Wild Geese THEODORE H. BANKS, JR. NEW HAVEN YALE UNIVERSITY PRESS LONDON HUMPHREY MILFORD OXFORD UNIVERSITY PRESS MDCCCCXXI COPYRIGHT, 1921, BY YALE UNIVERSITY PRESS ACKNOWLEDGMENTS. GRATEFUL acknowledgments are made to Everybody s Magazine for permission to reprint poems included in this volume. 445005 TO MY MOTHER. THINE is the beauty of the summer stars Gathered within a fern-fringed pool, When not a ripple mars Its surface cool. Thou art as fragrant as the peach-tree s bloom, Bending beneath so rich a store That there is hardly room For one bud more. Thy grace is as the grace of ripening wheat That to the wind s soft wooing yields, Sending the shadows fleet Across the fields. The glint of sunny waters is thy smile. Thy laughter brings as dear delight As birds clear singing while The dawn grows bright. Thou couldst not but be fair, for thy pure soul Transfigures thee with an excess Of light, an aureole Of holiness. Yet thou art not a pale and pensive saint Dreaming thy cloistered life away, Despising the restraint Of this dull clay. 7 Nay,, -rather dost iWu glory in thy flesh, Wearing it proudly as a queen, far- ;tj s a. g-artiient fresh And bright and clean. Nor dost thou like a bee suck only sweet, Or dwell in selfishness apart, Not knowing weary feet Or aching heart. Thou seekest sorrow with grave, tender eyes And gentle touch that soothes and heals. All human miseries Thy spirit feels. As radiant as a star, yet not remote, Clothed with its splendor, not its snow, When it gleams keen-rayed, afloat In the sunset glow, Thou hast no setting; for when thou dost pass Beyond our mortal vision, dead, Thou wilt make bright the grass Where angels tread. CONTENTS. PART I. LYRICS. Wild Geese 13 The Return 14 The Tokens 15 The Awakening . . . . . . . 16 The Mogi Road 17 "As I Sat Dreaming" .... 18 Prayer ........ 19 November ....... 2O "A Sea-Change" 21 Tempest ........ 22 PART II. SONNETS. In Memoriam. W. H. Branham: 1 25 II 2 5 III 26 IV. ... 26 To Buckner Pearson Sholl ..... 27 Beyond ........ 28 The Heritage ....... 29 Victory ........ 30 Autumn . . .. . . . . .31 To Death : 1 32 II 32 HI- 33 PART III. THE VIGIL ...... 37 PART IV. THE FOUR WINDS. Summer ........ 47 Autumn . . . . . . . .48 Winter ........ 50 Spring 52 PART V. THE ALTAR CANDLE ..... 56 PART I. LYRICS. WILD GEESE. WILD geese are flying, crying, flying, Sweeping over rice fields, swift across the sun, Black against the west where the day is dying, Winging to the northward till the day is done. Wild geese are calling, falling, calling, Swirling down clamorous among the tasselled reeds, Settling in the rushes where the yellow river s crawling, Sinking into silence as the night succeeds. Wild geese are springing, winging, springing, Rising from the rushes, for the dawn is nigh, Flying to the northward their wild cry ringing, Mounting like a matin-song beneath the flushing sky. THE RETURN. WHEN I return, let us be very still ; One searching, passionate, soul-sufficing glance, And a deep silence. Mirth would become us ill, Because of the unnumbered graves of France, Where love lies buried on each trampled hill. THE TOKENS. I KNOW by these that she cannot have died : The woodland quiet, the sparkle of the sea, The flutter of leaves, the flooding of the tide, Earth s lure and loveliness and mystery; For all these things she loved, and these abide. Nor is her spirit, clad in gentleness, Courage and courtliness and ancient grace, Less than the beauty of the stars, or less Than fading light that touched her tender face, The twilight calm, or the low wind s caress. The dark pine woods, secluded and secure Against the world, the majesty that moved On the tempestuous ocean, and the pure, Pale light of dawning: all these that she loved Were transient, earthly things ; and these endure. THE AWAKENING. WHEN I shall wake from life, and in surprise Behold the brilliance of more spacious skies Whose splendor is yet terrible and strange, Then will you come with welcome in your eyes. Then will you fold me close in tender arms, And with your cherishing touch that heals and charms Lull me as in the golden days of earth, Shield me from fear of unknown, heavenly harms. Then will the music of your speaking fill The solitude to comfort me, and thrill My soul with sense of old companionship, Waking loved echoes that have long been still. Then will your yearning bosom bend to mine, Your heart beat to my heart, your clear eyes shine With light will make the heaven seem friendly earth, The loving light that once made earth divine. Then will your soul, dauntless and undismayed, Lead me among the wonders, wide displayed, Till paradise will seem almost as sweet As that wild, woodland path where once we strayed. 16 THE MOGI ROAD. AGLOW of lanterns on the tall bamboo, Slender, tapering, smooth and green, The branches like a feathery screen Against uncertain stars that glimmer through; The fields seen dimly in the lantern glow ; And through the darkness redolent Low, haunting flute notes that lament The love and the romance of long ago. "AS I SAT DREAMING." A I sat dreaming in my room The shadows gathered and the gloom; There was no sound except the rain That tapped against the window-pane, Like to a phantom lonely there In rising wind and darkening air. I did not heed the night, nor hear The tapping of those hands of fear ; My spirit walked in splendor, far Beyond the bound of sun or star, Treading where every poet trod Since the first song rose up to God ; Saw for a golden moment s space Eternal beauty s matchless face ; Heard for an instant, clear and strong, The marvel of immortal song. And so I did not know the rain Was beating on the window-pane. 18 PRAYER. RCHLY the tapers glimmer, and their gold Floods all the chapel : sculptured altar screen, The high, oak pews with carven ornament, The deep-resounding organ, in whose pipes Glitter a thousand candles, and the altar, Pure and unveined marble. There the blaze Is brightest, and the golden crucifix Burns like a flame ; and there you stand, white-robed, While at your feet the choir chants, silver-tongued, And the great organ throbs in ecstasy. And when the last amen has died away Among the shadows of the vaulted roof, Humbly you kneel and offer up your prayer. But I in silence walk beneath the stars. NOVEMBER. THE long, bare beach and the ebbing tide, The creeping fog on the face of the sea ; And all my dreams that the world denied Rising to mock my misery. The water winding across the sand, The low waves lapping upon the shore ; And fires that have left but a blackened brand, And hopes that my heart shall hold no more. The dull clouds driving across the sky, Heavy with threat of the hissing rain ; And the lilt of laughter, long gone by, Of lips that shall never smile again. The sea wind sweeping, wet and cold, A flurry of sea birds fleeting past; And desire for the day that pain is old And rest is come at last. 20 "A SEA-CHANGE." THE snow falls silently, and brings New loveliness to common things, And gives to every ugly place Still forms of beauty and of grace, Making the busy, bustling street A solitude where phantoms meet And dimly pass on muffled feet. And could I to like beauty turn The passions that within us burn, The grief, the weariness, the strife, The tumult of our daily life, Then in a hushed world you would see How strangely altered we should be, How clothed in lasting mystery. 21 TEMPEST. SAVAGE the sea leaped high ; on the rocks plunged ponder ous breakers, Hoary with streaking of spray ; and the surges with foam swift flying Moaned by the bases of sheer cliffs, smitten and shaken with tumult, Furious sprang at the land, and rebounded in wildest confusion, Twisted and tossed in their clutches the sinuous ribbons of sea-weed Torn from the still, dark bed of the sea by the might of the tempest. There in the deeps and the hollows of white crests curling and combing Darted on* flickering pinions a petrel, intrepidly flying. Hurled from the heart of the east, huge thunder-clouds swept o er the ocean, Trailing their fringes of rain with its low hiss lost in the clamor. Loud was the voice of the wind; and the sunlight in fugitive flashes Glorious shot through the clouds with their clefts and their terrible caverns, Gleamed for a time and was gone, as the clouds came sullen together. Trees in the stream-filled gorges dividing precipitous headlands Bent with their boughs that were wrenched by the wind as it swooped through the valleys, Bent to the banks of the brooks as they rushed in their mad haste seaward. Full in the sting of the rain and the fury of wind I was standing ; There by the ruinous waste of the ocean I stood in amazement ; Wondered and worshipped in sight of the grandeur of God the All-mighty. 22 PART II. SONNETS. IN MEMORIAM. WILLIAM H. BRANHAM, MASTER AT ST. PAUL S SCHOOL. I. I COULD not write to you when you were dying, Even to cheer you, of the trivial things That summer to an idle schoolboy brings; I could not speak so when I knew you lying Within death s shadow, bravely death defying; Nor had I skill to touch more solemn strings. So was I speechless with the grief that wrings A spirit impotent, the end descrying. Boyish I wrote at last, impulsively, And spoke my sorrow from a loaded heart, Hoping to lighten you of some small part Of the dark burden of your misery. And then you tore my very soul apart For you, the dying, wrote to comfort me. II. I could not speak then for I had no skill, Nor knew the courageous spirit I had lost ; Now I guess darkly what the struggle cost, When with your splendid strength and dauntless will You met death face to face and fought until The body broke. So in autumnal frost I have seen oaks, their naked branches tossed Against the heavens on a windy hill. I cannot think the everlasting rest And quiet of heaven is a just reward For your keen spirit tempered like a sword ; Still would you seek to win a distant goal, Still journey onward in a noble quest. Strife is the guerdon for so strong a soul. 25 III. Often the iron of the winding stair Clattered, as hastily with lusty shout I mounted to your door, and paused without, Till to your welcoming cry I entered there, To ask for comfort in a schoolboy care, To seek solution of a weighty doubt, Or joyously to say the buds were out And spring was coming with the quickened air. Youth pays no heed to death, nor understands That the clay s happiness will ever change, Or love and friendship fail ; and I, a boy, Held those dear moments in unfeeling hands, Scattered and squandered them in thoughtless joy. How precious are they now, how sad, how strange. IV. Your room was a sure refuge where I fled To lose my grief in the unfailing cheer Your kindness gave to me, past speaking dear ; For there I talked as friend to friend, instead Of boy to man ; or when the day was dead In quiet contentment watched the stars appear, You in your armchair, reading from Lanier, Blue clouds of eddying smoke above your head. I never thought those days would vanish soon, Those joyous days of friendship, and of life Wherein the past and future had no part. Now after many years, a certain tune Of your beloved Spain cuts like a knife, And fragrance of tobacco twists my heart. 26 TO BUCKNER PEARSON SHOLL. UPRIGHT he stands and clean and straight and strong, Like a high springing tree, hill crowning, where Only the sunlight and the clear, cool air Surround him ever. Far above the throng, Among the gathered glories that belong To the wide heaven, splendid he towers there ; And in his face his soul is featured fair, The soul of Galahad who did no wrong. Through the far fields of France he went his way, Dwelling with ghastliness and girt with death, Silent and steady-eyed; and homeward brought Cleanness of heart like dawn of summer day, Freshness of spirit like the north wind s breath, And beauty like a sword blade finely wrought. BEYOND. IMMEASURABLY below, the planets swing, And all the spirits sit without a sound ; The peace of countless ages wraps them round ; The old stars fade, and others blazing bring Tidings of new worlds of God s fashioning. So bide they in tranquillity profound, Deep in the heart of heaven without a bound, Distant beyond the mind s imagining. Yet not so distant that there cannot come, Faint for a moment like a pulse of air, Troubling the quietude eternal, some Old, half-forgotten human grief or joy : A young girl smiling as she combed her hair ; Or a child weeping by a broken toy. 28 THE HERITAGE. YE who have looked at death with laughing glance, Dreamed and beheld your dreams resplendent rise, And known transforming love that never dies, Have wrought what will endure beyond mischance With lives where death was but a circumstance; For where each of the splendid fallen lies Honor and hope and fearlessness arise Like a rich incense from the fields of France. For me a nobler earth, a vaster heaven Ye fashioned with the glory of your days, And gave immortal men and deeds to sing; Save that I cannot give as ye have given, And idle seems the shaping of sweet lays, And making rhymes a poor and futile thing. 29 VICTORY. NOT like the beast, O God, not like the beast! Let me not fling away the conscience gleams Lighting the dark, my spirit-stirring dreams And star-fixed vision for a gross flesh-feast. I stand at the flushed gateway of the east; Round me the light of youth s fresh morning streams ; The richest gifts of life are mine, it seems, And with the best I would not change for least. Earth claims her sensuous due of life and death ; Yet, if I yield not wholly to her lure, I at the last triumphant shall arise ; And though I vanish like a frosty breath, I shall outstrip the sun, outsoar the skies, And when the stars are dead I shall endure. AUTUMN. THE oak that towers where the rock ridge ends In rich autumnal pomp of red and gold, Single and stately like a king of old, Before the first, keen wind of winter bends ; And its great, rugged arms upflinging sends Showering the leaves in eddies manifold, As one who struggles from a cloak s thick fold And unencumbered with the foe contends. So may my soul, fronting eternity, Steadfast and silent, face to face with God, There in its being s frigid autumn fling Its clinging cerements to the stiffened sod ; Stand naked and unashamed, and like the tree Be clothed with ampler foliage in the spring. TO DEATH. O DEATH, whose dark wing overshadows all, Whose steady, passionless, inscrutable eyes Look coldly down on life s divine surprise, On the heaped riches of life s festival, How mighty art thou! at whose whispered call We leave our dearest treasures, and arise, And journey forth to that far land which lies Wrapped in the dark that overshadows all. Death, before whose feet all life is bowed How weak and witless art thou ! for we see Behind the gloom of thy close-gathered shroud The blazing brilliance of the life to be That glows unquenchable, as from a cloud The raying sun shines out triumphantly. II. 1 listened when men spoke of Death, and heard Of his transcendent might and majesty, His mercy and his magnanimity To those in pain ; of sluggish spirits stirred To action by his peremptory word ; Of lasting glory none could give save he; Of knighthood and enduring dignity That but one royal touch of his conferred. Yet when I saw Death sitting in her place, A shrunken figure crouched beside the fire, Unmoved by passion, cold to all desire, Shrouding with sable hood his fleshless face, I saw no state or splendor of a king In that ungainly, sightless, shrivelled thing. III. Silent along a summer-shadowed road I walked with Death at my right hand. I knew That he could still the wind that wandered through The quiet lanes, could stay the stream that flowed Beneath the trees, could blast their mellowing load That at his touch would shrivel as the dew Melts in the light of morning, and I knew He could revoke all things that life bestowed. All this I knew, yet fearlessly I turned And full in his unswerving pathway stood, That even for a moment I might peer Beneath the shrouding darkness of his hood ; And deep within his angry eyes there burned A sullen shame and an undying fear. 33 PART III. THE VIGIL. "And set her by to watch, and set her by to weepe" Faerie Queene. THE VIGIL. THROUGH the great window opening on the west Came the deep crimson of departing day, Flushing the cold hands crossed upon his breast, Where with closed eyes the Queen s young lover lay, Flooding the chamber for its little stay With beauty fitter for a marriage bed, Quickening with warmth the cold cheeks, ashen gray, Staining the covering and the couch one red, And making pale the tapers ranged about his head. Beside him a black-mantled, silent nun Knelt motionless ; a pulse of evening air Fluttered the candles ; slowly, one by one, The shadows gathered and grew long, save where The last light of the sun, surpassing fair, Touched his still figure and his face serene. Then through the silence that was sovereign there Sounded a hurrying of feet unseen, An ever-growing murmur and a cry, "The Queen !" Suddenly were the doors flung wide apart ; A burst of tumult and they shut again. There was the Queen alone ; against her heart As though against unutterable pain Seeking to quiet its throbbing all in vain, Her hands were pressed. Right regal from her head To the last jewel of her jeweled train She stood, stone still, and gazed upon the bed ; Only her white lips, anguished, stiffly whispered, "dead." In the broad shaft of slowly fading light, Amid the darkness and the gathering gloom And the deep shade of close-enfolding night, Creeping about her like a stealthy doom, Flamelike she stood ; and like the broadening bloom, The kindling dawn-flush of triumphant day Fired with her fervor the still, sombre room, Scattered the shadows that about her lay With her resplendent beauty s overmastering sway. 37 Then to the kneeling nun, who in surprise Paused in the telling of her rosary And from the dead raised her untroubled eyes, The Queen spake as befitted royalty (Only her pale lips trembled), "Leave us. We Keep here to-night our vigil in your place." Whereat the other rose up wonderingly And making obeisance, left her ; for a space She moved not, while the light grew less upon her face. And then the mighty Queen who moonlike shone In sovereign splendor great and glorified, Moving august, majestic and alone, Among the lesser stars half deified, Vanished and left a woman ; all her pride, Disdain and dignity and scorn were swept Before the full flood of her passion s tide. There at her dead love s feet she fell, and crept Against his breast, and clasped his hands, and sadly wept, Long hours she lay there till her tears were dry, Stroking his forehead, whispering his name, Sobbing her grief out; while the evening sky Faded to utter darkness and became Glorious with starlight, while the taper-flame Deepened and ripened into glowing gold, While from the dark, tree-shaded garden came The chirp of crickets, smell of the fresh mould, And the full fragrance of the blossoms manifold. At length she rose, and with white, trembling hands Stripped off the jewels of her rich attire, Heavy with princely spoil of ravaged lands : Diamonds that flamed with a great city s fire, Pearls shimmering with murdered men s desire, Rubies that glistened with an emperor s blood, The ancient treasure of a funeral pyre ; Loosened the fastenings of her hair and stood With tresses flowing free, the sign of maidenhood. 38 "So I have done with sovereignty," she said, "And with the royalty that came between My love and me ; now that my love is dead I have enough of pride of place, I ween ; The mighty magic of the name of Queen Has lost the virtue that it had of late ; Queenhood is hateful to me, for I have seen The bitterness of majesty and state, And know how sad it is and lonely to be great. "I am become a woman once again, A queen no longer, yet will never be Free from my bitter penitence and pain, Free from my torturing regret or free From my intolerable memory." Soft as the night wind her voice died away, And in the silence she gazed dreamily At the deep-shadowed garden as it lay Before her in the young-lived loveliness of May. Slowly she sank down and sat heedless there In the still, starry night that like a shroud Clung close about her ; with her loosened hair Gleaming like some bright, sun-enkindled cloud, Her white hands listless, and her fair head bowed That bent not with the weight of destinies, And her pale face, imperious and proud, Saddened and softened by her mourning eyes Haunted with shapes of dreams and ghosts of memories. Visions of new-green meadow and clear sun And a young soul that looked with wakening eyes On the world s wonder, pure heart scarce begun To feel the fires of deepening passion rise Like springing sunbeams to the morning skies, Bright with the beauty of the day to be. Love filled her spirit with a dim surmise : The tempest s first light touch upon the tree, The gathering wind on the ungovernable sea. Then in her brooding, verdant summer brought The peaceful days that like deep waters flow Silently by, and in her heart she thought, "Before the rose has faded I will show Some little sign that he mayhap will know I love him." Smiling for pure joy she went Along the vivid garden, stooping low To raise some stem with weight of blossoms bent With gentle touch that gave new life and hue and scent. And on a day all fresh from recent rain, Sweet with the smell of earth and leaves washed clean, Sunlike she moved among the flowers again, Softly as southern wind she went between Them thinking, "Here where the tall lilies lean Together 1 will yield me." Thither came Her lover where she lingered half unseen, Upon his lips the longing of her name, And in his questing eyes the light of leaping flame (Eyes closed forever in the candle light, And lips once eloquent with passion, cold As the white moon slow-rising through the night). Then mid the shadows of her memories old Came flash of jewels and swift gleam of gold, And courtiers bowing ceremoniously, Bringing her splendor, stateliness untold, Dominion mighty as the sweeping sea, Sceptre and diadem of throned majesty. Before her rose with royal circumstance Kingdoms and realms and ancient emperies Golden with legend and with old romance, Magnificent with song of centuries, Bastioned with dreams and walled with memories Of long-gone glory and of dead desire : All-ruling Rome, Persian Persepolis, Babylon and Nineveh, far-sailing Tyre, And long-beleaguered Ilium, red crowned with fire. 40 And the fair, fabled Queens, whose very names Make music, rose before her, shining clear Through the deep darkness of old time like flames: Helen of Troy, Iseult and Guinevere, And Cleopatra, marvelous with sheer And splendid beauty; and a glowing throng Thick as the shadows when the night is near, Great kings and lords and princes who belong To immemorial story and to age-old song. As thus she mused, the moon high risen shone Upon her like a benediction, where With heart full sorrowing she sat alone, And made a saintly silver round her hair ; On her dark, downcast eyes and bosom bare Its tranquil, cold caressing softly fell, As she sat deeply dreaming, unaware, Still wrapped in brooding, folded in the spell Of joy close treasured and old hope remembered well. Once more the summer blossomed at her feet, While through her soul like a resistless tide Swept high ambition and desire most meet For a great queen ; before her new-born pride Her love, young, timid, half-reluctant died Like a pale star before the rush of day. Then from the garden, flushed and eager-eyed, Vestured in beauty like the rich array Of dawning sun, she moved majestic on her way. And in the morningtide of her delight, Her virgin dignity and honors new, Her unaccustomed majesty and might Made fair her ways before her like the hue Of newly budded blossoms fresh with dew ; For in her heart bloomed happiness full-blown, And like a flower, content within her grew, And round her like a halo joyance shone As in her maiden state she moved apart, alone. 4 1 Yet as the freshness of the morning dies When the swift splendor of the dawn is spent, So died her perfect peace ; for vague surmise, Disquietude and nameless discontent, Strange restlessness and longing eloquent Disturbed the deep of her tranquillity ; As in a spot, secluded, redolent Of long, warm, golden noon sounds distantly The sweep and surge and tumult of the troubled sea. Then suddenly she learned that he had died And her dim love leaped fervid into flame ; Careless of queenhood, crowned and sanctified, Careless of honor and imperial fame, Broken beneath her sorrow and her shame That swept her spirit like a mighty wave, Straightway to her dead lover s side she came, That, love consummate lost, she yet might save One moment of pure passion from the loveless grave. At length the sad Queen sighed and raised her eyes, Heavy with grieving. The long night was past; The stars were pallid in the wan, white skies ; A little wind stirred in the trees that cast Faint, trembling shadows on the flowers, massed In ghostly beauty, that beneath them lay ; In the swift dawning seemed the heaven vast, Vacant and comfortless and cold and gray, Stripped of the splendor of the night, unclothed with day. Weary she rose, and with the day her loss, Passion and pain and grief seemed ages old. Against the flushing dawn a chapel cross Flashed on a sudden into flaming gold ; Slowly and heavily the great bell tolled ; Faintly the singing of the nuns arose, Distant, ethereal and clear and cold, Fraught with the stillness of eternal snows, With rest, long ease, content, comfort and sweet repose, 42 Bringing her heart a hope of refuge dim Beneath the shadow of a convent wall, With but the throb of some majestic hymn Or burst of organ melody to fall Across the silence. Tremulous and tall As a wind-shaken lily stood the Queen, Fronting the dawn, while solemnly o er all The stir of morning rose the chant serene Of those who came to bear him to his last demesne. Yet as the black-robed nuns were drawing near, And the slow rhythm of their swelling song- Rang out across the meadow, full and clear, Her old pride rose, imperiously strong From the vain sorrow of her vigil long. Love lay behind her, for the night was done That nor regret nor grieving could prolong, And a new strength and courage she had won To meet the years of queenhood rising with the sun. Swiftly and passionately at length she turned And with white fingers braided up her hair, Gathered the jewels that like embers burned And o er her lover bending, tall and fair, Kissed him with lips that trembled with despair, With faith unspoken and with love untold. Then as the singing sounded on the stair And through the room the stately measure rolled, The pale Queen rose and stood, imperially cold. 43 PART IV. THE FOUR WINDS. "Of the Four Seasons each has its own mood" Po Chu-i, SUMMER. UPON the tranquil bosom of the slumberous noon Lie the unmoving shadows of wide, spreading trees ; Luxuriant meadows, opulent with summer, swoon Beneath the breathless spell of indolence and ease ; The hush of the full heat of noon is on the hill ; Blue dragon-flies hang shimmering above the stream ; The blossoms and the grasses droop ; the birds are still ; Innumerable insects hum as in a dream ; In the faint, failing wind a leaf stirs languidly ; The notes of shrill cicadas into silence fall ; The purple clover bends beneath a clinging bee ; A butterfly dances on blazing wings ; and over all The smiting splendor of the noon sun flings a golden pall, High in the heaven hangs a single cloud, The glowing sunlight gathered to its breast. There neath the spell of mighty magic bowed The spirit fares on some transcendent quest Through phantom shades to an untrodden town, Where by strange headlands an old ocean sweeps, And from huge heights dim, perilous paths lead down To dire and unimaginable deeps. Now is the time of earth s full flowering, Summer s profusion, prodigally spent In rich perfume and color, dowering The teeming fields with languorous content. Above their long leagues, warm and redolent, Broods a sweet sense of being, scarce begun, Of life eternal and omnipotent ; While through the leaves the wind s light ripples run, And fruit in heavy clusters mellows in the sun. 47 AUTUMN. BOISTEROUS waves that laugh and leap On the glistening rocks and the gleaming sand, And swift blue shadows of clouds that sweep Over the flaming autumnal land, Set in a circle of flashing sea Shaken with wild wind s ecstasy. A glorious song the wind is singing, Resounding music of sea and sky, Of clamorous sea-gulls circling, swinging, Of the hiss of waters washing high, Of fugitive sails and the ocean flinging A sun-lit splendor of flying foam Where the crests of the surges curl and comb. The clarion voice of the wind is calling Over the heads of the listening hills A burden of beauty beyond recalling, Of hopes that fall as the leaves are falling, Of sure foreknowledge of future ills. The trumpet voice of the wind is thrilling Through valleys vestured in golden grain, Through orchards heavy with harvest, filling The air with tumultuous summons, stilling Futile regret and repining vain. The passionate pulses of life are beating Through meadows blazing with burnished gold Faster and fiercer, and beauty, fleeting, Brings deeper joy than it brought of old When it rose at the summer s lightest greeting, Ere its store was spent and its treasure told. Yet as the music fails and falters, And the wild wind dies with the dying sun, And the fire sinks low on forsaken altars Where life burned brightest, and one by one, The leaves spin downward, there comes a grieving For pure ambitions past achieving, For visions vanished and deeds undone. 49 WINTER. HARSH is the north wind s breath, And harsh is death. Huddled together in the searching air The oaks stand gaunt and naked to the cold ; All things are bowed beneath a dark despair, Are helpless, hopeless, tired and very old ; For the north wind s bitter breath Is death. The haggard trees are black against the west Where a dull sunset smoulders sullenly, While like a spent soul vainly seeking rest, Foredoomed and fated to a fruitless quest, Yet seeking endlessly The wind goes by. From bank to frozen bank The long lake s face is blank; And overhead The sky is dead. Now from the north comes the storm like a fierce wild thing that is lost, Ruthlessly wrenching the boughs of the oaks in their agony tossed Heavenward, writhing, imploring a respite, beseeching a rest From the shuddering wildness of wind and the terror of tempest pressed All but resistless against them. As bitter as death the blast Mercilessly scourges the meadows, until like a dream that is passed, The earth and the heavens have vanished, dead leaves in tumultuous flight, And nothing remains but a wind that wails in a chaos of cold and night. And now in utter silence, utter dark The world lies stiffened, naked, stark ; No light, no sound beneath a barren sky, Save for the black ice cracking suddenly. 50 All things shall come to this : All wonder and all bliss, All the swift passion of the hearts that beat With sense of life unutterably sweet, All song and laughter, all friendship and all love, Delight in deed and dreaming, and above The rest the rapture of creation, all Shall through the ages fail and fade and fall ; Until the earth, without one glowing spark In all its livid leagues of frozen ground, Shall whirl beneath the sky without a sound Save for the black ice cracking in the dark. SPRING. SOMETHING is stirring within the earth ; Some spirit moves upon the air, Prelude of melody and mirth, Presage of spring s green, glorious birth In the bosom of meadows brown and bare And moist with the melting of snow. The alders, crimson flushed, bend low Beside the bank of the brimming stream, Rippling its smooth and silent flow, As roused from its long, dark, winter dream With glint and glimmer and quiver and gleam It hastens with swift and sweeping grace, As though to a mystic meeting place. The trees with pointed leaf buds swelling Await in still expectancy The wonder of the wind s foretelling, The miracle of mirth to be. For at the wind s light touch the world is rife With swift, keen sense of newly wakened life, Sweeter than full fruition of the spring. And through the meadows like a flickering fire Runs a fierce flaming of renewed desire For the delight of beauty s blazoning, For softening shadows and the brightening skies, Odor of earth and tender growing things, The flash and flutter of the robins wings ; The splendor of the spring that never dies. The touch of the caressing wind that brings A misty beauty to the budding spray After the passage of a thousand springs Shall give the glory that it gives to-day. A time shall come when it shall not avail To wake the world to burgeoning anew, Yet shall the scent of blossoms never fail Nor young leaves lose the freshness of their hue. For when with us delight no longer dwells, Then it shall pass to those great gulfs that lie Beyond the stars that stand like sentinels Around the little limits of our sky. And other worlds shall rise beyond our ken When we are given to darkness and to cold, And there rejoicingly shall other men Cherish the loves and dream the dreams of old. After the dawning, they shall know the noon And the sad splendor of the evening light, And sink at last to silence like a tune That throbbing dies to nothing in the night. For countless stars beneath the great wind s breath Shall leap to life and wax and wane and die ; Infinite life shall turn again to death, And dark shall pass to dark eternally. Yet though unnumbered suns, no longer glowing, Silent beneath a silent heaven swing, In the far depth of space the wind is blowing, And on the verge of chaos it is spring. 53 PART V. THE ALTAR CANDLE. A PLAY IN ONE ACT. DRAMATIS PERSONS: LADY BEATRICE. LORD GEOFFREY. ANNE, the maid of Lady Beatrice. A Jester. A Nubian Mute. Servants. PLACE : A Baronial Castle. TIME: Thirteenth Century. ACT I. SCENE: A private apartment of Lady Beatrice. Back center, a prie-dieu of carved oak over which hangs a crucifix. Back left, a small door covered with a curtain. Back right, a larger door, the curtains of which are drawn, disclosing a passage. Right front, a door, beside which stands a table of black oak. On the table is a bronze gong. A large casement window (Left) which is open to the twilight. Before this a broad seat. Before the seat a footstool. On the walls, which are of stone, pieces of tapestry. [Before the curtain rises the Jester is heard off stage, singing.} "The moon I swear Is not so fair My lady love as you ;" So do men say And vow that they Will be forever true. And for a while The moon doth smile And they are very true ; Yet love is blind And soon they find Another star will do. [The curtain rises, discovering Anne, and servants who are arranging the room, bringing candles, etc.} ANNE. Make haste ! make haste ! Has not the merry spring Set your old bones to dancing ? What, so slow ! There s none of you in love, or else your feet Would move in livelier measure. [Enter first servant with a dish of fruit.} FIRST SERVANT. Here is fruit. 57 ANNE. The table yonder. [To second servant who is setting down a candle.} Marry ! Have you wits ? Set it not there. [To third servant.} Fetch you more candles. [To second servant who is setting down the candle i another place.] So. [She goes to the casement and blows a kiss to the moon, You are enough for lovers ; we can kiss Without a better light. FOURTH SERVANT. Here is the wine, A right good vintage. I could play the lord, And do it well too, warmed with such a drink. ANNE. [Laughing and shutting the casement.} Peace! put it down. [She crosses to the table and rearranges the fruit an wine; she takes an apple from the dish and hole it up as though to admire its bright color.} [Enter the Jester.} [He comes up stealthily behind Anne and kisses he Dropping the apple she turns and administers sounding box on the ear. The Jester retreats has til pursued by Anne.} [Exit Jester.] [Anne stands vigorously rubbing off his kiss.] [A servant replaces the apple beside the dish.} 58 [Anne looks through the door (R) then she turns to the servants.] Enough, enough! Tis well; The room will do now ; get you gone. [Exeunt servants (Back).] [Enter Geoffrey (R).] ANNE. [With deep curtsey.] My Lord. [While he advances, looking about the room, Anne draws the curtains at the back.] GEOFFREY. I sought her Ladyship. ANNE. [Coming forward.] None else, my Lord*? GEOFFREY. Now, by my faith, I did not seek you, Anne ! Shall but a kiss or two bind me forever? [The Jester s face appears between the curtains.] ANNE. I would not bind you, for I know you true ; Yet for a token that mayhap will keep The memory of me bright within your heart, When you are gone to-morrow to the wars, I cut this lock off; guard it well, my Lord. GEOFFREY. [Laughing.] Nay, keep your tresses, they become you better ! 59 ANNE. Tis but a little token of the love, The lasting love we feel. GEOFFREY. I feel it not. What could have been between us but a love Brief as the swallow s mating in the spring. ? ANNE. My Lord, you promised GEOFFREY. What are promises When spring is in the air ? They are but part Of the ephemeral love that gives them birth, And die when love dies. ANNE. Are yours dead, my Lord? GEOFFREY. Dead. ANNE. [Falling on her knees and grasping Geoffrey by the cloak. Oh, my Lord ! Then give them life again ! I am not what you think me, quickly won, Yielding my heart to every passing smile. My Lord ! my Lord ! My love is not for spring But for eternity. GEOFFREY. [Drawing away.} Be silent, girl. Are you a child that reaches for the moon ? 60 ANNE. Geoffrey ! [The Jester s face disappears.] GEOFFREY. [Moving toward the door.} Be but content to know the moon Is far above your reach, and you may find Some comfort in its beams. ANNE. Geoffrey ! GEOFFREY. Farewell. [Exit Geoffrey (Back).] [Anne remains on her knees weeping. She raises her head and listens; then she rises hastily and exit (Back).] [Enter Beatrice (R).] [She sees the curtain moving, and watches it for a moment; then she crosses to the casement and throws it open. The moonlight streams in.] BEATRICE. The moon is on the meadows like a spell, Deep as desire and magical as love. [She gazes out for a moment, smiling. Then she strikes once on the gong and sinks back into the casement seat.] [Enter the Jester who approaches inquiringly. She motions him to the footstool.] [There is a short silence.] BEATRICE. Sir Jester, have you ever been in love 1 ? 61 JESTER. Pray you, my Lady, for my poor head s sake Ask^me some simple thing, as, "Are you well T Or "Have you dined ?" or "Is your doublet warm?" Some question that a downright "yes" or "no" Will answer ; but in love truly love seems As various as the many-colored bow Hanging twixt sun and storm. For if by "love" My Lady means delight in good hot soup, Or fondness for a bed of clean dry straw, Why then I am most thoroughly in love, And may God keep me in that mind. Amen. But if my Lady means a languishing In some soft-cushioned moonlit casement seat, With idly straying hands and dreaming eyes Why then I know it not. BEATRICE. [Laughing softly.] What think you of it? Is it a thing that you would choose to have *? JESTER. Indeed, tis pretty, and gives rise no doubt To blushes, little catchings of the breath, Sweet whispers, woeful sighs, and hands soft pressed, And tuneful madrigals ; yet this same love So greatly undermines the appetite, That I ll have none of it. BEATRICE. [Dreamily.] Yet to the world It gives a magic and a beauty greater Than sun or moon or light of any star. JESTER. Truly there s magic in it. 62 BEATRICE. And content, Comfort, and marvelously sweet repose, Strong with the strength of faith. As when one moves Through a thick forest, dark and overgrown, And comes at length upon an open spot Where the clear, smiting sunshine cleaves apart The tangled trees, and makes a place of light And warmth and freedom ; so I found my love, And in it found content. JESTER. Yes, for a time. But love is always setting like the sun. Men are forever false for all their vows, And only God can know their constancy. Once, as the legend runs, there lived a maid Fair as a summer day, fair even as you, "The Lady of the Candles" she was called; And in her heart love like rich music swelled Harmoniously, and life was sweet; until One whispered that her lover was untrue, And told a tale of lust and treachery, Troubling her utter purity of soul. Yet in her meekness she but murmured, "God Shall judge, not I"; and bade her lover come And in the chapel by the altar steps, Where the blessed candles burned beside the cross, By ordeal prove his love. "Choose one," she said ; "God will direct your choice, and I shall know Your faith or your inconstancy." He chose. Then with soft laughter from her lightened heart She said, "I never doubted you." And yet Methinks the tale was not entirely false. BEATRICE. You jest well, fool ; and knowing naught of love, Perchance there lies the measure of your folly ; 63 For I have found a lover without flaw To mar his honor. JESTER. Then your Ladyship Has better eyes than I or not so good. I have seen sights, for none regarded me, The fool ; and truly it hath made me wonder Who best becomes the motley ; all the maids So simple, trusting, and so lily pure; And all the men, the perfect knights-at-arms, Speckless and spotless swift and passionate love Then a new face, a pair of redder lips [He breaks off with a shrug. Beatrice makes a gesture o\ disgust.] Nay, there is no one pure in all the court, Saving my Lady Beatrice. BEATRICE. [Softly.] And my Geoffrey. JESTER. [Tuning his guitar and not heeding Beatrices remark.] For even Anne, my Lady s maid, hath proved No wiser than the others, and hath found That there s no trusting lovers promises, However great a lord the lover is ; For I had come to seek your Ladyship To this same room, but a brief hour agone, And found Anne pleading and his Lordship cold ; And when she fell before him, grasped his cloak, And clung to him with desperate, clutching hands, Hands he had fondled not so long ago, He drew away impatiently, denied His love for her and left her weeping there. "Geoffrey!" she cried 64 BEATRICE. [Starting up with a cry.] Geoffrey ! JESTER. [Laughing.] I marvel not My Lady finds it scarce believable, A likely story for a fool to tell. Yet on mine honor as a fool, the girl Spoke eloquently of passion and of vows, Talked of remembrance and eternal love, As though a lady ; cut a lock of hair For him to cherish as a thing of worth. Yet was his Lordship merry ; "Loose me, girl. Put up your tresses, they become you better. Are you a child that reaches for the moon ?" BEATRICE. Sirrah, now by God s truth you smart for this ! Torture will teach you to control your tongue ! JESTER. [Falling on his knees.] Pardon, my Lady, pardon for God s sake ! What said I to offend your Ladyship*? Twas but a fool s tongue, talking foolishly. BEATRICE. Here! Down upon your knees before the altar. Take you the Book, and as you hope for Heaven Swear you to speak the truth ! What saw you here Between my Lord and Anne ? JESTER. Now as I hope That Christ will pardon me my many sins, 65 I came by chance on Anne and my Lord Geoffrey. Anne begged him to be true, fell at his feet Better to plead her passion ; he drew back Before her groping fingers, and denied His love for her ; and then she cried his name ; He laughed and left her ; as she cried again BEATRICE. Enough. Tis well you tell your tale so pat, Or else not all the oaths in earth or Heaven Would have availed to save you ! Get you gone. [Exit Jester (/?).] [Beatrice stands motionless for a moment; then in a pas sion of grief she throws herself on her knees before the altar, and fi?ially falls prostrate.} [Enter Anne (R).] ANNE. My Lady ! BEATRICE. Give me your arm. [Supported by Anne she rises and sinks into a chair.] A little wine. ANNE. [Pouring the wine.} What ails my Lady? Shall I fetch a leech? BEATRICE. Nay, nay, no leech ; tis but a dream that s broken ; For some of us have dreams, dreams that we shape Of heart s desire, and fashion tenderly Of hope and high ambition and pure faith. Yet dreams are full of sorrow, mark you that And rest content with the dull, waking world. [She rouses herself and looks attentively at Anne.] 66 Tis well for you that you fixed not your heart Upon some shining mark you found too high For your attainment, or flung down your love At some man s feet for him to trample on, Heeded his words or thought his promises Would bind him longer than his fancy pleased ; So you are not heart-stricken, desolate But [Anne, whose emotion has been increasing throughout Beatrice s speech, bursts into tears.] Weeping Anne? Is no one without sorrow*? Tell me ! Mayhap your ^grief may yet be cured. What is it*? A trinket lost*? or a kiss stolen In the passage by a bearded man-at-arms? ANNE. Nay, there s no man-at-arms nor page, my Lady ! No groom nor porter, no, nor veriest scullion, That would so meanly serve me as my Lord ! Oh ! I have heard him eloquently talk Of Launcelot and Tristram and the rest, And say that all true knights should follow them In "cleaving to one love" ; and so he came Full of sweet vows of everlasting love And I am fair enough for him to love How should I know they were as false as Hell? His promises, his knightly promises ! BEATRICE. [Starting up.] Hark to me, Anne ! I have been bitter wronged, As you have, too, poor girl, by one I loved, Honored and trusted beyond all the world. I thought once that I was above all grief, Chosen and set apart for happiness, Yet God perceived my vanity, and God Doth make us suffer dearly for our sin. Yet for the sin of others, that, methinks, 6? We need not suffer tamely nor endure; And I will not endure it yet my love Cries like a wild thing that will not be still. And I have none to counsel me, save God Distant beyond my reach. Yet I remember Something the Jester told me of a trial, Where God decreed forgiveness, mercy. Anne ! Fetch me two candles from the chapel, two That have been blessed, one white, the other red. [Exit Anne (B).] [Beatrice strikes twice on the gone/.] [Enter a Nubian Mute (R).] BEATRICE. Sirrah, have you a dagger ? Can you strike Swiftly and certainly 4 ? [ The Nubian strides to the table, points to the apple beside the dish and drives his dagger through it with such force that the dagger stands quivering in the table. As Beatrice nods her approval he plucks it out.} Then look you there. Behind that curtain lies a passageway That leads directly to the castle gate; Stand at the foot of the dark, winding steps, And watch until I summon you again. If in your vigil someone comes who bears A candle, mark the color ; if tis red, Strike suddenly the bearer to the heart, I care not whether it be man or maid, Stranger or one you know ; but if one comes Who carries a white candle, let him pass And touch him not. Take heed you do not fail. If a red candle brings not certain death To one who carries it, then you shall feel The thumbscrew and the rack. Go ; make no sound. [Exit Nubian (L).] [Enter Anne with the candles (B).] 68 BEATRICE. Set them before the crucifix. Enough. Tell my Lord Geoffrey I would see him here. [Exit Anne ().] [Beatrice stands for a moment looking at the candles; then she changes their position so that the red one is nearest the passage. She kneels and prays ; she rises and seems on the point of changing them back again, when} [Enter Geoffrey (R).] You called me, Beatrice? BEATRICE. [With dignity.] My Lord, I did. GEOFFREY. Pardon. Your Ladyship ! I did not know That you were "sir-ing" me. What mood is this? Truly methought you were not like the rest Shifting and changing with each passing breath, Now laughing, now in tears. Nay Beatrice, Your heart has ever been a place of peace, A refuge, a retreat, a sanctuary, Where I might come to seek repose and strength, Sure of a constant welcome. BEATRICE. Good my Lord, A woman s heart has many hidden chambers ; It may be that my Lord has never been Beyond the ante-room. GEOFFREY. Then I would go Freely through every spacious gallery, Learn the rich furnishings of every room, 6 9 The treasures of each alcove, and at length By silken, hushed and winding passages Come to the inmost shrine, your heart of hearts, And in that place of worship kneel and pray. BEATRICE. Why then, my Lord, it would not be amiss To take some heed to come with a pure heart. GEOFFREY. "Come with a pure heart !" Tis impossible ; I am no marble image of perfection. Think you a man goes spotless through the world? No, I come stained with dirt of marketplace, Mire of the highway, blood of battlefield Where I have bled for you, my Beatrice. BEATRICE. How may I then requite you for your wounds ? GEOFFREY. You know full well, my Beatrice ; give to me No counsel of perfection, but your love ; That brings me absolution. Let your love Wash me a perfect white, and keep me so. I shall not falter, Beatrice, for a knight Cleaves ever to one love [ The Nubian in the passage accidentally drops the dagger; a ringing clash of steel is heard.} [Beatrice starts; her expression hardens.} [Geoffrey, who is on one knee before her, springs up and draws his sword A GEOFFREY. What sound was that? 70 BEATRICE. [Laughing nervously.] Some novice guardsman, careless of his pike, Or courtier overcome with wassailing. GEOFFREY. [Listening for a moment longer^ and then sheathing his sword.] I pray you, Beatrice, let your perfect love Give me an arm like Arthur, and a sword As mighty as" the great Excalibur ; For with your favor on mine helm I d ride Resistless to the Holy Sepulchre, Though every Turk and every fiend of Hell Should cross my path to stay me ! BEATRICE. Good my Lord, Press me no more. Truly I cannot say Whether I love you ; God will show right soon. A woman s heart may not be lightly won [Aside.] Or being won may not be lightly lost. GEOFFREY. [Half angrily.] I crave your pardon that I dared to think That you might love. Have you no more to say Before I bid your Ladyship farewell ? BEATRICE. This. That to-morrow if you should go forth To fight the Infidel and safe return, You find a warmer welcome. Rest content My Lord with that. 71 GEOFFREY. [Bowing and turning to leave.} You shall command in all. BEATRICE. [Stopping him with a gesture.} Go not that way, my Lord, but privately By mine own passage to the castle yard. But it is dark and fearful ! Take you then One of those candles on the altar there. Take it not carelessly, for it is blessed, And haply may be fraught with deeper meaning 1 han the mere lighting of a passageway. Truly it might portend your life or death. GEOFFREY. [Amused.} Why since a candle is so great a thing 1 11 make my choice with due solemnity. W hite ! for your soul as pure as yonder moon 1 hat makes all glorious the summer night ; Red ! for the blood that pulses in your cheeks And tells of a true heart; white for your hands fashioned for naught but tender cherishing, Red for the warmth of your unswerving love Why then I ll take BEATRICE. [Greatly agitated.} Geoffrey! My Lord! [Her glance falls on the fruit on the table.] T, Some fruit? 1 o-morrow you will have no dainty fare. [In her excitement she offers him a half of the apple cleft by the dagger.] 72 GEOFFREY. Grammercy, Beatrice ; but I have supped. [He turns to the altar.} BEATRICE. [Almost hysterical.} Stay but a moment ! See, the goblet ! Come, Pledge me your love in a deep draught of wine ! [She fills the goblet with shaking hands.} GEOFFREY. [Holding it high.} I pledge thee mine unwavering constancy ! Thou art my morning and my evening star, My lasting love and my most sure salvation ! [He drinks; then he approaches the altar.} And so I take this one, red, passion red ! [Beatrice, suppressing a scream, stands motionless. Geof frey bows, kisses her hand and turns to leave, bearing the red candle; as he reaches the door she calls him.} BEATRICE. Geoffrey ! [Geoffrey puts down the candle, runs to her and embraces her passionately. For a time they stand silent in the shaft of moonlight.} GEOFFREY. How sweet these lips are, Beatrice ! I have no words to tell my love, nor could The eloquence of angels give the sum. BEATRICE. Silence is better, and a resting here. 73 GEOFFREY. I sought you, Beatrice, as the knights of old Sought for the Grail, that perfect, holy thing Worth a long life of peril and of pain, That yet to those who found it could not give Such healing or such happiness as these. [Kissing her.] BEATRICE. How empty seems the past now, and how strange ! How did I spend my days before I found This love, the whole of life 1 ? GEOFFREY. Your hands, beloved, Bestow a blessing of far greater worth Than holiest benediction of the saints, Nor from the gates of Paradise itself, Opening to choiring of the cherubim, Shines such a splendor as from these dear eyes ; Nor in the realm behind those glorious gates Is comfort or delight as deep as this. BEATRICE. Deeper than Heaven. Have you loved me long? For truly, I have loved since time began. GEOFFREY. Since I first saw you in the garden there, Crocus and daffodil about your feet, Above you apple-blossoms and young leaves Making soft shadows on your hair, and you Fairer than all the spring. BEATRICE. As a flower lies Through the long winter in the dark and cold 74 My heart lay stifled, until like the spring You came and kindled it to life and love. GEOFFREY. If I have come, I shall not pass like spring ; Nor will our passion live a summer s length And die with dying foliage in the fall ; No, t will outlive all seasons and all time, As everlasting as the holy cross, As steadfast as a candle ever burning Before the image of a saint. BEATRICE. [Starting from him.] The candle ! [She turns and gazes at the red candle on the table, as the memory of her grief and shame comes back to her. Then she turns to Geoffrey, takes a ring from her finger and gives it to him.] We part now for a little ; take this ring Cherish and guard it like my love forever. [She takes the red candle and walks to the door of the passageway; then she turns.] And if perchance in some far future time You think but for a moment of this hour, Remember me as one who gave her heart Completely to a perfect love and faith. [Exit Beatrice.] [Geoffrey stands looking at the ring. A terrible sound, half shriek, half groan, is heard in the passage. 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