1 ai*=r ^ rr THE LIBRARY OF THE UNIVERSITY OF CALIFORNIA LOS ANGELES ALBERT: ^ A POEM IN TWO CANTOS. HILDA ; AND OTHER POEMS, BY JOHN BUCHANNAN. Yet other secret griefs had he. Oh, Pillow ! only told to tbee : Say, did not hopeless love intrude On his poor bosom's solitude? Perhaps on thy soft lap reclined, In dreams the cruel Fair was kind. That more intensely he might know The bitterness of waking woe. Montgomery. EonlKon : BALDWIN AND CRADOCK, PATERNOSTER ROW. 1828. WHITBY: HL IXirbp, printer, 13riBgt= Street. DEDICATORY SONNET, /5r TO PSYCHE. ^20xC^e There is a thought, a fancy it may be, Which binds my spirit like a magic spell. And ever in my bosom's deepest cell Maintains the empire of its witchery: It haunts me in my dreamsj and then I see Beautiful forms and things ineffable. Such as may never in earth's confines dwell : Yet one bright creature seems to cast on me A look of earthly radiance : — canst thou guess Who that sweet paragon of earth may be ? Alas, I feel too well that nought but thee Could charm me with such witching loveliness ! Forgive me, then, sweet girl, if thus I dare To place my humble muse beneath thy gentle care 8GG149 PREFACE. As many, perhaps, may deem it presumptuous ia me to bring before the public the following pro- ductions of a very youthful muse, it seems at least advisable, if not absolutely necessary, to lay before them, in a fair and candid manner, the reasons which induced me to obtrude myself thus prema- turely on their notice. I am well aware, that the plea of youth, and want of opportunity, will avail me nothing at the impartial bar of criticism. I know that with the world in general, my little volume must sink or swim according to its own intrinsic value ; but I would fain hope, that there are some gentle bosoms which can sympathize with the doubts and fears of an individual who has scarcely completed hi& eighteenth year ; and to such it may not be unin- teresting to know, that the first canto of the Poem which stands at the head of the following Collec* tion, and many of the smaller ones, were written before the Author's seventeenth birthdavj and that VI PREFACE. ihe remainder of the volume was finished within a few months of that time. I may add, too, that my hours of composition were restricted to the inter- vals allowed by the necessary attendance on the duties of my profession j and that many of the jjieces were composed without the most distant viqw of their afterwards appearing in print. i)iicouraged by the favourable reception of some trifles which I had occasionally sent to the Whitby Repository, and urged by the solicitations of many, it may be, over kind friends, I have, at length, ventured to come before my fellow townsmen, (for vanity itself does not lead me to expect that my productions will be known far beyond the limits of my native place,) in the formidable character of an author. I t-hould scarcely obtain the belief of my rea- ders, if I were to assert, that I do not look forward with some degree of anxiety to the reception which my humble efforts are likely to meet with 3 but I can say with truth, that however humiliating that reception may be, I shall be prepared to meet it, if not with equanimity, at least with resignation, WniTBv, May 22iid, 1828- CONTENTS. Page. Albert, Canto 1. _^ 3 Albert, Canto 2. 29 Hilda _ _ _ _ 55 Notes to Hilda 1Q3 Wallace to his Countrymen 109 Stanz^ to Psyche — — — II3 Stanzas, supposed to be written by one of the Cove- nanters, in Scotland, in the reign of Charles II. 116 There is a Glance — 12o To a Young Lady, on her requesting me to write a Poem " on Disappointed Love." 123 On seeing a Lady Weeping — I27 Sonnet, written in a Blank Leaf of Bernard Barton's Poems — — — — 130 To a Friend, on the Anniversary of his Rirth-day, 9th April, 1827 — — 131 Sonnet to a Child — — 10 < A Vision — — . js'- A Midnight Storm — Ioq Sonnet, on seeing a Beautiful Young Lady 142; viii CONTENTS. Page. Lines, on the Anniversary of my Birthday, 11th July, 1827. — — — — 143 Stanzas, from a Tale entitled " The Suicide," in the Whitby Repository, for July, 1827. — — 146 Adelaide, a Ballad — — — — 149 Sonnet, written in a Lady's Album — — 157 Stanzas — — — — — 158 A Sketch — — — — 160 Stanzas to Psyche — — — — 161 My Mother's Grave — — — 163 Melancholy Thoughts — — — 170 A Fragment — — — 173 To a Lady — — — — 178 To Death — — — — 183 To a Friend, on his Departure — — — 187 All is Vanity — — — — 191 Stanzas to Psyche — — — — 196 Lines, written in a Lady's Album — — 199 Poetic Musings — — —- — 203 Stanzas to the Memory of an Infant Sister — 207 A Ballad — — — — 212 Lines, written on Rcrisiting Mulgrave Woods — 222 A Fragment, in Imitation of Spenser — — 227 Stanzas, for Music No. 1. — ■ — 230 Stanzas, for Music No. 2. — — — 232 Stanzas, written in Affliction — — 234 The Chieftain's Return, a Fragment — — 237 Moonlight Imaginings — — — 239 iaitiett J CANTO L ALBERT: CANTO I. — 0- Oh^ 'tis most sweet to waish the setting sun Throw his last glance upon the ocean's breast, Then, like a trav'ller, when his journey's done, He slowly sinks into the glowing west. Now twilight deepens o'er the mountain's crest. And the pale moon-beam glimmers on the wave. The songsters of the grove are gone to rest. And all around is silent as the grave, — Save, now and then, the breeze in some lone mountain- cave. B ^ ALBERT. This is the time, when, stealing from the crowd, I love to muse upon the days gone by ; And, often, in my soul's serenest mood, Methinks I see that mildly-beaming eye^ Whose very glance could soothe my agony. And still the throbbings of my wayward heart ; But whither shall I now for comfort fly, Since e'en the smiles which bade my grief depart. Add but a deeper pang to its envenom'd smart ? Yes, gone for ever is that blessed dream ; Which used to cheer me in my loneliness ; And I now gaze on thee, as on a beam, Lovely indeed, but which can never bless My aching bosom with its loveliness. Oh, why was it ordain'd, that man should owe To woman's love his choicest happiness, Which, though at intervals it may bestow An hour of joy, will yet far oftener cherish woe. ALBERT. O Weil, 'tis enough ; thou never canst be mine. And other thoughts must now my mind employ ; I will not vainly o'er my fate repine, But meet it with a melancholy joy. There is one hope which time can ne'er destroy, Our surest refuge in this vale of tears ; — And, though the world may frown and pleasure cloy, Faith high amid' the storm her standard rears. Dispels our rising doubts, and banishes our fears. Surely, amid' those desolated spires,* The splendid relics of the olden time. The soul might well forget her vain desires. And turn her thoughts to objects more sublime. In vain ambition lures us on to climb. And full as vain the syren pleasure calls ; We sink beneath the great destroyer. Time, And man, with all his little greatness, falls And moulders into dust like those forsaken walls. • Whitby Abbey. t) AkBKKT. Must 1 forget thee, then ? — I'll not forget, I doat on that luxuriance of sorrow. Which, when the star of hope itself has set, Can from despair a new existence borrow : Sweeter, oh, sweeter far is such a morrow. Than life, in all its gaudiest hues array'd ; And rather would I feed that pensive sorrow, As a pure offering on love's altar laid, Than aught that earthly joy has ever yet display'd ! Begone, ye fierce disturbers of my rest, — Ye warring tempests of my troubled brain ; What, will ye haunt me with your cares unblest. Even here in gloomy desolation's reign ? lift me a little while at peace remain ; Whilst, musing o'er the memory of the past, 1 wake once more a melancholy strain ; And who can tell but it may be the last That e'er my humble muse from her rude harp may cast. ALBERT. And thou, majestic Ruin, whilst on thee I look with awe-8truck soul-subduing gase, I feel a deep and solemn witchery, Such as belongs not unto thoughtless days : And, as my solitary footstep strays Within thy walls, I catch the hollow moan Of the vast ocean, or the breeze that plays Around thee, with its long low wailing tone, As if a spirit mourn'd o'er sorrows not its own. I love to stand beneath thy crumbling arch, When day, with all its busy toils, hath fled ; Watching the pale moon on her stately march, In silver majesty above my head : Whilst all around her trembling beams are shed, Making a fairy land of light and shade ; And then, raethinks I see the buried dead In all their ghostlike panoply arrny'd, Rise u)) before my eyes to sudden view display 'd. $ ALBERT, All-powerful Fancy ! how thy magic wand Can people nature with ideal things ; Thou hast a thousand realms at thy command, And each of them a diflFerent tribute brings To aid thee in thy ceaseless wanderings I — TJiou flittest like a dream from shore to shore. And, aye upborne upon their silken wing«, Of airy phantoms an unbounded store, Attends upon thy flight and will for evermore. But whither do I roam ? Another theme — A tale of no imaginary care ■ — Awaits me now ; 'tis not a poet's dream, As unsubstantial as tlie viewless air; No, Albert, thou on earth too long didst bear Thy load of misery ; but thou art gone Where the keen touch of anguish and despair Can ne'er disturb thee more ; yet, there is one Still living, whom thy soul was wont to dwell upon. ALBERT. Tliou wert no son of pride, nor does thy name Engrav'd in monumental marble stand ) But if a heart, as pure as ever came From the Almighty's wonder-working hand. Can aught of tribute from the muse denuiud, Thy virtues shall not long remain unsung ; For even slander has not dared to brand Thy spotless memory with her poisonous tongue. Nor o'er thy deeds of light her fiendish covering ilung. Come hither. Pomp.— See'st thou yon humble stone. Where the rude chisel scarce hath done its part, To make the owner's birth and exit known ? Vet, 'neath that lowly stone there slecjis a heart Which oft has borne affliction's direful smart. And j)0verty itself without a sigh ; Let this a lesson unto thee impart. Not always on thy riches to rely, Since men like Albert can their utmost jiow^^r defy. 9 10 ALBERT. His was a soul, form'd for a nobler sphere, Enrich'd with ev'ry warm and Dielting thought ; And well bis open glance and forehead clear Bespoke a mind with purest feeling fraught. Oh, how his dark and pensive eye would float lu heartfelt tears at human misery ; And aye the young enthusiast would doat On nature iu her wildest scenery. Viewing her ev'ry charm with undissembled glee. Yet, there was something io his look, that seera'd At times so full of bitterness and woe. That had you gaz'd on him, you would have deem'd His heart had cberisf*'d long some inward foe. Which prey'd upon his soul securely slow. Till o'er the heyday of his years it cast A sadness, which the young but seldom know. Drying the springs of life where'er it past. And with'ring every flower like Ihc hot dtscrt-blast. ALBERT, 11 He was not form'd for mirth ; — he could not bear The boisterous laugh of festive revelry j He found no kindred thoughts and feelings therc^ And though his spirit was as wild and free As aught beneath the ethereal canopy. Yet would he never trespass on those laws, .Whose word, the fiat of divinity, Man's grov'lling soul from earthly things with- draws, And turns his thoughts on high to their great moving cause. It was his chief delight to steal away In the grey twilight, or the silent dawn, As if he sicken'd at the face of day ; And he would stand and gaze for hours upon The rolling billows, — whose unceasing tone Came like a dream of sadness o'er his mind, — Thinking the while on that beloved one. Whose image wa» around his heart-strings twin'J, And tasting in that thought a pleasure how refin'd I 1 2 alJsert. 'Tis true, he ne'er liad breatli'd his vows to her. The goddess of his fond idolatry ; JJiit if a glance may be love's messenger, Ah most believe it can, — how fervently His eyes did homage to her ! You might see The flush of passion on his boyish cheek, Anil he in tliat could plead more tenderly The love which he in language durst not speak, As if he found that words were passionless and weak. There is a feeling most divinely sweet In the fust gush of youthful tenderness, V;hen the eye turns with rapturous joy to meet The one lov'd being. Oh, who could repress T!i:it overflowing tide of happiness I ■ Alas, why should we hasten its decay ? Fur soon the lightest bosom must confess That earthly pleasure is but for a day, And like a nictcor-fire v.-ill puickly pass away. ALBERT. 13 t Yes, all the hopes which we so fondly deeni'd In our youth's wanderings, would last for ever. One after one forsake us, — all that seem'd Most fair and sinless on life's fleeting rirer. Has. vanish'd in our course ; and we shall never Again partake those visions of delight Which the all- wise and ever-bounteous Giver Has caus'd to shine so gloriously and bri^fht, In the first dawn of life to cheer our onward flight. Yet still, 'tis sweet at times to dwell upon The cherish'd visions of our earlier years, Musing on many a lov'd and loving one. Whose image through the lapse of time, appears More beauteous still. Oh, those are grateful tears. And scarcely mix'd with sorrow, which the eye Sheds o'er the memory of our hopes and fears ; When disappointment with its gloomy dye. Had strove not yet to stain life's virgin purity. 14 ALBERT. Oil, Love! thou art a strange mysterious thing; As full of changes a$ an April day ; — Now, like a native Eden blossoming, And strewing flow'rets in the wanderer's way, Till thou hast conquer'd him beneath thy sway r Anon, thou bid'st a different prospect rise, Where furious jealousy and black dismay Unveil their gorgon terrors to his eyes. And view with stern delight his added miseries. But Albert, though he knelt before thy shrine, Had mourn'd not yet thy darker influence; He felt a something he could scarce define, — A silent burst of rapturous eloquence, Appealing untxi ev'ry finer sense. With most enchanting and resistless power. As flov/ers unseen their hidden sweets dispense From many a thorny brake or woodland bower. Filling the air with balm at evening's dewy hour. ALBERT. 15 He lov'd with all that pure romantic feeling, That mute and overwhelming ecstacy. Which, like unto a heavenly revealing-. Enchains the spirit with its witchery. And scarcely leaves a thought at liberty. HiS; though a bright, was not a transient flame ; It flourish'd e'en in nature's agony j And when the last decisive struggle came. His soul was breath'd to heaven in blessings on her name. And she was worthy of his love ; her mind Was stor'd with ev'ty soft becoming grace ; Meek, noble, unassuming and refin'd. Just such an one as poets love to trace In moonlight musiugs by some lonely place. Where high-born beauty dwelt in days of yore; Whilst fancy pictures many a beauteous face. Whose reign of loveliness has long been o'er. And whose once cherish'd name is worshipp'd now no more. IG ALBERT. Thus have I often spent an idle hour. Dear Mulgrave ! in thy solitary pile :* And as I gaz'd on each nnajestic tower, Which ev'n in desolation seem'd to smile,— Thoughts of thine ancient grandeur would beguile My spirit, through the live-long summer's eve. Oh, 'tis most pleasing, though but for awhile. The world and all its vanities to leave, And from thy moss-grown walls a nobler joy receive. There is a still small voice in ev'ry stone. Which speaks a thousand volumes. Who can look On thy decaying beauty, and alone, As I have dune, — nor feel his vain hopes shook? Here we may read in time's unerring book. The fragile tenure of our earthly fame ; And though the proud, perchance, may little brook So stern a lesson, yet they cannot blame The better-judging few who own its solemn claim. * The ancient Castle of Mnlgravc. ALBERT. 17 Where are the mighty chieftains, who of old, In all the pomp and pride of chivalry. With waving plumes and armour streak'd with gold, Maich'd forth in almost kingly dignity, FoUow'd by all their vassal company, Whose gorgeous banners floating on the breeze. Spread o'er them, like a shadowing canopy — Whilst hasting on some adverse fort to seize. Or in the tourney strive their lady-loves to please ' Where is the speaking eye, — the soul of fire ? Where are the young, the noble, and the brave ? Oh, for a sweep of Byron's matchless lyre. To bid one deathless laurel o'er them wave ! But no ; they sleep, each in his lonely grave. Unwept, unsung by the immortal muse ; And higher powers than mine the task would crave. Their combats and their vict'ries to diff"use ; — Such themes as these mij harp must evermore refuse. ]§ ALBERT. Not unto me belongs the magic power. To seize, to quicken, and to melt the soul ; Alas, 1 cannot boast so rich a dower ! Yet busy fancy sometimes will unroll, When free from reason's stern, severe control, Visions of fame unto my soaring mind j And I have quafif'd imagination's bowl. Till scarce a drop of sweetness could I find ; — Tasteless or bitter dregs alone were left behind. My harp is but a rude one ; yet 'twould be More worthless still, if it refus'd to pay The heartfelt tribute which I owe to thee. Immortal bvron ! — Years may pass away, And time may strew these youthful locks with greyi But never can I then forget to feel The witching influence of thine earlier lay. Which, like a talisman, was wont to steal Into my inmost heart, its hidden wounds to heal. ALBERT. 19 Thou standest on the pinnacle of fame, Join'd with the mightiest bards of other days j Down to remotest ages shall thy name Be wafted by thine own unequall'd lays. Fruitless indeed would be the attempt to praise The beauties which to ev'ry heart are known } Thou need'st no puny scribbler's aid to raise Yet higher, the flame of glory thou hast shown — The toil and the reward alike are all thine owb. Now to my tale : — 'Twas an autumnal eve. And the blue sea was sparkling 'neath the blaze Of the departing sun, who seem'd to leave Its waves reluctantly, as if his rays Had hung enamour'd o'er that lovely place. In truth, it was a most enchanting scene. And nature seldom to the eye displays Such finished loveliness, or well I ween. More scanty would be they who leave her charms unseen. 20 ALBERT. But Albert was not one who long could view A scene like this, nor feel that magic thrill. Which none but an enthusiast ever knew : He gaz'd awhile, absorb'd in thought, until The fountains of his tears began to fill With the pure gushings of that hidden love Which he had cherish'd long, and which was still To him a beam of radiance from above. Which nought of earthly change might ever dare re- move. ISIeantime the waves, which but awhile ago Had scarcely seem'd to reach the pebbly shore. Began to rear their foamy heads, as though 'Twas time their transient slumber should be o'er: The breeze too, which so gentle seem'd before, That it might kiss e'en beauty's blushing cheek, Mingled its wailing with the ocean's roar. And stirr'd it into rage, as if to speak Unto vain-glorious man liow poor he U anil weak. iT-BERT. There was a little bark upon the wave, Which late had floated on with streamers gay ; But when the angry'surge began to rave. Bore on before the breeze her backward way. To seek the sheltering covert of the bay ; And now her keel has alnoost reach'd the strand. When lo, the angry breeze asserts its sway, And, touch'd as 'twere by an enchanter's wand, She sinks into the deep beneath its dreadful hand. One glance — one hurried glance — young Albert gave } 'Twas but a moment ere he gain'd the shore. Another saw him plunge into the wave — Breathless with haste, and from its deaf'uing roar, A lifeless female in his arras he bore: 'Twas she, — the one whom he had lov'd so well, In bitterness and grief; but now she wore Death's pallid livery, and her bosom's swell Heav'd not, as if the soul had left its earthly cell. n 291 ALBERT. And there she lay, reclin'd upon bis breast. Cold as a statue, pale and motionless3 Whilst he, with grief that would not be repress'd, Hung o'er that form of passing loveliness, And strain'd it to him with a wild caress : " Oh, blessed spirit ! none can blame me now That I indulge in life's last wretchedness ; Let me once more imprint that marble brow With love's own hallo w'd kiss, ere I be cold as thou!" Again he madly clasp'd her to his heart, With all a lover's frantic agony. As if he never could endure to part With that bright relic of mortality ! 'Tis few indeed, who know the misery. The sinking misery of such an hour. When hope seems gone for ever, and the eye Is tearless, and refuses still to pour l^'rom out its hidden stores the soul-reviving shower. ALBERT. 23 1 would not taste of that heart-rending woe Which knows no pause — no interval of rest. For all the pleasures that the world can show ; Yet such was Albert's feeling, as he prest His hapless beauty closer to his breast, — But soft, — what means that wild convulsive throe ? And that deep sigh, half breath'd and half suppress'd? She lives ! she lives ! fond youth, and thou may'st know A gleam of pleasure yet whilst wand'ring here below! She rais'd her head, and faintly strove to speak Her endless gratitude for all his care ; And though her voice was tremulous and weak, His ear has caught each word that linger'd there : " Lady," he said, " I could have joy'd to share With thee in life or death; and now, thank Heaven, Thou liv'st ; but as for me, I cannot bear To see my fond imaginations riven, And tliose angelic charms unto another given." 24 ALBKRT. All this was calmly spoke ; but you might see In his fix'd eye and bloodless countenance, A token of that inward agony, Which his proud spirit felt ; the fever trance Of his young heart was o'er, and that sweet glance, Which us'd to beam so bright from his dark eye. Was chang'd beyond all power of Htterance 3 And, 'stead of it, the gazer might espy A never-varying look of stern despondency. And yet he had not quite forgot to feel ; For, when he gaz'd upon that pallid face, 'Spite of himself, a melting tear would steal Adown his cheek, the last, the holiest trace Of that bright flame, which nought could e'er efface. They gain'd her father's door, and then the spell Seem'd broken, for he snatch'd a fond embrace : " Pardon me, 'tis the last ! words cannot tell How warmly I have lov'd — and now, for aye, fare- well !" ALBERT. " He knew not that I lov'd him ;" fondly cried The maiden as he vanish'd from her sight ; " His faith has been, indeed, severely tried; And now when it would be nay chief delight, His deep and warm devotion to requite. He leaves me, and, alas, my boding fears Whisper — for ever ! oh, there is a weight Upon my soul, which finds no vent in tear?;, But each succeeding day more comfortless appears." Such was their parting ; apd I here must end The first part of my tale; but if the breeze Shall briskly blow, and prosp'rous gales attend. Once more my rudely-breathing harp I'll seize. And strive to 'wake a nobler strain to please The indulgent few who list' my humble lays : Meanwhile, I well may boast of rhymes like these, If Psyche does but condescend to raise My weak and wavering hopes by her enliv'ning p.alse. 25 26 ALBERT. Oh thou, ray first, my last, my only lore ! Though thou may'st ne'er bestow a thought on me, Yet still I feel that I shall ever prove A passionate attachment unto thee. Alas ! the tale of Albert's misery Has been too true a counterpart of mine; I've struggled oft to set my spirit free. But aye, the bloodless victory was thine. And I have found thy chains still closer round me twine. ^ibttt t CANTO ir. ALBERT: CANTO II- The moon is beaming from a cloudless sky. Upon the slumb'ring ocean's broad expanse ; Whilst many a sound of mirth and minstrelsy, Echoes above the waters as they dance Beneath the queen of heaven's majestic glance. How beautiful yon vessel seems to lie. In motionless repose ; and yet, perchance, A few short hours, and wintry storms may fly Across the scene, and mar its calm tranquillity. 30 ALBERT. Such is the heart of man ; awhile it sleeps, Like the smooth surface of a breezeless sea, Till passion, like a raging; whirlwind, sweeps. And 'wakes the latent storm of misery. E'en 'midst the blithe and mirthful company That crowds yon vessel's deck, there standeth one Who seems to sicken at their melody. As if his spirit loatli'd its lively tone, 4nd rather would be left to languish all alone. 'Tis Albert ; he hath climb'd that vessel's side, A weary wanderer from his native land 3 Fix'd in his mind, whatever ills betide His reckless footsteps on a foreign strand. Though he should sink beneath the wasting hand Of slow disease, or pestilence more dire. Though poverty, vice, scorn, a hideous band^ Should all assail lilm with resistless ire, — 'Never again to sec old Albion's cliffs aspire. ALBERT. 31 And now he takes a last departing view Of the fair valleys of his native isle. And sees, from far, its hills and mountains blue Fade off into the darkness ; whilst a smile Of bitterness sat on his face the while, Marking the warring thoughts that rag'd within. But there is one bright thought which can beguile The wanderer, and his gloomy spirit win From brooding o'er the world of wretchedness and sin: Ay, when he thought of many a boyish year. And the lov'd playmates of his infancy. His heart was conquer'd, and a silent tear Fell from his eyelids to their memory : He seiz'd a lute and wak'd its harmony. And as his fingers, with a master's hand. Swept o'er the chords, he breath'd a melody Of soothing softness, whilst at his command The lute responsive sent its echoes to the land. 32 ALBERT. The moen which late unclouded. Shone in the midnight sky, Hath now her lustre shrouded Like a thing- that passeth by j And darkness dimly covers The ocean and the shore, Whilst many a black cloud hovers On the path she travell'd o'er. So hath mi/ beam of gladness Forsaken me below, And a deep and wasting sadness Is my dreary portion now : Oh, that I ne'er had tasted Of passion's witching power. Which my fond heart hath wasted As the mildew blights the flower. Then had my hopes been springing. With youth's gay verdure crown'd. And each day would be flinging A new fragrance all around. But ah ! the touch of anguish Hath seared my 'wilder'd brain. And I am left to languish In misery and in pain. XLBSRT. Yet still I must adore thee, And own thy soft control. For thine image still comes o'er me. Lovely ruler of my soul ! And though all else should perish Of beautiful or fair, I'll ne'er forget to cherish Thine angelic semblance there. Nor shall it cease to blossom Till life itself be gone, But deep within my bosom, It shall lire and reign alone. What, though the mighty ocean JMay roll 'twixt thee and me, In sj)ite of its commotion, I will think of nought but thee ! And when I wander sadly Upon a foreign shore, My thoughts will turn, how gladly. To the maid whom I adore : — 'Twill soothe my hour of sorrow. To think that thou art blest, — And from that thought I'll borrow A new talisman of rest ! 9 34 ALBBRT. l^reathes there a soul that ne'er hath tasted love, But like an icicle, unthaw'd remains > Why, let him boast of what I ne'er shall prove, I envy not his pleasures nor his pains : No, rather would I hug the heaviest chains That passion e'er hath forg'd to bind the heart, Than share the cold indifiFerence that reigns With those who ne'er have felt the pleasing smart. Which love, and love alon€, is gifted to impart. I ask not riches ; — no, let others take The sparkling dross ; I care not for its charms : Were India's wealth mine own, I'd freely slake The prize, to win my Psyche to my arms. Oil, dearer far 'midst trouble and alarms. Art thou to me, than all the world besides ; And even now a thrill of rapture warms My bosom, as thy gentle image glides Before my mental eye, and in my heart abides. ALB'fiRt. 55 Talk not to me of low ambition's power ; What is the kingly sceptre, but a toy ? A vain and empty bauble of an hour. Which he who wields it never can enjoy. I'd rather be the meanest shepherd -boy. That wanders lonely on his native hill^^ Whose peace of mrnd no racking cares destroy — Content with nature's bounty, meads, and rills, Than he whose potent name a mighty nation fills. Yes, 'tis a happy lot to range at will. Unshackled by the forms of pomp or pride, TJy the smooth river, or t he wood-crown'd lull, And taste the varied charms diversified. Which the great Architect has spread so wide O'er all his works, — in earth, or sea, ur sky : Or, standing by the foamy ocean's side, V To watch the rainbow, ere it pasBeth by. Marking the low'ring heavens with many a mingled dye. 36 ALBERT. Scenes of my childhood ! how I love to rore Amidst your untamed beauties : to my eyes Not half so pleasing does the proud alcove, In all its artificial grandeur, rise. Let me have nature in her rudest guise, — Rocks, trees, and mountain-torrents wildly roaring; 'Tis then the mind is lifted to the skies. And, from creation to its Maker soaring. Views all his wondrous works, their mysteries ex- ploring. Nature ! I lore thee, whether thou appear'st Clad in thy winter livery, or crown'd With summer's glowing charms, thine head thou rear'st ; Whilst hills and vallevs echo to the sound Of woodland music, breathing a'l arjund, And faintly borne upon the zephyr's w^ng, From the lone hamlet's cultivated ground, A thousand rich perfumes their odours fling, And each fair herb, or flower, is sweetly blossoming. AliBKRT. 37 Oh, who would spend the spring-time of his life. Within the noxious city's crowded walls ? Coiidemn'd to listen to the eternal strife Of idle wretches, or the ceaseless bawls Of busy commerce, till each rumour palls Upon his ear with its monotony — And heartless apathy at length enthralls The guileless feelings, that could ne'er deny E'en the scarce whisper'd claims of sensibility. Almighty Father ! grant it to ray prayer, My fervent, heartfelt orisons to thee. That I may never, never cease to share. The pure delights of sensibility. For though my lot in life has order'd me To enroll myself amongst the bustling train Of worldly denizens, I still must be A stupid votarvj for \vc strive in vain To bind the thouglits with aught but an ctherial chain. ^8 ALBERT. 'Tis true, tlie heartless worldling cannot know The cares anU sorrows which to nie are given ; But rather would I taste of unniix'd woe, Than mar my spirit with his earthly leaven : Wiio would excliange the eternal bliss of heaven For the dim, vain, and fleeting things of earth ? Alas, those boasted joys are quickly riven, And youth's gay laugh, and age's glance of mirth, 3Iust fade away like that from which they take their birth. And such were Albert's thoughts, though grief was preying Upon his vitals like the canker-worm. And not a ray of hope, itself displaying, Shed e'ena glimpse of brightness through the storm : Yet, still, tliat ne'er-to-be-forgotten form. He cherish'd as his dearest earthly treasure : "Would he have chang'd those feelings pure and warm. The impassion'd tenderness that knows no measure. For all the world can give of happiness or pleasure'- ALBERT. 39 He would not : — though alone and desolate, With many a sorrow rankling in his breast. That feeling still was his ; the hand of fate Which robb'd him of the joys he once possess'd, Had left him this, the loveliest and the best ; — The last fair relic of his youthful flow'rs ; And he, perchance, might quaff with purer zest. Of all those thrilling witcheries which it pours Into the soul, than he had done in happier hours. There was a fixed expression in his face. Of firm, determin'd anguish ; but the glow Of youth was not yet gone, and you might trace In those still features, and that pallid brow. The wreck of former happiness : but now No lingering ray of pleasure seem'd to hover. And not a gleam of bliss was seen to throw Its soothing radiance o'er the hapless lover ; A waste of cheerless gloom was all you could discover. 40 ALBERT. He stood upon the vessel's deck, and gaz'd Upon the sun which now began to rise, Like beauty, from his eastern couch, and rais'd His head in crimson glory to the skies ; A signal for creation's harmonies To rouse them from their slumbers, and salute His glorious orb with all their symphonies : But Albert heard them not, for all was mute Upon the ocean's breast, save the rude sea-boy's flute. And, as he look'd upon the unruffled sea. Which, like a golden mirror, seem'd to shine. He thought of those unclouded days, when he Was wont by its smooth margin to recline. And ail his mind to fancy's power resign — Tasting the melting luxury that springs From pictiu'd scenes of happiness divine, Wl»en, wrapt amid' those bright imaginings, 'I'iie soul fur^^ets, awhile, to think of earthly things. AI-BBRT. 41 But those day-dreams were over, and he felt That life had not a joy which he could share ; The rude hand of adversity had dealt But harshly with him, and he knew not where To seek a place of refuge from despair. Alas ! the child of fortune caiuiot tell Half of the sufferings he is doom'd to bear, Who, close confin'd in stern misfortune's cell. Hath tasted all her woes and griefs unspeakable. Five days had Albert watch'd the dark blue sea Sparkle beneath the glorious orb of day j But on the sixth, no longer could he see Its cheering radiance all around him play; Confin'd within his humble couch he lay, The hapless victim of a fell disease j To every melancholy thought a prey. Seeking in vain an interval of ease. With not a friendly hand to soothe his agonies. 42 ALBERT. The hand of death was o'er him 5 care and grief Had conquer'd him at last, and he foresaw That his lone pilgrimage must now be brief. In this abode of wretchedness and woe : Yet, even then, when every passing throe Seem'd fraught with death, he thought of her alone. Who still had been his guiding star below, And whose unfading lustre aye had shone i\Iore brightly o'er his head, when hope itself was gone. And then he drew a jewel from his breast, Which bore within a lock of auburn hair ; And wildly to his burning lips he press'd That treasur'd relic of his dearest care ; Then, with uplifted eves, he breath'd a prayer For her, the object of his fondest love. With such a fervent and impassion'd air, Tii;it the rude sailors' hearts began to move — ^\nd manr a kindlv wish was breath'd for hira above. ALBERT. 43 Blethinks, I said, but now, he had no friend To soothe his dying hours witli pious zeal — No sympathizing being to attend His last, sad moments, who could truly feel For the deep sorrows which he could not heal ; But there was one amid' that boist'rous crew, Oblig'd, by adverse fortune, to conceal The gentler feelings which his spirit knew, Within his silent breast from every human view. He was a widow'd mother's only child ; And she had sent him forth with many a sigh; For unto her he still was kind and mild, Though in his countenance you might descry Exalted thoughts and aspirations high. Floating in quick succession o'er his brain ; But since he roam'd beneath a foreign sky, He sought those buoyant feelings to restrain, Lesk he should 'wake the mirth of the untutoi'd train. 44 ALBERT. Yet, with iiis utmost care, he could not win The love of those who shar'd his weary lot ; For spite of him the flame that hurnt within, Thougli buried deep, C6uld not be quite forgot; They deem'd him hau^htv, and they lov'd him not ; And he had liv'd a sol'tary thing-. Till Albert came ; but theu the Gordian knot Was loosen'd, and his hopes began to spring — With newer verdure crown'd more gaily blossoming. They were two youthful beings, left alone Upon the ocean, there was not another With whom their hearts could beat in unison ; No wonder, therefore, that they lov'd each other. With all the fond affection of a brother ; For each had found a friend with whom to share The griefs whicli he had been compeli'd to smother ; And when i)Oor Albert yielded to despair. The youth had watch'd liis couch with more than friendlv care. ALBERT, 45 And Albert, when he found that death was near. Gave him a letter for the maid he lov'd ; The youth receiv'd it with a silent tear, A tear which angels would not have reprov'd : — He told her how her beauty first had mov'd His heart, but that he still had kept repress'd The passion which could never be reraov'd. Till — but he had no need to speak the rest, She knew it all too well, 'twas fate's supreme behest. And, to conclude, he said, that Ion* ere she Receiv'd this token of his dying flame, His disembodied soul would wander free, Beyond the reach of worldly fear or shame — That he had nothing but himself to blame. For all his hours of sufif'ring and of pain; But that, perchance, he would have done the same If he might live those moments o'er again, And then he pray'd that she might never love in vain. 46 ALBERT. Such were his parting words, his parting prayer; For when he saw that he must shortly die, He begrgd the pitying crew his couch to bear Upon the deck, that he, once more, might spy The beauties of the ocean, and the sky. Ere yet his spirit bade a last adieu To al! of earthly power or majesty. And other scenes were op'nitig to his view. More full of real bliss, more lasting, and more true. They plac'd him gently down, whilst on his cheek The mid-day sun shone with a glance of flame; His eyes were sunken, and his voice was weak. And a convulsive tremor o'er him came, Whicli agonized his worn exhausted frame : One indistinct, low murmur they could hear, AVhich seem'd to syllable his Mary's name ; As if, e'en then, she still was most, most dear,— Thry listen'd ; but the soul had left its earthly sphere! AI-BKRT. 47 Yes, it had left this world of grief and woea, To seek a more congenial d ivelling-place ; And there he lay, in beautiful repose. With that angelic smile upon his face, Which even death itself could not efface. And where is the enthusiast's lonely grave ? Alas, you strive in vain the spot to tracej He sleeps beneath the ocean's roaring wave. Whilst o'er his mould'ring bones the unheeded storm may rave. His faithful friend had watch'd his cold remains. Till they were plung'd into the sullen deep — Far, far beyond the reach of mortal pains. Till the great judgment day in peace to sleep. And inly he had mourn'd, yet could not weep ; But when the current of his grief was o'er, And reason had begun once more to keep The wonted channel which she held before, He breath'd a pensive strain his sorrows to deplore. 48 ALBERT. For, in his better days, he us'd to woo The melancholy muse ; and she had thrown' A shade of badness o'er his youthful brow. Which suited well with features that had grown More sad than gayer bosoms love to own. As for himself, he heeded not the scorn Of the world's minions, one pure heart alone Had shar'd his love ; and when that stay was torn From him, all other ills he could have tamely borne. Not oft, of late, had he awak'd the chords Of his neglected lyre ; his heartfelt woe Was long ere it could find a vent in words ; I]ut when, at length, his tears began to flow More freely, and his heart had ceas'd to know The tearless agony of unmix'd pain, He touoh'd the strings once more, and bade them throw A note of lamentation o'er the main ; And the?e were the wild words which form'd lii* pensive strain : — ALBBRt. 40 The zephyr's sigh Is passing by. The cloudless heavens above are glowingj Whilst o'er the seas. The gentle breeze Full many a rich perfume is blowing : And all creation seems to raise A note of rapture and of praise j All, but this wretched heart of mine. Which still is destin'd to repine. Far, far from home, 'Twas mine to roam. When scarce my boyish days were over j Without a friend, With whom to blend The anguish which I could not cover J And when that boon, so long denied, Was given, and I was satisfied, It was but granted for a day, — Juit seen, and then to pats away< 10 AliBBRT. He was a light. Too pure and bright. To linger in this world of sadness ; Yet when the thought To me is brought. It almost turns my brain to madness : For he was all, — nay more to me Than aught I e'er again shall see ; A soul of more transcendent worth Has ne'er adorn'd this spot of earth. But he is gone, And there is one. To whom T bear a mournful token j A messenger. That opes to her. The noblest heart that e'er hath broken ! And when that heavy task is o'er, I'll think of earthly things no morej My ev'ry thought shall then be given To Albert and the joys of heaven. ALBBRt. £1 Smooth was the eea, and gentle was the breeze, He bore the token to Old Albion's shore : But who can paint the agonies that seize That hapless damsel as she conn'd it o'er ? Breathless she falls^ as if to rise no more ; And, though her spirit quickly came again. Reason was gone for aye j nought could restore Her consciousness of pleasure or of pain,— 'Twas madness that had seiz'd upon her burning brain ! Better that she had died, for now she strays A wild, heart