-usi^ m.i^ '■:,s:-:t4mm^\ V\ REESE LIBRARY OF Till-: UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA. I" ^'o'iveJ MAR 11 1893 , ,8g . \ -Jlccessions No.^'^^^^ Class No ^/k C. t ••.• 'sM.:Mm}^^ff^^^ '■;':^,^':i^'^:. .y.tw, w¥' <*;.; ^^•:* /t:-^ siir^c*^^-- V- #<•$ ^;--k^ SNJN, ^/— a^ BALZAC: A MEMOIR BALZAC'S NOVELS. Translated by Miss K. P. Wormeley. Already Published: PERE GORIOT. DUCHESSE DE LAWGEAIS. RISE AND FALL OF CESAR BIROTTEAU. EUGENIE GRANDET. COUSIN PONS. THE COUNTRY DOCTOR. THE TWO BROTHERS. THE ALKAHEST. MODESTE MIGNON. THE MAGIC SKIN (Peau de Chagrin). COUSIN BETTE. LOUIS LAMBERT. BUREAUCRACY (Les Employes). SERAPHITA. SONS OF THE SOIL. FAME AND SORROW. THE LILY OF THE VALLEY. URSULA. AN HISTORICAL MYSTERY. ROBERTS BROTHERS, Publishers, BOSTON. ' f\e rue • OF THE UNIVEBSITl A MEMOIR OF HoNORE DE Balzac COMPILED AND WRITTEN BY KATHARINE PRESCOTT WORMELEY HERS 3 SOMERSET STREET BOSTON 1892 Copyright, 1892, By Rqberts Brothers. All rights reserved. Sanibersttg ^tes2: John Wilson and Son, Cambridge, U.S.A. CONTENTS. Chapter Pa'ge I. Introductory 1 II. His Sister, Madame Surville's Narra- tive 5 III. Childhood and Youth 47 IV. His Sister's Narrative Continued . . 70 V. Early Manhood 113 VI. Literary Life 149 VII. Judgment of Contemporary Friends . 192 VIII. His Sister's Narrative Concluded . . 231 IX. Retrospective 258 X. Last Years 291 Appendix 351 Index 365 ILLUSTRATIONS. A Portrait of Balzac, taken one hour after DEATH, BY EuGENE GiRAUD Frontispiece Madame de Balzac considered this the best likeness of her husband ; she bequeathed it to her niece, Mnie. de Saint- Yves, who allowed Lord Lytton to take a photograph of it. Lord Lytton, in turn, permitted the publisher of " Le Livre Moderne " to cop}' it, and it was first given to the world in that periodical, Sept. 10, 1891. A Sketch of the Prison of the College de Vendome 53 Drawn from nature b}' A. Queyroy for Cliampfleur3''s pamphlet, " Balzac au College." EBSITl HONORE^l^E^ALZAa CHAPTER I. INTRODUCTORY. A COMPLETE life of Balzac cannot be written at the present time, and possibly never can be. The necessary documents either do not exist or they are not obtain- able. Unpublished letters and papers there are, in pos- session of the compatriot who best understood him and who ought to write his life, if it be ever written, — the Vicomte de Spoelberch de Lovenjoul ; but it is doubtful if even these papers will throw light on that inner self which Balzac's own will, aided by circumstances, with- drew from the knowledge of others. There are periods in his life when he disappears. Nearly the whole of what he was to himself, what his own being was, what were the influences that moulded it, how that eye that saw the manifold lives of others saw his own life, how that soul which crowned its earthly work with a vision of the Living Word was nurtured, — what that soul was, in short, has been concealed from sight. Wiien he reappears, it is chiefly as he was seen and known bj^ his literary friends and associates in Paris ; bearing up against the trials of a hard life with his hearty Tourainean gaj'ety, battling for his rights with 2 Honore de Balzac. editors and publishers, and letting the reaction from his heavy toil and from the inward stress of his spirit have full swing in the eccentric joviality which was a phase of his nature. This is almost the sole aspect under which the man, taken apart from his work, has been made known to the world. The men who saw him thus, his literary associates, had the ear of the pubUc, and to this day their books and publications, with two or three exceptions, remain, not false perhaps, but mis- leading, — so misleading that they have concealed the real man and have forced us to look at the feet of the statue, not suffering us to see its head. Unfortunately, the}^ are the text-books from which the present gener- ation of writers and readers derive their ideas of Balzac in his manhood. Of his childhood and early youth his sister Laure, Madame Surville, has written a charmingly sincere and simple narrative. If read in connection with the parts of Balzac's books which are derived from that period of his life, a sufficient idea of him as child and youth will be obtained by those who will take some pains to study the subject. But Madame Surville pauses on the thresh- old of his manhood. She gives certain facts of his struggling life, and relates his conduct under them ; but to the man himself, the matured spirit, the great soul who has bequeathed to us so rich a legac}^, we are left without a guide. Madame Surville says, at the close of her little book, written six years after his death, that the time might come when she would complete her account of his life and show another aspect of his character ; but the time, apparently-, never came. The next authentic source of information, his corres- Honors de Balzac. 3 pondence, throws much invaluable light on his ideas and opinions about his books, and also (in the letters to Madame Hanska) on the closing years of his life ; but on the formative years of his youth and early man- hood they are silent. By his own will, apparently, little trace of his real self at that period, or in his middle manhood, remains, except as it ma}- be found in his writings. Of the records left by the contemporaries who knew him, that of Theophile Gautier is incomparably the best. Materialist himself, and seeing Balzac chiefly on his material side, which was very strong and real, he nevertheless has left us almost the only true apprecia- tion of Balzac's spirit shown in the writings of those who came in contact with him. It would seem as though the sincere affection which united them gave him insight, if not intuition. Scattered among the writings of his associates are a few just estimates of Balzac as a man ; but even these are derived from a one-sided knowledge of him. George Sand, with her broad, generous, and loving spirit, knew him personally, and comprehended him in her waj\ Champfleur}^ saw him at the close of his life for a short time only, but he has made a good portrait of him, and records the fact that having read all which up to that time had been written of Balzac, he found nothing useful or representative. It is from tliese various sources, and from two vol- umes written by contemporaries which have done much to mislead the judgment of the world (those of Leon Gozlan and Edmond Werdet) that all memoirs and studies of Balzac as a man have been derived. In fact, the latter are mostly' reproductions of the former, put 4 Honors de Balzac, into the language of the compilers, and overlaid with fanciful additions (as in the case of Gabriel Ferry's "Amies de Balzac"), which often obscure real facts, or put them out of focus. The sole object of the present volume is to present Balzac to American readers. This memoir is intended to precede the American translations of his work. Translated work is necessarily addressed to those who have not easy access to originals. Bearing this in mind, it has been thought best to go back to the only authentic sources of information and present them in their own words, with such simple elucidations as a close intercourse with Balzac's mind, necessitated by conscientious translation, naturally gives, — an inter- course which cannot be wholly confined to the work of such a mind but, if it exists at all, must reach to the spirit that produced the work. The reader is asked to remember that this memoir is meant to be a presentation of the man,* and not of his work, except as it was a part of himself. Three fourths of that work, in translation, is, or will be, before the American public which will thus have the means of judging for itself. In giving this volume to the public sincere thanks are offered to those who have encouraged and promoted it : to M. le Vicomte de Spoelberch de Lovenjoul for the more than courtesy, the cordial kindness with which he answered inquiries ; and to Prof. Edward S. Holden, LL.D., etc., Director of the Lick Observatory, University of California^ for his sympathetic and inspir- ing advice. Honore de Balzac, CHAPTER II. HIS SISTER, MADAME SURVILLE'S NARRATIVE.^ I FEEL it a duty to my brother and to the world to publish certain details which, at the present da}', I alone can give, in order that a true and faithful biogra- phy may at some future time be written of the author of the Comedie Humaine. Balzac's friends have urged me to cut short as soon as possible the legendary tales which never fail to collect around illustrious names and so prevent the growth of errors which might come in time to be believed, as to my brother's character and the circumstances of his life. I full}' understand that it is best for me to tell the facts now, while a goodly number of persons are still living to confirm them. The Comedie Humaine has excited almost as much antagonism as appreciation. Quite recently certain critics have harshly judged it in the name of religion and morality, — two powers which the opponents of all great renowns have ever sought to summon on their side. I believe that never, at any period of French history, has there been a painter of manners and morale 1 Balzac, sa vie et ses oeuvres, d'apres sa correspondance, par Mrae. L. Surville, nee de Balzac. 1 vol. Calmann Le'vy, Paris, 1878. The book was first published in 1856. 6 Honor e de Balzac, who has not incurred the reproach of immorality ; but I find it difficult to imagine what sort of literature would be the outcome of the principles such critics are seeking to impose upon writers, if those who profess them were to put them into practice. For instance, would they succeed in proving that Balzac was mis- taken in his belief that the novel of social life and morals cannot avoid the contrasts of light and shade, and that mankind cannot be rightly instructed by the picture of their virtues only ? I have neither the power nor the desire to argue against such judgments ; I am not seeking in these pages to defend my brother. Time, which has laid its chrism upon many a genius insulted and rejected in its day, will assign him his place in the literature of his country. On that judge, who alone is impartial and infallible, we must rely. My brother was born at Tours, May 16, 1799, Saint- Honore's day. The name pleased m}" father, and though it had no precedent in either line of the family, he gave it to his son. My mother had lost her first child by endeavoring to nurse it herself A wet-nurse for little Honore was therefore chosen, who lived just outside the gates of the town in an airy house sur- rounded by gardens. My father and mother were so satisfied with this woman that they put me with her and left my brother in her care after he was weaned. He was nearly four j-ears old when we returned to- gether to our father's house. Honore's fine health saved our mother from those latent anxieties which commonly find expression in ten- der solicitude and the indulgences which spoil a child, Honore de Balzac. 7 but are so dear to it. In those da3's chiklren did not pla}^ the important part now assigned to them in many families. They were not brought into notice ; they were kept children ; and, above all, they were trained in re- spect and obedience to their parents. Our governess, Mademoiselle Delahaye, may have had too much zeal in this direction, for it is certain that, with respect and obedience, she also inspired us with fear. My brother long remembered the small terrors that beset us when she took us to bid good-morning to our mother, or when we entered the latter's presence to wish her good-night. To us these were solemn ceremonies, though repeated dail^'. It is true that by certain signs, previously agreed upon with Mademoiselle, our mother saw (on our faces, she said) the traces of our misdeeds which drew down upon us her stern displeasure, for she alone had the right to punish or reward us. The result was that Honore was neither petted nor transformed into a prodig3' at an age when a child understands its parent's love only through smiles and kisses. If he showed at an early age any sign of the qualities which were destined to make him famous no one remarked it, and no one has since recalled it. He was a charming child; his joyous temper, his smiling, well-cut lips, his great brown eyes, both soft and brilliant, his high fore- head, and his wealth of black hair made him an object of admiration when we were taken to walk in the public promenades. FamiW surroundings react so powerfully on the char- acters of children, and exert such influence on their fate that some account of our parents seems to me quite necessary. It will, moreover, serve to explain 8 Honors de Balzac. the first events of my brother's youth. Our father, born in Languedoc in 1746, was advocate of the Council under Louis XVI. His profession led him into rela- tions with the notabilities of that time, and with the men whom the "Revolution brought to the surface and made famous. These affiliations enabled him in 1793 to save more than one of his old friends- and former protectors. Such services exposed him to some danger, and a very influential Conventional, who felt an interest in citizen Balzac, hastened to remove him from the sight and memory of Robespierre by sending him to the North to organize a commissariat for the army. Thrown thus by chance into the War department, my father remained in it, and was in charge of the com- missariat of the Twenty-second Military Division when he married, in 1797, the daughter of one of his supe- riors, then director of the Paris hospitals. Subsequently, he lived nineteen 3'ears in Tours, where he bought a house and some landed property in the vicinity of the town. At the end of ten years it was proposed to ap- point him ma3'or, but he declined the honor, not wishing to give up the management of a large hospital which he had taken upon himself. He feared he should not find time to properly fulfil these triple functions. My father was a mixture of Montaigne, Rabelais, and my uncle Toby in his philosophy, his originality, and his goodness of heart ; and he had, like my uncle Toby, a predominant idea. That idea was health. He managed his life with the view of living as long as pos- sible. He calculated, from the number of years re- quired to bring a man to perfect maturity, that his life ought to last one hundred 3'ears and more ; to attain Honore de Balzac. 9 that 7nore he took the most extraordinary care of him- self, and was constantly on the watch to maintain what he called the " equilibrium of the vital forces." And a mighty labor it was, truly ! His fatherly solicitude still further increased this desire for longevity. When forty-five years of age, not having married, and not expecting to do so, he had put the bulk of his property into life annuities, half on the Grand-livre [the Public Funds], half with Lafarge's bank, then just established, he being one of its largest shareholders. When he died in 1829, at the age of eighty-three, from the effects of an accident, he was receiving an income of twelve thousand francs from this source. The reduction of interest, anc^ tho^aste which took place in the admin- istration oi^neTontine diminished his immediate rev- enues, but his green old age seemed to justify his hope of sharing with the State the immense capital of the Tontine by the extinction of all the other shareholders of his class, — a result which might have repaired the ■wrong he did to his family by the investment. This hope had passed into a conviction with him, and he was constantly urging his familj^ to preserve their health so that they migiit enjoy the millions he should leave them. This conviction, which we all shared, made him happy and consoled him under the reverses which over- took him at the close of his life. " No matter, Lafarge will put everything right," he used to say. His originality, which became proverbial at Tours, was quite as marked in his talk as in his actions ; he said and did nothing like other people ; Hoffmann might have used him as a type for one of his creations. My fa- ther was wont to scoff at other men who, as he declared, 10 Honor e de Balzac. were toiling incessantl}' for their own misfortunes. He could not meet a poor sickly or deformed being without railing at the parents, and, above all, at the rulers who did not give as much care to the preservation of the human race as they did to that of animals ; and he held certain singular theories on this debatable subject, which he propounded in a manner no less singular. " But wh}' give them to the world?" he used to say, walking up and down the room in his wadded gown of puce-colored silk, his chin buried in a huge cravat cher- ished from the days of the Director}'. ' ' The}^ would call me an ' original ' " (a term which greatlj' angered him), " and there would n't be one poor ricketj^ being the less. Has any philosopher, except Cervantes, who gave the death-blow to knight-errantrj^, ever been able to correct humanity ? — that palsied being, alwa3's 3'oung always old, which keeps alive somehow — happily for us and our successors," he would add, with a laugh. But he never scoffed at humanity unless he was un- able to succor it, as he proved on man}' occasions. Epidemics broke out in the hospital, especiall}' after the return of the soldiers from Spain ; at such times my father took up his abode in the hospital building, and forgetting his own health to watch over that of others, he displa3'ed a zeal which in him was devotion. He put down man}- abuses without fearing the enmities that sort of courage invites ; and he introduced great and beneficent improvements, such, for instance, as work-shops for the old men, for whom he obtained wages. His memory, his spirit of observation, and his gift of repartee were not less remarkable than his originality. Honors de Balzac. 11 He remembered after an interval of twenty years the exact words that were said to him. At seventy years of age, meeting unexpectedly a friend of his childhood, he spoke to him, without the least hesitation, in the dialect of their province, though he had not retuinied there since he left it at fourteen. His keen observation enabled him more than once to predict the success or failure of men whom the world appreciated far other- wise than as he judged them ; time often proved the justice of his prophec^^ As for his repartees, they never failed him under any circumstances. I remem- ber that some one read aloud an article on a centenarian (not allowed, as will readily be imagined, to pass in silence), and m}" father, against his usual custom, in- terrupted the reader to exclaim enthusiastically, "He Uved wisel}', and did not squander his health in ex- cesses, like the imprudent 30uth of the present day." It turned out, however, that this wise man was in the habit of getting drunk, and (this in my father's eyes was an enormity against health) ate a supper every night. " Well," he said, without a sign of discompos- ure, " he shortened his life, that 's all." When Honore was of an age to understand and ap- preciate his father the latter was a fine old man still full of energy, with courteous manners, speaking sel- dom, and rarely of himself, indulgent to youth, with which he was in sympathy, leaving to all the liberty he demanded for himself, possessed of a sound and upright judgment, in spite of his eccentricities, and a temper so equable, a character so kind that he made his home happy to all about him. His fine education enabled him to follow with delisfht the advance of science and 12 Honore de Balzac. of social amelioration, the future of which he foresaw from the start. His wise remarks and his many curious anecdotes helped his son greatl}- to a knowledge of life, and supplied him with the subject of more than one of his books. M3" mother, who was rich and beautiful and very much younger than her husband, had a rare vivacity of mind and imagination, an unwearying activit}", great firmness of decision, and boundless devotion to her family. Her love for her children brooded over them, but she expressed it more by actions than b}" words. Her whole life proved her love ; she forgot herself for us, and this self-forgetfulness brought misfortunes upon her which she bore courageousl3\ Her last and bitter- est trial was to survive, at the age of seventy, her glorious son, and to succor him in his last moments ; she prayed beside his dying bed, supported by that religious faith which enabled her to exchange her earthly hopes for those of heaven. Those who knew my father and my mother will con- firm the truth of these brief sketches. The qualities of the author of the Comedie Humaine are undoubtedly the logical result of those of our parents ; from our father he derived his originalit}", memory, spirit of observation, and judgment ; from our mother, his ac- tivity and imagination ; and from both, his energy and kindheartedness. Honore was the eldest among two sisters and two brothers. Our sister, Laurence, died a 5'oung woman after five j^ears of married life. Our brother, Henry, went to the colonies, where he married and settled. At Honore's birth all things combined to promise him Honors de Balzac. 13 a fine future. Our mother's fortune, that of our mater- nal grandmother, who lived with her daughter from the time she became a widow, the salary and the annuities of our father made a handsome income for the family. My mother devoted herself wholl}' to the education of her children, and thought herself obliged to treat them with severity to neutralize the effects of the indulgence shown to us by our father and grandmother. This sever- ity repressed the tender feelings of little Honore, who, was also reserved and sh\' in presence of his father's age and gravity. This state of things was profitable to fraternal affection, which was certainly the first feel- ing to bud and blossom in his heart. I was only two years younger than Honore, and in the same situation as he towards our parents. Brought up together in our nurse's home we loved each other tenderlj'. My recol- lections of his tenderness date far back. I have not forgotten the headlong rapidity with which he ran to save me from tumbling down the three high steps without a railing which led from our nurse's room to the garden.* His loving protection continued after we returned to our father's house, where more than once he allowed himself to be punished for my faults without betraying me. Once, when I came upon the scene in time to accuse myself of the wrong, he said: "Don't acknowledge next time ; I like to be punished for you." Such pure and artless devotion is never forgotten. Our affection was fostered still farther by propi- tious circumstances. We lived together, then and later, in a confidence and close intimacy which had no limits. Throughout his life I knew my brother's joys and troubles, and I had, at all times, the precious 14 Honors de Balzac. privilege of consoling him : that certainty is now my joy- The greatest event of his childhood was a journey to Paris, where my mother took him in 1804, to show him to his grandparents. They were delighted with their pretty little grandson, and showered him with gifts and kisses. Little accustomed to such petting, Honore re- turned to Tours with his head full of joyous memories and his heart filled with love for those dear grand- parents, about whom he talked to me incessantl}^ de- scribing them as best he could, also their house, their beautiful garden, not forgetting Mouche, the big watch- dog, with whom he had struck up an intimac3\ This visit to Paris gave food to his imagination for a long time. Our grandmother was fond of relating his say- ings and doings on this occasion, especiallj' the follow- ing. One evening she had sent for a magic-lantern. Honore, not seeing his friend Mouche among the audi- ence, jumped up, calling out in a tone of authority : " Stop ! stop ! " (Probably he felt himself master in his grandfather's house.) Then he left the room and presently returned, dragging the dog, to whom he said : "Sit you there, Mouche, and look at the show ; it won't cost you anything, for grandpapa pays." Some months after this trip Honore's brown silk jacket and handsome blue belt were changed for mourn- ing garments. His dear grandpapa was dead, struck down by apoplexy. It was the child's first grief; he wept bitterly when told that he would never again see his grandfather, and the recollection of the kind old man remained so present to his mind that on one occasion, long after the sad event, seeing me go off Honore de Balzac, 15 into a wild burst of laughter while 1113' mother was rep- rimanding me, he endeavored to put a stop to such tempestuous gayetj', which threatened serious con- sequences, b}' putting his lips to my ear and saying in tragic tones : — '-'- Think on the death of your grandpapa ! " Ineffectual succor, alas ! as I had never seen m}^ grandpapa, and knew nothing as yet of death. Thus the only words that we can recall of Honore's first years showed kindness of heart rather than intelli- gence. I remember, however, that he did show imag- ination in some of those childish games which George Sand has so well described in her Memoirs. My brother improvised little comedies, which amused us (not always the case with greater ones). For hours together he would twang the strings of a little red vio- lin, while his radiant face expressed the belief that he was making melody ; consequently, he was much sur- prised when I entreated him to stop a noise which might have set his friend Mouche to howling. " Don't you hear how pretty it is ? " he would say. Like other children, he read with eager interest all those fairy- tales in which catastrophes, more or less dramatic, made him cry. Perhaps they inspired him with other tales, for sometimes to his usual bewildering loquacity there succeeded long periods of silence which were attributed to fatigue, but which may really have been reveries carrying him, even then, to imaginary worlds. When he was seven years of age he was taken from the da}^ school at Tours and sent to the seminary at Vendome, then very celebrated. We went to see him regularly at Easter of every year, and also on the 16 Honors de Balzac. days when prizes were distributed ; but he was seldom crowned ; reproaches were more plentiful than praises for hira on those great da3's which he awaited so im- patiently, and out of which he expected such delight. He remained seven 3'ears at this school, and during that time he had no holidays. The memory of those days inspired him with the first part of Louis Lambert. In that part he and Louis Lambert are one ; it is Bal- zac in two persons. The school routine, the small events of his daily life, what he suffered and what he thought, all is true ; even the Treatise on the Will which one of the professors (whom he names) burned without reading in his anger at finding it in place of a theme which he had ordered the boy to do. My brother always regretted the loss of that paper, regarding it as a proof of his intellect at that period. He was fourteen years of age when Monsieur Mares- chal, the head of the school, wrote to our mother, be- tween Easter and the prize-giving, to come at once and remove her son. He was attacked with a sort of coma, which was all the more alarming to his masters because the}' saw no cause for it. My brother was to them an idle scholar ; they could not, therefore, attrib- ute this peculiar affection of the brain to intellectual fatigue. Honor^, who had become thin and pun}-, was like a somnambulist sleeping with open ej'es ; he heard scarcely an}' of the questions that were addressed to him, and could not reply when asked abrupth', ''What are you thinking of?" "Where are 3'ou?" This extraordinary state, which in after j'ears he fully understood, came from a sort of congestion of ideas (to use his own expression). He had read, unknown Honor e de Balzac. 17 to his masters, the greater part of the rich librarj- of the college, vvliich had been formed by the learned Orato- rian founders and proprietors of this vast institution, where more than three hundred lads were educated at a time. It was in the punishment cells, to which he was sent almost daily, that he devoured these serious books, which developed his mind at the expense of his body at an age when the pli3'sical powers should be exercised at least as much as the intellectual. No one in the family has ever forgotten the amazement caused by Honore's appearance when his mother brought him back from Vendome. " See how a college returns to us the blooming children we trust to it ! " said our grandmother, mournfull3\ My father, at first very anxious at the state of his son, was soon reassured when he saw that the change of scene, the fine air and the beneficent effect of home life sufficed to restore the liveliness and gayety of the lad in the adolescent period which was just beginning for him. Little by httle the classification of ideas took place in his vast memory, where he already regis- tered the beings and the events which were about him ; these recollections were put to use later in his pictures of provincial life. Impelled by a vocation of which, as yet, he knew nothing, he was instinctively led to books and to observations which prepared the way for his future toil and made it fruitful ; he amassed ma- terials without knowing the use to which they were destined. Certain types in the Comidie Humaine belong undoubtedly to this period. In the long walks which our mother made him take, 2 18 Honor e de Balzac. lie already admired with an artist's e3'e the tender seener}' of his dear Touraine which afterwards he de- scribed so well. He would sometimes stop short with enthusiasm before those glorious sunsets which illumine with such picturesque effects the gothic steeples of Tours, the scattered villages on the hill-slopes, and that beautiful Loire, alwa^'s so majestic and covered with sails of every size and shape. But our mother, more solicitous about his exercise than his reveries, obliged him to fly the kite of our little brother, or to run with iny sister and me. He would then forget all about the landscape, and be the youngest and the gayest of the four children who surrounded their mother. But it was not so in the cathedral of Saint-Gatien, to which she took us regularly on fete-days. There, Honore might dream at his leisure, and nought of the poetr3^ and the splendor of that noble church was lost upon him. He noticed all, — from the marvellous effects of hght pro- duced by the old stained windows, and the mists of incense enveloping, as with a veil, the officiating priests, to the pomps of the divine service, rendered all the more imposing by the presence of the cardinal-arch- bishop. The countenances of the priests, which he studied dail}', enabled him later to describe the abbes Birotteau and Lorau, and the cure Bonnet, whose tran- quillity of soul forms so fine a contrast to the agitations of remorse which torture the repentant Veronique.^ This church had made so great an impression on him that the mere name of Saint-Gatien awakened a world of memories in which the fresh and pure sensations of early youth, and the religious feelings which never left 1 In the Cur€ de Village. Honors de Balzac. 19 him throughout his life, were mingled with the ideas of manhood already germinating in that powerful brain. He attended the lectures of the college course, and studied under his father's roof with tutors. Already he began to say that the world would talk of him some day ; a speech that made us laugh, and which became the text for endless witticisnis. In the name of his \ future fame we made him submit to innumerable little tortures, preludes to the greater tortures he was to bear as the cost of his acquired glor3\ This youthful appren- ticeship was far from useless. He accepted all such teasing with a heartier laugh than ours, (he was always laughing in those most happy days). Never was a nature more amiable than his, and 3'et never did any one develop so young the desire and the intuitive expectation of fame. But we were far from increasing or encouraging this desire. My brother, who was, as I have alread}' said, somewhat repressed b}- awe, thought much more than he ever said in presence of his father and mother. They, of course, being unable to judge him from a full knowledge of what he was, regarded him, like his mas- ters, as an ordinary boy who had to be prodded and forced to do his lessons in Greek and Latin. Our mother, who more particularly took the management of him, had so little suspicion of what her elder son al- ready was that she attributed to accident the sagacious remarks and observations which sometimes escaped him. " You certainly cannot know what j'ou are talk- ing about, Honore," she would say to him. He, for all answer, would look at her with the sagacious, or the quizzical, or the kindly smile with which nature had 20 Honors de Balzac, endowed him. This mute and 3'et eloquent protest was called impertinence if our mother chanced to see it ; for Honore, not daring to argue with her, was unable to explain either his thoughts or his smile. The repres- sion which our elders exercise over genius, the injustices which wound it, the obstacles that are put in its way, maj' possibly double its strength and give more vigor to its wing. At any rate, one likes to think so. At the close of the year 1814 my father was sum- moned to Paris and placed in charge of the commissa- riat of the First division of the army. Honore finished his studies with Monsieur Lepitre, rue Saint Louis, and with MM. Sganzer and Beuzelin, rue de Thorigny in the Marais, where we lived. He was not more thought of in those institutions than he had been at Vendome. While doing his exercises in Rhetoric he first became attracted to the beaut}^ of the French language. I have preserved one of his competitive compositions (a speech of the wife of Brutus to her husband after the condemnation of her sons). The anguish of the mother is given with great force, and mj^ brother's all-powerful faculty of entering into the souls of his personages is already noticeable. His studies over, Honore returned for tlie third time to his father's house. This was in 1816. He was then a handsome 3'outh, seventeen and a half years old, full of health and vigor ; no study tired him ; a smile was always on his lips ; he was indeed a fine 3'oung lad, the very personification of happiness. M3' mother regarded work as the basis of all education, and she thoroughly un- derstood the business of employing time. Consequently she did not allow her son one idle moment. He received Honors de Balzac. 21 lessons in all those sciences which had been neglected in his schools, and he attended the lectures at the Sor- bonne. I still remember the enthusiasm he felt at the eloquent extempore speeches of such men as Ville- maiu, Guizot, Cousin, and others. Glowing with in- terest, he would repeat them, trying to associate us in these jo3's and enable us to comprehend them. He wouid rush to the public libraries to stud}- books and so prepare himself to profit more by the teachings of those illustrious professors. During his peregrinations through the Latin quarter he bought, from the book- stalls along the quays, many rare and precious books which he had learned how to choose. They were the nucleus of that fine librarj' which his constant relations with publishers in after days enabled him to render so complete, — a library which he wished to bequeath to his native town, until the indifference shown to him by his townsmen whenever he returned to Tours wounded him so deeply that he resigned this intention. Monsieur Brun, the present prefect of the Indre-et- Loire, a former schoolmate of Honore at Vendorae, has lately, in conjunction with the mayor, Monsieur Mame, brother of the celebrated publisher who brought out Balzac's first works, placed an inscription on the house where the author of the Comedie Humaine was born. This is not the house, however, in which he passed his childhood. My father's residence now belongs to Ma- dame la Comtesse d'Outremont, a friend of our famil3\ It was formerly numbered 29 in the long street which divides the town and crosses it from the bridge to the Avenue de Grammont. The relations and friends of Balzac would have been greatly astonished in 1817, and 22 Honors de Balzac. even later, to have been told that he would one day merit this honor paid to his memory, and still more amazed had the announcement been made to them that the street in Paris in which he died was to bear his name, and that a noble procession of great men would follow him to his last resting-place. The}^ would not have known how to reply to such prophecies, for, in spite of the vivacious mind which was beginning to make itself felt in Honore, no one believed as yet in his intellect. It is true that he chattered a great deal, amused himself with nonsense like a child, and showed a good-humor and at times a guilelessness which often made him our butt. Still, we might have observed at the time, had we paid attention to it, the attraction which he felt to thoughtful minds and solid conversa- tions. Above all he liked to listen to an old friend of our grandmother, Mademoiselle de R , who had been intimately connected with Beaumarchais, and who lived in the same house that we lived in. M3' brother loved to make her talk of that celebrated man until, thanks to her details, he knew Beaumarchais's life so well that he might have furnished the materials for the fine biograph}' that Monsieur de Lomenie has lately published. M}' father wished his son to stud3' law, pass through all the examinations, and spend three years in a law- 3'er's and in a notary's office, so as to learn the de- tails of legal procedure together with the form and terms of deeds. A man's education was not complete, according to ni}' father's ideas, if he did not have a knowledge of ancient and modern legislation, and, above all, of the laws of his own country. Honore Honore de Balzac. 23 therefore entered the law office of Monsieur do Mer- ville, a friend of ours. Monsieur Scribe had just left it. After eighteen months spent in this office he was received into that of Monsieur Passez, notary, where he remained for the same length of time. Monsieur Passez lived in the same house with us, and was also one of our intimates. These circumstances will ex- plain the fidelity of the descriptions of legal offices which is so observable in the Comedie Humaine, and the profound legal knowledge therein revealed. I once found a copy of Cesar Blrottecm among the legal works of a Parisian barrister, and he told me that the work was an excellent one to consult in the matter of bankruptcy. , My brother led a busy life during these 3'ears ; for, independently of the time spent in these offices and on the work given him to do b}' his masters, he had also to prepare himself for successive examinations. But his activity, his memor\-, and his natural faculty were such that lie often found time to finish his evenings with a game of whisf or boston with my grandmotiier, at which the kind and gentle old lad}' would contrive, ^by some voluntary imprudence or inattention, to let him win her money, whicli he devoted to the purchase of his books. He always loved those games in mem- ory of her ; and the recollection of her sayings and of her gestures used to come to him like a happiness which, as he said, he wrested from a tomb. Occasion all}' Honore accompanied us to a ball ; but having unfortunately slipped and fallen, in spite of the lessons he had taken from the Opera danciiig-master, he renounced the practice of dancing, so much did the 24 Honore de Balzac. smiles of the women who saw him fall rankle in his mind ; and he vowed then to master society in some better wa}' than by the graces and talents of a drawing- room ; from that time forth he was a spectator only in festal scenes which, later in life, he utilized in his books. At twenty-one he had ended his legal studies and passed all his examinations. My father now confided to him the plans he had made for his future, which would undoubtedly have led him to wealth ; but wealth was then the least of Honore's desires. My father had formerl}' protected a man whom he met again in 1814 as a notary- in Paris. The latter, being ver}^ grateful and desirous of returning to the soji the service he had received from the father, offered to take Honore into his office and leave him his practice at the end of a few j^ears. My father's security for part of the expenses, a prosperous marriage, and certain regular advances from the splendid income of the practice would have cleared the position of incumbrance in a very few years. But imagine Balzac bending, for ten 3'ears perhaps, over deeds of sale, marriage contracts, inventories, — he who was now aspiring secretly to literary fame ! His, stupefaction was great when the plan was divulged to him. But he openly stated his wishes, and then it was our father's turn to be stupefied. A livel}' discussion followed. Honore eloquently combated the powerful reasons given to him ; and his looks, words, and tones . revealed so genuine a vocation that my father granted him two years in which to give proofs of his talent. This fine legal chance thus thrown away explains the severity with which he was afterwards treated, and Honors de Balzac. 25 also the hatred which he always felt to the notarial profession, — a hatred which may be noticed in several of his books. My father did not yield to Honore's wishes without regrets, which vexatious events increased. He had just been retired from active service, and he had lost money in two enterprises. In short, we went to live in a country house which he had lately bought at Ville- parisis, about sixteen miles from Paris. Fathers of families will understand the uneasiness of our parents under these circumstances. M}- brother had given no proof of literary talent, and he had his way to make ; it was, therefore, reasonable to desire a less doubtful career for him than that of literature. For one vocation like that which Honore declared he felt (and which he did indeed justify so grandly) how many mediocrities have been suffered to drift into hopeless careers hy such indulgence ! Consequentl}', this yielding of my father to his son's wishes was regarded as a weakness and generally blamed b}' the friends who took an in- terest in our welfare. *' He was allowing Honore to waste the most precious years of his life. Did the career of a literary man ever, under any circumstances, lead to fortune? Had Honore the makings of a man of genius? They doubted if What would these friends have said of my father's weakness if he had told them of the offer that had been made to him and refused ? One intimate friend who was somewhat brusque and very dictatorial declared that in his opinion Honore was only good for a copying-clerk. The poor fellow wrote a good hand^ to quote the expression of a writing master who had taught him after leaving Vendome. 26 Honore de Balzac. " If I were in 3^0111' place/' added this friend, " I should not hesitate to put Honore in some government clerk- ship, where, with your influence, he will soon manage to support himself." Mj father, however, judged his son ditlerenth' at this time ; and (his theories aiding) he believed in the intellect of his children. He contented himself with smiling at such advice, holding firm all the while to his own way. It is to be presumed that his friends left him that evening deploring to each other his paternal blindness. My mother, less confiding than her husband, thought that a little hardship would soon bring Honor6 to sub- mission. She therefore installed him, just before we moved from Paris, in a small attic room, chosen b}" him for its nearness to the Bibliotheque de I'Arsenal, the onl}' librarj- unknown to him, and where he now proposed to work. She furnished this room with the strict necessaries of a bed, table, and a few chairs ; the allowance which she made to her son for his living would certainlv not have sufficed for his bare wants if she had not left behind her in Paris an old woman, for man}' 3'ears attached to our service, whom she charged to keep an eye upon him. It was this woman whom he calls Iris in his letters.^ To pass suddenl}' from a comfortable home where everything was abundant to the solitude of a garret, where all comfort was lacking to him, was surely a hard transition. But Honore made no complaint of this lodging, where, in truth, he found freedom, and to which he carried the glorious hopes which his first liter- Sivy disappointments were unable to extinguish. It 1 This attic room was in the house No. 9 rue Lesdiguieres. Honors de Balzac. 27 was then that his correspondence with me began, — a correspondence tenderly preserved, and now so full of dear and precious memories. I ask. indulgence for the familiar playfulness of the first few extracts which I now quote. That ver}' familiarity is their natural plea for it. I cannot suppress them, for they picture in a striking way the rudiments of my brother's character ; and I believe that the gradual development of such a mind is interesting to follow. In his first letter, after enumerating the costs of moving (items which had no other purpose than to show our mother he was alread}'' short of money) he confides to me that he has taken a servant. "Paris, April! 2, 1819. *' ' A servant, brother ! — what are you thinking of! * ''Yes, a servant; with a name as queer as that of Dr. Nacquart's servant. His was called Tranquil ; mine is named Myself. And a bad bargain he is, truly ! Myself is lazy, clumsy, thoughtless. His mas- ter is hungry or thirst\', and often enough he has neither bread nor water to give him ; he does n't even know how to shield him from the wind, which whistles through the door and window, like Tulou in his flute — but less agreeably. As soon as I am awake I ring for M3'self and he makes my bed. Then he sweeps the room, and clumsy he is at it. '''Myself!' " ' Yes, sir.* "'Look at that cobweb with the big fly buzzing in it till I'm half giddy with the noise — and the fluff under the bed — and the dust on the window-panes which blinds me.' 28 Honors de Balzac, " The lazy beggar gazes at me and does n't stir, and yet, in spite of all his defects, I can't get rid of that unintelligent Myself. . . . '' Don't be surprised that I write on half a sheet of paper, with a bad pen, and that I talk nonsense. I must be careful of my expenditures, and I economize everywhere, in writing and in mind, as you see." In his second letter he excuses the first, which our mother had thought too careless. " Tell mamma 1 work so hard that writing to you is recreation, for then I go — saving your dignity and my own — like Sancho's ass browsing on anything I get hold of. No, I won't make rough copies — for shame ! the heart knows nothing of rough copies. If I don't punctuate, and if I don't read over what I have written, it is that you may have to read and reread it, and think of me a long time. There ! I '11 fling my pen to the geese if that is n't a refinement of sentiment worthy of a woman. . . . "Let me tell you, mademoiselle, that economy reigns here for the purpose of buj-ing a piano ; when my mother brings 3'ou to see me 3'ou will find one. I have taken all dimensions ; by setting back the walls a piano can be got in. If m}^ landlord objects to the expense I shall add it to the cost of the piano, and Rousseau's Dream [a piece by Cramer then much in vogue] shall echo in my garret, where a need of dreams makes itself felt." What work he meditates ! novels, comedies, comic operas, tragedies are all upon his list of things to be done. He is like a child with so many words to say he Honors de Balzac, 29 does not know where to begin. First, it is Stella and Coqsigrue^ two booivs that never saw the light. Of his projected comedies I remember only Les Deitx Philosophes^ which he would certainly have taken up again in after years had he lived. The pair scoffed at each other and quarrelled incessantly (like friends, Honore said, when relating the plot). These philos- ophers while despising the vanities of the world strug- gled with each other to obtain them ; and their failure to do so finally reconciled them to each other, by caus- ing both to curse the odious selfishness of the human race. For which of these works could it have been that he so urgently wanted our father's Tacitus, a work that was lacking to the librarj^ of the Arsenal? This want was the subject of his next letter. *' I positively must have father's Tacitus ; he can't want it now that he is so full of China and the Bible." My father, a great admirer of the Chinese (perhaps because of their longevity as a nation), was at this time reading those thick volumes of the Jesuit mission- aries who were the first to describe China. He was also engaged in making notes to a precious edition which he possessed of the Bible, a book which at all times called forth his admiration. "June, 1819. *' You can easily find out where the key of the library is kept. Papa is not always at liome ; he does go to walk ; and miller Godard is at hand to bring me Tacitus. " By the bye, Coqsigrue is beyond my powers, as 3'et. I must ruminate over it and take time before writing. "My dear, I don't like your historical studies and your 30 Honore de Balzac, maps of the centuries. Why do you * amuse * 3'our- self (what a word to use ! ) in rewriting Blair? Get him out of the Ubrary — you will find him close to Tacitus — and learn him by heart. But what good will that do you? A girl knows enough historj' when she does n't jumble up Hannibal with Caesar, and doesn't take Thra- symene for a general, or Pharsalia for a Roman matron. Read Plutarch and books of that calibre, and you will be freighted for life without losing any of 3-our de- lightful claims to womanhood. You don't want to be a femme savante^ fie ! " I dreamed deliciously last night ; I was reading the Tacitus you sent me. '' Talma is playing Auguste in Cinna. I am terribly afraid I can't resist going to see hira — madness ! my very stomach trembles. . . . M3' household news is dis- astrous ; toil interferes with cleanliness. That rascal of a Myself neglects me more than ever. He won't go down oftener than every third or fourth da}- to make my purchases, and then to the nearest and worst dealers in the neighborhood ; the others are too far off, and the fellow economizes in steps. And so it is that your brother (destined to fame) is already fed like a great man, — that is to say, he is dying of hunger. "Another malign fact: coffee makes a terrible mess upon the floor ; much water is necessary to repair damages ; now as water does not rise naturalh' to my celestial regions (it comes down upon them in stormy days) , it will be necessar}', after buying the piano, to obtain the services of an hydraulic machine to wash up the coffee while master and valet are gaping after fame. When you send Tacitus don't forget the coverlet ; and Honor^ de Balzac, 31 if j-ou could add an old, a very old_sliawl, it would be useful to me. Are you laughing? It is the one thing wanting to my nocturnal garb. 1 had to think first of my legs, where I suffer most with cold ; those I wrap in the Tourainean top-coat which Grogniart, of bungling memory, constructed. [Grogniart was a little tailor at Tours, who used to make over the clothes of the father for the son, not at all to the satisfaction of Honore.] The said top-coat coming onl}' to my mid- dle, the upper half of me is ill-protected from the frost, which has only the roof and a flannel waistcoat to get through before reaching my brotherly skin, too tender, alas, to bear it, — in short, the cold nips me. As to my head, I am counting on a Dantesque cap, which shall enable it to brave the blast of door and window. Thus equipped, I shall inhabit my palace in much comfort. . . . *' I finish this letter as Cato finished his discourse ; he said ' Let Carthage be destroyed.' I say ' Let Tacitus be taken ; ' and I shall be, dear student of history, of your four feet eight inches, the very humble servant." Here follows a letter which I give entire ; prefacing it with a few remarks to make it intelligible. M,y father, wishing to spare his son the mortifications of self-love in case lie failed in his new career, gave out, among our friends, that he was absent in the countr3^ Monsieur de Villers, of whom Honore speaks in the following letter, was an old friend of the family, a former priest and Comte de Lyon, living at Nogent, a little village near the Isle-Adam. My brother had stayed with him several times. The witty conver- 32 Honors de Balzac. sation of the good old man, his curious anecdotes about the old Court, where he had been a favorite, the en- couragement he gave to Honore, who made him his con- fidant, had given rise to so true an affection between them that in later days Honore used to speak of Isle- Adam as his "paradise of inspiration." "November, 1819. " You ask for news. I shall have to manufacture it ; no one sets foot in m}^ garret. I can onlj^ tell 3'ou a lot of items about m3'self; for instance: A fire broke out rue Lesdiguieres, No. 9, in the head of a poor lad, and no engines have been able to put it out. It was kindled by a beautiful woman whom he does not know. The}^ say she lives at the Quatre-Nations, the other side of the Pont des Arts ; she is called Fame. Unfortunatel}' the burned youth reasons ; he says to himself: 'Either I have or I have not genius; in either case I am laying up a store of sorrows. Without genius, I am done for. I must then pass m^^ life in feeling desires I cannot satisfy, in miserable envy, cruel pain. With genius, I shall be persecuted, calumniated ; and I know very well that Mademoiselle Fame will have to wipe away abundant tears. " There is still time to make myself a nonentit}^, and to become like M , who calml}^ judges others with- out knowing them, takes the opinions of politicians without understanding them, wins at cards, lucky man, though he wastes his trumps, and who will one day be a deputy, because he is rich, — a perfect man ! If I were to win fives in a lottery to-morrow I should be as successful as he, no matter what else I could say or do. Honore de Balzac. 33 But not having the money to buy his hopes, I have not liis wonderful opportunit}' to impose on fools ! Poor, pitiful humanity ! *' Let's talk of my pleasures. Yesterday I played a game of boston with my landlord, and after piling up miseres and piccolos, and having the luck of fools (perhaps I was thinking of M ), I won — three sous ! Mamma will sa}' : ' Dear, dear ! Honore will be a gambler.* Not at all, mother, I keep watch over my passions. *' I have been thinking that after the laborious winter I am about to go through, a few days in the country would do me good. No, mamma ; it is not because I am sick of m}- hardships — I love them. But some one close at 3'our elbow will tell you that exercise and fresh air are ver}^ good for the health of man. Now, as Honore is not allowed to show himself in his father's house why should n't he go to that kind Monsieur Vil- lers, who loves and encourages the poor rebel? An idea, mother! Suppose you write and propose the trip? There, now it is as good as done ; you need n't put on your stern look, for we all know you are kind at heart, and we only half fear you. ''When are you coming to see me? — to drink my coffee and eat scrambled eggs, stirred up in a dish you must bring with you ; for if I succumb and go to see Cinna, I shall have to renounce household utensils, and perhaps even the piano and the hydraulic ram. "Iris, the goddess messenger, has not arrived.^ I will finish this letter to-morrow. 1 This was the old woman deputed by his mother to keep an eye upon liis wants. 3 34 Honore de Balzac. " To-morrow. Still no Iris. Can she be misconduct- ing herself? [She was seventy years old.] I never see her except on the fly, and so out of breath she cannot tell me one quarter of what I want to know. Do you think of me as much as I think of you ? Do you some- times cry out when at whist or boston, ' Honore, where art thou ? ' I did not tell you that besides the conflagration in my head I have had a frightful tooth- ache, followed by a swelling, which makes my present appearance hideous. Do I hear 3'ou sa}-, '- Have it drawn '? The devil ! a man clings to his teeth ; he has got to bite sometimes, I suppose, even in my career, if only at toil. Hark ! I hear the puflSng of the goddess. '' Thanks for 3'our tenderness and the provisions ; I recognize you in the jam-pot and the flowers." After long hesitation, he chose the traged}^ of Crom- well for his opening work, — tragic enough, as will be seen by the sequel. " I have chosen Cromwell for my subject, because it is the finest in modern histor}^ Ever since I began to take it up and weigh it I have flung myself into that period tooth and nail. Ideas crowd upon me ; but I am constantly held back by my want of facult^^ for versification. I shall bite m}' nails off" more than once before I get through the first scene. If you onl}^ knew the difficulties of such work ! The great Racine spent two whole years in polishing Phedre, the despair of poets. Two years ! two years ! think of it — two years ! '•' But how sweet it is, working night and day, to asso- Honore de Balzac. 35 date m}' work with those so clear to me. Ah, sister, if heaven has indeed endowed me with talent my great- est joy will be to see m}- faniQ^ reflect on all of you ! What happiness to vanquish ol)livion, and to shed another lustre on the name of Balzac ! ^ My blood glows at the thought. When a fine idea comes into my mind I fancy I hear 3'our voice saying to me, ' Courage ! ' " In my off hours I am scratching off Stella^ a pretty little story. I have abandoned the comic opera. There is no way, in my burrow, of finding a composer. Be- sides, I ought not to write for the taste of the present day, but do as the Racines and the Corneilles did — work for posterity ! And then, I must own the second act was weak, and the first too full of brilliant music." '' Too full of brilliant music^"" how much of Honore's character is in those five words ; he actually saw and heard that opera. "Well, reflection for reflection, I prefer to reflect on Cromwell. But there are usually two thousand verses in a tragedy ; imagine my reflections on that ! Pity me — what am I sa3'ing? No, don't pity me, for I am happy ; emy me rather, and think of me often." His hopes were sometimes mingled with anxieties. Here is a letter in which he expresses them : — " 1820. *' Ah, sister, what tortures are mine ! I shall offer a petition to the pope for the first vacant niche of a mar- 1 This allusion is to Jean-Louis de Balzac, one of the creators of French prose, 1594-1654. He wrote " Le Socrate Chretien," " Aristippus," etc. 36 Honors de Balzac. t}'!'. I have just discovered a fault of construction in my regicide^ and it swarms with bad lines. I am a pater doloroso this da}'. If I am, indeed, a miserable rhymester I ma}' as well go hang myself. I and my tragedy are like Perrette and her milk jug ; perhaps the comparison will turn outonlj'too true. But I must succeed in this work and, no matter what it costs me, have something finished to show when mamma re- quires me to account for my time. . Often I sit up all night to work ; but I do not tell her, it would make her uneas}'. What troubles come of a love of fame ! Long live the grocers, hang them ! they sell all day and count up their gains at night, and delectate themselves now and then with some horrid melodrama, and then they are happ}- ! — yes, but they have to spend their lives between soap and cheese. So, long live the men of letters, sa}^ I. Yes, but they have n't a penny in their pockets, and are only rich in pride. Pooh ! let us live and let live, and long live all the world ! " He sends me the plan of his tragedy ; but in the ut- most secrecy, for he wants to surprise the family. So he writes at the head of his letter, '' For 3'our eye only." Months are consumed over the work, about which he writes to me incessantl3^ with continual alternations of hope and fear. Serious thoughts begin to mingle with his boyish gavety. " 1820. *'I have abandoned the Jardin des Plantes," he wi'ites, " for Pere-Lachaise. The Jardin des Plantes is too sad. I get good strong inspiring thoughts during my walks in Pere-Lachaise, where I go to study sor- Honore de Balzac. 37 rows ; true sorrow is so hard to paint — it needs so much simpUcit3\ Of all the affections of the soul grief is the most difficult to represent ; in that we moderns are the very humble servants and followers of the ancients. " Surely the noblest epitaphs are the single names: La Fontaine, Massena, Moliere, — names that tell all and make the passer dream ! " He dreams of great men ; he pities those who are victims of the vulgar crowd which understands them not, neither their ideas, nor their actions, nor their work, and he thus concludes : — '' The lives of great men must ever be in all ages the consolation for mediocrity." He tells how he takes particular pleasure on that height of Pere-Lachaise from which all Paris can be seen ; the spot where his Rastignac stood after render- ing his last duty to Pere Goriot, where Balzac himself now rests. Standing on that spot, he asked himself more than once, as he thought on the illustrious dead about him, whether the world would hereafter pay homage at his tomb. Sometimes, in his days of hope- fulness, he exclaims, like Rastignac, " The world is mine, for I understand it ! " And then he returns to his garret, ''where all is dark as an oven, and no one but me could see at all," he adds merrily. Like his own Desplein in the Messe de VAthee he complains that the oil of his lamp costs him more than bis bread ; but still, he loves his dear garret. *' The time I spend here will be to me a source of tender memory. To live as I fancy, to work according 38 Honors de Balzac. to my taste and in my humor, to do nothing if I so will, to rest in thought on a future which I am able to make noble, to think of 3'ou and know 3'ou are happ}', to have the Julie of Rousseau for my mistress, La Fon- taine and Mohere for my friends, Racine for my mas- ter, and Pere-Lachaise for my walks — Ah ! if it could only last forever." The opinion of the family friend who advised mak- ing him a copying-clerk came back to his mind at times and made him anxious ; then he would wax indignant and exclaim, "I'll give the lie to that man ! " The lie given, he dedicated to him, for all vengeance, one of his finest works. Neither did he forget the smiles of the women who saw his slip at the ball ; he resolved to win quite other smiles from their lips. Such thoughts redoubled his ardor for work ; trifling circumstances lead often to great results ; the^^ do not make a voca- tion, but they spur the mind to follow one. In another letter, sufficiently remarkable for me to remember it at this distance of time, he showed he was beginning to distinguish the different horizons of social life, the obstacles to be overcome in all careers before we can force our way through the crowds which throng the outskirts. This letter, evidently written for my mother's e^'e, was no doubt given to her, for it is not in my collection. In it he analyzed the cares and the toil which inevitably awaited the lawyer, doctor, soldier, merchant ; the lucky chances they must encounter before they could get enough recognition to succeed. He did not conceal the difficulties and the thorns of the literary profession, but he showed that they were every- Honor6 de Balzac. 39 where; "if so," be concluded, "why not grant liberty to one who feels within him an irresistible vocation? " This was the moral of the letter. I transcribe one more fragment of the correspondence dated from his garret. It is curious on account of the period at which it was written (April, 1820) and shows the clearness of a mind wliich was beginning to meditate widely on many subjects. "I am more infatuated than ever with ray career; for a crowd of reasons from which I will select only those which you may not have thought of. Our revo- lutions are far from being over. I foresee, from the way in which things are stirring, many more storms. Be it good or evil the representative system demands immense talent of all kinds ; great writers must neces- sarily be sought for in political crises, for they alone unite with scientific knowledge the spirit of observation and a profound perception of the human heart. If I am to be a great one (which we don't yet know, I ad- mit) I ma}- some day be illustrious in other ways than literature ; to add to the title of a great writer that of a great citizen is an ambition which may well tempt a man." The scene was now to change. Honore's first hopes were to be followed by his first disappointments. He returned to his father's house at the end of April, 1820, with his traged}' completed. He arrived all joyful, for he counted on a triumph, and he wished certain friends to be present at the reading, — not forgetting the one who had been so mistaken about him. The friends assembled ; the solemn trial began. The 40 Honore de Balzac. enthusiasm of the reader became more and more chilled as he noted the slight impression he was making, and saw the icy or the downcast faces of those about him. Mine was among the downcast. What I suffered during tliat reading was a foretaste of the terrors which the first representations of Vautrin and Quinola were destined to give me. Cromicell did not revenge him, as 3'et, upon M , who, rough as ever, gave his opinion upon the tragedy without mincing it. Honore cried out against him, refused to accept his verdict ; but the rest of the audience agreed, though more kindly, in think- ing the work a failure. My father met with the ap- proval of all by proposing to submit the play to a com- petent and impartial authorit}'. Monsieur Surville, the engineer of the canal de I'Ourcq, who became soon after his brother-in-law, proposed his former professor at the Ecole Polytechnique. My brother accepted this literary elder as sovereign judge. The good old man, after reading the play conscientiously, declared that the author ought to do anything, no matter what, ex- cept literature. Honore received the verdict full in the face without flinching, for he did not admit himself beaten. " Tragedies are not my line, that 's all," he said, and returned to work. But fifteen months of garret life had so reduced him that my mother would not let him go back to it. She insisted on his coming home, where she looked after him solicitously. It was then that he wrote, in the space of five years, ten novels in forty volumes, which he considered mere attempts at his art, and very im- perfect ones ; for this reason he published them under Honore de Balzac. 41 various pseudonyms, out of respect for the name of Balzac, once celebrated, and to which he so much de- sired to add a lustre of his own. Mediocrity is not so modest I T am careful not to give the names of these books, wishing to obey his express wish that thej^ should never be acknowledged. Materially most comfortable in his father's house he nevertheless regretted his dear garret, where he had the quiet that was lacking to him in a sphere of activ- ity in which ten persons (counting masters and ser- vants) revolved about him ; where the small as well as the great events of the family disturbed him ; and where, even when at work, he heard the wheels of the domestic machine which the vigilant and indefatigable mistress kept in motion. Eighteen months after his return to his father's roof I was living, for the time be- ing, at Bayeux, and our correspondence began again.^ My brother, then among his own people, wrote much more of them than of himself, and with the freedom his confidence in me permitted. He gives me domestic scenes and conversations which might be thought whole pages taken from the Com^die Humaine. In one of these letters he compares his father to the pyramids of Egypt, unchangeable, immutable amid the sand-storms of the desert. In another he announces the marriage of our sister Laurence. Her portrait, that of her lover, the enthusiasm of the family for the new son-in-law, are all painted with a master's hand, and the pen of Balzac. He concludes with these words : — i Mademoiselle Laura de Balzac married, May, 1820, Monsieur Midy de la Greneraye Surville, engineer of the department of Tponts et chaussees, — public works. 42 Honors de Balzac, "We are fine originals in this holy family of ours. What a pity I can't put us all into my novels." ^ As the majority of these letters would have no interest for the public, I can only extract such parts as relate to Honore himself. The following ^ill show his first dis- couragements. He is advancing in life and sees that the way is difficult. "You ask for particulars of the fete, and to-day I have nothing to give 3'ou but sadness of heart. I think myself the most unhappy of all the unhappy beings who are struggling to live beneath that beauteous ce- lestial vault which the Eternal has starred with his almighty hand. Fetes ! it is but a mournful litany I can send you in replj'. My father, on his way back from Laurence's marriage was struck in the left eye by Louis's whip. To think that Louis's whip should injure that fine old age, the joy and pride of us all ! . . . My heart bleeds. At first the injur}- was thought greater than it is, happil}' . Father's apparent calmness pained me. I would rather he had complained ; I should have thought that complaints would relieve him. But he is so proud, and justly so, of his moral strength, that I dared 1 Mme. Surville's family loyalty omits the rest of this letter in which, after relating " very confidentially " the nervous condition of his mother and grandmother he adds, " Alas ! how comes it that people have so little indulgence for others in this life ; why do they seek to turn everything into a means of wounding their fel- lows ? How few are willing to live in that hearty good-will that you and I and papa can live in. Nothing angers me so mucli as these great demonstrations of affection which smother you with kisses and call you selfish if you don't exaggerate your own, and have no conception of inward feelings which only manifest them- selves when the right time comes." Honore de Balzac. 43 not even comfort him ; yet an old man's suffering is as painful to see as a woman's. I could neither think nor work and 3'et I must work, must write, write to earn the independence they will not give me. I must en- deavor to get m}" freedom b}' these novels ; and what novels ! Ah, Laure, what a fall for mj' glorious pro- jects ! If they would only have given me an allowance of fifteen hundred francs a year I might have worked for fame ; but for such work I must have time, and I must live ! ^ 1 have no other waj' than this ignoble one hy which to win my independence. And if I do not quickly earn some money the spectre of the place will reappear. I may not be made a notary, for Monsieur T has lately died ; but I think that M , that dreadful man, is even now inquiring for a place for me. Regard me as dead if thej^ put me under that extin- guisher ; I shall become like the horse of a treadmill which does his thirt}^ or forty rounds an hour, eats, drinks, and sleeps by rule and measure. And the}' call that mechanical rotation, that perpetual recurrence of the same things, living ! " Ah, if something would cast a charm over my cold existence ! I have no flowers in my life, and yet I am at the season when they bloom. What good will for- tune or enjoyments do me when my youth is gone? Why wear the clothes of the actor if we never play the role? The old man is one who has dined and looks on to see others eat, but as for me, I am young, mj' plate 1 He had begged his parents to grant him an allowance of fif- teen hundred francs a year that he might return to a garret in Paris, where he could have solitude and the facilities for literary training of wliich he was deprived at Villeparisis. 44 Honore de Balzac. is empty, and I hunger ! Laure, Laiire, my two im- mense and sole desires, — to be famous and to he loved, — will they ever be satisfied ? " I send you two new books. The}' are still very bad and, above all, unliterary. You will find one or two rather funnj^ things, and some types of character, but a miserable plot. The veil does not fall, unluckily, till after they are printed ; and as for corrections, I can't even think of them, they would cost more than the book. The only merit of these two novels is, dear, that they bring me in a thousand francs ; but the money is only payable in bills at long sight. Will it be paid? " Still, I am beginning to feel my pulse and under- stand my powers. But to be conscious of what I am worth, and to sacrifice the flower of my ideas on such rubbish ! It is enough to make me weep. Ah, if I had only the wherewithal to subsist on, I would soon find me a niche where I could write books that would live — per- haps ! My ideas change so much that my method must change too. Before long there will be betwixt the me of to-day and the me of to-morrow the difierence that exists between the 3'outh of twenty and the man of thirty. I reflect, my ideas mature ; I do know that nature has treated me well in the heart and in the head she has given me. Believe me, dear sister (for I need a believer), I do not despair of one day becoming something ; for I can now see plainly that Cromwell had not even the merit of being an embryo. As for my novels they are not worth a curse, but they pretend to nothing." Honors de Balzac. 45 He judged himself too severely ; it is true that these early works contained as yet the mere germs of his talent, but he made such progress from one to another that he might have put his name to the last without injury to his coming reputation. Happily, he could pass quickly from grief to jo}', for the letters which followed are full of gayety and high spirits. His novels are better paid and cost him less pains to write. '' If you only knew how little trouble it is to me to plan these books, to head the chapters, and fill the pages ! You shall judge for yourself, however, because, now that your husband invites me, I shall certainly spend three good months with you this year." He lays a host of plans, he has a multitude of hopes ; he imagines himself rich and married. He begins to wish for wealth, but only as a means of success. He describes the wife he would like, and speaks of conjugal happiness in the tone of a man who has not yet med- itated on the Physiologie du mariage. He goes to Isle-Adam to stay with his friend, Monsieur de Villers. There he attends the funeral of a physician, such as he describes in the Medecin de Campagne. This man, whom he had known during his previous visits, the bene- factor of the neighborhood, loved and mourned by all, gave him the idea of that book. The man then buried became in after j'ears the living Monsieur Benassis. Wherever he went he studied what he saw, — towns, vil- lages, country-places, and their inhabitants ; collecting words or speeches which revealed a character or painted 46 Ilonore de Balzac. a situation. He called, rather slightingly, the scrap- book in which he kept these notes of what he saw and heard his " meat-safe." But, rocked to sleep for a time b}' hope, he was soon awakened by sad realit3\ His novels not only did not make him rich, but they barelj- sufficed for his necessary expenses. The doubts and anxieties of his familj^were renewed. His parents talked of taking a stand. To have succeeded in getting his books printed at all was, however, a success, and showed unusual ability and a gift of fascination that was far from common ; for pub- lishers are long unattainable to the poor aspirant, who is usually rebutfed with the discouraging words, " You are unknown, and yet you wish me to publish 3'our books." To have a name before writing is therefore the first problem to solve in this career, unless a man can enter the literary battle-field like a cannon-ball. Now m}^ brother did not think his works had, as yet, that power of propulsion. Besides, he had no influence to aid him in the world of letters, neither had he any one to aid or to encourage him, except one school friend who afterwards entered the magistrac}' and who wrote Honore's first anonymous novel with him. Dreading lest he should be forced to accept the chains which were being forged for him, ashamed of the dependence in which he was kept in his own home, he resolved to at- tempt an enterprise which alone seemed to offer him a chance of freedom. This was in 1823, when my brother was nearly twenty-five years old. Here begin the dis- asters which led to all the troubles and misfortunes of his life. Honori de Balzac. 47 CHAPTER III. CHILDHOOD AND YOUTH. Balzac's childhood was divided thus : four years in tlie house of his peasant nurse, four 3'ears and one month in his own home, six years and two months in the seminary of Vendome without leaving it for a single day. His sister has told us of his sunny nature during the eight years the}' were together. Of the subsequent six years passed in that gray and gloomy institution she tells but three things : his eager longing for the family visits ; the fact (which she states in positive terms) that the first part of Louis Lambert is Honor^'s own histor}' in all its particulars ; and, thirdly, the condition in which the boy was returned to his parents. Balzac himself takes up the tale from his eleventh year. What voiceless sufferings must lie in the years from eight to eleven, during which the sunny little child was broken in to the stern rule and desolate loneliness from which there was no escape. Remembering Balzac's imagination, the mighty