not find it ; partly, no doubt, because he did not try, being in a state of disgust with young ladyhood in general. Indeed, his strictures here were so wholesale and bitter, that his sisters did not hesitate to call him- a bear, and to avow their belief that, " Duke was born to be an old bachelor." But here was a young girl who had no airs, who evidently had not the faintest notion how to carry on a flirtation, with all the charm, brightness, spontaneity of earnest, intelligent young womanhood. How alert she was, too ! how full of eager curiosity about the great world which he had seen ! her questions slipping out in a soft, breathless, child-like way, that amused him. Once through, she stopped of a sudden, the bright color com- ing into her face as it had a habit of doing. "Do for- give me," she said ; " but it seems as though I was talk- ing with Ross." " I Avant it to seem just so. You know what I prom- ised him." And he went on, taking up the thread of his talk where he had left it, telling her all about his sail down the Rhine, through the golden girdle of just such a week of June days last year. " I wonder how you manage to live here, ' little Jessa- mine' ?" Duke really spoke to himself, and wished he could call the thought back the next moment. A swift pain flashed into the girl's face. " It is very hard sometimes. It seems as though it must kill me ; but I don't think God will let it come to that ; and when the %-orst happens, I try to brave myself against the 5 8 THE HOLLA NDS. thought of the time when Ross will come back, and we shall be together once more." Just then they caught, faint and far off among the hills, the sound of the coming train. There was only- time for Duke to reach the depot ; and he had an en- gagement with his sisters that night. "Next time for I intend to come again I shall stay longer, Miss Holland, and meanwhile, I shall take a brother's privilege, to write you." And her answer was like herself : ' ' When you come, you shall be welcome, either yourself or your letter." She walked down to the gate with him, and watched him as he went a\f&y ; and long after he was out of sight she still stood there, rubbing her eyes, and wondering whether his coming and his going, and all the story of Duke Walbridge, had not been a dream. THE HOLLANDS. 59 CHAPTER V. DUKE WALBRIDGE had something on his mind. In fact, this had been the case with him for several days, ever since he had received a letter with a foreign post- mark on it, in reply to one which he had written to Ross Holland. Not that Duke regretted the letter which he had sent to his friend, but he had a purpose to carry out, and this involved a good many delicate relations and feelings on the part of others ; and, although he was the prime mover in the matter, his own position must, in the very nature of the case, be a subordinate one. The real truth was, Duke did not feel quite certain of the human nature with which he must accomplish his work. Most people have to take this into account in all their dealings with each other ; -and Duke, like the rest of us, had to make the best of his materials. These last reflections passed through his mind, he had a quaint, humorous habit of putting things to him- self, like a good many thoughtful, reticent natures, while there was just a hint of a smile upon his lips as he looked from one member of his family to the other. He did not know it, much less did they ; but he was weighing each in the balance, and something seemed wanting. 60 THE HOLLANDS. This plan of his furnished a kind of touchstone, and before it the quality of parents and sisters seemed some- how to fail the son and brother. Duke sat there, his book on his knee, a paper-cutter between the leaves, which he took up and played with every few minutes in an absent kind of way. Plainly, he was in no mood for-reading ; and Duke's silences and little eccentricities were an accepted fact in the family, to be made the subject of good-natured criticism and merry jest, oftenest to his face. His sisters had been to a millinery opening that after- noon, and were eloquent over the new styles. One of the girls had been particularly fervid in her description to the less favored of her sisters of a hat which had par- ticularly attracted her fancy. She concluded her account of the arrangement of flowers, plumes and ribbons, with, "0 -girls, it was such a love of a bonnet ! " " Gertrude," said Duke, with a flash of emphatic dis- gust in his face and voice, "don't ever use that ex- pression again. It is suited to the lips of only a silly, frivolous, afiected woman. If I should once hear that remark, I should never want to Hum and look at the woman who made it. I should know there must be something weak or wrong in her head or heart." " Who ever thought you were listening, you old book- worm?" said Gertrude, more amused than provoked. "This is the first time you've spoken for half an hour, and now you're like a bear coming out of your den, and shaking yourself with a growl." Gertrude was next to Edith. She had her full share THE HOLLANDS. 61 of the family good looks ; a graceful, stylish girl, with the bright bloom of-her race. The other girls laughed ; but Duke would never hear that speech again "in his household. His own family paid a certain tacit deference to his notions, having an instinct that there was something right and sound at the bottom of them. There was a lull in the buzz of voices. The millinery and its collateral subjects had been pretty thoroughly exhausted. Then Duke went over to his mother, and stretched his limbs on the lounge by her chair. "Mother ' He stopped there; he wished it was out and over, he could hardly tell why. "Well, my son." Perhaps she spoke that name a little oftener, because, of all the world, she could only use it to this odd Duke, of whom she was very fond, and in many ways very proud, and in some a little afraid. " Pve heard you say, you and all the girls, that you would be glad enough to light upon some plan of proving that you remembered gratefully what Ross Holland did for me one night. " Yes, Duke. I never felt quite easy about the way we let that matter rest ; neither, I think, did your father ; but there seemed no help for it." " It strikes me that I have found a way in which you could properly and delicately express that you held in grateful remembrance that grand deed of his." "How is that, Duke?" Mrs. Walbridge's manner showed no lack of interest. 62 THE HOLLANDS. "You could invite his sister to pass the holidays, or the winter, with us. She is all alone, as I told you, shut up in that country-house, and I know it would do her good to see something of the world. * I think you owe the girl so much attention as this ; and that anybody who knew the circumstances would wonder -you had not thought of showing her some courtesy, provided my life was of much value to you." This speech would have proven, to a shrewd observer, that Duke Walbridge was not deficient in diplomatic ability ; although, at present, he had no wider scope than his mother's drawing-room. He certainly had set the whole matter before her in a light most likely to influ- ence Mrs. Walbridge. ' ' I never thought of that before, Duke. I am not certain but this is a bright idea of yours. Still, I should like to turn the matter on all sides." " I can't see that it has more than one ; but, I suppose, it is natural that, as my life was saved, I should take a stronger interest in the, matter than any of the rest of you." Was that some of Duke's "irony"? Mrs. Wal- bridge was not quite certain. The whole subject was one about which she felt a little uncomfortable ; in short, not quite as secure of the ground which she occupied as she did of the most of her relations with all mankind. " What are you and Duke talking about? " asked one of the girls, with a natural hankering for a secret. " On a little private suggestion of 'your brother's, that is all. Go on with your nonsense, girls." THE HOLLANDS. 63 Mrs. "VValbridge's speech had just the effect of quieting the "nonsense" effectually. Girls in their teens have always a greediness for a mystery. " ma, do let us know now ! " chimed several voices, while the group gathered about the lounge. Duke felt a little anxiety to learn how his sisters would receive the proposition ; for upon their secret com- plaisance with this plan must pivot Jessamine Holland's real pleasure in his household. " Let the girls know it, mother. It concerns them as well as us." Mrs. Walbridge was not unwilling to get the impres- sions of her daughters ; for, to tejl the truth, she was herself dubious about this plan of Duke's. She was hos- pitably enough inclined. But, after all, there might be some inconveniences in receiving this stranger, who came with such claims to make good her place in the family. " Well, then, Duke has just been proposing to me that we invite Miss Holland here for the holidays. He thinks it the proper thing to be done;" and you know we have all felt that we owed her brother some further ex- pression of our gratitude. It strikes me that this atten- tion to the young man's sister is the proper method of manifesting our feelings." The girls looked at each other. It was a novel idea. They hardly knew, at first, how to entertain it. "Of course she would have to go out with us, mam- ma? " asked one of the daughters. " Of course ; Miss Holland would be our guest, and we should treat her, under all circumstances, as such." 64 THE HOLLANDS. "I'd like to see her, any way," added one of the younger of the group. " I was so interested when Duke returned from that runaway call of his while we were at the Springs." They had all been this, for that matter ; making him go over and over with his description of Jessamine Hol- land's looks and manners, while the young man had sus- tained, with rather unusual amiability, a ceaseless round of questions. It was remarkable, the interest and curi- osity which Jessamine Holland had created in the Wai- bridge family ; and, somehow, Duke's replies to all their questioning rather stimulated than allayed the feeling. It was Edith's turn to speak now. Her opinion would weigh heavily in either scale. "I'm not sure, mamma, but it is about the best thing we can do. So much depends, though " " Well, go on, my dear." ' ' We have so many engagements for the holidays, and, of course, Miss Holland would always accompany us. We should want somebody who was nice, and presentable, and all that, and sufficiently used to society to show no particular gaucherie." " But Duke says she's a real lady." " One of Nature's making," added another of the sisters. The Walbridges, however, were not absolutely certain about the quality of that stamp. They had an idea that the best society was a necessity to the perfection of lady- hood. " Duke is the one to know, as he has seen the young THE HOLLANDS. 65 lady ; and, even if she were riot aufait in all social mat- ters, she would soon learn whatever was necessary," gra- ciously added the mother. " I don't think you need have any trouble on that account," answered Duke, in his most frigid tones. The subject, once started, did not die easily. It was discussed, on all its sides, by the feminine Walbridges ; and, on the whole, the more the invitation was^ agitated the more they inclined toward it. Mrs. Walbridge did not say, but she reflected that if Miss Holland should prove herself an awkward, uncul- tivated girl, the gentility of the Walbridges would by no means be affected by her propinquity ; for it would be easy enough to have the matter thoroughly understood in their set, and the claims which Miss Holland had on their gratitude. This thought made her, secretly, more inclined to the invitation. As for Duke, he listened, for the most part, silent- ly. ,The current was setting in the way he had desired, and, in fact, foreseen ; but the whole tone of the conver- sation grated on him. It seemed to have a hard worldli- ness about it, that half irritated, half saddened him. Yet these women were dearer to him than any other in the world, they were his mother and his sisters, and he wished he had not been born with that faculty for div- ing down through the surface of things into purposes and motives. "After all, were not all women like these? If they were, he, Duke Walbridge, might as well make up his mind to remain a bachelor to the end of his days. There 66 THE HOLLANDS. it was, cynical and bitter again; " his thoughts hunting vaguely up and down, turning suddenly in sharp revenge on himself. When the matter had been as good as decided that Mrs. Walbridge should write the letter of invitation, for the winter, to Miss Holland, in which every member of the family was to join, for if the Walbridges concluded to do the thing at all, there was no doubt they would do it handsomely, somebody suggested that perhaps the young lady might hesitate to come before informing her brother, as the compliment was, after all, indirectly to himself, and no exchange of letters could take place between New York and the East Indies before the holi- days, now at hand. It was Duke's time to speak now. " I forestalled all that. Before I left the Springs I just wrote to young .Holland, relating my visit to his sister, and entreating, as an especial favor to us all, that he would urge his sister to make this visit. You know he is not the sort of stuff that takes favors easily, and I had to feel my way cautiously. But I succeeded in getting the consent in his reply ; given, though, I see clearly, with some in- ward doubt or reluctance. I suppose that, however, will not crop out in his note to his sister, which he encloses with mine, and which is to satisfy her about the propriety of this visit. I shall enclose hers with the invitation." " I cannot help thinking,, Duke, that it would have been wiser to consult us before you had proceeded so far in this matter. Circumstances might have made THE HOLLANDS. 67 it inconvenient to receive your friend's sister at this time." Mrs. Walbridge's tone showed that lady not very well pleased at this summary way of passing her over. ' ' I could hardly conceive of any circumstances strong enough to prevent a courtesy of this kind to one where I, at least, owe so much. In that case, however, I knew my friend, and could make it right with him ; so I con- sulted nohody." "It was just like one of Duke's odd ways of doing things, mamma," volunteered the youngest but one of the daughters ; and Mrs. Walbridge was obliged to be content with this explanation. After the matter had been settled, and Duke had gained his point, he went back to the table and his arm- chair ; still, he did not feel satisfied, as a man naturally would who has carried a delicate bit of diplomacy to a successful issue. A good many of those miserable doubts, which come to chill us all, after we have achieved some purpose on which we have strenuously set our 'minds, came now to harass Duke Walbridge. Would this visit of Jessamine Holland's be really pleasant to her, after all ? Shy, sensitive, impressible, would she not feel the family atmosphere, and apprehend, if she did not comprehend, the observation and criticism of which she certainly would be the object? He had no fear on the score of attention and politeness ; but there was something that went deeper than that : would there be any generous and hearty warmth in welcoming to their home the fair and bewildered young stranger, setting her 68 THE HOLLANDS. at her ease, in the midst of the luxury and splendor, and giving her a sense of dropping into some downy-lined nest of shelter and comfort ? Thinking these thoughts, Duke Walbridge gave a sudden blow with his foot to a small ottoman at his feet, and turned it over, an ebulli- tion of the doubt and irritability that was in him. Eva noticed the movement. "You pushed that over as though you were angry at somebody or something, Duke." " Perhaps I was at both a little," with that grim look on his face, which never came without something wrong lay beneath it. "Is it because Miss Holland is really to come and see us? " asked" Eva, trying a bit of joke. She had no answer. Duke turned and looked at his sister a moment, with that look peculiar to him, and that always went deeper than one's face. " Are you glad she is coming, Eva? " he asked, at last. "Why, yes; I'm delighted, Duke. Aren't 'you ?" " I'm not certain." " Why, I thought you'd quite set your heart on it, and was the prime mover in the whole affair." " That doesn't prevent my being doubtful whether it is a wise experiment, whether the sister of my friend will really enjoy herself among us." **" Why, how can she help it ? " asked Eva. as though the family hospitality was somehow attacked. " I'm sure we shall do all we can to make it pleasant for her." " Yes ; but you know we are peculiar people, Eva." " Peculiar ! How do you mean, Duke? " THE HOLLANDS. 69 " We're very polite and genteel people ; and no doubt \ve shall do all that is proper ; but I think, too, we shall be a little patronizing, and that Miss Holland will feel it, and be chilled by it." " I think you are rather hard on your family, Duke," said Eva ; but she said it as one upon whose mind a new light is beginning to dawn. "Well, doesn't it strike you so, little sister ?" hia lookgrowing.less grim. " Just think, now, for a moment, that you are in Miss Holland's place, a young girl, born and reared afar from cities, and shy as wood-birds and fawns and all those pretty, graceful creatures ; but a lady, one of Nature's making to the core. Now, just imagine yourself suddenly launched out upon a new life. a timid, lonely girl, among people whom you had never seen before, would the handsome house, would all the formal civilities, satisfy your heart? Wouldn't that want something more to put warmth and ease into it? " " Yes, it would, Duke." " And supposing you should feel all the time that the people among whom you had fallen were watchful, ex- acting, critical ; that, when your back was turned, they discussed you with a well-bred pity and contempt for any little local breach of etiquette of which you might be guilty; though a lady, mind. I say, in all essentials, would you be really at ease and happy, would you ever feel quite yourself, wouldn't there be a lurking loneliness and homesickness in the midst of all the splendor? " Eva drew a long breath. " I think there would be, TO THE HOLLANDS. Duke ; but then I never supposed we were people of that sort. Why, mamma would be quite shocked." "Very likely; but aren't the facts on my side? Mamma's girls are so very genteel, that their hearts have taken an awful chill, as their toes do sometimes in their dainty slippers." Eva laughed, as a girl would be likely to, over this conclusion, but she saw some precious marrow of truth hidden deep in the jest. " Mine haven't, either toes or heart," thrusting out her foot, and displaying a handsome kid walking-boot. " I see what you mean, Duke ; and I shall do my part to make Miss Holland feel real happy and at home with us. I'll leave mamma and the girls to do the politeness ; but she shall feel my heart is in my welcome." Duke smiled down on the girl now. " That is my brave little sister ! " he said. " I like to hear you speak like that, Eva." "And then, just think, Duke, what we owe Miss Hol- land through her brother. Where would you, where would we all, have been at this time, if his heart or cour- age had failed him once? " " There is not a day of my life, Eva, in which I do not say this to myself." Eva drew closer to the young man, with a swift sort of caressing movement, as though the old terror of Duke's drowning moment came over her again. "Well, you are here, Duke ; and oh ! when Miss Holland comes won't I do everything to make her feel just as happy and easy as she would in her own home, and prove to her THE HOLLANDS. 71 what a heart of gratitude I have, because her brother saved mine ! " * "That's my darling, noble little Eva!" And the glance of his gray, clear eyes, with the wonderful light which they held only at rare times, shone full upon the girl's face ; and in his thought, Duke Walbridge from that time depended more for Jessamine Holland's real happi- ness on his young sister, who was regarded a mere baby by the rest of the family, than he did on his lady mother, or her elegant eldest daughter. The next day the letter of invitation was written, a model of its kind, and it was cordial enough to satisfy even Duke. Each of the daughters added her name to the mother's, and Mrs. Walbridge begged that Miss Hol- land would do her friends the honor to come as early and remain as long as possible ; and out of her extreme graciousness, the lady even went so far as to add that, if Miss Holland had no travelling companion, she would her- self provide a cavalier for the occasion. " That means you, Duke," said one of the girls, with a laugh, when the letter was read in family conclave. "That was a happy thought, mother. I shall be ready on a moment's warning." After this, Jessamine Holland was a frequent subject of conversation and curiosity at the Walbridges. The girl little suspected all this, in the lonely cottage off there among the hills, her youth beating impatient wings against the walls which imprisoned it in on every side. The more they thought of the young stranger who was coming to be their guest, under circumstances so pecu- 72 THE HOLLANDS. liar, the more kindly disposed the Walbridges; old and young, felt toward her. Of course, in all this there was a patronizing element ; but the Walbridges resolved that Miss Holland should be inducted into all that the city had to oifer in social gayeties and unaccustomed splendor. Her appearance and manners were matters, too, of much curiosity, Edith condescending to hope that Miss Holland was a presentable young person. " But don't' you remember what Duke says about her? " asked one of the sisters. " I asked him if Miss Holland was stylish, and he said, ' She's something a great deal better than that ; she's a simple, ladylike girl. J. only wish there were more just such in society.' " "Oh, well," replied Edith, "you can't depend alto- gether on Duke's statements in this matter. The girl would be likely to wear in his eyes some nimbus that ordinary mortals could not see, as she is the sister of Ross Holland." "Well, really, I don't know as it is to be wondered at," spoke up another voice from the blooming group. And nobody answered. THE HOLLANDS. CHAPTER VI. JESSAMINE HOLLAND stood by the kitchen window in the country house, and watched the first flakes of snow heating down through the sharp air. It was only a squall, she knew by the looks of the sky overhead, where little cold gulfs of blue were constantly revealing themselves betwixt the gray bulks of cloud ; but she al- most wished that a long winter snow would set in, one of the kind which would block up the roads, and thus make the journey to-morrow impossible. It was a large, homely room, that old kitchen ; but the light' had a pleasant, cheery way of looking in through the small, old-fashioned windows, and Jessamine Hol- land gazed around the room now with a certain feel- ing of tender regret, as the time drew near for her to leave it. That rusty-brown cottage was all the home which she had in the world, the great world into which she was to be launched so soon ; a vast, vague world on whose threshold she stood now, with a sudden thrill, half of dread, half of fear. She heard the children outside shout- ing in the snow, two round, stubbed, freckled-faced boys, for whom Jessamine had a certain affection. There was a third in the cradle ; a little bald-headed, fat, dimpled 7 74 THE HOLLANDS. bit of humanity. By. the cradle, in a small rocking- chair, intent over a small, blue flannel coat which she was finishing for one of the little urchins outside, sat a woman with a faded, anxious face, one of the kind which grows old early. You saw at the first glance that her life had lain in narrow, toilsome grooves, out of which it Avould probably never be lifted. When the smile came out on the worn face, it showed a warm, honest heart be- neath it ; and into its warmest corner, years ago, Ross and Jessamine Holland had found their way ; and there were some strength and tenacity in the woman's tempera- ment, you felt this in the way in which her right foot jogged the cradle, in the very tone in which she hummed her lullaby over her sleeping baby, whatever got into this woman's heart would be likely to stay there always. At last the humming voice stopped ; there was no sound in the wide kitchen save the faint drawing of the thread through the fabric. The woman glanced at the figure by the window, a quiet girl's figure standing there, and yet it concentrated all the fine color and grace of the old kitchen in itself. "Them flakes of snow won't come to anything, Miss Jessamine. Wind isn't the right way. You'll have a good day to-morrow." The woman had a rapid, somewhat downright way of speaking, like one accustomed to dealing with the stub- born facts of life ; her sentences short and to the point, clipping off the redundant conjunctions and prepositions. Her character had its angles as well as her talk. Jessa- mine had tact enough to keep clear of the former. THE HOLLANDS. 75 She turned now. " No, Hannah, I was not thinkin^ ' J O of the storm, but of leaving you all here." A softer look came into the worn face. It smoothed something there that was not just pleasant, a little sharp, set line about the lips. "You've been with. us so long, child, that it's hard to let you go ; only I know it's for the best." Jessamine came around now, and took her seat on a low stool just in front of the woman, and looked at her with those broad, clear eyes of hers, their brownish tint, like her hair, vanishing often in black shadows. " Han- nah," she said, " now the time has come to leave the old home here, I find I begin to dread this visit, and to shrink from the strange people I shall meet there. All my courage is oozed out of me. I'm just a baby instead of the woman I ought to be." Hannah looked at the girl, all the hard lines, all the little wintry sourness of her face disappearing in that look. " It's no wonder that you dread it, child, going out so in the world all alone, among those strange, grand people ; but, for all that, the chance's a great thing. I've seen for a long time that this wasn't the place for you ; that it was hard enough for you to be shut up here in the heyday of your youth with us plain, common peo- ple. You needed something finer and better, and it's been a long time coming to you." Jessamine thought of the old, restless, chafing days. She did not want to draw back into their prison-houses again ; and yet the world was such a vast, crowded, aw- ful thing to her. She drew a long sigh, and then looked 76 THE HOLLANDS. up again, her face in a gravity which never comes to those who have not thought and sorrowed. "One never can tell where impressions come from; but mine is strong enough to amount to a conviction, that these grand people, as you call the Walbridges, are cold and haughty. I've tried to get rid of the feeling, but it clings to me. It crops out, too, in Ross's letter, the darling fellow ! I can see, through all his urgency that I should make this visit, a certain doubt or reluctance ; a kind of desire to put me on my guard against some- thing, without^ alarming me, and thus prevent my going. His instincts are keen, as you well know, and Ross would not have written as he did if he had felt I was going into a kindly home-atmosphere, where any defi- ciencies of mine would be excused and overlooked ; he would not have said, ' You will find the Walbridges very nice people, very elegant and refined, and all that ; but I think none of them resemble Duke, unless it is that little sister of his who gave me the roses.' ' ' Now, Ross would never have written in that way, if he had not wanted, without seeming to do it, to prepare me, not only for an entirely new sort of life, but for .peo- ple who would criticise closely the way in which I car- ried myself there." " Well, anyhow, you're a lady ! " said Hannah, look- ing at the girl affectionately. "You always was, from the minute you was born." A smile flashing through, and breaking up, for a mo- ment, all the gravity in a face gifted with a rare elo- THE HOLLANDS. 77 quence of expression, "Ah, Hannah, if everybody would only take that partial view of me ! " "Everybody will, who has eyes, child; so don't you trouble yourself if these grand people take on airs. They'd better think what would have happened to them if it hadn't been for your brother." Of course, Jessamine never would have said this, never have " put it " so, even in her thoughts ; but there was a kernel of truth deep in the coarse rind of the words, which nobody could gainsay. " I am sure Ross's friend feels all he should on that -matter, and his family must, or they would not have sent me this cordial invitation to visit them." "I don't see as they could do any less," answered Hannah, in her sharp, decided way, which it was, often- times, not best to oppose. She went on, in a softer voice, a few minutes later, laying down her work, and looking with a kind of ten- der seriousness into the face which sat opposite. "I've had it on my mind, of late, Miss Jessamine, child, that something's going to happen to you. I don't know how, but I'm certain it's to come of this visit. Anyway, you'll never come back to the old house as you went from it. You'll have been into the great world, and looked with your own eyes on its pride and splen- dor ; and that harms some folks, and others it don't, and you'll be one of the last kind, 'cause it isn't your na- ture to spoil ; it never was, or you'd have turned sour long ago under some of the skies you and I remem- ber." 78 THE HOLLANDS. A quick look of intelligence, a swift shadow on the young face those last words had touched the quick. " Yes, Hannah. You and I remember." Hannah had been with the Hollands through some of their seasons of deepest poverty and suffering. "But, child, I want you to remember that the old house waits for you with a warm welcome, and always will, * until John and I have passed over its threshold for the last time. There's a place always at the table, and a room always under the roof for you ; and though both are plain and humble, maybe the thought will make your heart warm sometimes when the chill comes down on it." Hannah was little given to speeches of this sort, but her feeling now carried her quite out of herself into a kind of homely eloquence. The great tears shook in Jessamine's eyes. She laid her little, warm hands in the hard, brown ones of the faithful serving woman. " Hannah ! you are the best friend, the dearest, I have in all the world, except Ross." Hannah said nothing this time, only the head before her was suddenly blurred. She lifted one of her hands, and stroked the delicate face as she had done when it lay in her arms under its soft baby's cap, and she her- self was a blooming-cheeked girl, instead of the faded woman she was now. And if she did not speak any words, Jessamine knew it was because she could not. The two understood each other/ And through all this, the white-haired children THE HOLLANDS. 79 had tumbled and shouted together in the squall of snow outside. Afterward, there was other talk between the two in the kitchen ; Jessamine had, in accepting the invi- tation of the Walbridge family, declined the cavalier which had been offered to her. Hannah's husband had relatives living but a few miles from the city where the Walbridges resided, and as he had been talking for a year of making them a visit, and as this season was the one which afforded him the most leisure, it was decided that he should accompany Jessa- mine to the city. A friend of the young girl's, who had fashionable relations in New York, and who passed part of every season among them, and whose taste amounted almost to genius, had been duly consulted regarding Jessamine's wardrobe. * The result had been a black silk for dinner-parties, and a white alpaca with blue trimmings for evening dress, the finest garments which Jessamine Holland had ever worn in her life. "Of course," she said, "the Walbridges will know at once, if they do not already, that I cannot afford to dress elegantly ; and if they are ashamed to take me out with them, why, I can stay at home : " a speech which indi- cated a remarkable degree of good sense and moral cour- age on the part of a young girl about to make her first advent in fashionable life, on so slender a capital. "A simple, genteel dress will carry one through a great deal ; and yours is both," said her friend. And so, with a new travelling suit, and fresh touches 80 THE HOLLANDS. to the rest of Jessamine's wardrobe, she was fain to be content. Even the small outlay these involved cost the girl a pang. Ross had sent her a hundred dollars for this visit, and she feared the "dear fellow had pinched him- self to the last dollar " to transmit such a sum to her. If at any time the heart of Jessamine Holland half failed her, thinking of this visit, the thought of Duke Walbridge, her brother's friend, had come to steady it. She felt certain that he was at the bottom of this invita- tion, even though his influence might not be apparent there. His visit, as you must know, had formed a grand epoch in the lonely life of the girl. That Duke Walbridge must feel an interest in the sister of the man who had plucked him, at the risk of his own life, from the very jaws of death, seemed so natural, so inevitable under the circumstances, that Jessamine would never for one mo- ment draw' any flattering unction to herself from any attention which he might offer her. Ross was the bond between them ; no light one on either side. Jessamine Holland was romantic ; but she was not vain. There was a fresh simplicity about the girl which struck its roots into the very mould of her nature ; it gave a certain earnestness to all she said and did ; and, as it was a part of her life, this quality would lend a freshness and charm of youth to her old age. You- have seen such natures ; they are sometimes ab- rupt ; but Jessamine had delicate instincts, which would always be swift to spare the feelings of others. So much salt there was to savor the character of Jessamine Holland. THE HOLLANDS. 81 CHAPTER VII. IT is an afternoon late in December. The sky is warped all over with dull, heavy, clouds. The wind cries out fiercely sometimes, as the day settles itself sullenly into night. The air is stung through with a sharp chill, which smites into your marrow, and down into your heart, and mingles with any other chill, if so be it is there. Just at this time a carriage drives into the Walbridge grounds and up to the door, and the lights from the win- dows gleam brightly upon the couchant lions on each side of the steps, until they seem to look larger and grimmer than ever. Jessamine Holland alights from the carriage, and her first glance rests on the stern stone warders. Is it that sight, or the wind, or both, that makes her shiver as she walks up the broad front steps ? The coachman rings the bell, and the door* of the splendid home opens softly, and Jessamine goes in. She walks through the wide hall and up the handsome staircase to the sitting-room; where, as the door opens, she sees in the radiant light the Walbridge family assembled to receive her. And now" pause and think of her a moment, as she 82 THE HOLLANDS. stands in their midst, a lonely, shrinking girl, the only relative she has on earth such wide spaces of ocean away. There she stands, a quiet figure, in a gray travelling dress, something dainty and graceful about her, even in the midst of all those elegant people. There she stands, and heart and soul seem about to fail her ; for it is an awful moment, one she will never forget in' all the time to come. " Now, Jessamine Holland, steady yourself," says the failing courage in the fluttering heart, girding itself up, and then Mrs. Walbridge steps. forward to do, as becomes her, the honors of the house. She does them well. " Miss Holland, I am most happy to welcome you to our home," is said, in the lady's softest, most gracious manner ; but she is not thinking, ' ' Poor, young, lonely, motherless thing ! how trying all this must be for you ! " She is quietly but keenly noticing Jessa- mine's air and figure, and the fabric of her dress, and that warmer welcome of the heart it is not in the nature of Mrs. Walbridge to give.* Then Edith comes forward, with her fair, proud face, the rustle of her elegant dress following her path along the rich carpet, and her smile is bright ; but Jessamine does not warm under it. And each of those fair, bloom- ing girls has gone .through her part, until it has come Eva's turn. She steps forward. She has been admiring the way in which "mamma and the girls" have gone through with their parts, and intends that hers shall not suffer a disparaging comparison with the others ; but a THE HOLLANDS. 83 swift thought of a stormy night, and a vt)ice shouting out through the darkness and the rush of the waves, "Hold on, and I'll save you ! " sweeps upon Eva Walbridge. Her face trembles as it lifts itself to Jessamine. Instead of one hand, she puts out both, and grasps the stranger, " Miss Holland ! I am glad to thank you, at last, for what your brother did for mine." The words strike through the chill in Jessamine's heart. The tears slip, in spite of herself, into the eyes, that even Edith has decided are remarkably fine, and for the first time Mrs. Walbridge feels a little secret unea- siness. Eva's welcome seemed to shed some new light upon hers, that made it, by contrast, appear lacking in cordial- ity. She had intended to say all that was required respecting their obligations to Miss Holland's brother when a fit season occurred, which surely would not be on the young lady's first arrival. But 'Eva had anticipated her mother, and really Mrs. Walbridge could find nothing to censure, in speech or manner, of her youngest daughter. At that moment the maid appeared, to conduct the new guest to her chamber, and as she followed the young girl up the winding flight of stairs, Jessamine Holland thought of Eva's welcome, and it seemed the only really pleasant thing in the splen- did home to which she had come. 4-S soon as she left the sitting-room, the inmates gath- ered into a corner, and a brisk conversation ensued. " Well, now, what do you think of her ? " asked one girl, 84 THE HOLLANDS. as though it was absolutely necessary to decide Jessa- mine's status in the household without loss of time. " She isn't exactly stylish, as we call it, -mamma? " asked another, sufficiently doubtful to need the maternal confirmation of her criticism. Mrs. Walbridge, not quite assured of the character of her welcome, desired to be generous in her criticisms on the young stranger: " Style, my dear, is not the only desirable attribute in a young lady. There is certainly nothing in her manner to find fault with." "-She was a little embarrassed during the introduc- tions," commented Edith, who prided herself on her sang .froid, under most circumstances. ' ' But, my dear, ' ' said again the mild voice of the mother, "you must remember how trying it was. I wonder she went through it so well." ' ' Her dress was simple enough : but then it was in good taste; nothing of the backwoods-air about it," added another of the sisters. " Anyhow, I like her ever so much," broke in Eva, in her decided way ; "and I'm sure she's handsome ; nobody can deny that." " Nobody wished to, I presume, if it be true, my dear," suggested the mother. " But is it true? that's the question," said another. "Not exactly," replied Edith. "She has fine eyes and very good features, and, in full dress, I should think might look well. Her eyes are, really, something un- common." " It's a delicate face, what I think people would call THE HOLLANDS. 85 interesting. I shouldn't wonder if she made quite a sensation in society ; for there's something a little unlike the ordinary type about her, I fancy," added Gertrude. Into the midst of this feminine conclave Duke hurst, panting. The criticisms would have to be a little more guarded now. " Has Miss Holland arrived ? " he burst out. " Yes, and has just gone upstairs," answered several voices. " I'm glad to hear that ; I was just about starting for the cars, when an old chum of mine, from Germany, burst into the office. Of course I was glad to see him ; for we had footed and staged over half the continent to- gether, and the sight of him started a flock of old mem- ories, of climbing up the Alps, and moonlight boatings at Venice, and pretty peasant-girls at Italy. " The time just spun off; and when I looked at my watch, I saw I was too late ; the carriage must have gone without me. I rushed away from my friend, as quick as I could with any sort of decency, and hurried up here." "I certainly expected and desired, my son, that you should meet Miss Holland at the depot ; but the coach- man said he knew she was the right young lady as soon as he laid eyes on her; so there was no difficulty," re- plied Mrs. Walbridge. "Well, Pussy, what did you say to her?" asked Duke, to Eva, who had come over to him, with plenty of talk in her face. "Not much; but I think she knew what I meant when I told her that I was glad to thank her for all her 86 THE HOLLANDS. brother had done for mine. I saw the tears come in her eyes then." "You did?" "Yes; and Duke, I like her ever so much. I am sure we shall get on nicely together. They were all discussing her when you came in." " Well, what did they say about her ? " " Pretty good things. They all thought she was lady- like and good-looking." Duke said nothing, and, after a moment, Eva contin- ued : "I haven't forgotten our talk, Duke. I intend to do all /can to make Miss Holland happy." "I shall not forget it, Eva," smiling on her now. " It will be a kind of test of the value you set on me." Eva made some playful rejoinder, and, in the midst of the talk, her father entered, and she darted off to ac- quaint him with Miss Holland's arrival. Just as the dinner-bell rang, the young lady entered the room, a magnet, again, for all eyes. Jessamine Holland was a young girl, and very human. She had made her toilet that evening with a good deal of trepidation, smiling a little to herself as she gazed around the handsome chamber, and thought of its im- mense contrast to the little room she had under the roof in Hannah Bray's cottage. The hair was brushed back from the low, wide forehead, in the only way she ever wore it ; the dark, -heavy folds giving their own effect to the delicate face. She wore her black silk, with the fresh lace at the throat. Poor Jessamine ! she had not put it THE HOLLANDS. 87 on without a little pang at the extravagance of wearing it at a simple home-dinner, but she thought of the group of handsomely dressed girls downstairs, and she remem- bered the remark of the friend who had superintended her wardrobe, ' ' That there is a great deal in first im- pressions." Mr. Walbridge came forward, and received his guest with stately courtesy. No? so Duke. His greeting was so cordial, his welcome so full of frank eagerness, that Jessamine began to feel at her ease at once. His ques- tions came so fast, that she could only find space to reply in monosyllables. Had her journey been pleasant? Was she tired ? and then followed explanations and apol- ogies for not meeting her at the depot. There was the elegant Edith on one side ; there were all those pretty, blooming girls about her ; and yet, I- half fancy, the eyes of a stranger entering the room, at this moment, would have returned oftenest to the quiet figure in the simple black dress, and the delicate face under the shading of the. beautiful hair ; though I sup- pose that would depend largely on the character and taste of the gazer. Duke took Miss Holland out to dinner, but Eva claimed a seat by the side of her. Of course Jessamine's manner at the table underwent something of the same covert inspection that her broth- er's had done before, without, however, affording any salient points for criticism. The family was all gracious, although Duke and Eva seemed to feel that the new guest belonged, especially, to 88 THE HOLLANDS. themselves, and there was something in the young man's manner which could thaw any chill in the Walbridge atmosphere. Jessamine Holland, too, had latent conversational gifts, which she never suspected, but which the world would be likely to develop ; and eager, timid, expectant, she stood now, on the threshold of that same marvellous world of which she had so often dreamed, a quiet, girlish fig- ure, not without something pathetic in its silent back- ground, in its youth, and its loneliness. THE HOLLANDS. 89 CHAPTER VIII. THE visit which launched Jessamine Holland into a new world placed the girl secretly on her mettle. Per- haps she was hardly conscious of it ; but it was inevitable that a visit of this sort must prove a fine touchstone of whatever social powers were latent in her ; a touchstone which would be likely, too, in subtle ways, to try some- thing of one's real moral fibre, and to enable a keen and broad observer of human nature to discern pretty accu- rately what sort of qualities went to the making of the whole character. To any girl brought up as Jessamine had 'been, this visit must prove in many ways a severe ordeal. A soft, absolvent nature, with natural refinement of taste and feeling, would have been permanently shaped and impressed by the influences which now surrounded Jessamine Holland ; a stronger, coarser nature must have taken on a superficial varnish, while retaining beneath all its own strong individuality. The time had come now, as, sooner or later, I suppose it comes to all of us, to test what power was in this girl, wKat sort of a woman had come at last out of the shadowed childhood, the lone- ly, defrauded youth ; and when these tests came in forms 90 THE HOLLANDS. she looked not for, her own deeds are her witnesses for good or for evil. At any rate, the Walbridges, who ought to be good judges in these matters, came to the conclusion that Jes- samine would be worth patronizing ; which a shy, common- place girl would hardly have been. Not that they shut their intentions in a word, which has something offensive about it ; they disguised all that under graceful terms of hospitality and courtesies. They had, however, an in- stinct that Miss Holland would be interesting, and might create a sensation which would redound more or less to their own glory. , So far and near circulated the story of Duke's rescue from drowning by Ross Holland, making of the latter quite a grand hero, and, of course, investing his sister with a certain atmosphere of romance and interest. Peo- ple always like to hear new stories ; and this one had a charm of peril and intrepidity which attracted every one. And so Jessamine Holland produced quite a sensation in the Walbridge circle. The family, too, were quite will- ing that everybody should discern their sense of obliga- tion to the sister of Duke's preserver ; for the feeling was one which everybody must Approve. So, within two or three days after Jessamine's arri- val, everybody had heard the story of her acquaintance with the family ; and, meanwhile, that young lady her- self was making her first acquaintance with the city, having daily rides," and little shopping expeditions, and visits to the picture-galleries, and to whatever else was famous or interesting in the city. THE HOLLANDS. 91 She expressed her delight rather more energetically to Eva than to any of her sisters ; but the young girl's answer dashed cold water upon Jessamine's enthusi- asm. " Oh, we haven't anything in town worth showing at all ; but you should go to New York or Boston, Miss Jessamine. There you'll see something in pictures and statuary." Jessamine wondered if she should ever have such good fortune as that ; and then she thought of the time when Ross was to return from the Indies with the for- tune he had made, and they would not only go to all the great cities, but visit the Falls, and the Mountains, and the Mammoth Cave. But that was a long time to look ahead, and, mean- while, she must make the most of what she had now. A very few thousands, in Jessamine's eyes, were to make the grand fortune for Ross and herself; most men and wo- men would have smiled with a good-natured contempt over it ; but then Jessamine had been educated in a very stern school of economy, and she knew just how far a little money would go ; how much comfort, grace, luxury it would afford, which is a greaj; thing for anybody to learn wisely. In two or three days the girl made her entrance into society, at a grand party, a sort of opening of the season. The whole thing was so entirely strange and novel to her, that Jessamine quite forgot herself in the bustle of preparation at the household. She was bending, in breathless delight, over a basket 92 THE HOLLANDS. of flowers which had been ordered for the occasion, when Mrs. Walbridge, who was discussing with her daughters some of the details of the evening toilet, turned sudden- ly to Jessamine with, "My dear Miss Holland, per- haps you will like Jane to dress your hair for the even- ing ? She has a wonderful art at doing those things well.'; " Thank you, Mrs. Walbridge," answered the soft, steady voice, which they all had learned to recognize now. " I am in the habit of dressing my own hair, and I always wear it in one way; so I will not trouble Jane." Of course this left nothing more to be said ; but Jes- samine was only well out of hearing when Gertrude spoke. "I wonder what she will wear this evening. In all our talk over our dresses, to-day, she has not said one word about her own. I wanted to ask her ; but I was afraid it would seem a little like taking a liberty, though everybody talks freely over such things." " She can't have much of a variety to choose from in that small trunk of hers," added Edith. "Why, I should no more think of going to New York to pass a week on a wardrobe that could be stowed in such small quarters, than I should of undertaking a journey to the moon." " No, I should think not, Edith, from the amount of trunk-room you manage to occupy," added her mother, who considered Edith's views regarding dress rather ex- travagant, even for*the daughter of so rich a man as Mason Walbridge. 'THE HOLLANDS. 93 "Well, I have a kind of feeling that, whatever Miss Holland puts on, she will look well in it," added Ger- trude. " Some people have a gift in that way." And from this general remark the discussion of particulars was resumed again. An hour later, Jessamine Holland came downstairs in her dress of white alpaca, terminating in a soft frill of lace about her throat, which dropped in a fine, gauzy scarf over her shoulder. Not an ornament did she wear, except the little gold brooch at her throat, which had been her birthday gift from Ross. She had twined a few cape-jessamines in her hair that Eva had brought her fresh from the con- servatory that morning, "for her namesake," the child playfully said. The white drooping clusters shone like stars through the dark hair, and there she stood among the richly dressed group, with their lustrous silks, their glitter of jewels, their glow of color; *and I think the eye of any true artist would have rested longest, and with a certain fine relish,. on the cool, quiet figure of the girl. Of course she underwent a minute inspection on all sides, and then Mr. Walbridge and Duke came downstairs to join the ladies ; for the carriages were waiting. "A party is Duke's absolute abhorrence," said Ger- . trude, confidentially, to Jessamine. " He's been more amiable over the prospect of this one than I ever knew him. When he's particularly cross we always know a party is impending." The young man's eyes took in the group standing in 94 THE HOLLANDS. the front hall; a picture of youth, grace, bloom, such as one, it seemed, might never tire of beholding. He had a fine discernment of beauty wherever he found it, and his thoughts, stirred by the sight, went thus to his own soul : " A ' very dream of fair women.' How all that glow of color dazzles one, like the light in some of those still Eastern sunsets I used to love ! How like a water- lily she looks among the others ! white, still, graceful, as though she had been gathered up suddenly from the broad, slow current where her life had ripened, silent and serene, into a great white purity and fragrance, and the dew is on her still, and the sunlight ! " If Duke could have looked at these thoughts of his, 'printed in a book, he would have been mortally ashamed of them ; but, I suppose, Duke Walbridge was not alone in that matter. People are apt to bS in a good-humor going to parties. These flowed down the steps, full of merry excitement ; so the carriages rolled over the drive, and, a little later, Jessamine Holland made her first entrance into fashion- able life. Late the next morning, the family met to discuss the party in what Edith, rather ambitiously, termed her "boudoir." " I really think she made quite a sensation," said one of the girls. "There is something peculiar and at- tractive about her, and people like anything which is not the cut-and-dried pattern one always meets at parties." "Duke spoke through you then," laughed Edith. " But I think the interest Miss Holland created is part- THE HOLLANDS. 95 ly owing to that matter of Duke's, which everybody has heard of by this time." "Undoubtedly," said her mother. " I had to repeat the incident at least a dozen times, myself, during the evening. Still, I must admit that Miss Holland did her- self remarkable credit for a young person who had seen so little of the world." " She is a kind of a riddle anyhow," added Gertrude. "I watched her curiously last evening, for I knew she had never been at a grand party before in her life. Yet she carried herself through it without a solitary blunder of any kind ; and really there were several gentlemen who were interested in her. She doesn't dance or play ; but she does talk well, and she does look remarkably pretty when she is animated. Did you observe her while she was conversing with those people at the supper- table ?" "I did," replied Edith. ''' Well, there was more than one gentleman who was struck with her. Really, mamma, now the best thing we could do for Miss Holland would be to get her a rich husband this winter. "We should feel then that we had done something for her in our turn, and it would pay off part of the debt. I do hope somebody will fall in love with her." " I should be exceedingly gratified, my dear, at any- thing which would advance Miss Holland's welfare ; but, Gertrude, I do not like to hear you speak as though riches was the only desirable quality in a husband." ' ' I did not mean that, mamma ; .but you know how 96 THE HOLLANDS. important they are, especially for a young lady in Miss Holland's circumstances." " I was telling over the story of Duke's drowning to some young girls last evening," said the younger but one of the group, " and they all insisted that it would be such a delightful romance in real life, for Duke to marry the sister of his preserver ; in fact, that it was the proper thing for him to do." " Oh, nonsense ! " said Mrs. Walbridge. " Girls will say all manner of foolish things." . "I thought last night," said Gertrude, "that she made almost everybody else seem overdressed, she looked so pure, and white, and noiseless, like a kind of snow-drift ; and yet it was nothing but a white alpaca, after all ; but it seemed as though nothing else would suit Miss Holland." "I suspect she has had little chance of trying vari- ety. White alpacas are inexpensive, you know, and seem especially designed for people who can't afford to wear colors. It's my private opinion, that Miss Holland's party wardrobe is confined to that and her black silk dress," said Edith. "Well, anyhow, she looks like a real lady in them; and you can't say that of everybody who wears velvet and diamonds," put in Eva. " Nothing would afford me more pleasure than to make some additions to Miss Holland's wardrobe ; but that is a dblicate matter," said Mrs. Walbridge, who had already discerned that all patronage of Jessamine Holland must be skilfully managed. THE HOLLANDS. 97 "But, mamma, you know Christmas is close at hand, and each of us then can give Miss Holland something nice," again suggested Eva, whose tongue always bore its share in the family conclave. " That is a bright idea, my little daughter. We will have an especial reference to what will be of most service to Miss Holland in our selection of Christmas gifts." Meanwhile the subject of all this talk sat in her cham- ber, for Mrs. Walbridge had very considerately insisted that Miss Holland, after her late hours, should take her breakfast in her own room. Jessamine Holland sat there, her head resting upon her hand, thinking over her last night. What a new world it was into which she had had a glimpse, a world of gayety, splendor, luxury, that seemed like Prospero's magic to her. She thought, too, and the smile grew about her lips and a glow came into her cheeks, of all the nattering attentions she had received. She was no angel, as I have told you before, moving amidst others with sweet unconsciousness, or lofty indifference to any admiration she might receive. On the contrary, Jessa- mine Holland had a large share of approbativeness, and was keenly alive to the opinions of those around her. She had made her entree at the grand party with a great many flutterings of heart ; but before the evening was over she had found that she possessed some latent forces which she had never suspected in herself. She had felt their awakening as she stood in the midst of that group of men and women, conscious that they looked and listened with a pleased surprise of admiration. She 98 THE HOLLANDS. lived all that over now in a few moments, and the flash in her eyes was the flash of newly awakened vanity. It was a dangerous time for Jessamine Holland. It always is for a woman when she first learns that she possesses some subtle power of attraction for men and women. The delicate head poised itself with a new pride ; there was a new triumph in the smile that curved the red lips. The future was before her also. In its intoxicating atmosphere there was the homage of men, the envying admiration of women, the dazzling illusions of youth and vanity. The conquests which her charms should win, the triumphs which her arts should achieve, spread themselves before her. If there were pitfalls along that path, how could she know it with the flowers blooming gayly along their brink ? Yet suddenly, in the midst of all the flush and glow of the moment, the city clock struck, the loud chimes, one after another, rolling out their silvery waves into the silence. It started the girl -walking up and down the room in the charmed atmosphere of her fancies, and a new gravi- ty came into her face. It brought back to her the old, rust-tinted cottage, the wide, pleasant kitchen, where, at that very hour,' she used to guide the slow passage of those two tow-headed boys down the alphabet. It was painful work at the best. She used to lose her patience sometimes, though their mother or the boys themselves never suspected this, remembering how nimbly Ross and she had sailed down the current of those letters. THE HOLLANDS. 99 Other thoughts slip in behind this last memory. She sees the old childish home, and the father dreams about the house, and the mother's pale face looks worried and scared. She remembers the nights when she and Ross cuddled over the bit of fire, and went supperless to bed and tried to think they were not hungry; -and how she cried to herself one night, softly, her head hidden away in the pillow, because she had read that people sometimes lived a week without food, and that it would take such a long time for her and Ross to starve, and mamma had said they must all do that before they could beg. The tears come into her eyes now, thinking of those dreadful times, and she glances, around the elegant cham- ber, at the silver and china breakfast-service on the table. If she could only have looked forward to all this, and seen herself here, how much it would have seemed like Cinderqlla's slipper, and all that came of it ! The pride has all gone, and a soft tremulousness has come around her lips instead. She sits down now, and the ' ' long, long thoughts ' ' of her youth come again, not as before. "Jessamine Holland, for shame!" they say to her. " Are these the things to delight your soul? Is this the womanly ideal you will go seeking after ? Will you set no higher aim before you than the homage and flattery of men, the praise and envy of women ? " Take all the comfort and pleasure that is the right of your youth in this new life that has come to you. But. beyond that, see that your soul possesses itself in courage and strength, in sweetness, and gentleness, and 100 THE HOLLANDS. truth. If you are happier, seek also, by so much, to be better. " If you find that you have new powers to attract and influence others, remember always that God has left these in trust with you. You know you are vain, Jes- samine Holland, and that admiration is very sweet to you. See to it, now, that it does not eat into your sin- cerity and simplicity. Try and not think too much of the impression you are making on others, and a little more of the good you may do to them, of the happi- ness you may confer upon them. " Many sharp sorrows have taught you their wisdom, and though you are in the midst of the days of your youth, you know these do not stand still, but slip and slip as the waves of the river do going to the sea. " Keep faith with your youth, Jessamine Hol- land ! " So her thoughts spoke to this girl, and her soul stood still and listened. Afterward, in the press and burden of life, other voices came and sang sweetly to her soul. Whether she listened and heeded again, I leave her own life to tell you. THE HOLLANDS. 101 CHAPTER IX. "THEY were all too old for a Christmas-tree now, with its wax tapers and sugar-flowers," Mrs. Walbridge averred, with half a sigh and half a smile, looking at her family of big girls and bigger boy. But after breakfast the household went, in high spirits, into the library, which had been for the last two or three days the scene of many private conferences, and the key of which Mrs. Walbridge had sedulously kept from all but privileged fingers. The whole programme was, of course, entirely new to Jessamine Holland, and. she enjoyed it with the keen relish of novelty. In one corner, on a table, was a huge pyramid of pack- ages of all sizes, in white wrappings, with cards at- tached. Duke took the post of honor on one side, and his mother the opposite one, while the latter read the names on the cards, and the former distributed the packages to their respective owners, amidst little shrieks of curiosity and delight. The whole thing was altogether new to Jessamine Holland. She enjoyed the scene with a keener relish, though all its warmth and color lay against a background I 102 THE HOLLANDS. of other Christmas mornings in the girl's memory ; some of them gloomy and sorrowful enough, but some of them bringing the marvellous wonder and delight of a china doll in a painted cradle, stuffed into the toe of her stock- ing, or a little box of small dishes with pewter spoons, and a row of wooden soldiers or a spinning-top for Ross. Her head is all astir and tremulous with those old, plaintive memories, and though she laughs with the others, she is not quite certain but that she wants to run away and cry. She starts suddenly, for somebody calls her name, and the next moment something tumbles into her lap, a large, soft, long^package, which she sits a moment star- ing at helplessly, in a way which amuses everybody. "Let me help you, Miss Holland," says Eva, coming to the rescue ; for it is the fashion to speedily divest every gift of its wrappings, and expose it for general in- spection and admiration. Jessamine's fingers were dreadfully awkward that morning; but Eva's snapped the cords gayly, and rus- tled away the papers, and lo ! a silk fabric of a soft, rich, lustrous brOwn, dark and quiet, and yet with a certain glow and warmth about it, as though it had just escaped a flood of sunlight. The texture was of the very richest and heaviest. Jessamine Holland could not imagine herself in anything of that sort ; yet one gifted with fine taste in such matters would have seen it was just suited to her face and figure. "Why, is this really for me?" half fancying there must be some mistake. THE HOLLANDS. 103 "Why, of course it is," went Eva's prompt, silvery little tongue. " Don't you see, there's papa's name, too, on the card. That's his Christmas gift. Isn't it beau- tiful? " shaking up the rich folds in the light. Before Jessamine could draw her breath freely again, another package tumbled into her lap ; a small one this time, but you felt instinctively there was something very nice and dainty inside of it. Eva's. fingers were ready for service again, and a purple velvet case peeped out, and then, touching a spring, a lady's watch and chate- laine, chaste and simple as possible, and as exquisite too, flashed up into the eyes of Jessamine Holland. She could not speak a word. Eva took up the card and read it: "Ross Holland, through his friend, Duke Wai- bridge." That was Duke's way of making his Christmas gift ; then such a gift, too, and such a way, giving the beauti- ful watch a double value ! Jessamine tried to speak ; but if she had uttered a word, its path lay right through a sob, and in all the strong feeling of the moment she felt she must not lose herself before those people. But thick tears were in the eyes she flashed up to Duke Walbridge, and he took in all they said to him at that moment. Afterward, there were other things fell into Jessa- mine's lap : a brooch from Mrs. Walbridge, a rare Florentine mosaic in a rich setting of gold, and some costljr laces from Edith, and pretty and tasteful things from the girls. Each one had remembered the sister of Ross Holland on this Christmas morning, and though 104 THE HOLLANDS. each gift had, no doubt, been selected with a certain ref- erence to her wants, and would have an immediate ser- viceable value to her; still, the most delicate sensitiveness could not be pained at the character and time of the gift- . When it was all over, the girl tried to stammer out some thanks to the givers ; but Duke interrupted her with some unusual feeling and earnestness in his voice. "Ah, Miss Jessamine, it is not for you to talk about paltry gifts ; it is for us to remember that if it had not been for you and yours we should not to-day be the unbroken Christmas household we are ! " If there was any danger of the Walbridges forgetting, in the light of their favors, that they were the debtors, Duke took care to hold the fact before their eyes in the way most certain to keep their remembrance vivid, and to relieve Jessamine from any overwhelming sense of obligation, which was heavy enough at the lightest. She had her cry though, all alone to herself, upstairs that day, when she went to dress for the Christmas dinner. How good it was to be alone, after all ! There lay the beautiful things on the bed, worth more than all she possessed in the world. What would Ross say to see them ? He would be thinking, now, of the old home Christmases, under that tropical sun, with the moist, heavy fragrance of Eastern groves all around him. As the slow winds slipped among the great plantain- leaves, as the sweet, mournful songs of the natives at their work* rose, and quivered, and died in the sultry stillness, would he think longingly of the cold Christmas THE HOLLANDS. 105 mornings at home, of the snows on the hills and the skatings on the river, and of the little sister who clung to him, half in terror, half in delight, in her. brown cloak and bit of a pink hood, out there on the ice? But she struggled out of all these memories into the present. There was so much to be thankful for this Christmas. She had never felt so tenderly toward the Walbridges collectively,' as she did at that moment. Every day she said to herself, in a half-chiding fashion, " How kind, how good they all are ! " Yet, for all that, the heart of Jessamine Holland held itself back from these people who lavished their favors upon her. Motherless, lonely girl though she was, she could never have gone to Mrs. Walbridge with any vital joy or grief. The soft, measured tones, the very smile forbade that. A feeling that she must be always on her guard, that she was watched and scrutinized, clung un- comfortably to Jessamine, whenever she was in the pres- ence of the lady and her daughters. It neutralized, to a large degree, Jessamine's happiness in the elegant home. She was never just at her ease except when she was with Duke and Eva. The child had taken an ardent liking to Jessamine. She was always certain to be at the girl's side in the drawing-room, and in their walks and rides. Jessamine, too, was singularly fond of the youngest of the household. With Duke and Eva she was thor- oughly at home, and she found her highest enjoyment in those times when they three gathered themselves in a 106 THE HOLLANDS. corner, away from the others, and had their evenings together. Then Jessamine Holland was mostly herself, her- self as not even Ross or Hannah Bray in the old home knew her. All her thoughts were alive and alert with Duke Walbridge, and yet she was less a talker than a listener. All his tmvels and experiences opened to her the gates of a new world. She went everywhere with him in these talks. She stood in the awful silences of the desert, under the vast shadows of the pyramids ; she floated with him, in long, slumberous, sunny days, down the Nile ; she gazed, rapt and awe-struck, upon those vast Gothic cathedrals, whose awful mystery of power and genius were revealed only to the Middle Ages ; she hung upon pictures, whose trances of glory have enriched the nations, and she learned some of their grand meanings of form and color ; she toiled up wild, snow-bound fast- nesses of the Alps ; she dropped down in the nest of green valleys hung among the . mountains ; she gathered grapes, which poured themselves, in heaps of purple foam, along the hills ; she heard the songs of the Tuscan peasant-girls ring, in their silvery sweetness, through the golden sunset air ; she swung in Venetian gondolas over the black waters, and heard the slow dip of the boatman's oar break the delicious silence ; and she came back, at last, from all these scenes with her whole soul stirred into living power and beauty in her face, starting new depths in the brown, shining eyes, quivering about her lips in a new sweetness, whether of smiles or pathos, and THE HOLLANDS. 107 flushing her cheeks with a bloom like that of clouds be- fore the sunrise. But the talk slipped everywhere, like summer winds coming and going at their own sweet will. The sunny deeps of the girl's nature would flash out in mirth and playfulness, with a certain quaint originality through all ; then a sudden gravity would steal into her face, and the shadows would fall into her talk, as they never do into those- who have not thought and felt strongly, whether the souls be old or young. It was strange, too, into what grave topics the talk had a tendency to stray sometimes. Neither Duke Wai- bridge nor Jessamine Holland had the sort of natures which is always content to dwell in the surfaces of things. All the wide circles of human thought and life had a keen interest for both the young souls, and Jessa- mine, in her lonely home among the hills, as well as Duke, in his wanderings over half a planet, had pondered deeply the profound mysteries which underlie all being here, the silent past, from which we came ; the solemn present, with which we deal ; the jws&l future, to which And, in one way and another/Tnese thoughts came out in the talk, sometimes on the man's side, sometimes on the woman's ; but, in either case, they were sure to be met by sympathy of kindred thought and doubt. Each had battled with the same perplexity ; each understood the feeling of the other. Fragments of this talk floated sometimes, through the hum, into another part of the room, and, after the manner of girls, his sisters rallied 108 THE HOLLANDS. Duke mercilessly on the matter, when Miss Holland out of hearing. "Duke has, at last, found a young woman after his heart," said Gertrude, merrily. "I caught a few scraps of their talk last night ; but, dear me ! it was entirely too recondite for ordinary mortals' ears. I heard some- thing about the old Brahmin's search after truth, and the Greek philosophers ; about Ahrimanes, and Oromas- des, and retired in dismay. No doubt it was highly edifying and sublime for anybody who has a fancy to dwell on Mount Olympus, among the gods ; but my am- bition is humbler. What a dreadful blue-stocking Miss Holland must be to relish that kind of discourse ! " A laugh went around the circle ; for Gertrude could say very bright Jthings, and, when she was in a good humor, they nevl^MRng. "Well," answered Duke, whom none of his own household ever yet put down, "it is a comfort to find, at last, such a thing as a really sensible girl, one who cares to talk about something but dress, flirtations, and fripperies of that sorj^" " Oh, well, Duke, youth must Jhave its day," an- swered Mrs. Walbridge. " Because you happened to enjoy an argument on the science of government before you were out of small clothes, it is by no means fair to expect that everybody else must." " I think you are putting my precocity rather strongly, mother," answered the young man, who perfectly compre- hended her secret pride in the matter. "Rattle-boxes and rocking-horses certainly divided my affections with THE HOLLANDS. 109 all profounder matters at the period of which you speak." "As for Miss Holland's being a blue-stocking, it isn't one word of it true," subjoined Eva. "If .you could only hear her when she's funny, you'd never say that of her again." Eva's admiration of Miss Holland was an accepted fact in the family. Indeed, it was somehow tacitly understood that Miss Holland was, in some especial way, the prop- erty of Duke and his youngest sister. It may seem singular that Mrs. Walbridge, with all her worldly wisdom, had no fears of the results to which such an intimacy might lead. In any other case she would have been watchful enough ; but Jessamine was Ross Holland's sister, and in this light she fancied Duke regarded her. She was, in some sense, especially his guest. Whatever attentions he paid her, Mrs. Walbridge regarded them as offered for the brother's sake. Duke's very gratitude would cause him to invest the girl with graces of person and character, and perhaps the unac- knowledged consciousness that something was wanting in her own feeling toward Jessamine Holland made Mrs. Walbridge peculiarly indulgent toward the intimacy of her son and her guest. She did not really admit it'to herself ; but she did not the less feel that her compla- cency here made ample atonement for whatever was lacking in herself. Then, too, no ordinary conventional rules suited the present case. Duke's acquaintance with the Hollands had been made under peculiar circumstances, and must 110 THE HOLLANDS. always be of an exceptional character. The gratitude which he felt toward Ross was, no doubt, the secret of his liking for the sister, and it would not become the mother to -prevent 'their being so constantly thrown to- gether. Everybody in the house seemed to* regard the matter from Mrs. Walbridge's point of view ; so Duke, and Jessamine, and Eva went riding, sleighing, walking together. There was nothing worth seeing in the city to which the young man did not introduce their guest; and when they were not out themselves, or there was no company at home, the trio often had the evening almost entirely to themselves. Then Mrs. Walbridge's mind was unusually preoccupied at this time. Edith had several lovers to be regarded, and the mother began to suspect the choice to which her eldest daughter in- clined. It was evident, too, that Miss Holland had taken in society, and Mrs. Walbridge hoped, before the winter was over, that the young lady might make some eligible match, and intended to use all her influence for the fur- therance of this scheme, the lady having no small tact in such matters. That would pay off, as well as one could, her son's debt, and with an elegant wedding under her roof to conclude the matter handsomely, and a rich trousseau, Mrs-. Walbridge would feel that she had done all that eould be demanded of her. As for Duke, he had been just like nobody else from his birth. His mother did not think him particularly susceptible to youthful charms. Indeed, like the girls, she very much doubted whether he would not be an old THE HOLLANDS. Ill bachelor. So the mother reasoned; not unlike most mothers perhaps. Jessamine Holland, upstairs, dressed herself, as I said, with some new warmth of feeling toward all the Walbridges that Christmas day. There lay the beauti- ful gifts on the bed, and every few moments she turned to look at them with smiles coming into her eyes, and tears, too, now and then. How much thought and kind- ness each gift proved, and how much delicate taste and tact each showed too ! Everything was just what she wanted, and just what she could not buy. She was an ungrateful thing, to stand aloof as she did, in her heart of hearts, from those people. It was a foolish, misera- ble pride, not a high, generous spirit, which held her back from them all. "And, Jessamine," she said to herself, pausing a moment before she went downstairs, "you are not to think of yourself, you know, or of the impression you are making on others. That last will be very hard, be- cause you are so fond of admiration ; but while you are determined to have a good time yourself, you are to seek, also, to make one for others when you are among them." After dinner that evening, the family did not disin- tegrate into groups as early as usual. The day and its associations had some attractions which held them to- gether. The winds sprang up fiercely as the night shut down, and, if one listened, their cry outside was an awful thing to hear. One and another spoke of it with a little shiver, 112 THE HOLLANDS. 11 How the wind does blow ! Just hear that ! It's like the bellowing of a gale at sea ! ' ' and comments of that sort. Inside there was nothing but glow, and warmth, and luxurious ease. Jessamine wondered if there were any homeless creatures abroad in the storm, or any cowering in miserable homes, cold and hungry, on the Christmas night, to whose souls it had brought no "glad tidings." " Did anybody there ever think of the poor, or know there were such in God's world?" Jessamine won- dered. Mrs. Walbridge did, of course, because she was the president of a benevolent society. What a good thing money was ! What a difference it made in human lots ! looking on the scene before her, which was brought into stronger relief by the cold and darkness outside. They were all in their best humor to- night. Mr. Walbridge called for some music, which was rather unusual for him, and the girls played some of his favorite airs, and Duke went and sat down at his mother's feet, and laid his head in her lap, as he used to do when he was a little boy, as he on very rare occasions did now. The long, loose hair hung all about her lap'. She took some of it up, and played with it, and stroked it fondly. " my big boy," she said, "I used to play with it just so years ago, when you were hardly higher than my knee. I wish you were just that little boy now." ' ' Why do you wish that, mother ? Have I disap- pointed you so much,. growing older? " " Oh, no. Not that, Duke. Still, you seemed closer to me then. I could take you up in my lap ancl sing to THE HOLLANDS. 113 you, and be pretty certain you would not do anything I should disapprove, though you were a stubborn little' rogue ; you always liked to have your own way, Duke." He lifted his brows archly; under them all the time the eyes had been smiling at the mother while she talked, with that rare tenderness in them which they only saw who knew Duke Walbridge intimately. . " Yes, I know," catching the look, " you have not outgrown that liking still. It's an odd way, Duke, but it has never yet been a bad one." " Thank you, mother dear, for so much grace. I mean it shall never be that last ; that, at least, I shall always keep faith with myself." " I have no doubt you will, my boy. I cannot imagine you ever doing anything which would make me blush because it was unworthy of you. And yet I can fancy your doing some things which might pain and dis- tress me deeply." " What are some of those things? " "Do not ask me, Duke. I am sure I cannot tell what led me to speak of them to-night." He looked grave a moment, pondering something in his thought, and his mother said : . " You have the old wise look which I remember when you had only three or four Christmases on your -head." Mrs. Walbridge was in an unusually tender mood, and there were springs in the past that flooded her memory to-night. " Wht a homely little cub I must have been among 10 114 THE HOLLANDS. all these handsome sisters of mine ! ' ' said Duke, in his bantering way, "A black sheep in the lot." It was true that Duke's boyhood had no beauty to boast of. Even his partial mother must admit that. But she had always consoled herself with thinking that the boy made up, in other directions, for anything that was lacking in one. Jessamine Holland, among the girls who were having a merry time on another side of the room, saw the tab- leau of the mother and son. The sight was almost more than she could bear. If Ross only had a mother that Christmas night into whose lap he could lay his head, and who would stroke his hair with her soft fingers ; if he was only where she could do it a little while, her eyes clouding with tears. It seemed so very hard that they two, who so loved each other, must waste their youth apart. Then she remembered the purposes she had formed up- stairs, and, looking down, she caught the gleam of the watch she had fastened in her belt when she came down to dinner. That started a new train of thought. The clouds cleared in her eyes, and the smiles came about her lips, and after a while she joined in the general mer- riment, light, breezy talk, none of it worth writing down ; and yet it sounded very pleasant with its swift gushes of laughter, and Duke and his mother, sitting apart, listened to the bright, young voices, and enjoyed them. Jessamine bore her part in the general fun, and her playfulness seemed infectious, for even Edith, with some- THE HOLLANDS. 115 thing of the school-days she had left behind her, joined in the merriment. Late in the evening, Duke came over to Jessamine's side. " I hope you've enjoyed all this nonsense as well as you seemed to," he said. "Just as well. I entered into it from a by-path of very pleasant thoughts." " I saw you smiling to yourself as you sat over there on the lounge, and I said to myself, ' Ah, Miss Jessa- mine, you are having some very happy thoughts just now. I wonder what they are ? ' "I will tell you, Mr. Walbridge. I was thinking of all I should have to write to Ross about my Christmas gifts, and what a nice, long letter my next one would be. I am frequently writing Ross letters in my thoughts, and I sometimes think they are a great deal better than those I send him." "Dear fellow! I have been wishing, more than once, that he was here among us to-day," said Duke, earnestly. She smiled up at him at that, a sweet, grateful smile coming out all over her face. " I have been wondering, all day, what he was doing, and certain that he would remember the old Christmases when he and I were boy and girl at home." "I should like to hear something about those too," said Duke. "There doesn't seem very much to tell. But what was wanting in the reality, Ross and I used to make up with imagining the time when we should be grown up, 116 THE HOLLANDS. and have plenty of money, and could make beautiful Christmas gifts to each other. " I remember that Ross used to fancy me tricked out in gold and jewels, until I must have resembled nothing quite so closely as the wife of some chief of Otaheite, while my ambition was to bestow horses and hounds, and a little sail-boat on him, the things in which I well knew his soul took chiefest delight." Duke listened, but hardly spoke. All this was open- ing a new world to him, and the vision of those two lonely children beguiling their Christmas hours with dreams like these moved him more than Jessamine would be apt to suspect. But something in his look or manner drew out another of these memories, its shy face beaming down to Duke a moment from out of the mists of Jessamine Holland's childhood. " There was nothing, though, on which Ross had quite so strongly set his heart as the gold watch which I was to have as soon as the fortune came in. There was an old one in the family, a kind of heirloom, which belonged to my great-grandfather, and Ross and I were allowed to hold it in our hands sometimes, as an especial grace, when we were just outside our babyhood. That old watch had a wonderful fascination for us both, with its low ticking, that went tireless all day like the katydids through the night, and its slow hands, which we had to hold our breaths and watch before we could be certain they were moving at all. " The old heirloom went the way that all things of THE HOLLANDS. 117 that sort did incur family ; ^but I think neither Ross nor I ever got over our childish associations, and ' Jessa- mine's watch ' came to be the general sign for all the air- castles in the family, and we children were not the only ones who built them. " Ross had his joke over the thing to the last, for I remember he said to me the day before we parted, ' Well, Jessamine, I shall have to go to the East Indies for your watch, after all ; but, though the way is . a long one, it's, shorter, in the end, than it would be to wait for it in New York.'" " And I know you said something in reply, Miss Jes- samine. I think I see you doing it now." The bright, cool eyes looked up at him in their pleased, surprised way. " How do you know I said anything then?" she asked, with just a touch of that pretty peremptoriness which was her habit at the time when Jessamine had been the youngest pet of the family. '" Because it is like you to do it. I can almost imag- ine the very words of your reply." "What were they?" "I think they must have been something after this sort : ' Ross ! I had rather have you here than all the watches in the world ! ' : She looked at him with a wide amazement in her brown eyes. "Why, those were the very words I did say!" He was a little surprised in his turn. " I did not ex- pect that my bow would just hit the mark, only come somewhere near it," he said. 118 THE HOLLANDS. " But it is very funny ! I don't understand it ! I am half afraid of you ! " speaking under her breath, and looking at him as though she almost fancied he must be some necromancer, against whose spells she must guard herself. Her look amused him vastly. "Don't fancy I am a professor of the black art, Miss Jessamine. I come by all my presciences by perfectly legitimate means. So it seems I have anticipated Ross in this matter of the watch. Do you think he will easily forgive me? " " Oh, yes ! I am sure he will." ' ' I had a right to do that, also, because you know what I promised him about taking his place in our last meeting?" "I am sure you have fulfilled your pledge. How good you have all been to me ! I never felt this quite so much as I do to-night." Duke looked at the gift a moment, with something in his eyes which she did not understand. Then he spoke, in a grave, solemn tone, utterly in contrast with the one which he had used a moment before : "Whenever you say anything of that sort, I always seem to hear those words of Ross' stealing across your speech : c Yes ; I thought of her, little Jessamine, and then I thought perhaps you, too, had a sister at home, and plunged in.' ' She had no more to say after that, only he saw a look of pain come over her countenance, and her lip quiver a moment. Just then Eva bounded up. "What in the world is the matter with you two? THE HOLLANDS. 119 You look as sober as though it was not Christmas night, and it wasn't everybody's duty to be happy ! " " People may be happy and look sober sometimes. Only foolish little girls would fancy that one must be always on a high tide of joking and laughter to be com- fortable." " Oh, dear ! I suppose that 'foolish little girl' was intended to quite extinguish me, Duke Walbridge ; but I am not so easily put down as you may imagine." "Experience has taught me that fact long ago, Eva," answered the young man, with his longest face drawn on. "Now I shan't forgive you, Duke, until you tell me what you really were thinking of when I came up; " dropping herself down a moment on the arm of his chair. Duke smiled a moment, and glanced over to Jessamine. "There, now, Miss Jessamine! it was something about you, I am certain!" following ihe look. " So it was," answered her brother. " I happened to be comparing the real Miss Jessamine with the one I had in my mind when I went up in the country last summer, to find her." "Oh! what was that last Miss Jessamine like? I should like to know, and so would she, I am certain." "Yes, I should," replied Jessamine, curious and amused. "Well, then, she was a little girl, hardly so tall or slender as you, Eva, with the roundest -cheeks, and a big pink rose in each of these ; and a mouth that was always 120 THE HOLLANDS. ready to laugh, and a dimple on one side ; and bright blue eyes ; and a little, decided-looking nose, with a plentiful sprinkling of freckles all over it ; and a mass of bright, yellowish hair with a wave all through it, and a pleasant, open forehead beneath." "Why, that is not one particle like our Miss Jessa- mine," said Eva. "You've just drawn a ruddy, rather nice-looking little school-girl." " And that's precisely what I thought she was," added Duke, while Jessamine laughed in quiet enjoyment over this portrait of herself. " But what did you think when you came to see the real Miss Jessamine? " asked Eva. " No matter what I thought, only this much: c "Well, Duke Walbridge, you've been making a great fool of yourself all the way up here ! ' " Mother ! girls ! it's almost midnight," said Mr. Walbridge, rousing himself from his nap, and looking at his watch. " What a strange Christmas it has been, and what a happy one ! " said Jessamine Holland, a little later, in her chamber, going over the events of the day. THE HOLLANDS. 121 CHAPTER X. THE Young Men's Lyceum laid itself out for an unus- ually brilliant course of lectures that winter, " the high- est genius and ability of the country," the advertisement declared, ' ' triumphantly sustaining itself by a brilliant list of names." The Walbridges did not greatly affect lectures. That could hardly be expected of people who were familiar with whatever was choicest in New York and Boston literary and operatic entertainments, and were disposed to class any talent imported to thefr own town with all articles of American manufacture, "of an infe- rior quality." Mason Walbridge, however, being a public man, felt it incumbent on his position to patronize all worthy insti- tutions and organizations in the town, and he had been relied on from the beginning as one of the stanch sup- porters of the lyceum, which had now attained a vigorous life. It seemed desirable that some of the family should manifest their interest in the lectures by an occasional attendance, although any suggestion of this kind was apt to be met by plenty of unanswerable excuses. Jessamine, to whom a really brilliant lecture was 11 122 THE HOLLANDS. something entirely new, was as eager for one as for "a grand party." In Duke's opinion there was no compar- ison between the two, and Eva took a fancy to go with her brother and her friend. She liked the excitement, and to watch the crowd of gayly dressed people, just as she liked to go to church on Sundays, " no matter who preached." All that Jessamine enjoyed, too, with the keen relish of novelty, but she forgot everything else when the lecture commenced. The theme was, " The Flight of the Huguenots on the Revocation of the Edict of Nantes ; " and the speaker brought to this subject all his profound historical research, the splendor of his genius, and the powerful magnetism of his sympa- thies. The light, humming audience were fascinated by the power of the man's eloquence. The blackness of that night of persecution of men and women, and little chil- dren hunted to the death, driven to the galleys, worried and tortured for conscience' sake, swept its awful trag- edy along the foreground for one moment, and all that is beautiful in faith, resignation, and self-sacrifice, under cruellest suffering, flashed out the next, the pictures re- minding one of John Knox's stories of Scottish Life in the sixteenth century, shining and quivering with laugh- ter and with tears. It was a kind of eloquence to which "Jessamine Holland had never before'listened in her life, and it wrought like magic in the girl. At times the rapt audience would draw its breath, and cheer the speaker, and Jessamine, who had drawn off her gloves uncon- sciously while she listened, brought her soft, pink palms THE HOLLANDS. 123 together, and clapped as eagerly, if not as audibly, as any of the others. It was a pretty sight to see her, if any- body was taking notice at the time, a kind of childlike grace and downrightness in the movement that was amusing enough. "None of my sisters would do that," thought Eva, "but I like to see Miss Holland, anyhow; " and then she looked at Duke, who was evidenly enjoying their companion's enthusiasm. Somebody else, too, was quietly observing the girl, a gentleman who sat on the other side of the aisle. He was past middle life, with a grizzled beard and hair about a fine, thoughtful face ; if its youth was gone, there was something left which atoned for the loss ; the eyes, sharp and penetrating, under the bushy brows. They watched Jessamine keenly now, the owner thinking to himself, in a kind of loose, disjointed fashion : " Wom- en are so polished and artificial nowadays, no getting to any sound core of what is in them. I like that girl over there ; fresh, simple, natural as a brier-rose growing near a mountain stream. Quite a fanciful simile for an old man like you. John Wilbur ; but the heart in you hasn't grown cold yet, only steadier, steadier." Afterward, the gentleman turned many times to look at the face of Jessamine Holland that evening. Hers followed the speaker ; all its power brought 6ut that night the light in the clear, wide, brownish eyes, with deeps of blackness in them ; the sensitive mouth, with the flush and the quiver all over it ; a glow on the cheeks that was not exactly color, but something better than that, a sud- 124 THE HOLLANDS. den smile breaking and steadying itself on the unsteady lips, as sunlight on a heap of fiery peach-blossoms, over which the wind has gone a moment before ; a smile, with the bright sweetness of a baby's ; and then, the upturned face on the speaker's, the smile would be dashed out, a grieved tenderness would settle upon it, and you would need no looking to know that the eyes above them were thick with tears. There are such faces as Jessamine Holland's in the world, but they are rare. Two such seem to shine before me while I write. I cannot think that the soul behind such a face could ever be anything but a fine, beautiful, womanly soul ; not that only, a nature whose birthright of all gracious gifts had been widened and deepened by culture. Yes, I repeat it, there are such faces as this of Jessamine Holland's in the world, but they are rare. After the lecture, this strange gentleman inquired of a lady of his party who that girl was with young Walbridge and his sister ? 1 ' A Miss Holland, who is stopping with them. It appears that her brother saved young Walbridge from drowning, at the risk of his own life. It was very heroic, and the Hollands have invited the young lady to pass the winter with them. Quite an interesting face, isn't it?" "Quite." The gentleman was disposed to be mono- syllabic on this occasion, but he remembered that he had an invitation on the following evening to a large party, where, no doubt, the Walbridges would be present. THE HOLLANDS. 125 The gentleman had resolved to decline the invitation, for, like most men of his age, he considered parties a bore ; but he now resolved to go. There would be a chance of his meeting this Miss Holland, and he wanted to know more of her. The next evening Jessamine Holland was presented to Mr. John Wilbur. They got on wonderfully well from the start. Jessamine always liked sensible men, and here was one, certainly : a man of good deal of culture too, and extensive travel, and who had something to say ; a polished gentleman, with a little touch of courtliness in his manners, which savored slightly of the old school, although Mr. Wilbur was not an old man yet, looking at the grizzly hair, and the fine, strong face under- it. " How much better he was," Jessamine thought, " than those dainty, perfumed gentlemen who were full of their silly, vapid talk and unmeaning flatteries, which had a sickly odor to her taste, much like flowers that have stood too long in water. This sort of men seemed to have a notion that any sensible conversation was as foreign to a woman's tastes as it would be to a parrot's, and so they dealt in a stock of silly compliments, which were worn threadbare with long use." But the two got on wonderfully together, Jessamine, bright, frank, earnest, as she always was when anybody gave her a chance. The lecture of the evening before proved a stepping- - stone to a great deal o interesting and instructive talk. Mr. Wilbur having recently visited France, and several 126 THE HOLLANDS. of the cities which had witnessed, at the close of the sev- enteenth century, some of the fiercest of the Huguenot persecutions, had a rare stock of information, which he had gathered there and in England regarding the fugi- tives ; and he found it a strong pleasure to talk to this girl, who sat before him, with her wide eyes on his face, her breath going and coming, with her questions as swift and as curious as any child's. Mr. Wilbur took Jessamine out to supper, and would have offered to escort her home had not Duke arrived at the last moment. Mr. Wilbur's attentions had not escaped Mrs. Wai- bridge, but she kept her own counsel, only going over in her own mind all the points unquestionably in the gentleman's favor. They were not a few, intelligence, family, wealth, position ; everything, in short, except youth, which weighed very lightly in the scale against so many advantages. Many a young girl of fortune and family has been taken to wife by an older and far less personally attract- ive man than John Wilbur. One, too, -did not run 'those terrible risks which every mother must feel her daughter did in marrying a young man. In this case the character was shaped, the wealth and position defined, not spurs to be earned and won. Then, rich husbands, in New England, were not as thick as bees in swarming-time. Any mother, who had daughters whose future settlement in life must be a source of more or less anxiety to her, must have considered all these things. A young lady in Miss Holland's position THE HOLLANDS. 127 would have a rare card fall to her share if she caught John Wilbur. So the lady reasoned ; meanwhile resolving to keep her eyes open, and visions of an elegant wedding, and Mason Walbridge giving away the bride in his usual stately fashion, floated before her'as a most desirable finale to this embarrassing business of the Hollands. After this, in one way and another, John Wilbur and Jessamine Holland were brought frequently together. The Walbridges had a series of small dinner-parties, at which Mr. Wilbur was always a guest. The more Jessamine saw him the better she liked him. Their ac- quaintance grew rapidly into a certain kind of friendship. The approval of so intelligent and cultivated a man was really a great compliment to her, she told herself, with a little touch of vanity that was quite pardonable. But she had a relish for his talk. There was always some- thing new and solid about it. He made her talk, too, grave and serious sometimes as a little nun, and then brought to the surface the latent sparkle and play- fulness of her nature. She talked with Duke about the man, praising him in that natural, frank way which would have been impossi- ble " if she had had the slightest notion of his being a lover," Mrs. Walbridge thought, who overheard the con- versation. Duke assented warmly. " Wilbur was a fine, intelli- gent, noble-hearted fellow," he said. "He had known him from a boy as the gentleman, and his father had some business relations at one time which had brought the fain- 128 THE HOLLANDS. ilies on an intimate footing. He went abroad, and his wife died there, and he had only been at home at inter- vals since that time." " Love makes people keen-sighted. If Duke had any interest in Miss Holland beyond the fact of her being his friend's sister, he would have observed Wilbur's attentions to the girl, though nobody else had. She, too, has no fancy that his attraction is of a serious character, although I am well satisfied of that ; but a great many matches are nipped in the bud by meddling. I will let things take their own course." And Mrs. Walbridge fell to musing over Edith and her matters, in which just now the heart of the mother was more absorbed than in anything else. Duke was safe, she wanted to believe, and did. Meanwhile things took their own course, a very smooth one, Mr. Wilbur and Jessamine getting on a more friendly footing all the time. She told him in one way and another many things about her past life, and talked over Ross with him to her heart's content. Mr. Wilbur had once passed a year in the East Indies, and here was another bond between the two. Jessamine was never tired of hearing about the strange, mysterious, wild, lavish life of the tropics. Its slow, hot winds, its fiery, throbbing life, its dazzling hues, seemed fairly to encircle her as she listened, her eyes darkening, her face uplifted. Mr. Wilbur saw it all, and had his own thoughts about it, which, being a reticent man, he kept to himself. The circle in which the Walbridges moved was quite THE HOLLANDS. 129 as alive to gossip as any beneath them ; but the intimacy betwixt Mr. Wilbur and Miss Holland was so far removed from anything like a flirtation, so straightforward and friendly, that nobody happened to dart on it. People who once heard fragments of their conversation fancied they liked to talk together ; and it was not singular ; Miss Holland had a wonderful gift at talking, and Mr. Wilbur was a man who liked sensible women. One evening, at a little quiet supper-party at the Walbridges, the gentleman said to Jessamine, "I have had letters from Paris, which will take me there a month earlier than I expected. I regret it very much just at this time." ' ' Are you really going abroad ? I am very sorry to hear that, Mr. Wilbur," voice and face touched with a real regret. The gentleman looked at her, with something in his eyes that brought a faint color into her cheeks. u I am glad to hear you say that, Miss Holland," he said, just as he had never spoken to her before. In a moment, however,"he went on to talk about the journey, and how he was going to take a trip into Wales that summer ; and Jessamine listened as only those listen who have a real hunger for knowledge, growth, life ; and at last, drawing a little sigh, she said, as a little child might say it, "I wish I could go too." The gentleman smiled on her. You felt he had a pleasant smile under that grizzled beard of his. It entered the dark, penetrating eyes, and gave them a new softness. 130 THE HOLLANDS. " I wish you could go too, Miss Holland. What is there to prevent ? ' ' "Oh, a great many things," answered Jessamine, thinking that, after all, the want of money was the chiefest obstacle in the way. "Perhaps some day my brother will come home and take me ; though I never get so far as that, Mr. Wilbur. A little nest of a cottage, with Ross and me together, fills up all my world." Jessamine thought that evening, more than once, how sorry she was Mr. Wilbur was going to leave so soon. How much she should miss him ! It made her manner kinder to him than ever. Gentlemen in middle life, or a little past it, were so much more agreeable than young men, excepting Ross and Duke Walbridge ; but neither of these were like other young men. "Mamma," said Gertrude, next day, "I really believe Mr. Wilbur has taken a fancy to Miss Holland." " What makes you think so, my daughter ? " "Oh, nonsense!" exclaimed Edith, who coulc^not imagine that two people could fall in love with each other without a certain amount of flirting, and an atmosphere of airs and graces on the woman's side, at least. " Mr. Wilbur likes to talk with Miss Holland ; but there's no more falling in love than there would be if she and papa were to have a chat together. Indeed, theirs is on pre- cisely the same footing." "But I hardly think it is," answered Gertrude, her opinion evidently a little shaken. "I watched them last night closely, and I thought Mr. Wilbur showed THE HOLLANDS. 131 a sort of interest in Miss Holland which papa would not." "In love with Miss Holland!" ejaculated Eva. "Why, Mr. Wilbur's old enough to be her father." " Many a man who is that, marries a young woman, and makes her a most excellent husband," added Mrs. Walbridge. "In every respect but that of years it would be a great catch for Miss Holland," added the second daugh- ter. "Mr. Wilbur is rich, influential, arid all that." Jessamine's entrance at the moment put an end to the discussion of Mr. Wilbur's qualifications for matri- mony. Two or three evenings later the individual in question called. It happened that most of the family were out, the gentlemen having gone to some corporation meeting, and the ladies to a concert. It therefore fell to Jessamine's part to entertain her friend alone. Their talk went on smoothly as ever, and after a while touched again on the gentleman's impending journey. " You said something last evening, Miss Holland, which I liked so much that I have repeated it to myself many times since." ' ' You have ? I cannot imagine my saying anything worth all that consideration ; ' ' her little indrawn laugh along the words, which he had come now to know, and like too. "It was that you wished you were going abroad also." 132 THE HOLLANDS. "Oh, I often wish that, Mr. Wilbur ! There is such a world of novelty and splendor and beauty on the other side of the ocean ; and yet it is quite absurd, my wishing to see it, when it is as practicable as entering in at the gates of the moon." " Are you quite certain that you do not exaggerate the difficulties in your way, Miss Holland ? I, too, wish that you 'were going abroad." " Thank you, Mr. Wilbur. It is very pleasant to have friends who wish one good things. But I do not exag- gerate the difficulties that stand in my way here. If I was rich, it would be quite another thing." John Wilbur looked at the sweet face upturned to his. Its fine, delicate beauty had never struck him so forcibly before. " Jessamine," he said, " I am a blunt man, and I can- not now go seeking for fine and dainty phrases into which to put my honest meaning. I wish you would let me take you with me when I go abroad as my wife ! " She stared at the man, not comprehending what he said. "I don't think I understood you, Mr. Wilbur," she said. " I asked you if you would marry me." A blankness, then a great heat all over her face. "Why, I never dreamed you thought of anything like this." ' ' I kriow you did not, my. child. I was certain all the time you saw in me only a friend, who had something THE HOLLANDS. 133 to say that interested and amused you. You could not easily regard a man so old and grave in the light of a lover. But, Jessamine, my heart is not old, and if you will come and nestle in it you shall find warmth and comfort there!" The heat in her face still, the brown eyes clouded with confusion and perplexity. She put her hand over them, her mouth all a-tremble. "I it is all so strange and so sudden," she stam- mered. "Perhaps I ought to have waited, and smoothed the way to a declaration of this sort, ' ' he said ; ' ' but I had rather you would take time to think. You are a sensible little girl, and I will trust your instincts to point you to the truth." And from that the man went on to speak for himself, of his boyhood and youth, of his early manhood, of the wife tenderly loved, whom he laid to sleep in a foreign land, and of the years that had followed, lonely years, with all their worldly ease and prosperity. From this he came -to speak of their future together. It was no worn, old, withered heart that he offered her. If she trusted it, she would find it tender and thoughtful for her to the last. Then he dwelt on the new life ii would be his delight to open to her, a life of grace, ease, luxury, whose tale lingered in her ears like the music of fairy bells. She should have her day now. All that the fine, eager young soul panted for should be hers ; the Old World, with its wonders of Nature and its mysteries of Art, its pictures, its sculpture, its palaces, and its temples, should open its doors to her. With her own eyes she 134 THE HOLLANDS. should see what she had been told, as in a vision, by others. They would drift from one city to another, stop- ping to take inflow draughts of what each had to offer. He Avas certain that her heart, like his, must be lonely for a friend such as he could be to her ; she, with only that one brother, and the wide land and the wider sea betwixt them. Perhaps Ross could come to them, some time, and they could all dwell together and be happy. She had taken her hands from her face now ; the glis- tening eyes out of the paleness showed plainly enough how the words moved her. She was dazzled and con- fused; and through all she heard John Wilbur's voice, telling her what a tender, faithful friend he would be. Then a cloud of tears came into the soft brightness of her eyes ; for, after all, this friend was what the lonely, tired little heart needed most of all. "Will you come to me, Jessamine?" John Wilbur said, and rose up and put his hands out. Her look went all over the man as he stood there, over his large, shapely figure ; over the fine, strong face ; over the grizzled hair and beard. He offered her every- thing after which her youth had gone thirsting to cis- terns that held no water. The future spread before her ; the glittering slopes of the years, the gold and the purple. Then the friend who stood there, generous,, manly, noble, with his magician's wand. She did not mind if his years more than doubled her own. Was not this what she wanted, a heart steadfast and strong against which hers could lean its youth and weakness ? Had not God sent him ? THE HOLLANDS. 135 Her breath came in quick, hot gasps ; she half rose, her limbs trembled. " Can you not trust me, my little friend? Can you not give your heart to me ? " Her heart; yes, he would want that. She had no right to take his without giving hers in turn. She drew a long breath. " I ought to love you a great deal, better even than Ross, and and " ' ' I will not press you, child, for an answer. Let me come to-morrow or next day. I should want your heart, I should not dare urge you to come to me without you could give me that ; but young girls do not always un- derstand. That might come in time, you know." " In time* yes," she said, doubtfully, as though it had not come yet, the face looking at him full of pain and perplexity. Then she caught eagerly at his promise to wait. "It had come so suddenly," she stammered again. "He must not be offended with her. As a friend, he was very dear to her ; and for the rest, only give her time, and she would deal truly with him." " No airs nor vanities of any sort," he noticed ; but a trouble in her face that unbent it like a child's. Yet it was her first offer, and, despite the difference of their years, one that she might be proud of. She put up her hand now. in a tired, fluttering sort of way, to her forehead, the gesture showing, more than all which had gene before, how deeply she was moved. Then she held out both hands toward him ; her eyes were darkened with tears. "When a man offers a 136 THE HOLLANDS. woman all you have me to-night, it seems like an insult to thank him. Ah, my friend, you have made me feel humbler than I ever did in my life before." 11 1 had rather hear you say you felt proud and glad, my child," taking the hands, and hiding them away in his warm ones. " But it is an honest little heart. I can trust it. Whatever its answer is, it will be true to itself, to me also." And he went away. Jessamine was tired in every nerve of her body. She could not think now ; and she went upstairs, only add- ing to the prayer which Ross and she used to make to- gether at nightfall, and which she always said to herself in any time of joy, or trouble, or perplexity, because it seemed to bring the fresh child-heart into her "again, only adding to that a prayer that God would show her the way which was best and wisest for herself !Lnd for him also ; and then she laid her head on her pillow, and fell into a sleep that was like the sound, sweet slumber of her child- hood. The next morning, Jessamine woke up with a vague feeling that a great crisis- of her fate was at hand. In a few moments all that had passed the night before cleared itself to her memory. " John Wilbur's wife ! " She said the words over once or twice to herself before she rose, trying how they sounded, with a little smile and blush ; but there was no thrill in her pulses, no transport at her heart. She thought of all this man had offered her, home, wealth, luxury, tenderness, all that her youth had pined for. She felt unutterably grateful to him. How THE HOLLANDS. 137 beautiful that new life which he had promised looked to her, like a fair country into which her soul could go and take possession, saying to itself, "No more loneliness and poverty, nor longing 4 ! " "But did she love this man? That was the vital question," moving her limbs restlessly. He must have her heart, his words coming back, '" he woulcl not dare to urge her to come without that." He ought to be first and dearest; and John Wilbur could never be that to her ; he could never be what Ross was ; and she had a vague prescience that her heart held some depth of tenderness and devotion which even Ross had never sounded. Yet she liked Mr. Wilbur very, very much : liked to be near him, to hear him talk. It would be a very de- lightful thing to go all over the world with him, to see everything that was worth seeing, and. after all, would she ever find anybody else whom* she could care for more of than she did for this man, who never bored her, whose presence was always agreeable to her? Jessamine dressed herself that morning with a great doubt in her soul. Mrs. W r albridge watched the girl narrowly at breakfast. The lady was keen-scented in matters of this sort, and Eva had told her that Mr. Wil- bur had been there the evening before, and there had been nobody but Miss Holland to entertain him, as the family were out, and Eva had been occupied with her lessons. Miss Holland had gone upstairs almost imme- diately after Mr. Wilbur left, saying she felt tired. "How long did he stay, dear?" while the girls 138 THE HOLLANDS. were chattering like magpies over the concert, and paid no heed to what Eva was saying. " I don't know precisely ; but it might have been a couple of hours ; at any rate, a good while." Mrs. Walbridge said no more ; but she put Eva's ti- dings with some observations and suspicions of her own, and the joints fitted nicely. The lady's keen scrutiny of Jessamine confirmed her impressions. The girl was restless and abstracted. Mrs. Walbridge felt that Jessa- mine's youth and inexperience needed a friend now; all young girls did at such junctures in their lives, and the lady had no doubt of being fully qualified to act the part of judicious confidant and adviser at this time. She had never felt quite so friendly toward Jessamine Hol- land as she did that morning. She recalled the fact that here was a young, motherless girl under her roof, who had now to decide the most important question of a woman's life. Of course Mrs. Walbridge could not offer her advice unsolicited, and Jessamine might shrink from a disclos- ure of her secret ; but the lady would bide her time, and make the way easy for the girl. There was a severe snow-fall that morning, which kept them all in-doors. It was a day for warm, cosey home-nestling in corners and groups, one of those days which bring to the sur- face of household talk many a hidden sympathy, feeling, conviction, that has never seen the light before. Everything aided Mrs. Walbridge's purpose. The girls brought their books, drawings, and dainty attempts at sewing, into a corner. Some gossip about engagements THE HOLLANDS. . 139 started the conversation, and Mrs. Walbridge availed her- self of this to make some general statements about love as young girls fancy it, which sounded very sensibly, and might fit the case in point. She was not mistaken : Jes- samine put down her sewing, and turned toward the lady with a half-suppressed eagerness in her face. Edith, however, was not done with the gossip. She went on, heedless of her mother's remarks. " She has had so many offers, and. to my mind, she has taken up with the poorest of the lot." The elegant Edith sometimes seasoned her remarks with a little coarseness, which surprised Jessamine. The girl turned a shocked face on the speaker. " How very unpleasant it must be for the lady to feel the world knows all about the offers !" Edith's light, sceptical laugh answered with her words, "I don't think the lady would be at all distressed over that fact, as she has confided each offer to hosts of her friends." Jessamine's face flushed indignantly. " I should think it most dishonorable to betray a man's confidence in that way." " Those things, of course, are not to be made public," answered Mrs. Walbridge. ' ' But all young ladies, at such times, need the counsel of some friend of wider knowledge and experience than themselves ; and if they do not choose wisely, the whole thing is very likely to be made common gossip." " But, mamma, I thought young ladies told their offers, and had a great deal of pride in it. I know some who 140 THE HOLLANDS. do, anyhow," with a significant glance in the direction of her elder sisters. "Daughter," said Mrs. Walbridge, with unusual severity, " it is better for little girls never to talk upon matters about which they know nothing." Jessamine's look had turned on the lady a moment, and rested there. The lonely, perplexed heart within her needed some friend stronger and wiser than itself to trust in this great strait. She thought of Hannah Bray, with her strong native sense and warm, motherly heart, and wished she could go and lay down her head on the coarse gingham apron, and tell her story, sure of getting up steadier and clearer at the end. There was a motherless pain in the girl's heart at that moment. There sat the lady with her mild, pleasant face, and her modulated tones. She was certain that Mrs. Wai- bridge would listen kindly and interested to all Jessa- mine might say. But a little shiver came over the girl as she looked. There was something which she wanted that was not in this woman to give. She could hardly define what, but she felt it ; something homely,, real, tender. Jessamine drew a long breath. Wherever the truth lay, she must seek it for herself, alone. Mrs. Walbridge had seen the look, and fancied she divined its meaning. In a few moments she rose and went into the conservatory, and her voice presently came back. " Won't you do me the favor to walk in here, Miss Jessamine ? I want to show you how the orange-trees have blossomed within a few days." THE HOLLANDS. 141 Of course, Jessamine went. There was something a little unusual in the bland kindness of Mrs. Walbridge's manner, while the two were in the "conservatory together that morning. As the girl stood there, in the midst of all the color and fragrance that made a bit of hot midsummer in the heart of the stormy winter day, the lady said, "with. her pleasantest smile, pointing to the clusters of snowy blos- soms among the dark burnished green of the leaves : " You know the tradition of orange-flowers, -my dear. For myself, I must own I have an affection for them on that account, and I never see a heap of these in full bloom, without feeling an impulse at my fingers' ends to twine them into a bridal wreath, fancying, too, some fair, young face all smiles and blushes beneath them. Some day, my dear Miss Jessamine, I hope I shall have the pleasure of twining my blossoms here ; " and she actually touched the soft hair with her fingers. Certainly this was "opening the door" with a tact worthy of Mrs. Wajbridge. Jessamine glanced up at the lady again, some feeling flushing and stirring her face. She was on the very point of speaking ; but something held the words back, for which Mrs. Walbridge, seeing the movement, stood confidently waiting. Jessamine half drew and smothered a sigh. It seemed as though her words were stubborn.. and would not come though she wanted them. They would have come quick enough to Hannah Bray though. Mrs. Walbridge was a good deal chagrined, when, after 142 THE HOLLANDS. a little further talk over the flowers, Miss Holland went up to her room. " I thought she certainly would speak then," said the lady to herself. " She seemed on the very point of it too. What could have held her back ? If, after all, she should let John Wilbur slip, what a golden chance she would lose! I wanted to tell her this; -but one could hardly venture so far as that without the slightest en- couragement. There is doubt at work in her mind, I see ; probably his age, or some romantic notion about love, which young girls are very apt to have. I hope she will act wisely for herself in this case ; for, of course, it is her own interest solely that I regard." Meanwhile the object of Mrs. Walbridge's solicitude was walking up and down her room, her hands behind her, as had been her habit from her childhood, when in any trouble or perplexity, a habit which sat with such a quaint, odd air on the small figure, that it had been vastly amusing to older people. Jessamine heard the crying of the winds outside, and sometimes she went and looked out through the thick driving of the snow, and up to the gray solid mass of cloud overhead, a sweet, troubled, delicate face at the window-pane ; the girl thinking how, under all the blasts, and cold, and darkness, lay waiting the wonderful Eden of summer, the green leaves, the slipping of streams among the hill-sides, the springing of grass, the glory of flowers, the singing of the birds through the