W /** " [HE : [BRARY THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES *HAnM A A AM-I- n ~ . Chariot!*; cl.i'livormjf lh<> Pisti lo WtM'U'rs Servant. /7~^ / ( // Y //tr 'V/V/.V c ioiuid Dead by his Servant- 5 I'ri/itetl /;,/ o,,,l ,<.lf,-ai;t. /ir,>,,,/.-\. Kent : ' LETTERS CHARLOTTE, DURING HER CONNEXION WERTER. A NEW EDITION. " Grazia sola di su ne vaglia, inanti Che piu '1 desio d" amore al cor s'invecchi." LONDON: Primed by T. Gillet, Crown-court, Fleet-street j POR J. BOUNDEN, 19, MORTIMER-STREET, CAVENDISH" SQUARE; T. KELSEY, 10, KENTON-STREET} BRUNSWICK-SQUARE; AND s. HEARD, ISROMLEY, KENT; AND SOLD BY ALL BOOKSELLERS. L810. PREFACE. I AM happy that in presenting the following let ters to the public, I am not exhibiting scenes, or communicating opinions, that can wound delicacy, or pervert sentiment. And though I too well know, that to avoid licentious description, and to reject fashionable ideas, is to wander far from the road that leads to wealth and fame in the literary world, yet I am not willing to acquire either one or the other at the expense of my reader's happiness. If amusement only is to be found in the Letters of Charlotte, it will at least be innocent amusement. If opinions are advanced which may appear un common, they will not be found to militate against the precepts of religion. If the mind of the reader is not expanded by additional knowledge, it will not be contracted by the subtleties of scepticism. Whether these negative recommendations will carry any weight, I know not ; but I am sorry to find any book published, in favour of which even these cannot be advanced ; and I am still more sorry that a book so universally read as the Sorrows of IVerter, should fall under this predicament; a book which is not simply an apology for the horri ble crime of Suicide, but in which, as far as the author's abilities would go, it is justified and re commended ! In the Preface to the Sorrows of Werter , we are told, that the author had been called the apologist of Suicide, " by those who absurdly ascribed to him the erroneous sentiments which he has given to his principal character." Here seems to be a dis tinction without a difference. If the author gave his hero those sentiments, surely they are his own ; 11 PREFACE. and if they are erroneous, be whose they will, why are they published without their antidote ? As a translator, the Editor tells us, that to avoid giving offence, several exceptionable sentiments are omit ted. Had the author been influenced by" similar motives, the work would never have appeared ; at least he might have indulged us with the efforts of his genius, without shocking us with the depravity of his principles. The most extensive evil a man can do, is to publish a bad book. The letters of Werter having been read with avidity, I am to solicit public indulgence for those of the amiable Charlotte. They commence at the time Werter's commence, and were written by her to a female friend, with whom she corresponded both before and after the death of Werter. Though they are, in general, miscellaneous, (hey partake more of the nature of a novel than those of Werter. I might say, that the female mind is more given to narrative than to reflection ; the letters of Charlotte, however, will not warrant the assertion: they abound with reflections which, if they do not dis play a brilHant understanding, discover a good heart. Susceptible of the most tender impressions, and alive to all the feelings of refined sensibility, the natural cheerfulness of her disposition often gave way to pathetic contemplation ; and she is not less communicative of her thoughts than of her conduct. It afforded me no small pleasure to find, that in the letters of Charlotte there was nothing to sup press. 1 give them at large ; and wish I could do the same by her fair friend, of whom one cannot but conceive a high opinion, from the confidence re posed in her by Charlotte, and the great regard she expresses for her correspondence. Regardless of m/yfateasan Editor, I solicit protection and indul gence only for CHARLOTTE. OF CHARLOTTE. LETTER I.* THE elegant description of your retire ment charms me ; but you always sketch with a flattering pencil, and the most captivating colours. You think I can have no objection to so delightful a spot ; and indeed I have but one it is too far from Walheim. As I sincerely regret your absence, do not neglect, my dear girl, to give me the only consolation in your power the consolation of your en- * As the dates of these letters only specified the week-days on which they were written, it was thought needless to notice them. 2 LETTERS OP chanting correspondence. To you it will afford some amusement; to me it will communicate real happiness. Why you are as absolutely buried as if you were in a convent ; but though you are thus devoted to Solitude, and are become one of her best beloved disciples, you must by no means take the veil. We cannot dispense with your occasional visits. Walheim, believe me, suffers con siderably by your absence. Our conver sations are become dull, for want of your sprightliness ; our evenings long ; our dances languid. Adolphus Ferdinand very justly, and very prettily, called you the Euphrosyne of Walheim. Y'our raillery, my sweet friend, is out of time. Albert is not here. A melan choly event hath called him hence : the grave receives his father. Albert, over whelmed with filial grief, pays the last sad duties of filial love ; and for a time forgets his Charlotte. I cannot but lament the death of this good old man. In him Albert found not CHARLOTTE. 3 only an affectionate father, but a sincere friend ; one, who, destitute of the peevish ness of age, remembered that he once was young : one, whose evening sky was illumined by the sunshine of cheerfulness, and the beams of religion ; and of all characters, what can be more pleasing than that of a good old man ? Albert means to settle all his affairs be fore his return; I do not, therefore, ex pect to see him this month. Now, as you are so great an advocate for him, and " would do any thing to accelerate the festival of Hymen," I think you ought, during his absence, to come and plead his cause ; and by your presence render his absence the less irksome. Adieu ! Present or absent, always believe me to be Your affectionate CHARLOTTE. LETTERS OF LETTER II. You forget, my dear Carolina, that I have not much of what you term " idle time." You forget that I have the superintendence of a little family ; and that, in being an eldest sister, I have all the cares of a parent. How, then, can you expect me not only to write fre quently, but to write long letters ? Be sides, I am bound to write to Albert twice a week, and those letters cost me no small trouble ; for, in order to improve ourselves in the English language, we have agreed to correspond in no other. So that all my " idle time," as you call it, is de voted to the reading of English books. I have just had with me several of your admirers, to invite me to a ball next Tuesday. As I know most of the party, and as no exercise can be more charming, I have promised to attend. I hope there CHARLOTTE. 5 is no impropriety in it. Albert, I am sure, will not be displeased ; though I am sorry I have not time to acquaint him, and have his answer on the subject. It has been very warmly, arid I dare say, very feelingly asserted by Adolphus Ferdinand, that there can be no dance without you. The language of lovers, you know, is not to be judged by common rules : this is a sort of poetical licence of Ferdinand's, by which we are to under stand, that he cannot dance without you. If you had a grain of compassion you would give spirit to our dance, and peace to Ferdinand. LETTERS OF LETTER III. THE occurrences of a ball, you know, always form a grand article in female correspondence; and you will expect a faithful narrative of all our late pro ceedings. And, indeed, they are not un worthy of commemoration. Independent of mere amusement, meetings of this kind always afford matter of observation, and exhibit traits in characters discoverable only on such occasions. Mrs. C. accompanied by her lovely niece, and a gentleman, whose name is Werter, was so obliging as to give me a corner in a coach ; and though the horizon was gloomy, the good spirits and charming conversation of my companions, rendered the journey very short, and we presently found ourselves in the ball room. Besides our usual set, there were eight or ten strangers, and as they all danced, the room was tolerably well filled. CHARLOTTE. 7 Much grace was displayed in the minuets, particularly by Frederick, An- dran, W, Selftadt, and the gentleman who accompanied us. Your Adolphus and I commenced country dances. The third, I danced with Werter who does the waltz uncommonly well, and was very animated. You know nothing affords me o more pleasure than good dancing- ; and, having a good partner, perhaps I too might be more than ordinarily animated ; for in the midst of this dance, our friend Matilda Selftadt significantly pronounced the name of u Albert," which so much excited the curiosity of my partner, and rendered him so importunate, that I at length frankly told him the nature of my connexion with Albert. I am not vain enough to suppose this information had any effect on the spirits of Werter ; but from that moment he was perpetually out. I did not know what to think. I was willing to attribute his disorder to the increase of the light ning, which, during the last half hour, 8 LETTERS OF had become quite alarming ; and the thunder was so loud as to overpower the music. Several ladies quitted the dance ; the panic became general ; the musicians ceased ; and an awful silence succeeded. The mistress of the ceremonies, for so J call Mrs. K. took us into a room, the window -shutters of which prevented us seeing the lightning. Most of the gen tlemen went to drinking, and we played at counting. The morning approached, and we returned home. The scene was truly delightful. We heard the thunder roll afar off; and whilst the sun was rising in the east, a beautiful rainbow gave splendour to the west. u Ah," I said, " what magnificent simplicity is here I what vivid colours in the skies! what emulation in the fields ! O, Klopstock ! who, besides thee, can paint a scene like this ?" The tear started in my eye, and my heart glowed ; but who can describe angelic luxury ? Werter said, " How the splendour of our ball fades away before this !" CHARLOTTE. Mrs. C. and her niece slept : besides being extremely early and regular in their hours, they were wearied with dancing. I was set down without dis turbing them; and Werter said he would call in the evening, to tell me how they did. You will not ask me any thing about the dresses of the ladies. A few years ago, indeed, they would have come in for their share of admiration and description : but to notice them now would be irksome to me, and afford no pleasure to you. Simplicity seemed to be the goddess of taste, which all the ladies had worship ped ; so that there could be little discri mination or distinction where each was adorned with one species of elegance. I have a great opinion of the good sense and taste of those ladies, who are the fir^t to sacrifice the petty distinctions of splendid apparel to elegant neatness. Adieu! B5 10 LETTER IV. I FORGOT in ray last to tell you, my dear Carolina, that I had a thousand com pliments to deliver to you ; for a ball without you, would, you know, neces sarily excite much inquiry. Indeed the beaux were very inquisitive. When I told them that you was hid in the very bosom of retirement, Antonine Frederick said, that confirmed his opinion of you-r being an angel. " How can you," I said, " use such common appellations 2" " Nay," replied he, " I am speaking as a philosopher, and not as a lover : doa't you know," he added, that one of the ancients has said, no being but a brute or an angel can beaT absolute retirement ?" So you see, my dear, you are a philo sophical angel, and I shll expect not only learned but frequent disco urges from you. Have compassion on your disciple, and write to me soon. Adieu ! CHARLOTTE. II LETTER V. INDEED you have approved yourself a philosopher. Your last letter on reiire- ment, shews how well you can enjoy it, and to what an admirable end you can convert it. It certainly requires a portion of philosophic resolution, a mind well stored, and, above all, it requires inno cence. Guilt seeks dissipation of thought; whilst retirement is the very nurse of contemplation. But it is not necessary that we should always contemplate. The active virtues of society demand our presence in the world. Retirement is not the business of life : it is only the scor.e of preparation, or of relaxation. That religious philosophy, therefore, which taught men to erect monasteries and con vents, could not be founded in truth or nature. In hiding ourselves from a pos sibility of temptation, we may, indeed, avoid many dangers ; but do we not, at 12 LETTERS OF the same time, preclude ourselves from innumerable opportunities of receiving and of communicating happiness ? Be sides, our leading star lights us on the way : " He went about doing good,' 1 and retired but to pray. It amounts just to the same thing : you spoke of temporary retirement, and, you see, I am on the same side of the question. Though your aunt who, you say, is the only rational being in your " enchanted castle," though she is cheerful, you must necessarily pass many hours, which can be appropriated to nothing but re flection : convert your thoughts into epistles, my dear Carolina, for the in struction and amusement of your friend* CHARLOTTE. 13 LETTER VI. I CANNOT but laugh, though I am angry, at your raillery against Adolphus Ferdinand; a man \vhosegreatestfoibleis, his being in love, which makes him guilty of some little extravagancies that you treat severely, though you are the cause of them. You should not complain of him, without having an eye to yourself: you should not censure the effect, without adverting to the cause. Come, you are a strenuous advocate for Albert ; and it would be ungenerous in me not to take the part of Ferdinand, though I think he is in no great danger, for, if you did not esteem him, you would not write about him. Ferdinand, you say, is not possessed of those graces of conversation and exterior deportment, by which some others, that you mention, are distinguished. I migh' 14 LETTERS OF ask, are not those others equally destitute of the higher and more amiable accom plishments for which Ferdinand is so universally esteemed ? And are you so avaricious as to desire, and so unrea sonable as to expect, every species of per fection in your lover ? The merit of Ferdinand is of the same complexion with that of Albert ; and, believe me, my dear girl, it is not for want of abilities that they do not cultivate the graces you allude to: it is either because they cfespise them , or because the posses sion of them is incompatible with higher attainments. There is a frivolity neces sarily attached to-tftose acquisitions, that would ill become Ferdinand and Albert. I do not expect in the laurel the colours of the tulip, I admire your commending Albert, and, in the same letter, censuring Ferdi nand f If there is any difference, it is in favour of Ferdinand, who, besides a liberal education, has had the advantage of travelling. And are you really sorry CHARLOTTE. 15 he did not return a coxcomb ? O Caro lina ! but I know you ; and I suspect you will laugh at me for seriously animad verting on what perhaps you wrote in jest. Remember that, for the future, when you censure Ferdinand, I shall include Albert ; thus, what you gain on one side, you will lose on the other; so, my phi losophical censor, adieu ! 16 LETTERS OF LETTER VII. Do you want another lover, that you inquire so particularly about Werter ? Female curiosity, to be sure ! A new cha racter in our little hemisphere, like a comet, always attracts general attention, and excites much inquiry ; yes, and as many strange conjectures are formed of one as of the other. I fyave not yet seen enough of Werter to form any certain idea of his character. At present, I can only say, that he seems to be a man of taste and sentiment ; strongly attached to the polite arts, and, I dare say, can write verses, and probably will when he sees you. His eye is keen, and there is great expression in his counte nance : it is that kind of expression which indicates a lofty spirit, tempered by the perpetual operation of a philosophic judg ment. But it is useless in me to attempt cle- CHARLOTTE. 17 scribing what you will discover at a first interview, for you must see him, and that speedily , though, perhaps, you do not know that you are coming to Walheim. I am sure you love my father too well, to refuse a request of his ; and his request with many compliments to your aunt and yourself is, that you will favour him with your company a few days, to super intend our little family whilst I visit a dying friend Yes, my dear Carolina, poor Theresa W. whom you have often heard me mention with tenderness, as another Carolina, calls on me to close her dying eyes. Melancholy errand ! but 'tis the voice of friendship : As if an angel spoke, I feel the solemn sound. She is abandoned by her physicians, and wishes only to see me. Dear, dear girl ! I come, asa dove to its wounded mate O, thatl could bear " healing in my wings 1" Adieu, my Carolina! In your prayers remember poor Theresa, the friend of your Charlotte. '16 LETTERS OF ."..-. " ' .... LETTER VIII. YOUR residence at Walheira gives me great satisfaction, because I know every thing- will go on as ray father wishes. I found here, a shadow of my Theresa alas, how wan ! I was impatient to see her, and, though she was asleep when I arrived, I stepped softly to her bedside, and kissed her pale hand, that accidentally lay uncovered, as if on purpose to re ceive me. Disease had robbed her face of all its charms, but delicacy : she looked like a sleeping infant. I sat down by her, and wept. A thousand tender re collections heightened my distress. At length the dear girl awoke, and with an infantile accent, said, " Is my Charlotte come yet ? ' I took hold of her hand " Thy Charlotte is here," I said, " thy ownCharlotte that loves thee" She turned her head, and, raising it a little, looked CHARLOTTE. W wistfully in my faee ; a faint pleasure glimmered in her- blue eyes t their wondering eyes on my starting tears ; their joy is suddenly suppressed, and their harmless bosoms throb with a sensation they never felt before. Alas, my Caro- CHARLOTTE. J77 lina ! what has Charlotte done, (hat heaven thus afflicts her, and all around her ? If I have wandered into indiscre tion and if indiscretion thus is punished, what must be the lot of guilt! Father of mercies ! shield me ! Werler has not been gone long. He was here all the afternoon, and was going before; but I would make him stay till Albert came, to save me the coufnsion of saying he had been here in Albert's ab sence. Instead of conversing with me, Albert takes a book, or amuses himself with the children. His reserve, Carolina, chills my heart! I tee no kindness in his eye. I watch in vain for those glances that speak the silent satisfaction of the soul ; and instead of soothing my mind with music, I retire to indulge myself in tears. 178 LETTERS OF LETTER LIII. WHERE is the peace that blesses the vacant mind ? Is it the lot of sensibility to be wretched ? Or am I not dead to sensibility ? When I thought I possessed it in a more than common degree, was I not more than commonly happy ? Have I not often said, that even the grief of sensibility is a luxury ? " Sad luxury ! to vulgar minds unknown !" I feel for the woes of another, and I arn wretched. I am something more than wretched, Carolina : a new sensation arises in my bosom I tremble to think ! perhaps it is guilt ! Are then my tears criminal ? are my sighs offensive to heaven ? They are, my Carolina ! for do they not wound the peace of Albert? How difficult is it, to conduct ourselves with unerring propriety, when the heart is subject to those emotions which lend to an untimely indulgence of even virtuous inclination. CHARLOTTE. 179 LETTER LIV. IN vain I try to soothe my mind with music. Even the most lively airs add to ray melancholy. They recall to my me mory past pleasures. " Of joys departed, never to return, How painful the remembrance !" When the memory is tenacious of past felicity, and hope fails to fill the mind with ideal prospects of future bliss ; then it is, that anguish becomes doubly bitter ; and the retrospection even of innocence, adds new sighs to melancholy, and gives fresh poignancy to grief. Let the sooth ing voice of thy friendship, Carolina, calm my troubled spirit, and teach me to regain the consolation the unspeakable consolation of a mind at ease ! 180 LETTERS OF LETTER LV. YOUR letter, my dear friend, gives me comfort ; but Carolina's letters always communicate a ray of that divine peace, which beams in her own mind. Werter has not been here to-day, and I feel my heart calm. Albert smiled when he came in, and my bosom, for a moment, fluttered with a sensation it has long 1 ' been o a stranger to. My father too came, and told us, he had found a companion for Werter" And Werter," Albert said, " would do well to seek company." It was Antonine, whose story my father had accidentally learned, and told to Albert. I saw it affected him ; and, fur the first lime in my life, I heard him use an acri monious expression : it related lo the con duct of Adelaide. As if I had been equally guilty, I felt the severity of his remark, and retired to give relief to my CHARLOTTE. 181 feelings. This too was the first time my dear father ever administered to the dis tress of his Charlotte: happily for him, he knew it not. I cannot subscribe (o your opinion, that 1 should speak to Albert on this unhappy subject. Though the object would be to vindicate my innocence, would not such an appeal imply a degree of self-convic tion ? Silence best becomes unaccused innocence. And if, indeed, it were ad visable, how, my Carolina how should I find words how find power to utter them ? Charlotte was never taught the language of supplication, but when she addressed the throne of mercy. My father inquires after you, my dear Carolina, and depends as we all do on seeing you very soon. The winter has not made less havock about Walheim than sorrow has in the bosom of your friend. Your favourite lime trees, at the top of the garden, are blown down ; the waters have done considerable damage, O 7 and the river in the valley, on wlio*e 182 LETTERS OF banks we have so often wandered in sum mer evenings, is now a dreary sea. Too like the change I find in my own mind, I look on it with terror. My eyes search in vain for the objects that diversified the beauties of the valley ; I see nothing but a solitary tree, reserved, like myself, to be a witness of more woe : a weeping monument of what has been ! CHARLOTTE. 183 LETTER LVI. YES; a kind of desolation surrounds me. Nature seems as dead to animation, as my heart to joy. Yet spring shall renew the foliage of the fields, and summer suns shall ripen the harvest of autumn. Per haps tranquillity may revisit" my bosom, and Charlotte may again be happy. This is the language of hope : of hops far distant. The prospect before me is gloomy : it presents scenes of terror I dread to look forwards O Thou ! at whose word, myriads of worlds rush into existence, and whose smile diffuses joy through all dispel the gloom of sorrow, and chase from hence the shadow of de spair let cheerfulness revisit my sad bosom, and domestic felicity once more reign at Walheim. Anxiety, my dearest friend, anxiety preys on my heart. Unknown to me now, 184 LETTEKS OF are the delightful pleasures resulting from the cheerful converse of surrounding friends, and the communion of elegant sentiment. Alas, my Carolina ! can I rc- cal the past, without tears ? the days of infancy, when my heart was a stranger to all sorrow, and the smiles of my dearest mother made a hraven indeed ! : Why do my tears stream afresh ? Her spirit hovers over me : I hear her voice. "Those are the soothing, the sweetest moments of my life, when, rapt in a pleasing delusion, I see, -and I con verse with the. shade of her whose blessing will preserve me. " Have I not seen her, where she has not been ? Have I not clasp' d her shadow ? Trod her steps ; Transported trod ! as if they led to heaven ?"* Had she yet lived ; had Werter known her, he would have revered and loved her. The contemplation of her virtues, the charms of her conversation, would have soothed his mind, and rectified his judg- * i Young. 185 ment ; and the fancied excellencies of Charlotte would have made no impres sion on the mind of Werter. Pardon me, my dear Carolina : pardon this incoherency . When shall I be able again to write with a heart at ease ? 186 LETTERS OF LETTER LVJI. LIKE those evanescent glimmerings be fore death, which sometimes flatter weep ing friends with illusive hopes, were the serene moments that whispered returning peace to my soul. Alas, they are fled ! and again Albert continues to love his Charlotte ; he has given ease to her heart even byre- proof; it was the reproof of cruelty and tenderness. A day or two ago, when he went out for he would not see my tears ; he would not mark my confusion as he opened the door, and I could not see his countenance, he said, u From a regard to appearance only, it would be well, Charlotte, to abate the ardour of your friendship to Werter, and not see him so often." It was in vain that I hastened to the door it was in vain that I cried, " O Albert ! hear me !" he was gone. I ran CHARLOTTE. 187 wp to ray chamber- window, and saw him walk with hasty steps from the lodge, and often put his handkerchief to his eyes. It pierced my heart, that the dearest and best of men, should leave his Charlotte thus, and fty from her that should wipe away his tears. I saw him increase the quickness of his walk, as if distance from Charlotte would afford relief to his mind. Alas, I could not see him long ! my eyes streamed : I sunk on a chair. When my tears had sufficiently relieved me, and my heart ceased to beat with ex cess of grief, I determined instantly to obey the command of Albert, and to find out some mode of relieving myself from the visits of Werter. I received consola tion from the reflection, that Albert would soon see Charlotte valued his peace, and revered his mandate. In the evening, before Albert returned, Werter came. I was preparing Christ mas gifts for the children. I thought Werter seemed in better spirits than usual. He talked of the innocent de- LETTERS OF lights of infancy ; and said, he envied the happiness of children that were unexpect edly surprized with fruit and sweetmeats, ushered in with wax-lights that communi cate a sudden raptureto every countenance: " You, shall have a gift loo," I said, " if you behave well." " What do you mean, Charlotte?" he. asked. " Thursday night," I replied, "is Christmas eve : the children are all to be here do you come too but do not come before that time." He looked earnestly in my face ; I saw his emotion ; but I repeated my request. " We must riot," I added, " goon in this manner any longer." I found my heart relieved by having said so much. Werter, in great agitation, walked across the room. He gave no attention to several questions that J asked him, but.at last said, " Char lotte, I will never see you more!" " Nay, Werter," I said, " we may we must see one another." I marked the fire in his eyes, and, taking his hand, I begged of him to be calm, and to conquer an attach- ment.to me, who could only pity him. CHARLOTTE. 189 " Do not," I said " decei ve yourself : do not seek your own destruction ; why must it be only me me who belong to another ?" He looked at me with an angry countenance. The tears of Albert had made too great an impression to be easily effaced, and I continued to entreat Werler to get the better of his unfortunate attachment : I advised him to see more company to travel. Lifting up his eyes, he said " A little time, Charlotte and all will be well !" Again I begged him, not to come before Christmas-eve. Albert came in : he might easily dis cover confusion in Werter, and coldly asked him to stay to supper. I wished he would ; but dare not join in the request. A painful silence succeeded. Werter's heart was full ; anclatlasthetookleaveof us abruptly I knew it was to hide his tears. Albert observed his confusion, and at tributing it to my having attended to his admonition, became cheerful, but seemed to avoid saying any thing of Werter, who, I told him, would not come again 190 LETTERS Of till Christmas eve " I must go, Char lotte," Albert said, to W. Selfiadt's ; I have neglected that business too long." I knew, my dear Carolina, of this journey, and that it would detain Albert all night ; and I feared it was postponed for a reason which I trembled to think on. This in timation confirmed the idea ; and I could not but grieve that Albert should doubt the faith of Charlotte. Where there is no confidence, there can be no happiness : and should Albert can he alas ! what means this pressure of my heart ? my mind is guiltless ; yet it whispers fearful things. Now, my Carolina now it is, that I feel the sacred influence of religious senti ment, and the unspeakable blessing of a spotless mind. Amidst all my distress, it conveys a sensation which philosophy cannot communicate. It is the holy star that guides my wandering steps, and saves me from despair ! CHARLOTTE. 191 LETTER LVIII ALL, all, may yet be well, my Caro lina. The absence of Werter affords my mind relief; and Albert loves his Char lotte with tenderness. Theresa will soon be here, and your presence, my dear friend, will add to the pleasures of the approaching festival. I have not slept of late, till last night,- and I had pleasant dreams. Philosophy teaches us to despise the chimeras of fancy, while the poet says, that " dreams descend from Jove." It is long, my dear est girl, since my mind dwelt on a plea sing idea, and I will, for a moment, in dulge myself in the recollection of imagi nary bliss. And what, but imaginary, is the bliss of half the world ? The plea sures of ambition, of pomp, of luxury, all imaginary all delusive as the visions of a mind disturbed. LETTERS OF My fancy presented a spacious garden, blooming with flowers, and watered with fountains ; diversified with shrubberies, and vocal with melody. The lodge and the shades of Walheim seemed afar off. I wandered a considerable time, lamenting the absence of Albert, as we always wish those whom we love best to partake of all our pleasures. Ascending an eminence, rendered inviting by a pleasant arbour on its summit, my foot slipped, and, that in stant O, my Carolina ! my heart yet glows with the fiction ! I found myself in the arms of the best of women, my dear molher, whilst Albert, with smiles, seemed to wait our approach in the arbour. She embraced us tenderly. I was lost in ecstasy. Throwing my arms round Al bert's neck, and bathing his bosom with tears of joy, u Albert I said, " I am thine indeed !" With sweet mildness, my mother blessed us : " Be faithful, and be happy! Remember," she said " always remember. CHARLOTTE. 193 When lovers swear true faith, the listening angels Stand on the golden battlements of heaven, And waft their vows to the eternal throne." I fancied we quitted tbe arbour, and that, casting my eyes towards Walheim, I beheld Werter, pale, and with tears, passing through the grove of lime-trees. Turning to speak, the sudden disappear ance of that dearest of women, and of Al bert, awoke me. Yet even this, my Carolina fictitious as it is, made me happy. To feel my heart throb with joy, though in a dream, is now a luxury to Charlotte ! 194 -LETTERS OF LETTER LIX. HAPPY they whose ill- fortune extends not to their friends ! whose sufferings do not wound the peace of those they love best ! But love shares our woes, and gives a double bitterness to misery. My dear, dear Carolina, dp not let my mis fortunes ruin the tranquillity of thy mind : do not, my dearest girl, suffer with me : pity, and comfort me. And comfort, Carolina, will be a wel come guest ; surely it will come witli Carolina and Theresa. Albert is gone his journey. Alone, and melancholy, how could I sustain new sorrow ? how could I bear additional calamity, and live to tell thee, my Carolina, that Henry I know thou wilt turn pale poor Henry is no more In his wanderings wretched wan derer that he was ! he strayed through a neighbouring village afflicted with an CHARLOTTE. 195 cndemial fever ; he became infected, and was ill some days. As his strength de cayed, his mind returned. He talked of Charlotte: he inquired after my dear mother, who always treated him with kindness; he was told she was dead ! He wrung his hands, and cried like a child. " But Charlotte," he said, " Charlotte is alive." His poor mother unhappy, unthinking woman ! said, " Charlotte is married to Albert." His cries instantly ceased ; with wildness in his eyes, and raising his folded hands, he sunk in his mother's arms and expired. This day the earth received his remains : accidentally going into one of the back chambers, I saw at a distance the melan choly procession : nly heart turned cold I wished to avoid the sight, but could not move.* My eyes were filled with * Funerals in Germany, are usually attended by all the relatives of the deceased, besides friends, sometimes forming a procession of eighty or a hundred people, uniformly clad in mourning cloaks. K2 196 LETTERS OP tears, and yet I gazed and saw the train of mourners, through the branches of the trees, covered with snow, and shaken with chilling blasts : the wind was high, and conveyed to my ears the mournful notes of the funeral psalm, which they sung as they moved along ; sometimes by a sud den gust of wind, I heard the faint sound of the distant bell. When they came opposite the lodge, for a moment, every eye was turned towards the wretched mansion of Charlotte. Alone, and terri fied, I sunk on my knees: I lifted my streaming eyes to heaven, but I could not speak God saw my sorrows and pitied me : he took from my mind the poig nancy of grief. I arose, and my eyes once more wandered after the sad spec tacle. At a distance from the rest, I saw a young man, with folded arms, his loose hair streaming in the wind, and his eyes fixed on the earth, following, with pensive steps, the sorrowful procession. From Theresa's description, I knew it was the unhappy Antonine, who, feeling what it CHARLOTTE. 197 is to love, and be deserted, perhaps envies the everlasting peace of Henry ! For thy peace, melancholy youth ! is to be envied by all who know not the felicity of a mind at ease. Thy poor distracted brain no longer dwells on real or fancied misery : thy heart no longer beats with unnuttera- ble feelings ; thou hast found a cure for all affliction : " Death ends thy woe, And the kind grave shuts up the mournful scene." O my Carolina ! there is an anguish in my mind which I will not cannot de scribe to thee : must I communicate nothing but sorrow ? Surely Albert's re turn will give relief to my heart. Adieu ! my dearest friend, my kind Carolina, adieu ! 198 LETTERS OF LETTER LX. . Cr A NCE no, it is not chance, for what, Father of lights ! what has chance to do in a world governed bythy providence? No : it is thy will that Charlotte should suffer ; that one woe should succeed another, as clouds follow clouds, and gather into storms but let thy goodness disperse them mercifully disperse them, before they overwhelm me ! A few hours after I had seen the melan choly spectacle of Henry's funeral, my mind had become, in some degree, calm ; and in the evening, I sat musing on the vicissitudes to \vhich even a life of re tirement is exposed. I thought on Wer- ter : I recalled to my mind past scenes ; and lamented the fate of an attachment from which I promised myself the plea sures of an innocent friendship. I felt, deeply felt, forthe anxiety of Albert, -who, CHARLOTTE. 199 in his absence, might think too much of Werter, when to ray inexpressible asto nishment I heard the voice of Werter on the stairs ! It was too late to be denied. I was distressed, and reproved him. For some minutes, I knew not what to do ; at last I sent to desire Sophia Andran, to come and sit with me ; she had company. 1 sent to others, but before the servant re turned, it rained violently. I then thought of calling in my maid ; but, conscious of my own innocence, and ashamed to take so unusual a step, I sat down to my harpsichord, and, after playing a few minutes, to prevent Werter entering into conversation, I desired him to read some thing, and gave him his own translation of Ossian. I saw his heart was full; and the passage he read affected me to tears. It conveyed an idea of our mutual suffer ings. Werter seized my hand, and kissed it with an agitation that made me tremble. I desired him to proceed with the poem : " To morrow," he read, " shall the tra veller come ; he that saw me in my beauty 200 LETTERS OF shall come : his eyes will search the field, but they -will not find me." The heart of Werter sunk at these words : a torrent of tears ran down his cheeks ; he threw him self at my feet, and whilst his whole frame shook, he put my hands against his fore head. Horror, instantly converted into pity, seized me ; my heart told me his fatal resolution : a thousand sensations arose in my bosom fear pity, was pre dominant : trembling, I sunk in his arms ; for the first time, these lips met the lips of Werter. The ardour of his embrace recalled my bewildered senses : 11 Werter !" I said, with a tremulous ac cent but he pressed me to his bosom ; raising myself, and turning my face from him, the picture of my dear mother met my eyes. The full idea of virtue rushed into my mind : I was instantly collected, and, with a determined tone, I repeated, u Werter !" He fell on his knee before me. O Carolina! what emo tions at that moment, filled my torn bosom !-^at that moment, at once pitying CHARLOTTE. and resenting, f pronounced the words of eternal separation! " This is the last time ! Werter ; you will never see me more !" My heart bled, Carolina, as I spoke the words I spoke them, and, with a last look, flew into my room. O, my Carolina ! what a night of ter ror and distress ! How did my heart beat when I heard the door shut after Werter ! the rain poured ; and the dreadful idea he had raised in my mind my imagina tion presented such fearful images ! It was in vain to seek repose : a thousand recollections kept me awake. A new sen sation pervaded my bosom yes, my Ca rolina, I felt a friendship too tender for Werter : and, for the first time, I dreaded the looks of Albert. Long and dismal was the night ; my hurried fancy was filled with sad ideas : the new-made grave of Henry ; the floods of water that Werter, in despai r must pass in his gloomy road to Wal- heim ! At one moment the fervour of his kisses thrilled through my heart, whilst 202 LETTERS OF blushes burned my cheeks : the next, ray veins ran cold, when I thought I heard his sighs in the howling wind, that al most shook the Lodge. To add to my grief, the morning light promised no comfort. At length sleep came to my relief; short sleep disturbed my gloomy visions ; but in the morning, my spirits wearied out, sunk in repose; and I was but just arisen when Albert returned. CHARLOTTE. 203 LETTER LXI. WHAT dreadful lives, alas ! must they lead, my Carolina, who have feelings to hide, and from those that love them most! I was alarmed, lest Albert should dis cover sadness in my eyes, and tried to re ceive him with a glow of ecstasy : he was cool, and when he asked me who I had seen, I said, " Werter spent an hour here yesterday." Going into his own room, he replied, " He chooses his time well." It stung me to the heart ; and, for a moment, I felt an emotion something al lied to resentment; but then I recollected, how good, how gentle, how steady all the amiable qualities of my dear Albert filled my mind, and, taking my work, I followed, and asked him whether he wanted any thing ; he said, " No," and began to write. It was painful to hide my (ears. I suffered enough ; but to complete my wretchedness, Werter's boy came with a fatal message: u Give him 204 LETTERS OF the pistols," Albert said. I started my heart died away my blood ran cold. O Carolina ! how did my trembling limbs support me ? I took down the deadly instruments Freezing with horror, I stood wiping off the dust : long, long should I have sfood, had not the eye of Albert With tears, I gave them the poor boy, who seemed to wonder, arid pity my dis tress. I gave the fatal instruments ! Cruel, cruel Charlotte ! what hast thou done ! Why did I not fall at Albert's feet, and tell him all I knew ? " Give him the pistols!" O Albert! I heard, and I obeyed thee ! " For a journey !" Were then my words prophetic ? and shall I never see thee more ? " Give him the pistols !" Carolina ! my heart is marble ! " Give him the pistols !" Death was in the word and yet I live ! No com forter, no Carolina no Theresa with me; I sent for Sophia Selftadt to dine with me " Werter," she said " is a stranger of late." Albert replied, "He is gone a journey." The tear stood in my eye. I CHARLOTTE. 205 silently heard Sophia speak of his accom plishments. Poor girl ! she knew not that every word went to my heart ! And now, dearest, best of friends ! my mind forebodes dreadful calamities ! I know not when I shall write to thee again. Pray for me, Carolina pray for Werter : I see him, Carolina, I see him take the fatal arms from the innocent boy ; I hear him ask who delivered them : yes, he kisses them as the last gift of Charlotte ! I fear, Carolina, thoti canst not read what I now write. my tears blot the paper and thine will fall on ray ill-omened words. I cannot write any more to thee ; without any one to comfort or assist me, my heart sinks ; my hand is feeble. Recollect, ray dearest Carolina, all the scenes of our youth : remember Char lotte always loved thee. My hand fails me adieu ! adieu ! I send thee Werter's picture Is it a crime to kiss it before it leaves me ? I send thee a thousand kisses, Carolina thou wilt find them warm on Werter's picture. O Carolina, farewel ! God for ever bless thee ! 206 LETTERS OF LETTER LXII. BE not alarmed, my dearest Carolina the pen is Theresa's, but the words are Charlotte's. Hasten, dear girl, to join with Theresa, in comforting Charlotte. Yes, my Carolina, Charlotte lives to mourn the death of Werter ! The fatal moment is past ! our hopes and fears are in the grave ! He is no more, Carolina ! Werter he whom we all admired: whom Charlotte now may lore, and whose memory, whilst remembrance is her's, will be dear to her that unhappy Werter is no more ! I went to bed early last night : sorrow pressed heavy on me ; a dream awoke me I heard the clock strike twelve O power of sympathy ! my heart was sud denly chilled I thought the cold hand of Werter beckoned me ! I shrieked : Albert started from his- sleep, " What CHARLOTTE. 207 cry is that !" he said ; I was afraid to speak : I counterfeited sleep for, hard as is the task, Charlotte has learned to counterfeit I counted the dark hours till six, when it was yet dark ; the gate-bell rung horror shook me: " Albert!" I said, " Albert ! the bell !" He instantly arose, and, putting on his night-gown, de scended. Half-dressed, my heart throb bing with unutterable feelings I follow ed. The sight of Werter's boy in tears, surrounded by the astonished servants, shocked me : Trembling I took hold of Albert's arm " O my master, my dear master!" I heard no more ; Albert's arm could not support me : I fell O Carolina ! in this insensibility I shared the peace of Werter : my spirit fled ! I know not what passed, till in the evening, I found Theresaby my bed-side, reading the last letter of Werter. I wish but I dare not hear it read. Heaven, my Carolina, is yet merciful : it has spared my life to comfort Albert, who knows, and is convinced toofatally 208 LETTERS OF convinced of Charlotte's true faith. 1 shall live, I hope, to accomplish the last commands of my dear mother ; I will see her children clothed and fed I will teach the sweet infants all that I know: all that she taught Charlotte; but whilst I am thus Carolina and Theresa must assist me. For whatever wise purposes God has thus afflicted me he has given me power again to address his throne I am thank ful and submissive. Hasten to us, Caro lina : let Charlotte once more embrace her friend. CHARLOTTE. 209 LETTER LXIII. I HAVE heard his last letter ! I have wept over every endearing recollection : Albert joined his tears with mine; he will build a tomb to perpetuate the me mory of Werter's love to Charlotte ; for though it was excessive, it was virtuous. The dear children kneel around rny bed. They lift up their little hands, and pray for Charlotte " The black men must not take Charlotte : Papa and Mr. Wcrter will kill the black men that carried mama away." Dear, dear innocents ! fear no black men : those angels whom you most resemble, will protect you ! O, Werter ! why do you call to my remembrance the scenes that are past ! In vain shall I look for you in the valley ! What will it avail, in a summer's eve ning, to walk towards the mountains, or 210 LETTERS OF repose me under the elms ? Shall I see your spirit in the pale clouds, or hear your voice in the passing winds ? Alas ! the evening shadows will terrify me ! Suddenly emerging from behind the clouds, the glimmerings of moon-light will startle me ! O, Werter ! was it not cruel, for ever thus to wound the peace of Charlotte ? Surely thy love but despair led thee to the brink despair taught thee this sad lesson ! " May my death remove every obstacle to your happiness !" Death, Werter ! Does it not add to our misery ? Is not Albert unhappy ? Is not Charlotte wretched ? My father weeps over thee ! We shall meet no more in the groves of Walheim ! no more shall we see thee musing by the river in the valley ! His last letter recals to my memory a thousand images of past felicity : they arise before me in constant succession, and add to my grief : they are the shades of departed pleasures of innocent delights! CHARLOTTE. 211 " At the corner of the church -yard, which looks towards the fields, there are two lime trees" There rest thy remains ! O Werter ! my father lays thee in the appointed place. There will Albert build thy tomb But, O my Carolina ! when I think on the last fatal act ! surely I shall dread to approach the grave of him who thus rashly " broke the golden bowl, and loosed the silver cord." Sure, 'lisa fearful, a tremendous act, pre cipitately to rush before the awful throne of God ! Not more dreadful would it be for men to behold, at midnight, a rising .sun shorn of his beams, spread horror on the earth, than it is for the angelic hosts to see an unsummoned spirit pass the everlasting portals of the heavens, and, unprotected, stand before the grand tri bunal ! O Werter ! did no kind cherub pity, and kneel with thee? did no friendly angel hide thee with his wings ? Vain effort, alas! to hide thee from him. tl whose eye views all things at one view !" 212 LETTERS OF CHARLOTTE. If, O heaven! it is not presumption, let my last prayer be heard for Werter : may thy mercy equal Charlotte's pity ! THE EXD, T. Gillet, Printer, Crown-court, Fleet-street, London. THE LIBRARY LOS ANGELES .'ft *"V '%UAUl f I l/r University of California Library Los Angeles This book is DUE oyfce last date jtami |.JU 310/ "0 LP-URl 2AAM4MA' S/"\ r> , ^ . . 800 <5^ > ' '^T^^^X-;^' UC SOUTHERN REGIONAL LIBRARY FACILITY mfc:A V: ** a M, f fit ..jwppliM ^sU^iM :;-