wWWltti \mi kfc'V-Mfc * * A > ' *>'?Mi$? ^v^- . fe^w-v ^ : "^iW MfaJ^irvF i &wn M Ml i * ^ ' , THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE AND OTHER TALES. THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE AND OTHER TALES. BY HENRY JAMES, JR. IN TWO VOLUMES. VOL. I. MACMILLAN AND CO. 1879. The Right of Translation is Reserved. LONDON : K. CLAV, SONS, AND TAYLOR, BREAD STREET HILL. NOTE. THREE of the accompanying Tales the first, third, and fourth in order were included in a collection of short stories published in Boston some years since. Two of the others the second and the last are now reprinted for the first time from American periodicals. All these things have been revised and retouched. " The Diary of a Man of Fifty" originally appeared in Macmillaris Magazine. CONTENTS OF VOL. I. PAGE THE -MADONNA OF THE FUTURE . . I LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE 74 MADAME DE MAUVES MS THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE, AND OTHER TALES. THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. WE had been talking about the masters who had achieved but a single masterpiece the artists and poets who but once in their lives had known the divine afflatus and touched the high level of per- fection. Our host had been showing us a charming little cabinet picture by a painter whose name we had never heard, and who, after this single spasmodic bid for fame, had apparently relapsed into obscurity and mediocrity. There was some discussion as to the frequency of this phenomenon ; during which, I observed, H sat silent, finishing his cigar with a VOL. I. ^ B 2 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. meditative air, and looking at the picture, which was being handed round the table. "I don't know how common a case it is," he said at last, " but I have Seen it. I have known a poor fellow who painted his one masterpiece, and " he added with a smile " he didn't even paint that. He made his bid for fame and missed it." We all knew H for a clever man who had seen much of men and manners, and had a great stock of reminiscences. Some one immediately questioned him further, and while I was engrossed with the raptures of my neighbour over the little picture, he was induced to tell his tale. If I were to doubt whether it would bear repeating, I should only have to remember how that charming woman, our hostess, who had left the table, ventured back in rust- ling rose-colour, to pronounce our lingering a want of gallantry, and, finding us a listening circle, sank into her chair in spite of our cigars, and heard the story out so graciously that when the catastrophe was reached she glanced across at me and showed me a tear in each of her beautiful eyes. It relates to my youth, and to Italy : two fine things ! (H began.) I had arrived late in the THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 3 evening at Florence, and while I finished my bottle of wine at supper, had fancied that, tired traveller though I was, I might pay the city a finer compliment than by going vulgarly to bed. A narrow passage wandered darkly away out of the little square before my hotel, and looked as if it bored into the heart of Florence. I followed it, and at the end of ten minutes emerged upon a great piazza, filled only with the mild autumn moonlight. Opposite rose the Palazzo Vecchio, like some huge civic fortress, with the great bell-tower springing from its embattled verge as a mountain-pine from the edge of a cliff. At its base, in its projected shadow, gleamed certain dim sculptures which I wonderingly approached. One of the images, on the left of the palace door, was a magnificent colossus, shining through the dusky air like a sentinel who has taken the alarm. In a moment I recognised him as Michael Angelo's David. I turned with a certain relief from his sinister strength to a slender figure in bronze, stationed beneath the high, light loggia which opposes the free and elegant span of its arches to the dead masonry of the palace ; a figure supremely shapely and graceful ; gentle, almost, in spite of his holding out with his B 2 4 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. light, nervous arm the snaky head of the slaughtered Gorgon. His name is Perseus, and you may read his story, not in the Greek mythology, but in the memoirs of Benvenuto Cellini. Glancing from one of these fine fellows to the other, I probably uttered some irrepressible commonplace of praise, for, as if pro- voked by my voice, a man rose from the steps of the loggia, where he had been sitting in the shadow, and addressed me in good English a small, slim personage, clad in a sort of black velvet tunic (as it seemed), and with a mass of auburn hair, which gleamed in the moonlight, escaping from a little mediaeval birretta. In a tone of the most insinuating deference, he asked me for my " impressions." He seemed picturesque, fantastic, slightly unreal. Hover- ing there in this consecrated neighbourhood, he might have passed for the genius of aesthetic hospitality if the genius of aesthetic hospitality were not commonly some shabby little custode, flourishing a calico pocket-handkerchief and openly resentful of the divided franc. This analogy was made none the less complete by the brilliant tirade with which he greeted my embarrassed silence. " I have known Florence long, sir, but I have never THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 5 known her so lovely as to-night. It's as if the ghosts of her past were abroad in the empty streets. The present is sleeping ; the past hovers about us like a dream made visible. Fancy the old Florentines stroll- ing up in couples to pass judgment on the last per- formance of Michael, of Benvenuto ! We should come in for a precious lesson if we might overhear what they say. The plainest burgher of them, in his cap and gown, had a taste in the matter ! That was the prime of art, sir. The sun stood high in heaven, .and his broad and equal blaze made the darkest places bright and the dullest eyes clear. We live in the evening of time ! We grope in the gray dusk, carrying each our poor little taper of selfish and painful wisdom, holding it up to the great models and to the dim idea, and seeing nothing but over- whelming greatness and dimness. The days of illu- mination are gone ! But do you know I fancy I fancy " and he grew suddenly almost familiar in this visionary fervour " I fancy the light of that time rests upon us here for an hour! I have never seen the David so grand, the Perseus so fair ! Even the inferior productions of John of Bologna and of Baccio Bandinelli seem to realise the artist's dream. I feel 6 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. as if the moonlit air were charged with the secrets of the masters, and as if, standing here in religious attention, we might we might witness a revelation !" Perceiving at this moment, I suppose, my halting comprehension reflected in my puzzled face, this in- teresting rhapsodist paused and blushed. Then with a melancholy smile, " You think me a moonstruck charlatan, I suppose. It's not my habit to hang about the piazza and pounce upon innocent tourists. But to-night, I confess, I am under the charm. And then, somehow, I fancied you too were an artist!" " I am not an artist, I am sorry to say, as you must understand the term. But pray make no apo- logies. I am also under the charm ; your eloquent remarks have only deepened it." " If you are not an artist you are worthy to be one ! " he rejoined, with an expressive smile. "A young man who arrives at Florence late in the evening, and, instead of going prosaically to bed, or hanging over the travellers' book at his hotel, walks forth without loss of time to pay his devoirs to the beau- tiful, is a young man after my own heart ! " The mystery was suddenly solved ; my friend was THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 7 an American ! He must have been, to take the pic- turesque so prodigiously to heart. " None the less so, I trust," I answered, " if the young man is a sordid New-Yorker." " New-Yorkers have been munificent patrons of art ! " he answered, urbanely. For a moment I was alarmed. Was this midnight reverie mere Yankee enterprise, and was he simply a desperate brother of the brush who had posted him- self here to extort an " order " from a sauntering .tourist? But I was not called to defend myself. A great brazen note broke suddenly from the far-off summit of the bell-tower above us, and sounded the first stroke of midnight. My companion started, apologised for detaining me, and prepared to retire. But he seemed to offer so lively a promise of further entertainment, that I was indisposed to part with him, and suggested that we should stroll homeward together. He cordially assented ; so we turned out of the Piazza, passed down before the statued arcade of the Uffizi, and came out upon the Arno. What course we took I hardly remember, but we roamed slowly about for an hour, my companion delivering by snatches a sort of moon-touched aesthetic lecture. I 8 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. listened in puzzled fascination, and wondered who the deuce he was. He confessed with a melancholy but all-respectful head-shake to his American origin. " We are the disinherited of Art ! " he cried. " We are condemned to be superficial ! We are excluded from the magic circle. The soil of American per- ception is a poor little barren, artificial deposit. Yes ! we are wedded to imperfection. An American, to excel, has just ten times as much to learn as a European. We lack the deeper sense. We have neither taste, nor tact, nor power. How should we have them ? Our crude and garish climate, our silent past, our deafening present, the constant pressure about us of unlovely circumstance, are as void of all that nourishes and prompts and inspires the artist, as my sad heart is void of bitterness in saying so ! We poor aspirants must live in perpetual exile." " You seem fairly at home in exile," I answered, " and Florence seems to me a very pretty Siberia. But do you know my own thought ? Nothing is so idle as to talk about our want of a nutritive soil, of opportunity, of inspiration, and all the rest of it. The worthy part is to do something fine ! There is no law in our glorious Constitution against that. THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 9 Invent, create, achieve ! No matter if you have to study fifty times as much as one of these ! What else are you an artist for? Be you our Moses," I added, laughing, and laying my hand on his shoulder, " and lead us out of the house of bondage ! " " Golden words golden words, young man ! " he cried, with a tender smile. " ' Invent, create, achieve ! ' Yes, that's our business ; I know it well. Don't take me, in Heaven's name, for one of your barren com- plainers impotent cynics who have neither talent nor faith ! I am at work ! " and he glanced about him and lowered his voice as if this were a quite peculiar secret " I'm at work night and day. I have undertaken a creation ! I am no Moses ; I am only a poor patient artist; but it would be a fine thing if I were to cause some slender stream of beauty to flow in our thirsty land ! Don't think me a monster of conceit," he went on, as he saw me smile at the avidity with which he adopted my illus- tration ; " I confess that I am in one of those moods when great things seem possible ! This is one of my nervous nights I dream waking ! When the south-wind blows over Florence at midnight, it seems to coax the soul from all the fair things io THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. locked away in her churches and galleries ; it comes into my own little studio with the moonlight, and sets my heart beating too deeply for rest. You see I am always adding a thought to my conception! This evening I felt that I couldn't sleep unless I had communed with the genius of Buonarotti ! " He seemed deeply versed in local history and tra- dition, and he expatiated con amore on the charms of Florence. I gathered that he was an old resident, and that he had taken the lovely city into his heart. " I owe her everything," he declared. " It's only since I came here that I have really lived, intellec- tually. One by one, all profane desires, all mere worldly aims, have dropped away from me, and left me nothing but my pencil, my little note-book " (and he tapped his breast-pocket), "and the worship of the pure masters those who were pure because they were innocent, and those who were pure because they were strong ! " "And have you been very productive all this time ? " I asked sympathetically. He was silent a while before replying. " Not in the vulgar sense ! " he said at last. " I have chosen never to manifest myself by imperfection. The good THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 11 in every performance I have re-absorbed into the generative force of new creations ; the bad there is always plenty of that I have religiously destroyed. I may say, with some satisfaction, that I have not added a mite to the rubbish of the world. As a proof of my conscientiousness" and he stopped short, and eyed me with extraordinary candour, as if the proof were to be overwhelming " I have never sold a picture! 'At least no merchant traffics in my heart ! ' Do you remember that divine line in Browning ? My little studio has never been pro- faned by superficial, feverish, mercenary work. It's a temple of labour, but of leisure ! Art is long. If we work for ourselves, of course we must hurry. If we work for her, we must often pause. She can wait ! " This had brought us to my hotel door, somewhat to my relief, I confess, for I had begun to feel unequal to the society of a genius of this heroic strain. I left him, however, not without expressing a friendly hope that we should meet again. The next morning my curiosity had not abated ; I was anxious to see him by common daylight. I counted upon meeting him in one of the many pictorial OF CAL1I OKNIA LIBRARY 12 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. haunts of Florence, and I was gratified without delay. I found him in the course of the morning in the Tribune of the Uffizi that little treasure- chamber of world-famous things. He had turned his back on the Venus de' Medici, and with his arms resting on the railing which protects the pictures, and his head buried in his hands, he was lost in the contemplation of that superb triptych of Andrea Mantegna a work which has neither the material splendour nor the commanding force of some of its neighbours, but which, glowing there with the loveli- ness of patient labour, suits possibly a more constant need of the soul. I looked at the picture for some time over his shoulder ; at last, with a heavy sigh, he turned away and our eyes met. As he recognised me a deep blush rose to his face ; he fancied, perhaps, that he had made a fool of himself overnight. But I offered him my hand with a friendliness which assured him I was not a scoffer. I knew him by his ardent chevelure; otherwise he was much altered. His mid- night mood was over, and he looked as haggard as an actor by daylight. He was far older than I had supposed, and he had less bravery of costume and gesture. He seemed the quite poor, patient artist he THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 13 had proclaimed himself, and the fact that he had never sold a picture was more obvious than glorious. His velvet coat was threadbare, and his short slouched hat, of an antique pattern, revealed a rusti- ness which marked it an " original/' and not one of the picturesque reproductions which brethren of his craft affect. His eye was mild and heavy, and his expression singularly gentle and acquiescent ; the more so for a certain pallid leanness of visage, which I hardly' knew whether to refer to the consuming fire of genius or to a meagre diet. A very little talk, however, cleared his brow and brought back his eloquence. "And this is your first visit to these enchanted halls ? " he cried. " Happy, thrice happy youth ! '' And taking me by the arm, he prepared to lead me to each of the pre-eminent works in turn and show me the cream of the gallery. But before we left the Mantegna, he pressed my arm and gave it a loving look. "He was not in a hurry," he murmured. " He knew nothing of ' raw Haste, half-sister to Delay ! ' ' How sound a critic my friend was I am unable to say, but he was an extremely amusing one ; overflowing with opinions, theories, and sympathies, with disqui- 14 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. sition and gossip and anecdote. He was a shade too sentimental for my own sympathies, and I fancied he was rather too fond of superfine discriminations and of discovering subtle intentions in shallow places. At moments, too, he plunged into the sea of meta- physics and floundered a while in waters too deep for intellectual security. But his abounding know- ledge and happy judgment told a touching story of long, attentive hours in this worshipful company ; there was a reproach to my wasteful saunterings in so devoted a culture of opportunity. " There are two moods," I remember his saying, " in which we may walk through galleries the critical and the ideal. They seize us at their pleasure, and we can never tell which is to take its turn. The critical mood, oddly, is the genial one, the friendly, the con- descending. It relishes the pretty trivialities of art, its vulgar cleverness, its conscious graces. It has a kindly greeting for anything which looks as if, accord- ing to his light, the painter had enjoyed doing it for the little Dutch cabbages and kettles, for the taper fingers and breezy mantles of late-coming Madonnas, for the little blue-hilled, pastoral, sceptical Italian landscapes. Then there are the days of fierce, fasti- THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 15 dious longing solemn church-feasts of the intellect when all vulgar effort and all petty success is a weariness, and everything but the best the best of the best disgusts. In these hours we are relent- less aristocrats of taste. We will not take Michael Angelo for granted, we will not swallow Raphael whole ! " The gallery of the Uffizi is not only rich in its possessions, but peculiarly fortunate in that fine architectural accident, as one may call it, which unites it with the breadth of river and city between them to those princely chambers of the Pitti Palace. The Louvre and the Vatican hardly give you such a sense of sustained inclosure as those long passages projected over street and stream to establish a sort of inviolate transition between the two palaces of art. We passed along the gallery in which those precious drawings by eminent hands hang chaste and gray above the swirl and murmur of the yellow Arno, and reached the ducal saloons of the Pitti. Ducal as they are, it must be confessed that they are imperfect as show-rooms, and that, with their deep-set windows and their massive mouldings, it is rather a broken light that reaches the pictured walls. But here the 16 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. masterpieces hang thick, and you seem to see them in a luminous atmosphere of their own. And the great saloons, with their superb dim ceilings, their outer wall in splendid shadow, and the sombre oppo- site glow of mellow canvas and dusky gilding, make, themselves, almost as fine a picture as the Titians and Raphaels they imperfectly reveal. We lingered briefly before many a Raphael and Titian ; but I saw my friend was impatient, and I suffered him at last to lead me directly to the goal of our journey the most tenderly fair of Raphael's virgins, the Madonna in the Chair. Of all the fine pictures of the world, it seemed to me this is the one with which criticism has least to do. None betrays less effort, less of the mechanism of success and of the irrepressible discord between conception and result which shows dimly in so many consummate works. Graceful, human, near to our sympathies as it is, it has nothing of manner, of method, nothing, almost, of style ; it blooms there in rounded softness, as instinct with harmony as if it were an immediate exhalation of genius. The figure melts away the spectator's mind into a sort of passionate tenderness which he knows not whether he has given to heavenly purity or to THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 17 earthly charm. He is intoxicated with the fragrance of the tenderest blossom of maternity that ever bloomed on earth. " That's what I call a fine picture," said my com- panion, after we had gazed awhile in silence. "I 1 have a right to say so, for I have copied it so often and so carefully that I could repeat it now with my eyes shut. Other works are of Raphael : this is Raphael himself. Others you can praise, you can qualify, you can measure, explain, account for : this you can only love and admire. I don't know in what seeming he walked among men, while this divine mood was upon him ; but after it, surely, he could do nothing but die ; this world had nothing more to teach him. Think of it a while, my friend, and you will admit that I am not raving. Think of his seeing that spotless image, not for a moment, for a day, in a happy dream, or a restless fever-fit ; not as a poet in a five minutes' frenzy time to snatch his phrase and scribble his immortal stanza ; but for days together, while the slow labour of the brush went on, while the foul vapours of life interposed, and the fancy ached with, tension, fixed, radiant, distinct, as VOL. I. C i8 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. we see it now ! What a master, certainly ! But ah ! what a seer ! " " Don't you imagine/' I answered, " that he had a model, and that some pretty young woman " " As pretty a young woman as you please ! It doesn't diminish the miracle ! He took his hint, of course, and the young woman, possibly, sat smiling before his canvas. But, meanwhile, the painter's idea had taken wings. No lovely human outline could charm it to vulgar fact. He saw the fair form made perfect ; he rose to the vision without tremor, with- out effort of wing ; he communed with it face to face, and resolved into finer and lovelier truth the purity which completes it as the fragrance completes the rose. That's what they call idealism ; the word's vastly abused, but the thing is good. It's my own creed, at any rate. Lovely Madonna, model at once and muse, I call you to witness that I too am an idealist ! " "An idealist, then," I said, half jocosely, wishing to provoke him to further utterance, " is a gentleman who says to Nature in the person of a beautiful girl, ' Go to, you are all wrong ! Your fine is coarse, your bright is dim, your grace is gaucherie. This is the THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 19 way you should have done it ! ' Is not the chance against him ? " He turned upon me almost angrily, but perceiving the genial savour of my sarcasm, he smiled gravely. " Look at that picture," he said, " and cease your irre- verent mockery! Idealism is that! There's no explaining it ; one must feel the flame ! It says nothing to Nature, or to any beautiful girl, that they will not both forgive ! It says to the fair woman, ' Accept me as your artist-friend, lend me your beautiful face, trust me, help me, and your eyes shall be half my masterpiece ! ' No one so loves and respects the rich realities of nature as the artist whose imagination caresses and flatters them. He knows what a fact may hold (whether Raphael knew, you may judge by his portrait, behind us there, of Tommaso Inghirami) ; but his fancy hovers above it, as Ariel hovered above the sleeping prince. There is only one Raphael, but an artist may still be an artist. As I said last night, the days of illumination are gone ; visions are rare ; we have to look long to see them. But in meditation we may still cultivate the ideal ; round it, smooth it, perfect it. The result the result," (here his voice faltered suddenly, and C 2 20 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. he fixed his eyes for a moment on the picture ; when they met my own again they were full of tears " the result may be less than this ; but still it may be good, it may be great!" he cried with vehemence. "It may hang somewhere, in after years, in goodly company, and keep the artist's memory warm. Think of being known to mankind after some such fashion as this ! of hanging here through the slow centuries in the gaze of an altered world ; living on and on in the cunning of an eye and hand that are part of the dust of ages, a delight and a law to remote generations ; making beauty a force and purity an example!" " Heaven forbid," I said, smiling, " that I should take the wind out of your sails ! But doesn't it occur to you that besides being strong in his genius Raphael was happy in a certain good faith of which we have lost the trick ? There are people, I know,, who deny that his spotless Madonnas are anything more than pretty blondes of that period, enhanced by the Raphaelesque touch, which they declare is a profane touch. Be that as it may, people's religious and aesthetic needs went arm in arm, and there was, as I may say, a demand for the Blessed Virgin, THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 21 visible and adorable, which must have given firmness to the artist's hand. I am afraid there is no demand now." My companion seemed painfully puzzled ; he shivered, as it were, in this chilling blast of scepti- cism. Then shaking his head with sublime con- fidence " There is always a demand ! " he cried ; "that ineffable type is one of the eternal needs of man's heart ; but pious souls long for it in silence, almost in shame. Let it appear, and their faith grows brave. How should it appear in this corrupt generation ? It cannot be made to order. It could, indeed, when the order came, trumpet-toned, from the lips of the Church herself, and was addressed to genius panting with inspiration. But it can spring now only from the soil of passionate labour and culture. Do you really fancy that while, from time to time, a man of complete artistic vision is born into the world, that image can perish ? The man who paints it has painted everything. The subject admits of every perfection form, colour, expression, com- position. It can be as simple as you please, and yet as rich ; as broad and pure, and yet as full of delicate detail. Think of the chance for flesh in the little 22 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. naked, nestling child, irradiating divinity ; of the chance for drapery in the chaste and ample garment of the mother ! think of the great story you compress into that simple theme ! Think, above all, of the mother's face and its ineffable suggestiveness, of the mingled burden of joy and trouble, the tenderness turned to worship, and the worship turned to far- seeing pity ! Then look at it all in perfect line and lovely colour, breathing truth and beauty and mastery ! " " Anch' io son pittore ! " I cried. " Unless I am mistaken, you have a masterpiece on the stocks. If you put all that in, you will do more than Raphael himself did. Let me know when your picture is finished, and wherever in the wide world I may be, I will post back to Florence and pay my respects to the Madonna of the future /" He blushed vividly and gave a heavy sigh, half of protest, half of resignation. " I don't often mention my picture by name. I detest this modern custom of premature publicity. A great work needs silence, privacy, mystery even. And then, do you know, people are so cruel, so frivolous, so unable to imagine a man's wishing to paint a Madonna at this time of THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 23 day, that I have been laughed at laughed at, sir ! " and his blush deepened to crimson. " I don't know what has prompted me to be so frank and trustful with you. You look as if you wouldn't laugh at me. My dear young man " and he laid his hand on my arm "I am worthy of respect. Whatever my talents may be, I am honest. There is nothing grotesque in a pure ambition, or in a life devoted to it." There was something so sternly sincere in his look and tone, that further questions seemed impertinent. I had repeated opportunity to ask them, however ; for after this we spent much time together. Daily, for a fortnight, we met by appointment, to see the sights. He knew the city so well, he had strolled and lounged so often through its streets and churches and galleries, he was so deeply versed in its greater and lesser memories, so imbued with the local genius, that he was an altogether ideal valet de place, and I was glad enough to leave my Murray at home, and gather facts and opinions alike from his gossiping commentary. He talked of Florence like a lover and admitted that it was a very old affair ; he had lost his heart to her at first sight. " It's the fashion to 24 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. talk of all cities as feminine/' he said, " but, as a rule, it's a monstrous mistake. Is Florence of the same sex as New York, as Chicago? She is the sole perfect lady of them all ; one feels towards her as a lad in his teens feels to some beautiful older woman with a ' history.' She fills you with a sort of aspiring gallantry." This disinterested passion seemed to stand my friend in stead of the common social ties ; he led a lonely life, and cared for nothing but his work. I was duly flattered by his having taken my frivolous self into his favour, and by his generous sacrifice of precious hours to my society. We spent many of these hours among those early paintings in which Florence is so rich, returning ever and anon, with restless sympathies, to wonder whether these tender blossoms of art had not a vital fragrance and savour more precious than the full-fruited knowledge of the later works. We lingered often in the sepul- chral chapel of San Lorenzo, and watched Michael Angelo's dim-visaged warrior sitting there like some awful Genius of Doubt and brooding behind his eternal mask upon the mysteries of life. We stood more than once in the little convent chambers where Fra Angelico wrought as if an angel indeed had held THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 25 his hand, and gathered that sense of scattered dews and early bird-notes which makes an hour among his relics seem like a morning stroll in some monkish garden. We did all this and much more wandered into dark chapels, damp courts, and dusty palace- rooms, in quest of lingering hints of fresco and lurking treasures of carving. I was more and more impressed with my com- panion's remarkable singleness of purpose. Every- thing was a pretext for some wildly idealistic rhap- sody or reverie. Nothing could be seen or said that did not lead him sooner or later to a glowing dis- course on the true, the beautiful, and the good. If my friend was not a genius, he was certainly a mono- maniac ; and I found as great a fascination in watch- ing the odd lights and shades of his character as if he had been a creature from another planet. He seemed, indeed, to know very little of this one, and lived and moved altogether in his own little province of art. A creature more unsullied by the world it is impossible to conceive, and I often thought it a flaw in his artistic character that he had not a harmless vice or two. It amused me greatly at times to think that he was of our shrewd Yankee race ; 26 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. but, after all, there could be no better token of his American origin than this high aesthetic fever. The very heat of his devotion was a sign of conversion ; those born to European opportunity manage better to reconcile enthusiasm with comfort. He had, moreover, all our native mistrust for intellectual dis- cretion and our native relish for sonorous superlatives. As a critic he was very much more generous than just, and his mildest terms of approbation were " stupendous," " transcendent," and " incomparable. " The small change of admiration seemed to him no coin for a gentleman to handle ; and yet, frank as he was intellectually, he was personally altogether a mystery. His professions, somehow, were all half- professions, and his allusions to his work and circum- stances left something dimly ambiguous in the background. He was modest and proud, and never spoke of his domestic matters. He was evidently poor ; yet he must have had some slender indepen- dence, since he could afford to make so merry over the fact that his culture of ideal beauty had never brought him a penny. His poverty, I supposed, was his motive for neither inviting me to his lodging nor mentioning its whereabouts. We met either in some THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 27 public place or at my hotel, where I entertained him as freely as I might without appearing to be prompted by charity. He seemed always hungry, and this was his nearest approach to human grossness. I made a point of asking no impertinent questions, but, each time we met, I ventured to make some respectful allusion to the magnum opus, to inquire, as it were, as to its health and progress. " We are getting on, with the Lord's help," he would say, with a grave' smile. "We are doing well. You see I have the grand advantage that I lose no time. These hours I spend with you are pure profit. They are suggestive ! Just as the truly religious soul is always at worship, the genuine artist is always in labour. He takes his property wherever he finds it, and learns some precious secret from every object that stands up in the light. If you but knew the rapture of observation ! I gather with every glance some hint for light, for colour or relief! When I get home, I pour out my treasures into the lap of my Madonna. Oh, I am not idle ! Nulla dies sine tinea" I was introduced in Florence to an American lady whose drawing-room had long formed an attractive place of reunion for the foreign residents. She lived 28 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. on a fourth floor, and she was not rich ; but she offered her visitors very good tea, little cakes at option, and conversation not quite to match. Her conversation had mainly an aesthetic flavour, for Mrs. Coventry was famously "artistic." Her apart- ment was a sort of Pitti Palace an petit pied. She possessed " early masters " by the dozen a cluster of Peruginos in her dining-room, a Giotto in her boudoir, an Andrea del Sarto over her drawing-room chimney- piece. Surrounded by these treasures, and by innu- merable bronzes, mosaics, majolica dishes, and little worm-eaten diptychs covered with angular saints oif' gilded backgrounds, our hostess enjoyed the dignity of a sort of high-priestess of the arts. She always wore on her bosom a huge miniature copy of the Madonna della Seggiola. Gaining her ear quietly one evening, I asked her whether she knew that remarkable man, Mr. Theobald. " Know him!" she exclaimed ; "know poor Theo- bald ! All Florence knows him, his flame-coloured locks, his black velvet coat, his interminable harangues on the beautiful, and his wondrous Madonna that mortal eye has never seen, and that mortal patience has quite given up expecting." THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 29 " Really," I cried, " you don't believe in his Madonna ? " " My dear ingenuous youth," rejoined my shrewd friend, " has he made a convert of you ? Well, we all believed in him once ; he came down upon Florence and took the town by storm. Another Raphael, at the very least, had been born among men, and the poor dear United States were to have the credit of him. Hadn't he the very hair of Raphael flowing down on his shoulders ? The hair, alas, but not the head ! We swallowed him whole, however ; we hung upon his lips and proclaimed his genius on the house- tops. The women were all dying to sit to him for their portraits and be made immortal, like Leonardo's Joconde. We decided that his manner was a good deal like Leonardo's mysterious, and inscrutable, and fascinating. Mysterious it certainly was ; mystery was the beginning and the end of it. The months passed by, and the miracle hung fire ; our master never produced his masterpiece. He passed hours in the galleries and churches, posturing, musing, and gazing ; he talked more than ever about the beau- tiful, but he never put brush to canvas. We had all subscribed, as it were, to the great performance ; but 30 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. as it never came off, people began to ask for their money again. I was one of the last of the faithful ; I carried devotion so far as to sit to him for my head. If you could have seen the horrible creature he made of me, you would admit that even a woman with no more vanity than will tie her bonnet straight must have cooled off then. The man didn't know the very alphabet of drawing ! His strong point, he intimated, was his sentiment ; but is it a consolation, when one has been painted a fright, to know it has been done with peculiar gusto ? One by one, I confess, we fell away from the faith, and Mr. Theobald didn't lift his little finger to preserve us. At the first hint that we were tired of waiting, and that we should like the show to begin, he was off in a huff. ' Great work requires time, contemplation, privacy, mystery ! O ye of little faith ! ' We answered that we didn't insist on a great work ; that the five-act tragedy might come at his convenience ; that we merely asked for something to keep us from yawning, some inexpensive little lever de rideau. Hereupon the poor man took his stand as a genius misconceived and persecuted, an dme meconnue, and washed his hands of us from that hour ! No, I believe he does me the THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 31 honour to consider me the head and front of the con- spiracy formed to nip his glory in the bud a bud that has taken twenty years to blossom. Ask him if he knows me, and he will tell you I am a horribly ugly old woman who has vowed his destruction because he won't paint her portrait as a pendant to Titian's Flora. I fancy that since then he has had none but chance followers, innocent strangers like your- self, who have taken him at his word. The mountain is still in labour ; I have not heard that the mouse has been born. I pass him once in a while in the galleries, and he fixes his great dark eyes on me with a sublimity of indifference, as if I were a bad copy of a Sassoferrato ! It is a long time ago now that I heard that he was making studies for a Ma- donna who was to be a resume of all the other Madonnas of the Italian school like that antique Venus who borrowed a nose from one great image and an ankle from another. It's certainly a masterly idea. The parts may be fine, but when I think of my unhappy portrait I tremble for the whole. He has communicated this striking idea under the pledge of solemn secrecy to fifty chosen spirits, to every one he has ever been able to button-hole for five minutes. 32 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. I suppose he wants to get an order for it, and he is not to blame ; for Heaven knows how he lives. I see by your blush," my hostess frankly continued, " that you have been honoured with his confidence. You needn't be ashamed, my dear young man ; a man of your age is none the worse for a certain generous credulity. Only allow me to give you a word of advice : keep your credulity out of your pockets ! Don't pay for the picture till it's delivered. You have not been treated to a peep at it, I imagine ? No more have your fifty predecessors in the faith. There are people who doubt whether there is any picture to be seen. I fancy, myself, that if one were to get into his studio, one would find something very like the picture in that tale of Balzac's a mere mass of incoherent scratches and daubs, a jumble of dead paint!" I listened to this pungent recital in silent wonder. It had a painfully plausible sound, and was not inconsistent with certain shy suspicions of my own. My hostess was not only a clever woman, but pre- sumably a generous one. I determined to let my judgment wait upon events. Possibly she was right ; but if she was wrong, she was cruelly wrong ! Her THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 33 version of my friend's eccentricities made me impa- tient to see him again and examine him in the light of public opinion. On our next meeting I imme- diately asked him if he knew Mrs. Coventry. He laid his hand on my arm and gave me a sad smile. " Has she taxed your gallantry at last ? " he asked. " She's a foolish woman. She's frivolous and heart- less, and she pretends to be serious and kind. She prattles about Giotto's second manner and Vit- toria Colonna's liaison with ' Michael ' one would think that Michael lived across the way and was expected in to take a hand at whist but she knows as little about art, and about the conditions of pro- duction, as I know about Buddhism. She profanes sacred words," he added more vehemently, after a pause. " She cares for you only as some one to hand teacups in that horrible mendacious little par- lour of hers, with its trumpery Peruginos ! If you can't dash off a new picture every three days, and let her hand it round among her guests, she tells them in plain English that you are an impostor ! " This attempt of mine to test Mrs. Coventry's ac- curacy was made in the course of a late afternoon walk to the quiet old church of San Miniato, on VOL. I. D 34 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. one of the hill-tops which directly overlook the city, from whose gates you are guided to it by a stony and cypress-bordered walk, which seems a very fitting avenue to a shrine. No spot is more propi- tious to lingering repose x than the broad terrace in front of the church, where, lounging against the parapet, you may glance in slow alternation from the black and yellow marbles of the church-fagade, seamed and cracked with time and wind-sown with a tender flora of its own, down to the full domes and slender towers of Florence and over to the blue sweep of the wide-mouthed cup of mountains into whose hollow the little treasure-city has been dropped. I had proposed, as a diversion from the painful memories evoked by Mrs. Coventry's namej that Theobald should go with me the next evening to the opera, where some rarely played work wa<= to be given. He declined, as I half expected, for ] had observed that he regularly kept his evenings ir reserve, and never alluded to his manner of passing them, "You have reminded me before," I said smiling, '* of that charming speech of. the Florentine painter in Alfred de Musset's * Lorenzaccio * : '/< THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 35 no harm to any one. I pass my days in my studio. On Sunday I go to the Annunziata or to Santa Maria ; the monks think I have a voice ; they dress me in a white gown and a red cap, and I take a share in the choruses ; sometimes I do a little solo : these are the only times I go into public. In the evening, I visit my siveetheart ; when the night is fine, we pass it on Jter balcony' I don't know whether you have a sweet- heart, or whether she has a balcony. But if you are so happy, it's certainly better than trying to find a charm in a third-rate prima donna." He made no immediate response, but at last he turned to me solemnly. " Can you look upon a beautiful woman with reverent eyes ? " " Really," I said, " I don't pretend to be sheepish, but I should be sorry to think I was impudent." And I asked him what in the world he meant. When at last I had assured him that I could undertake to temper admiration with respect, he informed me, with an air of religious mystery, that it was in his power to introduce me to the most beautiful woman in Italy "A beauty with a soul!" " Upon my word/' I cried, " you are extremely fortunate, and that is a most attractive description." D 2 36 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. " This woman's beauty," he went on, " is a lesson, a morality, a poem ! It's my daily study." Of course, after this, I lost no time in reminding him of what, before we parted, had taken the shape of a promise. " I feel somehow," he had said, " as if it were a sort of violation of that privacy in which I have always contemplated her beauty. This is friendship, my friend. No hint of her existence has ever fallen from my lips. But with too great a familiarity we are apt to lose a sense of the real value of things, and you perhaps will throw some new light upon it and offer a fresher interpretation. " We went accordingly by appointment to a certain ancient house in the heart of Florence the precinct of the Mercato Vecchio and climbed a dark, steep staircase, to the very summit of the edifice. Theo- bald's beauty seemed as loftily exalted above the line of common vision as his artistic ideal was lifted above the usual practice of men. He passed without knocking into the dark vestibule of a small apart- ment, and, flinging open an inner door, ushered me into a small saloon. The room seemed mean and sombre, though I caught a glimpse of white curtains swaying gently at an open window. At a table, near THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 37 a lamp, sat a woman dressed in black, working at a piece of embroidery. As Theobald entered, she looked up calmly, with a smile ; but seeing me, she made a movement of surprise, and rose with a kind of stately grace. Theobald stepped forward, took her hand and kissed it, with an indescribable air of immemorial usage. As he bent his head, she looked at me askance, and I thought she blushed. " Behold the Serafina!" said Theobald, frankly, waving me forward. " This is a friend, and a lover of the arts," he added, introducing me. I received a smile, a curtsey, and a request to be seated. The most beautiful woman in Italy was a person of a generous Italian type and of a great simplicity of demeanour. Seated again at her lamp, with her em- broidery, she seemed to have nothing whatever to say. Theobald, bending towards her in a sort of Platonic ecstasy, asked her a dozen paternally tender questions as to her health, her state of mind, her occupations, and the progress of her embroidery, which he examined minutely and summoned me to admire. It was some portion of an ecclesiastical vestment yellow satin wrought with an elaborate design of silver and gold. She made answer in a 3 8 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. full, rich voice, but with a brevity which I hesitated whether to attribute to native reserve or to the pro- fane constraint of my presence. She had been that morning to confession ; she had also been to market, and had bought a chicken for dinner. She felt very happy ; she had nothing to complain of, except that the people for whom she was making her vestment, and who furnished her materials, should be willing to put such rotten silver thread into the garment, as one might say, of the Lord. From time to time, as she took her slow stitches, she raised her eyes and covered me with a glance which seemed at first to denote a placid curiosity, but in which, as I saw it repeated, I thought I perceived the dim glimmer of an attempt to establish an understanding with me at the expense of our companion. Meanwhile, as mind- ful as possible of Theobald's injunction of reverence, I considered the lady's personal claims to the fine compliment he had paid her. That she was indeed a beautiful woman I perceived, after recovering from the surprise of finding her with- out the freshness of youth. Her beauty was of a sort which, in losing youth, loses little of its essential charm, expressed for the most part as it was in form THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 39 and Structure, and, as Theobald would have said, in " composition." She was broad and ample, low- browed and large-eyed, dark and pale. Her thick brown hair hung low beside her cheek and ear, and seemed to drape her head with a covering as chaste and formal as the veil of a nun. The poise and car- riage of her head were admirably free and noble, and they were the more effective that their freedom was at moments discreetly corrected by a little sancti- monious droop, which harmonised admirably with the level gaze of her dark and quiet eye. A strong, serene, physical nature, and the placid temper which comes of no nerves and no troubles, seemed this lady's comfortable portion. She was dressed in plain dull black, save for a sort of dark blue kerchief which was folded across her bosom and exposed a glimpse" of her massive throat. Over this kerchief was sus- pended a little silver cross. I admired her greatly, and yet with a large reserve. A certain mild intel- lectual apathy belonged properly to her type of beauty, and had always seemed to round and enrich it ; but this bourgeoise Egeria, if I viewed her right, betrayed a rather vulgar stagnation of mind. There might have been once a dim spiritual light in her 40 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. face; but it had long since begun to wane. And furthermore, in plain prose, she was growing stout. My disappointment amounted very nearly to com- plete disenchantment when Theobald, as if to facili- tate my covert inspection, declaring that the lamp was very dim and that she would ruin her eyes with- out more light, rose and fetched a couple of candles from the mantelpiece, which he placed lighted on the table. In this brighter illumination I perceived that our hostess was decidedly an elderly woman. She was neither haggard nor worn nor grey ; she was simply coarse. The " soul " which Theobald had promised seemed scarcely worth making such a point of; it was no deeper mystery than a sort of matronly mildness of lip and brow. I should have been ready even to declare that that sanctified bend of the head was nothing more than the trick of a person constantly working at embroidery. It oc- curred to me even that it was a trick of a less inno- cent sort ; for, in spite of the mellow quietude of her wits, this stately needlewoman dropped a hint that she took the situation rather less seriously than her friend. When he rose to light the candles, she looked across at me with a quick, intelligent smile, and THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 41 tapped her forehead with her forefinger ; then, as from a sudden feeling of compassionate loyalty to poor Theobald, I preserved a blank face, she gave a little shrug and resumed her work. What was the relation of this singular couple? Was he the most ardent of friends or the most reverent of lovers ? Did she regard him as an eccen- tric swain whose benevolent admiration of her beauty she was not ill-pleased to humour at this small cost of having him climb into her little parlour and gossip of summer nights ? With her decent and 'sombre dress, her simple gravity, and that fine piece of priestly needlework, she looked like some pious lay-member of a sisterhood, living by special permission outside her convent walls. Or was she maintained here aloft by her friend in comfortable leisure, so that he might have before him the per- fect, eternal type, uncorrupted and untarnished by the struggle for existence ? Her shapely hands, I observed, were very fair and white ; they lacked the traces of what is called honest toil. " And the pictures, how do they come on ? '* she asked of Theobald, after a long pause. " Finely, finely ! I have here a friend whose 42 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. sympathy and encouragement give me new faith and ardour." Our hostess turned to me, gazed at me a moment rather inscrutably, and then tapping her forehead with the gesture she had used a minute before, " He has a magnificent genius ! " she said, with perfect gravity. " I am inclined to think so," I answered, with a smile. " Eh, why do you smile ? " she cried. " If you doubt it, you must see the bambino ! " And she took the lamp and conducted me to the other side of the room, where on the wall, in a plain black frame, hung a large drawing in red chalk. Beneath it was fastened a little bowl for holy-water. The drawing represented a very young child, entirely naked, half nestling back against his mother's gown, but with his two little arms outstretched, as if in the act of benediction. It was executed with singular freedom and power, and yet seemed vivid with the sacred bloom of infancy. A sort of dimpled elegance and grace, mingled with its bold- -ness, recalled the touch of Correggio. " That's what he can do ! " said my hostess. " It 's the THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 43 blessed little boy whom I lost. It's his very image, and the Signer Teobaldo gave it me as a gift. He has given me many things besides ! " I looked at the picture for some time and admired it immensely. Turning back to Theobald, I as- sured him that if it were hung among the draw- ings in the Uffizi and labelled with a glorious name, it would hold its own. My praise seemed to give him extreme pleasure; he pressed my hands, and his eyes filled with tears. It moved him apparently with the desire to expatiate on the history of the drawing, for he rose and made his adieux to our companion, kissing her hand with the same mild ardour as before. It occurred to me that the offer of a similar piece of gallantry on my own part might help me to know what manner of woman she was. When she perceived my intention, she withdrew her hand, dropped her eyes solemnly, and made me a severe curtsey. Theobald took my arm and led me rapidly into the street. " And what do you think of the divine Serafma ? " he cried with fervour. t( It is certainly an excellent style of good looks ! " I answered. 44 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. He eyed me an instant askance, and then seemed hurried along by the current of remembrance. "You should have seen the mother and the child together, seen them as I first saw them the mother with her head draped in a shawl, a divine trouble in her face, and the bambino pressed to her bosom. You would have said, I think, that Raphael had found his match in common chance. I was coming in, one summer night, from a long walk in the country, when I met this apparition at the city gate. The woman held out her hand. I hardly knew whether to say, ' What do you want ? ' or to fall down and worship. She asked for a little money. I saw that she was beautiful and pale ; she might liave stepped out of the stable of Bethle- hem ! I gave her money and helped her on her way into the town. I had guessed her story. She, too, was a maiden mother, and she had been turned out into the world in her shame. I felt in all my pulses that here was my subject marvel- lously realised. I felt like one of the old monkish artists who had had a vision. I rescued the poor creatures, cherished them, watched them as I would have done some precious work of art, some lovely THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 45 fragment of fresco discovered in a mouldering cloister. In a month as if to deepen and sanctify the sadness and sweetness of it all the poor little child died. When she felt that he was going, she held him up to me for ten minutes, and I made that sketch. You saw a feverish haste in it, I suppose ; I wanted to spare the poor little mortal the pain of his position. After that, I doubly valued the mother. She is the simplest, sweetest, most natural creature that ever bloomed in this brave old land of Italy. She lives in the memory of her child, in her gratitude for the scanty kindness I have been able to show her, and in. her simple ^religion ! She is not even conscious of her beauty ; my admiration has never made her vain. Heaven knows that I have made no secret of it. You must have observed the singular trans- parency of her expression, the lovely modesty of her glance. And was there ever such a truly virginal brow, such a natural classic elegance in the wave of the hair and the arch of the forehead ? I have studied her ; I may say I know her. I have absorbed her little by little ; my mind is stamped and imbued, and I have determined now to clinch 46 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. the impression ; I shall at last invite her to sit for me!" " ' At last at last ' ? " I repeated, in much amaze- ment. "Do you mean that she has never done so yet ? " " I have not really had a a sitting," said Theo- bald, speaking very slowly. " I have taken notes, you know ; I have got my grand fundamental impression. That's the great thing! But I have not actually had her as a model, posed and draped and lighted, before my easel." What had become for the moment of my per- ception and my tact I am at a loss to say ; in their absence, I was unable to repress a headlong ex- clamation. I was destined to regret it. We had stopped at a turning, beneath a lamp. " My poor friend," I exclaimed, laying my hand on his shoulder, "you have dawdled! She's an old, old woman for a Madonna !" It was as if I had brutally struck him ; I shall never forget the long, slow, almost ghastly look of pain with which he answered me. " Dawdled ? old, old ? " he stammered. " Are you joking ? " THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 47 '"Why, my dear fellow, I suppose you don't take her for a woman of twenty ? " He drew a long breath and leaned against a house, looking at me with questioning, protesting, reproachful eyes. At last, starting forward, and grasping my arm " Answer me solemnly : does she seem to you truly old ? Is she wrinkled, is she faded, am I blind ? " Then at last I understood the immensity of his illusion ; how, one by one, the noiseless years had ebbed away and left him brooding in charmed in- action, for ever preparing for a work for ever deferred. It seemed to me almost a kindness now to tell him the plain truth. " I should be sorry to say you are blind," I answered, " but I think you are deceived. You have lost time in effortless con- templation. Your friend was once young and fresh and virginal ; but, I protest, that was some years ago. Still, she has de beaux restes. By all means make her sit for you ! " I broke down ; his face was too horribly reproachful. He took off his hat and stood passing his hand- kerchief mechanically over his forehead. " De beaux restes? I thank you for sparing me the plain English. I must make up my Madonna out of de 48 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. beaux restes ! What a masterpiece she will be ! Old old ! Old old ! " he murmured. " Never mind her age," I cried, revolted at what I had done, " never mind my impression of her ! You' have your memory, your notes, your genius. Finish your picture in a month. I pronounce it beforehand a masterpiece, and I hereby offer you for it any sum you may choose to ask." He stared, but he seemed scarcely to understand me. " Old old ! " he kept stupidly repeating. " If she is old, what am I ? If her beauty has faded, where where is my strength ? Has life been a dream ? Have I worshipped too long have I loved too well ? " The charm, in truth, was broken. That the chord of illusion should have snapped at my light accidental touch showed how it had been weakened by excessive tension. The poor fellow's sense of wasted time, of vanished opportunity, seemed to roll in upon his soul in waves of darkness. He suddenly dropped his head and burst into tears. I led him homeward with all possible tenderness, but I attempted neither to check his grief, to restore his equanimity, nor to unsay the hard truth. When we reached my hotel I tried to induce him to come THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 49 in. " We will drink a glass of wine," I said, smiling, " to the completion of the Madonna." With a violent effort he held up his 1tea&f mused for a moment with a formidably sombre frown, and then giving me his hand, " I will finish it," he cried, " in a month ! No, in a fortnight ! After all, I have it here ! " And he tapped his forehead. "Of course she's old ! She can afford to have it said of her a woman who has made twenty years pass like a twelvemonth ! Old old ! Why, sir, she shall be eternal ! " I wished to see him safely to his own door, but he waved me back and walked away with an air of resolution, whistling and swinging his cane. I waited a moment, and then followed him at a distance, and saw him proceed to cross the Santa Trinita Bridge. When he reached the middle, he suddenly paused, as if his strength had deserted him, , and leaned upon the parapet gazing over into the river. I was careful to keep him in sight ; I confess that I passed ten very nervous minutes. He recovered himself at last, and went his way, slowly and with hanging head. That I had really startled poor Theobald into VOL. I. E 50 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. a bolder use of his long-garnered stores of knowledge and taste, into the vulgar effort and hazard of pro- duction, seemed at first reason enough for his continued silence, and absence; but as day followed day without his either calling or sending me a line, and without my meeting him in his customary haunts, in the galleries, in the chapel at San Lorenzo, or strolling between the Arno-side and the great hedge- screen of verdure which, along the drive of the Cascine, throws the fair occupants of barouche and phaeton into such becoming relief as for more than a week I got neither tidings nor sight of him, I began to fear that I had fatally offended him, and that, instead of giving a wholesome impetus to his talent, I had brutally paralysed it. I had a wretched suspicion that I had made him ill. My stay at Florence was drawing to a close, and it was important that, before resuming .my journey, I should assure myself ol the truth. Theobald, to the last, had kept his lodging a mystery, and I was altogether at a loss where to look for him. The simplest course was to make inquiry of the beauty of the Mercato Vecchio, and I confess that unsatisfied curiosity as to the lady herself counselled it as well. Perhaps I had done her injustice, THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 51 and she was as immortally fresh and fair as he conceived her. I was, at any rate, anxious to behold once more the ripe enchantress who had made twenty years pass as a twelvemonth. I repaired accordingly, one morning, to her abode, climbed the interminable staircase, and reached her door. It stood ajar, and as I hesitated whether to enter, a little serving-maid came clattering out with an empty kettle, as if she had just performed some savoury errand. The inner door, too, was open ; so I crossed the little vestibule and entered the room in which I had formerly been received. It had not its evening aspect. The table, or one end of it, was spread for a late breakfast, and before it sat a gentleman an individual, at least, of the male sex doing execution upon a beefsteak and onions, and a bottle of wine. At his elbow, in friendly proximity, was placed the lady of the house. Her attitude, as I entered, was not that of an enchantress. With one hand she held in her lap a plate of smoking maccaroni ; with the other she had lifted high in air one of the pendulous filaments of this succulent compound, and was in the act of slipping it gently down her throat. On the uncovered end of the table, facing her companion, were ranged half E 2 52 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. a dozen small statuettes, of some snuff-coloured sub- stance resembling terra-cotta. He, brandishing his knife with ardour, was apparently descanting on their merits. Evidently I darkened the door. My hostess dropped her maccaroni into her mouth, and rose hastily with a harsh exclamation and a flushed face. I immediately perceived that the Signora Serafina's secret was even better worth knowing than I had supposed, and that the way to learn it was to take it for granted. I summoned my best Italian, I smiled and bowed and apologised for my intrusion ; and in a moment, whether or no I had dispelled the lady's irritation, I had at least stimulated her prudence. I was welcome, she said ; I must take a seat. This was another friend of hers also an artist, she declared with a smile which was almost amiable. Her companion wiped his moustache and bowed with great civility. I saw at a glance that he was equal to the situation. He was presumably the author of the statuettes on the table, and he knew a money-spend- ing /^m^/m? when he saw one. He was a small, wiry man, with a clever, impudent, tossed-up nose, a sharp little black eye, and waxed ends to his moustache. THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 53 On the side of his head he wore jauntily a little crimson velvet smoking-cap, and I observed that his feet were encased in brilliant slippers. On Serafina's remarking with dignity that I was the friend of Mr. Theobald, he broke out into that fantastic French of which certain Italians are so insistently lavish, and declared with fervour that Mr. Theobald was a magnificent genius. " I am sure I don't know/' I answered with a shrug. "If you are in a position to affirm it, you have the advantage of me. I have seen nothing from his hand but the bambino yonder, which certainly is fine." He declared that the bambino was a masterpiece, a pure Correggio. It was only a pity, he added with a knowing laugh, that the sketch had not been made' on some good bit of honeycombed old panel. The stately Serafina hereupon protested that Mr. Theobald was the soul of honour, and that he would never lend himself to a deceit. " I am not a judge of genius," she said, "and I know nothing of pictures. I am but a poor simple widow ; but I know that the Signer Teobaldo has the heart of an angel and the virtue of a saint. He is my benefactor," she added sententiously. The after-glow of the some- 54 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. what sinister flush with which she had greeted me still lingered in her cheek, and perhaps did not favour her beauty ; I could not but fancy it a wise custom of Theobald's to visit her only by candle- light. She was coarse, and her poor adorer was a poet. " I have the greatest esteem for him," I said ; "it is for this reason that I have been uneasy at not seeing him for ten days. Have you seen him ? Is he perhaps ill ?" " 111 ! Heaven forbid ! " cried Serafina, with genu- ine vehemence. Her companion uttered a rapid expletive, and reproached her with not having been to see him. She hesitated a moment ; then she simpered the least bit and bridled. " He comes to see me without reproach ! But it would not be the same for me to go to him, though, indeed, you may almost call him a man of holy life." " He has the greatest admiration for you," I said. " He would have been honoured by your visit." She looked at me a moment sharply. " More admiration than you. Admit that ! " Of course I pro- tested with all the eloquence at my command, and THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 55 my mysterious hostess then confessed that she had taken no fancy to me on my former visit, and that r Theobald not having returned, she believed I had poisoned his mind against her. " It would be no kindness to the poor gentleman, I can tell you that," she said. " He has come to see me every evening for years. It's a long friendship ! No one knows him as well as I." " I don't pretend to know him, or to understand him," I said. " He's a mystery ! Nevertheless, he seems to me a little " And I touched my forehead and waved my hand in the air. Serafina glanced at her companion a moment, as if for inspiration. He contented himself with shrugging his shoulders, as he filled his glass again. The padrona hereupon gave me a more softly insinuating smile than would have seemed likely to bloom on so candid a brow. " It's for that that I love him ! " she said. " The world has so little kindness for such persons. It laughs at them, and despises them, and cheats them. He is too good for this wicked life ! It's his fancy that he finds a little Paradise up here in my poor apartment. If he thinks so, how can I help it? He has a strange belief really, I ought to be . 56 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. ashamed to tell you that I resemble the Blessed Virgin : Heaven forgive me ! I let him think what he pleases, so long as it makes him happy. He was very kind to me once, and I am not one that forgets a favour. So I receive him every evening civilly, and ask after his health, and let him look at me on this side and that ! For that matter, I may say it without vanity, I was worth looking at once ! And he's not always amusing, poor man ! He sits some- times for an hour without speaking a word, or else he talks away, without stopping, on art and nature, and beauty and duty, and fifty fine things that are all so much Latin to me. I beg you to understand that he has never said a word to me that I mightn't decently listen to. He may be a little cracked, but he's one of the blessed saints." " Eh !" cried the man, "the blessed saints were all a little cracked ! " Serafina, I fancied, left part of her story untold ; but she told enough of it to make poor Theobald's own statement seem intensely pathetic in its exalted simplicity. " It's a strange fortune, certainly," she went on, " to have such a friend as this dear man a friend who is less than a lover and more than a THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 57 friend." I glanced at her companion, who preserved an impenetrable smile, twisted the end of his mous- tache, and disposed of a copious mouthful. Was tie less than a lover ? " But what will you have ? " Serafina pursued. " In this hard world one must not ask too many questions ; one must take what comes and keep what one gets. I have kept my good friend for twenty years, and I do hope that, at this time of day, signore, you have not come to turn him against me !" I assured her that I had no such design, and that I should vastly regret disturbing Mr. Theobald's habits or convictions. On the contrary, I was alarmed about him, and I should immediately go in search of him. She gave me his address and a florid account of her sufferings at his non-appearance. She had not been to him, for various reasons ; chiefly because she was afraid of displeasing him, as he had always made such a mystery of his home. " You might have sent this gentleman ! " I ventured to suggest. " Ah," cried the gentleman, " he admires the Sig- nora Serafina, but he wouldn't admire me." And then, confidentially, with his finger on his nose, "He's a purist ! " 58 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. I was about to withdraw, after having promised that I would inform the Signora Serafina of my friend's condition, when her companion, who had risen from table and girded his loins apparently for the onset, grasped me gently by the arm, and led me before the row of statuettes. " I perceive by your conver- sation, signore, that you are a patron of the arts. Allow me to request your honourable attention for these modest products of my own ingenuity. They are brand-new, fresh from my atelier, and have never been exhibited in public. I have brought them here to receive the verdict of this dear lady, who is a good critic, for all she may pretend to the contrary. I am the inventor of this peculiar style of statuette of subject, manner, material, everything. Touch them, I pray you ; handle them freely you needn't fear. Delicate as they look, it is impossible they should break ! My various creations have met with great success. They are especially admired by Americans. I have sent them all over Europe to London, Paris, Vienna ! You may have observed some little speci- mens in Paris, on the Boulevard, in a shop of which they constitute the specialty. There is always a crowd about the window. They form a very THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 59 pleasing ornament for the mantelshelf of a gay young bachelor, for the boudoir of a pretty woman. You couldn't make a prettier present to a person with whom you wished to exchange a harmless joke. It is not classic art, signore, of course ; but, between ourselves, isn't classic art sometimes rather a bore ? Caricature, burlesque, la charge, as the French say, has hitherto been confined to paper, to the pen and pencil. Now, it has been my inspiration to introduce it into statuary. For this purpose I have invented a peculiar plastic compound which you will permit me not to divulge. That's my secret, signore ! It's as light, you perceive, as cork, and yet as firm as ala- baster I I frankly confess that I really pride myself as much on this little stroke of chemical ingenuity as upon the other element of novelty in my creations my types. What do you say to my types, signore ? The idea is bold ; does it strike you as happy ? Cats and monkeys monkeys and cats all human life is there ! Human life, of course, I mean, viewed with the eye of the satirist ! To combine sculpture and satire, signore, has been my unprecedented ambition. I flatter myself that I have not egregiously failed." As this jaunty Juvenal of the chimney-piece 60 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. delivered himself of his persuasive allocution, he took up his little groups successively from the table, held them aloft, turned them about, rapped them with his knuckles, and gazed at them lovingly, with his head on one side. They consisted each of a cat and a monkey, fantastically draped, in some preposter- ously sentimental conjunction. They exhibited a certain sameness of motive, and illustrated chiefly the different phases of what, in delicate terms, may be called gallantry and coquetry ; but they were strikingly clever and expressive, and were at once very perfect cats and monkeys and very natural men and women. I confess, however, that they failed to amuse me. I was doubtless not in a mood to enjoy them, for they seemed to me peculiarly cynical and vulgar. Their imitative felicity was revolting. As I looked askance at the complacent little artist, brand- ishing them between finger and thumb and caressing them with an amorous eye, he seemed to me himself little more than an exceptionally intelligent ape. I mustered an admiring grin, however, and he blew another blast. " My figures are studied from life ! I have a little menagerie of monkeys whose frolics I contemplate by the hour. As for the cats, one has THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 61 only to look out of one's back window ! Since I have begun to examine these expressive little brutes, I have made many profound observations. Speaking, signore, to a man of imagination, I may say that my little designs are not without a philosophy of their own. Truly, I don't know whether the cats and monkeys imitate us, or whether it's we who imitate them." I congratulated him on his philosophy, and he resumed : "You will do me the honour to admit that I have handled my subjects with delicacy. Eh, it was needed, signore ! I have been free, but not too free eh ? Just a hint, you know ! You may see as much or as little as you please. These little groups, however, are no measure of my invention. If you will favour me with a call at my studio, I think that you will admit that my combinations are really infinite. I likewise execute figures to com- mand. You have perhaps some little motive the fruit of your philosophy of life, signore which you would like to have interpreted. I can promise to work it up to your satisfaction ; it shall be as mali- cious as you please ! Allow me to present you with my card, and to remind you that my prices are moderate. Only sixty francs for a little group like 62 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. ' that. My statuettes are as durable as bronze are perennius, signore and, between ourselves, I think they are more amusing ! " As I pocketed his card, I glanced at Madonna Serafina, wondering whether she had an eye for con- trasts. She had picked up one of the little couples and was tenderly dusting it with a feather broom. What I had just seen and heard had so deepened my compassionate interest in my deluded friend that I took a summary leave, making my way directly to the house designated by this remarkable woman. It was in an obscure corner of the opposite side of the town, and presented a sombre and squalid appear- ance. An old woman in the doorway, on my inquir- ing (or Theobald, ushered me in with a mumbled blessing and an expression of relief at the poor gentleman having a friend. His lodging seemed to consist of a single room at the top of the house. On getting no answer to my knock, I opened the door, supposing that he was absent ; so that it gave me a certain shock to find him sitting there helpless and dumb. He was seated near the single window, facing an easel which supported a large canvas. On my entering, he looked up at me blankly, without THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 63 changing his position, which was that of absolute lassitude and dejection, his arms loosely folded, his legs stretched before him, his head hanging on his breast. Advancing into the room, I perceived that his face vividly corresponded with his attitude. He was pale, haggard, and unshaven, and his dull and sunken eye gazed at me without a spark of recogni- tion. I had been afraid that he would greet me with fierce reproaches, as the cruelly officious patron who had turned his contentment to bitterness, and I was relieved to find that my appearance awakened no visible resentment. " Don't you know me ? " I asked, as I put out my hand. " Have you already forgotten me?" He made no response, kept his position stupidly, and left me staring about the room. It spoke most plaintively for itself. Shabby, sordid, naked, it con- tained, beyond the wretched bed, but the scantiest provision for personal comfort. It was bedroom at once and studio a grim ghost of a studio. A few dusty casts and prints on the walls, three or four old canvases turned face inward, and a rusty-looking colour-box formed, with the easel at the window, the sum of its appurtenances. The place savoured 64 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. horribly of poverty. Its only wealth was the picture on the easel, presumably the famous Madonna. Averted as this was from the door, I was unable to see its face ; but at last, sickened by the vacant misery of the spot, I passed behind Theobald, eagerly and tenderly. I can hardly say that I was surprised at what I found a canvas that was a mere dead blank, cracked and discoloured by time. This was his im- mortal work ! Though not surprised, I confess I was powerfully moved, and I think that for five minutes I could not have trusted myself to speak. At last, my silent nearness affected him ; he stirred and turned, and then rose and looked at me with a slowly kindling eye. I murmured some kind, in- effective nothings about his being ill and needing advice and care, but he seemed absorbed in the effort to recall distinctly what had last passed be- tween us. " You were right," he said with a pitiful smile, " I am a dawdler ! I am a failure ! I shall do nothing more in this world. You opened my eyes ; and, though the truth is bitter, I bear you no grudge. Amen ! I have been sitting here for a week, face to face with the truth, with the past, with my weakness and poverty and nullity. I shall THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 65 never touch a brush ! I believe I have neither eaten nor slept. Look at that canvas ! " he went on, as I relieved my emotion in an urgent request that he would come home with me and dine. " That was to have contained my masterpiece ! Isn't it a promising foundation ? The elements of it are all here." And he tapped his forehead with that mystic confidence which had marked the gesture before. " If I could only transpose them into some brain that has the hand, the will! Since I have been sitting here taking stock of my intellects, I have come to believe that I have the material for a hundred masterpieces. But my hand is paralysed now, and they will never be painted. I never be- gan ! I waited and waited to be worthier to begin s and wasted my life in preparation. While I fancied my creation was growing, it was dying. I have taken it all too hard ! Michael Angelo didn't, when he went at the Lorenzo ! He did his best at a venture, and his venture is immortal. That's mine ! " And he pointed with a gesture I shall never forget at the empty canvas. " I suppose we are a genus by ourselves in the providential scheme we talents that can't act, that can't do nor dare ! We take it VOL. 1. F 66 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. out in talk, in plans and promises, in study, in visions ! But our visions, let me tell you," he cried, with a toss of his head, " have a way of being brilliant, and a man has not lived in vain who has seen the things I have seen ! Of course you will not believe in them when that bit of worm-eaten cloth is all I have to show for them ; but to con- vince you, to enchant and astound the world, I need only the hand of Raphael. His brain I already have. A pity, you will say, that I haven't his modesty ! Ah, let me boast and babble now ; it's all I have left ! I am the half of a genius ! Where in the wide world is my other half? Lodged per- haps in the vulgar soul, the cunning, ready fingers of some dull copyist or some trivial artisan who turns out by the dozen his easy prodigies of touch ! But it's not for me to sneer at him ; he at least does something. He's not a dawdler ! Well for me if I had been vulgar and clever and reck- less, if I could have shut my eyes and taken my leap." What to say to the poor fellow, what to do for him, seemed hard to determine ; I chiefly felt that I must break the spell of his present inaction, and remove THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 67 him from the haunted atmosphere of the little room it was such a cruel irony to call a studio. I cannot say I persuaded him to come out with me ; he simply suffered himself to be led, and when we began to walk in the open air I was able to appreciate his pitifully weakened condition. Nevertheless, he seemed in a certain way to revive, and murmured at last that he should like to go to the Pitti Gallery. I shall never forget our melancholy stroll through those gorgeous halls, every picture on whose walls seemed, even to my own sympathetic vision, to glow with a sort of insolent renewal of strength and lustre. The eyes and lips of the great portraits appeared to smile in ineffable scorn of the dejected pretender who had dreamed of competing with their triumph- ant authors; the celestial candour, even, of the Madonna of the Chair, as we paused in perfect silence before her, was tinged with the sinister irony of the women of Leonardo. Perfect silence indeed marked our whole progress the silence of a deep farewell ; for I felt in all my pulses, as Theobald, leaning on my arm, dragged one heavy foot after the other, that he was looking his last. When we came out, he was so exhausted that instead of F 2 68 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. taking him to my hotel to dine, I called a carriage and drove him straight to his own poor lodging. He had sunk into an extraordinary lethargy ; he lay back in the carriage, with his eyes closed, as pale as death, his faint breathing interrupted at intervals by a sudden gasp, like a smothered sob or a vain attempt to speak. With the help of the old woman who had admitted me before, and who emerged from a dark back court, I contrived to lead him up the long steep staircase and lay him on his wretched bed. To her I gave him in charge, while I prepared in all haste to seek a physician. But she followed me out of the room with a pitiful clasping of her hands. " Poor, dear, blessed gentleman," she murmured ; " is he dying ? " " Possibly. How long has he been thus ? " " Since a certain night he passed ten days ago. I came up in the morning to make his poor bed, and found him sitting up in his clothes before that great canvas he keeps there. Poor, dear, strange man, he says his prayers to it! He had not been to bed, nor since then, properly! What has happened to him ? Has he found out about the Serafina ? " she THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 69 whispered with a glittering eye and a toothless grin. " Prove at least that one old woman can be faith- ful," I said, " and watch him well till I come back." My return was delayed, through the absence of the English physician, who was away on a round of visits and whom I vainly pursued from house to house before I overtook him. I brought him to Theobald's bedside none too soon. A violent fever had seized our patient, and the case was evidently grave. A couple of hours later I knew that he had brain-fever. From this moment I was with him constantly ; but I am far from wishing to describe his illness. Excessively painful to witness, it was happily brief. Life burned out in delirium. One night in particular that I passed at his pillow, listening to his wild snatches of regret, of aspiration, of rapture and awe at the phantasmal pictures with which his brain seemed to swarm, comes back to my memory now like some stray page from a lost masterpiece of tragedy. Before a week was over we had buried him in the little Protestant cemetery on the way to Fiesole. The Signora Serafma, whom I had caused to be informed of his illness, had yo THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. come in person, I was told, to inquire about its progress ; but she was absent from his funeral, which was attended by but a scanty concourse of mourners. Half a dozen old Florentine sojourners, in spite of the prolonged estrangement which had preceded his death, had felt the kindly impulse to honour his grave. Among them was my friend Mrs. Coventry, whom I found, on my departure, waiting in her carriage at the gate of the cemetery. "Well," she said, relieving at last with a signi- ficant smile the solemnity of our immediate greeting, " and the great Madonna ? Have you seen her, after all?" " I have seen her," I said ; " she is mine by be- quest. But I shall never show her to you." " And why not, pray ? " " My dear Mrs. Coventry, you would not under- stand her!" " Upon my word, you are polite." "Excuse me; I am sad and vexed and bitter." And with reprehensible rudeness, I marched away. I was excessively impatient to leave Florence ; my friend's dark spirit seemed diffused through all things. I had packed my trunk to start for Rome THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. 71 that night, and meanwhile, to beguile my unrest, I aimlessly paced the streets. Chance led me at last to the church of San Lorenzo. Remembering poor Theobald's phrase about Michael Angelo " He did his best at a venture " I went in and turned my steps to the chapel of the tombs. Viewing in sadness the sadness of its immortal treasures, I fancied, while I stood there, that they needed no ampler commentary than these simple words. As I passed through the church again to leave it, a woman, turning away from one of the side-altars, met me face to face. The black shawl depending from her head draped picturesquely the handsome visage of Madonna Serafina. She stopped as she recognised me, and I saw that she wished to speak Her eye was bright, and her ample bosom heaved in a way that seemed to portend a certain sharpness of reproach. But the expression of my own face, apparently, drew the sting from her resentment, and she addressed me in a tone in which bitter- ness was tempered by a sort of dogged resignation. " I know it was you, now, that separated us," she said. "It was a pity he ever brought you to see me ! Of course, you couldn't think of me as he 72 THE MADONNA OF THE FUTURE. did. Well, the Lord gave him, the Lord has taken him. I have just paid for a nine days' mass for his soul. And I can tell you this, signore I never deceived him. Who put it into his head that I was made to live on holy thoughts and fine phrases ? It was his own fancy, and it pleased him to think so. Did he suffer much ? " she added more softly, after a pause. . " His sufferings were great, but they were short." "And did he speak of me?" She had hesitated and dropped her eyes ; she raised them with her question, and revealed in their sombre stillness a gleam of feminine confidence which, for the moment, revived and illumined her beauty. Poor Theobald ! Whatever name he had given his passion, it was still her fine eyes that had charmed him. " Be contented, madam," I answered, gravely. She dropped her eyes again and was silent. Then exhaling a full, rich sigh, as she gathered her shawl together " He was a magnificent genius ! " I bowed, and we separated. Passing through a narrow side-street on my way back to my hotel, I perceived above a doorway a sign which it seemed to me I had read' before. I THE MADONNA OF T^HE FUTURE. 73 suddenly remembered that it was identical with the superscription of a card that I had carried for an hour in my waistcoat-pocket. On the threshold stood the ingenious artist whose claims to public favour were thus distinctly signalised, smoking a pipe in the evening air, and giving the finishing polish with a bit of rag to one of his inimitable " combina- tions." I caught the expressive curl of a couple of tails. He recognised me, removed his little red cap with a most obsequious bow, and motioned me to enter his studio. I returned his salute and passed on, vexed with the apparition. For a week after- wards, whenever I was seized among the ruins of triumphant Rome with some peculiarly poignant memory of Theobald's transcendent illusions and deplorable failure, I seemed to hear a fantastic, impertinent murmur, " Cats and monkeys, monkeys and cats ; all human life is there ! " LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. FORTY years ago that traditional and anecdotical liberty of young American women which is noto- riously the envy and despair of their foreign sisters, was not so firmly established as at the present hour ; yet it was sufficiently recognised to make it no scandal that so pretty a girl as Diana Belfield should start for the grand tour of Europe under no more imposing protection than that of her cousin and in- timate friend, Miss Agatha Josling. She had, from the European point of view, beauty enough to make her enterprise perilous the beauty foreshadowed in her name, which might have been given in previ- sion of her tall, light figure, her nobly poised head weighted with a coronal of auburn braids, her frank quick glance, and her rapid gliding step. She used often to walk about with a big dog, who had the LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. 75 habit of bounding at her side and tossing his head against her outstretched hand ; and she had, more- over, a trick of carrying her long parasol, always folded, for she was not afraid of the sunshine, across her shoulder, in the fashion of a soldier's musket on a march. Thus equipped, she looked wonderfully like that charming antique statue of the goddess of the chase which we encounter in various replicas in half the museums of the world. You half expected to see a sandal-shod foot peep out beneath her flut- tering robe. It was with this tread of the wakeful huntress that she stepped upon the old sailing-vessel which was to bear her to foreign lands. Behind her, with a great many shawls and satchels, came her little kinswoman, with quite another demarche. Agatha Josling was not a beauty, but she was the most judicious and most devoted of companions. These two persons had been united by the death of Diana's mother, when the latter young lady took possession of her patrimony. The first use she made of her inheritance was to divide it with Agatha, who had not a penny of her own ; the next was to purchase a letter of credit upon a European banker. The cousins had contracted a classical friendship they 76 LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. had determined to be all in all to each other, like the Ladies of Llangollen. Only, though their friend- ship was exclusive, their Llangollen was to be com- prehensive. They would tread the pavements of historic cities and wander through the aisles of Gothic cathedrals, wind on tinkling mules through mountain gorges and sit among dark-eyed peasants on the shores of blue lakes. It may seem singular that a beautiful girl with a pretty fortune should have been left to seek the supreme satisfaction of life in friend- ship tempered by sight-seeing ; but Diana herself con- sidered this pastime no beggarly alternative. Though she never told it herself, her biographer may do so ; she had had, in vulgar parlance, a hundred offers. To say that she had declined them is to say too little ; they had filled her with contempt. They had come from honourable and amiable men, and it was not her suitors in themselves that she contemned ; it was simply the idea of marrying. She found it insup- portable ; a fact which completes her analogy with the mythic divinity to whom I have likened her. She was passionately single, fiercely virginal ; and ia the straight-glancing grey eye which provoked men to admire, there was a certain silvery ray which LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. 77 forbade them to hope. The fabled Diana took a fancy to a beautiful shepherd, but the real one had not yet found, sleeping or waking, her Endymion. Thanks to this defensive eyebeam, the dangerous side of our heroine's enterprise was slow to define itself; thanks, too, to the exquisite propriety of her companion. Agatha Josling had an almost Quaker- ish purity and dignity ; a bristling dragon could not have been a better safeguard than this glossy, grey- breasted dove. Money, too, is a protection, and Diana had money enough to purchase privacy. She travelled largely, and saw all the churches and pic- tures, the castles and cottages, included in the list which had been drawn up by the two friends in evening talks, at home, between two wax candles. In the evening they used to read aloud to each other from Corinne and Childe Harold, and they kept a diary in common, at which they " collaborated," like French playwrights, and which was studded with quotations from the authors I have mentioned. This lasted a year, at the end of which they found them- selves a trifle weary. A snug posting-carriage was a delightful habitation, but looking at miles of pictures was very fatiguing to the back. Buying 78 LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. souvenirs and trinkets under foreign arcades was a most absorbing occupation ; but inns were dreadfully apt to be draughty, and bottles of hot water, for aplication to the feet, had a disagreeable way of growing lukewarm. For these and other reasons our heroines determined to take a winter's rest, and for this purpose they betook themselves to the charming^ town of Nice, which was then but in the infancy of its fame. It was simply one of the hundred hamlets of the Riviera a place where the blue waves broke on an almost empty strand and the olive-trees sprouted at the doors of the inns. In those days Nice was Italian, and the " Promenade des Anglais " existed only in an embryonic form. Exist, however, it did, practically, and British invalids, in moderate numbers, might have been seen taking the January sunshine beneath London umbrellas before the many- twinkling sea. Our young Americans quietly took their place in this harmless society. They drove along the coast, through the strange, dark, huddled fishing-villages, and they rode on donkeys among the bosky hills. They painted in water-colours and hired a piano ; they subscribed to the circulating library, and took lessons in the language of Silvio LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. 79 Pellico from an old lady with very fine eyes, who wore an enormous brooch of cracked malachite, and gave herself out as the widow of a Roman exile. They used to go and sit by the sea, each provided with a volume from the circulating library ; but they never did much with their books. The sunshine made the page -too dazzling, and the people who strolled up and down before them were more enter- taining than the ladies and gentlemen in the novels. They looked at them constantly from under their umbrellas ; they learned to know them all by sight. 'Many of their fellow-visitors were invalids mild, slow-moving consumptives. But for the fact that women enjoy the exercise of pity, I should have said that these pale promenaders were a saddening spectacle. In several of them, however, our friends took a personal interest ; they watched them from day to day ; they noticed their changing colour ; they had their ideas about who was getting better and who was getting worse. They did little, however, in the way of making acquaintances partly because pulmonary sufferers are no great talkers, and partly because this was also Diana's disposition. She said to her friend that they had not come to Eurppe to 8o LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. pay morning-calls ; they had left their best bonnets and card-cases behind them. At the bottom of her reserve was the apprehension that she should be " admired ; " which was not fatuity, but simply an induction from an embarrassing experience. She had seen in Europe, for the first time, certain horrid men polished adventurers with offensive looks and mercenary thoughts ; and she had a wholesome fear that one of these gentlemen might approach her through some accidental breach in her reserve. Agatha Josling, who had neither in reminiscence nor in prospect the same reasons for turning her grace- ful back, would have been glad to extend the circle of their acquaintance, and would even have con- sented to put on her best bonnet for the purpose. But she had to content herself with an occasional murmur of small-talk, on a bench before the sea, ' with two or three English ladies of the botanising class ; jovial little spinsters who wore stout boots, gauntlets, and "uglies," and in pursuit of wayside flowers scrambled into places where the first-men- tioned articles were uncompromisingly visible. For the rest, Agatha contented herself with spinning suppositions about the people she never spoke to. LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. 81 She framed a great deal of hypothetic gossip, in- vented theories and explanations generally of the most charitable quality. Her companion took no part in these harmless devisings, except to listen to them with an indolent smile. She seldom honoured her fellow-mortals with finding apologies for them, and if they wished her to read their history they must write it out in the largest letters. There was one person at Nice upon whose bio- graphy, if it had been laid before her in this fashion, she probably would have bestowed a certain amount of attention. Agatha had noticed the gentleman first ; or Agatha, at least, had first spoken of him. He was young and he looked interesting; Agatha had indulged in a good deal of wondering as to whether r no he belonged to the invalid category. She preferred to believe that one of his lungs was " affected;" it certainly made him more interesting. He used to stroll about by himself and sit for a long time in the sun, with a book peeping out of his pocket. This book he never opened ; he was always staring at the sea. I say always, but my phrase demands an immediate modification ; he looked at the sea whenever he was not looking at Diana VOL. I. G 82 LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. Belfield. He was tall and fair, slight, and, as Agatha Josling said, aristocratic-looking. He dressed with a certain careless elegance which Agatha deemed picturesque ; she declared one day that he reminded her of a love-sick prince. She learned eventually from one of the botanising spinsters that he was not a prince, that he was simply an English gentleman, Mr. Reginald Longstaff. There remained the possi- bility that he was love-sick ; but this point could not be so easily settled. Agatha's informant had as- sured her, however, that if they were not princes, the Longstaffs, who came from a part of the country in which she had visited, and owned great estates there, had a pedigree which many princes might envy. It was one of the oldest and the best of English names; they were one of the innumerable untitled country families who held their heads as high as the highest. This poor Mr. Longstaff was a beautiful specimen of a young English gentleman ; he looked so gentle, yet so brave ; so modest, yet so cultivated ! The ladies spoke of him habitually as "poor" Mr. Longstaff, for they now took for granted that there was something the matter with him. At last Agatha Josling discovered what it was and made a solemn LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. 83 proclamation of the same. The matter with poor Mr. Longstaff was simply that he was in love with Diana ! It was certainly natural to suppose he was in love with some one, and, as Agatha said, it could not possibly be with herself. Mr. Longstaff was pale and slightly dishevelled ; he never spoke to any one; he was evidently pre-occupied, and his mild, candid face was a sufficient proof that the weight on his heart was not a bad conscience. What could it be, then, but an unrequited passion ? It was, how- ever, equally pertinent to inquire why Mr. Longstaff took no steps to bring about a requital. " Why in the world does he not ask to be intro- duced to you ? " Agatha Josling demanded of her companion. Diana replied, quite without eagerness, that it was plainly because he had nothing to say to her ; and she declared with a trifle more emphasis, that she was incapable of proposing to him a topic of conversa- tion. She added that she thought they had gossipped enough about the poor man, and that if by any chance he should have the bad taste to speak to them, she would certainly go away and leave him alone with Miss Josling. It is true, however, that at an G 2 84 LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. earlier period, she had let fall the remark that he was quite the most " distinguished " person at Nice ; and afterwards, though she was never the first to allude to him, she had more than once let her com- panion pursue the theme for some time without re- minding her of its futility. The one person to whom Mr. LongstafF was observed to speak was an elderly man of foreign aspect who approached him occa- sionally in the most deferential manner, and whom Agatha Josling supposed to be his servant. This in- dividual was apparently an Italian ; he had an obse- quious attitude, a pair of grizzled whiskers, an insinu- ating smile. He seemed to come to Mr. LongstafF for orders ; presently he went away to execute them, and Agatha noticed that on retiring he always managed to pass in front of her companion, on whom he fixed his respectful but penetrating gaze. " He knows the secret," she always said, with gentle jocoseness; "he knows what is the matter with his master and he wants to see whether he approves of you. Old servants never want their masters to marry, and I think this worthy man is rather afraid of you. At any rate, the way he stares at you tells the whole story." LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. 85 "Every one stares at me!" said Diana, wearily. " A cat may look at a king." As the weeks went by, Agatha Josling quite made up her mind that Mr. Longstaff's complaint was pul- monary. The poor young man's invalid character was now quite apparent ; he could hardly hold up his head or drag one foot after the other ; his servant was always near him to give him an arm or to hand him an extra overcoat. No one indeed knew with cer- tainty that he was consumptive ; but Agatha agreed with the lady who had given the information about his pedigree, that this fact was in itself extremely sus- picious ; for, as the little Englishwoman forcibly re- marked, unless he were ill, why should he make such a mystery of it ? Consumption declaring itself in a young man of family and fortune was particularly sad ; such people often had diplomatic reasons for pretending to enjoy excellent health. It kept the legacy-hunters, and the hungry next-of-kin from worrying them to death. Agatha observed that this poor gentleman's last hours seemed likely to be only too lonely. She felt very much like offering to nurse him ; for, being no relation, he could not accuse her of mercenary motives. From time to time he got 86 LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. up from the bench where he habitually sat, and strolled slowly past the two friends. Every time that he came near them Agatha had a singular feel- ing a conviction that now he was really going to speak to them. He would speak with the gravest courtesy she could not fancy him speaking other- wise. He began, at a distance, by fixing his grave, soft eyes on Diana, and as he advanced you would have said that he was coming straight up to her with some tremulous compliment. But as he drew nearer, his intentness seemed to falter; he strolled more slowly, he looked away at the sea, and he passed in front of her without having the courage to let his eyes rest upon her. Then he passed back again in the same fashion, sank down upon his bench, fatigued apparently by his aimless stroll, and fell into a melancholy reverie. To enumerate these accidents is to attribute to his behaviour a certain aggressiveness which it was far from possessing ; there was something scrupulous and subdued in his manner which made it perfectly discreet, and it may be affirmed that not a single idler on the sunny shore suspected his speechless " attentions/' " I wonder why it doesn't annoy us more that he LONGSTAFF' S MARRIAGE. 87 should look at us so much," said Agatha Josling, one day. " That who should look at us ? " asked Diana, not at all affectedly. Agatha fixed her eyes for a moment on her friend, and then said gently " Mr. Longstaff. Now, don't say, ' Who is Mr. Longstaff? '"she added. " I have yet to learn, really," said Diana, " that the person you appear to mean does look at us. I have never caught him in the act." ' "That is because whenever you turn your eyes towards him he looks away. He is afraid to meet them. But I see him." These words were exchanged one day as the two friends sat as usual before the twinkling sea ; and, beyond them, as usual, lounged Reginald Longstaff. Diana bent her head faintly forward and glanced towards him. He was looking full at her and their eyes met, apparently for the first time. Diana dropped her own upon her book again, and then, after a silence of some moments, "It does annoy me/' she said. Presently she added that sher would go home and write a letter, and, though she had 88 LONGSTAFF 'S MARRIAGE. never taken a step in Europe without having Agatha by her side, Miss Josling now allowed her to depart unattended. " You won't mind going alone ? " Agatha had asked. " It is but three minutes, you know." Diana replied that she preferred to go alone, and she moved away, with her parasol over her shoulder. . Agatha Josling had a particular reason for this variation from their maidenly custom. She felt a sudden conviction that if she were left alone, Mr. Longstaff would come and speak to her and say something very important, and she accommodated herself to this conviction without the sense of doing anything immodest. There was something solemn about it ; it was a sort of presentiment ; but it did not frighten her ; it only made her feel very kind and appreciative. It is true that when at the end of ten minutes (they had seemed rather long), she saw the young man rise from his seat and slowly come towards her, she was conscious of a certain trepida- tion. Mr. Longstaff drew near ; at last, he was close to her ; he stopped and stood looking at her. She had averted her head, so as not to appear to expect him ; but now she looked round again, and he very gravely lifted his hat. LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. 89 " May I take the liberty of sitting down ? " he asked. Agatha bowed in silence, and, to make room for him, moved a certain blue shawl of Diana's, which was lying on the bench. He slowly sank into the place and then said very gently " I have ventured to speak to you, because I have something particular to say." His voice trembled and he was extremely pale. His eyes, which Agatha thought very handsome, had a remarkable expres- sion. " I am afraid you are ill/' she said, with great kindness. "I have often noticed you and pitied you." " I thought you did, a little," the young man an- swered. " That is why I made up my mind to speak to you." " You are getting worse," said Agatha, softly. " Yes, I am getting worse ; I am dying. I am perfectly conscious of it ; I have no illusions. I am weaker every day; I shall last but a few weeks." This was said very simply ; sadly, but not lugubri- ously. But Agatha felt almost awe-stricken ; there stirred 90 LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. in her heart a delicate sense of sisterhood with this beautiful young man who sat there and talked so submissively of death. " Can nothing be done ? " she said. He shook his head and smiled a little. " Nothing but to try and get what pleasure I can from this little remnant of life." Though he smiled she felt that he was very serious ; that he was, indeed, deeply agitated, and trying to master his emotion. " I am afraid you get very little pleasure," Agatha rejoined. " You seem entirely alone." " I am entirely alone. I have no family no near relations. I am absolutely alone." Agatha rested her eyes on him compassionately, and then " You ought to have spoken to us," she said. He sat looking at her ; he had taken off his hat ; he was slowly passing his hand over his forehead. "You see I do at last!" " You wanted to before ? " " Very often." "I thought so!" said Agatha, with a candour which was in itself a dignity. LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. 91 " But I couldn't/' said Mr. Longstaff. " I never saw you alone." Before she knew it Agatha was blushing a little ; for, to the ear, simply, his words implied that it was to her only he would have addressed himself for the pleasure he had coveted. But the next instant she had become conscious that what he meant was simply that he admired her companion so much that he was afraid of her, and that, daring to speak to herself, he thought her a much less formidable and less interesting personage. Her blush immediately faded ; for there was no resentment to keep the colour in her cheek ; and there was no resentment still when she perceived that, though her neigh- bour was looking straight at her, with his inspired, expanded eyes, he was thinking too much of Diana to have noticed this little play of confusion. " Yes, it's very true," she said. " It is the first time my friend has left me." " She is very beautiful," said Mr. Longstaff. " Very beautiful - and as good as she is beautiful." " Yes, yes," he rejoined, solemnly., "I am sure of that. I know it ! " 92 LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. " I know it even better than you," said Agatha, smiling a little. " Then you will have all the more patience with what I want to say to you. It is very strange ; it will make you think, at first, that I am perhaps out of my mind. But I am not ; I am thoroughly reasonable. You will see." Then he paused a moment ; his voice had begun to tremble again. " I know what you are going to say," said Agatha, very gently. " You are in love with my friend." Mr. Longstaff gave her a look of devoted grati- tude ; he lifted up the edge of the blue shawl, which he had often seen Diana wear, and pressed it to his lips. " I am extremely grateful ! " he exclaimed. " You don't think me crazy, then ? " " If you are crazy, there have been a great many madmen ! " said Agatha. "Of course there have been a great many. I have said that to myself, and it has helped me. They have gained nothing but the pleasure of their love, and I therefore, in gaining nothing and having nothing, am not worse off than the rest. But they had more than I, didn't they ? You see I have had LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. 93 absolutely nothing not even a glance," he went on. " I have never even seen her look at me. I have not only never spoken to her, but I have never been near enough to speak to her. This is all I have ever had to lay my hand on something she has worn ; and yet for the past month I have thought of her night and day. Sitting over there, a hundred rods away, simply because she was sitting in this place, in the same sunshine, looking out on the same sea : that was happiness enough for me. I am dying, but for the last five weeks that has kept me alive. It was for that I got up every day and came out here ; but for that, I should have stayed at home and never have got up again. I have never sought to be presented to her, because I didn't wish to trouble her for nothing. It seemed to me it would be an impertinence to tell her of my admiration. I have nothing to offer her I am but the shadow of a living man, and if I were to say to her, ' Madam, I love you,' she could only answer, ' Well, sir, what then ? ' Nothing nothing ! To speak to her of what I felt seemed only to open the lid of a grave in her face. It was more delicate not to do that ; so I kept my distance and said nothing. Even this, as I say, has been a happiness, 94 LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. but is has been a happinesss that has tired me out This is the last of it. I must give up and make an end 1 " And he stopped, panting a little, and apparently exhausted with his eloquence. Agatha had always heard of love at first sight ; she had read of it in poems and romances, but she had never been so near to it as this. It seemed to her wonderfully beautiful, and she believed in it devoutly. It made Mr. Longstaff brilliantly inter- esting ; it cast a glory over the details of his face and person and the pleading inflections of his voice. The little English ladies had been right ; he was certainly a perfect gentleman. She could trust him. " Perhaps if you stay at home a while you will get better," she said, soothingly. Her tone seemed to him such an indication that she accepted the propriety and naturalness of his passion that he put out his hand, and for an instant laid it on her own. " I knew you were reasonable I knew I could talk to you. But I shall not get well. All the great doctors say so, and I believe them. If the passionate desire to get well for a particular purpose could work a miracle and cure a mortal disease, I should have LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. 95 seen the miracle two months ago. To get well and have a right to speak to your friend that was my passionate desire. But I am worse than ever ; I am very weak, and I shall not be able to come out any more. It seemed to me to-day that I should never see you again, and yet I wanted so much to be able to tell you this ! It made me very unhappy. What a wonderful chance it is that she went away ! I must be grateful ; if Heaven doesn't grant my great prayers it grants my small ones. I beg you to render me this service. Tell her what I have told you. Not how not till I am gone. Don't trouble her with it while I am in life. Please promise me that. But when I am dead it will seem less importunate, because then you can speak of me in the past. It will be like a story. My servant will come and tell you. Then please say to her ' You were his last thought, and it was his last wish that you should know it. ' ' He slowly got up and put out his hand ; his servant, who had been standing at a distance, came forward with obsequious solemnity, as if it were part of his duty to adapt his deportment to the tone of his master's conversation. Agatha Josling took the young man's hand, and he stood and looked at her a 96 LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. moment longer. She too had risen to her feet ; she was much impressed. " You won't tell her until after ? " he said pleadingly. She shook her head. " And then you will tell her, faithfully ? " She nodded, he pressed her hand, and then, having raised his hat, he took his servant's arm, and slowly moved away. Agatha kept her word ; she said nothing to Diana about her interview. The young Americans came out and sat upon the shore the next day, and the next, and the next, and Agatha watched intently for Mr. LongstafFs re-appearance. But she watched in vain ; day after day he was absent, and his absence confirmed his sad prediction. She thought all this a wonderful thing to happen to a woman, and as she glanced askance at her beautiful companion, she was almost irritated at seeing her sit there so careless and serene, while a poor young man was dying, as one might say, of love for her. At moments she wondered whether, in spite of her promise, it were not her Christian duty to tell Diana his story, and give her the chance to go to him. But it occurred to Agatha, who knew very well that her companion had a certain stately pride in which she herself was LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. 97 deficient, that even if she were told of his condi- tion Diana might decline to do anything ; and this she felt to be a very painful thing to see. Besides, she had promised, and she always kept her promises. But her thoughts were constantly with Mr. Longstaff and the romance of the affair. This made her melancholy, and she talked much less than usual. Suddenly she was aroused from a reverie by hearing Diana express a careless curiosity as to what had become of the solitary young man who used to sit on the neighbouring bench and do them the honour to stare at them. For almost the first time in her life, Agatha Josling deliberately dissembled. " He has either gone away, or he has taken to his bed. I am sure he is dying, alone, in some wretched mercenary lodging." " I prefer to believe something more cheerful," said Diana. " I believe he is gone to Paris and is eating a beautiful dinner at a great restaurant. Agatha for a moment said nothing ; and then " I don't think you care what becomes of him," she ventured to observe. VOL. I. H 98 LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. " My dear child, why should I care ? " Diana demanded. And Agatha Josling was forced to admit that there really was no particular reason. But the event con- tradicted her. Three days afterwards she took a long drive with her friend, from which they returned only as dusk was closing in. As they descended from the carriage at the door of their lodging she observed a figure standing in the street, slightly apart, which even in the early darkness had an air of familiarity. A second glance assured her that Mr. LongstafFs servant was hovering there in the hope of catching her attention. She immediately determined to give him a liberal measure of it. Diana left the vehicle and passed into the house, while the coachman fortunately asked for orders for the morrow. Agatha briefly gave such as were necessary, and then, before going in, turned to the hovering figure. It approached on tiptoe, hat in hand, and shaking its head very sadly. The old man wore an air of animated afflic- tion which indicated that Mr. Longstaff was a generous master, and he proceeded to address Miss Josling in that macaronic French which is usually at LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. 99 the command of Italian domestics who have seen the world. " I stole away from my dear gentleman's bedside on purpose to have ten words with you. The old woman at the fruit-stall opposite told me that you had gone to drive, so I waited ; but it seemed to me a thousand years till you returned ! " " But you have not left your master alone ? " said Agatha. " He has two Sisters of Charity heaven reward them ! They watch with him night and day. He is very low, pativre cher homme ! " And the old man looked at the little lady with that clear, human, sympathetic glance with which Italians of all classes bridge over the social gulf. Agatha felt that he knew his master's secret, and that she might discuss it with him freely. " Is he dying ? " she asked. " That's the question, dear lady ! He is very low. The doctors have given him up ; but the doctors don't know his malady. They have felt his dear body all over, they have sounded his lungs, and looked at his tongue and counted his pulse ; they know what he eats and drinks it's soon told ! But H 2 ioo LONGSTAFF'S MARRIAGE. they haven't seen his mind, dear lady. I have ; and so far I am a better doctor than they. I know his secret I know that he loves the beautiful girl above ! " and the old man pointed to the upper windows of the house. " Has your master taken you into his confidence ? " Agatha demanded. He hesitated a moment ; then shaking his head, a little and laying his hand on his heart " Ah, dear lady/ 5 he said, " the point is whether I have taken him into mine. I have not, I confess ; he is too far gone. But I have determined to be his doctor and to try a remedy the others have never thought of. Will you help me ? " "If I can," said Agatha. " What is your remedy ? " The old man pointed to the upper windows of the house again. " Your lovely friend ! Bring her to his bedside." " If he is dying," said Agatha, " how would that help him?" young, pretty, sentimental, neglected insulted, if you will ? I see you don't believe it. Believe simply in your own opportunity ! But for Heaven's sake, if it is to lead anywhere, don't come back with that visage de croquemort. You look as if you were going to bury your heart not to offer it to a pretty woman. You are much better when you smile you are very nice then. Corne, do yourself justice." " Yes/' he said, " I must do myself justice." And abruptly, with a bow, he took his departure. VII. HE felt, when he found himself unobserved, in the open air, that he must plunge into violent action, walk fast and far, and defer the opportunity for thought. He strode away into the forest, swinging his cane, throwing back his head, gazing away into the verdurous vistas, and following the road without a purpose. He felt immensely excited, but he could hardly have said whether his emotion was a pain or a joy. It was joyous as all increase of freedom is joyous ; something seemed to have been cleared out of his path ; his destiny appeared to have rounded a cape and brought him into sight of an open sea. But his freedom resolved itself somehow into the need of despising all mankind, with a single exception ; and the fact of Madame de Mauves inhabiting a planet contaminated by the presence of this baser MADAME DE MAUVES. 241 multitude kept his elation from seeming a pledge of ideal bliss. But she was there, and circumstances now forced them to be intimate. She had ceased to have what men call a secret for him, and this fact itself brought with it a sort of rapture. He had no prevision that he should " profit," in the vulgar sense, by the extra- ordinary position into which they had been thrown ; it might be but a cruel trick of destiny to make hope a harsher mockery and renunciation a keener suffer- ing. But above all this rose the conviction that she could do nothing that would not deepen his admiration. It was this feeling that circumstance odious as it was in itself was to force the beauty of her charac- ter into more perfect relief, that made him stride along as if he were celebrating a kind of spiritual festival. He rambled at random for a couple of hours, and found at last that he had left the forest behind him and had wandered into an unfamiliar region. It was a perfectly rural scene, and the still summer day gave it a charm for which its meagre elements but half accounted. Longmore thought he had never seen anything so VOL. I. R 242 MADAME DE MAUVES. characteristically French ; all the French novels seemed to have described it, all the French land- scapists to have painted it. The fields and trees were of a cool metallic green ; the grass looked as if it might stain your trousers, and the foliage your hands. The clear light had a sort of mild greyness ; the sunbeams were of silver rather than gold. A great red-roofed, high-stacked farmhouse, with white- washed walls and a straggling yard, surveyed the high road, on one side, from behind a transparent curtain of poplars. A narrow stream, half choked with emerald rushes and edged with grey aspens, occupied the opposite quarter. The meadows rolled and sloped away gently to the low horizon, which was barely concealed by the continuous line of clipped and marshalled trees. The prospect was not rich, but it had a frank homeliness which touched the young man's fancy. It was full of light atmos- phere and diffused sunshine, and if it was prosaic, it was soothing. Longmore was disposed to walk further, and he advanced along the road beneath the poplars. In twenty minutes he came to a village which straggled away to the right, among orchards and potagers. On MADAME DE MAUVES. 243 the left, at a stone's throw from the road, stood a little pink-faced inn, which reminded him that he had not breakfasted, having left home with a previ- sion of hospitality from Madame de Mauves. In the inn he found a brick-tiled parlour and a hostess in sabots and a white cap, whom, over the omelette she speedily served him borrowing licence from the bottle of sound red wine which accompanied it he assured that she was a true artist. To reward his compliment, she invited him to smoke his cigar in her little garden behind the house. Here he found a tonnelle and a view of ripening crops, stretching down to the stream. The tonnelle was rather close, and he preferred to lounge on a bench against the pink wall, in the sun, which was not too hot. Here, as he rested and gazed and mused, he fell into a train of thought which, in an indefinable fashion, was a soft influence from the scene about him. His heart, which had been beat- ing fast for the past three hours, gradually checked its pulses and left him looking at life with a rather more level gaze. The homely tavern sounds coming out through the open windows, the sunny stillness of the fields and -crops, which covered so much R 2 244 MADAME DE MAUVES. vigorous natural life, suggested very little that was transcendental, had very little to say about renuncia- tion nothing at all about spiritual zeal. They seemed to utter a message from plain ripe nature, to express the unperverted reality of things, to say that the common lot is not brilliantly amusing, and that the part of wisdom is to grasp frankly at experience, lest you miss it altogether. What reason there was for his falling a-wondering after this whether a deeply wounded heart might be soothed and healed by such a scene, it would be difficult to explain ; certain it is that, as he sat there, he had a waking dream of an unhappy woman strolling by the slow-flowing stream before him, and pulling down the fruit- laden boughs in the orchards. He mused and mused, and at last found himself feeling angry that he could not somehow think worse of Madame de Mauves or at any rate think otherwise. He could fairly claim that in a sentimental way he asked very little of life he made modest demands on passion ; why then should his only passion be born to ill-fortune ? why should his first his last glimpse of positive happi- ness be so indissolubly linked with renunciation ? It is perhaps because, like many spirits of the MADAME DE MAUVES. 245 same stock, he had in his composition a lurking principle of asceticism to whose authority he had ever paid an unquestioning respect, that he now felt all the vehemence of rebellion. To renounce to renounce again to renounce for ever was this all that youth and longing and resolve were meant for ? Was experience to be muffled and mutilated, like an indecent picture ? Was a man to sit and deliberately condemn his future to be the blank memory of a regret, rather than the long reverberation of a joy ? Sacrifice ? The word was a trap for minds muddled by fear, an ignoble refuge of weakness. To insist now seemed not to dare, but simply to be, to live on possible terms. His hostess came out to hang a cloth to dry on the hedge, and, though her guest was sitting quietly enough, she seemed to see in his kindled eyes a flat- tering testimony to the quality of her wine. As she turned back into the house, she was met by a young man whom Longmore observed in spite of his pre-occupation. He was evidently a member of that jovial fraternity of artists whose very shabbi- ness has an affinity with the element of picturesque- ness and unexpectedness in life that element which 246 MADAME DE MAUVES. provokes so much unformulated envy among people foredoomed to be respectable. Longmore was struck first with his looking like a very clever man, and then with his looking like a very happy one. The combination, as it was expressed in his face, might have arrested the attention of even a less cynical philosopher. He had a slouched hat and a blond beard, a light easel under one arm, and an unfinished sketch in oils under the other. He stopped and stood talking for some moments to the landlady, with a peculiarly good-humoured smile. They were discussing the .possibilities of dinner ; the hostess enumerated some very savoury ones, and he nodded briskly, assenting to everything. It couldn't be, Longmore thought, that he found such soft contentment in the prospect of lamb-chops and spinach and a croute aux fruits. When the dinner had been ordered, he turned up his sketch, and the good woman fell a-wondering and looking away at the spot by the stream-side where he had made it. Was it his work, Longmore wondered, that made him so happy ? Was a strong talent the best thing in the world ? The landlady went back to her kitchen, and the young painter stood, as if he were MADAME DE MAUVES. 247 waiting for something, beside the gate which opened upon the path across the fields. Longmore sat brooding and asking himself whether it was better to cultivate one of the arts than to cultivate one of the passions. Before he had answered the question the painter had grown tired of waiting. He picked up a pebble, tossed it lightly into an upper window, and called, " Claudine ! " Claudine appeared ; Longmore heard her at the window, bidding the young man to have patience. " But I am losing my light," he said ; " I must have 'my shadows in the same place as yesterday." " Go without me, then," Claudine answered ; " I will join you in ten minutes." Her voice was fresh and young ; it seemed to say to Longmore that she was as happy as her companion. " Don't forget the Chenier," cried the young man ; and turning away, he passed out of the gate and followed the path across the fields until he dis- appeared among the trees by the side of the stream. Who was Claudine ? Longmore vaguely wondered ; and was she as pretty as her voice ? Before long he had a chance to satisfy himself; she came out of the house with her hat and parasol, prepared to 248 MADAME DE MAUVES. follow her companion. She had on a pink muslin dress and a little white hat, and she was as pretty as a Frenchwoman needs to be to be pleasing. She had a clear brown skin and a bright dark eye, and a step which seemed to keep time to some slow music, heard only by herself. Her hands were en- cumbered with various articles which she seemed to intend to carry with her. In one arm she held her parasol and a large roll of needlework, and in the other a shawl and a heavy white umbrella, such as painters use for sketching. Meanwhile she was trying to thrust into her pocket a paper-covered volume which Longmore saw to be the Poems of Andre Chenier ; but in the effort she dropped the large umbrella, and uttered a half-smiling exclamation of disgust. Longmore stepped for- ward and picked up the umbrella, and as she, protesting her gratitude, put out her hand to take it, it seemed to him that she was unbecomingly overburdened. " You have too much to carry," he said ; " you must let me help you." "You are very good, monsieur," she answered. 'My husband always forgets something. He can MADAME DE MAUVES. 249 do nothing without his umbrella. He is d'une etourderie " " You must allow me to carry the umbrella," Longmore said ; "it's too heavy for a lady." She assented, after many compliments to his politeness; and he walked by her side into the meadow. She went lightly and rapidly, picking her steps and glancing forward to catch a glimpse of her husband. She was graceful, she was charming, she had an air of decision and yet of sweetness, and it seemed to Longmore that a young artist would work none the worse for having her seated at his side reading Chenier's iambics. They were newly married, he supposed, and evidently their path of life had none of the mocking crookedness of some others. They asked little ; but what need one ask more than such quiet summer days, with the creature one loves, by a shady stream, with art and books and a wide, unshadowed horizon ? To spend such a morning, to stroll back to dinner in the red-tiled parlour of the inn, to ramble away again as the sun got low all this was a vision of bliss which floated before him only to torture him with a sense of the impossible. All Frenchwomen are not 250 MADAME DE MAUVES. coquettes, he remarked, as he kept pace with his companion. She uttered a word now and then, for politeness' sake, but she never looked at him, and seemed not in the least to care that he was a well- favoured young man. She cared for nothing but the young artist in the shabby coat and the slouched hat, and for discovering where he had set up his easel. This was soon done. He was encamped under the trees, close to the stream, and, in the diffused green shade of the little wood, seemed to be in no immediate need of his umbrella. He received a vivacious rebuke, however, for forgetting it, and was informed of what he owed to Longmore's com- plaisance. He was duly grateful ; he thanked our hero warmly, and offered him a seat on the grass. But Longmore felt like a marplot, and lingered only long enough to glance at the young man's sketch, and to see it was a very clever rendering of the silvery stream and the vivid green rushes. The young wife had spread her shawl on the grass at the base of a tree, and meant to seat herself when Longmore had gone, and murmur Chenier's verses to the music of the gurgling river. Longmore looked MADAME DE MAUVES. 251 a while from one to the other,' barely stifled a sigh, bade them good morning, and took his departure. He knew neither where to go nor what to do ; he seemed afloat on the sea of ineffectual longing. He strolled slowly back to the inn, and in the doorway met the landlady coming back from the butcher's with the lamb-chops for the dinner of her lodgers. "Monsieur has made the acquaintance of the dame of our young painter," she said with a broad smile a smile too broad for malicious meanings. "' Monsieur has perhaps seen the young man's picture. It appears that he has a great deal of talent." " His picture was very pretty," said Longmore, " but his dame was prettier still." " She's a very nice little woman ; but I pity her all the more." " I don't see why she's to be pitied," said Long- more ; " they seem a very happy couple." The landlady gave a knowing nod. " Don't trust to it, monsieur! Those artists $a ria pas de principes ! From one day to another he can plant her there ! I know them, allez. I 252 MADAME DE MAUVES. have had them here very often ; one year with one, another year with another." Longmore was puzzled for a moment. Then, " You mean she is not his wife ? " he asked. She shrugged her shoulders. "What shall I tell you ? They are not des hommes serieux, those gentle- men ! They don't engage themselves for an eternity. .It's none of my business, and I have no wish to speak ill of madame. She's a very nice little woman, and she loves \\zrjeune homme to distraction." "Who is she?" asked Longmore. " What do you know about her ? " "Nothing for certain; but it's my belief that she's better than he. I have even gone so far as to believe that she's a lady a true lady and that she has given up a great many things for him. I do the best I can for them, but I don't believe she has been obliged all her life to content herself with a dinner of two courses." And she turned over her lamb- chops tenderly, as if to say that though a good cook could imagine better things, yet if you could have but one course, lamb-chops had much in their favour. " I shall cook them with bread-crumbs. Voila les femmes, monsieur ! " MADAME DE MAUVES. 253 Longmore turned away with the feeling that women were indeed a measureless mystery, and that it was hard to say whether there was greater beauty in their strength or in their weakness. He walked back to Saint-Germain, more slowly than he had come, with less philosophic resignation to any event, and more of the urgent egotism of the passion which philosophers call the supremely selfish one. Every now and then the episode of the happy young painter and the charming woman who had given up a great many things for him rose vividly in his mind, and seemed to mock his moral unrest like some obtrusive vision of unattainable bliss. The landlady's gossip had cast no shadow on its brightness ; her voice seemed that of the vulgar chorus of the uninitiated, which stands always ready with its gross prose rendering of the inspired passages of human action. Was it possible a man could take that from a woman take all that lent lightness to that other woman's footstep and intensity to her glance and not give her the absolute certainty of a devotion as unalterable as the process of the sun ? Was it possible that such a rapturous union had the seeds of trouble that the charm of such a perfect 254 MADAME DE MAUVES. accord could be broken by anything but death ? Longmore felt an immense desire to cry out a thou- sand times " No !'" for it seemed to him at last that he was somehow spiritually the same as the young painter, and that the latter' s companion had the soul of Euphemia. The heat of the sun, as he walked along, became oppressive, and when he re-entered the forest he turned aside into the deepest shade he could find, and stretched himself on the mossy ground at the foot of a great beech. He lay for a while staring up into the verdurous dusk overhead, and trying to con- ceive Madame de Mauves hastening towards some quiet stream-side where he waited, as he had seen that trusting creature do an hour before. It would be hard to say how well he succeeded ; but the effort soothed him rather than excited him, and as he had had a good deal both of moral and physical fatigue, he sank at last into a quiet sleep. While he slept he had a strange, vivid dream. He seemed to be in a wood, very much like the one on which his eyes had lately closed ; but the wood was divided by the murmuring stream he had left an hour before. He was walking up and down, he thought, MADAME DE MAUVES. 255 restlessly and in intense expectation of some mo- mentous event. Suddenly, at a distance, through the trees, he saw the gleam of a woman's dress, and hurried forward to meet her. As he advanced he recognised her, but he saw at the same time that she was on the opposite bank of the river. She seemed at first not to notice him, but when they were opposite each other she stopped and looked at him very gravely and pityingly. She made him no motion that he should cross the stream, but he wished greatly to stand by her side. He knew the water was deep, and it se'emed to him that he knew that he should have to plunge, and that he feared that when he rose to the surface she would have disappeared. Nevertheless, he was going to plunge, when a boat turned into the current from above and came swiftly towards them, guided by an oarsman who was sitting so that they could not see his face. He brought the boat to the bank where Longmore stood ; the latter stepped in, and with a few strokes they touched the opposite shore. Longmore got out, and, though he was sure he had crossed the stream, Madame de Mauves was not there. He turned with a kind of agony and saw that now she was on the other bank the one he had 256 MADAME DE MAUVES. left. She gave him a grave, silent glance, and walked away up the stream. The boat and the boatman resumed their course, but after going a short distance they stopped, and the boatman turned back and looked at the still divided couple. Then Long- more recognised him just as he had recognised him a few days before at the restaurant in the Bois de Boulogne. VIII. HE must have 'slept some time after he ceased dreaming, for he had no immediate memory of his dream. It came back to him later, after he had roused himself and had walked nearly home. No great ingenuity was needed to make it seem a rather striking allegory, and it haunted and oppressed him for the rest of the day. He took refuge, however, in his quickened conviction that the only sound policy in life is to grasp unsparingly at happiness ; and it seemed no more than one of the vigorous measures dictated by such a policy, to return that evening to Madame de Mauves. And yet when he had decided to do so, and had carefully dressed himself, he felt an irresistible nervous tremor which made it easier to linger at his open window, wondering, with a strange mixture of dread and desire, whether Madame Clairin had told her sister-in-law what she had told him. His VOL. L 258 MADAME DE MAUVES. presence now might be simply a gratuitous annoy- ance ; and yet his absence might seem to imply that it was in the power of circumstances to make them ashamed to meet each other's eyes. He sat a long time with his head in his hands, lost in a painful confusion of hopes and questionings. He felt at moments as if he could throttle Madame Clairin, and yet he could not help asking himself whether it were not possible that she had done him a service. It was late when he left the hotel, and as he entered the gate of the other house his heart was beating so fast that he was sure his voice would show it. The servant ushered him into the drawing-room, which was empty, with the lamp burning low. But the long windows were open, and their light curtains swaying in a soft, warm wind, so that Longmore im- mediately stepped out upon the terrace. There he found Madame de Mauves alone, slowly pacing up and down. She was dressed in white, very simply, and her hair was arranged, not as she usually wore it, but in a single loose coil, like that of a person unpre- pared for company. She stopped when she saw Longmore, seemed slightly startled, uttered an exclamation, and stood MADAME DE MAUVES. 259 waiting for him to speak. He looked at her, tried to say something, but found no words. He knew it was awkward, it was offensive, to stand gazing at her ; but he could not say what was suitable, and he dared not say what he wished. Her face was indistinct in the dim light, but he could see that her eyes were fixed on him, and he wondered what they expressed. Did they warn him, did they plead, or did they confess to a sense of provocation ? For an instant his head swam ; he felt as if it would make all things clear to stride forward and fold her in his arms. But a moment later he was still standing looking at her ; he had not moved ; he knew that she had spoken, but he had not under- stood her. " You were here this morning," she continued ; and now, slowly, the meaning of her words came to him. " I had a bad headache and had to shut myself up." She spoke in her usual voice. Longmore mastered his agitation and answered her without betraying himself. "I hope you are better now." " Yes, thank you, I am better much better." He was silent a moment, and she moved away to S 2 260 MADAME DE MAUVES. a chair and seated herself. After a pause he followed her and stood before her, leaning against the balus- trade of the terrace. " I hoped you might have been able to come out for the morning into the forest. I went alone ; it was a lovely day, and I took a long walk." " It was a lovely day," she said, absently, and sat with her eyes lowered, slowly opening and closing her fan. Longmore, as he watched her, felt more and more sure that her sister-in-law had seen her since her interview with him ; that her attitude towards him was changed. It was this same something that chilled the ardour with which he had come, or at least converted the dozen passionate speeches that kept rising to his lips into a kind of reverential silence. No, certainly, he could not clasp her to his arms how, any more than some antique worshipper could have clasped the marble statue in his temple. But Longmore's statue spoke at last, with a full human voice, and even with a shade of human hesi- tation. She looked up, and it seemed to him that her eyes shone through the dusk. "I am very glad you came this evening," she said. " I have a particular reason for being glad. I half MADAME DE MAUVES: 261 expected you, and yet I thought it possible you might not come." " As I have been feeling all day," Longmore an- swered, "it was impossible I should not come. I have spent the day in thinking of you." She made no immediate reply, but continued to open and close her fan thoughtfully. At last " I have something to say to you," she said abruptly. " I want you to know to a certainty that I have a very high opinion of you." Longmore started and shifted his position. To what was she coming ? But he said nothing, and she went on " I take a great interest in you ; there is no reason why I should not say it I have a great friendship for you." He began to laugh ; he hardly knew why, unless that this seemed the very mockery of coldness. But she continued without heeding him "You know, I suppose, that a great disappoint- ment always implies a great confidence a great hope ? " "I have hoped," he said, "hoped strongly; but doubtless never rationally enough to have a right to bemoan my disappointment." 262 MADAME DE MAUVES. " You do yourself injustice. I have such confi- dence in your reason that I should be greatly dis- appointed if I were to find it wanting." " I really almost believe that you are amusing yourself at my expense/' cried Longmore. " My reason ? Reason is a mere word ! The only reality in the world is the thing onefee/s J" She rose to her feet and looked at him gravely. His eyes by this time were accustomed to the im- perfect light, and he could see that her look was reproachful, and yet that it was beseechingly kind. She shook her head impatiently, and laid her fan upon his arm with a strong pressure. "If that were so, it would be a weary world. I know what you feel, however, nearly enough. You needn't try to express it. It's enough that it gives me the right to ask a favour of you to make an urgent, a solemn request." " Make it ; I listen." " Don't disappoint me. If you don't understand me now, you will to-morrow, or very soon. When I said just now that I had a very high opinion of you, I meant it very seriously. It was not a vain compliment. I believe that there is no appeal one MADAME DE MAUVES. 263 may make to your generosity which can remain long unanswered. If this were to happen, if I were to find you selfish where I thought you generous, narrow where I thought you large " and she spoke slowly, with her voice lingering with emphasis on each of these words " vulgar where I thought you rare I should think worse of human nature. I should suffer I should suffer keenly. I should say to myself in the dull days of the future, ' There was one man who might have done so and so ; and he, too, failed.' But this shall not be. You have made .too good an impression on me not to make the very best. If you wish to please me for ever, there is a way." She was standing close to him, with her dress touching him, her eyes fixed on his. As she went on her manner grew strangely intense, and she had the singular appearance of a woman preaching reason with a kind of passion. Longmore was con- fused, dazzled, almost bewildered. The intention of her words was all remonstrance, refusal, dismissal ; but her presence there, so close, so urgent, so per- sonal, seemed a distracting contradiction of it. She had never been so lovely. In her white dress, with 264 MADAME DE MAUVES. her pale face and deeply lighted eyes, she seemed the very spirit of the summer night. When she had ceased speaking she drew a long breath ; Longmore felt it on his cheek, and it stirred in his whole being a sudden rapturous conjecture. Were her words in their soft severity a mere delusive spell, meant to throw into relief her almost ghostly beauty, and was this the only truth, the only reality, the only law ? He closed his eyes and felt that she was watching him, not without pain and perplexity herself. He looked at her again, met her own eyes, and saw a tear in each of them. Then this last suggestion of his desire seemed to die away with a stifled murmur, and her beauty, more and more radiant in the dark- ness, rose before him as a symbol of something vague which was yet more beautiful than itself. "I may understand you to-morrow," he said, "but I don't understand you now." " And yet I took counsel with myself to-day and asked myself how I had best speak to you. On one side I might have refused to see you at all." Long- more made a violent movement, and she added " In that case I should have written to you. I might see you, I thought, and simply say to you that there MADAME DE MAUVES. 265 were excellent reasons why we should part, and that I begged this visit should be your last. This I inclined to do ; what made me decide otherwise was simply friendship ! I said to myself that I should be glad to remember in future days, not that I had dismissed you, but that you had gone away out of the fulness of your own wisdom." " The fulness the fulness ! " cried Longmore. "I am prepared, if necessary," Madame de Mauves continued after a pause, " to fall back upon my strict right. But, as I said before, I shall be greatly dis- appointed if I am obliged to do that." " When I hear you say that," Longmore answered, " I feel so angry, so horribly irritated, that I wonder I don't leave you without more words." " If you should go away in anger, this idea of mine about our parting would be but half realised. No, I don't want to think of you as angry ; I don't want even to think of you as making a serious sacrifice. I want to think of you as " " As a creature who never has existed who never can exist ! A creature who knew you without loving you w ho left you without regretting you ! " She turned impatiently away and walked to the 266 MADAME DE MAUVES. other end of the terrace. When she came back, he saw that her impatience had become a cold stern- ness. She stood before him again, looking at him from head to foot, in deep reproachfulness, almost in scorn. Beneath her glance he felt a kind of shame. He coloured ; she observed it and withheld some- thing she was about to say. She turned away again, walked to the other end of the terrace, and stood there looking away into the garden. It seemed to him that she had guessed he understood her, and slowly slowly half as the fruit of his vague self-reproach he did understand her. She was giving him a chance to do gallantly what it seemed unworthy of both of them he should do meanly. She liked him, she must have liked him greatly, to wish so to spare him, to go to the trouble of con- ceiving an ideal of conduct for him. With this sense of her friendship her strong friendship she had just called it Longmore's soul rose with a new flight, and suddenly felt itself breathing a clearer air. The words ceased to seem a mere bribe to his ardour ; they were charged with ardour themselves ; they were a present happiness. He moved rapidly towards MADAME DE MAUVES. 267 her with a feeling that this was something he might immediately enjoy. They were separated by two-thirds of the length of the terrace, and he had to pass the drawing-room window. As he did so he started with an exclama- tion. Madame Clairin stood posted there, watching him. Conscious, apparently, that she might be sus- pected of eavesdropping, she stepped forward with a smile and looked from Longmore to his hostess. " Such a tete-a-tete as that," she said, " one owes no apology for interrupting. One ought to come in for good manners." Madame de Mauves turned round, but she answered nothing. She looked straight at Longmore, and her eyes had extraordinary eloquence. He was not ex- actly sure, indeed, what she meant them to say ; but they seemed to say plainly something of this kind : " Call it what you will, what you have to urge upon me is the thing which this woman can best conceive. What I ask of you is something she cannot ! " They seemed, somehow, to beg him to suffer her to be herself, and to intimate that that self was as little as possible like Madame Clairin. He felt an im- mense answering desire not to do anything which 268 MADAME DE MAUVES. would seem natural to this lady. He had laid his hat and stick on the parapet of the terrace. He took them up, offered his hand to Madame de Mauves with a simple good-night, bowed silently to Madame Clairin, and departed. IX. HE went home, and without lighting his candle flung himself on his bed. But he got no sleep till morning ; he lay hour after hour tossing, thinking, wondering ; his mind had never been so active. It seemed to him that Euphemia had given him in those last moments an inspiring commission, and that she had expressed herself almost as largely as if she had listened assentingly to an assurance of his love. It was neither easy nor delightful thoroughly to under- stand her ; but little by little her perfect meaning sank into his mind and soothed it with a sense of opportunity which somehow stifled his sense of loss. For, to begin with, she meant that she could love him in no degree or contingency, in no imaginable future. This was absolute ; he felt that he could alter it no more than he could pull down the constellations he lay gazing at through his open window. He wondered 270 MADAME DE MAUVES. what it was, in the background of her life, that she had so attached herself to. A sense of duty un- quenchable to the end ? A love that no outrage could stifle ? " Good heavens ! " he thought, " is the world so rich in the purest pearls of passion, that such tenderness as that can be wasted for ever poured away without a sigh into bottomless dark- ness ? " Had she, in spite of the detestable present, some precious memory which contained the germ of a shrinking hope ? Was she prepared to submit to everything and yet to believe ? Was it strength, was it weakness, was it a vulgar fear, was it conviction, conscience, constancy ? Longmore sank back with a sigh and an oppres- sive feeling that it was vain to guess at such a woman's motives. He only felt that those of Madame de Mauves were buried deep in her soul, and that they must be of the noblest, and contain nothing base. He had a dim, overwhelming sense of a sort of invulnerable constancy being the supreme law of her character a constancy which still found a foothold among crumbling ruins. " She has loved once," he said to himself as he rose and wandered to his window ; " that is for ever. Yes, yes if she MADAME DE MAUVES. 271 loved again she would be common." He stood for a long time looking out into the starlit silence of the town and forest, and thinking of what life would have been if his constancy had met hers before this had happened. But life was this, now, and he must live. It was living keenly to stand there with such a request from such a woman still ringing in one's ears. He was, not to disappoint her, he was to justify a conception which it had beguiled her weari- ness to shape. Longmore's imagination expanded ; he threw back his head and seemed to be looking for Madame de Mauves' conception among the blinking, mocking stars. But it came to him rather on the mild night-wind, wandering in over the house-tops which covered the rest of so many heavy human hearts. What she asked, he felt that she was asking not for her own sake (she feared nothing, she needed nothing), but for that of his own happiness and his own character. He must assent to destiny. Why else was he young and strong, intelligent and reso- lute ? He must not give it to her to reproach him with thinking that she had a moment's attention for his love to plead, to argue, to break off in bitterness ; he must see everything from above, her 272 MADAME DE MAUVES. indifference and his own ardour ; he must prove his strength, he must do the handsome thing ; he must decide that the handsome thing was to submit to the inevitable, to be supremely delicate, to spare her all pain, to stifle his passion, to ask no compensation, to depart without delay and try to believe that wisdom is its own reward. All this, neither more nor less, it was a matter of friendship with Madame de Mauves to expect of him. And what should he gain by it ? He should have pleased her ! . . . . He flung himself on his bed again, fell asleep at last, and slept till morning. Before noon the next day he had made up his mind that he would leave Saint-Germain at once. It seemed easier to leave without seeing her, and yet- if he might ask a grain of " compensation," it would be five minutes face to face with her. He passed a restless day. Wherever he went he seemed to see her standing before him in the dusky halo of evening, and looking at him with an air of still negation more intoxicating than the most passionate self-surrender. He must certainly go, and yet it was hideously hard. He compromised and went to Paris to 3pend the rest of the day. He strolled along the Boulevards and MADAME DE MAUVES. 273 looked at the shops, sat a while in the Tuileries gardens and looked at the shabby unfortunates for whom this only was nature and summer ; but simply felt, as a result of it all, that it was a very dusty, dreary, lonely world into which Madame de Mauves was turning him away. In a sombre mood he made his way back to the Boulevards and sat down at a table on the great plain of hot asphalt, before a cafe. Night came on, the lamps were lighted, the tables near him found occupants, and Paris began to wear that peculiar ' evening look of hers which seems to say, in the flare of windows and theatre-doors, and the muffled rumble of swift-rolling carriages, that this is no world for , you unless you have your pockets lined and your scruples drugged. Longmore, however, had neither scruples nor desires ; he looked at the swarming city for the first time with an easy sense of repaying its indifference. Before long a carnage drove up to the pavement directly in front of him, and remained standing for several minutes without its occupant descending. It was one of those neat, plain coupes, drawn by a single powerful horse, in which one is apt to imagine a pale, handsome woman, buried among VOL. I. T 274 MADAME DE MAUVES. silk cushions, and yawning as she sees the gas-lamps glittering in the gutters. At last the door opened and out stepped M. de Mauves. He stopped and leaned on the window for some time, talking in an excited manner to a person within. At last he gave a nod and the carriage rolled away. He stood swinging his cane and looking up and down the Boulevard, with the air of a man fumbling, as one may say, with the loose change of time. He turned towards the cafe and was apparently, for want of any- thing better worth his attention, about to seat himself at one of the tables, when he perceived Longmore. He wavered an instant, and then, without a change in his nonchalant gait, strolled towards him with a bow and a vague smile. It was the' first time they had met since their en- counter in the forest after Longmore's false start for Brussels. Madame Clairin's revelations, as we may call them, had not made the Baron especially present to his mind ; he had another office for his emotions than disgust. But as M. de Mauves came towards him he felt deep in his heart that he abhorred him. He noticed, however, for the first time, a shadow upon the Baron's cool placidity, and his delight at MADAME DE MAUVES, 275 finding that somewhere at last the shoe pinched him, mingled with his impulse to be as exasperatingly impenetrable as possible, enabled him to return the other's greeting with all his own self-possession. M. de Mauves sat down, and the two men looked at each other across the table, exchanging formal greetings which did little to make their mutual scrutiny seem gracious. Longmore had no reason to suppose that the Baron knew of his sister's intima- tions. He was sure that M. de Mauves cared very little about his opinions, and yet he had a sense that there was that in his eyes which would have made the Baron change colour if keener suspicion had helped him to read it. M. de Mauves did not change colour, but he looked at Longmore with a half-defiant intentness which betrayed at once an irritating memory of the episode in the Bois de Boulogne, and such vigilant curiosity as was natural to a gentleman who had intrusted his "honour" to another gentleman's magnanimity or to his artless- ness. It would appear that Longmore seemed to the Baron to possess these virtues in rather scantier measure than a few days before ; for the cloud T 2 276 MADAME DE MAUVES. deepened on his face, and he turned away and frowned as he lighted a cigar. The person in the coupe, Longmore thought, whether or no the same person as the heroine of the episode of the Bois de Boulogne, was not a source of unalloyed delight. Longmore had dark blue eyes, of admirable lucidity truth-telling eyes which had in his childhood always made his harshest taskmasters smile at his primitive fibs. An observer watching the two men, and knowing something of their relations, would certainly have said that what he saw in those eyes must not a little have puzzled and tormented M. de Mauves. They judged him, they mocked him, they eluded him, they threatened him, they triumphed over him, they treated him as no pair of eyes had ever treated him. The Baron's scheme had been to make no one happy but himself, and here was Longmore already, if looks were to be trusted, primed for an enterprise more inspiring than the finest of his own achievements. Was this candid young barbarian but &faux bonkomme after all ? He had puzzled the Baron before, and this was once too often. M. de Mauves hated to seem preoccupied, and he MADAME DE MAUVES. 277 took up the evening paper to help himself to look indifferent. As he glanced over it he uttered some cold common-place on the political situation, which gave Longmore a fair opportunity of replying by an ironical sally which made him seem for the moment aggressively at his ease. And yet our hero was far from being master of the situation. The Baron's ill-humour did him good, so far as it pointed to a want of harmony with the lady in the coupe ; but it disturbed him sorely as he began to suspect that it possibly meant jealousy of himself. It passed through his mind that jealousy is a passion with a double face, and that in some of its moods it bears a plausible likeness to affection. It re- curred to him painfully that the Baron might grow ashamed of his political compact with his wife, and he felt that it would be far more tolerable in the future to think of his continued turpitude than of his repentance. The two men sat for half an hour exchanging stinted small-talk, the Baron feeling a nervous need of playing the spy, and Longmore indulging a ferocious relish of his discomfort These thin amenities were interrupted however by the arrival of a friend of M. de Mauves a tall, pale 278 MADAME DE MAUVES. consumptive-looking dandy, who filled the air with the odour of heliotrope. He looked up and down the Boulevard wearily, examined the Baron's toilet from head to foot, then surveyed his own in the same fashion, and at last announced languidly that the Duchess was in town ! M. de Mauves must come with him to call ; she had abused him dread- fully a couple of evenings before a sure sign she wanted to see him. " I depend upon you," said M. de Mauves' friend with an infantine drawl, " to put her en train" M. de Mauves resisted, and protested that he was (Tune humeur massacrante ; but at last he allowed himself to be drawn to his feet, and stood looking awkwardly awkwardly for M. de Mauves at Long- more. " You will excuse me," he said dryly ; "you, too, probably have occupation for the evening ? " " None but to catch my train," Longmore answered, looking at his watch. " Ah, you go back to Saint-Germain ? " " In half an hour." M. de Mauves seemed on the point of disen- gaging himself from his companion's arm, which was locked in his own ; but on the latter uttering MADAME DE MAUVES. 279 some persuasive murmur, he lifted his hat stiffly and turned away. Longmore the next day wandered off to the terrace, to try and beguile the restlessness with which he waited for evening ; for he wished to see Madame de Mauves for the last time at the hour of lone shadows and pale, pink, reflected lights, as he had almost always seen her. Destiny, however, took no account of this humble plea for poetic justice ; it was his fortune to meet her on the terrace sitting under a tree, alone. It was an hour when the place was almost empty ; the day was warm, but as he took his place beside her a light breeze stirred the leafy edges of the broad circle of shadow in which she sat. She looked at him with candid anxiety, and he immediately told her that he should leave Saint- Germain that evening that he must bid her fare- well. Her eye expanded and brightened for a moment as he spoke; but she said nothing and turned her glance away towards distant Paris, as it lay twinkling and flashing through its hot exhalations. " I have a request to make of you," he added ; "that you think of me as a man who has felt much and claimed little." 280 MADAME DE MAUVES. She drew a long breath which almost suggested pain. " I can't think of you as unhappy. That is impossible. You have a life to lead, you have duties, talents, and interests. I shall hear of your career. And then," she continued after a pause and with the deepest seriousness, " one can't be unhappy through having a better opinion of a friend, instead of a worse." For a moment he failed to understand her. " Do you mean that there can be varying degrees in my opinion of you ? " She rose and pushed away her chair. " I mean," she said quickly, "that it's better to have done nothing in bitterness nothing in passion." ' And she began to walk. Longmore followed her, without answering. But he look off his hat and with his pocket-handkerchief wiped his forehead. " Where shall you go ? what shall you do ? " he asked at last, abruptly. " Do ? I shall do as I have always done except perhaps that I shall go for a while to Auvergne." " I shall go to America. I have done with Europe for the present." She glanced at him as he walked beside her after MADAME DE MAUVES. 281 he had spoken these words, and then bent her eyes for a long time on the ground. At last, seeing that she was going far, she stopped and put out her hand. " Good-by," she said ; " may you have all the happi- ness you deserve ! " He took her hand and looked at her, but something was passing in him that made it impossible to return her hand's light pressure. Something of infinite value was floating past him, and he had taken an oath not to raise a finger to stop it. It was borne by the strong current of the world's great life and not of his own small one. Madame de Mauves disengaged her hand, gathered her shawl, and smiled at him almost as you would do at a child you should wish to encourage. Several moments later he was still standing watching her receding figure. When it had disappeared, he shook himself, walked rapidly back to his hotel, and without waiting for the evening train paid his bill and departed. Later in the day M. de Mauves came into his wife's drawing-room, where she sat waiting to be summoned to dinner. He was dressed with a scrupulous fresh- ness which seemed to indicate an intention of dining out. He walked up and down for some moments in 282 MADAME DE MAUVES. silence, then rang the bell for a servant, and went out into the hall to meet him. He ordered the carriage to take him to the station, paused a moment with his hand on the knob of the door, dismissed the servant angrily as the latter lingered observing him, re-entered the drawing-room, resumed his restless walk, and at last stopped abruptly before his wife, who had taken up a book. " May I ask the favour," he said with evident effort, in spite of a forced smile of easy courtesy, " of having a question answered ? " " It's a favour I never refused," Madame de Mauves replied. "Very true. Do you expect this evening a visit from Mr. Longmore ? " " Mr. Longmore," said his wife, " has left Saint- Germain." M. de Mauves started and his smile expired. " Mr. Longmore," his wife continued, " has gone to America." M. de Mauves stared a moment, flushed deeply, and turned away. Then recovering himself " Had anything happened ? " he asked. " Had he a sudden call ? " But his question received no answer. At the same moment the servant threw open the door and MADAME DE MAUVES. 283 announced dinner ; Madame Clairin rustled in, rub- bing her white hands, Madame de Mauves passed silently into the dining-room, and he stood frowning and wondering. Before long he went out upon the terrace and continued his uneasy walk. At the end of a quarter of an hour the servant came to inform him that the carriage was at the door. " Send it away," he said curtly. " I shall not use it." When the ladies had half finished dinner he went in and joined them, with a formal apology to his wife for his tardiness. The dishes were brought back, but he hardly tasted them ; on the other hand, he drank a great deal of wine. There was little talk ; what there was, was supplied by Madame Clairin. Twice she saw her brother's eyes fixed on her own, over his wineglass, with a piercing, questioning glance. She replied by an elevation of the eyebrows which did the office of a shrug of the shoulders. M. de Mauves was left alone to finish his wine ; he sat over it for more than an hour, and let the darkness gather about him. At last the servant came in with a letter and lighted a candle. The letter was a telegram, which M. de Mauves, when he had read it, burnt at the candle. After five 284 MADAME DE MAUVES. minutes' meditation, he wrote a message on the back of a visiting-card and gave it to the servant to carry to the office. The man knew quite as much as his master suspected about the lady to whom the tele- gram was addressed ; but its contents puzzled him ; they consisted of the single word, "Impossible" As the evening passed without her brother reappearing in the drawing-room, Madame Clairin came to him where he sat by his solitary candle. He took no notice of her presence for some time ; but he was the one person to whom she allowed this licence. At last, speaking in a peremptory tone, " The American has gone home at an hour's notice," he said. " What does it mean ? " Madame Clairin now gave free play to the shrug she had been obliged to suppress at the table. "It means that I have a sister-in-law whom I have not the honour to understand." He said nothing more, and silently allowed her to depart, as if it had been her duty to provide him with an explanation, and he was disgusted with her levity. When she had gone, he went into the garden and walked up and down, smoking. He saw his wife sitting alone on the terrace, but remained below MADAME DE MAUVES. 285 strolling along the narrow paths. He remained a long time. It became late, and Madame de Mauves disappeared. Towards midnight he dropped upon a bench, tired, with a kind of angry sigh. It was sink- ing into his mind that he, too, did not understand Madame Clairin's sister-in-law. Longmore was obliged to wait a week in London for a ship. It was very hot, and he went out one day to Richmond. In the garden of the hotel at which he dined he met his friend Mrs. Draper, who was staying there. She made eager inquiry about Ma- dame de Mauves ; but Longmore at first, as they sat looking out at the famous view of the Thames, par- ried her questions and confined himself to small-talk. At last she said she was afraid he had something to conceal ; whereupon, after a pause, he asked her if she remembered recommending him, in the letter she sent to him at Saint-Germain, to draw the sadness from her friend's smile. " The last I saw of her was her smile," said he " when I bade her good-by." " I remember urging you to ' console ' her," Mrs. Draper answered, " and I wondered afterwards whether a model of discretion as you are I had not given you rather foolish advice." 286 MADAME DE MAUVES. " She has her consolation in herself," he said ; " she needs none that any one else can offer her. That's for troubles for which be it more, be it less our own folly has to answer. Madame de Mauves has not a grain of folly left." " Ah, don't say that ! " murmured Mrs. Draper. "Just a little folly is very graceful." Longmore rose to go, with a quick, nervous move- ment. " Don't talk of grace," he said, " till you have measured her reason ! " For two years after his return to America he heard nothing of Madame de Mauves. That he thought of her intently, constantly, I need hardly say ; most people wondered why such a clever young man should not " devote " himself to something ; but to himself he seemed absorbingly occupied. He never wrote to her ; he believed that she preferred it. At last he heard that Mrs. Draper had come home, and he immediately called on her. " Of course," she said after the first greetings, " you are dying for news ot Madame de Mauves. Prepare yourself for something strange. I heard from her two or three times during the year after your return. She left Saint-Germain and went to live in the country, on some old MADAME DE MAUVES. 287 property of her husband's. She wrote me very kind little notes, but I felt somehow that in spite of what you said about ' consolation ' they were the notes of a very sad woman. The only advice I could have given her was to leave her wretch of a husband and come back to her own land and her own people. But this I didn't feel free to do, and yet it made me so miserable not to be able to help her that I pre- ferred to let our correspondence die a natural death. I had no news of her for a year. Last summer, how- ever, I met at Vichy a clever young Frenchman whom I accidentally learned to be a friend ot Euphemia's charming sister-in-law, Madame Clairin. I lost no time in asking him what he knew about Madame de Mauves a countrywoman ol mine and an old friend. ' I congratulate you on possessing her friendship,' he answered. ' That's the charming little woman who killed her husband.' You may imagine that I promptly asked for an explanation, and he proceeded to relate to me what he called the whole story. M. de Mauves had fait quelques folies* which his wife had taken absurdly to heart. He had repented and asked her forgiveness, which she had in- exorably refused. She was very pretty, and seventy, 288 MADAME DE MAUVES. apparently, suited her style; for whether or no her husband had been in love with her before, he fell madly in love with her now. He was the proudest man in France, but he had begged her on his knees to be re-admitted to favour. All in vain ! She was stone, she was ice, she was outraged virtue. People noticed a great change in him ; he gave up society, ceased to care for anything, looked shockingly. One fine day they learned that he had blown out his brains. My friend had the story, of course, from Madame Clairin." Longmore was strongly moved, and his first im- pulse after he had recovered his composure was to return immediately to Europe. But several years have passed, and he still lingers at home. The truth is, that in the midst of all the ardent tender- ness of his memory of Madame de Mauves, he has become conscious of a singular feeling a feeling for which awe would be hardly too strong a name. END OF VOL. I. t s-i &l ktkfefeJfes ^^WT^U^ 1 " I