-?"%!*' AT LOS ANGELES r -, l^^^mg (.y^nifrifciir B-Pr'-<-iM Crulf. h7uu hiTe tt't jiee /.. hut a oravi'n FaiV : Only the .'hadow of that ht-iltU ra-se Wheran Hv/r tri'iuim-ti u/t those tians .**'hifh he Hath /lit h-hiiid him to fontt-rilv. W Ror JUDGMENT AND MERCY FOR AFFLICTED SOULS ; OR, Meditations, Soliloquies, and Prayers, By FRANCIS QUARLES. immm Mil'' A NEW EDITION ; , WITH A BIOGRA^ICAL AND CRITICAL INTRODUCTION, By REGINALDE WOLFE, E.q 46837 LONDON: JRINTBD FOR i.cj;gmAN^ UUr.ST, KEES, ASDORMK; fATERMOSTRR XOWr 1807. v: : . : : .V. S. GosNCLL, Printer, Liule Queen Street. PREFACE. ^ The custom which now begins to ^ prevail, of re-printing the works of those ancient writers who are dis- tinguished for briUiancy of fancy, or purity of sentiment, has induced the '^ Editor of this volume to submit to the decision of modern times, the ^ ** Meditations, Soliloquies, and Prayers ^ of Francis Quarles;" an author, who i was once generally admired for the variety and sweetness of his com- positions. The life and literary character of Quarles being fully discussed in the a2 IV PREFACE. following pages, it remains here only to observe, that the former vv^as without reproach, and that the latter was of sufficient celebrity to place him among the best writers of his age. The ' plan of the ensuing work is briefly this : The author divides his book into Two Parts ; in the Firsts he introduces various immoral characters, indulging themselves in studied com- mendations (under the most plausible modes of reasoning) of their particular habits and pursuits : but, immediately afterwards) certain prohibitory Texts of Scripture occur to them which produces contrition and remorse ; these are followed by a Soliloquy on the hei- nbusness of their sins, and by a Prayer that they may be forgiven. PREFACE. r - In the Second* Part, the characters are not absolutely immoral, but appear to be overwhelmed by their miseries and afflictions. After some reflections on their wretched state, a SoUioqiiy and Prayer ensue; the former of which, as in the first part, reproves, and the latter administers consolation. It has been principally from a con- viction of the good which may ensue * In the second part, there is probably less genius than in the first ; although the style is freer from vulgarisms and eccentricities of expression : but we are told by Quarles's widow, that this second part " was taken from the author by a sly hand, and presently printed without his knowledge ; so that, as in like cases it always happens, it came forth much unsuitable to the author's mind, both in the form and matter of it." See Ursula Quarles's Address to the " Courteous Reader," prefixed to the Second Part, post. p. 173. a 3 VI PREFACE. to all classes of society, from the perusal of these pages, that the Editor has been solicitous to publish them in their present improved form, R. \V. In diis edition, the original text of Quarles is faithfully adhered to ; except in about ten or twelve places, where some verbal corrections became ne- cessary, from the palpable corruption of the copy. The orthography^ * is modernized-^ in justification of which (if justification be requisite) I avail myself of the remarks of Mr. Burnett, in the Preface to his *' Specimens of English Prose Writers f ." " To pre- vent any repellent effect to the general reader," says he, " it was thought advisable to adopt the modern orthography, The ancient spelling, indeed, was quite unsettled, and in some degree arbitrary' ; the same author often writing the samfe word in t^o or three different ways. To many readers this might have been a source of obscurity," See p. xi. * Except in the " Life and Death of Quarles, by hia Widow." ^ f A very elegant and judicious publication, in 3 vols. 8vo, 1807: forming a companion to Mr. Ellis's popular " Spc cimens of the Early English Poets." * 3fntroDuctton> BIOGRAPHICAL AND CRITICAL. a4 " A Short Relation of the Life and Death of Mr, Francis Quarles, by Ursula QuARLES *i his sorrowful! Widow *'' [Prefixed to the Edition of" Solomon's Recantation," 4to. 1645.] " Though it be inconsistent with the duty of a wife, to be injurious, in any respect, to her husband ; yet, in this, my bold undertaking, I fear I shall be so in mine : which, I doubt not, but he would have for- given if he had been living, as proceeding from love ; and I hope his friends will pardon (now he is dead) as being the last duty I can perform to a loving hus- band. Those that see with what pen his works are * Not much 18 known of Quarles's family : his son John has found a biographer in Wood, who tells us that he bore arras in the cause of Charles the First ; but, on the prevalence of the Parliament party, he retired in obscurity to London, and maintained himself by the sale of his pro- ductions ; none of which, however, are deserving of par- ticular notice. ** This person," says Wood, " was esteem- ed by some a good poet, and a great royalist, for which he suffered, and lived mostly in a poor condition. At length, upon the raging of the plague in London, 1665, he was swept away there among thousands that died of that disease : but where his carkass was lodged, I cannot tell." Athen. Oxon. vol. ii. ;^^e. N.B. In the above " Life" I have retained the orthejrraphy observed by Quarles's widow, in order that it might carry with it the genuine features of authenticitj. X Life mid Death of' Quarles, wxiiien, will say his life deserved a more skilful artist to set it forth : which office, though inany might have been procured to undertake, and to which I doubt not but some would voluntarily have offered them- selves, if they had not known that such a thing had been intended : yet have I (with much zeal, though small discretion) adventured upon it myself, as being fully assured that none can be more sensible of the losse of him, than I ; though thousands might have exprest that losse to the world with more art and better judgement. " He M'as a gentleman both by birth and desert : descended of an ancient family, and yet (which is rare in these last and worst times) he was an ornament to his ancestors. His father was James Quarles, of Kumford, Esquire, Clerk of the Green Cloth, and Purveyor of the Navie to Queen Elizabeth, and yoimger brother to Sir Robert Quarles. His edu- cation was suitable to his birth ; first at a schoole in ^e countrey, where, his schoole-fellows will say, he surpassed all his equals ; afterwards, at Christ's Col- ledge, in Cambridge, where, how he profited I am not able to judge, but am fully assured by men of much learning and judgement, that his works in veiy many places, doe sufficiently testifie more then ordi- nary fruits of his University studies. Last of all, he was transplanted from thence to Lincoln's Inne, where, for some yeares, he studied the laws of England ; not hy his Widotv. xi so much out of desire to benefit himself thereby, as his friends and neighbours, but (shewing therein his continuall inclination to peace) to compose suits and differences amongst them. " After he came to maturity, he was not desirous to put himselfe into the world, otherwise he might have had greater preferments then he had. He was neither so unfit for Court preferment, nor so ill-be- loved there, but that he might have raised his fortunes thereby, if he had had any inclination that way. But his mind was chiefly set upon his devotion and study ; yet not altogether so much but that he faithfully dis- charged the place of Cup-bearer to the Queen of JBohemia, and the office of Secj-etar}- to the reverend and learned iiord Primate of Ireland, that now is, and of Chronologer to the famous city of London ; which place he held to his death, and would have given that city (and the world) a testimony that he was their faithful! servant therein, if it had pleased God to blesse him with life to perfect what he had begun. He was the husband of one wife, by whom he was the father of eighteen children, and how faithful! and loving a husband and father he was, the joyut tears of his widow and fatherlesse children will better expresse then my pen is able to doe. " In all his duties to God and man he was conscion- ^able and orderly. He preferred God and religion to the first plaice in his thoughts, his king and country to tlie xii Life and Death of Quarles, second J his family and studies he reserved to the last. As for God, he was frequent in his devotions and prayers to hini,^and almost constant in reading or meditating on his holy word, as his ' Divine Fancies,' and other parts of his works will sufficiently testifie. For his religion, he was a true sonne of the Church of England, an even Protestant, not in the least degree biassed to this hand of sfuperstition, or that of schisme, though both those factions Mere ready to cry him down for his inclination to the contrary. His love to his king and country in these late unhappy times of distraction, was manifest, in that he used his pen and poured out his continuall prayers and tears to quench this miserable fire of dissention, while too many others added daily fewell unto it. And for his family, his care was very great over that, even when his occasions caused his absence from it. And when he was at home, his exhortations to us, to con- tinue in vertue and godly life, were so pious and fre- quent ; his admonitions' so grave and piercing; his reprehensions so mild and gentle ; and (above all) his own example in every religious and moral 1' duty, so constant and manifest, that his equall may be desired, but can hardly be met withall. " Neither was his good example of a godly life contained only within his own family ; others, as well as we, have (or at least might have) made good use of it. For he was not addicted to any notorious vice 4 ^ ))y his Widow, xiii \vha1:soever : he was courteous and affable to all : moderate and discreet in all his actions : and though it be too frequent a fault (as we see by experience) iu gentlemen whose dispositions incline them to the study of poeti-y, to be loose und debauched in their lives and conversations, yet was it very far from him. Their delight could not be greater in the Tavern, then his was in his Study ; to which he devoted him- self late and early, usually by three o'clock in the moining. The fruits thereof are best tasted by those who have most perused his works, and therefore I shall be silent in that particular. For though it had been necessary in any other to have spoken some- what of his writings, yet, I hope it will not be ex- pected from me ; seeing that neither the judgement of my sex can be thought competent, nor (if it were) would the nearness of my relation to him suffer me to praise that, at commendations whereof, from others, I have often blushed. " I shall therefore rather desire leave to speak a word or two concerning the blessed end of my dear husband, which v.'as every way answerable to his godly life ; or rather (indeed) surpassed it. For, as gold is purified in the fire, so were all his Christian vertues more refined and remarkable during the time of his sicknesse. His patience was wonderfull, in- somuch as he would confesse no pain, even then when xiv Life and Death of Quarles, all his frietids perceived his disease to be mortall ; but still rendered thanks to God for liis especial love to him, in taking him into his own hands to chastise, while othej's were exposed to the fury of their ene- mies, the poz^er of pistols, and the trampling of horses. " He exprest great sorrovir for his sins, and, when it was told him that his friends conceived he did thereby much harm to himselfe, he answered, ' They were not his friends that would not give him leave to he penitent.' " His exhortations to his friends that came to visit him were most divine ; wishing' them to hate a care of the expente of their time, and every day to call themselves to an accompt, that so when they came to their bed of sicknesse, they might lie upon it mth a rejoicing heart. And doubtlesse such an one was his: insomuch as he thanked God, that, whereas he might have justly expected that his con- science should look him in the face like a lyon, it rather looked upon \i\m.like a lamb : and that God had forgiven him his sins, and that night sealed him his pardon. And many other heavenly expressions to the like effect. I might here add, what blessed advice he gave to me in particular, still to trust in God, whose promise is, to provide for the widow and the fafherlesse, S^c. but this is already impfinted hy his ffldow. xr is my heart : and therefore I shall not need here again to insert it. " His charity was extraordinary, in freely for-, giving his greatest enemies, even those who were the cause of his sicknesse, and by consequence, of his death. For, whereas a petition, full of unjust as- persions, was preferred against him by eight ini (wheieof he knew not any two, nor they !iim, sa^e only by sight), the first news of it struck him so to the heart, that he never recovered it, but said plainly, it would be his death. And when liis friends (to comfort him) told him that Mr. J. S. (the chief pro- moter tliereof ) was called to an accompt for it, and would goe neer to' be punished 4 his answer was, God forbid ; I seek not revenge, I freely forgive Jdm and the rest; only I desire to be vindicated from their v?ijust aspersions; especially that (ihat for ought they knew I may be a Papist) whereas I never spake word to any of them in my life. Wbidh imputation, how slanderous it was, may easilv be discovered by a passage in his greatest extremity, wherein his discretion may, perhaps, be taxed by some, but his religion cannot be questioned hy any. For, a very able Doctor, of the Romish religion, being sent unto him by a friend, he would uot take what he had prescribed, only because he was a Papist. Tliese were tlae most remarkable passages in him Xvi Life and Death of Quarles, during his sicknesse. The rest of the time he spent in contemplation of God, and meditating upon his word : especially upon Christ's sufferings, and what a benefit those have, that by faith could lay hold on him, and what vertue there was in the least drop of his precious blood : intermingling here and ther# many devout prayers and ejaculations ; which con- tinued with him as long as his speech; and after, as we could perceive by some imperfect expressions. At which time, a friend of his exhorting him to apply himself to finish his course here, and prepare him- self for the world to come ; he spake in Latin to this effect (as I am told) *. ' O sweet Saviour of the worlds let thy last words upon the Crosse, be my last words in the world: Into thy hands, Lord, I commend my spirit: and what I cannot utter with my mouth, accept from my heart and soul !' Which words being uttered distinctly, to the understanding of his friend, he fell again into his former contemplations and prayers : and so quietly gave up his soul to God, the eight day of September, 1644, after he had lived two and ffty years, and lyeth buried in the parish church of St. Leonard's, in Foster Lane. * O dulcis Salvator Mundi, sint tua ultima verba in Cruce mea ultima verba in luce t " In manus tuas Domine commendo spiritum meum. Et qua ore tneofari nonposiint, ab animo et orde sint a te accepta" htj Ms Widmu, xvii ** Thus departed that blessed soul, whose losse I have great reason to bewaile, and many others in time will be sensible of. But my particular comfort is in his dying words, that God will be a husband to the widozc. And that which may comfort others as well as me^ is (what a Reverend Divine * wrote to a friend concerning his death), that our losse is gain to him, who could not live in a worse age, nor dye in a better time. " And here again, I humbly beg the readers par- don. For I cannot expect but to be censured by some for writing thus much, and by others for writing no more. To both which my excuse js, my want of ability and judgment in matters of this nature. I was more averse (indeed) from meddling with the petition, then any other thing I have touched upon : lest (perhaps) it should be thought to savour a little of revenge; but God is my witnesse I had no such intention. My only aim and scope was, to fulfill the desires and commands of my dying hus- band : who wished all his friends to take notice, and make it known, that as he teas trained up and lived in the tru^e^ Protestant religion, so in that religion he dyed. URSULA QUARLES." * The same who wrote the letter immediately following the Life. XVlll A Letter from a learned Divine, upon the News of tlie Death of Mr. Quarles. POSTSCRIPT. '* My worthy Friend Mr. Hawkins, " I received your letter joyfully , hut the news (therein contained) sadly and heavily; it met me upon my return home from Sturbridge, and did work on myself and wife; J pray God it may work kindly on us all. We have lost a true f rind; and were the losse only mine or yours, it were the lesse; but thousands have a losse in, him ; yea, the gene' rations which shall come after will lament it. But our losse is gain to him, (who could not live in a worse age, nor die in a better time). Let us en- deavour, like good gamesters, to make the best we may of this throw, cast us by the hand of God's good providence, that it may likewise prove gain to lis : which will be, if in case we draw neerer unto him, and take off our hearts from all earthly hopes and comforts; using this world as if zee used it not; so shall we rejoyce as if we rejoyced not in their using, and mourn as if we mourned not in the parting with them. ** Your assured Friend^ *'NEHEMIJH ROGEM, <* Essex, Sept, I2f 1644," XIX Further Account of Quarks, and of his ff^r kings. From Hbadley's " Select Beauties of Ancient English Poetry */' vol. i. Ix.] ** It is the fate of many to receive from posterity that commendation which, though deserved, they missed during their lives ; others, on the contrary, take tiieir full complement of praise from their con- * The work above referred to, is the production of a very extraordinary young man, who died in the year 1788. It was pHblished in two octavo volumes, in 1787; and, as if a prophetic spirit had dictated the design of the frontis- piece, there is inscribed on a monumental tablet of antique form, the following motto "Nonomnis moriar." The year following, Mr. Headley died ; but his name and his talents will never perit by as long as there shall remain one spark of taste and erudition in the bosom of Englishmen. This publication, which is dedicated to Wm. Windham, Esq. M. P. and which is now exceedingly rare, was the third in oxur country, after those of Hayward and Mrs. Cooper, that laid claim to the merit of exciting in the public mind a curiosity to peruse the poetry of our ancestors. It is ot only greatly superior to all preceding works of the kind, but has not, in my humble estimation, been surpassed by any subsequent amilar efforts. The " Introduction," which follows the ** Preface," contains a rapid, but mas- t>2 XX Account of Quarles, temporaries, and gain nothing from their successors ; a double payment is rarely the lot of any one. In every nation, few indeed are they, who, allied as it terly review * of the English school of poetry, up to the period when Headley wrote: and the "Biographical Sketche.^" which precede the Specimens, are written in a style peculiarly neat and animated. The second volume was published with some erudite and interesting ** Notes" to both volumes, and with a "Supplement." The typo- graphical part is unworthy of the publication. The author of this delightful Selection of " Ancient English Poetry," was one of the pupils of the learned Dr. Parr, and was afterwards a member of Trinity College, Ox- ford. Before he was twenty years old, he published a volume of poems of uncommon merit : but which, notwithstand- ing repeated inquiries and researches,! have never been for- tunate enough to meet with. They bear,' however, a high character with competent judges. Headley is .described to me, by those " who knew him" well," as having been a young man of extraordinary taste and talent ; as possessing a delicacy of sentiment, and an acuteness of feeling, known only to those chosen few on * How admirable is his comparison of the modem with the old school of English poetry! " To a process not very dis- similar to this," says he, " T am inclined to attribute the fre- quent lifelessness oi modem poetry, which too often resembles an artificial nosegay, the colours of which, though splendid, are yet taudry, and heightened far beyond the modesty of nature, without any pretensions to fragrance ; while that of a century and half back, appears as a garland, fresh from the gardens of nature, and still moist and glittering with th dews of the morning." P. xxv. and of his Writings, xxi were to immortality, can boast of a reputation suf- ficiently bulky and well-founded to catch, and to de tain the eye of each succeeding generation as it rises. whom Nature bestows her choicest gifts, and in whom Genius kindles her purest fire. Modest, reserved, stu- dious, contemplative, yet enthusiastic ; he loved to wander alone by ** haunted stream," and 'midst " sylvan shades," to indulge that peculiar train of ideas which led him, through the works of creation, to hold converse with his Creator ; thus realizing, as it were, the beautiful fiction of the Poet : To noon-tide shades incontinent he ran, Where purls the brook with sleep-inviting sound, Or when Dan Sol to slope his wheels began, Amid the broom he bask'd him on the ground. Where the wild thyme and camomile are found ; There would he linger, till the latest ray Of light sate trembling on the welkin's bound ; Then homeward through the twilight's shadows stray* Pensive and slow : so had he pass'd many a day. Yet not in thoughtless slumber were they past; For oft the heavenly Jire that lay conceal'd Beneath the sleeping embers, mounted fast, And all its native light anew reveal'd j Oft as he travers'd the cerulean field. And mark'd the clouds that drove before the wind^ Ten thousand glorious systems would he build. Ten thousand great ideas fiU'd his mind *. * Thomson's Castle of Indolence^" Canto i. st. Iviii-ix. b3 xxli Account of Quarles, The revolutions of opinion, gradual improvements, and new discoveries, will shake, if not demolish, the fairest fabricks of the human intellect. Fame, like His heart beat in unison with every thing that was elegant oi" sublime ; and his studies were tempered by a sensibility which induced him to seek only for what could adorn the human intellect, or stamp excellence on the human charac- ter, tie apjjears to have read much and variously ; his sen- tutients are expressed with a boldness equally free from prejudice and dogmatism. I question whether Pope, who was a r^hiajrkably diligent student in English literature, had read so much at Headley's age : I am confident he did not possess so legitimate a taste. Nature had bestowed on Headley a fine form, and an ex- pressive countenance. His eye was that of the eagle ; to which Mr. Kett happily alludes in the following verses of his ** Juvenile Poems :'* I think how HeAdley^ wanderer here no more I With eagle-eye Was wont thy sands to tread. By soft compassion and the Muses led, , To weave new garlands for the bards of yore. Sorrow for him her tender tear shall shed. Long as the surges lave thy pebbled shore. Sonnet xi. To Tarmoutb. But it is painful to pufsue the subject, interesting as it may be ^Headley died at the age of twenty-three ! So sinks the day-star in the ocean-bed, And yet anon repairs his drooping head, And tricks his beams, and with new spangled ore f hu!i in Une fpr^ead Qf tliC morning sky. Milton's Lyctdas. Editor. arid of his Jf^ritivgs, xxiii tirfue, is seldom stationary ; if it ceases to advance, it inevitably goes backward, and speedy are the steps f its receding when compared with those of its advances. " Writers, who do not belong to the first class, yet are of distinguished merit, should rest conten^d with the scanty praise of the few for the present, and trust with confidence to posterity. He who writes well, leaves a xTn/xa i^ * * behind hira. The partial and veering gales of favour, though silent perhaps for one century, are sure to rise in gusts in the next. Truth, however tardy, is infallibly progressive, and Ivith hej Avalks Justice. Let this console deserted genius : those honours, which, through envy or acci- dent, are withheld in one age, are sure to be repaid lUrith interest, by taste and gratitude, in another. These reflections were more immediately suggested by the memory of Quarles, which has been branded ^ith more than common abuse, and who seems often to have been censured merely from the want of being i^ead. If his poetry failed to gain him friends and read- ers, his piety should at le^t have secured him peace and good-will. He too often, no doubt, mistook the enthusiasm of devotion for the inspiration of fancy; to mix the waters of Jordan and Helicon in the same <:up, was reserved for the hand of Milton ; and fof hiia iuid hira only, to find the bays of Mount Olivet, * Thucydid. b4 xxiv Account of Quarles, equally verdant with those of Parnassus. Yet, as the eflusions of a real poetical mind, however thwarted by untowardness of subject, will be seldom rendered totally abortive, we find in Quarles, original imager)', striking sentiments, fertility of expression, and happy combinations ; together with a compression of style which merits the observation of the writers of verse. , Gross deficiencies of judgment, and the infelicity of his subjects, concurred in ruining him. Perhaps no circumstance whatever can give a more complete idea of Quarles's degradation, than a late edition of his * Emblems :' the following passage is extracted from the * Preface.' ' Mr. Francis Quarles, the author of the Emblems that go under his name, was a man of the most exemplary piety, and had a deep insight into the mysteries of our holy religion. But for all that, tlie book itself is written in so old a language, that many parts of it are scarce intelligible in the present age ; many of his phrases are so affected, that no person who^has any taste for reading can peruse them with the least degree of pleasure ; many of his expressions are hars^ and sometimes whole lines are included in a pirenthesis, by which the mind of the reader is diverted from the prmcipal object. His Latin mottos, under each cut, can be of no service to an ordinary reader, because he cannot underslund them. In order, therefore, to ac- commodate the public with an edition of Quarles's Emblems, properly modernized, this work was un- and of his Writivgs. 3^xv dertaken.' Such an exhibition of Quarles is chain- ing Columbus to an oar ; or making John Duke of Marlborough, a train-band corporal. " His * Enchiridion,' Lond. 1658, consisting of select brief observations, moral and political, de- serves republication, together with the best parts of his other works. Had this little piece been written at Athens, or at Rome, its author would have been classed with the wise men of his country. " Our author was Cup-bearer to the Queen of Bohemia, Secretary to the Primate of Ireland, and Chronologer to the City of I^ndon ; in the mention of which latter office, his widow, in her Life of him, says, * which place he held to his death, and would have given that city (and the world) a testimony that he was their faithful servant therein, if it had pleased God to blesse him with life to perfect what he had began.' His sufferings, both in mind and estate, during the civil wars, were considerable. Winstanley tells us he was plundered of his books and some rare manuscripts, which he intended for the press, Mr. Walpole and Mr. Granger have asserted that he had a pension from Charles the First, though they pro- duce no authority * ; it is not improbable, as the King They were both probably led to make the assertion from the following couplet of Pope : *' The hero William, and the martyr Charles, One knighted Blackmore, and one pension' d Quarles." \ Imit. Hor. Ep. i. . 386-7. " Editor. xxvi Account of Quarter, had taste to discover merit, and generosity to reward it. Wood, in mentioning a publication of Dr. Burgess, which was abused by an anonymous author, in a pamphlet, called, * A Whip,' and answered by Quarles, styles our author, * an old puritannical poet, the sometimes darling of our plebeian judgements.* Philips says of his works, that * they have been ever, and still are, in wonderful veneration among the vulgar.' Theat. Poet. p. 45. edit. I66O. *' His death was lamented in a copy of Alcaicks, by J. Duport, Greek Professor to the University of Cambridge, and one of the first writers of the tonguft this country has produced. See Lloyd's Mem. p. 621. Fuller's Worthies, p. SS5, In an obscure book of Epigrams, by Thomas Bancroft, there is one ad- dressed to Quarles, in which he intimates, that he had been pre-occupied in a subject by our poet. Ep. 33. B. I, 1639." |[Froin Granger's Biographical History of England, vol. ii. 307. ed< 1804.3 " Francis Quarles, who was sometime Cup- bearer to the Queen of Bohemia, Secretary to Arch- bishop IJsher, and Chronologer to the City of Lon- don^ had, at this time, a very considerable reputation 4 and of his IFritings, xxvil as a poet ; but he raeiited much more as am honest and pious man. * His Emblems/ which have been scrviceabk to alkire children to read, have been oftea printed, and are not yet forgotten. We sometimes stumble upon a pretty thought among many trivial ones, in this book ; and now and then meet with poetry in mechanism of the prints *. He ha ft * Mr. Pope, in one of his letters to Bishop Atterburf, in which he incidentally mentions the vanity of the world, peaks thus of our poet : " Tinnit, inane est, with the picture of one ringing on the globe with his finger, is the besi thing that I have the luck to remember in that great poet Quarles (not that I forget the devil at bowls, which I know to be your Lordship's favourite cut, as well as favour- ite diversion). But the greatest part are of a very diflEereUt character from these: one of them on * O wretched man that I am, who shall deliver me from the body of this death ? represents^man sitting in a melancholy posture in a large skeletouj/ Another, on * O that my head were waters, and iny eyes a fountain of tears,' &c. exhibits a human figure, with several spouts gushing from it, like the spouts of a fountain. This reminds me of an Emblem which I have seen in a German author, on Matth. vii. 3. in which arc two men, one of whom has a beam, almost as big as himself, with a picked end sticking in his left eye; and the other has only a small mote sticking in his right. Hence it appears, that metaphor and allegory, however beautiful in themselves, will not always admit of a sensible representation." See Granger, as above. " Quarles was indebted to Herman Hugo for the hint of writlag Emblems ; the earliest edition I have been able t xxviii Account of Quarles, borrowed a considerable part of this work from the * Emblems of Hermanus Hugo.' His ' Feast for Worms/ and many other poems, have long been meet with, is that published in 1633, at Antwerp, in tole- rable good Latin Elegies. A translation of it appeared Lond. ?686, by Edra. Arwaker, M. A. who very injudiciously observes, that *Mr. Quarles only borrowed his Emblems to prefix them to much inferior sense.'; The earliest edition of Quarles's book that I have seen, is in 1635, all the prints from the beginning of the third book, are exactly copied from Hugo, but Hugo himself was not original.^ as Andrew Alciat, a Milaneze lawyer, so early as 15 35, pub- lished at Paris, a volume of Emblems. Thuanus gives a great character of th^s writer, Hist. lib. 8. A small edi- tion of Alciat's work, with the observations of C. Minos, partially extracted, was published at Geneva. There is a pretty thought in one of the Emblems, which consists of a helmet turned into a bee-hive, and surrounded on all sides with its inhabitants ; the motto is ' Ex hello pax. ^ I men- tion it solely to observe, that in the Sonnet sung before Queen Elizabeth, at a tilt, in the year 1590, at Westmin- ster, and supposed to have been composed by the Earl of sex, a thought of the same kind occurs : My helmet noiv shall make an hive for bees. And lovers songs shall turn to holy psalm.es, &c. See vol. iii. Evans's Ballads. " The writer of the same song, whoever he was, might have been indebted for the thought to some print of the kind." Headley, vol. ii. 175. While we are on the subject of Books of Emblems, it may not be irrelative to notice " A Collection of Emblemes, and of his fVntings. xxix neglected, and are now literally worm-eaten. In the time of the civil war, a petition, full of unjust ac- cusation, was preferred against this worthy man, by eight persons, of whom he knew not any two, but by sight ; the news of this had such an effect upon him, that he declared * it would be his death,' which hap- pened soon after, according to his prediction. He is said to have had a pension, in consideration of his writings, from Charles I." Ob. 8 Sept. l644. ^t. .52. ancient and modeme ; quickened with metrical illustrationa both morall and divine : and disposed into lotteries, that instruction and good counsel! may be furthered by an honest and pleasant recreation. By George Wither. London, folk), 1635." Witl' an engraved frontispiece. This volume, which is wretchedly printed, contains 100 Emblems, en- graved by Passe : the designer is unknown. Both artists have done their parts well, for some of these ornaments have not been eclipsed by the graphic productions of tjie last hundred years. Editor. XXX SPECIMENS OF QUJRLES'S POETRY. The Shortness of Life. AB what 's a life ?-^a weary pilgritaage. Whose glory in one day doth fill the stage With childhood, manhood, amj decrepit age. And what 's a life? the flourishing array Of the proud summer-meadojkV, which to-day Wears her green plush, and is to-morrow hay, Kead on this dial, how the shades devour My short-liv'd winter's day ! hour eats up hour j Alas ! the total 's but from eight to four. Behold these lilies, which thy hands have made Fair copies of my life, and open laid To view, how soon they droop, how soon they fade ! Shade not that dial, night will blind too soon j My non-ag'd day already points to noon j How simple is my suit ! how small my boon ! specimens of Quarless Poetry, xxxi Nor do I beg this slender inch to wile The time away, or falsely to beguile My thoughts with joy : here 's nothing worth a smile. Quarles's Emllemsj B. 3. 77?. 13. that thou wouldst hide me in the Grave, that thou wouldst keep me in secret until thy Wrath be past. Psalms. Ah ! whither shall I fly ? what J)ath untrodi Shall I seek out to 'scape the flaming ro(J Of ray offended, of my angry God ? "VV^here shall I sojourn ? what kind sea will hid My head from thunder ? where shall I abide Until his flames be quench'd, or laid aside ? What if my feet should take their hasty flight. And seek protection in the shades of night ? Alas ! no shades can blind the God of Light. What if my soul should take the wings of day. And find some desert ? if she springs away, ' The wings of vengeance clip as fast as they* What if some solid rock should entertain My frighted soul ? can solid rocks sustain The stroke of Justice, and not cleave in twain f xxxii Specimens of Nor sea, nor shade, nor shield, nor rock, nor cave. Nor silent deserts, nor the sullen grave, Where flame-ey'd fury means to smite, can save. 'T is vain to flee j till gentle Mercy shew Her better eye, the farther off we go. The swing of Justice deals the mightier blow. Th' ingenuous child, corrected, doth not fly His angry mother's hand, but clings more nigh> And quenches, with his tears, her flaming eye. Great God ! there is no safety here below ; Thou art my fortress, thou tliat seem'st my foe, T is thou that strik'st the stroke, must guard the blow. Quarles's Emllems, To Chastity, O Chastity ! the flower of the soul. How is thy perfect fairness turn'd to foul ! How are thy blossoms blasted all to dust. By sudden lightning of untamed lust ! How hast thou thus defil'd thy iv'ry feet. Thy sweetness that was once, how far from sweet ! Where are thy maiden smiles, thy blushing cheek ? Thy lamb-like countenance, so fair, so meek? Where is that spotless flower, that while-ere Within thy lily bosom thou didst wear ? Quarless Poetry, xxxiii Has wanton Cupid snateh'd it ? hath his dart Sent courtly tokens to thy simple heart ? Where dost thou bide ? the country half disclaims thee j The city wonders when a body names thee : Or have the rural woods engrost thee there. And thus forestall'd our empty markets here ? Sure thou art not j or kept where no man shews thee ; Or chang'd so much, scarce man or woman knows thee, l^t. of Queen Ester, Sect. ii. Med. 2. Hven as the soil i(which April's gentle showers Have fiU'd with sweetness, and enrich'd with flowers) Rears up her suckling plants, still shooting forth The tender blossoms of her timely birth. But if denied the beams of cheerly May, They hang their wither'd heads and fede away j So man, assisted by th' Almight}''s hand. His faith does flourish, and securely stand ; But left awhile, forsook (as in a shade) It languishes, and, nipt with sin, doth fade. Joh MilitaTit, Med. 6. As -vdien a lady (walking Flora's bower) Picks here a pink, and there a gillyflower. Now plucks a violet from her purple bed, And then a primrose (the year's maidenhead). There nips the brier, here the lover's pansy. Shifting here dainty pleasures with her fancy. xxxir Specimens of This on her arm, and that she lists to wear Upon the borders of her curious hairj JLt length, a rose-bud (passing all the rest) She plucks, and bosoms in her lily breast. Hist, of Queen Esters Sect. 6, Even as a hen (whose tender brood forsake The downy closet of her wings, and take Each its affected way) marks how tliey feed. This on that crumb, and that on t'other seed ; Moves as they move, and stays when as they stay. And seems delighted in their infant play ; Yet fearing danger, with a busy eye Looks here and there, if aught she can espy Which unawares might snatch a booty from her. Eyes all that pass, and watches every comer 5 Bven so the affection, &c. Joh Mil. Sect. 1. Like as the haggard *, cloister'd in her mew To scour her downy robes, and to renew * Haggard h^re means ** a haggard hawk" a wild ua- reclaimed hawk " Haggart falcons are the most excellent birds of all other falcons," says Tubervile. See Steevens's ingenious note on the word haggardt in Othello; Ed. Shaksp. 1803. vol.xix. 387. Editor. Quarles's Poetry, xxxv Her broken flags, preparing t' overlook The tim'rous mallard at her sliding brook. Jets oft from perch to perch, from stock to ground. From ground to window, thus surveying round Her dove-befeather'd prison till at length Calling her noble birth to mind, and strength Whereto her wing was born, her ragged beak Nips off her jangling jesses *, strives to break Her gingling fetters, and begins to bate At every glimpse, and darts at every grate. Eml. i. 3 B. Even as the needle that directs the hour (Touch'd with the loadstone) by the secret power Of hidden Nature, points upon the pole j Even so the wavering powers of my soul, Touch'd by the virtue of the Spirit, flee From what is earth, and point alone to Thee f . Joh Mil. 4 Med. From Headlev's Select Beauties, &c. * " Jesses are short straps of leather tied about the foot of a hawk, by which she is held on the fist," says Sir Tt Hammer. Vide Shaksp. ed. 1803, vol. xix, 387. Editor. f " In the beautiful song of * Sweet William's Farewell,' the sailor, with propriety, adopts a nautical term from hia own art " Change as ye list, ye winds ; my heart shall be The faithful compass that still points to thee." Headlev. c2 xxxvi Specimens of " In perusing Quarles," says Headley, " I hav occasionally observed that he has sometimes taken thoughts from the works of Lord Sterline, but the passages were hardly worth noticing/' The following Specimens are taken from Quarles*s " Divine Poems ;" the second edition of which ap- peared in 1680; ^ fifth y in 1717. They are quoted from the former edition. From iJie Perktelogia, [In the arae.J Mors Tua, Can he be fair, that withers at a blast ? Or he be strong, that airy breath can cast ? Can he be wise, that knows not how to live ? Or he be rich, that nothing hath to give ? Can he be young, that 's feeble, weak, and wan ? So fair, strong, wise, so rich, so young is man. So fair is man, that de(*h ^a parting blast) Blasts his fair flower, and rti&kes him earth at last j So strong is man, that with a gasping breath He totters, and bequeaths his strength to death j So wise is man, that if with death he strive> His wisdom cannot teach him how to livet jj. 4 Qu^rle^^s Poetry. xxxvii So rich is man, that (all his debts being paid) His wealth 's the winding-sheet wherein he 's laid j So young is man, that, broke with care and sorrow. He 's old enough to-day, to die to-morrow : Whv bragg'st thou then, thou worm of five foot long i Thou 'rt neither fair, nor strong, nor wise, nor rich, nor young. , From Job Militant, [In^the same.] The Digestion of the whole History, 1. In Prosperity, Thou, whose lank fortunes Heaven hath swell'd with store. Make not thyself, by over-wishing, poor : Husband that good, which else abuse makes bad. Abstracting where thy base desire would add : Lines flowing from Sophoclean quill Deserve no plaudit, being acted ill. i. Tn Adversity. Hath Heaven withdrawn the talent he hath given thee? Haih envious death of all thy sons bereaven thee ? Have foul diseases foil'd thee on the floor? He earns no sweet, that never tasted sour : Thou art a scholar : if thy tutor do Fose thee too hard, he will instruct thee to0. c3 xxxviii Specimens of 3. Jn Temptation. Art thou oppos'd to thy unequal foe ? March bravely on, thy General bids thee go j Thou art Heaven's champion, to maintain his right j "Who calls thee forth will give thee strength to fight. God seeks by conquest thy renown j for He Will win enough, fight thou, or faint, or flee. 4. In Slander, If winter fortunes nip thy summer friends. And tip their tongues with censure that offends Thy tender fame, despair not, but be wise; Know, Heaven selecteth whom the world denies : Thou hast a milk-white Tkisle that is with thee^ Will take thy part when all the world 's against thee. S. In Re-advancement. Art thou advanc'd to thy supreme desire ? Be still the same ; fear lower, aim no higher : Man's play hath many scenes, but in the last. Heaven knits up all; to sweeten all that's past. Affliction is a rod to scourge us home, A painful earnest of a heaven to come *. * " To the Reader" [Prefixed to his * History of Sampson,' p. 2^3' '" the same ** The tyranny of my affairs was never yet so imperious, but I could steal some hours to my private meditations ; the fruits of which stolen time, I here present thee with, in Quarless Poetry, xxxix From Sioris J^le^ies: [In the same.] / Eleg. XVIII. So the quick-scented beagles, in a view. O'er hill and dale the fleeting chase pursue. As swift-foot death and ruin follow me. That flees afraid, yet knows not where to flee : * The History of Sampson.' Wherein, if thy extreme se- verity check at any thing which thou conceivest may not stand with the majesty of this sacred subject, know, that my intention was not to offend my brother. The wisest of kings, inspired by the King of Wisdom, thought it no de- traction from the gravity of his holy Proverbs, to describe a harlot like a harlot ; her whoreish attire ; her immodest gesture ; her bold countenance ; her flattering tongue ; her lascivious embraces ; her unchaste kisses ; her impudent invitations : if my descriptions in the like kind offend, I make no question but the validity of my warrant will give a reasonable satisfaction. He that lifts not his feet high enough, may easily stumble: but on the contrary, if any be, whose worse than sacrilegious minds shall profane our harmless intentions with wanton conceits, to such I heartily wish a * Proculite.' Let none such look farther than this Epistle at their own perils ; if they do, let them put off their shoes, for this is * Holy Ground.' Foul hands will muddle the clearest waters, and base minds will corrupt the purest text. If any offence be taken, it is by way of stealth, for there is none wiUingly given. I write to Bees, and not to c4 xl specimens of Flee to the fields ? there with the sword I meet j And like a watch, death stands in every stxeet j No cover hides from death") no shades, no cells So dark, wherein not death and horror dwells ; Our days are number' d, and our numbers done. The empty hour-glass of our glory 's run 5 Our sins are summ'd, and so extreme 's the score^ That Heaven could not do less, nor bell do more. Funeral Elegies, [In the same.] Eleg. VIII. Had virtue, learning, the diviner arts. Wit, judgment, wisdom (or what otfc^ parts That make perfection, and return the mind As great as earth can suffer), been confin'd To earth had they the patent to abide Secure from change, our Ailmbe * ne'er had died. m . " < Spiders ; they will suck pleasing honey from such flowers ; those may burst with their own poison ; but you, whose well-seasoned hearts are not distempered with either ot these extremities, but have the better relish of a sacred understanding, draw near and read." * " He was one, whose life and death made as full and perfect a story of worth and goodness, as earth would suffer ; and whose pregnant virtues deserve as faithful a register, as earth can keep." Quarles to his **Readerh" prefixed to the above Funeral Elegic8 Quarles's Poetry, xli Tond Earth forbear, and let thy childish eyes Ne'er weep for him thou ne'ef^itnew'st how to prize j Shed not a tear, blind Earth, for it appears Thou never lov'dst our Ailmer, by thy tears j Or if thy floods must needs o'erflow their brim. Lament, lament thy blindness, and not him. Eleg. XIII. No, no, he is not dead ; the naouth of fame. Honour's shrill herald, would preserve his name. And make it live, in spight of death and dust. Were there no other Heaven, no other trust. He is not dead ; the sacred Nine deny The soul that merits fame should ever die. He lives j and when the latest breath of fame Shall want her trump to glorify a name. He shall survive, and these self-closed eyes That now lie slumbVing in the dust, shall rise. And, fili'd with endless gloiy, shall enjoy The perfect vision of eternal joy *. * This tautology appears to have escaped our poet. Tha above " Sion and Funeral Elegies" are composed in such a manner, that each begins with the letter of the alphabet in succession as far as Y. There are some beautiful passages in the " Sion Sonnets^' composed in eight-line stanzas. EWTOR. xlii Speeimem of From his Elegy on Lady Luckyn *, [In the same.] Had she been only that which serves to raise The name of woman to a common height ; Had she been only that, which, now-a-days. With some allowance, makes perfection weight; She had deserv'd her share of common praise. Perchance, and had been priz'd above her rate : * There is something very pleasing in the short epistle prefixed to this Elegy. * To my honourable and dear Friend Sir William Luckyn, Baronet. sir, " To whom can these leases owe themselves, bat TcM ? whose the author is, and to whom the blessed life and death of this sainted lady hath been, and is (to my knowledge) a religious and. continued meditation. She was yours; and the terms whereon you parted with her, was no ill bargain. Having a double Interest (and, in that, a treble blessing) for more than tweWe years, could you ex- pect less than to lose the Principal? But Almighty God hath shewn himself so gracious a dealer, that we look for extraordinary pennyworths at his bountiful hand. Your wisdom knows practically that our affections must keep silence, when bit Thgn draw thee one step nigher ; Here lies a precedent a rarer Earth never shew'd ; nor Heaven a fairer. She was ^but room forbids to tell thee what Sura all perfection up, and she was *Aaf. Editos. I shall conclude these Specimens of Quatles's Poetry with the following from Mr. Ellis's " Speci- mens of Early English Poets,'* vol. iii. 122. It is the only one given by this gentleman, and as it happens to be of quite a different * nature from the preceding, I subjoin it with the greater readiness. * So much so, as to excite a doubt in my mind, whe- ther his son John, who, from Wood's account, was a writer as well as a lovei^ of poetry, may not be the author of it. Consult Wood's ^tbea. Oxon. vol. ii. col. ZSS- Quarless Poetry. xIt It is extracted from his ** Shepherd's Oracles," 4to. 1646 ; and describes, with some humour, the state of the Puritans. Song of Anarchus, Know then, my brethren. Heaven Is clear^ And all the clouds ar^one 5 The righteous now shall flourish, and Good days are coming on. Come then, my brethren, and be glad. And eke lejoice with me j Lawn sleeves and rochets shall go down. And hey ! then up go we ! "We '11 break the windows which the Whort Of Babylon hath painted j And when the Popish saints are down^ Then Barrow shall be sainted. There 's neither cross nor crucifix Shall stand for man to see j Rome's trash and trumperies shall go down. And hey ! then up go we ! We '11 down with all the 'Farsities * Where learning is profess' d. Because they practise and maintain, The language of the Beast. The Universities. Tlvi specimens of We '11 drive the doctors out of doors. And arts, whatever they be j "We '11 cry both arts and learning down. And hey ! then up go we ! If once that Anti-christian crew Be crush'd and overthrown. We '11 teach the nobles how to crouch. And keep the gentry down. Good manners have an ill report. And turn to pride, we see ; We 'U therefore cry good manners down. And hey ! then up go we ! The name of lord shall be abhorr'd. For every man 's a brother j No reason why, in Church, or State, One man should rule another. But when the change of government Shall set our fingers free. We '11 make the wanton Sister stoop. And hey ! then up go we ! Our coblers shall translate their souls From caves obscure and shady j We '11 make Tom T. as good as my lord. And Joan as good as my lady. We '11 crush and fling the marriage ring Into the Roman See-y We '11 ask no bands, but e'en clap hands. And hey ! then up go we ! Quarless Poetry, xlvii I am not prepared to go quite the length of Dr. Jackson*, in commendation of Quarles's Poetry, though I am firmly convinced it merits not one half of the censure which the pedantry of Pope and of others has bestowed upon it. A Volume of Quarles's Poems would not probably be very kindly received by the public : but it is hoped that the foregoing Specimens will be considered as an acceptable gift. Editor. * In his Thirty Letters," &c. GENERAL OBSERVATIONS, The reader is now in possession not only of the remarks of various critics on the merits and de- hierits of Quarles, but of such Specimens of the author's compositions as may induce him to form his own unbiassed opinion. It is not my wish to speak of this writer in a strain of unqualified panegyric ; though I feel confident, that, with those who can relish the genius of Jeeemt Taylor, or the energy of Sir Thomas Browne, the ensuing pages will not be read with apathy or dis- appointment. The periods of Quarles are some- times balanced with a nicety and precision which Johnson might not have disdained to adopt ; and his images of virtue and of vice are so happily conceived, and forcibly expressed, that we immediately turn with rapture towards the former, and with abhorrence from the latter. Perhaps there is no other instance of a writer before Milton, who, in the language of Cowper's encomium of Sydney, may be more justly called a ' warbler of poetic prose. As Quarles's plan will be found to be entirely novel, so is the execution of it equally happy. It may be difficult to discover, in the whole compass of English literature, the characteristics of vice or of weakness more forcibly displayed, or the consolations oi religion more .efficaciously administered. General Observations. xlix These beauties may however, in some places, appear to be tarnished by a style too luxuriantly metaphorical for the simplicity of devout compositions: and that excessive love of antithesis *, which the author evinces in almost every page, may produce a kind of artificial effect which should never arise from pe- rusing the effusions of the heart. But these defects are venial, and are connected rather with matters of taste and criticism, than of genius and talent. The reader will never meet with poverty of fancy, or feebleness of expression, in the periods of Quarles. True it is, some passages may appear to savour a little of those principles now technically called evangelical \ but it must be remembered that they were written by their author with other feelings, and other motives, than those by which the present evangelical Sectarists seem to be actuated. That Quarles had the most upright notions, and a proper sense of the relationship between man and his * I incline to think that Quarles had, in some measure, studied the periods of" SirWm. Cornwallyes, the younger. Knight ;" the most complete edition of whose " Essayes'*' was published in a small octavo volume, in 163a, with a curious frontispiece of the Father and Son, sitting at their studies. There is a terseness and antithesis in Comwallis, occasionally not unlike Quarles. These Essays deserve re- publication ; and one is rather surprised not to find an ex- tract from them among Mr. Burnett's " Specimens of Eng- lish Prose Writers." For some particulars relating to Cortiwallis, see Granger's Biog. Hist. Eng. vol. xi. 333-4. ed. 1S04. 4. 1 Gener'al Observations. Redeemer, is evident from the following Prayer : a Prayer, which is not only distinguishable for the beauty and correctness of its language, but to which no sincere lover of our excellent Church Establish- ment can refuse his " Aram" *' Lord, if thy mercy exceeded not my misery, I could look for no compassion ; and if thy grace trans- cended not my sin, I could expect for nothing but con- fusion. Oh, thou that madest me of nothing, renew me, that have made myself far less than nothing j revive those sparkles in my soul which lust hath quenched; cleanse thine image in me which my sin hath blurred j enlighten my understanding with thy truth ; rectify my judgment with thy word 3 direct my will with thy Spirit; strengthen my memory to retain good things j order my affections that I may love thee above all things j increase my faith 3 encourage my hope ; quicken my charity ; sweeten my thoughts with thy grace ; season my words witli thy Spirit ; sanctify my actions with thy wisdom ; subdue the insolence of my rebellious flesh j restrain the fury of my unbridled passions ; reform the frailty of my comipted nature j incline my heart to de- sire what is good, and bless my endeavours that I may do what I desire. Give me a true knowledge of myself, 9nd make me sensible of mine own infirmities ; let not the sense of those mercies which I enjoy, blot out of my remembrance those miseries which I deserve that I m^ay be truly thankful for the one, and humbly peni- tent for the other, In all my afflictions keep me from General Observations, li despair; in all my deliverances preserve me from in gratitude 3 that being timely quickened with the sense of thy goodness^ and truly humbled by the sight of min own weakness, I may be here exalted by the vir tue of thy grace, and hereafter advanced to the king- dom of thy glory." Vide post, " The Humble Maw," p. 236. We cannot suppose the Secretary of Usher to have been a mere enthusiast : those, therefore, who may be inclined to admire only the effusions of Quarles's fancy, will do well to consider the extent pf his erudition, and the sincerity of his endeavours to reform th depravity of the human heart. Editob. dl FOR AFFLICTED SOULS; OB, Meditations, Soliloquies, and Prayers^ By FRANCIS QUARLES. IJHr TWO PARTS. d3 ^MW f.^^'irtt%^' '^^^ /vn--\Avxd . .;^ .3ajiU:iiv) eiO^'lnH.. j:.iA>i K.Yr-1 %' TO MY MOST GRACIOUS SOVEREIGN KING CHARLES [I.] SIR, I BELIEVE you to be such a patron of virtue, that if this Treatise had the least probability of cherishing vice, my countenance durst not admit a thought of this Dedication to Your Majesty. But my own reason (seconded by better approbations) assures me these Disquisitions and Prayers are Hke to beget grace in those where it was not, .and to confirm it where it was. And being so useful, I dare not doubt your patronage of this Child, which d4 Ivi DEDICATION TO CHARLES I. survives a Father whose utmost abilities were (till death darkened that great light in his soul) sacrificed to your service. But, if I could question your willing protection of it, I might strengthen my petition for it, by an unquestionable commendation of the author's published Meditations, in most of which (even those of Poetry begun in his youth) there are such tinctures of piety, and pictures of devout passions, as gained him much love, and many noble friends, ' One of that number (which is not to be numbei'ed) was the religious, learned, peaceable, humble Bishop of Armagh ; whom I beseech God to bless, and make Your Majesty and him, in these bad, 4 DEDICATION TO CHARLES I. Ivii sad times, instruments of good to this distracted, distempered. Church and State. This is my unfeigned prayer: and I doubt not but all that wish well to Sion will seal it with their Amen, Your Majesty's poor And most faithful Subject, . RICHARD ROYS') JN. PREFACE [OF RICHARD ROYSTON.] READER, It is thought Jit to say this little, an^ but this little, of the Author and his book. He was (for I speak to those that ar strangers to his extraction and breeding) a branch of a deserving family, and the son of a ivorthy father : his education was in the Universities and Inns of Court ^ hut his inclination was rather to divine studies than the laiv. This appears in most of Ms published books f which are many J, but I think in xoNE more than this, which was finished with his life. 1x ORIGINAL PREFACE. IFherein the reader may behold (ojc- cording to the arguments undertaken by the author) what passions, and in what degrees those passions, have possessed his soul ; and whether grace have yet allayed or expelled tJiem (those that are inconsistible with virtue) from the strong hold of his affections. Such this IVeati^e is, and being such, I commend it to the reader, and this wish with it, that those many ftoo many) writers who mistake malice for zeal, and (being transported) speak evil of govern- ment, and meddle with things they un- derstand not (Jude, viii. 10.); forgetting there are such sins as sedition and heresj (sins which Saint Paul, Gal. v. 20, 21. parallels with murder and witchcraft), would change their disputes into devout meditations, such as these be ; in which ORIGINAL PREFACE. 1x1 the pious man shall see virtue adorned with beautiful language, and vice so presented, as it is not like to infect the mind, nor corrupt the conscience. The method, the arguments, the style, all speak Mr, Quarles the author of the hook; and the book speaks his com- mendations so much, that I need not commend it ; hut I do thee, to God, Farewell, CONTENTS. PART THE FIRST. The Sensual Man Pcig^ 1 The fain- glorious Man ..... 9 The Oppressor 1 7 The Drunkard . 26 The Swearer 34 The Procrastinator ....... 42 The Hypocrite ^ 51 The Ignorant Man 59 The Slothful Man . 68 The Proud Man "jy The Covetous Man .86 The Self-lover 94 The Worldly Man 103 The Lascivious Man Ill The Sabbath-breaker 11 9 The Censorious Alan 128 The Liar 136 The Revengeful Man . * . . . .145 The Secure Man , 154 The Presumptuous Man . , . . . l63 Ixiv CONTENTS. PART THE SECOND. The Weary Man Page 1^5 The Sinner 183 The Poor Man . . . . . . . IQl The Forgetful Man I99 The Widow 207 The Afflicted Man . . * . . .215 The Deserted Man 223 The Humble Man 230 The Sinner 238 Sion 245 The Mourner 253 The Serpent " 26 1 The Sinner 268 The Faithful Man 276 The Fearful Man 284 The Plague-affrighted Man .... 292 The Persecuted Man 300 The Sinner 308 The Sinner . 3l6 Th Good Man 324 JUj:)GMENT AND MERCY, (&C. PART THE FIRST. THE SENSUAL MAN, His Solace. Come, let us be merry, and rejoice our souls, in frolic and in fresh delights : let us screw our pampered hearts a pitch beyond the reach pf dull-browed sor- row : let us pass the slow-paced time in melancholy charming piirth, and take the advantage pf our youtl:|ful days: let us banish care to the d^ad sea of phleg- matic old age : let a deep sigh be high treason, and let a solemn look be ad- judged a crime too great for pardon. My serious studies shall be to drayy" mirth into a body, to analise laughter, and to pa^-aphi-ase upon the various texts of all B 2 THE SENSUAL MAN. delights. Mj recreations shall be to still pleasure into a quintessence, to reduce beauty to her first principles, and to ex- tract a perfect innocence from the milk- white doves of Venus. Why should I spend my precious minutes in the sullen and dejected shades of sadness P or ravel out my short-lived days in solemn and heart-breaking carcf Hours have eagles- wings, and when their hasty flight shall put a period to our numbered days, the world is gone with us, and all our for- gotten joys are left to be enjoyed by the succeeding generations, and we are snatched we know not how, we know not whither; and wrapt in the dark bosom of eternal night. Come then, my soul, be wise; make use of that which gone, is past recalling, and lost, is past redemption : eat thy bread with a merry heart, and gulp down care in frolic cups of liberal wine. Be- guile the tedious nights with dalliance. THE SENSUAL MAN. 3 &nd steep thy stupid senses in unctuous, in delightful sports. 'Tis all the por- tion that this transitory world can give thee. Let music, voices, masks, and midnight revels, and all tliat melan- choly wisdom censures vain, be thy de- lights. And let thy care-abjuring soul cheer up, and sweeten the short days of thy consuming youth. Follow the ways of thy own heart, and take the freedom of thy sweet desires ; leave not delight untried, and spare no cost to heighten up thy lusts, Take pleasure in the choice of pleasures, and please thy cu- rious eyes with all varieties, to satisfy thy soul in all things which thy heart desires. Ay, but, my soul, when those evil days shall come wherein thy wasting pleasures shall present their items to thy bedrid view rwhen all diseases and the evils of age shall muster up their forces in thy crazy bones, where be thy com* forts then ? B 2 '4 ^HE SENSUAL MAN. Consider, O mj soul, and know that day will come, and after that, another, wherein, for all these things, God ivill bring thee to judgment, Ec-" cles. xi. g. Prov. xiv. 13. JEven in laughter the heart is sorroiufult a?id the end of that mirth is heavi- ness, Eccles. ii. 2. J said in my hearty Go to now, I ivill prove thee tvith mirth, and therefore enjoy pleasure, and behold this also is vanity: I said of laughter. It is mad ; and of' mirth, fFhat doth it P St. James. Ye have lived in pleasure on the earth, and been wanton ; ye have nourished your hearts as in the day of slaughter, Eccles. vii. 4. The heart of the ivise man is in the house of mourning : but the heart of fools ?V in the house of mirth. THE SENSUAL MAJf^ ^ His Soliloquy, What hast thou now to say, O my soul, v/hy this judgment, seconded with divine proofs, backed with the har- mony of holy men, should not proceed against thee? Dally no longer with thy own salvation, nor flatter thy own cor- ruption : remember, the wages of flesh are sin, and the wages of sin, death, God hath threatened it, whose judgments are terrible: God hath witnessed it, whose words are truth. Consider then, my soul, and let not momentarypleasares flatter thee into eternity of torments. How many, that have trod thy steps, are now roaring in the flames of hell ! and yet thou triflest away the time of thy repentance. O my poor deluded soul, presume no longer; repent to- day, lest to-morrow come too late. Or couldest thou ravel out thy days beyond C TftE SEKSUAL MAN. Methusalem, tell me, alas! what will eternity be the shorter for the deduction of a thousand years ? Be wisely provi- dent therefore, O my soul, and bid va- nity, the common sorceress of the world, farewell : life and death are yet before thee : choose life, and the God of life will seal thy choice. Prostrate thyself before Him who delights not in the death bf a sinner, and present thy petitions to Him who can deny thee nothing in the name of a Saviour. His Prayer. O God, in the beauty of whose holiness is the true Joy of those that love thee, the full happiness of those that fear thee, and the only rest of those that prize thee ; in respect of which the transitory plea- sures of the world are less than nothing; in comparison of which the greatest wis- dom of the world is folly, and the glory *riit st^sVAL Man. 7 bf the earth but dross and dung: how dare my boldness thus presume to press into thy glorious presence ? What can 3my prayers expect but thy just wrath and heavy indignation ? Oh ! what return can the tainted breath of my polluted lips deserve, but to be bound hand and foot, and cast into the flames of hell ? But, Lord, the merits of my Saviour are greater than the offences of a sin- ner, and the sweetness of thy mercy exceeds the sharpness of my misery: the horror of thy judgments has seized tipon me, and I languish through the Isense of thy displeasure; I have for- isaken thee, the rest of my distressed soul, and set my affections upon the vanity of the deceitful world. I have taken pleasure in my foolishness, and have vaunted myself in mine iniquity ; I have flattered my soul with the honey of delights, whereby I am made sensible of the sting of my affliction ; wherefore B 4 , $ ' THE SENSUAL MAST. I loath and utterly abhor myself, and from the bottom of my heart repent in dust and ashes. Behold, O Lord, I am impure and vile, and have wallowed in the puddle of mine own corruptions; the sword of thy displeasure is drawn out against me, and what shall I plead, O thou Preserver of mankind? Make me a new creature, O my God, and destroy the old man within me. Remove my affections from the love of transitory things, that I may run the way of thy commandments. Turn away mine eye from beholding vanity, and make thy testimonies my whole delight. Give me strength to discern the emptiness of the creature, and inebriate my heart with the fulness of thy joys. Be thou my portion, O God, at whose right hand stand pleasures for evermore. Be thou my refuge and my shield, and suf- fer me not to sink under the corrup- tions of my heart J let not the house 5 THE VAIN-GLORIOUS MAIT. Q of mirth beguile me; but give me a sense of the evil to come. Accept the free-will offerings of my mouth, and grant my petitions for the honour of thy Name; then will I magnify thy mer- cies, O God, and praise thy Name for ever and ever. THE VAIN-GLORIOUS MAN. His Vaunt, What tellest thou me of conscience, or a pious life ? They are good trades for a leaden spirit that can stand bent at every frown, and want the brains to make a higher fortune, or courage to achieve that honour which might glorify their names, and write their memories in the chronicles of fame. 'Tis true, humility is a needful gift in those that have no quality to exercise their pride ; and pa- lo 1E VAm-GLORlOUS MA5r. tience is a necessary grace to keep the world in peace, and him that hath it in a whole skin, and often proves a vir- tue born of mere necessity. And civil honesty is a fair pretence for him that hath not wit to act the knave, and makes a man capable of a little higher style than fool. And blushing modesty is a pretty innocent quality, and serves to vindicate an easy nature from the imputation af an ill breeding. These are inferior graces, that have got a good opinion in the dull wisdom of the world, and ap- pear like water among the elements, to moderate the body politic, and keep it from combustion ; nor do they come into the work of honour. Virtue con- sists in action, and the reward of action is glory. Glory is the great soul of the little world, and is the crown of all sub- Kme attempts, and the point whereto the crooked ways of policy are all con- centric. Honour consults not with a rkE VAi?^-GLoRiotri5 MAN/ ii pious life. Let those that are ambitidu^ of a religious reputation abjure all ho- nourable titles, and let their dough-baked spirits take a pride in sufferance (the anvil of all injuries), and be thankfully baffled into a quiet pilgrimage. Rapes, murders, treasons, dispossessions, riots, are venial things to men of honour, and often coincident in high pursuits. Had my dull conscience stood upon such nice points, that little honour I have won. had glorified some other arm, and left me begging morsels at his princely gates- Come, come, my soul. Id factum juvat quod fieri non licet. Fear not' to do, what crowns thee being done. Ride on with thy honour, and create a name to live with fair eternity. Enjoy thy pur- chased glory as the merit of thy re- nowned actions, and let thy memorj^ entail it to succeeding generations. jNIake thy own game, and .if thy conscience check thee, correct thy saucy conscience, 12 THE VAIN-GLORIOUS MAIT. till she stand as mute as metamorphosed Niobe. Fear not the frowns of princes, or the imperious hand of various for- tune. Thou art too bright for the one to obscure, and too great for the other to cry down. But hark, my soul, I hear a voice that thunders in mine ear / will change their glory into shame, Hos. iv. 7. Psal. xlix. 20. Man that is born in honour, and under^ sfandeth not, is like the beasts that pe- rish, Prov. XXV. 27. // is not good to eat too much honey ; S9 for men to search their own glory is not glory, Jer. ix. 23. TJiiis saith the Lord, Let not the wise man glory in his wisdom, neither let the mighty man glory in his might. THE VAIN-GLORIOUS MAN. 13 nor let the rich man glory in his riches : hut let him that glorieth glory in this, that he understandeth and s hnoweth me, that I am the Lord, Gal. V. 26, Let us ^ot he desirous of vain-glory, &c. His Soliloquy, Vain- GLORY is a froth, which, blown off, discovers a great want of measure : canst thou, O my soul, be guilty of such an emptiness, and not be challenged? Canst thou appear in the searching eye of Heaven, and not expect to be cast away ? Deceive not thyself, O my soul, nor flatter thyself with thy own great- ness. Search thyself to the bottom, and thou shalt find enough to humble thee. Dost thou glory in the favour of a prince ? the frown of a prince determines it. Dost thou glory in thy strength ? a poOr ague tetrays it. Dost thou glory in thy wealth? 14 THE VAIN-GLORIOUS MAX. the hand of a thief extinguishes it. Dost thou giory in thy friends I one cloud of adversity darkens it. Dost thou glory in thy parts ? thy own pride obscures it. JBeholtJ, n>y soiil, how like a bubble thou appearest, and with a sigh break' st into sorrow ! The gate of heaven is strait ; canst thou hope to enter without break- ing? The bubble that would p^ss the floodgates, must first dissolve. My soul, melt then in tpars, and empty thyself of all thy vanity, and thou shalt find divinp repletion ; evaporate in devotion, and thou shalt recruit thy greatness to eter? Ijal glory, ffis Prayei\ And can I choose, O God, but trembly at thy judgments? Or can my stony heart not stand amazed at thy threaten- ings ? It is thy voice, O God, and thou Jiast spoken it : it is thy voice, O God^, THE VAIN- GLORIOUS MAN. 16 jtnd I have heard it. Hadst thou so dealt by me, as thou didst by Babel's proud king, and driven me from the sons of men, thou hadst but done acr cording to thy righteousness, and re^ warded me according to my deservings. What couldest thou see in me less wor- thy of thy vengeance than in him, the example of thy justice? or. Lord, where- in am I more incapable of thy indigna- tion? There is nothing in me to move thy mercy but my misery. Thy goodness is thyself, and hath no ground but what proceedeth from itself, yet have I sin- ned against that goodness, and have thereby heaped up wrath against the day of wrath ; that insomuch, had not thy grace abounded with my sin, I had long since been confounded in my sin, and swallowed up in the gulf of thy dis- pleasure. But, Lord, thou takest no de- light to punish ; and with thee is no re-, spect of persons: thou takest no pleasure 10 THE VAIN-GLORIOUS WAN. in the confusion of thy creature, but re? joicest rather in the conversion of a sin- ner. Convert me, therefore, O God, and J shall be then converted : make me sen- sible of my own corniptioni^, that I may see the vileness of my own condition. Pull down the pride of my ambitious heart ; humble me, thou, O God, and I shall be humbled : wean nie from the thirst of transitory honour, and let my whole delight be to glory in thee : touch thou my conscience with the fear of thy name, that in all my actions I may fear to offend thee. Endue me, O Lord, with the spirit of meekness, and teach me to overcome evil with a patient heart : mo- derate and curb the exorbitances of my passion, and give me temperate use of all thy creatures. Replenish my heart with the graces of thy Spirit, that in all my ways I may be acceptable in thy sight. In all conditions give me a con- tented mind, and upon all occasion* THE OPPRESSOR. I7 grant me a grateful heart, that honour- ing thee here in the church militant be- fore men, I may be glorified hereafter in the church triumphant before thee and angels; where, filled with true glory, ac- cording to the measure of grace thou shalt be pleased to give me here, I may with angels and archangels praise thy name for ever and ever. THE OPPRESSOR. His Plea, I SEEK but what is my own by law : it was his own free act and deed : the exe- cution lies for goods or body, and goods or body I will have, or else my money. AVhat if his beggarly children pine, or his proud wife perish ? They perish at their own charge, not mine ; and what is that to me ? I must be paid, or he lie by it, imtil J have my utmost farthing 18 THE OPPRESSOR. or his bones. The law is just and good ; and being ruled by that, how can my fair proceedings be unjust? What is thirty in the hundred to a man of trade! Are we born to thrum caps, or pick straws ? and sell our livelihood for a few tears, and a whining face ? I thank God they move me not so much as a howl- ing dog at midnight. I'll give no day, if Heaven itself would be security ; 1 must have present money, or his bones. The commodity was good enough, as wares went then, and had he had but a thriving wit, with the necessary help of a good merchantable conscience, he might have gained perchance as much as now he lost ; but howsoever, gain or not gain, I must have my money. Two tedious terms my dearest gold hath lain in his unprofitable hands. The cost of suit hath made me bleed above a score of royals f besides my interest, travel, half-pennies, and bribes; all which 4 THE OPPRESSOR. Ip does but increase my beggarly defend- ant's damages, and set him deeper on. my score ; but right is right, and I will have my money, or his bones. Fifteen shillings in the pound composition ! I'll hang first. Come, tell not me of a good conscience: a good conscience is no par- cel of my trade ; it hath made more bankrupts than all the loose wives in the universal city. My conscience is no foDl. It tells me that my own's my own ; a^d that a well-crammed bag is no deceitful friend, but will stick close to me when all my friends forsake me. If to gain a good estate out of nothing, and to regain a desperate debt, which is as good as nothing, be the fruits and sign of a bad conscience, God help the good ! Come, tell not me of griping and oppression : the world is hard, and he that hopes to thrive must gripe as hard: what I give I give, and what I lend I lend. If the way to heaven be to turn c 2 20 THE OPPRESSOR. beggar upon earth, let them take it that like it ! I know not what ye call op- pression. The law is my direction; but of the two it is more profitable to op- press than to be oppressed. If debtors would be honest and discharge, our hands were bound ; but when their fail- ing offends my bags, they touch the apple of my eye, and I must right them. But, ha ! what voice is this that whispers in mine ear. The Lord ivill spoil the soul of the oppressors. Prov. xxii. 23. Prov. xxii. 22. Rob not the poor because he is poor, nei- ther oppress the afflicted in the gate ; for the Lord tvill plead their cause, and spoil the soul of those that spoil- ed them. Ezek. xxii. ig. The people of the land have used op- THE OPPRESSOR. 21 '- pression, and exercised robberi/, and have vexed the poor and needy ; yea, they have oppressed the stranger wrongfully. Therefore I have poured out my indignation upon them^ I have consumed them with the fire of my wrath, >? ,' Zach. vii. Q. Execute true judgment ^ and shew mercy and compassion every man to his bro- ther, and oppress not the ividmu nor the fatherless, nor the stranger^ nor the poor, and let none of you imagine evil in your hearts against his brother. But they refused to hearken ; there- fore came a great wrath from the Lord of hosts. His Soliloquy. Is it wisdom in thee, O my soul, to covet a happiness, or rather to account it so, that is sought for with a judgment, c 3 22 THE OPPRESSOR. obtained with a curse, and punished with damnation and to neglect that good which is assured with a promise, pur- chased with a blessing, and rewarded with a crown of glory? Canst thou hold a full estate a good pennyworth, which is bought with the dear price of thy God's displeasure ? Tell me, what con- tinuance can that inheritance promise that is raised upon the ruins of thy bro- ther ? Or, what mercy canst thou expect from Heaven, that hast denied all mercy to thy neighbour ? O my hard-hearted soul! consider, and relent. Build not an house whose posts are subject to be rotted with a curse. Consider what tlie God of truth hath threatened against thy cruelty : relent, and turn compassionate, that thou mayest be capable of his com- passion. If the desire of gold hath har- dened thy heart, let the tears of true repentance mollify it; soften it with THE OPPRESSOR. 23 Aaron's ointment, until it become wax to take the impression of that seal which must confirm thy pardon. His Prayer. But will my God be now entreated ? Is not my crying sin too loud for par^ don ? Am I not sunk too deep into the jaws of hell for thy strong arm to res* cue ? Hath not the hardness of my heart made me incapable of thy compassion ? Oh, if my tears might wash away my sin, my head should turn a living spring ! Lord, I have heard thee speak, and am afraid; the word is passed, and thy judg- ments have found me out. Fearfulness and trembling are come upon me, and the jaws of hell have overwhelmed me. I have oppressed thy poor, and added affliction to the afflicted, and the voice of their misery is come before thee. They besought me with tears, and in c4 24 THE OTPllESSOR. the anguish of their souls; but 1 have stopped mine ears against the cry of their complaint. But, Lord, thou walkest not the ways of man, and rememberest mercy in the midst of thy wrath ; for thou art good and gracious, and ready to forgive, and plenteous in compassion to all that shall call upon thee. Forgive me, O God, my sins that are past ! and deliver me from the guilt of my oppres- sion. Take from me, O God, this heart of stone, and create in my breast a heart of flesh : assuage the vehemency of my desires to the things below, and satisfy my soul with the sufficiency of thy grace. Inflame my affections, that I may love thee with a filial love, and in- cline me to rely upon thy fatherly pro- vidence. Let me account godliness my greatest gain, and subdue in me my lusts after filthy lucre. Preserve me, O Lord, from the vanity of self-love, and plant in my affections the true love of my f '. ^t^ THE OPPRESSOR. 25 neighbours. Endue my heart with the bowels of compassion,. and then reward me according to thy righteousness. Di- rect me, O God, in the Ways of my hfe, and let a good conscience be my conti- nual comfort. Give me a willing heart to make restitution of what I have wrongfully gotten by oppression. Grant me a lawful use of all thy creatures, and a thankful heart for all thy benefits. Be merciful to all those that groan under the burden of their own wants, and give them patience to expect thy deli- verance. Give me a heart that may- acknowledge thy favours, and fill my tongue with praise and thanksgiving; that, living here a new life, I may be- come a new creature; and being en- grafted in thee, by the power of thy grace, I may bring forth fruit to thy honour and glory. ^ - 26 THE PRUNKARD. --# His Jubilee. What complement will the severer world allow to the vacant hours of fro- lic-hearted youth ? How shall their free, their jovial spirits, entertain their time, their friends ? What oil shall be infused into the lamp of dear society, if they deny the privilege of a civil rejoicing cup ? It is the life, the radical humour of united souls, whose love- digestive heat even ripens and ferments the green materials 6f a plighted faith; without the help whereof new- married friend-< ship falls into divorce, and joined ac- quaintance soon resolves into the first elements of strangeness. What mean these strict reformers thus to spend their hour-glasses, and bawl against our harm- less cups? to call our meetings riots, and TJm DRUNKARD- 2 7 brand our civil mirth with styles of loose intemperance ? whilst they can sit at a sister's feast, devour and gormandize be- yond excess, and wipe the guilt from off their marrowed mouths, and clothe their surfeits in the long fustian rohes of a te- dious grace ! Is it not much better in a fair friendly round (since youth must have a swing) to steep our soul-afflict- ing sorrows in a chirping cup, than ha- zard our estates upon the abuse of Pro-- vidence in a foolish cast at dice P or at a cockpit leave our doubtful fortunes to the mercy of unmerciful contention ? or spend our wanton days in sacrificing costly presents to a fleshly idolP Was not wine given to exhilarate the droop- ing hearts, and raise the drow^sy spirits of dejected souls ? Is not the liberal cup the sucking bottle of the sons of Phoe- bus, to solace and refresh their palates in the nights of sad invention ? Let dry- ]brained zealots spend their idle breaths, 28 THE DRUNKARD. my cups shall be my cordials to restore my care-befeebled heart to the true tem- per of a well-complexioned mirth. My solid brains are potent, and can bear enough, "without the least ofEence to my distempered senses, or interruption of my boon companions. My tongue can, in the very zenith of my cups, deliver the expressions of my composed thoughts with better sense, than these my grave reformers can their best advised prayers. My constitution is pot-proof, and strong enough to make a fierce encounter with the most stupendous vessel that ever sailed upon the tides of Bacchus. My reason shrinks not; my passion burns not. O BUT, my soul ! I hear a threatening voice that interrupts my language. Woe he to (hem that are mighty to drinh wine. Isaiah, v. 22. THE DRUN^KARD. 20 PrOV. XX. 1. fflne is a mocker ; strong drinh is raging, and luhosoever is deceived thereby is not tvise, Isaiah, v. 1 1 . JFoe he to them that rise tip early in the morning to follow strong drinh; that continue till night, until ivine inflame them. Prov. xxiii. 20/ Be not among wine-bibhers. 1 Cor. V. 11. Now I have tvritten unto you, not to Iceep company, if any that is called a brother be a drunkard; with such a one, no, not to eat, His Soliloquy. My soul, it is the voice of God, di- gested into a judgment: there is no kicking against pricks, or arguing against a divine truth. Pleadest thou custom ? 30 THE DRUNKARD. Custom in sin multiplies it. Pleadest thou society ? Society in the otFence, aggravates the punishment. Pleadest thou help to invention ? Woe be to that barrenness, that wants such showers. Pleadest thou strength to bear much wine ? " Woe to those that are mighty to drink strong drink." My soul, thou hast sinned against thy Creator in abus- ing that creature he made to serve thee : thou hast sinned against the creature, in turning it to the Creator's dishonour: thou hast sinned against thyself, in mak- ing thy comfort thy confusion. How many want that blessing thou hast turned into a curse P How many thirst whilst thou surfeitest? What satisfac- tion wilt thou give to the Creator, to the creature, to thyself, against all whom thou hast transgressed ? To thy- self, by a sober life : to the creature, by a right use : to thy Creator, by a true THE druitkard; 31 repentance: the waj to all which, is prayer and thanksgiving. His Prayer. How truly then, O God, this heavy woe belongs to this my boasted sin ! How many judgments are comprised and abstracted in this woe, and all for me, even me, O God, the miserable sub- ject of thy eternal wrath ; even me, O Lord, the mark whereat the shafts of thy displeasure level! Lord, I was a sinner in my first conception, and in sin hath my mother brought me forth ; I was no sooner born, but I was a slave to sin, and all my life is nothing but the prac- tice and the trade of high rebellion. I have turned thy blessings into thy dis- honour, and all thy graces into wanton- ness : yet hast thou been my God, even from the very womb, and didst sustain me when I hung upon my mother's 32 THE DKUNKARt). breast ; thou hast washed me, O Lord, from my pollution, but like a swine I have returned to my mire. Thou hast glanced into my breast the blessed mo- tions of thy Holy Spirit, but I have quenched them with the spring- tides of my born corruption. Be merciful, O God, unto me I Have mercy on me, O thou Son of David ! I cannot, O Lord, expect the children's bread, yet suffer me to lick the crumbs that fall be- neath their table. I, that have so oft abused the greatest of thy blessings, am not worthy of the meanest of thy favours. Look, look upon me according to the goodness of thy mercy, and not accord- ing to the greatness of my offences. Give me, O God, a sober heart, and a lawful moderation in the enjoyment of thy creatures. Reclaim my appetite from unseasonable delights, lest I turn thy blessings into a curse. In all my dejections, be thou my comfort, and let THE DRUNKARD. 33 my rejoicing be only in thee. Propose to mine eyes the evilness of my days, and make me careful to redeem my time. Wean me from the pleasure of vain society, and let my companions be such as fear thee. Forgive all such as have been partners in my sin, and turn their hearts to the obedience of thy laws. Open their ears to the reproofs of the wise, and make them powerful in reformation. Allay that lust which my intemperance hath inflamed, and cleanse my affections with the grace of thy good Spirit ; make me thankful for the strength of my body, that I may for the time to come return it to the ad- vantage of thy glory. 34 THE SWEARER. His Apology, VViLL Boanarges never cease? and will these plague- denouncers never leave to thunder judgments in my trembling ear? Nothing but plagues ! nothing hxatjudg' merits I nothing but damnation! What have I done to make my case desperate? and what have they not done to make my soul despair ? Have I set up false gods like the Egyptians ? or have I bowed before therti like the Israelites ? Have I violated the Sabbath like the libertines ? or, like cursed Ham, have I discovered my father s nakedness ? Have I embrued my hands in blood like Barabbas ? or like Absalom defiled mv father's bed ? Have I like Jacob supplanted my elder brother ? or like Ahab intruded into Nabal's vineyard ? Htive I borne false witness like the wanton elders ? or like THE SWEARER. 35 David coveted Uriah's v^ife? Have I not given tithes of all I have ? or hath my purse been hidebound to my hungr}^ brother ? Hath not my life been blame- less before men ? And my demeanour unreprovable before the w^orld ? Have I not hated vice with a perfect hatred ? and countenanced virtue with a due re- spect ? What mean these strict observers of my life, to ransack every action, to carp at every word, and with their sharp censorious tongues to sentence every frailty with damnation ? Is there no al- lowance to humanity ? no grains to flesh and blood ? Are we all angels ? Has mortality no privilege to supersede it from the utmost punishment of a little necessary frailty ? Come, come, my soul, let not these judgment-thunderers fright thee : let not these qualms of their exu- berant zeal disturb thee. Thou hast not cursed like Shimei, nor railed like Rab- shekah, nor lied like Ananias, nor slan- D 2 36 THE SWEARER. dered like thy accusers. They that cen- sure thy gnats, swallow their own ca- mels. What if the luxuriant style of thy discourse do chance to strike upon an obvious oathy art thou straight hur- ried into the bosom of a plague P What if the custom of a harmless oath should captivate thy heedless tongue, can no- thing under sudden judgment seize upon thee ? What if another's diffidence should force thy earnest lips into a hasty oath, in confirmation of a suffering truth, must thou be straightway s branded with damnation P Was Joseph marked for everlasting death for swearing by the life of Egypt's king ? Was Peter, when he so denied his master, straight damned foreswearing ? Oh, flatter not thyself, my soul ! nor turn thou advocate to so high a sin : make not the slips of saints a precedent for thee to fall. THE SWEARER. 37 If the rebukes of flesh may not pre- vail, hear then the threatening of the Spirit, which saith The plague shall not depart from the house of the swearer. Exod. XX. 7. Thou shalt not take the name of the Lord thy God in vahij for the Lord ivill not hold him guiltless that taJceth his name in vain. Zach. V. 3. And every one that sweareth shall he cut off. Matth. V. 34. Swear not at all; neither by heaven , for it is God's throne; nor by the earth, for it is his footstool ; but let your communication be Yeayyea Nay, nay ; for whatsoever is more than these cometh of evil, Jer. xxiii. 10. Because of swearing the land mourneth. D 3 46837 38 THE SWEARER. His Soliloquy, Oh, what a judgment is here ! How terrible ! How full of execution ! The plague ! the extract of all diseases ! none so mortal ; none so comfortless. It makes our house a prison, our friends strangers; no comfort but in the expect- ation of the month's end. Ay, but this judgment excludes that comfort too ! " The plague shall never depart from the house oj the swearer'' What, ne- ver ? Death will give it a period. No, but it shall be entailed upon his ImusCy \i\^ family. O detestable, O destructive sin ! that leaves a cross upon the doors of generations, and lays whole families upon the dust; a sin, whereto neither profit incites, nor pleasure allures, nor necessity compels, nor inclination of nature persuades; a mere voluntary; begun with a malignant imitation, and THE SWEARER. 39 continued with an habitual presump- tion. Consider, O my soul, every oath hath been a nail to wound that Saviour, whose blood (O mercy above expres- sion !) must save thee. Be sensible of thy actions and his suiFerings. Abhor thyself in dust and ashes, and magnify his mercy that hath turned this judg- ment from thee. Go, wash those wounds which thou hast made, with tears; and humble thyself with prayer, and true repentanee. His Prayer, Eternal and omnipotent God! before whose glorious name angels and arch- angels bow, and hide their faces ; to which the blessed spirits, and saints of thy triumphant church, sing forth per- petual hallelujahs ! I, a poor child of disobedient Adam, do here make bold to take that holy name into my sin-pol- D 4 40 THE I^EARER. luted lips. I have heinously sinned, O God, against thee, and against it; I have disparaged it in my thoughts, dishonoured it in my words, profaned it in my actions; and I know thou art a jealous God, and a consuming fire; as faithful in thy pro- mises, so, fearful in thy judgments. I therefore fly from the dreadful name of Jehovah, which I have abused, to that gracious name of Jesus, wherein thou art well pleased. In that most sacred name, O God, I fall before thee ; and for his beloved sake, O Lord, I come unto thee. Cleanse thou my heart, O God, and then my tongue shall praise thee. Wash thou my soul, O Lord, and then my lips shall bless thee. Work in my heart a fear of thy displeasure, and give me an awful reverence of thy name. Set thou a watch before my lips, that I offend not with my tongue. Let no mo- tives entice me to be an instrument of thy dishonour ; and let thy attributes be THE SWEARER. 41 precious in mine eyes. Teach me the way of thy precepts, O Lord, and make me sensible of all my offences. Let not my sinful custom in sinning against thy name, take from my guilty soul the sense of my sin. Give me a respect unto all thy commandments, but espe- cially preserve me from the danger of this my bosom sin. Mollify my heart at the rebukes of thy servants, and strike into my inward parts a fear of thy judg- ments. Let all my communication be ordered as in thy presence, and let the words of my mouth be governed by thy Spirit. Avert those judgments from me which thy word hath threatened, and my sin hath deserved, and strengthen my resolution for the time to come. Work in me a true godly sorrow, that it may bring forth in me a newness of life. Sanctify my thoughts with the con- tinual meditation of thy commandments, and mortify those passions which pro- '42 THE PROCRASTINATOR. voke me to otFend thee. Let not the examples of others induce me to this sin, nor let the frailties of my flesh seek fig-leaves to cover it. Seal in my heart the full assurance of thy recon- ciliation, and look upon me in the bowels of compassion, that, crowning my weak desires with thy all-sufficient power, I may escape this judgment which thy justice hath threatened here, and obtain that happiness thy mercy hath promised hei:eafter. THE PROCRASTINATOR. His Delay. Tell me no more of fasting, prayer, ^nd death ; they fill my thoughts with dumps of melancholy. These are no subjects for a youthful ear ; no contem- plations for an active soul. Let them. THE PROCRASTINATOR. 49 whom sullen age hath weaned from airy pleasures, whom wayward fortune hath condemned to sighs and groans, whom sad diseases have beslaved to drugs and diets, let them consume the remnant of their wretched days in dull devotion : let them afflict their aching souls with the untunable discourses of mortality ; let them contemplate on evil days, and read sharp lectures of their own experience. For me, my bones are full of unctuous marrow, and my blood of sprightly youth. My fair and free estate secures me from the fears of iox^ tune's frown. My strength of consti- tution hath the power to grapple with sorrow, sickness, nay the very pangs of death and overcome. 'Tis true, God must be sought ; what impious tongue dare be so basely bold to contradict so known a truth ? and by repentance too ! What strange impiety dare deny it ? or what presumptuous lips dare disavow 44 THE PROCRASTINATOR, it? But there's a time for all things, yet none prefixed for this, no day de- signed, but, at any time soever. If my unseasonable heart should seek him now, the work would be too serious for so green a seeker. My thoughts are yet unsettled, my fancy yet too gamesome, my judgment yet unsound, my will un- sanctified. To seek him with an un- prepared heart is the highway not to find him ; or to find him with unsettled resolution is the next way to lose him; and indeed it wants but little of pro- faneness to be unseasonably religious. What is once to be done, is long to be deliberated. Let the boiling pleasures of the rebellious flesh evaporate a little, and let me drain my boggy soul from those corrupted inbred humours of col- lapsed nature, and when the tender blossoms of my youthful vanity shall begin to fade, my settled understanding will begin to knot, my solid judgment will THE PROCRASTINATOR. 45 begin to ripen, my rightly guided fancy will be resolved both what to seek, and when to find, and how to prize. Till then, my tender youth, in her pursuit, will be disturbed with every blast of honour, diverted with every flash of pleasure, misled by counsel, turned back with fear, puzzled with doubt, in- terrupted by passion, withdrawn by prosperity, and discouraged with ad- versity. Take heed, my soul : when thou hast lost thyself in thy journey, how wilt thou find thy God at thy journey's end ? Whom thou hast lost by too long delay, thou wilt hardly find with too late a diligence. Take time while time sha^l serve. That day may come, wherein Tho2i shall seek the Lord, hut shalt not find him, Hos. v. 0. 40^ THE PROCRASTINATOR. Isaiah, Iv. 0. Seek the Lord zvhile he may be found, call upon Mm while he is near, Heb. xii. 17. He found no place for repentance, though he sought it with tears carefully. Thou fool, this night will I take thy soul from thee. Revel, ii. 21. I gave her a space to repent, hut she re- pented not ; behold therefore I will cast her. His Soliloquy. ' O MY soul, thou hast sought wealth, and hast either not found it, or cares with it ; thou hast sought for pleasure, and hast found it, but no comfort in it. Thou sough test honour, and hast found it> and perchance fallen with it: thou soughtest friendship, and hast found it false ; society, and hast found ifvain : THE PROCRASTINATOR. Af and yet thy God, the fountain of all wealth, pleasure, honour, friendship, and society, thou hast slighted as a toy not worth the finding ! Be wise, my soul, and blush at thy own folly. Set thy desires on the right object; seek wisdom, and thou shalt find knowledge, and wealth, and honour, and length of days ; seek heaven, and earth shall seek thee ; and defer not thy inquest, lest thou lose thy opportunity. To-day thou mayest find him, whom to-morrow thou mayest seek with tears, and miss: yesterday is too late, to-morrow is uncertain, to-day is only thine. Ay, but, my soul, I fear my too long delay hath made this day too late : fear not, my soul ; he that has given thee his grace to-day, will forget thy neglect of yesterday ; seek him therefore by true repentance, and thou shalt find him in ithy prayer. 48 THE PROCRASTI-NATOR. His Frayer. O God, that, like thy precious word, art hid to none but who are lost, and yet art found by all that seek thee with an upright heart, cast down thy gracious eye upon a lost sheep of Israel, strayed through the vanity of his unbridled youth, and wandered in the wilderness of his own invention. Lord, I have too much delighted in mine own ways, and have put the evil day too far from me. I have wallowed in the pleasures of this deceitful world, which perish in the using, and have neglected thee, my God, at whose right hand are pleasures for ever- more : I have drawn on iniquity as with cart-ropes, and have committed evil with greediness : I have quenched the motions of thy good Spirit, and have delayed to seek thee by true and unfeigned repent- ance. Instead of seeking thee whom I have lost, I have withdrawn myself from THE PROCRASTINATOR. 4^ thy presence when thou hast sought me. It were but justice therefore in thee to stop thine ears at my petitions, or turn my prayers as sin into my bosom ; but, Lord, thou art a gracious God, and full of pity and unwearied compassion, and thy loving kindness is from genera- tion to generation. Lord, in not seeking thee I have utterly lost myself; and if thou find me not, I am lost for ever ; and if thou find me, thou canst not but find me in my sins, and then thou findest me to my own destruction. How miserable, O Lord, is my condition ! How neces- sary is my confusion ! that have neg- lected to seek thee, and therefore am afraid to be found of thee. But, Lord, if thou look upon the all-sufficient merits of thy Son, thy justice will be no loser in shewing mercy upon a sinner ; in his name therefore I present myself before thee ; in his merits I make my humble approach unto thee ; in his name I offer E ^ THE PROCRASTINATOR. Up my feeble prayer; for his merits grant me my petitions. Call not to mind the rebelHons of my flesh, and remember not, O God, the vanities of my youth : inflame my heart with the love of thy presence, and relish my meditations with the pleasure of thy sweetness. Let not the consideration of thy justice over- whelm me in despair, nor the meditation on thy mercy persuade me to presume. Sanctify my will by the wisdom of thy Spirit, that I may desire thee as the chiefest good : quicken my desires with a fervent zeal, that I may seek my Creator in the days of my youth : teach me to seek thee according to thy will, and then be formed according to thy promise, that living in me here by thy grace, I may hereafter reign with thee in thy glory. 51 THE HYPOCRITE. His Prevancation, There is no stuff to make a cloak of like religion ! nothing so fashion- able, nothing so profitable : it is a livery wherein a wise man may serve two masters, God and the world, and make a gainful service by either. I serve both, and in both, myself, by prevaricating with both. Before man, none serves his God with more severe devotion ; for which, among the best of men, I work my own ends, and serve myself. In private I serve the world, not with so strict devotion, but with more delight ; where, fulfilling of her servants' lusts, I work my end, and serve, myself. The house of prayer who more frequents than I ? In all Christian duties who more forward than I ? I fast with those E 2 52 . THE HYPOCRITE. that fast, that I may eat with those that eat : I mourn with those that mourn : no hand more open to the cause than mine, and in their famiUes none prays longer and with louder zeal. Thus, when the opinion of a holy life hath cried the goodness of my conscience up, my trade can lack no custom, my wares can want no price, my words can need no credit, my actions can lack no praise. If I am covetous, it is interpreted provi- dence ; if miserable, it is counted tem- perance ; if melancholy, it is construed godly sorrow ; if merry, it is voted spi- ritual joy; if I be rich, it is thought the blessing of a godly life ; if poor, sup- posed the fruit of conscionable dealing ; if I be well spoken of, it is the merit of holy conversation ; if ill, it is the mahce of malignants. Thus I sail with every wind, and have my end in all conditions. This oloak in summer keeps me cool, in winter warm, and hides the nasty bag THE HYPOCRITE. 53 , of all my secret lusts. Under this cloak I walk in public, fairly, with applause ; and in private, sin securely without of- fence, and officiate wisely without dis- covery. I compass sea and land to make a proselyte, and no sooner made, but he makes me. At a fast I cry Geneva, and at a feast I cry Rome ! If I be poor, I counterfeit abundance to save my cre- dit } if rich, I dissemble poverty to save <:harges/ I most frequent schismatical lectures, which I find most profitable ; from whence learning to divulge and maintain new doctrines, they maintain me in suppers thrice a week. I use the help of a lie, sometimes as a religious stratagem, to uphold the Gospel; and I colour oppression, with God's judgment executed upon the wicked. Charity I hold an extraordinary duty, therefore not ordi- narily to be performed. What I openly reprove abroad for my own profit, that E 3 54 THE HYPOCRITE. I secretly act at home, for my owii pleasure. But stay, I see a hand- writing in my heart, which damps my soul ; 'tis cha- ractered in these sad words, The congregation of the hypocrites shall be desolate. Job, xv. 34. Job, XX. 5. The triumphing of the iviched is short, , and the joy of the hypocrite is but for a moment. Job, xxxvi. 13, 14. The hypocrites in heart heap up wrath ; they die in their youth, and their life is amongst the unclean. Psal. xi. g. An hypocrite tvith his mouth destroyeth his neighbour ; hut through knowledge shall the just be delivered, Matth. xxiii. 13. Woe he to you hypocrites. THE HYPOCRITE. 55 Luke, xii. I. t Beware of the leaven of the pharisees, which is hypocrisy. His Soliloquy, ,^.^ How like a living sepulchre did I ap- pear ! without, beautified with gold and rich invention ; within, nothing but a loathed corruption. So long as this fair sepulchre was closed, it passed for a cu- rious monument of the builder's art; but being opened by these spiritual keys, 'tis nothing but a receptacle of offensive putrefaction. In what a nasty dungeon hast thou, my soul, so long remained unstifled! How wert thou vv^edded to thy own corruptions, that couldst endure thy unsavoury filthiness ! The world loved me, because I seemed good; God hated me, because he knew me to be wicked. I had no friend but myself, and E 4r 56 THE HYPOCRITE. that friend was my bosom enemy. O my soul, is there water enough in Jor- dan to cleanse thee ? Hath Gilead balm enough to heal thy superannuated sores ? I have sinned ; I am convinced ; I am convicted. God's mercy is above di- mensions, when sinners have not sinned beyond repentance. Art thou, my soul, truly penitent for thy sin ? Thou hast free interest in his mercy. Fall then, my soul, before his mercy-seat; and he will crown thy penitence with his pardon. His Prayer. O God, before the brightness of whose all-discerning eye the secrets of my heart appear; before whose clear omniscience the very entrails of my soul lie open ; who art a God of righteous- ness arid truth, and lovest uprightness in the inward parts ; how can I choose THE HYPOCRITE. 57 but fear to thrust into thy glorious pre- sence, or move my sinful Hps to call upon that name, which I so often have dishonoured, and made a cloak to hide the baseness of my close transgressions ? Lord, v^hen I look into the progress of my filthy life, my guilty conscience calls me to so strict account, and reflects to me so large an inventory of my pre- sumptuous sins, that I commit a greater sin in thinking them more infinite than thy mercy. But, Lord, thy mercies have no date, nor is thy goodness circum- scribed. The gates of thy compassion are alvi^ays open to a broken heart, and promise entertainment to a contrite spi- rit. The burden of my sins is grievous, and the remembrance of my hypocrisy is intolerable. I have sinned against thy Majesty w^ith a high hand, but I repent me from the bottom of an humble heart. As thou hast therefore given me sorrow for my sins, so crown that gift in the 58 THE HYPOCRITE. freeness of remission. Be fully recon- ciled to me, through the all-sufficient merits of thy Son, my Saviour ; and seal in my afflicted heart the full assurance of thy gracious favour. Be thou exalted, O God, above the heavens, and let me praise thee with a single heart ; cleanse thou my inward parts, O God, and pu- rify the closet of my polluted soul. Fix thou my heart, O thou Searcher of all secrets, and keep my affections wholly to thee. Remove from me all bye and base respects, that I may serve thee with an upright spirit. Take not the word of truth out of my mouth, nor give me over to deceitful lips. Give me an inward reverence of thy Majesty, that I may ppenly confess thee in the truth of my sincerity. Be thou the only object and end of all my actions, and let thy ho- nour be my great reward. Let not the hopes of filthy lucre, or the praise af men, incline me to thee; neither let THE IGNORANT MAN. SQ the pleasures of the world, nor the fears of any loss, entice me from thee. Keep from me those judgments my hypocrisy hath deserved, and strengthen my reso- lution to abhor my former life. Give me strength, O God, to serve thee v^ith a perfect heart, in the newness of life, that I may be delivered from the old man, and the snares of death. Then shall I praise thee with my entire affec- tions, and glorify thy name for ever and ever. THE IGNORANT MAN. His Faultering. You tell me, and you tell me, that I must be a good man, and serve God, and do his will : and so I .do, for aught I know. I am sure I am as good as God has made me, and I can make my- 60 THE IGNORANT MAN. self no better; that I cannot. And as for serving God, I am sure I go to church as well as the best in the parish, though I be not so fine. And I make no question, if I had better clothes, but I should do God as much credit as another man, though I say it. And as for doing God's will, ay, beshrew me, I leave that to them that are hooli-learnedy and can do it more wisely. I believe the vicar of our parish can do it, and has done it too, as well as any within live miles of his head ; and what need I trouble myself to do what is so well done already? I hope, he being so good a churchman, and so great a scholar, and speaking Latin too, would not leave tliat to so simple a man as I. It is enough forme to know that God is a good man, and that the ten commandments are the best prayers in all the book, unless it be the creed; and that I must love my neighbour as well as he loves me ; and for all other THE IGNORANT MAN. Ol qualifications, they shall never trouble my brains, * an grace a GodF Let me go a Sundays and serve God, obey the King, (God bless him I) do' no man no wrong, say the Lord's Prayer every morning and evening, follow my work, give a noble to the poor at my death, and then say, 'Lord have mercy upon me!' and go away like a lamb I make no question but I shall deserve heaven, as well as he that wears a gayer coat. But yet I am not so ignorant neither, nor have not gone so often to church, but I know Christ died for me too, as well as for any other man ; I'd be sorry else; and that, next to our vicar, I shall go to heaven when I am dead as soon as another: nay more, I know there be two sacraments, bread and wine, and but two (though the Pa- pists say there be six or seven), and that I verily believe I shall be saved by those sacraments, and that I love God above all, or else 'twere pity of my life; and 02 THE IGNORANT MAN. that when I am dead and rotten (as our vicar told me), I shall rise again, and be the same man I was. But for that, he must excuse me till I have better sa- tisfaction ; for all his learning, he can- not make me such a fool, unless he shew me a better reason for it than yet he has done. But one thing he told me, now I think on't, troubles me woundly; namely, that God is my Master; all which I confess ; and that I must do his will (whether I know how to do it or not), or else it will go ill with me. I'll read it (he said) out of God's Bible and I shall remember the words so long as I have a day to live, which are these. If a soul sin, and commit any of these things luhich are forbidden to be done by the commandivents of the Lord, though he wist it not, yet is 4 THE IGNORANT MAN. 03 he guilty y and shall hear his iniquity. Ireyit. V. 17- Luke, xii. 48. He that hnoweth not his master s ?vill, and doth things ivorthy of stripes^ shall be beaten ivithfew stripes. 1 Cor. xiv. 20. Brethren^ be not children in understand^ ing ; hoivheit, in malice be ye children^ hut in understanding be men, 1 Cor. XV. 34. Awake to righteousness, and sin not-, for some have not the Jcnowledge of God. I speak it to your shame. Ephes. iv. 18. JValh not in the vanity of your minds, having the understanding darkened, being alienated from the life of God, through the ignorance which is in you, because of the blindness of your hearts. 2 Thess. i. 7, 8. The Lord Jesus shall be revealed from but the poison of asps is under his tongue. His works conduce not to edification, nor are the motions of his heart sancti- fied. He adores great ones for prefer- ment, and speaks too partially of autho- rity. He is a Laodicean in his faith, a Nicolaitan in his works, a pharisee in his disguise, a rank papist in his heart, and I thank my God ' I am not as this man.*^ But stay, my soul ; take heed, whilst thou judge another, lest God judge thee. How comest thou so expert in another's heart, being so often djeceived in thy own ? A Saul to-day may prove a Paul to-morrow. Take heed whilst thou wouldst seem religious, thou appear not uncharitable; and whilst thou judgest man, thou be not judged of God, who saith TlSE CENSORIOLTS MAJS". ISl ' Judge not, lest ye he judged, Matlh. Vii. 1. John, vii. 24. Judge not according to appearance, but judge righteous judgment . Rom. xiv. 10. 13. But why dost thou judge thy brother P or ivhy dost thou set at nought thy brother^ We shall all stand before the judgment-seat of Christ. Let lis not therefore judge one another any more, but judge this rather, that no man put a stumbling-block, or an accusation to jail in his brother s way, 1 Cor. iv. 5. Judge nothing before the time, until the Lord come; ivho ivill both bring to light the hidden things of darkness, and will make manifest the counsel of the heart, Psal. 1. 0. God is Judge himself k2 132 *rnt cENsonious maij. His Soliloquy, Has thy brother, O my soul, a beam in his eye, and hast thou no mote in thine ? Clear thine own, and thou wilt see the better to cleanse his. If a thief be in his candle, blow it not out, lest thou wrong the flame ; but if thy snuf- fers be of gold, snuff it. Has he of- fended thee ? forgive him : hath he trespassed against the congregation ? reprove him : hath he sinned against God ? pray for him. O my soul, how uncharitable hast thou been ! how pha- risaically hast thou judged ! Being sick of the jaundice, how hast thou censured another yellow- and with blotted fingers made his blur the greater ? How has the pride of thy own heart blinded thee to- ward thyself! how quick-sighted to another ! Thy brother has slipped, but thou hast fallen ; and hast blanched thy THE CENSORIOUS MAN. X33 own impiety with the publishing his sin. Like a fly, thou stingest his sores, , and feedest on his corruptions. Jesus came eating and drinking, and was judged a glutton. John came fasting, and was challenged with being a devil. Judge not, my soul, lest thou be judged. Malign not thy brother, lest God laugh at thy destruction. Wouldst thou escape the punishment .^ judge thyself. Wouldst thou avoid the sin ? humble thyself. His Frayer, O God, that art the only Searcher of the reins, to whom the secrets of the heart of man are only known, to whom alone the judgment of our thoughts, qur words, and deeds belong, and to whose sentence we must stand or fall I, a pre- sumptuous sinner, that have thrust into thy place, and boldly have presumed to execute thy office, do here as humbly K 3 134 THE CENSORIOUS MAN. confess the insolence of mine attempt, and, with a sorrowful heart, repent me of my doings ; and though my con- vinced conscience can look for nothing from thy wrathful hand but the same measux'e which I measured to. another^ yet, in the confidence of that mercy which thou hast promised to all those that truly and unfeignedly believe, I am become an humble suitor for thy gra- cious pardon. Lord, if thou search rne but with a favourable eye, 1 shall appear much more unrighteous in thy sight than this my uncharitably condemned brother did in mine. Oh, look not there- fore. Lord, upon me as I am, lest thou abhor me; but through the merits of mj blessed Saviour cast a gracious eye upon me. Let his humility satisfy for my presumption, and let his meritorious sufferings answer for my yile uncha- ritableness. Let not the voice of my offence provoke thee with a stronger THE CENSORIOUS MAN. 135 cty than the language of his interces-^ sion. Remove from me, O God, all spiritual pride, and make me little in my own conceit. Lord, light me to myself, that by thy light I may discern how dark I am. Lighten that darkness by thy Holy Spirit^ that I may search into my own corruptions. And since, " God, all gifts and graces are but no- thing, and nothing can be acceptable in thy sight, without charity, quicken the dulness of my faint affections, that I may love my brother as I ought. Soften my marble heart, that it may melt at his infirmities. Make me careful in the exa- mination of my own ways, and most severe against my own offences. Pull out the beam of mine ow?i eye, that 1 may see clearly, and. reprove wisely. Take from me, O Lord, all grudging, envy, and malice, that my seasonable reproofs may win my brother. Preserve my heart ^'pm all censorious thoughts, E.4 136 THi; LIAR. and keep my tongue from striking at hia name. Grant that I make right use of his infirmities, and read good lessons in his faihngs; that loving him in thee, and thee in him, according to thy command, we may both be united in thee as mem- bers of thee : that thou may est receive honour from our communion here, and we eternal glory from thee, hereafter, in the vi^orld to come. .. .4iAr THE LIAR. - His Fallacies. Nay, if religion be so strict a law, to bind my tongue to the necessity of a truth on all occasions, at all times, and in all places, the gate is too strait for me to enter. Or if the general rules of THE LIAR. 137 downright truth will admit no few ex- ceptionSy farewell all honest mirth, fare- well all trading, farewell the whole con- verse betwixt man and man ! If always to speak punctual truth be the true symptoms of a blessed soul, Tom Tell- truth has a happy time, and fools and children are the only men ! If Truth sit regent, in what faithful breast shall se(::rets find repose ? what kingdom can be safe ? what commonwealth can be secure ? what war can be successful ? what stratagem can prosper ? If bloody times should force religion to shroud it- self beneath my roof upon demand, shall my false truth betray it ? Or shall my brother's life, or shall my own, be seized upon through the cruel truth of my downright confession ? or rather not be secured by a fair officious lie ? Shall the righteous favourite* of Egypt's ty- * Joseph. This alUides to the meeting of his brethren in Pharaoh's house, Editor. 138 THE LIAR. rant, by virtue of a loud lie, sweeten out his joy and heighten up his soft affec- tion with the antiperistans of tears and may I not prevaricate with a sullen truth, to save a brother's life from a blood- thirsty hand ? Shall Jacob, and his too indulgent mother, conspire in a lie to purchase a paternal blessing in the false name and habit of a supplanted brother^-and shall 1 question to' preserve the granted blessing of a lite, or liveli- hood, with a harmless lie ? Come, come, my soul, let not thy timorous conscience check at such poor things as these. So Jong as thy officious tongue aims at a just end, a lie is no offence. So long as thy perjurious lips confirm not thy un- truth with an audacious brow, thou need'st riot fear. The weight of the caus/s relieves the burden of the crime. Is thy ceptre good ? No matter how crooked the lines of the circumference be ; pohcy allows it. If thy journey's gnd be heaven, it matters not how full THE LIAR, 130 of hell thy journey be ; divinity allows it. Wilt thou condemn the Egyptian midwives for saving the infant Israelites by so merciful a lie ? When martial exe- cution is to be done, wilt thou fear to kill ? When hunger drives thee to the gates of death, wilt thou be afraid to steal ? When civil wars divide a king- dom, will Mercuries decline a lie ? No ; circumstances excuse, as well as" mahe^ the lie. Had Caesar, Scipio, or Alex- ander been regulated by such strict di- vinity, their names had been as silent as their dust. A lie is but a fair put-ofF; the sanctuary of a secret ; the riddle of a lover ; the stratagem of a soldier; the po- licy of a statesman ; and a salve for many desperate sores. But hark, my soul! there's somcr thing rounds mine ear, and calls my language to a recantation. The Lqr4 }iath spoken it : 140^ THE LIAR. Thou shalt not raise a false report. Exod. XX. Levit. xix. ii. Ye shall not deal falsely, neither lie one to another, Prov. xii. 22. laying lips are abomination to the Lord; hut they that deal truly are his de~ light. Prov. xix. 5. Ife that speaketh lies shall not escape. Ephes. iv. 25. Put away lyi?ig, and every one speak tnith with his neighbour, for we are members one of another. Revel, xxi. 8. Liars shall have their pai^t in the lake which burneth with fire and brimstone. Revel, xxi. 27. There shall in no wise enter into the new Jerusalem any thing that worketh abomination, or that maketh a lie. THE LIAR. 141 His Soliloquy. What a child, O my soul, hath thy false bosom harboured ! And what re- ward can thy indulgence expect from such a father ? What blessing canst thou hope from heaven, that pieadest for the son of the devil, and crucifiest the Soa of God ? God is the Father of truth. To secure thy- estate, thou deniest the truth by framing of a lie : to save thy brother's life, thou opposest the truth ia justifying a lie. Now tell me, O my soul, art thou worthy the name of a Christian, that deniest and opposest the nature of Christ? Art thou worthy of Christ, that preferrest thy estate, or thy brother's life, before him r Oh, my un- righteous soul ! canst thou hold thy brother worthy of death for giving thee the lie, and thyself guiltless that makest a lie ? Ay, but in some cases truth de- 142 ' '' THE LIAR. stroys thy life ; a lie preserves it ! My soul, was God thy Creator ? then make not the devil thy preserver. Wilt thou despair to trust him v^ith thy life that gave it, and make him thy protectoi* that seeks to destroy it ? Reform thee and repent thee, O my soul ; hold not thy life on such conditions ; but trust thee to the hands that made thee. His Pnayer. O God, that art the God of truth, whose word is truth, that hatest lying lips, and abominatest the deceitful tongue ; that banishest thy presence all such as lov or make a lie, and lovest truth, and reqiiirest uprightness in the inward parts 1> the most wretched of the sons of men, and most unworthy to be called thy son, make bold to cast my sinful eyes to heaven. Lord, I have sinned against Heaven and against truth. TfiE LIAR. '^ 14'3 ^nd have turned thy grace into a lie ; I have renounced the ways of righteous- ness, and have harboured much iniquity within me, which hath turned thy wrath against me. I have transgressed against the checks of my own conscience, and have vaunted of my transgression. Which way soever I turn mine eye, I see no ob- ject but shame and confusion. Lord, when I look upon myself, I find nothing there but fuel for thy wrath, and matter for thine indignation, and my condemna- tion. And when I cast mine eyes to heaven, I there behold an angry God, and a severe Revenger : but. Lord, at thy right hand I see a Saviour, and a sweet Redeemer. I see thy wounded Son clothed m my flesh, and bearing mine infirmities, and interceding for my numerous transgressions ; for which my soul doth magnify thee, O God, and my spirit rejoiceth in him, my Saviour. O Lord, when thou look^t upon the vast 144 THE LIAR. score of my offences, turn thine eyes upon the infinite merits of his satisfac- tion. Oh, when thy justice calls to mind my sins, let not thy mercy forget his sufferings. \Vash me, oh wash me in his blood, and thou shalt see me clothed in his righteousness. Let him that is all in all to me, be all in all for me. Make him to me sanctification, justification^ and redemption. Inspire my heart with the spirit of thy truth, and preserve me from the deceitfulness of a double tongue. Give me an inward confidence to rely upon- thy fatherly providence, that nei- ther fear may deter me, nor any advan- tage may turn me from the w^ays of thy truth. Let not thespeciousgoodnessof the end encourage me to the unlawfulness of the means ; but let thy word be the war- rant to all my actions. Guide my foot- steps, that I may walk uprightly; and quicken my conscience, that it may re- prove my failings. Cause me to feel THE REVENGEFUL MAIT. 145 the burden of this my habitual sin, that, coming to thee by a true and se- rious repentance, my sins may obtain a full and a gracious forgiveness; Give me a heart to make a covenant with my lips, that both my heart and tongue, being sanctified by thy Spirit, may be both united in truth by thy mercy, and magnify thy name for ever and for ever, ' THE Revengeful man. His Rage. Oh, what a julap to my scorching soul is the delicious blood of my offender ! and how it cools the burning fever of my boiling veins ! It is the quintessence of pleasures) the height of satisfaction, and the very marrow of all dehght, to bathe L 140 THE REVENGEFUL MAX. ^nd paddle in the blood of such, whose bold affronts have turned my wounded patience into fury ! How full of sweet- ness was Ms death *, who dying was re- venged upon three thousand enemies I -How sweetly did the younger brother's blood allay the soul- consuming flames of the elder J, who took more pleasure in his last breath than Heaven did in his first sacrifice ! Yet had not Heaven con- demned his action, nature had found an advocate for his passion. What sturdy spirit hath the power to rule his suffer- ing thoughts, or curb the headstrong fury of his irascible affections ? Or who but fools (that cannot taste an injury) can moderate their high-bred spirits, and stop their passion in her full career ? Let heavy cynics, they, whose leaden souls are taught by stupid reason to stand bent at every wrong, that can di- gest an injury more easily than a com- * Sampson. % Cain, THE REVENGEFUL MAN. 147 pliment, that can protest against the laws of nature, and cry all natural af- fection down, let them be handirons for the injurious world to work a heat upon; let them find shoulders to receive the painful stripes of peevish mortals, and to bear the wrongs of daring insolence ; let them be drawn like calves prepared for slaughter, and bow their servile necks to sharp destruction ; let them submit their slavish bosoms to be trod and trampled under foot for every plea- sure. My eagle spirit flies a higher pitch and, like ambitious Phaeton, climbs into the fiery chariot ; and drawn with fury, scorn, revenge, and honour, rambles through all the spheres, and brings with it confusion and combustion. My reeking sword shall vindicate my reputation, and rectify the injuries of my honourable name, and quench itself in plenteous streams of blood. Come, tell not me of charity, conscience, or transgression ; my charity reflects upon 14S iPHE REVENGEf'UL MAIS'* myself, begins at home, and, guided by the justice of my passion, is bound to labour for an honourable satisfaction ; my conscience is blood-proof, and I can broach a life with my illustrious weapon with as little reluctation as kill a flea that sucks my blood without commis- sion ; and I can drink a health in blood, upon my bended knee, to reputation. But hark, my soul ! I hear a languish- ing, a dying voice cry up to heaven for vengeance ; it cries aloud, and thunders in my startling ear. I tremble, and my shivering bones are filled with horror ; it cries against me, and hear what heaven replies : Thou shalt not avenge, or bear any grudge against the children of my people ; kut thou shalt love thy neighbour as thy- self': I am the Lord. Levit. xix. 18. Deut. xxxii. 35. To me belongeth vengeance and recom- pense. THE REVENGEFUL MAN". 149 Ezek. XXV. 12, 13. Because that Edom hath dealt against the house of Judah, by taking veU' geance, and hath greatly offended, and revenged himself upon them ; Therefore thus saith the Lord God; I will also stretch out mine hand upon Edom, and ivill cut off man and beast from it. Matth. V. 39. Resist not evil ; but whosoever shall smite thee on the right cheeh, turn to him the other also. Matth. xxvi. 52. All that take up the sword shall perish by the sivord. His Soliloquy. Revenge is an act of the irascible affections, deliberated with malice, and executed without mercy. How often, O my soul, hast thou cursed thyself in L 3 150 THE REVENGEFUL MAN. the perfectest of prayers ? Hovr often hast thou turned the spiritual body of thy Saviour into thy damnation ? Can the sun rise to thy comfort, that hath so often set in thy v^rath ? So long as thy wrath is kindled against thy brother, so long is the wrath of God burning against thee ! Oh, w^ouldst thou offer a pleasing sacrifice to Heaven, go first and be reconciled to thy brother ! Ay, but who shall right thy honour then ? Is thy honour wronged ? Forgive, and it is vindicated. Ay, but this kind of heart-swelling can brook no poultice but revenge ! Take heed, my soul ; the remedy is w^orse than the disease. If thy intricate distemper transcend thy power, make choice of a Physician that can purge that humour which foments thy malady; rely upon him; submit thy will to his directions ; he hath a tender heart, a skilful hand, a watchful THE REVENGEfUL MAN. 15.1 eye ; making thy welfiire the pric^bf all thy pains, expecting no reward,^ho fee, but praises and thanksgivings. His Prayer, O God, that art the God of peace, and the lover of unity and concord; that dost command all those that seek for- giveness, to forgive; that hatest the fro ward heart, but she west mercy to the meek in spirit : with what face can I appear before thy mercy- seat, or with w^hat countenance can I lift up these hands, thus stained with my brother's blood? How can my lips, that daily bjeathe revenge against my brother, presume to own thee as my father, or expect from thee thy blessing as thy child P If thou forgive my trespasses, O God, as I forgive my trespassers, in what a miserable estate am I that in my very prayers condemn myself, and L 4 152 THE REVENGEFUL MAN. do not only limit thy compassion by my un charitableness, but draw thy judgments on my head for my rebel- lion ! That heart, O God, which thou requirest as a holy present, has become a spring of malice ; these hands which I advance, are ready instruments of base revenge. My thoughts, that should be sanctified, are full of blood ; and how to compass evil againsjt my brother, is my continual meditation. The course of all my life is wilful disobedience, and my whole pleasure. Lord, is, to displease thee. My conscience hath accused me, and the voice of blood hath cried against me ; but. Lord, the blood of Jesus cries louder than the blood of Abel, and thy mercy is far more infinite than my sin. The blood that was shed by me cries for vengeance ; but the blood thai was $hedybr me sues for mercy. Lord, hear the language of this blood, and by the merits of this voice be reconciled unto. THE REVENGEFUL MAN. 153 me. That time, which cannot be re- called, oh ! give me power to redeem, and in the mean time a settled resolution to reform. Suppress the violence of my headstrong passion, and establish a meek spirit within me. Let the sight of my own vileness take from me the sense of all disgrace, and }et the crown of my reputation be thy honour ; possess my heart with a desire of unity and con- cord, and give me patience to endure what my impenitence hath deserved ; breathe into my soul the spirit of love, and direct my affections to their right object ; turn all my anger against that sin that hath provoked thee, and give me holy revenge, that I may exercise it against myself; grant that I may love thee for thyself, myself in thee, and my neighbour as myself. Assist me, O God, that I may subdue all evil in myself, and suffer patiently all evil as a punishment from thee; give 154 THE SECURE MAN. me a merciful heart, O God ; make it slow to wrath, and ready to forgive; preserve me from the act of evil, that I may be delivered from the fear of evil ; that, living here in charity with men, I may receive the sentence of " Come ye blessed of my Father, ^c.'* in the kingdom of glory. THE SECURE MAN. His Triumph. So now, my soul, thy happiness is en- tailed, and thy illustrious name shall live in thy succeeding generations ; thy dwelling is established in the fat of all the land ; thou hast what mortal heart can wish, and wantest nothing but im- mortality. The best of all the land is THE SECURE MAN. 155 thine, and thou art planted in the best of lands ; a land whose constitutions make the best of government, which govern- ment is strengthened with the best of laws, which laws are executed by the best of princes ; whose prince, whose laws, whose government, whose land, makes us the happiest of all subjects, makes us the happiest of all people : a land of strength, of plenty, and a land of peace; where every soul may sit beneath his vine, unfrighted at the horrid language of the hoarse trumpet, unstartled at the warlike summons of the roaring cannon ; a land, whose beauty has surprised the ambitious hearts of foreign princes, and taught them by their martial oratory to make their vain attempts ; a land, whose strength reads vanity in the deceived hopes of conquerors, and crowns their enterprises with a shameful overthrow; a land, whose native plenty makes her 256 THE SECURE MAN. the world's exchange; supplying others, and able to subsist without supply from foreign kingdoms ; in itself happy, and abroad honourable ; a land, that hath no vanity, but what by* accident pro- ceeds and issues from the sweetest of all blessings, peace and plenty; that hath no misery, but what is propagated from that blindness which cannot see her own felicity ; a land, that flows with milk and honey, and in brief, wants nothing to deserve the title of a Paradise. The curb of Spain, the pride of Ger- many, the aid of Belgia, the scourge of France, the empress of the world, and queen of nations ; she is begirt with walls, whose builder was the hand of Heaven whereon there daily rides a royal navy, whose unconquerable power proclaims her Prince invincible, and whispers sad despair into the fainting hearts of foreign Majesty : she is com- pact within herself; in unity, not apt to 3 THE SECURE MATT. 157 civil discords or intestine broils; the envy of all nations, the ambition of all princes, the terror of all enemies, the security of all neighbouring states. Let timorous pulpits threaten ruin, let pro- phesying churchmen doat till I believe. How often and how long have these loud sons of thunder false prophesied her desolation ? and yet she stands the glory of the world ! Can pride demohsh the towers that defend her ? Can drunk- enness dry up the sea that walls her ? Can flames of lust dissolve the ordnance that protects her ? Be well advised, my soul ; there is a voice from heaven roars louder than that ordnance, which saith, Thus saith the Lord, The ivholc land shall he desolate. Jer. iv. 27. Isaiah, xiv. 7. 'The whole earth is at rest, and at qn'ict ; they break forth into singing: 158 THE SECURE MAN. Yea, the fir-trees 7'cjoice at ihee, and the cedars of Lebafion sing, &c. Yet shalt thou be brought down to hell, to the sides of the pit. Jer. V. 12. They have belied the Lord, and said, If is not he, neither shall evil come upon us, neither shall ive see sword or famine. Luke, xvii. 20. They did eat and drink, and they mar- ried ivives and were given in marriage, until the flood came and destroyed them all. 1 Cor. X. 12. JLet him that standeth, tahe heed lest he fall. His Soliloquy. Security is an improvident careless- ness, casting out all fear of approaching danger ; it is like a great calm at sea. THE SECURE MAN. 15Q that foreruns a storm. How is this verified, O my sad soul, in this our bleeding nation ! Wert thou not, but now, for many years even nestled in the bosom of habitual peace ? Didst thou foresee this danger? Or couldst thou have contrived a way to be thus miserable ? Didst thou not laugh inva- sion to scorn ? or didst thou not less fear a civil war ? Was not the title of the crown unquestionable ? and was not our mixed government unapt to fall into diseases ? Did we want good laws? or did our laws want execution ? Did not our prophets give lawful warning ? or were we moved at the sound of judgments ? How hast thou lived, O my uncareful soul, to see these pro- phecies fulfilled, and to behold the vials of thy angry God poured forth ? Since mercies, O my soul, could not allure thee, yet let these judgments now at length enforce thee to a true repentance. 4 \60 THfi SECURE MAITi Quench the firebrand which thou hast kindled ; turn thy mirth to a right - mourning, and thy feasts of joy to hu* miliation. His Trayer, O God, by whom kings reign and kingdoms flourish, that settest up where none can batter down, and pullest down where none can countermand ; I, a most humble suitor at the Throne of Grace, acknowledge myself unworthy of the least of all thy mercies, nay, w'orthy of the greatest of all thy judgments. I have sinned against thee, the Author of my being, I have sinned against my conscience which thou hast made my accuser; I have sinned against the peace of this kingdom, whereof thou hast made me a member. If all should do, O God, as I have done, Sodom would appear as righteous, and Gomorrah THE SECURE MAN. 1^1 would be a precedent to thy wrath upon this sinful nation. But, Lord, thy mercy is inscrutable, or else my misery were unspeakable : for that mercy sake be gracious to me, in the free pardoning of all my offences ; blot them out of thy remembrance for his sake in whom thou art well pleased ; make my head a fountain of tears to quench that brand my sins have kindled towards the de- struction of this flourishing kingdom. Bless this kingdom, O God ; establish it in piety, honour, peace, and plenty ; forgive all her crying sins, and remove thy judgments far from her ; bless her governor, thy servant, our dread sove- reign ; endue his soul with all religious, civil, and princely virtues ; preserve his royal person in health, safety, and pro- sperity; prolong his days in honour, peace, or victory, and crown his death with everlasting glory. Bless him in his roval consort, unite their hearts in M l62 THE SECURE MAN. love and true religion ; bless him in his princely issue ; season their youth with the fear of thy name. Direct thy church in doctrine and in discipline, and let her enemies be converted or confounded ; purge her of all superstition and heresy, and root out from her whatsoever thy hand hath not planted. Bless the no- bility of this land, endue their hearts with truth, loyalty, and true policy. Bless the tribe of Levi with piety, learn- ing, and humility. Bless the magistrates of this kingdom, give them religious and upright hearts, hating covetousness. Bless the gentry with sincerity, charity, and a good conscience. Bless the com- monalty with loyal hearts, painful hands, and plentiful increase. Bless the two great seminaries of this kingdom, make them fruitful and faithful nurseries both to the church and the commonwealth. Bless all thy saints every where, espe- cially those that have stood in the - gap THE PRESUMPTUOUS MAN. l63 t)etwixt thiskingdom and thy judgments; that, being all members of that body whereof thou, Christ, art head, we may- all join in humiliation for our sins, and in the propagation of thy honour here ; and be made partakers of thy gloFy in the kingdom of glory. THE PRESUMPTUOUS MAN. His Felicities. Tell haivling hates of bugbears to fright them into quietness, or terrify youth with old wives' fables, to keep their wild affections in awe : such toys may work upon their timorous aj)pre- hensions when wholesome precepts fail, and find no audience in their youthful cars. Tell not me of hell, devils, or of M 2 l64 THE PRESUMPTUOUS MAN. damned souls to enforce me from those pleasures which thej nickname siii. What tell ye me of law ? my soul is sensible of evangelical precepts with- out the needless and uncorrected thun- der of the kiUing letter, or the terrible paraphrase of roaring Boanarges, the tediousness of whose language still de^ termines in damnation ; wherein I ap- prehend God far more merciful than his ministers. 'T is true I have not led my life according to the pharisaical square of their opinions, neither have I found judgments according to their prophecies; whereby I must conclude that God is wonderfully merciful, or the^ wonder-; fully ?nistake?z. How often have they thundered torment against my voluptu- ous life, and yet I feel no pain ; how bit^ terly have they threatened shame against the vaunts of my vain-glory, yet find I lionour ; how fiercely have they preached destruction against my cruelty, and yet J live ; what plagues against my swear^ THE PRESUMPTUOUS MAN. l05 ing, yet not infected ; what diseases against my drunkenness, and yet sound; what danger against procrastination, yet how often hath God been found upon the death-bed ? what damnation to hy- pocrites, yet who more safe ? what stripes to the ignorant, yet who more scot-free ? what poverty to the slothful^ yet themselves prosper; what falls to the proud, yet stand thcj surest ; what curses to the covetous, yet who richer ? what judgments to the lascivious, yet who more pleasure ? what vengeance to the profane, the censorious, the re- vengeful; yet none live more unsconrged: who deeper branded than the lyar ? yet who more favoured ? who more threat- ened than the presumptuous? yet who less punished ? Thus are we fooled and kept in awe with the strict fancies of those pulpit-men, whose opinions have no ground but what they gain from po- pularity : thus are w^e frightened from M 3 l66 THE PRESUMPTUOUS MAIf, the liberty of nature by the politic chi- meras of religion ; whereby we are ne- cessitated to the observing of those laws whereof we find a greater necessity of breaking. But stay, my soul ; there is a voice that darts into my troubled thoughts, which saith : If thou wilt not harlten unto the voice of the Lord thy God to observe and do all his commandments and his statutes which I command thee this day, all these curses shall come upon thee and overtake. thee, Deut. xxviii. 15. Deut. xxix. Because thou hast not kept my latvs, all the curses in this book shall overtake thee, till thou be destroyed. Deut. xxix. 27, And the anger of the Lord was kindled against the land, to bring upon it all the curses that are written in this book. ffi]^ PkESUMfTtrotTS MAN. I67 2 Chron. xxxiv. 24. *Fhm saith the Lord, Behold I will bring evil upon this place, and upon the inhabitants thereof, even all the - curses that are written in this book. His Soliloquy. Presumption is a sin, whereby we depend upon God's mercies without an J warrant from God's word ; it is as great a sin, O my soul, to hope for God's mercy without repentance, as to distrust God's mercy upon repentance : in the first thou wrongest his justice; in the last, his mercy. O my pre- sumptuous soul, let not thy prosperity in sinning encourage thee to sin, lest, climbing without warrant into his mercy, thou fall without mercy into his judg- ment. Be not deceived ; a long peace makes a bloody war, and the abuse of M 4 ids THE PRESUM'PTtroUS MAN. continued mercies makes a sharp judg- ment. Patience, when slighted, turns to fury, but ill-requited, starts to vengeance. Think not that thy un- punished sin is hidden from the eye of Heaven, or " that God's judgments will delay for ever : the stalled ox that wallows in his plenty, and waxes wanton with ease, is not far from slaughter. The ephod, O my desperate soul, is long a-filling, but once being full, the leaden cover must go on, and then it hurries on the wings of the wind ; ad- vise thee then, and whilst the lamp of thy prosperity lasts, provide thee for the evil day, which being come, re- pentance will be out of date, and all thy prayers will find no ear. His Prayer. Gracious God, whose mercy is un- searchable, and whose goodness is un- THE PRESUxMPTtroiTS MAJT. l60 speakable ; I, the unthankful object of thy continued favours, and therefore the miserable subject of thy continual wrath, humbly present my sdf-made misery before thy sacred Majesty. Lord, when I look upon the horridness of my sin, shame strikes me dumb ;. but when 1 turn mine eye upon the infiniteness of thy mercy, I am emboldened to pour forth my soul before thee ; as in the one, finding matter of confusion, so in the other, arguments for compassion. Lord, I have sinned grievously, but my Saviour hath satisfied abundantly ; I have trespassed continually, but he hath suffered once for all ; thou hast num- bered my transgressions by the hairs of my head, but his mercies are innume- rable like the stars of the sky ; my sins in greatness are like the mountains of the earth, but his mercy is greater than the heavens. Oh, if his mercy were not greater than my sins, my sins were im- 5 I 70 THE PRESUMPTUOUS MAN'. pardonable ; for his, therefore,, and thy mercy *s sake, cover my sins, and pardon my transgressions ; make my head a fountain of tears, and accept my con- trition, O thou well-spring of all mercy I Strengthen my resolution, that for the time to come I may detest all sin ; increase a holy anger in me, that I may revenge myself upon myself, for dis- pleasing so gracious a Father ; fill my heart with a fear of thy judgments, and sweeten my thoughts with the medi- tation of thy mercies. Go forwards, O my God, and perfect thy own work in me, and take the glory of thy own free goodness ; furnish my mouth with the praises of thy name, and replenish my tongue with continual thanksgiving. Thou hast promissed pardon to those that repent; behold, I repent; Lord, quicken my repentance. Thou mightest have made me a terrible example of thy justice, and struck me into hell in the 3 THE PRESUMPTUOUS MAN. I7I height of my presumption ; but thou hast made me capable of thy mercies, and an object of thy commiseration ; for thou art a gracious God, of long suffer- ing, and slow to anger; thy name is wonderful, and thy mercies incompre- hensible ; thou art only worthy to be praised ; let all the people praise thee, O God ; oh, let all the people praise thee ; let angels and archangels praise thee ; let the congregations of saints praise thee ; let thy works praise thee ; let every thing that breathes praise thee for ever, and for ever. Amen. END OF THE FIRST PART. JUDGMENT AND MERCY, &c. PART THE SECOND. COURTEOUS READER, NOW, ivhen the theme of every mails discourse is his sad losses in these times, your author bids me tell- you, that in these he had not the least share ; for from him his very religion ivas stolen away : nay, yet more cruel, even then when he had the most need of it in the time of his sickness / mean this small Essay (the epitome of his ejacu- latory soul) . was then tahen from him hy a sly hand, and presently printed withqut his hiowledge ; so that, as in 174 Uhe cases it always happenSy it came forth much unsuitable to the author s mind, both in the form and matter of it. I, therefore, though I cannot restore to him his lost treasure, being noiu dead, yet in this edition have restored his treasure to itself again, pittting it out so that it now answers his own direc- tions, and refoj^ms many mistakes of the former plagiary : so that now thou mayest fully find him whom his sad wiifow hath lost. URSULA qUARLES. 175 THE WEARY MAN. His Burden, - -God, who in himself is the fulness and perfection of all glory, who needed no tongue to praise it, no pen to express it, no work to magnify it, created a world for his own pleasure, furnished it of his own goodness, made man out of his own mere motion, appointed him his lieutenant here upon earth, and as a witness and an instrument of his glory, the sole end of his creation. But man grew proud, transgressed against his first commandment, and fell; and by his fall destroyed his then unborn posterity. Sin entered the world, and death by sin; and I, poor miserable creature, born in sin, have turned his glory to dis- honour, my due obedience to rebellion, ^nd my happiness to eternal death. How 1/6 THE WEART MAN. intolerable is the burden of this sin ! how insufferable is the weight of m j offences ! If I but think of Heaven, it clogs my contemplations ; if I but pray to Hisaven, it presses down my devotion. I have lost the favour of my God, I have frus- trated the end of my creation, I have broke the peace of my conscience, I have clipped the wings of my faith, I have dashed the comfort of my hopes ; good angels have forsaken me, my con- science hath accused me, God's Prophets have condemned me, and Hell gapes for me : what shall 1 do ? or whither shall I%? Shall I flee to Angels? alas! I have turned them away displeased ; they will not hear me, or if they would, they cannot help me. Shall I fly to my own conscience ? alas ! that will fly on me. Shall I trust to my own merits ? alas! they are false lights, and will light me to my own ruin ; or shall I take the wings of the morning, and fly to the utmost parts of the earth ? alas ! my THE WEARY MAN. 177 ijins will follow me, my sins will haunt toe wheresoever I go. Poor miserable man that I am, who shall deliver me from this burden ? Poor miserable man that i am> v^ho shall release me from this bondage ? Is there no comfort for a poor distressed soul ? Is there no ease for a poor disconsolate sinner ? Is there no balsam for a wounded heart ? no tefuge for a guilty penitent ? O MY soul, -why art tliou so sad ? and why is thy spirit so disquieted within thee.^ put thy trust in God, who hath said: Come unto me all you that are heavy ladeUi and I ivill give you rest, Matth. Xi. 28. Matth. xi. 29. Tahe my yohe upon you, and learn of me, for I am meehand lowly in heart, and ye shall have rest unto your souls. 178 Tilt WEARY MAN. Jer. vi. 16. Thus saith the Lord, Stand yc in the old ways, and seek and ash for the old paths, luhere is the good way, and tvalk therein ; and ye shall find rest for your souls, Isaiah^ li. 11. The redeemed of the Lord shall return, and come luith singing unto Sion, and everlasting joy shall he upon tlieir heads ; they shall obtain gladness and joy ; and sorroiv and mourning shall fly away. His Soliloquy. True, my soul, if thou shouldst only cast an eye upon the letter of the law, that letter would soon cast thee and condemn thee : or if thy only ob- ject were the base corruptions of thy sinful heart, there were sufficient cause to justify that condemnation: or hadst thou nothing else to trust to but thine THE WEARY MA>\ 1 70 own abilities, thy case were too misera- ble for expression : or shouldst thou seriously consider that glorious Majesty thou hast offended, there were no hopes for consolation. But, O my soul, there is a gospel to mitigate the rigour of that letter ; there is a chancery to moderate the severity of that law ; there is a Saviour to mediate betwixt that God and thy offences. Art thou in bondage, O my soul ? here is freedom ; art thou dejected ? here is comfort ; art thou pursued ? here is refuge ; art thou over- burdened ? here is rest ; art thou con- demned ? here is a pardon. Appeal therefore from the throne of justice to the seat of mercy ; from the justice of Jehovah to the mercy of thy Jesus ; deny thyself, and he will own thee ; empty thyself, and he will fill thee. Let not thy sins affright thee, he hath satis- fied ; let not hell dismay thee, he hath suffered ; let not the first death trouble N 2 iSO THE WEARY MA:5fi thee, he hath sweetened it ; let not the second death terrify thee, he hath con- quered it ; fear not to come to him, for he hath called thee ; fear not to pray to him, for he will hear thee* His Prayer* O God, whose perfect glory needed not the help of man, yet madest him for thy glory, wherein consisted his eternal happiness I, a poor son of Adam, fallen by his sin, and wallowing in my own corruptions, lie prostrate here before the footstool of thy mercy- seat, acknowledging my grievous sins, and humbly begging pardon for my manifold transgressions. How infinite is thy mercy, O God, that hast not spared thy only Son, but made his precious blood a ransom to redeem me from the jaws of death ! I have made myself a great delinquent, and thou feast appointed him my gracious advo- THE WEARY MAN^ iSl cate ; I have made myself a sinner, and he hath given himself to be my saviour. To thee therefore, O my blessed Jesus, whose death is my deliverance, I fly r bcfbre thee, who art more merciful than I am miserable, I fall : thy mercies have invited me, thy merits have em- boldened me to present my groans be- fore thy gracious ears, and to lay my burden upon thy dying shoulders. O Lamb of God, which takest away the ^ins of the world, have mercy upon me : O Lamb of God, that takest away the burden of my sins, have mercy upon me, and grant me thy rest : O thou that tookest my flesh upon thee, grant me thy Spirit ; sanctify my thoughts, be merciful to my sins, be gracious to my prayers ; let the inter- cession of thy merits restore me to the favour of my God ; let the freeness of thy mercy release me from the burden of my conscience ; wean me frora J? 3 182 THE WEARY MAN. myself; direct me in thy ways ; be thou my rest, be thou my refuge ; fix thou my wavering faith, recall my wandering hopes; give thy angels charge over me, whom I have so often sent grieved away; establish me with a free spirit, and re- store me teethe joy of thy salvation; let that power that calls me enable me to come, and let my coming be rewarded in thy promise ; let thy word comfort me, let thy truth conduct me, and let thy spirit counsel me; that being re- lieved by the bounty of thy grace, re- leased from the burden of my sins, and redeemed by the virtue of thy blood, I may come to thee with the confidence of a son, and be received of ^hee in the compassion of a father ; and after this life of grace, live with thee in thy kingdom of glory. %. 18^ - THE SINNER. His Sentence. Oh, the miserable condition of mankind ! What loads of selfrmade misery are fallen upon the sons of men ! Man, that had once a power not to fall, hath not now the will to stand ; and being fallen by his ambitious will, hath lost the power to rise. He was created good, but, not content with such a goodness, grew covetous to increase it by the knowledge of that which (being known) deprived him of that goodness. Evil he desire^ to know ; and not knowing the misery , of that knowledge, by that knowledge became miserable. That God, the sweet- ness of whose presence w^as the pern fection of man's felicity, he rebelliously declined ; and being the favourite of 184 THE SINNER. Heaven, made himself a firebrand of hell, and I his miserable child made more miserable by my own offences. What mercy can I expect from this just God, whose justice I have sp oft offended ? "W^at judgment may I not suspect from that merciful God, whose mercy I have so oft abused ? Is not the practice of my life, sin ? are not the w^ages of my sin, death ? If one sin destroyed a "world of men, shall not a world of sins destroy one m^an ? I that have not feared to provoke his justice, am now afraid to think him just ; I that have ^slighted his mercy, have now no warrant to hope him merciful. He that made the eye, can he choose but see ? He that sees all things, beholds he not my sin ? Can he behold my sin, >and not punish ? Can he punish, and I not confounded ? What am I, poqr dust and ashes, to stand before so great an enemy ? Did he not create me for his service, and shall not his hand destroy me for my rebelUon I THE SIXNER. , 185 What advocate shall plead my cause ? what sanctuary shall secure me ? Shall that blood save me which I have spilt ? Will that Judge quit me whom I have prucified ? Shall I present my prayers to Heaven ? alas ! my very prayers will return like thunder-bolts upon my head. Shall I lay my sins before the eye of Heaven ? ah me ! I dare not, lest they (draw down vengeance into my bosom. Be not afraid, my soul, God's mercy far transcends thy misery. Cheer up. Oh, now, my soul, depart in peace, for thine eyes shall see thy salvation. OpcQ thine ears, and hear what the Spirit saith : He that helievetli in me shall never (lie, John, xi. 16. John, iii. lO, God so. loved the tvorld, that he gave his only begotten Son^ that ivhosoever helieveth in him shall not perish, hut have everlasting life. 185 THE SINNER. John, V, 24. Verily, verily y I say unto you. He that heareth my word, and hclieveth on Him that sejit me, hath eiyerlasting life, and shall not come into condem- nation ; hut is passed from death unto life. Acts, xyi. 31. Believe on the Lord Jesus, and thou shalt he saved, and thy household. Rom. i. 17. For therein is the righteotisness of God 7^evealed from faith to faith: as it is wntten, The just shall live hy faith. His Soliloquy. But is thy misery, O my soul, greater than his mercy } 'Tis true, the practice of thy life is sin, but the practice of his mercy is pardon : the wages of thy sin is (ieath; but the merits of his death THE SINNER. 187 is life. Art thou afraid to think the God of vengeance just ? and well thou majest, if thou deny the God of mercy to be merciful. Old Adam hath run thee in debt, and young Adam hath paid the score, and wilt thou not acknowledge it ? O my distrustful soul, darken not the sunshine of Jiis power with the clouds of thy infidelity ; eclipse not the illustrious body of his mercy with the interposition of thy despair. Think not thy great Creator is thine enemy, when thy gracious Redeemer is thy friend. Hast thou sinned against thy creation ? thou art absolved by thy redemption. Art thou penitent for thy rebellion ? thy peace is made by thy Redeemer. But thou hast shed thy Saviour's blood ? take comfort; that very blood which thou hast spilled will save thee. But thou hast crucified the Lord of glory : the Lord of glory whom thou hast cru- cified, hath crucified thy sins. Fear not 188 THE SINKER, then, my soul, to fly to such a friend, whose arms are open to embrace thee, whose eyes are open to behold thee, whose lips are open to plead for thee, whose wounds are open to ease thy pains, whose ears lire open to hear thy prayers. His Prayer, O God, that madest all things to scn^e man, that man might the more cheerfully serve thee ; that gavest him power to continue in that perfect state thou madest him, and a will to use that power to thy glory and his own comfort^ I, the unhappy son of my unhappy parents, made more unhappy by mine own trans-r gressions, do here in all humility and contrition, acknowledge myself the mir* serable subject of thy utter wrath, Lord, J have lost the power to do what thoij CPpimandest, and am oply left tp suffer ifiiE stNNEit. I8g what thy displeasure shall lay upon me. But yet, O God, thy mercy is no less infinite than thy justice, and far more infinite than my sins, and hast promised life to all believers. Give therefore dust and ashes leave, O Lord, to claim this gracious promise ; and what thou hast commanded to be done, O give me power to do. Enter not into judgment with thy servant, O Lord, for in thy sight shall no flesh be justified : look not upon thy servant, O God, but through the blood of thy Son, and let the merits of a Saviour outcry the demerits of a sinner. Remember not what I, a sinner, have done but call to thy remem.brance what he my Saviour hath suffered. Oh ! let his bloody sweat anoint my bleeding wounds, and accept his death as the full wages of my offences. Lord, I am sick, I fly to him as my physician ; I am a trespasser, I fly to him my advocate ; I am ar suitor, I fly to him my mediator; 5 igO THE SIXNER. I am a delinquent, I flj to him my sanc- tuary ; I am a sinner, I fly to him my saviour. Let the shamefulness of his death expiate the sinfulness of my life ; and let the willingness of his obedience satisfy for the wilfulness of my rebellion. Let my sins, that cry louder than the sins of Cain, be washed in his blood, which speaks better things than the blood of Abel. Remember thy promises to those that believe ; Lord, I believe ; Lord, help my unbelief; quicken my soul with faith ; inflame my affections with love, and fill my mouth w4th prayers, that knowing him I may believe in him, and believing in him I may love him, and loving him I may praise him with Hosannas here in the Church militant, and Hallelujahs in the Church triumphant. '91 THE POOR MAX. His IFant, God that created all things for man*s use, created man for his service, who by the accommodation of all the crea- tures might be enabled the better to do service to his Creator: but when the proud disloyalty of man rebelled, the creature that knew not how to serve man on such conditions, returned to his first Creator, to be anew disposed of by him according to his pleasure. How dare I then presume to expect from his hands what 1 have disinherited myself of by my rebellion ? Or how can I, a dog, claim any interest in the children's bread? How dare 1, a sinner, intrude into the portion of the righteous ? And if the righteous only shall inherit the land, in what quarter lies my inheritance ? If Ig^ Tiik POOR mai^. "blessings be the proper dues of sofis^j what is due to me the greatest of all sin- ners? I am no son, and therefore nd heir, that insomuch what I possess I enjoy not by right, but usurpation. What have 1 that I can call my own t or wherein can my title prove a right ? I am wretched, for I am a sinner I am poor, for I want the thing I have ; I am blind, for I cannot see my wants ; 1 am naked, for I cannot hide my shame. I can challenge nothing but my sin, my sorrow, my punishment, my shame; t can see nothing but that I am wretched and poor> and blind and naked ; I can expect nothing but what I first must re- ceive ; I can receive nothing but what must first be given : nothing can be given but by prayer; prayer hath no virtue but by faith, and whatsoever is not of faith is sin. How then shall I supply this emptiness ? by what means shall I relieve my wants ? by what art shall I THE POOR MAW. ' 103 clear this blindness ? what clotheS shall hide my nakedness ? If I pray for what I want, I fear I shall not want what I deserve: I am a prodigal, atid have spent my talent ; I have divorced my J)resence from my angry father ; I am not worthy to be called his son, and he too worthy to be called my father. I have forsaken my God, and his blessings have forsaken me ; I, that have banished myself from my father*s bounteous table> am now marshalled among swine. Return, return thee, my soul, into thy father*s arms ; confess thy wants, and his mercv will feiieve thee, who saith, Whatsoever ye shall ask tny Father in my name, he shall give it unto you, john^ xvi. 23* 1 John, V. 14> 15* And this is the confidence we have in him; if ive ask any thing according to his o 194 ^fiTE POOR MXJf. '-^ tvill, he heareth us ; if we Icnoiv he ' heareth us, whatsoever we ashy we hnow we have the petitions we desire of Mm. John, xiv. 13. Whatsoever ye a^h in my name, that will I do, that the Father may he glorified in the Son ; if ye ask any thing in my name, I will do it. Matth. vii. 7. ik^, and it shall be giveti you ; seek, and you shall find ; knock, and it shall be opened to you. ^^ . (. Psal. xxi. 4. ^tte (Askeii life of thee, and thou gavest ^ it him; even length of days, for ever and ever. ^ttis ^Soliloquy. Ip thy own righteousness only in- tterest thee in Heaven, or hadst thou no Abetter title to the blessing of earth than 6 TUB POOR MAir. igs from thyself, how vain were the merits of a Saviour, and how poor were the estate of a sinner? But having no righteousness but in him, thou bast no interest in any blessing but by him. Art thou poor in estate, O my soul ? ifind him, and thou art rich. Art thou wretched ? seek him, and thou hast happiness. Blinded with error? seek him, and thou art enlightened with truth. Naked ? find him, and thou iShalt be clothed with robes. Challenge nothing but thy sin, and thou shalt enjoy all things by thy repentance. Be sensible of thy misery, and thou art capable of his mercy. Hast thou wasted thy portion with the prodigal ? return to thy father, Uke the prodigal. Ac- knowledge thy own tmworthiness, and thy father's indulgence will embrace thee. Let not the sense of thy own ^wretchedness discourage thee, nor the fear of his displeasure dishearten thee : o 2 # 196 THE POOR MAIC. Can an earthly mother forget her child ? and canst thou distrust the mercies of a heavenly Father? Go then, my soul, fly into his bosom by contrition, groan thy sorrows in his ear by penitent con- fession ; he that hath called thee will accept thee ; he that hath commanded thee to pray, will hear thy prayer. His Prayer, O God, that art the Creator and giver of all good things, by which we are either made the more serviceable to thee, or the more inexcusable in neg- lecting thy service I, a poor off-cast among the sons of Adam, who, like the prodigal, have mis-spent thy precious blessings, do here return from husks and harlots, and the lewd concupiscence of my affections, to thee, my gracious God, to thee, O my offended Father ! I have usurped thy fevours, intruded THE POOR MAN. 107 into thy blessings, and, like a dog, de- voured the children's bread. O God, my wants are great ; nay, what I have, I want, in wanting thee, that art all goodness, and all in all : but yet thy gracious promise hath invited me to call on thee in my necessities : be it there- fore, O God, according to thy word; thy word is truth ; thy truth is everlast- ing. Lord, as thou hast made me sen- sible of my wants, so make me capable of thy relief. Remove my wretched- ness by thy mercy ; relieve my poverty by thy all-sufficient grace ; recover my blindness by thy light ; cover my naked- ness with thy robe ; be thou my portion, O God, and let thy laws be mine in e- ritance. Hear the needy when he calls upon thee, and help the poor that hath no helper. Thou art my hope, O God ; thou art my trust even from my mother's womb. Make me sufficient for thy grace, and thy grace shall be sufficient o 3 ig8 THE POOR MAN. for me : provoke in my soul a thirst after righteousness, that I may take and drink the cup of thy salvation. Teach 'me to ask according to thy pleasure, and grant my requests according to thy pro- mise. Strengthen my faith in all my supplications, and give me patience to expect thy leisure. What I possess, O God, let me enjoy in thee, and thee in it; relieve my necessities according to thy will, and let thy pleasure limit my desires ; in my prosperity let me not forget thee, and in my adversity let me not forsake the^e : v^^ith Jacob's vrealth. Lord, give me Jacob's blessing ; with Lazarus' s want, oh give me Lazarus' s reward : both in want and wealth give me a contented mind ; both in prospe- rity and adversity give me a thankful heart. Lord, hear my prayer for thy mercy sake, for my miseries sake, for thy promise sake, for my Jesus' sake, to ^ whom be glory and praise for ever ancj ever. *'3:; .r.u4 ,} 'l^*n^ say f** THE FORGETFUL MAN. , His Complaint We are God*s husbandry, our hearts are the soil; whereof some is more fruit- ful, some more barren, and both un- profitable. His holy word is the seed, which sometimes falls upon a lean ground, sometimes upon a stony, some- times upon a good ground : the cares of the world are lii^e thorns that spring up and choke it : persecutions, like a sultry summer, scorch it : the lusts of the flesh, like the fowls of the air, which wait upon the plough, and licensed by the prince of the air, devour it, , How many disadvantages, O God, attend upon thy husbandry ! how many losses lessen thy increase! how many accidents inake thy soU unfruitful, and thy harvest % O 4 200 THE TOUGETFUL MAIf. easy and unprofitable ! To what pur pose do I till my land ? To what ad- vantage do I stir my fallows ? I have lio sooner sowed my wilUng ground, but the seed is stolen away. I bring into the sanctuary a prepared heart ; I hear glad tidings with a cheerful ear, and then repose them in a joyf^d breast ; but when I look into my hopeful maga- zine, behold there is nothing there but emptiness and vanity. The joys of what I gained were swallowed with the grief of what I lost. No sooner had I set my portals open to let in the King of Glory,, but, lo ! the slightness of my en- tertainment turned him out again. I hid my Saviour in the sepulchre of my soul,^ and they have taken away my Lord, and I know not where they have laid him. My beloved withdrew himself, and is gone, and I sought him, but I could not find him. O treacherous me- .^jfsiory, how hast thou betrayed my rest? THE FORGETFUL MAN. 201 how hast thou lost the balsam of my soul ! how ^rt thou heedless in preserv- ing what my poor soul was so earnest in pursuing ? How canst tKou choose but feel the stroke of death, having thus lost the word of life ? What shall now comfort thee in thy aliliction ? Oh, what shall strengthen thee in thy temptr ation ? or what shall wind up the plum- mets of thy soul in desperation ? Cheer up, my soul ; the pearl which thou hast lost, is hidden in thy field, and time shall bring it forth ; when sharp afflictions shall plough up the fallows of thy heart, this pearl shall then appear and comfort thee. Turn and read what the Spirit saith : The holy Spirit shall bring to your remembrance whatsoever I have said y^nto you. John, xiv. 26. , John, XV. 2O. JVhen the Comforter shall come, whom I will send from the Father, even the ^2 THE FORGETFUL MAJT. Spirit of truth ivMch proeeedeth from the Father, he shall testify of me, Matth. X. 19. f ^ake no tJiought, how, or ivhat ye shall speah ; for it shall he given you at ^he same hour ivhat ye shall speah 1 John, ii. 27, 7^ anointing which ye have received tf Mm abides in, you, and ye need not that any man teach you; hat as the same anointing teacheth you of' all , things, and is truths (i?id is no lie, cmd even as if hath (aught you, y^ sliall abide in him^ IBs Soliloquy, ^ The strongest citv (when force with-. Kt, ad treachery wilhin^ assail it) must vielcl ; and canst thou expect, O raj soul, to be impregnable ? Hast thou the devil and the world w ithout thee, iil^ $0 many regiments of lusts withi^ JMIE FORGETFUL MAIf. 205 thee, yet thinkest thou to sustain no loss ? Art thou so unexperienced in the Christian war, tp think thy magazine safe upon so strong a siege ? Thou storest thy heart with plenty of the bread of hfe, and canst thou hope to keep it from the ravenous hand of thy own corruptions ? Thou so west thy ground with hberal seed, and thinkest thou that the fowls of the air (being Lucifer's own regi- ment) will not rob thee of a share ? Thou fillest thy treasury with sums of Tvealth, and canst thou hope the troops within thee will not plunder thee ? Vex not thyself, my soul ; what is taken from thee with too strong an arm, shall be no loss to thee ; consent not, but con- tinue loyal, and thy compulsions shall never wrong thee. If thy domestic re- bels sequester thy whole estate, thy loy^ alty shall preserve thee. Cheer thee, then, O my soul ; the Comforter will i^ome, and* then thy faith shall be repaid. 204 THE FORGETFUL MAIT. thy wrongs shall be repaired ; till then, thy sufferings shall be remembered, and then thv petitions shall be regarded. His Prayer. O God, without whose special bless- ing and success, Paul plants in vain, and Apollos waters to no purpose ; that, with the influence of thy holy Spirit, en richest all those hearts from whom thy patience shall expect increase I, the worst piece of all thy husbandry, dq here acknow-* ledge and confess my own barrenness as most unworthy of thy pains. Lord, thou hast often ploughed my heart with trials and atfiictions, manured it with the presence of thy heavenly grace, and sowed it with thy pure seed ; yet such is the base condition of my unfruitful heart, that either the coldness of the soil starves it, or the cares of the world chol^^e it, or the malice of the devil rob^ rrKE FORGETFUL MA^f. 205 it, that it cannot bring forth increase Xvorthy of thy pains or expectation. Lord, I am thy husbandry; continue thy careful hand upon me, and supply my weakness with thy Strength, and make me fruitful for thy glory. And thou, O God, that hast given thy word for a lamp unto my feet, and a light unto my paths, so open mine eyes that I may behold the frailty of my flesh ; so clear my sight that I may avoid the vanities of the world, and the snares of Satan. Be thou my screen to preserve this lamp ; be thou my lantern to protect this light, that the corruptions of my flesh may not obscure it, that the vani- ties of the world may not eclipse it, that the suggestions of Satan may not consume it. Unlock mine ears, that I may hear what thou commandest ; lock thou my memory, that I may retain what I hear ; enlarge my heart, that I may practice what I retain ; and open 206 THE FORGETFUL MAJf* thou my lips, that I may praise thee irt my practice. Ck)nsider, O God, how i love thy precepts, and quicken me ac- cording to thy loving kindness. Hide thy word in my heart, that my ways may be directed to keep thy statutes. ^Remember thy word to thy servant, upon which thou hast caused me to hope. Behold I am weak, be thou my helper behold I am comfortless, be thou my comforter. Restrain his malice that steals thy word from out thy ground, that when the time cometh thy harvest may be fruitful, and I, thy servant, being found faithful, may enter into my Master's joy, and be received into etei> nal glory. Ssc 5(J7 THE iVIDOW. JTier Distress, So vain, so momentary are the pleasa^eJi of this world ; so transitory is the hap- fpiness of mankind, that what with thfe expectation that goes before it, and the cares that go with it, and the griefs th^t follow it, we are not more unhappy iti the wanting it, than miserable in the enjoying it. The greatest of all worldly joys are but bubbles full of air, that break with the fulness of their own vanity, and but, at best, like Jonah's gourd, which please us while they last, and vex us in the loss. Past and future happiness are the miseries of the time present; and present happiness is biit the passage to approaching misery; which being transitory, and meeting 208 TJIE WIDOW. with a transitory possessor, perish in th^ very using. What was mine yesterday, in the blessedness of a full fruition, to- day hath nothing left of it but a sad re- membrance, it was mine ! The more I call to mind the joys I had, the morel sensible I am of the miseiy I have. My sun is set, my glory is darkened, and not one star appears in the firmament of my little world : he, from whose loins I came, is taken from me ; he, to whose bosom I returned, is taken from me ; my blessing in the one, my comforts in the other, are taken from me; and what is left to me but a poor third part of myself to bewail the loss of the other .two ? I, that was owned by the tender name of a child, am now known by the oif-cast title of an orphan ; I, that was respected by the honourable title of a wife, am now rejected by the despise- able name of a widow ; I, that flourished like a fruitful vine upon the house-top^ SFHE WIDOW. 209 am now neglected and trodden under foot. He, that like a strong wall sup- ported my tender brianches, is fallen, and left my clusters to the spoil of ravenous swine. The spring-tides of my plenty are spent, and I am gravelled on the low ebbs of want ; the son- nets of my mirth are turned to elegies of mourning ; my glory is put out, and my honour grovels on the dust, I call to my friends, and they neglect me ; I spread forth my hands, and there is none to help me ; my beauty is departed from me, and all my joys are swallowed up. But stay, my soul, plunge not too far; shall not he take, that gave? cannot be that took, restore ? The Lord is thy portion, who saith, I will be an husband to the widoiv, and a father to the fatherless, Psal. Ixviii. 5. 210 THE WIDOW. xod xxii. 22, 23, 24. Ye shall not afflict airy widoiVy or father- less child. If thou afflict them in anywise, and they cry at all unto me, I will surely hear their cry. And my wrath shall tvax hot, and I will kill you with the sivord, and your wives shall he widoivs, and your children fatherless, Mai. iii. 5. I ivill be a swift tvitness against those that oppress the widow and the fatherless. James, "i. 27. Pure religion and undefled before God and the Father is this; to visit the fatherless and the widow in their affliction. Her Soliloquy. How hath the sunshine of truth disco- vered, what appeared not by the candle* THE WIDOW. ^11 light of nature ! How many atoms in thy soul hath this light descried, which in thy natural twilight were not visible? Excessive sadness for so great a loss can want no argument from flesh and blood, which arguments can want no weight if weighed in the, partial balance of Nature. A husband is thyself divided ; thy children, thyself multiplied ; for whom (when snatched away) God allows some grains, to thy affections ; but when they exceed the allowance, they will not pass in Heaven's account, but must be coined again. Couldst thou so often offend thy God without a tear, and cannot he, my soul, displease thee once without so many ? Doth the want of spiritual graces not trouble thee, and shall a temporal loss so much torment thee ? Is thy husband taken away, and art thou cast down ? Hath thy God promised to be thy husband, and art thou not comforted ? true symptoms p 2 312 THE WIDO^wr. of more flesh than spirit. Thy husband was the gift, thy God the giver; and wilt thou more dispraise the giver than the gift ? Be wise, my soul ; if thou hast lost a man, thou hast found a God : having therefore wet thy wings in Nature's showers, go and dry them in the God of Nature's sunshine. Her Prayer. O God, in the knowledge of whom is the perfection of all joy, at whose right hand are pleasures evermore ; that makest the comforts of this life moment- ary, that we may not overprize them, and yet hast made them requisite, that we may not undervalue them I, a late sharer in this worldly happiness, but a sad witness of its vanity, do here address myself to thee, the only crown of all my joys, in whom there is no variable- i?es3, nor shadow of change. Lord, 5 THE WIDOW. 2ii thou didst give me what my unthank- fulness hath taken from me ; but thou hast taken from me what thy goodness hath promised to supply: thou hast given and thou hast taken, blessed be thy name for ever ! Thou then, O God, who art no less able to perform than willing to promise, whose mercy is more ready to bestow, than my misery is to beg, strengthen my faith, that I may believe thy promise ; encourage my hopes, that I may expect thy perform- ance ; quicken my affections, that I may love the promiser ; be thou all in all to me, that am nothing at all without thee ; sweeten my misery with the sense of thy mercy, and lighten my darkness with the sun of thy glory ; seal in my heart the assurance of adoption, that I may with boldness call thee my father ; sanctify my actions with the spirit of meekness, that my conversation may testify that I am thy child ; wean my P 3 214 THE WIDOW. heart from worldly sorrow, lest I mourn like them that have no hope ; be thou my bridegroom, and let our marriage- chamber be my heart ; own me as thy bride, and purify me with the odours of thy spirit ; prevent me with thy bless- ings ; protect me by thy grace ; preser^ e me for thyself; prepare me for thy king- dom. Be thou a father to bless me ; be thou a husband to comfort me. In the midst of my want, be thou my plenty ; in the depth of my mourning, be thou ray jnirth. Raise my glory from the dust, and then my dust shall shew forth thy praise. Be thou a \^'all to support my vine, and let my branches twine about thee: let tHem flourish in the sun- shine of thy grace, that they may bring forth fruit to the glory of thy name. 215 THE AFFLICTED MAN. His Trouble. Which way soever I turn my eyes, I see nothing but spectacles of misery, and emblems of mortality ; if I look up, there I behold an angry God, and I am troubled ; look downwards, there I see a prepared hell, and I am terrified ; look on my right hand, and there prosperity emboldens me to a secure presumption ; look on my left hand, and there adver- sity enforces me to a sad despair ; look about me, and there* I find legions of temptations beleaguering me; look with- in me, and there I see a guilty con- science accusing me ; in all which I perceive nothing but misery, nothing but man ; and in that misery, the para- phrase of man : " Man that is born of p 4 2\6 TJTE AFFLICTED MAN. a woman, hath hut a short time to live, and is full of trouble." Were not -man's time short, man were the miserablest of all creatures, and I the miserablest of all men^ I am still haunted with three enemies, the world, the flesh, and the devil. The world troubles me with her cares ; the flesh troubles me with infirmities ; the devil troubles me with temptations. If I am rich, I am troubled with fears to lose ; if poor, I am troubled with cares to get. If single, troubled to seek a wife; if married, troubled to please a wife. If I have children, every child is a new trouble ; if childless, I am as much troubled for an heir ; if sick, troubled with distempers and drugs ; if sound, troubled with lust or labour; if in my business, troubled with vexation ; if in my devotion, troubled with distraction, ^fan that is born of a woman, hath but a short time, and is full of trouble. THE AFFLICT^li UXiii. 217 Where shall I turn me to avoid this toil? what steps shall I tread to escape this trouble ? Shall I incline mj heart to mirth ? mirth is but madness, there- fore trouble. Shall I quicken my spirits with plenteous wine ? in much w^ine is much distraction, therefore trouble. Or, shall my wiser heart search out the bounds of knowledge ? in much wisdom is much grief; and who increaseth knowledge, increaseth trouble. Whom shall I call to aid ? to whom shall I ad- dress my sad complaints ? Call to my kindred, they disclaim me; call to my friends, and they deride me. Oh, that f had the wings of a dove, that I may fly away and be at rest ! But whither wouldst thou fly ? Fly from thyself, my soul, and haste thee to that voice that says. Call upon me in the time of trouble, and I tvill hewr thee. 218 THE AFFLICTED MAN, Psal. xci.*i5. He shall call upon me, and I will anstver him ; I will he with him in trouble, I will deliver him a?2d honour him. Psal. liv, 7. He hath delivered me out of all my troubles, and mine eyes have seen their desii^e upon mine enemies. Psal. Ixxxi. 7. Tliou calledst to me in trouble, and 1 delivered thee ; I answered thee in the secret place of thunder. : 2 Cor. i. 4. He comforteth us in all our tribulations, that tve may be able to comfort them that are in any trouble, by the comfort whereby we ourselves are comforted of God. >> His Soliloquy, Be wise, my soul, and what tbou canst not remedy, endure. Doth the THE AFFLICTED MAN. 21Q world trouble thee ? cling close to ITim that hath overcome the world : do^h the flesh trouble thee ? ruortitV the flesh in thy members : doth the devil trouble thee ? resist the devil, and he will fly from thee : art thou troubled with cares in thy abundance ? be not too careful for to-morrow : art thou troubled with wants in thy adversity ? be content with the bread of to-day : doth sickness trouble thee ? make use of it, and sub- mit : doth strength of constitution trouble thee with concupiscence ? fast and pray : in thy vocation art thou troubled with vexation ? let those vex^ ations wean thee from the world ; is thy devotion troubled with distractions } let those distractions bring thee closer to thy God : do losses trouble thee ? make godliness thy gain : do crosses trouble thee ? make the Cross thy medi- tation. Thus, whilst thou strugglest against the stream of nature, thou shalt 226 TtlE AFFLICTED MANw be carried with a gale of grace ; and when thy strength shall fail thee, a stronger arm shall strengthen thee : he that brings thee on with courage, Vvili fetch thee off with conquest. J)o what thou canst, and pray for what thou canst not. Ilis Prayer. O God, that art the searcher of all KeaFts, the revenger of all iniquities, ttie comfort of all true penitents, whose Ways are inscrutable, whose judgments- grre intolerable, whose mercy is incom- prehensible I, thy afflicted suppliant, sensible of thy displeasure, bewail the multitude of ray offences, and am con- vinced, by my own conscience and thy tatberly corrections. Which way soever I look, I see nothing but sin and death, fk>thing but misery : but. Lord, so in- cite k thy mercy abov& my siiJ> and s^ THE AFFLICTED MAN. 221 little pleasure takest thou in the de- struction of a sinner, that thou hast commanded me to call upon thee in my trouble, and hast promised to hear me. In due obedience, therefore, to thv sweet command, and in firm confidence of thy gracious promise, my bended knees, O God, present thee with a broken heart : thy sacrifices, O God, are a contrite spirit ; a broken heart, O Lord, thou wilt not despise. Lord, I am weak, strengthen me with thy grace; mine enemies are strong, weaken them with thy power ; suppress the cares of the world that so oppress me ; subdue the exorbitances of the flesh that so molest mc ; curb the insolences of the devil that so afflict me ; endue mv arm with power, and arm my heart with patience. Make haste, O God, to hear me ; make speed, O Lord, to help me. Break not thy covenant with thy servant^ O God, nor alter what thy lips have ut 222 THE AFFLICTED MAN. tered ; remember thy promise to the son of thy handmaid, for it is my com- fort in all my trouble. I call to thee in the time of my distress ; deliver me, O God, according to thy word. Consider, O Lord, I am but dust ; oh, magnify thy power in my weakness ! Remem- ber, O God, that I have been long af- flicted; oh, magnify thy mercy in my deliverance ! For in death there is no remembrance of thee, and in the grave what tongue can praise thee ? iSIy bones are vexed, and my soul is troubled ; but do thou, O Lord, behold my griefs, for they are great ; regard my troubles, for they are many; quicken my soul for thy name's sake, and bring me out of all my troubles ; then shall my soul re- joice in thy salvation, and magnify thy name for ever and ever. !23 THE DESERTED MM^l, His Misery. WnEX I consider but the goodness of my God, in offering his gracious favours to me, and my own vileness in refusing of such gracious offers I cannot choose but wonder at his mercy, in that I live, and am not snatched away from the pos- sibility of repentance. But, ah ! what comfort is a life that is branded with the mark of death ? and w^hat happiness is this possibility of repentance, which hath no strength to actuate it, but thy own ? My soul, in what a case art thou ? into what a miserable state art thou reduced! Thou hast forsaken thy God, and I fear thy God has forsaken thee. Methinks I want the glory of that sun that once revived me ; methinks I lack the com-t 4 224 THE DESERTED MAIf. fort of those beams that once refreshed me ; methinks I fear, where no fear is ; and where I most should fear, I find myself no whit afraid. Those heavenly raptures which heretofore surprised my ravished soul, have now no relish in my drowsy ear ; those heart-confounding judgments, whose very whispers in for- mer times w^ould split my soul asunder, fiow move not if they thunder. Those sinful thoughts that pressed my soul like mill-stones, can now be acted and re- acted without a sigh. Those heavenly prophets, whose presence filled me with delight, now trouble not my patience with their absence. My heart is a lump of dead flesh, my soul is stricken with a dead palsy, my affections with a le- thargy. My zeal is frozen, my faith is bed-rid, my charity is dead, and my greatest grief is, that I cannot grieve. The mark of Cain is upon me, and I fear that every beast that meets me will THE DESERTED MA]!ff* 22S devour me. O my soul, what comfort can remain with thee when the God of comfort has forsaken thee ? What safety canst thou find when thou hast lost the God of peace? What would I not forego that I might re-obtain my God ! what pleasure would I not abjure, that I might regain his gracious pleasure ! Cheer up, my soul ; who gives thee a heart to desire, will likewise give thee thy heart's desire. Let not his seeming absence dismay thee; the sense of his absence is the symptom of his presence ; let his word be an antidote for thy despair, which saith. For a small moment have I forsaken, hut with great mercies will I gather thee, Isaiah, liv. 7. Deut. iv. 31. The Lord thy God is a merciful God ; he will not forsake thee, neither destroy 226 THE DESERTED MAN. thee, nor forget the ccwenant of thy fathers, which he sivare unto them, 2 Cor. iv. g. We ate persecuted, but not forsahen, Joshua, i. 5. / will not fail thee nor forsahe thee. Nehemiah, ix. Si. For thy great name sake thou didst not utterly consume them nor forsahe them, for thou art a gracious and a '^^ merciful God, His Soliloquy, If tfiy breath, O my soul, fail thee but a minute, thou diest ; if thy health forsake thee awhile, thou languishest ; if thy sleep leave thee, thou art dis- tempered ; no wonder, if thy God w4th* draws, that thou art troubled. Deject not, O my soul, nor let thy thoughts despair; stay thee with his promises, and comfort thee with his mercies. Dost THE DESERTED MAN". 227 thou mourn for him ? thou shalt be com- forted in him : dost thou thirst after him ? thou shalt be filled with him. He that suffers not a cup of cold water for his sake to go unrewarded, will not per- mit a tear for his love to be unregarded. He w^ithdraws , to sharpen thy desire ; he seems lost, to inflame the seeker ; he forsakes thee awhile, that he may be thine for ever. Thou wantest him, be- cause thou desirest him ; thou desirest him, because thou West him. Thou couldst not love him, had he not first loved thee; and whom he loves, he loves to the end. If thy neglect has sent him from thee, let thy diligence draw him to thee; if thou hast lost him by thy sins, seek him by true repentance ; and if thou find him by thy prayer, enter- tain him with thy thanksgiving. ^2 22& THE DESERTED MAN. His Prayer. '* t) God, without the sunshine of whose gracious eye, the creature sits in dark- ness, and in the shadow of death; whose presence is the very hfe and true delight of those that love thee ; cast down thine eyes of pity upon a lost sheep of Israel, which has wandered from thy fold into the desert of his own lusts. What dangers can I choose but meet, that have run myself out of thy protection ? what sanctuary can secure me, that have left the covert of thy wings ? what comfort can I expect, O God, that have forsaken thee, the God of comfort and consolation ? Return thee, O great Shepherd of my soul, and with thy crook reduce me to thy fold ; thou art my way, conduct me; thou art my light, direct me ; thou art my life, quicken me. Disperse |jl^e dou4$ of 5 THE DESERTED MAN. 229 sins that stand betwixt thy angry face and my benighted soul ; remove that cfirsed bar which my rebelhon hath set betwixt thy deafened ear and my con- fused prayers ; and let thy comfortable beams reflect upon rne. Leave me not, O God, unto myself; O Lord, forsate me not too long; for in me dwells nothing but despair, and the terrors of ;fe hell have taken hold of me. Cast me not away from thy presence, and take not thy holy spirit from me. Remove, this heart of stone, and give me, O good God, a heart of flesh, that it may be capable of thy mercies, and sensible of thy judgments; plant in my heart a fear of thy name, and deliver my soul from carnal security ; order my afliic- tions according to thy will, that I may love what thou lovest, and hate what thou hatest ; kindle my zeal with a coal from thine altar, and increase my faith by the assurance of thy love. O holy Q 3 230 THE HUMBLE MAN. fire, that always burnest and never goest out, kindle me I O sacred light, that always shinest and art never dark, illu- minate me ! O sweet Jesus, pierce the marrow of my soul with the shafts of thy love, that it may burn and melt, and languish with the only desire of thee! Let my soul always desire thee, and seek thee, and find thee, and sweetly rest in thee ; be thou in all my thoughts, in all my words, in all my actions ; that both my thoughts, my words, and my actions being sanctified by thee here, I may he glorified by thee hereafter. THE HUMBLE MAN, His Depressions. How more than happy are those sons of pei?> that mea^ur^ no further ground THE HUMBLE MAN. ^31 than from the sacred font unto their peaceful grave ! How blessed are thos^ infants which never lived to taste those dear-bought pennyworths of deceitful earth ! Alas ! there is nothing here but bitter pills of pleasure-gilded grief; here is nothing but substantial sorrows, clothed in 'the shades of false delight : look where I list, there is nothing can appear before mine eye but sorrow^, the lamentable object of my misery. Con- template where I list, here is nothing can present before my thoughts but misery, the object of my mourning. My soul is a sparkle of divine fire, but quenched with lust ; an image of my glorious Creator, but blurred with sin ; a parcel of mortal immortality, reserved for death. My understanding is dark- ened with error ; my judgment is per- verted with partiality; my will is di- verted with sensuality; my memory like a sieve, retains the bran, and lets the Q4 232 THE HUMBLE MAN. flower pass ; my affections are aguish to good, and feverish to evil ; my faith wavers ; my hope tires ; my charity freezes; my thoughts are vain, my words are idle, my actions sinful ; my body is a tabernacle of grief, an hospital of diseases, a tenement of death, a se- pulchre of a sinful soul. O my soul, how canst thou own thyself without dejection, that canst not view thyself vrithouc corruption ? How art thou in- closed in walls of dust tempered with a few tears; a lump of earth, quickened with a span of life ! Thy life is short and evil, truly miserable, because evil ; only happy, because short : when thou endeavourest good, thy heart faints ; when thou strugglest with evil, thy strength fails. For this my soul is humbled, and my spirits are depressed ; for this I loath myself, and view my misery with indignation. THE HUMBLE MAW. 232 But cheer up, my soul, and let not thy thoughts be overpressed. The ball that is thrown against the ground, re- bounds. HumiHty is the harbinger of grace. Art thou humbled ? fear not ; dost thou fear ? despair not ; dost thou despair ? persist not. Hark what the God of truth hath said : He that is humble shall be exalted, Luke, xiv. 1 1. **^ -^ '"- Prov. xxix. 231 ' A man* s pride shall bring 7itm low. But honour shall uphold the humble in spirit. 1 Peter, v. 6. * * Humble yourselves under the mighty hand of God, that he may exalt you in due time, Prov. XV. 33. Before honour is humility. Job, xxii. 2Q. When men are cast dozvn, then thou shalt say, There is lifting up, and God shall iave the humble person^ .234 THE HUMBLE MA:!?. If;: His Soliloqvyi Ahiu virtues, as well theological as moral, are besieged with two vices ; hu- mility, the fundamental of all virtues, is not exempted; some, puffed up with their owa lowliness, grow proud, be- cause humble, being high-minded by an antiperistasis ; this is spiritual pride: Others, taking too single a view of their own corruptions, and more sensible of the disease than of the remedy, are cast into despondency of mind ; and this is called dejection. The first froths up into presumption ; the second settles down into despair. How canst thou, O my soul, in such a tempest, escape this Sci/lla, or avoid that Charyhdis P Dost thou fear the tossing waves ? contract thy sails ; fearest thou the quicksands ? use thy compass; He that stills the waves will assist thee; He that com- THE HUMBLE MAN. 235 mands the ^ea will advise thee. Look hot only on thy loadstone, for then thou wilt not see thy danger ; nor only on thy misery, for then thou wilt not be sensible of thy deliverance. If thy humility pufF thee up, thou art not fit for mercy. If dejection knock thee down, mercy is not fit for thee. Look up, O my soul, to God's mercy, so as thou mayst be sensible of thy own misery; and so look down on thine own misery, as thou mayst be capable of God's mercy. * His Prayer, Eternal God, who scatterest the proud in the imagination of their hearts, and givest grace to the humble and con- trite spirit, bow down thy gracious ear to my vile dust and ashes, whose misery thus casts itself before thy mercy. Lord, I am ashamed of mine own cor- ruptions, and utterl^^lp^th mine own 236 TItE irtJMBLE MAN'. condition. I am not an object for minr oYrn eyes without disdain, nor a subject for mine own thoughts without con- tempt ; yet am I bold to prostrate my vile self before thy glorious eyes, and to present my sinful prayers before thy gracious ears. Lord, if thy mercy ex- ceeded not my misery, I could look for no compassion ; and if thy grace trans- cended not my sin, I could expect for nothing but confusion. Oh, thou that TOadest me of nothing, renew me, that have made myself far less than nothing; revive those sparkles in my soul which lust hath quenched ; cleanse thine image in me which my sin hath blurred ; en- lighten my understanding with thy truth ; rectify my judgment with thy word ; direct my will wdth thy spirit ; strengthen my memory to retain good things ; order my affections that I may love thee above all things; increase my taitli ; encourage my hope ; quicken my charity ; sw^eeten my thoughts with thy THE Tumble man. 237 grace ; season my words with thy spirit; sanctify my actions with thy wisdom ; .subdue the insolenge of my rebellious flesh ; restrain the fury of my unbridled passions ; reform the frailty of my cor- rupted nature; incline my heart to de- sire what is good, and bless my endea- vours that I may do what I desire. Give me a true knowledge of myself^ and make me sensible of mine own in- firmities ; let not the sense of those mercies which I enjoy, blot out of my remembrance those miseries which I deserve that I may be truly thankfa! for the one, and humbly penitent for the other. In all my afflictions keep me from despair; in all my deliverances preserve me from ingratitude; that being timely quickened with the sense of thy goodness^ and truly humbled by the sight of mine own weakness, I may be here exalted by the virtue of thy grace, and hereafter advanced to the kingdom of thy glory. '=' ^ 238 THE SINNER. His Conflict, When sin entered into the world, death followed. The Scripture tells me of two deaths, the first and the second, this spiritual, that natural ; the first, a separation of the body and the soul, is temporal; the second, a separation of the body and the soul from the favour of God, is eternal: the first, therefore, is ter- rible ; the second, intolerable. If the first death so terrified the Lord of life, how terrible will the second be to me, the child of -deiith ? If every trivial grief disturbs my thoughts, if every petty sickness distempers my body, if the very thought of death dismays my soul, how horrible will death itself appear} Oh, when the silver cord shall be dis-' THE SINNER.' 23Cp solved, the golden bowl demolished^ the pitcher at the fountain broke, the cistern- wheels stopped how will the whole universe of my afflicted body be perplexed ! Yet, were I to endure for every man that hath been, is, and shall be, a death as oft repeated as the sea- shore hath sands, all this were nothing to a minute's torment of the second death. O treacherous and soul- de- stroying sin, how hast thou thus be- trayed me to eternal death, by thy false, momentary, and deceitful pleasures? How hast thou bewitched me with flat- tering smiles, and, with thy counterfeit delights, thus tickled me to death ! Thou hast not only deprived me of a transitory life, but led me into the hideous jaws of an everlasting death. Thou hast not only divorced my miserable soul front her beloved body, but separated both soul and body from the favours of my God, and left them to the insufferable torments of eternity. O my soul, 240 _ THE SINNER. can thy life be less than miserable, which being ended, is transported to so infinite a misery ? How can thy death be less than terrible, which opens the gates to such eternal torments ! What wilt thou do ? or whither wilt thou fly ? thy ac- tions cannot save thee, nor thy flight secure thee. Death is thy enemy, who, taking advantage of thy lusts, hath strengthened itself through thy weak- ness. Repair to thy colours, O my soul ; the Lord of life is thy General ; he hath foiled thy enemy, and disarmed him : -^stand fast he is conquered, if thou strive to conquer. Hark what thy Ge- neral saith : ' He that overcojneth, shall not be hurt of the second death. Rev. ii. 1 1 . Rev. ii. 7. To him that overcometh I will give to eat of the tree of life, which is in the midst of the Paradise of God, THE SINNER. 241 Rev. iii. 21. jTo him that overcometh I will grant to sit with me in my throne, even as I also overcame, and am set down with my Father in his throne* Rev. ii. 17. To him that overcometh I will give to eat of the hidden Manna, and will give him a white stone, and in the stone a new name tvritten, which no man hnoweth, saving he that receiveth it* His Soliloquy* Our life is a warfare, and every Christian is two soldiers ; the army consists of good and evil motions ; these under the conduct of the flesh ; those under the command of the Spirit : the two generals, God and the devil : the field, the heart : the word, on the one side. Glory ; on the other side, Pleasure: the reward of both, eternity : oxx that 342 THE SINNER. side, of happiness ; on this side, of torment. How is thy heart, O my soul, like Rebecca's womb ? how do two nations strive within thee ? Cheer up ; take courage in the reward that is set before thee ; so fight that thou mayest conquer ; so run that thou mayest ob- tain : let not the pohcy of the enemy dismay thee, nor thy own fewness dis- animate thee. Advance therefore, O my dull soul ; fear not the fiery darts of Satan, nor be afraid of his arrow that flies by night : press towards the great reward, and let thy spirit resist to blood. Take courage from thy cause: thou fightest for thy Prince, thy God, and takest up arms against his enemy, and thy rebellious lusts. Is thy enemy too potent ? fear not ; art thou besieged ? faint not ; art thou routed ? fly not. Call aid, and thou shalt be strengthened ; pe- tition, and thou shalt be relieved; pray, and thou shalt be recruited. TH SINNER. 243 His Prayer. O God, to whom belong the issues of death, at whose terrible name the very foundation of my soul trembles ; I, a poor convicted sinner, accused by my own conscience, and ready to be con- demned by thy justice, do here, in the very wounding of my heart, confess myself a miserable creature. 1 have nothing to plead, O God, but mercy ; and where shall I find that mercy but in my merciful Redeemer ? Blessed Re- deemer, that hast promised victory to those that strive, and life to those that overcome, teach thou my hands to war, and my fingers to fight ; give me a loyal heart, that the enticements of the world may not seduce it ; give me a constant spirit, that the pleasures of the flesh may not entice it ; give me a wise fore- cast, that the subtlety of the devil may R 3 244 THE SINNER. not entrap me. Let not the multitude of mine enemies discourage me, nor the greatness of their power dismay me, nor the M^eakness of my arm dishearten me. Thou, that gavest little Israel vic- tory against great Pharaoh, strengthen me ; thou that gavest little David the day against the great Goliah, succour me; thou that gavest single Sampson conquest against the numerous Philis- tines, save me. Lord, fight against them that fight against my soul. Arise, O God, and let thine enemies be con- founded : Lord, shield me from the fury of my ov^^n corruptions, for they are many ; deliver me from the imagi- nations of my own heart, for they are evil, and that continually. Let not the frailty of my youth beset me, and keep -me from the danger of my secret sins. Double my w^atchfulness upon my Dalilah, that is so apt to kiss me and betray me. Without thy grace I have 5 * SION. 245 no will to strive, no power to stand, no hope to conquer. Sustain me, that I may not faint ; second me, that I may not fly ; strengthen me, that I may not yield. Gird my loins with truth, and let my breast-plate be thy righteousness ; that, putting on the helmet of salvation, I may fight a good fight, and receive a crown of glory ; that, having passed the terrors of the first death, I may escape the torments of the second, and triumph with thee in the kingdom of glory. SIGN. Her Decay, Dost ask me why so sad ? or, can my sorrow be thy wonder ? Canst thou, or can thine eye, expect a sunshine where R 3 246 SJON. the greater lamp of heaven is eclipsed } or can my heart be frolic when the vineyard of my soul is blasted ? Can the children of the bride-chamber choose but hang their heads to see the bride- groom slighted, and the bride's lovely cheeks profaned with every peasant's hand ? Can poor affrighted lambs wanton and frisk upon the present plains, when their worried mothers tremble at the quest of every cur ? What mem- ber can rejoice when the body is dis- membered ? Sion, the glory of Heaven, is darkened, and her bright beams obscured ; Sion, the vineyard of our souls, is blasted, and her clusters are grown sour ; Sion, the bride of my Re- deemer, is defiled; her blood- washed robes are soiled and slubbered ; Sion, the mistress of our flocks, is overpow- ered, and her tender lambs have no pro- tection ; Sion, the mother of us all, is barren, and her uberous breasts are dry; Sion, the glorious corporation of the SION. . 247. elect, is factious in itself, and her mem- bers are disjointed. Ah ! how can my distressed soul find rest, when Sion, the rest of my distressed soul, is oppressed ? How many of her dearest children are now tugging at the slavish oar of in- fidels ! how many roaring under the imperious hand of the daughter of Babylon! how many banished from their native soils, and driven from their usurped possessions ! This vine, which Heaven's right hand hath planted, is decayed ; her fences broken, her hedge trodden down, her body torn by schis- matics, cankered with heretics, blasted with fiery spirits ; her branches rent with the wild boar ; her grapes devoured w^ith the wily f^x; her shepherds are turned wolves, and have devoured her flocks ; confusion is within her walls, and desolation is near unto her gates. O Jerusalem, if I forget to mourn for thee, let my right hand forget her cun- R4 248 SIGN. ning ; and if I prize not thee above my greatest joy, let my tongue cleave to my roof. But hark ! I hear a heavenly voice whispering glad tidings in my ear ; which saith, /, the Lord, do heep if, and ivill water it, Isaiah, xxvii. 3. Psal. ix. 35. The Lord will save Sion, and will build the cities of Judah, that they may dwell there, and have it iji possession, Psal. Ixxxvii. 5. Of Sion it shall be said, Tliis and that man was horn in her, and the Highest himself shall establish her, Isaiah, xiv. 30. The Lord hath founded Sion, and the power of his people shall trust in it, Isaiah, xii. C. Cry out, and shout, thou inhabitant of Sion, for great is the Holy One of , Israel in the midst of thee. SIGN. 249 Fler Soliloquy, Who is not interested in the miseries of Sion ? What sadness may not be justified in her calamity ? O my soul, thou mayst here spend thyself in holy passion, and dissolve tliyself in tears; but yet be wisely sad ; let not thy tears exceed thy confidence, nor let thy grief exclude thy hope ; mourn not for the bride as if the bridegroom were not ; or being, had no power ; or having power, wanted will ; or having will, were, like thyself, forgetful. No, no, my soul; He that suffers her to suffer, will sus- tain her in her sufi^e ranee, and croM^n her sufferings. When she is persecuted^ she prospers ; w^hen she is oppressed, she flourisheth ; in her contempt, she gains honour; in her wounds, victories; in her reproach, credit ; in her patience, a, crown ; and with her crown of thorns. 250 siON. a crown of glory. Can she be more like her bridegroom than in affliction ? Can she more resemble her husband than in persecution ? Remember, O my soul, she is a plant of his right hand's planting, and ^vho can pluck it up ? Fear not ; this vine must prosper in spite of opposition. Yet know, my soul, thou shalt not prosper, nor see good days, unless thou wish prosperity to Je- rusalem, and pray for peace in Sion. The Frayer. O God, that art the beauty of Sion, and the glory of thy Jerusalem, and the joy of thine elect, behold the mangled body of thy distressed Church ! Relieve the miseries of her distempered mem- bers. She is our lamp, illuminate her with thy glory ; she is thy vine, O fructify her with thy grace ; she is thy l)ride, embrace her in thy love; she is thy flock, protect her by thy power; she is our body, rectify her with thy health ; we are her members, sanctify us with thy righteousness. Let not the malice of Satan discourage her; let not the counsels of the wicked disturb her ; let not the gates of hell prevail against her. Give her verity in her doctrine, unity in herself, uniformity in her dis- cipline, universality in her progress. Repair her broken fences, and weaken the power of the wild boar ; bless al such as love hei*; and as for her enemies, either convert them in thy mercy, or confound them in thy justice. Let her appear to be thy daughter, and let the King's daughter be all glorious within ; let her be known to be thy ark, and let Dagon fall down before her ; purge her from error, heresy, ignorance, and su- perstition ; and being purged, oh take thou pleasure in her beauty ! Behold her branches which suffer for thy name, and 252 SI OX. give them deliverance or patience. Let no weapon, that is formed against thy church, prosper: and let all tongues that gpeak against her be confounded. Let her gates be always open, and glorify the house of thy glory ; let thy hand be upon the man of thy right hand, that he may guard this plant Vv^hich thy right hand hath planted. Give thy justice to the king, and thy righteousness to the king's son. Season thy seminaries with thy truth ; and bless the house of Levi, and bless the house of Aaron. Turn thy countenance to thy first love, the Jews; and take not thy candlestick from thy cliosen, the Gentiles ; that having one Shepherd, we may be one flock ; and having owe faith, we may be one church ; and having one heart to please thee, we nmy have one voice to praise thee here militant in the kingdom of gr li -\ and hereafter triumphant in the kingdom of glory. 253 THE MOURNER, His Calamity. For stoicism to rejoice at funerals, arid lament at births of men, is more abso- nant to nature than to reason. Too self-indulgent nature would preserve herselfon any terms; but well-instructed reason holds a being but an ill penny- worth, purchased on condition of so long a misery. Who knows himself a man, needs seek no further for a cause to mourn : for what is man but a sampler of weakness, the spoil of time, the may-game of fortune, the image of in- constancy, the balance of calamity, and what besides, but phlegm and choler? His birth is a painful coming into the world ; his life, a sinful continuance in the world ; his death, a dreadful going 254 THE MOURNER. out of the world. His birth brings him into the shop of sin ; his childhood binds him apprentice to sin ; his youth makes him free in sin ; his full age trades in sin ; his old age breaks him ; his last sickness arrests him ; and death casts him into prison. The pleasure he takes is to displease his God ; his business is to disturb his neighbour; his study is to destroy himself. His best labour is but vanity, and the fruits of that labour are vexation of spirit ; his mirth is a short madness ; his sorrow a long torment ; his recreation is a formal antic ; his devotion an antic formality ; his course of life is a quotidian ague, whose cold fits are sloth and charity, whose hot fits are wrath and concupiscence ; his plea- sures are but airy shadows to beguile him ; his honours are but frothy plea- sures to betray him ; his profit is but golden fetters to beslave him ; the effect whereof is sin, the end whereof is 4 THE MOURNER. 255 death. In brief, he that would learn to be a mourner, let him remember that he is a man. O my soul, is tliis the pleasure that this world promises ? Is this that happiness which the great pro- miser affords ? Had man no hopes of greater happiness than earth can give^ how more unhappy were he than a beast ! What happiness can counterpoise his sorrow ? what mirth can countervail his misery ? what comfort is there in this house of mourning ? Where then shall I repose my trust ? on whom shall my crushed hopes rely ? * Barest thou believe the word of truth ? Hark what the word of truth has said : Blessed are fhe^ that moitrn, for they shall he comforted. Matth. v. 4. Psal. cxix. 50. This is fny comfort in my affiiction, for thy tvord hath quichened me. 256 THE MOURNER. Isaiah, Ixi. 2. Proclaim the acceptable year of the Lord, and the day of vengeance to comfort all that mourn. Jer. xxxi. 13. / ivill turn their moiirning into joy, and will comfort them, and make them re- joice from their sorrow. Psal. Ixxi. 20, 21. Tliou ivhich hast shewed me great and sore troubles, shalt quicken me again, and shalt bring me up again from the depths of the earth; thou shalt in- crease my greatness, and comfort me on every side. His Soliloquy. Misery is the badge of mortality, and mortality the lot of man. He that views himself impartially, needs seek no subject for a tear. Yet, O my soul, hadst thou not seen thine own misery^, THE MOURNER. 257 how more miserable hadst thou been ! Hadst thou been hoodwinked to thy ' corruptions, hadst thou been blind to thine infirmities, had thy filth been painted over with vanity, how had the way to thy redress been blocked up ! how hadst thou stumbled at thyself, and fallen at thine own destruction ! O my soul, it is a great part of safety to see a danger ; a good step towards health to discover the disease ; a fair progress to- wards happiness to behold thine own misery. But evils discovered and no more, grow sharper by the discovery : he only uses a foreseen danger that en- deavours to avoid it ; he profits by a dis- covered disease that labours to amend it; he takes benefit by prevised misery that strives to eschew it. Being fairly warned, my soul, be thou as strongly armed. Dost thou plead weakness ? be courageous, and thou shalt be victorious; (Joes sadness cool thy courage ? be s 25^ "fHE MOURNER. patient, and thou shalt be comforted; remember thou art militant : dost thou find thyself timorous ? strengthen thy- self with resolution ; dost thou find thy- self spent ? fortify thyself with prayer. His Prayer, O God, that hearest the sighing of a contrite heart, and bottlest up the tears of a repentant eye, bow down thy gra- cious ear, and hear the torments of a grieved breast ; look oh my tears, and read in them what my closed lips are even ashamed to utter. Thou madest me free, but I have lost my freedom by my rebellion ; thou madest me like thy- self, but I have blurred thine image by my sin ; thou madest me clean and holy, but I have wallowed ia the mire of my own corruptions ; thou madest me for thy glrry, but I have lived to thy dis- honour ; thou madest me a man, but I THE MOURNER. 25^ have made myself a worm and no man. Lord, I see the misery of my own con- dition, and without thy mercy I am worse than nothing : but thou art gra- cious and of great compassion, and thy truth endures from generation to gene- ration. Lord, thou hast promised joy to those that grieve, and comfort to them that mourn ; in full assurance of thy gracious promise,' upon my bended knees, I humbly sue for thy seasonable performance ! Strengthen me, that I may endure this night's sorrow, and let the joy of thy good Spirit cheer me in the morning ; let me not grieve like those that go Into the pit, nor let my mourning be like theirs that have no hope ; let not the vain comforts of the world please me, nor the dead pleasures of the earth rejoice me ; make me a willing prisoner to my grief, until thou please to shew thyself the God of con- solation ; sanctify my sorrows to me, s 2 Z60 THE MOURNER. . and direct my mourning to the right object ; open the flood-gates of mine eyes, that I may weep bitterly for my offences ; dissolve my head into a tide of tears, that thou mayest wash away the filth of my corruptions ; let nothing stop the current but the assurance of thy love ; and let my furrowed cheeks be dried in the sunshine of thy favour. Accept, O God, of this wet sacrifice of tears, and let my groaning be a peace- offering for my trespasses. Look at thy right hand, and for his sake that sits there, grant these my petitions, finely grounded on thy promise and his merits ; that my sad soul, being relieved by thy mercy, may receive endless comfort, and thy name, eternal glory. 26 1 THE SERPENT. His Suhtilty, What miserable dignity belongs unto the honourable name of man ! what sad prerogatives pertain to that unhappy generation of mankind ! Ah ! what is man but a polluted lump of living clay, a little heap of self- corrupted earth ? created for happiness, born to sorrow : and what is mankind but a transitory succession of misery, on whom morta- lity is generally entailed from generation to generation ? Each particular man is the short and sad story of mankind, written by his own dear experience in a more favourable style, wherein every one is naturally inclined to spare him- self, and hide his nakedness among the shades ; where, being lost, he seeks himself unfound, or finds himself un- s 3 2(32 THE SERPENT. known, or knows himself most misera- ble. The devil appeared not as a lion ; strength could not constrain an upright soul : he appeared not as a dragon ; fear could not compel a dauntless spirit : but he appeared a serpent, to insinuate and creep into the bosom of his soft affections. How often is this story acted by me, the miserablest of Adam's sons ! Behold, how the forbidden tree of vain delight stands laden with her pleasant fruits ! see how the serpent twists and winds, and tempts the weaker vessel of my body ! which, having yielded, tastes, and tempts my better part ; which done, what nakedness, what shame is presented before my guilty eyes ? what slight ex- cuses (patched like leaves together) I frame to hide my nakedness, my shame ! and when the voice of my crying con- science calls me in the cool of my lusts, oh, how I start and tremble, and seek for covert among the trees ! where, being 5 THE SERPENT. 263 found at last, and. questioned, my soul accuses the infirmity of my body ; my body accuses that serpentine temptation; so that all three, being partners in sin, are sad partakers of the punishment. Thus, every minute, O my soul, art thou surprised ; thus, every moment doth this twisting serpent tempt and overcome thy frailty ; thus, every minute are eternal deaths still multiplied upon thee. What hopes hast thou, in thy col- lapsed estate, to overcome that serpent, which Adam, in his perfection, did not conquer ? Cheer up, my soul ; there is a Cham- pion found who shall curb this serpent's power, and Heaven has spoken it : The seed of the tvoman shall break the serpent's head. Gen. iii* 15. Rom. xvi. 20. And the God of Peace shall bruise Satc^in under your feet shortly. s 4 264 tHE SERPENT. 1 John, iii. 8. For this purpose the So7i of God was manifested, that he might destroy the works of the devil. Ephes. vi. l6. Above all things take the shield of faith, whereivith ye shall he able to quench the fiery darts of Satan, Rev. xvii. 14. He shall make war with the Lamb, and the Lamb shall overcome him. His Soliloquy. .Man, by the power of transcendent good, was created good, with a power to continue good : man, through dis- obedience, lost this power, and that arbitrary goodness is turned to necessary evil. The whole mass is corrupted, and lies in the same condition it made itself; but God, out of an unsearchable love to his creature, out of his infinite wisdom THE SERPENT. 2^5 (not violating his justice) found a way to exercise his mercy, drawing what handfuls he pleased (not for the dignity of the matter) out of this lump ; the rest he left to itself. As it had been no injustice in God to leave the whole in the perdition it had cast itself, so it was his inscrutable mercy to draw forth some part out of that self-made perdition. This redemption, O my soul, was a legacy given at the death of thy Re- deemer, and thy business is to search the v/ill, and in it, thy interest : but where is that will ? search the Scrip- tures : but how^ shall it appear by search- ing ? by the fruit thou shalt know the tree. Examine thine heart : dost thou find there a love to God for his ov/n sake, and a love to thy neighbour for God's sake, and to both for obedience sake? Go thy ways, thou art in the will ; and the seed of the w^oman hath broke the serpent's head. 200 THE SERPENT. His Prayer. O God, that didst create mankind for the glory of thy name, and redeemedst man, being lost, with the blood of thy only Son, and hast preserved him by thy free mercy and continual providence - I, a poor. son of miserable Adam, do htjre acknov^^ledge myself^unworthy of the least of all thy mercies. Lord, v^^hat am I that thou shouldst look upon me ? and what is the son of thy handmaid, th:at thou shouldst think upon him ? I know the best of all my actions are un- clean, and these my very prayers, are abomination in thy sight. My thoughts, my words, nay, the whole course of my life, is sin ; and there is nothing in me which deserves not death. Yet, Lord, even for the altar % sake on which I offer up this sinful sacrifice, loath not th(*: prayers of my polluted lips, nor stop THE SERPENT. 26/ thy ears against my sad complaints. Lord, I am as vile as sin can make me, and deserve what curse thy wrath can lay upon me : I brought corruption from the womb, and sucked rebellion from the very breast ; my life is nothing but a trade of sin, w^ herein I hourly heap upon myself wrath against the day of wrath ; that, insomuch, w^ert thou not more merciful than I am or can be to myself, I had been now roaring under thy justice that am here begging for thy mercy ! Lord, I am nothing but infirmity, and daily w^allow in my own corruptions ; that oM serpent continu- ally besieges me, and the feebleness of my old man cannot resist him. Arise, O God, and crush thy enemy and mine, whose fury through my confusion aims at thy dishonour; let the seed of the woman quicken in my soul, and strengthen my weakness to encounter with temptation ; let it, oh, let it break 268 THE SINNER. the serpent's head, that I may conquer for the time to come ; and give thou me a broken heart, that I may grieve for the time past ; give me water from the spring of life, that it may quench the fiery darts of death ; strengthen the new man in me, and let the power of the old man languish daily ; that being con- fident in thy promise, I may be sensible of thy performance; and being freed by thy pbwer, I may be filled with thy praise, and glorify thy name for ever and for ever. THE SINNER. His Poverty. Wherein doth this my natural state excel a beast ? In what one thing ? Am I not worse ? Their outward senses THE SINNER. 26Q are more perfect, mi/ inward senses are less pure. Their natural instinct desires good, and chooses it ; but m j perverted will sees good, and yet declines it. They eat, being satisfied with modera- tion ; perchance I want, or surfeit. They sleep secure from fears and cares, when I am kept awake with both. They cry to Heaven, and are fed by Pro- vidence ; I, trusting to myself, want through my improvidence. The worth- less sparrows are lodged in their downy feathers j the silly sheep repose in their warm fleeces ; but I have nothing to cover my nakedness, nothing to hide my shame ! Naked I was born into the world, and have nothing in the world which I may call mine own ; or if I have, it is lost with the desire of having. I look into it\y soul, and can find nothing there but the absence of what I had, or the defect of what I want. I pry into my understanding, and there I find 270 THE SINXER. nothing but darkness ; I search into my will, and there I find nothing but per- verseness ; I examine my affections, and there I find nothing but disorder; I view my disposition, and there I find nothing but distemper ; what I had I ha^ e not, and what I want I cannot gain. If I have obtained any thing that is good, I quickly lose it for want of knowledge how to prize it ; if I find any good which I had lost, I keep it not, for want of wisdom how to use it. When I call my conscience to account, mine own soul is bribed against me; and when I call my course of life to question, my frailties flatter me. If the sense of misery should force me to m.y forgotten |)rayers, I falter, and my distraction denies me utterance ; or, if my hopeful thoughts permit my formal lips to re- commend my griefs to Heaven, my guilt despairs of entrance ; or if a flash of zeal should wing my prayers, and dart THE SINNER. 271 them up unto the Almighty's ears, my unrepented sins forbid them audience. Heaven's gates are locked against me, and the keys are lost by my neglect ; my sighs want strength to shoot the lock, nor can my stronger groans en- force the portals open. Cheer up, my soul ; the keys are in a faithful hand, nor is the Keeper far ; call him, and thou shalt hear him say. Ash, and thou shalt have ; seek, and thou shalt find ; knock, and it shall be opened to thee. Luke, xi. g. Matth. \ ii. 11. If you, being evil, know how to give good things unto your children, how much more shall your Father which is in heaven, give good things unto them that ask themf Matth. xxi. 22. All things whatsoever ye shall ast by prayer i believing, ye shall receive. 272 THE SINNER. John, xi. 22. But I hnoiv that even now whatsoever thou wilt ask of God, God will give it unto thee. James, i. 5, Jf any of you lack ivisdom, let him ask it of God that giveth to all men libe- rally, and upbraideth not, and it shall he given him. His Soliloquy, Canst thou, O my soul, wonder at thy wants, when thou wantcst Him that is the only supplier of all wants ? The beast performs his duty, and (made for thy service) serves thee ; and want- ing food, in his own language craves it, ^nd obtains it. The fowls of the air, being pinched with hunger, carol forth their sweet Plosannas, and are tilled, and theif return musical Hallelujahs. Canst thou, my soul, expect supplies like them, ftod use less ineaijs than they ? Come^ THE SINNER. 273 thou art worth many sparrows; were not five sold for a farthing ? The blood of Jesus is thy price, and for his sake all things are thine. Shall beasts for their own sakes be supplied, and shalt thou in the name of Jesus be denied ? Can a mother pity the trickling tears of her unfed infant, and can the Goa of mercies be obdure to thee? Art thou com- manded to ask, seek, and knock in vain ? Ay, but my tongue is slow ; was ' not Moses, the man of God, so ? When I seek, my lust diverts me, and I am lost. Is not the great Shepherd come to re- duce his lost sheep ? But, alas \ I knock at the wrong door ; fear not when thou knockest with a right heart ; He that is every where will be found ; He that made thee care, will hear thee. His Pi^ayer. O God, that art the perfection of all good, and the giver of all good things, T 274 THE SINNER. that better knowest what to give, than I to ask, and withholdest no good thing from him that seeks thee with an upright heart I, a poor suitor at thy throne of grace, being truly sensible of mine own defects, and timorously conscious of my evil deserts, do here even cast myself on thy gracious pro- vidence. And since, O Lord, thou hast commanded me to ask of thee the things I want, bow down thine ear, and hear the prayers which a poor sinner, em- boldened by thy promise, presents be- fore thee ; by whose free favour I have received whatsoever I have obtained, and by mine own folly lost whatsoever I have received. Give me a clear sight of my own poverty ; shew me the poverty of mine own relief, that so I may forsake the broken reed of mine own power, and strengthen my weakness in the comfort of thy promise. Lord, thou hast commanded me to ask, but my THE SINNER. 275 sins cry louder than my suits; thou hast commanded me to seek, but my own guilt leads me the wrong way ; thou hast commanded me to knock, but Satan holds my hands. Lord, let the blood of my blessed Saviour stop the mouth of my crying sins ; let his full satisfaction take away my guilt. Bind him in chains that captivates my power; teach me to ask, that hast commanded me to ask ; thou that hast commanded me to seek, direct me, and let my knocking be guided by thy hand ; give me knowledge, that I may ask what I should ; grant me prudence, that I may seek where I should ; give me provi- dence, that I may knock when I should. Let not my faintness in asking teach thee to deny ; let not my foolishness in seeking tempt me to desist ; let not my unseasonableness in knocking strike me with despair. Give me a fervent faith, that I may ask with confidence ; a T 2 27^ THE FAITHFUL MAN. constant hope, that I may seek with courage ; an unwearied patience, that I may knock with constancy. Let me ask, hke the importunate woman, till I obtain thee ; let me seek, like thy blessed Mother, till I find thee ; let me knock, like the sinful publican, till thou open to me ; that having found thee here by grace in the company of saints, I may live with thee in glory with the society of angels. THE FAITHFUL MAN, His Fear, Do this, and live : some comfort yet remains ; though life be not absolutely granted, yet death is but conditionally threatened. Do this, and live. But what is TiE FAITHFUL MAN. 2jf Aework that may deserve such wages ? Give perfect obedience to thy God, and perfect love to thy neighbour. But will not the utmost of my power do ? will not the best of my endeavour serve ? No; He that is perfect made thee perfect, and requires a perfection, Alas !/ if life depend upon such terms, what flesh can live ? Thy unability for the work, pro- phesies the impossibility of the reward. My soul, thou art become a legal debtor, and the utmost farthing is expected : thou canst neither pay the debt, nor hide thee from thy creditor ; what wilt thou do ? wilt thou plead immunity ? thy own hand will condemn thee ; wilt thou plead payment ? thy own poverty will implead thee; wilt thou plead mercy? thy own rebellion will dfsmay thee. My soul, what security wilt thou put in } or to what sanctuary wilt thou fly ? Oh, flatter not thyself, and put not the evil day from thee ! thou hast not only not T 3 2/8 THE FAITHFUL MAN* done what thou shouldest, but thou hast done what thou shouldest not. Thou hast sinned against thy creation, bj dis- obeying thy Creator ; thou hast sinned against thy redemption, by crucifying thy Redeemer; thou hast sinned against thy sanctification, by quenching of the spirit ; thou hast sinned against God's judgments, by thy presumption ; thou hast sinned against his mercies, by thy despair ; thou hast sinned against thy conscience, by thy rebelUon ; thou hast sinned against Providence, by thy dis- trust. Every day brings in an inventory of thy sins, and every sin brings in a faggot to thy execution. O my soul, behold the misery of thy estate, and tremble ; behold the mercies of thy God, and wonder. Tremble, for he is a God to punish thine iniquities ; wonder, for he is become a man to bear thy iniquities; tremble, for thou art not able to do his commands ; wonder, for he is willing to accept what thou canst do. Will not THE FAITHFUL MAN. 27Q the frailty of thy flesh permit thee to do ? let the faithfulness of thy heart in- cline thee to desire. Do what thou canst, and believe what thou canst not. Cheer up, my sad soul ; for He that hath considered the frailty of thy hands, hath freely accepted the faithfulness of thy heart ; who saith : Be thou faithful unfo death, and twill give thee the croivn of life. Rev. ii. 10. Matth. XXV. 21. IFell done, good and faithful servant^ thou hast been faithful over a feiv things, I will make thee rider over many things ; enter into the joy of thy Lord. Gal. iii. 9. ^ So then, they tlmt he of faith are blessed zvith the faithful Abraham. 2 Tim. iv. 8. Henceforth there is laid up for me a crown of righteousness, which the T 4 280 THE FAITHFUL MAN. Lord, the righteous Judge, shall give me at that day. James, i. 12. Blessed is the man that endureth tempt- ation, for when he is tried he shall receive the croivn of life, which the Lord hath promised to them that love him. His Soliloquy, Stand not, O my soul, upon the legs of a sinner, but fly into the arms of thy Saviour ; and what thou canst not pur- chase by thy endeavour, endeavour to believe: acknowledge thou thy debt, andHhy Jesus will justify the payment ; trust not in thyself, lest thou be de- ceived by thyself. Dost thou, O my soul, desire faith ? renounce thyself; wouldst thou preserve thy faith ? con- demn thyself: the way to faith is from thyself. Is thy soul dark? faith en- lightens it : is the gate of Heaven shut ? THE FAITHFUL MAN. 281 faith unlocks it : is that way dangerous? faith secures it : is thj heart timorous ? faith emboldens it : is death terrible ? faith conquers it : is the crown of life difficult ? faith obtains it. " Be thou faithful unto death, and I will give thee the crown of life." Fear not thy weak- ness, O my soul ; it shall not be to thee according to thy works, but faith : if thy good works cannot save thee before faith, then evil works* cannot damn thee after repentance. As He that crowns thy good works, crowns his ow^n gifts, so He that pardons thy evil works, mag- nifies his own mercy. Cast anchor here, my soul ; and if the waves of thy cor- ruptions overwhelm thee, pump them out by true repentance. His Prayer, Most glorious God, in respect oi whom the very angels are impure ; be- * The Editor can, on no account, acquiesce ia the doctrine contained in this sentence. R. Vs. 282 THE FAITHFUL MAX. fore whom the cherubims do veil their blushing faces I, the wretched offspring of presumptuous flesh and blood, fall down before the footstool of thj gracious presence, and humbly present thee with my. sinful prayers. If thou shouldst weigh my actions with thy righteous balance, or try me with the touchstone of thy sacred laws, the vials of thy wrath would pour upon me, and thy justice W'ould be magnified in my con- fusion. But, Lord, thou delightest not in the death of a sinner, nor takest pleasure in the destruction of thy creature. Lord, thy commandments are most just, and my performance is most imperfect; the best of all my works deserve not the least of all thy mercies ; and the purest of all my actions, nay, my very prayers, are sin. I have sinned against my creation, and yet. Lord, thou hast redeemed me; I have, sinned against my redemption. THE FAITHFUL MAN. 283 and yet, O God, thou hast in some measure sanctified me ; I have sinned against my sanctification, and yet, O God, thou hast not forsaken me ; I have sinned against the continuance of thy mercies, yet hast thou not con- founded me. The whole practice of my Ufe is nothing but rebellion, and the imaginations of my heart are evil, and that continually: wherefore I wholly renounce myself, O God, and utterly disclaim the works of mine own hands. In thy goodness, O Lord, I build my confidence, and in thy mercy I seek for refuge. Grant me the power to do what thou commandest, and then com- mand me what thou pleasest ; crucify the flesh within me, and deliver my soul from the spirit of bondage; free me, O Lord, from the oldness of the letter, that I may serve thee hereafter in the newness of the spirit. Let the rebel- lions of old Adam be lost in thy remem- 284 THE FEARFUL MAX. brance, and let the obedience of the new Adam be ever in thy sight ; purge from my heart the dregs of unbelief, and kindle in my soul the fire of de- votion ; quicken my spirit with a lively faith. Lord, I believe : Lord, help my unbelief; that so being faithful to the death, according to thy command, I may receive the crown of life according to thy promise. THE FEARFUL MA^. His Conflict, How potent are the infirmities of ilesh and blood ! How weak is Nature's strength ! How strong her weakness ! How is my easy faith abused by my de- ceitful sense I How is my understand- THE FEARFUL MAN. 285 ing blinded with deluding error ! How is my will perverted with apparent good ! If real good present itself, how purblind is mine eye to view it ! if viewed, how dull is my understanding to apprehend it 1 if apprehended, how heartless is my judgment to allow it ! if allowed, how unwilling is my will to choose it ! if chosen, how fickle are my resolutions to retain it ! No sooner are my resolutions fixed upon a course of grace, but nature checks at my resolves ; no sooner checked, but straight my will repents her choice, my judgment recalls her sentence, my understanding mistrusts her light ; and then my sense calls flesh and blood to counsel, which wants no arguments to break me off. The diffi- culty of the journey daunts me ; the straitness of the gate dismays me ; the doubt of the reward diverts me; the loss of worldly pleasures here, deters me; the loss of earthly honour there, disr 286 THE FEARFUL MAN. suades me; here the strictness of religion damps me ; there the world's contempt disheartens me ; here the fear of my preferment discourages me. Thus is my yielding sense assaulted with my con- quering doubts ; thus are my militant hopes made captive to my prevailing fears ; whence, if happily ransomed by some good motion, the devil presents me with a bead-roll of my offences. The fiesh. suggests the necessity of my sin, the world objects the foulness of my shame; where, if I plead the mercy and goodness of my God, the abuse of his mercy weakens my trust, the slight- ing of his goodness hardens my heart against my hopes. With what an host of enemies art thou besieged, my soul ! how art thou beleaguered with continual fears ! how doth the guilt of thy un- worthiness cry down the hopes of all compassion ! Thy confidence of mercy is conquered by the consciousness of thj THE FEARFUL MAX. 287 own demerits, and thou art taken pri- soner, and bound in the horrid chains of sad despair. But cheer up, my soul, and turn thy fears to wonder and thanksgiving ; trust in Him that saith. Fear not, little flocJi ; for it is your Father s good pleasure to give you a Mngdom. Luke, xii. 32. Col. i. 13. He hath delivered us from the power qf^ darkness, and translated us into tlie Mngdom of his dear Son, Acts, xiv. 22. Exhort them to continue in the faith, and that tve must, through many tribula- tions, enter into the Mngdom of God. James, ii. 5. Hath not God chosen the poor of this world, that they should be rich in faith, and heirs of the Mngdom which /le promised to them that love Mm ^ ?88 THE FEARFUL MAN. Lnke, xxii. 29. J appoint you a kingdom, as my Fatliei' appointed to me. His Soliloquy, Hast thou crucified the Lord of Glory, O mv soul, and hast thou so much bold- ness to expect his kingdom ? Consult with reason, and review thy merits ; which done, behold that Jesus whom thou crucifiedst, even making inter- cession for thee, and offering thee a crown of glory ! Behold the greatness of thy Creator, veiled with the goodness of thy Redeemer ; the justice of a first person qualified by the mercy of a second ; the purity of the divine nature uniting itself with the human in one Emmanuel ; a perfect man to suffer ; a perfect God to pardon ; and both God and man in one person, at the same instant, able and willing to give, and THE FEARFUL MAN. 289 take, a perfect satisfaction for thee. O my soul, a wonder above wonders ! an in- comprehensibility above all admiration ! a depth past all finding out ! Under this shadow, O my soul, refresh thyself. If thy sins fear the hand of justice, behold thy sanctuary ; if thy offences tremble before the Judge, behold thy advocate ; if thy creditor threaten a prison, behold thy bail ; behold the Lamb of God that hath taken thy sins from thee : behold the blessed of Heaven and earth that hath prepared a kingdom for thee. Be ravished, O my soul ! oh, bless the name of Elohim ! oh, bless the name of our Emmanuel, with praises and eternal Hallelujahs ! ! His Prayer, Great Shepherd of my soul ! whose life was not too dear to rescue me, the meanest of thy little flock, cast down u 290 THE FEARFUL MAN. thy gracious eye upon the weakness of my nature, and behold it in the strength of thy compassion ; open mine eyes, that I may see that object which flesh cannot behold ; enlighten mine under- standing, that I may clearly discern that truth which my ignorance cannot ap- prehend ; rectify my judgment, that I may confidently resolve those doubts which my understanding cannot deter- mine ; sanctify my will, that I may wisely choose that good which my de- ceived heart cannot desire ; fortify my resolution, that I may constantly em- brace that choice which my inconstancy cannot hold ; weaken the strength of my corrupted nature, that I may strug- gle with my lusts, and strive against the base rebelUons of my flesh ; strengthen the weakness of my dejected spirit, that I may conquer myself, and still with- stand the assaults of mine own corrup- tion ; moderate my delight in the things THE FEARFUL MAN. 2QI of this world, and keep my desires within the hmits of thy will; let the point of my thoughts be directed to thee, and let my hopes rest in the as snrance of thy favour ; let not the fear ot worldly loss dismay me, nor let the loss of the world's favour daunt me ; let my joy in thee exceed all worldly grief, and let the love of thee expel all carnal fear ; let the multitudes of my offences be hid in the multitude of thy compassions ; and let the reproachfulness of that death which thy Son suffered for my sake, enable me to suffer all reproach for his sake ; let not my sin against thy mercies remove thy mercies from my sin ; and let the necessity of my offences be swallowed up in the all- sufficiency of his merits ; let not the foulness of my transgressions lead me to distrust ; nor let the distrust of thy pardon leave me in despair. Fix in my heart a filial love, that I may love thee as a father ; and re^ u 2 292 THE PLAGUE- AFFRIGHTED MAN. move all servile fear from me, that thou mayest behold me as a son. Be thou my all in all, and let me fear nothing but to displease thee ; that being freed from the fear of thy wrath, I may live in the comfort of thy promise, die in the fulness of thy favour, and rise to the inheritance of an everlasting king- dom. THE PLAGUE- AFFRIGHTED MAX. tlis Danger, C5' How is the language of death heard in every street which, by continual passing- bells, proclaims mortality in every ear ! How many, at this instant, lie groaning in their sick beds, and marked for death 'whilst others that lived yesterday are THE PLAGUE-AFFRlGHTED MAN* 2g3 now laid out for evening burial ! How many that are now strong and healthful, and laying up for many years, are des- tined for the enlargement of the next week's bill ! How many are now pre- paring to secure their lives by flight, who, whilst they run from the tyranny of their fears, fly into the bosom of danger ! What air what diet what antidote, can promise safety ? What shield can guard the angry angel's blow ? What rhetoric can persuade the heaven- commanded messenger to slake the fury of his resolute arm ? It is an arrow that flies by day ; yet who can see it ? It is a terror that strikes by night ; and who can escape it ? It is the pestilence that walketh in darkness ; and who can shun it ? The strength of youth is no privilege against it ; the soundness of a constitution is no exemption from it ; the sovereignty of drugs cannot resist it ; where it lists, it wounds ; and whom u 3 294 THE PLAGUE- AFFRIGHTED MAN. it wounds, it kills. It is God's artillery, and, like himself, respects no persons. The rich man's coffers cannot bribe it ; the skilful artist cannot prescribe against it ; the black magician cannot charm it. Mj soul, into what a calamity art thou plunged ! with what an enemy art thou beleaguered ! What opposition canst thou make ? what auxiliaries canst thou call in ? How many sad copies of thy destruction are daily set before thee ? how continually is thy death acted by others to thee ? What comfort hast tliou in that life which every minute threatens ? what pleasure takest thou in that breath which draws and whiffs per- petual fears ? What art thou other but a man condemned, expecting execution ? and how is the bitterness of thy death multiplied by the quality of thy fears ? Were it a sickness, whose distraction took not away thy means of preparation, it were an easy calamity; were it a THE PLAGUE-AFFRIGHTED MAN. 295 sickness, whose contagion dissolved not the comfortable bands of sweet society, it were but half a misery ! But, as it is, sudden, solitary, incurable what so terrible ? what so comfortless ? Sink not beneath thy fears, my soul; thy deHverance is God's royalty, and under his wings is thy salvation ; in the midst of danger no danger shall befall thee : Neither shall the plague come nigh thy dwelling. Psal. xci. lo. Psal. xci. 1, 3, 4, 5. PFhoso diueUeth in the secret of the Most High, shall abide in the shadow of the Almighty : surely he will deliver thee from the snare of the hunter, and from the noisome pestilence; he will cover thee under his wings, and thou shall he sure under his feathers : Ms truth shall he thy shield and thy hucMer. Thou shall not he afraid of V 4 595 THE PLAGUE-AFFRIGHTED MAK . the arrow that flieth by day, nor of the plague that destroy eth at noon-day, A thousand shall fall at thy side, and ten thousand at thy right hand, hut it shall not come near thee. His Soliloquy, And can the noise of death, O my soul, so fright thee in the street, and the cause of death not move thee in thy bosom ? Shall passing-bells tolling for dying men afflict thee, and not the judgments of the living God affright thee ? Shall the weekly bills of a silly parish - clerk, more move thee than the sacred oracles of a holy minister ? Shall the plague, inflicted upon others, more startle thee than many plagues denoun- ced upon thyself <' Be w^ise, my soul : avoid the cause, and thou shalt prevent the effect ; be afraid of sin, and thou needest not fear the puoishment. Fearest THE fLXGUE-AFFRIGHTED MAN. 2^J thou the infection ? fly from it ; but whither ? under the wings of the Almighty : but thy sins deny protec- tion there ? then nail them to thy Saviour's cross. Fearest thou yet f O my soul, hast thou so long, hast thou so long subsisted under thine own pro- tection, and darest thou not venture under his ? Can there be a sanctuary more secure ? a protection more safe ? Fearest thou death under the wings of the God of life ? or danger under the shadow of the Almighty ? But the sud- denness of that death denies preparation : his wings continually prepare thee. It banishes all thy friends, and in them thy comfort. When thou hast God to thy friend, what comfort canst thou want that may not be found by prayer ? Ills Prayer. Lord, in whose hand are the keys of life and death, in whom I live, move. 2Q8 THE PLAGUE-AFFRIGHTED MA^. and have my being graciously incline thy tender ear, and mercifully hear the supplications of thy servant, vrho hath no hope but "in thy goodness, and no comfort but in thy promises. My heinous sins, O God, have provoked thy heavy indignation, and I am humbly sensible of thy sore displeasure. Thy judgments are come abroad amongst us, and the vials of thy consuming wrath are poured out upon us. The sins of our nation have cried to thee for vengeance, and thou hast visited us with great mortality ; thy people are poured out like water, and our land has become a land of mourning. Turn us, O Lord, that we may be turned, and magnify thy mercy in our deliverance : accept the sorrow and contrition of thy servants, and say unto thine angel. It is enough ! Be thou my refuge and my fortress, O God, and give me confidence to repose under the shadow of the Almighty. Cover me, O Lord, with the feathers of THE PLAGUE-AFFRIGHTED MAN. 2Q() thy wings, and let thy truth be my buckler and my shield. Defend me from the pestilence that walketh in dark- ness ; deliver me from destruction that wasteth at noon- day. Give thy angels charge over me, to protect and guide me in all my ways. Prepare me, O Lord, against the hour of death, and strengthen my soul in the assurance of thy mercy : humble mj heart with tlie true sense of my transgressions, and work in my soul an unfeigned repentance : enlarge mine eyes, that I may weep day and night, for grieving and offending so gracious a Father. Wean me from the trust of all transitory things, and let the w^orld's vanity daily die in me. Take from me the immoderate fear of death, and train me, O God, for the day of my disso- lution : instruct and rectify my vain de- sires, that all my wishes may stand with thy will. In life be thou my Governor, in death, be thou my comfort; that 300 THE PERSECUTED MAN. living or dying I may be tliine. Teach me by thy judgments to hate sin, and let thy mercies breed in me a filial love: be gracious to those whom thou hast marked for death, and seal in their hearts the assurance of thy favour, that, being members of one body, we may rejoice in one Head ; that, having numbered our days in wisdom, we may be numbered with thy saints in glory everlasting. THE PERSECUTED MAN. His Misery. Are these the gains of godliness ? are these the wages of a holy life ? Hath the ungrateful world no other thanks for him that honours his Creator, but scorn, contempt, and persecution > THE PERSECUTED MAN. 301 Whilst I prized the world, I wanted nothing that the world calls good ; neg- lected honour followed me ; linsought- for pleasure coveted me ; unpurchased fortunes fell upo*n me : I could not wish that happiness I had not ; I could not want the happiness earth had : nothing "was too dear ; nothing was too precious. Thus, whilst I prized the world, the world prized me : if I were sad, her mirthful smiles would cheer me ; if sick, her mournful sons would visit me ; if weary, her \s anton lap would dandle me ; where, rocked into a slumber, I dreamed all this was but a dream ; and waking, found- it so. Not willing to be fed with shadows, I changed mj thoughts, and my alTections altered; and finding earth too strait for my desires, I cast mine eye to Heaven, and after many conflicts betwixt my mem- bers and my mind, even there I fixed ! The jealous Earth grew angry, frowned. 302 THE PERSECUTED MAN. and called me fool ; withdrew her ho- nours, withheld her pleasures, recalled her favours ; and now I live despised, contemned, and poor. O sad condition of mankind ! how plausible are his ways to death ! and how unpleasant are his paths to life ! No sooner had I made a covenant with my God, but the world made a covenant against me, scandalled my name, slandered my actions, derided my simplicity, and despised my inte- grity. For my profession's sake I have been reproached, and the reproaches of the w^orld have fallen upon me : if I chastened my soul with fasting, it styled me with the name of hypocrite; if I reproved the vanity of the times, it de- rided me with the style of Puritan. 1/ am become a stranger to my brethren, and an alien to my mother's son ; I go mourning all the day long, and my bosom friends are estranged from me : they afflict my body with open punish- THE PERSECUTED MAW. S6$ ment, and make, a pastime of raj affliction. They that sit in the gate, speak evil of me, and drunkards make their songs against me. But be not thou dismayed, my soul ; nor let the arm of flesh discourage thee: thy persecutions here, are nothing but the prophesies of a Paradise hereafter. He that is born of the flesh, inherits the pleasures of the world ; but thou, that art born of the Spirit, hear what the Spirit saith : Blessed are they that are persecuted for my name sake, for theirs is the king- dom of Heaveyi. Matth, v. lo. Luke, vi. 22. Blessed are ye when men shall hate you, and separate themselves from you, and shall revile you, and cast out your name as evil, for the Son of Mans sake. 4 THE PERSECUTED MAX. ^ 1 Pet. i|. 14. If ye suffer for righteousness sake, happy are ye, and he not afraid of their terror, neither he ye trouhled. Matth. X. 22. Ye shall he hated of all men for my sake, but he that shall endure unto the end simll he saved. Matth. xix. 2Q. Every one that for salteth lands, or brother, er sister, or father, or mother, for my sake, shall receive an hundred fold, and shall inherit eternal life. His Soliloquy. He that shall weigh the gain of god- liness by the scales of the world, or the pleasures of the earth by the balances of the sanctuary, shall, upon a review, find a bad market. Thinkest thou, my soul, to be made happy by the smiles of THE PERSECUTED MAK. 305 earth? or uahappy by her frowns ? When she fawns upon thee, she deludes thee ; when she kisses thee, she betrays thee. She brings thee butter in a lordly dish, and bears a hammer in her deadly hand. Trust not her flattery, O my soul, nor let her malice move thee : her music is thy magic ; her sweetness is thy snare. She is the highway to eter- nal death : if thou love her, thou hast begun thy journey ; if thou honour her, thou mendest thy pace; if thou obey her, thou art at thy journey's end : "when she distates thee, Christ relishes in thee ; when she afflicts thee, God in- structs thee ; when she locks her gates against thee. Heaven opens for thee ; when she v disdains thee, God honours thee ; when she forsakes thee, he owns thee; when she persecutes thee, he crowns thee. Why art thou then dis- quieted, my soul ? and why is thy spirit 300 THE PERSECUTED MAN. troubled within thee ? trust thou in him by faith ; if thou want comfort, fly to him by prayer. His Prayer, Thou, therefore, O most blessed and glorious Spirit, in whose eyes the saints are precious, who puttest all their tears into thy bottle, and in the midst of all their sorrows sendest comfort to thy elect behold my sufferings, and regard my sorrows ; let not thine enemies triumph and make a scorn of him that fears thee : strengthen me, O God, to maintain thy cause, lest they that per- secute me, think there is no God. Thou knowest my reproach and shame, and how they buffet me all the day long : iarise; O God, and plead thy cause, and let them know that thou art God. Make me to hear the voice of joy and glad- ness, that the bones which they have The PERSfiCUTED MAN. 307 broken may rejoice : let not the wicked have power over msi but graciously de- liver me for the glory of thy name : re- move this bitter cup of affliction from me : but not my will, but thine be done. Give me patience to endure till thou art pleased to release me, and courage to bear what thy wisdom shall permit : let not the vanities of the world deceive me, nor the corruptions of my flesh disturb me : let not the suggestions of Satan deter me, nor the threatening of man divert me. Preserve my footsteps in the ways df thy truth, and keep me truly constant to the end ; in all my afflictions keep me from murmuring, and let thy grace be sufficient for me. Season my heart with the sense of thy love, and strengthen my faith in all my trials : give me an inward thankfulness, O God, that thou hast made me worthy to suffer for thy name. Convert my enemies, if they belong to thee ; b^ x2 308 THE SINNER. merciful to them that hate me, and do good to those that persecute me ; open their eyes, that they may see thy truth, and turn their hearts, that they may fear thy name. In all my tribulations be not thou far from me, and sanctify my great afflictions to me. Lord, in the multitude of thy mercies, hear me, and in the truth of thy salvation, help me; that I, confessing thee here before the children of men with undaunted reso- lution, may be enrolled in the king- dom of grace, by thy goodness, and hereafter reign in the kingdom of glory, in thy eternity. THE SINNER. ^ Ilis Account, HeT^ I can flatter my own destruction, Itnd with the common stream of frail mortality run into the dead sea of ever- THE SINNER. 309 lasting death ! How soundly I can sleep in the wanton lap of treacherous secu*- ritj, until I wake, disarmed of all my strength, and turn a prey to that false Philistine that seeks my soul ! When I call to mind the course that I have run, and set to view the steps that I have trod, how easily can 1 excuse my fail- ings, and set them on the score of mise- rable Adam ; but when I seriously con- sider whose law I have offended, and strictly examine my actions by that law, and justly proportion my punishment to those actions, oh, then I stand and tremble, and am swallowed up with despair ! oh, then my sins appear too great for pardon, and my punishment too great for patience ! Which way soever I turn, I turn to my disquiet : look where I will, I view my own dis- comfort : look up, I see a dreadful God: look down, I see a direful devil : look forwards, I see a roll of sins : look back- X S 310 THE SINNER. wards, I see a roaring conscience : look on my right hand, I see my bold pre- sumption : look on my left hand, I see my base despair : look within m^, I see nothing but corruption : look about me, I see nothing but confusion. I have sinned upon ignorance, ignorance will not excuse me : I have sinned upon weakness, weakness will not plead for me: I have sinned against my conscience, my conscience will accuse me : I have sinned against the law, the law con- demns me. What canst thou say, my soul, that sentence of death should not be given against thee ? Can the voice of thy sorrow outcry the language of thy sin ? Can the tears of thine eye scour the stains of thy soul } Can the sighs of a finite creature satisfy for the offences against an infinite Creator ? Or, art thou able to endure the punishments of eternity ? He that made thee without thee, will not save thee without thee ; THE SINNER. #11 and what canst thou do towards thy own salvation ? Prostrate thyself, my soul ; behold thy misery, and bewail thyself; renounce thyself; abhor thyself; fly to the horns of the altar, and call for the promise of mercy, in which thou mayst find com- fort. If the tvicleed shall turn from all his sins that he hath committed, and Jceep all my statutes, and do that ivhich is lawful and right, he shall surely live, he shall not die. Ezek. xviii. 21. Acts, iii. IQ. Repent ye therefore, and he converted, that your sins may he blotted out, when the times of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord, 2 Pet. iii. 9. The Lord is long sitffering totvards us, not willing that any shoidd perish, hut that all should come to repentance, X 4 313 THE SINNER. Ezek. xxxiii. 11. As I live, saitk the Lord, I have no pleasure in the death qf the wicked, but that the wicked turn front his tvay, and live. Turn ye, turn ye, from your evil ways, fbr why will ye die, O house of Israel f His Soliloquy, An humble confidence is the mean betwixt the two extremes, presumption and despair : that usurps God's mercy upon false grounds ; this excludes it, and all means to it. The first takes away the sense of sin, the last blocks up the way to pardon. Take heed, O my dejected soul ; plunge not thyself in that sad gulf, lest (wanting bottom) thou sink for ever : swim not without bladders, lest thou tire. Having fastened one eye upon the ugliness of thy sin, fix the other upon the merits of a Sa- 4 THE SINJfER. S13 viour; so when thou discoverest the disease, thy disease will discover a re- medy. When the fiery serpent has stung thee, the brazen serpent must heal thee. Nothing, O my soul, makes thy sin too great for mercy, but despair ; this only excludes repentance, and impenitence alone makes thee incapable of pardon; He that hath promised forgiveness at thy repentance, hath not promised repent- ance at thy pleasure. Haste, therefore, O my soul, and reconcile thee to thy God to-day. Jest it should prove too late to-morrow. Turn thy hand from thy present sin, and God will turn his eyes from thy past sin : cry aloud, and spare not, lest thy sin cry aloud, and he spare not. Let thy confession find a tongue, and his compassion will find an ear* Hk Prayer, O God, that art in thyself most glo- rious, but in thy ^on most gracious; 814 THE SINNER. to the rebellious, terrible ; but to the penitent, merciful I, the work of thine own hands, but wholly disframed by mine own corruptions, humbly prostrate my sinful self before the footstool of thy mercy-seat, totally miserable through my sins, but truly penitent for my offences. Lord, if thou shouldst pro- ceed against me in thy justice, my por- tion would be no less than eternal death; but thy delight is rather to extend thy mercy in the conversion of a soul, than exercise thy justice in the confusion of a sinner. Bow down, therefore, thy gracious ear to a poor wretch that stands trembhng before the bar of thy justice, and ,from thence presumes to appeal to the seat of thy mercy. I know, O God, mine iniquities are greater than my knowledge, but yet thy mercy is greater than mine iniquities. I kno'sj;^, more- over, that thou art most just, but in shewing mercy thy justice will be no THE SINNER. 315 loser. Lord, I am miserable, therefore a fit object for thy mercy ; Lord, I am penitent, and therefore a proper subject for thy pity; for I know thou art a gracious God, of long sufferance, and slow to anger, else had I now been roar- ing under thy justice, that am here suing for thy mercy. Lord, I acknow- ledge my transgressions, and my sin is ever before me ; the number of them is innumerable, and the burden of them is intolerable. I have sinned against a just God, I have sinned against a gra- cious Father; I therefore fly from thee as a sharp revenger, and to thee as a sweet redeemer. Remember not thy justice towards a sinner, but think upon thy be- nignity toward thy creature. Have re- jspect to what thy Son hath done for me, and forget what my sins have done against me : wash my guiltiness in his blood, and in the multitude of thy com- passions behold the multitude of my Sl6 THE SINNER. transgressions. Pardon what is past, and arm me for the time to come ; that, being purged from my sins, and cleansed from my offences, I may be clothed here with the robes of grace, and crown- ed iiereafter with a crown of glory. THE SINNER- His Thirst. Lo, I, that, like the prodigal, had once the freedom of my father's table, could now be satisfied with the crumbs be- neath it : I, that could clothe me with change of garments from my father's wardrobe, could now be thankful but for rags to hide my nakedness: I, that forsook him like a disobedient son, would hold it now a happiness to be his THE SINNER. Sl7 meanest servant. What shall I do ? or whither shall I go ? By whose charity shall I subsist ? My weakness will not give me leave to work ; my unworthi- ness will not suffer me to appear ; nor have I friend to help me. I, that have renounced my Father, have made my- sdf no son ; and being no son, how dare mv boldness call him father ? I have offended him, and who shall re- concile us ? I have grieved him, and who shall make my peace? I have for- saken him, and who shall restore me to him r Can I expect a blessing from him I have offended ? Can 1 presume of fa- vour from him I have so grieved ? Can I deserve a birth-right from him I have forsaken ? O my soul, how, how hast thou beslaved thyself, and lost that free- dom, without the enjoyment whereof thou art utterly lost ? Thou hast lost that Father that was wont to bless thee; thou hast left that Lord that was pleased 318 THE SINNER. to govern thee ; thou hast renounced that Saviour that redeemed thee ; and only hast reserved a God to punish thee, a Judge to sentence thee : thou hast lost those blessings bv thy contempt, which thou canst not regain with the price of thy tears: thou hast quenched that Spirit, whereby thou hadstthe power to quench the fiery darts of Satan : thou hast di- yerted the current of that fountain, whose water satisfied thy full desires. O my sad soul, how, how wert thou distempered, that couldst not relish that which nourished angels into immor- tality ! Why didst thou not inebriate thyself with that delicious sw^eetness, and ark it up like Israel's manna, to re- main with thee and thy succeeding ge- nerations ? Oh that mine eyes could teach those blessed streams to run, w hich my ungratefulness hath stopped ! or that my prayers could, like Elijah's, unlock the gates of Heaven, and bring down THE SINNER. 319 those celestial showers to slake my thirst! that I may drink my fill of that immor- tal water. Take comfort, O my soul ! thy God hath heard thy prayers, and crowned them with this promise : / ivill give to him that is athirst, of the fountain of the water of life to drink freely. Rev. xxi. 6. Matt. V. 6. Blessed are they that hunger and thirst for righteousness sake, for they shall be filled. John, iv. 14. But whosoever drinketh of this water that I shall give him, shall never he more athirst ; hut the water which I shall give him, shall be in him a tvater springing up into eternal life, John, vii. 37. If any man thirst, let him come unto me and drmk ; he that believeth in me, 320 THE smiTR-R. out of his belli/ shall flow Hvers of living wafer. Rev. xxii. 17. Let him that is athirsf, and whosoever willy let him take the water of life freely. it , ; T- His Soliloquy. -hmi . It is less danger to want, than to be insensible of thy wants. Dost thou want, my soul ? desire : dost thou de- sire ? ask : dost thou ask ? thou shalt receive : and what thou shalt receive, shall satisfy thee. Be not troubled : if thy wants cast thee down, let thy de- sires raise thee up. Shall thy natural wants be confident of supply from thy natural father, and shall thy spiritual de- fects despair to be repaired by thy spi- ritual Father ? How dost thou injure Providence, O my distrustful soul ! how dost thou wrong the God of mercy! THE SINNER. 321 how, slight the God of truth ! He that hears the cry of ravens, and feeds them with a gracious hand, will he be deaf to theef He that robes the lilies of the field, that neither sue nor care to be ap- parelled, will he deny thee those graces he hath commanded thee to ask ? Art thou hungry ? he is the bread of life : art thou thirsty ? he is the water of life: art thou naked ? fly to him, and he will give thee the righteousness of his own Son. Build upon his promise, who is truth itself; rely on his mercy, who is goodness itself. Art thou a prodigal ? yet remember thou art a son: is he offended ? he will not forget he is a father. Come, therefore, with a filial boldness, and he will grant thy heart's desire. His Prayer O God, that art the well-spring of all gxace, and the fountain of all good- 322 THE SINNEft. ness, whose promises are faithful, and whose word is truth, who hearest the sighing of a contrite heart, and healest the ruptures of an humble spirit I, bere invited by thy mercies and thy gracious commands, prostrate myself before thee, and present unto thee the sad petitions of a pensive breast. I have sinned, O Lord ; I have sinned against Heaven, and against thee, and am no longer worthy to be called thy son. I have cast off the yoke of my obedience, I have broken the bands of thy covenant, and cast them far from me; 1 have feinned against thy mercies, and have spurned against thy judgments ; thy judgments have neither terrified, nor thy mercies mollified me: but I acknowledge my transgressions, and my sins are ever before me. Remember not the frailties of my youth, O God, nor the follies of my elder days : remember not how I 'hav)5 forgotten thee ; remember not THE SINNER* , 323 how I have forsaken thee. Close thou thine eyes at my rebellion, and open thine ears at my repentance ; be mer- ciful, O God, at my contrition : a broken heart, O God, thou wilt not despise. Renew me according to the abundance of thy mercies, and restore me to the joy of thy salvation : establish my heart in the love of thy truth, and increase in me a spiritual thirst ; make me to un- derstand the way of thy precepts, and let thy testimonies be my whole delight. As the hart panteth after the water- brooks, so my soul longeth for the well- springs of life. Lord, thou hast promised to answer those that call unto thee, to be found by those that seek unto thee, and to satisfy those that thirst after thee Make good thy word, O God, and hear my prayer; make good thy promise. Lord, and be not far from me. I have 6ought thee in thy promise, let me find thee in thy performance ; I have thirsted y 2 324 THE GOOD MAN. for thy grace, oh fill me with thy good- ness 1 open thy well-springs, that I may drink freely of the waters of life ; that, my soul being satisfied in the fulness of thy pleasures, my mouth may be filled with the sound of thy praises ; that here magnifying thy name in the king- dom of grace, I may reign with thee hereafter in the kingdom of glory. THE GOOD MAN. His Distiii9i, When I consider the all-sufHciency of my God, I dare not question the per- formance of his promises ; but when I behold the insufficiency of myself, I can- not but fear the promises of his per- formance. When I behold in him the 4 THE GOOD MATf. 325 goodness of a father, my heart grows confident, and I cannot fear ; but when J find in myself the disobedience of a son, my soul grows conscious, and I dare not hope : when I dive into the depth of my own misery, I search further, and find a greater depth of his mercy, and am secure ; but when I find the freeness of his mercy requited with the wilfulness of my rebellion, oh then my soul de- spairs, and thus destroys the grounds of all my comfort ! He invites my ladeiv soul to come, and offers rest : alas ! I come, and yet my laden soul can find no ease. He promises eternal life to my belief, but yet he gives me not the power to believe : he bids me in his name propound my wants, with promise of supply ; and yet I sue, and sue, and still I sue in vain : he promises a Comforter to strengthen my remembrance^ yet still my treacherous memory fails me : he promises to be a father to the fatherless. 326 THE GOOD MAN. yet still my wants persuade me that I want a father : he promises audience in my time of trouble, and yet I call un- heard, and mourn without redress : he promises forgiveness to the true repent- ant, but who shall give me power to repent ? he promises to gather me in mercy, though a while forsaken, yet I have long expected, with a frustrate ex- pectation : he promises an exaltation to him that is humbled, yet my dejected heart is still supprest : he promised free- dom from the second death, to him that conquers; I strive to overcome, yet feel a hell : his promise was to guard his vine- yard, and to dress it; yet foxes destroy it, and the wild boar supplants it : he pro- mised comfort to all those that mourn, and yet I mourn without a comforter : he promised .that the woman's seed should break the serpent's head, and yet the serpent never was more strong ; he "bid me seek, and I should find; and yet. THE GOOD MAN. 32? alas ! I seek, but can find nothing but my wants : he calls them blessed that suffer for his name; yet, who more miserable? he promises the springs of life to him that thirsts, and yet I thirst to death. My soul, what are his promises to thee, that art not able to perform those hard con- ditions that give thee interest to those promises ? Cheer up, my soul, and what thou canst not do, endeavour ; He that ac- cepts the will for the deed, is in his pro- mise " yea and amen." Heaven and earth shall pass away, but not one tittle of my word, Mark, xiii. 31, 1 Kings, viii. 56. Blessed be the Lord, that hath given rest unto his people, according unto all that he hath promised. There hath not Jailed one word of all his good promises which he hath promised. 328 THE GOOD MAX, 2 Kings, X. 10. Know tlieji, that there shall fall to the ground nothing of the word of the Lord, Psal. cxix. 89. For every O Lord, thy word is settled in . Heaven, Isaiah, xlv. 23. I have sivorji hy myself the ivord is gone out of my mouth in righteousness, and shall not return, 2 Cor. i. 20. For all the promises of God in him are yea, and in him, amen. His Soliloquy. Wilt thou never, O my distrustful soul, submit thy will unto His will that made thee ? Must his goodness be al- ways the circumference of thy desires, and thy pleasure still the centre ? Is it not enough that Yea, and Amen, hath l-HE GOOD MAir. 520 |)romised the substance of thy happiness, but must thou bind him to thy circum- stances ? Shall the power of an infinite Creator be confined to the pleasure of a finite creature ? Stand not in thine own light, my soul; the independence of thy exorbitant desires shuts the door upon that happiness thou desirest. Art thou covetous of a blessing before thou art qualified to receive it ? He that in- tends thee a kingdom, will first make thee capable of a kingdom t thou, that shalt be a gainer by his favour, shalt be ho loser by his delay. Canst thou hope to be filled with the water of life, not first purged with the fire of affliction ? How often hast thou murmured for that> which if enjoyed had been thy ruin? God hath promised, but hath delayed performance to exercise thy patience: he hath decreed, but yet forbears, to rectify thy faith. If faith be able to re- move mountains, endeavour to remove z 330 THE GOOD MAN. thy infidelity. Endure, hope, believe; and He that comes will come, and will not tarryfc O my soul, as nothing hin- ders the performance of his promise, but distrust, so nothing hastens the pro- mise of his performance but thy prayer. His Prayer. O God, that art all-sufficient in thy- self, all-gracious in thy Son, most ab- solute in thy purposes, and most faith- ful in thy promises I, the miserable object of, thy mercy, here humbly pre- sent myself before thee, the merciful beholder of my misery. Lord, wherein have I to trust but in thy mercies ? and whereupon have I to build but on thy promises ? Every sin is full of death, and every action is full of sin, insomuch that my whole life is nothing but a con- tinu(^d rebellion against thee. But, O my God, thy goodness is like thyself, infinite ; and thy mercy is past my com- THE GOOD MAIf. 331 prehending. Thou knowest that I am evil, and wholly evil, and that conti- nually : thou knowest that I am*but dust and ashes, and the very ofFspring of corruption, and thy glory is no less magnified in my confusion, than in my salvation. But, Lord, thou art a gi^acious God, and takest no pleasure in the death of a distressed sinner. Thy mercy is over all thy works, and thy goodness is from generation to generation. AVhen I was in open rebellion against thee, thou reconciledst thyself to me ; when I was utterly lost, thou redeemedst me with the innocent blood of thy dear Son ; and being redeemed, thou hast sanctified me with the freeness of thy Spirit. Thou hast raised me by thy power, and strengthened me by thy promises. What shall I return thee, O my God, for thy innumerable mercies ? or what kind of recompense can dust and ashes make thee ? My tongue shall S32 rnt GOOD MAif* sing the wonders of thj goodnesS, arid praise thy name for ever and ever. Con-* tinue, O Lord, thy mercies to me, and visit me according to thy wonted kind- ness : give me a wise heart, that 'f may give respect unto all thy commandments, and a full confidence in all thy promise^. Quicken my hope in the expectation of thy performance, and give me patience till then to attend thy leisute. Lord, where I cannot understand, oh teach me to wonder ! and what I cannot do, give me power to believe. Let not the ap- parition of mine own corruptions plunge me in despair, nor let the sense of thy indulgent love give me occasion to pre- sume; that, living here in the expectation of thy truth, my hopes may be per* fected to the glory of thy name* tHE END. 4 SrGo8Kn.J., Printer, Lfttle Guefn Street, m* .^ m f f UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA AT LOS ANGELES THE UNIVERSITY LIBRARY This book is DUE on the last date stamped below APR 8 1SHf lCD LO-UfiS SEP 2 4 1971'' fS' 1 1!)88 AUt. 0319312 Form L-9-157n-2,'36 V .\. . V UC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY A A 000 073 070 5 ^-^