a THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES GIFT OF Peter Scott THE NOVELS AND ROMANCES OF EDWARD BULWER LYTTON (LORD LYTTON) i^antip Ht&rarp tuition THE DISOWNED , " A captive in Augusta's towers, To beauty and her train." The Disowned. , THE NOVELL , \^L / jy \ AND • ROMANCES 1 r -^^^^^^^^t \ EDWARD • BULWER LYTTON (LORD LYTTON) THE DISOWNED rtf«lVj 1 VX}* >^ ^Q^aL y^sj/^Jt^^^^^/T^. ^A^3s BOSTON LITTLE • BROWN a/7flT COMPANY Copyright, 1S93, 1894, 1891, By Little, Brown, and Compant. Shtftrrstto ^rrss : John Wilson and Son, Cambridge, U.S.A. THE DISOWNED. PAET FIRST. ADVERTISEMENT. In this edition of a work composed in early youth, 1 have not attempted to remove those faults of construc- tion which may he sufficiently apparent in the plot; hut which could not indeed he thoroughly rectified with- out re-writing the whole work. I can only hope that with the defects of inexperience may be found some oi the merits of frank and artless enthusiasm. I have, however, lightened the narrative of certain episodical and irrelevant passages, and relieved the general style of some boyish extravagances of diction. At the time this work was written I was deeply engaged in the study of metaphysics and ethics, — and out of that study grew the character of Algernon Mordaunt. He is represented as a type of the heroism of Christian philosophy, — a union of love and knowledge placed in the midst of sorrow, and laboring on through the pilgrimage of life, strong in the fortitude that comes from belief in heaven. E. B. L. Kneb worth, May 1852. 2227567 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER I. I '11 tell you a story, if you please to attend. Limbo, by G. Kxight. It was the evening of a soft, warm day in the May of 17 — . The sun had already set, and the twilight was gathering slowly over the large, still masses of wood which lay on either side of one of those green lanes so peculiar to England. Here and there the outline of the trees irregularly shrank back from the road, leav- ing broad patches of waste land covered with fern, and the yellow blossoms of the dwarf furze, and at more distant intervals, thick clusters of rushes, from which came the small hum of gnats, — those "evening revellers, " — alternately rising and sinking in the cus- tomary manner of their unknown sports, till, as the shadows grew darker and darker, their thin and airy shapes were no longer distinguishable, and no solitary token of life or motion broke the voiceless monotony of the surrounding woods. The first sound which invaded the silence came from the light, quick footsteps of a person whose youth be- trayed itself in its elastic and unmeasured tread, and in the gay, free carol which broke out by fits and starts upon the gentle stillness of the evening. VOL. I. — 1 2 THE DISOWNED. There was something rather indicative of poetical taste than musical science in the selection of this vesper hymn, which always commenced with, — 'T is merry, 't is merry, in good, green wood, and never proceeded a syllable farther than the end of the second line, — When birds are about and singing ; from the last word of which, after a brief pause, it in- variably started forth into joyous " iteration. " Presently a heavier yet still more rapid step than that of the youth was heard behind; and, as it overtook the latter, a loud, clear, good-humored voice gave the salutation of the evening. The tone in which this courtesy was returned was frank, distinct, and peculiarly harmonious. " Good-evening, my friend. How far is it to W ? I hope I am not out of the direct road ? " " To W , sir ? " said the man, touching his hat, is he perceived, in spite of the dusk, something in the air and voice of his new acquaintance which called for a greater degree of respect than he was at first disposed to accord to a pedestrian traveller, — "to W , sir? Why, you will not surely go there to-night? It is more than eight miles distant, and the roads none of the best." " Now, a curse on all rogues! " quoth the youth, with a serious sort of vivacity. " Why, the miller, at the foot of the hill, assured me I should be at my journey's end in less than an hour." "He may have said right, sir," returned the man; " yet you will not reach W in twice that time." " How do you mean ? " said the younger stranger. THE DISOWNED. 3 " Why, that you may for once force a miller to speak truth in spite of himself, and make a public-house, about three miles hence, the end of your day's journey." " Thank you for the hint, " said the youth. " Does the house you speak of lie on the roadside ? " " No, sir ; the lane branches off about two miles hence, and you must then turn to the right; but till then our way is the same, and if you would not prefer your own company to mine, we can trudge on together." "With all my heart," rejoined the younger stranger; " and not the less willingly from the brisk pace you walk. I thought I had few equals in pedestrianism ; but it should not be for a small wager that I would un- dertake to keep up with you. " " Perhaps, sir, " said the man, laughing, " I have had in the course of my life a better usage and a longer ex- perience of my heels than you have. " Somewhat startled by a speech of so equivocal a mean- ing, the youth for the first time turned round to ex- amine, as well as the increasing darkness would permit, the size and appearance of his companion. He was not perhaps too well satisfied with his survey. His fellow- pedestrian was about six feet high, and of a corres- pondent girth of limb and frame, which would have made him fearful odds in any encounter where bodily strength was the best means of conquest. Notwith- standing the mildness of the weather, he was closely buttoned in a rough greatcoat, which was well calcu- lated to give all due effect to the athletic proportions of the wearer. There was a pause of some moments. " This is but a wild, savage sort of scene for England, sir, in this day of new-fashioned ploughs and farming improvements, " said the tall stranger, looking round at 4 THE DISOWNED. the ragged wastes and grim woods which lay steeped in the shade beside and before them. " True, " answered the youth ; " and, in a few years, agricultural innovation will scarcely leave, even in these wastes, a single furze-blossom for the bee, or a tuft of greensward for the grasshopper; but, however unpleas- ant the change may be for us foot-travellers, we must not repine at what they tell us is so sure a witness of the prosperity of the country." " They tell us! who tell us? " exclaimed the stranger, with great vivacity. " Is it the puny and spiritless ar- tisan, or the debased and crippled slave of the counter and the till, or the sallow speculator on morals, who would mete us out our liberty, our happiness, our very feelings, by the yard and inch and fraction? No, no; let them follow what the books and precepts of their own wisdom teach them ; let them cultivate more highly the lands they have already parcelled out by dikes and fences, and leave, though at scanty intervals, some green patches of unpolluted land for the poor man's beast and the free man's foot. " " You are an enthusiast on this subject, " said the yoiuiger traveller, not a little surprised at the tone and words of the last speech; "and if I were not just about to commence the world with a firm persuasion that en- thusiasm on any matter is a great obstacle to success, I could be as warm, though not so eloquent as yourself. " " Ah, sir, " said the stranger, sinking into a more natural and careless tone, " I have a better right than I imagine you can claim to repine or even to inveigh against the boundaries which are day by day, and hour by hour, encroaching upon what I have learned to look upon as my own territory. You were, just before I joined you, singing an old song. I honor you for your THE DISOWNED. 5 taste; and, no offence, sir, but a sort of fellowship in feeling made me take the liberty to accost you. I am no very great scholar in other things, but I owe my present circumstances of life solely to my fondness for those old songs and quaint madrigals. And I believe no person can better apply to himself Will Shakespeare's invitation : — ' Under the greenwood tree Who loves to lie with me, And tune his merry note Unto the sweet bird's throat, Come hither, come hither, come hither ; Here shall he see No enemy But winter and rough weather."' Relieved from his former fear, but with increased curiosity at this quotation, which was half said, half sung, in a tone which seemed to evince a hearty relish for the sense of the words, the youth replied, — " Truly, I did not expect to meet among the trav- ellers of this wild country with so well-stored a mem- ory. And, indeed, I should have imagined that the only persons to whom your verses could exactly have applied were those honorable vagrants from the Nile, whom in vulgar language we term gypsies. " " Precisely so, sir, " answered the tall stranger, indif- ferently ; " precisely so. It is to that ancient body that I belong." " The devil you do ! " quoth the youth, in unsophis- ticated surprise ; " the progress of education is indeed astonishing ! " " Why, " answered the stranger, laughing, " to tell you the truth, sir, I am a gypsy by inclination, not birth. 6 THE DISOWNED. The illustrious Bamfylde Moore Carew is not the only example of one of gentle blood and honorable education •whom the fleshpots of Egypt have seduced." " I congratulate myself, " quoth the youth, in a tone that might have been in jest, " upon becoming ac- quainted with a character at once so respectable and so novel ; and to return your quotation in the way of a compliment, I cry out with the most fashionable author of Elizabeth's days, — ' Oh for a bowl of fat Canary, Rich Palermo, — sparkling sherry.' in order to drink to our better acquaintance. " " Thank you, sir, — thank you, " cried the strange gypsy, seemingly delighted with the spirit with which his young acquaintance appeared to enter into his character, and his quotation from a class of authors at that time much less known and appreciated than at present ; " and if you have seen already enough of the world to take up with ale when neither Canary, Palermo, nor sherry are forthcoming, I will promise, at least, to pledge you in large draughts of that homely beverage. What say you to passing a night with us? Our tents are yet more at hand than the public-house of which I spoke to you." The young man hesitated a moment, then replied, - " I will answer you frankly, my friend, even though I may find cause to repent my confidence. I have a few guineas about me, which, though not a large sum, are my all. Now, however ancient and honorable your fraternity may be, they labor under a sad confusion, I fear, in their ideas of meum and tuimi. " " Faith, sir, I believe you are right ; and were you some years older, I think you would not have favored me THE DISOWNED. 7 with the same disclosure you have done now, — but you may be quite easy on that score. If you were made of gold, the rascals would not filch off the corner of your garment as long as you were under my protection. Does this assurance satisfy you 1 " " Perfectly, " said the youth : " and now, how far are we from your encampment? I assure you I am all eagerness to be among a set of which I have witnessed fcdch a specimen." "Kay, nay," returned the gypsy, "you must not judge of all my brethren by me; I confess that tbey are but a rough tribe. However, I love them dearly ; and am only the more inclined to think them honest to each other, because they are rogues to all the rest of the world." By this time our travellers had advanced nearly two miles since they had commenced companionship; and, at a turn in the lane, about three hundred yards further on, they caught a glimpse of a distant fire, burning brightly through the dim trees. They quickened their ■ .-ace, and, striking a little out of their path into a com- mon, soon approached two tents, the Arab homes of the vagrant and singular people with whom the gypsy Jaimed brotherhood and alliance. 8 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER II. Here we securely live and eat The cream of meat ; And keep eternal fires By which we sit and do divine. Heriuck. — Ode to Sir Clipseby Crew. Around a fire which Mazed and crackled beneath the large seething-pot that seemed an emblem of the mys- tery and a promise of the good cheer which are the supposed characteristics of the gypsy race, were grouped seven or eight persons, upon whose swarthy and strong countenances the irregular and fitful name cast a pic- turesque and not unbecoming glow. All of these, with the exception of an old crone who was tending the pot, and a little boy who was feeding the lire with sundry fragments of stolen wood, started to their feet upon the entrance of the stranger. " What ho, my bob cuffins, " cried the gypsy guide ; " I have brought you a gentry cove, to whom you will show all proper respect; and hark ye, my maunders, if ye dare beg, borrow, or steal a single croaker, ay, but a bawbee of him, I '11 — but ye know me." The gypsy stopped abruptly, and turned an eye, in which menace vainly struggled with good-humor, upon each of his brethren, as they submissively bowed to him and his protege, and poured forth a profusion of promises, to which their admonitor did not even condescend to listen. He threw off his greatcoat, doubled it down by the best place near the fire, and made the youth forthwith possess THE DISOWNED. 9 himself of the seat it afforded. He then lifted the cover of the mysterious caldron. " Well, Mort, " cried he to the old woman, as he bent wistfully down, " what have we here 1 " " Two ducks, three chickens, and a rabbit, with some potatoes, " growled the old hag, who claimed the usual privilege of her culinary office to be as ill-tempered as she pleased. " Good ! " said the gypsy ; " and now, Mini, my cull, go to the other tent, and ask its inhabitants, in my name, to come here and sup. Bid them bring their caldron to eke out ours, — I '11 find the lush. " With these words (which Mini, a short, swarthy member of the gang, with a countenance too astute to be pleasing, instantly started forth to obey) the gypsy stretched himself at full length by the youth's side, and began reminding him, with some jocularity and at some length, of his promise to drink to their better acquaintance. Something there was in the scene, the fire, the cal- dron, the intent figure and withered countenance of the old woman, the grouping of the other forms, the rude but not unpicturesque tent, the dark, still woods on either side, with the deep and cloudless skies above, as the stars broke forth one by one upon the silent air, which (to use the orthodox phrase of the novelist) would not have been wholly unworthy the bold pencil of Salvator himself. The youth eyed, with that involuntary respect which personal advantages always command, the large yet sym- metrical proportions of his wild companion ; nor was the face which belonged to that frame much less deserving of attention. Though not handsome , it was both shrewd and prepossessing in its expression : the forehead was 10 THE DISOWNED. prominent; the brows overhung the eyes, which were large, dark, and, unlike those of the tribe in general, rather calm than brilliant; the complexion, though sun- burnt, was not swarthy; and the face was carefully and cleanly shaved, so as to give all due advantage of con- trast to the brown, luxuriant locks which fell, rather in flakes than curls, on either side of the healthful and manly cheeks. In age he was about thirty-live, and though his air and mien were assuredly not lofty, nor aristocratic, yet they were strikingly above the bearing of his vagabond companions; those companions were in all respects of the ordinary race of gypsies, — the cunning and Hashing eye, the raven locks, the dazzling teeth, the bronzed color, and the low, slight, active form, were as strongly their distinguishing characteristics as the tokens of all their tribe. But to these the appearance of the youth presented a striking and beautiful contrast. He had only just passed the stage of boyhood ; perhaps he might have seen eighteen summers, — probably not so many. He had, in imitation of his companion, and perhaps from mistaken courtesy to his new society, doffed his hat ; and the attitude which he had chosen fully de- veloped the noble and intellectual turn of his head and throat. His hair, as yet preserved from the disfiguring fashions of the day, was of a deep auburn, which was rapidly becoming of a more chestnut hue, and curled in short close curls from the nape of the neck to the com- mencement of a forehead singularly white and high. His brows, finely and lightly pencilled, and his long lashes of the darkest dye, gave a deeper and perhaps softer shade than they otherwise would have worn to eyes quick and observant in their expression, and of a light hazel in their color. His cheek was very fair, and the red light THE DISOWNED. 11 of the fire cast an artificial tint of increased glow upon a complexion that had naturally rather hloom than color; while a dark riding-frock set off in their full beauty the fine outline of his chest, and the slender symmetry of his frame. But it was neither his features nor his form, eminently handsome as they were, which gave the principal charm to the young stranger's appearance, — it was the strik- ingly bold, buoyant, frank, and almost joyous expression which presided over all. There seemed to dwell the first glow and life of youth, undimmed by a single fear, and unba fried in a single hope. There were the elastic spring, the inexhaustible wealth of energies, which defied, in their exulting pride, the heaviness of sorrow and the harassments of time. It was a face that, while it filled you with some melancholy foreboding of the changes and chances which must, in the inevitable course of fate, cloud the openness of the unwrinkled brow, and soberize the fire of the daring and restless eye, instilled also with- in you some assurance of triumph, and some omen of success, — a vague but powerful sympathy with the adven- turous and cheerful spirit which appeared literally to speak in its expression. It was a face you might imagine in one born under a prosperous star ; and you felt, as you gazed, a confidence in that bright countenance, which, like the shield of the British prince, 1 seemed possessed with a spell to charm into impotence the evil spirits who menaced its possessor. "Well, sir," said his friend the gypsy, who had in his turn been surveying with admiration the sinewy and agile frame of his young guest, — " well, sir, how fares your appetite 1 Old Dame Bingo will be mortally offended if you do not do ample justice to her good cheer. " 1 Prince Arthur. — See " The Faery Queen." 12 THE DISOWNED. " If so, " answered our traveller, who, young as he was, had learned already the grand secret of making, in every situation, a female friend, — " if so, I shall be likely to olFend her still more." " And how, my pretty master ? " said the old crone, with an iron smile. " Why, I shall be bold enough to reconcile matters with a kiss, Mrs. Bingo, " answered the youth. "Ha! ha!" shouted the tall gypsy; "it is many a long day since my old Mort slapped a gallant's face for such an affront. But here come our messmates. Good- evening, my mumpers, — make your bows to this gentle- man who has come to bowse with us to-night. 'Gad, we '11 show him that old ale 's none the worse for keeping company with the moon's darlings. Come, sit down, sit down. Where 's the cloth, ye ill-mannered loons, and the knives and platters? Have we no holiday cus- toms for strangers, think ye ? Mim, my cove, oil' to tni/ caravan, — bring out the knives, and all other rattle- traps; and hark ye, my culfin, this small key opens the inner hole, where you will rind two barrels; bring one of them. I '11 warrant it of the best, for the brewer him- self drank some of the same sort but two hours before I nimmeel them. Come, stump, my cull, make your- self wings. Ho, Dame Bingo, is not that pot of thine seething yet? Ah, my young gentleman, you commence betimes, so much the better: if love 's a summer's day, we all know how early a summer morning begins," added the jovial Egyptian, in a lower voice (feeling perhaps that he was only understood by himself), as he gazed complacently on the youth, who, with that happy facility of making himself everywhere at home, so uncommon to his countrymen, was already paying compliments suited to their understanding to two fair daughters of the tribe, THE DISOWNED. 13 who had entered with the new-comers. Yet had he too much craft or delicacy, call it which you will, to continue his addresses to that limit where ridicule or jealousy, from the male part of the assemblage, might commence ; on the contrary, he soon turned to the men, and ad- dressed them with a familiarity so frank, and so suited to their taste, that he grew no less rapidly in their favor than he had already done in that of the women ; and, when the contents of the two caldrons were at length set upon the coarse but clean cloth which, in honor of his arrival, covered the sod, it was in the midst of a loud and uni- versal peal of laughter, which some broad witticism of the young stranger had produced, that the party sat down to their repast. Bright were the eyes and sleek the tresses of the damsel who placed herself by the side of the stranger, and many were the alluring glances and insinuated compliments which replied to his open admiration and profuse flattery; but still there was nothing exclusive in his attentions. Perhaps an ignorance of the customs of his entertainers, and a consequent discreet fear of offending them, restrained him; or perhaps he found ample food for occupation in the plentiful dainties which his host heaped before him. "Now tell me," said the gypsy chief (for chief he appeared to be), " if we lead not a merrier life than you dreamed of; or would you have us change our coarse fare and our simple tents, our vigorous limbs and free hearts, for the meagre board, the monotonous chamber, the diseased frame, and the toiling, careful, and with- ered spirit of some miserable mechanic 1 " "Change!" cried the youth, with an earnestness which, if affected, was an exquisite counterfeit, — "by Heaven, I would change with you myself!" 14 THE DISOWNED. "Bravo, my fine cove!" cried the host, and all the gang echoed their sympathy with his applause. The youth continued: ".Meat, and that plentiful; air, and that strong; women, and those pretty ones: what can man desire more?" "Ay," cried the host, "and all for nothing, — no, not even a tax: who else in this kingdom can say that? Come, Mim, push round the ale." And the ale ivas pushed round, and if coarse the merriment, loud at least was the laugh that rang ever and anon from the old tent; and though, at moments, something in the guest's eye and lip might have seemed, to a very shrewd ohserver, a little wandering and ahsent, yet, upon the whole, he was almost as much at ease as the rest, and if he was not quite as talkative, he was to the full as noisy. By degrees, as the hour grew later and the barrel less heavy, the conversation changed into one universal clat- ter. Some told their feats in beggary; others their achievements in theft; not a viand they had fed on but had its appropriate legend; even the old rabbit, which had been as tough as old rabbit can well be, had not been honestly taken from his burrow , — no less a person than Mim himself had purloined it from a widow's footman, who was carrying it to an old maid from her nephew the Squire. " Silence! " cried the host, who loved talking as well as the rest, and who for the last ten minutes had been vainly endeavoring to obtain attention, — "silence! my maunders; it 's late, and we shall have the queer cuf- fins 1 upon us if we keep it up much longer. What, ho, Mim! are you still gabbling at the foot of the table when your betters are talking? As sure as my name 's 1 Magistrates. THE DISOWNED. 15 King Cole, I '11 choke you with your own rahhit-skin if you don't hush your prating cheat; nay, never look so abashed, — if you will make a noise, come forward and sing us a gypsy song. You see, my young sir (turn- ing to his guest), " that we are not without our preten- sions to the fine arts." At this order Mini started forth, and taking his station at the right hand of the soi-disant King Cole, began the following song, the chorus of which was chanted in full diapason by the whole group, with tin additional force of emphasis that knives, feet, and fists could bestow. THE GYPSY'S SONG. The king to his hall, and the steed to his stall, And the cit to his bilking board ; But we are not bound to an acre of ground, For our home is the houseless sward. We sow not, nor toil ; yet we glean from the soil As much as its reapers do ; And wherever we rove, we feed on the cove Who gibes at the mumping crew. Chorus — So the king to his hall, etc. We care not a straw for the limbs of the law, Nora fig for the cuffin queer; While Hodge and his neighbor shall lavish and labot, Our tent is as sure of its cheer. Chorus — So the king to his hall, etc. The worst have an awe of the harman's l claw, And the best will avoid the traj} ; 2 But our wealth is as free of the bailiff's see As our necks of the twisting crap. s Cliorus — So the king to his hall, etc. i Constable. 2 Bailiff. 3 Gallows. 16 THE DISOWNED. They say it is sweet to win the meat For the which one lias sorely wrought ; But I never could find that we lacked the mind For the food that has cost us nought. Chorus — So the king to his hall, etc. And when we have ceased from our fearless feast, Why, qui jigger x will need no bars ; Our sentry shall be on the owlet's tree, And our lamps the glorious stars. Chorus. So the king to his hall, and the steed to his stall, And the cit to his bilking board ; But we are not bound to an acre of ground, For our home is the houseless sward. Rude as was this lawless stave, the spirit with which it was sung atoned to the young stranger for its obscurity and quaintness; as for his host, that curious personage took a lusty and prominent part in the chorus, — nor did the old woods refuse their share of the burden, but sent back a merry echo to the chief's deep voice, and the harsher notes of his jovial brethren. When the glee had ceased, King Cole rose, the whole band followed his example, the cloth was cleared in a trice, the barrel, — oh! what a falling-off was there! — was rolled into a corner of the tent, and the crew to whom the awning belonged began to settle themselves forest; while those who owned the other encampment inarched forth with King Cole at their head. Leaning with no light weight upon his guest's arm, the lover of ancient minstrelsy poured into the youth's ear a strain of eulogy, rather eloquent than coherent, upon the scene they had just witnessed. 1 Door. THE DISOWNED. 17 " What," cried his majesty, in an enthusiastic tone, — " what can be so truly regal as our state 1 Can any man control us 1 Are we not above all laws 1 Are we not the most despotic of kings? Nay, more than the kings of earth, — are we not the kings of Fairyland itself 1 Do we not realize the golden dreams of the old rhymers, — luxurious dogs that they were 1 Who would not cry out, — ' Blest silent groves ! Oh, may ye be Forever Mirth's best nursery ! May pure Contents Forever pitch their tents Upon these downs, these meads, these rocks, these mountains ' 1 " Uttering this notable extract from the thrice-honored Sir Henry Wotton, King Cole turned abruptly from the common, entered the wood which skirted it, and, only attended by his guest and his minister Mim, came suddenly, by an unexpected and picturesque opening in the trees, upon one of those itinerant vehicles termed caravans; he ascended the few steps which led to the entrance , opened the door, and was instantly in the arms of a pretty and young woman. On seeing our hero (for such we fear the youth is likely to become) she drew back with a blush not often found upon regal cheeks. " Pooh," said King Cole, half tauntingly, half fondly, — "pooh, Lucy, blushes are garden flowers, and ought never to be found wild in the woods;" then changing his tone, he said, " Come, put some fresh straw in the corner; this stranger honors our palace to-night. Mim, unload thyself of our royal treasures, — watch without, and vanish from within ! " Depositing on his majesty's floor the appurtenances VOL. I. — 2 18 THE DISOWNED. of the regal supper-table, Mini made his respectful adieus, and disappeared; meanwhile the queen scat- tered some fresh straw over a mattress in the narrow chamber, and laying over all a sheet of singularly snowy hue, made her guest some apology for the badness of his lodging; this King Cole interrupted by a most elabo- rately noisy yawn, and a declaration of extreme sleepi- ness. " Xow, Lucy, let us leave the gentleman to what he will like better than soft words, even from a queen. Good-night, sir ; we shall be stirring at daybreak ; " and with this farewell King Cole took the lady's arm, and retired with her into an inner compartment of the caravan. Left to himself, our hero looked round witli sur- prise at the exceeding neatness which reigned over the whole apartment. But what chiefly engrossed the at- tention of one to whose early habits books had always been treasures, were several volumes, ranged in comely shelves fenced with wire-work, on either side of the fire- place. " Courage," thought he, as he stretched himself on his humble couch; "my adventures have commenced well. A gypsy tent, to be sure, is nothing very new, but a gyP s y wll ° quotes poetry and enjoys a modest wife, speaks better than books do for the improvement of the world." THE DISOWNED. 19 CHAPTER III. Hath not old custom made this life more sweet Than that of painted pomp ? As You Like It. i'he sun broke cheerfully through the small lattice of the caravan as the youth opened his eyes and saw the good-humored countenance of his gypsy host bending over him complacently. "You slept so soundly, sir, that I did not like to disturb you; but my good wife only waits your rising to have all ready for breakfast." " It were a thousand pities," cried the guest, leaping from his bed, " that so pretty a face should look cross on my account, so I will not keep her waiting an instant." The gypsy smiled, as he answered, " I require no professional help from the devil, sir. to foretell your fortune. " «^t o! _ an d what is it?" "Honor, reputation, success, — all that are ever won ^y a soft tongue, if it be backed by a bold heart." Bright and keen was the flash which shot over the countenance of the one for whom this prediction was made, as he listened to it with a fondness for which his reason rebuked him. He turned aside with a sigh, which did not escape the gypsy, and bathed his face in the water which the provident hand of the good woman had set out for his lavations. " Well," said his host, when the youth had finished his brief toilet, " suppose we breathe the fresh air while Lucy smooths your bed and prepares the breakfast. " 20 THE DISOWNED. " With all my heart," replied the youth, and they descended the .steps which led into the wood. It was a beautiful, fresh morning; the air was like a draught from a spirit's fountain, and filled the heart with new youth, and the blood with a rapturous delight; the leaves — the green, green leaves of spring — were quiv- ering on the trees, among which the happy birds flut- tered, and breathed the gladness of their souls in song. While the dewdrops, that Strewed A baptism o'er the flowers, gave back, in their million mirrors, the reflected smiles of the cloudless and rejoicing sun. " Nature," said the gypsy, " has bestowed on her children a gorgeous present in such a morning." " True," said the youth; "and you, of us two, per- haps, only deserve it. As for me, when I think of the long road of dust, heat, and toil, that lies before me, I could almost wish to stop here and ask admission into the gypsies' tents." " You could not do a wiser thing," said the gypsy, gravely. "But fate leaves me no choice," continued the youth, as seriously as if he were in earnest; " and I must quit you immediately after I have a second time tasted of your hospitable fare." " If it must be so," answered the gypsy, " I will see you at least a mile or two on your road." The youth thanked him for a promise which his curiosity made acceptable, and they turned once more to the caravan. The meal, however obtained, met with as much honor as it could possibly have received from the farmer from whom its materials were borrowed. THE DISOWNED. 21 It was not without complacency that the worthy pair beheld the notice that their guest lavished upon a fair, curly-headed boy of about three years old, the sole child and idol of the gypsy potentates. But they did not per- ceive, when the youth rose to depart, that he slipped into the folds of the child's dress a ring of some value, the only one he possessed. " And now," said he, after having thanked his enter, tainers for their hospitality, " I must say good-by to your flock, and set out upon my day's journey." Lucy, despite her bashfulness, shook hands with her handsome guest, and the latter, accompanied by the gypsy chief, strolled down the encampments. Open and free was his parting farewell to the inmates of the two tents, and liberal was the hand which show- ered upon all — especially on the damsel who had been his Thais of the evening feast — the silver coins which made no inconsiderable portion of his present property. It was amidst the oracular wishes and favorable pre- dictions of the whole crew that he recommenced his journey with the gypsy chief. When the tents were fairly out of sight, and not till then, King Cole broke the silence which had as yet subsisted between them. " I suppose , my young gentleman , that you expect to meet some of your friends or relations at W 1 I know not what they will say when they hear where you have spent the night." " Indeed ! " said the youth ; " whoever hears my ad- ventures, relation or not, will be delighted with my description; but in sober earnest, I expect to find no one at W more my friend than a surly innkeeper, unless it be his dog." " Why, they surely do not suffer a stripling of your 22 THE DISOWNED. youth, and evident quality, to wander alone!" cried King Cole, in undisguised surprise. The young traveller made no prompt answer, but bent down as if to pluck a wild-flower which grew by the roadside; after a pause, he said, — " Nay, Master Cole, you must not set me the exam- ple of playing the inquisitor, or you cannot guess how troublesome I shall be. To tell you truth, I am dying with curiosity to know something more about you than you may be disposed to tell me ; you have already con- fessed that, however boon companions your gypsies may be, it is not among gypsies that you were born and bred." King Cole laughed ; perhaps he was not ill-pleased by the curiosity of his guest, nor by the opportunity it afforded him of being his own hero. " My story, sir," said he, " would be soon told, if you thought it worth the hearing, nor does it contain any- thing which should prevent my telling it. " " If so," quoth the youth, " I shall conceive your sat- isfying my request a still greater favor than those yon have already bestowed upon me." The gypsy relaxed his pace into an indolent saunter, as he commenced: — " The first scene that I remember was similar to that which you witnessed last night. The savage tent, and the green moor, the fagot blaze, the eternal pot, with its hissing note of preparation, the old dame who tended it, and the ragged urchins who learned from its contents the first reward of theft, and the earliest temptation to it, — all these are blended into agreeable confusion as the primal impressions of my childhood. The woman who nurtured me as my mother was rather capricious than kind, and my infancy passed away, like that of THE DISOWNED. 23 more favored scions of fortune, in alternate chastisement and caresses. In good truth, Kinching Meg had the shrillest voice and the heaviest hand of the whole crew, and I cannot complain of injustice, since she treated me no worse than the rest. Notwithstanding the irregu- larity of my education, I grew up strong and healthy, and my reputed mother had taught me so much fear for herself that she left me none for anything else ; accord- ingly, I became bold, reckless, and adventurous, and at the age of thirteen was as thorough a reprobate as the tribe could desire. At that time a singular change be- fell me; we (that is, my mother and myself) were beg- ging, not many miles hence, at the door of a rich man's house, in which the mistress lay on her death-bed. That mistress was my real mother, from whom Meg had stolen me in my first year of existence. Whether it was through the fear of conscience, or the hope of reward, no soone? had Meg learned the dangerous state of my poor mother, the constant grief which they said had been the sole, though slow cause of her disease, and the large sums which had been repeatedly offered for my recovery, — no sooner, I say, did Meg ascertain all these particulars, than she fought her way up to the sick- chamber, fell on her knees before the bed, owned her crime, and produced myself. Various little proofs of time, place, circumstance: the clothing I had worn when stolen, and which was still preserved, joined to the striking likeness I bore to both my parents, especially to my father, silenced all doubt and incredulity; I was welcomed home with a joy which it is in vain to de- scribe. My return seemed to recall my mother from the grave ; she lingered on for many months longer than her physicians thought it possible, and when she died, her last words commended me to my father's protection. 24 THE DISOWNED. " My surviving parent needed no such request. He lavished upon me all that superfluity of fondness and food of which those good people who are resolved to spoil their children are so prodigal. He could not bear the idea of sending me to school; accordingly he took a tutor for me, a simple-hearted, gentle, kind man, who possessed a vast store of learning rather curious than useful. He was a tolerable, and at least an enthusiastic, antiquarian, — a more than tolerable poetaster; and he had a prodigious budget full of old ballads and songs, which he loved better to teach and / to learn than all the ' Latin, Greek, geography, astronomy, and the use of the globes,' which my poor father had so sedulously bargained for. " Accordingly, I became exceedingly well-informed in all the ' precious conceits ' and ' golden garlands ' of our British ancients, and continued exceedingly ignorant of everything else, save and except a few )f the most fash- ionahle novels of the day, and the contents of six lying volumes of voyages and travels, which flattered both my appetite for the wonderful and my love of the adventu- rous. My studies, such as they were, were not by any means suited to curb or direct the vagrant tastes my childhood had acquired; on the contrary, the old poets, with their luxurious description of the ' green wood,' and the forest life; the fashionable novelists, with their spirited accounts of the wanderings of some fortunate rogue; and the ingenious travellers, with their wild fables, so dear to the imagination of every boy, only fomented within me a strong though secret regret at my change of life, and a restless disgust to the tame home and bounded roamings to which I was condemned. When [ was about seventeen, my father sold his prop- erty (which he had become possessed of in right of my THE DISOWNED. 25 mother), and transferred the purchase-money to the security of the Funds. Shortly afterwards he died: the bulk of his fortune became mine ; the remainder was settled upon a sister, many years older than myself, who, in consequence of her marriage and residence in a remote part of Wales, I had never yet seen. " Now, then, I was perfectly free and unfettered; my guardian lived in Scotland, and left me entirely to the guidance of my tutor, who was both too simple and too indolent to resist my inclinations. I went to London, became acquainted with a set of most royal scamps, fre- quented the theatres and the taverns, the various resorts which constitute the gayeties of a blood just above the middle class, and was one of the noisiest and wildest ' blades ' that ever heard ' the chimes by midnight,' and the magistrate's lecture for matins. I was a sort of leader among the jolly dogs I consorted with. My ear- lier education gave a raciness and nature to my delinea- tions of ' life,' which delighted them. But, somehow or other, I grew wearied of this sort of existence. About a year after I was of age , my fortune was more than three parts spent; I fell ill with drinking, and grew dull with remorse , — need I add that my comrades left me to my- self? A fit of the spleen, especially if accompanied with duns makes one woefully misanthropic; so when I re- covered from my illness I set out on a tour through Great Britain and France, — alone, and principally on foot. Oh, the rapture of shaking off the half friends and cold formalities of society, and finding one's self all unfettered, with no companion but nature, no guide but youth , and no flatterer but hope ! " Well, my young friend, I travelled for two years, and saw, even in that short time, enough of this busy world to weary and disgust me with its ordinary customs. 26 THE DISOWNED. I -was not made to be polite, still less to he ambitious. I sighed after the coarse comrades and the free tents of my first associates, and a thousand remembrances of the gypsy wanderings, steeped in all the green and exhila- rating colors of childhood, perpetually haunted my mind. On my return from my wanderings, I found a letter from my sister, who, having become a widow, had left Wales, and had now fixed her residence in a well-visited water- ing-place in the west of England. I had never yet seen her, and her letter was a fine, ladylike sort of epistle, with a great deal of romance and a very little sense, written in an extremely pretty hand, and ending with a quotation from Pope. (I never could endure Pope, nor indeed any of the poets of the days of Anne and her successors.) It was a beautiful season of the year; I had been inured to pedestrian excursions, so I set off on foot to see my nearest surviving relative. On the way, I fell in (though on a very different spot) with the very encampment you saw last night. By Heavens! that was a merry meeting to me; I joined, and journeyed with them for several days, — never do I remember a happier time. Then, after many years of bondage, and stiffness, and accordance with the world, I found myself at ease, like a released bird; with what zest did I join in the rude jokes and the knavish tricks, the stolen feasts and the roofless night9 of those careless vagabonds. " I left my fellow-travellers at the entrance of the town where my sister lived. Now came the contrast. Somewhat hot, rather coarsely clad, and covered with the dust of a long siimmer's day, I was ushered into a little drawing-room, eighteen feet by twelve, as I was afterwards somewhat pompously informed. A flaunting carpet, green, red, and yellow, covered the floor. A full-length picture of a thin woman, looking most agree* THE DISOWNED. 27 ably ill-tempered, stared down at me from the chimney- piece ; three stuffed birds — how emblematic of domestic life! — stood stiff and imprisoned, even after death, in a glass cage. A fire-screen and a bright fireplace, chairs covered with holland to preserve them from the atmos- phere, and long mirrors wrapped, as to the framework, in yellow muslin, to keep off the flies, finish the pano- rama of this watering-place mansion. The door opened; silks rustled, — voice shrieked ' My brother! ' And a figure — a thin figure, the original of the picture over the chimney-piece — rushed in." " I can well fancy her joy," said the youth. " You can do no such thing, begging your pardon, sir," resumed King Cole. " She had no joy at all; she was exceedingly surprised and disappointed. In spite of my early adventures, I had nothing picturesque or romantic about me at all. I was very thirsty, and I called for beer; I was very tired, and I lay down on the sofa; I wore thick shoes, and small buckles; and my clothes were made, God knows where, and were certainly put on God knows how. My sister was miserably ashamed of me ; she had not even the manners to disguise it. In a higher rank of life than that which she held, she would have suffered far less mortification; for I fancy great people pay but little real attention to externals. Even if a man of rank is vulgar, it makes no difference in the orbit in which he moves ; but your ' genteel gentle- women ' are so terribly dependent upon what Mrs. Tomkins will say; so very uneasy about their rela- tions, and the opinion they are held in; and, above all, so made up of appearances and clothes, — so undone if they do not eat, drink, and talk a la mode, that I can fancy no shame like that of my poor sister having found, and being found with a vulgar brother. 128 THE DISOWNED. " I saw how unwelcome I was, and I did not punish myself by a long visit. I left her house, and returned towards London. On my road I again met with my gypsy friends; the warmth of their welcome enchanted me, — you may guess the rest. 1 stayed with them so long that I could not bear to leave them ; I re-entered their crew ; I am one among them. Not that I have lie- come altogether and solely of the tribe : I still leave them whenever the whim seizes me, and repair to the great cities and thoroughfares of man. There I am soon driven back again to my favorite and fresh fields, as a reed upon a wild stream is dashed back upon the green rushes from which it has been torn. You perceive that I have many comforts and distinctions above the rest; for, alas, sir, there is no society, however free and demo- cratic, where wealth will not create an aristocracy. The remnant of my fortune provides me with my unostenta- tious equipage, and the few luxuries it contains; it repays secretly to the poor what my fellow-vagrants occasionally filch from them; it allows me to curb among the crew all the grosser and heavier offences against the law to which want might otherwise compel them; and it serves to keep up that sway and ascendancy which my superior education and fluent spirits enabled me at first to attain. Though not legally their king, I assume that title over the few encampments with which I am accustomed to travel, and you perceive that I have given my simple name both to the jocular and kingly dignity of which the old song will often remind you. My story is done." " Not quite," said his companion : " your wife ? How came you by that blessing 1 " "Ah! thereby hangs a pretty and a love-sick tale, which would not sound ill in an ancient ballad; but I THE DISOWNED. 29 will content myself with briefly sketching it. Lucy is the daughter of a gentleman farmer; about four years ago I fell in love with her. I wooed her clandestinely, and at last I owned I was a gypsy ; I did not add my birth nor fortune, — no, I was full of the romance of the Nut-brown Maid's lover, and attempted a trial of woman's affection, which even in these days was not disappointed. Still her father would not consent to our marriage, till, very luckily, things went bad with him: corn, crops, cattle, — the deuce was in them all; an exe- cution was in his house, and a writ out against his person. I settled these matters for him, and in return received a father-in-law's blessing, and we are now the best friends in the world. Poor Lucy is perfectly recon- ciled to her caravan and her wandering husband, and has never, I believe, once repented the day on which she became the gypsy's wife! " " I thank you heartily for your history," said the youth, who had listened very attentively to this detail; " and though my happiness and pursuits are centred in that world which you despise, yet I confess that I feel a sensation very like envy at your singular choice ; and I would not dare to ask of my heart whether that choice is not happier, as it is certainly more philosophical than mine. " They had now reached a part of the road where the country assumed a totally different character ; the woods and moors were no longer visible, but a broad and some- what bleak extent of country lay before them. Here and there only a few solitary trees broke the uniformity of the wide fields and scanty hedgerows, and at distant intervals the thin spires of the scattered churches rose like the prayers of which they were the symbols, to mingle themselves with heaven. 30 THE DISOWNED. The gypsy paused: " I will accompany you," said he, "no farther; your way lies straight onwards, and you will reach W before noon. Farewell, and may God watch over you ! " " Farewell ! " said the youth , warmly pressing the hand which was extended to him. " If we ever meet again, it will probably solve a curious riddle, — namely, whether you are not disgusted with the caravan, and 1 with the world! " " The latter is more likely than the former," said the gypsy; " for one stands a much greater chance of being disgusted with others than with one's self; so, changing a little the old lines, I will wish you adieu after my own fashion, — namely, in verse: — ' Go, set thy heart on winged wealth, Or unto honor's towers aspire ; But give me freedom and my health, And there 's the sum of my desire ! ' " THE DISOWNED. 31 CHAPTER IV. The letter, Madam, — have you none for me? The Rendezvous. Provide surgeons. — The Lover's Progress. Our solitary traveller pursued his way with the light step and gay spirits of youth and health. "Turn gypsy, indeed! " he said, talking to himself; " there is something hetter in store for me than that. Ay, I have all the world before me where to choose, — not my place of rest. No, many a long year will pass away ere any place of rest will he my choice ! I wonder whether I shall find the letter at W ; the letter, the last letter I shall ever have from home : hut it is no home to me now; and i" — I, insulted, reviled, trampled upon, without even a name! Well, well, I will earn a still fairer one than that of my forefathers. They shall he proud to own me yet." And with these words the speaker broke off abruptly, with a swelling chest and a flashing eye; and as, an unknown and friendless adven- turer, he gazed on the expanded and silent country around him, he felt, like Castruccio Castrucani, that he could stretch his hands to the east and to the west, and exclaim, " Oh, that my power kept pace with my spirit, then should it grasp the corners of the earth. " The road wound at last from the champaign country, through which it had for some miles extended itself, into a narrow lane, girded on either side by a dead fence. As the youth entered this lane, he was somewhat startled by the abrupt appearance of a horseman, whose steed leaped the hedge so close to our hero as almost to 32 THE DISOWNED. endanger his safety. The rider, a gentleman of about five-and-twenty, pulled up, and, in a tone of great cour- tesy, apologized for his inadvertency; the apology was readily admitted, and the horseman rode onwards in the direction of W . Trilling as this incident was, the air and mien of the stranger were sufficient to arrest, irresistibly, the thoughts of the young traveller; and before they had flowed into a fresh channel he found himself in the town, and at the door of the inn to which his expedition was bound. He entered the bar ; a buxom landlady and a still more buxom daughter were presiding over the spirits of the place. " You have some boxes and a letter for me, I believe," said the young gentleman to the comely hostess. " To you, sir! the name, if you please? " "To — to — to C. L. ," said the youth; "the initials C. L. , to be left till called for." " Yes, sir, we have some luggage, — came last night by the van, — and a letter besides, sir, to C. L. also." The daughter lifted her large, dark eyes at the hand- some stranger, and felt a wonderful curiosity to know what the letter to C. L. could possibly be about; mean- while mine hostess, raising her hand to a shelf on which stood an Indian slop-basin, the great ornament of the bar at the Golden Fleece, brought from its cavity a well- folded and well-sealed epistle. "That is it," cried the youth; "show me a private room instantly." "What can he want a private room for?" thought the landlady's daughter. " Show the gentleman to the Griffin, No. 4, John Merry lack," said the landlady herself. With an impatient step the owner of the letter fol- THE DISOWNED. 33 t lowed a slip-shod and marvellously unwashed waiter into No. 4, — a small, square asylum for town travellers, country yeomen, and " single gentlemen ; " presenting, on the one side, an admirable engraving of the Marquess of Granhy, and on the other an equally delightful view of the stable-yard. Mr. C. L. flung himself on a chair (there were only four chairs in No. 4), watched the waiter out of the room, seized his letter, broke open the seal, and read — yea, reader, you shall read it too — as follows: — " Enclosed is the sum to which you are entitled ; remember, that it is all which you can ever claim at my hands ; remember also, that you have made the choice which, now, nothing can persuade me to alter. Be the name you have so long iniqui- tously borne henceforth and always forgotten; upon that con- dition you may yet hope, from my generosity, the future assist- ance which you must want, but which you could not ask from my affection. Equally, by my heart and my reason, you are forever disowned." The letter fell from the reader's hands. He took up the enclosure; it was an order payable in London for £1000; to him it seemed like the rental of the Indies. " Be it so! " he said aloud, and slowly, — " be it so! With this will I carve my way; many a name in history was built upon a worse foundation ! " With these words he carefully put up the money, re-read the brief note which enclosed it, tore the latter into pieces, and then, going towards the aforesaid view of the stable-yard, threw open the window and leaned out, apparently in earnest admiration of tAVO pigs, which marched, gruntingly, towards him, one goat regaling himself upon a cabbage, and a broken-winded, emaciated horse, which having just been, what the hostler called, vol. i. — 3 34 THE DISOWNED. "nibbed down," was just going to be, what the hostler called, "fed." While engaged in this interesting survey, the clatter of hoofs was suddenly heard upon the rough pavement: a bell rang, a dog barked, the pigs grunted, the hostler ran out, and the stranger, whom our hero had before met on the road, trotted into the yard. It was evident from the obsequiousness of the atten- dants, that the horseman was a personage of no mean im- portance; and indeed there was something singularly distinguished and high-bred in his air and carriage. " Who can that be 1 " said the youth, as the horseman, having dismounted, turned towards the door of the inn: the question was readily answered, " There goes pride and poverty! " said the hostler. — " Here comes Squire Mordaunt!" said the landlady. At the further end of the stable-yard, through a nar- row gate, the youth caught a glimpse of the green sward and springing flowers of a small garden. Wearied with the sameness of No. 4, rather than with his journey, he sauntered towards the said gate, and, seating himself in a small arbor within the garden, surrendered himself to reflection. The result of this self-conference was a determination to leave the Golden Fleece by the earliest conveyance which went to that great object and emporium of all his plans and thoughts, London. As, full of this resolution, and buried in the dreams which it conjured up, he was returning with downcast eyes and unheeding steps through the stable-yard, to the delights of No. 4, he was suddenly accosted by a loud and alarmed voice, — " For God's sake, sir, look out, or — " The sentence was broken off, the intended warning came too late, our hero staggered back a few steps, and THE DISOWNED. 35 fell, stunned and motionless, against the stable-door. Unconsciously he had passed just behind the heels of the stranger's horse, which, being by no means in good humor with the clumsy manoeuvres of his shampooer, the hostler, had taken advantage of the opportunity pre- sented to him of working off his irritability, and had consequently inflicted a severe kick upon the right shoulder of Mr. C. L. The stranger, honored by the landlady with the name and title of Squire Mordaunt, was in the yard at the moment. He hastened towards the sufferer, who as yet was scarcely sensible, and led him into the house. The surgeon of the village was sent for, and appeared. This disciple of Galen, commonly known by the name of Jeremiah Bossolton, was a gentleman considerably more inclined to breadth than length. He was exactly five feet one inch in height, but thick and solid as a mile- stone; a wig of modern cut, carefully curled and pow- dered, gave somewhat of a modish, and therefore un- seemly grace to a solemn eye ; a mouth drawn down at the corners ; a nose that had something in it exceedingly consequential; eyebrows sage and shaggy; ears large and fiery ; and a chin that would have done honor to a mandarin. Now, Mr. Jeremiah Bossolton had a certain peculiarity of speech to which I fear I shall find it diffi- cult to do justice. Nature had impressed upon his mind a prodigious love of the grandiloquent; Mr. Bossolton, therefore, disdained the exact language of the vulgar, and built unto himself a lofty fabric of words in which his sense managed very frequently to lose itself. More- over, upon beginning a sentence of peculiar dignity, Mr. Bossolton was, it must be confessed, sometimes at a loss to conclude it in a period worthy of the commencement; and this caprice of nature, which had endowed him with 36 THE DISOWNED. more words than thoughts (necessity is, indeed, the mother of invention), drove him into a very ingenious method of remedying the deficiency: this was simply the plan of repeating the sense hy inverting the sentence. " How long a period of time," said Mr. Bossolton, " has elapsed since this deeply-to-be-regretted and seriously-to-be -investigated accident occurred? " "Not many minutes," said Mr. Mordaunt: " make no further delay, I beseech you, but examine the arm; it is not broken, I trust 1 " " In this world, Mr. Mordaunt," said the practitioner, bowing very low, for the person he addressed was of the most ancient lineage in the county, — ■ " in this world, Mr. Mordaunt, even at the earliest period of civiliza- tion, delay in matters of judgment has ever been consid- ered of such vital importance, and — and such important vitality, that we find it inculcated in the proverbs of the Greeks, and the sayings of the Chaldeans, as a principle of the most expedient utility, and — and — the most useful expediency! " " Mr. Bossolton," said Mordaunt, in a tone of remarka- ble and even artificial softness and civility," have the kind- ness immediately to examine this gentleman's bruises." Mr. Bossolton looked up to the calm but haughty face of the speaker, and, without a moment's hesitation, pro- ceeded to handle the arm which was already stripped for his survey. "It frequently occurs," said Mr. Bossolton, "in the course of my profession, that the forcible, sudden, and vehement application of any hard substance, like the hoof of a quadruped, to the soft, tender, and carniferous parts of the human frame, such as the arm, occasions a pain, a pang, I should rather say, of the intensest acute- ness, and — and of the acutest intensity. " THE DISOWNED. 37 "Pray, Mr. Bossolton, is the bone broken?" asked Mordaunt. By this time the patient, who had been hitherto in that languor which extreme pain always produces at first, especially on young frames, was sufficiently recov- ered to mark and reply to the kind solicitude of the last speaker: " I thank you, sir," said he, with a smile, " for your anxiety, but I feel that the bone is not broken, the muscles are a little hurt, — that is all." "Young gentleman," said Mr. Bossolton, " you must permit me to say that they who have all their lives been employed in the pursuit and the investigation, and the analysis of certain studies, are, in general, better ac- quainted with those studies than they who have neither given them any importance of consideration, nor — nor any consideration of importance. Establishing this as my hypothesis, I shall now proceed to — " " Apply immediate remedies, if you please, Mr. Bos- solton," interrupted Mr. Mordaunt, in that sweet and honeyed tone which somehow or other always silenced even the garrulous practitioner. Driven into taciturnity, Mr. Bossolton again inspected the arm, and proceeded to urge the application of lini- ments and bandages, which he promised to prepare with the most solicitudinous despatch and the most despatch- ful solicitude. 38 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER V. Your name, sir I Ha ! my name, you say, — my name * T is well ; my name — is — nay, I must consider. Pedrillo. This accident occasioned a delay of some days in the plans of the young gentleman, for whom we trust, very soon, both for our own convenience and that of our reader, to find a fitting appellation. Mr. Mordaunt, after seeing every attention paid to him, both surgical and hospitable, took his departure with a promise to call the next day, leaving behind him a strong impression of curiosity and interest to serve our hero as some mental occupation until his return. The bonny landlady came up in a new cap, with blue ribbons, in the course of the evening, to pay a visit of inquiry to the handsome patient, who was removed from the Griffin, No. 4, to the Dragon, No. 8: a room whose merits were exactly in proportion to its number, — namely, twice as great as those of No. 4. " Well, sir," said Mrs. Taptape, with a courtesy, " I trust you find yourself better. " " At this moment I do," said the gallant youth, with a significant air. " Hem! " quoth the landlady. A pause ensued. In spite of the compliment, a cer- tain suspicion suddenly darted across the mind of the hostess. Strong as are the prepossessions of the sex, those of the profession are much stronger. THE DISOWNED. 39 "Honest folk," thought the landlady, "don't travel with their initials only ; the last ' Whitehall Evening* was full of shocking accounts of swindlers and cheats; and I gave nine pounds odd shillings for the silver teapot John has brought him up, — as if the delf one was not good enough for a foot traveller. " Pursuing these ideas, Mrs. Taptape, looking bashfully down, said, — " By the by, sir, Mr. Bossolton asked me what game he should put down in his book for the medicines : what would you please me to say, sir? " " Mr. who? " said the youth, elevating his eyebrows. "Mr. Bossolton, sir, the apothecary." " Oh, Bossolton! very odd name that: not near so pretty as — dear me what a beautiful cap that is of yours ! " said the young gentleman. " Lord, sir, do you think so? The ribbon is pretty enough; but — but, as I was saying, what name shall I tell Mr. Bossolton to put in his book? " This, thought Mrs. Taptape, is coining to the point. "Well!" said the youth, slowly, and as if in a profound reverie, — "well, Bossolton is certainly the most singular name I ever heard; he does right to put it in a book, — it is quite a curiosity! Is he clever ? " "Very, sir," said the landlady, somewhat sharply; " but it is your name, not his, that he wishes to put into his book. " " Mine ! " said the youth , who appeared to have been seeking to gain time in order to answer a query which most men find requires very little deliberation, — " mine, you say; my name is Linden, Clarence Linden, — you understand ? " " What a pretty name! " thought the landlady's 40 THE DISOWNED. daughter, who was listening at the keyhole; "but how could he admire that odious cap of Ma's! " "And now, landlady, I wish you would send up my boxes; and get me a newspaper, if you please." " Yes, sir," said the landlady, and she rose to retire. "I do not think," said the youth to himself, "that I could have hit on a prettier name, — and so novel a one too! Clarence Linden, — why, if I were that pretty girl at the bar, I could fall in love with the very words. ►Shakespeare was quite wrong when he said, — ' A rose by any other name would smell as sweet. A rose by any name would not smell as sweet; if a rose's name was Jeremiah Bossolton, for instance, it would not, to my nerves, at least, smell of anything but an apothe- cary's shop! " When Mordaunt called the next morning, he found Clarence much better, and carelessly turning over va- rious books, part of the contents of the luggage super- scribed C. L. A book of whatever description was among the few companions for whom Mordaunt had neither fastidiousness nor reserve ; and the sympathy of taste between him and the sufferer gave rise to a conver- sation less cold and commonplace than it might other- wise have been. And when Mordaunt, after a stay of some length, rose to depart, he pressed Linden to return his visit before he left that part of the country ; his place, he added, was only about five miles distant from W . Linden, greatly interested in his visitor, was not slow in accepting the invitation; and, perhaps for the first time in his life, Mordaunt was shaking hands with a stranger he had only known two days. THE DISOWNED. 41 CHAPTEE VI. While yet a child, and long before his time, He had perceived the presence and the power Of greatness. But eagerly he read, and read again. . • . . • Yet still uppermost Nature was at his heart, as if he felt, Though yet he knew not how, a wasting power In all things that from her sweet influence Might seek to wean him. Therefore with her hues, Her forms, and with the spirit of her forms, He clothed the nakedness of austere truth. Wordsworth. Algernon Mordaunt was the last son of an old and honorable race, which had, centuries back, numbered princes in its line. His parents had had many children, but all (save Algernon, the youngest) died in their in- fancy. His mother perished in giving him birth. Con- stitutional infirmity, and the care of mercenary nurses, contributed to render Algernon a weakly and delicate child : hence came a taste for loneliness and a passion for study; and from these sprang, on the one hand, the fastidiousness and reserve which render us apparently unamiable, and, on the other, the loftiness of spirit and the kindness of heart, which are the best and earliest gifts of literature, and more than counterbalance our deficiencies in the " minor morals " due to society by their tendency to increase our attention to the greater ones belonging to mankind. Mr. Mordaunt was a man 42 THE DISOWNED- of luxurious habits and gambling propensities. Wedded to London, he left the house of his ancestors to moulder into desertion and decay; hut to this home Algernon was constantly consigned during his vacations from school; and its solitude and cheerlessness gave to a disposition naturally melancholy and thoughtful, those colors which suhsequent events were calculated to deepen, not efface. Truth obliges us to state, despite our partiality to Mordaunt, that when he left his school, after a residence of six years, it was with the hitter distinction of having been the most unpopular hoy in it. Why, nobody could exactly explain, for his severest enemies could not accuse him of ill-nature, cowardice, or avarice, and these make the three capital offences of a schoolboy ; but Algernon Mordaunt had already acquired the knowledge of him- self, and could explain the cause, though with a bitter and swelling heart. His ill health, his long residence at home, his unfriended and almost orphan situation, his early habits of solitude and reserve, — all these, so calcu- lated to make the spirit shrink within itself, made him, on his entrance at school, if not unsocial, appear so. This was the primary reason of his unpopularity; the second was that he perceived, fin- he was sensitive (and consequently acute) to the extreme, the misfortune of his manner, and in his wish to rectify it, it became doubly unprepossessing; to reserve, it now added embar- rassment, — to coldness gloom; and the pain he felt in addressing or being addressed by another, was naturally and necessarily reciprocal, for the effects of sympathy are nowhere so wonderful, yet so invisible, as in the manners. By degrees he shunned the intercourse which had f < >r him nothing but distress, and his volatile acquaintances THE DISOWNED. 43 were perhaps the first to set him the example. Often in his solitary walks he stopped afar off to gaze upon the sports, which none ever solicited him to share ; and as the shout of laughter and of happy hearts came, peal after peal, upon his ear, he turned enviously, yet not malignantly away with tears, which not all his pride could curb, and muttered to himself, " And these, these hate me ! " There are two feelings common to all high or affec- tionate natures : that of extreme susceptibility to opinion, and that of extreme bitterness at its injustice. These feelings were Mordaunt's; but the keen edge which one blow injures, the repetition blunts; and, by little and little, Algernon became not only accustomed, but, as he persuaded himself, indifferent to his want of popularity. His step grew more lofty, and his address more collected, and that which was once diffidence gradually hardened into pride. His residence at the university was neither without honor nor profit. A college life was then, as now, either the most retired or the most social of all others : Ave need scarcely say which it was to Mordaunt; but his was the age when solitude is desirable, and when the closet forms the mind better than the world. Driven upon itself, his intellect became inquiring, and its resources profound; admitted to their inmost recesses, he revelled among the treasures of ancient lore, and in his dreams of the Nymph and Naiad, or his researches after truth in the deep wells of the Stagyrite or the golden fountains of Plato, he forgot the loneliness of his lot, and exhausted the hoarded enthusiasm of his soul. But his mind, rather thoughtful than imaginative, found no idol like " Divine Philosophy. " It delighted to plunge itself into the mazes of metaphysical investi- 44 THE DISOWNED. gation, to trace the springs of the intellect, to connect the arcana of the universe, to descend into the darkest caverns, or to wind through the minutest mysteries of nature, and rise, step hy step, to that arduous elevation on which thought stands dizzy and confused, looking be- neath upon a clouded earth, and ahove, upon an un- fathomable heaven. Rarely wandering from his chamber, known personally to few, and intimately by none, Algernon yet left be- hind him at the university the most remarkable reputa- tion of his day. He had obtained some of the highest of academical honors, and, by that proverbial process of vulgar minds which ever frames the magnificent from the unknown , — the seclusion in which he lived , and the recondite nature of his favorite pursuits, attached to his name a still greater celebrity and interest than all the orthodox and regular dignities he had acquired. There are few men who do not console themselves for not being generally loved, if they can reasonably hope that they are generally esteemed. Mordaunt had now grown reconciled to himself and to his kind. He had opened to his interest a world in his own breast, and it consoled him for his mortification in the world without. But, better than this, his habits as well as studies had strength- ened the principles and confirmed the nobility of his mind. He was not, it is true, more kind, more benevo- lent, more upright than before; but those virtues now emanated from principle, not emotion: and principle to the mind is what a free constitution is to a people; without that principle, or that free constitution, the one may be for the moment as good, the other as happy, but we cannot tell how long the goodness and the happiness will continue. Un leaving the university, his father sent for him to THE DISOWNED. 45 London. He stayed there a short time, and mingled partially in its festivities; but the pleasures of English dissipation have for a century been the same, heartless without gayety, and dull without refinement. Nor could Mordaunt, the most fastidious yet warm-hearted of human beings, reconcile either his tastes or his affec- tions to the cold insipidities of patrician society. His father's habits and evident distresses deepened his disgust to his situation; for the habits were incurable, and the distresses increasing, and nothing but a circum- stance, which Mordaunt did not then understand, pre- vented the final sale of an estate, already little better than a pompous encumbrance. It was, therefore, with the half-painful, half-pleasur- able sensation, with which we avoid contemplating a ruin we cannot prevent, that Mordaunt set out upon that Continental tour deemed then so necessary a part of education. His father, on taking leave of him, seemed deeply affected. " Go, my son ," said he ; " may God bless you, and not punish me too severely. I have wronged you deeply, and I cannot bear to look upon your face." To these words Algernon attached a general, but they cloaked a peculiar meaning ; in three j^ears he returned to England, — his father had been dead some months, and the signification of his parting address was already deciphered; but of this hereafter. In his travels, Mordaunt encountered an Englishman, whose name I will not yet mention, a person of great reputed wealth, a merchant, yet a man of pleasure, a voluptuary in life, yet a saint in reputation, — or, to abstain from the antithetical analysis of a character, which will not be corporeally presented to the reader, till our tale is considerably advanced, — one who drew from nature a singular combination of shrewd but false 4G THE DISOWNED. conclusions, and a peculiar philosophy, destined here- after to contrast the colors, and prove the practical utility of that which was espoused by Mordaunt. There can he no education in which the lessons of the world do not form a share. Experience, in expanding Algernon's powers, had ripened his virtues. Nor had the years which had converted knowledge into wisdom failed in imparting polish to refinement. His person had acquired a greater grace, and his manners an easier dignity than before. His noble and generous mind had worked its impress upon his features, and his mien; and those who could overcome the first coldness and shrink- ing hauteur of his address, found it required no minute examination to discover the real expression of the elo- quent eye and the kindling lip. He had not been long returned, before he found two enemies to his tranquillity, — the one was love, the other appeared in the more formidable guise of a claim- ant to his estate. Before Algernon was aware of the nature of the latter, he went to consult with his lawyer. " If the claim be just, I shall not, of course, proceed to law," said Mordaunt. " But without the estate, sir, you have nothing! " " True," said Algernon, calmly. But the claim was not just, and to law he went. In this lawsuit, however, he had one assistant in an old relation who had seen, indeed, but very little of him, but who compassionated his circumstances, and, above all, hated his opponent. This relation was rich and childless; and there were not wanting those who pre- dicted that his money would ultimately discharge the mortgages and repair the house of the young representa- tive of the Mordaunt honors. But the old kinsman was obstinate, self-willed, and under the absolute dominion THE DISOWNED. 47 of patrician pride ; and it was by no means improbable that the independence of Mordaunt's character would soon create a disunion between them, hj clashing against the peculiarities of his relation's temper. It was a clear and sunny morning when Linden, tol- erably recovered of his hurt, set out upon a sober and aged pony, which, after some natural pangs of shame, he had hired of his landlord, to Mordaunt Court. Mordaunt's house was situated in the midst of a wild and extensive park, surrounded with woods, and inter- spersed with trees of the stateliest growth, now scattered into irregular groups, now marshalled into sweeping avenues; while, ever and anon, Linden caught glimpses of a rapid and brawling rivulet, which, in many a slight but sounding waterfall, gave a music strange and spirit- like to the thick copses and forest glades through which it went exulting on its way. The deer lay half con- cealed by the fern among which they couched, turning their stately crests towards the stranger, but not stirring from their rest; while from the summit of beeches, which would have shamed the pavilion of Tityrus, the rooks — those monks of the feathered people — were loud in their confused, but not displeasing, confabulations. As Linden approached the house, he was struck with the melancholy air of desolation which spread over and around it : fragments of stone, above which climbed the rank weed, insolently proclaiming the triumph of nature's meanest offspring over the wrecks of art; a moat dried up; a railing, once of massy gilding, in- tended to fence a lofty terrace on the right from the incursions of the deer, but which, shattered and de- cayed, now seemed to ask, with the satirist, — " To what end did our lavish ancestors Erect of old these stately piles of ours I " 48 THE DISOWNED. — a cL&pel on the left, perfectly in ruins, — all appeared strikingly to denote that time had outstripped fortune, and that the years, which alike hallow and destroy, had broken the consequence, in deepening the antiquity of the House of Mordaunt. The building itself agreed hut too well with the tokens of decay around it: most of the windows were shut up, and the shutters of dark oak, richly gilt, con- trasted forcibly with the shattered panes and mouldered framing of the glass. It was a house of irregular archi- tecture. Originally built in the fifteenth century, it had received its last improvement, with the most lavish expense, during the reign of Anne; and it united the Gallic magnificence of the latter period with the strength and grandeur of the former. It was in a great part overgrown with ivy, and, where that insidious orna- ment had not reached, the signs of decay, and even ruin, were fully visible. The sun itself, bright and cheering as it shone over nature, making the green sod glow like emeralds, and the rivulet flash in its beam, like one of those streams of real light imagined by Swedenborg in his visions of heaven, and clothing tree and fell, brake and hillock, with the lavish hues of infant summer, — the sun itself only made more deso- late, because more conspicuous, the venerable fabric, which the youthful traveller frequently paused more accurately to survey; and its laughing and sportive beams, playing over chink and crevice, seemed almost as insolent and untimeous as the mirth of the young, mocking the silent grief of some gray-headed and solitary mourner. Clarence had now reached the porch, and the sound of the shrill bell he touched rang with a strange note through the general stillness of the place. A single THE DISOWNED. 49 servant appeared, and ushered Clarence through a screen hall, hung round with relics of armor, and ornamented on the side opposite the music gallery with a solitary- picture of gigantic size, exhibiting the full length of the gaunt person and sable steed of that Sir Piers de Mordaunt who had so signalized himself in the field in which Henry of Richmond changed his coronet for a crown. Through this hall Clarence was led to a small chamber clothed with uncouth and tattered arras, in which, seemingly immersed in papers, he found the owner of the domain. " Your studies," said Linden, after the salutations of the day, "seem to harmonize with the venerable an- tiquity of your home ; " and he pointed to the crabbed characters and faded ink of the papers on the table. "So they ought," answered Mordaunt, with a faint smile ; " for they are called from their quiet archives in order to support my struggle for that home. But I fear the struggle is in vain, and that the quibbles of law will transfer into other hands a possession I am foolish enough to value the more from my inability to main- tain it." Something of this Clarence had before learned from the communicative gossip of his landlady; and, less desirous to satisfy his curiosity than to lead the con- versation from a topic which he felt must be so unwel- come to Mordaunt, he expressed a wish to see the state apartments of the house. With something of shame at the neglect they had necessarily experienced, and something of pride at the splendor which no neglect could efface, Mordaunt yielded to the request, and led the way up a staircase of black oak, the walls and ceil- ing of which were covered with frescos of Italian art, to a suite of apartments in which time and dust seemed VOL. I. — 4 50 THE DISOWNED. the only tenants. Lingeringly did Clarence gaze upon the rich velvet, the costly mirrors, the motley paintings of a hundred ancestors, and the antique cabinets, con- taining, among the most hoarded relics of the Mordaunt race, curiosities which the hereditary enthusiasm of a line of cavaliers had treasured as the most sacred of heirlooms, and which, even to the philosophical mind of Mordaunt, possessed a value he did not seek too minutely to analyze. Here was the goblet from which the first prince of Tudor had drunk after the field of Bosworth. Here the ring with which the chivalrous Francis I. had rewarded a signal feat of that famous Robert de Mordaunt, who, as a poor but adventurous cadet of the house, had brought to the " first gentleman of France " the assistance of his sword. Here was the glove which Sir Walter had received from the royal hand of Elizabeth, and worn in the lists upon a crest which the lance of no antagonist in that knightly court could abase. And here, more sacred than all, because connected with the memory of misfortune, was a small box of silver, which the last king of a fated line had placed in the hand of the gray -headed descendant of that Sir Walter after the battle of the Boyne, saying, " Keep this, Sir Everard Mordaunt, for the sake of one who has purchased the luxury of gratitude at the price of a throne ! " As Clarence glanced from these relics to the figure of Mordaunt, who stood at a little distance leaning against the window, with arms folded on his breast, and with eyes abstractedly wandering over the noble woods and extended park which spread below, he could not but feel that if birth had indeed the power of setting its seal upon the form, it was never more conspiciious than in the broad front and lofty air of the last descendant THE DISOWNED. 51 of the race by whose memorials he was surrounded. Touched by the fallen fortunes of Mordaunt, and inter- ested by the uncertainty which the chances of law threw over his future fate, Clarence could not resist exclaim- ing, with some warmth and abruptness, — " And by what subterfuge, or cavil, does the present claimant of these estates hope to dislodge their rightful possessor ? " "Why," answered Mordaunt, "it is a long story in detail, but briefly told in epitome. My father was a man whose habits greatly exceeded his fortune, and a few months after his death, Mr. Vavasour, a distant relation, produced a paper, by which it appeared that my father had, for a certain sum of ready money, dis- posed of his estates to this Mr. Vavasour, upon condi- tion that they should not be claimed, nor the treaty divulged, till after his death; the reason for this proviso seems to have been the shame my father felt for his exchange, and his fear of the censures of that world to which he was always devoted." " But how unjust to you! " said Clarence. " Not so much as it seems," said Mordaunt, deprecat- ingly; "for I was then but a sickly boy, and, according to the physicians, and I sincerely believe according also to my poor father's belief, almost certain of a premature death. In that case Vavasour would have been the nearest heir; and this expectancy, by the by, joined to the mortgages on the property, made the sum given ridiculously disproportioned to the value of the estate. I must confess that the news came upon me like a thun- derbolt. I should have yielded up possession immedi- ately, but was informed by my lawyers that my father had no legal right to dispose of the property ; the dis- cussion of that right forms the ground of the present 52 THE DISOWNED. lawsuit. But," continued Mordaunt, proudly, yet mournfully, " I am prepared for the worst; if, indeed, I should call that the worst which can affect neither intellect, nor health, nor character, nor conscience." Clarence was silent, and Mor daunt, after a brief pause, once more resumed his guidance. Their tour ended in a large library filled with books, and this, Mordaunt informed his guest, was his chosen sitting-room. An old carved table was covered with works which for the most part possessed for the young mind of Clar- ence, more accustomed to imagine than reflect, but a very feeble attraction; on looking over them, he, how- ever, found, half hid by a huge folio of Hobbes, and another of Locke, a volume of Milton's poems: this paved the way to a conversation, in which both had an equal interest; for both were enthusiastic in the char- acter and genius of that wonderful man, for whom " the divine and solemn countenance of Freedom " was dearer than the light of day, and whose solitary spell, accom- plishing what the whole family of earth once vainly began upon the plain of Shinar, has built of materials more imperishable than " slime and brick," " a city and a tower whose summit has reached to heaven. " It was with mutual satisfaction that Mordaunt and his guest continued their commune till the hour of dinner was announced to them by a bell, which, for- merly intended as an alarm, now served the peaceful purpose of a more agreeable summons. The same servant who had admitted Clarence ushered them through the great hall into the dining-room, and was their solitary attendant during their repast. The temper of Mordaunt was essentially grave and earnest, and his conversation almost invariably took the tone of his mind; this made their conference turn upon THE DISOWNED. 53 less minute and commonplace topics than one between such new acquaintances, especially of different ages, usually does. " You will positively go to London to-morrow, then? " said Mordaunt, as the servant, removing the appurte- nances of dinner, left them alone. " Positively," answered Clarence. " I go there to carve my own fortunes, and, to say truth, I am impa- tient to begin." Mordaunt looked earnestly at the frank face of the speaker, and wondered that one so young, so well edu- cated, and, from his air and manner, evidently of gentle blood, should appear so utterly thrown upon his own resources. " I wish you success," said he, after a pause; " and it is a noble part of the organization of this world, that by increasing those riches which are beyond fortune, we do in general take the surest method of obtaining those which are in its reach." Clarence looked inquiringly at Mordaunt, who, per- ceiving it, continued, " I see that I should explain my- self further. I will do so by using the thoughts of a mind not the least beautiful and accomplished which this country has produced. ' Of all which belongs to us,' said Bolingbroke, ' the least valuable parts can alone fall under the will of others. Whatever is best is safest, lies out of the reach of human power, can neither be given nor taken away. Such is this great and beautiful work of nature, the world. Such is the mind of man, which contemplates and admires the world whereof it makes the noblest part. These are insepar- ably ours, and as long as we remain in one we shall enjoy the other.' " " Beautiful, indeed! " exclaimed Clarence, with the 54 THE DISOWNED. enthusiasm of a young and pure heart, to which every loftier sentiment is always beautiful. " And true as beautiful ! " said Mordaunt. " Nor is this all, for the mind can even dispense Avith that world, ' of which it forms a part,' if we can create within it a world still more inaccessible to chance. But (and I now return to and explain my former observation) the means by which we can effect this peculiar world, can be rendered equally subservient to our advancement and prosperity in that which we share in common with our race; for the riches, which by the aid of wisdom we heap up in the storehouses of the mind, are, though not the only, the most customary coin by which external pros- perity is bought. So that the philosophy which can alone give independence to ourselves, becomes, under the name of honesty, the best policy in commerce with our kind." In conversation of this nature, which the sincerity and lofty enthusiasm of Mordaunt rendered interesting to Clarence, despite the distaste to the serious so ordi- nary to youth, the hours passed on, till the increasing evening warned Linden to depart. " Adieu ! " said he to Mordaunt. " I know not when we shall meet again, but if we ever do, I will make it my boast, whether in prosperity or misfortune, not to have forgotten the pleasure I have this day enjoyed! " Returning his guest's farewell with a warmth unusual to his manner, Mordaunt followed him to the door, and saw him depart. Fate ordained that they should pursue, in very differ- ent paths, their several destinies; nor did it afford them an opportunity of meeting again, till years and events had severely tried the virtue of one, and materially altered the prospects of the other. The next morning Clarence Linden was on his road to London. THE DISOWNED. 55 CHAPTER VII. " Upon my word," cries Jones, " thou art a very odd fellow, and I like thy humor extremely." — Fielding. The rumbling and jolting vehicle which conveyed Clarence to the metropolis stopped at the door of a tavern in Holborn. Linden was ushered into a close coffee-room and presented with a bill of fare. While he was deliberating between the respective merits of mutton- chops and beefsteaks, a man with a brown coat, brown breeches, and a brown wig, walked into the room; he cast a curious glance at Clarence, and then turned to the waiter. " A pair of slippers ! " " Yes, sir ; " and the waiter disappeared. " I suppose, " said the brown gentleman to Clarence, — " I suppose, sir, you are the gentleman just come to town 1 " " You are right, sir, " said Clarence. " Very well, — very well, indeed, " resumed the stran- ger, musingly. " I took the liberty of looking at your boxes in the passage ; I knew a lady, sir, a relation of yours, I think." " Sir ! " exclaimed Linden, coloring violently. " At least, I suppose, for her name was just the same as yours, only, at least, one letter difference between them: yours is Linden, I see, sir; hers was Minden. Am I right in my conjecture, that you are related to her?" 56 THE DISOWNED. " Sir, " answered Clarence, gravely, " notwithstanding the similarity of our names, we arc not related." " Very extraordinary," replied the stranger. " Very, " repeated Linden. " I had the honor, sir, " said the brown gentleman, "to make Mrs. Minden many presents of value, and I should have been very happy to have obliged you in the same manner, had you been any way connected with that worthy gentlewoman." " You are very kind," said Linden, — " you are very kind; and since such were your intentions, I believe I must have been connected with Mrs. Minden. At all events, as you justly observe, there is only the difference of a letter between our names : a discrepancy too slight, I am sure, to alter your benevolent intentions." Here the waiter returned with the slippers. The stranger slowly unbuttoned his gaiters. " Sir, " said he to Linden, " we will renew our conversation presently. " No sooner had the generous friend of Mrs. Minden deposited his feet into their easy tenements than he quitted the room. " Pray, " said Linden to the waiter, when he had ordered his simple repast, " who is that gentleman hi brown 1 " " Mr. Brown, " replied the waiter. "And who, or what is Mr. Brown? " asked our hero. Before the waiter could reply, Mr. Brown returned with a large bandbox, carefully enveloped in a blue hand- kerchief. " You come from , sir? " said Mr. Brown, quietly seating himself at the same table as Linden. " No, sir, I do not. " « From , then ? " " No, sir ! — from W . " THE DISOWNED. 57 " vy ! ay — well, I know a lady with a name very like W (the late Lady AVaddilove) extremely well. I made her some valuable presents, — her lady- ship was very sensible of it. " " I don't doubt it, sir, " replied Clarence ; " such in- stances of general beneficence rarely occur ! " " I have some magnificent relics of her ladyship in this box," returned Mr. Brown. " Really ! then she was no less generous than your- self, T presume! " " Yes, her ladyship was remarkably generous. About a week before she died (the late Lady Waddilove was quite sensible of her danger) she called me to her: 1 Brown, ' said she, ' you are a good creature ; I have had my most valuable things from you. I am not un- grateful ; I will leave you — my maid ! She is as clever as you are, and as good.' I took the hint, sir, and married. It was an excellent bargain. My wife is a charming woman ; she entirely fitted up Mrs. Minden's wardrobe, and I furnished the house. Mrs. Minden was greatly indebted to us." " Heaven help me ! " thought Clarence, " the man is certainly mad." The waiter entered with the dinner ; and Mr. Brown, who seemed to have a delicate aversion to any conversa- tion in the presence of the Ganymede of the Holborn tavern, immediately ceased his communications : mean- while Clarence took the opportunity to survey him more minutely than he had hitherto done. His new acquaintance was in age about forty-eight ; in stature, rather under the middle height] and thin, dried, withered, yet muscular withal, like a man who, in stint- ing his stomach for the sake of economy, does not the less enjoy the power of undergoing any fatigue or exer- 53 THE DISOWNED. tion that an object of adequate importance may demand. We have said already that he was attired, like twilight, "in a suit of sober In-own ; " and there was a formality, a precision, and a cat-like sort of cleanliness in his garb which savored strongly of the respectable coxcombry of the counting-house. His face was lean, it is true, but not emaciated; and his complexion, sallow and adust, harmonized well with the colors of his clothing. An eye of the darkest hazel, sharp, shrewd, and flashing at times, especially at the mention of the euphonious name of Lady Waddilove, — a name frequently upon the lips of the inheritor of her Abigail, — with a fire that might be called brilliant, was of that modest species which can seldom encounter the straightforward glance of another ; on the contrary, it seemed restlessly uneasy in any settled place, and wandered from ceiling to floor, and corner to corner, with an inquisitive, though apparently careless glance, as if seeking for something to admire or haply to appropriate; it also seemed to be the especial care of Mr. Brown to veil, as far as he was able, the vi- vacity of his looks beneath an expression of open and un- heeding good-nature, an expression strangely enough con- trasting with the closeness and sagacity which nature had indelibly stamped upon features pointed, aquiline, and impressed with a strong mixture of the Judaical physi- ognomy. The manner and bearing of this gentleman partook of the same undecided character as his counte- nance : they seemed to be struggling between civility and importance ; a real eagerness to make the acquaintance of the person he addressed, and an assumed recklessness of the advantages which that acquaintance could bestow. It was like the behavior of a man who is desirous of having the best possible motives imputed to him, but is fearful lest that desire should not be utterly fulfilled. THE DISOWNED. 59 At the first glance you would have pledged yourself for his respectability; at the second, you would have half suspected him to be a rogue; and, after you had been half an hour in his company, you would confess yourself in the obscurest doubt which was the better guess, the first or the last. " Waiter ! " said Mr. Brown, looking enviously at the viands upon which Linden, having satisfied his curiosity, was now, with all the appetite of youth, regaling him- self, — "waiter!" "Yes, sir! " " Bring me a sandwich, and — and, waiter, see that I have plenty of — plenty of — " "What, sir?" " Plenty of mustard, waiter. " Mustard " (and here Mr. Brown addressed himself to Clarence) " is a very wonderful assistance to the digestion. By the by, sir, if you want any curiously fine mustard, I can procure you some pots quite capital: a great favor, though — they were smuggled from France especially for the use of the late Lady Waddilove. " " Thank you, " said Linden, dryly ; " I shall be very happy to accept anything you may wish to offer me." Mr. Brown took a pocketbook from his pouch. " Six pots of mustard, sir, — shall I say six 1 " " As many as you please, " replied Clarence ; and Mr. Brown wrote down " Six pots of French mustard. " " You are a very young gentleman, sir, " said Mr. Brown, " probably intended for some profession, — I don't mean to be impertinent, but if I can be of any assistance — " " You can, sir, " replied Linden, " and immediately, — have the kindness to ring the bell. " Mr. Brown, with a grave smile, did as he was desired ; CO THE DISOWNED. the waiter re-entering, and receiving a whispered order from Clarence, again disappeared. "What profession did you say, sir?" renewed Mr. Brown, artfully. " None ! " replied Linden. " Oh, very well, very well indeed. Then as an idle, independent gentleman, you will of course he a hit of a heau : want some shirts, possibly ; fine cravats, too, — gentlemen wear a particular pattern now: gloves, gold, or shall I say gilt chain, watch and seals, a ring or two, and a snuff-box 1 " " Sir, you are vastly obliging, " said Clarence, in un- disguised surprise. " Not at all, I would do anything for a relation of Mrs. Minden." The waiter re-entered: "Sir," said he to Linden, " your room is quite ready. " " I am glad to hear it, " said Clarence, rising. " Mr. Brown, I have the honor of wishing you a good evening. " "Stay, sir, — stay; you have not looked into these things belonging to the late Lady Waddilove." " Another time, " said Clarence, hastily. " To-morrow at ten o'clock, " muttered Mr. Brown. " I am exceedingly glad I have got rid of that fellow, " said Linden to himself, as he stretched his limbs in his easy-chair, and drank off the last glass of his pint of port. " If I have not already seen, I have already guessed enough of the world, to know that you are to look to your pockets when a man offers you a present; they who 'give,' also 'take away.' So here I am in London, with an order for £1000 in my purse, the wisdom of Dr. Lati- nas in my head, and the health of eighteen in my veins; will it not be my own fault if I do not both enjoy and make myself — " THE DISOWNED. 61 And then, yielding to meditations of future success, partaking strongly of the inexperienced and sanguine temperament of the soliloquist, Clarence passed the hours, till his pillow summoned him to dreams no less ardent and perhaps no less unreal. 62 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER VIII. Oh ! how I long to be employed. — Every Man in his Humor. Clarence was sitting the next morning over the very unsatisfactory breakfast which tea made out of broom- sticks, and cream out of chalk (adulteration thrived even in 17 — ), afforded, when the waiter threw open the door, and announced Mr. Brown. "Just in time, sir, you perceive," said Mr. Brown; "I am punctuality itself; exactly a quarter of a minute to ten. I have brought you the pots of French mus- tard, and I have some very valuable articles, which you must want besides." "Thank you, sir," said Linden, not well knowing what to say ; and Mr. Brown, untying a silk handker- chief, produced three shirts, two pots of pomatum, a tobacco-canister, with a German pipe, four pair of silk stockings, two gold seals, three rings, and a stuffed parrot ! "Beautiful articles these, sir," said Mr. Brown, with a snuffle "of inward sweetness long drawn out," and expressive of great admiration of his offered treasures, — ■ " beautiful articles, sir, are n't they?" " Very ; the parrot in particular, " said Clarence. "Yes, sir," returned Mr. Brown; "the parrot is in- deed quite a jewel ; it belonged to the late Lady Wad- dilove; I offer it to you with considerable regret, for — " THE DISOWNED. 63 " Oh ! " interrupted Clarence, " pray do not rob your- self of such a jewel, it really is of no use to me." " I know that, sir, — I know that, " replied Mr. Brown ; " but it will be of use to your friends ; it Avill be ines- timable to any old aunt, sir, any maiden lady living at Hackney, any curious elderly gentleman fond of a knick- nack. I knew you would know some one to send it to as a present, even though you should not want it yourself." " Bless me ! " thought Linden, " was there ever such generosity 1 Not content with providing for my wants, he extends his liberality even to any possible relations I may possess! " Mr. Brown now retied " the beautiful articles " in his handkerchief. " Shall I leave them, sir 1 " said he. " Why, really, " said Clarence, " I thought yesterday that you were in jest; but you must be aware that I cannot accept presents from any gentleman so much — so much a stranger to me as you are." " No , sir, I am aware of that, " replied Mr. Brown ; " and in order to remove the impleasantness of such a feeling, sir, on your part, — merely in order to do that, I assure you with no other view, sir, in the world, — I have just noted down the articles on this piece of paper; but, as you will perceive, at a price so low as still to make them actually presents in every thing but the name. Oh, sir, I perfectly understand your delicacy, and would not for the world violate it." So saying, Mr. Brown put a paper into Linden's hands, the substance of which a very little more expe- rience of the world would have enabled Clarence to foresee ; it ran thus : — 04 THE DISOWNED. 4 1 10 12 6 1 18 2 8 16 6 12 6 12 6 Clarence Linden, Esq., Dr. To Mr. Morris Brown. To Six Pota of French Mustard £14 To Three Superfine Holland Shirts, with Cambric Bo- soms, complete ....... To Two Pots of Superior French Pomatum To a Tobacco-Canister of enamelled Tin, with a finely- executed head of the Pretender ; slight Haw in the same To a German Pipe, second-hand, as good as new, be- longing to the late Lady Waddilove To four pair of Black Silk Hose, ditto, belonging to her Ladyship's husband ...... To Two Superfine Embossed Gold Watch-seals, with a Classical Motto and device to each, — namely, Mouse- Trap and " Prenez Garde " to one, and " Who the devil can this be from ? " 1 to the other . . .110 To a remarkably fine Antique Ping, having the head of a Monkey A ditto, with blue stones A ditto, with green ditto A Stuffed Green Parrot, a remarkable favorite of the late Lady W Sum Total .... Deduction for Ready Money Mr. Brown's Profits for Brokerage . Sum Total .... Received of Clarence Linden Esq., this day of 17 — . It would have been no unamusing study to watch the expression of Clarence's face as it lengthened over each article until he had reached the final conclusion. He then carefully folded up the paper, restored it to Mr. Brown, with a low how, and said, " Excuse me, sir, I will not take advantage of your generosity; keep your parrot and other treasures for some more Avorthy person. 1 One would not have thought these ingenious devices had been of so ancient a date as the year 17 — . 2 2 £15 18 . 13 6 £15 4 6 1 10 £16 14 6 THE DISOWNED. 65 I cannot accept of what you are pleased to term your very valuable presents ! " " Oh, very well, — very well, " said Mr. Brown, pocketing the paper, and seeming perfectly unconcerned at the termination of his proposals ; " perhaps I can serve you in some other way 'I " " In none, I thank you, " replied Linden. " Just consider, sir! — you will want lodgings: I can find them for you, cheaper than you can yourself; or perhaps you would prefer going into a nice, quiet, gen- teel family, where you can have both board and lodging, and be treated in every way as the pet child of the master 1 " A thought crossed Linden's mind. He was going to stay in town some time : he was ignorant of its ways ; he had neither friends nor relations, at least none wbom he could visit and consult; moreover, hotels, he knew, were expensive; lodgings, though cheaper, might, if tolerably comfortable, greatly exceed the sum prudence would allow him to expend; would not this plan pro- posed by Mr. Brown, of going into a " nice, quiet, gen- teel family, " be the most advisable one he could adopt ? The generous benefactor of the late and ever-to-be-re- membered Lady Waddilove perceived his advantage, and making the most of Clarence's hesitation, continued, — " I know of a charming little abode, sir, situated in the suburbs of London, quite rus in urbe, as the scholars say ; you can have a delightful little back parlor, looking out upon the garden, and all to yourself, I daresay. " " And pray, Mr. Brown, " interrupted Linden, " what price do you think would be demanded for such enviable accommodation? If you offer me them as ' a present,' I shall have nothing to say to them." " Oh, sir, " answered Mr. Brown, " the price will he a VOL. I. 5 66 THE DISOWNED. trifle, — a mere trifle; but I will inquire, and let you know the exact sum in the course of the day: all they want is a respectable gentlemanlike lodger ; and I am sure so near a relation of Mrs. Minden will, upon my recommendation, be received with avidity. Then, you won't have any of these valuable articles, sir? You'll repent it, sir; take my word for it, — hem! " "Since," replied Clarence, dryly, "your word appears of so much more value than your articles, pardon me if I prefer taking the former instead of the latter." Mr. Brown forced a smile. " Well, sir, very well, — very well, indeed. You will not go out before two o'clock; and at that time I shall call upon you respect- ing the commission you have favored me with. " " I will await you, " said Clarence ; and he bowed Mr. Brown out of the room. " Now, really, " said Linden to himself, as he paced the narrow limits of his apartment, " I do not see what better plan I can pursue, — but let me well consider what is my ultimate object. A high step in the world's ladder ! — how is this to be obtained 1 First, by the regular method of professions; but what profession should I adopt? The church is incompatible with my object, — the army and navy with my meaus. Next come the regular methods of adventure and enterprise, such as marriage with a fortune, " — here he paused, and looked at the glass, — " the speculation of a political pamphlet, or an ode to the minister; attendance on some dying miser of my own name, without a relation in the world, — or, in short, any other mode of making money that may decently offer itself. Now, situated as I am, without a friend in this great city, I might as well purchase my experience at as cheap a rate and in as brief a time as possible, nor do I see any plan THE DISOWNED. 67 of doing so more promising than that proposed by Mr. Brown. " These and such like reflections, joined to the inspiriting pages of the " Newgate Calendar " and " The Covent Garden Magazine," two works which Clarence dragged from their concealment under a black teatray, afforded him ample occupation till the hour of two, punctual to which time Mr. Morris Brown returned. " Well, sir, " cried Clarence, " what is your report 1 " The friend of the late Lady W wiped his brow and gave three long sighs before he replied: " A long Avalk, sir, — a very long walk I have had; but I have suc- ceeded. No thanks, sir, — no thanks; the lady, a most charming, delightful, amiable woman, will receive you with pleasure — you will have the use of a back parlor (as I said) all the morning, and a beautiful little bed- room entirely to yourself — think of that, sir. You will have an egg for breakfast, and you will dine with the fam- ily at three o'clock ; quite fashionable hours you see, sir. " " And the terms? " said Linden, impatiently. " Why, sir," replied Mr. Brown, " the lady was too genteel to talk to me about them, — you had better walk with me to her house and see if you cannot yourself agree with her." "I will," said Clarence. "Will you wait here till I have dressed 1 " Mr. Brown bowed his assent. " I might as well," thought Clarence, as he ascended to his bedroom, " inquire into the character of this gen- tleman, to whose good offices I am so rashly intrusting myself. " He rang his bell, — the chambermaid appeared, and was dismissed for the waiter. The character was soon asked, and soon given. For our reader's sake, we will somewhat enlarge upon it. 68 THE DISOWNED. Mr. Morris Brown originally came into the world with the simple appellation of Moses, a name which his father — honest man — had, as the Minories can still testify, honorably borne before him. Scarcely, however, had the little Moses attained the age of live, when his father, for causes best known to himself, became a Christian. Somehow or other there is a most potent connection between the purse and the conscience, and accordingly the blessings of Heaven descended in golden showers upon the proselyte. " I shall die worth a plum," said Moses the elder (who had taken unto himself the Christian cognomen of Brown) , — "I shall die worth a plum," repeated he, as he went one fine morning to speculate at the Exchange. A change of news, sharp and unexpected as a change of wind, lowered the stocks and blighted the plum. Mr. Brown was in the " Ga- zette " that week, and his wife in weeds for him the next. He left behind him, besides the said wife, several debts and his son Moses. Beggared by the former, our widow took a small shop in Wardour Street to support the latter. Patient, but enterprising, — cautious of risking pounds, indefatigable in raising pence, — the little Moses inherited the propensities of his Hebrew ancestors; and, though not so capable as his immediate progenitor of making a fortune, he was at least far less likely to lose one. In spite, however, of all the industry, both of mother and son, the gains of the shop were but scanty : to increase them capital was required, and all Mr. Moses Brown's capital lay in his brain. " It is a bad foundation," said the mother, with a sigh. " Not at all ! " said the son, and, leaving the shop, he turned broker. Now a broker is a man who makes an income out of other people's funds, a gleaner of stray extravagances; and by doing the public the THE DISOWNED. 69 honor of living upon them, may fairly he termed a little sort of state minister in his way. What with haunting sales, hawking china, selling the curiosities of one old lady, and purchasing the same for another, Mr. Brown managed to enjoy a very comfortable existence. Great pains and small gains will at last invert their antithesis, and make little trouble and great profit ; so that by the time Mr. Brown had attained his fortieth year, the petty shop had become a large warehouse; and, if the worthy Moses, now Christianized into Morris, was not so sanguine as his father in the gathering of plums, he had been at least fortunate in the collecting of windfalls. To say truth, the Abigail of the defunct Lady Waddi- love had been no unprofitable helpmate to our broker. As ingenious as benevolent, she was the owner of certain rooms of great resort in the neighborhood of St. James's, — rooms where caps and appointments were made better than anywhere else, and where credit was given, and character lost, upon terms equally advantageous to the accommodating Mrs. Brown. Meanwhile her husband, continuing through liking what he had begun through necessity, slackened not his industry in augmenting his fortune: on the contrary, small profits were but a keener incentive to large ones, — as the glutton only sharpened by luncheon his appe- tite for dinner. Still was Mr. Brown the very Alci- biades of brokers: the universal genius, — suiting every man to his humor. Business, of whatever description, from the purchase of a borough to that of a brooch, was alike the object of Mr. Brown's most zealous pursuit: taverns, where country cousins put up ; rustic habita- tions where ancient maidens resided; auction or barter; city, or hamlet, — all were the same to that enterprising spirit, which made out of every acquaintance, — a com- 70 THE DISOWNED. mission! Sagacious and acute, Mr. Brown perceived the value of eccentricity in covering design, and found, by experience, that whatever can be laughed at as odd Avill be gravely considered as harmless. Several of the broker's peculiarities were, therefore, more artificial than natural; and many were the sly bargains whicli he smuggled into effect under the comfortable cloak of singularity. No wonder, then, that the crafty Morris grew gradually in repute as a person of infinite utility and excellent qualifications; or that the penetrating friends of his deceased sire bowed to the thriving itin- erant, with a respect which they denied to many in loftier professions and more general esteem. THE DISOWNED. 71 CHAPTER IX. Trust me you have an exceeding fine lodging here, — very neat and private. — Ben Joxson. It was a tolerable long walk to the abode of which the worthy broker spoke in such high terms of commendation. At length, at the suburbs towards Paddington, Mr. Brown stopped at a very small house; it stood rather retired from its surrounding neighbors, which were of a loftier and more pretending aspect than itself, and, in its awkward shape and pitiful bashfulness, looked ex- ceedingly like a schoolboy finding himself for the first time in a grown-up party, and shrinking with all possi- ble expedition into the obscurest corner he can discover. Passing through a sort of garden, in which a spot of grass lay in the embraces of a stripe of gravel, Mr. Brown knocked upon a very bright knocker at a very new door. The latter was opened, and a footboy appeared. " Is Mrs. Copperas within 1 " asked the broker. " Yees, sir," said the boy. " Show this gentleman and myself upstairs," resumed Brown. " Yees," reiterated the lackey. Up a singularly narrow staircase, into a singularly diminutive drawing-room, Clarence and his guide were ushered. There, seated on a little chair by a little work- table, with one foot on a little stool and one hand on a little book, was a little, very little lady. 72 THE DISOWNED. "This is the young gentleman," said Mr. Brown; and Clarence bowed low, in token of the introduction. The lady returned the salutation with an affected hend, and said, in a mincing and grotesquely-subdued tone, " You are desirous, sir, of entering into the bosom of my family. We possess accommodations of a most elegant description : accustomed to the genteelest circles, enjoying the pure breezes of the Highgate hills, — and presenting to any guest we may receive the attrac- tions of a home rather than of a lodging, you will rind our retreat no less eligible than unique. You are I presume, sir, in some profession, some city avocation, or — or trade ? " " I have the misfortune," said he, smiling, " to belong to no profession." The lady looked hard at the speaker, and then at the broker. With certain people to belong to no profession is to be of no respectability. " The most unexceptionable references will be given, — and required" resumed Mrs. Copperas. " Certainly," said Mr. Brown, — "certainly; the gen- tleman is a relation of Mrs. Minden, a very old customer of mine." " In that case," said Mrs. Copperas, "the affair is set- tled; " and, rising, she rang the bell, and ordered the footboy, Avhom she addressed by the grandiloquent name of De Warens, to show the gentleman the apartments. While Clarence was occupied in surveying the luxuries of a box at the top of the house, called a bed-chamber, which seemed just large and just hot enough for a chrys- alis, and a corresponding box below, termed the back parlor, which would certainly not have been large enough for the said chrysalis when turned into a butter- fly, Mr. Morris Brown, after duly expatiating on the THE DISOWNED. 73 merits of Clarence, proceeded to speak of the terms; these were soon settled, for Clarence was yielding, and the lady not above three times as extortionate as she ought to have been. Before Linden left the house, the bargain was con- cluded. That night his trunks were removed to his new abode, and having with incredible difficult}'' been squeezed into the bedroom, Clarence surveyed them with the same astonishment with which the virtuoso beheld the flies in amber, — Not that the things were either rich or rare, He wondered how the devil they got there I 74 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER X. Such scenes had tempered with a pensive grace, The maiden lustre of that faultless face; Had hung a sail and dreamlike spell upon The gliding music of her silver tone, And shaded the soft soul winch loved to lie In the deep pathos of that volumed eye. O'Neill, or the Rebel. The love thus kindled between them was of no common or calcula- ting nature; it was vigorous and delicious, and at times so sud- denly intense as to appear to their young hearts, for a moment or so, with almost an awful character. — Inesilla. The reader will figure to himself a small chamber, in a remote wing of a large and noble mansion, — the walls were covered with sketches, whose extreme delicacy of outline and coloring betrayed the sex of the artist ; a few shelves filled with books supported vases of flowers. A harp stood neglected at the farther end of the room, and just above hung the slender prison of one of those golden wanderers from the Canary Isles which bear to our colder land some of the gentlest music of their skies and zephyrs. The window, reaching to the ground, was open, and looked through the clusters of jasmine and honeysuckle which surrounded the low veranda beyond, upon thick and frequent copses of blossoming shrubs, redolent of spring, and sparkling in the sunny tears of a May shower, which had only just wept itself away. Embosomed in these little groves lay plots of flowers, girdled with turf as green as ever wooed the nightly dances of the fairies; and, afar off, through one artful THE DISOWNED. 75 opening, the eye caught the glittering wanderings of water, on whose light and smiles the universal happi- ness of the young year seemed reflected. But in that chamber, heedless of all around, and cold to the joy with which everything else, equally youth- ful, beautiful, and innocent, seemed breathing and in- spired, sat a very young and lovety female. Her cheek leaned upon her hand, and large tears flowed fast and burningly over the small and delicate fingers. The comb that had confined her tresses lay at her feet, and the high dress which concealed her swelling breast had been loosened, to give vent to the suffocating and indig- nant throbbings which had rebelled against its cincture, — all appeared to announce that bitterness of grief when the mind, as it were, wreaks its scorn upon the body in its contempt for external seemings, and to proclaim that the present more subdued and softened sorrow had only succeeded to a burst far less quiet and uncontrolled. Woe to those who eat the bread of dependence, — their tears are wrung from the inmost sources of the heart. Isabel St. Leger was the only child of a captain in the army, who died in her infancy. Her mother had survived him but a few months; and to the reluctant care and cold affections of a distant and wealthy relation of the same name, the warm-hearted and penniless orphan was consigned. Major-General Cornelius St. Leger, whose riches had been purchased in India at the price of his constitution, was of a temper as hot as his curries, and he wreaked it the more unsparingly on his ward, because the superior ill-temper of his maiden sister had prevented his giving vent to it upon her. That sister, Miss Diana St. Leger, was a meagre gen- tlewoman of about six feet high, with a loud voice and commanding aspect. Long in awe of her brother, she 76 THE DISOWNED. rejoiced at heart to find some one whom she had such ri" ht and reason to make in awe of herself ; and from the age of four to that of seventeen, Isahel suffered every insult and every degradation which could be in- flicted upon her by the tyranny of her two protectors. Her spirit, however, was far from being broken by the rude shocks it received; on the contrary, her mind, gentleness itself to the kind, rose indignantly against the unjust. It was true that the sense of wrong did not break forth audibly ; for, though susceptible, Isabel was meek, and her pride was concealed by the outward soft- ness and feminacy of her temper; but she stole away from those who had wounded her heart, or trampled upon its feelings, and nourished with secret but pas- sionate tears the memory of the harshness or injustice she had endured. Yet she was not vindictive, — her resentment was a noble, not a debasing feeling; once, when she was yet a child, Miss Diana was attacked with a fever of the most malignant and infectious kind ; her brother loved himself far too well to risk his safety by attending her; the servants were too happy to wreak their hatred under the pretence of obeying their fears, — they consequently followed the example of their mas- ter; and Miss Diana St. Leger might have gone down to her ancestors " unwept, unhonored, and unsung," if Isabel had not volunteered and enforced her attendance. Hour after hour her fairy form flittered around the sick- chamber, or sat mute and breathless by the feverish bed : she had neither fear for contagion, nor bitterness for past oppression; everything vanished beneath the one hope of serving, the one gratification of feeling herself, in the wide waste of creation, not utterly without use, as she had been hitherto without friends. Miss St. Leger recovered. " For your recovery, in THE DISOWNED. 77 the first place," said the doctor, "you will thank Heaven; in the second, you will thank your young relation; " and for several days the convalescent did overwhelm the happy Isabel with her praises and caresses. But this change did not last long : the chaste Diana had been too spoiled by the prosperity of many years, for the sickness of a single month to effect much good in her disposition. Her old habits were soon resumed; and though it is probable that her heart was in reality softened towards the poor Isabel, that soften- ing by no means extended to her temper. In truth, the brother and sister were not without affection for one so beautiful and good; but they had been torturing slaves all their lives, and their affection was, and could be, but that of a taskmaster or a planter. But Isabel was the only relation who ever appeared within their walls, and, among the guests with whom the luxurious mansion was crowded, she passed no less for the heiress than the dependant; to her, therefore, was offered the homage of many lips and hearts, and if her pride was perpetually galled, and her feelings insulted in private, her vanity (had that equalled her pride, and her feelings, in its susceptibility) would in no slight measure have recompensed her in public. Unhappily, however, her vanity was the least prominent quality she possessed ; and the compliments of mercenary adula- tion were not more rejected by her heart than despised by her understanding. Yet did she bear within her a deep fund of buried tenderness, and a mine of girlish and enthusiastic ro- mance: dangerous gifts to one so situated, which, while they gave to her secret moments of solitude a powerful but vague attraction, probably only prepared for her future years the snare which might betray them into 78 THE DISOWNED. error, or the delusion which would color them with regret. Among those whom the ostentatious hospitality of General St. Leger attracted to his house, was one of very different character and pretensions to the rest. Formed to be unpopular with the generality of men, the very qualities that made him so were those which principally fascinate the higher description of women. Of ancient birth, which rendered still more displeasing the pride and coldness of his mien; of talents peculiarly framed to attract interest as well as esteem ; of a deep and somewhat morbid melancholy, which, while it turned from ordi- nary ties, inclined yearningly towards passionate affec- tions; of a temper where romance was only concealed from the many, to become more seductive to the few; unsocial, but benevolent; disliked, but respected; of the austerest demeanor, but of passions the most fervid, though the most carefully concealed, — this man united within himself all that repels the common mass of his species, and all that irresistibly wins and fascinates the rare and romantic few. To these qualities were added a carriage and bearing of that high and commanding order which men mistake for arrogance and pretension, and women overrate in proportion to its contrast to their own. Something of mystery there was in the com- mencement of the deep and eventful love which took place between this person and Isabel, which I have never been able to learn. Whatever it was, it seemed to expedite and heighten the ordinary progress of love; and when in the dim twilight, beneath the first melan- choly smile of the earliest star, their hearts opened au- dibly to each other, that confession had been made silently long since, and registered in the inmost recesses of the soul. THE DISOWNED. 79 But their passion, which began in prosperity, was soon darkened. Whether he took offence at the haughti- ness of Isabel's lover, or whether he desired to retain about him an object which he could torment and tyran- nize over, no sooner did the General discover the attach- ment of his young relation, than he peremptorily forbade its indulgence, and assumed so insolent and overbearing an air towards the lover that the latter felt he could no longer repeat his visits to or even continue his ac- quaintance with the nabob. To add to these adverse circumstances, a relation of the lover, from whom his expectations had been large, was so enraged, not only at the insult his cousin had received, but at the very idea of his forming an alliance with one in so dependent a situation, and connected with such new blood, as Isabel St. Leger, that with that arrogance which relations, however distant, think themselves authorized to assume, he enjoined his cousin, upon pain of forfeiture of favor and fortune, to renounce all idea of so disparaging an alliance. The one thus addressed was not of a temper patiently to submit to such threats: he answered them with disdain, and the breach, so dangerous to his pecuniary interest, was already begun. So far had the history of our lover proceeded at the time in which we have introduced Isabel to the reader, and described to him the chamber to which, in all her troubles and humiliations, she was accustomed to fly, as to a sad, but still unviolated sanctuary of retreat. The quiet of this asylum was first broken by a slight rustling among the leaves; but Isabel's back was turned towards the window, and in the engrossment of her feel- ings she heard it not. The thick copse that darkened the left side of the veranda was pierced, and a man 80 THE DISOWNED. passed within the covered space, and stood still and silent before the window, intently gazing upon the figure Avhich (though the face was turned from him) betrayed in its proportions that beauty which, in his eyes, bad neither an equal nor a fault. The figure of the stranger, though not very tall, was above the ordinary height, and gracefully, rather than robustly, formed. He was dressed in the darkest colors and the simplest fashion, which rendered yet more strik- ing the nobleness of his mien, as well as the clear and almost delicate paleness of his complexion ; his features were finely and accurately formed; and had not ill- health, long travel, or severe thought deepened too much the lines of the countenance, and sharpened its contour, the classic perfection of those features would have rendered him undeniably and even eminently hand- some: as it was, the paleness and the somewhat worn character of his face, joined to an expression, at first glance, rather haughty and repellent, made him lose in physical, what he certainly gained in intellectual beauty. His eyes were large, deep, and melancholy; and had the hat which now hung over his brow been removed, it would have displayed a forehead of remarkable boldness and power. Altogether, the face was cast in a rare and intellectual mould, and, if wanting in those more luxuriant attrac- tions common to the age of the stranger, who could scarcely have attained his twenty-sixth year, it beto- kened, at least, that predominance of mind over body, which, in some eyes, is the most requisite characteristic of masculine beauty. With a soft and noiseless step, the stranger moved from his station without the window, and, entering the room, stole towards the spot on which Isabel was sitting. THE DISOWNED. 81 He leaned over her chair, and his eye rested upon bis own picture, and a letter in his own writing, over which the tears of the young orphan flowed fast. A moment more of agitated happiness for one, of unconscious and continued sadness for the other, — 'T is past, — her lover 's at her feet. And what indeed " was to them the world beside, with all its changes of time and tide?" Joy, hope, — all blissful and bright sensations, lay mingled like meet- ing waters, in one sunny stream of heartfelt and un- fathomable enjoyment; but this passed away, and the remembrance of bitterness and evil succeeded. " Oh, Algernon! " said Isabel, in a low voice, " is this your promise ? " " Believe me," said Mordaunt, for it was indeed he, "I struggled long with my feelings, but in vain; and for both our sakes, I rejoice at the conquest they ob- tained. I listened only to a deceitful delusion when I imagined I was obeying the dictates of reason. Ah, dearest, why should we part for the sake of dubious and distant evils, when the misery of absence is the most certain, the most unceasing evil we can endure ? " " For your sake, and therefore for mine! " interrupted Isabel, struggling with her tears. " I am a beggar and an outcast. You must not link your fate with mine. I could bear, Heaven knows how willingly, poverty and all its evils for you and with you; but I cannot bring them upon you." "Nor will you," said Mordaunt, passionately, as he covered the hand he held with his burning kisses. "Have I not enough for both of us? It is my love, not poverty, that I beseech you to share." "No! Algernon, you cannot deceive me: your own vol. i. — 6 82 THE DISOWNED. estate will be torn from you by the law; if you marry me, your cousin will not assist you: I, you know too well, can command nothing; and I shall see you, for whom in my fond and bright dreams I have presaged everything great and exalted, buried in an obscurity from which your talents can never rise, and suffering the pangs of poverty, and dependence, and humiliation like my own, and — and — I — should be the wretch who caused you all. Never, Algernon, never! I love you too, — too well! " But the effort which wrung forth the determination of the tone in which these words were uttered was too violent to endure ; and, as the full desolation of her despair crowded fast and dark upon the orphan's mind, she sank back upon her chair in very sickness of soul, nor heeded, in her unconscious misery, that her hand was yet clasped by her lover, and that her head drooped upon his bosom. " Isabel," he said, in a low, sweet tone, Avhich to her ear seemed the concentration of all earthly music, — " Isabel, look up, my own, my beloved, — look up and hear me. Perhaps you say truly when you tell me that the possessions of my house shall melt away from me, and that my relation will not oifcr to me the precarious bounty which, even if he did offer, I would reject; but, dearest, are there not a thousand paths open to me, — the law, the state, the army 1 ? — you are silent, Isabel, — speak ! " Isabel did not reply ; but the soft eyes which rested upon his told, in their despondency, how little her reason was satisfied by the arguments he urged. "Besides," he continued, " we know not yet whether the law may not decide in my favor; at all events, years may pass before the judgment is given: those years make THE DISOWNED. 83 the prime and verdure of our lives, — let us not waste them in mourning over blighted hopes and severed hearts ; let us snatch what happiness is yet in our power, nor anticipate, while the heavens are still bright above us, the burden of the thunder or the cloud. " Isabel was one of the least selfish and most devoted of human beings, yet she must be forgiven if at that mo- ment her resolution faltered, and the overpowering thought of being in reality his forever flashed upon her mind. It passed from her the moment it was formed, and, rising from a situation in which the touch of that dear hand, and the breath of those wooing lips endan- gered the virtue, and weakened the strength of her re- solves, she withdrew herself from his grasp, and while she averted her eyes, which dared not encounter his, she said in a low but firm voice, — " It is in vain, Algernon; it is in vain. I can be to you nothing but a blight or burden, — nothing but a source of privation and anguish. Think you that I will be this 1 — no, I will not darken your fair hopes, and impede your reasonable ambition. Go " (and here her voice faltered for a moment, but soon recovered its tone) — " go, Algernon, dear Algernon ; and, if my foolish heart will not ask you to think of me no more, I can at least implore you to think of me only as one Avho would die rather than cost you a moment of that poverty and debasement, the bitterness of which she has felt herself, and who, for that very reason, tears herself away from you forever." " Stay , Isabel , stay ! " cried Mordaunt, as he caught hold of her robe; " give me but one word more, and you shall leave me. Say that if I can create for myself a new source of independence ; if I can carve out a road where the ambition you erroneously impute to me can 84 THE DISOWNED. be gratified, as well as the more moderate wishes our station has made natural to us to form; say, that if I do this, I may permit myself to hope; say, that when I have done it, I may claim you as my own ! " Isabel paused, and turned once more her face towards his own. Her lips moved, and though the words died within her heart, yet Mordaunt read well their import in the blushing chock and the heaving bosom, and the lips which one ray of hope and comfort was sufficient to kindle into smiles. He gazed, and all obstacles, all difficulties disappeared; the gulf of time seemed past, and he felt as if already he had earned and won his reward. He approached her yet nearer: one kiss on those lips, one pressure of that thrilling hand, one long, last em- brace of that shrinking and trembling form, — and then, as the door closed upon his view, he felt that the sun- shine of nature had passed away, and that in the midst of the laughing and peopled earth he stood in darkness and alone. THE DISOWNED. 85 CHAPTER XI. He who would know mankind must be at home with all men. Stephen Montague. We left Clarence safely deposited in his little lodgings. Whether from the heat of his apartment or the restless- ness of a migration of beds produces in certain constitu- tions, his slumbers on the first night of his arrival were disturbed and brief. He rose early and descended to the parlor; Mr. de Warens, tbe nobly-appellatived footboy, was laying the breakfast-cloth. From three painted shelves, which constituted the library of " Cop- peras Bower," as its owners gracefully called their habitation, Clarence took down a book very prettily bound : it was " Poems by a Nobleman. " ISTo sooner had he read two pages than he did exactly what the reader would have done, and restored the volume re- spectfully to its place. He then drew his chair towards the window, and wistfully eyed sundry ancient nursery- maids, who were leading their infant charges to the "fresh fields and pastures new," of what is now the Eegent's Park. In about an hour Mrs. Copperas descended, and mutual compliments were exchanged; to her succeeded Mr. Copperas, who was well scolded for his laziness; and to them, Master Adolphus Copperas, who was also chidingly termed a naughty darling for the same offence. Now, then, Mrs. Copperas prepared the tea, which she did in the approved method, adopted by all ladies to whom economy is dearer than renown, — namely, the 86 THE DISOWNED. least possible quantity of the soi-disant Chinese plant was first sprinkled by the least possible quantity of hot water! after this mixture had become as black and as bitter as it could possibly be, without any adjunct from the apothecary's skill, it was suddenly drenched with a copious diffusion, and as suddenly poured forth, weak, washy, and abominable, into four cups, severally apper- taining unto the four partakers of the matutinal nectar. Then the conversation began to flow. Mrs. Copperas was a fine lady, and a sentimentalist, — very observant of the little niceties of phrase and manner. Mr. Cop- peras was a stock-jobber and a wit; loved a good hit in each capacity ; was very round, very short, and very much like a John Dory, — and saw in the features and mind of the little Copperas the exact representative of himself. "Adolphus, my love," said Mrs. Copperas, "mind what I told you, and sit upright. Mr. Linden, will you allow me to cut you a leetle piece of this roll 1 " " Thank you," said Clarence, " I will trouble you rather for the whole of it." Conceive Mrs. Copperas's dismay! from that moment she saw herself eaten out of house and home; besides, as she afterwards observed to her friend, Miss Barbara York, the " vulgarity of such an amazing appetite! " "Any commands in the city, Mr. Linden?" asked the husband: " a coach will pass by our door in a few minutes, — must be on 'Change in half an hour. Come, my love, another cup of tea; make haste, — I have scarcely a moment to take my fare for the inside, be- fore coachee takes his for the outside. Ha, ha, ha! Mr. Linden." "Lord, Mr. Copperas," said his helpmate, "how can you be so silly 1 — setting such an example to your son THE DISOWNED. 87 too; never mind him, Adolphus, my love, — fie, child, a'n't you ashamed of yourself ? — never put the spoon in your cup till you have done tea. I must really send you to school to learn manners. — We have a very pretty little collection of books here, Mr. Linden, if you would like to read an hour or two after breakfast, — child, take your hands out of your pockets, — all the best English classics, I believe, — ' Telemachus,' and Young's ' Night Thoughts,' and ' Joseph Andrews,' and the ' Spectator,' and Pope's ' Iliad,' and Creech's ' Lucretius; ' but you will look over them yourself! This is Liberty Hall, as well as Copperas Bower, Mr. Linden ! " " Well, my love," said the stock-jobber, " I believe I must be off. Here, Tom, Tom " (Mr. de Warens had just entered the room with some more hot water, to weaken still farther " the poor remains of what was once" — the tea!), — " Tom, just run out and stop the coach, it will be by in five minutes." " Have not I prayed, and besought you, many and many a time, Mr. Copperas," said the lady, rebukingly, " not to call De Warens by his Christian name? Don't you know that all people in genteel life who only keep one servant invariably call him by his surname, as if he were the butler, you know ? " "Now, that is too good, my love," said Copperas. " I will call poor Tom by any surname you please, but I really can't pass him off for a butler! Ha, ha, ha! — you must excuse me there, my love! " "And pray, why not, Mr. Copperas? I ha\>e known many a butler bungle more at a cork than he does; and pray tell me, who did you ever see wait better at dinner ? " " He wait at dinner, my love! it is not he who waits." 88 THE DISOWNED. "Who then, Mr. Copperas?" "Why we, my love, — it 's we who wait for dinner: but that 'a the cook's fault, not his." "Pshaw, Mr. Copperas, — Adolphus, my love, sit upright, darling." Here De Warens cried from the bottom of the stairs : " Measter, the coach be coming up." " There won't be room for it to turn, then," said the facetious Mr. Copperas, looking round the apartment, as if he took the words literally. "What coach is it, boy?" Now that was not the age in which coaches scoured the city every half-hour, and Mr. Copperas knew the name of the coach as well as he knew his own. " It be the Swallow coach, sir." "Oh, very well; then since I have swallowed in the roll, I will now roll into the Swallow, — ha, ha, ha! Good-by, Mr. Linden." No sooner had the witty stock-jobber left the room than Mrs. Copperas seemed to expand into a new exist- ence. " My husband, sir," said she, apologetically, " is so odd, but he 's an excellent, sterling character; and that, yon know, Mr. Linden, tells more in the bosom of a family than all the shining qualities which captivate the imagination. I am sure, Mr. Linden, that the moralist is right in admonishing us to prefer the gold to the tinsel. I have now been married some years, and every year seems happier than the last; but then, Mr. Linden, it is such a pleasure to contemplate the growing graces of the sweet pledge of our mutual love, — Adol- phus, my dear, keep your feet still, and take your hands out of your pockets ! " A short pause ensued. " We see a great deal of company," said Mrs. Cop- THE DISOWNED. 89 peras, pompously, " and of the very best description. Sometimes we are favored by the society of the great Mr. Talbot, a gentleman of immense fortune, and quite the courtier: he is, it is true, a little eccentric in his dress; but then he was a celebrated beau in his young days. He is our next neighbor; you can see his house out of the window, just across the garden, — there! We have also, sometimes, our humble board graced by a very elegant friend of mine, Miss Barbara York, a lady of very high connections, her first cousin was a lord mayor, — Adolphus, my dear, what are you about? Well, Mr. Linden, you will find your retreat quite undisturbed. I must go about the household affairs; not that I do anything more than superintend, you know, sir; but I think no lad} T should be above consulting her husband's interests, — that 's what I call true old English conjugal affection. Come, Adolphus, my dear." And Clarence was now alone. " I fear," thought he, " that I shall get on very indifferently with these people. But it will not do for me to be misanthropical (and, as Dr. Latinas was wont to say), the great merit of philosophy, when we cannot command circumstances, is to reconcile us to them." 90 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XII. A retired beau is one of the most instructive spectacles in the world. Stephen Montague. It was quite true that Mrs. Copperas saw a great deal of company ; for, at a certain charge, upon certain days, any individual might have the honor of sharing her family repast: and many, of various callings, though chiefly in commercial life, met at her miscellaneous board. Clarence must, indeed, have been difficult to please, or obtuse of observation, if, in the variety of her guests he had not found something either to interest or amuse him. Heavens! what a motley group were ac- customed, twice in the week, to assemble there! the little dining-parlor seemed a human oven; and it must be owned that Clarence was no slight magnet of attrac- tion to the female part of the guests. Mrs. Copperas's bosom friend in especial, the accomplished Miss Barbara York, darted the most tender glances on the handsome young stranger; but whether or not a nose remarkably prominent and long, prevented the glances from taking full effect, it is certain that Clarence seldom repaid them with that affectionate ardor which Miss Barbara York had ventured to anticipate. The only persons, indeed, for whom he felt any sympathetic attraction, were of the same sex as himself. The one was Mr. Talbot, the old gentleman whom Mrs. Copperas had described as the perfect courtier; the other, a young artist of the name of Warner. Talbot, to Clarence's great astonishment (for Mrs. Copperas's eulogy had prepared him for some- THE DISOWNED. 91 thing eminently displeasing), was a man of birth, for- tune, and manners peculiarly graceful and attractive. It is true, however, that, despite of his vicinity, and Mrs. Copperas's urgent solicitations, he very seldom honored her with his company, and he always cautiously sent over his servant in the morning to inquire the names and number of her expected guests: nor was he ever known to share the plenteous board of the stock- jobber's lady whenever any other partaker of its dainties, save Clarence and the young artist, was present. The latter the old gentleman really liked; and as for one truly well-born and well-bred, — there is no vulgarity except in the mind, — the slender means, obscure birth, and struggling profession of Warner, were circumstances which, as they increased the merit of a gentle manner and a fine mind, spoke rather in his favor than the re- verse. Mr. Talbot was greatly struck by Clarence Lin- den's conversation and appearance; and indeed there was in Talbot's taste so strong a bias to aristocratic externals, that Clarence's air alone would have been sufficient to win the good graces of a man who had, perhaps more than most courtiers of his time, cultivated the arts of manner and the secrets of address. " You will call upon me soon? " said he to Clarence, when, after dining one day with the Copperases and their inmate, he rose to return home. And Clarence, delighted with the urbanity and liveliness of his new acquaintance, readily promised that he would. Accordingly, the next day, Clarence called upon Mr. Talbot. The house, as Mrs. Copperas had before said, adjoined her own, and was only separated from it by a garden. It was a dull mansion of brick, which had disdained the frippery of paint and whitewashing, and had indeed been built many years previously to the erec- 92 THE DISOWNED. tion of the modorn habitations which surrounded it. It was, therefore, as a conseqxience of this priority of birth, more sombre than the rest, and had a peculiarly forlorn and solitary look. As Clarence approached the door, he was struck with the size of the house, — it was of very considerable extent, and in the more favorable situations of London would have passed for a very desir- able and spacious tenement. An old man, whose accurate precision of dress bespoke the tastes of the master, opened the door, and, after ushering Clarence through two long, and to his surprise, almost splendidly- furnished rooms, led him into a third, where, seated at a small writing-table, he found Mr. Talbot. That person, one whom Clarence then little thought would hereafter exercise no small influence over his fate, was of a figure and countenance well worthy the notice of a description. His own hair, quite white, was carefully and artifi- cially curled, and gave a Grecian cast to features whose original delicacy, and exact, though small proportions, not even age could destroy. His eyes were large, black, and sparkled with almost youthful vivacity ; and his mouth, which was the best feature he possessed, devel- oped teeth, white and even as rows of ivory. Though small and somewhat too slender in the proportions of his figure, nothing could exceed the ease and the grace of his motions and air; and his dress, though singularly rich in its materials, eccentric in its fashion, and, from its evident study, unseemly to his years, served, never- theless, to render rather venerable than ridiculous a mien which could almost have carried off any absurdity, and which the fashion of the garb peculiarly became. The tout ensemble was certainly that of a man who was still vain of his exterior, and conscious of its effect; THE DISOWNED. 93 and it was as certainly impossible to converse with Mr. Talbot for five minutes, without merging every less re- spectful impression in the magical fascination of his manner. " I thank you, Mr. Linden," said Talbot, rising, "for your accepting so readily an old man's invitation. If I have felt pleasure in discovering that we were to be neighbors, you may judge what that pleasure is to-day at rinding you my visitor." Clarence, who, to do him justice, was always ready at returning a fine speech, replied in a similar strain, and the conversation flowed on agreeably enough. There was more than a moderate collection of books in the room, and this circumstance led Clarence to allude to literary subjects ; these Mr. Talbot took up with avidity, and touched with a light but graceful criticism upon many of the then modern, and some of the older writers. He seemed delighted to find himself understood and appreciated by Clarence, and every moment of Linden's visit served to ripen their acquaintance into intimacy. At length they talked upon Copperas Bower and its inmates. " You will find your host and hostess," said the old gentleman, "certainly of a different order from the per- sons with whom it is easy to see you have associated ; but, at your happy age, a year or two may be very well thrown awaj r upon observing the manners and customs of those whom, in later life, you may often be called upon to conciliate, or perhaps to control. That man will never be a perfect gentleman who lives only Avith gentlemen. To be a man of the world, we must view that world in every grade , and in every perspective. In short, the most practical art of wisdom is that which extracts from things the very quality they least appear 94 THE DISOWNED. to possess; and the actor in the world, like the actor on the stage, should find ' a basket-hilted sword very con- venient to carry milk in.' x As for me, I have survived my relations and friends. I cannot keep late hours, nor adhere to the unhealthy customs of good society ; nor do I think that, to a man of my age and habits, any re- muneration would adequately repay the sacrifice of health or comfort. I am, therefore, well content to sink into a hermitage in an obscure corner of this great town, and only occasionally to revive my ' past remem- brances of higher state,' by admitting a few old acquain- tances to drink my bachelor's tea, and talk over the news of the day. Hence, you see, Mr. Linden, I pick up two or three novel anecdotes of state and scandal, and maintain my importance at Copperas Bower by retailing them second hand. Now that you are one of the inmates of that abode, I shall be more frequently its guest. By the by, I will let you into a secret: know that I am somewhat a lover of the marvellous, and like to indulge a little embellishing exaggeration in any place where there is no chance of finding me out. Mind, therefore, my dear Mr. Linden, that you take no ungen- erous advantage of this confession; but suffer me, now and then, to tell my stories my own way, even when you think truth would require me to tell them in another. " "Certainly," said Clarence, laughing; "let us make an agreement: you shall tell your stories as you please, if you will grant me the same liberty in paying my compliments; and, if I laugh aloud at the stories, you shall promise me not to laugh aloud at the compliments." " It is a bond," said Talbot; " and a very fit exchange of service it is. It will be a problem in human nature 1 See the witty inventory of a player's goods in the " Tatler." THE DISOWNED. 95 to see who has the best of it: you shall pay your court by nattering the people present, and I mine by abusing those absent. Now, in spite of your youth and curling locks, I will wager that I succeed the best; for in vanity there is so great a mixture of envy, that no com- pliment is like a judicious abuse, — to enchant your ac- quaintance, ridicule his friends." "Ah, sir," said Clarence, " this opinion of yours, is, I trust, a little in the French School, where brilliancy is more studied than truth, and where an ill opinion of our species always has the merit of passing for profound. " Talbot smiled, and shook his head. " My dear young friend," said he, " it is quite right that you, who are coming into the world, should think well of it; and it is also quite right that I, who am going out of it, should console myself by trying to despise it. However, let me tell you, my young friend, that he whose opinion of mankind is not too elevated, will always be the most benevolent, because the most indulgent to those errors incidental to human imperfection: to place our nature in too flattering a view is only to court disappointment, and end in misanthropy. The man who sets out with expecting to find all his fellow-creatures heroes of virtue, will conclude by condemning them as monsters of vice; and, on the contrary, the least exacting judge of actions will be the most lenient. If God, in his own perfec- tion, did not see so many frailties in us, think you he would be so gracious to our virtues 1 " " And yet," said Clarence, " we remark every day examples of the highest excellence. " " Yes," replied Talbot, " of the highest, but not of the most constant excellence. He knows very little of the human heart who imagines we cannot do a good action; 96 THC DISOWNED. but, alas! he knows still less of it who supposes we can be always doing good actions. In exactly the same ratio we see every day the greatest crimes are committed; but we find no wretch so depraved as to be always com- mitting crimes. Man cannot be perfect even in guilt." In this manner Talbot and his young visitor con- versed, till Clarence, after a stay of unwarrantable length, rose to depart. " Well," said Talbot, " if we now rightly understand each other, we shall be the best friends in the world. As we shall expect great things from each other some- times, we will have no scruple in exacting an heroic sacrifice every now and then; for instance, I will ask you to punish yourself by an occasional tete-a-tete, with an ancient gentleman ; and as we can also, by the same reasoning, pardon great faults in each other, if they are not often committed, so I will forgive you with all my heart whenever you refuse my invitations, if you do not refuse them often. And now farewell till we meet again." It seemed singular, and almost unnatural to Linden, that a man like Talbot, of birth, fortune, and great fastidiousness of taste and temper, should have formed any sort of acquaintance, however slight and distant, with the facetious stock-jobber and his wife ; but the fact is easily explained by a reference to the vanity which Ave shall see hereafter made the ruling passion of Talbot's nature. This vanity, which, branching forth into a thousand eccentricities, displayed itself in the singularity of his dress, the studied yet graceful warmth of his manner, his attention to the minutiae of life, — his desire, craving and insatiate, to receive from every one, however insignificant, his obolam of admira- tion: this vanity, once flattered by the obsequious horn- THE DISOWNED. 97 age it obtained from the wonder and reverence of the Copperases, reconciled his taste to the disgust it so fre- quently and necessarily conceived ; and, having in great measure resigned his former acquaintance, and wholly outlived his friends, he was contented to purchase the applause which had become to him a necessary of life, at the humble market more immediately at his command. There is no dilemma in which vanity cannot find an expedient to develop its form, — no stream of circum- stances in which its buoyant and light nature will not rise to float upon the surface. And its ingenuity is as fertile as that of the player who (his wardrobe allowing him no other method of playing the fop) could still exhibit the prevalent passion for distinction by wearing stockings of different colors. VOL. I. 7 98 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XIII. Who dares Interpret then my life for me, as 't were One of the undistiuguishable many ? Coleridge's Wallenstein. The first time Clarence had observed the young artist, he had taken a deep interest in his appearance. Pale, thin, undersized, and slightly deformed, the sanctifying mind still shed over the humble frame a spell more powerful than beauty. Absent in manner, melancholy in air, and never conversing except upon subjects upon which his imagination was excited, there was yet a gen- tleness about him which could not fail to conciliate and prepossess; nor did Clarence omit any opportunity to soften his reserve, and wind himself into his more in- timate acquaintance. Warner, the only support of an aged and infirm grandmother (who had survived her immediate children), was distantly related to Mrs. Cop- peras; and that lady extended to him, with ostentatious benevolence, her favor and support. It is true that she did not impoverish the young Adolphus to enrich her kinsman, but she allowed him a seat at her hospitable board, whenever it was not otherwise filled; and all that she demanded in return was a picture of herself, another of Mr. Copperas, a third of Master Adolphus, a fourth of the black cat, and from time to time sundry other lesser productions of his genius, of which, through the agency of Mr. Brown, she secretly disposed at a price that sufficiently remunerated her for whatever havoc the slender appetite of the young painter was able to effect. THE DISOWNED. 99 By this arrangement, Clarence had many opportuni- ties of gaining that intimacy with Warner which had become to him an object; and though the painter, con- stitutionally diffident and shy, was at first averse to, and even awed by, the ease, boldness, fluent speech, and confident address of a man much younger than himself, yet at last he could not resist being decoyed into famil- iarity ; and the youthful pair gradually advanced from companionship into friendship. There was a striking contrast between the two : Clarence was bold and frank , Warner close and timid. Both had superior abilities, — but the abilities of Clarence were for action , those of Warner for art; both were ambitious, but the ambition of Clarence was that of circumstances rather than char- acter; compelled to carve his own fortunes without sympathy or aid, he braced his mind to the effort, though naturally too gay for the austerity and too genial for the selfishness of ambition. But the very essence of Warner's nature was the feverish desire of fame; it poured through his veins like lava ; it preyed as a worm upon his cheek ; it corroded his natural sleep ; it black- ened the color of his thoughts; it shut out, as with an impenetrable wall, the wholesome energies and enjoy- ments and objects of living men; and, taking from him all the vividness of the present, all the tenderness of the past, constrained his heart to dwell forever and forever amidst the dim and shadowy chimeras of a future he was fated never to enjoy. But these differences of character, so far from dis- turbing, rather cemented their friendship; and while Warner (notwithstanding his advantage of age) paid involuntary deference to the stronger character of Clar- ence, he, in his turn, derived that species of pleasure by which he was most gratified, from the affectionate 100 THE DISOWNED. and unenvious interest Clarence took in his speculations of future distinction, and the unwearying admiration with which he would sit by his side and watch the colors start from the canvas beneath the real, though uncultured genius of the youthful painter. Hitherto Warner had bounded his attempts to some of the lesser efforts of the art; he had now yielded to the urgent enthusiasm of his nature, and conceived the plan of an historical picture. Oh! what sleepless nights, what struggles of the teeming fancy with the dense brain, what labors of the untiring thought, wearing and intense as disease itself, did it cost the ambitious artist to work out in the stillness of his soul, and from its confused and conflicting images, the design of this long-meditated and idolized performance. Cut when it was designed; when shape upon shape grew and swelled, and glowed from the darkness of previous thought upon the painter's mind; when, shutting his eyes in the very credulity of delight, the whole work arose before him, glossy with its fresh hues, bright, completed, faultless, arrayed, as it were, and decked out for immortality, — oh! then what a full and gushing moment of rapture broke like a released stream upon his soul! What a recompense for wasted years, health, and hope! What a coronal to the visions and transports of genius; brief, it is true, but how steeped in the very halo of a light that might well be deemed the glory of heaven ! Cut the vision fades, the gorgeous shapes sweep on into darkness, and, waking from his reverie, the artist sees before him only the dull walls of his narrow cham- ber; the canvas stretched a blank upon its frame; the works, maimed, crude, unfinished, of an inexperienced hand, lying idly around; and feels himself — himself, but one moment before the creator of a world of wonders, THE DISOWNED. 101 the master spirit of shapes glorious and majestical be- yond the shapes of men — dashed down from his mo- mentary height, and despoiled both of his sorcery and his throne. It was just in such a moment that Warner, starting up, saw Linden (who had silently entered his room) standing motionless before him. "Oh! Linden," said the artist, "I have had so superb a dream, — a dream which, though I have before snatched some such vision by fits and glimpses, I never beheld so realized, so perfect as now : and — but you shall see, you shall judge for yourself; I will sketch out the design for you;" and with a piece of chalk, and a rapid hand, Warner conveyed to Linden the outline of his conception. His young friend was eager in his praise and his predictions of renown, and Warner listened to him with a fondness which spread over his pale cheek a richer flush than lover ever caught from the whispers of his beloved. " Yes," said he, as he rose, and his sunken and small eye flashed out with a feverish brightness, — " yes, if my hand does not fail my thought, it shall rival even — " Here the young painter stopped short, abashed at that indiscretion of enthusiasm about to utter to another the hoarded vanities hitherto locked in his heart of hearts as a sealed secret, almost from himself. " But come," said Clarence, affectionately, " your hand is feverish and dry, and of late you have seemed more languid than you were wont, — come , Warner, you want exercise ; it is a beautiful evening, and you shall explain your picture still farther to me as we walk." Accustomed to yield to Clarence, Warner mechani- cally and abstractedly obeyed; they walked out into the open streets. 102 THE DISOWNED. "Look around us," said Warner, pausing, — "look among this toiling, and busy, and sordid mass of beings, who claim with us the fellowship of clay. The poor labor, the rich feast; the only distinction between them is that of the insect and the brute: like them they fulfil the same end, and share the same oblivion, — they die, a new race springs up, and the very grass upon their graves fades not so soon as their memory. Who that is conscious of a higher nature would not pine and fret himself away to be confounded with these 1 Who would not burn, and sicken, and parch with a delirious longing to divorce themselves from so vile a herd 1 What have their petty pleasures and their mean aims to atone for the abasement of grinding down our spirits to their level ? Is not the distinction from their blended and common name a sufficient recompense for all that am- bition suffers or foregoes? Oh, for one brief hour (I ask no more) of living honor, one feeling of conscious, unfearing certainty, that fame has conquered death; and then for this humble and impotent clay, this drag on the spirit which it does not assist but fetter, this wretched machine of pains and aches and feverish throb- bings and vexed inquietudes, why, let the worms con- sume it, and the grave hide, — for Fame there is no grave. " At that moment one of those unfortunate women who earn their polluted sustenance by becoming the hypo- crites of passion, abruptly accosted them. "Miserable wretch!" said Warner, loathingly, as he pushed her aside; but Clarence, with a kindlier feeling, noticed that her haggard cheek was wet with tears, and that her frame, weak and trembling, could scarcely sup- port itself; he, therefore, with that promptitude of charity which gives ere it discriminates, put some THE DISOWNED. 103 pecuniary assistance in her hand, and joined his comrade. " You would not have spoken so tauntingly to the poor girl had you remarked her distress," said Clarence. " And why," said Warner, mournfully, — " why be so cruel as to prolong, even for a few hours, an existence which mercy would only seek to bring nearer to the tomb? That unfortunate is but one of the herd, one of the victims to pleasures which debase by their progress, and ruin by their end. Yet perhaps she is not worse than the usual followers of love: of love, that passion the most worshipped, yet the least divine, — selfish and exacting, — drawing its aliment from destruction, and its very nature from tears." " Nay," said Clarence, " you confound the two loves, the Eros and the Anteros, gods whom my good tutor was wont so sedulously to distinguish; you surely do not inveigh thus against all love ? " "I cry you mercy," said Warner, with something of sarcasm in his pensiveness of tone. " We must not dispute, so I will hold my peace; but make love all you will, what are the false smiles of a lip which a few years can blight as an autumn leaf? What the homage of a heart as feeble and mortal as your own? Why, I, with a few strokes of a little hair and an idle mixture of worthless colors will create a beauty in whose mouth there shall be no hollowness, in whose lip there shall be no fading, — there, in your admiration you shall have no need of flattery, and no fear of falsehood; you shall not be stung with jealousy, nor maddened with treach- ery; nor watch with a breaking heart over waning bloom, and departing health, till the grave open, and your perishable paradise is not. No; the mimic work is mightier than the original, for it outlasts it: your 104 THE DISOWNED. love cannot wither it, or your desertion destroy, — your v< rv death, as the being who called it into life, only stamps it with a holier value." " And so then," said Clarence, "you would seriously relinquish, for the mute copy of the mere features, those affections which no painting can express?" " Ay," said the painter, with an energy unusual to his quiet manner, and slightly wandering in his answer from Clarence's remark, — " ay, one serves not two mis- tresses : mine is the glory of my art. Oh ! what are the cold shapes of this tame earth , where the footsteps of the gods have vanished, and left no trace, — the blemished forms, the debased brows, and the jarring features, to the glorious and gorgeous images which I can conjure up at my will? Away with human beauties, to him whose nights are haunted with the forms of angels and wanderers from the stars, the spirits of all things lovely and exalted in the universe: the universe as it was, — when to fountain, and stream, and hill, and to every tree which the summer clothed, was allotted the vigil of a Nymph! — when through glade and by waterfall, at glossy noontide, or under the silver stars, the forms of Godhead and Spirit were seen to walk ; when the sculptor modelled his mighty work from the beauty and strength of Heaven, and the poet lay in the shade to dream of the Naiad and the Faun, and the Olympian dwellers whom he waked in rapture to behold ; and the painter, not as now, shaping from shadow and in solitude the dim glories of his heart, caught at once his inspiration from the glow of earth and its living wanderers, and, lo, the canvas breathed! Oh! what are the dull realities and the abortive offspring of this altered and humbled world — the world of meaner and dwarfish men — to him whose realms are peopled with visions like these 1 ? " THE DISOWNED. 105 And the artist, whose ardor, long excited, and pent within, had at last thus audibly, and to Clarence's astonishment, burst forth, paused as if to recall himself from his wandering enthusiasm. Such moments of ex- citement were, indeed, rare with him, except when utterly alone, and even then, were almost invariably followed by that depression of spirit by which all over- wrought susceptibility is succeeded. A change came over his face, like that of a cloud when the sunbeam which gilded, leaves it, and, with a slight sigh and a subdued tone , he resumed : — " So, my friend, you see what our art can do even for the humblest professor, when I, a poor, friendless, patronless artist, can thus indulge myself by forgetting the present. But I have not yet explained to you the attitude of my principal figure; " and Warner proceeded once more to detail the particulars of his intended picture. It must be confessed that he had chosen a fine, though an arduous subject: it was the "Trial of Charles I. ; " and as the painter, with the enthusiasm of his profession and the eloquence peculiar to himself, dwelt upon the various expressions of the various forms which that extraordinary judgment-court afforded, no wonder that Clarence forgot, with the artist himself, the disadvantages Warner had to encounter, in the in- experience of an unregulated taste, and an imperfect professional education. 106 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XIV. All manners take a tincture from our own, Or come discolored through our passions shown. Pope. What ! give up liberty, property, and, as the " Gazetteer " says, lie down to be saddled with wooden shoes. — Vicar of Wakefield. There was something in the melancholy and reflective character of Warner resembling that of Mordaunt. Had they lived in these days, perhaps both the artist and the philosopher had been poets. But (with regard to the latter) at that time poetry was not the customary vent for deep thought or passionate feeling. Gray, it is true, though unjustly condemned as artificial and meretricious in his style, had infused into the scanty works which he has bequeathed to immortality, a pathos and a richness foreign to the literature of the age ; and, subsequently, Goldsmith, in the affecting, yet somewhat enervate simplicity of his verse, had obtained for poetry a brief respite from a school at once declamatory and powerless, and led her forth for a " Sunshine Holiday, " into the village green, and under the hawthorn shade. But, though the softer and meeker feelings had strug- gled into a partial and occasional vent, those which par- took more of passion and of thought, the deep, the wild, the fervid, were still without " the music of a voice. " For the after century it was reserved to restore what we may be permitted to call the spirit of our national litera- ture ; to forsake the clinquant of the French mimickers of classic gold; to exchange a thrice-adulterated Hippo- THE DISOWNED. 107 crene for the pure well of Shakespeare and of nature ; to clothe philosophy in the gorgeous and solemn majesty of appropriate music ; and to invest passion with a language as burning as its thought and rapid as its impulse. At that time reflection found its natural channel in meta- physical inquiry or political speculation ; both valuable, perhaps, but neither profound. It was a bold, and a free, and an inquisitive age, but not one in which thought ran over its set and stationary banks, and watered even the common flowers of verse : not one in which Lucretius could have embodied the dreams of Epicurus; Shake- speare lavished the mines of a superhuman wisdom upon his fairy palaces and enchanted isles ; or the Beautifier 1 of this common earth have called forth, — The motion of the spirit that impels All thinking things, all objects of all thought; or Disappointment and Satiety have hallowed their hu- man griefs by a pathos wrought from whatever is mag- nificent, and grand, and lovely in the unknown universe ; or the speculations of a great, but visionary, 2 mind have raised, upon subtlety and doubt, a vast and irregular pile of verse, full of dim-lighted cells, and winding gal- leries, in which what treasures lie concealed ! That was an age in which poetry took one path, and contemplation another: those who were addicted to the latter pursued it in its orthodox roads ; and many, whom nature, per- haps, intended for poets, the wizard custom converted into speculators or critics. It was this which gave to Algernon's studies their pe- culiar hue ; while, on the other hand, the taste for the fine arts which then universally prevailed, directed to the creations of painting, rather than those of poetry, more 1 Wordsworth. a Shelley. 1U8 THE DISOWNED. really congenial to his powers, the intense imagination and passion for glory which marked and pervaded the character of the artist. But, as we have seen that that passion for glory made tin! great characteristic difference between Clarence and Warner, so also did that passion terminate any resem- blance which Warner bore to Algernon Mordannt. With the former, a rank and unwholesome plant, it grew up to the exclusion of all else ; with the latter, subdued and regulated, it sheltered, not withered the virtues by which it was surrounded. With Warner, ambition was a passionate desire to separate himself by fame from the herd of other men; with Mordaunt, to bind himself by charity yet closer to his kind : with the one it pro- duced a disgust to his species; with the other, a pity and a love : with the one, power was the badge of distinc- tion ; with the other, the means to bless ! But our story lingers. It was now the custom of Warner to spend the whole day at his work, and wander out with Clarence, when the evening darkened, to snatch a brief respite of exer- cise and air. Often, along the lighted and populous streets, would the two young and unfriended competitors for this world's high places, roam with the various crowd, moralizing as they went, or holding dim conjecture upon their destinies to be. And often would they linger be- neath the portico of some house where, "haunted with great resort," Pleasure and Pomp held their nightly revels, to listen to the music that, through the open win- dows, stole over the rare exotics with which wealth mimics the southern scents, and floated, mellowing by distance, along the unworthy streets ; and while they stood together, silent, and each feeding upon separate thoughts, the artist's pale lip would curl with scorn, as THE DISOWNED. 109 he heard the laugh and the sounds of a frivolous and hollow mirth ring from the crowd within, and startle the air from the silver spell which music had laid upon it. "These," would he say to Clarence, — "these are the dupes of the same fever as ourselves : like us, they strive, and toil, and vex their little lives for a distinction from their race. Amhition comes to them, as to all ; but they throw for a different prize than we do: theirs is the honor of a day , ours is immortality ; yet they take the same labor, and are consumed by the same care. And, fools that they are, with their gilded names and their gaudy trappings, they would shrink in disdain from that comparison with us which we, with a juster fastidious- ness, blush at this moment to acknowledge." From these scenes they would rove on, and, both de- lighting in contrast, enter some squalid and obscure quarter of the city. There, one night, quiet observers of their kind, they paused beside a group congregated together by some common cause of obscene merriment or unholy fellowship, — a group on which low vice had set her sordid and hideous stamp, — to gaze and draw strange humors or a motley moral from that depth and ferment of human nature into whose sink the thousand streams of civilization had poured their dregs and offal. " You survey these, " said the painter, marking each with the curious eye of his profession: "they are a base horde, it is true; but they have their thirst of fame, their aspirations even in the abyss of crime, or the loathsomeness of famished want. Down in yon cellar, where a farthing rushlight glimmers upon haggard cheeks, distorted with the idiotcy of drink ; there in that foul attic, from whose casement you see the beggar's rags hang to dry, or rather to crumble in the reeking and filthy air; farther on, within those walls which, black 110 THE DISOWNED. and heavy as the hearts they hide, close our miserable prospect; there, even there, in the mildewed dungeon, in the felon's cell, on the very scaffold self, — Ambition hugs her own hope, or scowls upon her own despair. Yes! the inmates of those walls had their perilous game of honor, their ' hazard of the die, ' in which vice was triumph, and infamy success. We do but share their passion, though we direct it to a better object." Pausing for a moment, as his thoughts flowed into a somewhat different channel of his character, Warner continued, " We have now caught a glimpse of the two great divisions of mankind : they who riot in palaces, and they who make mirth hideous in rags and hovels ; own that it is but a poor survey in either. Can we be con- temptible with these, or loathsome with those? Or rather have we not a nobler spark within us which we have but to fan into a flame that shall burn forever, when these miserable meteors sink into the corruption from which they rise 1 " " But, " observed Clarence, " these are the two ex- tremes: the pinnacle of civilization too worn and bare for any more noble and vigorous fruit, and the base upon which the cloud descends in rain and storm. Look to the central portion of society; there the soil is more genial, and its produce more rich." " Is it so, in truth 1 " answered Warner ; " pardon me, I believe not; the middling classes are as human as the rest. There is the region, — the heart of Avarice, — systematized, spreading, rotting, the very fungus and leprosy of social states ; suspicion, craft, hypocrisy, ser- vility to the great, oppression to the low, the waxlike mimicry of courtly vices, the hardness of flint to humble woes; thought, feeling, the faculties and impulses of man, all ulcered into one great canker, — gain; — these THE DISOWNED. Ill make the general character of the middling class, the unleavened mass of that mediocrity which it has heen the wisdom of the shallow to applaud. Pah! %ve too are of this class, this potter's earth, this paltry mixture of mud and stone ; but we, my friend, we will knead gold into our clay." " But look, " said Clarence, pointing to the group be- fore them, — " look : yon wretched mother, whose voice an instant ago uttered the coarsest accents of maudlin and intoxicated prostitution, is now fostering her infant, with a fondness stamped upon her worn cheek and hollow eye which might shame the nice maternity of nobles; and there, too, yon wretch whom, in the reck- less effrontery of hardened abandonment, we ourselves heard a few minutes since boast of his dexterity in theft, and openly exhibit his token, — look, he is now, with a Samaritan's own charity, giving the very goods for which his miserable life was risked to that attenuated and starving stripling! No, Warner, no! even this mass is not unleavened. The vilest infamy is not too deep for the Seraph Virtue to descend and illumine its abyss ! " " Out on the weak fools ! " said the artist, bitterly : " it would be something, if they could be consistent even in crime! " and, placing his arm in Linden's, he drew him away. As the picture grew beneath the painter's hand, Clarence was much struck with the outline and expres- sion of countenance given to the regicide Bradshaw. " They are but an imperfect copy of the living origi- nal from whom I have borrowed them," said "Warner, in answer to Clarence's remark upon the sternness of the features. " But that original, a relation of mine, is coming here to-day, — you shall see him." While Warner was yet speaking, the person in ques- 112 THE DISOWNED. tion entered. His wort>, indeed, the form and face worthy to be seized by the painter. The peculiarity of his character made him affect a plainness of dress un- usual to the day, and approaching to the simplicity, but not the neatness, of Quakerism. His hair — then, with all the better ranks, a principal object of cultivation — was wild, dishevelled, and, in wiry flakes of the sablest hue, rose abruptly from a forehead on which either thought or passion had written its annals with an iron pen; the lower part of the brow, which overhung the eye, was singularly sharp and prominent; while the lines, or rather furrows, traced under the eyes and nostrils, spoke somewhat of exhaustion and internal fatigue. But this expression was contrasted and contradicted by the firmly-compressed lip ; the lighted, steady, stern eye ; the resolute and even stubborn front, joined to proportion." strikingly athletic, and a stature of uncommon height. "Well, Wolfe," said the young painter to the person we have described, " it is indeed a kindness to give me a second sitting." " Tush, boy ! " answered Wolfe : " all men have theii vain points, and I own that I am not ill pleased that these rugged features should be assigned, even in fancy, to one of the noblest of those men who judged the mightiest cause in which a country was ever plaintiff, a tyrant criminal, and a world witness! " While Wolfe was yet speaking, his countenance, so naturally harsh, took a yet sterner aspect, and the artist, by a happy touch, succeeded in transferring it to the canvas. " But, after all, " continued Wolfe, " it shames me to lend aid to an art frivolous in itself, and almost culpable in times when Freedom wants the head to design, and, perhaps, the hand to execute far other and nobler works THE DISOWNED. 113 than the blazoning of her past deeds upon perishable canvas." A momentary anger at the slight put upon his art crossed the pale brow of the artist ; but he remembered the character of the man, and continued his work in silence. " You consider then, sir, that these are times in which liberty is attacked 1 " said Clarence. "Attacked?" repeated Wolf e, — " attacked ! " and then suddenly sinking his voice into a sort of sneer; " why, since the event which this painting is designed to commemorate, — I know not if we have ever had one solitary gleam of liberty break along the great chaos of jarring prejudice and barbarous law which we term, forsooth, a glorious constitution. Liberty attacked! no, ■boy, — but it is a time when liberty may be gained. " Perfectly unacquainted with the excited politics of the day, or the growing and mighty spirit which then stirred through the minds of men, Clarence remained silent; but his evident attention flattered the fierce republican, and he proceeded. " Ay, " he said slowly, and as if drinking in a deep and stern joy from his conviction in the truth of the words he uttered, — "ay, I have wandered over the face of the earth, and I have warmed my soul at the fires which lay hidden under its quiet surface ; I have been in the city and the desert, — the herded and banded crimes of the Old World, and the scattered, but bold hearts which are found among the savannahs of the New, — and in either I have beheld that seed sown, which, from a mustard-grain too scanty for a bird's beak, shall grow up to be a shelter and a home for the whole family of man. I have looked upon the thrones of kings, and lo ! the anointed ones were in purple and festive pomp ; and vol. i. — 8 114 THE DISOWNED. I looked beneath the thrones, and I saw want and hunger and despairing wrath gnawing the foundations away. I have stood in the streets of that great city where mirth seems to hold an eternal jubilee, and he- held the nohle riot while the peasant starved; and the priest build altars to Mammon, piled from the earnings of groaning lahor, and cemented with blood and tears. But I looked farther, and saw, in the rear, chains sharpened into swords, misery ripening into justice, and famine darkening into revenge ; and I laughed as I be- held, for I knew that the day of the oppressed was at hand." Somewhat awed by the prophetic tone, though re- volted by what seemed to him the novelty and the fierceness, of the sentiments of the republican, Clarence, after a brief pause, said, — " And what of our own country 1 " Wolfe's brow darkened. " The oppression here, " said he, " has not been so weighty, therefore the reac- tion will be less strong; the parties are more blended, therefore their separation will be more arduous; the extortion is less strained, therefore the endurance will be more meek; but, soon or late, the struggle must come: bloody will it be, if the strife be even; gentle and lasting, if the people predominate." " And if the rulers be the strongest 1 " said Clarence. "The struggle will be renewed," replied Wolfe, doggedly. ' You still attend those oratorical meetings, cousin, I think ? " said Warner. " I do, " said Wolfe ; " and if you are not so utterly absorbed in your vain and idle art as to be indifferent to all things nobler, you will learn yourself to take interest in what concerns, — I will not say your country, THE DISOWNED. 115 but — mankind. For you, young man " (and the repub- lican turned to Clarence), " I would fain hope that life has not already been diverted from the greatest of human objects; if so, come to-morrow night to our assembly, and learn from worthier lips than mine the precepts and the hopes for which good men live or die. " " I will come at all events to listen, if not to learn, " said Clarence, eagerly, for his curiosity was excited. And the republican, having now fulfilled the end of his visit, rose and departed. 116 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XV. Bound to suffer persecution And martyrdom with resolution, T' oppose himself against the hate And vengeance of the incensed state. Hudibras. Borx of respectable though not wealthy parents, John Wolfe was one of those fiery and daring spirits which, previous to some mighty revolution, fate seems to scatter over various parts of the earth, even those removed from the predestined explosion : heralds of the events in which they are fitted, though not fated, to be actors. The period at which he is presented to the reader was one considerably prior to that French Revolution so much debated and so little understood. But some such event, though not foreseen by the common, had been already foreboded by the more enlightened eye ; and Wolfe, from a protracted residence in France, among the most discon- tented of its freer spirits, had brought hope to that burning enthusiasm which had long made the pervading passion of his existence. Bold to ferocity, generous in devotion to folly in self-sacrifice, unflinching in his tenets to a degree which rendered their ardor ineffectual to all times, because utterly inapplicable to the present, Wolfe was one of those zealots whose very virtues have the semblance of vice, and whose very capacities for danger become harm- less from the rashness of their excess. It was not among the philosophers and reasoners of France that Wolfe had drawn strength to his opinions: THE DISOWNED. 117 whatever such companions might have done to his tenets, they would at least have moderated his actions. The philosopher may aid or expedite a change, but never does the philosopher in any age or of any sect coun- tenance a crime. But of philosophers Wolfe knew little, and probably despised them for their temperance : it was among fanatics, ignorant but imaginative, that he had strengthened the love without comprehending the nature of republicanism. Like Lucian's painter, whose flattery portrayed the one-eyed prince in profile, he viewed only that side of the question in which there was no defect, and gave beauty to the whole by concealing the half. Thus, though on his return to England herding with the common class of his reforming brethren, Wolfe pos- sessed many peculiarities and distinctions of character which, in rendering him strikingly adapted to the pur- pose of the novelist, must serve as a caution to the reader not to judge of the class by the individual. With a class of republicans in England there was a strong tendency to support their cause by reasoning. With Wolfe, whose mind was little wedded to logic, all was the offspring of turbulent feelings, which, in rejecting argument, substituted declamation for syllogism. This effected a powerful and irreconcilable distinction between Wolfe and the better part of his comrades; for the habits of cool reasoning, whether true or false, are little likely to bias the mind towards those crimes to which Wolfe's irregulated emotions might possibly urge him, and give to the characters to which they are a sort of common denominator something of method and much of similarity. But the feelings — those orators which allow no calculation, and baffle the tameness of comparison — rendered Wolfe alone, unique, eccentric in opinion or action, whether of vice or virtue. 118 THE DISOWNED. Private ties frequently moderate the ardor of our public enthusiasm. Wolfe had none. His nearest re- lation was Warner, and it may readily be supposed that with the pensive and contemplative artist he had very little in common. He had never married, nor had ever seemed to wander from his stern and sterile path in the most transient pursuit of the pleasures of sense. Inflex- ibly honest, rigidly austere, — in his moral character his bitterest enemies could detect no flaw, — poor, even to indigence, he had invariably refused all overtures of the government; thrice imprisoned and heavily fined for his doctrines, no fear of a future, no remembrance of the past punishment could ever silence his bitter elo- quence or moderate the passion of his distempered zeal; kindly, though rude, his scanty means were ever shared by the less honest and disinterested followers of his faith; and he had been known for days to deprive him- self of food, and for nights of shelter, for the purpose of yielding food and shelter to another. Such was the man doomed to forsake, through a' long and wasted life, every substantial blessing, in pursuit of a shadowy good; with the warmest benevolence in his heart, to relinquish private affections, and to brood even to madness over public offences, — to sacrifice everything, in a generous though erring devotion, for that freedom whose cause, instead of promoting, he was calculated to retard; and, while he believed himself the martyr of a high and uncompromising virtue, to close his career with the greatest of human crimes. THE DISOWNED. 119 CHAPTER XVI. Faith, methinks his humor is good, and his purse will buy good company. — The Parson's Wedding. When Clarence returned home, after the conversation recorded in our last chapter, he found a note from Tal- hot, inviting him to meet some friends of the latter at supper that evening. It was the first time Clarence had been asked, and he looked forward with some curiosity and impatience to the hour appointed in the note. It is impossible to convey any idea of the jealous ran- cor felt by Mr. and Mrs. Copperas on hearing of this distinction, — a distinction which " the perfect courtier " had never once bestowed upon themselves. Mrs. Copperas tossed her head, too indignant for words; and the stock-jobber, in the bitterness of his soul, affirmed, with a meaning air, " that he dared say, after all, that the old gentleman was not so rich as he gave out." On entering Talbot's drawing-room, Clarence found about seven or eight people assembled: their names, in proclaiming the nature of the party, indicated that the aim of the host was to combine aristocracy and talent. The literary acquirements and worldly tact of Talbot, joined to the adventitious circumstances of birth and fortune, enabled him to effect this object, so desirable in polished society, far better than we generally find it effected now. The conversation of these guests was light and various. The last bon mot of Chesterfield, the last sarcasm of Horace Walpole, Goldsmith's " Trav- 120 THE DISOWNED. ellcr, " Shcnstone's "Pastorals," and the attempt of Mrs. Montagu to bring Shakespeare into fashion, — in all these subjects the graceful wit and exquisite taste of Talbot shone pre-eminent; and he had almost succeeded in convincing a profound critic that Gray was a poet more likely to live than Mason, when the servant announced supper. That was the age for suppers! Happy age! Meal of ease and mirth; when wine and night lit the lamp of Avit! Oh, what precious things were said and looked lit those banquets of the soul! There, epicurism was in the lip as well as the palate, and one had humor for a hors d'ceuvre, and repartee for an entremet. In dinner there is something too pompous, too formal, for the true ease of table talk. One's intellectual appetite, like the physical, is coarse but dull. At dinner one is fit only for eating; after dinner only for politics. But supper was a glorious relic of the ancients. The bustle of the day had thoroughly wound up the spirit, and every stroke upon the dial-plate of wit was true to tho genius of the hour. The wallet of diurnal anecdote was full, and craved unloading. The great meal — that vul- gar first love of the appetite — was over, and one now only flattered it into coquetting with another. Tho mind, disengaged and free, was no longer absorbed in a cutlet or burdened with a joint. The gourmand carried the nicety of his physical perception to his moral, and applauded a bon mot instead of a bonne bouche. Then, too, one had no necessity to keep a reserve of thought for the after evening; supper was the final con- summation, the glorious funeral pyre of the day. One could be merry till bed-time without an interregnum. Nay, if in the ardor of convivialism one did, — I merely THE DISOWNED. 121 hint at the possibility of such an event, — if one did exceed the narrow limits of strict ebriety, and open the heart with a ruby key, one had nothing to dread from the cold, or, what is worse, the warm looks of ladies in the drawing-room; no fear that an imprudent word, in the amatory fondness of the fermented blood, might ex- pose one to matrimony and settlements. There was no tame trite medium of propriety and suppressed confi- dence, no bridge from board to bed, over which a false step (and your wine cup is a marvellous corrupter of ambulatory rectitude) might precipitate into an irrecov- erable abyss of perilous communication or unwholesome truth. One's pillow became at once the legitimate and natural bourn to " the overheated brain ; " and the generous rashness of the conatorial reveller was not damped by untimeous caution or ignoble calculation. But " we have changed all that now : " sobriety has become the successor of suppers; the great ocean of moral encroachment has not left us one little island of refuge. Miserable supper-lovers that we are, like the native Indians of America, a scattered and daily disap- pearing race, we wander among strange customs, and behold the innovating and invading dinner spread gradu- ally over the very space of time in which the majesty of supper once reigned undisputed and supreme ! " ye heavens, be kind, And feel, thou earth, for this afflicted race." 1 As he was sitting down to the table, Clarence's notice was arrested by a somewhat suspicious and unpleasing occurrence. The supper room was on the ground floor, and, owing to the heat of the weather, one of the win- dows facing the small garden, was left open. Through 1 Wordsworth. 122 THE DISOWNED. this window Clarence distinctly saw the face of a man look into the room for one instant, with a prying and curious gaze, and then as instantly disappear. As no one else seemed to remark this incident, and the general attention was somewhat noisily engrossed by the subject of conversation, Clarence thought it not worth while to mention a circumstance for which the impertinence of any neighboring servant or drunken passer-by might easily account. An apprehension, however, of a more unpleasant nature shot across him, as his eye fell upon the costly plate which Talbot rather ostentatiously dis- played, and then glanced to the single and aged servant, who was, besides his master, the only male inmate of the house. Nor could he help saying to Talbot, in the course of the evening, that he wondered he was not afraid of hoarding so many articles of value in a house at once lonely and ill-guarded. " Ill-guarded ! " said Talbot, rather affronted, " why, I and my servant always sleep here ! " To this Clarence thought it neither prudent nor well- bred to offer further remark. THE DISOWNED. 123 CHAPTER XVII. Meetings, or public calls, he never missed, To dictate often, always to assist. • • ■ • • To his experience and his native sense, He joined a bold, imperious eloquence ; The grave, stern look of men informed and wise, A full command of feature, heart, and eyes, An awe-compelling frown, and fear-inspiring size. Crabbe. The next evening Clarence, mindful of Wolfe's invita- tion, inquired from Warner (who repaid the contempt of the republican for the painter's calling by a similar feeling for the zealot's) the direction of the oratorical meeting, and repaired there alone. It was the most celebrated club (of that description) of the day, and well worth attending, as a gratification to the curiosity, if not an improvement to the mind. On entering, he found himself in a long room, toler- ably well lighted, and still better filled. The sleepy countenances of the audience, the whispered conversa- tion carried on at scattered intervals, the listless atti- tudes of some, the frequent yawns of others, the eager- ness with which attention was attracted to the opening door, when it admitted some new object of interest, the desperate resolution with which some of the more ener- getic turned themselves towards the orator, and then, with a faint shake of the head, turned themselves again hopelessly away, — were all signs that denoted that no very eloquent declaimer was in possession of the 124 THE DISOWNED. "house." It was, indeed, a singularly dull, monotonous voice which, arising from the upper end of the room, dragged itself on towards the middle, and expired with a sighing sound before it reached the end. The face of the speaker suited his vocal powers : it was small, mean, and of a round stupidity, without anything even in fault that could possibly command attention, or even the ex- citement of disapprobation ; the very garments of the orator seemed dull and heavy, and, like the Melancholy of Milton, had a " leaden look. " Now and then some words more emphatic than others, — - stones breaking, as it were, with a momentary splash the stagnation of the heavy stream, — produced from three very quiet, un- happy-looking persons, seated next to the speaker, his immediate friends, three single insolated " hears ! " The force of friendship could no further go. At last the orator having spoken through, suddenly stopped; the whole meeting seemed as if a weight had been taken from it; there was a general buzz of awak- ened energy, each stretched his limbs, and resettled him- self in his place, And turning to his neighbor, said, " Rejoice ! " A pause ensued; the chairman looked round, — the eyes of the meeting followed those of their president, with a universal and palpable impatience, towards an obscure corner of the room : the pause deepened for one moment, and then was broken ; a voice cried " Wolfe ! " and at that signal the whole room shook with the name. The place which Clarence had taken did not allow him to see the object of these cries till he rose from his situa- tion, and, passing two rows of benches, stood forth in THE DISOWNED. 125 the middle space of the room; then, from one to one, went round the general roar of applause; feet stamped, hands clapped, umbrellas set their sharp points to the ground, and walking-sticks thumped themselves out of shape in the universal clamor. Tall, gaunt, and erect, the speaker possessed, even in the mere proportions of his frame, that physical power which never fails, in a popular assembly, to gam attention to mediocrity, and to throw dignity over faults. He looked very slowly round the room, remaining perfectly still and motionless, till the clamor of applause had entirely subsided, and every ear, Clarence's no less eagerly than the rest, was strained, and thirsting to catch the first syllables of his voice. It was then with a low, very deep, and somewhat hoarse tone that he began; and it was not till he had spoken for several minutes that the iron expression of his face altered, that the drooping hand was raised, and that the suppressed, yet powerful voice began to expand and vary in its volume. He had then entered upon a new department of his subject. The question was connected with the English constitution, and Wolfe was now pre- paring to put forth, in long and blackened array, the alleged evils of an aristocratical form of government. Then it was as if the bile and bitterness of years were poured forth in a terrible and stormy wrath, then his action became vehement, and his eye flashed forth unut- terable fire ; his voice, solemn, swelling and increasing with each tone in its height and depth, filled, as with something palpable and perceptible, the shaking walls. The listeners, — a various and unconnected group, bound by no tie of faith or of party, many attracted by curiosity, many by the hope of ridicule : some abhorring the tenets expressed, and nearly all disapproving their principles or doubting their wisdom, — the listeners, certainly not 126 THE DISOWNED. a group previously formed or moulded into enthusiasm, became rapt and earnest, their very breath forsook them. Linden had never before that night heard a public speaker ; but he was of a thoughtful and rather calculat- ing mind, and his early habits of decision, and the pre- mature cultivation of his intellect, rendered him little susceptible, in general, to the impressions of the vulgar; nevertheless, in spite of himself, he was hurried away by the stream, and found that the force and rapidity of the speaker did not allow him even time for the dissent and disapprobation which his republican maxims and fiery denunciations perpetually excited in a mind aristocratic both by creed and education. At length, after a perora- tion of impetuous and magnificent invective, the orator ceased. In the midst of the applause that followed, Clarence left the assembly ; he could not endure the thought that any duller or more commonplace speaker should fritter away the spell which yet bound and engrossed his spirit. THE DISOWNED. 127 CHAPTER XVIII. At the bottom of the staircase was a small door, which gave way before Nigel, as he precipitated himself upon the scene of action, a cocked pistol in one hand, etc. — Fortunes of Nigel. The night, though not utterly dark, was rendered capri- cious and dim hy alternate wind and rain ; and Clarence was delayed in his return homeward by seeking occa- sional shelter from the rapid and heavy showers which hurried by. It was during one of the temporary cessa- tions of the rain that he reached Copperas Bower, and while he was searching in his pockets for the key which was to admit him, he observed two men loitering about his neighbor's house. The light was not sufficient to give him more than a scattered and imperfect view of their motions. Somewhat alarmed, he stood for several moments at the door, watching them as well as he was able; nor did he enter the house till the loiterers had left their suspicious position, and, walking onwards, were hid entirely from him by the distance and darkness. " It really is a dangerous thing for Talbot," thought Clarence , as he ascended to his apartment, " to keep so many valuables, and only one servant, and that one as old as himself too. However, as I am by no means sleepy, and my room is by no means cool, I may as well open my window, and see if those idle fellows make their reappearance." Suiting the action to the thought Clarence opened his little casement, and leaned wist- fully out. 128 THE DISOWNED. He had no light in his room, for none was ever left for him. This circum tance, however, of course enabled him the better to penetrate the dimness and haze of the night, and, by the help of the fluttering lamps, he was enabled to take a general, though not minute survey of the scene below. I think I have before said that there was a garden between Talbot's house and Copperas Bower; this was bounded by a wall, which confined Talbot's peculiar territory of garden, and this wall, describing a parallelo- gram, faced also the road. It contained two entrances, — one the principal adytus, in the shape of a comely iron gate, the other a wooden door, which, being a pri- vate pass, fronted the intermediate garden before men- tioned, and was exactly opposite to Clarence's window. Linden had been more than ten minutes at his post, and had just begun to think his suspicions without foundation, and his vigil in vain, when he observed the same figures he had seen before advance slowly from the distance, and pause by tne front gate of Talbot's mansion. Alarmed and anxious, he redoubled his attention; he stretched himself, as far as his safety would permit, out of the window; the lamps, agitated by the wind, which swept by in occasional gusts, refused to grant to his straining sight more than an inaccurate and unsatisfying survey. Presently a blast, more violent than ordinary, suspended as it were the falling columns of rain, and left Clarence in almost total darkness; it rolled away, and the momentary calm which ensued enabled him to see that one of the men was stooping by the gate, and the other standing apparently on the watch at a little distance. Another gust shook the lamps, and again obscured his view; and when it had passed onward in THE DISOWNED. 129 its rapid course, the men had left the gate, and were in the garden beneath his window. They crept cautiously but swiftly along the opposite wall, till they came to the small door we have before mentioned; here they halted, and one of them appeared to occupy himself in opening the door. Now then, fear was changed into certainty, and it seemed without doubt that the men, having found some difficulty or danger in forcing the stronger or more public entrance, had changed their quarter of attack. No more time Avas to be lost ; Clar- ence shouted aloud, but the high wind probably pre- vented the sound reaching the ears of the burglars, or at least rendered it dubious and confused. The next moment, and before Clarence could repeat his alarm, they had opened the door, and were within the neighbor- ing garden, beyond his view. Very young men, unless their experience has outstripped their youth, seldom have much presence of mind; that quality, which is the opposite to surprise, comes to us in those years when nothing seems to us strange or unexpected. But a much older man than Clarence might have well been at a loss to know what conduct to adopt in the situation in which our hero was placed. The visits of the watch- man to that (then) obscure and ill-inhabited neighbor- hood, were more regulated by his indolence than his duty, and Clarence knew that it would be in vain to listen for his cry or tarry for his assistance. He him- self was utterly unarmed, but the stock-jobber had a pair of horse-pistols, and as this recollection flashed upon him, the pause of deliberation ceased. With a swift step he descended the first flight of stairs, and pausing at the chamber door of the faithful couple, knocked upon its panels with a loud and hasty summons. The second repetition of the noise produced the sen- vol. i. — 9 130 THE DISOWNED. tence, uttered in a very trembling voice, of " Who '3 there 1 " "It is I, Clarence Linden," replied our hero; "lose no time in opening the door. " This answer seemed to re-assure the valorous stock- jobber. He slowly undid the bolt and turned the key. " In Heaven's name, what do you want, Mr. Linden ? " said he. " Ay," cried a sharp voice from the more internal recesses of the chamber, "what do you want, sir, dis- turbing us in the bosom of our family, and at the dead of night?" With a rapid voice, Clarence repeated what he had seen, and requested the broker to accompany him to Talbot's house, or at least to lend him his pistols. "He shall do no such thing," cried Mrs. Copperas. " Come here, Mr. C, and shut the door directly." "Stop, my love," said the stock-jobber, "stop a moment. " " For God's sake," cried Clarence, "make no delay; the poor old man may be murdered by this time. " "It's no business of mine," said the stock-jobber. " If Adolphus had not broken the rattle I would not have minded the trouble of springing it; but you are very much mistaken if you think I am going to leave my warm bed in order to have my throat cut. " " Then give me your pistols," cried Clarence; " I will go alone." " I shall commit no such folly," said the stock- jobber; " if you are murdered, I may have to answer it to your friends, and pay for your burial. Besides, you owe us for your lodgings, — go to your bed, young man, as I shall to mine." And so saying, Mr. Copperas proceeded to close the door. THE DISOWNED. 131 But enraged at the brutality of the man, and excited by the urgency of the case , Clarence did not allow him so peaceable a retreat. With a strong and fierce grasp, he seized the astonished Copperas by the throat, and shaking him violently, forced his own entrance into the sacred nuptial chamber. " By .Heaven," cried Linden, in a savage and stern tone, for his blood was up, ' I will twist your coward's throat, and save the murderer his labor, if you do not instantly give me up your pistols. " The stock-jobber was panic-stricken. " Take them," he cried in the extremest terror; " there they are on the chimney-piece, close by." "Are they primed and loaded?" said Linden, not relaxing his gripe. " Yes, yes! " said the stock-jobber, " loose my throat, or you will choke me ! " and, at that instant, Clarence felt himself clasped by the invading hrnds of Mrs. Copperas. " Call off your wife," said he, " or I will choke you! " and he tightened his hold, " and tell her to give me the pistols." The next moment Mrs. Copperas extended the debated weapons towards Clarence. He seized them, flung the poor stock-jobber against the bed-post, hurried down- stairs, opened the back door, which led into the garden, flew across the intervening space, arrived at the door, and entering Talbot's garden, paused to consider what was the next step to be taken. A person equally brave as Clarence, but more cautious, would not have left the house without alarming Mr. de Warens, even in spite of the failure of his master; but Linden only thought of the pressure of time, and the necessity of expedition, and he would have been a 132 THE DISOWNED. very unworthy hero of romance had he felt fear for two antagonists, with a brace of pistols at his command, and a high and good action in view. After a brief but decisive halt, he proceeded rapidly round the house, in order to ascertain at which part the ruffians had admitted themselves, should they (as indeed there was little doubt) have already effected their entrance. He found the shutters of one of the principal rooms on the ground floor had been opened, and through the aperture he caught the glimpse of a moving light, which was suddenly obscured. As he was about to enter, the light again flashed out; he drew back just in time, care- fully screened himself behind the shutter, and through one of the chinks observed what passed within. Oppo- site to the window was a door which conducted tc the hall and principal staircase; this door Avas open, and in the hall, at the foot of the stairs, Clarence saw two men; one carried a dark lantern from which the light proceeded, and some tools, of the nature of which Clar- ence was naturally ignorant: this was a middle-sized muscular man, dressed in the rudest garb of an ordinary laborer; the other was much taller and younger, and his dress was of rather a less ignoble fashion. "Hist! hist!" said the taller one, in a low tone, "did you not hear a noise, Ben? " " Not a pin fall; but stow your whids man! " This was all that Clarence heard in a connected form; but as the wretches paused in evident doubt how to pro- ceed, he caught two or three detached words, which his ingenuity readily formed into sentences. " No, no! sleeps to the left — old man above — plate-chest — we must have the blunt too. Come, track up the dancers, and dowse the glim. " And at the last words the light THE DISOWNED. 133 was extinguished, and Clarence's quick and thirsting ear just caught their first steps on the stairs; they died away, and all was hushed. It had several times occurred to Clarence to rush from his hiding-place and fire at the ruffians : and per- haps that measure would have been the wisest he could have taken ; but Clarence had never discharged a pistol in his life, and he felt, therefore, that his aim must be un- certain enough to render a favorable position and a short distance essential requisites. Both these were at pre- sent denied to him; and although he saw no weapons about the persons of the villains, yet he imagined they would not have ventured on so dangerous an expedition without fire-arms; and if he failed, as would have been most probable in his two shots, he concluded that though the alarm would be given, his own fate would be inevitable. If this was reasoning upon false premises, — for house- breakers seldom or never carry loaded fire-arms, and never stay for revenge when their safety demands escape, — Clarence may be forgiven for not knowing the customs of house-breakers, and for not making the very best of an extremely novel and dangerous situation. No sooner did he find himself in total darkness, than he bitterly reproached himself for his late backwardness; and inwardly resolving not again to miss any oppor- tunity which presented itself, he entered the window, groped along the room int^ the hall, and found his way very slowly, and after much circumlocution, to the staircase. He had just gained the summit when a loud cry broke upon the stillness: it came from a distance, and was instantly hushed; but he caught at brief intervals the sound of angry and threatening voices. Clarence bent 134 THE DISOWNED. down anxiously, in the hope that some solitary ray would escape through the crevice of the door within which the robhers were engaged. But though the sounds came from the same floor as that on which he now trod, ihey seemed far and remote, and not a gleam of light broke the darkness. He continued, however, to feel his way in the direc- tion from which the sounds proceeded, and soon found himself in a narrow gallery; the voices seemed more loud and near as he advanced ; at last he distinctly heard the words, — " Will you not confess where it is placed ? " " Indeed, indeed," replied an eager and earnest voice, which Clarence recognized as Talbot's, " this is all the money I have in the house ; the plate is above : my ser- vant has the key, take it — take all — but save his life and mine." "None of your gammon," said another and rougher voice than that of the first speaker : " we know you have more blunt than this, — a paltry sum of fifty pounds, indeed!" " Hold! " cried the other ruffian, " here is a picture set with diamonds, that will do, Ben. Let go the old man. " Clarence was now just at hand, and, probably from a sudden change in tbe position of the dark lantern within, a light abruptly broke from beneath the door, and streamed along the passage. "No, no, no!" cried the old man, in a loud yet tremulous voice, — " no, not that, anything else, but I will defend that with my life." " Ben, my lad," said the ruffian, " twist the old fool's neck : we have no more time to lose. " At that very moment the door was flung violently open, and Clarence Linden stood within three paces of THE DISOWNED. 135 the reprobates and their prey. The taller villain had a miniature in his hand, and the old man clung to his legs with a convulsive but impotent clasp; the other fellow had already his gripe upon Talbot's neck, and his right hand grasped a long case-knife. With a fierce and flashing eye, and a cheek deadly pale with internal and resolute excitement, Clarence confronted the robbers. "Thank Heaven," cried he, "lam not too late!" And, advancing yet another step towards the shorter ruffian, who, struck mute with the suddenness of the apparition, still retained his grasp of the old man, he fired his pistol with a steady and close aim ; the ball penetrated the wretch's brain, and, without sound or sigh, he fell down dead at the very feet of his just de- stroyer. The remaining robber had already meditated, and a second more sufficed to accomplish, his escape. He sprang towards the door; the ball whizzed beside him, but touched him not. With a safe and swift step, long inured to darkness, he fled along the passage ; and Linden, satisfied with the vengeance he had taken upon his comrade, did not harass him with an unavail- ing pursuit. Clarence turned to assist Talbot. The old man was stretched upon the floor insensible , but his hand grasped the miniature which the plunderer had dropped in his flight and terror, and his white and ashen lip was pressed convulsively upon the recovered treasure. Linden raised and placed him on his bed, and while employed in attempting to revive him, the ancient do- mestic, alarmed by the report of the pistol, came, poker in hand, to his assistance. By little and little they recovered the object of their attention. 136 THE DISOWNED. His eyes rolled wildly round the room, and he muttered , — " Off, off! ye shall not roh me of my only relic of her, — where is it? — have you got it? — the picture, the picture ! " " It is here, sir, it is here," said the old servant; " it is in your own hand." Talbot's eye fell upon it; he gazed at it for some moments, pressed it to his lips, and then, sitting erect, and looking wildly round, he seemed to awaken to the sense of his late danger and his present deliverance. THE DISOWNED. 137 CHAPTER XIX. Ah, fleeter far than fleetest storm or steed, Or the death they bear, The heart which tender thought clothes like a dove, With the wings of care ! In the battle, in the darkness, in the need, Shall mine cling to thee ! Nor claim one smile for all the comfort, love, It may bring to thee ! Shelley. LETTER FROM ALGERNON MORDAUXT TO ISABEL ST. LEGER. You told me not to write to you. You know how long, but not how uselessly I have obeyed you. Did you think, Isabel, that my love was of that worldly and common order which requires a perpetual aliment to support it ? Did you think that if you forbade the stream to flow visibly its sources would be exhausted and its channel dried up 1 This may be the passion of others ; it is not mine. Months have passed since we parted, and since then you have not seen me : this letter is the first token you have received from a remembrance which cannot die. But do you think that I have not watched and tended upon you, and gladdened my eyes with gazing on your beauty when you have not dreamed that I was by ? Ah, Isabel, your heart should have told you of it, — mine would had you been so near me ! You receive no letters from me, it is true, — think you that my hand and heart are therefore idle ? No. I write to you a thousand burning lines; I pour out my soul to you; I tell you of all I suffer; my thoughts, my actions, my very dreams, are all traced upon the paper. I send them not to you, but I read them over and over, aud when I come to your name I 133 THE DISOWNED. pause, and shut ray eyes, and then "Fancy has her power," and, lo ! " you arc by my side ! " [sabel, our love has not been a holiday and joyous senti- ment ; but I feel a solemn and unalterable conviction that our union is ordained. Others have many objects to distract and occupy the thoughts which are once forbidden a single direction, hut we have none. At hast, to me you are everything. Pleasure, splendor, am- bition, — all are merged into one great and eternal thought, and that is you ! Others have told me, and I believed them, that I was hard, and cold, and stern, — so, perhaps, I was before I knew you, but now I am weaker and softer than a child. There is a stone which is of all the haidest and the chillest, but when once set on fire it is unquenchable. You smile at my image perhaps, and I should smile if I saw it in the writing of an- other ; for all that I have ridiculed in romance as exaggerated, seems now to me too cool and too commonplace for reality. But this is not what I meant to write to you ; you are ill, dearest and noblest Isabel, you are ill! I am the cause, and you conceal it from me ; and you would rather pine away and die than suffer me to lose one of those worldly advantages which are in my eyes but as dust in the balance, — it is in vain to deny it. I heard from others of your impaired health ; I have witnessed it myself. Do you remember, last night, when you were in the room with your relations, and they made you sing, — a song, too, which you used to sing to me, — and when you came to the second stanza your voice failed you, and you burst into tears, and they, instead of soothing, re- proached and chid you, and you answered not, but wept on 1 Isabel, do you remember that a sound was heard at the win- dow, and a groan ! Even they were startled, but they thought it was the wind ; for the night was dark and stormy, and they saw not that it was 2, — yes, my devoted, my generous love, it was I who gazed upon you, and from whose heart that voice of anguish was wrung; and I saw your cheek was pale and thin, and that the canker at the core had preyed upon the blossom. THE DISOWNED. 139 Think you, after this, that I could keep silence or obey your request ? No, dearest, no ! Is not my happiness your object? I have the vanity to believe so ; and am I not the best judge how that happiness is to be secured ! I tell you, I say it calmly, coldly, dispassionately, — not from the imagination, not even from the heart, but solely from the reason, — that I can bear everything rather than the loss of you ; and that if the evil of my love scathe and destroy you, I shall consider and curse myself as your murderer ! Save me from this ex- treme of misery , my — yes, my Isabel ! I shall be at the copse, where we have so often met before, to-morrow, at noon. You will meet me ; and if I cannot convince you, I will not ask you to be persuaded. A. M. And Isabel read this Tetter, and placed it at her heart, and felt less miserable than she had done for months; for, though she wept, there was sweetness in the tears which the assurance of his love, and the tenderness of his remonstrance, had called forth. She met him, — how could she refuse 1 — and the struggle was past. Though not "convinced," she ivas "persuaded;" for her heart, which refused his reasonings, melted at his reproaches and his grief. But she would not consent to unite her fate with him at once, for the evils of that step to his interests were immediate and near; she was only persuaded to permit their correspondence and occasional meetings, in which, however imprudent they might be for herself, the disadvantages to her lover were distant and remote. It was of him only that she thought, for him she trembled ; for him she was the coward and the woman : for herself she had no fears, and no forethought. And Algernon was worthy of this devoted love, and returned it as it was given. Man's love, in general, is a selfish and exacting sentiment: it demands every 140 THE DISOWNED. sacrifice, and refuses all. But the nature of Mordaunt was essentially high and disinterested, and his honor, like his love, was not that of the world: it was the ethereal and spotless honor of a lofty and generous mind, the honor which custom can neither give nor take away ; and, however impatiently he hore the deferring of a union in which he deemed that he was the only sufferer, he would not have littered a sigh or urged a prayer for that union, could it, in the minutest or remotest degree, have injured or degraded her. These are the hearts and natures which make life beautiful ; these are the shrines which sanctify love ; these are the diviner spirits for whom there is kin- dred and commune with everything exalted and holy in heaven and earth. For tlmn nature unfolds her hoarded poetry, and her hidden spells; for their steps are the lonely mountains, and the still woods have a murmur for their ears ; for them there is strange music in the wave, and in the whispers of the light leaves, and rapture in the voices of the birds; their souls drink, and are saturated with the mysteries of the Universal Spirit, which the philosophy of old times believed to be God himself. They look upon the sky with a gifted vision, and its dove-like quiet descends and overshadows their hearts: the moon and the night are to them wells of Castalian inspiration and golden dreams; and it was one of them, who, gazing upon the evening star, felt in the inmost sanctuary of his soul its mysterious harmonies with his most worshipped hope, his most passionate desire, and dedicated it to — love. THE DISOWNED. 141 CHAPTER XX. Maria. Here 's the brave old man's love, Bianca. That loves the young man. The Woman's Prize; or, the Tamer Tamed. u No, my dear Clarence, you have placed confidence in me, and it is now my duty to return it; you have told me your history and origin, and I will inform you of mine, but not yet. At present we will talk of you. You have conferred upon me what our universal love of life makes us regard as the greatest of human obliga- tions; and though I can bear a large burden of gratitude, yet I must throw off an atom or two, in using my little power in your behalf. Nor is this all : your history has also given you another tie upon my heart, and in grant- ing you a legitimate title to my good offices, removes any scruple you might otherwise have had in accepting them. " I have just received this letter from Lord , the minister for foreign affairs: you will see that he has appointed you to the office of attache at . You will also oblige me by looking over this other letter at your earliest convenience; the trifling sum which it contains will be repeated every quarter : it will do very well for an attache, — when you are an ambassador, why, we must equip you by a mortgage on Scarsdale; and now, my dear Clarence, tell me all about the Copperases. " I need not say who was the speaker of the above sen- tences, — sentences, apparently of a very agreeable 142 THE DISOWNED. nature ; nevertheless, Clarence seemed to think otherwise, for the tears gushed into his eyes, and he was unable for several moments to reply. "Come, my young friend," said Talbot, kindly; "I have no near relations among whom I can choose a son I like better than you, nor you any at present from whom you might select a more desirable father; con- sequently, you must let me look upon you as my own flesh and blood; and as I intend to be a very strict and peremptory father, I expect the most silent and scrupu- lous obedience to my commands. My first parental order to you is to put up those papers, and to say noth- ing more about them; for I have a great deal to talk to you about upon other subjects." And by these and similar kind-hearted and delicate remonstrances, the old man gained his point. From that moment Clarence looked upon him with the grateful and venerating love of a son ; and I question very much if Talbot had really been the father of our hero, whether he would have liked so handsome a successor half so well. The day after this arrangement, Clarence paid his debt to the Copperases, and removed to Talbot's house. With this event commenced a new era in his existence: he was no longer an outcast and a wanderer; out of alien ties he had wrought the link of a close and even paternal friendship; life, brilliant in its prospects, and elevated in its ascent, opened flatteringly before him; and the fortune and courage which had so well provided for the present were the best omens and auguries for the future. One evening, when the opening autumn had made its approaches felt, and Linden and his new parent were seated alone by a blazing fire, and had come to a full pause in their conversation, Talbot, shading his face THE DISOWNED. 143 with the friendly pages of the " Whitehall Evening Paper," as if to protect it from the heat, said, — " I rold you, the other day, that I would give you, at some early opportunity, a brief sketch of my life. This confidence is due to you in return for yours ; and since you will soon leave me, and I am an old man whose life no prudent calculation can fix, I may as well choose the present time to favor you with my confessions." Clarence expressed and looked his interest, and the old man thus commenced: — THE HISTORY OF A VAIN MAN. " I was the favorite of my parents, for I was quick at my lessons, and my father said I inherited my genius from him; and comely in my person, and my mother said that my good looks came from her. So the honest pair saw in their eldest son the union of their own at- tractions, and thought they were making much of them- selves when they lavished their caresses upon me. They had another son : poor Arthur, — I think I see him now ! He was a shy, quiet, subdued boy, of a very plain per- sonal appearance. My father and mother were vain, showy, ambitious people of the world, and they were as ashamed of my brother as they were proud of myself. However, he afterwards entered the army and distin- guished himself highly. He died in battle, leaving an only daughter, who married, as yon know, a nobleman of high rank. Her subsequent fate it is now needless to relate. " Petted and pampered from my childhood, I grew up with a profound belief in my own excellences, and a feverish and irritating desire to impress every one who came in my way with the same idea. There is a sen- 144 THE DISOWNED. fence in Sir William Temple which I have often thought of with a painful conviction of its truth: ' A restlessness in men's minds to be something they are not, and to have something they have not, is the root of all immorality.' 1 At school, I was confessedly the cleverest boy in my remove; and, what I valued equally as much, I was the best cricketer of the best eleven. Here, then, you will say my vanity was satisfied, — no such thing! There Avas a boy who shared my room, and was next me in the school; we were therefore always thrown together. He was a great, stupid, lubberly cub, equally ridiculed by the masters, and disliked by the boys; will you believe that this individual was the express and almost sole object of my envy? He was more than my rival, — he was my superior; and I hated him with all the unleav- ened bitterness of my soul. " I have said he was my superior, — it was in one thing. He could balance a stick, nay, a cricket-bat, a poker, upon his chin, and I could not. You laugh, and so can I now; but it was no subject of laughter to me then. This circumstance, trifling as it may appear to you, poisoned my enjoyment. The boy saw my envy, for I could not conceal it; and as all fools are mali- cious, and most fools ostentatious, he took a particular pride and pleasure in displaying his dexterity, and ' showing off my discontent. You can form no idea of the extent to which this petty insolence vexed and dis- quieted me. Even in my sleep, the clumsy and grin- ning features of this tormenting imp haunted me like a spectre ; my visions were nothing but chins and cricket- bats, — walking-sticks sustaining themselves upon hu- man excrescences, and pokers dancing a hornpipe upon the tip of a nose. I assure you that I have spent hours 1 And of all good. — Author. THE DISOWNED. 145 in secret seclusion, practising to rival my hated com- rade, and my face — see how one vanity quarrels with another — was little better than a map of bruises and discolorations. " I actually became so uncomfortable as to write home, and request to leave the school. I was then about six- teen, and my indulgent father, in granting my desire, told me that I was too old and too advanced in my learning to go to any other academic establishment than the university. The day before I left the school, I gave, as was visually the custom, a breakfast to all my friends; the circumstance of my tormentor's sharing my room obliged me to invite him among the rest. However, I was in high spirits, and, being a universal favorite with my schoolfellows, I succeeded in what was always to me an object of social ambition, and set the table in a roar; yet, when our festival was nearly expired, and I began to allude more particularly to my approaching departure, my vanity was far more gratified, for my feelings were far more touched, by observing the regret, and receiving the good wishes, of all my companions. I still recall that hour as one of the proudest and happiest of my life ; but it had its immediate reverse. My evil demon pub it into my tormentor's head to give me one last parting pang of jealousy. A large umbrella happened acciden- tally to be in my room : Crompton — such was my school- fellow's name — saw and seized it: ' Look, Talbot,' said he, with his taunting and hideous sneer, ' you can't do this ; ' and placing the point of the umbrella upon his forehead, just above the eyebrow, he performed various antics round the room. " At that moment I was standing by the fireplace, and conversing with two boys upon whom, above all others, X wished to leave a favorable impression. My foolish VOL. I. 10 146 THE DISOWNED. soreness on this one subject had been often remarked, and as I turned, in abrupt and awkward discomposure, from the exhibition, I observed my two schoolfellows smile and exchange looks. I am not naturally pas- sionate, and even at that age I had, in ordinary cases, great self-command; but this observation, and the cause which led to it, threw me off my guard. Whenever we are utterly under the command of one feeling, we cannot be said to have our reason: at that instant I literally believe I was beside myself. What! in the very rlush of the last triumph that that scene would ever afford me ; amidst the last regrets of my early friends, to whom I fondly hoped to bequeath a long and brilliant remem- brance, to be thus bearded by a contemptible rival, and triumphed over by a pitiful, yet insulting, superiority; to close my condolences with laughter; to have the final solemnity of my career thus terminating in mockery, and ridicule substituted as an ultimate reminiscence in the place of an admiring regret, — all this, too, to be effected by one so long hated one whom I was the only being forbidden the comparative happiness of despising, — I could not brook it; the insult, — the insulter were too revolting. As the unhappy buffoon approached me, thrusting his distorted face towards mine, T seized and pushed him aside, with a brief curse and a violent hand. The sharp point of the umbrella slipped ; my action gave it impetus and weight; it penetrated his eye, and — > spare me, spare me the rest." 1 The old man bent down, and paused for a few mo- ments before he resumed. " Crompton lost his eye, but my punishment was as severe as his. People who are very vain are usually 1 This instance of vanity, and indeed the whole of Talbot's his- tory, is literally from facts. THE DISOWNED. 147 equally susceptible, and they who feel one thing acutely will so feel another. For years, ay, for many years afterwards, the recollection of my folly goaded me with jhe bitterest and most unceasing remorse. Had I com- mitted murder, my conscience could scarce have afflicted me more severely. I did not regain my self-esteem till I had somewhat repaired the injury I had done. Long after that time, Crompton was in prison, in great and overwhelming distress. I impoverished myself to re- lease him; I sustained him and his family till fortune rendered my assistance no longer necessary; and no tri- umphs were ever more sweet to me than the sacrifices I was forced to submit to, in order to restore him to prosperity. " It is natural to hope that this accident had at lea^t the effect of curing me of my fault ; but it requires phi- losophy in yourself, or your advisers, to render remorse of future avail. How could I amend my fault, when I was not even aware of it ? Smarting under the effects, I investigated not the cause, and I attributed to irasci- bility and vindictiveness what had a deeper and more dangerous origin. " At college, in spite of all my advantages of birth, fortune, health, and intellectual acquirements, I had many things besides the one enemy of remorse to corrode my tranquillity of mind. I was sure to find some one to excel me in something, and this was enough to em- bitter my peace. Our living Goldsmith is my favorite poet, and I perhaps insensibly venerate the genius the more because I find something congenial in the infirmi- ties of the man. I can fully credit the anecdotes re- corded of him. I too could once have been jealous of a pappet handling a spontoon ; 7" too could once have been miserable if two ladies at the theatre were more the 148 THE DISOWNED. objects of attention than myself! You, Clarence, will not despise me for this confession; those who knew me less would. Fools! there is no man so great as not to have some littleness more predominant than all his greatness. Our virtues are the dupes, and often only the playthings, of our follies! "I entered the world, — with what advantages and what avidity! I smile, but it is mournfully, in looking back to that day. Though rich, high-born, and good- looking, I possessed not one of these three qualities in that eminence which could alone satisfy my love of supe- riority, and desire of effect. I knew this somewhat humiliating truth; for, though vain, I was not con- ceited. Vanity, indeed, is the very antidote to conceit; for while the former makes us all nerve to the opinion of others, the latter is perfectly satisfied with its opin- ion of itself. " I knew this truth, and as Pope, if he could not be the greatest of poets, resolved to be the most correct, so I strove, since I could not be the handsomest, the wealthiest, and the noblest of my contemporaries, to excel them, at least, in the grace and consummateness of manner; and in this, after incredible pains, after dili- gent apprenticeship in the world, and intense study in the closet, I at last flattered myself that I had succeeded. Of all success, while we are yet in the flush of youth, and its capacities of enjoyment, I can imagine none more intoxicating or gratifying than the success of society, and I had certainly some years of its triumph and eclat. I was courted, followed, flattered, and sought by the most envied and fastidious circles in England, and even in Paris; for society, so indifferent to those who disdain it, overwhelms with its gratitude — profuse though brief — those who devote themselves to its amusement. The THE DISOWNED. 149 victim to sameness and ennui, it offers, like the pallid and luxurious Roman, a reward for a new pleasure; and, as long as our industry or talent can afford the pleasure, the reward is ours. At that time, then, I reaped the full harvest of my exertions; the disappointment and vexation were of later date. "I now come to the great era of my life, — love. Among my acquaintance was Lady Mary Walden, a widow of high birth, and noble, though not powerful connections. She lived about twenty miles from Lon- don, in a beautiful retreat; and, though not rich, her jointure, rendered ample by economy, enabled her to indulge her love of society. Her house was always as full as its size would permit, and I was among the most welcome of its visitors. She had an only daughter, — even now, through the dim mists of years, that beauti- ful and fairy form rises still and shining before me, undimmed by sorrow, unfaded by time. Caroline Walden was the object of general admiration, and her mother, who attributed the avidity with which her in- vitations were accepted by all the wits and fine gentle- men of the day to the charms of her own conversation, little suspected the face and wit of her daughter to be the magnet of attraction. I had no idea at that time of marriage, still less could I have entertained such a no- tion, unless the step had greatly exalted my rank and prospects. " The poor and powerless Caroline Walden was there- fore the last person for whom 1 had what the jargon of mothers terms 'serious intentions.' However, I was struck with her exceeding loveliness, and amused by the vivacity of her manners; moreover, my vanity was ex- cited by the hope of distancing all my competitors for the smiles of the young beauty. Accordingly, I laid 150 THE DISOWNED. myself out to please, and neglected none of those subtle and almost secret attentions which, of all flatteries, are the most delicate and successful ; and I succeeded. Caroline loved me with all the earnestness and devotion which characterize the love of woman. It never oc- curred to her that I was only trifling with those afivc- tions which it seemed so ardently my intention to win. She knew that my fortune was large enough to dispense with the necessity of fortune with my wife, and in birth she would have equalled men of greater pretensions to myself; added to this, long adulation had made her sensible, though not vain of her attractions, and she listened with a credulous ear to the insinuated flatteries I was so well accustomed to instil. "Never shall I forget — no, though I double my present years — the shock, the wildness of despair with which she first detected the selfishness of my homage ; with which she saw that I had only mocked her trusting simplicit}'; and that while she had been lavishing the richest treasures of her heart before the burning altars of Love, my idol had been Vanity, and my offerings deceit. She tore herself from the profanation of my grasp ; she shrouded herself from my presence. Ail interviews with me were rejected; all my letters returned to me un- opened; and though, in the repentance of my heart, I entreated, I urged her to accept vows that were no longer insincere, her pride became her punishment, as well as my own. In a moment of bitter and desperate feeling, she accepted the offers of another, and made the marriage bond a fatal and irrevocable barrier to our reconciliation and union. " Oh ! how I now cursed my infatuation ; how passion- ately I recalled the past! how coldly I turned from the hollow and false world, to whose service I had sacrificed THE DISOWNED. 151 my happiness, to muse and madden over the prospects I had destroyed, and the loving and noble heart I had re- jected! Alas! after all, what is so ungrateful as that world for which we renounce so much! Its votaries re- semble the Gymnosophists of old, and while they pro- f ess to make their chief end pleasure , we can only learn that they expose themselves to every torture and every pain ! " Lord Merton, the man whom Caroline now called husband, was among the wealthiest and most dissipated of his order; and two years after our separation I met once more with the victim of my unworthiness, blazing in ' the full front ' of courtly splendor, — the leader of its gayeties, and the cynosure of her followers. Inti- mate with the same society, we were perpetually cast to- gether, and Caroline was proud of displaying the indiffer- ence towards me, which, if she felt not, she had at least learned artfully to assume. This indifference was her ruin. The depths of my evil passion were again sounded and aroused, and I resolved yet to humble the pride and conquer the coldness which galled to the very quick the morbid acuteness of my self-love. I again attached my- self to her train, — I bowed myself to the very dust hefore her. What to me were her chilling reply and disdainful civilities! — only still stronger excitements to persevere. " I spare you and myself the gradual progress of my schemes. A woman may recover her first passion, it is true ; but then she must replace it with another. That other was denied to Caroline : she had not even children to engross her thoughts and to occupy her affections; and the gay world, which to many becomes an object, was to her only an escape. "Clarence, my triumph came! Lady Walden (who had never known our secret) invited me to her house: 152 THE DISOWNED. Caroline was there. In the same spot where we had so often stood before, and in which her earliest affections were insensibly breathed away, in that same spot I drew from her colorless and trembling lipa the confession of her weakness, the restored and pervading power of my remembrance. " But Caroline was a proud and virtuous woman: even while her heart betrayed her, her mind resisted; and in the very avowal of her unconquered attachment, she renounced and discarded me forever. I was not an un- generous, though a vain man; but my generosity was wayward, tainted, and imperfect. I could have borne the separation; I could have severed myself from her; I could have flown to the uttermost parts of the earth ; I could have hoarded there my secret yet unextinguished love, and never disturbed her quiet by a murmur; but then the fiat of separation must have come from me ! My vanity could not bear that her lips should reject me ; that my part was not to lie the nobility of sacrifice, but the submission of resignation. However, my better feelings were aroused, and though I could not stifle, I concealed, my selfish repinings. We parted: she re- turned to town, I buried myself in the country; and amidst the literary studies to which, though by fits and starts, I was passionately devoted, I endeavored to forget my ominous and guilty love. " But I was then too closely bound to the world not to be perpetually reminded of its events. My retreat was thronged with occasional migrators from London; my books were mingled with the news and scandal of the day. All spoke to me of Lady Merton; not as 1 loved to picture her to myself, pale and sorrowful, and brood- ing over my image, but gay, dissipated, the dispenser of smiles, the prototype of joy. 1 contrasted this ac- THE DISOWNED. 153 count of her with the melancholy and gloom of my own feelings, and I resented her seeming happiness as an in- sult to myself. " In this angry and fretful mood I returned to London. My empire was soon resumed; and now, Linden, comes the most sickening part of my confessions. Vanity is a growing and insatiable disease : what seems to its desires as wealth to-day, to-morrow it rejects as poverty. I was at first contented to know that I was beloved; by de- grees, slow, yet sure, I desired that others should know it also. I longed to display my power over the cele- brated and courted Lady Merton ; and to put the last crown to my reputation and importance. The envy of others is the food of our own self-love. Oh, you know not, you dream not, of the galling mortifications to which a proud woman, whose love commands her pride, is subjected! I imposed upon Caroline the most humili- ating, the most painful trials; I would allow her to see none but those I pleased; to go to no place where I withheld my consent; and I hesitated not to exert and testify my power over her affections, in proportion to the publicity of the opportunity. " Yet, with all this littleness, would you believe that I loved Caroline with the most ardent and engrossing passion 1 I have paused behind her, in order to kiss the ground she trod on ; I have stayed whole nights be- neath her window, to catch one glimpse of her passing form, even though I had spent hours of the day-time in. her society ; and, though my love burned and consumed me like a fire, I would not breathe a single wish against her innocence, or take advantage of my power to accom- plish what I knew, from her virtue and pride, no atone- ment could possibly repay. Such are the inconsistencies of the heart, and such , while they prevent our perfection 154 THE DISOWNED. redeem us from the utterness of vice! Never, even in my wildest days, was I blind to the glory of virtue, yet never, till my latest years, have I enjoyed the faculty to avail myself of my perception. I resembled the mole, which by Boyle is supposed to possess the idea of light, but to be unable to comprehend the objects on which it shines. " Among the varieties of my prevailing sin, was a weakness, common enough to worldly men. While 1 ostentatiously played off the love I had excited, I could not bear to show the love I felt. In our country, and perhaps, though in a less degree, in all other highly artificial states, enthusiasm, or even feeling of any kind, is ridiculous; and I could not endure the thought that my treasured and secret affections should be dragged from their retreat, to be cavilled and carped at by Every beardless, vain comparative. " This weakness brought on the catastrophe of my love; for, mark me, Clarence, it is through our weakness that our vices are punished! One night I went to a masquerade; and while I was sitting in a remote cor- ner, three of my acquaintances, whom I recognized, though they knew it not, approached and rallied me upon my romantic attachment to Lady Merton. One of them was a woman of a malicious and sarcastic wit ; the other two were men whom I disliked, because their pretensions interfered with mine: they were diners-out, and anecdote-mongers. Stung to the quick by their sar- casms and laughter, I replied in a train of mingled arro- gance and jest; at last I spoke slightingly of the person in question; and these profane and false lips dared not only to disown the faintest love to that being who was more to me than all on earth, but even to speak of her- self with ridicule, and her affection with disdain. THE DISOWNED. 155 " In the midst of this, I turned and beheld, within hearing, a figure which I knew upon the moment. O Heaven! the burning shame and agony of that glance! It raised its mask; I saw that blanched cheek, and that trembling lip ! and I knew that the iron had indeed entered into her 3Gul. " Clarence, I never beheld her again alive. Within a week from that time she was a corpse. She had borne much, suffered much, and murmured not; but this shock pressed too hard, came too home, and from the hand of him for whom she would have sacrificed all! I stood by her in death; I beheld my work; and I turned away, a wanderer and a pilgrim upon the face of the earth. Verily, I have had my reward." The old man paused, in great emotion; and Clarence, who could offer him no consolation, did not break the silence. In a few minutes Talbot continued, — " From that time the smile of woman was nothing to me; I seemed to grow old in a single day. Life lost to me all its objects. A dreary and desert blank stretched itself before me ; the sounds of creation had only in my ears one voice; the past, the future, one image. I left my country for twenty years, and lived an idle and hopeless man in the various courts of the Continent. "At the age of fifty I returned to England. The wounds of the past had not disappeared, but they were scarred over; and I longed, like the rest of my species, to have an object in view. At that age, if we have seen much of mankind, and possess the talents to profit by our knowledge, we must be one of two sects: a politi- cian or a philosopher. My time was not yet arrived for the latter, so I resolved to become the former: but this was denied me, for my vanity had assumed a differ- 156 THE DISOWNED. ent shape. It is true that T cared no longer for the reputation women can bestow; hut I was eager for the applause of men, and I did not like the long labor necessary to attain it. I wished to make a short road to my object, and I eagerly followed every turn hut the right one, in the hopes of its leading me sooner to my goal. " The great characteristic of a vain man , in contradis- tinction to an ambitious man, and his eternal obstacle to a high and honorable fame, is this: he requires for any expenditure of trouble too speedy a rewardj ne cannot wait for years, and climb, step by step, to a lofty object; whatever he attempts, he must seize at a single grasp. Added to this, he is incapable of an exclusive attention to one end ; the universality of his cravings is not con- tented, unless it devours all; and thus he is perpetually doomed to fritter away his energies by grasping at the trifling baubles within his reach, and in gathering the worthless fruit, which a single sun can mature. "This, then, was my fault, and the cause of my fail- ure. I could not give myself up to finance, nor puzzle through the intricacies of commerce: even the common parliamentary drudgeries of constant attendance and late hours, were insupportable to me ; and so, after two or three 'splendid orations,' as my friends termed them, I was satisfied with the putl's of the pamphleteers, and closed my political career. I was now, then, the wit and the conversationalist. With my fluency of speech and variety of information, these were easy distinctions; and the popularity of a dinner-table, or the approbation of a literary coterie, consoled me for the more public and more durable applause I had resigned. " But even this gratification did not last long. I fell ill; and the friends who gathered round the wit, fled THE DISOWNED. 157 from the valetudinarian. This disgusted me , and when I was sufficiently recovered, I again returned to the Continent. But I had a fit of misanthropy and solitude upon me, and so it was not to courts and cities, the scenes of former gayeties, that I repaired; on the con- trary, I hired a house by one of the most sequestered of the Swiss lakes, and, avoiding the living, I surrendered myself, without interruption or control, to commune with the dead. I surrounded myself with books, and pored, with a curious and searching eye, into those works which treat particularly upon 'man. 5 My pas- sions were over, my love of pleasure and society was dried up, and I had now no longer the obstacles which forbid us to be wise ; I unlearned the precepts my man- hood had acquired, and in my old age I commenced phi- losopher; Religion lent me her aid, and by her holy lamp my studies were conned and my hermitage illu- mined. "There are certain characters which, in the world, are evil, and in seclusion are good: Rousseau, whom I know well, is one of them. These persons are of a morbid sensitiveness, which is perpetually galled by collision with others. In short, they are under the do- minion of vanity; and that vanity, never satisfied, and always restless in the various competitions of society, produces 'envy, malice, hatred, and all uncharitable- ness! ' But, in solitude, the good and benevolent dispo- sitions with which our self-love no longer interferes, have room to expand and ripen without being cramped by opposing interests: this will account for many seeming discrepancies in character. There are also some men in whom old age supplies the place of solitude, and Rousseau's antagonist and mental antipodes, Vol- taire, is of this order. The pert, the malignant, the 158 THE DISOWNED. arrogant, the lampooning author, in his youth and man- hood, has become, in his old age, the mild, the benevo- lent, and the venerable philosopher. Nothing is more absurd than to receive the characters of great men so im- plicitly upon the word of a biographer; and nothing can be less surprising than our eternal disputes upon individuals; for no man throughout life is the same being, and each season of our existence contradicts the characteristics of the last. " And now, in my solitude and my old age, a new spirit entered within me; the game in which I had engaged so vehemently was over for me; and I joined to my experience as a player, my coolness as a spectator. I no longer struggled with my species, and I began insensibly to love them. I established schools, and founded charities; and in secret, but active, services to mankind, I employed my exertions and lavished my desires. " From this amendment I date the peace of mind and elasticity which I now enjoy; and in my later years, the happiness which I pursued in my youth and maturity so hotly, yet so ineffectually, has flown unsolicited to my breast. " About five years ago I came again to England, with the intention of breathing my last in the country which gave me birth. I retired to my family home; I en- deavored to divert myself in agricultural improvements, and my rental was consumed in speculation. This did not please me long; I sought society, — society in York- shire! You may imagine the result: I was out of my element; the mere distance from the metropolis, from all genial companionship, sickened me with a vague feeling of desertion and solitude ; for the first time in my life I felt my age and my celibacy. Once more I THE DISOWNED. 159 returned to town; a complaint attacked my lungs, the physicians recommended the air of this neighborhood, and I chose the residence I now inhabit. Without being exactly in London, I can command its advan- tages, and obtain society as a recreation, without buying it by restraint. I am not fond of new faces, nor any longer covetous of show; my old servant therefore con- tented me; for the future, I shall, however, satisfy your fears, remove to a safer habitation, and obtain a more numerous guard. It is, at all events, a happiness to me that fate, in casting me here, and exposing me to something of danger, has raised up, in you, a friend for my old age, and selected from this great universe of strangers one being to convince my heart that it has not outlived affection. My tale is done: may you profit by its moral ! " When Talbot said that our characters were undergoing: a perpetual change, he should have made this reserva- tion, the one ruling passion remains to the last; it may be modified, but it never departs : and it is these modifi- cations which do, for the most part, shape out the chan- nels of our change, or, as Helvetius has beautifully ex- pressed it, " we resemble those vessels which the waves still carry towards the south, when the north wind has ceased to blow;" but in our old age, this passion, having little to feed on, becomes sometimes dormant and inert, and then our good qualities rise, as it were, from an incubus, and have their sway. Yet these cases are not common, and Talbot was a remarkable instance, for he was a remarkable man. His mind had not slept while the age advanced, and thus it had swelled as it were from the bondage of its earlier passions and prejudices. But little did he think, in the 1G0 THE DISOWNED. blindness of self-delusion, — though it was so obvious to Clarence that he could Lave smiled if he had not rather inclined to weep at the frailties of human nature, — little did he think that the vanity which had cost him so much, remained "a monarch still," undeposed alike by his philosophy, las religion, or his remorse; and that, debarred by circumstances from all wider and more dan- gerous fields, it still lavished itself upon trifles unworthy of his powers, and puerilities dishonoring his age. Folly is a courtesan whom we ourselves seek, whose favors we solicit at an enormous price, and who, like Lais, finds philosophers at her door, scarcely less fre- quently than the rest of mankind! THE DISOWNED. 161 CHAPTER XXI. Mrs. Trinket. What d' ye buy, — what d' ye lack, gentlemen ? Gloves, ribbons, and essences, — ribbons, gloves, and essences. Etherege. "Axd so; my love," said Mr. Copperas, one morning at breakfast, to his wife, his right leg being turned over his left, and his dexter hand conveying to his mouth a huge morsel of buttered cake, — " and so, my love, they say that the old fool is going to leave the jackanapes all his fortune 1 " " They do say so, Mr. C. : for my part I am quite out of patience with the art of the young man ; I daresay he is no better than he should be; he always had a sharp look, and for ought I know, there may be more in that robbery than you or I dreamed of, Mr. Copperas. It was a pity," continued Mrs. Copperas, upbraiding her lord with true matrimonial tenderness and justice, for the consequences of his having acted from her advice, — " it was a pity, Mr. C, that you should have refused to lend him the pistols to go to the old fellow's assistance, for then who knows but — " " I might have converted them into pocket pistols, " interrupted Mr. C, ''and not have overshot the mark, my dear, — ha, ha, ha ! " " Lord, Mr. Copperas, you are always making a joke of everything." "No, my dear, for once I am making a joke of nothing. " VOL. I. — 11 161' THE DISOWNED. " Well, I declare it's shameful," cried Mrs. Copperas, still following up hex own indignant meditations, "and after taking such notice of Adolphus, too, and all! " "Notice, my dear! mere words," returned Mr. Cop- peras, — " mere words, like ventilators, which make a great deal of air, but never raise the wind; but don't put yourself in a stew, my love, for the doctors say that cop? 2)eras in a stew is poison ! " At this moment, Mr. de Warens, throwing open the door, announced Mr. Brown: that gentleman entered, with a sedate, but cheerful air. " Well, Mrs. Copperas, your servant; any table-linen wanted? Mr. Copperas, how do you do ? I can give you a hint about the stocks. Master Copperas, you are looking bravely; don't you think he wants some new pinbefores, ma'am? But Mr. Clarence Linden, where is he ? Not up yet, I daresay 1 Ah, the present generation is a generation of sluggards, as his worthy aunt, Mrs. Minden, used to say." "I am sure, "said Mrs. Copperas, with a disdainful toss of the head, " I know nothing about the young man. He has left us: a very mysterious piece of business, in- deed, Mr. Brown; and now I think of it, I can't help saying that we were by no means pleased with your intro- duction ; and, by the by, the chairs you bought for us at the sale were a mere take-in, so slight that Mr. AValruss broke two of them by only sitting down. " " Indeed, ma'am ? " said Mr. Brown, with expostulat- ing gravity; " but then Mr. AValruss is so very corpulent. But the young gentleman, what of him ? " continued the broker, artfully turning from the point in dispute. " Lord, Mr. Brown, don't ask me : it was the unluck- iest step we ever made to admit him into the bosom of our family; quite, a viper, I assure you; absolutely robbed poor Adolphus." THE DISOWNED. 163 " Lord help us! " said Mr. Brown, with a look which "cast a browner horror" o'er the room; "who would have thought it 1 And such a pretty young man ! " " Well, " said Mr. Copperas, who, occupied in finish- ing the buttered cake, had hitherto kept silence, "I must be off. Tom, — I mean De Warens, — have you stopped the coach 1 " " Yees, sir. " " And what coach is it ? " " It be the Swallow, sir. " " Oh, very well. And now, Mr. Brown, having swal- lowed in the roll, I will e'en roll in the Swallow, — ha, ha, ha ! At any rate, " thought Mr. Copperas, as he descended the stairs; " he has not heard that before." " Ha, ha ! " gravely chuckled Mr. Brown ; " what a very facetious, lively gentleman Mr. Copperas is. But touching this ungrateful young man, Mr. Linden, ma'am 1 " " Oh, don't tease me, Mr. Brown, I must see after my domestics; ask Mr. Talbot, the old miser, in the next house, the havarr, as the French say." " Well, now, " said Mr. Brown, following the good lady downstairs, — " how distressing for me : and to say that he was Mrs. Minden's nephew, too ! " But Mr. Brown's curiosity was not so easily satisfied, and finding Mr. de Warens leaning over the "front" gate, and " pursuing with wistful eyes " the departing " Swallow, " he stopped, and, accosting him, soon pos- sessed himself of the facts that " old Talbot had been robbed and murdered, but that Mr. Linden had brought him to life again; and that old Talbot had given him a hundred thousand pounds, and adopted him as his son; and that how Mr. Linden was going to be sent to foreign parts, as an ambassador, or governor, or great person; 1C4 THE DISOWNED. and that how meester and meeses were quite ' cut up ' about it. " All these particulars having been duly deposited in the mind of Mr. Brown, they produced an immediate desire to call upon the young gentleman, who, to say nothing of his being so very nearly related to his old customer Mrs. Minden, was always so very great a favorite with him, Mr. Brown. Accordingly, as Clarence was musing over his ap- proaching departure, which was now very shortly to take place, he was somewhat startled by the apparition of Mr. Brown, " Charming day, sir, — charming day, " said the friend of Mrs. Minden, — " just called hi to con- gratulate you. I have a few articles, sir, to present you with: quite rarities, I assure you, — quite presents, I may say. I picked them up at a sale of the late Lady Waddilove's most valuable effects. They are just the things, sir, for a gentleman going on a foreign mis- sion. A most curious ivory chest, with an Indian pad- lock, to hold confidential letters, — belonged formerly, sir, to the Great Mogid ; and a beautiful diamond snuff- box, sir, with a picture of Louis XIV. on it, prodig- iously fine, and will look so loyal, too; and, sir, if you have any old aunts in the country, to send a farewell present to, I have some charmingly fine cambric, a su- perb Dresden tea-set, and a lovely little ' ape, ' stuffed by the late Lady W. herself." " My good sir — " began Clarence. "Ob, no thanks, sir, none at all; too happy to serve a relation of Mrs. Minden, — always proud to keep up family connections. You will be at home to-morrow, sir, at eleven 1 I will look in, — your most humble servant, Mr. Linden. " And, almost upsetting Talbot, who had just entered, Mr. Brown bowed himself out. THE DISOWNED. 165 CHAPTER XXII. We talked with open heart and tongue Affectionate and true A pair of friends, though I was young And Matthew seventy-two. Wordsworth. Meanwhile the young artist proceeded rapidly with his picture. Devoured by his enthusiasm, and utterly engrossed by the sanguine anticipation of a fame which appeared to him already won, he allowed himself no momentary interval of relaxation; his food was eaten by starts, and without stirring from his easel; his sleep was broken and brief by feverish dreams; he no longer roved with Clarence, when the evening threw her shade over his labors; all air and exercise he utterly relin- quished; shut up in his narrow chamber, he passed the hours in a fervid and passionate self-commime, which, even in suspense from his work, riveted his thoughts the closer to its object. All companionship, all intrusion, he bore with irritability and impatience. Even Clarence found himself excluded from the presence of his friend; even his nearest relation, who doated on the very ground which he hallowed with his footstep, was banished from the haunted sanctuary of the painter; from the most placid of human beings, Warner seemed to have grown the most morose. Want of rest, abstinence from food, the impatience of the strained spirit and jaded nerves, — all contributed to waste the health, while they excited the genius of the artist. A crimson spot, never before seen there, 166 THE DISOWNED. burned in the centre of his pale cheek ; his eye glowed with a brilliant, but unnatural fire; his features grew sharp and attenuated ; his bones worked from his whiten- ing and transparent skin ; and the soul and frame, turned from their proper and kindly union, seemed contesting with fierce struggles, which should obtain the mastery and the triumph. But neither his new prospects, nor the coldness of his friend, diverted the warm heart of Clarence from medi- tating how he could most effectually serve the artist before he departed from the country. It was a peculiar object of desire to Warner that the most celebrated painter of the day, who was in terms of intimacy with Talbot, and who, with the benevolence of real superior- ity was known to take a keen interest in the success of more youthful and inexperienced genius, — it was a pe- culiar object of desire to Warner that Sir Joshua Rey- nolds should see his picture before it was completed ; and Clarence, aware of this wish, easily obtained from Talbot a promise that it should be effected. That was the least service of his zeal: touched by the earnestness of Lin- den's friendship, anxious to oblige in any way his pre- server, and well pleased himself to be the patron of merit, Talbot readily engaged to obtain for Warner whatever the attention and favor of high rank or literary distinction could bestow. " As for his picture, " said Talbot (when, the evening before Clarence's departure, the latter was renewing the subject), " I shall myself become the purchaser, and at a price which will enable our friend to afford leisure and study for the completion of his next attempt; but even at the risk of offending your friendship, and disappointing your expectations, I will frankly tell you that I think Warner overrates, perhaps not his talents, but his powers; not his ability THE DISOWNED. 167 for doing something great hereafter, hut his capacity of doing it at present. In the pride of Lis heart he has shown me many of his designs, and I am somewhat of a judge; they want experience, cultivation, taste, and, above all, a deeper study of the Italian masters. They all have the defects of a feverish coloring, an ambitious desire of effect, a wavering and imperfect outline, an ostentatious and unnatural strength of light and shadow; they show, it is true, a genius of no ordinary stamp, but one ill-regulated, inexperienced, and utterly left to its own suggestions for a model. HoAvever, I am glad he wishes for the opinion of one necessarily the best judge : let him bring the picture here by Thursday; on that day my friend has promised to visit me ; and now let us talk of you and your departure. " The intercourse of men of different ages is essentially unequal : it must always partake more or less of advice on one side, and deference on the other; and although the easy and unpedantic turn of Talbot's conversation made his remarks rather entertaining than obviously admonitory, yet they were necessarily tinged by his ex- perience, and regulated by his interest in the fortunes of his young friend. " My dearest Clarence, " said he, affectionately ; " we are about to bid each other a long farewell. I will not damp your hopes and anticipations by insisting on the little chance there is that you should ever see me again. You are about to enter upon the great world, and have within you the desire and the power of success; let me flatter myself that you can profit by my experience. Among the Colloquia of Erasmus there is a very enter- taining dialogue between Apicius and a man who, de- sirous of giving a feast to a very large and miscellaneous party, comes to consult the epicure what will be the 16S THE DISOWNED. best means to give satisfaction to all. Now, you shall be this Spudaeus (so I think he is called), and I will be Apicius; for the world, after all, is nothing more than a great feast of different strangers, with different tastes, and of different ages, and we must learn to adapt our- selves to their minds, and our temptations to their passions, if we wish to fascinate or even to content them. Let me then call your attention to the hints and maxims which I have in this paper amused myself with drawing up for your instruction. Write to me from time to time, and I will, in replying to your letters, give you the best advice in my power. For the rest, my dear boy, I have only to request that you will be frank ; and I, in my turn, will promise that when I cannot assist, I will never reprove. And now, Clarence, as the hour is late, and you leave us early to-morrow, I will no longer detain you. God bless you, and keep you. You are going to enjoy life, I to anticipate death; so that you can find in me little congenial to yourself; but as the good Pope said to our Protestant countryman, 'What- ever the difference between us, I know well that an old man's blessing is never without its value. ' " As Clarence clasped his benefactor's hand, the tears gushed from his eyes. Is there one being, stubborn as the rock to misfortune, whom kindness does not affect? For my part, kindness seems to me to come with a double grace and tenderness from the old; it seems in them the hoarded and long purified benevolence of years, — as if it had survived and conquered the baseness and selfishness of the ordeal it had passed ; as if the winds, which had broken the form, had swept in vain across the heart, and the frosts, which had chilled the blood and whitened the thin locks, had possessed no power over the warm tide of the affections. It is the triumph of THE DISOWNED. 169 nature over art; it is the voice of the angel which is yet within us. Nor is this all: the tenderness of age is twice Messed, — blessed in its trophies over the obduracy of incrusting and withering years ; blessed, because it is tinged with the sanctity of the grave, — because it tells us that the heart will blossom even upon the precincts of the tomb, and flatters us with the inviolacy and immor- tality of love. 170 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XXIII. Cannot I create, Cannot I form, cannot I fashion forth Another world, another universe ? Keats. The next morning Clarence, in his way out of town, directed his carriage (the last and not the least accept- able present from Talbot) to stop at Warner's door. Although it was scarcely sunrise, the aged grandmother of the artist was stirring, and opened the door to the early visitor. Clarence passed her with a brief saluta- tion, hurried up the narrow stairs, and found himself in the artist's chamber. The windows were closed, and the air of the room was confined and hot. A few books, chiefly of history and poetry, stood in confused disorder upon some shelves opposite the window. Upon a table beneath them lay a flute, once the cherished recreation of the young painter, but now long neglected and dis- used ; and placed exactly opposite to Warner, so that his eyes might open upon his work, was the high-prized and already more than half-finished picture. Clarence bent over the bed ; the cheek of the artist rested upon his arm in an attitude unconsciously pic- turesque; the other arm was tossed over the coverlid, and Clarence was shocked to see how emaciated it had become. But ever and anon the lips of the sleeper moved restlessly, and words, low and inarticulate, broke out. Sometimes lie started abruptly, and a bright but evanescent flush darted over his faded and hollow cheek ; THE DISOWNED. 171 and once the fingers of the thin hand, which lay upon the hed, expanded, and suddenly closed in a firm and almost painful grasp; it was then that, for the first time, the words of the artist became distinct. "Ay, ay," said he, " I have thee, I have thee at last. Long, very long, thou hast burned up my heart like fuel, and mocked me, and laughed at my idle efforts; but now, now I have thee. Fame, honor, immortality, whatever thou art called, I have thee, and thou canst not escape ; but it is almost too late ! " And, as if wrung by some sudden pain, the sleeper turned heavily round, groaned audibly, and awoke. " My friend," said Clarence, soothingly, and taking his hand, " I have come to bid you farewell. I am just setting off for the Continent, but I could not leave Eng- land without once more seeing you. I bave good news, too, for you. " And Clarence proceeded to repeat Tal- bot's wish that Warner should bring the picture to his house on the following Thursday, that Sir Joshua might inspect it. He added also, in terms the flattery of which his friendship could not resist exaggerating, Tal- bot's desire to become the purchaser of the picture. "Yes," said the artist, as his eye glanced delightedly over his labor, — " yes, I believe when it is once seen there will be many candidates." " No doubt," answered Clarence ; " and for that reason you cannot blame Talbot for wishing to forestall all other competitors for the prize;" and then, continuing the encouraging nature of the conversation, Clarence enlarged upon the new hopes of his friend, besought him to take time, to spare his health, and not to injure both himself and his performance by over-anxiety and hurry. Clarence concluded by retailing Talbot's assur- ance that in ail cases and circumstances he (Talbot) con- 172 THE DISOWNED. sidered himself pledged to be "Warner's supporter and friend. With something of impatience, mingled with pleas- ure, the painter listened to all these details: nor was it to Linden's zeal, nor to Talbot's generosity, but rather to the excess of his own merit, that he secretly attri- buted the brightening prospect afforded him. The indifference which Warner, though of a disposi- tion naturally kind, evinced at parting with a friend who had always taken so strong an interest in his be- half, and whose tears at that moment contrasted forcibly enough with the apathetic coldness of his own farewell, was a remarkable instance how acute vividness on a single point will deaden feeling on all others. Occu- pied solely and burningly with one intense thought, which was to him love, friendship, health, peace, wealth, Warner could not excite feelings, languid and exhausted with many and fiery conflicts, to objects of minor interest; and perhaps he inwardly rejoiced that his musings and his study would henceforth be sacred even from friendship. Deeply affected, — for his nature was exceedingly unselfish, generous, and susceptible, — Clarence tore himself away, placed in the grandmother's hand a con- siderable portion of the sum he had received from Tal- bot, hurried into his carriage, and found himself on the high-road to fortune, pleasure, distinction, and the Continent. But while Clarence, despite of every advantage before him, hastened to a court of dissipation and pleasure, with feelings in which regretful affection for those he had left darkened his worldly hopes, and mingled with the sanguine anticipations of youth, Warner, poor, low- born, wasted with sickness, destitute of friends, shut THE DISOWNED. 173 out by his temperament from the pleasures of his age, burned with hopes far less alloyed than those of Clar- ence, and found in them, for the sacrifice of all else, not only a recompense but a triumph. Thursday came. "Warner had made one request of Talbot, which had with difficulty been granted: it was that he himself might, unseen, be the auditor of the great painter's criticisms, and that Sir Joshua should be perfectly unaware of his presence. It had been granted with difficulty, because Talbot wished to spare Warner the pain of hearing remarks which he felt would be likely to fall far short of the sanguine self-elation of the young artist; and it had been granted because Talbot imagined that, even should this be the case, the pain would be more than counterbalanced by the salutary effect it might produce. Alas! vanity calculates but poorly upon the vanity of others! What a virtue we should distil from frailty, what a world of pain we should save our brethren, if we would suffer our own weakness to be the measure of theirs. Thursday came ; the painting was placed by the artist's own hand in the most favorable light. A curtain, hung behind it, served as a screen for Warner, who, retiring to his hiding-place, surrendered his heart to delicious forebodings of the critic's wonder, and golden anticipa- tions of the future destiny of his darling work. Not a fear dashed the full and smooth cup of his self-enjoy- ment. He had lain awake the whole of the night, in restless and joyous impatience for the morrow. At day- break he had started from his bed, he had unclosed his shutters, he had hung over his picture with a fondness greater if possible than he had ever known before ; like a mother, he felt as if his own partiality was but a part of a universal tribute ; and as his aged relative turned 174 THE DISOWNED. her dim eyes to the painting, and in her innocent idol- airy rather of the artist than his work, praised and expatiated and foretold, his heart whispered, " If it wring this worship from ignorance, what will be the homage of science ? " He who first laid down the now hackneyed maxim, that diffidence is the companion of genius, knew very little of the workings of the human heart. True, there may have been a few such instances, and it is probable that in this maxim, as in most, the exception made the rule. But what could ever reconcile genius to its suffer- ings, its sacrifices, its fevered inquietudes, the intense labor which can alone produce what the shallow world deems the giant offspring of a momentary inspiration, — what could ever reconcile it to these but the haughty and unquenchable consciousness of internal power; the hope which has the fulness of certainty that in propor- tion to the toil is the reward; the sanguine and impetu- ous anticipation of glory, which bursts the boundaries of time and space, and ranges immortality with a prophet's rapture? Rob genius of its confidence, of its lofty self- esteem, and you clip the wings of the eagle: you domesticate, it is true, the wanderer you could not hitherto comprehend, in the narrow bounds of your household affections; j t ou abase and tame it more to the level of your ordinary judgments, but you take from it the power to soar, the hardihood which was content to brave the thunder-cloud and build its eyrie on the rock, for the proud triumph of rising above its kind, and contemplating with a nearer eye the majesty of heaven. But if something of presumption is a part of the very essence of genius, in Warner it was doubly natural, for he was still in the heat and flush of a design, the defects THE DISOWNED. 175 of which he had not yet had the leisure to examine; and his talents, self-taught and self-modelled, had never re- ceived either the excitement of emulation or the chill of discouragement from the study of the masterpieces of his art. The painter had not been long alone in his conceal- ment, before he heard steps; his heart beat violently, the door opened, and he saw, through a small hole which he had purposely made in the curtain, a man with a benevolent and prepossessing countenance, whom he instantly recognized as Sir Joshua Reynolds, enter the room, accompanied by Talbot. They walked up to the picture; the painter examined it closely, and in perfect silence. " Silence," thought Warner, " is the best homage of admiration; " but he trembled with im- patience to hear the admiration confirmed by words, — those words came too soon. " It is the work of a clever man, certainly," said Sir Joshua ; " but " (terrible monosyllable) " of one utterly unskilled in the grand principles of his art: look here, and here, and here, for instance; " and the critic, per- fectly unconscious of the torture he inflicted, proceeded to point out the errors of the work. Oh! the agony, the withering agony of that moment to the ambitious artist! In vain he endeavored to bear up against the judg- ment, — in vain he endeavored to persuade himself that it was the voice of envy which in thoee cold, measured, defining accents, fell like drops of poison upon his heart. He felt at once, and as if by a magical inspira- tion, the truth of the verdict; the scales of self-delusion fell from his eyes; by a hideous mockery, a kind of terrible pantomime, his goddess seemed at a word, a breath, transformed into a monster: life, which had been so lately concentrated into a single hope, seemed 17G THE DISOWNED. now, at once and forever, cramped, curdled, blistered into a single disappointment. " Hut," said Talbot, who had in vain attempted to arrest the criticisms of the painter (who, very deaf at all times, was, at that time in particular, engrossed by the self-satisfaction always enjoyed by one expatiating on his favorite topic), — -" but," said Talbot, in a louder voice, "you own there is great genius in the design? " " Certainly , there is genius," replied Sir Joshua, in atone of calm and complacent good-nature; "but what is genius without culture 1 You say the artist is young, very young; let him take time, — I do not say let him attempt a humbler walk, — let him persevere in the lofty one he has chosen, but let him first retrace every step he has taken; let him devote days, months, years to the most diligent study of the immortal masters of the divine art, before he attempts (to exhibit, at least) another historical picture. He has mistaken altogether the nature of invention: a fine invention is nothing more than a fine deviation from or enlargement on a fine model; imitation, if noble and general, insures the best hope of originality. Above all, let your young friend, if he can afford it, visit Italy." "He shall afford it," said Talbot, kindly, "for he shall have whatever advantages I can procure him; but you see the picture is only half completed, — he could alter it!" " He had better bum it ! " replied the painter, with a gentle smile. And Talbot, in benevolent despair, hurried his visitor out of the room. He soon returned to seek and console the artist, but the artist was gone; the despised, the fatal picture, the blessing and curse of so many anxious and wasted hours, had vanished also with its creator. THE DISOWNED. 177 CHAPTER XXIV. What is this soul then 1 Whence Came it ? — It does not seem my own, and I Have no self-passion or identity ! Some fearful end must he — There never lived a mortal man, who hent His appetite heyond his natural sphere, But starved and died. Keats's Endymion. Ox entering his home, "Warner pushed aside, for the first time in his life with disrespect, his aged and kindly relation, who, as if in mockery of the unfortunate artist, stood prepared to welcome and congratulate his return. Bearing his picture in his arms, he rushed upstairs, hurried into his room, and locked the door. Hastily he tore aside the cloth which had been drawn over the picture; hastily and tremblingly he placed it upon the frame accustomed to support it, and then, with a long, long, eager, searching, scrutinizing glance, he surveyed the once beloved mistress of his worship. Presumption, vanity, exaggerated self-esteem, are, in their punish- ment, supposed to excite ludicrous, not sympathetic, emotion; but there is an excess of feeling, produced by whatever cause it may be, into which in spite of our- selves we are forced to enter. Even fear, the most contemptible of the passions, becomes tragic the mo- ment it becomes an agony. "Well, well!" said "Warner at last, speaking very slowly, "it is over; it was a pleasant dream, — but it is vol. i. — 12 178 THE DISOWNED. over: I ought to he thankful for the lesson." Then suddenly changing his mood and tone he repeated, "Thankful! for what? that I am a wretch, — a wretch more utterly hopeless and miserable and abandoned than a man who freights with all his wealth, his chil- dren, his wife, the hoarded treasures and blessings of an existence, one ship, one frail, worthless ship, and standing himself on the shore, sees it suddenly go down! Oh, was I not a fool, a right noble fool, a vain fool, an arrogant fool, a very essence and concentration of all things that make a fool, to believe such delicious mar- vels of myself! What, man!" here his eye saw in the opposite glass his features, livid and haggard with disease, and the exhausting feelings which preyed within him, — " what, man! would nothing serve thee but to be a genius, — thee, whom nature stamped with her curse! Dwarfdike and distorted, mean in stature and in lineament, thou wert indeed a glorious being to per- petuate grace and beauty, the majesties and dreams of art! Fame for thee, indeed, — ha, ha! Glory, — ha, ha! a place with Titian, Correggio, Raphael, — ha, ha, ha! O thrice modest, thrice reasonable fool! But this vile daub; this disfigurement of canvas; this loathed and wretched monument of disgrace; this notable can- didate for — ha, ha — immortality — this I have, at least, in my power." And seizing the picture he dashed it to the ground, and trampled it with his feet upon the dusty boards, till the moist colors presented nothing but one confused and dingy stain. This sight seemed to recall him for a moment. He paused, lifted up the picture once more, and placed it on the table. "But," he muttered, "might not this critic be envious? am I sure that he judged rightly, — fairly? The greatest masters have looked askant and THE DISOWNED. 179 jealous at their pupil's works. And then, how slow, how cold, how damned cold, how indifferently he spoke; why, the very art should have warmed him more. Could he have — No, no, no; it ivas true, it was! I felt the conviction thrill through me like a searing iron. Burn it, — did he say, ay, — hum it; it shall he done this instant." And hastening to the door, he undid the holt. He staggered back as he beheld his old and nearest surviv- ing relative, the mother of his father, seated upon the ground beside the door, terrified by the exclamations she did not dare to interrupt. She rose slowly, and with difficulty, as she saw him; and throwing around him the withered arms which had nursed his infancy, exclaimed, " My child! my poor, poor child! what has come to you of late 1 You, who were so gentle, so mild, so quiet, — you are no longer the same; and oh, my son, how ill you look! Your father looked so just before he died!" "111! " said he, with a sort of fearful gayety, — " ill; no, I never was so well; I have been in a dream till xiow, — but I have woke at last. Why, it is true that I have been silent and shy, but I will be so no more. I will laugh, and talk, and walk, and make love, and drink wine, and be all that other men are. Oh, we will be so merry. But stay here, while I fetch a light." " A light, my child, for what? " " For a funeral ! " shouted Warner, and rushing past her he descended the stairs, and returned almost in an instant with a light,. Alarmed and terrified, the poor old woman had re- mained motionless, and Aveeping violently. Her tears Warner did not seem to notice; he pushed her gently 180 THE DISOWNED. into the room, and began deliberately, and without uttering a syllable, to cut the picture into shreds. "What are you about, my child?" cried the old woman; "you are mad, — it is your beautiful picture that you are destroying." Warner did not reply, but, going to the hearth, piled together, with nice and scrupulous care, several pieces of paper, and stick, and matches, into a sort of pyre; then placing the shreds of the picture upon it, he applied the light, and the Avhole was instantly in a blaze. " Look, look! " cried he, in an hysterical tone, "how it burns, and crackles, and blazes! What master ever equalled it now 1 — no fault now in those colors, — no false tints in that light and shade! See how that flame darts up and soars! — that flame is my spirit! Look, — is it not restless 1 — does it not aspire bravely 1 — why, all its brother flames are grovellers to it! — and now, — why don't you look 1 — it falters, fades, droops, and — ha, ha, ha! — poor idler, the fuel is consumed, and — it is darkness! " As Warner uttered these words his eyes reeled ; the room swam before him; the excitement of his feeble frame had reached its highest pitch; the disease of many weeks had attained its crisis; and tottering back a few paces he fell upon the floor, the victim of a delirious and raging fever. But it was not thus that the young artist was to die. He was reserved for a death that, like his real nature, had in it more of gentleness and poetry. He recovered, by slow degrees, and his mind, almost in spite of him- self, returned to that profession from which it was im- possible to divert the thoughts and musings of many years. Not that he resumed the pencil and the easel; on the contrary, he could not endure them in his sight; THE DISOWNED. 181 they appeared, to a mind festered and sore , like a memo- rial and monument of shame. But he nursed within him a strong and ardent desire to become a pilgrim to that beautiful land of which he had so often dreamed, and which the innocent destroyer of his peace had pointed out as the theatre of inspiration, and the nursery of future fame. The physicians who, at Talbot's instigation, attended him, looked at his hectic cheek and consumptive frame, and readily flattered his desire; and Talbot, no less in- terested in Warner's behalf on his own account, than bound by his promise to Clarence, generously extended to the artist that bounty which is the most precious prerogative of the rich. Notwithstanding her extreme age, his grandmother insisted upon attending him: there is in the heart of woman so deep a well of love that no age can freeze it. They made the voyage : they reached the shore of the myrtle and the vine, and entered the imperial city. The air of Rome seemed at first to operate favorably upon the health of the English artist. His strength appeared to increase, his spirit to expand ; and though he had relapsed into more than his original silence and reserve, he resumed, with apparent energy, the labors of the easel: so that they who looked no deeper than the surface might have imagined the scar healed, and the real foundation of future excellence begun. But while "Warner most humbled himself before the gods of the pictured world; while the true principles of the mighty art opened in their fullest glory on his soul ; precisely at this very moment shame and despondency were most bitter at his heart; and while the enthusiasm of the painter kindled, the ambition of the man de- spaired. But still he went on, transfusing into hi3 182 THE DISOWNED. canvas the grandeur and simplicity of the Italian school; still, though he felt palpably within him the creeping advance of the deadliest and surest enemy to fame, he pursued, with an unwearied ardor, the mechanical com- pletion of his task; still, the morning found him bend- ing before the easel, and the night brought to his solitary couch meditation rather than sleep. The tire, the irritability which he had evinced before his illness had vanished, and the original sweetness of his temper had returned; he uttered no complaint, he dwelt upon no anticipation of success, — hope and regret seemed equally dead within him; and it was only when he caugbt the fond, glad eyes of his aged attendant that his own filled with tears, or that the serenity of his brow darkened into sadness. This went on for some months, till one evening they found the painter by his window, seated opposite to an unfinished picture. The pencil was still in his hand; the quiet of settled thought was still upon his countenance; the soft breeze of a southern twilight waved the hair livingly from his forehead ; the earliest star of a south- ern sky lent to his cheek something of that subdued lustre which, when touched by enthusiasm, it had been accustomed to wear. But these were only the mockeries of life: life itself was no more! He had died, recon- ciled, perhaps, to the loss of fame, — in discovering that art is to be loved for itself, and not for the rewards it may bestow upon the artist. There are two tombs close to each other in the stranger's burial-place at Rome: they cover those for whom life, unequally long, terminated in the same month. The one is of a woman, bowed with the burden of many years ; the other darkens over the dust of the young artist. THE DISOWNED. 183 CHAPTER XXV. Think upon my grief, And on the justice of my flying hence, To keep me from a most unholy match. Shakespeare. "But are you quite sure," said General St. Leger, — " are you quite sure that this girl still permits Mor- daunt's addresses?" "Sure!" cried Miss Diana St. Leger, — " sure, Gen- eral ! I saw it with my own eyes. They were standing together in the copse, when I, who had long had my suspicions, crept up, and saw them; and Mr. Mordaunt held her hand, and kissed it every moment. Shocking and indecorous! " "I hate that man! — as proud as Lucifer," growled the general. " Shall we lock her up, or starve her? " " No, General, something better than that." " What , my love ? Flog her ! " " She 's too old for that, brother; we '11 marry her." "Marry her!" "Yes; to Mr. Glumford, — you know that he has asked her several times." " But she cannot bear him." " We '11 make her bear him, General St. Leger." " But if she marries, I shall have nobody to nurse me when I have the gout." "Yes, brother: I know of a nice little girl, Martha Richardson, your second cousin's youngest daughter; you know he has fourteen children, and you may have them all, one after another, if you like. " 184 THE DISOWNED. "Very true, Diana, — let the jade marry Mr. Glum- ford." " She shall," said the sister; "and I '11 go about it this very moment; meautime I '11 take care that she does not see her lover any more." About three weeks after this conversation, Mordaunt, who had in vain endeavored to see Isabel, who had not even heard from her, whose letters had been returned to him unopened, and who, consequently, was in despair, received the following note : — This is the first time I have been able to write to you, at least to get my letter conveyed : it is a strange messenger that I have employed, but I happened formerly to make his ac- quaintance, and accidentally seeing him to-day, the extremity of the case induced me to give him a commission which I could trust to no one else. Algernon, are not the above sentences written with admirable calmness? are they not very explana- tory, very consistent, very cool 1 and yet do you know that I firmly believe I am going mad. My brain turns round and round, and my hand burns so that I almost think that, like our old nurse's stories of the fiend, it will scorch the paper as I write. And I see strange faces in my sleep and in my wak- ing, all mocking at me, and they torture and haunt me ; and when I look at those faces, I see no human relenting, no ! though I weep and throw myself on my knees, and implore them to save me. Algernon, my only hope is in you. You know that I have always hitherto refused to ruin you ; and even now, though I implore you to deliver me, I will not be so selfish as — as — I know not what I write, but if I cannot be your wife, — I will not be his 1 No ! if they drag me to church, it shall be to my grave, not my bridal. Isabel St. Leger. When Mordaunt had read this letter, which, in spite of its incoherence, his fears readily explained, he rose hastily; his eye rested upon a sober-looking man, clad THE DISOWNED. 185 in brown. The proud love no spectators to their emotions. " Who are you, sir? " said Algernon, quickly. " Morris Brown," replied the stranger, coolly and civilly. " Brought that letter to you, sir ; shall he very happy to serve you with anything else; just fitted out a young gentleman as ambassador, a nephew to Mrs. Minclen, — very old friend of mine. Beautiful slabs you have here, sir, but they want a few nick-nacks; shall be most happy to supply you ; got a lovely little ape, sir, stuffed by the late Lady Waddilove; it would look charming with this old-fashioned carving; give the room quite the air of a museum!" "And so," said Mordaunt, for whose ear the elo- quence of Mr. Brown contained only one sentence, — " and so you brought this note, and will take back my answer ? " "Yes, sir; anything to keep up family connections: I know a Lady Morden very well, — very well, indeed, sir: a relation of yours, I presume, by the similarity of the name; made her many valuable presents; shall be most happy to do the same to you, when you are mar- ried, sir. You will refurnish the house, I suppose? Let me see: fine proportions to this room, sir, — about thirty-six feet by twenty-eight; I '11 do the thing twenty per cent cheaper than the trade; and touching the lovely little — " "Here," interrupted Mordaunt, "you will take back this note, and be sure that Miss Isabel St. Leger has it as soon as possible; oblige me by accepting this trifle, — a trifle indeed compared with my gratitude if this note reaches its destination safely." " I am sure," said Mr. Brown, looking with surprise at the gift, which he held with no unwilling hand, — 186 THE DISOWNED. " I am sure, sir, that you are xcvy generous, and strongly remind me of your relation, Lady Morden; and if you would like the lovely little ape as a present, — I mean really a present, — you shall have it, Mr. Mordaunt." But Mr. Mordaunt had left the room, and the soher Morris, looking round, and cooling in his generosity, said to himself, " It is well he did not hear me, however; but I hope he will marry the nice young lady, for I love doing a kindness. This house must he refurnished, — ■ no lady will like these old-fashioned chairs." THE DISOWNED. 187 CHAPTER XXVI. Squire and fool are the same thing here. — Farquhar. In such a night Did Jessica steal from the wealthy Jew, And, with an unthrift love, did run from Venice. Shakespeare. The persecutions which Isahel had undergone had in- deed preyed upon her reason as well as her health ; and in her brief intervals of respite from the rage of the uncle, the insults of the aunt, and worse than all, the addresses of the intended bridegroom, her mind, shocked and unhinged, reverted with such intensity to the suf- ferings she endured as to give her musings the character of insanity. It was in one of these moments that she had written to Mordaunt; and had the contest con- tinued much longer, the reason of the unfortunate and persecuted girl would have totally deserted her. She was a person of acute, and even poignant sensi- bilities, and these the imperfect nature of her education had but little served to guide or to correct; but as her habits were pure and good, the impulses which spring from habit were also sinless and exalted, and if they erred, " they leaned on virtue's side," and partook rather of a romantic and excessive generosity than of the weak- ness of womanhood or the selfishness of passion. All the misery and debasement of her equivocal and de- pendent situation had not been able to drive her into compliance with Mordaunt' s passionate and urgent prayers ; and her heart was proof even to the eloquence 188 THE DISOWNED. of love, when that eloquence pointed towards the worldly injury and depreciation of her lover; but this new per- secution was utterly unforeseen in its nature and intol- erable from its cause. To marry another; to he torn forever from one in whom her whole heart was wrapped ; to be forced not only to forego his love, but to feel that the very thought of him was a crime, — all this backed by the vehement and galling insults of her relations, and the sullen and unmoved meanness of her intended bride- groom, who answered her candor and confession with a stubborn indifference and renewed overtures, made a load of evil which could neither be borne with resigna- tion nor contemplated with patience. She was sitting, after she had sent her letter, with her two relations, for they seldom trusted her out of their sight, when Mr. Glumford was announced. ]S T ow, Mr. George Glumford was a country gentleman of what might be termed a third-rate family in the country : he possessed about twelve hundred a year, to say nothing of the odd pounds, shillings, and pence, which, how- ever, did not meet with such contempt in his memory or estimation; was of a race which could date as far hack as Charles II. ; had been educated at a country school with sixty others, chiefly inferior to himself in rank; and had received the last finish at a very small hall at Oxford. In addition to these advantages, he had been indebted to nature for a person five feet eight inches high, and stout in proportion; for hair very short, very straight, and of a red hue, which even through powder cast out a mellow glow; for an obsti- nate dogged sort of nose, beginning in snub, and ending in bottle; for cold, small gray eyes, a very small mouth, pinched up and avaricious; and very large, very freckled, yet rather white hands, the nails of which were punc- THE DISOWNED. 189 tiliously cut into a point every other day with a pair of scissors which Mr. Glumford often boasted had been in his possession since his eighth year, — namely, for about thirty-two legitimate revolutions of the sun. He was one of those persons who are equally close and adventurous; who love the eclat of a little speculation, but take exceeding good care that it should be, in their own graceful phrase , " on the safe side of the hedge. " In pursuance of this characteristic of mind, he had re- solved to fall in love with Miss Isabel St. Leger; for she being very dependent, he could boast to her of his disinterestedness, and hope that she would be economi- cal through a principle of gratitude; and being the nearest relation to the opulent General St. Leger, and his unmarried sister, there seemed to be every rational probability of her inheriting the bulk of their for- tunes. Upon these hints of prudence spake Mr. George Glumford. Now, when Isabel, partly in her ingenuous frankness, partly from the passionate promptings of her despair, revealed to him her attachment to another, and her reso- lution never, with her own consent, to become his, it seemed to the slow but not uncalculating mind of Mr. Glumford not by any means desirable that he should forego his present intentions, but by all means desir- able that he should make this reluctance of Isabel's an excuse for sounding the intentions and increasing the posthumous liberality of the East Indian and his sister. " The girl is of my nearest blood," said the major- general, " and if I don't leave my fortune to her, who the devil should I leave it to, sir; " and so saying, the speaker, who was in a fell paroxysm of the gout, looked so fiercely at the hinting wooer, that Mr. George Glum- 190 THE DISOWNED. ford, who was no Achilles, was somewhat frightened, and thought it expedient to hint no more. " My brother," said Miss Diana, " is so odd; but he is the most generous of men : besides, the girl has claims upon him." Upon these speeches, Mr. Glumford thought himself secure, and inly resolving to punish the fool for her sulkiness and bad taste as soon as he lawfully could, he continued his daily visits, and told his sporting acquaintance that his time was coming. Revenons a nos moutons, forgive this preliminary detail, and let us return to Mr. Glumford himself, whom we left at the door, pulling and fumbling at the glove which covered his right hand, in order to present the naked palm to Miss Diana St. Leger. After this act was performed, he approached Isabel, and, drawing his chair near to her, proceeded to converse with her as the Ogre did with Puss in Boots, — namely, "as civilly as an Ogre could do." This penance had not proceeded far before the door was again opened, and Mr. Morris Brown presented himself to the conclave. " Your servant, General ; your servant, Madam. I took the liberty of coming back again, Madam, because I forgot to show you some very fine silks, the most extraordinary bargain in the world , — quite presents ; and I have a Sevres bowl here, a superb article, from the cabinet of the late Lady Waddilove. " Now Mr. Brown was a very old acquaintance of Miss Diana St. Leger ; for there is a certain class of old maids with whom our fair readers are no doubt acquainted, who join to a great love of expense, a great love of bar- gains, and who never purchase at the regular place if they can find any irregular vender. They are great THE DISOWNED. 191 friends of Jews and itinerants, hand-in-glove with smugglers, Ladies Bountiful to pedlers, are diligent readers of puffs and advertisements, and eternal haunt- ers of sales and auctions. Of this class was Miss Diana a most prominent individual; judge, then, how accept- able to her was the acquaintance of Mr. Brown. That indefatigable merchant of miscellanies had, indeed, at a time when brokers were perhaps rather more rare and respectable than now, a numerous country acquaintance, and thrice a year he performed a sort of circuit to all his customers and connections; hence his visit to St. Leger House, and hence Isabel's opportunity of conveying her epistle. "Pray," said Mr. Glumford, who had heard much of Mr. Brown's "presents" from Miss Diana, — "pray don't you furnish rooms, and things of that sort?" "Certainly, sir, certainly, in the best manner pos- sible." "Oh! very well, I .shall want some rooms furnished soon, — a bedroom, and a dressing-room; and things of that sort, you know. And so, perhaps you may have something in your box that will suit me, gloves or handkerchiefs, or shirts, or things of that sort." " Yes, sir; everything, — I sell everything," said Mr. Brown, opening bis box. "I beg pardon, Miss Isabel, I have dropped my handkerchief by your chair; allow me to stoop," and Mr. Brown, stooping under the table, managed to effect his purpose; unseen by the rest, a note was slipped into Isabel's hand, and under pre- tence of stooping too, she managed to secure the treas- ure. Love need well be honest if, even when it is most true, it leads us into so much that is false! Mr. Brown's box was now unfolded before the eyes of the crafty Mr. Glumford, who, having selected three 192 THE DISOWNED. pair of gloves, offered the exact half of the sum demanded. Mr. Brown lifted up his hands and eyes. "You see," said the imperturbable G-lumford, "that if you let me have them for that, and they last me well, and don't come unsewn, and stand cleaning, you '11 have my custom in furnishing the house, and rooms, and — things of that sort." Struck with the grandeur of this opening, Mr. Brown yielded, and the gloves were bought. " The fool! " thought the noble George, laughing in his sleeve, — " as if I should ever furnish the house from his box!" Strange that some men should be proud of being mean. The moment Isabel escaped to dress for dinner, she opened her lover's note. It was as follows: — Be in the room, your retreat, at nine this evening. Let the window be left unclosed. Precisely at that hour I will be with you. I shall have everything in readiness for your flight. Be sure, dearest Isabel, that nothing prevents your meeting me there, even if all your house follow or attend you. I will hear you from all. Oh, Isabel! in spite of the mystery and wretch- edness of your letter, I feel too happy, too blessed at the thought that our fates will he at length united, and that the union is at hand. Remember, nine. A. M. Love is a feeling which has so little to do with the world, a passion so little regulated by the. known laws of our more steady and settled emotions, that the thoughts which it produces are always more or less connected with exaggeration and romance. To the secret spirit of en- terprise which, however chilled by his pursuits and habits, still burned within Mordaunt's breast, there was THE DISOWNED. 193 a wild pleasure in the thought of hearing off his mistress and his bride from the very home and hold of her false friends and real foes; while in the contradictions of the same passion, Isabel, so far from exulting at her ap- proaching escape, trembled at her danger, and blushed for her temerity ; and the fear and the modesty of woman almost triumphed over her brief energy and fluctuating resolve. VOL. I. — 13 194: THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XXVII. tVe haste, — the chosen and the lovely bringing ; Love still goes with her from her place of birth ! Deep, silent joy, within her soul is springing, Though in her glance the light no more is mirth. Mks. Hemans. " Damn it! " said the general. " The vile creature ! " cried Miss Diana. " I don't understand things of that sort," ejaculated the bewildered Mr. Glumford. " She has certainly gone," said the valiant general. " Certainly! " grunted Miss Diana. " Gone ! " echoed the bridegroom not to he. And she was gone ! never did more loving and tender heart forsake all, and cling to a more loyal and generous nature. The skies were darkened with clouds, And the dim stars rushed through them rare and fast ; and the winds wailed with a loud and ominous voice; and the moon came forth, with a faint and sickly smile, from her chamber in the mist, and then shrank hack, and was seen no more ; but neither omen nor fear was upon Mordaunt's breast, as it swelled beneath the dark locks of Isabel, which were pressed against it. As Faith clings the more to the cross of life, while the wastes deepen around her steps, and the adders creep forth upon her path, so Love clasps that which is its hope and comfort the closer, for the desert which encom- passes and the dangers which harass its way. THE DISOWNED. 195 They had fled to London, and Isahel had been placed with a very distant, and very poor, though very high- born relative of Algernon, till the necessary prelim- inaries could be passed, and the final bond knit. Yet still the generous Isabel would have refused, despite the injury to her own fame, to have ratified a union which filled her with gloomy presentiments for Mor- daunt's fate; and still Mordaunt by little and little broke down her tender scruples and self-immolating resolves, and ceased not his eloquence and his suit till the day of his nuptials was set and come. The morning rose bright and clear, — the autumn was drawing towards its close, and seemed willing to leave its last remembrance tinged with the warmth and soft- ness of its parent summer, rather than with the stern gloom and severity of its chilling successor. And they stood beside the altar, and their vows were exchanged. A slight tremor came over Algernon's frame, a slight shade darkened his countenance; for even in that bridal hour an icy and thrilling foreboding curdled to his heart; it passed, — the ceremony was over, and Mordaunt bore his blushing and weeping bride from the church. His carriage was in attendance; for, not knowing how long the home of his ancestors might be his, he was impatient to return to it. The old Countess d'Arcy, Mordaunt's relation, with whom Isabel had been staying, called them back to bless them ; for, even through the coldness of old age, she was touched by the singularity of their love, and affected by their nobleness of heart. She laid her wan and shrivelled hand upon each, as she bade them farewell, and each shrank back involuntarily, for the cold and light touch seemed like the fingers of the dead. Fearful indeed is the vicinity of death and life, — the 106 THE DISOWNED. bridal chamber and the charnel. That night the old woman died. It appeared as if fate had set its seal upon the union it had so long forbidden, and had woven a dark thread even in the marriage bond. At least, it tore from two hearts, over which the cloud and the blast lay couched in a " grim repose," the last shel- ter, which, however frail and distant, seemed left to them upon the inhospitable earth. THE DISOWNED. 197 CHAPTER XXVIII. Live while ye may, yet happy pair : enjoy Short pleasures, for long woes are to succeed. Milton. The autumn and the winter passed away; Mordaunt's relation continued implacable. Algernon grieved for this, independent of worldly circumstances; for, though he had seldom seen that relation , yet he loved him for former kindness — rather promised, to be sure, than yet shown — with the natural warmth of an affection which has but few objects. However, the old gentleman (a very short, very fat person, — very short and very fat people, when they are surly, are the devil and all; for the humors of their mind, like those of their body, have something corrupt and unpurgeable in them) wrote him one bluff, contemptuous letter, in a witty strain, — for he was a bit of a humorist; disowned his connection, and very shortly afterwards died, and left all his fortune to the very Mr. Vavasour who was at law with Mordaunt, and for whom he had always openly expressed the strongest personal dislike, — spite to one relation is a marvellous tie to another. Meanwhile, the lawsuit went on less slowly than lawsuits usually do, and the final decision was very speedily to be given. We said the autumn and the winter were gone; and it was in one of those latter days in March, when, like a hoiden girl subsiding into dawning womanhood, the rude weather mellows into a softer and tenderer month, that, by the side of a stream, overshadowed by many a brake and tree, sat two persons. 198 THE DISOWNED. . "I know not, dearest Algernon," said one, who was a female, " if this is not almost the sweetest month in the year, because it is the month of Hope." "Ay, Isabel; and they did it wrong who called it harsh, and dedicated it to Mars. I exult even in the fresh winds which hardier frames than mine shrink from, and I love feeling their wild breath fan my cheek as I ride against it. I remember," continued Algernon, mus- ingly, " that on this very day three years ago, I was trav- elling through Germany, alone and on horseback, and I paused, not far from Ens, on the banks of the Danube. The waters of the river were disturbed and fierce, and the winds came loud and angry against my face, dashing the spray of the waves upon me, and filling my spirit with a buoyant and glad delight; and at that time I had been indulging old dreams of poetry, and had laid my philos- ophy aside; and in the inspiration of the moment I lifted up my hand towards the quarter whence the winds came, and questioned them audibly of their birthplace and their bourn ; and as the enthusiasm increased, I com- pared them to our human life, which a moment is, and then is not; and proceeding from folly to folly, I asked them, as if they were the interpreters of Heaven, for a type and sign of my future lot. " " And what said they? " inquired Isabel, smiling, yet smiling timidly. "They answered not," replied Mordaunt; "but a voice within me seemed to say, 'Look above! ' and I raised my eyes; but I did not see thee, love, — £0 the Book of Fate lied. " "Nay, Algernon, what did you see?" asked Isabel, more earnestly than the question deserved. " I saw a thin cloud, alone amidst many dense and dark ones scattered around; and as I gazed, it seemed THE DISOWNED. 199 to take the likeness of a funeral procession, — coffin, bearers, priest, all, — as clear in the cloud as I have seen them on the earth; and I shuddered as I saw. But the winds hlew the vapor onwards, and it mingled with the broader masses of cloud; and then, Isabel, the sun shone forth for a moment, and I mistook, love, when I said you were not there, for that sun was you. But suddenly the winds ceased, and the rain came on fast and heavy ; so my romance cooled, and my fever slaked. I thought on the inn at Ens, and the blessings of a wood fire, which is lighted in a moment, and I spurred on my horse accordingly." " It is very strange," said Isabel. " What, love 1 " whispered Algernon, kissing her cheek. " Nothing, dearest, nothing." At that instant, the deer, which lay waving their lordly antlers to and fro beneath the avenue which sloped upward from the stream to the house, rose hur- riedly and in confusion, and stood gazing, with watchful eyes, upon a man advancing towards the pair. It was one of the servants with a letter. Isabel saw a faint change (which none else could have seen) in Mordaunt's countenance as he recognized the writing and broke the seal. When he had read the letter, his eyes fell upon the ground, and then, with a slight start, he lifted them up, and gazed long and eagerly around. Wistfully did he drink, as it were, into his heart the beautiful and expanded scene which lay stretched on either side : the noble avenue Avhich his forefathers had planted as a shelter to their sons, and which now, in its majestic growth and its waving boughs, seemed to say, "Lo! ye are repaid!" and the never silent and silver stream, by which his boyhood had sat for hours, lulled 200 THE DISOWNED. by its music, and inhaling the fragrance of the reed and Id flower that decoyed the hee to its glossy hanks; and the deer, to whose melancholy belling he had lis- tened so often in the gray twilight with a rapt and dreaming ear; and the green fern waving on the gentle hill, from whose shade his young feet had startled the hare and the infant fawn; and far and faintly gleaming through the thick trees, which clasped it as with a girdle, the old Hall, so associated with vague hopes and mnsing dreams, and the dim legends of gone time and the lofty prejudices of ancestral pride, — all seemed to sink within him, as he gazed, like the last looks of deporting friends; and when Isabel, who had not dared to break a silence which partook so strongly of gloom, at length laid her hand upon his arm, and lifted her dark, deep, tender eyes to bis, he said, as be drew her towards him, and a faint and sickly smile played upon his lips,— "It is past, Isabel; henceforth we have no wealth but in each other. The cause has been decided, and — and — we are beggars ! " THE DISOWNED. 201 CHAPTEE XXIX. We expose our life to a quotidian ague of frigid impertinences, which would make a wise man tremble to think of. — Cowley. We must suppose a lapse of four years from the date of those events which concluded the last chapter; and to recompense the reader who, I know, has a little pen- chant for "High Life," even in the last century, for having hitherto shown him human "beings in a state of societ}' not wholly artificial, I heg him to picture to himself a large room, brilliantly illuminated and crowded " with the magnates of the land. " Here (some in salta- tory motion, some in sedentary rest) are dispersed various groups of young ladies and attendant swains, talking upon the subject of Lord Rochester's celebrated poem, — namely, Nothing ! — and lounging around the doors, meditating probably upon the same subject, stand those unhappy victims of dancing daughters, denominated " papas. " The music has ceased; the dancers have broken up, and there is a general but gentle sweep towards the re- freshment-room. In the crowd — having just entered — there glided a young man of an air more distinguished and somewhat more joyous than the rest. "How do you do, Mr. Linden?" said a tall and (though somewhat passee) very handsome woman, blaz- ing with diamonds; " are you just come ? " And here, by the way, I cannot resist pausing to observe that a friend of mine, meditating a novel, sub- mitted a part of the MS. to a friendly publisher. " Sir," 202 TILE DISOWNED. said the "bookseller, " your book is very clever, but it wants dialogue." " Dialogue 1 " cried my friend, — " you mistake : it is all dialogue." " Ay, sir, but not what we call dialogue ; we want a little conversation in fashionable life, — a little elegant chit chat or so; and as you must have seen so much of the beau monde, you could do it to the life. We must have something light and witty and entertaining." "Light, witty, and entertaining!" said our poor friend ; ' and how the deuce then is it to be like conver- sation in ' fashionable life ' 1 When the very best con- versation one can get is so insufferably dull, how do you think people will be amused by reading a copy of the very worsts " " They are amused, sir," said the publisher, " and works of this kind sell ! " " I am convinced," said my friend; for he was a man of a placid temper. He took the hint, and his book did sell! ]STow this anecdote rushed into my mind after the pen- ning of the little address of the lady in diamonds, — " How do you do, Mr. Linden? Are you just come? " — and it received an additional weight from my utter inability to put into the mouth of Mr. Linden — not- withstanding my desire of representing him in the most brilliant colors — any more happy and eloquent answer than, " Only this instant! " However, as this is in the true spirit of elegant dia- logue, I trust my readers will find it as light, witty, and entertaining as, according to the said publisher, the said dialogue is always found by the public. Wbile Clarence was engaged in talking with this lady, a very pretty, lively, animated girl, with laughing blue THE DISOWNED. 203 eyes, which, joined to the dazzling fairness of her com- plexion, gave a Hebe-like youth to her features and expression, was led up to the said lady by a tall young man, and consigned, with the ceremonious bow of the viellle cour, to her protection. "Ah, Mr. Linden," cried the young lady, "I am very glad to see you, — such a beautiful ball! Every- body here that I most like. Have you had any re- freshments, Mamma? But I need not ask, for lam sure you have not; do come, Mr. Linden will be our cavalier. " "Well, Flora, as you please," said the elder lady, with a proud and fond look at her beautiful daughter; and they proceeded to the refreshment-room. No sooner were they seated at one of the tables than they were accosted by Lord St. George, a nobleman whom Clarence, before he left England, had met more than once at Mr. Talbot's. " London," said his lordship to her of the diamonds, " has not seemed like the same place since Lady West- borough arrived ; your presence brings out all the other luminaries; and therefore a young acquaintance of mine — God bless me, there he is, seated by Lady Flora — very justly called you ' the evening star.' "Was that Mr. Linden's pretty saying?" said Lady Westborough, smiling. " It was," answered Lord St. George, — " and, by the by, he is a very sensible, pleasant person, and greatly improved since he left England last. " " What ! " said Lady Westborough in a low tone (for Clarence, though in earnest conversation with Lady Flora, was within bearing), and making room for Lord St. George beside her, — " what! did you know him be- fore he went to 1 You can probably tell me, then, 204 THE DISOWNED. who — that is to say — what family he is exactly of, — the Lindens of Devonshire, or — or — " "Why, really," said Lord St. George, a little con- fused, for no man likes to be acquainted with persons whose pedigree he cannot explain, " I don't know what may be his family. I met him at Talbot's four or five years ago; he was then a mere boy, but he struck me as being very clever, and Talbot since told me that he was a nephew of his own. " " Talbot," said Lady Westborough, musingly, — "what Talbot?" " Oh! the Talbot, — the ci-devant jeune homme! " "What, that charming, clever, animated old gentle- man, who used to dress so oddly, and had been so cele- brated a beau gargon in his day ? " "Exactly so," said Lord St. George, taking snuff, and delighted to find he had set his young acquaintance on so honorable a footing. " I did not know he was still alive," said Lady West- borough; and then, turning her eyes towards Clarence and her daughter she added carelessly , " Mr. Talbot is very rich, is he not? " "Rich as Croesus," replied Lord St. George, with a sigh. " And Mr. Linden is his heir, I suppose? " "In all probability," answered Lord St. George; " though I believe I can boast a distant relationship to Talbot. However, I could not make him fully under- stand it the other day, though I took particular pains to explain it." While this conversation was going on between the Marchioness of Westborough and Lord St. George, a dialogue ('<|uully interesting to the parties concerned, and, I hope, equally light, witty, and entertaining to THE DISOWNED. 205 readers in general, was sustained between Clarence and Lady Flora. "How long shall you stay in England?" asked the latter, looking down. "I have not yet been able to decide," replied Clar- ence ; " for it rests with the ministers, not me. Directly Lord Aspeden obtains another appointment, I am prom- ised the office of Secretary of Legation; but till then I am 'A captive in Augusta's towers, To beauty and her train.'" " Oh! " cried Lady Flora, laughing, " you mean Mrs. Desborough and her train; see where they sweep! Pray go and render her homage. " "It is rendered," said Linden, in a low voice,— "without so long a pilgrimage, but perhaps despised." Lady Flora's laugh was hushed; the deepest blushes suffused her cheeks, and the whole character of that face, before so playful and joyous, seemed changed, as by a spell, into a grave, subdued, and even timid look. Linden resumed, and his voice scarcely rose above a whisper. A whisper! delicate and fairy sound! music that speaketh to the heart, as if loth to break the spell that binds it while it listens! Sigh breathed into words, and freighting love in tones languid, like home- ward bees, by the very sweets with which they are charged ! " Do you remember," said he, " that evening at , when we last parted, and the boldness which at that time you were gentle enough to forgive? " Lady Flora replied not. " And do you remember," continued Clarence, " that I told you that it was not as an unknown and obscure 206 THE DISOWNED. adventurer, that I would claim the hand of her whose heart, as an adventurer, I had won? " Lady Flora raised her eyes for one moment, and, en- countering the ardent gaze of Clarence, as instantly dropped them. "The time is »ot yet come," said Linden, "for the fulfilment of this promise; hut may I — dare I hope, that when it does, I shall not he — " "Flora, my love," said Lady Westhorough, "let me introduce to you Lord Borodaile." Lady Flora turned, — the spell was broken; and the lovers were instantly transformed into ordinary mortals. But, as Flora, after returning Lord Borodaile 's address, glanced her eye towards Clarence, she was struck with the sudden and singular change of his countenance. The flush of youth and passion was fled, his complexion was deadly pale, and his eyes were fixed with a searching and unaccountable meaning upon the face of the young nobleman, who was alternately addressing, with a quiet and somewhat haughty fluency, the beautiful mother, and the more lovely though less commanding daughter. Directly Linden perceived that he was observed, he rose, turned away, and was soon lost among the crowd. Lord Borodaile, the son and heir of the powerful Earl of Ulswater, was about the age of thirty, small, slight, and rather handsome than otherwise, though his com- plexion was dark and sallow, and a very aquiline nose gave a stern and somewhat severe air to his countenance. He had been for several years abroad, in various parts of the Continent, and (no other field for an adventurous and fierce spirit presenting itself) had served with the gallant Earl of Effingham, in the war between the Turks and Russians, as a volunteer in the armies of the latter. In this service he had been highly distinguished for THE DISOWNED. 207 courage and conduct, and on his return to England about a twelvemonth since had obtained the command of a cavalry regiment. Passionately fond of his profes- sion, he entered into its minutest duties with a zeal not exceeded by the youngest and poorest subaltern in the army. His manners were very cold, haughty, collected, and self-possessed, and his conversation that of a man who has cultivated his intellect rather in the world than the closet. I mean that, perfectly ignorant of things, he was driven to converse solely upon persons, and having imbibed no other philosophy than that which worldly deceits and disappointments bestow, his remarks, though shrewd, were bitterly sarcastic, and partook of all the ill-nature for which a very scanty knowledge of the world gives a sour and malevolent mind so ready an excuse. "How very disagreeable Lord Borodaile is!" said Lady "Flora, when the object of the remark turned away, and rejoined some idlers of his corps. " Disagreeable! " said Lady Westborough, — " I think him charming ; he is so sensible. How true his remarks on the world are ! " Thus it is always: the young judge harshly of those who undeceive or revolt their enthusiasm; and the more advanced in years, who have not learned by a diviner wisdom to look upon the human follies and errors by which they have suffered with a pitying and lenient eye, consider every maxim of severity on those frailties as the proof of a superior knowledge, and praise that as a profundity of thought which in reality is but an infirmity of temper. Clarence is now engaged in a minuet de la eour, with the beautiful Countess of , the best dancer of the 208 THE DISOWNED. day in England. Lady Flora is flirting with half-a- dozen beaux, the more violently in proportion as she observes the animation with which Clarence converses, and the grace with which his partner moves; and hav- ing thus left our two principal personages occupied and engaged, let us turn for a moment to a room which we have not entered. This is a forlorn, deserted chamber, destined to raids, which are never played in this temple of Terpsichore. At the far end of this room, opposite to the fireplace, are seated four men, engaged in earnest conversation. The tallest of these was Lord Quintown, a nobleman remarkable at that day for his personal advantages, his good fortune with the beau sexe, his attempts at par- liamentary eloquence, in which he was lamentably un- successful, and his adherence to Lord North. Next to him sat Mr. St. George, the younger brother of Lord St. George, a gentleman to whom power and place seemed married without hope of divorce; for, whatever had been the changes of ministry for the last twelve years, he, secure in a lucrative, though subordinate situation, had " smiled at the whirlwind, and defied the storm," and while all things shifted and vanished round him, like clouds and vapors, had remained fixed and stationary as a star. " Solid St. George " was his appellative by his friends, and his enemies di 1 not grudge him the title. The third was the minister for ; and the fourth was Clarence's friend, Lord Aspeden. Now this nobleman, blessed with a benevo- lent, smooth, calm countenance, valued himself espe- cially upon his diplomatic elegance in turning a compliment. Having a great taste for literature as well as diplo- macy, this respected and respectable peer also possessed THE DISOWNED. 209 a curious felicity for applying quotation; and nothing rejoiced him so much as when, in the same phrase, he was enabled to set the two jewels of his courtliness of flattery and his profundity of erudition. Unhappily enough, his compliments were seldom as well taken as they were meant; and, whether from the ingratitude of the persons complimented, or the ill-fortune of the noble adulator, seemed sometimes to produce indigna- tion in place of delight. It has been said that his civil- ities had cost Lord Aspeden four duels and one beating; but these reports were probably the malicious invention of those who had never tasted the delicacies of his flattery. Now these four persons being all members of the Privy Council, and being thus engaged in close and earnest conference, were, you will suppose, employed in discussing the gravities and secrets of state , — no such thing: that whisper from Lord Quintown, the handsome nobleman, to Mr. St. George, is no hoarded and valuable information which would rejoice the heart of the editor of an opposition paper, no direful murmur, " perplexing monarchs with the dread of change ; " it is only a recent piece of scandal, touching the virtue of a lady of the court, which (albeit the sage listener seems to pay so de- vout an attention to the news) is far more interesting to the gallant and handsome informant than to his brother statesman ; and that emphatic and vehement tone with which Lord Aspeden is assuring the minister for of some fact, is merely an angry denunciation of the chicanery practised at the last Newmarket. " By the by, Aspeden," said Lord Quintown, " who is that good-looking fellow always flirting with Lady Flora Ardenne, — an attache of yours, is he not? " " Oh! Linden, I suppose you mean. A very sensible, vol. i. — 14 210 THE DISOWN BR clever young fellow who has a great genius for business, and plays the flute admirably. I must have him for my secretary, my dear lord, mind that." " With such a recommendation, Lord Aspeden," said the minister, with a how, " the state would be a great loser did it not elect your attache, who plays so admir- ably on the flute, to the office of your secretary. Let us join the dancers." " I shall go and talk with Count B ," quoth Mr. St. George. " And I shall make my court to his beautiful wife," said the minister, sauntering into the ball-room, to which his fine person and graceful manner were much better adapted than was his genius to the cabinet, or his eloquence to the senate. The morning had long dawned, and Clarence, for whose mind pleasure was more fatiguing than business, lingered near the door, to catch one last look of Lady Flora before he retired. He saw her leaning on the arm of Lord Borodaile, and hastening to join the dancers, with her usual light step and laughing air; for Clarence's short conference with her had, in spite of his subsequent flirtations, rendered her happier than she had ever felt before. Again a change passed over Clar- ence's countenance, — a change which I find it difficult to express without borrowing from those celebrated German dramatists who could portray in such exact colors "a look of mingled joy, sorrow, hope, passion, rapture, and despair;" for the look was not that of jealousy alone, although it certainly partook of its nature, but a little also of interest, and a little of sor- row; and when he turned away, and slowly descended the stairs, bis eyes were full of tears, and his thoughts far, far away, — whither? THE DISOWNED. 211 CHAPTER XXX. Quse fert adolescentia Ea ne me celet consuefeci filium. 1 Terent. The next morning Clarence was lounging over his break- fast, and glancing listlessly now at the pages of the newspapers, now at the various engagements for the week, which lay confusedly upon his table, when he received a note from Talbot, requesting to see him as soon as possible. "Had it not been for that man," said Clarence to himself, " what should I have been now? But, at least, I have not disgraced his friendship. I have already ascended the roughest, because the lowest steps on the hill where Fortune builds her temple. I have already won for the name I have chosen some ' golden opinions,' to gild its obscurity. One year more may confirm my destiny, and ripen hope into success; then — then, I may perhaps throw off a disguise that, while it be- friended, has not degraded me, and avow myself to her ! Yet how much better to dignify the name I have as- sumed, than to owe respect only to that which I have not been deemed worthy to inherit. Well, well, these are bitter thoughts ; let me turn to others. How beau- tiful Flora looked last night! and, he — he — but enough of this. I must dress, and then to Talbot. " Muttering these wayward fancies, Clarence rose, com- pleted his toilet, sent for his horses, and repaired to a 1 The things which youth proposes I accustomed my son that he should never conceal from me. 212 THE DISOWNED. village about seven miles from London, where Talbot, Laving yielded to Clarence's fears and solicitations, and left his former insecure tenement, now resided under the guard and care of an especial and private watchman. It was a pretty, quiet villa, surrounded by a planta- tion and pleasure-ground of some extent for a suburban residence, in which the old philosopher (for though, in some respects, still frail and prejudiced, Talbot deserved that name) held his home. The ancient servant, on whom four years had passed lightly and favoringly, opened the door to Clarence, with his usual smile of greeting, and familiar yet respectful salutation, and ushered our hero into a room furnished with the usual fastidious and rather feminine luxury which characterized Talbot's tastes. Sitting with his back turned to the light, in a large easy-chair, Clarence found the wreck of the once gallant, gay Lothario. There was not much alteration in his countenance since we last saw him: the lines, it is true, were a little more decided, and the cheeks a little more sunken, but the dark eye beamed with all its wonted vivacity, and the delicate contour of the mouth preserved all its physi- ognomical characteristics of the inward man. He rose with somewhat more difficulty than he was formerly wont to do, and his limbs had lost much of their sym- metrical proportions; yet the kind clasp of his hand was as firm and warm as when it had pressed that of the boyish attache four years since; and the voice which expressed his salutation, yet breathed its unconquered suavity and distinctness of modulation. After the cus- tomary greetings and inquiries were given and returned, the young man drew his chair near to Talbot's, and said, — " You sent for me, dear sir; have you anything more THE DISOWNED. 213 important than usual to impart to me! or — and I hope this is the case — have you at last thought of any com- mission, however trifling, in the execution of which I can be of use 1 " "Yes, Clarence, I wish your judgment to select me some strawberries, — you know that I am a great epicure in fruit, — and get me the new work Dr. Johnson has just published. There, are you contented 1 ? And now, tell me all about your horse, — does he step well 1 Has he the true English head and shoulder 1 Are his legs fine, yet strong? Is he full of spirit and devoid of vice 1 " " He is all this, sir, thanks to you for him." "Ah!" cried Talbot,— " Old as I am, for riding feats unfit, The shape of horses I remember yet. And now let us hear how you like Ranelagh; and above all how you liked the ball last night ? " And the vivacious old man listened with the pro- foundest appearance of interest to all the particulars of Clarence's animated detail. His vanity, which made him wish to be loved, had long since taught him the surest method of becoming so; and with him every visitor, old, young, the man of books, or the disciple of the world, was sure to find the readiest and even eagerest sympathy in every amusement or occupation. But for Clarence, this interest lay deeper than in the surface of courtly breeding. Gratitude had first bound to him his adopted son, then a tie, yet unexplained, and lastly, but not least, the pride of protection. He was vain of the personal and mental attractions of his protege, and eager for the success of one whose honors would reflect credit on himself. 214 THE DISOWNED. But there was one part of Clarence's account of the last night to which the philosopher paid a still deeper attention, and on which lie was more minute in his advice; what this was, I cannot, as yet, reveal to the reader. The conversation then turned on light and general matters, — the scandal, the literature, the politics, the on dits of the day; and lastly upon women; thence Talbot dropped into his office of Mentor. "A celebrated cardinal said, very wisely, that few ever did anything among men until women were no longer an object to them. That is the reason, by the by, why I never succeeded with the former, and why people seldom acquire any reputation except for a hat, or a horse, till they marry. Look round at the various occupations of life. How few bachelors are eminent in any of them! So you see, Clarence, you will have my leave to marry Lady Flora as soon as you please." Clarence colored, and rose to depart. Talbot followed him to the door, and then said in a careless way, " By the by, I had almost forgotten to tell you that, as you have now many new expenses, you will find the yearly sum you have hitherto received doubled. To give you this information is the chief reason why I sent for you this morning. God bless you, my dear boy." And Talbot shut the door, despite his politeness, in the face and thanks of his adopted son. THE DISOWNED. 215 CHAPTER XXXI. There is a great difference between seeking to raise a laugh from everything, and seeking in everything what justly may be laughed at. — Lord Shaftesbury. Behold our hero, now in the zenith of distinguished dissipations! Courteous, attentive, and animated, the women did not esteem him the less for admiring them rather than himself; while hy the gravity of his de- meanor to men, the eloquent yet unpretending flow of his conversation whenever topics of intellectual interest were discussed, the plain and solid sense which he threw into his remarks, and the avidity with which he courted the society of all distinguished for literary or political eminence, he was silently, but surely, establishing him- self in esteem as well as popularity, and laying the certain foundation of future honor and success. Thus, although he had only been four months re- turned to England, he was already known and courted in every circle, and universally spoken of as among " the most rising young gentlemen " whom fortune and the administration had marked for their own. His his- tory, during the four years in which we have lost sight of him, is briefly told. He soon won his way into the good graces of Lord Aspeden, became his private secretary, and occasionally his confidant. Universally admired for his attraction of form and manner, and, though aiming at reputation, not averse to pleasure, he had that position which fashion confers at the Court of , when Lady West- 216 THE DISOWNED. borough, and her beautiful daughter, then only seven- teen, came to , in the progress of a Continental tour, about a year before his return fco England. Clar- ence and Lady Flora -were naturally brought much to- gether in the restricted circle of a small court, and intimacy soon ripened into attachment. Lord Aspcdcn being recalled, Clarence accompanied him to England; and the ex-minister, really liking much one who was so useful to him, had faithfully promised to procure him the office and honor of sec- retary whenever his lordship should be reappointed minister. Three intimate acquaintances had Clarence Linden. The one was the Honorable Henry Trollolop, the second Mr. Callythorpe, and the third Sir Christopher Findlater. We will sketch them to you in an instant. Mr. Trollolop was a short, stout gentleman , with a very thoughtful countenance, — that is to say, he wore spec- tacles, and took snuff. Mr. Trollolop — we delight in pronouncing that soft, liquid name — ■ was eminently distinguished by a love of metaphysics. Metaphysics were in a great measure the order of the day ; but fate had endowed Mr. Trollolop with a singular and felici- tous confusion of idea. Reid, Berkeley, Cudworth, Hobbes, all lay jumbled together in most edifying chaos at the bottom of Mr. Trollolop's capacious mind; and whenever he opened his mouth, the imprisoned enemies came rushing and scrambling out, overturning and con- tradicting each other, in a manner quite astounding to the ignorant spectator. Mr. Callythorpe was meagre, thin, sharp, and yellow. Whether from having a great propensity for nailing stray acquaintances, or being par- ticularly heavy company, or from any other cause better known to the wits of the period than to us, he was THE DISOWNED. 217 occasionally termed by his friends, the " yellow ham- mer." The peculiar characteristics of this gentleman were his sincerity and friendship. These qualities led him into saying things the most disagreeable, with the civilest and coolest manner in the world , — always pre- facing them with, " You know, my dear so-and-so, I am your true friend." If this proof of amity was now and then productive of altercation, Mr. Callythorpe, who was a great patriot, had another and a nobler plea, -. — " Sir," he would say, putting his hand to his heart, — " sir, I 'm an Englishman: I know not what it is to feign. " Of a very different stamp was Sir Christopher Findlater. Little cared he for the subtleties of the human mind, and not much more for the disagreeable duties of " an Englishman." Honest and jovial, red in the cheeks, empty in the head, born to twelve thousand a yea^ educated in the country, and heir to an earldom, Sir Christopher Findlater piqued himself, notwithstand- ing his worldly advantages, usually so destructive to the kindlier affections, on having the best heart in the world, and this good heart having a very bad head to regulate and support it, was the perpetual cause of error to the owner and evil to the public. One evening, when Clarence was alone in his rooms, Mr. Trollolop entered. " My dear Linden," said the visitor, " how are you? " "I am, as I hope you are, very well," answered Clarence. " The human mind," said Trollolop, taking off his greatcoat, — " Sir Christopher Findlater, and Mr. Cally- thorpe, sir," said the valet. " Pshaw ! What has Sir Christopher Findlater to do with the human mind? " muttered Mr. Trollolop. Sir Christopher entered with a swagger and a laugh. 218 THE DISOWNED. " Well, old fellow, how do you do? Deuced cold this evening." " Though it is an evening in May," observed Clar- ence; "but then, this cursed climate! " "Climate!" interrupted Mr. Callythorpe, "it is the best climate in the world; I am an Englishman, and I never abuse my country. England, with all thy faults, I love thee still." " As to climate," said Trollolop, " there is no climate, neither here nor elsewhere. The climate is in your mind, the chair is in your mind, and the table too, though I daresay you are stupid enough to think the two latter are in the room; the human mind, my dear Findlater — " "Don't mind me, Trollolop," cried the baronet, "I can't bear your clever heads; give me a good heart, — that's worth all the heads in the world, d — n me if it is not! Eh, Linden?" "Your good heart," cried Trollolop, in a passion (for all your self-called philosophers are a little choleric), — " your good heart is all cant and nonsense, there is no heart at all : we are all mind. " "I '11 be hanged if I 'm all mind," said the baronet. "At least," quoth Linden, gravely, " no one ever accused you of it before." " We are all mind," pursued the reasoner, — " we are all mind, un moxdin a vahonnement. Our ideas are derived from two sources, sensation or memory. That neither our thoughts, nor passions, nor ideas formed by the imagination, exist without the mind, everybody will allow; 1 therefore, you see, the human mind is — in short, there is nothing in the world but the human mind!" 1 Berkeley : Principles of Human Knoideihje, sect. iii. THE DISOWNED. 219 " Xothing could be better demonstrated," said Clarence. "I don't believe it," quoth the baronet. " But you do believe it, and you must believe it," cried Trollolop; "for, 'the Supreme Being has im- planted within us the principle of credulity,' and there- fore you do believe it." " But I don't," cried Sir Cbristopher. "You are mistaken," replied the metaphysician, calmly; "because I must speak truth." " Why must you, pray 1 " said the baronet. " Because," answered Trollolop, taking snuff, " there is a principle of veracity implanted in our nature." " I wish I were a metaphysician," said Clarence, with a sigh. " I am glad to hear you say so; for you know, my dear Linden," said Callythorpe, "that I am your true friend, and I must therefore tell you that you are shame- fully ignorant. You are not offended 1 " " Not at all! " said Clarence, trying to smile. " And you, my dear Findlater " (turning to the bar- onet), "you know that I wish you well, — you know that I never flatter, I 'm your real friend, so you must not be angry; but you really are not considered a Solomon." " Mr. Callythorpe ! " exclaimed the baronet, in a rage (the best-hearted people can't always bear truth), " what do you mean 1 " "You must not be angry, my good sir, — you must not, really. I can't help telling you of your faults; for I am a true Briton, sir, a true Briton, and leave lying to slaves and Frenchmen. " " You are in an error," said Trollolop; "Frenchmen don't lie, at least not naturally, for in the human mind, 220 THE DISOWNED. as T before said, the Divine Author has implanted a principle of veracity which — " " My dear sir," interrupted Callythorpe, very affection- ately, "you remind me of what people say of t/ou." " Memory may be reduced to sensation, since it is only a weaker sensation," quoth Trollolop; " but proceed." "You know, Trollolop," said Callythorpe, in a sin- gularly endearing intonation of voice, — " you know that I never natter; flattery is unbecoming a true friend, — nay, more, it is unbecoming a native of our happy isles, and people do say of you that you know nothing whatso- ever, no, not an iota, of all that nonsensical, worthless philosophy, of which you are always talking. Lord St. George said the other day ' that you were very con- ceited. ' 'No, not conceited,' replied Dr. , 'only ignorant;' so if I were you, Trollolop, I would cut metaphysics, — you 're not offended 1 " "By no means," cried Trollolop, foaming at the mouth. " For my part," said the good-hearted Sir Christopher, whose wrath had now subsided, rubbing his hands, — " for my part, I see no good in any of those things. I never read, — never, — and I don't see how I 'm a bit the worse for it. A good man, Linden, in my opinion, only wants to do his duty, and that is very easily done." " A good man ! — and what is good 1 " cried the meta- physician, triumphantly. "Is it implanted within us? Hobbes, according to K,eid, who is our last and con- sequently best philosopher, endeavors to demonstrate that there is no difference between right and wrong." " I have no idea of what you mean," cried Sir Christopher. "Idea!" exclaimed the pious philosopher. "Sir give me leave to tell you that no solid proof has ever THE DISOWNED. 221 been advanced of the existence of ideas ; they are a mere fiction and hypothesis. Nay, sir, ' hence arises that scepticism which disgraces our philosophy of the mind. ' Ideas! — Findlater, you are a sceptic and an idealist." "II" cried the affrighted baronet ; " upon my honor I am no such thing. Everybody knows that I am a Christian, and — " "Ah! " interrupted Callythorpe, with a solemn look, " everybody knows that you are not one of those horrid persons, — those atrocious deists and atheists and scep- tics from whom the church and freedom of old Eng- land have suffered such danger. I am a true Briton of the good old school; and I confess, Mr. Trollolop, that I do not like to hear any opinions but the right ones. " " Right ones, being only those which Mr. Callythorpe professes," said Clarence. " Exactly so ! " rejoined Mr. Callythorpe. "The human mind — " commenced Mr. Trollolop, stirring the fire; when Clarence, who began to be some- what tired of this conversation, rose. " You will excuse me," said he, "but I am particularly engaged, and it is time to dress. Harrison will get you tea, or whatever else you are inclined for. " " The human mind — " renewed Trollolop, not heed- ing the interruption; and Clarence forthwith left the room. 222 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XXXII. Yon blame Martins for being proud. — Coriolanug. Here is another fellow, a marvellous pretty hand at fashioning a compliment. — The Tanner of Tybum. There was a brilliant ball at Lady T 's, a person- age who, every one knows, did, in the year 17 — , give the best balls, and have the best-dressed people at them, in London. It was about half-past twelve when Clar- ence, released from his three friends, arrived at the countess's. When he entered, the first thing which struck him was Lord Borodaile in close conversation with Lady Flora. Clarence paused for a few moments, and then, saun- tering towards them, caught Flora's eye, colored, and advanced. Noav, if there was a haughty man in Europe, it was Lord Borodaile. He was not proud of his birth or fortune, but he was proud of himself; and, next to that pride, he was proud of being a gentleman. He had an exceeding horror of all common people, — a Claver- house-sort of supreme contempt to " puddle blood." His lip seemed to wear scorn as a garment; a lofty and stern self-admiration, rather than self-love, sat upon his fore- head as on a throne. He had, as it were, an awe of himself; his thoughts were so many mirrors of Viscount Borodaile, dressed en dieu. His mind was a little Ver- sailles, in which self sat like Louis XIV., and saw nothing but pictures of its self , sometimes as Jupiter, and sometimes as Apollo. What marvel, then, that Lord Borodaile was a very unpleasant companion; for THE DISOWNED. 223 every human "being he had " something of contempt. " His eye was always eloquent in disdaining: to the ple- heian it said, " You are not a gentleman; " to the prince, " You are not Lord Borodaile." Yet, with all this, he had his good points. He was brave as a lion, strictly honorable, and, though very ignorant and very self-sufficient, had that sort of dogged good sense which one very often finds in men of stern hearts, who, if they have many prejudices, have little feeling to overcome. Very stiffly and very haughtily did Lord Borodaile draw up when Clarence approached and addressed Lady Flora; much more stiffly and much more haughtily did he return, though with old-fashioned precision of courtesy, Clarence's bow, when Lady Westborough in- troduced them to each other. Not that this hauteur was intended as a particular affront; it was only the agreeability of his lordship's general manner. " Are you engaged 1 " said Clarence to Flora. " I am, at present, to Lord Borodaile." " After him, may I hope? " Lady Flora nodded assent, and disappeared with Lord Borodaile. His Royal Highness the Duke of came up to Lady Westborough; and Clarence, with a smiling coun- tenance and an absent heart, plunged into the crowd. There he met Lord Aspeden, in conversation with the Earl of Holdenworth, one of the administration. "Ah, Linden! " said the diplomatist, "let me intro- duce you to Lord Holdenworth, — a clever young man, my dear lord, and plays the flute beautifully." With this eulogium, Lord Aspeden glided away; and Lord Holdenworth, after some conversation with Linden, hon- ored him by an invitation to dinner the next day. 224 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XXXIII. T is true his nature may with faults abound j But who will cavil when the heart is sound ! Stephen Montagde. Dum vitant stulti vitia, in contraria currunt. 1 — Hor. The next day Sir Christopher Findlater called on Clarence. " Let us lounge into the park," said he. " With pleasure," replied Clarence; and into the park they lounged. By the way they met a crowd, who were hurrying a man to prison. The good-hearted Sir Christopher stopped: " Who is that poor fellow? " said he. " It is the celebrated " (in England all criminals are celebrated. Thurtell was a hero, Thistlewood a patriot, and Fauntleroy was discovered to be exactly like Buona- parte! ), — " it is the celebrated robber, John Jefleries, who broke into Mrs. Wilson's house, and cut the throats of herself and her husband, wounded the maid-servant, and split the child's skull with the poker." Clarence pressed forward : " 1 have seen that man be- fore," thought he. He looked again, and recognized the face of the robber Avho had escaped from Talbot's house, on the eventful night which had made Clarence's fortune. It was a strongly-marked and rather handsome countenance, wbich would not be easily forgotten; and a single circumstance of excitement will stamp features on the memory as deeply as the commonplace inter- course of years. J The foolish while avoiding vice run into the opposite extremes. THE DISOWNED. 225 "John Jefferies!" exclaimed the baronet, "let us come away. "Linden," continued Sir Christopher, "that fellow was my servant once. He robbed me to some consid- erable extent. I caught him. He appealed to my heart, and you know, my dear fellow, that was irresis- tible, so I let him off. Who could have thought he would have turned out so 1 " And the baronet proceeded to eulogize his own good-nature, by which it is just necessary to remark that one miscreant had been saved for a few years from transportation, in order to rob and murder ad libitum, and having fulfilled the office of a common pest, to suffer on the gallows at last. What a fine thing it is to have a good heart! Both our gentlemen now sunk into a reverie, from which they were awakened, at the entrance of the park, by a young man in rags, who, with a piteous tone, sup- plicated charity. Clarence, who, to his honor be it spoken, had spent an allotted and considerable part of his income in judicious and laborious benevolence, and had read a little of political morals, then beginning to be understood, walked on. The good-hearted baronet put his hand in his pocket and gave the beggar half a guinea, by which a young, strong man, who had only just commenced the trade, was confirmed in his im- position for the rest of his life, and, instead of the useful support, became the pernicious encumbrance of society. Sir Christopher had now recovered his spirits. " What 's like a good action 1 " said he to Clarence, with a swelling breast. The park was crowded to excess; our loungers were joined by Lord St. George. His lordship was a stanch Tory. He could not endure Wilkes, liberty, or general VOL. I. — 15 226 THE DISOWNED. education. He launched out against the enlightenment of domestics. 1 " What has made you so bitter? " said Sir Christopher. "My valet," cried Lord St. George, — "he has in- vented a new toasting-fork, is going to take out a patent, make his fortune, and leave me ; that \s what 1 call in- gratitude, Sir Christopher; for I ordered his wages to be raised five pounds but last year." " It tvas very ungrateful," said the ironical Clarence. " Very! " reiterated the good-hearted Sir Christopher. " You cannot recommend me a valet, Findlater," re- newed his lordship, " a good, honest, sensible fellow, who can neither read nor write 1 " "N-o-o; that is to say, yes! I can; my old ser- vant, Collard, is out of place, and is as ignorant as — as — " "I — or you are 1 " said Lord St. George, with a laugh. " Precisely," replied the baronet. " Well, then, I take your recommendation; send him to me to-morrow at twelve." " I will," said Sir Christopher. "My dear Findlater," cried Clarence, when Lord St. George was gone; " did you not tell me, some time ago, that Collard was a great rascal, and very intimate with Jetieries 1 — and now you recommend him to Lord St. George!" "Hush, hush, hush! " said the baronet; "he was a great rogue to be sure; but, poor fellow, he came to me 1 The ancestors of our present footmen, if we may believe Sir "William Temple, seem to have beeu to the full as intellectual as their descendants. " I have had," observes the philosophic states- man, "several servants far 0 THE DISOWNED. So, after this, you cannot refuse to accompany me to her box, and make her acquaintance." " Nay," answered Clarence, " I shall be too happy to profit by the taste of so discerning a person ; but it i cruel in you, Duke, not to feign a little jealousy, — a little reluctance to introduce so formidable; a rival." " Oh, as to me," said the duke, " 1 only like her for her mental, not her personal attractions. She is very agreeable, and a little witty; sufficient attractions for one in her situation." " But do tell me a little of her history," said Clarence; " for, in spite of her renown, I only know her as La Belle Meronville. Is she not living en ami with some one of our acquaintance 1 " " To be sure," replied the duke, " with Lord Borodaile. She is prodigiously extravagant; and Borodaile affects to be prodigiously fond ; but as there is only a certain fund of affection in the human heart, and all Lord Boro- daile's is centred in Lord Borodaile, that cannot really be the case." " Is he jealous of her ? " said Clarence. "Not in the least, nor indeed does she give him any cause. She is very gay, very talkative, gives excellent suppers, and always has her box at the opera crowded with admirers; but that is all. She encourages many, and favors but one. Happy Borodaile! My lot is less fortunate! You know, I suppose, that Julia has de- serted me 1 " " You astonish me, — and for what ? " " Oh, she told me, with a vehement burst of tears, that she was convinced I did not love her, and that a hundred pounds a month was not sufficient to maintain a milliner's apprentice. I answered the first assertion by an assurance that I adored her; but I preserved a THE DISOWNED. 251 total silence with regard to the latter ; and so I found Trevanion tete-a-tete with her the next day." " What did you? " said Clarence. " Sent my valet to Trevanion with an old coat of mine, my compliments, and my hopes that, as Mr. Trevanion was so fond of my cast-off conveniences, he would honor me by accepting the accompanying trifle." " He challenged you, without doubt ? " " Challenged me! ISTo; he tells all his friends that I am the wittiest man in Europe." " A fool can speak the truth, you see," said Clarence, laughing. "Thank you, Linden; you shall have my good word with La Meronville for that; mais allons." Mademoiselle de la Meronville, as she pointedly en- titled herself, was one of those charming adventuresses who, making the most of a good education and a prepos- sessing person, a delicate turn for letter-writing, and a lively vein of conversation, come to England for a year or two, as Spaniards were wont to go to Mexico, and who return to their native country with a profound con- tempt for the barbarians whom they have so egregiou.-lv despoiled. Mademoiselle de la Meronville was small, beautifully formed, had the prettiest hands and feet in the world, and laughed musically. By the by, how difficult it is to laugh, or even to smile, at once naturally and gracefully. It is one of Steele's finest touches of character where he says of Will Honeycomb, " He can smile when one speaks to him, and laughs easily." In a word, the pretty Frenchwoman was precisely formed to turn the head of a man like Lord Borodaile, who loved to be courted, and who required to be amused. " Mademoiselle de la Meronville received Clar- 252 THE DISOWNED. ence with a great deal of grace, and a little reserve, the first chiefly natural, the last wholly artificial. " Well, " said the duke (in French), " you have not told me who are to he of your party this evening, — Borodaile, I suppose, of course 1 " " No, he cannot come to-night. " "Ah, quel malheurf then the hock will not he iced enough, — Borodaile's looks are the hest wine-coolers in the world." " Fie ! " cried La Meronville, glancing towards Clar- ence : " I cannot endure your malevolence ; wit makes you very hitter." " And that is exactly the reason why La Belle Meron- ville loves me so. Nothing is so sweet to one person as bitterness upon another ; it is human nature and French nature (which is a very different thing) into the bargain." "Bah! my lord duke, you judge of others by your- self." " To be sure I do," cried the duke; " and that is the best way of forming a right judgment. Ah! what a foot that little figurante has, — you don't admire her, Linden ? " "No, Duke; my admiration is like the bird in the cage, — chained here, and cannot fly away!" answered Clarence, with a smile at the frippery of his compli- ment. " Ah, Monsieur," cried the pretty Frenchwoman, leaning back, " you have been at Paris, I see, — one does not learn those graces of language in England. 1 have been five months in your country, — brought over the prettiest dresses imaginable, and have only received three compliments, and (pity me!) two out of the three were upon my pronunciation of ' How do you do 1 ' THE DISOWNED. 253 " Well, " said Clarence, " I should have imagined that in England, ahove all other countries, your vanity would have been gratified; for you know we pique ourselves on our sincerity, and say all we think." " Yes ! then you always think very unpleasantly ; what an alternative ! which is the best, to speak ill, or to think ill of one ? " "Pour V amour de Dieu," cried the duke, "don't ask such puzzling questions ; you are always getting into those moral subtleties, which I suppose you learn from Borodaile. He is a wonderful metaphysician, I hear, — I can answer for his chemical powers ; the moment he enters a room the very Avails grow damp ; as for me, I dissolve; I should flow into a fountain, like Arethusa, if happily his lordship did not freeze one again into sub- stance as fast as he dampens one into thaw." " Fi done ! " cried La Meronville. " I should be very angry, had you not taught me to be very in- ditt'erent — " " To him ! " said the duke, dryly. " I 'm glad to hear it. He is not worth une grande jiassion, believe me, — but tell me, ma belle, who else sups with you 1 " " D'abord, Monsieur Linden, I trust," answered La Meronville, with a look of invitation to which Clarence bowed and smiled his assent, " Milord D , and Mons. Trevanion, Mademoiselle Caumartin, and Le Prince Pietro del Ordino." "Nothing can be better arranged," said the duke. " But see, they are just going to drop the curtain. Let me call your carriage." " You are too good, Milord," replied La Meronville, with a bow, which said, "Of course;" and the duke, who would not have stirred three paces for the first prin- cess of the blood, hurried out of the box (despite of 254 THE DISOWNED. Clarence's offer to undertake the commission) to inquire after the carriage of the most notorious adventuress of the day. Clarence was alone in the box with the beautiful Frenchwoman. To say truth, Linden was far too much in love with Lady Flora, and too occupied, as to his other thoughts, with the projects of ambition, to be easily led into any disreputable or criminal liaison; he therefore conversed with his usual ease, though with rather more than his usual gallantry, without feeling the least touched by the charms of La Meronville, or the least desirous of supplanting Lord Borodaile in her favor. The duke reappeared, and announced the carriage. As, with La Meronville leaning on his arm, Clarence hurried out, he accidentally looked up, and saw on the head of the stairs Lady Westborough with her party (Lord Borodaile among the rest) in waiting for her carriage. For almost the first time in his life, Clarence felt ashamed of himself; his cheek burned like fire, and he involuntarily let go the fair hand which was leaning upon his arm. However, the weaker our cause the better face we should put upon it, and Clarence, recover- ing his presence of mind, and vainly hoping he had not been perceived, buried his face as well as he was able in the fur collar of his cloak, and hurried on. " You saw Lord Korodaile ? " said the duke to La Meronville, as he handed her into her carriage. " Yes, I accidentally looked back after we had passed him, and then I saw him." "Looked back! " said the duke; " I wonder he did not turn you into a pillar of salt." " Fi done ! " cried La Belle Meronville, tapping his grace playfully on the arm, in order to do which she THE DISOWNED. 255 was forced to lean a little harder upon Clarence's, which she had not yet relinquished, — " Ji done ! — Francois, chez moi ! " " My carriage is just hehind," said the duke. " You will go with me to La Meronville's, of course." "Really, my dear duke," said Clarence, "I wish I could excuse myself from this party. I have another engagement. " " Excuse yourself 1 — and leave me to the mercy of Mademoiselle Caumartin, who has the face of an ostrich, and talks me out of breath! Never, my dear Linden, never! Besides, I want you to see how well I shall behave to Trevanion. Here is the carriage. Entrez, mon cher." And Clarence, weakly and foolishly (but he was very young and very unhappy, and so longing for an escape from his own thoughts) , entered the carriage, and drove to the supper party, in order to prevent the Duke of Haverfield being talked out of breath by Mademoiselle Caumartin, who had the face of an ostrich. 256 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XXXIX. Yet truth is keenly sought for, and the wind, Charged with rich words, poured out in thought's defence, Whether the church inspire that eloquence, Or a Platonic piety, confined To the sole temple of the inward mind ; And one there is who builds immortal lays, Though doomed to tread in solitary ways ; Darkness before, and danger's voice behind ! Yet not alone. Wordsworth. London, — thou Niobe, who sittest in stone, amidst thy stricken and fated children ; nurse of the desolate, that hidest in thy bosom the shame, the sorrows, the sins of many sons; in whose arms the fallen and the outcast shroud their distresses, and shelter from the proud man's contumely ; epitome and focus of the disparities and maddening contrasts of this wrong world, that assem- blest together in one great heap the woes, the joys, the elevations, the debasements of the various tribes of man; mightiest of levellers, confounding in thy Whirlpool all ranks, all minds, the graven labors of knowledge, the straws of the maniac, purple and rags, the regalities and the loathsomeness of earth, — palace and lazar-house combined! Grave of the living, where, mingled and massed together, we couch, but rest not; "for in that sleep of life what dreams do come," each vexed with a separate vision, — " shadows " which " grieve the heart," unreal in their substance, but faithful in their warnings, flitting from the eye, but graving unrleeting memories THE DISOWNED. 257 on the mind, which reproduce new dreams over and over, until the phantasm ceases, and the pall of a heavier torpor falls upon the Drain, and all is still and dark and hushed ! — " From the stir of thy great Babel," and the fixed tinsel glare in which sits Pleas- ure like a star, " which shines, but warms not with its powerless rays," we turn to thy deeper and more secret haunts. Thy wilderness is all before us, — where to choose our place of rest; and, to our eyes, thy hidden recesses are revealed. The clock of St. Paul's had toiled the second hour of morning. Within a small and humble apartment, La the very heart of the city, there sat a writer, whose lucubrations, then obscure and unknown, were destined, years afterwards, to excite the vague admiration of the crowd, and the deeper homage of the wise. They were of that nature which is slow in winning its way to popular esteem, — the result of the hived and hoarded knowledge of years, the produce of deep thought and sublime aspirations, influencing in its bearings the in- terests of the many, yet only capable of analysis by the judgment of the few. But the stream broke forth at last from the cavern to the daylight, although the source was never traced; or, to change the image, — albeit none know the hand which executed, and the head which designed, — the monument of a mighty intellect has been at length dug up, as it were, from the envious earth, the brighter for its past obscurity, and the more certain of immortality from the temporary neglect it has sustained. The room was, as we before said, very small and meanly furnished ; yet were there a few articles of cost- liness and luxury scattered about, which told that the tastes of its owner had not been quite humbled to the vol. i. — 17 258 THE DISOWNED. level of his fortunes. One side of the narrow chamber was covered with shelves, which supported hooks in various languages ; and though chiefly on scientific sub- jects, not utterly confined to them. Among the doc- trines of the philosopher, and the golden rules of the moralist, were also seen the pleasant dreams of poets, the legends of Spenser, the refining moralities of Pope, the lofty errors of Lucretius, and the sublime relics of our "dead kings of melody." 1 And over the hearth was a picture, taken in more prosperous days, of one who had been, and was yet, to the tenant of that abode, better than fretted roofs and glittering banquets, the objects of ambition, or even the immortality of fame. It was the face of one very young and beautiful, and the deep, tender eyes looked down, as with a watchful fondness, upon the lucubrator and his labors. While beneath the window, which was left unclosed, for it was scarcely June, were simple yet not inelegant vases filled with flowers: " These lovely leaves, where we May read how soon things have Their end, though ne'er so hrave." 2 The writer was alone, and had just paused from his employment; he was leaning his face upon one hand, in a thoughtful and earnest mood, and the air, which came chill but gentle from the window, slightly stirred the locks from the broad and marked brow, over which they fell in thin but graceful waves. Partly owing, perhaps, to the waning light of the single lamp and the lateness of the hour, his cheek seemed very pale, and the com- plete, though contemplative rest of the features partook greatly of the quiet of habitual sadness, and a little of i Shakespeare and Milton. a Herrick. THE DISOWNED. 259 the languor of shaken health; yet the expression , despite the proud cast of the brow and profile, was rather be- nevolent than stern or dark in its pensiveness, and the lines spoke more of the wear and harrow of deep thought, than the inroads of ill-regulated passion. There was a slight tap at the door, — the latch was raised, and the original of the picture I have described entered the apartment. Time had not been idle with her since that portrait had been taken : the round elastic figure had lost much of its youth and freshness; the step, though light, was languid, and in the centre of the fair smooth cheek, which was a little sunken, burned one deep, bright spot, — fatal sign to those who have watched the pro- gress of the most deadly and deceitful of our national maladies; yet still the form and countenance were emi- nently interesting and lovely; and though the bloom was gone forever, the beauty, which not even death could wholly have despoiled, remained to triumph over debility, misfortune, and disease. She approached the student, and laid her hand upon his shoulder, — "Dearest!" said he, tenderly yet reproachfully, "yet up, and the hour so late, and yourself so weak? Fie, I must learn to scold you. " " And how," answered the intruder, "how could I sleep or rest while you are consuming your very life in those thankless labors 1 " "By which," interrupted the writer, with a faint smile , " we glean our scanty subsistence. " " Yes," said the wife (for she held that relation to the student), and the tears stood in her eyes; " I know well that every morsel of bread, every drop of water, is wrung from your very heart's blood, and I — I am the cause of 260 THE DISOWNED. all; but surely you exert yourself too much, more than can be requisite. These night damps, this sickly and chilling air, heavy with the rank vapors of the coming morning, are not suited to thoughts and toils which are alone sufficient to sear your mind and exhaust your strength. Come, my own love, to bed; and yet, first, come and look upon our child, — how sound she sleeps! I have leaned over her for the last hour, and tried to fancy it was you whom I watched; for she has learned already your smile, and has it even when she sleeps." " She has cause to smile," said the husband, bitterly. " She has, for she is yours ! and even in poverty and humble hopes, that is an inheritance which may well teach her pride and joy. Come, love, the air is keen, and the damp rises to your forehead, — yet stay, till I have kissed it away." "Mine own love," said the student, as he rose and wound his arm round the slender waist of his wife, " wrap your shawl closer over your bosom, and let us look for one instant upon the night. I cannot sleep till I have slaked the fever of my hlood ; the air has noth- ing of coldness in its breath to me." And they walked to the window, and looked forth. All was hushed and still in the narrow street; the cold gray clouds were hurrying fast along the sky, and the stars, weak and waning in their light, gleamed forth at rare intervals upon the mute city, like the expiring watch-lamps of the dead. They leaned out, and spoke not; but when they looked above upon the melancholy heavens, they drew nearer to each other, as if it were their natural instinct to do so, whenever the world without seemed discour- aging and sad. At length the student broke the silence; but his THE DISOWNED. 261 thoughts, which were wandering and disjointed, were breathed less to her than vaguely and unconsciously to himself: "Morn breaks, — another and another! — day upon day ! — while we drag on our load like the blind beast which knows not when the burden shall be cast off, and the hour of rest be come. " The woman pressed his hand to her bosom, but made no rejoinder, — she knew his mood, — and the student continued. " And so life frets itself away ! Four years have passed over our seclusion, — four years! — a great seg- ment in the little circle of our mortality ; and of those years, what day has pleasure won from labor, or what night has sleep snatched wholly from the lamp 1 Weaker than the miser, the insatiable and restless mind traverses from east to west ; and from the nooks and corners and crevices of earth collects, fragment by fragment, grain by grain, atom by atom, the riches which it gathers to its coffers, — for what? — to starve amidst the plenty! The fantasies of the imagination bring a ready and sub- stantial return, — not so the treasures of thought. Better that I had renounced the soul's labor for that of its hardier frame ; better that I had ' sweated in the eye of Phoebus,' than ' eat my heart with crosses and with cares,' — seeking truth and wanting bread; adding to the indigence of poverty its humiliation; wroth with the arrogance of men, who weigh in the shallow scales of their meagre knowledge the product of lavish thought, and of the hard hours for which health and sleep and spirit have been exchanged; sharing the lot of those who would enchant the old serpent of evil, which refuses the voice of the charmer! — struggling against the prejudice and bigoted delusion of the bandaged and fettered herd to whom, in our fond hopes and aspirations, we trusted 262 THE DISOWNED. to give light and freedom; seeing the slavish judgments we would have redeemed from error clashing their chains at us in ire; made criminal by our very benevolence: the martyrs whose zeal is rewarded with persecution, whose prophecies are crowned with contempt! l>etter, oh, better that I had not listened to the vanity of a heated brain, — better that I had made my home with the lark and the wild bee, among the fields and the quiet hills, where life, if obscurer, is less debased, and hope, if less eagerly indulged, is less bitterly disap- pointed. The frame, it is true, might have been bowed to a harsher labor ; but the heart would at least have had its rest from anxiety, and the mind its relaxation from thought." The wife's tears fell upon the hand she clasped. The student turned, and his heart smote him for the selfish- ness of his complaints. He drew her closer and closer to his bosom; and gazing fondly upon those eyes which years of indigence and care might have robbed of their young lustre, but not of their undying tenderness, he kissed away her tears and addressed her in a voice which never failed to charm her grief into forgetfulness. " Dearest and kindest," he said, " was I not to blame for accusing those privations or regrets which have only made us love each other the more! Trust me, mine own treasure, that it is only in the peevishness of an incon- stant and fretful humor, that I have murmured against my fortune. For, in the midst of all, I look upon you, my angel, my comforter, my young dream of love, which God, in his mercy, breathed into waking life, — I look upon you , and am blessed and grateful. Nor in my juster moments do I accuse even the nature of these studies, though they bring us so scanty a reward. Have I not hours of secret and overflowing delight, the triumphs of THE DISOWNED. 263 gratified research, — flashes of sudden light, which re- ward the darkness of thought, and light up my solitude as a revel 1 These feelings of rapture, which nought but science can afford, amply repay her disciples for worse evils and severer hardships than it has been my destiny to endure. Look along the sky, — Iioav the vapors struggle with the still yet feeble stars : even so have the mists of error been pierced, though not scat- tered by the dim but holy lights of past wisdom; and now the morning is at hand, and in that hope we jour- ney on, doubtful, but not utterly in darkness. Nor is this all ?rt,?/hope; there is a loftier and more steady comfort than that which mere philosophy can bestow. If the certainty of future fame bore Milton rejoicing through his blindness, or cheered Galileo in his dun- geon, what stronger and holier support shall not be yiven to him who has loved mankind as his brothers, and devoted his labors to their cause ? — who has not sought, but relinquished, his own renown 1 — who has braved the present censures of men for their future benefit, and trampled upon glory in the energy of be- nevolence 1 Will there not be for him something more powerful than fame to comfort his sufferings and to sus- tain his hopes 1 If the wish of mere posthumous honor be a feeling rather vain than exalted, the love of our race affords us a more rational and noble desire of re- membrance. Come what will, that love, if it animates our toils, and directs our studies, shall, when we are dust, make our relics of value, our efforts of avail, and consecrate the desire of fame, which were else a passion selfish and impure, by connecting it with the welfare of ages, and the eternal interests of the world and its Creator'. Come, we will to bed." 204 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XL. A man may be formed by nature for an admirable citizen, and yet, from the purest motives, be a dangerous one to the State in which the accident of birth has placed him. — Stephen Montague. The night again closed, and the student once more resumed his labors. The spirit of his hope and com- forter of his toils sat by him, ever and anon lifting her fond eyes from her work to gaze upon his counte- nance, to sigh, and to return sadly and quietly to her employment. A heavy step ascended the stairs, the door opened, and the tall figure of Wolfe, the republican, presented itself. The female rose, pushed a chair towards him with a smile and grace suited to better fortunes, and, retiring from the table, reseated herself silent and apart. " It is a fine night," said the student, when the mutual greetings were over. " Whence come you ? " " From contemplating human misery and worse than human degradation," replied Wolfe, slowly seating himself. " Those words specify no place, — they apply univer- sally," said the student, with a sigh. "Ay, Glendower, for misgovernment is universal," rejoined Wolfe. Glendower made no answer. "Oh!" said Wolfe, in the low, suppressed tone of intense passion which was customary to him, " it mad- THE DISOWNED. 265 dens me to look xipon the willingness with which men hug their trappings of slavery, — bears, proud of the rags which deck, and the monkeys which ride them. But it frets me yet more when some lordling sweeps along, lifting his dull eyes above the fools whose only crime and debasement are — what 1 — their subjection to him ! Such an one I encountered a few nights since ; and he will remember the meeting longer than I shall. I taught that 'god to tremble.'" The female rose, glanced towards her husband, and silently withdrew. Wolfe paused for a few moments, looked curiously and pryingly round, and then rising, went forth into the passage to see that no loiterer or listener was near, — returned, and drawing his chair close to Glendower, fixed his dark eye upo™ him, and said, — " You are poor, and your spirit rises against your lot; you are just, and your heart swells against the general oppression you behold : can you not dare to remedy your ills and those of mankind 1 " " I can dare," said Glendower, calmly, though haugh- tily, " all things but crime." " And which is crime 1 — the rising against, or the submission to evil government? Which is crime, I ask you 1 " "That which is the most imprudent," answered Glendower. " We may sport in ordinary cases with our own safeties, but only in rare cases with the safety of others. " Wolfe rose, and paced the narrow room impatiently to and fro. He paused by the window, and threw it open. " Come here," he cried, — " come, and look out." Glendower did so, — all was still and quiet. " Why did you call me 1 " said he; " I see nothing." 26 G THE DISOWNED. " Nothing! " exclaimed "Wolfe; "look again, — look on yon sordid and squalid huts; look at yon court, that from this wretched street leads to abodes to which these are as palaces; look at yon victims of vice and famine, ] dying beneath the midnight skies their filthy and in- fectious trade. Wherever you turn your eyes, what see you? — misery, loathsomeness, sin. Are you a man, and call you these nothing! And now lean forth still more, — see afar off, by yonder lamp, the mansion of ill- gotten and griping wealth. He who owns those build- ings, what did he that he should riot while we starve? He wrung from the negro's tears and bloody sweat the luxuries of a pampered and vitiated taste; he pandered to the excesses of the rich ; he heaped their tables with the product of a nation's groans. Lo! his reward! He is rich, prosperous, honored! He sits in the legis- lative assembly; he declaims against immorality; he contends for the safety of property, and the equilibrium of ranks. Transport yourself from this spot for an in- stant, — imagine that you survey the gorgeous homes of aristocracy and power, — the palaces of the west. What see you there? — the few sucking, draining, exhausting the blood, the treasure, the very existence of the many. Are we, who are o/the many, wise to suffer it? " " Are we of the many ? " said Glendower. " We could be," said Wolfe, hastily. " I doubt it," replied Glendower. " Listen," said the republican, laying his hand upon Glendower's shoulder, — " listen to me. There are in this country men whose spirits not years of delayed hope, wearisome persecution, and, bitterer than all, mis- representation from some and contempt from others, have yet quelled and flamed. We watch our opportunity; the growing distress of the country, the increasing severity THE DISOWNED. 267 and misrule of the administration, will soon afford it us. Your talents, your benevolence, render you worthy to join us. Do so, and — " "Hush!" interrupted the student; "you know not what you say: you weigh not the folly, the madness of your design! I am a man more fallen, more sunken, more disappointed than you. I, too, have had at my heart the burning and lonely hope which, through years of misfortune and want, has comforted me with the thought of serving and enlightening mankind, — I, too, have devoted to the fulfilment of that hope days and nights in which the brain grew dizzy and the heart heavy and clogged with the intensity of my pursuits. Were the dungeon and the scaffold my reward, Heaven knows that I would not flinch eye or hand, or abate a jot of heart and hope in the thankless prosecution of my toils. Know me, then, as one of fortunes more des- perate than your own ; of an ambition more unquench- able; of a philanthropy no less ardent; and, I will add, of a courage no less firm, — and behold the utter hopeless- ness of your projects with others, when to me they only appear the visions of an enthusiast. " Wolfe sank down in the chair. " Is it even so 1 " said he, slowly and musingly. " Are my hopes but delusions ? Has my life been but one idle, though convulsive dream? Is the goddess of our religion banished from this great and populous earth, to the seared and barren hearts of a few solitary worship- pers whom all else despise as madmen or persecute as idolaters? And if so, shall we adore her the less? No! though we perish in her cause, it is around her altar that our corpses shall be found ! " " My friend," said Glendower, kindly, for he was touched by the sincerity, though opposed to the opin- 268 THE DISOWNED. ions of the republican, " the flight is yet early; we will sit down to discuss our several doctrines calmly, and in the spirit of truth and investigation." "Away!" cried Wolfe, rising and slouching his hat over his bent and lowering brows, — "away! I will not listen to you; I dread your reasonings, — I would not have a particle of my faith shaken. If I err, I have erred from my birth: erred with Brutus and Tell, Hampden and Milton, and all whom the thousand tribes and parties of earth consecrate with their common grati- tude and eternal reverence. In that error I will die! If our party can struggle not with hosts, there may yet arise some minister with the ambition of Caesar, if not his genius, of whom a single dagger can rid the earth! " " And if not! " said Glendower. " I have the same dagger for myself! " replied Wolfe, as he closed the door. THE DISOWNED. 269 CHAPTER XLI. Bolingbroke has said that, " Man is his own sharper and his own bubble ; " and certainly he who is acutest in duping others is ever the most ingenious in outwitting himself. The criminal is always a sophist, and finds in his own reason a special pleader to twist laws human and divine into a sanction of his crime. The rogue is so much in the habit of cheating, that he packs the cards even when playing at Patience with himself. — Stephen Montague. The only two acquaintances in this populous city whom Glendower possessed, who were aware that in a former time he had known a better fortune, were Wolfe, and a person of far higher worldly estimation, of the name of Crauford. With the former, the student had become acquainted by the favor of chance, which had for a short time made them lodgers in the same house. Of the particulars of Glendower's earliest history, Wolfe was utterly ignorant; but the addresses upon some old letters which he had accidentally seen, had informed him that Glendower had formerly borne an- other name, — and it was easy to glean from the student's conversation that something of greater distinction and prosperity than he now enjoyed was coupled with the appellation he had renounced. Proud, melancholy, austere, — brooding upon thoughts whose very loftiness received somewhat of additional grandeur from the gloom which encircled it, — Glendower found, in the ruined hopes and the solitary lot of the republican, that congeniality which neither Wolfe's habits, nor the ex- cess of his political fervor, might have afforded to a 270 THE DISOWNED. nature which philosophy had rendered moderate and early circumstances refined. Crauford was far hetter ac- quainted than Wolfe with the reverses Glendower had undergone. Many years ago, he had known, and indeed travelled with hi in upon the Continent; since then, they had not met till about six months prior to the time in which Glendower is presented to the reader. It was in an ohscure street of the city that Crauford had then encountered Glendower, whose haunts were so little frequented hy the higher orders of society that Crauford was the first, and the only one, of his former acquaint- ance with whom for years he had heen brought into con- tact. That person recognized him at once, accosted him, followed him home, and three days afterwards, sur- prised him with a visit. Of manners which, in their dissimulation, extended far beyond the ordinary ease and breeding of the world, Crauford readily appeared not to notice the altered circumstances of his old acquaint- ance ; and by a tone of conversation artfully respectful , he endeavored to remove from Glendower's mind that soreness which his knowledge of human nature told him his visit was calculated to create. There is a certain species of pride which contradicts the ordinary symptoms of the feeling, and appears most elevated when it would be reasonable to expect it should be most depressed. Of this sort was Glendower's. When he received the guest who had known him in his former prosperity, some natural sentiment of emotion called, it is true, to his pale cheek a momentary flush, as he looked round his humble apartment, and the evi- dent signs of poverty it contained ; but his address was calm and self-possessed, and whatever mortification he might have felt, no intonation of his voice, no tell-tale embarrassment of manner, revealed it. Encouraged by THE DISOWNED. 271 this air, even while he was secretly vexed by it, and perfectly unable to do justice to the dignity of mind which gave something of majesty, rather than humilia- tion, to misfortune, Crauford resolved to repeat his visit, and by intervals, gradually lessening, renewed it, till acquaintance seemed, though little tinctured, at least on Glendower's side, by friendship, to assume the sem- blance of intimacy. It was true, however, that he had something to struggle against in Glendower's manner, which certainly grew colder in proportion to the repeti- tion of the visits; and at length Glendower said, with an ease and quiet which abashed, for a moment, an effrontery both of mind and manner which was almost parallel, "Believe me, Mr. Crauford, I feel fully sen- sible of your attentions; but as circumstances at present are such as to render an intercourse between us little congenial to the habits and sentiments of either, you will probably understand and forgive my motives in wishing no longer to receive civilities which, however I may feel them, I am unable to return." Crauford colored, and hesitated, before he replied: "Forgive me then," said he, "fur my fault. 1 did venture to hope that no circumstances would break off an acquaintance to me so valuable. Forgive me if I did imagine that an intercourse between mind and mind could be equally carried on, whether the mere body were lodged in a palace or a hovel ; " and then suddenly changing his tone into that of affectionate warmth, Crau- ford continued : " My dear Glendower, my dear friend, I would say, if I durst, is not your pride rather to blame here 1 Believe me, in my turn, I fully compre- hend and bow to it ; but it wounds me beyond expression. Were you in yoxir proper station, a station much higher than my own , I would come to you at once and proffer 272 THE DISOWNED. my friendship, — as it is, I cannot; but your pride wrongs me, Grlendower, — indeed it does." And Cratiford turned away, apparently in the bitter- ness of wounded feeling. Glendower was touched; and his nature, as kind as it was proud, immediately smote him for conduct certainly ungracious, and perhaps ungrateful. He held out his hand to Crauford; with the most respectful warmth, that personage seized and pressed it; and from that time Crauford's visits appeared to receive a license which, if not perfectly Avelcome, was at least never again questioned. "I shall have this man now," muttered Crauford, between his ground teeth, as he left the house and took his way to his counting-house. There, cool, bland, fawning, and weaving in his close and dark mind various speculations of guilt and craft, he sat among his bills and gold, like the very gnome and personification of that Mammon of gain to which he was the most supple, though concealed, adherent. Richard Crauford was of a new but not unimportant family. His father had entered into commerce, and left a flourishing firm, and a name of great respectability in his profession, to his son. That son was a man whom many and opposite qualities rendered a character of very singular and uncommon stamp. Fond of the la- borious acquisition of money, he was equally attached to the ostentatious pageantries of expense. Profoundly skilled in the calculating business of his profession, he was devoted equally to the luxuries of pleasure; but the pleasure was suited well to the mind which pursued it. The divine intoxication of that love where the de- licacies and purities of affection consecrate the humanity of passion, was to him a thing of which not even his THE DISOWNED. 273 youngest imagination had ever dreamed. The social concomitants of the wine-cup (which have for the lenient an excuse, for the austere a temptation), the generous expanding of the heart, the increased yearning to kindly affection , the lavish spirit throwing off its exuberance in the thousand lights and emanations of wit, — these, which have rendered the molten grape, despite of its excesses, not unworthy of the praises of immortal hymns, and taken harshness from the judgment of those averse to its enjoyment: these never presented an inducement to the stony temperament and dormant heart of Richard Crauford. He looked upon the essences of things internal as the common eye upon outward nature, and loved the many shapes of evil as the latter does the varieties of earth, not for their graces, but their utility. His Joves, coarse and low, fed their rank fires from an unmingled and gross depravity. His devotion to wine was either solitary and unseen, — for he loved safety better than mirth, — or in company with those whose station flattered his vanity, not whose fellowship ripened his crude and nipped affections. Even the recklessness of vice in him had the character of prudence; and in the most rapid and turbulent stream of his excesses, one might detect the rocky and unmoved heart of the calculator at the bottom. Cool, sagacious, profound in dissimulation, and not only observant of, but deducing sage consequences from those human inconsistencies and frailties b} r which it was his aim to profit, he cloaked his deeper vices with a masterly hypocrisy ; and for those, too dear to forego and too difficult to conceal, he obtained pardon hy the intercession of virtues it cost him nothing to assume. Regular in his attendance at worship; professing rigid- yol. i. — 18 274 THE DISOWNED. ness of faith beyond the tenets of the orthodox church ; subscribing to the public charities, where the common eye knoweth what the private hand giveth ; methodically constant to the forms of business; primitively scrupu- lous in the proprieties of speech; hospitable, at least to his superiors; and being naturally smooth, both of temper and address, popular with his inferiors, — it was no marvel that one part of the world forgave, to a man rich and young, the irregularities of dissipation; that another forgot real immorality in favor of affected religion, — or that the remainder allowed the most unex- ceptionable excellence of words to atone for the unob- trusive errors of a conduct which did not prejudice them. "It is true," said his friends, " that he loves women too much ; but he is young, — he will marry and amend. " Mr. Crauford did marry ; and, strange as it may seem, for love, — at least for that brute-like love of which alone he was capable. After a few years of ill-usage on his side, and endurance on his wife's, they parted. Tired of her person, and profiting by her gentleness of temper, he sent her to an obscure corner of the country, to starve upon the miserable pittance which was all he il lowed her from his superfluities. Even then — such is the effect of the showy proprieties of form and word — Mr. Crauford sank nut in the estimation of the world. " It was easy to see," said the spectators of his domes- tic drama, " that a man in temper so mild, in his business so honorable, so civil of speech, so attentive to the stocks and the sermon, could not have been the party to blame. One never knew the rights of matrimonial disagreements, nor could sufficiently estimate the pro- voking disparities of temper. Certainly, Mrs. Crauford never did look in good humor, and had not the open THE DISOWNED. 275 countenance of her husband; and certainly the very ex- cesses of Mr. Crauford betokened a generous warmth of heart, which the sullenness of his conjugal partner might easily chill and revolt." And thus, unquestioned and unhlamed, Mr. Crauford walked onward in his beaten way ; and, secretly laugh- ing at the toleration of the crowd, continued at his luxurious villa the orgies of a passionless yet brutal sensuality. So far might the character of Richard Crauford find parallels in hypocrisy and its success. Dive we now deeper into his soul. Possessed of talents which, though of a secondary rank, were in that rank consummate, Mr. Crauford could not be a villain by intuition, or the irregular bias of his nature ; he was a villain upon a grander scale: he was a villain upon system. Having little learning and less knowledge, out of his profession, his reflection expended itself upon apparently obvious deductions from the great and mysterious book of life. He saw vice prosperous in externals, and from this sight his conclusion was drawn. " Vice," said he, " is not an obstacle to success; and, if so, it is at least a pleasanter road to it than your narrow and thorny ways of virtue. " But there are certain vices which require the mask of virtue, and Crauford thought it easier to wear the mask than to school his soul to the reality. So to the villain he added the hypocrite. He found the success equalled his hopes ; for he had both craft and genius, — nor was he, naturally, without the minor amiabilities, which, to the ignorance of the herd, seem more valuable than coin of a more important amount. Blinded as we are by prejudice, we not only mistake, but prefer decencies to moralities; and like the inhabitants of Cos when of- fered the choice of two statues of the same goddes6, we 276 THE DISOWNED. choose, not that which is the most beautiful, but that which is the most dressed. Accustomed easily to dupe mankind, Crauford soon grew to despise them; and from justifying roguery by his own interest, he now justified it by the folly of others; and as no wretch is so unredeemed as to be without excuse to himself, Crauford actually persuaded his reason that he was vicious upon principle, and a rascal on a system of morality. But why the desire of this man, so consummately worldly and heartless, for an intimacy with the impoverished and powerless stu- dent? This question is easily answered. In the first place, during Crauford's acquaintance with Glendower abroad, the latter had often, though innocently, galled the vanity and self-pride of the parvenu affecting the aristocrat, and in poverty the parvenu was anxious to retaliate. But this desire would probably have passed away after he had satisfied his curiosity, or gloated his spite, by one or two insights into Glendower's home, — for Crauford, though at times a malicious, was not a vindictive man, — had it not been for a much more pow- erful object which afterwards occurred to him. In an extensive scheme of fraud, which for many years this man had carried on, and which for secrecy and boldness was almost unequalled, it had of late become necessary to his safety to have a partner, or rather tool. A man of education, talent, and courage was indispensable, and Crauford had resolved that Glendower should be that man. With the supreme confidence in his own powers which long success had given him; with a sovereign contempt for, or rather disbelief in human integrity; and with a thorough conviction, that the bribe to him was the bribe with all, and that none could on any ac- count be poor if they had the offer to be rich, — Crauford THE DISOWNED. 277 did not bestow a moment's consideration upon the diffi- culty of his task, or conceive that in the nature and mind of Glendower there could exist any obstacle to his design. Men addicted to calculation are accustomed to suppose those employed in the same mental pursuit arrive, or ought to arrive, at the same final conclusion. Now, looking upon Glendower as a philosopher, Oauford looked upon him as a man who, however he might con- ceal his real opinions, secretly laughed like Crauford's self, not only at the established customs, but at the estab- lished moralities of the world. Ill acquainted with books, the worthy Richard was, like all men similarly situated, somewhat infected by the very prejudices he affected to despise ; and he shared the vulgar disposition to doubt the hearts of those who cultivate the head. Glendower himself had confirmed this opinion by laud- ing, though he did not entirely subscribe to those moral- ists who have made an enlightened self-interest the proper measure of all human conduct; and Crauford, utterly unable to comprehend this system in its grand, naturally interpreted it in a partial sense. Espousing self-interest as his own code, he deemed that in reality Glendower's principles did not differ greatly from his; and as there is no pleasure to a hypocrite like that of finding a fit opportunity to unburden some of his real sentiments, Crauford was occasionally wont to hold some conference and argument with the student, in which his opinions were not utterly cloaked in their usual disguise ; but cautious even in his candor, he always forbore stating such opinions as his own: he merely mentioned them as those which a man, behold- ing the villanies and follies of his kind might be tempted to form ; and thus Glendower, though not greatly 278 THE DISOWNED. esteeming his acquaintance, looked upon him as one ignorant in his opinions, but not likely to err in his conduct. These conversations did, however, it is true, increase Crauford's estimate of Glendower's integrity, but they by no means diminished his confidence of subduing it. Honor, a deep and pure sense of the divinity of good, the steady desire of rectitude, and the supporting aid of a sincere religion, — these he did not deny to his in- tended tool ; he rather rejoiced that he possessed them. With the profound arrogance, the sense of immeasurable superiority which men of no principle invariably feel for those who have it, Crauford said to himself, " Those very virtues will be my best dupes, — they cannot resist the temptations I shall offer, but they can resist any offer to betray me afterwards, for no man can resist hunger; but your fine feelings, your nice honor, your precise religion, — he ! he ! he ! — these can teach a man very well to resist a common inducement: they cannot make him submit to be his own executioner; but they can prevent his turn- ing king's evidence, and being executioner to another. No, no ; it is not to your common rogues that I may dare trust my secret, — my secret, which is my life! It is precisely of such a fine, Athenian, moral rogue as I shall make my proud friend, that I am in want. But he has some silly scruples ; we must beat them away. We must not be too rash; and, above all, we must leave the best argument to poverty. Want is your finest ora- tor : a starving wife , a famished brat , — he ! he ! — these are your true tempters, your true fathers of crime, and fillers of jails and gibbets. Let me see: he has no money, I know, but what he gets from that bookseller. What bookseller, by the by 1 ? Ah, rare thought! I '11 find out, and cut off that supply. My lady wife's cheek THE DISOWNED. 279 will look somewhat thinner next month, I fancy, — he! he! But 't is a pity, for she is a glorious creature! Who knows hut I may serve two purposes? However, one at present! business first and pleasure afterwards, — and faith, the business is damnably like that of life and death. " Muttering such thoughts as these, Crauford took his way one evening to Glendower's house. 280 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XLII. Iago. — Virtue ; a fig ! — 't is in ourselves that we are thus and thus. Othello. "So, so, my little one, don't let me disturb you. Madam, dare I venture to hope your acceptance of this fruit? I chose it myself, and I am somewhat of a judge. Oh! Glendower, here is the pamphlet you wished to see." With this salutation, Crauford drew his chair to the table by which Glendower sat, and entered into con- versation with his purposed victim. A comely and a pleasing countenance had Richard Crauford ! — the lonely light of the room fell upon a face which, though forty years of guile had gone over it, was as fair and un- wrinkled as a boy's. Small, well-cut features, a bloom- ing complexion, eyes of the lightest blue, a forehead high, though narrow, and a mouth from which the smile was never absent: these, joined to a manner at once soft and confident, and an elegant, though unaffected study of dress, gave to Crauford a personal appearance well suited to aid the effect of his hypocritical and dissem- bling mind. "Well, my friend," said he, "always at your books, eh! Ah! it is a happy taste: would that I had culti- vated it more; but we, who are condemned to business, have little leisure to follow our own inclinations. It is only on Sundays that I have time to read; and then (to say truth, I am an old-fashioned man whom the gayer part of the world laughs at), — and then I am too THE DISOWNED. 281 occupied with the Book of Books to think of any less important study." Not deeming that a peculiar reply was required to this pious speech, Glendower did not take that advantage of Crauford's pause which it was evidently intended that he should. With a glance towards the student's wife, our mercantile friend continued: " I did once — once, in my young dreams, intend that whenever I married, I would relinquish a profession for which, after all, I am but little calculated. I pictured to myself a country retreat, well stored with books; and having concen- trated in one home all the attractions which could have tempted my thoughts abroad, I had designed to surren- der myself solely to those studies which, I lament to say, were but ill attended to in my earlier education. But — but" (here Mr. Crauford sighed deeply, and averted his face) — "fate willed it otherwise." Whatever reply of sympathetic admiration or con- dolence Glendower might have made, was interrupted by one of those sudden and overpowering attacks of faintness which had of late seized the delicate and de- clining health of his wife. He rose, and leaned over her with a fondness and alarm which curled the lip of his visitor. "Thus it is," said Crauford to himself, "with weak minds, under the influence of habit. The love of lust becomes the love of custom, and the last is as strong as the first." When she had recovered, she rose and (with her child) retired to rest, the only restorative she ever found effectual for her complaint. Glendower went with her, and after having seen her eyes, which swam Avith tears of gratitude at his love, close in the seeming slumber she affected in order to release him from his 282 THE DISOWNED. watch, he returned to Crauford. He found that gen- tleman leaning against the chimney-piece, with folded arms, and apparently immersed in thought. A very good opportunity had Glendower's absence afforded to a man whose boast it was never to lose one. Looking over the papers on the table, he had seen and possessed himself of the address of the bookseller the student dealt with. " So much for business, — now for philanthropy/' said Mr. Crauford, in his favorite antithetical phrase, throwing himself in his attitude against the chimney- piece. As Glendower entered, Crauford started from his reverie, and with a melancholy air and pensive voice, said, — " Alas, my friend, when I look upon this humble apartment, the weak health of your unequalled wife, your obscurity, your misfortune, — when I look upon these, and contrast them with your mind, your talents, all that you were born and fitted for, I cannot but feel tempted to believe with those who imagine the pursuit of virtue a chimera, and who justify their own worldly policy by the example of all their kind." "Virtue," said Glendower, "would indeed be a chimera, did it require support from those whom you have cited." "True, — most true," answered Crauford, somewhat disconcerted in reality, though not in appearance; "and yet, strange as it may seem, I have known some of those persons very good, admirably good men. They were extremely moral and religious; they only played the great game for worldly advantages upon the same terms as the other players; nay, they never made a move in it without most fervently and sincerely praying for divine assistance." THE DISOWNED. 283 " I readily believe you," said Glendower, who always, if possible, avoided a controversy, — " the easiest person to deceive is one's own self." "Admirably said," answered Crauford, who thought it, nevertheless, one of the most foolish observations he had ever heard, — " admirably said! — and yet my heart does grieve bitterly for the trials and distresses it sur- veys. One must make excuses for poor human frailty ; and one is often placed in such circumstances as to render it scarcely possible, without the grace of God " (here Crauford lifted up his eyes), "not to be urged, as it were, into the reasonings and actions of the world." Not exactly comprehending this observation, and not very closely attending to it, Glendower merely bowed, as in assent, and Crauford continued. " I remember a remarkable instance of this truth. One of my partner's clerks had, through misfortune or imprudence, fallen into the greatest distress. His wife, his children (he had a numerous family) , were on the literal and absolute verge of starvation. Another clerk, taking advantage of these circumstances, communicated to the distressed man a plan for defrauding his employer. The poor fellow yielded to the temptation, and was at last discovered. I spoke to him myself, for I was in- terested in his fate, and had always esteemed him. 'What,' said I, 'was your motive for this fraud?' 4 My duty! ' answered the man fervently, — ' my duty! Was I to suffer my wife, my children, to starve before my face, when I could save them at a little personal risk? No, — my duty forbade it!' — and in truth, Glendower, there was something very plausible in this manner of putting the question." "You might, in answering it," said Glendower, " have put the point in a manner equally plausible 284 THE DISOWNED. and more true: was he to commit a great crime agairist the millions connected by social order, for the sake of serving a single family, — and that his own?" " Quite right," answered Oauford, — " that was just the point of view in which I did put it; hut the man, who was something of a reasoner, replied: ' Public law is instituted for public happiness. "Now if mine and my children's happiness is infinitely and immeasurably more served by this comparatively petty fraud than my employer's is advanced by my abstaining from, or in- jured by my committing it, why, the origin of law itself allows me to do it.' What say you to that, Grlen- dower? It is something in your Utilitarian, or, as you term it, Epicurean 1 principle, is it not 1 ? " and (Jrauford, shading his eyes, as if from the light, watched nar- rowly Glendower's countenance, while he concealed his own. " Poor fool ! " said Glendower : " the man was ignorant of the first lesson in his moral primer. Did he not know that no rule is to be applied to a peculiar instance, but extended to its most general bearings? Is it neces- sary even to observe that the particular consequence of fraud in this man might, it is true, be but the ridding his employer of superfluities, scarcely missed, for the relief of most urgent want in two or three individuals; but the general consequences of fraud and treachery would be the disorganization of all society 1 Do not think, therefore, that this man was a disciple of my, or of any system of morality." " It is very just, very," said Mr. Oauford, with a 1 See the article on Mr. Moore's Epicurean, in the " Westmin- ster Review." Though the strictures on that work are harsh and unjust, yet the part relating to the real philosophy of Epicurus ia one of the most masterly things in criticism. THE DISOWNED. 285 benevolent sigh; "but you will own that want seldom allows great nicety in moral distinctions, and that, when those whom you love most in the world are starving, you may be pitied, if not forgiven, for losing sight of the after laws of nature, and recurring to her first ordi- nance , self-preservation . " "We should be harsh indeed," answered Glendower, " if we did not pity ; or even while the law condemned, if the individual did not forgive." " So I said, so I said," cried Crauford; " and in in- terceding for the poor fellow, whose pardon, I am happy to say, I procured, I could not belp declaring that, if I were placed in the same circumstances, I am not sure that my crime would not have been the same." " No man could feel sure ! " said Glendower, dejectedly. Delighted and surprised with this confession, Crauford continued: " I believe, — I fear not. Thank God, our virtue can never be so tried; but even you, Glendower, even you, philosopher, moralist as you are, — just, good, wise, religious, — even you might be tempted, if you saw your angel wife dying for want of the aid, the very sustenance necessary to existence, and your innocent and beautiful daughter stretch her little hands to you, and cry in the accents of famine for bread." The student made no reply for a few moments, but averted his countenance, and then in a slow tone said, " Let us drop this subject: none know their strength till they are tried; self-confidence should accompany virtue, but not precede it." A momentary flash broke from the usually calm, cold eye of Eichard Crauford. "He is mine," thought he: " the very name of want abases his pride; what will the reality do? human nature, how I know and mock thee!" 286 THE DISOWNED. "You are right," said Crauford, aloud; " let us talk of the pamphlet." And after a short conversation upon indifferent sub- jects, the visitor departed. Early the next morning was Mr. Crauford seen on foot, taking his way to the bookseller, whose address he had learned. The bookseller was known as a man of a strongly evangelical bias. " We must insinuate a lie or two," said Crauford, inly, "about Glendower's prin- ciples. He! he! it will be a fine stroke of genius to make the upright tradesman suffer Glendower to starve, out of a principle of religion. But who would have thought my prey had been so easily snared! — why, if I had proposed the matter last night, I verily think he would have agreed to it." Amusing himself with these thoughts, Crauford ar- rived at the bookseller's. There he found fate had saved him from one crime at least. The whole house was in confusion, — the bookseller had that morning died of an apoplectic fit. "Good God! how shocking!" said Crauford to the foreman; "but he was a most worthy man, and Provi- dence could no longer spare him. The ways of Heaven are inscrutable ! Oblige me with three copies of that precious tract termed the ' Divine Call.' I should like to be allowed permission to attend the funeral of so ex- cellent a man. Good-morning, sir, — alas! alas;" and, shaking his head piteously, Mr. Crauford left the shop. "Hurrah!" said he, almost audibly, when he was once more in the street, — " hurrah! my victim is made, my game is won : death or the devil fights for me. But, hold : there are other booksellers in this monstrous city ! — ay, but not above two or three in our philosopher's way. I must forestall him there ; so, so, — that is soon THE DISOAVNED. 287 settled. Xow, then, I must leave him, a little while undisturbed, to his fate. Perhaps my next visit may be to him in jail; your debtor's side of the Fleet is almost as good a pleader as an empty stomach, — he! he! he! — but the stroke must be made soon, for time presses, and this d — d business spreads so fast that if I don't have a speedy help, it will be too much for my hands, griping as they are. However, if it holds on a year longer, I will change my seat in the Lower House for one in the Upper; twenty thousand pounds to the min- ister may make a merchant a very pretty peer. brave Richard Crauford, wise Richard Crauford, fortu- nate Richard Crauford, noble Richard Crauford! Why, if thou art ever hanged, it will be by a jury of peers. Gad, the rope would then have a dignity in it instead of disgrace. But stay, here comes the Dean of ; not orthodox, it is said, — rigid Calvinist! — out with the * Divine Call ' ! " When Mr. Richard Crauford repaired next to Glen- dower, what was his astonishment and dismay at hear- ing he had left his home , none knew whither, nor could give the inquirer the slightest clew. "How long has he left?" said Crauford to the landlady. "Five days, sir." " And will he not return to settle any little debts he may have incurred 1 " said Crauford. "Oh, no; sir, — he paid them all before he went. Poor gentleman, — for though he was poor, he was the finest and most thorough gentleman I ever saw! — my heart bled for him. They parted with all their valu- ables to discharge their debts: the books and instru- ments and busts, — all went; and what I saw, though he spoke so indifferently about it, hurt him the most, 2bS THE DISOWNED. he sold even the lady's picture. 'Mrs. Croftson,' said he, ' Mr. , the painter, will send for that pic- ture the day after I leave you. See that he has it, and that the greatest care is taken of it in delivery.' " And you cannot even guess where he has gone to? " "No, sir; a single porter was sufficient to convey his remaining goods, and he took him from some distant part of the town." "Ten thousand devils!" muttered Crauford, as he turned away, " I should have foreseen this! He is lost now. Of course he will again change his name; and in the d — d holes and corners of this gigantic puzzle of houses, how shall I ever find him out? — and time presses too! Well, well, well! there is a fine prize for being cleverer, or, as fools would say, more rascally than others ; but there is a world of trouble in winning it. But come, — I will go home, lock myself up, and get drunk! I am as melancholy as a cat in love, and about as stupid; and, faith, one must get spirits in order to hit on a new invention. But if there be con- sistency in fortune, or success in perseverance, or wit in Kichard Crauford, that man shall yet be my victim — and preserver! " THE DISOWNED. 2S9 CHAPTER XLIII. Revenge is now the cud That I do chew. — I '11 challenge him. Beaumont and Fletcher. We return to " the world of fashion," as the admirers of the polite novel of would say. The noonday sun broke hot and sultry through half-closed curtains of ro- seate silk, playing in broken beams upon rare and fra- grant exotics, which cast the perfumes of southern summers over a chamber, moderate, indeed, as to its dimensions, but decorated with a splendor rather gaudy than graceful, and indicating much more a passion for luxury than a refinement of taste. At a small writing-table sat the beautiful La Meron- ville. She had just finished a note, written (how Jean Jacques would have been enchanted!) upon paper couleur de rose, with a mother-of-pearl pen, formed as one of Cupid's darts, dipped into an inkstand of the same material, which was shaped as a quiver, and placed at the back of a little Love, exquisitely wrought. She was folding this billet when a page, fantastically dressed, entered, and announcing Lord Borodaile, was imme- diately followed by that nobleman. Eagerly and almost blushingly did La Meronville thrust the note into her bosom, and hasten to greet and to embrace her adorer. Lord Borodaile flung himself on one of the sofas with a listless and discontented air. The experienced French- woman saw that there was a cloud on his brow. " My dear friend," said she, in her own tongue, " you seem vexed, — has anything annoyed you 1 " vol. i. — 19 290 THE DISOWNED. " No, Cecile, no. By the by, who supped with you last night?" " Oh! the Duke of Haverfield, — your friend." "My friend!" interrupted Borodaile, haughtily, — " he 's no friend of mine: a vulgar, talkative fellow, — my friend, indeed! " " Well, I beg your pardon: then there was Mademoi- selle Caumartin, and the Prince Pietro del Orbino, and Mr. Trevanion, and Mr. Lin — Lin — Linten, or Linden. " " And, pray, will you allow me to ask how you be- came acquainted with Mr. Lin — Lin — Linten, or Linden 1 " " Assuredly, — through the Duke of Haverfield." " Humph, Cecile, my love, that young man is not fit to be the acquaintance of my friend; allow me to strike him from your list." " Certainly, certainly! " said La Meronville, hastily; and stooping as if to pick up a fallen glove, though in reality to hide her face from Lord Borodaile 's search- ing eye, the letter she had written fell from her bosom. Lord Borodaile's glance detected the superscription, and before La Meronville could regain the note, he had possessed himself of it. "A Monsieur, Monsieur Linden!" said he, coldly, reading the address; "and pray, how long have you corresponded with that gentleman? " Now La Meronville's situation at that moment was by no means agreeable. She saw at one glance that no falsehood or artifice could avail her; for Lord Borodaile might deem himself fully justified in reading the note, which would contradict any glossing statement she might make. She saw this. She was a woman of independence, cared not a straw for Lord Borodaile at THE DISOWNED. 291 present, though she had had a caprice for him, knew that she might choose her bon ami out of all London, and replied, — " That is the first letter I ever wrote to him; hut I own that it will not be the last. " Lord Borodaile turned pale. "And will you suffer me to read it?" said he; for even in these cases he was punctiliously honorable. La Meronville hesitated. She did not know him. " If I do not consent," thought she, " he will do it with- out the consent: better submit with a good grace. — Certainly! " she answered, with an air of indifference. Borodaile opened and read the note; it was as follows : — You have inspired me with a feeling for you which aston- ishes myself. Ah, why should that love be the strongest which is the swiftest in its growth ? I used to love Lord Borodaile ; I now only esteem him, — the love has flown to you. If I judge rightly from your words and your eyes, this avowal will not be unwelcome to vou. Come and assure me, in person, of a persuasion so dear to mv heart. C. L. M. "A very pretty effusion!" said Lord Borodaile, sar- castically, and only showing his inward rage by the increasing paleness of his complexion, and a slight com- pression of his lip. " I thank you for your confidence in me. All I ask is, that you will not send this note till to-morrow. Allow me to take my leave of you first, and to find in Mr. Linden a successor rather than a rival. " "Your request, my friend," said La Meronville, adjusting her hair, " is but reasonable. I see that you understand these arrangements; and, for my part, I think that the end of love should always be the begin- ning of friendship, — let it be so with us! " 292 THE DISOWNED. " You do me too much honor," said Borodaile, howiner profoundly. " Meanwhile, I depend upon your promise, and bid you, as a lover, farewell forever." With his usual slow step, Lord Borodaile descended the stairs, and walked towards the central quart ier of the town. His meditations were of no soothing nature. " To be seen by that man in a ridiculous and degrading situation, to be pestered with his d — d civility, to be rivalled by him with Lady Flora, to be duped and outdone by him with my mistress! Ay, — all this have I been ; hut vengeance shall come yet. As for La Meronville, the loss is a gain; and, thank Heaven, I did not betray myself by venting my passion and making a scene. But it was I who ought to have discarded her, — not the reverse ; and — death and confusion — for that upstart, above all men! And she talked in her letter about his eyes and words. Insolent coxcomb, to dare to have eyes and words for one who belonged to me. Well, well, he shall smart for this. But let me con- sider: I must not play the jealous fool, must not fight for a , must not show the world that a man, nobody knows who, could really outwit and outdo me — me, Francis Borodaile! No, no; 1 must throw the insult upon him: must myself be the aggressor and the chal- lenged; then, too, I shall have the choice of weapons, — pistols, of course. Where shall I hit him, by the by? I wish I shot as well as I used to do at Naples. I was in full practice then. Cursed place, where there was nothing else to do but to practise! " Immersed in these, or somewhat similar reflections, did Lord Borodaile enter Pall Mall. "Ah, Borodaile!" said Lord St. George, suddenly emerging from a shop. " This is really fortunate : you are going my way exactly, — allow me to join you." THE DISOWNED. 293 Now Lord Borodaile, to say nothing of his happening at that time to be in a mood more than visually unsocial, could never at any time bear the thought of being made an instrument of convenience, pleasure, or good fortune to another. He therefore, with a little resentment at Lord iSt. George's familiarity, coldly replied, " I am sorry that I cannot avail myself of your offer. I am sure my way is not the same as yours." "Then," replied Lord St. George, who was a good- natured, indolent man, who imagined everybody was as averse to walking alone as he was, — " then I will make mine the same as yours." Borodaile colored: though always uncivil, he did not like to be excelled in good manners; and therefore re- plied, that nothing but extreme business at White's could have induced him to prefer his own way to that of Lord St. George. The good-natured peer took Lord Borodaile's arm. It was a natural incident, but it vexed the punctilious viscount, that any man should take, not offer the support. "So, they say," observed Lord St. George, "that young Linden is to marry Lady Flora Ardenne." a Les on-d its font la gazette desfous," rejoined Boro- daile, with a sneer. " I believe that Lady Flora is little likely to contract such a mesalliance." " Mesalliance I " replied Lord St. George. " I thought Linden was of a very old family, which you know the Westbcroughs are not, and he has great expectations — " " Which are never to be realized," interrupted Boro- daile, laughing scornfully. "Ah, indeed!" said Lord St. George, seriously. " Well, at all events, he is a very agreeable, unaffected young man, — and by the by, Borodaile, you will 204 THE DISOWNED. meet him chez moi to-day: you know you dine with me ? " "Meet Mr. Linden! I shall he proud to have that honor," said Borodaile, with sparkling eyes; " will Lady Westborough he also of the party 1 " "]STo; poor Lady St. George is very ill, and I have taken the opportunity to ask only men." " You Lave done wisely, my lord," said Borodaile, serum multa revolvens ; " and I assure you I wanted no hint to remind me of your invitation." Here the Duke of Haverfield joined them. The duke never bowed to any one of the male sex ; he therefore nodded to Borodaile, who, with a very supercilious for- mality, took off his hat in returning the salutation. The viscount had at least this merit in his pride : that if it was reserved to the humble, it was contemptuous to the high, — his inferiors he wished to remain where they were; his equals he longed to lower. " So I dine with you, Lord St. George, to-day," said the duke ; " whom shall I meet 1 " " Lord Borodaile, for one," answered St. George : " my brother, Aspeden, Findlater, Orbino, and Linden." " Linden! " cried the duke; " I 'm very glad to hear it, e'est un homme fait eocpres pour moi. He is very clever, and not above playing the fool; has humor with- out setting up for a wit, and is a good fellow without being a bad man. I like him excessively." " Lord St. George," said Borodaile, who seemed that day to be the very martyr of the unconscious Clarence, " I wish you good-morning. I have only just remem- bered an engagement which I must keep before I go to White's." And, with a bow to the duke, and a remonstrance from Lord St. George, Borodaile effected his escape. His THE DISOWNED. 295 complexion -was, insensibly to himself, more raised than usual, his step more stately; his mind, for the first lime for years, was fully excited and engrossed. Ah, what a delightful thing it is for an idle man, who has been dying of ennui, to find an enemy. 296 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XLIV. You must challenge him ; There's no avoiding, — one or both must drop. Beaumont and Fletcher. " Ha , ha, ha, — bravo, Linden! " cried Lord St. George, from the head of his splendid board, in approbation of some witticism of Clarence's; and ha, ha, ha! or he, he, he ! according to the cachinnatory intonations of the guests, rang around. " Your lordship seems unwell," said Lord Aspeden to Borodaile ; " allow me to take wine with you." Lord Borodaile bowed his assent. " Pray," said Mr. St. George to Clarence, " have you seen my friend Talbot lately ? " "This very morning," replied Linden: "indeed, I generally visit him three or four times a week, — he often asks after you. " " indeed! " said Mr. St. George, rather nattered: " he does me much honor, — but he is a distant connection of mine, and I suppose I must attribute his recollection of me to that cause. He is a near relation of yours too, I think, — is he hot?" " 1 am related to him," answered Clarence, coloring. Lord Borodaile loaned forward, and Lis lip curled. Though in some respects a very unamiable man, be had, as we have said, his good points. He hated a lie as much as Achilles did; and be believed in his heart of hearts that Clarence had just uttered one. " Why," observed Lord Aspeden, — " why, Lord Boro- daile, the Talbots of Scarsdale are branches of //our THE DISOWNED. 297 genealogical tree : therefore your lordship must "be re- lated to Linden : you are ' two cherries on one stalk ! ' " We are by no means related," said Lord Borodaile, ■with a distinct and clear voice, intended expressly for Clarence ; " that is an honor which I must beg leave most positively to disclaim." There was a dead silence, — the eyes of all who heard a remark so intentionally rude were turned immediately towards Clarence. His cheek burned like fire; he hesi- tated a moment, and then said, in the same key, though with a little trembling in his intonation, — " Lord Borodaile cannot be more anxious to disclaim it than T am. " " And yet," returned the viscount, stung to the soul, " they who advance false pretensions ought at least to support them! " " I do not understand you, my lord," said Clarence. " Possibly not," answered Borodaile, carelessly: " there is a maxim which says that people not accustomed to speak truth cannot comprehend it in others. " Unlike the generality of modern heroes, who are always in a passion, — off-hand, dashing fellows, in whom irascibility is a virtue, — Clarence was peculiarly sweet-tempered by nature, and had, by habit, acquired a command over all his passions to a degree very uncom- mon in so young a ?nan. He made no reply to the in- excusable affront he had received. His lip quivered a little, and the flush of his countenance was succeeded by an extreme paleness, — this was all: he did not even leave the room immediately, but waited till the silence was broken by some well-bred member of the party ; and then, pleading an early engagement as an excuse for his retiring so soon, he rose, and departed. There was throughout the room a universal feeling of 208 THE DISOWNED. sympathy with the affront, and indignation against the offender; for, to say nothing of Clarence's popularity, and the extreme dislike in which Lord Borodaile was held, there could be no doubt as to the wantonness of the outrage, or the moderation of the aggrieved party. Lord Borodaile already felt the punishment of his offence: his very pride, while it rendered him indifferent to the spirit, had hitherto kept him scrupulous as to the for- malities of social politeness; and he could not but see the grossness with which lie had suffered himself to vio- late them, and the light in which his conduct was re- garded. However, this internal discomfort only rendered him the more embittered against Clarence, and the more confirmed in his revenge. Resuming, by a strong effort, all the external indifference habitual to his man- ner, he attempted to enter into a conversation with those of the party who were next to him; but his remarks produced answers brief and cold. Even Lord Aspeden forgot his diplomacy and his smile; Lord St. George replied to his observations by a monosyllable ; and the Duke of Haverfield, for the first time in his life, asserted the prerogative which his rank gave him of setting the example, — his grace did not reply to Lord Borodaile at all. In truth, every one present was seriously dis- pleased. All civilized societies have a paramount interest in repressing the rude. Nevertheless, Lord Borodaile bore the brunt of his unpopularity with a steadiness and Unembarrassed composure worthy of a better cause ; and finding at last a companion disposed to be loquacious in the person of Sir Christopher Findlater (whose good heart, though its first impulse resented more violently than that of any heart present the discourtesy of the viscount, yet soon warmed to the d4sa/jreme?is of his situation, and hastened to adopt its favorite maxim of THE DISOWNED. 299 forgive and forget) , Lord Borodaile sat the meeting out; and if he did not leave the latest, he was, at least, not the first to follow Clarence. " L'orgueil ou donne le courage, ou il y supplee." 1 ^Meanwhile Linden had returned to his solitary home. He hastened to his room, locked the door, flung himself on his sofa, and hurst into a violent and almost feminine paroxysm of tears. This fit lasted for more than an hour ; and when Clarence at length stilled the indignant swellings of his heart, and rose from his supine position, he started as his eye fell upon the opposite mirror, so haggard and exhausted seemed the forced and fearful calmness of his countenance. With a hurried step, with arms now folded on his hosom, now wildly tossed from him, and the hand so firmly clenched that the very hones seemed working through the skin, with a hrow now fierce, now only dejected, and a complexion which one while hurned as with the crimson flush of a fever, and at another was wan and colorless like his whose cheek a spectre has blanched , Clarence paced his apart- ment, the victim not only of shame, — the bitterest of tortures to a young and high mind, — but of other contending feelings, which alternately exasperated and palsied his wrath, and gave to his resolves at one moment an almost savage ferocity, and at the next, an almost cowardly vacillation. The clock had just struck the hour of twelve, when a knock at the door announced a visitor. Steps were heard on the stairs, and presently a tap at Clarence's room door. He unlocked it, and "the Duke of Haver- field entered. " I am charmed to find you at home," cried the duke, with his usual half -kind, half-careless address. " I was 1 Pride either gives courage or supplies the place of it. 300 THE DISOWNED. determined to call upon you, and be the first to offer my services in this unpleasant aifair. " Clarence pressed the duke's hand, but made no answer. " Nothing could be so unhandsome as Lord Borodaile's conduct," continued the duke. " I hope you both fence and shoot well. I shall never forgive you if you do not put an end to that piece of rigidity." Clarence continued to walk about the room in great agitation; the duke looked at him with some surprise. At last Linden paused by the window, and said, half un- consciously, " It must be so, — I cannot avoid fighting! " " Avoid fighting! " cried his grace in undisguised as- tonishment. " No, indeed ; but that is the least part of the matter, — you must kill as well as fight him." "Kill him!" cried Clarence, wildly, "whom ! " and then sinking into a chair, he covered his face with his hands for a few moments, and seemed to struggle with his emotions. " Well," thought the duke, " I never was more mis- taken in my life. I could have bet my black horse against Trevanion's Julia, which is certainly the most worthless thing I know, that Linden had been a brave fellow ; but these English heroes always go into fits at a duel: one manages such things, as Sterne says, better in France." Clarence now rose, calm and collected. He sat down, wrote a brief note to Lorodaile, demanding the fullest apology, or the earliest meeting, put it into the duke's hands, and said, with a faint smile, "My dear duke, dare I ask you to be second to a man who has been so grievously affronted, and whose genealogy has been so disputed 1 " " My dear Linden," said the duke, warmly, "I have THE DISOWNED. 301 always been grateful to my station in life for this advan- tage, the freedom with which it has enabled me to select my own acquaintance, and to follow my own pursuits. I am now more grateful to it than ever, because it has given me a better opportunity than I should otherwise have had of serving one whom I have always esteemed. In entering into your quarrel, I shall at least show the world that there are some men, not inferior in preten- sions to Lord Borodaile, who despise arrogance and re- sent overbearance even to others. Your cause I consider the common cause of society; but I shall take it up, if you will allow me, with the distinguishing zeal of a friend." Clarence, who was much affected by the kindness of this speech, replied in a similar vein; and the duke, having read and approved the letter, rose. " There is, in my opinion," said he, "no time to be lost. I will go to Borodaile this very evening, — adieu, mon clier : you shall kill the Argus, and then carry off the Io. I feel in a double passion with that ambulating poker who is only malleable when he is red hot, when I think how honorably scrupulous you were with La Meronville last night, notwithstanding all her advances; but I go to bury Caesar, not to scold him. Au revoir." 302 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XLV. Conon. — You 're well met, Crates. Crates. — If we part so, Conon. Queen of Corinth. It was as might be expected from the character of the aggressor. Lord Borodaile refused all apology, and agreed with avidity to a speedy rendezvous. He chose pistols (choice, then, was not merely nominal), and selected Mr. Percy Bobus for his second, a gentleman who was much fonder of acting in that capacity than in the more honorable one of a principal. The author of " Lacon, " says, "that if all seconds were as averse to duels as their principals, there would he very little blood spilled in that way ; " and it was certainly astonish- ing to compare the zeal with which Mr. Bobus busied himself about this " affair," with that testified by him on another occasion, when he himself was more imme- diately concerned. The morning came. Bobus breakfasted with his friend. "Damn it, Borodaile," said he, as the latter was receiving the ultimate polish of the hair-dresser, " I never saw you look better in my life. It will be a great pity if that fellow shoots you." " Shoots me! " said Lord Borodaile, very quietly, — "me, — no! that is quite out of the question; but, joking apart, Bobus, I will not kill the young man. Where shall I hit him?" " Tn the cap of the knee," said Mr. Percy, breaking an egg. THE DISOWNED. 30 o " Nay, that will lame him for life," said Lord Boro- daile, putting on his cravat with peculiar exactitude. "Serve him right," said Mr. Bobus. "Hang him, I never got up so early in my life, — it is quite impos- sible to eat at this hour. Oh, a -projjos, Borodaile, have you left any little memoranda for me to execute 1 " " Memoranda! — for what? " said Borodaile, who had now just finished his toilet. " Oh! " rejoined Mr. Percy Bobus, "in case of acci- dent, you know: the man may shoot well, though I never saw him in the gallery." " Pray," said Lord Borodaile, in a great though sup- pressed passion, — "pray, Mr. Bobus, how often have I to tell you that it is not by Mr. Linden that my days are to terminate ; you are sure that Carabine saw to that trigger ? " "Certain," said Mr. Percy, with his mouth full, — " certain. Bless me, here 's the carriage, and break- fast not half done yet! " "Come, come," cried Borodaile, impatiently, "we must breakfast afterwards. Here, Roberts, see tbat we have fresh chocolate and some more cutlets when we return." " I would rather have them now," sighed Mr. Bobus, foreseeing the possibility of the return being single, — • "Ibis! redibis?" etc. "Come, we have not a moment to lose," exclaimed Borodaile, hastening down the stairs; and Mr. Percy Bobus followed, with a strange mixture of various re- grets, partly for the breakfast that was lost, and partly for the friend that might be. "When they arrived at the ground, Clarence and the duke were already there; the latter, who was a dead shot, had fully persuaded himself that Clarence was 304 THE DISOWNED. equally adroit, and had, in his providence for Boro- daile, brought a surgeon. This was a circumstance of which the viscount, in the plenitude of his confidence for himself and indifference for his opponent, had never once dreamed. The ground was measured, — the parties were about to take the ground. All Linden's former agitation was vanished: his mien was firm, grave, and determined, but he showed none of the careless anil fierce hardihood which characterized his adversary; on the contrary, a close observer might have remarked something sad and dejected amidst all the tranquillity and steadiness of his brow and air. " For Heaven's sake," whispered the duke, as he withdrew from the spot, " square your body a little more to your left, and remember your exact level. Borodaile is much shorter than you." There was a brief, dread pause; the signal was given, Borodaile tired: his ball pierced Clarence's side; the wounded man staggered one step, but fell not. He raised his pistol ; the duke bent eagerly forward ; an expression of disappointment and surprise passed his lips: Clarence had fired in the air. The next moment Linden felt a deadly sickness come over him, — he fell into the arms of the surgeon. Borodaile, touched by a forbearance which he had so little right to expect, hastened to the spot. He leaned over his adversary in greater remorse and pity than he would have readily confessed to himself. Clarence unclosed his eyes; they dwelt for one moment upon the subdued and earnest countenance of Borodaile. "Thank God," he said faintly, "that you were not the victim," and with those words he fell back insen- sible. They carried him to his lodgings. His wound THE DISOWNED. 305 was accurately examined. Though not mortal, it was of a dangerous nature; and the surgeons ended a very painful operation, by promising a very lingering recovery. What a charming satisfaction tor being insulted ! vol. i. — 20 306 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XLVI. Je me contente de ce qui peut s'ecrire, et je reve tout ce qui pcut se rever. 1 — De Sevigne. About a week after his wound, and the second morning of his return to sense and consciousness, when Clarence opened his eyes, they fell upon a female form seated watchfully and anxiously by his bedside. He raised himself in mute surprise, and the figure, startled by the motion, rose, drew the curtain, and vanished. With great difficulty he rang his bell. His valet, Harrison, on whose mind, though it was of no very exalted order, the kindness and suavity of his master had made a great impression, instantly appeared. " Who was that lady 1 " asked Linden, — " how came she here 1 " Harrison smiled: "Oh, sir, pray please to lie down, and make yourself easy, The lady knows you very well, and would come here; she insists upon staying in the house, so we made up a bed in the drawing-room, and she has watched by you night and day. She speaks very little English to be sure, but your honor knows, begging your pardon, how well I speak French." "French!" said Clarence, faintly , — " French ? In Heaven's name, who is she?" " A Madame — Madame — La Melonveal , or some such name, sir," said the valet. 1 I content myself with writing what I am able, and I dream all I possibly can dream. THE DISOWNED. 307 Clarence fell back. At that moment his hand was pressed. He turned, and saw Talbot by his side. The kind old man had not suffered La Meronville to be Linden's only nurse, — notwithstanding his age and peculiarity of habits, he had fixed his abode all the day in Clarence's house, and at night, instead of returning to his own home, had taken up his lodgings at the nearest hotel. With a jealous and anxious eye to the real interest and respectability of his adopted son, Talbot had ex- erted all his address, and even all his power, to induce La Meronville, who had made her settlement previous to Talbot's, to quit the house, but in vain. With that obstinacy which a Frenchwoman, when she is senti- mental, mistakes for nobility of heart, the ci-devant amante of Lord Borodaile insisted upon watching and tending one of whose sufferings, she said and believed, she was the unhappy though innocent cause : and whenever more urgent means of removal were hinted at, La Meronville flew to the chamber of her beloved, apostrophized him in a strain worthy of one of D'Arlin- court's heroines, and, in short, was so unreasonably outrageous, that the doctors, trembling for the safety of their patient, obtained from Talbot a forced and re- luctant acquiescence in the settlement she had obtained. Ah! what a terrible creature a Frenchwoman is, when, instead of coquetting with a caprice, she insists upon conceiving a grande passion. Little, however, did Clarence, despite his vexation when he learned of the bienveillance of La Meronville, foresee the whole extent of the consequences it would entail upon him: still less did Talbot, who in his seclusion knew not the celebrity of the handsome adventuress, calculate upon the notoriety of her motions, or the ill effect her ostentatious attach- 308 THE DISOWNED. ment would have upon Clarence's prosperity as a lover to Lady Flora. In order to explain these consequences more fully, let us, for the present, leave our hero to the care of the surgeon, his friends, and his would-be mis- tress; and while he is more rapidly recovering than the doctors either hoped or presaged, let us renew our acquaintance with a certain fair correspondent. LETTER FROM THE LADY FLORA ARDENNE TO MISS ELEANOR TREVANION. My dearest Eleanor, — I have been very ill, or you would sooner have received an answer to your kind, — too kind and consoling letter. Indeed, I have only just left my bed. They say that I have been delirious, and I believe it ; for you can- not conceive what terrible dreams I have had. But these are all over now, and every one is so kind to me, — my poor mother above all ! It is a pleasant thing to be ill when we have those who love us to watch our recovery. I have only been in bed a few days ; yet it seems to me as if a long portion of my existence were past, — as if I had stepped into a new era. You remember that my last letter attempted to express my feelings at mamma's speech about Clarence, and at my seeing him so suddenly. Now, dearest, I cannot but look on that day, on these sensations, as on a distant dream. Every one is so kind to me, mamma caresses and soothes me so fondly, that I fancy I must have been under some illusion. I am sure they could not seriously have meant to forbid his addresses. No, no ; I feel that all will yet be we ll ; — so well, that even you, who are of so contented a temper, will own that if you were not Eleanor you would be Flora. I wonder whether Clarence knows that I have been ill. I wish you knew him. —Well, dearest, this letter — a very un- handsome return, I own, for yours — must content you at present, for they will not let me write more, — though, so far THE DISOWNED. 309 as I am concerned, I am never so weak, in frame I mean, but what I could scribble to you about him. — Addio, carissima, F. A. I have prevailed on mamma, who wished to sit by me and amuse me, to go to the opera to-night, the only amusement of which she is particularly fond. Heaven forgive me for my insincerity, but he always comes into our box, and I long to hear some news of him. LETTER II. FROM THE SAME TO THE SAME. Eleanor, dearest Eleanor, I am again very ill, but not as I was before, ill from a foolish vexation of mind ; no, I am now calm, and even happy. It was from an increase of cold only that I have suffered a relapse. You may believe this, I assure you, in spite of your well-meant but bitter jests upon my infatuation, as you very rightly call it, for Mr. Linden. You ask me what news from the opera ? Silly girl that I was, to lie awake hour after hour, and refuse even to take my draught, lest I should be surprised into sleep, till mamma re- turned. I sent Jermyn down directly I heard her knock at the door (oh, how anxiously I had listened for it !) to say that I was still awake and longed to see her. So, of course, mamma came up, and felt my pulse, and said it was very fever- ish, and wondered the draught had not composed me, — with a great deal more to the same purpose, which I bore as pa- tiently as I could till it was my turn to talk ; and then I admired her dress and her coiffure, and asked if it was a full house, and whether the prima donna was in voice, etc., etc. : till, at last, I won my way to the inquiry of who were her visitors. " Lord Borodaile," said me, " and the Duke of , and Mr. St. George, and Captain Leslie, and Mr. de Retz, and many others." I felt so disappointed, Eleanor, but did not dare ask whether he was not of the list ; till at last my mother, observing me narrowly, said, " And, by the by, Mr. Linden looked in for a few minutes. I am glad, my dearest Elora, 310 THE DISOWNED. that I spoke to you so decidedly about him the other day." "Why, mamma?" said I, hiding my face under the clothes. " Because," said she, in rather a raised voice, " he is quite un- worthy of you 1 — but it is late now, and you should go to sleep, — to-morrow I will tell you more." I would have given worlds to press the question then, but could not venture. Mamma kissed and left me. I tried to twist her words into a hundred meanings, but in each I only thought that they were dictated by some worldly information, — some new doubts as to his birth or fortune; and, though that supposition distressed me greatly, yet it could not alter my love, or deprive me of hope ; and so I cried and guessed, and guessed and cried, till at last I cried myself to sleep. When I awoke, mamma was already up, and sitting beside me : she talked to me for more than an hour upon ordinary subjects, till at last, perceiving how absent or rather impa- tient I appeared, she dismissed Jermyn, and spoke to me thus : — " You know, Flora, that I have always loved you, more perhaps than I ought to have done, more certainly than I have loved your brothers and sisters; but you were my eldest child, my first-born, and all the earliest associations of a mother are blent and entwined with you. You may be sure, therefore, that I have ever had only your happiness in view, and that it is only with a regard to that end that I now speak to you." I was a little frightened, Eleanor, by this opening, but I was much more touched, so I took mamma's hand, and kissed and wept silently over it, she continued : " I observed Mr. Linden's attention to you, at . I knew nothing more of his rank and birth then than I do at present ; but his situa- tion in the embassy and his personal appearance naturally in- duced me to suppose him a gentleman of family, and therefore if not a great, at least not an inferior match for you, so far as worldly distinctions are concerned. Added to this, he was un- commonly handsome, and had that general reputation for talent which is often better than actual wealth or hereditary titles. I therefore did not check, though I would not encour- THE DISOWNED. 311 age any attachment you might form for him; and nothing being declared or decisive on either side when we left , I imagined that if your flirtation with him did even amount to a momentary and girlish fantasy, absence and change of scene would easily and rapidly efface the impression. I believe that in a great measure it was effaced, when Lord Aspeden re- turned to England, and with him, Mr. Linden. You again met the latter in society almost as constantly as before ; a caprice nearly conquered, was once more renewed; and in my anxiety that you should marry, not for aggrandizement, but happiness, I own to my sorrow, that I rather favored than forbade his addresses. The young man — remember, Flora — appeared in society as the nephew and heir of a gentleman of ancient family and considerable property ; he was rising in diplomacy, popular in the woi'ld, and so far as we could see, of irreproachable character ; this must plead my excuse for tolerating his visits, without instituting further inquiries re- specting him, and allowing your attachment to proceed with- out ascertaining how far it had yet extended. I was awakened to a sense of my indiscretion by an inquiry, which Mr. Lin- den's popularity rendered general, — namely, if Mr. Talbot was his uncle, who was his father, who his more immediate relations ? — and at that time Lord Borodaile informed us of the falsehood, he had either asserted or allowed to be spread, in claiming Mr. Talbot as his relation. This you will observe entirely altered the situation of Mr. Linden with respect to you. Not only his rank in life became uncertain, but suspi- cious. Nor was this all : his very personal respectability was no longer unimpeachable. Was this dubious and intrusive person, without a name, and with a sullied honor, to be your suitor 1 No, Flora ; and it was from this indignant conviction that I spoke to you some days since. Forgive me, my child, if I was less cautious, less confidential than I am now. I did not imagine the wound was so deep, and thought that I should best cure you by seeming unconscious of your danger. The case is now changed ; your illness has convinced me of my fault, and the extent of your unhappy attachment; but will my own dear child pardon me if I still continue, if I even con- 312 THE DISOWNED. firm, my disapproval of her choice ? Last night at the opera Mr. Linden entered my box. I own that I wa.s cooler to him than usual, lie soon left us, and after the opera 1 saw him with the Duke of Havertield, one of the most incorrigible roues of the day, leading out a woman of notoriously bad charac- ter, and of the most ostentatious profligacy. He might have had some propriety, some decency, some concealment at least, but he passed just before me, — before the mother of the woman to whom his vows of honorable attachment were due, and who at that very instant was suffering from her infatuation for him. Now, Flora, for this man, an obscure, and possibly a plebeian adventurer, whose oidy claim to notice has been founded on falsehood, whose only merit, a love of you, has been, if not utterly destroyed, at least polluted and debased, — for this man, poor alike in fortune, character, and honor, can you any longer profess affection or esteem 1 " " Never, never, never ! " cried I, springing from the bed, and throwing myself upon my mother's neck. " Never: I am your own Flora once more. I will never suffer any one again to make me forget you," — and then I sobbed so violently that mamma was frightened, and made me lie down, and left me to sleep. Several hours have passed since then, and I could not sleep nor think, and I would not cry, for he is no longer worthy of my tears ; so I have written to you. Oh, how I despise and hate myself for having so utterly, in my vanity and folly, forgotten my mother, that dear, kind, constant friend, who never cost me a single tear, but for my own ingratitude. Think, Eleanor, what an affront to me, — to me, who, he so often said, had made all other women worth- less in his eyes. Do I hate him 1 No, I cannot hate. Do I despise? No, I will not despise; but I will forget him, and keep my contempt and hatred for myself. God bless you, — I am worn out. Write soon, or rather come, if possible, to your affectionate but unworthy friend, F. A. Good Heavens ! Eleanor, he is wounded. He has fought with Lord Borodaile. I have just heard it ; Jermyn told me. THE DISOWNED. 313 Can it, can it be true? What, — what have I said against him I Hate I — forget? No, no! I never loved him till now. LETTER III. FROM THE SAME TO THE SAME. (After an interval of several weeks.) Time has flown, my Eleanor, since you left me, after your short but kind visit, with a heavy but healing wing. I do not think I shall ever again be the giddy girl I have been; but my head will change, not my heart : that was never giddy, and that shall still be as much yours as ever. You are wrong in thinking I have not forgotten, at least renounced all affec- tion for Mr. Linden. I have, though with a long and bitter effort. The woman for whom he fought, went, you know, to his house, immediately on hearing of his wound. She has continued with him ever since. He had the audacity to write to me once ; my mother brought me the note, and said nothing. She read my heart aright. I returned it un- opened. He has even called since his convalescence. Mamma was not at home to him. I hear that he looks pale and altered. I hope not, — at least, I cannot resist praying for his recovery. I stay within entirely : the season is now over, and there are no parties; but T tremble at the thought of meeting him even in the Park or the Gardens. Papa talks of going into the country next week. I cannot tell you how eagerly I look for- ward to it ; and you will then come and see me, — will you not, dearest Eleanor ? Ah ! what happy days we will have yet ; we will read Italian together, as we used to do; you shall teach me your songs, and I will instruct you in mine ; we will keep birds as we did — let me see — eight years ago. You will never talk to me of my folly : let that be as if it had never been ; but I will wonder with you about your future choice, and grow happy in anticipating your happiness. Oh, how selfish I was some weeks ago, — then I could only overwhelm you 314 THE DISOWNED. with my egotisms ; now, Eleanor, it is your turn, and you shall see how patiently I will listen to yours. Never tear that yuu can be too prolix : the dilluser you are, the easier 1 shall forgive my sell'. Are you loud of poetry, Eleanor ? I used to say so, but I never felt that 1 was till lately. I will show you my favorite passages in my favorite poets when you come to see me. You shall see if yours correspond with mine. 1 am so impatient to leave this horrid town, where everything seems dull, yet feverish, — insipid, yet false. Shall we not be happy when we meet ? If your dear aunt will come with you, she shall see how 1 (that is, my mind) am improved. — Farewell. Ever your most all'ectionate, F.A. THE DISOWNED. PART SECOND. flW *;*»■ a m^?m Linden felt a deadly sickness come over him. The Disowned. THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XLVII. Brave Talbot, we will follow thee. — Henry the Sixth. " My letter insultingly returned ; myself refused admit- tance; not a single inquiry made during my illness; indifference joined to positive contempt. By Heaven, it is insupportable ! " " My dear Clarence," said Talbot, to his young friend, who, fretful from pain, and writhing beneath his mor- tification, walked to and fro his chamber with an im- patient stride, — "my dear Clarence, do sit down, and not irritate your wound by such violent exercise. I am as much enraged as yourself at the treatment you have received, and no less at a loss to account for it. Your duel, however unfortunate the event, must have done you credit, and obtained you a reputation both for gen- erosity and spirit ; so that it cannot be to that occurrence that you are to attribute the change. Let us rather sup- pose that Lady Flora's attachment to you has become evident to her father and mother, — that they natu- rally think it would be very undesirable to marry their daughter to a man whose family nobody knows, and whose respectability he is forced into fighting in order to support. Suffer me then to call upon Lady West- borough, whom I knew many years ago, and explain your origin, as well as your relationship to me." VOL. II.— l 2 THE DISOWNED. Linden paused irresolutely. " Were I sure that Lady Flora was not utterly in- fluenced by her mother's worldly views, I would gladly consent to your proposal , but — " "Forgive me, Clarence," cried Talbot; "but you really argue much more like a very young man than I ever heard you do before, — even four years ago. To be sure, Lady Flora is influenced by her mother's views. Would you have her otherwise ? Would you have her, in defiance of all propriety, modesty, obedience to her parents, and right feeling for herself, encourage an attach- ment to a person not only unknown, but who does not even condescend to throw off the incognito to the woman he addresses? Come, Clarence, give me my instruc- tions , and let me act as your ambassador to-morrow. " Clarence was silent. "I may consider it settled then," replied Talbot ; " meanwhile you shall come home and stay with me : the pure air of the country, even so near town, will do you more good than all the doctors in London; and, besides, you will thus be enabled to escape from that persecuting Frenchwoman." " In what manner ? " said Clarence. " Why, when you are in my house, she cannot well take up her abode with you; and you shall, while I am forwarding your suit with Lady Flora, write a very flattering, very grateful letter of excuses to Madame la Meronville. But leave me alone to draw it up for you ; meanwhile, let Harrison pack up your clothes and medicines, and we will effect our escape while Madame la Meronville yet sleeps." Clarence rang the bell ; the orders were given, exe- cuted, and in less than an hour he and his friend were on their road to Talbot's villa. THE DISOWNED. 3 As they drove slowly through the grounds to the house, Clarence was sensibly struck with the quiet and stillness which breathed around. On either side of the road the honeysuckle and rose cast their sweet scents to the summer wind, which, though it was scarcely noon, stirred freshly among the trees, and waved, as if it breathed a second youth over the wan cheek of the con- valescent. The old servant's ear had caught the sound of wheels, and he came to the door with an expression of quiet delight on his dry countenance, to welcome in his master. They had lived together for so many years, that they were grown like one another. Indeed, the veteran valet prided himself on his happy adoption of his master's dress and manner. A proud man, we ween, was that domestic, whenever he had time and listeners for the indulgence of his honest loquacity; many an ancient tale of his master's former glories was then poured from his unburdening remembrance. With what a glow, with what a racy enjoyment did he ex- pand upon the triumphs of the past; bow eloquently did he particularize the exact grace with which young Mr. Talbot was wont to enter the room, in which he instantly became the cynosure of ladies' eyes; how faithfully did he minute the courtly dress, the exqui- site choice of color, the costly splendor of material, which were the envy of gentles, and the despairing wonder of their valets; and then the zest with which the good old man would cry, "I dressed the boy!" Even still, this modern Scipio (Le Sage's Scipio, not Eome's) would not believe that his master's sun was utterly set; he was only in a temporary retiremeat, and would, one day or other, reappear and reastonish the London world. " I would give my rigbt arm," Jasper was wont to say, " to see master at court. How fond 4 THE DISOWNED. the king would be of him. Ah! well, well; I wish he was not so melancholy like with his books, but would go out like other people!" Poor Jasper! Time is, in general, a harsh wizard in his transformations; but the change which thou didst lament so bitterly, was happier for thy master than all his former " palmy state " of admiration and homage. " Nous avons recherche le plaisir" says Rousseau, in one of his own inimitable antitheses, — " et le bonheur a fui loin cle nous." 1 But in the pursuit of pleasure we sometimes chance on wisdom, and wisdom leads us to the right track, which, if it take us not so far as happiness, is sure at least of the shelter of content. Talbot leaned kindly upon Jasper's arm as he de- scended from the carriage, and inquired into his ser- vant's rheumatism with the anxiety of a friend. The old housekeeper, waiting in the hall, next received his attention; and in entering the drawing-room, with that consideration, even to animals, which his worldly benev- olence had taught him, he paused to notice and caress a large gray cat which rubbed herself against his legs. Doubtless there is some pleasure in making even a gray cat happy! Clarence having patiently undergone all the shrugs and sighs and exclamations of compassion at his re- duced and wan appearance, which are the especial pre- rogatives of ancient domestics, followed the old man into the room. Papers and books, though carefully dusted, were left scrupulously in the places in which Talbot had last deposited them (incomparable good for- tune ! what would we not give for such chamber hand- maidens!) ; fresh flowers were in all the stands and 1 We have pursued pleasure, aud happiuess lias fled far from our reach. THE DISOWNED. vases; the large library-chair was jealously set in its accustomed place, and all wore, to Talbot's eyes, that cheerful yet sober look of welcome and familiarity which makes a friend of our house. The old man was in high spirits : — " I know not how it is," said he, " but I feel younger than ever ! You have often expressed a wish to see my family seat at Scarsdale. It is certainly a great distance hence; but as you will be my travelling companion, I think I will try and crawl there before the summer is over; or, what say you, Clarence, shall I lend it to you and Lady Flora for the honeymoon? You blush! A diplomatist blush!— ah, how the world has changed since my time! But come, Clarence, suppose you write to La Meronville 1 " " Not to-day, sir, if you please," said Linden, " I feel so very weak." "As you please, Clarence; but some years hence you will learn the value of the present. Youth is always a procrastinator, and, consequently, always a penitent." And thus Talbot ran on into a strain of conversation, half serious, half gay, which lasted till Clarence went upstairs to lie down and muse on Lady Flora Ardenne. THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XLVIII. " La vie est un sommeil. — Les vieillaids sont ceux dont le som- nieil a e'te plus long : ils ne commeiiceiit a se reveiller que quand il faut inourir." l — La Buuyere. " You wonder why I have never turned author, with my constant love of literature, and my former desire of fame," said Talbot, as he and Clarence sat alone after dinner, "discussing many things: " " the fact is, that I have often intended it, and as often been frightened from my design. Those terrible feuds, those vehement disputes, those recriminations of abuse, so inseparable from literary life, appear to me too dreadful for a man not utterly hardened or malevolent voluntarily to en- counter. Good Heavens! what acerbity sours the blood of an author! The manifestos of opposing generals, advancing to pillage, to burn, to destroy, contain not a tithe of the ferocity which animates the pages of literary controversialists! No term of reproach is too severe, no vituperation too excessive! — the blackest passions, the bitterest, the meanest malice, pour caustic and poison upon every page! It seems as if the greatest talents, the most elaborate knowledge, only sprung from the weakest and worst-regulated mind, as exotics from dung. The private records, the public works of men of letters, teem with an immitigable fury ! Their histories might 1 Life is asleep, — the nged are those whose sloop has been the longest; they begin to awaken themselves just as they are obliged to die. THE DISOWNED. 7 all be reduced into these sentences: they were born, they quarrelled, they died!" " But," said Clarence, " it would matter little to the world if these quarrels were confined merely to poets and men of imaginative literature, in whom irritability is, perhaps, almost necessarily allied to the keen and quick susceptibilities which constitute their genius. These are more to be lamented and wondered at among philosophers, theologians, and men of science; the cool- ness, the patience, the benevolence, which ought to characterize their works, should at least moderate their jealousy and soften their disputes." " Ah! " said Talbot; " but the vanity of discovery is no less acute than that of creation: the self-love of a philosopher is no less self-love than that of a poet. Besides, those sects the most sure of their opinions, whether in religion or science, are always the most bigoted and persecuting. Moreover, nearly all men deceive themselves in disputes, and imagine that they are intolerant, not through private jealousy, but public benevolence; they never declaim against the injustice done to themselves, — no, it is the terrible injury done to society which grieves and inflames them. It is not the bitter expressions against their dogmas which give them pain: by no means; it is the atrocious doctrines, — so prejudicial to the country, if in politics, so per- nicious to the world, if in philosophy, — which their duty, not their vanity, induces them to denounce and anathematize." " There seems," said Clarence, " to be a sort of reac- tion in sophistry and hypocrisy: there has, perhaps, never been a deceiver who was not, by his own passions, himself the deceived." "Very true," said Talbot; "and it is a pity that 8 THE DISOWNED. historians have not kept that fact in view: we shouhl then have had a better notion of the Cromwells and Mahomets of the past than we have now, nor judged those as utter impostors who were probably half dupes. " But to return to myself. I think you will already be able to answer your own question, why I did not turn author, now that we have given a momentary con- sideration to the penalties consequent on such a profes- sion. But, in truth, as I near the close of my life, I often regret that I had not more courage, for there is in us all a certain restlessness in the persuasion, whether true or false, of superior knowledge or intellect, and this urges us on to the proof; or, if we resist its im- pulse, renders us discontented with our idleness, and disappointed with the past. I have everything now in my possession which it has been the desire of my later years to enjoy: health, retirement, successful study, and the affection of one in whose breast, when I am gone, my memory will not utterly pass away. With these advantages, added to the gifts of fortune, and an ha- bitual elasticity of spirit, I confess that my happiness is not free from a biting and frequent regret : I would fain have been a better citizen ; I would fain have died in the consciousness, not only that I had improved my mind to the utmost, but that I had turned that improve- ment to the benefit of my fellow-creatures. As it is, in living wholly for myself I feel that my philosophy has wanted generosity; and my indifference to glory has proceeded from a weakness, not, as I once persuaded myself, from a virtue; but the fruitlessness of my ex- istence has been the consequence of the arduous frivoli- ties and the petty objects in which my early years were consumed; and my mind, in losing the enjoyments which it formerly possessed, had no longer the vigor to THE DISOWNED. 9 create for itself a new soil, from which labor it could only hope for more valuable fruits. It is no contradic- tion to see those who most eagerly courted society in their youth shrink from it the most sensitively in their age; for they who possess certain advantages, and are morbidly vain of them, will naturally be disposed to seek that sphere for which those advantages are best calculated ; and when youth and its concomitants depart, the vanity so long fed still remains, and perpetually mortifies them by recalling, not so much the qualities they have lost, as the esteem which those qualities con- ferred, and by contrasting not so much their own present alteration as the change they experience in the respect and consideration of others. What wonder, then, that they eagerly fly from the world, which has only morti- fication for their self-love, or that we find, in biography, how often the most assiduous votaries of pleasure have become the most rigid of recluses. For my part, I think that that love of solitude which the ancients so emi- nently possessed, and which to this day is considered by some as the sign of a great mind, nearly always arises from a tenderness of vanity, easily wounded in the commerce of the rough world; and that it is under the shadow of disappointment that we must look for the her- mitage. Diderot did well, even at the risk of offending Rousseau, to write against solitude. The more a mor- alist binds man to man, and forbids us to divorce our interests from our kind, the more effectually is the end of morality obtained. They only are justifiable in seclusion who, like the Greek philosophers, make that very seclusion the means of serving and enlightening their race, — who from their retreats send forth their oracles of wisdom, and render the desert which sur- rounds them eloquent with the voice of truth. But 10 THE DISOWNED. remember, Clarence (and let my life, useless in itself, have at least this moral), that for him who in nowise cultivates his talent for the benefit of others; who is contented with being a good hermit at the expense of being a bad citizen ; who looks from his retreat upon a life wasted in the difficlles nugce of the most frivolous part of the world, nor redeems in the closet the time he has misspent in the saloon, — remember, that for him seclusion loses its dignity, philosophy its comfort, be- nevolence its hope, and even religion its balm. Knowl- edge, unemployed, may preserve us from vice; but knowledge beneficently employed is virtue. Perfect hap- piness, in our present state, is impossible ; for Hobbes says justly, that our nature is inseparable from desires, and that the very word desire (the craving for something not possessed) implies that our present felicity is not complete. But there is one way of attaining what we may term, if not utter, at least mortal happiness ; it is this, — a sincere and unrelaxing activity for the happi- ness of others. In that one maxim is concentrated what- ever is noble in morality, sublime in religion, or un- answerable in truth. In that pursuit we have all scope for whatever is excellent in our hearts, and none for the petty passions which our nature is heir to. Thus en- gaged, whatever be our errors, there will be nobility, not weakness, in our remorse; whatever our failure, virtue, not selfishness, in our regret; and in success, vanity itself will become holy and triumph eternal. As astrologers were wont to receive upon metals ' the benign aspect of the stars, so as to detain and fix, as it were, the felicity of that hour which would otherwise be volatile and fugitive,' x even so will that success leave imprinted upon our memory a blessing which 1 Bacon. THE DISOWNED. 11 cannot pass away, — preserve forever upon our names, as on a signet, the hallowed influence of the hour in which our great end was effected, and treasure up ' the relics of heaven ' in the sanctuary of a human fame. " As the old man ceased, there was a faint and hectic flush over his face, an enthusiasm on his features, which age made almost holy, and which Clarence had never observed there before. In truth, his young listener was deeply affected, and the advice of his adopted parent was afterwards impressed with a more awful solemnity upon his remembrance. Already he had acquired much worldly lore from Talbot's precepts and conversation. He had obtained even something better than worldly lore, — a kindly and indulgent disposition to his fellow- creatures; for he had seen that foibles were not incon- sistent with generous and great qualities, and that we judge wrongly of human nature when we ridicule its littleness. The very circumstances which make the shallow misanthropical, incline the wise to be benevo- lent. Fools discover that frailty is not incompatible with great men: they wonder and despise; but the dis- cerning find that greatness is not incompatible with frailty, and they admire and indulge. But a still greater benefit than this of toleration did Clarence derive from the commune of that night. He became strengthened in his honorable ambition, and nerved to unrelaxing exertion. The recollection of Tal- bot's last words, on that night, occurred to him often and often when sick at heart, and languid with baffled hope ! — it roused him from that gloom and despondency which are always unfavorable to virtue, and incited him once more to that labor in the vineyard which, whether our hour be late or early, will, if earnest, obtain a bless- ing and reward. 12 THE DISOWNED. The hour was now waxing late, and Talbot, mindful of his companion's health, rose to retire. As he pree ed Clarence's hand and bade him farewell for the night, Linden thought there was something more than usu- ally impressive in his manner and affectionate in his words. Perhaps this was the natural result of their conversation. The next morning Clarence was awakened by a noise. He listened, and heard distinctly an alarmed cry pro- ceeding from the room in which Talbot slept, and which was opposite to his own. He rose hastily and hurried to the chamber. The door was open, the old servant was bending over the bed; Clarence approached, and saw that he supported his master in his arms. " Good God ! " he cried, " what is the matter 1 " The faithful old man lifted up his face to Clarence, and the big tears rolled fast from eyes, in which the sources of such emotion were well-nigh dried up. " He loved you well, sir! " he said, and could say no more. He dropped the body gently, and throwing him- self on the floor, sobbed aloud. With a forehoding and chilled heart, Clarence bent forward; the face of his benefactor lay directly before him, and the hand of death was upon it. The soul had passed to its account hours since, in the hush of night: passed, apparently, without a struggle or a pang, like the wind, which ani- mates the harp one moment, and the next is gone. Linden seized his hand, — it was heavy and cold, his eye rested upon the miniature of the unfortunate Lady Merton, which, since the night of the attempted robbery, Talbot had worn constantly round his neck. Strange and powerful was the contrast of the pictured face, in which not a color had yet faded, and where the hues and fulness and prime of youth dwelt, unconscious of THE DISOWNED. 13 the lapse of years, with the aged and shrunken counte- nance of the deceased. In that contrast was a sad and mighty moral ; it wrought, as it were, a contract between youth and age, and conveyed a rapid but full history of our passions and our life. The servant looked up once more on the countenance; he pointed towards it, and muttered, " See, — see! how awfully it is changed ! " " But there is a smile upon it! " said Clarence, as he flung himself beside the body , and burst into tears. 14 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER XLIX. Virtue is like precious odors, most fragrant when they are incensed or crushed; for prosperity doth best discover vice, hut adversity doth best discover virtue. — Bacon. It is somewhat remarkable that while Talhot was be- queathing to Clarence, as the most valuable of legacies, the doctrines of a philosophy he had acquired, perhaps too late to practise, Glendower was carrying those very- doctrines, so far as his limited sphere would allow, into the rule and exercise of his life. Since the death of the bookseller, which we have before recorded, Glendower had been left utterly with- out resource. The others to whom he applied were indis- posed to avail themselves of an unknown ability. The trade of book-making was not then as it is now, and if it had been, it would not have suggested itself to tbe high-spirited and unworldly student. Some publishers offered , it is true, a reward tempting enough for an im- moral tale ; others spoke of the value of an attack upon the Americans; one suggested an ode to the minister; and another hinted that a pension might possibly be granted to one who would prove extortion not tyranny. But these insinuations fell upon a dull ear, and the tribe of Barabbas were astonished to find that an author could imagine interest and principle not synonymous. Struggling with want, which hourly grew more im- perious and urgent; wasting his heart on studies which brought fever to his pulse, and disappointment to his ambition; gnawed to the very soul by the mortifications which his poverty gave to his pride; and watching with THE DISOWNED. 15 tearless eyes, but a maddening brain, the slender form of his wife, now waxing weaker and fainter, as the canker of disease fastened upon the core of her young but blighted life, — there was yet a high, though, alas! not constant consolation within him, whenever, from the troubles of this dim spot his thoughts could escape, like, birds released from their cage, and lose themselves in the lustre and freedom of their native heaven. " If," thought he, as he looked upon his secret and treasured work, — " if the wind scatter, or the rock re- ceive these seeds, they were at least dispersed by a hand which asked no selfish return, and a heart which would have lavished the harvest of its labors upon those who know not the husbandman, and trample his hopes into the dust. " But, by degrees, this comfort cf a noble and generous nature, these whispers of a vanity rather to be termed holy than excusable, began to grow unfrequent and low. The cravings of a more engrossing and heavy want than those of the mind, came eagerly and rapidly upon him; the fair cheek of his infant became pinched and hollow ; his wife conquered nature itself by love , and starved her- self in silence, and set bread before him with a smile, and bade him eat. "But you, — you?" he would ask inquiringly, and then pause. "I have dined, dearest: I want nothing; eat, love, eat. " But he ate not. The food robbed from her seemed to him more deadly than poison; and he would rise and dash his hand to his brow, and go forth alone, with nature unsatisfied, to look upon this luxurious world, and learn content. It was after such a scene that, one day, he wandered 16 THE DISOWNED. forth into the streets, desperate and eonfused in mind, and fainting with hunger, and half insane with fiery and wrong thoughts, which dashed over his harren and gloomy soul, and desolated, but conquered not! It was evening ; he stood (for he had stridden on so rapidly at first that his strength was now exhausted, and he was forced to pause) leaning against the railed area of a house, in a lone and unfrequented street. No passenger shared the dull and ohscure thoroughfare. He stood, literally, in scene as in heart, solitary amidst the great city, and wherever he looked, — lo! there were none ! " Two days," said he, slowly and faintly, — " two days, and hread has only once passed my lips ; and that was snatched from her, — from those lips which I have fed with sweet and holy kisses, and whence my sole comfort in this weary life has heen drawn. And she, — ay, she starves, and my child too. They complain not, they murmur not ; but they lift up their eyes to me and ask for — merciful God, thou didst make man in benevo- lence; thou dost survey this world with a pitying and paternal eye, — save, comfort, cherish them, and crush me if thou wilt ! " At that moment a man darted suddenly from an ob- scure alley, and passed Glendower at full speed; pres- ently came a cry and a shout and the rapid trampling of feet, and in another moment, an eager and breathless crowd rushed upon the solitude of the street. " Where is he ? " cried a hundred voices to Glendower, — "where — which road did the robber take?" But Glendower could not answer; his nerves Avere unstrung, and his dizzy brain swam and reeled ; and the faces winch peered upon him, and the voices which shrieked and yelled in his car, were to him as the forms and sounds of a ghastly and phantasmal world. His head THE DISOWNED. 17 dropped upon his bosom, he clung to the area for sup- port; the crowd passed on, — they were in pursuit of guilt, they were thirsting after blood, they were going to fill the dungeon and feed the gibbet, — what to them was the virtue they could have supported , or the famine they could have relieved 1 But they knew not his distress, nor the extent of his weakness, or some would have tarried and aided, for there is, after all, as much kind- ness as cruelty in our nature ; perhaps they thought it was only some intoxicated and maudlin idler, — or, per- haps, in the heat of their pursuit, they thought not at all. So they rolled on, and their voices died away, and their steps were hushed, and Glendower, insensible and cold as the iron he clung to, was once more alone. Slowly he revived; he opened his dim and glazing eyes, and saw the evening star break from its chamber, and, though sullied by the thick and foggy air, scatter its holy smiles upon the polluted city. He looked quietly on the still night, and its first watcher among the hosts of heaven, and felt something of balm sink into his soul; not, indeed, that vague and delicious calm which, in his boyhood of poesy and ro- mance, he had drunk in, by green solitudes, from the mellow twilight, but a quiet, sad and sober, circling gradually over his mind, and bringing it back from its confused and disordered visions and darkness, to the recollection and reality of his bitter life. By degrees, the scene he had so imperfectly witnessed, the flight of the robber, and the eager pursuit of the mob, grew over him: a dark and guilty thought burst upon his mind. "I am a man, like that criminal," said he, fiercely. "I have nerves, sinews, muscles, flesh; I feel hunger, VOL. II. — 2 18 THE DISOWNED. thirst, pain, as acutely; why should T endure more than he can? Perhaps he had a wife, a child, — and he saw them starving inch hy inch, and he felt that he ought to be their protector, and so he sinned. And 1 — I , can I not sin too for mine; can I not dare what the wild beast and the vulture and the fierce hearts of my brethren dare for their mates and young 1 ? One gripe of this hand, one cry from this voice, and my board might be heaped with plenty, and my child fed, and she smile as she was wont to smile, — for one night at least." And as these thoughts broke upon him, Glendower rose, and with a step firm even in weakness, he strode unconsciously onward. A figure appeared; Glendower's heart beat thick. He slouched his hat over his brows, and for one moment wrestled with his pride and his stern virtue ; the virtue conquered, but not the pride ; the virtue forbade him to be the robber, — the pride submitted to be the suppliant. He sprang forward, extended his hands towards the stranger, and cried in a sharp voice, the agony of which rang through the long dull street with a sudden and echoless sound, " Charity, — food! " The stranger paused, — one of the boldest of men in his own line, he was as timid as a woman in any other; mistaking the meaning of the petitioner, and terrified by the vehemence of his gesture, he said, in a trembling tone, as he hastily pulled out his purse, — "There, there! do not hurt me! Take it, — take all ! " Glendower knew the voice, as a sound not unfamiliar to him; his pride returned in full force. "None," thought he, " who know me, shall know my full degra- dation also/' And he turned away; but the stranger, mistaking this motion, extended his hand to him, saying THE DISOWNED. 19 "Take this, my friend, — you will have no need of violence ! " and as he advanced nearer to his supposed assailant, he heheld, hy the pale lamp-light, and in- stantly recognized his features. " Ah!" cried he, in astonishment, hut with internal rejoicing, — "ah! is it you who are thus reduced ! " "You say right, Crauford," said Glendower, sullenly, and drawing himself up to his full height, "it is It hut you are mistaken ; I am a beggar, not a ruffian ! " " Good Heavens ! " answered Crauford ; " how fortu- nate that we should meet ! Providence watches over us unceasingly ! I have long sought you in vain. But " (and here the wayward malignity, sometimes, though not always, the characteristic of Crauford's nature, irre- sistibly broke out) — " but that you, of all men, should suffer so, — you, proud, susceptible, virtuous beyond human virtue; you, whose fibres are as acute as the naked eye, — that you should bear this, and wince not ! " "You do my humanity wrong!" said Glendower, with a bitter and almost ghastly smile ; " I do worse than wince! " " Ay, is it so ! " said Crauford: " have you awakened at last? Has your philosophy taken a more impassioned dye I " "Mock me not!" cried Glendower; and his eye, usually soft in its deep thoughtfulness, glared wild and savage upon the hypocrite who stood trembling, yet half sneering, at the storm he had raised, " my passions are even now beyond my mastery; loose them not upon you ! " "Nay," said Crauford, gently, "I meant not to vex or wound you. I have sought you several times since the last night we met, but in vain; you had left your lodgings, and none knew whither. I would fain talk 20 THE DISOWNED. with you. I have a scheme to propose to you which will make you rich forever, rich, — literally rich! — . not merely above poverty, hut high in affluence ! " Glendower looked incredulously at the speaker, who continued, — " The scheme has danger, — that you can dare ! " Glendower was still silent; hut his set and Btern countenance was sufficient reply. " Some sacrifice of your pride," continued Crauford, — " that also you can hear? " and the tempter almost grinned with pleasure as he asked the question. " He who is poor," said Glendower, speaking at last, " has a right to pride. He who starves has it too ; hut he who sees those whom he loves famish, and cannot aid, has it not ! " "Come home with me, then," said Crauford; "you seem faint and weak: nature craves food; come and partake of mine, — we will then talk over this scheme, and arrange its completion." " I cannot," answered Glendower, quietly. " And why 1 " " Because they starve at home! " " Heavens ! " said Crauford, affected for a moment into sincerity, — " it is indeed fortunate that business should have led me here; but, meanwhile, you will not refuse this trifle, — as a loan merely. By-and-by our scheme will make you so rich that I must be the borrower." Glendower did hesitate for a moment, — he did swal- low a bitter rising of the heart ; but he thought of those at home, and the struggle was over. "I thank you," said he, — "I thank you for their sake: the time may come," — and the proud gentleman stopped short, for his desolate fortunes rose before him, and forbade all hope of the future. THE DISOWNED. 21 " Yes ! " cried Crauford, " the time may come when you will repay me this money a hundredfold. But where do you live 1 You are silent. Well, you will not inform me, — I understand you. Meet me, then, here, on this very spot, three nights hence, — you will not fail 1 " " I will not," said Glendower; and pressing Crauford's hand with a generous and grateful warmth, which might have softened a heartless obdurate, he turned away. Folding his arms while a hitter yet joyous expression crossed his countenance, Crauford stood still, gazing upon the retreating form of the noble and unfortunate man whom he had marked for destruction. " Now," said he, " this virtue is a fine thing, a very fine thing to talk so loftily about. A little craving of the gastric juices, a little pinching of this vile body, as your philosophers and saints call our better part, and, lo ! virtue oozes out like water through a leaky vessel, — and the vessel sinks! No, no; virtue is a weak game, and a poor game, and a losing game. Why, there is that man, the very pink of integrity and rectitude, he is now only wanting temptation to fall, — and he will fall, in a fine phrase, too, I '11 be sworn! And then, having once fallen, there will be no medium, — he will become utterly corrupt; while /, honest Dick Crauford, doing as other wise men do, cheat a trick or two, in playing with fortune, without being a whit the worse for it. Do I not subscribe to charities; am I not con- stant at church, ay, and meeting to boot; kind to my servants, obliging to my friends, loyal to my king 1 ? 'Gad, if I were less loving to myself, I should have been far less useful to my country! And now, now, let me see what has brought me to these filthy suburbs ! Ah, Madam H . Woman, incomparable woman ! On, Richard Crauford, thou hast made a good night's work 22 THE DISOWNED. of it hitherto ! — business seasons pleasure ! " and the villain upon system moved away. Glendower hastened to his home; it was miserably changed, even from the humble abode in which we last saw him. The unfortunate pair had chosen their present residence from a melancholy refinement in lux- ury ; they had chosen it because none else shared it with them, and their famine and pride and struggles and despair were without witness or pity. With a heavy step Glendower entered the chamber where his wife sat. When at a distance he had heard a faint moan, but as he had approached, it ceased; for she, from whom it came, knew his step, and hushed her grief and pain, that they might not add to his own. The peevishness, the querulous and stinging irritations of want, came not to that affectionate and kindly heart; nor could all those biting and bitter evils of fate, which turn the love that is born of luxury into rancour and gall, scathe the beautiful and holy passion which had knit into one those two unearthly natures. They rather clung the closer to each other, as all things in heaven and earth spoke in tempest or in gloom around them, and coined their sorrows into endearment, and their looks into smiles, and strove each from the depth of despair, to pluck hope and comfort for the other. This, it is true, was more striking and constant in her than in Glendower; for in love, man, be he ever so generous, is always outdone. Yet even when in moments of extreme passion and conflict, the strife broke from his breast into words, never once was his discontent vented upon her, nor his. reproaches lavished on any but fortune or himself, nor his murmurs mingled with a single breath wounding to her tenderness, or detracting from his love. THE DISOWNED. 23 He threw open the door; the wretched light cast its sickly beams over the squalid walls, foul with green damps, and the miserable yet clean bed, and the tireless hearth, and the empty board, and the pale cheek of the wife, as she rose and flung her arms round his neck, and murmured out her joy and welcome. " There," said he, as he extricated himself from her, and flung the money upon the table, — "there, love, pine no more, feed yourself and our daughter, and then let us sleep and be happy in our dreams. " A writer, one of the most gifted of the present day, has told the narrator of this history, that no interest of a high nature can be given to extreme poverty. I know not if this be true; yet if I mistake not our human feelings, there is nothing so exalted or so divine as a great and brave spirit working out its end through every earthly obstacle and evil, — watching through the utter darkness, and steadily defying the phantoms which crowd around it; wrestling with the mighty allure- ments, and rejecting the fearful voices of that want which is the deadliest and surest of human tempters; nursing through all calamity the love of species, and the warmer and closer affections of private ties; sacri- ficing no duty, resisting all sin; and, amidst every horror and every humiliation, feeding the still and bright light of that genius, which, like the lamp of the fabulist, though it may waste itself for years amidst the depths of solitude, and the silence of the tomb, shall live and burn immortal and undimmed, when all around it is rottenness and decay ! And yet I confess that it is a painful and bitter task to record the humiliations, the wearing, petty, stinging humiliations of poverty : to count the drops as they slowly fall, one by one, upon the fretted and indignant 24 THE DISOWNED. heart; to particularize, with the scrupulous and nice hand of indifference, the fractional and divided move- ments in the dial-plate of misery; to behold the refine- ment of birth, the masculine pride of blood, the digni- ties of intellect, the wealth of knowledge, the delicacy and graces of womanhood, — all that ennoble and soften the stony mass of commonplaces which is our life, frit- tered into atoms, trampled into the dust and mire of the meanest thoroughfares of distress; life and soul, the energies and aims of man, ground into one prostrating want, cramped into one levelling sympathy with the dregs and refuse of his kind, blistered into a single galling and festering sore. This is, I own, a painful and a bitter task; but it hath its redemption, — a pride even in debasement, a pleasure even in woe; and it is there- fore that, while I have abridged, I have not shunned it. There are some whom the lightning of fortune blasts, only to render holy. Amidst all that humbles and scathes, amidst all that shatters from their life its verdure, smites to the dust the pomp and summit of their pride, and in the very heart of existence writeth a sudden and "strange defeature," they stand erect, riven, not uprooted , — a monument less of pity than of awe ! There are some who pass through the Lazar-house of misery with a step more august than a Caesar's in his ball. The very things which, seen alone, are despicable and vile, associated with them, become almost venerable and divine; and one ray, however dim and feeble, of that intense holiness which, in the infant God, shed majesty over the manger and the straw, not denied to those who, in the depth of affliction, cherish His patient image, flings over the meanest localities of earth an emanation from the glory of Heaven! I THE DISOWNED. 25 CHAPTER L. Letters from divers hands, which will absolve Ourselves from long narration. Tanner of Tyburn. One morning, about a fortnight after Talbot's death, Clarence was sitting alone, thoughtful and melancholy, when the three following letters were put into his hand : — LETTER FROM THE DUKE OF HAVERFIELD. Let me, my dear Linden, be the first to congratulate you upon your accession of fortune : five thousand a ) r ear, Scars- dale, and eighty thousand pounds in the Funds, are very pretty foes to starvation ! Ah, my dear fellow, if you had but shot that frosty Caucasus of humanity, that pillar of the state, made not to bend, that — but you know already whom I meau, and so I will spare you more of my lamentable metaphors : had you shot Lord Borodaile, your happiness would now be com- plete ! Everybody talks of your luck. La Meronville tending on you with her white hands, the prettiest hands in the world, — who would not be wounded, even by Lord Borodaile, for such a nurse ? And then Talbot's — yet, I will not speak of that, for you are very unlike the present generation ; and who knows but you may have some gratitude, some affection, some natural feeling in you. 1 had once ; but that was before I went to France, — those Parisians, with their fine sentiments and witty philosophy, play the devil with one's good, old- fashioned feelings. So Lord Aspedeu is to have an Italian ministry. By the by, shall you go with him, or will you not rather stay at home, and enjoy your new fortunes: hunt, race? dine out, dance, vote in the House of Commons, and, in short, 26 THE DISOWNED. do all that an Englishman and a gentleman should do 1 ma- in ■ n to e splendor del secol nostro. Write me a line whenever you have nothing better to do ; and believe me, most truly yours, Haverfield. Will you sell your black mare, or will you buy my brown one ? Utrum horum mavis accipe, the only piece of Latin I remember. LETTER FROM LORD ASPEDEN. My dear Linden, — Suffer me to enter most fully into your feeling. Death, my friend, is common to all ; we must sub- mit to its dispensations. I heard accidentally of the great fortune left you by Mr. Talbot (your father, I suppose I may venture to call him). Indeed, though there is a silly preju- dice against illegitimacy, yet, as our immortal bard says, Wherefore base? When thy dimensions are as well compact, Thy mind as generous and thy shape as true As honest madam's issue ! For my part, my dear Linden, I say on your behalf, that it la very likely that you are a natural son, for such are always the luckiest and the best. You have probably heard of the honor his Majesty has con- ferred on me, in appointing to my administration the city of . As the choice of a secretary has been left to me, I need not say how happy I shall be to keep my promise to you. Indeed, as I told Lord yesterday morning, I do not know- anywhere a young man who has more talent, or who plays better on the flute. — Adieu, my dear young friend ; and be- lieve me, very truly yours, Aspeden. letter from madame de la meronville. (Translated.) You have done me wrong, — great wrong. I loved you, I waited on you, tended you, nursed you, gave all up for you ; THE DJSCTWNED. 27 and you forsook me, — forsook me without a word. True, that you have been engaged in a melancholy duty, but, at least, you had time to write a line, to cast a thought, to one who had shown for you the love that I have done. But we will pass over all this; I will not reproach you, — it is beneath me. The vicious upbraid, — the virtuous forgive ! I have, for several days, left your house. I should never have come to it, had you not been wounded, and, as I fondly imagined, for my sake. Return when you will, I shall no longer be there to persecute and torment you. Pardon this letter. I have said too much for myself, — a hundred times too much to you ; but I shall not sin again. This intrusion is my last. Cecile de la Meronville. These letters will, probably, suffice to clear up that part of Clarence's history Avhich had not hitherto been touched upon; they will show that Talbot's will (after several legacies to his old servants, his nearest connec- tions, and two charitable institutions which he had founded and for some years supported) had bequeathed the bulk of his property to Clarence. The words in which the bequest was made were kind and somewhat remarkable: "To my relation and friend, commonly known by the name of Clarence Linden, to whom I am bound alike by blood and affection," etc. These ex- pressions, joined to the magnitude of the bequest, the apparently unaccountable attachment of the old man to his heir, and the mystery which wrapped the origin of the latter, all concurred to give rise to an opinion, easily received, and soon universally accredited, that Clarence was a natural son of the deceased ; and so strong in Eng- land is the aristocratic aversion to an unknown lineage, that this belief, unflattering as it was, procured for Linden a mucli higher consideration on the score of 28 THE DISOWNED. birth than he might otherwise have enjoyed. Further- more will the above correspondence testify the general iclab of Madame la Meronvillc's attachment, and the construction naturally put upon it. Xor do we see much left for us to explain, with regard to the French- woman herself, which cannot equally well be gleaned, by any judicious and intelligent reader, from the epistle last honored by his perusal. Clarence's sense of gal- lantry did, indeed, smite him severely for his negligence and ill requital to one who, whatever her faults or fol- lies, had at least done nothing with which he. had a right to reproach her. It must, however, be considered, in his defence, that the fatal event which had so lately occurred, the relapse which Clarence had suffered in consequence, and the melancholy confusion and bustle in which the last week or ten days had been passed, were quite sufficient to banish her from his remembrance. Still she was a woman, and had loved, or seemed to love; and Clarence, as he wrote to her a long, kind, and almost brotherly letter, in return for her own, felt that, in giving pain to another, one often suffers almost as much for avoiding as for committing a sin. We have said his letter was kind, — it was also frank, and yet prudent. In it he said that he had long loved another, which love alone could have rendered him in- sensible Co her attachment; that he, nevertheless, should always recall her memory with equal interest and ad- miration; and then, with a tact of flattery which the nature of the correspondence and the sex of the person addressed rendered excusable, he endeavored, as far as he was aide, to soothe and please the vanity which the candor of his avowal was calculated to wound. When lie had finished this letter, he despatched an- other to Lord Aspeden , claiming a reprieve of some days THE DISOWNED. 29 before lie answered the proposal of the diplomatist. After these epistolary efforts, he summoned his valet, and told him, apparently in a careless tone, to find out if Lady Westborough was still in town. Then, throw- ing himself on the couch, he wrestled with the grief and melancholy which the death of a friend, and more than a father, might well cause in a mind less susceptible than his, and counted the dull hours crawl onward till his servant returned. " Lady Westborough and all the family had been gone a week to their seat in . " " Well," thought Clarence, " had he been alive, I could have intrusted my cause to a mediator; as it is, I will plead, or rather assert it, myself. — Harrison," said he, aloud, " see that my black mare is ready by sunrise to-morrow ; I shall leave town for some days. " "Not in your present state of health, sir, surely?" said Harrison, with the license of one who had been a nurse. " My health requires it, — no more words, my good Harrison: see that I am obeyed." And Harrison, shaking his head doubtfully, left the room. " Eich, independent, free to aspire to the heights which in England are only accessible to those who join wealth to ambition, I have at least," said Clarence, proudly, " no unworthy pretensions even to the hand of Lady Flora Ardenne. If she can love me for myself, if she can trust to my honor, rely on my love, feel proud in my pride, and aspiring in my ambition, then, indeed, this wealth will be welcome to me, and the disguised name, which has cost me so many mortifications, become grateful, since she will not disdain to share it." THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER LI. A little druid wight, Of withered aspect ; hut his eye was keen With sweetuess mixed, — in russet brown bedight. THOMSON'S Castle oj Indolence. Tims holding high discourse, they came to where The cursed carle was at his wonted trade, Still tempting heedless men into his snare, In witching wise, as I before have said. Ibid. It was a fine, joyous summer morning when Clarence set out, alone, and on horseback, upon his enterprise of love and adventure. If there be anything on earth more reviving and inspiriting than another, it is, to my taste, a bright day, a free horse, a journey of excitement before one, and loneliness! Rousseau — in bis own way, a great, though rather a morbid epicure of this world's enjoyments — talks with rapture of his pedestrian ram- bles, when in his first youth. But what are your foot- ploddings to the joy which lifts you into the air with the bound of your mettled steed? Rut there are times when an iron and stern sadness locks, as it were, within itself our capacities of enjoy- ment; and the song of the birds, and the green freshness of the summer morning, and the glad motion of the eager horse, brought neither relief nor change to the musings of the young adventurer. He roile on for several miles without noticing any- thing on his road, and only now and then testifying the nature of his thoughts, and his consciousness of solitude THE DISOWNED. 31 by brief and abrupt exclamations and sentences, which proclaimed tbe melancholy yet exciting subjects of bis meditations. During tbe heat of the noon, he rested at a small public-house about miles from town ; and resolving to take his horse at least ten miles further be- fore his day's journey ceased, he remounted towards the evening, and slowly resumed his way. He was now entering the same county in which he first made his appearance in this history. Although several miles from the spot on which the memorable night with the gypsies had been passed, his thoughts reverted to its remembrance, and he sighed as he recalled the ardent hopes which then fed and animated his heart. While thus musing, he heard the sound of hoofs behind him, and presently came by a sober-looking man, on a rough, strong pony, laden (besides its master's weight), with saddle-bags of uncommon size, and to all appear- ance substantially and artfully filled. Clarence looked, and after a second survey, recog- nized the person of his old acquaintance Mr. Morris Brown. Not equally reminiscent was the worshipful itinerant, who, in the great variety of forms and faces which it was his professional lot to encounter, coidd not be expected to preserve a very nice or distinguishing recollection of each. "Your servant, sir, your servant," said Mr. Brown, as he rode his pony alongside of our traveller. " Are you going as far as W this evening 1 " " I hardly know yet," answered Clarence; " the length of my ride depends upon my horse rather than myself. " " Oh, well, very well," said Mr. Brown ; " but you will allow me, perhaps, sir, the honor of riding with you as far as you go." 32 THE DISOWNED. "You give me much gratification by your proposal, j\I r. Brotra! " said Clarence. The broker looked in surprise at his companion. " So you know me, sir? " " I do," replied Clarence. " I am surprised that you have forgotten me ! " Slowly Mr. Brown gazed, till at last his memory began to give itself the rousing shake. " God bless me, sir, I beg you a thousand pardons: I now remember you perfectly, — Mr. Linden, the nephew of my old patroness, Mrs. Minden. Dear, dear, how could I be so forgetful! I hope, by the by, sir, that the shirts wore well. I am thinking you will want some more. I have some capital cambric of curiously fine quality and tex- ture, from the wardrobe of the late Lady Waddilove." "What, Lady Waddilove still!" cried Clarence. " Why, my good friend, you will offer next to furnish me with pantaloons from her ladyship's wardrobe." " Why, really, sir, I see you preserve your fine spirits; but I do think I have one or two pair of plum-colored velvet inexpressibles, that passed into my possession when her ladyship's husband died, which might, per- haps, with a leetle alteration, fit you, and at all events, would be a very elegant present from a gentleman to his valet. " " Well, Mr. Brown, whenever I or my valet wear plum-colored velvet breeches, I will certainly purchase those in your possession; but, to change the subject, can you inform me what have become of my old host and hostess, the Copperases, of Copperas Bower? " "Oh, sir, they are the same as ever, — nice genteel people they are too. Master Adolphus has grown into a fine young gentleman, very nearly as tall as you and I are. His worthy father preserves his jovial vein, THE DISOWNED. 33 and is very merry whenever I call there. Indeed, it was but last week that he made an admirable witti- cism. ' Bob,' said he (Tom, — you remember Tom, or De Warens, as Mrs. Copperas was pleased to call him, — Tom is gone), — ' Bob, have you stopped the coach 1 ? ' 'Yes, sir,' said Bob. 'And what coach is it 1 ?' asked Mr. Copperas. ' It be the Swallow, sir,' said the boy. 'The Swallow! oh, very well,' cried Mr. Copperas; ' then, now, having swallowed in the roll, I will e'en roll in the Swallow!' — Ha! ha! ha! sir, very face- tious, was it not? " "Very, indeed," said Clarence; "and so Mr. de Warens has gone : how came that 1 " " Why, sir, you see the boy was always of a gay turn, and he took to frisking it, as he called it, of a night, and so he was taken up for thrashing a watchman, and appeared before Sir John, the magistrate, the next morning." "Caractacus before Caesar! " observed Linden; "and what said Caesar 1 " " Sir! " said Mr. Brown. " I mean , what said Sir John ? " " Oh! he asked him his name, and Tom, whose head Mrs. Copperas (poor good woman!) had crammed with pride enough for fifty foot-boys, replied ' De Warens,' with all the air of a man of independence. ' De Warens ! ' cried Sir John, amazed, ' we '11 have no De's here: take him to Bridewell! ' — and so Mrs. Copperas, being with- out a foot-boy, sent for me, and I supplied her with Bob ! " "Out of the late Lady Waddi love's wardrobe too?" said Clarence. "Ha, ha! that's well, very well, sir. No, not exactly, but he was a son of her late ladyship's coach- VOL. II. 3 34 THE DISOWNED. man. Z\Tr. Copperas has had two other servants of the name of Bob before, but this is the biggest of all, so he humorously calls him ' Triple Bob Major! ' You ob- serve that road to the right, sir, — it leads to the man- sion of an old customer of mine, General Cornelius St. Leger ; many a good bargain have I sold to his sister. Heaven rest her! — when she died, I lost a good friend, though she was a little hot or so, to be sure. But she had a relation, a young lady: such a lovely, noble-look- ing creature, — it did one's heart, ay, and one's eyes also, good to look at her; and she's gone too, — well, well, one loses one's customers sadly; it makes me feel old and comfortless to think of it. Now, yonder, as far as you can see among those distant woods, lived another friend of mine, to whom I oifered to make some very valuable presents upon his marriage with the young lady I spoke of just now, but, poor gentleman, he had not time to accept them; he lost his property by a lawsuit, a few months after he was married, and a very different person now has Mordaunt Court." " Mordaunt Court!" cried Clarence; "do you mean to say that Mr. Mordaunt has lost that property ? " " Why, sir, one Mr. Mordaunt has lost it, and another has gained it; but the real Mr. Mordaunt has not an acre in this county, or elsewhere, I fear, poor gentle- man. He is universally regretted; for he was very good and very generous, though they say he was also mighty proud and reserved; but, for my part, I never perceived it. If one is not proud one's self, Mr. Linden, one is very little apt to be hurt by pride in other people." " And where is Mr. Algernon Mordaunt 1 " asked Clarence, as he recalled his interview with that person, and the interest with which Algernon then inspired him. THE DISOWNED. 35 " That, sir, is more than any of us can say. He has disappeared altogether. Some declare that he has gone abroad, others that he is living in Wales in the greatest poverty. However, wherever he is, I am sure that he cannot be rich; for the lawsuit quite ruined him, and the young lady he married had not a farthing. " " Poor Mordaunt," said Clarence, musingly. " I think, sir, that the squire would not be best pleased if he heard you pity him. I don't know why, but he certainly looked, walked, and moved like one whom you felt it very hard to pity. But I am thinking that it is a great shame that the general should not do any- thing for Mr. Mordaunt 's wife, for she was his own flesh and blood ; and I am sure he had no cause to be angry at her marrying a gentleman of such old family as Mr. Mordaunt. I am a great stickler for birth, sir, — I learned that from the late Lady W. ' Brown,' she said, and I shall never forget her ladyship's air when she did say it, — ' Brown, respect your superiors, and never fall into the hands of the republicans and atheists! ' " "And why," said Clarence, who was much interested in Mordaunt's fate, " did General St. Leger withhold his consent 1 ? " " That we don't exactly know, sir; but some say that Mr. Mordaunt was very high and proud with the general , and the general was to the full as fond of his purse as Mr. Mordaunt could be of his pedigree, — and so, I suppose, one pride clashed against the other, and made a quarrel between them." "Would not the general, then, relent after the marriage 1 " "Oh! no, sir, — for it was a runaway affair. Miss Diana St. Leger, his sister, was as hot as ginger upon 36 THE DISOWNED. it, and fretted and worried the poor general — who wag never of the mildest — about the match, till at last he forbade tbe poor young lady's very name to be mentioned. And when Miss Diana died about two years ago, he suddenly introduced a tawny sort of cretur whom they call a mulatto or creole, or some such thing, into the house; and it seems that he has had several children by her, whom he never durst own during Miss Diana's life, but whom he now declares to be his heirs. "Well, they rule him with a rod of iron, and suck him as dry as an orange. They are a bad, griping set, all of them; and, I am sure, I don't say so from any selfish feeling, Mr. Linden, though they have forbid me the house, and called me, to my very face, an old cheating Jew. Think of that, sir! — I whom the late Lady W. , in her exceeding friendship, used to call 'honest Brown,' — I whom your worthy — " " And who," uncourteously interrupted Clarence, " has Mordaunt Court now 1 " " Why, a distant relation of the last squire's, an elderly gejtttleman who calls himself Mr. Vavasour "Mordaunt. 1 am going there to-morrow morning, for I still keep up a connection with the family. Indeed, the old gentleman bought a lovely little ape of me, which I did intend as a present to the late (as I may call him) Mr. Mordaunt; so, though I will not say I exactly like him, — he is a hard hand at a bargain, — yet at least I will not deny him his due." " What sort of person is he 1 What character does he b( ar? " asked Clarence. " T really find it hard to answer that question," said the gossiping Mr. Brown. "In great tilings he is very lavish and ostentatious, but in small things he is very penurious and saving, and miser-like, — and all for one THE DISOWNED. 37 son, who is deformed and very sickly. He seems to doat on that boy ; and now I have got two or three little presents in these bags for Mr. Henry. Heaven forgive me, but when I look at the poor creature, with his face all drawn up, and his sour, ill-tempered voice, and his limbs crippled, I almost think it would be better if he were in his grave, and the rightful Mr. Mordaunt, who would then be the next of kin, in his place." " So then, there is only this unhappy cripple between Mr. Mordaunt and the property 1 " said Clarence. " Exactly so, sir. But will you let me ask where you shall put up at W 1 I will wait upon you, if you will give me leave, with some very curious and valuable articles, highly desirable either for yourself, or for little presents to your friends. " " I thank you," said Clarence, " I shall make no stay at W , but I shall be glad to see you in town next week. Favor me, meanwhile, by accepting this trifle." "Nay, nay, sir," said Mr. Brown, pocketing the money ; " I really cannot accept this : anything in the way of exchange, — a ring, or a seal, or — " "No, no, not at present," said Clarence; "the night is coming on, and I shall make the best of my way. Good-by, Mr. Brown; " and Clarence trotted off; but he had scarce got sixty yards before he heard the itinerant merchant cry out, " Mr. Linden, Mr. Linden ! " and, looking back, he beheld the honest Brown putting his shaggy pony at full speed, in order to overtake him, so he pulled up. " Well, Mr. Brown, what do you want 1 ? " " ^Yhy, you see, sir, you gave me no exact answer about the plum-colored velvet inexpressibles," said Mr. Brown. 38 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER LII. Are we contemned ! — The Double Marriage. It was dusk when Clarence arrived at the very same inn at which, more than five years ago, he had assumed his present name. As he recalled the note addressed to him, and the sum (his whole fortune) which it contained, he could not help smiling at the change his lot had since then undergone; but the smile soon withered when he thought of the kind and paternal hand from which that change had proceeded, and knew that his gratitude was no longer availing, and that that hand, in pouring its last favors upon him, had become cold. He was ushered into ]S T o. Four, and left to his meditations till bed-time. The next day he recommenced his journey. West- borough Park was, though in another county, within a short ride of W ; but as he approached it, the char- acter of the scenery became essentially changed. Bare, bold, and meagre, the features of the country bore some- what of a Scottish character. On the right side of the road was a precipitous and perilous descent, and some workmen were placing posts along a path for foot- passengers on that side nearest the carriage-road, prob- alily with a view to preserve unwary coachmen or eques- trians from the dangerous vicinity to the descent, which a dark night might cause them to incur. As Clarence looked idly on the workmen, and painfully on the crumbling and fearful descent 1 have described, he little thought that that spot, would, a few years after, become the scene of a catastrophe affecting in the most powerful THE DISOWNED. 39 degree the interests of his future life. Our young trav- eller put up his horse at a small inn, bearing the West- borough arms, and situated at a short distance from the park gates. Now that he was so near his mistress, — now that less than an hour, nay, than the fourth part of an hour, might place him before her, and decide his fate, his heart, which had hitherto sustained him, grew faint, and presented first fear, then anxiety, and at last, de- spondency to his imagination and forebodings. " At all events," said he, " I will see her alone before I will confer with her artful and proud mother, or her cipher of a father. I will then tell her all my history, and open to her all my secrets: I will only conceal from her my present fortunes, for even if rumor should have informed her of them, it will be easy to give the report no sanction ; I have a right to that trial. When she is convinced that, at least, neither my birth nor character can disgrace her, I shall see if her love can enable her to overlook my supposed poverty, and to share my uncertain lot. If so, there will be some triumph in undeceiving her error and rewarding her generosity; if not, I shall be saved from involving my happiness with that of one who looks only to my worldly posses- sions. I owe it to her, it is true, to show her that I am no lowborn pretender; but I owe it also to myself to ascertain if my own individual qualities are sufficient to gain her hand. " Fraught with these ideas, which were natural enough to a man whose peculiar circumstances were well calculated to make him feel rather soured and suspicious, and whose pride had been severely wounded by the contempt with which his letter had been treated, — Clarence walked into the park, and, hovering around the house, watched and waited that opportunity of addressing Lady 40 THE DISOWNED. Flora which he trusted her hahits of walking would afford him; but hours rolled away, the evening set in, and Lady Flora had not once quitted the house. More disappointed and sick at heart than he liked to confess, Clarence returned to his inn, took his solitary meal, and, strolling once more into the park, watched beneath the windows till midnight, endeavoring to guess' which were the casements of her apartments, and feeling his heart heat high at every light which flashed forth and disappeared, and every form which flitted across the windows of the great staircase. Little did Lady Flora, as she sat in her room alone, and in tears mused over Clarence's fancied worthlessness and infidelity, and told her heart again and again that she loved no more, — little did she know whose eye kept vigils without, or whose feet brushed away the rank dews beneath her windows, or whose thoughts, though not altogether unmingled with reproach, were riveted with all the ardor of a young and first love upon her. It was unfortunate for Linden that he had no oppor- tunity of personally pleading his suit; his altered form and faded countenance would at least have insured a hear- ing, and an interest for his honest though somewhat haughty sincerity; but though that day and the next and the next were passed in the most anxious and un- remitting vigilance, Clarence only once caught a glimpse of Lady Flora, and then she was one amidst a large party; and Clarence, fearful of a premature and untimely dis- covery, was forced to retire into the thicknesses of the park, and lose the solitary reward of his watches almost as soon as he had won it. Wearied and racked by his suspense, and despairing of obtaining any favorable opportunity for an interview, without such a request, Clarence at last resolved to write THE DISOWNED. 41 to Lady Flora, entreating her assent to a meeting, in which he pledged himself to clear up all that had hitherto seemed doubtful in his conduct or mysterious in his character. Though respectful, urgent, and bearing the impress of truth and feeling, the tone of the letter was certainly that of a man who conceived he had a right to a little resentment for the past, and a little confidence for the future. It was what might well be written by one who imagined his affection had once been returned, but would as certainly have been deemed very presumptuous by a lady who thought that the affection itself was a liberty. Having penned this epistle, the next care was how to convey it. After much deliberation, it was at last com- mitted to the care of a little girl, the daughter of the lodge-keeper, whom Lady Flora thrice a week personally instructed in the mysteries of spelling, reacting, and calligraphy. With many injunctions to deliver the letter only to the hands of the beautiful teacher, Clarence trusted his despatches to the little scholar, and with a trembling frame and wistful eye, watched Susan take her road, with her green satchel and her shining cheeks, to the great house. One hour, two hours, three hours, passed, and the messenger had not returned. Restless and impatient, Clarence walked back to his inn, and had not been there many minutes before a servant, in the Westborough livery, appeared at the door of the humble hostelry, and left the following letter for his perusal and gratifi- cation : — Sir, — The letter intended for my daughter has just been given to me by Lady Westborough. I know not what gave rise to the language, or the very extraordinary request for a clandestine meeting, which you have thought proper to addresa 42 THE DISOWNED. to Lady Flora Ardenne ; but you will allow me to observe, that if you intend to confer upon my daughter tbe honor of a matrimonial proposal, she fully concurs with me and her mother in the negative, which I feel necessitated to put upon your obliging offer. I need not add that all correspondence with my daughter must close here. I have the honor to be, sir, your very obe- dient servant, Wesxborough. Westborough Park. To Clarence Linden, Esq. Had Clarence's blood been turned to fire, his veins could not have swelled and burned with a fiercer heat than they did, as he read the above letter, — a master- piece, perhaps, in the line of what may be termed the " d — d civil " of epistolary favors. " Insufferable arrogance ! " he muttered within his teeth; "I will live to repay it. Perfidious, unfeeling woman, — what an escape I have had of her! Now, now, I am on the world and alone, thank Heaven. I will accept Aspeden's offer, and leave this country ; when I return, it shall not be as a humble suitor to Lady Flora Ardenne. Pish! how tbe name sickens me; but come, I have a father, — at least a nominal one. He is old and weak, and may die before I return. I will see him once more; and then, hey for Italy ! Oh ! I am so happy, — so happy at my freedom and escape. What, ho ! — waiter ! — my horse instantly ! " THE DISOWNED. 43 CHAPTER LIII. Liter. — What has thy father done ? Beat. — W T hat have I done ! Am I not innocent 1 The Cenci. The twilight was darkening slowly over a room of noble dimensions and costly fashion. Although it was the height of summer, a low fire burned in the grate; and stretching his hands over the feeble flame, an old man, of about sixty, sat in an arm-chair, curiously carved with armorial bearings. The dim yet fitful flame cast its upward light upon a countenance, stern, haughty, and repellent, where the passions of youth and manhood had dug themselves graves in many an iron line and deep furrow ; the forehead, though high was narrow and com- pressed; the brows sullenly overhung the eyes, and the nose, which was singularly prominent and decided, age had sharpened, and brought out, as it were, till it gave a stubborn and very forbidding expression to the more sunken features over which it rose with exaggerated dignity. Two bottles of wine, a few dried preserves, and a water-glass, richly chased, and ornamented with gold, showed that the inmate of the apartment bad passed the hour of the principal repast; and his loneliness at the time usually social, seemed to indicate that few olive- branches were accustomed to overshadow his table. The windows of the dining-room reached to the ground, and without, the closing light just enabled one to see a thick copse of wood, which, at a very brief in- 44 THE DISOWNED. terval of turf, darkened immediately opposite the house. While the old man was thus bending over the tire and conning his evening contemplations, a figure stole from the copse I have mentioned, and approaching the win- dow, looked pryingly into the apartment; then with a noiseless hand it opened the spring of the casement , which was framed on a peculiar and old-fashioned con- struction that required a practised and familiar touch, entered the apartment, and crept on silent and unper- ceived by the inhabitant of the room, till it paused and stood motionless, with folded arms, scarce three steps behind the high back of the old man's chair. In a few minutes the latter moved from his position and slowly rose ; the abruptness with which he turned, brought the dark figure of the intruder full and suddenly before him: he started back, and cried in an alarmed tone, " Who is there 1 " The stranger made no reply. The old man, in a voice in which anger and pride mingled with fear, repeated the question. The figure advanced, dropped the cloak in which it was wrapped, and presenting the features of Clarence Linden, said, in a low but clear tone, — " Your son.' : The old man dropped his hold of the bell-rope, which he had just before seized, and leaned as if for support against the oak wainscot ; Clarence approached. "Yes!" said he, mournfully, "your unfortunate, your offending, but your guiltless son. More than five years I have been banished from your house ; I have been thrown, while yet a boy, without friends, without guid- ance, without name, upon the wide world, and to the mercy of chance. I come now to you as a man, claiming no assistance and uttering no reproach, but to tell you THE DISOWNED. 45 that him whom an earthly father rejected, God has preserved; that without one unworthy or debasing act, I have won for myself the friends who support, and the Avealth which dignifies life, since it renders it indepen- dent. Through all the disadvantages I have struggled against, I have preserved unimpaired my honor, and unsullied my conscience; you have disowned, but you might have claimed me without shame. Father, these hands are clean! " A strong and evident emotion shook the old man's frame. He raised himself to his full height, which was still tall and commanding, and in a voice, the natural harshness of which was rendered yet more repellent by passion, replied, " Boy ! your presumption is insufferable. What to me is your wretched fate 1 Go, go, go to your miserable mother ; find her out, — claim kindred there; live together, toil together, rot together; but come not to me ! — disgrace to my house, ask not admittance to my affections ; the law may give you my name, but sooner would I be torn piecemeal than own your right to it. If you want money, name the sum, take it; cut up my fortune to shreds, seize my property, revel on it, — but come not here. This house is sacred; pollute it not! I disown you ; I discard you; I — ay, I detest — I loathe you!" And with these words, which came forth as if heaved from the inmost heart of the speaker, who shook with the fury he endeavored to stifle, he fell back into his chair, and fixed his eyes, which glared fearfully through the increasing darkness, upon Linden, who stood high, erect, and sorrowfully before him. "Alas, my lord!" said Clarence, with mournful bitterness, " have not the years which have seared your form and whitened your locks brought some meekness 46 THE DISOWNED. to your rancor, some mercy to your injustice, for one whose only crime against you seems to have been his birth. But I said I came not to reproach, — nor do I. Many a hitter hour, many a pang of shame and mortifi- cation and misery, which have made scars in my heart that will never wear away, my wrongs have cost me, — but let them pass. Let them not swell your future and last account whenever it he required. I am about to leave this country, with a heavy and foreboding heart; we may never meet again on earth. I have no longer any wish, any chance of resuming the name you have de- prived me of. I shall never thrust myself on your rela- tionship, or cross your view. Lavish your wealth upon him whom you have placed so immeasurably above me in your affections. But Ihave not deserved your curse, father; give me your blessing, and let me depart in peace." " Peace ! and what peace have I had, — what respite from gnawing shame, the foulness and leprosy of humili- ation and reproach, since — since — But this is not your fault, you say: no, no, — it is another's; and you are only the mark of my stigma, my disgrace, not its perpetrator. Ha! a nice distinction, truly. My bless- ing, you say ! Come, kneel; kneel, boy, and have it! " Clarence approached, and stood bending and bare- headed before his father, but he knelt not. " Why do you not kneel? " cried the old man, vehe- mently. " It is the attitude of the injurer, not of the injured ! " said Clarence, firmly. " Injured ! — insolent reprobate, — is it not I who am injured 1 Do you not read it in my brow, — here, here ? " and the old man struck his clenched hand violently against his temples. "Was I not injured?" he con- THE DISOWNED. 47 tinued, sinking his voice into a key unnaturally low; " did I not trust implicitly ; did I not give up my heart without suspicion ; was I not duped deliciously ; was I not kind enough, blind enough, fool enough; and was I not betrayed, — damnably, filthily betrayed? But that was no injury. "Was not my old age turned, a sapless tree, a poisoned spring; were not my days made a curse to me, and my nights a torture; was I not, am I not, a mock and a by-word, and a miserable, impotent, unavenged old man? Injured! But this is no injury! Boy, boy, what are your wrongs to mine ? " "Father ! " cried Clarence, deprecatingly, * I am not the cause of your wrongs; is it just that the innocent should suffer for the guilty ? " " Speak not in that voice ! " cried the old man — " that voice ! — fie, fie on it ! Hence ! away ! — away, boy! — why tarry you? My son, and have that voice? Pooh, you are not my son. Ha, ha ! — my son! " "What am I, then?" said Clarence, soothingly; for he was shocked and grieved, rather than irritated, by a Wrath which partook so strongly of insanity. "I will tell you," cried the father, — " I will tell you what you are : you are my curse ! " " Farewell," said Clarence, much agitated, and retiring to the window by which he had entered ; " may your heart never smite you for your cruelty ! Farewell ! — may the blessing you have withheld from me be with you ! " " Stop ! — stay ! " cried the father ; for his fury was checked for one moment, and his nature, fierce as it was, relented; but Clarence was already gone, and the miserable old man was left alone to darkness and soli- tude and the passions which can make a hell of the human heart ! 48 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER LIV. Seel qua; praeelara, et prospera tanti, Ut rebus l&'tis par sit meusura malorum. 1 Juvenal. We are now transported to a father and a son of a very- different stamp. It was about the hour of one, p.m., when the door of Mr. Vavasour Mordaunt's study was thrown open, and the servant announced Mr. Brown. " Your servant, sir, — your servant, Mr. Henry," said the itinerant, bowing low to the two gentlemen thus addressed. The former, Mr. Vavasour Mordaunt, might be about the same age as Linden's father. A shrewd, sensible, ambitious man of the world, he had made his way from the state of a younger brother, with no fortune and very little interest, to considerable wealth, besides the property he had acquired by law, and to a degree of consideration for general influence and personal abil- ity, which, considering he had no official or parliamen- tary rank, very few of his equals enjoyed. Persevering, steady, crafty, and possessing to an eminent degree that happy art of " canting" which opens the readiest way to character and consequence, the rise and reputation of Mr. Vavasour Mordaunt appeared less to be wondered at than envied; yet, even envy was only for those who could not look beyond the surface of things. He was at heart an anxious and unhappy man. The evil we do in the 1 But what excellence or prosperity so great that there should be an equal measure of evils for our joys. THE DISOWNED. 49 world is often paid back in the bosom of home. Mr. Vavasour Mordaunt was, like Crauford, what might be termed a mistaken utilitarian : he had lived utterly and invariably for self; but instead of uniting self-interest with the interest of others, he considered them as per- fectly incompatible ends. But character was among the greatest of all objects to him; so that, though he had rarely deviated into what might fairly be termed a virtue, he had never transgressed what might rigidly be called a propriety. He had not the aptitude, the wit, the moral audacity of Crauford; he could not have in- dulged in one offence with impunity, by a mingled courage and hypocrisy in veiling others: he was the slave of the forms which Crauford subjugated to himself. He was only so far resembling Crauford, as one man of the world resembles another in selfishness and dissimu- lation: he could be dishonest, not villanous, much less a villain upon system. He was a canter, Crauford a hypocrite: his uttered opinions were, like Crauford's, differing from his conduct; but he believed the truth of the former even while sinning in the latter ; he canted so sincerely, that the tears came in his eyes when he spoke. Never was there a man more exemplary in words: people who departed from him went away im- pressed with the idea of an excess of honor, — a plethora of conscience. " It was almost a pity," said they, " that Mr. Vavasour was so romantic;" and thereupon they named him as executor to their wills and guardian to their sons. None but he could, in carrying the law- suit against Mordaunt, have lost nothing in reputation by success. But there was something so specious, so ostensibly fair in his manner and words, while he was ruining Mordaunt, that it was impossible not to suppose he was actuated by the purest motives, the most holy VOL. II. — 4 50 THE DISOWNED. desire for justice, — not for himself, he said, for he was old, and already rich enough, but for his son! From that son came the punishment of all his offences, — the black drop at the bottom of a bowl, .seemingly so spark- ling. To him, as the father grew old, and desirous of quiet, Vavasour had transferred all his selfishness, as if to a securer and more durable firm. The child, when young, had been singularly handsome and intelligent; and Vavasour, as he toiled and toiled at his ingenious and graceful cheateries, pleased himself with anticipating the importance and advantages the heir to his labors would enjoy. For that son he certainly had persevered more arduously than otherwise he might have done in the lawsuit, of the justice of which he better satisfied the world than his own breast; for that son he rejoiced as he looked around the stately halls and noble domain from which the rightful possessor had been driven ; for that son he extended economy into penuriousness, and hope into anxiety; and, too old to expect much more from the world himself, for that son he anticipated, with a wearing and feverish fancy, whatever wealth could pur- chase, beauty win, or intellect command. But as if, like the Castle of Otranto, there was some- thing in Mordaunt Court which contained a penalty and a doom for the usurper : no sooner had Vavasour possessed himself of his kinsman's estate, than the prosperity of his life dried and withered away, like Jonah's gourd, in a single night. His son, at the age of thirteen, fell from a scaffold, on which the workmen Avere making some extensive alterations in the old house, and became a cripple and a valetudinarian for life. But .still Vava- sour, always of a sanguine temperament, cherished a hope that surgical assistance might restore him: from place to place, from professor to professor, from quack to quack, THE DISOWNED. 51 he carried the unhappy boy, and as each remedy failed, he was only the more impatient to devise a new one. But as it was the mind as well as person of his son in which the father had stored up his ambition, so, in despite of this fearful accident, and the wretched health by which it was followed, Vavasour never suffered his son to rest from the tasks and tuitions and lectures of the various masters by whom he was surrounded. The poor boy, it is true, deprived of physical exertion, and naturally of a serious disposition, required very little urging to second his father's wishes for his mental im- provement; and as the tutors were all of the orthodox university calibre, who imagine that there is no knowl- edge (but vanity) in any other works than those in which their own education has consisted, so Henry Vavasour became at once the victor and victim of Bentleys and Scaligers, word-weighers and metre-scanners, till, utterly ignorant of everything which could have softened his temper, dignified his misfortunes, and reconciled him to his lot, he was sinking fast into the grave, soured by incessant pain into moroseness, envy, and bitterness; exhausted by an unwholesome and useless application to unprofitable studies; an excellent scholar (as it is termed), with the worst regulated and worst informed mind of almost any of his contemporaries equal to him- self in the advantages of ability, original goodness of disposition, and the costly and profuse expenditure of education. But the vain father, as he heard, on all sides, of his son's talents, saw nothing sinister in their direction ; and though the poor boy grew daily more contracted in mind and broken in frame, Vavasour yet hugged more and more closely to his breast the hope of ultimate cure for the latter, and future glory for the former. So he T>2 THE DISOWNED. went on heaping money, and extending acres, and plant- ing, and improving, and building, and he ping, and an- ticipating, for one at whose very feet the grave was already dug ! But we left Mr. Brown in the study, making his how and professions of service to Mr. Vavasour Mordaunt and his son. " Good-day, honest Brown," said the former, a middle- sized and rather stout man, with a well-powdered head, and a sharp, shrewd, and very sallow countenance; " good- day, — have yon brought any of the foreign liqueurs you spoke of, for Mr. Henry 1 " "Yes, sir; I have some curiously fine eau oVor, and liqueur cles ties besides, the marasquino and cuvacoa. The late Lady Waddilove honored my taste in these matters with her especial approbation." " My dear boy," said Vavasour, turning to his son, who lay extended on the couch, reading, not the Pro- metheus (that most noble drama ever created), but the notes upon it, — "my dear boy, as you are fond of liqueurs, I desired Brown to get some peculiarly fine; perhaps — " " Pish ! " said the son, fretfully interrupting him, " do, I beseech you, take your hand off my shoulder. See now, you have made me lose my place. I really do wish you would leave me alone for one moment in the day." " I beg your pardon, Henry," said the father, looking reverently on the Greek characters which his son pre- ferred to the newspaper: " It is very vexatious, I own; but do taste these liqueurs. Dr. Lukewarm said you might have everything you liked — " " But quiet! " muttered the cripple. " I assure you, sir," said the wandering merchant, THE DISOWNED. 53 " that they are excellent; allow me, Mr. Vavasour Mor- daunt, to ring for a corkscrew. I really do think, sir, that Mr. Henry looks much better, — I declare he has quite a color. " " No, indeed ! " said Vavasour, eagerly. " Well, it seems to me, too, that he is getting better. I intend him to try Mr. E 's patent collar in a day or two; but that will in some measure prevent his reading. A great pity; for I am very anxious that he should lose no time in his studies just at present. He goes to Cam- bridge in October." " Indeed, sir. Well, he will set the town in a blaze, I guess, sir ! Everybody says what a fine scholar Mr. Henry is, — even in the servants' hall ! " "Ay, ay," said Vavasour, gratified even by this praise ; " he is clever enough, Brown ; and, what is more " (and here Vavasour's look grew sanctified), " he is good enough. His principles do equal honor to his head and heart. He would be no son of mine if he were not as much the gentleman as the scholar. " The youth lifted his heavy and distorted face from his book, and a sneer raised his lip for a moment; but a sudden spasm of pain seizing him, the expression changed, and Vavasour, whose eyes were fixed upon him, hastened to his assistance. "Throw open the window, Brown; ring the bell, call — " " Pooh, father," cried the boy, with a sharp, angry voice, " I am not going to die yet, nor faint either; but it is all your fault. If you will have those odious, vul- gar people here for your own, pleasure, at least suffer me, another day, to retire." " My son, nry son ! " said the grieved father, in re- proachful anger, " it was my anxiety to give you some 54 THE DISOWNED. trifling enjoyment that brought Brown here, — you must be sensible of that ! " " You tease me to death," grumbled the peevish unfortunate. "Well, sir," said Mr. Brown, "shall I leave the bottles here, or do you please that I should give them to the butler? I see that I am displeasing and trouble- some to Mr. Henry; but as my worthy friend and patroness, the late Lady — " " Go, go, honest Brown ! " said Vavasour (who desired every man's good word), — " go, and give the liqueurs to Preston. Mr. Henry is extremely sorry that he is too unwell to see you now ; and I — I have the heart of a father for his sufferings. " Mr. Brown withdrew. " ' Odious and vulgar,' " said he to himself, in a little fury, — for Mr. Brown pecu- liarly valued himself on his gentility, — " ' odious and vulgar ! ' To think of his little lordship uttering such shameful words ! However, I will go into the steward's room, and abuse him there. But, I suppose, I shall get no dinner in this house, — no, not so much as a crust of bread; for while the old gentleman is launching out into such prodigious expenses on a great scale, — making heathenish temples, and spoiling the fine old house with his new picture gallery and nonsense, — he is so close in small matters, that 1 warrant not a candle-end escapes him: griping and pinching, and squeezing with one hand, and scattering money as if it were dirt with the other, — and all for that cross, ugly, deformed, little whipper-snapper of a son. ' Odious and vulgar,' in- deed! What shocking language! Mr. Algernon Mor- daunt would never have made use of such words, I know. And, bless me, now I think of it, I wonder where that poor gentleman is, — the young heir here is THE DISOWNED. 55 not long for this world, I can see; and who knows but what Mr. Algernon may be in great distress ; and I am sure, as far as four hundred pounds, or even a thousand, go, 1 would not mind lending it him, only upon the post-orbits of Squire Vavasour and his hopeful. I like doing a kind thing; and Mr. Algernon was always very good to me ; and I am sure I don't care about the se- curity , though I think it will be as sure as sixpence, — for the old gentleman must be past sixty, and the young one is the worse life of the two. And when he 's gone, — what relation so near as Mr. Algernon 1 We should help one another, — it is but one's duty; and if he is in great distress he would not mind a handsome premium. Well, nobody can say Morris Brown is not as charitable as the best Christian breathing; and as the late Lady Waddilove very justly observed, ' Brown, believe me, a prudent risk is the surest gain! ' I will lose no time in finding the late squire out." Muttering over these reflections, Mr. Brown took his way to the steward's room. 56 the Disowxm CHAPTER LV. Clar. — How, two letters 9 — The Lover's Progress. LETTER FROM CLARENCE LINDEN, ESQ., TO THE DUKE OV HAVERFIELD. Hotel , Calais. My dear Duke, — After your kind letter, you will forgive me for not having called upon you before I left England, — for you have led me to hope that I may dispense with cere- mony towards you ; and, in sad and sober earnest, I was in no mood to visit even you during the few days I was in Lon- don previous to my departure. Some French philosopher has said that " the best compliment we can pay our friends, when in sickness or misfortune, is to avoid them." I will not say how far I disagree with this sentiment ; but I know that a French philosopher will be an unanswerable authority with you, and so I will take shelter even under the battery of an enemy. I am waiting here for some days, in expectation of Lord Aspeden's arrival. Sick as I was of England, and all that has lately occurred to me there, I was glad to have an opportunity of leaving it sooner than my chief could do; and I amuse my- self very indifferently in this dull town, with reading all the morning, plays all the evening, and dreams of my happier friends all the night. And so you are sorry that I did not destroy Lord Borodaile ? My dear duke, you would have been much more sorry if I had ! What could you then have done for a living Pasquin for your stray lampoons and vagrant sarcasms ? Had an unfortunate bullet carried away " That peer of England, — pillar ot the state," THE DISOWNED. 57 as you term him, — pray, on whom could " Duke Humphrey unfold his griefs " ? Ah, DuKe, better as it is, believe me ; and, whenever you are at a loss for a subject for wit, you will find cause to bless my forbearance, and congratulate yourself upon the existence of its object. Dare I hope that, amidst all the gayeties which court you, you will find time to write to me '\ If so, you shall have in return the earliest intelligence of every new soprano, and the most elaborate criticisms on every budding figurante of our court. Have you met Trollolop lately, — and in what new pursuit are his intellectual energies engaged ? There, you see, I have fairly entrapped your Grace into a question which common courtesy will oblige you to answer. — Adieu, ever, my dear duke, most truly yours, etc. LETTER FROM THE DUKE OF HAVERFIELD TO CLARENCE LINDEN, ESQ. A thousand thanks, mon cher, for your letter, though it was certainly less amusing and animated than I could have wished it, for your sake as well as my own ; yet it could not have been more welcomely received had it been as witty as your conversation itself. I heard that you had accepted the place of secretary to Lord Aspeden, and that you had passed through London on your way to the Continent, looking (the amiable Callythorpe, " who never flatters," is my authority) more like a ghost than yourself. So you may be sure, my dear Linden, that I was very anxious to be convinced, under your own hand, of your carnal existence. Take care of yourself, my good fellow, and don't imagine, as I am apt to do, that youth is like my hunter, Fearnought, and will carry you over everything. In return for your philo- sophical maxim, I will give you another: " In age we should remember that we have been young ; and in youth, that we are to be old." Ehem ! — am I not profound as a moralist ? I think a few such sentences would become my long face well; and, to say truth, I am tired of being witty, — every one 58 THE DISOWNED. thinks he can be that. — so I will borrow Trollolop's philoso- phy, take snuff, wear a wig out of curl, and grow wise instead of merry. Apropos of Trollolop, let me not forget that you honor him with your inquiries. I saw him three days since, and lie asked me it I had been impressed lately with the idea vulgarly called Clarence Linden ; and he then proceeded to inform me that he had heard the atoms which composed your frame were about to be resolved into a new form. While I was knitting my brows very wisely at this intelligence, he passed on to apprise me that 1 had neither length, breadth, nor extension, nor anything but mind. Flattered by so delicate a compli- ment to my understanding, I yielded my assent ; and he then shitted his ground, and told me that there was no such thing as mind, — that we were but modifications of matter, — and that, in a word, I was all body. I took advantage of this doctrine, and forthwith removed my modification of matter from his. Findlater has just lost his younger brother in a duel. You have no idea how shocking it was. Sir Christopher one day heard his brother, who had just entered the dragoons, ridiculed for his want of spirit, by Major Elton, who professed to be the youth's best friend ; the honest heart of our worthy baronet was shocked beyond measure at this perfidy, and the next time his brother mentioned Elton's name with praise, out came the story. You may guess the rest : young Find- later called out Elton, who shot him through the lungs ! " I did it for the best," cried Sir Christopher. La pauvre petite Meronville ! What an Ariadne! Just as I was thinking to play the Bacchus to your Theseus, up steps an old gentleman from Yorkshire, who hears it is fashionable to marry bonas rnbas, proposes honorable matrimony, and de- prives me and the world of La Meronville! The wedding took place on Monday last, and the happy pair set out to their seat in the North. Verily, we shall have quite a new race in the next generation, — I expect all the babes will skip into the world with a pas de zephyr, singing in sweet trebles, — " Little dancing loves we are ! — Who the deuce is our papa ? " THE DISOWNED. 59 I think you will be surprised to hear that Lord Borodaile is beginning to thaw, — I saw him smile the other day ! Cer- tainly we are not so near the North Pole as we were ! He is going, and so am I, in the course of the autumn, to your old friends, the Westboroughs. Report says that he is un peu epris de la belle Flore ; but then, report is such a liar ! — for my own part, I always contradict her. I eagerly embrace your offer of correspondence, and assure you that there are few people by whose friendship I conceive myself so much honored as by yours. You will believe this; for you know that, like Callythorpe, I never flatter. Farewell for the present. — Sincerely yours, Haverfield. 60 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER LYI. Q. Eliz. — Shall I he tempted of the devil thus'' A'. Rich. — Ay, if the devil tempt thee to do good. Q. Eliz. — Shall I forget myself to he myself 1 Shakespeabe. It wanted one hour to midnight, as Cranford walked slowl}' to the lonely and humble street where he had appointed his meeting with Glendower. It was a stormy and fearful night. The day had been uncommonly sul- try, and as it died away, thick masses of cloud came laboring along the air, which lay heavy and breathless, as if under a spell, — as if in those dense and haggard vapors the rider of the storm sat, like an incubus, upon the atmosphere beneath, and paralyzed the motion and wholesomeness of the sleeping winds. And about the hour of twilight, or rather when twilight should have been, instead of its quiet star, from one obscure corner of the heavens flashed a solitary gleam of lightning, lingered a moment, — "And ere a man had power to say, Behold! The jaws of darkness did devour it up." But then, as if awakened from a torpor by a signal universally acknowledged, from the courts and quarters of heaven came, blaze after blaze and peal upon peal, the light and voices of the elements when they walk abroad. The rain fell not; all was dry and arid: the mood of nature seemed not gentle enough for tears; and the lightning, livid and forked, flashed from the sullen clouds with a deadly fierceness made trebly perilous by THE DISOWNED. 61 the panting drought and stagnation of the air. The streets were empty and silent, as if the huge city had been doomed and delivered to the wrath of the tempest, — and ever and anon the lightnings paused upon the house- tops, shook and quivered as if meditating their stroke, and then, baffled , as it were, by some superior and guardian agency, vanished into their gloomy tents, and made their next descent from some opposite corner of the skies. It was a remarkable instance of the force with which a cherished object occupies the thoughts, and of the all- sufficiency of the human mind to itself, the slowness and unconsciousness of danger with which Crauford, a man luxurious as well as naturally timid, moved amidst the angry fires of heaven, and brooded, undisturbed and sullenly serene, over the project at his heart. " A rare night for our meeting," thought he; " I sup- pose he will not fail me. Xow let me con over my task. I must not tell him all yet. Such babes must be led into error before they can walk, — just a little inkling will suffice, a glimpse into the arcana of my scheme. Well, it is indeed fortunate that I met him; for verily I am surrounded with danger, and a very little delav in the assistance I am forced to seek, might exalt v J O me to a higher elevation than the peerage." Such was the meditation of this man as with a slow, shuffling walk, characteristic of his mind, he proceeded to the appointed spot. A cessation of unusual length in the series of the lightnings, and the consequent darkness, against which the dull and scanty lamps vainly struggled, prevented Crauford and another figure, approaching from the op- posite quarter, seeing each other till they almost touched. Crauford stopped abruptly. "Is it you?" said he. G2 THE DISOWNED. " Tt is a man who has outlived fortune!" answered Glendower, in the exaggerated and metaphorical lan- guage which the thoughts of men who imagine warmly, and are excited powerfully, so often assume. " Then," rejoined Crauford, " you are the more suited for my purpose. A little urging of necessity behind is a marvellous whetter of the appetite to danger before. He! he!" And as he said this, his low, chuckling laugh jarringly enough contrasted with the character of the night and his companion. Glendower replied not: a pause ensued; and the lightning, which, spreading on a sudden from east to Avest, hung over the city a burning and ghastly canopy, showed the face of each to the other, working, and almost haggard, as it was, with the conception of dark thoughts, and rendered wan and unearthly by the spec- tral light in which it was beheld. " It is an awful night!" said Glendower. " True," answered Crauford, — "a very awful night; but we are all safe under the care of Providence. Jesus! what a flash! Think you it is a favorable op- portunity for our conversation?" " Why not? " said Glendower; " what have the thun- ders and wrath of Heaven to do with us 1 " "H-e-m! h-e-m! God sees all things," rejoined Crauford, " and avenges himself on the guilty by his storms ! " " Ay ; but those are the storms of the heart ! I tell you that even the innocent may have that within, to which the loudest tempests without are peace! But guilt, you say, — what have we to do with guilt 1 ? " Crauford hesitated, and avoiding any reply to this question, drew Glendower's arm within his own, and in a low, half-whispered tone, said, — THE DISOWNED. bo " Glendower, survey mankind; look with a passion- less and unprejudiced eye upon the scene which moves around us : what do you see anywhere but the same reacted and eternal law of nature, — all, all preying upon each other? Or if there be a solitary individual who refrains, he is as a man without a common badge, with- out a marriage garment, and the rest trample him under foot! Glendower, you are such a man! Now hearken, I will deceive you not; I honor you too much to beguile you, even to your own good. I own to you, fairly and at once, that in the scheme I shall unfold to you, there may be something repugnant to the factitious and theo- retical principles of education, — ■ something hostile to the prejudices, though not to the reasonings of the mind; but — " "Hold!" said Glendower, abruptly, pausing and fix- ing his bold and searching eye upon the tempter, — ■ " hold ! — there will be no need of argument or refine- ment in this case; tell me at once your scheme, and at once I will accept or reject it." " Gently ," answered Crauford : " to all deeds of con- tract there is a preamble. Listen to me yet farther; when I have ceased I will listen to you. It is in vain that you place man in cities; it is in vain that you fetter him Avith laws; it is in vain that you pour into his mind the light of an imperfect morality, of a glimmering wisdom, of an ineffectual religion: in all places he is the same, — the same savage and crafty being who makes the passions which rule him- self the tools of his conquest over others! There is in all creation but one evident law, — self-preservation! Split it as you like into hairbreadths and atoms, it is still fundamentally and essentially unaltered. Glen- dower, that self-preservation is our bond now. Of 64 THE DISOWNED. myself T do not at present speak, — T refer only to you: self-preservation commands you to place implicit confidence in me; it impels you to abjure indigence by accepting the proposal I am about to make to you. " " You, as yet, speak enigmas," said Glendower; " but they are sufficiently clear to tell me their sense is not such as I have heard you utter." "You are right. Truth is not always safe, — safe either to others, or to ourselves! But I dare open to you now my real heart: look in it, — I dare to say that you will behold charity, benevolence, piety to God, love and friendship at this moment to yourself; but I own, also, that you will behold there a determination ■ — which, to me, seems courage — not to be the only idle being in the world, where all are busy; or, worse still, to be the only one engaged in a perilous and uncertain game, and yet shunning to employ all the arts of which he is master. I will own to you that, long since, had I been foolishly inert, I should have been, at this mo- ment, more penniless and destitute than yourself. 1 live happy, respected, wealthy! I enjoy in their widest range the blessings of life. 1 dispense those blessings to others. Look round the world, — whose name stands fairer than mine; whose hand relieves more of human distresses; whose tongue preaches purer doctrines? None, Glendower, none. I offer to you means not dissimilar to those I have chosen, — fortunes not un- equal to those I possess. Nothing but the most un- justifiable fastidiousness will make you hesitate to accept my offer." " You cannot expect that T have met you this night with a resolution to be unjustifiably fastidious," said Glendower, with a hollow and cold smile. THE DISOWNED. 65 Crauford did not immediately answer, for he was con- sidering whether it was yet the time for disclosing the important secret. While he was deliberating, the sullen clouds began to break from their suspense. A double darkness gathered around, and a few large drops fell on the ground in token of a more general discharge about to follow from the floodgates of heaven. The two men moved onward, and took shelter under an old arch. Crauford first broke silence. " Hist! " said he — " hist! — do you hear anything ? " " Yes ! I heard the winds and the rain, and the shak- ing houses, and the plashing pavements, and the reeking house-tops, — nothing more." Looking long and anxiously around to certify himself that none was indeed the witness of their conference, Crauford approached close to Glendower, and laid his hand heavily upon his arm. At that moment a vivid and lengthened flash of lightning shot through the ruined arch, and gave to Crauford's countenance a lustre which Glendower almost started to behold. The face, usually so smooth, calm, bright in complexion, and almost in- expressive from its extreme composure, now agitated by the excitement of the moment, and tinged by the ghastly light of the skies, became literally fearful. The cold, blue eye glared out from its socket ; the lips blanched, and parting in act to speak, showed the white, glisten- ing teeth; and the corners of the mouth, drawn down in a half sneer, gave to the cheeks, rendered green and livid by the lightning, a lean and hollow appearance, contrary to their natural shape. "It is," said Crauford, in a whispered but distinct tone , " a perilous secret that I am about to disclose to you. I indeed have no concern in it, but my lords the judges have, and you will not therefore be surprised if VOL. II. — 5 66 THE DISOWNED. I forestall the ceremonies of their court, and require an oath." Then, his manner and voice suddenly changing into an earnest and deep solemnity, as excitement gave him an eloquence more impressive, because unnatural to his ordinary moments, he continued: " By those lightnings and commotions above; by the heavens in which they revel in their terrible sports; by the earth, whose towns they crumble, and herbs they blight, and creatures they blast into cinders at their will; by Him whom, what- ever be the name He bears, all men in the living world worship and tremble before; by whatever is sacred in this great and mysterious universe, and at the peril of whatever can wither, and destroy, and curse, — swear to preserve inviolable and forever the secret I shall whis- per to your ear! " The profound darkness which now, in the pause of the lightning, wrapped the scene, hid from Crauford all sight of the effect he had produced, and even the very outline of Glendower's figure; but the gloom made more distinct the voice which thrilled through it upon Crauford 's ear. "Promise me that there is not dishonor, nor crime, which is dishonor, in this confidence, and I swear." Crauford ground his teeth. He was about to reply impetuously, but he checked himself. "I am not go- ing," thought he, "to communicate my own share of this plot, but merely to state that a plot does exist, and then to point out in what manner he can profit by it, — so far, therefore, there is no guilt in his concealment, and, consequently, no excuse for him to break his vow. " Eapidly running over this self-argument, he said aloud, " I promise ! " THE DISOWNED. 67 "And," rejoined Glendower, "I swear! " At the close of this sentence, another flash of light- ning again made darkness visible, and Glendower, be- holding the countenance of his companion, again recoiled; for its mingled haggardness and triumph seemed to his excited imagination the very expression of a fiend. "Now," said Crauford, relapsing into his usual careless tone, somewhat enlivened by his sneer, — "now, then, you must not interrupt me in my disclosure by those starts and exclamations which break from your phi- losophy like sparks from flint. Hear me throughout. " And bending down till his mouth reached Glen- dower's ear, he commenced his recital. Artfully hiding his own agency, the masterspring of the gigantic ma- chinery of fraud, which, too mighty for a single hand, required an assistant; throwing into obscurity the sin, while, knowing the undaunted courage and desperate fortunes of the man, he did not affect to conceal the danger, expatiating upon the advantages, the immense and almost inexhaustible resources of wealth which his scheme suddenly opened upon one in the deepest abyss of poverty, and slightly sketching, as if to excite vanity, the ingenuity and genius by which the scheme origi- nated, and could only be sustained, — Crawford's de- tail of temptation, in its knowledge of human nature, in its adaptation of act to principles, in its weblike craft of self-concealment, and the speciousness of its lure, was indeed a splendid masterpiece of villanous invention. But while Glendower listened, and his silence flat- tered Crauford's belief of victory, not for one single moment did a weak or yielding desire creep around his heart. Subtly as the scheme was varnished, and scarce a tithe of its comprehensive enormity unfolded, the 6S THE DISOWNED. strong and acute mind of one long accustomed to un- ravel sophistry and gaze on the loveliness of truth, saw al once that the scheme proposed was of the most un- mingled treachery and baseness. Sick, chilled, with- ering at heart, Glendower leaned against the damp Avail; as every word which the tempter fondly imagined was irresistibly confirming his purpose, tore away the last prop to which, in the credulity of hope, the student had clung, and mocked while it crushed the fondness of his belief. Crauford ceased, and stretched forth his hand to grasp Glendower's. He felt it not. " You do not speak, my friend," said he; "do you deliberate, or have you not decided 1 ? " Still no answer came. Surprised, and half alarmed, he turned round, and perceived by a momentary flash of lightning that Glendower had risen, and was moving away towards the mouth of the arch. " Good Heavens! Glendower," cried Crauford, " where are you going ? " " Anywhere," cried Glendower, in a sudden paroxysm of indignant passion, — "anywhere in this great globe of suffering, so that the agonies of my human flesh and heart are not polluted by the accents of crime! And such crime! Why, I would rather go forth into the highways, and win bread by the sharp knife and the death struggle, than sink my soul in such mire and filthiness of sin. Fraud, fraud, — treachery! Merciful Father! what can be my state, when these are supposed to tempt me ! " Astonished and aghast, Crauford remained rooted to the spot. "Oh!" continued Glendower, and his noble nature was wrung to the utmost, —"oh, MAN" — MAN! that 1 should have devoted my best and freshest years to the THE DISOWNED. 60 dream of serving thee! In my boyish enthusiasm, in my brief day of pleasure and of power, in the intoxica- tion of love, in the reverse of fortune, in the squalid and obscure chambers of degradation and poverty, that one hope animated, cheered, sustained me through all! In temptation did this hand belie, or in sickness did this brain forego, or in misery did this heart forget thy great and advancing cause? In the wide world, is there one being whom I have injured, even in thought, — one being who, in the fellowship of want, should not have drunk of my cup, or broken with me the last morsel of my bread? — and now — now, is it come to this ? " And, hiding his face with his hands, he gave way to a violence of feeling, before which the weaker nature of Crauford stood trembling and abashed. It lasted not long; he raised his head from its drooping posture, and as he stood at the entrance of the arch, a prolonged flash from the inconstant skies shone full upon his form. Tall, erect, still, the gloomy and ruined walls gave his colorless countenance and haughty stature in bold and distinct relief; all trace of the past passion had van- ished : perfectly calm and set, his features borrowed even dignity from their marble paleness, and the marks of suffering, which the last few months had writ in legible characters on the cheek and brow. Seeking out, with an eye to which the intolerable lightnings seemed to have lent something of their fire, the cowering and bended form of his companion, he said, — " Go home, miserable derider of the virtue you cannot understand; go to your luxurious and costly home; go and repine that human nature is not measured by your mangled and crippled laws: amidst men, yet more fallen than I am, hope to select your victim; amidst prisons, 70 THE DISOWNED. and hovels, and roofless sheds; amidsl rags and destitu- tion, and wretches made mad by hunger, — hope that you may find a villain. I leave you to that hope, and — to remembrance! " As Grlendowex moved away, Crauford recovered him- self. Rendered desperate by the vital necessity of pro- curing some speedy aid in his designs, and not yet perfectly persuaded of the fallacy of his former judg- ment, he was resolved not to sutler Glendower thus easily to depart. Smothering his feelings by an effort violent even to his habitual hypocrisy, he sprang forward and laid his hand upon Glendower's shoulder. " Stay, stay," said lie, in a soothing and soft voice; " you have wronged me greatly. I pardon your warmth, — nay, I honor it; but hereafter you will repent your judgment of me. At least, do justice to my intentions. Was I an actor in the scheme proposed to you? — what was it to me? Was I in the smallest degree to be bene- fited by it? Could I have any other motive than affec- tion for you? If I erred, it was from a different view of the question; but is it not the duty of a friend to find expedients for distress, and to leave to the distressed person the right of accepting or rejecting them? But let this drop forever; partake of my fortune, — be my adapted brother. Here, I have hundreds about me at this moment; take them all, and own at least that I meant you well." Feeling that Glendower, who at first had vainly endeavored to shake off his hand, now turned towards him, though at tin; moment it was too dark to see his countenance, the wily speaker continued, " Yes, Glen- dower, if by that name I must alone address you, take all I have , — there is no one in this world dearer to me than you are. I am a lonely and di.-appointed man, THE DISOWNED. 71 without children or ties. I sought out a friend who might he my brother in life, and my heir in death. I found you, — be that to me!" "I am faint and weak," said Glendower, slowly, " and I believe my senses cannot be clear ; but a minute since, and you spoke at length, and with a terrible dis- tinctness, words which it polluted my very ear to catch, and now you speak as if you loved me. Will it please you to solve the riddle ] " "The truth is this," said Crauford: "I knew your p r ide, — I feared you would not accept a permanent pecuniary aid, even from friendship. I was driven, therefore, to devise some plan of independence for you. I could think of no plan but that which I proposed. You speak of it as wicked: it may be so; but it seemed not wicked to me. I may have formed a wrong — I own it is a peculiar — system of morals; but it is, at least, sincere. Judging of my proposal by that system, I saw no sin in it. I saw, too, much less danger than, in the honesty of my heart, I spoke of. In a similar distress, I solemnly swear, I myself would have adopted a similar relief. Xor is this all : the plan proposed would have placed thousands in your power. Forgive me if I thought your life, and the lives of those most dear to you, of greater value than these sums to the persons defrauded — ay, defrauded, if you will; forgive me if I thought that with these thousands you would effect far more good to the community than their legitimate owners. Upon these grounds, and on some others, too tedious now to state, I justified my proposal to my con- science. Pardon me, I again beseech you: accept my last proposal ; be my partner, my friend, my heir ; and forget a scheme never proposed to you, if I had hoped (what I hope now) that you would accept the alterna- 72 THE DISOWNED. tive, which it is my pride to offer, and which you are not justified, even hy pride, to refuse." "Great Source of all knowledge!" ejaculated Glen- dower, scarce audibly, and to himself. " Supreme and unfathomable God! — dost thou most loathe or pity thine abased creatures, walking in their dim reason upon this little earth, and sanctioning fraud, treachery, crime, upon a principle borrowed from thy laws! Oh! when — when will thy full light of wisdom travel down to us, and guilt and sorrow, and this world's evil mysteries, roll away like vapors before the blaze!" "I do not hear you, my friend," said Crauford. "Speak aloud; you will — I feel you will accept my offer, and become my brother! " "Away!" said Glendower. "I will not." "He wanders, — his brain is touched!" muttered Crauford, and then resumed aloud, " Glendower, we are both unfit for talk at present, — both unstrung by our late jar. You will meet me again to-morrow, perhaps. I will accompany you now to your door." " Not a step : our paths are different. " "Well, well, if you will have it so, be it as you please. I have offended; you have a right to punish me, and play the churl to-night, — but your address? " " Yonder," said Glendower, pointing to the heavens. " Come to me a month hence, and you will find me there ! " "Nay, nay, my friend, your brain is heated; but you leave me! Well, as I said, your will is mine, — at least take some of these paltry notes in earnest of our bargain; remember when next we meet you will share all I have." " You remind me," said Glendower, quietly, " that we have old debts to settle. When last I saw you, you THE DISOWNED. (6 lent me a certain sum ; there it is, take it, count it, — there is but one poor guinea gone. Fear not, — even to the uttermost farthing you shall be repaid." "Why, why, this is unkind, ungenerous. Stay, s t a y — " hut, waving his hand impatiently, Glendower darted away, and passing into another street, the dark- ness effectually closed upon his steps. "Tool, fool that I am," cried Crauford, stamping vehemently on the ground, — " in what point did my wit fail me, that I could not win one whom very hunger had driven into my net 1 But I must yet find him, and 1 wiHj — the police shall be set to work; these half confidences may ruin me. And how deceitful he has proved, — to talk more diffidently than a whining harlot upon virtue, and yet be so stubborn upon trial ! Dastard that I am too, as well as fool, — I felt sunk into the dust by his voice. But pooh, I must have him yet; your worst villains make the most noise about the first step. True, that I cannot storm, but I will undermine. But, wretch that I am, I must win him, or another, soon, or I perish on a gibbet. Out, base thought! " 74 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER LVII. Formam quidem ipsam, Marce fill, et tanquam faciem honesti vi- des : quae, si oculis cerneretur, mirabiles amores (ut ait Plato) excitaret sapientia. 1 — Tull. It was almost dawn when Glendower returned to his home. Fearful of disturbing his wife, he stole with mute steps to the damp and rugged chamber wbere the last son of a princely line, and the legitimate owner of lands and halls which ducal rank might have envied, held his miserable asylum. The first faint streaks of coming light broke through the shutterless and shattered windows, and he saw that she reclined in a deep sleep upon the chair beside their child's couch. She would not go to bed herself till Glendower returned, and she had sat up watching and praying, and listening for his footsteps, till, in the utter exhaustion of debility and sickness, sleep had fallen upon her. Glendower bent over her. " Sleep," said he, — " sleep on! The wicked do not come to thee now. Thou art in a world that has no fellowship with this, — a world from which even happi- ness is not banished! Nor woe, nor pain, nor memory of the past, nor despair of all before thee, make the characters of thy present state ! Thou forestallest the forgetfulness of the grave, and thy heart concentrates all earth's comfort in one word, — 'oblivion.' Beautiful, 1 Son Marcus, you see the form and as it were the face of Vir- tue, — that Wisdom, which, if it could be perceived by the eyes, ■would (as Plato saith) kindle absolute aud marvellous affection. THE DISOWNED. 75 how beautiful thou art even yet! — that smile, that momentary blush, — years have not conquered them. They are as when, my young bride, thou didst lean first upon my bosom, and dream that sorrow was no more ! And I have brought thee unto this. These green walls make thy bridal chamber, ■ — yon fragments of bread thy bridal board. Well ! it is no matter ; thou art on thy way to a land where all things, even a break- ing heart, are at rest. I weep not; wherefore should I weep ! Tears are not for the dead, but their survivors. I would rather see thee drop inch by inch into the grave, and smile as I beheld it, than save thee for an in- heritance of sin. What is there in this little and sordid life that we should strive to hold it 1 ? What in this dreadful dream that we should fear to wake 1 " And Glendower knelt beside his wife, and, despite his words, tears flowed fast and gushingly down his cheeks; and wearied as he was, he watched upon her slumbers, till they fell from the eyes to which his pres- ence was more joyous than the day. It was a beautiful tiling, even in sorrow, to see that couple whom want could not debase, nor misfortune, which makes even generosity selfish, divorce! All that fate had stripped from the poetry and graces of life, had not shaken one leaf from the romance of their green and unwithered affections ! They were the very type of love in its holiest and most enduring shape : their hearts had grown together, — their being had flowed through caves and deserts, and reflected the storms of an angry Heaven ; but its waters had indissolubly mingled into one ! Young, gifted, noble, and devoted, they were worthy victims of this blighting and bitter world! Their garden was turned into a wilderness; but, like our first parents, it was hand in hand that they took 76 THE DISOWNED. fcheir solitary way! Evil beset them, but they swerved not; the rains and the winds IV11 upon their unsheltered heads, but they were not bowed; and through the mazes and briers of this weary life, their bleeding foots!* ps strayed not, for they had a clew! The mind seemed, as it were, to become visible and external as the frame decayed, and to cover the body with something of its own invulnerable power; so that whatever should have attacked the mortal and frail part, fell upon that which, i in perishable and divine, resisted and subdued it! It was unfortunate for Glendower that he never again met Wolfe: for neither fanaticism of political faith, nor sternness of natural temper, subdued in the repub- lican the real benevolence and generosity which redeemed and elevated his character: nor could any impulse of party -zeal have induced him, like Crauford, systemati- cally to take advantage of poverty in order to tempt to participation in his schemes. From a more evil com- panion Glendower had not yet escaped: Crauford, by some means or other, found out his abode, and lost no time in availing himself of the discovery. In order fully to comprehend his unwearied persecution of Glen- dower, it must constantly be remembered that to this persecution he was bound by a necessity which, urgent, dark, and implicating life itself, rendered him callous to every obstacle, and unsusceptible of all remorse. With the exquisite tact which he possessed, he never openly recurred to his former proposal of fraud; he contented himself with endeavoring to persuade Glen- dower to accept pecuniary assistance, but in vain. The veil once torn from his character, no craft could restore. Through all his pretences, and sevenfold hypocrisy, Glendower penetrated at once into his real motives: he was not to be duped by assurances of friendship which THE DISOWNED. 77 he knew the very dissimilarities between their natures rendered impossible. He had seen at the first, despite of all allegations to the contrary, that in the fraud Crau- ford had proposed, that person could by no means be an uninfluenced and cold adviser. In after conversations, Crauford, driven, by the awful interest he had in suc- cess, from his usual consummateness of duplicity, be- trayed, in various important minutiae, how deeply he was implicated in the crime for which lie had argued : and not even the visible and progressive decay of his wife and child could force the stern mind of Glendower into accepting those wages of iniquity which he knew well were only offered as an earnest or a snare. There is a royalty in extreme suffering, when the mind falls not with the fortunes, which no hardihood of vice can violate unabashed. Often and often, humbled and defeated, through all his dissimulation, Avas Crauford driven from the presence of the man whom it was his bitterest punishment to fear most when most he affected to despise; and as often, recollecting his powers, and fortifying himself in his experience of human frailty when sufficiently tried, did he return to his attempts. He waylaid the door and watched the paths of his intended prey. He knew that the mind which even best repels temptation first urged, hath seldom power to resist the same suggestion, if daily, dropping, unwearying, presenting itself in every form, obtruded in every hour, losing its horror by custom, — and finding in the rebellious bosom itself its smoothest vizard and most alluring excuse. And it was, indeed, a mighty and perilous trial to Glendower, when rushing from the presence of his wife and child, when fainting under accumulated evils, when almost delirious with sickening and heated thought, — to hear at each prompt- 78 THE DISOWNED. ing of the wrung and excited nature, each heave of the black fountain that in no mortal breast is utterly ex- hausted, one smooth, soft, persuasive voice forever whispering, " Relief ! " — relied, certain, utter, instanta- neous! — the voice of one pledged never to relax an effort or spare a pang, by a danger to himself, a danger of shame and death, — the voice of one who never spoke but in friendship and compassion, profound in craft, and a very sage in the disguises with which language invests deeds. J Jut Virtue has resources buried in itself, which we know not, till the invading hour calls them from their retreats. Surrounded by hosts without, and when nature itself, turned traitor, is its most deadly enemy within ; it assumes a new and a superhuman power, which is greater than nature itself. Whatever be its creed, whatever be its sect, from whatever segment of the globe its orisons arise, virtue is God's empire, and from His throne of thrones He will defend it. Though cast into the distant earth, and struggling on the dim arena of a human heart, all things above are spectators of its con- flict, or enlisted in its cause. The angels have their charge over it, the banners of archangels are on its side; and, from sphere to sphere, through the illimitable ether, and round the impenetrable darkness at the feet of God, its triumph is hymned by harps, which are strung to the glories of the Creator! One evening, when Crauford had joined Glendower in his solitary wanderings, the dissembler renewed his attacks. " But why not," said he, " accept from my friendship what to my benevolence you would deny 1 ? 1 couple with my otters, my prayers rather, no conditions. How then do you, can you, reconcile it to your conscience, THE DISOWNED. 79 to suffer your wife and child to perish hefore your eyes 1 " " Man — man," said Glendower, " tempt me no more, — let them die! At present the worst is death, — what you offer me is dishonor. " " Heavens! — how uncharitable is this! Can you call the mere act of accepting money from one who loves you, dishonor? " " It is in vain that you varnish your designs," said Glendower, stopping and fixing his eyes upon him. " Do you not think that cunning ever betrays itself ? In a thousand words, — in a thousand looks, which have escaped you, but not me, I know that, if there be one being on this earth whom you hate, and would injure, that being is myself. Nay, start not, — listen to me patiently. I have sworn that it is the last opportunity you shall have. I will not subject myself to further temptation : I am now sane ; but there are things Avhich may drive me mad, and in madness you might conquer. You hate me : it is out of the nature of earthly things that you should not. But even were it otherwise, do you think that I could believe you would come from your voluptuous home to these miserable retreats ; that, among the lairs of beggary and theft, you would lie in wait to allure me to forsake poverty, without a stronger motive than love for one who affects it not for you 1 I know you : I have read your heart, I have penetrated into that stronger motive, — it is your own safety. In the system of atrocity you proposed to me, you are the principal. You have already bared to me enough of the extent to which that system reaches, to convince me that a single miscreant, however ingenious, cannot, unassisted, support it with impunity. You want help: I am he in whom you have dared to believe 80 THE DISOWNED. that you could find it. You are detected, — now be undeceived! " " Is it so f " said Crauford : and as he saw that it was no longer possible to feign, the poison of his heart broke forth in its full venom. The fiend rose from the reptile, and stood exposed in its natural shape. Returning Glendower's stern but lofty gaze with an eye to which all evil passions lent their unholy fire, he repeated, " Is it so ? — then you are more penetrating than I thought ; but it is indifferent to me. It was for your sake, not mine, most righteous man, that I wished you might have a disguise to satisfy the modesty of your punctilios. It is all one to Richard Crauford whether you go blind- fold or with open eyes into his snare. Go you must and shall. Ay, frowns will not awe me. You have desired the truth; you shall have it. You are right, I hate you, — hate you with a soul whose force of hatred you cannot dream of. Your pride, your stubbornness, your coldness of heart, which things that would stir the blood of beggars cannot warm, your icy and passionless virtue, I hate, — I hate all! You are right also, most wise inquisitor, in supposing that in the scheme proposed to you, I am the principal, — I am! You were to be the tool, and shall. I have offered you mild inducements, pleas to soothe the technicalities of your conscience: you have rejected them, — be it so. Now choose between my first oifer and the gibbet. Ay, the gibbet! That night on which we made the appointment, which shall not yet be in vain, — on that night yon stopped me in the street, you demanded money, you robbed me; T will swear, — I will prove it. Now then tremble, man of morality, dupe of your own strength; you are in my power, — tremble! Yet-in my safety is your escape, — T am gen- erous. I repeat my original offer: wealth, as great as THE DISOWNED. 81 you will demand, or — the gibbet — the gibbet; do I speak loud enough ? — do you hear 1 " "Poor fool!" said Glendower, laughing scornfully, and moving away. But when Crauford, partly in mock- ery, partly in menace, placed his hand upon Glendower' s shoulder, as if to stop him, the touch seemed to change his mood from scorn to fury, — turning abruptly round, he seized the villain's throat with a giant's strength, and cried out, while his whole countenance worked beneath the tempestuous wrath within : " What if I squeeze out thy poisonous life from thee this moment! " — and then once more bursting into a withering laughter, as he sur- veyed the terror which he had excited, he added, "No, no; thou art too vile! " — and, dashing the hypocrite against the wall of a neighboring house, he strode away. Recovering himself slowly, and trembling with rage and fear, Crauford gazed round, expecting yet to find he had sported too far with the passions he had sought to control. When, however, he had fully satisfied himself that Glendower was gone, all his wrathful and angry feelings returned with redoubled force. But their most biting torture was the consciousness of their im- potence. For after the first paroxysm of rage had sub- sided, he saw, too clearly, that his threat could not be executed without incurring the most imminent danger of discovery. High as his character stood, it was possible that no charge against him might excite suspicion ; but a word might cause inquiry, and inquiry would be ruin. Forced, therefore, to stomach his failure, his indigna- tion, his shame, his hatred, and his vengeance, his own heart became a punishment almost adequate to his vices. "But my foe will die," said he, clenching his fist so firmly that the nails almost brought blood from the palm ; " he will starve, famish ; and see them — his wife, VOL. II. — 6 82 THE DISOWNED. his child — perish first! I shall have my triumph, though I shall not witness it! But now, away to my villa: there, at least, will be some one whom I can mock, and beat, and trample, if I will! Would — won hi — would that I were that very man, destitute as he is/ J lis neck, at least, is safe: if he dies, it will not be upon the gallows, nor among the hootings of the mob! Oh, horror! horror! What are my villa, my wine, my women, with that black thought, ever following me like a shadow? Who — who, while an avalanche is sailing over him, who would sit down to feast? " Leaving this man to shun or be overtaken by fate, we return to Glendower. It is needless to say that Crauford visited him no more; and, indeed, shortly afterwards Glendower again changed his home. But every day and every hour brought new strength to the disease which was creeping and burning through the veins of the devoted wife; and Glendower, who saw on earth nothing before them but a jail, from which as yet they had been miraculously delivered, repined not as he beheld her approach to a gentler and benigner home. Often he sat, as she was bending over their child, and gazed upon her cheek with an insane and fearful joy at the characters which consumption had there engraved; but when she turned towards him her fond eyes (those deep wells of love, in which truth lay hid, and which neither languor nor disease could exhaust), the un- natural hardness of his heart melted away, and he would rush from the house, to give vent to an agony against which fortitude and manhood were in vain. There was no hope for their distress. His wife had, unknown to Glendower (for she dreaded his pride), written several times to a relation who though distant was still the nearest in blood which fate had spared her, THE DISOWNED. 83 but ineffectually ; the scions of a large and illegitimate family, which surrounded him, utterly prevented the success, and generally interrupted the application of any claimant on his riches but themselves. Glendower, whose temper had ever kept him aloof from all but the commonest acquaintances, knew no human being to apply to. Utterly unable to avail himself of the mine which his knowledge and talents should have proved, sick, and despondent at heart, and debarred by the lofti- ness of honor, or rather principle that nothing could quell, from any unlawful means of earning bread, which to most minds would have been rendered excusable by the urgency of nature, Glendower marked the days drag on in dull and protracted despair, and envied every corpse that he saw borne to the asylum in which all earth's hopes seemed centred and con "fined. 84 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER LVIII. For ours was not like earthly love. And must this parting lie our very last 1 No ! I shall love thee still when death itself is past. Hushed were his Gertrude's lips ! hut still their bland And beautiful expression seemed to melt With love that could not die! anil still his hand She presses to the heart, no more that felt. Ah, heart ! where once each fond affection dwelt. Campbell. "I wonder," said Mr. Brown to himself, as he spiirred his shaggy pony to a speed very unusual to the steady habits of either party, — "I wonder where I shall find him. I would not for the late Lady Waddilove's best diamond cross have anybody forestall me in the news. To think of my young master dying so soon after my last visit, or rather my last visit but one, — and to think of the old gentleman taking on so, and raving about his injustice to the rightful possessor, and saying that he is justly punished, and asking me so eagerly if 1 could dis- cover the retreat of the late squire, and believing me so implicitly when I undertook to do it, and giving me this letter! " And here Mr. Brown wistfully examined an epistle sealed with black wax, peeping into the cor- ners, which irritated rather than satisfied his curiosity, — " I wonder what the old gentleman says in it; I sup- pose he will, of course, give up the estate and house. Let me sec, — that long picture gallery, just built, will at all events want furnishing. That would be a famous THE DISOWNED. 85 opportunity to get rid of the Indian jars and the sofas and the great Turkey carpet. How lucky that I should just have come in time to get the letter. But let me consider how I shall find out 1 — an advertisement in the paper? Ah! that 's the plan. ' Algernon Mordaunt, Esq.: something greatly to his advantage, — apply to Mr. Brown, etc' Ah! that will do well, very well. The Turkey carpet won't be quite long enough. I wish I had discovered Mr. Mordaunt' s address before, and lent him some money during the young gentleman's life; it would have seemed more generous. However, I can offer it now, before I show the letter. Bless me, it's getting dark. Come, Dobbin, ye-up! " Such were the meditations of the faithful friend of the late Lady YVaddilove, as he hastened to London, charged with the task of discovering Mordaunt, and with the delivery of the following epistle: — You are now, sir, the heir to that property which, some years ago, passed from your hands into mine. My son, for whom alone wealth, or, I may say life, was valuable to me, is no more. I only, an old, childless man, stand between you and the estates of Mordaunt. Do not wait for my death to enjoy them. I cannot live here, where everything reminds me of my great and irreparable loss. I shall remove next month into another home. Consider this, then, as once more yours. The house, I believe, you will find not disimproved by my alterations ; the mortgages on the estate have been paid off ; the former rental you will perhaps allow my steward to account to you for, and, after my death, the present one will be yours. I am informed that you are a proud man, and not likely to receive favors. Be it so, sir! — it is no favor you will receive, but justice. There are circumstances connected with my treaty with your father, which have of late vexed my conscience, — and conscience, sir, must be satisfied at any loss. But we shall meet, perhaps, and talk over the past ; at present 86 THE DISOWNED. I will not enlarge on it. If you have suffered by me, I am sufficiently punished, and my only hope is to repair your losses. — 1 am, etc., H. Vavasour Mordaunt. Such was the letter, so important to Mordaunt, with which our worthy friend was charged. Bowed to the dust as Vavasour was by the loss of his son, and open to conscience as affliction had made him, he had lived too long for effect, not to be susceptible to its influence, even to the last. Amidst all his grief, and it was in- tense, there were some whispers of self-exaltation, at the thought of the eclat which his generosity and abdication would excite; and, with true worldly morality, the hoped-for plaudits of others gave a triumph, rather than humiliation, to his reconcilement with himself. To say truth, there were indeed circumstances con- nected with his treaty with Mordaunt's father, calculated to vex his conscience. He knew that he bad not only taken great advantage of Mr. Mordaunt's distress, but that, at his instigation, a paper which could forever have prevented Mr. Mordaunt's sale of the property, had been destroyed. These circumstances, during the life of his son, he had endeavored to forget or to palliate. But grief is rarely deaf to remorse; and at the death of that idolized son, the voice at his heart grew imperious, and he lost the power, in losing the motive, of reason- ing it away. Mr. Brown's advertisement was unanswered; and with the zeal and patience of the Christian proselyte's tribe and calling, the good man commenced, in person, a most elaborate and painstaking research. For a long time, his endeavors were so ineffectual, that Mr. Brown, in despair, disposed of the two Indian jars for half their value, and heaved a despondent sigh whenever he saw THE DISOWNED. 87 the great Turkey carpet rolled up in his warehouse with as much obstinacy as if it never meant to unroll itself again. At last, however, by dint of indefatigable and minute investigation, he ascertained that the object of his search had resided in London, under a feigned name; from lodg- ing to lodging, and corner to corner, he tracked him, till at length he made himself master of Mordaunt's present retreat. A joyful look did Mr. Brown cast at the great Turkey carpet, as he passed by it, on his way to his street-door, on the morning of his intended visit to Mor- daunt. " It is a fine thing to have a good heart," said he, in the true style of Sir Christopher Findlater, and he again eyed the Turkey carpet. " I really feel quite happy at the thought of the pleasure I shall give! " After a walk through as many obscure and filthy wynds and lanes and alleys and courts as ever were threaded by some humble fugitive from justice, the patient Morris came to a sort of court situated among the miserable hovels in the vicinity of the Tower. He paused, wonderingly, at a dwelling in which every win- dow was broken, and where the tiles, torn from the roof, lay scattered in forlorn confusion beside the door : where the dingy bricks looked crumbling away from very age and rottenness, and the fabric, which was of great an- tiquity, seemed so rocking and infirm that the eye looked upon its distorted and overhanging position with a sensation of pain and dread ; where the very rats had deserted their loathsome cells, from the insecurity of their tenure, and the ragged mothers of the abject neigh- borhood forbade their brawling children to wander under the threatening walls, lest they should keep the promise of their mouldering aspect, and, falling, bare to the obstructed and sickly day the secrets of their prison- 88 THE DISOWNED. house. Girt with the foul and reeking lairs of that erne destitution which necessity urges irresistibly into guilt, and excluded by filthy alleys, and an eternal atmosphere of smoke and rank vapor, from the blessed sun and the pure air of heaven, the miserable mansion seemed set apart for every disease to couch within : too perilous even for the hunted criminal, — too dreary even for the beggar to prefer it to the bare hedge, or the inhos- pitable porch beneath whose mockery of shelter the frosts of winter had so often numbed him into sleep. Thrice did the heavy and silver-headed cane of Mr. Brown resound upon the door, over which was a curious carving of a lion dormant, and a date, of which only the two numbers 15 were discernible. Roused by a note so unusual, and an apparition so unwontedly smug as the worthy Morris, a whole legion of dingy and smoke- dried brats came trooping from the surrounding huts, and with many an elvish cry and strange oath and cabalistic word, which thrilled the respectable marrow of Mr. Brown, they collected in a gaping and, to his alarmed eye, a menacing group, as near to the house as their fears and parents would permit them. "It is very dangerous," thought Mr. Brown, looking shiveringly up at the hanging and tottering roof, " and very appalling," as he turned to the ragged crowd of infant reprobates which began with every moment to increase. At last he summoned courage, and inquired, in a tone half soothing and half dignified, if they could inform him how to obtain admittance, or how to arouse the inhabitants. An old crone, leaning out of an opposite window, with matted hair hanging over a begrimed and shriv- elled countenance, made answer. " No one," she said, in her peculiar dialect, which the worthy man scarcely THE DISOWNED. 89 comprehended, " lived there, or had done so for years; " but Brown knew better: and while he was asserting the fact, a girl put her head out of another hovel, and said that she had sometimes seen at the dusk of the evening, a man leave the house, but whether any one else lived in it, she could not tell. Again Mr. Brown sounded an alarm, but no answer came forth, and in great fear and trembling, he applied violent hands to the door. It required but little force ; it gave way : he entered ; and jealous of the entrance of the mob without, reclosed and barred, as well as he was able, the shattered door. The house was unnaturally large for the neighborhood, and Brown was in doubt whether first to ascend a broken and perilous staircase, or search the rooms below: he decided on the latter; he found no one, and with a misgiving heart, which nothing but the recollection of the great Turkey carpet could have inspired, he ascended the quaking steps. All was silent. But a door was unclosed. He entered, and saw the object of his search before him. Over a pallet bent a form on which, though youth seemed withered, and even pride broken, the unconquer- able soul left somewhat of grace and of glory, that sus- tained the beholder's remembrance of better days, — a child in its first infancy knelt on the nearer side of the bed, with clasped hands, and vacant eyes that turned towards the intruder with a listless and lack-lustre gaze. But Glendower, or rather Mordaunt, as he bent over the pallet, spoke not, moved not; his eyes were riveted on one object; his heart seemed turned into stone, and his veins curdled into ice. Awed and chilled by the breath- ing desolation of the spot, Brown approached and spoke, he scarcely knew what. " You are," he concluded his address, " the master of Mordaunt Court;" and he 00 THE DISOWNED. placed the letter in the hands of the person he thus greeted. " Awake, hear me! " cried Algernon to Isabel, as she lay extended on the couch; and the messenger of glad tidings, for the first time seeing her countenance, shud- dered, and knew that he was in the chamber of death. "Awake, my own, own love! Happy days are in store for us yet: our misery is past; you will live, live to bless me in riches, as you have done in want." Isabel raised her eyes to his, and a smile, sweet, comforting, and full of love, passed the lips which were about to close forever. "Thank Heaven," she mur- mured, " for your dear sake. It is pleasant to die now, and thus ! " and she placed the hand that was clasped in her relaxing and wan fingers, within the bosom which had been, for anguished and hopeless years, his asylum and refuge, and which now, when fortune changed, as if it had only breathed in comfort to his afflictions, was for the first time, and forever, to be cold, — cold even to him! " You will live, — you will live," cried Mordaunt, in wild and incredulous despair, — " in mercy live! You, who have been my angel of hope, do not, — God, God ! do not desert me now ! " But that faithful and loving heart was already deaf to his voice, and the film grew darkening and rapidly over ,the eye, which still, with undying fondness, sought him out through the shade and agony of death. Sense and consciousness were gone, and dim and confused images whirled round her soul, struggling a little moment before they sank into the depth and silence where the past lies buried. But still mindful of him, and grasping, as it were, at his remembrance, she clasped, closer and closer, the icy hand which she held, to THE DISOWNED- 91 her breast. " Your hand is cold, dearest, — it is cold," said she, faintly," but I will warm it here! " And so her spirit passed away, and Mordaunt felt afterwards, in a lone and surviving pilgrimage, that her last thought had been kindness to him, and her last act had spoken forgetfulness even of death, in the tenderness of love! 92 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER LIX. Change and time take together their flight. — Golden Violet. One evening in autumn, about three years after the date of our last chapter, a stranger on horsehack, in deep mourning, dismounted at the door of " the Golden Fleece," in the memorahle town of W . He walked into the tap-room and asked for a private, apartment and accommodation for the night. The landlady, grown considerably plumper than when we first made her ac- quaintance, just lifted up her eyes to the stranger's face, and summoning a short, stout man (formerly the waiter, now the second helpmate of the comely hostess), desired him, in a tone which partook somewhat more of the au- thority indicative of their former relative situations than of the obedience which should have characterized their present, to "show the gentleman to the Griffin, No. Four." The stranger smiled as the sound greeted his ears, and he followed not so much the host as the hostess's spouse into the apartment thus designated. A young lady, who some eight years ago little thought that she should still be in a state of single blessedness, and who always honored with an attentive eye the stray travellers who, from their youth, loneliness, or that ineffable air which usually designates the unmarried man, might he in the same solitary state of life, turned to the landlady, and said, — " Mother, did you observe what a handsome gentleman that was 1 " THE DISOWNED. 93 "ISTo," replied the landlady; "I only observed that he brought no servant. " " I wonder," said the daughter, " if he is in the army; he has a military air! " " I suppose he has dined," muttered the landlady to herself, looking towards the larder. " Have you seen Squire Mordaunt within a short period of time 1 ?" asked, somewhat abruptly, a little, thick-set man, who was enjoying his pipe and negus in a sociable way at the window -seat. The characteristics of this personage were a spruce wig, a bottle nose, an elevated eyebrow, a snuff-colored skin and coat, and an air of that consequential self-respect which distinguishes the philosopher who agrees with the French sage, and sees " no reason in the world why a man should not esteem himself." "No, indeed, Mr. Bossolton," returned the landlady; " but I suppose that, as he is now in the Parliament House, he will live less retired. It is a pity that the inside of that noble old hall of his should not be more seen, — and after all the old gentleman's improvements, too! They say that the estate now, since the mortgages were paid oil', is above ten thousand pounds a year, clear!" " And if I am not induced into an error," rejoined Mr. Bossolton, refilling his pipe, "old Vavasour left a great sum of ready money besides, which must have been in aid, and an assistance and an advantage, mark me, Mistress Merrylack, to the owner of Mordaunt Hall, that has escaped the calculation of your faculty, and the — and the — faculty of your calculation ! " "You mistake, Mr. Boss," as, in the friendliness of diminutives, Mrs. Merrylack sometimes styled the gran- diloquent practitioner, — "you mistake; the old gentle- 94 THE DISOWNED. man left all his ready money in two bequests: the one to the College of , in the university of Cambridge, and the other to a hospital in London. I remember the very words of the will; they ran thus, Mr. Boss: ' And whereas my Beloved son, had he lived, would have been a member of the College of , in the university of Cambridge, which he would have adorned by his genius, learning, youthful virtue, and the various qualities which did equal honor to his head and heart, and would have rendered him alike distinguished as the scholar and the Christian, — I do devise and bequeath the sum of thirty-seven thousand pounds sterling, now in the English funds,' etc., etc.; and then follows the manner in which he will have his charity vested and bestowed, and all about the prize which shall be forever designated and termed ' The Vavasour Prize,' and what shall be the words of the Latin speech which shall be spoken when the said prize shall be delivered, and a great deal more to that effect. So, then, he passes to the other legacy, of exactly the same sum, to the hospital usually called and styled , in the city of London, and says, ' And whereas we are assured by the Holy Scriptures, which, in these days of blasphemy and sedi- tion, it becomes every true Briton and member of the Established Church to support, that " charity doth cover a multitude of sins," — so I do give and devise,' etc., etc., 'to be forever termed in the deeds,' etc., etc., 'of the said hospital, "The Vavasour Charity;" and always provided that, on the anniversary of the day of my death, a sermon shall be preached in the chapel attached to the said hospital, by a clergyman of the Established Church, on any text appropriate to the day and deed so commemorated.' But the conclusion is most beautiful, Mr. Bossolton: ' And now having THE DISOWNED. 95 discharged my duties, to the best of my humble ability, to my God, my king, and my country, and dying in the full belief of the Protestant Church, as by law estab- lished, I do set my hand and seal,' etc., etc." " A very pleasing and charitable and devout and virtuous testament or will, Mistress Merry lack," said Mr. Bossolton; "and in a time when anarchy with gigantic strides does devastate and devour and harm the good old customs of our ancestors and forefathers, and tramples with its poisonous breath the Magna Charta, and the glorious Revolution, it is beautiful, ay, and sweet, — mark you, Mrs. Merry lack, to behold a gentleman of the aristocratic classes, or grades, support- ing the institutions of his country with such remarkable energy of sentiments, and with — and with — Mistress Merrylack — with sentiments of such remarkable energy." "Pray," said the daughter, adjusting her ringlets by a little glass which hung over the tap, " how long has Mr. Mordaunt's lady been dead? " "Oh! she died just before the squire came to the property," quoth the mother. " Poor thing, — she was so pretty. I am sure I cried for a whole hour when I heard it! T think it was three years last month when it happened. Old Mr. Vavasour died about two months afterwards. " " The aillicted husband," said Mr. Bossolton, who was the victim of a most fiery Mrs. Boss at home, " went into foreign lands or parts, or, as it is vulgarly termed, the Continent, immediately after an event or occurrence so fatal to the cup of his prosperity and the sunshine of his enjoyment, — did he not, Mrs. Merrylack? " " He did. And you know, Mr. Boss, he only returned about six months ago. " 96 THE DISOWNED. "And of what borough, or burgh, or town, or city, is he the member and representative?" asked Mr. Jeremiah Bossolton, putting another lump of sugar into his negus. "I have heard, it is true, but my memory is short; and in the multitude and multifariousness of my professional engagements, 1 am often led into a for- getfulness of matters less important in their variety, and less — less various in their importance." "Why," answered Mrs. Merrylaek, "somehow or other, I quite forget too; but it is some distant borough. The gentleman wanted him to stand for the county, but he would not hear of it; perhaps he did not like the publicity of the thing, for he is mighty reserved." "Proud, haughty, arrogant, and assumptious! " said Mr. Bossolton, with a puff of unusual length. "Nay, nay," said the daughter (young people are always the first to defend), " I 'm sure he 's not proud, — he does a mort of good, and has the sweetest smile possible! I wonder if he '11 marry again! He is very young yet, not above two or three and thirty." (The kind damsel would not have thought two or three and thirty very young some years ago; but we grow won- derfully indulgent to the age of other people as we grow older ourselves!) "And what an eye he has!" said the landlady. "Well, for my part — but, bless me. Here John, John, John,— waiter — husband, I mean: here 's a car- riage and four at the door. Lizzy, dear, is my cap right?" And mother, daughter, and husband, all flocked, charged with simper, courtesy, and bow, to receive their expected guests. With a disappointment which we who keep not inns can but very imperfectly con- ceive, the trio beheld a single personage — a valet — THE DISOWNED. 97 descend from the box, open the carriage-door and take out — a desk! Of all things human, male or female, the said carriage was utterly empty. The valet bustled up to the landlady: " My master's here, ma'am, I think, — rode on before! " " And who is your master! " asked Mrs. Merry lack, — a thrill of alarm, and the thought of No. Four, coming across her at the same time. " Who! " said the valet, rubbing his hands, — " who ? — why, Clarence Talbot Linden, Esq., of Scarsdale Park, county of York, late Secretary of Legation at the court of , now M. P. , and one of his Majesty's Under Secretaries of State." "Mercy upon us!" cried the astounded landlady, "and No. Four, only think of it! Run, John, — John run; light a fire (the night's cold, I think) in the Elephant, Number Sixteen; beg the gentleman's par- don, — say it was occupied till now; ask what he'll have for dinner, — fish, flesh, fowl, steaks, joints, chops, tarts, — or, if it 's too late (but it 's quite early yet, — you may put back the day an hour or so), ask what he '11 have for supper! Run, John, run; what 's the oaf stay- ing for, — run, I tell you! Pray, sir, walk in," to the valet, our old friend Mr. Harrison, — " you'll be hungry after your journey, I think; no ceremony, I beg." " He 's not so handsome as his master," said Miss Elizabeth, glancing at Harrison discontentedly, — " but he does not look like a married man, somehow. I '11 just step upstairs and change my cap; it would be but civil if the gentleman's gentleman sups with us." Meanwhile Clarence, having been left alone in the quiet enjoyment of No. Four, had examined the little apartment with an interest not altogether unmingled with painful reflections. There are few persons, how- VOL. II. — 7 98 THE DISOWNED. ever fortunate, who can look back to eight years of their life, and not feel somewhat of disappointment in the retrospect; few persons whose fortunes the world envy, to whom the token of past time, suddenly obtruded on their remembrance, does not awaken hopes destroyed, and wishes deceived, which that world has never known. We tell our triumphs to the crowd, but our own hearts are the sole confidants of our sorrows. "Twice," said Clarence to himself, — " twice before have I been in this humble room: the first was when, at the age of eighteen, I was just launched into the world, — a vessel which had for its only hope the motto of the chivalrous Sydney,— 'Aut viam inveniam, aut faciam.' * yet, humble and nameless as I was, how well I can recall the exaggerated ambition, nay, the certainty of success, as well as its desire, which then burned within me. I smile now at the overweening vanity of those hopes, — ■ some, indeed, realized, but how many nipped and with- ered forever, — seeds, of which a few fell upon rich ground, and prospered, but of which how far the greater number were scattered, some upon the wayside, and were devoured by immediate cares, some on stony places, and when the sun of manhood was up, they were scorched, and because they had no root, withered away, and some among thorns, and the thorns sprang up and choked them. I am now rich, honored, high in the favor of courts, and not altogether unknown or unesteemed arbitrio papillaris aurm : and yet I almost think I was happier when, in that flush of youth and inexperience, T looked forth into the wide world, and imagined that from every corner would spring up a triumph for my vanity, or an 1 I will either find my way, or — make it. THE DISOWNED. 99 object for my affections. The next time I stood in this little spot, I was no longer the dependent of a precarious charity, or the idle adventurer who had no stepping- stone but his ambition. I was then just declared the heir of wealth, which I could not rationally have hoped for five years before, and which was in itself sufficient to satisfy the aspirings of ordinary men. But I was corroded with anxieties for the object of my love, and regret for the friend whom I had lost: perhaps the eagerness of my heart for the one rendered me, for the moment, too little mindful of the other; but, in after years, memory took ample atonement for that temporary suspension of her duties. How often have I recalled, in this world of cold ties and false hearts, that true and generous friend, from whose lessons my mind took im- provement, and from whose warnings, example; who was to me, living, a father, and from whose generosity, whatever worldly advantages I have enjoyed, or distinc- tions I have gained, are derived! Then, I was going with a torn, yet credulous heart, to pour forth my secret and my passion to her, and within one little week thence, how shipwrecked of all hope, object, and future happiness, I was! Perhaps, at that time, I did not sufficiently consider the excusable cautions of the world: I should not have taken such umbrage at her father's letter, — I should have revealed to him my birth and accession of fortune, nor bartered the truth of certain happiness for the trials and manoeuvres of romance. But it is too late to repent now. By this time my image must be wholly obliterated from her heart: she has seen me in the crowd, and passed me coldly by, — her cheek is pale, but not for me; and in a little, little while she will be another's, and lost to me forever! Yet have I never forgotten her through change or time, 100 THK DISOWNED. — tlie hard and harsh projects of ambition, the labors of business, or the engrossing schemes of political intrigue. Never! — but this is a vain and foolish subject of reflec- tion now." And not the less reflecting upon it for that sage and veracious recollection, Clarence turned from the window, against which he had been leaning, and drawing one of the four chairs to the solitary table, he sat down, moody and disconsolate, and leaning his face upon his hands, pursued the confused, yet not disconnected, thread of his meditations. The door abruptly opened, and Mr. Merrylack appeared. "Dear me, sir!" cried he, "a thousand pities you should have been put here, sir! Pray step upstairs, sir; the front drawing-room is just vacant, sir; what will you please to have for dinner, sir 1 " etc. , etc. , according to the instructions of his wife. To Mr. Merry lack's great dismay, Clarence, however, resolutely refused all attempts at locomotion, and contenting himself with intrusting the dinner to the discretion of the landlady, desired to be left alone till it was prepared. Now, when Mr. John Merrylack returned to the tap- room, and communicated the stubborn adherence to No. Four manifested by its occupier, our good hostess felt exceedingly discomposed. "You are so stupid, John," said she, " I '11 go and expostulate like with him;" and she was rising for that purpose, when Har- rison, who was taking particularly good care of himself, drew her back: "T know my master's temper better than you do, ma'am;" said he; " and when he is in the humor to be stubborn, the very devil himself could not get him out of it. I daresay he wants to be left to him- self: he is very fond of being alone now and then; state THE DISOWNED. 101 affairs, you know," added the valet, mysteriously touch- ing his forehead, " and even I dare not disturb him for the world; so make yourself easy, and I '11 go to him when he has dined, and /supped. There is time enough for No. Four, when we have taken care of number one. Miss, your health ! " The landlady, reluctantly overruled in her design, reseated herself. "Mr. Clarence Linden, M. P., did you say, sir?" said the learned Jeremiah; "surely, I have had that name or appellation in my books, but I cannot, at this instant of time, recall to my recollection the exact date and circumstance of my professional services to the gen- tleman so designated, styled, or, I may say, termed." "Can't say, I am sure, sir," said Harrison; "lived with my master many years ; never had the pleasure of seeing you before, nor of travelling this road, — a very hilly road it is, sir. Miss, this negus is as bright as your eyes, and as warm as my admiration." "Oh, sir!" "Pray," said Mr. Merrylack, who, like most of his tribe, was a bit of a politician ; "is it the Mr. Linden who made that long speech in the House the other day ? " "Precisely, sir. He is a very eloquent gentleman, indeed: pity he speaks so little, — never made but that one long speech since he has been in the House, and a capital one it was too. You saw how the prime min- ister complimented him upon it. ' A speech,' said his lordship, 'which had united the graces of youth- ful genius with the sound calculations of matured experience! ' " " Did the prime minister really so speak 1 " said Jeremiah; "what a beautiful and noble and sensible 102 THE DISOWNED. compliment! I will examine my books when I go home, — ' the graces of youthful genius with the sound calculations of matured experience!' " " If he is in the Parliament House," quoth the land- lady, " I suppose he will know our Mr. Mordaunt, when the squire takes his seat, next — what do you call it — sessions ? " "Know Mr. Mordaunt!" said the valet. "It is to see him that we have come down here. We intended to have gone there to-night, but master thought it too late, and I saw he Avas in a melancholy humor : we therefore resolved to come here; and so master took one of the horses from the groom, whom we have left behind with the other, and came on alone. I take it, he must have been in this town before, for he described the inn so well. Capital cheese this; as mild — as mild as your sweet smile, miss! " "Oh, sir!" " Pray, Mistress Merrylack," said Mr. Jeremiah Bos- solton, depositing his pipe on the table, and awakening from a profound reverie in which, for the last five min- utes, his senses had been buried, — "pray, Mistress Merrylack, do you not call to your mind, or your reminiscence, or your — your recollection, a young gen- tleman, equally comely in his aspect and bland iloquent (ahem!) in his address, who had the misfortune to have his arm severely contused and afflicted by a violent kick from Mr. Mordaunt's horse even in the yard in which your stables are situated, and who remained for two or three days in your house, or tavern, or hotel? I do remember that you were grievously perplexed because of his name, the initials of which only he gave, or in- trusted, or communicated to you, until you did exam — " " I remember," interrupted Miss Elizabeth, — " I re- THE DISOWNED. 103 member well: a very beautiful young gentleman who bad a letter directed to be left here, addressed to him by the letters C. L., and who was afterwards kicked, and who admired your cap, mother, and whose name was Clarence Linden. You remember it well enough, mother, surely ? " " I think I do, Lizzy," said the landlady, slowly; for her memory, not so much occupied as her daughter's by beautiful young gentlemen struggled slowly amidst dim ideas of the various travellers and visitors with whom her house had been honored, before she came at last, to the reminiscence of Clarence Linden, — "I think I do; and Squire Mordaunt was very attentive to him, — and he broke one of the panes of glass in No. Eight, and gave me half a guinea to pay for it. I do remember, perfectly, Lizzy. So that is the Mr. Linden now here! — only think ! " " I should not have known him, certainly," said Miss Elizabeth ; " he is grown so much taller, and his hair looks quite dark now, and his face is much thinner than it was; but he 's very handsome still, — is he not, sir? " turning to the valet. "Ah! ah! well enough," paid Mr. Harrison, stretch- ing out his right leg, and falling away a little to the left, in the manner adopted by the renowned Gil Bias in his address to the fair Laura, — "well enough; but he 's a little too tall and thin, i" think." Mr. Harrison's faults in shape were certainly not those of being too tall and thin. "Perhaps so!" said Miss Elizabeth, who scented the vanity by a kindred instinct, and had her own reasons for pampering it, — "perhaps so!" " But he is a great favorite with the ladies all the same; however, he only loves one lady. Ah, but I 104 THE DISOWNED. must not say who, though I know. However, she is so handsome; such eyes, they would go through yon like a skewer, but not like yours, youiB, miss, which, I vow and protest, are as bright as a service of plate." "Oh, sir!" And amidst these graceful compliments the time slipped away, till Clarence's dinner, and his valet's supper, being fairly over, Mr. Harrison presented him- self to his master, a perfectly different being in attend- ance to what he was in companionship, — flippancy, impertinence, forwardness, all merged in the steady, sober, serious demeanor which characterizes the respect- ful and well-bred domestic. Clarence's orders were soon given. They were lim- ited to the appurtenances of writing; and as soon as Harrison reappeared with his master's writing-desk, he was dismissed for the night. Very slowly did Clarence settle himself to his task, and attempt to escape the ennui of his solitude, or the restlessness of thought feeding upon itself, by inditing the following epistle : — TO THE DUKE OF HAVERFIELD. I was very unfortunate, my dear duke, to miss seeing you, when I called in Arlington Street, the evening before last; for I had a great deal to say to you, — something upon public and a little upon private affairs. I will reserve the latter, since I only am the person concerned, for a future opportunity. With respect to the former, . . . And now, having finished the political part of my letter, let me congratulate you most sincerely upon your approaching marriage with Miss Trevanion. I do not know her myself; but I remember that she was the bosom friend of Lady Flora Ardcnne, whom I have often heard speak of her in the highest and most affectionate terms, so that I imagine her brother THE DISOWNED. 105 could not better atoue to you for dishonestly carrying off the fair Julia some three years ago, than by giving you his sister in honorable and orthodox exchange, — the gold armor for the brazen. As for my lot, though I ought not, at this moment, to dim yours by dwelling upon it, you know how long, how con- stantly, how ardently I have loved Lady Flora Ardenne, — how, for her sake, I have refused opportunities of alliance which might have gratified, to the utmost, that worldliness of heart which so many who saw me only in the crowd have been pleased to impute to me. You know that neither pleasure, nor change, nor the insult I received from her parents, nor the sudden indifference which I so little deserved from herself, has been able to obliterate her image. You will therefore sympathize with me, when 1 inform you that there is no longer any doubt of her marriage with Borodaile (or rather Lord Ulswater, since his father's death), as soon as the sixth month of his mourning expires ; to this period only two months remain. Heavens ! when one thinks over the past, how incredulous one could become to the future; when I recall all the tokens of love I received from that woman, I cannot persuade myself that they are now all forgotten, or rather, all lavished upon another. But I do not blame her, — may she be happier with him than she could have been with me ! — and that hope shall whisper peace to regrets which I have been foolish to indulge so long, and it is, perhaps, well for me that they are about to be rendered forever unavailing. I am staying at an inn, without books, companions, or any- thing to beguile time and thought, but this pen, ink, and paper. You will see, therefore, a reason and an excuse for my scribbling on to you, till my two sheets are filled, and the hour of ten (one can't well go to bed earlier) arrived. You remember having often heard me speak of a very ex- traordinary man whom I met in Italy, and with whom I became intimate. He returned to England some months ago ; and, on hearing it, my desire of renewing our acquaintance 106 THE DISOWNED. was so great that I wrote to invite myself to his house. He gave me what is termed a very obliging answer, and left the choice of time to myself. You see now, most noble Festus, the reason of my journey hitherwards. His house, a tine old mansion, is situated about five or six miles from this town ; and as I arrived here late in the even- ing, and knew that his habits were reserved and peculiar, I thought it better to take " mine ease in my inn " for this night, and defer my visit to Mordaunt Court till to-morrow morning. In truth, 1 was not averse to renewing an old acquaintance, — not, as you in your malice would suspect, with my hostess, but with her house. Some years ago, when 1 was eighteen, I first made a slight acquaintance with Mordaunt at this very inn, and now, at twenty-six, I am glad to have one evening to my- self on the same spot, and retrace here all that has since hap- pened to me. Now, do not be alarmed ; I am not going to inflict upon you the unquiet retrospect with which I have just been vexing myself: no, I will rather speak to you of my acquaintance and host to be. I have said that I first met Mordaunt some years since at this inn: an accident, for which his horse was to blame, brought us acquainted, — I spent a day at his house, and was much interested in his conversation; since then, we did not meet till about two years and a half ago, when we were in Italy together. During the intermediate interval Mordaunt had married ; lost his property by a lawsuit ; disappeared from the world (whither none knew) for some years ; recovered the estate he had lost by the death of his kinsman's heir, and shortly afterwards by that of the kinsman himself, — and had become a widower, with one only child, a beautiful little girl of about four years old. He lived in perfect seclusion, avoided all intercourse with society, and seemed so perfectly uncon- scious of having ever seen me before, whenever in our rides or walks we met, that I could not venture to intrude myself on a reserve so rigid and unbroken as that which characterized his habits and life. The gloom and loneliness, however, in which Mordaunt's days were spent, were far from partaking of that selfishness so THE DISOWNED. 107 common, almost so necessarily common, to recluses. Wherever he had gone in his travels through Italy, he had left light and rejoicing behind him. In his residence at , while un- known to the great and gay, he was familiar with the outcast and the destitute. The prison, the hospital, the sordid cabins of want, the abodes (so frequent in Italy, that emporium of artists and poets) where genius struggled against poverty and its own improvidence, — all these were the spots to which his visits were paid, and in which " the very stones prated of his whereabout." It was a strange and striking contrast to com- pare the sickly enthusiasm of those who flocked to Italy, to lavish their sentiments on statues, and their wealth on the modern impositions palmed upon their taste as the master- pieces of ancient art, — it was a noble contrast, I say, to com- pare that ludicrous and idle enthusiasm with the quiet and wholesome energy of mind and heart which led Mordaunt, not to pour forth worship and homage to the unconscious monu- ments of the dead, but to console, to relieve, and to sustain the woes, the wants, the feebleness of the living. Yet, while he was thus employed in reducing the miseries and enlarging the happiness of others, the most settled melan- choly seemed to mark himself "as her own." Clad in the deepest mourning, a stern and unbroken gloom sat forever upon his countenance. I have observed, that if in his walks or rides any one, especially of the better classes, appeared to approach, he would strike into a new path. He could not bear even the scrutiny of a glance or the fellowship of a mo- ment ; and his mien, high and haughty, seemed not only to repel others, but to contradict the meekness and charity which his own actions so invariably and unequivocally displayed. It must, indeed, have been a powerful exertion of principle over feeling, which induced him voluntarily to seek the abodes and intercourse of the rude beings he blessed and relieved. We met at two or three places to which my weak and im- perfect charity had led me, especially at the house of a sickly and distressed artist ; for in former life I had intimately known one of that profession, and I have since attempted to transfer to his brethren that debt of kindness which an early death 108 THE DISOWNED. forbade me to discharge to himself. It was thus that I first became acquainted with Mordaunt's occupations and pursuits; for what ennobled his benevolence was the remarkable obscu- rity in which it was veiled. It was in disguise and in secret that his generosity flowed ; and so studiously did he conceal his name, and hide even his features, during his brief visits to "the house of mourning," that only one, like myself, a close and minute investigator of whatever has once become an object of interest, could have traced his hand in the various works of happiness it had aided or created. One day, among some old ruins, I met him with his young daughter. By great good fortune I preserved the latter, who had wandered away from her father, from a fall of loose stones which would inevitably have crushed her. I was myself much hurt by my effort, having received upon my shoulder a fragment of the falling stones ; and thus our old acquaintance was renewed, and gradually ripened into intimacy ; not, I must own, without great patience and constant endeavor on my part, for his gloom and lonely habits rendered him utterly impracticable of access to any (as Lord Aspeden would say) but a diplomatist. I saw a great deal of him during the six months I remained in Italy, and — but you know already how warmly I admire his extraordinary powers, and venerate his character. Lord Aspeden's recall to England separated us. A general election ensued. I was returned for . I en- tered eagerly into domestic politics, — your friendship, Lord Aspeden's kindness, my own wealth and industry, made my success almost unprecedentedly rapid. Engaged, heart and hand, in those minute yet engrossing labors for which the aspi- rant in parliamentary and state intrigue must unhappily forego the more enlarged, though abstruser speculations of general philosophy, and of that morality which may be termed uni- versal politics, I have necessarily been employed in very differ- ent pursuits from those to which Mordaunt's contemplations are devoted, yet have I often recalled his maxims, with admi- ration at their depth, and obtained applause for opinions which were only imperfectly filtered from the pure springs of hi3 own. THE DISOWNED. 109 It is about six months since he has returned to England, and he has very lately obtained a seat in Parliament, so that we may trust soon to see his talents displayed upon a more public and enlarged theatre than they hitherto have been; and, though I fear his politics will be opposed to ours, I anti- cipate his public debut with that interest which genius, even when adverse to one's self, always inspires. Yet I confess that I am desirous to see and converse with him once more in the familiarity and kindness of private intercourse. The rage of party, the narrowness of sectarian zeal, soon exclude from our friendship all those who differ from our opinions ; and it is like sailors holding commune for the last time with each other, before their several vessels are divided by the perilous and un- certain sea, to confer in peace and retirement for a little while with those who are about to be launched with us on that same unquiet ocean, where any momentary caprice of the winds may disjoin us forever, and where our very union is only a sym- pathy in toil, and a fellowship in danger. Adieu, my dear duke, it is fortunate for me that our public opinions are so closely allied, and that I may so reasonably calculate in private upon the happiness and honor of subscrib- ing myself your affectionate friend, C. L. Such was the letter to which we shall leave the explanation of much that has taken place within the last three years of our tale, and which, in its tone, will serve to show the kindness and generosity of heart and feeling that mingled (rather increased than abated by the time which brought wisdom) with the hardy activity and resolute ambition that characterized the mind of our "Disowned. " We now consign him to such repose as the best bedroom in the Golden Fleece can afford, and conclude the chapter. 110 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER LX. Though the wilds of enchantment, all vernal and bright, In the davs of delusion, by fancy combined With the vanishing phantoms of love and delight, Abandon my soul like a dream of the night, And leave but a desert behind, — Be hushed, my dark spirit, for Wisdom condemns When the faint and the feeble deplore ; Be strong as the rock of the ocean that stems A thousand wild waves on the shore ! Campbell. " Shall I order the carriage round, sir? " said Harrison: " it is past one." " Yes, — yet stay : the day is fine, — I -will ride. Let the carriage come on in the evening; see that my horse is saddled, — you looked to his mash last night? " "I did, sir. He seems wonderfully fresh; would you please to have me stay here with the carriage, sir, till the groom comes on with the other horse ? " "Ay; do, — I don't know yet how far strange ser- vants may be welcome where I am going. " " Now, that 's lucky ! " said Harrison to himself, as he shut the door: " I shall have a good five hours' opportunity of making my court here. Miss Elizabeth is really a very pretty girl, and might not be a bad match. I don't see any brothers; who knows but she may succeed to the inn, — hem! A servant may be ambitious as well as his master, I suppose?" So meditating, Harrison sauntered to the stables, saw (for he was an admirable servant, and could at a THE DISOWNED. Ill pinch dress a horse as well as its master) that Clarence's beautiful steed received the utmost nicety of grooming which the hostler could bestow, led it himself to the door, held the stirrup for his master, with the mingled humility and grace of his profession, and then strutted away — " pride on his brow and glory in his eye " — to be the cynosure and oracle of the tap-room. Meanwhile, Linden rode slowly onwards. As he passed that turn of the town by which he had for the first time entered it, the recollection of the eccentric and would-be gypsy flashed upon him. " I wonder," thought he, " where that singular man is now, — whether he still preserves his itinerant and woodland tastes — ' Si flumina sylvasque inglorius amet ; ' l or whether, as his family increased in age or number, he has turned from his wanderings, and at length found out ' the peaceful hermitage. ' How glowingly the whole scene of that night comes across me: the wild tents, their wilder habitants, the mingled bluntness, poetry, honest good-nature, and spirit of enterprise which con- stituted the chief's nature; the jovial meal and mirth round the wood fire and beneath the quiet stars, and the eagerness and zest with which I then mingled in the merriment. Alas ! — how ill the fastidiousness and re- finement of after-days repays us for the elastic, buoyant, ready zeal, with which our first youth enters into what- ever is joyous, without pausing to ask if its cause and nature be congenial to our habits or kindred to our tastes. After all, there really tvas something philo- sophical in the romance of the jovial gypsy, childish as it seemed ; and I should like much to know if the philo- sophy has got the better of the romance, or the ro- 1 If, unknown to fame, he love the streams and the woods. 112 THE DISOWNED. mance, growing into habit, become commonplace, and lost both its philosophy and its enthusiasm. Well, after I leave Mordaunt, I will try and find out my old friend." With this resolution Clarence's thoughts took a new channel, and he soon entered upon Mordaunt's domain. As he rode through the park, where brake and tree were glowing in the yellow tints which autumn, like ambi- tion, gilds ere it withers, he paused for a moment to recall the scene as he last beheld it. It was then spring, — spring in its first and flushest glory, — when not a blade of grass but sent a perfume to the air, the happy air, — " Making sweet music while the young leaves danced ; " when every cluster of the brown fern, that now lay dull and motionless around him, and amidst which the mel- ancholy deer stood afar off, gazing upon the intruder, was vocal with the blithe melodies of the infant year: the sharp, yet sweet voices of birds, and (heard at in- tervals) the chirp of the merry grasshopper, or the hum of the awakened bee. He sighed as he now looked around and recalled the change , both of time and season ; and with that fondness of heart which causes man to knit his own little life to the varieties of time, the signs of Heaven, or the revolutions of nature, he recog- nized something kindred in the change of scene to the change of thought and feeling which years had wrought in the beholder. Awaking from his reverie, he hastened his horse's pace, and was soon within sight of the house. Vava- sour, during the few years he had possessed the place, had conducted and carried through improvements and additions to the old mansion upon a scale equally costly THE DISOWNED. 113 and judicious. The heavy and motley magnificence of the architecture in which the house had been built re- mained unaltered; but a wing on either side, though exactly corresponding in style with the intermediate building, gave, by the long colonnade which ran across the one, and the stately windows which adorned the other, an air not only of grander extent but more cheer- ful lightness to the massy and antiquated pile. It was assuredly, in the point of view by which Clarence now approached it, a structure which possessed few superiors in point of size and effect, and harmonized so well with the noble extent of the park, the ancient woods, and the venerable avenues, that a very slight effort of imagina- tion might have poured from the massive portals the pageantries of old days, and the gay galliard of chivalric romance with which the scene was in such accordance, and which in a former age it had so often witnessed. Ah, little could any one who looked upon that gor- geous pile, and the broad lands which, beyond the boundaries of the park, swelled on the hills of the dis- tant landscape, studded at frequent intervals with the spires and villages which adorned the wide baronies of Mordaunt, — little could he who thus gazed around have imagined that the owner of all he surveyed had passed the glory and verdure of his manhood in the bitterest struggles with gnawing want and rebellious pride and urgent passion, without friend or aid but his own haughty and supporting virtue, sentenced to bear yet in his wasted and barren heart the sign of the storm he had resisted, and the scathed token of the lightning he had braved. None but Crauford, who had his own reasons for taciturnity, and the itinerant broker, easily bribed into silence, had ever known of the extreme pov- erty from which Mordaunt had passed to his rightful VOL. II. — 8 114 THE DISOWNED. possessions. It was whispered, indeed, that he had heen reduced to narrow and straitened circumstances; hut the whisper had been only the breath of rumor, and the imagined poverty far short of the reality: for the pride of Mordaunt (the great, almost the sole failing in his character) could not endure that all he had borne and baffled should be bared to the vulgar eye; and, by a rare anomaly of mind, indifferent as he was to renown, he was morbidly susceptible of shame. "When Clarence rang at the ivy -covered porch, and made inquiry for Mordaunt, he was informed that the latter was in the park, by the river, where most of his hours during the daytime were spent. " Shall I send to acquaint him that you are come, sir 1 " said the servant. " No," answered Clarence; " I will leave my horse to one of the grooms, and stroll down to the river in search of your master. " Suiting the action to the word, he dismounted, con- signed his steed to the groom, and following the direc- tion indicated to him, bent his way to the " river." As he descended the hill, the brook (for it did not deserve, though it received, a higher name) opened en- chantingly upon his view. Amidst the fragrant reed and the wild-flower, still sweet, though fading, and tufts of tedded grass, all of which, when crushed be- neath the foot, sent a mingled tribute to its sparkling waves, the wild stream took its gladsome course, — now contracted by gloomy firs, which, bending over the water, cast somewhat of their own sadness upon its sur- face ; now glancing forth from the shade, as it " broke into dimples, and laughed in the sun;" now washing the gnarled and spreading roots of some lonely ash, which, hanging over it still and droopingly, seemed, THE DISOWNED. 115 the hermit of the scene, to moralize on its noisy and various wanderings; now winding round the hill, and losing itself at last amidst thick copses, where day did never more than wink and glimmer, and where, at night, its waters, brawling through their stony channel, seemed like a spirit's wail, and harmonized well with the scream of the gray owl, wheeling from her dim retreat, or the moaning and rare sound of some solitary deer. As Clarence's eye roved admiringly over the scene before him, it dwelt at last upon a small building situ- ated on the wildest part of the opposite bank; it was entirely overgrown with ivy, and the outline only re- mained to show the Gothic antiquity of the architecture. It was a single square tower, built none knew when or wherefore, and consequently the spot of many vagrant guesses and wild legends among the surrounding gos- sips. On approaching yet nearer, he perceived, alone and seated on a little mound beside the tower, the object of his search. Mordaunt was gazing with vacant yet earnest eye upon the waters beneath; and so intent was either his mood or look, that he was unaware of Clarence's ap- proach. Tears, fast and large, were rolling from those haughty eyes which men who shrank from their indif- ferent glance little deemed were capable of such weak and feminine emotion. Far, far through the aching void of time, were the thoughts of the reft and solitary mourner; they were dwelling in all the vivid and keen intensity of grief which dies not, upon the day when, about that hour and on that spot, he sat, with Isabel's young cheek upon his bosom, and listened to a voice now only heard in dreams. He recalled the moment when the fatal letter, charged with change and poverty, was given to him, and the pang which had rent his heart 116 THE DISOWNED. as he looked around upon a scene over which spring had just then breathed, and which he was about to leave to a fresh summer and a new lord; and then that deep, fond, half-fearful gaze with which Isabel had met his eye, and the feeling, proud even in its melancholy, with which he had drawn towards his breast all that earth had left to him, and thanked God in his heart of hearts that she was spared. " And I am once more master," thought he, " not only of all I then held, but all which my wealthier forefathers possessed. But she who was the sharer of my sorrows and want, — oh, where is she? Rather, ah! rather a hundredfold that her hand was still clasped in mine, and her spirit supporting me through poverty and trial, and her soft voice murmuring the comfort that steals away care, than to be thus heaped with wealth and honor, and alone, — alone, where never more can come love, or hope, or the yearnings of affection, or the sweet fulness of a heart that seems fathomless in its tenderness, yet overflows! Had my lot, when she left me, been still the steepings of bitterness, the stings of peimry, the moody silence of hope, the damp and chill of sunless and aidless years, which rust the very iron of the soul away, — had my lot been thus, as it had been, I could have borne her death, I could have looked upon her grave, and wept not: nay, I could have comforted my own struggles with the memory of her escape; but thus, at the very moment of prosperity, to leave the altered and promising earth, ' to house with darkness and with death,' — no little gleam of sunshine, no brief recompense for the agonizing past, no momentary respite between tears and the tomb. Oh, Heaven! what — ■ what avail is a wealth which comes too late, when she, who could alone have made wealth bliss is dust; and THE DISOWNED. 117 the light that should have gilded many and happy days, flings only a ghastly glare upon the tomb 1 " Starting from these reflections, Mordaunt half uncon- sciously rose, and dashing the tears from his eyes, was about to plunge into the neighboring thicket, when, looking up, he beheld Clarence, now within a few paces of him. He started, and seemed for one moment irreso- lute whether to meet or shun his advance, but, probably deeming it too late for the latter, he banished, by one of those violent efforts with which men of proud and strong minds vanquish emotion, all outward sign of the past agony, and hastening towards his guest, greeted him with a welcome which, though from ordinary hosts it might have seemed cold, appeared to Clarence, who knew his temper, more cordial than he had ventured to anticipate. 118 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER LXI. My father urged me sair, But my mither did na speak, Though she looked into my face Till my heart was like to break. Auld Robin Gray. " It is rather singular," said Lady Westborough to her daughter, as they sat alone one afternoon in the music- room at Westborough Park, — " it is rather singular that Lord Ulswater should not have come yet. He said lie should certainly be here before three o'clock." " You know, mamma, that he has some military duties to detain him at W ," answered Lady Flora, bending over a drawing, in which she appeared to be earnestly engaged. " True, my dear, and it was very kind in Lord to quarter the troop he commands in his native county ; and very fortunate that W , being his headquarters, should also be so near us. But I cannot conceive that any duty can be sufficiently strong to detain him from you," added Lady Westborough, who had been accus- tomed all her life to a devotion unparalleled in this age. " You seem very indulgent, Flora." "Alas! — she should rather say very indifferent," thought Lady Flora; but she did not give her thought utterance, — she only looked up at her mother for a moment, and smiled faintly. Whether there was something in that smile, or in the pale cheek of her daughter, that touched her, we know THE DISOWNED. 119 not, but Lady "Westborough was touched ; she threw her arms round Lady Flora's neck, kissed her fondly, and said, " You do not seem well to-day, my love, — are you?" " Oh! very, very well," answered Lady Mora, return- ing her mother's caress, and hiding her eyes, to which the tears had started. " My child," said Lady Westborough," you know that both myself and your father are very desirous to see you married to Lord Ulswater: of high and ancient birth, of great wealth, young, unexceptionable in person and character, and warmly attached to you, — it would be impossible even for the sanguine heart of a parent to ask for you a more eligible match. But if the thought really does make you wretched, — and yet, how can it?" " I have consented," said Flora, gently: " all I ask is, do not speak to me more of the — the event than you can avoid. " Lady Westborough pressed her hand, sighed, and replied not. The door opened, and the marquess, who had within the last year become a cripple Avith the great man's malady, dira podagra , was wheeled in on his easy-chair: close behind him followed Lord Ulswater. "I have brought you," said the marquess, who piqued himself on a vein of dry humor, — "I have brought you, young lady, a consolation for my ill humors. Few gouty old fathers make themselves as welcome as I do, — eh, Ulswater! " " Dare I apply to myself Lord West-borough's compli- ment?" said the young nobleman, advancing towards Lady Flora; and drawing his seat near her, he entered into that whispered conversation so significant of court- 120 THE DISOWNED. ship. But there was little in Lady "Flora's manner by which an experienced eye would have detected the bride- elect: no sudden blush, no downcast yet sidelong look, no trembling of the hand, no indistinct confusion of the voice, struggling with unanalyzed emotions. No, — all was calm, cold, listless: her check changed not tint nor hue; and her words, clear and collected, seemed to con- tradict whatever the low murmurs of her betrothed might well be supposed to insinuate. But, even in his behavior, there was something which, had Lady West- borough been less contented than she was with the exter- nals and surface of manner, would have alarmed her for her daughter. A cloud, sullen and gloomy, sat upon his brow, and his lip alternately quivered with some- thing like scorn, or was compressed with a kind of stifled passion. Even in the exultation that sparkled in his eye, when he alluded to their approaching marriage, there was an expression that almost might have been termed fierce, and certainly was as little like the true orthodox ardor of "gentle swain," as Lady Flora's sad and half-unconscious coldness resembled the diffident passion of the " blushing maiden." " You have considerably passed the time in which we expected you, my lord," said Lady Westborough, who, as a beauty herself, was a little jealous of the deference due to the beauty of her daughter. " It is true," said Lord Ulswater, glancing towards the opposite glass, and smoothing his right eyebrow with his forefinger, — " it is true, but I could not help it. I had a great deal of business to do with my troop, — I have put them into a new manoeuvre. Do you know, my lord" (turning to the marquess), "I think it very likely the soldiers may have some work on the of this month." THE DISOWNED. 121 "Where and wherefore?" asked Lord "VYestborough , whom a sudden twinge forced into the laconic. " At W . Some idle fellows hold a meeting there on that day ; and if I may judge by bills and advertise- ments, chalkings on the Avails, and, more than all, pop- ular rumor, I have no doubt but what riot and sedition are intended, — the magistrates are terribly frightened. I hope we shall have some cutting and hewing, — I have no patience with the rebellious dogs. " " For shame, — for shame ! " cried Lady Westborough, who, though a worldly, was by no means an unfeeling woman ; " the poor people are misguided, — they mean no harm." Lord Ulswater smiled scornfully. " I never dispute upon politics, but at the head of my men," said he, and turned the conversation. Shortly afterwards Lady Flora, complaining of indis- position, rose, left the apartment, and retired to her own room. There she sat, motionless and white as death, for more than an hour. A day or two afterwards, Miss Trevanion received the following letter from her: — Most heartily, most truly do I congratulate you, my dear- est Eleanor, upon your approaching marriage. You may reasonably hope for all that happiness can afford ; and though you do affect (for I do not think that you fed) a fear lest you should not be able to fix a character, volatile and light, like your lover's, yet, when I recollect his warmth of heart and high sense, and your beauty, gentleness, charms of conversa- tion, and purely disinterested love for one whose great worldly advantages might so easily bias or adulterate affection, I own that I have no dread for your future fate, no feeling that can at all darken the brightness of anticipation. Thank you, dearest, for the delicate kindness with which you allude to ray destiny, — me, indeed, you cannot congratulate as I can you. But do not grieve for me, my own generous Eleanor : if not 122 THE DISOWNED. happy, I shall, I trust, be at least contented. My poor father implored me with tears in his eyes, — my mother pressed my hand, but .spoke not; and I — I whose affections were with- ered, and hopes strewn, should I not have been hard-hearted indeed if they had not wrung from me a consent ? And, oh ! should I not be utterly lost, if in that consent which blessed them, I did not find something of peace and consolation 1 Yes, dearest, in two months, only two months, I shall be Lord Ulswater's wife ; and, when we meet, you shall look, narrowly at me, and see if he or you have any right to com- plain of me. Have you seen Mr. Linden lately 1 Yet, do not answer the question ; I ought not to cherish still that fatal, clinging inter- est for one who has so utterly forgotten me. But I do rejoice in his prosperity : and when I hear his praises and watch his career, I feel proud that I should once have loved him ! Oh, how could he be so false, so cruel, in the A r ery midst of his professions of undying, unswerving faith to me, at the very moment when I was ill, miserable, wasting my very heart for anxiety on his account, — and such a woman too ! And had he loved me, even though his letter was returned, would not his conscience have told him he deserved it, and would he not have sought me out in person, and endeavored to win from my folly his forgiveness ? But without attempting to see me, or speak to me, or soothe a displeasure so natural, to leave the country in silence, almost in disdain ; and when we met again, to greet me with coldness and hauteur, and never betray by word, sigh, or look, that he had ever been to me more than the merest stranger I Fool, fool that I am, to waste another thought upon him ; but I will not, and ought not to do so. In two months I shall not even have the privilege of remembrance. I wish, Eleanor, — for I assure you that I have tried and tried, — that I could find anything to like and esteem (since love is out of the question) in this man who seems so great, and, to me, so unaccountable a favorite with my parents. His countenance and voice are so harsh and stern ; his manner at once so self-complacent and gloomy ; his sentiments so narrow THE DISOWNED. 123 even in their notions of honor; his very courage so savage, and his pride so constant and offensive, — that I in vain endeavor to persuade myself of his virtues, and recur, at least, to the un- wearying affection for me which he professes. It is true that he has been three times refused ; that I have told him I can- not love him ; that I have even owned former love to another : he still continues his suit, and by dint of long hope has at length succeeded. But at times I could almost think that he married me from very hate, rather than love, there is such an artificial smoothness in his stern voice, such a latent meaning in his eye; and when he thinks I have not noticed him, I have, on suddenly turning towards him, perceived so dark and lower- ing an expression upon his countenance that my heart has died within me for very fear. Had my mother been the least less kind, my father the least less urgent, I think, nay, I know, I could not have gained such a victory over myself as I have done in consenting to the day. But enough of this. I did not think I should have run on so long and so foolishly; but we, dearest, have been children and girls and women together : we have loved each other with such fondness and unreserve, that opening my heart to you seems only another phrase for thinking aloud. However, in two months I shall have no right even to thoughts, — perhaps I may not even love you. Till then, dearest Eleanor, I am, as ever, your affectionate and faithful friend, F. A. Had Lord "Westborough, indeed, been " less urgent," or her mother " less kind," nothing could have wrung from Lady Flora her consent to a marriage so ungenial and ill-omened. Thrice had Lord Ulswater (then Lord Borodaile) been refused, before finally accepted; and those who judge only from the ordinary effects of pride, would be astonished that he should have still persevered. But his pride was that deep-rooted feeling which, so far 124 THE DISOWNED. from being repelled by a single blow, fights stubbornly and doggedly onward till the battle is over and its object gained. From the moment he had resolved to address Lady Flora Ardenne, he had also resolved to win her. For three years, despite of a refusal, first gently, then more peremptorily urged, he fixed himself in her train. He gave out that he was her affianced. In all parties, in all places, he forced himself near her, unheeding alike of her frowns or indifference; and his rank, his hauteur, his fierceness of mien, and acknowl- edged courage, kept aloof all the less arrogant and hardy pretenders to Lady Flora's favor. For this, indeed, she rather thanked than blamed him; and it was the only thing which in the least reconciled her modesty to his advances, or her pride to his presumption. He had been prudent as well as bold. The father he had served, and the mother he had won. Lord West- borough, addicted a little to politics, a good deal to show, and devotedly to gaming, was often greatly and seriously embarrassed. Lord Ulswater, even during the life of his father (who was lavishly generous to him), was provided with the means of relieving his intended father-in-law's necessities; and caring little for money in comparison to a desired object, he was willing enough, we do not say to bribe, but to influence Lord West- borough's consent. These matters of arrangement were by no means concealed from the marchioness, who, herself ostentatious and profuse, was in no small degree benefited by them ; and though they did not solely procure, yet they certainly contributed to conciliate her favor. Few people are designedly and systematically wicked: even the worst find good motives for bad deeds; and are as intent upon discovering glosses for conduct, to deceive THE DISOWNED. 125 themselves, as to delude others. What wonder, then, that poor Lady Westborough, never too rigidly addicted to self-examination, and viewing all things through a very worldly medium, saw only, in the alternate art and urgency employed against her daughter's real happiness, the various praiseworthy motives of permanently disen- tangling Lady Flora from an unworthy attachment, of procuring for her an establishment proportioned to her rank, and a husband whose attachment, already shown b} T such singular perseverance, was so likely to afford her everything which, in Lady Westborough 's eyes, con- stituted felicity. All our friends, perhaps, desire our happiness; hut then it must invariably be in their own way. What a pity that they do not employ the same zeal in making us happy in ours ! 126 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER LXIL If thou criest after Knowledge, and liftest up thy voice for under- standing , If thou seekest her as silver, and searchest for her as for hid treasures ; Then shalt thou understand the fear of the Lord, and find the knowledge of God. Proverbs, ii. 3, 4, 5. While Clarence was thus misjudged by one whose affections and conduct he, in turn, naturally misinter- preted; while Lady Flora was alternately struggling against and submitting to the fate which Lady West- borough saw approach with gladness, the father with indifference, and the bridegroom with a pride that par- took less of rapture than revenge, — our unfortunate lover was endeavoring to glean, from Mordaunt's conversation and example, somewhat of that philosophy so rare except in the theories of the civilized and the occasional prac- tice of the barbarian, which, though it cannot give us a charm against misfortune, bestows at least upon us the energy to support it. We have said already, that when the first impression produced by -Mordaunt's apparent pride and coldness wore away, it required little penetration to discover the benev- olence and warmth of his mind. But none ignorant of his original disposition, or the misfortunes of his life, could ever have pierced the depth of his self-sacrificing nature, or measured the height of his lofty and devoted virtue. Many men may perhaps be found who will give up to duty a cherished wish, or even a darling vice, THE DISOWNED. 127 but few will ever renounce to it their rooted tastes, or the indulgence of those habits which have almost become, by long use, their happiness itself. Naturally melan- choly and thoughtful, feeding the sensibilities of his heart upon fiction, and though addicted to the cultiva- tion of reason rather than fancy, having perhaps more of the deeper and acuter characteristics of the poet than those calm and half-callous properties of nature, sup- posed to belong to the metaphysician and the calculating moralist, Mordaunt was above all men fondly addicted to solitude, and inclined to contemplations less useful than profound. The untimely death of Isabel, whom he had loved with that love which is the vent of hoarded and passionate musings, long nourished upon romance, and lavishing the wealth of a soul that overflows with se- creted tenderness, upon the first object that can bring reality to fiction, — that event had not only darkened melancholy into gloom, but had made loneliness still more dear to his habits by all the ties of memory, and all the consecrations of regret. The companionless wanderings, the midnight closet, the thoughts which, as Hume said of his own, could not exist in the world, but were all busy with life in seclusion, — these were ren- dered sweeter than ever to a mind for which the ordinary objects of the world were now utterly loveless; and the musings of solitude had become, as it were, a rightful homage and offering to the dead. We may form, then, some idea of the extent to which, in Mordaunt's charac- ter, principle predominated over inclination, and regard for others over the love of self, when we see him tearing his spirit from its beloved retreats and abstracted con- templations, and devoting it to duties from which its fastidious and refined characteristics were particularly calculated to revolt. When we have considered hi3 123 THE DISOWNED. attachment to the hermitage, we can appreciate tho virtue which made him among the mosi active citizens in the great world ; when we have considered the natural .selfishness of grief, the pride of philosophy, the indolence of meditation, the eloquence of wealth, which says, "Rest and toil not," and the temptation within, which says, "Obey the voice;" — when we have considered these, we can perhaps do justice to the man who, some- times on foot and in the coarsest attire, travelled from inn to inn, and from hut to hut; who made human misery the object of his search, and human happiness of his desire, who, breaking aside an aversion to rude con- tact, almost feminine in its extreme, voluntarily sought the meanest companions, and subjected himself to the coarsest intrusions; for whom the wail of affliction, or the moan of hunger, was as a summons which allowed neither hesitation nor appeal ; who seemed possessed of a ubiquity for the purposes of good, almost resembling that attributed to the wanderer in the magnificent fable of " Melmoth," for the temptations to evil; who, by a zeal and labor that brought to habit and inclination a thousand martyrdoms, made his life a very hour-glass, in which each sand was a good deed or a virtuous design. Many plunge into public affairs, to which they have had a previous distaste, from the desire of losing the memory of a private affliction; but so far from wishing to heal the wounds of remembrance by the anodynes which society can afford, it was only in retirement that Mor- daunt found the flowers from which balm could be dis- tilled. Many arc through vanity magnanimous, and benevolent from the selfishness of fame ; but so far from seeking applause, where he bestowed favor, Mordaunt had sedulously shrouded himself in darkness and dis- guise. And, by that increasing propensity to quiet, so THE DISOWNED. 129 often found among those addicted to lofty or abstruse contemplation, he had conquered the ambition of youth with the philosophy of a manhood that had forestalled the affections of age. Many, in short, have become great or good to the community by individual motives easily resolved into common and earthly elements of de- sire; but tbey who inquire diligently into human nature have not often the exalted happiness to record a char- acter like JMordaunt's, actuated purely by a systematic principle of love, which covered mankind, as heaven does earth, with an atmosphere of light extending to the remotest corners, and penetrating the darkest recesses. It was one of those violent and gusty evenings which give to an English autumn something rude, rather than gentle in its characteristics, that Mordaunt and Clarence sat together, "And sowed the hours with various seeds of talk." The young Isabel, the only living relic of the departed one, sat by her father's side upon the floor; and though their discourse was far beyond the comprehension of her years, yet did she seem to listen with a quiet and ab- sorbed attention. In truth, child as she was, she so loved, and almost worshipped her father, that the very tones of his voice had in them a charm which could always vibrate, as it were, to her heart, and hush her into silence; and that melancholy and deep, though somewhat low voice, when it swelled or trembled with thought, — which in Mordaunt was feeling, — made her sad, she knew not why; and when she heard it, she would creep to his side, and put her little hand on his, and look up at him with eyes in whose tender and glistening blue the spirit of her mother seemed to float. She was serious and thoughtful and loving beyond the VOL. II. — 9 130 THE DISOWNED. usual capacities of childhood; perhaps her solitary condition, and habits of constant intercourse with one so grave as Mordaunt, and who always, when not absent on his excursions of charity, loved her to be with him, had given to her mind a precocity of feeling, and tinc- tured the simplicity of infancy with what ought to have been the colors of after years. She was not inclined to the sports of her age, — she loved, rather, and above all else, to sit by Mordaunt's side, and silently pore over some book, or feminine ta.sk, and to steal her eyes every now and then away from her employment, in order to watch his motions, or provide for whatever her vigilant kindness of heart imagined he desired. And often, when he saw her fairy and lithe form hovering about him, and attending on his wants, or her beautiful coun- tenance glow with pleasure, when she fancied she sup- plied them, he almost believed that Isabel yet lived, though in another form, and that a love, so intense and holy as hers had been, might transmigrate, but could not perish. The young Isabel had displayed a passion for music so early that it almost seemed innate; and as, from the mild and wise education she received, her ardor had never been repelled on the one hand or overstrained on the other, so, though she had but just passed her seventh year, she had attained to a singular proficiency in the art, — an art that suited well with her lovely face and fond feelings and innocent heart; and it was almost heavenly, in the literal acceptation of the word, to hear her sweet though childish voice swell along the still, pure airs of summer, and her angelic countenance all rapt and brilliant with the enthusiasm which her own melodies created. Never had she borne the bitter breath of unkindness, THE DISOWNED. 131 nor writhed beneath that customary injustice which punishes in others the sins of our own temper, and the varied fretf ulness of caprice ; and so she had none of the fears and meannesses and acted untruths which so usually pollute and debase the innocence of childhood. But the promise of her ingenuous brow (over which the silken hair flowed, parted into two streams of gold), and of the fearless but tender eyes, and of the quiet smile which sat forever upon the rosy mouth, like Joy watching Love, was kept in its fullest extent by the mind, from which all thoughts, pure, kind, and guile- less, flowed, like waters from a well which a spirit has made holy for its own dwelling. On this evening, we have said that she sat by her father's side and listened — though she only in part drank in its sense — to his conversation with his guest. The room was of great extent, and surrounded with books, over which, at close intervals, the busts of the departed great and the immortal wise looked down. There was the sublime beauty of Plato, the harsher and more earthly countenance of Tully, the only Roman (except Lucretius) who might have been a Greek. There the mute marble gave the broad front of Bacon (itself a world), and there the features of Locke showed how the mind wears away the links of flesh with the file of thought. And over other departments of those works which remind us that man is made little lower than the angels, the stern face of the Florentine who sang of hell, contrasted with the quiet grandeur enthroned on the fair brow of the English poet, — " blind, but bold," — and there the glorious but genial countenance of him who has found in all humanity a friend, conspicuous among sages and minstrels, claimed brotherhood with all. 132 THE DISOWNED. The fire burned clear ami high, casting a rich twilight (for there was qo other light in the room) over that Gothic chamber, and shining cheerily upon the varying countenance of Clarence, and the more contemplative features of his host. In the latter might you see that care and thought had been harsh, but not unhallowed companions. In the lines which crossed his expanse of brow, time seemed to have buried many hopes; but his mien and air, if loftier, were gentler than in younger days; and though they had gained somewhat in dignity, had lost greatly in reserve. There was in the old chamber, with its fretted roof and ancient "garniture," the various books which sur- rounded it, walls that the learned built to survive them- selves, and in the marble likenesses of those for whom thought had won eternity, joined to the hour, the breath- ing quiet, and the hearth -light, by whose solitary rays we love best in the eves of autumn to discourse on graver or subtler themes, — there was in all this a spell which seemed particularly to invite and to harmonize with that tone of conversation, some portions of which we are now about to relate. "How loudly," said Clarence, " that last gust swept by; you remember that beautiful couplet in Tibullus, — • ' Quara juvat immites ventos audire cubantem, Et dominam tenero detinuisse sinu.' " 1 "Ay," answered Mordaunt, with a scarcely audible sigh; "that is the feeling of the lover at the ' immites ventos? but we sages of the lamp make our mistress Wisdom, and when the winds rage without, it is to her that we cling. Sec how from the same object different 1 Swoot on our couch to hear the winds above, And cling with closer heart to her we love. THE DISOWNED. 133 conclusions are drawn ! — the most common externals of nature, the wind and the wave, the stars and the heavens, the very earth on which we tread, never excite in differ- ent bosoms the same ideas ; and it is from our own hearts and not from an outward source, that we draw the hues which color the web of our existence." "It is true," answered Clarence. "You remember that in two specks of the moon the enamoured maiden perceived two unfortunate lovers, while the ambitious curate conjectured that they were the spires of a cathe- dral 1 But it is not only to our feelings, but also to our reasonings, that we give the colors which they wear. The moral, for instance, which to one man seems atro- cious, to another is divine. On the tendency of the same work what three people will agree ? And how shall the most sanguine moralist hope to benefit mankind when he finds that, by the multitude, his wisest endeavors to instruct are often considered but as instruments to pervert ? " " I believe," answered Mordaunt, " that it is from our ignorance that our contentions flow; we debate with strife and with wrath, with bickering and with hatred, but of the thing debated upon we remain in the pro- foundest darkness. Like the laborers of Babel, while we endeavor in vain to express our meaning to each other, the fabric by which, for a common end, we would have ascended to heaven from the ills of earth remains forever unadvanced and incomplete. Let us hope that knowledge is the universal language which shall reunite us. As in their sublime allegory the ancients signified that only through virtue we arrive at honor, so let us believe that only through knowledge can we arrive at virtue ! " " And yet," said Clarence, " that seems a melancholy 134 THE DISOWNED. truth for the mass of the people, who have no time for the researches of wi Join." " IS r ot so much so as at first we might imagine," an- swered Mordaunt: "the few smooth all paths for the many. The precepts of knowledge it is difficult to ex- tricate from error, but, once discovered, they gradually pass into maxims; and thus what the sage's life was con- sumed in acquiring, become the acquisition of a moment to posterity. Knowledge is like the atmosphere, — in order to dispel the vapor and dislodge the frost, our ancestors felled the forest, drained the marsh, and cul- tivated the Avaste; and we now breathe, without an effort, in the purified air and the chastened climate, the result of the labor of generations and the progress of ages! As to-day, the common mechanic may equal in science, however inferior in genius, the friar 1 whom his contemporaries feared as a magician, so the opinions winch now startle as well as astonish may be received hereafter as acknowledged axioms, and pass into ordi- nary practice. We cannot even tell how far the san- guine 2 theories of certain philosophers deceive them when they anticipate for future ages a knowdedge which shall bring perfection to the mind, baflle the diseases of the body, and even protract to a date now utterly un- known the final destination of life: for Wisdom is a palace of which only the vestibule has been entered; nor can we guess what treasures are hid in those cham- bers, of which the experience of the past can afford us neither analogy nor clew." 1 Roger Bacon. - See Condorcel on the Progress of the Human Mind: written some years after the supposed date of this conversation, but in which there is a slight, but eloquent and affecting view of the philosophy to which Mordaunt refers. THE DISOWNED. 135 " It was, then," said Clarence, who wished to draw his companion into speaking of himself, — "it was, then, from your addiction to studies not ordinarily- made the subject of acquisition that you date (pardon me) your generosity, your devotedness, your feeling for others, and your indifference to self?" "You natter me," said Mordaunt, modestly (and we may he permitted to crave attention to his reply, since it unfolds the secret springs of a character so singularly good and pure) , — " you natter me ; hut I will answer you, as if you had put the question without the compli- ment; nor, perhaps, will it be wholly uninstructive , as it will certainly be new, to sketch, without recurrence to events, or what I may call exterior facts, a brief and progressive History of One Human Mind. " Our first era of life is under the influence of the primitive feelings: we are pleased, and we laugh; hurt, and Ave -weep; we vent our little passions the moment they are excited; and so much of novelty have we to perceive, that we have little leisure to reflect. By-and- by, fear teaches us to restrain our feelings: when dis- pleased, we seek to revenge the displeasure, and are punished; we find the excess of our joy, our sorrow, our anger, alike considered criminal, and chidden into re- straint. From harshness we become acquainted with deceit: the promise made is not fulfilled, the threat not executed, the fear falsely excited, and the hope wilfully disappointed, — we are surrounded by systematized de- lusion, and we imbibe the contagion. " From being forced into concealing the thoughts which we do conceive, we begin to affect those which we do not : so early do we learn the two main tasks of life, to suppress and to feign, that our memory will not carry us beyond that period of artifice to a state of 136 THE DISOWNED. nature when the twin principles of veracity and belief were so strong as to lead the philosophers of a modern school into the error of terming them innate. 1 " It was with a mind restless and confused, — feelings which were alternately chilled and counterfeited (the necessary results of my first tuition), — that I was driven to mix with others of my age. They did not like me, nor do I blame them. Les manleres que Von neglige comme cle petltes choses, sont souvent ce qui fait que les hommes deddent de vous en blen ou en mal. 2 Manner is acquired so imperceptibly that we have given its origin to nature, as we do the origin of all else for which our ignorance can find no other source. Mine was unprepossessing: I was disliked, and I returned the feeling; I sought not, and I was shunned. Then I thought that all were unjust to me, and I grew bitter and sullen and morose: I cased myself in the stubborn- ness of pride; I pored over the books which spoke of the worthlessness of man, and I indulged the discontent of myself by brooding over the frailties of my kind. " My passions were strong, they told me to suppress them. The precept was old, and seemed wise, — I at- tempted to enforce it. I had already begun, in earlier infancy, the lesson; I had now only to renew it. For- tunately I was diverted from this task, or my mind, in conquering its passions, would have conquered its powers. I learned in after lessons that the passions are not to be suppressed, — they are to be directed, and when di- rected, rather to be strengthened than subdued. " Observe how a word may influence a life : a man whose opinion I esteemed, made of me the casual and 1 Reid on the Human Mind. 2 Those manners which one neglects as trifling, are often the cause of the opinion, good or bad, formed of you by men. THE DISOWNED. 137 trite remark, that ' my nature was one of which it was impossible to augur evil or good; it might be extreme in either.' This observation roused me into thought: could I indeed be all that was good or evil ; had I the choice, and could I hesitate which to choose 1 But what was good and what was evil? That seemed the most difficult inquiry. " I asked and received no satisfactory reply : in the words of Erasmus, Totius negotii caput acfontem igno- rant, devinant, ac dilirant omnes ; x so I resolved my- self to inquire and to decide. I subjected to my scrutiny the moralist and the philosopher : I saw that on all sides they disputed, but I saw that they greiv virtuous in the dispute; they uttered much that was absurd about the origin of good, but much more that was exalted in its p#aise; and 1 never rose from any work which treated ably upon morals, whatever were its peculiar opinions, but I felt my breast enlightened and my mind ennobled by my studies. The professor of one sect commanded me to avoid the dogmatist of another, as the propagator of moral poison; and the dogmatist retaliated on the professor: but I avoided neither; I read both, and turned all ' into honey and fine gold.' No inquiry into wis- dom, however superficial, is undeserving attention. The vagaries of the idlest fancy will often chance, as it were, upon the most useful discoveries of truth, and serve as a guide to after and to slower disciples of wisdom; even as the peckings of birds in an unknown country indicate to the adventurous seamen the best and the safest fruits. " From the works of men I looked into their lives, and I found that there was a vast difference (though I am not aware that it has before been remarked) between 1 All ignore, guess, and rave about the head and fountain of the whole question at issue. 138 THE DISOWNED. those who cultivated a talent, and those who cultivated the mind: I found that the mere men of genius were often erring or criminal in their lives, hut that vice or crime in the disciples of philosophy was strikingly un- frequent and rare. The extremest culture of reason had not, it is true, been yet carried far enough to preserve the laborer from follies of opinion; but a moderate cul- ture had been sufficient to deter him from the vices of life. And only to the sons of Wisdom, as of old to the sages of the East, seemed given the unerring star, which, through the travail of Earth and the clouds of Heaven, led them at the last to their God! " When I gleaned this fact from biography, I paused, and said, ' Then must there be something excellent in wisdom, if it can, even in its most imperfect disciples, be thus beneficial to morality.' Pursuing this senti- ment, I redoubled my researches, and behold the object of my quest was won! I had before sought a satisfactory answer to the question, ' What is virtue 1 ' from men of a thousand tenets, and my heart had rejected all I had received. ' Virtue,' said some, and my soul bowed reverently to the dictate, — 'virtue is religion.' I heard and humbled myself before the Divine Book. Let me trust that I did not humble myself in vain! But the dictate satisfied less than it awed; for, either it limited virtue to the mere belief, or, by extending it to the practice of religion, it extended also inquiry to the method in which the practice should be applied. But with the first interpretation of the dictate who could rest contented ? — for while in the perfect enforcement of the tenets of our faith all virtue may be found, so in the passive, and the mere belief in its divinity, we find only an engine as applicable to evil as to good. The torch which should illumine the altar has also lighted THE DISOWNED. 139 the stake, and the zeal of the persecutor has been no less sincere than the heroism of the martyr. Rejecting, therefore, this interpretation, I accepted the other: I felt in my heart, and I rejoiced as I felt it, that in the practice of religion the body of all virtue could be found. But in that conviction had I at once an answer to my inquiries 1 Could the mere desire of good be sufficient to attain it, — and was the attempt at virtue synony- mous with success ? On the contrary, have not those most desirous of obeying the precepts of God often sinned the most against their spirit, and has not zeal been frequently the most ardent when crime was the most rife 1 1 But what if neither sincerity nor zeal was sufficient to constitute goodness ; what if in the breasts of the best intentioned, crime had been fostered, the more dangerously, because the more disguised, — what ensued? That the religion which they professed, they believed, they adored, they had also misunderstood ; and that the precepts to be drawn from the Holy Book, they had darkened by their ignorance, or perverted by their passions! Here, then, at once, my enigma was solved; here, then, at once, I was led to the goal of my inquiry! Ignorance and the perversion of passion are but the same thing, though under different names, for 1 There can be no doubt that they who exterminated the Albi- genses, established the Inquisition, lighted the fires at Smithfield, Mere actuated not by a desire to do evil, but (monstrous as it may seem) to do good, — not to counteract, but to enforce what they believed the wishes of the Almighty: so that a good intention, without the enlightenment to direct it to a fitting object, mav be as pernicious to human happiness as one the most fiendish. We are told of a whole people who used to murder their guests, not from ferocity or interest, but from the pure and praiseworthy motive of ohtaimnrj the rjond qualities which they believed, by the murder of the deceased, devolved upon them. 140 THE DISOWN F.I). only by our ignorance are onr passions perverted. There- fore, what followed? — that if by ignorance the greatest of God's gifts had been turned to evil, knowledge ah ae was the light by which even the pages of religion should be read. It followed that the Providence that knew that the nature it had created should be constantly in exercise, and that only through labor comes improve- ment, had wisely ordained that we should toil even for the blessing of its holiest and clearest laws. It had given us, in religion, as in this magnificent world, treasures and harvests which might be called forth in incalculable abundance; but had decreed that through our exertions only should they be called forth: a palace more gorgeous than the palaces of enchantment was before us, but its chambers were a labyrinth which required a clew. " What was that clew? "Was it to be sought for in the corners of earth, or was it not beneficently centred in ourselves ? Was it not the exercise of a power easy for us to use, if we would dare to do so? Was it not the. simple exertion of the discernment granted to us for all else? W r as it not the exercise of our reason? 'Reason!' cried the zealot: 'pernicious and hateful instrument, it is fraught with peril to yourself and to others; do not think for a moment of employing an engine so fallacious and so dangerous.' But I listened not to the zealot; could the steady and bright torch which, even where the Star of Bethlehem had withheld its diviner light, had guided some patient and unwearied steps to the very throne of virtue, become but a deceit- ful meteor to him who kindled it for the aid of religion, and in an eternal cause? Could it be perilous to task our reason, even to the utmost, in the investigation of the true utility and hidden wisdom of the works of THE DISOWNED. 141 God, when God himself had ordained that only through some exertion of our reason should we know either from nature or revelation that He himself existed 1 ? 'But,' cried the zealot again, — ' hut mere mortal wisdom teaches men presumption, and presumption doubt.' ' Pardon me,' I answered, ' it is not wisdom, hut ignorance, which teaches men presumption; genius may he some- times arrogant, but nothing is so diffident as knowledge.'' 'But,' resumed the zealot, ' those accustomed to subtle inquiries may dwell only on the minutiae of faith, — inexplicable, because useless to explain and argue from those minutiae against the grand and universal truth.' Pardon me again : it is the petty not the enlarged mind which prefers casuistry to conviction ; it is the confined and short sight of ignorance which, unable to compre- hend the great bearings of truth, pries only into its narrow and obscure corners, occupying itself in scruti- nizing the atoms of a part, Avhile the eagle eye of wisdom contemplates, in its widest scale, the luminous majesty of the whole. Survey our faults, our errors, our vices, — fearful and fertile field ; trace them to their causes : all those causes resolve themselves into one, — igno- rance! For as we have already seen that from this source flow the abuses of religion, so also from this source flow the abuses of all other blessings, — of talents, of riches, of power; for Ave abuse things, either because we know not their real use, or because, with an equal blindness, we imagine the abuse more adapted to our happiness. But as ignorance, then, is the sole spring of evil, so, as the antidote to ignorance is knowledge, it necessarily follows that, wore we consummate in knowledge, we should be perfect in good. He there- fore who retards the progress of intellect countenances crime, — nay, to a state is the greatest of criminals; ]42 THE DISOWNED. while he who circulates that mental light more precious than tlic visual, is the holiest improver, and the surest benefactor of his race! Nor let us helieve, with the dupes of a shallow policy, that there exists upon the earth one prejudice that can he called salutary, or one error beneficial to perpetuate As the petty fish which is fabled to possess the property of arresting the progress of the largest vessel to which it clings, even so may a single prejudice, unnoticed or despised, more than the adverse blast or the dead calm, delay the hark of knowl- edge in the vast seas of time. " It is true that the sanguineness of philanthropists may have carried them too far; it is true (for the ex- periment has not yet been made) that God may have denied to us in this state the consummation of knowledge and the consequent perfection in good; but because, we cannot be perfect, are we to resolve we will be evil 1 One step in knowledge is one step from sin: one step from sin is one step nearer to Heaven. Oh! never let us be deluded by those who, for political motives, would adulterate the divinity of religious truths: never let us helieve that our Father in heaven rewards most the one talent unemployed, or that prejudice and indolence and fully find the most favor in His sight! The very heathen has bequeathed to us a nobler estimate of His nature; and the same sentence which so sublimely de- clares ' truth is the body of God,' declares also, 'and light is His shadow.' 1 " Persuaded, then, that knowledge contained the key to virtue, it was to knowledge that I applied. The first grand lesson which if taught me was the solution of a phrase most hackneyed, least understood, — namely, * common sense.' - It is in the Portico of the Greek 1 Plato. '- \Hoivovor)fxo(Tvvri, — Sensus communis. THE DISOWNED. 143 sage that that phrase has received its legitimate explana- tion ; it is there we are taught that ' common sense ' signifies ' the sense of the common interest.' Yes! it is the most beautiful truth in morals that we have no such thing as a distinct or divided interest from our race. In their welfare is ours; and by choosing the broadest paths to effect their happiness, we choose the surest and the shortest to our own. As I read and pondered over these truths, I was sensible that a great change was working a fresh world out of the former materials of my mind. My passions, which before I had checked into uselessness, or exerted to destruction, now started forth in a nobler shape, and prepared for a new direction: instead of urging me to individual aggrandizement, they panted for universal good, and coveted the reward of ambition only for the triumphs of benevolence. " This is one stage of virtue, — I cannot resist the belief that there is a higher : it is when we begin to love virtue, not for its objects, but itself. For there are in knowledge these two excellences : first, that it offers to every man, the most selfish and the most exalted, his peculiar inducement to good. It says to the former, ' Serve mankind, and you serve yourself; ' to the latter, ' In choosing the best means to secure your own happi- ness, you will have the sublime inducement of promoting the happiness of mankind. ' " The second excellence of knowledge is that even the selfish man, when he has once begun to love vir- tue from little motives, loses the motives as he in- creases the love ; and at last worships the deity, where before he only coveted the gold upon its altar. And thus I learned to love virtue solely for its own beauty. I said with one who, among much dross, has many particles of ore, ' If it be not estimable in itself, I can 144 THE DISOWNED. see nothing estimable in following it for the sake of a bargain. ' 1 " I looked round the world, and saw often virtue in rags, and vice in purple: the former conduces to happi- ness, it is true, but the happiness lies within, uid not in externals. I contemned the deceitful folly with which writers have termed it poetical justice to make the good ultimately prosperous in wealth, honor, fortu- nate love, or successful desires. Nothing false, even in poetry, can be just; and that pretended moral is, of all, the falsest. Virtue is not more exempt than vice from the ills of fate, but it contains within itself always an energy to resist them, and sometimes an anodyne to soothe, — to repay your quotation from Tibullus: ' Crura sonant ferro, — sed canit inter opus ! ' 2 " When in the depths of my soul I set up that divinity of this nether earth which Brutus never really understood, if, because unsuccessful in its efforts, he doubted its existence, 1 said in the proud prayer with which I worshipped it, ' Poverty may humble my lot, but it shall not debase thee; temptation may shake my nature, but not the rock on which thy temple is based; misfortune may wither all the hopes that have blos- somed around thine altar, but I will sacrifice dead leaves when the flowers are no more. Though all that I have loved perish, — all that T have coveted fade away, 1 may murmur at fate; but I will have no voice but that of homage for thee! Nor, while thou smilest upon my way, would I exchange with the loftiest and happiest of thy foes! More bitter than aught of what I then dreamed have been my trials, but I have fulfilled my vow ! ' 1 Lord Shaftesbury 2 The chaius clank ou its limbs, but it sings amidst its tasks. THE DISOWNED. 145 " I believe that alone to be a true description of virtue, which makes it all-sufficient to itself, — that alone a just portraiture of its excellence, which does not lessen its internal power by exaggerating its outward advantages, nor degrade its nobility by dwelling only on its rewards. The grandest moral of ancient lore has ever seemed to me that which the picture of Prometheus affords: in whom neither the shaking earth, nor the rending heaven, nor the rock without, nor the vulture within, could cause regret for past benevolence, or terror for future evil, or envy, even amidst tortures for the dishonorable prosperity of his insulter ! 1 Who, that has glowed over this exalted picture, will tell us that we must make virtue prosper- ous in order to allure to it, or clothe, vice with misery in order to revolt us from its image! Oh! who, on the contrary, would not learn to adore virtue, from the bit- terest sufferings of such a votary, a hundredfold more than he would learn to love vice from the gaudiest triumphs of its most fortunate disciples 1 " Something there was in Mordaunt's voice and air, and the impassioned glow of his countenance, that, long after he had ceased, thrilled in Clarence's heart, "like the remembered tone of a mute lyre." And, when a subsequent event led him at rash moments to doubt whether virtue was indeed the chief good, Linden recalled the words of that night, and the enthusiasm with which they were uttered, repented that in his doubt he had wronged the truth, and felt that there is a power in the deep heart of man to which even destiny is submitted! 1 Mercury. — See the " Prometheus " of iEschylus. VOL. II. — 10 146 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER LXIII. Will you hear the letter 1 This is the motley minded gentleman that I have before met in the forest. As You Like It. A morning or two after the conversation with which our last chapter concluded, Clarence received the following letter from the Duke of Haverfield: — Your letter, my dear Linden, would have heen answered before, but for an occurrence which is generally supposed to engross the whole attention of the persons concerned in it. Let me see : ay, three, yes, I have been exactly three days mar- ried! Upon my honor, there is much less in the event than one would imagine ; and the next time it happens, I will not put myself to such amazing trouble and inconvenience about it. But one buys wisdom only by experience. Now, however, that I have communicated to you the fact, I expect you, in the first place, to excuse my negligence for not writing before ; for (as I know you are fond of the literce humanio/es, I will give the sentiment the dignity of a quotation) — " Un ve'ritable amant ne connait point d'amis ; " 1 and though I have been three days married, I am still a lover! In the second place, I expect you to be very grateful that, all things considered, I write to you so soon ; it would indeed not be an ordinary inducement that could make me " put pen to paper " (is not that the true vulgar, commercial, academical, metaphorical, epistolary style '.) so shortly after the i'atal ceremony. So, had 1 nothing to say but in reply to your com- ments on state affairs (hang them!!. — or in applause of your Italian friend, of whom 1 say, as Charles IT. said of the 1 A true lover recognizes no friends. — Corneille. THE DISOWNED. 147 honest yeoman, "I can admire virtue, though I can't imitate it !" I think it highly probable that your letter might still remain in a certain box of tortoiseshell and gold (formerly be- longing to the great Richelieu, and now in my possession), in which I at this instant descry, " with many a glance of woe and boding dire," sundry epistles, in manifold handwritings, all classed under the one fearful denomination, — " unanswered." No, my good Linden, my heart is inditing of a better matter than this. Listen to me, and then stay at your host's, or order your swiftest steed, as seems most meet to you. You said rightly that Miss Trevanion, now her Grace of Haverfield, was the intimate friend of Lady Flora Ardenne. I have often talked to her — namely, Eleanor, not Lady Flora — about you, and was renewing the conversation yesterday, when your letter, accidentally lying before me, reminded me of you. Sundry little secrets passed, in due conjugal course, from her possession into mine. I find that you have been believed, by Lady Flora, to have played the perfidious with La Meronville, ■ — that she never knew of your application to her father, and his reply ; that, on the contrary, she accused you of indiffer- ence in going abroad without attempting to obtain an interview, or excuse your supposed infidelity; that her heart is utterly averse to a union with that odious Lord Boro — bah — I mean Lord Ulswater ; and that — prepare, Linden — she still cher- ishes your memory, even through time, change, and fancied desertion, with a tenderness which — which — deuce take it, I never could write sentiment — but you understand me, so I will not conclude the phrase. " Nothing in oratory," said my cousin D , who was, entre nous, more honest than eloquent, "like a break," — "down ! you should have added," said I. I now, my dear Linden, leave you to your fate. For my part, though I own Lord Ulswater is a lord whom ladies in love with the etceteras of married pomp might well desire, yet I do think it would be no difficult matter for j r ou to eclipse him ! I cannot, it is true, advise you to run away with Lady Flora. Gentlemen don't run away with the daughters of gen- tlemen; but. without running away, you may win your be- trothed and Lord ULv.vater's intended. A distinguished mem- 148 THE DISOWNED. ber of the House of Commons, owner of Searsdale, and representative of the most ancient branch of the Talbots, — mon Dieu ! you might marry a queen dowager, and decline settlements I And so, committing thee to the guidance of that winged god who, if three days afford any experience, has made thy friend forsake pleasure only to find happiness, I bid thee, most gentle Linden, farewell. Haverfield. Upon reading this letter, Clarence felt as a man sud- denly transformed. From an exterior of calm and apathy, at the bottom of which lay one bitter and cor- roding recollection, he passed at once into a state of emotion, wild, agitated, and confused; yet, amidst all, was foremost a burning and intense hope, which for long years he had not permitted himself to form. He descended into the breakfast-parlor. Mordaunt, whose hours of appearing, though not of rising, were much later than Clarence's, was not yet down; and our lover had full leisure to form his plans before his host made his entree. "Will you ride to-day?" said Mordaunt : "there are some old ruins in the neighborhood, well worth the trouble of a visit." "I grieve to say," answered Clarence, "that I must take my leave of you. I have received intelligence this morning which may greatly influence my future life, and by which I am obliged to make an excursion to another part of the country, nearly a day's journey, on horseback. " Mordaunt looked at his guest, and conjectured by his heightened color, and an embarrassment which lie in vain endeavored to conceal, that the journey might have some cause for its suddenness and despatch which the young THE DISOWNED. 149 senator had his peculiar reasons for concealing. Alger- non contented himself, therefore, with expressing his regret at Linden's abrupt departure, without incurring the indiscreet hospitality of pressing a longer sojourn beneath his roof. Immediately after breakfast, Clarence's horse was brought to the door, and Harrison received orders to wait with the carriage at W until his master re- turned. Not a little surprised, we trow, was the worthy valet at his master's sudden attachment to equestrian excursions. Mordaunt accompanied his visitor through the park, and took leave of him with a warmth which sensibly touched Clarence, in spite of the absence and excitement of his thoughts; indeed, the unaffected and simple character of Linden, joined to his acute, bold, and cultivated mind, had taken strong hold of Mor- daunt's interest and esteem. It was a mild autumnal morning, but thick clouds in the rear prognosticated rain; and the stillness of the wind, the low flight of the swallows, and the lowing of the cattle slowly gathering towards the nearest shelter within their appointed boundaries, confirmed the inau- spicious omen. Clarence had passed the town of W , and was entering into a road singularly hilly, when he "was aware," as the quaint old writers of former days expressed themselves, of a tall stranger, mounted on a neat, well-trimmed galloway, who had for the last two minutes been advancing towards a closely parallel line with Clarence, and had, by sundry glances and hems, denoted a desire of commencing acquaintance and con- versation with his fellow-traveller. At last he summoned courage, and said, with a respect- ful though somewhat free air, " That is a very fine horse of yours, sir, — I have seldom seen so fast a walker : if 150 THE DISOWNED. all his other paces are equally good, lie must be quite a treasure." All men have their vanities. Clarence's was as much in his horse's excellences as his own; and gratified even with the compliment of a stranger, he replied to it by joining in the praise, though with a modest and measured forbearance, which the stranger, if gifted with penetration, could easily have discerned was more affected than sincere. "And yet, sir," resumed Clarence's new companion, " my little palfrey might perhaps keep pace with your steed; look: I lay the rein on his neck, — and, you see, he rivals; by Heaven, he outwalks yours." Not a little piqued and incensed, Linden also relaxed his rein, and urged his horse to a quicker step; but the lesser competitor not only sustained, but increased his superiority ; and it was only by breaking into a trot that Linden's impatient and spirited steed could overtake him. Hitherto Clarence had not honored his new com- panion with more than a rapid and slight glance ; but rivalry even in trifles begets respect, and our defeated hero now examined him with a more curious eye. The stranger was between forty and fifty, — an age in which, generally, very little of the boy has survived the advance of manhood; yet there was a hearty and frank exhilaration in the manner and look of the person we describe which is rarely found beyond the first stage of youth. His features were comely and clearly cut, and his air and appearance indicative of a man who might equally have belonged to the middle or the upper orders. But Clarence's memory, as well as at- tention, was employed in his survey of the stranger; and he recognized, in a countenance on which time had passed very lightly, an old and ofttimes recalled ac- THE DISOWNED. 151 quaintance. However, he did not immediately make himself known. " I will first see," thought he , " whether he can rememher his young guest in the bronzed stran- ger, after eight years' absence. "Well," said Clarence, as he approached the owner of the palfrey, who was laughing with childish glee at his conquest, — " well, you have won, sir; but the tor- toise might beat the hare in walking, and I content my- self with thinking that at a trot or a gallop the result of a race would have been very different. " " I am not so sure of that, sir," said the sturdy stran- ger, patting the arched neck of his little favorite : " if you would like to try either I should have no objection to venture a trifling wager on the event. " "You are very good," said Clarence, with a smile, in which urbanity was a little mingled with contemptuous incredulity; "but I am not now at leisure to win your money. I have a long day's journey before me, and must not tire a faithful servant; yet I do candidly con- fess that I think " (and Clarence's recollection of the person he addressed made him introduce the quotation) " that my horse ' Excels a common one In shape, in courage, color, pace, and bone.' " 11 Eh, sir! " cried our stranger, as his eyes sparkled at the verses : " I would own that your horse were worth all the horses in the kingdom, if you brought Will Shakespeare to prove it. And I am also willing to confess that your steed does fairly merit the splendid praise which follows the lines you have quoted, — 'Round-hoofed, short-jointed, fetlocks shag and long, Broad breast, full eyes, small head, and nostril wide, High crest, short eai's, straight legs, and passing strong, Thin mane, thick tail, broad buttock, tender hide.' " 152 THE DISOWNED. " Come," said Clarence, " your memory has atoned for your horse's victory, and I quite forgive your conquest in return for your compliment ; but suffer me to ask how long you have commenced cavalier. The Arah's tent is, if 1 err not, more a badge of your profession than the Arab's steed." King Cole (for the stranger was no less a person) looked at his companion in surprise. " So you know me, then, sir! "Well, it is a hard thing for a man to turn honest, when people have so much readier a recollection of his sins than his reform." "Reform!" quoth Clarence; "am I then to under- stand that your majesty has abdicated your dominions under the greenwood tree 1 n " You are," said Cole, eying his acquaintance in- quisitively, — " you are. I fear no more the heat of the sun, Nor the furious winter's rages ; I my worldly task have done, Home am gone and ta'en my wages." "I congratulate you," said Clarence; "but only in part, — for I have often envied your past state, and do not know enough of your present to say whether I should equally envy that." "Why," answered Cole, " after all, we commit a great error in imagining that it is the living wood or the dead Avail which makes happiness. ' My mind to me a king- dom is,' — and it is that which you must envy, if } r ou honor anything belonging to me with that feeling." " The precept is both good and old," answered Clar- ence ; " yet I think it was not a very favorite maxim of yours some years ago. I remember a time when you thought no happiness could exist out of ' dingle and THE DISOWNED. 15 o bosky dell. ' If not very intrusive on your secrets, may I know how long you have changed your sentiments and manner of life 1 The reason of the change I dare not presume to ask. " " Certainly," said the quondam gypsy, musingly, — • " certainly I have seen your face before, and even the tone of your voice strikes me as not wholly unfamiliar; yet I cannot, for the life of me, guess whom I have the honor of addressing. However, sir, I have no hesita- tion in answering your questions. It was just five years ago last summer, when I left the tents of Kedar. I now reside about a mile hence. It is but a hundred yards off the highroad, and if you would not object to step aside and suffer a rasher, or aught else, to be ' the shoeing-horn to draw on a cup of ale,' as our plain forefathers were wont wittily to say, why, I shall be very happy to show you my habitation. You will have a double welcome, from the circumstance of my having been absent from home for the last three days. " Clarence, mindful of his journey, was about to decline the invitation, when a few heavy drops falling, began to fulfil the cloudy promise of the morning. " Trust," said Cole, " one who has been for years a watcher of the signs and menaces of the weather, — we shall have a violent shower immediately. You have now no choice but to accompany me home." " Well," said Clarence, yielding with a good grace, " I am glad of so good an excuse for intruding on your hospitality. ' 0, sky ! Why didst thou promise such a beauteous day, And make me travel forth without my cloak ! ' " " Bravo ! " cried the ex-chief, too delighted to find a comrade so well acquainted with Shakespeare's sonnets 154 THE DISOWNED. to heed the little injustice Clarence had done the sky, in accusing it of a treachery its black clouds had by no means deserved. " Bravo, sir; and now, my palfrey against your steed: trot, — eh, or gallop ? " " Trot, if it must be so," said Clarence, superciliously : " but I am a few paces before you." " So much the better," cried the jovial chief. " Little John's mettle will be the more up: on with you, sir; he who breaks into a canter loses, — on ! And Clarence slightly touching his beautiful steed, the race was begun. At first his horse, which was a remarkable stepper, as the modern Messrs. Anderson and Dyson would say, greatly gained the advantage. " To the right," cried the ci-devant gypsy, as Linden had nearly passed a narrow lane which led to the domain of the ex-king. The turn gave " Little John " an oppor- tunity which he seized to advantage; and to Clarence's indignant surprise, he beheld Cole now close behind — now beside — and now — now — before ! In the heat of the moment he put spurs rather too sharply to his horse, and the spirited animal immediately passed his competi- tor — but — in a canter! "Victoria," cried Cole, keeping back his own steed, — " Victoria : confess it ! " " Pshaw," said Clarence, petulantly. " Nay, sir, never mind it," quoth the retired sover- eign; " perhaps it was but a venial transgression of your horse, — and on other ground I should not have beaten you. " It is very easy to be generous when one is quite sure one is the victor. Clarence felt tins, and muttering out sometbing about the sharp .ingle in the road, turned abruptly from all further comment on the subject, by saying, " We are now, I suppose, entering your territory. THE DISOWNED. 155 Does not this white gate lead to your new (at least new to me) abode 1 ? " "It does," replied Cole, opening the said gate, and pausing as if to suffer his guest and rival to look round and admire. The house, in full view, was of red brick, small and square, faced with stone copings, and adorned in the centre with a gable roof, on which was a ball of glitter- ing metal. A flight of stone steps led to the porch, which was of fair size and stately, considering the pro- portions of the mansion, — over the door was a stone shield of arms, surmounted by a stag's head; and above this heraldic ornament was a window of great breadth, compared to the other conveniences of a similar nature. On either side of the house ran a slight iron fence, the protection of sundry plots of gay flowers and garden shrubs, while two peacocks were seen slowly stalking towards the enclosure to seek a shelter from the increas- ing shower. At the back of the building, thick trees and a rising hill gave a meet defence from the winds of winter; and in front a sloping and small lawn afforded pasture for a few sheep and two pet deer. Toward the end of this lawn were two large fishponds, shaded by rows of feathered trees. On the margin of each of these, as if emblematic of ancient customs, was a common tent; and in the intermediate space was a rustic pleasure- house, fenced from the encroaching cattle, and half hid by surrounding laurel and the parasite ivy. Altogether, there was a quiet and old-fashioned com- fort, and even luxury, about the place, which suited well with the eccentric character of the abdicated chief ; and Clarence, as he gazed around, really felt that he might, perhaps, deem the last state of the owner not worse than the first. 156 THE DISOWNED. Unmindful of the rain, which now "began to pour fast and full, Cole suffered " Little John's " rein to fall over his neck, and the spoiled favorite to pluck the smooth grass beneath, while he pointed out to Clarence the various beauties of his seat. "There, sir," said he; "by those ponds in which, I assure you, old Isaac might have fished with delight, I pass many a summer's day. I was always a lover of the angle, and the farthest pool is the most beau- tiful bathing-place imaginable: as glorious Geoffrey Chaucer says, — ' The gravel 's gold ; the water pure as glass The bankes round the well environing; And softe as velvet the younge grass That thereupon lustily come springing.' " And in that arbor, Lucy — that is, my wife — sits in the summer evenings with her father and our children; and then — ah ! see our pets come to welcome me ," — • pointing to the deer, who had advanced within a few yards of him, but, intimidated by the stranger, would not venture within reach : " Lucy loved choosing her favor- ites among animals which had formerly been wild, and, faith, I loved it too. But you observe the house, sir, — it was built in the reign of Queen Anne; it belonged to my mother's family, but my father sold it, and his son five years ago rebought it. Those arms belong to my maternal ancestry. Look — look at the peacocks creeping along: poor pride theirs that can't stand the shower! But, egad, that reminds me of the rain. Come, sir, let us make for our shelter." And resuming their progress, a minute more brought them to the old-fashioned porch. Cole's ring summoned a man, not decked in " livery gay," but, " clad in serving frock," who took the horses THE DISOWNED. 157 with a nod, half familiar, half respectful, at his master's injunctions of attention and hospitality to the stranger's heast; and then our old acquaintance, striking through a small low hall, ushered Clarence into the chief sitting- room of the mansion. 158 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER LXIV. We are not poor ; although we have No roofs of cedar, nor our brave Baiae, nor keep Account of such a flock of sheep, Nor bullocks fed To lard the shambles ; barbies bred To kiss our hands ; nor do we wish For Pollio's lampries in our dish. If we can meet and so confer Both by a shining salt-cellar, And have our roof, Although not arched, yet weather-proof: And ceiling free From that cheap candle-bawderv ; We '11 eat our bean with that full mirth As we were lords of all the earth. Herrick, from Horace. On entering the room, Clarence recognized Lucy, whom eight years had converted into a sleek and portly matron of about thirty -two, without stealing from her counte- nance its original expression of mingled modesty and good-nature. She hastened to meet her husband with an eager and joyous air of welcome seldom seen on matrimonial faces after so many years of wedlock. A fine, stout boy, of about eleven years old, left a cross-bow, which, on his father's entrance, he had ap- peared earnestly employed in mending, to share with his mother the salutations of the Returned. An old man sat in an arm-chair by the fire, gazing on the three with an affectionate and gladdening eye, and playfully THE DISOWNED. 159 detaining a child of about four years old, who was struggling to escape to dear " papa ! " The room was of oak wainscot, and the furniture plain, solid, and strong, and cast in the fashion still frequently found in those country-houses which have remained unaltered by innovation since the days of George II. Three rough-coated dogs, of a breed that would have puzzled a connoisseur, gave themselves the rousing shake, and deserting the luxurious hearth, came in various welcome to their master. One rubbed himself against Cole's sturdy legs, murmuring soft rejoicings: he was the grandsire of the canine race, and his wick of life burned low in the socket. Another sprang up almost to the face of his master, and yelled his very heart out with joy : that was the son, exulting in the vigor of matured doghood ! — and the third scrambled and tumbled over the others, uttering his paeans in a shrill treble, and chiding most snappishly at his two progenitors for in- terfering with his pretensions to notice: that was the infant dog, the little reveller in puppy childishness! Clarence stood by the door, with his fine countenance smiling benevolently at the happiness he beheld, and congratulating himself that, for one moment, the group had forgotten that he was a stranger. As soon as our gypsy friend had kissed his wife, shaken hands with his eldest hope, shaken his head at his youngest, smiled his salutation at the father-in-law, and patted into silence the canine claimants of his favor, he turned to Clarence, and saying, half bashfully, half good-humoredly, " See what a troublesome thing it is to return home, even after three days' absence. Lucy, dearest, welcome a new friend! " he placed a chair by the fireside for his guest, and motioned him to be seated. 1G0 THE DISOWNED. The chief expression of Clarence's open and hold countenance was centred in the eyes and forehead; and as he now doffed his hat, which had hitherto concealed that expression, Lucy and her husband recognized him simultaneously. " I am sure, sir," cried the former, "that I am glad to see you once more ! " "Ah! my young guest under the gypsy -awning! " exclaimed the latter, shaking him heartily by the hand: " where were my eyes that they did not recognize you before 1 " "Eight years," answered Clarence, "have worked more change with me and my friend here " (pointing to the boy, whom he had left last so mere a child) " than they have with you and his blooming mother. The wonder is, not that you did not remember me before, but that you remember me now! " " You are altered, sir, certainly," said the frank chief. " Your face is thinner, and far graver ; and the smooth cheeks of the boy (for, craving your pardon, you were little more then) are somewhat darkened by the bronzed complexion with which time honors the man." And the good Cole sighed, as he contrasted Linden's ardent countenance and elastic figure, when he had last beheld him, with the serious and thoughtful face of the person now before him; yet did he inly own that years, if they had in some things deteriorated from, had in others improved the effect of Clarence's appearance : they had brought decision to his mien and command to his brow, and had enlarged, to an ampler measure of dig- nity and power, the proportions of his form. Some- thing too there was in his look, like that of a man who has stemmed fate, and won success; and the omen of future triumph, which our fortune-telling chief had THE DISOWNED. 1G1 drawn from his features, when first beheld, seemed already, in no small degree, to have been fulfilled. Having seen her guest stationed in the seat of honor opposite her father, Lucy withdrew for a few moments, and when she reappeared, was followed by a neat-handed sort of Phillis for a country -maiden, bearing such kind of " savory messes " as the house might be supposed to afford. " At all events, mine host," said Clarence, " you did not desert the flesh-pots of Egypt when you forsook its tents. " " Nay," quoth the worthy Cole, seating himself at the table ; " either under the roof or the awning, we may say, in the words of the old epilogue, 1 ' We can but bring you meat and set you stools, And to our best cheer say, You all are welcome.' We are plain people still ; but if you can stay till dinner, you shall have a bottle of such wine as our fathers' honest soids would have rejoiced in." " I am truly sorry that I cannot tarry with you, after so fair a promise," replied Clarence; "but before night I must be many miles hence." Lucy came forward timidly. " Do you remember this ring, sir 1 " said she (presenting one) ; " you dropped it in my boy's frock, when we saw you last." " I did so," answered Clarence. " I trust that he will not now disdain a stranger's offering, — may it be as ominous of good-luck to him as my night in your caravan has proved to me." " I am heartily glad to hear that you have prospered," said Cole, — " now, let us fall to." 1 To the play of " All Fools," by Chapman. VOL. II. — 11 162 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER LXV. Out of these convertites There is much matter to be heard and learned. Shakespeare. "If you are bent upon leaving us so soon," said the honest Cole, as Clarence, refusing all further solicita- tion to stay, seized the opportunity which the cessation of the rain afforded him, and rose to depart, — " if you are bent upon leaving us so soon, I will accompany you back again into the main road, as in duty bound." "What! immediately on your return?" said Clar- ence: "no, no, — not a step. What would my fair hostess say to me if I suffered it t " " Rather what would she say to me if I neglected such a courtesy 1 ? Why, sir, when I meet one who knows Shakespeare's sonnets, to say nothing of the lights of the lesser stars, as well as you, only once in eight years, do you not think I would make the most of him? Be- sides, it is but a quarter of a mile to the road, and I love walking after a shower." "I am afraid, Mrs. Cole," said Clarence, "that I must be selfish enough to accept the offer. " And Mrs. Cole, blushing and smiling her assent and adieu, Clar- ence shook hands with the whole party, grandfather and child included, and took his departure. As Cole was now a pedestrian, Linden threw the rein over his arm, and walked on foot by his host's side. " So," said he, smiling, " I must not inquire into the reasons of your retirement 1 " THE DISOWNED. 163 " On the contrary," replied Cole, " I have walked with you the more gladly from my desire of telling them to you; for we all love to seem consistent even in our chimeras. About six years ago, I confess that I began to wax a little weary of my wandering life; my child, in growing up, required playmates : shall I own that I did not like him to find them among the children of my own comrades? The old scamps were good enough for me, but the young ones were a little too bad for my son. Between you and me only be it said, my juvenile hope was already a little corrupted. The dog Mini — you remember Mini, sir — secretly taught him to filch as well as if he had been a bantling of his own; and, faith, our smaller goods and chattels, especially of an edible nature, began to disappear with a rapidity and secrecy that our itinerant palace could very ill sustain. Among us (that is, gypsies) there is a law by which no member of the gang may steal from another; but my little heavsn-instructed youth would by no means abide by that distinction; and so boldly designed and well executed were his rogueries, that my paternal anxiety saw nothing before him but Botany Bay on the one hand , and Newgate Courtyard on the other. " " A sad prospect for the heir-apparent ! " quoth Clarence. "It was so!" answered Cole, "and it made me de- liberate. Then, as one gets older, one's romance oozes out a little in rheums and catarrhs. I began to perceive that, though I had been bred, I had not been educated as a gypsy ; and what was worse, Lucy, though she never complained, felt that the walls of our palace were not exempt from the damps of winter, nor our royal state from the Caliban curses of ' Cramps and Side-stitches that do pen our breath up.' 104 THE DISOWNED. She fell ill; and during her illness T had sundry bright visions of warm looms and coal liivs, a friend, with whom I could converse upon Chancer, and a tutor for my son who would teach him other arts than those of picking pockets ami pilfering larders. Nevertheless, I was a little ashamed of my own thoughts; and 1 do not know whether they would have been yet put into prac- tice, hut for a trifling circumstance which converted doubt and longing into certainty. " Our crank cutnns had for some time looked upon me with suspicion and coldness: my superior privileges and comforts they had at first forgiven, on account of my birth and my generosity to them ; but by degrees they lost respect for the one and gratitude for the other; and as I had in a great measure ceased from participating in their adventures, or, during Lucy's illness, which lasted several months, joining in their festivities, they at length considered me as a drone in a hive, by no means compensating by my services as an ally for my admittance into their horde as a stranger. You will easily conceive, when this once became the state of their feelings towards me, with how ill a temper they brooked the lordship of my stately caravan, and my assumption of superior command. Above all, the women, who were very much incensed at Lucy's constant seclusion from their orgies, fanned the increasing discontent; and at last I verily believe that no eyesore could have hern more grievous to the Egyptians than m}' wooden habi- tation and the smoke of its single chimney. " From ill-will the rascals proceeded to ill acts: and one dark night, when we were encamped on the very same ground as that which we occupied when we re- ceived yon, three of them, Mini at their head, attacked me in mine own habitation. I verily believe, if they THE DISOWNED. 165 had mastered me, they would have robbed and murdered us all, — except perhaps my son, whom they thought I ill-used by depriving him of Mini's instructive society. Howbeit, I was still stirring when they invaded me, and by the help of the poker and a tolerably strong arm, I repelled the assailants; but that very night I passed from the land of Egypt, and made with all possible expedition to the nearest town, which was, as you may remember, W . " Here, the very next day, I learned that the house I now inhabit was to be sold. It had (as I before said) belonged to my mother's family, and my father had sold it a little before his death. It was the home from which I had been stolen, and to which I had been returned: often in my starlit wanderings had I flown to it in thought ; and now it seemed as if Providence itself, in offering to my age the asylum I had above all others coveted for it, was interested in my retirement from the empire of an ungrateful people, and my atonement, in rest for my past sins in migration. " Well, sir, in short, I became the purchaser of the place you have just seen, and I now think that, after all, there is more happiness in reality than romance: like the laverock, here will I build my nest, — ' Here give my weary spirit rest, And raise my low-pitched thoughts above Earth, or what poor mortals love.' " u And your son," said Clarence, — " has he reformed ? " " Oh, yes," answered Cole. " For my part, I believe the mind is less evil than people say it is; its great characteristic is imitation, and it will imitate the good as well as the bad, if we will set the example. I thank Heaven, sir, that my boy now might go from Dan to Beersheba, and not filch a groat by the way." 1G6 THE DISOWNED. " What do you intend him for ? " said Clarence. " Why, he loves adventure, and, faith, I can't break him of that, for I love it too; so I think I shall get him a commission in the army, in order to give him a fitting and legitimate sphere wherein to indulge his propensities." " You could not do better," said Clarence. " But your fine sister, what says she to your amendment 1 ?" " Oh! she wrote me a long letter of congratulation upon it; and every other summer she is graciously pleased to pay me a visit of three months long; at which time I observe that poor Lucy is unusually smart and uncomfortable. We sit in the best room, and turn out the dogs; my father-in-law smokes his pipe in the arbor instead of the drawing-room; and I receive sundry hints, all in vain, on the propriety of dressing for dinner. In return for these attentions on our part, my sister invariably brings my boy a present of a pair of white gloves, and my wife a French ribbon of the newest pattern; in the evening, instead of my reading Shakespeare, she tells us anecdotes of high life; and when she goes away , she gives us, in return for our hospitality, a very general and very gingerly invitation to her house. Lucy sometimes talks to me about accepting it; but I turn a deaf ear to all such overtures, and so we continue much better friends than we should be if we saw more of each other." " And how long has your father-in-law been with you 1 " " Ever since we have been here. He gave up his farm, and cultivates mine for me; for I know nothing of those agricultural matters. I made his coming a little surprise, in order to please Lucy: you should have witnessed their meeting." THE DISOWNED. 167 " I think I have now learned all particulars," said Clarence ; " it only remains for me to congratulate you ; but are you, in truth, never tired of the monotony and sameness of domestic life 1 " " Yes! — and then I do, as I have just done, — saddle Little John, and go on an excursion of three or four days, or even weeks, just as the whim seizes me; for I never return till I am driven back by the yearning for home, and the feeling that, after all one's wanderings, there is no place like it. Whether in private life or public, sir, in parting with a little of one's liberty one gets a great deal of comfort in exchange." "I thank you truly for your frankness," said Clar- ence ; " it has solved many doubts with respect to you that have often occurred to me. And now we are in the main road, and I must bid you farewell; we part, but our paths lead to the same object, — you return to happiness, and I seek it." " May you find it, and I not lose it, sir," said the wanderer reclaimed; and shaking hands, the pair parted. 1G8 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER LXVL Quicquid agit Rufus, nihil est, nisi Nsevia Rufo, Si gaudet, si net, si tacet, hanc loquitur ; Coenat, propinat, poscit, negat, annuit, una est Nasvia ; si non sit Naevia, mutus erit. Scriberet hesterna patri cum luce salutem Naevia lux, inquit, Naevia nunien, ave. 1 Mart. "The last time," said Clarence to himself, "that I travelled this road, on exactly the same errand that I travel now, I do remember that I was honored by the company of one in all respects the opposite to mine honest host; for, whereas in the latter there is a luxu- riant and wild eccentricity, an open and blunt sim- plicity, and a shrewd sense, which looks not after pence, but peace; so, in the mind of the friend of the late Lady Waddilove, there was a flat and hedged-in primness and narrowness of thought, — an enclosure of bargains and profits of all species: mustard-pots, rings, monkeys, chains, jars, and plum-colored velvet inexpressibles, his ideas, with the true alchemy of trade, turned them all into gold; yet was he also as shrewd and acute as he with whose character he contrasts, — equally with him 1 " Whatever Rufus does is nothing, except Nsevia be at his elbow. Be he joyful or sorrowful, be he even silent, he is still harping upon her. He eats, he drinks, he asks, he denies, he as- sents. Naevia is his sole theme : no Nievia, and he 's dumb. Yes- terday at daybreak lie would fain write a letter of salutation to his father : ' Hail Nievia, light of my eyes/ quoth he ; ' hail Naevia, my divine one.' " THE DISOWNED. 169 seeking comfort and gladness , and an asylum for his old age. Strange that all tempers should have a common object, and never a common road to it. But, since I have begun the contrast, let me hope that it may be extended in its omen unto me ; let me hope that, as my encountering with the mercantile Brown brought me ill- luck in my enterprise, thereby signifying the crosses and vexations of those who labor in the cheateries and overreachings which constitute the vocation of the world, so my meeting with the philosophical Cole, who has, both in vagrancy and rest, found cause to boast of hap- piness, authorities from his studies to favor his inclina- tion to each, and reason to despise what he, with Sir Kenelm Digby, would wisely call 'The fading blossoms of the earth,' — so my meeting with him may prove a token of good speed to mine errand, and thereby denote prosperity to one who seeks not riches, nor honor, nor the conquest of knaves, nor the good word of fools, but happy love, and the bourn of its quiet home." Thus, half meditating, half moralizing, and drawing, like a true lover, an omen of fear or hope from occur- rences in which plain reason could have perceived neither type nor token, Clarence continued, and con- cluded, his day's journey. He put up at the same little inn he had visited three years ago, and watched his opportunity of seeing Lady Flora alone. More for- tunate in that respect than he had been before, such opportunity the very next day presented to him. 170 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER LXVII. Duke. — Sir Valentine ! Thur. — Yonder is Silvia, and Silvia's mine. Val. — Thurio, give back. The Two Gentlemen of Verona. "I think, mamma," said Lady Flora to her mother, " that, as the morning is so beautiful, I will go into the pavilion to finish my drawing." " But Lord Ulswater will be here in an hour, or per- haps less, — may I tell him where you are, and suffer him to join you? " "If you will accompany him," answered Lady Flora, coldly, as she took up her portefeuille, and withdrew. Now the pavilion was a small summer-house of stone, situated in the most retired part of the grounds belong- ing to Westborough Park. It was a favorite retreat with Lady Flora, even in the winter months, for warm carpeting, a sheltered site, and a fireplace, constructed more for comfort than economy, made it scarcely less adapted to that season than to the more genial suns of summer. The morning was so bright and mild that Lady Flora left open the door as she entered; she seated herself at the table, and unmindful of her pretended employ- ment, suffered the portefeuille to remain unopened. Leaning her cheek upon her hand, she gazed vacantly on the ground, and scarcely felt the tears which gathered slowly to her eyes, but, falling not, remained within the fair lids, chill and motionless, as if the thought THE DISOWNED. 171 which drew them there was born of a sorrow less agitated than fixed and silent. The shadow of a man darkened the threshold, and there paused. Slowly did Flora raise her eyes, and the next moment Clarence Linden was by her side, and at her feet. " Flora," said he, in a tone trembling with its own emotions, — " Flora, have years indeed separated us forever, — or dare I hope that we have misconstrued each other's hearts, and that at this moment they yearn to be united with more than the fondness and fidelity of old? Speak to me, Flora, one word." But she had sunk on the chair overpowered, surprised, and almost insensible ; and it was not for some moments that she could utter words rather wrung from, than dic- tated by, her thoughts. " Cruel and insulting, — for what have you come ? — ■ is it at such a time that you taunt me with the remem- brance of my past folly, or your — your — " She paused for a moment, confused and hesitating, but presently re- covering herself, rose, and added, in a calmer tone, " Surely you have no excuse for this intrusion, — you will suffer me to leave you. " "jSTo!" exclaimed Clarence, violently agitated, — " no! Have you not wronged me, stung me, wounded me to the core by your injustice! — and will you not hear now how differently I have deserved from you! On a bed of fever and pain I thought only of you; I rose from it animated by the hope of winning you! Though, during the danger of my wound, and my consequent illness, your parents alone, of all my intimate acquaint- ances, neglected to honor with an inquiry the man whom you professed to consecrate with your regard, yet scarcely could my hand trace a single sentence before I wrote to 172 THE DISOWNED. you requesting an interview, in order to disclose my birth, and claim your plighted faith! That letter was returned to me unanswered, unopened. My friend and benefactor, whose fortune I now inherit, promised to call upon your father, and advocate my cause. Death anticipated his kindness. As soon as my sorrow for his loss permitted me, I came to this very spot. For three days I hovered about your house, seeking the meeting that you would fain deny me now. 1 could not any longer bear the torturing suspense I endured. I wrote to you , — your father answered the letter. Here — here, I have it still: read! — note well the cool, the damning insult of each line! I see that you knew not of this: I rejoice at it! Can you wonder that, on receiving it, I subjected myself no more to such affronts? I hastened abroad. On my return I met you. Where ? In crowds; in the glitter of midnight assemblies; in the whirl of what the vain call pleasure! I observed your countenance, your manner; was there in either a single token of endearing or regretful remembrance 1 None ! I strove to harden my heart; I entered into politics, business, intrigue, — I hoped, I longed, I burned to forget you, but in vain! " At last I heard that rumor, though it had long pre- ceded, had not belied the truth, and that you were to be married, — married to Lord Ulswater! I will not say what I suite red, or how idly I summoned pride to resist affection! But I would not have come now to molest you, Flora, — to trouble your nuptial rejoicings with one thought of me, if, forgive me, I had not suddenly dreamed that I had cause to hope you had mistaken, not rejected, my heart; that — you turn away, Flora! — you blush! — ■ you weep! Oh, tell me, by one word, one look, that I was not deceived! " THE DISOWNED. 173 " No, no, Clarence," said Flora, struggling with her tears; " it is too late, too late, now! Why, why did I not know this before? I have promised, I am pledged! — in less than two months I shall be tbe wife of another! " "Never," cried Clarence, — "never! You promised on a false belief ; they will not bind you to such a promise. Who is he that claims you 1 I am his equal in birth, in the world's name, — and oh, by what worlds his superior in love! I will advance my claim to you in his very teeth, — nay, I will not stir from these do- mains till you, your father, and my rival have repaired my wrongs." " Be it so, sir! " cried a voice behind, and Clarence turned and beheld Lord Ulswater. His dark counte- nance was flushed with rage which he in vain endeavored to conceal ; and the smile of scorn that he strove to summon to his lip made a ghastly and unnatural contrast with the lowering of his brow and the fire of his eyes, — "be it so, sir," he said, slowly advancing, and con- fronting Clarence. " You will dispute my claims to the hand Lady Flora Ardenne has long promised to one who, however unworthy of the gift, knows at least how to defend it. It is well ; let us finish the dispute elsewhere. It is not the first time we shall have met, if not as rivals, as foes." Clarence turned from him without reply ; for he saw Lady Westborough had just entered the pavilion, and stood mute and transfixed at the door with surprise, fear, and anger depicted upon her regal and beautiful countenance. " It is to you, madam," said Clarence, approaching towards her, "that I venture to appeal. Your daughter and I, four long years ago, exchanged our vows; you 174 THE DISOWNED. flattered me with the hope that those vows were not dis- pleasing to you; since then, a misunderstanding, deadly tut the nobleness of his person, the antiquity of his birth, his wealth, his unblemished character, and the interest thrown over his name by the reputation of tal- ent and the unpenetrated mystery of his life, — all pow- erfully spoke in his favor to those of the gentler sex, who judge us not only from what we are to others, but from what they imagine we can be to them. From such allure- ments, however, as from all else, the mourner turned only the more deeply to cherish the memory of the dead; and it was a touching and holy sight to mark the mingled excess of melancholy and fondness with which he watched over that treasure in whose young beauty and guileless heart his departed Isabel had yet left the resem- blance of her features and her love. There seemed be- tween them to exist even a dearer and closer tie than that of daughter and sire; for in both, the objects which usually divided the affections of the man or the child had but a feeble charm: Isabel's mind had expanded beyond her years, and Algernon's had outgrown his time; so that neither the sports natural to her age, nor the ambition ordinary to his, were sufficient to wean or to distract the unity of their love. When, after absence, his well-known step trod lightly in the hall, her ear, which had listened and longed and thirsted for the sound, taught her fairy feet to be the first to welcome his re- turn ; and, when the slightest breath of sickness men- aced her slender frame, it was his hand that smoothed her pillow, and his smile that cheered away her pain; and when she sank into sleep, she knew that a father's heart watched over her through the long but untiring night, — that a father's eye would be the first which, on waking, she would meet. THE DISOWNED. 259 " Oh! beautiful, and rare as beautiful," was that affec- tion: in the parent no earthlier or harder sternness in authority, nor weakness in doating, nor caprice in love; in the child, no fear-debasing reverence, yet no famil- iarity diminishing respect. But Love, whose pride is in serving, seemed to make at once soft and hallowed the offices mutually rendered, — and nature, never coun- teracted in her dictates, wrought, without a visible effort, the proper channels into which those offices should flow ; and that charity which not only covers sins, but lifts the veil from virtues whose beauty might otherwise have lain concealed, linked them closer and closer, and threw over that link the sanctity of itself. For it was Algernon's sweetest pleasure to make her young hands the ministers of good to others, and to drink, at such times, from the rich glow of her angel countenance the purified selfishness of his reward. And when after the divine joy of blessing, which, perhaps, the youngest taste yet more vividly than their sires, she threw her arms around his neck, and thanked him with glad tears for the luxury he had bestowed upon her, how could they, in that gushing overflow of heart, help loving each other the more, or feeling that in that love there was something which justified the excess? Nor have we drawn with too exaggerating a pencil, nor, though Isabel's mind was older than her years, extended that prematureness to her heart. For, where we set the example of benevolence, and see that the example is in nought corrupted, the milk of human kindness will flow not the least readily from the youngest breast, and out of the mouths of babes will come the wisdom of charity and love ! Ever since Mordaunt's arrival in town, he had sought out Wolfe's abode, for the purpose of ministering to the 200 THE DISOWNED. poverty under which he rightly conjectured that the re- publican labored. But the habitation of one, needy, ■ 1 istressed, seldom living long in one place, and far less notorious of late than he had formerly been, was not easy to discover; nor was it till after long and vain search that he ascertained the retreat of his singular acquaint- ance. The day in which he effected this object we shall have hereafter occasion to specify. Meanwhile we return to Mr. Crauford. THE DISOWNED. 261 CHAPTER LXXXII. Plot on thy little hour, and, skein on skein, "Weave the vain mesh, in which thy subtle soul Broods on its venom ! Lo ! behind, before, Around thee, like an armament of cloud, The black Fate labors onward ! Anon. The dusk of a winter's evening gathered over a room in Crauford's house in town, only relieved from the closing darkness by an expiring and sullen fire, beside which Mr. Bradley sat, with his feet upon the fender, appar- ently striving to coax some warmth into the icy palms of his spread hands. Crauford himself was walking up and down the room with a changeful step, and ever and anon glancing his bright, shrewd eye at the partner of his fraud, who, seemingly unconscious of the observation he underwent, appeared to occupy his attention solely with the difficulty of warming his meagre and withered frame. "Aren't you very cold there, sir?" said Bradley, after a long pause, and pushing himself farther into the verge of the dying embers, — " may I not ring for some more coals 1 " "Hell and the — I beg your pardon, ray good Bradley, but you vex me beyond patience: how can you think of such trifles when our very lives are in so im- minent a danger 1 " " I beg your pardon, my honored benefactor; they are indeed in danger! " 2G2 THE DISOWNED. "Bradley, we have but one hope, — fidelity to each other. If we persist in the same story, not a tittle can he brought home to us, — not a tittle, my good Bradley; and though our characters may be a little touched, why, what is a character'? Shall we eat less, drink less, enjoy less, when we have lost it? Not a whit. No, my friend, we will go abroad : leave it to me to save from the wreck of our fortunes enough to live upon like princes." " If not like peers, my honored benefactor." " 'Sdeath ! — yes, yes, very good — he ! he ! he ! if not peers. Well, all happiness is in the senses, and Richard Crauford has as many senses as Viscount Innisdale ; but had we been able to protract inquiry another week, Bradley, why, I would have been my Lord, and you Sir John." "You bear your losses like a hero, sir," said Mr. Bradley. " To be sure ; there is no loss, man, but life, — none ; let us preserve that, — and it will be our own fault if we don't, — and the devil take all the rest. But bless me, it grows late, and, at all events, we are safe for some hours; the inquiry won't take place till twelve to- morrow, — why should we not feast till twelve to-night ? Ring, my good fellow, dinner must be nearly ready." "Why, honored sir," said Bradley, "I want to go home to see my wife, and arrange my house. Who knows but I may sleep in Newgate to-morrow 1 " Crauford, who had been still walking to and fro, stopped abruptly at this speech, and his eye, even through the gloom, shot out a livid and fierce light, before which the timid and humble glance of Mr. Brad- ley quailed in an instant. "Go home! — no, my friend, no, I can't part with you to-night, no, not for an instant. I have many THE DISOWNED. 263 lessons to give you. How are we to learn our parts for to-morrow, if we don't rehearse them beforehand 1 Do you not know that a single blunder may turn what I hope will he a farce into a tragedy 1 Go home! — pooh, pooh, — why, man, I have not seen my wife, nor put my house to rights, and if you do but listen to me, I tell you again and again that not a hair of our heads can be touched. " "You know best, honored sir; I bow to your de- cision." "Bravo, honest Brad! and now for dinner. I have the most glorious champagne that ever danced in foam to your lip. No counsellor like the bottle, believe me! " And the servant entering to announce dinner, Crau- ford took Bradley's arm, and leaning affectionately upon it, passed through an obsequious and liveried row of domestics to a room blazing Avith light and plate. A noble fire was the first thing which revived Bradley's spirit, and as he spread his hands over it before he sat down to the table, he surveyed, with a gleam of glad- ness upon his thin cheeks, two vases of glittering metal formerly the boast of a king, in which were immersed the sparkling genii of the grape. Crauford, always a gourmand, ate with unusual appe- tite, and pressed the wine upon Bradley with an eager hospitality which soon somewhat clouded the senses of the worthy man. The dinner was removed, the ser- vants retired, and the friends were left alone. " A pleasant trip to France! " cried Crauford, filling a bumper. " That 's the land for hearts like ours. I tell you what, little Brad, we will leave our wives behind us, and take, with a new country and new names, a new lease of life. What will it signify to men making love 264 THE DISOWNED. at Paris what fools say of them in London? Another bumper, honest Brad, — a bumper to the girls! What say you to that, oh ? " " Lord, sir, you are so facetious, — so witty! It must be owned that a black eye is a great temptation, — Lira- lira, la-la! " And Mr. Bradley's own eyes rolled joyously. " Bravo, Brad! — a song, a song! but treason to King Burgundy ! Your glass is — " " Empty, honored sir, I know it! — Lira-lira la ! — but it is easily rilled! We who have all our lives been pouring from one vessel into another, know how to keep it up to the last! 'Courage, then, cries the knight, we may yet be forgiven, Or at worst buy the bishop's reversion in heaven ; Our frequent escapes in this world show how true 't is, That gold is the only Elixir Salutis. Derry down, derry down. 1 All yon, who to swindling conveniently creep, Ne'er piddle, — by thousands the treasury sweep ; Your safety depends on the weight of the sum, For no rope was yet made that could tie up a plum. Derry down, etc' " * "Bravissimo, little Brad! — you are quite a wit. See what it is to have one's faculties called out. Come, a toast to old England, the land in which no man ever wants a farthing who has wit to steal it, — ' old England forever! ' — your rogue is your only true patriot! " — and Crauford poured the remainder of the bottle, nearly three parts full, into a beaker, which he pushed to Bradley. That convivial gentleman emptied it at a draught, and faltering out, "Honest Sir John! — room 1 From a ballad called, " The Knight and the Prelate." THE DISOWNED. 2G5 for my Lady Bradley's carriage," dropped down on the floor insensible. Crauford rose instantly, satisfied himself that the in- toxication was genuine, and giving the lifeless body a kick of contemptuous disgust, left the room, muttering, " The dull ass, did he think it was on his back that I was going to ride off ! He! he! he! But stay, let me feel my pulse. Too fast by twenty strokes! One 's never sure of the mind, if one does not regulate the body to a hair! Drank too much, — must take a powder be- fore I start. " Mounting by a back staircase to his bedroom, Crauford unlocked a chest, took out a bundle of clerical clothes, a large shovel-hat, and a huge wig. Hastily, but not carelessly induing himself in these articles of disguise, he then proceeded to stain his fair cheeks with a prepa- ration which soon gave them a swarthy hue. Putting his own clothes in the chest, which he carefully locked (placing the key in his pocket) , he next took from a desk on his dressing-table a purse; opening this, he extracted a diamond of great size and immense value, which, years before, in preparation of the event that had now taken place, he had purchased. His usual sneer curled his lip as he gazed at it. "Now," said he, " is it not strange that this little stone should supply the mighty wants of that grasping thing, man! Who talks of religion, country, wife, children? This petty mineral can purchase them all! Oh, what a bright joy speaks out in your white cheek, my beauty! What are all human charms to yours? Why, by your spell, most magical of talismans, my years may walk, gloating and revelling, through a lane of beauties till they fall into the grave ! Pish ! — that grave is an ugly thought, — a very, very ugly thought! But come, my 2G6 THE DISOWNED. sun of hope, I must eclipse you for a while! Type of myself, — while you hide, I hide also; and when I once more let you forth to the day, then shine out Richard Crauford — shine out!" So saying, he sewed the diamond carefully in the folds of his shirt, and, rear- ranging his dress, took the cooling powder, which he weighed out to a grain with a scrupulous and untrem- bling hand, descended the back stairs, opened the door, and found himself in the open street. The clock struck ten as he entered a hackney-coach and drove to another part of London. " What, so late! " thought he : " I must be at Dover in twelve hours, — the vessel sails then. Humph! — some danger yet! What a pity that I could not trust that fool. He! he! he! — ■ what will he think to-morrow, when he wakes and finds that only one is destined to swing! " The hackney-coach stopped, according to his direction, at an inn in the City. Here Crauford asked if a note had been left for Dr. Stapylton. One (written by him- self) was given to him. " Merciful Heaven ! " cried the false doctor, as he read it, " my daughter is on a bed of death! " The landlord's look wore anxiety, — the doctor seemed for a moment paralyzed by silent woe. He re- covered, shook his head piteously, and ordered a post- chaise and four on to Canterbury without delay. " It is an ill wind that blows nobody good! " thought the landlord, as he issued the order into the yard. The chaise was soon out, the doctor entered, off went the postboys, and Richard Crauford, feeling his diamond, turned his thoughts to safety and to France. A little, unknown man, who had been sitting at the bar for the last two hours, sipping brandy-and-water, and who, from his extreme taciturnity and quiet, had THE DISOWNED. 2G7 been scarcely observed, now rose. " Landlord," said he, " do you know who that gentleman is ? " "Why," quoth Boniface, "the letter to him was di- rected, ' For the Rev. Dr. Stapylton, — will be called for.'" "Ah! " said the little man, yawning, — "I shall have a long night's work of it. Have you another chaise and four in the yard ? " " To be sure, sir, to be sure ! " cried the landlord in astonishment. "Out with it, then! Another glass of brandy -and- water: a little stronger, — no sugar! " The landlord stared, the barmaid stared, even the head- waiter, a very stately person, stared too. " Hark ye," said the little man, sipping his brandy- and-water, " I am a deuced good-natured fellow, so I '11 make you a great man to-night; for nothing makes a man so great as being let into a great secret. Did you ever hear of the rich Mr. Crauford 1 " " Certainly; who has not? " " Did you ever see him ? " " No; I can't say I ever did." " You lie, landlord, — you saw him to-night." " Sir! " cried the landlord, bristling up. The little man pulled out a brace of pistols, and very quietly began priming them out of a small powder-flask. The landlord started back, the head-waiter cried " rape," and the barmaid " murder." " Who the devil are you, sir? " cried the landlord. " Mr. Tickletrout, the celebrated officer, — thief-taker, as they call it. Have a care, ma'am, the pistols are loaded. I see the chaise is out, — there 's the reckoning, landlord." " Lord! I 'm sure I don't want any reckoning, — ■ 208 THE DISOWNED. too great an honor for my poor house to he favored with your company; hut" (following the little man to the door) " whom did you please to say you were going to catch? " "Mr. Crauford, alias Dr. Stapylton." "Lord! Lord! — to think of it, — how shocking! What has he done ? " " Swindled, I helieve." "My eyes! And why, sir, did not you catch him when he was in the bar 1 " "Because then I should not have got paid for my journey to Dover. Shut the door, hoy; first stage on to Canterbury." And, drawing a woollen nightcap over his ears, Mr. Tickletrout resigned himself to his nocturnal excursion. On the very day on which the patent for his peerage was to have been made out ; on the very day on which he had afterwards calculated on reaching Paris, — on that very day was Mr. Eichard Crauford lodged in Newgate, fully committed for a trial of life and death. THE DISOWNED. 269 CHAPTER LXXXIII. There, if, gentle love ! I read aright The utterance that sealed thy sacred bond : 'T was listening to those accents of delight She hid upon his breast those eyes, — beyond Expression's power to paint, — all languishingly fond. Campbell. "And you will positively leave us for London," said Lady Flora, tenderly, "and to-morrow too!" This was said to one who, under the name of Clarence Lin- den, has played the principal part in our drama, and who now, hy the death of his brother, succeeding to the honors of his house, we present to our reader as Clinton L' Estrange, Earl of Ulswater. They were alone in the memorable pavilion ; and though it was winter, the sun shone cheerily into the apartment ; and through the door, which was left partly open, the evergreens, contrasting with the leafless boughs of the oak and beech, could be just descried, furnishing the lover with some meet simile of love, and deceiving the eyes of those willing to be deceived with a resem- blance to the departed summer. The unusual mildness of the day seemed to operate genially upon the birds, — those children of light and song; and they grouped blithely beneath the window and round the door, where the hand of the kind young spirit of the place had so often ministered to their wants. Every now and then, too, you might hear the shrill glad note of the blackbird keeping measure to his swift and low flight, and some- times a vagrant hare from the neighboring preserves 270 THE DISOWNED. sauntered fearlessly by the half-shut door, secure, from long experience, of an asylum in the vicinity of one who had drawn from the breast of nature a tenderness and love for all its offspring. Her lover sat at Flora's feet; and, looking upward, seemed to seek out the fond and melting eyes which, too conscious of their secret, turned bashfully from his gaze. He had drawn her arm over his shoulder; and clasping that small and snowy hand, which, long coveted with a miser's desire, was at length won, he pressed upon it a thousand kisses, — sweeter beguilers of time than even words. All had been long explained, — the space be- tween their hearts annihilated; doubt, anxiety, miscon- struction, those clouds of love, had passed away, and left not a wreck to obscure its heaven. "And you will leave us to-morrow, — must it be to-morrow 1 " "Ah! Flora, it must: but see, I have your lock of hair — your beautiful, dark hair, to kiss, when I am away from you; and I shall have your letters, dearest, — a letter every day; and oh! more than all, 1 shall have the hope, the certainty, that when we meet again, you will be mine forever." " And I, too, must, by seeing it in your handwriting, learn to reconcile myself to your new name. Ah! I wish you had been still Clarence, — only Clarence. Wealth, rank, power, — what are all these but rivals to poor Flora?" Lady Flora sighed, and the next moment blushed ; and, what with the sigh and the blush, Clarence's lip wandered from the hand to the cheek, and thence to a mouth on which the west wind seemed to have left the sweets of a thousand summers. THE DISOWNED. 271 CHAPTER LXXXIV. A Houndsditch man, one of the devil's near kinsmen, — a broker. Every Man in his Humor. We have here discovered the most dangerous piece of lechery that ever was known in the commonwealth. Much Ado about Nothing. It was an evening of mingled rain and wind, the hour about nine, when Mr. Morris Brown, under the shelter of that admirable umbrella of sea-green silk to which we have before had the honor to summon the attention of our readers, was, after a day of business, plodding homeward his weary way. The obscure streets through which his course was bent were at no time very thickly thronged, and, at the present hour, the inclemency of the night rendered them utterly deserted. It is true that now and then a solitary female, holding up, with one hand, garments already piteously bedraggled, and with the other thrusting her umbrella in the very teeth of the hostile winds, might be seen crossing the inter- sected streets, and vanishing amid the subterranean recesses of some kitchen area, or tramping onward amidst the mazes of the metropolitan labyrinth, till, like the cuckoo, " heard," but no longer " seen," the echo of her retreating pattens made a dying music to the reluctant ear; or indeed, at intervals of unfrequent occurrence, a hackney vehicle jolted, rumbling, bumping over the uneven stones, as if groaning forth its gratitude to the elements for which it was indebted for its fare. Some- times also a chivalrous gallant of the feline species ven- 272 THE DISOWNED. tured its delicate paws upon the streaming pavement, and shook, with a small hut dismal cry, the rain-drops from the pyramidal roofs of its tender ears. But, save these occasional infringements on its em- pire, solitude, dark, comfortless, and unrelieved, fell around the creaking footsteps of Mr. Morris Brown. "I wish," soliloquized the worthy hroker, "that I had heen able advantageously to dispose of this cursed um- brella of the late Lady Waddilove; it is very little calculated for any but a single lady of slender shape, and though it certainly keeps the rain off my hat, it only sends it with a double dripping upon my shoulders. Pish! deuce take the umbrella, I shall catch my death of cold ! " These complaints of an affliction that was assuredly sufficient to irritate the naturally sweet temper of Mr. Brown, only ceased, as that industrious personage paused at the corner of the street, for the purpose of selecting the dryest part through which to effect the miserable act of crossing to the opposite side. Occupied in stretching his neck over the kennel, in order to take the fullest survey of its topography which the scanty and agitated lamps would allow, the unhappy wanderer, lowering his umbrella, suffered a cross and violent gust of wind to rush, as if on purpose, against the interior. The rapidity with which this was done, and the sudden impetus, which gave to the inflated silk the force of a balloon, happening to occur exactly at the moment Mr. Brown was stooping with such wistful anxiety over the, pavement, that gentleman, to his inexpressible dismay, was absolutely lifted, as it were, from his present foot- ing, and immersed in a running rivulet of liquid mire, which flowed immediately below the pavement. Nor was this all ; for the wind, finding itself somewhat im- THE DISOV/NED. 273 prisoned in the narrow receptacle it had thus abruptly entered, made so strenuous an exertion to extricate it- self, that it turned Lady Waddilove's memorable relic utterly inside out; so that when Mr. Brown, aghast at the calamity of his immersion, lifted his eyes to heaven, with a devotion that had in it more of expostulation than submission, he beheld, by the melancholy lamps, the apparition of his umbrella, the exact opposite to its legitimate conformation, and seeming, with its lengthy stick and inverted summit, the actual aftid absolute resemblance of a gigantic wine-glass. " Now," said Mr. Brown, with that ironical bitterness so common to intense despair, — "now, that's what I call pleasant." As if the elements were guided and set on by all the departed souls of those whom Mr. Brown had at any time over-reached in his profession, scarcely had the afflicted broker uttered this brief sentence before a dis- charge of rain, tenfold more heavy than any which had yet fallen, tumbled down in literal torrents upon the defenceless head of the itinerant. " This won't do," said Mr. Brown, plucking up cour- age, and splashing out of the little rivulet, once more into terra firma, — " this won't do: I must find a shel- ter somewhere. Dear, dear, how the wet runs down me. I am for all the world like the famous dripping well in Derbyshire. What a beast of an umbrella! — I'll never buy one again of an old lady, — hang me if I do." As the miserable Morris uttered these sentences, which gushed out, one by one, in a broken stream of complaint, he looked round and round — before, behind, beside — for some temporary protection or retreat. In vain, — the uncertainty of the light only allowed him to discover VOL. II. — 18 274 THE DISOWNED. houses in which no portico extended its friendly shelter, and where even the doors seemed divested of the narrow ledge wherewith they are, in more civilized quarters, ordinarily crowned. " I shall certainly have the rheumatism all this win- ter," said Mr. Brown, hurrying onward as fast as he was able. Just then, glancing desperately down a narrow lane, which crossed his path, he perceived the scaffold- ing of a house in which repair or alteration had been at work. A ray of hope flashed across him; he redoubled his speed, and entering the welcome haven, found him- self entirely protected from the storm. The extent of scaffolding was, indeed, rather considerable ; and though the extreme narrowness of the lane, and the increasing gloom of the night, left Mr. Brown in almost total dark- ness, so that he could not perceive the exact peculiari- ties of his situation, yet he was perfectly satisfied with the shelter he had obtained; and after shaking the rain from his hat, squeezing his coat sleeves and lappets, satisfying himself that it was only about the shoulders that he was thoroughly wetted, and thrusting two pocket- handkerchiefs between his shirt and his skin, as pre- ventives to the dreaded rheumatism, Mr. Brown leaned luxuriously back against the wall in the farthest corner of his retreat, and busied himself with endeavoring to restore his insulted umbrella to its original utility of shape. Our wanderer had been about three minutes in this situation, when he heard the voices of two men who were hastening along the lane. "But do stop," said one; and these were the first words distinctly audible to the ear of Mr. Brown, — " do stop: the rain can't last much longer, and Ave have a long way yet to go." THE DISOWNED. 275 "No, no," said the other, in a voice more imperious than the first, which was evidently plebeian, and some- what foreign in its tone, — "no, we have no time. What signify the inclemencies of weather to men feed- ing upon an inward and burning thought, and made, by the workings of the mind, almost callous to the con- tingencies of the frame 1 " " Nay, my very good friend," said the first speaker with positive, though not disrespectful, earnestness, " that may be all very fine for you, who have a consti- tution like a horse ; but I am quite a — what call you it — an invalid, eh! and have a devilish cough ever since I have been in this d — d country, — beg your pardon, no offence to it, — so E shall just step under cover of this scaffolding for a few minutes, and if you like the rain so much, my very good friend, why there is plenty of room in the lane to (ugh — ugh — ugh) — to enjoy it." As the speaker ended, the dim light, just faintly glimmering at the entrance of the friendly shelter, was obscured by his shadow, and, presently afterwards, his companion joining him said, — "Well, if it must be so; but how can you be fit to brave all the perils of our scheme, when you shrink, like a palsied crone, from the sprinkling of a few water-drops 1 " " A few water-fZ>'0/?.s, my very good friend," answered the other; "a few — what call you them, ay — water- falls rather (ugh — ugh) ; but let me tell you, my brother citizen, that a man may not like to get his skin wet with water, and would yet thrust his arm up to the very elbow in blood (ugh — ugh)." "The devil!" mentally ejaculated Mr. Brown, who at the word " scheme," had advanced one step from his 276 THE DISOWNED. retreat, but who now, at the last words of the intruder, drew back as gently as a snail into his shell; and although his person was far too much enveloped in shade to run the least chance of detection, yet the hon- est broker began to feel a little tremor vibrate along the chords of his thrilling frame, and a new anathema against the fatal umbrella rise to his lips. " Ah! " quoth the second, " I trust that it may be so; but to return to our project, — are you quite sure that these two identical ministers are in the regular habit of walking homeward from that Parliament which their despotism has so degraded 1 " " Sure, — ay, that I am; Davidson swears to it! " " And you are also sure of their persons, so that, even in the dusk, you can recognize them? — for you know I have never seen them." "Sure as fivepence! " returned the first speaker, to whose mind the lives of the persons referred to were of considerable less value than the sum elegantly specilied in his metaphorical reply. " Then," said the other, with a deep, stern determina- tion of tone, — "then shall this hand, by which one of the proudest of our oppressors has already fallen, be made a still worthier instrument of the wrath of Heaven ! " " You are a d — d pretty shot, I believe," quoth the first speaker, as indifferently as if he were praising the address of a Norfolk squire. " Never yet did my eye misguide me, or my aim swerve a hair's-breadth from its target! I thought once, when I learned the art as a boy, that in battle, rather than in the execution of a single criminal, that skill would avail me." " Well, we shall have a glorious opportunity to- THE DISOWNED. 277 morrow night! " answered the first speaker; "that is, if it does not rain so infernally as it does this night: hut we shall have a watch of many hours, I daresay." "That matters hut little," replied the other conspira- tor; "nor even if, night after night, the same vigil is renewed and haffled, so that it bring its reward at last." " Right," quoth the first; " I long to be at it! — ugh! ugh ! — what a confounded cough I have : it will be my death soon, I'm thinking." " If so," said the other, with a solemnity which seemed ludicrously horrible, from the strange contrast of the words and object, — " die at least with the sanctity of a brave and noble deed upon your conscience and your name ! " " Ugh! ugh! — I am but a man of color, but I am a patriot for all that, my good friend! See, the violence of the rain has ceased; we will proceed : " and with these words the worthy pair left the place to darkness and Mr. Brown. " Lord! " said the latter, stepping forth, and throw- ing, as it were, in that exclamation, a whole weight of suffocating emotion from his chest, — " what bloody miscreants! Murder his Majesty's ministers! — ' shoot them like pigeons ! ' — ' d — d pretty shot ! ' indeed. O Lord! what would the late Lady Waddilove, who always hated even the Whigs so cordially, say, if she Avere alive ! But how providential that I should have been here ; who knows but I may save the lives of the whole administration, and get a pension, or a little place in the post-office ! I '11 go to the prime minister directly, — this very minute! Pish! i'n't you right now, you cursed thing?" upbraiding the umbrella, which, half- right and half-wrong, seemed endued with an instinc- 278 . THE DISOWNED. tive obstinacy for the sole purpose of tormenting its owner. However, losing this petty affliction in the greatness of his present determination, Mr. Brown issued out of his lair, and hastened to put his benevolent and loyal intentions into effect. THE DISOWNED. 279 CHAPTER LXXXV. When laurelled ruffians die, the Heaven and Earth, And the deep Air give warning. Shall the good Perish and not a sign 1 Anon. It was the evening after the event recorded in our last chapter; all was hushed and dark in the room where Mordaunt sat alone, the low and falling embers burned dull in the grate, and through the unclosed windows the high stars rode pale and wan in their career. The room, situated at the back of the house, looked over a small garden, where the sickly and hoar shrubs, over- ' shadowed by a few wintry poplars and grim firs, sad- dened in the dense atmosphere of fog and smoke which broods over our island city. An air of gloom hung comfortless and chilling over the whole scene externally and within. The room itself was large and old, and its far extremities, mantled as they were with dusk and shadow, impressed upon the mind that involuntary and vague sensation, not altogether unmixed with awe, which the eye, resting upon a view that it can but dimly and confusedly define, so frequently communicates to the heart. There Avas a strange oppression at Mordaunt' s breast, with which he in vain endeavored to contend. Ever and anon an icy but passing chill, like the shivers of a fever, shot through his veins, and a wild and un- earthly and objectless awe stirred through his hair, and his eyes filled with a glassy and cold dew, and sought, as by a self -impulse, the shadowy and impenetrated 2 SO THE DISOWNED. places around, which momently grew darker and darker. Little addicted by his peculiar habits to an over-in- dulgence of the imagination, and .still less accustomed to those absolute conquests of the physical frame over the mental, which seem the usual sources of that feeling we call presentiment, Mordaunt rose, and walking to and fro along the room, endeavored by the exercise to restore to his veins their wonted and healthful circula- tion. It was past the hour in which his da ugh' r retired to rest; but he was often accustomed to steal up to her chamber, and watch her in her young slumbers; and he felt this night a more than usual desire to perform that office of love: so he left the room and ascended the stairs. It was a large old house that he tenanted The staircase was broad, and lighted from above by a glass dome; and as he slowly ascended, and the stars gleamed down still and ghastly upon his steps, he fancied — but he knew not why — that there was an omen in their gleam. He entered the young Isabel's chamber: there was a light burning within; he stole to her bed, and, putting aside the curtain, felt, as he looked upon her peaceful and pure beauty, a cheering warmth gather round his heart. How lovely is the sleep of childhood! What worlds of sweet, yet not utterly sweet associations, does it not mingle with the envy of our gaze! "What thoughts and hopes and cares and forebodings does it not excite! There lie in that yet ungrieved and un- sullied heart what unnumbered sources of emotion ! what deep fountains of passion and woe! Alas! whatever be its earlier triumphs, the victim must fall at last! As the hart which the jackals pursue, the moment its race is begun, the human prey is foredoomed for destruction, not by the single sorrow, but the thousand cares: it may baffle one race of pursuers, but a new succeeds; as THE DISOWNED. 281 fast as some drop off exhausted, others spring up to re- new and to perpetuate the chase, and the fated though flying victim never escapes, hut in death. There was a faint smile upon his daughter's lip, as Mordaunt bent down to kiss it; the dark lash rested on the snowy lid, — ah, that tears had no well beneath its surface ! — and her breath stole from her rich lips with so regular and calm a motion that, like the " forest leaves," it " seemed stirred with prayer ! " 1 One arm lay over the coverlid, the other pillowed her head, in the unrivalled grace of infancy. Mordaunt stooped once more, for his heart filled as he gazed upon his child, to kiss her cheek again, and to mingle a blessing with the kiss. "When he rose, upon that fair, smooth face there was one bright and glisten- ing drop; and Isabel stirred in sleep, and, as if suddenly vexed by some painful dream, she sighed deeply as slip stirred. It was the last time that the cheek of the young and predestined orphan was ever pressed by a father's kiss, or moistened by a father's tear! He left the room silently ; no sooner had he left it, than , as if "without the precincts of some charmed and preserving circle, the chill and presentiment at his heart returned. There is a feeling which perhaps all have in a momen- tary hypochondria felt at times ; it is a strong and shud- dering impression which Coleridge has embodied in his own dark and supernatural verse, that something not of earth is behind us, — that if we turned our gaze back- ward we should behold that which would make the heart as a bolt of ice, and the eye shrivel and parch within its socket. And so intense is the fancy that, vjhen we turn, and all is void, from that very void we 1 And yet the forest leaves seemed stirred with prayer. — Byron. 282 THE DISOWNED. could shape a spectre, as fearful as the image our terror had foredrawn! Somewhat such feeling had Mordaunt now, as his steps sounded hollow and echoless on the stairs, and the stars filled the air around him with their shadowy and solemn presence. Breaking hy a violent effort from a spell of which he felt that a frame some- what overtasked of late was the real enchanter, he turned once more into the room which he had left to visit Isabel. He had pledged his personal attendance at an important motion in the House of Commons for that night, and some political papers were left upon his table which he had promised to give to one of the mem- bers of his party. He entered the room, purposing to stay only a minute: an hour passed before he left it; and his servant afterwards observed that, on giving him some orders as he passed through the hall to the car- riage, his cheek was as white as marble, and that his step, usually so haughty and firm, reeled and trembled, like a fainting man's dark and inexplicable fate! Weaver of wild contrasts, demon of this hoary and old world, that movest through it, as a spirit moveth over the waters, filling the depths of things with a solemn mystery and an everlasting change ! thou sweep- est over our graves, and joy is born from the ashes : thou sweepest over joy, and lo, it is a grave! Engine and tool of the Almighty, whose years cannot fade, thou changest the earth as a garment, and as a vesture it is changed; thou makest it one vast sepulchre and womb united, swallowing and creating life, and reproducing, over and over, from age to age, from the birth of creation to the creation's doom, the same dust and atoms which were our fathers, and which are the sole heir-looms that through countless generations they bequeath and perpet- uate to their sons. THE DISOWNED. 283 CHAPTER LXXXVI. Methinks, before the issue of our fate, A spirit moves within us, and impels The passion of a prophet to our lips. Anon. O vitoe philosophia dux, virtutis indagatrix ! — Cic. 1 Upon leaving the House of Commons, Mordaunt was accosted by Lord Ulswater, who had just taken his seat in the Upper House. Whatever abstraction or whatever weakness Mordaunt might have manifested before he had left his home, he had now entirely conquered both; and it was with his usual collected address that he re- plied to Lord Ulswater's salutations, and congratulated him on his change of name and accession of honors. It was a night of uncommon calm and beauty; and although the moon was not visible, the frosty and clear sky, " clad in the lustre of its thoiisand stars," 2 seemed scarcely to mourn either the hallowing light, or the breathing poesy of her presence ; and when Lord Uls- water proposed that Mordaunt should dismiss his car- riage, and that they should walk home, Algernon con- sented not unwillingly to the proposal. He felt, indeed, an unwonted relief in companionship; and the still air and the deep heavens seemed to woo him from more unwelcome thoughts, as with a softening and a sister's love. 1 Philosophy, conductress of life, — searcher after virtue ! 2 Marlow 284 THE DISOWNED. " Let us, before we return home," said Lord Ulswater, "stroll for a few moments towards the bridge; I love looking at the river on a night like this." Whoever inquires into human circumstances will he struck to find how invariably a latent current of fatality appears to pervade them. It is the turn of the atom in the scale which makes our safety or our peril, our glory or our shame; raises us to the throne, or sinks us to the grave. A secret voice at Mordaunt's heart prompted him to dissent from this proposal, trifling as it seemed, and welcome as it was to his present and peculiar mood ; he resisted the voice; the moment passed away, and the last seal was set upon his doom, — they moved onward towards the bridge. At first, both were silent, for Lord Ulswater used the ordinary privilege of a lover, and was absent and absorbed, and his companion was never the first to break a taciturnity natural to his habits. At last Lord Ulswater said, " I rejoice that you are now in the sphere of action most likely to display your talents, — you have not spoken yet, I think; indeed, there has been no fitting opportunity, but you will soon, I trust." " I know not," said Mordaunt, with a melancholy smile, " whether you judge rightly in thinking the sphere of political exertion one the most calculated for me ; but I feel at my heart a foreboding that my planet is not fated to shine in any earthly sphere. Sor- row and misfortune have dimmed it in its birth, and now it is waning towards its decline." " Its decline! " repeated his companion, — " no, rather its meridian. You are in the vigor of your years, the noon of your prosperity, the height of your intellect and knowledge ; you require only an effort to add to these blessings the most lasting of all, — fame ! " THE DISOWNED. 285 "Well," said Mordaunt, and a momentary light flashed over his countenance, " the effort will be made. I do not pretend not to have felt ambition. No man should make it his boast, for it often gives to our frail and earth-bound virtue both its weapon and its wings : but when the soil is exhausted, its produce fails; and when we have forced our hearts to too great an abun- dance, whether it be of flowers that perish, or of grain that endures, the seeds of after hope bring forth but a languid and scanty harvest. My earliest idol was am- bition; but then came others, — love and knowledge, and afterwards the desire to bless. That desire you may term ambition; but we will suppose them separate pas- sions: for by the latter T would signify the thirst for glory, either in evil or in good; and the former teaches us, though by little and little, to gain its object, no less in secrecy than for applause; and wisdom, which opens to us a world, vast, but hidden from the crowd, estab- lishes also over that world an arbiter of its own, so that its disciples grow proud, and communing with their own hearts, care for no louder judgment than the still voice within. It is thus that indifference, not to the welfare, but to the report of others, grows over vis; and often, while we are the most ardent in their cause, we are the least anxious for their esteem. " " And yet," said Lord Ulswater, " I have thought the passion for esteem is the best guarantee for deserving it." " Nor without justice, — other passions may supply its place, and produce the same effects; but the love of true glory is the most legitimate agent of extensive good, and vou do right to worship and enshrine it. For me it is dead: it survived — ay, the truth shall out! — poverty, want, disappointment, baffled aspirations, — all, all, but the deadness, the lethargy of regret. AVhen no one was 2SG THE DISOWNED. left upon this altered earth to animate its efforts, to smile upon its success, then the last spark quivered and died ; and — and — but forgive me : on this subject I am not often wont to wander. I would say that ambition is for me no more, — not so are its effects; but the hope of serving that race whom I have loved as brothers, but who have never known me; who, by the exterior " (and here something bitter mingled with his voice), "pass sentence on the heart; in whose eyes I am only the cold, the wayward, the haughty, the morose, — the hope of serving them is to me, now, a far stronger passion than ambition was heretofore ; and whatever for that end the love of fame would have dictated, the love of mankind will teach me still more ardently to perform." They were now upon the bridge. Pausing, they leaned over, and looked along the scene before them. Dark and hushed, the river flowed sullenly on, save where the reflected stars made a tremulous and broken beam on the black surface of the water, or the lights of the vast city which lay in shadow on its banks scat- tered, at capricious intervals, a pale but unpiercing wan- ness, rather than lustre, along the tide; or save where the stillness was occasionally broken by the faint oar of the boatman, or the call of his rude voice, mellowed almost into music by distance and the element. But behind them as they leaned, the feet of passen- gers, on the great thoroughfare, passed not oft, — but quick; and that sound, the commonest of earth's, made rarer and rarer by the advancing night, contrasted, rather than destroyed the quiet of the heaven and the solemnity of the silent stars. " It is an old, but a just comparison," said Mordaunt's companion, "which has likened life to a river such as we now survey, gliding alternately in light or in dark- THE DISOWNED. 2S7 ness, in sunshine or in storm, to that great ocean in which all waters meet." " If," said Algernon, with his usual thoughtful and pensive smile, " we may be allowed to vary that simile, I would, separating the universal and eternal course of destiny from the fleeting generations of human life, com- pare the river before us to that course, and not it, but the city scattered on its banks, to the varieties and muta- bility of life. There (in the latter), crowded together in the great chaos of social union, we herd in the night of ages, flinging the little lustre of our dim lights over the sullen tide which rolls beside us, — seeing the tremulous ray glitter on the surface, only to show us how profound is the gloom which it cannot break, and the depths which it is too faint to pierce. There Crime stalks, and Woe hushes her moan, and Poverty couches, and Wealth riots, — and Death, in all and each, is at his silent work. But the stream of fate, unconscious of our changes and decay, glides on to its engulfing bourn ; and while it mirrors the faintest smile or the lightest frown of Heaven, beholds, without a change upon its surface, the generations of earth perish, and be renewed, along its banks! " There was a pause : and, by an involuntary and natural impulse, they turned from the waves beneath, to the heaven, which, in its breathing contrast, spread all elo- quently, yet hushed above. They looked upon the liv- ing and intense stars, and felt palpably at their hearts that spell — wild, but mute — which nothing on or of earth can inspire ; that pining of the imprisoned soul, that longing after the immortality on high, which is, perhaps, no imaginary type of the immortality ourselves are heirs to. "It is on such nights as these," said Mordaunt, who 288 THE DISOWNED. first broke the silence, but with a low and soft voice, " that we are tempted to believe that in Plato's divine fancy there is as divine a truth , — that ' our souls are in- deed of the same essence as the stars,' and that the mys- terious yearning, the impatient wish which swells and soars within us to mingle with their glory, is but the instinctive and natural longing to reunite the divided portion of an immortal spirit, stored in these cells of clay, with the original lustre of the heavenly and burn- ing whole ! " " And hence then," said his companion, pursuing the idea, " might we also believe in that wondrous and wild influence which the stars have been fabled to exer- cise over our fate ; hence might we shape a visionary clew to their imagined power over our birth, our desti- nies, and our death." " Perhaps," rejoined Mordaunt, — and Lord Ulswater has since said that his countenance, as he spoke, wore an awful and strange aspect which lived long and long afterwards in the memory of his companion, — " perhaps they are tokens and signs between the soul and the things of Heaven which do not wholly shame the doctrine of him 1 from whose bright wells Plato drew (while he colored with his own gorgeous errors) the waters of his sublime lore." As Mordaunt thus spoke, his voice changed : he paused abruptly, and pointing to a distant quarter of the heavens, said, — "Look yonder; do you see, in the far horizon, one large and solitary star, that, at this very moment, seems to wax pale and paler as my hand points to it ? " "I see it, — it shrinks and soars while we gaze into the farther depths of heaven, as if it were seeking to rise to some higher orbit." 1 Socrates, who taught the belief in omens. THE DISOWNED. 289 "And do you see," rejoined Mordaunt, "yon fleecy, but dusk cloud, which sweeps slowly along the sky towards it ? What shape does that cloud wear to your eyes 1 " " It seems to me," answered Lord Uls water, " to assume the exact semblance of a funeral procession , — the human shape appears to me as distinctly moulded in the thin vapors as in ourselves; nor would it perhaps ask too great indulgence from our fancy, to image amongst the darker forms in the centre of the cloud one bearing the very appearance of a bier, — the plume and the capari- son and the steeds and the mourners! Still, as I look, the likeness seems to me to increase! " "Strange," said Mordaunt, musingly, "how strange is this thing which we call the mind! Strange that the dreams and superstitions of childhood should cling to it with so inseparable and fond a strength! I remem- ber, years since, that I was affected even as I am now, to a degree which wiser men might shrink to confess, upon gazing on a cloud exactly similar to that which at this instant we behold. But see, — that cloud has passed over the star; and now, as it rolls away, look, the star itself has vanished into the heavens! " " But I fear," answered Lord Ulswater, with a slight smile, " that we can deduce no omen either from the cloud or the star: would, indeed, that nature were more visibly knit with our individual existence ! Would that in the heavens there were a book, and in the waves a voice, and on the earth a token of the mysteries and enigmas of our fate ! " " And yet," said Mordaunt, slowly, as his mind grad- ually rose from its dream-like oppression to its wonted and healthful tone, — "yet, in truth, we want neither sign nor omen from other worlds to teach us all that it VOL. II. — 19 290 THE DISOWNED. is the end of existence to fulfil in this; and that seems to me a far less exalted wisdom which enahles us to solve the riddles, than that which elevates us above the chances of the future. " " But can we he placed above those chances, — can we become independent of that fate to which the ancients taught that even their deities were submitted ? " "Let us not so wrong the ancients," answered Mor- daunt; " their poets taught it, not their philosophers. Would not virtue be a dream, a mockery indeed, if it were, like the herb of the field, a thing of blight and change, of withering and renewal, a minion of the sun- beam and the cloud? Shall calamity deject it? Shall prosperity pollute 1 Then, let it not be the object of our aspiration, but the byword of our contempt. No: let us rather believe, with the great of old, that when it is based on wisdom, it is throned above change and chance, throned above the things of a petty and sordid world, throned above the Olympus of the heathen, throned above the stars which fade, and the moon which waneth in her course! Shall we believe less of the divinity of virtue than an Athenian sage? Shall we, to whose eyes have been revealed without a cloud the blaze and the glory of Heaven, make virtue a slave to those chains of earth which the Pagan subjected to her feet? But if by her we can trample on the ills of life, are we not, a hundredfold more, by her, the vanquishers of death? All creation lies before us; shall we cling to a grain of dust? All immortality is our heritage; shall we gasp and sicken for a moment's breath? What if we perish within an hour ; what if already the black cloud lowers over us; what if from our hopes and projects, and the fresh-woven ties which we have knit around our life, we are abruptly torn? Shall we be the creatures or the THE DISOWNED. 291 conquerors of fate ? Shall we be the exiled from a home, or the escaped from a dungeon 1 Are we not as birds which look into the great air only through a barred cage ? Shall we shrink and mourn when the cage is shattered, and all space spreads around us, — our element and our empire? No; it was not for this that, in an elder day, virtue and valor received but a common name ! The soul, into which that spirit has breathed its glory, is not only above fate, — it profits by her assaults ! Attempt to weaken it, and you nerve it with a new strength ; to wound it, and you render it more invulnerable ; to de- stroy it, and you make it immortal! This, indeed, is the sovereign whose realm every calamity increases, — the hero whose triumph every invasion augments ! — standing on the last sands of life, and encircled by the advancing waters of darkness and eternity, it becomes, in its expiring effort, doubly the victor and the king! " Impressed, by the fervor of his companion, with a sympathy almost approaching to awe, Lord Ulswater pressed Mordaunt's hand, but offered no reply; and both, excited by the high theme of their conversation, and the thoughts which it produced, moved in silence from their post, and walked slowly homeward. 292 THE DISOWNED. CHAPTER LXXXYII. Is it possible ? Is 't so ? I can no longer what I irouhl : No longer draw back at my liking ! I Must do the deed because I thought of it. What is thy enterprise — thy aim, thy object ? Hast honestly confessed it to thyself 1 bloody, frightful deed ! Was that my purpose when we parted ? O God of Justice ! Coleridge's Wallenstein. We need scarcely say that one of the persons overheard by Mr. Brown was Wolfe, and the peculiar tone of oratorical exaggeration, characteristic of the man, has already informed the reader with which of the two he is identified. On the evening after the conversation, — the evening fixed for the desperate design on which he had set the last hazard of his life, — the republican, parting from the companions with whom he had passed the day, returned home to compose the fever of his excited thoughts, and have a hrief hour of solitary meditation, previous to the committal of that act winch he knew must be his imme- diate passport to the jail and the gibbet. On entering his squalid and miserable home, the woman of the house, a blear-eyed and filthy hag, who was holding to her with- ered breast an infant, which, even in sucking the stream that nourished its tainted existence, betrayed upon its THE DISOWNED. 293 haggard countenance the polluted nature of the mother's milk, from which it drew at once the support of life and the seeds of death, — this woman , meeting him in the narrow passage, arrested his steps, to acquaint him that a gentleman had that day called upon him, and left a letter in his room, with strict charge of care and speed in its delivery. The visitor had not, however, commu- nicated his name, though the curiosity excited by his mien and dress had prompted the crone particularly to demand it. Little affected by this incident, which to the hostess seemed no unimportant event, Wolfe pushed the woman aside, with an impatient gesture, and, scarcely conscious of the abuse which followed this motion, hastened up the sordid stairs to his apartment. He sat himself down upon the foot of his bed, and, covering his face with his hands, surrendered his mind to the tide of con- tending emotions which rushed upon it. What was he about to commit ? Murder ! — murder in its coldest and most premeditated guise ! " No ! " cried he aloud, starting from the bed, and dashing his clenched hand violently against his brow, — " no, no, no ! it is not murder, it is justice ! Did not they, the hirelings of oppression, ride over their crushed and shrieking country- men, with drawn blades and murderous hands 1 Was I not among them at the hour? Did I not with these eyes see the sword uplifted, and the smiter strike 1 Were not my ears filled with the groans of their victims and the savage yells of the trampling dastards ! — yells which rang in triumph over women and babes and wea- ponless men ? And shall there be no vengeance 1 Yes, it shall fall , not upon the tools, but the master, — not upon the slaves, but the despot! Yet," said he, sud- denly pausing, as his voice sank into a whisper, " assassi- 294 THE DISOWNED. nation ! — in another hour, perhaps, a deed irrevocable : a seal set upon two souls, — the victim's and the judge's! Fetters and the felon's cord before me ! — the shouting mob, the stigma! — no, no, it will not be the stigma; the gratitude, rather, of future times, when motives will be appreciated and party hushed! Have I not wrestled with wrong from my birth? — have I not rejected all offers from the men of an impious power 1 — have I made a moment's truce with the poor man's foe 1 — have I not thrice purchased free principles with an imprisoned frame 1 — have I not bartered my substance, and my hopes, and the pleasures of this world for my unmoving, unswerving faith in the great cause 1 — am I not about to crown all by one blow, — one lightning blow, destroying at once myself and a criminal too mighty for the law ? And shall not history do justice to this devotedness, this absence from all self, hereafter, — and admire, even if it condemn 1 " Buoying himself with these reflections, and exciting the jaded current of his designs once more into an unnatural impetus, the unhappy man ceased, and paced with rapid steps the narrow limits of his chamber; his eye fell upon something bright, which glittered amidst the darkening shadows of the evening. At that sight his heart stood still for a moment; it was the weapon of intended death; he took it up, and as he surveyed the sliming barrel, and felt the lock, a more settled sternness gathered at once over his fierce features and stubborn heart. The pistol had been bought and prepared for the purpose with the utmost nicety, not only for use but show ; nor is it unfre- cpaent to find in such instances of premeditated ferocity in design, a fearful kind of coxcombry lavished upon the means. Striking a light, "Wolfe reseated himself deliberately, THE DISOWNED. 295 and began, with the utmost care, to load the pistol. That scene would not have been an unworthy sketch for those painters who possess the power of giving to the low a force almost approaching to grandeur, and of aug- menting the terrible by a mixture of the ludicrous : the sordid chamber, the damp walls, the high window, in which a handful of discolored paper supplied the absence of many a pane ; the single table of rough oak, the rush- bottomed and broken chair, the hearth unconscious of a tire, over which a mean bust of Milton held its tutelary sway, while the dull rushlight streamed dimly upon the swarthy and strong countenance of Wolfe intent upon his work, — a countenance in which the deliberate calm- ness that had succeeded the late struggle of feeling had in it a mingled power of energy and haggardness of lan- guor (the one of the desperate design, the other of the exhausted body), while in the knit brow and the iron lines, and even in the settled ferocity of expression, there was yet something above the stamp of the vulgar ruffian, — something eloquent of the motive no less than the deed, and significant of that not ignoble perversity of mind which diminished the guilt yet increased the dreadness of the meditated crime, by mocking it with the name of virtue. As he had finished his task, and, hiding the pistol in his person, waited for the hour in which his accomplice was to summon him to the fatal deed, he perceived, close by him on the table, the letter which the woman had spoken of, and which, till then, he had, in the excite- ment of his mind, utterly forgotten. He opened it mechanically, an enclosure fell to the ground. He picked it up, it was a bank-note of considerable amount. The lines in the letter were few, anonymous, and writ- ten in a hand evidently disguised. They were calculated 296 THE DISOWNED. peculiarly to touch the republican, and reconcile him to the gift. In them the writer professed to be actuated by no other feeling than admiration for the unbending integrity which had characterized Wolfe's life, and the desire that sincerity in any principles, however they might diner from, his own, should not be rewarded only with indigence and ruin. It is impossible to tell how far, in "Wolfe's mind, his own desperate fortunes might insensibly have mingled with the motives which led him to his present design : certain it is, that wherever the future is hopeless, the mind is easily converted from the rugged to the criminal ; and equally certain it is that we are apt to justify to our- selves many offences in a cause where we have made great sacrifices; and, perhaps, if this unexpected assist- ance had come to Wolfe a short time before, it might, by softening his heart, and reconciling him in some meas- ure to fortune, have rendered him less susceptible to the fierce voice of political hatred and the instigation of his associates. Nor can we, who are removed from the temptations of the poor, — temptations to which ours are as breezes which woo to storms which " tumble towers, " — nor can we tell how far the acerbity of want and the absence of wholesome sleep and the contempt of the rich and the rankling memory of better fortunes, or even the mere fierceness which absolute hunger produces in the humors and veins of all that hold nature's life, — nor can we tell how far these madden the temper, which is but a minion of the body, and plead in irresistible excuse for the crimes which our wondering virtue, haughty because unsolicited, stamps with its loftiest reprobation ! The cloud fell from Wolfe's brow, and his eye gazed, musingly and rapt, upon vacancy. Steps were heard THE DISOWNED. 297 ascending, — the voice of a distant clock tolled with a distinctness which seemed like strokes palpable as well as audible to the senses ; and as the door opened, and his accomplice entered, Wolfe muttered, " Too late, too late! " — and first crushing the note in his hands, then tore it into atoms, with a vehemence which astonished his companion, who, however, knew not its value. " Come, " said he, stamping his foot violently upon the floor, as if to conquer by passion all internal relents ing, — " come , my friend, not another moment is to be lost; let us hasten to our holy deed! " " I trust, " said Wolfe's companion, when they were in the open street, " that we shall not have our trouble in vain ; it is a brave night for it ! Davidson wanted us to throw grenades into the ministers' carriages, as the best plan; and, faith, we can try that if all else fails! " Wolfe remained silent, — indeed he scarcely heard his companion ; for a sullen indifference to all things around him had wrapped his spirit, — that singular feeling, or rather absence from feeling, common to all men, when bound on some exciting action upon which their mmds are already and wholly bent: which renders them utterly without thought, when the superficial would imagine they were the most full of it, and leads them to the threshold of that event which had before engrossed all their most waking and fervid contemplation with a blind and mechanical unconsciousness resembling the influence of a dream. They arrived at the place they had selected for their station, — sometimes walking to and fro, in order to escape observation, sometimes hiding behind the pillars of a neighboring house, they awaited the coming of their victims. The time passed on, — the streets grew more and more empty; and at last only the visitation of the 298 THE DISOWNED. watchman, or the occasional steps of some homeward wanderer, disturbed the solitude of their station. At last, just after midnight, two men were seen ap- proaching towards them, linked arm in arm, and walking very slowly. "Hist, hist!" whispered Wolfe's comrade; "there they are at last, — is your pistol cocked ? " "Ay," answered Wolfe, "and yours: man, collect yourself, — your hand shakes. " " It is with the cold then, " said the ruffian, using un- consciously a celebrated reply. " Let us withdraw be- hind the pillar. " They did so, — the figures approached them ; the night, though star-lit, was not sufficiently clear to give the assassins more than the outline of their shapes and the characters of their height and air. " Which, " said Wolfe, in a whisper, — for, as he had said, he had never seen either of his intended victims, — " which is my prey ? " " Oh, the nearest to you, " said the other, with trem- bling accents ; " you know his d — d proud walk and erect head, — that is the way he answers the people's petitions, I '11 be sworn. The taller and farther one, who stoops more in his gait, is mine." The strangers were now at hand. " You know you are to fire first, Wolfe, " whispered the nearer ruffian, whose heart had long failed him, and who was already meditating escape. " But are you sure, — quite sure of the identity of our prey 1 " said Wolfe, grasping his pistol. "Yes, yes," said the other; and, indeed, the air of the nearest person approaching them bore, in the dis- tance, a strong resemblance to that of the minister it was supposed to designate. His companion, who ap- THE DISOWNED. 299 peared much younger, and of a mien equally patrician, but far less proud, seemed listening to the supposed minister with the most earnest attention. Apparently occupied with their conversation, when about twenty yards from the assassins, they stood still for a few moments. " Stop, Wolfe, stop, " said the republican's accomplice, whose Indian complexion, by fear and the wan light of the lamps and skies, faded into a jaundiced and yellow hue, while the bony whiteness of his teeth made a grim contrast with the glare of his small, black, sparkling eyes. " Stop, Wolfe, — hold your hand. I see now that I was mistaken; the farther one is a stranger to me, and the nearer one is much thinner than the minister : pocket your pistol, — quick, quick, — and let us withdraw." Wolfe dropped his hand, as if dissuaded from his design; but, as he looked upon the trembling frame and chattering teeth of his terrified accomplice, a sud- den and not unnatural idea darted across his mind that he was wilfully deceived by the fears of his companion; and that the strangers, who had now resumed their way, were indeed what his accomplice had first re- ported them to be. Filled with this impression, and acting upon the momentary spur which it gave, the infatuated and fated man pushed aside his comrade, with a muttered oath at his cowardice and treachery, and, taking a sure and steady, though quick aim at the person, who was now just within the certain destructior of his hand, he fired the pistol. The stranger reeled, and fell into the arms of his companion. " Hurrah ! " cried the murderer, leaping from his hid- ing-place, and walking with rapid strides towards hi* victim, — " hurrah ! for liberty and England ! " 300 THE DISOWNED. Scarce had he uttered those prostituted names, hefore the triumph of misguided zeal faded suddenly and for- ever from his brow and soul. The wounded man leaned back in the supporting arms of his chilled and horror-stricken friend; who, kneeling on one knee to support him, fixed his eager eyes upon the pale and changing countenance of his burden, un- conscious of the presence of the assassin. " Speak, Mordaunt, speak ! how is it with you 1 " he said. Recalled from his torpor by the voice, Mordaunt opened his eyes, and muttering, " My child, my child, " sunk back again; and Lord Ulswater (for it was he) felt, by his increased weight, that death was hastening rapidly on its victim. " Oh ! " said he, bitterly, and recalling their last con- versation, — " oh ! where, where, — when this man, the wise, the kind, the innocent, almost the perfect, falls thus in the very prime of existence, by a sudden blow from an obscure hand: unblessed in life, inglorious in death, — oh ! where, where is this boasted triumph of virtue, or where is its reward 1 " True to his idol at the last, as these words fell upon his dizzy and receding senses, Mordaunt raised himself by a sudden though momentary exertion; and, fixing his eyes full upon Lord Ulswater, his moving lips (for his voice was already gone) seemed to shape out the answer, " It is here ! " With this last effort, and with an expression upon his aspect which seemed at once to soften and to hal- low the haughty and calm character which in life it was wont to bear, Algernon Mordaunt fell once more back into the arms of his companion, and immediately expired. THE DISOWNED. 301 CHAPTER LXXXVIII. Come, Death, these are thy victims, and the axe Waits those who claimed the chariot. — Thus we count Our treasures in the dark, and when the light Breaks on the cheated eye, we find the coin Was skulls. Yet the while Fate links strange contrasts, and the scaffold's gloom Is neighbored by the altar. Anon. When Crauford's guilt and imprisonment became known ; when inquiry developed, day after day, some new maze in the mighty and intricate machinery of his sublime dishonesty ; when houses of the most reputed wealth and profuse splendor, whose affairs Crawford had transacted, were discovered to have been for years utterly under- mined and beggared, and only supported by the ex- traordinary genius of the individual by whose extraordi- nary guilt, now no longer concealed, they were suddenly and irretrievably destroyed; when it was ascertained that, for nearly the fifth part of a century, a system of villany had been carried on throughout Europe, in a thousand different relations, without a single breath of su-picion, and yet which a single breath of suspicion could at once have arrested and exposed; when it was proved that a man whose luxury had exceeded the pomp of princes, and whose wealth was supposed more in- exhaustible than the enchanted purse of Fortunatus, had for eighteen years been a penniless pensioner upon the prosperity of others; when the long scroll of this almost 302 THE DISOWNED. incredible fraud was slowly, piece by piece, unrolled before the terrified curiosity of the public, — an invad- ing army at the Temple gates could scarcely have ex- cited such universal consternation and dismay. The mob, always the first to execute justice, in their own inimitable way, took vengeance upon Crawford, by burning the house no longer his, and the houses of the partners, who were the worst and most innocent sufferers for his crime. No epithet of horror and hatred was too severe for the offender; and serious apprehension for the safety of Newgate, his present habitation, was generally expressed. The more saintly members of that sect to which the hypocrite had ostensibly belonged, held up their hands, and declared that the fall of the Pharisee was a judgment of Providence. Nor did they think it worth while to make, for a moment, the trifling inquiry, how far the judgment of Providence was also implicated in the destruction of the numerous and innocent families he had ruined! But, whether from that admiration for genius, com- mon to the vulgar, which forgets all crime in the clever- ness of committing it, or from that sagacious disposition peculiar to the English, which makes a hero of any person eminently wicked, no sooner did Crauford's trial come on, than the tide of popular feeling experienced a sudden revulsion. It became, in an instant, the fashion to admire and to pity a gentleman so talented and so unfortunate. Likenesses of Mr. Crauford ap- peared in every print-shop in town, — the papers dis- covered that he was the very fac-simile of the great King of Prussia. The laureate made an ode upon him, which was set to music; and the public learned, with tears of compassionate regret at so romantic a circumstance, that pigeon-pies were sent daily to his jirison, made by the THE DISOWNED. 303 delicate hands of one of his former mistresses. Some sensation, also, was excited by the circumstance of his poor Avife (who soon afterwards died of a hroken heart) coming to him in prison, and being with difficulty torn away; but then, conjugal affection is so very common- place, — and there was something so engrossingly pa- thetic in the anecdote of the pigeon-pies! It must be confessed that Crauford displayed singular address and ability upon his trial; and, fighting every inch of ground, even to the last, when so strong a pha- lanx of circumstances appeared against him that no hope of a favorable verdict could for a moment have supported him, he concluded the trial with a speech delivered by himself, — so impressive, so powerful, so dignified, yet so impassioned, that the whole audience, hot as they were, dissolved into tears. Sentence was passed, — death! But such was the infatuation of the people, that every one expected that a pardon, for crime more complicated and extensive than half the Newgate Calendar could equal, would of course be obtained. Persons of the highest rank inter- ested themselves in his behalf; and up to the night before his execution, expectations, almost amounting to certainty, were entertained by the criminal, his friends, and the public. On that night was conveyed to Crau- ford the positive and peremptory assurance that there was no hope. Let us now enter his cell, and be the sole witnesses of his solitude. Crauford was, as we have seen, a man in some respects of great moral courage, of extraordinary daring in the formation of schemes, of unwavering resolution in sup- porting them, and of a temper which rather rejoiced in, than shunned the braving of a distant danger for the sake of an adequate reward. But this courage was sup- 304 THE DISOWNED. ported and fed solely by the self-persuasion of consum- mate genius, and his profound confidence both in his good fortune and the inexhaustibility of his resources. Physically, he was a coward! immediate peril to be con- fronted by the person, not the mind, had ever appalled him like a child. He had never dared to back a spirited horse. He had been known to remain for clays in an obscure ale-house in the country, to which a shower had accidentally driven him, because it had been idly re- ported that a wild beast had escaped from a caravan, and been seen in the vicinity of the inn. No dog had ever been alloAved in his household, lest it might go mad. In a word, Crauford was one to whom life and sensual enjoyments were everything, — the supreme blessings, the only blessings. As long as he had the hope, and it was a sanguine hope, of saving life, nothing had disturbed his mind from its serenity. His gayety had never forsaken him; and his cheerfulness and fortitude had been the theme of every one admitted to his presence. But when this hope was abruptly and finally closed; when death, im- mediate and unavoidable death, — the extinction of ex- istence, the cessation of sense, — stood bare and hideous before him, his genius seemed at once to abandon him to his fate, and the inherent weakness of his nature to gush over every prop and barrier of his art. "No hope!" muttered he, in a voice of the keenest anguish, — "no hope; merciful God, — none, none! What, I — I, who have shamed kings in luxury, — I to die on the gibbet, among the reeking, gaping, swin- ish crowd with whom — God, that I were one of them even; that I were the most loathsome beggar that ever crept forth to taint the air with sores; that I were a toad immured in a stone, sweltering in the THE DISOWNED. 305 atmosphere of its own venom; a snail crawling on these very walls, and tracking his painful path in slime! — anything, anything, but death! And such death: the gallows, the scaffold, the halter, the fingers of the hangman paddling round the neck where the softest caresses have clung and sated. To die — die — die ! What! I, whose pulse now heats so strongly, whose blood keeps so warm and vigorous a motion ! — in the very prime of enjoyment and manhood; all life's mil- lion paths of pleasure before me, — to die, to swing to the winds, to hang, — ay , ay , to hang ! — to be cut down, distorted and hideous ; to be thrust into the earth with worms ; to rot, or — or — or hell ! is there a hell 1 — better that even than annihilation! "Fool, fool! — damnable fool that I was" (and in his sudden rage he clenched his own flesh till the nails met in it) ; " had I but got to France one day sooner ! Why don't you save me, save me, — you whom I have banqueted, and feasted, and lent money to! — one word from you might have saved me, — I will not die! I don't deserve it! — I am innocent! — I tell you Not guilty, my lord, — not guilty! Have you no heart, no consciences? — murder, murder, murder!" and the wretched man sank upon the ground, and tried with his hands to grasp the stone floor, as if to cling to it from some imaginary violence. Turn we from him to the cell in which another crimi- nal awaits also the awful coming of his latest morrow. Pale, motionless, silent, — with his face bending over his bosom, and hands clasped tightly upon his knees, Wolfe sat in his dungeon, and collected his spirit against the approaching consummation of his turbulent and stormy fate, — his bitterest punishment had been already past; mysterious chance, or rather the Power vol ii. — 20 306 THE DISOWNED. above chance, had denied to him the haughty triumph of self-applause. No sophistry, now, could compare his doom to that of Sidney, or his deed to the act of the avenging Brutus. Murder — causeless, objectless, universally execrated — rested, and would rest (till oblivion wrapped it) upon his name. It had appeared, too, upon his trial, that he had, in the information he had received, been the mere tool of a spy in the minister's pay; and that, for weeks before his intended deed, his design had been known, and his conspiracy only not bared to the public eye because political craft awaited a riper opportunity for the disclosure. He had not then merely been the blind dupe of his own passions, but, more humbling still, an instrument in the hands of the very men whom his hatred was sworn to destroy. Not a wreck, — not a straw, of the vain glory for which he had forfeited life and risked his soul, could he hug to a sinking heart, and say, " This is my support." The remorse of gratitude embittered his cup still farther. On Mordaunt's person had been discovered a memorandum of the money anonymously enclosed to Wolfe on the day of the murder; and it was couched in words of esteem which melted the fierce heart of the republican into the only tears he had shed since child- hood. From that time, a sullen, silent spirit fell upon him. He spoke to none, heeded none; he made no defence in trial, no crmplaint of severity, no appeal from judgment. The iron had entered into his soul, — but it supported, while it tortured. Even now, as we gaze upon his inflexible and dark countenance, no transitory emotion, no natural spasm of sudden fear for the catas- trophe of the morrow, no intense and working passions, struggling into calm, no sign of internal hurricanes. THE DISOWNED. 307 rising, as it were, from the hidden depths, agitate the surface, or betray the secrets of the unfathomable world within. The mute lip, the rigid brow, the downcast eye, a heavy and dread stillness brooding over every feature, — these are all we behold! Is it that thought sleeps, locked in the torpor of a senseless and rayless dream, or that an evil incubus weighs upon it, crushing its risings, but deadening not its pangs? Does Memory fly to the green fields and happy home of his childhood, or the lonely studies of his daring and restless youth, or his earliest homage to that Spirit of Freedom which shone bright and still and pure, upon the solitary chamber of him who sang of heaven, 1 or (dwelling on its last and most fearful ob- ject) rolls it only through one tumultuous and convul- sive channel, — despair? Whatever be within the silent and deep heart, — pride, or courage, or callousness, or that stubborn firmness, which, once principle has grown habit, cover all as with a pall ; and the stung nerves and the hard endurance of the human flesh sustain what the immortal mind perhaps quails beneath, in its dark retreat, but once dreamed that it would exult to bear. The fatal hour had come, and through the long dim passages of the prison four criminals were led forth to execution. The first was Crauford's associate, Bradley. This man prayed fervently; and, though he was trem- bling and pale, his mien and aspect bore something of the calmness of resignation. It has been said that there is no friendship among the wicked. I have examined this maxim closely, and be- lieve it, like most popular proverbs, false. In wicked- ness there is peril , — and mutual terror is the strongest of ties. At all events, the wicked can, not unoften, 1 Milton. 308 THE DISOWNED. excite an attachment in their followers denied to virtue, Habitually courteous, caressing, and familiar, Craufnrd had, despite his own suspicions of Bradley, really touched the heart of one whom weakness and want, not nature, had gained to vice; and it was not till Crauford's guilt was by other witnesses undeniably proved that Bradley could be tempted to make any confession tending to implicate him. He now crept close to his former partner, and fre- quently clasped his hand, and besought him to take courage, and to pray. But Crauford's eye was glassy and dim, and his veins seemed filled with water, — so numbed and cold and white was his cheek. Fear in him had passed its paroxysms, and was now insensi- bility ; it was only when they urged him to pray that a sort of benighted consciousness strayed over his coun- tenance, and his ashen lips muttered something which none heard. After him came the Creole who had been Wolfe's accomplice. On the night of the murder he had taken advantage of the general loneliness, and the confusion of the few present, and fled. He was found, however, fast asleep, in a garret, before morning, by the officers of justice, and on trial he had confessed all. This man was in a rapid consumption. The delay of another week would have given to nature the termination of his life. He, like Bradley, seemed earnest and absorbed in prayer. Last came Wolfe, his tall, gaunt frame worn, by confinement and internal conflict, into a gigantic skele- ton ; his countenance, too, had undergone a withering change : his grizzled hair seemed now to have acquired only the one hoary hue of age ; and though you might trace in his air and eye the sternness, you could no THE DISOWNED. 309 longer detect the fire, of former days. Calm as on the preceding night, no emotion broke over his dark but not defying features. He rejected, though not irrever- ently, all aid from the benevolent priest, and seemed to seek in the pride of his own heart a substitute for the resignation of religion. "Miserable man!" at last said the good clergyman, in whom zeal overcame kindness, " have you at this awful hour no prayer upon your lips 1 " A living light shot then for a moment over Wolfe's eye and brow. " I have ! " said he ; and raising his clasped hands to heaven, he continued in the memorable words of Sidney, " ' Lord, defend Thy own cause, and defend those who defend it! Stir up such as are faint, direct those that are willing; confirm those that waver, give wisdom and integrity to all : order all things so as may most redound to Thine own glory ! ' " I had once hoped," added Wolfe, sinking in his tone, — "I had once hoped that I might with justice have continued that holy prayer ; x but — " he ceased abruptly; the glow passed from his countenance, his lie quivered, and the tears stood in his eyes; and that was the only weakness he betrayed, and those were his lasl words. Crauford continued, even while the rope was pul round him, mute and unconscious of everything. Ii was said that his pulse (that of an uncommonly strong and healthy man on the previous day) had become so 1 Grant that I may die glorifying Thee for all Thy mercies and that at the last Thou hast permitted me to be singled out as a witness of Thy truth, and even by the confession of my opposers for that old cause in which I was from my youth engaged, and for which Thou hast often and wonderfully declared Thyself.— Algernon Sidney. 310 THE DISOWNED. low and faint that, an hour before his execution, it could not be felt. He and the Creole were the only ones who struggled; Wolfe died, seemingly, without a pang. From these feverish and fearful scenes the mind turns with a feeling of grateful relief to contemplate the hap- piness of one whose candid and high nature, and warm aii'ections, Fortune, long befriending, had at length blessed. It was on an evening in the earliest flush of returning spring that Lord Ulswater, with his beautiful bride, entered his magnificent domains. It had been his wish and order, in consequence of his brother's untimely death, that no public rejoicings should be made on his marriage ; but the good old steward could not persuade himself entirely to enforce obedience to the first order of his new master; and as the carriage drove into the park- gates, crowds on crowds were assembled to welcome and to gaze. No sooner had they caught a glimpse of their young lord, whose affability and handsome person had endeared him to all who remembered his early days, and of the half-blushing, half-smiling countenance beside him, than their enthusiasm could be no longer restrained. The whole scene rang with shouts of joy ; and, through an air filled with blessings, and amidst an avenue of happy faces, the bridal pair arrived at their home. "Ah! Clarence (for so I must still call you)," said Flora, her beautiful eyes streaming with delicious tears, "let us never leave these kind hearts; let us live amongst them, and strive to repay and deserve the blessings which they shower upon us! Is not benevo- lence, dearest, better than ambition?" " Can it not rather, my own Flora, be ambition itself?" THE DISOWNED. 311 CONCLUSION. So rest you, merry gentlemen. — Monsieur Thomas. The author has now only to take his leave of the less important characters whom he has assemhled together; and then, all due courtesy to his numerous guests heing performed, to retire himself to repose. First, then, for Mr. Morris Brown: In the second year of Lord Ulswater's marriage, the worthy broker paid Mrs. Minden's nephew a visit, in which he per- suaded that gentleman to accept, " as presents, " two admirable fire-screens, the property of the late Lady Waddilove: the same may be now seen in the house- keeper's room, at Borodaile Park, by any person willing to satisfy his curiosity and — the housekeeper. Of all further particulars respecting Mr. Morris Brown, history is silent. In the obituary for 1792 we find the following para- graph : " Died at his house in Putney, aged seventy-three, Sir Nicholas Copperas, Knt., a gentleman well known on the Exchange for his facetious humor. Several of his bons-mots are still recorded in the Common Council. When residing, many years ago, in the suburbs of Lon- don, this worthy gentleman was accustomed to go from his own house to the Exchange in a coach called • the Swallow,' that passed his door just at breakfast-time; upon which occasion he was wont wittily to observe to his accomplished spouse, ' And now, Mrs. Copperas, having swallowed in the roll, I will e'en roll in the 312 THE DISOWNED. Swallow ! ' His whole property is left to Adolphus Copperas, Esq., Banker." And in the next year we discover, — " Died, on Wednesday last, at her jointure-house, Putney, in her sixty-eighth year, the amiable and ele- gant Lady Copperas, relict of the late Sir Nicholas, Knt." Mr. Trollolop, having exhausted the whole world of metaphysics, died, like Descartes, " in believing he had left nothing unexplained." Mr. Callythorpe entered the House of Commons at the time of the French Revolution. He distinguished himself by many votes in favor of Mr. Pitt, and one speech which ran thus : " Sir, I believe my right honor- able friend, who spoke last (Mr. Pitt), designs to ruin the country ; but I will support him through all. Honor- able Gentlemen may laugh, — but I 'm a true Briton, and will not serve my friend the less because I scorn to natter him." Sir Christopher Findlater lost his life by an accident arising from the upset of bis carriage, — his good heart not having suffered him to part with a drunken coachman. Mr. Glumford turned miser in his old age, and died of want, and an extravagant son. Our honest Cole and his wife were always amongst the most welcome visitors at Lord Ulswater's. In bis ex- treme old age, the ex-king took a journey to Scotland, to see the author of " The Lay of the Last Minstrel. " Nor should we do justice to the chief's critical discern- ment if we neglected to record that, from the earliest dawn of that great luminary of our age, he predicted its meridian splendor. The eldest son of the gypsy-monarch inherited his father's spirit, and is yet alive, a general, and G.CB. THE DISOWNED. 313 Mr. Harrison married Miss Elizabeth, and succeeded to the Golden Fleece. The Duke of Haverfield and Lord Ulswater continued their friendship through life ; and the letters of our dear Flora to her correspondent, Eleanor, did not cease even with that critical and perilous period to all maiden cor- respondence, — marriage. If we may judge from the subsequent letters which we have been permitted to see, Eleanor never repented her brilliant nuptials, nor dis- covered (as the Duchess of once said from experi- ence) " that dukes are as intolerable for husbands as they are delightful for matches. " And Isabel Mordaunt 1 — Ah ! not in these pages shall her history be told even in epitome. Perhaps for some future narrative her romantic and eventful fate may be reserved. Suffice it for the present that the childhood of the young heiress passed in the house of Lord Uls- water, whose proudest boast, through a triumphant and prosperous life, was to have been her father's friend ; and that as she grew up, she inherited her mother's beauty and gentle heart, and seemed to bear in her deep eyes and melancholy smile some remembrance of the scenes in which her infancy had been passed. But for him, the husband and the father, whose trials through this wrong world I have portrayed, — for him let there be neither murmurs at the blindness of fate, nor sorrow at the darkness of his doom. Better that the lofty and bright spirit should oass away before the petty business of life had bowed it, or the sordid mists of this low earth breathed a shadow on its lustre ! 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Twenty Years After, 2 vols. Vicomte de Bragelonne, 4 vols. (Including " Bragelonne," " Louise de Valliere," and " The Iron Mask.") 8 vols. 12mo. In box, $8.00 Romances of the Regency and Louis XV. The Chevalier d'Harmental, 1 vol. The Regent's Daughter, 1 vol. Olympe de Cleves, 2 vols. 4 vols. 12mo. In box, 84.00 The Marie Antoinette Ro- mances Memoirs of a Physician, 3 vols. The Queen's Necklace, 2 vols. Ange Pitou, 2 vols. Comtesse de Charny, 3 vols. Chevalier de Maison-Rouge, lvoL Chauvelin's Will, The Velvet Necklace, and Blanche de Beaulieu, 1 vol. 12 vols. 12mo. In box, §12.00 The Napoleon Romances The Companions of Jehu, 2 vols. The Whites and the Blues, 2 vols. The She- Wolves of Machecoul, 2 vols. 6 vol9. 12mo. In box, 86 00 Historical Romances Agenor de Mauleon, 2 vols. Ascanio, 1 vol. The War of Women, 1 vol. Sylvandire, 1 vol. The Black Tulip, and Tales of the Caucasus, 1 vol. Black, the Story of a Dog, 1 vol. 7 vols. 12mo. In box, S7.00 The Count of 3Ionte Cristo 3 vols. 12mo. In box, $3.00 THE NOVELS OF JANE AUSTEN FLLUSTRATED with 12 photogravure plates from drawings by Edmund H. Garrett. 6 vols. 12mo. Decorated cloth, gilt top, in box, $6.00. Half crushed morocco, gilt top, 816.50. Sense and Sensibility, 1 vol. Mansfield Park, 1 vol. Pride and Prejudice, 1 vol. Emma, 1 vol. Northanger Abbey, and Persua- Lady Susan, The Watson Let- sion, 1 vol. ters, etc., 1 vol. OF STANDARD NOVELISTS THE NOVELS, ROMANCES, AND MEMOIRS OF ALPHONSE DAUDET XN new and complete translations by Katharine Prescott Wormeley, Jane Minot Sedgwick, Charles de Kay, George Burnham Ives, Marian Mclntyre, and Olive Edwards Palmer. With 16 photogravure plates and 32 full-page pictures from original drawings by noted French artists, including Paul Avril, Marchetti, Adrien Moreau, Gustave Bourgain, Laurent Desrousseaux, L. Rossi, G. Roux, P. G. Jeanniot, and L. Kowalsy. 16 vols. 12mo. Decorated cloth, gilt top, in box, $16.00. Half crushed morocco, gilt top, 844.00. The Nabob, 2 vols. Fromont and Risler, and Robert Helmont, 1 vol. Numa Roumestan, and Rose and Ninette, 1 vol. Little-What's-His-Name, and Scenes and Fancies, 1 vol. The Little Parish Church, and The Evangelist, 1 vol. Tartarin of Tarascon, Tartarin on the Alps, and Artists' Wives, 1 vol. Port Tarascon, and La Fedor, 1 vol. Sappho, Between the Flies and the Footlights, and Arlatan's Treasure, 1 vol. Kings in Exile, 1 vol. Monday Tales, Letters from My Mill, Letters to an Absent One, 1 vol. Memories of a Man of Letters, Notes on Life, Thirty Years in Paris, and Ultima, 1 vol. The Immortal, and The Struggle for Life, 1 vol. The Support of the Family, 1 vol. Jack, 2 vols. THE ROMANCES OF VICTOR HUGO XITITH 28 portraits and plates. 14 vols. 12mo. Dec- orated cloth, in box, 814.00. Half calf, gilt top, or half crushed morocco, gilt top, 838.50. Les Miserables, 5 vols. The Man who Laughs, 2 vols. Toilers of the Sea, 2 vols. Hans of Iceland, 1 vol. 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