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blessed, whilst Hilary listened
dreamily, putting in a word now and then as
an earnest of her attention.
She did not anticipate much pleasure from
the visit to the artist ; so many of Aunt
Sophie's swans turned out to be very common-
place geese ; but the drive, after a while, be-
came delightful. The carriage bowled through
tree-shaded roads, past parks and well-kept
gardens ablaze with flowers.
"I wished we lived out here instead of in
dull Markham Square, Aunt Sophie," she said,
craning her head out of the window in a most
undignified fashion. " Isn't it possible for us to
change our abode ? "
Mrs. Pederson shook her head. "Thank
goodness, I've a long lease of the house ; but
I would not leave it if I could. I should die
if I had to stay here a whole month. It is
pretty enough, but give me the streets and the
shops, with plenty of life and stir. Your uncle
once took a house on Dartford Heath for a
year, but the empty, endless days drove me
wild. If I had not been able to run up to
town once a week and bike all over the
place I should have gone mad."
Mrs, Pederson was an ardent cyclist despite
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the fact that she rode execrably, and always
returned from a ride with the exultant air of
one who has faced death and conquered it by
her own skill and agility. Her description of
a ride always bristled with hairbreadth escapes
and unlucky "spills."
"We will cycle down here next time we
come, Hilary," she said with decision. "The
roads are good, and it is not nearly so far as
your uncle Gervase pretended. Ah I here we
are at last. I wonder whether we shall find
Paul at home."
The carriage drew up as she spoke at a
little green gate upon which was painted in
white letters "The Nook." The gate was set
in a long brick wall over which peeped a
tangle of roses and the gnarled branches of
ancient fruit trees. Through the bloom and the
lacework of boughs Hilary caught sight of the
gables and chimneys of a red-brick house set
high above the road on a grassy bank.
She sprang out of the carriage and took a
long breath of the soft, fragrant air, wondering
how anyone in their senses could prefer the
dusty, dingy town to this heavenly spot.
"You can go and find some place to bait
the horses and return for us in three hours,"
62 MRS. PEDERSON' s NIECE.
Mrs. Pederson directed the coachman. "Now,
Hilary, don't stand gaping around you as
though you had never seen a tree before. Let
us go up to the house and make sure of some
luncheon. It's unfortunate that Paul is one
of the tiresome people who don't care a
row of pins about their food, for it makes
the prospect of our being decently fed more
problematical."
"Beggars mustn't be choosers," cried Hilary
merrily. "I feel as though I want nothing but
the proverbial cup of cold water and permission
to ramble about this lovely old garden."
A bell hung beside the gate, and Mrs.
Pederson pulled it vigorously. In a few minutes
the gate was opened by an old man with a
face rosy and wrinkled as a winter apple, and
eyes which twinkled humorously.
" I wish to see Mr. Kemsing Mr. Paul
Kemsing," said Mrs. Pederson. "I wish to see
him at once."
She always spoke with great slowness and
many repetitions when she addressed those of
a lower station, as though she imagined that
their faculties were in the same ratio to her own
as their worldly position.
"The master is at home, but whether
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he's to be seen is a coat of another
colour," the old man replied, studying the
visitor as though she were a denizen of another
world. "He don't set much store by women
callers; sort of interrupts his work, you see."
His beady eyes twinkled more than ever.
"There's some as say that he don't lose
much anyway."
"What an extraordinary old man!" Mrs.
Pederson exclaimed. " I should think Paul must
be setting up a private lunatic asylum." She
adopted a louder tone and a more conciliatory
manner. "My good creature, you don't under-
stand me. I am not an ordinary caller. I
am a relation of your master's, a cousin of
his, by name Mrs. Pederson. Take me and
my niece to the house and then carry my
name to your master."
She stepped quickly across the threshold,
drawing Hilary after her, and the old man,
chuckling to himself, led the way to the entrance
of the house.
"It's quite an adventure," giggled Mrs.
Pederson. "Paul always managed to get the
queerest people about him."
" It's an uncommonly disagreeable adventure,"
Hilary retorted. "It is not pleasant to feel
64 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
that one is forcing oneself into the house
unasked and apparently unwelcomed."
" What nonsense, child 1 Relations certainly
have a right to go unasked to each other's
homes. Paul and I were great friends in the dear
old 'long ago/ though we certainly quarrelled
tremendously."
The old man summoned an elderly house-
keeper, who led the visitors into a bright little
morning-room. There she asked them to be
seated whilst she went to tell Mr. Kemsing
of their visit.
What manner of man Hilary expected this
cousin of Aunt Sophie's to be she scarcely
knew, but he had no likeness to the real
Paul Kemsing, who entered a few minutes
later.
Mr. Kemsing was tall, he had a very high
forehead, very shaggy eyebrows which shaded
blue and kindly eyes, a shy, courteous manner,
and a humorous smile. He wore a silk stock
in place of a collar, and a long, oddly
fashioned coat of buff linen. In spite of this
strange attire he could not be mistaken for any-
thing but a gentleman as he came forward to
greet his visitors. Hilary decided on the spot
that she liked him, and wondered exceedingly
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that he should be even distantly related to
Mrs. Pederson.
" My dear Sophie Pederson, this is indeed
a surprise/' he said ; " I wonder what can have
recalled my insignificant self to your recollec-
tion. And who is this young lady? Not
another daughter of the Major's ? "
Mrs. Pederson hastened to explain the
relationship and to introduce Hilary. "Really
my little adopted daughter, you know," she said
gushingly.
" She is fortunate, I do not doubt," he
replied gravely, yet with an odd twinkle in
his eyes. He turned to Hilary and set her at
ease by a few kindly questions about her school
life, and a word or two of unmistakably sincere
welcome.
"You are both going to lunch with me, of
course. I have already given Mrs. Murdoch direc-
tions," he said. "It is months since I had the
company of ladies at my frugal meal. This
little festivity comes also on a day when I have
brought successfully to completion the work
of eighteen months. I always like to mark
such a day with some festivity, and this is
certainly more charming than a run up to town
or a turn in the grounds of the Palace."
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"Oh, you have finished another picture/'
cried Mrs. Pederson. "You must show it to
us after luncheon. I hate to see unfinished
things, they look such daubs."
"You shall not see the daubs, I promise t
you," Mr. Kemsing said, smiling.
When luncheon was announced he led the
way to the dining-room.
A glance told Mrs. Pederson that she need
have no fears concerning the quality of her
meal, and she sat down with manifest relief:
If the artist cared nothing about such details
himself, his domestic arrangements were in
excellent hands. A round table was set in the
bow window overlooking the garden, and upon
it were spread the daintily garnished dishes,
the gleaming silver, and the sparkling glass
which pertain to a delicately served luncheon.
When they rose from the table the artist
proposed an adjournment to the studio. Hilary,
had charmed him by her sweet, frank talk, and
he had a fancy to see how his latest work
would strike one who had not been spoilt by
a surfeit of galleries and was incapable of giving
him pleasant little insincerities.
Mrs. Pederson consulted her watch.
"I told our coachman to come back in three
A NEW FRIEND. 67
hours, and we have sat an unconscionable time
over luncheon. Suppose you take Hilary to
the studio without me, Paul ? I must ask your
housekeeper how she made that mayonnaise
sauce. Those things are really more in my
line than pictures, you know."
She bustled off in the direction of the house
keeper's room, calling for " Murdoch " as though
she had known that stately personage a dozen
years.
The studio to which the old artist led
Hilary was a large room built out into the
garden. A great north window filled one end,
and its walls were draped with quaint
hangings, and hung with pictures in a more
or less finished condition.
"Now, I will show you anything you think
likely to interest you, Miss Hilary," he said
kindly. "You must not imagine that you are
monopolising time I can ill spare ; I am at
perfect liberty to-day. You must tell me just
what you think of each picture. It does us old
people good at times to see how things look
through the eyes of the young."
Hilary felt sure that she would never dare
to criticise, but before long she found herself
chatting quite unrestrainedly with her kindly
68 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
host. Long before the hour struck for her
departure and Mrs. Pederson appeared in the
wake of the tea she had ordered, they were on
the border-line of friendship.
As they studied the pictures and chatted
about them, the girl had found herself telling
him of her own little difficulties and the gulf
which lay between her old life and the new.
"I can imagine that the atmosphere of
Markham Square is not quite so rarefied as that
of the Pension," the artist said slowly. "Tell
me, my child, are you happy there ? "
Hilary started, and the colour rushed to
her cheeks. In the pleasure of talking with
one who seemed to understand and sympathise,
she had spoken more unguardedly than she
intended. She hated to think that her frankness
savoured of disloyalty to Aunt Sophie.
" Happy ? Yes. Surely one can be happy
anywhere," she said lightly. " My old governess
used to tell us that happiness was an accom-
plishment, and that every girl ought to acquire
it"
The artist smiled. " She was a wise woman,
though I cannot altogether agree with her.
Most generalisations have some vulnerable
point. Happiness is a gift as well as an
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accomplishment You may throw it away or
you may increase it by culture. It is your good
fortune to be thus endowed. You may suffer,
as we all have to do, but you won't hang the
world in black on that account. You are bora
to recover from calamities. Do you see this
sketch ? "
He turned a canvas which had been placed
on an easel with its face to the wall.
It was an unfinished portrait of a girl
scarcely more than Hilary's age, a girl with a
small oval face, red lips parted in a frank, sweet
smile, and dark eyes sparkling from a tangle of
red-gold hair.
" It will never be finished," he said regret-
fully. "It was painted two years ago, and I
hoped to exhibit it. But troubles came to my
little friend and she lost interest in life. Now,
you would have ridden on the top of the waves
which drowned all the brightness Aglae
possessed. If anyone saw that picture now
they would pass it by as a sketch which merely
resembled slightly the Aglae of to-day.
Happiness, you see, is a question of will and
temperament as well as of acquirement."
" I am afraid you do not know me very well
yet, Cousin Paul," Hilary said quickly. "Un-
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bridled cheerfulness is not easy even to me. It
would be nice to be made of material warranted
not to fret, but I have hours when it does not
seem possible to be bright or to laugh at
things."
" My dear child, I know," the old man said
quietly. "But I agree with that old governess
of yours in this your capacity for joy is of
the growing sort. It will increase amazingly
with effort
"Take Joy home
And make a place in thy great heart for her,
Then will she come and oft will sing to thee
When thou art working in the furrows ay,
It is a comely fashion to be glad."
Hilary looked up with shining eyes. "Yes,
I have always loved those lines of Miss
Ingelow's. I know it is 'a comely fashion to
be glad,' but it is not always easy to be in
the fashion." She hesitated, and glanced shyly
at her companion.
"Will you let me come and see you some-
times, Cousin Paul, when I feel myself getting
frumpy ? I could cycle down, you know, if I
were sure you would not think me intrusive."
"My dear child, come as often and when
you like. If I am not in the mood for visitors
"'It will never be finished,' he said regretfully" (p. 69).
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I shall just tell you so and let you amuse
yourself as you please. I think you and I
are going to be great friends, though I
belong to a past generation, and the young
of to-day are rather incomprehensible to
their elders."
Hilary laughed. "I have not the reputa-
tion for being cryptic, Cousin Paul, I assure
you."
It was at this juncture that Mrs. Pederson
appeared.
"I hope you two are not quarrelling," she
cried banteringly. "You remember that we
could not be left together five minutes, Paul,
in our young days, without coming to wordy
warfare. I have got the recipe I wanted,
and your housekeeper is a treasure. Mind you
don't quarrel with her and incite her to leave
you. It is an awful mistake to offend
decent servants. I endure untold impertin-
ences from Mantle because she is such a
good soul."
She helped herself to tea and poured out
some for her cousin and Hilary, talking so
fast all the time that she did not hear the
artist's protest that he took neither sugar
nor cream.
72 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
A few minutes later the carriage was
announced, and she haled Hilary away in a
bustle of good-byes and promises to "come
again," which scarcely called forth profound
gratitude from her host.
"My dear Hilary, what did you and Paul
find to talk about all that time ? " she said, as
she sank back breathless in the carriage. " I was
pitying you dreadfully, but that good creature,
Murdoch, had so much to tell me about the
smart people who come to see Paul that I
could not tear myself away. I had no idea
he was such a big man in the artistic world.
I never could see anything in his pictures my-
self. Give me something with a story in it,
not a splash of faded colours that look as
though the brush had done it without human
aid. Whatever does he aim at in his paint-
ing?"
Hilary made a valiant effort to explain, but
her observations fell on deaf ears. It was a
provoking habit of Mrs. Pederson's to express
curiosity about things she had not the faintest
interest in when they were explained to her.
She broke in ruthlessly on Hilary's well-meant
attempt to be lucid.
" Yes, dear, I see, though I'm not clever
A NEW FRIEND. 73
enough to like it all. But now tell me what
you think of Paul. I could tell you were
taken with him, and it seems that he is
quite a person to cultivate, though I say
it as shouldn't, being his relative. We
will go down to Sydenham oftener this
summer."
Hilary did not reply. It seemed to her in
the worst taste to be discussing one's host as
soon as he was out of sight and hearing, even
if he were a relative.
" I never like to pronounce an opinion after
such a short acquaintance," she said senten-
tiously.
" Gracious ! you ought to be fifty, you are
so cautious, my dear 1 " laughed Mrs. Pederson.
"I don't pretend to be a person of great
acumen, but I can sum up anyone at a glance.
It does not take me two minutes to discover
whether a man is clever and a perfect gentle-
man."
Hilary winced. Mrs. Pederson's habit of
summing up her acquaintances as " perfect
gentlemen" or "perfect ladies" always jarred
upon her. Her own category did not include
imperfect specimens of the type. She told
herself, howey.er, that it was altogether
74 Mxs. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
absurd to take exception to Aunt Sophie's
phrases. She meant nothing derogatory, and it
was only fair to accept her motives as the
standard of one's judgment of her.
"I enjoyed myself immensely," she said
good-temperedly. " I'm ever so much obliged
to you for taking me, Aunt Sophie."
"Well, it is something to be thankful for
that one of my friends comes up to your
standard," Mrs. Pederson replied, with a shrug
of the shoulders. " It isn't often they do, if
you told the honest truth."
She had not found the outing suffi-
ciently exciting to make her loquacious, and
soon dropped asleep in her corner. Hilary was
quite content to be silent, though not for the
same reason. The great want in her life since
she left Paris had been someone to confide in,
someone who could sympathise with her girlish
aspirations. Madame Brun, despite her white
hairs and her wrinkled cheeks, was a girl at heart,
and had been confidante, counsellor and friend
to her favourite. Hilary soon learned that she
must not look to Aunt Sophie for the like help
and sympathy in any but the most material
needs. Frances might have been a comrade,
but she had neither interest nor attention for
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anything outside her own work. To-day
Hilary felt that she had made a friend
and that she would never again feel quite
alone.
CHAPTER VI.
AN UNEXPECTED MEETING.
FRANCES came round to Markham Square next
day after luncheon. Mrs. Pederson had gone
on a shopping expedition from which Hilary
had excused herself on account of the heat
"It's too hot to spend hours in a jostling
crowd, buying things for which you have no
earthly use," she said. " I'm sure it was good of
Aunt Sophie to excuse me with such good grace,
for she hates going alone."
"It will be cooler in an hour," Frances said,
taking possession of her mother's armchair. " I
have managed to get a leisure afternoon, and I
want you to come down to Herne Hill with
me to see Mona Smith. She has not been at
the hospital for a couple of days, and wild
horses would not keep her away if she were
not too ill to come."
"I should like to, though I don't know
what Aunt Sophie will say if she comes home
and finds me away," Hilary replied dubiously.
"We shall be back in time for dinner,"
AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. 77
Frances said coolly. " I could not possibly
stay longer, for Ursula and I have some work
to do this evening. If I don't take care Ursula
will beat me all along the line. She is splendid
at some things. She does not work half as
hard as I do but she will walk through the
exams, with a smile."
" Aren't you too anxious, Francie ? " Hilary
said quickly. "You are too hard on yourself;
you don't give your poor brain a chance of
resting. Wouldn't it be better to forget the
work now and then as Ursula does ? "
" Forget ! You little silly ! how can people
forget the only thing in the world that they
really care for ? " Frances shrugged her shoulders
with an affectation of boredom which her
flashing eyes and quivering lips belied. "You
don't know all that hangs on this exam.
I shall never have nerve to try again. Some
students go up time after time, but I'm not
made that way. If I fail, I shall throw
the whole business up ; and then where
am I ? What am I going to do with my
life?"
Hilary frowned. "But why should you
throw it up because you don't pass ? You can
try again as you say other girls do."
78 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
Frances moved her head to and fro on the
cushion of her chair restlessly.
" Of course, you don't understand, and I could
never make you," she said. "If I fail I shall
never have nerve to try again. I lie awake at
nights and think of what will become of me if
I don't get through, till I feel as though I shall
go out of my mind. Of course, that way mad-
ness lies, but I can't help it."
Hilary looked anxiously at her cousin's thin,
worried face. She was years younger than
Frances, but just now she felt immeasurably older
and wiser. She knew with certainty that all
this fever and anxiety were laying the founda-
tion for the failure Frances dreaded.
" Oh, if you would not worry so much 1 "
she sighed. "You are so clever, and you work
so hard, Francie, that you are sure to pass.
Promise me that you will rest more and think
less about the work."
"Let me alone this afternoon, Hilary,
please," Frances replied, almost angrily ; " I
am all jarred and out of humour. I made a
mess of a dissection this morning through
forgetting a mere rudiment that a beginner
should have known. Don't mention the
Jaospital to me to-day, though I shall have to
AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. 79
talk to Mona Smith about it. Thank goodness !
here comes Mantle with some tea. Pour me
out a cup and tell me what you have been
doing lately. Remember, I have not seen you
for a fortnight, time enough for thrilling
episodes."
Hilary laughed as she handed Frances her
cup.
"Events are about as plentiful as your visits,
but yesterday was a red-letter day. We went
out to Sydenham to see Cousin Paul. I'm
inclined to quarrel with you, Frances, for
keeping his existence a secret so long. He is
quite the nicest person I have seen since I left
Madame Brun."
" How flattering to mother and me," laughed
Frances. "But the truth is, that Cousin Paul
and I do not get on together, and in that case
wisdom lies in mutual and amicable forgetfulness.
He is as old-fashioned as the Major was, and
my choice of a profession raised an impassable
barrier between us. I used to spend a lot of
time once at Cousin Paul's. When the atmo-
sphere at home got electrical I always ran
away to Sydenham, and if I had shown the
least talent for art he would have adopted me.
As it is, I disappointed him. I'm glad you have
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made friends with him, Hilary," she went on in
a softened tone ; " there's no one on earth I
reverence more than Cousin Paul, and if ever
I wanted a friend, which God forfend, I would
go to him first and abide by his counsel."
"Yes, I feel that already," Hilary replied
quickly. " I know what you mean by his
being old-fashioned, and I think that is what
makes him different to other men one meets.
He does not like to think of a girl working for
her living, shoulder to shoulder with men,
though so many must do it. He believes that
some man should work for her, and that if she
is in any trouble it is a man's part to protect her.
It may be old-fashioned, but it is a nice thing
to have at the back of one's mind, particularly
when one knows that all men have not the same
ideas." She was thinking of Olivers Smith and
the different impression he had made on her
mind. It was his opinion that a woman must
take care of herself, and that if she be a little
more foolish and careless than others, she
must expect to be the prey of the more clever
and wary.
The two girls took an omnibus to Victoria
Station, and in less than an hour found them-
selves at Herne Hill.
AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. 81
Mona Smith lived in a road ot small, semi-
detached houses, climbing ?a suburban street not
far from the station, somewhat pretentiously
named Jamaican Avenue. The house itself was
neither better nor worse than its neighbours,
but it lacked the individual touch of colour and
decoration which lifted many from an aspect of
dreariness. The blinds were drawn up askew,
and dark curtains at the windows bespoke a
desire, at all costs, to avoid labour.
"It looks dingy, but the Smiths do not
bother about household affairs," said Frances,
as she opened the gate. "They are all at work
except the children, who have not left school.
There's an elder son, but he comes home so
seldom that he never seems to be reckoned as
one or the family. By the way, we seem to
have hit on one 01 these festive occasions, for
here he is."
Hilary looked along the tiled path, and her
face flushed with surprise and annoyance. That,
among the great family of Smiths with its
innumerable branches, Frances' student friend
and her aunt's " man of business " should belong
to the same had never occurred to her. It
was Chivers Smith, who came down the path,
lifting his hat to the girls. Hilary passed him
82 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE,
with a chilling bow and followed Frances to
the door.
A diminutive servant ushered the girls un-
announced into an untidy front - parlour, which
seemed to Hilary unpleasantly crowded and hot
to suffocation. The crowd resolved itself into
five persons : a stout, elderly woman, sitting in
a low chair, reading a halfpenny paper; two
schoolgirls with lank hair hanging about cross,
tired faces ; a sharp-featured, freckled little boy,
catching flies on the unshaded window-pane ;
and the invalid, who sat huddled in a corner
of the sofa, a heavy volume of physiology
propped against her knees.
She got up and greeted the newcomers
languidly, introduced them to the assembled
family, and explained that her ailment was no-
thing more interesting or romantic than a cold
in the head.
"It's awfully good of you to spare the
time to look me up, Miss Kemsing. I know
you are tremendously busy. I'm doing all I
can at home, but it seems a horrible waste of
time to be ill just now. Mother, it would be nice
of you if you would bestir yourself to get some
tea for Miss Kemsing and her friend. It is no
use asking Dagmar or Betty to go and urge
AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. 83
Martha on, they always succeed in making her
more slow and stupid than nature intended her
to be. I envy you sometimes, Miss Kemsing,
living in lodgings and being free from domestic
worries."
" You know that you don't envy me at all in
your heart, my dear Mona," said Frances, with
a cheerfulness which she firmly believed was
the best clinical manner. "You have a cold
and are out of sorts. When you are well,
you think mine a wretchedly uncomfortable
existence. Please don't disturb yourself, Mrs.
Smith. We cannot stay long, and we would
not for worlds forestall your regular hour for
tea."
" It's no trouble at all, my dear," responded
Mrs. Smith graciously. "We are plain folks,
but we're hospitable. I'm only sorry Smith
won't be home, for he is keen to see any of
Mona's grand hospital friends. Anyhow, Chivers,
my eldest son, happens to be home to-day,
and he'll do the honours. I shouldn't wonder
if he brings in a bit of ham or something for
tea. There's a cookshop close to the post-
office where he has gone with his letters, and
he always likes a nice tea and an early one.
Chivers is quite the gentleman," she explained
84 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
confidentially. " He dines late, so naturally
he prefers an early cup of tea."
She went away on household cares intent,
blissfully unconscious that Mona was inwardly
raging at her revelations. Mona did not mind
a whit the poorness or plainness of her home,
but since her life had brought her into contact
with Frances Kemsing, Ursula Grantham,
and many like them, she had grown ashamed
of its disorder and vulgarity. Unfortunately, her
revolt as yet took no other form than an oc-
casional and captious fault-finding, which did no
good but merely vexed her relatives.
She put her domestic trials aside now and
eagerly questioned Frances about the lectures
she had missed through her absence from the
hospital. Hilary, who had no part or lot in
such matters, turned to the two schoolgirls,
who were staring at her with manifest interest.
They knew that nearly all her life had
been spent with Madame Brun, and were
anxious to hear all she could tell them about
her schooldays.
" Of course, Gertrude tells us things, but if
you are a governess you cannot see things
properly," said Betty, the elder, who was pre-
paring for matriculation and hoped to go to
AN UNEXPECTED MEETING. 85
Paris as soon as the examination was over.
"They don't know half the fun that goes on,
and wouldn't understand it if they did. Ger-
trude and Mona lost all their 'go' when they
took up a profession, but Dagmar and I don't
,mean to follow their example in that respect.
We are going to work like demons, but we
mean to have a good time all the same.
Dag is going to Girton if she gets a scholar-
ship, but I'm to have a couple of years at
Madame Brun's and qualify for a first-rate
language mistress. Madame is going to take
me for Gertrude's services, so it won't cost poor
old father anything. It seems rather hard on
old Gertie, of course, but it was her proposition.
She would not take ' No ' for an answer, though
we all said it was not fair on her."
"Everything that is good for one person
hits someone else hard," Dagmar said, out of
her deep and varied experience of genteel
poverty. "But, Miss Pederson, is Madame
Brun's really a nice school ? Gertrude praises it
no end, though she says it is rather a sleepy
place, with nothing about it to rouse one's
ambitions."
" I was there ten years, and there was
not an unhappy day in them all," Hilary said,
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speaking gently, as she always did when her
thoughts turned back to the quaint old house
in the quiet Paris suburb.
"Tell us everything you can remember,"
demanded Betty.
Hilary laughed. "That's too large an order;
I could not fulfil it if I talked till midnight."
She was in the full tide of reminiscences when
the door opened and the elder son of the
house looked in.
Chivers Smith had no illusions concerning
his sisters. He knew they were clever and
hardworking girls, who stood by one another
and never lost sight of the fact that their
futures depended on their own exertions. He
knew also that he could, if he would, save
them much of this grinding and worrying, but
his affection was not of the kind which puts
family ties before self-interest. He told himself
that he had his own goal to reach, and that
he had had to struggle at the beginning as
they were doing. It had not hurt him, and it
would do them no harm. Yet he was conscious
of a difference in the three faces which bent
towards one another over the centre table.
He told himself that it was birth and breeding
which gave Hilary's sweet, animated face some-
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thing the others lacked; but he was wrong.
She alone of the five girls lived for other
things than her own advancement and her pet
interests. The light of a wholesome, buoyant
spirit shone in her tender, mirthful eyes. She
was happy and free from all taint of depression
because a life of self-renouncing love has always
been a life of liberty from carking and narrowing
cares.
Over the tea-table, where each scrambled
for his or her own meal, Chivers Smith en-
deavoured, without much success, to further
his acquaintance with Hilary and Frances,
The elder girl had always disliked him and
dreaded his influence upon her mother, whilst
Hilary's recollection of their last meeting was
too vivid for her to feel at ease in his presence.
Both were glad when it was possible to say
good-bye to Mona and her sisters and leave
the house.
"I wish we had not gone to-day," Frances
said discontentedly, when they were in the
train. "It is the way I am usually rewarded
when I exercise the virtue of self-sacrifice.
There was really nothing serious the matter
with Mona, and I hated to have you meet
that brother of hers, Hilary. By the way, I
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saw that you needed no introduction to him.
Surely mother does not inscribe him on her
visiting list ? "
Hilary shook her head. "No, he comes on
business now and then, though, perhaps, I ought
not to have mentioned it. Aunt Sophie dis-
likes me to talk of her business affairs. He
saw me going into No. 10 one day, and on
the strength of that, imagined that we were ac-
quainted. It was odious of him to try to talk
to me about Aunt Sophie's business, but I
suppose he did not know it was not the way in
our world."
" No ; perhaps not," Frances said absently,
looking out of the window without seeing any
of the drawbacks to the dingy little houses
past which the train was whirling her.
She was wondering whether she should tell
Hilary why she disliked Chivers Smith and
feared his influence over her mother. She re-
membered that once he had been responsible
for a heavy monetary loss, and that the Major had
broken off all business connections with him in
a summary fashion. He had also enjoined on
Frances to keep her own little income out of
Smith's hands. But what good could she do
by raking up these doings in the past ?
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Hilary's money was safe, and it was not likely
that Mrs. Pederson would be guided by her
niece in anything relating to her own affairs.
Why cast a shadow of possible evil on the
path Hilary was treading ? It had its diffi-
culties already, though she trod it with radiant
smiles and an undaunted courage.
Frances was still debating the point when
the train drew up at the platform at Holborn
Viaduct station. The opportunity for warning
Hilary was gone. It was too late now to speak.
She said good-bye to her cousin, and went on
her way to Skone Street with a meditative
frown on her dark little face.
"Well, I cannot hinder my work by bother-
ing about other people's business," she said,
as she put the latchkey in the lock of her
own door. " Mother would not brook my inter-
ference for a moment, so she and Chivers Smith
must go their own gait. If anything seriously
affects Hilary, she shall have a corner of my
diggings, and glad enough I shall be to have
her."
CHAPTER VII.
THE STORM BURSTS.
SUMMER slipped into autumn, and autumn into
winter, each with its widening interests and
new experiences for Hilary Pederson.
Looking back, she seemed to see a great gap
between the girl who had said good-bye so
hopefully to Madame Brun in the dear old
French school and the Hilary of Markham
Square. The months had left their mark on
the frank, girlish face. No one would call
Hilary a childish-looking creature for her years
now, as Mrs. Pederson had done eight months
before. Nothing could rob her of her buoyancy
and her talent for finding the bright and the
amusing side of everything that happened. The
joyous laugh and the merry word were as
frequent as ever; but she saw sights and heard
stories now which would have been meaningless
to her before, and they touched her to the heart.
Her character had strengthened ; her mental
and moral fibre had become finer and more
tempered. The frank acceptance of a new phase
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of life, and the nerving oneself to self-control and
kindly endurance of much that goes against the
grain, cannot help having a fine bracing effect
on the whole nature.
Hilary found herself thrown more and more
on her own resources as the weeks slipped
away. If, at first, she had chafed at Aunt
Sophie's perpetual call upon her time, she could
do so no longer. Mrs. Pederson was more
and more engrossed in interests she did not ask
Hilary to share, and in which it was manifest
the girl's participation would be unwelcome.
Hilary went often to Sydenham ; scarcely
a week passed without her visiting the studio,
and it was evident that Mr. Kemsing found
her presence no hindrance to his work. He
liked to listen to her chatter as he painted,
and in these summer and autumn months a
close friendship was cemented which was to be
the girl's refuge and safeguard in the dark days
she had, later, to face. When the waves of a
sea of perplexities threatened to sweep over
her, she turned confidently to the old man
whose wisdom and tolerance she had tested in
the days of sunshine and prosperity.
She had other interests also above and
beyond her friendship with Paul Kemsing.
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Since her expedition with Ursula Grantham to
Cross Street she had been there often, some-
times with Ursula, but more frequently alone.
A sister of Ursula's, the widow of a London
clergyman, had taken a small house in the i
squalid little street, and with two or three girl,
friends was working amongst the poor in a'
quiet, practical way which fired Hilary's enthu-
siasm. She would have liked to join them, and
hinted as much to Mrs. Devon. That wise
woman gave her little encouragement.
" My dear, your duty lies in Markham
Square," she said frankly. "It you ever find
yourself without ties or friends who need you,
we will talk about the matter. As it is, you
have a duty to your aunt, and you could not
expect to do any good here if you reached
Cross Street through the gate of a neglected
duty. Come and see us as often as you like,'
but nothing more for the present."
In the early spring Hilary persuaded Mrs.
Pederson to let her pay Madame Brun a visit.
The old French lady had been ailing all the
winter, and pined for a sight of "her child."
Betty Smith travelled to Paris with her.
Dagmar had won her scholarship and gone to
Girton, and Betty had herself been fortunate in
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gaming a "Local," and was jubilant at the
thought of being able to hand back to her
elder sister some of the diverted salary.
" It was hateful to think of her giving up all
for me, so I was bound to work hard and
try to get something," she told Hilary. "I
shall find a good post when I leave Paris, and
then I'll make it up to the dear old girl."
" You are very fond of Miss Smith ? "
Hilary said, remembering that she had once
thought the second English mistress was
scarcely a girl to inspire affection and that
her own liking for her had been decidedly
tepid.
Betty stared.
"She is my sister," she replied coolly.
"It's easy to see that you have never had
any folks of your own. Sisters always stick
together, however much they may squabble in
private. Some people say brothers do too, but
I don't know anything about that. Chivers
has never lived at home since I can remember,
and though he might have done a lot for us,
he has never troubled himself. We all think
him abominably selfish, though mother sticks up
for him, I say that he is selfish to the core,
and I should be sorry for anyone whose
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interests clashed with his. They would certainly
go the wall."
Hilary looked troubled, and made haste to
change the subject. Nevertheless, she could
not wholly forget Betty Smith's outspoken
criticisms, and they made her vaguely uneasy.
Mrs. Pederson's "man of business" had
been more often in Markham Square than ever
of late, and Hilary could not help attributing
her aunt's worried expression and her fitfulness
of temper to the frequency of these visits.
It was useless to take Frances into her
confidence. Frances said plainly that she did
not wish to be bothered with anyone's troubles
and trials until her own were past.
Hilary blamed herself because she could
not help feeling glad to be away from Markham
Square for a few weeks. She hated problems
and complications, and thought with relief that
none would vex her while she was under
Madame Brim's roof.
She was welcomed like a child of the house,
and settled down into her old niche as though
she had never left it. She had only three
short weeks to spend in Paris, but during that
time she meant to forget that she was no
longer the happy, irresponsible schoolgirl.
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Madame Brun soon knew all there was to
tell about her darling's life in London, and
guessed much that Hilary did not put into
words. It was not the life she would have
chosen for her but she had faith in the girl's
power to walk amidst its dangers and tempta-
tions, and to resist its tendency to lower and
limit her aspirations and ambitions. She
believed that Hilary would be equal to all
the claims upon her, the smallest and most
exasperating no less than the larger and more
impressive.
The girl made the most of her holiday.
She wandered about the city, with old Marie,
Madame's factotum, as a chaperone, as she had
not been allowed to do in former days. Though
she had crept into her old place in the house,
Madame did not forget that she was no longer
the schoolgirl, and gave her a liberty she had
not enjoyed before. Sometimes she sat for
hours in the window of the little room, which
had been given up again to her use, the little
room which had always been a haven of peace,
the quietest nook in the busy house. Here all
her battles had been fought, all her vexations
adjusted to the line of life, all her joys tasted
to the full. The old life had never seemed
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so sweet and wholesome as it did when Hilary
sat dreamily looking down into the old-fashioned
garden.
Nature had not yet awakened from her
winter sleep, and the garden was bare and
brown. In another month it would don its
garment of spring greenery, and look much as
it had done on the day the girl said good-bye
to it. She sighed a little as she recalled the
small, dull garden in the square, with its groups
of stunted shrubs which so soon lost their
freshness. The fascination ol our great city had
not yet touched Hilary. She regarded it still
with the eyes of a country-bred girl, and had
no one to show her its historical interest, its
peculiar charm and its secret beauty.
Years after, one who would never see again
what he revealed to Hilary, lifted the veil for
her, and she saw the most wonderful city in
the world with different eyes. In her girlish
ignorance she had pronounced it cruel, ugly, and
dismal; he taught her to dream of ancient
days in the cloisters of the Abbey, or in the
seclusion of hidden courts and inns; to wander
in historic places, to watch for wonders of
light and shade on the riverside houses, and to
love the great waterway with its burden of
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mysterious freight. These things were still un-
known to Hilary, and she compared Paris to
her native city with scant appreciation of the
latter.
A letter from Markham Square suddenly
cut Hilary's holiday short.
Miss Smith was the bearer of the undesired
missive. She brought it into Hilary's room one
morning as the girl was putting on her hat and
coat to accompany Marie on a marketing
expedition.
"A letter for you, Hilary," she said, tossing
it on the table and turning away.
Miss Smith had shown little friendship for
Hilary since she came to Paris and was
manifestly jealous of Betty's violent attachment
to her.
Hilary took up the letter and glanced at
the address. It was written in a laboured, un-
formed hand which recalled none of her few
acquaintances in London. She broke the
envelope and drew out its contents.
The epistle proved to be from Mantle, and
Hilary's face grew grave as she read. Then she
laid the sheets on her knee and considered the
news they contained.
Mrs. Pederson was ill, "clean demented"
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was the maid's description of her mistress's
condition, and though it seemed absolutely
essential she should see a doctor, she refused to
have one called in. All the servants except
Mantle had been sent away, and Mrs. Pederson
had taken to her bed, forbidding anyone to
send for Frances or let her know what was
happening.
"It is evident that poor Mantle is at her
wit's end and must have some help," Hilary
said aloud, as she went downstairs to find
Madame Brun. "She does not like to ask me
to come home, but it is what she really wants
me to do."
Madame looked grave when Hilary explained
the situation.
"It seems a pity to shorten your holiday,
chtrie, but I think you ought to go," she said.
" Let us hope you will find things not so bad
as that alarming letter would lead one to fear.
The poor maid is evidently greatly overwrought. '
Hilary nodded. "And that is so unlike
Mantle. Under the most exciting circumstances
she usually shows as much emotion as the
Rock of Gibraltar. Yes, I must certainly go
to the rescue as quickly as train and steamer
will take me. "
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Hilary reached Dover at daybreak, took
the next train to town, and drove straight to
Markham Square. The dull rows of houses,
which never rose to the day's duties with any
demonstration of haste, were still shuttered
as the girl ran up the familiar steps of No. 10
and rang the bell.
Mantle was astir, for she could be heard,
without any delay, crossing the hall and
fumbling at the lock of the entrance-door.
" Good gracious ! Miss Hilary, what a
time of day for you to be out ; and I'll be
bound you have been travelling all night 1 "
she cried. "I'm right glad to see you, though.
Come in, and I'll get you some breakfast at
once."
Hilary laughed. "I travelled all night and
I own to being famished," she said, as she
opened the door of the dining-room. The
blinds had been drawn up, and in the chill
morning light she could see the dust lying thick
on the furniture. Everything wore that look
of forlornness an apartment always takes on
when it has not been used for days. In the
grate there were still the cinders of a
dead fire, and a litter of torn paper lay in
the fender.
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" How dreary arid depressing 1 " she cried,
shivering. " I'll come down to the kitchen and
have my breakfast by your fire, Mantle. I
shall get the blues if I stay up here by myself.
Whilst you are boiling the kettle you can tell
me about Aunt Sophie's illness. Your letter '
alarmed me awfully."
"You won't find the place fit to sit down
in, Miss Hilary," Mantle said, leading the way
to the basement. "I have had my hands too
full to keep any one spot clean and neat as
the mistress likes it. But there, she can blame
no one but herself. She it was sent off Eliza
and cook at a moment's notice, and without
giving a word of reason 1 " Mantle tossed her
head, and swept to and fro with worry and
indignation in every line of her angular figure.
"What do you think really ails Aunt
Sophie ? " Hilary asked anxiously.
Mantle paused in the act of lifting the
kettle from the fire and looked at the girl
significantly. ,
" If you ask my candid opinion, knowing
mistress as well as anyone can know her,
and in strict confidence between you and
me, Miss Hilary, there ain't anything the
matter with her at all. She's just sulking.
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Somebody has done her an injury, and she is
sick with vexation. All she'll say is that she's
a badly injured woman, and there's them as
ought to be punished for what they've brought
on her, but ask her a question I dare not. She
gets heaps of letters, but she tosses them un-
opened into the grate. You'll see a pile of
them when you go up, for she won't have
them touched. Maybe she will tell you all
about it, though it's plain she isn't going to let
Miss Frances know anything."
At this point Mrs. Pederson's voice was
heard calling shrilly for Mantle, and demanding
to know who was in the house and why her
chocolate was delayed.
"Pour it out, Mantle, and I will carry it
up," Hilary said. "She will be so surprised to
see me that she may tell me her troubles on.
the spur of the moment."
" I wish she may," Mantle responded grimly.
"For a lady with a tongue as long as the
mistress, she can keep a secret uncommonly
well when she likes."
Hilary threw off her hat and coat and
made her way upstairs with the little tray
Mantle had prepared.
There was no mistaking Mrs. Pederson's
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surprise when Hilary opened the door and
stepped into the room. She lifted herself upon
her elbow and stared at her with astonishment
not unmixed with annoyance.
" So it was your cab that I heard ! " she
exclaimed sharply. "What has brought you
back in this hurry ? Have you quarrelled with
your wonderful Madame Bran, or has she tired
of you?"
"Neither," said Hilary, laughing. "But it
was clearly time I returned. You have taken
wretched care of yourself, Aunt Sophie, and
need someone to look after you. I am going
to nurse you back to health. Mantle says
you have not been out of your room for ten
days."
"Mantle always chatters," grumbled the
invalid, settling herself back on her pillows and
occupying herself with the tray Hilary placed
before her. She had aged wonderfully in the
three weeks since Hilary had left her. There
were fresh lines on her forehead and about her
mouth, and her eyes had a tired, worried
expression. Now and then she cast a keen,
suspicious glance at her niece, as though she
would have liked to ask how much Mantle
had told her, and what she knew of the
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circumstances it had been Mrs. Pederson's
endeavour hitherto to conceal.
"Now, tell me what brought you back,
Hilary," she said at length.
Hilary hesitated. "I heard that you were
ill, Aunt Sophie/' she said gently.
Mrs. Pederson frowned. " That was
meddling Mantle ! She shall leave as soon as
I get about again. There is nothing the matter
with me, Hilary nothing."
"My dear aunt, what an incomprehensible
statement when I find you in bed and hear you
have not left it for ten days ! " Hilary replied
with the ghost of a smile. " You cannot expect
me to think you are well."
Mrs. Pederson laughed hysterically, and
then burst into a storm of sobs and tears.
" Yes, I am ill, ill in mind if not in body,"
she gasped. " I'm a ruined woman, Hilary ruined,
robbed, without a penny in the world. I have
lost everything, so that swindler tells me,
though he may be lying about that as he has
done about everything else."
Hilary looked startled. " I don't understand,
Aunt Sophie."
Mrs. Pederson moved irritably on the
pillows.
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"Gracious! Surely I am lucid enough. It
does not take much sense to grasp the fact that
when you have lost all your money you are just
ruined, and that there is nothing but the work-
house for you. These lawyers ought to be
punished when they deceive poor widows with
their lying reports and their grand promises.
What is the use of a man of business if you
cannot trust him and follow his advice in the
investing of your money ? "
"Oh, Aunt Sophie, has Chivers Smith done
this ? " exclaimed Hilary. " Frances was
always afraid of him."
"Yes, and you were never a friend to him
either. You can both laugh finely at me now.
It will be a joke that will last you a lifetime.
But go away and send Mantle to me. It
worries me to have you sit there, looking as
though I were a lost soul because I happen to
have made some unlucky investments, and
trusted a man who turns out to be a mere
swindler."
Hilary got up and went away, feeling
helpless in a crisis in which she had no past
experience to guide her. She wandered about
the house in a state of conscious and miserable
superfluousness, until she made up her mind
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to write later in the day to Mr. Kemsing and
beg him to come and see Aunt Sophie. Now
she would go and find Frances. The student
might be too much taken up with her work for
ordinary calls upon her, but this was something
she ought to know and to which it was
essential she should give her help and advice.
CHAPTER VIII.
FRANCES REFUSES TO INTERFERE.
FRANCES had not returned from the hospital
when Hilary reached Skone Street. Knowing
that it was a little before her usual time,
Hilary sat down to wait for her. She came
in about twenty minutes later, looking cross
and tired, though her face brightened when she
caught sight of her visitor.
"My dear Hilary, I thought you were in
Paris 1 " she exclaimed, tossing an armful of
books on the table and shaking hands in her
usual boyish fashion. " Ursula has gone to
Brighton for a couple of days, so I expected
to find an empty room."
She threw herself full length on the lounge
and stretched her arms with a wearied gesture.
The sun from the unshaded window fell full
on her small, dark face, and Hilary saw that
it was thinner and whiter, and that there were
purple lines under the restless eyes.
" I'm getting on awfully well with my lec-
tures just now," Frances went on, in a quick,
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excited way. "You are not a student, Hilary,
or you would know how glorious it feels to
be in thorough working trim, to be able to
grasp things easily, to feel you are just all
brain and nothing is too difficult for you to tackle.
I hate to seem cocksure, but there does not seem
the least reason why I should not do splendidly
in the finals, even if I don't take honours.
In another six months you will be able to
congratulate me on being thoroughly qualified,
I hope."
Hilary regarded her seriously.
"I am glad you are so happy in your work,
Francie, though you look awfully strained. I
hate to worry you about other things."
"Do not do it, I beg," Frances said,
emphatically. "I warn you that I have
not a figment of interest in anyone but
myself, and an earthquake would only
seem a temporary disarrangement of my be-
longings."
"But you must detach yourself a little,"
urged Hilary. "Aunt Sophie is ill, Frances."
" Send for a doctor, my dear ; I am not
qualified to practise yet, however much I may
know of disease theoretically."
"Please be serious, Frances. I want you to
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come to Markham Square. Aunt Sophie is ill
in mind and body, and I cannot bear all the
burden of her trouble. It is heavy, I am sure,
and I believe it is a money trouble."
Frances sat up, and her black brows met in
a frown.
"A money trouble ! What on earth do you
mean, Hilary ? "
Hilary hesitated. "From what Aunt Sophie
says, she has lost everything. She has made
bad investments, and accuses Chivers Smith of
ruining her."
" That's sheer nonsense. She has nine hundred
a year in her own right. She would never
touch the capital, though, of course, she has the
power to do so."
She crossed the room, and, with one hand
on the mantelshelf, stood looking down into the
empty grate.
Though she denied the possibility of her
mother's being ruined with nine hundred a year
at her back, she did not feel so confident of
her solvency. Ever since she could remember,
her mother's passion for dabbling in speculation
had been a source of danger and of family dis-
cord. When the Major was alive he had held
the reins tightly, and Frances knew that his
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legacy to Hilary, with its condition, had really
been one of his plans for safeguarding his
wife from actually beggaring herself. If all
else went, there was still a little she could
neither squander nor throw away in wild
speculation.
" If the worst comes to the worst, you have
your own income, Hilary," said Frances in a
hard tone. "Every family has its skeleton in
the cupboard, I suppose. I wonder if you have
guessed that ours is the mater's mania for dabbling
in stocks and shares and business of which she
knows as much as you or I do. All the women
of our family are born gamblers. My grand-
mother has told me that when she was a girl
she regularly doubled or lost her income the
day after she received it. Card-playing was
the fashionable vice in her day, you know.
Mother has few opportunities for indulging in
that direction, and in her the passion takes the
form of dabbling in speculation, with Chivers
Smith to egg her on. Sometimes I have thought
my own keenness for work was only the spirit
of gambling in disguise. I don't care about the
future as Ursula does ; I scarcely ever think
of it To me success in the exams, is the goal
I would sell the gown off my back, de-
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nounce my dearest friend, or risk life itself to
win."
Hilary listened with a bewildered expression
on her young face. She knew so little of life,
and nothing of its seamy side. What had
been mysterious and alien in her life at
No. 10 she had resolutely put from her,
refusing to dwell on what she could not
understand.
There flashed before her mind, as she listened
to Frances, a remembrance of Mrs. Pederson's
passion for cards, her shrill excitement over
the most childish games, her eagerness when
the stakes were merely chocolates. That,
then, was the stuff of which gamblers were
made : she knew now why it had always
repelled her.
"I can't believe it," she said slowly.
Frances shrugged her shoulders. "Disbelief
does not alter facts," she said coolly.
"I have written to Cousin Paul to come
and see Aunt Sophie," Hilary said.
Frances nodded. "You could not do better
than follow his advice, though he is the most
unworldly-wise of men. Let me know what
he thinks of the business, and what mother is
going to do."
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"But, Frances, you are coming to Markham
Square to see her ? "
" My good child, how can you ask me ? I
can't mix myself up in the business. I have
not time or attention to give at this stage.
Mother must get out of her own muddles :
if she had taken my advice she would never
have got into them. You are all right, for
your ninety pounds is safely invested and no
one can touch it. You had better come and
live with me."
" It is only mine so long as I live with
Aunt Sophie," Hilary said thoughtfully.
"Of course, I forgot," exclaimed Frances.
"That was the Major's last effort to protect
poor mother from herself. It is rather hard on
you, Hilary, but it relieves me a good deal.
You are bound to stay with mother, and I can
trust you to look after her. I must say it
would have been annoying if you had taken
your money and gone off to Paris, though it
is what I should have done myself, I dare-
say."
Hilary looked at her cousin curiously. She
felt that whatever help and sympathy she
and Aunt Sophie needed, they must not look
to Frances to give it. Self had gradually
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wrapped the girl about till it was beyond her
power to care much for others. She could not
give even a casual and perfunctory attention
to any claims outside the radius of self-
interest.
"But won't you come home with me now
and see Aunt Sophie ? " Hilary said wist-
fully.
Frances bent over her books and the colour
dyed her cheeks.
"No, better not," she said, with an odd
roughness in her voice. "She would not care
to see me. I should only rub her up the
wrong way."
" Oh, Francie, when she is in trouble ! Your
own mother 1 "
Hilary's eyes shone and her lip quivered.
She could not recollect her own mother, and
had only the merest scraps of knowledge con-
cerning her, but she could imagine no claim of
work or intellect, no depth of estrangement,
which would have kept her from her side in
sickness and trouble. When clouds gathered,
it was surely the time to strengthen and draw
closer the ties of blood and affection.
Prances was staring out on the forest of
chimneys outlined against the grey March sky.
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She felt sore and angry : with Hilary, because
she saw that the younger girl was judging her
by her own altruistic standard; with her
mother, that she should have brought this dis-
turbing element into her life ; with herself, for
a score of reasons she preferred not to define
too accurately.
The opinion of others had never weighed
much with Frances Kemsing. She had prided
herself on being a law unto herself and beat-
ing out her own path in life. Now she was
conscious of a sense of irritation at being
weighed in someone's balance and found want-
ing. Judged by Hilary's standard, she was
marked "tekel," found lacking.
Yet how impossible to explain to Hilary
the gradual estrangement which made it im-
possible for her to feel that her mother either
needed or desired her presence at this crisis
in her fortunes. Relationship is a great oppor-
tunity for affection, not a compelling force.
From the first, neither Mrs. Pederson nor
Frances had cultivated that natural affection
which exists in a child's earliest years. Little
differences had been the germ of endless
bickerings, and Self had been allowed to intrude
perpetually. Frances, from the time she came
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back, a girl of sixteen, from a German school,
had never been particularly dear to her
mother. She came as a disturbing element in
a life which had been long regulated with-
out regard to her existence. She was difficult
to manage, wilful, and opinionated. She was
unmistakably clever, but when Mrs. Pederson
heard that brilliant things might be expected
of her, she metaphorically wrung her hands.
She disliked clever women. They never married,
and they always made her feel at a dis-
advantage. She was good-hearted, however, and
fond of the girl in her own way. She received
her with open arms and determined to make
the best of her.
Frances, certainly, did nothing to make this
easy for her mother. She had a sharp tongue
and liked to say biting things; she had, more-
over, keen eyes, and every detail of her mother's
daily doings passed through the crucible of her
merciless criticism. Looking back in after years,
Frances confessed that she must have been
difficult to deal with, and singularly trying to
a woman of Mrs. Pederson's character and
temperament. She could readily believe that,
when she announced her determination to
become a lady doctor and took herself and
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her belongings to Skone Street, her mother's
lamentations were tempered by a sense of
relief. Since that day, mother and daughter
had seen little of each other, and though the
estrangement remained, the bitterness had almost
died out of the hearts of both. Frances,
at this moment, wished heartily that she could
go to her mother, sure that her presence would
be welcome and her help desired. Yet no
one knew better that you cannot tear down
in a moment what years have laboriously
built up.
"I'll come if I can by-and-bye, Hilary," she
said, over her shoulder. "You may tell mother
so if she inquires."
Early next morning, in response to Hilary's
letter, Mr. Kemsing came to Markham Square.
Hilary was watering the ferns in the
drawing-room when he was announced, and she
came forward to greet him with a grateful
smile.
"How good of you to come so soon,
Cousin Paul I " she said, holding out her hands.
"I will go and tell Aunt Sophie you are
here."
"No, wait a bit T \ want to hear all you
know of tin's, troublesome business first," Mr.
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Kemsing said. "I never can make head or tail
of Sophie's incoherent stories."
Hilary told him all she had gathered from
Frances and Mantle, and the sum total agreed
exactly with what the artist knew of the past.
"The best thing for me to do will be to
go into the City and see this man to whom
Sophie attributes her losses," he said thought-
fully. "Then I shall know exactly how
matters stand and be better able to advise your
aunt. You can tell her I will join her at
dinner."
When he returned a few hours later, look-
ing tired and worried, Hilary was alone in the
library. Mrs. Pederson refused absolutely to see
him. She was too ill to discuss business, she
said; all she wanted was to be left alone,
and they might manage her affairs as they
pleased.
In vain Hilary protested, coaxed, and en-
treated. Mrs. Pederson decreed to keep her
room, and her dinner was carried thither by
the overworked and exasperated Mantle.
Mr. Kemsing smiled inscrutably when Hilary
apologised for her aunt's absence.
"That was her way from a child," he said.
"She could never be got to face a situation
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which threatened to prove disagreeable. It's a
species of weakness which never pays in the
long run."
Hilary nodded. She did not want Cousin
Paul to drop into generalising as he had a
habit of doing. She was anxious to hear the
result of his expedition into the City.
"Did you manage to see Olivers Smith,
Cousin Paul ? " she asked, as he helped her
to fish. "Are things as bad as poor Aunt
Sophie fears?"
Mr. Kemsing frowned, and seemed in no
hurry to reply. His experiences that afternoon
had not been pleasant ones, and he disliked to
go over them even in thought.
" Bad 1 They are as bad as they well can
be," he said irritably. " Everything has gone,
swallowed up in some confounded company,
which promised such huge dividends that
ordinary common sense ought to have warned
people that it was a fraud. Your aunt sold
out of fairly safe concerns and put the whole
of her money in it. Any man of sense and
probity would have warned her against such
folly, but she leaned on that rogue Smith, who,
you may be sure, has not lost a penny.
There's her bill to him for managing the
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business for her, a cool three hundred with his
commission, and another couple of hundred she
borrowed awhile ago. She couldn't keep out
of borrowing, it seems, though her own income
was large enough to maintain her in comfort.
Smith, who seems to know all her business,
says that she has not a penny to meet his
claims with and he means to press for a settle-
ment. Something can be got by selling the
lease of this house and by the sale of the
furniture, but there is the future to think of."
Hilary listened, her eyes opened wide and
her food untasted on her plate.
" What will Aunt Sophie do, Cousin Paul ? "
she said.
"That is a question for her to settle," he
replied, with a shrug of the shoulders. "Of
course, she must go to Frances, who has a
small income that no one can touch. It isn't
much, but two women can live on very little,
I am told."
Hilary shook her head. " Frances has her
work, and her money does little more than keep
her and pay her hospital expenses."
"Well, we must leave them to manage that
between them. It is you I am thinking of
just now, my dear. Pederson left you ninety
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pounds a year on condition that you lived
with Sophie. If you break that condition, the
money lapses to her. What do you say,
Hilary, to letting it lapse and coming to live
at Sydenham ? It would be a bright day for
me, child, when you became my adopted
daughter, and it would be no loss to you from
a pecuniary point of view. I have enough for
us both and to spare." He looked across the
table with a kindly smile and a manifest affection
which touched the girl to the heart. Her eyes
filled with tears and her lip quivered. The
prospect the old artist held out was a tempting
one. She knew so well what life in the quiet
old house was like : the cultured ease, the
companionship of clever and well-bred people,
the influence of art and books all these would
be part of her daily life. On the other hand
was the limited existence which would be
possible for her and Mrs. Pederson on ninety
pounds a year. She was sorely tempted to
accept Cousin Paul's offer, the more as she felt
that Aunt Sophie would perhaps prefer it, since
it gave her uncontrolled use of the legacy
Hilary would give up.
Something Frances had let drop checked
her. The Major had left this money so guarded
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that it might not be in Aunt Sophie's power
to lose it. He trusted her to the girl's care,
and she could not be unfaithful to that trust
though she had never desired it.
" I can't come, though I should like it
above everything, Cousin Paul," she said slowly.
"I must not desert poor Aunt Sophie in her
trouble. Please, do not be vexed or think me
ungrateful."
Mr. Kemsing was vexed and he did not
conceal it. He was used to having his own
way, and liked as little to be thwarted as Mrs.
Pederson did. "Your aunt has no right to ex-
pect you practically to sacrifice yourself to her,
child, and I don't doubt she would rather have
the ninety pounds than your company with a
share in it. You had better come to me."
He was fond of the bright, winsome girl,
and was keenly anxious to spare her the life ot
pinching poverty which lay before her.
Yet as he strode up and down the room,
he was bound to confess that he would have
been disappointed if Hilary had embraced his
offer. She would have fallen in his esteem
if she had put Self first and left the fretful,
disappointed woman upstairs to complete her
own ruin.
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He stopped in his walking to and fro and
laid his hands heavily on the girl's shoulders.
"Of course, you must have your own way,
you foolish girl."
Hilary laughed. "That's tantamount to
saying that you know I am right, Cousin
Paul."
" I don't say yes or no," he replied testily.
"I can see that you are going to be horridly
uncomfortable. I have had glimpses of the
life you will have to lead, and it baffles
description. I would have saved you from it
if you would have let me. If you won't leave
Sophie, I see no other way to help you." He
did actually see another way, but even for
Hilary's sake he could not bring himself to
mention it. He might have offered to both
the shelter of his home, but he could not
make so big a sacrifice. A man, he said, must
have peace and quiet in his old age, and Mrs.
Pederson's presence at The Nook would make
work and serenity a sheer impossibility.
"There is no other way," he repeated.
"But remember, child, if you ever come to a
rough place, you are to send for me. If ever
you need money, write me a line, and I will
sell my last curio, if need be, to get it. Promise
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to remember old Paul Kemsing if you want
help or a home."
Hilary promised readily enough. She knew
that he was sincere in his desire to help her,
and there was no one on earth to whom she
would go so willingly. She determined, how-
ever, that it should be only as a last resource.
Surely she and Aunt Sophie would manage easily
enough, without needing assistance. To Hilary,
who had never needed to know the price of a
meal, or gauged the cost of merely living,
ninety pounds a year seemed a sum of enor-
mous proportions.
CHAPTER IX.
A STEP DOWN IN THE WORLD.
"I DON'T mind being poor, Aunt Sophie. It
is not half so bad as people make out. Having
less fashionable clothes and a more meagre table
can't really affect one's peace of mind. We can
be quite happy together in some quiet little
place." Hilary delivered these sentiments with
the air of one who had tested the hollowness
of prosperity and yearned for the bracing at-
mosphere of adversity.
Mrs. Pederson regarded her with speechless
exasperation.
" Happy 1 living like rats in a hole ! " she
cried impatiently. "You do not know what
you are talking about, girl." She was still
keeping her room, more because it gave her a
legitimate excuse for refusing to see Chivers
Smith when he called, than because she was
actually ailing.
"I know what you are thinking of a
cottage in a wood and all that sort of thing
but undiluted country I never could nor will
124 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
stand. I can't exist far away from the shops
and all that makes life worth anything. I should
lose health and spirits entirely. You must see
that, Hilary."
"Yes," Hilary said, looking as though she
did not see at all.
She was standing, her slight figure erect,
her chin uplifted, her eyes on the daffodils she
was arranging in a quaint brown jar on the
mantelshelf. There was something so uncom-
promising in her attitude and in the silence she
maintained that Mrs. Pederson frowned appre-
hensively.
"If you want to make a regular centurion's
servant of me, Hilary, to be at your beck and
call and to do just what pleases you, I would
rather go straight to the workhouse," she said,
her voice quavering ominously. "It's hard at
my time of life to be governed by a chit like
you. It isn't generous of you either, Hilary.
If you happened to be dependent on me, I
would not make it a handle to force you to
do things you did not like."
Hilary flushed and bit her lip. She re-
membered that she had used just those words
herself on the day on which her uncle's legacy
had been announced to her. She was doing
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the very thing she had declared then would be
altogether impossible to her. Though she felt
perfectly certain that what she purposed was
quite the best course, she was conscious that it
was not on that account any easier and pleasanter
for her aunt. She felt the humiliation of Mrs.
Pederson's position and the ungraciousness of
her own keenly.
She looked compunctorily at the querulous
face which had aged so much during the last
few weeks.
" Poor Aunt Sophie ! " she said gently. " You
shall go wherever you like. If you are anxious
to stay in London, I have no doubt it can be
managed."
Mrs. Pederson accepted Hilary's assurances
without any show of gratitude. Indeed, she saw
no need to be grateful. She regarded Hilary's
little income as a certainty which she had a
right to share. Since it had been left to the girl
by the Major, it had actually been taken from
herself. It was mere justice that in her ex-
tremity it should go to maintain her.
The six weeks that followed were wretched
ones. To Hilary they passed like a nightmare.
Mr. Kemsing came and went, settling affairs
with Chivers Smith, arranging for the sale of
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the furniture and the disposal of the lease or
the house. There were still a thousand and
one anxieties and difficulties that Hilary and
Mantle had to face as best they might. Mrs.
Pederson refused to be consulted or to discuss
the smallest detail.
" Do just as you like ; I'm only a pensioner
on your bounty now, Hilary, and past caring,"
she said, with a show of resignation. "If I
have to live in sordid poverty, the details do
not matter."
She reserved the right to criticise still, and
Hilary's good-temper was tried to the uttermost
by a continual fire of the most unreasonable
fault-finding.
" Mistress was always a hole-picker, and
trouble exaggerates a body's weak points,"
Mantle said. "You just do as I do, Miss
Hilary : hear all she has to say without a word
and then do what you think best. She never
notices, and it saves a lot of argufying."
Mantle would gladly have gone with her
old mistress, but Hilary could not afford to
take her. The calculations she had gone into
with Cousin Paul had shown her the limits of
ninety pounds a year. The tiny house her in-
experience had pictured, or the still smaller flat,
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were quite beyond her means, and she wearied
herself vainly in viewing lodgings seductively
advertised in the daily papers.
At last she fell in with a suggestion
that she should go and see rooms in a cheap
boarding-house kept by a cousin of Mantle's.
Mrs. Bateson, the old servant assured Hilary,
was a kind-hearted woman and would do her
best for the ladies, though her best would be
very different to anything to which they had
been accustomed.
" I've spoken to her often about you, and I
know she would be willing to do things reason-
able for my sake," she said. " You won't get
anything cheaper in London with comfort, and
company will make it livelier for mistress.
She would be moped to death in lodgings."
Hilary went that afternoon to find " Bateson's
Select Boarding Establishment," and to arrange,
if possible, for their removal there.
It proved to be one of a row of dingy,
dilapidated houses in a dull street off the
Kennington Road. A flight of hollowed and
unwashed steps led to the door, and as Hilary
entered she was assailed by a pungent scent of
frying fish.
A sulky maid ushered her into a small sitting'
128 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
room, which opened on a verandah crowded
with languid geraniums just recovering from a
winter's neglect and crushed-looking tulips in
fancy pots.
She was studying this well-meant attempt
at a winter garden when the door opened and
a smiling little woman, very stout and mani-
festly suffering from her rapid ascent of the
kitchen stairs, bustled into the room. She was
dressed in a black gown, with a startling
design of blue roses printed upon it, the
bodice of which creaked ominously as she settled
herself in a low chair and prepared to discuss
business with the young lady.
" You'll like to see the rooms ? " she said
gaily, after a little conversation, ostensibly de-
voted to Hilary's busin^-j, but into which she
had managed to import a large part of her
own family history and a eulogistic recommen-
dation of " Bateson's Select."
"Select it has always been and select it
is going to be so long as I hold the reins,"
she said, nodding emphatically. " Bateson's last
words to me, poor man, were not to let the
house down whatever it cost me. Anyone can
let lodgings, said he, but it means talent and
selection to keep a boarding-house. Liberal
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table, the nicest company, quite the family life
that is what you will find here, my dear
quite the family life."
She conducted Hilary up two flights of stairs
and opened the door of a good-sized room,
rather meagrely furnished, but airy and facing
the south. It was far more comfortable than
Hilary had dared to expect from the condition
of the rest of the house.
She expressed her satisfaction, and followed
Mrs. Bateson, who insisted that she must see
the drawing-room or she would have no idea
of the pleasant family life the boarders lived.
"After dinner we always gather in the
drawing-room for a little music and conversation
so cosy and homely, you know," she said,
smiling expansively and furtively rubbing her
hot hands. " From what Miss Mantle tells me,
your aunt will be one to appreciate the flow of
wit and the social charm."
Hilary, with a little smile curving the corners
of her mouth, assented. The boarding-house
would at least afford a certain measure of
amusement.
The drawing-room was a large room, pre-
tentiously furnished, in which every article
seemed to be out of repair or crying out for
130 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
renovation. Sentimental oleographs adorned
the discoloured walls, the blinds were torn
and dingy and the sofas were covered with a
worn rep, the dazzling blue of which had been
mercifully dimmed by time and the boarders
of many seasons.
Two or three elderly ladies were gathered
about a small table which was spread with a
much-chipped tea equipage, and at the piano an
angular, red-haired woman of thirty or so was
plaintively informing some "birdie" invisible
that she had a cage all ready for his occupancy.
On Mrs. Bateson's entrance she stopped
in her appeal for his immediate acceptance of
her offer and wheeled round on the music-
stool.
" Another boarder, Mrs. Bateson ? " she asked,
eyeing Hilary inquisitively. " Please introduce
me. I daresay Mrs. Bateson has told you that
we are quite one family," she said, turning to
Hilary with a little giggle.
"It's not quite settled, Miss Heckler," Mrs.
Bateson said impressively ; " I'm just showing
Miss Pederson the house, and hoping she will
decide to come to us. Miss Pederson and her
aunt will be quite acquisitions, if I may say so.
Miss Pederson has spent a lifetime abroad, and
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is quite the travelled young lady, and used
to the best society, quite the best."
Hilary coloured at this advertisement of
her advantages and retreated to the door,
telling Mrs. Bateson she was pressed for time,
and would decide to take the rooms without
seeing anything further.
Away from Mrs. Bateson, with her fat,
shining lace, her odd manner, and her un-
mistakable kindness, it was not so easy for
Hilary to see the brighter side of this new
phase of existence upon which she was entering.
It seemed impossible that she, Hilary Pederson,
Madame Brun's favourite pupil, the idol of the
school, whose whole life and training had been
so alien to what was vulgar and commonplace,
should be going to form one of the " family "
under Mrs. Bateson's roof. It was an adjust-
ment of herself to circumstances which could
not be made all at once.
A few days later Mrs. Pederson and
Hilary left Markham Square.
At the last Mrs. Pederson became pleasantly
excited by the prospect Hilary's description
of the boarding-house presented to her imagina-
tion. She had been terribly afraid of life alone
with Hilary in small and third-rate lodgings. On
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a large stage it is possible to live one's life with-
out interfering with others ; but on a limited
one, community of interest is essential for
mutual comfort Mrs. Pederson sometimes felt
that Hilary was too uncompromising and
breathed an air too rarefied for her.
Hilary never forgot that first evening at
Mrs. Bateson's the overheated dining-room, the
clatter of plates, and the noise of many people
eating. She looked, with a sinking of heart,
down the long table with its soiled cloth, its
smeared glasses, its steaming joints, and turned
away with something like nausea from the great
plate of food thrust over her shoulder by an
awkward and ill-tempered maid who wore a
dirty cap and had an unpleasant habit of snort-
ing as she moved.
Her seat was next to Mrs. Bateson, whilst
opposite sat a young man, with a florid com-
plexion above an expansive shirt-front, in which
was embedded a huge imitation ruby.
He stared at her with manifest admiration,
endeavoured to set her at her ease by some
chaffing remark, and then continued his con-
versation with his neighbour.
" He's an insurance agent in quite a big
way," whispered Mrs. Bateson; "and quite
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the gentleman is Mr. Bradbrook, for all he is
so free. Miss Bird would not talk to him
if he were not vastly agreeable. She is a lady
journalist, immensely clever, I'm told, and very
exclusive."
Hilary nodded and scrutinised the exclusive
Miss Bird, who was certainly more interesting
than the insurance agent. She was a yellow-
haired, pale little woman, with a thin, mobile
face which reminded Hilary of Frances, and an
amusing way of expressing herself on the most
ordinary subjects.
Mrs. Pederson was already deep in con-
versation with a showily dressed elderly lady
with a Jewish cast of countenance, and was
evidently enjoying her position. Hilary blamed
herself for feeling forlorn and out of place, and
hoped that to-morrow would find her less
tired and captious.
The dinner ended at last, and with the
exception of Miss Bird, who had to report a
meeting in the West End, the whole party
trooped to the drawing-room, to wile away
the next hour with a great deal of loud music
and as much animated conversation. Each
member contributed his or her quota of gossip,
good-natured or otherwise, which was tossed
134 MRS. PEDER SON'S NIECE.
from one to another, mangled and patched and
worried, till its owner scarcely recognised it
as her own.
Hilary soon made her escape.
"It is quite clear/' she said as she climbed
the steep staircase, lit by a flaring gas-jet,
"that one has to become acclimatised to
'Bateson's Select Establishment.' I wonder
what Frances or Ursula would say if they
could see us at this stage of our fortunes."
CHAPTER X.
"BATESON'S SELECT BOARDING
ESTABLISHMENT."
IT was a strange kind of life Hilary lived for
the next few months under Mrs. Bateson's
roof. It was full of change and had its amusing
features, but Hilary soon found herself too
busy to notice peculiarities or to mind much
the things which had at first jarred upon her.
Mrs. Pederson made great demands upon her
time, and it was not long before Mrs. Bateson
and the boarders discovered that she was deft,
and willing to please them by the performance
of small services.
She was a favourite with them all, and in
her turn liked those with whom she was bound
to associate, though she might never have
chosen them as companions. There was nothing
mean and spiteful about them, and they were
kind to the girl, making much of her when she
came into the drawing-room or accepted an
invitation to their rooms to give her opinion
upon some point of private or personal interest.
136 MRS. PEDERSON' s NIECE.
The young men called her "stand-off," and
were a little afraid of her. They could not
"chaff" her as they did Miss Heckler and the
knot of telegraph girls who had a corner table
to themselves at dinner and kept up a bubble
of laughter and shrill-voiced conversation. They
did not appear to mind in the least the smeary
silver and the stained knives which made Hilary
shudder, and treated a failure in the culinary
department as an excellent joke.
There had been efforts towards improvement
in many directions since the arrival of Mrs.
and Miss Pederson. Hilary never criticised, to
be sure, but her very difference from those
about her was a daily criticism, though she
was not the least conscious of it.
Somewhat to Hilary's surprise, Mrs. Pederson
was pleased with her new surroundings. There
were times when she lamented loudly the life
she had left behind her, when she was so irrit-
able that Hilary scarcely dared to address her,
yet she indubitably enjoyed the boarding-house
life which to Hilary seemed such a poor make-
shift for home.
Mrs. Pederson delighted in the distinction
she enjoyed as one who had descended from a
higher sphere than those about her ever dreamed
"BATESON'S BOARDING ESTABLISHMENT" 137
of entering. She liked to entertain little groups
of ladies with stories of the luxuries and con-
veniences with which No. 10, Markham Square,
had been replete. Its charms gained enchant-
ment the farther they receded into the past,
till Hilary scarcely recognised in her aunt's
descriptions the dull, commonplace house in
which she had spent so many dull, common-
place months.
She was glad, however, that her aunt should
be happy and amused, though she might think
the method in the worst taste. It made her
own life decidedly easier. In a good humour,
Mrs. Pederson was kind-hearted and amusing,
but if anything put her out, the atmosphere
about her became electrical, and the most well-
meant efforts to propitiate her were apt to be
misconstrued.
There came a day when Hilary saw that
even boarding with Mrs. Bateson was a more
elaborate scheme of life than their scanty in-
come would stretch to. It became increasingly
difficult to meet Mrs. Bateson's modest weekly
bills, and the margin for absolute necessaries
grew smaller and smaller. Hilary's own gowns
were threadbare, and there seemed no prospect
of her being able to replace them. She pored
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over her little account book till her eyes and
her back ached, but the balance remained ob-
stinately on the wrong side.
It was futile to consult Mrs. Pederson. Dis-
cussions on financial matters always provoked
an attack of hysteria, in which Hilary's manage-
ment was wildly denounced and her own
economy pointed to as a burning example.
Hilary secretly regarded her aunt's economy
as a figment of her imagination ; it was built
upon a few axioms which Mrs. Pederson be-
lieved to be as infallible as truth itself. She
guided her own expenditure by them, and no
sage living would have convinced her that it was
not always "cheapest in the long run" to buy
the most expensive articles on the market.
"The best is always cheapest in the
long run," she would say firmly, when Hilary
tried to convince her that if you have only
ten shillings in hand, it was unwise to spend
seven of them on lavender gloves or a delicate
thing in chiffon boas.
If Hilary hinted that their purse was getting
empty Mrs. Pederson was always quick to
express her readiness to find money, a step
Hilary never failed to combat with all her force.
She knew what lay behind the suggestion.
"BATESON'S BOARDING ESTABLISHMENT" 139
Mrs. Pederson had promised never again to
have any business relations with Chivers Smith,
and it was her way of asking her niece to
release her from that promise. Hilary told
herself that she would rather beg her bread in
the street than borrow money of Chivers Smith,
or consent to her aunt entering the dingy little
office in Chancery Lane.
Not that Hilary had lost faith in the world
or herself. She thought it would be a strange
thing if she could not find some means of
adding to her small income.
She sat at the table one May morning,
slowly disposing of a breakfast chilled by long
waiting. She was alone, for the boarders had
breakfasted half an hour before and gone their
several ways. The stillness of the house was
only broken by the tapping of Sarah's broom
as she swept the stairs, and the cheery voice
of Mrs. Bateson spurring the heavy and re-
luctant boot-boy to his duties. Hilary's own
breakfast was delayed by the necessity for
waiting upon her aunt, who took her matutinal
meal in her own room, and felt neglected unless
Hilary made frequent pilgrimages up the four
flights of steps to replenish her tray.
A newspaper was propped against the coffee-
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pot, and Hilary, whose meal was not of that
luxurious kind which demands the whole atten-
tion, divided hers impartially between its columns
and her cup of cold coffee. There was a
glimmer of a smile in her blue eyes as they
went steadily down the long list of advertise-
ments. So many things amused her which
other people found the grimmest commonplace.
"To reduce personal vanity, begin to
enumerate your capabilities and accomplishments
with a view to earning your daily bread," she
said aloud. "I give the recipe gratis to any-
one it may concern. If I were gifted with the
qualifications necessary to a thorough cook or
a scullery-maid, or a 'cutter/ whatever that
may be, I should find myself a pearl of great
price to some needy advertiser. As it is, I am
simply staggered by my own ineptitude."
She threw down the paper with a rueful
laugh and leaned her chin in the palms of her
hands.
"I'm determined to do something but
what ? " she said thoughtfully. " It ought to
be something which did not take me from
home very long, for Aunt Sophie would dislike
that awfully."
She pushed back her chair, and was folding
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the paper when Mrs. Bateson came into the
room.
"Don't you hurry over your breakfast, my
dear," she said. " It isn't the least bit of con-
sequence how long you sit if you don't mind
carrying your cup and plate down to the kitchen
when you have done. It's more than I dare ask
Sarah to clear the table twice in a morning."
She sat down in a chair and wiped her heated
brow with a not over-clean handkerchief. She
laboured under an unconquerable tendency to
get physically warm, and the climb from the
kitchen to the dining-room was a steep one.
"It is the stairs that try me, dear," she
said, fanning herself. "I hope you will never
get stout, though some people don't seem to
feel their fat like I do. I wanted to ask you
whether you would mind going round to the
butcher's for me this morning. Mrs. Moss has
sent down to say she feels a bit poorly,
and thinks a sweetbread for her lunch would
do her good. They are dreadfully expensive,
but I always like to please the boarders if it
lies in my power; it is only what one ought
to do, of course." Mrs. Bateson was one of
those kindly creatures who want everybody to
have the best of everything, and she did not
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mind struggling and pinching herself to get it
for them.
" What have you been reading, my dear ?
Any news about the Royal family ? I seldom get
a minute to look at the papers, and the gentle-
men always expect you to be able to talk about
what is going on. I get Miss Heckler to give
me hints, for she just soaks herself in the
daily papers. It is about all she has to do,
poor thing. When I'm torn in two with work
I do envy her a bit ; but, after all, she has a
deal duller life than I have, when all's said and
done."
"And how much less useful, dear Mrs.
Bateson ! " Hilary said affectionately. She was
fond of the little, hardworked, ever-cheerful
landlady, who had been a good friend to her
during the past seven months. "I was not
reading the news this morning, but the dry
advertisement columns," she added, laughing.
" It has come to this, Mrs. Bateson : I must
try to earn a little money somehow."
Mrs. Bateson nodded. "To be sure, ladies
do it everywhere nowadays, and very wise they
are. I suppose you will look for some teaching,
my dear a morning's job that would give you
a bit of time to yourself ? "
BOARDING ESTABLISHMENT" 143
Hilary shook her head. "I feel as though
I would rather do anything else." She moved
to the window and stood looking out. "I'm
not clever, you see, and I have no accom-
plishments. I can talk French and German
because I have been abroad so long, but no one
seems to crave for such services as I can render,
though I've searched the columns with the eyes
of a hawk."
" You have patience, my dear ; one paper is
nothing. I'll send William out for another
paper, and we will look through it together when
I have a moment to spare. I must go down
to the kitchen now and arrange about the dishes
for luncheon and dinner. What a comfort it is
to think that in heaven there won't be any eat-
ing and drinking."
Hilary laughed. "And I must run up to
Aunt Sophie, who will be waiting for her can
of hot water. Shall I dust the drawing-room for
you, and mend those tablecloths, when I come
down ? "
" My dear, you are too kind ! Sarah is no
good as a housemaid when it comes to darning.
I had to sit up till midnight last night mending,
for Mrs. Moss said that the place looked like a
ragbag."
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"Rude old creature!" cried Hilary. "Leave
the tablecloths to me, and woe betide her if she
finds fault with anything in my presence."
Mrs. Bateson thanked her gratefully, and went
off to discuss with the cook the simple dishes
which appeared on the menu-cards under highly
decorative names, spelt with a freedom which
was certainly more entertaining than informa-
tive.
CHAPTER XI.
"WHAT BECAME OF THE SOVEREIGNS?"
MRS. PEDERSON had not been the same woman
since the change in her fortunes. The low fever
into which she had fretted herself, and which
clung to her for some weeks after she came
to Tozer Street, had left her weak and irritable.
She was subject to fits of nervous depression,
and had lost much of her vivacity. Her dark
eyes no longer flashed and glittered, and an
expression of peevishness and discontent had
settled upon her long, thin face, whilst her con-
versation, when alone with Hilary, was usually
made up of complaint and reproach.
She was moving about the bedroom restlessly
when her niece opened the door. Her hat and
coat lay on a chair, and she was stretching a
pair of white doeskin gloves as she walked up
and down.
"Why, Aunt Sophie, you are dressed an
hour before your usual time," Hilary said cheer-
fully. "Do you feel so much better this morn-
ing? I expected you would be still in bed."
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" Nonsense ! my watch points to ten o'clock,
and I never lie after that," Mrs. Pederson said
sharply. "You have been gossiping with Mrs.
Bateson, I suppose, and did not notice the
time. I had to ring and ask Sarah to bring
me up my hot water, and a great fuss she
made about it. As though we did not pay
for attention and that sort of thing ! "
"We pay very little, you know," Hilary
reminded her. "Mrs. Bateson naturally expects
us to give as little trouble as we can."
Mrs. Pederson shrugged her shoulders and
set her bangles jingling.
" I don't trouble myself about Mrs. Bateson's
expectations, and you need not do so either.
Wait till I can make a little money, and we
will leave her and find a more select place."
She stopped, and glanced furtively at Hilary.
The girl was looking at her with a little
perpendicular line between her dark eyebrows.
"For goodness' sake, don't stare at me as
though I were an antediluvian monster, girl,"
she said tartly. "Help me into my coat. I
am going out to do some shopping before the
counters get crowded. Give me a couple of
pounds that will be as much as I shall need."
Hilary's lips tightened. She had only a
"WHAT BECAME OF THE SOVEREIGNS?" 147
very few pounds in her purse, and it would be
many weeks before her dividends were due.
She would be obliged to refuse her aunt, and
it was a proceeding which past experience had
made her unwilling to repeat.
"Must you really have the money, Aunt
Sophie ? " she said hesitatingly. " We can spare
it very badly for anything but actual neces-
sities."
Mrs. Pederson turned from the glass where
she was arranging her veil over her grey fringe.
"Of course I must have it, or you may be
sure I should not ask," she said. " I'm sick of
having you hold the purse-strings, Hilary. It's
humiliating to me at my time of life. Next
quarter when the dividends come you must make
up your mind to hand them over to me. After
all, it is really my money, though your uncle,
for some silly reason, thought he must leave
you independent."
Hilary sighed impatiently. She was so tired
of this oft-repeated taunt, and if it had not
been that she had promised Cousin Paul to
keep her purse in her own hands, she would
long ago have allowed Mrs. Pederson to
manage or mismanage their joint income as she
pleased.
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"When the dividends come they will nearly
all have to go to Mrs. Bateson. We shall be
heavily in her debt," she said wearily.
" That woman is a regular leech 1 " exclaimed
Mrs. Pederson. "Seventy pounds a year for
the miserable meals and the dirty rooms she
gives us ! It's ridiculous. If I only had a
little capital I would start a boarding-house
myself and grow rich on it."
" Much or little, it is more than we shall be
able to continue to pay, Aunt Sophie," Hilary
replied, taking her purse out of her pocket and
emptying the contents on the dressing-table.
"That has to last us nearly three months,"
she said, pointing to the three sovereigns, the
few shillings, and the pile of coppers.
Mrs. Pederson paused in the act of putting
on her hat and glanced at the small sum which
represented their available income.
"Gracious ! what a muddler you must be,
Hilary 1 " she ejaculated.
Hilary flushed. A sharp retort rose to her
lips, but she had learnt that the best defence at
such times was not to answer a word.
Mrs. Pederson watched her petulantly as she
moved about the room, making the bed, sweep-
ing the litter into the grate, and dusting the
"WHAT BECAME OF THE SOVEREIGNS?" 149
ornaments. It was manifest that, as far as
Hilary was concerned, the conversation was
closed.
Suddenly Mrs. Pederson dropped into a chair
and, after her wont when thwarted, began to
weep boisterously.
"It's hard, hard, hard to be brought to
poverty at my time of life. Nobody ever
guessed it would happen when I married your
Uncle Pederson, Hilary," she gasped between
her sobs. "There were many envied me that
day, I can tell you. I never knew what it was
to want a pound in my life, and now, to
think only a few paltry shillings stand between
me and want."
"It is not quite so bad as that," Hilary
said patiently. "We shall not want at all if
we are careful." She might have reminded this
victim of outrageous fortune that her woes
were of her own manufacture, and that foolish-
ness, and not misfortune, had brought her to her
present condition.
The torrent of Mrs. Pederson's woe was
soon assuaged. She remembered that she was
going out, and glanced furtively into the mirror
to see what ravages her tears had wrought on
her thin, grey face.
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"You mean well, Hilary," she said magnani-
mously. " I don't forget that you pulled me
through this trouble when Frances chose to
leave her sick mother to do the best she could.
We won't worry. Who knows how soon my
ship may come home and we shall have enough
to live comfortably on." She nodded signifi-
cantly, and wiped her eyes on a lace-edged
handkerchief which belonged to Hilary.
The girl stopped, duster in hand, and looked
at her aunt apprehensively.
" What do you mean, Aunt Sophie ? " she
asked quickly. "You have no ship to come
home, to use your own metaphor. You cannot,
you surely cannot have been letting Chivers
Smith persuade you to speculate again." Her
memory went swiftly back to various occasions
when her aunt had borrowed a pound or two
and gone out, ostensibly to shop, but had brought
nothing back with her for her outlay.
Mrs. Pederson flushed, and flung open the
window, saying that she was stifling for want
of space to breathe in.
"Why should you think I have been
speculating again ? " she asked sharply. " Isn't
there a proverb that the burnt child dreads the
fire ? Surely I may have reason to hope that
"'Another boarder, Mrs. Bateson ? ' she asked, eyeing Hilary
inquisitively" (p. 130).
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some of the money I sunk in that wretched
gold mine will come back some day ? Don't
harbour suspicions, Hilary ; only horrid people
are mistrustful. Now, run down and see if you
can get me a cup of tea, there's a good child.
All this excitement has given me a violent
headache."
Hilary departed somewhat unwillingly.
Mrs. Pederson's predilection for tea at un-
wonted hours was a bone of contention in the
kitchen. She went down the stairs thought-
fully. Her aunt's explanation had not con-
vinced her in the least, and she was certain
that Mrs. Pederson's promise not to dabble
again in business had been broken.
"It's no use asking Sarah for hot water
now, she will have the stove filled with
saucepans," she said aloud. " I will fetch a kettle,
and ask Mrs. Moss to let me boil some water
on her gas-stove."
Mrs. Moss was always pleased to grant the
girl this favour. It gave her a few minutes of
Hilary's company and made a spot of bright-
ness in a day that was uniformly drab.
This morning Hilary found her deep in the
consideration of a new cap, and her knock at
the door was hailed as most opportune. She
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could give her advice whilst the kettle
boiled.
The purchase of a new cap was an event in
the life of Mrs. Moss, and the respective merits
of turquoise with pearl and old lace with
myrtle green velvet had to be carefully
weighed.
It was ten minutes before the girl could
make her escape without an appearance of
undue haste.
She hurried upstairs and entered the bed-
room with an apology for her tardiness on her
lips.
The room was empty. One glance towards
the wardrobe told her that Mrs. Pederson's
coat and sunshade were gone.
"How mean of her, after giving me the
trouble to make tea ! " she exclaimed hotly,
setting the tray down on the chest of drawers
and looking round her.
Then her colour faded, and she darted to
the table. She had left her little store of
money there, and the sovereigns were gone !
She dropped into a chair, and leaning her
head on her hands shed the bitterest tears she
had shed in her young life.
Mrs. Pederson did not return until the gong
"WHAT BECAME OF THE SOVEREIGNS?" 153
had sounded for dinner, and Hilary, ready
dressed, was coming down the stairs.
The girl passed her with the ghost of a
smile. She could not speak to her yet, though
had made up her mind not to allude to her
loss. She had thought the matter out as she
sat darning the tablecloths in Mrs. Bateson's
stuffy little back room.
She would find a situation somewhere in
the country, somewhere too far away from
town for Aunt Sophie to be tempted by Chivers
Smith to embark in wild speculations, and
where she would not be constantly reminded
of her lessened means. It would be hard
work to persuade her to leave London, but
Hilary meant to achieve it. She felt she was
right, and flattered herself that she could make
her aunt also see the wisdom of the step.
"And you will be doing the right thing, my
dear, I agree," said Mrs. Bateson, to whom she
expounded her views and laid bare her plans.
" London's a place full of temptations ir you have
not much money; but it will be like losing
the sunshine of the house to lose you. There's
never been such peace and harmony under this
roof as since you came. It is that knack you
have of making folks feel pleased with them-
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selves. The boarders don't grumble half so
much as they did; and as for Sarah, it's quite
comfortable to live with her. But there, I
shouldn't say a word; I'm a selfish woman
even to mention my own loss when it's clearly
for the best. We'll look in the paper for a
nice easy place in the country for you ; it'll
be time enough to upset Mrs. Pederson when
that's found"
As the girl was going up to her own room
later in the evening Mrs. Bateson opened the
sitting-room door and called her softly.
"Are you too tired to come in a minute,
my dear ? " she said, excitedly waving a copy
of a weekly literary paper to which Miss Bird
subscribed. " I believe there is something here
which would exactly suit you."
Hilary followed her into the back room and
Mrs. Bateson shut the door.
" I just took up Miss Bird's paper when she
went out to-night and caught my eye on this,"
she said, pointing to a paragraph at the head
of the short column. "You're half a French
and German girl, and this ought to suit you to
the ground, as Mr. Bradbrook says."
Hilary took the paper and read the adver-
tisement carefully. A literary man, temporarily
" WHAT BECAME OF THE SOVEREIGNS?" 155
forbidden to use his eyes, wanted a secretary
able to read French and German fluently, for
literary purposes. Further particulars were to
be had by applying personally to Mr. Hilder,
Fairmead, Meadham, Hertfordshire.
Nothing could have sounded more attractive
to the girl, and it was the first advertisement
she had seen which made her one qualification
a condition.
"It's the very thing I should like," she
said reflectively.
"Yes, the exact thing," nodded Mrs.
Bateson. "You must apply at once, my dear.
It's a pity they say 'apply personally,' for it
will be a journey, and a railway fare is ex-
pensive. For all that, you must go right
off to-morrow morning. I'll see that Mrs.
Pederson wants for nothing while you are
gone. I believe it will turn out the very thing,
or why should my eyes have lit on a paragraph
in a paper I don't look at once in a twelve-
month ? It's just a leading, Miss Hilary, and
you go to Meadham the first thing in the
morning."
"If I get the post I shall owe it to you,
dear Mrs. Bateson," Hilary said, putting her
arm affectionately round the stout shoulder,
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over which the smart gown strained ominously.
"I shall never forget what a friend you have
been to me all these months."
The kind little woman sniffed audibly and
wiped her damp forehead.
" Don't you say nothing of that, Miss Hilary.
I would gladly keep you and your aunt for
nothing if I could afford it. You're a real ray
of sunshine, and you give the air of distinction
to the table, too. If the boarders were all like
you it would be a pleasure to keep up the
establishment ; but there, if you want to find
politeness and consideration you must look for
them in a class above the Hecklers and
Mosses and such like who, poor things, don't
know any better. Bateson always voted
Conservative because, he said, the most tip-top
people he knew were the pleasantest to deal
with. As I often told him, the rest meant no
harm ; but if you are very near the mud, you
like to keep calling out you are not in it, or
how are folks to know ? My motto has
always been, take people as you find them and
believe that they mostly mean well."
CHAPTER XII.
HILARY TAKES HER OWN WAY.
VERY early next morning Hilary got up,
dressed herself carefully in a fresh white blouse,
brushed her shabby serge skirt, and ran down-
stairs. It was scarcely seven o'clock, and none
of the boarders were yet astir. Sarah was
sleepily sweeping the front steps, and stopped
with broom suspended to stare at the girl.
" My word 1 you're an early bird, miss," she
exclaimed. "I'm sure I would not leave my
bed an hour before I need, if I were in your
shoes."
" I'm going into the country this morning,
Sarah. It will be lovely there this fine day,
won't it ? I wonder if cook could give me a
cup of coffee at once if I went down to her.
I want to catch the 9.15 from St. Pancras."
"If you can wait till I've finished these
steps, miss, I'll go down and fetch it myself,"
said Sarah. " I daresay cook will be preparing
our breakfasts." Sarah had a reputation among
the boarders for disobligingness, but she never
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hesitated to take a little trouble for Miss
Pederson.
"And if you would not mind taking my
aunt some hot water at nine o'clock, I should
have a heart at ease, Sarah," Hilary said
pleasantly. " She will be sure to miss me when
she wants to get up."
Sarah agreed, though without any enthusiasm.
She disliked waiting on Mrs. Pederson, who was
seldom satisfied with any service rendered her.
It was a brilliant May morning, with a fore-
taste of summer in the warm spring wind and
in the clear blue sky. Even in Tozer Street
the air was fresh, and the sickly plants on the
window-sills looked less depressed than was
their wont.
Hilary had seen nothing of rural England,
and as the train swept through the country,
leaving behind it the suburbs of the great city,
whirling past undulating meadows, wooded slopes,
cool and green in the early morning sunlight,
she looked from the window with unconcealed
delight. It was a little more than an hour's
run to Meadham, a tiny, sleepy village, nestling
amid stretches of farm-lands, seemingly un-
heedful of the bustle and business of the big
town scarcely a couple of miles away. The
HILARY TAKES HER OWN WAY. 159
little wayside station was a mile from the
village, and the country folk were quite content
that it should be so. They did not want its
smoke and its shrill whistle breaking their
peace day and night. So long as the train was
there when they wanted to go into Bishop's
Merton, that was all they asked. What was
a mile to men and women who walked three
times that distance to their daily toil ?
How clean and sweet the whole neighbour-
hood seemed to Hilary as she left the station
and set out to walk to Meadham. In London
parks the first tiny leaves on the lime-trees
were just bursting their pointed sheaths. Here
the brown boughs were draped with greenery
and the hedgerows white with blackthorn. A
river gurgled somewhere out of sight, and there
was a hum of bees busy among the early wild
flowers. The air rang with innumerable bird-
notes, clear and cheery, and across the fields
some church bells, calling to early service,
sounded sweetly on the pleasant morning breeze.
Hilary had no difficulty in finding Fairmead,
for her first inquiry elicited the fullest informa-
tion. Fairmead was evidently a place of
importance in the neighbourhood.
It was a large and rambling old manor-house,
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set in its own well-wooded grounds, and old
enough to be picturesque without being pre-
tentious. A dark holly-hedge shut it in from the
gaze of the curious, and over this prickly boundary
the purple and white of lilac and " the dropping
wells" of golden laburnum nodded to the
admiring girl.
This May day, with its clear sky and sun-
shine, its fragrance of flowers and young foliage,
showed the place at its best.
Hilary found a gate in the hedge, and walked
up the path to the house. Not a sign of
human habitation encouraged her to mount the
broad flight of low steps which led to the
heavy, oak-bound door. Her knock re-echoed
through the silent house in the most dis-
concerting manner, and there was time for
her to feel oddly shy before footsteps were
heard and a prim, elderly servant opened the
door.
She looked surprised to see a visitor at this
early hour, and in reply to Hilary's request to
see Mr. Hilder, said that her master was not
seeing callers just now.
" I am scarcely a visitor," said Hilary frankly.
*'I come on a matter of business."
"Then perhaps you will walk in, and I
HILARY TAKES HER OWN WAY. 161
will tell my mistress. I will ask her if she
can see you."
Hilary followed the maid across a wide, tiled
hall, and was ushered into a cool, shaded
drawing-room with many windows opened on a
lovely, old-fashioned garden which reminded her
of Madame Brun's garden in Paris. The room
itself was one of those quaint, old-world parlours
only seen in country houses which have been
lived in for generations by one family. There
was that mingling of shabbiness and comfort, that
apparent retention of this or that from affection
rather than utility or decoration, which no
upholsterer can give to a house " furnished
throughout on the most modern and artistic
scale." A few valuable Romneys and Reynolds
on the walls drew attention from the faded
draperies, and masses of golden daffodils in
costly jars lit up dark comers. There was a
little fine Chippendale furniture and a mantel-
piece carved by Grinling Gibbons, and though
Hilary's eyes were too untrained to gauge their
real merit, she approved their beauty.
She had plenty of time to study her sur-
roundings. An hour passed before the door
opened and there entered a little old lady,
for whom this charming room seemed the
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most appropriate setting. She was exceedingly
tiny, quite the smallest creature Hilary had
ever seen, with little white, blue-veined hands
, and dark, deep-set eyes, which flashed in quite
a youthful way from her faded old face. She
wore a long grey gown, clinging and unrustling,
and a black lace cap, coming to a point on her
abundant white hair. She must once have been
very beautiful ; even now there was an air ol
distinction and dignity about her, despite her
diminutive proportions.
She sat down in a high-backed chair and
motioned Hilary to sit near her.
"You inquired for Mr. Hilder, Miss Peder-
son. Just now I have to be the medium be-
tween him and callers. He is suffering from
an affection of the eyes and only sees strangers
on the most urgent business."
" I came in answer to the advertisement,"
Hilary said, wishing she did not feel so shy
and awkward. "Mr. Hilder wants a secretary
who can read German and French. I have
lived so long abroad that I speak them almost
as freely as my native tongue. I am very
anxious to get some post which will bring in
a little money. I shall be most awfully glad
if Mr. Hilder will try me."
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The old lady looked at her with un-
mistakable surprise and some disapproval. She
was a very old-fashioned little lady, and the
boldness of the modern girl in entering the
arena and battling with her brothers for a live-
lihood was something she could not understand.
"You astonish me," she said, shaking her
head. " I am sure that Mr. Hilder never en-
tertained the idea of a lady secretary."
" Perhaps the idea of a girl doing what he
wants has not occurred to him, but it may not
be displeasing when it is suggested," urged
Hilary, gathering courage. "Many girls take
such posts, you know. I am ready to work
very hard to please him. I'm sure he will find
my German and French all right."
Mrs. Hilder leaned back in her chair, and a
faint smile crossed her faded old face. There
was something very attractive about this eager,
radiant young creature, but it seemed oddly in-
congruous to think of her earning her living.
"Tell me, is it necessary for you to earn
money, my child, or is it that you are bitten by
the modern notions concerning independence
and freedom to do as fancy dictates ? " she asked.
Hilary's colour rose.
" It is necessary, absolutely necessary," she
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replied quietly. Then something in the old
lady's pitiful ejaculation, in the sweet, old-world
haste with which she apologised for putting the
embarrassing question, moved the girl to tell
her the whole story. She found herself pouring
out the tale of Mrs. Pederson's losses, the
impossibility of their remaining at Mrs. Bateson's,
and her own determination to add to her
income and to save her aunt the discomforts
which were, for her, actually temptations.
"If you can do what Mr. Hilder requires
you shall come, my poor child," the old lady
said, feeling that she was about to pluck a brand
from the burning. " I will go up to him at
once. Perhaps he will be able to see you, and
the whole matter can be settled."
Left alone, Hilary went over the long inter-
view with interest.
"What a dear old ladyl And how well she
has mastered the art of growing old gracefully,"
she thought. " If only Aunt Sophie would take
lessons from her I But that is past hoping for.
I am sure she will do her best to persuade
Mr. Hilder to try me. I hope he is not an
obstinate old gentleman, with prejudices against
employing what Mr. Bradbrook generically
terms ' female labour.' "
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She waited ten minutes, then the maid
who admitted her opened the door and requested
her to walk up to the library.
Hilary sprang to her feet with alacrity. It
was surely a good omen that Mr. Hilder had
consented to see her. She followed the maid
up the wide, polished staircase, along a corridor
hung with grim family portraits, and was
ushered into a large, sunny room, lined with
books. A writing-table stood in the great bow
window, and in an armchair before it sat a
man, who rose hastily to his feet as she
entered.
Hilary stared at him with a startled face
as she dropped into the chair Mrs. Hilder
pointed out to her. It was patent she had
mistaken the relation between the old lady and
the young man who now moved slowly across
the room, to anchor on the hearthrug.
" My son, this is the young lady of whom
I spoke to you," Mrs. Hilder said gently.
" You will be glad to know, Miss Pederson, that
my son has no prejudices against employing
a lady secretary, provided other things are
equal." She sat down as she spoke in the
chair Mr. Hilder had vacated, and smiled en-
couragingly at the girl.
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Hilary expressed her pleasure rather nervously.
She was more anxious than ever to obtain this
post, and decided, in her impetuous way, that
she would love to work for the man, who now
began to question her concerning her various
qualifications.
She looked at him long and pitifully.
There was this sad privilege in being Max
Hilder's companion ; he could not know
however intently you studied him, however
sorrowful the gaze fixed on his face. He was
a tall, broadly built young Saxon, with a
quantity of light brown hair falling in loose waves
about his white and smooth forehead. A dis-
figuring shade hid the upper part of his face,
but the firm chin, the curve of the clean-shaven
cheek, suggested that it was strong and manly,
if not handsome.
"And you are ready to pity the sorrows of
a blind beggar, Miss Pederson ? " he said lightly.
"All other things being equal, I would rather
have a woman for my work than a man. He
would not be able to keep the insolence of
his own health and his ' thank-God-I-am-not-as-
this-other-man ' out of his tone and manner.
It is one thing to bear your infirmities and
quite another to have them thrust upon your
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notice." He ended with a laugh, which touched
Hilary more than bitterness could have done,
it was so frank and cheery. It was manifest
that however the world was darkened for the
man, he meant to show it an unruffled front
and meet the blows "with sword broken but
unbroken courage." She could imagine him
crying with Heine, "Let me grow old in body,
but let my soul stay young; let my voice
quaver and falter, but never my hope."
" I will do my very best ; I will work hard,"
she said impulsively. "Will you explain what
the duties would be, and see if my knowledge
is up to your requirements, Mr. Hilder ? "
He smiled. "The duties are simple. I am
preparing a book on French and German folk-
tales, and your duties, put briefly, would be to
read to me, to write at my dictation, and to
look up points I want verified. I expect I
shall be an autocratic master, for I am not
accustomed to using anyone's brains but my own,
and one does not stop to measure the labour
of one's own hand and mind. By the way, you
might read me a page or two of German.
Since you have been in school in Paris your
French will be sure to be all right. There is
a copy of the 'Reise Bilder' on that small
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table. Open it where the marker is put and
read on."
Hilary found the book, and began to read in
in her clear, vibrant voice. The book was new
to her, and she soon became interested in it j
something in the bitter-sweet lines of the
German poet made her think of the blind
student who was listening to her; like Heine,
he was suffering under a heavy disability, and,
like the poet, he had set himself to bear it
with unfaltering courage and a mirthful spirit.
She read on, scarcely noting the time, till Mr.
Hilder stopped her.
" Thank you, that will do. You read
splendidly, Miss Pederson. I shall think myself
lucky to have your help with my work. Did
my mother tell you that the engagement was
really only a temporary affair ? I hope to be
a whole man again in the autumn, and the
engagement therefore can scarcely last more
than three months. Do you care to come to
me on such terms ? "
" Yes, I will come," said Hilary. " I gathered
from the advertisement that it was not per-
manent. I shall be glad to do what I can in
that time."
"Then it is settled. I can't talk more now.
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My mother will arrange with you about terms
and that kind of thing," he said. "Mother,
are you going to give Miss Pederson some lunch
now ? I see that it is time for Gregory to bring
mine, and fellow-feeling makes us wondrous kind.
Don't you agree with the famous Mr. Pepys,
Miss Pederson, that one's amiability is apt to
suffer when one is ' empty ' ? "
Hilary laughed, and followed Mrs. Hilder
from the room.
" My dear, you are his first visitor, and he is
tired," the old lady said apologetically. "He
will not dismiss his visitors quite so abruptly in
a week's time."
" Has he been very ill ? " asked Hilary
sympathetically.
"Not perhaps as you would count illness,
my dear," Mrs. Hilder said, looking into the
radiant, healthy young face. "There are things
harder to bear and more truly wearing to the
system than bodily pain, though Max has had
his share of that also. Six months ago he
caught a fever in Perugia, and something went
wrong with his eyes. You can guess what that
meant to him. It threatened to blight his
whole literary career. He went to Wiesbaden
as soon as he was well enough to travel, to
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consult Pagenstecher, the famous oculist
Pagenstecher sent him home at once. He
could do nothing for him then ; he told him
to give the eyes complete rest and, in the
autumn, to go again to Wiesbaden for an
operation. Though the oculist is hopeful, he has
warned us that it may not be successful."
" If not oh, how sad I " said Hilary, tears
starting to her eyes.
Mrs. Hilder smiled faintly.
"It almost broke my heart; but I have
compensations even in this trouble. No
sorrow is without its mitigations. The old
know it, though the young find it hard to
believe. They have no memory of outlived
sorrows to learn from, as we have. I have
my boy's company, which I had not in his
days of health and work. It has made me
very glad to find him anxious to take up again
the thread of his studies. It was terrible to
see him, in the first weeks of his darkness,
sitting idle, and almost speechless, after a life
so full and bright as his has been. He wa
heroically patient, but passive patience is a
dreary thing to watch. He is patient still, but
it is with that noble patience which is concen-
trated strength. He has adjusted himself to
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life as it is, and with your help, he may do his
best work this summer."
"I will do all I can," repeated Hilary,
feeling that the simple words only feebly
expressed all she meant to achieve.
CHAPTER XIII.
A COTTAGE IN A WOOD.
OVER luncheon the details of Hilary's engage-
ment were arranged. She was to receive forty
pounds a year and to spend five hours each
day at Fairraead. Hilary decided that she
was singularly fortunate ; with this addition
to her income she could hope to make Aunt
Sophie more comfortable than she had been
since leaving Markham Square.
"There is the question of your lodgings,
Miss Pederson," Mrs. Hilder said, as they
rose from the table. "I have lived so long
in Meadham that no doubt I can help you."
" Lodgings ! " exclaimed Hilary, making a
wry face. "I have suffered so much in other
people's houses that I hoped it would be
possible to take a cottage, even if it were a very
small one."
" Possible, of course, but imprudent," said Mrs.
Hilder. " You see, my dear, your engagement is
actually only a temporary one. At the end
of three or four months Mr. Hilder will go to
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Germany, and on his return he may need
you no longer. I cannot buoy you up with
the faintest hope of finding another position in
this quiet neighbourhood."
Hilary laughed and nodded. " I always for-
get the poet's advice to 'look before and after.
Of course, it must be lodgings, though I say it
with keenest regret."
"That need not depress you, my dear.
Your experiences perhaps have been unpleasant,"
said Mrs. Hilder. " I have something to
propose which I think will suit you." She
went to the window and drew back the lace
curtain. "Do you see that red roof peeping
from among the trees beyond the shrubbery ?
A niece of mine, the widow of a London
doctor, lives there. Her means are not large,
and the house is more roomy than she requires
for her own needs. I believe she would take
you and your aunt to board with her if I
suggested it. I could wish you no better
fortune than to live under Agnes Vision's roof.
To know her is a liberal education."
Hilary looked apprehensive. Such a re-
markable woman might be difficult to please ;
and how would she stand Aunt Sophie's many
eccentricities ?
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Mrs. Hilder seemed to anticipate no
objections. "Suppose we go at once and see
her," she said. "She is leaving Meadham in
a day or two to visit some of her husband's
relatives in Russia, so that for a few weeks you
and your aunt might expect to have the house
to yourselves. You would have no trouble,
however, on that score, for Mrs. Vision's
servants thoroughly understand the care of
the house."
Evidently considering her small lace cap
sufficient head- covering for the short walk to
Mead Cottage, Mrs. Hilder stepped out on
the terrace, and with Hilary at her side went
down the large, well-kept garden. Near as the
cottage had appeared, it was five minutes' walk
from Fairmead. A rustic bridge crossed a
little stream which flowed beyond the belt
of firs, then a little spinney, carpeted with
primroses, had to be traversed before they
were at the gate of the quaint, red-roofed
cottage.
Mrs. Vision was in the porch nailing up a
climbing rose-bush when her visitors came up
the pebbled path. She put down her hammer
and came forward to meet them, glancing past
Mrs. Hilder's grey-clad figure to her tall
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companion with a faint expression of surprise.
It was seldom that visitors came to Fairmead,
and never once since its master's illness.
All Hilary's compunctions vanished as she
looked at Mrs. Vision.
"I'm like the Queen of Sheba, the half
was not told me," she said mentally. "I've
only seen three Meadham people, and each one
is a miracle of niceness. What a favoured spot
it must be 1 "
Mrs. Vision was a tall, fair woman, verging
on thirty. She was not handsome, for her
features were too heavily moulded for beauty,
but both her face and her amply proportioned
figure had that air of distinction which Balzac
declares the most precious gift that can be
bestowed upon a woman. She wore a loose,
graceful gown of some rich black material
hanging in large folds which reminded Hilary
of the drapery of a Greek statue she had seen
at the British Museum.
"How kind of you to come over to see
me, Aunt Lucia," she said in a low, musical
voice. "I am all alone. The maids have gone
to Bishop's Merton for a day's shopping."
"It is a business call, not a social function,"
said Mrs. Hilder, introducing Hilary. "You
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might be sure it was something more than
trivial which brought me out at this
hour."
In a few words she explained Hilary's
presence and what she hoped Mrs. Vision might
be able to do for her.
There was no small pride about Agnes Vision.
She thanked her aunt, and agreed that it would
be a pecuniary advantage to her to let some
of her rooms. She offered at once to show
the girl those at her disposal, and led the way
into the house.
Nothing could have been in greater contrast
to the "Select Establishment" under the roof
of which Hilary had spent the past seven
months than Mead Cottage. It showed in
every detail the influence of a refined and
cultured mistress. The furniture was simple, but
the best of its kind, and save for the ferns
and flowers on every side, there was that
absence of ornamentation which is often the
highest form of art
Two bedrooms and a pleasant little sitting-
room, looking out on the garden and the fir
wood beyond, were offered the girl at a price
so well within her means that she gladly agreed
to take them. Mrs. Vision promised that they
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should be ready for her at the end ol the
following week, when the girl's work with Mr.
Hilder began.
"I shall love to be here, Mrs. Vision,"
Hilary said impulsively. "Your house seems
more like home to me than any place I have
been in since I left Madame Bran's. I feel"
she hesitated, and laughed shyly " I feel as
though I could breathe here. In London, it is
often so difficult to aspire and respire at the
same time."
"I know; I have felt that," said Mrs.
Vision, laying her large, shapely hand on
the girl's shoulder as they stood together
in the little square hall. Some women would
have kissed the frank, radiant face, but she
was not one who gave kisses readily, and dis-
liked people who used them, like asterisks, to
fill up awkward places in a conversation. "I
think we shall understand each other; though,
since I am going away and your engagement
is a short one, we may not see much of one
another. I am glad to think you are coming
under my roof"
"And I am more than glad," cried Hilary
impetuously. "It will make up for so much I
can never explain. There is something about
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Meadham and the people in it that sweetens
the mind. I may hope now to keep my taste
for the best things; I used to think it was
impossible to lose it, but I know now it is
astonishingly easy."
Mrs. Vision looked at her intently. There
was something more behind that laughing face
and that frank, boyish manner than she had
suspected.
" The struggle repays, child, never doubt
that," she said quickly. "The most finely
tempered steel is that which passes the severest
tests. In the moral as well as the physical
world, the survival of the fittest is the law
upon which the whole fabric of ethics is
built."
Hilary sighed. So far from feeling that her
own afflictions had been a means of edification,
she had never seemed to herself so weak and
faulty as during the last few months. Emotions
and failings never suspected in serener days had
come to light and shamed her. She was too
young and too little given to introspection to
know that it was only through growth she had
come now to discover them. More light means
more revelatory power. Her character had
strengthened, and her moral fibre become finer
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through the troubles she had borne of late.
She saw things to which once her eyes were
holden.
As she travelled back to London, she began
to wonder how her aunt would regard the step
she had taken. It was impossible but that Mrs.
Pederson should object to leave town. Hilary,
however, hoped to convince her that it was the
wisest and indeed the only possible step. Her
taking of the sovereigns from Hilary's purse had
practically put it out of her power to refuse to
accompany her niece.
Hilary might leave her, and thereby give up
her right to the legacy left her by Major
Pederson, but no dividends were due for months,
and Mrs. Bateson would not consent to keep
Mrs. Pederson without any payments. Hilary
hoped and confidently believed that she could
persuade her aunt to come to Meadham, without
using her dependence as a handle, and she
meant to spare no pains to do it. Yet if Mrs.
Pederson absolutely refused to come, the girl
told herself that now she would be justified in
leaving her. The life at Mrs. Bateson's had
become impossible, and she was right in accept-
ing the clean and wholesome path of honour-
able work which was open to her. She would
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certainly have Frances on her side, and she
resolved at the first opportunity to go to Skone
Street and tell her friend what she had
arranged.
CHAPTER XIV.
A CADMEAN VICTORY.
IT was dusk when Hilary reached Tozer Street,
the dusk of a spring evening in town, grey and
dull.
Mrs. Bateson opened the door as though
she had been on the watch.
" It is all right ; I come home crowned with
success, so congratulate me, you dear woman,'"
Hilary cried, anticipating her eager question.
"No, I won't have any tea, thank you. I,
shall just have time to dress for dinner and
explain my absence to Aunt Sophie. I suppose
she is still upstairs."
Mrs. Bateson puckered her forehead and
looked worried.
"She has not come back yet, my dear 1 ; she
went out unbeknowst to me directly after
luncheon. A gentleman called twice this after-
noon to see her, and told Sarah he had an
appointment Miss Kemsing came a while ago,
too, and she is waiting upstairs in your room."
Hilary looked troubled as she ran upstairs.
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She wished she had asked Mrs. Bateson for a
description of the visitor; she had a gloomy
conviction that it could be no other than Chivers
Smith.
Frances was sitting reading in the light of
a small fire she had lighted, though in the
Bateson establishment a fire in a bedroom was
a luxury only justified by dire extremity.
"Well, you and the mater are in festive
mood to-day, my good child," she said,
rising and saluting the newcomer. "I arrive
anxious to know how you are surviving the
barbarities of this place, and find that the mater
has not been home since luncheon and that no
one has seen you since the screech of dawn. It
was lucky I brought my anatomy books with me
or I could not have waited. Get a light, please,
before you disrobe. I know you have a weakness
for the gloaming, but I hate it. As Charles
Lamb once said, it's so inconvenient to have to
feel your companion's face for the responsive
smile."
Hilary laughed, but the laugh did not ring
so blithely as usual, and Frances looked up at
her sharply.
"What is the matter, Hilary? You look
tired, and you are positively getting thin.
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know man is born to trouble as the sparks fly
upward and that we girls cannot expect to es-
cape our share, but has anything fresh occurred ? "
Hilary shook her head as she stretched and
straightened her gloves thoughtfully. Suddenly
she looked at Frances with a whimsical smile
curving her mouth.
" Like Noph, I have distresses daily, but I
have taken desperate measures to escape them
altogether. I am going to surprise you, Frances."
"My dear child, it is the way of the foolish
to confound the wise," Frances said languidly. " If
you can explain your meaning without being
too oracular, please do so."
Hilary dropped on the hearthrug at Frances'
feet.
"I'll burst the fact on you without preface
or preamble. I have this day arranged to
leave 'Bateson's Select Establishment/ and to
take up my abode in a sleepy little village in
Hertfordshire, named Meadham."
"I always knew you hankered after fresh
fields and pastures new, but I thought it was
a question of pounds, shillings and pence," said
Frances.
" Yes, it could not be done on ninety pounds
a year, nor could we stay here under the same
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luxurious conditions. I am going to add to
our fortune by my own exertions. Behold me
the secretary of a literary man, engaged to
assist in the production of an epoch-making
work on French and German folk-tales. The
whole business is settled, even to the secondary
matter of lodgings. The only detail to be filled
in is the breaking of the news to Aunt Sophie
and the gaining of her consent to this radical
change in our fortunes."
Frances leaned back in her chair and let her
beloved "Anatomy" slide unheeded to the floor.
''Well, for independence and sheer audacity
commend me to Hilary Pederson 1 To go and
do such a thing without consulting a soul 1
Of course, I would not have allowed you to
do it. You should have had half my princely
income. I would even have extended to the
mater the shelter of my palatial roof, though
she would be a dreadful person to have about
one, when one happened to be undergoing a
mental strain. And, pray, what sort of a man
is this for whom you have agreed to drudge ?"
Hilary leaned back, her hands clasped behind
her head, pressing forward her loose wavy hair,
as she studied the cracked, discoloured ceiling.
"I can guess the sort of man you are pic-
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turing," she said gaily. "A wide experience
of learned professors has taught you to know
the type ; but you will be hopelessly at fault
on this occasion. My professor happens to be
a young man of thirty or so quite the most
charming age for a man, isn't it ? All men
ought to be thirty. I should say he was hand-
some, though when you are shown only the
lower part of a face it is rather difficult to
be sure. Did I tell you that he was suffering
with his eyes and remained hidden behind a
green shade ? Hence the need for my services."
She ended with a little laugh, in which Frances
could not help joining.
"Is there anything on earth you can be
serious about, Hilary ? " she exclaimed.
"If there is anything on earth the better
for being whined about, tell me/' Hilary re-
plied quickly.
Frances shrugged her shoulders. "Perhaps
you are right. I learned long ago that the
things one cries over are seldom worth it
There's nothing satisfies like work."
At this moment a heavy step was heard
on the stairs, and a voice called Hilary A
minute later Mrs. Bateson opened the door and
looked in with an agitated face.
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"Please come down, my dears, do," she
said. " Mr. Bradbrook has brought poor Mrs.
Pederson home in a cab. He says he found
her in a faint somewhere up the Marble Arch
way. She had slipped getting off a bus, he
said, and the fright made her a bit queer. She
looks bad now, poor dear."
The girls flew down the stairs. Halfway they
met Mr. Bradbrook assisting the fainting woman
to her own room with a skill and kindliness which
made Hilary regret that she had constantly
snubbed his efforts towards friendliness.
"No cause for alarm, Miss Pederson," he
said cheerfully. "The old lady will be as right
as a trivet when you get her into her own bed.
A good meal and a night's rest will mend all
that's wrong. Slipping off a bus when you have
been trapesing about all day without a good
square meal, is apt to try the strongest of us."
Mrs. Pederson was too worn out to resent
these personalities on the part of a young man
she cordially detested. She allowed herself to
be half carried, half dragged up the steep stair-
case, and resigned herself unprotestingly into the
hands of Hilary and Frances. The younger girl
lingered a moment at the door to thank Mr.
Bradbrook for his kindness.
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"Don't mention it, please, Miss Hilary.
Isn't Mrs. Bateson always telling us we are
one family ? and relations are bound to stand
by one another in little mishaps," he said
airily. " I'd do a sight more to ease the
burdens on your shoulders. Sam Bradbrook
can see as far through a stone wall as most
people, and the old lady leans rather heavy on
you."
Hilary stiffened and her colour rose. Oh,
why could they not be kind without inter-
meddling in her private worries ? She opened
her lips to reply, then turned away quickly,
entered the room, and shut the door behind her.
The insurance agent stood for a minute look-
ing after her, whistling softly.
" Poor little girl ! it hurts her to be under an
obligation to a third-class fellow like Sam
Bradbrook," he said. "He ain't her sort, I
suppose. It must be a bit of a nuisance to
be poor and proud if you are forced to herd
with common mortals."
Mrs. Pederson had recovered somewhat when
Hilary entered. She was sitting before the fire,
stretching out her thin hands to the blaze.
"It's an attack of the heart, Miss Kemsing
says," whispered Mrs. Bateson sympathetically.
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" It's lucky Miss Kemsing was here, for she is
three parts a doctor and knows what to do.
I wish I could stay with you, but I must run
down and serve the dinner. Folks must feed
whatever happens. It's the one thing that never
stands aside for other people's troubles."
She bustled away, and Hilary came and
knelt down beside her aunt. " Do you feel
better, dear ? " she said gently. " You must have
gone far to tire yourself so much."
" Far I I don't remember," Mrs. Pederson
said dully. "It was something important took
me out. I had to go. I can't remember now
why I went"
" Don't try to remember, mother ; it is bad
for you to worry yourself," Frances said
soothingly.
" Why should you interfere ? " Mrs. Pederson
retorted sharply. "It is a matter which con-
cerns only Hilary and me, Frances. You have
no lot nor part in my private business."
Frances looked away quickly. She owned
that it was just for Hilary to take the first
place in her mother's confidences. She had
deliberately withdrawn herself from participa-
tion in them. Yet those few minutes spent
alone with her mother, using her skill to
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alleviate her mother's pain, had taught the girl
that she loved her better than she guessed. She
was honestly glad to make the discovery, and
would have rejoiced had Mrs. Pederson shown
any desire for her help and presence. Yet
it was to Hilary the invalid turned when she
recovered full consciousness, and for Hilary she
reserved her confidences. Well, it was best
so, perhaps ; she, Frances, had her own work to
do, work which taxed all her faculties, absorbed
all her thoughts, and demanded her whole
future.
It was not till an hour after, when Frances
had gone away and Hilary was seated by the
bed, bathing the invalid's forehead and fanning
her gently, that Mrs. Pederson told what had
taken her out that day.
"I'm a wicked woman, Hilary, and you had
better go away and leave me," she said
hysterically. "Paul Kemsing has offered you a
home, you had better go to him. I can't live
like this, and it is no use for me to try. I
can't live without money ; and I won't either,
when there's so many ways of making it. I
promised you that I would not go to Chivers
Smith again, but it was a stupid promise to
make. He says the Bultang Gold Mine is
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paying magnificent dividends, and I'm a fool not
to borrow a few hundreds of him and put in it."
"Surely you have not been borrowing
again, Aunt Sophie ? " Hilary asked, her heart
feeling like lead. "You promised me, you
know."
Mrs. Pederson plucked at the counterpane
nervously. " I went out to-day, Hilary, because I
wouldn't see Chivers Smith. I have put a little
money into one or two things of his a pound
or two, nothing much, but I haven't borrowed.
He was coming here to-day to arrange a loan."
Hilary frowned. "He did call. He came
twice, and seemed annoyed not to find you at
home."
Mrs. Pederson nodded drearily. " I had
written asking him to call. I was sick of
being without money, and the prospectus he
sent was splendid. You need not look at me.
as though I were not fit to breathe the same
air as you, girl. I broke my promise in writing
to him, but I did not see him, so no harm is
done."
"I'm not blaming you," Hilary said sadly.
W I can see it is hard for you. But we must
not borrow when we could never pay back,
and there are .other ways,"
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"Yes, you can leave me and go to Paul
Kemsing," said Mrs. Pederson slowly. " I don't
expect you to stay with me, Hilary. It is a
wretched life, and you are young. You will
have to give up your income, but Paul will
make it up to you. It is little enough, but I
daresay Mrs. Bateson will keep me here and I
shall manage. What does it matter how dull
and lonely a wrecked life like mine may be.
You had far better leave me to muddle along
by myself."
Hilary touched the claw-like hand on the
edge of the counterpane gently.
" No, no 1 I will not leave you," she said
soothingly. "All will come right if you keep
away from Chivers Smith and his horrid busi-
ness. We will go away, Aunt Sophie, and be
happy together. I have found a way ot making
it quite possible."
Mrs. Pederson lay back among the pillows
and stared at her curiously.
" What do you mean ? " she asked querulously.
"I suppose the mystery has to do with your
absence to-day. Mrs. Bateson said you had
gone into the country."
Hilary nodded. "I wonder whether you are
well enough to hear my story now, or whether
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I had better reserve it till to-morrow," she said
meditatively. "Frances said you were not to
be worried about anything until you had had
a night's rest."
" I shall not sleep for hours, and it will
amuse me to hear," Mrs. Pederson insisted.
" What took you in the country ? "
Hilary hesitated, scarcely knowing where to
begin her story, and anxious to tell it in the
most propitious manner.
"I went to see a literary man who had
advertised for a secretary," she said cheerfully.
"Our money matters need instant adjustment,
you know, and I thought it would be easier to
earn a little than to retrench. I was engaged,
and I have promised to enter on my duties
next week."
" Well, of all the unheard-of projects ! And
to take such a step without saying a word to
me I You are a bold girl, Hilary Pederson.
May I ask how you propose to get to and
from vour work each day ? It seems to me
all your salary will be swallowed up in rail-
way fares. And what am I to do in your
prolonged absence, pray ? "
" Dear Aunt Sophie, Meadham is miles and
miles away. I could not possibly go daily. I
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shall live there, and I hope you will promise
to come with me. It is the sweetest place, and
I have got charming rooms. We should be
tremendously happy, and quite out of the
reach of that odious man, Smith."
"Never! Nothing shall induce me to bury
myself alive in any country village," cried Mrs.
Pederson. "You may go if you like, Hilary,
but not one penny of your ninety pounds can
you touch unless you remain with me."
Hilary said nothing. She always found it
wisest to allow the torrent of her aunt's wrath
to roll on unchecked. To-night, physical
weakness soon reduced it to a purling stream of
complaint and protest. It occurred to Mrs.
Pederson, later, that her own indiscretion
in abstracting the sovereigns from Hilary's
purse had placed her in an awkward position
as regards the future. She was shrewd enough
to know that in Hilary's absence Mrs. Bateson
would not be willing to keep her unless she
could pay the weekly bill, and it was certain
that there would be no more dividends where-
with to pay that bill for many weeks.
" Don't ask me to decide to-night. I'm
worn out and sick of everything," she said at
last. "You can go away and leave me in
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peace. Yes, go away and talk to your Mrs.
Bateson, who always knows more of your plans
than your stupid old aunt does."
She turned her face to the wall and shut
her eyes. Hilary stood for a moment irresolute.
Though she was firmly convinced of her own
wisdom in this matter, she felt that she had
gained a Cadmean victory; the pain was equal
on each side. She stooped and kissed the grey,
wrinkled face.
" Poor Aunt Sophie ! I hate to do anything
you do not like," she said remorsefully. "Try
to sleep now, dear ; things always look brighter
in the morning."
Aunt Sophie did not deign to notice this
remark, and Hilary slipped quietly away.
CHAPTER XV.
QUITE AN OCCASION.
MRS. PEDERSON had this redeeming quality,
she always resigned herself to the inevitable
with fairly good grace. She was clever enough
to see that Hilary had commonsense and right
on her side, and though she grumbled loudly
at circumstances, she recognised the wisdom of
submitting to them. She told Hilary next day
that she would go with her to Meadham, and
set herself to convince the boarders that failing
health and the third-rateness of "Bateson's
Select Establishment" had decided her to try
country air and more refined quarters.
" My health is not what it was," she in-
formed Miss Heckler languidly. "This place
was possible for a time when my affairs were
in disorder, but it has told upon me. And I
must think of Hilary, too ; a girl has no
chances in a place of this kind, you know."
"I quite agree with you, dear Mrs.
Pederson ; she has no chance at all," replied
Miss Heckler, with a toss of the head. "In
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London the labour market is quite overstocked,
I am told. Our dear little Hilary will do far
better in the provinces."
Mrs. Pederson coloured angrily. "Spiteful
thing 1 " she said to herself. " Hilary has not
the slightest idea of keeping her own counsel.
What need was there to tell these people that
she is going to take a situation. I shall be
glad to see the last of them all."
She spent most of her last week in Tozer
Street in her own room, appearing only at meals,
when she cloaked herself in dignity and gave
an undivided attention to the dishes. It was
fortunate that the preparations for departure
were few, for they fell entirely upon Hilary's
shoulders.
" It is your choice, not mine, this change of
quarters, so it is only fair that you should do
the packing," Mrs. Pederson said sulkily.
"Goodness knows there is little enough to
pack."
"It's an ill wind that blows no one any
good," laughed Hilary. "If I had a house to
dismantle I should have no time to do a dozen
things I have promised to do for the people
in the house." She held up a bodice she was
remodelling for Mrs. Bateson. "It will be one
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of my comforting reflections when I get to
Meadham that dear little Mrs. Bateson is
looking nicer than she has done ever since I
knew her. This confection looks cosy and
elderly now, but its colour and scantiness have
assaulted my eyes for months."
" How can you tolerate these people or
bother about them ! " Mrs. Pederson said.
" Mrs. Bateson gets on my nerves with her
fussy, vulgar little ways."
Hilary lifted her head impatiently, then
she went on with her work without uttering
the indignant protest which rose to her lips.
"She is not vulgar, dear, only common-
place," she said quietly. " I always feel that
her real kindness to us covers a multitude of
social lapses, and I shall be very sorry to leave
her."
"She has been paid for all she has done,"
Mrs. Pederson insisted. "You can't deny that
she is an atrocious manager and the service is
abominable. I hope to goodness our next land-
lady will know how to behave herself and to
keep her house."
Hilary laughed mischievously. In imagination
she saw Mrs. Vision's grave Madonna face, her
stately figure, and her graceful draperies. She
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would certainly know how to "behave herself,"
but Hilary was not quite sure that she would
please Aunt Sophie any better than vulgar,
good-tempered little Mrs. Bateson had done.
Half an hour later she carried the finished
bodice down to Mrs. Bateson's room.
Mrs. Bateson was in the throes of menu
writing, and gladly relinquished the task to the
girl whilst she tried the effect of the new
"confection" and pronounced it "beautiful, if a
shade too high in the neck for the ways of the
house."
" I shall wear it to-night, for I've an idea
that the boarders are going to make this evening,
your very last evening, quite an occasion," she
said mysteriously. "No one is dining out, and
Mr. Bradbrook asked me to put a specially good
dinner on the table. It is to be quite an occa-
sion, I'm sure."
Hilary laughed merrily. " How alarming !
But Aunt Sophie will be pleased, though it may
make her more and more disinclined for the
quietness of rural little Meadham."
As Mrs. Bateson had hinted, it was the
intention of the rest of the boarders to make
this last evening the Pedersons spent under the
roof of the boarding-house something of a
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festival. There was not one who did not regret
Hilary's departure, and she forgave all the
queer little ways which had often jarred
for the sake of the sincere and hearty kindness
showered upon her now. Miss Heckler had
learned a new song, and Mr. Bradbrook an
absolutely new joke, whilst Miss Bird laid aside
her cynicism, and petted and made much of her
when they went up to the drawing-room.
"You will come and see us whenever you
are in town, Miss Pederson," she said, under
cover of the loud music which never impeded
conversation or seemed to ask for an audience.
"You will be sure to find me here. 'Men
may come and men may go, but I stay on for
ever.' It's a ridiculous place if you look at it
from some points, but it's convenient, and you
are never bothered about rules and conven-
tionalities. You might give me your address,
and if I am ever in your part of the country,
I will look you up. I expect you will be
dull enough after having lived in town. You
are going to do secretary's work, are you not ?
If you ever take to scribbling and nearly
everybody does some time or other nowadays
you just write to me. I'll do my best to get
you a column in one of the weeklies, for a
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start ; ' Hints to Mothers ' or ' How to Bring
up your Sons/ or something of that sort. I
know lots of girls who have begun like that and
are doing well in a small way."
Hilary laughed, and thanked her. She had
not the least intention of enlisting as an adviser
in matters of which she knew herself con-
spicuously ignorant, and she had absolutely no
literary ambitions.
"Well, if you change your mind, write to
me," replied Miss Bird, as Mr. Bradbrook came
up to claim Hilary's attention for a new puzzle
he had invented.
" It's too simple to engage you a couple of
minutes," he said jocosely. "I'm too distraught
at your desertion of us to originate anything
clever. I can't fancy 'Bateson's Select' without
you now, really I can't. You'll find me at Mead-
ham one morning begging you, in the name of the
assembled boarders, to come back to us. The
milkmaid there are always milkmaids in the
country, I believe will find me hanging ovei
the gate at the screech of dawn."
"You talk a lot of nonsense, Mr. Brad-
brook," Hilary said, severely. "Though, if ever
you come to Meadham, I am sure we shall
be pleased to see you," she added, smiling
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"You need not make yourself conspicuous by
hanging, for an indefinite time, over the gate."
Hilary did not resent Mr. Bradbrook's familiarities
and his perpetual jokes, as she had once done.
It was as foolish to do so as to quarrel with
the shape of his nose or the commonplaceness
of his florid, good-tempered face. She had
learned the folly of insisting that everyone she
met should be a hero in embryo, and had come to
accept the fact that most were kindly, ordinary
creatures, anxious to do their work in the
world, with no desires which outstripped their
opportunities, and no cravings that went to ship-
wreck on the rocks of circumstance. She was
even glad it was so ; she had grown a little
afraid of the lives which threatened to run on
unconventional lines.
" I say, are you genuine in that ? You
wouldn't mind if I biked down some Bank
Holiday ? " the young man said, with evident
pleasure, tinged with surprise. " Mrs. P. won't
much like it, but if you give me a permit I'll
face her displeasure. Shall I make it the first
holiday that comes along ? "
Hilary nodded. "If Aunt Sophie's predic-
tions come true, long before then the stagnation
of Meadham will have reduced her to a con-
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dition of dulness when she will welcome her
worst enemy with effusion."
Bradbrook made his appearance next morning
as the luggage was being piled on a cab and
Mrs. Pederson was showering good-byes right
and left. They fell like the dew of heaven,
alike on those she liked and disliked; she was
too glad to turn her back on Tozer Street to
care to discriminate. Her effusiveness received
no check when Bradbrook presented himself at
the door of the cab and held out a bouquet of
phenomenal proportions.
"A small token of esteem and all that sort
of thing," he said airily, proffering the token.
" You can hold it out of the window if it gets
too whiffy, but don't refuse it, or you'll hurt the
sensitive feelings of S. J. B."
Mrs. Pederson accepted the offering with
becks and wreathed smiles. " How delightful of
you to think of such a thing, Mr. Bradbrook,"
she said coquettishly. "Such a royal way of
setting anyone off!"
"Sweets to the sweet," replied the young
man, beaming expansively. "Tell me I may
come to see you in your new place and I'll
bring you a posy that will put that one in the
shade."
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"Of course you may come. "We shall be
delighted to see you," Mrs. Pederson declared;
and then there was more waving of hand-
kerchiefs and last words to those gathered on
the steps.
Hilary leaned back in her corner of the cab
with eyes which were too dim to see much
that was going on. She had said her good-
byes earlier and her heart was too sore to go
over them again. It was characteristic of her
to give herself so unstintedly to those with
whom her lot was cast, that parting, after ever
so short a time, was like leaving something ot
herself behind. She watched Mrs. Pederson, and
marvelled at the effusiveness she expended on
those she openly declared herself glad to turn
her back upon. There was something in Hilary
which, then and always, revolted against the
least shadow of deceit, the making and acting
even of a social lie.
CHAPTER XVI.
FAIRMEAD.
HILARY often said, and with justice, that she
had been specially favoured by fortune at this
crisis of her life. Her coming to Meadham
always glowed as a bright spot in a life in
which the sunshine far exceeded the cloud. It
was the point from which all that was happiest
in after days radiated. She entered upon her
duties with that enthusiasm which refuses to
see disagreeables, and took an interest in her
work which delighted her employer.
Max Hilder possessed the happy art of
infecting others with his own enthusiasms, and
Hilary was an apt pupil. Sometimes she told
herself that she did so little and learned so
much that it seemed ridiculous to take wages
and to pretend that she was earning her living.
She had never been so happy in her life as she
was when sitting at the table in the pleasant
sunshiny library at Fairmead, writing from
Mr. Hilder's dictation, or reading to him, or
even, as she gained courage and grew to know
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him better, discussing with him the details of
his work.
There were hours, certainly, which did
not pass smoothly. At times Hilder chafed
under his disability, and found Hilary's eyes
could not do all that his own might have done.
He grew inwardly depressed, and despaired
over a progress which seemed lamentably slow;
then the young secretary felt the sting of
sarcasm and the lash of an impatient spirit. As
the weeks slipped away these dark hours
became rarer; the girl did her work better,
and the man fell under the magic influence of
her generous warm-heartedness and her obvious
desire to please.
When her morning's work was done Hilary
always lunched in the pleasant morning-room with
Mrs. Hilder. Both enjoyed these little tdte-&-t$te
meals. They afforded Mrs. Hilder what seldom
had come into her life hitherto, an interested
and untiring listener. So few people cared
for long conversations on the only topic it
really pleased her to talk upon her son, his
charming childhood, the brilliance of his school
and college career, his manifold virtues and his
wonderful successes.
The greater part of the old lady's life had
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been spent in a loneliness which no one seemed
to have fathomed. Widowed after two years of
married life, she had lived ever since at Fair-
mead, absorbed at first in the growth of her
infant son, living later for the radiant intervals
of the schoolboy's holidays, then in the hope
that, when his terms at Oxford were over, he
would be with her altogether. That time never
came. Love of travel and a passion for
Teutonic folklore gripped the young man.
The months he spent at Fairmead became
fewer, whilst he passed his time wandering
among the less-known German villages and
mountain hamlets, gathering material for the
book which was beginning to engross his
thoughts. Some people blamed him roundly
for his neglect of his home and his mother,
and doubted his devotion to her. Mrs. Hilder
never did; she loved him and understood that,
to the young, it seems natural that the old
should bide at home. They had had their day
of storm and stress, and could desire nothing
more than to live monotonous lives in the
backwaters of existence. Only time teaches
the young that hearts ache and love demands
fulfilment, even though the hair be white and the
wrinkles of age are thick about the faded eyes.
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Max thought of it all later, when she became
the active and he the passive factor in their
life together.
From the first Mrs. Hilder had delighted
in Hilary's introduction into the quiet life at
Fairmead. There was nothing small or mean
about this simple, unconventional old gentle-
woman. She saw that the girl was bringing
a new element into her son's life, giving it a
sparkle and gaiety she was too old to give it
herself, and she was frankly glad. Being a
woman, she was bound to look forward at
times and wonder if this daily intercourse of
man and maid would make for their happiness
or sorrow. Would the autumn see Max a
whole man again and Hilary slipping out of
the life she did so much to brighten ? Im-
possible to forecast Mrs. Hilder shook her
head as she knitted in the twilight and decided
that such things gained nothing by the inter-
meddling of a third party. She was content to
wait and hope. Hilary was a daughter any mother
might be proud to claim, but if Max did not
find her dear and desirable, well, the gentle old
lady hoped that Providence would take care
of the young girl's heart and let the autumn
find her fancy-free.
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Hilary would have been the first to own
that her happiest hours were spent at Fairmead.
At the Cottage she had plenty of that vexation
of spirit which is said to be excellent discipline
for heart and temper.
Mrs. Pederson never for a moment concealed
her dislike for Meadham, nor her sense of
the injustice of fortune which, by the hand
of Hilary, had transplanted her thither. The
change, indeed, fell more heavily upon her
than anyone stopped to consider. She missed
everything which used to give savour to her
days, and the long weeks stretched before her
in an unbroken vista of dulness. Even the
minor annoyances, which at least had given her
something to talk about, were taken from her.
In retrospect, life at "Bateson's Select
Establishment" was infinitely preferable, and
she entertained wild projects of returning,
whether Hilary consented or not. There was
never a moment when she would not willingly
have exchanged the beauty and freshness of
Meadham for the smuttiness of London squares.
Hilary's heart smote her sometimes when she
caught sight of the unhappy face and the limp,
depressed figure at the window, and would
coax her aunt to share some of her own
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amusements. But Mrs. Pederson declared
herself sick of aimless bicycle rides and purpose-
less walks along dreary lanes. She sighed for
the joys of Oxford Street, and the excitement
of capturing bargains in the autumn sales.
Hilary gave up the attempt to make
Meadham a joyous place to her, and was
thankful that she did not insist on going back
to a more congenial sphere, as it was clearly in
her power to do. Hilary herself had not a
dull or idle moment. When she was not at
Fairmead, she was out of doors, rowing on the
little river, flying along the leafy lanes on her
bicycle, or rambling in the woods with an escort
of village children. She had made a score of
friends among the cottagers, and tried to interest
Mrs. Pederson in their humble neighbours.
That lady absolutely refused to see anything
worthy ot attention in the old women, with
their dreary tales of their ailments, or in the
aged men whose reminiscences dated back to
days before she was born. She did not care a
rap, she said, for their sons and daughters who
had married and gone away, and wondered
what Hilary found to amuse her in their
tedious histories. Her eyes had never yet
grown dim over the annals of the poor, never
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had her heart swelled at the pitiful cry of the
obscure and suffering. Little as she knew it,
hers was a bitter loss, for the heart that cannot
ache for the woes of others misses, too, the
finest joys this world can give.
Mrs. Pederson deserved more pity than
anyone gave her in these days. Age can
seldom, like the olive, throw out young shoots
from the old bole, and hers had never been
a fertile or resourceful mind. To rob her of
accustomed duties and pleasures was to leave
her life empty and purposeless. She was
extremely and increasingly unhappy, and, in
consequence, extremely and increasingly irrit-
able.
Hilary was by nature so self-reliant and
contented that she seldom regretted any step
she took. If she had acted wisely, it was well ;
if she had made a mistake, it was of no use to
vex oneself about it afterwards. It was a
comfortable point of view, and saved much
vexation of spirit Yet, later, she wondered
if she had not been heedless and too much
taken up with her own doings at this time.
She had certainly been apt to overlook the
tediousness of Aunt Sophie's existence. It is so
easy, when we feel that we have done the right
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thing, to believe that all its consequences must
be of the pleasantest also.
Once Mr. Bradbrook cycled down to
Meadham and was received with an effusiveness
which surprised him. He did not know that
Mrs. Pederson's pleasure in seeing him was
mainly the backwash of her desire to see any
face that reminded her of London and the old
life.
CHAPTER XVII.
"LET us FORGET TO BE WISE."
To Hilary this was the shortest summer of her
life. The days slipped away, and she would
gladly have clogged the whetils of time had she
been able. It required more grace than she
possessed to welcome the golden and russet
beauty of the autumn.
She had been well aware, when she came
to Meadham, that her engagement was but a
temporary one, but she had never anticipated that
it would be such a grief to look forward to its
termination. She viewed her removal to some
other sphere of labour with a sinking of the heart
Mrs. Pederson would never have understood.
Hilary shared to the full Mrs. Hilder's
anxiety for the success of the operation for
which Mr. Hilder was going to Germany, but
she did not not let herself dwell on what that
success would mean to her.
She had promised to remain at Meadham
until they returned to Fairmead, but, after that,
life looked anything but roseate.
"LET US FORGET TO BE W/SS." 21 3
On the evening of the day preceding that
fixed for the departure of mother and son
for Wiesbaden, Hilary was standing in the
drawing-room at Fairmead, dressed for dinner.
Mrs. Vision had returned unexpectedly from her
visit, and Mrs. Hilder had invited the little
party from the Cottage to dine. It was to be
what Mrs. Bateson termed "an occasion," and
the toast was to be " Success to the under-
taking," drunk in champagne Max had himself
brought from abroad.
Mrs. Vision and Aunt Sophie had not yet
arrived, and the girl moved about the room
restlessly, taking up a book or burying her
face in a bowl of fragrant roses, trying by one
means or another to forget that the occasion
wae one in which regret was mixed with her
joy.
"They ought to be here immediately," she
said absently. "It isn't like Aunt Sophie to be
late at an important function, and she regards
this as quite an event."
She went to the window and stepped out
on the terrace. As she crossed the sill she
started and the colour rushed to her cheeks.
Mr. Hilder was leaning against a pillar, and
looked up with a smile. Hilary might well be
214 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
startled. For the first time since she came to
Meadham, she saw him without the disfiguring
bandage and the green shade. His eyes, a clear,
dark brown, in which she could detect no sign
;of disease, looked straight into hers with a
steady, keen, and scrutinising gaze.
"Mr. Hilder, ought you to be here, and
without your shade ? " she exclaimed quickly.
" Is it wise ? Is it right ? Suppose you are
endangering the success of the operation."
He laughed softly. " Then you have learned
to ' look before and after,' " he said. " This is
my last evening. Who knows what may happen
before I stand here again ? Let us forget to be
wise for once."
Hilary shook her head. " I could have told
you that it is a golden evening, and that Mead-
ham looks lovely as ever. There is nothing so
unusual at home and abroad that you need risk
anything to see it," she said practically. " Please
let me arrange your shade."
He shook his head, and moved a step nearer
to the girl.
" Do you know, little comrade, what I was
thinking of as I stood here ? Not of the
long, strait road I shall have to tread if
Pagenstecher fails I can make up my mind to
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that I was thinking that there were a few
things I would, if I could, take with me into that
darkness. You have helped me so much, little
comrade, since you came into my life, that it
seemed ridiculous I should go down into the
valley of shadows and that you should be only
a voice to me. I told myself that, come what
might, I would see you once." He spoke
rapidly, as if he were almost afraid of himself,
taking in all the time the graceful young figure,
the clustering brown hair, and the starry eyes,
with a hungry, wistful look, which went to the
girl's heart.
"Whatever comes now, I shall know you
now as you are, child ; and who can tell what
may betide ? "
Hilary's heart beat fast and her lips trembled.
" It must be success it shall be I " she cried
under her breath. She was one of those to
whom hope is always so much easier than
despair. "Please don't be despondent, Mr.
Hilder ; Pagenstecher can't fail ; it would be too
cruel. Don't, don't give up hope."
" I will not," he said quietly. " At least,
one may as well hope to the end. I shall
find you here when I come back, you have
promised me ? "
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Hilary nodded. Then a sound of voices
was heard in the room behind them, and Mrs.
Hilder's face was framed in the window.
The young man moved away quickly, and
when he appeared in the drawing-room the fc
familiar bandage had been readjusted.
Though the little dinner party passed off
without any mishap, and the meal was perfect,
a shadow was upon the five diners which no
efforts on their part could lift. Mrs. Pederson,
who had never dined before at Fairmead, and
had been filled with delight at the invitation,
voted the evening scarcely less dull than those
she passed at the Cottage, whilst Mrs. Vision
exerted herself in vain to entertain the rest with
reminiscences of her stay abroad.
All were glad when the hands of the clock
pointed to ten, and they could part without any
show of impolite haste.
For a moment, before starting for the cottage,
Hilary found herself alone in the hall with Max
Hilder. He could not see her, but his ears,
quickened because they had had to serve so
often for eye, told him that she was near, and he
held out his hand.
"This is good-bye in a sense that it seldom
is," he said, smiling faintly. "You will never
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meet the same Max Hilder, little comrade. I
shall come back in a few weeks' time, but
another man. I shall be a whole man, able to
take my place with my fellows and to enjoy the
birthright of a man, or I shall come home a
derelict, cut off from all that constitutes the chief
joy of life."
Hilary looked at him with trouble and a
little indignation in her face. "You used not
to talk like this, Mr. Hilder," she said wist-
fully.
"I used not to feel like this," he replied
bitterly. "Only living teaches one what one
wants and what one cannot have. If I come
back uncured, I shall have said good-bye to
what man prizes most; I shall be cut off
from what seems to me now the most desirable
thing in the world."
The girl frowned. She did not like this
bitter, despondent man, as she had done the
bright, brave, debonair Max, who had treated
his affliction as though it were not. He
seemed lowered, but he touched her heart none
the less deeply.
"I do not know what you mean," she said
wistfully. "Why dwell on that side of the
question ? Think of other things ; if you are
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cut off from what seems dear and desirable, are
you not cut off too from troubles other men
suffer, troubles old as mankind : the unsparing
war of grinding poverty, the struggle for dearly
bought food, precarious honour, perils and pitfalls,
and the poor rewards of many ? In trouble it
helps, I think, to look at the troubles of others,
at horrors which can never come near us. I have
seen some sides of poverty which have made
me hot and ashamed. I have often thought it
was better to lose a limb or a sense than,
having all these, to sink into such sordid
poverty, meanness and disgrace as I have
seen."
"Little comrade, there are some things a
man cannot teach himself to relinquish with-
out long and bitter struggle," he said sadly.
"God grant that I come back a whole
man."
"Come back as you may, you will be the
same to me," Hilary said softly. "And in the
fight you will conquer; with sword broken,
but unbroken courage."
He touched her hand lightly with his lips,
and left her to join her aunt, whose voice was
heard on the staircase.
Next morning mother and son left Meadham,
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and a quietness settled on those left behind,
which Hilary found harder to bear than
anything she had yet been called to pass
through.
CHAPTER XVIII.
A DISASTER.
FRANCES, left behind in London, was working
hard for her final. She was working far too
hard, said her fellow-students, noting the colour-
less skin, the wrinkles about her mouth, and
the < unnatural brilliance of her dark eyes. They
read the meaning of these by the light of past
experience, and told each other that Frances
Kemsing was making a mistake, and that it
was a pity Ursula Grantham was away. It was
clear that Frances wanted someone to look after
her whose opinion she valued.
Frances was secretly glad that Ursula was
not at Skone Street just now. It would have
been tiresome to be compelled to leave her
work on this or that pretext, to be obliged
to take the meals her friend insisted on pre-
paring for her, or to be worried into retiring
for the night just when the brain was growing
hot and clear, and the work seemed most easy
to grapple with. The night Ursula went home
to nurse her dying father, Frances worked until
A DISASTER. 221
the dawn crept in at the east window, and for
many a night after, the gas was not turned out
till far into the small hours.
She told herself exultingly that she was not
suffering in the least through these long hours.
Sleep was more and more easily banished, and
she felt no weariness in the day, though she had
closed her eyes only for a few hours.
All the knowledge she had, jktfquired con-
cerning brain and body had not taught the
eager student that everything in this life has
its price, and outraged nature will sooner or
later demand heavy compensation.
The evening before the examination one of
the students made up a little party in her
rooms, to celebrate the close of their long strain
and to wish success to those who were going
up on the morrow. She~ Basked Frances to join
them, but the girl refused with something like
horror. She thought it sheer madness to laugh
and frolic away this last evening, and told her
companions so; they might risk their chances
of success if they liked, but she could not
afford to do so.
She went home to her lonely lodgings and
worked till daybreak, reviewing and reassuring
herself on weak points, feeling herself keener to
222 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
grasp difficult questions, cooler to differentiate,
than she had ever been, and gloriously sure of
success.
Day was breaking as she pushed together
her pile of books, and leaned back in her chair
to rest her cramped body. The clouds were
breaking up before the coming of the sun, and
a golden glow illumined the horizon. In the
smokeless air of the early morning, over the
sea of roofs, there was a strange, weird beauty
in the wide vista. Frances had never paid
much attention to natural beauties ; she had
never in her life given more than a passing
glance to sunrise or sunset, but as her tired eyes
looked out on this wonder of grey and gold,
a strange fascination and terror seized upon her.
She saw clearly, and knew what it was she
saw, and that there was nothing in the sight to
inspire terror, but none the less it filled her with
vague, awful horror, for which she could give no
cause or reason.
Only she knew that the sight unnerved her,
and she clung to the edge of the table for
support. She could not bear the dazzling sight,
nor had she strength to look away.
" Ursula I Hilary 1 My God 1 why am I
alone ? " she cried. " I cannot bear to be alone ! "
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At last she forced herself to move away,
mechanically put on her hat, fled downstairs
and into the street. Tottenham Court Road,
into which she wandered, had scarcely yet
awakened to the day's work. Silence reigned
in the sleeping houses, and, here and there, a
high window, caught by the sun, gleamed like
gold. The air, fresh and cool, fanned the girl's
cheek as she rambled on, anxious only to forget
that hour of dawn which had brought such
panic with it. She dared not return to her
lodging, though what it was she feared she
could not tell. When the city rose, with
cheerful bustle, she found a restaurant and
ordered breakfast. It was served with wonder-
ing looks by the waitress; but Frances
could not eat, though she felt faint and oddly
weak.
She knew that it was the day of the exam-
ination, and that she must be at the hall before
two o'clock, but all thought of the work, all
anxiety concerning her success, had slipped
away from her. She was taxing all her powers to
put from her the terror which had assailed her
at sight of the sunrise, and she longed with all
her heart for Hilary. She felt that she would
no longer be afraid if Hilary's young strong
224 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
arms were round her, and Hilary's frank, smiling
eyes looking into hers.
She rested her chin on her hand and leaned
forward on the little marble-topped table. It
was such a white, pinched face, and such dark,
troubled eyes that stared from the corner, that
the waitresses gathered together and discussed
her in whispers. They let her sit there for an
hour, and then one, who could bear the sight
of the white, miserable face no longer, came
and asked her if she were ill, and if there were
anything she could do for her.
Frances started and looked about her
wonderingly, then got up and went away, leav-
ing her coffee untasted and unpaid for upon
the table. No one attempted to stop her.
There was something in her face which forbade
question and went to the hearts of those who
saw her.
She wandered about the city until the hour
approached for the examination. Then she went
to the hall and took her seat, without a word
of greeting for the little knot of her
acquaintances who stood together near the
doorway.
A few minutes later they too took their
seats, and the papers were distributed. Frances
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took up the sheet with trembling fingers. She
had worked so hard, she was so well prepared,
it was inevitable that she should pass
brilliantly. In thought she had often heard
herself spoken of as one who had brought
honour to the Hospital, and the next generation
of students would recall her work with bated
breath. She was going to take her place in the
world and force the sceptical to acknowledge
that there was a work for the woman-doctor
and that she did it well.
Vain hope, vain effort I The questions were
vague and meaningless to her. She neither
grasped their intent nor found the least glimmer-
ing of an answer to them in her mind. She
could only sit with the paper before her,
writing nothing, gradually comprehending the
dreadful truth that if she sat there for hours
she would write nothing.
Only at the last moment, when the bustle
of retiring students warned her that the time
allowed for the paper had expired, did she
accept defeat. She got up and stumbled
blindly from the room. As she went down
the staircase two or three girls, chatting
together, stopped and looked at her, startled by
the expression on the little white face. One
226 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
touched her gently on the arm as she
passed.
" Our ways lie in the same direction, Miss
, Kemsing. I you can wait till I fetch my hat,
we might walk together," she said kindly.
Frances stared at her blankly. "Why
should you wish me to walk with you?" she
cried passionately. "Let me alone in my
misery."
She threw aside Mary Callender's detaining
hand, and ran down the stairs and out into
the afternoon sunshine.
Mary Callender drew back with a pale
face. She had worked with Frances for months,
and the two had been the best of friends.
"She has overworked. I knew she was
doing too much," she said, awe-struck. "She
looked at me as though I were the veriest
stranger. I don't believe she remembered ever
having seen one of us before."
Mona Smith nodded. "She sat near me,
and I saw that she did not write a line. Her
paper was clean as when it was given out, and
I know that she was awfully well up. Let us
go after her to her diggings. She doesn't look
fit to be alone, and Ursula Grantham is not in
London."
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But Frances had not gone back to Skone
Street. All that long and terrible day her
thoughts had gone insistently to Hilary, and
her desire to be with her became her crying
need. When she left the hall she had only one
idea, to go to her without delay. Mechanic-
ally her steps turned towards St. Pancras
Station.
She had enough money in her purse to pay
for her ticket, and sat down on the platform to
wait for a train. She never knew how long
she waited, but evening had fallen when she
alighted at the wayside station and set out to
walk to Meadham.
She went slowly, very slowly, for she was
dazed and weak with her long fast and the
horror of the day. Her progress was like that
of a child recovering from a long illness, a
hesitating and stumbling along the dusty lane.
She looked like a child, too, in the twilight,
with her small, wan face, her close-cropped
hair, her tiny figure in its dark, clinging gown.
She had asked for no directions, and walked
on blindly, scarcely conscious when, at a
bend in the lane, she left the beaten track
and plunged into a spinney of brush and
birches. In the dungeon-like darkness of the
228 MRS. PEDERSOH'S NIECE.
wood she went, groping her way, stumbling
over tree roots, knocking herself against the
boles. Here and there, through rents in the
leafy roof, the glimmer of starlight reached her,
a dim shine which only exaggerated the dark-
ness of the wood beyond.
Presently the wind began to huddle the
birches and to murmur amongst them. Now
it sounded for a few minutes with a steady,
even rush, then it would swell and break like
a wave on the seashore. Frances was not
frightened as she had been by the glory of
the morning sunshine. She felt that nothing else
on earth could give her the pain of that hour
of dawn and her intolerable fear of it.
It was the first night she had ever spent under
the open sky, but no sense of alarm possessed
her. The darkness seemed to fold her round in a
close and comforting embrace. She sank down
at the foot of a tree and rested her aching
head against its bole. She had lost the power
of consecutive thought, and gradually the
wind acted as a lullaby and sleep took posses-
sion of her.
She woke chilled and stiff, to find the
world flooded with the faint blue light which
precedes the dawn and is never seen but as the
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herald of morning. The woods were sighing
and shivering in the cool, strong wind, and
the piping of birds only seemed to increase the
awesome stillness.
For a moment she was at a loss to account
for her presence in this strange place ; then
there came slowly back to her the recollection of
her flight from town and her impelling desire to
find Hilary.
She got up with difficulty, and shook the
forest-mast from her gown, which clung about
her damp and heavy. She saw now that
she had wandered from the lane, and that
she must retrace her steps if she would reach
the village. Looking through an opening made
by woodcutters in the thick tanglewood, she
could see the spire of Meadham Church, the
chimneys of the cottages, and the long roof
of a house which she guessed to be Fairmead.
She gathered up her skirts and walked on,
inquiring her way of a passing labourer, who
pointed out the little footpath which led along
the river bank to the cottage.
CHAPTER XIX.
DARK DAYS AT THE COTTAGE.
EARLY that morning Hilary was up and out
of doors. She had, for once, slept ill, and rose
with an uncomfortable sense of having dreamed
bad dreams.
" Clearly I want something to do," she said,
as she dressed quickly. "I don't ask that life
shall be all rose-coloured, but I object to it
being uniformly drab. I must find work of
some kind, or I shall develop a fiendish
temper."
It was a fortnight since Mrs. Hilder and
her son left Fairmead, and though two or three
letters had passed between the Cottage and
Wiesbaden, Mrs. Hilder's had conveyed no
very definite news. Mr. Hilder had undergone
an examination, but the oculist had pronounced
no opinion, and the operation was postponed
from day to day.
For Hilary the weeks dragged wearily ;
anxiety made her restless, and she missed the
occupation which had been her chief pleasure.
"'Well, for independence and sheer audacity, commend me to
Hilary Pederson!'" (p. 184).
DARK DAYS AT THE COTTAGE. 231
" Now you can sympathise with me, Hilary,"
Mrs. Pederson said. "You will be ready
to go back to town as soon as the Hilders
come home. You only agreed to stay until
then, and a silly thing it was to promise. I
think I will write to Mrs. Bateson at once and
ask her if she can take us in. It is all
nonsense about our not being able to afford
such accommodation as she can give."
Hilary shook her head. "Don't write yet,
please, Aunt Sophie," she said. "Wait until
Mr. Hilder comes back. It will be quite soon
enough."
Not even to Mrs. Pederson could she tell
what lay behind her reluctance to take any
steps towards leaving Meadham. If what they
hoped for never came to pass and Mr. Hilder still
needed her, nothing should persuade her to go
back to town.
It was barely six o'clock when Hilary
stepped out into the garden and ran quickly
across the lawn to the little gate which opened
on the path beside the river. This was a
favourite walk with her, and little frequented,
being a private footpath leading to the village
and to Fairmead. She was not likely to
meet anyone at this hour. Few people in
232 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
Meadhara shared her delight in early walks.
Mrs. Pederson always said she liked the world
well-aired, and it made her shiver to see the
mist lying over the fields and every twig with
its row of diamonds. This morning the birds
were yet drowsily stirring in their nests, and
across the fields came the lowing of cows at
the milking place.
Suddenly Hilary stopped in her brisk walk
and her heart beat faster than usual. Someone
was coming towards her swiftly, someone in a
soft, dark gown, clinging damply about her,
with face and hands gleaming white through
the morning mist.
She stood motionless for a moment as
though petrified. Then she sprang forward
quickly.
" Francie, Francie I can it be you ? " she
cried, throwing her strong young arms about
her cousin. It was Frances, to be sure. Those
were Frances' eyes which looked into Hilary's
with a weariness beyond description ; those
were Frances' hands which grasped her
shoulders with the clinging of one who has
nothing else to hold by ; that was Frances'
face, drawn and haggard as Hilary had never
seen it before.
DARK DAYS AT THE COTTAGE. 233
"I want to be with you, Hilary," Frances
said weakly. "I have been coming to you
since yesterday. I have been out all night.
I think I slept in a wood, but my head hurts
so much that I cannot remember."
Hilary held her tightly. Something terrible
had happened, but it was plain that Frances
was in no condition to explain.
"But now you have found me, dear, you
need not worry any more," she said tenderly.
" Lean on me, and I will take you to the
Cottage. It is quite near."
Frances yielded herself passively into the
younger girl's care. She felt too weak and
weary to care for any external thing. Even
the panic of yesterday and her terrible failure
, were fading from her mind.
It was still so early that no one except old
Margaret was astir when the girls reached the
Cottage. In a few words Hilary explained
Frances' presence, and with the help of the
old servant carried her upstairs and got her
into bed. This was scarcely done before the
weary wanderer sank into a deep sleep which
was almost a stupor.
Leaving her with Margaret, Hilary went
to tell Mrs. Vision and her aunt what had
234 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
happened and to find a maid who could fetch
a doctor. "Something dreadful has happened/'
she said, with quivering lip. "Thank God she
thought of coming straight to us."
The doctor's face was grave as he made his
examination and looked at the frail and over-
taxed little frame. It was undoubtedly a case
of high fever, and the patient had evidently
had a severe shock of some kind. Its effect
on a system strained to the utmost could not
fail to be disastrous, though with great care
and skilful nursing she might pull through.
There was no question now of Hilary's
sighing for lack of occupation. With Mrs.
Vision, she devoted herself to the nursing of
Frances, wondering many a time what was the
shock which had so shattered the girl's health.
One day she wrote to Mona Smith and asked
if Frances had sat for the examination, and
whether she had shown any signs ol break-
down before leaving town.
Mona answered the letter at once, telling
Hilary all she knew of Frances' odd bearing
in the examination hall and her absolute
failure.
"It was what Ursula Grantham feared,"
Hilary said, showing the letter to Mrs. Vision.
DARK DAYS AT THE COTTAGE. 235
"The string too tightly stretched is sure to
snap. Poor Frances 1 I dread the day when
she comes to remember. She once said that
she would never try again. If she failed, she
said, her career was closed."
Mrs. Pederson, in whom illness always
produced something like a panic, was of little use
in the sick-room. There was no doubting her
anxiety, however, and it was evident that she
suffered greatly in these sad, miserable weeks.
If Hilary had doubted that Mrs. Pederson had
much affection for her daughter, she did so no
longer. Nothing shows the strength of family
ties like the possibility of their being broken.
Many a day began with the uncertainty whether
Frances would see its sunset, and, at night,
Hilary often took her place beside the bed
wondering whether the patient's blank gaze
would open on another dawn.
Mrs. Pederson wandered about the house in
a state of conscious and wretched superfluous-
ness. She forgot that she had ever felt Frances
presence a vexation, and declared her own future
for ever begloomed if it had to be spent without
her. In the hour of possible parting, mother-
love sprang full-grown into life. Not mother-love
as many of us understand it, but the truest
236 Mas. PEDERSON'S NIECB.
poor Mrs. Pederson's limited nature could
germinate.
Of Mrs. Vision and Hilary she was pro-
foundly and unreasonably jealous, envying
them the tasks she was herself incompetent
to perform. Hilary could not help pitying
her deeply, even when her own temper
was chafed by her aunt's stream of complaints
and her perpetual protest that Mrs. Vision and
her niece were bent on robbing her of Frances'
affection.
Hilary in these days was indeed "working
in the furrows," and had need of "joy to come
and sing to her."
It was well that she had Mrs. Vision to
lean upon. There are some women whose
mere presence is a rock for defence and shelter
in the time of stress, and Mrs. Vision was one
of these. In earlier and brighter days, the
drawing-room in her pleasant house in Gordon
Square had been, to a little band of workers
in all ranks, by turns a camp of refuge, a con-
fessional, and a shrine. Some kinds of philan-
thropy cannot be scheduled, and what Agnes
Vision did for her friends will never be known.
She would say laughingly that she had no time
for committees and leagues, and that she had
DARK DAYS AT THE COTTAGE. 237
her own work, though it could not be tabulated.
While so many people were "doing," it was not
a small thing for the world that someone should
just " be" and it taxed all her powers merely
to live.
After all, hers was no mean task, if it
were only to hold the cup of refreshment to
the lips of some weary pilgrim, to buckle on
the armour of one going down into the battle.
She remembered the words of a modern writer,
that "always behind the flaming renown ot
some great man there is a woman's hand,
pouring unseen the nutritive oil of encourage-
ment and praise," and she was content if she
could but play this part well. She was all
this and more to our Hilary, travelling over one
of the roughest places in her young life.
At last there came a day when the weight
of depressing anxiety began to slip from the
shoulders of the watchers at the Cottage. It
was possible to hope, though even yet only
faintly. Frances' tireless babbling ceased, the
hectic flush faded from the thin little face, and
the doctor's eyes smiled as he looked across the
bed at Mrs. Vision.
"We shall pull her through now, if all goes
well," he said. "She'll owe her life to you
238 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
and that bonny Miss Hilary. It has been a
hand-to-hand fight, and so there's some credit
in winning."
Mrs. Vision called Margaret to take her place,
and went downstairs at once to tell Hilary.
The girl was walking in the garden, where
the trees were fast losing their leaves, and
the shrubs had begun to look black and
shrivelled.
She was pacing slowly to and fro, reading
a letter she held in her hand. When she
turned to meet Mrs. Vision, there was a light
in her eyes which had not been there for
weeks.
"Your face says Francie is better," she said
brightly. "This is indeed a red-letter day. I
have just had a note from Mrs. Hilder, and
there is one in the hall for you. They are com-
ing home the week after next When I stopped
the doctor at the gate and heard that Francie
was going to recover, I thought the world was
beginning to go well with us again. It is
strange that Mrs. Hilder says nothing about the
operation, but surely no news is good news.
If things had gone badly her heart would be
so broken that she could not have written of
anything else."
DARK DAYS AT THE COTTAGE. 239
Mrs. Vision nodded absently. Though she
said nothing to damp Hilary's expectancy, , she
feared the more because of this silence. She
had something of Mrs. Hilder's spirit, and knew
the instinct which bids the heart hide its
agony and show to the world an unruffled
front.
"Frances is sleeping now, so, if you like,
you may go up to her room," she said.
"When she wakes I expect she will know us
all."
Hilary's eyes shone. "God is very good,"
she said softly. "I must go and tell Aunt
Sophie. She will be so glad, poor dear. It has
been such a trial to her not to be able to
nurse Francie, but there will be much she can
do now."
She went off to the dining-room, where Mrs.
Pederson was nodding drowsily over a news-
paper. Hilary's news banished all sleepiness in
a moment, and the paper dropped from her
trembling fingers. She tried to speak, but words
failed, and tears rolled down her wrinkled
cheeks.
"I never knew how I loved that child till
she seemed slipping away from me," she said,
wiping her eyes. " Never love too little, Hilary ;
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nothing hurts more when you think it's too late
to make up for your coolness. I've thought a
lot since I've had so much time on my hands.
I've thought of Frances, baby, child and
woman, till I can't for the life of me see why
we never got on together. If she had been
more like you, Hilary, perhaps we should have
cared for one another more. She was always
too clever for me, and little good her clever-
ness has done her, after all. It's going to be
different altogether that is, if Frances does not
keep up old grievances, and I don't think she
will. A girl cannot go down to the gates of
death, surely, and be no better. Anyhow, I am
going to nurse her now. There is nothing I
can't do for a convalescent as well as Mrs.
Vision, though Dr. Maydew says she has a genius
for nursing."
It was only to be expected that Frances'
recovery should be slow and gradual. She
seemed to lack all that desire for life which is
one of the greatest aids to restoration. She lay
day after day, languid and speechless, staring
out of the window, thinking, dreaming, yet
never speaking of the disappointment and failure
which filled her mind and brought the furrow
of pain into her white forehead. She submitted
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to be petted with the listless languor of a
spoiled child in the early stages of convalescence,
and received the attentions of her nurses with
a sullen apathy quite foreign to her. Self-
absorbed Frances might be, but she had never
been ungrateful.
On the day fixed for the return or the
Hilders to Fairmead, she was well enough to
be carried to a sofa near the fire in Mrs.
Pederson's sitting-room. Hilary sat at the
window, listening for the barking of the dogs
which would announce the arrival of the
travellers.
Frances watched her indolently.
" You will begin work again now ? " she
said. "I shall miss you, for convalescence is a
thousand times duller than illness. How many
days will your master allow you before you go
into harness again ? "
Hilary frowned. "Don't, Francie," she
said, in a strangled voice. "Do you forget
that if he wants me at all, it will be because
the operation has failed ? I'm waiting to know.
I wish I were not so horribly afraid for him.
Mrs. Vision will harbour no doubts ; she thinks
Mrs. Hilder would have told her if it had
failed, but the letters have said nothing about it"
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"'No news, good news/ says the proverb/'
Frances replied lazily. " If you are so anxious,
why don't you go down to Fairmead and see
for yourself? It's worrying to see you sit
there, looking like Patience on a monument,
concealing a preying anxiety."
Hilary coloured and bit her lip. Not so
long ago she would have needed no telling;
she would have snatched up her hat and have
been at the gate to meet the travellers. To-
day, some odd shyness, to which she could not
give a name, held her back*
CHAPTER XX.
THE VALLEY OF SHADOWS.
HILARY was going up to her room that night
when Mrs. Vision entered the hall from the
garden, a shawl thrown over her fair hair.
"Yes, I have been up to Fairmead," she
said, answering the question in Hilary's eyes.
There was a note of sadness in her vibrant
voice, and her face wore a grave expression.
rt I did not see Max ; he had gone out to
smoke a cigar. It was all of no use, Hilary.
Mrs. Hilder says that Pagenstecher gave only
the faintest hope, and even that was elusive.
Poor Max may have to walk in darkness all
the days of his life."
The girl's face paled, and she clung to the
rail of the banister. She did not know till
then how much she had actually hoped for
Mr. Hilder' s recovery, and how truly she
suffered for him.
"How can he bear it?" she said, through
her clenched teeth.
Mrs. Vision lifted her heafi with that pride
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she never failed to feel in any form of human
courage and heroism.
" Mrs. Hilder says he bears it wonderfully.
She has never heard one word of complaint.
He accepts his cross without a shadow of
repining. He is even full of the tlan of youth
and life. He regrets his loss on his mother's
account, while she, poor thing, says that even
in the midst of the sorrow, she feels there are
compensations. He will never leave her now.
Once his work took him away often; he
travelled greatly. He will travel no more
without her, and she cannot help feeling that
his presence compensates her a little, though she
blames herself for the feeling."
" Nothing can compensate him" Hilary said
sadly. Yet as she went up to her room, one
thought came again and again to her mind;
she had her compensation. He would need
her still. Her work at Meadham was not
done, and she would not be called to leave it.
She pulled up the blind and looked out
into the night. The full moon stood over the
fir wood, painting the autumn landscape with its
silvery beams. It brightened copse and river
bank and the riband of pathway which led
from the Cottage to Fairmead. The trees had
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lost their wealth of foliage, and Hilary could see
the dark mass of the old house and its stacks
of chimneys ink-black in the moonlit landscape.
Half gazing at the beautiful scene, half dreaming
of what Mrs. Vision had told her, Hilary
became suddenly aware of a figure, moving
hesitatingly and uncertainly in the shadow of
the wood. Near the Cottage garden it stopped
and turned, stretching the arms out with the
gesture of one in dire distress. Hilary stood
riveted to the spot, straining her eyes to dis-
cover who it might be wandering along the
private path so near to the Cottage. As she
watched, the figure emerged into the moonlight,
and she recognised Max Hilder.
For a moment she stood motionless. Then
she pulled down the blind and moved quickly
from the window. There was that in his gait
and bearing that told her he was weary and
heart-sick, and, for the moment, had thrown off
the armour he wore before others. Even
she who understood and pitied him from the
bottom of her warm, generous young heart,
would not look upon his struggle.
Yes, the full moon which brightened copse
and field could not brighten the future, which
stretched dark and empty before the master ot
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Fairmead. Though he might show an unruffled
front to the world, he had his dark hours, and
one was upon him now.
He knew that everyone wondered at his
courage and praised his gallant bearing ; the
recollection brought a bitter smile to his face.
If they but knew how desperately hard it was at
times to let ambition, youthful daring, and
hopes of love go by, and to piece together
the broken potsherds of life which were all that
were left to him 1
He stumbled along the river path till he
reached Mrs. Vision's boundary, and leaned on
the rustic fence. He had expected to find
Hilary at the house when he returned, and
Mrs. Vision's explanation of Frances Kemsing's
illness and the necessity of the girl's attendance
upon her, scarcely satisfied him. He knew
that the thought ot Hilary had been with him
constantly since he had settled for ever in the
valley of shadows, and he congratulated himself
that for once his folly had been wisdom. He
rejoiced that he had had one glimpse of that
radiant girlish face, since the sight must last
him a lifetime.
He was thinking of Hilary as he paced to
and fro slowly. She had counted for much both
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with his mother and himself since she danced
into their life so prosaically, in answer to an
advertisement. He recalled her clear, gay
voice, her little bursts of laughter, her frank,
direct views upon one and every subject which
came under discussion, her sudden enthusiasms
and her innocently severe judgments.
And what a worker she was ! Surely a man
never had a more energetic and whole-hearted
secretary, given even to works of supereroga-
tion, as though her hours were not long and
tedious enough.
There was no question now of her leaving
Meadham ; he could do without her less than
ever. Yet as this thought flashed across his
mind he recalled something Mrs. Vision had
said. The old aunt was getting restless, and had
announced her intention of returning to town
as soon as Hilary's engagement was fulfilled.
Perhaps arrangements had already been made
and Hilary's failure to meet her friends arose
from a dislike to tell them that they must
part.
He threw his cigar into the grass, where it
glowed a moment like a tiny spark of fire.
That possibility opened a chamber in the young
man's heart, the existence of which he had only
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vaguely suspected. He was startled, displeased,
aghast at the sorrow he was preparing for him-
self.
What was this wild dream he was cherish-
ing ? Like a chill wind, stern reality smote him
in the face, and he turned away, whispering
that he must cure himself of this folly.
There was much left, even to a man blind
and helpless, but he must not ask for brightness
and youth to link themselves with his dark-
ness. He could dream of woman's love, but he
might never ask for it.
Next day Hilary went up to Fairmead.
She was shown at once to the library, where
mother and son were sitting together. Some-
thing in the aspect of the room and the
attitudes of the two struck a chill to the girl's
heart She told herself, afterwards, that it was
the atmosphere of accepted trouble, the sitting
down, as it were, to bear it, that hurt her.
It was always Hilary's way to fight a trouble,
to say to climbing sorrow, " Thy element's
below," and she had expected Max to share
her feeling. She did not think that she
admired him in the attitude of resignation.
She looked round the room quickly. Mrs.
Hilder sat in a high-backed chair in the
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window, her white hands lying idle in her
silken lap ; Max stood propping his broad
back against the mantelshelf The table was
swept clear of the litter of papers it always
bore, and books were stacked neatly on
the shelves. Surely this did not mean
that work was to be put aside from to-
day, and that the epoch-making book was
never to be finished 1 Mrs. Vision's account
of Max's mood had not suggested this, and
Hilary resolved with girlish confidence that
it should not last if she could help it.
Mrs. Hilder smiled faintly as the girl crossed
the room and uttered her name in a tone of
affectionate welcome.
"You see, we are home again, my dear,"
she said gently. "I suppose Agnes has told
you that our journey was fruitless. Even hope
is no longer left us. But Max refuses to be
crushed; he is brave as ever."
Hilary looked from mother to son with
dim eyes. In the presence of trouble she
always forgot self and circumstance, in an
overwhelming desire to help and comfort. " I
am so sorry, so unspeakably sorry 1 " she
cried.
Max Hilder felt, though he could not see,
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the pitying gaze she turned upon him, and he
smiled.
"It is no use denying that this has been
the going down of a great hope, Miss Hilary.
Pagenstecher's verdict leaves the future pretty
blank."
Hilary shook her head. "The future may
still be just as full and bright as you care to
make it, Mr. Hilder," she cried eagerly. "You
have not got your breath yet, you know ;
things will look quite different by-and-bye.
There was Homer, and Milton, you know," she
went on with cheerful irrelevance. " They
did lots of work under just the same dis-
advantages. And you have me. I am not
humble enough to think myself a nonentity.
Surely you are not going to tell me that my
eyes are not good enough to be supplementary
to yours, and that even with my help you
cannot finish the book. I will do all I possibly
can, if you will let me."
Hilder's lips twitched as he listened to this
impetuous, warm-hearted speech. He was
glad from the bottom of his heart that he had
seen Hilary once, though for such a brief
space of time. He knew just how she was
looking at him now, the grey eyes shining,
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the mobile face upturned, and the sweet lips
apart.
He was silent for a moment, and then he
laughed the pleasantest laugh his mother had
heard since they had left Germany.
"It were a shame to despond with such a
comrade," he said lightly. "I accept your
help, Miss Hilary, though I dare not hope
that, even backed up by you, I shall make a
trio with Homer and Milton."
He went to the table and swept a pile of
manuscript from a drawer. "Why shouldn't we
set things in order at once for a start ? " he said.
" I have wasted enough time already, and I am
sick of idleness. There ought to be some notes
which a fellow-student took for me when we
were in Wiesbaden, among this batch of papers.
Look them out, and we will fit them into their
place in the manuscript."
Hilary threw off her hat and set to work,
whilst her employer roughly sketched a new
development of the book he had decided upon.
Mrs. Hilder watched them with a happy
light in her dark eyes. She had no fears for
Max now. He would take up his work again,
and she would not have to sit by and watch
the epicurean patience which had tried her
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sorely once before. She blessed Hilary in her
heart, and felt that it was a happy day for
Fairmead and its master when she came across
its threshold.
She had come among them without flourish
of trumpets. She had just slipped into her
place and set herself to do the work required
of her, as though it were what she had been
born to do. But once she was settled there,
it seemed as though they had got something
they had wanted all their lives. Mrs. Hilder
knew that if Hilary left Meadham, she would
miss her as she would miss the swallows which
came to make their nests under the eaves every
year, or the primroses which bloomed in the
south border every March, or any other sweet
familiar thing.
But what of Max ? Was he, too, beginning
to turn to the girl in the way which meant
that he would miss her irreparably if she went
out of his life ? Mrs. Hilder wondered some-
times, and scarcely knew whether she hoped
or feared most
CHAPTER XXI.
IN THE FURROWS.
WINTER came early that year, and passed
quietly for the party at the Cottage. Frances
still lingered in a state of semi-invalidism, and
neither mentioned her work nor said anything
about returning to the hospital. Ambition and
energy seemed to lie dormant, and when Hilary
ventured to speak of them, Frances would
merely shrug her shoulders.
"Am not I providing the mater with
occupation, which by your own showing, my
good girl, she needed greatly ? " she would say.
" While she has me to fuss over she won't want
to leave Meadham, which I suppose is the last
thing you desire."
Mrs. Pederson was indeed happier than she
had been for months, and seemed to have for-
gotten her restless desire to get back to town.
Mrs. Vision had gone on another long visit to
her friends, and the care of the convalescent
devolved upon Mrs. Pederson. She was im-
mensely busy, concocting little messes upon an
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oil-stove, with which she provided herself when
Margaret absolutely forbade her the kitchen,
and fussing round Frances in a way which
would have driven the girl frantic, if she had
cared about anything enough to be worried by
it.
For Hilary the days passed heavily, and
that brightness and buoyancy of spirit which Paul
Kemsing had once said was her richest endow-
ment, were only kept by a determined effort. She
was oppressed by an intangible trouble to which
she could not give a name and of which she
could never have spoken to anyone. A trouble
she could not share always weighed most
heavily on Hilary ; it was her nature to be frank
and outspoken, and she chafed under any sense
of separation between herself and those she
lived with, were it only one of thought and
feeling.
Though she had taken up the thread of life
without any outward difference when the Hilders
returned from Wiesbaden, there was a very real
change in it. Max had been right when he
said she would never again see the same Max
Hilder. Without in the least understanding how
it had come about, Hilary felt that a barrier
had risen between her and her employer, and
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she could no longer ask him frankly, as she
once would have done, in what she had offended.
She was no longer "little comrade," and her
heart grew sore as the relations between them
became more and more formal. She did her
work patiently and without stint of labour,
but she missed the old enthusiasm of mutual
interest, which had once given zest to the
weariest task.
It was not possible for Max Hilder to feel
as he did towards the girl, and for the know-
ledge to have no effect upon his bearing
towards her. Awake to his weakness and the
necessity for conquering it, he placed the sternest
guard upon himself. It never for a moment
occurred to him that Hilary might suffer from
a change of front she could scarcely, without
vanity, ascribe to its right source.
Mrs. Hilder looked on, wondering whether
the policy of letting Providence manage such
affairs without human intervention might not
be carried too far. She could see that Hilary
was not altogether happy, though her smile
was as frequent and her bearing as blithe as
ever.
She proposed, as the spring advanced, that
the girl should learn to drive the little dogcart
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used by herself and Max, and that every day
she should take them into the country.
"A new duty for secretaries," laughed Max.
"Mind, I shall talk German folklore all the
time, Miss Hilary. This mother of mine seems
to have no idea of the importance of time to
a literary man."
" You may talk of what you like ; the con-
venience of driving is that at any moment I
can become so absorbed in my task as to be
excusably inattentive," laughed Hilary, to whom
the prospect of this new diversion was pleasantly
exciting. She could not help hoping that the
intimacy of driving together might bring back
some of the camaraderie which had once made
her position at Fairmead so delightful.
" I never knew what real dependence and
working for one's living meant until this winter,"
she said to herself. " I used to think Dante
stupid when he said that the savour of other
people's bread was salt, but it can be bitter as
Marah water. Work, like everything in the
world, is horrid if it is not sweetened by some
gleam of liking, not to say love, on the part ot
those you work for."
She did not doubt that Mr. Hilder had some
" gleam of liking " for her as the spring months
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slipped away, and some of the old freedom of
intercourse was recovered. They were soon
even on quarrelling terms, falling out about a
great many things in a light-hearted way
which is always a sign of a good understanding.
Max told himself that he had learnt his lesson
and might hold himself in check less sternly.
He knew that while life lasted he should love
the girl who brightened his dark life with the
radiance of her strong and vivid personality, but
he would keep his secret. He hugged to him-
self the thought that he had never betrayed
it, and imagined that even his mother did not
guess how he suffered in private and ached
with nostalgia for his lost sense. The young
so seldom guess the keenness of sight love
gives the old, and that to have suffered and
loved and lost in the past is a key which
opens the hidden chambers in the hearts of
others.
Mrs. Hilder knew well that Max loved
Hilary, and she watched the girl, with yearning
to see some signs of affection on her part.
She did not share in the least her son's belief
that his affliction shut him off forever from
winning love or asking for it. Being a woman,
she knew that to some it would be an added
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claim, and believed that Hilary would only love
the more because the man she loved needed
her sorely. There are some women who care
so much to give, that what they gain sinks
into the background. Their love has most of
the divine in it, and it makes the world
a good place for the weak. We wonder some-
times to see a sweet, strong woman expending
the wealth of a noble heart upon one we deem
utterly unworthy of her. Yet why should we
wonder ? Is not such love strengthening, up-
holding, giving itself for the betterment of the
weak, a far-off copy of the divine love, and a fair
reading of the old truth, "it is more blessed to
give than to receive"?
Mrs. Hilder knew that Hilary, in the dawn
of her womanhood, was one of these, and she
prayed with her whole heart and soul that
she might be to Max "as sunshine in a shady
place," and that to him should be given the
desire of his heart.
CHAPTER XXII.
THE AWAKENING OF FRANCES.
THERE is a limit even to the deepest sense of
disappointment and failure. So long as the sun
shines and the earth awakes each year to new-
ness, hope and eagerness to take one's place in
the battle of life must stir the hearts of the
young.
Such an awakening came to Frances. She
opened her eyes one morning to see the April
sun streaming across her bed and to hear the
birds twittering under the eaves, and knew that
the hateful apathy which had succeeded her illness
had slipped from her. She saw herselt, as it
were, from outside, and felt that she was play-
ing a pitiful and cowardly part. To accept
failure and to sit down calmly under it was a
part she would have despised in anyone else,
and she would no longer deal softly with her-
self.
"I am strong again, strong enough for any-
thing," she said, springing out of bed and
stretching her thin little arms. "It is six
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months since I came down here. Six months 1
I have dared to waste six precious months 1 "
She ran across the room and knelt down by
the box which held the books Mona Smith had
sent to her. Mona had been so sure that she
would ask for them in the first days of
convalescence. She had neither asked for nor
desired to see them till this morning. She
turned them over with eager fingers the
dear old Anatomy, the worn notebooks, the
digests of lectures ; the mere touch of the
pages sent a thrill through the girl.
"What a fool I have been!" she said. "I
thought I had ceased to care. I told Hilary
that one failure had blotted out the past.
Nothing can efface the past ; it must and does
live on into the present, and it is just for us
to decide whether it lives as a curse or a
blessing. I made a stupid, hideous mistake, and
the sting lies in the fact that mere stupidity
kept me from finding it out. I had plenty of
warnings, but I thought myself wiser. It is
bitter to imagine that you outshine others in
brilliance, and discover you are ridiculously
dense. As a matter of fact, I was the only
egregious failure the Hospital sent up last
half-year."
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She sat on the floor, staring at the sunbeam,
with her hands clasped round her knees. She
had had so much time for thinking during the
past few weeks ; it seemed to her as though
she had done nothing but think in a circle, and
her thoughts had resulted in nothing. Now she
saw them all at once crystallised into a plan
for the future.
The past had been a pitiful mistake ; she
had tried to fashion a life which should touch
no other, and which should recognise no call
so important as that of her own intellect and
her own success. The secret of her failure lay
there, just as the secret of Ursula's success lay in
taking an opposite course. Frances had resolved
to be a law unto herself, and she had recognised
no other, moral or divine. She had leaned only
on her own feeble strength, and it had failed
her.
"Let me never lose my hold on Thee again,
Great Power above us all," she said aloud.
"Let me trust Thy strength, and I shall not
fail. I've got the ability; where I failed
was in thinking that it was everything ; that
there was no Power above everything, moving
and directing affairs."
She would, she told herself, turn her back
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on that pitiful past, and trust the future to
make up for its poverty. The future must con-
tain good, if she willed it so, and a few duties
she had hitherto neglected stared her in the
face as a beginning.
She was still dreaming and planning, when
Hilary opened the door and came in.
"My dear Frances, are you mad ? " she cried.
"You will catch an awful cold sitting there in
that thin dressing-gown. Get into bed at once
and let me fetch you some breakfast. Aunt
Sophie will never forgive me if I have to report
a relapse."
Frances sprang to her feet with a laugh.
"I'm not mad, I have come to my senses
at last, Hilary," she said, facing her cousin with
a light in her dark eyes Hilary had never seen
there before. "I have done with invalidism.
I'm coming down to the parlour, and I shall
eat a huge breakfast. I am going to work
again as soon as ever I can arrange things. I
shall go back to town and work in earnest for
the next exam. I never felt so fit in my life."
Hilary sat down on the bed, and regarded her
cousin with some apprehension.
" Of course, I knew the reaction would
come," she said. " You were not such a coward
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as to let one failure spoil all your life. But you
won't overdo it again, will you ? "
Frances' lips twitched, and she did not answer
for a moment.
"Do you think, dear, I have not learned
anything from my disappointment and from
being with you ? " she said, in a softer tone than
was usual with her. "You know what old
Carlyle says, ' Experience is a good schoolmaster.'
I shall try again, and I hope I shall pass. I
want to get qualified more than I ever did; I
have got glimpses of work I can do afterwards
which I had not before. I knew all that
Ursula said about our opportunities was true,
but I have only felt it lately. Till you feel a
thing, it is never really true to you."
"You mean you will go into the slums
with Ursula ? " Hilary cried eagerly.
Frances shook her head. "I don't know
yet; I can't tell whether other things may not
clash. I shall not decide yet."
"I wonder what Aunt Sophie will say when
she hears you are going back to town," Hilary
said. "All her occupation will be gone."
Frances laughed softly. "I'm going to take
her with me, Hilary. 'Open your eyes and die
of surprise/ as the Irish song says. I have got
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used to her dear old fussing ways, and they
won't interfere with my work now. You know
Ursula is qualified, and gone to her sister who
lives in Cross Street. I should be alone in my
diggings, and, you know, I have never had to
attend to my creature comforts, so I shouldn't
take to it readily. I should go without my
meals out of sheer disinclination to prepare
them. Mother will be perfectly happy ruling
over the kingdom of my three rooms."
Hilary nodded with a pleased smile. It did
not occur to her to regret for a moment the
little income Frances was blithely and all un-
consciously planning to take from her. She was
only too glad that a right and happy relation-
ship between mother and daughter should be
established. She knew that Frances' influence
over her mother was strong, and that, with her,
Mrs. Pederson would be quite safe from the
temptations of Chivers Smith.
It was Mrs. Pederson who first thought
what the parting meant for her niece. She
had hailed with delight the idea of going back
to town with Frances, but she was very un-
willing to leave Hilary behind. She only con-
sented when, to Hilary's firm refusal to leave
Meadham so long as Mr. Hilder needed her,
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Mrs. Vision added her assurance that the girl
should be to her as a daughter. The Cottage
must be Hilary's home as long as she remained
in the country.
One April day found Frances back in
London. She had settled, with her mother, not
in the old lodgings, but on a large, comfortable
top-floor in an old-fashioned house in John
Street. The rooms had been to let unfurnished,
and Mrs. Pederson found unending pleasure in
haunting second-hand shops in search of bargains
and speeding from one spring sale to another
in pursuit of cheap draperies. It was a return
to her old habits which was like the savour of
life to her.
At the hospital Frances had been welcomed
by her old friends with open arms. They
crowded round her at her first appearance,
asking her plans, telling her all that had
happened in her absence, and looking at her
with eyes full of curiosity. Was she indeed
the Frances upon whom they had built such
high hopes six months ago, and to whom
they had looked to bring glory to the
Hospital, and who had failed them so incom-
prehensibly? Yes, she was still the brilliant,
passionate worker, who had had such scanty
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patience with half-hearted students, and openly
scoffed at those who gave thought to other
pursuits. There was no doubting her eager-
ness to take up her work again and her
determination to pass her finals with honour,
but there was a difference. Without knowing
how or why, each felt that, during her absence,
Frances had gained something she had hitherto
lacked. She would never again scoff at the
student who loved friends and pretty clothes,
or sneer at the dullard. They had always
been proud of her, now they began to love her
also.
CHAPTER XXIII.
IN THE HOUR OF PERIL.
ONE afternoon in early June, Bradbrook was
cycling into Meadham, for he generally made
Mead Cottage the goal of his country rides.
It was some time since he had last visited it,
and he was unaware of the changes that
had taken place and that Mrs. Pederson was
in London with Frances.
Not that this fact would have disturbed him
greatly. He would have told himself that her
value in his eyes depended mainly on her
relationship to Miss Hilary, and that for
Hilary's sake he would have travelled farther
and endured unlimited fatigue.
At a turn in the road he branched off to
the left and shot down a steep incline known
among Meadham people as the "gulley," a
rough track, barely wide enough for a waggon
to pass along it, with sheer, bare banks on
either side. It was a strange, wild spot,
seldom used except by foot passengers, and
had been made many years ago for some
268 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
purpose no one in the district could now
remember.
Bradbrook had discovered it on one of his
cycling expeditions, and used it as a short
by-way to the Cottage. It cut off a long
stretch of the high road, besides affording an
opportunity for that careful riding which is meat
and drink to the enthusiastic cyclist.
He had been riding some hours, and the day
was hot. He decided, therefore, to dismount
near the head of the gulley, wheel his machine
into a field, and take a rest before presenting
himself at the Cottage. He must have fallen
asleep, for a sound close behind him, a sten-
torian shout and the grinding and growling
of some heavy body moving, roused him with
a start.
"A confounded traction engine," he said.
"There ought to be a law compelling them to
move in the small hours. They are dangerous
to the common weal, and especially to the
cycle-wheel if you happen to be caught in a
trap like this. I'll stay where I am till the
monster has passed."
He was establishing himself for another
nap when there rose such a babel of shouts,
mingled with the snortings of the agricultural
IN THE HOUR OF PERIL. 269
monster, as made him spring to his feet and
run to a gap in the hedge which commanded a
view down the gulley. He stood for a moment
grasping the rail of the fence, his heart beating
wildly with horror and alarm.
It was a terrible sight, and there seemed no
hope of its ending in anything but a tragedy.
The engine had passed down the hill below
the point upon which he stood. Down, down
it went, slowly, relentlessly, like some awful,
unwieldy force no human power could stay.
It had either got beyond the management
of the men upon it, or, like Bradbrook,
they were so overcome with fright that
action was impossible. Below was a little
dogcart which had been crawling up the
gulley, unconscious of the danger ahead until
a sharp turn brought its occupants face to face,
at close quarters, with the engine.
At the moment Bradbrook reached the
scene, the owners of the cart had become aware
of their danger, and the mare had discovered
what lay ahead of her. A horse of iron nerve
would have been difficult to manage at such a
crisis; the graceful creature below was high-
bred and nervous. Bradbrook watched with
breathless anxiety to see what would happen.
2/o MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
The dogcart had two occupants, a tall, broad-
shouldered man who sat with folded arms and
appeared to be taking merely a spectacular
interest in the events which clearly endangered
his life, and a tall, slender girl who was trying
with all her might to coax the frightened
animal to back down the gulley.
All in vain I The horse was beyond the
influence of coaxing voice or firm hand. It
plunged wildly to right and left, struggled to
get a foothold in the right bank which
happened at this point to be more shallow
and sloping. Bradbrook saw the light cart tilt
perilously on the bank, then the mare turned
wildly and tore down the incline, leaving the
man and the girl on the roadside.
At that moment Bradbrook uttered a shout,
and, springing over the fence, rushed to the
scene of disaster.
"Stop that thing you must," he shouted to
the men as he passed the engine. " You have
done damage enough already with your infernal
engine. Don't risk taking more life. Reverse
the thing, run it into the bank, do something
for Heaven's sake, it you would not be hung
for murder."
The moment the mare plunged, he had
IN THE HOUR OP PERIL. 271
seen the girl's white upturned face. It was
Hilary, and the man who sat at her side
must be the master of Fairmead, going to
his death, poor fellow, blind as to how the
blow fell.
Mr. Hilder escaped as by a miracle, falling
against the sloping bank without ever losing his
footing. When Bradbrook came up he was
moving here and there with a face more white
and set in misery than Bradbrook had ever
seen a human face.
" Hilary 1 ... Hilary ! . . . Little comrade ! "
he was crying, " Good Heavens ! to think I
cannot find her, and that she may be dead ! "
There was something in this futile searching,
this agonised protest against his disability, which
touched the kind-hearted insurance agent to the
quick. In the flash of a moment he knew
that Hilder loved the girl he was seeking, and
that they two were rivals. Yet no one could
have been jealous who saw that futile energy,
that pathetic groping, or heard that heart-
broken cry. He made all the haste pos-
sible to the spot and touched Hilder on the
arm.
"This a bad business, but I'm here to help
you. You don't know me : I'm a friend of
272 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
Miss Pederson's. Don't you worry she isn't
dead. She's lying just where the turn of the
cart threw her ; but she had a soft bed.
The clay is pretty thick, and there happened
to be a ledge with grass over it handy. I've
a bit or experience in dealing with fainting folks,
for I'm an ambulance man. She will come
round in a few minutes when I've given her a
few drops out of my flask. I always carry a
flask ; you never know what may happen. Not
that one often gets jobs like this."
He talked fast and cheerfully as he knelt
beside the ledge on which the girl lay,
treating her with that skill and deftness she
had admired on a former occasion. He guided
the blind man to the spot, and with a delicacy
no one would have expected in him, allowed
him to hold the girl's unconscious form
supported against his knee.
Bradbrook felt sure no bones were broken ;
both occupants of the dogcart had had a
miraculous escape. Hilary had been badly
shaken by the fall, and the horror of the
danger had caused her to faint; but, so far
as Bradbrook could discover, she was not other-
wise hurt.
He watched her closely for a few minutes,
IN THE HOUR OF PERIL. 273
and then looked at his companion with a
gratified smile.
" She will do now. Can't you hear her sigh ?
In a minute she will open her eyes and wonder
where she is. There, she is getting a little
colour. She will be herself directly. If you do
not mind being left a moment, I will go up and
ask those rascally engine-men where we can get
a trap to carry her home. I have a bicycle in
the field, too, which I don't want to leave to
the mercies of vagabonds."
He ran up the gulley, and Max Hilder was
left alone with the unconscious Hilary. Never
before or since did he long for his lost eyesight
as he did that moment. For knowledge of
how this terrible accident had injured her, for
information as to how she was bearing it, he
had to depend on a stranger, whose very voice
warned Hilder that he was a kindly soul, who
sympathised with his misfortune, and might be
inclined to say what was soothing rather than
what was strictly true.
Suppose Hilary were dead ? Suppose this
stillness meant that the radiant young spirit
was gone for ever, and that never again would
she brighten his path as he trod the long valley
of shadows.
274 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
" Hilary, Hilary ! come back to me ! * he
cried, with an exceeding bitter cry, as he drew
her closer to him. "Have I killed you, little
comrade ? It was my wish, not yours, that we
should drive on this dangerous path ! My love,
my love ! come back 1 life will be too hard and
dark wanting you."
He scarcely knew that he spoke aloud. In
the bitterness of his anxiety, shut out in his
darkness, he uttered his thought, all unconscious
that it reached the heart of the girl and recalled
her to what was passing around her. She
opened her eyes, and her breath came with a
little gasping sigh.
" Hilary, little love, say that you live," Hilder
whispered, feeling her face with gentle, reverent
hand.
" Max, Max 1 " she whispered, the colour flood-
ing her white cheeks. " I am quite safe. I
suppose I fainted ; but I am in no pain. Tell
me, you are not hurt ? I thought it so terrible
that you should be thrown without being able
to see your danger."
"No, I am not hurt; everything is well if
you are safe, child. Little comrade, life would
have been a sorry place for me if you had
gone."
Iff THE HOUR OF PERIL. 275
Hilary could not speak; she clung to the
arm that supported her, until Bradbrook's
footsteps were heard and he came up, pushing
his bicycle.
" Ah, Miss Hilary 1 you are all right again, I
see. Lucky escape you've had, I can tell you ;
but Providence watches over us all, and knew
we could not spare one of your sort. I'm
going to leave you while I go down to the village
and fetch some sort of a trap to take you
home. By the way, the driver of that engine
of destruction says that if you will step a
yard or two down the lane, there is an opening
into a field where you might shelter while
he gets by. I pointed out to him that
to ask the smallest concession of you was
distinctly out of place on his part, but he
belongs to that order of the human family
which considers number one first, and he declares,
with the bluntness of his class, that he has
wasted enough time already. I have taken his
number and his employer's address, in case you
wish to take steps, Mr. Hilder, to recover
damages. Now, if you please, we will proceed
to this convenient slope and see the clouds
of smoke roll by. You won't mind me leaving
you while I fetch the conveyance ? "
276 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
Hilary and the master of Fairmead did not
mind at all. In that moment, when Hilary
opened her eyes, a new life had begun for
them both. Nothing could ever be the same
again now they knew that they loved one
another, and that the future held no joy like
being together.
When Max told the girl how, on the night
of his return from Wiesbaden, he had resolved
to conquer his love for her and never to
hope to link her youth and brightness
with his maimed manhood, she stopped him
with a laugh which ended in something like
a sob.
"Did you never think I should wonder why
you had changed to me ? " she said softly.
" Ah ! and how could you doubt me so ? You
needed me the more. Surely, you must have
known that I should love you better for that
reason."
" I did not know it, and I don't see why
even now," Max said quietly. "I wonder if
you realise all that you are pledging yourself
to, child. I'm more than ten years older than
you, Hilary, and you have known me scarcely
a twelvemonth. I'm a cross-grained fellow at
heart even when I manage to show the world
IN THE HOUR OF PERIL. 277
an unruffled front. I'm not patient, and I rebel
a hundred times at the affliction which has
been given me to bear. I'm a student, too, and
times without number I shall seem to care
more for my work than for your company.
You deserve better, dear, than to be tied to a
blind beggar like me."
Hilary looked up at him ; she never taught
herself that the clear brown eyes could not see
the look on her face, and she believed Max knew
when she looked at him.
"To me you are just you" she said
softly. "And if you had not loved me, I
think I should have gone wanting you all
my days."
When Bradbrook came back, leading a
little farmer's cart he had borrowed, he
looked at the girl's radiant face and whistled
softly.
"You don't look as though you ailed mucn
now, Miss Hilary," he said genially. "A boy is
coming up to drive you, so I'll say good-bye.
Some day soon I'll be down again. No, thank
you, Miss Hilary ; I won't go on to the Cottage
now. There isn't time, and I want to get back
to town."
He watched the two get into the cart and
278 MRS. PEDERSON'S NIECE.
drive away, then jumped on his bicycle and
rode off.
"It was a clear case for congratulations,"
he said, with an odd roughness in his voice.
" But for the life of me I couldn't have worked
myself up to the pitch of congratulating. It
takes a deuce of a time for a man to cure
himself of the dog-in-the-manger spirit. She
wasn't for me, so why should I begrudge her
to another chap ? I wish that she had chanced
to fancy a perfect specimen, though. Good Lord !
Hilder needs some special bit of good fortune
to compensate for his blindness. There must
be something out of the common about him, too,
for a girl like that to love him in spite of his
drawback."
Which shows that a man may hopelessly
mistake the working of a girl's heart.
* * *
Thus Hilary's dark days came to an
end. She had no longer to work "in the
furrows," struggling for that blitheness of
spirit which was once so easy to capture. She
came to Fairmead as its master's wife when
autumn dropped into winter, and, through
the happy years that followed, still kept "that
comely fashion" which had supported her
IN THE HOUR OP PERIL. 279
when she trod difficult paths ; which had won for
her the love of a man who knew her first
through this capacity for "making sunshine in
a shady place."
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